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Thomas Marshall + + + +Release Date: November 8, 2011 [eBook #37955] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF MARY +WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY, VOLUME I (OF 2)*** + + +E-text prepared by the Online Distributed Proofreading Team +(http://www.pgdp.net) from page images generously made available by +Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries +(http://www.archive.org/details/toronto) + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 37955-h.htm or 37955-h.zip: + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/37955/37955-h/37955-h.htm) + or + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/37955/37955-h.zip) + + + Project Gutenberg also has Volume II of this work. + See http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/37956 + + + Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries. See + http://www.archive.org/details/lifelettersofmar01marsuoft + + +Transcriber's note: + + The original text includes Greek characters. For this text + version these letters have been replaced with transliterations. + + The original text includes a blank space surrounded by + brackets. This is represented as [____] in this text version. + + + + + +THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY + +I + +[Illustration: Photogravure by Annan & Swan + +_MRS SHELLEY._ + +_After a portrait by Rothwell,_ + +_in the possession of Sir Percy F. Shelley, Bart._] + + +THE LIFE & LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY + +by + +MRS. JULIAN MARSHALL + +With Portraits and Facsimile + +In Two Volumes + +VOL. I + + + + + + + +London +Richard Bentley & Son +Publishers in Ordinary to Her Majesty the Queen +1889 + + + + +PREFACE + + +The following biography was undertaken at the request of Sir Percy and +Lady Shelley, and has been compiled from the MS. journals and letters in +their possession, which were entrusted to me, without reserve, for this +purpose. + +The earlier portions of the journal having been placed also at Professor +Dowden's disposal for his _Life of Shelley_, it will be found that in my +first volume many passages indispensable to a life of Mary Shelley have +already appeared, in one form or another, in Professor Dowden's pages. +This fact I have had to ignore, having indeed settled on the quotations +necessary to my narrative before the _Life of Shelley_ appeared. They are +given without comment or dilution, just as they occur; where omissions are +made it is in order to avoid repetition, or because the everyday entries +refer to trivial circumstances uninteresting to the general reader. + +Letters which have previously been published are shortened when they are +only of moderate interest; unpublished letters are given complete wherever +possible. + +Those who hope to find in these pages much new circumstantial evidence on +the vexed subject of Shelley's separation from his first wife will be +disappointed. No contemporary document now exists which puts the case +beyond the reach of argument. Collateral evidence is not wanting, but even +were this not beyond the scope of the present work it would be wrong on +the strength of it to assert more than that Shelley himself felt certain +of his wife's unfaithfulness. Of that there is no doubt, nor of the fact +that all such evidence as did afterwards transpire went to prove him more +likely to have been right than wrong in his belief. + +My first thanks are due to Sir Percy and Lady Shelley for the use of their +invaluable documents,--for the photographs of original pictures which form +the basis of the illustrations,--and last, not least, for their kindly +help and sympathy during the fulfilment of my task. + +I wish especially to express my gratitude to Mrs. Charles Call for her +kind permission to me to print the letters of her father, Mr. Trelawny, +which are among the most interesting of my unpublished materials. + +I have to thank Miss Stuart, from whom I obtained important letters from +Mr. Baxter and Godwin; and Mr. A. C. Haden, through whom I made the +acquaintance of Miss Christy Baxter. + +To Professor Dowden, and, above all, to Mr. Garnett, I am indebted for +much valuable help, I may say, of all kinds. + +FLORENCE A. MARSHALL. + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGES + +CHAPTER I + + Introductory remarks--Account of William Godwin and Mary + Wollstonecraft. + + 1797. Their marriage--Birth of their daughter--Death of Mary + Godwin 1-11 + + + CHAPTER II + + AUGUST 1797-JUNE 1812 + + 1797. Godwin goes to reside at the "Polygon." + + 1798-99. His despondency--Repeated proposals of marriage to + various ladies. + + 1801. Marriage with Mrs. Clairmont. + + 1805. Enters business as a publisher--Books for children. + + 1807. Removes to Skinner Street, Holborn. + + 1808. Aaron Burr's first visit to England. + + 1811. Mrs. Godwin and the children go to Margate and + Ramsgate--Mary's health improves--She remains till Christmas + at Miss Petman's. + + 1812. Aaron Burr's sojourn in England--Intimacy with the + Godwins--Extracts from his journal--Mary is invited to stay + with the Baxters at Dundee 12-26 + + + CHAPTER III + + JUNE 1812-MAY 1814 + + 1812. Mary sails for Dundee--Godwin's letter to Mr. Baxter-- + The Baxters--Mary stays with them five months--Returns to + London with Christy Baxter--The Shelleys dine in Skinner + Street (Nov. 11)--Christy's enjoyment of London. + + 1813. Godwin's letter to an anonymous correspondent + describing Fanny and Mary--Mary and Christy go back to Dundee + (June 3)--Mary's reminiscences of this time in the preface to + _Frankenstein_. + + 1814. Mary returns home (March 30)--Domestic trials--Want of + guidance--Mrs. Godwin's jealousy--Shelley calls on Godwin + (May 5) 27-41 + + + CHAPTER IV + + APRIL-JUNE 1814 + + Account of Shelley's first introduction of himself to + Godwin--His past history--Correspondence (1812)--Shelley + goes to Ireland--Publishes address to the Irish people-- + Godwin disapproves--Failure of Shelley's schemes--Godwin's + fruitless journey to Lynmouth (1813)--The Godwins and + Shelleys meet in London--The Shelleys leave town (Nov. 12). + + 1814. Mary makes acquaintance with Shelley in May-- + Description of her--Shelley's depression of spirits--His + genius and personal charm--He and Mary become intimate--Their + meetings by Mary Wollstonecraft's grave--Episode described by + Hogg--Godwin's distress for money and dependence on + Shelley--Shelley constantly at Skinner Street--He and Mary + own their mutual love--He gives her his copy of "Queen + Mab"--His inscription--Her inscription--Hopelessness 42-56 + + + CHAPTER V + + JUNE-AUGUST 1814 + + Retrospective history of Shelley's first marriage-- + Estrangement between him and Harriet after their visit to + Scotland in 1813--Deterioration in Harriet--Shelley's deep + dejection--He is much attracted by Mrs. Boinville and her + circle--His conclusions respecting Harriet--Their effect on + him--Harriet is at Bath--She becomes anxious to hear of + him--Godwin writes to her--She comes to town and sees + Shelley, who informs her of his intentions--Godwin goes to + see her--He talks to Shelley and to Jane Clairmont--The + situation is intolerable--Shelley tells Mary everything-- + They leave England precipitately, accompanied by Jane + Clairmont (July 28) 57-67 + + + CHAPTER VI + + AUGUST-SEPTEMBER 1814 + + 1814. (July).--They cross to Calais--Mrs. Godwin arrives in + pursuit of Jane--Jane thinks of returning, but changes her + mind and remains--Mrs. Godwin departs--Joint journal of + Shelley and Mary--They arrive at Paris without any money-- + They procure some, and set off to walk through France with + a donkey--It is exchanged for a mule, and that for a + carriage--Journal--They arrive in Switzerland, and having + settled themselves for the winter, at once start to come + home--They arrive in England penniless, and have to obtain + money through Harriet--They go into lodgings in London 68-81 + + + CHAPTER VII + + SEPTEMBER 1814-MAY 1815 + + 1814. (September).--Godwin's mortification at what had + happened--False reports concerning him--Keeps Shelley well + in sight, but will only communicate with him through a + solicitor--General demoralisation of the household--Mrs. + Godwin and Fanny peep in at Shelley's windows--Poverty of + the Shelleys--Harriet's creditors--Shelley's many + dependents--He has to hide from bailiffs--Jane's + excitability--Studious habits of Shelley and Mary--Extracts + from journal. + + 1815. Shelley's grandfather dies--Increase of income--Mary's + first baby born--It dies--Her regret--Fanny comes to see + her--Frequent change of lodgings--Hogg a constant visitor-- + Peacock imprisoned for debt--He writes to the Shelleys--Jane + a source of much annoyance--She chooses to be called + "Clara"--Plans for her future--She departs to Lynmouth 82-114 + + + CHAPTER VIII + + MAY 1815-SEPTEMBER 1816 + + 1815. Objections raised to Clara's return to Skinner Street-- + Her letter to Fanny Godwin from Lynmouth--The Shelleys make a + tour in South Devon--Shelley seeks for houses--Letter from + Mary--They settle at Bishopsgate--Boating expedition--Happy + summer--Shelley writes "Alastor." + + 1816. Mary's son William born--List of books read by Shelley + and Mary in 1815--Clara's project of going on the stage--Her + connection with Byron--She introduces him to the Shelleys-- + Shelley's efforts to raise money for Godwin--Godwin's + rapacity--Refuses to take a cheque made out in Shelley's + name--Shelley escapes from England--Is persuaded by Clara + (now called "Clare" or "Claire") to go to Geneva--Mary's + descriptive letters--Byron arrives at Geneva--Association of + Shelley and Byron--Origin of _Frankenstein_ as related by + Mary--She begins to write it--Voyage of Shelley and Byron + round the lake of Geneva--Tour to the valley of Chamouni-- + Journal--Return to England (August)--Mary and Clare go to + Bath, and Shelley to Marlow 115-157 + + + CHAPTER IX + + SEPTEMBER 1816-FEBRUARY 1817 + + 1816. Life in lodgings at Bath--Anxieties--Letters from + Fanny--Her pleadings on Godwin's behalf--Her own + disappointment--She leaves home in despair--Dies by her own + hand at Swansea (October 9)--Shelley's visit to Marlow-- + Letter from Mary--Shelley's search for Harriet--He hears of + her death--His yearning after his children--Marriage with + Mary (Dec. 29). + + 1817. Birth of Clare's infant (Jan. 13)--Visit of the + Shelleys to the Leigh Hunts at Hampstead--Removal to Marlow 158-181 + + + CHAPTER X + + MARCH 1817-MARCH 1818 + + 1817 (March).--Albion House--Description--Visit of the Leigh + Hunts--Shelley's benevolence to the poor--Lord Eldon's + decree depriving Shelley of the custody of his children--His + indignation and grief--Godwin's continued impecuniosity and + exactions--Charles Clairmont's requests--Mary's visit to + Skinner Street--_Frankenstein_ is published--_Journal of a + Six Weeks' Tour_--Shelley writes _Revolt of Islam_--Allegra's + presence the cause of serious annoyance to the Shelleys--Mr. + Baxter's visit of discovery to Marlow--Birth of Mary's + daughter Clara (Sept. 2)--Mr. Baxter's second visit--His warm + appreciation of Shelley--Fruitless efforts to convert his + daughter Isabel to his way of thinking--The Shelleys + determine to leave Marlow--Shelley's ill-health--Mary's + letters to him in London--Desirability of sending Allegra to + her father--They decide on going abroad and taking her. + + 1818. Stay in London--The Booths and Baxters break off + acquaintance with the Shelleys--Shelley suffers from + ophthalmia--Preparations for departure--The three children + are christened--The whole party leave England (March 12) 182-210 + + + CHAPTER XI + + MARCH 1818-JUNE 1819 + + 1818 (March).--Journey to Milan--Allegra sent to Venice-- + Leghorn--Acquaintance with the Gisbornes--Lucca--Mary's wish + for literary work--Shelley and Clare go to Venice--The + Hoppners--Byron's villa at Este--Clara's illness--Letters-- + Shelley to Mary--Mary to Mrs. Gisborne--Journey to Venice-- + Clara dies--Godwin's letter to Mary--Este--Venice--Journey to + Rome--Naples--Shelley's depression of spirits. + + 1819. Discovery of Paolo's intrigue with Elise--They are + married--Return to Rome--Enjoyment--Shelley writes + _Prometheus Unbound_ and the _Cenci_--Miss Curran--Delay in + leaving Rome--William Shelley's illness and death 211-243 + + + CHAPTER XII + + JUNE 1819-SEPTEMBER 1820 + + 1819 (August).--Leghorn--Journal--Mary's misery and utter + collapse of spirits--Letters to Miss Curran and Mrs. Hunt-- + The Gisbornes--Henry Reveley's project of a steamboat-- + Shelley's ardour--Letter from Godwin--Removal to Florence-- + Acquaintance with Mrs. Mason (Lady Mountcashel)--Birth of + Percy (Nov. 19). + + 1820. Mary writes _Valperga_--Alarm about money--Removal to + Pisa--Paolo's infamous plot--Shelley seeks legal aid--Casa + Ricci, Leghorn--"Letter to Maria Gisborne"--Uncomfortable + relations of Mary and Clare--Godwin's distress and petitions + for money--Vexations and anxieties--Baths of San Giuliano-- + General improvement--Shelley writes _Witch of Atlas_ 244-268 + + + CHAPTER XIII + + SEPTEMBER 1820-AUGUST 1821 + + 1820. Abandonment of the steamboat project--Disappointment-- + Wet season--The Serchio in flood--Return to Pisa--Medwin--His + illness--Clare takes a situation at Florence. + + 1821. Pisan acquaintances--Pacchiani--Sgricci--Prince + Mavrocordato--Emilia Viviani--Mary's Greek studies--Shelley's + trance of Emilia--It passes--The Williams' arrive--Friendship + with the Shelleys--Allegra placed in a convent--Clare's + despair--Shelley's passion for boating--They move to + Pugnano--"The boat on the Serchio"--Mary sits to E. Williams + for her portrait--Shelley visits Byron at Ravenna 269-293 + + + CHAPTER XIV + + AUGUST-NOVEMBER 1821 + + 1821. Letters from Shelley to Mary--He hears from Lord Byron + of a scandalous story current about himself--Mary, at his + request, writes to Mrs. Hoppner confuting the charges--Letter + entrusted to Lord Byron, who neglects to forward it--Shelley + visits Allegra at Bagnacavallo--Winter at Pisa--"Tre Palazzi + di Chiesa"--Letters: Mary to Miss Curran; Clare to Mary; + Shelley to Ollier--_Valperga_ is sent to Godwin--His letter + accepting the gift (Jan. 1822)--Extracts 294-315 + + + CHAPTER XV + + NOVEMBER 1821-APRIL 1822 + + 1822. Byron comes to Pisa--Letter from Mary to Mrs. + Gisborne--Journal--Trelawny arrives--Mary's first impression + of him--His description of her--His wonder on seeing + Shelley--Life at Pisa--Letters from Mary to Mrs. Gisborne + and Mrs. Hunt--Clare's disquiet--Her plans for getting + possession of Allegra--Affair of the dragoon--Judicial + inquiry--Projected colony at Spezzia--Shelley invites Clare + to come--She accepts--Difficulty in finding houses-- + Allegra's death 316-342 + + + CHAPTER XVI + + APRIL-JULY 1822 + + 1822 (April).--Difficulty in breaking the news to Clare-- + Mary in weak health--Clare, Mary, and Percy sent to Spezzia-- + Letter from Shelley--He follows with the Williams'--Casa + Magni--Clare hears the truth--Her grief--Domestic worries-- + Mary's illness and suffering--Shelley's great enjoyment of + the sea--Williams' journal--The _Ariel_--Godwin's affairs and + threatened bankruptcy--Cruel letters--They are kept back from + Mary--Mary's letter to Mrs. Gisborne--Her serious illness-- + Shelley's nervous attacks, dreams and visions--Mrs. Williams' + society soothing to him--Arrival of the Leigh Hunts at + Genoa--Shelley and Williams go to meet them at Pisa--They + sail for Leghorn--Mary's gloomy forebodings--Letters from + Shelley and Mrs. Williams--The voyagers' return is anxiously + awaited--They never come--Loss of the _Ariel_ 343-369 + + + + +THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY + + + + +CHAPTER I + + They say that thou wert lovely from thy birth, + Of glorious parents, thou aspiring Child. + I wonder not, for one then left the earth + Whose life was like a setting planet mild, + Which clothed thee in the radiance undefiled + Of its departing glory: still her fame + Shines on thee thro' the tempest dark and wild + Which shakes these latter days; and thou canst claim + The shelter, from thy Sire, of an immortal name. + SHELLEY. + + +"So you really have seen Godwin, and had little Mary in your arms! the +only offspring of a union that will certainly be matchless in the present +generation." So, in 1798, wrote Sir Henry Taylor's mother to her husband, +who had travelled from Durham to London for the purpose of making +acquaintance with the famous author of _Political Justice_. + +This "little Mary," the daughter of William and Mary Wollstonecraft +Godwin, was destined herself to form a union the memory of which will live +even longer than that of her illustrious parents. She is remembered as +_Mary Shelley_, wife of the poet. In any complete account of his life she +plays, next to his, the most important part. Young as she was during the +few years they passed together, her character and her intellect were +strong enough to affect, to modify, in some degree to mould his. That he +became what he did is in great measure due to her. This, if nothing more +were known of her, would be sufficient to stamp her as a remarkable woman, +of rare ability and moral excellence, well deserving of a niche in the +almost universal biographical series of the present day. But, besides +this, she would have been eminent among her sex at any time, in any +circumstances, and would, it cannot be doubted, have achieved greater +personal fame than she actually did but for the fact that she became, at a +very early age, the wife of Shelley. Not only has his name overshadowed +her, but the circumstances of her association with him were such as to +check to a considerable extent her own sources of invention and activity. +Had that freedom been her lot in which her mother's destiny shaped itself, +her talents must have asserted themselves as not inferior, as in some +respects superior, to those of Mary Wollstonecraft. This is the answer to +the question, sometimes asked,--as if, in becoming Shelley's wife, she had +forfeited all claim to individual consideration,--why any separate Life of +her should be written at all. Even as a completion of Shelley's own story, +Mary's Life is necessary. There remains the fact that her husband's +biographers have been busy with her name. It is impossible now to pass it +over in silence and indifference. She has been variously misunderstood. It +has been her lot to be idealised as one who gave up all for love, and to +be condemned and anathematised for the very same reason. She has been +extolled for perfections she did not possess, and decried for the absence +of those she possessed in the highest degree. She has been lauded as a +genius, and depreciated as one overrated, whose talent would never have +been heard of at all but for the name of Shelley. To her husband she has +been esteemed alternately a blessing and the reverse. + +As a fact, it is probable that no woman of like endowments and promise +ever abdicated her own individuality in favour of another so +transcendently greater. To consider Mary altogether apart from Shelley is, +indeed, not possible, but the study of the effect, on life and character, +of this memorable union is unique of its kind. From Shelley's point of +view it has been variously considered; from Mary's, as yet, not at all. + + +Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin was born on the 30th of August 1797. + +Her father, the philosopher and philosophical novelist, William Godwin, +began his career as a Dissenting minister in Norfolk, and something of the +preacher's character adhered to him all his life. Not the apostolic +preacher. No enthusiasm of faith or devotion, no constraining fervour, +eliciting the like in others, were his, but a calm, earnest, philosophic +spirit, with an irresistible impulse to guide and advise others. + +This same calm rationalism got the better, in no long time, of his +religious creed, which he seems to have abandoned slowly, gradually, and +deliberately, without painful struggle. His religion, of the head alone, +was easily replaced by other views for which intellectual qualities were +all-sufficient. Of a cool, unemotional temperament, safe from any snares +of passion or imagination, he became the very type of a town philosopher. +Abstractions of the intellect and the philosophy of politics were his +world. He had a true townsman's love of the theatre, but external nature +for the most part left him unaffected, as it found him. With the most +exalted opinion of his own genius and merit, he was nervously susceptible +to the criticism of others, yet always ready to combat any judgment +unfavourable to himself. Never weary of argument, he thought that by its +means, conducted on lines of reason, all questions might be finally +settled, all problems satisfactorily and speedily solved. Hence the +fascination he possessed for those in doubt and distress of mind. Cool +rather than cold-hearted, he had a certain benignity of nature which, +joined to intellectual exaltation, passed as warmth and fervour. His +kindness was very great to young men at the "storm and stress" period of +their lives. They for their part thought that, as he was delighted to +enter into, discuss and analyse their difficulties, he must, himself, have +felt all these difficulties and have overcome them; and, whether they +followed his proffered advice or not, they never failed to look up to him +as an oracle. + +Friendships Godwin had, but of love he seems to have kept absolutely clear +until at the age of forty-three he met Mary Wollstonecraft. He had not +much believed in love as a disturbing element, and had openly avowed in +his writings that he thought it usurped far too large a place in the +ordinary plan of human life. He did not think it needful to reckon with +passion or emotion as factors in the sum of existence, and in his ideal +programme they played no part at all. + +Mary Wollstonecraft was in all respects his opposite. Her ardent, +impulsive, Irish nature had stood the test of an early life of much +unhappiness. Her childhood's home had been a wretched one; suffering and +hardship were her earliest companions. She had had not only to maintain +herself, but to be the support of others weaker than herself, and many of +these had proved unworthy of her devotion. But her rare nature had risen +superior to these trials, which, far from crushing her, elicited her +finest qualities. + +The indignation aroused in her by injustice and oppression, her revolt +against the consecrated tyranny of conventionality, impelled her to raise +her voice in behalf of the weak and unfortunate. The book which made her +name famous, _A Vindication of the Rights of Women_, won for her then, as +it has done since, an admiration from half of mankind only equalled by the +reprobation of the other half. Yet most of its theories, then considered +so dangerously extreme, would to-day be contested by few, although the +frankness of expression thought so shocking now attracted no special +notice then, and indicated no coarseness of feeling, but only the habit of +calling things by their names. + +In 1792, desiring to become better acquainted with the French language, +and also to follow on the spot the development of France's efforts in the +cause of freedom, she went to Paris, where, in a short time, owing to the +unforeseen progress of the Revolution, she was virtually imprisoned, in +the sense of being unable to return to England. Here she met Captain +Gilbert Imlay, an American, between whom and herself an attachment sprang +up, and whose wife, in all but the legal and religious ceremony, she +became. This step she took in full conscientiousness. Had she married +Imlay she must have openly declared her true position as a British +subject, an act which would have been fraught with the most dangerous, +perhaps fatal consequences to them both. A woman of strong religious +feeling, she had upheld the sanctity of marriage in her writings, yet not +on religious grounds. The heart of marriage, and reason for it, with her, +was love. She regarded herself as Imlay's lawful wife, and had perfect +faith in his constancy. It wore out, however, and after causing her much +suspense, anxiety, and affliction, he finally left her with a little girl +some eighteen months old. Her grief was excessive, and for a time +threatened to affect her reason. But her healthy temperament prevailed, +and the powerful tie of maternal love saved her from the consequences of +despair. It was well for her that she had to work hard at her literary +occupations to support herself and her little daughter. + +It was at this juncture that she became acquainted with William Godwin. +They had already met once, before Mary's sojourn in France, but at this +first interview neither was impressed by the other. Since her return to +London he had shunned her because she was too much talked about in +society. Imagining her to be obtrusively "strong-minded" and deficient in +delicacy, he was too strongly prejudiced against her even to read her +books. But by degrees he was won over. He saw her warmth of heart, her +generous temper, her vigour of intellect; he saw too that she had +suffered. Such susceptibility as he had was fanned into warmth. His +critical acumen could not but detect her rare quality and worth, although +the keen sense of humour and Irish charm which fascinated others may, with +him, have told against her for a time. But the nervous vanity which formed +his closest link with ordinary human nature must have been flattered by +the growing preference of one so widely admired, and whom he discovered to +be even more deserving of admiration and esteem than the world knew. As to +her, accustomed as she was to homage, she may have felt that for the first +time she was justly appreciated, and to her wounded and smarting +susceptibilities this balm of appreciation must have been immeasurable. +Her first freshness of feeling had been wasted on a love which proved to +have been one-sided and which had recoiled on itself. To love and be +loved again was the beginning of a new life for her. And so it came about +that the coldest of men and the warmest of women found their happiness in +each other. Thus drawn together, the discipline afforded to her nature by +the rudest realities of life, to his by the severities of study, had been +such as to promise a growing and a lasting companionship and affection. + +In the short memoir of his wife, prefixed by Godwin to his published +collection of her letters, he has given his own account, a touching one, +of the growth and recognition of their love. + + The partiality we conceived for each other was in that mode which I + have always considered as the purest and most refined style of love. + It would have been impossible for the most minute observer to have + said who was before and who was after. One sex did not take the + priority which long-established custom has awarded it, nor the other + overstep that delicacy which is so severely imposed. I am not + conscious that either party can assume to have the agent or the + patient, the toil spreader or the prey, in the affair. When in the + course of things the disclosure came, there was nothing in a manner + for either party to disclose to the other.... + + There was no period of throes and resolute explanation attendant on + the tale. It was friendship melting into love. + +They did not, however, marry at once. Godwin's opinion of marriage, looked +on as indissoluble, was that it was "a law, and the worst of all laws." In +accordance with this view, the ceremony did not take place till their +union had lasted some months, and when it did, it was regarded by Godwin +in the light of a distinct concession. He expresses himself most +decisively on this point in a letter to his friend, Mr. Wedgwood of +Etruria (printed by Mr. Kegan Paul in his memoirs of Godwin), announcing +his marriage, which had actually taken place a month before, but had been +kept secret. + + Some persons have found an inconsistency between my practice in this + instance and my doctrines. But I cannot see it. The doctrine of my + _Political Justice_ is, that an attachment in some degree permanent + between two persons of opposite sexes is right, but that marriage, as + practised in European countries, is wrong. I still adhere to that + opinion. Nothing but a regard for the happiness of the individual, + which I have no right to ignore, could have induced me to submit to an + institution which I wish to see abolished, and which I would recommend + to my fellow-men never to practise but with the greatest caution. + Having done what I thought was necessary for the peace and + respectability of the individual, I hold myself no otherwise bound + than I was before the ceremony took place. + +It is certain that he did not repent his concession. But their wedded +happiness was of short duration. On 30th August 1797 a little girl was +born to them. + +All seemed well at first with the mother. But during the night which +followed alarming symptoms made their appearance. For a time it was hoped +that these had been overcome, and a deceptive rally of two days set +Godwin free from anxiety. But a change for the worst supervened, and after +four days of intense suffering, sweetly and patiently borne, Mary died, +and Godwin was again alone. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +AUGUST 1797-JUNE 1812 + + +Alone, in the sense of absence of companionship, but not alone in the +sense that he was before, for, when he lost his wife, two helpless little +girl-lives were left dependent on him. One was Fanny, Mary +Wollstonecraft's child by Imlay, now three and a half years old; the other +the newly-born baby, named after her mother, Mary Wollstonecraft, and the +subject of this memoir. + +The tenderness of her mother's warm heart, her father's ripe wisdom, the +rich inheritance of intellect and genius which was her birthright, all +these seemed to promise her the happiest of childhoods. But these bright +prospects were clouded within a few hours of her birth by that change in +her mother's condition which, ten days later, ended in death. + +The little infant was left to the care of a father of much theoretic +wisdom but profound practical ignorance, so confirmed in his old bachelor +ways by years and habit that, even when love so far conquered him as to +make him quit the single state, he declined family life, and carried on a +double existence, taking rooms a few doors from his wife's home, and +combining the joys--as yet none of the cares--of matrimony with the +independence, and as much as possible of the irresponsibility, of +bachelorhood. Godwin's sympathies with childhood had been first elicited +by his intercourse with little Fanny Imlay, whom, from the time of his +union, he treated as his own daughter, and to whom he was unvaryingly kind +and indulgent. + +He moved at once after his wife's death into the house, Polygon, Somers +Town, where she had lived, and took up his abode there with the two +children. They had a nurse, and various lady friends of the Godwins, Mrs. +Reveley and others, gave occasional assistance or superintendence. An +experiment was tried of a lady-housekeeper which, however, failed, as the +lady in becoming devoted to the children showed a disposition to become +devoted to Godwin also, construing civilities into marked attentions, +resenting fancied slights, and becoming at last an insupportable thorn in +the poor philosopher's side. His letters speak of his despondency and +feeling of unfitness to have the care of these young creatures devolved on +him, and with this sense there came also the renewed perception of the +rare maternal qualities of the wife he had lost. + + "The poor children!" he wrote, six weeks after his bereavement. "I am + myself totally unfitted to educate them. The scepticism which perhaps + sometimes leads me right in matters of speculation is torment to me + when I would attempt to direct the infant mind. I am the most unfit + person for this office; she was the best qualified in the world. What + a change! The loss of the children is less remediless than mine. You + can understand the difference." + +The immediate consequence of this was that he, who had passed so many +years in contented bachelorhood, made, within a short time, repeated +proposals of marriage to different ladies, some of them urged with a +pertinacity nothing short of ludicrous, so ingenuously and argumentatively +plain does he make it that he found it simply incredible any woman should +refuse him to whom he had condescended to propose. His former objections +to marriage are never now alluded to and seem relegated to the category of +obsolete theories. Nothing testifies so strongly to his married happiness +as his constant efforts to recover any part of it, and his faith in the +possibility of doing so. In 1798 he proposed again and again to a Miss Lee +whom he had not seen half a dozen times. In 1799 he importuned the +beautiful Mrs. Reveley, who had, herself, only been a widow for a month, +to marry him. He was really attached to her, and was much wounded when, +not long after, she married a Mr. Gisborne. + +During Godwin's preoccupations and occasional absences, the kindest and +most faithful friend the children had was James Marshall, who acted as +Godwin's amanuensis, and was devotedly attached to him and all who +belonged to him. + +In 1801 Godwin married a Mrs. Clairmont, his next-door neighbour, a widow +with a son, Charles, about Fanny's age, and a daughter, Jane, somewhat +younger than little Mary. The new Mrs. Godwin was a clever, bustling, +second-rate woman, glib of tongue and pen, with a temper undisciplined and +uncontrolled; not bad-hearted, but with a complete absence of all the +finer sensibilities; possessing a fund of what is called "knowledge of the +world," and a plucky, enterprising, happy-go-lucky disposition, which +seemed to the philosophic and unpractical Godwin, in its way, a +manifestation of genius. Besides, she was clever enough to admire Godwin, +and frank enough to tell him so, points which must have been greatly in +her favour. + +Although her father's remarriage proved a source of lifelong unhappiness +to Mary, it may not have been a bad thing for her and Fanny at the time. +Instead of being left to the care of servants, with the occasional +supervision of chance friends, they were looked after with solicitous, if +not always the most judicious care. The three little girls were near +enough of an age to be companions to each other, but Fanny was the senior +by three years and a half. She bore Godwin's name, and was considered and +treated as the eldest daughter of the house. + +Godwin's worldly circumstances were at all times most precarious, nor had +he the capability or force of will to establish them permanently on a +better footing. His earnings from his literary works were always +forestalled long before they were due, and he was in the constant habit of +applying to his friends for loans or advances of money which often could +only be repaid by similar aid from some other quarter. + +In the hope of mending their fortunes a little, Mrs. Godwin, in 1805, +induced her husband to make a venture as a publisher. He set up a small +place of business in Hanway Street, in the name of his foreman, Baldwin, +deeming that his own name might operate prejudicially with the public on +account of his advanced political and social opinions, and also that his +own standing in the literary world might suffer did it become known that +he was connected with trade. + +Mrs. Godwin was the chief practical manager in this business, which +finally involved her husband in ruin, but for a time promised well enough. +The chief feature in the enterprise was a "Magazine of Books for the use +and amusement of children," published by Godwin under the name of Baldwin; +books of history, mythology, and fable, all admirably written for their +special purpose. He used to test his juvenile works by reading them to +his children and observing the effect. Their remark would be (so he says), +"How easy this is! Why, we learn it by heart almost as fast as we read +it." "Their suffrage," he adds, "gave me courage, and I carried on my work +to the end." Mrs. Godwin translated, for the business, several childrens' +books from the French. Among other works specially written, Lamb's _Tales +from Shakespeare_ owes its existence to "M. J. Godwin & Co.," the name +under which the firm was finally established. + +New and larger premises were taken in Skinner Street, Holborn, and in the +autumn of 1807 the whole family, which now included five young ones, of +whom Charles Clairmont was the eldest, and William, the son of Godwin and +his second wife, the youngest, removed to a house next door to the +publishing office. Here they remained until 1822. + +No continuous record exists of the family life, and the numerous letters +of Godwin and Mrs. Godwin when either was absent from home contain only +occasional references to it. Both parents were too much occupied with +business systematically to superintend the children's education. Mrs. +Godwin, however, seems to have taken a bustling interest in ordering it, +and scrupulously refers to Godwin all points of doubt or discussion. From +his letters one would judge that, while he gave due attention to each +point, discussing _pros_ and _cons_ with his deliberate impartiality, his +wife practically decided everything. Although they sometimes quarrelled +(on one occasion to the extent of seriously proposing to separate) they +always made it up again, nor is there any sign that on the subject of the +children's training they ever had any real difference of opinion. Mrs. +Godwin's jealous fussiness gave Godwin abundant opportunities for the +exercise of philosophy, and to the inherent untruthfulness of her manner +and speech he remained strangely and philosophically blind. From allusions +in letters we gather that the children had a daily governess, with +occasional lessons from a master, Mr. Burton. It is often asserted that +Mrs. Godwin was a harsh and cruel stepmother, who made the children's home +miserable. There is nothing to prove this. Later on, when moral guidance +and sympathy were needed, she fell short indeed of what she might have +been. But for the material wellbeing of the children she cared well +enough, and was at any rate desirous that they should be happy, whether or +not she always took the best means of making them so. And Godwin placed +full confidence in her practical powers. + +In May 1811 Mrs. Godwin and all the children except Fanny, who stayed at +home to keep house for Godwin, went for sea-bathing to Margate, moving +afterwards to Ramsgate. This had been urged by Mr. Cline, the family +doctor, for the good of little Mary, who, during some years of her +otherwise healthy girlhood, suffered from a weakness in one arm. They +boarded at the house of a Miss Petman, who kept a ladies' school, but had +their sleeping apartments at an inn or other lodging. Mary, however, was +sent to stay altogether at Miss Petman's, in order to be quiet, and in +particular to be out of the way of little William, "he made so boisterous +a noise when going to bed at night." + +The sea-breezes soon worked the desired effect. "Mary's arm is better," +writes Mrs. Godwin on the 10th of June. "She begins to move and use it." +So marked and rapid was the improvement that Mrs. Godwin thought it would +be as well to leave her behind for a longer stay when the rest returned to +town, and wrote to consult Godwin about it. His answer is characteristic. + + When I do not answer any of the lesser points in your letters, it is + because I fully agree with you, and therefore do not think it + necessary to draw out an answer point by point, but am content to + assent by silence.... This was the case as to Mary's being left in the + care of Miss Petman. It was recommended by Mr. Cline from the first + that she should stay six months; to this recommendation we both + assented. It shall be so, if it can, and undoubtedly I conceived you, + on the spot, most competent to select the residence. + +Mary accordingly remained at Miss Petman's as a boarder, perhaps as a +pupil also, till 19th December, when, from her father's laconic but minute +and scrupulously accurate diary, we learn that she returned home. For the +next five months she was in Skinner Street, participating in its busy, +irregular family life, its ups and downs, its anxieties, discomforts, and +amusements, its keen intellectual activity and lively interest in social +and literary matters, in all of which the young people took their full +share. Entries are frequent in Godwin's diary of visits to the theatre, of +tea-drinkings, of guests of all sorts at home. One of these guests affords +us, in his journal, some agreeable glimpses into the Godwin household. + +This was the celebrated Aaron Burr, sometime Vice-President of the United +States, now an exile and a wanderer in Europe. + +At the time of his election he had got into disgrace with his party, and, +when nominated for the Governorship of New York, he had been opposed and +defeated by his former allies. The bitter contest led to a duel between +him and Alexander Hamilton, in which the latter was killed. Disfranchised +by the laws of New York for having fought a duel, and indicted (though +acquitted) for murder in New Jersey, Burr set out on a journey through the +Western States, nourishing schemes of sedition and revenge. When he +purchased 400,000 acres of land on the Red River, and gave his adherents +to understand that the Spanish Dominions were to be conquered, his +proceedings excited alarm. President Jefferson issued a proclamation +against him, and he was arrested on a charge of high treason. Nothing +could, however, be positively proved, and after a six months' trial he was +liberated. He at once started for Europe, having planned an attack on +Mexico, for which he hoped to get funds and adherents. He was +disappointed, and during the four years which he passed in Europe he often +lived in the greatest poverty. + +On his first visit to England, in 1808, Burr met Godwin only once, but the +entry in his journal, besides bearing indirect witness to the great +celebrity of Mary Wollstonecraft in America, gives an idea of the kind of +impression made on a stranger by the second Mrs. Godwin. + +"I have seen the two daughters of Mary Wollstonecraft," he writes. "They +are very fine children (the eldest no longer a child, being now fifteen), +but scarcely a discernible trace of the mother. Now Godwin has been seven +or eight years married to a second wife, a sensible, amiable woman." + +For the next four years Burr was a wanderer in Holland and France. His +journal, kept for the benefit of his daughter Theodosia, to whom he also +addressed a number of letters, is full of strange and stirring interest. +In 1812 he came back to England, where it was not long before he drifted +to Godwin's door. Burr's character was licentious and unscrupulous, but +his appearance and manners were highly prepossessing; he made friends +wherever he went. The Godwin household was full of hospitality for such +Bohemian wanderers as he. Always itself in a precarious state of fortune, +it held out the hand of fellowship to others whose existence from day to +day was uncertain. A man of brains and ideas, of congenial and lively +temperament, was sure of a fraternal welcome. And though many of Godwin's +older friends were, in time, estranged from him through their antipathy to +his wife, she was full of patronising good-nature for a man like Burr, who +well knew how to ingratiate himself. + + _Burr's Journal, February 15, 1812._--Had only time to get to + Godwin's, where we dined. In the evening William, the only son of + William Godwin, a lad of about nine years old, gave his weekly + lecture: having heard how Coleridge and others lectured, he would also + lecture, and one of his sisters (Mary, I think) writes a lecture which + he reads from a little pulpit which they have erected for him. He went + through it with great gravity and decorum. The subject was "The + influence of government on the character of a people." After the + lecture we had tea, and the girls danced and sang an hour, and at nine + came home. + +Nothing can give a pleasanter picture of the family, the lively-minded +children keenly interested in all the subjects and ideas they heard +freely discussed around them; the elders taking pleasure in encouraging +the children's first essays of intellect; Mary at fourteen already showing +her powers of thought and inborn vocation to write, and supplying her +little brother with ideas. The reverse of the medal appears in the next +entry, for the genial unconventional household was generally on the verge +of ruin, and dependent on some expected loan for subsistence in the next +few months. When once the sought-for assistance came they revelled in +momentary relief from care. + + _Journal, February 18._--Have gone this evening to Godwin's. They are + in trouble. Some financial affair. + +It did not weigh long on their spirits. + + _February 24._--Called at Godwin's to leave the newspapers which I + borrowed yesterday, and to get that of to-day. _Les goddesses_ (so he + habitually designates the three girls) kept me by acclamation to tea + with _la printresse_ Hopwood. I agreed to go with the girls to call on + her on Friday. + + _February 28._--Was engaged to dine to-day at Godwin's, and to walk + with the four dames. After dinner to the Hopwoods. All which was done. + + _March 7._--To Godwin's, where I took tea with the children in their + room. + + _March 14._--To Godwin's. He was out. Madame and _les enfans_ upstairs + in the bedroom, where they received me, and I drank tea with his + _enfans_.... Terribly afraid of vigils to-night, for Jane made my tea, + and, I fear, too strong. It is only Fan that I can trust. + + _March 17._--To Godwin's, where took tea with the children, who always + have it at 9. Mr. and Madame at 7. + + _March 22._--On to Godwin's; found him at breakfast and joined him. + Madame a-bed. + + _Later._--Mr. and Mrs. Godwin would not give me their account, which + must be five or six pounds, a very serious sum for them. They say that + when I succeed in the world they will call on me for help. + +This probably means that the Godwins had lent him money. He was well-nigh +penniless, and Mrs. Godwin exerted herself to get resources for him, to +sell one or two books of value which he had, and to get a good price for +his watch. She knew a good deal of the makeshifts of poverty, and none of +the family seemed to have grudged time or trouble if they could do a good +turn to this companion in difficulties. It is a question whether, when +they talked of his succeeding in the world, they were aware of the +particular form of success for which he was scheming; in any case they +seem to have been content to take him as they found him. They were the +last friends from whom he parted on the eve of sailing for America. His +entry just before starting is-- + + Called and passed an hour with the Godwins. That family does really + love me. Fanny, Mary, and Jane, also little William: you must not + forget, either, Hannah Hopwood, _la printresse_. + +These few months were, very likely, the brightest which Mary ever passed +at home. Her rapidly growing powers of mind and observation were nourished +and developed by the stimulating intellectual atmosphere around her; to +the anxieties and uncertainties which, like birds of ill-omen, hovered +over the household and were never absent for long together, she was well +accustomed, besides which she was still too young to be much affected by +them. She was fond of her sisters, and devoted to her father. Mrs. +Godwin's temperament can never have been congenial to hers, but occasions +of collision do not appear to have been frequent, and Fanny, devoted and +unselfish, only anxious for others to be happy and ready herself to serve +any of them, was the link between them all. Mary's health was, however, +not yet satisfactory, and before the summer an opportunity which offered +itself of change of air was willingly accepted on her behalf by Mr. and +Mrs. Godwin. In 1809 Godwin had made the acquaintance of Mr. William +Baxter of Dundee, on the introduction of Mr. David Booth, who afterwards +became Baxter's son-in-law. Baxter, a man of liberal mind, independence of +thought and action, and kindly nature, shared to the full the respect +entertained by most thinking men of that generation for the author of +_Political Justice_. Godwin, always accessible to sympathetic strangers, +was at once pleased with this new acquaintance. + +"I thank you," he wrote to Booth, "for your introduction of Mr. Baxter. I +dare swear he is an honest man, and he is no fool." During Baxter's +several visits to London they became better acquainted. Charles Clairmont +too, went to Edinburgh in 1811, as a clerk in Constable's printing office, +where he met and made friends with Baxter's son Robert, who, as well as +his father, visited the Skinner Street household in London, and through +whom the intimacy was cemented. In this way it was that Mary was invited +to come on a long visit to the Baxters at their house, "The Cottage," on +the banks of the Tay, just outside Dundee, on the road to Broughty Ferry. +The family included several girls, near Mary's own age, and with true +Scotch hospitality they pressed her to make one of their family circle for +an indefinite length of time, until sea-air and sea-bathing should have +completed the recovery begun the year before at Ramsgate, but which could +not be maintained in the smoky air and indoor life of London. Accordingly, +Mary sailed for Dundee on the 8th of June 1812. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +JUNE 1812-MAY 1814 + + + GODWIN TO BAXTER. + + SKINNER STREET, LONDON. + _8th June 1812._ + + MY DEAR SIR--I have shipped off to you by yesterday's packet, the + _Osnaburgh_, Captain Wishart, my only daughter. I attended her, with + her two sisters, to the wharf, and remained an hour on board, till the + vessel got under way. I cannot help feeling a thousand anxieties in + parting with her, for the first time, for so great a distance, and + these anxieties were increased by the manner of sending her, on board + a ship, with not a single face around her that she had ever seen till + that morning. She is four months short of fifteen years of age. I, + however, spoke to the captain, using your name; I beside gave her in + charge to a lady, by name I believe Mrs. Nelson, of Great St. Helen's, + London, who was going to your part of the island in attendance upon an + invalid husband. She was surrounded by three daughters when I spoke to + her, and she answered me very agreeably. "I shall have none of my own + daughters with me, and shall therefore have the more leisure to attend + to yours." + + I daresay she will arrive more dead than alive, as she is extremely + subject to sea-sickness, and the voyage will, not improbably, last + nearly a week. Mr. Cline, the surgeon, however, decides that a + sea-voyage would probably be of more service to her than anything. + + I am quite confounded to think what trouble I am bringing on you and + your family, and to what a degree I may be said to have taken you in + when I took you at your word in your invitation upon so slight an + acquaintance. The old proverb says, "He is a wise father who knows his + own child," and I feel the justness of the apothegm on the present + occasion. + + There never can be a perfect equality between father and child, and if + he has other objects and avocations to fill up the greater part of his + time, the ordinary resource is for him to proclaim his wishes and + commands in a way somewhat sententious and authoritative, and + occasionally to utter his censures with seriousness and emphasis. + + It can, therefore, seldom happen that he is the confidant of his + child, or that the child does not feel some degree of awe or restraint + in intercourse with him. I am not, therefore, a perfect judge of + Mary's character. I believe she has nothing of what is commonly called + vices, and that she has considerable talent. But I tremble for the + trouble I may be bringing on you in this visit. In my last I desired + that you would consider the first two or three weeks as a trial, how + far you can ensure her, or, more fairly and impartially speaking, how + far her habits and conceptions may be such as to put your family very + unreasonably out of their way; and I expect from the frankness and + ingenuousness of yours of the 29th inst. (which by the way was so + ingenuous as to come without a seal) that you will not for a moment + hesitate to inform me if such should be the case. When I say all this, + I hope you will be aware that I do not desire that she should be + treated with extraordinary attention, or that any one of your family + should put themselves in the smallest degree out of their way on her + account. I am anxious that she should be brought up (in this respect) + like a philosopher, even like a cynic. It will add greatly to the + strength and worth of her character. I should also observe that she + has no love of dissipation, and will be perfectly satisfied with your + woods and your mountains. I wish, too, that she should be _excited_ + to industry. She has occasionally great perseverance, but + occasionally, too, she shows great need to be roused. + + You are aware that she comes to the sea-side for the purpose of + bathing. I should wish that you would inquire now and then into the + regularity of that. She will want also some treatment for her arm, but + she has Mr. Cline's directions completely in all these points, and + will probably not require a professional man to look after her while + she is with you. In all other respects except her arm she has + admirable health, has an excellent appetite, and is capable of + enduring fatigue. Mrs. Godwin reminds me that I ought to have said + something about troubling your daughters to procure a washerwoman. But + I trust that, without its being necessary to be thus minute, you will + proceed on the basis of our being earnest to give you as little + trouble as the nature of the case will allow.--I am, my dear sir, with + great regard, yours, + + WILLIAM GODWIN. + +At Dundee, with the Baxters, Mary remained for five months. She was +treated as a sister by the Baxter girls, one of whom, Isabella, afterwards +the wife of David Booth, became her most intimate friend. An elder sister, +Miss Christian Baxter, to whom the present writer is indebted for a few +personal reminiscences of Mary Godwin, only died in 1886, and was probably +the last survivor of those who remembered Mary in her girlhood. They were +all fond of their new companion. She was agreeable, vivacious, and +sparkling; very pretty, with fair hair and complexion, and clear, bright +white skin. The Baxters were people of education and culture, active +minded, fond of reading, and alive to external impressions. The young +people were well and carefully brought up. Mary shared in all their +studies. + +Music they did not care for, but all were fond of drawing and painting, +and had good lessons. A great deal of time was spent in touring about, in +long walks and drives through the moors and mountains of Forfarshire. They +took pains to make Mary acquainted with all the country round, besides +which it was laid on her as a duty to get as much fresh air as she could, +and she must greatly have enjoyed the well-ordered yet easy life, the +complete change of scene and companionship. When, on the 10th of November, +she arrived again in Skinner Street, she brought Christy Baxter with her, +for a long return visit to London. If Mary had enjoyed her country outing, +still more keenly did the homely Scotch girl relish her first taste of +London life and society. At ninety-two years old the impression of her +pleasure in it, of her interest in all the notable people with whom she +came in contact, was as vivid as ever. + +The literary and artistic circle which still hung about the Skinner Street +philosophers was to Christy a new world, of which, except from books, she +had formed no idea. Books, however, had laid the foundation of keenest +interest in all she was to see. She was constantly in company with Lamb, +Hazlitt, Coleridge, Constable, and many more, hitherto known to her only +by name. Of Charles Lamb especially, of his wit, humour, and quaintness +she retained the liveliest recollection, and he had evidently a great +liking for her, referring jokingly to her in his letters as "Doctor +Christy," and often inviting her, with the Godwin family, to tea, to meet +her relatives, when up in town, or other friends. + +On 11th November, the very day after the two girls arrived in London, a +meeting occurred of no special interest to Christy at the time, and which +she would have soon forgotten but for subsequent events. Three guests came +to dinner at Godwin's. These were Percy Bysshe Shelley with his wife +Harriet, and her sister, Eliza Westbrook. Christy Baxter well remembered +this, but her chief recollection was of Harriet, her beauty, her brilliant +complexion and lovely hair, and the elegance of her purple satin dress. Of +Shelley, how he looked, what he said or did, what they all thought of him, +she had observed nothing, except that he was very attentive to Harriet. +The meeting was of no apparent significance and passed without remark: +little indeed did any one foresee the drama soon to follow. Plenty of more +important days, more interesting meetings to Christy, followed during the +next few months. She shared Mary's room during this time, but her memory, +in old age, afforded few details of their everyday intercourse. Indeed, +although they spent so much time together, these two were never very +intimate. Isabella Baxter, afterwards Mrs. Booth, was Mary's especial +friend and chief correspondent, and it is much to be regretted that none +of their girlish letters have been preserved. + +The four girls had plenty of liberty, and, what with reading and talk, +with constantly varied society enjoyed in the intimate unconstrained way +of those who cannot afford the _appareil_ of convention, with tolerably +frequent visits at friends' houses and not seldom to the theatre, when +Godwin, as often happened, got a box sent him, they had plenty of +amusement too. Godwin's diary keeps a wonderfully minute skeleton account +of all their doings. Christy enjoyed it all as only a novice can do. All +her recollections of the family life were agreeable; if anything had left +an unpleasing impression it had faded away in 1883, when the present +writer saw her. For Godwin she entertained a warm respect and affection. +They did not see very much of him, but Christy was a favourite of his, and +he would sometimes take a quiet pleasure, not unmixed with amusement, in +listening to their girlish talks and arguments. One such discussion she +distinctly remembered, on the subject of woman's vocation, as to whether +it should be purely domestic, or whether they should engage in outside +interests. Mary and Jane upheld the latter view, Fanny and Christy the +other. + +Mrs. Godwin was kind to Christy, who always saw her best side, and never +would hear a word said against her. Her deficiencies were not palpable to +an outsider whom she liked and chose to patronise, nor did Christy appear +to have felt the inherent untruthfulness in Mrs. Godwin's character, +although one famous instance of it was recorded by Isabella Baxter, and is +given at length in Mr. Kegan Paul's _Life of Godwin_. + +The various members of the family had more independence of habits than is +common in English domestic life. This was perhaps a relic of Godwin's old +idea, that much evil and weariness resulted from the supposed necessity +that the members of a family should spend all or most of their time in +each other's company. He always breakfasted alone. Mrs. Godwin did so +also, and not till mid-day. The young folks had theirs together. Dinner +was a family meal, but supper seems to have been a movable feast. Jane +Clairmont, of whose education not much is known beyond the fact that she +was sometimes at school, was at home for a part if not all of this time. +She was lively and quick-witted, and probably rather unmanageable. Fanny +was more reflective, less sanguine, more alive to the prosaic obligations +of life, and with a keen sense of domestic duty, early developed in her by +necessity and by her position as the eldest of this somewhat anomalous +family. Godwin, by nature as undemonstrative as possible, showed more +affection to Fanny than to any one else. He always turned to her for any +little service he might require. It seemed, said Christy, as though he +would fain have guarded against the possibility of her feeling that she, +an orphan, was less to him than the others. Christy was of opinion that +Fanny was not made aware of her real position till her quite later years, +a fact which, if true, goes far towards explaining much of her after life. +It seems most likely, at any rate, that at this time she was unacquainted +with the circumstances of her birth. To Godwin she had always seemed like +his own eldest child, the first he had cared for or who had been fond of +him, and his dependence on her was not surprising, for no daughter could +have tended him with more solicitous care; besides which, she was one of +those people, ready to do anything for everybody, who are always at the +beck and call of others, and always in request. She filled the home, to +which Mary, so constantly absent, was just now only a visitor. + +It must have been at about this time that Godwin received a letter from an +unknown correspondent, who expressed much curiosity to know whether his +children were brought up in accordance with the ideas, by some considered +so revolutionary and dangerous, of Mary Wollstonecraft, and what the +result was of reducing her theories to actual practice. Godwin's answer, +giving his own description of her two daughters, has often been printed, +but it is worth giving here. + + Your inquiries relate principally to the two daughters of Mary + Wollstonecraft. They are neither of them brought up with an exclusive + attention to the system of their mother. I lost her in 1797, and in + 1801 I married a second time. One among the motives which led me to + choose this was the feeling I had in myself of an incompetence for the + education of daughters. The present Mrs. Godwin has great strength and + activity of mind, but is not exclusively a follower of their mother; + and indeed, having formed a family establishment without having a + previous provision for the support of a family, neither Mrs. Godwin + nor I have leisure enough for reducing novel theories of education to + practice, while we both of us honestly endeavour, as far as our + opportunities will permit, to improve the minds and characters of the + younger branches of the family. + + Of the two persons to whom your inquiries relate, my own daughter is + considerably superior in capacity to the one her mother had before. + Fanny, the eldest, is of a quiet, modest, unshowy disposition, + somewhat given to indolence, which is her greatest fault, but sober, + observing, peculiarly clear and distinct in the faculty of memory, and + disposed to exercise her own thoughts and follow her own judgment. + Mary, my daughter, is the reverse of her in many particulars. She is + singularly bold, somewhat imperious, and active of mind. Her desire + of knowledge is great, and her perseverance in everything she + undertakes almost invincible. My own daughter is, I believe, very + pretty. Fanny is by no means handsome, but, in general, prepossessing. + +On the 3d of June Mary accompanied Christy back to Dundee, where she +remained for the next ten months. + +No account remains of her life there, but there can be doubt that her +mental and intellectual powers matured rapidly, and that she learned, +read, and thought far more than is common even with clever girls of her +age. The girl who at seventeen is an intellectual companion for a Shelley +cannot often have needed to be "excited to industry," unless indeed when +she indulged in day-dreams, as, from her own account given in the preface +to her novel of _Frankenstein_, we know she sometimes did. Proud of her +parentage, idolising the memory of her mother, about whom she gathered and +treasured every scrap of information she could obtain, and of whose +history and writings she probably now learned more than she had done at +home, accustomed from her childhood to the daily society of authors and +literary men, the pen was her earliest toy, and now the attempt at +original composition was her chosen occupation. + + "As a child," she says, "I scribbled; and my favourite pastime, during + the hours given me for recreation, was to 'write stories.' Still I had + a dearer pleasure than this, which was the formation of castles in + the air,--the indulging in waking dreams,--the following up trains of + thought which had for their subject the formation of a succession of + imaginary incidents. My dreams were at once more fantastic and + agreeable than my writings. In the latter I was a close imitator, + rather doing as others had done than putting down the suggestions of + my own mind. What I wrote was intended at least for one other eye--my + childhood's companion and friend" (probably Isabel Baxter)--"but my + dreams were all my own. I accounted for them to nobody; they were my + refuge when annoyed, my dearest pleasure when free. + + "I lived principally in the country as a girl, and passed a + considerable time in Scotland. I made occasional visits to the more + picturesque parts; but my habitual residence was on the blank and + dreary northern shores of the Tay, near Dundee. Blank and dreary on + retrospection I call them; they were not so to me then. They were the + eyry of freedom, and the pleasant region where unheeded I could + commune with the creatures of my fancy. I wrote then, but in a most + commonplace style. It was beneath the trees of the grounds belonging + to our house, or on the bleak sides of the woodless mountains near, + that my true compositions, the airy flights of my imagination, were + born and fostered. I did not make myself the heroine of my tales. Life + appeared to me too commonplace an affair as regarded myself. I could + not figure to myself that romantic woes or wonderful events would ever + be my lot; but I was not confined to my own identity, and I could + people the hours with creations far more interesting to me, at that + age, than my own sensations." + +From the entry in Godwin's diary, "M. W. G. at supper," for 30th March +1814, we learn that Mary returned to Skinner Street on that day. She now +resumed her place in the home circle, a very different person from the +little Mary who went to Ramsgate in 1811. Although only sixteen and a +half she was in the bloom of her girlhood, very pretty, very interesting +in appearance, thoughtful and intelligent beyond her years. She did not +settle down easily into her old place, and probably only realised +gradually how much she had altered since she last lived at home. Perhaps, +too, she saw that home in a new light. After the well-ordered, cheerful +family life of the Baxters, the somewhat Bohemianism of Skinner Street may +have seemed a little strange. A household with a philosopher for one of +its heads, and a fussy, unscrupulous woman of business for the other, may +have its amusing sides, and we have seen that it had; but it is not +necessarily comfortable, still less sympathetic to a young and earnest +nature, just awakening to a consciousness of the realities of life, at +that transition stage when so much is chaotic and confusing to those who +are beginning to think and to feel. One may well imagine that all was not +smooth for poor Mary. Her stepmother's jarring temperament must have +grated on her more keenly than ever after her long absence. Years and +anxieties did not improve Mrs. Godwin's temper, nor bring refinement or a +nice sense of honour to a nature singularly deficient in both. Mary must +have had to take refuge from annoyance in day-dreams pretty frequently, +and this was a sure and constant source of irritation to her stepmother. +Jane Clairmont, wilful, rebellious, witty, and probably a good deal +spoilt, whose subsequent conduct shows that she was utterly unamenable to +her mother's authority, was, at first, away at school. Fanny was the good +angel of the house, but her persistent defence of every one attacked, and +her determination to make the best of things and people as they were, +seemed almost irritating to those who were smarting under daily and hourly +little grievances. Compliance often looks like cowardice to the young and +bold. Nor did Mary get any help from her father. A little affection and +kindly sympathy from him would have gone a long way with her, for she +loved him dearly. Long afterwards she alluded to his "calm, silent +disapproval" when displeased, and to the bitter remorse and unhappiness it +would cause her, although unspoken, and only instinctively felt by her. +All her stepmother's scoldings would have failed to produce a like effect. +But Godwin, though sincerely solicitous about the children's welfare, was +self-concentrated, and had little real insight into character. Besides, he +was, as usual, hampered about money matters; and when constant anxiety as +to where to get his next loan was added to the preoccupation of +authorship, and the unavoidable distraction of such details as reached him +of the publishing business, he had little thought or attention to bestow +on the daughter who had arrived at so critical a time of her mental and +moral history. He welcomed her home, but then took little more notice of +her. If she and her stepmother disagreed, Godwin, when forced to take part +in the matter, probably found it the best policy to side with his wife. +Yet the situation would have been worth his attention. Here was this girl, +Mary Wollstonecraft's daughter, who had left home a clever, unformed +child, who had returned to it a maiden in her bloom, pretty and +attractive, with ardour, ability, and ambition, with conscious powers that +had not found their right use, with unsatisfied affections seeking an +object. True, she might in time have found threads to gather up in her own +home. But she was young, impatient, and unhappy. Mrs. Godwin was +repellent, uncongenial, and very jealous of her. All that a daughter could +do for Godwin seemed to be done by Fanny. When Jane came home it was on +her that Mary was chiefly thrown for society. Her lively spirits and quick +wit made her excellent company, and she was ready enough to make the most +of grievances, and to head any revolt. Fanny, far more deserving of +sisterly sympathy and far more in need of it, seemed to belong to the +opposite camp. + +Time, kindly judicious guidance, and sustained effort on her own part +might have cleared Mary's path and made things straight for her. Her +heart was as sound and true as her intellect, but this critical time was +rendered more dangerous, it may well be, by her knowledge of the existence +of many theories on vexed subjects, making her feel keenly her own +inexperience and want of a guide. + +The guide she found was one who himself had wandered till now over many +perplexing paths, led by the light of a restless, sleepless genius, and an +inextinguishable yearning to find, to know, to do, to be the best. + +Godwin's diary records on the 5th of May "Shelley calls." As far as can be +known this was the first occasion since the dinner of the 11th of November +1812, when Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin saw Percy Bysshe Shelley. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +APRIL-JUNE 1814 + + +Although she had seen Shelley only once, Mary had heard a good deal about +him. More than two years before this time Godwin had received a letter +from a stranger, a very young man, desirous of becoming acquainted with +him. The writer had, it said, been under the impression that the great +philosopher, the object of his reverential admiration, whom he now +addressed, was one of the mighty dead. That such was not the case he had +now learned for the first time, and the most ardent wish of his heart was +to be admitted to the privilege of intercourse with one whom he regarded +as "a luminary too bright for the darkness which surrounds him." "If," he +concluded, "desire for universal happiness has any claim upon your +preference, that desire I can exhibit." + +Such neophytes never knelt to Godwin in vain. He did not, at first, feel +specially interested in this one; still, the kindly tone of his reply led +to further correspondence, in the course of which the new disciple, Mr. +Percy Bysshe Shelley, gave Godwin a sketch of the events of his past life. +Godwin learned that his correspondent was the son of a country squire in +Sussex, was heir to a baronetcy and a considerable fortune; that he had +been expelled from Oxford for publishing, and refusing to deny the +authorship of, a pamphlet called "The Necessity of Atheism"; that his +father, having no sympathy either with his literary tastes or speculative +views, and still less with his method of putting the latter in practice, +had required from him certain concessions and promises which he had +declined to make, and so had been cast off by his family, his father +refusing to communicate with him, except through a solicitor, allowing him +a sum barely enough for his own wants, and that professedly to "prevent +his cheating strangers." That, undeterred by all this, he had, at +nineteen, married a woman three years younger, whose "pursuits, hopes, +fears, and sorrows" had been like his own; and that he hoped to devote his +life and powers to the regeneration of mankind and society. + +There was something remarkable about these letters, something that bespoke +a mind, ill-balanced it might be, but yet of no common order. Whatever the +worth of the writer's opinions, there could be no doubt that he had the +gift of eloquence in their expression. Half interested and half amused, +with a vague perception of Shelley's genius, and a certain instinctive +deference of which he could not divest himself towards the heir to £6000 a +year, Godwin continued the correspondence with a frequency and an +unreserve most flattering to the younger man. + +Not long after this, the disciple announced that he had gone off, with his +wife and her sister, to Ireland, for the avowed purpose of forwarding the +Catholic Emancipation and the Repeal of the Union. His scheme was "the +organisation of a society whose institution shall serve as a bond to its +members for the purposes of virtue, happiness, liberty, and wisdom, by the +means of intellectual opposition to grievances." He published and +distributed an "Address to the Irish People," setting before them their +grievances, their rights, and their duties. + +This object Godwin regarded as an utter mistake, its practical furtherance +as extremely perilous. Dreading the contagion of excitement, its tendency +to prevent sober judgment and promote precipitate action, he condemned +associations of men for any public purpose whatever. His calm temperament +would fain have dissevered impulse and action altogether as cause and +effect, and he had a shrinking, constitutional as well as philosophic, +from any tendency to "strike while the iron is hot." + +"The thing most to be desired," he wrote, "is to keep up the intellectual, +and in some sense the solitary fermentation, and to procrastinate the +contact and consequent action." "Shelley! you are preparing a scene of +blood," was his solemn warning. + +Nothing could have been further from Shelley's thoughts than such a scene. +Surprised and disappointed, he ingenuously confessed to Godwin that his +association scheme had grown out of notions of political justice, first +generated by Godwin's own book on that subject; and the mentor found +himself in the position of an involuntary illustration of his own theory, +expressed in the _Enquirer_ (Essay XX), "It is by no means impossible that +the books most pernicious in their effects that ever were produced, were +written with intentions uncommonly elevated and pure." + +Shelley, animated by an ardent enthusiasm of humanity, looked to +association as likely to spread a contagion indeed, but a contagion of +good. The revolution he preached was a Millennium. + + If you are convinced of the truth of your cause, trust wholly to its + truth; if you are not convinced, give it up. In no case employ + violence; the way to liberty and happiness is never to transgress the + rules of virtue and justice. + + Before anything can be done with effect, habits of sobriety, + regularity, and thought must be entered into and firmly resolved on. + + I will repeat, that virtue and wisdom are necessary to true happiness + and liberty. + + Before the restraints of government are lessened, it is fit that we + should lessen the necessity for them. Before government is done away + with, we must reform ourselves. It is this work which I would + earnestly recommend to you. O Irishmen, reform yourselves.[1] + +Whatever evil results Godwin may have apprehended from Shelley's +proceedings, these sentiments taken in the abstract could not but enlist +his sympathies to some extent on behalf of the deluded young optimist, nor +did he keep the fact a secret. Shelley's letters, as well as the Irish +pamphlet, were eagerly read and discussed by all the young philosophers of +Skinner Street. + +"You cannot imagine," Godwin wrote to him, "how much all the females of my +family--Mrs. Godwin and three daughters--are interested in your letters +and your history." + +Publicly propounded, however, Shelley's sentiments proved insufficiently +attractive to those to whom they were addressed. At a public meeting where +he had ventured to enjoin on Catholics a tolerance so universal as to +embrace not only Jews, Turks, and Infidels, but Protestants also, he +narrowly escaped being mobbed. It was borne in upon him before long that +the possibility, under existing conditions, of realising his scheme for +associations of peace and virtue, was doubtful and distant. He abandoned +his intention and left Ireland, professedly in submission to Godwin, but +in fact convinced by what he had seen. Godwin was delighted. + +"Now I can call you a friend," he wrote, and the good understanding of the +two was cemented. + +After repeated but fruitless invitations from the Shelleys to the whole +Godwin party to come and stay with them in Wales, Godwin, early in the +autumn of this year (1812) actually made an expedition to Lynmouth, where +his unknown friends were staying, in the hope of effecting a personal +acquaintance, but his object was frustrated, the Shelleys having left the +place just before he arrived. + +They first met in London, in the month of October, and frequent, almost +daily intercourse took place between the families. On the last day of +their stay in town the Shelleys, with Eliza Westbrook, dined in Skinner +Street. Mary Godwin, who had been for five months past in Scotland, had +returned, as we know, with Christy Baxter the day before, and was, no +doubt, very glad not to miss this opportunity of seeing the interesting +young reformer of whom she had heard so much. His wife he had always +spoken of as one who shared his tastes and opinions. No doubt they all +thought her a fortunate woman, and Mary in after years would well recall +her smiling face, and pink and white complexion, and her purple satin +gown. + +During the year and a half that had elapsed since that time Mary had +been chiefly away, and had heard little if anything of Shelley. In the +spring of 1814, however, he came up to town to see her father on +business,--business in which Godwin was deeply and solely concerned, about +which he was desperately anxious, and in which Mary knew that Shelley was +doing all in his power to help him. These matters had been going on for +some time, when, on the 5th of May, he came to Skinner Street, and Mary +and he renewed acquaintance. Both had altered since the last time they +met. Mary, from a child had grown into a young, attractive, and +interesting girl. Hers was not the sweet sensuous loveliness of her +mother, but with her well-shaped head and intellectual brow, her fine fair +hair and liquid hazel eyes, and a skin and complexion of singular +whiteness and purity, she possessed beauty of a rare and refined type. She +was somewhat below the medium height; very graceful, with drooping +shoulders and swan-like throat. The serene eloquent eyes contrasted with a +small mouth, indicative of a certain reserve of temperament, which, in +fact, always distinguished her, and beneath which those who did not know +her might not have suspected her vigour of intellect and fearlessness of +thought. + +Shelley, too, was changed; why, was in his case not so evident. Mary +would have heard how, just before her return home, he had been remarried +to his wife; Godwin, the opponent of matrimony, having, mysteriously +enough, been instrumental in procuring the licence for this superfluous +ceremony; superfluous, as the parties had been quite legally married in +Scotland three years before. His wife was not now with him in London. He +was alone, and appeared saddened in aspect, ailing in health, unsettled +and anxious in mind. It was impossible that Mary should not observe him +with interest. She saw that, although so young a man, he not only could +hold his own in discussion of literary, philosophical, or political +questions with the wisest heads and deepest thinkers of his generation, +but could throw new light on every subject he touched. His glowing +imagination transfigured and idealised what it dwelt on, while his magical +words seemed to recreate whatever he described. She learned that he was a +poet. His conversation would call up her old day-dreams again, though, +before it, they paled and faded like morning mists before the sun. She +saw, too, that his disposition was most amiable, his manners gentle, his +conversation absolutely free from suspicion of coarseness, and that he was +a disinterested and devoted friend. + +Before long she must have become conscious that he took pleasure in +talking with her. She could not but see that, while his melancholy and +disquiet grew upon him every day, she possessed the power of banishing it +for the time. Her presence illumined him; life and hopeful enthusiasm +would flash anew from him if she was by. This intercourse stimulated all +her intellectual powers, and its first effect was to increase her already +keen desire of knowledge. To keep pace with the electric mind of this +companion required some effort on her part, and she applied herself with +renewed zeal to her studies. Nothing irritated her stepmother so much as +to see her deep in a book, and in order to escape from Mrs. Godwin's petty +persecution Mary used, whenever she could, to transport herself and her +occupations to Old St. Pancras Churchyard, where she had been in the habit +of coming to visit her mother's grave. There, under the shade of a willow +tree, she would sit, book in hand, and sometimes read, but not always. The +day-dreams of Dundee would now and again return upon her. How long she +seemed to have lived since that time! Life no longer seemed "so +commonplace an affair," nor yet her own part in it so infinitesimal if +Shelley thought her conversation and companionship worth the having. + +Before very long he had found out the secret of her retreat, and used to +meet her there. He revered the memory of Mary Wollstonecraft, and her +grave was to him a consecrated shrine of which her daughter was the +priestess. + +By June they had become intimate friends, though Mary was still ignorant +of the secret of his life. + +On the 8th of June occurred the meeting described by Hogg in his _Life of +Shelley_. The two friends were walking through Skinner Street when Shelley +said to Hogg, "I must speak with Godwin; come in, I will not detain you +long." Hogg continues-- + + I followed him through the shop, which was the only entrance, and + upstairs we entered a room on the first floor; it was shaped like a + quadrant. In the arc were windows; in one radius a fireplace, and in + the other a door, and shelves with many old books. William Godwin was + not at home. Bysshe strode about the room, causing the crazy floor of + the ill-built, unowned dwelling-house to shake and tremble under his + impatient footsteps. He appeared to be displeased at not finding the + fountain of Political Justice. + + "Where is Godwin?" he asked me several times, as if I knew. I did not + know, and, to say the truth, I did not care. He continued his uneasy + promenade; and I stood reading the names of old English authors on the + backs of the venerable volumes, when the door was partially and softly + opened. A thrilling voice called "Shelley!" A thrilling voice answered + "Mary!" and he darted out of the room, like an arrow from the bow of + the far-shooting king. A very young female, fair and fair-haired, pale + indeed, and with a piercing look, wearing a frock of tartan, an + unusual dress in London at that time, had called him out of the room. + He was absent a very short time, a minute or two, and then returned. + + "Godwin is out, there is no use in waiting." So we continued our walk + along Holborn. + + "Who was that, pray?" I asked, "a daughter?" + + "Yes." + + "A daughter of William Godwin?" + + "The daughter of Godwin and Mary." + +Hogg asked no more questions, but something in this momentary interview +and in the look of the fair-haired girl left an impression on his mind +which he did not at once forget. + +Godwin was all this time seeking and encouraging Shelley's visits. He was +in feverish distress for money, bankruptcy was hanging over his head; and +Shelley was exerting all his energies and influence to raise a large sum, +it is said as much as £3000, for him. It is a melancholy fact that the +philosopher had got to regard those who, in the thirsty search for truth +and knowledge, had attached themselves to him, in the secondary light of +possible sources of income, and, when in difficulties, he came upon them +one after another for loans or advances of money, which, at first begged +for as a kindness, came to be claimed by him almost as a right. + +Shelley's own affairs were in a most unsatisfactory state. £200 a year +from his father, and as much from his wife's father was all he had to +depend upon, and his unsettled life and frequent journeys, generous +disposition and careless ways, made fearful inroads on his narrow income, +notwithstanding the fact that he lived with Spartan frugality as far as +his own habits were concerned. Little as he had, he never knew how little +it was nor how far it would go, and, while he strained every nerve to save +from ruin one whom he still considered his intellectual father, he was +himself sorely hampered by want of money. + +Visits to lawyers by Godwin, Shelley, or both, were of increasingly +frequent occurrence during May; in June we learn of as many as two or +three in a day. While this was going on, Shelley, the forlorn hope of +Skinner Street, could not be lost sight of. If he seemed to find pleasure +in Mary's society, this probably flattered Mary's father, who, though +really knowing little of his child, was undoubtedly proud of her, her +beauty, and her promise of remarkable talent. Like other fathers, he +thought of her as a child, and, had there been any occasion for suspicion +or remark, the fact of Shelley's being a married man with a lovely wife, +would take away any excuse for dwelling on it. The Shelleys had not been +favourites with Mrs. Godwin, who, the year before, had offended or chosen +to quarrel with Harriet Shelley. The respective husbands had succeeded in +smoothing over the difficulty, which was subsequently ignored. No love was +lost, however, between the Shelleys and the head of the firm of M. J. +Godwin & Co., who, however, was not now likely to do or say anything +calculated to drive from the house one who, for the present, was its sole +chance of existence. + +From the 20th of June until the end of the month Shelley was at Skinner +Street every day, often to dinner. + +By that time he and Mary had realised, only too well, the depth of their +mutual feeling, and on some one day, what day we do not know, they owned +it to each other. His history was poured out to her, not as it appears in +the cold impartial light of after years perhaps, but as he felt it then, +aching and smarting from life's fresh wounds and stings. She heard of his +difficulties, his rebuffs, his mistakes in action, his disappointments in +friendship, his fruitless sacrifices for what he held to be the truth; his +hopes and his hopelessness, his isolation of soul and his craving for +sympathy. She guessed, for he was still silent on this point, that he +found it not in his home. She faced her feelings then; they were past +mistake. But it never occurred to her mind that there was any possible +future but a life's separation to souls so situated. She could be his +friend, never anything more to him. + +As a memento of that interview Shelley gave or sent her a copy of _Queen +Mab_, his first published poem. This book (still in existence) has, +written in pencil inside the cover, the name "Mary Wollstonecraft +Godwin," and, on the inner flyleaf, the words, "You see, Mary, I have not +forgotten you." Under the printed dedication to his wife is the enigmatic +but suggestive remark, carefully written in ink, "Count Slobendorf was +about to marry a woman, who, attracted solely by his fortune, proved her +selfishness by deserting him in prison."[2] On the flyleaves at the end +Mary wrote in July 1814-- + + This book is sacred to me, and as no other creature shall ever look + into it, I may write what I please. Yet what shall I write? That I + love the author beyond all powers of expression, and that I am parted + from him. Dearest and only love, by that love we have promised to each + other, although I may not be yours, I can never be another's. But I am + thine, exclusively thine. + + By the kiss of love, the glance none saw beside, + The smile none else might understand, + The whispered thought of hearts allied, + The pressure of the thrilling hand.[3] + + I have pledged myself to thee, and sacred is the gift. I remember your + words. "You are now, Mary, going to mix with many, and for a moment I + shall depart, but in the solitude of your chamber I shall be with + you." Yes, you are ever with me, sacred vision. + + But ah! I feel in this was given + A blessing never meant for me, + Thou art too like a dream from heaven + For earthly love to merit thee.[4] + +With this mutual consciousness, yet obliged inevitably to meet, thrown +constantly in each other's way, Mary obliged too to look on Shelley as her +father's benefactor and support, their situation was a miserable one. As +for Shelley, when he had once broken silence he passed rapidly from tender +affection to the most passionate love. His heart and brain were alike on +fire, for at the root of his deep depression and unsettlement lay the +fact, known as yet only to himself, of complete estrangement between +himself and his wife. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +JUNE-AUGUST 1814 + + +Perhaps of all the objects of Shelley's devotion up to this time, Harriet, +his wife, was the only one with whom he had never, in the ideal sense, +been in love. Possibly this was one reason that against her alone he never +had the violent revulsion, almost amounting to loathing, which was the +usual reaction after his other passionate illusions. He had eloped with +her when they were but boy and girl because he found her ready to elope +with him, and because he was persuaded that she was a victim of tyranny +and oppression, which, to this modern knight-errant, was tantamount to an +obligation laid on him to rescue her. Having eloped with her, he had +married her, for her sake, and from a sense of chivalry, only with a +quaint sort of apology to his friend Hogg for this early departure from +his own principles and those of the philosophic writers who had helped to +mould his views. His affection for his wife had steadily increased after +their marriage; she was fond of him and satisfied with her lot, and had +made things very easy for him. She could not give him anything very deep +in the way of love, but in return she was not very exacting; accommodating +herself with good humour to all his vagaries, his changes of mood and +plan, and his romantic friendships. Even the presence of her elder sister +Eliza, who at an early period established herself as a member of their +household, did not destroy although it did not add to their peace. It was +during their stay in Scotland, in 1813, that the first shadow arose +between them, and from this time Harriet seems to have changed. She became +cold and indifferent. During the next winter, when they lived at +Bracknell, she grew frivolous and extravagant, even yielding to habits of +self-indulgence most repugnant to one so abstemious as Shelley. He, on his +part, was more and more drawn away from the home which had become +uncongenial by the fascinating society of his brilliant, speculative +friend, Mrs. Boinville (the white-haired "Maimuna"), her daughter and +sister. They were kind and encouraging to him, and their whole circle was +cheerful, genial, and intellectual. This intimacy tended to widen the +breach between husband and wife, while supplying none of the moral help +which might have braced Shelley to meet his difficulty. His letters and +the stanza addressed to Mrs. Boinville[5] show the profound depression +under which he laboured in April and May. His pathetic poem to Harriet, +written in May, expresses only too plainly what he suffered from her +alienation, and also his keen consciousness of the moral dangers that +threatened him from the loosening of old ties, if left to himself +unsupported by sympathy at home. But such feeling as Harriet had was at +this time quite blunted. She had treated his unsettled depression and +gloomy abstraction as coldness and sullen discontent, and met them with +careless unconcern. Always a puppet in the hands of some one stronger than +herself, she was encouraged by her elder sister, "the ever-present Eliza," +the object of Shelley's abhorrence, to meet any want of attention on his +part by this attitude of indifference; presumably on the assumption that +men do not care for what they can have cheaply, and that the best way for +a wife to keep a husband's affection is to show herself independent of it. +Good-humoured and shallow, easy-going and fond of amusement, she probably +yielded to these counsels without difficulty. She was much admired by +other men, and accepted their admiration willingly. From evidence which +came to light not many years later, it appears Shelley thought he had +reason to believe she had been misled by one of these admirers, and that +he became aware of this in June 1814. No word of it was breathed by him at +the time, and the painful story might never have been divulged but for +subsequent events which dragged into publicity circumstances which he +intended should be buried in oblivion. This is not a life of Shelley, and +the evidence of all this matter,--such evidence, that is, as has escaped +destruction,--must be looked for elsewhere. In the lawsuit which he +undertook after Harriet's death to obtain possession of his children by +her, he was content to state, "I was united to a woman of whom delicacy +forbids me to say more than that we were disunited by incurable +dissensions." + +That time only confirmed his conviction of 1814 is clearly proved by his +letter, written six years afterwards, to Southey, who had accused him of +guilt towards both his first and second wives. + + I take God to witness, if such a Being is now regarding both you and + me, and I pledge myself if we meet, as perhaps you expect, before Him + after death, to repeat the same in His presence, that you accuse me + wrongfully. I am innocent of ill, either done or intended, the + consequences you allude to flowed in no respect from me. If you were + my friend, I could tell you a history that would make you open your + eyes, but I shall certainly never make the public my familiar + confidant. + +It is quite certain that in June 1814 Shelley, who had for months found +his wife heartless, became convinced that she had also been faithless. A +breach of the marriage vow was not, now or at any other time, regarded by +him in the light of a heinous or unpardonable sin. Like his master Godwin, +who held that right and wrong in these matters could only be decided by +the circumstances of each individual case, he considered the vow itself to +be the mistake, superfluous where it was based on mutual affection, +tyrannic or false where it was not. Nor did he recognise two different +laws, for men and for women, in these respects. His subsequent relations +with Harriet show that, deeply as she had wounded him, he did not consider +her criminally in fault. Could she indeed be blamed for applying in her +own way the dangerous principles of which she had heard so much? But she +had ceased to care for him, and the death of mutual love argued, to his +mind, the loosening of the tie. He had been faithful to her; her +faithlessness cut away the ground from under his feet and left him +defenceless against a new affection. + +No wonder that when his friend Peacock went, by his request, to call on +him in London, he + + showed in his looks, in his gestures, in his speech, the state of a + mind, "suffering like a little kingdom, the nature of an + insurrection." His eyes were bloodshot, his hair and dress disordered. + He caught up a bottle of laudanum and said, "I never part from this!" + He added, "I am always repeating to myself your lines from Sophocles-- + + Man's happiest lot is not to be, + And when we tread life's thorny steep + Most blest are they, who, earliest free, + Descend to death's eternal sleep." + +Harriet had been absent for some time at Bath, but now, growing anxious at +the rarity of news from her husband, she wrote up to Hookham, his +publisher, entreating to know what had become of him, and where he was. + +Godwin, who called at Hookham's the next day, heard of this letter, and +began at last to awaken to the consciousness that something he did not +understand was going on between Shelley and his daughter. It is strange +that Mrs. Godwin, a shrewd and suspicious woman, should not before now +have called his attention to the fact. His diary for 8th July records a +"Talk with Mary." What passed has not transpired. Probably Godwin +"restricted himself to uttering his censures with seriousness and +emphasis,"[6] probably Mary said little of any sort. + +On the 14th of July Harriet Shelley came up to town, summoned thither by a +letter from her husband. He informed her of his determination to +separate, and of his intention to take immediate measures securing her a +sufficient income for her support. He fully expected that Harriet would +willingly concur in this arrangement, but she did no such thing; perhaps +she did not believe he would carry it out. She never at any time took life +seriously; she looked on the rupture between herself and Shelley as +trivial and temporary, and had no wish to make it otherwise. Godwin called +on her two or three times; he was aware of the estrangement, and probably +hoped by argument and discussion to restore matters to their old footing +and bring peace and equanimity to his own household. But although Harriet +was quite aware of Shelley's love for Godwin's daughter, and knew, too, +that deeds were being prepared to assure her own separate maintenance, she +said nothing to Godwin, nor did her family give him any hint. The +impending elopement, with all its consequences to Godwin, were within her +power to prevent, but she allowed matters to take their course. Godwin, +evidently very uncomfortable, chronicles a "Talk with P. B. S.," and, on +22d July, a "Talk with Jane." But circumstances moved faster than he +expected, and these many talks and discussions and complicated moves and +counter-moves only made the position intolerable, and precipitated the +final crisis. Towards the close of that month Shelley's confession was +wrung from him: he told Mary the whole truth, and how, though legally +bound, he held himself morally free to offer himself to her if she would +be his. + +To her, passionately devoted to the one man who was and was ever to remain +the sun and centre of her existence, the thought of a wife indifferent to +him, hard to him, false to him, was sacrilege; it was torture. She had not +been brought up to look on marriage as a divine institution; she had +probably never even heard it discussed but on grounds of expediency. +Harriet was his legal wife, so he could not marry Mary, but what of that, +after all? if there was a sacrifice in her power to make for him, was not +that the greatest joy, the greatest honour that life could have in store +for her? + +That her father would openly condemn her she knew, for she must have known +that Godwin's practice did not move on the same lofty plane as his +principles. Was he not at that moment making himself debtor to a man whose +integrity he doubted? Had he not, in twice marrying, taken care to +proclaim, both to his friends and the public, that he did so _in spite_ of +his opinions, which remained unchanged and unretracted, until some +inconvenient application of them forced from him an expression of +disapproval? + +Her mother too, had she not held that ties which were dead should be +buried? and though not, like Godwin, condemning marriage as an +institution, had she not been twice induced to form a connection which in +one instance never was, in the other was not for some time consecrated by +law? Who was Mary herself, that she should withstand one whom she felt to +be the best as well as the cleverest man she had ever known? To talent she +had been accustomed all her life, but here she saw something different, +and what of all things calls forth most ardent response from a young and +pure-minded girl, _a genius for goodness_; an aspiration and devotion such +as she had dreamed of but never known, with powers which seemed to her +absolutely inspired. She loved him, and she appreciated him,--as time +abundantly showed,--rightly. She conceived that she wronged by her action +no one but herself, and she did not hesitate. She pledged her heart and +hand to Shelley for life, and she did not disappoint him, nor he her. + +To the end of their lives, tried as they were to be by every kind of +trouble, neither one nor the other ever repented the step they now took, +nor modified their opinion of the grounds on which they took it. How +Shelley regarded it in after years we have already seen. Mary, writing +during her married life, when her judgment had been matured and her +youthful buoyancy of spirit only too well sobered by stern and bitter +experience, can find no harder name for it than "an imprudence." Many +years after, in 1825, alluding to Shelley's separation from Harriet, she +remarks, "His justification is, to me, obvious." And at a later date +still, when she had been seventeen years a widow, she wrote in the preface +to her edition of Shelley's _Poems_-- + + I abstain from any remark on the occurrences of his private life, + except inasmuch as the passions they engendered inspired his poetry. + This is not the time to relate the truth, and I should reject any + colouring of the truth. No account of these events has ever been given + at all approaching reality in their details, either as regards himself + or others; nor shall I further allude to them than to remark that the + errors of action committed by a man as noble and generous as Shelley, + may, as far as he only is concerned, be fearlessly avowed by those who + loved him, in the firm conviction that, were they judged impartially, + his character would stand in fairer and brighter light than that of + any contemporary. + +But they never "made the public their familiar confidant." They screened +the erring as far as it was in their power to do so, although their +reticence cost them dear, for it lent a colouring of probability to the +slanders and misconstruction of all kinds which it was their constant fate +to endure for others' sake, which pursued them to their lives' end, and +beyond it. + +Life, which is to no one what he expects, had many clouds for them. Mary's +life reached its zenith too suddenly, and with happiness came care in +undue proportion. The future of intellectual expansion and creation which +might have been hers was not to be fully realised, but perfections of +character she might never have attained developed themselves as her nature +was mellowed and moulded by time and by suffering. + +Shelley's rupture with his first wife marks the end of his boyhood. Up to +that time, thanks to his poetic temperament, his were the strong and +simple, but passing impulses and feelings of a child. "A being of large +discourse" he assuredly was, but not as yet "looking before and after." +Now he was to acquire the doubtful blessing of that faculty. Like Undine +when she became endued with a soul, he gained an immeasurable good, while +he lost a something that never returned. + +Early in the morning of 28th July 1814 Mary Godwin secretly left her +father's house, accompanied by Jane Clairmont, and they started with +Shelley in a post-chaise for Dover. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +AUGUST 1814-JANUARY 1816 + + +From the day of their departure a joint journal was kept by Shelley and +Mary, which tells their subsequent adventures and vicissitudes with the +utmost candour and _naïveté_. A great deal of the earlier portion is +written by Shelley, but after a time Mary becomes the principal diarist, +and the latter part is almost entirely hers. Its account of their first +wanderings in France and Switzerland was put into narrative form by her +two or three years later, and published under the title _Journal of a Six +Weeks' Tour_. But the transparent simplicity of the journal is invaluable, +and carries with it an absolute conviction which no studied account can +emulate or improve upon. Considerable portions are, therefore, given in +their entirety. + +That 28th of July was a hotter day than had been known in England for many +years. Between the sultry heat and exhaustion from the excitement and +conflicting emotions of the last days, poor Mary was completely overcome. + + "The heat made her faint," wrote Shelley, "it was necessary at every + stage that she should repose. I was divided between anxiety for her + health and terror lest our pursuers should arrive. I reproached myself + with not allowing her sufficient time to rest, with conceiving any + evil so great that the slightest portion of her comfort might be + sacrificed to avoid it. + + "At Dartford we took four horses, that we might outstrip pursuit. We + arrived at Dover before four o'clock." + + "On arriving at Dover," writes Mary,[7] "I was refreshed by a + sea-bath. As we very much wished to cross the Channel with all + possible speed, we would not wait for the packet of the following day + (it being then about four in the afternoon), but hiring a small boat, + resolved to make the passage the same evening, the seamen promising us + a voyage of two hours. + + "The evening was most beautiful; there was but little wind, and the + sails flapped in the flagging breeze; the moon rose, and night came + on, and with the night a slow, heavy swell and a fresh breeze, which + soon produced a sea so violent as to toss the boat very much. I was + dreadfully sea-sick, and, as is usually my custom when thus affected, + I slept during the greater part of the night, awaking only from time + to time to ask where we were, and to receive the dismal answer each + time, 'Not quite halfway.' + + "The wind was violent and contrary; if we could not reach Calais the + sailors proposed making for Boulogne. They promised only two hours' + sail from shore, yet hour after hour passed, and we were still far + distant, when the moon sunk in the red and stormy horizon and the + fast-flashing lightning became pale in the breaking day. + + "We were proceeding slowly against the wind, when suddenly a thunder + squall struck the sail, and the waves rushed into the boat: even the + sailors acknowledged that our situation was perilous; but they + succeeded in reefing the sail; the wind was now changed, and we drove + before the gale directly to Calais." + + _Journal_ (Shelley).--Mary did not know our danger; she was resting + between my knees, that were unable to support her; she did not speak + or look, but I felt that she was there. I had time in that moment to + reflect, and even to reason upon death; it was rather a thing of + discomfort and disappointment than horror to me. We should never be + separated, but in death we might not know and feel our union as now. I + hope, but my hopes are not unmixed with fear for what may befall this + inestimable spirit when we appear to die. + + The morning broke, the lightning died away, the violence of the wind + abated. We arrived at Calais, whilst Mary still slept; we drove upon + the sands. Suddenly the broad sun rose over France. + +Godwin's diary for 28th July runs, + + "_Five in the morning._ M. J. for Dover." + +Mrs. Godwin, in fact, started in pursuit of the fugitives as soon as they +were missed. Neither Shelley nor Mary were the objects of her anxiety, but +her own daughter. Jane Clairmont, who cared no more for her mother than +she did for any one else, had guessed Mary's secret or insinuated herself +into her confidence some time before the final _dénouement_ of the +love-affair. Wild and wayward, ready for anything in the shape of a +romantic adventure, and longing for freedom from the restraints of home, +she had sympathised with, and perhaps helped Shelley and Mary. She was in +no wise anxious to be left to mope alone, nor to be exposed to +cross-questioning she could ill have met. She claimed to escape with them +as a return for her good offices, and whatever Mary may have thought or +wished, Shelley was not one to leave her behind "in slavery." Mrs. Godwin +arrived at Calais by the very packet the fugitives had refused to wait +for. + + _Journal_ (Shelley).--In the evening Captain Davidson came and told us + that a fat lady had arrived who said I had run away with her daughter; + it was Mrs. Godwin. Jane spent the night with her mother. + + _July 30._--Jane informs us that she is unable to withstand the pathos + of Mrs. Godwin's appeal. She appealed to the Municipality of Paris, to + past slavery and to future freedom. I counselled her to take at least + half an hour for consideration. She returned to Mrs. Godwin and + informed her that she resolved to continue with us. + + Mrs. Godwin departed without answering a word. + +It is difficult to understand how this mother had so little authority over +her own girl of sixteen. She might rule Godwin, but she evidently could +not influence, far less rule her daughter. Shelley's influence, as far as +it was exerted at all, was used in favour of Jane's remaining with them, +and he paid dearly in after years for the heavy responsibility he now +assumed. + +The travellers proceeded to Paris, where they were obliged to remain +longer than they intended, finding themselves so absolutely without money, +nothing having been prearranged in their sudden flight, that Shelley had +to sell his watch and chain for eight napoleons. Funds were at last +procured through Tavernier, a French man of business, and they were free +to put into execution the plan they had resolved upon, namely, to _walk_ +through France, buying an ass to carry their portmanteau and one of them +by turns. + + _Journal, August 8_ (Mary).--Jane and Shelley go to the ass merchant; + we buy an ass. The day spent in preparation for departure. + +Their landlady tried to dissuade them from their design. + + She represented to us that a large army had been recently disbanded, + that the soldiers and officers wandered idle about the country, and + that _les dames seroient certainement enlevées_. But we were proof + against her arguments, and, packing up a few necessaries, leaving the + rest to go by the diligence, we departed in a _fiacre_ from the door + of the hotel, our little ass following.[8] + + _Journal_ (Mary).--We set out to Charenton in the evening, carrying + the ass, who was weak and unfit for labour, like the Miller and his + Son. + + We dismissed the coach at the barrier. It was dusk, and the ass seemed + totally unable to bear one of us, appearing to sink under the + portmanteau, though it was small and light. We were, however, merry + enough, and thought the leagues short. We arrived at Charenton about + ten. Charenton is prettily situated in a valley, through which the + Seine flows, winding among banks variegated with trees. On looking at + this scene C... (Jane) exclaimed, "Oh! this is beautiful enough; let + us live here." This was her exclamation on every new scene, and as + each surpassed the one before, she cried, "I am glad we did not live + at Charenton, but let us live here."[9] + + _August 9_ (Shelley).--We sell our ass and purchase a mule, in which + we much resemble him who never made a bargain but always lost half. + The day is most beautiful. + + (Mary).--About nine o'clock we departed; we were clad in black silk. I + rode on the mule, which carried also our portmanteau. S. and C. (Jane) + followed, bringing a small basket of provisions. At about one we + arrived at Gros-Bois, where, under the shade of trees, we ate our + bread and fruit, and drank our wine, thinking of Don Quixote and + Sancho Panza. + + _Thursday, August 11_ (Mary).--From Provins we came to Nogent. The + town was entirely desolated by the Cossacks; the houses were reduced + to heaps of white ruins, and the bridge was destroyed. Proceeding on + our way we left the great road and arrived at St. Aubin, a beautiful + little village situated among trees. This village was also completely + destroyed. The inhabitants told us the Cossacks had not left one cow + in the village. Notwithstanding the entreaties of the people, who + eagerly desired us to stay all night, we continued our route to Trois + Maisons, three long leagues farther, on an unfrequented road, and + which in many places was hardly perceptible from the surrounding + waste.... + + As night approached our fears increased that we should not be able to + distinguish the road, and Mary expressed these fears in a very + complaining tone. We arrived at Trois Maisons at nine o'clock. Jane + went up to the first cottage to ask our way, but was only answered by + unmeaning laughter. We, however, discovered a kind of an _auberge_, + where, having in some degree satisfied our hunger by milk and sour + bread, we retired to a wretched apartment to bed. But first let me + observe that we discovered that the inhabitants were not in the habit + of washing themselves, either when they rose or went to bed. + + _Friday, August 12._--We did not set out from here till eleven + o'clock, and travelled a long league under the very eye of a burning + sun. Shelley, having sprained his leg, was obliged to ride all day. + + _Saturday, August 13_ (Troyes).--We are disgusted with the excessive + dirt of our habitation. Shelley goes to inquire about conveyances. He + sells the mule for forty francs and the saddle for sixteen francs. In + all our bargains for ass, saddle, and mule we lose more than fifteen + napoleons. Money we can but little spare now. Jane and Shelley seek + for a conveyance to Neufchâtel. + +From Troyes Shelley wrote to Harriet, expressing his anxiety for her +welfare, and urging her in her own interests to come out to Switzerland, +where he, who would always remain her best and most disinterested friend, +would procure for her some sweet retreat among the mountains. He tells her +some details of their adventures in the simplest manner imaginable; never, +apparently, doubting for a moment but that they would interest her as much +as they did him. Harriet, it is needless to say, did not come. Had she +done so, she would not have found Shelley, for, as the sequel shows, he +was back in London almost as soon as she could have got to Switzerland. + + _Journal, August 14_ (Mary).--At four in the morning we depart from + Troyes, and proceed in the new vehicle to Vandeuvres. The village + remains still ruined by the war. We rest at Vandeuvres two hours, but + walk in a wood belonging to a neighbouring chateau, and sleep under + its shade. The moss was so soft; the murmur of the wind in the leaves + was sweeter than Æolian music; we forgot that we were in France or in + the world for a time. + + * * * * * + + _August 17._--The _voiturier_ insists upon our passing the night at + the village of Mort. We go out on the rocks, and Shelley and I read + part of _Mary_, a fiction. We return at dark, and, unable to enter the + beds, we pass a few comfortless hours by the kitchen fireside. + + _Thursday, August 18._--We leave Mort at four. After some hours of + tedious travelling, through a most beautiful country, we arrive at + Noè. From the summit of one of the hills we see the whole expanse of + the valley filled with a white, undulating mist, over which the piny + hills pierced like islands. The sun had just risen, and a ray of the + red light lay on the waves of this fluctuating vapour. To the west, + opposite the sun, it seemed driven by the light against the rock in + immense masses of foaming cloud until it becomes lost in the distance, + mixing its tints with the fleecy sky. At Noè, whilst our postillion + waited, we walked into the forest of pines; it was a scene of + enchantment, where every sound and sight contributed to charm. + + Our mossy seat in the deepest recesses of the wood was enclosed from + the world by an impenetrable veil. On our return the postillion had + departed without us; he left word that he expected to meet us on the + road. We proceeded there upon foot to Maison Neuve, an _auberge_ a + league distant. At Maison Neuve he had left a message importing that + he should proceed to Pontarlier, six leagues distant, and that unless + he found us there he should return. We despatched a boy on horseback + for him; he promised to wait for us at the next village; we walked two + leagues in the expectation of finding him there. The evening was most + beautiful; the horned moon hung in the light of sunset that threw a + glow of unusual depth of redness above the piny mountains and the dark + deep valleys which they included. At Savrine we found, according to + our expectation, that M. le Voiturier had pursued his journey with the + utmost speed. We engaged a _voiture_ for Pontarlier. Jane very unable + to walk. The moon becomes yellow and hangs close to the woody horizon. + It is dark before we arrive at Pontarlier. The postillion tells many + lies. We sleep, for the first time in France, in a clean bed. + + _Friday, August 19._--We pursue our journey towards Neufchâtel. We + pass delightful scenes of verdure surpassing imagination; here first + we see clear mountain streams. We pass the barrier between France and + Switzerland, and, after descending nearly a league, between lofty + rocks covered with pines and interspersed with green glades, where the + grass is short and soft and beautifully verdant, we arrive at St. + Sulpice. The mule is very lame; we determined to engage another horse + for the remainder of the way. Our _voiturier_ had determined to leave + us, and had taken measures to that effect. The mountains after St. + Sulpice become loftier and more beautiful. Two leagues from Neufchâtel + we see the Alps; hill after hill is seen extending its craggy outline + before the other, and far behind all, towering above every feature of + the scene, the snowy Alps; they are 100 miles distant; they look like + those accumulated clouds of dazzling white that arrange themselves on + the horizon in summer. This immensity staggers the imagination, and so + far surpasses all conception that it requires an effort of the + understanding to believe that they are indeed mountains. We arrive at + Neufchâtel and sleep. + + _Saturday, August 20._--We consult on our situation. There are no + letters at the _bureau de poste_; there cannot be for a week. Shelley + goes to the banker's, who promises an answer in two hours; at the + conclusion of the time he sends for Shelley, and, to our astonishment + and consolation, Shelley returns staggering under the weight of a + large canvas bag full of silver. Shelley alone looks grave on the + occasion, for he alone clearly apprehends that francs and écus and + louis d'or are like the white and flying cloud of noon, that is gone + before one can say "Jack Robinson." Shelley goes to secure a place in + the diligence; they are all taken. He meets there with a Swiss who + speaks English; this man is imbued with the spirit of true politeness. + He endeavours to perform real services, and seems to regard the mere + ceremonies of the affair as things of very little value. He makes a + bargain with a _voiturier_ to take us to Lucerne for eighteen écus. + + We arrange to depart at four the next morning. Our Swiss friend + appoints to meet us there. + + _Sunday, August 21._--Go from Neufchâtel at six; our Swiss accompanies + us a little way out of town. There is a mist to-day, so we cannot see + the Alps; the drive, however, is interesting, especially in the latter + part of the day. Shelley and Jane talk concerning Jane's character. We + arrive before seven at Soleure. Shelley and Mary go to the + much-praised cathedral, and find it very modern and stupid. + + _Monday, August 22._--Leave Soleure at half-past five; very cold + indeed, but we now again see the magnificent mountains of Le Valais. + Mary is not well, and all are tired of wheeled machines. Shelley is in + a jocosely horrible mood. We dine at Zoffingen, and sleep there two + hours. In our drive after dinner we see the mountains of St. Gothard, + etc. Change our plan of going over St. Gothard. Arrive tired to death; + find at the room of the inn a horrible spinet and a case of stuffed + birds. Sup at _table d'hôte_. + + _Tuesday, August 23._--We leave at four o'clock and arrive at Lucerne + about ten. After breakfast we hire a boat to take us down the lake. + Shelley and Mary go out to buy several needful things, and then we + embark. It is a most divine day; the farther we advance the more + magnificent are the shores of the lake--rock and pine forests covering + the feet of the immense mountains. We read part of L'Abbé Barruel's + _Histoire du Jacobinisme_. We land at Bessen, go to the wrong inn, + where a most comical scene ensues. We sleep at Brunnen. Before we + sleep, however, we look out of window. + + _Wednesday, August 24._--We consult on our situation. We cannot + procure a house; we are in despair; the filth of the apartment is + terrible to Mary; she cannot bear it all the winter. We propose to + proceed to Fluelen, but the wind comes from Italy, and will not + permit. At last we find a lodging in an ugly house they call the + Château for one louis a month, which we take; it consists of two + rooms. Mary and Shelley walk to the shore of the lake and read the + description of the Siege of Jerusalem in Tacitus. We come home, look + out of window and go to bed. + + _Thursday, August 25._--We read Abbé Barruel. Shelley and Jane make + purchases; we pack up our things and take possession of our house, + which we have engaged for six months. Receive a visit from the + _Médecin_ and the old Abbé, whom, it must be owned, we do not treat + with proper politeness. We arrange our apartment, and write part of + Shelley's romance. + + _Friday, August 26._--Write the romance till three o'clock. Propose + crossing Mount St. Gothard. Determine at last to return to England; + only wait to set off till the washerwoman brings home our linen. The + little Frenchman arrives with tubs and plums and scissors and salt. + The linen is not dry; we are compelled to wait until to-morrow. We + engage a boat to take us to Lucerne at six the following morning. + + _Saturday, August 27._--We depart at seven; it rains violently till + just the end of our voyage. We conjecture the astonishment of the good + people at Brunnen. We arrive at Lucerne, dine, then write a part of + the romance, and read _Shakespeare_. Interrupted by Jane's horrors; + pack up. We have engaged a boat for Basle. + + _Sunday, August 28._--Depart at six o'clock. The river is exceedingly + beautiful; the waves break on the rocks, and the descents are steep + and rapid. It rained the whole day. We stopped at Mettingen to dine, + and there surveyed at our ease the horrid and slimy faces of our + companions in voyage; our only wish was to absolutely annihilate such + uncleanly animals, to which we might have addressed the boatman's + speech to Pope: "'Twere easier for God to make entirely new men than + attempt to purify such monsters as these." After a voyage in the rain, + rendered disagreeable only by the presence of these loathsome + "creepers," we arrive, Shelley much exhausted, at Dettingen, our + resting-place for the night. + +It never seems to have occurred to them before arriving in Switzerland +that they had no money wherewith to carry out their further plans, that it +was more difficult to obtain it abroad than at home, and that the +remainder of their little store would hardly suffice to take them back to +England. No sooner thought, however, than done. They gave themselves no +rest after their long and arduous journey, but started straight back viâ +the Rhine, arriving in Rotterdam on 8th September with only twenty écus +remaining, having been "horribly cheated." "Make arrangements, and talk of +many things, past, present, and to come." + + _Journal, Friday, September 9._--We have arranged with a captain to + take us to England--three guineas a-piece; at three o'clock we sail, + and in the evening arrive at Marsluys, where a bad wind obliges us to + stay. + + _Saturday, September 10._--We remain at Marsluys, Mary begins _Hate_, + and gives Shelley the greater pleasure. Shelley writes part of his + romance. Sleep at Marsluys. Wind contrary. + + _Sunday, September 11._--The wind becomes more favourable. We hear + that we are to sail. Mary writes more of her _Hate_. We depart, cross + the bar; the sea is horribly tempestuous, and Mary is nearly sick, nor + is Shelley much better. There is an easterly gale in the night which + almost kills us, whilst it carries us nearer our journey's end. + + _Monday, September 12._--It is calm; we remain on deck nearly the + whole day. Mary recovers from her sickness. We dispute with one man + upon the slave trade. + +The wanderers arrived at last at Gravesend, not only penniless, but unable +even to pay their passage money, or to discharge the hackney coach in +which they drove about from place to place in search of assistance. At the +time of Shelley's sudden flight, the deeds by which part of his income was +transferred to Harriet were still in preparation only, and he had, +without thinking of the consequences of his act, written from Switzerland +to his bankers, directing them to honour her calls for money, as far as +his account allowed of it. She must have availed herself so well of this +permission that now he found he could only obtain the sum he wanted by +applying for it to her. + +The relations between Shelley and Harriet, must, at first, have seemed to +Mary as incomprehensible as they still do to readers of the _Journal_. +Their interviews, necessarily very frequent in the next few months, were, +on the whole, quite friendly. Shelley was kind and perfectly ingenuous and +sincere; Harriet was sometimes "civil" and good tempered, sometimes cross +and provoking. But on neither side was there any pretence of deep pain, of +wounded pride or bitter constraint. + + _Journal, Tuesday, September 13._--We arrive at Gravesend, and with + great difficulty prevail on the captain to trust us. We go by boat to + London; take a coach; call on Hookham. T. H. not at home. C. treats us + very ill. Call at Voisey's. Henry goes to Harriet. Shelley calls on + her, whilst poor Mary and Jane are left in the coach for two whole + hours. Our debt is discharged. Shelley gets clothes for himself. Go to + Strafford Hotel, dine, and go to bed. + + _Wednesday, September 14._--Talk and read the newspaper. Shelley calls + on Harriet, who is certainly a very odd creature; he writes several + letters; calls on Hookham, and brings home Wordsworth's _Excursion_, + of which we read a part, much disappointed. He is a slave. Shelley + engages lodgings, to which we remove in the evening. + +Shelley now lost no time in putting himself in communication with Skinner +Street, and on the first day after they settled in their new lodgings he +addressed a letter to Godwin. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +SEPTEMBER 1814-MAY 1816 + + +Whatever may have been Godwin's degree of responsibility for the opinions +which had enabled Shelley to elope in all good faith with his daughter, +and which saved her from serious scruple in eloping with Shelley, it would +be impossible not to sympathise with the father's feelings after the +event. + +People do not resent those misfortunes least which they have helped to +bring on themselves, and no one ever derived less consolation from his own +theories than did Godwin from his, as soon as they were unpleasantly put +into practice. He had done little to win his daughter's confidence, but he +was keenly wounded by the proof she had given of its absence. His pride, +as well as his affection, had suffered a serious blow through her +departure and that of Jane. For a philosopher like him, accustomed to be +looked up to and consulted on matters of education, such a failure in his +own family was a public stigma. False and malicious reports got about, +which had an additional and peculiar sting from their originating partly +in his well-known impecuniosity. It was currently rumoured that he had +sold the two girls to Shelley for £800 and £700 respectively. No wonder +that Godwin, accustomed to look down from a lofty altitude on such minor +matters as money and indebtedness, felt now that he could not hold up his +head. He shunned his old friends, and they, for the most part, felt this +and avoided him. His home was embittered and spoilt. Mrs. Godwin, incensed +at Jane's conduct, vented her wrath in abuse and invective on Shelley and +Mary. + +No one has thought it worth while to record how poor Fanny was affected by +the first news of the family calamity. It must have reached her in +Ireland, and her subsequent return home was dismal indeed. The loss of her +only sister was a bitter grief to her; and, strong as was her disapproval +of that sister's conduct, it must have given her a pang to feel that the +culpable Jane had enjoyed Shelley's and Mary's confidence, while she who +loved them with a really unselfish love, had been excluded from it. What +could she now say or do to cheer Godwin? How parry Mrs. Godwin's +inconsiderate and intemperate complaints and innuendos? No doubt Fanny had +often stood up for Mary with her stepmother, and now Mary herself had cut +the ground from under her feet. + +Charles Clairmont was at home again; ostensibly on the plea of helping in +the publishing business, but as a fact idling about, on the lookout for +some lucky opening. He cared no more than did Jane for the family +(including his own mother) in Skinner Street: like every Clairmont, he +was an adventurer, and promptly transferred his sympathies to any point +which suited himself. To crown all, William, the youngest son, had become +infected with the spirit of revolt, and had, as Godwin expresses it, +"eloped for two nights," giving his family no little anxiety. + +The first and immediate result of Shelley's letter to Godwin was _a visit +to his windows_ by Mrs. Godwin and Fanny, who tried in this way to get a +surreptitious peep at the three truants. Shelley went out to them, but +they would not speak to him. Late that evening, however, Charles Clairmont +appeared. He was to be another thorn in the side of the interdicted yet +indispensable Shelley. He did not mind having a foot in each camp, and had +no scruples about coming as often and staying as long as he liked, or in +retailing a large amount of gossip. They discussed William's escapade, and +the various plans for the immuring of Jane, if she could be caught. This +did not predispose Jane to listen to the overtures subsequently made to +her from time to time by her relatives. + +Godwin replied to Shelley's letter, but declined all further communication +with him except through a solicitor. Mrs. Godwin's spirit of rancour was +such that, several weeks later, she, on one occasion, forbade Fanny to +come down to dinner because she had received a lock of Mary's hair, +probably conveyed to her by Charles Clairmont, who, in return, did not +fail to inform Mary of the whole story. In spite, however, of this +vehement show of animosity, Shelley was kept through one channel or +another only too well informed of Godwin's affairs. Indeed, he was never +suffered to forget them for long at a time. No sign of impatience or +resentment ever appears in his journal or letters. Not only was Godwin the +father of his beloved, but he was still, to Shelley, the fountain-head of +wisdom, philosophy, and inspiration. Mary, too, was devoted to her father, +and never wavered in her conviction that his inimical attitude proceeded +from no impulse of his own mind, but that he was upheld in it by the +influence and interference of Mrs. Godwin. + +The journal of Shelley and Mary for the next few months is, in its extreme +simplicity, a curious record of a most uncomfortable time; a medley of +lodgings, lawyers, money-lenders, bailiffs, wild schemes, and literary +pursuits. Penniless themselves, they were yet responsible for hundreds and +thousands of pounds of other people's debts; there was Harriet running up +bills at shops and hotels and sending her creditors on to Shelley; Godwin +perpetually threatened with bankruptcy, refusing to see the man who had +robbed him of his daughter, yet with literally no other hope of support +but his help; Jane Clairmont now, as for years to come, entirely dependent +on them for everything; Shelley's friends quartering themselves on him all +day and every day, often taking advantage of his love of society and +intellectual friction, of Mary's youth and inexperience and compliant +good-nature, to live at his expense, and, in one case at least, to obtain +from him money which he really had not got, and could only borrow, at +ruinous interest, on his expectations. He had frequently to be in hiding +from bailiffs, change his lodgings, sleep at friends' houses or at +different hotels, getting his letters when he could make a stealthy +appointment to meet Mary, perhaps at St. Paul's, perhaps at some street +corner or outside some coffee-house,--anywhere where he might escape +observation. He was not always certain how far he could rely on those whom +he had considered his friends, such as the brothers Hookham. Rightly or +wrongly, he was led to imagine that Harriet, from motives of revenge, was +bent on ruining Godwin, and that for this purpose she would aid and abet +in his own arrest, by persuading the Hookhams in such a case to refuse +bail. The rumour of this conspiracy was conveyed to the Shelleys in a note +from Fanny, who, for Godwin's sake and theirs, broke through the stern +embargo laid on all communication. + +Yet through all these troubles and bewilderments there went on a perpetual +under-current of reading and study, thought and discussion. The actual +existence was there, and all these external accidents of circumstance, the +realities in ordinary lives were, in these extraordinary lives, treated +really as accidents, as passing hindrances to serious purpose, and no +more. + +Nothing but Mary's true love for Shelley and perfect happiness with him +could have tided her over this time. Youth, however, was a wonderful +helper, added to the unusual intellectual vigour and vivacity which made +it possible for her, as it would be to few girls of seventeen, to forget +the daily worries of life in reading and study. Perhaps at no time was the +even balance of her nature more clearly manifested than now, when, after +living through a romance that will last in story as long as the name of +Shelley, her existence revolutionised, her sensibilities preternaturally +stimulated, having taken, as it were, a life's experiences by cumulation +in a few months; weak and depressed in health, too, she still had +sufficient energy and self-control to apply herself to a solid course of +intellectual training. + +Jane's presence added to their unsettlement, although at times it may have +afforded them some amusement. Wilful, fanciful, with a sense of humour and +many good impulses, but with that decided dash of charlatanism which +characterised the Clairmonts, and little true sensibility, she was a +willing disciple for any wild flights of fancy, and a keen participator in +all impossible projects and harum-scarum makeshifts. Her presence +stimulated and enlivened Shelley, her whims and fancies did not seriously +affect, beyond amusing him, and she was an indefatigable companion for him +in his walks and wanderings, now that Mary was becoming less and less able +to go about. To Mary, however, she must often have been an incubus, a +perpetual _third_, and one who, if sometimes useful, often gave a great +deal of trouble too. She did not bring to Mary, as she did to Shelley, the +charm of novelty; nor does the unfolding of one girl's character present +to another girl whose character is also in process of development such +attractive problems as it does to a young and speculative man. Mary was +too noble by nature and too perfectly in accord with Shelley to indulge in +actual jealousy of Jane's companionship with him; still, she must often +have had a weary time when those two were scouring the town on their +multifarious errands; misunderstandings, also, would occur, only to be +removed by long and patient explanation. Jane (or "Clara," as about this +time she elected to call herself, in preference to her own less romantic +name) was hardly more than a child, and in some respects a very childish +child. Excitable and nervous, she had no idea of putting constraint upon +herself for others' sake, and gave her neighbours very little rest, as she +preferred any amount of scenes to humdrum quiet. She and Shelley would sit +up half the night, amusing themselves with wild speculations, natural and +supernatural, till she would go off into hysterics or trances, or, when +she had at last gone to bed, would walk in her sleep, see phantoms, and +frighten them all with her terrors. In the end she was invariably brought +to poor Mary, who, delicate in health, had gone early to rest, but had to +bestir herself to bring Jane to reason, and to "console her with her +all-powerful benevolence," as Shelley describes it. + +Every page of the journal testifies to the extreme youth of the writers; +likely and unlikely events are chronicled with equal simplicity. Where all +is new, one thing is not more startling than another; and the commonplaces +of everyday life may afford more occasion for surprise than the strangest +anomalies. Specimens only of the diary can be given here, and they are +best given without comment. + + _Sunday, September 18._--Mary receives her first lesson in Greek. She + reads the _Curse of Kehama_, while Shelley walks out with Peacock, who + dines. Shelley walks part of the way home with him. Curious account of + Harriet. We talk, study a little Greek, and go to bed. + + _Tuesday, September 20._--Shelley writes to Hookham and Tavernier; + goes with Hookham to Ballachy's. Mary reads _Political Justice_ all + the morning. Study Greek. In the evening Shelley reads _Thalaba_ + aloud. + + _Monday, September 26._--Shelley goes with Peacock to Ballachy's, and + engages lodgings at Pancras. Visit from Mrs. Pringer. Read _Political + Justice_ and the _Empire of the Nairs_. + + _Tuesday, September 21._--Read _Political Justice_; finish the + _Nairs_; pack up and go to our lodgings in Somers Town. + + _Friday, September 30._--After breakfast walk to Hampstead Heath. + Discuss the possibility of converting and liberating two heiresses; + arrange a plan on the subject.... Peacock calls; talk with him + concerning the heiresses and Marian, arrange his marriage. + + _Sunday, October 2._--Peacock comes after breakfast; walk over + Primrose Hill; sail little boats; return a little before four; talk. + Read _Political Justice_ in the evening; talk. + + _Monday, October 3._--Read _Political Justice_. Hookham calls. Walk + with Peacock to the Lake of Nangis and set off little fire-boats. + After dinner talk and let off fireworks. Talk of the west of Ireland + plan. + + _Wednesday, October 5._--Peacock at breakfast. Walk to the Lake of + Nangis and sail fire-boats. Read _Political Justice_. Shelley reads + the _Ancient Mariner_ aloud. Letter from Harriet, very civil. £400 for + £2400. + + _Friday, October 7_ (Shelley).--Read _Political Justice_. Peacock + calls. Jane, for some reason, refuses to walk. We traverse the fields + towards Hampstead. Under an expansive oak lies a dead calf; the cow, + lean from grief, is watching it. (Contemplate subject for poem.) The + sunset is beautiful. Return at 9. Peacock departs. Mary goes to bed at + half-past 8; Shelley sits up with Jane. Talk of oppression and reform, + of cutting squares of skin from the soldiers' backs. Jane states her + conception of the subterranean community of women. Talk of Hogg, + Harriet, Miss Hitchener, etc. At 1 o'clock Shelley observes that it is + the witching time of night; he inquires soon after if it is not + horrible to feel the silence of night tingling in our ears; in half an + hour the question is repeated in a different form; at 2 they retire + awestruck and hardly daring to breathe. Shelley says to Jane, + "Good-night;" his hand is leaning on the table; he is conscious of an + expression in his countenance which he cannot repress. Jane hesitates. + "Good-night" again. She still hesitates. + + "Did you ever read the tragedy of _Orra_?" said Shelley. + + "Yes. How horribly you look!--take your eyes off." + + "Good-night" again, and Jane runs to her room. Shelley, unable to + sleep, kissed Mary, and prepared to sit beside her and read till + morning, when rapid footsteps descended the stairs. Jane was there; + her countenance was distorted most unnaturally by horrible dismay--it + beamed with a whiteness that seemed almost like light; her lips and + cheeks were of one deadly hue; the skin of her face and forehead was + drawn into innumerable wrinkles--the lineaments of terror that could + not be contained; her hair came prominent and erect; her eyes were + wide and staring, drawn almost from the sockets by the convulsion of + the muscles; the eyelids were forced in, and the eyeballs, without any + relief, seemed as if they had been newly inserted, in ghastly sport, + in the sockets of a lifeless head. This frightful spectacle endured + but for a few moments--it was displaced by terror and confusion, + violent indeed, and full of dismay, but human. She asked me if I had + touched her pillow (her tone was that of dreadful alarm). I said, "No, + no! if you will come into the room I will tell you." I informed her + of Mary's pregnancy; this seemed to check her violence. She told me + that a pillow placed upon her bed had been removed, in the moment that + she turned her eyes away to a chair at some distance, and evidently by + no human power. She was positive as to the facts of her + self-possession and calmness. Her manner convinced me that she was not + deceived. We continued to sit by the fire, at intervals engaging in + awful conversation relative to the nature of these mysteries. I read + part of _Alexy_; I repeated one of my own poems. Our conversation, + though intentionally directed to other topics, irresistibly recurred + to these. Our candles burned low; we feared they would not last until + daylight. Just as the dawn was struggling with moonlight, Jane + remarked in me that unutterable expression which had affected her with + so much horror before; she described it as expressing a mixture of + deep sadness and conscious power over her. I covered my face with my + hands, and spoke to her in the most studied gentleness. It was + ineffectual; her horror and agony increased even to the most dreadful + convulsions. She shrieked and writhed on the floor. I ran to Mary; I + communicated in few words the state of Jane. I brought her to Mary. + The convulsions gradually ceased, and she slept. At daybreak we + examined her apartment and found her pillow on the chair. + + _Saturday, October 8_ (Mary).--Read _Political Justice_. We walked + out; when we return Shelley talks with Jane, and I read _Wrongs of + Women_. In the evening we talk and read. + + _Tuesday, October 11._--Read _Political Justice_. Shelley goes to the + Westminster Insurance Office. Study Greek. Peacock dines. Receive a + refusal about the money.... + + Have a good-humoured letter from Harriet, and a cold and even + sarcastic one from Mrs. Boinville. Shelley reads the _History of the + Illuminati_, out of Barruel, to us. + + _Wednesday, October 12._--Read _Political Justice_. A letter from + Marshall; Jane goes there. When she comes home we go to Cheapside; + returning, an occurrence. Deliberation until 7; burn the letter; sleep + early. + + _Thursday, October 13._--Communicate the burning of the letter. Much + dispute and discussion concerning its probable contents. Alarm. + Determine to quit London; send for £5 from Hookham. Change our + resolution. Go to the play. The extreme depravity and disgusting + nature of the scene; the inefficacy of acting to encourage or maintain + the delusion. The loathsome sight of men personating characters which + do not and cannot belong to them. Shelley displeased with what he saw + of Kean. Return. Alarm. We sleep at the Stratford Hotel. + + _Friday, October 14_ (Shelley).--Jane's insensibility and incapacity + for the slightest degree of friendship. The feelings occasioned by + this discovery prevent me from maintaining any measure in security. + This highly incorrect; subversion of the first principles of true + philosophy; characters, particularly those which are unformed, may + change. Beware of weakly giving way to trivial sympathies. Content + yourself with one great affection--with a single mighty hope; let the + rest of mankind be the subjects of your benevolence, your justice, + and, as human beings, of your sensibility; but, as you value many + hours of peace, never suffer more than one even to approach the + hallowed circle. Nothing should shake the truly great spirit which is + not sufficiently mighty to destroy it. + + Peacock calls. I take some interest in this man, but no possible + conduct of his would disturb my tranquillity.... Converse with Jane; + her mind unsettled; her character unformed; occasion of hope from some + instances of softness and feeling; she is not entirely insensible to + concessions, new proofs that the most exalted philosophy, the truest + virtue, consists in an habitual contempt of self; a subduing of all + angry feelings; a sacrifice of pride and selfishness. When you attempt + benefit to either an individual or a community, abstain from imputing + it as an error that they despise or overlook your virtue. These are + incidental reflections which arise only indirectly from the + circumstances recorded. + + Walk with Peacock to the pond; talk of Marian and Greek metre. Peacock + dines. In the evening read Cicero and the _Paradoxa_. Night comes; + Jane walks in her sleep, and groans horribly; listen for two hours; at + length bring her to Mary. Begin _Julius_, and finish the little volume + of Cicero. + + The next morning the chimney board in Jane's room is found to have + walked leisurely into the middle of the room, accompanied by the + pillow, who, being very sleepy, tried to get into bed again, but sat + down on his back. + + _Saturday, October 15_ (Mary).--After breakfast read _Political + Justice_. Shelley goes with Peacock to Ballachy's. A disappointment; + it is put off till Monday. They then go to Homerton. Finish _St. + Leon_. Jane writes to Marshall. A letter from my Father. Talking; Jane + and I walk out. Shelley and Peacock return at 6. Shelley advises Jane + not to go. Jane's letter to my Father. A refusal. Talk about going + away, and, as usual, settle nothing. + + _Wednesday, October 19._--Finish _Political Justice_, read _Caleb + Williams_. Shelley goes to the city, and meets with a total failure. + Send to Hookham. Shelley reads a part of _Comus_ aloud. + + _Thursday, October 20._--Shelley goes to the city. Finish _Caleb + Williams_; read to Jane. Peacock calls; he has called on my father, + who will not speak about Shelley to any one but an attorney. Oh! + philosophy!... + + _Saturday, October 22._--Finish the _Life of Alfieri_. Go to the tomb + (Mary Wollstonecraft's), and read the _Essay on Sepulchres_ there. + Shelley is out all the morning at the lawyer's, but nothing is + done.... + + In the evening a letter from Fanny, warning us of the Hookhams. Jane + and Shelley go after her; they find her, but Fanny runs away. + + _Monday, October 24._--Read aloud to Jane. At 11 go out to meet + Shelley. Walk up and down Fleet Street; call at Peacock's; return to + Fleet Street; call again at Peacock's; return to Pancras; remain an + hour or two. People call; I suppose bailiffs. Return to Peacock's. + Call at the coffee-house; see Shelley; he has been to Ballachy's. Good + hopes; to be decided Thursday morning. Return to Peacock's; dine + there; get money. Return home in a coach; go to bed soon, tired to + death. + + _Thursday, October 25._--Write to Shelley. Jane goes to Fanny.... Call + at Peacock's; go to the hotel; Shelley not there. Go back to + Peacock's. Peacock goes to Shelley. Meet Shelley in Holborn. Walk up + and down Bartlett's Buildings.... Come with him to Peacock's; talk + with him till 10; return to Pancras without him. Jane in the dumps all + evening about going away. + + _Wednesday, October 26._--A visit from Shelley's old friends;[10] they + go away much disappointed and very angry. He has written to T. Hookham + to ask him to be bail. Return to Pancras about 4. Read all the + evening. + + _Thursday, October 27._--Write to Fanny all morning. We had received + letters from Skinner Street in the morning. Fanny is very doleful, and + C. C. contradicts in one line what he had said in the line before. + After two go to St. Paul's; meet Shelley; go with him in a coach to + Hookham's; H. is out; return; leave him and proceed to Pancras. He has + not received a definitive answer from Ballachy; meet a money-lender, + of whom I have some hopes. Read aloud to Jane in the evening. Jane + goes to sleep. Write to Shelley. A letter comes enclosing a letter + from Hookham consenting to justify bail. Harriet has been to work + there against my Father. + + _Tuesday, November 1._--Learn Greek all morning. Shelley goes to the + 'Change. Jane calls.[11] People want their money; won't send up + dinner, and we are all very hungry. Jane goes to Hookham. Shelley and + I talk about her character. Jane returns without money. Writes to + Fanny about coming to see her; she can't come. Writes to Charles. Goes + to Peacock to send him to us with some eatables; he is out. Charles + promises to see her. She returns to Pancras; he goes there, and tells + the dismal state of the Skinner Street affairs. Shelley goes to + Peacock's; comes home with cakes. Wait till T. Hookham sends money to + pay the bill. Shelley returns to Pancras. Have tea, and go to bed. + Shelley goes to Peacock's to sleep. + +These are two specimens of the notes constantly passing between them. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + _25th October._ + + For what a minute did I see you yesterday. Is this the way, my + beloved, we are to live till the 6th? In the morning when I wake I + turn to look on you. Dearest Shelley, you are solitary and + uncomfortable. Why cannot I be with you, to cheer you and press you to + my heart? Ah! my love, you have no friends; why, then, should you be + torn from the only one who has affection for you? But I shall see you + to-night, and this is the hope I shall live on through the day. Be + happy, dear Shelley, and think of me! I know how tenderly you love me, + and how you repine at your absence from me. When shall we be free of + treachery? I send you the letter I told you of from Harriet, and a + letter we received yesterday from Fanny; the history of this interview + I will tell you when I come. I was so dreadfully tired yesterday that + I was obliged to take a coach home. Forgive this extravagance, but I + am so very weak at present, and I had been so agitated through the + day, that I was not able to stand; a morning's rest, however, will set + me quite right again; I shall be well when I meet you this evening. + Will you be at the door of the coffee-house at 5 o'clock, as it is + disagreeable to go into those places. I shall be there exactly at that + time, and we can go into St. Paul's, where we can sit down. + + I send you _Diogenes_, as you have no books. Hookham was so + ill-tempered as not to send the book I asked for. So this is the end + of my letter, dearest love. + + What do they mean?[12] I detest Mrs. Godwin; she plagues my father + out of his life; and these----Well, no matter. Why will Godwin not + follow the obvious bent of his affections, and be reconciled to us? + No; his prejudices, the world, and _she_--all these forbid it. What am + I to do? trust to time, of course, for what else can I do. Good-night, + my love; to-morrow I will seal this blessing on your lips. Press me, + your own Mary, to your heart. Perhaps she will one day have a father; + till then be everything to me, love; and, indeed, I will be a good + girl, and never vex you. I will learn Greek and----but when shall we + meet when I may tell you all this, and you will so sweetly reward me? + But good-night; I am wofully tired, and so sleepy. One kiss--well, + that is enough--to-morrow! + + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + _28th October._ + + MY BELOVED MARY--I know not whether these transient meetings produce + not as much pain as pleasure. What have I said? I do not mean it. I + will not forget the sweet moments when I saw your eyes--the divine + rapture of the few and fleeting kisses. Yet, indeed, this must cease; + indeed, we must not part thus wretchedly to meet amid the comfortless + tumult of business; to part I know not how. + + Well, dearest love, to-morrow--to-morrow night. That eternal clock! + Oh! that I could "fright the steeds of lazy-paced Time." I do not + think that I am less impatient now than formerly to repossess--to + entirely engross--my own treasured love. It seems so unworthy a cause + for the slightest separation. I could reconcile it to my own feelings + to go to prison if they would cease to persecute us with + interruptions. Would it not be better, my heavenly love, to creep into + the loathliest cave so that we might be together. + + Mary, love, we must be united; I will not part from you again after + Saturday night. We must devise some scheme. I must return. Your + thoughts alone can waken mine to energy; my mind without yours is dead + and cold as the dark midnight river when the moon is down. It seems as + if you alone could shield me from impurity and vice. If I were absent + from you long, I should shudder with horror at myself; my + understanding becomes undisciplined without you. I believe I must + become in Mary's hands what Harriet was in mine. Yet how differently + disposed--how devoted and affectionate--how, beyond measure, + reverencing and adoring--the intelligence that governs me! I repent me + of this simile; it is unjust; it is false. Nor do I mean that I + consider you much my superior, evidently as you surpass me in + originality and simplicity of mind. How divinely sweet a task it is to + imitate each other's excellences, and each moment to become wiser in + this surpassing love, so that, constituting but one being, all real + knowledge may be comprised in the maxim [Greek: gnôthi seauton]--(know + thyself)--with infinitely more justice than in its narrow and common + application. I enclose you Hookham's note; what do you think of it? My + head aches; I am not well; I am tired with this comfortless + estrangement from all that is dear to me. My own dearest love, + good-night. I meet you in Staples Inn at twelve to-morrow--half an + hour before twelve. I have written to Hooper and Sir J. Shelley. + + _Journal, Thursday, November 3_ (Mary).--Work; write to Shelley; read + Greek grammar. Receive a letter from Mr. Booth; so all my hopes are + over there. Ah! Isabel; I did not think you would act thus. Read and + work in the evening. Receive a letter from Shelley. Write to him. + + [Letter not transcribed here.] + + _Sunday, November 6._--Talk to Shelley. He writes a great heap of + letters. Read part of _St. Leon_. Talk with him all evening; this is a + day devoted to Love in idleness. Go to sleep early in the evening. + Shelley goes away a little before 10. + + _Wednesday, November 9._--Pack up all morning; leave Pancras about 3; + call at Peacock's for Shelley; Charles Clairmont has been for £8. Go + to Nelson Square. Jane gloomy; she is very sullen with Shelley. Well, + never mind, my love--we are happy. + + _Thursday, November 10._--Jane is not well, and does not speak the + whole day. We send to Peacock's, but no good news arrives. Lambert has + called there, and says he will write. Read a little of _Petronius_, a + most detestable book. Shelley is out all the morning. In the evening + read Louvet's _Memoirs_--go to bed early. Shelley and Jane sit up till + 12, talking; Shelley talks her into a good humour. + + _Sunday, November 13._--Write in the morning; very unwell all day. + Fanny sends a letter to Jane to come to Blackfriars Road; Jane cannot + go. Fanny comes here; she will not see me; hear everything she says, + however. They think my letter cold and _indelicate_! God bless them. + Papa tells Fanny if she sees me he will never speak to her again; a + blessed degree of liberty this! He has had a very impertinent letter + from Christy Baxter. The reason she comes is to ask Jane to Skinner + Street to see Mrs. Godwin, who they say is dying. Jane has no clothes. + Fanny goes back to Skinner Street to get some. She returns. Jane goes + with her. Shelley returns (he had been to Hookham's); he disapproves. + Write and read. In the evening talk with my love about a great many + things. We receive a letter from Jane saying she is very happy, and + she does not know when she will return. Turner has called at Skinner + Street; he says it is too far to Nelson Square. I am unwell in the + evening. + + _Journal, November 14_ (Shelley).--Mary is unwell. Receive a note from + Hogg; cloth from Clara. I wish this girl had a resolute mind. Without + firmness understanding is impotent, and the truest principles + unintelligible. Charles calls to confer concerning Lambert; walk with + him. Go to 'Change, to Peacock's, to Lambert's; receive £30. In the + evening Hogg calls; perhaps he still may be my friend, in spite of the + radical differences of sympathy between us; he was pleased with Mary; + this was the test by which I had previously determined to judge his + character. We converse on many interesting subjects, and Mary's + illness disappears for a time. + + _Thursday, November 15_ (Shelley).--Disgusting dreams have occupied + the night. + + (Mary).--Very unwell. Jane calls; converse with her. She goes to + Skinner Street; tells Papa that she will not return; comes back to + Nelson Square with Shelley; calls at Peacock's. Shelley read aloud to + us in the evening out of Adolphus's _Lives_. + + _Wednesday, November 16._--Very ill all day. Shelley and Jane out all + day shopping about the town. Shelley reads _Edgar Huntley_ to us. + Shelley and Jane go to Hookham's. Hogg comes in the meantime; he stops + all the evening. Shelley writes his critique till half-past 3. + + _Saturday, November 19._--Very ill. Shelley and Jane go out to call at + Mrs. Knapp's; she receives Jane kindly; promises to come and see me. I + go to bed early. Charles Clairmont calls in the evening, but I do not + see him. + + _Sunday, November 20._--Still very ill; get up very late. In the + evening Shelley reads aloud out of the _Female Revolutionary + Plutarch_. Hogg comes in the evening.... Get into an argument about + virtue, in which Hogg makes a sad bungle; quite muddled on the point, + I perceive. + + _Tuesday, November 29._--Work all day. Heigh ho! Clara and Shelley go + before breakfast to Parker's. After breakfast, Shelley is as badly off + as I am with my work, for he is out all day with those lawyers. In the + evening Shelley and Jane go in search of Charles Clairmont; they + cannot find him. Read _Philip Stanley_--very stupid. + + _Tuesday, December 6._--Very unwell. Shelley and Clara walk out, as + usual, to heaps of places. Read _Agathon_, which I do not like so well + as _Peregrine_.... A letter from Hookham, to say that Harriet has been + brought to bed of a son and heir. Shelley writes a number of circular + letters of this event, which ought to be ushered in with ringing of + bells, etc., for it is the son _of his wife_. Hogg comes in the + evening; I like him better, though he vexed me by his attachment to + sporting. A letter from Harriet confirming the news, in a letter from + a _deserted wife_!! and telling us he has been born a week. + + _Wednesday, December 7._--Clara and Shelley go out together; Shelley + calls on the lawyers and on Harriet, who treats him with insulting + selfishness; they return home wet and very tired. Read _Agathon_. I + like it less to-day; he discovers many opinions which I think + detestable. Work. In the evening Charles Clairmont comes. Hear that + Place is trying to raise £1200 to pay Hume on Shelley's _post obit_; + affairs very bad in Skinner Street; afraid of a call for the rent; all + very bad. Shelley walks home with Charles Clairmont; goes to Hookham's + about the £100 to lend my Father. Hookham out. He returns; very tired. + Work in the evening. + + _Thursday, December 8._--Shelley and Clara go to Hookham's; get the + £90 for my father; they are out, as usual, all morning. Finish + _Agathon_. I do not like it; Wieland displays some most detestable + opinions; he is one of those men who alter all their opinions when + they are about forty, and then think it will be the same with every + one, and that they are themselves the only proper monitors of youth. + Work. When Shelley and Clara return, Shelley goes to Lambert's; out. + Work. In the evening Hogg comes; talk about a great number of things; + he is more sincere this evening than I have seen him before. Odd + dreams. + + _Friday, December 16._--Still ill; heigh ho! Finish _Jane Talbot_. + Hume calls at half-past 12; he tells of the great distress in Skinner + Street; I do not see him. Hookham calls; hasty little man; he does not + stay long. In the evening Hogg comes. Shelley and Clara are at first + out; they have been to look for Charles Clairmont; they find him, and + walk with him some time up and down Ely Place. Shelley goes to sleep + early; very tired. We talk about flowers and trees in the evening; a + country conversation. + + _Saturday, December 17._--Very ill. Shelley and Clara go to Pike's; + when they return, Shelley goes to walk round the Square. Talk with + Shelley in the evening; he sleeps, and I lie down on the bed. Jane + goes to Pike's at 9. Charles Clairmont comes, and talks about several + things. Mrs. Godwin did not allow Fanny to come down to dinner on her + receiving a lock of my hair. Fanny of course behaves slavishly on the + occasion. He goes at half-past 11. + + _Sunday, December 18._--Better, but far from well. Pass a very happy + morning with Shelley. Charles Clairmont comes at dinner-time, the + Skinner Street folk having gone to dine at the Kennie's. Jane and he + take a long walk together. Shelley and I are left alone. Hogg comes + after Clara and her brother return. C. C. flies from the field on his + approach. Conversation as usual. Get worse towards night. + + _Monday, December 19_ (Shelley).--Mary rather better this morning. + Jane goes to Hume's about Godwin's bills; learn that Lambert is + inclined, but hesitates. Hear of a woman--supposed to be the daughter + of the Duke of Montrose--who has the head of a hog. _Suetonius_ is + finished, and Shelley begins the _Historia Augustana_. Charles + Clairmont comes in the evening; a discussion concerning female + character. Clara imagines that I treat her unkindly; Mary consoles her + with her all-powerful benevolence. I rise (having already gone to bed) + and speak with Clara; she was very unhappy; I leave her tranquil. + + _Tuesday, December 20_ (Mary).--Shelley goes to Pike's; take a short + walk with him first. Unwell. A letter from Harriet, who threatens + Shelley with her lawyer. In the evening read _Emilia Galotti_. Hogg + comes. Converse of various things. He goes at twelve. + + _Wednesday, December 21_ (Shelley).--Mary is better. Shelley goes to + Pike's, to the Insurance Offices, and the lawyer's; an agreement + entered into for £3000 for £1000. A letter from Wales, offering _post + obit_. Shelley goes to Hume's; Mary reads Miss Baillie's plays in the + evening. Shelley goes to bed at 8; Mary at 11. + + _Saturday, December 24_ (Mary).--Read _View of French Revolution_. + Walk out with Shelley, and spend a dreary morning waiting for him at + Mr. Peacock's. In the evening Hogg comes. I like him better each time; + it is a pity that he is a lawyer; he wasted so much time on that trash + that might be spent on better things. + + _Sunday, December 25._--Christmas Day. Have a very bad side-ache in + the morning, so I rise late. Charles Clairmont comes and dines with + us. In the afternoon read Miss Baillie's plays. Hogg spends the + evening with us; conversation, as usual. + + _Monday, December 26_ (Shelley).--The sweet Maie asleep; leave a note + with her. Walk with Clara to Pike's, etc. Go to Hampstead and look for + a house; we return in a return-chaise; find that Laurence has arrived, + and consult for Mary; she has read Miss Baillie's plays all day. Mary + better this evening. Shelley very much fatigued; sleeps all the + evening. Read _Candide_. + + _Tuesday, December 27_ (Mary).--Not very well; Shelley very unwell. + Read _De Montfort_, and talk with Shelley in the evening. Read _View + of the French Revolution_. Hogg comes in the evening; talk of heaps of + things. Shelley's odd dream. + + _Wednesday, December 28._--Shelley and Clara out all the morning. Read + _French Revolution_ in the evening. Shelley and I go to Gray's Inn to + get Hogg; he is not there; go to Arundel Street; can't find him. Go to + Garnerin's. Lecture on electricity; the gases, and the phantasmagoria; + return at half-past 9. Shelley goes to sleep. Read _View of French + Revolution_ till 12; go to bed. + + _Friday, December 30._--Shelley and Jane go out as usual. Read Bryan + Edwards's _Account of West Indies_. They do not return till past + seven, having been locked into Kensington Gardens; both very tired. + Hogg spends the evening with us. + + _Saturday, December 31_ (Shelley).--The poor Maie was very weak and + tired all day. Shelley goes to Pike's and Humes' and Mrs. + Peacock's;[13] return very tired, and sleeps all the evening. The Maie + goes to sleep early. New Year's Eve. + +In January 1815 Shelley's grandfather, Sir Bysshe, died, and his father, +Mr. Timothy Shelley, succeeded to the baronetcy and estate. By an +arrangement with his father, according to which he relinquished all claim +on a certain portion of his patrimony, Shelley now became possessed of +£1000 a year (£200 a year of which he at once set apart for Harriet), as +well as a considerable sum of ready money for the relief of his present +necessities. £200 of this he also sent to Harriet to pay her debts. The +next few entries in the journal were, however, written before this event. + + _Thursday, January 5_ (Mary).--Go to breakfast at Hogg's; Shelley + leaves us there and goes to Hume's. When he returns we go to Newman + Street; see the statue of Theoclea; it is a divinity that raises your + mind to all virtue and excellence; I never beheld anything half so + wonderfully beautiful. Return home very ill. Expect Hogg in the + evening, but he does not come. Too ill to read. + + _Friday, January 6._--Walk to Mrs. Peacock's with Clara. Walk with + Hogg to Theoclea; she is ten thousand times more beautiful to-day than + ever; tear ourselves away. Return to Nelson Square; no one at home. + Hogg stays a short time with me. Shelley had stayed at home till 2 to + see Ryan;[14] he does not come. Goes out about business. In the + evening Shelley and Clara go to Garnerin's.... Very unwell. Hogg + comes. Shelley and Clara return at ten. Conversation as usual. Shelley + reads "Ode to France" aloud, and repeats the poem to "Tranquillity." + Talk with Shelley afterwards for some time; at length go to sleep. + Shelley goes out and sits in the other room till 5; I then call him. + Talk. Shelley goes to sleep; at 8 Shelley rises and goes out. + +The next entry is made during Shelley's short absence in Sussex, after his +grandfather's death. Clara had accompanied him on his journey. + + _(Date between January 7 and January 13)._--Letter from Peacock to say + that he is in prison.... His debt is £40.... Write to Peacock and + send him £2. Hogg dines with me and spends the evening; letter from + Hookham. + + _Friday, January 13._--A letter from Clara. While I am at breakfast + Shelley and Clara arrive. The will has been opened, and Shelley is + referred to Whitton. His father would not allow him to enter Field + Place; he sits before the door and reads _Comus_. Dr. Blocksome comes + out; tells him that his father is very angry with him. Sees my name in + Milton.... Hogg dines, and spends the evening with us. + + _Sunday, January 24._--In the evening Shelley, Clara, and Hogg sleep. + Read Gibbon.... Hogg goes at half-past 11. Shelley and Clara explain + as usual. + + _Monday, January 30._--Work all day. Shelley reads Livy. In the + evening Shelley reads _Paradise Regained_ aloud, and then goes to + sleep. Hogg comes at 9. Talk and work. Hogg sleeps here. + + _Wednesday, February 1._--Read Gibbon (end of vol. i.) Shelley reads + Livy in the evening. Work. Shelley and Clara sleep. Hogg comes and + sleeps here. Mrs. Hill calls. + + _Sunday, February 5._--Read Gibbon. Take a long walk in Kensington + Gardens and the Park; meet Clairmont as we return, and hear that my + father wishes to see a copy of the codicil, because he thinks Shelley + is acting rashly. All this is very odd and inconsistent, but I never + quarrel with inconsistency; folks must change their minds. After + dinner talk. Shelley finishes Gibbon's _Memoirs_ aloud. Clara, + Shelley, and Hogg sleep. Read Gibbon. Shelley writes to Longdill and + Clairmont. Hogg ill, but we cannot persuade him to stay; he goes at + half-past 11. + + _Wednesday, February 8._--Ash Wednesday. So Hogg stays all day. We are + to move to-day, so Shelley and Clara go out to look for lodgings. Hogg + and I pack, and then talk. Shelley and Clara do not return till 3; + they have not succeeded; go out again; they get apartments at Hans + Place; move. In the evening talk and read Gibbon. Letters. Pike calls; + insolent plague. Hogg goes at half-past 11. + + _Tuesday, February 14_ (Shelley).--Shelley goes to Longdill's and + Hayward's, and returns feverish and fatigued. Maie finishes the third + volume of Gibbon. All unwell in the evening. Hogg comes and puts us to + bed. Hogg goes at half-past 11. + +In this month, probably on the 22d (but that page of the diary is torn), +when they had been hardly more than a week in their last new lodgings, a +little girl was born. Although her confinement was premature, Mary had a +favourable time; the infant, a scarcely seven months' child, was not +expected to live; it survived, however, for some days. It might possibly +have been saved, had it had an ordinary chance of life given it, but, on +the ninth day of its existence, the whole family moved yet again to new +lodgings. How the young mother ever recovered from the fatigues, risks, +and worries she had to go through at this critical time may well be +wondered. It is more than probable that the unreasonable demands made on +her strength and courage during this month and those which preceded it +laid the foundation of much weak health later on. The child was +sacrificed. Four days after the move it was found in the morning dead by +its mother's side. The poor little thing was a mere passing episode in +Shelley's troubled, hurried existence. Only to Mary were its birth and +death a deep and permanent experience. Apart from her love for Shelley, +her affections had been chiefly of the intellectual kind, and even in her +relation with him mental affinity had played a great part. A new chord in +her temperament was set vibrating by the advent of this baby, the maternal +one, quite absent from her disposition before, and which was to assert +itself at last as the keynote of her nature. + +Hogg, who was almost constantly with them at this time, seems to have been +kind, helpful, and sympathetic. + +The baby's birth was too much for Fanny Godwin's endurance and fortitude. +Up to this time she had, in accordance with what she conceived to be her +duty, held aloof from the Shelleys, but, the barrier once broken down, she +came repeatedly to see them. Mrs. Godwin showed that she had a soft spot +in her heart by sending Mary, through Fanny, a present of linen, no doubt +most welcome at this unprepared-for crisis. Beyond this she was +unrelenting. Her pride, however, was not so strong as her feminine +curiosity, which she indulged still by parading before the windows and +trying to get peeps at the people behind them. She was annoyed with Fanny, +who now, however, held her own course, feeling that her duty could not be +all on one side while her family consented to be dependent, and that every +moment of her father's peace and safety were due entirely to this Shelley +whom he would not see. + + _Journal, February 22_ (Shelley) (after the baby's birth).--Maie + perfectly well and at ease. The child is not quite seven months; the + child not expected to live. Shelley sits up with Maie, much exhausted + and agitated. Hogg sleeps here. + + _Thursday, February 23._--Mary quite well; the child unexpectedly + alive, but still not expected to live. Hogg returns in the evening at + half-past 7. Shelley writes to Fanny requesting her to come and see + Maie. Fanny comes and remains the whole night, the Godwins being + absent from home. Charles comes at 11 with linen from Mrs. Godwin. + Hogg departs at 11. £30 from Longdill. + + _Friday, February 24._--Maie still well; favourable symptoms in the + child; we may indulge some hopes. Hogg calls at 2. Fanny departs. Dr. + Clarke calls; confirms our hopes of the child. Shelley finishes second + volume of Livy, p. 657. Hogg comes in the evening. Shelley very unwell + and exhausted. + + _Saturday, February 25._--The child very well; Maie very well also; + drawing milk all day. Shelley is very unwell. + + _Sunday, February 26_ (Mary).--Maie rises to-day. Hogg comes; talk; + she goes to bed at 6. Hogg calls at the lodgings we have taken. Read + _Corinne_. Shelley and Clara go to sleep. Hogg returns; talk with him + till past 11. He goes. Shelley and Clara go down to tea. Just settling + to sleep when a knock comes to the door; it is Fanny; she came to see + how we were; she stays talking till half-past 3, and then leaves the + room that Shelley and Mary may sleep. Shelley has a spasm. + + _Monday, February 27._--Rise; talk and read _Corinne_. Hogg comes in + the evening. Shelley and Clara go out about a cradle.... + + _Tuesday, February 28._--I come downstairs; talk, nurse the baby, read + _Corinne_, and work. Shelley goes to Pemberton about his health. + + _Wednesday, March 1._--Nurse the baby, read _Corinne_, and work. + Shelley and Clara out all morning. In the evening Peacock comes. Talk + about types, editions, and Greek letters all the evening. Hogg comes. + They go away at half-past 11. Bonaparte invades France. + + _Thursday, March 2._--A bustle of moving. Read _Corinne_. I and my + baby go about 3. Shelley and Clara do not come till 6. Hogg comes in + the evening. + + _Friday, March 3._--Nurse my baby; talk, and read _Corinne_. Hogg + comes in the evening. + + _Saturday, March 4._--Read, talk, and nurse. Shelley reads the _Life + of Chaucer_. Hogg comes in the evening and sleeps. + + _Sunday, March 5._--Shelley and Clara go to town. Hogg here all day. + Read _Corinne_ and nurse my baby. In the evening talk. Shelley + finishes the _Life of Chaucer_. Hogg goes at 11. + + _Monday, March 6._--Find my baby dead. Send for Hogg. Talk. A + miserable day. In the evening read _Fall of the Jesuits_. Hogg sleeps + here. + + _Tuesday, March 7._--Shelley and Clara go after breakfast to town. + Write to Fanny. Hogg stays all day with us; talk with him, and read + the _Fall of the Jesuits_ and _Rinaldo Rinaldini_. Not in good + spirits. Hogg goes at 11. A fuss. To bed at 3. + + _Wednesday, March 8._--Finish _Rinaldini_. Talk with Shelley. In very + bad spirits, but get better; sleep a little in the day. In the evening + net. Hogg comes; he goes at half-past 11. Clara has written for Fanny, + but she does not come. + + _Thursday, March 9._--Read and talk. Still think about my little baby. + 'Tis hard, indeed, for a mother to lose a child. Hogg and Charles + Clairmont come in the evening. C. C. goes at 11. Hogg stays all night. + Read Fontenelle, _Plurality of Worlds_. + + _Friday, March 10._--Hogg's holidays begin. Shelley, Hogg, and Clara + go to town. Hogg comes back soon. Talk and net. Hogg now remains with + us. Put the room to rights. + + _Saturday, March 11._--Very unwell. Hogg goes to town. Talk about + Clara's going away; nothing settled; I fear it is hopeless. She will + not go to Skinner Street; then our house is the only remaining place, + I see plainly. What is to be done? Hogg returns. Talk, and Hogg reads + the _Life of Goldoni_ aloud. + + _Sunday, March 4._--Talk a great deal. Not well, but better. Very + quiet all the morning, and happy, for Clara does not get up till 4. In + the evening read Gibbon, fourth volume; go to bed at 12. + + _Monday, March 13._--Shelley and Clara go to town. Stay at home; net, + and think of my little dead baby. This is foolish, I suppose; yet, + whenever I am left alone to my own thoughts, and do not read to divert + them, they always come back to the same point--that I was a mother, + and am so no longer. Fanny comes, wet through; she dines, and stays + the evening; talk about many things; she goes at half-past 9. Cut out + my new gown. + + _Tuesday, March 14._--Shelley calls on Dr. Pemberton. Net till + breakfast. Shelley reads _Religio Medici_ aloud, after Hogg has gone + to town. Work; finish Hogg's purse. Shelley and I go upstairs and talk + of Clara's going; the prospect appears to me more dismal than ever; + not the least hope. This is, indeed, hard to bear. In the evening Hogg + reads Gibbon to me. Charles Clairmont comes in the evening. + + _Sunday, March 19._--Dream that my little baby came to life again; + that it had only been cold, and that we rubbed it before the fire, and + it lived. Awake and find no baby. I think about the little thing all + day. Not in good spirits. Shelley is very unwell. Read Gibbon. Charles + Clairmont comes. Hogg goes to town till dinner-time. Talk with Charles + Clairmont about Skinner Street. They are very badly off there. I am + afraid nothing can be done to save them. C. C. says that he shall go + to America; this I think a rather wild project in the Clairmont style. + Play a game of chess with Clara. In the evening Shelley and Hogg play + at chess. Shelley and Clara walk part of the way with Charles + Clairmont. Play chess with Hogg, and then read Gibbon. + + _Monday, March 20._--Dream again about my baby. Work after breakfast, + and then go with Shelley, Hogg, and Clara to Bullock's Museum; spend + the morning there. Return and find more letters for A. Z.--one from a + "Disconsolate Widow."[15] + + _Wednesday, March 22._--Talk, and read the papers. Read Gibbon all + day. Charles Clairmont calls about Shelley lending £100. We do not + return a decisive answer. + + * * * * * + + _Thursday, March 23._--Read Gibbon. Shelley reads Livy. Walk with + Shelley and Hogg to Arundel Street. Read _Le Diable Boiteux_. Hear + that Bonaparte has entered Paris. As we come home, meet my father and + Charles Clairmont.... C. C. calls; he tells us that Papa saw us, and + that he remarked that Shelley was so beautiful, it was a pity he was + so wicked. + + * * * * * + + _Tuesday, March 28._--Work in the morning and then walk out to look at + house. + + _Saturday, April 8._--Peacock comes at breakfast-time; Hogg and he go + to town. Read _L'Esprit des Nations_. Settle to go to Virginia Water. + + * * * * * + + _Sunday, April 9._--Rise at 8. Charles Clairmont comes to breakfast at + 10. Read some lines of Ovid before breakfast; after, walk with + Shelley, Hogg, Clara, and C. C. to pond in Kensington Gardens; return + about 2. C. C. goes to Skinner Street. Read Ovid with Hogg (finish + second fable). Shelley reads Gibbon and _Pastor Fido_ with Clara. In + the evening read _L'Esprit des Nations_. Shelley reads Gibbon, _Pastor + Fido_, and the story of Myrrha in Ovid. + + _Monday, April 10._--Read Voltaire before breakfast. After breakfast + work. Shelley passes the morning with Harriet, who is in a + surprisingly good humour. Mary reads third fable of Ovid: Shelley and + Clara read _Pastor Fido_. Shelley reads Gibbon. Mrs. Godwin after + dinner parades before the windows. Talk in the evening with Hogg + about mountains and lakes and London. + + _Tuesday, April 11._--Work in the morning. Receive letters from + Skinner Street to say that Mamma had gone away in the pet, and had + stayed out all night. Read fourth and fifth fables of Ovid.... After + tea, work. Charles Clairmont comes. + + _Saturday, April 15._--Read Ovid till 3. Shelley and Clara finish + _Pastor Fido_, and then go out about Clara's lottery ticket; draws. + Clara's ticket comes up a prize. She buys two desks after dinner. Read + Ovid (ninety-five lines). Shelley and Clara begin _Orlando Furioso_. A + very grim dream. + + _Friday, April 21._--After breakfast go with Shelley to Peacock's. + Shelley goes to Longdill's. Read third canto of the _Lord of the + Isles_. Return about 2. Shelley goes to Harriet to procure his son, + who is to appear in one of the courts. After dinner look over W. W.'s + poems. After tea read forty lines of Ovid. Fanny comes and gives us an + account of Hogan's threatened arrest of my Father. Shelley walks home + part of the way with her. Very sleepy. Shelley reads one canto of + Ariosto. + + _Saturday, April 22._--Read a little of Ovid. Shelley goes to + Harriet's about his son. Work. Fanny comes. Shelley returns at 4; he + has been much teased with Harriet. He has been to Longdill's, + Whitton's, etc., and at length has got a promise that he shall appear + Monday. After dinner Fanny goes. Read sixty lines of Ovid. Shelley and + Clara read to the middle of the fourteenth canto of Ariosto. + +Shortly after this several leaves of the journal are lost. + + _Friday, May 5._--After breakfast to Marshall's,[16] but do not see + him. Go to the Tomb. Shelley goes to Longdill's. Return soon. Read + Spenser; construe Ovid.... After dinner talk with Shelley; then + Shelley and Clara go out.... Fanny comes; she tells us of Marshall's + servant's death. Papa is to see Mrs. Knapp to-morrow. Read Spenser. + Walk home with Fanny and with Shelley.... Shelley reads Seneca. + + _Monday, May 8._--Go out with Shelley to Mrs. Knapp; not at home. Buy + Shelley a pencil-case. Return at 1. Read Spenser. Go again with + Shelley to Mrs. Knapp; she cannot take Clara. Read Spenser after + dinner. Clara goes out with Shelley. Talk with Jefferson (Hogg); write + to Marshall. Read Spenser. They return at 8. Very tired; go to bed + early. Jefferson scolds. + + _Wednesday, May 10._--Not very well; rise late. Walk to Marshall's, + and talk with him for an hour. Go with Jefferson and Shelley to + British Museum--attend most to the statues; return at 2. Construe + Ovid. After dinner construe Ovid (100 lines); finish second book of + Spenser, and read two cantos of the third. Shelley reads Seneca every + day and all day. + + _Friday, May 12._--Not very well. After breakfast read Spenser. + Shelley goes out with his friend; he returns first. Construe Ovid (90 + lines); read Spenser. Jefferson returns at half-past 4, and tells us + that poor Sawyer is to be hung. These blessed laws! After dinner read + Spenser. Read over the Ovid to Jefferson, and construe about ten lines + more. Read Spenser. Shelley and the lady walk out. After tea, talk; + write Greek characters. Shelley and his friend have a last + conversation. + + _Saturday, May 13._--Clara goes; Shelley walks with her. C. C. comes + to breakfast; talk. Shelley goes out with him. Read Spenser all day + (finish Canto 8, Book V.) Jefferson does not come till 5. Get very + anxious about Shelley; go out to meet him; return; it rains. Shelley + returns at half-past 6; the business is finished. After dinner Shelley + is very tired, and goes to sleep. Read Ovid (60 lines). C. C. comes to + tea. Talk of pictures. + + (Mary).--A tablespoonful of the spirit of aniseed, with a small + quantity of spermaceti. + + (Shelley)--9 drops of human blood, 7 grains of gunpowder, 1/2 oz. of + putrified brain, 13 mashed grave worms--the Pecksie's doom salve. + + The Maie and her Elfin Knight. + + I begin a new journal with our regeneration. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +MAY 1815-SEPTEMBER 1816 + + +"Our regeneration" meant, in other words, the departure of Jane or "Clara" +Clairmont who, on the plea of needing change of air, went off by herself +into cottage lodgings at Lynmouth, in North Devon. She had never shown any +very great desire to go back to her family in Skinner Street, but even had +it been otherwise, objections had now been raised to her presence there +which made her return difficult if not impossible. Fanny Godwin's aunts, +Everina Wollstonecraft and Mrs. Bishop, were Principals of a select +Ladies' School in Dublin, and intended that, on their own retirement, +their niece should succeed them in its management. They strongly objected +now to her associating with Miss Clairmont, pointing out that, even if her +morals were not injured, her professional prospects must be marred by the +fact being generally known of her connection and companionship with a girl +who undoubtedly had run away from home, and who was, untruly but not +groundlessly, reported to be concerned in a notorious scandal. + +Her continued presence in the Shelley household, a thing probably never +contemplated at the time of their hurried flight, was manifestly +undesirable, on many grounds. To Mary it was a perpetual trial, and must, +in the end, have tended towards disagreement between her and Shelley, +while it put Clara herself at great and unjust social disadvantage. Not +that she heeded that, or regretted the barrier that divided her from +Skinner Street, where poverty and anxiety and gloom reigned paramount, and +where she would have been watched with ceaseless and unconcealed +suspicion. She had heard that her relations had even discussed the +advisability of immuring her in a convent if she could be caught,--but she +did not mean to be caught. She advertised for a situation as companion; +nothing, however, came of this. An idea of sending her to board in the +family of a Mrs. Knapp seems to have been entertained for some months both +by Godwins and Shelleys, Charles Clairmont probably acting as a medium +between the two households. But, after appearing well disposed at first, +Mrs. Knapp thought better of the plan. She did not want, and would not +have Clara. The final project, that of the Lynmouth lodgings, was a sudden +idea, suddenly carried out, and devised with the Shelleys independently +of the Godwins, who were not consulted, nor even informed, until it had +been put into execution. So much is to be gathered from the letter which +Clara wrote to Fanny a fortnight after her arrival. + + CLARA TO FANNY. + + _Sunday, 28th May 1815._ + + MY DEAR FANNY--Mary writes me that you thought me unkind in not + letting you know before my departure; indeed, I meant no unkindness, + but I was afraid if I told you that it might prevent my putting a plan + into execution which I preferred before all the Mrs. Knapps in the + world. Here I am at liberty; there I should have been under a + perpetual restraint. Mrs. Knapp is a forward, impertinent, superficial + woman. Here there are none such; a few cottages, with little, + rosy-faced children, scolding wives, and drunken husbands. I wish I + had a more amiable and romantic picture to present to you, such as + shepherds and shepherdesses, flocks and madrigals; but this is the + truth, and the truth is best at all times. I live in a little cottage, + with jasmine and honeysuckle twining over the window; a little + downhill garden full of roses, with a sweet arbour. There are only two + gentlemen's seats here, and they are both absent. The walks and + shrubberies are quite open, and are very delightful. Mr. Foote's + stands at top of the hill, and commands distant views of the whole + country. A green tottering bridge, flung from rock to rock, joins his + garden to his house, and his side of the bridge is a waterfall. One + tumbles directly down, and then flows gently onward, while the other + falls successively down five rocks, and seems like water running down + stone steps. I will tell you, so far, that it is a valley I live in, + and perhaps one you may have seen. Two ridges of mountains enclose the + village, which is situated at the west end. A river, which you may + step over, runs at the foot of the mountains, and trees hang so + closely over, that when on a high eminence you sometimes lose sight of + it for a quarter of a mile. One ridge of hills is entirely covered + with luxuriant trees, the opposite line is entirely bare, with long + pathways of slate and gray rocks, so that you might almost fancy they + had once been volcanic. Well, enough of the valleys and the mountains. + + You told me you did not think I should ever be able to live alone. If + you knew my constant tranquillity, how cheerful and gay I am, perhaps + you would alter your opinion. I am perfectly happy. After so much + discontent, such violent scenes, such a turmoil of passion and hatred, + you will hardly believe how enraptured I am with this dear little + quiet spot. I am as happy when I go to bed as when I rise. I am never + disappointed, for I know the extent of my pleasures; and let it rain + or let it be fair weather, it does not disturb my serene mood. This is + happiness; this is that serene and uninterrupted rest I have long + wished for. It is in solitude that the powers concentre round the + soul, and teach it the calm, determined path of virtue and wisdom. Did + you not find this--did you not find that the majestic and tranquil + mountains impressed deep and tranquil thoughts, and that everything + conspired to give a sober temperature of mind, more truly delightful + and satisfying than the gayest ebullitions of mirth? + + The foaming cataract and tall rock + Haunt me like a passion. + + Now for a little chatting. I was quite delighted to hear that Papa had + at last got £1000. Riches seem to fly from genius. I suppose, for a + month or two, you will be easy--pray be cheerful. I begin to think + there is no situation without its advantages. You may learn wisdom and + fortitude in adversity, and in prosperity you may relieve and soothe. + I feel anxious to be wise; to be capable of knowing the best; of + following resolutely, however painful, what mature and serious thought + may prescribe; and of acquiring a prompt and vigorous judgment, and + powers capable of execution. What are you reading? Tell Charles, with + my best love, that I will never forgive him for having disappointed + me of Wordsworth, which I miss very much. Ask him, likewise, to lend + me his Coleridge's poems, which I will take great care of. How is dear + Willy? How is every one? If circumstances get easy, don't you think + Papa and Mamma will go down to the seaside to get up their health a + little? Write me a very long letter, and tell me everything. How is + your health? Now do not be melancholy; for heaven's sake be cheerful; + so young in life, and so melancholy! The moon shines in at my window, + there is a roar of waters, and the owls are hooting. How often do I + not wish for a curfew!--"swinging slow with sullen roar!" Pray write + to me. Do, there's a good Fanny.--Affectionately yours, + + M. J. CLAIRMONT. + + Miss Fanny Godwin, + 41 Skinner Street, Snow Hill, London. + +How long this delightful life of solitude lasted is not exactly known. For +a year after this time both Clara's journal and that of Shelley and Mary +are lost, and the next thing we hear of Clara is her being in town in the +spring of 1816, when she first made Lord Byron's acquaintance. + +Mary, at any rate, enjoyed nearly a year of comparative peace and +_tête-à-tête_ with Shelley, which, after all she had gone through, must +have been happiness indeed. Had she known that it was the only year she +would ever pass with him without the presence of a third person, it may be +that--although her loyalty to Shelley stood every test--her heart might +have sunk within her. But, happily for her, she could not foresee this. +Her letter from Clifton shows that Clara's shadow haunted her at times. +Still she was happy, and at peace. Her health, too, was better; and, +though always weighed down by Godwin's anxieties, she and Shelley were, +themselves, free for once from the pinch of actual penury and the +perpetual fear of arrest. + +In June they made a tour in South Devon, and very probably paid Clara a +visit in her rural retirement; after which Mary stayed for some time at +Clifton, while Shelley travelled about looking for a country house to suit +them. It was during one of his absences that Mary wrote to him the letter +referred to above. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + CLIFTON, _27th July 1815_. + + MY BELOVED SHELLEY--What I am now going to say is not a freak from a + fit of low spirits, but it is what I earnestly entreat you to attend + to and comply with. + + We ought not to be absent any longer; indeed we ought not. I am not + happy at it. When I retire to my room, no sweet love; after dinner, no + Shelley; though I have heaps of things _very particular_ to say; in + fine, either you must come back, or I must come to you directly. You + will say, shall we neglect taking a house--a dear home? No, my love, I + would not for worlds give up that; but I know what seeking for a house + is, and, trust me, it is a very, _very_ long job, too long for one + love to undertake in the absence of the other. Dearest, I know how it + will be; we shall both of us be put off, day after day, with the hopes + of the success of the next day's search, for I am frightened to think + how long. Do you not see it in this light, my own love? We have been + now a long time separated, and a house is not yet in sight; and even + if you should fix on one, which I do not hope for in less than a + week, then the settling, etc. Indeed, my love, I cannot bear to remain + so long without you; so, if you will not give me leave, expect me + without it some day; and, indeed, it is very likely that you may, for + I am quite sick of passing day after day in this hopeless way. + + Pray, is Clara with you? for I have inquired several times and no + letters; but, seriously, it would not in the least surprise me, if you + have written to her from London, and let her know that you are without + me, that she should have taken some such freak. + + The Dormouse has hid the brooch; and, pray, why am I for ever and ever + to be denied the sight of my case? Have you got it in your own + possession? or where is it? It would give me very great pleasure if + you would send it me. I hope you have not already appropriated it, for + if you have I shall think it un-Pecksie of you, as Maie was to give it + you with her own hands on your birthday; but it is of little + consequence, for I have no hope of seeing you on that day; but I am + mistaken, for I have hope and certainty, for if you are not here on or + before the 3d of August, I set off on the 4th, in early coach, so as + to be with you in the evening of that dear day at least. + + To-morrow is the 28th of July. Dearest, ought we not to have been + together on that day? Indeed we ought, my love, as I shall shed some + tears to think we are not. Do not be angry, dear love; your Pecksie is + a good girl, and is quite well now again, except a headache, when she + waits so anxiously for her love's letters. + + Dearest, best Shelley, pray come to me; pray, pray do not stay away + from me! This is delightful weather, and you better, we might have a + delightful excursion to Tintern Abbey. My dear, dear love, I most + earnestly, and with tearful eyes, beg that I may come to you if you do + not like to leave the searches after a house. + + It is a long time to wait, even for an answer. To-morrow may bring you + news, but I have no hope, for you only set off to look after one in + the afternoon, and what can be done at that hour of the day? You + cannot. + +They finally settled on a house at Bishopsgate just outside Windsor Park, +where they passed several months of tranquillity and comparative health; +perhaps the most peacefully happy time that Shelley had ever known or was +ever to know. Shadows he, too, had to haunt him, but he was young, and the +reaction from the long-continued strain of anxiety, fear, discomfort, and +ill-health was so strong that it is no wonder if he yielded himself up to +its influence. The summer was warm and dry, and most of the time was +passed out of doors. They visited the source of the Thames, making the +voyage in a wherry from Windsor to Cricklade. Charles Clairmont was of the +party, and Peacock also, who gives a humorous account of the expedition, +and of the cure he effected of Shelley's ailments by his prescription of +"three mutton chops, well peppered." Shelley was at this time a strict +vegetarian. Mary, Peacock says, kept a diary of the excursion, which, +however, has been lost. Shelley's "Stanzas in the churchyard of Lechlade" +were an enduring memento of the occasion. At Bishopsgate, under the oak +shades of Windsor Great Park, he composed _Alastor_, the first mature +production of his genius, and at Bishopsgate Mary's son William was born, +on 24th January 1816. + +The list of books read during 1815 by Shelley and Mary is worth +appending, as giving some idea of their wonderful mental activity and +insatiable thirst for knowledge, and the singular sympathy which existed +between them in these intellectual pursuits. + + LIST OF BOOKS READ IN 1815. + + MARY. + + _Those marked * Shelley read also._ + + Posthumous Works. 3 vols. + Sorrows of Werter. + Don Roderick. By Southey. + *Gibbon's Decline and Fall 12 vols. + *Gibbon's Life and Letters. 1st Edition. 2 vols. + *Lara. + New Arabian Knights. 3 vols. + Corinna. + Fall of the Jesuits. + Rinaldo Rinaldini. + Fontenelle's Plurality of Worlds. + Hermsprong. + Le Diable Boiteux. + Man as he is. + Rokeby. + Ovid's Metamorphoses in Latin. + *Wordsworth's Poems. + *Spenser's Fairy Queen. + *Life of the Phillips. + *Fox's History of James II. + The Reflector. + Fleetwood. + Wieland. + Don Carlos. + *Peter Wilkins. + Rousseau's Confessions. + Leonora: a Poem. + Emile. + *Milton's Paradise Lost. + *Life of Lady Hamilton. + De l'Allemagne. By Madame de Staël. + Three vols, of Barruet. + *Caliph Vathek. + Nouvelle Heloise. + *Kotzebue's Account of his Banishment to Siberia. + Waverley. + Clarissa Harlowe. + Robertson's History of America. + *Virgil. + *Tale of a Tub. + *Milton's Speech on Unlicensed Printing. + *Curse of Kehama. + *Madoc. + La Bible Expliquée. + Lives of Abelard and Heloise. + *The New Testament. + *Coleridge's Poems. + First vol. of Système de la Nature. + Castle of Indolence. + Chatterton's Poems. + *Paradise Regained. + Don Carlos. + *Lycidas. + *St. Leon. + Shakespeare's Plays (part of which Shelley read aloud). + *Burke's Account of Civil Society. + *Excursion. + Pope's Homer's Illiad. + *Sallust. + Micromejas. + *Life of Chaucer. + Canterbury Tales. + Peruvian Letters. + Voyages round the World. + Plutarch's Lives. + *Two vols, of Gibbon. + Ormond. + Hugh Trevor. + *Labaume's History of the Russian War. + Lewis's Tales. + Castle of Udolpho. + Guy Mannering. + *Charles XII by Voltaire. + Tales of the East. + + + SHELLEY. + + Pastor Fido. + Orlando Furioso. + Livy's History. + Seneca's Works. + Tasso's Gerusalemme Liberata. + Tasso's Aminta. + Two vols. of Plutarch in Italian. + Some of the Plays of Euripides. + Seneca's Tragedies. + Reveries of Rousseau. + Hesoid. + Novum Organum. + Alfieri's Tragedies. + Theocritus. + Ossian. + Herodotus. + Thucydides. + Homer. + Locke on the Human Understanding. + Conspiration de Rienzi. + History of Arianism. + Ockley's History of the Saracens. + Madame de Staël sur la Literature. + +These months of rest were needed to fit them for the year of shocks, of +blows, of conflicting emotions which was to follow. As usual, the first +disturbing cause was Clara Clairmont. Early in 1816 she was in town, +possibly with her brother Charles, with whom she kept up correspondence, +and with whom (thanks to funds provided by Shelley) she had in the autumn +been travelling, or paying visits. She now started one of her "wild +projects in the Clairmont style," which brought as its consequence the +overshadowing of her whole life. She thought she would like to go on the +stage, and she applied to Lord Byron, then connected with the management +of Drury Lane Theatre, for some theatrical employment. The fascination of +Byron's poetry, joined to his very shady social reputation, surrounded him +with a kind of romantic mystery highly interesting to a wayward, audacious +young spirit, attracted by anything that excited its curiosity. Clara +never went on the stage. But she became Byron's mistress. Their connection +lasted but a short time. Byron quickly tired of her, and when importuned +with her or her affairs, soon came to look on her with positive antipathy. +Nothing in Clara's letters to him[17] goes to prove that she was very +deeply in love with him. The episode was an excitement and an adventure: +one, to him, of the most trivial nature, but fraught with tragic indirect +results to her, and, through her, to the Shelleys. They, although they +knew of her acquaintance with Byron, were in complete and unsuspecting +ignorance of its intimate nature. It might have been imagined that Clara +would confide in them, and would even rejoice in doing so. But she had, on +the contrary, a positive horror and dread of their finding out anything +about her secret. She told Byron who Mary was, one evening when she knew +they were to meet, but implored him beforehand to talk only on general +subjects, and, if possible, not even to mention her name. + +This introduction probably took place in March, when Shelley and Mary +were, for a short time, staying up in town. Shelley was occupied in +transacting business, which had reference, as usual, to Godwin's affairs. +A suit in Chancery was proceeding, to enable him to sell, to his father, +the reversion of a portion of his estates. Short of obtaining this +permission, he could not assist Godwin to the full extent demanded and +expected by this latter, who chose to say, and was encouraged by his man +of business to think that, if Shelley did not get the money, it was owing +to slackness of effort or inclination on his part. The suit was, however, +finally decided against Shelley. The correspondence between him and Godwin +was painful in the highest degree, and must have embittered Mary's +existence. + +Godwin, while leaving no stone unturned to get as much of Shelley's money +as possible, and while exerting himself with feverish activity to control +and direct to his own advantage the legal negotiations for disposal of +part of the Shelley estates, yet declined personal communication with +Shelley, and wrote to him in insulting terms, carrying sophistry so far as +to assert that his dignity (save the mark!) would be compromised, not by +taking Shelley's money, but by taking it in the form of a cheque made out +in his, Godwin's, own name. Small wonder if Shelley was wounded and +indignant. More than any one else, Godwin had taught and encouraged him to +despise what he would have called prejudice. + + "In my judgment," wrote Shelley, "neither I, nor your daughter, nor + her offspring, ought to receive the treatment which we encounter on + every side. It has perpetually appeared to me to have been your + especial duty to see that, so far as mankind value your good opinion, + we were dealt justly by, and that a young family, innocent, and + benevolent, and united should not be confounded with prostitutes and + seducers. My astonishment--and I will confess, when I have been + treated with most harshness and cruelty by you, my indignation--has + been extreme, that, knowing as you do my nature, any consideration + should have prevailed on you to be thus harsh and cruel. I lamented + also over my ruined hopes, of all that your genius once taught me to + expect from your virtue, when I found that for yourself, your family, + and your creditors, you would submit to that communication with me + which you once rejected and abhorred, and which no pity for my poverty + or sufferings, assumed willingly for you, could avail to extort. Do + not talk of _forgiveness_ again to me, for my blood boils in my veins, + and my gall rises against all that bears the human form, when I think + of what I, their benefactor and ardent lover, have endured of enmity + and contempt from you and from all mankind." + +That other, ordinary, people should resent his avowed opposition to +conventional morality was, even to Shelley, less of an enigma than that +Godwin, from whom he expected support, should turn against him. Yet he +never could clearly realise the aspect which his relations with Mary bore +to the world, who merely saw in him a married man who had deserted his +wife and eloped with a girl of sixteen. He thought people should +understand all he knew, and credit him with all he did not tell them; that +they should sympathise and fraternise with him, and honour Mary the more, +not the less, for what she had done and dared. Instead of this, the world +accepted his family's estimate of its unfortunate eldest son, and cut him. +It is no wonder that, as Peacock puts it, "the spirit of restlessness came +over him again," and drove him abroad once more. His first intention was +to settle with Mary and their infant child in some remote region of +Scotland or Northern England. But he was at all times delicate, and he +longed for balmy air and sunny skies. To these motives were added Clara's +wishes, and, as she herself states, her pressing solicitations. Byron, she +knew, was going to Geneva, and she persuaded the Shelleys to go there +also, in the hope and intention of meeting him. Shelley had read and +admired several of Byron's poems, and the prospect of possible +companionship with a kindred mind was now and at all times supremely +attractive to him. He had made repeated, but fruitless efforts to get a +personal interview with Godwin, in the hope, probably, of coming to some +definite understanding as to his hopelessly involved and intricate +affairs. Godwin went off to Scotland on literary business and was absent +all April. Before he returned Shelley, Mary, and Clara had started for +Switzerland. The Shelleys were still ignorant and unsuspecting of the +intrigue between Byron and Clara. Byron, knowing of Clara's wish to follow +him to Geneva, enjoined her on no account to come alone or without +protection, as he knew she was capable of doing; hence her determinate +wish that the Shelleys should come. She wrote to Byron from Paris to tell +him that she was so far on her way, accompanied by "the whole tribe of +Otaheite philosophers," as she styles her friends and escort. Just before +sailing from Dover Shelley wrote to Godwin, who was still in Scotland, +telling him finally of the unsuccessful issue to his Chancery suit, of his +doubtful and limited prospects of income or of ability to pay more than +£300 for Godwin, and that only some months hence. He referred again to his +painful position in England, and his present determination to remain +abroad,--perhaps for ever,--with the exception of a possible, solitary, +visit to London, should business make this inevitable. He touched on his +old obligations to Godwin, assuring him of his continued respect and +admiration in spite of the painful past, and of his regret for any too +vehement words he might have used. + + It is unfortunate for me that the part of your character which is + least excellent should have been met by my convictions of what was + right to do. But I have been too indignant, I have been unjust to + you--forgive me--burn those letters which contain the records of my + violence, and believe that however what you erroneously call fame and + honour separate us, I shall always feel towards you as the most + affectionate of friends. + +The travellers reached Geneva by the middle of May; their arrival +preceding that of Byron by several days. A letter written by Mary Shelley +from their first resting-place, the Hôtel de Sécheron, the descriptive +portions of which were afterwards published by her, with the _Journal of a +Six Weeks Tour_, gives a graphic account of their journey and their first +impressions of Geneva. + + HÔTEL DE SÉCHERON, GENEVA, + _17th May 1816_. + + We arrived at Paris on the 8th of this month, and were detained two + days for the purpose of obtaining the various signatures necessary to + our passports, the French Government having become much more + circumspect since the escape of Lavalette. We had no letters of + introduction, or any friend in that city, and were therefore confined + to our hotel, where we were obliged to hire apartments for the week, + although, when we first arrived, we expected to be detained one night + only; for in Paris there are no houses where you can be accommodated + with apartments by the day. + + The manners of the French are interesting, although less attractive, + at least to Englishmen, than before the last invasion of the Allies; + the discontent and sullenness of their minds perpetually betrays + itself. Nor is it wonderful that they should regard the subjects of a + Government which fills their country with hostile garrisons, and + sustains a detested dynasty on the throne, with an acrimony and + indignation of which that Government alone is the proper object. This + feeling is honourable to the French, and encouraging to all those of + every nation in Europe who have a fellow-feeling with the oppressed, + and who cherish an unconquerable hope that the cause of liberty must + at length prevail. + + Our route after Paris as far as Troyes lay through the same + uninteresting tract of country which we had traversed on foot nearly + two years before, but on quitting Troyes we left the road leading to + Neufchâtel, to follow that which was to conduct us to Geneva. We + entered Dijon on the third evening after our departure from Paris, and + passing through Dôle, arrived at Poligny. This town is built at the + foot of Jura, which rises abruptly from a plain of vast extent. The + rocks of the mountain overhang the houses. Some difficulty in + procuring horses detained us here until the evening closed in, when we + proceeded by the light of a stormy moon to Champagnolles, a little + village situated in the depth of the mountains. The road was + serpentine and exceedingly steep, and was overhung on one side by + half-distinguished precipices, whilst the other was a gulf, filled by + the darkness of the driving clouds. The dashing of the invisible + streams announced to us that we had quitted the plains of France, as + we slowly ascended amidst a violent storm of wind and rain, to + Champagnolles, where we arrived at twelve o'clock the fourth night + after our departure from Paris. The next morning we proceeded, still + ascending among the ravines and valleys of the mountain. The scenery + perpetually grows more wonderful and sublime; pine forests of + impenetrable thickness and untrodden, nay, inaccessible expanse spread + on every side. Sometimes the dark woods descending follow the route + into the valleys, the distorted trees struggling with knotted roots + between the most barren clefts; sometimes the road winds high into the + regions of frost, and then the forests become scattered, and the + branches of the trees are loaded with snow, and half of the enormous + pines themselves buried in the wavy drifts. The spring, as the + inhabitants informed us, was unusually late, and indeed the cold was + excessive; as we ascended the mountains the same clouds which rained + on us in the valleys poured forth large flakes of snow thick and fast. + The sun occasionally shone through these showers, and illuminated the + magnificent ravines of the mountains, whose gigantic pines were, some + laden with snow, some wreathed round by the lines of scattered and + lingering vapour; others darting their spires into the sunny sky, + brilliantly clear and azure. + + As the evening advanced, and we ascended higher, the snow, which we + had beheld whitening the overhanging rocks, now encroached upon our + road, and it snowed fast as we entered the village of Les Rousses, + where we were threatened by the apparent necessity of passing the + night in a bad inn and dirty beds. For, from that place there are two + roads to Geneva; one by Nion, in the Swiss territory, where the + mountain route is shorter and comparatively easy at that time of the + year, when the road is for several leagues covered with snow of an + enormous depth; the other road lay through Gex, and was too circuitous + and dangerous to be attempted at so late an hour in the day. Our + passport, however, was for Gex, and we were told that we could not + change its destination; but all these police laws, so severe in + themselves, are to be softened by bribery, and this difficulty was at + length overcome. We hired four horses, and ten men to support the + carriage, and departed from Les Rousses at six in the evening, when + the sun had already far descended, and the snow pelting against the + windows of our carriage assisted the coming darkness to deprive us of + the view of the lake of Geneva and the far-distant Alps. + + The prospect around, however, was sufficiently sublime to command our + attention--never was scene more awfully desolate. The trees in these + regions are incredibly large, and stand in scattered clumps over the + white wilderness; the vast expanse of snow was chequered only by these + gigantic pines, and the poles that marked our road; no river nor + rock-encircled lawn relieved the eye, by adding the picturesque to the + sublime. The natural silence of that uninhabited desert contrasted + strangely with the voices of the men who conducted us, who, with + animated tones and gestures, called to one another in a _patois_ + composed of French and Italian, creating disturbance where, but for + them, there was none. To what a different scene are we now arrived! To + the warm sunshine, and to the humming of sun-loving insects. From the + windows of our hotel we see the lovely lake, blue as the heavens which + it reflects, and sparkling with golden beams. The opposite shore is + sloping and covered with vines, which, however, do not so early in the + season add to the beauty of the prospect. Gentlemen's seats are + scattered over these banks, behind which rise the various ridges of + black mountains, and towering far above, in the midst of its snowy + Alps, the majestic Mont Blanc, highest and queen of all. Such is the + view reflected by the lake; it is a bright summer scene without any of + that sacred solitude and deep seclusion that delighted us at Lucerne. + We have not yet found out any very agreeable walks, but you know our + attachment to water excursions. We have hired a boat, and every + evening, at about six o'clock, we sail on the lake, which is + delightful, whether we glide over a glassy surface or are speeded + along by a strong wind. The waves of this lake never afflict me with + that sickness that deprives me of all enjoyment in a sea-voyage; on + the contrary, the tossing of our boat raises my spirits and inspires + me with unusual hilarity. Twilight here is of short duration, but we + at present enjoy the benefit of an increasing moon, and seldom return + until ten o'clock, when, as we approach the shore, we are saluted by + the delightful scent of flowers and new-mown grass, and the chirp of + the grasshoppers, and the song of the evening birds. + + We do not enter into society here, yet our time passes swiftly and + delightfully. + + We read Latin and Italian during the heats of noon, and when the sun + declines we walk in the garden of the hotel, looking at the rabbits, + relieving fallen cockchafers, and watching the motions of a myriad of + lizards, who inhabit a southern wall of the garden. You know that we + have just escaped from the gloom of winter and of London; and coming + to this delightful spot during this divine weather, I feel as happy as + a new-fledged bird, and hardly care what twig I fly to, so that I may + try my new-found wings. A more experienced bird may be more difficult + in its choice of a bower; but, in my present temper of mind, the + budding flowers, the fresh grass of spring, and the happy creatures + about me that live and enjoy these pleasures, are quite enough to + afford me exquisite delight, even though clouds should shut out Mont + Blanc from my sight. Adieu! + + M. S. + +On the 25th of May Byron, accompanied by his young Italian physician, +Polidori, and attended by three men-servants, arrived at the Hôtel de +Sécheron. It was now that he and Shelley became for the first time +personally acquainted; an acquaintance which, though it never did and +never could ripen quite into friendship, developed with time and +circumstances into an association more or less familiar which lasted all +Shelley's life. After the arrival of the English Milord and his retinue, +the hotel quarters probably became less quiet and comfortable, and before +June the Shelleys, with Clare[18] (who, while her secret remained a +secret, must have found it inexpedient to live under the same roof with +Byron) moved to a cottage on the other side of the lake, near Coligny; +known as Maison Chapuis, but sometimes called Campagne Mont Alègre. + + CAMPAGNE CHAPUIS, NEAR COLIGNY, + _1st June_. + + You will perceive from my date that we have changed our residence + since my last letter. We now inhabit a little cottage on the opposite + shore of the lake, and have exchanged the view of Mont Blanc and her + snowy _aiguilles_ for the dark frowning Jura, behind whose range we + every evening see the sun sink, and darkness approaches our valley + from behind the Alps, which are then tinged by that glowing rose-like + hue which is observed in England to attend on the clouds of an + autumnal sky when daylight is almost gone. The lake is at our feet, + and a little harbour contains our boat, in which we still enjoy our + evening excursions on the water. Unfortunately we do not now enjoy + those brilliant skies that hailed us on our first arrival to this + country. An almost perpetual rain confines us principally to the + house; but when the sun bursts forth it is with a splendour and heat + unknown in England. The thunderstorms that visit us are grander and + more terrific than I have ever seen before. We watch them as they + approach from the opposite side of the lake, observing the lightning + play among the clouds in various parts of the heavens, and dart in + jagged figures upon the piny heights of Jura, dark with the shadow of + the overhanging clouds, while perhaps the sun is shining cheerily upon + us. One night we _enjoyed_ a finer storm than I had ever before + beheld. The lake was lit up, the pines on Jura made visible, and all + the scene illuminated for an instant, when a pitchy blackness + succeeded, and the thunder came in frightful bursts over our heads + amid the darkness. + + But while I still dwell on the country around Geneva, you will expect + me to say something of the town itself; there is nothing, however, in + it that can repay you for the trouble of walking over its rough + stones. The houses are high, the streets narrow, many of them on the + ascent, and no public building of any beauty to attract your eye, or + any architecture to gratify your taste. The town is surrounded by a + wall, the three gates of which are shut exactly at ten o'clock, when + no bribery (as in France) can open them. To the south of the town is + the promenade of the Genevese, a grassy plain planted with a few + trees, and called Plainpalais. Here a small obelisk is erected to the + glory of Rousseau, and here (such is the mutability of human life) the + magistrates, the successors of those who exiled him from his native + country, were shot by the populace during that revolution which his + writings mainly contributed to mature, and which, notwithstanding the + temporary bloodshed and injustice with which it was polluted, has + produced enduring benefits to mankind, which not all the chicanery of + statesmen, nor even the great conspiracy of kings, can entirely render + vain. From respect to the memory of their predecessors, none of the + present magistrates ever walk in Plainpalais. Another Sunday + recreation for the citizens is an excursion to the top of Mont Salère. + This hill is within a league of the town, and rises perpendicularly + from the cultivated plain. It is ascended on the other side, and I + should judge from its situation that your toil is rewarded by a + delightful view of the course of the Rhone and Arne, and of the shores + of the lake. We have not yet visited it. There is more equality of + classes here than in England. This occasions a greater freedom and + refinement of manners among the lower orders than we meet with in our + own country. I fancy the haughty English ladies are greatly disgusted + with this consequence of republican institutions, for the Genevese + servants complain very much of their _scolding_, an exercise of the + tongue, I believe, perfectly unknown here. The peasants of Switzerland + may not however emulate the vivacity and grace of the French. They are + more cleanly, but they are slow and inapt. I know a girl of twenty + who, although she had lived all her life among vineyards, could not + inform me during what month the vintage took place, and I discovered + she was utterly ignorant of the order in which the months succeed one + another. She would not have been surprised if I had talked of the + burning sun and delicious fruits of December, or of the frosts of + July. Yet she is by no means deficient in understanding. + + The Genevese are also much inclined to puritanism. It is true that + from habit they dance on a Sunday, but as soon as the French + Government was abolished in the town, the magistrates ordered the + theatre to be closed, and measures were taken to pull down the + building. + + We have latterly enjoyed fine weather, and nothing is more pleasant + than to listen to the evening song of the wine-dressers. They are all + women, and most of them have harmonious although masculine voices. The + theme of their ballads consists of shepherds, love, flocks, and the + sons of kings who fall in love with beautiful shepherdesses. Their + tunes are monotonous, but it is sweet to hear them in the stillness of + evening, while we are enjoying the sight of the setting sun, either + from the hill behind our house or from the lake. + + Such are our pleasures here, which would be greatly increased if the + season had been more favourable, for they chiefly consist in such + enjoyments as sunshine and gentle breezes bestow. We have not yet made + any excursion in the environs of the town, but we have planned + several, when you shall again hear of us; and we will endeavour, by + the magic of words, to transport the ethereal part of you to the + neighbourhood of the Alps, and mountain streams, and forests, which, + while they clothe the former, darken the latter with their vast + shadows.--Adieu! + + M. + +Less than a fortnight after this Byron also left the hotel, annoyed beyond +endurance by the unbounded curiosity of which he was the object. He +established himself at the Villa Diodati, on the hill above the Shelleys' +cottage, from which it was separated by a vineyard. Both he and Shelley +were devoted to boating, and passed much time on the water, on one +occasion narrowly escaping being drowned. Visits from one house to the +other were of daily occurrence. The evenings were generally spent at +Diodati, when the whole party would sit up into the small hours of the +morning, discussing all possible and impossible things in earth and +heaven. In temperament Shelley and Byron were indeed radically opposed to +each other, but the intellectual intercourse of two men, alike condemned +to much isolation from their kind by their gifts, their dispositions, and +their misfortunes, could not but be a source of enjoyment to each. Despite +his deep grain of sarcastic egotism, Byron did justice to Shelley's +sincerity, simplicity, and purity of nature, and appreciated at their just +value his mental powers and literary accomplishments. On the other hand, +Shelley's admiration of Byron's genius was simply unbounded, while he +apprehended the mixture of gold and clay in Byron's disposition with +singular acuteness. His was the "pure mind that penetrateth heaven and +hell." But at Geneva the two men were only finding each other out, and, to +Shelley at least, any pain arising from difference of feeling or opinion +was outweighed by the intense pleasure and refreshment of intellectual +comradeship. + +Naturally fond of society, and indeed requiring its stimulus to elicit her +best powers, Mary yet took a passive rather than an active share in these +_symposia_. Looking back on them many years afterwards she wrote: "Since +incapacity and timidity always prevented my mingling in the nightly +conversations of Diodati, they were, as it were, entirely _tête-à-tête_ +between my Shelley and Albè."[19] But she was a keen, eager listener. +Nothing escaped her observation, and none of this time was ever +obliterated from her memory. + +To the intellectual ferment, so to speak, of the Diodati evenings, working +with the new experiences and thoughts of the past two years, is due the +conception of the story by which, as a writer, she is best remembered, the +ghastly but powerful allegorical romance of _Frankenstein_. In her +introduction to a late edition of this work (part of which has already +been quoted here) Mary Shelley has herself told the history of its origin. + + In the summer of 1816 we visited Switzerland, and became the + neighbours of Lord Byron. At first we spent our pleasant hours on the + lake, or wandering on its shores, and Lord Byron, who was writing the + third canto of _Childe Harold_, was the only one among us who put his + thoughts upon paper. These, as he brought them successively to us, + clothed in all the light and harmony of poetry, seemed to stamp as + divine the glories of heaven and earth, whose influences we partook + with him. + + But it proved a wet, ungenial summer, and incessant rain often + confined us for days to the house. Some volumes of ghost stories, + translated from the German into French, fell into our hands. There was + the history of the Inconstant Lover, who, when he thought to clasp the + bride to whom he had pledged his vows, found himself in the arms of + the pale ghost of her whom he had deserted. There was the tale of the + sinful founder of his race, whose miserable doom it was to bestow the + kiss of death on all the younger sons of his fated house, just when + they reached the age of promise. His gigantic shadowy form, clothed, + like the ghost in Hamlet, in complete armour, but with the beaver up, + was seen at midnight, by the moon's fitful beams, to advance slowly + along the gloomy avenue. The shape was lost beneath the shadow of the + castle walls; but soon a gate swung back, a step was heard, the door + of the chamber opened, and he advanced to the couch of the blooming + youths, cradled in healthy sleep. Eternal sorrow sat upon his face as + he bent down and kissed the forehead of the boys, who from that hour + withered like flowers snapt upon the stalk. I have not seen these + stories since then, but their incidents are as fresh in my mind as if + I had read them yesterday. "We will each write a ghost story," said + Byron; and his proposition was acceded to. There were four of us. The + noble author began a tale, a fragment of which he printed at the end + of his poem of Mazeppa. Shelley, more apt to embody ideas and + sentiments in the radiance of brilliant imagery, and in the music of + the most melodious verse that adorns our language, than to invent the + machinery of a story, commenced one founded on the experiences of his + early life. Poor Polidori had some terrible idea about a skull-headed + lady, who was so punished for peeping through a keyhole--what to see I + forget--something very shocking and wrong of course; but when she was + reduced to a worse condition than the renowned Tom of Coventry he did + not know what to do with her, and he was obliged to despatch her to + the tomb of the Capulets, the only place for which she was fitted. The + illustrious poets also, annoyed by the platitude of prose, speedily + relinquished their ungrateful task. I busied myself to _think of a + story_,--a story to rival those which had excited us to this task. One + that would speak to the mysterious fears of our nature, and awaken + thrilling horror--one to make the reader dread to look round, to + curdle the blood and quicken the beatings of the heart. If I did not + accomplish these things my ghost story would be unworthy of its name. + I thought and wondered--vainly. I felt that blank incapability of + invention which is the greatest misery of authorship, when dull + Nothing replies to our anxious invocations. "_Have you thought of a + story?_" I was asked each morning, and each morning I was forced to + reply with a mortifying negative. + + Everything must have a beginning, to speak in Sanchean phrase: and + that beginning must be linked to something that went before. The + Hindoos give the world an elephant to support it, but they make the + elephant stand upon a tortoise. Invention, it must be humbly admitted, + does not consist in creating out of void, but out of chaos; the + materials must, in the first place, be afforded: it can give form to + dark shapeless substances, but cannot bring into being the substance + itself. In all matters of discovery and invention, even of those that + appertain to the imagination, we are continually reminded of the story + of Columbus and his egg. Invention consists in the capacity of seizing + on the capabilities of a subject, and in the power of moulding and + fashioning ideas suggested to it. + + Many and long were the conversations between Lord Byron and Shelley, + to which I was a devout but nearly silent listener. During one of + these various philosophical doctrines were discussed, and, among + others, the nature of the principle of life, and whether there was any + probability of its ever being discovered and communicated. They talked + of the experiments of Dr. Darwin (I speak not of what the doctor + really did, or said that he did, but, as more to my purpose, of what + was then spoken of as having been done by him), who preserved a piece + of vermicelli in a glass case till by some extraordinary means it + began to move with voluntary motion. Not thus, after all, would life + be given. Perhaps a corpse would be reanimated; galvanism had given + token of such things; perhaps the component parts of a creature might + be manufactured, brought together, and endued with vital warmth. + + Night waned upon this talk, and even the witching hour had gone by, + before we retired to rest. When I placed my head upon my pillow I did + not sleep, nor could I be said to think. My imagination, unbidden, + possessed and guided me, gifting the successive images that arose in + my mind with a vividness far beyond the usual bounds of reverie. I + saw--with shut eyes, but acute mental vision,--I saw the pale student + of unhallowed arts kneeling beside the thing he had put together--I + saw the hideous phantasm of a man stretched out, and then, on the + working of some powerful engine, show signs of life, and stir with an + uneasy, half vital motion. Frightful must it be; for supremely + frightful would be the effect of any human endeavour to mock the + stupendous mechanism of the Creator of the world. His success would + terrify the artist; he would rush away from his odious handiwork, + horrorstricken. He would hope that, left to itself, the slight spark + which he had communicated would fade; that this thing, which had + received such imperfect animation, would subside into dead matter; and + he might sleep in the belief that the silence of the grave would + quench for ever the transient existence of the hideous corpse which he + had looked upon as the cradle of life. He sleeps; but he is awakened; + he opens his eyes; behold the horrid thing stands at his bedside, + opening his curtains, and looking on him with yellow, watery, but + speculative eyes. + + I opened mine in terror. The idea so possessed my mind that a thrill + of fear ran through me, and I wished to exchange the ghastly image of + my fancy for the realities around. I see them still; the very room, + the dark _parquet_, the closed shutters, with the moonlight struggling + through, and the sense I had that the glassy lake and white high Alps + were beyond. I could not so easily get rid of my hideous phantom; + still it haunted me. I must try to think of something else. I recurred + to my ghost story--my tiresome unlucky ghost story. O! if I could only + contrive one which would frighten my reader as I myself had been + frightened that night! + + Swift as light and as cheering was the idea that broke in upon me. "I + have found it! What terrified me will terrify others; and I need only + describe the spectre which had haunted my midnight pillow." On the + morrow I announced that I had _thought of a story_. I began that day + with the words, _It was on a dreary night of November_, making only a + transcript of the grim terrors of my waking dream. + + At first I thought of but a few pages--of a short tale; but Shelley + urged me to develop the idea at greater length. I certainly did not + owe the suggestion of one incident, nor scarcely of one train of + feeling, to my husband, and yet, but for his incitement, it would + never have taken the form in which it was presented to the world. From + this declaration I must except the preface. As far as I can recollect, + it was entirely written by him. + +Every one now knows the story of the "Modern Prometheus,"--the student +who, having devoted himself to the search for the principle of life, +discovers it, manufactures an imitation of a human being, endows it with +vitality, and having thus encroached on divine prerogative, finds himself +the slave of his own creature, for he has set in motion a force beyond his +power to control or annihilate. Aghast at the actual and possible +consequences of his own achievement, he recoils from carrying it out to +its ultimate end, and stops short of doing what is necessary to render +this force independent. The being has, indeed, the perception and desire +of goodness; but is, by the circumstances of its abnormal existence, +delivered over to evil, and Frankenstein, and all whom he loves, fall +victims to its vindictive malice. Surely no girl, before or since, has +imagined, and carried out to its pitiless conclusion so grim an idea. + +Mary began her rough sketch of this story during the absence of Shelley +and Byron on a voyage round the lake of Geneva; the memorable excursion +during which Byron wrote the _Prisoner of Chillon_ and great part of the +third canto of _Childe Harold_, and Shelley conceived the idea of that +"Hymn to Intellectual Beauty," which may be called his confession of +faith. When they returned they found Mary hard at work on the fantastic +speculation which possessed her mind and exerted over it a fascination and +a power of excitement beyond that of the sublime external nature which +inspired the two poets. + +When, in July, she set off with Shelley and Clare on a short tour to the +Valley of Chamounix, she took her MS. with her. They visited the Mer de +Glace, and the source of the Arveiron. The magnificent scenery which +inspired Shelley with his poem on "Mont Blanc," and is described by Mary +in the extracts from her journal which follow, served her as a fitting +background for the most preternatural portions of her romance. + + _Tuesday, July 23_ (Chamounix).--In the morning, after breakfast, we + mount our mules to see the source of the Arveiron. When we had gone + about three parts of the way, we descended and continued our route on + foot, over loose stones, many of which were an enormous size. We came + to the source, which lies (like a stage) surrounded on the three sides + by mountains and glaciers. We sat on a rock, which formed the fourth, + gazing on the scene before us. An immense glacier was on our left, + which continually rolled stones to its foot. It is very dangerous to + be directly under this. Our guide told us a story of two Hollanders + who went, without any guide, into a cavern of the glacier, and fired a + pistol there, which drew down a large piece on them. We see several + avalanches, some very small, others of great magnitude, which roared + and smoked, overwhelming everything as it passed along, and + precipitating great pieces of ice into the valley below. This glacier + is increasing every day a foot, closing up the valley. We drink some + water of the Arveiron and return. After dinner think it will rain, and + Shelley goes alone to the glacier of Boison. I stay at home. Read + several tales of Voltaire. In the evening I copy Shelley's letter to + Peacock. + + _Wednesday, July 24._--To-day is rainy; therefore we cannot go to Col + de Balme. About 10 the weather appears clearing up. Shelley and I + begin our journey to Montanvert. Nothing can be more desolate than the + ascent of this mountain; the trees in many places having been torn + away by avalanches, and some half leaning over others, intermingled + with stones, present the appearance of vast and dreadful desolation. + It began to rain almost as soon as we left our inn. When we had + mounted considerably we turned to look on the scene. A dense white + mist covered the vale, and tops of scattered pines peeping above were + the only objects that presented themselves. The rain continued in + torrents. We were wetted to the skin; so that, when we had ascended + halfway, we resolved to turn back. As we descended, Shelley went + before, and, tripping up, fell upon his knee. This added to the + weakness occasioned by a blow on his ascent; he fainted, and was for + some minutes incapacitated from continuing his route. + + We arrived wet to the skin. I read _Nouvelles Nouvelles_, and write my + story. Shelley writes part of letter. + + * * * * * + + _Saturday, July 27._--It is a most beautiful day, without a cloud. We + set off at 12. The day is hot, yet there is a fine breeze. We pass by + the Great Waterfall, which presents an aspect of singular beauty. The + wind carries it away from the rock, and on towards the north, and the + fine spray into which it is entirely dissolved passes before the + mountain like a mist. + + The other cascade has very little water, and is consequently not so + beautiful as before. The evening of the day is calm and beautiful. + Evening is the only time I enjoy travelling. The horses went fast, and + the plain opened before us. We saw Jura and the Lake like old friends. + I longed to see my pretty babe. At 9, after much inquiring and + stupidity, we find the road, and alight at Diodati. We converse with + Lord Byron till 12, and then go down to Chapuis, kiss our babe, and go + to bed. + +Circumstances had modified Shelley's previous intention of remaining +permanently abroad, and the end of August found him moving homeward. + +The following extracts from Mary's diary give a sketch of their life +during the few weeks preceding their return to England. + + _Sunday, July 28_ (Montalègre).--I read Voltaire's _Romans_. Shelley + reads Lucretius, and talks with Clare. After dinner he goes out in the + boat with Lord Byron, and we all go up to Diodati in the evening. This + is the second anniversary since Shelley's and my union. + + _Monday, July 29._--Write; read Voltaire and Quintus Curtius. A rainy + day, with thunder and lightning. Shelley finishes Lucretius, and reads + Pliny's _Letters_. + + _Tuesday, July 30._--Read Quintus Curtius. Shelley read Pliny's + _Letters_. After dinner we go up to Diodati, and stay the evening. + + _Thursday, August 1._--Make a balloon for Shelley, after which he goes + up to Diodati, to dine and spend the evening. Read twelve pages of + Curtius. Write, and read the _Reveries of Rousseau_. Shelley reads + Pliny's _Letters_. + + _Friday, August 2._--I go to the town with Shelley, to buy a telescope + for his birthday present. In the evening Lord Byron and he go out in + the boat, and, after their return, Shelley and Clare go up to + Diodati; I do not, for Lord Byron did not seem to wish it. Shelley + returns with a letter from Longdill, which requires his return to + England. This puts us in bad spirits. I read _Rêveries_ and _Adèle et + Théodore de Madame de Genlis_, and Shelley reads Pliny's _Letters_. + + _Saturday, August 3._--Finish the first volume of _Adèle_, and write. + After dinner write to Fanny, and go up to Diodati, where I read the + _Life of Madame du Deffand_. We come down early and talk of our plans. + Shelley reads Pliny's _Letters_, and writes letters. + + _Sunday, August 4._--Shelley's birthday. Write; read _Tableau de + famille_. Go out with Shelley in the boat, and read to him the fourth + book of Virgil. After dinner we go up to Diodati, but return soon. I + read Curtius with Shelley, and finish the first volume, after which we + go out in the boat to set up the balloon, but there is too much wind; + we set it up from the land, but it takes fire as soon as it is up. I + finish the _Rêveries of Rousseau_. Shelley reads and finishes Pliny's + _Letters_, and begins the _Panegyric of Trajan_. + + _Wednesday, August 7._--Write, and read ten pages of Curtius. Lord + Byron and Shelley go out in the boat. I translate in the evening, and + afterwards go up to Diodati. Shelley reads Tacitus. + + _Friday, August 9._--Write and translate; finish _Adèle_, and read a + little Curtius. Shelley goes out in the boat with Lord Byron in the + morning and in the evening, and reads Tacitus. About 3 o'clock we go + up to Diodati. We receive a long letter from Fanny. + + + FANNY TO MARY. + + LONDON, _29th July 1816_. + + MY DEAR MARY--I have just received yours, which gave me great + pleasure, though not quite so satisfactory a one as I could have + wished. I plead guilty to the charge of having written in some degree + in an ill humour; but if you knew how I am harassed by a variety of + trying circumstances, I am sure you would feel for me. Besides other + plagues, I was oppressed with the most violent cold in my head when I + last wrote you that I ever had in my life. I will now, however, + endeavour to give as much information from England as I am capable of + giving, mixed up with as little spleen as possible. I have received + Jane's letter, which was a very dear and a very sweet one, and I + should have answered it but for the dreadful state of mind I generally + labour under, and which I in vain endeavour to get rid of. From your + and Jane's description of the weather in Switzerland, it has produced + more mischief abroad than here. Our rain has been as constant as + yours, for it rains every day, but it has not been accompanied by + violent storms. All accounts from the country say that the corn has + not yet suffered, but that it is yet perfectly green; but I fear that + the sun will not come this year to ripen it. As yet we have had fires + almost constantly, and have just got a few strawberries. You ask for + particulars of the state of England. I do not understand the causes + for the distress which I see, and hear dreadful accounts of, every + day; but I know that they really exist. Papa, I believe, does not + think much, or does not inquire, on these subjects, for I never can + get him to give me any information. From Mr. Booth I got the clearest + account, which has been confirmed by others since. He says that it is + the "Peace" that has brought all this calamity upon us; that during + the war the whole Continent were employed in fighting and defending + their country from the incursions of foreign armies; that England + alone was free to manufacture in peace; that our manufactories, in + consequence, employed several millions, and at higher wages, than were + wanted for our own consumption. Now peace is come, foreign ports are + shut, and millions of our fellow-creatures left to starve. He also + says that we have no need to manufacture for ourselves--that we have + enough of the various articles of our manufacture to last for seven + years--and that the going on is only increasing the evil. They say + that in the counties of Staffordshire and Shropshire there are 26,000 + men out of employment, and without the means of getting any. A few + weeks since there were several parties of colliers, who came as far as + St. Albans and Oxford, dragging coals in immense waggons, without + horses, to the Prince Regent at Carlton House; one of these waggons + was said to be conducted by a hundred colliers. The Ministers, + however, thought proper, when these men had got to the distance from + London of St. Albans, to send Magistrates to them, who paid them + handsomely for their coals, and gave them money besides, telling them + that coming to London would only create disturbance and riot, without + relieving their misery; they therefore turned back, and the coals were + given away to the poor people of the neighbourhood where they were + met. This may give you some idea of the misery suffered. At Glasgow, + the state of wretchedness is worse than anywhere else. Houses that + formerly employed two or three hundred men now only employ three or + four individuals. There have been riots of a very serious nature in + the inland counties, arising from the same causes. This, joined to + this melancholy season, has given us all very serious alarm, and + helped to make me write so dismally. They talk of a change of + Ministers; but this can effect no good; it is a change of the whole + system of things that is wanted. Mr. Owen, however, tells us to cheer + up, for that in two years we shall feel the good effect of his plans; + he is quite certain that they will succeed. I have no doubt that he + will do a great deal of good; but how he can expect to make the rich + give up their possessions, and live in a state of equality, is too + romantic to be believed. I wish I could send you his Address to the + People of New Lanark, on the 1st of January 1816, on the opening of + the Institution for the Formation of Character. He dedicates it "To + those who have no private ends to accomplish, who are honestly in + search of truth for the purpose of ameliorating the condition of + society, and who have the firmness to follow the truth, wherever it + may lead, without being turned aside from the pursuit by the + _prepossessions or prejudices of any part of mankind_." + + This dedication will give you some idea of what sort of an Address it + is. This Address was delivered on a Sunday evening, in a place set + apart for the purposes of religion, and brought hundreds of persons + from the regular clergymen to hear his profane Address,--against all + religions, governments, and all sorts of aristocracy,--which, he says, + was received with the greatest attention and highly approved. The + outline of his plan is this: "That no human being shall work more than + two or three hours every day; that they shall be all equal; that no + one shall dress but after the plainest and simplest manner; that they + be allowed to follow any religion, as they please; and that their + [studies] shall be Mechanics and Chemistry." I hate and am sick at + heart at the misery I see my fellow-beings suffering, but I own I + should not like to live to see the extinction of all genius, talent, + and elevated generous feeling in Great Britain, which I conceive to be + the natural consequence of Mr. Owen's plan. I am not either wise + enough, philosophical enough, nor historian enough, to say what will + make man plain and simple in manners and mode of life, and at the same + time a poet, a painter, and a philosopher; but this I know, that I had + rather live with the Genevese, as you and Jane describe, than live in + London, with the most brilliant beings that exist, in its present + state of vice and misery. So much for Mr. Owen, who is, indeed, a very + great and good man. He told me the other day that he wished our Mother + were living, as he had never before met with a person who thought so + exactly as he did, or who would have so warmly and zealously entered + into his plans. Indeed, there is nothing very promising in a return to + England at least for some time to come, for it is better to witness + misery in a foreign country than one's own, unless you have the means + of relieving it. I wish I could send you the books you ask for. I + should have sent them, if Longdill had not said he was not + sending--that he expected Shelley in England. I shall send again + immediately, and will then send you _Christabel_ and the "Poet's" + _Poems_. Were I not a dependent being in every sense of the word, but + most particularly in money, I would send you other things, which + perhaps you would be glad of. I am much more interested in Lord Byron + since I have read all his poems. When you left England I had only read + _Childe Harold_ and his smaller poems. The pleasure he has excited in + me, and gratitude I owe him for having cheered several gloomy hours, + makes me wish for a more finished portrait, both of his _mind_ and + _countenance_. From _Childe Harold_ I gained a very ill impression of + him, because I conceived it was _himself_,--notwithstanding the pains + he took to tell us it was an imaginary being. The _Giaour_, _Lara_, + and the _Corsair_ make me justly style him a poet. Do in your next + oblige me by telling me the minutest particulars of him, for it is + from the _small things_ that you learn most of character. Is his face + as fine as in your portrait of him, or is it more like the other + portrait of him? Tell me also if he has a pleasing voice, for that has + a great charm with me. Does he come into your house in a careless, + friendly, dropping-in manner? I wish to know, though not from idle + curiosity, whether he was capable of acting in the manner that the + London scandal-mongers say he did? You must by this time know if he is + a profligate in principle--a man who, like Curran, gives himself + unbounded liberty in all sorts of profligacy. I cannot think, from his + writings, that he can be such a _detestable being_. Do answer me these + questions, for where I love the poet I should like to respect the man. + Shelley's boat excursion with him must have been very delightful. I + think Lord Byron never writes so well as when he writes descriptions + of water scenes; for instance, the beginning of the _Giaour_. There is + a fine expressive line in _Childe Harold_: "Blow, swiftly blow, thou + keen compelling gale," etc. There could have been no difference of + sentiment in this divine excursion; they were both poets, equally + alive to the charms of nature and the eloquent writing of Rousseau. I + long very much to read the poem the "Poet" has written on the spot + where Julie was drowned. When will they come to England? Say that you + have a friend who has few pleasures, and is very impatient to read the + poems written at Geneva. If they are not to be published, may I see + them in manuscript? I am angry with Shelley for not writing himself. + It is impossible to tell the good that POETS do their + fellow-creatures, at least those that can feel. Whilst I read I am a + poet. I am inspired with good feelings--feelings that create perhaps + a more permanent good in me than all the everyday preachments in the + world; it counteracts the dross which one gives on the everyday + concerns of life, and tells us there is something yet in the world to + aspire to--something by which succeeding ages may be made happy and + perhaps better. If Shelley cannot accomplish any other good, he can + this divine one. Laugh at me, but do not be angry with me, for taking + up your time with my nonsense. I have sent again to Longdill, and he + has returned the same answer as before. I can [not], therefore, send + you _Christabel_. Lamb says it ought never to have been published; + that no one understands it; and _Kubla Khan_ (which is the poem he + made in his sleep) is nonsense. Coleridge is living at Highgate; he is + living with an apothecary, to whom he pays £5 a week for board, + lodging, and medical advice. The apothecary is to take care that he + does not take either opium or spirituous liquors. Coleridge, however, + was tempted, and wrote to a chemist he knew in London to send a bottle + of laudanum to Mr. Murray's in Albemarle Street, to be enclosed in a + parcel of books to him; his landlord, however, felt the parcel + outside, and discovered the fatal bottle. Mr. Morgan told me the other + day that Coleridge improved in health under the care of the + apothecary, and was writing fast a continuation of _Christabel_. + + You ask me if Mr. Booth mentioned Isabel's having received a letter + from you. He never mentioned your name to me, nor I to him; but he + told Mamma that you had written a letter to her from Calais. He is + gone back, and promises to bring Isabel next year. He has given us a + volume of his _poetry_--_true, genuine poetry_--not such as + Coleridge's or Wordsworth's, but Miss Seward's and Dr. Darwin's-- + + Dying swains to sighing Delias. + + You ask about old friends; we have none, and see none. Poor Marshal is + in a bad way; we see very little of him. Mrs. Kenny is going + immediately to live near Orleans, which is better for her than living + in London, afraid of her creditors. The Lambs have been spending a + month in the neighbourhood of Clifton and Bristol; they were highly + delighted with Clifton. Sheridan is dead. Papa was very much grieved + at his death. William and he went to his funeral. He was buried in the + Poets' Corner of Westminster Abbey, attended by all the high people. + Papa has visited his grave many times since. I am too young to + remember his speeches in Parliament. I never admired his style of + play-writing. I cannot, therefore, sympathise in the elegant tributes + to his memory which have been paid by all parties. Those things which + I have heard from all parties of his drunkenness I cannot admire. We + have had one great pleasure since your departure, in viewing a fine + collection of the Italian masters at the British Institution. Two of + the Cartoons are there. Paul preaching at Athens is the finest picture + I ever beheld.... I am going again to see this Exhibition next week, + before it closes, when I shall be better able to tell you which I most + admire of Raphael, Titian, Leonardo da Vinci, Domenichino, Claude, S. + Rosa, Poussin, Murillo, etc., and all of which cannot be too much + examined. I only wish I could have gone many times. Charles's letter + has not yet arrived. Do give me every account of him when you next + hear from him. I think it is of great consequence the mode of life he + now pursues, as it will most likely decide his future good or ill + doing. You ask what I mean by "plans with Mr. Blood?" I meant a + residence in Ireland. However, I will not plague you with them till I + understand them myself. My Aunt Everina will be in London next week, + when my future fate will be decided. I shall then give you a full and + clear account of what my unhappy life is to be spent in, etc. I left + it to the end of my letter to call your attention most seriously to + what I said in my last letter respecting Papa's affairs. They have now + a much more serious and threatening aspect than when I last wrote to + you. You perhaps think that Papa has gained a large sum by his novel + engagement, which is not the case. He could make no other engagement + with Constable than that they should share the profits equally between + them, which, if the novel is successful, is an advantageous bargain. + Papa, however, prevailed upon him to advance £200, to be deducted + hereafter out of the part he is to receive; and if two volumes of the + novel are not forthcoming on the 1st of January 1817, Constable has a + promissory note to come upon papa for the £200. This £200 I told you + was appropriated to Davidson and Hamilton, who had lent him £200 on + his _Caleb Williams_ last year; so that you perceive he has as yet + gained nothing on his novel, and all depends upon his future + exertions. He has been very unwell and very uneasy in his mind for the + last week, unable to write; and it was not till this day I discovered + the cause, which has given me great uneasiness. You seem to have + forgotten Kingdon's £300 to be paid at the end of June. He has had a + great deal of plague and uneasiness about it, and has at last been + obliged to give Kingdon his promissory note for £300, payable on + demand, so that every hour is not safe. Kingdon is no friend, and the + money Government money, and it cannot be expected he will show Papa + any mercy. I dread the effect on his health. He cannot sleep at night, + and is indeed very unwell. This he concealed from Mamma and myself + until this day. Taylor of Norwich has also come upon him again; he + says, owing to the distress of the country, he must have the money for + his children; but I do not fear him like Kingdon. Shelley said in his + letter, some weeks ago, that the £300 should come the end of June. + Papa, therefore, acted upon that promise. From your last letter I + perceive you think I colour my statements. I assure you I am most + anxious, when I mention these unfortunate affairs, to speak the truth, + and nothing but the truth, as it is. I think it my duty to tell you + the real state of the case, for I know you deceive yourself about + things. If Papa could go on with his novel in good spirits, I think it + would perhaps be his very best. He said the other day that he was + writing upon a subject no one had ever written upon before, and that + it would require great exertion to make it what he wished. Give my + love to Jane; thank her for her letter. I will write to her next week, + though I consider this long tiresome one as addressed to you all. + Give my love also to Shelley; tell him, if he goes any more + excursions, nothing will give me more pleasure than a description of + them. Tell him I like your [____][20] tour best, though I should like + to visit _Venice_ and _Naples_. Kiss dear William for me; I sometimes + consider him as my child, and look forward to the time of my old age + and his manhood. Do you dip him in the lake? I am much afraid you will + find this letter much too long; if it affords you any pleasure, oblige + me by a long one in return, but write small, for Mamma complains of + the postage of a double letter. I pay the full postage of all the + letters I send, and you know I have not a _sous_ of my own. Mamma is + much better, though not without rheumatism. William is better than he + ever was in his life. I am not well; my mind always keeps my body in a + fever; but never mind me. Do entreat J. to attend to her eyes. Adieu, + my dear Sister. Let me entreat you to consider seriously all that I + have said concerning your Father.--Yours, very affectionately, + + FANNY. + + + _Journal, Saturday, August 10._--Write to Fanny. Shelley writes to + Charles. We then go to town to buy books and a watch for Fanny. Read + Curtius after my return; translate. In the evening Shelley and Lord + Byron go out in the boat. Translate, and when they return go up to + Diodati. Shelley reads Tacitus. A writ of arrest comes from Polidori, + for having "cassé ses lunettes et fait tomber son chapeau" of the + apothecary who sells bad magnesia. + + * * * * * + + _Monday, August 12._--Write my story and translate. Shelley goes to + the town, and afterwards goes out in the boat with Lord Byron. After + dinner I go out a little in the boat, and then Shelley goes up to + Diodati. I translate in the evening, and read _Le Vieux de la + Montagne_, and write. Shelley, in coming down, is attacked by a dog, + which delays him; we send up for him, and Lord Byron comes down; in + the meantime Shelley returns. + + _Wednesday, August 14._--Read _Le Vieux de la Montagne_; translate. + Shelley reads Tacitus, and goes out with Lord Byron before and after + dinner. Lewis[21] comes to Diodati. Shelley goes up there, and Clare + goes up to copy. Remain at home, and read _Le Vieux de la Montagne_. + + * * * * * + + _Friday, August 16._--Write, and read a little of Curtius; translate; + read _Walther_ and some of _Rienzi_. Lord Byron goes with Lewis to + Ferney. Shelley writes, and reads Tacitus. + + _Saturday, August 17._--Write, and finish _Walther_. In the evening I + go out in the boat with Shelley, and he afterwards goes up to Diodati. + Began one of Madame de Genlis's novels. Shelley finishes Tacitus. + Polidori comes down. Little babe is not well. + + _Sunday, August 18._--Talk with Shelley, and write; read Curtius. + Shelley reads Plutarch in Greek. Lord Byron comes down, and stays here + an hour. I read a novel in the evening. Shelley goes up to Diodati, + and Monk Lewis. + + * * * * * + + _Tuesday, August 20._--Read Curtius; write; read _Herman d'Unna_. Lord + Byron comes down after dinner, and remains with us until dark. Shelley + spends the rest of the evening at Diodati. He reads Plutarch. + + _Wednesday, August 21._--Shelley and I talk about my story. Finish + _Herman d'Unna_ and write. Shelley reads Milton. After dinner Lord + Byron comes down, and Clare and Shelley go up to Diodati. Read + _Rienzi_. + + _Friday, August 23._--Shelley goes up to Diodati, and then in the boat + with Lord Byron, who has heard bad news of Lady Byron, and is in bad + spirits concerning it.... Letters arrive from Peacock and Charles. + Shelley reads Milton. + + _Saturday, August 24._--Write. Shelley goes to Geneva. Read. Lord + Byron and Shelley sit on the wall before dinner. After I talk with + Shelley, and then Lord Byron comes down and spends an hour here. + Shelley and he go up together. + + * * * * * + + _Monday, August 26._--Hobhouse and Scroop Davis come to Diodati. + Shelley spends the evening there, and reads _Germania_. Several books + arrive, among others Coleridge's _Christabel_, which Shelley reads + aloud to me before going to bed. + + * * * * * + + _Wednesday, August 28._--Packing. Shelley goes to town. Work. Polidori + comes down, and afterwards Lord Byron. After dinner we go upon the + water; pack; and Shelley goes up to Diodati. Shelley reads _Histoire + de la Révolution par Rabault_. + + _Thursday, August 29._--We depart from Geneva at 9 in the morning. + +They travelled to Havre _viâ_ Dijon, Auxerre, and Villeneuve; allowing +only a few hours for visiting the palaces of Fontainebleau and Versailles, +and the Cathedral of Rouen. From Havre they sailed to Portsmouth, where, +for a short time, they separated. Shelley went to stay with Peacock, who +was living at Great Marlow, and had been looking about there for a house +to suit his friends. Mary and Clare proceeded to Bath, where they were to +spend the next few months. + + _Journal, Tuesday, September 10._--Arrive at Bath about 2. Dine, and + spend the evening in looking for lodgings. Read Mrs. Robinson's + _Valcenga_. + + _Wednesday, September 11._--Look for lodgings; take some, and settle + ourselves. Read the first volume of _The Antiquary_, and work. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +SEPTEMBER 1816-FEBRUARY 1817 + + +Trouble had, for some time past, been gathering in heavy clouds. Godwin's +affairs were in worse plight than ever, and the Shelleys, go where they +might, were never suffered to forget them. Fanny constituted herself his +special pleader, and made it evident that she found it hard to believe +Shelley could not, if he chose, get more money than he did for Mary's +father. Her long letters, bearing witness in every line to her great +natural intelligence and sensibility, excite the deepest pity for her, and +not a little, it must be added, for those to whom they were addressed. The +poor girl's life was, indeed, a hard one, and of all her trials perhaps +the most insurmountable was that inherited melancholy of the +Wollstonecraft temperament which permitted her no illusions, no moments, +even, of respite from care in unreasoning gaiety such as are incidental to +most young and healthy natures. Nor, although she won every one's respect +and most people's liking, had she the inborn gift of inspiring devotion or +arousing enthusiasm. She was one of those who give all and take nothing. +The people she loved all cared for others more than they did for her, or +cared only for themselves. Full of warmth and affection and ideal +aspirations; sympathetically responsive to every poem, every work of art +appealing to imagination, she was condemned by her temperament and the +surroundings of her life to idealise nothing, and to look at all objects +as they presented themselves to her, in the light of the very commonest +day. + +Less pressing than Godwin, but still another disturbing cause, was Charles +Clairmont, who was travelling abroad in search, partly of health, partly +of occupation; had found the former, but not the latter, and, of course, +looked to Shelley as the magician who was to realise all his plans for +him. Of his discursive letters, which are immensely long, in a style of +florid eloquence, only a few specimen extracts can find room here. One, +received by Shelley and Mary at Geneva, openly confesses that, though it +was a year since he had left England, he had abstained, as yet, from +writing to Skinner Street, being as unsettled as ever, and having had +nothing to speak of but his pleasures;--having in short been going on +"just like a butterfly,--though still as a butterfly of the best +intentions." He proceeds to describe the country, his manner of living +there, his health,--he details his symptoms, and sets forth at length the +various projects he might entertain, and the marvellous cheapness of one +and all of them, if only he could afford to have any projects at all. He +enumerates items of expenditure connected with one of his schemes, and +concludes thus-- + + I lay this proposal before you, without knowing anything of your + finances, which, I fear, cannot be in too flourishing a situation. You + will, I trust, consider of the thing, and treat it as frankly as it + has been offered. I know you too well not to know you would do for me + all in your power. Have the goodness to write to me as instantly as + possible. + +And Shelley did write,--so says the journal. + +Last not least, there was Clare. At what point of all this time did her +secret become known to Shelley and Mary? No document as yet has seen the +light which informs us of this. Perhaps some day it may. Unfortunately for +biographers and for readers of biography, Mary's journal is almost devoid +of personal gossip, or indeed of personalities of any kind. Her diary is a +record of outward facts, and, occasionally, of intellectual impressions; +no intimate history and no one else's affairs are confided to it. No +change of tone is perceptible anywhere. All that can be asserted is that +they knew nothing of it when they went to Geneva. In the absence of +absolute proof to the contrary it is impossible to believe that they were +not aware of it when they came back. Clare was an expecting mother. For +four months they had all been in daily intercourse with Byron, who never +was or could be reticent, and who was not restrained either by delicacy or +consideration for others from saying what he chose. But when and how the +whole affair was divulged and what its effect was on Shelley and Mary +remains a mystery. From this time, however, Clare resumed her place as a +member of their household. It cannot have been a matter of satisfaction to +Mary: domestic life was more congenial without Clare's presence than with +it, but now that there was a true reason for her taking shelter with them, +Mary's native nobility of heart was equal to the occasion, and she gave +help, support, and confidence, ungrudgingly and without stint. Never in +her journal, and only once in her letters does any expression of +discontent appear. They settled down together in their lodgings at Bath, +but on the 19th of September Mary set out to join Shelley at Marlow for a +few days, leaving Clara in charge of little Willy and the Swiss nurse +Elise. On the 25th both were back at Bath, where they resumed their quiet, +regular way of life, resting and reading. But this apparent peace was not +to be long unbroken. Letters from Fanny followed each other in quick +succession, breathing nothing but painful, perpetual anxiety. + + FANNY TO MARY. + + _26th September 1816._ + + MY DEAR MARY--I received your letter last Saturday, which rejoiced my + heart. I cannot help envying your calm, contented disposition, and + the calm philosophical habits of life which pursue you, or rather + which you pursue everywhere. I allude to your description of the + manner in which you pass your days at Bath, when most women would + hardly have recovered from the fatigues of such a journey as you had + been taking. I am delighted to hear such pleasing accounts of your + William; I should like to see him, dear fellow; the change of air does + him infinite good, no doubt. I am very glad you have got Jane a + pianoforte; if anything can do her good and restore her to industry, + it is music. I think I gave her all the music here; however, I will + look again for what I can find. I am angry with Shelley for not giving + me an account of his health. All that I saw of him gave me great + uneasiness about him, and as I see him but seldom, I am much more + alarmed perhaps than you, who are constantly with him. I hope that it + is only the London air which does not agree with him, and that he is + now much better; however, it would have been kind to have said so. + + Aunt Everina and Mrs. Bishop left London two days ago. It pained me + very much to find that they have entirely lost their little income + from Primrose Street, which is very hard upon them at their age. Did + Shelley tell you a singular story about Mrs. B. having received an + annuity which will make up in part for her loss? + + Poor Papa is going on with his novel, though I am sure it is very + fatiguing to him, though he will not allow it; he is not able to study + as much as formerly without injuring himself; this, joined to the + plagues of his affairs, which he fears will never be closed, make me + very anxious for him. The name of his novel is _Mandeville, or a Tale + of the Seventeenth Century_. I think, however, you had better not + mention the name to any one, as he wishes it not to be announced at + present. Tell Shelley, as soon as he knows certainly about Longdill, + to write, that he may be eased on that score, for it is a great weight + on his spirits at present. Mr. Owen is come to town to prepare for the + meeting of Parliament. There never was so devoted a being as he is; + and it certainly must end in his doing a great deal of good, though + not the good he talks of. + + Have you heard from Charles? He has never given us a single line. I am + afraid he is doing very ill, and has the conscience not to write a + parcel of lies. Beg the favour of Shelley, to copy for me his poem on + the scenes at the foot of Mont Blanc, and tell him or remind him of a + letter which you said he had written on these scenes; you cannot think + what a treasure they would be to me; remember you promised them to me + when you returned to England. Have you heard from Lord Byron since he + visited those sublime scenes? I have had great pleasure since I saw + Shelley in going over a fine gallery of pictures of the Old Masters at + Dulwich. There was a St. Sebastian by Guido, the finest picture I ever + saw; there were also the finest specimens of Murillo, the great + Spanish painter, to be found in England, and two very fine Titians. + But the works of art are not to be compared to the works of nature, + and I am never satisfied. It is only poets that are eternal + benefactors of their fellow-creatures, and the real ones never fail of + giving us the highest degree of pleasure we are capable of; they are, + in my opinion, nature and art united, and as such never fading. + + Do write to me immediately, and tell me you have got a house, and + answer those questions I asked you at the beginning of this letter. + + Give my love to Shelley, and kiss William for me. Your affectionate + Sister, + + FANNY. + +When Shelley sold to his father the reversion of a part of his +inheritance, he had promised to Godwin a sum of £300, which he had hoped +to save from the money thus obtained. Owing to certain conditions attached +to the transaction by Sir Timothy Shelley, this proved to be impossible. +The utmost Shelley could do, and that only by leaving himself almost +without resources, was to send something over £200; a bitter +disappointment to Godwin, who had given a bill for the full amount. +Shelley had perhaps been led by his hopes, and his desire to serve Godwin, +to speak in too sanguine a tone as to his prospect of obtaining the money, +and the letter announcing his failure came, Fanny wrote, "like a +thunderclap." In her disappointment she taxed Shelley with want of +frankness, and Shelley and Mary both with an apparent wish to avoid the +subject of Godwin's affairs. + + "You know," she writes, "the peculiar temperature of Papa's mind (if I + may so express myself); you know he cannot write when pecuniary + circumstances overwhelm him; you know that it is of the utmost + consequence, for _his own_ and the _world's sake_ that he should + finish his novel; and is it not your and Shelley's duty to consider + these things, and to endeavour to prevent, as far as lies in your + power, giving him unnecessary pain and anxiety?" + +To the Shelleys, who had strained every nerve to obtain this money, +unmindful of the insulting manner in which such assistance was demanded +and received by Godwin, these appeals to their sense of duty must have +been exasperating. Nor were matters mended by hearing of sundry scandalous +reports abroad concerning themselves--reports sedulously gathered by Mrs. +Godwin, and of which Fanny thought it her duty to inform them, so as to +put them on their guard. They, on their part, were indignant, especially +with Mrs. Godwin, who had evidently, they surmised, gone out of her way +to collect this false information, and had helped rather than hindered its +circulation; and they expressed themselves to this effect. Fanny stoutly +defended her stepmother against these attacks. + + Mamma and I are not great friends, but, always alive to her virtues, I + am anxious to defend her from a charge so foreign to her character.... + I told Shelley these (scandalous reports), and I still think they + originated with your servants and Harriet, whom I know has been very + industrious in spreading false reports about you. I at the same time + advised Shelley always to keep French servants, and he then seemed to + think it a good plan. You are very careless, and are for ever leaving + your letters about. English servants like nothing so much as scandal + and gossip; but this you know as well as I, and this is the origin of + the stories that are told. And this you choose to father on Mamma, who + (whatever she chooses to say in a passion to me alone) is the woman + the most incapable of such low conduct. I do not say that her + inferences are always the most just or the most amiable, but they are + always confined to myself and Papa. Depend upon it you are perfectly + safe as long as you keep your French servant with you.... I have now + to entreat you, Shelley, to tell Papa exactly what you can and what + you cannot do, for he does not seem to know what you mean in your + letter. I know that you are most anxious to do everything in your + power to complete your engagement to him, and to do anything that will + not ruin yourself to save him; but he is not convinced of this, and I + think it essential to his peace that he should be convinced of this. I + do not on any account wish you to give him false hopes. Forgive me if + I have expressed myself unkindly. My heart is warm in your cause, and + I am _anxious, most anxious_, that Papa should feel for you as I do, + both for your own and his sake.... All that I have said about Mamma + proceeds from the hatred I have of talking and petty scandal, which, + though trifling in itself, often does superior persons much injury, + though it cannot proceed from any but vulgar souls in the first + instance. + +This letter was crossed by Shelley's, enclosing more than +£200--insufficient, however, to meet the situation or to raise the heavy +veil of gloom which had settled on Skinner Street. Fanny could bear it no +longer. Despairing gloom from Godwin, whom she loved, and who in his gloom +was no philosopher; sordid, nagging, angry gloom from "Mamma," who, +clearly enough, did not scruple to remind the poor girl that she had been +a charge and a burden to the household (this may have been one of the +things she only "chose to say in a passion, to Fanny alone"); her sisters +gone, and neither of them in complete sympathy with her; no friends to +cheer or divert her thoughts! A plan had been under consideration for her +residing with her relatives in Ireland, and the last drop of bitterness +was the refusal of her aunt, Everina Wollstonecraft, to have her. What was +left for her? Much, if she could have believed it, and have nerved herself +to patience. But she was broken down and blinded by the strain of over +endurance. On the 9th of October she disappeared from home. Shelley and +Mary in Bath suspected nothing of the impending crisis. The journal for +that week is as follows-- + + _Saturday, October 5_ (Mary).--Read Clarendon and Curtius; walk with + Shelley. Shelley reads Tasso. + + _Sunday, October 6_ (Shelley).--On this day Mary put her head through + the door and said, "Come and look; here's a cat eating roses; she'll + turn into a woman; when beasts eat these roses they turn into men and + women." + + (Mary).--Read Clarendon all day; finish the eleventh book. Shelley + reads Tasso. + + _Monday, October 7._--Read Curtius and Clarendon; write. Shelley reads + _Don Quixote_ aloud in the evening. + + _Tuesday, October 8._--Letter from Fanny (this letter has not been + preserved). Drawing lesson. Walk out with Shelley to the South Parade; + read Clarendon, and draw. In the evening work, and Shelley reads _Don + Quixote_; afterwards read _Memoirs of the Princess of Bareith_ aloud. + + _Wednesday, October 9._--Read Curtius; finish the _Memoirs_; draw. In + the evening a very alarming letter comes from Fanny. Shelley goes + immediately to Bristol; we sit up for him till 2 in the morning, when + he returns, but brings no particular news. + + _Thursday, October 10._--Shelley goes again to Bristol, and obtains + more certain trace. Work and read. He returns at 11 o'clock. + + _Friday, October 11._--He sets off to Swansea. Work and read. + + _Saturday, October 12._--He returns with the worst account. A + miserable day. Two letters from Papa. Buy mourning, and work in the + evening. + +From Bristol Fanny had written not only to the Shelleys, but to the +Godwins, accounting for her disappearance, and adding, "I depart +immediately to the spot from which I hope never to remove." + +During the ensuing night, at the Mackworth Arms Inn, Swansea, she traced +the following words-- + + I have long determined that the best thing I could do was to put an + end to the existence of a being whose birth was unfortunate, and whose + life has only been a series of pain to those persons who have hurt + their health in endeavouring to promote her welfare. Perhaps to hear + of my death may give you pain, but you will soon have the blessing of + forgetting that such a creature ever existed as.... + +This note and a laudanum bottle were beside her when, next morning, she +was found lying dead. + +The persons for whose sake it was--so she had persuaded herself--that she +committed this act were reduced to a wretched condition by the blow. +Shelley's health was shattered; Mary profoundly miserable; Clare, although +by her own avowal feeling less affection for Fanny than might have been +expected, was shocked by the dreadful manner of her death, and infected by +the contagion of the general gloom. She was not far from her confinement, +and had reasons enough of her own for any amount of depression. + +Godwin was deeply afflicted; to him Fanny was a great and material loss, +and the last remaining link with a happy past. As usual, public comment +was the thing of all others from which he shrank most, and in the midst of +his first sorrow his chief anxiety was to hide or disguise the painful +story from the world. In writing (for the first time) to Mary he says-- + + Do not expose us to those idle questions which, to a mind in anguish, + is one of the severest of all trials. We are at this moment in doubt + whether, during the first shock, we shall not say that she is gone to + Ireland to her aunt, a thing that had been in contemplation. Do not + take from us the power to exercise our own discretion. You shall hear + again to-morrow. + + What I have most of all in horror is the public papers, and I thank + you for your caution, as it may act on this. + + We have so conducted ourselves that not one person in our home has the + smallest apprehension of the truth. Our feelings are less tumultuous + than deep. God only knows what they may become. + +Charles Clairmont was not informed at all of Fanny's death; a letter from +him a year later contains a message to her. Mrs. Godwin busied herself +with putting the blame on Shelley. Four years later she informed Mrs. +Gisborne that the three girls had been simultaneously in love with +Shelley, and that Fanny's death was due to jealousy of Mary! This shows +that the Shelleys' instinct did not much mislead them when they held +Mary's stepmother responsible for the authorship and diffusion of many of +those slanders which for years were to affect their happiness and peace. +Any reader of Fanny's letters can judge how far Mrs. Godwin's allegation +is borne out by actual facts; and to any one knowing aught of women and +women's lives these letters afford clue enough to the situation and the +story, and further explanation is superfluous. Fanny was fond of Shelley, +fond enough even to forgive him for the trouble he had brought on their +home, but her part was throughout that of a long-suffering sister, one, +too, to whose lot it always fell to say all the disagreeable things that +had to be said--a truly ungrateful task. Her loyalty to the Godwins, +though it could not entirely divide her from the Shelleys, could and did +prevent any intimacy of friendship with them. Her enlightened, liberal +mind, and her generous, loving heart had won Shelley's recognition and his +affection, and in a moment a veil was torn from his eyes, revealing to him +unsuspected depths of suffering, sacrifice, and heroism--now it was too +late. How much more they might have done for Fanny had they understood +what she endured! There was he, Shelley, offering sympathy and help to the +oppressed and the miserable all the world over, and here,--here under his +very eyes, this tragic romance was acted out to the death. + + Her voice did quiver as we parted, + Yet knew I not that heart was broken + From which it came,--and I departed, + Heeding not the words then spoken-- + Misery, ah! misery! + This world is all too wide for thee. + +If the echo of those lines reached Fanny in the world of shadows, it may +have calmed the restless spirit with the knowledge that she had not lived +for nothing after all. + +During the next two months another tragedy was silently advancing towards +its final catastrophe. Shelley was anxious for intelligence of Harriet and +her children; she had, however, disappeared, and he could discover no +clue to her whereabouts. Mr. Peacock, who, during June, had been in +communication with her on money matters, had now, apparently, lost sight +of her. The worry of Godwin's money-matters and the fearful shock of +Fanny's self-sought death, followed as it was by collapse of his own +health and nerves, probably withdrew Shelley's thoughts from the subject +for a time. In November, however, he wrote to Hookham, thinking that he, +to whom Harriet had once written to discover Shelley's whereabouts, might +now know or have the means of finding out where she was living. No answer +came, however, to these inquiries for some weeks, during which Shelley, +Mary, and Clare lived in their seclusion, reading Lucian and Horace, +Shakespeare, Gibbon, and Locke; in occasional correspondence with Skinner +Street, through Mrs. Godwin, who was now trying what she could do to +obtain money loans (probably raised on Shelley's prospects), requisite, +not only to save Godwin from bankruptcy, but to repay Shelley a small +fraction of what he had given and lent, and without which he was unable to +pay his own way. + +The plan for settling at Marlow was still pending, and on the 5th of +December Shelley went there again to stay with Mr. Peacock and his mother, +and to look about for a residence to suit him. Mary during his absence was +somewhat tormented by anxiety for his fragile health; fearful, too, lest +in his impulsive way he should fall in love with the first pretty place he +saw, and burden himself with some unsuitable house, in the idea of +settling there "for ever," Clare and all. To that last plan she probably +foresaw the objections more clearly than Shelley did. But her cheery +letters are girlish and playful. + + _5th December 1816._ + + SWEET ELF--I got up very late this morning, so that I could not attend + Mr. West. I don't know any more. Good-night. + + + NEW BOND STREET, BATH, + _6th December 1816_. + + SWEET ELF--I was awakened this morning by my pretty babe, and was + dressed time enough to take my lesson from Mr. West, and (thank God) + finished that tedious ugly picture I have been so long about. I have + also finished the fourth chapter of _Frankenstein_, which is a very + long one, and I think you would like it. And where are you? and what + are you doing? my blessed love. I hope and trust that, for my sake, + you did not go outside this wretched day, while the wind howls and the + clouds seem to threaten rain. And what did my love think of as he rode + along--did he think about our home, our babe, and his poor Pecksie? + But I am sure you did, and thought of them all with joy and hope. But + in the choice of a residence, dear Shelley, pray be not too quick or + attach yourself too much to one spot. Ah! were you indeed a winged + Elf, and could soar over mountains and seas, and could pounce on the + little spot. A house with a lawn, a river or lake, noble trees, and + divine mountains, that should be our little mouse-hole to retire to. + But never mind this; give me a garden, and _absentia_ Claire, and I + will thank my love for many favours. If you, my love, go to London, + you will perhaps try to procure a good Livy, for I wish very much to + read it. I must be more industrious, especially in learning Latin, + which I neglected shamefully last summer at intervals, and those + periods of not reading at all put me back very far. + + The _Morning Chronicle_, as you will see, does not make much of the + riots, which they say are entirely quelled, and you would be almost + inclined to say, "Out of the mountain comes forth a mouse," although, + I daresay, poor Mrs. Platt does not think so. + + The blue eyes of your sweet Boy are staring at me while I write this; + he is a dear child, and you love him tenderly, although I fancy that + your affection will increase when he has a nursery to himself, and + only comes to you just dressed and in good humour; besides when that + comes to pass he will be a wise little man, for he improves in mind + rapidly. Tell me, shall you be happy to have another little squaller? + You will look grave on this, but I do not mean anything. + + Leigh Hunt has not written. I would advise a letter addressed to him + at the _Examiner_ Office, if there is no answer to-morrow. He may not + be at the Vale of Health, for it is odd that he does not acknowledge + the receipt of so large a sum. There have been no letters of any kind + to-day. + + Now, my dear, when shall I see you? Do not be very long away; take + care of yourself and take a house. I have a great fear that bad + weather will set in. My airy Elf, how unlucky you are! I shall write + to Mrs. Godwin to-morrow; but let me know what you hear from Hayward + and papa, as I am greatly interested in those affairs. Adieu, + sweetest; love me tenderly, and think of me with affection when + anything pleases you greatly.--Your affectionate girl + + MARY. + + I have not asked Clare, but I dare say she would send her love, + although I dare say she would scold you well if you were here. + Compliments and remembrances to Dame Peacock and Son, but do not let + them see this. + + Sweet, adieu! + + Percy B. Shelley, Esq., + Great Marlow, Bucks. + +On 6th December the journal records-- + + Letter from Shelley; he has gone to visit Leigh Hunt. + +This was the beginning of a lifelong intimacy. + +On the 14th Shelley returned to Bath, and on the very next day a letter +from Hookham informed him that on the 9th Harriet's body had been taken +out of the Serpentine. She had disappeared three weeks before that time +from the house where she was living. An inquest had been held at which her +name was given as Harriet Smith; little or no information about her was +given to the jury, who returned a verdict of "Found drowned." + +Life and its complications had proved too much for the poor silly woman, +and she took the only means of escape she saw open to her. Her piteous +story was sufficiently told by the fact that when she drowned herself she +was not far from her confinement. But it would seem from subsequent +evidence that harsh treatment on the part of her relatives was what +finally drove her to despair. She had lived a fast life, but had been, +nominally at any rate, under her father's protection until a comparatively +short time before her disappearance, when some act or occurrence caused +her to be driven from his house. From that moment she sank lower and +lower, until at last, deserted by one--said to be a groom--to whom she had +looked for protection, she killed herself. + +It is asserted that she had had, all her life, an avowed proclivity to +suicide. She had been fond, in young and happy days, of talking jocosely +about it, as silly girls often do; discoursing of "some scheme of +self-destruction as coolly as another lady would arrange a visit to an +exhibition or a theatre."[22] But it is a wide dreary waste that lies +between such an idea and the grim reality,--and poor Harriet had traversed +it. + +Shelley's first thought on receiving the fatal news was of his children. +His sensations were those of horror, not of remorse. He never spoke or +thought of Harriet with harshness, rather with infinite pity, but he never +regarded her save in the light of one who had wronged him and failed +him,--whom he had left, indeed, but had forgiven, and had tried to save +from the worst consequences of her own acts. Her dreadful death was a +shock to him of which he said (to Byron) that he knew not how he had +survived it; and he regarded her father and sister as guilty of her blood. +But Fanny's death caused him acuter anguish than Harriet's did. + +As for Mary, she regarded the whole Westbrook family as the source of +grief and shame to Shelley. Harriet she only knew for a frivolous, +heartless, faithless girl, whom she had never had the faintest cause to +respect, hardly even to pity. Poor Harriet was indeed deserving of +profound commiseration, and no one could have known and felt this more +than Mary would have done, in later years. But she heard one side of the +case only, and that one the side on which her own strongest feelings were +engaged. She was only nineteen, with an exalted ideal of womanly devotion; +and at nineteen we may sternly judge what later on we may condemn indeed, +but with a depth of pity quite beyond the power of its object to fathom or +comprehend. + +No comment whatever on the occurrence appears in her journal. She threw +herself ardently into Shelley's eagerness to get possession of his elder +children; ready, for his sake, to love them as her own. + +It could not but occur to her that her own position was altered by this +event, and that nothing now stood between her and her legal marriage to +Shelley and acknowledgment as his wife. So completely, however, did they +regard themselves as united for all time by indissoluble ties that she +thought of the change chiefly as it affected other people. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + BATH, _17th December 1816_. + + MY BELOVED FRIEND--I waited with the greatest anxiety for your letter. + You are well, and that assurance has restored some peace to me. + + How very happy shall I be to possess those darling treasures that are + yours. I do not exactly understand what Chancery has to do in this, + and wait with impatience for to-morrow, when I shall hear whether they + are with you; and then what will you do with them? My heart says, + bring them instantly here; but I submit to your prudence. You do not + mention Godwin. When I receive your letter to-morrow I shall write to + Mrs. Godwin. I hope, yet I fear, that he will show on this occasion + some disinterestedness. Poor, dear Fanny, if she had lived until this + moment she would have been saved, for my house would then have been a + proper asylum for her. Ah! my best love, to you do I owe every joy, + every perfection that I may enjoy or boast of. Love me, sweet, for + ever. I hardly know what I mean, I am so much agitated. Clare has a + very bad cough, but I think she is better to-day. Mr. Carn talks of + bleeding if she does not recover quickly, but she is positively + resolved not to submit to that. She sends her love. My sweet love, + deliver some message from me to your kind friends at Hampstead; tell + Mrs. Hunt that I am extremely obliged to her for the little profile + she was so kind as to send me, and thank Mr. Hunt for his friendly + message which I did not hear. + + These Westbrooks! But they have nothing to do with your sweet babes; + they are yours, and I do not see the pretence for a suit; but + to-morrow I shall know all. + + Your box arrived to-day. I shall send soon to the upholsterer, for now + I long more than ever that our house should be quickly ready for the + reception of those dear children whom I love so tenderly. Then there + will be a sweet brother and sister for my William, who will lose his + pre-eminence as eldest, and be helped third at table, as Clare is + continually reminding him. + + Come down to me, sweetest, as soon as you can, for I long to see you + and embrace. + + As to the event you allude to, be governed by your friends and + prudence as to when it ought to take place, but it must be in London. + + Clare has just looked in; she begs you not to stay away long, to be + more explicit in your letters, and sends her love. + + You tell me to write a long letter, and I would, but that my ideas + wander and my hand trembles. Come back to reassure me, my Shelley, and + bring with you your darling Ianthe and Charles. Thank your kind + friends. I long to hear about Godwin.--Your affectionate + + MARY. + + Have you called on Hogg? I would hardly advise you. Remember me, + sweet, in your sorrows as well as your pleasures; they will, I trust, + soften the one and heighten the other feeling. Adieu. + + To Percy Bysshe Shelley, + 5 Gray's Inn Square, London. + +No time was lost in putting things on their legal footing. Shelley took +Mary up to town, where the marriage ceremony took place at St. Mildred's +Church, Broad Street, in presence of Godwin and Mrs. Godwin. On the +previous day he had seen his daughter for the first time since her flight +from his house two and a half years before. + +Both must have felt a strange emotion which, probably, neither of them +allowed to appear. + +Mary for a fortnight left a blank in her journal. On her return to Clifton +she thus shortly chronicled her days-- + + I have omitted writing my journal for some time. Shelley goes to + London and returns; I go with him; spend the time between Leigh Hunt's + and Godwin's. A marriage takes place on the 29th of December 1816. + Draw; read Lord Chesterfield and Locke. + +Godwin's relief and satisfaction were great indeed. His letter to his +brother in the country, announcing his daughter's recent marriage with a +baronet's eldest son, can only be compared for adroit manipulation of +facts with a later letter to Mr. Baxter of Dundee, in which he tells of +poor Fanny's having been attacked in Wales by an inflammatory fever "which +carried her off." + +He now surpassed himself "in polished and cautious attentions" both to +Shelley and Mary, and appeared to wish to compensate in every way for the +red-hot, righteous indignation which, owing to wounded pride rather than +to offended moral sense, he had thought it his duty to exhibit in the +past. + +Shelley's heart yearned towards his two poor little children by Harriet, +and to get possession of them was now his feverish anxiety. On this +business he was obliged, within a week of his return to Bath, to go up +again to London. During his absence, on the 13th of January, Clare's +little girl, Byron's daughter, was born. "Four days of idleness," are +Mary's only allusion to this event. It was communicated to the absent +father by Shelley, in a long letter from London. He quite simply assumes +the event to be an occasion of great rejoicing to all concerned, and +expects Byron to feel the same. The infant, who afterwards developed into +a singularly fascinating and lovely child, was described in enthusiastic +terms by Mary as unusually beautiful and intelligent, even at this early +stage. Their first name for her was Alba, or "the Dawn"; a reminiscence of +Byron's nickname, "Albé." + +Most of this month of January, while Mary had Clare and the infant to look +after, was of necessity spent by Shelley in London. Harriet's father, Mr. +Westbrook, and his daughter Eliza had filed an appeal to the Court of +Chancery, praying that her children might be placed in the custody of +guardians to be appointed by the Court, and not in that of their father. +On 24th January, poor little William's first birthday, the case was heard +before Lord Chancellor Eldon. Mary, expecting that the decision would be +known at once, waited in painful suspense to hear the result. + + _Journal, Friday, January 24._--My little William's birthday. How many + changes have occurred during this little year; may the ensuing one be + more peaceful, and my William's star be a fortunate one to rule the + decision of this day. Alas! I fear it will be put off, and the + influence of the star pass away. Read the _Arcadia_ and _Amadis_; walk + with my sweet babe. + +Her fears were realised, for two months were to elapse ere judgment was +pronounced. + + _Saturday, January 25._--An unhappy day. I receive bad news and + determine to go up to London. Read the _Arcadia_ and _Amadis_. Letter + from Mrs. Godwin and William. + +Accordingly, next day, Mary went up to join her husband in town, and notes +in her diary that she was met at the inn by Mrs. Godwin and William. Well +might Shelley say of the ceremony that it was "magical in its effects." + +As it turned out, this was her final departure from Bath: she never +returned there. On her arrival in London she was warmly welcomed by +Shelley's new friends, the Leigh Hunts, at whose house most of her time +was spent, and whose genial, social circle was most refreshing to her. The +house at Marlow had been taken, and was now being prepared for her +reception. Little William and his nurse, escorted by Clare, joined her at +the Hunts on the 18th of February, but Clare herself stayed elsewhere. At +the end of the month they all departed for their new home, and were +established there early in March. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +MARCH 1817-MARCH 1818 + + +The Shelleys' new abode, although situated in a lovely part of the +country, was cold and cheerless, and, at that bleak time of year, must +have appeared at its worst. Albion House stood (and, though subdivided and +much altered in appearance, still stands) in what is now the main street +of Great Marlow, and at a considerable distance from the river. At the +back the garden-plot rises gradually from the level of the house, +terminating in a kind of artificial mound, overshadowed by a spreading +cedar; a delightfully shady lounge in summer, but shutting off sky and +sunshine from the house. There are two large, low, old-fashioned rooms; +one on the ground floor, somewhat like a farmhouse kitchen; the other +above it; both facing towards the garden. In one of these Shelley fitted +up a library, little thinking that the dwelling, which he had rashly taken +on a more than twenty years' lease, would be his home for only a year. The +rest of the house accommodated Mary, Clare, the children and servants, +and left plenty of room for visitors. Shelley was hospitality itself, and +though he never was in greater trouble for money than during this year, he +entertained a constant succession of guests. First among these was Godwin; +next, and most frequent, the genial but needy Leigh Hunt, with all his +family. With Mary, as with Shelley, he had quickly established himself on +a footing of easy, affectionate friendliness, as may be inferred from +Mary's letter, written to him during her first days at Marlow. + + MARLOW, _1 o'clock, 5th March 1817_. + + MY DEAR HUNT--Although you mistook me in thinking I wished you to + write about politics in your letters to me--as such a thought was very + far from me,--yet I cannot help mentioning your last week's + _Examiner_, as its boldness gave me extreme pleasure. I am very glad + to find that you wrote the leading article, which I had doubted, as + there was no significant hand. But though I speak of this, do not fear + that you will be teased by _me_ on these subjects when we enjoy your + company at Marlow. When there, you shall never be serious when you + wish to be merry, and have as many nuts to crack as there are words in + the Petitions to Parliament for Reform--a tremendous promise. + + Have you never felt in your succession of nervous feelings one single + disagreeable truism gain a painful possession of your mind and keep it + for some months? A year ago, I remember, my private hours were all + made bitter by reflections on the certainty of death, and now the + flight of time has the same power over me. Everything passes, and one + is hardly conscious of enjoying the present until it becomes the past. + I was reading the other day the letters of Gibbon. He entreats Lord + Sheffield to come with all his family to visit him at Lausanne, and + dwells on the pleasure such a visit will occasion. There is a little + gap in the date of his letters, and then he complains that this + solitude is made more irksome by their having been there and departed. + So will it be with us in a few months when you will all have left + Marlow. But I will not indulge this gloomy feeling. The sun shines + brightly, and we shall be very happy in our garden this + summer.--Affectionately yours, + + MARINA. + +Not only did Shelley keep open house for his friends; his kindliness and +benevolence to the distressed poor in Marlow and the surrounding country +was unbounded. Nor was he content to give money relief; he visited the +cottagers; and made himself personally acquainted with them, their needs, +and their sufferings. + +In all these labours of love and charity he was heartily and constantly +seconded by Mary. + + No more alone through the world's wilderness, + Although (he) trod the paths of high intent, + (He) journeyed now.[23] + +From the time of her union with him Mary had been his consoler, his +cherished love, all the dearer to him for the thought that she was +dependent on him and only on him for comfort and support, and +enlightenment of mind; but yet she was a child,--a clever child,--sedate +and thoughtful beyond her years, and full of true womanly devotion,--but +still one whose first and only acquaintance with the world had been made +by coming violently into collision with it, a dangerous experience, and +hardening, especially if prolonged. From the time of her marriage a +maturer, mellower tone is perceptible throughout her letters and writings, +as though, the unnatural strain removed, and, above all, intercourse with +her father restored, she glided naturally and imperceptibly into the place +Nature intended her to fill, as responsible woman and wife, with social as +well as domestic duties to fulfil. + +The suffering of the past two or three years had left her wiser if also +sadder than before; already she was beginning to look on life with a calm +liberal judgment of one who knew both sides of many questions, yet still +her mind retained the simplicity and her spirit much of the buoyancy of +youth. The unquenchable spring of love and enthusiasm in Shelley's breast, +though it led him into errors and brought him grief and disillusionment, +was a talisman that saved him from Byronic sarcasm, from the bitterness of +recoil and the death of stagnation. He suffered from reaction, as all such +natures must suffer, but Mary was by his side to steady and balance and +support him, and to bring to him for his consolation the balm she had +herself received from him. Well might he write-- + + Now has descended a serener hour, + And, with inconstant fortune, friends return; + Though suffering leaves the knowledge and the power + Which says: Let scorn be not repaid with scorn.[24] + +And consolation and support were sorely needed. In March Lord Chancellor +Eldon pronounced the judgment by which he was deprived, on moral and +religious grounds, of the custody of his two elder children. How bitterly +he felt, how keenly he resented, this decree all the world knows. The +paper which he drew up during this celebrated case, in which he declared, +as far as he chose to declare them, his sentiments with regard to his +separation from Harriet and his union with Mary, is the nearest approach +to self-vindication Shelley ever made. But the decision of the Court cast +a slur on his name, and on that of his second wife. The final arrangements +about the children dragged on for many months. They were eventually given +over to the guardianship of a clergyman, a stranger to their father, who +had to set aside £200 a year of his income for their maintenance in exile. + +Meanwhile Godwin's exactions were incessant, and his demands, sometimes +impossible to grant, were harder than ever to deal with now that they were +couched in terms of friendship, almost of affection. On 9th March we find +Shelley writing to him-- + + It gives me pain that I cannot send you the whole of what you want. I + enclose a cheque to within a few pounds of my possessions. + +On 22d March (Godwin has been begging again, but this time in behalf of +his old assistant and amanuensis, Marshall)-- + + Marshall's proposal is one in which, however reluctantly, I must + refuse to engage. It is that I should grant bills to the amount of his + debts, which are to expire in thirty months. + +On 15th April Godwin writes on his own behalf-- + + The fact is I owe £400 on a similar score, beyond the £100 that I owed + in the middle of 1815; and without clearing this, my mind will never + be perfectly free for intellectual occupations. If this were done, I + am in hopes that the produce of _Mandeville_, and the sensible + improvement in the commercial transactions of Skinner Street would + make me a free man, perhaps, for the rest of my life.... + + My life wears away in lingering sorrow at the endless delays that + attend on this affair.... Once every two or three months I throw + myself prostrate beneath the feet of Taylor of Norwich, and my other + discounting friends, protesting that this is absolutely for the last + time. Shall this ever have an end? Shall I ever be my own man again? + +One can imagine how such a letter would work on his daughter's feelings. + +Nor was Charles Clairmont backward about putting in his claims, although +his modest little requests require, like gems, to be extracted carefully +from the discursive raptures, the eloquent flights of fancy and poetic +description in which they are embedded. In January he had written from +Bagnères de Bigorre, where he was "acquiring the language"-- + + Sometimes I hardly dare believe, situated as I am, that I ought for a + moment to nourish the feelings of which I am now going to talk to + you; at other times I am so thoroughly convinced of their infinite + utility with regard to the moral existence of a being with strong + sensations, or at all events with regard to mine, that I fly to this + subject as to a tranquillising medicine, which has the power of so + arranging and calming every violent and illicit sensation of the soul + as to spread over the frame a deep and delightful contentment, for + such is the effect produced upon me by a contemplation of the perfect + state of existence, the perfect state of social domestic happiness + which I propose to myself. My life has hitherto been a tissue of + irregularity, which I assure you I am little content to reflect + upon.... I have been always neglectful of one of the most precious + possessions which a young man can hold--of my character.... You will + now see the object of this letter.... I desire strongly to marry, and + to devote myself to the temperate, rational duties of human life.... I + see, I confess, some objections to this step.... I am not forgetful of + what I owe to Godwin and my Mother, but we are in a manner entirely + separated.... It is true my feelings towards my Mother are cold and + inactive, but my attachment and respect for Godwin are unalterable, + and will remain so to the last moment of my existence.... The news of + his death would be to me a stroke of the severest affliction; that of + my own Mother would be no more than the sorrow occasioned by the loss + of a common acquaintance. + + ... Unless every obstacle on the part of the object of my affection + were laid aside, you may suppose I should not speak so decisively. She + is perfectly acquainted with every circumstance respecting me, and we + feel that we love and are suited to each other; we feel that we should + be exquisitely happy in being devoted to each other. + + ... I feel that I could not offer myself to the family without + assuring them of my capability of commanding an annual sufficiency to + support a little _ménage_--that is to say, as near as I can obtain + information, 2000 francs, or about £80.... Do I dream, my dear + Shelley, when a gleam of gay hope gives me reason to doubt of the + possibility of my scheme?... Pray lose no time in writing to me, and + be as explicit as possible. + +The following extract is from a letter to Mary, written in August (the +matrimonial scheme is now quite forgotten)-- + + I will begin by telling you that I received £10 some days ago, minus + the expenses.... I also received your letter, but not till after the + money.... I am most extremely vexed that Shelley will not oblige me + with a single word. It is now nearly six months that I have expected + from him a letter about my future plans. + + Do, my dear Mary, persuade him to talk with you about them; and if he + always persists in remaining silent, I beg you will write for him, and + ask him what he would be inclined to approve.... Had I a little + fortune of £200 or £300 a year, nothing should ever tempt me to make + an effort to increase this golden sufficiency.... + + Respecting money matters.... I still owe (on the score of my + _pension_) nearly £15, this is all my debt here. Another month will + accumulate before I can receive your answer, and you will judge of + what will be necessary to me on the road, to whatever place I may be + destined. I cannot spend less than 3s. 6d. per day. + + If Papa's novel is finished before you write, I wish to God you would + send it. I am now absolutely without money, but I have no occasion for + any, except for washing and postage, and for such little necessaries I + find no difficulty in borrowing a small sum. + + If I knew Mamma's address, I should certainly write to her in France. + I have no heart to write to Skinner Street, for they will not answer + my letters. Perhaps, now that this haughty woman is absent, I should + obtain a letter. I think I shall make an effort with Fanny. As for + Clare, she has entirely forgotten that she has a brother in the + world.... Tell me if Godwin has been to visit you at Marlow; if you + see Fanny often; and all about the two Williams. What is Shelley + writing? + +Shelley, when this letter arrived, was writing _The Revolt of Islam_. To +this poem, in spite of duns, sponges, and law's delays, his thoughts and +time were consecrated during his first six months at Marlow; in spite, +too, of his constant succession of guests; but society with him was not +always a hindrance to poetic creation or intellectual work. Indeed, a +congenial presence afforded him a kind of relief, a half-unconscious +stimulus which yet was no serious interruption to thought, for it was +powerless to recall him from his abstraction. + +Mary's life at Marlow was very different from what it had been at +Bishopsgate and Bath. Her duties as house-mistress and hostess as well as +Shelley's companion and helpmeet left her not much time for reverie. But +her regular habits of study and writing stood her in good stead. +_Frankenstein_ was completed and corrected before the end of May. It was +offered to Murray, who, however, declined it, and was eventually published +by Lackington. + +The negotiations with publishers calling her up to town, she paid a visit +to Skinner Street. Shelley accompanied her, but was obliged to return to +Marlow almost immediately, and as Mrs. Godwin also appears to have been +absent, Mary stayed alone with her father in her old home. To him this +was a pleasure. + +"Such a visit," he had written to Shelley, "will tend to bring back years +that are passed, and make me young again. It will also operate to render +us more familiar and intimate, meeting in this snug and quiet house, for +such it appears to me, though I daresay you will lift up your hands, and +wonder I can give it that appellation." + +To Mary every room in the house must have been fraught with unspeakable +associations. Alone with the memories of those who were gone, of others +who were alienated; conscious of the complete change in herself and +transference of her sphere of sympathy, she must have felt, when Shelley +left her, like a solitary wanderer in a land of shadows. + + "I am very well here," she wrote, "but so intolerably restless that it + is painful to sit still for five minutes. Pray write. I hear so little + from Marlow that I can hardly believe that you and Willman live + there." + +Another train of mingled recollections was awakened by the fact of her +chancing, one evening, to read through that third canto of _Childe Harold_ +which Byron had written during their summer in Switzerland together. + + Do you remember, Shelley, when you first read it to me one evening + after returning from Diodati. The lake was before us, and the mighty + Jura. That time is past, and this will also pass, when I may weep to + read these words.... Death will at length come, and in the last + moment all will be a dream. + +What Mary felt was crystallised into expression by Shelley, not many +months later-- + + The stream we gazed on then, rolled by, + Its waves are unreturning; + But we yet stand + In a lone land, + Like tombs to mark the memory + Of hopes and fears, which fade and flee + In the light of life's dim morning. + +On the last day of May, Mary returned to Marlow, where the Hunts were +making a long stay. Externally life went quietly on. The summer was hot +and beautiful, and they passed whole days in their boat or their garden, +or in the woods. Their studies, as usual, were unremitting. Mary applied +herself to the works of Tacitus, Buffon, Rousseau, and Gibbon. Shelley's +reading at this time was principally Greek: Homer, Æschylus, and Plato. +His poem was approaching completion. Mary, now that _Frankenstein_ was off +her hands, busied herself in writing out the journal of their first +travels. It was published, in December, as _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour_, +together with the descriptive letters from Geneva of 1816. + +But her peace and Shelley's was threatened by an undercurrent of ominous +disturbance which gained force every day. + +Byron remained abroad. But Clare and Clare's baby remained with the +Shelleys. At Bath she had passed as "Mrs." Clairmont, but now resumed her +former style, while Alba was said to be the daughter of a friend in +London, sent for her health into the country. As time, however, went by, +and the infant still formed one of the Marlow household, curiosity, never +long dormant, became aroused. Whose was this child? And if, as officious +gossip was not slow to suggest, it was Clare's, then who was its father? +As month after month passed without bringing any solution of this problem, +the vilest reports arose concerning the supposed relations of the +inhabitants of Albion House--false rumours that embittered the lives of +Alba's generous protectors, but to which Shelley's unconventionality and +unorthodox opinions, and the stigma attached to his name by the Chancery +decree, gave a certain colour of probability, and which in part, though +indirectly, conduced to his leaving England again,--as it proved, for +ever. + +Again and again did he write to Byron, pointing out with great gentleness +and delicacy, but still in the plainest terms, the false situation in +which they were placed with regard to friends and even to servants by +their effort to keep Clare's secret; suggesting, almost entreating, that, +if no permanent decision could be arrived at, some temporary arrangement +should at least be made for Alba's boarding elsewhere. Byron, at this +time plunged in dissipation at Venice, shelved or avoided the subject as +long as he could. Clare was friendless and penniless, and her chances of +ever earning an honest living depended on her power of keeping up +appearances and preserving her character before the world. But the child +was a remarkably beautiful, intelligent, and engaging creature, and its +mother, impulsive, uncontrolled, and reckless, was at no trouble to +conceal her devotion to it, regardless of consequences, and of the fact +that these consequences had to be endured by others. + +Those who had forfeited the world's kindness seemed, as such, to be the +natural _protégés_ of Shelley; and even Mary, who, not long before, had +summed up all her earthly wishes in two items,--"a garden, _et absentia +Claire_,"--stood by her now in spite of all. But their letters make it +perfectly evident that they were fully alive to the danger that threatened +them, and that, though they willingly harboured the child until some safe +and fitting asylum should be found for it, they had never contemplated its +residing permanently with them. + +To Mary Shelley this state of things brought one bitter personal grief and +disappointment in the loss of her earliest friend, Isabel or Isobel +Baxter, now married to Mr. David Booth, late brewer and subsequently +schoolmaster at Newburgh-on-Tay, a man of shrewd and keen intellect, an +immense local reputation for learning, and an estimation of his own gifts +second to that of none of his admirers. + +The Baxters, as has already been said, were people of independent mind, of +broad and liberal views; full of reverence and admiration for the +philosophical writings of Godwin. Mary, in her extreme youth and +inexperience, had quite expected that Isabel would have upheld her action +when she first left her father's house with Shelley. In that she was +disappointed, as was, after all, not surprising. + +Now, however, her friend, whose heart must have been with her all along, +would surely feel justified in following that heart's dictates, and would +return to the familiar, affectionate friendship which survives so many +differences of opinion. And her hope received an encouragement when, in +August, Mr. Baxter, Isabel's father, accepted an invitation to stay at +Marlow. He arrived on the 1st of September, full of doubts as to what sort +of place he was coming to,--apprehensions which, after a very short +intercourse with Shelley, were changed into surprise and delight. + +But his visit was cut short by the birth, on the very next day, of Mary's +little girl, Clara. He found it expedient to depart for a time, but +returned later in the month for a longer stay. + +This second visit more than confirmed his first impression, and he wrote +to his daughter in warm, nay, enthusiastic praise of Shelley, against whom +Isabel was, not unnaturally, much prejudiced, so much so, it seems, as to +blind her even to the merits of his writings. + +After a warm panegyric of Shelley as + + A being of rare genius and talent, of truly republican frugality and + plainness of manners, and of a soundness of principle and delicacy of + moral tact that might put to shame (if shame they had) many of his + detractors,--and withal so amiable that you have only to be half an + hour in his company to convince you that there is not an atom of + malevolence in his whole composition. + +Mr. Baxter proceeds-- + + Is there any wonder that I should become attached to such a man, + holding out the hand of kindness and friendship towards me? Certainly + not. Your praise of his book[25] put me in mind of what Pope says of + Addison-- + + Damn with faint praise; assent with civil leer, + And, without sneering, others teach to sneer. + + [You say] "some parts appear to be well written, but the arguments + appear to me to be neither new nor very well managed." After Hume such + a publication is quite puerile! As to the arguments not being new, it + would be a wonder indeed if any new arguments could be adduced in a + controversy which has been carried on almost since ever letters were + known. As to their not being well managed, I should be happy if you + would condescend on the particular instances of their being ill + managed; it was the first of Shelley's works I had read. I read it + with the notion that it _could_ only contain silly, crude, undigested + and puerile remarks on a worn-out subject; and yet I was unable to + discover any of that want of management which you complain of; but, + God help me, I thought I saw in it everything that was opposite. As + to its being puerile to write on such a subject after David Hume, I by + no means think that he has exhausted the subject. I think rather that + he has only proposed it--thrown it out, as it were, for a matter of + discussion to others who might come after him, and write in a less + bigoted, more liberal, and more enlightened age than the one he lived + in. Think only how many great men's labours we should decree to be + puerile if we were to hold everything puerile that has been written on + this subject since the days of Hume! Indeed, my dear, the remark + altogether savours more of the envy and illiberality of one jealous of + his talents than the frankness and candour characteristic of my + Isobel. Think, my dear, think for a moment what you would have said of + this work had it come from Robert,[26] who is as old as Shelley was + when he wrote it, or had it come from me, or even from----O! I must + not say David:[27] he, to be sure, is far above any such puerility. + +Her father's letter made Isabel waver, but in vain. It had no effect on +Mr. Booth, who had been at the trouble of collecting and believing all the +scandals about Alba, or "Miss Auburn," as she seems to have been called. +He was not one to be biassed by personal feelings or beguiled by fair +appearances, in the face of stubborn, unaccountable facts. He preferred to +take the facts and draw his own inference--an inference which apparently +seemed to him no improbable one. + +For a long time nothing decisive was said or done, but while the fate of +her early friendship hung in the balances, Mary's anxiety for some +settlement about Alba became almost intolerable to her, weighing on her +spirits, and helping, with other depressing causes, to retard her +restoration to health. + +On the 19th of September she summed up in her journal the heads of the +seventeen days after Clara's birth during which she had written nothing. + + I am confined Tuesday, 2d. Read _Rhoda_, Pastor's _Fireside_, + _Missionary_, _Wild Irish Girl_, _The Anaconda_, _Glenarvon_, first + volume of Percy's _Northern Antiquities_. Bargain with Lackington + concerning _Frankenstein_. + + Letter from Albé (Byron). An unamiable letter from Godwin about Mrs. + Godwin's visits. Mr. Baxter returns to town. Thursday, 4th, Shelley + writes his poem; his health declines. Friday, 19th, Hunts arrive. + +As the autumn advanced it became evident that the sunless house at Marlow +was exceedingly cold, and far too dreary a winter residence to be +desirable for one of Shelley's feeble constitution, or even for Mary and +her infant children. Shelley's health grew worse and worse. His poem was +finished and dedicated to Mary in the beautiful lines beginning-- + + So now my summer-task is ended, Mary, + And I return to thee, mine own heart's home; + As to his Queen some victor Knight of Faëry, + Earning bright spoils for her enchanted dome; + Nor thou disdain, that ere my fame become + A star among the stars of mortal night, + If it indeed may cleave its natal gloom, + Its doubtful promise thus I would unite + With thy beloved name, thou Child of love and light. + +But the reaction from the "agony and bloody sweat of intellectual +travail," the troubles and griefs of the past year, and the ceaseless +worry about money, all told injuriously on his physical state. He had to +be constantly away from his home, up in town, on business; and his +thoughts turned longingly again towards Italy. Byron had signified his +consent to receive and provide for his daughter, subject to certain +stringent conditions, chief among which was the child's complete +separation from its mother, from the time it passed into his keeping. In +writing to him on 24th September, Shelley adverts to his own wish to +winter at Pisa, and the possibility in this case of his being himself +Alba's escort to Italy. + + "Now, dearest, let me talk to you," he writes to Mary. "I think we + ought to go to Italy. I think my health might receive a renovation + there, for want of which perhaps I should never entirely overcome that + state of diseased action which is so painful to my beloved. I think + Alba ought to be with her father. This is a thing of incredible + importance to the happiness, perhaps, of many human beings. It might + be managed without our going there. Yes; but not without an expense + which would, in fact, suffice to settle us comfortably in a spot where + I might be regaining that health which you consider so valuable. It is + valuable to you, my own dearest. I see too plainly that you will never + be quite happy till I am well. Of myself I do not speak, for I feel + only for you." + +He goes on to discuss the practicability of the plan from the financial +point of view, calculating what sum they may hope to get by the sale of +their lease and furniture, and how much he may be able to borrow, either +from his kind friend Horace Smith, or from money-lenders on _post obits_, +a ruinous process to which he was, all his life, forced to resort. + +Poor Mary in the chilly house at Marlow, with her three-weeks-old baby, +her strength far from re-established, and her house full of guests, who +made themselves quite at home, was not likely to take the most sanguine +view of affairs. + + _25th September 1817._ + + You tell me, dearest, to write you long letters, but I do not know + whether I can to-day, as I am rather tired. My spirits, however, are + much better than they were, and perhaps your absence is the cause. Ah! + my love! you cannot guess how wretched it was to see your languor and + increasing illness. I now say to myself, perhaps he is better; but + then I watched you every moment, and every moment was full of pain + both to you and to me. Write, my love, a long account of what Lawrence + says; I shall be very anxious until I hear. + + I do not see a great deal of our guests; they rise late, and walk all + the morning. This is something like a contrary fit of Hunt's, for I + meant to walk to-day, and said so; but they left me, and I hardly wish + to take my first walk by myself; however, I must to-morrow, if he + still shows the same want of _tact_. Peacock dines here every day, + _uninvited_, to drink his bottle. I have not seen him; he morally + disgusts me; and Marianne says that he is very ill-tempered. + + I was much pained last night to hear from Mr. Baxter that Mr. Booth is + ill-tempered and jealous towards Isabel; and Mr. Baxter thinks she + half regrets her marriage; so she is to be another victim of that + ceremony. Mr. Baxter is not at all pleased with his son-in-law; but + we can talk of that when we meet. + + ... A letter came from Godwin to-day, very short. You will see him; + tell me how he is. You are loaded with business, the event of most of + which I am anxious to learn, and none so much as whether you can do + anything for my Father. + + + MARLOW, _26th September 1817_. + + You tell me to decide between Italy and the sea. I think, dearest, + if--what you do not seem to doubt, but which I do, a little--our + finances are in sufficiently good a state to bear the expense of the + journey, our inclination ought to decide. I feel some reluctance at + quitting our present settled state, but as we _must_ leave Marlow, I + do not know that stopping short on this side the Channel would be + pleasanter to me than crossing it. At any rate, my love, do not let us + encumber ourselves with a lease again.... By the bye, talking of + authorship, do get a sketch of Godwin's plan from him. I do not think + that I ought to get out of the habit of writing, and I think that the + thing he talked of would just suit me. I am glad to hear that Godwin + is well.... As to Mrs. Godwin, something very analogous to disgust + arises whenever I mention her. That last accusation of Godwin's[28] + adds bitterness to every feeling I ever felt against her.... Mr. + Baxter thinks that Mr. Booth keeps Isabel from writing to me. He has + written to her to-day warmly in praise of us both, and telling her by + all means not to let the acquaintance cool, and that in such a case + her loss would be much greater than mine. He has taken a prodigious + fancy to us, and is continually talking of and praising "Queen Mab," + which he vows is the best poem of modern days. + + + MARLOW, _28th September 1817_. + + DEAREST LOVE--Clare arrived yesterday night, and whether it might be + that she was in a croaking humour (in ill spirits she certainly was), + or whether she represented things as they really were, I know not, + but certainly affairs did not seem to wear a very good face. She talks + of Harriet's debts to a large amount, and something about Longdill's + having undertaken for them, so that they must be paid. She mentioned + also that you were entering into a _post obit_ transaction. Now this + requires our serious consideration on one account. These things (_post + obits_), as you well know, are affairs of wonderful length; and if you + must complete one before you settle on going to Italy, Alba's + departure ought certainly not to be delayed.... You have not mentioned + yet to Godwin your thoughts of Italy; but if you determine soon, I + would have you do it, as these things are always better to be talked + of some days before they take place. I took my first walk to-day. What + a dreadfully cold place this house is! I was shivering over a fire, + and the garden looked cold and dismal; but as soon as I got into the + road, I found, to my infinite surprise, that the sun was shining, and + the air warm and delightful.... I will now tell you something that + will make you laugh, if you are not too teased and ill to laugh at + anything. Ah! dearest, is it so? You know now how melancholy it makes + me sometimes to think how ill and comfortless you may be, and I so far + away from you. But to my story. In Elise's last letter to her _chere + amie_, Clare put in that Madame Clairmont was very ill, so that her + life was in danger, and added, in Elise's person, that she (Elise) was + somewhat shocked to perceive that Mademoiselle Clairmont's gaiety was + not abated by the _douloureuse_ situation of her amiable sister. Jenny + replies-- + + "Mon amie, avec quel chagrin j'apprends la maladie de cette jolie et + aimable Madame Clairmont; pauvre chère dame, comme je la plains. Sans + doute elle aime tendrement son mari, et en être séparée pour + toujours--en avoir la certitude elle sentir--quelle cruelle chose; + qu'il doit être un méchant homme pour quitter sa femme. Je ne sais ce + qu'il y a, mais cette jeune et jolie femme me tient singulièrement au + coeur; je l'avoue que je n'aime point mademoiselle sa soeur. + Comment! avoir à craindre pour les jours d'une si charmante soeur, + et n'en pas perdre un grain de gaîté; elle me met en colere." + + Here is a noble resentment thrown away! Really I think this + _mystification_ of Clare's a little wicked, although laughable. I am + just now surrounded by babes. Alba is scratching and crowing, William + is amusing himself with wrapping a shawl round him, and Miss Clara + staring at the fire.... Adieu, dearest love. I want to say again, that + you may fully answer me, how very, _very_ anxious I am to know the + whole extent of your present difficulties and pursuits; and remember + also that if this _post obit_ is to be a long business, Alba must go + before it is finished. Willy is just going to bed. When I ask him + where you are, he makes me a long speech that I do not understand. But + I know my own one, that you are away, and I wish that you were with + me. Come soon, my own only love.--Your affectionate girl, + + M. W. S. + + _P.S._--What of _Frankenstein_? and your own poem--have you fixed on a + name? Give my love to Godwin when Mrs. Godwin is not by, or you must + give it her, and I do not love her. + + + _5th October 1817._ + + ... How happy I shall be, my own dear love, to see you again. Your + last was so very, very short a visit; and after you were gone I + thought of so many things I had to say to you, and had no time to say. + Come Tuesday, dearest, and let us enjoy some of each other's company; + come and see your sweet babes and the little Commodore;[29] she is + lively and an uncommonly interesting child. I never see her without + thinking of the expressions in my mother's letters concerning Fanny. + If a mother's eyes were not partial, she seemed like this Alba. She + mentions her intelligent eyes and great vivacity; but this is a + melancholy subject. + +But Shelley's enforced absences became more and more frequent; brief +visits to his home were all that he could snatch. As the desire to escape +grew stronger, the fair prospect only seemed to recede. New complications +appeared in the shape of Harriet's creditors, who pressed hard on Shelley +for a settlement of their hitherto unknown and unsuspected claims. So +perilous with regard to them was his position that Mary herself was fain +to caution him to stay away and out of sight for fear of arrest. It was +almost more than she could do to keep up the mask of cheerfulness, yet her +letters of counsel and encouragement were her husband's mainstay. + + "Dearest and best of living beings," he wrote in October, "how much do + your letters console me when I am away from you. Your letter to-day + gave me the greatest delight; so soothing, so powerful and quiet are + your expressions, that it is almost like folding you to my heart.... + My own Mary, would it not be better for you to come to London at once? + I think we could quite as easily do something with the house if you + were in London--that is to say, all of you--as in the country." + +The next two letters were written in much depression. She could not get up +her strength; she dared not indulge in the hope of going abroad, for she +realised, as Shelley could not do, how little money they would have and +how much they already owed. Their income, and more, went in supporting and +paying for other people, and left them nothing to live on! Clare was +unsettled, unhappy, and petulant. Godwin, ignorant like the rest of the +world of her story and her present situation, unaware of Shelley's +proposed move, and certain to oppose it with the energy of despair when he +heard of it, was an impending visitor. + + _16th October 1817._ + + So you do not come to-night love, nor any night; you are always away, + and this absence is long and becomes each day more dreary. Poor + Curran! so he is dead, and a sod on his breast, as four years ago I + heard him prophesy would be the case within that year. + + Nothing is done, you say in your letter, and indeed I do not expect + anything will be done these many months. This, if you continued well, + would not give me so much pain, except on Alba's account. If she were + with her father, I could wait patiently, but the thought of what may + come "between the cup and the lip"--between now and her arrival at + Venice--is a heavy burthen on my soul. He may change his mind, or go + to Greece, or to the devil; and then what happens? + + My dearest Shelley, be not, I entreat you, too self-negligent; yet + what can you do? If you were here, you might retort that question upon + me; but when I write to you I indulge false hopes of some miraculous + answer springing up in the interval. Does not Longdill[30] treat you + ill? he makes out long bills and does nothing. You say nothing of the + late arrest, and what may be the consequences, and may they not detain + you? and may you not be detained many months? for Godwin must not be + left unprovided. All these things make me run over the months, and + know not where to put my finger and say--during this year your Italian + journey shall commence. Yet when I say that it is on Alba's account + that I am anxious, this is only when you are away, and with too much + faith I believe you to be well. When I see you, drooping and languid, + in pain, and unable to enjoy life, then on your account I ardently + wish for bright skies and Italian sun. + + You will have received, I hope, the manuscript that I sent yesterday + in a parcel to Hookham. I am glad to hear that the printing goes on + well; bring down all that you can with you. + + If we were free and had no anxiety, what delight would Godwin's visit + give me; as it is, I fear that it will make me dreadfully miserable. + Cannot you come with him? By the way you write I hardly expect you + this week, but is it really so? + + I think Alba's remaining here exceedingly dangerous, yet I do not see + what is to be done. Your babes are well. Clara already replies to her + nurse's caresses by smiles, and Willy kisses her with great + tenderness.--Your affectionate + + MARY. + + _P.S._--I wish you would purchase a gown for Milly,[31] with a little + note with it from Marianne,[32] that it may appear to come from her. + You can get one, I should think, for 12s. or 14s.; but it must be + _stout_; such a kind of one as we gave to the servant at Bath. + + Willy has just said good-night to me; he kisses the paper and says + good-night to you. Clara is asleep. + + + MARLOW, _Saturday, 18th October 1817_. + + Mr. Wright has called here to-day, my dearest Shelley, and wished to + see you. I can hardly have any doubt that his business is of the same + nature as that which made him call last week. You will judge, but it + appears to me that an arrest on Monday will follow your arrival on + Sunday. + + My love, you ought not to come down. A long, long week has passed, and + when at length I am allowed to expect you, I am obliged to tell you + not to come. This is very cruel. You may easily judge that I am not + happy; my spirits sink during this continued absence. Godwin, too, + will come down; he will talk as if we meant to stay here; and I + must--must I?--tell fifty prevarications or direct _lies_. When I + thought that you would be here also, I knew that your presence would + lead to general conversation; but Clare will absent herself. We shall + be alone, and he will talk of your private affairs. I am sure that I + shall never be able to support it. + + And when is this to end? Italy appears to me farther off than ever, + and the idea of it never enters my mind but Godwin enters also, and + makes it lie heavy at my heart. Had you not better speak? you might + relieve me from a heavy burden. Surely he cannot be blind to the many + heavy reasons that urge us. Your health, the indispensable one, if + every other were away. I assure you that if my Father said, "Yes, you + must go; do what you can for me; I know that you will do all you can;" + I should, far from writing so melancholy a letter, prepare everything + with a light heart; arrange our affairs here; and come up to town, to + await patiently the effect of your efforts. I know not whether it is + early habit or affection, but the idea of his silent quiet + disapprobation makes me weep as it did in the days of my childhood. + + I shall not see you to-morrow. God knows when I shall see you! Clare + is for ever wearying with her idle and childish complaints. Can you + not send me some consolation?--Ever your affectionate + + MARY. + +The fears of an arrest were not realised. Early in November Shelley came +for three days to Marlow, after which Mary went up to stay with him in +London. + +During this fortnight's visit the question of renewed intercourse with +Isabel Booth was practically decided, and decided against Mary. She had +written on the 4th of November to Mr. Baxter inviting Christy to come on a +visit. Subsequently a plan was started for Isabel Booth's accompanying +the Shelleys in their Italian trip,--they little dreaming that when they +left England it would be for the last time. + +Apparently Mr. Baxter made some effort to bring Mr. Booth round to his way +of thinking. The two passed an evening with the Shelleys at their +lodgings. But it availed nothing, and in the end poor Mr. Baxter was +driven himself to write to Shelley, breaking off the acquaintance. The +letter was written much against the grain, and contrary to the convictions +of the writer, who seems to have been much put to it to account for his +action, the true grounds for which he could not bring himself to give. +Shelley, however, was not slow to divine the real instigator in the +affair, and wrote back a letter which, by its temperance, simplicity, and +dignity, must have pricked Baxter to the heart. Mary added a playful +postscript, showing that she still clung to hope-- + + MY DEAR SIR--You see I prophesied well three months ago, when you were + here. I then said that I was sure Mr. Booth was averse to our + intercourse, and would find some means to break it off. I wish I had + you by the fire here in my little study, and it might be "double, + double, toil and trouble," but I could quickly convince you that your + girls are not below me in station, and that, in fact, I am the fittest + companion for them in the world, but I postpone the argument until I + see you, for I know (pardon me) that _viva voce_ is all in all with + you. + +Two or three times more Mary wrote to Isabel, but the correspondence +dropped and the friends met no more for many years. + +The preparations for their migration extended over two or three months +more. During January Shelley suffered much from the renewal of an attack +of ophthalmia, originally caught while visiting the poor people at Marlow. +The house there was finally sold, and on the 10th of February they quitted +it and went up to London. Their final departure from England did not take +place until March. They made the most of their time of waiting, seeing as +much of their friends and of objects of interest as circumstances allowed. + + _Journal, Thursday, February 12_ (Mary).--Go to the Indian Library and + the Panorama of Rome. On Friday, 13th, spend the morning at the + British Museum looking at the Elgin marbles. On Saturday, 14th, go to + Hunt's. Clare and Shelley go to the opera. On Sunday, 15th, Mr. + Bransen, Peacock, and Hogg dine with us. + + _Wednesday, February 18._--Spend the day at Hunt's. On Thursday, 19th, + dine at Horace Smith's, and copy Shelley's Eclogue. On Friday, 20th, + copy Shelley's critique on _Rhododaphne_. Go to the Apollonicon with + Shelley. On Saturday, 21st, copy Shelley's critique, and go to the + opera in the evening. Spend Sunday at Hunt's. On Monday, 23d February, + finish copying Shelley's critique, and go to the play in the + evening--_The Bride of Abydos_. On Tuesday go to the opera--_Figaro_. + On Wednesday Hunt dines with us. Shelley is not well. + + _Sunday, March 1._--Read Montaigne. Spend the evening at Hunt's. On + Monday, 2d, Shelley calls on Mr. Baxter. Isabel Booth is arrived, but + neither comes nor sends. Go to the play in the evening with Hunt and + Marianne, and see a new comedy damned. On Thursday, 5th, Papa calls, + and Clare visits Mrs. Godwin. On Sunday, 8th, we dine at Hunt's, and + meet Mr. Novello. Music. + + _Monday, March 9._--Christening the children. + +This was doubtless a measure of precaution, lest the omission of any such +ceremony might in some future time operate as a civil disadvantage towards +the children. They received the names of William, Clara Everina, and Clara +Allegra. + + _Tuesday, March 10._--Packing. Hunt and Marianne spend the day with + us. Mary Lamb calls. Papa in the evening. Our adieus. + + _Wednesday, March 11._--Travel to Dover. + + _Thursday, March 12._--France. Discussion of whether we should cross. + Our passage is rough; a sick lady is frightened and says the Lord's + Prayer. We arrive at Calais for the third time. + +Mary little thought how long it would be before she saw the English shores +again, nor that, when she returned, it would be alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +MARCH 1818-JUNE 1819 + + +The external events of the four Italian years have been repeatedly told +and profusely commented on by Shelley's various biographers. Summed up, +they are the history of a long strife between the intellectual and +creative stimulus of lovely scenes and immortal works of art on the one +hand, and the wearing friction of vexatious outward events and crushing +afflictions on the other. For Shelley they were a period of rapid, of +exotic, mental growth and development, interspersed with intervals of +exhaustion and depression, of restlessness, or unnatural calm. For Mary +they were years of courageous effort, of heroic resistance to overpowering +odds. She endured, and she overcame; but some victories are obtained at +such cost as to be at the time scarcely distinguishable from defeats, and +the story of hers survives in no one act or work of her own, but in the +_Cenci_, _Prometheus Unbound_, _Epipsychidion_, and _Adonais_. + +The travellers proceeded, _viâ_ Lyons and Chambéry, to Milan, whence +Shelley and Mary made an expedition to Como in search of a house. After +looking at several,--one "beautifully situated, but too small," another +"out of repair, with an excellent garden, but full of serpents," a third +which seemed promising, but which they failed to get,--they appear to have +given up the scheme altogether, and to have returned to Milan. For the +next week they were in frequent correspondence with Byron on the subject +of Allegra. This had to be carried on entirely by Shelley, as Byron +refused all communication with Clare, and undertook to provide for his +child on the sole condition that, from the day it left her, its mother +entirely relinquished it, and never saw it again. + +This appeared to Shelley cruelly and needlessly harsh. His own paternal +heart was still bleeding from fresh wounds, and although, as he again +pointed out, his interest in the matter was entirely on the opposite side +to Clare's, he pleaded her cause with earnestness. He did not touch on the +question of Byron's attitude towards Clare herself, he contended only for +the mother and child, in letters as remarkable for their simple good sense +as for their perfect delicacy and courtesy of expression, and every line +of which is inspired with the unselfish ardour of a heart full of love. + +Poor Clare herself was dreadfully unhappy. Any illusion she may ever have +had about Byron had long been over, but she had possibly not realised +before coming to Italy the perfect horror he had of seeing her; an event, +as he told his friends the Hoppners, which would make it necessary for him +instantly to quit Venice. The reports about his present mode of life, +which, even at Milan did not fail to reach them, were, to say the least, +not encouraging; and from a later letter of Shelley's it would seem that +he warned Clare now, at the last minute, to pause and reflect before she +sent Allegra away to such a father. She, however, was determined that till +seven years old, at least, the child should be with one or other of its +parents, and Byron would only consent to be that one on condition that it +grew up in ignorance of its mother. It appears to have been assumed by all +parties that, in refusing to hand Allegra altogether over to her father, +they would be sacrificing for her the prospect of a brilliant position and +fortune. Even supposing that this had been so, it is impossible to think +that such a consideration would have weighed, at any rate with the +Shelleys, but for the impossibility of keeping Clare's secret if Allegra +remained with them, and the constant danger of worse scandal to which her +unexplained presence must expose them. Clare, distracted with grief as she +was, yet dreaded discovery acutely, and firmly believed she was acting for +Allegra's best interests in parting from her. + +It ended in the little girl's being sent to Venice on the 28th of April in +the care of Elise, the Swiss nurse, with whom Mary Shelley, for Allegra's +sake, consented to part, though she valued her very much, but who, not +long afterwards, returned to her. + +As soon as they had gone, the Shelleys and Clare left Milan; and +travelling leisurely through Parma, Modena, Bologna, and Pisa (where a +letter from Elise reached them), they arrived on the 9th of May at +Leghorn. Here they made the acquaintance of Mr. and Mrs. Gisborne. The +lady, formerly Mrs. Reveley, had been an intimate friend of Mary +Wollstonecraft's (when Mary Godwin), and had been so warmly admired by +Godwin before his first marriage as to arouse some jealousy in Mr. +Reveley. Indeed, his admiration had been returned by so warm a feeling of +friendship on her part that Godwin was frankly surprised when on his +pressing her, shortly after her widowhood, to become his second wife, she +refused him point blank, nor, by all his eloquence, was to be persuaded to +change her mind. A beautiful girl, and highly accomplished, she had +married very young, and had one son of her first marriage, Henry Reveley, +a young civil engineer, who was now living in Italy with her and her +second husband. + +This Mr. Gisborne struck Mary as being the reverse of intelligent, and is +described in Shelley's letters in most uncomplimentary terms. His +appearance cannot certainly have been in his favour, but that there must +have been more in him than met the eye seems also beyond a doubt, as, at a +later time, Shelley addressed to him some of his most interesting and most +intimate letters. + +To Mrs. Gisborne they bore a letter of introduction from Godwin, and it +was not long before her acquaintance with Mrs. Shelley ripened into +friendship. "Reserved, yet with easy manners;" so Mary described her at +their first meeting. On the next day the two had a long conversation about +Mary's father and mother. Of her mother, indeed, Mary learned more from +Mrs. Gisborne than from any one else. She wrote her father an immediate +account of these first interviews, and his answer is unusually +demonstrative in expression. + + I received last Friday a delightful letter from you. I was extremely + gratified by your account of Mrs. Gisborne. I have not seen her, I + believe, these twenty years; I think not since she was Mrs. Gisborne; + and yet by your description she is still a delightful woman. How + inexpressibly pleasing it is to call back the recollection of years + long past, and especially when the recollection belongs to a person in + whom one deeply interested oneself, as I did in Mrs. Reveley. I can + hardly hope for so great a pleasure as it would be to me to see her + again. + +At the Bagni di Lucca, where they settled themselves for a time, Mary +heard from her father of the review of _Frankenstein_ in the _Quarterly_. +Peacock had reported it to be unfavourable, so it was probably a relief +to find that the reviewers "did not pretend to find anything blasphemous +in the story." + + They say that the _gentleman_ who has written the book is a _man of + talents_, but that he employs his powers in a way disagreeable to + them. + +All this, however, tended to keep Mary's old ardour alive. She never was +more strongly impelled to write than at this time; she felt her powers +fresh and strong within her; all she wanted was some motive, some +suggestion to guide her in the choice of a subject. While at Leghorn +Shelley had come upon a manuscript account, which Mary transcribed, of +that terrible story of the _Cenci_ afterwards dramatised by himself. His +first idea was that Mary should take it for the subject of a play. He was +convinced that she had dramatic talent as a writer, and that he had none; +two erroneous conclusions, as the sequel showed. But such an assurance +from such a source could not but be flattering to Mary's ambition, and +stimulating to her innate love of literary work. During all the early part +of their time in Italy their thoughts were busy with some subject for +Mary's tragedy. One proposed and strongly urged by Shelley was _Charles +the First_. It was partially carried out by himself before his death, and +perhaps occurred to him now in connection with a suggestion of Godwin's +for a book very different in scope and character, and far better suited to +Mary's genius than the drama. It would have been a series of _Lives of the +Commonwealth's Men_; "our calumniated Republicans," as Shelley calls them. + +She was immensely attracted by the idea, but was forced to abandon it at +the time, for lack of the necessary books of reference. But Shelley, who +believed her powers to be of the highest order, was as eager as she +herself could be for her to undertake original work of some kind, and was +constantly inciting her to effort in this direction. + +More than two months were spent at the Bagni di Lucca--reading, writing, +riding, and enjoying to the full the balmy Italian skies. Shelley, in whom +the creative mood was more or less dormant, and who "despaired of +providing anything original," translated the _Symposium_ of Plato, partly +as an exercise, partly to "give Mary some idea of the manners and feelings +of the Athenians, so different on many subjects from that of any other +community that ever existed." Together they studied Italian, and Shelley +reported Mary's progress to her father. + + Mary has just finished Ariosto with me, and indeed has attained a very + competent knowledge of Italian. She is now reading Livy. + +She also transcribed his translation of the _Symposium_, and his Eclogue +_Rosalind and Helen_, which, begun at Marlow, had been thrown aside till +she found it and persuaded him to complete it. + +Meanwhile Clare hungered and thirsted for a sight of Allegra, of whom she +heard occasionally from Elise, and who was not now under Byron's roof, but +living, by his permission, with Mrs. Hoppner, wife of the British Consul +at Venice, who had volunteered to take temporary charge of her. Her +distress moved Shelley to so much commiseration that he resolved or +consented to do what must have been supremely disagreeable to him. He went +himself to Venice, hoping by a personal interview to modify in some degree +Byron's inexorable resolution. Clare accompanied him, unknown, of course, +to Byron. They started on the 17th of August. On that day Mary wrote the +following letter to Miss Gisborne-- + + MRS. SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + BAGNI DI LUCCA, _17th August 1818_. + + MY DEAR MADAM--It gave me great pleasure to receive your letter after + so long a silence, when I had begun to conjecture a thousand reasons + for it, and among others illness, in which I was half right. Indeed, I + am much concerned to hear of Mr. R.'s attacks, and sincerely hope that + nothing will retard his speedy recovery. His illness gives me a slight + hope that you might now be induced to come to the baths, if it were + even to try the effect of the hot baths. You would find the weather + cool; for we already feel in this part of the world that the year is + declining, by the cold mornings and evenings. I have another selfish + reason to wish that you would come, which I have a great mind not to + mention, yet I will not omit it, as it might induce you. Shelley and + Clare are gone; they went to-day to Venice on important business; and + I am left to take care of the house. Now, if all of you, or any of + you, would come and cheer my solitude, it would be exceedingly kind. I + daresay you would find many of your friends here; among the rest there + is the Signora Felichi, whom I believe you knew at Pisa. Shelley and I + have ridden almost every evening. Clare did the same at first, but she + has been unlucky, and once fell from her horse, and hurt her knee so + as to knock her up for some time. It is the fashion here for all the + English to ride, and it is very pleasant on these fine evenings, when + we set out at sunset and are lighted home by Venus, Jupiter, and + Diana, who kindly lend us their light after the sleepy Apollo is gone + to bed. The road which we frequent is raised somewhat above, and + overlooks the river, affording some very fine points of view amongst + these woody mountains. + + Still, we know no one; we speak to one or two people at the Casino, + and that is all; we live in our studious way, going on with Tasso, + whom I like, but who, now I have read more than half his poem, I do + not know that I like half so well as Ariosto. Shelley translated the + _Symposium_ in ten days. It is a most beautiful piece of writing. I + think you will be delighted with it. It is true that in many + particulars it shocks our present manners; but no one can be a reader + of the works of antiquity unless they can transport themselves from + these to other times, and judge, not by our, but their morality. + + Shelley is tolerably well in health; the hot weather has done him + good. We have been in high debate--nor have we come to any + conclusion--concerning the land or sea journey to Naples. We have been + thinking that when we want to go, although the equinox will be past, + yet the equinoctial winds will hardly have spent themselves; and I + cannot express to you how I fear a storm at sea with two such young + children as William and Clara. Do you know the periods when the + Mediterranean is troubled, and when the wintry halcyon days come? + However, it may be we shall see you before we proceed southward. + + We have been reading Eustace's _Tour through Italy_; I do not wonder + the Italians reprinted it. Among other select specimens of his way of + thinking, he says that the Romans did not derive their arts and + learning from the Greeks; that Italian ladies are chaste, and the + lazzaroni honest and industrious; and that, as to assassination and + highway robbery in Italy, it is all a calumny--no such things were + ever heard of. Italy was the garden of Eden, and all the Italians + Adams and Eves, until the blasts of hell (_i.e._ the French--for by + that polite name he designates them) came. By the bye, an Italian + servant stabbed an English one here--it was thought dangerously at + first, but the man is doing better. + + I have scribbled a long letter, and I daresay you have long wished to + be at the end of it. Well, now you are; so my dear Mrs. Gisborne, with + best remembrances, yours, obliged and affectionately, + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + +From Florence, where he arrived on the 20th, Shelley wrote to Mary, +telling her that Clare had changed her intention of going in person to +Venice, and had decided on the more politic course of remaining herself at +Fusina or Padua, while Shelley went on to see Byron. + + "Well, my dearest Mary," he went on, "are you very lonely? Tell me + truth, my sweetest, do you ever cry? I shall hear from you once at + Venice and once on my return here. If you love me, you will keep up + your spirits; and at all events tell me truth about it, for I assure + you I am not of a disposition to be flattered by your sorrow, though I + should be by your cheerfulness, and above all by seeing such fruits of + my absence as was produced when I was at Geneva." + +It was during Shelley's absence with Byron on their voyage round the lake +of Geneva that Mary had begun to write _Frankenstein_. But on the day when +she received this letter she was very uneasy about her little girl, who +was seriously unwell from the heat. On writing to Shelley she told him of +this; and, from his answer, one may infer that she had suggested the +advisability of taking the child to Venice for medical advice. + + PADUA, MEZZOGIORNO. + + MY BEST MARY--I found at Mount Selica a favourable opportunity for + going to Venice, when I shall try to make some arrangement for you and + little Ca to come for some days, and shall meet you, if I do not write + anything in the meantime, at Padua on Thursday morning. Clare says she + is obliged to come to see the Medico, whom we missed this morning, and + who has appointed as the only hour at which he can be at leisure, 8 + o'clock in the morning. You must, therefore, arrange matters so that + you should come to the Stella d'Oro a little before that hour, a thing + only to be accomplished by setting out at half-past 3 in the morning. + You will by this means arrive at Venice very early in the day, and + avoid the heat, which might be bad for the babe, and take the time + when she would at least sleep great part of the time. Clare will + return with the return carriage, and I shall meet you, or send to you, + at Padua. Meanwhile, remember _Charles the First_, and do you be + prepared to bring at least some of _Mirra_ translated; bring the book + also with you, and the sheets of _Prometheus Unbound_, which you will + find numbered from 1 to 26 on the table of the Pavilion. My poor + little Clara; how is she to-day? Indeed, I am somewhat uneasy about + her; and though I feel secure there is no danger, it would be very + comfortable to have some reasonable person's opinion about her. The + Medico at Padua is certainly a man in great practice; but I confess he + does not satisfy me. Am I not like a wild swan, to be gone so + suddenly? But, in fact, to set off alone to Venice required an + exertion. I felt myself capable of making it, and I knew that you + desired it.... Adieu, my dearest love. Remember, remember _Charles the + First_ and _Mirra_. I have been already imagining how you will conduct + some scenes. The second volume of _St. Leon_ begins with this proud + and true sentiment-- + + "There is nothing which the human mind can conceive which it may not + execute." Shakespeare was only a human being. Adieu till + Thursday.--Your ever affectionate, + + P. B. S. + +His next letter, however, announced yet another revolution in Clare's +plans. Her heart failed her at the idea of remaining to endure her +suspense all alone in a strange place; and so, braving the possible +consequences of Byron's discovering her move before he was informed of it, +she went on with Shelley to Venice, and, the morning after their arrival, +proceeded to Mr. Hoppner's house. Here she was kindly welcomed by him and +his wife, a pretty Swiss woman, with a sympathetic motherly heart, who +knew all about her and Allegra. They insisted, too, on Shelley's staying +with them, and he was nothing loth to accept the offer, for Byron's circle +would not have suited him at all. + +He was pleased with his hostess, something in whose appearance reminded +him of Mary. "She has hazel eyes and sweet looks, rather Maryish," he +wrote. And in another letter he described her as + + So good, so beautiful, so angelically mild that, were she wise too, + she would be quite a Mary. But she is not very accomplished. Her eyes + are like a reflection of yours; her manners are like yours when you + know and like a person. + +He could enjoy no pleasure without longing for Mary to share it, and from +the moment he reached Venice he was planning impatiently for her to follow +him, to experience with him the strange emotions aroused by the first +sight of the wonderful city, and to make acquaintance with his new +friends. + +He lost no time in calling on Byron, who gave him a very friendly +reception. Shelley's intention on leaving Lucca was to go with his family +to Florence, and the plan he urged on Byron was that Allegra should come +to spend some time there with her mother. To this Byron objected, as +likely to raise comment, and as a reopening of the whole question. He was, +however, in an affable mood, and not indisposed to meet Shelley halfway. +He had heard of Clare's being at Padua, but nothing of her subsequent +change of plan; and, assuming that the whole party were staying there, he +offered to send Allegra as far as that, on a week's visit. Finding that +things were not as he supposed, and that Mrs. Shelley was likely to come +presently to Venice, he proposed to lend them for some time a villa which +he rented at Este, and to let Allegra stay with them. The offer was +promptly and gratefully accepted by Shelley. The fact of Clare's presence +in Venice had, perforce, to be kept dark; for that there was no help; the +great thing was to get her and Allegra away as soon as possible. He sent +directions to Mary to pack up at once and travel with the least possible +delay to Este. There he would meet her with Clare, Allegra, and Elise, who +were to be established, with Mary's little ones, at Byron's villa, Casa +Cappucini, while she and he proceeded to Venice. + +When the letter came, Mary had the Gisbornes staying with her on a visit. +For that reason, and on account of little Clara's indisposition, the +summons to depart so suddenly can hardly have been welcome; she obeyed it, +however, and left the Bagni di Lucca on the 31st of August. Owing to +delays about the passport, her journey took rather longer than they had +expected. The intense heat of the weather, added to the fatigue of +travelling and probably change of diet, seriously affected the poor baby, +who, by the time they got to Este on 5th September, was dangerously ill. +Shelley, who had been waiting for them impatiently, was also far from +well, and their visit to Venice had to be deferred for more than a +fortnight, during which Mary had time to hear enough of Venetian society +to horrify and disgust her. + + _Journal, Saturday, September 5._--Arrive at Este. Poor Clara is + dangerously ill. Shelley is very unwell, from taking poison in Italian + cakes. He writes his drama of _Prometheus_. Read seven cantos of + Dante. Begin to translate _A Cajo Graccho_ of Monti, and _Measure for + Measure_. + + _Wednesday, September 16._--Read the _Filippo_ of Alfieri. Shelley and + Clare go to Padua. He is very ill from the effects of his poison. + +To Mrs. Gisborne she wrote as follows-- + + _September 1818._ + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--I hasten to write to you to say that we have + arrived safe, and yet I can hardly call it safe, since the fatigue has + given my poor _Ca_ an attack of dysentery; and although she is now + somewhat recovered from that disorder, she is still in a frightful + state of weakness and fever, and is reduced to be so thin in this + short time that you would hardly know her again. + + The physician of Este is a stupid fellow; but there is one come from + Padua, and who appears clever; so I hope under his care she will soon + get well, although we are still in great anxiety concerning her. I + found Mr. Shelley very anxious for our non-arrival, for, besides other + delays, we were detained a whole day at Florence for a signature to + our passport. The house at Este is exceedingly pleasant, with a large + garden and quantities of excellent fruit. I have not yet been to + Venice, and know not when I shall, since it depends upon the state of + Clara's health. I hope Mr. Reveley is quite recovered from his + illness, and I am sure the baths did him a great deal of good. So now + I suppose all your talk is how you will get to England. Shelley agrees + with me that you could live very well for your £200 per annum in + Marlow or some such town; and I am sure you would be much happier than + in Italy. How all the English dislike it! The Hoppners speak with the + greatest acrimony of the Italians, and Mr. Hoppner says that he was + actually driven from Italian society by the young men continually + asking him for money. Everything is saleable in Venice, even the wives + of the gentry, if you pay well. It appears indeed a most frightful + system of society. Well! when shall we see you again? Soon, I daresay. + I am so much hurried that you will be kind enough to excuse the + abruptness of this letter. I will write soon again, and in the + meantime write to me. Shelley and Clare desire the kindest + remembrances.--My dear Mrs. Gisborne, affectionately yours, + + MARY W. S. + + Casa Capuccini, Este. + Send our letters to this direction. + +No more of the journal was written till the 24th, and in the meantime +great trouble had fallen on the writers. Shelley was impatient for Clara +to be within reach of better medical advice, and anxious to get Mary to +Venice. He went forward himself on the 22d, returning next day as far as +Padua to meet Mary and Clara, with Clare, who, however, only came over to +Padua to see the Medico. The baby was very ill, and was getting worse +every hour, but they judged it best to press on. In their hurry they had +forgotten their passport, and had some difficulty in getting past the +_dogana_ in consequence. Shelley's impetuosity carried all obstacles +before it, and the soldiers on duty had to give way. On reaching Venice +Mary went straight with her sick child to the inn, while Shelley hurried +for the doctor. It was too late. When he got back (without the medical +man) he found Mary well-nigh beside herself with distress. Another doctor +had already been summoned, but little Clara was dying, and in an hour all +was over. + +This blow reduced Mary to "a kind of despair";--the expression is +Shelley's. Mr. Hoppner, on hearing what had happened, insisted on taking +them away at once from the inn to his house. Four days she spent in Venice +after that, the first of which was a blank; of the second she merely +records-- + + An idle day. Go to the Lido and see Albé there. + +After that she roused herself. There was Shelley to be comforted and +supported, there was Byron to be interviewed. One of her objects in coming +had been to try and persuade him after all to let Allegra stay. So she +nerved herself to pay this visit, and to go about and see something of +Venice with Shelley. + + _Sunday, September 27._--Read fourth canto of _Childe Harold_. It + rains. Go to the Doge's Palace, Ponte dei Sospiri, etc. Go to the + Academy with Mr. and Mrs. Hoppner, and see some fine pictures. Call at + Lord Byron's and see the _Farmaretta_. + + _Monday, September 28._--Go with Mrs. Hoppner and Cavaliere Mengaldo + to the Library. Shopping. In the evening Lord Byron calls. + + _Tuesday, September 29._--Leave Venice, and arrive at Este at night. + Clare is gone with the children to Padua. + + _Wednesday, September 30._--The chicks return. Transcribe _Mazeppa_. + Go to the opera in the evening. + +A quiet, sad fortnight at Este followed. An idle one it was not, for +Shelley not only wrote _Julian and Maddalo_, but worked on portions of +his drama of _Prometheus Unbound_, the idea of which had haunted him ever +since he came to Italy. Clare, for the time, was happy with her child. +Mary read several plays of Shakespeare and the lives of Alfieri and Tasso +in Italian. + +On the 12th of October she arrived once more at Venice with Shelley. She +passed the greater part of her time there with the Hoppners, who were +exceedingly friendly. Shelley visited Byron several times, probably trying +to get an extension of leave for Allegra. In this, however, he must have +failed, as on the 24th he went to Este to fetch her, returning with her on +the 29th. Having restored the poor little girl to the Hoppners' care, he +and Mary went once more to Este, but this time only to prepare for +departure. On the 5th of November the whole party, including Elise (who +was not retained for Allegra's service), left the Villa Capuccini and +travelled by slow stages to Rome. + +No further allusion to her recent bereavement is to be found in Mary's +journal. She attempted to behave like the Stoic her father had wished her +to be.[33] She had written to him of her affliction, and received the +following answer from the philosopher-- + + SKINNER STREET, _27th October 1818_. + + MY DEAR MARY--I sincerely sympathise with you in the affliction which + forms the subject of your letter, and which I may consider as the + first severe trial of your constancy and the firmness of your temper + that has occurred to you in the course of your life; you should, + however, recollect that it is only persons of a very ordinary sort, + and of a pusillanimous disposition, that sink long under a calamity of + this nature. I assure you such a recollection will be of great use to + you. We seldom indulge long in depression and mourning except when we + think secretly that there is something very refined in it, and that it + does us honour. + +Such a homily, at such a time, must have made Mary feel like a person of a +very ordinary sort indeed. But she strove, only too hard, to carry out her +father's principles; for, by doing violence to her sensitive nature, she +might crush but could not kill it. The passionate impulses of her mother +were curiously mated in her with her father's reflective temperament; and +the noble courage which she inherited from Mary Wollstonecraft went hand +in hand with somewhat of Godwin's constitutional shrinking from any +manifestation of emotion. And the effect of determinate, excessive +self-restraint on a heart like hers was to render the crushed feelings +morbid in their acuteness, and to throw on her spirits a load of endurance +which was borne, indeed, but at ruinous cost, and operated largely, among +other causes, to make her seem cold when she was really suffering. + +At such times it was not altogether well for her that she was Shelley's +companion. For, when his health and spirits were good, he craved and +demanded companionship,--personal, intellectual, playful,--companionship +of all sorts; but when they ebbed, when his vitality was low, when the +simultaneous exaltation of conception and labour of realisation--a +tremendous expenditure of force--was over, and left him shattered, shaken, +surprised at himself like one who in a dream falls from a height and +awakens with the shock,--tired, and yet dull,--then the one panacea for +him was animal spirits in some congenial acquaintance; whether a friend or +a previous stranger mattered little, provided the personality was +congenial and the spirits buoyant. Mary did her best, bravely and nobly. +But the loss of a child was one thing to Shelley, another thing to her. +She strove to overcome the low spirits from which she suffered. But +endurance, though more heroic than spontaneous cheerfulness, is not to be +compared with it in its benign effect on other people; nay, it may even +have a depressing effect when a yielding to emotion "of the ordinary sort" +may not. All these truths, however, do not become evident at once; like +other life-experience they have to be spelled out by slow and painful +degrees. + +To seek for respite from grief or care in intellectual culture and the +acquisition of knowledge was instinctive and habitual both in Shelley and +in Mary. They visited Ferrara and Bologna, then travelled by a winding +road among the Apennines to Terni, where they saw the celebrated +waterfall-- + + It put me in mind of Sappho leaping from a rock, and her form + vanishing as in the shape of a swan in the distance. + + _Friday, November 20._--We travel all day the Campagna di Roma--a + perfect solitude, yet picturesque, and relieved by shady dells. We see + an immense hawk sailing in the air for prey. Enter Rome. A rainy + evening. Doganas and cheating innkeepers. We at length get settled in + a comfortable hotel. + +After one week in Rome, during which they visited as many of the wonders +of the Eternal City as the time allowed, they journeyed on to Naples, +reading Montaigne by the way. + +At Naples they remained for three months. Of their life there Mary's +journal gives no account; she confines herself almost entirely to noting +down the books they read, and one or two excursions. They lived in very +great seclusion, greater than was good for them, but Shelley suffered much +from ill-health, and not a little from its treatment by an unskilful +physician. They read incessantly,--Livy, Dante, Sismondi, Winkelmann, the +Georgics and Plutarch's _Lives_, _Gil Blas_, and _Corinne_. They left no +beautiful or interesting scene unvisited; they ascended Vesuvius, and +made excursions to Pompeii, Herculaneum, and Paestum. + +On the 8th of December Mary records-- + + Go on the sea with Shelley. Visit Capo Miseno, the Elysian Fields, + Avernus, Solfatara. The Bay of Baiae is beautiful, but we are + disappointed by the various places we visit. + +The impression of the scene, however, remained after the temporary +disappointment had been forgotten, and she sketched it from memory many +years later in the fanciful introduction to her romance of _The Last Man_, +the story of which purports to be a tale deciphered from sibylline leaves, +picked up in the caverns. + +Shelley, however, suffered from extreme depression, which, out of +solicitous consideration for Mary, he disguised as much as possible under +a mask of cheerfulness, insomuch that she never fully realised what he +endured at this time until she read the mournful poems written at Naples, +after he who wrote them had passed for ever out of sight. + +She blamed herself then for what seemed to her her blindness,--for having +perhaps let slip opportunities of cheering him which she would have sold +her soul to recall when it was too late. That _he_, at the time, felt in +her no such want of sympathy or help is shown by his concluding words in +the advertisement of _Rosalind and Helen_, and _Lines written among the +Euganean Hills_, dated Naples, 20th December, where he says of certain +lines "which image forth the sudden relief of a state of deep despondency +by the radiant visions disclosed by the sudden burst of an Italian sunrise +in autumn on the highest peak of those delightful mountains," that, if +they were not erased, it was "at the request of a dear friend, with whom +added years of intercourse only add to my apprehension of its value, and +who would have had more right than any one to complain that she has not +been able to extinguish in me the very power of delineating sadness." + +Much of this sadness was due to physical suffering, but external causes of +anxiety and vexation were not wanting. One was the discovery of grave +misconduct on the part of their Italian servant, Paolo. An engagement had +been talked of between him and the Swiss nurse Elise, but the Shelleys, +who thought highly of Elise and by no means highly of Paolo, tried to +dissuade her from the idea. An illness of Elise's revealed the fact that +an illicit connection had been formed. The Shelleys, greatly distressed, +took the view that it would not do to throw Elise on the world without in +some degree binding Paolo to do his duty towards her, and they had them +married. How far this step was well-judged may be a matter of opinion. +Elise was already a mother when she entered the Shelleys service. Whether +a woman already a mother was likely to do better for being bound for life +to a man whom they "knew to be a rascal" may reasonably be doubted even by +those who hold the marriage-tie, as such, in higher honour than the +Shelleys did. But whether the action was mistaken or not, it was prompted +by the sincerest solicitude for Elise's welfare, a solicitude to be +repaid, at no distant date, by the basest ingratitude. Meanwhile Mary lost +her nurse, and, it may be assumed, a valuable one; for any one who studies +the history of this and the preceding years must see all three of the poor +doomed children throve as long as Elise was in charge of them. + +Clare was ailing, and anxious too; how could it be otherwise? Just before +Allegra's third birthday, Mary received a letter from Mrs. Hoppner which +was anything but reassuring. It gave an unsatisfactory account of the +child, who did not thrive in the climate of Venice, and a still more +unsatisfactory account of Byron. + + Il faut espérer qu'elle se changera pour son mieux quand il ne sera + plus si froid; mais je crois toujours que c'est très malheureux que + Miss Clairmont oblige cette enfant de vivre à Venise, dont le climat + est nuisible en tout au physique de la petite, et vraîment, pour ce + que fera son père, je le trouve un peu triste d'y sacrifier l'enfant. + My Lord continue de vivre dans une débauche affreuse qui tôt ou tard + le menera a sà ruine.... + + Quant à moi, je voudrois faire tout ce qui est en mon pouvoir pour + cette enfant, que je voudrois bien volontiers rendre aussi heureuse + que possible le temps qu'elle restera avec nous; car je crains + qu'après elle devra toujours vivre avec des étrangers, indifferents à + son sort. My Lord bien certainement ne la rendra jamais plus à sa + mère; ainsi il n'y a rien de bon à espérer pour cette chère petite. + +This letter, if she saw it, may well have made Clare curse the day when +she let Allegra go. + +Still, after they returned to Rome at the beginning of March, a brighter +time set in. + + _Journal, Friday, March 5._--After passing over the beautiful hills of + Albano, and traversing the Campagna, we arrive at the Holy City again, + and see the Coliseum again. + + All that Athens ever brought forth wise, + All that Afric ever brought forth strange, + All that which Asia ever had of prize, + Was here to see. Oh, marvellous great change! + Rome living was the world's sole ornament; + And dead, is now the world's sole monument. + + _Sunday, March 7._--Move to our lodgings. A rainy day. Visit the + Coliseum. Read the Bible. + + _Monday, March 8._--Visit the Museum of the Vatican. Read the Bible. + + _Tuesday, March 9._--Shelley and I go to the Villa Borghese. Drive + about Rome. Visit the Pantheon. Visit it again by moonlight, and see + the yellow rays fall through the roof upon the floor of the temple. + Visit the Coliseum. + + _Wednesday, March 10._--Visit the Capitol, and see the most divine + statues. + +Not one of the party but was revived and invigorated by the beauty and +overpowering interest of the surrounding scenes, and the delight of a +lovely Italian spring. To Shelley it was life itself. + + "The charm of the Roman climate," says Mrs. Shelley, "helped to clothe + his thoughts in greater beauty than they had ever worn before. And as + he wandered among the ruins, made one with nature in their decay, or + gazed on the Praxitelean shapes that throng the Vatican, the Capitol, + and the palaces of Rome, his soul imbibed forms of loveliness which + became a portion of itself." + +The visionary drama of _Prometheus Unbound_, which had haunted, yet eluded +him so long, suddenly took life and shape, and stood before him, a vivid +reality. During his first month at Rome he completed it in its original +three-act form. The fourth act was an afterthought, and was added at a +later date. + +For a short, enchanted time--his health renewed, the deadening years +forgotten, his susceptibilities sharpened, not paralysed, by recent +grief--he gave himself up to the vision of the realisation of his +life-dream; the disappearance of evil from the earth. + + "He believed," wrote Mary Shelley, "that mankind had only to will that + there should be no evil, and there would be none.... That man should + be so perfectionised as to be able to expel evil from his own nature, + and from the greater part of the creation was the cardinal point of + his system. And the subject he loved best to dwell on, was the image + of one warring with the Evil Principle, oppressed not only by it, but + by all, even the good, who were deluded into considering evil a + necessary portion of humanity. A victim full of fortitude and hope, + and the spirit of triumph emanating from a reliance in the ultimate + omnipotence of good." + + "This poem," he himself says, "was chiefly written upon the + mountainous ruins of the Baths of Caracalla, among the flowers, + glades, and thickets of odoriferous blossoming trees, which are + extended in ever winding labyrinths upon its immense platforms and + dizzy arches suspended in the air. The bright blue sky of Rome, and + the effect of the vigorous awakening of spring in that divinest + climate, and the new life with which it drenches the spirits even to + intoxication, were the inspiration of this drama."[34] + +And while he wrought and wove the radiant web of his poem, Mary, excited +to greatest enthusiasm by the treasures of sculpture at Rome, and infected +by the atmosphere of art around her, took up again her favourite pursuit +of drawing, which she had discontinued since going to Marlow, and worked +at it many hours a day, sometimes all day. She was writing, too; a +thoroughly congenial occupation, at once soothing and stimulating to her. +She studied the Bible, with the keen fresh interest of one who comes new +to it, and she read Livy and Montaigne. + +Little William was thriving, and growing more interesting every day. His +beauty and promise and angelic sweetness made him the pet and darling of +all who knew him, while to his parents he was a perpetual source of ever +fresh and increasing delight. And his mother looked forward to the birth +in autumn of another little one who might, in some measure, fill the place +of her lost Clara. + +Clare, who, also, was in better health, was not behindhand in energy or +industry. Music was her favourite pursuit; she took singing-lessons from a +good master and worked hard. + +They led a somewhat less secluded life than at Naples, and at the house of +Signora Dionizi, a Roman painter and authoress (described by Mary Shelley +as "very old, very miserly, and very mean"), Mary and Clare, at any rate, +saw a little of Italian society. For this, however, Shelley did not care, +nor was he attracted by any of the few English with whom he came in +contact. Yet he felt his solitude. In April, when the strain of his work +was over, his spirits drooped, as usual; and he longed then for some +_congenial distraction_, some human help to bear the burden of life till +the moment of weakness should have passed. But the fount of inspiration, +the source of temporary elation and strength, had not been exhausted by +_Prometheus_. + +On the 22d of April Mary notes-- + + Visit the Palazzo Corunna, and see the picture of Beatrice Cenci. + +The interest in the old idea was revived in him; he became engrossed in +the subject, and soon after his "lyrical drama" was done, he transferred +himself to this other, completely different work. There was no talk, now, +of passing it on to Mary, and indeed she may well have recoiled from the +unmitigated horrors of the tale. But, though he dealt with it himself, +Shelley still felt on unfamiliar ground, and, as he proceeded, he +submitted what he wrote to Mary for her judgment and criticism; the only +occasion on which he consulted her about any work of his during its +progress towards completion. + +Late in April they made the acquaintance of one English (or rather, Irish) +lady, who will always be gratefully remembered in connection with the +Shelleys. + +This was Miss Curran, a daughter of the late Irish orator, who had been a +friend of Godwin's, and to whose death Mary refers in one of her letters +from Marlow.[35] + +Mary may, perhaps, have met her in Skinner Street; in any case, the old +association was one link between them, and another was afforded by +similarity in their present interests and occupations. Mary was very keen +about her drawing and painting. Miss Curran had taste, and some skill, +and was vigorously prosecuting her art-studies in Rome. Portrait painting +was her especial line, and each of the Shelley party, at different times, +sat to her; so that during the month of May they met almost daily, and +became well acquainted. + +This new interest, together with the unwillingness to bring to an end a +time at once so peaceful and so fruitful, caused them once and again to +postpone their departure, originally fixed for the beginning of May. They +stayed on longer than it is safe for English people to remain in Rome. Ah! +why could no presentiment warn them of impending calamity? Could they, +like the Scottish witch in the ballad, have seen the fatal winding-sheet +creeping and clinging ever higher and higher round the wraith of their +doomed child, they would have fled from the face of Death. But they had no +such foreboding. + +Not a fortnight after his portrait had been taken by Miss Curran, William +showed signs of illness. How it was that, knowing him to be so +delicate,--having learned by bitterest experience the danger of southern +heat to an English-born infant,--having, as early as April, suspected the +Roman air of causing "weakness and depression, and even fever" to Shelley +himself, how, after all this, they risked staying in Rome through May is +hard to imagine. + +They were to pay for their delay with the best part of their lives. +William sickened on the 25th, but had so far recovered by the 30th that +his parents, though they saw they ought to leave Rome as soon as he was +fit to travel, were in no immediate anxiety about him, and were making +their summer plans quite in a leisurely way; Mary writing to ask Mrs. +Gisborne to help them with some domestic arrangements, begging her to +inquire about houses at Lucca or the Baths of Pisa, and to engage a +servant for her. + +The journal for this and the following days runs-- + + _Sunday, May 30._--Read Livy, and _Persiles and Sigismunda_. Draw. + Spend the evening at Miss Curran's. + + _Monday, May 31._--Read Livy, and _Persiles and Sigismunda_. Draw. + Walk in the evening. + + _Tuesday, June 1._--Drawing lesson. Read Livy. Walk by the Tiber. + Spend the evening with Miss Curran. + + _Wednesday, June 2._--See Mr. Vogel's pictures. William becomes very + ill in the evening. + + _Thursday, June 3._--William is very ill, but gets better towards the + evening. Miss Curran calls. + +Mary took this opportunity of begging her friend to write for her to Mrs. +Gisborne, telling her of the inevitable delay in their journey. + + ROME, _Thursday, 3d June 1819_. + + DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Mary tells me to write for her, for she is very + unwell, and also afflicted. Our poor little William is at present + very ill, and it will be impossible to quit Rome so soon as we + intended. She begs you, therefore, to forward the letters here, and + still to look for a servant for her, as she certainly intends coming + to Pisa. She will write to you a day or two before we set out. + + William has a complaint of the stomach; but fortunately he is attended + by Mr. Bell, who is reckoned even in London one of the first English + surgeons. + + I know you will be glad to hear that both Mary and Mr. Shelley would + be well in health were it not for the dreadful anxiety they now + suffer. + + EMELIA CURRAN. + +Two days after, Mary herself wrote a few lines to Mrs. Gisborne. + + _5th June 1819._ + + William is in the greatest danger. We do not quite despair, yet we + have the least possible reason to hope. + + I will write as soon as any change takes place. The misery of these + hours is beyond calculation. The hopes of my life are bound up in + him.--Ever yours affectionately, + + M. W. S. + + I am well, and so is Shelley, although he is more exhausted by + watching than I am. William is in a high fever. + +Sixty death-like hours did Shelley watch, without closing his eyes. Clare, +her own troubles forgotten in this moment of mortal suspense, was a +devoted nurse. + +As for Mary, her very life ebbed with William's, but as yet she bore up. +There was no real hope from the first moment of the attack, but the poor +child made a hard struggle for life. Two more days and nights of anguish +and terror and deadly sinking of heart,--and then, in the blank page +following _June 4_, the last date entered in the diary, are the words-- + + The journal ends here.--P. B. S. + +On Monday, the 7th of June, at noonday, William died. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +JUNE 1819-SEPTEMBER 1820 + + +It was not fifteen months since they had all left England; Shelley and +Mary with the sweet, blue-eyed "Willmouse," and the pretty baby, Clara, so +like her father; Clare and the "bluff, bright-eyed little Commodore," +Allegra; the Swiss nurse and English nursemaid; a large and lively party, +in spite of cares and anxieties and sorrows to come. In one short, +spiritless paragraph Mary, on the 4th of August, summed up such history as +there was of the sad two months following on the blow which had left her +childless. + + _Journal, Wednesday, August 4, 1819, Leghorn_ (Mary).--I begin my + journal on Shelley's birthday. We have now lived five years together; + and if all the events of the five years were blotted out, I might be + happy; but to have won and then cruelly to have lost, the associations + of four years, is not an accident to which the human mind can bend + without much suffering. + + Since I left home I have read several books of Livy, _Clarissa + Harlowe_, the _Spectator_, a few novels, and am now reading the Bible, + and Lucan's _Pharsalia_, and Dante. Shelley is to-day twenty-seven + years of age. Write; read Lucan and the Bible. Shelley writes the + _Cenci_, and reads Plutarch's _Lives_. The Gisbornes call in the + evening. Shelley reads _Paradise Lost_ to me. Read two cantos of the + _Purgatorio_. + +Three days after William's death, Shelley, Mary, and Clare had left Rome +for Leghorn. Once more they were alone together--how different now from +the three heedless young things who, just five years before, had set out +to walk through France with a donkey! + +Shelley, then, a creature of feelings and theories, full of unbalanced +impulses, vague aspirations and undeveloped powers; inexperienced in +everything but uncomprehended pain and the dim consciousness of +half-realised mistakes. Mary, the fair, quiet, thoughtful girl, earnest +and impassioned, calm and resolute, as ignorant of practical life as +precocious in intellect; with all her mind worshipping the same high +ideals as Shelley's, and with all her heart worshipping him as the +incarnation of them. Clare her very opposite; excitable and enthusiastic, +demonstrative and capricious, clever, but silly; with a mind in which a +smattering of speculative philosophy, picked up in Godwin's house, +contended for the mastery with such social wisdom as she had picked up in +a boarding school. Both of them mere children in years. Now poor Clare was +older without being much wiser, saddened yet not sobered; suffering +bitterly from her ambiguous position, yet unable or unwilling to put an +end to it; the worse by her one great error, which had brought her to dire +grief; the better by one great affection--for her child,--the source of +much sorrow, it is true, but also of truest joy of self-devotion, and the +only instrument of such discipline that ever she had. + +Shelley had found what he wanted, the faithful heart which to his own +afforded peace and stability and the balance which, then, he so much +needed; a kindred mind, worthy of the best his had to give; knowing and +expecting that best, too, and satisfied with nothing short of it. And his +best had responded. In these few years he had realised powers the extent +of which could not have been foretold, and which might, without that +steady sympathy and support, have remained unfulfilled possibilities for +ever. In spite of the far-reaching consequences of his errors, in spite of +torturing memories, in spite of ill-health, anxiety, poverty, vexation, +and strife, the Shelley of _Queen Mab_ had become the Shelley of +_Prometheus Unbound_ and the _Cenci_. + +Of this development he himself was conscious enough. In so far as he was +known to his contemporaries, it was only by his so-called atheistic +opinions, and his departures theoretical and actual, from conventional +social morality; and even these owed their notoriety, not to his genius, +but to the fact that they were such strange vagaries in the heir to a +baronetcy. In his new life he had, indeed, known the deepest grief as well +as the purest love, but those griefs which are memorial shrines of love +did not paralyse him. They were rather among the influences which elicited +the utmost possibilities of his nature; his lost children, as lovely +ideals, were only half lost to him. + +But with Mary it was otherwise. Her occupation was gone. When after the +death of her first poor little baby, she wrote: "Whenever I am left alone +to my own thoughts, and do not read to divert them, they always come back +to the same point--that I was a mother, and am so no longer;" a new sense +was dawning in her which never had waned, and which, since William's +birth, had asserted itself as the key to her nature. + +She had known very little of the realities of life when she left her +father's house with Shelley, and he, her first reality, belonged in many +ways more to the ideal than to the real world. But for her children, her +association with him, while immeasurably expanding her mental powers, +might have tended to develop these at the expense of her emotional nature, +and to starve or to stifle her human sympathies. In her children she found +the link which united her ideal love with the universal heart of mankind, +and it was as a mother that she learned the sweet charities of human +nature. This maternal love deepened her feelings towards her own father, +it gave her sympathy with Clare and helped towards patience with her, it +saved her from overmuch literary abstraction, and prevented her from +pining when Shelley was buried in dreams or engrossed in work, and she +loved these children with the unconscious passionate gratitude of a +reserved nature towards anything that constrains from it the natural +expression of that fund of tenderness and devotion so often hidden away +under a perversely undemonstrative manner. Now, in one short year, all +this was gone, and she sank under the blow of William's loss. She could +not even find comfort in the thought of the baby to be born in autumn, +for, after the repeated rending asunder of beloved ties, she looked +forward to new ones with fear and trembling, rather than with hope. The +physical reaction after the strain of long suspense and watching had told +seriously on her health, never strong at these times; the efforts she had +made at Naples were no longer possible to her. Even Clare with all her +misery was, in one sense, better off than she, for Allegra _lived_. She +tried to rise above her affliction, but her care for everything was gone; +the whole world seemed dull and indifferent. Poor Shelley, only too liable +to depression at all times, and suffering bitterly himself from the loss +of his beloved child, tried to keep up his spirits for Mary's sake. + + Thou sittest on the hearth of pale Despair, + Where, + For thine own sake, I cannot follow thee. + +Perhaps the effort he thus made for her sake had a bracing effect on +himself, but the old Mary seemed gone,--lost,--and even he was powerless +to bring her back; she could not follow him; any approach of seeming +forgetfulness in others increased her depression and gloom. + +The letter to Miss Curran, which follows, was written within three weeks +of William's death. + + LEGHORN, _27th June 1819_. + + MY DEAR MISS CURRAN--I wrote to you twice on our journey, and again + from this place, but I found the other day that Shelley had forgotten + to send the letter; and I have been so unwell with a cold these last + two or three days that I have not been able to write. We have taken an + airy house here, in the vicinity of Leghorn, for three months, and we + have not found it yet too hot. The country around us is pretty, so + that I daresay we shall do very well. I am going to write another + stupid letter to you, yet what can I do? I no sooner take up my pen + than my thoughts run away with me, and I cannot guide it except about + _one_ subject, and that I must avoid. So I entreat you to join this to + your many other kindnesses, and to excuse me. I have received the two + letters forwarded from Rome. My father's lawsuit is put off until + July. It will never be terminated. I hear that you have quitted the + pestilential air of Rome, and have gained a little health in the + country. Pray let us hear from you, for both Shelley and I are very + anxious--more than I can express--to know how you are. Let us hear + also, if you please, anything you may have done about the tomb, near + which I shall lie one day, and care not, for my own sake, how soon. I + never shall recover that blow; I feel it more than at Rome; the + thought never leaves me for a single moment; everything on earth has + lost its interest to me. You see I told you that I could only write to + you on one subject; how can I, since, do all I can (and I endeavour + very sincerely) I can think of no other, so I will leave off. Shelley + is tolerably well, and desires his kindest remembrances.--Most + affectionately yours, + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + +Their sympathetic friend, Leigh Hunt, grieved at the tone of her letters +and at Shelley's account of her, tried to convey to her a little kindly +advice and encouragement. + + 8 YORK BUILDINGS, NEW ROAD. + _July 1819._ + + MY DEAR MARY--I was just about to write to you, as you will see by my + letter to Shelley, when I received yours. I need not say how it + grieves me to see you so dispirited. Not that I wonder at it under + such sufferings; but I know, at least I have often suspected, that you + have a tendency, partly constitutional perhaps, and partly owing to + the turn of your philosophy, to look over-intensely at the dark side + of human things; and they must present double dreariness through such + tears as you are now shedding. Pray consent to take care of your + health, as the ground of comfort; and cultivate your laurels on the + strength of it. I wish you would strike your pen into some more genial + subject (more obviously so than your last), and bring up a fountain of + gentle tears for us. That exquisite passage about the cottagers shows + what you could do.[36] + +Mary received his counsels submissively, and would have carried them out +if she could. But her nervous prostration was beyond her own power to cure +or remove, and it was hard for others and impossible for herself to know +how far her dejected state was due to mental and how far to physical +causes. + +Shelley was not, and dared not be, idle. He worked at his Tragedy and +finished it; many of the Fragments, too, belong to this time. They are the +speech of pain, but those who can teach in song what they learn in +suffering have much, very much to be thankful for. Mary persisted in +study; she even tried to write. But the spring of invention was low. + +She exerted herself to send to Mrs. Hunt an account of their present life +and surroundings. + + LEGHORN, _28th August 1819_. + + MY DEAR MARIANNE--We are very dull at Leghorn, and I can therefore + write nothing to amuse you. We live in a little country house at the + end of a green lane, surrounded by a _podere_. These _poderi_ are just + the things Hunt would like. They are like our kitchen-gardens, with + the difference only that the beautiful fertility of the country gives + them. A large bed of cabbages is very unpicturesque in England, but + here the furrows are alternated with rows of grapes festooned on their + supporters, and the hedges are of myrtle, which have just ceased to + flower; their flower has the sweetest faint smell in the world, like + some delicious spice. Green grassy walks lead you through the vines. + The people are always busy, and it is pleasant to see three or four of + them transform in one day a bed of Indian corn to one of celery. They + work this hot weather in their shirts, or smock-frocks (but their + breasts are bare), their brown legs nearly the colour, only with a + rich tinge of red in it, of the earth they turn up. They sing, not + very melodiously, but very loud, Rossini's music, "Mi rivedrai, ti + rivedrò," and they are accompanied by the _cicala_, a kind of little + beetle, that makes a noise with its tail as loud as Johnny can sing; + they live on trees; and three or four together are enough to deafen + you. It is to the _cicala_ that Anacreon has addressed an ode which + they call "To a Grasshopper" in the English translations. + + Well, here we live. I never am in good spirits--often in very bad; and + Hunt's portrait has already seen me shed so many tears that, if it had + his heart as well as his eyes, he would weep too in pity. But no more + of this, or a tear will come now, and there is no use for that. + + By the bye, a hint Hunt gave about portraits. The Italian painters are + very bad; they might make a nose like Shelley's, and perhaps a mouth, + but I doubt it; but there would be no expression about it. They have + no notion of anything except copying again and again their Old + Masters; and somehow mere copying, however divine the original, does a + great deal more harm than good. + + Shelley has written a good deal, and I have done very little since I + have been in Italy. I have had so much to see, and so many vexations, + independently of those which God has kindly sent to wean me from the + world if I were too fond of it. Shelley has not had good health by any + means, and, when getting better, fate has ever contrived something to + pull him back. He never was better than the last month of his stay in + Rome, except the last week--then he watched sixty miserable death-like + hours without closing his eyes; and you may think what good that did + him. + + We see the _Examiners_ regularly now, four together, just two months + after the publication of the last. These are very delightful to us. I + have a word to say to Hunt of what he says concerning Italian dancing. + The Italians dance very badly. They dress for their dances in the + ugliest manner; the men in little doublets, with a hat and feather; + they are very stiff; nothing but their legs move; and they twirl and + jump with as little grace as may be. It is not for their dancing, but + their pantomime, that the Italians are famous. You remember what we + told you of the ballet of _Othello_. They tell a story by action, so + that words appear perfectly superfluous things for them. In that they + are graceful, agile, impressive, and very affecting; so that I delight + in nothing so much as a deep tragic ballet. But the dancing, unless, + as they sometimes do, they dance as common people (for instance, the + dance of joy of the Venetian citizens on the return of Othello), is + very bad indeed. + + I am very much obliged to you for all your kind offers and wishes. + Hunt would do Shelley a great deal of good, but that we may not think + of; his spirits are tolerably good. But you do not tell me how you get + on; how Bessy is, and where she is. Remember me to her. Clare is + learning thorough bass and singing. We pay four crowns a month for her + master, lessons three times a week; cheap work this, is it not? At + Rome we paid three shillings a lesson and the master stayed two hours. + The one we have now is the best in Leghorn. + + I write in the morning, read Latin till 2, when we dine; then I read + some English book, and two cantos of Dante with Shelley. In the + evening our friends the Gisbornes come, so we are not perfectly alone. + I like Mrs. Gisborne very much indeed, but her husband is most + dreadfully dull; and as he is always with her, we have not so much + pleasure in her company as we otherwise should.... + +The neighbourhood of Mrs. Gisborne, "charming from her frank and +affectionate nature," and full of intellectual sympathy with the Shelleys, +was a boon indeed at this melancholy time. Through her Shelley was led to +the study of Spanish, and the appearance on the scene of Charles +Clairmont, who had just passed a year in Spain, was an additional stimulus +in this direction. Together they read several of Calderon's plays, from +which Shelley derived the greatest delight, and which enabled him for a +time to forget everyday life and its troubles. Another diversion to his +thoughts was the scheme of a steamboat which should ply between Leghorn +and Marseilles, to be constructed by Henry Reveley, mainly at Shelley's +expense. He was elated at promoting a project which he conceived to be of +great public usefulness and importance, and happy at being able to do a +friend a good turn. He followed every stage of the steamer's construction +with keen interest, and was much disappointed when the idea was given up, +as, after some months, it was; not, however, until much time, labour, and +money had been expended on it. + +Mary, though she endeavoured to fill the blanks in her existence by +assiduous reading, could not escape care. Clare was in perpetual thirst +for news of her Allegra, and Godwin spared them none of his usual +complaints. He, too, was much concerned at the depressed tone of Mary's +letters, which seemed to him quite disproportionate to the occasion, and +thought it his duty to convince her, by reasoning, that she was not so +unhappy as she thought herself to be. + + SKINNER STREET, _9th September 1819_. + + MY DEAR MARY--Your letter of 19th August is very grievous to me, + inasmuch as you represent me as increasing the degree of your + uneasiness and depression. + + You must, however, allow me the privilege of a father and a + philosopher in expostulating with you on this depression. I cannot + but consider it as lowering your character in a memorable degree, and + putting you quite among the commonalty and mob of your sex, when I had + thought I saw in you symptoms entitling you to be ranked among those + noble spirits that do honour to our nature. What a falling off is + here! How bitterly is so inglorious a change to be deplored! + + What is it you want that you have not? You have the husband of your + choice, to whom you seem to be unalterably attached, a man of high + intellectual attainments, whatever I and some other persons may think + of his morality, and the defects under this last head, if they be not + (as you seem to think) imaginary, at least do not operate as towards + you. You have all the goods of fortune, all the means of being useful + to others, and shining in your proper sphere. But you have lost a + child: and all the rest of the world, all that is beautiful, and all + that has a claim upon your kindness, is nothing, because a child of + two years old is dead. + + The human species may be divided into two great classes: those who + lean on others for support, and those who are qualified to support. Of + these last, some have one, some five, and some ten talents. Some can + support a husband, a child, a small but respectable circle of friends + and dependents, and some can support a world, contributing by their + energies to advance their whole species one or more degrees in the + scale of perfectibility. The former class sit with their arms crossed, + a prey to apathy and languor, of no use to any earthly creature, and + ready to fall from their stools if some kind soul, who might + compassionate, but who cannot respect them, did not come from moment + to moment and endeavour to set them up again. You were formed by + nature to belong to the best of these classes, but you seem to be + shrinking away, and voluntarily enrolling yourself among the worst. + + Above all things, I entreat you, do not put the miserable delusion on + yourself, to think there is something fine, and beautiful, and + delicate, in giving yourself up, and agreeing to be nothing. Remember + too, though at first your nearest connections may pity you in this + state, yet that when they see you fixed in selfishness and ill + humour, and regardless of the happiness of every one else, they will + finally cease to love you, and scarcely learn to endure you. + + The other parts of your letter afford me much satisfaction. Depend + upon it, there is no maxim more true or more important than this; + Frankness of communication takes off bitterness. True philosophy + invites all communication, and withholds none. + +Such a letter tended rather to check frankness of communication than to +bind up a broken heart. Poor Mary's feelings appear in her letter to Miss +Curran, with whom she was in correspondence about a monumental stone for +the tomb in Rome. + + The most pressing entreaties on my part, as well as Clare's, cannot + draw a single line from Venice. It is now six months since we have + heard, even in an indirect manner, from there. God knows what has + happened, or what has not! I suppose Shelley must go to see what has + become of the little thing; yet how or when I know not, for he has + never recovered from his fatigue at Rome, and continually frightens me + by the approaches of a dysentery. Besides, we must remove. My lying-in + and winter are coming on, so we are wound up in an inextricable + dilemma. This is very hard upon us; and I have no consolation in any + quarter, for my misfortune has not altered the tone of my Father's + letters, so that I gain care every day. And can you wonder that my + spirits suffer terribly? that time is a weight to me? And I see no end + to this. Well, to talk of something more interesting, Shelley has + finished his tragedy, and it is sent to London to be presented to the + managers. It is still a _deep secret_, and only one person, Peacock + (who presents it), knows anything about it in England. With Shelley's + public and private enemies, it would certainly fall if known to be + his; his sister-in-law alone would hire enough people to damn it. It + is written with great care, and we are in hopes that its story is + sufficiently polished not to shock the audience. We shall see. + Continue to direct to us at Leghorn, for if we should be gone, they + will be faithfully forwarded to us. And when you return to Rome just + have the kindness to inquire if there should be any stray letter for + us at the post-office. I hope the country air will do you real good. + You must take care of yourself. Remember that one day you will return + to England, and that you may be happier there.--Affectionately yours, + + M. W. S. + +At the end of September they removed to Florence, where they had engaged +pleasant lodgings for six months. The time of Mary's confinement was now +approaching, an event, in Shelley's words, "more likely than any other to +retrieve her from some part of her present melancholy depression." + +They travelled by short, easy stages; stopping for a day at Pisa to pay a +visit to a lady with whom from this time their intercourse was frequent +and familiar. This was Lady Mountcashel, who had, when a young girl, been +Mary Wollstonecraft's pupil, and between whom and her teacher so warm an +attachment had existed as to arouse the jealousy and dislike of her +mother, Lady Kingsborough. She had long since been separated from Lord +Mountcashel, and lived in Italy with a Mr. Tighe and their two daughters, +Laura and Nerina. As Lady Mountcashel she had entertained Godwin at her +house during his visit to Ireland after his first wife's death. She is +described by him as a remarkable person, "a republican and a democrat in +all their sternness, yet with no ordinary portion either of understanding +or good nature." In dress and appearance she was somewhat singular, and +had that disregard for public opinion on such matters which is habitually +implied in the much abused term "strong-minded." In this respect she had +now considerably toned down. Her views on the relations of the sexes were +those of William Godwin, and she had put them into practice. But she and +the gentleman with whom she lived in permanent, though irregular, union +had succeeded in constraining, by their otherwise exemplary life, the +general respect and esteem. They were known as "Mr. and Mrs. Mason," and +had so far lived down criticism that their actual position had come to be +ignored or forgotten by those around them. Mr. Tighe, or "Tatty," as he +was familiarly called by his few intimates, was of a retiring disposition, +a lover of books and of solitude. Mrs. Mason was as remarkable for her +strong practical common sense as for her talents and cultivation and the +liberality of her views. She had a considerable knowledge of the world, +and was looked up to as a model of good breeding, and an oracle on matters +of deportment and propriety. + +She had kept up correspondence with Godwin, and her acquaintance with the +Shelleys was half made before she saw them. She conceived an immediate +affection for Mary, as well for her own as for her mother's sake, and was +to prove a constant and valuable friend, not to her only, but to Shelley, +and most especially to Clare. + +After a week in Florence, Mary's journal was resumed. + + _Saturday, October 9._--Arrive at Florence. Read Massinger. Shelley + begins Clarendon; reads Massinger, and Plato's _Republic_. Clare has + her first singing lesson on Saturday. Go to the opera and see a + beautiful ballet + + _Monday, October 11._--Read Horace; work. Go to the Gallery. Shelley + finishes the first volume of Clarendon. Read the _Little Thief_. + + _Wednesday, October 20._--Finish the First Book of Horace's Odes. + Work, walk, read, etc. On Saturday letters are sent to England. On + Tuesday one to Venice. Shelley visits the Galleries. Reads Spenser and + Clarendon aloud. + + _Thursday, October 28._--Work; read; copy _Peter Bell_. Monday night a + great fright with Charles Clairmont. Shelley reads Clarendon aloud and + _Plato's Republic_. Walk. On Thursday the protest from the Bankers. + Shelley writes to them, and to Peacock, Longdill, and H. Smith. + + _Tuesday, November 9._--Read Madame de Sevigné. Bad news from London. + Shelley reads Clarendon aloud, and Plato. He writes to Papa. + +On the 12th of November a son was born to the Shelleys, and brought the +first true balm of consolation to his poor mother's heart. + + "You may imagine," wrote Shelley to Leigh Hunt, "that this is a great + relief and a great comfort to me amongst all my misfortunes.... Poor + Mary begins (for the first time) to look a little consoled; for we + have spent, as you may imagine, a miserable five months." + +The child was healthy and pretty, and very like William. Neither Mary's +strength nor her spirits were altogether re-established for some time, but +the birth of "Percy Florence" was, none the less, the beginning of a new +life for her. She turned, with the renewed energy of hope, to her literary +work and studies. One of her first tasks was to transcribe the just +written fourth act of _Prometheus Unbound_. She had work of her own on +hand too; a historical novel, _Castruccio, Prince of Lucca_ (afterwards +published as _Valperga_), a laborious but very congenial task, which +occupied her for many months. + +And indeed all the solace of new and tender ties, all the animating +interest of intellectual pursuits, was sorely needed to counteract the +wearing effect of harassing cares and threatening calamities. Godwin was +now being pressed for the accumulated unpaid house-rent of many years; so +many that, when the call came, it was unexpected by him, and he challenged +its justice. He had engaged in a law-suit on the matter, which he +eventually lost. The only point which appeared to admit of no reasonable +doubt was that Shelley would shortly be called upon to find a large sum of +money for him, and this at a time when he was himself in unexpected +pecuniary straits, owing to the non-arrival of his own remittances from +England--a circumstance rendered doubly vexatious by the fact that a large +portion of the money was pledged to Henry Reveley for the furtherance of +his steamboat. A draft for £200, destined for this purpose, was returned, +protested by Shelley's bankers. And though the money was ultimately +recovered, its temporary loss caused no small alarm. Meanwhile every mail +brought letters from Godwin of the most harrowing nature; the philosophy +which he inculcated in a case of bereavement was null and void where +impending bankruptcy was concerned. He well knew how to work on his +daughter's feelings, and he did not spare her. Poor Shelley was at his +wits' end. + + "Mary is well," he wrote (in December) to the Gisbornes; "but for this + affair in London I think her spirits would be good. What shall I, what + can I, what ought I to do? You cannot picture to yourself my + perplexity." + +It appeared not unlikely that he might even have to go to England, a +journey for which his present state of health quite unfitted him, and +which he could not but be conscious would be no permanent remedy, but only +a temporary alleviation, of Godwin's thoroughly unsound circumstances. +Mary, in her grief for her father, began to think that the best thing for +him might be to leave England altogether and settle abroad; an idea from +which Mrs. Mason, with her strong sagacity, earnestly dissuaded her. + +Her views on the point were expressed in a letter to Shelley Mary had +written asking her if she could give Charles Clairmont any introductions +at Vienna, where he had now gone to seek his fortune as a teacher of +languages; and also begging for such assistance as she might be able to +lend in the matter of obtaining access to historical documents or other +MS. bearing on the subjects of Mary's projected novel. + + MRS. MASON TO SHELLEY. + + MY DEAR SIR--I deferred answering your letter till this post in hopes + of being able to send some recommendations for your friend at Vienna, + in which I have been disappointed; and I have now also a letter from + my dear Mary; so I will answer both together. It gives me great + pleasure to hear such a good account of the little boy and his + mother.... I am sorry to perceive that your visit to Pisa will be so + much retarded; but I admire Mary's courage and industry. I sincerely + regret that it is not in my power to be of service to her in this + undertaking.... All I can say is, that when you have got all you can + there (where I suppose the manuscript documents are chiefly to be + found) and that you come to this place, I have scarcely any doubt of + being able to obtain for you many books on the subject which interests + you. Probably everything in print which relates to it is as easy to be + had here as at Florence.... I am very sorry indeed to think that Mr. + Godwin's affairs are in such a bad way, and think he would be much + happier if he had nothing to do with trade; but I am afraid he would + not be comfortable out of England. You who are young do not mind the + thousand little wants that men of his age are not habituated to; and + I, who have been so many years a vagabond on the face of the earth, + have long since forgotten them; but I have seen people of my age much + discomposed at the absence of long-accustomed trifles; and though + philosophy supports in great matters, it seldom vanquishes the small + everydayisms of life. I say this that Mary may not urge her father too + much to leave England. It may sound odd, but I can't help thinking + that Mrs. Godwin would enjoy a tour in foreign countries more than he + would. The physical inferiority of women sometimes teaches them to + support or overlook little inconveniences better than men. + + * * * * * + + "I am very sorry," she writes to Mary in another letter, "to find you + still suffer from low spirits. I was in hopes the little boy would + have been the best remedy for that. Words of consolation are but empty + sounds, for to time alone it belongs to wear out the tears of + affliction. However, a woman who gives milk should make every exertion + to be cheerful on account of the child she nourishes." + +Whether the plan for Godwin's expatriation was ever seriously proposed to +him or not, it was, at any rate, never carried out. But none the less for +this did the Shelleys live in the shadow of his gloom, which co-operated +with their own pecuniary strait, previously alluded to, and with the +nipping effects of an unwontedly severe winter, to make life still +difficult and dreary for them. + + "Shelley Calderonised on the late weather," wrote Mary to Mrs. + Gisborne; "he called it an epic of rain with an episode of frost, and + a few similes concerning fine weather. We have heard from England, + although not from the Bankers; but Peacock's letter renders the affair + darker than ever. Ah! my dear friend, you, in your slow and sure way + of proceeding, ought hardly to have united yourself to our eccentric + star. I am afraid that you will repent it, and it grieves us both more + than you can imagine that all should have gone so ill; but I think we + may rest assured that this is delay, and not loss; it can be nothing + else. I write in haste--a carriage at the door to take me out, and + _Percy_ asleep on my knee. Adieu. Charles is at Vienna by this + time."... + +They had intended remaining six months at Florence, but the place suited +Shelley so ill that they took advantage of the first favourable change in +the weather, at the end of January, to remove to Pisa, where the climate +was milder, and where they now had pleasant friends in the Masons at "Casa +Silva." They wished, too, to consult the celebrated Italian surgeon, +Vaccà, on the subject of Shelley's health. Vaccà's advice took the shape +of an earnest exhortation to him to abstain from drugs and remedies, to +live a healthy life, and to leave his complaint, as far as possible, to +nature. And, though he continued liable to attacks of pain and illness, +and on one occasion had a severe nervous attack, the climate of Pisa +proved in the end more suitable to him than any other, and for more than +two years he remained there or in the immediate neighbourhood. He and Mary +were never more industrious than at this time; reading extensively, and +working together on a translation of Spinoza they had begun at Florence, +and which occupied them, at intervals, for many months. Little Percy, a +most healthy and satisfactory infant, had in March an attack of measles, +but so slight as to cause no anxiety. Once, however, during the summer +they had a fright about him, when an unusually alarming letter from her +father upset Mary so much as to cause in her nursling, through her, +symptoms of an illness similar to that which had destroyed little Clara. +On this occasion she authorised Shelley, at his earnest request, to +intercept future letters of the kind, an authority of which he had to +avail himself at no distant date, telling Godwin that his domestic peace, +Mary's health and happiness, and his child's life, could no longer be +entirely at his mercy. + +No wonder that his own nervous ailments kept their hold of him. And to +make matters better for him and for Mary, Paolo, the rascally Italian +servant whom they had dismissed at Naples, now concocted a plot for +extorting money from Shelley by accusing him of frightful crimes. Legal +aid had to be called in to silence him. To this end they employed an +attorney of Leghorn, named Del Rosso, and, for convenience of +communication, they occupied for a few weeks Casa Ricci, the Gisbornes' +house there, the owners being absent in England. Shelley made Henry +Reveley's workshop his study. Hence he addressed his poetical "Letter to +Maria Gisborne," and here too it was that "on a beautiful summer evening +while wandering among the lanes, whose myrtle hedges were the bowers of +the fireflies (they) heard the carolling of the skylark, which inspired +one of the most beautiful of his poems."[37] + +If external surroundings could have made them happy they might have been +so now, but Shelley, though in better health, was very nervous. Paolo's +scandal and the legal affair embittered his life, to an extent difficult +indeed to estimate, for it is certain that for some one else's sake, +though _whose_ sake has never transpired, he had accepted when at Naples +responsibilities at once delicate and compromising. Paolo had knowledge of +the matter, and used this knowledge partly to revenge himself on Shelley +for dismissing him from his service, partly to try and extort money from +him by intimidation. The Shelleys hoped they had "crushed him" with Del +Rosso's help, but they could not be certain, because, as Mary wrote to +Miss Curran, they "could only guess at his accomplices." With Shelley in a +state of extreme nervous irritability, with Mary deprived of repose by her +anguish on her father's account and her feverish anxiety to help him, with +Clare unsettled and miserable about Allegra, venting her misery by writing +to Byron letters unreasonable and provoking, though excusable, and then +regretting having sent them, they were not likely to be the most cheerful +or harmonious of trios. + +The weather became intolerably hot by the end of August, and they migrated +to Casa Prinni, at the Baths of S. Giuliano di Pisa. The beauty of this +place, and the delightful climate, refreshed and invigorated them all. +They spent two or three days in seeing Lucca and the country around, when +Shelley wrote the _Witch of Atlas_. Exquisite poem as it is, it was, in +Mary's mood of the moment, a disappointment to her. Ever since the _Cenci_ +she had been strongly impressed with the conviction that if he could but +write on subjects of universal _human_ interest, instead of indulging in +those airy creations of fancy which demand in the reader a sympathetic, +but rare, quality of imagination, he would put himself more in touch with +his contemporaries, who so greatly misunderstood him, and that, once he +had elicited a responsive feeling in other men, this would be a source of +profound happiness and of fresh and healthy inspiration to himself. "I +still think I was right," she says, woman-like, in the _Notes to the Poems +of 1820_, written long after Shelley's death. So from one point of view +she undoubtedly was, but there are some things which cannot be +constrained. Shelley was Shelley, and at the moment when he was moved to +write a poem like the _Witch of Atlas_, it was useless to wish that it +had been something quite different. + +His next poem was to be inspired by a human subject, and perhaps then poor +Mary would have preferred a second Witch of Atlas. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +SEPTEMBER 1820-AUGUST 1821 + + +The baths were of great use to Shelley in allaying his nervous +irritability. Such an improvement in him could not be without a +corresponding beneficial effect on Mary. In the study of Greek, which she +had begun with him at Leghorn, she found a new and wellnigh inexhaustible +fund of intellectual pleasure. Their life, though very quiet, was somewhat +more varied than it had been at Leghorn, partly owing to their being +within easy reach of Pisa and of their friends at Casa Silva. + +The Gisbornes had returned from England, and, during a short absence of +Clare's, Mary tried, but ineffectually, to persuade Mrs. Gisborne to come +and occupy her room for a time. Some circumstance had arisen which led +shortly after to a misunderstanding between the two families, soon over, +but painful while it lasted. It was probably connected with the +abandonment of the projected steamboat; Henry Reveley, while in England, +having changed his mind and reconsidered his future plans. + +In October a curiously wet season set in. + + _Journal, Wednesday, October 18._--Rain till 1 o'clock. At sunset the + arch of cloud over the west clears away; a few black islands float in + the serene; the moon rises; the clouds spot the sky, but the depth of + heaven is clear. The nights are uncommonly warm. Write. Shelley reads + _Hyperion_ aloud. Read Greek. + + My thoughts arise and fade in solitude; + The verse that would invest them melts away + Like moonlight in the heaven of spreading day. + How beautiful they were, how firm they stood, + Flecking the starry sky like woven pearl. + + _Friday, October 20._--Shelley goes to Florence. Write. Read Greek. + Wind N.W., but more cloudy than yesterday, yet sometimes the sun + shines out; the wind high. Read Villani. + + _Saturday, October 21._--Rain in the night and morning; very cloudy; + not an air stirring; the leaves of the trees quite still. After a + showery morning it clears up somewhat, and the sun shines. Read + Villani, and ride to Pisa. + + _Sunday, October 22._--Rainy night and rainy morning; as bad weather + as is possible in Italy. A little patience and we shall have St. + Martin's summer. At sunset the arch of clear sky appears where it + sets, becoming larger and larger, until at 7 o'clock the dark clouds + are alone over Monte Nero; Venus shines bright in the clear azure, and + the trunks of the trees are tinged with the silvery light of the + rising moon. Write, and read Villani. Shelley returns with Medwin. + Read _Sismondi_. + +Of Tom Medwin, Shelley's cousin and great admirer, who now for the first +time appeared on the scene, they were to see, if anything, more than they +wished. + +He was a lieutenant on half-pay, late of the 8th Dragoons; much addicted +to literature, and with no mean opinion of his own powers in that line. + + _Journal, Tuesday, October 24._--Rainy night and morning; it does not + rain in the afternoon. Shelley and Medwin go to Pisa. Walk; write. + + _Wednesday, October 25._--Rain all night. The banks of the Serchio + break, and by dark all the baths are overflowed. Water four feet deep + in our house. "The weather fine." + +This flood brought their stay at the Baths to a sudden end. As soon as +they could get lodgings they returned to Pisa. Here, not long after, +Medwin fell ill, and was six weeks invalided in their house. They showed +him the greatest kindness; Shelley nursing him like a brother. His society +was, for a time, a tolerably pleasant change; he knew Spanish, and read +with Shelley a great deal in that language, but he had no depth or breadth +of mind, and his literary vanity and egotism made him at last what Mary +Shelley described as a _seccatura_, for which the nearest English +equivalent is, a bore. + + _Journal, Sunday, November 12._--Percy's birthday. A divine day; sunny + and cloudless; somewhat cold in the evening. It would be pleasant + enough living in Pisa if one had a carriage and could escape from + one's house to the country without mingling with the inhabitants, but + the Pisans and the Scolari, in short, the whole population, are such + that it would sound strange to an English person if I attempted to + express what I feel concerning them--crawling and crab-like through + their sapping streets. Read _Corinne_. Write. + + _Monday, November 13._--Finish _Corinne_. Write. My eyes keep me from + all study; this is very provoking. + + _Tuesday, November 14._--Write. Read Homer, Targione, and Spanish. A + rainy day. Shelley reads Calderon. + + _Thursday, November 23._--Write. Read Greek and Spanish. Medwin ill. + Play at chess. + + _Friday, November 24._--Read Greek, Villani, and Spanish with M.... + Pacchiani in the evening. A rainy and cloudy day. + + _Friday, December 1._--Read Greek, _Don Quixote_, Calderon, and + Villani. Pacchiani comes in the evening. Visit La Viviani. Walk. + Sgricci is introduced. Go to a _funzione_ on the death of a student. + + _Saturday, December 2._--Write an Italian letter to Hunt. Read + _Oedipus_, _Don Quixote_, and Calderon. Pacchiani and a Greek prince + call--Prince Mavrocordato. + +In these few entries occur four new and remarkable names. Pacchiani, who +had been, if he was not still, a university professor, but who was none +the less an adventurer and an impostor; in orders, moreover, which only +served as a cloak for his hypocrisy; clever withal, and eloquent; well +knowing where, and how, to ingratiate himself. He amused, but did not +please the Shelleys. He was, however, one of those people who know +everybody, and through him they made several acquaintances; among them the +celebrated Improvisatore, Sgricci, and the young Greek statesman and +patriot, Prince Alexander Mavrocordato. With the improvisations of +Sgricci, his eloquence, his _entrain_, both Mary and Clare were fairly +carried away with excitement. Older, experienced folk looked with a more +critical eye on his performances, but to these English girls the +exhibition was an absolute novelty, and seemed inspired. Sgricci was +during this winter a frequent visitor at "Casa Galetti." + +Prince Mavrocordato proved deeply interesting, both to Mary and Shelley. +He "was warmed by those aspirations for the independence of his country +which filled the hearts of many of his countrymen," and in the revolution +which, shortly afterwards, broke out there, he was to play an important +part, as one of the foremost of modern Greek statesmen. To him, at a +somewhat later date, was dedicated Shelley's lyrical drama of _Hellas_; +"as an imperfect token of admiration, sympathy, and friendship." + +This new acquaintance came to Mary just when her interest in the Greek +language and literature was most keen. Before long the prince had +volunteered to help her in her studies, and came often to give her Greek +lessons, receiving instruction in English in return. + + "Do you not envy my luck," she wrote to Mrs. Gisborne, "that having + begun Greek, an amiable, young, agreeable, and learned Greek prince + comes every morning to give me a lesson of an hour and a half. This is + the result of an acquaintance with Pacchiani. So you see, even the + Devil has his use." + +The acquaintance with Pacchiani had already had another and a yet more +memorable result, which affected Mary none the less that it did so +indirectly. Through him they had come to know Emilia Viviani, the noble +and beautiful Italian girl, immured by her father in a convent at Pisa +until such time as a husband could be found for her who would take a wife +without a dowry. Shelley's acquaintance with Emilia was an episode, which +at one time looked like an era, in his existence. An era in his poetry it +undoubtedly was, since it is to her that the _Epipsychidion_ is addressed. + +Mary and Clare were the first to see the lovely captive, and were struck +with astonishment and admiration. But on Shelley the impression she made +was overwhelming, and took possession of his whole nature. Her +extraordinary beauty and grace, her powers of mind and conversation, +warmed by that glow of genius so exclusively southern, another variety of +which had captivated them all in Sgricci, and which to northern minds +seems something phenomenal and inspired,--these were enough to subdue any +man, and, when added to the halo of interest shed around her by her +misfortunes and her misery, made her, to Shelley, irresistible. + +All his sentiments, when aroused, were passions; he pitied, he +sympathised, he admired and venerated passionately; he scorned, hated, and +condemned passionately too. But he never was swayed by any love that did +not excite his imagination: his attachments were ever in proportion to +the power of idealisation evoked in him by their objects. And never, +surely, was there a subject for idealisation like Emilia; the Spirit of +Intellectual Beauty in the form of a goddess; the captive maiden waiting +for her Deliverer; the perfect embodiment of immortal Truth and +Loveliness, held in chains by the powers of cruelty, tyranny, and +hypocrisy. + +She was no goddess, poor Emilia, as indeed he soon found out; only a +lovely young creature of vivid intelligence and a temperament in which +Italian ardour was mingled with Italian subtlety; every germ of sentiment +magnified and intensified in outward effect by fervour of manner and +natural eloquence; the very reverse of human nature in the north, where +depth of feeling is apt to be in proportion to its inveterate dislike of +discovery, where warmth can rarely shake off self-consciousness, and where +many of the best men and women are so much afraid of seeming a whit better +than they really are, that they take pains to appear worse. Rightly +balanced, the whole sum of Emilia's gifts and graces would have weighed +little against Mary's nobleness of heart and unselfish devotion; her +talents might not even have borne serious comparison with Clare's +vivacious intellect. But to Shelley, haunted by a vision of perfection, +and ever apt to recognise in a mortal image "the likeness of that which +is, perhaps, eternal,"[38] she seemed a revelation, and, like all +revelations, supreme, unique, superseding for the time every other +possibility. It was a brief madness, a trance of inspiration, and its +duration was counted only by days. They met for the first time early in +December. By the 10th she was corresponding with him as her _diletto +fratello_. Before the month was over _Epipsychidion_ had been written. + +Before the middle of January he could write of her-- + + My conception of Emilia's talents augments every day. Her moral nature + is fine, but not above circumstances; yet I think her tender and true, + which is always something. How many are only one of these things at a + time!... + + There is no reason that you should fear any admixture of that which + you call _love_.... + +This was written to Clare. She had very quickly become intimate and +confidential with Emilia, and estimated her to a nicety at her real worth, +admiring her without idealising her or caring to do so. She knew Shelley +pretty intimately too, and, being personally unconcerned in the matter, +could afford at once to be sympathetic and to speak her mind fearlessly; +the consequence being that Shelley was unconstrained in communication with +her. + +That _Mary_ should be his most sympathetic confidant at this juncture was +not in the nature of things. She, too, had begun by idealising Emilia, +but her affection and enthusiastic admiration were soon outdone and might +well have been quenched by Shelley's rapt devotion. She did not +misunderstand him, she knew him too well for that, but the better she +understood him the less it was possible for her to feel with him; nor +could it have been otherwise unless she had been really as cold as she +sometimes appeared. Loyal herself, she never doubted Shelley's loyalty, +but she suffered, though she did not choose to show it: her love, like a +woman's,--perhaps even more than most women's--was exclusive; Shelley's, +like a man's,--like many of the best of men's,--inclusive. + +She did not allow her feelings to interfere with her actions. She +continued to show all possible sympathy and kindness to Emilia, who in +return would style her her dearest, loveliest friend and sister. No +wonder, however, if at times Mary could not quite overcome a slight +constraint of manner, or if this was increased when her dearest sister, +with sweet unconsciousness, would openly probe the wound her pride would +fain have hidden from herself; when Emilia, for instance, wrote to +Shelley-- + + Mary does not write to me. Is it possible that she loves me less than + the others do? I should indeed be inconsolable at that. + +Or to be informed in a letter to herself that this constraint of manner +had been talked over by Emilia with Shelley, who had assured her that +Mary's apparent coldness was only "the ash which covered an affectionate +heart." + +He was right, indeed, and his words were the faithful echo of his own true +heart. He might have added, of himself, that his transient enthusiasms +resembled the soaring blaze of sparks struck by a hammer from a glowing +mass of molten metal. + +But, in everyday prose, the situation was a trying one for Mary, and +surely no wife of two and twenty could have met it more bravely and simply +than she did. + + "It is grievous," she wrote to Leigh Hunt, "to see this beautiful girl + wearing out the best years of her life in an odious convent, where + both mind and body are sick from want of the appropriate exercise for + each. I think she has great talent, if not genius; or if not an + internal fountain, how could she have acquired the mastery she has of + her own language, which she writes so beautifully, or those ideas + which lift her so far above the rest of the Italians? She has not + studied much, and now, hopeless from a five years' confinement, + everything disgusts her, and she looks with hatred and distaste even + on the alleviations of her situation. Her only hope is in a marriage + which her parents tell her is concluded, although she has never seen + the person intended for her. Nor do I think the change of situation + will be much for the better, for he is a younger brother, and will + live in the house with his mother, who they say is _molto seccante_. + Yet she may then have the free use of her limbs; she may then be able + to walk out among the fields, vineyards, and woods of her country, + and see the mountains and the sky, and not as now, a dozen steps to + the right, and then back to the left another dozen, which is the + longest walk her convent garden affords, and that, you may be sure, + she is very seldom tempted to take." + +By the middle of February Shelley was sending his poem for publication, +speaking of it as the production of "a part of himself already dead." He +continued, however, to take an almost painful interest in Emilia's fate; +she, poor girl, though not the sublime creature he had thought her, was +infinitely to be pitied. Before their acquaintance ended, she was turning +it to practical account, after the fashion of most of Shelley's friends, +by begging for and obtaining considerable sums of money. + +If Mary then indulged in a little retrospective sarcasm to her friend, +Mrs. Gisborne, it is hardly wonderful. Indeed, later allusions are not +wanting to show that this time was felt by her to be one of annoyance and +bitterness. + +Two circumstances were in her favour. She was well, and, therefore, +physically able to look at things in their true light; and, during a great +part of the time, Clare was away. In the previous October, during their +stay at the Baths, she had at last resolved on trying to make out some +sort of life for herself, and had taken a situation as governess in a +Florentine family. She had come back to the Shelleys for the month of +December (when it was that she became acquainted with Emilia Vivani), but +had returned to Florence at Christmas. + +She had been persuaded to this step by the judicious Mrs. Mason, who had +soon perceived the strained relations existing between Mary and Clare, and +had seen, too, that the disunion was only the natural and inevitable +result of circumstances. It was not only that the two girls were of +opposite and jarring temperament; there was also the fact that half the +suspicious mistrust with Shelley was regarded by those who did not +personally know him, and the shadow of which rested on Mary too, was +caused by Clare's continued presence among them. As things were now, it +might have passed without remark, but for the scandalous reports which +dated back to the Marlow days, and which had recently been revived by the +slanders of Paolo, although the extent of these slanders had not yet +transpired. Shelley had been alive enough to the danger at one time, but +had now got accustomed and indifferent to it. He had a great affection and +a great compassion for Clare; her vivacity enlivened him; he said himself +that he liked her although she teased him, and he certainly missed her +teasing when she was away. But Mary, to whom Clare's perpetual society was +neither a solace nor a change, and who, as the mother of children, could +no longer look at things from a purely egotistic point of view, must have +felt it positively unjust and wrong to allow their father's reputation to +be sacrificed--to say nothing of her own--to what was in no wise a +necessity. Shelley loved solitude--a mitigated solitude that is;--he +certainly did not pine for general society. Yet many of his letters bear +unmistakable evidence to the pain and resentment he felt at being +universally shunned by his own countrymen, as if he were an enemy of the +human race. But Mary, a woman, and only twenty-two, must have been +self-sufficient indeed if, with all her mental resources, she had not +required the renovation of change and contrast and varied intercourse, to +keep her mind and spirit fresh and bright, and to fit her for being a +companion and a resource to Shelley. That she and he were condemned to +protracted isolation was partly due to Clare, and when Mary was weak and +dejected, her consciousness of this became painful, and her feeling +towards the sprightly, restless Miss Clairmont was touched with positive +antipathy. Shelley, considering Clare the weaker party, supported her, in +the main, and certainly showed no desire to have her away. He might have +seen that to impose her presence on Mary in such circumstances was, in +fact, as great a piece of tyranny as he had suffered from when Eliza +Westbrook was imposed on him. But of this he was, and he remained, +perfectly unconscious. Clare ought to have retired from the field, but her +dependent condition, and her wretched anxiety about Allegra, were her +excuse for clinging to the only friends she had. + +All this was evident to Mrs. Mason, and it was soon shown that she had +judged rightly, as the relations between Mary and Clare became cordial and +natural once they were relieved from the intolerable friction of daily +companionship. + +During this time of excitement and unrest one new acquaintance had, +however, begun, which circumstances were to develop into a close and +intimate companionship. + +In January there had arrived at Pisa a young couple of the name of +Williams; mainly attracted by the desire to see and to know Shelley, of +whose gifts and virtues and sufferings they had heard much from Tom +Medwin, their neighbour in Switzerland the year before. Lieutenant Edward +Elliker Williams had been, first, in the Navy, then in the Army; had met +his wife in India, and, returning with her to England, had sold his +commission and retired on half-pay. He was young, of a frank +straightforward disposition and most amiable temper, modest and +unpretentious, with some literary taste, and no strong prejudices. Jane +Williams was young and pretty, gentle and graceful, neither very +cultivated nor particularly clever, but with a comfortable absence of +angles in her disposition, and an abundance of that feminine tact which +prevents intellectual shortcomings from being painfully felt, and which +is, in its way, a manifestation of genius. Not an uncommon type of woman, +but quite new in the Shelleys' experience. At first they thought her +rather wanting in animation, and Shelley was conscious of her lack of +literary refinement, but these were more and more compensated for, as time +went on, by her natural grace and her taste for music. "Ned" was something +of an artist, and Mary Shelley sat more than once to him for her portrait. +There was, in short, no lack of subjects in common, and the two young +couples found a mutual pleasure in each other's society which increased in +measure as they became better acquainted. + +In March poor Clare received with bitter grief the intelligence that her +child had been placed by Byron in a convent, at Bagnacavallo, not far from +Ravenna, where he now lived. Under the sway of the Countess Guiccioli, +whose father and brother were domesticated in his house, he was leading +what, in comparison with his Venetian existence, was a life of +respectability and virtue. His action with regard to Allegra was +considered by the Shelleys as, probably, inevitable in the circumstances, +but to Clare it was a terrible blow. She felt more hopelessly separated +from her child than ever, and she had seen enough of Italian convent +education and its results to convince her that it meant moral and +intellectual degradation and death. Her despairing representations to this +effect were, of course, unanswered by Byron, who contented himself with a +Mephistophelian sneer in showing her letter to the Hoppners. + +With the true "malignity of those who turn sweet food into poison, +transforming all they touch to the malignity of their own natures,"[39] he +had no hesitation in giving credit to the reports about Clare's life in +the Shelleys' family, nor in openly implying his own belief in their +probable truth. + +But for this, and for one great alarm caused by the sudden and +unaccountable stoppage of Shelley's income (through a mistake which +happily was discovered and speedily rectified by his good friend, Horace +Smith), the spring was, for Mary, peaceful and bright. She was assiduous +in her Greek studies, and keenly interested in the contemporary European +politics of that stirring time; as full of sympathy as Shelley himself +could be with the numerous insurrectionary outbreaks in favour of liberty. +And when the revolution in Greece broke out, and one bright April morning +Prince Mavrocordato rushed in to announce to her the proclamation of +Prince Hypsilantes, her elation and joy almost equalled his own. + +In companionship with the Williams', aided and abetted by Henry Reveley, +Shelley's old passion for boating revived. In the little ten-foot long +boat procured for him for a few pauls, and then fitted up by Mr. Reveley, +they performed many a voyage, on the Arno, on the canal between Pisa and +Leghorn, and even on the sea. Their first trip was marked by an +accident--Williams contriving to overturn the boat. Nothing daunted, +Shelley declared next day that his ducking had added fire to, instead of +quenching, the nautical ardour which produced it, and that he considered +it a good omen to any enterprise that it began in evil, as making it more +likely that it would end in good. + +All these events are touched on in the few specimen extracts from Mary's +journal and letters which follow-- + + _Wednesday, January 31._--Read Greek. Call on Emilia Viviani. Shelley + reads the _Vita Nuova_ aloud to me in the evening. + + _Friday, February 2._--Read Greek. Write. Emilia Viviani walks out + with Shelley. The Opera, with the Williams' (_Il Matrimonio Segreto_). + + _Tuesday, February 6._--Read Greek. Sit to Williams. Call on Emilia + Viviani. Prince Mavrocordato in the evening. A long metaphysical + argument. + + _Wednesday, February 7._--Read Greek. Sit to Williams. In the evening + the Williams', Prince Mavrocordato, and Mr. Taafe. + + _Monday, February 12._--Read Greek (no lesson). Finish the _Vita + Nuova_. In the afternoon call on Emilia Viviani. Walk. Mr. Taafe + calls. + + _Thursday, February 27._--Read Greek. The Williams to dine with us. + Walk with them. Il Diavolo Pacchiani calls. Shelley reads "The Ancient + Mariner" aloud. + + _Saturday, March 4._--Read Greek (no lesson). Walk with the Williams'. + Read Horace with Shelley in the evening. A delightful day. + + _Sunday, March 5._--Read Greek. Write letters. The Williams' to dine + with us. Walk with them. Williams relates his history. They spend the + evening with us, with Prince Mavrocordato and Mr. Taafe. + + _Thursday, March 8._--Read Greek (no lesson). Call on Emilia Viviani. + E. Williams calls. Shelley reads _The Case is Altered_ of Ben Jonson + aloud in the evening. A mizzling day and rainy night.... March winds + and rains are begun, the last puff of winter's breath,--the eldest + tears of a coming spring; she ever comes in weeping and goes out + smiling. + + _Monday, March 12._--Read Greek (no lesson). Finish the _Defence of + Poetry_. Copy for Shelley; he reads to me the _Tale of a Tub_. A + delightful day after a misty morning. + + _Wednesday, March 14._--Read Greek (no lesson). Copy for Shelley. Walk + with Williams. Prince Mavrocordato in the evening. I have an + interesting conversation with him concerning Greece. The second + bulletin of the Austrians published. A sirocco, but a pleasant + evening, + + _Friday, March 16._--Read Greek. Copy for Shelley. Walk with Williams. + Mrs. Williams confined. News of the Revolution of Piedmont, and the + taking of the citadel of Candia by the Greeks. A beautiful day, but + not hot. + + _Sunday, March 18._--Read Greek. Copy for Shelley. A sirocco and + mizzle. Bad news from Naples. Walk with Williams. Prince Mavrocordato + in the evening. + + _Monday, March 26._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Finish the + _Antigone_. A mizzling day. Spend the evening at the Williams'. + + _Wednesday, March 28._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Call on Emilia + Viviani. Walk with Williams. Mr. Taafe in the evening. A fine day, + though changeful as to clouds and wind. The State of Massa declares + the Constitution. The Piedmontese troops are at Sarzana. + + _Sunday, April 1._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls with news + about Greece. He is as gay as a caged eagle just free. Call on Emilia + Viviani. Walk with Williams; he spends the evening with us. + + _Monday, April 2._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls with the + proclamation of Ipsilanti. Write to him. Ride with Shelley into the + Cascini. A divine day, with a north-west wind. The theatre in the + evening. Tachinardi. + + _Wednesday, April 11._--Read Greek, and _Osservatore Fiorentino_. A + letter that overturns us.[40] Walk with Shelley. In the evening + Williams and Alex. Mavrocordato. + + _Friday, April 13._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls. + _Osservatore Fiorentino_. Walk with the Williams'. Shelley at Casa + Silva in the evening. An explanation of our difficulty. + + _Monday, April 16._--Write. Targioni. Read Greek. Mrs. Williams to + dinner. In the evening Mr. Taafe. A wet morning: in the afternoon a + fierce maestrale. Shelley, Williams, and Henry Reveley try to come up + the canal to Pisa; miss their way, are capsized, and sleep at a + contadino's. + + _Tuesday, April 24._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Hume. Villani. + Walk with the Williams'. Alex. M. calls in the evening, with good news + from Greece. The Morea free. + +They now migrated once more to the beautiful neighbourhood of the Baths of +San Giuliano di Pisa; the Williams' established themselves at Pugnano, +only four miles off: the canal fed by the Serchio ran between the two +places, and the little boat was in constant requisition. + + Our boat is asleep on Serchio's stream, + Its sails are folded like thoughts in a dream, + The helm sways idly, hither and thither; + Dominic, the boatman, has brought the mast, + And the oars, and the sails; but 'tis sleeping fast, + Like a beast, unconscious of its tether.[41] + + The canal which, fed by the Serchio, was, though an artificial, a full + and picturesque stream, making its way under verdant banks, sheltered + by trees that dipped their boughs into the murmuring waters. By day, + multitudes of ephemera darted to and fro on the surface; at night, the + fireflies came out among the shrubs on the banks; the _cicale_, at + noonday, kept up their hum; the aziola cooed in the quiet evening. It + was a pleasant summer, bright in all but Shelley's health and + inconstant spirits; yet he enjoyed himself greatly, and became more + and more attached to the part of the country where chance appeared to + cast us. Sometimes he projected taking a farm, situated on the height + of one of the near hills, surrounded by chestnut and pine woods and + overlooking a wide extent of country; or of settling still further in + the maritime Apennines, at Massa. Several of his slighter and + unfinished poems were inspired by these scenes, and by the companions + around us. It is the nature of that poetry, however, which overflows + from the soul, oftener to express sorrow and regret than joy; for it + is when oppressed by the weight of life and away from those he loves, + that the poet has recourse to the solace of expression in verse.[42] + + + _Journal, Thursday, May 3._--Read Villani. Go out in boat; call on + Emilia Viviani. Walk with Shelley. In the evening Alex. Mavrocordato, + Henry Reveley, Dancelli, and Mr. Taafe. + + _Friday, May 4._--Read Greek. (Alex. M.) Read Villani. Shelley goes to + Leghorn by sea with Henry Reveley. + + _Tuesday, May 8._--Packing. Read Greek (Alex. Mavrocordato). Shelley + goes to Leghorn. In the evening walk with Alex. M. to Pugnano. See the + Williams; return to the Baths. Shelley and Henry Reveley come. The + weather quite April; rain and sunshine, and by no means warm. + + _Saturday, June 23._--Abominably cold weather--rain, wind, and + cloud--quite an Italian November or a Scotch May. Shelley and Williams + go to Leghorn. Write. Read and finish Malthus. Begin the answer.[43] + Jane (Williams) spends the day here, and Edward returns in the + evening. Read Greek. + + _Sunday, June 24._--Write. Read the _Answer to Malthus_. Finish it. + Shelley at Leghorn. + + _Monday, June 25._--Little babe not well. Shelley returns. The + Williams call. Read old plays. Vaccà calls. + + _Tuesday, June 26._--Babe well. Write. Read Greek. Shelley not well. + Mr. Taafe and Granger dine with us. Walk with Shelley. Vaccà calls. + Alex. Mavrocordato sails. + + _Thursday, June 28._--Write. Read Greek. Read Mackenzie's works. Go to + Pugnano in the boat. The warmest day this month. Fireflies in the + evening. + +They were near enough to Pisa to go over there from time to time to see +Emilia and other friends, and for Prince Mavrocordato to come frequently +and give them the latest political news: the Greek lessons had been +voluntarily abjured by Mary when it seemed probable that the Prince might +be summoned at any moment to play an active part in the affairs of his +country, as actually happened in June. Shelley was still tormented by the +pain in his side, but his health and spirits were insensibly improving, as +he himself afterwards admitted. He was occupied in writing _Hellas_; his +elegy on Keats's death, _Adonais_ also belongs to this time. Ned Williams, +infected by the surrounding atmosphere of literature, had tried his +'prentice hand on a drama. In the words of his own journal-- + + Went in the summer to Pugnano--passed the first three months in + writing a play entitled _The Promise, or a year, a month, and a day_. + S. tells me if they accept it he has great hopes of its success before + an audience, and his hopes always enliven mine. + +Mary was straining every nerve to finish _Valperga_, in the hope of being +able to send it to England by the Gisbornes, who were preparing to leave +Italy,--a hope, however, which was not fulfilled. + + MARY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + BATHS OF S. GIULIANO, + _30th June 1821_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Well, how do you get on? Mr. Gisborne says + nothing of that in the note which he wrote yesterday, and it is that + in which I am most interested. + + I pity you exceedingly in all the disagreeable details to which you + are obliged to sacrifice your time and attention. I can conceive no + employment more tedious; but now I hope it is nearly over, and that as + the fruit of its conclusion you will soon come to see us. Shelley is + far from well; he suffers from his side and nervous irritation. The + day on which he returned from Leghorn he found little Percy ill of a + fever produced by teething. He got well the next day, but it was so + strong while it lasted that it frightened us greatly. You know how + much reason we have to fear the deceitful appearance of perfect + health. You see that this, your last summer in Italy, is manufactured + on purpose to accustom you to the English seasons. + + It is warmer now, but we still enjoy the delight of cloudy skies. The + "Creator" has not yet made himself heard. I get on with my occupation, + and hope to finish the rough transcript this month. I shall then give + about a month to corrections, and then I shall transcribe it. It has + indeed been a child of mighty slow growth since I first thought of it + in our library at Marlow. I then wanted the body in which I might + embody my spirit. The materials for this I found at Naples, but I + wanted other books. Nor did I begin it till a year afterwards at Pisa; + it was again suspended during our stay at your house, and continued + again at the Baths. All the winter I did not touch it, but now it is + in a state of great forwardness, since I am at page 71 of the third + volume. It has indeed been a work of some labour, since I have read + and consulted a great many books. I shall be very glad to read the + first volume to you, that you may give me your opinion as to the + conduct and interest of the story. June is now at its last gasp. You + talked of going in August, I hope therefore that we may soon expect + you. Have you heard anything concerning the inhabitants of Skinner + Street? It is now many months since I received a letter, and I begin + to grow alarmed. Adieu.--Ever sincerely yours, + + MARY W. S. + +On the 26th of July the Gisbornes came to pay their friends a short +farewell visit; on the 29th they started for England; Shelley going with +them as far as Florence, where he and Mary thought again of settling for +the winter, and where he wished to make inquiries about houses. During his +few days' absence the Williams' were almost constantly with Mary. Edward +Williams was busy painting a portrait of her in miniature, intended by +her as a surprise for Shelley on his birthday, the 4th of August. But when +that day arrived Shelley was unavoidably absent. On his return to the +Baths he had found a letter from Lord Byron, with a pressing invitation to +visit him at Ravenna, whence Byron was on the point of departing to join +Countess Guiccioli and her family, who had been exiled from the Roman +States for Carbonarism, and who, for the present, had taken refuge at +Florence. + +Shelley's thoughts turned at once, as they could not but do, to poor +little Allegra, in her convent of Bagnacavallo. What was to become of her? +Where would or could she be sent? or was she to be conveniently forgotten +and left behind? He was off next day, the 3d; paid a flying visit to +Clare, who was staying for her health at Leghorn, and arrived at Ravenna +on the 6th. + +The miniature was finished and ready for him on his birthday. Mary, alone +on that anniversary, was fain to look back over the past eventful seven +years,--their joys, their sorrows, their many changes. Not long before, +she had said, in a letter to Clare, "One is not gay, at least I am not, +but peaceful, and at peace with all the world." The same tone +characterises the entry in her journal for 4th August. + + Shelley's birthday. Seven years are now gone; what changes! what a + life! We now appear tranquil, yet who knows what wind----but I will + not prognosticate evil; we have had enough of it. When Shelley came to + Italy I said, all is well, if it were permanent; it was more passing + than an Italian twilight. I now say the same. May it be a Polar day, + yet that, too, has an end. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +AUGUST-NOVEMBER 1821 + + +From Bologna Shelley wrote to Mary an amusing account of his journey, so +far. But this letter was speedily followed by another, written within a +few hours of his arrival at Ravenna; a letter, this second one, to make +Mary's blood run cold, although it is expressed with all the calmness and +temperance that Shelley could command. + + RAVENNA, _7th August 1821_. + + MY DEAREST MARY--I arrived last night at 10 o'clock, and sate up + talking with Lord Byron until 5 this morning. I then went to sleep, + and now awake at 11, and having despatched my breakfast as quick as + possible, mean to devote the interval until 12, when the post departs, + to you. + + Lord Byron is very well, and was delighted to see me. He has, in fact, + completely recovered his health, and lives a life totally the reverse + of that which he led at Venice. He has a permanent sort of _liaison_ + with Contessa Guiccioli, who is now at Florence, and seems from her + letters to be a very amiable woman. She is waiting there until + something shall be decided as to their emigration to Switzerland or + stay in Italy, which is yet undetermined on either side. She was + compelled to escape from the Papal territory in great haste, as + measures had already been taken to place her in a convent, where she + would have been unrelentingly confined for life. The oppression of the + marriage contract, as existing in the laws and opinions of Italy, + though less frequently exercised, is far severer than that of England. + I tremble to think of what poor Emilia is destined to. + + Lord Byron had almost destroyed himself in Venice; his state of + debility was such that he was unable to digest any food; he was + consumed by hectic fever, and would speedily have perished, but for + this attachment, which has reclaimed him from the excesses into which + he threw himself, from carelessness rather than taste. Poor fellow! he + is now quite well, and immersed in politics and literature. He has + given me a number of the most interesting details on the former + subject, but we will not speak of them in a letter. Fletcher is here, + and as if, like a shadow, he waxed and waned with the substance of his + master, Fletcher also has recovered his good looks, and from amidst + the unseasonable gray hairs a fresh harvest of flaxen locks has put + forth. + + We talked a great deal of poetry and such matters last night, and, as + usual, differed, and I think more than ever. He affects to patronise a + system of criticism fit for the production of mediocrity, and, + although all his fine poems and passages have been produced in + defiance of this system, yet I recognise the pernicious effects of it + in the _Doge of Venice_, and it will cramp and limit his future + efforts, however great they may be, unless he gets rid of it. I have + read only parts of it, or rather, he himself read them to me, and gave + me the plan of the whole. + + Allegra, he says, is grown very beautiful, but he complains that her + temper is violent and imperious. He has no intention of leaving her in + Italy; indeed, the thing is too improper in itself not to carry + condemnation along with it. Contessa Guiccioli, he says, is very fond + of her; indeed, I cannot see why she should not take care of it, if + she is to live as his ostensible mistress. All this I shall know more + of soon. + + Lord Byron has also told me of a circumstance that shocks me + exceedingly, because it exhibits a degree of desperate and wicked + malice, for which I am at a loss to account. When I hear such things + my patience and my philosophy are put to a severe proof, whilst I + refrain from seeking out some obscure hiding-place, where the + countenance of man may never meet me more. It seems that _Elise_, + actuated either by some inconceivable malice for our dismissing her, + or bribed by my enemies, has persuaded the Hoppners of a story so + monstrous and incredible that they must have been prone to believe any + evil to have believed such assertions upon such evidence. Mr. Hoppner + wrote to Lord Byron to state this story as the reason why he declined + any further communications with us, and why he advised him to do the + same. Elise says that Claire was my mistress; that is very well, and + so far there is nothing new; all the world has heard so much, and + people may believe or not believe as they think good. She then + proceeds further to say that Claire was with child by me; that I gave + her the most violent medicine to procure abortion; that this not + succeeding she was brought to bed, and that I immediately tore the + child from her and sent it to the Foundling Hospital,--I quote Mr. + Hoppner's words,--and this is stated to have taken place in the winter + after we left Este. In addition, she says that both Claire and I + treated you in the most shameful manner; that I neglected and beat + you, and that Claire never let a day pass without offering you insults + of the most violent kind, in which she was abetted by me. + + As to what Reviews and the world say, I do not care a jot, but when + persons who have known me are capable of conceiving of me--not that I + have fallen into a great error, as would have been the living with + Claire as my mistress--but that I have committed such unutterable + crimes as destroying or abandoning a child, and that my own! Imagine + my despair of good! Imagine how it is possible that one of so weak and + sensitive a nature as mine can run further the gauntlet through this + hellish society of men! _You_ should write to the Hoppners a letter + refuting the charge, in case you believe and know, and can prove that + it is false, stating the grounds and proof of your belief. I need not + dictate what you should say, nor, I hope, inspire you with warmth to + rebut a charge which you only can effectually rebut. If you will send + the letter to me here, I will forward it to the Hoppners. Lord Byron + is not up. I do not know the Hoppners' address, and I am anxious not + to lose a post. + + P. B. S. + +Mary's feelings on the perusal of this letter may be faintly imagined by +those who read it now, and who know what manner of woman she actually was. +They are expressed, as far as they could be expressed, in the letter +which, in accordance with Shelley's desire, and while still smarting under +the first shock of grief and profound indignation, she wrote off to Mrs. +Hoppner, and enclosed in a note to Shelley himself. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + MY DEAR SHELLEY--Shocked beyond all measure as I was, I instantly + wrote the enclosed. If the task be not too dreadful, pray copy it for + me; I cannot. + + Read that part of your letter that contains the accusation. I tried, + but I could not write it. I think I could as soon have died. I send + also Elise's last letter: enclose it or not, as you think best. + + I wrote to you with far different feelings last night, beloved friend, + our barque is indeed "tempest tost," but love me as you have ever + done, and God preserve my child to me, and our enemies shall not be + too much for us. Consider well if Florence be a fit residence for us. + I love, I own, to face danger, but I would not be imprudent. + + Pray get my letter to Mrs. Hoppner copied for a thousand reasons. + Adieu, dearest! Take care of yourself--all yet is well. The shock for + me is over, and I now despise the slander; but it must not pass + uncontradicted. I sincerely thank Lord Byron for his kind + unbelief.--Affectionately yours, + + M. W. S. + + Do not think me imprudent in mentioning E.'s[44] illness at Naples. It + is well to meet facts. They are as cunning as wicked. I have read over + my letter; it is written in haste, but it were as well that the first + burst of feeling should be expressed. + + + PISA, _10th August 1821_. + + MY DEAR MRS. HOPPNER--After a silence of nearly two years I address + you again, and most bitterly do I regret the occasion on which I now + write. Pardon me that I do not write in French; you understand English + well, and I am too much impressed to shackle myself in a foreign + language; even in my own my thoughts far outrun my pen, so that I can + hardly form the letters. I write to defend him to whom I have the + happiness to be united, whom I love and esteem beyond all living + creatures, from the foulest calumnies; and to you I write this, who + were so kind, and to Mr. Hoppner, to both of whom I indulged the + pleasing idea that I have every reason to feel gratitude. This is + indeed a painful task. Shelley is at present on a visit to Lord Byron + at Ravenna, and I received a letter from him to-day, containing + accounts that make my hand tremble so much that I can hardly hold the + pen. It tells me that Elise wrote to you, relating the most hideous + stories against him, and that you have believed them. Before I speak + of these falsehoods, permit me to say a few words concerning this + miserable girl. You well know that she formed an attachment with Paolo + when we proceeded to Rome, and at Naples their marriage was talked of. + We all tried to dissuade her; we knew Paolo to be a rascal, and we + thought so well of her. An accident led me to the knowledge that + without marrying they had formed a connection. She was ill; we sent + for a doctor, who said there was danger of a miscarriage, I would not + throw the girl on the world without in some degree binding her to this + man. We had them married at Sir R. A. Court's. She left us, turned + Catholic at Rome, married him, and then went to Florence. After the + disastrous death of my child we came to Tuscany. We have seen little + of them, but we have had knowledge that Paolo has formed a scheme of + extorting money from Shelley by false accusations. He has written him + threatening letters, saying that he would be the ruin of him, etc. We + placed them in the hands of a celebrated lawyer here, who has done + what he can to silence him. Elise has never interfered in this, and + indeed the other day I received a letter from her, entreating, with + great professions of love, that I would send her money. I took no + notice of this, but although I know her to be in evil hands, I would + not believe that she was wicked enough to join in his plans without + proof. And now I come to her accusations, and I must indeed summon all + my courage whilst I transcribe them, for tears will force their way, + and how can it be otherwise? + + You know Shelley, you saw his face, and could you believe them? + Believe them only on the testimony of a girl whom you despised? I had + hoped that such a thing was impossible, and that although strangers + might believe the calumnies that this man propagated, none who had + ever seen my husband could for a moment credit them. + + He says Claire was Shelley's mistress, that--upon my word I solemnly + assure you that I cannot write the words. I send you a part of + Shelley's letter that you may see what I am now about to refute, but I + had rather die than copy anything so vilely, so wickedly false, so + beyond all imagination fiendish. + + But that you should believe it! That my beloved Shelley should stand + thus slandered in your minds--he, the gentlest and most humane of + creatures--is more painful to me, oh! far more painful than words can + express. Need I say that the union between my husband and myself has + ever been undisturbed? Love caused our first imprudence--love, which, + improved by esteem, a perfect trust one in the other, a confidence and + affection which, visited as we have been by severe calamities (have we + not lost two children?), has increased daily and knows no bounds. I + will add that Claire has been separated from us for about a year. She + lives with a respectable German family at Florence. The reasons for + this were obvious: her connection with us made her manifest as the + Miss Clairmont, the mother of Allegra; besides we live much alone, she + enters much into society there, and, solely occupied with the idea of + the welfare of her child, she wished to appear such that she may not + be thought in after times to be unworthy of fulfilling the maternal + duties. You ought to have paused before you tried to convince the + father of her child of such unheard-of atrocities on her part. If his + generosity and knowledge of the world had not made him reject the + slander with the ridicule it deserved, what irretrievable mischief you + would have occasioned her. Those who know me well believe my simple + word--it is not long ago that my father said in a letter to me that he + had never known me utter a falsehood,--but you, easy as you have been + to credit evil, who may be more deaf to truth--to you I swear by all + that I hold sacred upon heaven and earth, by a vow which I should die + to write if I affirmed a falsehood,--I swear by the life of my child, + by my blessed, beloved child, that I know the accusations to be false. + But I have said enough to convince you, and are you not convinced? Are + not my words the words of truth? Repair, I conjure you, the evil you + have done by retracting your confidence in one so vile as Elise, and + by writing to me that you now reject as false every circumstance of + her infamous tale. + + You were kind to us, and I will never forget it; now I require + justice. You must believe me, and do me, I solemnly entreat you, the + justice to confess you do so. + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + + I send this letter to Shelley at Ravenna, that he may see it, for + although I ought, the subject is too odious to me to copy it. I wish + also that Lord Byron should see it; he gave no credit to the tale, but + it is as well that he should see how entirely fabulous it is. + +Shelley, meanwhile, never far from her in thought, and knowing only too +well how acutely she would suffer from all this, was writing to her +again. + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + MY DEAREST MARY--I wrote to you yesterday, and I begin another letter + to-day without knowing exactly when I can send it, as I am told the + post only goes once a week. I daresay the subject of the latter half + of my letter gave you pain, but it was necessary to look the affair in + the face, and the only satisfactory answer to the calumny must be + given by you, and could be given by you alone. This is evidently the + source of the violent denunciations of the _Literary Gazette_, in + themselves contemptible enough, and only to be regarded as effects + which show us their cause, which, until we put off our mortal nature, + we never despise--that is, the belief of persons who have known and + seen you that you are guilty of crimes. A certain degree and a certain + kind of infamy is to be borne, and, in fact, is the best compliment + which an exalted nature can receive from a filthy world, of which it + is its hell to be a part, but this sort of thing exceeds the measure, + and even if it were only for the sake of our dear Percy, I would take + some pains to suppress it. In fact it shall be suppressed, even if I + am driven to the disagreeable necessity of prosecuting him before the + Tuscan tribunals.... + + * * * * * + + Write to me at Florence, where I shall remain a day at least, and send + me letters, or news of letters. How is my little darling? and how are + you, and how do you get on with your book? Be severe in your + corrections, and expect severity from me, your sincere admirer. I + flatter myself you have composed something unequalled in its kind, and + that, not content with the honours of your birth and your hereditary + aristocracy, you will add still higher renown to your name. Expect me + at the end of my appointed time. I do not think I shall be detained. + Is Claire with you? or is she coming? Have you heard anything of my + poor Emilia, from whom I got a letter the day of my departure, saying + that her marriage was deferred for a very short time, on account of + the illness of her Sposo? How are the Williams', and Williams + especially? Give my very kindest love to them. + + Lord Byron has here splendid apartments in the house of his mistress's + husband, who is one of the richest men in Italy. _She_ is divorced, + with an allowance of 1200 crowns a year--a miserable pittance from a + man who has 120,000 a year. Here are two monkeys, five cats, eight + dogs, and ten horses, all of whom (except the horses) walk about the + house like the masters of it. Tita, the Venetian, is here, and + operates as my valet; a fine fellow, with a prodigious black beard, + and who has stabbed two or three people, and is one of the most + good-natured-looking fellows I ever saw. + + We have good rumours of the Greeks here, and a Russian war. I hardly + wish the Russians to take any part in it. My maxim is with Æschylus: + [Greek: to dyssebes--meta men pleiona tiktei, sphetera d'eikota + genna]. + + * * * * * + + There is a Greek exercise for you. How should slaves produce anything + but tyranny, even as the seed produces the plant? Adieu, dear + Mary.--Yours affectionately, + + S. + +At Ravenna there was only a weekly post. Shelley had to wait a long time +for Mary's answer, and before it could reach him he was writing to her yet +a third time. His mind was now full of Allegra. She was not to be left +alone in Italy. Shelley, enlightened by Emilia Viviani, had been able to +give Byron, on the subject of convents, such information as to "shake his +faith in the purity of these receptacles." But no conclusions of any sort +had been arrived at as to her future; and Shelley entreated Mary to rack +her brains, to inquire of all her friends, to leave no stone unturned, if +by any possibility she could find some fitting asylum, some safe home for +the lovely child. He had been to see the little girl at her convent, and +all readers of his letters know the description of the fairy creature, +who, with her "contemplative seriousness, mixed with excessive vivacity, +seemed a thing of a higher and a finer order" than the children around +her; happy and well cared for, as far as he could judge; pale, but +lovelier and livelier than ever, and full of childish glee and fun. + +At this point of his letter Mary's budget arrived, and Shelley continued +as follows-- + + RAVENNA, _Thursday_. + + I have received your letter with that to Mrs. Hoppner. I do not + wonder, my dearest friend, that you should have been moved. I was at + first, but speedily regained the indifference which the opinion of + anything or anybody, except our own consciousness, amply merits, and + day by day shall more receive from me. I have not recopied your + letter, such a measure would destroy its authenticity, but have given + it to Lord Byron, who has engaged to send it with his own comments to + the Hoppners. People do not hesitate, it seems, to make themselves + panders and accomplices to slander, for the Hoppners had exacted from + Lord Byron that these accusations should be concealed from _me_: Lord + Byron is not a man to keep a secret, good or bad, but in openly + confessing that he has not done so he must observe a certain delicacy, + and therefore wished to send the letter himself, and, indeed, this + adds weight to your representations. Have you seen the article in the + _Literary Gazette_ on me? They evidently allude to some story of this + kind. However cautious the Hoppners have been in preventing the + calumniated person from asserting his justification, you know too much + of the world not to be certain that this was the utmost limit of their + caution. So much for nothing. + + Lord Byron is immediately coming to Pisa. He will set off the moment I + can get him a house. Who would have imagined this?... What think you + of remaining at Pisa? The Williams' would probably be induced to stay + there if we did; Hunt would certainly stay, at least this winter, near + us, should he emigrate at all; Lord Byron and his Italian friends + would remain quietly there; and Lord Byron has certainly a very great + regard for us. The regard of such a man is worth some of the tribute + we must pay to the base passions of humanity in any intercourse with + those within their circle; he is better worth it than those on whom we + bestow it from mere custom. + + The Masons are there, and, as far as solid affairs are concerned, are + my friends. I allow this is an argument for Florence. Mrs. Mason's + perversity is very annoying to me, especially as Mr. Tighe is + seriously my friend. This circumstance makes me averse from that + intimate continuation of intercourse which, once having begun, I can + no longer avoid. + + At Pisa I need not distil my water, if I _can_ distil it anywhere. + Last winter I suffered less from my painful disorder than the winter I + spent in Florence. The arguments for Florence you know, and they are + very weighty; judge (_I know you like the job_) which scale is + overbalanced. My greatest content would be utterly to desert all human + society. I would retire with you and our child to a solitary island in + the sea, would build a boat, and shut upon my retreat the flood-gates + of the world. I would read no reviews and talk with no authors. If I + dared trust my imagination, it would tell me that there are one or two + chosen companions besides yourself whom I should desire. But to this I + would not listen. Where two or three are gathered together the devil + is among them, and good far more than evil impulses, love far more + than hatred, has been to me, except as you have been its object, the + source of all sorts of mischief. So on this plan I would be _alone_, + and would devote either to oblivion or to future generations the + overflowings of a mind which, timely withdrawn from the contagion, + should be kept fit for no baser object. But this it does not appear + that we shall do. The other side of the alternative (for a medium + ought not to be adopted) is to form for ourselves a society of our own + class, as much as possible, in intellect or in feelings, and to + connect ourselves with the interests of that society. Our roots never + struck so deeply as at Pisa, and the transplanted tree flourishes not. + People who lead the lives which we led until last winter are like a + family of Wahabee Arabs pitching their tent in the midst of London. We + must do one thing or the other,--for yourself, for our child, for our + existence. The calumnies, the sources of which are probably deeper + than we perceive, have ultimately for object the depriving us of the + means of security and subsistence. You will easily perceive the + gradations by which calumny proceeds to pretext, pretext to + persecution, and persecution to the ban of fire and water. It is for + this, and not because this or that fool, or the whole court of fools, + curse and rail, that calumny is worth refuting or chastising. + + P. B. S. + +"So much for nothing," indeed. When Byron made himself responsible for +Mary's letter, it was, probably, without any definite intention of +withholding it from those to whom it was addressed. He may well have +wished to add to this glowing denial of his own insinuations some +palliating personal explanation. When, in the previous March, Clare had +protested against an Italian convent education for Allegra, he had sent +her letter to the Hoppners with a sneer at the "excellent grace" with +which these representations came from a woman of the writer's character +and present way of life. And yet he knew Shelley,--knew him as the +Hoppners could not do; he knew what Shelley had done for him, for Clare, +and Allegra; and to how much slander and misrepresentation he had +voluntarily submitted that they might go scot-free. Byron was,--and he +knew it,--the last person who should have accepted or allowed others to +accept this fresh scandal without proof and without inquiry. He was +ashamed of the part he had played, and reluctant to confess to the +Hoppners that he had been wrong, and that his words, as often happened, +had been far in advance of his knowledge or his solid convictions; but his +intentions were to do the best he could. And, satisfying himself with good +intentions, he put off the unwelcome day until the occasion was past, and +till, finally, the friend whose honour had been entrusted to his keeping +was beyond his power to help or to harm. Shelley was dead; and how then +explain to the Hoppners why the letter had not been sent before? It was +"not worth while," probably, to revive the subject in order to vindicate a +mere memory, nor yet to remove an unjust and cruel stigma from the +character of those who survived. However it may have been, one thing is +undoubted. Mary Shelley never received any answer to her letter of +protest, which, after Byron's death, was found safe among his papers. + +One more note Shelley sent to Mary from Ravenna on the subject of the +promised portrait. It would not seem that the miniature was actually +despatched now, but as his return was so long delayed, the birthday plot +had to be divulged. + + RAVENNA, _Tuesday, 15th August 1821_. + + MY DEAREST LOVE--I accept your kind present of your picture, and wish + you would get it prettily framed for me. I will wear, for your sake, + upon my heart this image which is ever present to my mind. + + I have only two minutes to write; the post is just setting off. I + shall leave the place on Thursday or Friday morning. You would forgive + me for my longer stay if you knew the fighting I have had to make it + so short. I need not say where my own feelings impel me. + + It still remains fixed that Lord Byron should come to Tuscany, and, if + possible, Pisa; but more of that to-morrow.--Your faithful and + affectionate + + S. + +The foregoing painful episode was enough to fill Mary's mind during the +fortnight she was alone. It was well for her that she was within easy +reach of cheerful friends, yet, even as it was, she could not altogether +escape from bitter thoughts. Clare was at Leghorn, and had to be told of +everything. Mary could not but think of the relief it would be to them all +if she were to marry; a remote possibility to which she probably alludes +in the following letter, written at this time to Miss Curran-- + + MARY SHELLEY TO MISS CURRAN. + + SAN GIULIANO, _17th August_. + + MY DEAR MISS CURRAN--It gives me great pain to hear of your + ill-health. Will this hot summer conduce to a better state or not? I + hope anxiously, when I hear from you again, to learn that you are + better, having recovered from your weakness, and that you have no + return of your disorder. I should have answered your letter before, + but we have been in the confusion of moving. We are now settled in an + agreeable house at the Baths of San Giuliano, about four miles from + Pisa, under the shadow of mountains, and with delightful scenery + within a walk. We go on in our old manner, with no change. I have had + many changes for the worse; one might be for the better, but that is + nearly impossible. Our child is well and thriving, which is a great + comfort, and the Italian sky gives Shelley health, which is to him a + rare and substantial enjoyment. I did [not] receive the letter you + mention to have written in March, and you also have missed one of our + letters in which Shelley acknowledged the receipt of the drawings you + mention, and requested that the largest pyramid might be erected if + they could case it with white marble for £25. However, the whole had + better stand as I mentioned in my last; for, without the most rigorous + inspection, great cheating would take place, and no female could + detect them. When we visit Rome, we can do that which we wish. Many + thanks for your kindness, which has been very great. I would send you + on the books I mentioned, but we live out of the world, and I know of + no conveyance. Mr. Purniance says that he sent the life of your father + by sea to Rome, directed to you; so, doubtless, it is in the + custom-house there. + + How enraged all our mighty rulers are at the quiet revolutions which + have taken place; it is said that some one said to the Grand Duke + here: "Ma richiedono una constituzione qui?" "Ebene, la darò subito" + was the reply; but he is not his own master, and Austria would take + care that that should not be the case; they say Austrian troops are + coming here, and the Tuscan ones will be sent to Germany. We take in + _Galignani_, and would send them to you if you liked. I do not know + what the expense would be, but I should think slight. If you + recommence painting, do not forget Beatrice. I wish very much for a + copy of that; you would oblige us greatly by making one. Pray let me + hear of your health. God knows when we shall be in Rome; + circumstances must direct, and they dance about like + will-o'-the-wisps, enticing and then deserting us. We must take care + not to be left in a bog. Adieu, take care of yourself. Believe in + Shelley's sincere wishes for your health, and in kind remembrances, + and in my being ever sincerely yours, + + M. W. SHELLEY. + + Clare desires (not remembrances, if they are not pleasant), however + she sends a proper message, and says she would be obliged to you, if + you let her have her picture, if you could find a mode of conveying + it.... + + Do you know we lose many letters, having spies (not Government ones) + about us in plenty; they made a desperate push to do us a desperate + mischief lately, but succeeded no further than to blacken us among the + English; so if you receive a fresh batch (or green bag) of scandal + against us, I assure you it is all a _lie_. Poor souls! we live + innocently, as you well know; if we did not, ten to one God would take + pity on us, and we should not be so unfortunate. + +Shelley's absence, though eventful, was, after all, a short one. In about +a fortnight he was back again at the Bagni, and for a few weeks life was +quiet. + +On the 18th of September Mary records-- + + Picnic on the Pugnano Mountains; music in the evening. Sleep there. + +On another occasion, wishing to find some tolerably cool seaside place +where they might spend the next summer, they went,--the Shelleys and +Clare,--on a two or three days' expedition of discovery to Spezzia, and +were enchanted with the beauty of the bay. Clare had, shortly after, to +return to her situation at Florence, but the Shelleys decided to winter at +Pisa. They took a top flat in the "Tre Palazzi di Chiesa," on the Lung' +Arno, and spent part of October in furnishing it. They took possession +about the 25th; the Williams' coming, not many days later, to occupy a +lower flat in the same house. At Lord Byron's request, the Shelleys had +taken for him Casa Lanfranchi, the finest palace in the Lung' Arno, just +opposite the house where they themselves were established. This close +juxtaposition of abodes was likely to prove somewhat inconvenient, in case +of Clare's occasional presence at Tre Palazzi. Her first visit, however, +to which the following characteristic letter refers, was to the Masons at +Casa Silva, and it came to an end just before Byron's arrival in Pisa. +Clare had been staying with the Williams' at Pugnano. + + CLARE TO MARY. + + MY DEAR MARY--I arrived last night--won't you come and see me to-day? + The Williams' wish you to forward them Mr. Webb's answer, if possible, + to reach them by 2 o'clock afternoon to-day. If Mr. Webb says yes (you + will open his note), send Dominico with it to them, and he passing by + the Baths must order Pancani to be at Pugnano by 5 o'clock in the + afternoon. If there comes no letter from Mr. Webb, they will equally + come to you, and I wish you could also in that case contrive to get + Pancani ordered for them, for we forgot to arrange how that could be + done; if not, they will be there expecting, and perhaps get involved + for the next month. I wish you to be so good as to send me immediately + my large box and the clothes from the Busati, indeed all that you have + of mine, for I must arrange my boxes to get them _bollate_ + immediately. Don't delay, and my band-box too. If you could of your + great bounty give me a sponge, I should be infinitely obliged to you. + Then, when it is dark, and the Williams' arrived, will you ask Mr. + Williams to be so good as to come and knock at Casa Silva, and I will + return to spend the evening with you? Shelley won't do to fetch me, + because he looks singular in the streets. But I wish he would come now + to give me some money, as I want to write to Livorno and arrange + everything. Later will be inconvenient for me. Kiss the chick for me, + and believe me, yours affectionately, + + CLARE. + + + _Journal._--All October is left out, it seems.--We are at the Baths, + occupied with furnishing our house, copying my novel, etc. etc. + +Mary's intention was to devote any profits which might proceed from this +work to the relief of her father's necessities, and the hope of being able +to help him had stimulated her industry and energy while it eased her +heart. She aimed at selling the copyright for £400, and Shelley opened +negotiations to this effect with Ollier the publisher. His letter on the +subject bears such striking testimony to the estimate he had formed of +Mary's powers, and gives, besides, so complete a sketch of the novel +itself, that it cannot be omitted here. + + SHELLEY TO MR. OLLIER. + + PISA, _25th September 1822_. + + DEAR SIR--It will give me great pleasure if I can arrange the affair + of Mrs. Shelley's novel with you to her and your satisfaction. She has + a specific purpose in the sum which she instructed me to require, and, + although this purpose could not be answered without ready money, yet I + should find means to answer her wishes in that point if you could make + it convenient to pay one-third at Christmas, and give bills for the + other two-thirds at twelve and eighteen months. It would give me + peculiar satisfaction that you, rather than any other person, should + be the publisher of this work; it is the product of no slight labour, + and I flatter myself, of no common talent, I doubt not it will give no + less credit than it will receive from your names. I trust you know me + too well to believe that my judgment deliberately given in testimony + of the value of any production is influenced by motives of interest or + partiality. + + The romance is called _Castruccio, Prince of Lucca_, and is founded, + not upon the novel of Machiavelli under that name, which substitutes a + childish fiction for the far more romantic truth of history, but upon + the actual story of his life. He was a person who, from an exile and + an adventurer, after having served in the wars of England and Flanders + in the reign of our Edward the Second, returned to his native city, + and liberating it from its tyrants, became himself its tyrant, and + died in the full splendour of his dominion, which he had extended over + the half of Tuscany. He was a little Napoleon, and with a dukedom + instead of an empire for his theatre, brought upon the same all the + passions and errors of his antitype. The chief interest of the romance + rests upon Euthanasia, his betrothed bride, whose love for him is only + equalled by her enthusiasm for the liberty of the Republic of + Florence, which is in some sort her country, and for that of Italy, to + which Castruccio is a devoted enemy, being an ally of the party of the + Emperor. This character is a masterpiece; and the keystone of the + drama, which is built up with admirable art, is the conflict between + these passions and these principles. Euthanasia, the last survivor of + a noble house, is a feudal countess, and her castle is the scene of + the exhibition of the knightly manners of the time. The character of + Beatrice, the prophetess, can only be done justice to in the very + language of the author. I know nothing in Walter Scott's novels which + at all approaches to the beauty and the sublimity of this--creation, I + may say, for it is perfectly original; and, although founded upon the + ideas and manners of the age which is represented, is wholly without + a similitude in any fiction I ever read. Beatrice is in love with + Castruccio, and dies; for the romance, although interspersed with much + lighter matter, is deeply tragic, and the shades darken and gather as + the catastrophe approaches. All the manners, customs of the age, are + introduced; the superstitions, the heresies, and the religious + persecutions are displayed; the minutest circumstance of Italian + manners in that age is not omitted; and the whole seems to me to + constitute a living and moving picture of an age almost forgotten. The + author visited the scenery which she describes in person; and one or + two of the inferior characters are drawn from her own observation of + the Italians, for the national character shows itself still in certain + instances under the same forms as it wore in the time of Dante. The + novel consists, as I told you before, of three volumes, each at least + equal to one of the _Tales of my Landlord_, and they will be very soon + ready to be sent. + +No arrangement, however, was come to at this time, and early in January +Mary wrote to her father, offering the work to him, and asking him, if he +accepted it, to make a bargain concerning it with a publisher. + +Godwin accepted the offer, and undertook the responsibility, in a letter +from which the following is an extract-- + + _31st January 1822._ + + I am much gratified by your letter of the 11th, which reached me on + Saturday last; it is truly generous of you to desire that I would make + use of the produce of your novel. But what can I say to it? It is + against the course of nature, unless, indeed, you were actually in + possession of a fortune. + + * * * * * + + I said in the preface to _Mandeville_ there were two or three works + further that I should be glad to finish before I died. If I make use + of the money from you in the way you suggest, that may enable me to + complete my present work. + +The MS. was, accordingly, despatched to England, but was not published +till many months later. + +_Valperga_ (as it was afterwards called) was a book of much power and more +promise; very remarkable when the author's age is taken into +consideration. Apart from local colouring, the interest of the tale turns +on the development of the character--naturally powerful and disposed to +good, but spoilt by popularity and success, and unguided by principle--of +Castruccio himself; and on the contrast between him and Euthanasia, the +noble and beautiful woman who sacrifices her possessions, her hopes, and +her affections to the cause of fidelity and patriotism. + +Beatrice, the prophetess, is one of those gifted but fated souls, who, +under the persuasion that they are supernaturally inspired, mistake the +ordinary impulses of human nature for Divine commands, and, finding their +mistake, yet encourage themselves in what they know to be delusion till +the end,--a tragic end. + +There are some remarkable descriptive passages, especially one where the +wandering Beatrice comes suddenly upon a house in a dreary landscape which +she knows, although she has never seen it before except in a haunting +dream; every detail of it is horribly familiar, and she is paralysed by +the sense of imminent calamity, which, in fact, bursts upon her directly +afterwards. + +Euthanasia dies at sea, and the account of the running down and wreck of +her ship is a curious, almost prophetic, foreshadowing of the calamity by +which, all too soon, Shelley was to lose his life. + + The wind changed to a more northerly direction during the night, and + the land-breeze of the morning filled their sails, so that, although + slowly, they dropt down southward. About noon they met a Pisan vessel, + who bade them beware of a Genoese squadron, which was cruising off + Corsica; so they bore in nearer to the shore. At sunset that day a + fierce sirocco arose, accompanied by thunder and lightning, such as is + seldom seen during the winter season. Presently they saw huge dark + columns descending from heaven, and meeting the sea, which boiled + beneath; they were borne on by the storm, and scattered by the wind. + The rain came down in sheets, and the hail clattered, as it fell to + its grave in the ocean; the ocean was lashed into such waves that, + many miles inland, during the pauses of the wind, the hoarse and + constant murmurs of the far-off sea made the well-housed landsman + mutter one more prayer for those exposed to its fury. + + Such was the storm, as it was seen from shore. Nothing more was ever + known of the Sicilian vessel which bore Euthanasia. It never reached + its destined port, nor were any of those on board ever after seen. The + sentinels who watched near Vado, a town on the sea-beach of the + Maremma, found on the following day that the waves had washed on shore + some of the wrecks of a vessel; they picked up a few planks and a + broken mast, round which, tangled with some of its cordage, was a + white silk handkerchief, such a one as had bound the tresses of + Euthanasia the night that she had embarked; and in its knot were a few + golden hairs. + + * * * * * + +To follow the fate of Mary's novel, it has been necessary somewhat to +anticipate the history, which is resumed in the next chapter, with the +journal and letters of the latter part of 1821. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +NOVEMBER 1821-APRIL 1822 + + + _Journal, Thursday, November 1._--Go to Florence. Copy. Ride with the + Guiccioli. Albé arrives. + + _Sunday, November 4._--The Williams' arrive. Copy. Call on the + Guiccioli. + + _Thursday, November 15._--Copy. Read _Caleb Williams_ to Jane. Ride + with the Guiccioli. Shelley goes on translating Spinoza with Edward. + Medwin arrives. Taafe calls. Argyropulo calls. Good news from the + Greeks. + + _Tuesday, November 28._--Ride with the Guiccioli. Suffer much with + rheumatism in my head. + + _Wednesday, November 29._--I mark this day because I begin my Greek + again, and that is a study that ever delights me. I do not feel the + bore of it, as in learning another language, although it be so + difficult, it so richly repays one; yet I read little, for I am not + well. Shelley and the Williams go to Leghorn; they dine with us + afterwards with Medwin. Write to Clare. + + _Thursday, November 30._--Correct the novel. Read a little Greek. Not + well. Ride with the Guiccioli. The Count Pietro (Gamba) in the + evening. + + + MRS. SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + PISA, _30th November 1821_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Although having much to do be a bad excuse for + not writing to you, yet you must in some sort admit this plea on my + part. Here we are in Pisa, having furnished very nice apartments for + ourselves, and what is more, paid for the furniture out of the fruits + of two years' economy, we are at the top of the Tre Palazzi di Chiesa. + I daresay you know the house, next door to La Scoto's house on the + north side of Lung' Arno; but the rooms we inhabit are south, and look + over the whole country towards the sea, so that we are entirely out of + the bustle and disagreeable _puzzi_, etc., of the town, and hardly + know that we are so enveloped until we descend into the street. The + Williams' have been less lucky, though they have followed our example + in furnishing their own house, but, renting it of Mr. Webb, they have + been treated scurvily. So here we live, Lord Byron just opposite to us + in Casa Lanfranchi (the late Signora Felichi's house). So Pisa, you + see, has become a little nest of singing birds. You will be both + surprised and delighted at the work just about to be published by him; + his _Cain_, which is in the highest style of imaginative poetry. It + made a great impression upon me, and appears almost a revelation, from + its power and beauty. Shelley rides with him; I, of course, see little + of him. The lady _whom he serves_ is a nice pretty girl without + pretensions, good hearted and amiable; her relations were banished + Romagna for Carbonarism. + + What do you know of Hunt? About two months ago he wrote to say that on + 21st October he should quit England, and we have heard nothing more of + him in any way; I expect some day he and six children will drop in + from the clouds, trusting that God will temper the wind to the shorn + lamb. Pray when you write, tell us everything you know concerning him. + Do you get any intelligence of the Greeks? Our worthy countrymen take + part against them in every possible way, yet such is the spirit of + freedom, and such the hatred of these poor people for their + oppressors, that I have the warmest hopes--[Greek: mantis eim' esthlôn + agônôn]. Mavrocordato is there, justly revered for the sacrifice he + has made of his whole fortune to the cause, and besides for his + firmness and talents. If Greece be free, Shelley and I have vowed to + go, perhaps to settle there, in one of those beautiful islands where + earth, ocean, and sky form the paradise. You will, I hope, tell us all + the news of our friends when you write. I see no one that you know. We + live in our usual retired way, with few friends and no acquaintances. + Clare is returned to her usual residence, and our tranquillity is + unbroken in upon, except by those winds, sirocco or tramontana, which + now and then will sweep over the ocean of one's mind and disturb or + cloud its surface. Since this must be a double letter, I save myself + the trouble of copying the enclosed, which was a part of a letter + written to you a month ago, but which I did not send. Will you attend + to my requests? Every day increases my anxiety concerning the desk. Do + have the goodness to pack it off as soon as you can. + + Shelley was at your hive yesterday; it is as dirty and busy as ever, + so people live in the same narrow circle of space and thought, while + time goes on, not as a racehorse, but a "six inside dilly," and puts + them down softly at their journey's end; while they have slept and + ate, and _ecco tutto_. With this piece of morality, dear Mrs. + Gisborne, I end. Shelley begs every remembrance of his to be joined + with mine to Mr. Gisborne and Henry.--Ever yours, + + MARY W. S. + + And now, my dear Mrs. Gisborne, I have a great favour to ask of you. + Ollier writes to say that he has placed our two desks in the hands of + a merchant of the city, and that they are to come--God knows when! + Now, as we sent for them two years ago, and are tired of waiting, will + you do us the favour to get them out of his hands, and to send them + without delay? If they can be sent without being opened, send them _in + statu quo_; if they must be opened, do not send the smallest but get a + key (being a patent lock a key will cost half a guinea) made for the + largest and send it, and return the other to Peacock. If you send the + desk, will you send with it the following things?--A few copies of all + Shelley's works, particularly of the second edition of the _Cenci_, my + mother's posthumous works, and _Letters from Norway_ from Peacock, if + you can, but do not delay the box for them. + + + _Journal, Sunday, December 2._--Read the _History of Shipwrecks_. Read + Herodotus with Shelley. Ride with La Guiccioli. Pietro and her in the + evening. + + _Monday, December 3._--Write letters. Read Herodotus with Shelley. + Finish _Caleb Williams_ to Jane. Taafe calls. He says that his Turk is + a very moral man, for that when he began a scandalous story he + interrupted him immediately, saying, "Ah! we must never speak thus of + our neighbours!" Taafe would do well to take the hint. + + _Thursday, December 6._--Read Homer. Walk with Williams. Spend the + evening with them. Call on T. Guiccioli with Jane, while Taafe amuses + Shelley and Edward. Read Tacitus. A dismal day. + + _Friday, December 7._--Letter from Hunt and Bessy. Walk with Shelley. + Buy furniture for them, etc. Walk with Edward and Jane to the garden, + and return with T. Guiccioli in the carriage. Edward reads the + _Shipwreck of the Wager_ to us in the evening. + + _Saturday, December 8._--Get up late and talk with Shelley. The + Williams and Medwin to dinner. Walk with Edward and Jane in the + garden. Return with T. Guiccioli. T. G. and Pietro in the evening. + Write to Clare. Read Tacitus. + + _Sunday, December 9._--Go to church at Dr. Nott's. Walk with Edward + and Jane in the garden. In the evening first Pietro and Teresa, + afterwards go to the Williams'. + + _Monday, December 10._--Out shopping. Walk with the Williams and T. + Guiccioli to the garden. Medwin at tea. Afterwards we are alone, and + after reading a little Herodotus, Shelley reads Chaucer's _Flower and + the Leaf_, and then Chaucer's _Dream_ to me. A divine, cold, + tramontana day. + + _Monday, January 14._--Read _Emile_. Call on T. Guiccioli and see Lord + Byron. Trelawny arrives. + +Edward John Trelawny, whose subsequent history was to be closely bound up +with that of Shelley and of Mrs. Shelley, was of good Cornish family, and +had led a wandering life, full of romantic adventure. He had become +acquainted with Williams and Medwin in Switzerland a year before, since +which he had been in Paris and London. Tired of a town life and of +society, and in order to "maintain the just equilibrium between the body +and the brain," he had determined to pass the next winter hunting and +shooting in the wilds of the Maremma, with a Captain Roberts and +Lieutenant Williams. For the exercise of his brain, he proposed passing +the summer with Shelley and Byron, boating in the Mediterranean, as he had +heard that they proposed doing. Neither of the poets were as yet +personally known to him, but he had lost no time in seeking their +acquaintance. On the very evening of his arrival in Pisa he repaired to +the Tre Palazzi, where, in the Williams' room, he first saw Shelley, and +was struck speechless with astonishment. + + Was it possible this mild-looking beardless boy could be the veritable + monster at war with all the world? Excommunicated by the Fathers of + the Church, deprived of his civil rights by the fiat of a grim Lord + Chancellor, discarded by every member of his family, and denounced by + the rival sages of our literature as the founder of a Satanic school? + I could not believe it; it must be a hoax. + +But presently, when Shelley was led to talk on a theme that interested +him--the works of Calderon,--his marvellous powers of mind and command of +language held Trelawny spell-bound: "After this touch of his quality," he +says, "I no longer doubted his identity." + +Mrs. Shelley appeared soon after, and the visitor looked with lively +curiosity at the daughter of William Godwin and Mary Wollstonecraft. + + Such a rare pedigree of genius was enough to interest me in her, + irrespective of her own merits as an authoress. The most striking + feature in her face was her calm, gray eyes; she was rather under the + English standard of woman's height, very fair and light-haired; witty, + social, and animated in the society of friends, though mournful in + solitude; like Shelley, though in a minor degree, she had the power of + expressing her thoughts in varied and appropriate words, derived from + familiarity with the works of our vigorous old writers. Neither of + them used obsolete or foreign words. This command of our language + struck me the more as contrasted with the scanty vocabulary used by + ladies in society, in which a score of poor hackneyed phrases suffice + to express all that is felt or considered proper to reveal.[45] + +Mary's impressions of the new-comer may be gathered from her journal and +her subsequent letter to Mrs. Gisborne. + + _Journal, Saturday, January 19._--Copy. Walk with Jane. The Opera in + the evening. Trelawny is extravagant--_un giovane + stravagante_,--partly natural, and partly, perhaps, put on, but it + suits him well, and if his abrupt but not unpolished manners be + assumed, they are nevertheless in unison with his Moorish face (for he + looks Oriental yet not Asiatic), his dark hair, his Herculean form; + and then there is an air of extreme good nature which pervades his + whole countenance, especially when he smiles, which assures me that + his heart is good. He tells strange stories of himself, horrific ones, + so that they harrow one up, while with his emphatic but unmodulated + voice, his simple yet strong language, he pourtrays the most + frightful situations; then all these adventures took place between the + ages of thirteen and twenty. + + I believe them now I see the man, and, tired with the everyday + sleepiness of human intercourse, I am glad to meet with one who, among + other valuable qualities, has the rare merit of interesting my + imagination. The _crew_ and Medwin dine with us. + + _Sunday, January 27._--Read Homer. Walk. Dine at the Williams'. The + Opera in the evening. Ride with T. Guiccioli. + + _Monday, January 28._--The Williams breakfast with us. Go down Bocca + d'Arno in the boat with Shelley and Jane. Edward and E. Trelawny meet + us there; return in the gig; they dine with us; very tired. + + _Tuesday, January 29._--Read Homer and Tacitus. Ride with T. + Guiccioli. E. Trelawny and Medwin to dinner. The Baron Lutzerode in + the evening. + + But as the torrent widens towards the ocean, + We ponder deeply on each past emotion. + + Read the first volume of the _Pirate_. + + _Sunday, February 3._--Read Homer. Walk to the garden with Jane. + Return with Medwin to dinner. Trelawny in the evening. A wild day and + night, some clouds in the sky in the morning, but they clear away. A + north wind. + + _Monday, February 4._--Breakfast with the Williams'. Edward, Jane, and + Trelawny go to Leghorn. Walk with Jane. Southey's letter concerning + Lord Byron. Write to Clare. In the evening the Gambas and Taafe. + + _Thursday, February 7._--Read Homer, Tacitus, and _Emile_. Shelley and + Edward depart for La Spezzia. Walk with Jane, and to the Opera with + her in the evening. With E. Trelawny afterwards to Mrs. Beauclerc's + ball. During a long, long evening in mixed society how often do one's + sensations change, and, swiftly as the west wind drives the shadows of + clouds across the sunny hill or the waving corn, so swift do + sensations pass, painting--yet, oh! not disfiguring--the serenity of + the mind. It is then that life seems to weigh itself, and hosts of + memories and imaginations, thrown into one scale, make the other kick + the beam. You remember what you have felt, what you have dreamt; yet + you dwell on the shadowy side, and lost hopes and death, such as you + have seen it, seem to cover all things with a funeral pall. + + The time that was, is, and will be, presses upon you, and, standing + the centre of a moving circle, you "slide giddily as the world reels." + You look to heaven, and would demand of the everlasting stars that the + thoughts and passions which are your life may be as ever-living as + they. You would demand of the blue empyrean that your mind might be as + clear as it, and that the tears which gather in your eyes might be the + shower that would drain from its profoundest depths the springs of + weakness and sorrow. But where are the stars? Where the blue empyrean? + A ceiling clouds that, and a thousand swift consuming lights supply + the place of the eternal ones of heaven. The enthusiast suppresses her + tears, crushes her opening thoughts, and.... But all is changed; some + word, some look excite the lagging blood, laughter dances in the eyes, + and the spirits rise proportionably high. + + The Queen is all for revels, her light heart, + Unladen from the heaviness of state, + Bestows itself upon delightfulness. + + _Friday, February 8._--Sometimes I awaken from my visionary monotony, + and my thoughts flow until, as it is exquisite pain to stop the + flowing of the blood, so is it painful to check expression and make + the overflowing mind return to its usual channel. I feel a kind of + tenderness to those, whoever they may be (even though strangers), who + awaken the train and touch a chord so full of harmony and thrilling + music, when I would tear the veil from this strange world, and pierce + with eagle eyes beyond the sun; when every idea, strange and + changeful, is another step in the ladder by which I would climb.... + + Read _Emile_. Jane dines with me, walk with her. E. Trelawny and Jane + in the evening. Trelawny tells us a number of amusing stories of his + early life. Read third canto of _L'Inferno_. + + They say that Providence is shown by the extraction that may be ever + made of good from evil, that we draw our virtues from our faults. So I + am to thank God for making me weak. I might say, "Thy will be done," + but I cannot applaud the permitter of self-degradation, though dignity + and superior wisdom arise from its bitter and burning ashes. + + _Saturday, February 9._--Read _Emile_. Walk with Jane, and ride with + T. Guiccioli. Dine with Jane. Taafe and T. Medwin call. I retire with + E. Trelawny, who amuses me as usual by the endless variety of his + adventures and conversation. + + + MARY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + PISA, _9th February 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Not having heard from you, I am anxious about + my desk. It would have been a great convenience to me if I could have + received it at the beginning of the winter, but now I should like it + as soon as possible. I hope that it is out of Ollier's hands. I have + before said what I would have done with it. If both desks can be sent + without being opened, let them be sent; if not, give the small one + back to Peacock. Get a key made for the larger, and send it, I entreat + you, by the very next vessel. This key will cost half a guinea, and + Ollier will not give you the money, but give me credit for it, I + entreat you. I pray now let me have the desk as soon as possible. + Shelley is now gone to Spezzia to get houses for our colony for the + summer. + + It will be a large one, too large, I am afraid, for unity; yet I hope + not. There will be Lord Byron, who will have a large and beautiful + boat built on purpose by some English navy officers at Genoa. There + will be the Countess Guiccioli and her brother; the Williams', whom + you know; Trelawny, a kind of half-Arab Englishman, whose life has + been as changeful as that of Anastasius, and who recounts the + adventures as eloquently and as well as the imagined Greek. He is + clever; for his moral qualities I am yet in the dark; he is a strange + web which I am endeavouring to unravel. I would fain learn if + generosity is united to impetuousness, probity of spirit to his + assumption of singularity and independence. He is 6 feet high, raven + black hair, which curls thickly and shortly, like a Moor's, dark gray + expressive eyes, overhanging brows, upturned lips, and a smile which + expresses good nature and kindheartedness. His shoulders are high, + like an Oriental's, his voice is monotonous, yet emphatic, and his + language, as he relates the events of his life, energetic and simple, + whether the tale be one of blood and horror, or of irresistible + comedy. His company is delightful, for he excites me to think, and if + any evil shade the intercourse, that time will unveil--the sun will + rise or night darken all. There will be, besides, a Captain Roberts, + whom I do not know, a very rough subject, I fancy,--a famous angler, + etc. We are to have a small boat, and now that those first divine + spring days are come (you know them well), the sky clear, the sun hot, + the hedges budding, we sitting without a fire and the windows open, I + begin to long for the sparkling waves, the olive-coloured hills and + vine-shaded pergolas of Spezzia. However, it would be madness to go + yet. Yet as _ceppo_ was bad, we hope for a good _pasqua_, and if April + prove fine, we shall fly with the swallows. The Opera here has been + detestable. The English Sinclair is the _primo tenore_, and acquits + himself excellently, but the Italians, after the first, have enviously + selected such operas as give him little or nothing to do. We have + English here, and some English balls and parties, to which I + (_mirabile dictu_) go sometimes. We have Taafe, who bores us out of + our senses when he comes, telling a young lady that her eyes shed + flowers--why therefore should he send her any? I have sent my novel to + Papa. I long to hear some news of it, as, with an author's vanity, I + want to see it in print, and hear the praises of my friends. I should + like, as I said when you went away, a copy of _Matilda_. It might come + out with the desk. I hope as the town fills to hear better news of + your plans, we long to hear from you. What does Henry do? How many + times has he been in love?--Ever yours, + + M. W. S. + + Shelley would like to see the review of the _Prometheus_ in the + _Quarterly_. + + + _Thursday, February 14._--Read Homer and _Anastasius_. Walk with the + Williams' in the evening.... "Nothing of us but what must suffer a + sea-change." + +This entry marks the day to which Mary referred in a letter written more +than a year later, where she says-- + + A year ago Trelawny came one afternoon in high spirits with news + concerning the building of the boat, saying, "Oh! we must all embark, + all live aboard; we will all 'suffer a sea-change.'" And dearest + Shelley was delighted with the quotation, saying that he would have it + for the motto for his boat. + +Little did they think, in their lightness of spirit, that in another year +the motto of the boat would serve for the inscription on Shelley's tomb. + + _Journal, Monday, February 18._--Read Homer. Walk with the Williams'. + Jane, Trelawny, and Medwin in the evening.[46] + + _Monday, February 25._--What a mart this world is? Feelings, + sentiments,--more invaluable than gold or precious stones is the coin, + and what is bought? Contempt, discontent, and disappointment, unless, + indeed, the mind be loaded with drearier memories. And what say the + worldly to this? Use Spartan coin, pay away iron and lead alone, and + store up your precious metal. But alas! from nothing, nothing comes, + or, as all things seem to degenerate, give lead and you will receive + clay,--the most contemptible of all lives is where you live in the + world, and none of your passions or affections are brought into + action. I am convinced I could not live thus, and as Sterne says that + in solitude he would worship a tree, so in the world I should attach + myself to those who bore the semblance of those qualities which I + admire. But it is not this that I want; let me love the trees, the + skies, and the ocean, and that all-encompassing spirit of which I may + soon become a part,--let me in my fellow-creature love that which is, + and not fix my affection on a fair form endued with imaginary + attributes; where goodness, kindness, and talent are, let me love and + admire them at their just rate, neither adorning nor diminishing, and + above all, let me fearlessly descend into the remotest caverns of my + own mind; carry the torch of self-knowledge into its dimmest recesses; + but too happy if I dislodge any evil spirit, or enshrine a new deity + in some hitherto uninhabited nook. + + Read _Wrongs of Women_ and Homer. Clare departs. Walk with Jane and + ride with T. Guiccioli. T. G. dines with us. + + _Thursday, February 28._--Take leave of the Argyropolis. Walk with + Shelley. Ride with T. Guiccioli. Read letters. Spend the evening at + the Williams'. Trelawny there. + + _Friday, March 1._--An embassy. Walk. My first Greek lesson. Walk with + Edward. In the evening work. + + _Sunday, March 3._--A note to, and a visit from, Dr. Nott. Go to + church. Walk. The Williams' and Trelawny to dinner. + +Mary's experiments in the way of church-going, so new a thing in her +experience, and so little in accordance with Shelley's habits of thought +and action, excited some surprise and comment. Hogg, Shelley's early +friend, who heard of it from Mrs. Gisborne, now in England, was +especially shocked. In a letter to Mary, Mrs. Gisborne remarked, "Your +friend Hogg is _molto scandalizzato_ to hear of your weekly visits to the +_piano di sotto_" (the services were held on the ground floor of the Tre +Palazzi). + +The same letter asks for news of Emilia Viviani. Mrs. Gisborne had heard +that she was married, and feared she had been sacrificed to a man whom she +describes as "that insipid, sickening Italian mortal, Danieli the lawyer." +She proceeds to say-- + + We invited Varley one evening to meet Hogg, who was curious to see a + man really believing in astrology in the nineteenth century. Varley, + as usual, was not sparing of his predictions. We talked of Shelley + without mentioning his name; Varley was curious, and being informed by + Hogg of his exact age, but describing his person as short and + corpulent, and himself as a _bon vivant_, Varley amused us with the + following remarks: "Your friend suffered from ill-fortune in May or + June 1815. Vexatious affairs on the 2d and 14th of June, or perhaps + latter end of May 1820. The following year, disturbance about a lady. + Again, last April, at 10 at night, or at noon, disturbance about a + bouncing stout lady, and others. At six years of age, noticed by + ladies and gentlemen for learning. In July 1799, beginning of charges + made against him. In September 1800, at noon, or dusk, very violent + charges. Scrape at fourteen years of age. Eternal warfare against + parents and public opinion, and a great blow-up every seven years till + death," etc. etc. _Is all this true?_ + +Not a little amused, Mary answered her friend as follows-- + + PISA, _7th March 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--I am very sorry that you have so much trouble + with my commissions, and vainly, too! _ma che vuole?_ Ollier will not + give you the money, and we are, to tell you the truth, too poor at + present to send you a cheque upon our banker; two or three + circumstances having caused + + That climax of all human ills, + The inflammation of our weekly bills. + + But far more than that, we have not touched a quattrino of our + Christmas quarter, since debts in England and other calls swallowed it + entirely up. For the present, therefore, we must dispense with those + things I asked you for. As for the desk, we received last post from + Ollier (without a line) the bill of lading that he talks of, and, _si + Dio vuole_, we shall receive it safe; the vessel in which they were + shipped is not yet arrived. The worst of keeping on with Ollier + (though it is the best, I believe, after all) is that you will never + be able to make anything of his accounts, until you can compare the + number of copies in hand with his account of their sale. As for my + novel, I shipped it off long ago to my father, telling him to make the + best of it; and by the way in which he answered my letter, I fancy he + thinks he can make something of it. This is much better than Ollier, + for I should never have got a penny from him; and, moreover, he is a + very bad bookseller to publish with--_ma basta poi_, with all these + _seccaturas_. + + Poor dear Hunt, you will have heard by this time of the disastrous + conclusion of his third embarkment; he is to try a third time in + April, and if he does not succeed then, we must say that the sea is + _un vero precipizio_, and let him try land. By the bye, why not + consult Varley on the result? I have tried the _Sors Homeri_ and the + _Sors Virgilii_; the first says (I will write this Greek better, but I + thought that Mr. Gisborne could read the Romaic writing, and I now + quite forget what it was)-- + + [Greek: Êlômên, teiôs moi adelpheon allos epephnen. + hôs d'opot' Iasiôni euplokamos Dêmêtêr. + Dourateon megan hippon, hoth' heiato pantes aristoi.] + + Which first seems to say that he will come, though his brother may be + prosecuted for a libel. Of the second, I can make neither head nor + tail; and the third is as oracularly obscure as one could wish, for + who these great people are who sat in a wooden horse, _chi lo sa_? + Virgil, except the first line, which is unfavourable, is as + enigmatical as Homer-- + + Fulgores nunc horrificos, sonitumque, metumque + Tum leves calamos, et rasæ hastilia virgæ + Connexosque angues, ipsamque in pectore divæ. + + But to speak of predictions or anteductions, some of Varley's are + curious enough: "Ill-fortune in May or June 1815." No; it was then + that he arranged his income; there was no ill except health, _al + solito_, at that time. The particular days of the 2d and 14th of June + 1820 were not ill, but the whole time was disastrous. It was then we + were alarmed by Paolo's attack and disturbance. About a lady in the + winter of last year, enough, God knows! Nothing particular about a fat + bouncing lady at 10 at night: and indeed things got more quiet in + April. In July 1799 Shelley was only seven years of age. "A great + blow-up every seven years." Shelley is not at home; when he returns I + will ask him what happened when he was fourteen. In his twenty-second + year we made our _scappatura_; at twenty-eight and twenty-nine, a good + deal of discomfort on a certain point, but it hardly amounted to a + blow-up. Pray ask Varley also about me. + + So Hogg is shocked that, for good neighbourhood's sake, I visited the + _piano di sotto_; let him reassure himself, since instead of a weekly, + it was only a monthly visit; in fact, after going three times I stayed + away until I heard he was going away. He preached against atheism, + and, they said, against Shelley. As he invited me himself to come, + this appeared to me very impertinent; so I wrote to him, to ask him + whether he intended any personal allusion, but he denied the charge + most entirely. This affair, as you may guess, among the English at + Pisa made a great noise; the gossip here is of course out of all + bounds, and some people have given them something to talk about. I + have seen little of it all; but that which I have seen makes me long + most eagerly for some sea-girt isle, where with Shelley, my babe, and + books and horses, we may give the rest to the winds; this we shall not + have for the present. Shelley is entangled with Lord Byron, who is in + a terrible fright lest he should desert him. We shall have boats, and + go somewhere on the sea-coast, where, I daresay, we shall spend our + time agreeably enough, for I like the Williams' exceedingly, though + there my list begins and ends. + + Emilia married Biondi; we hear that she leads him and his mother (to + use a vulgarism) a devil of a life. The conclusion of our friendship + (_a la Italiana_) puts me in mind of a nursery rhyme, which runs + thus-- + + As I was going down Cranbourne lane, + Cranbourne lane was dirty, + And there I met a pretty maid, + Who dropt to me a curtsey; + + I gave her cakes, I gave her wine, + I gave her sugar-candy, + But oh! the little naughty girl, + She asked me for some brandy. + + Now turn "Cranbourne Lane" into Pisan acquaintances, which I am sure + are dirty enough, and "brandy" into that wherewithal to buy brandy + (and that no small sum _però_), and you have the whole story of + Shelley's Italian Platonics. We now know, indeed, few of those whom we + knew last year. Pacchiani is at Prato; Mavrocordato in Greece; the + Argyropolis in Florence; and so the world slides. Taafe is still + here--the butt of Lord Byron's quizzing, and the poet laureate of + Pisa. On the occasion of a young lady's birthday he wrote-- + + Eyes that shed a thousand flowers! + Why should flowers be sent to you? + Sweetest flowers of heavenly bowers, + Love and friendship, are what are due. + + * * * * * + + After some divine _Italian_ weather, we are now enjoying some fine + English weather; _cioè_, it does not rain, but not a ray can pierce + the web aloft.--Most truly yours, + + MARY W. S. + + + MARY SHELLEY TO MRS. HUNT. + + _5th March 1822._ + + MY DEAREST MARIANNE--I hope that this letter will find you quite well, + recovering from your severe attack, and looking towards your haven + Italy with best hopes. I do indeed believe that you will find a relief + here from your many English cares, and that the winds which waft you + will sing the requiem to all your ills. It was indeed unfortunate that + you encountered such weather on the very threshold of your journey, + and as the wind howled through the long night, how often did I think + of you! At length it seemed as if we should never, never meet; but I + will not give way to such a presentiment. We enjoy here divine + weather. The sun hot, too hot, with a freshness and clearness in the + breeze that bears with it all the delights of spring. The hedges are + budding, and you should see me and my friend Mrs. Williams poking + about for violets by the sides of dry ditches; she being herself-- + + A violet by a mossy stone + Half hidden from the eye. + + Yesterday a countryman seeing our dilemma, since the ditch was not + quite dry, insisted on gathering them for us, and when we resisted, + saying that we had no _quattrini_ (_i.e._ farthings, being the generic + name for all money), he indignantly exclaimed, _Oh! se lo faccio per + interesse!_ How I wish you were with us in our rambles! Our good + cavaliers flock together, and as they do not like _fetching a walk + with the absurd womankind_, Jane (_i.e._ Mrs. Williams) and I are off + together, and talk morality and pluck violets by the way. I look + forward to many duets with this lady and Hunt. She has a very pretty + voice, and a taste and ear for music which is almost miraculous. The + harp is her favourite instrument; but we have none, and a very bad + piano; however, as it is, we pass very pleasant evenings, though I can + hardly bear to hear her sing "Donne l'amore"; it transports me so + entirely back to your little parlour at Hampstead--and I see the + piano, the bookcase, the prints, the casts--and hear Mary's + _far-ha-ha-a_! + + We are in great uncertainty as to where we shall spend the summer. + There is a beautiful bay about fifty miles off, and as we have + resolved on the sea, Shelley bought a boat. We wished very much to go + there; perhaps we shall still, but as yet we can find but one house; + but as we are a colony "which moves altogether or not at all," we have + not yet made up our minds. The apartments which we have prepared for + you in Lord Byron's house will be very warm for the summer; and indeed + for the two hottest months I should think that you had better go into + the country. Villas about here are tolerably cheap, and they are + perfect paradises. Perhaps, as it was with me, Italy will not strike + you as so divine at first; but each day it becomes dearer and more + delightful; the sun, the flowers, the air, all is more sweet and more + balmy than in the _Ultima Thule_ that you inhabit. + + M. W. S. + +The journal for the next few weeks has nothing eventful to record. The +preceding letter to Mrs. Hunt gives a simple and pleasing picture of their +daily life. Perhaps Mary had never been quite so happy before; she wrote +to the Hunts that she thought she grew younger. Both she and Shelley were +occasionally ailing, and Shelley's letters show that his spirits suffered +depression at times, still, in this respect as well as in health, he was +better than he had been in any former spring. The proximity of Byron and +his circle was not, however, favourable to inspiration or to literary +composition. Byron's temperament acted as a damper to enthusiasm in +others, and Shelley, though his estimate of Byron's genius was very high, +was perpetually jarred and crossed by his worldliness and his moral +shallowness and vulgarity. He invariably, acted, however, as Byron's true +and disinterested friend; and Byron was fully aware of the value of his +friendship and of his literary help and criticism. + +Trelawny, to whom Byron had taken kindly enough, estimated the difference +in the moral worth of the two poets with singular justice. + + "I believed in many things then, and believe in some now," he wrote, + more than five and thirty years afterwards: "I could not sympathise + with Byron, who believed in nothing." + +His friendship for Byron, nevertheless, was to be loyal and lasting. But +his favourite resort in these Pisan days was the "hospitable and cheerful +abode of the Shelleys." + + "There," he says, "I found those sympathies and sentiments which the + Pilgrim denounced as illusions, believed in as the only realities." + +At Byron's social gatherings--riding-parties or dinner-parties--he made a +point of getting Shelley if he could; and Shelley was very compliant, +although the society of which Byron was the nucleus was neither congenial +nor interesting to him, and he always took the first good opportunity of +escaping. Daily intercourse of this kind tended gradually to estrange +rather than unite the two poets: by accentuating differences it brought +into evidence that gulf between their natures which, in spite of the one +touch of kinship that certainly existed, was equally impassable by one and +by the other. Besides, the subject of Clare and Allegra, never far below +the surface, would occasionally come up, and this was a sore point on both +sides. As has already been said, Byron appreciated Shelley, though he did +not sympathise with him. In after days he bore public testimony to the +purity and unselfishness of Shelley's character and to the upright and +disinterested motives which actuated him in all he did. But his respect +for Shelley was not so strong as his antipathy to Clare, and Shelley's +feeling towards her was regarded by him with a cynical sneer which he had +no care to hide, and of which its object could not always be unconscious. +It is not wonderful that at times there swept across Shelley's mind, like +a black cloud, the conviction that neither a sense of honour nor justice +restrained Byron from the basest insinuations. And then again this +suspicion would pass away as too dreadful to be entertained. + +Meanwhile Clare, in the pursuit of her newly-adopted profession, was +thinking of going to Vienna, and she longed for a sight of her child +first. She had been unusually long, or she fancied so, without news of +Allegra, and she was growing desperately anxious,--with only too good +cause, as the event showed. She wrote to Byron, entreating him to arrange +for a visit or an interview. Byron took no notice of her letters. The +Shelleys dared not annoy him unnecessarily on the subject, as he had been +heard to threaten if they did so to immure Allegra in some secret convent +where no one could get at her or even hear of her. Clare, working herself +up into a state of half-frenzied excitement, sent them letter after +letter, suggesting and urging wild plans (which Shelley was to realise) +for carrying off the child by armed force; indeed, one of her schemes +seems to have been to take advantage of the projected interview, if +granted, for putting this design into execution. Some such proposed breach +of faith must have been the occasion of Shelley's answering her-- + + I know not what to think of the state of your mind, or what to fear + for you. Your late plan about Allegra seems to me in its present form + pregnant with irremediable infamy to all the actors in it except + yourself. + +He did not think that in her present excited mental condition she was fit +to go to Vienna, and he entreated her to postpone the idea. His advice, +often repeated in different words, was, that she should not lose herself +in distant and uncertain plans, but "systematise and simplify" her +motions, at least for the present, and, if she felt in the least disposed, +that she should come and stay with them-- + + If you like, come and look for houses with me in our boat; it might + distract your mind. + +He and Mary had resolved to quit Pisa as soon as the weather made it +desirable to do so; but their plans and their anxieties were alike +suspended by a temporary excitement of which Mary's account is given in +the following letter-- + + MRS. SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + PISA, _6th April 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Not many days after I had written to you + concerning the fate which ever pursues us at spring-tide, a + circumstance happened which showed that we were not forgotten this + year. Although, indeed, now that it is all over, I begin to fear that + the King of Gods and men will not consider it a sufficiently heavy + visitation, although for a time it threatened to be frightful enough. + Two Sundays ago, Lord Byron, Shelley, Trelawny, Captain Hay, Count + Gamba, and Taafe were returning from their usual evening ride, when, + near the Porta della Piazza, they were passed by a soldier who + galloped through the midst of them knocking up against Taafe. This + nice little gentleman exclaimed, "Shall we endure this man's + insolence?" Lord Byron replied, "No! we will bring him to an account," + and Shelley (whose blood always boils at any insolence offered by a + soldier) added, "As you please!" so they put spurs to their horses + (_i.e._ all but Taafe, who remained quietly behind), followed and + stopped the man, and, fancying that he was an officer, demanded his + name and address, and gave their cards. The man who, I believe, was + half drunk, replied only by all the oaths and abuse in which the + Italian language is so rich. He ended by saying, "If I liked I could + draw my sabre and cut you all to pieces, but as it is, I only arrest + you," and he called out to the guards at the gate _arrestategli_. Lord + Byron laughed at this, and saying _arrestateci pure_, gave spurs to + his horse and rode towards the gate, followed by the rest. Lord Byron + and Gamba passed, but before the others could, the soldier got under + the gateway, called on the guard to stop them, and drawing his sabre, + began to cut at them. It happened that I and the Countess Guiccioli + were in a carriage close behind and saw it all, and you may guess how + frightened we were when we saw our cavaliers cut at, they being + totally unarmed. Their only safety was, that the field of battle being + so confined, they got close under the man, and were able to arrest his + arm. Captain Hay was, however, wounded in his face, and Shelley thrown + from his horse. I cannot tell you how it all ended, but after cutting + and slashing a little, the man sheathed his sword and rode on, while + the others got from their horses to assist poor Hay, who was faint + from loss of blood. Lord Byron, when he had passed the gate, rode to + his own house, got a sword-stick from one of his servants, and was + returning to the gate, Lung' Arno, when he met this man, who held out + his hand saying, _Siete contento?_ Lord Byron replied, "No! I must + know your name, that I may require satisfaction of you." The soldier + said, _Il mio nome è Masi, sono sargente maggiore_, etc. etc. While + they were talking, a servant of Lord Byron's came and took hold of the + bridle of the sergeant's horse. Lord Byron ordered him to let it go, + and immediately the man put his horse to a gallop, but, passing Casa + Lanfranchi, one of Lord Byron's servants thought that he had killed + his master and was running away; determining that he should not go + scot-free, he ran at him with a pitchfork and wounded him. The man + rode on a few paces, cried out, _Sono ammazzato_, and fell, was + carried to the hospital, the Misericordia bell ringing. We were all + assembled at Casa Lanfranchi, nursing our wounded man, and poor + Teresa, from the excess of her fright, was worse than any, when what + was our consternation when we heard that the man's wound was + considered mortal! Luckily none but ourselves knew who had given the + wound; it was said by the wise Pisani, to have been one of Lord + Byron's servants, set on by his padrone, and they pitched upon a poor + fellow merely because _aveva lo sguardo fiero, quanto un assassino_. + For some days Masi continued in great danger, but he is now + recovering. As long as it was thought he would die, the Government did + nothing; but now that he is nearly well, they have imprisoned two + men, one of Lord Byron's servants (the one with the _sguardo fiero_), + and the other a servant of Teresa's, who was behind our carriage, both + perfectly innocent, but they have been kept _in segreto_ these ten + days, and God knows when they will be let out. What think you of this? + Will it serve for our spring adventure? It is blown over now, it is + true, but our fate has, in general, been in common with Dame Nature, + and March winds and April showers have brought forth May flowers. + + You have no notion what a ridiculous figure Taafe cut in all this--he + kept far behind during the danger, but the next day he wished to take + all the honour to himself, vowed that all Pisa talked of him alone, + and coming to Lord Byron said, "My Lord, if you do not dare ride out + to-day, I will alone." But the next day he again changed, he was + afraid of being turned out of Tuscany, or of being obliged to fight + with one of the officers of the sergeant's regiment, of neither of + which things there was the slightest danger, so he wrote a declaration + to the Governor to say that he had nothing to do with it; so + embroiling himself with Lord Byron, he got between Scylla and + Charybdis, from which he has not yet extricated himself; for + ourselves, we do not fear any ulterior consequences. + + + _10th April._ + + We received _Hellas_ to-day, and the bill of lading. Shelley is well + pleased with the former, though there are some mistakes. The only + danger would arise from the vengeance of Masi, but the moment he is + able to move, he is to be removed to another town; he is a _pessimo + soggetto_, being the crony of Soldaini, Rosselmini, and Augustini, + Pisan names of evil fame, which, perhaps, you may remember. There is + only one consolation in all this, that if it be our fate to suffer, it + is more agreeable, and more safe to suffer in company with five or six + than alone. Well! after telling you this long story, I must relate our + other news. And first, the Greek Ali Pashaw is dead, and his head sent + to Constantinople; the reception of it was celebrated there by the + massacre of four thousand Greeks. The latter, however, get on. The + Turkish fleet of 25 sail of the line-of-war vessels, and 40 + transports, endeavoured to surprise the Greek fleet in its winter + quarters; finding them prepared, they bore away for Lante, and pursued + by the Greeks, took refuge in the bay of Naupacto. Here they first + blockaded them, and obtained a complete victory. All the soldiers on + board the transports, in endeavouring to land, were cut to pieces, and + the fleet taken or destroyed. I heard something about Hellenists which + greatly pleased me. When any one asks of the peasants of the Morea + what news there is, and if they have had any victory, they reply: "I + do not know, but for us it is [Greek: ê tan, ê epi tas]," being their + Doric pronunciation of [Greek: ê tan, ê epi tês], the speech of the + Spartan mother, on presenting his shield to her son; "With this or on + this." + + I wish, my dear Mrs. Gisborne, that you would send the first part of + this letter, addressed to Mr. W. Godwin at Nash's, Esq., Dover Street. + I wish him to have an account of the fray, and you will thus save me + the trouble of writing it over again, for what with writing and + talking about it, I am quite tired. In a late letter of mine to my + father, I requested him to send you _Matilda_. I hope that he has + complied with my desire, and, in that case, that you will get it + copied and send it to me by the first opportunity, perhaps by Hunt, if + he comes at all. I do not mention commissions to you, for although + wishing much for the things about which I wrote [we have], for the + present, no money to spare. We wish very much to hear from you again, + and to hear if there are any hopes of your getting on in your plans, + what Henry is doing, and how you continue to like England. The months + of February and March were with us as hot as an English June. In the + first days of April we have had some very cold weather; so that we are + obliged to light fires again. Shelley has been much better in health + this winter than any other since I have known him, Pisa certainly + agrees with him exceedingly well, which is its only merit, in my eyes. + I wish fate had bound us to Naples instead. Percy is quite well; he + begins to talk, Italian only now, and to call things _bello_ and + _buono_, but the droll thing is, that he is right about the genders. + A silk _vestito_ is _bello_, but a new _frusta_ is _bella_. He is a + fine boy, full of life, and very pretty. Williams is very well, and + they are getting on very well. Mrs. Williams is a miracle of economy, + and, as Mrs. Godwin used to call it, makes both ends meet with great + comfort to herself and others. Medwin is gone to Rome; we have heaps + of the gossip of a petty town this winter, being just in the _coterie_ + where it was all carried on; but now _Grazie a Messer Domenedio_, the + English are almost all gone, and we, being left alone, all subjects of + discord and clacking cease. You may conceive what a _bisbiglio_ our + adventure made. The Pisans were all enraged because the _maledetti + inglesi_ were not punished; yet when the gentlemen returned from their + ride the following day (busy fate) an immense crowd was assembled + before Casa Lanfranchi, and they all took off their hats to them. + Adieu. _State bene e felice._ Best remembrances to Mr. Gisborne, and + compliments to Henry, who will remember Hay as one of the Maremma + hunters; he is a friend of Lord Byron's.--Yours ever truly, + + MARY W. S. + +This affair, and the consequent inquiry and examination of witnesses in +connection with it took up several days, on one of which Mary and Countess +Guiccioli were under examination for five hours. + +In the meantime Byron decided to go to Leghorn for his summer boating; +whereupon Shelley wrote and definitively proposed to Clare that she should +accompany his party to Spezzia, promising her quiet and privacy, and +immunity from annoyance, while she bided her time with regard to Allegra. +Clare accepted the offer, and joined them at Pisa on the 15th of April in +the expectation of starting very shortly. It turned out, however, that no +suitable houses were, after all, to be had on the coast. This was an +unexpected disappointment, and on the 23d she and the Williams' went off +to Spezzia for another search. They were hardly on their way when letters +were received by Shelley and Mary with the grievous news that Allegra had +died of typhus fever in the convent of Bagnacavallo. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +APRIL-JULY 1882 + + +"Evil news. Not well." + +These few words are Mary's record of this frightful blow. She was again in +delicate health, suffering from the same depressing symptoms as before +Percy's birth, and for a like reason. + +No wonder she was made downright ill by the shock, and by the sickening +apprehension of the scene to follow when Clare should hear the news. + +On the next day but one--the 25th of April--the travellers returned. + +Williams says, in his diary for that day-- + + Meet S., his face bespoke his feelings. C.'s child was dead, and he + had the office to break it to her, or rather not to do so; but, + fearful of the news reaching her ears, to remove her instantly from + this place. + +Shelley could not tell Clare at once. Not while they were in Pisa, and +with Byron close by. One, unfurnished, house was to be had, the Casa +Magni, in the Bay of Lerici. Thither, on the chance of getting it, they +must go, and instantly. Mary's indisposition must be ignored; she must +undertake the negotiations for the house. Within twenty-four hours she was +off to Spezzia, with Clare and little Percy, escorted by Trelawny; poor +Clare quite unconscious of the burden on her friends' minds. Shelley +remained behind another day, to pack up the necessary furniture; but, on +the 27th, he with the whole Williams family left Pisa for Lerici. Thence, +while waiting for the furniture to arrive by sea, he wrote to Mary at +Spezzia. + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + LERICI, _Sunday, 28th April 1822_. + + DEAREST MARY--I am this moment arrived at Lerici, where I am + necessarily detained, waiting the furniture, which left Pisa last + night at midnight, and as the sea has been calm and the wind fair, I + may expect them every moment. It would not do to leave affairs here in + an _impiccio_, great as is my anxiety to see you. How are you, my best + love? How have you sustained the trials of the journey? Answer me this + question, and how my little babe and Clare are. Now to business-- + + Is the Magni House taken? if not, pray occupy yourself instantly in + finishing the affair, even if you are obliged to go to Sarzana, and + send a messenger to me to tell me of your success. I, of course, + cannot leave Lerici, to which port the boats (for we were obliged to + take two) are directed. But _you_ can come over in the same boat that + brings you this letter, and return in the evening. I hear that + Trelawny is still with you. Tell Clare that, as I must probably in a + few days return to Pisa for the affair of the lawsuit, I have brought + her box with me, thinking she might be in want of some of its + contents. + + I ought to say that I do not think there is accommodation for you all + at this inn; and that, even if there were, you would be better off at + Spezzia; but if the Magni House is taken, then there is no possible + reason why you should not take a row over in the boat that will bring + this; but do not keep the men long. I am anxious to hear from you on + every account.--Ever yours, + + S. + +Mary's answer was that she had concluded for Casa Magni, but that no other +house was to be had in all that neighbourhood. It was in a neglected +condition, and not very roomy or convenient; but, such as it was, it had +to accommodate the Williams', as well as the Shelleys, and Clare. +Considerable difficulty was experienced by Shelley in obtaining leave for +the landing of the furniture; this obstacle got over, they at last took +possession. + + EDWARD WILLIAMS' JOURNAL. + + _Wednesday, May 1._--Cloudy, with rain. Came to Casa Magni after + breakfast, the Shelleys having contrived to give us rooms. Without + them, heaven knows what we should have done. Employed all day putting + the things away. All comfortably settled by 4. Passed the evening in + talking over our folly and our troubles. + +The worst trouble, however, was still impending. Finding how crowded and +uncomfortable they were likely to be, Clare, after a day or two, decided +that it was best for herself and for every one that she should return to +Florence, and announced her intention accordingly. Compelled by the +circumstances, Shelley then disclosed to her the true state of the case. +Her grief was excessive, but was, after the first, succeeded by a calmness +unusual in her and surprising to her friends; a reaction from the fever +of suspense and torment in which she had lived for weeks past, and which +were even a harder strain on her powers of endurance than the truth, +grievous though that was, putting an end to all hope as well as to all +fear. For the present she remained at the Villa Magni. + + The ground floor of this habitation was appropriated, as is often done + in Italy, for stowing the implements and produce of the land, as rent + is paid in kind there. In the autumn you find casks of wine, jars of + oil, tools, wood, occasionally carts, and, near the sea, boats and + fishing-nets. Over this floor were a large saloon and four bedrooms + (which had once been whitewashed), and nothing more; there was an + out-building for cooking, and a place for the servants to eat and + sleep in. The Williams had one room, and Shelley and his wife occupied + two more, facing each other.[47] + +Facing the sea, and almost over it, a verandah or open terrace ran the +whole length of the building; it was over the projecting ground floor, and +level with the inhabited story. + +The surrounding scenery was magnificent, but wild to the last degree, and +there was something unearthly in the perpetual moaning and howling of +winds and waves. Poor Mary now began to feel the ill effects of her +enforced over-exertions. She became very unwell, suffering from utter +prostration of strength and from hysterical affections. Rest, quiet, and +freedom from worry were essential to her condition, but none of these +could she have, nor even sleep at night. The absence of comfort and +privacy, added to the great difficulty of housekeeping, and the melancholy +with which Clare's misfortune had infected the whole party, were all very +unfavourable to her. + +After staying for three weeks, Clare returned for a short visit to +Florence. Shelley's letters to her during her absence afford occasional +glimpses, from which it is easy to infer more, into the state of affairs +at Casa Magni. Mrs. Williams was "by no means acquiescent in the present +system of things." The plan of having all possessions in common does not +work well in the kitchen; the respective servants of the two families were +always quarrelling and taking each other's things. Jane, who was a good +housekeeper, had the defects of her qualities, and "pined for her own +house and saucepans." "It is a pity," remarks Shelley, "that any one so +pretty and amiable should be so selfish." Not that these matters troubled +him much. Such little "squalls" gave way to calm, "in accustomed +vicissitude" (to use his own words); and Mrs. Williams had far too much +tact to dwell on domestic worries to him. His own nerves were for a time +shaken and unstrung, but he recovered, and, after the first, was unusually +well. He was in love with the wild, beautiful place, and with the life at +sea; for to his boat he escaped whenever any little breezes ruffled the +surface of domestic life so that its mirror no longer reflected his own +unwontedly bright spirits. At first he and Williams had only the small +flat-bottomed boat in which they had navigated the Arno and Serchio, but +in a fortnight there arrived the little schooner which Captain Roberts had +built for Shelley at Genoa, and then their content was perfect. + +For Mary no such escape from care and discomfort was open; she was too +weak to go about much, and it is no wonder that, after the Williams' +installation, she merely chronicles, "The rest of May a blank." + +Williams' diary partly fills this blank; and it is so graphic in its +exceeding simplicity that, though it has been printed before, portions may +well be included here. + + EXTRACTS FROM WILLIAMS' DIARY. + + _Thursday, May 2._--Cloudy, with intervals of rain. Went out with + Shelley in the boat--fish on the rocks--bad sport. Went in the evening + after some wild ducks--saw nothing but sublime scenery, to which the + grandeur of a storm greatly contributed. + + _Friday, May 3._--Fine. The captain of the port despatched a vessel + for Shelley's boat. Went to Lerici with S., being obliged to market + there; the servant having returned from Sarzana without being able to + procure anything. + + _Sunday, May 5._--Fine. Kept awake the whole night by a heavy swell, + which made a noise on the beach like the discharge of heavy artillery. + Tried with Shelley to launch the small flat-bottomed boat through the + surf; we succeeded in pushing it through, but shipped a sea on + attempting to land. Walk to Lerici along the beach, by a winding path + on the mountain's side. Delightful evening,--the scenery most sublime. + + _Monday, May 6._--Fine. Some heavy drops of rain fell to-day, without + a cloud being visible. Made a sketch of the western side of the bay. + Read a little. Walked with Jane up the mountain. + + After tea walking with Shelley on the terrace, and observing the + effect of moonshine on the waters, he complained of being unusually + nervous, and stopping short, he grasped me violently by the arm, and + stared steadfastly on the white surf that broke upon the beach under + our feet. Observing him sensibly affected, I demanded of him if he + were in pain. But he only answered by saying, "There it is + again--there"! He recovered after some time, and declared that he saw, + as plainly as he then saw me, a naked child (Allegra) rise from the + sea, and clap its hands as in joy, smiling at him. This was a trance + that it required some reasoning and philosophy entirely to awaken him + from, so forcibly had the vision operated on his mind. Our + conversation, which had been at first rather melancholy, led to this; + and my confirming his sensations, by confessing that I had felt the + same, gave greater activity to his ever-wandering and lively + imagination. + + _Sunday, May 12._--Cloudy and threatening weather. Wrote during the + morning. Mr. Maglian called after dinner, and, while walking with him + on the terrace, we discovered a strange sail coming round the point of + Porto Venere, which proved at length to be Shelley's boat. She had + left Genoa on Thursday, but had been driven back by prevailing bad + winds, a Mr. Heslop and two English seamen brought her round, and they + speak most highly of her performances. She does, indeed, excite my + surprise and admiration. Shelley and I walked to Lerici, and made a + stretch off the land to try her, and I find she fetches whatever she + looks at. In short, we have now a perfect plaything for the summer. + + _Monday, May 13._--Rain during night in torrents--a heavy gale of wind + from S.W., and a surf running heavier than ever; at 4 gale unabated, + violent squalls.... + + ... In the evening an electric arch forming in the clouds announces a + heavy thunderstorm, if the wind lulls. Distant thunder--gale + increases--a circle of foam surrounds the bay--dark, evening, and + tempestuous, with flashes of lightning at intervals, which give us no + hope of better weather. The learned in these things say, that it + generally lasts three days when once it commences as this has done. We + all feel as if we were on board ship--and the roaring of the sea + brings this idea to us even in our beds. + + _Wednesday, May 15._--Fine and fresh breeze in puffs from the land. + Jane and Mary consent to take a sail. Run down to Porto Venere and + beat back at 1 o'clock. The boat sailed like a witch. After the late + gale, the water is covered with purple nautili, or as the sailors call + them, Portuguese men-of-war. After dinner Jane accompanied us to the + point of the Magra; and the boat beat back in wonderful style. + + _Wednesday, May 22._--Fine, after a threatening night. After breakfast + Shelley and I amused ourselves with trying to make a boat of canvas + and reeds, as light and as small as possible. She is to be 8-1/2 feet + long, and 4-1/2 broad.... + + _Wednesday, June 12._--Launched the little boat, which answered our + wishes and expectations. She is 86 lbs. English weight, and stows + easily on board. Sailed in the evening, but were becalmed in the + offing, and left there with a long ground swell, which made Jane + little better than dead. Hoisted out our little boat and brought her + on shore. Her landing attended by the whole village. + + _Thursday, June 13._--Fine. At 9 saw a vessel between the straits of + Porto Venere, like a man-of-war brig. She proved to be the _Bolivar_, + with Roberts and Trelawny on board, who are taking her round to + Livorno. On meeting them we were saluted by six guns. Sailed together + to try the vessels--in speed no chance with her, but I think we keep + as good a wind. She is the most beautiful craft I ever saw, and will + do more for her size. She costs Lord Byron £750 clear off and ready + for sea, with provisions and conveniences of every kind. + +In the midst of this happy life one anxiety there was, however, which +pursued Shelley everywhere; and neither on shore nor at sea could he +escape from it,--that of Godwin's imminent ruin. + +The first of the letters which follow had reached Mary while still at +Pisa. The next letter, and that of Mrs. Godwin were, at Shelley's request, +intercepted by Mrs. Mason and sent to him. He could not and would not show +them to Mary, and wrote at last to Mrs. Godwin, to try and put a stop to +them. + + GODWIN TO MARY. + + SKINNER STREET, _19th April 1822_. + + MY DEAREST MARY--The die, so far as I am concerned, seems now to be + cast, and all that remains is that I should entreat you to forget that + you have a father in existence. Why should your prime of youthful + vigour be tarnished and made wretched by what relates to me? I have + lived to the full age of man in as much comfort as can reasonably be + expected to fall to the lot of a human being. What signifies what + becomes of the few wretched years that remain? + + For the same reason, I think I ought for the future to drop writing to + you. It is impossible that my letters can give you anything but + unmingled pain. A few weeks more, and the formalities which still + restrain the successful claimant will be over, and my prospects of + tranquillity must, as I believe, be eternally closed.--Farewell, + + WILLIAM GODWIN. + + + GODWIN TO MARY. + + SKINNER STREET, _3d May 1822_. + + DEAR MARY--I wrote to you a fortnight ago, and professed my intention + of not writing again. I certainly will not write when the result shall + be to give pure, unmitigated pain. It is the questionable shape of + what I have to communicate that still thrusts the pen into my hand. + This day we are compelled, by summary process, to leave the house we + live in, and to hide our heads in whatever alley will receive us. If + we can compound with our creditor, and he seems not unwilling to + accept £400 (I have talked with him on the subject), we may emerge + again. Our business, if freed from this intolerable burthen, is more + than ever worth keeping. + + But all this would, perhaps, have failed in inducing me to resume the + pen, but for _one extraordinary accident_. Wednesday, 1st May, was the + day when the last legal step was taken against me; and Wednesday + morning, a few hours before this catastrophe, Willats, the man who, + three or four years before, lent Shelley £2000 at two for one, called + on me to ask whether Shelley wanted any more money on the same terms. + What does this mean? In the contemplation of such a coincidence, I + could almost grow superstitious. But, alas! I fear--I fear--I am a + drowning man, catching at a straw.--Ever most affectionately, your + father, + + WILLIAM GODWIN. + + Please to direct your letters, till you hear further, to the care of + Mr. Monro, No. 60 Skinner Street. + + + MRS. MASON TO SHELLEY. + + _May 1822._ + + I send you in return for Godwin's letter one still worse, because I + think it has more the appearance of truth. I was desired to convey it + to Mary, but that I should not think right. At the same time, I don't + well know how you can conceal all this affair from her; they really + seem to want assistance at present, for their being turned out of the + house is a serious evil. I rejoice in your good health, to which I + have no doubt the boat and the Williams' much contribute, and wish + there may be no prospect of its being disturbed. + + Mary ought to know what is said of the novel, and how can she know + that without all the rest? You will contrive what is best. In the part + of the letter which I do send, she (Mrs. Godwin) adds, that at this + moment Mr. Godwin does not offer the novel to any bookseller, lest his + actual situation might make it be supposed that it would be sold + cheap. Mrs. Godwin also wishes to correspond directly with Mrs. + Shelley, but this I shall not permit; she says Godwin's health is much + the worse for all this affair. + + I was astonished at seeing Clare walk in on Tuesday evening, and I + have not a spare bed now in the house, the children having outgrown + theirs, and been obliged to occupy that which I had formerly; she + proposed going to an inn, but preferred sleeping on a sofa, where I + made her as comfortable as I could, which is but little so; however, + she is satisfied. I rejoice to see that she has not suffered so much + as you expected, and understand now her former feelings better than at + first. When there is nothing to hope or fear, it is natural to be + calm. I wish she had some determined project, but her plans seem as + unsettled as ever, and she does not see half the reasons for + separating herself from your society that really exist. I regret to + perceive her great repugnance to Paris, which I believe to be the + place best adapted to her. If she had but the temptation of good + letters of introduction!--but I have no means of obtaining them for + her--she intends, I believe, to go to Florence to-morrow, and to + return to your habitation in a week, but talks of not staying the + whole summer. I regret the loss of Mary's good health and spirits, but + hope it is only the consequence of her present situation, and, + therefore, merely temporary, but I dread Clare's being in the same + house for a month or two, and wish the Williams' were half a mile from + you. I must write a few lines to Mary, but will say nothing of having + heard from Mrs. Godwin; you will tell her what you think right, but + you know my opinion, that things which cannot be concealed are better + told at once. I should suppose a bankruptcy would be best, but the + Godwins do not seem to think so. If all the world valued obscure + tranquillity as much as I do, it would be a happier, though possibly + much duller, world than it is, but the loss of wealth is quite an + epidemic disease in England, and it disturbs their rest more than + the[48] ... I should have a thousand things to say, but that I have a + thousand other things to do, and you give me hope of conversing with + you before long.--Ever yours very sincerely, + + M. M. + + + SHELLEY TO MRS. GODWIN. + + LERICI, _29th May 1882_. + + DEAR MADAM--Mrs. Mason has sent me an extract from your last letter to + show to Mary, and I have received that of Mr. Godwin, in which he + mentions your having left Skinner Street. + + In Mary's present state of health and spirits, much caution is + requisite with regard to communications which must agitate her in the + highest degree, and the object of my present letter is simply to + inform you that I thought it right to exercise this caution on the + present occasion. Mary is at present about three months advanced in + pregnancy, and the irritability and languor which accompany this state + are always distressing, and sometimes alarming. I do not know even how + soon I can permit her to receive such communications, or even how soon + you or Mr. Godwin would wish they should be conveyed to her, if you + could have any idea of the effect. Do not, however, let me be + misunderstood. It is not my intention or my wish that the + circumstances in which your family is involved should be concealed + from her; but that the detail of them should be suspended until they + assume a more prosperous character, or at least till letters addressed + to her or intended for her perusal on that subject should not convey a + supposition that she could do more than she does, thus exasperating + the sympathy which she already feels too intensely for her Father's + distress, which she would sacrifice all she possesses to remedy, but + the remedy of which is beyond her power. She imagined that her novel + might be turned to immediate advantage for him. I am greatly + interested in the fate of this production, which appears to me to + possess a high degree of merit, and I regret that it is not Mr. + Godwin's intention to publish it immediately. I am sure that Mary + would be delighted to amend anything that her Father thought imperfect + in it, though I confess that if his objection relates to the + character of Beatrice, _I_ shall lament the deference which would be + shown by the sacrifice of any portion of it to feelings and ideas + which are but for a day. I wish Mr. Godwin would write to her on that + subject; he might advert to the letter (for it is only the last one) + which I have suppressed, or not, as he thought proper. + + I have written to Mr. Smith to solicit the loan of £400, which, if I + can obtain in that manner, is very much at Mr. Godwin's service. The + views which I now entertain of my affairs forbid me to enter into any + further reversionary transactions; nor do I think Mr. Godwin would be + a gainer by the contrary determination; as it would be next to + impossible to effectuate any such bargain at this distance, nor could + I burthen my income, which is only sufficient to meet its various + claims, and the system of life in which it seems necessary I should + live. + + We hear you hear Jane's (Clare's) news from Mrs. Mason. Since the late + melancholy event she has become far more tranquil; nor should I have + anything to desire with regard to her, did not the uncertainty of my + own life and prospects render it prudent for her to attempt to + establish some sort of independence as a security against an event + which would deprive her of that which she at present enjoys. She is + well in health, and usually resides at Florence, where she has formed + a little society for herself among the Italians, with whom she is a + great favourite. She was here for a week or two; and although she has + at present returned to Florence, we expect her on a visit to us for + the summer months. In the winter, unless some of her various plans + succeed, for she may be called _la fille aux mille projets_, she will + return to Florence. Mr. Godwin may depend upon receiving immediate + notice of the result of my application to Mr. Smith. I hope soon to + have an account of your situation and prospects, and remain, dear + Madam, yours very sincerely, + + P. B. SHELLEY. + + Mrs. Godwin. + + We will speak another time, of what is deeply interesting both to Mary + and to myself, of my dear William. + +The knowledge of all this on Shelley's mind,--the consciousness that he +was hiding it from Mary, and that she was probably more than half aware of +his doing so, gave him a feeling of constraint in his daily intercourse +with her. To talk with her, even about her father, was difficult, for he +could neither help nor hide his feeling of irritation and indignation at +the way in which Godwin persecuted his daughter after the efforts she had +made in his behalf, and for which he had hardly thanked her. + +It would have to come, the explanation; but for the present, as Shelley +wrote to Clare, he was content to put off the evil day. Towards the end of +the month Mary's health had somewhat improved, and the letter she then +wrote to Mrs. Gisborne gives a connected account of all the past +incidents. + + MARY SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + CASA MAGNI, Presso a LERICI, + _2d June 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--We received a letter from Mr. Gisborne the + other day, which promised one from you. It is not yet come, and + although I think that you are two or three in my debt, yet I am good + enough to write to you again, and thus to increase your debt. Nor will + I allow you, with one letter, to take advantage of the Insolvent Act, + and thus to free yourself from all claims at once. When I last wrote, + I said that I hoped our spring visitation had come and was gone, but + this year we were not quit so easily. However, before I mention + anything else, I will finish the story of the _zuffa_ as far as it is + yet gone. I think that in my last I left the sergeant recovering; one + of Lord Byron's and one of the Guiccioli's servants in prison on + suspicion, though both were innocent. The judge or advocate, called a + Cancelliere, sent from Florence to determine the affair, dislikes the + Pisans, and, having _poca paga_, expected a present from Milordo, and + so favoured our part of the affair, was very civil, and came to our + houses to take depositions against the law. For the sake of the + lesson, Hogg should have been there to learn to cross-question. The + Cancelliere, a talkative buffoon of a Florentine, with "mille scuse + per l'incomodo," asked, "Dove fu lei la sera del 24 marzo? Andai a + spasso in carozza, fuori della Porta della Piaggia." A little clerk, + seated beside him, with a great pile of papers before him, now dipped + his pen in his ink-horn, and looked expectant, while the Cancelliere, + turning his eyes up to the ceiling, repeated, "Io fui a spasso," etc. + This scene lasted two, four, six, hours, as it happened. In the space + of two months the depositions of fifteen people were taken, and + finding Tita (Lord Byron's servant) perfectly innocent, the + Cancelliere ordered him to be liberated, but the Pisan police took + fright at his beard. They called him "il barbone," and, although it + was declared that on his exit from prison he should be shaved, they + could not tranquillise their mighty minds, but banished him. We, in + the meantime, were come to this place, so he has taken refuge with us. + He is an excellent fellow, faithful, courageous, and daring. How could + it happen that the Pisans should be frightened at such a _mirabile + mostro_ of an Italian, especially as the day he was let out of + _segreto_, and was a _largee_ in prison, he gave a feast to all his + fellow-prisoners, hiring chandeliers and plate! But poor Antonio, the + Guiccioli's servant, the meekest-hearted fellow in the world, is kept + in _segreto_; not found guilty, but punished as such,--_e chi sa_ when + he will be let out?--so rests the affair. + + About a month ago Clare came to visit us at Pisa, and went with the + Williams' to find a house in the Gulf of Spezzia, when, during her + absence, the disastrous news came of the death of Allegra. She died of + a typhus fever, which had been raging in the Romagna; but no one wrote + to say it was there. She had no friends except the nuns of the + Convent, who were kind to her, I believe; but you know Italians. If + half of the Convent had died of the plague, they would never have + written to have had her removed, and so the poor child fell a + sacrifice. Lord Byron felt the loss at first bitterly; he also felt + remorse, for he felt that he had acted against everybody's counsels + and wishes, and death had stamped with truth the many and often-urged + prophecies of Clare, that the air of the Romagna, joined to the + ignorance of the Italians, would prove fatal to her. Shelley wished to + conceal the fatal news from her as long as possible, so when she + returned from Spezzia he resolved to remove thither without delay, + with so little delay that he packed me off with Clare and Percy the + very next day. She wished to return to Florence, but he persuaded her + to accompany me; the next day he packed up our goods and chattels, for + a furnished house was not to be found in this part of the world, and, + like a torrent hurrying everything in its course, he persuaded the + Williams' to do the same. They came here; but one house was to be + found for us all; it is beautifully situated on the sea-shore, under + the woody hills,--but such a place as this is! The poverty of the + people is beyond anything, yet they do not appear unhappy, but go on + in dirty content, or contented dirt, while we find it hard work to + purvey miles around for a few eatables. We were in wretched discomfort + at first, but now are in a kind of disorderly order, living from day + to day as we can. After the first day or two Clare insisted on + returning to Florence, so Shelley was obliged to disclose the truth. + You may judge of what was her first burst of grief and despair; + however she reconciled herself to her fate sooner than we expected; + and although, of course, until she form new ties, she will always + grieve, yet she is now tranquil--more tranquil than when prophesying + her disaster; she was for ever forming plans for getting her child + from a place she judged but too truly would be fatal to her. She has + now returned to Florence, and I do not know whether she will join us + again. Our colony is much smaller than we expected, which we consider + a benefit. Lord Byron remains with his train at Montenero. Trelawny + is to be the commander of his vessel, and of course will be at + Leghorn. He is at present at Genoa, awaiting the finishing of this + boat. Shelley's boat is a beautiful creature; Henry would admire her + greatly; though only 24 feet by 8 feet she is a perfect little ship, + and looks twice her size. She had one fault, she was to have been + built in partnership with Williams and Trelawny. Trelawny chose the + name of the _Don Juan_, and we acceded; but when Shelley took her + entirely on himself we changed the name to the _Ariel_. Lord Byron + chose to take fire at this, and determined that she should be called + after the Poem; wrote to Roberts to have the name painted on the + mainsail, and she arrived thus disfigured. For days and nights, full + twenty-one, did Shelley and Edward ponder on her anabaptism, and the + washing out the primeval stain. Turpentine, spirits of wine, buccata, + all were tried, and it became dappled and no more. At length the piece + had to be taken out and reefs put, so that the sail does not look + worse. I do not know what Lord Byron will say, but Lord and Poet as he + is, he could not be allowed to make a coal barge of our boat. As only + one house was to be found habitable in this gulf, the Williams' have + taken up their abode with us, and their servants and mine quarrel like + cats and dogs; and besides, you may imagine how ill a large family + agrees with my laziness, when accounts and domestic concerns come to + be talked of. _Ma pazienza._ After all the place does not suit me; the + people are _rozzi_, and speak a detestable dialect, and yet it is + better than any other Italian sea-shore north of Naples. The air is + excellent, and you may guess how much better we like it than Leghorn, + when, besides, we should have been involved in English society--a + thing we longed to get rid of at Pisa. Mr. Gisborne talks of your + going to a distant country; pray write to me in time before this takes + place, as I want a box from England first, but cannot now exactly name + its contents. I am sorry to hear you do not get on, but perhaps Henry + will, and make up for all. Percy is well, and Shelley singularly so; + this incessant boating does him a great deal of good. I have been + very unwell for some time past, but am better now. I have not even + heard of the arrival of my novel; but I suppose for his own sake, Papa + will dispose of it to the best advantage. If you see it advertised, + pray tell me, also its publisher, etc. + + We have heard from Hunt the day he was to sail, and anxiously and + daily now await his arrival. Shelley will go over to Leghorn to him, + and I also, if I can so manage it. We shall be at Pisa next winter, I + believe, fate so decrees. Of course you have heard that the lawsuit + went against my Father. This was the summit and crown of our spring + misfortunes, but he writes in so few words, and in such a manner, that + any information that I could get, through any one, would be a great + benefit to me. Adieu. Pray write now, and at length. Remember both + Shelley and me to Hogg. Did you get _Matilda_ from Papa?--Yours ever, + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + + Continue to direct to Pisa. + +Clare returned to the Casa Magni on the 6th of July. The weather had now +become intensely hot, and Mary was again prostrated by it. Alarming +symptoms appeared, and after a wretched week of ill health, these came to +a crisis in a dangerous miscarriage. She was destitute of medical aid or +appliances, and, weakened as she already was, they feared for her life. +She had lain ill for several hours before some ice could be procured, and +Shelley then took upon himself the responsibility of its immediate use; +the event proved him right; and when at last a doctor came, he found her +doing well. Her strength, however, was reduced to the lowest ebb; her +spirits also; and within a week of this misfortune her recovery was +retarded by a dreadful nervous shock she received through Shelley's +walking in his sleep.[49] + +While Mary was enduring a time of physical and mental suffering beyond +what can be told, and such as no man can wholly understand, Shelley, for +his part, was enjoying unwonted health and good spirits. And such +creatures are we all that unwonted health in ourself is even a stronger +power for happiness than is the sickness of another for depression. + +He was sorry for Mary's gloom, but he could not lighten it, and he was +persistently content in spite of it. This has led to the supposition that +there was, at this time, a serious want of sympathy between Shelley and +Mary. His only want, he said in an often-quoted letter, was the presence +of those who could feel, and understand him, and he added, "Whether from +proximity, and the continuity of domestic intercourse, Mary does not." + +It would have been almost miraculous had it been otherwise. Perhaps +nothing in the world is harder than for a person suffering from exhausting +illness, and from the extreme of nervous and mental depression, to enter +into the mood of temporary elation of another person whose spirits, as a +rule, are uneven, and in need of constant support from others. But the +context of this very letter of Shelley's shows clearly enough that he +meant nothing desperate, no shipwreck of the heart; for, as the people who +could "feel, and understand him," he instances his correspondents, Mr. and +Mrs. Gisborne, saying that his satisfaction would be complete if only +_they_ were of the party; although, were his wishes not limited by his +hopes, Hogg would also be included. He would have liked a little +intellectual stimulus and comradeship. As it was, he was well satisfied +with an intercourse of which "words were not the instruments." + + I like Jane more and more, and I find Williams the most amiable of + companions. + +Jane's guitar and her sweet singing were a new and perpetual delight to +him, and she herself supplied him with just as much suggestion of an +unrealised ideal as was necessary to keep his imagination alive. She, on +her side, understood him and knew how to manage him perfectly; as a great +man may be understood by a clever woman who is so far from having an +intellectual comprehension of him that she is not distressed by the +consciousness of its imperfection or its absence, but succeeds by dint of +delicate social intuition, guided by just so much sense of humour as saves +her from exaggeration, or from blunders; and who understands her great man +on his human side so much better than the poor creature understands +himself, as to wind him at will, easily, gracefully, and insensibly, round +her little finger. And so, without sacrificing a moment's peace of mind, +Jane Williams won over Shelley an ascendency which was pleasing to both +and convenient to every one. No better instance could be given of her +method than the well-known episode of his sudden proposal to her to +overturn the boat, and, together, to "solve the great mystery"; inimitably +told by Trelawny. And so the month of June sped away. + + "I have a boat here," wrote Shelley to John Gisborne, ... "it cost me + £80, and reduced me to some difficulty in point of money. However, it + is swift and beautiful, and appears quite a vessel. Williams is + captain, and we glide along this delightful bay, in the evening wind, + under the summer moon, until earth appears another world. Jane brings + her guitar, and if the past and the future could be obliterated, the + present would content me so well that I could say with Faust to the + present moment, 'Remain; thou art so beautiful.'" + +And now, like Faust, having said this, like Faust's, his hour had come. + +He heard from Genoa of the Leigh Hunts' arrival, so far, on their journey, +and wrote at once to Hunt a letter of warmest welcome to Italy, promising +to start for Leghorn the instant he should hear of the Hunts' vessel +having sailed for that port. + + Poor Mary, who sends you a thousand loves, has been seriously ill, + having suffered a most debilitating miscarriage. She is still too + unwell to rise from the sofa, and must take great care of herself for + some time, or she would come with us to Leghorn. Lord Byron is in + _villegiatura_ near Leghorn, and you will meet besides with a Mr. + Trelawny, a wild, but kind-hearted seaman. + +The Hunts sailed; and, on the 1st of July, Shelley and Williams, with +Charles Vivian, the sailor-lad who looked after their boat, started in the +_Ariel_ for Leghorn, where they arrived safely. Thence Shelley, with Leigh +Hunt, proceeded to Pisa. It had not been their intention to stay long, but +Shelley found much to detain him. Matters with respect to Byron and the +projected magazine wore a most unsatisfactory appearance; Byron's +eagerness had cooled, and his reception of the Hunts was chilling in the +extreme. Poor Mrs. Hunt was very seriously ill, and the letter which Mary +received from her husband was mainly to explain his prolonged absence. She +had let him go from her side with the greatest unwillingness; she was +haunted by the gloomiest forebodings and a sense of unexplained misery +which they all ascribed to her illness, and her letters were written in a +tone of depression which made Shelley anxious on her account, and Edward +Williams on that of his wife, who, he feared, might be unhappy during his +absence from her. + +But Jane wrote brightly, and gave an improved account of Mary. + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + PISA, _4th July 1822_. + + MY DEAREST MARY--I have received both your letters, and shall attend + to the instructions they convey. I did not think of buying the + _Bolivar_; Lord Byron wishes to sell her, but I imagine would prefer + ready money. I have as yet made no inquiries about houses near + Pugnano--I have had no moment of time to spare from Hunt's affairs. I + am detained unwillingly here, and you will probably see Williams in + the boat before me, but that will be decided to-morrow. + + Things are in the worst possible situation with respect to poor Hunt. + I find Marianne in a desperate state of health, and on our arrival at + Pisa sent for Vaccà. He decides that her case is hopeless, and, + although it will be lingering, must end fatally. This decision he + thought proper to communicate to Hunt, indicating at the same time + with great judgment and precision the treatment necessary to be + observed for availing himself of the chance of his being deceived. + This intelligence has extinguished the last spark of poor Hunt's + spirits, low enough before. The children are well and much improved. + Lord Byron is at this moment on the point of leaving Tuscany. The + Gambas have been exiled, and he declares his intention of following + their fortunes. His first idea was to sail to America, which was + changed to Switzerland, then to Genoa, and last to Lucca. Everybody is + in despair, and everything in confusion. Trelawny was on the point of + sailing to Genoa for the purpose of transporting the _Bolivar_ + overland to the Lake of Geneva, and had already whispered in my ear + his desire that I should not influence Lord Byron against this + terrestrial navigation. He next received _orders_ to weigh anchor and + set sail for Lerici. He is now without instructions, moody and + disappointed. But it is the worse for poor Hunt, unless the present + storm should blow over. He places his whole dependence upon the + scheme of the journal, for which every arrangement has been made. Lord + Byron must, of course, furnish the requisite funds at present, as I + cannot; but he seems inclined to depart without the necessary + explanations and arrangements due to such a situation as Hunt's. + These, in spite of delicacy, I must procure; he offers him the + copyright of the _Vision of Judgment_ for the first number. This + offer, if sincere, is _more_ than enough to set up the journal, and, + if sincere, will set everything right. + + How are you, my best Mary? Write especially how is your health, and + how your spirits are, and whether you are not more reconciled to + staying at Lerici, at least during the summer. You have no idea how I + am hurried and occupied; I have not a moment's leisure, but will write + by next post. Ever, dearest Mary, yours affectionately, + + S. + + I have found the translation of the _Symposium_. + + + SHELLEY TO JANE WILLIAMS. + + PISA, _4th July 1822_. + + You will probably see Williams before I can disentangle myself from + the affairs with which I am now surrounded. I return to Leghorn + to-night, and shall urge him to sail with the first fair wind without + expecting me. I have thus the pleasure of contributing to your + happiness when deprived of every other, and of leaving you no other + subject of regret but the absence of one scarcely worth regretting. I + fear you are solitary and melancholy at the Villa Magni, and, in the + intervals of the greater and more serious distress in which I am + compelled to sympathise here, I figure to myself the countenance which + has been the source of such consolation to me, shadowed by a veil of + sorrow. + + How soon those hours passed, and how slowly they return, to pass so + soon again, and perhaps for ever, in which we have lived together so + intimately, so happily! Adieu, my dearest friend. I only write these + lines for the pleasure of tracing what will meet your eyes. Mary will + tell you all the news. + + S. + + + FROM JANE WILLIAMS TO SHELLEY. + + _6th July._ + + MY DEAREST FRIEND--Your few melancholy lines have indeed cast your own + visionary veil over a countenance that was animated with the hope of + seeing you return with far different tidings. We heard yesterday that + you had left Leghorn in company with the _Bolivar_, and would + assuredly be here in the morning at 5 o'clock; therefore I got up, and + from the terrace saw (or I dreamt it) the _Bolivar_ opposite in the + offing. She hoisted more sail, and went through the Straits. What can + this mean? Hope and uncertainty have made such a chaos in my mind that + I know not what to think. My own Neddino does not deign to lighten my + darkness by a single word. Surely I shall see him to-night. Perhaps, + too, you are with him. Well, _pazienza_! + + Mary, I am happy to tell you, goes on well; she talks of going to + Pisa, and indeed your poor friends seem to require all her assistance. + For me, alas! I can only offer sympathy, and my fervent wishes that a + brighter cloud may soon dispel the present gloom. I hope much from the + air of Pisa for Mrs. Hunt. + + Lord B.'s departure gives me pleasure, for whatever may be the present + difficulties and disappointments, they are small to what you would + have suffered had he remained with you. This I say in the spirit of + prophecy, so gather consolation from it. + + I have only time left to scrawl you a hasty adieu, and am + affectionately yours, + + J. W. + + Why do you talk of never enjoying moments like the past? Are you going + to join your friend Plato, or do you expect I shall do so soon? _Buona + notte._ + +Mary was slowly getting better, and hoping to feel brighter by the time +Shelley came back. On the 7th of July she wrote a few lines in her +journal, summing up the month during which she had left it untouched. + + _Sunday, July 7._--I am ill most of this time. Ill, and then + convalescent. Roberts and Trelawny arrive with the _Bolivar_. On + Monday, 16th June, Trelawny goes on to Leghorn with her. Roberts + remains here until 1st July, when the Hunts being arrived, Shelley + goes in the boat with him and Edward to Leghorn. They are still there. + Read _Jacopo Ortis_, second volume of _Geographica Fisica_, etc. etc. + +Next day, Monday the 8th, when the voyagers were expected to return, it +was so stormy all day at Lerici that their having sailed was considered +out of the question, and their non-arrival excited no surprise in Mary or +Jane. So many possibilities and probabilities might detain them at Leghorn +or Pisa, that their wives did not get anxious for three or four days; and +even then what the two women dreaded was not calamity at sea, but illness +or disagreeable business on shore. On Thursday, however, getting no +letters, they did become uneasy, and, but for the rough weather, Jane +Williams would have started in a row-boat for Leghorn. On Friday they +watched with feverish anxiety for the post; there was but one letter, and +it turned them to stone. It was to Shelley, from Leigh Hunt, begging him +to write and say how he had got home in the bad weather of the previous +Monday. And then it dawned upon them--a dawn of darkness. There was no +news; there would be no news any more. + +One minute had untied the knot, and solved the great mystery. The _Ariel_ +had gone down in the storm, with all hands on board. + +And for four days past, though they had not known it, Mary Shelley and +Jane Williams had been widows. + + +END OF VOL. I + +_Printed, by_ R. & R. CLARK, _Edinburgh_. + + + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] "Address to the Irish People." + +[2] Possibly this may refer to Count Schlaberndorf, an expatriated +Prussian subject, who was imprisoned in Paris during the Reign of Terror, +and escaped, but subsequently returned, and lived there in retirement, +almost in concealment. He was a cynic, an eccentric, yet a patriot withal. +He was divorced from his wife, and Shelley had probably got hold of a +wrong version of his story. + +[3] Byron. + +[4] _Ibid._ + +[5] + + Thy dewy looks sink in my breast; + Thy gentle words stir poison there; + Thou hast disturbed the only rest + That was the portion of despair! + Subdued to Duty's hard control, + I could have borne my wayward lot: + The chains that bind this ruined soul + Had cankered then, but crushed it not. + +[6] See his letter to Baxter, quoted before. + +[7] _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour._ + +[8] _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour._ + +[9] _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour._ + +[10] The bailiffs. + +[11] She was staying temporarily at Skinner Street. + +[12] Referring to Fanny's letter, enclosed. + +[13] Peacock's mother. + +[14] A friend of Harriet Shelley's. + +[15] It is presumed that these were for Clara, in answer to an +advertisement for a situation as companion. + +[16] Godwin's friend and amanuensis. + +[17] Which, unfortunately, may not be published. + +[18] From this time Miss Clairmont is always mentioned as Clare, or +Claire, except by the Godwins, who adhered to the original "Jane." + +[19] Byron. + +[20] Word obliterated. + +[21] Matthew Gregory Lewis, known as "Monk" Lewis. + +[22] Hogg. + +[23] _Revolt of Islam_, Dedication. + +[24] _Revolt of Islam_, Dedication. + +[25] The work referred to would seem to be Shelley's Oxford pamphlet. + +[26] Baxter's son. + +[27] Mr. Booth. + +[28] What this accusation was does not appear. + +[29] Alba. + +[30] Shelley's solicitor. + +[31] The nursemaid. + +[32] Mrs. Hunt. + +[33] See Godwin's letter to Baxter, chap. iii. + +[34] Preface to _Prometheus Unbound_. + +[35] Page 205. + +[36] In _Frankenstein_. + +[37] _Notes to Shelley's Poems_, by Mrs. Shelley. + +[38] Letter to Mr. Gisborne, of June 18, 1822. + +[39] Letter of Shelley's to Mr. Gisborne. (The passage, in the original, +has no personal reference to Byron.) + +[40] Announcing the stoppage of Shelley's income. + +[41] "The Boat on the Serchio." + +[42] _Notes to Shelley's Poems_, by Mary Shelley. + +[43] Godwin's _Answer to Malthus_. + +[44] This initial has been printed _C._ Mrs. Shelley's letter leaves no +doubt that Elise's is the illness referred to. + +[45] Trelawny's "Recollections." + +[46] Williams' journal for this last day runs-- + +_February 18._--Jane unwell. S. turns physician. Called on Lord B., who +talks of getting up _Othello_. Laid a wager with S. that Lord B. quits +Italy before six months. Jane put on a Hindostanee dress and passed the +evening with Mary, who had also the Turkish costume. + +[47] Trelawny's "Recollections." + +[48] Word illegible. + +[49] Recounted at length in a subsequent letter, to be quoted later on. + + + + +_AT ALL BOOKSELLERS._ + +WORD PORTRAITS OF FAMOUS WRITERS. + +EDITED BY MABEL E. 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Thomas Marshall</h1> +<pre> +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: The Life and Letters of Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, Volume I (of 2)</p> +<p>Author: Florence A. Thomas Marshall</p> +<p>Release Date: November 8, 2011 [eBook #37955]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY, VOLUME I (OF 2)***</p> +<p> </p> +<h4>E-text prepared by<br /> + the Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (<a href="http://www.pgdp.net">http://www.pgdp.net</a>)<br /> + from page images generously made available by<br /> + Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries + (<a href="http://www.archive.org/details/toronto">http://www.archive.org/details/toronto</a>)</h4> +<p> </p> +<table border="0" style="background-color: #ccccff;margin: 0 auto;" cellpadding="10"> + <tr> + <td valign="top"> + Note: + </td> + <td> + Project Gutenberg also has Volume II of this work. + See <a href="http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/37956">http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/37956</a><br /> + <br /> + Images of the original pages are available through + Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries. See + <a href="http://www.archive.org/details/lifelettersofmar01marsuoft"> + http://www.archive.org/details/lifelettersofmar01marsuoft</a> + </td> + </tr> +</table> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> + +<h1>THE LIFE AND LETTERS<br /> +OF<br /> +MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY<br /><br /> +I</h1> + +<p> </p><p> </p><p> </p> + +<div class="figcenter"><img src="images/frontis.jpg" alt="" /></div> + +<p class="center"><small>Photogravure by Annan & Swan</small><br /> +<i>M<sup>RS</sup> SHELLEY.</i><br /> +<i>After a portrait by Rothwell,<br /> +in the possession of Sir Percy F. Shelley, Bart.</i></p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p><p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="huge">THE LIFE & LETTERS</span><br /> +<small>OF</small><br /> +<span class="huge">Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley</span></p> +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><small>BY</small><br /> +<span class="large"><span class="large">Mrs.</span> JULIAN MARSHALL</span></p> +<p> </p> +<div class="figcenter"><img src="images/title.jpg" alt="" /></div> +<p> </p> +<p class="center">WITH PORTRAITS AND FACSIMILE</p> +<p> </p> +<p class="center">IN TWO VOLUMES</p> +<p> </p> +<p class="center">Vol. I</p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<p class="center">LONDON<br /> +RICHARD BENTLEY & SON<br /> +Publishers in Ordinary to Her Majesty the Queen<br /> +1889</p> + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_v" id="Page_v">[Pg v]</a></span></p> +<h2>PREFACE</h2> + + +<p>The following biography was undertaken at the request of Sir Percy and +Lady Shelley, and has been compiled from the MS. journals and letters in +their possession, which were entrusted to me, without reserve, for this +purpose.</p> + +<p>The earlier portions of the journal having been placed also at Professor +Dowden’s disposal for his <i>Life of Shelley</i>, it will be found that in my +first volume many passages indispensable to a life of Mary Shelley have +already appeared, in one form or another, in Professor Dowden’s pages. +This fact I have had to ignore, having indeed settled on the quotations +necessary to my narrative before the <i>Life of Shelley</i> appeared. They are +given without comment or dilution, just as they occur; where omissions are +made it is in order to avoid repetition, or because the everyday entries +refer to trivial circumstances uninteresting to the general reader.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_vi" id="Page_vi">[Pg vi]</a></span>Letters which have previously been published are shortened when they are +only of moderate interest; unpublished letters are given complete wherever +possible.</p> + +<p>Those who hope to find in these pages much new circumstantial evidence on +the vexed subject of Shelley’s separation from his first wife will be +disappointed. No contemporary document now exists which puts the case +beyond the reach of argument. Collateral evidence is not wanting, but even +were this not beyond the scope of the present work it would be wrong on +the strength of it to assert more than that Shelley himself felt certain +of his wife’s unfaithfulness. Of that there is no doubt, nor of the fact +that all such evidence as did afterwards transpire went to prove him more +likely to have been right than wrong in his belief.</p> + +<p>My first thanks are due to Sir Percy and Lady Shelley for the use of their +invaluable documents,—for the photographs of original pictures which form +the basis of the illustrations,—and last, not least, for their kindly +help and sympathy during the fulfilment of my task.</p> + +<p>I wish especially to express my gratitude to Mrs. Charles Call for her +kind permission to me<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_vii" id="Page_vii">[Pg vii]</a></span> to print the letters of her father, Mr. Trelawny, +which are among the most interesting of my unpublished materials.</p> + +<p>I have to thank Miss Stuart, from whom I obtained important letters from +Mr. Baxter and Godwin; and Mr. A. C. Haden, through whom I made the +acquaintance of Miss Christy Baxter.</p> + +<p>To Professor Dowden, and, above all, to Mr. Garnett, I am indebted for +much valuable help, I may say, of all kinds.</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Florence A. Marshall.</span></p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_viii" id="Page_viii">[Pg viii]</a></span></p> + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_ix" id="Page_ix">[Pg ix]</a></span></p> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<table width="65%" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="5" summary="table"> +<tr><td colspan="2"> </td><td align="right"><small>PAGES</small></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td> + <td>Introductory remarks—Account of William Godwin and Mary Wollstonecraft.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1797.</td> + <td>Their marriage—Birth of their daughter—Death of Mary Godwin</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_1">1-11</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">August 1797-June 1812</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1797.</td> + <td>Godwin goes to reside at the “Polygon.”</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1798-99.</td> + <td>His despondency—Repeated proposals of marriage to various ladies.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1801.</td> + <td>Marriage with Mrs. Clairmont.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1805.</td> + <td>Enters business as a publisher—Books for children.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1807.</td> + <td>Removes to Skinner Street, Holborn.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1808.</td> + <td>Aaron Burr’s first visit to England.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1811.</td> + <td>Mrs. Godwin and the children go to Margate and Ramsgate—Mary’s health improves—She remains till Christmas at Miss Petman’s.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1812.</td> + <td>Aaron Burr’s sojourn in England—Intimacy with the Godwins—Extracts from his journal—Mary is invited to stay with the Baxters at Dundee</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_12">12-26</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">June 1812-May 1814</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1812.</td> + <td>Mary sails for Dundee—Godwin’s letter to Mr. Baxter—The Baxters—Mary stays with them five months—Returns to + London with Christy Baxter—The Shelleys dine in Skinner Street (Nov. 11)—Christy’s enjoyment of London.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_x" id="Page_x">[Pg x]</a></span>1813.</td> + <td>Godwin’s letter to an anonymous correspondent describing Fanny and Mary—Mary and Christy go back to Dundee (June 3)—Mary’s + reminiscences of this time in the preface to <i>Frankenstein</i>.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1814.</td> + <td>Mary returns home (March 30)—Domestic trials—Want of guidance—Mrs. Godwin’s jealousy—Shelley calls on Godwin (May 5)</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_27">27-41</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">April-June 1814</span></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td> + <td>Account of Shelley’s first introduction of himself to Godwin—His past history—Correspondence (1812)—Shelley + goes to Ireland—Publishes address to the Irish people—Godwin disapproves—Failure of Shelley’s schemes—Godwin’s + fruitless journey to Lynmouth (1813)—The Godwins and Shelleys meet in London—The Shelleys leave town (Nov. 12).</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1814.</td> + <td>Mary makes acquaintance with Shelley in May—Description of her—Shelley’s depression of spirits—His genius and + personal charm—He and Mary become intimate—Their meetings by Mary Wollstonecraft’s grave—Episode described + by Hogg—Godwin’s distress for money and dependence on Shelley—Shelley constantly at Skinner Street—He + and Mary own their mutual love—He gives her his copy of “Queen Mab”—His inscription—Her inscription—Hopelessness</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_42">42-56</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">June-August 1814</span></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td> + <td>Retrospective history of Shelley’s first marriage—Estrangement between him and Harriet after their visit to Scotland + in 1813—Deterioration in Harriet—Shelley’s deep dejection—He is much attracted by Mrs. Boinville and her circle—His + conclusions respecting Harriet—Their effect on him—Harriet is at Bath—She becomes anxious to hear of + him—Godwin writes to her—She comes to town and sees Shelley, who informs her of his intentions—Godwin goes to + see her—He talks to Shelley and to Jane Clairmont—The situation is intolerable—Shelley tells Mary everything—They + leave England precipitately, accompanied by Jane Clairmont (July 28)</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_57">57-67</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_xi" id="Page_xi">[Pg xi]</a></span></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">August-September 1814</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1814.<br />(July).</td> + <td>They cross to Calais—Mrs. Godwin arrives in pursuit of Jane—Jane thinks of returning, but changes her mind + and remains—Mrs. Godwin departs—Joint journal of Shelley and Mary—They arrive at Paris without any money—They + procure some, and set off to walk through France with a donkey—It is exchanged for a mule, and that for a + carriage—Journal—They arrive in Switzerland, and having settled themselves for the winter, at once start to come + home—They arrive in England penniless, and have to obtain money through Harriet—They go into lodgings in London</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_68">68-81</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">September 1814-May 1815</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1814.<br />(September).</td> + <td>Godwin’s mortification at what had happened—False reports concerning him—Keeps Shelley well in sight, + but will only communicate with him through a solicitor—General demoralisation of the household—Mrs. Godwin + and Fanny peep in at Shelley’s windows—Poverty of the Shelleys—Harriet’s creditors—Shelley’s many dependents—He + has to hide from bailiffs—Jane’s excitability—Studious habits of Shelley and Mary—Extracts from journal.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1815.</td> + <td>Shelley’s grandfather dies—Increase of income—Mary’s first baby born—It dies—Her regret—Fanny comes to see + her—Frequent change of lodgings—Hogg a constant visitor—Peacock imprisoned for debt—He writes to the Shelleys—Jane + a source of much annoyance—She chooses to be called “Clara”—Plans for her future—She departs to Lynmouth</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_82">82-114</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">May 1815-September 1816</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1815.</td> + <td>Objections raised to Clara’s return to Skinner Street—Her letter to Fanny Godwin from Lynmouth—The + Shelleys make a tour in South Devon—Shelley seeks for houses—Letter from Mary—They settle at Bishopsgate—Boating + expedition—Happy summer—Shelley writes “Alastor.”</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_xii" id="Page_xii">[Pg xii]</a></span>1816.</td> + <td>Mary’s son William born—List of books read by Shelley and Mary in 1815—Clara’s project of going on the stage—Her + connection with Byron—She introduces him to the Shelleys—Shelley’s efforts to raise money for Godwin—Godwin’s + rapacity—Refuses to take a cheque made out in Shelley’s name—Shelley escapes from England—Is persuaded by Clara (now + called “Clare” or “Claire”) to go to Geneva—Mary’s descriptive letters—Byron arrives at + Geneva—Association of Shelley and Byron—Origin of <i>Frankenstein</i> as related by Mary—She begins to write it—Voyage + of Shelley and Byron round the lake of Geneva—Tour to the valley of Chamouni—Journal—Return to England (August)—Mary + and Clare go to Bath, and Shelley to Marlow</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_115">115-157</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">September 1816-February 1817</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1816.</td> + <td>Life in lodgings at Bath—Anxieties—Letters from Fanny—Her pleadings on Godwin’s behalf—Her own disappointment—She + leaves home in despair—Dies by her own hand at Swansea (October 9)—Shelley’s visit to Marlow—Letter from Mary—Shelley’s + search for Harriet—He hears of her death—His yearning after his children—Marriage with Mary (Dec. 29).</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1817.</td> + <td>Birth of Clare’s infant (Jan. 13)—Visit of the Shelleys to the Leigh Hunts at Hampstead—Removal to Marlow</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_158">158-181</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">March 1817-March 1818</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1817<br />(March).</td> + <td>Albion House—Description—Visit of the Leigh Hunts—Shelley’s benevolence to the poor—Lord Eldon’s + decree depriving Shelley of the custody of his children—His indignation and grief—Godwin’s continued impecuniosity + and exactions—Charles Clairmont’s requests—Mary’s visit to Skinner Street—<i>Frankenstein</i> is published—<i>Journal + of a Six Weeks’ Tour</i>—Shelley writes <i>Revolt of Islam</i>—Allegra’s presence the cause of serious annoyance to the + Shelleys—Mr. Baxter’s visit of discovery to Marlow—Birth of Mary’s daughter Clara (Sept. 2)—Mr. Baxter’s + second visit—His warm appreciation of Shelley—Fruitless <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_xiii" id="Page_xiii">[Pg xiii]</a></span>efforts + to convert his daughter Isabel to his way of thinking—The Shelleys determine to leave Marlow—Shelley’s ill-health—Mary’s + letters to him in London—Desirability of sending Allegra to her father—They decide on going abroad and taking her.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1818.</td> + <td>Stay in London—The Booths and Baxters break off acquaintance with the Shelleys—Shelley suffers from ophthalmia—Preparations + for departure—The three children are christened—The whole party leave England (March 12)</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_182">182-210</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">March 1818-June 1819</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1818<br />(March).</td> + <td>Journey to Milan—Allegra sent to Venice—Leghorn—Acquaintance with the Gisbornes—Lucca—Mary’s + wish for literary work—Shelley and Clare go to Venice—The Hoppners—Byron’s villa at Este—Clara’s + illness—Letters—Shelley to Mary—Mary to Mrs. Gisborne—Journey to Venice—Clara dies—Godwin’s + letter to Mary—Este—Venice—Journey to Rome—Naples—Shelley’s depression of spirits.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1819.</td> + <td>Discovery of Paolo’s intrigue with Elise—They are married—Return to Rome—Enjoyment—Shelley writes <i>Prometheus + Unbound</i> and the <i>Cenci</i>—Miss Curran—Delay in leaving Rome—William Shelley’s illness and death</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_211">211-243</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">June 1819-September 1820</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1819<br />(August).</td> + <td>Leghorn—Journal—Mary’s misery and utter collapse of spirits—Letters to Miss Curran and Mrs. Hunt—The + Gisbornes—Henry Reveley’s project of a steamboat—Shelley’s ardour—Letter from Godwin—Removal to + Florence—Acquaintance with Mrs. Mason (Lady Mountcashel)—Birth of Percy (Nov. 19).</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1820.</td> + <td>Mary writes <i>Valperga</i>—Alarm about money—Removal to Pisa—Paolo’s infamous plot—Shelley seeks legal aid—Casa + Ricci, Leghorn—“Letter to Maria Gisborne”—Uncomfortable relations of Mary and Clare—Godwin’s distress and + petitions for money—Vexations and anxieties—Baths of San Giuliano—General improvement—Shelley writes <i>Witch of Atlas</i></td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_244">244-268</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_xiv" id="Page_xiv">[Pg xiv]</a></span></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">September 1820-August 1821</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1820.</td> + <td>Abandonment of the steamboat project—Disappointment—Wet season—The Serchio in flood—Return to Pisa—Medwin—His + illness—Clare takes a situation at Florence.</td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1821.</td> + <td>Pisan acquaintances—Pacchiani—Sgricci—Prince Mavrocordato—Emilia Viviani—Mary’s Greek studies—Shelley’s + trance of Emilia—It passes—The Williams’ arrive—Friendship with the Shelleys—Allegra placed in a convent—Clare’s + despair—Shelley’s passion for boating—They move to Pugnano—“The boat on the Serchio”—Mary sits to E. + Williams for her portrait—Shelley visits Byron at Ravenna</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_269">269-293</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">August-November 1821</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1821.</td> + <td>Letters from Shelley to Mary—He hears from Lord Byron of a scandalous story current about himself—Mary, at his + request, writes to Mrs. Hoppner confuting the charges—Letter entrusted to Lord Byron, who neglects to forward it—Shelley + visits Allegra at Bagnacavallo—Winter at Pisa—“Tre Palazzi di Chiesa”—Letters: Mary to Miss Curran; + Clare to Mary; Shelley to Ollier—<i>Valperga</i> is sent to Godwin—His letter accepting the gift (Jan. 1822)—Extracts</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_294">294-315</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">November 1821-April 1822</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1822.</td> + <td>Byron comes to Pisa—Letter from Mary to Mrs. Gisborne—Journal—Trelawny arrives—Mary’s first impression of him—His + description of her—His wonder on seeing Shelley—Life at Pisa—Letters from Mary to Mrs. Gisborne and Mrs. + Hunt—Clare’s disquiet—Her plans for getting possession of Allegra—Affair of the dragoon—Judicial inquiry—Projected + colony at Spezzia—Shelley invites Clare to come—She accepts—Difficulty in finding houses—Allegra’s death</td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_316">316-342</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_xv" id="Page_xv">[Pg xv]</a></span></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI</a></td></tr> +<tr><td> </td><td align="center"><span class="smcap">April-July 1822</span></td></tr> +<tr><td valign="top">1822<br />(April).</td> + <td>Difficulty in breaking the news to Clare—Mary in weak health—Clare, Mary, and Percy sent to Spezzia—Letter + from Shelley—He follows with the Williams’—Casa Magni—Clare hears the truth—Her grief—Domestic worries—Mary’s + illness and suffering—Shelley’s great enjoyment of the sea—Williams’ journal—The <i>Ariel</i>—Godwin’s affairs + and threatened bankruptcy—Cruel letters—They are kept back from Mary—Mary’s letter to Mrs. Gisborne—Her + serious illness—Shelley’s nervous attacks, dreams and visions—Mrs. Williams’ society soothing to him—Arrival + of the Leigh Hunts at Genoa—Shelley and Williams go to meet them at Pisa—They sail for Leghorn—Mary’s gloomy + forebodings—Letters from Shelley and Mrs. Williams—The voyagers’ return is anxiously awaited—They never come—Loss of the <i>Ariel</i></td> + <td valign="bottom" align="right"><a href="#Page_343">343-369</a></td></tr></table> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> +<p class="center"><span class="huge">THE LIFE AND LETTERS<br /> +OF<br /> +MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY</span></p> +<p> </p><p> </p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="5" summary="table"> +<tr><td>They say that thou wert lovely from thy birth,<br /> +Of glorious parents, thou aspiring Child.<br /> +I wonder not, for one then left the earth<br /> +Whose life was like a setting planet mild,<br /> +Which clothed thee in the radiance undefiled<br /> +Of its departing glory: still her fame<br /> +Shines on thee thro’ the tempest dark and wild<br /> +Which shakes these latter days; and thou canst claim<br /> +The shelter, from thy Sire, of an immortal name.<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 16em;"><span class="smcap">Shelley.</span></span></td></tr></table> + + +<p>“So you really have seen Godwin, and had little Mary in your arms! the +only offspring of a union that will certainly be matchless in the present +generation.” So, in 1798, wrote Sir Henry Taylor’s mother to her husband, +who had travelled from Durham to London for the purpose of making +acquaintance with the famous author of <i>Political Justice</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span>This “little Mary,” the daughter of William and Mary Wollstonecraft +Godwin, was destined herself to form a union the memory of which will live +even longer than that of her illustrious parents. She is remembered as +<i>Mary Shelley</i>, wife of the poet. In any complete account of his life she +plays, next to his, the most important part. Young as she was during the +few years they passed together, her character and her intellect were +strong enough to affect, to modify, in some degree to mould his. That he +became what he did is in great measure due to her. This, if nothing more +were known of her, would be sufficient to stamp her as a remarkable woman, +of rare ability and moral excellence, well deserving of a niche in the +almost universal biographical series of the present day. But, besides +this, she would have been eminent among her sex at any time, in any +circumstances, and would, it cannot be doubted, have achieved greater +personal fame than she actually did but for the fact that she became, at a +very early age, the wife of Shelley. Not only has his name overshadowed +her, but the circumstances of her association with him were such as to +check to a considerable extent her own sources of invention and activity. +Had that freedom been her lot in which her mother’s destiny shaped itself, +her talents must have asserted themselves as not inferior, as in some +respects superior, to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> those of Mary Wollstonecraft. This is the answer to +the question, sometimes asked,—as if, in becoming Shelley’s wife, she had +forfeited all claim to individual consideration,—why any separate Life of +her should be written at all. Even as a completion of Shelley’s own story, +Mary’s Life is necessary. There remains the fact that her husband’s +biographers have been busy with her name. It is impossible now to pass it +over in silence and indifference. She has been variously misunderstood. It +has been her lot to be idealised as one who gave up all for love, and to +be condemned and anathematised for the very same reason. She has been +extolled for perfections she did not possess, and decried for the absence +of those she possessed in the highest degree. She has been lauded as a +genius, and depreciated as one overrated, whose talent would never have +been heard of at all but for the name of Shelley. To her husband she has +been esteemed alternately a blessing and the reverse.</p> + +<p>As a fact, it is probable that no woman of like endowments and promise +ever abdicated her own individuality in favour of another so +transcendently greater. To consider Mary altogether apart from Shelley is, +indeed, not possible, but the study of the effect, on life and character, +of this memorable union is unique of its kind. From Shelley’s point<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> of +view it has been variously considered; from Mary’s, as yet, not at all.</p> + +<p><br />Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin was born on the 30th of August 1797.</p> + +<p>Her father, the philosopher and philosophical novelist, William Godwin, +began his career as a Dissenting minister in Norfolk, and something of the +preacher’s character adhered to him all his life. Not the apostolic +preacher. No enthusiasm of faith or devotion, no constraining fervour, +eliciting the like in others, were his, but a calm, earnest, philosophic +spirit, with an irresistible impulse to guide and advise others.</p> + +<p>This same calm rationalism got the better, in no long time, of his +religious creed, which he seems to have abandoned slowly, gradually, and +deliberately, without painful struggle. His religion, of the head alone, +was easily replaced by other views for which intellectual qualities were +all-sufficient. Of a cool, unemotional temperament, safe from any snares +of passion or imagination, he became the very type of a town philosopher. +Abstractions of the intellect and the philosophy of politics were his +world. He had a true townsman’s love of the theatre, but external nature +for the most part left him unaffected, as it found him. With the most +exalted opinion of his own genius and merit, he was nervously susceptible +to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> criticism of others, yet always ready to combat any judgment +unfavourable to himself. Never weary of argument, he thought that by its +means, conducted on lines of reason, all questions might be finally +settled, all problems satisfactorily and speedily solved. Hence the +fascination he possessed for those in doubt and distress of mind. Cool +rather than cold-hearted, he had a certain benignity of nature which, +joined to intellectual exaltation, passed as warmth and fervour. His +kindness was very great to young men at the “storm and stress” period of +their lives. They for their part thought that, as he was delighted to +enter into, discuss and analyse their difficulties, he must, himself, have +felt all these difficulties and have overcome them; and, whether they +followed his proffered advice or not, they never failed to look up to him +as an oracle.</p> + +<p>Friendships Godwin had, but of love he seems to have kept absolutely clear +until at the age of forty-three he met Mary Wollstonecraft. He had not +much believed in love as a disturbing element, and had openly avowed in +his writings that he thought it usurped far too large a place in the +ordinary plan of human life. He did not think it needful to reckon with +passion or emotion as factors in the sum of existence, and in his ideal +programme they played no part at all.</p> + +<p>Mary Wollstonecraft was in all respects his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> opposite. Her ardent, +impulsive, Irish nature had stood the test of an early life of much +unhappiness. Her childhood’s home had been a wretched one; suffering and +hardship were her earliest companions. She had had not only to maintain +herself, but to be the support of others weaker than herself, and many of +these had proved unworthy of her devotion. But her rare nature had risen +superior to these trials, which, far from crushing her, elicited her +finest qualities.</p> + +<p>The indignation aroused in her by injustice and oppression, her revolt +against the consecrated tyranny of conventionality, impelled her to raise +her voice in behalf of the weak and unfortunate. The book which made her +name famous, <i>A Vindication of the Rights of Women</i>, won for her then, as +it has done since, an admiration from half of mankind only equalled by the +reprobation of the other half. Yet most of its theories, then considered +so dangerously extreme, would to-day be contested by few, although the +frankness of expression thought so shocking now attracted no special +notice then, and indicated no coarseness of feeling, but only the habit of +calling things by their names.</p> + +<p>In 1792, desiring to become better acquainted with the French language, +and also to follow on the spot the development of France’s efforts in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> the +cause of freedom, she went to Paris, where, in a short time, owing to the +unforeseen progress of the Revolution, she was virtually imprisoned, in +the sense of being unable to return to England. Here she met Captain +Gilbert Imlay, an American, between whom and herself an attachment sprang +up, and whose wife, in all but the legal and religious ceremony, she +became. This step she took in full conscientiousness. Had she married +Imlay she must have openly declared her true position as a British +subject, an act which would have been fraught with the most dangerous, +perhaps fatal consequences to them both. A woman of strong religious +feeling, she had upheld the sanctity of marriage in her writings, yet not +on religious grounds. The heart of marriage, and reason for it, with her, +was love. She regarded herself as Imlay’s lawful wife, and had perfect +faith in his constancy. It wore out, however, and after causing her much +suspense, anxiety, and affliction, he finally left her with a little girl +some eighteen months old. Her grief was excessive, and for a time +threatened to affect her reason. But her healthy temperament prevailed, +and the powerful tie of maternal love saved her from the consequences of +despair. It was well for her that she had to work hard at her literary +occupations to support herself and her little daughter.</p> + +<p>It was at this juncture that she became<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> acquainted with William Godwin. +They had already met once, before Mary’s sojourn in France, but at this +first interview neither was impressed by the other. Since her return to +London he had shunned her because she was too much talked about in +society. Imagining her to be obtrusively “strong-minded” and deficient in +delicacy, he was too strongly prejudiced against her even to read her +books. But by degrees he was won over. He saw her warmth of heart, her +generous temper, her vigour of intellect; he saw too that she had +suffered. Such susceptibility as he had was fanned into warmth. His +critical acumen could not but detect her rare quality and worth, although +the keen sense of humour and Irish charm which fascinated others may, with +him, have told against her for a time. But the nervous vanity which formed +his closest link with ordinary human nature must have been flattered by +the growing preference of one so widely admired, and whom he discovered to +be even more deserving of admiration and esteem than the world knew. As to +her, accustomed as she was to homage, she may have felt that for the first +time she was justly appreciated, and to her wounded and smarting +susceptibilities this balm of appreciation must have been immeasurable. +Her first freshness of feeling had been wasted on a love which proved to +have been one-sided and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> which had recoiled on itself. To love and be +loved again was the beginning of a new life for her. And so it came about +that the coldest of men and the warmest of women found their happiness in +each other. Thus drawn together, the discipline afforded to her nature by +the rudest realities of life, to his by the severities of study, had been +such as to promise a growing and a lasting companionship and affection.</p> + +<p>In the short memoir of his wife, prefixed by Godwin to his published +collection of her letters, he has given his own account, a touching one, +of the growth and recognition of their love.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>The partiality we conceived for each other was in that mode which I +have always considered as the purest and most refined style of love. +It would have been impossible for the most minute observer to have +said who was before and who was after. One sex did not take the +priority which long-established custom has awarded it, nor the other +overstep that delicacy which is so severely imposed. I am not +conscious that either party can assume to have the agent or the +patient, the toil spreader or the prey, in the affair. When in the +course of things the disclosure came, there was nothing in a manner +for either party to disclose to the other....</p> + +<p>There was no period of throes and resolute explanation attendant on +the tale. It was friendship melting into love.</p></div> + +<p>They did not, however, marry at once. Godwin’s opinion of marriage, looked +on as indissoluble, was that it was “a law, and the worst of all laws.” In +accordance with this view, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> ceremony did not take place till their +union had lasted some months, and when it did, it was regarded by Godwin +in the light of a distinct concession. He expresses himself most +decisively on this point in a letter to his friend, Mr. Wedgwood of +Etruria (printed by Mr. Kegan Paul in his memoirs of Godwin), announcing +his marriage, which had actually taken place a month before, but had been +kept secret.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Some persons have found an inconsistency between my practice in this +instance and my doctrines. But I cannot see it. The doctrine of my +<i>Political Justice</i> is, that an attachment in some degree permanent +between two persons of opposite sexes is right, but that marriage, as +practised in European countries, is wrong. I still adhere to that +opinion. Nothing but a regard for the happiness of the individual, +which I have no right to ignore, could have induced me to submit to an +institution which I wish to see abolished, and which I would recommend +to my fellow-men never to practise but with the greatest caution. +Having done what I thought was necessary for the peace and +respectability of the individual, I hold myself no otherwise bound +than I was before the ceremony took place.</p></div> + +<p>It is certain that he did not repent his concession. But their wedded +happiness was of short duration. On 30th August 1797 a little girl was +born to them.</p> + +<p>All seemed well at first with the mother. But during the night which +followed alarming symptoms made their appearance. For a time it was hoped +that these had been overcome, and a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> deceptive rally of two days set +Godwin free from anxiety. But a change for the worst supervened, and after +four days of intense suffering, sweetly and patiently borne, Mary died, +and Godwin was again alone.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">August 1797-June 1812</span></p> + +<p>Alone, in the sense of absence of companionship, but not alone in the +sense that he was before, for, when he lost his wife, two helpless little +girl-lives were left dependent on him. One was Fanny, Mary +Wollstonecraft’s child by Imlay, now three and a half years old; the other +the newly-born baby, named after her mother, Mary Wollstonecraft, and the +subject of this memoir.</p> + +<p>The tenderness of her mother’s warm heart, her father’s ripe wisdom, the +rich inheritance of intellect and genius which was her birthright, all +these seemed to promise her the happiest of childhoods. But these bright +prospects were clouded within a few hours of her birth by that change in +her mother’s condition which, ten days later, ended in death.</p> + +<p>The little infant was left to the care of a father of much theoretic +wisdom but profound practical ignorance, so confirmed in his old bachelor +ways by years and habit that, even when love so far conquered him as to +make him quit the single<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> state, he declined family life, and carried on a +double existence, taking rooms a few doors from his wife’s home, and +combining the joys—as yet none of the cares—of matrimony with the +independence, and as much as possible of the irresponsibility, of +bachelorhood. Godwin’s sympathies with childhood had been first elicited +by his intercourse with little Fanny Imlay, whom, from the time of his +union, he treated as his own daughter, and to whom he was unvaryingly kind +and indulgent.</p> + +<p>He moved at once after his wife’s death into the house, Polygon, Somers +Town, where she had lived, and took up his abode there with the two +children. They had a nurse, and various lady friends of the Godwins, Mrs. +Reveley and others, gave occasional assistance or superintendence. An +experiment was tried of a lady-housekeeper which, however, failed, as the +lady in becoming devoted to the children showed a disposition to become +devoted to Godwin also, construing civilities into marked attentions, +resenting fancied slights, and becoming at last an insupportable thorn in +the poor philosopher’s side. His letters speak of his despondency and +feeling of unfitness to have the care of these young creatures devolved on +him, and with this sense there came also the renewed perception of the +rare maternal qualities of the wife he had lost.</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span>“The poor children!” he +wrote, six weeks after his bereavement. “I am myself totally unfitted to educate them. The scepticism which perhaps +sometimes leads me right in matters of speculation is torment to me +when I would attempt to direct the infant mind. I am the most unfit +person for this office; she was the best qualified in the world. What +a change! The loss of the children is less remediless than mine. You +can understand the difference.”</p> + +<p>The immediate consequence of this was that he, who had passed so many +years in contented bachelorhood, made, within a short time, repeated +proposals of marriage to different ladies, some of them urged with a +pertinacity nothing short of ludicrous, so ingenuously and argumentatively +plain does he make it that he found it simply incredible any woman should +refuse him to whom he had condescended to propose. His former objections +to marriage are never now alluded to and seem relegated to the category of +obsolete theories. Nothing testifies so strongly to his married happiness +as his constant efforts to recover any part of it, and his faith in the +possibility of doing so. In 1798 he proposed again and again to a Miss Lee +whom he had not seen half a dozen times. In 1799 he importuned the +beautiful Mrs. Reveley, who had, herself, only been a widow for a month, +to marry him. He was really attached to her, and was much wounded when, +not long after, she married a Mr. Gisborne.</p> + +<p>During Godwin’s preoccupations and occasional<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> absences, the kindest and +most faithful friend the children had was James Marshall, who acted as +Godwin’s amanuensis, and was devotedly attached to him and all who +belonged to him.</p> + +<p>In 1801 Godwin married a Mrs. Clairmont, his next-door neighbour, a widow +with a son, Charles, about Fanny’s age, and a daughter, Jane, somewhat +younger than little Mary. The new Mrs. Godwin was a clever, bustling, +second-rate woman, glib of tongue and pen, with a temper undisciplined and +uncontrolled; not bad-hearted, but with a complete absence of all the +finer sensibilities; possessing a fund of what is called “knowledge of the +world,” and a plucky, enterprising, happy-go-lucky disposition, which +seemed to the philosophic and unpractical Godwin, in its way, a +manifestation of genius. Besides, she was clever enough to admire Godwin, +and frank enough to tell him so, points which must have been greatly in +her favour.</p> + +<p>Although her father’s remarriage proved a source of lifelong unhappiness +to Mary, it may not have been a bad thing for her and Fanny at the time. +Instead of being left to the care of servants, with the occasional +supervision of chance friends, they were looked after with solicitous, if +not always the most judicious care. The three little girls were near +enough of an age to be companions to each other, but Fanny was the senior +by three years and a half. She bore Godwin’s name, and was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> considered and +treated as the eldest daughter of the house.</p> + +<p>Godwin’s worldly circumstances were at all times most precarious, nor had +he the capability or force of will to establish them permanently on a +better footing. His earnings from his literary works were always +forestalled long before they were due, and he was in the constant habit of +applying to his friends for loans or advances of money which often could +only be repaid by similar aid from some other quarter.</p> + +<p>In the hope of mending their fortunes a little, Mrs. Godwin, in 1805, +induced her husband to make a venture as a publisher. He set up a small +place of business in Hanway Street, in the name of his foreman, Baldwin, +deeming that his own name might operate prejudicially with the public on +account of his advanced political and social opinions, and also that his +own standing in the literary world might suffer did it become known that +he was connected with trade.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Godwin was the chief practical manager in this business, which +finally involved her husband in ruin, but for a time promised well enough. +The chief feature in the enterprise was a “Magazine of Books for the use +and amusement of children,” published by Godwin under the name of Baldwin; +books of history, mythology, and fable, all admirably written for their +special purpose.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> He used to test his juvenile works by reading them to +his children and observing the effect. Their remark would be (so he says), +“How easy this is! Why, we learn it by heart almost as fast as we read +it.” “Their suffrage,” he adds, “gave me courage, and I carried on my work +to the end.” Mrs. Godwin translated, for the business, several childrens’ +books from the French. Among other works specially written, Lamb’s <i>Tales +from Shakespeare</i> owes its existence to “M. J. Godwin & Co.,” the name +under which the firm was finally established.</p> + +<p>New and larger premises were taken in Skinner Street, Holborn, and in the +autumn of 1807 the whole family, which now included five young ones, of +whom Charles Clairmont was the eldest, and William, the son of Godwin and +his second wife, the youngest, removed to a house next door to the +publishing office. Here they remained until 1822.</p> + +<p>No continuous record exists of the family life, and the numerous letters +of Godwin and Mrs. Godwin when either was absent from home contain only +occasional references to it. Both parents were too much occupied with +business systematically to superintend the children’s education. Mrs. +Godwin, however, seems to have taken a bustling interest in ordering it, +and scrupulously refers to Godwin all points of doubt or<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> discussion. From +his letters one would judge that, while he gave due attention to each +point, discussing <i>pros</i> and <i>cons</i> with his deliberate impartiality, his +wife practically decided everything. Although they sometimes quarrelled +(on one occasion to the extent of seriously proposing to separate) they +always made it up again, nor is there any sign that on the subject of the +children’s training they ever had any real difference of opinion. Mrs. +Godwin’s jealous fussiness gave Godwin abundant opportunities for the +exercise of philosophy, and to the inherent untruthfulness of her manner +and speech he remained strangely and philosophically blind. From allusions +in letters we gather that the children had a daily governess, with +occasional lessons from a master, Mr. Burton. It is often asserted that +Mrs. Godwin was a harsh and cruel stepmother, who made the children’s home +miserable. There is nothing to prove this. Later on, when moral guidance +and sympathy were needed, she fell short indeed of what she might have +been. But for the material wellbeing of the children she cared well +enough, and was at any rate desirous that they should be happy, whether or +not she always took the best means of making them so. And Godwin placed +full confidence in her practical powers.</p> + +<p>In May 1811 Mrs. Godwin and all the children except Fanny, who stayed at +home to keep house<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> for Godwin, went for sea-bathing to Margate, moving +afterwards to Ramsgate. This had been urged by Mr. Cline, the family +doctor, for the good of little Mary, who, during some years of her +otherwise healthy girlhood, suffered from a weakness in one arm. They +boarded at the house of a Miss Petman, who kept a ladies’ school, but had +their sleeping apartments at an inn or other lodging. Mary, however, was +sent to stay altogether at Miss Petman’s, in order to be quiet, and in +particular to be out of the way of little William, “he made so boisterous +a noise when going to bed at night.”</p> + +<p>The sea-breezes soon worked the desired effect. “Mary’s arm is better,” +writes Mrs. Godwin on the 10th of June. “She begins to move and use it.” +So marked and rapid was the improvement that Mrs. Godwin thought it would +be as well to leave her behind for a longer stay when the rest returned to +town, and wrote to consult Godwin about it. His answer is characteristic.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">When I do not answer any of the lesser points in your letters, it is +because I fully agree with you, and therefore do not think it +necessary to draw out an answer point by point, but am content to +assent by silence.... This was the case as to Mary’s being left in the +care of Miss Petman. It was recommended by Mr. Cline from the first +that she should stay six months; to this recommendation we both +assented. It shall be so, if it can, and undoubtedly I conceived you, +on the spot, most competent to select the residence.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span>Mary accordingly remained at Miss Petman’s as a boarder, perhaps as a +pupil also, till 19th December, when, from her father’s laconic but minute +and scrupulously accurate diary, we learn that she returned home. For the +next five months she was in Skinner Street, participating in its busy, +irregular family life, its ups and downs, its anxieties, discomforts, and +amusements, its keen intellectual activity and lively interest in social +and literary matters, in all of which the young people took their full +share. Entries are frequent in Godwin’s diary of visits to the theatre, of +tea-drinkings, of guests of all sorts at home. One of these guests affords +us, in his journal, some agreeable glimpses into the Godwin household.</p> + +<p>This was the celebrated Aaron Burr, sometime Vice-President of the United +States, now an exile and a wanderer in Europe.</p> + +<p>At the time of his election he had got into disgrace with his party, and, +when nominated for the Governorship of New York, he had been opposed and +defeated by his former allies. The bitter contest led to a duel between +him and Alexander Hamilton, in which the latter was killed. Disfranchised +by the laws of New York for having fought a duel, and indicted (though +acquitted) for murder in New Jersey, Burr set out on a journey through the +Western States, nourishing schemes of sedition and revenge. When he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> +purchased 400,000 acres of land on the Red River, and gave his adherents +to understand that the Spanish Dominions were to be conquered, his +proceedings excited alarm. President Jefferson issued a proclamation +against him, and he was arrested on a charge of high treason. Nothing +could, however, be positively proved, and after a six months’ trial he was +liberated. He at once started for Europe, having planned an attack on +Mexico, for which he hoped to get funds and adherents. He was +disappointed, and during the four years which he passed in Europe he often +lived in the greatest poverty.</p> + +<p>On his first visit to England, in 1808, Burr met Godwin only once, but the +entry in his journal, besides bearing indirect witness to the great +celebrity of Mary Wollstonecraft in America, gives an idea of the kind of +impression made on a stranger by the second Mrs. Godwin.</p> + +<p>“I have seen the two daughters of Mary Wollstonecraft,” he writes. “They +are very fine children (the eldest no longer a child, being now fifteen), +but scarcely a discernible trace of the mother. Now Godwin has been seven +or eight years married to a second wife, a sensible, amiable woman.”</p> + +<p>For the next four years Burr was a wanderer in Holland and France. His +journal, kept for the benefit of his daughter Theodosia, to whom<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> he also +addressed a number of letters, is full of strange and stirring interest. +In 1812 he came back to England, where it was not long before he drifted +to Godwin’s door. Burr’s character was licentious and unscrupulous, but +his appearance and manners were highly prepossessing; he made friends +wherever he went. The Godwin household was full of hospitality for such +Bohemian wanderers as he. Always itself in a precarious state of fortune, +it held out the hand of fellowship to others whose existence from day to +day was uncertain. A man of brains and ideas, of congenial and lively +temperament, was sure of a fraternal welcome. And though many of Godwin’s +older friends were, in time, estranged from him through their antipathy to +his wife, she was full of patronising good-nature for a man like Burr, who +well knew how to ingratiate himself.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Burr’s Journal, February 15, 1812.</i>—Had only time to get to +Godwin’s, where we dined. In the evening William, the only son of +William Godwin, a lad of about nine years old, gave his weekly +lecture: having heard how Coleridge and others lectured, he would also +lecture, and one of his sisters (Mary, I think) writes a lecture which +he reads from a little pulpit which they have erected for him. He went +through it with great gravity and decorum. The subject was “The +influence of government on the character of a people.” After the +lecture we had tea, and the girls danced and sang an hour, and at nine +came home.</p></div> + +<p>Nothing can give a pleasanter picture of the family, the lively-minded +children keenly interested<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> in all the subjects and ideas they heard +freely discussed around them; the elders taking pleasure in encouraging +the children’s first essays of intellect; Mary at fourteen already showing +her powers of thought and inborn vocation to write, and supplying her +little brother with ideas. The reverse of the medal appears in the next +entry, for the genial unconventional household was generally on the verge +of ruin, and dependent on some expected loan for subsistence in the next +few months. When once the sought-for assistance came they revelled in +momentary relief from care.</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><i>Journal, February 18.</i>—Have gone this evening to Godwin’s. They are +in trouble. Some financial affair.</p> + +<p>It did not weigh long on their spirits.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>February 24.</i>—Called at Godwin’s to leave the newspapers which I +borrowed yesterday, and to get that of to-day. <i>Les goddesses</i> (so he +habitually designates the three girls) kept me by acclamation to tea +with <i>la printresse</i> Hopwood. I agreed to go with the girls to call on +her on Friday.</p> + +<p><i>February 28.</i>—Was engaged to dine to-day at Godwin’s, and to walk +with the four dames. After dinner to the Hopwoods. All which was done.</p> + +<p><i>March 7.</i>—To Godwin’s, where I took tea with the children in their +room.</p> + +<p><i>March 14.</i>—To Godwin’s. He was out. Madame and <i>les enfans</i> upstairs +in the bedroom, where they received me, and I drank tea with his +<i>enfans</i>.... Terribly afraid of vigils to-night, for Jane made my tea, +and, I fear, too strong. It is only Fan that I can trust.</p> + +<p><i>March 17.</i>—To Godwin’s, where took tea with the children, who always +have it at 9. Mr. and Madame at 7.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span><i>March 22.</i>—On to Godwin’s; found him at breakfast and joined him. +Madame a-bed.</p> + +<p><i>Later.</i>—Mr. and Mrs. Godwin would not give me their account, which +must be five or six pounds, a very serious sum for them. They say that +when I succeed in the world they will call on me for help.</p></div> + +<p>This probably means that the Godwins had lent him money. He was well-nigh +penniless, and Mrs. Godwin exerted herself to get resources for him, to +sell one or two books of value which he had, and to get a good price for +his watch. She knew a good deal of the makeshifts of poverty, and none of +the family seemed to have grudged time or trouble if they could do a good +turn to this companion in difficulties. It is a question whether, when +they talked of his succeeding in the world, they were aware of the +particular form of success for which he was scheming; in any case they +seem to have been content to take him as they found him. They were the +last friends from whom he parted on the eve of sailing for America. His +entry just before starting is—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Called and passed an hour with the Godwins. That family does really +love me. Fanny, Mary, and Jane, also little William: you must not +forget, either, Hannah Hopwood, <i>la printresse</i>.</p> + +<p>These few months were, very likely, the brightest which Mary ever passed +at home. Her rapidly growing powers of mind and observation were nourished +and developed by the stimulating intellectual atmosphere around her; to +the anxieties<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> and uncertainties which, like birds of ill-omen, hovered +over the household and were never absent for long together, she was well +accustomed, besides which she was still too young to be much affected by +them. She was fond of her sisters, and devoted to her father. Mrs. +Godwin’s temperament can never have been congenial to hers, but occasions +of collision do not appear to have been frequent, and Fanny, devoted and +unselfish, only anxious for others to be happy and ready herself to serve +any of them, was the link between them all. Mary’s health was, however, +not yet satisfactory, and before the summer an opportunity which offered +itself of change of air was willingly accepted on her behalf by Mr. and +Mrs. Godwin. In 1809 Godwin had made the acquaintance of Mr. William +Baxter of Dundee, on the introduction of Mr. David Booth, who afterwards +became Baxter’s son-in-law. Baxter, a man of liberal mind, independence of +thought and action, and kindly nature, shared to the full the respect +entertained by most thinking men of that generation for the author of +<i>Political Justice</i>. Godwin, always accessible to sympathetic strangers, +was at once pleased with this new acquaintance.</p> + +<p>“I thank you,” he wrote to Booth, “for your introduction of Mr. Baxter. I +dare swear he is an honest man, and he is no fool.” During Baxter’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> +several visits to London they became better acquainted. Charles Clairmont +too, went to Edinburgh in 1811, as a clerk in Constable’s printing office, +where he met and made friends with Baxter’s son Robert, who, as well as +his father, visited the Skinner Street household in London, and through +whom the intimacy was cemented. In this way it was that Mary was invited +to come on a long visit to the Baxters at their house, “The Cottage,” on +the banks of the Tay, just outside Dundee, on the road to Broughty Ferry. +The family included several girls, near Mary’s own age, and with true +Scotch hospitality they pressed her to make one of their family circle for +an indefinite length of time, until sea-air and sea-bathing should have +completed the recovery begun the year before at Ramsgate, but which could +not be maintained in the smoky air and indoor life of London. Accordingly, +Mary sailed for Dundee on the 8th of June 1812.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">June 1812-May 1814</span></p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Godwin to Baxter.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Skinner Street, London.</span><br /> +<span style="padding-right: 2em;"><i>8th June 1812.</i></span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Sir</span>—I have shipped off to you by yesterday’s packet, the +<i>Osnaburgh</i>, Captain Wishart, my only daughter. I attended her, with +her two sisters, to the wharf, and remained an hour on board, till the +vessel got under way. I cannot help feeling a thousand anxieties in +parting with her, for the first time, for so great a distance, and +these anxieties were increased by the manner of sending her, on board +a ship, with not a single face around her that she had ever seen till +that morning. She is four months short of fifteen years of age. I, +however, spoke to the captain, using your name; I beside gave her in +charge to a lady, by name I believe Mrs. Nelson, of Great St. Helen’s, +London, who was going to your part of the island in attendance upon an +invalid husband. She was surrounded by three daughters when I spoke to +her, and she answered me very agreeably. “I shall have none of my own +daughters with me, and shall therefore have the more leisure to attend +to yours.”</p> + +<p>I daresay she will arrive more dead than alive, as she is extremely +subject to sea-sickness, and the voyage will, not improbably, last +nearly a week. Mr. Cline, the surgeon, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span>however, decides that a +sea-voyage would probably be of more service to her than anything.</p> + +<p>I am quite confounded to think what trouble I am bringing on you and +your family, and to what a degree I may be said to have taken you in +when I took you at your word in your invitation upon so slight an +acquaintance. The old proverb says, “He is a wise father who knows his +own child,” and I feel the justness of the apothegm on the present +occasion.</p> + +<p>There never can be a perfect equality between father and child, and if +he has other objects and avocations to fill up the greater part of his +time, the ordinary resource is for him to proclaim his wishes and +commands in a way somewhat sententious and authoritative, and +occasionally to utter his censures with seriousness and emphasis.</p> + +<p>It can, therefore, seldom happen that he is the confidant of his +child, or that the child does not feel some degree of awe or restraint +in intercourse with him. I am not, therefore, a perfect judge of +Mary’s character. I believe she has nothing of what is commonly called +vices, and that she has considerable talent. But I tremble for the +trouble I may be bringing on you in this visit. In my last I desired +that you would consider the first two or three weeks as a trial, how +far you can ensure her, or, more fairly and impartially speaking, how +far her habits and conceptions may be such as to put your family very +unreasonably out of their way; and I expect from the frankness and +ingenuousness of yours of the 29th inst. (which by the way was so +ingenuous as to come without a seal) that you will not for a moment +hesitate to inform me if such should be the case. When I say all this, +I hope you will be aware that I do not desire that she should be +treated with extraordinary attention, or that any one of your family +should put themselves in the smallest degree out of their way on her +account. I am anxious that she should be brought up (in this respect) +like a philosopher, even like a cynic. It will add greatly to the +strength and worth of her character. I should also observe that she +has no love of dissipation, and will be perfectly satisfied with your +woods and your mountains.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> I wish, too, that she should be <i>excited</i> +to industry. She has occasionally great perseverance, but +occasionally, too, she shows great need to be roused.</p> + +<p>You are aware that she comes to the sea-side for the purpose of +bathing. I should wish that you would inquire now and then into the +regularity of that. She will want also some treatment for her arm, but +she has Mr. Cline’s directions completely in all these points, and +will probably not require a professional man to look after her while +she is with you. In all other respects except her arm she has +admirable health, has an excellent appetite, and is capable of +enduring fatigue. Mrs. Godwin reminds me that I ought to have said +something about troubling your daughters to procure a washerwoman. But +I trust that, without its being necessary to be thus minute, you will +proceed on the basis of our being earnest to give you as little +trouble as the nature of the case will allow.—I am, my dear sir, with +great regard, yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">William Godwin</span>.</p></div> + +<p>At Dundee, with the Baxters, Mary remained for five months. She was +treated as a sister by the Baxter girls, one of whom, Isabella, afterwards +the wife of David Booth, became her most intimate friend. An elder sister, +Miss Christian Baxter, to whom the present writer is indebted for a few +personal reminiscences of Mary Godwin, only died in 1886, and was probably +the last survivor of those who remembered Mary in her girlhood. They were +all fond of their new companion. She was agreeable, vivacious, and +sparkling; very pretty, with fair hair and complexion, and clear, bright +white skin. The Baxters were people of education and culture,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> active +minded, fond of reading, and alive to external impressions. The young +people were well and carefully brought up. Mary shared in all their +studies.</p> + +<p>Music they did not care for, but all were fond of drawing and painting, +and had good lessons. A great deal of time was spent in touring about, in +long walks and drives through the moors and mountains of Forfarshire. They +took pains to make Mary acquainted with all the country round, besides +which it was laid on her as a duty to get as much fresh air as she could, +and she must greatly have enjoyed the well-ordered yet easy life, the +complete change of scene and companionship. When, on the 10th of November, +she arrived again in Skinner Street, she brought Christy Baxter with her, +for a long return visit to London. If Mary had enjoyed her country outing, +still more keenly did the homely Scotch girl relish her first taste of +London life and society. At ninety-two years old the impression of her +pleasure in it, of her interest in all the notable people with whom she +came in contact, was as vivid as ever.</p> + +<p>The literary and artistic circle which still hung about the Skinner Street +philosophers was to Christy a new world, of which, except from books, she +had formed no idea. Books, however, had laid the foundation of keenest +interest<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> in all she was to see. She was constantly in company with Lamb, +Hazlitt, Coleridge, Constable, and many more, hitherto known to her only +by name. Of Charles Lamb especially, of his wit, humour, and quaintness +she retained the liveliest recollection, and he had evidently a great +liking for her, referring jokingly to her in his letters as “Doctor +Christy,” and often inviting her, with the Godwin family, to tea, to meet +her relatives, when up in town, or other friends.</p> + +<p>On 11th November, the very day after the two girls arrived in London, a +meeting occurred of no special interest to Christy at the time, and which +she would have soon forgotten but for subsequent events. Three guests came +to dinner at Godwin’s. These were Percy Bysshe Shelley with his wife +Harriet, and her sister, Eliza Westbrook. Christy Baxter well remembered +this, but her chief recollection was of Harriet, her beauty, her brilliant +complexion and lovely hair, and the elegance of her purple satin dress. Of +Shelley, how he looked, what he said or did, what they all thought of him, +she had observed nothing, except that he was very attentive to Harriet. +The meeting was of no apparent significance and passed without remark: +little indeed did any one foresee the drama soon to follow. Plenty of more +important days, more interesting meetings to Christy, followed during the +next few<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> months. She shared Mary’s room during this time, but her memory, +in old age, afforded few details of their everyday intercourse. Indeed, +although they spent so much time together, these two were never very +intimate. Isabella Baxter, afterwards Mrs. Booth, was Mary’s especial +friend and chief correspondent, and it is much to be regretted that none +of their girlish letters have been preserved.</p> + +<p>The four girls had plenty of liberty, and, what with reading and talk, +with constantly varied society enjoyed in the intimate unconstrained way +of those who cannot afford the <i>appareil</i> of convention, with tolerably +frequent visits at friends’ houses and not seldom to the theatre, when +Godwin, as often happened, got a box sent him, they had plenty of +amusement too. Godwin’s diary keeps a wonderfully minute skeleton account +of all their doings. Christy enjoyed it all as only a novice can do. All +her recollections of the family life were agreeable; if anything had left +an unpleasing impression it had faded away in 1883, when the present +writer saw her. For Godwin she entertained a warm respect and affection. +They did not see very much of him, but Christy was a favourite of his, and +he would sometimes take a quiet pleasure, not unmixed with amusement, in +listening to their girlish talks and arguments. One such discussion she +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span>distinctly remembered, on the subject of woman’s vocation, as to whether +it should be purely domestic, or whether they should engage in outside +interests. Mary and Jane upheld the latter view, Fanny and Christy the +other.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Godwin was kind to Christy, who always saw her best side, and never +would hear a word said against her. Her deficiencies were not palpable to +an outsider whom she liked and chose to patronise, nor did Christy appear +to have felt the inherent untruthfulness in Mrs. Godwin’s character, +although one famous instance of it was recorded by Isabella Baxter, and is +given at length in Mr. Kegan Paul’s <i>Life of Godwin</i>.</p> + +<p>The various members of the family had more independence of habits than is +common in English domestic life. This was perhaps a relic of Godwin’s old +idea, that much evil and weariness resulted from the supposed necessity +that the members of a family should spend all or most of their time in +each other’s company. He always breakfasted alone. Mrs. Godwin did so +also, and not till mid-day. The young folks had theirs together. Dinner +was a family meal, but supper seems to have been a movable feast. Jane +Clairmont, of whose education not much is known beyond the fact that she +was sometimes at school, was at home for a part if not all of this time. +She was lively and quick-witted, and probably<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> rather unmanageable. Fanny +was more reflective, less sanguine, more alive to the prosaic obligations +of life, and with a keen sense of domestic duty, early developed in her by +necessity and by her position as the eldest of this somewhat anomalous +family. Godwin, by nature as undemonstrative as possible, showed more +affection to Fanny than to any one else. He always turned to her for any +little service he might require. It seemed, said Christy, as though he +would fain have guarded against the possibility of her feeling that she, +an orphan, was less to him than the others. Christy was of opinion that +Fanny was not made aware of her real position till her quite later years, +a fact which, if true, goes far towards explaining much of her after life. +It seems most likely, at any rate, that at this time she was unacquainted +with the circumstances of her birth. To Godwin she had always seemed like +his own eldest child, the first he had cared for or who had been fond of +him, and his dependence on her was not surprising, for no daughter could +have tended him with more solicitous care; besides which, she was one of +those people, ready to do anything for everybody, who are always at the +beck and call of others, and always in request. She filled the home, to +which Mary, so constantly absent, was just now only a visitor.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span>It must have been at about this time that Godwin received a letter from an +unknown correspondent, who expressed much curiosity to know whether his +children were brought up in accordance with the ideas, by some considered +so revolutionary and dangerous, of Mary Wollstonecraft, and what the +result was of reducing her theories to actual practice. Godwin’s answer, +giving his own description of her two daughters, has often been printed, +but it is worth giving here.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Your inquiries relate principally to the two daughters of Mary +Wollstonecraft. They are neither of them brought up with an exclusive +attention to the system of their mother. I lost her in 1797, and in +1801 I married a second time. One among the motives which led me to +choose this was the feeling I had in myself of an incompetence for the +education of daughters. The present Mrs. Godwin has great strength and +activity of mind, but is not exclusively a follower of their mother; +and indeed, having formed a family establishment without having a +previous provision for the support of a family, neither Mrs. Godwin +nor I have leisure enough for reducing novel theories of education to +practice, while we both of us honestly endeavour, as far as our +opportunities will permit, to improve the minds and characters of the +younger branches of the family.</p> + +<p>Of the two persons to whom your inquiries relate, my own daughter is +considerably superior in capacity to the one her mother had before. +Fanny, the eldest, is of a quiet, modest, unshowy disposition, +somewhat given to indolence, which is her greatest fault, but sober, +observing, peculiarly clear and distinct in the faculty of memory, and +disposed to exercise her own thoughts and follow her own judgment. +Mary, my daughter, is the reverse of her in many particulars. She is +singularly bold, somewhat imperious, and active of mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> Her desire +of knowledge is great, and her perseverance in everything she +undertakes almost invincible. My own daughter is, I believe, very +pretty. Fanny is by no means handsome, but, in general, prepossessing.</p></div> + +<p>On the 3d of June Mary accompanied Christy back to Dundee, where she +remained for the next ten months.</p> + +<p>No account remains of her life there, but there can be doubt that her +mental and intellectual powers matured rapidly, and that she learned, +read, and thought far more than is common even with clever girls of her +age. The girl who at seventeen is an intellectual companion for a Shelley +cannot often have needed to be “excited to industry,” unless indeed when +she indulged in day-dreams, as, from her own account given in the preface +to her novel of <i>Frankenstein</i>, we know she sometimes did. Proud of her +parentage, idolising the memory of her mother, about whom she gathered and +treasured every scrap of information she could obtain, and of whose +history and writings she probably now learned more than she had done at +home, accustomed from her childhood to the daily society of authors and +literary men, the pen was her earliest toy, and now the attempt at +original composition was her chosen occupation.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>“As a child,” she says, “I scribbled; and my favourite pastime, during +the hours given me for recreation, was to ‘write stories.’ Still I had +a dearer pleasure than this, which<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> was the formation of castles in +the air,—the indulging in waking dreams,—the following up trains of +thought which had for their subject the formation of a succession of +imaginary incidents. My dreams were at once more fantastic and +agreeable than my writings. In the latter I was a close imitator, +rather doing as others had done than putting down the suggestions of +my own mind. What I wrote was intended at least for one other eye—my +childhood’s companion and friend” (probably Isabel Baxter)—“but my +dreams were all my own. I accounted for them to nobody; they were my +refuge when annoyed, my dearest pleasure when free.</p> + +<p>“I lived principally in the country as a girl, and passed a +considerable time in Scotland. I made occasional visits to the more +picturesque parts; but my habitual residence was on the blank and +dreary northern shores of the Tay, near Dundee. Blank and dreary on +retrospection I call them; they were not so to me then. They were the +eyry of freedom, and the pleasant region where unheeded I could +commune with the creatures of my fancy. I wrote then, but in a most +commonplace style. It was beneath the trees of the grounds belonging +to our house, or on the bleak sides of the woodless mountains near, +that my true compositions, the airy flights of my imagination, were +born and fostered. I did not make myself the heroine of my tales. Life +appeared to me too commonplace an affair as regarded myself. I could +not figure to myself that romantic woes or wonderful events would ever +be my lot; but I was not confined to my own identity, and I could +people the hours with creations far more interesting to me, at that +age, than my own sensations.”</p></div> + +<p>From the entry in Godwin’s diary, “M. W. G. at supper,” for 30th March +1814, we learn that Mary returned to Skinner Street on that day. She now +resumed her place in the home circle, a very different person from the +little Mary who<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> went to Ramsgate in 1811. Although only sixteen and a +half she was in the bloom of her girlhood, very pretty, very interesting +in appearance, thoughtful and intelligent beyond her years. She did not +settle down easily into her old place, and probably only realised +gradually how much she had altered since she last lived at home. Perhaps, +too, she saw that home in a new light. After the well-ordered, cheerful +family life of the Baxters, the somewhat Bohemianism of Skinner Street may +have seemed a little strange. A household with a philosopher for one of +its heads, and a fussy, unscrupulous woman of business for the other, may +have its amusing sides, and we have seen that it had; but it is not +necessarily comfortable, still less sympathetic to a young and earnest +nature, just awakening to a consciousness of the realities of life, at +that transition stage when so much is chaotic and confusing to those who +are beginning to think and to feel. One may well imagine that all was not +smooth for poor Mary. Her stepmother’s jarring temperament must have +grated on her more keenly than ever after her long absence. Years and +anxieties did not improve Mrs. Godwin’s temper, nor bring refinement or a +nice sense of honour to a nature singularly deficient in both. Mary must +have had to take refuge from annoyance in day-dreams pretty frequently, +and this was a sure and constant<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> source of irritation to her stepmother. +Jane Clairmont, wilful, rebellious, witty, and probably a good deal +spoilt, whose subsequent conduct shows that she was utterly unamenable to +her mother’s authority, was, at first, away at school. Fanny was the good +angel of the house, but her persistent defence of every one attacked, and +her determination to make the best of things and people as they were, +seemed almost irritating to those who were smarting under daily and hourly +little grievances. Compliance often looks like cowardice to the young and +bold. Nor did Mary get any help from her father. A little affection and +kindly sympathy from him would have gone a long way with her, for she +loved him dearly. Long afterwards she alluded to his “calm, silent +disapproval” when displeased, and to the bitter remorse and unhappiness it +would cause her, although unspoken, and only instinctively felt by her. +All her stepmother’s scoldings would have failed to produce a like effect. +But Godwin, though sincerely solicitous about the children’s welfare, was +self-concentrated, and had little real insight into character. Besides, he +was, as usual, hampered about money matters; and when constant anxiety as +to where to get his next loan was added to the preoccupation of +authorship, and the unavoidable distraction of such details as reached him +of the publishing business, he had little thought or attention to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> bestow +on the daughter who had arrived at so critical a time of her mental and +moral history. He welcomed her home, but then took little more notice of +her. If she and her stepmother disagreed, Godwin, when forced to take part +in the matter, probably found it the best policy to side with his wife. +Yet the situation would have been worth his attention. Here was this girl, +Mary Wollstonecraft’s daughter, who had left home a clever, unformed +child, who had returned to it a maiden in her bloom, pretty and +attractive, with ardour, ability, and ambition, with conscious powers that +had not found their right use, with unsatisfied affections seeking an +object. True, she might in time have found threads to gather up in her own +home. But she was young, impatient, and unhappy. Mrs. Godwin was +repellent, uncongenial, and very jealous of her. All that a daughter could +do for Godwin seemed to be done by Fanny. When Jane came home it was on +her that Mary was chiefly thrown for society. Her lively spirits and quick +wit made her excellent company, and she was ready enough to make the most +of grievances, and to head any revolt. Fanny, far more deserving of +sisterly sympathy and far more in need of it, seemed to belong to the +opposite camp.</p> + +<p>Time, kindly judicious guidance, and sustained effort on her own part +might have cleared Mary’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> path and made things straight for her. Her +heart was as sound and true as her intellect, but this critical time was +rendered more dangerous, it may well be, by her knowledge of the existence +of many theories on vexed subjects, making her feel keenly her own +inexperience and want of a guide.</p> + +<p>The guide she found was one who himself had wandered till now over many +perplexing paths, led by the light of a restless, sleepless genius, and an +inextinguishable yearning to find, to know, to do, to be the best.</p> + +<p>Godwin’s diary records on the 5th of May “Shelley calls.” As far as can be +known this was the first occasion since the dinner of the 11th of November +1812, when Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin saw Percy Bysshe Shelley.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">April-June 1814</span></p> + +<p>Although she had seen Shelley only once, Mary had heard a good deal about +him. More than two years before this time Godwin had received a letter +from a stranger, a very young man, desirous of becoming acquainted with +him. The writer had, it said, been under the impression that the great +philosopher, the object of his reverential admiration, whom he now +addressed, was one of the mighty dead. That such was not the case he had +now learned for the first time, and the most ardent wish of his heart was +to be admitted to the privilege of intercourse with one whom he regarded +as “a luminary too bright for the darkness which surrounds him.” “If,” he +concluded, “desire for universal happiness has any claim upon your +preference, that desire I can exhibit.”</p> + +<p>Such neophytes never knelt to Godwin in vain. He did not, at first, feel +specially interested in this one; still, the kindly tone of his reply led +to further correspondence, in the course of which the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> new disciple, Mr. +Percy Bysshe Shelley, gave Godwin a sketch of the events of his past life. +Godwin learned that his correspondent was the son of a country squire in +Sussex, was heir to a baronetcy and a considerable fortune; that he had +been expelled from Oxford for publishing, and refusing to deny the +authorship of, a pamphlet called “The Necessity of Atheism”; that his +father, having no sympathy either with his literary tastes or speculative +views, and still less with his method of putting the latter in practice, +had required from him certain concessions and promises which he had +declined to make, and so had been cast off by his family, his father +refusing to communicate with him, except through a solicitor, allowing him +a sum barely enough for his own wants, and that professedly to “prevent +his cheating strangers.” That, undeterred by all this, he had, at +nineteen, married a woman three years younger, whose “pursuits, hopes, +fears, and sorrows” had been like his own; and that he hoped to devote his +life and powers to the regeneration of mankind and society.</p> + +<p>There was something remarkable about these letters, something that bespoke +a mind, ill-balanced it might be, but yet of no common order. Whatever the +worth of the writer’s opinions, there could be no doubt that he had the +gift of eloquence in their expression. Half interested<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> and half amused, +with a vague perception of Shelley’s genius, and a certain instinctive +deference of which he could not divest himself towards the heir to £6000 a +year, Godwin continued the correspondence with a frequency and an +unreserve most flattering to the younger man.</p> + +<p>Not long after this, the disciple announced that he had gone off, with his +wife and her sister, to Ireland, for the avowed purpose of forwarding the +Catholic Emancipation and the Repeal of the Union. His scheme was “the +organisation of a society whose institution shall serve as a bond to its +members for the purposes of virtue, happiness, liberty, and wisdom, by the +means of intellectual opposition to grievances.” He published and +distributed an “Address to the Irish People,” setting before them their +grievances, their rights, and their duties.</p> + +<p>This object Godwin regarded as an utter mistake, its practical furtherance +as extremely perilous. Dreading the contagion of excitement, its tendency +to prevent sober judgment and promote precipitate action, he condemned +associations of men for any public purpose whatever. His calm temperament +would fain have dissevered impulse and action altogether as cause and +effect, and he had a shrinking, constitutional as well as philosophic, +from any tendency to “strike while the iron is hot.”</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span>“The thing most to be desired,” he wrote, +“is to keep up the intellectual, and in some sense the solitary fermentation, and to procrastinate the +contact and consequent action.” “Shelley! you are preparing a scene of +blood,” was his solemn warning.</p> + +<p>Nothing could have been further from Shelley’s thoughts than such a scene. +Surprised and disappointed, he ingenuously confessed to Godwin that his +association scheme had grown out of notions of political justice, first +generated by Godwin’s own book on that subject; and the mentor found +himself in the position of an involuntary illustration of his own theory, +expressed in the <i>Enquirer</i> (Essay XX), “It is by no means impossible that +the books most pernicious in their effects that ever were produced, were +written with intentions uncommonly elevated and pure.”</p> + +<p>Shelley, animated by an ardent enthusiasm of humanity, looked to +association as likely to spread a contagion indeed, but a contagion of +good. The revolution he preached was a Millennium.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>If you are convinced of the truth of your cause, trust wholly to its +truth; if you are not convinced, give it up. In no case employ +violence; the way to liberty and happiness is never to transgress the +rules of virtue and justice.</p> + +<p>Before anything can be done with effect, habits of sobriety, +regularity, and thought must be entered into and firmly resolved on.</p> + +<p>I will repeat, that virtue and wisdom are necessary to true happiness +and liberty.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span>Before the restraints of government are lessened, it is fit that we +should lessen the necessity for them. Before government is done away +with, we must reform ourselves. It is this work which I would +earnestly recommend to you. O Irishmen, reform yourselves.<a name='fna_1' id='fna_1' href='#f_1'><small>[1]</small></a></p></div> + +<p>Whatever evil results Godwin may have apprehended from Shelley’s +proceedings, these sentiments taken in the abstract could not but enlist +his sympathies to some extent on behalf of the deluded young optimist, nor +did he keep the fact a secret. Shelley’s letters, as well as the Irish +pamphlet, were eagerly read and discussed by all the young philosophers of +Skinner Street.</p> + +<p>“You cannot imagine,” Godwin wrote to him, “how much all the females of my +family—Mrs. Godwin and three daughters—are interested in your letters +and your history.”</p> + +<p>Publicly propounded, however, Shelley’s sentiments proved insufficiently +attractive to those to whom they were addressed. At a public meeting where +he had ventured to enjoin on Catholics a tolerance so universal as to +embrace not only Jews, Turks, and Infidels, but Protestants also, he +narrowly escaped being mobbed. It was borne in upon him before long that +the possibility, under existing conditions, of realising his scheme for +associations of peace and virtue, was doubtful and distant. He abandoned +his intention and left Ireland, professedly in submission to Godwin, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> +in fact convinced by what he had seen. Godwin was delighted.</p> + +<p>“Now I can call you a friend,” he wrote, and the good understanding of the +two was cemented.</p> + +<p>After repeated but fruitless invitations from the Shelleys to the whole +Godwin party to come and stay with them in Wales, Godwin, early in the +autumn of this year (1812) actually made an expedition to Lynmouth, where +his unknown friends were staying, in the hope of effecting a personal +acquaintance, but his object was frustrated, the Shelleys having left the +place just before he arrived.</p> + +<p>They first met in London, in the month of October, and frequent, almost +daily intercourse took place between the families. On the last day of +their stay in town the Shelleys, with Eliza Westbrook, dined in Skinner +Street. Mary Godwin, who had been for five months past in Scotland, had +returned, as we know, with Christy Baxter the day before, and was, no +doubt, very glad not to miss this opportunity of seeing the interesting +young reformer of whom she had heard so much. His wife he had always +spoken of as one who shared his tastes and opinions. No doubt they all +thought her a fortunate woman, and Mary in after years would well recall +her smiling face, and pink and white complexion, and her purple satin +gown.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span>During the year and a half that had elapsed since that time Mary had been +chiefly away, and had heard little if anything of Shelley. In the spring +of 1814, however, he came up to town to see her father on +business,—business in which Godwin was deeply and solely concerned, about +which he was desperately anxious, and in which Mary knew that Shelley was +doing all in his power to help him. These matters had been going on for +some time, when, on the 5th of May, he came to Skinner Street, and Mary +and he renewed acquaintance. Both had altered since the last time they +met. Mary, from a child had grown into a young, attractive, and +interesting girl. Hers was not the sweet sensuous loveliness of her +mother, but with her well-shaped head and intellectual brow, her fine fair +hair and liquid hazel eyes, and a skin and complexion of singular +whiteness and purity, she possessed beauty of a rare and refined type. She +was somewhat below the medium height; very graceful, with drooping +shoulders and swan-like throat. The serene eloquent eyes contrasted with a +small mouth, indicative of a certain reserve of temperament, which, in +fact, always distinguished her, and beneath which those who did not know +her might not have suspected her vigour of intellect and fearlessness of +thought.</p> + +<p>Shelley, too, was changed; why, was in his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> case not so evident. Mary +would have heard how, just before her return home, he had been remarried +to his wife; Godwin, the opponent of matrimony, having, mysteriously +enough, been instrumental in procuring the licence for this superfluous +ceremony; superfluous, as the parties had been quite legally married in +Scotland three years before. His wife was not now with him in London. He +was alone, and appeared saddened in aspect, ailing in health, unsettled +and anxious in mind. It was impossible that Mary should not observe him +with interest. She saw that, although so young a man, he not only could +hold his own in discussion of literary, philosophical, or political +questions with the wisest heads and deepest thinkers of his generation, +but could throw new light on every subject he touched. His glowing +imagination transfigured and idealised what it dwelt on, while his magical +words seemed to recreate whatever he described. She learned that he was a +poet. His conversation would call up her old day-dreams again, though, +before it, they paled and faded like morning mists before the sun. She +saw, too, that his disposition was most amiable, his manners gentle, his +conversation absolutely free from suspicion of coarseness, and that he was +a disinterested and devoted friend.</p> + +<p>Before long she must have become conscious<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> that he took pleasure in +talking with her. She could not but see that, while his melancholy and +disquiet grew upon him every day, she possessed the power of banishing it +for the time. Her presence illumined him; life and hopeful enthusiasm +would flash anew from him if she was by. This intercourse stimulated all +her intellectual powers, and its first effect was to increase her already +keen desire of knowledge. To keep pace with the electric mind of this +companion required some effort on her part, and she applied herself with +renewed zeal to her studies. Nothing irritated her stepmother so much as +to see her deep in a book, and in order to escape from Mrs. Godwin’s petty +persecution Mary used, whenever she could, to transport herself and her +occupations to Old St. Pancras Churchyard, where she had been in the habit +of coming to visit her mother’s grave. There, under the shade of a willow +tree, she would sit, book in hand, and sometimes read, but not always. The +day-dreams of Dundee would now and again return upon her. How long she +seemed to have lived since that time! Life no longer seemed “so +commonplace an affair,” nor yet her own part in it so infinitesimal if +Shelley thought her conversation and companionship worth the having.</p> + +<p>Before very long he had found out the secret of her retreat, and used to +meet her there. He<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> revered the memory of Mary Wollstonecraft, and her +grave was to him a consecrated shrine of which her daughter was the +priestess.</p> + +<p>By June they had become intimate friends, though Mary was still ignorant +of the secret of his life.</p> + +<p>On the 8th of June occurred the meeting described by Hogg in his <i>Life of +Shelley</i>. The two friends were walking through Skinner Street when Shelley +said to Hogg, “I must speak with Godwin; come in, I will not detain you +long.” Hogg continues—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>I followed him through the shop, which was the only entrance, and +upstairs we entered a room on the first floor; it was shaped like a +quadrant. In the arc were windows; in one radius a fireplace, and in +the other a door, and shelves with many old books. William Godwin was +not at home. Bysshe strode about the room, causing the crazy floor of +the ill-built, unowned dwelling-house to shake and tremble under his +impatient footsteps. He appeared to be displeased at not finding the +fountain of Political Justice.</p> + +<p>“Where is Godwin?” he asked me several times, as if I knew. I did not +know, and, to say the truth, I did not care. He continued his uneasy +promenade; and I stood reading the names of old English authors on the +backs of the venerable volumes, when the door was partially and softly +opened. A thrilling voice called “Shelley!” A thrilling voice answered +“Mary!” and he darted out of the room, like an arrow from the bow of +the far-shooting king. A very young female, fair and fair-haired, pale +indeed, and with a piercing look, wearing a frock of tartan, an +unusual dress in London at that time, had called him out of the room. +He was absent a very short time, a minute or two, and then returned.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span>“Godwin is out, +there is no use in waiting.” So we continued our walk along Holborn.</p> + +<p>“Who was that, pray?” I asked, “a daughter?”</p> + +<p>“Yes.”</p> + +<p>“A daughter of William Godwin?”</p> + +<p>“The daughter of Godwin and Mary.”</p></div> + +<p>Hogg asked no more questions, but something in this momentary interview +and in the look of the fair-haired girl left an impression on his mind +which he did not at once forget.</p> + +<p>Godwin was all this time seeking and encouraging Shelley’s visits. He was +in feverish distress for money, bankruptcy was hanging over his head; and +Shelley was exerting all his energies and influence to raise a large sum, +it is said as much as £3000, for him. It is a melancholy fact that the +philosopher had got to regard those who, in the thirsty search for truth +and knowledge, had attached themselves to him, in the secondary light of +possible sources of income, and, when in difficulties, he came upon them +one after another for loans or advances of money, which, at first begged +for as a kindness, came to be claimed by him almost as a right.</p> + +<p>Shelley’s own affairs were in a most unsatisfactory state. £200 a year +from his father, and as much from his wife’s father was all he had to +depend upon, and his unsettled life and frequent journeys, generous +disposition and careless ways, made fearful inroads on his narrow income, +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span>notwithstanding the fact that he lived with Spartan frugality as far as +his own habits were concerned. Little as he had, he never knew how little +it was nor how far it would go, and, while he strained every nerve to save +from ruin one whom he still considered his intellectual father, he was +himself sorely hampered by want of money.</p> + +<p>Visits to lawyers by Godwin, Shelley, or both, were of increasingly +frequent occurrence during May; in June we learn of as many as two or +three in a day. While this was going on, Shelley, the forlorn hope of +Skinner Street, could not be lost sight of. If he seemed to find pleasure +in Mary’s society, this probably flattered Mary’s father, who, though +really knowing little of his child, was undoubtedly proud of her, her +beauty, and her promise of remarkable talent. Like other fathers, he +thought of her as a child, and, had there been any occasion for suspicion +or remark, the fact of Shelley’s being a married man with a lovely wife, +would take away any excuse for dwelling on it. The Shelleys had not been +favourites with Mrs. Godwin, who, the year before, had offended or chosen +to quarrel with Harriet Shelley. The respective husbands had succeeded in +smoothing over the difficulty, which was subsequently ignored. No love was +lost, however, between the Shelleys and the head of the firm of M. J. +Godwin & Co., who, however, was not now<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> likely to do or say anything +calculated to drive from the house one who, for the present, was its sole +chance of existence.</p> + +<p>From the 20th of June until the end of the month Shelley was at Skinner +Street every day, often to dinner.</p> + +<p>By that time he and Mary had realised, only too well, the depth of their +mutual feeling, and on some one day, what day we do not know, they owned +it to each other. His history was poured out to her, not as it appears in +the cold impartial light of after years perhaps, but as he felt it then, +aching and smarting from life’s fresh wounds and stings. She heard of his +difficulties, his rebuffs, his mistakes in action, his disappointments in +friendship, his fruitless sacrifices for what he held to be the truth; his +hopes and his hopelessness, his isolation of soul and his craving for +sympathy. She guessed, for he was still silent on this point, that he +found it not in his home. She faced her feelings then; they were past +mistake. But it never occurred to her mind that there was any possible +future but a life’s separation to souls so situated. She could be his +friend, never anything more to him.</p> + +<p>As a memento of that interview Shelley gave or sent her a copy of <i>Queen +Mab</i>, his first published poem. This book (still in existence) has, +written in pencil inside the cover, the name<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> “Mary Wollstonecraft +Godwin,” and, on the inner flyleaf, the words, “You see, Mary, I have not +forgotten you.” Under the printed dedication to his wife is the enigmatic +but suggestive remark, carefully written in ink, “Count Slobendorf was +about to marry a woman, who, attracted solely by his fortune, proved her +selfishness by deserting him in prison.”<a name='fna_2' id='fna_2' href='#f_2'><small>[2]</small></a> On the flyleaves at the end +Mary wrote in July 1814—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>This book is sacred to me, and as no other creature shall ever look +into it, I may write what I please. Yet what shall I write? That I +love the author beyond all powers of expression, and that I am parted +from him. Dearest and only love, by that love we have promised to each +other, although I may not be yours, I can never be another’s. But I am +thine, exclusively thine.</p> + +<p class="poem">By the kiss of love, the glance none saw beside,<br /> +The smile none else might understand,<br /> +The whispered thought of hearts allied,<br /> +The pressure of the thrilling hand.<a name='fna_3' id='fna_3' href='#f_3'><small>[3]</small></a></p> + +<p>I have pledged myself to thee, and sacred is the gift. I remember your +words. “You are now, Mary, going to mix with many, and for a moment I +shall depart, but in the solitude of your chamber I shall be with +you.” Yes, you are ever with me, sacred vision.</p> + +<p class="poem">But ah! I feel in this was given<br /> +A blessing never meant for me,<br /> +Thou art too like a dream from heaven<br /> +For earthly love to merit thee.<a name='fna_4' id='fna_4' href='#f_4'><small>[4]</small></a></p></div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span>With this mutual consciousness, yet obliged inevitably to meet, thrown +constantly in each other’s way, Mary obliged too to look on Shelley as her +father’s benefactor and support, their situation was a miserable one. As +for Shelley, when he had once broken silence he passed rapidly from tender +affection to the most passionate love. His heart and brain were alike on +fire, for at the root of his deep depression and unsettlement lay the +fact, known as yet only to himself, of complete estrangement between +himself and his wife.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">June-August 1814</span></p> + +<p>Perhaps of all the objects of Shelley’s devotion up to this time, Harriet, +his wife, was the only one with whom he had never, in the ideal sense, +been in love. Possibly this was one reason that against her alone he never +had the violent revulsion, almost amounting to loathing, which was the +usual reaction after his other passionate illusions. He had eloped with +her when they were but boy and girl because he found her ready to elope +with him, and because he was persuaded that she was a victim of tyranny +and oppression, which, to this modern knight-errant, was tantamount to an +obligation laid on him to rescue her. Having eloped with her, he had +married her, for her sake, and from a sense of chivalry, only with a +quaint sort of apology to his friend Hogg for this early departure from +his own principles and those of the philosophic writers who had helped to +mould his views. His affection for his wife<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> had steadily increased after +their marriage; she was fond of him and satisfied with her lot, and had +made things very easy for him. She could not give him anything very deep +in the way of love, but in return she was not very exacting; accommodating +herself with good humour to all his vagaries, his changes of mood and +plan, and his romantic friendships. Even the presence of her elder sister +Eliza, who at an early period established herself as a member of their +household, did not destroy although it did not add to their peace. It was +during their stay in Scotland, in 1813, that the first shadow arose +between them, and from this time Harriet seems to have changed. She became +cold and indifferent. During the next winter, when they lived at +Bracknell, she grew frivolous and extravagant, even yielding to habits of +self-indulgence most repugnant to one so abstemious as Shelley. He, on his +part, was more and more drawn away from the home which had become +uncongenial by the fascinating society of his brilliant, speculative +friend, Mrs. Boinville (the white-haired “Maimuna”), her daughter and +sister. They were kind and encouraging to him, and their whole circle was +cheerful, genial, and intellectual. This intimacy tended to widen the +breach between husband and wife, while supplying none of the moral help +which might have braced Shelley<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> to meet his difficulty. His letters and +the stanza addressed to Mrs. Boinville<a name='fna_5' id='fna_5' href='#f_5'><small>[5]</small></a> show the profound depression +under which he laboured in April and May. His pathetic poem to Harriet, +written in May, expresses only too plainly what he suffered from her +alienation, and also his keen consciousness of the moral dangers that +threatened him from the loosening of old ties, if left to himself +unsupported by sympathy at home. But such feeling as Harriet had was at +this time quite blunted. She had treated his unsettled depression and +gloomy abstraction as coldness and sullen discontent, and met them with +careless unconcern. Always a puppet in the hands of some one stronger than +herself, she was encouraged by her elder sister, “the ever-present Eliza,” +the object of Shelley’s abhorrence, to meet any want of attention on his +part by this attitude of indifference; presumably on the assumption that +men do not care for what they can have cheaply, and that the best way for +a wife to keep a husband’s affection is to show herself independent of it. +Good-humoured and shallow, easy-going and fond of amusement, she probably<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> +yielded to these counsels without difficulty. She was much admired by +other men, and accepted their admiration willingly. From evidence which +came to light not many years later, it appears Shelley thought he had +reason to believe she had been misled by one of these admirers, and that +he became aware of this in June 1814. No word of it was breathed by him at +the time, and the painful story might never have been divulged but for +subsequent events which dragged into publicity circumstances which he +intended should be buried in oblivion. This is not a life of Shelley, and +the evidence of all this matter,—such evidence, that is, as has escaped +destruction,—must be looked for elsewhere. In the lawsuit which he +undertook after Harriet’s death to obtain possession of his children by +her, he was content to state, “I was united to a woman of whom delicacy +forbids me to say more than that we were disunited by incurable +dissensions.”</p> + +<p>That time only confirmed his conviction of 1814 is clearly proved by his +letter, written six years afterwards, to Southey, who had accused him of +guilt towards both his first and second wives.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">I take God to witness, if such a Being is now regarding both you and +me, and I pledge myself if we meet, as perhaps you expect, before Him +after death, to repeat the same in His presence, that you accuse me +wrongfully. I am innocent of ill, either done or intended, the +consequences you allude to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> flowed in no respect from me. If you were +my friend, I could tell you a history that would make you open your +eyes, but I shall certainly never make the public my familiar +confidant.</p> + +<p>It is quite certain that in June 1814 Shelley, who had for months found +his wife heartless, became convinced that she had also been faithless. A +breach of the marriage vow was not, now or at any other time, regarded by +him in the light of a heinous or unpardonable sin. Like his master Godwin, +who held that right and wrong in these matters could only be decided by +the circumstances of each individual case, he considered the vow itself to +be the mistake, superfluous where it was based on mutual affection, +tyrannic or false where it was not. Nor did he recognise two different +laws, for men and for women, in these respects. His subsequent relations +with Harriet show that, deeply as she had wounded him, he did not consider +her criminally in fault. Could she indeed be blamed for applying in her +own way the dangerous principles of which she had heard so much? But she +had ceased to care for him, and the death of mutual love argued, to his +mind, the loosening of the tie. He had been faithful to her; her +faithlessness cut away the ground from under his feet and left him +defenceless against a new affection.</p> + +<p>No wonder that when his friend Peacock went, by his request, to call on +him in London, he</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span>showed in his looks, in his gestures, in his speech, the state of a +mind, “suffering like a little kingdom, the nature of an +insurrection.” His eyes were bloodshot, his hair and dress disordered. +He caught up a bottle of laudanum and said, “I never part from this!” +He added, “I am always repeating to myself your lines from Sophocles—</p> + +<p class="poem">Man’s happiest lot is not to be,<br /> +And when we tread life’s thorny steep<br /> +Most blest are they, who, earliest free,<br /> +Descend to death’s eternal sleep.”</p></div> + +<p>Harriet had been absent for some time at Bath, but now, growing anxious at +the rarity of news from her husband, she wrote up to Hookham, his +publisher, entreating to know what had become of him, and where he was.</p> + +<p>Godwin, who called at Hookham’s the next day, heard of this letter, and +began at last to awaken to the consciousness that something he did not +understand was going on between Shelley and his daughter. It is strange +that Mrs. Godwin, a shrewd and suspicious woman, should not before now +have called his attention to the fact. His diary for 8th July records a +“Talk with Mary.” What passed has not transpired. Probably Godwin +“restricted himself to uttering his censures with seriousness and +emphasis,”<a name='fna_6' id='fna_6' href='#f_6'><small>[6]</small></a> probably Mary said little of any sort.</p> + +<p>On the 14th of July Harriet Shelley came up to town, summoned thither by a +letter from her husband. He informed her of his determination<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> to +separate, and of his intention to take immediate measures securing her a +sufficient income for her support. He fully expected that Harriet would +willingly concur in this arrangement, but she did no such thing; perhaps +she did not believe he would carry it out. She never at any time took life +seriously; she looked on the rupture between herself and Shelley as +trivial and temporary, and had no wish to make it otherwise. Godwin called +on her two or three times; he was aware of the estrangement, and probably +hoped by argument and discussion to restore matters to their old footing +and bring peace and equanimity to his own household. But although Harriet +was quite aware of Shelley’s love for Godwin’s daughter, and knew, too, +that deeds were being prepared to assure her own separate maintenance, she +said nothing to Godwin, nor did her family give him any hint. The +impending elopement, with all its consequences to Godwin, were within her +power to prevent, but she allowed matters to take their course. Godwin, +evidently very uncomfortable, chronicles a “Talk with P. B. S.,” and, on +22d July, a “Talk with Jane.” But circumstances moved faster than he +expected, and these many talks and discussions and complicated moves and +counter-moves only made the position intolerable, and precipitated the +final crisis. Towards the close of that month Shelley’s confession was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> +wrung from him: he told Mary the whole truth, and how, though legally +bound, he held himself morally free to offer himself to her if she would +be his.</p> + +<p>To her, passionately devoted to the one man who was and was ever to remain +the sun and centre of her existence, the thought of a wife indifferent to +him, hard to him, false to him, was sacrilege; it was torture. She had not +been brought up to look on marriage as a divine institution; she had +probably never even heard it discussed but on grounds of expediency. +Harriet was his legal wife, so he could not marry Mary, but what of that, +after all? if there was a sacrifice in her power to make for him, was not +that the greatest joy, the greatest honour that life could have in store +for her?</p> + +<p>That her father would openly condemn her she knew, for she must have known +that Godwin’s practice did not move on the same lofty plane as his +principles. Was he not at that moment making himself debtor to a man whose +integrity he doubted? Had he not, in twice marrying, taken care to +proclaim, both to his friends and the public, that he did so <i>in spite</i> of +his opinions, which remained unchanged and unretracted, until some +inconvenient application of them forced from him an expression of +disapproval?</p> + +<p>Her mother too, had she not held that ties<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> which were dead should be +buried? and though not, like Godwin, condemning marriage as an +institution, had she not been twice induced to form a connection which in +one instance never was, in the other was not for some time consecrated by +law? Who was Mary herself, that she should withstand one whom she felt to +be the best as well as the cleverest man she had ever known? To talent she +had been accustomed all her life, but here she saw something different, +and what of all things calls forth most ardent response from a young and +pure-minded girl, <i>a genius for goodness</i>; an aspiration and devotion such +as she had dreamed of but never known, with powers which seemed to her +absolutely inspired. She loved him, and she appreciated him,—as time +abundantly showed,—rightly. She conceived that she wronged by her action +no one but herself, and she did not hesitate. She pledged her heart and +hand to Shelley for life, and she did not disappoint him, nor he her.</p> + +<p>To the end of their lives, tried as they were to be by every kind of +trouble, neither one nor the other ever repented the step they now took, +nor modified their opinion of the grounds on which they took it. How +Shelley regarded it in after years we have already seen. Mary, writing +during her married life, when her judgment had been matured and her +youthful buoyancy of spirit only too well sobered by stern and bitter +experience, can find no<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> harder name for it than “an imprudence.” Many +years after, in 1825, alluding to Shelley’s separation from Harriet, she +remarks, “His justification is, to me, obvious.” And at a later date +still, when she had been seventeen years a widow, she wrote in the preface +to her edition of Shelley’s <i>Poems</i>—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">I abstain from any remark on the occurrences of his private life, +except inasmuch as the passions they engendered inspired his poetry. +This is not the time to relate the truth, and I should reject any +colouring of the truth. No account of these events has ever been given +at all approaching reality in their details, either as regards himself +or others; nor shall I further allude to them than to remark that the +errors of action committed by a man as noble and generous as Shelley, +may, as far as he only is concerned, be fearlessly avowed by those who +loved him, in the firm conviction that, were they judged impartially, +his character would stand in fairer and brighter light than that of +any contemporary.</p> + +<p>But they never “made the public their familiar confidant.” They screened +the erring as far as it was in their power to do so, although their +reticence cost them dear, for it lent a colouring of probability to the +slanders and misconstruction of all kinds which it was their constant fate +to endure for others’ sake, which pursued them to their lives’ end, and +beyond it.</p> + +<p>Life, which is to no one what he expects, had many clouds for them. Mary’s +life reached its zenith too suddenly, and with happiness came care in +undue proportion. The future of intellectual<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> expansion and creation which +might have been hers was not to be fully realised, but perfections of +character she might never have attained developed themselves as her nature +was mellowed and moulded by time and by suffering.</p> + +<p>Shelley’s rupture with his first wife marks the end of his boyhood. Up to +that time, thanks to his poetic temperament, his were the strong and +simple, but passing impulses and feelings of a child. “A being of large +discourse” he assuredly was, but not as yet “looking before and after.” +Now he was to acquire the doubtful blessing of that faculty. Like Undine +when she became endued with a soul, he gained an immeasurable good, while +he lost a something that never returned.</p> + +<p>Early in the morning of 28th July 1814 Mary Godwin secretly left her +father’s house, accompanied by Jane Clairmont, and they started with +Shelley in a post-chaise for Dover.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">August 1814-January 1816</span></p> + +<p>From the day of their departure a joint journal was kept by Shelley and +Mary, which tells their subsequent adventures and vicissitudes with the +utmost candour and <i>naïveté</i>. A great deal of the earlier portion is +written by Shelley, but after a time Mary becomes the principal diarist, +and the latter part is almost entirely hers. Its account of their first +wanderings in France and Switzerland was put into narrative form by her +two or three years later, and published under the title <i>Journal of a Six +Weeks’ Tour</i>. But the transparent simplicity of the journal is invaluable, +and carries with it an absolute conviction which no studied account can +emulate or improve upon. Considerable portions are, therefore, given in +their entirety.</p> + +<p>That 28th of July was a hotter day than had been known in England for many +years. Between the sultry heat and exhaustion from the excitement<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> and +conflicting emotions of the last days, poor Mary was completely overcome.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>“The heat made her faint,” wrote Shelley, “it was necessary at every +stage that she should repose. I was divided between anxiety for her +health and terror lest our pursuers should arrive. I reproached myself +with not allowing her sufficient time to rest, with conceiving any +evil so great that the slightest portion of her comfort might be +sacrificed to avoid it.</p> + +<p>“At Dartford we took four horses, that we might outstrip pursuit. We +arrived at Dover before four o’clock.”</p> + +<p>“On arriving at Dover,” writes Mary,<a name='fna_7' id='fna_7' href='#f_7'><small>[7]</small></a> “I was refreshed by a +sea-bath. As we very much wished to cross the Channel with all +possible speed, we would not wait for the packet of the following day +(it being then about four in the afternoon), but hiring a small boat, +resolved to make the passage the same evening, the seamen promising us +a voyage of two hours.</p> + +<p>“The evening was most beautiful; there was but little wind, and the +sails flapped in the flagging breeze; the moon rose, and night came +on, and with the night a slow, heavy swell and a fresh breeze, which +soon produced a sea so violent as to toss the boat very much. I was +dreadfully sea-sick, and, as is usually my custom when thus affected, +I slept during the greater part of the night, awaking only from time +to time to ask where we were, and to receive the dismal answer each +time, ‘Not quite halfway.’</p> + +<p>“The wind was violent and contrary; if we could not reach Calais the +sailors proposed making for Boulogne. They promised only two hours’ +sail from shore, yet hour after hour passed, and we were still far +distant, when the moon sunk in the red and stormy horizon and the +fast-flashing lightning became pale in the breaking day.</p> + +<p>“We were proceeding slowly against the wind, when suddenly a thunder +squall struck the sail, and the waves rushed <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span>into the boat: even the +sailors acknowledged that our situation was perilous; but they +succeeded in reefing the sail; the wind was now changed, and we drove +before the gale directly to Calais.”</p> + +<p><i>Journal</i> (Shelley).—Mary did not know our danger; she was resting +between my knees, that were unable to support her; she did not speak +or look, but I felt that she was there. I had time in that moment to +reflect, and even to reason upon death; it was rather a thing of +discomfort and disappointment than horror to me. We should never be +separated, but in death we might not know and feel our union as now. I +hope, but my hopes are not unmixed with fear for what may befall this +inestimable spirit when we appear to die.</p> + +<p>The morning broke, the lightning died away, the violence of the wind +abated. We arrived at Calais, whilst Mary still slept; we drove upon +the sands. Suddenly the broad sun rose over France.</p></div> + +<p>Godwin’s diary for 28th July runs,</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“<i>Five in the morning.</i> M. J. for Dover.”</p> + +<p>Mrs. Godwin, in fact, started in pursuit of the fugitives as soon as they +were missed. Neither Shelley nor Mary were the objects of her anxiety, but +her own daughter. Jane Clairmont, who cared no more for her mother than +she did for any one else, had guessed Mary’s secret or insinuated herself +into her confidence some time before the final <i>dénouement</i> of the +love-affair. Wild and wayward, ready for anything in the shape of a +romantic adventure, and longing for freedom from the restraints of home, +she had sympathised with, and perhaps helped Shelley and Mary. She was in +no wise anxious to be left to mope alone, nor<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> to be exposed to +cross-questioning she could ill have met. She claimed to escape with them +as a return for her good offices, and whatever Mary may have thought or +wished, Shelley was not one to leave her behind “in slavery.” Mrs. Godwin +arrived at Calais by the very packet the fugitives had refused to wait +for.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal</i> (Shelley).—In the evening Captain Davidson came and told us +that a fat lady had arrived who said I had run away with her daughter; +it was Mrs. Godwin. Jane spent the night with her mother.</p> + +<p><i>July 30.</i>—Jane informs us that she is unable to withstand the pathos +of Mrs. Godwin’s appeal. She appealed to the Municipality of Paris, to +past slavery and to future freedom. I counselled her to take at least +half an hour for consideration. She returned to Mrs. Godwin and +informed her that she resolved to continue with us.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Godwin departed without answering a word.</p></div> + +<p>It is difficult to understand how this mother had so little authority over +her own girl of sixteen. She might rule Godwin, but she evidently could +not influence, far less rule her daughter. Shelley’s influence, as far as +it was exerted at all, was used in favour of Jane’s remaining with them, +and he paid dearly in after years for the heavy responsibility he now +assumed.</p> + +<p>The travellers proceeded to Paris, where they were obliged to remain +longer than they intended, finding themselves so absolutely without money, +nothing having been prearranged in their sudden flight, that Shelley had +to sell his watch and chain<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> for eight napoleons. Funds were at last +procured through Tavernier, a French man of business, and they were free +to put into execution the plan they had resolved upon, namely, to <i>walk</i> +through France, buying an ass to carry their portmanteau and one of them +by turns.</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><i>Journal, August 8</i> (Mary).—Jane and Shelley go to the ass merchant; +we buy an ass. The day spent in preparation for departure.</p> + +<p>Their landlady tried to dissuade them from their design.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>She represented to us that a large army had been recently disbanded, +that the soldiers and officers wandered idle about the country, and +that <i>les dames seroient certainement enlevées</i>. But we were proof +against her arguments, and, packing up a few necessaries, leaving the +rest to go by the diligence, we departed in a <i>fiacre</i> from the door +of the hotel, our little ass following.<a name='fna_8' id='fna_8' href='#f_8'><small>[8]</small></a></p> + +<p><i>Journal</i> (Mary).—We set out to Charenton in the evening, carrying +the ass, who was weak and unfit for labour, like the Miller and his +Son.</p> + +<p>We dismissed the coach at the barrier. It was dusk, and the ass seemed +totally unable to bear one of us, appearing to sink under the +portmanteau, though it was small and light. We were, however, merry +enough, and thought the leagues short. We arrived at Charenton about +ten. Charenton is prettily situated in a valley, through which the +Seine flows, winding among banks variegated with trees. On looking at +this scene C... (Jane) exclaimed, “Oh! this is beautiful enough; let +us live here.” This was her exclamation on every new scene, and as +each surpassed the one before, she <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span>cried, “I am glad we did not live +at Charenton, but let us live here.”<a name='fna_9' id='fna_9' href='#f_9'><small>[9]</small></a></p> + +<p><i>August 9</i> (Shelley).—We sell our ass and purchase a mule, in which +we much resemble him who never made a bargain but always lost half. +The day is most beautiful.</p> + +<p>(Mary).—About nine o’clock we departed; we were clad in black silk. I +rode on the mule, which carried also our portmanteau. S. and C. (Jane) +followed, bringing a small basket of provisions. At about one we +arrived at Gros-Bois, where, under the shade of trees, we ate our +bread and fruit, and drank our wine, thinking of Don Quixote and +Sancho Panza.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, August 11</i> (Mary).—From Provins we came to Nogent. The +town was entirely desolated by the Cossacks; the houses were reduced +to heaps of white ruins, and the bridge was destroyed. Proceeding on +our way we left the great road and arrived at St. Aubin, a beautiful +little village situated among trees. This village was also completely +destroyed. The inhabitants told us the Cossacks had not left one cow +in the village. Notwithstanding the entreaties of the people, who +eagerly desired us to stay all night, we continued our route to Trois +Maisons, three long leagues farther, on an unfrequented road, and +which in many places was hardly perceptible from the surrounding +waste....</p> + +<p>As night approached our fears increased that we should not be able to +distinguish the road, and Mary expressed these fears in a very +complaining tone. We arrived at Trois Maisons at nine o’clock. Jane +went up to the first cottage to ask our way, but was only answered by +unmeaning laughter. We, however, discovered a kind of an <i>auberge</i>, +where, having in some degree satisfied our hunger by milk and sour +bread, we retired to a wretched apartment to bed. But first let me +observe that we discovered that the inhabitants were not in the habit +of washing themselves, either when they rose or went to bed.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, August 12.</i>—We did not set out from here till eleven +o’clock, and travelled a long league under the very eye of a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> burning +sun. Shelley, having sprained his leg, was obliged to ride all day.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, August 13</i> (Troyes).—We are disgusted with the excessive +dirt of our habitation. Shelley goes to inquire about conveyances. He +sells the mule for forty francs and the saddle for sixteen francs. In +all our bargains for ass, saddle, and mule we lose more than fifteen +napoleons. Money we can but little spare now. Jane and Shelley seek +for a conveyance to Neufchâtel.</p></div> + +<p>From Troyes Shelley wrote to Harriet, expressing his anxiety for her +welfare, and urging her in her own interests to come out to Switzerland, +where he, who would always remain her best and most disinterested friend, +would procure for her some sweet retreat among the mountains. He tells her +some details of their adventures in the simplest manner imaginable; never, +apparently, doubting for a moment but that they would interest her as much +as they did him. Harriet, it is needless to say, did not come. Had she +done so, she would not have found Shelley, for, as the sequel shows, he +was back in London almost as soon as she could have got to Switzerland.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, August 14</i> (Mary).—At four in the morning we depart from +Troyes, and proceed in the new vehicle to Vandeuvres. The village +remains still ruined by the war. We rest at Vandeuvres two hours, but +walk in a wood belonging to a neighbouring chateau, and sleep under +its shade. The moss was so soft; the murmur of the wind in the leaves +was sweeter than Æolian music; we forgot that we were in France or in +the world for a time.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>August 17.</i>—The <i>voiturier</i> insists upon our passing the night<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> at +the village of Mort. We go out on the rocks, and Shelley and I read +part of <i>Mary</i>, a fiction. We return at dark, and, unable to enter the +beds, we pass a few comfortless hours by the kitchen fireside.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, August 18.</i>—We leave Mort at four. After some hours of +tedious travelling, through a most beautiful country, we arrive at +Noè. From the summit of one of the hills we see the whole expanse of +the valley filled with a white, undulating mist, over which the piny +hills pierced like islands. The sun had just risen, and a ray of the +red light lay on the waves of this fluctuating vapour. To the west, +opposite the sun, it seemed driven by the light against the rock in +immense masses of foaming cloud until it becomes lost in the distance, +mixing its tints with the fleecy sky. At Noè, whilst our postillion +waited, we walked into the forest of pines; it was a scene of +enchantment, where every sound and sight contributed to charm.</p> + +<p>Our mossy seat in the deepest recesses of the wood was enclosed from +the world by an impenetrable veil. On our return the postillion had +departed without us; he left word that he expected to meet us on the +road. We proceeded there upon foot to Maison Neuve, an <i>auberge</i> a +league distant. At Maison Neuve he had left a message importing that +he should proceed to Pontarlier, six leagues distant, and that unless +he found us there he should return. We despatched a boy on horseback +for him; he promised to wait for us at the next village; we walked two +leagues in the expectation of finding him there. The evening was most +beautiful; the horned moon hung in the light of sunset that threw a +glow of unusual depth of redness above the piny mountains and the dark +deep valleys which they included. At Savrine we found, according to +our expectation, that M. le Voiturier had pursued his journey with the +utmost speed. We engaged a <i>voiture</i> for Pontarlier. Jane very unable +to walk. The moon becomes yellow and hangs close to the woody horizon. +It is dark before we arrive at Pontarlier. The postillion tells many +lies. We sleep, for the first time in France, in a clean bed.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span><i>Friday, August 19.</i>—We pursue our journey towards Neufchâtel. We +pass delightful scenes of verdure surpassing imagination; here first +we see clear mountain streams. We pass the barrier between France and +Switzerland, and, after descending nearly a league, between lofty +rocks covered with pines and interspersed with green glades, where the +grass is short and soft and beautifully verdant, we arrive at St. +Sulpice. The mule is very lame; we determined to engage another horse +for the remainder of the way. Our <i>voiturier</i> had determined to leave +us, and had taken measures to that effect. The mountains after St. +Sulpice become loftier and more beautiful. Two leagues from Neufchâtel +we see the Alps; hill after hill is seen extending its craggy outline +before the other, and far behind all, towering above every feature of +the scene, the snowy Alps; they are 100 miles distant; they look like +those accumulated clouds of dazzling white that arrange themselves on +the horizon in summer. This immensity staggers the imagination, and so +far surpasses all conception that it requires an effort of the +understanding to believe that they are indeed mountains. We arrive at +Neufchâtel and sleep.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, August 20.</i>—We consult on our situation. There are no +letters at the <i>bureau de poste</i>; there cannot be for a week. Shelley +goes to the banker’s, who promises an answer in two hours; at the +conclusion of the time he sends for Shelley, and, to our astonishment +and consolation, Shelley returns staggering under the weight of a +large canvas bag full of silver. Shelley alone looks grave on the +occasion, for he alone clearly apprehends that francs and écus and +louis d’or are like the white and flying cloud of noon, that is gone +before one can say “Jack Robinson.” Shelley goes to secure a place in +the diligence; they are all taken. He meets there with a Swiss who +speaks English; this man is imbued with the spirit of true politeness. +He endeavours to perform real services, and seems to regard the mere +ceremonies of the affair as things of very little value. He makes a +bargain with a <i>voiturier</i> to take us to Lucerne for eighteen écus.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span>We arrange to depart at four the next morning. Our Swiss friend +appoints to meet us there.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, August 21.</i>—Go from Neufchâtel at six; our Swiss accompanies +us a little way out of town. There is a mist to-day, so we cannot see +the Alps; the drive, however, is interesting, especially in the latter +part of the day. Shelley and Jane talk concerning Jane’s character. We +arrive before seven at Soleure. Shelley and Mary go to the +much-praised cathedral, and find it very modern and stupid.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, August 22.</i>—Leave Soleure at half-past five; very cold +indeed, but we now again see the magnificent mountains of Le Valais. +Mary is not well, and all are tired of wheeled machines. Shelley is in +a jocosely horrible mood. We dine at Zoffingen, and sleep there two +hours. In our drive after dinner we see the mountains of St. Gothard, +etc. Change our plan of going over St. Gothard. Arrive tired to death; +find at the room of the inn a horrible spinet and a case of stuffed +birds. Sup at <i>table d’hôte</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, August 23.</i>—We leave at four o’clock and arrive at Lucerne +about ten. After breakfast we hire a boat to take us down the lake. +Shelley and Mary go out to buy several needful things, and then we +embark. It is a most divine day; the farther we advance the more +magnificent are the shores of the lake—rock and pine forests covering +the feet of the immense mountains. We read part of L’Abbé Barruel’s +<i>Histoire du Jacobinisme</i>. We land at Bessen, go to the wrong inn, +where a most comical scene ensues. We sleep at Brunnen. Before we +sleep, however, we look out of window.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, August 24.</i>—We consult on our situation. We cannot +procure a house; we are in despair; the filth of the apartment is +terrible to Mary; she cannot bear it all the winter. We propose to +proceed to Fluelen, but the wind comes from Italy, and will not +permit. At last we find a lodging in an ugly house they call the +Château for one louis a month, which we take; it consists of two +rooms. Mary and Shelley walk to the shore of the lake and read the +description of the Siege of Jerusalem in Tacitus. We come home, look +out of window and go to bed.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span><i>Thursday, August 25.</i>—We read +Abbé Barruel. Shelley and Jane make purchases; we pack up our things and take possession of our house, +which we have engaged for six months. Receive a visit from the +<i>Médecin</i> and the old Abbé, whom, it must be owned, we do not treat +with proper politeness. We arrange our apartment, and write part of +Shelley’s romance.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, August 26.</i>—Write the romance till three o’clock. Propose +crossing Mount St. Gothard. Determine at last to return to England; +only wait to set off till the washerwoman brings home our linen. The +little Frenchman arrives with tubs and plums and scissors and salt. +The linen is not dry; we are compelled to wait until to-morrow. We +engage a boat to take us to Lucerne at six the following morning.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, August 27.</i>—We depart at seven; it rains violently till +just the end of our voyage. We conjecture the astonishment of the good +people at Brunnen. We arrive at Lucerne, dine, then write a part of +the romance, and read <i>Shakespeare</i>. Interrupted by Jane’s horrors; +pack up. We have engaged a boat for Basle.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, August 28.</i>—Depart at six o’clock. The river is exceedingly +beautiful; the waves break on the rocks, and the descents are steep +and rapid. It rained the whole day. We stopped at Mettingen to dine, +and there surveyed at our ease the horrid and slimy faces of our +companions in voyage; our only wish was to absolutely annihilate such +uncleanly animals, to which we might have addressed the boatman’s +speech to Pope: “’Twere easier for God to make entirely new men than +attempt to purify such monsters as these.” After a voyage in the rain, +rendered disagreeable only by the presence of these loathsome +“creepers,” we arrive, Shelley much exhausted, at Dettingen, our +resting-place for the night.</p></div> + +<p>It never seems to have occurred to them before arriving in Switzerland +that they had no money wherewith to carry out their further plans, that it +was more difficult to obtain it abroad than at home,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> and that the +remainder of their little store would hardly suffice to take them back to +England. No sooner thought, however, than done. They gave themselves no +rest after their long and arduous journey, but started straight back viâ +the Rhine, arriving in Rotterdam on 8th September with only twenty écus +remaining, having been “horribly cheated.” “Make arrangements, and talk of +many things, past, present, and to come.”</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Friday, September 9.</i>—We have arranged with a captain to +take us to England—three guineas a-piece; at three o’clock we sail, +and in the evening arrive at Marsluys, where a bad wind obliges us to +stay.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, September 10.</i>—We remain at Marsluys, Mary begins <i>Hate</i>, +and gives Shelley the greater pleasure. Shelley writes part of his +romance. Sleep at Marsluys. Wind contrary.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, September 11.</i>—The wind becomes more favourable. We hear +that we are to sail. Mary writes more of her <i>Hate</i>. We depart, cross +the bar; the sea is horribly tempestuous, and Mary is nearly sick, nor +is Shelley much better. There is an easterly gale in the night which +almost kills us, whilst it carries us nearer our journey’s end.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, September 12.</i>—It is calm; we remain on deck nearly the whole +day. Mary recovers from her sickness. We dispute with one man upon the +slave trade.</p></div> + +<p>The wanderers arrived at last at Gravesend, not only penniless, but unable +even to pay their passage money, or to discharge the hackney coach in +which they drove about from place to place in search of assistance. At the +time of Shelley’s sudden flight, the deeds by which part of his income was +transferred to Harriet were still in <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span>preparation only, and he had, +without thinking of the consequences of his act, written from Switzerland +to his bankers, directing them to honour her calls for money, as far as +his account allowed of it. She must have availed herself so well of this +permission that now he found he could only obtain the sum he wanted by +applying for it to her.</p> + +<p>The relations between Shelley and Harriet, must, at first, have seemed to +Mary as incomprehensible as they still do to readers of the <i>Journal</i>. +Their interviews, necessarily very frequent in the next few months, were, +on the whole, quite friendly. Shelley was kind and perfectly ingenuous and +sincere; Harriet was sometimes “civil” and good tempered, sometimes cross +and provoking. But on neither side was there any pretence of deep pain, of +wounded pride or bitter constraint.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Tuesday, September 13.</i>—We arrive at Gravesend, and with +great difficulty prevail on the captain to trust us. We go by boat to +London; take a coach; call on Hookham. T. H. not at home. C. treats us +very ill. Call at Voisey’s. Henry goes to Harriet. Shelley calls on +her, whilst poor Mary and Jane are left in the coach for two whole +hours. Our debt is discharged. Shelley gets clothes for himself. Go to +Strafford Hotel, dine, and go to bed.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, September 14.</i>—Talk and read the newspaper. Shelley calls +on Harriet, who is certainly a very odd creature; he writes several +letters; calls on Hookham, and brings home Wordsworth’s <i>Excursion</i>, +of which we read a part, much <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span>disappointed. He is a slave. Shelley +engages lodgings, to which we remove in the evening.</p></div> + +<p>Shelley now lost no time in putting himself in communication with Skinner +Street, and on the first day after they settled in their new lodgings he +addressed a letter to Godwin.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">September 1814-May 1816</span></p> + +<p>Whatever may have been Godwin’s degree of responsibility for the opinions +which had enabled Shelley to elope in all good faith with his daughter, +and which saved her from serious scruple in eloping with Shelley, it would +be impossible not to sympathise with the father’s feelings after the +event.</p> + +<p>People do not resent those misfortunes least which they have helped to +bring on themselves, and no one ever derived less consolation from his own +theories than did Godwin from his, as soon as they were unpleasantly put +into practice. He had done little to win his daughter’s confidence, but he +was keenly wounded by the proof she had given of its absence. His pride, +as well as his affection, had suffered a serious blow through her +departure and that of Jane. For a philosopher like him, accustomed to be +looked up to and consulted on matters of education, such a failure in his +own family was a public stigma. False<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> and malicious reports got about, +which had an additional and peculiar sting from their originating partly +in his well-known impecuniosity. It was currently rumoured that he had +sold the two girls to Shelley for £800 and £700 respectively. No wonder +that Godwin, accustomed to look down from a lofty altitude on such minor +matters as money and indebtedness, felt now that he could not hold up his +head. He shunned his old friends, and they, for the most part, felt this +and avoided him. His home was embittered and spoilt. Mrs. Godwin, incensed +at Jane’s conduct, vented her wrath in abuse and invective on Shelley and +Mary.</p> + +<p>No one has thought it worth while to record how poor Fanny was affected by +the first news of the family calamity. It must have reached her in +Ireland, and her subsequent return home was dismal indeed. The loss of her +only sister was a bitter grief to her; and, strong as was her disapproval +of that sister’s conduct, it must have given her a pang to feel that the +culpable Jane had enjoyed Shelley’s and Mary’s confidence, while she who +loved them with a really unselfish love, had been excluded from it. What +could she now say or do to cheer Godwin? How parry Mrs. Godwin’s +inconsiderate and intemperate complaints and innuendos? No doubt Fanny had +often stood up for Mary with her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> stepmother, and now Mary herself had cut +the ground from under her feet.</p> + +<p>Charles Clairmont was at home again; ostensibly on the plea of helping in +the publishing business, but as a fact idling about, on the lookout for +some lucky opening. He cared no more than did Jane for the family +(including his own mother) in Skinner Street: like every Clairmont, he +was an adventurer, and promptly transferred his sympathies to any point +which suited himself. To crown all, William, the youngest son, had become +infected with the spirit of revolt, and had, as Godwin expresses it, +“eloped for two nights,” giving his family no little anxiety.</p> + +<p>The first and immediate result of Shelley’s letter to Godwin was <i>a visit +to his windows</i> by Mrs. Godwin and Fanny, who tried in this way to get a +surreptitious peep at the three truants. Shelley went out to them, but +they would not speak to him. Late that evening, however, Charles Clairmont +appeared. He was to be another thorn in the side of the interdicted yet +indispensable Shelley. He did not mind having a foot in each camp, and had +no scruples about coming as often and staying as long as he liked, or in +retailing a large amount of gossip. They discussed William’s escapade, and +the various plans for the immuring of Jane, if she could be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> caught. This +did not predispose Jane to listen to the overtures subsequently made to +her from time to time by her relatives.</p> + +<p>Godwin replied to Shelley’s letter, but declined all further communication +with him except through a solicitor. Mrs. Godwin’s spirit of rancour was +such that, several weeks later, she, on one occasion, forbade Fanny to +come down to dinner because she had received a lock of Mary’s hair, +probably conveyed to her by Charles Clairmont, who, in return, did not +fail to inform Mary of the whole story. In spite, however, of this +vehement show of animosity, Shelley was kept through one channel or +another only too well informed of Godwin’s affairs. Indeed, he was never +suffered to forget them for long at a time. No sign of impatience or +resentment ever appears in his journal or letters. Not only was Godwin the +father of his beloved, but he was still, to Shelley, the fountain-head of +wisdom, philosophy, and inspiration. Mary, too, was devoted to her father, +and never wavered in her conviction that his inimical attitude proceeded +from no impulse of his own mind, but that he was upheld in it by the +influence and interference of Mrs. Godwin.</p> + +<p>The journal of Shelley and Mary for the next few months is, in its extreme +simplicity, a curious record of a most uncomfortable time; a medley of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> +lodgings, lawyers, money-lenders, bailiffs, wild schemes, and literary +pursuits. Penniless themselves, they were yet responsible for hundreds and +thousands of pounds of other people’s debts; there was Harriet running up +bills at shops and hotels and sending her creditors on to Shelley; Godwin +perpetually threatened with bankruptcy, refusing to see the man who had +robbed him of his daughter, yet with literally no other hope of support +but his help; Jane Clairmont now, as for years to come, entirely dependent +on them for everything; Shelley’s friends quartering themselves on him all +day and every day, often taking advantage of his love of society and +intellectual friction, of Mary’s youth and inexperience and compliant +good-nature, to live at his expense, and, in one case at least, to obtain +from him money which he really had not got, and could only borrow, at +ruinous interest, on his expectations. He had frequently to be in hiding +from bailiffs, change his lodgings, sleep at friends’ houses or at +different hotels, getting his letters when he could make a stealthy +appointment to meet Mary, perhaps at St. Paul’s, perhaps at some street +corner or outside some coffee-house,—anywhere where he might escape +observation. He was not always certain how far he could rely on those whom +he had considered his friends, such as the brothers Hookham. Rightly or +wrongly, he was led to imagine that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> Harriet, from motives of revenge, was +bent on ruining Godwin, and that for this purpose she would aid and abet +in his own arrest, by persuading the Hookhams in such a case to refuse +bail. The rumour of this conspiracy was conveyed to the Shelleys in a note +from Fanny, who, for Godwin’s sake and theirs, broke through the stern +embargo laid on all communication.</p> + +<p>Yet through all these troubles and bewilderments there went on a perpetual +under-current of reading and study, thought and discussion. The actual +existence was there, and all these external accidents of circumstance, the +realities in ordinary lives were, in these extraordinary lives, treated +really as accidents, as passing hindrances to serious purpose, and no +more.</p> + +<p>Nothing but Mary’s true love for Shelley and perfect happiness with him +could have tided her over this time. Youth, however, was a wonderful +helper, added to the unusual intellectual vigour and vivacity which made +it possible for her, as it would be to few girls of seventeen, to forget +the daily worries of life in reading and study. Perhaps at no time was the +even balance of her nature more clearly manifested than now, when, after +living through a romance that will last in story as long as the name of +Shelley, her existence revolutionised, her sensibilities preternaturally +stimulated, having taken, as it were, a life’s experiences by<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> cumulation +in a few months; weak and depressed in health, too, she still had +sufficient energy and self-control to apply herself to a solid course of +intellectual training.</p> + +<p>Jane’s presence added to their unsettlement, although at times it may have +afforded them some amusement. Wilful, fanciful, with a sense of humour and +many good impulses, but with that decided dash of charlatanism which +characterised the Clairmonts, and little true sensibility, she was a +willing disciple for any wild flights of fancy, and a keen participator in +all impossible projects and harum-scarum makeshifts. Her presence +stimulated and enlivened Shelley, her whims and fancies did not seriously +affect, beyond amusing him, and she was an indefatigable companion for him +in his walks and wanderings, now that Mary was becoming less and less able +to go about. To Mary, however, she must often have been an incubus, a +perpetual <i>third</i>, and one who, if sometimes useful, often gave a great +deal of trouble too. She did not bring to Mary, as she did to Shelley, the +charm of novelty; nor does the unfolding of one girl’s character present +to another girl whose character is also in process of development such +attractive problems as it does to a young and speculative man. Mary was +too noble by nature and too perfectly in accord with Shelley to indulge in +actual jealousy of Jane’s companionship with<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> him; still, she must often +have had a weary time when those two were scouring the town on their +multifarious errands; misunderstandings, also, would occur, only to be +removed by long and patient explanation. Jane (or “Clara,” as about this +time she elected to call herself, in preference to her own less romantic +name) was hardly more than a child, and in some respects a very childish +child. Excitable and nervous, she had no idea of putting constraint upon +herself for others’ sake, and gave her neighbours very little rest, as she +preferred any amount of scenes to humdrum quiet. She and Shelley would sit +up half the night, amusing themselves with wild speculations, natural and +supernatural, till she would go off into hysterics or trances, or, when +she had at last gone to bed, would walk in her sleep, see phantoms, and +frighten them all with her terrors. In the end she was invariably brought +to poor Mary, who, delicate in health, had gone early to rest, but had to +bestir herself to bring Jane to reason, and to “console her with her +all-powerful benevolence,” as Shelley describes it.</p> + +<p>Every page of the journal testifies to the extreme youth of the writers; +likely and unlikely events are chronicled with equal simplicity. Where all +is new, one thing is not more startling than another; and the commonplaces +of everyday life may afford more occasion for <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span>surprise than the strangest +anomalies. Specimens only of the diary can be given here, and they are +best given without comment.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Sunday, September 18.</i>—Mary receives her first lesson in Greek. She +reads the <i>Curse of Kehama</i>, while Shelley walks out with Peacock, who +dines. Shelley walks part of the way home with him. Curious account of +Harriet. We talk, study a little Greek, and go to bed.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, September 20.</i>—Shelley writes to Hookham and Tavernier; +goes with Hookham to Ballachy’s. Mary reads <i>Political Justice</i> all +the morning. Study Greek. In the evening Shelley reads <i>Thalaba</i> +aloud.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, September 26.</i>—Shelley goes with Peacock to Ballachy’s, and +engages lodgings at Pancras. Visit from Mrs. Pringer. Read <i>Political +Justice</i> and the <i>Empire of the Nairs</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, September 21.</i>—Read <i>Political Justice</i>; finish the +<i>Nairs</i>; pack up and go to our lodgings in Somers Town.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, September 30.</i>—After breakfast walk to Hampstead Heath. +Discuss the possibility of converting and liberating two heiresses; +arrange a plan on the subject.... Peacock calls; talk with him +concerning the heiresses and Marian, arrange his marriage.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, October 2.</i>—Peacock comes after breakfast; walk over +Primrose Hill; sail little boats; return a little before four; talk. +Read <i>Political Justice</i> in the evening; talk.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, October 3.</i>—Read <i>Political Justice</i>. Hookham calls. Walk +with Peacock to the Lake of Nangis and set off little fire-boats. +After dinner talk and let off fireworks. Talk of the west of Ireland +plan.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, October 5.</i>—Peacock at breakfast. Walk to the Lake of +Nangis and sail fire-boats. Read <i>Political Justice</i>. Shelley reads +the <i>Ancient Mariner</i> aloud. Letter from Harriet, very civil. £400 for +£2400.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, October 7</i> (Shelley).—Read <i>Political Justice</i>. Peacock +calls. Jane, for some reason, refuses to walk. We<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> traverse the fields +towards Hampstead. Under an expansive oak lies a dead calf; the cow, +lean from grief, is watching it. (Contemplate subject for poem.) The +sunset is beautiful. Return at 9. Peacock departs. Mary goes to bed at +half-past 8; Shelley sits up with Jane. Talk of oppression and reform, +of cutting squares of skin from the soldiers’ backs. Jane states her +conception of the subterranean community of women. Talk of Hogg, +Harriet, Miss Hitchener, etc. At 1 o’clock Shelley observes that it is +the witching time of night; he inquires soon after if it is not +horrible to feel the silence of night tingling in our ears; in half an +hour the question is repeated in a different form; at 2 they retire +awestruck and hardly daring to breathe. Shelley says to Jane, +“Good-night;” his hand is leaning on the table; he is conscious of an +expression in his countenance which he cannot repress. Jane hesitates. +“Good-night” again. She still hesitates.</p> + +<p>“Did you ever read the tragedy of <i>Orra</i>?” said Shelley.</p> + +<p>“Yes. How horribly you look!—take your eyes off.”</p> + +<p>“Good-night” again, and Jane runs to her room. Shelley, unable to +sleep, kissed Mary, and prepared to sit beside her and read till +morning, when rapid footsteps descended the stairs. Jane was there; +her countenance was distorted most unnaturally by horrible dismay—it +beamed with a whiteness that seemed almost like light; her lips and +cheeks were of one deadly hue; the skin of her face and forehead was +drawn into innumerable wrinkles—the lineaments of terror that could +not be contained; her hair came prominent and erect; her eyes were +wide and staring, drawn almost from the sockets by the convulsion of +the muscles; the eyelids were forced in, and the eyeballs, without any +relief, seemed as if they had been newly inserted, in ghastly sport, +in the sockets of a lifeless head. This frightful spectacle endured +but for a few moments—it was displaced by terror and confusion, +violent indeed, and full of dismay, but human. She asked me if I had +touched her pillow (her tone was that of dreadful alarm). I said, “No, +no! if you will come into the room I will tell you.”<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> I informed her +of Mary’s pregnancy; this seemed to check her violence. She told me +that a pillow placed upon her bed had been removed, in the moment that +she turned her eyes away to a chair at some distance, and evidently by +no human power. She was positive as to the facts of her +self-possession and calmness. Her manner convinced me that she was not +deceived. We continued to sit by the fire, at intervals engaging in +awful conversation relative to the nature of these mysteries. I read +part of <i>Alexy</i>; I repeated one of my own poems. Our conversation, +though intentionally directed to other topics, irresistibly recurred +to these. Our candles burned low; we feared they would not last until +daylight. Just as the dawn was struggling with moonlight, Jane +remarked in me that unutterable expression which had affected her with +so much horror before; she described it as expressing a mixture of +deep sadness and conscious power over her. I covered my face with my +hands, and spoke to her in the most studied gentleness. It was +ineffectual; her horror and agony increased even to the most dreadful +convulsions. She shrieked and writhed on the floor. I ran to Mary; I +communicated in few words the state of Jane. I brought her to Mary. +The convulsions gradually ceased, and she slept. At daybreak we +examined her apartment and found her pillow on the chair.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, October 8</i> (Mary).—Read <i>Political Justice</i>. We walked +out; when we return Shelley talks with Jane, and I read <i>Wrongs of +Women</i>. In the evening we talk and read.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, October 11.</i>—Read <i>Political Justice</i>. Shelley goes to the +Westminster Insurance Office. Study Greek. Peacock dines. Receive a +refusal about the money....</p> + +<p>Have a good-humoured letter from Harriet, and a cold and even +sarcastic one from Mrs. Boinville. Shelley reads the <i>History of the +Illuminati</i>, out of Barruel, to us.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, October 12.</i>—Read <i>Political Justice</i>. A letter from +Marshall; Jane goes there. When she comes home we go to Cheapside; +returning, an occurrence. Deliberation until 7; burn the letter; sleep early.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span><i>Thursday, October 13.</i>—Communicate the burning of the letter. Much +dispute and discussion concerning its probable contents. Alarm. +Determine to quit London; send for £5 from Hookham. Change our +resolution. Go to the play. The extreme depravity and disgusting +nature of the scene; the inefficacy of acting to encourage or maintain +the delusion. The loathsome sight of men personating characters which +do not and cannot belong to them. Shelley displeased with what he saw +of Kean. Return. Alarm. We sleep at the Stratford Hotel.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, October 14</i> (Shelley).—Jane’s insensibility and incapacity +for the slightest degree of friendship. The feelings occasioned by +this discovery prevent me from maintaining any measure in security. +This highly incorrect; subversion of the first principles of true +philosophy; characters, particularly those which are unformed, may +change. Beware of weakly giving way to trivial sympathies. Content +yourself with one great affection—with a single mighty hope; let the +rest of mankind be the subjects of your benevolence, your justice, +and, as human beings, of your sensibility; but, as you value many +hours of peace, never suffer more than one even to approach the +hallowed circle. Nothing should shake the truly great spirit which is +not sufficiently mighty to destroy it.</p> + +<p>Peacock calls. I take some interest in this man, but no possible +conduct of his would disturb my tranquillity.... Converse with Jane; +her mind unsettled; her character unformed; occasion of hope from some +instances of softness and feeling; she is not entirely insensible to +concessions, new proofs that the most exalted philosophy, the truest +virtue, consists in an habitual contempt of self; a subduing of all +angry feelings; a sacrifice of pride and selfishness. When you attempt +benefit to either an individual or a community, abstain from imputing +it as an error that they despise or overlook your virtue. These are +incidental reflections which arise only indirectly from the +circumstances recorded.</p> + +<p>Walk with Peacock to the pond; talk of Marian and Greek metre. Peacock +dines. In the evening read Cicero and the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> <i>Paradoxa</i>. Night comes; +Jane walks in her sleep, and groans horribly; listen for two hours; at +length bring her to Mary. Begin <i>Julius</i>, and finish the little volume +of Cicero.</p> + +<p>The next morning the chimney board in Jane’s room is found to have +walked leisurely into the middle of the room, accompanied by the +pillow, who, being very sleepy, tried to get into bed again, but sat +down on his back.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, October 15</i> (Mary).—After breakfast read <i>Political +Justice</i>. Shelley goes with Peacock to Ballachy’s. A disappointment; +it is put off till Monday. They then go to Homerton. Finish <i>St. +Leon</i>. Jane writes to Marshall. A letter from my Father. Talking; Jane +and I walk out. Shelley and Peacock return at 6. Shelley advises Jane +not to go. Jane’s letter to my Father. A refusal. Talk about going +away, and, as usual, settle nothing.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, October 19.</i>—Finish <i>Political Justice</i>, read <i>Caleb +Williams</i>. Shelley goes to the city, and meets with a total failure. +Send to Hookham. Shelley reads a part of <i>Comus</i> aloud.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, October 20.</i>—Shelley goes to the city. Finish <i>Caleb +Williams</i>; read to Jane. Peacock calls; he has called on my father, +who will not speak about Shelley to any one but an attorney. Oh! +philosophy!...</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, October 22.</i>—Finish the <i>Life of Alfieri</i>. Go to the tomb +(Mary Wollstonecraft’s), and read the <i>Essay on Sepulchres</i> there. +Shelley is out all the morning at the lawyer’s, but nothing is +done....</p> + +<p>In the evening a letter from Fanny, warning us of the Hookhams. Jane +and Shelley go after her; they find her, but Fanny runs away.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, October 24.</i>—Read aloud to Jane. At 11 go out to meet +Shelley. Walk up and down Fleet Street; call at Peacock’s; return to +Fleet Street; call again at Peacock’s; return to Pancras; remain an +hour or two. People call; I suppose bailiffs. Return to Peacock’s. +Call at the coffee-house; see Shelley; he has been to Ballachy’s. Good +hopes; to be decided Thursday morning. Return to Peacock’s; dine<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> +there; get money. Return home in a coach; go to bed soon, tired to +death.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, October 25.</i>—Write to Shelley. Jane goes to Fanny.... Call +at Peacock’s; go to the hotel; Shelley not there. Go back to +Peacock’s. Peacock goes to Shelley. Meet Shelley in Holborn. Walk up +and down Bartlett’s Buildings.... Come with him to Peacock’s; talk +with him till 10; return to Pancras without him. Jane in the dumps all +evening about going away.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, October 26.</i>—A visit from Shelley’s old friends;<a name='fna_10' id='fna_10' href='#f_10'><small>[10]</small></a> they +go away much disappointed and very angry. He has written to T. Hookham +to ask him to be bail. Return to Pancras about 4. Read all the +evening.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, October 27.</i>—Write to Fanny all morning. We had received +letters from Skinner Street in the morning. Fanny is very doleful, and +C. C. contradicts in one line what he had said in the line before. +After two go to St. Paul’s; meet Shelley; go with him in a coach to +Hookham’s; H. is out; return; leave him and proceed to Pancras. He has +not received a definitive answer from Ballachy; meet a money-lender, +of whom I have some hopes. Read aloud to Jane in the evening. Jane +goes to sleep. Write to Shelley. A letter comes enclosing a letter +from Hookham consenting to justify bail. Harriet has been to work +there against my Father.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, November 1.</i>—Learn Greek all morning. Shelley goes to the +’Change. Jane calls.<a name='fna_11' id='fna_11' href='#f_11'><small>[11]</small></a> People want their money; won’t send up +dinner, and we are all very hungry. Jane goes to Hookham. Shelley and +I talk about her character. Jane returns without money. Writes to +Fanny about coming to see her; she can’t come. Writes to Charles. Goes +to Peacock to send him to us with some eatables; he is out. Charles +promises to see her. She returns to Pancras; he goes there, and tells +the dismal state of the Skinner Street affairs. Shelley<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> goes to +Peacock’s; comes home with cakes. Wait till T. Hookham sends money to +pay the bill. Shelley returns to Pancras. Have tea, and go to bed. +Shelley goes to Peacock’s to sleep.</p></div> + +<p>These are two specimens of the notes constantly passing between them.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary to Shelley.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>25th October.</i></p> + +<p>For what a minute did I see you yesterday. Is this the way, my +beloved, we are to live till the 6th? In the morning when I wake I +turn to look on you. Dearest Shelley, you are solitary and +uncomfortable. Why cannot I be with you, to cheer you and press you to +my heart? Ah! my love, you have no friends; why, then, should you be +torn from the only one who has affection for you? But I shall see you +to-night, and this is the hope I shall live on through the day. Be +happy, dear Shelley, and think of me! I know how tenderly you love me, +and how you repine at your absence from me. When shall we be free of +treachery? I send you the letter I told you of from Harriet, and a +letter we received yesterday from Fanny; the history of this interview +I will tell you when I come. I was so dreadfully tired yesterday that +I was obliged to take a coach home. Forgive this extravagance, but I +am so very weak at present, and I had been so agitated through the +day, that I was not able to stand; a morning’s rest, however, will set +me quite right again; I shall be well when I meet you this evening. +Will you be at the door of the coffee-house at 5 o’clock, as it is +disagreeable to go into those places. I shall be there exactly at that +time, and we can go into St. Paul’s, where we can sit down.</p> + +<p>I send you <i>Diogenes</i>, as you have no books. Hookham was so +ill-tempered as not to send the book I asked for. So this is the end +of my letter, dearest love.</p> + +<p>What do they mean?<a name='fna_12' id='fna_12' href='#f_12'><small>[12]</small></a> I detest Mrs. Godwin; she plagues<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> my father +out of his life; and these——Well, no matter. Why will Godwin not +follow the obvious bent of his affections, and be reconciled to us? +No; his prejudices, the world, and <i>she</i>—all these forbid it. What am +I to do? trust to time, of course, for what else can I do. Good-night, +my love; to-morrow I will seal this blessing on your lips. Press me, +your own Mary, to your heart. Perhaps she will one day have a father; +till then be everything to me, love; and, indeed, I will be a good +girl, and never vex you. I will learn Greek and——but when shall we +meet when I may tell you all this, and you will so sweetly reward me? +But good-night; I am wofully tired, and so sleepy. One kiss—well, +that is enough—to-morrow!</p> + + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Shelley to Mary.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>28th October.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My beloved Mary</span>—I know not whether these transient meetings produce +not as much pain as pleasure. What have I said? I do not mean it. I +will not forget the sweet moments when I saw your eyes—the divine +rapture of the few and fleeting kisses. Yet, indeed, this must cease; +indeed, we must not part thus wretchedly to meet amid the comfortless +tumult of business; to part I know not how.</p> + +<p>Well, dearest love, to-morrow—to-morrow night. That eternal clock! +Oh! that I could “fright the steeds of lazy-paced Time.” I do not +think that I am less impatient now than formerly to repossess—to +entirely engross—my own treasured love. It seems so unworthy a cause +for the slightest separation. I could reconcile it to my own feelings +to go to prison if they would cease to persecute us with +interruptions. Would it not be better, my heavenly love, to creep into +the loathliest cave so that we might be together.</p> + +<p>Mary, love, we must be united; I will not part from you again after +Saturday night. We must devise some scheme. I must return. Your +thoughts alone can waken mine to energy; my mind without yours is dead +and cold as the dark midnight river when the moon is down. It seems as +if you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> alone could shield me from impurity and vice. If I were absent +from you long, I should shudder with horror at myself; my +understanding becomes undisciplined without you. I believe I must +become in Mary’s hands what Harriet was in mine. Yet how differently +disposed—how devoted and affectionate—how, beyond measure, +reverencing and adoring—the intelligence that governs me! I repent me +of this simile; it is unjust; it is false. Nor do I mean that I +consider you much my superior, evidently as you surpass me in +originality and simplicity of mind. How divinely sweet a task it is to +imitate each other’s excellences, and each moment to become wiser in +this surpassing love, so that, constituting but one being, all real +knowledge may be comprised in the maxim γνωθι σεαυτον—(know +thyself)—with infinitely more justice than in its narrow and common +application. I enclose you Hookham’s note; what do you think of it? My +head aches; I am not well; I am tired with this comfortless +estrangement from all that is dear to me. My own dearest love, +good-night. I meet you in Staples Inn at twelve to-morrow—half an +hour before twelve. I have written to Hooper and Sir J. Shelley.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p><i>Journal, Thursday, November 3</i> (Mary).—Work; write to Shelley; read +Greek grammar. Receive a letter from Mr. Booth; so all my hopes are +over there. Ah! Isabel; I did not think you would act thus. Read and +work in the evening. Receive a letter from Shelley. Write to him.</p> + +<p class="center">[Letter not transcribed here.]</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, November 6.</i>—Talk to Shelley. He writes a great heap of +letters. Read part of <i>St. Leon</i>. Talk with him all evening; this is a +day devoted to Love in idleness. Go to sleep early in the evening. +Shelley goes away a little before 10.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, November 9.</i>—Pack up all morning; leave Pancras about 3; +call at Peacock’s for Shelley; Charles Clairmont has been for £8. Go +to Nelson Square. Jane gloomy; she is very sullen with Shelley. Well, +never mind, my love—we are happy.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, November 10.</i>—Jane is not well, and does not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> speak the +whole day. We send to Peacock’s, but no good news arrives. Lambert has +called there, and says he will write. Read a little of <i>Petronius</i>, a +most detestable book. Shelley is out all the morning. In the evening +read Louvet’s <i>Memoirs</i>—go to bed early. Shelley and Jane sit up till +12, talking; Shelley talks her into a good humour.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, November 13.</i>—Write in the morning; very unwell all day. +Fanny sends a letter to Jane to come to Blackfriars Road; Jane cannot +go. Fanny comes here; she will not see me; hear everything she says, +however. They think my letter cold and <i>indelicate</i>! God bless them. +Papa tells Fanny if she sees me he will never speak to her again; a +blessed degree of liberty this! He has had a very impertinent letter +from Christy Baxter. The reason she comes is to ask Jane to Skinner +Street to see Mrs. Godwin, who they say is dying. Jane has no clothes. +Fanny goes back to Skinner Street to get some. She returns. Jane goes +with her. Shelley returns (he had been to Hookham’s); he disapproves. +Write and read. In the evening talk with my love about a great many +things. We receive a letter from Jane saying she is very happy, and +she does not know when she will return. Turner has called at Skinner +Street; he says it is too far to Nelson Square. I am unwell in the +evening.</p> + +<p><i>Journal, November 14</i> (Shelley).—Mary is unwell. Receive a note from +Hogg; cloth from Clara. I wish this girl had a resolute mind. Without +firmness understanding is impotent, and the truest principles +unintelligible. Charles calls to confer concerning Lambert; walk with +him. Go to ’Change, to Peacock’s, to Lambert’s; receive £30. In the +evening Hogg calls; perhaps he still may be my friend, in spite of the +radical differences of sympathy between us; he was pleased with Mary; +this was the test by which I had previously determined to judge his +character. We converse on many interesting subjects, and Mary’s +illness disappears for a time.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, November 15</i> (Shelley).—Disgusting dreams have occupied +the night.</p> + +<p>(Mary).—Very unwell. Jane calls; converse with her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> She goes to +Skinner Street; tells Papa that she will not return; comes back to +Nelson Square with Shelley; calls at Peacock’s. Shelley read aloud to +us in the evening out of Adolphus’s <i>Lives</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, November 16.</i>—Very ill all day. Shelley and Jane out all +day shopping about the town. Shelley reads <i>Edgar Huntley</i> to us. +Shelley and Jane go to Hookham’s. Hogg comes in the meantime; he stops +all the evening. Shelley writes his critique till half-past 3.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, November 19.</i>—Very ill. Shelley and Jane go out to call at +Mrs. Knapp’s; she receives Jane kindly; promises to come and see me. I +go to bed early. Charles Clairmont calls in the evening, but I do not +see him.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, November 20.</i>—Still very ill; get up very late. In the +evening Shelley reads aloud out of the <i>Female Revolutionary +Plutarch</i>. Hogg comes in the evening.... Get into an argument about +virtue, in which Hogg makes a sad bungle; quite muddled on the point, +I perceive.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, November 29.</i>—Work all day. Heigh ho! Clara and Shelley go +before breakfast to Parker’s. After breakfast, Shelley is as badly off +as I am with my work, for he is out all day with those lawyers. In the +evening Shelley and Jane go in search of Charles Clairmont; they +cannot find him. Read <i>Philip Stanley</i>—very stupid.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, December 6.</i>—Very unwell. Shelley and Clara walk out, as +usual, to heaps of places. Read <i>Agathon</i>, which I do not like so well +as <i>Peregrine</i>.... A letter from Hookham, to say that Harriet has been +brought to bed of a son and heir. Shelley writes a number of circular +letters of this event, which ought to be ushered in with ringing of +bells, etc., for it is the son <i>of his wife</i>. Hogg comes in the +evening; I like him better, though he vexed me by his attachment to +sporting. A letter from Harriet confirming the news, in a letter from +a <i>deserted wife</i>!! and telling us he has been born a week.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, December 7.</i>—Clara and Shelley go out together; Shelley +calls on the lawyers and on Harriet, who treats him with insulting +selfishness; they return home wet and very tired. Read <i>Agathon</i>. I +like it less to-day; he discovers<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> many opinions which I think +detestable. Work. In the evening Charles Clairmont comes. Hear that +Place is trying to raise £1200 to pay Hume on Shelley’s <i>post obit</i>; +affairs very bad in Skinner Street; afraid of a call for the rent; all +very bad. Shelley walks home with Charles Clairmont; goes to Hookham’s +about the £100 to lend my Father. Hookham out. He returns; very tired. +Work in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, December 8.</i>—Shelley and Clara go to Hookham’s; get the +£90 for my father; they are out, as usual, all morning. Finish +<i>Agathon</i>. I do not like it; Wieland displays some most detestable +opinions; he is one of those men who alter all their opinions when +they are about forty, and then think it will be the same with every +one, and that they are themselves the only proper monitors of youth. +Work. When Shelley and Clara return, Shelley goes to Lambert’s; out. +Work. In the evening Hogg comes; talk about a great number of things; +he is more sincere this evening than I have seen him before. Odd +dreams.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, December 16.</i>—Still ill; heigh ho! Finish <i>Jane Talbot</i>. +Hume calls at half-past 12; he tells of the great distress in Skinner +Street; I do not see him. Hookham calls; hasty little man; he does not +stay long. In the evening Hogg comes. Shelley and Clara are at first +out; they have been to look for Charles Clairmont; they find him, and +walk with him some time up and down Ely Place. Shelley goes to sleep +early; very tired. We talk about flowers and trees in the evening; a +country conversation.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, December 17.</i>—Very ill. Shelley and Clara go to Pike’s; +when they return, Shelley goes to walk round the Square. Talk with +Shelley in the evening; he sleeps, and I lie down on the bed. Jane +goes to Pike’s at 9. Charles Clairmont comes, and talks about several +things. Mrs. Godwin did not allow Fanny to come down to dinner on her +receiving a lock of my hair. Fanny of course behaves slavishly on the +occasion. He goes at half-past 11.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, December 18.</i>—Better, but far from well. Pass a very happy +morning with Shelley. Charles Clairmont comes at<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> dinner-time, the +Skinner Street folk having gone to dine at the Kennie’s. Jane and he +take a long walk together. Shelley and I are left alone. Hogg comes +after Clara and her brother return. C. C. flies from the field on his +approach. Conversation as usual. Get worse towards night.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, December 19</i> (Shelley).—Mary rather better this morning. +Jane goes to Hume’s about Godwin’s bills; learn that Lambert is +inclined, but hesitates. Hear of a woman—supposed to be the daughter +of the Duke of Montrose—who has the head of a hog. <i>Suetonius</i> is +finished, and Shelley begins the <i>Historia Augustana</i>. Charles +Clairmont comes in the evening; a discussion concerning female +character. Clara imagines that I treat her unkindly; Mary consoles her +with her all-powerful benevolence. I rise (having already gone to bed) +and speak with Clara; she was very unhappy; I leave her tranquil.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, December 20</i> (Mary).—Shelley goes to Pike’s; take a short +walk with him first. Unwell. A letter from Harriet, who threatens +Shelley with her lawyer. In the evening read <i>Emilia Galotti</i>. Hogg +comes. Converse of various things. He goes at twelve.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, December 21</i> (Shelley).—Mary is better. Shelley goes to +Pike’s, to the Insurance Offices, and the lawyer’s; an agreement +entered into for £3000 for £1000. A letter from Wales, offering <i>post +obit</i>. Shelley goes to Hume’s; Mary reads Miss Baillie’s plays in the +evening. Shelley goes to bed at 8; Mary at 11.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, December 24</i> (Mary).—Read <i>View of French Revolution</i>. +Walk out with Shelley, and spend a dreary morning waiting for him at +Mr. Peacock’s. In the evening Hogg comes. I like him better each time; +it is a pity that he is a lawyer; he wasted so much time on that trash +that might be spent on better things.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, December 25.</i>—Christmas Day. Have a very bad side-ache in +the morning, so I rise late. Charles Clairmont comes and dines with +us. In the afternoon read Miss Baillie’s plays. Hogg spends the +evening with us; conversation, as usual.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span><i>Monday, December 26</i> (Shelley).—The sweet Maie asleep; leave a note +with her. Walk with Clara to Pike’s, etc. Go to Hampstead and look for +a house; we return in a return-chaise; find that Laurence has arrived, +and consult for Mary; she has read Miss Baillie’s plays all day. Mary +better this evening. Shelley very much fatigued; sleeps all the +evening. Read <i>Candide</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, December 27</i> (Mary).—Not very well; Shelley very unwell. +Read <i>De Montfort</i>, and talk with Shelley in the evening. Read <i>View +of the French Revolution</i>. Hogg comes in the evening; talk of heaps of +things. Shelley’s odd dream.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, December 28.</i>—Shelley and Clara out all the morning. Read +<i>French Revolution</i> in the evening. Shelley and I go to Gray’s Inn to +get Hogg; he is not there; go to Arundel Street; can’t find him. Go to +Garnerin’s. Lecture on electricity; the gases, and the phantasmagoria; +return at half-past 9. Shelley goes to sleep. Read <i>View of French +Revolution</i> till 12; go to bed.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, December 30.</i>—Shelley and Jane go out as usual. Read Bryan +Edwards’s <i>Account of West Indies</i>. They do not return till past +seven, having been locked into Kensington Gardens; both very tired. +Hogg spends the evening with us.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, December 31</i> (Shelley).—The poor Maie was very weak and +tired all day. Shelley goes to Pike’s and Humes’ and Mrs. +Peacock’s;<a name='fna_13' id='fna_13' href='#f_13'><small>[13]</small></a> return very tired, and sleeps all the evening. The Maie +goes to sleep early. New Year’s Eve.</p></div> + +<p>In January 1815 Shelley’s grandfather, Sir Bysshe, died, and his father, +Mr. Timothy Shelley, succeeded to the baronetcy and estate. By an +arrangement with his father, according to which he relinquished all claim +on a certain portion of his patrimony, Shelley now became possessed of +£1000 a year (£200 a year of which he at once set<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> apart for Harriet), as +well as a considerable sum of ready money for the relief of his present +necessities. £200 of this he also sent to Harriet to pay her debts. The +next few entries in the journal were, however, written before this event.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Thursday, January 5</i> (Mary).—Go to breakfast at Hogg’s; Shelley +leaves us there and goes to Hume’s. When he returns we go to Newman +Street; see the statue of Theoclea; it is a divinity that raises your +mind to all virtue and excellence; I never beheld anything half so +wonderfully beautiful. Return home very ill. Expect Hogg in the +evening, but he does not come. Too ill to read.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, January 6.</i>—Walk to Mrs. Peacock’s with Clara. Walk with +Hogg to Theoclea; she is ten thousand times more beautiful to-day than +ever; tear ourselves away. Return to Nelson Square; no one at home. +Hogg stays a short time with me. Shelley had stayed at home till 2 to +see Ryan;<a name='fna_14' id='fna_14' href='#f_14'><small>[14]</small></a> he does not come. Goes out about business. In the +evening Shelley and Clara go to Garnerin’s.... Very unwell. Hogg +comes. Shelley and Clara return at ten. Conversation as usual. Shelley +reads “Ode to France” aloud, and repeats the poem to “Tranquillity.” +Talk with Shelley afterwards for some time; at length go to sleep. +Shelley goes out and sits in the other room till 5; I then call him. +Talk. Shelley goes to sleep; at 8 Shelley rises and goes out.</p></div> + +<p>The next entry is made during Shelley’s short absence in Sussex, after his +grandfather’s death. Clara had accompanied him on his journey.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>(<i>Date between January 7 and January 13</i>).—Letter from Peacock to say +that he is in prison.... His debt is £40....<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> Write to Peacock and +send him £2. Hogg dines with me and spends the evening; letter from +Hookham.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, January 13.</i>—A letter from Clara. While I am at breakfast +Shelley and Clara arrive. The will has been opened, and Shelley is +referred to Whitton. His father would not allow him to enter Field +Place; he sits before the door and reads <i>Comus</i>. Dr. Blocksome comes +out; tells him that his father is very angry with him. Sees my name in +Milton.... Hogg dines, and spends the evening with us.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, January 24.</i>—In the evening Shelley, Clara, and Hogg sleep. +Read Gibbon.... Hogg goes at half-past 11. Shelley and Clara explain +as usual.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, January 30.</i>—Work all day. Shelley reads Livy. In the +evening Shelley reads <i>Paradise Regained</i> aloud, and then goes to +sleep. Hogg comes at 9. Talk and work. Hogg sleeps here.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, February 1.</i>—Read Gibbon (end of vol. i.) Shelley reads +Livy in the evening. Work. Shelley and Clara sleep. Hogg comes and +sleeps here. Mrs. Hill calls.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, February 5.</i>—Read Gibbon. Take a long walk in Kensington +Gardens and the Park; meet Clairmont as we return, and hear that my +father wishes to see a copy of the codicil, because he thinks Shelley +is acting rashly. All this is very odd and inconsistent, but I never +quarrel with inconsistency; folks must change their minds. After +dinner talk. Shelley finishes Gibbon’s <i>Memoirs</i> aloud. Clara, +Shelley, and Hogg sleep. Read Gibbon. Shelley writes to Longdill and +Clairmont. Hogg ill, but we cannot persuade him to stay; he goes at +half-past 11.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, February 8.</i>—Ash Wednesday. So Hogg stays all day. We are +to move to-day, so Shelley and Clara go out to look for lodgings. Hogg +and I pack, and then talk. Shelley and Clara do not return till 3; +they have not succeeded; go out again; they get apartments at Hans +Place; move. In the evening talk and read Gibbon. Letters. Pike calls; +insolent plague. Hogg goes at half-past 11.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, February 14</i> (Shelley).—Shelley goes to Longdill’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> and +Hayward’s, and returns feverish and fatigued. Maie finishes the third +volume of Gibbon. All unwell in the evening. Hogg comes and puts us to +bed. Hogg goes at half-past 11.</p></div> + +<p>In this month, probably on the 22d (but that page of the diary is torn), +when they had been hardly more than a week in their last new lodgings, a +little girl was born. Although her confinement was premature, Mary had a +favourable time; the infant, a scarcely seven months’ child, was not +expected to live; it survived, however, for some days. It might possibly +have been saved, had it had an ordinary chance of life given it, but, on +the ninth day of its existence, the whole family moved yet again to new +lodgings. How the young mother ever recovered from the fatigues, risks, +and worries she had to go through at this critical time may well be +wondered. It is more than probable that the unreasonable demands made on +her strength and courage during this month and those which preceded it +laid the foundation of much weak health later on. The child was +sacrificed. Four days after the move it was found in the morning dead by +its mother’s side. The poor little thing was a mere passing episode in +Shelley’s troubled, hurried existence. Only to Mary were its birth and +death a deep and permanent experience. Apart from her love for Shelley, +her affections had been chiefly of the intellectual kind, and even in her +relation with him mental affinity had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> played a great part. A new chord in +her temperament was set vibrating by the advent of this baby, the maternal +one, quite absent from her disposition before, and which was to assert +itself at last as the keynote of her nature.</p> + +<p>Hogg, who was almost constantly with them at this time, seems to have been +kind, helpful, and sympathetic.</p> + +<p>The baby’s birth was too much for Fanny Godwin’s endurance and fortitude. +Up to this time she had, in accordance with what she conceived to be her +duty, held aloof from the Shelleys, but, the barrier once broken down, she +came repeatedly to see them. Mrs. Godwin showed that she had a soft spot +in her heart by sending Mary, through Fanny, a present of linen, no doubt +most welcome at this unprepared-for crisis. Beyond this she was +unrelenting. Her pride, however, was not so strong as her feminine +curiosity, which she indulged still by parading before the windows and +trying to get peeps at the people behind them. She was annoyed with Fanny, +who now, however, held her own course, feeling that her duty could not be +all on one side while her family consented to be dependent, and that every +moment of her father’s peace and safety were due entirely to this Shelley +whom he would not see.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, February 22</i> (Shelley) (after the baby’s birth).—Maie +perfectly well and at ease. The child is not quite seven<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> months; the +child not expected to live. Shelley sits up with Maie, much exhausted +and agitated. Hogg sleeps here.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, February 23.</i>—Mary quite well; the child unexpectedly +alive, but still not expected to live. Hogg returns in the evening at +half-past 7. Shelley writes to Fanny requesting her to come and see +Maie. Fanny comes and remains the whole night, the Godwins being +absent from home. Charles comes at 11 with linen from Mrs. Godwin. +Hogg departs at 11. £30 from Longdill.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, February 24.</i>—Maie still well; favourable symptoms in the +child; we may indulge some hopes. Hogg calls at 2. Fanny departs. Dr. +Clarke calls; confirms our hopes of the child. Shelley finishes second +volume of Livy, p. 657. Hogg comes in the evening. Shelley very unwell +and exhausted.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, February 25.</i>—The child very well; Maie very well also; +drawing milk all day. Shelley is very unwell.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, February 26</i> (Mary).—Maie rises to-day. Hogg comes; talk; +she goes to bed at 6. Hogg calls at the lodgings we have taken. Read +<i>Corinne</i>. Shelley and Clara go to sleep. Hogg returns; talk with him +till past 11. He goes. Shelley and Clara go down to tea. Just settling +to sleep when a knock comes to the door; it is Fanny; she came to see +how we were; she stays talking till half-past 3, and then leaves the +room that Shelley and Mary may sleep. Shelley has a spasm.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, February 27.</i>—Rise; talk and read <i>Corinne</i>. Hogg comes in +the evening. Shelley and Clara go out about a cradle....</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, February 28.</i>—I come downstairs; talk, nurse the baby, read +<i>Corinne</i>, and work. Shelley goes to Pemberton about his health.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, March 1.</i>—Nurse the baby, read <i>Corinne</i>, and work. +Shelley and Clara out all morning. In the evening Peacock comes. Talk +about types, editions, and Greek letters all the evening. Hogg comes. +They go away at half-past 11. Bonaparte invades France.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span><i>Thursday, March 2.</i>—A bustle of moving. Read <i>Corinne</i>. I and my +baby go about 3. Shelley and Clara do not come till 6. Hogg comes in +the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, March 3.</i>—Nurse my baby; talk, and read <i>Corinne</i>. Hogg +comes in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, March 4.</i>—Read, talk, and nurse. Shelley reads the <i>Life +of Chaucer</i>. Hogg comes in the evening and sleeps.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 5.</i>—Shelley and Clara go to town. Hogg here all day. +Read <i>Corinne</i> and nurse my baby. In the evening talk. Shelley +finishes the <i>Life of Chaucer</i>. Hogg goes at 11.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, March 6.</i>—Find my baby dead. Send for Hogg. Talk. A +miserable day. In the evening read <i>Fall of the Jesuits</i>. Hogg sleeps +here.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, March 7.</i>—Shelley and Clara go after breakfast to town. +Write to Fanny. Hogg stays all day with us; talk with him, and read +the <i>Fall of the Jesuits</i> and <i>Rinaldo Rinaldini</i>. Not in good +spirits. Hogg goes at 11. A fuss. To bed at 3.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, March 8.</i>—Finish <i>Rinaldini</i>. Talk with Shelley. In very +bad spirits, but get better; sleep a little in the day. In the evening +net. Hogg comes; he goes at half-past 11. Clara has written for Fanny, +but she does not come.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, March 9.</i>—Read and talk. Still think about my little baby. +’Tis hard, indeed, for a mother to lose a child. Hogg and Charles +Clairmont come in the evening. C. C. goes at 11. Hogg stays all night. +Read Fontenelle, <i>Plurality of Worlds</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, March 10.</i>—Hogg’s holidays begin. Shelley, Hogg, and Clara +go to town. Hogg comes back soon. Talk and net. Hogg now remains with +us. Put the room to rights.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, March 11.</i>—Very unwell. Hogg goes to town. Talk about +Clara’s going away; nothing settled; I fear it is hopeless. She will +not go to Skinner Street; then our house<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> is the only remaining place, +I see plainly. What is to be done? Hogg returns. Talk, and Hogg reads +the <i>Life of Goldoni</i> aloud.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 4.</i>—Talk a great deal. Not well, but better. Very +quiet all the morning, and happy, for Clara does not get up till 4. In +the evening read Gibbon, fourth volume; go to bed at 12.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, March 13.</i>—Shelley and Clara go to town. Stay at home; net, +and think of my little dead baby. This is foolish, I suppose; yet, +whenever I am left alone to my own thoughts, and do not read to divert +them, they always come back to the same point—that I was a mother, +and am so no longer. Fanny comes, wet through; she dines, and stays +the evening; talk about many things; she goes at half-past 9. Cut out +my new gown.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, March 14.</i>—Shelley calls on Dr. Pemberton. Net till +breakfast. Shelley reads <i>Religio Medici</i> aloud, after Hogg has gone +to town. Work; finish Hogg’s purse. Shelley and I go upstairs and talk +of Clara’s going; the prospect appears to me more dismal than ever; +not the least hope. This is, indeed, hard to bear. In the evening Hogg +reads Gibbon to me. Charles Clairmont comes in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 19.</i>—Dream that my little baby came to life again; +that it had only been cold, and that we rubbed it before the fire, and +it lived. Awake and find no baby. I think about the little thing all +day. Not in good spirits. Shelley is very unwell. Read Gibbon. Charles +Clairmont comes. Hogg goes to town till dinner-time. Talk with Charles +Clairmont about Skinner Street. They are very badly off there. I am +afraid nothing can be done to save them. C. C. says that he shall go +to America; this I think a rather wild project in the Clairmont style. +Play a game of chess with Clara. In the evening Shelley and Hogg play +at chess. Shelley and Clara walk part of the way with Charles +Clairmont. Play chess with Hogg, and then read Gibbon.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, March 20.</i>—Dream again about my baby. Work<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> after breakfast, +and then go with Shelley, Hogg, and Clara to Bullock’s Museum; spend +the morning there. Return and find more letters for A. Z.—one from a +“Disconsolate Widow.”<a name='fna_15' id='fna_15' href='#f_15'><small>[15]</small></a></p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, March 22.</i>—Talk, and read the papers. Read Gibbon all +day. Charles Clairmont calls about Shelley lending £100. We do not +return a decisive answer.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Thursday, March 23.</i>—Read Gibbon. Shelley reads Livy. Walk with +Shelley and Hogg to Arundel Street. Read <i>Le Diable Boiteux</i>. Hear +that Bonaparte has entered Paris. As we come home, meet my father and +Charles Clairmont.... C. C. calls; he tells us that Papa saw us, and +that he remarked that Shelley was so beautiful, it was a pity he was +so wicked.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, March 28.</i>—Work in the morning and then walk out to look at +house.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, April 8.</i>—Peacock comes at breakfast-time; Hogg and he go +to town. Read <i>L’Esprit des Nations</i>. Settle to go to Virginia Water.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Sunday, April 9.</i>—Rise at 8. Charles Clairmont comes to breakfast at +10. Read some lines of Ovid before breakfast; after, walk with +Shelley, Hogg, Clara, and C. C. to pond in Kensington Gardens; return +about 2. C. C. goes to Skinner Street. Read Ovid with Hogg (finish +second fable). Shelley reads Gibbon and <i>Pastor Fido</i> with Clara. In +the evening read <i>L’Esprit des Nations</i>. Shelley reads Gibbon, <i>Pastor +Fido</i>, and the story of Myrrha in Ovid.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, April 10.</i>—Read Voltaire before breakfast. After breakfast +work. Shelley passes the morning with Harriet, who is in a +surprisingly good humour. Mary reads third fable of Ovid: Shelley and +Clara read <i>Pastor Fido</i>. Shelley reads Gibbon. Mrs. Godwin after +dinner parades before the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> windows. Talk in the evening with Hogg +about mountains and lakes and London.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, April 11.</i>—Work in the morning. Receive letters from +Skinner Street to say that Mamma had gone away in the pet, and had +stayed out all night. Read fourth and fifth fables of Ovid.... After +tea, work. Charles Clairmont comes.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, April 15.</i>—Read Ovid till 3. Shelley and Clara finish +<i>Pastor Fido</i>, and then go out about Clara’s lottery ticket; draws. +Clara’s ticket comes up a prize. She buys two desks after dinner. Read +Ovid (ninety-five lines). Shelley and Clara begin <i>Orlando Furioso</i>. A +very grim dream.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, April 21.</i>—After breakfast go with Shelley to Peacock’s. +Shelley goes to Longdill’s. Read third canto of the <i>Lord of the +Isles</i>. Return about 2. Shelley goes to Harriet to procure his son, +who is to appear in one of the courts. After dinner look over W. W.’s +poems. After tea read forty lines of Ovid. Fanny comes and gives us an +account of Hogan’s threatened arrest of my Father. Shelley walks home +part of the way with her. Very sleepy. Shelley reads one canto of +Ariosto.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, April 22.</i>—Read a little of Ovid. Shelley goes to +Harriet’s about his son. Work. Fanny comes. Shelley returns at 4; he +has been much teased with Harriet. He has been to Longdill’s, +Whitton’s, etc., and at length has got a promise that he shall appear +Monday. After dinner Fanny goes. Read sixty lines of Ovid. Shelley and +Clara read to the middle of the fourteenth canto of Ariosto.</p></div> + +<p>Shortly after this several leaves of the journal are lost.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Friday, May 5.</i>—After breakfast to Marshall’s,<a name='fna_16' id='fna_16' href='#f_16'><small>[16]</small></a> but do not see +him. Go to the Tomb. Shelley goes to Longdill’s. Return soon. Read +Spenser; construe Ovid.... After dinner talk with Shelley; then +Shelley and Clara go out.... Fanny<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> comes; she tells us of Marshall’s +servant’s death. Papa is to see Mrs. Knapp to-morrow. Read Spenser. +Walk home with Fanny and with Shelley.... Shelley reads Seneca.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, May 8.</i>—Go out with Shelley to Mrs. Knapp; not at home. Buy +Shelley a pencil-case. Return at 1. Read Spenser. Go again with +Shelley to Mrs. Knapp; she cannot take Clara. Read Spenser after +dinner. Clara goes out with Shelley. Talk with Jefferson (Hogg); write +to Marshall. Read Spenser. They return at 8. Very tired; go to bed +early. Jefferson scolds.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, May 10.</i>—Not very well; rise late. Walk to Marshall’s, +and talk with him for an hour. Go with Jefferson and Shelley to +British Museum—attend most to the statues; return at 2. Construe +Ovid. After dinner construe Ovid (100 lines); finish second book of +Spenser, and read two cantos of the third. Shelley reads Seneca every +day and all day.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, May 12.</i>—Not very well. After breakfast read Spenser. +Shelley goes out with his friend; he returns first. Construe Ovid (90 +lines); read Spenser. Jefferson returns at half-past 4, and tells us +that poor Sawyer is to be hung. These blessed laws! After dinner read +Spenser. Read over the Ovid to Jefferson, and construe about ten lines +more. Read Spenser. Shelley and the lady walk out. After tea, talk; +write Greek characters. Shelley and his friend have a last +conversation.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, May 13.</i>—Clara goes; Shelley walks with her. C. C. comes +to breakfast; talk. Shelley goes out with him. Read Spenser all day +(finish Canto 8, Book V.) Jefferson does not come till 5. Get very +anxious about Shelley; go out to meet him; return; it rains. Shelley +returns at half-past 6; the business is finished. After dinner Shelley +is very tired, and goes to sleep. Read Ovid (60 lines). C. C. comes to +tea. Talk of pictures.</p> + +<p>(Mary).—A tablespoonful of the spirit of aniseed, with a small +quantity of spermaceti.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span>(Shelley)—9 drops of human blood, 7 grains of gunpowder, ½ oz. of +putrified brain, 13 mashed grave worms—the Pecksie’s doom salve.</p> + +<p>The Maie and her Elfin Knight.</p> + +<p>I begin a new journal with our regeneration.</p></div> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">May 1815-September 1816</span></p> + +<p>“Our regeneration” meant, in other words, the departure of Jane or “Clara” +Clairmont who, on the plea of needing change of air, went off by herself +into cottage lodgings at Lynmouth, in North Devon. She had never shown any +very great desire to go back to her family in Skinner Street, but even had +it been otherwise, objections had now been raised to her presence there +which made her return difficult if not impossible. Fanny Godwin’s aunts, +Everina Wollstonecraft and Mrs. Bishop, were Principals of a select +Ladies’ School in Dublin, and intended that, on their own retirement, +their niece should succeed them in its management. They strongly objected +now to her associating with Miss Clairmont, pointing out that, even if her +morals were not injured, her professional prospects must be marred by the +fact being generally known of her connection and companionship with a girl +who undoubtedly had run away from home, and who was, untruly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> but not +groundlessly, reported to be concerned in a notorious scandal.</p> + +<p>Her continued presence in the Shelley household, a thing probably never +contemplated at the time of their hurried flight, was manifestly +undesirable, on many grounds. To Mary it was a perpetual trial, and must, +in the end, have tended towards disagreement between her and Shelley, +while it put Clara herself at great and unjust social disadvantage. Not +that she heeded that, or regretted the barrier that divided her from +Skinner Street, where poverty and anxiety and gloom reigned paramount, and +where she would have been watched with ceaseless and unconcealed +suspicion. She had heard that her relations had even discussed the +advisability of immuring her in a convent if she could be caught,—but she +did not mean to be caught. She advertised for a situation as companion; +nothing, however, came of this. An idea of sending her to board in the +family of a Mrs. Knapp seems to have been entertained for some months both +by Godwins and Shelleys, Charles Clairmont probably acting as a medium +between the two households. But, after appearing well disposed at first, +Mrs. Knapp thought better of the plan. She did not want, and would not +have Clara. The final project, that of the Lynmouth lodgings, was a sudden +idea, suddenly carried<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> out, and devised with the Shelleys independently +of the Godwins, who were not consulted, nor even informed, until it had +been put into execution. So much is to be gathered from the letter which +Clara wrote to Fanny a fortnight after her arrival.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Clara to Fanny.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>Sunday, 28th May 1815.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My Dear Fanny</span>—Mary writes me that you thought me unkind in not +letting you know before my departure; indeed, I meant no unkindness, +but I was afraid if I told you that it might prevent my putting a plan +into execution which I preferred before all the Mrs. Knapps in the +world. Here I am at liberty; there I should have been under a +perpetual restraint. Mrs. Knapp is a forward, impertinent, superficial +woman. Here there are none such; a few cottages, with little, +rosy-faced children, scolding wives, and drunken husbands. I wish I +had a more amiable and romantic picture to present to you, such as +shepherds and shepherdesses, flocks and madrigals; but this is the +truth, and the truth is best at all times. I live in a little cottage, +with jasmine and honeysuckle twining over the window; a little +downhill garden full of roses, with a sweet arbour. There are only two +gentlemen’s seats here, and they are both absent. The walks and +shrubberies are quite open, and are very delightful. Mr. Foote’s +stands at top of the hill, and commands distant views of the whole +country. A green tottering bridge, flung from rock to rock, joins his +garden to his house, and his side of the bridge is a waterfall. One +tumbles directly down, and then flows gently onward, while the other +falls successively down five rocks, and seems like water running down +stone steps. I will tell you, so far, that it is a valley I live in, +and perhaps one you may have seen. Two ridges of mountains enclose the +village, which is situated at the west end. A river, which you may +step over, runs at the foot of the mountains, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> trees hang so +closely over, that when on a high eminence you sometimes lose sight of +it for a quarter of a mile. One ridge of hills is entirely covered +with luxuriant trees, the opposite line is entirely bare, with long +pathways of slate and gray rocks, so that you might almost fancy they +had once been volcanic. Well, enough of the valleys and the mountains.</p> + +<p>You told me you did not think I should ever be able to live alone. If +you knew my constant tranquillity, how cheerful and gay I am, perhaps +you would alter your opinion. I am perfectly happy. After so much +discontent, such violent scenes, such a turmoil of passion and hatred, +you will hardly believe how enraptured I am with this dear little +quiet spot. I am as happy when I go to bed as when I rise. I am never +disappointed, for I know the extent of my pleasures; and let it rain +or let it be fair weather, it does not disturb my serene mood. This is +happiness; this is that serene and uninterrupted rest I have long +wished for. It is in solitude that the powers concentre round the +soul, and teach it the calm, determined path of virtue and wisdom. Did +you not find this—did you not find that the majestic and tranquil +mountains impressed deep and tranquil thoughts, and that everything +conspired to give a sober temperature of mind, more truly delightful +and satisfying than the gayest ebullitions of mirth?</p> + +<p class="poem">The foaming cataract and tall rock<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Haunt me like a passion.</span></p> + +<p>Now for a little chatting. I was quite delighted to hear that Papa had +at last got £1000. Riches seem to fly from genius. I suppose, for a +month or two, you will be easy—pray be cheerful. I begin to think +there is no situation without its advantages. You may learn wisdom and +fortitude in adversity, and in prosperity you may relieve and soothe. +I feel anxious to be wise; to be capable of knowing the best; of +following resolutely, however painful, what mature and serious thought +may prescribe; and of acquiring a prompt and vigorous judgment, and +powers capable of execution. What are you reading? Tell Charles, with +my best love, that I will<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> never forgive him for having disappointed +me of Wordsworth, which I miss very much. Ask him, likewise, to lend +me his Coleridge’s poems, which I will take great care of. How is dear +Willy? How is every one? If circumstances get easy, don’t you think +Papa and Mamma will go down to the seaside to get up their health a +little? Write me a very long letter, and tell me everything. How is +your health? Now do not be melancholy; for heaven’s sake be cheerful; +so young in life, and so melancholy! The moon shines in at my window, +there is a roar of waters, and the owls are hooting. How often do I +not wish for a curfew!—“swinging slow with sullen roar!” Pray write +to me. Do, there’s a good Fanny.—Affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">M. J. Clairmont</span>.</p> + +<p><span style="margin-left: 4em;">Miss Fanny Godwin,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">41 Skinner Street, Snow Hill, London.</span></p></div> + +<p>How long this delightful life of solitude lasted is not exactly known. For +a year after this time both Clara’s journal and that of Shelley and Mary +are lost, and the next thing we hear of Clara is her being in town in the +spring of 1816, when she first made Lord Byron’s acquaintance.</p> + +<p>Mary, at any rate, enjoyed nearly a year of comparative peace and +<i>tête-à-tête</i> with Shelley, which, after all she had gone through, must +have been happiness indeed. Had she known that it was the only year she +would ever pass with him without the presence of a third person, it may be +that—although her loyalty to Shelley stood every test—her heart might +have sunk within her. But, happily for her, she could not foresee this. +Her letter from Clifton shows that Clara’s shadow haunted<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> her at times. +Still she was happy, and at peace. Her health, too, was better; and, +though always weighed down by Godwin’s anxieties, she and Shelley were, +themselves, free for once from the pinch of actual penury and the +perpetual fear of arrest.</p> + +<p>In June they made a tour in South Devon, and very probably paid Clara a +visit in her rural retirement; after which Mary stayed for some time at +Clifton, while Shelley travelled about looking for a country house to suit +them. It was during one of his absences that Mary wrote to him the letter +referred to above.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary to Shelley.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Clifton</span>, <i>27th July 1815</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My beloved Shelley</span>—What I am now going to say is not a freak from a +fit of low spirits, but it is what I earnestly entreat you to attend +to and comply with.</p> + +<p>We ought not to be absent any longer; indeed we ought not. I am not +happy at it. When I retire to my room, no sweet love; after dinner, no +Shelley; though I have heaps of things <i>very particular</i> to say; in +fine, either you must come back, or I must come to you directly. You +will say, shall we neglect taking a house—a dear home? No, my love, I +would not for worlds give up that; but I know what seeking for a house +is, and, trust me, it is a very, <i>very</i> long job, too long for one +love to undertake in the absence of the other. Dearest, I know how it +will be; we shall both of us be put off, day after day, with the hopes +of the success of the next day’s search, for I am frightened to think +how long. Do you not see it in this light, my own love? We have been +now a long time separated, and a house is not yet in sight; and even +if you should fix on one, which I do not hope for in less than a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> +week, then the settling, etc. Indeed, my love, I cannot bear to remain +so long without you; so, if you will not give me leave, expect me +without it some day; and, indeed, it is very likely that you may, for +I am quite sick of passing day after day in this hopeless way.</p> + +<p>Pray, is Clara with you? for I have inquired several times and no +letters; but, seriously, it would not in the least surprise me, if you +have written to her from London, and let her know that you are without +me, that she should have taken some such freak.</p> + +<p>The Dormouse has hid the brooch; and, pray, why am I for ever and ever +to be denied the sight of my case? Have you got it in your own +possession? or where is it? It would give me very great pleasure if +you would send it me. I hope you have not already appropriated it, for +if you have I shall think it un-Pecksie of you, as Maie was to give it +you with her own hands on your birthday; but it is of little +consequence, for I have no hope of seeing you on that day; but I am +mistaken, for I have hope and certainty, for if you are not here on or +before the 3d of August, I set off on the 4th, in early coach, so as +to be with you in the evening of that dear day at least.</p> + +<p>To-morrow is the 28th of July. Dearest, ought we not to have been +together on that day? Indeed we ought, my love, as I shall shed some +tears to think we are not. Do not be angry, dear love; your Pecksie is +a good girl, and is quite well now again, except a headache, when she +waits so anxiously for her love’s letters.</p> + +<p>Dearest, best Shelley, pray come to me; pray, pray do not stay away +from me! This is delightful weather, and you better, we might have a +delightful excursion to Tintern Abbey. My dear, dear love, I most +earnestly, and with tearful eyes, beg that I may come to you if you do +not like to leave the searches after a house.</p> + +<p>It is a long time to wait, even for an answer. To-morrow may bring you +news, but I have no hope, for you only set off to look after one in +the afternoon, and what can be done at that hour of the day? You +cannot.</p></div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span>They finally settled on a house at Bishopsgate just outside Windsor Park, +where they passed several months of tranquillity and comparative health; +perhaps the most peacefully happy time that Shelley had ever known or was +ever to know. Shadows he, too, had to haunt him, but he was young, and the +reaction from the long-continued strain of anxiety, fear, discomfort, and +ill-health was so strong that it is no wonder if he yielded himself up to +its influence. The summer was warm and dry, and most of the time was +passed out of doors. They visited the source of the Thames, making the +voyage in a wherry from Windsor to Cricklade. Charles Clairmont was of the +party, and Peacock also, who gives a humorous account of the expedition, +and of the cure he effected of Shelley’s ailments by his prescription of +“three mutton chops, well peppered.” Shelley was at this time a strict +vegetarian. Mary, Peacock says, kept a diary of the excursion, which, +however, has been lost. Shelley’s “Stanzas in the churchyard of Lechlade” +were an enduring memento of the occasion. At Bishopsgate, under the oak +shades of Windsor Great Park, he composed <i>Alastor</i>, the first mature +production of his genius, and at Bishopsgate Mary’s son William was born, +on 24th January 1816.</p> + +<p>The list of books read during 1815 by Shelley<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> and Mary is worth +appending, as giving some idea of their wonderful mental activity and +insatiable thirst for knowledge, and the singular sympathy which existed +between them in these intellectual pursuits.</p> + +<p class="center">LIST OF BOOKS READ IN 1815.</p> + +<table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" summary="table"> +<tr><td align="center">MARY.<br /><i>Those marked * Shelley read also.</i></td></tr> +<tr><td>Posthumous Works. 3 vols.<br /> +Sorrows of Werter.<br /> +Don Roderick. By Southey.<br /> +*Gibbon’s Decline and Fall 12 vols.<br /> +*Gibbon’s Life and Letters. 1st Edition. 2 vols.<br /> +*Lara.<br /> +New Arabian Knights. 3 vols.<br /> +Corinna.<br /> +Fall of the Jesuits.<br /> +Rinaldo Rinaldini.<br /> +Fontenelle’s Plurality of Worlds.<br /> +Hermsprong.<br /> +Le Diable Boiteux.<br /> +Man as he is.<br /> +Rokeby.<br /> +Ovid’s Metamorphoses in Latin.<br /> +*Wordsworth’s Poems.<br /> +*Spenser’s Fairy Queen.<br /> +*Life of the Phillips.<br /> +*Fox’s History of James II.<br /> +The Reflector.<br /> +Fleetwood.<br /> +Wieland.<br /> +Don Carlos.<br /> +*Peter Wilkins.<br /> +Rousseau’s Confessions.<br /> +Leonora: a Poem.<br /> +Emile.<br /> +*Milton’s Paradise Lost.<br /> +*Life of Lady Hamilton.<br /> +De l’Allemagne. By Madame de Staël.<br /> +Three vols, of Barruet.<br /> +*Caliph Vathek.<br /> +Nouvelle Heloise.<br /> +*Kotzebue’s Account of his Banishment to Siberia.<br /> +Waverley.<br /> +Clarissa Harlowe.<br /> +Robertson’s History of America.<br /> +*Virgil.<br /> +*Tale of a Tub.<br /> +*Milton’s Speech on Unlicensed Printing.<br /> +*Curse of Kehama.<br /> +*Madoc.<br /> +La Bible Expliquée.<br /> +Lives of Abelard and Heloise.<br /> +*The New Testament.<br /> +*Coleridge’s Poems.<br /> +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span>First vol. of Système de la Nature.<br /> +Castle of Indolence.<br /> +Chatterton’s Poems.<br /> +*Paradise Regained.<br /> +Don Carlos.<br /> +*Lycidas.<br /> +*St. Leon.<br /> +Shakespeare’s Plays (part of which Shelley read aloud).<br /> +*Burke’s Account of Civil Society.<br /> +*Excursion.<br /> +Pope’s Homer’s Illiad.<br /> +*Sallust.<br /> +Micromejas.<br /> +*Life of Chaucer.<br /> +Canterbury Tales.<br /> +Peruvian Letters.<br /> +Voyages round the World.<br /> +Plutarch’s Lives.<br /> +*Two vols, of Gibbon.<br /> +Ormond.<br /> +Hugh Trevor.<br /> +*Labaume’s History of the Russian War.<br /> +Lewis’s Tales.<br /> +Castle of Udolpho.<br /> +Guy Mannering.<br /> +*Charles XII by Voltaire.<br /> +Tales of the East.</td></tr> +<tr><td> </td></tr> +<tr><td align="center">SHELLEY.</td></tr> +<tr><td>Pastor Fido.<br /> +Orlando Furioso.<br /> +Livy’s History.<br /> +Seneca’s Works.<br /> +Tasso’s Gerusalemme Liberata.<br /> +Tasso’s Aminta.<br /> +Two vols. of Plutarch in Italian.<br /> +Some of the Plays of Euripides.<br /> +Seneca’s Tragedies.<br /> +Reveries of Rousseau.<br /> +Hesoid.<br /> +Novum Organum.<br /> +Alfieri’s Tragedies.<br /> +Theocritus.<br /> +Ossian.<br /> +Herodotus.<br /> +Thucydides.<br /> +Homer.<br /> +Locke on the Human Understanding.<br /> +Conspiration de Rienzi.<br /> +History of Arianism.<br /> +Ockley’s History of the Saracens.<br /> +Madame de Staël sur la Literature.</td></tr></table> + +<p>These months of rest were needed to fit them for the year of shocks, of +blows, of conflicting emotions which was to follow. As usual, the first +disturbing cause was Clara Clairmont. Early in 1816 she was in town, +possibly with her brother Charles, with whom she kept up<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> correspondence, +and with whom (thanks to funds provided by Shelley) she had in the autumn +been travelling, or paying visits. She now started one of her “wild +projects in the Clairmont style,” which brought as its consequence the +overshadowing of her whole life. She thought she would like to go on the +stage, and she applied to Lord Byron, then connected with the management +of Drury Lane Theatre, for some theatrical employment. The fascination of +Byron’s poetry, joined to his very shady social reputation, surrounded him +with a kind of romantic mystery highly interesting to a wayward, audacious +young spirit, attracted by anything that excited its curiosity. Clara +never went on the stage. But she became Byron’s mistress. Their connection +lasted but a short time. Byron quickly tired of her, and when importuned +with her or her affairs, soon came to look on her with positive antipathy. +Nothing in Clara’s letters to him<a name='fna_17' id='fna_17' href='#f_17'><small>[17]</small></a> goes to prove that she was very +deeply in love with him. The episode was an excitement and an adventure: +one, to him, of the most trivial nature, but fraught with tragic indirect +results to her, and, through her, to the Shelleys. They, although they +knew of her acquaintance with Byron, were in complete and unsuspecting +ignorance of its intimate nature. It might have been imagined<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> that Clara +would confide in them, and would even rejoice in doing so. But she had, on +the contrary, a positive horror and dread of their finding out anything +about her secret. She told Byron who Mary was, one evening when she knew +they were to meet, but implored him beforehand to talk only on general +subjects, and, if possible, not even to mention her name.</p> + +<p>This introduction probably took place in March, when Shelley and Mary +were, for a short time, staying up in town. Shelley was occupied in +transacting business, which had reference, as usual, to Godwin’s affairs. +A suit in Chancery was proceeding, to enable him to sell, to his father, +the reversion of a portion of his estates. Short of obtaining this +permission, he could not assist Godwin to the full extent demanded and +expected by this latter, who chose to say, and was encouraged by his man +of business to think that, if Shelley did not get the money, it was owing +to slackness of effort or inclination on his part. The suit was, however, +finally decided against Shelley. The correspondence between him and Godwin +was painful in the highest degree, and must have embittered Mary’s +existence.</p> + +<p>Godwin, while leaving no stone unturned to get as much of Shelley’s money +as possible, and while exerting himself with feverish activity to control +and direct to his own advantage the legal<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> negotiations for disposal of +part of the Shelley estates, yet declined personal communication with +Shelley, and wrote to him in insulting terms, carrying sophistry so far as +to assert that his dignity (save the mark!) would be compromised, not by +taking Shelley’s money, but by taking it in the form of a cheque made out +in his, Godwin’s, own name. Small wonder if Shelley was wounded and +indignant. More than any one else, Godwin had taught and encouraged him to +despise what he would have called prejudice.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“In my judgment,” wrote Shelley, “neither I, nor your daughter, nor +her offspring, ought to receive the treatment which we encounter on +every side. It has perpetually appeared to me to have been your +especial duty to see that, so far as mankind value your good opinion, +we were dealt justly by, and that a young family, innocent, and +benevolent, and united should not be confounded with prostitutes and +seducers. My astonishment—and I will confess, when I have been +treated with most harshness and cruelty by you, my indignation—has +been extreme, that, knowing as you do my nature, any consideration +should have prevailed on you to be thus harsh and cruel. I lamented +also over my ruined hopes, of all that your genius once taught me to +expect from your virtue, when I found that for yourself, your family, +and your creditors, you would submit to that communication with me +which you once rejected and abhorred, and which no pity for my poverty +or sufferings, assumed willingly for you, could avail to extort. Do +not talk of <i>forgiveness</i> again to me, for my blood boils in my veins, +and my gall rises against all that bears the human form, when I think +of what I, their benefactor and ardent lover, have endured of enmity +and contempt from you and from all mankind.”</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span>That other, ordinary, people should resent his avowed opposition to +conventional morality was, even to Shelley, less of an enigma than that +Godwin, from whom he expected support, should turn against him. Yet he +never could clearly realise the aspect which his relations with Mary bore +to the world, who merely saw in him a married man who had deserted his +wife and eloped with a girl of sixteen. He thought people should +understand all he knew, and credit him with all he did not tell them; that +they should sympathise and fraternise with him, and honour Mary the more, +not the less, for what she had done and dared. Instead of this, the world +accepted his family’s estimate of its unfortunate eldest son, and cut him. +It is no wonder that, as Peacock puts it, “the spirit of restlessness came +over him again,” and drove him abroad once more. His first intention was +to settle with Mary and their infant child in some remote region of +Scotland or Northern England. But he was at all times delicate, and he +longed for balmy air and sunny skies. To these motives were added Clara’s +wishes, and, as she herself states, her pressing solicitations. Byron, she +knew, was going to Geneva, and she persuaded the Shelleys to go there +also, in the hope and intention of meeting him. Shelley had read and +admired several of Byron’s poems, and the prospect of possible +companionship with a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> kindred mind was now and at all times supremely +attractive to him. He had made repeated, but fruitless efforts to get a +personal interview with Godwin, in the hope, probably, of coming to some +definite understanding as to his hopelessly involved and intricate +affairs. Godwin went off to Scotland on literary business and was absent +all April. Before he returned Shelley, Mary, and Clara had started for +Switzerland. The Shelleys were still ignorant and unsuspecting of the +intrigue between Byron and Clara. Byron, knowing of Clara’s wish to follow +him to Geneva, enjoined her on no account to come alone or without +protection, as he knew she was capable of doing; hence her determinate +wish that the Shelleys should come. She wrote to Byron from Paris to tell +him that she was so far on her way, accompanied by “the whole tribe of +Otaheite philosophers,” as she styles her friends and escort. Just before +sailing from Dover Shelley wrote to Godwin, who was still in Scotland, +telling him finally of the unsuccessful issue to his Chancery suit, of his +doubtful and limited prospects of income or of ability to pay more than +£300 for Godwin, and that only some months hence. He referred again to his +painful position in England, and his present determination to remain +abroad,—perhaps for ever,—with the exception of a possible, solitary, +visit to London, should business make this inevitable.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> He touched on his +old obligations to Godwin, assuring him of his continued respect and +admiration in spite of the painful past, and of his regret for any too +vehement words he might have used.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">It is unfortunate for me that the part of your character which is +least excellent should have been met by my convictions of what was +right to do. But I have been too indignant, I have been unjust to +you—forgive me—burn those letters which contain the records of my +violence, and believe that however what you erroneously call fame and +honour separate us, I shall always feel towards you as the most +affectionate of friends.</p> + +<p>The travellers reached Geneva by the middle of May; their arrival +preceding that of Byron by several days. A letter written by Mary Shelley +from their first resting-place, the Hôtel de Sécheron, the descriptive +portions of which were afterwards published by her, with the <i>Journal of a +Six Weeks Tour</i>, gives a graphic account of their journey and their first +impressions of Geneva.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Hôtel de Sécheron, Geneva</span>,<br /> +<span style="padding-right: 2em;"><i>17th May 1816</i>.</span></p> + +<p>We arrived at Paris on the 8th of this month, and were detained two +days for the purpose of obtaining the various signatures necessary to +our passports, the French Government having become much more +circumspect since the escape of Lavalette. We had no letters of +introduction, or any friend in that city, and were therefore confined +to our hotel, where we were obliged to hire apartments for the week, +although, when we first arrived, we expected to be detained one night +only; for in Paris there are no houses where you can be accommodated +with apartments by the day.</p> + +<p>The manners of the French are interesting, although less<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> attractive, +at least to Englishmen, than before the last invasion of the Allies; +the discontent and sullenness of their minds perpetually betrays +itself. Nor is it wonderful that they should regard the subjects of a +Government which fills their country with hostile garrisons, and +sustains a detested dynasty on the throne, with an acrimony and +indignation of which that Government alone is the proper object. This +feeling is honourable to the French, and encouraging to all those of +every nation in Europe who have a fellow-feeling with the oppressed, +and who cherish an unconquerable hope that the cause of liberty must +at length prevail.</p> + +<p>Our route after Paris as far as Troyes lay through the same +uninteresting tract of country which we had traversed on foot nearly +two years before, but on quitting Troyes we left the road leading to +Neufchâtel, to follow that which was to conduct us to Geneva. We +entered Dijon on the third evening after our departure from Paris, and +passing through Dôle, arrived at Poligny. This town is built at the +foot of Jura, which rises abruptly from a plain of vast extent. The +rocks of the mountain overhang the houses. Some difficulty in +procuring horses detained us here until the evening closed in, when we +proceeded by the light of a stormy moon to Champagnolles, a little +village situated in the depth of the mountains. The road was +serpentine and exceedingly steep, and was overhung on one side by +half-distinguished precipices, whilst the other was a gulf, filled by +the darkness of the driving clouds. The dashing of the invisible +streams announced to us that we had quitted the plains of France, as +we slowly ascended amidst a violent storm of wind and rain, to +Champagnolles, where we arrived at twelve o’clock the fourth night +after our departure from Paris. The next morning we proceeded, still +ascending among the ravines and valleys of the mountain. The scenery +perpetually grows more wonderful and sublime; pine forests of +impenetrable thickness and untrodden, nay, inaccessible expanse spread +on every side. Sometimes the dark woods descending follow the route +into the valleys, the distorted trees struggling with knotted roots<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> +between the most barren clefts; sometimes the road winds high into the +regions of frost, and then the forests become scattered, and the +branches of the trees are loaded with snow, and half of the enormous +pines themselves buried in the wavy drifts. The spring, as the +inhabitants informed us, was unusually late, and indeed the cold was +excessive; as we ascended the mountains the same clouds which rained +on us in the valleys poured forth large flakes of snow thick and fast. +The sun occasionally shone through these showers, and illuminated the +magnificent ravines of the mountains, whose gigantic pines were, some +laden with snow, some wreathed round by the lines of scattered and +lingering vapour; others darting their spires into the sunny sky, +brilliantly clear and azure.</p> + +<p>As the evening advanced, and we ascended higher, the snow, which we +had beheld whitening the overhanging rocks, now encroached upon our +road, and it snowed fast as we entered the village of Les Rousses, +where we were threatened by the apparent necessity of passing the +night in a bad inn and dirty beds. For, from that place there are two +roads to Geneva; one by Nion, in the Swiss territory, where the +mountain route is shorter and comparatively easy at that time of the +year, when the road is for several leagues covered with snow of an +enormous depth; the other road lay through Gex, and was too circuitous +and dangerous to be attempted at so late an hour in the day. Our +passport, however, was for Gex, and we were told that we could not +change its destination; but all these police laws, so severe in +themselves, are to be softened by bribery, and this difficulty was at +length overcome. We hired four horses, and ten men to support the +carriage, and departed from Les Rousses at six in the evening, when +the sun had already far descended, and the snow pelting against the +windows of our carriage assisted the coming darkness to deprive us of +the view of the lake of Geneva and the far-distant Alps.</p> + +<p>The prospect around, however, was sufficiently sublime to command our +attention—never was scene more awfully desolate. The trees in these +regions are incredibly large, and stand in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> scattered clumps over the +white wilderness; the vast expanse of snow was chequered only by these +gigantic pines, and the poles that marked our road; no river nor +rock-encircled lawn relieved the eye, by adding the picturesque to the +sublime. The natural silence of that uninhabited desert contrasted +strangely with the voices of the men who conducted us, who, with +animated tones and gestures, called to one another in a <i>patois</i> +composed of French and Italian, creating disturbance where, but for +them, there was none. To what a different scene are we now arrived! To +the warm sunshine, and to the humming of sun-loving insects. From the +windows of our hotel we see the lovely lake, blue as the heavens which +it reflects, and sparkling with golden beams. The opposite shore is +sloping and covered with vines, which, however, do not so early in the +season add to the beauty of the prospect. Gentlemen’s seats are +scattered over these banks, behind which rise the various ridges of +black mountains, and towering far above, in the midst of its snowy +Alps, the majestic Mont Blanc, highest and queen of all. Such is the +view reflected by the lake; it is a bright summer scene without any of +that sacred solitude and deep seclusion that delighted us at Lucerne. +We have not yet found out any very agreeable walks, but you know our +attachment to water excursions. We have hired a boat, and every +evening, at about six o’clock, we sail on the lake, which is +delightful, whether we glide over a glassy surface or are speeded +along by a strong wind. The waves of this lake never afflict me with +that sickness that deprives me of all enjoyment in a sea-voyage; on +the contrary, the tossing of our boat raises my spirits and inspires +me with unusual hilarity. Twilight here is of short duration, but we +at present enjoy the benefit of an increasing moon, and seldom return +until ten o’clock, when, as we approach the shore, we are saluted by +the delightful scent of flowers and new-mown grass, and the chirp of +the grasshoppers, and the song of the evening birds.</p> + +<p>We do not enter into society here, yet our time passes swiftly and +delightfully.</p> + +<p>We read Latin and Italian during the heats of noon, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> when the sun +declines we walk in the garden of the hotel, looking at the rabbits, +relieving fallen cockchafers, and watching the motions of a myriad of +lizards, who inhabit a southern wall of the garden. You know that we +have just escaped from the gloom of winter and of London; and coming +to this delightful spot during this divine weather, I feel as happy as +a new-fledged bird, and hardly care what twig I fly to, so that I may +try my new-found wings. A more experienced bird may be more difficult +in its choice of a bower; but, in my present temper of mind, the +budding flowers, the fresh grass of spring, and the happy creatures +about me that live and enjoy these pleasures, are quite enough to +afford me exquisite delight, even though clouds should shut out Mont +Blanc from my sight. Adieu!</p> + +<p class="signa">M. S.</p></div> + +<p>On the 25th of May Byron, accompanied by his young Italian physician, +Polidori, and attended by three men-servants, arrived at the Hôtel de +Sécheron. It was now that he and Shelley became for the first time +personally acquainted; an acquaintance which, though it never did and +never could ripen quite into friendship, developed with time and +circumstances into an association more or less familiar which lasted all +Shelley’s life. After the arrival of the English Milord and his retinue, +the hotel quarters probably became less quiet and comfortable, and before +June the Shelleys, with Clare<a name='fna_18' id='fna_18' href='#f_18'><small>[18]</small></a> (who, while her secret remained a +secret, must have found it inexpedient to live under the same roof with +Byron) moved to a cottage on the other side of the lake, near Coligny; +known as<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> Maison Chapuis, but sometimes called Campagne Mont Alègre.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Campagne Chapuis, near Coligny</span>,<br /> +<span style="padding-right: 2em;"><i>1st June</i>.</span></p> + +<p>You will perceive from my date that we have changed our residence +since my last letter. We now inhabit a little cottage on the opposite +shore of the lake, and have exchanged the view of Mont Blanc and her +snowy <i>aiguilles</i> for the dark frowning Jura, behind whose range we +every evening see the sun sink, and darkness approaches our valley +from behind the Alps, which are then tinged by that glowing rose-like +hue which is observed in England to attend on the clouds of an +autumnal sky when daylight is almost gone. The lake is at our feet, +and a little harbour contains our boat, in which we still enjoy our +evening excursions on the water. Unfortunately we do not now enjoy +those brilliant skies that hailed us on our first arrival to this +country. An almost perpetual rain confines us principally to the +house; but when the sun bursts forth it is with a splendour and heat +unknown in England. The thunderstorms that visit us are grander and +more terrific than I have ever seen before. We watch them as they +approach from the opposite side of the lake, observing the lightning +play among the clouds in various parts of the heavens, and dart in +jagged figures upon the piny heights of Jura, dark with the shadow of +the overhanging clouds, while perhaps the sun is shining cheerily upon +us. One night we <i>enjoyed</i> a finer storm than I had ever before +beheld. The lake was lit up, the pines on Jura made visible, and all +the scene illuminated for an instant, when a pitchy blackness +succeeded, and the thunder came in frightful bursts over our heads +amid the darkness.</p> + +<p>But while I still dwell on the country around Geneva, you will expect +me to say something of the town itself; there is nothing, however, in +it that can repay you for the trouble of walking over its rough +stones. The houses are high, the streets narrow, many of them on the +ascent, and no public building of any beauty to attract your eye, or +any architecture<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> to gratify your taste. The town is surrounded by a +wall, the three gates of which are shut exactly at ten o’clock, when +no bribery (as in France) can open them. To the south of the town is +the promenade of the Genevese, a grassy plain planted with a few +trees, and called Plainpalais. Here a small obelisk is erected to the +glory of Rousseau, and here (such is the mutability of human life) the +magistrates, the successors of those who exiled him from his native +country, were shot by the populace during that revolution which his +writings mainly contributed to mature, and which, notwithstanding the +temporary bloodshed and injustice with which it was polluted, has +produced enduring benefits to mankind, which not all the chicanery of +statesmen, nor even the great conspiracy of kings, can entirely render +vain. From respect to the memory of their predecessors, none of the +present magistrates ever walk in Plainpalais. Another Sunday +recreation for the citizens is an excursion to the top of Mont Salère. +This hill is within a league of the town, and rises perpendicularly +from the cultivated plain. It is ascended on the other side, and I +should judge from its situation that your toil is rewarded by a +delightful view of the course of the Rhone and Arne, and of the shores +of the lake. We have not yet visited it. There is more equality of +classes here than in England. This occasions a greater freedom and +refinement of manners among the lower orders than we meet with in our +own country. I fancy the haughty English ladies are greatly disgusted +with this consequence of republican institutions, for the Genevese +servants complain very much of their <i>scolding</i>, an exercise of the +tongue, I believe, perfectly unknown here. The peasants of Switzerland +may not however emulate the vivacity and grace of the French. They are +more cleanly, but they are slow and inapt. I know a girl of twenty +who, although she had lived all her life among vineyards, could not +inform me during what month the vintage took place, and I discovered +she was utterly ignorant of the order in which the months succeed one +another. She would not have been surprised if I had talked of the +burning sun and delicious fruits of December, or of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> the frosts of +July. Yet she is by no means deficient in understanding.</p> + +<p>The Genevese are also much inclined to puritanism. It is true that +from habit they dance on a Sunday, but as soon as the French +Government was abolished in the town, the magistrates ordered the +theatre to be closed, and measures were taken to pull down the +building.</p> + +<p>We have latterly enjoyed fine weather, and nothing is more pleasant +than to listen to the evening song of the wine-dressers. They are all +women, and most of them have harmonious although masculine voices. The +theme of their ballads consists of shepherds, love, flocks, and the +sons of kings who fall in love with beautiful shepherdesses. Their +tunes are monotonous, but it is sweet to hear them in the stillness of +evening, while we are enjoying the sight of the setting sun, either +from the hill behind our house or from the lake.</p> + +<p>Such are our pleasures here, which would be greatly increased if the +season had been more favourable, for they chiefly consist in such +enjoyments as sunshine and gentle breezes bestow. We have not yet made +any excursion in the environs of the town, but we have planned +several, when you shall again hear of us; and we will endeavour, by +the magic of words, to transport the ethereal part of you to the +neighbourhood of the Alps, and mountain streams, and forests, which, +while they clothe the former, darken the latter with their vast +shadows.—Adieu!</p> + +<p class="signa">M.</p></div> + +<p>Less than a fortnight after this Byron also left the hotel, annoyed beyond +endurance by the unbounded curiosity of which he was the object. He +established himself at the Villa Diodati, on the hill above the Shelleys’ +cottage, from which it was separated by a vineyard. Both he and Shelley +were devoted to boating, and passed much time on the water, on one +occasion narrowly escaping being drowned. Visits from one house<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> to the +other were of daily occurrence. The evenings were generally spent at +Diodati, when the whole party would sit up into the small hours of the +morning, discussing all possible and impossible things in earth and +heaven. In temperament Shelley and Byron were indeed radically opposed to +each other, but the intellectual intercourse of two men, alike condemned +to much isolation from their kind by their gifts, their dispositions, and +their misfortunes, could not but be a source of enjoyment to each. Despite +his deep grain of sarcastic egotism, Byron did justice to Shelley’s +sincerity, simplicity, and purity of nature, and appreciated at their just +value his mental powers and literary accomplishments. On the other hand, +Shelley’s admiration of Byron’s genius was simply unbounded, while he +apprehended the mixture of gold and clay in Byron’s disposition with +singular acuteness. His was the “pure mind that penetrateth heaven and +hell.” But at Geneva the two men were only finding each other out, and, to +Shelley at least, any pain arising from difference of feeling or opinion +was outweighed by the intense pleasure and refreshment of intellectual +comradeship.</p> + +<p>Naturally fond of society, and indeed requiring its stimulus to elicit her +best powers, Mary yet took a passive rather than an active share in these +<i>symposia</i>. Looking back on them many years<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> afterwards she wrote: “Since +incapacity and timidity always prevented my mingling in the nightly +conversations of Diodati, they were, as it were, entirely <i>tête-à-tête</i> +between my Shelley and Albè.”<a name='fna_19' id='fna_19' href='#f_19'><small>[19]</small></a> But she was a keen, eager listener. +Nothing escaped her observation, and none of this time was ever +obliterated from her memory.</p> + +<p>To the intellectual ferment, so to speak, of the Diodati evenings, working +with the new experiences and thoughts of the past two years, is due the +conception of the story by which, as a writer, she is best remembered, the +ghastly but powerful allegorical romance of <i>Frankenstein</i>. In her +introduction to a late edition of this work (part of which has already +been quoted here) Mary Shelley has herself told the history of its origin.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>In the summer of 1816 we visited Switzerland, and became the +neighbours of Lord Byron. At first we spent our pleasant hours on the +lake, or wandering on its shores, and Lord Byron, who was writing the +third canto of <i>Childe Harold</i>, was the only one among us who put his +thoughts upon paper. These, as he brought them successively to us, +clothed in all the light and harmony of poetry, seemed to stamp as +divine the glories of heaven and earth, whose influences we partook +with him.</p> + +<p>But it proved a wet, ungenial summer, and incessant rain often +confined us for days to the house. Some volumes of ghost stories, +translated from the German into French, fell into our hands. There was +the history of the Inconstant Lover, who, when he thought to clasp the +bride to whom he had pledged his vows, found himself in the arms of +the pale ghost<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> of her whom he had deserted. There was the tale of the +sinful founder of his race, whose miserable doom it was to bestow the +kiss of death on all the younger sons of his fated house, just when +they reached the age of promise. His gigantic shadowy form, clothed, +like the ghost in Hamlet, in complete armour, but with the beaver up, +was seen at midnight, by the moon’s fitful beams, to advance slowly +along the gloomy avenue. The shape was lost beneath the shadow of the +castle walls; but soon a gate swung back, a step was heard, the door +of the chamber opened, and he advanced to the couch of the blooming +youths, cradled in healthy sleep. Eternal sorrow sat upon his face as +he bent down and kissed the forehead of the boys, who from that hour +withered like flowers snapt upon the stalk. I have not seen these +stories since then, but their incidents are as fresh in my mind as if +I had read them yesterday. “We will each write a ghost story,” said +Byron; and his proposition was acceded to. There were four of us. The +noble author began a tale, a fragment of which he printed at the end +of his poem of Mazeppa. Shelley, more apt to embody ideas and +sentiments in the radiance of brilliant imagery, and in the music of +the most melodious verse that adorns our language, than to invent the +machinery of a story, commenced one founded on the experiences of his +early life. Poor Polidori had some terrible idea about a skull-headed +lady, who was so punished for peeping through a keyhole—what to see I +forget—something very shocking and wrong of course; but when she was +reduced to a worse condition than the renowned Tom of Coventry he did +not know what to do with her, and he was obliged to despatch her to +the tomb of the Capulets, the only place for which she was fitted. The +illustrious poets also, annoyed by the platitude of prose, speedily +relinquished their ungrateful task. I busied myself to <i>think of a +story</i>,—a story to rival those which had excited us to this task. One +that would speak to the mysterious fears of our nature, and awaken +thrilling horror—one to make the reader dread to look round, to +curdle the blood and quicken the beatings of the heart. If I did not +accomplish these things my ghost story would be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> unworthy of its name. +I thought and wondered—vainly. I felt that blank incapability of +invention which is the greatest misery of authorship, when dull +Nothing replies to our anxious invocations. “<i>Have you thought of a +story?</i>” I was asked each morning, and each morning I was forced to +reply with a mortifying negative.</p> + +<p>Everything must have a beginning, to speak in Sanchean phrase: and +that beginning must be linked to something that went before. The +Hindoos give the world an elephant to support it, but they make the +elephant stand upon a tortoise. Invention, it must be humbly admitted, +does not consist in creating out of void, but out of chaos; the +materials must, in the first place, be afforded: it can give form to +dark shapeless substances, but cannot bring into being the substance +itself. In all matters of discovery and invention, even of those that +appertain to the imagination, we are continually reminded of the story +of Columbus and his egg. Invention consists in the capacity of seizing +on the capabilities of a subject, and in the power of moulding and +fashioning ideas suggested to it.</p> + +<p>Many and long were the conversations between Lord Byron and Shelley, +to which I was a devout but nearly silent listener. During one of +these various philosophical doctrines were discussed, and, among +others, the nature of the principle of life, and whether there was any +probability of its ever being discovered and communicated. They talked +of the experiments of Dr. Darwin (I speak not of what the doctor +really did, or said that he did, but, as more to my purpose, of what +was then spoken of as having been done by him), who preserved a piece +of vermicelli in a glass case till by some extraordinary means it +began to move with voluntary motion. Not thus, after all, would life +be given. Perhaps a corpse would be reanimated; galvanism had given +token of such things; perhaps the component parts of a creature might +be manufactured, brought together, and endued with vital warmth.</p> + +<p>Night waned upon this talk, and even the witching hour had gone by, +before we retired to rest. When I placed my head upon my pillow I did +not sleep, nor could I be said to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> think. My imagination, unbidden, +possessed and guided me, gifting the successive images that arose in +my mind with a vividness far beyond the usual bounds of reverie. I +saw—with shut eyes, but acute mental vision,—I saw the pale student +of unhallowed arts kneeling beside the thing he had put together—I +saw the hideous phantasm of a man stretched out, and then, on the +working of some powerful engine, show signs of life, and stir with an +uneasy, half vital motion. Frightful must it be; for supremely +frightful would be the effect of any human endeavour to mock the +stupendous mechanism of the Creator of the world. His success would +terrify the artist; he would rush away from his odious handiwork, +horrorstricken. He would hope that, left to itself, the slight spark +which he had communicated would fade; that this thing, which had +received such imperfect animation, would subside into dead matter; and +he might sleep in the belief that the silence of the grave would +quench for ever the transient existence of the hideous corpse which he +had looked upon as the cradle of life. He sleeps; but he is awakened; +he opens his eyes; behold the horrid thing stands at his bedside, +opening his curtains, and looking on him with yellow, watery, but +speculative eyes.</p> + +<p>I opened mine in terror. The idea so possessed my mind that a thrill +of fear ran through me, and I wished to exchange the ghastly image of +my fancy for the realities around. I see them still; the very room, +the dark <i>parquet</i>, the closed shutters, with the moonlight struggling +through, and the sense I had that the glassy lake and white high Alps +were beyond. I could not so easily get rid of my hideous phantom; +still it haunted me. I must try to think of something else. I recurred +to my ghost story—my tiresome unlucky ghost story. O! if I could only +contrive one which would frighten my reader as I myself had been +frightened that night!</p> + +<p>Swift as light and as cheering was the idea that broke in upon me. “I +have found it! What terrified me will terrify others; and I need only +describe the spectre which had haunted my midnight pillow.” On the +morrow I announced that I had <i>thought of a story</i>. I began that day +with the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> words, <i>It was on a dreary night of November</i>, making only a +transcript of the grim terrors of my waking dream.</p> + +<p>At first I thought of but a few pages—of a short tale; but Shelley +urged me to develop the idea at greater length. I certainly did not +owe the suggestion of one incident, nor scarcely of one train of +feeling, to my husband, and yet, but for his incitement, it would +never have taken the form in which it was presented to the world. From +this declaration I must except the preface. As far as I can recollect, +it was entirely written by him.</p></div> + +<p>Every one now knows the story of the “Modern Prometheus,”—the student +who, having devoted himself to the search for the principle of life, +discovers it, manufactures an imitation of a human being, endows it with +vitality, and having thus encroached on divine prerogative, finds himself +the slave of his own creature, for he has set in motion a force beyond his +power to control or annihilate. Aghast at the actual and possible +consequences of his own achievement, he recoils from carrying it out to +its ultimate end, and stops short of doing what is necessary to render +this force independent. The being has, indeed, the perception and desire +of goodness; but is, by the circumstances of its abnormal existence, +delivered over to evil, and Frankenstein, and all whom he loves, fall +victims to its vindictive malice. Surely no girl, before or since, has +imagined, and carried out to its pitiless conclusion so grim an idea.</p> + +<p>Mary began her rough sketch of this story<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> during the absence of Shelley +and Byron on a voyage round the lake of Geneva; the memorable excursion +during which Byron wrote the <i>Prisoner of Chillon</i> and great part of the +third canto of <i>Childe Harold</i>, and Shelley conceived the idea of that +“Hymn to Intellectual Beauty,” which may be called his confession of +faith. When they returned they found Mary hard at work on the fantastic +speculation which possessed her mind and exerted over it a fascination and +a power of excitement beyond that of the sublime external nature which +inspired the two poets.</p> + +<p>When, in July, she set off with Shelley and Clare on a short tour to the +Valley of Chamounix, she took her MS. with her. They visited the Mer de +Glace, and the source of the Arveiron. The magnificent scenery which +inspired Shelley with his poem on “Mont Blanc,” and is described by Mary +in the extracts from her journal which follow, served her as a fitting +background for the most preternatural portions of her romance.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Tuesday, July 23</i> (Chamounix).—In the morning, after breakfast, we +mount our mules to see the source of the Arveiron. When we had gone +about three parts of the way, we descended and continued our route on +foot, over loose stones, many of which were an enormous size. We came +to the source, which lies (like a stage) surrounded on the three sides +by mountains and glaciers. We sat on a rock, which formed the fourth, +gazing on the scene before us. An immense glacier was on our left, +which continually rolled stones to its<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> foot. It is very dangerous to +be directly under this. Our guide told us a story of two Hollanders +who went, without any guide, into a cavern of the glacier, and fired a +pistol there, which drew down a large piece on them. We see several +avalanches, some very small, others of great magnitude, which roared +and smoked, overwhelming everything as it passed along, and +precipitating great pieces of ice into the valley below. This glacier +is increasing every day a foot, closing up the valley. We drink some +water of the Arveiron and return. After dinner think it will rain, and +Shelley goes alone to the glacier of Boison. I stay at home. Read +several tales of Voltaire. In the evening I copy Shelley’s letter to +Peacock.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, July 24.</i>—To-day is rainy; therefore we cannot go to Col +de Balme. About 10 the weather appears clearing up. Shelley and I +begin our journey to Montanvert. Nothing can be more desolate than the +ascent of this mountain; the trees in many places having been torn +away by avalanches, and some half leaning over others, intermingled +with stones, present the appearance of vast and dreadful desolation. +It began to rain almost as soon as we left our inn. When we had +mounted considerably we turned to look on the scene. A dense white +mist covered the vale, and tops of scattered pines peeping above were +the only objects that presented themselves. The rain continued in +torrents. We were wetted to the skin; so that, when we had ascended +halfway, we resolved to turn back. As we descended, Shelley went +before, and, tripping up, fell upon his knee. This added to the +weakness occasioned by a blow on his ascent; he fainted, and was for +some minutes incapacitated from continuing his route.</p> + +<p>We arrived wet to the skin. I read <i>Nouvelles Nouvelles</i>, and write my +story. Shelley writes part of letter.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Saturday, July 27.</i>—It is a most beautiful day, without a cloud. We +set off at 12. The day is hot, yet there is a fine breeze. We pass by +the Great Waterfall, which presents an aspect of singular beauty. The +wind carries it away from the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> rock, and on towards the north, and the +fine spray into which it is entirely dissolved passes before the +mountain like a mist.</p> + +<p>The other cascade has very little water, and is consequently not so +beautiful as before. The evening of the day is calm and beautiful. +Evening is the only time I enjoy travelling. The horses went fast, and +the plain opened before us. We saw Jura and the Lake like old friends. +I longed to see my pretty babe. At 9, after much inquiring and +stupidity, we find the road, and alight at Diodati. We converse with +Lord Byron till 12, and then go down to Chapuis, kiss our babe, and go +to bed.</p></div> + +<p>Circumstances had modified Shelley’s previous intention of remaining +permanently abroad, and the end of August found him moving homeward.</p> + +<p>The following extracts from Mary’s diary give a sketch of their life +during the few weeks preceding their return to England.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Sunday, July 28</i> (Montalègre).—I read Voltaire’s <i>Romans</i>. Shelley +reads Lucretius, and talks with Clare. After dinner he goes out in the +boat with Lord Byron, and we all go up to Diodati in the evening. This +is the second anniversary since Shelley’s and my union.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, July 29.</i>—Write; read Voltaire and Quintus Curtius. A rainy +day, with thunder and lightning. Shelley finishes Lucretius, and reads +Pliny’s <i>Letters</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, July 30.</i>—Read Quintus Curtius. Shelley read Pliny’s +<i>Letters</i>. After dinner we go up to Diodati, and stay the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, August 1.</i>—Make a balloon for Shelley, after which he goes +up to Diodati, to dine and spend the evening. Read twelve pages of +Curtius. Write, and read the <i>Reveries of Rousseau</i>. Shelley reads +Pliny’s <i>Letters</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, August 2.</i>—I go to the town with Shelley, to buy a telescope +for his birthday present. In the evening Lord Byron and he go out in +the boat, and, after their return,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> Shelley and Clare go up to +Diodati; I do not, for Lord Byron did not seem to wish it. Shelley +returns with a letter from Longdill, which requires his return to +England. This puts us in bad spirits. I read <i>Rêveries</i> and <i>Adèle et +Théodore de Madame de Genlis</i>, and Shelley reads Pliny’s <i>Letters</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, August 3.</i>—Finish the first volume of <i>Adèle</i>, and write. +After dinner write to Fanny, and go up to Diodati, where I read the +<i>Life of Madame du Deffand</i>. We come down early and talk of our plans. +Shelley reads Pliny’s <i>Letters</i>, and writes letters.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, August 4.</i>—Shelley’s birthday. Write; read <i>Tableau de +famille</i>. Go out with Shelley in the boat, and read to him the fourth +book of Virgil. After dinner we go up to Diodati, but return soon. I +read Curtius with Shelley, and finish the first volume, after which we +go out in the boat to set up the balloon, but there is too much wind; +we set it up from the land, but it takes fire as soon as it is up. I +finish the <i>Rêveries of Rousseau</i>. Shelley reads and finishes Pliny’s +<i>Letters</i>, and begins the <i>Panegyric of Trajan</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, August 7.</i>—Write, and read ten pages of Curtius. Lord +Byron and Shelley go out in the boat. I translate in the evening, and +afterwards go up to Diodati. Shelley reads Tacitus.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, August 9.</i>—Write and translate; finish <i>Adèle</i>, and read a +little Curtius. Shelley goes out in the boat with Lord Byron in the +morning and in the evening, and reads Tacitus. About 3 o’clock we go +up to Diodati. We receive a long letter from Fanny.</p> + + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Fanny to Mary.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">London</span>, <i>29th July 1816</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mary</span>—I have just received yours, which gave me great +pleasure, though not quite so satisfactory a one as I could have +wished. I plead guilty to the charge of having written in some degree +in an ill humour; but if you knew how I am harassed by a variety of +trying circumstances, I am sure you would feel for me. Besides other +plagues, I was oppressed<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> with the most violent cold in my head when I +last wrote you that I ever had in my life. I will now, however, +endeavour to give as much information from England as I am capable of +giving, mixed up with as little spleen as possible. I have received +Jane’s letter, which was a very dear and a very sweet one, and I +should have answered it but for the dreadful state of mind I generally +labour under, and which I in vain endeavour to get rid of. From your +and Jane’s description of the weather in Switzerland, it has produced +more mischief abroad than here. Our rain has been as constant as +yours, for it rains every day, but it has not been accompanied by +violent storms. All accounts from the country say that the corn has +not yet suffered, but that it is yet perfectly green; but I fear that +the sun will not come this year to ripen it. As yet we have had fires +almost constantly, and have just got a few strawberries. You ask for +particulars of the state of England. I do not understand the causes +for the distress which I see, and hear dreadful accounts of, every +day; but I know that they really exist. Papa, I believe, does not +think much, or does not inquire, on these subjects, for I never can +get him to give me any information. From Mr. Booth I got the clearest +account, which has been confirmed by others since. He says that it is +the “Peace” that has brought all this calamity upon us; that during +the war the whole Continent were employed in fighting and defending +their country from the incursions of foreign armies; that England +alone was free to manufacture in peace; that our manufactories, in +consequence, employed several millions, and at higher wages, than were +wanted for our own consumption. Now peace is come, foreign ports are +shut, and millions of our fellow-creatures left to starve. He also +says that we have no need to manufacture for ourselves—that we have +enough of the various articles of our manufacture to last for seven +years—and that the going on is only increasing the evil. They say +that in the counties of Staffordshire and Shropshire there are 26,000 +men out of employment, and without the means of getting any. A few +weeks since there were several parties of colliers, who came as far as +St. Albans<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> and Oxford, dragging coals in immense waggons, without +horses, to the Prince Regent at Carlton House; one of these waggons +was said to be conducted by a hundred colliers. The Ministers, +however, thought proper, when these men had got to the distance from +London of St. Albans, to send Magistrates to them, who paid them +handsomely for their coals, and gave them money besides, telling them +that coming to London would only create disturbance and riot, without +relieving their misery; they therefore turned back, and the coals were +given away to the poor people of the neighbourhood where they were +met. This may give you some idea of the misery suffered. At Glasgow, +the state of wretchedness is worse than anywhere else. Houses that +formerly employed two or three hundred men now only employ three or +four individuals. There have been riots of a very serious nature in +the inland counties, arising from the same causes. This, joined to +this melancholy season, has given us all very serious alarm, and +helped to make me write so dismally. They talk of a change of +Ministers; but this can effect no good; it is a change of the whole +system of things that is wanted. Mr. Owen, however, tells us to cheer +up, for that in two years we shall feel the good effect of his plans; +he is quite certain that they will succeed. I have no doubt that he +will do a great deal of good; but how he can expect to make the rich +give up their possessions, and live in a state of equality, is too +romantic to be believed. I wish I could send you his Address to the +People of New Lanark, on the 1st of January 1816, on the opening of +the Institution for the Formation of Character. He dedicates it “To +those who have no private ends to accomplish, who are honestly in +search of truth for the purpose of ameliorating the condition of +society, and who have the firmness to follow the truth, wherever it +may lead, without being turned aside from the pursuit by the +<i>prepossessions or prejudices of any part of mankind</i>.”</p> + +<p>This dedication will give you some idea of what sort of an Address it +is. This Address was delivered on a Sunday evening, in a place set +apart for the purposes of religion, and brought hundreds of persons +from the regular clergymen to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> hear his profane Address,—against all +religions, governments, and all sorts of aristocracy,—which, he says, +was received with the greatest attention and highly approved. The +outline of his plan is this: “That no human being shall work more than +two or three hours every day; that they shall be all equal; that no +one shall dress but after the plainest and simplest manner; that they +be allowed to follow any religion, as they please; and that their +[studies] shall be Mechanics and Chemistry.” I hate and am sick at +heart at the misery I see my fellow-beings suffering, but I own I +should not like to live to see the extinction of all genius, talent, +and elevated generous feeling in Great Britain, which I conceive to be +the natural consequence of Mr. Owen’s plan. I am not either wise +enough, philosophical enough, nor historian enough, to say what will +make man plain and simple in manners and mode of life, and at the same +time a poet, a painter, and a philosopher; but this I know, that I had +rather live with the Genevese, as you and Jane describe, than live in +London, with the most brilliant beings that exist, in its present +state of vice and misery. So much for Mr. Owen, who is, indeed, a very +great and good man. He told me the other day that he wished our Mother +were living, as he had never before met with a person who thought so +exactly as he did, or who would have so warmly and zealously entered +into his plans. Indeed, there is nothing very promising in a return to +England at least for some time to come, for it is better to witness +misery in a foreign country than one’s own, unless you have the means +of relieving it. I wish I could send you the books you ask for. I +should have sent them, if Longdill had not said he was not +sending—that he expected Shelley in England. I shall send again +immediately, and will then send you <i>Christabel</i> and the “Poet’s” +<i>Poems</i>. Were I not a dependent being in every sense of the word, but +most particularly in money, I would send you other things, which +perhaps you would be glad of. I am much more interested in Lord Byron +since I have read all his poems. When you left England I had only read +<i>Childe Harold</i> and his smaller poems. The pleasure he has<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> excited in +me, and gratitude I owe him for having cheered several gloomy hours, +makes me wish for a more finished portrait, both of his <i>mind</i> and +<i>countenance</i>. From <i>Childe Harold</i> I gained a very ill impression of +him, because I conceived it was <i>himself</i>,—notwithstanding the pains +he took to tell us it was an imaginary being. The <i>Giaour</i>, <i>Lara</i>, +and the <i>Corsair</i> make me justly style him a poet. Do in your next +oblige me by telling me the minutest particulars of him, for it is +from the <i>small things</i> that you learn most of character. Is his face +as fine as in your portrait of him, or is it more like the other +portrait of him? Tell me also if he has a pleasing voice, for that has +a great charm with me. Does he come into your house in a careless, +friendly, dropping-in manner? I wish to know, though not from idle +curiosity, whether he was capable of acting in the manner that the +London scandal-mongers say he did? You must by this time know if he is +a profligate in principle—a man who, like Curran, gives himself +unbounded liberty in all sorts of profligacy. I cannot think, from his +writings, that he can be such a <i>detestable being</i>. Do answer me these +questions, for where I love the poet I should like to respect the man. +Shelley’s boat excursion with him must have been very delightful. I +think Lord Byron never writes so well as when he writes descriptions +of water scenes; for instance, the beginning of the <i>Giaour</i>. There is +a fine expressive line in <i>Childe Harold</i>: “Blow, swiftly blow, thou +keen compelling gale,” etc. There could have been no difference of +sentiment in this divine excursion; they were both poets, equally +alive to the charms of nature and the eloquent writing of Rousseau. I +long very much to read the poem the “Poet” has written on the spot +where Julie was drowned. When will they come to England? Say that you +have a friend who has few pleasures, and is very impatient to read the +poems written at Geneva. If they are not to be published, may I see +them in manuscript? I am angry with Shelley for not writing himself. +It is impossible to tell the good that <span class="smcaplc">POETS</span> do their +fellow-creatures, at least those that can feel. Whilst I read I am a +poet. I am inspired<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> with good feelings—feelings that create perhaps +a more permanent good in me than all the everyday preachments in the +world; it counteracts the dross which one gives on the everyday +concerns of life, and tells us there is something yet in the world to +aspire to—something by which succeeding ages may be made happy and +perhaps better. If Shelley cannot accomplish any other good, he can +this divine one. Laugh at me, but do not be angry with me, for taking +up your time with my nonsense. I have sent again to Longdill, and he +has returned the same answer as before. I can [not], therefore, send +you <i>Christabel</i>. Lamb says it ought never to have been published; +that no one understands it; and <i>Kubla Khan</i> (which is the poem he +made in his sleep) is nonsense. Coleridge is living at Highgate; he is +living with an apothecary, to whom he pays £5 a week for board, +lodging, and medical advice. The apothecary is to take care that he +does not take either opium or spirituous liquors. Coleridge, however, +was tempted, and wrote to a chemist he knew in London to send a bottle +of laudanum to Mr. Murray’s in Albemarle Street, to be enclosed in a +parcel of books to him; his landlord, however, felt the parcel +outside, and discovered the fatal bottle. Mr. Morgan told me the other +day that Coleridge improved in health under the care of the +apothecary, and was writing fast a continuation of <i>Christabel</i>.</p> + +<p>You ask me if Mr. Booth mentioned Isabel’s having received a letter +from you. He never mentioned your name to me, nor I to him; but he +told Mamma that you had written a letter to her from Calais. He is +gone back, and promises to bring Isabel next year. He has given us a +volume of his <i>poetry</i>—<i>true, genuine poetry</i>—not such as +Coleridge’s or Wordsworth’s, but Miss Seward’s and Dr. Darwin’s—</p> + +<p class="poem">Dying swains to sighing Delias.</p> + +<p>You ask about old friends; we have none, and see none. Poor Marshal is +in a bad way; we see very little of him. Mrs. Kenny is going +immediately to live near Orleans, which is better for her than living +in London, afraid of her creditors.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> The Lambs have been spending a +month in the neighbourhood of Clifton and Bristol; they were highly +delighted with Clifton. Sheridan is dead. Papa was very much grieved +at his death. William and he went to his funeral. He was buried in the +Poets’ Corner of Westminster Abbey, attended by all the high people. +Papa has visited his grave many times since. I am too young to +remember his speeches in Parliament. I never admired his style of +play-writing. I cannot, therefore, sympathise in the elegant tributes +to his memory which have been paid by all parties. Those things which +I have heard from all parties of his drunkenness I cannot admire. We +have had one great pleasure since your departure, in viewing a fine +collection of the Italian masters at the British Institution. Two of +the Cartoons are there. Paul preaching at Athens is the finest picture +I ever beheld.... I am going again to see this Exhibition next week, +before it closes, when I shall be better able to tell you which I most +admire of Raphael, Titian, Leonardo da Vinci, Domenichino, Claude, S. +Rosa, Poussin, Murillo, etc., and all of which cannot be too much +examined. I only wish I could have gone many times. Charles’s letter +has not yet arrived. Do give me every account of him when you next +hear from him. I think it is of great consequence the mode of life he +now pursues, as it will most likely decide his future good or ill +doing. You ask what I mean by “plans with Mr. Blood?” I meant a +residence in Ireland. However, I will not plague you with them till I +understand them myself. My Aunt Everina will be in London next week, +when my future fate will be decided. I shall then give you a full and +clear account of what my unhappy life is to be spent in, etc. I left +it to the end of my letter to call your attention most seriously to +what I said in my last letter respecting Papa’s affairs. They have now +a much more serious and threatening aspect than when I last wrote to +you. You perhaps think that Papa has gained a large sum by his novel +engagement, which is not the case. He could make no other engagement +with Constable than that they should share the profits equally between +them, which, if the novel is successful, is an <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span>advantageous bargain. +Papa, however, prevailed upon him to advance £200, to be deducted +hereafter out of the part he is to receive; and if two volumes of the +novel are not forthcoming on the 1st of January 1817, Constable has a +promissory note to come upon papa for the £200. This £200 I told you +was appropriated to Davidson and Hamilton, who had lent him £200 on +his <i>Caleb Williams</i> last year; so that you perceive he has as yet +gained nothing on his novel, and all depends upon his future +exertions. He has been very unwell and very uneasy in his mind for the +last week, unable to write; and it was not till this day I discovered +the cause, which has given me great uneasiness. You seem to have +forgotten Kingdon’s £300 to be paid at the end of June. He has had a +great deal of plague and uneasiness about it, and has at last been +obliged to give Kingdon his promissory note for £300, payable on +demand, so that every hour is not safe. Kingdon is no friend, and the +money Government money, and it cannot be expected he will show Papa +any mercy. I dread the effect on his health. He cannot sleep at night, +and is indeed very unwell. This he concealed from Mamma and myself +until this day. Taylor of Norwich has also come upon him again; he +says, owing to the distress of the country, he must have the money for +his children; but I do not fear him like Kingdon. Shelley said in his +letter, some weeks ago, that the £300 should come the end of June. +Papa, therefore, acted upon that promise. From your last letter I +perceive you think I colour my statements. I assure you I am most +anxious, when I mention these unfortunate affairs, to speak the truth, +and nothing but the truth, as it is. I think it my duty to tell you +the real state of the case, for I know you deceive yourself about +things. If Papa could go on with his novel in good spirits, I think it +would perhaps be his very best. He said the other day that he was +writing upon a subject no one had ever written upon before, and that +it would require great exertion to make it what he wished. Give my +love to Jane; thank her for her letter. I will write to her next week, +though I consider this long tiresome one as<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> addressed to you all. +Give my love also to Shelley; tell him, if he goes any more +excursions, nothing will give me more pleasure than a description of +them. Tell him I like your [<span class="spacer"> </span>]<a name='fna_20' id='fna_20' href='#f_20'><small>[20]</small></a> tour best, though I should like +to visit <i>Venice</i> and <i>Naples</i>. Kiss dear William for me; I sometimes +consider him as my child, and look forward to the time of my old age +and his manhood. Do you dip him in the lake? I am much afraid you will +find this letter much too long; if it affords you any pleasure, oblige +me by a long one in return, but write small, for Mamma complains of +the postage of a double letter. I pay the full postage of all the +letters I send, and you know I have not a <i>sous</i> of my own. Mamma is +much better, though not without rheumatism. William is better than he +ever was in his life. I am not well; my mind always keeps my body in a +fever; but never mind me. Do entreat J. to attend to her eyes. Adieu, +my dear Sister. Let me entreat you to consider seriously all that I +have said concerning your Father.—Yours, very affectionately,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Fanny</span>.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p><i>Journal, Saturday, August 10.</i>—Write to Fanny. Shelley writes to +Charles. We then go to town to buy books and a watch for Fanny. Read +Curtius after my return; translate. In the evening Shelley and Lord +Byron go out in the boat. Translate, and when they return go up to +Diodati. Shelley reads Tacitus. A writ of arrest comes from Polidori, +for having “cassé ses lunettes et fait tomber son chapeau” of the +apothecary who sells bad magnesia.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Monday, August 12.</i>—Write my story and translate. Shelley goes to +the town, and afterwards goes out in the boat with Lord Byron. After +dinner I go out a little in the boat, and then Shelley goes up to +Diodati. I translate in the evening, and read <i>Le Vieux de la +Montagne</i>, and write. Shelley, in coming down, is attacked by a dog, +which delays him; we send up for him, and Lord Byron comes down; in +the meantime Shelley returns.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span><i>Wednesday, August 14.</i>—Read <i>Le Vieux de la Montagne</i>; translate. +Shelley reads Tacitus, and goes out with Lord Byron before and after +dinner. Lewis<a name='fna_21' id='fna_21' href='#f_21'><small>[21]</small></a> comes to Diodati. Shelley goes up there, and Clare +goes up to copy. Remain at home, and read <i>Le Vieux de la Montagne</i>.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Friday, August 16.</i>—Write, and read a little of Curtius; translate; +read <i>Walther</i> and some of <i>Rienzi</i>. Lord Byron goes with Lewis to +Ferney. Shelley writes, and reads Tacitus.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, August 17.</i>—Write, and finish <i>Walther</i>. In the evening I +go out in the boat with Shelley, and he afterwards goes up to Diodati. +Began one of Madame de Genlis’s novels. Shelley finishes Tacitus. +Polidori comes down. Little babe is not well.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, August 18.</i>—Talk with Shelley, and write; read Curtius. +Shelley reads Plutarch in Greek. Lord Byron comes down, and stays here +an hour. I read a novel in the evening. Shelley goes up to Diodati, +and Monk Lewis.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, August 20.</i>—Read Curtius; write; read <i>Herman d’Unna</i>. Lord +Byron comes down after dinner, and remains with us until dark. Shelley +spends the rest of the evening at Diodati. He reads Plutarch.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, August 21.</i>—Shelley and I talk about my story. Finish +<i>Herman d’Unna</i> and write. Shelley reads Milton. After dinner Lord +Byron comes down, and Clare and Shelley go up to Diodati. Read +<i>Rienzi</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, August 23.</i>—Shelley goes up to Diodati, and then in the boat +with Lord Byron, who has heard bad news of Lady Byron, and is in bad +spirits concerning it.... Letters arrive from Peacock and Charles. +Shelley reads Milton.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, August 24.</i>—Write. Shelley goes to Geneva. Read. Lord +Byron and Shelley sit on the wall before dinner. After I talk with +Shelley, and then Lord Byron comes down and spends an hour here. +Shelley and he go up together.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span><i>Monday, August 26.</i>—Hobhouse and Scroop Davis come to Diodati. +Shelley spends the evening there, and reads <i>Germania</i>. Several books +arrive, among others Coleridge’s <i>Christabel</i>, which Shelley reads +aloud to me before going to bed.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, August 28.</i>—Packing. Shelley goes to town. Work. Polidori +comes down, and afterwards Lord Byron. After dinner we go upon the +water; pack; and Shelley goes up to Diodati. Shelley reads <i>Histoire +de la Révolution par Rabault</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, August 29.</i>—We depart from Geneva at 9 in the morning.</p></div> + +<p>They travelled to Havre <i>viâ</i> Dijon, Auxerre, and Villeneuve; allowing +only a few hours for visiting the palaces of Fontainebleau and Versailles, +and the Cathedral of Rouen. From Havre they sailed to Portsmouth, where, +for a short time, they separated. Shelley went to stay with Peacock, who +was living at Great Marlow, and had been looking about there for a house +to suit his friends. Mary and Clare proceeded to Bath, where they were to +spend the next few months.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Tuesday, September 10.</i>—Arrive at Bath about 2. Dine, and +spend the evening in looking for lodgings. Read Mrs. Robinson’s +<i>Valcenga</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, September 11.</i>—Look for lodgings; take some, and settle +ourselves. Read the first volume of <i>The Antiquary</i>, and work.</p></div> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">September 1816-February 1817</span></p> + +<p>Trouble had, for some time past, been gathering in heavy clouds. Godwin’s +affairs were in worse plight than ever, and the Shelleys, go where they +might, were never suffered to forget them. Fanny constituted herself his +special pleader, and made it evident that she found it hard to believe +Shelley could not, if he chose, get more money than he did for Mary’s +father. Her long letters, bearing witness in every line to her great +natural intelligence and sensibility, excite the deepest pity for her, and +not a little, it must be added, for those to whom they were addressed. The +poor girl’s life was, indeed, a hard one, and of all her trials perhaps +the most insurmountable was that inherited melancholy of the +Wollstonecraft temperament which permitted her no illusions, no moments, +even, of respite from care in unreasoning gaiety such as are incidental to +most young and healthy natures. Nor, although she won every one’s respect +and most people’s liking, had she the inborn gift of inspiring devotion or +arousing enthusiasm. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> was one of those who give all and take nothing. +The people she loved all cared for others more than they did for her, or +cared only for themselves. Full of warmth and affection and ideal +aspirations; sympathetically responsive to every poem, every work of art +appealing to imagination, she was condemned by her temperament and the +surroundings of her life to idealise nothing, and to look at all objects +as they presented themselves to her, in the light of the very commonest +day.</p> + +<p>Less pressing than Godwin, but still another disturbing cause, was Charles +Clairmont, who was travelling abroad in search, partly of health, partly +of occupation; had found the former, but not the latter, and, of course, +looked to Shelley as the magician who was to realise all his plans for +him. Of his discursive letters, which are immensely long, in a style of +florid eloquence, only a few specimen extracts can find room here. One, +received by Shelley and Mary at Geneva, openly confesses that, though it +was a year since he had left England, he had abstained, as yet, from +writing to Skinner Street, being as unsettled as ever, and having had +nothing to speak of but his pleasures;—having in short been going on +“just like a butterfly,—though still as a butterfly of the best +intentions.” He proceeds to describe the country, his manner of living +there, his health,—he details his symptoms, and sets forth at length the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> +various projects he might entertain, and the marvellous cheapness of one +and all of them, if only he could afford to have any projects at all. He +enumerates items of expenditure connected with one of his schemes, and +concludes thus—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>I lay this proposal before you, without knowing anything of your +finances, which, I fear, cannot be in too flourishing a situation. You +will, I trust, consider of the thing, and treat it as frankly as it +has been offered. I know you too well not to know you would do for me +all in your power. Have the goodness to write to me as instantly as +possible.</p></div> + +<p>And Shelley did write,—so says the journal.</p> + +<p>Last not least, there was Clare. At what point of all this time did her +secret become known to Shelley and Mary? No document as yet has seen the +light which informs us of this. Perhaps some day it may. Unfortunately for +biographers and for readers of biography, Mary’s journal is almost devoid +of personal gossip, or indeed of personalities of any kind. Her diary is a +record of outward facts, and, occasionally, of intellectual impressions; +no intimate history and no one else’s affairs are confided to it. No +change of tone is perceptible anywhere. All that can be asserted is that +they knew nothing of it when they went to Geneva. In the absence of +absolute proof to the contrary it is impossible to believe that they were +not aware of it when they came back. Clare was an expecting mother. For +four months they had all been in daily intercourse with Byron, who<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> never +was or could be reticent, and who was not restrained either by delicacy or +consideration for others from saying what he chose. But when and how the +whole affair was divulged and what its effect was on Shelley and Mary +remains a mystery. From this time, however, Clare resumed her place as a +member of their household. It cannot have been a matter of satisfaction to +Mary: domestic life was more congenial without Clare’s presence than with +it, but now that there was a true reason for her taking shelter with them, +Mary’s native nobility of heart was equal to the occasion, and she gave +help, support, and confidence, ungrudgingly and without stint. Never in +her journal, and only once in her letters does any expression of +discontent appear. They settled down together in their lodgings at Bath, +but on the 19th of September Mary set out to join Shelley at Marlow for a +few days, leaving Clara in charge of little Willy and the Swiss nurse +Elise. On the 25th both were back at Bath, where they resumed their quiet, +regular way of life, resting and reading. But this apparent peace was not +to be long unbroken. Letters from Fanny followed each other in quick +succession, breathing nothing but painful, perpetual anxiety.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Fanny to Mary.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>26th September 1816.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mary</span>—I received your letter last Saturday, which rejoiced my +heart. I cannot help envying your calm, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span>contented disposition, and +the calm philosophical habits of life which pursue you, or rather +which you pursue everywhere. I allude to your description of the +manner in which you pass your days at Bath, when most women would +hardly have recovered from the fatigues of such a journey as you had +been taking. I am delighted to hear such pleasing accounts of your +William; I should like to see him, dear fellow; the change of air does +him infinite good, no doubt. I am very glad you have got Jane a +pianoforte; if anything can do her good and restore her to industry, +it is music. I think I gave her all the music here; however, I will +look again for what I can find. I am angry with Shelley for not giving +me an account of his health. All that I saw of him gave me great +uneasiness about him, and as I see him but seldom, I am much more +alarmed perhaps than you, who are constantly with him. I hope that it +is only the London air which does not agree with him, and that he is +now much better; however, it would have been kind to have said so.</p> + +<p>Aunt Everina and Mrs. Bishop left London two days ago. It pained me +very much to find that they have entirely lost their little income +from Primrose Street, which is very hard upon them at their age. Did +Shelley tell you a singular story about Mrs. B. having received an +annuity which will make up in part for her loss?</p> + +<p>Poor Papa is going on with his novel, though I am sure it is very +fatiguing to him, though he will not allow it; he is not able to study +as much as formerly without injuring himself; this, joined to the +plagues of his affairs, which he fears will never be closed, make me +very anxious for him. The name of his novel is <i>Mandeville, or a Tale +of the Seventeenth Century</i>. I think, however, you had better not +mention the name to any one, as he wishes it not to be announced at +present. Tell Shelley, as soon as he knows certainly about Longdill, +to write, that he may be eased on that score, for it is a great weight +on his spirits at present. Mr. Owen is come to town to prepare for the +meeting of Parliament. There never was so devoted a being as he is; +and it certainly must end in his doing a great deal of good, though +not the good he talks of.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span>Have you heard from Charles? He has never given us a single line. I am +afraid he is doing very ill, and has the conscience not to write a +parcel of lies. Beg the favour of Shelley, to copy for me his poem on +the scenes at the foot of Mont Blanc, and tell him or remind him of a +letter which you said he had written on these scenes; you cannot think +what a treasure they would be to me; remember you promised them to me +when you returned to England. Have you heard from Lord Byron since he +visited those sublime scenes? I have had great pleasure since I saw +Shelley in going over a fine gallery of pictures of the Old Masters at +Dulwich. There was a St. Sebastian by Guido, the finest picture I ever +saw; there were also the finest specimens of Murillo, the great +Spanish painter, to be found in England, and two very fine Titians. +But the works of art are not to be compared to the works of nature, +and I am never satisfied. It is only poets that are eternal +benefactors of their fellow-creatures, and the real ones never fail of +giving us the highest degree of pleasure we are capable of; they are, +in my opinion, nature and art united, and as such never fading.</p> + +<p>Do write to me immediately, and tell me you have got a house, and +answer those questions I asked you at the beginning of this letter.</p> + +<p>Give my love to Shelley, and kiss William for me. Your affectionate +Sister,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Fanny</span>.</p></div> + +<p>When Shelley sold to his father the reversion of a part of his +inheritance, he had promised to Godwin a sum of £300, which he had hoped +to save from the money thus obtained. Owing to certain conditions attached +to the transaction by Sir Timothy Shelley, this proved to be impossible. +The utmost Shelley could do, and that only by leaving himself almost +without resources, was to send something over £200; a bitter +disappointment<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> to Godwin, who had given a bill for the full amount. +Shelley had perhaps been led by his hopes, and his desire to serve Godwin, +to speak in too sanguine a tone as to his prospect of obtaining the money, +and the letter announcing his failure came, Fanny wrote, “like a +thunderclap.” In her disappointment she taxed Shelley with want of +frankness, and Shelley and Mary both with an apparent wish to avoid the +subject of Godwin’s affairs.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“You know,” she writes, “the peculiar temperature of Papa’s mind (if I +may so express myself); you know he cannot write when pecuniary +circumstances overwhelm him; you know that it is of the utmost +consequence, for <i>his own</i> and the <i>world’s sake</i> that he should +finish his novel; and is it not your and Shelley’s duty to consider +these things, and to endeavour to prevent, as far as lies in your +power, giving him unnecessary pain and anxiety?”</p> + +<p>To the Shelleys, who had strained every nerve to obtain this money, +unmindful of the insulting manner in which such assistance was demanded +and received by Godwin, these appeals to their sense of duty must have +been exasperating. Nor were matters mended by hearing of sundry scandalous +reports abroad concerning themselves—reports sedulously gathered by Mrs. +Godwin, and of which Fanny thought it her duty to inform them, so as to +put them on their guard. They, on their part, were indignant, especially +with Mrs. Godwin, who had evidently, they surmised, gone<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> out of her way +to collect this false information, and had helped rather than hindered its +circulation; and they expressed themselves to this effect. Fanny stoutly +defended her stepmother against these attacks.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Mamma and I are not great friends, but, always alive to her virtues, I +am anxious to defend her from a charge so foreign to her character.... +I told Shelley these (scandalous reports), and I still think they +originated with your servants and Harriet, whom I know has been very +industrious in spreading false reports about you. I at the same time +advised Shelley always to keep French servants, and he then seemed to +think it a good plan. You are very careless, and are for ever leaving +your letters about. English servants like nothing so much as scandal +and gossip; but this you know as well as I, and this is the origin of +the stories that are told. And this you choose to father on Mamma, who +(whatever she chooses to say in a passion to me alone) is the woman +the most incapable of such low conduct. I do not say that her +inferences are always the most just or the most amiable, but they are +always confined to myself and Papa. Depend upon it you are perfectly +safe as long as you keep your French servant with you.... I have now +to entreat you, Shelley, to tell Papa exactly what you can and what +you cannot do, for he does not seem to know what you mean in your +letter. I know that you are most anxious to do everything in your +power to complete your engagement to him, and to do anything that will +not ruin yourself to save him; but he is not convinced of this, and I +think it essential to his peace that he should be convinced of this. I +do not on any account wish you to give him false hopes. Forgive me if +I have expressed myself unkindly. My heart is warm in your cause, and +I am <i>anxious, most anxious</i>, that Papa should feel for you as I do, +both for your own and his sake.... All that I have said about Mamma +proceeds from the hatred I have of talking and petty scandal, which, +though<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> trifling in itself, often does superior persons much injury, +though it cannot proceed from any but vulgar souls in the first instance.</p> + +<p>This letter was crossed by Shelley’s, enclosing more than +£200—insufficient, however, to meet the situation or to raise the heavy +veil of gloom which had settled on Skinner Street. Fanny could bear it no +longer. Despairing gloom from Godwin, whom she loved, and who in his gloom +was no philosopher; sordid, nagging, angry gloom from “Mamma,” who, +clearly enough, did not scruple to remind the poor girl that she had been +a charge and a burden to the household (this may have been one of the +things she only “chose to say in a passion, to Fanny alone”); her sisters +gone, and neither of them in complete sympathy with her; no friends to +cheer or divert her thoughts! A plan had been under consideration for her +residing with her relatives in Ireland, and the last drop of bitterness +was the refusal of her aunt, Everina Wollstonecraft, to have her. What was +left for her? Much, if she could have believed it, and have nerved herself +to patience. But she was broken down and blinded by the strain of over +endurance. On the 9th of October she disappeared from home. Shelley and +Mary in Bath suspected nothing of the impending crisis. The journal for +that week is as follows—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Saturday, October 5</i> (Mary).—Read Clarendon and Curtius; walk with +Shelley. Shelley reads Tasso.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span><i>Sunday, October 6</i> (Shelley).—On this day Mary put her head through +the door and said, “Come and look; here’s a cat eating roses; she’ll +turn into a woman; when beasts eat these roses they turn into men and women.”</p> + +<p>(Mary).—Read Clarendon all day; finish the eleventh book. Shelley +reads Tasso.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, October 7.</i>—Read Curtius and Clarendon; write. Shelley reads +<i>Don Quixote</i> aloud in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, October 8.</i>—Letter from Fanny (this letter has not been +preserved). Drawing lesson. Walk out with Shelley to the South Parade; +read Clarendon, and draw. In the evening work, and Shelley reads <i>Don +Quixote</i>; afterwards read <i>Memoirs of the Princess of Bareith</i> aloud.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, October 9.</i>—Read Curtius; finish the <i>Memoirs</i>; draw. In +the evening a very alarming letter comes from Fanny. Shelley goes +immediately to Bristol; we sit up for him till 2 in the morning, when +he returns, but brings no particular news.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, October 10.</i>—Shelley goes again to Bristol, and obtains +more certain trace. Work and read. He returns at 11 o’clock.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, October 11.</i>—He sets off to Swansea. Work and read.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, October 12.</i>—He returns with the worst account. A +miserable day. Two letters from Papa. Buy mourning, and work in the +evening.</p></div> + +<p>From Bristol Fanny had written not only to the Shelleys, but to the +Godwins, accounting for her disappearance, and adding, “I depart +immediately to the spot from which I hope never to remove.”</p> + +<p>During the ensuing night, at the Mackworth Arms Inn, Swansea, she traced +the following words—</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span>I have long determined that the best thing I could do was to put an +end to the existence of a being whose birth was unfortunate, and whose +life has only been a series of pain to those persons who have hurt +their health in endeavouring to promote her welfare. Perhaps to hear +of my death may give you pain, but you will soon have the blessing of +forgetting that such a creature ever existed as....</p> + +<p>This note and a laudanum bottle were beside her when, next morning, she +was found lying dead.</p> + +<p>The persons for whose sake it was—so she had persuaded herself—that she +committed this act were reduced to a wretched condition by the blow. +Shelley’s health was shattered; Mary profoundly miserable; Clare, although +by her own avowal feeling less affection for Fanny than might have been +expected, was shocked by the dreadful manner of her death, and infected by +the contagion of the general gloom. She was not far from her confinement, +and had reasons enough of her own for any amount of depression.</p> + +<p>Godwin was deeply afflicted; to him Fanny was a great and material loss, +and the last remaining link with a happy past. As usual, public comment +was the thing of all others from which he shrank most, and in the midst of +his first sorrow his chief anxiety was to hide or disguise the painful +story from the world. In writing (for the first time) to Mary he says—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Do not expose us to those idle questions which, to a mind in anguish, +is one of the severest of all trials. We are at this moment in doubt +whether, during the first shock, we shall not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> say that she is gone to +Ireland to her aunt, a thing that had been in contemplation. Do not +take from us the power to exercise our own discretion. You shall hear +again to-morrow.</p> + +<p>What I have most of all in horror is the public papers, and I thank +you for your caution, as it may act on this.</p> + +<p>We have so conducted ourselves that not one person in our home has the +smallest apprehension of the truth. Our feelings are less tumultuous +than deep. God only knows what they may become.</p></div> + +<p>Charles Clairmont was not informed at all of Fanny’s death; a letter from +him a year later contains a message to her. Mrs. Godwin busied herself +with putting the blame on Shelley. Four years later she informed Mrs. +Gisborne that the three girls had been simultaneously in love with +Shelley, and that Fanny’s death was due to jealousy of Mary! This shows +that the Shelleys’ instinct did not much mislead them when they held +Mary’s stepmother responsible for the authorship and diffusion of many of +those slanders which for years were to affect their happiness and peace. +Any reader of Fanny’s letters can judge how far Mrs. Godwin’s allegation +is borne out by actual facts; and to any one knowing aught of women and +women’s lives these letters afford clue enough to the situation and the +story, and further explanation is superfluous. Fanny was fond of Shelley, +fond enough even to forgive him for the trouble he had brought on their +home, but her part was throughout that of a long-suffering sister, one, +too, to whose lot it always fell to say all the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> disagreeable things that +had to be said—a truly ungrateful task. Her loyalty to the Godwins, +though it could not entirely divide her from the Shelleys, could and did +prevent any intimacy of friendship with them. Her enlightened, liberal +mind, and her generous, loving heart had won Shelley’s recognition and his +affection, and in a moment a veil was torn from his eyes, revealing to him +unsuspected depths of suffering, sacrifice, and heroism—now it was too +late. How much more they might have done for Fanny had they understood +what she endured! There was he, Shelley, offering sympathy and help to the +oppressed and the miserable all the world over, and here,—here under his +very eyes, this tragic romance was acted out to the death.</p> + +<p class="poem">Her voice did quiver as we parted,<br /> +Yet knew I not that heart was broken<br /> +From which it came,—and I departed,<br /> +Heeding not the words then spoken—<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Misery, ah! misery!</span><br /> +This world is all too wide for thee.</p> + +<p>If the echo of those lines reached Fanny in the world of shadows, it may +have calmed the restless spirit with the knowledge that she had not lived +for nothing after all.</p> + +<p>During the next two months another tragedy was silently advancing towards +its final catastrophe. Shelley was anxious for intelligence of Harriet and +her children; she had, however, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span>disappeared, and he could discover no +clue to her whereabouts. Mr. Peacock, who, during June, had been in +communication with her on money matters, had now, apparently, lost sight +of her. The worry of Godwin’s money-matters and the fearful shock of +Fanny’s self-sought death, followed as it was by collapse of his own +health and nerves, probably withdrew Shelley’s thoughts from the subject +for a time. In November, however, he wrote to Hookham, thinking that he, +to whom Harriet had once written to discover Shelley’s whereabouts, might +now know or have the means of finding out where she was living. No answer +came, however, to these inquiries for some weeks, during which Shelley, +Mary, and Clare lived in their seclusion, reading Lucian and Horace, +Shakespeare, Gibbon, and Locke; in occasional correspondence with Skinner +Street, through Mrs. Godwin, who was now trying what she could do to +obtain money loans (probably raised on Shelley’s prospects), requisite, +not only to save Godwin from bankruptcy, but to repay Shelley a small +fraction of what he had given and lent, and without which he was unable to +pay his own way.</p> + +<p>The plan for settling at Marlow was still pending, and on the 5th of +December Shelley went there again to stay with Mr. Peacock and his mother, +and to look about for a residence to suit him. Mary during his absence was +somewhat<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> tormented by anxiety for his fragile health; fearful, too, lest +in his impulsive way he should fall in love with the first pretty place he +saw, and burden himself with some unsuitable house, in the idea of +settling there “for ever,” Clare and all. To that last plan she probably +foresaw the objections more clearly than Shelley did. But her cheery +letters are girlish and playful.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><i>5th December 1816.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Sweet Elf</span>—I got up very late this morning, so that I could not attend +Mr. West. I don’t know any more. Good-night.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">New Bond Street, Bath</span>,<br /> +<span style="padding-right: 1em;"><i>6th December 1816</i>.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Sweet Elf</span>—I was awakened this morning by my pretty babe, and was +dressed time enough to take my lesson from Mr. West, and (thank God) +finished that tedious ugly picture I have been so long about. I have +also finished the fourth chapter of <i>Frankenstein</i>, which is a very +long one, and I think you would like it. And where are you? and what +are you doing? my blessed love. I hope and trust that, for my sake, +you did not go outside this wretched day, while the wind howls and the +clouds seem to threaten rain. And what did my love think of as he rode +along—did he think about our home, our babe, and his poor Pecksie? +But I am sure you did, and thought of them all with joy and hope. But +in the choice of a residence, dear Shelley, pray be not too quick or +attach yourself too much to one spot. Ah! were you indeed a winged +Elf, and could soar over mountains and seas, and could pounce on the +little spot. A house with a lawn, a river or lake, noble trees, and +divine mountains, that should be our little mouse-hole to retire to. +But never mind this; give me a garden, and <i>absentia</i> Claire, and I +will thank my love for many favours. If you, my love, go to London, +you will perhaps try to procure a good Livy, for I wish very much to +read it. I must<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> be more industrious, especially in learning Latin, +which I neglected shamefully last summer at intervals, and those +periods of not reading at all put me back very far.</p> + +<p>The <i>Morning Chronicle</i>, as you will see, does not make much of the +riots, which they say are entirely quelled, and you would be almost +inclined to say, “Out of the mountain comes forth a mouse,” although, +I daresay, poor Mrs. Platt does not think so.</p> + +<p>The blue eyes of your sweet Boy are staring at me while I write this; +he is a dear child, and you love him tenderly, although I fancy that +your affection will increase when he has a nursery to himself, and +only comes to you just dressed and in good humour; besides when that +comes to pass he will be a wise little man, for he improves in mind +rapidly. Tell me, shall you be happy to have another little squaller? +You will look grave on this, but I do not mean anything.</p> + +<p>Leigh Hunt has not written. I would advise a letter addressed to him +at the <i>Examiner</i> Office, if there is no answer to-morrow. He may not +be at the Vale of Health, for it is odd that he does not acknowledge +the receipt of so large a sum. There have been no letters of any kind +to-day.</p> + +<p>Now, my dear, when shall I see you? Do not be very long away; take +care of yourself and take a house. I have a great fear that bad +weather will set in. My airy Elf, how unlucky you are! I shall write +to Mrs. Godwin to-morrow; but let me know what you hear from Hayward +and papa, as I am greatly interested in those affairs. Adieu, +sweetest; love me tenderly, and think of me with affection when +anything pleases you greatly.—Your affectionate girl</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary</span>.</p> + +<p>I have not asked Clare, but I dare say she would send her love, +although I dare say she would scold you well if you were here. +Compliments and remembrances to Dame Peacock and Son, but do not let +them see this.</p> + +<p>Sweet, adieu!</p> + +<p>Percy B. Shelley, Esq.,<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Great Marlow, Bucks.</span></p></div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span>On 6th December the journal records—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Letter from Shelley; he has gone to visit Leigh Hunt.</p> + +<p>This was the beginning of a lifelong intimacy.</p> + +<p>On the 14th Shelley returned to Bath, and on the very next day a letter +from Hookham informed him that on the 9th Harriet’s body had been taken +out of the Serpentine. She had disappeared three weeks before that time +from the house where she was living. An inquest had been held at which her +name was given as Harriet Smith; little or no information about her was +given to the jury, who returned a verdict of “Found drowned.”</p> + +<p>Life and its complications had proved too much for the poor silly woman, +and she took the only means of escape she saw open to her. Her piteous +story was sufficiently told by the fact that when she drowned herself she +was not far from her confinement. But it would seem from subsequent +evidence that harsh treatment on the part of her relatives was what +finally drove her to despair. She had lived a fast life, but had been, +nominally at any rate, under her father’s protection until a comparatively +short time before her disappearance, when some act or occurrence caused +her to be driven from his house. From that moment she sank lower and +lower, until at last, deserted by one—said to be a groom—to whom she had +looked for protection, she killed herself.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span>It is asserted that she had had, all her life, an avowed proclivity to +suicide. She had been fond, in young and happy days, of talking jocosely +about it, as silly girls often do; discoursing of “some scheme of +self-destruction as coolly as another lady would arrange a visit to an +exhibition or a theatre.”<a name='fna_22' id='fna_22' href='#f_22'><small>[22]</small></a> But it is a wide dreary waste that lies +between such an idea and the grim reality,—and poor Harriet had traversed +it.</p> + +<p>Shelley’s first thought on receiving the fatal news was of his children. +His sensations were those of horror, not of remorse. He never spoke or +thought of Harriet with harshness, rather with infinite pity, but he never +regarded her save in the light of one who had wronged him and failed +him,—whom he had left, indeed, but had forgiven, and had tried to save +from the worst consequences of her own acts. Her dreadful death was a +shock to him of which he said (to Byron) that he knew not how he had +survived it; and he regarded her father and sister as guilty of her blood. +But Fanny’s death caused him acuter anguish than Harriet’s did.</p> + +<p>As for Mary, she regarded the whole Westbrook family as the source of +grief and shame to Shelley. Harriet she only knew for a frivolous, +heartless, faithless girl, whom she had never had the faintest cause to +respect, hardly even to pity.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> Poor Harriet was indeed deserving of +profound commiseration, and no one could have known and felt this more +than Mary would have done, in later years. But she heard one side of the +case only, and that one the side on which her own strongest feelings were +engaged. She was only nineteen, with an exalted ideal of womanly devotion; +and at nineteen we may sternly judge what later on we may condemn indeed, +but with a depth of pity quite beyond the power of its object to fathom or +comprehend.</p> + +<p>No comment whatever on the occurrence appears in her journal. She threw +herself ardently into Shelley’s eagerness to get possession of his elder +children; ready, for his sake, to love them as her own.</p> + +<p>It could not but occur to her that her own position was altered by this +event, and that nothing now stood between her and her legal marriage to +Shelley and acknowledgment as his wife. So completely, however, did they +regard themselves as united for all time by indissoluble ties that she +thought of the change chiefly as it affected other people.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary to Shelley.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Bath</span>, <i>17th December 1816</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My beloved Friend</span>—I waited with the greatest anxiety for your letter. +You are well, and that assurance has restored some peace to me.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span>How very happy shall I be to possess those darling treasures that are +yours. I do not exactly understand what Chancery has to do in this, +and wait with impatience for to-morrow, when I shall hear whether they +are with you; and then what will you do with them? My heart says, +bring them instantly here; but I submit to your prudence. You do not +mention Godwin. When I receive your letter to-morrow I shall write to +Mrs. Godwin. I hope, yet I fear, that he will show on this occasion +some disinterestedness. Poor, dear Fanny, if she had lived until this +moment she would have been saved, for my house would then have been a +proper asylum for her. Ah! my best love, to you do I owe every joy, +every perfection that I may enjoy or boast of. Love me, sweet, for +ever. I hardly know what I mean, I am so much agitated. Clare has a +very bad cough, but I think she is better to-day. Mr. Carn talks of +bleeding if she does not recover quickly, but she is positively +resolved not to submit to that. She sends her love. My sweet love, +deliver some message from me to your kind friends at Hampstead; tell +Mrs. Hunt that I am extremely obliged to her for the little profile +she was so kind as to send me, and thank Mr. Hunt for his friendly +message which I did not hear.</p> + +<p>These Westbrooks! But they have nothing to do with your sweet babes; +they are yours, and I do not see the pretence for a suit; but +to-morrow I shall know all.</p> + +<p>Your box arrived to-day. I shall send soon to the upholsterer, for now +I long more than ever that our house should be quickly ready for the +reception of those dear children whom I love so tenderly. Then there +will be a sweet brother and sister for my William, who will lose his +pre-eminence as eldest, and be helped third at table, as Clare is +continually reminding him.</p> + +<p>Come down to me, sweetest, as soon as you can, for I long to see you +and embrace.</p> + +<p>As to the event you allude to, be governed by your friends and +prudence as to when it ought to take place, but it must be in London.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span>Clare has just looked in; she begs you not to stay away long, to be +more explicit in your letters, and sends her love.</p> + +<p>You tell me to write a long letter, and I would, but that my ideas +wander and my hand trembles. Come back to reassure me, my Shelley, and +bring with you your darling Ianthe and Charles. Thank your kind +friends. I long to hear about Godwin.—Your affectionate</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary</span>.</p> + +<p>Have you called on Hogg? I would hardly advise you. Remember me, +sweet, in your sorrows as well as your pleasures; they will, I trust, +soften the one and heighten the other feeling. Adieu.</p> + +<p><span style="margin-left: 1em;">To Percy Bysshe Shelley,</span><br /> +5 Gray’s Inn Square, London.</p></div> + +<p>No time was lost in putting things on their legal footing. Shelley took +Mary up to town, where the marriage ceremony took place at St. Mildred’s +Church, Broad Street, in presence of Godwin and Mrs. Godwin. On the +previous day he had seen his daughter for the first time since her flight +from his house two and a half years before.</p> + +<p>Both must have felt a strange emotion which, probably, neither of them +allowed to appear.</p> + +<p>Mary for a fortnight left a blank in her journal. On her return to Clifton +she thus shortly chronicled her days—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">I have omitted writing my journal for some time. Shelley goes to +London and returns; I go with him; spend the time between Leigh Hunt’s +and Godwin’s. A marriage takes place on the 29th of December 1816. +Draw; read Lord Chesterfield and Locke.</p> + +<p>Godwin’s relief and satisfaction were great<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> indeed. His letter to his +brother in the country, announcing his daughter’s recent marriage with a +baronet’s eldest son, can only be compared for adroit manipulation of +facts with a later letter to Mr. Baxter of Dundee, in which he tells of +poor Fanny’s having been attacked in Wales by an inflammatory fever “which +carried her off.”</p> + +<p>He now surpassed himself “in polished and cautious attentions” both to +Shelley and Mary, and appeared to wish to compensate in every way for the +red-hot, righteous indignation which, owing to wounded pride rather than +to offended moral sense, he had thought it his duty to exhibit in the +past.</p> + +<p>Shelley’s heart yearned towards his two poor little children by Harriet, +and to get possession of them was now his feverish anxiety. On this +business he was obliged, within a week of his return to Bath, to go up +again to London. During his absence, on the 13th of January, Clare’s +little girl, Byron’s daughter, was born. “Four days of idleness,” are +Mary’s only allusion to this event. It was communicated to the absent +father by Shelley, in a long letter from London. He quite simply assumes +the event to be an occasion of great rejoicing to all concerned, and +expects Byron to feel the same. The infant, who afterwards developed into +a singularly fascinating and lovely child, was described in enthusiastic +terms by Mary<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> as unusually beautiful and intelligent, even at this early +stage. Their first name for her was Alba, or “the Dawn”; a reminiscence of +Byron’s nickname, “Albé.”</p> + +<p>Most of this month of January, while Mary had Clare and the infant to look +after, was of necessity spent by Shelley in London. Harriet’s father, Mr. +Westbrook, and his daughter Eliza had filed an appeal to the Court of +Chancery, praying that her children might be placed in the custody of +guardians to be appointed by the Court, and not in that of their father. +On 24th January, poor little William’s first birthday, the case was heard +before Lord Chancellor Eldon. Mary, expecting that the decision would be +known at once, waited in painful suspense to hear the result.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Friday, January 24.</i>—My little William’s birthday. How many +changes have occurred during this little year; may the ensuing one be +more peaceful, and my William’s star be a fortunate one to rule the +decision of this day. Alas! I fear it will be put off, and the +influence of the star pass away. Read the <i>Arcadia</i> and <i>Amadis</i>; walk +with my sweet babe.</p></div> + +<p>Her fears were realised, for two months were to elapse ere judgment was +pronounced.</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><i>Saturday, January 25.</i>—An unhappy day. I receive bad news and +determine to go up to London. Read the <i>Arcadia</i> and <i>Amadis</i>. Letter +from Mrs. Godwin and William.</p> + +<p>Accordingly, next day, Mary went up to join her husband in town, and notes +in her diary that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> she was met at the inn by Mrs. Godwin and William. Well +might Shelley say of the ceremony that it was “magical in its effects.”</p> + +<p>As it turned out, this was her final departure from Bath: she never +returned there. On her arrival in London she was warmly welcomed by +Shelley’s new friends, the Leigh Hunts, at whose house most of her time +was spent, and whose genial, social circle was most refreshing to her. The +house at Marlow had been taken, and was now being prepared for her +reception. Little William and his nurse, escorted by Clare, joined her at +the Hunts on the 18th of February, but Clare herself stayed elsewhere. At +the end of the month they all departed for their new home, and were +established there early in March.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">March 1817-March 1818</span></p> + +<p>The Shelleys’ new abode, although situated in a lovely part of the +country, was cold and cheerless, and, at that bleak time of year, must +have appeared at its worst. Albion House stood (and, though subdivided and +much altered in appearance, still stands) in what is now the main street +of Great Marlow, and at a considerable distance from the river. At the +back the garden-plot rises gradually from the level of the house, +terminating in a kind of artificial mound, overshadowed by a spreading +cedar; a delightfully shady lounge in summer, but shutting off sky and +sunshine from the house. There are two large, low, old-fashioned rooms; +one on the ground floor, somewhat like a farmhouse kitchen; the other +above it; both facing towards the garden. In one of these Shelley fitted +up a library, little thinking that the dwelling, which he had rashly taken +on a more than twenty years’ lease, would be his home for only a year. The +rest of the house accommodated Mary,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> Clare, the children and servants, +and left plenty of room for visitors. Shelley was hospitality itself, and +though he never was in greater trouble for money than during this year, he +entertained a constant succession of guests. First among these was Godwin; +next, and most frequent, the genial but needy Leigh Hunt, with all his +family. With Mary, as with Shelley, he had quickly established himself on +a footing of easy, affectionate friendliness, as may be inferred from +Mary’s letter, written to him during her first days at Marlow.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Marlow</span>, <i>1 o’clock, 5th March 1817</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My Dear Hunt</span>—Although you mistook me in thinking I wished you to +write about politics in your letters to me—as such a thought was very +far from me,—yet I cannot help mentioning your last week’s +<i>Examiner</i>, as its boldness gave me extreme pleasure. I am very glad +to find that you wrote the leading article, which I had doubted, as +there was no significant hand. But though I speak of this, do not fear +that you will be teased by <i>me</i> on these subjects when we enjoy your +company at Marlow. When there, you shall never be serious when you +wish to be merry, and have as many nuts to crack as there are words in +the Petitions to Parliament for Reform—a tremendous promise.</p> + +<p>Have you never felt in your succession of nervous feelings one single +disagreeable truism gain a painful possession of your mind and keep it +for some months? A year ago, I remember, my private hours were all +made bitter by reflections on the certainty of death, and now the +flight of time has the same power over me. Everything passes, and one +is hardly conscious of enjoying the present until it becomes the past. +I was reading the other day the letters of Gibbon. He entreats Lord +Sheffield to come with all his family to visit him at Lausanne, and +dwells on the pleasure such a visit will<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> occasion. There is a little +gap in the date of his letters, and then he complains that this +solitude is made more irksome by their having been there and departed. +So will it be with us in a few months when you will all have left +Marlow. But I will not indulge this gloomy feeling. The sun shines +brightly, and we shall be very happy in our garden this +summer.—Affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Marina</span>.</p></div> + +<p>Not only did Shelley keep open house for his friends; his kindliness and +benevolence to the distressed poor in Marlow and the surrounding country +was unbounded. Nor was he content to give money relief; he visited the +cottagers; and made himself personally acquainted with them, their needs, +and their sufferings.</p> + +<p>In all these labours of love and charity he was heartily and constantly +seconded by Mary.</p> + +<p class="poem">No more alone through the world’s wilderness,<br /> +Although (he) trod the paths of high intent,<br /> +(He) journeyed now.<a name='fna_23' id='fna_23' href='#f_23'><small>[23]</small></a></p> + +<p>From the time of her union with him Mary had been his consoler, his +cherished love, all the dearer to him for the thought that she was +dependent on him and only on him for comfort and support, and +enlightenment of mind; but yet she was a child,—a clever child,—sedate +and thoughtful beyond her years, and full of true womanly devotion,—but +still one whose first and only acquaintance with the world had been made +by coming violently into collision with it, a dangerous experience, and +hardening, especially if<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> prolonged. From the time of her marriage a +maturer, mellower tone is perceptible throughout her letters and writings, +as though, the unnatural strain removed, and, above all, intercourse with +her father restored, she glided naturally and imperceptibly into the place +Nature intended her to fill, as responsible woman and wife, with social as +well as domestic duties to fulfil.</p> + +<p>The suffering of the past two or three years had left her wiser if also +sadder than before; already she was beginning to look on life with a calm +liberal judgment of one who knew both sides of many questions, yet still +her mind retained the simplicity and her spirit much of the buoyancy of +youth. The unquenchable spring of love and enthusiasm in Shelley’s breast, +though it led him into errors and brought him grief and disillusionment, +was a talisman that saved him from Byronic sarcasm, from the bitterness of +recoil and the death of stagnation. He suffered from reaction, as all such +natures must suffer, but Mary was by his side to steady and balance and +support him, and to bring to him for his consolation the balm she had +herself received from him. Well might he write—</p> + +<p class="poem">Now has descended a serener hour,<br /> +And, with inconstant fortune, friends return;<br /> +Though suffering leaves the knowledge and the power<br /> +Which says: Let scorn be not repaid with scorn.<a name='fna_24' id='fna_24' href='#f_24'><small>[24]</small></a></p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span>And consolation and support were sorely needed. In March Lord Chancellor +Eldon pronounced the judgment by which he was deprived, on moral and +religious grounds, of the custody of his two elder children. How bitterly +he felt, how keenly he resented, this decree all the world knows. The +paper which he drew up during this celebrated case, in which he declared, +as far as he chose to declare them, his sentiments with regard to his +separation from Harriet and his union with Mary, is the nearest approach +to self-vindication Shelley ever made. But the decision of the Court cast +a slur on his name, and on that of his second wife. The final arrangements +about the children dragged on for many months. They were eventually given +over to the guardianship of a clergyman, a stranger to their father, who +had to set aside £200 a year of his income for their maintenance in exile.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Godwin’s exactions were incessant, and his demands, sometimes +impossible to grant, were harder than ever to deal with now that they were +couched in terms of friendship, almost of affection. On 9th March we find +Shelley writing to him—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">It gives me pain that I cannot send you the whole of what you want. I +enclose a cheque to within a few pounds of my possessions.</p> + +<p>On 22d March (Godwin has been begging<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> again, but this time in behalf of +his old assistant and amanuensis, Marshall)—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Marshall’s proposal is one in which, however reluctantly, I must +refuse to engage. It is that I should grant bills to the amount of his +debts, which are to expire in thirty months.</p></div> + +<p>On 15th April Godwin writes on his own behalf—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>The fact is I owe £400 on a similar score, beyond the £100 that I owed +in the middle of 1815; and without clearing this, my mind will never +be perfectly free for intellectual occupations. If this were done, I +am in hopes that the produce of <i>Mandeville</i>, and the sensible +improvement in the commercial transactions of Skinner Street would +make me a free man, perhaps, for the rest of my life....</p> + +<p>My life wears away in lingering sorrow at the endless delays that +attend on this affair.... Once every two or three months I throw +myself prostrate beneath the feet of Taylor of Norwich, and my other +discounting friends, protesting that this is absolutely for the last +time. Shall this ever have an end? Shall I ever be my own man again?</p></div> + +<p>One can imagine how such a letter would work on his daughter’s feelings.</p> + +<p>Nor was Charles Clairmont backward about putting in his claims, although +his modest little requests require, like gems, to be extracted carefully +from the discursive raptures, the eloquent flights of fancy and poetic +description in which they are embedded. In January he had written from +Bagnères de Bigorre, where he was “acquiring the language”—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Sometimes I hardly dare believe, situated as I am, that I ought for a +moment to nourish the feelings of which I am<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> now going to talk to +you; at other times I am so thoroughly convinced of their infinite +utility with regard to the moral existence of a being with strong +sensations, or at all events with regard to mine, that I fly to this +subject as to a tranquillising medicine, which has the power of so +arranging and calming every violent and illicit sensation of the soul +as to spread over the frame a deep and delightful contentment, for +such is the effect produced upon me by a contemplation of the perfect +state of existence, the perfect state of social domestic happiness +which I propose to myself. My life has hitherto been a tissue of +irregularity, which I assure you I am little content to reflect +upon.... I have been always neglectful of one of the most precious +possessions which a young man can hold—of my character.... You will +now see the object of this letter.... I desire strongly to marry, and +to devote myself to the temperate, rational duties of human life.... I +see, I confess, some objections to this step.... I am not forgetful of +what I owe to Godwin and my Mother, but we are in a manner entirely +separated.... It is true my feelings towards my Mother are cold and +inactive, but my attachment and respect for Godwin are unalterable, +and will remain so to the last moment of my existence.... The news of +his death would be to me a stroke of the severest affliction; that of +my own Mother would be no more than the sorrow occasioned by the loss +of a common acquaintance.</p> + +<p>... Unless every obstacle on the part of the object of my affection +were laid aside, you may suppose I should not speak so decisively. She +is perfectly acquainted with every circumstance respecting me, and we +feel that we love and are suited to each other; we feel that we should +be exquisitely happy in being devoted to each other.</p> + +<p>... I feel that I could not offer myself to the family without +assuring them of my capability of commanding an annual sufficiency to +support a little <i>ménage</i>—that is to say, as near as I can obtain +information, 2000 francs, or about £80.... Do I dream, my dear +Shelley, when a gleam of gay hope gives me reason to doubt of the +possibility of my scheme?...<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> Pray lose no time in writing to me, and +be as explicit as possible.</p></div> + +<p>The following extract is from a letter to Mary, written in August (the +matrimonial scheme is now quite forgotten)—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>I will begin by telling you that I received £10 some days ago, minus +the expenses.... I also received your letter, but not till after the +money.... I am most extremely vexed that Shelley will not oblige me +with a single word. It is now nearly six months that I have expected +from him a letter about my future plans.</p> + +<p>Do, my dear Mary, persuade him to talk with you about them; and if he +always persists in remaining silent, I beg you will write for him, and +ask him what he would be inclined to approve.... Had I a little +fortune of £200 or £300 a year, nothing should ever tempt me to make +an effort to increase this golden sufficiency....</p> + +<p>Respecting money matters.... I still owe (on the score of my +<i>pension</i>) nearly £15, this is all my debt here. Another month will +accumulate before I can receive your answer, and you will judge of +what will be necessary to me on the road, to whatever place I may be +destined. I cannot spend less than 3s. 6d. per day.</p> + +<p>If Papa’s novel is finished before you write, I wish to God you would +send it. I am now absolutely without money, but I have no occasion for +any, except for washing and postage, and for such little necessaries I +find no difficulty in borrowing a small sum.</p> + +<p>If I knew Mamma’s address, I should certainly write to her in France. +I have no heart to write to Skinner Street, for they will not answer +my letters. Perhaps, now that this haughty woman is absent, I should +obtain a letter. I think I shall make an effort with Fanny. As for +Clare, she has entirely forgotten that she has a brother in the +world.... Tell me if Godwin has been to visit you at Marlow; if you +see Fanny<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> often; and all about the two Williams. What is Shelley +writing?</p></div> + +<p>Shelley, when this letter arrived, was writing <i>The Revolt of Islam</i>. To +this poem, in spite of duns, sponges, and law’s delays, his thoughts and +time were consecrated during his first six months at Marlow; in spite, +too, of his constant succession of guests; but society with him was not +always a hindrance to poetic creation or intellectual work. Indeed, a +congenial presence afforded him a kind of relief, a half-unconscious +stimulus which yet was no serious interruption to thought, for it was +powerless to recall him from his abstraction.</p> + +<p>Mary’s life at Marlow was very different from what it had been at +Bishopsgate and Bath. Her duties as house-mistress and hostess as well as +Shelley’s companion and helpmeet left her not much time for reverie. But +her regular habits of study and writing stood her in good stead. +<i>Frankenstein</i> was completed and corrected before the end of May. It was +offered to Murray, who, however, declined it, and was eventually published +by Lackington.</p> + +<p>The negotiations with publishers calling her up to town, she paid a visit +to Skinner Street. Shelley accompanied her, but was obliged to return to +Marlow almost immediately, and as Mrs. Godwin also appears to have been +absent,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> Mary stayed alone with her father in her old home. To him this +was a pleasure.</p> + +<p>“Such a visit,” he had written to Shelley, “will tend to bring back years +that are passed, and make me young again. It will also operate to render +us more familiar and intimate, meeting in this snug and quiet house, for +such it appears to me, though I daresay you will lift up your hands, and +wonder I can give it that appellation.”</p> + +<p>To Mary every room in the house must have been fraught with unspeakable +associations. Alone with the memories of those who were gone, of others +who were alienated; conscious of the complete change in herself and +transference of her sphere of sympathy, she must have felt, when Shelley +left her, like a solitary wanderer in a land of shadows.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“I am very well here,” she wrote, “but so intolerably restless that it +is painful to sit still for five minutes. Pray write. I hear so little +from Marlow that I can hardly believe that you and Willman live there.”</p> + +<p>Another train of mingled recollections was awakened by the fact of her +chancing, one evening, to read through that third canto of <i>Childe Harold</i> +which Byron had written during their summer in Switzerland together.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Do you remember, Shelley, when you first read it to me one evening +after returning from Diodati. The lake was before us, and the mighty +Jura. That time is past, and this will also pass, when I may weep to +read these words....<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> Death will at length come, and in the last +moment all will be a dream.</p> + +<p>What Mary felt was crystallised into expression by Shelley, not many +months later—</p> + +<p class="poem">The stream we gazed on then, rolled by,<br /> +Its waves are unreturning;<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">But we yet stand</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">In a lone land,</span><br /> +Like tombs to mark the memory<br /> +Of hopes and fears, which fade and flee<br /> +In the light of life’s dim morning.</p> + +<p>On the last day of May, Mary returned to Marlow, where the Hunts were +making a long stay. Externally life went quietly on. The summer was hot +and beautiful, and they passed whole days in their boat or their garden, +or in the woods. Their studies, as usual, were unremitting. Mary applied +herself to the works of Tacitus, Buffon, Rousseau, and Gibbon. Shelley’s +reading at this time was principally Greek: Homer, Æschylus, and Plato. +His poem was approaching completion. Mary, now that <i>Frankenstein</i> was off +her hands, busied herself in writing out the journal of their first +travels. It was published, in December, as <i>Journal of a Six Weeks’ Tour</i>, +together with the descriptive letters from Geneva of 1816.</p> + +<p>But her peace and Shelley’s was threatened by an undercurrent of ominous +disturbance which gained force every day.</p> + +<p>Byron remained abroad. But Clare and Clare’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> baby remained with the +Shelleys. At Bath she had passed as “Mrs.” Clairmont, but now resumed her +former style, while Alba was said to be the daughter of a friend in +London, sent for her health into the country. As time, however, went by, +and the infant still formed one of the Marlow household, curiosity, never +long dormant, became aroused. Whose was this child? And if, as officious +gossip was not slow to suggest, it was Clare’s, then who was its father? +As month after month passed without bringing any solution of this problem, +the vilest reports arose concerning the supposed relations of the +inhabitants of Albion House—false rumours that embittered the lives of +Alba’s generous protectors, but to which Shelley’s unconventionality and +unorthodox opinions, and the stigma attached to his name by the Chancery +decree, gave a certain colour of probability, and which in part, though +indirectly, conduced to his leaving England again,—as it proved, for +ever.</p> + +<p>Again and again did he write to Byron, pointing out with great gentleness +and delicacy, but still in the plainest terms, the false situation in +which they were placed with regard to friends and even to servants by +their effort to keep Clare’s secret; suggesting, almost entreating, that, +if no permanent decision could be arrived at, some temporary arrangement +should at least be made for<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> Alba’s boarding elsewhere. Byron, at this +time plunged in dissipation at Venice, shelved or avoided the subject as +long as he could. Clare was friendless and penniless, and her chances of +ever earning an honest living depended on her power of keeping up +appearances and preserving her character before the world. But the child +was a remarkably beautiful, intelligent, and engaging creature, and its +mother, impulsive, uncontrolled, and reckless, was at no trouble to +conceal her devotion to it, regardless of consequences, and of the fact +that these consequences had to be endured by others.</p> + +<p>Those who had forfeited the world’s kindness seemed, as such, to be the +natural <i>protégés</i> of Shelley; and even Mary, who, not long before, had +summed up all her earthly wishes in two items,—“a garden, <i>et absentia +Claire</i>,”—stood by her now in spite of all. But their letters make it +perfectly evident that they were fully alive to the danger that threatened +them, and that, though they willingly harboured the child until some safe +and fitting asylum should be found for it, they had never contemplated its +residing permanently with them.</p> + +<p>To Mary Shelley this state of things brought one bitter personal grief and +disappointment in the loss of her earliest friend, Isabel or Isobel +Baxter, now married to Mr. David Booth, late brewer and subsequently +schoolmaster at <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span>Newburgh-on-Tay, a man of shrewd and keen intellect, an +immense local reputation for learning, and an estimation of his own gifts +second to that of none of his admirers.</p> + +<p>The Baxters, as has already been said, were people of independent mind, of +broad and liberal views; full of reverence and admiration for the +philosophical writings of Godwin. Mary, in her extreme youth and +inexperience, had quite expected that Isabel would have upheld her action +when she first left her father’s house with Shelley. In that she was +disappointed, as was, after all, not surprising.</p> + +<p>Now, however, her friend, whose heart must have been with her all along, +would surely feel justified in following that heart’s dictates, and would +return to the familiar, affectionate friendship which survives so many +differences of opinion. And her hope received an encouragement when, in +August, Mr. Baxter, Isabel’s father, accepted an invitation to stay at +Marlow. He arrived on the 1st of September, full of doubts as to what sort +of place he was coming to,—apprehensions which, after a very short +intercourse with Shelley, were changed into surprise and delight.</p> + +<p>But his visit was cut short by the birth, on the very next day, of Mary’s +little girl, Clara. He found it expedient to depart for a time, but +returned later in the month for a longer stay.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span>This second visit more than confirmed his first impression, and he wrote +to his daughter in warm, nay, enthusiastic praise of Shelley, against whom +Isabel was, not unnaturally, much prejudiced, so much so, it seems, as to +blind her even to the merits of his writings.</p> + +<p>After a warm panegyric of Shelley as</p> + +<p class="blockquot">A being of rare genius and talent, of truly republican frugality and +plainness of manners, and of a soundness of principle and delicacy of +moral tact that might put to shame (if shame they had) many of his +detractors,—and withal so amiable that you have only to be half an +hour in his company to convince you that there is not an atom of +malevolence in his whole composition.</p> + +<p>Mr. Baxter proceeds—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Is there any wonder that I should become attached to such a man, +holding out the hand of kindness and friendship towards me? Certainly +not. Your praise of his book<a name='fna_25' id='fna_25' href='#f_25'><small>[25]</small></a> put me in mind of what Pope says of +Addison—</p> + +<p class="poem">Damn with faint praise; assent with civil leer,<br /> +And, without sneering, others teach to sneer.</p> + +<p>[You say] “some parts appear to be well written, but the arguments +appear to me to be neither new nor very well managed.” After Hume such +a publication is quite puerile! As to the arguments not being new, it +would be a wonder indeed if any new arguments could be adduced in a +controversy which has been carried on almost since ever letters were +known. As to their not being well managed, I should be happy if you +would condescend on the particular instances of their being ill +managed; it was the first of Shelley’s works I had read. I read it +with the notion that it <i>could</i> only contain silly, crude, undigested +and puerile remarks on a worn-out subject; and yet I was unable to +discover any of that want of management which you complain of; but, +God help me, I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> thought I saw in it everything that was opposite. As +to its being puerile to write on such a subject after David Hume, I by +no means think that he has exhausted the subject. I think rather that +he has only proposed it—thrown it out, as it were, for a matter of +discussion to others who might come after him, and write in a less +bigoted, more liberal, and more enlightened age than the one he lived +in. Think only how many great men’s labours we should decree to be +puerile if we were to hold everything puerile that has been written on +this subject since the days of Hume! Indeed, my dear, the remark +altogether savours more of the envy and illiberality of one jealous of +his talents than the frankness and candour characteristic of my +Isobel. Think, my dear, think for a moment what you would have said of +this work had it come from Robert,<a name='fna_26' id='fna_26' href='#f_26'><small>[26]</small></a> who is as old as Shelley was +when he wrote it, or had it come from me, or even from——O! I must +not say David:<a name='fna_27' id='fna_27' href='#f_27'><small>[27]</small></a> he, to be sure, is far above any such puerility.</p></div> + +<p>Her father’s letter made Isabel waver, but in vain. It had no effect on +Mr. Booth, who had been at the trouble of collecting and believing all the +scandals about Alba, or “Miss Auburn,” as she seems to have been called. +He was not one to be biassed by personal feelings or beguiled by fair +appearances, in the face of stubborn, unaccountable facts. He preferred to +take the facts and draw his own inference—an inference which apparently +seemed to him no improbable one.</p> + +<p>For a long time nothing decisive was said or done, but while the fate of +her early friendship hung in the balances, Mary’s anxiety for some +settlement about Alba became almost intolerable<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> to her, weighing on her +spirits, and helping, with other depressing causes, to retard her +restoration to health.</p> + +<p>On the 19th of September she summed up in her journal the heads of the +seventeen days after Clara’s birth during which she had written nothing.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>I am confined Tuesday, 2d. Read <i>Rhoda</i>, Pastor’s <i>Fireside</i>, +<i>Missionary</i>, <i>Wild Irish Girl</i>, <i>The Anaconda</i>, <i>Glenarvon</i>, first +volume of Percy’s <i>Northern Antiquities</i>. Bargain with Lackington +concerning <i>Frankenstein</i>.</p> + +<p>Letter from Albé (Byron). An unamiable letter from Godwin about Mrs. +Godwin’s visits. Mr. Baxter returns to town. Thursday, 4th, Shelley +writes his poem; his health declines. Friday, 19th, Hunts arrive.</p></div> + +<p>As the autumn advanced it became evident that the sunless house at Marlow +was exceedingly cold, and far too dreary a winter residence to be +desirable for one of Shelley’s feeble constitution, or even for Mary and +her infant children. Shelley’s health grew worse and worse. His poem was +finished and dedicated to Mary in the beautiful lines beginning—</p> + +<p class="poem">So now my summer-task is ended, Mary,<br /> +And I return to thee, mine own heart’s home;<br /> +As to his Queen some victor Knight of Faëry,<br /> +Earning bright spoils for her enchanted dome;<br /> +Nor thou disdain, that ere my fame become<br /> +A star among the stars of mortal night,<br /> +If it indeed may cleave its natal gloom,<br /> +Its doubtful promise thus I would unite<br /> +With thy beloved name, thou Child of love and light.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span>But the reaction from the “agony and bloody sweat of intellectual +travail,” the troubles and griefs of the past year, and the ceaseless +worry about money, all told injuriously on his physical state. He had to +be constantly away from his home, up in town, on business; and his +thoughts turned longingly again towards Italy. Byron had signified his +consent to receive and provide for his daughter, subject to certain +stringent conditions, chief among which was the child’s complete +separation from its mother, from the time it passed into his keeping. In +writing to him on 24th September, Shelley adverts to his own wish to +winter at Pisa, and the possibility in this case of his being himself +Alba’s escort to Italy.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“Now, dearest, let me talk to you,” he writes to Mary. “I think we +ought to go to Italy. I think my health might receive a renovation +there, for want of which perhaps I should never entirely overcome that +state of diseased action which is so painful to my beloved. I think +Alba ought to be with her father. This is a thing of incredible +importance to the happiness, perhaps, of many human beings. It might +be managed without our going there. Yes; but not without an expense +which would, in fact, suffice to settle us comfortably in a spot where +I might be regaining that health which you consider so valuable. It is +valuable to you, my own dearest. I see too plainly that you will never +be quite happy till I am well. Of myself I do not speak, for I feel +only for you.”</p> + +<p>He goes on to discuss the practicability of the plan from the financial +point of view, calculating<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> what sum they may hope to get by the sale of +their lease and furniture, and how much he may be able to borrow, either +from his kind friend Horace Smith, or from money-lenders on <i>post obits</i>, +a ruinous process to which he was, all his life, forced to resort.</p> + +<p>Poor Mary in the chilly house at Marlow, with her three-weeks-old baby, +her strength far from re-established, and her house full of guests, who +made themselves quite at home, was not likely to take the most sanguine +view of affairs.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><i>25th September 1817.</i></p> + +<p>You tell me, dearest, to write you long letters, but I do not know +whether I can to-day, as I am rather tired. My spirits, however, are +much better than they were, and perhaps your absence is the cause. Ah! +my love! you cannot guess how wretched it was to see your languor and +increasing illness. I now say to myself, perhaps he is better; but +then I watched you every moment, and every moment was full of pain +both to you and to me. Write, my love, a long account of what Lawrence +says; I shall be very anxious until I hear.</p> + +<p>I do not see a great deal of our guests; they rise late, and walk all +the morning. This is something like a contrary fit of Hunt’s, for I +meant to walk to-day, and said so; but they left me, and I hardly wish +to take my first walk by myself; however, I must to-morrow, if he +still shows the same want of <i>tact</i>. Peacock dines here every day, +<i>uninvited</i>, to drink his bottle. I have not seen him; he morally +disgusts me; and Marianne says that he is very ill-tempered.</p> + +<p>I was much pained last night to hear from Mr. Baxter that Mr. Booth is +ill-tempered and jealous towards Isabel; and Mr. Baxter thinks she +half regrets her marriage; so she is to be another victim of that +ceremony. Mr. Baxter is not at all<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> pleased with his son-in-law; but +we can talk of that when we meet.</p> + +<p>... A letter came from Godwin to-day, very short. You will see him; +tell me how he is. You are loaded with business, the event of most of +which I am anxious to learn, and none so much as whether you can do +anything for my Father.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Marlow</span>, <i>26th September 1817</i>.</p> + +<p>You tell me to decide between Italy and the sea. I think, dearest, +if—what you do not seem to doubt, but which I do, a little—our +finances are in sufficiently good a state to bear the expense of the +journey, our inclination ought to decide. I feel some reluctance at +quitting our present settled state, but as we <i>must</i> leave Marlow, I +do not know that stopping short on this side the Channel would be +pleasanter to me than crossing it. At any rate, my love, do not let us +encumber ourselves with a lease again.... By the bye, talking of +authorship, do get a sketch of Godwin’s plan from him. I do not think +that I ought to get out of the habit of writing, and I think that the +thing he talked of would just suit me. I am glad to hear that Godwin +is well.... As to Mrs. Godwin, something very analogous to disgust +arises whenever I mention her. That last accusation of Godwin’s<a name='fna_28' id='fna_28' href='#f_28'><small>[28]</small></a> +adds bitterness to every feeling I ever felt against her.... Mr. +Baxter thinks that Mr. Booth keeps Isabel from writing to me. He has +written to her to-day warmly in praise of us both, and telling her by +all means not to let the acquaintance cool, and that in such a case +her loss would be much greater than mine. He has taken a prodigious +fancy to us, and is continually talking of and praising “Queen Mab,” +which he vows is the best poem of modern days.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Marlow</span>, <i>28th September 1817</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dearest Love</span>—Clare arrived yesterday night, and whether it might be +that she was in a croaking humour (in ill spirits she certainly was), +or whether she represented things<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> as they really were, I know not, +but certainly affairs did not seem to wear a very good face. She talks +of Harriet’s debts to a large amount, and something about Longdill’s +having undertaken for them, so that they must be paid. She mentioned +also that you were entering into a <i>post obit</i> transaction. Now this +requires our serious consideration on one account. These things (<i>post +obits</i>), as you well know, are affairs of wonderful length; and if you +must complete one before you settle on going to Italy, Alba’s +departure ought certainly not to be delayed.... You have not mentioned +yet to Godwin your thoughts of Italy; but if you determine soon, I +would have you do it, as these things are always better to be talked +of some days before they take place. I took my first walk to-day. What +a dreadfully cold place this house is! I was shivering over a fire, +and the garden looked cold and dismal; but as soon as I got into the +road, I found, to my infinite surprise, that the sun was shining, and +the air warm and delightful.... I will now tell you something that +will make you laugh, if you are not too teased and ill to laugh at +anything. Ah! dearest, is it so? You know now how melancholy it makes +me sometimes to think how ill and comfortless you may be, and I so far +away from you. But to my story. In Elise’s last letter to her <i>chere +amie</i>, Clare put in that Madame Clairmont was very ill, so that her +life was in danger, and added, in Elise’s person, that she (Elise) was +somewhat shocked to perceive that Mademoiselle Clairmont’s gaiety was +not abated by the <i>douloureuse</i> situation of her amiable sister. Jenny +replies—</p> + +<p>“Mon amie, avec quel chagrin j’apprends la maladie de cette jolie et +aimable Madame Clairmont; pauvre chère dame, comme je la plains. Sans +doute elle aime tendrement son mari, et en être séparée pour +toujours—en avoir la certitude elle sentir—quelle cruelle chose; +qu’il doit être un méchant homme pour quitter sa femme. Je ne sais ce +qu’il y a, mais cette jeune et jolie femme me tient singulièrement au +cœur; je l’avoue que je n’aime point mademoiselle sa sœur. +Comment! avoir à craindre pour les jours d’une si charmante<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> sœur, +et n’en pas perdre un grain de gaîté; elle me met en colere.”</p> + +<p>Here is a noble resentment thrown away! Really I think this +<i>mystification</i> of Clare’s a little wicked, although laughable. I am +just now surrounded by babes. Alba is scratching and crowing, William +is amusing himself with wrapping a shawl round him, and Miss Clara +staring at the fire.... Adieu, dearest love. I want to say again, that +you may fully answer me, how very, <i>very</i> anxious I am to know the +whole extent of your present difficulties and pursuits; and remember +also that if this <i>post obit</i> is to be a long business, Alba must go +before it is finished. Willy is just going to bed. When I ask him +where you are, he makes me a long speech that I do not understand. But +I know my own one, that you are away, and I wish that you were with +me. Come soon, my own only love.—Your affectionate girl,</p> + +<p class="signa">M. W. S.</p> + +<p><i>P.S.</i>—What of <i>Frankenstein</i>? and your own poem—have you fixed on a +name? Give my love to Godwin when Mrs. Godwin is not by, or you must +give it her, and I do not love her.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="right"><i>5th October 1817.</i></p> + +<p>... How happy I shall be, my own dear love, to see you again. Your +last was so very, very short a visit; and after you were gone I +thought of so many things I had to say to you, and had no time to say. +Come Tuesday, dearest, and let us enjoy some of each other’s company; +come and see your sweet babes and the little Commodore;<a name='fna_29' id='fna_29' href='#f_29'><small>[29]</small></a> she is +lively and an uncommonly interesting child. I never see her without +thinking of the expressions in my mother’s letters concerning Fanny. +If a mother’s eyes were not partial, she seemed like this Alba. She +mentions her intelligent eyes and great vivacity; but this is a +melancholy subject.</p></div> + +<p>But Shelley’s enforced absences became more and more frequent; brief +visits to his home were<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> all that he could snatch. As the desire to escape +grew stronger, the fair prospect only seemed to recede. New complications +appeared in the shape of Harriet’s creditors, who pressed hard on Shelley +for a settlement of their hitherto unknown and unsuspected claims. So +perilous with regard to them was his position that Mary herself was fain +to caution him to stay away and out of sight for fear of arrest. It was +almost more than she could do to keep up the mask of cheerfulness, yet her +letters of counsel and encouragement were her husband’s mainstay.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“Dearest and best of living beings,” he wrote in October, “how much do +your letters console me when I am away from you. Your letter to-day +gave me the greatest delight; so soothing, so powerful and quiet are +your expressions, that it is almost like folding you to my heart.... +My own Mary, would it not be better for you to come to London at once? +I think we could quite as easily do something with the house if you +were in London—that is to say, all of you—as in the country.”</p> + +<p>The next two letters were written in much depression. She could not get up +her strength; she dared not indulge in the hope of going abroad, for she +realised, as Shelley could not do, how little money they would have and +how much they already owed. Their income, and more, went in supporting and +paying for other people, and left them nothing to live on! Clare was +unsettled, unhappy, and petulant. Godwin, ignorant<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> like the rest of the +world of her story and her present situation, unaware of Shelley’s +proposed move, and certain to oppose it with the energy of despair when he +heard of it, was an impending visitor.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><i>16th October 1817.</i></p> + +<p>So you do not come to-night love, nor any night; you are always away, +and this absence is long and becomes each day more dreary. Poor +Curran! so he is dead, and a sod on his breast, as four years ago I +heard him prophesy would be the case within that year.</p> + +<p>Nothing is done, you say in your letter, and indeed I do not expect +anything will be done these many months. This, if you continued well, +would not give me so much pain, except on Alba’s account. If she were +with her father, I could wait patiently, but the thought of what may +come “between the cup and the lip”—between now and her arrival at +Venice—is a heavy burthen on my soul. He may change his mind, or go +to Greece, or to the devil; and then what happens?</p> + +<p>My dearest Shelley, be not, I entreat you, too self-negligent; yet +what can you do? If you were here, you might retort that question upon +me; but when I write to you I indulge false hopes of some miraculous +answer springing up in the interval. Does not Longdill<a name='fna_30' id='fna_30' href='#f_30'><small>[30]</small></a> treat you +ill? he makes out long bills and does nothing. You say nothing of the +late arrest, and what may be the consequences, and may they not detain +you? and may you not be detained many months? for Godwin must not be +left unprovided. All these things make me run over the months, and +know not where to put my finger and say—during this year your Italian +journey shall commence. Yet when I say that it is on Alba’s account +that I am anxious, this is only when you are away, and with too much +faith I believe you to be well. When I see you, drooping and languid, +in pain, and unable to enjoy life, then<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> on your account I ardently +wish for bright skies and Italian sun.</p> + +<p>You will have received, I hope, the manuscript that I sent yesterday +in a parcel to Hookham. I am glad to hear that the printing goes on +well; bring down all that you can with you.</p> + +<p>If we were free and had no anxiety, what delight would Godwin’s visit +give me; as it is, I fear that it will make me dreadfully miserable. +Cannot you come with him? By the way you write I hardly expect you +this week, but is it really so?</p> + +<p>I think Alba’s remaining here exceedingly dangerous, yet I do not see +what is to be done. Your babes are well. Clara already replies to her +nurse’s caresses by smiles, and Willy kisses her with great +tenderness.—Your affectionate</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary</span>.</p> + +<p><i>P.S.</i>—I wish you would purchase a gown for Milly,<a name='fna_31' id='fna_31' href='#f_31'><small>[31]</small></a> with a little +note with it from Marianne,<a name='fna_32' id='fna_32' href='#f_32'><small>[32]</small></a> that it may appear to come from her. +You can get one, I should think, for 12s. or 14s.; but it must be +<i>stout</i>; such a kind of one as we gave to the servant at Bath.</p> + +<p>Willy has just said good-night to me; he kisses the paper and says +good-night to you. Clara is asleep.</p> + + +<p> </p> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Marlow</span>, <i>Saturday, 18th October 1817</i>.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wright has called here to-day, my dearest Shelley, and wished to +see you. I can hardly have any doubt that his business is of the same +nature as that which made him call last week. You will judge, but it +appears to me that an arrest on Monday will follow your arrival on +Sunday.</p> + +<p>My love, you ought not to come down. A long, long week has passed, and +when at length I am allowed to expect you, I am obliged to tell you +not to come. This is very cruel. You may easily judge that I am not +happy; my spirits sink during this continued absence. Godwin, too, +will come<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> down; he will talk as if we meant to stay here; and I +must—must I?—tell fifty prevarications or direct <i>lies</i>. When I +thought that you would be here also, I knew that your presence would +lead to general conversation; but Clare will absent herself. We shall +be alone, and he will talk of your private affairs. I am sure that I +shall never be able to support it.</p> + +<p>And when is this to end? Italy appears to me farther off than ever, +and the idea of it never enters my mind but Godwin enters also, and +makes it lie heavy at my heart. Had you not better speak? you might +relieve me from a heavy burden. Surely he cannot be blind to the many +heavy reasons that urge us. Your health, the indispensable one, if +every other were away. I assure you that if my Father said, “Yes, you +must go; do what you can for me; I know that you will do all you can;” +I should, far from writing so melancholy a letter, prepare everything +with a light heart; arrange our affairs here; and come up to town, to +await patiently the effect of your efforts. I know not whether it is +early habit or affection, but the idea of his silent quiet +disapprobation makes me weep as it did in the days of my childhood.</p> + +<p>I shall not see you to-morrow. God knows when I shall see you! Clare +is for ever wearying with her idle and childish complaints. Can you +not send me some consolation?—Ever your affectionate</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary</span>.</p></div> + +<p>The fears of an arrest were not realised. Early in November Shelley came +for three days to Marlow, after which Mary went up to stay with him in +London.</p> + +<p>During this fortnight’s visit the question of renewed intercourse with +Isabel Booth was practically decided, and decided against Mary. She had +written on the 4th of November to Mr. Baxter inviting Christy to come on a +visit. Subsequently a plan was started for Isabel Booth’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> accompanying +the Shelleys in their Italian trip,—they little dreaming that when they +left England it would be for the last time.</p> + +<p>Apparently Mr. Baxter made some effort to bring Mr. Booth round to his way +of thinking. The two passed an evening with the Shelleys at their +lodgings. But it availed nothing, and in the end poor Mr. Baxter was +driven himself to write to Shelley, breaking off the acquaintance. The +letter was written much against the grain, and contrary to the convictions +of the writer, who seems to have been much put to it to account for his +action, the true grounds for which he could not bring himself to give. +Shelley, however, was not slow to divine the real instigator in the +affair, and wrote back a letter which, by its temperance, simplicity, and +dignity, must have pricked Baxter to the heart. Mary added a playful +postscript, showing that she still clung to hope—</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><span class="smcap">My dear Sir</span>—You see I prophesied well three months ago, when you were +here. I then said that I was sure Mr. Booth was averse to our +intercourse, and would find some means to break it off. I wish I had +you by the fire here in my little study, and it might be “double, +double, toil and trouble,” but I could quickly convince you that your +girls are not below me in station, and that, in fact, I am the fittest +companion for them in the world, but I postpone the argument until I +see you, for I know (pardon me) that <i>viva voce</i> is all in all with you.</p> + +<p>Two or three times more Mary wrote to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> Isabel, but the correspondence +dropped and the friends met no more for many years.</p> + +<p>The preparations for their migration extended over two or three months +more. During January Shelley suffered much from the renewal of an attack +of ophthalmia, originally caught while visiting the poor people at Marlow. +The house there was finally sold, and on the 10th of February they quitted +it and went up to London. Their final departure from England did not take +place until March. They made the most of their time of waiting, seeing as +much of their friends and of objects of interest as circumstances allowed.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Thursday, February 12</i> (Mary).—Go to the Indian Library and +the Panorama of Rome. On Friday, 13th, spend the morning at the +British Museum looking at the Elgin marbles. On Saturday, 14th, go to +Hunt’s. Clare and Shelley go to the opera. On Sunday, 15th, Mr. +Bransen, Peacock, and Hogg dine with us.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, February 18.</i>—Spend the day at Hunt’s. On Thursday, 19th, +dine at Horace Smith’s, and copy Shelley’s Eclogue. On Friday, 20th, +copy Shelley’s critique on <i>Rhododaphne</i>. Go to the Apollonicon with +Shelley. On Saturday, 21st, copy Shelley’s critique, and go to the +opera in the evening. Spend Sunday at Hunt’s. On Monday, 23d February, +finish copying Shelley’s critique, and go to the play in the +evening—<i>The Bride of Abydos</i>. On Tuesday go to the opera—<i>Figaro</i>. +On Wednesday Hunt dines with us. Shelley is not well.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 1.</i>—Read Montaigne. Spend the evening at Hunt’s. On +Monday, 2d, Shelley calls on Mr. Baxter. Isabel Booth is arrived, but +neither comes nor sends. Go to the play in the evening with Hunt and +Marianne, and see a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> new comedy damned. On Thursday, 5th, Papa calls, +and Clare visits Mrs. Godwin. On Sunday, 8th, we dine at Hunt’s, and +meet Mr. Novello. Music.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, March 9.</i>—Christening the children.</p></div> + +<p>This was doubtless a measure of precaution, lest the omission of any such +ceremony might in some future time operate as a civil disadvantage towards +the children. They received the names of William, Clara Everina, and Clara +Allegra.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Tuesday, March 10.</i>—Packing. Hunt and Marianne spend the day with +us. Mary Lamb calls. Papa in the evening. Our adieus.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, March 11.</i>—Travel to Dover.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, March 12.</i>—France. Discussion of whether we should cross. +Our passage is rough; a sick lady is frightened and says the Lord’s +Prayer. We arrive at Calais for the third time.</p></div> + +<p>Mary little thought how long it would be before she saw the English shores +again, nor that, when she returned, it would be alone.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">March 1818-June 1819</span></p> + +<p>The external events of the four Italian years have been repeatedly told +and profusely commented on by Shelley’s various biographers. Summed up, +they are the history of a long strife between the intellectual and +creative stimulus of lovely scenes and immortal works of art on the one +hand, and the wearing friction of vexatious outward events and crushing +afflictions on the other. For Shelley they were a period of rapid, of +exotic, mental growth and development, interspersed with intervals of +exhaustion and depression, of restlessness, or unnatural calm. For Mary +they were years of courageous effort, of heroic resistance to overpowering +odds. She endured, and she overcame; but some victories are obtained at +such cost as to be at the time scarcely distinguishable from defeats, and +the story of hers survives in no one act or work of her own, but in the +<i>Cenci</i>, <i>Prometheus Unbound</i>, <i>Epipsychidion</i>, and <i>Adonais</i>.</p> + +<p>The travellers proceeded, <i>viâ</i> Lyons and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> Chambéry, to Milan, whence +Shelley and Mary made an expedition to Como in search of a house. After +looking at several,—one “beautifully situated, but too small,” another +“out of repair, with an excellent garden, but full of serpents,” a third +which seemed promising, but which they failed to get,—they appear to have +given up the scheme altogether, and to have returned to Milan. For the +next week they were in frequent correspondence with Byron on the subject +of Allegra. This had to be carried on entirely by Shelley, as Byron +refused all communication with Clare, and undertook to provide for his +child on the sole condition that, from the day it left her, its mother +entirely relinquished it, and never saw it again.</p> + +<p>This appeared to Shelley cruelly and needlessly harsh. His own paternal +heart was still bleeding from fresh wounds, and although, as he again +pointed out, his interest in the matter was entirely on the opposite side +to Clare’s, he pleaded her cause with earnestness. He did not touch on the +question of Byron’s attitude towards Clare herself, he contended only for +the mother and child, in letters as remarkable for their simple good sense +as for their perfect delicacy and courtesy of expression, and every line +of which is inspired with the unselfish ardour of a heart full of love.</p> + +<p>Poor Clare herself was dreadfully unhappy. Any illusion she may ever have +had about Byron<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> had long been over, but she had possibly not realised +before coming to Italy the perfect horror he had of seeing her; an event, +as he told his friends the Hoppners, which would make it necessary for him +instantly to quit Venice. The reports about his present mode of life, +which, even at Milan did not fail to reach them, were, to say the least, +not encouraging; and from a later letter of Shelley’s it would seem that +he warned Clare now, at the last minute, to pause and reflect before she +sent Allegra away to such a father. She, however, was determined that till +seven years old, at least, the child should be with one or other of its +parents, and Byron would only consent to be that one on condition that it +grew up in ignorance of its mother. It appears to have been assumed by all +parties that, in refusing to hand Allegra altogether over to her father, +they would be sacrificing for her the prospect of a brilliant position and +fortune. Even supposing that this had been so, it is impossible to think +that such a consideration would have weighed, at any rate with the +Shelleys, but for the impossibility of keeping Clare’s secret if Allegra +remained with them, and the constant danger of worse scandal to which her +unexplained presence must expose them. Clare, distracted with grief as she +was, yet dreaded discovery acutely, and firmly believed she was acting for +Allegra’s best interests in parting from her.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span>It ended in the little girl’s being sent to Venice on the 28th of April in +the care of Elise, the Swiss nurse, with whom Mary Shelley, for Allegra’s +sake, consented to part, though she valued her very much, but who, not +long afterwards, returned to her.</p> + +<p>As soon as they had gone, the Shelleys and Clare left Milan; and +travelling leisurely through Parma, Modena, Bologna, and Pisa (where a +letter from Elise reached them), they arrived on the 9th of May at +Leghorn. Here they made the acquaintance of Mr. and Mrs. Gisborne. The +lady, formerly Mrs. Reveley, had been an intimate friend of Mary +Wollstonecraft’s (when Mary Godwin), and had been so warmly admired by +Godwin before his first marriage as to arouse some jealousy in Mr. +Reveley. Indeed, his admiration had been returned by so warm a feeling of +friendship on her part that Godwin was frankly surprised when on his +pressing her, shortly after her widowhood, to become his second wife, she +refused him point blank, nor, by all his eloquence, was to be persuaded to +change her mind. A beautiful girl, and highly accomplished, she had +married very young, and had one son of her first marriage, Henry Reveley, +a young civil engineer, who was now living in Italy with her and her +second husband.</p> + +<p>This Mr. Gisborne struck Mary as being the reverse of intelligent, and is +described in Shelley’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> letters in most uncomplimentary terms. His +appearance cannot certainly have been in his favour, but that there must +have been more in him than met the eye seems also beyond a doubt, as, at a +later time, Shelley addressed to him some of his most interesting and most +intimate letters.</p> + +<p>To Mrs. Gisborne they bore a letter of introduction from Godwin, and it +was not long before her acquaintance with Mrs. Shelley ripened into +friendship. “Reserved, yet with easy manners;” so Mary described her at +their first meeting. On the next day the two had a long conversation about +Mary’s father and mother. Of her mother, indeed, Mary learned more from +Mrs. Gisborne than from any one else. She wrote her father an immediate +account of these first interviews, and his answer is unusually +demonstrative in expression.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">I received last Friday a delightful letter from you. I was extremely +gratified by your account of Mrs. Gisborne. I have not seen her, I +believe, these twenty years; I think not since she was Mrs. Gisborne; +and yet by your description she is still a delightful woman. How +inexpressibly pleasing it is to call back the recollection of years +long past, and especially when the recollection belongs to a person in +whom one deeply interested oneself, as I did in Mrs. Reveley. I can +hardly hope for so great a pleasure as it would be to me to see her again.</p> + +<p>At the Bagni di Lucca, where they settled themselves for a time, Mary +heard from her father of the review of <i>Frankenstein</i> in the <i>Quarterly</i>. +Peacock had reported it to be unfavourable, so it<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> was probably a relief +to find that the reviewers “did not pretend to find anything blasphemous +in the story.”</p> + +<p class="blockquot">They say that the <i>gentleman</i> who has written the book is a <i>man of +talents</i>, but that he employs his powers in a way disagreeable to them.</p> + +<p>All this, however, tended to keep Mary’s old ardour alive. She never was +more strongly impelled to write than at this time; she felt her powers +fresh and strong within her; all she wanted was some motive, some +suggestion to guide her in the choice of a subject. While at Leghorn +Shelley had come upon a manuscript account, which Mary transcribed, of +that terrible story of the <i>Cenci</i> afterwards dramatised by himself. His +first idea was that Mary should take it for the subject of a play. He was +convinced that she had dramatic talent as a writer, and that he had none; +two erroneous conclusions, as the sequel showed. But such an assurance +from such a source could not but be flattering to Mary’s ambition, and +stimulating to her innate love of literary work. During all the early part +of their time in Italy their thoughts were busy with some subject for +Mary’s tragedy. One proposed and strongly urged by Shelley was <i>Charles +the First</i>. It was partially carried out by himself before his death, and +perhaps occurred to him now in connection with a suggestion of Godwin’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> +for a book very different in scope and character, and far better suited to +Mary’s genius than the drama. It would have been a series of <i>Lives of the +Commonwealth’s Men</i>; “our calumniated Republicans,” as Shelley calls them.</p> + +<p>She was immensely attracted by the idea, but was forced to abandon it at +the time, for lack of the necessary books of reference. But Shelley, who +believed her powers to be of the highest order, was as eager as she +herself could be for her to undertake original work of some kind, and was +constantly inciting her to effort in this direction.</p> + +<p>More than two months were spent at the Bagni di Lucca—reading, writing, +riding, and enjoying to the full the balmy Italian skies. Shelley, in whom +the creative mood was more or less dormant, and who “despaired of +providing anything original,” translated the <i>Symposium</i> of Plato, partly +as an exercise, partly to “give Mary some idea of the manners and feelings +of the Athenians, so different on many subjects from that of any other +community that ever existed.” Together they studied Italian, and Shelley +reported Mary’s progress to her father.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Mary has just finished Ariosto with me, and indeed has attained a very +competent knowledge of Italian. She is now reading Livy.</p> + +<p>She also transcribed his translation of the <i>Symposium</i>, and his Eclogue +<i>Rosalind and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> Helen</i>, which, begun at Marlow, had been thrown aside till +she found it and persuaded him to complete it.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Clare hungered and thirsted for a sight of Allegra, of whom she +heard occasionally from Elise, and who was not now under Byron’s roof, but +living, by his permission, with Mrs. Hoppner, wife of the British Consul +at Venice, who had volunteered to take temporary charge of her. Her +distress moved Shelley to so much commiseration that he resolved or +consented to do what must have been supremely disagreeable to him. He went +himself to Venice, hoping by a personal interview to modify in some degree +Byron’s inexorable resolution. Clare accompanied him, unknown, of course, +to Byron. They started on the 17th of August. On that day Mary wrote the +following letter to Miss Gisborne—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mrs. Shelley to Mrs. Gisborne.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Bagni di Lucca</span>, <i>17th August 1818</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Madam</span>—It gave me great pleasure to receive your letter after +so long a silence, when I had begun to conjecture a thousand reasons +for it, and among others illness, in which I was half right. Indeed, I +am much concerned to hear of Mr. R.’s attacks, and sincerely hope that +nothing will retard his speedy recovery. His illness gives me a slight +hope that you might now be induced to come to the baths, if it were +even to try the effect of the hot baths. You would find the weather +cool; for we already feel in this part of the world that the year is +declining, by the cold mornings and evenings.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> I have another selfish +reason to wish that you would come, which I have a great mind not to +mention, yet I will not omit it, as it might induce you. Shelley and +Clare are gone; they went to-day to Venice on important business; and +I am left to take care of the house. Now, if all of you, or any of +you, would come and cheer my solitude, it would be exceedingly kind. I +daresay you would find many of your friends here; among the rest there +is the Signora Felichi, whom I believe you knew at Pisa. Shelley and I +have ridden almost every evening. Clare did the same at first, but she +has been unlucky, and once fell from her horse, and hurt her knee so +as to knock her up for some time. It is the fashion here for all the +English to ride, and it is very pleasant on these fine evenings, when +we set out at sunset and are lighted home by Venus, Jupiter, and +Diana, who kindly lend us their light after the sleepy Apollo is gone +to bed. The road which we frequent is raised somewhat above, and +overlooks the river, affording some very fine points of view amongst +these woody mountains.</p> + +<p>Still, we know no one; we speak to one or two people at the Casino, +and that is all; we live in our studious way, going on with Tasso, +whom I like, but who, now I have read more than half his poem, I do +not know that I like half so well as Ariosto. Shelley translated the +<i>Symposium</i> in ten days. It is a most beautiful piece of writing. I +think you will be delighted with it. It is true that in many +particulars it shocks our present manners; but no one can be a reader +of the works of antiquity unless they can transport themselves from +these to other times, and judge, not by our, but their morality.</p> + +<p>Shelley is tolerably well in health; the hot weather has done him +good. We have been in high debate—nor have we come to any +conclusion—concerning the land or sea journey to Naples. We have been +thinking that when we want to go, although the equinox will be past, +yet the equinoctial winds will hardly have spent themselves; and I +cannot express to you how I fear a storm at sea with two such young +children as William and Clara. Do you know the periods when the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> +Mediterranean is troubled, and when the wintry halcyon days come? +However, it may be we shall see you before we proceed southward.</p> + +<p>We have been reading Eustace’s <i>Tour through Italy</i>; I do not wonder +the Italians reprinted it. Among other select specimens of his way of +thinking, he says that the Romans did not derive their arts and +learning from the Greeks; that Italian ladies are chaste, and the +lazzaroni honest and industrious; and that, as to assassination and +highway robbery in Italy, it is all a calumny—no such things were +ever heard of. Italy was the garden of Eden, and all the Italians +Adams and Eves, until the blasts of hell (<i>i.e.</i> the French—for by +that polite name he designates them) came. By the bye, an Italian +servant stabbed an English one here—it was thought dangerously at +first, but the man is doing better.</p> + +<p>I have scribbled a long letter, and I daresay you have long wished to +be at the end of it. Well, now you are; so my dear Mrs. Gisborne, with +best remembrances, yours, obliged and affectionately,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. Shelley</span>.</p></div> + +<p>From Florence, where he arrived on the 20th, Shelley wrote to Mary, +telling her that Clare had changed her intention of going in person to +Venice, and had decided on the more politic course of remaining herself at +Fusina or Padua, while Shelley went on to see Byron.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“Well, my dearest Mary,” he went on, “are you very lonely? Tell me +truth, my sweetest, do you ever cry? I shall hear from you once at +Venice and once on my return here. If you love me, you will keep up +your spirits; and at all events tell me truth about it, for I assure +you I am not of a disposition to be flattered by your sorrow, though I +should be by your cheerfulness, and above all by seeing such fruits of +my absence as was produced when I was at Geneva.”</p> + +<p>It was during Shelley’s absence with Byron on<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> their voyage round the lake +of Geneva that Mary had begun to write <i>Frankenstein</i>. But on the day when +she received this letter she was very uneasy about her little girl, who +was seriously unwell from the heat. On writing to Shelley she told him of +this; and, from his answer, one may infer that she had suggested the +advisability of taking the child to Venice for medical advice.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Padua, Mezzogiorno.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My best Mary</span>—I found at Mount Selica a favourable opportunity for +going to Venice, when I shall try to make some arrangement for you and +little Ca to come for some days, and shall meet you, if I do not write +anything in the meantime, at Padua on Thursday morning. Clare says she +is obliged to come to see the Medico, whom we missed this morning, and +who has appointed as the only hour at which he can be at leisure, 8 +o’clock in the morning. You must, therefore, arrange matters so that +you should come to the Stella d’Oro a little before that hour, a thing +only to be accomplished by setting out at half-past 3 in the morning. +You will by this means arrive at Venice very early in the day, and +avoid the heat, which might be bad for the babe, and take the time +when she would at least sleep great part of the time. Clare will +return with the return carriage, and I shall meet you, or send to you, +at Padua. Meanwhile, remember <i>Charles the First</i>, and do you be +prepared to bring at least some of <i>Mirra</i> translated; bring the book +also with you, and the sheets of <i>Prometheus Unbound</i>, which you will +find numbered from 1 to 26 on the table of the Pavilion. My poor +little Clara; how is she to-day? Indeed, I am somewhat uneasy about +her; and though I feel secure there is no danger, it would be very +comfortable to have some reasonable person’s opinion about her. The +Medico at Padua is certainly a man in great practice; but I confess he +does not satisfy me. Am I not<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> like a wild swan, to be gone so +suddenly? But, in fact, to set off alone to Venice required an +exertion. I felt myself capable of making it, and I knew that you +desired it.... Adieu, my dearest love. Remember, remember <i>Charles the +First</i> and <i>Mirra</i>. I have been already imagining how you will conduct +some scenes. The second volume of <i>St. Leon</i> begins with this proud +and true sentiment—</p> + +<p>“There is nothing which the human mind can conceive which it may not +execute.” Shakespeare was only a human being. Adieu till +Thursday.—Your ever affectionate,</p> + +<p class="signa">P. B. S.</p></div> + +<p>His next letter, however, announced yet another revolution in Clare’s +plans. Her heart failed her at the idea of remaining to endure her +suspense all alone in a strange place; and so, braving the possible +consequences of Byron’s discovering her move before he was informed of it, +she went on with Shelley to Venice, and, the morning after their arrival, +proceeded to Mr. Hoppner’s house. Here she was kindly welcomed by him and +his wife, a pretty Swiss woman, with a sympathetic motherly heart, who +knew all about her and Allegra. They insisted, too, on Shelley’s staying +with them, and he was nothing loth to accept the offer, for Byron’s circle +would not have suited him at all.</p> + +<p>He was pleased with his hostess, something in whose appearance reminded +him of Mary. “She has hazel eyes and sweet looks, rather Maryish,” he +wrote. And in another letter he described her as</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span>So good, so beautiful, so angelically mild that, were she wise too, +she would be quite a Mary. But she is not very accomplished. Her eyes +are like a reflection of yours; her manners are like yours when you know and like a person.</p> + +<p>He could enjoy no pleasure without longing for Mary to share it, and from +the moment he reached Venice he was planning impatiently for her to follow +him, to experience with him the strange emotions aroused by the first +sight of the wonderful city, and to make acquaintance with his new +friends.</p> + +<p>He lost no time in calling on Byron, who gave him a very friendly +reception. Shelley’s intention on leaving Lucca was to go with his family +to Florence, and the plan he urged on Byron was that Allegra should come +to spend some time there with her mother. To this Byron objected, as +likely to raise comment, and as a reopening of the whole question. He was, +however, in an affable mood, and not indisposed to meet Shelley halfway. +He had heard of Clare’s being at Padua, but nothing of her subsequent +change of plan; and, assuming that the whole party were staying there, he +offered to send Allegra as far as that, on a week’s visit. Finding that +things were not as he supposed, and that Mrs. Shelley was likely to come +presently to Venice, he proposed to lend them for some time a villa which +he rented at Este, and to let Allegra stay with them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> The offer was +promptly and gratefully accepted by Shelley. The fact of Clare’s presence +in Venice had, perforce, to be kept dark; for that there was no help; the +great thing was to get her and Allegra away as soon as possible. He sent +directions to Mary to pack up at once and travel with the least possible +delay to Este. There he would meet her with Clare, Allegra, and Elise, who +were to be established, with Mary’s little ones, at Byron’s villa, Casa +Cappucini, while she and he proceeded to Venice.</p> + +<p>When the letter came, Mary had the Gisbornes staying with her on a visit. +For that reason, and on account of little Clara’s indisposition, the +summons to depart so suddenly can hardly have been welcome; she obeyed it, +however, and left the Bagni di Lucca on the 31st of August. Owing to +delays about the passport, her journey took rather longer than they had +expected. The intense heat of the weather, added to the fatigue of +travelling and probably change of diet, seriously affected the poor baby, +who, by the time they got to Este on 5th September, was dangerously ill. +Shelley, who had been waiting for them impatiently, was also far from +well, and their visit to Venice had to be deferred for more than a +fortnight, during which Mary had time to hear enough of Venetian society +to horrify and disgust her.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span><i>Journal, Saturday, September 5.</i>—Arrive at Este. Poor Clara is +dangerously ill. Shelley is very unwell, from taking poison in Italian +cakes. He writes his drama of <i>Prometheus</i>. Read seven cantos of +Dante. Begin to translate <i>A Cajo Graccho</i> of Monti, and <i>Measure for +Measure</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, September 16.</i>—Read the <i>Filippo</i> of Alfieri. Shelley and +Clare go to Padua. He is very ill from the effects of his poison.</p></div> + +<p>To Mrs. Gisborne she wrote as follows—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><i>September 1818.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—I hasten to write to you to say that we have +arrived safe, and yet I can hardly call it safe, since the fatigue has +given my poor <i>Ca</i> an attack of dysentery; and although she is now +somewhat recovered from that disorder, she is still in a frightful +state of weakness and fever, and is reduced to be so thin in this +short time that you would hardly know her again.</p> + +<p>The physician of Este is a stupid fellow; but there is one come from +Padua, and who appears clever; so I hope under his care she will soon +get well, although we are still in great anxiety concerning her. I +found Mr. Shelley very anxious for our non-arrival, for, besides other +delays, we were detained a whole day at Florence for a signature to +our passport. The house at Este is exceedingly pleasant, with a large +garden and quantities of excellent fruit. I have not yet been to +Venice, and know not when I shall, since it depends upon the state of +Clara’s health. I hope Mr. Reveley is quite recovered from his +illness, and I am sure the baths did him a great deal of good. So now +I suppose all your talk is how you will get to England. Shelley agrees +with me that you could live very well for your £200 per annum in +Marlow or some such town; and I am sure you would be much happier than +in Italy. How all the English dislike it! The Hoppners speak with the +greatest acrimony of the Italians, and Mr. Hoppner says that he was +actually driven from Italian society by the young<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> men continually +asking him for money. Everything is saleable in Venice, even the wives +of the gentry, if you pay well. It appears indeed a most frightful +system of society. Well! when shall we see you again? Soon, I daresay. +I am so much hurried that you will be kind enough to excuse the +abruptness of this letter. I will write soon again, and in the +meantime write to me. Shelley and Clare desire the kindest +remembrances.—My dear Mrs. Gisborne, affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. S.</span></p> + +<p><span style="margin-left: 2em;">Casa Capuccini, Este.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;">Send our letters to this direction.</span></p></div> + +<p>No more of the journal was written till the 24th, and in the meantime +great trouble had fallen on the writers. Shelley was impatient for Clara +to be within reach of better medical advice, and anxious to get Mary to +Venice. He went forward himself on the 22d, returning next day as far as +Padua to meet Mary and Clara, with Clare, who, however, only came over to +Padua to see the Medico. The baby was very ill, and was getting worse +every hour, but they judged it best to press on. In their hurry they had +forgotten their passport, and had some difficulty in getting past the +<i>dogana</i> in consequence. Shelley’s impetuosity carried all obstacles +before it, and the soldiers on duty had to give way. On reaching Venice +Mary went straight with her sick child to the inn, while Shelley hurried +for the doctor. It was too late. When he got back (without the medical +man) he found Mary well-nigh beside herself with distress. Another doctor +had already<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> been summoned, but little Clara was dying, and in an hour all +was over.</p> + +<p>This blow reduced Mary to “a kind of despair”;—the expression is +Shelley’s. Mr. Hoppner, on hearing what had happened, insisted on taking +them away at once from the inn to his house. Four days she spent in Venice +after that, the first of which was a blank; of the second she merely +records—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">An idle day. Go to the Lido and see Albé there.</p> + +<p>After that she roused herself. There was Shelley to be comforted and +supported, there was Byron to be interviewed. One of her objects in coming +had been to try and persuade him after all to let Allegra stay. So she +nerved herself to pay this visit, and to go about and see something of +Venice with Shelley.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Sunday, September 27.</i>—Read fourth canto of <i>Childe Harold</i>. It +rains. Go to the Doge’s Palace, Ponte dei Sospiri, etc. Go to the +Academy with Mr. and Mrs. Hoppner, and see some fine pictures. Call at +Lord Byron’s and see the <i>Farmaretta</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, September 28.</i>—Go with Mrs. Hoppner and Cavaliere Mengaldo +to the Library. Shopping. In the evening Lord Byron calls.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, September 29.</i>—Leave Venice, and arrive at Este at night. +Clare is gone with the children to Padua.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, September 30.</i>—The chicks return. Transcribe <i>Mazeppa</i>. +Go to the opera in the evening.</p></div> + +<p>A quiet, sad fortnight at Este followed. An idle one it was not, for +Shelley not only wrote<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> <i>Julian and Maddalo</i>, but worked on portions of +his drama of <i>Prometheus Unbound</i>, the idea of which had haunted him ever +since he came to Italy. Clare, for the time, was happy with her child. +Mary read several plays of Shakespeare and the lives of Alfieri and Tasso +in Italian.</p> + +<p>On the 12th of October she arrived once more at Venice with Shelley. She +passed the greater part of her time there with the Hoppners, who were +exceedingly friendly. Shelley visited Byron several times, probably trying +to get an extension of leave for Allegra. In this, however, he must have +failed, as on the 24th he went to Este to fetch her, returning with her on +the 29th. Having restored the poor little girl to the Hoppners’ care, he +and Mary went once more to Este, but this time only to prepare for +departure. On the 5th of November the whole party, including Elise (who +was not retained for Allegra’s service), left the Villa Capuccini and +travelled by slow stages to Rome.</p> + +<p>No further allusion to her recent bereavement is to be found in Mary’s +journal. She attempted to behave like the Stoic her father had wished her +to be.<a name='fna_33' id='fna_33' href='#f_33'><small>[33]</small></a> She had written to him of her affliction, and received the +following answer from the philosopher—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span><span class="smcap">Skinner Street</span>, <i>27th October 1818</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mary</span>—I sincerely sympathise with you in the affliction which +forms the subject of your letter, and which I may consider as the +first severe trial of your constancy and the firmness of your temper +that has occurred to you in the course of your life; you should, +however, recollect that it is only persons of a very ordinary sort, +and of a pusillanimous disposition, that sink long under a calamity of +this nature. I assure you such a recollection will be of great use to +you. We seldom indulge long in depression and mourning except when we +think secretly that there is something very refined in it, and that it +does us honour.</p></div> + +<p>Such a homily, at such a time, must have made Mary feel like a person of a +very ordinary sort indeed. But she strove, only too hard, to carry out her +father’s principles; for, by doing violence to her sensitive nature, she +might crush but could not kill it. The passionate impulses of her mother +were curiously mated in her with her father’s reflective temperament; and +the noble courage which she inherited from Mary Wollstonecraft went hand +in hand with somewhat of Godwin’s constitutional shrinking from any +manifestation of emotion. And the effect of determinate, excessive +self-restraint on a heart like hers was to render the crushed feelings +morbid in their acuteness, and to throw on her spirits a load of endurance +which was borne, indeed, but at ruinous cost, and operated largely, among +other causes, to make her seem cold when she was really suffering.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span>At such times it was not altogether well for her that she was Shelley’s +companion. For, when his health and spirits were good, he craved and +demanded companionship,—personal, intellectual, playful,—companionship +of all sorts; but when they ebbed, when his vitality was low, when the +simultaneous exaltation of conception and labour of realisation—a +tremendous expenditure of force—was over, and left him shattered, shaken, +surprised at himself like one who in a dream falls from a height and +awakens with the shock,—tired, and yet dull,—then the one panacea for +him was animal spirits in some congenial acquaintance; whether a friend or +a previous stranger mattered little, provided the personality was +congenial and the spirits buoyant. Mary did her best, bravely and nobly. +But the loss of a child was one thing to Shelley, another thing to her. +She strove to overcome the low spirits from which she suffered. But +endurance, though more heroic than spontaneous cheerfulness, is not to be +compared with it in its benign effect on other people; nay, it may even +have a depressing effect when a yielding to emotion “of the ordinary sort” +may not. All these truths, however, do not become evident at once; like +other life-experience they have to be spelled out by slow and painful +degrees.</p> + +<p>To seek for respite from grief or care in <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span>intellectual culture and the +acquisition of knowledge was instinctive and habitual both in Shelley and +in Mary. They visited Ferrara and Bologna, then travelled by a winding +road among the Apennines to Terni, where they saw the celebrated +waterfall—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>It put me in mind of Sappho leaping from a rock, and her form +vanishing as in the shape of a swan in the distance.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, November 20.</i>—We travel all day the Campagna di Roma—a +perfect solitude, yet picturesque, and relieved by shady dells. We see +an immense hawk sailing in the air for prey. Enter Rome. A rainy +evening. Doganas and cheating innkeepers. We at length get settled in +a comfortable hotel.</p></div> + +<p>After one week in Rome, during which they visited as many of the wonders +of the Eternal City as the time allowed, they journeyed on to Naples, +reading Montaigne by the way.</p> + +<p>At Naples they remained for three months. Of their life there Mary’s +journal gives no account; she confines herself almost entirely to noting +down the books they read, and one or two excursions. They lived in very +great seclusion, greater than was good for them, but Shelley suffered much +from ill-health, and not a little from its treatment by an unskilful +physician. They read incessantly,—Livy, Dante, Sismondi, Winkelmann, the +Georgics and Plutarch’s <i>Lives</i>, <i>Gil Blas</i>, and <i>Corinne</i>. They left no +beautiful or interesting scene unvisited; they ascended <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span>Vesuvius, and +made excursions to Pompeii, Herculaneum, and Paestum.</p> + +<p>On the 8th of December Mary records—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Go on the sea with Shelley. Visit Capo Miseno, the Elysian Fields, +Avernus, Solfatara. The Bay of Baiae is beautiful, but we are +disappointed by the various places we visit.</p> + +<p>The impression of the scene, however, remained after the temporary +disappointment had been forgotten, and she sketched it from memory many +years later in the fanciful introduction to her romance of <i>The Last Man</i>, +the story of which purports to be a tale deciphered from sibylline leaves, +picked up in the caverns.</p> + +<p>Shelley, however, suffered from extreme depression, which, out of +solicitous consideration for Mary, he disguised as much as possible under +a mask of cheerfulness, insomuch that she never fully realised what he +endured at this time until she read the mournful poems written at Naples, +after he who wrote them had passed for ever out of sight.</p> + +<p>She blamed herself then for what seemed to her her blindness,—for having +perhaps let slip opportunities of cheering him which she would have sold +her soul to recall when it was too late. That <i>he</i>, at the time, felt in +her no such want of sympathy or help is shown by his concluding words in +the advertisement of <i>Rosalind and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> Helen</i>, and <i>Lines written among the +Euganean Hills</i>, dated Naples, 20th December, where he says of certain +lines “which image forth the sudden relief of a state of deep despondency +by the radiant visions disclosed by the sudden burst of an Italian sunrise +in autumn on the highest peak of those delightful mountains,” that, if +they were not erased, it was “at the request of a dear friend, with whom +added years of intercourse only add to my apprehension of its value, and +who would have had more right than any one to complain that she has not +been able to extinguish in me the very power of delineating sadness.”</p> + +<p>Much of this sadness was due to physical suffering, but external causes of +anxiety and vexation were not wanting. One was the discovery of grave +misconduct on the part of their Italian servant, Paolo. An engagement had +been talked of between him and the Swiss nurse Elise, but the Shelleys, +who thought highly of Elise and by no means highly of Paolo, tried to +dissuade her from the idea. An illness of Elise’s revealed the fact that +an illicit connection had been formed. The Shelleys, greatly distressed, +took the view that it would not do to throw Elise on the world without in +some degree binding Paolo to do his duty towards her, and they had them +married. How far this step was well-judged may be a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> matter of opinion. +Elise was already a mother when she entered the Shelleys service. Whether +a woman already a mother was likely to do better for being bound for life +to a man whom they “knew to be a rascal” may reasonably be doubted even by +those who hold the marriage-tie, as such, in higher honour than the +Shelleys did. But whether the action was mistaken or not, it was prompted +by the sincerest solicitude for Elise’s welfare, a solicitude to be +repaid, at no distant date, by the basest ingratitude. Meanwhile Mary lost +her nurse, and, it may be assumed, a valuable one; for any one who studies +the history of this and the preceding years must see all three of the poor +doomed children throve as long as Elise was in charge of them.</p> + +<p>Clare was ailing, and anxious too; how could it be otherwise? Just before +Allegra’s third birthday, Mary received a letter from Mrs. Hoppner which +was anything but reassuring. It gave an unsatisfactory account of the +child, who did not thrive in the climate of Venice, and a still more +unsatisfactory account of Byron.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Il faut espérer qu’elle se changera pour son mieux quand il ne sera +plus si froid; mais je crois toujours que c’est très malheureux que +Miss Clairmont oblige cette enfant de vivre à Venise, dont le climat +est nuisible en tout au physique de la petite, et vraîment, pour ce +que fera son père, je le trouve un<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> peu triste d’y sacrifier l’enfant. +My Lord continue de vivre dans une débauche affreuse qui tôt ou tard +le menera a sà ruine....</p> + +<p>Quant à moi, je voudrois faire tout ce qui est en mon pouvoir pour +cette enfant, que je voudrois bien volontiers rendre aussi heureuse +que possible le temps qu’elle restera avec nous; car je crains +qu’après elle devra toujours vivre avec des étrangers, indifferents à +son sort. My Lord bien certainement ne la rendra jamais plus à sa +mère; ainsi il n’y a rien de bon à espérer pour cette chère petite.</p></div> + +<p>This letter, if she saw it, may well have made Clare curse the day when +she let Allegra go.</p> + +<p>Still, after they returned to Rome at the beginning of March, a brighter +time set in.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Friday, March 5.</i>—After passing over the beautiful hills of +Albano, and traversing the Campagna, we arrive at the Holy City again, +and see the Coliseum again.</p> + +<p class="poem">All that Athens ever brought forth wise,<br /> +All that Afric ever brought forth strange,<br /> +All that which Asia ever had of prize,<br /> +Was here to see. Oh, marvellous great change!<br /> +Rome living was the world’s sole ornament;<br /> +And dead, is now the world’s sole monument.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 7.</i>—Move to our lodgings. A rainy day. Visit the +Coliseum. Read the Bible.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, March 8.</i>—Visit the Museum of the Vatican. Read the Bible.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, March 9.</i>—Shelley and I go to the Villa Borghese. Drive +about Rome. Visit the Pantheon. Visit it again by moonlight, and see +the yellow rays fall through the roof upon the floor of the temple. +Visit the Coliseum.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span><i>Wednesday, March 10.</i>—Visit the Capitol, +and see the most divine statues.</p></div> + +<p>Not one of the party but was revived and invigorated by the beauty and +overpowering interest of the surrounding scenes, and the delight of a +lovely Italian spring. To Shelley it was life itself.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“The charm of the Roman climate,” says Mrs. Shelley, “helped to clothe +his thoughts in greater beauty than they had ever worn before. And as +he wandered among the ruins, made one with nature in their decay, or +gazed on the Praxitelean shapes that throng the Vatican, the Capitol, +and the palaces of Rome, his soul imbibed forms of loveliness which +became a portion of itself.”</p> + +<p>The visionary drama of <i>Prometheus Unbound</i>, which had haunted, yet eluded +him so long, suddenly took life and shape, and stood before him, a vivid +reality. During his first month at Rome he completed it in its original +three-act form. The fourth act was an afterthought, and was added at a +later date.</p> + +<p>For a short, enchanted time—his health renewed, the deadening years +forgotten, his susceptibilities sharpened, not paralysed, by recent +grief—he gave himself up to the vision of the realisation of his +life-dream; the disappearance of evil from the earth.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>“He believed,” wrote Mary Shelley, “that mankind had only to will that +there should be no evil, and there would be<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> none.... That man should +be so perfectionised as to be able to expel evil from his own nature, +and from the greater part of the creation was the cardinal point of +his system. And the subject he loved best to dwell on, was the image +of one warring with the Evil Principle, oppressed not only by it, but +by all, even the good, who were deluded into considering evil a +necessary portion of humanity. A victim full of fortitude and hope, +and the spirit of triumph emanating from a reliance in the ultimate +omnipotence of good.”</p> + +<p>“This poem,” he himself says, “was chiefly written upon the +mountainous ruins of the Baths of Caracalla, among the flowers, +glades, and thickets of odoriferous blossoming trees, which are +extended in ever winding labyrinths upon its immense platforms and +dizzy arches suspended in the air. The bright blue sky of Rome, and +the effect of the vigorous awakening of spring in that divinest +climate, and the new life with which it drenches the spirits even to +intoxication, were the inspiration of this drama.”<a name='fna_34' id='fna_34' href='#f_34'><small>[34]</small></a></p></div> + +<p>And while he wrought and wove the radiant web of his poem, Mary, excited +to greatest enthusiasm by the treasures of sculpture at Rome, and infected +by the atmosphere of art around her, took up again her favourite pursuit +of drawing, which she had discontinued since going to Marlow, and worked +at it many hours a day, sometimes all day. She was writing, too; a +thoroughly congenial occupation, at once soothing and stimulating to her. +She studied the Bible, with the keen fresh interest of one who comes new +to it, and she read Livy and Montaigne.</p> + +<p>Little William was thriving, and growing more<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> interesting every day. His +beauty and promise and angelic sweetness made him the pet and darling of +all who knew him, while to his parents he was a perpetual source of ever +fresh and increasing delight. And his mother looked forward to the birth +in autumn of another little one who might, in some measure, fill the place +of her lost Clara.</p> + +<p>Clare, who, also, was in better health, was not behindhand in energy or +industry. Music was her favourite pursuit; she took singing-lessons from a +good master and worked hard.</p> + +<p>They led a somewhat less secluded life than at Naples, and at the house of +Signora Dionizi, a Roman painter and authoress (described by Mary Shelley +as “very old, very miserly, and very mean”), Mary and Clare, at any rate, +saw a little of Italian society. For this, however, Shelley did not care, +nor was he attracted by any of the few English with whom he came in +contact. Yet he felt his solitude. In April, when the strain of his work +was over, his spirits drooped, as usual; and he longed then for some +<i>congenial distraction</i>, some human help to bear the burden of life till +the moment of weakness should have passed. But the fount of inspiration, +the source of temporary elation and strength, had not been exhausted by +<i>Prometheus</i>.</p> + +<p>On the 22d of April Mary notes—</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span>Visit the Palazzo Corunna, and see the picture of Beatrice Cenci.</p> + +<p>The interest in the old idea was revived in him; he became engrossed in +the subject, and soon after his “lyrical drama” was done, he transferred +himself to this other, completely different work. There was no talk, now, +of passing it on to Mary, and indeed she may well have recoiled from the +unmitigated horrors of the tale. But, though he dealt with it himself, +Shelley still felt on unfamiliar ground, and, as he proceeded, he +submitted what he wrote to Mary for her judgment and criticism; the only +occasion on which he consulted her about any work of his during its +progress towards completion.</p> + +<p>Late in April they made the acquaintance of one English (or rather, Irish) +lady, who will always be gratefully remembered in connection with the +Shelleys.</p> + +<p>This was Miss Curran, a daughter of the late Irish orator, who had been a +friend of Godwin’s, and to whose death Mary refers in one of her letters +from Marlow.<a name='fna_35' id='fna_35' href='#f_35'><small>[35]</small></a></p> + +<p>Mary may, perhaps, have met her in Skinner Street; in any case, the old +association was one link between them, and another was afforded by +similarity in their present interests and occupations. Mary was very keen +about her drawing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> and painting. Miss Curran had taste, and some skill, +and was vigorously prosecuting her art-studies in Rome. Portrait painting +was her especial line, and each of the Shelley party, at different times, +sat to her; so that during the month of May they met almost daily, and +became well acquainted.</p> + +<p>This new interest, together with the unwillingness to bring to an end a +time at once so peaceful and so fruitful, caused them once and again to +postpone their departure, originally fixed for the beginning of May. They +stayed on longer than it is safe for English people to remain in Rome. Ah! +why could no presentiment warn them of impending calamity? Could they, +like the Scottish witch in the ballad, have seen the fatal winding-sheet +creeping and clinging ever higher and higher round the wraith of their +doomed child, they would have fled from the face of Death. But they had no +such foreboding.</p> + +<p>Not a fortnight after his portrait had been taken by Miss Curran, William +showed signs of illness. How it was that, knowing him to be so +delicate,—having learned by bitterest experience the danger of southern +heat to an English-born infant,—having, as early as April, suspected the +Roman air of causing “weakness and depression, and even fever” to Shelley +himself, how, after all<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> this, they risked staying in Rome through May is +hard to imagine.</p> + +<p>They were to pay for their delay with the best part of their lives. +William sickened on the 25th, but had so far recovered by the 30th that +his parents, though they saw they ought to leave Rome as soon as he was +fit to travel, were in no immediate anxiety about him, and were making +their summer plans quite in a leisurely way; Mary writing to ask Mrs. +Gisborne to help them with some domestic arrangements, begging her to +inquire about houses at Lucca or the Baths of Pisa, and to engage a +servant for her.</p> + +<p>The journal for this and the following days runs—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Sunday, May 30.</i>—Read Livy, and <i>Persiles and Sigismunda</i>. Draw. +Spend the evening at Miss Curran’s.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, May 31.</i>—Read Livy, and <i>Persiles and Sigismunda</i>. Draw. +Walk in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, June 1.</i>—Drawing lesson. Read Livy. Walk by the Tiber. +Spend the evening with Miss Curran.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, June 2.</i>—See Mr. Vogel’s pictures. William becomes very +ill in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, June 3.</i>—William is very ill, but gets better towards the +evening. Miss Curran calls.</p></div> + +<p>Mary took this opportunity of begging her friend to write for her to Mrs. +Gisborne, telling her of the inevitable delay in their journey.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Rome</span>, <i>Thursday, 3d June 1819</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—Mary tells me to write for her, for she is very +unwell, and also afflicted. Our poor little William<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> is at present +very ill, and it will be impossible to quit Rome so soon as we +intended. She begs you, therefore, to forward the letters here, and +still to look for a servant for her, as she certainly intends coming +to Pisa. She will write to you a day or two before we set out.</p> + +<p>William has a complaint of the stomach; but fortunately he is attended +by Mr. Bell, who is reckoned even in London one of the first English +surgeons.</p> + +<p>I know you will be glad to hear that both Mary and Mr. Shelley would +be well in health were it not for the dreadful anxiety they now +suffer.</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Emelia Curran.</span></p></div> + +<p>Two days after, Mary herself wrote a few lines to Mrs. Gisborne.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><i>5th June 1819.</i></p> + +<p>William is in the greatest danger. We do not quite despair, yet we +have the least possible reason to hope.</p> + +<p>I will write as soon as any change takes place. The misery of these +hours is beyond calculation. The hopes of my life are bound up in +him.—Ever yours affectionately,</p> + +<p class="signa">M. W. S.</p> + +<p>I am well, and so is Shelley, although he is more exhausted by +watching than I am. William is in a high fever.</p></div> + +<p>Sixty death-like hours did Shelley watch, without closing his eyes. Clare, +her own troubles forgotten in this moment of mortal suspense, was a +devoted nurse.</p> + +<p>As for Mary, her very life ebbed with William’s, but as yet she bore up. +There was no real hope from the first moment of the attack, but the poor +child made a hard struggle for life. Two more days and nights of anguish +and terror and deadly sinking of heart,—and then, in the blank page<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> +following <i>June 4</i>, the last date entered in the diary, are the words—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">The journal ends here.—P. B. S.</p> + +<p>On Monday, the 7th of June, at noonday, William died.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">June 1819-September 1820</span></p> + +<p>It was not fifteen months since they had all left England; Shelley and +Mary with the sweet, blue-eyed “Willmouse,” and the pretty baby, Clara, so +like her father; Clare and the “bluff, bright-eyed little Commodore,” +Allegra; the Swiss nurse and English nursemaid; a large and lively party, +in spite of cares and anxieties and sorrows to come. In one short, +spiritless paragraph Mary, on the 4th of August, summed up such history as +there was of the sad two months following on the blow which had left her +childless.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Wednesday, August 4, 1819, Leghorn</i> (Mary).—I begin my +journal on Shelley’s birthday. We have now lived five years together; +and if all the events of the five years were blotted out, I might be +happy; but to have won and then cruelly to have lost, the associations +of four years, is not an accident to which the human mind can bend +without much suffering.</p> + +<p>Since I left home I have read several books of Livy, <i>Clarissa +Harlowe</i>, the <i>Spectator</i>, a few novels, and am now reading the Bible, +and Lucan’s <i>Pharsalia</i>, and Dante. Shelley is to-day twenty-seven +years of age. Write; read Lucan<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> and the Bible. Shelley writes the +<i>Cenci</i>, and reads Plutarch’s <i>Lives</i>. The Gisbornes call in the +evening. Shelley reads <i>Paradise Lost</i> to me. Read two cantos of the +<i>Purgatorio</i>.</p></div> + +<p>Three days after William’s death, Shelley, Mary, and Clare had left Rome +for Leghorn. Once more they were alone together—how different now from +the three heedless young things who, just five years before, had set out +to walk through France with a donkey!</p> + +<p>Shelley, then, a creature of feelings and theories, full of unbalanced +impulses, vague aspirations and undeveloped powers; inexperienced in +everything but uncomprehended pain and the dim consciousness of +half-realised mistakes. Mary, the fair, quiet, thoughtful girl, earnest +and impassioned, calm and resolute, as ignorant of practical life as +precocious in intellect; with all her mind worshipping the same high +ideals as Shelley’s, and with all her heart worshipping him as the +incarnation of them. Clare her very opposite; excitable and enthusiastic, +demonstrative and capricious, clever, but silly; with a mind in which a +smattering of speculative philosophy, picked up in Godwin’s house, +contended for the mastery with such social wisdom as she had picked up in +a boarding school. Both of them mere children in years. Now poor Clare was +older without being much wiser, saddened yet not sobered; suffering +bitterly from her ambiguous position, yet unable<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> or unwilling to put an +end to it; the worse by her one great error, which had brought her to dire +grief; the better by one great affection—for her child,—the source of +much sorrow, it is true, but also of truest joy of self-devotion, and the +only instrument of such discipline that ever she had.</p> + +<p>Shelley had found what he wanted, the faithful heart which to his own +afforded peace and stability and the balance which, then, he so much +needed; a kindred mind, worthy of the best his had to give; knowing and +expecting that best, too, and satisfied with nothing short of it. And his +best had responded. In these few years he had realised powers the extent +of which could not have been foretold, and which might, without that +steady sympathy and support, have remained unfulfilled possibilities for +ever. In spite of the far-reaching consequences of his errors, in spite of +torturing memories, in spite of ill-health, anxiety, poverty, vexation, +and strife, the Shelley of <i>Queen Mab</i> had become the Shelley of +<i>Prometheus Unbound</i> and the <i>Cenci</i>.</p> + +<p>Of this development he himself was conscious enough. In so far as he was +known to his contemporaries, it was only by his so-called atheistic +opinions, and his departures theoretical and actual, from conventional +social morality; and even these owed their notoriety, not to his genius, +but to the fact that they were such strange vagaries in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> heir to a +baronetcy. In his new life he had, indeed, known the deepest grief as well +as the purest love, but those griefs which are memorial shrines of love +did not paralyse him. They were rather among the influences which elicited +the utmost possibilities of his nature; his lost children, as lovely +ideals, were only half lost to him.</p> + +<p>But with Mary it was otherwise. Her occupation was gone. When after the +death of her first poor little baby, she wrote: “Whenever I am left alone +to my own thoughts, and do not read to divert them, they always come back +to the same point—that I was a mother, and am so no longer;” a new sense +was dawning in her which never had waned, and which, since William’s +birth, had asserted itself as the key to her nature.</p> + +<p>She had known very little of the realities of life when she left her +father’s house with Shelley, and he, her first reality, belonged in many +ways more to the ideal than to the real world. But for her children, her +association with him, while immeasurably expanding her mental powers, +might have tended to develop these at the expense of her emotional nature, +and to starve or to stifle her human sympathies. In her children she found +the link which united her ideal love with the universal heart of mankind, +and it was as a mother that she learned the sweet charities of human +nature. This maternal love deepened her feelings<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> towards her own father, +it gave her sympathy with Clare and helped towards patience with her, it +saved her from overmuch literary abstraction, and prevented her from +pining when Shelley was buried in dreams or engrossed in work, and she +loved these children with the unconscious passionate gratitude of a +reserved nature towards anything that constrains from it the natural +expression of that fund of tenderness and devotion so often hidden away +under a perversely undemonstrative manner. Now, in one short year, all +this was gone, and she sank under the blow of William’s loss. She could +not even find comfort in the thought of the baby to be born in autumn, +for, after the repeated rending asunder of beloved ties, she looked +forward to new ones with fear and trembling, rather than with hope. The +physical reaction after the strain of long suspense and watching had told +seriously on her health, never strong at these times; the efforts she had +made at Naples were no longer possible to her. Even Clare with all her +misery was, in one sense, better off than she, for Allegra <i>lived</i>. She +tried to rise above her affliction, but her care for everything was gone; +the whole world seemed dull and indifferent. Poor Shelley, only too liable +to depression at all times, and suffering bitterly himself from the loss +of his beloved child, tried to keep up his spirits for Mary’s sake.</p> + +<p class="poem"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> +Thou sittest on the hearth of pale Despair,<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Where,</span><br /> +For thine own sake, I cannot follow thee.</p> + +<p>Perhaps the effort he thus made for her sake had a bracing effect on +himself, but the old Mary seemed gone,—lost,—and even he was powerless +to bring her back; she could not follow him; any approach of seeming +forgetfulness in others increased her depression and gloom.</p> + +<p>The letter to Miss Curran, which follows, was written within three weeks +of William’s death.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Leghorn</span>, <i>27th June 1819</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Miss Curran</span>—I wrote to you twice on our journey, and again +from this place, but I found the other day that Shelley had forgotten +to send the letter; and I have been so unwell with a cold these last +two or three days that I have not been able to write. We have taken an +airy house here, in the vicinity of Leghorn, for three months, and we +have not found it yet too hot. The country around us is pretty, so +that I daresay we shall do very well. I am going to write another +stupid letter to you, yet what can I do? I no sooner take up my pen +than my thoughts run away with me, and I cannot guide it except about +<i>one</i> subject, and that I must avoid. So I entreat you to join this to +your many other kindnesses, and to excuse me. I have received the two +letters forwarded from Rome. My father’s lawsuit is put off until +July. It will never be terminated. I hear that you have quitted the +pestilential air of Rome, and have gained a little health in the +country. Pray let us hear from you, for both Shelley and I are very +anxious—more than I can express—to know how you are. Let us hear +also, if you please, anything you may have done about the tomb, near +which I shall lie one day, and care not, for my own sake, how soon. I +never shall recover that blow; I feel it more than at Rome; the +thought never leaves me for a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> single moment; everything on earth has +lost its interest to me. You see I told you that I could only write to +you on one subject; how can I, since, do all I can (and I endeavour +very sincerely) I can think of no other, so I will leave off. Shelley +is tolerably well, and desires his kindest remembrances.—Most +affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. Shelley</span>.</p></div> + +<p>Their sympathetic friend, Leigh Hunt, grieved at the tone of her letters +and at Shelley’s account of her, tried to convey to her a little kindly +advice and encouragement.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">8 York Buildings, New Road.</span><br /> +<span style="padding-right: 4em;"><i>July 1819.</i></span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mary</span>—I was just about to write to you, as you will see by my +letter to Shelley, when I received yours. I need not say how it +grieves me to see you so dispirited. Not that I wonder at it under +such sufferings; but I know, at least I have often suspected, that you +have a tendency, partly constitutional perhaps, and partly owing to +the turn of your philosophy, to look over-intensely at the dark side +of human things; and they must present double dreariness through such +tears as you are now shedding. Pray consent to take care of your +health, as the ground of comfort; and cultivate your laurels on the +strength of it. I wish you would strike your pen into some more genial +subject (more obviously so than your last), and bring up a fountain of +gentle tears for us. That exquisite passage about the cottagers shows +what you could do.<a name='fna_36' id='fna_36' href='#f_36'><small>[36]</small></a></p></div> + +<p>Mary received his counsels submissively, and would have carried them out +if she could. But her nervous prostration was beyond her own power to cure +or remove, and it was hard for others and impossible for herself to know +how far her dejected state was due to mental and how far to physical causes.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span>Shelley was not, and dared not be, idle. He worked at his Tragedy and +finished it; many of the Fragments, too, belong to this time. They are the +speech of pain, but those who can teach in song what they learn in +suffering have much, very much to be thankful for. Mary persisted in +study; she even tried to write. But the spring of invention was low.</p> + +<p>She exerted herself to send to Mrs. Hunt an account of their present life +and surroundings.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Leghorn</span>, <i>28th August 1819</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Marianne</span>—We are very dull at Leghorn, and I can therefore +write nothing to amuse you. We live in a little country house at the +end of a green lane, surrounded by a <i>podere</i>. These <i>poderi</i> are just +the things Hunt would like. They are like our kitchen-gardens, with +the difference only that the beautiful fertility of the country gives +them. A large bed of cabbages is very unpicturesque in England, but +here the furrows are alternated with rows of grapes festooned on their +supporters, and the hedges are of myrtle, which have just ceased to +flower; their flower has the sweetest faint smell in the world, like +some delicious spice. Green grassy walks lead you through the vines. +The people are always busy, and it is pleasant to see three or four of +them transform in one day a bed of Indian corn to one of celery. They +work this hot weather in their shirts, or smock-frocks (but their +breasts are bare), their brown legs nearly the colour, only with a +rich tinge of red in it, of the earth they turn up. They sing, not +very melodiously, but very loud, Rossini’s music, “Mi rivedrai, ti +rivedrò,” and they are accompanied by the <i>cicala</i>, a kind of little +beetle, that makes a noise with its tail as loud as Johnny can sing; +they live on trees; and three or four together are enough to deafen +you. It is to the <i>cicala</i> that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> Anacreon has addressed an ode which +they call “To a Grasshopper” in the English translations.</p> + +<p>Well, here we live. I never am in good spirits—often in very bad; and +Hunt’s portrait has already seen me shed so many tears that, if it had +his heart as well as his eyes, he would weep too in pity. But no more +of this, or a tear will come now, and there is no use for that.</p> + +<p>By the bye, a hint Hunt gave about portraits. The Italian painters are +very bad; they might make a nose like Shelley’s, and perhaps a mouth, +but I doubt it; but there would be no expression about it. They have +no notion of anything except copying again and again their Old +Masters; and somehow mere copying, however divine the original, does a +great deal more harm than good.</p> + +<p>Shelley has written a good deal, and I have done very little since I +have been in Italy. I have had so much to see, and so many vexations, +independently of those which God has kindly sent to wean me from the +world if I were too fond of it. Shelley has not had good health by any +means, and, when getting better, fate has ever contrived something to +pull him back. He never was better than the last month of his stay in +Rome, except the last week—then he watched sixty miserable death-like +hours without closing his eyes; and you may think what good that did +him.</p> + +<p>We see the <i>Examiners</i> regularly now, four together, just two months +after the publication of the last. These are very delightful to us. I +have a word to say to Hunt of what he says concerning Italian dancing. +The Italians dance very badly. They dress for their dances in the +ugliest manner; the men in little doublets, with a hat and feather; +they are very stiff; nothing but their legs move; and they twirl and +jump with as little grace as may be. It is not for their dancing, but +their pantomime, that the Italians are famous. You remember what we +told you of the ballet of <i>Othello</i>. They tell a story by action, so +that words appear perfectly superfluous things for them. In that they +are graceful, agile, impressive, and very affecting; so that I delight +in nothing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> so much as a deep tragic ballet. But the dancing, unless, +as they sometimes do, they dance as common people (for instance, the +dance of joy of the Venetian citizens on the return of Othello), is +very bad indeed.</p> + +<p>I am very much obliged to you for all your kind offers and wishes. +Hunt would do Shelley a great deal of good, but that we may not think +of; his spirits are tolerably good. But you do not tell me how you get +on; how Bessy is, and where she is. Remember me to her. Clare is +learning thorough bass and singing. We pay four crowns a month for her +master, lessons three times a week; cheap work this, is it not? At +Rome we paid three shillings a lesson and the master stayed two hours. +The one we have now is the best in Leghorn.</p> + +<p>I write in the morning, read Latin till 2, when we dine; then I read +some English book, and two cantos of Dante with Shelley. In the +evening our friends the Gisbornes come, so we are not perfectly alone. +I like Mrs. Gisborne very much indeed, but her husband is most +dreadfully dull; and as he is always with her, we have not so much +pleasure in her company as we otherwise should....</p></div> + +<p>The neighbourhood of Mrs. Gisborne, “charming from her frank and +affectionate nature,” and full of intellectual sympathy with the Shelleys, +was a boon indeed at this melancholy time. Through her Shelley was led to +the study of Spanish, and the appearance on the scene of Charles +Clairmont, who had just passed a year in Spain, was an additional stimulus +in this direction. Together they read several of Calderon’s plays, from +which Shelley derived the greatest delight, and which enabled him for a +time to forget everyday life and its troubles. Another<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> diversion to his +thoughts was the scheme of a steamboat which should ply between Leghorn +and Marseilles, to be constructed by Henry Reveley, mainly at Shelley’s +expense. He was elated at promoting a project which he conceived to be of +great public usefulness and importance, and happy at being able to do a +friend a good turn. He followed every stage of the steamer’s construction +with keen interest, and was much disappointed when the idea was given up, +as, after some months, it was; not, however, until much time, labour, and +money had been expended on it.</p> + +<p>Mary, though she endeavoured to fill the blanks in her existence by +assiduous reading, could not escape care. Clare was in perpetual thirst +for news of her Allegra, and Godwin spared them none of his usual +complaints. He, too, was much concerned at the depressed tone of Mary’s +letters, which seemed to him quite disproportionate to the occasion, and +thought it his duty to convince her, by reasoning, that she was not so +unhappy as she thought herself to be.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Skinner Street</span>, <i>9th September 1819</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mary</span>—Your letter of 19th August is very grievous to me, +inasmuch as you represent me as increasing the degree of your +uneasiness and depression.</p> + +<p>You must, however, allow me the privilege of a father and a +philosopher in expostulating with you on this depression. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> cannot +but consider it as lowering your character in a memorable degree, and +putting you quite among the commonalty and mob of your sex, when I had +thought I saw in you symptoms entitling you to be ranked among those +noble spirits that do honour to our nature. What a falling off is +here! How bitterly is so inglorious a change to be deplored!</p> + +<p>What is it you want that you have not? You have the husband of your +choice, to whom you seem to be unalterably attached, a man of high +intellectual attainments, whatever I and some other persons may think +of his morality, and the defects under this last head, if they be not +(as you seem to think) imaginary, at least do not operate as towards +you. You have all the goods of fortune, all the means of being useful +to others, and shining in your proper sphere. But you have lost a +child: and all the rest of the world, all that is beautiful, and all +that has a claim upon your kindness, is nothing, because a child of +two years old is dead.</p> + +<p>The human species may be divided into two great classes: those who +lean on others for support, and those who are qualified to support. Of +these last, some have one, some five, and some ten talents. Some can +support a husband, a child, a small but respectable circle of friends +and dependents, and some can support a world, contributing by their +energies to advance their whole species one or more degrees in the +scale of perfectibility. The former class sit with their arms crossed, +a prey to apathy and languor, of no use to any earthly creature, and +ready to fall from their stools if some kind soul, who might +compassionate, but who cannot respect them, did not come from moment +to moment and endeavour to set them up again. You were formed by +nature to belong to the best of these classes, but you seem to be +shrinking away, and voluntarily enrolling yourself among the worst.</p> + +<p>Above all things, I entreat you, do not put the miserable delusion on +yourself, to think there is something fine, and beautiful, and +delicate, in giving yourself up, and agreeing to be nothing. Remember +too, though at first your nearest connections may pity you in this +state, yet that when they see you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span> fixed in selfishness and ill +humour, and regardless of the happiness of every one else, they will +finally cease to love you, and scarcely learn to endure you.</p> + +<p>The other parts of your letter afford me much satisfaction. Depend +upon it, there is no maxim more true or more important than this; +Frankness of communication takes off bitterness. True philosophy +invites all communication, and withholds none.</p></div> + +<p>Such a letter tended rather to check frankness of communication than to +bind up a broken heart. Poor Mary’s feelings appear in her letter to Miss +Curran, with whom she was in correspondence about a monumental stone for +the tomb in Rome.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>The most pressing entreaties on my part, as well as Clare’s, cannot +draw a single line from Venice. It is now six months since we have +heard, even in an indirect manner, from there. God knows what has +happened, or what has not! I suppose Shelley must go to see what has +become of the little thing; yet how or when I know not, for he has +never recovered from his fatigue at Rome, and continually frightens me +by the approaches of a dysentery. Besides, we must remove. My lying-in +and winter are coming on, so we are wound up in an inextricable +dilemma. This is very hard upon us; and I have no consolation in any +quarter, for my misfortune has not altered the tone of my Father’s +letters, so that I gain care every day. And can you wonder that my +spirits suffer terribly? that time is a weight to me? And I see no end +to this. Well, to talk of something more interesting, Shelley has +finished his tragedy, and it is sent to London to be presented to the +managers. It is still a <i>deep secret</i>, and only one person, Peacock +(who presents it), knows anything about it in England. With Shelley’s +public and private enemies, it would certainly fall if known to be +his; his sister-in-law alone would hire<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> enough people to damn it. It +is written with great care, and we are in hopes that its story is +sufficiently polished not to shock the audience. We shall see. +Continue to direct to us at Leghorn, for if we should be gone, they +will be faithfully forwarded to us. And when you return to Rome just +have the kindness to inquire if there should be any stray letter for +us at the post-office. I hope the country air will do you real good. +You must take care of yourself. Remember that one day you will return +to England, and that you may be happier there.—Affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="signa">M. W. S.</p></div> + +<p>At the end of September they removed to Florence, where they had engaged +pleasant lodgings for six months. The time of Mary’s confinement was now +approaching, an event, in Shelley’s words, “more likely than any other to +retrieve her from some part of her present melancholy depression.”</p> + +<p>They travelled by short, easy stages; stopping for a day at Pisa to pay a +visit to a lady with whom from this time their intercourse was frequent +and familiar. This was Lady Mountcashel, who had, when a young girl, been +Mary Wollstonecraft’s pupil, and between whom and her teacher so warm an +attachment had existed as to arouse the jealousy and dislike of her +mother, Lady Kingsborough. She had long since been separated from Lord +Mountcashel, and lived in Italy with a Mr. Tighe and their two daughters, +Laura and Nerina. As Lady Mountcashel she had entertained Godwin at her +house during his visit to Ireland after his first wife’s death. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> is +described by him as a remarkable person, “a republican and a democrat in +all their sternness, yet with no ordinary portion either of understanding +or good nature.” In dress and appearance she was somewhat singular, and +had that disregard for public opinion on such matters which is habitually +implied in the much abused term “strong-minded.” In this respect she had +now considerably toned down. Her views on the relations of the sexes were +those of William Godwin, and she had put them into practice. But she and +the gentleman with whom she lived in permanent, though irregular, union +had succeeded in constraining, by their otherwise exemplary life, the +general respect and esteem. They were known as “Mr. and Mrs. Mason,” and +had so far lived down criticism that their actual position had come to be +ignored or forgotten by those around them. Mr. Tighe, or “Tatty,” as he +was familiarly called by his few intimates, was of a retiring disposition, +a lover of books and of solitude. Mrs. Mason was as remarkable for her +strong practical common sense as for her talents and cultivation and the +liberality of her views. She had a considerable knowledge of the world, +and was looked up to as a model of good breeding, and an oracle on matters +of deportment and propriety.</p> + +<p>She had kept up correspondence with Godwin,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> and her acquaintance with the +Shelleys was half made before she saw them. She conceived an immediate +affection for Mary, as well for her own as for her mother’s sake, and was +to prove a constant and valuable friend, not to her only, but to Shelley, +and most especially to Clare.</p> + +<p>After a week in Florence, Mary’s journal was resumed.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Saturday, October 9.</i>—Arrive at Florence. Read Massinger. Shelley +begins Clarendon; reads Massinger, and Plato’s <i>Republic</i>. Clare has +her first singing lesson on Saturday. Go to the opera and see a +beautiful ballet</p> + +<p><i>Monday, October 11.</i>—Read Horace; work. Go to the Gallery. Shelley +finishes the first volume of Clarendon. Read the <i>Little Thief</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, October 20.</i>—Finish the First Book of Horace’s Odes. +Work, walk, read, etc. On Saturday letters are sent to England. On +Tuesday one to Venice. Shelley visits the Galleries. Reads Spenser and +Clarendon aloud.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, October 28.</i>—Work; read; copy <i>Peter Bell</i>. Monday night a +great fright with Charles Clairmont. Shelley reads Clarendon aloud and +<i>Plato’s Republic</i>. Walk. On Thursday the protest from the Bankers. +Shelley writes to them, and to Peacock, Longdill, and H. Smith.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, November 9.</i>—Read Madame de Sevigné. Bad news from London. +Shelley reads Clarendon aloud, and Plato. He writes to Papa.</p></div> + +<p>On the 12th of November a son was born to the Shelleys, and brought the +first true balm of consolation to his poor mother’s heart.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“You may imagine,” wrote Shelley to Leigh Hunt, “that this is a great +relief and a great comfort to me amongst all<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> my misfortunes.... Poor +Mary begins (for the first time) to look a little consoled; for we +have spent, as you may imagine, a miserable five months.”</p> + +<p>The child was healthy and pretty, and very like William. Neither Mary’s +strength nor her spirits were altogether re-established for some time, but +the birth of “Percy Florence” was, none the less, the beginning of a new +life for her. She turned, with the renewed energy of hope, to her literary +work and studies. One of her first tasks was to transcribe the just +written fourth act of <i>Prometheus Unbound</i>. She had work of her own on +hand too; a historical novel, <i>Castruccio, Prince of Lucca</i> (afterwards +published as <i>Valperga</i>), a laborious but very congenial task, which +occupied her for many months.</p> + +<p>And indeed all the solace of new and tender ties, all the animating +interest of intellectual pursuits, was sorely needed to counteract the +wearing effect of harassing cares and threatening calamities. Godwin was +now being pressed for the accumulated unpaid house-rent of many years; so +many that, when the call came, it was unexpected by him, and he challenged +its justice. He had engaged in a law-suit on the matter, which he +eventually lost. The only point which appeared to admit of no reasonable +doubt was that Shelley would shortly be called upon to find a large sum of +money for him, and this at a time when he was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> himself in unexpected +pecuniary straits, owing to the non-arrival of his own remittances from +England—a circumstance rendered doubly vexatious by the fact that a large +portion of the money was pledged to Henry Reveley for the furtherance of +his steamboat. A draft for £200, destined for this purpose, was returned, +protested by Shelley’s bankers. And though the money was ultimately +recovered, its temporary loss caused no small alarm. Meanwhile every mail +brought letters from Godwin of the most harrowing nature; the philosophy +which he inculcated in a case of bereavement was null and void where +impending bankruptcy was concerned. He well knew how to work on his +daughter’s feelings, and he did not spare her. Poor Shelley was at his +wits’ end.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“Mary is well,” he wrote (in December) to the Gisbornes; “but for this +affair in London I think her spirits would be good. What shall I, what +can I, what ought I to do? You cannot picture to yourself my perplexity.”</p> + +<p>It appeared not unlikely that he might even have to go to England, a +journey for which his present state of health quite unfitted him, and +which he could not but be conscious would be no permanent remedy, but only +a temporary alleviation, of Godwin’s thoroughly unsound circumstances. +Mary, in her grief for her father, began to think that the best thing for +him might be to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> leave England altogether and settle abroad; an idea from +which Mrs. Mason, with her strong sagacity, earnestly dissuaded her.</p> + +<p>Her views on the point were expressed in a letter to Shelley Mary had +written asking her if she could give Charles Clairmont any introductions +at Vienna, where he had now gone to seek his fortune as a teacher of +languages; and also begging for such assistance as she might be able to +lend in the matter of obtaining access to historical documents or other +MS. bearing on the subjects of Mary’s projected novel.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mrs. Mason to Shelley.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Sir</span>—I deferred answering your letter till this post in hopes +of being able to send some recommendations for your friend at Vienna, +in which I have been disappointed; and I have now also a letter from +my dear Mary; so I will answer both together. It gives me great +pleasure to hear such a good account of the little boy and his +mother.... I am sorry to perceive that your visit to Pisa will be so +much retarded; but I admire Mary’s courage and industry. I sincerely +regret that it is not in my power to be of service to her in this +undertaking.... All I can say is, that when you have got all you can +there (where I suppose the manuscript documents are chiefly to be +found) and that you come to this place, I have scarcely any doubt of +being able to obtain for you many books on the subject which interests +you. Probably everything in print which relates to it is as easy to be +had here as at Florence.... I am very sorry indeed to think that Mr. +Godwin’s affairs are in such a bad way, and think he would be much +happier if he had nothing to do with trade; but I am afraid he would +not be comfortable out of England.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> You who are young do not mind the +thousand little wants that men of his age are not habituated to; and +I, who have been so many years a vagabond on the face of the earth, +have long since forgotten them; but I have seen people of my age much +discomposed at the absence of long-accustomed trifles; and though +philosophy supports in great matters, it seldom vanquishes the small +everydayisms of life. I say this that Mary may not urge her father too +much to leave England. It may sound odd, but I can’t help thinking +that Mrs. Godwin would enjoy a tour in foreign countries more than he +would. The physical inferiority of women sometimes teaches them to +support or overlook little inconveniences better than men.</p> + +<p><br />“I am very sorry,” she writes to Mary in another letter, “to find you +still suffer from low spirits. I was in hopes the little boy would +have been the best remedy for that. Words of consolation are but empty +sounds, for to time alone it belongs to wear out the tears of +affliction. However, a woman who gives milk should make every exertion +to be cheerful on account of the child she nourishes.”</p></div> + +<p>Whether the plan for Godwin’s expatriation was ever seriously proposed to +him or not, it was, at any rate, never carried out. But none the less for +this did the Shelleys live in the shadow of his gloom, which co-operated +with their own pecuniary strait, previously alluded to, and with the +nipping effects of an unwontedly severe winter, to make life still +difficult and dreary for them.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“Shelley Calderonised on the late weather,” wrote Mary to Mrs. +Gisborne; “he called it an epic of rain with an episode of frost, and +a few similes concerning fine weather. We have heard from England, +although not from the Bankers; but Peacock’s letter renders the affair +darker than ever. Ah! my dear friend, you, in your slow and sure way +of proceeding,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> ought hardly to have united yourself to our eccentric +star. I am afraid that you will repent it, and it grieves us both more +than you can imagine that all should have gone so ill; but I think we +may rest assured that this is delay, and not loss; it can be nothing +else. I write in haste—a carriage at the door to take me out, and +<i>Percy</i> asleep on my knee. Adieu. Charles is at Vienna by this time.”...</p> + +<p>They had intended remaining six months at Florence, but the place suited +Shelley so ill that they took advantage of the first favourable change in +the weather, at the end of January, to remove to Pisa, where the climate +was milder, and where they now had pleasant friends in the Masons at “Casa +Silva.” They wished, too, to consult the celebrated Italian surgeon, +Vaccà, on the subject of Shelley’s health. Vaccà’s advice took the shape +of an earnest exhortation to him to abstain from drugs and remedies, to +live a healthy life, and to leave his complaint, as far as possible, to +nature. And, though he continued liable to attacks of pain and illness, +and on one occasion had a severe nervous attack, the climate of Pisa +proved in the end more suitable to him than any other, and for more than +two years he remained there or in the immediate neighbourhood. He and Mary +were never more industrious than at this time; reading extensively, and +working together on a translation of Spinoza they had begun at Florence, +and which occupied them, at intervals, for many months. Little Percy, a +most healthy<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> and satisfactory infant, had in March an attack of measles, +but so slight as to cause no anxiety. Once, however, during the summer +they had a fright about him, when an unusually alarming letter from her +father upset Mary so much as to cause in her nursling, through her, +symptoms of an illness similar to that which had destroyed little Clara. +On this occasion she authorised Shelley, at his earnest request, to +intercept future letters of the kind, an authority of which he had to +avail himself at no distant date, telling Godwin that his domestic peace, +Mary’s health and happiness, and his child’s life, could no longer be +entirely at his mercy.</p> + +<p>No wonder that his own nervous ailments kept their hold of him. And to +make matters better for him and for Mary, Paolo, the rascally Italian +servant whom they had dismissed at Naples, now concocted a plot for +extorting money from Shelley by accusing him of frightful crimes. Legal +aid had to be called in to silence him. To this end they employed an +attorney of Leghorn, named Del Rosso, and, for convenience of +communication, they occupied for a few weeks Casa Ricci, the Gisbornes’ +house there, the owners being absent in England. Shelley made Henry +Reveley’s workshop his study. Hence he addressed his poetical “Letter to +Maria Gisborne,” and here too it was that “on a beautiful summer evening<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> +while wandering among the lanes, whose myrtle hedges were the bowers of +the fireflies (they) heard the carolling of the skylark, which inspired +one of the most beautiful of his poems.”<a name='fna_37' id='fna_37' href='#f_37'><small>[37]</small></a></p> + +<p>If external surroundings could have made them happy they might have been +so now, but Shelley, though in better health, was very nervous. Paolo’s +scandal and the legal affair embittered his life, to an extent difficult +indeed to estimate, for it is certain that for some one else’s sake, +though <i>whose</i> sake has never transpired, he had accepted when at Naples +responsibilities at once delicate and compromising. Paolo had knowledge of +the matter, and used this knowledge partly to revenge himself on Shelley +for dismissing him from his service, partly to try and extort money from +him by intimidation. The Shelleys hoped they had “crushed him” with Del +Rosso’s help, but they could not be certain, because, as Mary wrote to +Miss Curran, they “could only guess at his accomplices.” With Shelley in a +state of extreme nervous irritability, with Mary deprived of repose by her +anguish on her father’s account and her feverish anxiety to help him, with +Clare unsettled and miserable about Allegra, venting her misery by writing +to Byron letters unreasonable and provoking, though excusable, and then +regretting<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> having sent them, they were not likely to be the most cheerful +or harmonious of trios.</p> + +<p>The weather became intolerably hot by the end of August, and they migrated +to Casa Prinni, at the Baths of S. Giuliano di Pisa. The beauty of this +place, and the delightful climate, refreshed and invigorated them all. +They spent two or three days in seeing Lucca and the country around, when +Shelley wrote the <i>Witch of Atlas</i>. Exquisite poem as it is, it was, in +Mary’s mood of the moment, a disappointment to her. Ever since the <i>Cenci</i> +she had been strongly impressed with the conviction that if he could but +write on subjects of universal <i>human</i> interest, instead of indulging in +those airy creations of fancy which demand in the reader a sympathetic, +but rare, quality of imagination, he would put himself more in touch with +his contemporaries, who so greatly misunderstood him, and that, once he +had elicited a responsive feeling in other men, this would be a source of +profound happiness and of fresh and healthy inspiration to himself. “I +still think I was right,” she says, woman-like, in the <i>Notes to the Poems +of 1820</i>, written long after Shelley’s death. So from one point of view +she undoubtedly was, but there are some things which cannot be +constrained. Shelley was Shelley, and at the moment when he was moved to +write a poem like the <i>Witch of Atlas</i>,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> it was useless to wish that it +had been something quite different.</p> + +<p>His next poem was to be inspired by a human subject, and perhaps then poor +Mary would have preferred a second Witch of Atlas.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">September 1820-August 1821</span></p> + +<p>The baths were of great use to Shelley in allaying his nervous +irritability. Such an improvement in him could not be without a +corresponding beneficial effect on Mary. In the study of Greek, which she +had begun with him at Leghorn, she found a new and wellnigh inexhaustible +fund of intellectual pleasure. Their life, though very quiet, was somewhat +more varied than it had been at Leghorn, partly owing to their being +within easy reach of Pisa and of their friends at Casa Silva.</p> + +<p>The Gisbornes had returned from England, and, during a short absence of +Clare’s, Mary tried, but ineffectually, to persuade Mrs. Gisborne to come +and occupy her room for a time. Some circumstance had arisen which led +shortly after to a misunderstanding between the two families, soon over, +but painful while it lasted. It was probably connected with the +abandonment of the projected steamboat; Henry Reveley, while in<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> England, +having changed his mind and reconsidered his future plans.</p> + +<p>In October a curiously wet season set in.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Wednesday, October 18.</i>—Rain till 1 o’clock. At sunset the +arch of cloud over the west clears away; a few black islands float in +the serene; the moon rises; the clouds spot the sky, but the depth of +heaven is clear. The nights are uncommonly warm. Write. Shelley reads +<i>Hyperion</i> aloud. Read Greek.</p> + +<p class="poem">My thoughts arise and fade in solitude;<br /> +The verse that would invest them melts away<br /> +Like moonlight in the heaven of spreading day.<br /> +How beautiful they were, how firm they stood,<br /> +Flecking the starry sky like woven pearl.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, October 20.</i>—Shelley goes to Florence. Write. Read Greek. +Wind N.W., but more cloudy than yesterday, yet sometimes the sun +shines out; the wind high. Read Villani.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, October 21.</i>—Rain in the night and morning; very cloudy; +not an air stirring; the leaves of the trees quite still. After a +showery morning it clears up somewhat, and the sun shines. Read +Villani, and ride to Pisa.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, October 22.</i>—Rainy night and rainy morning; as bad weather +as is possible in Italy. A little patience and we shall have St. +Martin’s summer. At sunset the arch of clear sky appears where it +sets, becoming larger and larger, until at 7 o’clock the dark clouds +are alone over Monte Nero; Venus shines bright in the clear azure, and +the trunks of the trees are tinged with the silvery light of the +rising moon. Write, and read Villani. Shelley returns with Medwin. +Read <i>Sismondi</i>.</p></div> + +<p>Of Tom Medwin, Shelley’s cousin and great admirer, who now for the first +time appeared on the scene, they were to see, if anything, more than they +wished.</p> + +<p>He was a lieutenant on half-pay, late of the 8th<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> Dragoons; much addicted +to literature, and with no mean opinion of his own powers in that line.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Tuesday, October 24.</i>—Rainy night and morning; it does not +rain in the afternoon. Shelley and Medwin go to Pisa. Walk; write.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, October 25.</i>—Rain all night. The banks of the Serchio +break, and by dark all the baths are overflowed. Water four feet deep +in our house. “The weather fine.”</p></div> + +<p>This flood brought their stay at the Baths to a sudden end. As soon as +they could get lodgings they returned to Pisa. Here, not long after, +Medwin fell ill, and was six weeks invalided in their house. They showed +him the greatest kindness; Shelley nursing him like a brother. His society +was, for a time, a tolerably pleasant change; he knew Spanish, and read +with Shelley a great deal in that language, but he had no depth or breadth +of mind, and his literary vanity and egotism made him at last what Mary +Shelley described as a <i>seccatura</i>, for which the nearest English +equivalent is, a bore.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Sunday, November 12.</i>—Percy’s birthday. A divine day; sunny +and cloudless; somewhat cold in the evening. It would be pleasant +enough living in Pisa if one had a carriage and could escape from +one’s house to the country without mingling with the inhabitants, but +the Pisans and the Scolari, in short, the whole population, are such +that it would sound strange to an English person if I attempted to +express what I feel concerning them—crawling and crab-like through +their sapping streets. Read <i>Corinne</i>. Write.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, November 13.</i>—Finish <i>Corinne</i>. Write. My eyes keep me from +all study; this is very provoking.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span><i>Tuesday, November 14.</i>—Write. Read Homer, Targione, and Spanish. A +rainy day. Shelley reads Calderon.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, November 23.</i>—Write. Read Greek and Spanish. Medwin ill. +Play at chess.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, November 24.</i>—Read Greek, Villani, and Spanish with M.... +Pacchiani in the evening. A rainy and cloudy day.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, December 1.</i>—Read Greek, <i>Don Quixote</i>, Calderon, and +Villani. Pacchiani comes in the evening. Visit La Viviani. Walk. +Sgricci is introduced. Go to a <i>funzione</i> on the death of a student.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, December 2.</i>—Write an Italian letter to Hunt. Read +<i>Œdipus</i>, <i>Don Quixote</i>, and Calderon. Pacchiani and a Greek prince +call—Prince Mavrocordato.</p></div> + +<p>In these few entries occur four new and remarkable names. Pacchiani, who +had been, if he was not still, a university professor, but who was none +the less an adventurer and an impostor; in orders, moreover, which only +served as a cloak for his hypocrisy; clever withal, and eloquent; well +knowing where, and how, to ingratiate himself. He amused, but did not +please the Shelleys. He was, however, one of those people who know +everybody, and through him they made several acquaintances; among them the +celebrated Improvisatore, Sgricci, and the young Greek statesman and +patriot, Prince Alexander Mavrocordato. With the improvisations of +Sgricci, his eloquence, his <i>entrain</i>, both Mary and Clare were fairly +carried away with excitement. Older, experienced folk looked with a more +critical eye on his performances, but to these English girls the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> +exhibition was an absolute novelty, and seemed inspired. Sgricci was +during this winter a frequent visitor at “Casa Galetti.”</p> + +<p>Prince Mavrocordato proved deeply interesting, both to Mary and Shelley. +He “was warmed by those aspirations for the independence of his country +which filled the hearts of many of his countrymen,” and in the revolution +which, shortly afterwards, broke out there, he was to play an important +part, as one of the foremost of modern Greek statesmen. To him, at a +somewhat later date, was dedicated Shelley’s lyrical drama of <i>Hellas</i>; +“as an imperfect token of admiration, sympathy, and friendship.”</p> + +<p>This new acquaintance came to Mary just when her interest in the Greek +language and literature was most keen. Before long the prince had +volunteered to help her in her studies, and came often to give her Greek +lessons, receiving instruction in English in return.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>“Do you not envy my luck,” she wrote to Mrs. Gisborne, “that having +begun Greek, an amiable, young, agreeable, and learned Greek prince +comes every morning to give me a lesson of an hour and a half. This is +the result of an acquaintance with Pacchiani. So you see, even the +Devil has his use.”</p></div> + +<p>The acquaintance with Pacchiani had already had another and a yet more +memorable result, which affected Mary none the less that it did so +indirectly. Through him they had come to know<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> Emilia Viviani, the noble +and beautiful Italian girl, immured by her father in a convent at Pisa +until such time as a husband could be found for her who would take a wife +without a dowry. Shelley’s acquaintance with Emilia was an episode, which +at one time looked like an era, in his existence. An era in his poetry it +undoubtedly was, since it is to her that the <i>Epipsychidion</i> is addressed.</p> + +<p>Mary and Clare were the first to see the lovely captive, and were struck +with astonishment and admiration. But on Shelley the impression she made +was overwhelming, and took possession of his whole nature. Her +extraordinary beauty and grace, her powers of mind and conversation, +warmed by that glow of genius so exclusively southern, another variety of +which had captivated them all in Sgricci, and which to northern minds +seems something phenomenal and inspired,—these were enough to subdue any +man, and, when added to the halo of interest shed around her by her +misfortunes and her misery, made her, to Shelley, irresistible.</p> + +<p>All his sentiments, when aroused, were passions; he pitied, he +sympathised, he admired and venerated passionately; he scorned, hated, and +condemned passionately too. But he never was swayed by any love that did +not excite his imagination: his attachments were ever in <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span>proportion to +the power of idealisation evoked in him by their objects. And never, +surely, was there a subject for idealisation like Emilia; the Spirit of +Intellectual Beauty in the form of a goddess; the captive maiden waiting +for her Deliverer; the perfect embodiment of immortal Truth and +Loveliness, held in chains by the powers of cruelty, tyranny, and +hypocrisy.</p> + +<p>She was no goddess, poor Emilia, as indeed he soon found out; only a +lovely young creature of vivid intelligence and a temperament in which +Italian ardour was mingled with Italian subtlety; every germ of sentiment +magnified and intensified in outward effect by fervour of manner and +natural eloquence; the very reverse of human nature in the north, where +depth of feeling is apt to be in proportion to its inveterate dislike of +discovery, where warmth can rarely shake off self-consciousness, and where +many of the best men and women are so much afraid of seeming a whit better +than they really are, that they take pains to appear worse. Rightly +balanced, the whole sum of Emilia’s gifts and graces would have weighed +little against Mary’s nobleness of heart and unselfish devotion; her +talents might not even have borne serious comparison with Clare’s +vivacious intellect. But to Shelley, haunted by a vision of perfection, +and ever apt to recognise in a mortal image “the likeness of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> that which +is, perhaps, eternal,”<a name='fna_38' id='fna_38' href='#f_38'><small>[38]</small></a> she seemed a revelation, and, like all +revelations, supreme, unique, superseding for the time every other +possibility. It was a brief madness, a trance of inspiration, and its +duration was counted only by days. They met for the first time early in +December. By the 10th she was corresponding with him as her <i>diletto +fratello</i>. Before the month was over <i>Epipsychidion</i> had been written.</p> + +<p>Before the middle of January he could write of her—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>My conception of Emilia’s talents augments every day. Her moral nature +is fine, but not above circumstances; yet I think her tender and true, +which is always something. How many are only one of these things at a +time!...</p> + +<p>There is no reason that you should fear any admixture of that which +you call <i>love</i>....</p></div> + +<p>This was written to Clare. She had very quickly become intimate and +confidential with Emilia, and estimated her to a nicety at her real worth, +admiring her without idealising her or caring to do so. She knew Shelley +pretty intimately too, and, being personally unconcerned in the matter, +could afford at once to be sympathetic and to speak her mind fearlessly; +the consequence being that Shelley was unconstrained in communication with +her.</p> + +<p>That <i>Mary</i> should be his most sympathetic confidant at this juncture was +not in the nature<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> of things. She, too, had begun by idealising Emilia, +but her affection and enthusiastic admiration were soon outdone and might +well have been quenched by Shelley’s rapt devotion. She did not +misunderstand him, she knew him too well for that, but the better she +understood him the less it was possible for her to feel with him; nor +could it have been otherwise unless she had been really as cold as she +sometimes appeared. Loyal herself, she never doubted Shelley’s loyalty, +but she suffered, though she did not choose to show it: her love, like a +woman’s,—perhaps even more than most women’s—was exclusive; Shelley’s, +like a man’s,—like many of the best of men’s,—inclusive.</p> + +<p>She did not allow her feelings to interfere with her actions. She +continued to show all possible sympathy and kindness to Emilia, who in +return would style her her dearest, loveliest friend and sister. No +wonder, however, if at times Mary could not quite overcome a slight +constraint of manner, or if this was increased when her dearest sister, +with sweet unconsciousness, would openly probe the wound her pride would +fain have hidden from herself; when Emilia, for instance, wrote to +Shelley—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Mary does not write to me. Is it possible that she loves me less than +the others do? I should indeed be inconsolable at that.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span>Or to be informed in a letter to herself that this constraint of manner +had been talked over by Emilia with Shelley, who had assured her that +Mary’s apparent coldness was only “the ash which covered an affectionate +heart.”</p> + +<p>He was right, indeed, and his words were the faithful echo of his own true +heart. He might have added, of himself, that his transient enthusiasms +resembled the soaring blaze of sparks struck by a hammer from a glowing +mass of molten metal.</p> + +<p>But, in everyday prose, the situation was a trying one for Mary, and +surely no wife of two and twenty could have met it more bravely and simply +than she did.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“It is grievous,” she wrote to Leigh Hunt, “to see this beautiful girl +wearing out the best years of her life in an odious convent, where +both mind and body are sick from want of the appropriate exercise for +each. I think she has great talent, if not genius; or if not an +internal fountain, how could she have acquired the mastery she has of +her own language, which she writes so beautifully, or those ideas +which lift her so far above the rest of the Italians? She has not +studied much, and now, hopeless from a five years’ confinement, +everything disgusts her, and she looks with hatred and distaste even +on the alleviations of her situation. Her only hope is in a marriage +which her parents tell her is concluded, although she has never seen +the person intended for her. Nor do I think the change of situation +will be much for the better, for he is a younger brother, and will +live in the house with his mother, who they say is <i>molto seccante</i>. +Yet she may then have the free use of her limbs; she may then be able +to walk out among the fields,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> vineyards, and woods of her country, +and see the mountains and the sky, and not as now, a dozen steps to +the right, and then back to the left another dozen, which is the +longest walk her convent garden affords, and that, you may be sure, +she is very seldom tempted to take.”</p> + +<p>By the middle of February Shelley was sending his poem for publication, +speaking of it as the production of “a part of himself already dead.” He +continued, however, to take an almost painful interest in Emilia’s fate; +she, poor girl, though not the sublime creature he had thought her, was +infinitely to be pitied. Before their acquaintance ended, she was turning +it to practical account, after the fashion of most of Shelley’s friends, +by begging for and obtaining considerable sums of money.</p> + +<p>If Mary then indulged in a little retrospective sarcasm to her friend, +Mrs. Gisborne, it is hardly wonderful. Indeed, later allusions are not +wanting to show that this time was felt by her to be one of annoyance and +bitterness.</p> + +<p>Two circumstances were in her favour. She was well, and, therefore, +physically able to look at things in their true light; and, during a great +part of the time, Clare was away. In the previous October, during their +stay at the Baths, she had at last resolved on trying to make out some +sort of life for herself, and had taken a situation as governess in a +Florentine family. She had come back to the Shelleys for the month of +December<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span> (when it was that she became acquainted with Emilia Vivani), but +had returned to Florence at Christmas.</p> + +<p>She had been persuaded to this step by the judicious Mrs. Mason, who had +soon perceived the strained relations existing between Mary and Clare, and +had seen, too, that the disunion was only the natural and inevitable +result of circumstances. It was not only that the two girls were of +opposite and jarring temperament; there was also the fact that half the +suspicious mistrust with Shelley was regarded by those who did not +personally know him, and the shadow of which rested on Mary too, was +caused by Clare’s continued presence among them. As things were now, it +might have passed without remark, but for the scandalous reports which +dated back to the Marlow days, and which had recently been revived by the +slanders of Paolo, although the extent of these slanders had not yet +transpired. Shelley had been alive enough to the danger at one time, but +had now got accustomed and indifferent to it. He had a great affection and +a great compassion for Clare; her vivacity enlivened him; he said himself +that he liked her although she teased him, and he certainly missed her +teasing when she was away. But Mary, to whom Clare’s perpetual society was +neither a solace nor a change, and who, as the mother of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> children, could +no longer look at things from a purely egotistic point of view, must have +felt it positively unjust and wrong to allow their father’s reputation to +be sacrificed—to say nothing of her own—to what was in no wise a +necessity. Shelley loved solitude—a mitigated solitude that is;—he +certainly did not pine for general society. Yet many of his letters bear +unmistakable evidence to the pain and resentment he felt at being +universally shunned by his own countrymen, as if he were an enemy of the +human race. But Mary, a woman, and only twenty-two, must have been +self-sufficient indeed if, with all her mental resources, she had not +required the renovation of change and contrast and varied intercourse, to +keep her mind and spirit fresh and bright, and to fit her for being a +companion and a resource to Shelley. That she and he were condemned to +protracted isolation was partly due to Clare, and when Mary was weak and +dejected, her consciousness of this became painful, and her feeling +towards the sprightly, restless Miss Clairmont was touched with positive +antipathy. Shelley, considering Clare the weaker party, supported her, in +the main, and certainly showed no desire to have her away. He might have +seen that to impose her presence on Mary in such circumstances was, in +fact, as great a piece of tyranny as he had suffered from when Eliza<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> +Westbrook was imposed on him. But of this he was, and he remained, +perfectly unconscious. Clare ought to have retired from the field, but her +dependent condition, and her wretched anxiety about Allegra, were her +excuse for clinging to the only friends she had.</p> + +<p>All this was evident to Mrs. Mason, and it was soon shown that she had +judged rightly, as the relations between Mary and Clare became cordial and +natural once they were relieved from the intolerable friction of daily +companionship.</p> + +<p>During this time of excitement and unrest one new acquaintance had, +however, begun, which circumstances were to develop into a close and +intimate companionship.</p> + +<p>In January there had arrived at Pisa a young couple of the name of +Williams; mainly attracted by the desire to see and to know Shelley, of +whose gifts and virtues and sufferings they had heard much from Tom +Medwin, their neighbour in Switzerland the year before. Lieutenant Edward +Elliker Williams had been, first, in the Navy, then in the Army; had met +his wife in India, and, returning with her to England, had sold his +commission and retired on half-pay. He was young, of a frank +straightforward disposition and most amiable temper, modest and +unpretentious, with some literary taste, and no strong prejudices. Jane +Williams was young and pretty, gentle and graceful, neither<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> very +cultivated nor particularly clever, but with a comfortable absence of +angles in her disposition, and an abundance of that feminine tact which +prevents intellectual shortcomings from being painfully felt, and which +is, in its way, a manifestation of genius. Not an uncommon type of woman, +but quite new in the Shelleys’ experience. At first they thought her +rather wanting in animation, and Shelley was conscious of her lack of +literary refinement, but these were more and more compensated for, as time +went on, by her natural grace and her taste for music. “Ned” was something +of an artist, and Mary Shelley sat more than once to him for her portrait. +There was, in short, no lack of subjects in common, and the two young +couples found a mutual pleasure in each other’s society which increased in +measure as they became better acquainted.</p> + +<p>In March poor Clare received with bitter grief the intelligence that her +child had been placed by Byron in a convent, at Bagnacavallo, not far from +Ravenna, where he now lived. Under the sway of the Countess Guiccioli, +whose father and brother were domesticated in his house, he was leading +what, in comparison with his Venetian existence, was a life of +respectability and virtue. His action with regard to Allegra was +considered by the Shelleys as, probably, inevitable in the circumstances, +but to Clare it was a terrible blow. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> felt more hopelessly separated +from her child than ever, and she had seen enough of Italian convent +education and its results to convince her that it meant moral and +intellectual degradation and death. Her despairing representations to this +effect were, of course, unanswered by Byron, who contented himself with a +Mephistophelian sneer in showing her letter to the Hoppners.</p> + +<p>With the true “malignity of those who turn sweet food into poison, +transforming all they touch to the malignity of their own natures,”<a name='fna_39' id='fna_39' href='#f_39'><small>[39]</small></a> he +had no hesitation in giving credit to the reports about Clare’s life in +the Shelleys’ family, nor in openly implying his own belief in their +probable truth.</p> + +<p>But for this, and for one great alarm caused by the sudden and +unaccountable stoppage of Shelley’s income (through a mistake which +happily was discovered and speedily rectified by his good friend, Horace +Smith), the spring was, for Mary, peaceful and bright. She was assiduous +in her Greek studies, and keenly interested in the contemporary European +politics of that stirring time; as full of sympathy as Shelley himself +could be with the numerous insurrectionary outbreaks in favour of liberty. +And when the revolution in Greece broke out, and one bright April morning +Prince Mavrocordato rushed in to announce to her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> the proclamation of +Prince Hypsilantes, her elation and joy almost equalled his own.</p> + +<p>In companionship with the Williams’, aided and abetted by Henry Reveley, +Shelley’s old passion for boating revived. In the little ten-foot long +boat procured for him for a few pauls, and then fitted up by Mr. Reveley, +they performed many a voyage, on the Arno, on the canal between Pisa and +Leghorn, and even on the sea. Their first trip was marked by an +accident—Williams contriving to overturn the boat. Nothing daunted, +Shelley declared next day that his ducking had added fire to, instead of +quenching, the nautical ardour which produced it, and that he considered +it a good omen to any enterprise that it began in evil, as making it more +likely that it would end in good.</p> + +<p>All these events are touched on in the few specimen extracts from Mary’s +journal and letters which follow—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Wednesday, January 31.</i>—Read Greek. Call on Emilia Viviani. Shelley +reads the <i>Vita Nuova</i> aloud to me in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, February 2.</i>—Read Greek. Write. Emilia Viviani walks out +with Shelley. The Opera, with the Williams’ (<i>Il Matrimonio Segreto</i>).</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, February 6.</i>—Read Greek. Sit to Williams. Call on Emilia +Viviani. Prince Mavrocordato in the evening. A long metaphysical +argument.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, February 7.</i>—Read Greek. Sit to Williams. In the evening +the Williams’, Prince Mavrocordato, and Mr. Taafe.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span><i>Monday, February 12.</i>—Read Greek (no lesson). Finish the <i>Vita +Nuova</i>. In the afternoon call on Emilia Viviani. Walk. Mr. Taafe +calls.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, February 27.</i>—Read Greek. The Williams to dine with us. +Walk with them. Il Diavolo Pacchiani calls. Shelley reads “The Ancient +Mariner” aloud.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, March 4.</i>—Read Greek (no lesson). Walk with the Williams’. +Read Horace with Shelley in the evening. A delightful day.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 5.</i>—Read Greek. Write letters. The Williams’ to dine +with us. Walk with them. Williams relates his history. They spend the +evening with us, with Prince Mavrocordato and Mr. Taafe.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, March 8.</i>—Read Greek (no lesson). Call on Emilia Viviani. +E. Williams calls. Shelley reads <i>The Case is Altered</i> of Ben Jonson +aloud in the evening. A mizzling day and rainy night.... March winds +and rains are begun, the last puff of winter’s breath,—the eldest +tears of a coming spring; she ever comes in weeping and goes out +smiling.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, March 12.</i>—Read Greek (no lesson). Finish the <i>Defence of +Poetry</i>. Copy for Shelley; he reads to me the <i>Tale of a Tub</i>. A +delightful day after a misty morning.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, March 14.</i>—Read Greek (no lesson). Copy for Shelley. Walk +with Williams. Prince Mavrocordato in the evening. I have an +interesting conversation with him concerning Greece. The second +bulletin of the Austrians published. A sirocco, but a pleasant +evening,</p> + +<p><i>Friday, March 16.</i>—Read Greek. Copy for Shelley. Walk with Williams. +Mrs. Williams confined. News of the Revolution of Piedmont, and the +taking of the citadel of Candia by the Greeks. A beautiful day, but +not hot.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 18.</i>—Read Greek. Copy for Shelley. A sirocco and +mizzle. Bad news from Naples. Walk with Williams. Prince Mavrocordato +in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, March 26.</i>—Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Finish the +<i>Antigone</i>. A mizzling day. Spend the evening at the Williams’.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span><i>Wednesday, March 28.</i>—Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Call on Emilia +Viviani. Walk with Williams. Mr. Taafe in the evening. A fine day, +though changeful as to clouds and wind. The State of Massa declares +the Constitution. The Piedmontese troops are at Sarzana.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, April 1.</i>—Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls with news +about Greece. He is as gay as a caged eagle just free. Call on Emilia +Viviani. Walk with Williams; he spends the evening with us.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, April 2.</i>—Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls with the +proclamation of Ipsilanti. Write to him. Ride with Shelley into the +Cascini. A divine day, with a north-west wind. The theatre in the +evening. Tachinardi.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, April 11.</i>—Read Greek, and <i>Osservatore Fiorentino</i>. A +letter that overturns us.<a name='fna_40' id='fna_40' href='#f_40'><small>[40]</small></a> Walk with Shelley. In the evening +Williams and Alex. Mavrocordato.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, April 13.</i>—Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls. +<i>Osservatore Fiorentino</i>. Walk with the Williams’. Shelley at Casa +Silva in the evening. An explanation of our difficulty.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, April 16.</i>—Write. Targioni. Read Greek. Mrs. Williams to +dinner. In the evening Mr. Taafe. A wet morning: in the afternoon a +fierce maestrale. Shelley, Williams, and Henry Reveley try to come up +the canal to Pisa; miss their way, are capsized, and sleep at a +contadino’s.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, April 24.</i>—Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Hume. Villani. +Walk with the Williams’. Alex. M. calls in the evening, with good news +from Greece. The Morea free.</p></div> + +<p>They now migrated once more to the beautiful neighbourhood of the Baths of +San Giuliano di Pisa; the Williams’ established themselves at Pugnano, +only four miles off: the canal fed by the Serchio ran between the two +places, and the little boat was in constant requisition.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="poem"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> +Our boat is asleep on Serchio’s stream,<br /> +Its sails are folded like thoughts in a dream,<br /> +The helm sways idly, hither and thither;<br /> +Dominic, the boatman, has brought the mast,<br /> +And the oars, and the sails; but ’tis sleeping fast,<br /> +Like a beast, unconscious of its tether.<a name='fna_41' id='fna_41' href='#f_41'><small>[41]</small></a></p> + +<p>The canal which, fed by the Serchio, was, though an artificial, a full +and picturesque stream, making its way under verdant banks, sheltered +by trees that dipped their boughs into the murmuring waters. By day, +multitudes of ephemera darted to and fro on the surface; at night, the +fireflies came out among the shrubs on the banks; the <i>cicale</i>, at +noonday, kept up their hum; the aziola cooed in the quiet evening. It +was a pleasant summer, bright in all but Shelley’s health and +inconstant spirits; yet he enjoyed himself greatly, and became more +and more attached to the part of the country where chance appeared to +cast us. Sometimes he projected taking a farm, situated on the height +of one of the near hills, surrounded by chestnut and pine woods and +overlooking a wide extent of country; or of settling still further in +the maritime Apennines, at Massa. Several of his slighter and +unfinished poems were inspired by these scenes, and by the companions +around us. It is the nature of that poetry, however, which overflows +from the soul, oftener to express sorrow and regret than joy; for it +is when oppressed by the weight of life and away from those he loves, +that the poet has recourse to the solace of expression in verse.<a name='fna_42' id='fna_42' href='#f_42'><small>[42]</small></a></p> + +<p> </p> +<p><i>Journal, Thursday, May 3.</i>—Read Villani. Go out in boat; call on +Emilia Viviani. Walk with Shelley. In the evening Alex. Mavrocordato, +Henry Reveley, Dancelli, and Mr. Taafe.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, May 4.</i>—Read Greek. (Alex. M.) Read Villani. Shelley goes to +Leghorn by sea with Henry Reveley.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span><i>Tuesday, May 8.</i>—Packing. Read Greek (Alex. Mavrocordato). Shelley +goes to Leghorn. In the evening walk with Alex. M. to Pugnano. See the +Williams; return to the Baths. Shelley and Henry Reveley come. The +weather quite April; rain and sunshine, and by no means warm.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, June 23.</i>—Abominably cold weather—rain, wind, and +cloud—quite an Italian November or a Scotch May. Shelley and Williams +go to Leghorn. Write. Read and finish Malthus. Begin the answer.<a name='fna_43' id='fna_43' href='#f_43'><small>[43]</small></a> +Jane (Williams) spends the day here, and Edward returns in the +evening. Read Greek.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, June 24.</i>—Write. Read the <i>Answer to Malthus</i>. Finish it. +Shelley at Leghorn.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, June 25.</i>—Little babe not well. Shelley returns. The +Williams call. Read old plays. Vaccà calls.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, June 26.</i>—Babe well. Write. Read Greek. Shelley not well. +Mr. Taafe and Granger dine with us. Walk with Shelley. Vaccà calls. +Alex. Mavrocordato sails.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, June 28.</i>—Write. Read Greek. Read Mackenzie’s works. Go to +Pugnano in the boat. The warmest day this month. Fireflies in the +evening.</p></div> + +<p>They were near enough to Pisa to go over there from time to time to see +Emilia and other friends, and for Prince Mavrocordato to come frequently +and give them the latest political news: the Greek lessons had been +voluntarily abjured by Mary when it seemed probable that the Prince might +be summoned at any moment to play an active part in the affairs of his +country, as actually happened in June. Shelley was still tormented by the +pain in his side, but his health and spirits were insensibly improving, as +he himself <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span>afterwards admitted. He was occupied in writing <i>Hellas</i>; his +elegy on Keats’s death, <i>Adonais</i> also belongs to this time. Ned Williams, +infected by the surrounding atmosphere of literature, had tried his +’prentice hand on a drama. In the words of his own journal—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>Went in the summer to Pugnano—passed the first three months in +writing a play entitled <i>The Promise, or a year, a month, and a day</i>. +S. tells me if they accept it he has great hopes of its success before +an audience, and his hopes always enliven mine.</p></div> + +<p>Mary was straining every nerve to finish <i>Valperga</i>, in the hope of being +able to send it to England by the Gisbornes, who were preparing to leave +Italy,—a hope, however, which was not fulfilled.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary to Mrs. Gisborne.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Baths of S. Giuliano</span>,<br /> +<span style="padding-right: 1.5em;"><i>30th June 1821</i>.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—Well, how do you get on? Mr. Gisborne says +nothing of that in the note which he wrote yesterday, and it is that +in which I am most interested.</p> + +<p>I pity you exceedingly in all the disagreeable details to which you +are obliged to sacrifice your time and attention. I can conceive no +employment more tedious; but now I hope it is nearly over, and that as +the fruit of its conclusion you will soon come to see us. Shelley is +far from well; he suffers from his side and nervous irritation. The +day on which he returned from Leghorn he found little Percy ill of a +fever produced by teething. He got well the next day, but it was so +strong while it lasted that it frightened us greatly. You know how +much reason we have to fear the deceitful appearance of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> perfect +health. You see that this, your last summer in Italy, is manufactured +on purpose to accustom you to the English seasons.</p> + +<p>It is warmer now, but we still enjoy the delight of cloudy skies. The +“Creator” has not yet made himself heard. I get on with my occupation, +and hope to finish the rough transcript this month. I shall then give +about a month to corrections, and then I shall transcribe it. It has +indeed been a child of mighty slow growth since I first thought of it +in our library at Marlow. I then wanted the body in which I might +embody my spirit. The materials for this I found at Naples, but I +wanted other books. Nor did I begin it till a year afterwards at Pisa; +it was again suspended during our stay at your house, and continued +again at the Baths. All the winter I did not touch it, but now it is +in a state of great forwardness, since I am at page 71 of the third +volume. It has indeed been a work of some labour, since I have read +and consulted a great many books. I shall be very glad to read the +first volume to you, that you may give me your opinion as to the +conduct and interest of the story. June is now at its last gasp. You +talked of going in August, I hope therefore that we may soon expect +you. Have you heard anything concerning the inhabitants of Skinner +Street? It is now many months since I received a letter, and I begin +to grow alarmed. Adieu.—Ever sincerely yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. S.</span></p></div> + +<p>On the 26th of July the Gisbornes came to pay their friends a short +farewell visit; on the 29th they started for England; Shelley going with +them as far as Florence, where he and Mary thought again of settling for +the winter, and where he wished to make inquiries about houses. During his +few days’ absence the Williams’ were almost constantly with Mary. Edward +Williams was busy painting a portrait of her in miniature, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span>intended by +her as a surprise for Shelley on his birthday, the 4th of August. But when +that day arrived Shelley was unavoidably absent. On his return to the +Baths he had found a letter from Lord Byron, with a pressing invitation to +visit him at Ravenna, whence Byron was on the point of departing to join +Countess Guiccioli and her family, who had been exiled from the Roman +States for Carbonarism, and who, for the present, had taken refuge at +Florence.</p> + +<p>Shelley’s thoughts turned at once, as they could not but do, to poor +little Allegra, in her convent of Bagnacavallo. What was to become of her? +Where would or could she be sent? or was she to be conveniently forgotten +and left behind? He was off next day, the 3d; paid a flying visit to +Clare, who was staying for her health at Leghorn, and arrived at Ravenna +on the 6th.</p> + +<p>The miniature was finished and ready for him on his birthday. Mary, alone +on that anniversary, was fain to look back over the past eventful seven +years,—their joys, their sorrows, their many changes. Not long before, +she had said, in a letter to Clare, “One is not gay, at least I am not, +but peaceful, and at peace with all the world.” The same tone +characterises the entry in her journal for 4th August.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Shelley’s birthday. Seven years are now gone; what changes! what a +life! We now appear tranquil, yet who<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> knows what wind——but I will +not prognosticate evil; we have had enough of it. When Shelley came to +Italy I said, all is well, if it were permanent; it was more passing +than an Italian twilight. I now say the same. May it be a Polar day, +yet that, too, has an end.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">August-November 1821</span></p> + +<p>From Bologna Shelley wrote to Mary an amusing account of his journey, so +far. But this letter was speedily followed by another, written within a +few hours of his arrival at Ravenna; a letter, this second one, to make +Mary’s blood run cold, although it is expressed with all the calmness and +temperance that Shelley could command.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Ravenna</span>, <i>7th August 1821</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dearest Mary</span>—I arrived last night at 10 o’clock, and sate up +talking with Lord Byron until 5 this morning. I then went to sleep, +and now awake at 11, and having despatched my breakfast as quick as +possible, mean to devote the interval until 12, when the post departs, +to you.</p> + +<p>Lord Byron is very well, and was delighted to see me. He has, in fact, +completely recovered his health, and lives a life totally the reverse +of that which he led at Venice. He has a permanent sort of <i>liaison</i> +with Contessa Guiccioli, who is now at Florence, and seems from her +letters to be a very amiable woman. She is waiting there until +something shall be decided as to their emigration to Switzerland or +stay in Italy, which is yet undetermined on either side. She was +compelled to escape from the Papal territory in great haste, as +measures had already been taken to place her in a convent, where she<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span> +would have been unrelentingly confined for life. The oppression of the +marriage contract, as existing in the laws and opinions of Italy, +though less frequently exercised, is far severer than that of England. +I tremble to think of what poor Emilia is destined to.</p> + +<p>Lord Byron had almost destroyed himself in Venice; his state of +debility was such that he was unable to digest any food; he was +consumed by hectic fever, and would speedily have perished, but for +this attachment, which has reclaimed him from the excesses into which +he threw himself, from carelessness rather than taste. Poor fellow! he +is now quite well, and immersed in politics and literature. He has +given me a number of the most interesting details on the former +subject, but we will not speak of them in a letter. Fletcher is here, +and as if, like a shadow, he waxed and waned with the substance of his +master, Fletcher also has recovered his good looks, and from amidst +the unseasonable gray hairs a fresh harvest of flaxen locks has put +forth.</p> + +<p>We talked a great deal of poetry and such matters last night, and, as +usual, differed, and I think more than ever. He affects to patronise a +system of criticism fit for the production of mediocrity, and, +although all his fine poems and passages have been produced in +defiance of this system, yet I recognise the pernicious effects of it +in the <i>Doge of Venice</i>, and it will cramp and limit his future +efforts, however great they may be, unless he gets rid of it. I have +read only parts of it, or rather, he himself read them to me, and gave +me the plan of the whole.</p> + +<p>Allegra, he says, is grown very beautiful, but he complains that her +temper is violent and imperious. He has no intention of leaving her in +Italy; indeed, the thing is too improper in itself not to carry +condemnation along with it. Contessa Guiccioli, he says, is very fond +of her; indeed, I cannot see why she should not take care of it, if +she is to live as his ostensible mistress. All this I shall know more +of soon.</p> + +<p>Lord Byron has also told me of a circumstance that shocks me +exceedingly, because it exhibits a degree of desperate and wicked +malice, for which I am at a loss to account. When <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span>I hear such things +my patience and my philosophy are put to a severe proof, whilst I +refrain from seeking out some obscure hiding-place, where the +countenance of man may never meet me more. It seems that <i>Elise</i>, +actuated either by some inconceivable malice for our dismissing her, +or bribed by my enemies, has persuaded the Hoppners of a story so +monstrous and incredible that they must have been prone to believe any +evil to have believed such assertions upon such evidence. Mr. Hoppner +wrote to Lord Byron to state this story as the reason why he declined +any further communications with us, and why he advised him to do the +same. Elise says that Claire was my mistress; that is very well, and +so far there is nothing new; all the world has heard so much, and +people may believe or not believe as they think good. She then +proceeds further to say that Claire was with child by me; that I gave +her the most violent medicine to procure abortion; that this not +succeeding she was brought to bed, and that I immediately tore the +child from her and sent it to the Foundling Hospital,—I quote Mr. +Hoppner’s words,—and this is stated to have taken place in the winter +after we left Este. In addition, she says that both Claire and I +treated you in the most shameful manner; that I neglected and beat +you, and that Claire never let a day pass without offering you insults +of the most violent kind, in which she was abetted by me.</p> + +<p>As to what Reviews and the world say, I do not care a jot, but when +persons who have known me are capable of conceiving of me—not that I +have fallen into a great error, as would have been the living with +Claire as my mistress—but that I have committed such unutterable +crimes as destroying or abandoning a child, and that my own! Imagine +my despair of good! Imagine how it is possible that one of so weak and +sensitive a nature as mine can run further the gauntlet through this +hellish society of men! <i>You</i> should write to the Hoppners a letter +refuting the charge, in case you believe and know, and can prove that +it is false, stating the grounds and proof of your belief. I need not +dictate what you should say, nor, I hope, inspire you with warmth to +rebut a charge which you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> only can effectually rebut. If you will send +the letter to me here, I will forward it to the Hoppners. Lord Byron +is not up. I do not know the Hoppners’ address, and I am anxious not +to lose a post.</p> + +<p class="signa">P. B. S.</p></div> + +<p>Mary’s feelings on the perusal of this letter may be faintly imagined by +those who read it now, and who know what manner of woman she actually was. +They are expressed, as far as they could be expressed, in the letter +which, in accordance with Shelley’s desire, and while still smarting under +the first shock of grief and profound indignation, she wrote off to Mrs. +Hoppner, and enclosed in a note to Shelley himself.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary to Shelley.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Shelley</span>—Shocked beyond all measure as I was, I instantly +wrote the enclosed. If the task be not too dreadful, pray copy it for +me; I cannot.</p> + +<p>Read that part of your letter that contains the accusation. I tried, +but I could not write it. I think I could as soon have died. I send +also Elise’s last letter: enclose it or not, as you think best.</p> + +<p>I wrote to you with far different feelings last night, beloved friend, +our barque is indeed “tempest tost,” but love me as you have ever +done, and God preserve my child to me, and our enemies shall not be +too much for us. Consider well if Florence be a fit residence for us. +I love, I own, to face danger, but I would not be imprudent.</p> + +<p>Pray get my letter to Mrs. Hoppner copied for a thousand reasons. +Adieu, dearest! Take care of yourself—all yet is well. The shock for +me is over, and I now despise the slander; but it must not pass +uncontradicted. I sincerely thank Lord Byron for his kind +unbelief.—Affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="signa">M. W. S.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span>Do not think +me imprudent in mentioning E.’s<a name='fna_44' id='fna_44' href='#f_44'><small>[44]</small></a> illness at Naples. It +is well to meet facts. They are as cunning as wicked. I have read over +my letter; it is written in haste, but it were as well that the first +burst of feeling should be expressed.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>10th August 1821</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Hoppner</span>—After a silence of nearly two years I address +you again, and most bitterly do I regret the occasion on which I now +write. Pardon me that I do not write in French; you understand English +well, and I am too much impressed to shackle myself in a foreign +language; even in my own my thoughts far outrun my pen, so that I can +hardly form the letters. I write to defend him to whom I have the +happiness to be united, whom I love and esteem beyond all living +creatures, from the foulest calumnies; and to you I write this, who +were so kind, and to Mr. Hoppner, to both of whom I indulged the +pleasing idea that I have every reason to feel gratitude. This is +indeed a painful task. Shelley is at present on a visit to Lord Byron +at Ravenna, and I received a letter from him to-day, containing +accounts that make my hand tremble so much that I can hardly hold the +pen. It tells me that Elise wrote to you, relating the most hideous +stories against him, and that you have believed them. Before I speak +of these falsehoods, permit me to say a few words concerning this +miserable girl. You well know that she formed an attachment with Paolo +when we proceeded to Rome, and at Naples their marriage was talked of. +We all tried to dissuade her; we knew Paolo to be a rascal, and we +thought so well of her. An accident led me to the knowledge that +without marrying they had formed a connection. She was ill; we sent +for a doctor, who said there was danger of a miscarriage, I would not +throw the girl on the world without in some degree binding her to this +man. We had them married at Sir R. A. Court’s. She left us, turned +Catholic at Rome, married him, and then went to Florence. After the +disastrous death of my<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> child we came to Tuscany. We have seen little +of them, but we have had knowledge that Paolo has formed a scheme of +extorting money from Shelley by false accusations. He has written him +threatening letters, saying that he would be the ruin of him, etc. We +placed them in the hands of a celebrated lawyer here, who has done +what he can to silence him. Elise has never interfered in this, and +indeed the other day I received a letter from her, entreating, with +great professions of love, that I would send her money. I took no +notice of this, but although I know her to be in evil hands, I would +not believe that she was wicked enough to join in his plans without +proof. And now I come to her accusations, and I must indeed summon all +my courage whilst I transcribe them, for tears will force their way, +and how can it be otherwise?</p> + +<p>You know Shelley, you saw his face, and could you believe them? +Believe them only on the testimony of a girl whom you despised? I had +hoped that such a thing was impossible, and that although strangers +might believe the calumnies that this man propagated, none who had +ever seen my husband could for a moment credit them.</p> + +<p>He says Claire was Shelley’s mistress, that—upon my word I solemnly +assure you that I cannot write the words. I send you a part of +Shelley’s letter that you may see what I am now about to refute, but I +had rather die than copy anything so vilely, so wickedly false, so +beyond all imagination fiendish.</p> + +<p>But that you should believe it! That my beloved Shelley should stand +thus slandered in your minds—he, the gentlest and most humane of +creatures—is more painful to me, oh! far more painful than words can +express. Need I say that the union between my husband and myself has +ever been undisturbed? Love caused our first imprudence—love, which, +improved by esteem, a perfect trust one in the other, a confidence and +affection which, visited as we have been by severe calamities (have we +not lost two children?), has increased daily and knows no bounds. I +will add that Claire has been separated from us for about a year. She +lives with a respectable German family at Florence. The reasons for +this<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> were obvious: her connection with us made her manifest as the +Miss Clairmont, the mother of Allegra; besides we live much alone, she +enters much into society there, and, solely occupied with the idea of +the welfare of her child, she wished to appear such that she may not +be thought in after times to be unworthy of fulfilling the maternal +duties. You ought to have paused before you tried to convince the +father of her child of such unheard-of atrocities on her part. If his +generosity and knowledge of the world had not made him reject the +slander with the ridicule it deserved, what irretrievable mischief you +would have occasioned her. Those who know me well believe my simple +word—it is not long ago that my father said in a letter to me that he +had never known me utter a falsehood,—but you, easy as you have been +to credit evil, who may be more deaf to truth—to you I swear by all +that I hold sacred upon heaven and earth, by a vow which I should die +to write if I affirmed a falsehood,—I swear by the life of my child, +by my blessed, beloved child, that I know the accusations to be false. +But I have said enough to convince you, and are you not convinced? Are +not my words the words of truth? Repair, I conjure you, the evil you +have done by retracting your confidence in one so vile as Elise, and +by writing to me that you now reject as false every circumstance of +her infamous tale.</p> + +<p>You were kind to us, and I will never forget it; now I require +justice. You must believe me, and do me, I solemnly entreat you, the +justice to confess you do so.</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. Shelley.</span></p> + +<p>I send this letter to Shelley at Ravenna, that he may see it, for +although I ought, the subject is too odious to me to copy it. I wish +also that Lord Byron should see it; he gave no credit to the tale, but +it is as well that he should see how entirely fabulous it is.</p></div> + +<p>Shelley, meanwhile, never far from her in thought, and knowing only too +well how acutely she would suffer from all this, was writing to her again.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span><span class="smcap">Shelley to Mary.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dearest Mary</span>—I wrote to you yesterday, and I begin another letter +to-day without knowing exactly when I can send it, as I am told the +post only goes once a week. I daresay the subject of the latter half +of my letter gave you pain, but it was necessary to look the affair in +the face, and the only satisfactory answer to the calumny must be +given by you, and could be given by you alone. This is evidently the +source of the violent denunciations of the <i>Literary Gazette</i>, in +themselves contemptible enough, and only to be regarded as effects +which show us their cause, which, until we put off our mortal nature, +we never despise—that is, the belief of persons who have known and +seen you that you are guilty of crimes. A certain degree and a certain +kind of infamy is to be borne, and, in fact, is the best compliment +which an exalted nature can receive from a filthy world, of which it +is its hell to be a part, but this sort of thing exceeds the measure, +and even if it were only for the sake of our dear Percy, I would take +some pains to suppress it. In fact it shall be suppressed, even if I +am driven to the disagreeable necessity of prosecuting him before the +Tuscan tribunals....</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p>Write to me at Florence, where I shall remain a day at least, and send +me letters, or news of letters. How is my little darling? and how are +you, and how do you get on with your book? Be severe in your +corrections, and expect severity from me, your sincere admirer. I +flatter myself you have composed something unequalled in its kind, and +that, not content with the honours of your birth and your hereditary +aristocracy, you will add still higher renown to your name. Expect me +at the end of my appointed time. I do not think I shall be detained. +Is Claire with you? or is she coming? Have you heard anything of my +poor Emilia, from whom I got a letter the day of my departure, saying +that her marriage was deferred for a very short time, on account of +the illness<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> of her Sposo? How are the Williams’, and Williams +especially? Give my very kindest love to them.</p> + +<p>Lord Byron has here splendid apartments in the house of his mistress’s +husband, who is one of the richest men in Italy. <i>She</i> is divorced, +with an allowance of 1200 crowns a year—a miserable pittance from a +man who has 120,000 a year. Here are two monkeys, five cats, eight +dogs, and ten horses, all of whom (except the horses) walk about the +house like the masters of it. Tita, the Venetian, is here, and +operates as my valet; a fine fellow, with a prodigious black beard, +and who has stabbed two or three people, and is one of the most +good-natured-looking fellows I ever saw.</p> + +<p>We have good rumours of the Greeks here, and a Russian war. I hardly +wish the Russians to take any part in it. My maxim is with Æschylus: +τὸ δυσσεβές—μετὰ μὲν +πλείονα τίκτει, +σφετέρᾳ δ᾿εἰκότα γέννᾳ.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p>There is a Greek exercise for you. How should slaves produce anything +but tyranny, even as the seed produces the plant? Adieu, dear +Mary.—Yours affectionately,</p> + +<p class="signa">S.</p></div> + +<p>At Ravenna there was only a weekly post. Shelley had to wait a long time +for Mary’s answer, and before it could reach him he was writing to her yet +a third time. His mind was now full of Allegra. She was not to be left +alone in Italy. Shelley, enlightened by Emilia Viviani, had been able to +give Byron, on the subject of convents, such information as to “shake his +faith in the purity of these receptacles.” But no conclusions of any sort +had been arrived at as to her future; and Shelley entreated Mary to rack +her brains, to inquire of all her friends, to leave no stone unturned, if +by any possibility she could find some<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> fitting asylum, some safe home for +the lovely child. He had been to see the little girl at her convent, and +all readers of his letters know the description of the fairy creature, +who, with her “contemplative seriousness, mixed with excessive vivacity, +seemed a thing of a higher and a finer order” than the children around +her; happy and well cared for, as far as he could judge; pale, but +lovelier and livelier than ever, and full of childish glee and fun.</p> + +<p>At this point of his letter Mary’s budget arrived, and Shelley continued +as follows—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Ravenna</span>, <i>Thursday</i>.</p> + +<p>I have received your letter with that to Mrs. Hoppner. I do not +wonder, my dearest friend, that you should have been moved. I was at +first, but speedily regained the indifference which the opinion of +anything or anybody, except our own consciousness, amply merits, and +day by day shall more receive from me. I have not recopied your +letter, such a measure would destroy its authenticity, but have given +it to Lord Byron, who has engaged to send it with his own comments to +the Hoppners. People do not hesitate, it seems, to make themselves +panders and accomplices to slander, for the Hoppners had exacted from +Lord Byron that these accusations should be concealed from <i>me</i>: Lord +Byron is not a man to keep a secret, good or bad, but in openly +confessing that he has not done so he must observe a certain delicacy, +and therefore wished to send the letter himself, and, indeed, this +adds weight to your representations. Have you seen the article in the +<i>Literary Gazette</i> on me? They evidently allude to some story of this +kind. However cautious the Hoppners have been in preventing the +calumniated person from asserting his justification, you know too much +of the world not to be certain that this was the utmost limit of their +caution. So much for nothing.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span>Lord Byron is immediately coming to Pisa. He will set off the moment I +can get him a house. Who would have imagined this?... What think you +of remaining at Pisa? The Williams’ would probably be induced to stay +there if we did; Hunt would certainly stay, at least this winter, near +us, should he emigrate at all; Lord Byron and his Italian friends +would remain quietly there; and Lord Byron has certainly a very great +regard for us. The regard of such a man is worth some of the tribute +we must pay to the base passions of humanity in any intercourse with +those within their circle; he is better worth it than those on whom we +bestow it from mere custom.</p> + +<p>The Masons are there, and, as far as solid affairs are concerned, are +my friends. I allow this is an argument for Florence. Mrs. Mason’s +perversity is very annoying to me, especially as Mr. Tighe is +seriously my friend. This circumstance makes me averse from that +intimate continuation of intercourse which, once having begun, I can +no longer avoid.</p> + +<p>At Pisa I need not distil my water, if I <i>can</i> distil it anywhere. +Last winter I suffered less from my painful disorder than the winter I +spent in Florence. The arguments for Florence you know, and they are +very weighty; judge (<i>I know you like the job</i>) which scale is +overbalanced. My greatest content would be utterly to desert all human +society. I would retire with you and our child to a solitary island in +the sea, would build a boat, and shut upon my retreat the flood-gates +of the world. I would read no reviews and talk with no authors. If I +dared trust my imagination, it would tell me that there are one or two +chosen companions besides yourself whom I should desire. But to this I +would not listen. Where two or three are gathered together the devil +is among them, and good far more than evil impulses, love far more +than hatred, has been to me, except as you have been its object, the +source of all sorts of mischief. So on this plan I would be <i>alone</i>, +and would devote either to oblivion or to future generations the +overflowings of a mind which, timely withdrawn from the contagion, +should be kept fit for no baser<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> object. But this it does not appear +that we shall do. The other side of the alternative (for a medium +ought not to be adopted) is to form for ourselves a society of our own +class, as much as possible, in intellect or in feelings, and to +connect ourselves with the interests of that society. Our roots never +struck so deeply as at Pisa, and the transplanted tree flourishes not. +People who lead the lives which we led until last winter are like a +family of Wahabee Arabs pitching their tent in the midst of London. We +must do one thing or the other,—for yourself, for our child, for our +existence. The calumnies, the sources of which are probably deeper +than we perceive, have ultimately for object the depriving us of the +means of security and subsistence. You will easily perceive the +gradations by which calumny proceeds to pretext, pretext to +persecution, and persecution to the ban of fire and water. It is for +this, and not because this or that fool, or the whole court of fools, +curse and rail, that calumny is worth refuting or chastising.</p> + +<p class="signa">P. B. S.</p></div> + +<p>“So much for nothing,” indeed. When Byron made himself responsible for +Mary’s letter, it was, probably, without any definite intention of +withholding it from those to whom it was addressed. He may well have +wished to add to this glowing denial of his own insinuations some +palliating personal explanation. When, in the previous March, Clare had +protested against an Italian convent education for Allegra, he had sent +her letter to the Hoppners with a sneer at the “excellent grace” with +which these representations came from a woman of the writer’s character +and present way of life. And yet he knew Shelley,—knew him as the +Hoppners could not do; he<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> knew what Shelley had done for him, for Clare, +and Allegra; and to how much slander and misrepresentation he had +voluntarily submitted that they might go scot-free. Byron was,—and he +knew it,—the last person who should have accepted or allowed others to +accept this fresh scandal without proof and without inquiry. He was +ashamed of the part he had played, and reluctant to confess to the +Hoppners that he had been wrong, and that his words, as often happened, +had been far in advance of his knowledge or his solid convictions; but his +intentions were to do the best he could. And, satisfying himself with good +intentions, he put off the unwelcome day until the occasion was past, and +till, finally, the friend whose honour had been entrusted to his keeping +was beyond his power to help or to harm. Shelley was dead; and how then +explain to the Hoppners why the letter had not been sent before? It was +“not worth while,” probably, to revive the subject in order to vindicate a +mere memory, nor yet to remove an unjust and cruel stigma from the +character of those who survived. However it may have been, one thing is +undoubted. Mary Shelley never received any answer to her letter of +protest, which, after Byron’s death, was found safe among his papers.</p> + +<p>One more note Shelley sent to Mary from Ravenna on the subject of the +promised portrait. It would not seem that the miniature was actually<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span> +despatched now, but as his return was so long delayed, the birthday plot +had to be divulged.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Ravenna</span>, <i>Tuesday, 15th August 1821</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dearest Love</span>—I accept your kind present of your picture, and wish +you would get it prettily framed for me. I will wear, for your sake, +upon my heart this image which is ever present to my mind.</p> + +<p>I have only two minutes to write; the post is just setting off. I +shall leave the place on Thursday or Friday morning. You would forgive +me for my longer stay if you knew the fighting I have had to make it +so short. I need not say where my own feelings impel me.</p> + +<p>It still remains fixed that Lord Byron should come to Tuscany, and, if +possible, Pisa; but more of that to-morrow.—Your faithful and +affectionate</p> + +<p class="signa">S.</p></div> + +<p>The foregoing painful episode was enough to fill Mary’s mind during the +fortnight she was alone. It was well for her that she was within easy +reach of cheerful friends, yet, even as it was, she could not altogether +escape from bitter thoughts. Clare was at Leghorn, and had to be told of +everything. Mary could not but think of the relief it would be to them all +if she were to marry; a remote possibility to which she probably alludes +in the following letter, written at this time to Miss Curran—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary Shelley to Miss Curran.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">San Giuliano</span>, <i>17th August</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Miss Curran</span>—It gives me great pain to hear of your +ill-health. Will this hot summer conduce to a better state or not? I +hope anxiously, when I hear from you again,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> to learn that you are +better, having recovered from your weakness, and that you have no +return of your disorder. I should have answered your letter before, +but we have been in the confusion of moving. We are now settled in an +agreeable house at the Baths of San Giuliano, about four miles from +Pisa, under the shadow of mountains, and with delightful scenery +within a walk. We go on in our old manner, with no change. I have had +many changes for the worse; one might be for the better, but that is +nearly impossible. Our child is well and thriving, which is a great +comfort, and the Italian sky gives Shelley health, which is to him a +rare and substantial enjoyment. I did [not] receive the letter you +mention to have written in March, and you also have missed one of our +letters in which Shelley acknowledged the receipt of the drawings you +mention, and requested that the largest pyramid might be erected if +they could case it with white marble for £25. However, the whole had +better stand as I mentioned in my last; for, without the most rigorous +inspection, great cheating would take place, and no female could +detect them. When we visit Rome, we can do that which we wish. Many +thanks for your kindness, which has been very great. I would send you +on the books I mentioned, but we live out of the world, and I know of +no conveyance. Mr. Purniance says that he sent the life of your father +by sea to Rome, directed to you; so, doubtless, it is in the +custom-house there.</p> + +<p>How enraged all our mighty rulers are at the quiet revolutions which +have taken place; it is said that some one said to the Grand Duke +here: “Ma richiedono una constituzione qui?” “Ebene, la darò subito” +was the reply; but he is not his own master, and Austria would take +care that that should not be the case; they say Austrian troops are +coming here, and the Tuscan ones will be sent to Germany. We take in +<i>Galignani</i>, and would send them to you if you liked. I do not know +what the expense would be, but I should think slight. If you +recommence painting, do not forget Beatrice. I wish very much for a +copy of that; you would oblige us greatly by making one. Pray let me +hear of your health.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span> God knows when we shall be in Rome; +circumstances must direct, and they dance about like +will-o’-the-wisps, enticing and then deserting us. We must take care +not to be left in a bog. Adieu, take care of yourself. Believe in +Shelley’s sincere wishes for your health, and in kind remembrances, +and in my being ever sincerely yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">M. W. Shelley</span>.</p> + +<p>Clare desires (not remembrances, if they are not pleasant), however +she sends a proper message, and says she would be obliged to you, if +you let her have her picture, if you could find a mode of conveying +it....</p> + +<p>Do you know we lose many letters, having spies (not Government ones) +about us in plenty; they made a desperate push to do us a desperate +mischief lately, but succeeded no further than to blacken us among the +English; so if you receive a fresh batch (or green bag) of scandal +against us, I assure you it is all a <i>lie</i>. Poor souls! we live +innocently, as you well know; if we did not, ten to one God would take +pity on us, and we should not be so unfortunate.</p></div> + +<p>Shelley’s absence, though eventful, was, after all, a short one. In about +a fortnight he was back again at the Bagni, and for a few weeks life was +quiet.</p> + +<p>On the 18th of September Mary records—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Picnic on the Pugnano Mountains; music in the evening. Sleep there.</p> + +<p>On another occasion, wishing to find some tolerably cool seaside place +where they might spend the next summer, they went,—the Shelleys and +Clare,—on a two or three days’ expedition of discovery to Spezzia, and +were enchanted with the beauty of the bay. Clare had, shortly after, to +return to her situation at Florence, but the Shelleys decided to winter at +Pisa. They took a top flat in the “Tre<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span> Palazzi di Chiesa,” on the Lung’ +Arno, and spent part of October in furnishing it. They took possession +about the 25th; the Williams’ coming, not many days later, to occupy a +lower flat in the same house. At Lord Byron’s request, the Shelleys had +taken for him Casa Lanfranchi, the finest palace in the Lung’ Arno, just +opposite the house where they themselves were established. This close +juxtaposition of abodes was likely to prove somewhat inconvenient, in case +of Clare’s occasional presence at Tre Palazzi. Her first visit, however, +to which the following characteristic letter refers, was to the Masons at +Casa Silva, and it came to an end just before Byron’s arrival in Pisa. +Clare had been staying with the Williams’ at Pugnano.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Clare to Mary.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mary</span>—I arrived last night—won’t you come and see me to-day? +The Williams’ wish you to forward them Mr. Webb’s answer, if possible, +to reach them by 2 o’clock afternoon to-day. If Mr. Webb says yes (you +will open his note), send Dominico with it to them, and he passing by +the Baths must order Pancani to be at Pugnano by 5 o’clock in the +afternoon. If there comes no letter from Mr. Webb, they will equally +come to you, and I wish you could also in that case contrive to get +Pancani ordered for them, for we forgot to arrange how that could be +done; if not, they will be there expecting, and perhaps get involved +for the next month. I wish you to be so good as to send me immediately +my large box and the clothes from the Busati, indeed all that you have +of mine, for I must arrange my boxes to get them <i>bollate</i> +immediately. Don’t delay, and my band-box too. If you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span> could of your +great bounty give me a sponge, I should be infinitely obliged to you. +Then, when it is dark, and the Williams’ arrived, will you ask Mr. +Williams to be so good as to come and knock at Casa Silva, and I will +return to spend the evening with you? Shelley won’t do to fetch me, +because he looks singular in the streets. But I wish he would come now +to give me some money, as I want to write to Livorno and arrange +everything. Later will be inconvenient for me. Kiss the chick for me, +and believe me, yours affectionately,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Clare</span>.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p><i>Journal.</i>—All October is left out, it seems.—We are at the Baths, +occupied with furnishing our house, copying my novel, etc. etc.</p></div> + +<p>Mary’s intention was to devote any profits which might proceed from this +work to the relief of her father’s necessities, and the hope of being able +to help him had stimulated her industry and energy while it eased her +heart. She aimed at selling the copyright for £400, and Shelley opened +negotiations to this effect with Ollier the publisher. His letter on the +subject bears such striking testimony to the estimate he had formed of +Mary’s powers, and gives, besides, so complete a sketch of the novel +itself, that it cannot be omitted here.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Shelley to Mr. Ollier.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>25th September 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dear Sir</span>—It will give me great pleasure if I can arrange the affair +of Mrs. Shelley’s novel with you to her and your satisfaction. She has +a specific purpose in the sum which she instructed me to require, and, +although this purpose could not be answered without ready money, yet I +should find means to answer her wishes in that point if you could make +it <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span>convenient to pay one-third at Christmas, and give bills for the +other two-thirds at twelve and eighteen months. It would give me +peculiar satisfaction that you, rather than any other person, should +be the publisher of this work; it is the product of no slight labour, +and I flatter myself, of no common talent, I doubt not it will give no +less credit than it will receive from your names. I trust you know me +too well to believe that my judgment deliberately given in testimony +of the value of any production is influenced by motives of interest or +partiality.</p> + +<p>The romance is called <i>Castruccio, Prince of Lucca</i>, and is founded, +not upon the novel of Machiavelli under that name, which substitutes a +childish fiction for the far more romantic truth of history, but upon +the actual story of his life. He was a person who, from an exile and +an adventurer, after having served in the wars of England and Flanders +in the reign of our Edward the Second, returned to his native city, +and liberating it from its tyrants, became himself its tyrant, and +died in the full splendour of his dominion, which he had extended over +the half of Tuscany. He was a little Napoleon, and with a dukedom +instead of an empire for his theatre, brought upon the same all the +passions and errors of his antitype. The chief interest of the romance +rests upon Euthanasia, his betrothed bride, whose love for him is only +equalled by her enthusiasm for the liberty of the Republic of +Florence, which is in some sort her country, and for that of Italy, to +which Castruccio is a devoted enemy, being an ally of the party of the +Emperor. This character is a masterpiece; and the keystone of the +drama, which is built up with admirable art, is the conflict between +these passions and these principles. Euthanasia, the last survivor of +a noble house, is a feudal countess, and her castle is the scene of +the exhibition of the knightly manners of the time. The character of +Beatrice, the prophetess, can only be done justice to in the very +language of the author. I know nothing in Walter Scott’s novels which +at all approaches to the beauty and the sublimity of this—creation, I +may say, for it is perfectly original; and, although founded upon the +ideas and manners of the age which is represented, is wholly without<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span> +a similitude in any fiction I ever read. Beatrice is in love with +Castruccio, and dies; for the romance, although interspersed with much +lighter matter, is deeply tragic, and the shades darken and gather as +the catastrophe approaches. All the manners, customs of the age, are +introduced; the superstitions, the heresies, and the religious +persecutions are displayed; the minutest circumstance of Italian +manners in that age is not omitted; and the whole seems to me to +constitute a living and moving picture of an age almost forgotten. The +author visited the scenery which she describes in person; and one or +two of the inferior characters are drawn from her own observation of +the Italians, for the national character shows itself still in certain +instances under the same forms as it wore in the time of Dante. The +novel consists, as I told you before, of three volumes, each at least +equal to one of the <i>Tales of my Landlord</i>, and they will be very soon +ready to be sent.</p></div> + +<p>No arrangement, however, was come to at this time, and early in January +Mary wrote to her father, offering the work to him, and asking him, if he +accepted it, to make a bargain concerning it with a publisher.</p> + +<p>Godwin accepted the offer, and undertook the responsibility, in a letter +from which the following is an extract—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><i>31st January 1822.</i></p> + +<p>I am much gratified by your letter of the 11th, which reached me on +Saturday last; it is truly generous of you to desire that I would make +use of the produce of your novel. But what can I say to it? It is +against the course of nature, unless, indeed, you were actually in +possession of a fortune.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p>I said in the preface to <i>Mandeville</i> there were two or three works +further that I should be glad to finish before I died. If I make use +of the money from you in the way you suggest, that may enable me to +complete my present work.</p></div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span>The MS. was, accordingly, despatched to England, but was not published +till many months later.</p> + +<p><i>Valperga</i> (as it was afterwards called) was a book of much power and more +promise; very remarkable when the author’s age is taken into +consideration. Apart from local colouring, the interest of the tale turns +on the development of the character—naturally powerful and disposed to +good, but spoilt by popularity and success, and unguided by principle—of +Castruccio himself; and on the contrast between him and Euthanasia, the +noble and beautiful woman who sacrifices her possessions, her hopes, and +her affections to the cause of fidelity and patriotism.</p> + +<p>Beatrice, the prophetess, is one of those gifted but fated souls, who, +under the persuasion that they are supernaturally inspired, mistake the +ordinary impulses of human nature for Divine commands, and, finding their +mistake, yet encourage themselves in what they know to be delusion till +the end,—a tragic end.</p> + +<p>There are some remarkable descriptive passages, especially one where the +wandering Beatrice comes suddenly upon a house in a dreary landscape which +she knows, although she has never seen it before except in a haunting +dream; every detail of it is horribly familiar, and she is paralysed by +the sense of imminent calamity, which, in fact, bursts upon her directly +afterwards.</p> + +<p>Euthanasia dies at sea, and the account of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span> running down and wreck of +her ship is a curious, almost prophetic, foreshadowing of the calamity by +which, all too soon, Shelley was to lose his life.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>The wind changed to a more northerly direction during the night, and +the land-breeze of the morning filled their sails, so that, although +slowly, they dropt down southward. About noon they met a Pisan vessel, +who bade them beware of a Genoese squadron, which was cruising off +Corsica; so they bore in nearer to the shore. At sunset that day a +fierce sirocco arose, accompanied by thunder and lightning, such as is +seldom seen during the winter season. Presently they saw huge dark +columns descending from heaven, and meeting the sea, which boiled +beneath; they were borne on by the storm, and scattered by the wind. +The rain came down in sheets, and the hail clattered, as it fell to +its grave in the ocean; the ocean was lashed into such waves that, +many miles inland, during the pauses of the wind, the hoarse and +constant murmurs of the far-off sea made the well-housed landsman +mutter one more prayer for those exposed to its fury.</p> + +<p>Such was the storm, as it was seen from shore. Nothing more was ever +known of the Sicilian vessel which bore Euthanasia. It never reached +its destined port, nor were any of those on board ever after seen. The +sentinels who watched near Vado, a town on the sea-beach of the +Maremma, found on the following day that the waves had washed on shore +some of the wrecks of a vessel; they picked up a few planks and a +broken mast, round which, tangled with some of its cordage, was a +white silk handkerchief, such a one as had bound the tresses of +Euthanasia the night that she had embarked; and in its knot were a few +golden hairs.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> +</div> + +<p>To follow the fate of Mary’s novel, it has been necessary somewhat to +anticipate the history, which is resumed in the next chapter, with the +journal and letters of the latter part of 1821.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">November 1821-April 1822</span></p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Thursday, November 1.</i>—Go to Florence. Copy. Ride with the +Guiccioli. Albé arrives.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, November 4.</i>—The Williams’ arrive. Copy. Call on the +Guiccioli.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, November 15.</i>—Copy. Read <i>Caleb Williams</i> to Jane. Ride +with the Guiccioli. Shelley goes on translating Spinoza with Edward. +Medwin arrives. Taafe calls. Argyropulo calls. Good news from the +Greeks.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, November 28.</i>—Ride with the Guiccioli. Suffer much with +rheumatism in my head.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, November 29.</i>—I mark this day because I begin my Greek +again, and that is a study that ever delights me. I do not feel the +bore of it, as in learning another language, although it be so +difficult, it so richly repays one; yet I read little, for I am not +well. Shelley and the Williams go to Leghorn; they dine with us +afterwards with Medwin. Write to Clare.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, November 30.</i>—Correct the novel. Read a little Greek. Not +well. Ride with the Guiccioli. The Count Pietro (Gamba) in the +evening.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mrs. Shelley to Mrs. Gisborne.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>30th November 1821</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—Although having much to do be a bad excuse for +not writing to you, yet you must in some<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> sort admit this plea on my +part. Here we are in Pisa, having furnished very nice apartments for +ourselves, and what is more, paid for the furniture out of the fruits +of two years’ economy, we are at the top of the Tre Palazzi di Chiesa. +I daresay you know the house, next door to La Scoto’s house on the +north side of Lung’ Arno; but the rooms we inhabit are south, and look +over the whole country towards the sea, so that we are entirely out of +the bustle and disagreeable <i>puzzi</i>, etc., of the town, and hardly +know that we are so enveloped until we descend into the street. The +Williams’ have been less lucky, though they have followed our example +in furnishing their own house, but, renting it of Mr. Webb, they have +been treated scurvily. So here we live, Lord Byron just opposite to us +in Casa Lanfranchi (the late Signora Felichi’s house). So Pisa, you +see, has become a little nest of singing birds. You will be both +surprised and delighted at the work just about to be published by him; +his <i>Cain</i>, which is in the highest style of imaginative poetry. It +made a great impression upon me, and appears almost a revelation, from +its power and beauty. Shelley rides with him; I, of course, see little +of him. The lady <i>whom he serves</i> is a nice pretty girl without +pretensions, good hearted and amiable; her relations were banished +Romagna for Carbonarism.</p> + +<p>What do you know of Hunt? About two months ago he wrote to say that on +21st October he should quit England, and we have heard nothing more of +him in any way; I expect some day he and six children will drop in +from the clouds, trusting that God will temper the wind to the shorn +lamb. Pray when you write, tell us everything you know concerning him. +Do you get any intelligence of the Greeks? Our worthy countrymen take +part against them in every possible way, yet such is the spirit of +freedom, and such the hatred of these poor people for their +oppressors, that I have the warmest hopes—μάντις εἴμ᾿ +ἐσθλων ἀγωνών. +Mavrocordato is there, justly revered for the sacrifice he +has made of his whole fortune to the cause, and besides for his +firmness and talents. If Greece be free, Shelley and I have vowed to +go, perhaps to settle<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> there, in one of those beautiful islands where +earth, ocean, and sky form the paradise. You will, I hope, tell us all +the news of our friends when you write. I see no one that you know. We +live in our usual retired way, with few friends and no acquaintances. +Clare is returned to her usual residence, and our tranquillity is +unbroken in upon, except by those winds, sirocco or tramontana, which +now and then will sweep over the ocean of one’s mind and disturb or +cloud its surface. Since this must be a double letter, I save myself +the trouble of copying the enclosed, which was a part of a letter +written to you a month ago, but which I did not send. Will you attend +to my requests? Every day increases my anxiety concerning the desk. Do +have the goodness to pack it off as soon as you can.</p> + +<p>Shelley was at your hive yesterday; it is as dirty and busy as ever, +so people live in the same narrow circle of space and thought, while +time goes on, not as a racehorse, but a “six inside dilly,” and puts +them down softly at their journey’s end; while they have slept and +ate, and <i>ecco tutto</i>. With this piece of morality, dear Mrs. +Gisborne, I end. Shelley begs every remembrance of his to be joined +with mine to Mr. Gisborne and Henry.—Ever yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. S.</span></p> + +<p>And now, my dear Mrs. Gisborne, I have a great favour to ask of you. +Ollier writes to say that he has placed our two desks in the hands of +a merchant of the city, and that they are to come—God knows when! +Now, as we sent for them two years ago, and are tired of waiting, will +you do us the favour to get them out of his hands, and to send them +without delay? If they can be sent without being opened, send them <i>in +statu quo</i>; if they must be opened, do not send the smallest but get a +key (being a patent lock a key will cost half a guinea) made for the +largest and send it, and return the other to Peacock. If you send the +desk, will you send with it the following things?—A few copies of all +Shelley’s works, particularly of the second edition of the <i>Cenci</i>, my +mother’s posthumous works, and <i>Letters from Norway</i> from Peacock, if +you can, but do not delay the box for them.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span><i>Journal, Sunday, December 2.</i>—Read the <i>History of Shipwrecks</i>. Read +Herodotus with Shelley. Ride with La Guiccioli. Pietro and her in the +evening.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, December 3.</i>—Write letters. Read Herodotus with Shelley. +Finish <i>Caleb Williams</i> to Jane. Taafe calls. He says that his Turk is +a very moral man, for that when he began a scandalous story he +interrupted him immediately, saying, “Ah! we must never speak thus of +our neighbours!” Taafe would do well to take the hint.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, December 6.</i>—Read Homer. Walk with Williams. Spend the +evening with them. Call on T. Guiccioli with Jane, while Taafe amuses +Shelley and Edward. Read Tacitus. A dismal day.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, December 7.</i>—Letter from Hunt and Bessy. Walk with Shelley. +Buy furniture for them, etc. Walk with Edward and Jane to the garden, +and return with T. Guiccioli in the carriage. Edward reads the +<i>Shipwreck of the Wager</i> to us in the evening.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, December 8.</i>—Get up late and talk with Shelley. The +Williams and Medwin to dinner. Walk with Edward and Jane in the +garden. Return with T. Guiccioli. T. G. and Pietro in the evening. +Write to Clare. Read Tacitus.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, December 9.</i>—Go to church at Dr. Nott’s. Walk with Edward +and Jane in the garden. In the evening first Pietro and Teresa, +afterwards go to the Williams’.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, December 10.</i>—Out shopping. Walk with the Williams and T. +Guiccioli to the garden. Medwin at tea. Afterwards we are alone, and +after reading a little Herodotus, Shelley reads Chaucer’s <i>Flower and +the Leaf</i>, and then Chaucer’s <i>Dream</i> to me. A divine, cold, +tramontana day.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, January 14.</i>—Read <i>Emile</i>. Call on T. Guiccioli and see Lord +Byron. Trelawny arrives.</p></div> + +<p>Edward John Trelawny, whose subsequent history was to be closely bound up +with that of Shelley and of Mrs. Shelley, was of good Cornish<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span> family, and +had led a wandering life, full of romantic adventure. He had become +acquainted with Williams and Medwin in Switzerland a year before, since +which he had been in Paris and London. Tired of a town life and of +society, and in order to “maintain the just equilibrium between the body +and the brain,” he had determined to pass the next winter hunting and +shooting in the wilds of the Maremma, with a Captain Roberts and +Lieutenant Williams. For the exercise of his brain, he proposed passing +the summer with Shelley and Byron, boating in the Mediterranean, as he had +heard that they proposed doing. Neither of the poets were as yet +personally known to him, but he had lost no time in seeking their +acquaintance. On the very evening of his arrival in Pisa he repaired to +the Tre Palazzi, where, in the Williams’ room, he first saw Shelley, and +was struck speechless with astonishment.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Was it possible this mild-looking beardless boy could be the veritable +monster at war with all the world? Excommunicated by the Fathers of +the Church, deprived of his civil rights by the fiat of a grim Lord +Chancellor, discarded by every member of his family, and denounced by +the rival sages of our literature as the founder of a Satanic school? +I could not believe it; it must be a hoax.</p> + +<p>But presently, when Shelley was led to talk on a theme that interested +him—the works of Calderon,—his marvellous powers of mind and command of +language held Trelawny spell-bound: “After this<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span> touch of his quality,” he +says, “I no longer doubted his identity.”</p> + +<p>Mrs. Shelley appeared soon after, and the visitor looked with lively +curiosity at the daughter of William Godwin and Mary Wollstonecraft.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Such a rare pedigree of genius was enough to interest me in her, +irrespective of her own merits as an authoress. The most striking +feature in her face was her calm, gray eyes; she was rather under the +English standard of woman’s height, very fair and light-haired; witty, +social, and animated in the society of friends, though mournful in +solitude; like Shelley, though in a minor degree, she had the power of +expressing her thoughts in varied and appropriate words, derived from +familiarity with the works of our vigorous old writers. Neither of +them used obsolete or foreign words. This command of our language +struck me the more as contrasted with the scanty vocabulary used by +ladies in society, in which a score of poor hackneyed phrases suffice +to express all that is felt or considered proper to reveal.<a name='fna_45' id='fna_45' href='#f_45'><small>[45]</small></a></p> + +<p>Mary’s impressions of the new-comer may be gathered from her journal and +her subsequent letter to Mrs. Gisborne.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Saturday, January 19.</i>—Copy. Walk with Jane. The Opera in +the evening. Trelawny is extravagant—<i>un giovane +stravagante</i>,—partly natural, and partly, perhaps, put on, but it +suits him well, and if his abrupt but not unpolished manners be +assumed, they are nevertheless in unison with his Moorish face (for he +looks Oriental yet not Asiatic), his dark hair, his Herculean form; +and then there is an air of extreme good nature which pervades his +whole countenance, especially when he smiles, which assures me that +his heart is good. He tells strange stories of himself, horrific ones, +so that they harrow one up, while with his emphatic but unmodulated +voice, his simple<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> yet strong language, he pourtrays the most +frightful situations; then all these adventures took place between the +ages of thirteen and twenty.</p> + +<p>I believe them now I see the man, and, tired with the everyday +sleepiness of human intercourse, I am glad to meet with one who, among +other valuable qualities, has the rare merit of interesting my +imagination. The <i>crew</i> and Medwin dine with us.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, January 27.</i>—Read Homer. Walk. Dine at the Williams’. The +Opera in the evening. Ride with T. Guiccioli.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, January 28.</i>—The Williams breakfast with us. Go down Bocca +d’Arno in the boat with Shelley and Jane. Edward and E. Trelawny meet +us there; return in the gig; they dine with us; very tired.</p> + +<p><i>Tuesday, January 29.</i>—Read Homer and Tacitus. Ride with T. +Guiccioli. E. Trelawny and Medwin to dinner. The Baron Lutzerode in +the evening.</p> + +<p class="poem">But as the torrent widens towards the ocean,<br /> +We ponder deeply on each past emotion.</p> + +<p>Read the first volume of the <i>Pirate</i>.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, February 3.</i>—Read Homer. Walk to the garden with Jane. +Return with Medwin to dinner. Trelawny in the evening. A wild day and +night, some clouds in the sky in the morning, but they clear away. A +north wind.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, February 4.</i>—Breakfast with the Williams’. Edward, Jane, and +Trelawny go to Leghorn. Walk with Jane. Southey’s letter concerning +Lord Byron. Write to Clare. In the evening the Gambas and Taafe.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, February 7.</i>—Read Homer, Tacitus, and <i>Emile</i>. Shelley and +Edward depart for La Spezzia. Walk with Jane, and to the Opera with +her in the evening. With E. Trelawny afterwards to Mrs. Beauclerc’s +ball. During a long, long evening in mixed society how often do one’s +sensations change, and, swiftly as the west wind drives the shadows of +clouds across the sunny hill or the waving corn, so swift do +sensations pass, painting—yet, oh! not disfiguring—the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> serenity of +the mind. It is then that life seems to weigh itself, and hosts of +memories and imaginations, thrown into one scale, make the other kick +the beam. You remember what you have felt, what you have dreamt; yet +you dwell on the shadowy side, and lost hopes and death, such as you +have seen it, seem to cover all things with a funeral pall.</p> + +<p>The time that was, is, and will be, presses upon you, and, standing +the centre of a moving circle, you “slide giddily as the world reels.” +You look to heaven, and would demand of the everlasting stars that the +thoughts and passions which are your life may be as ever-living as +they. You would demand of the blue empyrean that your mind might be as +clear as it, and that the tears which gather in your eyes might be the +shower that would drain from its profoundest depths the springs of +weakness and sorrow. But where are the stars? Where the blue empyrean? +A ceiling clouds that, and a thousand swift consuming lights supply +the place of the eternal ones of heaven. The enthusiast suppresses her +tears, crushes her opening thoughts, and.... But all is changed; some +word, some look excite the lagging blood, laughter dances in the eyes, +and the spirits rise proportionably high.</p> + +<p class="poem">The Queen is all for revels, her light heart,<br /> +Unladen from the heaviness of state,<br /> +Bestows itself upon delightfulness.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, February 8.</i>—Sometimes I awaken from my visionary monotony, +and my thoughts flow until, as it is exquisite pain to stop the +flowing of the blood, so is it painful to check expression and make +the overflowing mind return to its usual channel. I feel a kind of +tenderness to those, whoever they may be (even though strangers), who +awaken the train and touch a chord so full of harmony and thrilling +music, when I would tear the veil from this strange world, and pierce +with eagle eyes beyond the sun; when every idea, strange and +changeful, is another step in the ladder by which I would climb....</p> + +<p>Read <i>Emile</i>. Jane dines with me, walk with her. E. Trelawny and Jane +in the evening. Trelawny tells us a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span> number of amusing stories of his +early life. Read third canto of <i>L’Inferno</i>.</p> + +<p>They say that Providence is shown by the extraction that may be ever +made of good from evil, that we draw our virtues from our faults. So I +am to thank God for making me weak. I might say, “Thy will be done,” +but I cannot applaud the permitter of self-degradation, though dignity +and superior wisdom arise from its bitter and burning ashes.</p> + +<p><i>Saturday, February 9.</i>—Read <i>Emile</i>. Walk with Jane, and ride with +T. Guiccioli. Dine with Jane. Taafe and T. Medwin call. I retire with +E. Trelawny, who amuses me as usual by the endless variety of his +adventures and conversation.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary to Mrs. Gisborne.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>9th February 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—Not having heard from you, I am anxious about +my desk. It would have been a great convenience to me if I could have +received it at the beginning of the winter, but now I should like it +as soon as possible. I hope that it is out of Ollier’s hands. I have +before said what I would have done with it. If both desks can be sent +without being opened, let them be sent; if not, give the small one +back to Peacock. Get a key made for the larger, and send it, I entreat +you, by the very next vessel. This key will cost half a guinea, and +Ollier will not give you the money, but give me credit for it, I +entreat you. I pray now let me have the desk as soon as possible. +Shelley is now gone to Spezzia to get houses for our colony for the +summer.</p> + +<p>It will be a large one, too large, I am afraid, for unity; yet I hope +not. There will be Lord Byron, who will have a large and beautiful +boat built on purpose by some English navy officers at Genoa. There +will be the Countess Guiccioli and her brother; the Williams’, whom +you know; Trelawny, a kind of half-Arab Englishman, whose life has +been as changeful as that of Anastasius, and who recounts the +adventures as<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span> eloquently and as well as the imagined Greek. He is +clever; for his moral qualities I am yet in the dark; he is a strange +web which I am endeavouring to unravel. I would fain learn if +generosity is united to impetuousness, probity of spirit to his +assumption of singularity and independence. He is 6 feet high, raven +black hair, which curls thickly and shortly, like a Moor’s, dark gray +expressive eyes, overhanging brows, upturned lips, and a smile which +expresses good nature and kindheartedness. His shoulders are high, +like an Oriental’s, his voice is monotonous, yet emphatic, and his +language, as he relates the events of his life, energetic and simple, +whether the tale be one of blood and horror, or of irresistible +comedy. His company is delightful, for he excites me to think, and if +any evil shade the intercourse, that time will unveil—the sun will +rise or night darken all. There will be, besides, a Captain Roberts, +whom I do not know, a very rough subject, I fancy,—a famous angler, +etc. We are to have a small boat, and now that those first divine +spring days are come (you know them well), the sky clear, the sun hot, +the hedges budding, we sitting without a fire and the windows open, I +begin to long for the sparkling waves, the olive-coloured hills and +vine-shaded pergolas of Spezzia. However, it would be madness to go +yet. Yet as <i>ceppo</i> was bad, we hope for a good <i>pasqua</i>, and if April +prove fine, we shall fly with the swallows. The Opera here has been +detestable. The English Sinclair is the <i>primo tenore</i>, and acquits +himself excellently, but the Italians, after the first, have enviously +selected such operas as give him little or nothing to do. We have +English here, and some English balls and parties, to which I +(<i>mirabile dictu</i>) go sometimes. We have Taafe, who bores us out of +our senses when he comes, telling a young lady that her eyes shed +flowers—why therefore should he send her any? I have sent my novel to +Papa. I long to hear some news of it, as, with an author’s vanity, I +want to see it in print, and hear the praises of my friends. I should +like, as I said when you went away, a copy of <i>Matilda</i>. It might come +out with the desk. I hope as the town fills to hear better news of +your plans, we long to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> hear from you. What does Henry do? How many +times has he been in love?—Ever yours,</p> + +<p class="signa">M. W. S.</p> + +<p>Shelley would like to see the review of the <i>Prometheus</i> in the +<i>Quarterly</i>.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p><i>Thursday, February 14.</i>—Read Homer and <i>Anastasius</i>. Walk with the +Williams’ in the evening.... “Nothing of us but what must suffer a +sea-change.”</p></div> + +<p>This entry marks the day to which Mary referred in a letter written more +than a year later, where she says—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>A year ago Trelawny came one afternoon in high spirits with news +concerning the building of the boat, saying, “Oh! we must all embark, +all live aboard; we will all ‘suffer a sea-change.’” And dearest +Shelley was delighted with the quotation, saying that he would have it +for the motto for his boat.</p></div> + +<p>Little did they think, in their lightness of spirit, that in another year +the motto of the boat would serve for the inscription on Shelley’s tomb.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Journal, Monday, February 18.</i>—Read Homer. Walk with the Williams’. +Jane, Trelawny, and Medwin in the evening.<a name='fna_46' id='fna_46' href='#f_46'><small>[46]</small></a></p> + +<p><i>Monday, February 25.</i>—What a mart this world is? Feelings, +sentiments,—more invaluable than gold or precious stones is the coin, +and what is bought? Contempt, discontent, and disappointment, unless, +indeed, the mind be loaded with drearier memories. And what say the +worldly to this? Use Spartan coin, pay away iron and lead alone, and +store up your<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span> precious metal. But alas! from nothing, nothing comes, +or, as all things seem to degenerate, give lead and you will receive +clay,—the most contemptible of all lives is where you live in the +world, and none of your passions or affections are brought into +action. I am convinced I could not live thus, and as Sterne says that +in solitude he would worship a tree, so in the world I should attach +myself to those who bore the semblance of those qualities which I +admire. But it is not this that I want; let me love the trees, the +skies, and the ocean, and that all-encompassing spirit of which I may +soon become a part,—let me in my fellow-creature love that which is, +and not fix my affection on a fair form endued with imaginary +attributes; where goodness, kindness, and talent are, let me love and +admire them at their just rate, neither adorning nor diminishing, and +above all, let me fearlessly descend into the remotest caverns of my +own mind; carry the torch of self-knowledge into its dimmest recesses; +but too happy if I dislodge any evil spirit, or enshrine a new deity +in some hitherto uninhabited nook.</p> + +<p>Read <i>Wrongs of Women</i> and Homer. Clare departs. Walk with Jane and +ride with T. Guiccioli. T. G. dines with us.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, February 28.</i>—Take leave of the Argyropolis. Walk with +Shelley. Ride with T. Guiccioli. Read letters. Spend the evening at +the Williams’. Trelawny there.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, March 1.</i>—An embassy. Walk. My first Greek lesson. Walk with +Edward. In the evening work.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, March 3.</i>—A note to, and a visit from, Dr. Nott. Go to +church. Walk. The Williams’ and Trelawny to dinner.</p></div> + +<p>Mary’s experiments in the way of church-going, so new a thing in her +experience, and so little in accordance with Shelley’s habits of thought +and action, excited some surprise and comment. Hogg, Shelley’s early +friend, who heard of it from Mrs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</a></span> Gisborne, now in England, was +especially shocked. In a letter to Mary, Mrs. Gisborne remarked, “Your +friend Hogg is <i>molto scandalizzato</i> to hear of your weekly visits to the +<i>piano di sotto</i>” (the services were held on the ground floor of the Tre +Palazzi).</p> + +<p>The same letter asks for news of Emilia Viviani. Mrs. Gisborne had heard +that she was married, and feared she had been sacrificed to a man whom she +describes as “that insipid, sickening Italian mortal, Danieli the lawyer.” +She proceeds to say—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">We invited Varley one evening to meet Hogg, who was curious to see a +man really believing in astrology in the nineteenth century. Varley, +as usual, was not sparing of his predictions. We talked of Shelley +without mentioning his name; Varley was curious, and being informed by +Hogg of his exact age, but describing his person as short and +corpulent, and himself as a <i>bon vivant</i>, Varley amused us with the +following remarks: “Your friend suffered from ill-fortune in May or +June 1815. Vexatious affairs on the 2d and 14th of June, or perhaps +latter end of May 1820. The following year, disturbance about a lady. +Again, last April, at 10 at night, or at noon, disturbance about a +bouncing stout lady, and others. At six years of age, noticed by +ladies and gentlemen for learning. In July 1799, beginning of charges +made against him. In September 1800, at noon, or dusk, very violent +charges. Scrape at fourteen years of age. Eternal warfare against +parents and public opinion, and a great blow-up every seven years till +death,” etc. etc. <i>Is all this true?</i></p> + +<p>Not a little amused, Mary answered her friend as follows—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="right"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</a></span><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>7th March 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—I am very sorry that you have so much trouble +with my commissions, and vainly, too! <i>ma che vuole?</i> Ollier will not +give you the money, and we are, to tell you the truth, too poor at +present to send you a cheque upon our banker; two or three +circumstances having caused</p> + +<p class="poem">That climax of all human ills,<br /> +The inflammation of our weekly bills.</p> + +<p>But far more than that, we have not touched a quattrino of our +Christmas quarter, since debts in England and other calls swallowed it +entirely up. For the present, therefore, we must dispense with those +things I asked you for. As for the desk, we received last post from +Ollier (without a line) the bill of lading that he talks of, and, <i>si +Dio vuole</i>, we shall receive it safe; the vessel in which they were +shipped is not yet arrived. The worst of keeping on with Ollier +(though it is the best, I believe, after all) is that you will never +be able to make anything of his accounts, until you can compare the +number of copies in hand with his account of their sale. As for my +novel, I shipped it off long ago to my father, telling him to make the +best of it; and by the way in which he answered my letter, I fancy he +thinks he can make something of it. This is much better than Ollier, +for I should never have got a penny from him; and, moreover, he is a +very bad bookseller to publish with—<i>ma basta poi</i>, with all these +<i>seccaturas</i>.</p> + +<p>Poor dear Hunt, you will have heard by this time of the disastrous +conclusion of his third embarkment; he is to try a third time in +April, and if he does not succeed then, we must say that the sea is +<i>un vero precipizio</i>, and let him try land. By the bye, why not +consult Varley on the result? I have tried the <i>Sors Homeri</i> and the +<i>Sors Virgilii</i>; the first says (I will write this Greek better, but I +thought that Mr. Gisborne could read the Romaic writing, and I now +quite forget what it was)—</p> + +<p class="poem">᾽Ηλώμην, τείως μοι ἀδελφεὸν +ἄλλος ἔπεφνεν.<br /> +ὡς δ᾽ὁπότ᾽ ᾽Ιασίωνι +ἐϋπλόκαμος Δημήτηρ.<br /> +Δουράτεον μέγαν ἵππον, ὅθ᾽ +ἕιατο πάντες ἄριστοι.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</a></span>Which first seems to say that he will come, though his brother may be +prosecuted for a libel. Of the second, I can make neither head nor +tail; and the third is as oracularly obscure as one could wish, for +who these great people are who sat in a wooden horse, <i>chi lo sa</i>? +Virgil, except the first line, which is unfavourable, is as +enigmatical as Homer—</p> + +<p class="poem">Fulgores nunc horrificos, sonitumque, metumque<br /> +Tum leves calamos, et rasæ hastilia virgæ<br /> +Connexosque angues, ipsamque in pectore divæ.</p> + +<p>But to speak of predictions or anteductions, some of Varley’s are +curious enough: “Ill-fortune in May or June 1815.” No; it was then +that he arranged his income; there was no ill except health, <i>al +solito</i>, at that time. The particular days of the 2d and 14th of June +1820 were not ill, but the whole time was disastrous. It was then we +were alarmed by Paolo’s attack and disturbance. About a lady in the +winter of last year, enough, God knows! Nothing particular about a fat +bouncing lady at 10 at night: and indeed things got more quiet in +April. In July 1799 Shelley was only seven years of age. “A great +blow-up every seven years.” Shelley is not at home; when he returns I +will ask him what happened when he was fourteen. In his twenty-second +year we made our <i>scappatura</i>; at twenty-eight and twenty-nine, a good +deal of discomfort on a certain point, but it hardly amounted to a +blow-up. Pray ask Varley also about me.</p> + +<p>So Hogg is shocked that, for good neighbourhood’s sake, I visited the +<i>piano di sotto</i>; let him reassure himself, since instead of a weekly, +it was only a monthly visit; in fact, after going three times I stayed +away until I heard he was going away. He preached against atheism, +and, they said, against Shelley. As he invited me himself to come, +this appeared to me very impertinent; so I wrote to him, to ask him +whether he intended any personal allusion, but he denied the charge +most entirely. This affair, as you may guess, among the English at +Pisa made a great noise; the gossip here is of course out of all +bounds, and some people have given them something to talk about. I +have seen little of it all; but that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</a></span> which I have seen makes me long +most eagerly for some sea-girt isle, where with Shelley, my babe, and +books and horses, we may give the rest to the winds; this we shall not +have for the present. Shelley is entangled with Lord Byron, who is in +a terrible fright lest he should desert him. We shall have boats, and +go somewhere on the sea-coast, where, I daresay, we shall spend our +time agreeably enough, for I like the Williams’ exceedingly, though +there my list begins and ends.</p> + +<p>Emilia married Biondi; we hear that she leads him and his mother (to +use a vulgarism) a devil of a life. The conclusion of our friendship +(<i>a la Italiana</i>) puts me in mind of a nursery rhyme, which runs +thus—</p> + +<p class="poem">As I was going down Cranbourne lane,<br /> +Cranbourne lane was dirty,<br /> +And there I met a pretty maid,<br /> +Who dropt to me a curtsey;<br /> +<br /> +I gave her cakes, I gave her wine,<br /> +I gave her sugar-candy,<br /> +But oh! the little naughty girl,<br /> +She asked me for some brandy.</p> + +<p>Now turn “Cranbourne Lane” into Pisan acquaintances, which I am sure +are dirty enough, and “brandy” into that wherewithal to buy brandy +(and that no small sum <i>però</i>), and you have the whole story of +Shelley’s Italian Platonics. We now know, indeed, few of those whom we +knew last year. Pacchiani is at Prato; Mavrocordato in Greece; the +Argyropolis in Florence; and so the world slides. Taafe is still +here—the butt of Lord Byron’s quizzing, and the poet laureate of +Pisa. On the occasion of a young lady’s birthday he wrote—</p> + +<p class="poem">Eyes that shed a thousand flowers!<br /> +Why should flowers be sent to you?<br /> +Sweetest flowers of heavenly bowers,<br /> +Love and friendship, are what are due.</p> + +<p class="center"><strong><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span><span class="spacer">·</span></strong></p> + +<p>After some divine <i>Italian</i> weather, we are now enjoying some fine +English weather; <i>cioè</i>, it does not rain, but not a ray can pierce +the web aloft.—Most truly yours,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. S.</span></p> + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</a></span></p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary Shelley to Mrs. Hunt.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>5th March 1822.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dearest Marianne</span>—I hope that this letter will find you quite well, +recovering from your severe attack, and looking towards your haven +Italy with best hopes. I do indeed believe that you will find a relief +here from your many English cares, and that the winds which waft you +will sing the requiem to all your ills. It was indeed unfortunate that +you encountered such weather on the very threshold of your journey, +and as the wind howled through the long night, how often did I think +of you! At length it seemed as if we should never, never meet; but I +will not give way to such a presentiment. We enjoy here divine +weather. The sun hot, too hot, with a freshness and clearness in the +breeze that bears with it all the delights of spring. The hedges are +budding, and you should see me and my friend Mrs. Williams poking +about for violets by the sides of dry ditches; she being herself—</p> + +<p class="poem">A violet by a mossy stone<br /> +Half hidden from the eye.</p> + +<p>Yesterday a countryman seeing our dilemma, since the ditch was not +quite dry, insisted on gathering them for us, and when we resisted, +saying that we had no <i>quattrini</i> (<i>i.e.</i> farthings, being the generic +name for all money), he indignantly exclaimed, <i>Oh! se lo faccio per +interesse!</i> How I wish you were with us in our rambles! Our good +cavaliers flock together, and as they do not like <i>fetching a walk +with the absurd womankind</i>, Jane (<i>i.e.</i> Mrs. Williams) and I are off +together, and talk morality and pluck violets by the way. I look +forward to many duets with this lady and Hunt. She has a very pretty +voice, and a taste and ear for music which is almost miraculous. The +harp is her favourite instrument; but we have none, and a very bad +piano; however, as it is, we pass very pleasant evenings, though I can +hardly bear to hear her sing “Donne l’amore”; it transports me so +entirely back to your little parlour at Hampstead—and I see the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</a></span> +piano, the bookcase, the prints, the casts—and hear Mary’s +<i>far-ha-ha-a</i>!</p> + +<p>We are in great uncertainty as to where we shall spend the summer. +There is a beautiful bay about fifty miles off, and as we have +resolved on the sea, Shelley bought a boat. We wished very much to go +there; perhaps we shall still, but as yet we can find but one house; +but as we are a colony “which moves altogether or not at all,” we have +not yet made up our minds. The apartments which we have prepared for +you in Lord Byron’s house will be very warm for the summer; and indeed +for the two hottest months I should think that you had better go into +the country. Villas about here are tolerably cheap, and they are +perfect paradises. Perhaps, as it was with me, Italy will not strike +you as so divine at first; but each day it becomes dearer and more +delightful; the sun, the flowers, the air, all is more sweet and more +balmy than in the <i>Ultima Thule</i> that you inhabit.</p> + +<p class="signa">M. W. S.</p></div> + +<p>The journal for the next few weeks has nothing eventful to record. The +preceding letter to Mrs. Hunt gives a simple and pleasing picture of their +daily life. Perhaps Mary had never been quite so happy before; she wrote +to the Hunts that she thought she grew younger. Both she and Shelley were +occasionally ailing, and Shelley’s letters show that his spirits suffered +depression at times, still, in this respect as well as in health, he was +better than he had been in any former spring. The proximity of Byron and +his circle was not, however, favourable to inspiration or to literary +composition. Byron’s temperament acted as a damper to enthusiasm in +others, and Shelley, though his estimate of Byron’s genius was very high, +was perpetually<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</a></span> jarred and crossed by his worldliness and his moral +shallowness and vulgarity. He invariably, acted, however, as Byron’s true +and disinterested friend; and Byron was fully aware of the value of his +friendship and of his literary help and criticism.</p> + +<p>Trelawny, to whom Byron had taken kindly enough, estimated the difference +in the moral worth of the two poets with singular justice.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“I believed in many things then, and believe in some now,” he wrote, +more than five and thirty years afterwards: “I could not sympathise +with Byron, who believed in nothing.”</p> + +<p>His friendship for Byron, nevertheless, was to be loyal and lasting. But +his favourite resort in these Pisan days was the “hospitable and cheerful +abode of the Shelleys.”</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“There,” he says, “I found those sympathies and sentiments which the +Pilgrim denounced as illusions, believed in as the only realities.”</p> + +<p>At Byron’s social gatherings—riding-parties or dinner-parties—he made a +point of getting Shelley if he could; and Shelley was very compliant, +although the society of which Byron was the nucleus was neither congenial +nor interesting to him, and he always took the first good opportunity of +escaping. Daily intercourse of this kind tended gradually to estrange +rather than unite the two poets: by accentuating differences it brought +into evidence that gulf between their<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</a></span> natures which, in spite of the one +touch of kinship that certainly existed, was equally impassable by one and +by the other. Besides, the subject of Clare and Allegra, never far below +the surface, would occasionally come up, and this was a sore point on both +sides. As has already been said, Byron appreciated Shelley, though he did +not sympathise with him. In after days he bore public testimony to the +purity and unselfishness of Shelley’s character and to the upright and +disinterested motives which actuated him in all he did. But his respect +for Shelley was not so strong as his antipathy to Clare, and Shelley’s +feeling towards her was regarded by him with a cynical sneer which he had +no care to hide, and of which its object could not always be unconscious. +It is not wonderful that at times there swept across Shelley’s mind, like +a black cloud, the conviction that neither a sense of honour nor justice +restrained Byron from the basest insinuations. And then again this +suspicion would pass away as too dreadful to be entertained.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Clare, in the pursuit of her newly-adopted profession, was +thinking of going to Vienna, and she longed for a sight of her child +first. She had been unusually long, or she fancied so, without news of +Allegra, and she was growing desperately anxious,—with only too good +cause, as the event showed. She wrote to Byron, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</a></span>entreating him to arrange +for a visit or an interview. Byron took no notice of her letters. The +Shelleys dared not annoy him unnecessarily on the subject, as he had been +heard to threaten if they did so to immure Allegra in some secret convent +where no one could get at her or even hear of her. Clare, working herself +up into a state of half-frenzied excitement, sent them letter after +letter, suggesting and urging wild plans (which Shelley was to realise) +for carrying off the child by armed force; indeed, one of her schemes +seems to have been to take advantage of the projected interview, if +granted, for putting this design into execution. Some such proposed breach +of faith must have been the occasion of Shelley’s answering her—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">I know not what to think of the state of your mind, or what to fear +for you. Your late plan about Allegra seems to me in its present form +pregnant with irremediable infamy to all the actors in it except yourself.</p> + +<p>He did not think that in her present excited mental condition she was fit +to go to Vienna, and he entreated her to postpone the idea. His advice, +often repeated in different words, was, that she should not lose herself +in distant and uncertain plans, but “systematise and simplify” her +motions, at least for the present, and, if she felt in the least disposed, +that she should come and stay with them—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">If you like, come and look for houses with me in our boat; it might +distract your mind.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</a></span>He and Mary had resolved to quit Pisa as soon as the weather made it +desirable to do so; but their plans and their anxieties were alike +suspended by a temporary excitement of which Mary’s account is given in +the following letter—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mrs. Shelley to Mrs. Gisborne.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>6th April 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—Not many days after I had written to you +concerning the fate which ever pursues us at spring-tide, a +circumstance happened which showed that we were not forgotten this +year. Although, indeed, now that it is all over, I begin to fear that +the King of Gods and men will not consider it a sufficiently heavy +visitation, although for a time it threatened to be frightful enough. +Two Sundays ago, Lord Byron, Shelley, Trelawny, Captain Hay, Count +Gamba, and Taafe were returning from their usual evening ride, when, +near the Porta della Piazza, they were passed by a soldier who +galloped through the midst of them knocking up against Taafe. This +nice little gentleman exclaimed, “Shall we endure this man’s +insolence?” Lord Byron replied, “No! we will bring him to an account,” +and Shelley (whose blood always boils at any insolence offered by a +soldier) added, “As you please!” so they put spurs to their horses +(<i>i.e.</i> all but Taafe, who remained quietly behind), followed and +stopped the man, and, fancying that he was an officer, demanded his +name and address, and gave their cards. The man who, I believe, was +half drunk, replied only by all the oaths and abuse in which the +Italian language is so rich. He ended by saying, “If I liked I could +draw my sabre and cut you all to pieces, but as it is, I only arrest +you,” and he called out to the guards at the gate <i>arrestategli</i>. Lord +Byron laughed at this, and saying <i>arrestateci pure</i>, gave spurs to +his horse and rode towards the gate, followed by the rest. Lord Byron +and Gamba passed, but before the others could, the soldier got under +the gateway, called on<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</a></span> the guard to stop them, and drawing his sabre, +began to cut at them. It happened that I and the Countess Guiccioli +were in a carriage close behind and saw it all, and you may guess how +frightened we were when we saw our cavaliers cut at, they being +totally unarmed. Their only safety was, that the field of battle being +so confined, they got close under the man, and were able to arrest his +arm. Captain Hay was, however, wounded in his face, and Shelley thrown +from his horse. I cannot tell you how it all ended, but after cutting +and slashing a little, the man sheathed his sword and rode on, while +the others got from their horses to assist poor Hay, who was faint +from loss of blood. Lord Byron, when he had passed the gate, rode to +his own house, got a sword-stick from one of his servants, and was +returning to the gate, Lung’ Arno, when he met this man, who held out +his hand saying, <i>Siete contento?</i> Lord Byron replied, “No! I must +know your name, that I may require satisfaction of you.” The soldier +said, <i>Il mio nome è Masi, sono sargente maggiore</i>, etc. etc. While +they were talking, a servant of Lord Byron’s came and took hold of the +bridle of the sergeant’s horse. Lord Byron ordered him to let it go, +and immediately the man put his horse to a gallop, but, passing Casa +Lanfranchi, one of Lord Byron’s servants thought that he had killed +his master and was running away; determining that he should not go +scot-free, he ran at him with a pitchfork and wounded him. The man +rode on a few paces, cried out, <i>Sono ammazzato</i>, and fell, was +carried to the hospital, the Misericordia bell ringing. We were all +assembled at Casa Lanfranchi, nursing our wounded man, and poor +Teresa, from the excess of her fright, was worse than any, when what +was our consternation when we heard that the man’s wound was +considered mortal! Luckily none but ourselves knew who had given the +wound; it was said by the wise Pisani, to have been one of Lord +Byron’s servants, set on by his padrone, and they pitched upon a poor +fellow merely because <i>aveva lo sguardo fiero, quanto un assassino</i>. +For some days Masi continued in great danger, but he is now +recovering. As long as it was thought he would die, the Government did +nothing; but now<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</a></span> that he is nearly well, they have imprisoned two +men, one of Lord Byron’s servants (the one with the <i>sguardo fiero</i>), +and the other a servant of Teresa’s, who was behind our carriage, both +perfectly innocent, but they have been kept <i>in segreto</i> these ten +days, and God knows when they will be let out. What think you of this? +Will it serve for our spring adventure? It is blown over now, it is +true, but our fate has, in general, been in common with Dame Nature, +and March winds and April showers have brought forth May flowers.</p> + +<p>You have no notion what a ridiculous figure Taafe cut in all this—he +kept far behind during the danger, but the next day he wished to take +all the honour to himself, vowed that all Pisa talked of him alone, +and coming to Lord Byron said, “My Lord, if you do not dare ride out +to-day, I will alone.” But the next day he again changed, he was +afraid of being turned out of Tuscany, or of being obliged to fight +with one of the officers of the sergeant’s regiment, of neither of +which things there was the slightest danger, so he wrote a declaration +to the Governor to say that he had nothing to do with it; so +embroiling himself with Lord Byron, he got between Scylla and +Charybdis, from which he has not yet extricated himself; for +ourselves, we do not fear any ulterior consequences.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="right"><i>10th April.</i></p> + +<p>We received <i>Hellas</i> to-day, and the bill of lading. Shelley is well +pleased with the former, though there are some mistakes. The only +danger would arise from the vengeance of Masi, but the moment he is +able to move, he is to be removed to another town; he is a <i>pessimo +soggetto</i>, being the crony of Soldaini, Rosselmini, and Augustini, +Pisan names of evil fame, which, perhaps, you may remember. There is +only one consolation in all this, that if it be our fate to suffer, it +is more agreeable, and more safe to suffer in company with five or six +than alone. Well! after telling you this long story, I must relate our +other news. And first, the Greek Ali Pashaw is dead, and his head sent +to Constantinople; the reception of it was celebrated there by the +massacre of four thousand Greeks.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</a></span> The latter, however, get on. The +Turkish fleet of 25 sail of the line-of-war vessels, and 40 +transports, endeavoured to surprise the Greek fleet in its winter +quarters; finding them prepared, they bore away for Lante, and pursued +by the Greeks, took refuge in the bay of Naupacto. Here they first +blockaded them, and obtained a complete victory. All the soldiers on +board the transports, in endeavouring to land, were cut to pieces, and +the fleet taken or destroyed. I heard something about Hellenists which +greatly pleased me. When any one asks of the peasants of the Morea +what news there is, and if they have had any victory, they reply: “I +do not know, but for us it is η ταν, η επι τας,” being their +Doric pronunciation of η ταν, η επι της, the speech of the +Spartan mother, on presenting his shield to her son; “With this or on +this.”</p> + +<p>I wish, my dear Mrs. Gisborne, that you would send the first part of +this letter, addressed to Mr. W. Godwin at Nash’s, Esq., Dover Street. +I wish him to have an account of the fray, and you will thus save me +the trouble of writing it over again, for what with writing and +talking about it, I am quite tired. In a late letter of mine to my +father, I requested him to send you <i>Matilda</i>. I hope that he has +complied with my desire, and, in that case, that you will get it +copied and send it to me by the first opportunity, perhaps by Hunt, if +he comes at all. I do not mention commissions to you, for although +wishing much for the things about which I wrote [we have], for the +present, no money to spare. We wish very much to hear from you again, +and to hear if there are any hopes of your getting on in your plans, +what Henry is doing, and how you continue to like England. The months +of February and March were with us as hot as an English June. In the +first days of April we have had some very cold weather; so that we are +obliged to light fires again. Shelley has been much better in health +this winter than any other since I have known him, Pisa certainly +agrees with him exceedingly well, which is its only merit, in my eyes. +I wish fate had bound us to Naples instead. Percy is quite well; he +begins to talk, Italian only now, and to call things <i>bello</i> and +<i>buono</i>, but the droll thing is,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</a></span> that he is right about the genders. +A silk <i>vestito</i> is <i>bello</i>, but a new <i>frusta</i> is <i>bella</i>. He is a +fine boy, full of life, and very pretty. Williams is very well, and +they are getting on very well. Mrs. Williams is a miracle of economy, +and, as Mrs. Godwin used to call it, makes both ends meet with great +comfort to herself and others. Medwin is gone to Rome; we have heaps +of the gossip of a petty town this winter, being just in the <i>coterie</i> +where it was all carried on; but now <i>Grazie a Messer Domenedio</i>, the +English are almost all gone, and we, being left alone, all subjects of +discord and clacking cease. You may conceive what a <i>bisbiglio</i> our +adventure made. The Pisans were all enraged because the <i>maledetti +inglesi</i> were not punished; yet when the gentlemen returned from their +ride the following day (busy fate) an immense crowd was assembled +before Casa Lanfranchi, and they all took off their hats to them. +Adieu. <i>State bene e felice.</i> Best remembrances to Mr. Gisborne, and +compliments to Henry, who will remember Hay as one of the Maremma +hunters; he is a friend of Lord Byron’s.—Yours ever truly,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. S.</span></p></div> + +<p>This affair, and the consequent inquiry and examination of witnesses in +connection with it took up several days, on one of which Mary and Countess +Guiccioli were under examination for five hours.</p> + +<p>In the meantime Byron decided to go to Leghorn for his summer boating; +whereupon Shelley wrote and definitively proposed to Clare that she should +accompany his party to Spezzia, promising her quiet and privacy, and +immunity from annoyance, while she bided her time with regard to Allegra. +Clare accepted the offer, and joined them at Pisa on the 15th of April in +the expectation of starting very shortly. It turned out, <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</a></span>however, that no +suitable houses were, after all, to be had on the coast. This was an +unexpected disappointment, and on the 23d she and the Williams’ went off +to Spezzia for another search. They were hardly on their way when letters +were received by Shelley and Mary with the grievous news that Allegra had +died of typhus fever in the convent of Bagnacavallo.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> +<p class="title"><span class="smcap">April-July 1882</span></p> + +<p>“Evil news. Not well.”</p> + +<p>These few words are Mary’s record of this frightful blow. She was again in +delicate health, suffering from the same depressing symptoms as before +Percy’s birth, and for a like reason.</p> + +<p>No wonder she was made downright ill by the shock, and by the sickening +apprehension of the scene to follow when Clare should hear the news.</p> + +<p>On the next day but one—the 25th of April—the travellers returned.</p> + +<p>Williams says, in his diary for that day—</p> + +<p class="blockquot">Meet S., his face bespoke his feelings. C.’s child was dead, and he +had the office to break it to her, or rather not to do so; but, +fearful of the news reaching her ears, to remove her instantly from this place.</p> + +<p>Shelley could not tell Clare at once. Not while they were in Pisa, and +with Byron close by. One, unfurnished, house was to be had, the Casa +Magni, in the Bay of Lerici. Thither, on the chance of getting it, they +must go, and instantly. Mary’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</a></span> indisposition must be ignored; she must +undertake the negotiations for the house. Within twenty-four hours she was +off to Spezzia, with Clare and little Percy, escorted by Trelawny; poor +Clare quite unconscious of the burden on her friends’ minds. Shelley +remained behind another day, to pack up the necessary furniture; but, on +the 27th, he with the whole Williams family left Pisa for Lerici. Thence, +while waiting for the furniture to arrive by sea, he wrote to Mary at +Spezzia.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Shelley to Mary.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Lerici</span>, <i>Sunday, 28th April 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dearest Mary</span>—I am this moment arrived at Lerici, where I am +necessarily detained, waiting the furniture, which left Pisa last +night at midnight, and as the sea has been calm and the wind fair, I +may expect them every moment. It would not do to leave affairs here in +an <i>impiccio</i>, great as is my anxiety to see you. How are you, my best +love? How have you sustained the trials of the journey? Answer me this +question, and how my little babe and Clare are. Now to business—</p> + +<p>Is the Magni House taken? if not, pray occupy yourself instantly in +finishing the affair, even if you are obliged to go to Sarzana, and +send a messenger to me to tell me of your success. I, of course, +cannot leave Lerici, to which port the boats (for we were obliged to +take two) are directed. But <i>you</i> can come over in the same boat that +brings you this letter, and return in the evening. I hear that +Trelawny is still with you. Tell Clare that, as I must probably in a +few days return to Pisa for the affair of the lawsuit, I have brought +her box with me, thinking she might be in want of some of its +contents.</p> + +<p>I ought to say that I do not think there is accommodation for you all +at this inn; and that, even if there were, you would be better off at +Spezzia; but if the Magni House is taken, then<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</a></span> there is no possible +reason why you should not take a row over in the boat that will bring +this; but do not keep the men long. I am anxious to hear from you on +every account.—Ever yours,</p> + +<p class="signa">S.</p></div> + +<p>Mary’s answer was that she had concluded for Casa Magni, but that no other +house was to be had in all that neighbourhood. It was in a neglected +condition, and not very roomy or convenient; but, such as it was, it had +to accommodate the Williams’, as well as the Shelleys, and Clare. +Considerable difficulty was experienced by Shelley in obtaining leave for +the landing of the furniture; this obstacle got over, they at last took +possession.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Edward Williams’ Journal.</span></p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, May 1.</i>—Cloudy, with rain. Came to Casa Magni after +breakfast, the Shelleys having contrived to give us rooms. Without +them, heaven knows what we should have done. Employed all day putting +the things away. All comfortably settled by 4. Passed the evening in +talking over our folly and our troubles.</p></div> + +<p>The worst trouble, however, was still impending. Finding how crowded and +uncomfortable they were likely to be, Clare, after a day or two, decided +that it was best for herself and for every one that she should return to +Florence, and announced her intention accordingly. Compelled by the +circumstances, Shelley then disclosed to her the true state of the case. +Her grief was excessive, but was, after the first, succeeded by a calmness +unusual in her and surprising to her friends;<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</a></span> a reaction from the fever +of suspense and torment in which she had lived for weeks past, and which +were even a harder strain on her powers of endurance than the truth, +grievous though that was, putting an end to all hope as well as to all +fear. For the present she remained at the Villa Magni.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">The ground floor of this habitation was appropriated, as is often done +in Italy, for stowing the implements and produce of the land, as rent +is paid in kind there. In the autumn you find casks of wine, jars of +oil, tools, wood, occasionally carts, and, near the sea, boats and +fishing-nets. Over this floor were a large saloon and four bedrooms +(which had once been whitewashed), and nothing more; there was an +out-building for cooking, and a place for the servants to eat and +sleep in. The Williams had one room, and Shelley and his wife occupied +two more, facing each other.<a name='fna_47' id='fna_47' href='#f_47'><small>[47]</small></a></p> + +<p>Facing the sea, and almost over it, a verandah or open terrace ran the +whole length of the building; it was over the projecting ground floor, and +level with the inhabited story.</p> + +<p>The surrounding scenery was magnificent, but wild to the last degree, and +there was something unearthly in the perpetual moaning and howling of +winds and waves. Poor Mary now began to feel the ill effects of her +enforced over-exertions. She became very unwell, suffering from utter +prostration of strength and from hysterical affections. Rest, quiet, and +freedom from worry were essential to her condition, but none of these +could she have, nor even sleep at night. The absence<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</a></span> of comfort and +privacy, added to the great difficulty of housekeeping, and the melancholy +with which Clare’s misfortune had infected the whole party, were all very +unfavourable to her.</p> + +<p>After staying for three weeks, Clare returned for a short visit to +Florence. Shelley’s letters to her during her absence afford occasional +glimpses, from which it is easy to infer more, into the state of affairs +at Casa Magni. Mrs. Williams was “by no means acquiescent in the present +system of things.” The plan of having all possessions in common does not +work well in the kitchen; the respective servants of the two families were +always quarrelling and taking each other’s things. Jane, who was a good +housekeeper, had the defects of her qualities, and “pined for her own +house and saucepans.” “It is a pity,” remarks Shelley, “that any one so +pretty and amiable should be so selfish.” Not that these matters troubled +him much. Such little “squalls” gave way to calm, “in accustomed +vicissitude” (to use his own words); and Mrs. Williams had far too much +tact to dwell on domestic worries to him. His own nerves were for a time +shaken and unstrung, but he recovered, and, after the first, was unusually +well. He was in love with the wild, beautiful place, and with the life at +sea; for to his boat he escaped whenever any little breezes ruffled the +surface of domestic life so that its mirror no longer reflected his own +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</a></span>unwontedly bright spirits. At first he and Williams had only the small +flat-bottomed boat in which they had navigated the Arno and Serchio, but +in a fortnight there arrived the little schooner which Captain Roberts had +built for Shelley at Genoa, and then their content was perfect.</p> + +<p>For Mary no such escape from care and discomfort was open; she was too +weak to go about much, and it is no wonder that, after the Williams’ +installation, she merely chronicles, “The rest of May a blank.”</p> + +<p>Williams’ diary partly fills this blank; and it is so graphic in its +exceeding simplicity that, though it has been printed before, portions may +well be included here.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Extracts from Williams’ Diary.</span></p> + +<p><i>Thursday, May 2.</i>—Cloudy, with intervals of rain. Went out with +Shelley in the boat—fish on the rocks—bad sport. Went in the evening +after some wild ducks—saw nothing but sublime scenery, to which the +grandeur of a storm greatly contributed.</p> + +<p><i>Friday, May 3.</i>—Fine. The captain of the port despatched a vessel +for Shelley’s boat. Went to Lerici with S., being obliged to market +there; the servant having returned from Sarzana without being able to +procure anything.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, May 5.</i>—Fine. Kept awake the whole night by a heavy swell, +which made a noise on the beach like the discharge of heavy artillery. +Tried with Shelley to launch the small flat-bottomed boat through the +surf; we succeeded in pushing it through, but shipped a sea on +attempting to land. Walk to Lerici along the beach, by a winding path +on the mountain’s side. Delightful evening,—the scenery most sublime.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</a></span><i>Monday, May 6.</i>—Fine. Some heavy drops of rain fell to-day, without +a cloud being visible. Made a sketch of the western side of the bay. +Read a little. Walked with Jane up the mountain.</p> + +<p>After tea walking with Shelley on the terrace, and observing the +effect of moonshine on the waters, he complained of being unusually +nervous, and stopping short, he grasped me violently by the arm, and +stared steadfastly on the white surf that broke upon the beach under +our feet. Observing him sensibly affected, I demanded of him if he +were in pain. But he only answered by saying, “There it is +again—there”! He recovered after some time, and declared that he saw, +as plainly as he then saw me, a naked child (Allegra) rise from the +sea, and clap its hands as in joy, smiling at him. This was a trance +that it required some reasoning and philosophy entirely to awaken him +from, so forcibly had the vision operated on his mind. Our +conversation, which had been at first rather melancholy, led to this; +and my confirming his sensations, by confessing that I had felt the +same, gave greater activity to his ever-wandering and lively +imagination.</p> + +<p><i>Sunday, May 12.</i>—Cloudy and threatening weather. Wrote during the +morning. Mr. Maglian called after dinner, and, while walking with him +on the terrace, we discovered a strange sail coming round the point of +Porto Venere, which proved at length to be Shelley’s boat. She had +left Genoa on Thursday, but had been driven back by prevailing bad +winds, a Mr. Heslop and two English seamen brought her round, and they +speak most highly of her performances. She does, indeed, excite my +surprise and admiration. Shelley and I walked to Lerici, and made a +stretch off the land to try her, and I find she fetches whatever she +looks at. In short, we have now a perfect plaything for the summer.</p> + +<p><i>Monday, May 13.</i>—Rain during night in torrents—a heavy gale of wind +from S.W., and a surf running heavier than ever; at 4 gale unabated, +violent squalls....</p> + +<p>... In the evening an electric arch forming in the clouds announces a +heavy thunderstorm, if the wind lulls. Distant<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_350" id="Page_350">[Pg 350]</a></span> thunder—gale +increases—a circle of foam surrounds the bay—dark, evening, and +tempestuous, with flashes of lightning at intervals, which give us no +hope of better weather. The learned in these things say, that it +generally lasts three days when once it commences as this has done. We +all feel as if we were on board ship—and the roaring of the sea +brings this idea to us even in our beds.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, May 15.</i>—Fine and fresh breeze in puffs from the land. +Jane and Mary consent to take a sail. Run down to Porto Venere and +beat back at 1 o’clock. The boat sailed like a witch. After the late +gale, the water is covered with purple nautili, or as the sailors call +them, Portuguese men-of-war. After dinner Jane accompanied us to the +point of the Magra; and the boat beat back in wonderful style.</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, May 22.</i>—Fine, after a threatening night. After breakfast +Shelley and I amused ourselves with trying to make a boat of canvas +and reeds, as light and as small as possible. She is to be 8½ feet +long, and 4½ broad....</p> + +<p><i>Wednesday, June 12.</i>—Launched the little boat, which answered our +wishes and expectations. She is 86 lbs. English weight, and stows +easily on board. Sailed in the evening, but were becalmed in the +offing, and left there with a long ground swell, which made Jane +little better than dead. Hoisted out our little boat and brought her +on shore. Her landing attended by the whole village.</p> + +<p><i>Thursday, June 13.</i>—Fine. At 9 saw a vessel between the straits of +Porto Venere, like a man-of-war brig. She proved to be the <i>Bolivar</i>, +with Roberts and Trelawny on board, who are taking her round to +Livorno. On meeting them we were saluted by six guns. Sailed together +to try the vessels—in speed no chance with her, but I think we keep +as good a wind. She is the most beautiful craft I ever saw, and will +do more for her size. She costs Lord Byron £750 clear off and ready +for sea, with provisions and conveniences of every kind.</p></div> + +<p>In the midst of this happy life one anxiety there<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_351" id="Page_351">[Pg 351]</a></span> was, however, which +pursued Shelley everywhere; and neither on shore nor at sea could he +escape from it,—that of Godwin’s imminent ruin.</p> + +<p>The first of the letters which follow had reached Mary while still at +Pisa. The next letter, and that of Mrs. Godwin were, at Shelley’s request, +intercepted by Mrs. Mason and sent to him. He could not and would not show +them to Mary, and wrote at last to Mrs. Godwin, to try and put a stop to +them.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Godwin to Mary.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Skinner Street</span>, <i>19th April 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dearest Mary</span>—The die, so far as I am concerned, seems now to be +cast, and all that remains is that I should entreat you to forget that +you have a father in existence. Why should your prime of youthful +vigour be tarnished and made wretched by what relates to me? I have +lived to the full age of man in as much comfort as can reasonably be +expected to fall to the lot of a human being. What signifies what +becomes of the few wretched years that remain?</p> + +<p>For the same reason, I think I ought for the future to drop writing to +you. It is impossible that my letters can give you anything but +unmingled pain. A few weeks more, and the formalities which still +restrain the successful claimant will be over, and my prospects of +tranquillity must, as I believe, be eternally closed.—Farewell,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">William Godwin</span>.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Godwin to Mary.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Skinner Street</span>, <i>3d May 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dear Mary</span>—I wrote to you a fortnight ago, and professed my intention +of not writing again. I certainly will not write when the result shall +be to give pure, unmitigated pain. It is the questionable shape of +what I have to communicate that still thrusts the pen into my hand. +This day we are<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_352" id="Page_352">[Pg 352]</a></span> compelled, by summary process, to leave the house we +live in, and to hide our heads in whatever alley will receive us. If +we can compound with our creditor, and he seems not unwilling to +accept £400 (I have talked with him on the subject), we may emerge +again. Our business, if freed from this intolerable burthen, is more +than ever worth keeping.</p> + +<p>But all this would, perhaps, have failed in inducing me to resume the +pen, but for <i>one extraordinary accident</i>. Wednesday, 1st May, was the +day when the last legal step was taken against me; and Wednesday +morning, a few hours before this catastrophe, Willats, the man who, +three or four years before, lent Shelley £2000 at two for one, called +on me to ask whether Shelley wanted any more money on the same terms. +What does this mean? In the contemplation of such a coincidence, I +could almost grow superstitious. But, alas! I fear—I fear—I am a +drowning man, catching at a straw.—Ever most affectionately, your +father,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">William Godwin</span>.</p> + +<p>Please to direct your letters, till you hear further, to the care of +Mr. Monro, No. 60 Skinner Street.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mrs. Mason to Shelley.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>May 1822.</i></p> + +<p>I send you in return for Godwin’s letter one still worse, because I +think it has more the appearance of truth. I was desired to convey it +to Mary, but that I should not think right. At the same time, I don’t +well know how you can conceal all this affair from her; they really +seem to want assistance at present, for their being turned out of the +house is a serious evil. I rejoice in your good health, to which I +have no doubt the boat and the Williams’ much contribute, and wish +there may be no prospect of its being disturbed.</p> + +<p>Mary ought to know what is said of the novel, and how can she know +that without all the rest? You will contrive what is best. In the part +of the letter which I do send, she (Mrs. Godwin) adds, that at this +moment Mr. Godwin does not offer the novel to any bookseller, lest his +actual situation might make it be supposed that it would be sold +cheap.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_353" id="Page_353">[Pg 353]</a></span> Mrs. Godwin also wishes to correspond directly with Mrs. +Shelley, but this I shall not permit; she says Godwin’s health is much +the worse for all this affair.</p> + +<p>I was astonished at seeing Clare walk in on Tuesday evening, and I +have not a spare bed now in the house, the children having outgrown +theirs, and been obliged to occupy that which I had formerly; she +proposed going to an inn, but preferred sleeping on a sofa, where I +made her as comfortable as I could, which is but little so; however, +she is satisfied. I rejoice to see that she has not suffered so much +as you expected, and understand now her former feelings better than at +first. When there is nothing to hope or fear, it is natural to be +calm. I wish she had some determined project, but her plans seem as +unsettled as ever, and she does not see half the reasons for +separating herself from your society that really exist. I regret to +perceive her great repugnance to Paris, which I believe to be the +place best adapted to her. If she had but the temptation of good +letters of introduction!—but I have no means of obtaining them for +her—she intends, I believe, to go to Florence to-morrow, and to +return to your habitation in a week, but talks of not staying the +whole summer. I regret the loss of Mary’s good health and spirits, but +hope it is only the consequence of her present situation, and, +therefore, merely temporary, but I dread Clare’s being in the same +house for a month or two, and wish the Williams’ were half a mile from +you. I must write a few lines to Mary, but will say nothing of having +heard from Mrs. Godwin; you will tell her what you think right, but +you know my opinion, that things which cannot be concealed are better +told at once. I should suppose a bankruptcy would be best, but the +Godwins do not seem to think so. If all the world valued obscure +tranquillity as much as I do, it would be a happier, though possibly +much duller, world than it is, but the loss of wealth is quite an +epidemic disease in England, and it disturbs their rest more than +the<a name='fna_48' id='fna_48' href='#f_48'><small>[48]</small></a> ... I should have a thousand things to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_354" id="Page_354">[Pg 354]</a></span> say, but that I have a +thousand other things to do, and you give me hope of conversing with +you before long.—Ever yours very sincerely,</p> + +<p class="signa">M. M.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Shelley to Mrs. Godwin.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Lerici</span>, <i>29th May 1882</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Dear Madam</span>—Mrs. Mason has sent me an extract from your last letter to +show to Mary, and I have received that of Mr. Godwin, in which he +mentions your having left Skinner Street.</p> + +<p>In Mary’s present state of health and spirits, much caution is +requisite with regard to communications which must agitate her in the +highest degree, and the object of my present letter is simply to +inform you that I thought it right to exercise this caution on the +present occasion. Mary is at present about three months advanced in +pregnancy, and the irritability and languor which accompany this state +are always distressing, and sometimes alarming. I do not know even how +soon I can permit her to receive such communications, or even how soon +you or Mr. Godwin would wish they should be conveyed to her, if you +could have any idea of the effect. Do not, however, let me be +misunderstood. It is not my intention or my wish that the +circumstances in which your family is involved should be concealed +from her; but that the detail of them should be suspended until they +assume a more prosperous character, or at least till letters addressed +to her or intended for her perusal on that subject should not convey a +supposition that she could do more than she does, thus exasperating +the sympathy which she already feels too intensely for her Father’s +distress, which she would sacrifice all she possesses to remedy, but +the remedy of which is beyond her power. She imagined that her novel +might be turned to immediate advantage for him. I am greatly +interested in the fate of this production, which appears to me to +possess a high degree of merit, and I regret that it is not Mr. +Godwin’s intention to publish it immediately. I am sure that Mary +would be delighted to amend anything that her Father thought imperfect +in it, though I confess that if his objection relates to the +<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_355" id="Page_355">[Pg 355]</a></span>character of Beatrice, <i>I</i> shall lament the deference which would be +shown by the sacrifice of any portion of it to feelings and ideas +which are but for a day. I wish Mr. Godwin would write to her on that +subject; he might advert to the letter (for it is only the last one) +which I have suppressed, or not, as he thought proper.</p> + +<p>I have written to Mr. Smith to solicit the loan of £400, which, if I +can obtain in that manner, is very much at Mr. Godwin’s service. The +views which I now entertain of my affairs forbid me to enter into any +further reversionary transactions; nor do I think Mr. Godwin would be +a gainer by the contrary determination; as it would be next to +impossible to effectuate any such bargain at this distance, nor could +I burthen my income, which is only sufficient to meet its various +claims, and the system of life in which it seems necessary I should +live.</p> + +<p>We hear you hear Jane’s (Clare’s) news from Mrs. Mason. Since the late +melancholy event she has become far more tranquil; nor should I have +anything to desire with regard to her, did not the uncertainty of my +own life and prospects render it prudent for her to attempt to +establish some sort of independence as a security against an event +which would deprive her of that which she at present enjoys. She is +well in health, and usually resides at Florence, where she has formed +a little society for herself among the Italians, with whom she is a +great favourite. She was here for a week or two; and although she has +at present returned to Florence, we expect her on a visit to us for +the summer months. In the winter, unless some of her various plans +succeed, for she may be called <i>la fille aux mille projets</i>, she will +return to Florence. Mr. Godwin may depend upon receiving immediate +notice of the result of my application to Mr. Smith. I hope soon to +have an account of your situation and prospects, and remain, dear +Madam, yours very sincerely,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">P. B. Shelley</span>.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Godwin.</p> + +<p>We will speak another time, of what is deeply interesting both to Mary +and to myself, of my dear William.</p></div> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_356" id="Page_356">[Pg 356]</a></span>The knowledge of all this on Shelley’s mind,—the consciousness that he +was hiding it from Mary, and that she was probably more than half aware of +his doing so, gave him a feeling of constraint in his daily intercourse +with her. To talk with her, even about her father, was difficult, for he +could neither help nor hide his feeling of irritation and indignation at +the way in which Godwin persecuted his daughter after the efforts she had +made in his behalf, and for which he had hardly thanked her.</p> + +<p>It would have to come, the explanation; but for the present, as Shelley +wrote to Clare, he was content to put off the evil day. Towards the end of +the month Mary’s health had somewhat improved, and the letter she then +wrote to Mrs. Gisborne gives a connected account of all the past +incidents.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Mary Shelley to Mrs. Gisborne.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Casa Magni</span>, Presso a <span class="smcap">Lerici</span>,<br /> +<span style="padding-right: 2em;"><i>2d June 1822</i>.</span></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dear Mrs. Gisborne</span>—We received a letter from Mr. Gisborne the +other day, which promised one from you. It is not yet come, and +although I think that you are two or three in my debt, yet I am good +enough to write to you again, and thus to increase your debt. Nor will +I allow you, with one letter, to take advantage of the Insolvent Act, +and thus to free yourself from all claims at once. When I last wrote, +I said that I hoped our spring visitation had come and was gone, but +this year we were not quit so easily. However, before I mention +anything else, I will finish the story of the <i>zuffa</i> as far as it is +yet gone. I think that in my last I left the sergeant recovering; one +of Lord Byron’s and one of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_357" id="Page_357">[Pg 357]</a></span> Guiccioli’s servants in prison on +suspicion, though both were innocent. The judge or advocate, called a +Cancelliere, sent from Florence to determine the affair, dislikes the +Pisans, and, having <i>poca paga</i>, expected a present from Milordo, and +so favoured our part of the affair, was very civil, and came to our +houses to take depositions against the law. For the sake of the +lesson, Hogg should have been there to learn to cross-question. The +Cancelliere, a talkative buffoon of a Florentine, with “mille scuse +per l’incomodo,” asked, “Dove fu lei la sera del 24 marzo? Andai a +spasso in carozza, fuori della Porta della Piaggia.” A little clerk, +seated beside him, with a great pile of papers before him, now dipped +his pen in his ink-horn, and looked expectant, while the Cancelliere, +turning his eyes up to the ceiling, repeated, “Io fui a spasso,” etc. +This scene lasted two, four, six, hours, as it happened. In the space +of two months the depositions of fifteen people were taken, and +finding Tita (Lord Byron’s servant) perfectly innocent, the +Cancelliere ordered him to be liberated, but the Pisan police took +fright at his beard. They called him “il barbone,” and, although it +was declared that on his exit from prison he should be shaved, they +could not tranquillise their mighty minds, but banished him. We, in +the meantime, were come to this place, so he has taken refuge with us. +He is an excellent fellow, faithful, courageous, and daring. How could +it happen that the Pisans should be frightened at such a <i>mirabile +mostro</i> of an Italian, especially as the day he was let out of +<i>segreto</i>, and was a <i>largee</i> in prison, he gave a feast to all his +fellow-prisoners, hiring chandeliers and plate! But poor Antonio, the +Guiccioli’s servant, the meekest-hearted fellow in the world, is kept +in <i>segreto</i>; not found guilty, but punished as such,—<i>e chi sa</i> when +he will be let out?—so rests the affair.</p> + +<p>About a month ago Clare came to visit us at Pisa, and went with the +Williams’ to find a house in the Gulf of Spezzia, when, during her +absence, the disastrous news came of the death of Allegra. She died of +a typhus fever, which had been raging in the Romagna; but no one wrote +to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_358" id="Page_358">[Pg 358]</a></span> say it was there. She had no friends except the nuns of the +Convent, who were kind to her, I believe; but you know Italians. If +half of the Convent had died of the plague, they would never have +written to have had her removed, and so the poor child fell a +sacrifice. Lord Byron felt the loss at first bitterly; he also felt +remorse, for he felt that he had acted against everybody’s counsels +and wishes, and death had stamped with truth the many and often-urged +prophecies of Clare, that the air of the Romagna, joined to the +ignorance of the Italians, would prove fatal to her. Shelley wished to +conceal the fatal news from her as long as possible, so when she +returned from Spezzia he resolved to remove thither without delay, +with so little delay that he packed me off with Clare and Percy the +very next day. She wished to return to Florence, but he persuaded her +to accompany me; the next day he packed up our goods and chattels, for +a furnished house was not to be found in this part of the world, and, +like a torrent hurrying everything in its course, he persuaded the +Williams’ to do the same. They came here; but one house was to be +found for us all; it is beautifully situated on the sea-shore, under +the woody hills,—but such a place as this is! The poverty of the +people is beyond anything, yet they do not appear unhappy, but go on +in dirty content, or contented dirt, while we find it hard work to +purvey miles around for a few eatables. We were in wretched discomfort +at first, but now are in a kind of disorderly order, living from day +to day as we can. After the first day or two Clare insisted on +returning to Florence, so Shelley was obliged to disclose the truth. +You may judge of what was her first burst of grief and despair; +however she reconciled herself to her fate sooner than we expected; +and although, of course, until she form new ties, she will always +grieve, yet she is now tranquil—more tranquil than when prophesying +her disaster; she was for ever forming plans for getting her child +from a place she judged but too truly would be fatal to her. She has +now returned to Florence, and I do not know whether she will join us +again. Our colony is much smaller than we expected, which we consider +a benefit.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_359" id="Page_359">[Pg 359]</a></span> Lord Byron remains with his train at Montenero. Trelawny +is to be the commander of his vessel, and of course will be at +Leghorn. He is at present at Genoa, awaiting the finishing of this +boat. Shelley’s boat is a beautiful creature; Henry would admire her +greatly; though only 24 feet by 8 feet she is a perfect little ship, +and looks twice her size. She had one fault, she was to have been +built in partnership with Williams and Trelawny. Trelawny chose the +name of the <i>Don Juan</i>, and we acceded; but when Shelley took her +entirely on himself we changed the name to the <i>Ariel</i>. Lord Byron +chose to take fire at this, and determined that she should be called +after the Poem; wrote to Roberts to have the name painted on the +mainsail, and she arrived thus disfigured. For days and nights, full +twenty-one, did Shelley and Edward ponder on her anabaptism, and the +washing out the primeval stain. Turpentine, spirits of wine, buccata, +all were tried, and it became dappled and no more. At length the piece +had to be taken out and reefs put, so that the sail does not look +worse. I do not know what Lord Byron will say, but Lord and Poet as he +is, he could not be allowed to make a coal barge of our boat. As only +one house was to be found habitable in this gulf, the Williams’ have +taken up their abode with us, and their servants and mine quarrel like +cats and dogs; and besides, you may imagine how ill a large family +agrees with my laziness, when accounts and domestic concerns come to +be talked of. <i>Ma pazienza.</i> After all the place does not suit me; the +people are <i>rozzi</i>, and speak a detestable dialect, and yet it is +better than any other Italian sea-shore north of Naples. The air is +excellent, and you may guess how much better we like it than Leghorn, +when, besides, we should have been involved in English society—a +thing we longed to get rid of at Pisa. Mr. Gisborne talks of your +going to a distant country; pray write to me in time before this takes +place, as I want a box from England first, but cannot now exactly name +its contents. I am sorry to hear you do not get on, but perhaps Henry +will, and make up for all. Percy is well, and Shelley singularly so; +this incessant boating does him a great deal of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_360" id="Page_360">[Pg 360]</a></span> good. I have been +very unwell for some time past, but am better now. I have not even +heard of the arrival of my novel; but I suppose for his own sake, Papa +will dispose of it to the best advantage. If you see it advertised, +pray tell me, also its publisher, etc.</p> + +<p>We have heard from Hunt the day he was to sail, and anxiously and +daily now await his arrival. Shelley will go over to Leghorn to him, +and I also, if I can so manage it. We shall be at Pisa next winter, I +believe, fate so decrees. Of course you have heard that the lawsuit +went against my Father. This was the summit and crown of our spring +misfortunes, but he writes in so few words, and in such a manner, that +any information that I could get, through any one, would be a great +benefit to me. Adieu. Pray write now, and at length. Remember both +Shelley and me to Hogg. Did you get <i>Matilda</i> from Papa?—Yours ever,</p> + +<p class="signa"><span class="smcap">Mary W. Shelley</span>.</p> + +<p>Continue to direct to Pisa.</p></div> + +<p>Clare returned to the Casa Magni on the 6th of July. The weather had now +become intensely hot, and Mary was again prostrated by it. Alarming +symptoms appeared, and after a wretched week of ill health, these came to +a crisis in a dangerous miscarriage. She was destitute of medical aid or +appliances, and, weakened as she already was, they feared for her life. +She had lain ill for several hours before some ice could be procured, and +Shelley then took upon himself the responsibility of its immediate use; +the event proved him right; and when at last a doctor came, he found her +doing well. Her strength, however, was reduced to the lowest ebb; her +spirits also; and within a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_361" id="Page_361">[Pg 361]</a></span> week of this misfortune her recovery was +retarded by a dreadful nervous shock she received through Shelley’s +walking in his sleep.<a name='fna_49' id='fna_49' href='#f_49'><small>[49]</small></a></p> + +<p>While Mary was enduring a time of physical and mental suffering beyond +what can be told, and such as no man can wholly understand, Shelley, for +his part, was enjoying unwonted health and good spirits. And such +creatures are we all that unwonted health in ourself is even a stronger +power for happiness than is the sickness of another for depression.</p> + +<p>He was sorry for Mary’s gloom, but he could not lighten it, and he was +persistently content in spite of it. This has led to the supposition that +there was, at this time, a serious want of sympathy between Shelley and +Mary. His only want, he said in an often-quoted letter, was the presence +of those who could feel, and understand him, and he added, “Whether from +proximity, and the continuity of domestic intercourse, Mary does not.”</p> + +<p>It would have been almost miraculous had it been otherwise. Perhaps +nothing in the world is harder than for a person suffering from exhausting +illness, and from the extreme of nervous and mental depression, to enter +into the mood of temporary elation of another person whose spirits, as a +rule, are uneven, and in need of constant <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_362" id="Page_362">[Pg 362]</a></span>support from others. But the +context of this very letter of Shelley’s shows clearly enough that he +meant nothing desperate, no shipwreck of the heart; for, as the people who +could “feel, and understand him,” he instances his correspondents, Mr. and +Mrs. Gisborne, saying that his satisfaction would be complete if only +<i>they</i> were of the party; although, were his wishes not limited by his +hopes, Hogg would also be included. He would have liked a little +intellectual stimulus and comradeship. As it was, he was well satisfied +with an intercourse of which “words were not the instruments.”</p> + +<p class="blockquot">I like Jane more and more, and I find Williams the most amiable of companions.</p> + +<p>Jane’s guitar and her sweet singing were a new and perpetual delight to +him, and she herself supplied him with just as much suggestion of an +unrealised ideal as was necessary to keep his imagination alive. She, on +her side, understood him and knew how to manage him perfectly; as a great +man may be understood by a clever woman who is so far from having an +intellectual comprehension of him that she is not distressed by the +consciousness of its imperfection or its absence, but succeeds by dint of +delicate social intuition, guided by just so much sense of humour as saves +her from exaggeration, or from blunders; and who understands her great man +on his human<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_363" id="Page_363">[Pg 363]</a></span> side so much better than the poor creature understands +himself, as to wind him at will, easily, gracefully, and insensibly, round +her little finger. And so, without sacrificing a moment’s peace of mind, +Jane Williams won over Shelley an ascendency which was pleasing to both +and convenient to every one. No better instance could be given of her +method than the well-known episode of his sudden proposal to her to +overturn the boat, and, together, to “solve the great mystery”; inimitably +told by Trelawny. And so the month of June sped away.</p> + +<p class="blockquot">“I have a boat here,” wrote Shelley to John Gisborne, ... “it cost me +£80, and reduced me to some difficulty in point of money. However, it +is swift and beautiful, and appears quite a vessel. Williams is +captain, and we glide along this delightful bay, in the evening wind, +under the summer moon, until earth appears another world. Jane brings +her guitar, and if the past and the future could be obliterated, the +present would content me so well that I could say with Faust to the +present moment, ‘Remain; thou art so beautiful.’”</p> + +<p>And now, like Faust, having said this, like Faust’s, his hour had come.</p> + +<p>He heard from Genoa of the Leigh Hunts’ arrival, so far, on their journey, +and wrote at once to Hunt a letter of warmest welcome to Italy, promising +to start for Leghorn the instant he should hear of the Hunts’ vessel +having sailed for that port.</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_364" id="Page_364">[Pg 364]</a></span>Poor Mary, who sends you a thousand loves, has been seriously ill, +having suffered a most debilitating miscarriage. She is still too +unwell to rise from the sofa, and must take great care of herself for +some time, or she would come with us to Leghorn. Lord Byron is in +<i>villegiatura</i> near Leghorn, and you will meet besides with a Mr. +Trelawny, a wild, but kind-hearted seaman.</p> + +<p>The Hunts sailed; and, on the 1st of July, Shelley and Williams, with +Charles Vivian, the sailor-lad who looked after their boat, started in the +<i>Ariel</i> for Leghorn, where they arrived safely. Thence Shelley, with Leigh +Hunt, proceeded to Pisa. It had not been their intention to stay long, but +Shelley found much to detain him. Matters with respect to Byron and the +projected magazine wore a most unsatisfactory appearance; Byron’s +eagerness had cooled, and his reception of the Hunts was chilling in the +extreme. Poor Mrs. Hunt was very seriously ill, and the letter which Mary +received from her husband was mainly to explain his prolonged absence. She +had let him go from her side with the greatest unwillingness; she was +haunted by the gloomiest forebodings and a sense of unexplained misery +which they all ascribed to her illness, and her letters were written in a +tone of depression which made Shelley anxious on her account, and Edward +Williams on that of his wife, who, he feared, might be unhappy during his +absence from her.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_365" id="Page_365">[Pg 365]</a></span>But Jane wrote brightly, and gave an improved account of Mary.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Shelley to Mary.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>4th July 1822</i>.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dearest Mary</span>—I have received both your letters, and shall attend +to the instructions they convey. I did not think of buying the +<i>Bolivar</i>; Lord Byron wishes to sell her, but I imagine would prefer +ready money. I have as yet made no inquiries about houses near +Pugnano—I have had no moment of time to spare from Hunt’s affairs. I +am detained unwillingly here, and you will probably see Williams in +the boat before me, but that will be decided to-morrow.</p> + +<p>Things are in the worst possible situation with respect to poor Hunt. +I find Marianne in a desperate state of health, and on our arrival at +Pisa sent for Vaccà. He decides that her case is hopeless, and, +although it will be lingering, must end fatally. This decision he +thought proper to communicate to Hunt, indicating at the same time +with great judgment and precision the treatment necessary to be +observed for availing himself of the chance of his being deceived. +This intelligence has extinguished the last spark of poor Hunt’s +spirits, low enough before. The children are well and much improved. +Lord Byron is at this moment on the point of leaving Tuscany. The +Gambas have been exiled, and he declares his intention of following +their fortunes. His first idea was to sail to America, which was +changed to Switzerland, then to Genoa, and last to Lucca. Everybody is +in despair, and everything in confusion. Trelawny was on the point of +sailing to Genoa for the purpose of transporting the <i>Bolivar</i> +overland to the Lake of Geneva, and had already whispered in my ear +his desire that I should not influence Lord Byron against this +terrestrial navigation. He next received <i>orders</i> to weigh anchor and +set sail for Lerici. He is now without instructions, moody and +disappointed. But it is the worse for poor Hunt, unless the present +storm should blow over. He places his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_366" id="Page_366">[Pg 366]</a></span> whole dependence upon the +scheme of the journal, for which every arrangement has been made. Lord +Byron must, of course, furnish the requisite funds at present, as I +cannot; but he seems inclined to depart without the necessary +explanations and arrangements due to such a situation as Hunt’s. +These, in spite of delicacy, I must procure; he offers him the +copyright of the <i>Vision of Judgment</i> for the first number. This +offer, if sincere, is <i>more</i> than enough to set up the journal, and, +if sincere, will set everything right.</p> + +<p>How are you, my best Mary? Write especially how is your health, and +how your spirits are, and whether you are not more reconciled to +staying at Lerici, at least during the summer. You have no idea how I +am hurried and occupied; I have not a moment’s leisure, but will write +by next post. Ever, dearest Mary, yours affectionately,</p> + +<p class="signa">S.</p> + +<p>I have found the translation of the <i>Symposium</i>.</p> + +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Shelley to Jane Williams.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Pisa</span>, <i>4th July 1822</i>.</p> + +<p>You will probably see Williams before I can disentangle myself from +the affairs with which I am now surrounded. I return to Leghorn +to-night, and shall urge him to sail with the first fair wind without +expecting me. I have thus the pleasure of contributing to your +happiness when deprived of every other, and of leaving you no other +subject of regret but the absence of one scarcely worth regretting. I +fear you are solitary and melancholy at the Villa Magni, and, in the +intervals of the greater and more serious distress in which I am +compelled to sympathise here, I figure to myself the countenance which +has been the source of such consolation to me, shadowed by a veil of +sorrow.</p> + +<p>How soon those hours passed, and how slowly they return, to pass so +soon again, and perhaps for ever, in which we have lived together so +intimately, so happily! Adieu, my dearest friend. I only write these +lines for the pleasure of tracing what will meet your eyes. Mary will +tell you all the news.</p> + +<p class="signa">S.</p> + +<p> <span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_367" id="Page_367">[Pg 367]</a></span></p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">From Jane Williams to Shelley.</span></p> + +<p class="right"><i>6th July.</i></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">My dearest Friend</span>—Your few melancholy lines have indeed cast your own +visionary veil over a countenance that was animated with the hope of +seeing you return with far different tidings. We heard yesterday that +you had left Leghorn in company with the <i>Bolivar</i>, and would +assuredly be here in the morning at 5 o’clock; therefore I got up, and +from the terrace saw (or I dreamt it) the <i>Bolivar</i> opposite in the +offing. She hoisted more sail, and went through the Straits. What can +this mean? Hope and uncertainty have made such a chaos in my mind that +I know not what to think. My own Neddino does not deign to lighten my +darkness by a single word. Surely I shall see him to-night. Perhaps, +too, you are with him. Well, <i>pazienza</i>!</p> + +<p>Mary, I am happy to tell you, goes on well; she talks of going to +Pisa, and indeed your poor friends seem to require all her assistance. +For me, alas! I can only offer sympathy, and my fervent wishes that a +brighter cloud may soon dispel the present gloom. I hope much from the +air of Pisa for Mrs. Hunt.</p> + +<p>Lord B.’s departure gives me pleasure, for whatever may be the present +difficulties and disappointments, they are small to what you would +have suffered had he remained with you. This I say in the spirit of +prophecy, so gather consolation from it.</p> + +<p>I have only time left to scrawl you a hasty adieu, and am +affectionately yours,</p> + +<p class="signa">J. W.</p> + +<p>Why do you talk of never enjoying moments like the past? Are you going +to join your friend Plato, or do you expect I shall do so soon? <i>Buona +notte.</i></p></div> + +<p>Mary was slowly getting better, and hoping to feel brighter by the time +Shelley came back. On the 7th of July she wrote a few lines in her<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_368" id="Page_368">[Pg 368]</a></span> +journal, summing up the month during which she had left it untouched.</p> + +<p class="blockquot"><i>Sunday, July 7.</i>—I am ill most of this time. Ill, and then +convalescent. Roberts and Trelawny arrive with the <i>Bolivar</i>. On +Monday, 16th June, Trelawny goes on to Leghorn with her. Roberts +remains here until 1st July, when the Hunts being arrived, Shelley +goes in the boat with him and Edward to Leghorn. They are still there. +Read <i>Jacopo Ortis</i>, second volume of <i>Geographica Fisica</i>, etc. etc.</p> + +<p>Next day, Monday the 8th, when the voyagers were expected to return, it +was so stormy all day at Lerici that their having sailed was considered +out of the question, and their non-arrival excited no surprise in Mary or +Jane. So many possibilities and probabilities might detain them at Leghorn +or Pisa, that their wives did not get anxious for three or four days; and +even then what the two women dreaded was not calamity at sea, but illness +or disagreeable business on shore. On Thursday, however, getting no +letters, they did become uneasy, and, but for the rough weather, Jane +Williams would have started in a row-boat for Leghorn. On Friday they +watched with feverish anxiety for the post; there was but one letter, and +it turned them to stone. It was to Shelley, from Leigh Hunt, begging him +to write and say how he had got home in the bad weather of the previous +Monday. And then it dawned upon them—a dawn of darkness. There was no +news; there would be no news any more.</p> + +<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_369" id="Page_369">[Pg 369]</a></span>One minute had untied the knot, and solved the great mystery. The <i>Ariel</i> +had gone down in the storm, with all hands on board.</p> + +<p>And for four days past, though they had not known it, Mary Shelley and +Jane Williams had been widows.</p> + + +<p> </p> +<p class="center">END OF VOL. I</p> +<p> </p> +<p class="center"><i>Printed, by</i> <span class="smcap">R. & R. Clark</span>, <i>Edinburgh</i>.</p> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<div class="verts"> +<p class="center"><span class="huge"><i>AT ALL BOOKSELLERS.</i></span></p> +<p class="center">WORD PORTRAITS OF FAMOUS WRITERS.</p> +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Edited by</span> MABEL E. 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British writers only are named, and amongst them no +living author.’—<span class="smcap">From the Preface.</span></p> + +<p class="center">CONTENTS.</p> + +<table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="5" summary="table"> +<tr><td valign="top">Joseph Addison.<br /> +Harrison Ainsworth.<br /> +Jane Austen.<br /> +Francis, Lord Bacon.<br /> +Joanna Baillie.<br /> +Benjamin, Lord Beaconsfield.<br /> +Jeremy Bentham.<br /> +Richard Bentley.<br /> +James Boswell.<br /> +Charlotte Brontë.<br /> +Henry, Lord Brougham.<br /> +Elizabeth Barrett Browning.<br /> +John Bunyan.<br /> +Edmund Burke.<br /> +Robert Burns.<br /> +Samuel Butler.<br /> +George, Lord Byron.<br /> +Thomas Campbell.<br /> +Thomas Carlyle.<br /> +Thomas Chatterton.<br /> +Geoffrey Chaucer.<br /> +Philip, Lord Chesterfield.<br /> +William Cobbett.<br /> +Hartley Coleridge.<br /> +Samuel Taylor Coleridge.<br /> +William Collins.<br /> +William Cowper<br /> +George Crabbe.<br /> +Daniel De Foe.<br /> +Charles Dickens.<br /> +Isaac D’Israeli.<br /> +John Dryden.<br /> +Mary Anne Evans (George Eliot). <br /> +Henry Fielding.<br /> +John Gay.<br /> +Edward Gibbon.<br /> +William Godwin.<br /> +Oliver Goldsmith.<br /> +David Gray.<br /> +Thomas Gray.<br /> +Henry Hallam.<br /> +William Hazlitt.<br /> +Felicia Hemans.<br /> +James Hogg.<br /> +Thomas Hood.<br /> +Theodore Hook.<br /> +David Hume.<br /> +Leigh Hunt.<br /> +Elizabeth Inchbald.<br /> +Francis, Lord Jeffrey.<br /> +Douglas Jerrold.<br /> +Samuel Johnson.<br /> +Ben Jonson.<br /> +John Keats.<br /> +John Keble.<br /> +Charles Kingsley.<br /> +Charles Lamb.<br /> +Letitia Elizabeth Landon.</td> +<td valign="top">Walter Savage Landor.<br /> +Charles Lever.<br /> +Matthew Gregory Lewis.<br /> +John Gibson Lockhart.<br /> +Sir Richard Lovelace.<br /> +Edward, Lord Lytton.<br /> +Thomas Babington Macaulay.<br /> +William Maginn.<br /> +Francis Mahony (Father Prout).<br /> +Frederick Marryat.<br /> +Harriet Martineau.<br /> +Frederick Denison Maurice.<br /> +John Milton.<br /> +Mary Russell Mitford.<br /> +Lady Mary Wortley Montagu.<br /> +Thomas Moore.<br /> +Hannah More.<br /> +Sir Thomas More.<br /> +Caroline Norton.<br /> +Thomas Otway.<br /> +Samuel Pepys.<br /> +Alexander Pope.<br /> +Bryan Waller Procter.<br /> +Thomas de Quincey.<br /> +Ann Radcliffe.<br /> +Sir Walter Raleigh.<br /> +Charles Reade.<br /> +Samuel Richardson.<br /> +Samuel Rogers.<br /> +Dante Gabriel Rossetti.<br /> +Richard Savage.<br /> +Sir Walter Scott.<br /> +William Shakespeare.<br /> +Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley.<br /> +Percy Bysshe Shelley.<br /> +Richard Brinsley Sheridan.<br /> +Sir Philip Sidney.<br /> +Horace Smith.<br /> +Sydney Smith.<br /> +Tobias Smollett.<br /> +Robert Southey.<br /> +Edmund Spenser.<br /> +Arthur Penrhyn Stanley.<br /> +Sir Richard Steele.<br /> +Laurence Sterne.<br /> +Sir John Suckling.<br /> +Jonathan Swift.<br /> +William Makepeace Thackeray.<br /> +James Thomson.<br /> +Anthony Trollope.<br /> +Edmund Waller.<br /> +Horace Walpole.<br /> +Izaac Walton.<br /> +John Wilson.<br /> +Ellen Wood (Mrs. Henry Wood).<br /> +William Wordsworth.<br /> +Sir Henry Wotton.</td></tr></table> + +<p> </p> +<p class="center">RICHARD BENTLEY & SON, NEW BURLINGTON STREET,<br /> +Publishers in Ordinary to Her Majesty the Queen.</p></div> + + + +<p> </p><p> </p> +<hr style="width: 50%;" /> +<p><strong>Footnotes:</strong></p> + +<p><a name='f_1' id='f_1' href='#fna_1'>[1]</a> “Address to the Irish People.”</p> + +<p><a name='f_2' id='f_2' href='#fna_2'>[2]</a> Possibly this may refer to Count Schlaberndorf, an expatriated +Prussian subject, who was imprisoned in Paris during the Reign of Terror, +and escaped, but subsequently returned, and lived there in retirement, +almost in concealment. He was a cynic, an eccentric, yet a patriot withal. +He was divorced from his wife, and Shelley had probably got hold of a +wrong version of his story.</p> + +<p><a name='f_3' id='f_3' href='#fna_3'>[3]</a> Byron.</p> + +<p><a name='f_4' id='f_4' href='#fna_4'>[4]</a> <i>Ibid.</i></p> + +<p><a name='f_5' id='f_5' href='#fna_5'>[5]</a></p> + +<p class="poem">Thy dewy looks sink in my breast;<br /> +Thy gentle words stir poison there;<br /> +Thou hast disturbed the only rest<br /> +That was the portion of despair!<br /> +Subdued to Duty’s hard control,<br /> +I could have borne my wayward lot:<br /> +The chains that bind this ruined soul<br /> +Had cankered then, but crushed it not.</p> + +<p><a name='f_6' id='f_6' href='#fna_6'>[6]</a> See his letter to Baxter, quoted before.</p> + +<p><a name='f_7' id='f_7' href='#fna_7'>[7]</a> <i>Journal of a Six Weeks’ Tour.</i></p> + +<p><a name='f_8' id='f_8' href='#fna_8'>[8]</a> <i>Journal of a Six Weeks’ Tour.</i></p> + +<p><a name='f_9' id='f_9' href='#fna_9'>[9]</a> <i>Journal of a Six Weeks’ Tour.</i></p> + +<p><a name='f_10' id='f_10' href='#fna_10'>[10]</a> The bailiffs.</p> + +<p><a name='f_11' id='f_11' href='#fna_11'>[11]</a> She was staying temporarily at Skinner Street.</p> + +<p><a name='f_12' id='f_12' href='#fna_12'>[12]</a> Referring to Fanny’s letter, enclosed.</p> + +<p><a name='f_13' id='f_13' href='#fna_13'>[13]</a> Peacock’s mother.</p> + +<p><a name='f_14' id='f_14' href='#fna_14'>[14]</a> A friend of Harriet Shelley’s.</p> + +<p><a name='f_15' id='f_15' href='#fna_15'>[15]</a> It is presumed that these were for Clara, in answer to an +advertisement for a situation as companion.</p> + +<p><a name='f_16' id='f_16' href='#fna_16'>[16]</a> Godwin’s friend and amanuensis.</p> + +<p><a name='f_17' id='f_17' href='#fna_17'>[17]</a> Which, unfortunately, may not be published.</p> + +<p><a name='f_18' id='f_18' href='#fna_18'>[18]</a> From this time Miss Clairmont is always mentioned as Clare, or +Claire, except by the Godwins, who adhered to the original “Jane.”</p> + +<p><a name='f_19' id='f_19' href='#fna_19'>[19]</a> Byron.</p> + +<p><a name='f_20' id='f_20' href='#fna_20'>[20]</a> Word obliterated.</p> + +<p><a name='f_21' id='f_21' href='#fna_21'>[21]</a> Matthew Gregory Lewis, known as “Monk” Lewis.</p> + +<p><a name='f_22' id='f_22' href='#fna_22'>[22]</a> Hogg.</p> + +<p><a name='f_23' id='f_23' href='#fna_23'>[23]</a> <i>Revolt of Islam</i>, Dedication.</p> + +<p><a name='f_24' id='f_24' href='#fna_24'>[24]</a> <i>Revolt of Islam</i>, Dedication.</p> + +<p><a name='f_25' id='f_25' href='#fna_25'>[25]</a> The work referred to would seem to be Shelley’s Oxford pamphlet.</p> + +<p><a name='f_26' id='f_26' href='#fna_26'>[26]</a> Baxter’s son.</p> + +<p><a name='f_27' id='f_27' href='#fna_27'>[27]</a> Mr. Booth.</p> + +<p><a name='f_28' id='f_28' href='#fna_28'>[28]</a> What this accusation was does not appear.</p> + +<p><a name='f_29' id='f_29' href='#fna_29'>[29]</a> Alba.</p> + +<p><a name='f_30' id='f_30' href='#fna_30'>[30]</a> Shelley’s solicitor.</p> + +<p><a name='f_31' id='f_31' href='#fna_31'>[31]</a> The nursemaid.</p> + +<p><a name='f_32' id='f_32' href='#fna_32'>[32]</a> Mrs. Hunt.</p> + +<p><a name='f_33' id='f_33' href='#fna_33'>[33]</a> See Godwin’s letter to Baxter, chap. iii.</p> + +<p><a name='f_34' id='f_34' href='#fna_34'>[34]</a> Preface to <i>Prometheus Unbound</i>.</p> + +<p><a name='f_35' id='f_35' href='#fna_35'>[35]</a> Page 205.</p> + +<p><a name='f_36' id='f_36' href='#fna_36'>[36]</a> In <i>Frankenstein</i>.</p> + +<p><a name='f_37' id='f_37' href='#fna_37'>[37]</a> <i>Notes to Shelley’s Poems</i>, by Mrs. Shelley.</p> + +<p><a name='f_38' id='f_38' href='#fna_38'>[38]</a> Letter to Mr. Gisborne, of June 18, 1822.</p> + +<p><a name='f_39' id='f_39' href='#fna_39'>[39]</a> Letter of Shelley’s to Mr. Gisborne. (The passage, in the original, +has no personal reference to Byron.)</p> + +<p><a name='f_40' id='f_40' href='#fna_40'>[40]</a> Announcing the stoppage of Shelley’s income.</p> + +<p><a name='f_41' id='f_41' href='#fna_41'>[41]</a> “The Boat on the Serchio.”</p> + +<p><a name='f_42' id='f_42' href='#fna_42'>[42]</a> <i>Notes to Shelley’s Poems</i>, by Mary Shelley.</p> + +<p><a name='f_43' id='f_43' href='#fna_43'>[43]</a> Godwin’s <i>Answer to Malthus</i>.</p> + +<p><a name='f_44' id='f_44' href='#fna_44'>[44]</a> This initial has been printed <i>C.</i> Mrs. Shelley’s letter leaves no +doubt that Elise’s is the illness referred to.</p> + +<p><a name='f_45' id='f_45' href='#fna_45'>[45]</a> Trelawny’s “Recollections.”</p> + +<p><a name='f_46' id='f_46' href='#fna_46'>[46]</a> Williams’ journal for this last day runs—</p> + +<p><i>February 18.</i>—Jane unwell. S. turns physician. Called on Lord B., who +talks of getting up <i>Othello</i>. Laid a wager with S. that Lord B. quits +Italy before six months. Jane put on a Hindostanee dress and passed the +evening with Mary, who had also the Turkish costume.</p> + +<p><a name='f_47' id='f_47' href='#fna_47'>[47]</a> Trelawny’s “Recollections.”</p> + +<p><a name='f_48' id='f_48' href='#fna_48'>[48]</a> Word illegible.</p> + +<p><a name='f_49' id='f_49' href='#fna_49'>[49]</a> Recounted at length in a subsequent letter, to be quoted later on.</p> + + +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY, VOLUME I (OF 2)***</p> +<p>******* This file should be named 37955-h.txt or 37955-h.zip *******</p> +<p>This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:<br /> +<a href="http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/3/7/9/5/37955">http://www.gutenberg.org/3/7/9/5/37955</a></p> +<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed.</p> + +<p>Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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See + http://www.archive.org/details/lifelettersofmar01marsuoft + + +Transcriber's note: + + The original text includes Greek characters. For this text + version these letters have been replaced with transliterations. + + The original text includes a blank space surrounded by + brackets. This is represented as [____] in this text version. + + + + + +THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY + +I + +[Illustration: Photogravure by Annan & Swan + +_MRS SHELLEY._ + +_After a portrait by Rothwell,_ + +_in the possession of Sir Percy F. Shelley, Bart._] + + +THE LIFE & LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY + +by + +MRS. JULIAN MARSHALL + +With Portraits and Facsimile + +In Two Volumes + +VOL. I + + + + + + + +London +Richard Bentley & Son +Publishers in Ordinary to Her Majesty the Queen +1889 + + + + +PREFACE + + +The following biography was undertaken at the request of Sir Percy and +Lady Shelley, and has been compiled from the MS. journals and letters in +their possession, which were entrusted to me, without reserve, for this +purpose. + +The earlier portions of the journal having been placed also at Professor +Dowden's disposal for his _Life of Shelley_, it will be found that in my +first volume many passages indispensable to a life of Mary Shelley have +already appeared, in one form or another, in Professor Dowden's pages. +This fact I have had to ignore, having indeed settled on the quotations +necessary to my narrative before the _Life of Shelley_ appeared. They are +given without comment or dilution, just as they occur; where omissions are +made it is in order to avoid repetition, or because the everyday entries +refer to trivial circumstances uninteresting to the general reader. + +Letters which have previously been published are shortened when they are +only of moderate interest; unpublished letters are given complete wherever +possible. + +Those who hope to find in these pages much new circumstantial evidence on +the vexed subject of Shelley's separation from his first wife will be +disappointed. No contemporary document now exists which puts the case +beyond the reach of argument. Collateral evidence is not wanting, but even +were this not beyond the scope of the present work it would be wrong on +the strength of it to assert more than that Shelley himself felt certain +of his wife's unfaithfulness. Of that there is no doubt, nor of the fact +that all such evidence as did afterwards transpire went to prove him more +likely to have been right than wrong in his belief. + +My first thanks are due to Sir Percy and Lady Shelley for the use of their +invaluable documents,--for the photographs of original pictures which form +the basis of the illustrations,--and last, not least, for their kindly +help and sympathy during the fulfilment of my task. + +I wish especially to express my gratitude to Mrs. Charles Call for her +kind permission to me to print the letters of her father, Mr. Trelawny, +which are among the most interesting of my unpublished materials. + +I have to thank Miss Stuart, from whom I obtained important letters from +Mr. Baxter and Godwin; and Mr. A. C. Haden, through whom I made the +acquaintance of Miss Christy Baxter. + +To Professor Dowden, and, above all, to Mr. Garnett, I am indebted for +much valuable help, I may say, of all kinds. + +FLORENCE A. MARSHALL. + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGES + +CHAPTER I + + Introductory remarks--Account of William Godwin and Mary + Wollstonecraft. + + 1797. Their marriage--Birth of their daughter--Death of Mary + Godwin 1-11 + + + CHAPTER II + + AUGUST 1797-JUNE 1812 + + 1797. Godwin goes to reside at the "Polygon." + + 1798-99. His despondency--Repeated proposals of marriage to + various ladies. + + 1801. Marriage with Mrs. Clairmont. + + 1805. Enters business as a publisher--Books for children. + + 1807. Removes to Skinner Street, Holborn. + + 1808. Aaron Burr's first visit to England. + + 1811. Mrs. Godwin and the children go to Margate and + Ramsgate--Mary's health improves--She remains till Christmas + at Miss Petman's. + + 1812. Aaron Burr's sojourn in England--Intimacy with the + Godwins--Extracts from his journal--Mary is invited to stay + with the Baxters at Dundee 12-26 + + + CHAPTER III + + JUNE 1812-MAY 1814 + + 1812. Mary sails for Dundee--Godwin's letter to Mr. Baxter-- + The Baxters--Mary stays with them five months--Returns to + London with Christy Baxter--The Shelleys dine in Skinner + Street (Nov. 11)--Christy's enjoyment of London. + + 1813. Godwin's letter to an anonymous correspondent + describing Fanny and Mary--Mary and Christy go back to Dundee + (June 3)--Mary's reminiscences of this time in the preface to + _Frankenstein_. + + 1814. Mary returns home (March 30)--Domestic trials--Want of + guidance--Mrs. Godwin's jealousy--Shelley calls on Godwin + (May 5) 27-41 + + + CHAPTER IV + + APRIL-JUNE 1814 + + Account of Shelley's first introduction of himself to + Godwin--His past history--Correspondence (1812)--Shelley + goes to Ireland--Publishes address to the Irish people-- + Godwin disapproves--Failure of Shelley's schemes--Godwin's + fruitless journey to Lynmouth (1813)--The Godwins and + Shelleys meet in London--The Shelleys leave town (Nov. 12). + + 1814. Mary makes acquaintance with Shelley in May-- + Description of her--Shelley's depression of spirits--His + genius and personal charm--He and Mary become intimate--Their + meetings by Mary Wollstonecraft's grave--Episode described by + Hogg--Godwin's distress for money and dependence on + Shelley--Shelley constantly at Skinner Street--He and Mary + own their mutual love--He gives her his copy of "Queen + Mab"--His inscription--Her inscription--Hopelessness 42-56 + + + CHAPTER V + + JUNE-AUGUST 1814 + + Retrospective history of Shelley's first marriage-- + Estrangement between him and Harriet after their visit to + Scotland in 1813--Deterioration in Harriet--Shelley's deep + dejection--He is much attracted by Mrs. Boinville and her + circle--His conclusions respecting Harriet--Their effect on + him--Harriet is at Bath--She becomes anxious to hear of + him--Godwin writes to her--She comes to town and sees + Shelley, who informs her of his intentions--Godwin goes to + see her--He talks to Shelley and to Jane Clairmont--The + situation is intolerable--Shelley tells Mary everything-- + They leave England precipitately, accompanied by Jane + Clairmont (July 28) 57-67 + + + CHAPTER VI + + AUGUST-SEPTEMBER 1814 + + 1814. (July).--They cross to Calais--Mrs. Godwin arrives in + pursuit of Jane--Jane thinks of returning, but changes her + mind and remains--Mrs. Godwin departs--Joint journal of + Shelley and Mary--They arrive at Paris without any money-- + They procure some, and set off to walk through France with + a donkey--It is exchanged for a mule, and that for a + carriage--Journal--They arrive in Switzerland, and having + settled themselves for the winter, at once start to come + home--They arrive in England penniless, and have to obtain + money through Harriet--They go into lodgings in London 68-81 + + + CHAPTER VII + + SEPTEMBER 1814-MAY 1815 + + 1814. (September).--Godwin's mortification at what had + happened--False reports concerning him--Keeps Shelley well + in sight, but will only communicate with him through a + solicitor--General demoralisation of the household--Mrs. + Godwin and Fanny peep in at Shelley's windows--Poverty of + the Shelleys--Harriet's creditors--Shelley's many + dependents--He has to hide from bailiffs--Jane's + excitability--Studious habits of Shelley and Mary--Extracts + from journal. + + 1815. Shelley's grandfather dies--Increase of income--Mary's + first baby born--It dies--Her regret--Fanny comes to see + her--Frequent change of lodgings--Hogg a constant visitor-- + Peacock imprisoned for debt--He writes to the Shelleys--Jane + a source of much annoyance--She chooses to be called + "Clara"--Plans for her future--She departs to Lynmouth 82-114 + + + CHAPTER VIII + + MAY 1815-SEPTEMBER 1816 + + 1815. Objections raised to Clara's return to Skinner Street-- + Her letter to Fanny Godwin from Lynmouth--The Shelleys make a + tour in South Devon--Shelley seeks for houses--Letter from + Mary--They settle at Bishopsgate--Boating expedition--Happy + summer--Shelley writes "Alastor." + + 1816. Mary's son William born--List of books read by Shelley + and Mary in 1815--Clara's project of going on the stage--Her + connection with Byron--She introduces him to the Shelleys-- + Shelley's efforts to raise money for Godwin--Godwin's + rapacity--Refuses to take a cheque made out in Shelley's + name--Shelley escapes from England--Is persuaded by Clara + (now called "Clare" or "Claire") to go to Geneva--Mary's + descriptive letters--Byron arrives at Geneva--Association of + Shelley and Byron--Origin of _Frankenstein_ as related by + Mary--She begins to write it--Voyage of Shelley and Byron + round the lake of Geneva--Tour to the valley of Chamouni-- + Journal--Return to England (August)--Mary and Clare go to + Bath, and Shelley to Marlow 115-157 + + + CHAPTER IX + + SEPTEMBER 1816-FEBRUARY 1817 + + 1816. Life in lodgings at Bath--Anxieties--Letters from + Fanny--Her pleadings on Godwin's behalf--Her own + disappointment--She leaves home in despair--Dies by her own + hand at Swansea (October 9)--Shelley's visit to Marlow-- + Letter from Mary--Shelley's search for Harriet--He hears of + her death--His yearning after his children--Marriage with + Mary (Dec. 29). + + 1817. Birth of Clare's infant (Jan. 13)--Visit of the + Shelleys to the Leigh Hunts at Hampstead--Removal to Marlow 158-181 + + + CHAPTER X + + MARCH 1817-MARCH 1818 + + 1817 (March).--Albion House--Description--Visit of the Leigh + Hunts--Shelley's benevolence to the poor--Lord Eldon's + decree depriving Shelley of the custody of his children--His + indignation and grief--Godwin's continued impecuniosity and + exactions--Charles Clairmont's requests--Mary's visit to + Skinner Street--_Frankenstein_ is published--_Journal of a + Six Weeks' Tour_--Shelley writes _Revolt of Islam_--Allegra's + presence the cause of serious annoyance to the Shelleys--Mr. + Baxter's visit of discovery to Marlow--Birth of Mary's + daughter Clara (Sept. 2)--Mr. Baxter's second visit--His warm + appreciation of Shelley--Fruitless efforts to convert his + daughter Isabel to his way of thinking--The Shelleys + determine to leave Marlow--Shelley's ill-health--Mary's + letters to him in London--Desirability of sending Allegra to + her father--They decide on going abroad and taking her. + + 1818. Stay in London--The Booths and Baxters break off + acquaintance with the Shelleys--Shelley suffers from + ophthalmia--Preparations for departure--The three children + are christened--The whole party leave England (March 12) 182-210 + + + CHAPTER XI + + MARCH 1818-JUNE 1819 + + 1818 (March).--Journey to Milan--Allegra sent to Venice-- + Leghorn--Acquaintance with the Gisbornes--Lucca--Mary's wish + for literary work--Shelley and Clare go to Venice--The + Hoppners--Byron's villa at Este--Clara's illness--Letters-- + Shelley to Mary--Mary to Mrs. Gisborne--Journey to Venice-- + Clara dies--Godwin's letter to Mary--Este--Venice--Journey to + Rome--Naples--Shelley's depression of spirits. + + 1819. Discovery of Paolo's intrigue with Elise--They are + married--Return to Rome--Enjoyment--Shelley writes + _Prometheus Unbound_ and the _Cenci_--Miss Curran--Delay in + leaving Rome--William Shelley's illness and death 211-243 + + + CHAPTER XII + + JUNE 1819-SEPTEMBER 1820 + + 1819 (August).--Leghorn--Journal--Mary's misery and utter + collapse of spirits--Letters to Miss Curran and Mrs. Hunt-- + The Gisbornes--Henry Reveley's project of a steamboat-- + Shelley's ardour--Letter from Godwin--Removal to Florence-- + Acquaintance with Mrs. Mason (Lady Mountcashel)--Birth of + Percy (Nov. 19). + + 1820. Mary writes _Valperga_--Alarm about money--Removal to + Pisa--Paolo's infamous plot--Shelley seeks legal aid--Casa + Ricci, Leghorn--"Letter to Maria Gisborne"--Uncomfortable + relations of Mary and Clare--Godwin's distress and petitions + for money--Vexations and anxieties--Baths of San Giuliano-- + General improvement--Shelley writes _Witch of Atlas_ 244-268 + + + CHAPTER XIII + + SEPTEMBER 1820-AUGUST 1821 + + 1820. Abandonment of the steamboat project--Disappointment-- + Wet season--The Serchio in flood--Return to Pisa--Medwin--His + illness--Clare takes a situation at Florence. + + 1821. Pisan acquaintances--Pacchiani--Sgricci--Prince + Mavrocordato--Emilia Viviani--Mary's Greek studies--Shelley's + trance of Emilia--It passes--The Williams' arrive--Friendship + with the Shelleys--Allegra placed in a convent--Clare's + despair--Shelley's passion for boating--They move to + Pugnano--"The boat on the Serchio"--Mary sits to E. Williams + for her portrait--Shelley visits Byron at Ravenna 269-293 + + + CHAPTER XIV + + AUGUST-NOVEMBER 1821 + + 1821. Letters from Shelley to Mary--He hears from Lord Byron + of a scandalous story current about himself--Mary, at his + request, writes to Mrs. Hoppner confuting the charges--Letter + entrusted to Lord Byron, who neglects to forward it--Shelley + visits Allegra at Bagnacavallo--Winter at Pisa--"Tre Palazzi + di Chiesa"--Letters: Mary to Miss Curran; Clare to Mary; + Shelley to Ollier--_Valperga_ is sent to Godwin--His letter + accepting the gift (Jan. 1822)--Extracts 294-315 + + + CHAPTER XV + + NOVEMBER 1821-APRIL 1822 + + 1822. Byron comes to Pisa--Letter from Mary to Mrs. + Gisborne--Journal--Trelawny arrives--Mary's first impression + of him--His description of her--His wonder on seeing + Shelley--Life at Pisa--Letters from Mary to Mrs. Gisborne + and Mrs. Hunt--Clare's disquiet--Her plans for getting + possession of Allegra--Affair of the dragoon--Judicial + inquiry--Projected colony at Spezzia--Shelley invites Clare + to come--She accepts--Difficulty in finding houses-- + Allegra's death 316-342 + + + CHAPTER XVI + + APRIL-JULY 1822 + + 1822 (April).--Difficulty in breaking the news to Clare-- + Mary in weak health--Clare, Mary, and Percy sent to Spezzia-- + Letter from Shelley--He follows with the Williams'--Casa + Magni--Clare hears the truth--Her grief--Domestic worries-- + Mary's illness and suffering--Shelley's great enjoyment of + the sea--Williams' journal--The _Ariel_--Godwin's affairs and + threatened bankruptcy--Cruel letters--They are kept back from + Mary--Mary's letter to Mrs. Gisborne--Her serious illness-- + Shelley's nervous attacks, dreams and visions--Mrs. Williams' + society soothing to him--Arrival of the Leigh Hunts at + Genoa--Shelley and Williams go to meet them at Pisa--They + sail for Leghorn--Mary's gloomy forebodings--Letters from + Shelley and Mrs. Williams--The voyagers' return is anxiously + awaited--They never come--Loss of the _Ariel_ 343-369 + + + + +THE LIFE AND LETTERS OF MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT SHELLEY + + + + +CHAPTER I + + They say that thou wert lovely from thy birth, + Of glorious parents, thou aspiring Child. + I wonder not, for one then left the earth + Whose life was like a setting planet mild, + Which clothed thee in the radiance undefiled + Of its departing glory: still her fame + Shines on thee thro' the tempest dark and wild + Which shakes these latter days; and thou canst claim + The shelter, from thy Sire, of an immortal name. + SHELLEY. + + +"So you really have seen Godwin, and had little Mary in your arms! the +only offspring of a union that will certainly be matchless in the present +generation." So, in 1798, wrote Sir Henry Taylor's mother to her husband, +who had travelled from Durham to London for the purpose of making +acquaintance with the famous author of _Political Justice_. + +This "little Mary," the daughter of William and Mary Wollstonecraft +Godwin, was destined herself to form a union the memory of which will live +even longer than that of her illustrious parents. She is remembered as +_Mary Shelley_, wife of the poet. In any complete account of his life she +plays, next to his, the most important part. Young as she was during the +few years they passed together, her character and her intellect were +strong enough to affect, to modify, in some degree to mould his. That he +became what he did is in great measure due to her. This, if nothing more +were known of her, would be sufficient to stamp her as a remarkable woman, +of rare ability and moral excellence, well deserving of a niche in the +almost universal biographical series of the present day. But, besides +this, she would have been eminent among her sex at any time, in any +circumstances, and would, it cannot be doubted, have achieved greater +personal fame than she actually did but for the fact that she became, at a +very early age, the wife of Shelley. Not only has his name overshadowed +her, but the circumstances of her association with him were such as to +check to a considerable extent her own sources of invention and activity. +Had that freedom been her lot in which her mother's destiny shaped itself, +her talents must have asserted themselves as not inferior, as in some +respects superior, to those of Mary Wollstonecraft. This is the answer to +the question, sometimes asked,--as if, in becoming Shelley's wife, she had +forfeited all claim to individual consideration,--why any separate Life of +her should be written at all. Even as a completion of Shelley's own story, +Mary's Life is necessary. There remains the fact that her husband's +biographers have been busy with her name. It is impossible now to pass it +over in silence and indifference. She has been variously misunderstood. It +has been her lot to be idealised as one who gave up all for love, and to +be condemned and anathematised for the very same reason. She has been +extolled for perfections she did not possess, and decried for the absence +of those she possessed in the highest degree. She has been lauded as a +genius, and depreciated as one overrated, whose talent would never have +been heard of at all but for the name of Shelley. To her husband she has +been esteemed alternately a blessing and the reverse. + +As a fact, it is probable that no woman of like endowments and promise +ever abdicated her own individuality in favour of another so +transcendently greater. To consider Mary altogether apart from Shelley is, +indeed, not possible, but the study of the effect, on life and character, +of this memorable union is unique of its kind. From Shelley's point of +view it has been variously considered; from Mary's, as yet, not at all. + + +Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin was born on the 30th of August 1797. + +Her father, the philosopher and philosophical novelist, William Godwin, +began his career as a Dissenting minister in Norfolk, and something of the +preacher's character adhered to him all his life. Not the apostolic +preacher. No enthusiasm of faith or devotion, no constraining fervour, +eliciting the like in others, were his, but a calm, earnest, philosophic +spirit, with an irresistible impulse to guide and advise others. + +This same calm rationalism got the better, in no long time, of his +religious creed, which he seems to have abandoned slowly, gradually, and +deliberately, without painful struggle. His religion, of the head alone, +was easily replaced by other views for which intellectual qualities were +all-sufficient. Of a cool, unemotional temperament, safe from any snares +of passion or imagination, he became the very type of a town philosopher. +Abstractions of the intellect and the philosophy of politics were his +world. He had a true townsman's love of the theatre, but external nature +for the most part left him unaffected, as it found him. With the most +exalted opinion of his own genius and merit, he was nervously susceptible +to the criticism of others, yet always ready to combat any judgment +unfavourable to himself. Never weary of argument, he thought that by its +means, conducted on lines of reason, all questions might be finally +settled, all problems satisfactorily and speedily solved. Hence the +fascination he possessed for those in doubt and distress of mind. Cool +rather than cold-hearted, he had a certain benignity of nature which, +joined to intellectual exaltation, passed as warmth and fervour. His +kindness was very great to young men at the "storm and stress" period of +their lives. They for their part thought that, as he was delighted to +enter into, discuss and analyse their difficulties, he must, himself, have +felt all these difficulties and have overcome them; and, whether they +followed his proffered advice or not, they never failed to look up to him +as an oracle. + +Friendships Godwin had, but of love he seems to have kept absolutely clear +until at the age of forty-three he met Mary Wollstonecraft. He had not +much believed in love as a disturbing element, and had openly avowed in +his writings that he thought it usurped far too large a place in the +ordinary plan of human life. He did not think it needful to reckon with +passion or emotion as factors in the sum of existence, and in his ideal +programme they played no part at all. + +Mary Wollstonecraft was in all respects his opposite. Her ardent, +impulsive, Irish nature had stood the test of an early life of much +unhappiness. Her childhood's home had been a wretched one; suffering and +hardship were her earliest companions. She had had not only to maintain +herself, but to be the support of others weaker than herself, and many of +these had proved unworthy of her devotion. But her rare nature had risen +superior to these trials, which, far from crushing her, elicited her +finest qualities. + +The indignation aroused in her by injustice and oppression, her revolt +against the consecrated tyranny of conventionality, impelled her to raise +her voice in behalf of the weak and unfortunate. The book which made her +name famous, _A Vindication of the Rights of Women_, won for her then, as +it has done since, an admiration from half of mankind only equalled by the +reprobation of the other half. Yet most of its theories, then considered +so dangerously extreme, would to-day be contested by few, although the +frankness of expression thought so shocking now attracted no special +notice then, and indicated no coarseness of feeling, but only the habit of +calling things by their names. + +In 1792, desiring to become better acquainted with the French language, +and also to follow on the spot the development of France's efforts in the +cause of freedom, she went to Paris, where, in a short time, owing to the +unforeseen progress of the Revolution, she was virtually imprisoned, in +the sense of being unable to return to England. Here she met Captain +Gilbert Imlay, an American, between whom and herself an attachment sprang +up, and whose wife, in all but the legal and religious ceremony, she +became. This step she took in full conscientiousness. Had she married +Imlay she must have openly declared her true position as a British +subject, an act which would have been fraught with the most dangerous, +perhaps fatal consequences to them both. A woman of strong religious +feeling, she had upheld the sanctity of marriage in her writings, yet not +on religious grounds. The heart of marriage, and reason for it, with her, +was love. She regarded herself as Imlay's lawful wife, and had perfect +faith in his constancy. It wore out, however, and after causing her much +suspense, anxiety, and affliction, he finally left her with a little girl +some eighteen months old. Her grief was excessive, and for a time +threatened to affect her reason. But her healthy temperament prevailed, +and the powerful tie of maternal love saved her from the consequences of +despair. It was well for her that she had to work hard at her literary +occupations to support herself and her little daughter. + +It was at this juncture that she became acquainted with William Godwin. +They had already met once, before Mary's sojourn in France, but at this +first interview neither was impressed by the other. Since her return to +London he had shunned her because she was too much talked about in +society. Imagining her to be obtrusively "strong-minded" and deficient in +delicacy, he was too strongly prejudiced against her even to read her +books. But by degrees he was won over. He saw her warmth of heart, her +generous temper, her vigour of intellect; he saw too that she had +suffered. Such susceptibility as he had was fanned into warmth. His +critical acumen could not but detect her rare quality and worth, although +the keen sense of humour and Irish charm which fascinated others may, with +him, have told against her for a time. But the nervous vanity which formed +his closest link with ordinary human nature must have been flattered by +the growing preference of one so widely admired, and whom he discovered to +be even more deserving of admiration and esteem than the world knew. As to +her, accustomed as she was to homage, she may have felt that for the first +time she was justly appreciated, and to her wounded and smarting +susceptibilities this balm of appreciation must have been immeasurable. +Her first freshness of feeling had been wasted on a love which proved to +have been one-sided and which had recoiled on itself. To love and be +loved again was the beginning of a new life for her. And so it came about +that the coldest of men and the warmest of women found their happiness in +each other. Thus drawn together, the discipline afforded to her nature by +the rudest realities of life, to his by the severities of study, had been +such as to promise a growing and a lasting companionship and affection. + +In the short memoir of his wife, prefixed by Godwin to his published +collection of her letters, he has given his own account, a touching one, +of the growth and recognition of their love. + + The partiality we conceived for each other was in that mode which I + have always considered as the purest and most refined style of love. + It would have been impossible for the most minute observer to have + said who was before and who was after. One sex did not take the + priority which long-established custom has awarded it, nor the other + overstep that delicacy which is so severely imposed. I am not + conscious that either party can assume to have the agent or the + patient, the toil spreader or the prey, in the affair. When in the + course of things the disclosure came, there was nothing in a manner + for either party to disclose to the other.... + + There was no period of throes and resolute explanation attendant on + the tale. It was friendship melting into love. + +They did not, however, marry at once. Godwin's opinion of marriage, looked +on as indissoluble, was that it was "a law, and the worst of all laws." In +accordance with this view, the ceremony did not take place till their +union had lasted some months, and when it did, it was regarded by Godwin +in the light of a distinct concession. He expresses himself most +decisively on this point in a letter to his friend, Mr. Wedgwood of +Etruria (printed by Mr. Kegan Paul in his memoirs of Godwin), announcing +his marriage, which had actually taken place a month before, but had been +kept secret. + + Some persons have found an inconsistency between my practice in this + instance and my doctrines. But I cannot see it. The doctrine of my + _Political Justice_ is, that an attachment in some degree permanent + between two persons of opposite sexes is right, but that marriage, as + practised in European countries, is wrong. I still adhere to that + opinion. Nothing but a regard for the happiness of the individual, + which I have no right to ignore, could have induced me to submit to an + institution which I wish to see abolished, and which I would recommend + to my fellow-men never to practise but with the greatest caution. + Having done what I thought was necessary for the peace and + respectability of the individual, I hold myself no otherwise bound + than I was before the ceremony took place. + +It is certain that he did not repent his concession. But their wedded +happiness was of short duration. On 30th August 1797 a little girl was +born to them. + +All seemed well at first with the mother. But during the night which +followed alarming symptoms made their appearance. For a time it was hoped +that these had been overcome, and a deceptive rally of two days set +Godwin free from anxiety. But a change for the worst supervened, and after +four days of intense suffering, sweetly and patiently borne, Mary died, +and Godwin was again alone. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +AUGUST 1797-JUNE 1812 + + +Alone, in the sense of absence of companionship, but not alone in the +sense that he was before, for, when he lost his wife, two helpless little +girl-lives were left dependent on him. One was Fanny, Mary +Wollstonecraft's child by Imlay, now three and a half years old; the other +the newly-born baby, named after her mother, Mary Wollstonecraft, and the +subject of this memoir. + +The tenderness of her mother's warm heart, her father's ripe wisdom, the +rich inheritance of intellect and genius which was her birthright, all +these seemed to promise her the happiest of childhoods. But these bright +prospects were clouded within a few hours of her birth by that change in +her mother's condition which, ten days later, ended in death. + +The little infant was left to the care of a father of much theoretic +wisdom but profound practical ignorance, so confirmed in his old bachelor +ways by years and habit that, even when love so far conquered him as to +make him quit the single state, he declined family life, and carried on a +double existence, taking rooms a few doors from his wife's home, and +combining the joys--as yet none of the cares--of matrimony with the +independence, and as much as possible of the irresponsibility, of +bachelorhood. Godwin's sympathies with childhood had been first elicited +by his intercourse with little Fanny Imlay, whom, from the time of his +union, he treated as his own daughter, and to whom he was unvaryingly kind +and indulgent. + +He moved at once after his wife's death into the house, Polygon, Somers +Town, where she had lived, and took up his abode there with the two +children. They had a nurse, and various lady friends of the Godwins, Mrs. +Reveley and others, gave occasional assistance or superintendence. An +experiment was tried of a lady-housekeeper which, however, failed, as the +lady in becoming devoted to the children showed a disposition to become +devoted to Godwin also, construing civilities into marked attentions, +resenting fancied slights, and becoming at last an insupportable thorn in +the poor philosopher's side. His letters speak of his despondency and +feeling of unfitness to have the care of these young creatures devolved on +him, and with this sense there came also the renewed perception of the +rare maternal qualities of the wife he had lost. + + "The poor children!" he wrote, six weeks after his bereavement. "I am + myself totally unfitted to educate them. The scepticism which perhaps + sometimes leads me right in matters of speculation is torment to me + when I would attempt to direct the infant mind. I am the most unfit + person for this office; she was the best qualified in the world. What + a change! The loss of the children is less remediless than mine. You + can understand the difference." + +The immediate consequence of this was that he, who had passed so many +years in contented bachelorhood, made, within a short time, repeated +proposals of marriage to different ladies, some of them urged with a +pertinacity nothing short of ludicrous, so ingenuously and argumentatively +plain does he make it that he found it simply incredible any woman should +refuse him to whom he had condescended to propose. His former objections +to marriage are never now alluded to and seem relegated to the category of +obsolete theories. Nothing testifies so strongly to his married happiness +as his constant efforts to recover any part of it, and his faith in the +possibility of doing so. In 1798 he proposed again and again to a Miss Lee +whom he had not seen half a dozen times. In 1799 he importuned the +beautiful Mrs. Reveley, who had, herself, only been a widow for a month, +to marry him. He was really attached to her, and was much wounded when, +not long after, she married a Mr. Gisborne. + +During Godwin's preoccupations and occasional absences, the kindest and +most faithful friend the children had was James Marshall, who acted as +Godwin's amanuensis, and was devotedly attached to him and all who +belonged to him. + +In 1801 Godwin married a Mrs. Clairmont, his next-door neighbour, a widow +with a son, Charles, about Fanny's age, and a daughter, Jane, somewhat +younger than little Mary. The new Mrs. Godwin was a clever, bustling, +second-rate woman, glib of tongue and pen, with a temper undisciplined and +uncontrolled; not bad-hearted, but with a complete absence of all the +finer sensibilities; possessing a fund of what is called "knowledge of the +world," and a plucky, enterprising, happy-go-lucky disposition, which +seemed to the philosophic and unpractical Godwin, in its way, a +manifestation of genius. Besides, she was clever enough to admire Godwin, +and frank enough to tell him so, points which must have been greatly in +her favour. + +Although her father's remarriage proved a source of lifelong unhappiness +to Mary, it may not have been a bad thing for her and Fanny at the time. +Instead of being left to the care of servants, with the occasional +supervision of chance friends, they were looked after with solicitous, if +not always the most judicious care. The three little girls were near +enough of an age to be companions to each other, but Fanny was the senior +by three years and a half. She bore Godwin's name, and was considered and +treated as the eldest daughter of the house. + +Godwin's worldly circumstances were at all times most precarious, nor had +he the capability or force of will to establish them permanently on a +better footing. His earnings from his literary works were always +forestalled long before they were due, and he was in the constant habit of +applying to his friends for loans or advances of money which often could +only be repaid by similar aid from some other quarter. + +In the hope of mending their fortunes a little, Mrs. Godwin, in 1805, +induced her husband to make a venture as a publisher. He set up a small +place of business in Hanway Street, in the name of his foreman, Baldwin, +deeming that his own name might operate prejudicially with the public on +account of his advanced political and social opinions, and also that his +own standing in the literary world might suffer did it become known that +he was connected with trade. + +Mrs. Godwin was the chief practical manager in this business, which +finally involved her husband in ruin, but for a time promised well enough. +The chief feature in the enterprise was a "Magazine of Books for the use +and amusement of children," published by Godwin under the name of Baldwin; +books of history, mythology, and fable, all admirably written for their +special purpose. He used to test his juvenile works by reading them to +his children and observing the effect. Their remark would be (so he says), +"How easy this is! Why, we learn it by heart almost as fast as we read +it." "Their suffrage," he adds, "gave me courage, and I carried on my work +to the end." Mrs. Godwin translated, for the business, several childrens' +books from the French. Among other works specially written, Lamb's _Tales +from Shakespeare_ owes its existence to "M. J. Godwin & Co.," the name +under which the firm was finally established. + +New and larger premises were taken in Skinner Street, Holborn, and in the +autumn of 1807 the whole family, which now included five young ones, of +whom Charles Clairmont was the eldest, and William, the son of Godwin and +his second wife, the youngest, removed to a house next door to the +publishing office. Here they remained until 1822. + +No continuous record exists of the family life, and the numerous letters +of Godwin and Mrs. Godwin when either was absent from home contain only +occasional references to it. Both parents were too much occupied with +business systematically to superintend the children's education. Mrs. +Godwin, however, seems to have taken a bustling interest in ordering it, +and scrupulously refers to Godwin all points of doubt or discussion. From +his letters one would judge that, while he gave due attention to each +point, discussing _pros_ and _cons_ with his deliberate impartiality, his +wife practically decided everything. Although they sometimes quarrelled +(on one occasion to the extent of seriously proposing to separate) they +always made it up again, nor is there any sign that on the subject of the +children's training they ever had any real difference of opinion. Mrs. +Godwin's jealous fussiness gave Godwin abundant opportunities for the +exercise of philosophy, and to the inherent untruthfulness of her manner +and speech he remained strangely and philosophically blind. From allusions +in letters we gather that the children had a daily governess, with +occasional lessons from a master, Mr. Burton. It is often asserted that +Mrs. Godwin was a harsh and cruel stepmother, who made the children's home +miserable. There is nothing to prove this. Later on, when moral guidance +and sympathy were needed, she fell short indeed of what she might have +been. But for the material wellbeing of the children she cared well +enough, and was at any rate desirous that they should be happy, whether or +not she always took the best means of making them so. And Godwin placed +full confidence in her practical powers. + +In May 1811 Mrs. Godwin and all the children except Fanny, who stayed at +home to keep house for Godwin, went for sea-bathing to Margate, moving +afterwards to Ramsgate. This had been urged by Mr. Cline, the family +doctor, for the good of little Mary, who, during some years of her +otherwise healthy girlhood, suffered from a weakness in one arm. They +boarded at the house of a Miss Petman, who kept a ladies' school, but had +their sleeping apartments at an inn or other lodging. Mary, however, was +sent to stay altogether at Miss Petman's, in order to be quiet, and in +particular to be out of the way of little William, "he made so boisterous +a noise when going to bed at night." + +The sea-breezes soon worked the desired effect. "Mary's arm is better," +writes Mrs. Godwin on the 10th of June. "She begins to move and use it." +So marked and rapid was the improvement that Mrs. Godwin thought it would +be as well to leave her behind for a longer stay when the rest returned to +town, and wrote to consult Godwin about it. His answer is characteristic. + + When I do not answer any of the lesser points in your letters, it is + because I fully agree with you, and therefore do not think it + necessary to draw out an answer point by point, but am content to + assent by silence.... This was the case as to Mary's being left in the + care of Miss Petman. It was recommended by Mr. Cline from the first + that she should stay six months; to this recommendation we both + assented. It shall be so, if it can, and undoubtedly I conceived you, + on the spot, most competent to select the residence. + +Mary accordingly remained at Miss Petman's as a boarder, perhaps as a +pupil also, till 19th December, when, from her father's laconic but minute +and scrupulously accurate diary, we learn that she returned home. For the +next five months she was in Skinner Street, participating in its busy, +irregular family life, its ups and downs, its anxieties, discomforts, and +amusements, its keen intellectual activity and lively interest in social +and literary matters, in all of which the young people took their full +share. Entries are frequent in Godwin's diary of visits to the theatre, of +tea-drinkings, of guests of all sorts at home. One of these guests affords +us, in his journal, some agreeable glimpses into the Godwin household. + +This was the celebrated Aaron Burr, sometime Vice-President of the United +States, now an exile and a wanderer in Europe. + +At the time of his election he had got into disgrace with his party, and, +when nominated for the Governorship of New York, he had been opposed and +defeated by his former allies. The bitter contest led to a duel between +him and Alexander Hamilton, in which the latter was killed. Disfranchised +by the laws of New York for having fought a duel, and indicted (though +acquitted) for murder in New Jersey, Burr set out on a journey through the +Western States, nourishing schemes of sedition and revenge. When he +purchased 400,000 acres of land on the Red River, and gave his adherents +to understand that the Spanish Dominions were to be conquered, his +proceedings excited alarm. President Jefferson issued a proclamation +against him, and he was arrested on a charge of high treason. Nothing +could, however, be positively proved, and after a six months' trial he was +liberated. He at once started for Europe, having planned an attack on +Mexico, for which he hoped to get funds and adherents. He was +disappointed, and during the four years which he passed in Europe he often +lived in the greatest poverty. + +On his first visit to England, in 1808, Burr met Godwin only once, but the +entry in his journal, besides bearing indirect witness to the great +celebrity of Mary Wollstonecraft in America, gives an idea of the kind of +impression made on a stranger by the second Mrs. Godwin. + +"I have seen the two daughters of Mary Wollstonecraft," he writes. "They +are very fine children (the eldest no longer a child, being now fifteen), +but scarcely a discernible trace of the mother. Now Godwin has been seven +or eight years married to a second wife, a sensible, amiable woman." + +For the next four years Burr was a wanderer in Holland and France. His +journal, kept for the benefit of his daughter Theodosia, to whom he also +addressed a number of letters, is full of strange and stirring interest. +In 1812 he came back to England, where it was not long before he drifted +to Godwin's door. Burr's character was licentious and unscrupulous, but +his appearance and manners were highly prepossessing; he made friends +wherever he went. The Godwin household was full of hospitality for such +Bohemian wanderers as he. Always itself in a precarious state of fortune, +it held out the hand of fellowship to others whose existence from day to +day was uncertain. A man of brains and ideas, of congenial and lively +temperament, was sure of a fraternal welcome. And though many of Godwin's +older friends were, in time, estranged from him through their antipathy to +his wife, she was full of patronising good-nature for a man like Burr, who +well knew how to ingratiate himself. + + _Burr's Journal, February 15, 1812._--Had only time to get to + Godwin's, where we dined. In the evening William, the only son of + William Godwin, a lad of about nine years old, gave his weekly + lecture: having heard how Coleridge and others lectured, he would also + lecture, and one of his sisters (Mary, I think) writes a lecture which + he reads from a little pulpit which they have erected for him. He went + through it with great gravity and decorum. The subject was "The + influence of government on the character of a people." After the + lecture we had tea, and the girls danced and sang an hour, and at nine + came home. + +Nothing can give a pleasanter picture of the family, the lively-minded +children keenly interested in all the subjects and ideas they heard +freely discussed around them; the elders taking pleasure in encouraging +the children's first essays of intellect; Mary at fourteen already showing +her powers of thought and inborn vocation to write, and supplying her +little brother with ideas. The reverse of the medal appears in the next +entry, for the genial unconventional household was generally on the verge +of ruin, and dependent on some expected loan for subsistence in the next +few months. When once the sought-for assistance came they revelled in +momentary relief from care. + + _Journal, February 18._--Have gone this evening to Godwin's. They are + in trouble. Some financial affair. + +It did not weigh long on their spirits. + + _February 24._--Called at Godwin's to leave the newspapers which I + borrowed yesterday, and to get that of to-day. _Les goddesses_ (so he + habitually designates the three girls) kept me by acclamation to tea + with _la printresse_ Hopwood. I agreed to go with the girls to call on + her on Friday. + + _February 28._--Was engaged to dine to-day at Godwin's, and to walk + with the four dames. After dinner to the Hopwoods. All which was done. + + _March 7._--To Godwin's, where I took tea with the children in their + room. + + _March 14._--To Godwin's. He was out. Madame and _les enfans_ upstairs + in the bedroom, where they received me, and I drank tea with his + _enfans_.... Terribly afraid of vigils to-night, for Jane made my tea, + and, I fear, too strong. It is only Fan that I can trust. + + _March 17._--To Godwin's, where took tea with the children, who always + have it at 9. Mr. and Madame at 7. + + _March 22._--On to Godwin's; found him at breakfast and joined him. + Madame a-bed. + + _Later._--Mr. and Mrs. Godwin would not give me their account, which + must be five or six pounds, a very serious sum for them. They say that + when I succeed in the world they will call on me for help. + +This probably means that the Godwins had lent him money. He was well-nigh +penniless, and Mrs. Godwin exerted herself to get resources for him, to +sell one or two books of value which he had, and to get a good price for +his watch. She knew a good deal of the makeshifts of poverty, and none of +the family seemed to have grudged time or trouble if they could do a good +turn to this companion in difficulties. It is a question whether, when +they talked of his succeeding in the world, they were aware of the +particular form of success for which he was scheming; in any case they +seem to have been content to take him as they found him. They were the +last friends from whom he parted on the eve of sailing for America. His +entry just before starting is-- + + Called and passed an hour with the Godwins. That family does really + love me. Fanny, Mary, and Jane, also little William: you must not + forget, either, Hannah Hopwood, _la printresse_. + +These few months were, very likely, the brightest which Mary ever passed +at home. Her rapidly growing powers of mind and observation were nourished +and developed by the stimulating intellectual atmosphere around her; to +the anxieties and uncertainties which, like birds of ill-omen, hovered +over the household and were never absent for long together, she was well +accustomed, besides which she was still too young to be much affected by +them. She was fond of her sisters, and devoted to her father. Mrs. +Godwin's temperament can never have been congenial to hers, but occasions +of collision do not appear to have been frequent, and Fanny, devoted and +unselfish, only anxious for others to be happy and ready herself to serve +any of them, was the link between them all. Mary's health was, however, +not yet satisfactory, and before the summer an opportunity which offered +itself of change of air was willingly accepted on her behalf by Mr. and +Mrs. Godwin. In 1809 Godwin had made the acquaintance of Mr. William +Baxter of Dundee, on the introduction of Mr. David Booth, who afterwards +became Baxter's son-in-law. Baxter, a man of liberal mind, independence of +thought and action, and kindly nature, shared to the full the respect +entertained by most thinking men of that generation for the author of +_Political Justice_. Godwin, always accessible to sympathetic strangers, +was at once pleased with this new acquaintance. + +"I thank you," he wrote to Booth, "for your introduction of Mr. Baxter. I +dare swear he is an honest man, and he is no fool." During Baxter's +several visits to London they became better acquainted. Charles Clairmont +too, went to Edinburgh in 1811, as a clerk in Constable's printing office, +where he met and made friends with Baxter's son Robert, who, as well as +his father, visited the Skinner Street household in London, and through +whom the intimacy was cemented. In this way it was that Mary was invited +to come on a long visit to the Baxters at their house, "The Cottage," on +the banks of the Tay, just outside Dundee, on the road to Broughty Ferry. +The family included several girls, near Mary's own age, and with true +Scotch hospitality they pressed her to make one of their family circle for +an indefinite length of time, until sea-air and sea-bathing should have +completed the recovery begun the year before at Ramsgate, but which could +not be maintained in the smoky air and indoor life of London. Accordingly, +Mary sailed for Dundee on the 8th of June 1812. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +JUNE 1812-MAY 1814 + + + GODWIN TO BAXTER. + + SKINNER STREET, LONDON. + _8th June 1812._ + + MY DEAR SIR--I have shipped off to you by yesterday's packet, the + _Osnaburgh_, Captain Wishart, my only daughter. I attended her, with + her two sisters, to the wharf, and remained an hour on board, till the + vessel got under way. I cannot help feeling a thousand anxieties in + parting with her, for the first time, for so great a distance, and + these anxieties were increased by the manner of sending her, on board + a ship, with not a single face around her that she had ever seen till + that morning. She is four months short of fifteen years of age. I, + however, spoke to the captain, using your name; I beside gave her in + charge to a lady, by name I believe Mrs. Nelson, of Great St. Helen's, + London, who was going to your part of the island in attendance upon an + invalid husband. She was surrounded by three daughters when I spoke to + her, and she answered me very agreeably. "I shall have none of my own + daughters with me, and shall therefore have the more leisure to attend + to yours." + + I daresay she will arrive more dead than alive, as she is extremely + subject to sea-sickness, and the voyage will, not improbably, last + nearly a week. Mr. Cline, the surgeon, however, decides that a + sea-voyage would probably be of more service to her than anything. + + I am quite confounded to think what trouble I am bringing on you and + your family, and to what a degree I may be said to have taken you in + when I took you at your word in your invitation upon so slight an + acquaintance. The old proverb says, "He is a wise father who knows his + own child," and I feel the justness of the apothegm on the present + occasion. + + There never can be a perfect equality between father and child, and if + he has other objects and avocations to fill up the greater part of his + time, the ordinary resource is for him to proclaim his wishes and + commands in a way somewhat sententious and authoritative, and + occasionally to utter his censures with seriousness and emphasis. + + It can, therefore, seldom happen that he is the confidant of his + child, or that the child does not feel some degree of awe or restraint + in intercourse with him. I am not, therefore, a perfect judge of + Mary's character. I believe she has nothing of what is commonly called + vices, and that she has considerable talent. But I tremble for the + trouble I may be bringing on you in this visit. In my last I desired + that you would consider the first two or three weeks as a trial, how + far you can ensure her, or, more fairly and impartially speaking, how + far her habits and conceptions may be such as to put your family very + unreasonably out of their way; and I expect from the frankness and + ingenuousness of yours of the 29th inst. (which by the way was so + ingenuous as to come without a seal) that you will not for a moment + hesitate to inform me if such should be the case. When I say all this, + I hope you will be aware that I do not desire that she should be + treated with extraordinary attention, or that any one of your family + should put themselves in the smallest degree out of their way on her + account. I am anxious that she should be brought up (in this respect) + like a philosopher, even like a cynic. It will add greatly to the + strength and worth of her character. I should also observe that she + has no love of dissipation, and will be perfectly satisfied with your + woods and your mountains. I wish, too, that she should be _excited_ + to industry. She has occasionally great perseverance, but + occasionally, too, she shows great need to be roused. + + You are aware that she comes to the sea-side for the purpose of + bathing. I should wish that you would inquire now and then into the + regularity of that. She will want also some treatment for her arm, but + she has Mr. Cline's directions completely in all these points, and + will probably not require a professional man to look after her while + she is with you. In all other respects except her arm she has + admirable health, has an excellent appetite, and is capable of + enduring fatigue. Mrs. Godwin reminds me that I ought to have said + something about troubling your daughters to procure a washerwoman. But + I trust that, without its being necessary to be thus minute, you will + proceed on the basis of our being earnest to give you as little + trouble as the nature of the case will allow.--I am, my dear sir, with + great regard, yours, + + WILLIAM GODWIN. + +At Dundee, with the Baxters, Mary remained for five months. She was +treated as a sister by the Baxter girls, one of whom, Isabella, afterwards +the wife of David Booth, became her most intimate friend. An elder sister, +Miss Christian Baxter, to whom the present writer is indebted for a few +personal reminiscences of Mary Godwin, only died in 1886, and was probably +the last survivor of those who remembered Mary in her girlhood. They were +all fond of their new companion. She was agreeable, vivacious, and +sparkling; very pretty, with fair hair and complexion, and clear, bright +white skin. The Baxters were people of education and culture, active +minded, fond of reading, and alive to external impressions. The young +people were well and carefully brought up. Mary shared in all their +studies. + +Music they did not care for, but all were fond of drawing and painting, +and had good lessons. A great deal of time was spent in touring about, in +long walks and drives through the moors and mountains of Forfarshire. They +took pains to make Mary acquainted with all the country round, besides +which it was laid on her as a duty to get as much fresh air as she could, +and she must greatly have enjoyed the well-ordered yet easy life, the +complete change of scene and companionship. When, on the 10th of November, +she arrived again in Skinner Street, she brought Christy Baxter with her, +for a long return visit to London. If Mary had enjoyed her country outing, +still more keenly did the homely Scotch girl relish her first taste of +London life and society. At ninety-two years old the impression of her +pleasure in it, of her interest in all the notable people with whom she +came in contact, was as vivid as ever. + +The literary and artistic circle which still hung about the Skinner Street +philosophers was to Christy a new world, of which, except from books, she +had formed no idea. Books, however, had laid the foundation of keenest +interest in all she was to see. She was constantly in company with Lamb, +Hazlitt, Coleridge, Constable, and many more, hitherto known to her only +by name. Of Charles Lamb especially, of his wit, humour, and quaintness +she retained the liveliest recollection, and he had evidently a great +liking for her, referring jokingly to her in his letters as "Doctor +Christy," and often inviting her, with the Godwin family, to tea, to meet +her relatives, when up in town, or other friends. + +On 11th November, the very day after the two girls arrived in London, a +meeting occurred of no special interest to Christy at the time, and which +she would have soon forgotten but for subsequent events. Three guests came +to dinner at Godwin's. These were Percy Bysshe Shelley with his wife +Harriet, and her sister, Eliza Westbrook. Christy Baxter well remembered +this, but her chief recollection was of Harriet, her beauty, her brilliant +complexion and lovely hair, and the elegance of her purple satin dress. Of +Shelley, how he looked, what he said or did, what they all thought of him, +she had observed nothing, except that he was very attentive to Harriet. +The meeting was of no apparent significance and passed without remark: +little indeed did any one foresee the drama soon to follow. Plenty of more +important days, more interesting meetings to Christy, followed during the +next few months. She shared Mary's room during this time, but her memory, +in old age, afforded few details of their everyday intercourse. Indeed, +although they spent so much time together, these two were never very +intimate. Isabella Baxter, afterwards Mrs. Booth, was Mary's especial +friend and chief correspondent, and it is much to be regretted that none +of their girlish letters have been preserved. + +The four girls had plenty of liberty, and, what with reading and talk, +with constantly varied society enjoyed in the intimate unconstrained way +of those who cannot afford the _appareil_ of convention, with tolerably +frequent visits at friends' houses and not seldom to the theatre, when +Godwin, as often happened, got a box sent him, they had plenty of +amusement too. Godwin's diary keeps a wonderfully minute skeleton account +of all their doings. Christy enjoyed it all as only a novice can do. All +her recollections of the family life were agreeable; if anything had left +an unpleasing impression it had faded away in 1883, when the present +writer saw her. For Godwin she entertained a warm respect and affection. +They did not see very much of him, but Christy was a favourite of his, and +he would sometimes take a quiet pleasure, not unmixed with amusement, in +listening to their girlish talks and arguments. One such discussion she +distinctly remembered, on the subject of woman's vocation, as to whether +it should be purely domestic, or whether they should engage in outside +interests. Mary and Jane upheld the latter view, Fanny and Christy the +other. + +Mrs. Godwin was kind to Christy, who always saw her best side, and never +would hear a word said against her. Her deficiencies were not palpable to +an outsider whom she liked and chose to patronise, nor did Christy appear +to have felt the inherent untruthfulness in Mrs. Godwin's character, +although one famous instance of it was recorded by Isabella Baxter, and is +given at length in Mr. Kegan Paul's _Life of Godwin_. + +The various members of the family had more independence of habits than is +common in English domestic life. This was perhaps a relic of Godwin's old +idea, that much evil and weariness resulted from the supposed necessity +that the members of a family should spend all or most of their time in +each other's company. He always breakfasted alone. Mrs. Godwin did so +also, and not till mid-day. The young folks had theirs together. Dinner +was a family meal, but supper seems to have been a movable feast. Jane +Clairmont, of whose education not much is known beyond the fact that she +was sometimes at school, was at home for a part if not all of this time. +She was lively and quick-witted, and probably rather unmanageable. Fanny +was more reflective, less sanguine, more alive to the prosaic obligations +of life, and with a keen sense of domestic duty, early developed in her by +necessity and by her position as the eldest of this somewhat anomalous +family. Godwin, by nature as undemonstrative as possible, showed more +affection to Fanny than to any one else. He always turned to her for any +little service he might require. It seemed, said Christy, as though he +would fain have guarded against the possibility of her feeling that she, +an orphan, was less to him than the others. Christy was of opinion that +Fanny was not made aware of her real position till her quite later years, +a fact which, if true, goes far towards explaining much of her after life. +It seems most likely, at any rate, that at this time she was unacquainted +with the circumstances of her birth. To Godwin she had always seemed like +his own eldest child, the first he had cared for or who had been fond of +him, and his dependence on her was not surprising, for no daughter could +have tended him with more solicitous care; besides which, she was one of +those people, ready to do anything for everybody, who are always at the +beck and call of others, and always in request. She filled the home, to +which Mary, so constantly absent, was just now only a visitor. + +It must have been at about this time that Godwin received a letter from an +unknown correspondent, who expressed much curiosity to know whether his +children were brought up in accordance with the ideas, by some considered +so revolutionary and dangerous, of Mary Wollstonecraft, and what the +result was of reducing her theories to actual practice. Godwin's answer, +giving his own description of her two daughters, has often been printed, +but it is worth giving here. + + Your inquiries relate principally to the two daughters of Mary + Wollstonecraft. They are neither of them brought up with an exclusive + attention to the system of their mother. I lost her in 1797, and in + 1801 I married a second time. One among the motives which led me to + choose this was the feeling I had in myself of an incompetence for the + education of daughters. The present Mrs. Godwin has great strength and + activity of mind, but is not exclusively a follower of their mother; + and indeed, having formed a family establishment without having a + previous provision for the support of a family, neither Mrs. Godwin + nor I have leisure enough for reducing novel theories of education to + practice, while we both of us honestly endeavour, as far as our + opportunities will permit, to improve the minds and characters of the + younger branches of the family. + + Of the two persons to whom your inquiries relate, my own daughter is + considerably superior in capacity to the one her mother had before. + Fanny, the eldest, is of a quiet, modest, unshowy disposition, + somewhat given to indolence, which is her greatest fault, but sober, + observing, peculiarly clear and distinct in the faculty of memory, and + disposed to exercise her own thoughts and follow her own judgment. + Mary, my daughter, is the reverse of her in many particulars. She is + singularly bold, somewhat imperious, and active of mind. Her desire + of knowledge is great, and her perseverance in everything she + undertakes almost invincible. My own daughter is, I believe, very + pretty. Fanny is by no means handsome, but, in general, prepossessing. + +On the 3d of June Mary accompanied Christy back to Dundee, where she +remained for the next ten months. + +No account remains of her life there, but there can be doubt that her +mental and intellectual powers matured rapidly, and that she learned, +read, and thought far more than is common even with clever girls of her +age. The girl who at seventeen is an intellectual companion for a Shelley +cannot often have needed to be "excited to industry," unless indeed when +she indulged in day-dreams, as, from her own account given in the preface +to her novel of _Frankenstein_, we know she sometimes did. Proud of her +parentage, idolising the memory of her mother, about whom she gathered and +treasured every scrap of information she could obtain, and of whose +history and writings she probably now learned more than she had done at +home, accustomed from her childhood to the daily society of authors and +literary men, the pen was her earliest toy, and now the attempt at +original composition was her chosen occupation. + + "As a child," she says, "I scribbled; and my favourite pastime, during + the hours given me for recreation, was to 'write stories.' Still I had + a dearer pleasure than this, which was the formation of castles in + the air,--the indulging in waking dreams,--the following up trains of + thought which had for their subject the formation of a succession of + imaginary incidents. My dreams were at once more fantastic and + agreeable than my writings. In the latter I was a close imitator, + rather doing as others had done than putting down the suggestions of + my own mind. What I wrote was intended at least for one other eye--my + childhood's companion and friend" (probably Isabel Baxter)--"but my + dreams were all my own. I accounted for them to nobody; they were my + refuge when annoyed, my dearest pleasure when free. + + "I lived principally in the country as a girl, and passed a + considerable time in Scotland. I made occasional visits to the more + picturesque parts; but my habitual residence was on the blank and + dreary northern shores of the Tay, near Dundee. Blank and dreary on + retrospection I call them; they were not so to me then. They were the + eyry of freedom, and the pleasant region where unheeded I could + commune with the creatures of my fancy. I wrote then, but in a most + commonplace style. It was beneath the trees of the grounds belonging + to our house, or on the bleak sides of the woodless mountains near, + that my true compositions, the airy flights of my imagination, were + born and fostered. I did not make myself the heroine of my tales. Life + appeared to me too commonplace an affair as regarded myself. I could + not figure to myself that romantic woes or wonderful events would ever + be my lot; but I was not confined to my own identity, and I could + people the hours with creations far more interesting to me, at that + age, than my own sensations." + +From the entry in Godwin's diary, "M. W. G. at supper," for 30th March +1814, we learn that Mary returned to Skinner Street on that day. She now +resumed her place in the home circle, a very different person from the +little Mary who went to Ramsgate in 1811. Although only sixteen and a +half she was in the bloom of her girlhood, very pretty, very interesting +in appearance, thoughtful and intelligent beyond her years. She did not +settle down easily into her old place, and probably only realised +gradually how much she had altered since she last lived at home. Perhaps, +too, she saw that home in a new light. After the well-ordered, cheerful +family life of the Baxters, the somewhat Bohemianism of Skinner Street may +have seemed a little strange. A household with a philosopher for one of +its heads, and a fussy, unscrupulous woman of business for the other, may +have its amusing sides, and we have seen that it had; but it is not +necessarily comfortable, still less sympathetic to a young and earnest +nature, just awakening to a consciousness of the realities of life, at +that transition stage when so much is chaotic and confusing to those who +are beginning to think and to feel. One may well imagine that all was not +smooth for poor Mary. Her stepmother's jarring temperament must have +grated on her more keenly than ever after her long absence. Years and +anxieties did not improve Mrs. Godwin's temper, nor bring refinement or a +nice sense of honour to a nature singularly deficient in both. Mary must +have had to take refuge from annoyance in day-dreams pretty frequently, +and this was a sure and constant source of irritation to her stepmother. +Jane Clairmont, wilful, rebellious, witty, and probably a good deal +spoilt, whose subsequent conduct shows that she was utterly unamenable to +her mother's authority, was, at first, away at school. Fanny was the good +angel of the house, but her persistent defence of every one attacked, and +her determination to make the best of things and people as they were, +seemed almost irritating to those who were smarting under daily and hourly +little grievances. Compliance often looks like cowardice to the young and +bold. Nor did Mary get any help from her father. A little affection and +kindly sympathy from him would have gone a long way with her, for she +loved him dearly. Long afterwards she alluded to his "calm, silent +disapproval" when displeased, and to the bitter remorse and unhappiness it +would cause her, although unspoken, and only instinctively felt by her. +All her stepmother's scoldings would have failed to produce a like effect. +But Godwin, though sincerely solicitous about the children's welfare, was +self-concentrated, and had little real insight into character. Besides, he +was, as usual, hampered about money matters; and when constant anxiety as +to where to get his next loan was added to the preoccupation of +authorship, and the unavoidable distraction of such details as reached him +of the publishing business, he had little thought or attention to bestow +on the daughter who had arrived at so critical a time of her mental and +moral history. He welcomed her home, but then took little more notice of +her. If she and her stepmother disagreed, Godwin, when forced to take part +in the matter, probably found it the best policy to side with his wife. +Yet the situation would have been worth his attention. Here was this girl, +Mary Wollstonecraft's daughter, who had left home a clever, unformed +child, who had returned to it a maiden in her bloom, pretty and +attractive, with ardour, ability, and ambition, with conscious powers that +had not found their right use, with unsatisfied affections seeking an +object. True, she might in time have found threads to gather up in her own +home. But she was young, impatient, and unhappy. Mrs. Godwin was +repellent, uncongenial, and very jealous of her. All that a daughter could +do for Godwin seemed to be done by Fanny. When Jane came home it was on +her that Mary was chiefly thrown for society. Her lively spirits and quick +wit made her excellent company, and she was ready enough to make the most +of grievances, and to head any revolt. Fanny, far more deserving of +sisterly sympathy and far more in need of it, seemed to belong to the +opposite camp. + +Time, kindly judicious guidance, and sustained effort on her own part +might have cleared Mary's path and made things straight for her. Her +heart was as sound and true as her intellect, but this critical time was +rendered more dangerous, it may well be, by her knowledge of the existence +of many theories on vexed subjects, making her feel keenly her own +inexperience and want of a guide. + +The guide she found was one who himself had wandered till now over many +perplexing paths, led by the light of a restless, sleepless genius, and an +inextinguishable yearning to find, to know, to do, to be the best. + +Godwin's diary records on the 5th of May "Shelley calls." As far as can be +known this was the first occasion since the dinner of the 11th of November +1812, when Mary Wollstonecraft Godwin saw Percy Bysshe Shelley. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +APRIL-JUNE 1814 + + +Although she had seen Shelley only once, Mary had heard a good deal about +him. More than two years before this time Godwin had received a letter +from a stranger, a very young man, desirous of becoming acquainted with +him. The writer had, it said, been under the impression that the great +philosopher, the object of his reverential admiration, whom he now +addressed, was one of the mighty dead. That such was not the case he had +now learned for the first time, and the most ardent wish of his heart was +to be admitted to the privilege of intercourse with one whom he regarded +as "a luminary too bright for the darkness which surrounds him." "If," he +concluded, "desire for universal happiness has any claim upon your +preference, that desire I can exhibit." + +Such neophytes never knelt to Godwin in vain. He did not, at first, feel +specially interested in this one; still, the kindly tone of his reply led +to further correspondence, in the course of which the new disciple, Mr. +Percy Bysshe Shelley, gave Godwin a sketch of the events of his past life. +Godwin learned that his correspondent was the son of a country squire in +Sussex, was heir to a baronetcy and a considerable fortune; that he had +been expelled from Oxford for publishing, and refusing to deny the +authorship of, a pamphlet called "The Necessity of Atheism"; that his +father, having no sympathy either with his literary tastes or speculative +views, and still less with his method of putting the latter in practice, +had required from him certain concessions and promises which he had +declined to make, and so had been cast off by his family, his father +refusing to communicate with him, except through a solicitor, allowing him +a sum barely enough for his own wants, and that professedly to "prevent +his cheating strangers." That, undeterred by all this, he had, at +nineteen, married a woman three years younger, whose "pursuits, hopes, +fears, and sorrows" had been like his own; and that he hoped to devote his +life and powers to the regeneration of mankind and society. + +There was something remarkable about these letters, something that bespoke +a mind, ill-balanced it might be, but yet of no common order. Whatever the +worth of the writer's opinions, there could be no doubt that he had the +gift of eloquence in their expression. Half interested and half amused, +with a vague perception of Shelley's genius, and a certain instinctive +deference of which he could not divest himself towards the heir to L6000 a +year, Godwin continued the correspondence with a frequency and an +unreserve most flattering to the younger man. + +Not long after this, the disciple announced that he had gone off, with his +wife and her sister, to Ireland, for the avowed purpose of forwarding the +Catholic Emancipation and the Repeal of the Union. His scheme was "the +organisation of a society whose institution shall serve as a bond to its +members for the purposes of virtue, happiness, liberty, and wisdom, by the +means of intellectual opposition to grievances." He published and +distributed an "Address to the Irish People," setting before them their +grievances, their rights, and their duties. + +This object Godwin regarded as an utter mistake, its practical furtherance +as extremely perilous. Dreading the contagion of excitement, its tendency +to prevent sober judgment and promote precipitate action, he condemned +associations of men for any public purpose whatever. His calm temperament +would fain have dissevered impulse and action altogether as cause and +effect, and he had a shrinking, constitutional as well as philosophic, +from any tendency to "strike while the iron is hot." + +"The thing most to be desired," he wrote, "is to keep up the intellectual, +and in some sense the solitary fermentation, and to procrastinate the +contact and consequent action." "Shelley! you are preparing a scene of +blood," was his solemn warning. + +Nothing could have been further from Shelley's thoughts than such a scene. +Surprised and disappointed, he ingenuously confessed to Godwin that his +association scheme had grown out of notions of political justice, first +generated by Godwin's own book on that subject; and the mentor found +himself in the position of an involuntary illustration of his own theory, +expressed in the _Enquirer_ (Essay XX), "It is by no means impossible that +the books most pernicious in their effects that ever were produced, were +written with intentions uncommonly elevated and pure." + +Shelley, animated by an ardent enthusiasm of humanity, looked to +association as likely to spread a contagion indeed, but a contagion of +good. The revolution he preached was a Millennium. + + If you are convinced of the truth of your cause, trust wholly to its + truth; if you are not convinced, give it up. In no case employ + violence; the way to liberty and happiness is never to transgress the + rules of virtue and justice. + + Before anything can be done with effect, habits of sobriety, + regularity, and thought must be entered into and firmly resolved on. + + I will repeat, that virtue and wisdom are necessary to true happiness + and liberty. + + Before the restraints of government are lessened, it is fit that we + should lessen the necessity for them. Before government is done away + with, we must reform ourselves. It is this work which I would + earnestly recommend to you. O Irishmen, reform yourselves.[1] + +Whatever evil results Godwin may have apprehended from Shelley's +proceedings, these sentiments taken in the abstract could not but enlist +his sympathies to some extent on behalf of the deluded young optimist, nor +did he keep the fact a secret. Shelley's letters, as well as the Irish +pamphlet, were eagerly read and discussed by all the young philosophers of +Skinner Street. + +"You cannot imagine," Godwin wrote to him, "how much all the females of my +family--Mrs. Godwin and three daughters--are interested in your letters +and your history." + +Publicly propounded, however, Shelley's sentiments proved insufficiently +attractive to those to whom they were addressed. At a public meeting where +he had ventured to enjoin on Catholics a tolerance so universal as to +embrace not only Jews, Turks, and Infidels, but Protestants also, he +narrowly escaped being mobbed. It was borne in upon him before long that +the possibility, under existing conditions, of realising his scheme for +associations of peace and virtue, was doubtful and distant. He abandoned +his intention and left Ireland, professedly in submission to Godwin, but +in fact convinced by what he had seen. Godwin was delighted. + +"Now I can call you a friend," he wrote, and the good understanding of the +two was cemented. + +After repeated but fruitless invitations from the Shelleys to the whole +Godwin party to come and stay with them in Wales, Godwin, early in the +autumn of this year (1812) actually made an expedition to Lynmouth, where +his unknown friends were staying, in the hope of effecting a personal +acquaintance, but his object was frustrated, the Shelleys having left the +place just before he arrived. + +They first met in London, in the month of October, and frequent, almost +daily intercourse took place between the families. On the last day of +their stay in town the Shelleys, with Eliza Westbrook, dined in Skinner +Street. Mary Godwin, who had been for five months past in Scotland, had +returned, as we know, with Christy Baxter the day before, and was, no +doubt, very glad not to miss this opportunity of seeing the interesting +young reformer of whom she had heard so much. His wife he had always +spoken of as one who shared his tastes and opinions. No doubt they all +thought her a fortunate woman, and Mary in after years would well recall +her smiling face, and pink and white complexion, and her purple satin +gown. + +During the year and a half that had elapsed since that time Mary had +been chiefly away, and had heard little if anything of Shelley. In the +spring of 1814, however, he came up to town to see her father on +business,--business in which Godwin was deeply and solely concerned, about +which he was desperately anxious, and in which Mary knew that Shelley was +doing all in his power to help him. These matters had been going on for +some time, when, on the 5th of May, he came to Skinner Street, and Mary +and he renewed acquaintance. Both had altered since the last time they +met. Mary, from a child had grown into a young, attractive, and +interesting girl. Hers was not the sweet sensuous loveliness of her +mother, but with her well-shaped head and intellectual brow, her fine fair +hair and liquid hazel eyes, and a skin and complexion of singular +whiteness and purity, she possessed beauty of a rare and refined type. She +was somewhat below the medium height; very graceful, with drooping +shoulders and swan-like throat. The serene eloquent eyes contrasted with a +small mouth, indicative of a certain reserve of temperament, which, in +fact, always distinguished her, and beneath which those who did not know +her might not have suspected her vigour of intellect and fearlessness of +thought. + +Shelley, too, was changed; why, was in his case not so evident. Mary +would have heard how, just before her return home, he had been remarried +to his wife; Godwin, the opponent of matrimony, having, mysteriously +enough, been instrumental in procuring the licence for this superfluous +ceremony; superfluous, as the parties had been quite legally married in +Scotland three years before. His wife was not now with him in London. He +was alone, and appeared saddened in aspect, ailing in health, unsettled +and anxious in mind. It was impossible that Mary should not observe him +with interest. She saw that, although so young a man, he not only could +hold his own in discussion of literary, philosophical, or political +questions with the wisest heads and deepest thinkers of his generation, +but could throw new light on every subject he touched. His glowing +imagination transfigured and idealised what it dwelt on, while his magical +words seemed to recreate whatever he described. She learned that he was a +poet. His conversation would call up her old day-dreams again, though, +before it, they paled and faded like morning mists before the sun. She +saw, too, that his disposition was most amiable, his manners gentle, his +conversation absolutely free from suspicion of coarseness, and that he was +a disinterested and devoted friend. + +Before long she must have become conscious that he took pleasure in +talking with her. She could not but see that, while his melancholy and +disquiet grew upon him every day, she possessed the power of banishing it +for the time. Her presence illumined him; life and hopeful enthusiasm +would flash anew from him if she was by. This intercourse stimulated all +her intellectual powers, and its first effect was to increase her already +keen desire of knowledge. To keep pace with the electric mind of this +companion required some effort on her part, and she applied herself with +renewed zeal to her studies. Nothing irritated her stepmother so much as +to see her deep in a book, and in order to escape from Mrs. Godwin's petty +persecution Mary used, whenever she could, to transport herself and her +occupations to Old St. Pancras Churchyard, where she had been in the habit +of coming to visit her mother's grave. There, under the shade of a willow +tree, she would sit, book in hand, and sometimes read, but not always. The +day-dreams of Dundee would now and again return upon her. How long she +seemed to have lived since that time! Life no longer seemed "so +commonplace an affair," nor yet her own part in it so infinitesimal if +Shelley thought her conversation and companionship worth the having. + +Before very long he had found out the secret of her retreat, and used to +meet her there. He revered the memory of Mary Wollstonecraft, and her +grave was to him a consecrated shrine of which her daughter was the +priestess. + +By June they had become intimate friends, though Mary was still ignorant +of the secret of his life. + +On the 8th of June occurred the meeting described by Hogg in his _Life of +Shelley_. The two friends were walking through Skinner Street when Shelley +said to Hogg, "I must speak with Godwin; come in, I will not detain you +long." Hogg continues-- + + I followed him through the shop, which was the only entrance, and + upstairs we entered a room on the first floor; it was shaped like a + quadrant. In the arc were windows; in one radius a fireplace, and in + the other a door, and shelves with many old books. William Godwin was + not at home. Bysshe strode about the room, causing the crazy floor of + the ill-built, unowned dwelling-house to shake and tremble under his + impatient footsteps. He appeared to be displeased at not finding the + fountain of Political Justice. + + "Where is Godwin?" he asked me several times, as if I knew. I did not + know, and, to say the truth, I did not care. He continued his uneasy + promenade; and I stood reading the names of old English authors on the + backs of the venerable volumes, when the door was partially and softly + opened. A thrilling voice called "Shelley!" A thrilling voice answered + "Mary!" and he darted out of the room, like an arrow from the bow of + the far-shooting king. A very young female, fair and fair-haired, pale + indeed, and with a piercing look, wearing a frock of tartan, an + unusual dress in London at that time, had called him out of the room. + He was absent a very short time, a minute or two, and then returned. + + "Godwin is out, there is no use in waiting." So we continued our walk + along Holborn. + + "Who was that, pray?" I asked, "a daughter?" + + "Yes." + + "A daughter of William Godwin?" + + "The daughter of Godwin and Mary." + +Hogg asked no more questions, but something in this momentary interview +and in the look of the fair-haired girl left an impression on his mind +which he did not at once forget. + +Godwin was all this time seeking and encouraging Shelley's visits. He was +in feverish distress for money, bankruptcy was hanging over his head; and +Shelley was exerting all his energies and influence to raise a large sum, +it is said as much as L3000, for him. It is a melancholy fact that the +philosopher had got to regard those who, in the thirsty search for truth +and knowledge, had attached themselves to him, in the secondary light of +possible sources of income, and, when in difficulties, he came upon them +one after another for loans or advances of money, which, at first begged +for as a kindness, came to be claimed by him almost as a right. + +Shelley's own affairs were in a most unsatisfactory state. L200 a year +from his father, and as much from his wife's father was all he had to +depend upon, and his unsettled life and frequent journeys, generous +disposition and careless ways, made fearful inroads on his narrow income, +notwithstanding the fact that he lived with Spartan frugality as far as +his own habits were concerned. Little as he had, he never knew how little +it was nor how far it would go, and, while he strained every nerve to save +from ruin one whom he still considered his intellectual father, he was +himself sorely hampered by want of money. + +Visits to lawyers by Godwin, Shelley, or both, were of increasingly +frequent occurrence during May; in June we learn of as many as two or +three in a day. While this was going on, Shelley, the forlorn hope of +Skinner Street, could not be lost sight of. If he seemed to find pleasure +in Mary's society, this probably flattered Mary's father, who, though +really knowing little of his child, was undoubtedly proud of her, her +beauty, and her promise of remarkable talent. Like other fathers, he +thought of her as a child, and, had there been any occasion for suspicion +or remark, the fact of Shelley's being a married man with a lovely wife, +would take away any excuse for dwelling on it. The Shelleys had not been +favourites with Mrs. Godwin, who, the year before, had offended or chosen +to quarrel with Harriet Shelley. The respective husbands had succeeded in +smoothing over the difficulty, which was subsequently ignored. No love was +lost, however, between the Shelleys and the head of the firm of M. J. +Godwin & Co., who, however, was not now likely to do or say anything +calculated to drive from the house one who, for the present, was its sole +chance of existence. + +From the 20th of June until the end of the month Shelley was at Skinner +Street every day, often to dinner. + +By that time he and Mary had realised, only too well, the depth of their +mutual feeling, and on some one day, what day we do not know, they owned +it to each other. His history was poured out to her, not as it appears in +the cold impartial light of after years perhaps, but as he felt it then, +aching and smarting from life's fresh wounds and stings. She heard of his +difficulties, his rebuffs, his mistakes in action, his disappointments in +friendship, his fruitless sacrifices for what he held to be the truth; his +hopes and his hopelessness, his isolation of soul and his craving for +sympathy. She guessed, for he was still silent on this point, that he +found it not in his home. She faced her feelings then; they were past +mistake. But it never occurred to her mind that there was any possible +future but a life's separation to souls so situated. She could be his +friend, never anything more to him. + +As a memento of that interview Shelley gave or sent her a copy of _Queen +Mab_, his first published poem. This book (still in existence) has, +written in pencil inside the cover, the name "Mary Wollstonecraft +Godwin," and, on the inner flyleaf, the words, "You see, Mary, I have not +forgotten you." Under the printed dedication to his wife is the enigmatic +but suggestive remark, carefully written in ink, "Count Slobendorf was +about to marry a woman, who, attracted solely by his fortune, proved her +selfishness by deserting him in prison."[2] On the flyleaves at the end +Mary wrote in July 1814-- + + This book is sacred to me, and as no other creature shall ever look + into it, I may write what I please. Yet what shall I write? That I + love the author beyond all powers of expression, and that I am parted + from him. Dearest and only love, by that love we have promised to each + other, although I may not be yours, I can never be another's. But I am + thine, exclusively thine. + + By the kiss of love, the glance none saw beside, + The smile none else might understand, + The whispered thought of hearts allied, + The pressure of the thrilling hand.[3] + + I have pledged myself to thee, and sacred is the gift. I remember your + words. "You are now, Mary, going to mix with many, and for a moment I + shall depart, but in the solitude of your chamber I shall be with + you." Yes, you are ever with me, sacred vision. + + But ah! I feel in this was given + A blessing never meant for me, + Thou art too like a dream from heaven + For earthly love to merit thee.[4] + +With this mutual consciousness, yet obliged inevitably to meet, thrown +constantly in each other's way, Mary obliged too to look on Shelley as her +father's benefactor and support, their situation was a miserable one. As +for Shelley, when he had once broken silence he passed rapidly from tender +affection to the most passionate love. His heart and brain were alike on +fire, for at the root of his deep depression and unsettlement lay the +fact, known as yet only to himself, of complete estrangement between +himself and his wife. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +JUNE-AUGUST 1814 + + +Perhaps of all the objects of Shelley's devotion up to this time, Harriet, +his wife, was the only one with whom he had never, in the ideal sense, +been in love. Possibly this was one reason that against her alone he never +had the violent revulsion, almost amounting to loathing, which was the +usual reaction after his other passionate illusions. He had eloped with +her when they were but boy and girl because he found her ready to elope +with him, and because he was persuaded that she was a victim of tyranny +and oppression, which, to this modern knight-errant, was tantamount to an +obligation laid on him to rescue her. Having eloped with her, he had +married her, for her sake, and from a sense of chivalry, only with a +quaint sort of apology to his friend Hogg for this early departure from +his own principles and those of the philosophic writers who had helped to +mould his views. His affection for his wife had steadily increased after +their marriage; she was fond of him and satisfied with her lot, and had +made things very easy for him. She could not give him anything very deep +in the way of love, but in return she was not very exacting; accommodating +herself with good humour to all his vagaries, his changes of mood and +plan, and his romantic friendships. Even the presence of her elder sister +Eliza, who at an early period established herself as a member of their +household, did not destroy although it did not add to their peace. It was +during their stay in Scotland, in 1813, that the first shadow arose +between them, and from this time Harriet seems to have changed. She became +cold and indifferent. During the next winter, when they lived at +Bracknell, she grew frivolous and extravagant, even yielding to habits of +self-indulgence most repugnant to one so abstemious as Shelley. He, on his +part, was more and more drawn away from the home which had become +uncongenial by the fascinating society of his brilliant, speculative +friend, Mrs. Boinville (the white-haired "Maimuna"), her daughter and +sister. They were kind and encouraging to him, and their whole circle was +cheerful, genial, and intellectual. This intimacy tended to widen the +breach between husband and wife, while supplying none of the moral help +which might have braced Shelley to meet his difficulty. His letters and +the stanza addressed to Mrs. Boinville[5] show the profound depression +under which he laboured in April and May. His pathetic poem to Harriet, +written in May, expresses only too plainly what he suffered from her +alienation, and also his keen consciousness of the moral dangers that +threatened him from the loosening of old ties, if left to himself +unsupported by sympathy at home. But such feeling as Harriet had was at +this time quite blunted. She had treated his unsettled depression and +gloomy abstraction as coldness and sullen discontent, and met them with +careless unconcern. Always a puppet in the hands of some one stronger than +herself, she was encouraged by her elder sister, "the ever-present Eliza," +the object of Shelley's abhorrence, to meet any want of attention on his +part by this attitude of indifference; presumably on the assumption that +men do not care for what they can have cheaply, and that the best way for +a wife to keep a husband's affection is to show herself independent of it. +Good-humoured and shallow, easy-going and fond of amusement, she probably +yielded to these counsels without difficulty. She was much admired by +other men, and accepted their admiration willingly. From evidence which +came to light not many years later, it appears Shelley thought he had +reason to believe she had been misled by one of these admirers, and that +he became aware of this in June 1814. No word of it was breathed by him at +the time, and the painful story might never have been divulged but for +subsequent events which dragged into publicity circumstances which he +intended should be buried in oblivion. This is not a life of Shelley, and +the evidence of all this matter,--such evidence, that is, as has escaped +destruction,--must be looked for elsewhere. In the lawsuit which he +undertook after Harriet's death to obtain possession of his children by +her, he was content to state, "I was united to a woman of whom delicacy +forbids me to say more than that we were disunited by incurable +dissensions." + +That time only confirmed his conviction of 1814 is clearly proved by his +letter, written six years afterwards, to Southey, who had accused him of +guilt towards both his first and second wives. + + I take God to witness, if such a Being is now regarding both you and + me, and I pledge myself if we meet, as perhaps you expect, before Him + after death, to repeat the same in His presence, that you accuse me + wrongfully. I am innocent of ill, either done or intended, the + consequences you allude to flowed in no respect from me. If you were + my friend, I could tell you a history that would make you open your + eyes, but I shall certainly never make the public my familiar + confidant. + +It is quite certain that in June 1814 Shelley, who had for months found +his wife heartless, became convinced that she had also been faithless. A +breach of the marriage vow was not, now or at any other time, regarded by +him in the light of a heinous or unpardonable sin. Like his master Godwin, +who held that right and wrong in these matters could only be decided by +the circumstances of each individual case, he considered the vow itself to +be the mistake, superfluous where it was based on mutual affection, +tyrannic or false where it was not. Nor did he recognise two different +laws, for men and for women, in these respects. His subsequent relations +with Harriet show that, deeply as she had wounded him, he did not consider +her criminally in fault. Could she indeed be blamed for applying in her +own way the dangerous principles of which she had heard so much? But she +had ceased to care for him, and the death of mutual love argued, to his +mind, the loosening of the tie. He had been faithful to her; her +faithlessness cut away the ground from under his feet and left him +defenceless against a new affection. + +No wonder that when his friend Peacock went, by his request, to call on +him in London, he + + showed in his looks, in his gestures, in his speech, the state of a + mind, "suffering like a little kingdom, the nature of an + insurrection." His eyes were bloodshot, his hair and dress disordered. + He caught up a bottle of laudanum and said, "I never part from this!" + He added, "I am always repeating to myself your lines from Sophocles-- + + Man's happiest lot is not to be, + And when we tread life's thorny steep + Most blest are they, who, earliest free, + Descend to death's eternal sleep." + +Harriet had been absent for some time at Bath, but now, growing anxious at +the rarity of news from her husband, she wrote up to Hookham, his +publisher, entreating to know what had become of him, and where he was. + +Godwin, who called at Hookham's the next day, heard of this letter, and +began at last to awaken to the consciousness that something he did not +understand was going on between Shelley and his daughter. It is strange +that Mrs. Godwin, a shrewd and suspicious woman, should not before now +have called his attention to the fact. His diary for 8th July records a +"Talk with Mary." What passed has not transpired. Probably Godwin +"restricted himself to uttering his censures with seriousness and +emphasis,"[6] probably Mary said little of any sort. + +On the 14th of July Harriet Shelley came up to town, summoned thither by a +letter from her husband. He informed her of his determination to +separate, and of his intention to take immediate measures securing her a +sufficient income for her support. He fully expected that Harriet would +willingly concur in this arrangement, but she did no such thing; perhaps +she did not believe he would carry it out. She never at any time took life +seriously; she looked on the rupture between herself and Shelley as +trivial and temporary, and had no wish to make it otherwise. Godwin called +on her two or three times; he was aware of the estrangement, and probably +hoped by argument and discussion to restore matters to their old footing +and bring peace and equanimity to his own household. But although Harriet +was quite aware of Shelley's love for Godwin's daughter, and knew, too, +that deeds were being prepared to assure her own separate maintenance, she +said nothing to Godwin, nor did her family give him any hint. The +impending elopement, with all its consequences to Godwin, were within her +power to prevent, but she allowed matters to take their course. Godwin, +evidently very uncomfortable, chronicles a "Talk with P. B. S.," and, on +22d July, a "Talk with Jane." But circumstances moved faster than he +expected, and these many talks and discussions and complicated moves and +counter-moves only made the position intolerable, and precipitated the +final crisis. Towards the close of that month Shelley's confession was +wrung from him: he told Mary the whole truth, and how, though legally +bound, he held himself morally free to offer himself to her if she would +be his. + +To her, passionately devoted to the one man who was and was ever to remain +the sun and centre of her existence, the thought of a wife indifferent to +him, hard to him, false to him, was sacrilege; it was torture. She had not +been brought up to look on marriage as a divine institution; she had +probably never even heard it discussed but on grounds of expediency. +Harriet was his legal wife, so he could not marry Mary, but what of that, +after all? if there was a sacrifice in her power to make for him, was not +that the greatest joy, the greatest honour that life could have in store +for her? + +That her father would openly condemn her she knew, for she must have known +that Godwin's practice did not move on the same lofty plane as his +principles. Was he not at that moment making himself debtor to a man whose +integrity he doubted? Had he not, in twice marrying, taken care to +proclaim, both to his friends and the public, that he did so _in spite_ of +his opinions, which remained unchanged and unretracted, until some +inconvenient application of them forced from him an expression of +disapproval? + +Her mother too, had she not held that ties which were dead should be +buried? and though not, like Godwin, condemning marriage as an +institution, had she not been twice induced to form a connection which in +one instance never was, in the other was not for some time consecrated by +law? Who was Mary herself, that she should withstand one whom she felt to +be the best as well as the cleverest man she had ever known? To talent she +had been accustomed all her life, but here she saw something different, +and what of all things calls forth most ardent response from a young and +pure-minded girl, _a genius for goodness_; an aspiration and devotion such +as she had dreamed of but never known, with powers which seemed to her +absolutely inspired. She loved him, and she appreciated him,--as time +abundantly showed,--rightly. She conceived that she wronged by her action +no one but herself, and she did not hesitate. She pledged her heart and +hand to Shelley for life, and she did not disappoint him, nor he her. + +To the end of their lives, tried as they were to be by every kind of +trouble, neither one nor the other ever repented the step they now took, +nor modified their opinion of the grounds on which they took it. How +Shelley regarded it in after years we have already seen. Mary, writing +during her married life, when her judgment had been matured and her +youthful buoyancy of spirit only too well sobered by stern and bitter +experience, can find no harder name for it than "an imprudence." Many +years after, in 1825, alluding to Shelley's separation from Harriet, she +remarks, "His justification is, to me, obvious." And at a later date +still, when she had been seventeen years a widow, she wrote in the preface +to her edition of Shelley's _Poems_-- + + I abstain from any remark on the occurrences of his private life, + except inasmuch as the passions they engendered inspired his poetry. + This is not the time to relate the truth, and I should reject any + colouring of the truth. No account of these events has ever been given + at all approaching reality in their details, either as regards himself + or others; nor shall I further allude to them than to remark that the + errors of action committed by a man as noble and generous as Shelley, + may, as far as he only is concerned, be fearlessly avowed by those who + loved him, in the firm conviction that, were they judged impartially, + his character would stand in fairer and brighter light than that of + any contemporary. + +But they never "made the public their familiar confidant." They screened +the erring as far as it was in their power to do so, although their +reticence cost them dear, for it lent a colouring of probability to the +slanders and misconstruction of all kinds which it was their constant fate +to endure for others' sake, which pursued them to their lives' end, and +beyond it. + +Life, which is to no one what he expects, had many clouds for them. Mary's +life reached its zenith too suddenly, and with happiness came care in +undue proportion. The future of intellectual expansion and creation which +might have been hers was not to be fully realised, but perfections of +character she might never have attained developed themselves as her nature +was mellowed and moulded by time and by suffering. + +Shelley's rupture with his first wife marks the end of his boyhood. Up to +that time, thanks to his poetic temperament, his were the strong and +simple, but passing impulses and feelings of a child. "A being of large +discourse" he assuredly was, but not as yet "looking before and after." +Now he was to acquire the doubtful blessing of that faculty. Like Undine +when she became endued with a soul, he gained an immeasurable good, while +he lost a something that never returned. + +Early in the morning of 28th July 1814 Mary Godwin secretly left her +father's house, accompanied by Jane Clairmont, and they started with +Shelley in a post-chaise for Dover. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +AUGUST 1814-JANUARY 1816 + + +From the day of their departure a joint journal was kept by Shelley and +Mary, which tells their subsequent adventures and vicissitudes with the +utmost candour and _naivete_. A great deal of the earlier portion is +written by Shelley, but after a time Mary becomes the principal diarist, +and the latter part is almost entirely hers. Its account of their first +wanderings in France and Switzerland was put into narrative form by her +two or three years later, and published under the title _Journal of a Six +Weeks' Tour_. But the transparent simplicity of the journal is invaluable, +and carries with it an absolute conviction which no studied account can +emulate or improve upon. Considerable portions are, therefore, given in +their entirety. + +That 28th of July was a hotter day than had been known in England for many +years. Between the sultry heat and exhaustion from the excitement and +conflicting emotions of the last days, poor Mary was completely overcome. + + "The heat made her faint," wrote Shelley, "it was necessary at every + stage that she should repose. I was divided between anxiety for her + health and terror lest our pursuers should arrive. I reproached myself + with not allowing her sufficient time to rest, with conceiving any + evil so great that the slightest portion of her comfort might be + sacrificed to avoid it. + + "At Dartford we took four horses, that we might outstrip pursuit. We + arrived at Dover before four o'clock." + + "On arriving at Dover," writes Mary,[7] "I was refreshed by a + sea-bath. As we very much wished to cross the Channel with all + possible speed, we would not wait for the packet of the following day + (it being then about four in the afternoon), but hiring a small boat, + resolved to make the passage the same evening, the seamen promising us + a voyage of two hours. + + "The evening was most beautiful; there was but little wind, and the + sails flapped in the flagging breeze; the moon rose, and night came + on, and with the night a slow, heavy swell and a fresh breeze, which + soon produced a sea so violent as to toss the boat very much. I was + dreadfully sea-sick, and, as is usually my custom when thus affected, + I slept during the greater part of the night, awaking only from time + to time to ask where we were, and to receive the dismal answer each + time, 'Not quite halfway.' + + "The wind was violent and contrary; if we could not reach Calais the + sailors proposed making for Boulogne. They promised only two hours' + sail from shore, yet hour after hour passed, and we were still far + distant, when the moon sunk in the red and stormy horizon and the + fast-flashing lightning became pale in the breaking day. + + "We were proceeding slowly against the wind, when suddenly a thunder + squall struck the sail, and the waves rushed into the boat: even the + sailors acknowledged that our situation was perilous; but they + succeeded in reefing the sail; the wind was now changed, and we drove + before the gale directly to Calais." + + _Journal_ (Shelley).--Mary did not know our danger; she was resting + between my knees, that were unable to support her; she did not speak + or look, but I felt that she was there. I had time in that moment to + reflect, and even to reason upon death; it was rather a thing of + discomfort and disappointment than horror to me. We should never be + separated, but in death we might not know and feel our union as now. I + hope, but my hopes are not unmixed with fear for what may befall this + inestimable spirit when we appear to die. + + The morning broke, the lightning died away, the violence of the wind + abated. We arrived at Calais, whilst Mary still slept; we drove upon + the sands. Suddenly the broad sun rose over France. + +Godwin's diary for 28th July runs, + + "_Five in the morning._ M. J. for Dover." + +Mrs. Godwin, in fact, started in pursuit of the fugitives as soon as they +were missed. Neither Shelley nor Mary were the objects of her anxiety, but +her own daughter. Jane Clairmont, who cared no more for her mother than +she did for any one else, had guessed Mary's secret or insinuated herself +into her confidence some time before the final _denouement_ of the +love-affair. Wild and wayward, ready for anything in the shape of a +romantic adventure, and longing for freedom from the restraints of home, +she had sympathised with, and perhaps helped Shelley and Mary. She was in +no wise anxious to be left to mope alone, nor to be exposed to +cross-questioning she could ill have met. She claimed to escape with them +as a return for her good offices, and whatever Mary may have thought or +wished, Shelley was not one to leave her behind "in slavery." Mrs. Godwin +arrived at Calais by the very packet the fugitives had refused to wait +for. + + _Journal_ (Shelley).--In the evening Captain Davidson came and told us + that a fat lady had arrived who said I had run away with her daughter; + it was Mrs. Godwin. Jane spent the night with her mother. + + _July 30._--Jane informs us that she is unable to withstand the pathos + of Mrs. Godwin's appeal. She appealed to the Municipality of Paris, to + past slavery and to future freedom. I counselled her to take at least + half an hour for consideration. She returned to Mrs. Godwin and + informed her that she resolved to continue with us. + + Mrs. Godwin departed without answering a word. + +It is difficult to understand how this mother had so little authority over +her own girl of sixteen. She might rule Godwin, but she evidently could +not influence, far less rule her daughter. Shelley's influence, as far as +it was exerted at all, was used in favour of Jane's remaining with them, +and he paid dearly in after years for the heavy responsibility he now +assumed. + +The travellers proceeded to Paris, where they were obliged to remain +longer than they intended, finding themselves so absolutely without money, +nothing having been prearranged in their sudden flight, that Shelley had +to sell his watch and chain for eight napoleons. Funds were at last +procured through Tavernier, a French man of business, and they were free +to put into execution the plan they had resolved upon, namely, to _walk_ +through France, buying an ass to carry their portmanteau and one of them +by turns. + + _Journal, August 8_ (Mary).--Jane and Shelley go to the ass merchant; + we buy an ass. The day spent in preparation for departure. + +Their landlady tried to dissuade them from their design. + + She represented to us that a large army had been recently disbanded, + that the soldiers and officers wandered idle about the country, and + that _les dames seroient certainement enlevees_. But we were proof + against her arguments, and, packing up a few necessaries, leaving the + rest to go by the diligence, we departed in a _fiacre_ from the door + of the hotel, our little ass following.[8] + + _Journal_ (Mary).--We set out to Charenton in the evening, carrying + the ass, who was weak and unfit for labour, like the Miller and his + Son. + + We dismissed the coach at the barrier. It was dusk, and the ass seemed + totally unable to bear one of us, appearing to sink under the + portmanteau, though it was small and light. We were, however, merry + enough, and thought the leagues short. We arrived at Charenton about + ten. Charenton is prettily situated in a valley, through which the + Seine flows, winding among banks variegated with trees. On looking at + this scene C... (Jane) exclaimed, "Oh! this is beautiful enough; let + us live here." This was her exclamation on every new scene, and as + each surpassed the one before, she cried, "I am glad we did not live + at Charenton, but let us live here."[9] + + _August 9_ (Shelley).--We sell our ass and purchase a mule, in which + we much resemble him who never made a bargain but always lost half. + The day is most beautiful. + + (Mary).--About nine o'clock we departed; we were clad in black silk. I + rode on the mule, which carried also our portmanteau. S. and C. (Jane) + followed, bringing a small basket of provisions. At about one we + arrived at Gros-Bois, where, under the shade of trees, we ate our + bread and fruit, and drank our wine, thinking of Don Quixote and + Sancho Panza. + + _Thursday, August 11_ (Mary).--From Provins we came to Nogent. The + town was entirely desolated by the Cossacks; the houses were reduced + to heaps of white ruins, and the bridge was destroyed. Proceeding on + our way we left the great road and arrived at St. Aubin, a beautiful + little village situated among trees. This village was also completely + destroyed. The inhabitants told us the Cossacks had not left one cow + in the village. Notwithstanding the entreaties of the people, who + eagerly desired us to stay all night, we continued our route to Trois + Maisons, three long leagues farther, on an unfrequented road, and + which in many places was hardly perceptible from the surrounding + waste.... + + As night approached our fears increased that we should not be able to + distinguish the road, and Mary expressed these fears in a very + complaining tone. We arrived at Trois Maisons at nine o'clock. Jane + went up to the first cottage to ask our way, but was only answered by + unmeaning laughter. We, however, discovered a kind of an _auberge_, + where, having in some degree satisfied our hunger by milk and sour + bread, we retired to a wretched apartment to bed. But first let me + observe that we discovered that the inhabitants were not in the habit + of washing themselves, either when they rose or went to bed. + + _Friday, August 12._--We did not set out from here till eleven + o'clock, and travelled a long league under the very eye of a burning + sun. Shelley, having sprained his leg, was obliged to ride all day. + + _Saturday, August 13_ (Troyes).--We are disgusted with the excessive + dirt of our habitation. Shelley goes to inquire about conveyances. He + sells the mule for forty francs and the saddle for sixteen francs. In + all our bargains for ass, saddle, and mule we lose more than fifteen + napoleons. Money we can but little spare now. Jane and Shelley seek + for a conveyance to Neufchatel. + +From Troyes Shelley wrote to Harriet, expressing his anxiety for her +welfare, and urging her in her own interests to come out to Switzerland, +where he, who would always remain her best and most disinterested friend, +would procure for her some sweet retreat among the mountains. He tells her +some details of their adventures in the simplest manner imaginable; never, +apparently, doubting for a moment but that they would interest her as much +as they did him. Harriet, it is needless to say, did not come. Had she +done so, she would not have found Shelley, for, as the sequel shows, he +was back in London almost as soon as she could have got to Switzerland. + + _Journal, August 14_ (Mary).--At four in the morning we depart from + Troyes, and proceed in the new vehicle to Vandeuvres. The village + remains still ruined by the war. We rest at Vandeuvres two hours, but + walk in a wood belonging to a neighbouring chateau, and sleep under + its shade. The moss was so soft; the murmur of the wind in the leaves + was sweeter than Aeolian music; we forgot that we were in France or in + the world for a time. + + * * * * * + + _August 17._--The _voiturier_ insists upon our passing the night at + the village of Mort. We go out on the rocks, and Shelley and I read + part of _Mary_, a fiction. We return at dark, and, unable to enter the + beds, we pass a few comfortless hours by the kitchen fireside. + + _Thursday, August 18._--We leave Mort at four. After some hours of + tedious travelling, through a most beautiful country, we arrive at + Noe. From the summit of one of the hills we see the whole expanse of + the valley filled with a white, undulating mist, over which the piny + hills pierced like islands. The sun had just risen, and a ray of the + red light lay on the waves of this fluctuating vapour. To the west, + opposite the sun, it seemed driven by the light against the rock in + immense masses of foaming cloud until it becomes lost in the distance, + mixing its tints with the fleecy sky. At Noe, whilst our postillion + waited, we walked into the forest of pines; it was a scene of + enchantment, where every sound and sight contributed to charm. + + Our mossy seat in the deepest recesses of the wood was enclosed from + the world by an impenetrable veil. On our return the postillion had + departed without us; he left word that he expected to meet us on the + road. We proceeded there upon foot to Maison Neuve, an _auberge_ a + league distant. At Maison Neuve he had left a message importing that + he should proceed to Pontarlier, six leagues distant, and that unless + he found us there he should return. We despatched a boy on horseback + for him; he promised to wait for us at the next village; we walked two + leagues in the expectation of finding him there. The evening was most + beautiful; the horned moon hung in the light of sunset that threw a + glow of unusual depth of redness above the piny mountains and the dark + deep valleys which they included. At Savrine we found, according to + our expectation, that M. le Voiturier had pursued his journey with the + utmost speed. We engaged a _voiture_ for Pontarlier. Jane very unable + to walk. The moon becomes yellow and hangs close to the woody horizon. + It is dark before we arrive at Pontarlier. The postillion tells many + lies. We sleep, for the first time in France, in a clean bed. + + _Friday, August 19._--We pursue our journey towards Neufchatel. We + pass delightful scenes of verdure surpassing imagination; here first + we see clear mountain streams. We pass the barrier between France and + Switzerland, and, after descending nearly a league, between lofty + rocks covered with pines and interspersed with green glades, where the + grass is short and soft and beautifully verdant, we arrive at St. + Sulpice. The mule is very lame; we determined to engage another horse + for the remainder of the way. Our _voiturier_ had determined to leave + us, and had taken measures to that effect. The mountains after St. + Sulpice become loftier and more beautiful. Two leagues from Neufchatel + we see the Alps; hill after hill is seen extending its craggy outline + before the other, and far behind all, towering above every feature of + the scene, the snowy Alps; they are 100 miles distant; they look like + those accumulated clouds of dazzling white that arrange themselves on + the horizon in summer. This immensity staggers the imagination, and so + far surpasses all conception that it requires an effort of the + understanding to believe that they are indeed mountains. We arrive at + Neufchatel and sleep. + + _Saturday, August 20._--We consult on our situation. There are no + letters at the _bureau de poste_; there cannot be for a week. Shelley + goes to the banker's, who promises an answer in two hours; at the + conclusion of the time he sends for Shelley, and, to our astonishment + and consolation, Shelley returns staggering under the weight of a + large canvas bag full of silver. Shelley alone looks grave on the + occasion, for he alone clearly apprehends that francs and ecus and + louis d'or are like the white and flying cloud of noon, that is gone + before one can say "Jack Robinson." Shelley goes to secure a place in + the diligence; they are all taken. He meets there with a Swiss who + speaks English; this man is imbued with the spirit of true politeness. + He endeavours to perform real services, and seems to regard the mere + ceremonies of the affair as things of very little value. He makes a + bargain with a _voiturier_ to take us to Lucerne for eighteen ecus. + + We arrange to depart at four the next morning. Our Swiss friend + appoints to meet us there. + + _Sunday, August 21._--Go from Neufchatel at six; our Swiss accompanies + us a little way out of town. There is a mist to-day, so we cannot see + the Alps; the drive, however, is interesting, especially in the latter + part of the day. Shelley and Jane talk concerning Jane's character. We + arrive before seven at Soleure. Shelley and Mary go to the + much-praised cathedral, and find it very modern and stupid. + + _Monday, August 22._--Leave Soleure at half-past five; very cold + indeed, but we now again see the magnificent mountains of Le Valais. + Mary is not well, and all are tired of wheeled machines. Shelley is in + a jocosely horrible mood. We dine at Zoffingen, and sleep there two + hours. In our drive after dinner we see the mountains of St. Gothard, + etc. Change our plan of going over St. Gothard. Arrive tired to death; + find at the room of the inn a horrible spinet and a case of stuffed + birds. Sup at _table d'hote_. + + _Tuesday, August 23._--We leave at four o'clock and arrive at Lucerne + about ten. After breakfast we hire a boat to take us down the lake. + Shelley and Mary go out to buy several needful things, and then we + embark. It is a most divine day; the farther we advance the more + magnificent are the shores of the lake--rock and pine forests covering + the feet of the immense mountains. We read part of L'Abbe Barruel's + _Histoire du Jacobinisme_. We land at Bessen, go to the wrong inn, + where a most comical scene ensues. We sleep at Brunnen. Before we + sleep, however, we look out of window. + + _Wednesday, August 24._--We consult on our situation. We cannot + procure a house; we are in despair; the filth of the apartment is + terrible to Mary; she cannot bear it all the winter. We propose to + proceed to Fluelen, but the wind comes from Italy, and will not + permit. At last we find a lodging in an ugly house they call the + Chateau for one louis a month, which we take; it consists of two + rooms. Mary and Shelley walk to the shore of the lake and read the + description of the Siege of Jerusalem in Tacitus. We come home, look + out of window and go to bed. + + _Thursday, August 25._--We read Abbe Barruel. Shelley and Jane make + purchases; we pack up our things and take possession of our house, + which we have engaged for six months. Receive a visit from the + _Medecin_ and the old Abbe, whom, it must be owned, we do not treat + with proper politeness. We arrange our apartment, and write part of + Shelley's romance. + + _Friday, August 26._--Write the romance till three o'clock. Propose + crossing Mount St. Gothard. Determine at last to return to England; + only wait to set off till the washerwoman brings home our linen. The + little Frenchman arrives with tubs and plums and scissors and salt. + The linen is not dry; we are compelled to wait until to-morrow. We + engage a boat to take us to Lucerne at six the following morning. + + _Saturday, August 27._--We depart at seven; it rains violently till + just the end of our voyage. We conjecture the astonishment of the good + people at Brunnen. We arrive at Lucerne, dine, then write a part of + the romance, and read _Shakespeare_. Interrupted by Jane's horrors; + pack up. We have engaged a boat for Basle. + + _Sunday, August 28._--Depart at six o'clock. The river is exceedingly + beautiful; the waves break on the rocks, and the descents are steep + and rapid. It rained the whole day. We stopped at Mettingen to dine, + and there surveyed at our ease the horrid and slimy faces of our + companions in voyage; our only wish was to absolutely annihilate such + uncleanly animals, to which we might have addressed the boatman's + speech to Pope: "'Twere easier for God to make entirely new men than + attempt to purify such monsters as these." After a voyage in the rain, + rendered disagreeable only by the presence of these loathsome + "creepers," we arrive, Shelley much exhausted, at Dettingen, our + resting-place for the night. + +It never seems to have occurred to them before arriving in Switzerland +that they had no money wherewith to carry out their further plans, that it +was more difficult to obtain it abroad than at home, and that the +remainder of their little store would hardly suffice to take them back to +England. No sooner thought, however, than done. They gave themselves no +rest after their long and arduous journey, but started straight back via +the Rhine, arriving in Rotterdam on 8th September with only twenty ecus +remaining, having been "horribly cheated." "Make arrangements, and talk of +many things, past, present, and to come." + + _Journal, Friday, September 9._--We have arranged with a captain to + take us to England--three guineas a-piece; at three o'clock we sail, + and in the evening arrive at Marsluys, where a bad wind obliges us to + stay. + + _Saturday, September 10._--We remain at Marsluys, Mary begins _Hate_, + and gives Shelley the greater pleasure. Shelley writes part of his + romance. Sleep at Marsluys. Wind contrary. + + _Sunday, September 11._--The wind becomes more favourable. We hear + that we are to sail. Mary writes more of her _Hate_. We depart, cross + the bar; the sea is horribly tempestuous, and Mary is nearly sick, nor + is Shelley much better. There is an easterly gale in the night which + almost kills us, whilst it carries us nearer our journey's end. + + _Monday, September 12._--It is calm; we remain on deck nearly the + whole day. Mary recovers from her sickness. We dispute with one man + upon the slave trade. + +The wanderers arrived at last at Gravesend, not only penniless, but unable +even to pay their passage money, or to discharge the hackney coach in +which they drove about from place to place in search of assistance. At the +time of Shelley's sudden flight, the deeds by which part of his income was +transferred to Harriet were still in preparation only, and he had, +without thinking of the consequences of his act, written from Switzerland +to his bankers, directing them to honour her calls for money, as far as +his account allowed of it. She must have availed herself so well of this +permission that now he found he could only obtain the sum he wanted by +applying for it to her. + +The relations between Shelley and Harriet, must, at first, have seemed to +Mary as incomprehensible as they still do to readers of the _Journal_. +Their interviews, necessarily very frequent in the next few months, were, +on the whole, quite friendly. Shelley was kind and perfectly ingenuous and +sincere; Harriet was sometimes "civil" and good tempered, sometimes cross +and provoking. But on neither side was there any pretence of deep pain, of +wounded pride or bitter constraint. + + _Journal, Tuesday, September 13._--We arrive at Gravesend, and with + great difficulty prevail on the captain to trust us. We go by boat to + London; take a coach; call on Hookham. T. H. not at home. C. treats us + very ill. Call at Voisey's. Henry goes to Harriet. Shelley calls on + her, whilst poor Mary and Jane are left in the coach for two whole + hours. Our debt is discharged. Shelley gets clothes for himself. Go to + Strafford Hotel, dine, and go to bed. + + _Wednesday, September 14._--Talk and read the newspaper. Shelley calls + on Harriet, who is certainly a very odd creature; he writes several + letters; calls on Hookham, and brings home Wordsworth's _Excursion_, + of which we read a part, much disappointed. He is a slave. Shelley + engages lodgings, to which we remove in the evening. + +Shelley now lost no time in putting himself in communication with Skinner +Street, and on the first day after they settled in their new lodgings he +addressed a letter to Godwin. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +SEPTEMBER 1814-MAY 1816 + + +Whatever may have been Godwin's degree of responsibility for the opinions +which had enabled Shelley to elope in all good faith with his daughter, +and which saved her from serious scruple in eloping with Shelley, it would +be impossible not to sympathise with the father's feelings after the +event. + +People do not resent those misfortunes least which they have helped to +bring on themselves, and no one ever derived less consolation from his own +theories than did Godwin from his, as soon as they were unpleasantly put +into practice. He had done little to win his daughter's confidence, but he +was keenly wounded by the proof she had given of its absence. His pride, +as well as his affection, had suffered a serious blow through her +departure and that of Jane. For a philosopher like him, accustomed to be +looked up to and consulted on matters of education, such a failure in his +own family was a public stigma. False and malicious reports got about, +which had an additional and peculiar sting from their originating partly +in his well-known impecuniosity. It was currently rumoured that he had +sold the two girls to Shelley for L800 and L700 respectively. No wonder +that Godwin, accustomed to look down from a lofty altitude on such minor +matters as money and indebtedness, felt now that he could not hold up his +head. He shunned his old friends, and they, for the most part, felt this +and avoided him. His home was embittered and spoilt. Mrs. Godwin, incensed +at Jane's conduct, vented her wrath in abuse and invective on Shelley and +Mary. + +No one has thought it worth while to record how poor Fanny was affected by +the first news of the family calamity. It must have reached her in +Ireland, and her subsequent return home was dismal indeed. The loss of her +only sister was a bitter grief to her; and, strong as was her disapproval +of that sister's conduct, it must have given her a pang to feel that the +culpable Jane had enjoyed Shelley's and Mary's confidence, while she who +loved them with a really unselfish love, had been excluded from it. What +could she now say or do to cheer Godwin? How parry Mrs. Godwin's +inconsiderate and intemperate complaints and innuendos? No doubt Fanny had +often stood up for Mary with her stepmother, and now Mary herself had cut +the ground from under her feet. + +Charles Clairmont was at home again; ostensibly on the plea of helping in +the publishing business, but as a fact idling about, on the lookout for +some lucky opening. He cared no more than did Jane for the family +(including his own mother) in Skinner Street: like every Clairmont, he +was an adventurer, and promptly transferred his sympathies to any point +which suited himself. To crown all, William, the youngest son, had become +infected with the spirit of revolt, and had, as Godwin expresses it, +"eloped for two nights," giving his family no little anxiety. + +The first and immediate result of Shelley's letter to Godwin was _a visit +to his windows_ by Mrs. Godwin and Fanny, who tried in this way to get a +surreptitious peep at the three truants. Shelley went out to them, but +they would not speak to him. Late that evening, however, Charles Clairmont +appeared. He was to be another thorn in the side of the interdicted yet +indispensable Shelley. He did not mind having a foot in each camp, and had +no scruples about coming as often and staying as long as he liked, or in +retailing a large amount of gossip. They discussed William's escapade, and +the various plans for the immuring of Jane, if she could be caught. This +did not predispose Jane to listen to the overtures subsequently made to +her from time to time by her relatives. + +Godwin replied to Shelley's letter, but declined all further communication +with him except through a solicitor. Mrs. Godwin's spirit of rancour was +such that, several weeks later, she, on one occasion, forbade Fanny to +come down to dinner because she had received a lock of Mary's hair, +probably conveyed to her by Charles Clairmont, who, in return, did not +fail to inform Mary of the whole story. In spite, however, of this +vehement show of animosity, Shelley was kept through one channel or +another only too well informed of Godwin's affairs. Indeed, he was never +suffered to forget them for long at a time. No sign of impatience or +resentment ever appears in his journal or letters. Not only was Godwin the +father of his beloved, but he was still, to Shelley, the fountain-head of +wisdom, philosophy, and inspiration. Mary, too, was devoted to her father, +and never wavered in her conviction that his inimical attitude proceeded +from no impulse of his own mind, but that he was upheld in it by the +influence and interference of Mrs. Godwin. + +The journal of Shelley and Mary for the next few months is, in its extreme +simplicity, a curious record of a most uncomfortable time; a medley of +lodgings, lawyers, money-lenders, bailiffs, wild schemes, and literary +pursuits. Penniless themselves, they were yet responsible for hundreds and +thousands of pounds of other people's debts; there was Harriet running up +bills at shops and hotels and sending her creditors on to Shelley; Godwin +perpetually threatened with bankruptcy, refusing to see the man who had +robbed him of his daughter, yet with literally no other hope of support +but his help; Jane Clairmont now, as for years to come, entirely dependent +on them for everything; Shelley's friends quartering themselves on him all +day and every day, often taking advantage of his love of society and +intellectual friction, of Mary's youth and inexperience and compliant +good-nature, to live at his expense, and, in one case at least, to obtain +from him money which he really had not got, and could only borrow, at +ruinous interest, on his expectations. He had frequently to be in hiding +from bailiffs, change his lodgings, sleep at friends' houses or at +different hotels, getting his letters when he could make a stealthy +appointment to meet Mary, perhaps at St. Paul's, perhaps at some street +corner or outside some coffee-house,--anywhere where he might escape +observation. He was not always certain how far he could rely on those whom +he had considered his friends, such as the brothers Hookham. Rightly or +wrongly, he was led to imagine that Harriet, from motives of revenge, was +bent on ruining Godwin, and that for this purpose she would aid and abet +in his own arrest, by persuading the Hookhams in such a case to refuse +bail. The rumour of this conspiracy was conveyed to the Shelleys in a note +from Fanny, who, for Godwin's sake and theirs, broke through the stern +embargo laid on all communication. + +Yet through all these troubles and bewilderments there went on a perpetual +under-current of reading and study, thought and discussion. The actual +existence was there, and all these external accidents of circumstance, the +realities in ordinary lives were, in these extraordinary lives, treated +really as accidents, as passing hindrances to serious purpose, and no +more. + +Nothing but Mary's true love for Shelley and perfect happiness with him +could have tided her over this time. Youth, however, was a wonderful +helper, added to the unusual intellectual vigour and vivacity which made +it possible for her, as it would be to few girls of seventeen, to forget +the daily worries of life in reading and study. Perhaps at no time was the +even balance of her nature more clearly manifested than now, when, after +living through a romance that will last in story as long as the name of +Shelley, her existence revolutionised, her sensibilities preternaturally +stimulated, having taken, as it were, a life's experiences by cumulation +in a few months; weak and depressed in health, too, she still had +sufficient energy and self-control to apply herself to a solid course of +intellectual training. + +Jane's presence added to their unsettlement, although at times it may have +afforded them some amusement. Wilful, fanciful, with a sense of humour and +many good impulses, but with that decided dash of charlatanism which +characterised the Clairmonts, and little true sensibility, she was a +willing disciple for any wild flights of fancy, and a keen participator in +all impossible projects and harum-scarum makeshifts. Her presence +stimulated and enlivened Shelley, her whims and fancies did not seriously +affect, beyond amusing him, and she was an indefatigable companion for him +in his walks and wanderings, now that Mary was becoming less and less able +to go about. To Mary, however, she must often have been an incubus, a +perpetual _third_, and one who, if sometimes useful, often gave a great +deal of trouble too. She did not bring to Mary, as she did to Shelley, the +charm of novelty; nor does the unfolding of one girl's character present +to another girl whose character is also in process of development such +attractive problems as it does to a young and speculative man. Mary was +too noble by nature and too perfectly in accord with Shelley to indulge in +actual jealousy of Jane's companionship with him; still, she must often +have had a weary time when those two were scouring the town on their +multifarious errands; misunderstandings, also, would occur, only to be +removed by long and patient explanation. Jane (or "Clara," as about this +time she elected to call herself, in preference to her own less romantic +name) was hardly more than a child, and in some respects a very childish +child. Excitable and nervous, she had no idea of putting constraint upon +herself for others' sake, and gave her neighbours very little rest, as she +preferred any amount of scenes to humdrum quiet. She and Shelley would sit +up half the night, amusing themselves with wild speculations, natural and +supernatural, till she would go off into hysterics or trances, or, when +she had at last gone to bed, would walk in her sleep, see phantoms, and +frighten them all with her terrors. In the end she was invariably brought +to poor Mary, who, delicate in health, had gone early to rest, but had to +bestir herself to bring Jane to reason, and to "console her with her +all-powerful benevolence," as Shelley describes it. + +Every page of the journal testifies to the extreme youth of the writers; +likely and unlikely events are chronicled with equal simplicity. Where all +is new, one thing is not more startling than another; and the commonplaces +of everyday life may afford more occasion for surprise than the strangest +anomalies. Specimens only of the diary can be given here, and they are +best given without comment. + + _Sunday, September 18._--Mary receives her first lesson in Greek. She + reads the _Curse of Kehama_, while Shelley walks out with Peacock, who + dines. Shelley walks part of the way home with him. Curious account of + Harriet. We talk, study a little Greek, and go to bed. + + _Tuesday, September 20._--Shelley writes to Hookham and Tavernier; + goes with Hookham to Ballachy's. Mary reads _Political Justice_ all + the morning. Study Greek. In the evening Shelley reads _Thalaba_ + aloud. + + _Monday, September 26._--Shelley goes with Peacock to Ballachy's, and + engages lodgings at Pancras. Visit from Mrs. Pringer. Read _Political + Justice_ and the _Empire of the Nairs_. + + _Tuesday, September 21._--Read _Political Justice_; finish the + _Nairs_; pack up and go to our lodgings in Somers Town. + + _Friday, September 30._--After breakfast walk to Hampstead Heath. + Discuss the possibility of converting and liberating two heiresses; + arrange a plan on the subject.... Peacock calls; talk with him + concerning the heiresses and Marian, arrange his marriage. + + _Sunday, October 2._--Peacock comes after breakfast; walk over + Primrose Hill; sail little boats; return a little before four; talk. + Read _Political Justice_ in the evening; talk. + + _Monday, October 3._--Read _Political Justice_. Hookham calls. Walk + with Peacock to the Lake of Nangis and set off little fire-boats. + After dinner talk and let off fireworks. Talk of the west of Ireland + plan. + + _Wednesday, October 5._--Peacock at breakfast. Walk to the Lake of + Nangis and sail fire-boats. Read _Political Justice_. Shelley reads + the _Ancient Mariner_ aloud. Letter from Harriet, very civil. L400 for + L2400. + + _Friday, October 7_ (Shelley).--Read _Political Justice_. Peacock + calls. Jane, for some reason, refuses to walk. We traverse the fields + towards Hampstead. Under an expansive oak lies a dead calf; the cow, + lean from grief, is watching it. (Contemplate subject for poem.) The + sunset is beautiful. Return at 9. Peacock departs. Mary goes to bed at + half-past 8; Shelley sits up with Jane. Talk of oppression and reform, + of cutting squares of skin from the soldiers' backs. Jane states her + conception of the subterranean community of women. Talk of Hogg, + Harriet, Miss Hitchener, etc. At 1 o'clock Shelley observes that it is + the witching time of night; he inquires soon after if it is not + horrible to feel the silence of night tingling in our ears; in half an + hour the question is repeated in a different form; at 2 they retire + awestruck and hardly daring to breathe. Shelley says to Jane, + "Good-night;" his hand is leaning on the table; he is conscious of an + expression in his countenance which he cannot repress. Jane hesitates. + "Good-night" again. She still hesitates. + + "Did you ever read the tragedy of _Orra_?" said Shelley. + + "Yes. How horribly you look!--take your eyes off." + + "Good-night" again, and Jane runs to her room. Shelley, unable to + sleep, kissed Mary, and prepared to sit beside her and read till + morning, when rapid footsteps descended the stairs. Jane was there; + her countenance was distorted most unnaturally by horrible dismay--it + beamed with a whiteness that seemed almost like light; her lips and + cheeks were of one deadly hue; the skin of her face and forehead was + drawn into innumerable wrinkles--the lineaments of terror that could + not be contained; her hair came prominent and erect; her eyes were + wide and staring, drawn almost from the sockets by the convulsion of + the muscles; the eyelids were forced in, and the eyeballs, without any + relief, seemed as if they had been newly inserted, in ghastly sport, + in the sockets of a lifeless head. This frightful spectacle endured + but for a few moments--it was displaced by terror and confusion, + violent indeed, and full of dismay, but human. She asked me if I had + touched her pillow (her tone was that of dreadful alarm). I said, "No, + no! if you will come into the room I will tell you." I informed her + of Mary's pregnancy; this seemed to check her violence. She told me + that a pillow placed upon her bed had been removed, in the moment that + she turned her eyes away to a chair at some distance, and evidently by + no human power. She was positive as to the facts of her + self-possession and calmness. Her manner convinced me that she was not + deceived. We continued to sit by the fire, at intervals engaging in + awful conversation relative to the nature of these mysteries. I read + part of _Alexy_; I repeated one of my own poems. Our conversation, + though intentionally directed to other topics, irresistibly recurred + to these. Our candles burned low; we feared they would not last until + daylight. Just as the dawn was struggling with moonlight, Jane + remarked in me that unutterable expression which had affected her with + so much horror before; she described it as expressing a mixture of + deep sadness and conscious power over her. I covered my face with my + hands, and spoke to her in the most studied gentleness. It was + ineffectual; her horror and agony increased even to the most dreadful + convulsions. She shrieked and writhed on the floor. I ran to Mary; I + communicated in few words the state of Jane. I brought her to Mary. + The convulsions gradually ceased, and she slept. At daybreak we + examined her apartment and found her pillow on the chair. + + _Saturday, October 8_ (Mary).--Read _Political Justice_. We walked + out; when we return Shelley talks with Jane, and I read _Wrongs of + Women_. In the evening we talk and read. + + _Tuesday, October 11._--Read _Political Justice_. Shelley goes to the + Westminster Insurance Office. Study Greek. Peacock dines. Receive a + refusal about the money.... + + Have a good-humoured letter from Harriet, and a cold and even + sarcastic one from Mrs. Boinville. Shelley reads the _History of the + Illuminati_, out of Barruel, to us. + + _Wednesday, October 12._--Read _Political Justice_. A letter from + Marshall; Jane goes there. When she comes home we go to Cheapside; + returning, an occurrence. Deliberation until 7; burn the letter; sleep + early. + + _Thursday, October 13._--Communicate the burning of the letter. Much + dispute and discussion concerning its probable contents. Alarm. + Determine to quit London; send for L5 from Hookham. Change our + resolution. Go to the play. The extreme depravity and disgusting + nature of the scene; the inefficacy of acting to encourage or maintain + the delusion. The loathsome sight of men personating characters which + do not and cannot belong to them. Shelley displeased with what he saw + of Kean. Return. Alarm. We sleep at the Stratford Hotel. + + _Friday, October 14_ (Shelley).--Jane's insensibility and incapacity + for the slightest degree of friendship. The feelings occasioned by + this discovery prevent me from maintaining any measure in security. + This highly incorrect; subversion of the first principles of true + philosophy; characters, particularly those which are unformed, may + change. Beware of weakly giving way to trivial sympathies. Content + yourself with one great affection--with a single mighty hope; let the + rest of mankind be the subjects of your benevolence, your justice, + and, as human beings, of your sensibility; but, as you value many + hours of peace, never suffer more than one even to approach the + hallowed circle. Nothing should shake the truly great spirit which is + not sufficiently mighty to destroy it. + + Peacock calls. I take some interest in this man, but no possible + conduct of his would disturb my tranquillity.... Converse with Jane; + her mind unsettled; her character unformed; occasion of hope from some + instances of softness and feeling; she is not entirely insensible to + concessions, new proofs that the most exalted philosophy, the truest + virtue, consists in an habitual contempt of self; a subduing of all + angry feelings; a sacrifice of pride and selfishness. When you attempt + benefit to either an individual or a community, abstain from imputing + it as an error that they despise or overlook your virtue. These are + incidental reflections which arise only indirectly from the + circumstances recorded. + + Walk with Peacock to the pond; talk of Marian and Greek metre. Peacock + dines. In the evening read Cicero and the _Paradoxa_. Night comes; + Jane walks in her sleep, and groans horribly; listen for two hours; at + length bring her to Mary. Begin _Julius_, and finish the little volume + of Cicero. + + The next morning the chimney board in Jane's room is found to have + walked leisurely into the middle of the room, accompanied by the + pillow, who, being very sleepy, tried to get into bed again, but sat + down on his back. + + _Saturday, October 15_ (Mary).--After breakfast read _Political + Justice_. Shelley goes with Peacock to Ballachy's. A disappointment; + it is put off till Monday. They then go to Homerton. Finish _St. + Leon_. Jane writes to Marshall. A letter from my Father. Talking; Jane + and I walk out. Shelley and Peacock return at 6. Shelley advises Jane + not to go. Jane's letter to my Father. A refusal. Talk about going + away, and, as usual, settle nothing. + + _Wednesday, October 19._--Finish _Political Justice_, read _Caleb + Williams_. Shelley goes to the city, and meets with a total failure. + Send to Hookham. Shelley reads a part of _Comus_ aloud. + + _Thursday, October 20._--Shelley goes to the city. Finish _Caleb + Williams_; read to Jane. Peacock calls; he has called on my father, + who will not speak about Shelley to any one but an attorney. Oh! + philosophy!... + + _Saturday, October 22._--Finish the _Life of Alfieri_. Go to the tomb + (Mary Wollstonecraft's), and read the _Essay on Sepulchres_ there. + Shelley is out all the morning at the lawyer's, but nothing is + done.... + + In the evening a letter from Fanny, warning us of the Hookhams. Jane + and Shelley go after her; they find her, but Fanny runs away. + + _Monday, October 24._--Read aloud to Jane. At 11 go out to meet + Shelley. Walk up and down Fleet Street; call at Peacock's; return to + Fleet Street; call again at Peacock's; return to Pancras; remain an + hour or two. People call; I suppose bailiffs. Return to Peacock's. + Call at the coffee-house; see Shelley; he has been to Ballachy's. Good + hopes; to be decided Thursday morning. Return to Peacock's; dine + there; get money. Return home in a coach; go to bed soon, tired to + death. + + _Thursday, October 25._--Write to Shelley. Jane goes to Fanny.... Call + at Peacock's; go to the hotel; Shelley not there. Go back to + Peacock's. Peacock goes to Shelley. Meet Shelley in Holborn. Walk up + and down Bartlett's Buildings.... Come with him to Peacock's; talk + with him till 10; return to Pancras without him. Jane in the dumps all + evening about going away. + + _Wednesday, October 26._--A visit from Shelley's old friends;[10] they + go away much disappointed and very angry. He has written to T. Hookham + to ask him to be bail. Return to Pancras about 4. Read all the + evening. + + _Thursday, October 27._--Write to Fanny all morning. We had received + letters from Skinner Street in the morning. Fanny is very doleful, and + C. C. contradicts in one line what he had said in the line before. + After two go to St. Paul's; meet Shelley; go with him in a coach to + Hookham's; H. is out; return; leave him and proceed to Pancras. He has + not received a definitive answer from Ballachy; meet a money-lender, + of whom I have some hopes. Read aloud to Jane in the evening. Jane + goes to sleep. Write to Shelley. A letter comes enclosing a letter + from Hookham consenting to justify bail. Harriet has been to work + there against my Father. + + _Tuesday, November 1._--Learn Greek all morning. Shelley goes to the + 'Change. Jane calls.[11] People want their money; won't send up + dinner, and we are all very hungry. Jane goes to Hookham. Shelley and + I talk about her character. Jane returns without money. Writes to + Fanny about coming to see her; she can't come. Writes to Charles. Goes + to Peacock to send him to us with some eatables; he is out. Charles + promises to see her. She returns to Pancras; he goes there, and tells + the dismal state of the Skinner Street affairs. Shelley goes to + Peacock's; comes home with cakes. Wait till T. Hookham sends money to + pay the bill. Shelley returns to Pancras. Have tea, and go to bed. + Shelley goes to Peacock's to sleep. + +These are two specimens of the notes constantly passing between them. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + _25th October._ + + For what a minute did I see you yesterday. Is this the way, my + beloved, we are to live till the 6th? In the morning when I wake I + turn to look on you. Dearest Shelley, you are solitary and + uncomfortable. Why cannot I be with you, to cheer you and press you to + my heart? Ah! my love, you have no friends; why, then, should you be + torn from the only one who has affection for you? But I shall see you + to-night, and this is the hope I shall live on through the day. Be + happy, dear Shelley, and think of me! I know how tenderly you love me, + and how you repine at your absence from me. When shall we be free of + treachery? I send you the letter I told you of from Harriet, and a + letter we received yesterday from Fanny; the history of this interview + I will tell you when I come. I was so dreadfully tired yesterday that + I was obliged to take a coach home. Forgive this extravagance, but I + am so very weak at present, and I had been so agitated through the + day, that I was not able to stand; a morning's rest, however, will set + me quite right again; I shall be well when I meet you this evening. + Will you be at the door of the coffee-house at 5 o'clock, as it is + disagreeable to go into those places. I shall be there exactly at that + time, and we can go into St. Paul's, where we can sit down. + + I send you _Diogenes_, as you have no books. Hookham was so + ill-tempered as not to send the book I asked for. So this is the end + of my letter, dearest love. + + What do they mean?[12] I detest Mrs. Godwin; she plagues my father + out of his life; and these----Well, no matter. Why will Godwin not + follow the obvious bent of his affections, and be reconciled to us? + No; his prejudices, the world, and _she_--all these forbid it. What am + I to do? trust to time, of course, for what else can I do. Good-night, + my love; to-morrow I will seal this blessing on your lips. Press me, + your own Mary, to your heart. Perhaps she will one day have a father; + till then be everything to me, love; and, indeed, I will be a good + girl, and never vex you. I will learn Greek and----but when shall we + meet when I may tell you all this, and you will so sweetly reward me? + But good-night; I am wofully tired, and so sleepy. One kiss--well, + that is enough--to-morrow! + + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + _28th October._ + + MY BELOVED MARY--I know not whether these transient meetings produce + not as much pain as pleasure. What have I said? I do not mean it. I + will not forget the sweet moments when I saw your eyes--the divine + rapture of the few and fleeting kisses. Yet, indeed, this must cease; + indeed, we must not part thus wretchedly to meet amid the comfortless + tumult of business; to part I know not how. + + Well, dearest love, to-morrow--to-morrow night. That eternal clock! + Oh! that I could "fright the steeds of lazy-paced Time." I do not + think that I am less impatient now than formerly to repossess--to + entirely engross--my own treasured love. It seems so unworthy a cause + for the slightest separation. I could reconcile it to my own feelings + to go to prison if they would cease to persecute us with + interruptions. Would it not be better, my heavenly love, to creep into + the loathliest cave so that we might be together. + + Mary, love, we must be united; I will not part from you again after + Saturday night. We must devise some scheme. I must return. Your + thoughts alone can waken mine to energy; my mind without yours is dead + and cold as the dark midnight river when the moon is down. It seems as + if you alone could shield me from impurity and vice. If I were absent + from you long, I should shudder with horror at myself; my + understanding becomes undisciplined without you. I believe I must + become in Mary's hands what Harriet was in mine. Yet how differently + disposed--how devoted and affectionate--how, beyond measure, + reverencing and adoring--the intelligence that governs me! I repent me + of this simile; it is unjust; it is false. Nor do I mean that I + consider you much my superior, evidently as you surpass me in + originality and simplicity of mind. How divinely sweet a task it is to + imitate each other's excellences, and each moment to become wiser in + this surpassing love, so that, constituting but one being, all real + knowledge may be comprised in the maxim [Greek: gnothi seauton]--(know + thyself)--with infinitely more justice than in its narrow and common + application. I enclose you Hookham's note; what do you think of it? My + head aches; I am not well; I am tired with this comfortless + estrangement from all that is dear to me. My own dearest love, + good-night. I meet you in Staples Inn at twelve to-morrow--half an + hour before twelve. I have written to Hooper and Sir J. Shelley. + + _Journal, Thursday, November 3_ (Mary).--Work; write to Shelley; read + Greek grammar. Receive a letter from Mr. Booth; so all my hopes are + over there. Ah! Isabel; I did not think you would act thus. Read and + work in the evening. Receive a letter from Shelley. Write to him. + + [Letter not transcribed here.] + + _Sunday, November 6._--Talk to Shelley. He writes a great heap of + letters. Read part of _St. Leon_. Talk with him all evening; this is a + day devoted to Love in idleness. Go to sleep early in the evening. + Shelley goes away a little before 10. + + _Wednesday, November 9._--Pack up all morning; leave Pancras about 3; + call at Peacock's for Shelley; Charles Clairmont has been for L8. Go + to Nelson Square. Jane gloomy; she is very sullen with Shelley. Well, + never mind, my love--we are happy. + + _Thursday, November 10._--Jane is not well, and does not speak the + whole day. We send to Peacock's, but no good news arrives. Lambert has + called there, and says he will write. Read a little of _Petronius_, a + most detestable book. Shelley is out all the morning. In the evening + read Louvet's _Memoirs_--go to bed early. Shelley and Jane sit up till + 12, talking; Shelley talks her into a good humour. + + _Sunday, November 13._--Write in the morning; very unwell all day. + Fanny sends a letter to Jane to come to Blackfriars Road; Jane cannot + go. Fanny comes here; she will not see me; hear everything she says, + however. They think my letter cold and _indelicate_! God bless them. + Papa tells Fanny if she sees me he will never speak to her again; a + blessed degree of liberty this! He has had a very impertinent letter + from Christy Baxter. The reason she comes is to ask Jane to Skinner + Street to see Mrs. Godwin, who they say is dying. Jane has no clothes. + Fanny goes back to Skinner Street to get some. She returns. Jane goes + with her. Shelley returns (he had been to Hookham's); he disapproves. + Write and read. In the evening talk with my love about a great many + things. We receive a letter from Jane saying she is very happy, and + she does not know when she will return. Turner has called at Skinner + Street; he says it is too far to Nelson Square. I am unwell in the + evening. + + _Journal, November 14_ (Shelley).--Mary is unwell. Receive a note from + Hogg; cloth from Clara. I wish this girl had a resolute mind. Without + firmness understanding is impotent, and the truest principles + unintelligible. Charles calls to confer concerning Lambert; walk with + him. Go to 'Change, to Peacock's, to Lambert's; receive L30. In the + evening Hogg calls; perhaps he still may be my friend, in spite of the + radical differences of sympathy between us; he was pleased with Mary; + this was the test by which I had previously determined to judge his + character. We converse on many interesting subjects, and Mary's + illness disappears for a time. + + _Thursday, November 15_ (Shelley).--Disgusting dreams have occupied + the night. + + (Mary).--Very unwell. Jane calls; converse with her. She goes to + Skinner Street; tells Papa that she will not return; comes back to + Nelson Square with Shelley; calls at Peacock's. Shelley read aloud to + us in the evening out of Adolphus's _Lives_. + + _Wednesday, November 16._--Very ill all day. Shelley and Jane out all + day shopping about the town. Shelley reads _Edgar Huntley_ to us. + Shelley and Jane go to Hookham's. Hogg comes in the meantime; he stops + all the evening. Shelley writes his critique till half-past 3. + + _Saturday, November 19._--Very ill. Shelley and Jane go out to call at + Mrs. Knapp's; she receives Jane kindly; promises to come and see me. I + go to bed early. Charles Clairmont calls in the evening, but I do not + see him. + + _Sunday, November 20._--Still very ill; get up very late. In the + evening Shelley reads aloud out of the _Female Revolutionary + Plutarch_. Hogg comes in the evening.... Get into an argument about + virtue, in which Hogg makes a sad bungle; quite muddled on the point, + I perceive. + + _Tuesday, November 29._--Work all day. Heigh ho! Clara and Shelley go + before breakfast to Parker's. After breakfast, Shelley is as badly off + as I am with my work, for he is out all day with those lawyers. In the + evening Shelley and Jane go in search of Charles Clairmont; they + cannot find him. Read _Philip Stanley_--very stupid. + + _Tuesday, December 6._--Very unwell. Shelley and Clara walk out, as + usual, to heaps of places. Read _Agathon_, which I do not like so well + as _Peregrine_.... A letter from Hookham, to say that Harriet has been + brought to bed of a son and heir. Shelley writes a number of circular + letters of this event, which ought to be ushered in with ringing of + bells, etc., for it is the son _of his wife_. Hogg comes in the + evening; I like him better, though he vexed me by his attachment to + sporting. A letter from Harriet confirming the news, in a letter from + a _deserted wife_!! and telling us he has been born a week. + + _Wednesday, December 7._--Clara and Shelley go out together; Shelley + calls on the lawyers and on Harriet, who treats him with insulting + selfishness; they return home wet and very tired. Read _Agathon_. I + like it less to-day; he discovers many opinions which I think + detestable. Work. In the evening Charles Clairmont comes. Hear that + Place is trying to raise L1200 to pay Hume on Shelley's _post obit_; + affairs very bad in Skinner Street; afraid of a call for the rent; all + very bad. Shelley walks home with Charles Clairmont; goes to Hookham's + about the L100 to lend my Father. Hookham out. He returns; very tired. + Work in the evening. + + _Thursday, December 8._--Shelley and Clara go to Hookham's; get the + L90 for my father; they are out, as usual, all morning. Finish + _Agathon_. I do not like it; Wieland displays some most detestable + opinions; he is one of those men who alter all their opinions when + they are about forty, and then think it will be the same with every + one, and that they are themselves the only proper monitors of youth. + Work. When Shelley and Clara return, Shelley goes to Lambert's; out. + Work. In the evening Hogg comes; talk about a great number of things; + he is more sincere this evening than I have seen him before. Odd + dreams. + + _Friday, December 16._--Still ill; heigh ho! Finish _Jane Talbot_. + Hume calls at half-past 12; he tells of the great distress in Skinner + Street; I do not see him. Hookham calls; hasty little man; he does not + stay long. In the evening Hogg comes. Shelley and Clara are at first + out; they have been to look for Charles Clairmont; they find him, and + walk with him some time up and down Ely Place. Shelley goes to sleep + early; very tired. We talk about flowers and trees in the evening; a + country conversation. + + _Saturday, December 17._--Very ill. Shelley and Clara go to Pike's; + when they return, Shelley goes to walk round the Square. Talk with + Shelley in the evening; he sleeps, and I lie down on the bed. Jane + goes to Pike's at 9. Charles Clairmont comes, and talks about several + things. Mrs. Godwin did not allow Fanny to come down to dinner on her + receiving a lock of my hair. Fanny of course behaves slavishly on the + occasion. He goes at half-past 11. + + _Sunday, December 18._--Better, but far from well. Pass a very happy + morning with Shelley. Charles Clairmont comes at dinner-time, the + Skinner Street folk having gone to dine at the Kennie's. Jane and he + take a long walk together. Shelley and I are left alone. Hogg comes + after Clara and her brother return. C. C. flies from the field on his + approach. Conversation as usual. Get worse towards night. + + _Monday, December 19_ (Shelley).--Mary rather better this morning. + Jane goes to Hume's about Godwin's bills; learn that Lambert is + inclined, but hesitates. Hear of a woman--supposed to be the daughter + of the Duke of Montrose--who has the head of a hog. _Suetonius_ is + finished, and Shelley begins the _Historia Augustana_. Charles + Clairmont comes in the evening; a discussion concerning female + character. Clara imagines that I treat her unkindly; Mary consoles her + with her all-powerful benevolence. I rise (having already gone to bed) + and speak with Clara; she was very unhappy; I leave her tranquil. + + _Tuesday, December 20_ (Mary).--Shelley goes to Pike's; take a short + walk with him first. Unwell. A letter from Harriet, who threatens + Shelley with her lawyer. In the evening read _Emilia Galotti_. Hogg + comes. Converse of various things. He goes at twelve. + + _Wednesday, December 21_ (Shelley).--Mary is better. Shelley goes to + Pike's, to the Insurance Offices, and the lawyer's; an agreement + entered into for L3000 for L1000. A letter from Wales, offering _post + obit_. Shelley goes to Hume's; Mary reads Miss Baillie's plays in the + evening. Shelley goes to bed at 8; Mary at 11. + + _Saturday, December 24_ (Mary).--Read _View of French Revolution_. + Walk out with Shelley, and spend a dreary morning waiting for him at + Mr. Peacock's. In the evening Hogg comes. I like him better each time; + it is a pity that he is a lawyer; he wasted so much time on that trash + that might be spent on better things. + + _Sunday, December 25._--Christmas Day. Have a very bad side-ache in + the morning, so I rise late. Charles Clairmont comes and dines with + us. In the afternoon read Miss Baillie's plays. Hogg spends the + evening with us; conversation, as usual. + + _Monday, December 26_ (Shelley).--The sweet Maie asleep; leave a note + with her. Walk with Clara to Pike's, etc. Go to Hampstead and look for + a house; we return in a return-chaise; find that Laurence has arrived, + and consult for Mary; she has read Miss Baillie's plays all day. Mary + better this evening. Shelley very much fatigued; sleeps all the + evening. Read _Candide_. + + _Tuesday, December 27_ (Mary).--Not very well; Shelley very unwell. + Read _De Montfort_, and talk with Shelley in the evening. Read _View + of the French Revolution_. Hogg comes in the evening; talk of heaps of + things. Shelley's odd dream. + + _Wednesday, December 28._--Shelley and Clara out all the morning. Read + _French Revolution_ in the evening. Shelley and I go to Gray's Inn to + get Hogg; he is not there; go to Arundel Street; can't find him. Go to + Garnerin's. Lecture on electricity; the gases, and the phantasmagoria; + return at half-past 9. Shelley goes to sleep. Read _View of French + Revolution_ till 12; go to bed. + + _Friday, December 30._--Shelley and Jane go out as usual. Read Bryan + Edwards's _Account of West Indies_. They do not return till past + seven, having been locked into Kensington Gardens; both very tired. + Hogg spends the evening with us. + + _Saturday, December 31_ (Shelley).--The poor Maie was very weak and + tired all day. Shelley goes to Pike's and Humes' and Mrs. + Peacock's;[13] return very tired, and sleeps all the evening. The Maie + goes to sleep early. New Year's Eve. + +In January 1815 Shelley's grandfather, Sir Bysshe, died, and his father, +Mr. Timothy Shelley, succeeded to the baronetcy and estate. By an +arrangement with his father, according to which he relinquished all claim +on a certain portion of his patrimony, Shelley now became possessed of +L1000 a year (L200 a year of which he at once set apart for Harriet), as +well as a considerable sum of ready money for the relief of his present +necessities. L200 of this he also sent to Harriet to pay her debts. The +next few entries in the journal were, however, written before this event. + + _Thursday, January 5_ (Mary).--Go to breakfast at Hogg's; Shelley + leaves us there and goes to Hume's. When he returns we go to Newman + Street; see the statue of Theoclea; it is a divinity that raises your + mind to all virtue and excellence; I never beheld anything half so + wonderfully beautiful. Return home very ill. Expect Hogg in the + evening, but he does not come. Too ill to read. + + _Friday, January 6._--Walk to Mrs. Peacock's with Clara. Walk with + Hogg to Theoclea; she is ten thousand times more beautiful to-day than + ever; tear ourselves away. Return to Nelson Square; no one at home. + Hogg stays a short time with me. Shelley had stayed at home till 2 to + see Ryan;[14] he does not come. Goes out about business. In the + evening Shelley and Clara go to Garnerin's.... Very unwell. Hogg + comes. Shelley and Clara return at ten. Conversation as usual. Shelley + reads "Ode to France" aloud, and repeats the poem to "Tranquillity." + Talk with Shelley afterwards for some time; at length go to sleep. + Shelley goes out and sits in the other room till 5; I then call him. + Talk. Shelley goes to sleep; at 8 Shelley rises and goes out. + +The next entry is made during Shelley's short absence in Sussex, after his +grandfather's death. Clara had accompanied him on his journey. + + _(Date between January 7 and January 13)._--Letter from Peacock to say + that he is in prison.... His debt is L40.... Write to Peacock and + send him L2. Hogg dines with me and spends the evening; letter from + Hookham. + + _Friday, January 13._--A letter from Clara. While I am at breakfast + Shelley and Clara arrive. The will has been opened, and Shelley is + referred to Whitton. His father would not allow him to enter Field + Place; he sits before the door and reads _Comus_. Dr. Blocksome comes + out; tells him that his father is very angry with him. Sees my name in + Milton.... Hogg dines, and spends the evening with us. + + _Sunday, January 24._--In the evening Shelley, Clara, and Hogg sleep. + Read Gibbon.... Hogg goes at half-past 11. Shelley and Clara explain + as usual. + + _Monday, January 30._--Work all day. Shelley reads Livy. In the + evening Shelley reads _Paradise Regained_ aloud, and then goes to + sleep. Hogg comes at 9. Talk and work. Hogg sleeps here. + + _Wednesday, February 1._--Read Gibbon (end of vol. i.) Shelley reads + Livy in the evening. Work. Shelley and Clara sleep. Hogg comes and + sleeps here. Mrs. Hill calls. + + _Sunday, February 5._--Read Gibbon. Take a long walk in Kensington + Gardens and the Park; meet Clairmont as we return, and hear that my + father wishes to see a copy of the codicil, because he thinks Shelley + is acting rashly. All this is very odd and inconsistent, but I never + quarrel with inconsistency; folks must change their minds. After + dinner talk. Shelley finishes Gibbon's _Memoirs_ aloud. Clara, + Shelley, and Hogg sleep. Read Gibbon. Shelley writes to Longdill and + Clairmont. Hogg ill, but we cannot persuade him to stay; he goes at + half-past 11. + + _Wednesday, February 8._--Ash Wednesday. So Hogg stays all day. We are + to move to-day, so Shelley and Clara go out to look for lodgings. Hogg + and I pack, and then talk. Shelley and Clara do not return till 3; + they have not succeeded; go out again; they get apartments at Hans + Place; move. In the evening talk and read Gibbon. Letters. Pike calls; + insolent plague. Hogg goes at half-past 11. + + _Tuesday, February 14_ (Shelley).--Shelley goes to Longdill's and + Hayward's, and returns feverish and fatigued. Maie finishes the third + volume of Gibbon. All unwell in the evening. Hogg comes and puts us to + bed. Hogg goes at half-past 11. + +In this month, probably on the 22d (but that page of the diary is torn), +when they had been hardly more than a week in their last new lodgings, a +little girl was born. Although her confinement was premature, Mary had a +favourable time; the infant, a scarcely seven months' child, was not +expected to live; it survived, however, for some days. It might possibly +have been saved, had it had an ordinary chance of life given it, but, on +the ninth day of its existence, the whole family moved yet again to new +lodgings. How the young mother ever recovered from the fatigues, risks, +and worries she had to go through at this critical time may well be +wondered. It is more than probable that the unreasonable demands made on +her strength and courage during this month and those which preceded it +laid the foundation of much weak health later on. The child was +sacrificed. Four days after the move it was found in the morning dead by +its mother's side. The poor little thing was a mere passing episode in +Shelley's troubled, hurried existence. Only to Mary were its birth and +death a deep and permanent experience. Apart from her love for Shelley, +her affections had been chiefly of the intellectual kind, and even in her +relation with him mental affinity had played a great part. A new chord in +her temperament was set vibrating by the advent of this baby, the maternal +one, quite absent from her disposition before, and which was to assert +itself at last as the keynote of her nature. + +Hogg, who was almost constantly with them at this time, seems to have been +kind, helpful, and sympathetic. + +The baby's birth was too much for Fanny Godwin's endurance and fortitude. +Up to this time she had, in accordance with what she conceived to be her +duty, held aloof from the Shelleys, but, the barrier once broken down, she +came repeatedly to see them. Mrs. Godwin showed that she had a soft spot +in her heart by sending Mary, through Fanny, a present of linen, no doubt +most welcome at this unprepared-for crisis. Beyond this she was +unrelenting. Her pride, however, was not so strong as her feminine +curiosity, which she indulged still by parading before the windows and +trying to get peeps at the people behind them. She was annoyed with Fanny, +who now, however, held her own course, feeling that her duty could not be +all on one side while her family consented to be dependent, and that every +moment of her father's peace and safety were due entirely to this Shelley +whom he would not see. + + _Journal, February 22_ (Shelley) (after the baby's birth).--Maie + perfectly well and at ease. The child is not quite seven months; the + child not expected to live. Shelley sits up with Maie, much exhausted + and agitated. Hogg sleeps here. + + _Thursday, February 23._--Mary quite well; the child unexpectedly + alive, but still not expected to live. Hogg returns in the evening at + half-past 7. Shelley writes to Fanny requesting her to come and see + Maie. Fanny comes and remains the whole night, the Godwins being + absent from home. Charles comes at 11 with linen from Mrs. Godwin. + Hogg departs at 11. L30 from Longdill. + + _Friday, February 24._--Maie still well; favourable symptoms in the + child; we may indulge some hopes. Hogg calls at 2. Fanny departs. Dr. + Clarke calls; confirms our hopes of the child. Shelley finishes second + volume of Livy, p. 657. Hogg comes in the evening. Shelley very unwell + and exhausted. + + _Saturday, February 25._--The child very well; Maie very well also; + drawing milk all day. Shelley is very unwell. + + _Sunday, February 26_ (Mary).--Maie rises to-day. Hogg comes; talk; + she goes to bed at 6. Hogg calls at the lodgings we have taken. Read + _Corinne_. Shelley and Clara go to sleep. Hogg returns; talk with him + till past 11. He goes. Shelley and Clara go down to tea. Just settling + to sleep when a knock comes to the door; it is Fanny; she came to see + how we were; she stays talking till half-past 3, and then leaves the + room that Shelley and Mary may sleep. Shelley has a spasm. + + _Monday, February 27._--Rise; talk and read _Corinne_. Hogg comes in + the evening. Shelley and Clara go out about a cradle.... + + _Tuesday, February 28._--I come downstairs; talk, nurse the baby, read + _Corinne_, and work. Shelley goes to Pemberton about his health. + + _Wednesday, March 1._--Nurse the baby, read _Corinne_, and work. + Shelley and Clara out all morning. In the evening Peacock comes. Talk + about types, editions, and Greek letters all the evening. Hogg comes. + They go away at half-past 11. Bonaparte invades France. + + _Thursday, March 2._--A bustle of moving. Read _Corinne_. I and my + baby go about 3. Shelley and Clara do not come till 6. Hogg comes in + the evening. + + _Friday, March 3._--Nurse my baby; talk, and read _Corinne_. Hogg + comes in the evening. + + _Saturday, March 4._--Read, talk, and nurse. Shelley reads the _Life + of Chaucer_. Hogg comes in the evening and sleeps. + + _Sunday, March 5._--Shelley and Clara go to town. Hogg here all day. + Read _Corinne_ and nurse my baby. In the evening talk. Shelley + finishes the _Life of Chaucer_. Hogg goes at 11. + + _Monday, March 6._--Find my baby dead. Send for Hogg. Talk. A + miserable day. In the evening read _Fall of the Jesuits_. Hogg sleeps + here. + + _Tuesday, March 7._--Shelley and Clara go after breakfast to town. + Write to Fanny. Hogg stays all day with us; talk with him, and read + the _Fall of the Jesuits_ and _Rinaldo Rinaldini_. Not in good + spirits. Hogg goes at 11. A fuss. To bed at 3. + + _Wednesday, March 8._--Finish _Rinaldini_. Talk with Shelley. In very + bad spirits, but get better; sleep a little in the day. In the evening + net. Hogg comes; he goes at half-past 11. Clara has written for Fanny, + but she does not come. + + _Thursday, March 9._--Read and talk. Still think about my little baby. + 'Tis hard, indeed, for a mother to lose a child. Hogg and Charles + Clairmont come in the evening. C. C. goes at 11. Hogg stays all night. + Read Fontenelle, _Plurality of Worlds_. + + _Friday, March 10._--Hogg's holidays begin. Shelley, Hogg, and Clara + go to town. Hogg comes back soon. Talk and net. Hogg now remains with + us. Put the room to rights. + + _Saturday, March 11._--Very unwell. Hogg goes to town. Talk about + Clara's going away; nothing settled; I fear it is hopeless. She will + not go to Skinner Street; then our house is the only remaining place, + I see plainly. What is to be done? Hogg returns. Talk, and Hogg reads + the _Life of Goldoni_ aloud. + + _Sunday, March 4._--Talk a great deal. Not well, but better. Very + quiet all the morning, and happy, for Clara does not get up till 4. In + the evening read Gibbon, fourth volume; go to bed at 12. + + _Monday, March 13._--Shelley and Clara go to town. Stay at home; net, + and think of my little dead baby. This is foolish, I suppose; yet, + whenever I am left alone to my own thoughts, and do not read to divert + them, they always come back to the same point--that I was a mother, + and am so no longer. Fanny comes, wet through; she dines, and stays + the evening; talk about many things; she goes at half-past 9. Cut out + my new gown. + + _Tuesday, March 14._--Shelley calls on Dr. Pemberton. Net till + breakfast. Shelley reads _Religio Medici_ aloud, after Hogg has gone + to town. Work; finish Hogg's purse. Shelley and I go upstairs and talk + of Clara's going; the prospect appears to me more dismal than ever; + not the least hope. This is, indeed, hard to bear. In the evening Hogg + reads Gibbon to me. Charles Clairmont comes in the evening. + + _Sunday, March 19._--Dream that my little baby came to life again; + that it had only been cold, and that we rubbed it before the fire, and + it lived. Awake and find no baby. I think about the little thing all + day. Not in good spirits. Shelley is very unwell. Read Gibbon. Charles + Clairmont comes. Hogg goes to town till dinner-time. Talk with Charles + Clairmont about Skinner Street. They are very badly off there. I am + afraid nothing can be done to save them. C. C. says that he shall go + to America; this I think a rather wild project in the Clairmont style. + Play a game of chess with Clara. In the evening Shelley and Hogg play + at chess. Shelley and Clara walk part of the way with Charles + Clairmont. Play chess with Hogg, and then read Gibbon. + + _Monday, March 20._--Dream again about my baby. Work after breakfast, + and then go with Shelley, Hogg, and Clara to Bullock's Museum; spend + the morning there. Return and find more letters for A. Z.--one from a + "Disconsolate Widow."[15] + + _Wednesday, March 22._--Talk, and read the papers. Read Gibbon all + day. Charles Clairmont calls about Shelley lending L100. We do not + return a decisive answer. + + * * * * * + + _Thursday, March 23._--Read Gibbon. Shelley reads Livy. Walk with + Shelley and Hogg to Arundel Street. Read _Le Diable Boiteux_. Hear + that Bonaparte has entered Paris. As we come home, meet my father and + Charles Clairmont.... C. C. calls; he tells us that Papa saw us, and + that he remarked that Shelley was so beautiful, it was a pity he was + so wicked. + + * * * * * + + _Tuesday, March 28._--Work in the morning and then walk out to look at + house. + + _Saturday, April 8._--Peacock comes at breakfast-time; Hogg and he go + to town. Read _L'Esprit des Nations_. Settle to go to Virginia Water. + + * * * * * + + _Sunday, April 9._--Rise at 8. Charles Clairmont comes to breakfast at + 10. Read some lines of Ovid before breakfast; after, walk with + Shelley, Hogg, Clara, and C. C. to pond in Kensington Gardens; return + about 2. C. C. goes to Skinner Street. Read Ovid with Hogg (finish + second fable). Shelley reads Gibbon and _Pastor Fido_ with Clara. In + the evening read _L'Esprit des Nations_. Shelley reads Gibbon, _Pastor + Fido_, and the story of Myrrha in Ovid. + + _Monday, April 10._--Read Voltaire before breakfast. After breakfast + work. Shelley passes the morning with Harriet, who is in a + surprisingly good humour. Mary reads third fable of Ovid: Shelley and + Clara read _Pastor Fido_. Shelley reads Gibbon. Mrs. Godwin after + dinner parades before the windows. Talk in the evening with Hogg + about mountains and lakes and London. + + _Tuesday, April 11._--Work in the morning. Receive letters from + Skinner Street to say that Mamma had gone away in the pet, and had + stayed out all night. Read fourth and fifth fables of Ovid.... After + tea, work. Charles Clairmont comes. + + _Saturday, April 15._--Read Ovid till 3. Shelley and Clara finish + _Pastor Fido_, and then go out about Clara's lottery ticket; draws. + Clara's ticket comes up a prize. She buys two desks after dinner. Read + Ovid (ninety-five lines). Shelley and Clara begin _Orlando Furioso_. A + very grim dream. + + _Friday, April 21._--After breakfast go with Shelley to Peacock's. + Shelley goes to Longdill's. Read third canto of the _Lord of the + Isles_. Return about 2. Shelley goes to Harriet to procure his son, + who is to appear in one of the courts. After dinner look over W. W.'s + poems. After tea read forty lines of Ovid. Fanny comes and gives us an + account of Hogan's threatened arrest of my Father. Shelley walks home + part of the way with her. Very sleepy. Shelley reads one canto of + Ariosto. + + _Saturday, April 22._--Read a little of Ovid. Shelley goes to + Harriet's about his son. Work. Fanny comes. Shelley returns at 4; he + has been much teased with Harriet. He has been to Longdill's, + Whitton's, etc., and at length has got a promise that he shall appear + Monday. After dinner Fanny goes. Read sixty lines of Ovid. Shelley and + Clara read to the middle of the fourteenth canto of Ariosto. + +Shortly after this several leaves of the journal are lost. + + _Friday, May 5._--After breakfast to Marshall's,[16] but do not see + him. Go to the Tomb. Shelley goes to Longdill's. Return soon. Read + Spenser; construe Ovid.... After dinner talk with Shelley; then + Shelley and Clara go out.... Fanny comes; she tells us of Marshall's + servant's death. Papa is to see Mrs. Knapp to-morrow. Read Spenser. + Walk home with Fanny and with Shelley.... Shelley reads Seneca. + + _Monday, May 8._--Go out with Shelley to Mrs. Knapp; not at home. Buy + Shelley a pencil-case. Return at 1. Read Spenser. Go again with + Shelley to Mrs. Knapp; she cannot take Clara. Read Spenser after + dinner. Clara goes out with Shelley. Talk with Jefferson (Hogg); write + to Marshall. Read Spenser. They return at 8. Very tired; go to bed + early. Jefferson scolds. + + _Wednesday, May 10._--Not very well; rise late. Walk to Marshall's, + and talk with him for an hour. Go with Jefferson and Shelley to + British Museum--attend most to the statues; return at 2. Construe + Ovid. After dinner construe Ovid (100 lines); finish second book of + Spenser, and read two cantos of the third. Shelley reads Seneca every + day and all day. + + _Friday, May 12._--Not very well. After breakfast read Spenser. + Shelley goes out with his friend; he returns first. Construe Ovid (90 + lines); read Spenser. Jefferson returns at half-past 4, and tells us + that poor Sawyer is to be hung. These blessed laws! After dinner read + Spenser. Read over the Ovid to Jefferson, and construe about ten lines + more. Read Spenser. Shelley and the lady walk out. After tea, talk; + write Greek characters. Shelley and his friend have a last + conversation. + + _Saturday, May 13._--Clara goes; Shelley walks with her. C. C. comes + to breakfast; talk. Shelley goes out with him. Read Spenser all day + (finish Canto 8, Book V.) Jefferson does not come till 5. Get very + anxious about Shelley; go out to meet him; return; it rains. Shelley + returns at half-past 6; the business is finished. After dinner Shelley + is very tired, and goes to sleep. Read Ovid (60 lines). C. C. comes to + tea. Talk of pictures. + + (Mary).--A tablespoonful of the spirit of aniseed, with a small + quantity of spermaceti. + + (Shelley)--9 drops of human blood, 7 grains of gunpowder, 1/2 oz. of + putrified brain, 13 mashed grave worms--the Pecksie's doom salve. + + The Maie and her Elfin Knight. + + I begin a new journal with our regeneration. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +MAY 1815-SEPTEMBER 1816 + + +"Our regeneration" meant, in other words, the departure of Jane or "Clara" +Clairmont who, on the plea of needing change of air, went off by herself +into cottage lodgings at Lynmouth, in North Devon. She had never shown any +very great desire to go back to her family in Skinner Street, but even had +it been otherwise, objections had now been raised to her presence there +which made her return difficult if not impossible. Fanny Godwin's aunts, +Everina Wollstonecraft and Mrs. Bishop, were Principals of a select +Ladies' School in Dublin, and intended that, on their own retirement, +their niece should succeed them in its management. They strongly objected +now to her associating with Miss Clairmont, pointing out that, even if her +morals were not injured, her professional prospects must be marred by the +fact being generally known of her connection and companionship with a girl +who undoubtedly had run away from home, and who was, untruly but not +groundlessly, reported to be concerned in a notorious scandal. + +Her continued presence in the Shelley household, a thing probably never +contemplated at the time of their hurried flight, was manifestly +undesirable, on many grounds. To Mary it was a perpetual trial, and must, +in the end, have tended towards disagreement between her and Shelley, +while it put Clara herself at great and unjust social disadvantage. Not +that she heeded that, or regretted the barrier that divided her from +Skinner Street, where poverty and anxiety and gloom reigned paramount, and +where she would have been watched with ceaseless and unconcealed +suspicion. She had heard that her relations had even discussed the +advisability of immuring her in a convent if she could be caught,--but she +did not mean to be caught. She advertised for a situation as companion; +nothing, however, came of this. An idea of sending her to board in the +family of a Mrs. Knapp seems to have been entertained for some months both +by Godwins and Shelleys, Charles Clairmont probably acting as a medium +between the two households. But, after appearing well disposed at first, +Mrs. Knapp thought better of the plan. She did not want, and would not +have Clara. The final project, that of the Lynmouth lodgings, was a sudden +idea, suddenly carried out, and devised with the Shelleys independently +of the Godwins, who were not consulted, nor even informed, until it had +been put into execution. So much is to be gathered from the letter which +Clara wrote to Fanny a fortnight after her arrival. + + CLARA TO FANNY. + + _Sunday, 28th May 1815._ + + MY DEAR FANNY--Mary writes me that you thought me unkind in not + letting you know before my departure; indeed, I meant no unkindness, + but I was afraid if I told you that it might prevent my putting a plan + into execution which I preferred before all the Mrs. Knapps in the + world. Here I am at liberty; there I should have been under a + perpetual restraint. Mrs. Knapp is a forward, impertinent, superficial + woman. Here there are none such; a few cottages, with little, + rosy-faced children, scolding wives, and drunken husbands. I wish I + had a more amiable and romantic picture to present to you, such as + shepherds and shepherdesses, flocks and madrigals; but this is the + truth, and the truth is best at all times. I live in a little cottage, + with jasmine and honeysuckle twining over the window; a little + downhill garden full of roses, with a sweet arbour. There are only two + gentlemen's seats here, and they are both absent. The walks and + shrubberies are quite open, and are very delightful. Mr. Foote's + stands at top of the hill, and commands distant views of the whole + country. A green tottering bridge, flung from rock to rock, joins his + garden to his house, and his side of the bridge is a waterfall. One + tumbles directly down, and then flows gently onward, while the other + falls successively down five rocks, and seems like water running down + stone steps. I will tell you, so far, that it is a valley I live in, + and perhaps one you may have seen. Two ridges of mountains enclose the + village, which is situated at the west end. A river, which you may + step over, runs at the foot of the mountains, and trees hang so + closely over, that when on a high eminence you sometimes lose sight of + it for a quarter of a mile. One ridge of hills is entirely covered + with luxuriant trees, the opposite line is entirely bare, with long + pathways of slate and gray rocks, so that you might almost fancy they + had once been volcanic. Well, enough of the valleys and the mountains. + + You told me you did not think I should ever be able to live alone. If + you knew my constant tranquillity, how cheerful and gay I am, perhaps + you would alter your opinion. I am perfectly happy. After so much + discontent, such violent scenes, such a turmoil of passion and hatred, + you will hardly believe how enraptured I am with this dear little + quiet spot. I am as happy when I go to bed as when I rise. I am never + disappointed, for I know the extent of my pleasures; and let it rain + or let it be fair weather, it does not disturb my serene mood. This is + happiness; this is that serene and uninterrupted rest I have long + wished for. It is in solitude that the powers concentre round the + soul, and teach it the calm, determined path of virtue and wisdom. Did + you not find this--did you not find that the majestic and tranquil + mountains impressed deep and tranquil thoughts, and that everything + conspired to give a sober temperature of mind, more truly delightful + and satisfying than the gayest ebullitions of mirth? + + The foaming cataract and tall rock + Haunt me like a passion. + + Now for a little chatting. I was quite delighted to hear that Papa had + at last got L1000. Riches seem to fly from genius. I suppose, for a + month or two, you will be easy--pray be cheerful. I begin to think + there is no situation without its advantages. You may learn wisdom and + fortitude in adversity, and in prosperity you may relieve and soothe. + I feel anxious to be wise; to be capable of knowing the best; of + following resolutely, however painful, what mature and serious thought + may prescribe; and of acquiring a prompt and vigorous judgment, and + powers capable of execution. What are you reading? Tell Charles, with + my best love, that I will never forgive him for having disappointed + me of Wordsworth, which I miss very much. Ask him, likewise, to lend + me his Coleridge's poems, which I will take great care of. How is dear + Willy? How is every one? If circumstances get easy, don't you think + Papa and Mamma will go down to the seaside to get up their health a + little? Write me a very long letter, and tell me everything. How is + your health? Now do not be melancholy; for heaven's sake be cheerful; + so young in life, and so melancholy! The moon shines in at my window, + there is a roar of waters, and the owls are hooting. How often do I + not wish for a curfew!--"swinging slow with sullen roar!" Pray write + to me. Do, there's a good Fanny.--Affectionately yours, + + M. J. CLAIRMONT. + + Miss Fanny Godwin, + 41 Skinner Street, Snow Hill, London. + +How long this delightful life of solitude lasted is not exactly known. For +a year after this time both Clara's journal and that of Shelley and Mary +are lost, and the next thing we hear of Clara is her being in town in the +spring of 1816, when she first made Lord Byron's acquaintance. + +Mary, at any rate, enjoyed nearly a year of comparative peace and +_tete-a-tete_ with Shelley, which, after all she had gone through, must +have been happiness indeed. Had she known that it was the only year she +would ever pass with him without the presence of a third person, it may be +that--although her loyalty to Shelley stood every test--her heart might +have sunk within her. But, happily for her, she could not foresee this. +Her letter from Clifton shows that Clara's shadow haunted her at times. +Still she was happy, and at peace. Her health, too, was better; and, +though always weighed down by Godwin's anxieties, she and Shelley were, +themselves, free for once from the pinch of actual penury and the +perpetual fear of arrest. + +In June they made a tour in South Devon, and very probably paid Clara a +visit in her rural retirement; after which Mary stayed for some time at +Clifton, while Shelley travelled about looking for a country house to suit +them. It was during one of his absences that Mary wrote to him the letter +referred to above. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + CLIFTON, _27th July 1815_. + + MY BELOVED SHELLEY--What I am now going to say is not a freak from a + fit of low spirits, but it is what I earnestly entreat you to attend + to and comply with. + + We ought not to be absent any longer; indeed we ought not. I am not + happy at it. When I retire to my room, no sweet love; after dinner, no + Shelley; though I have heaps of things _very particular_ to say; in + fine, either you must come back, or I must come to you directly. You + will say, shall we neglect taking a house--a dear home? No, my love, I + would not for worlds give up that; but I know what seeking for a house + is, and, trust me, it is a very, _very_ long job, too long for one + love to undertake in the absence of the other. Dearest, I know how it + will be; we shall both of us be put off, day after day, with the hopes + of the success of the next day's search, for I am frightened to think + how long. Do you not see it in this light, my own love? We have been + now a long time separated, and a house is not yet in sight; and even + if you should fix on one, which I do not hope for in less than a + week, then the settling, etc. Indeed, my love, I cannot bear to remain + so long without you; so, if you will not give me leave, expect me + without it some day; and, indeed, it is very likely that you may, for + I am quite sick of passing day after day in this hopeless way. + + Pray, is Clara with you? for I have inquired several times and no + letters; but, seriously, it would not in the least surprise me, if you + have written to her from London, and let her know that you are without + me, that she should have taken some such freak. + + The Dormouse has hid the brooch; and, pray, why am I for ever and ever + to be denied the sight of my case? Have you got it in your own + possession? or where is it? It would give me very great pleasure if + you would send it me. I hope you have not already appropriated it, for + if you have I shall think it un-Pecksie of you, as Maie was to give it + you with her own hands on your birthday; but it is of little + consequence, for I have no hope of seeing you on that day; but I am + mistaken, for I have hope and certainty, for if you are not here on or + before the 3d of August, I set off on the 4th, in early coach, so as + to be with you in the evening of that dear day at least. + + To-morrow is the 28th of July. Dearest, ought we not to have been + together on that day? Indeed we ought, my love, as I shall shed some + tears to think we are not. Do not be angry, dear love; your Pecksie is + a good girl, and is quite well now again, except a headache, when she + waits so anxiously for her love's letters. + + Dearest, best Shelley, pray come to me; pray, pray do not stay away + from me! This is delightful weather, and you better, we might have a + delightful excursion to Tintern Abbey. My dear, dear love, I most + earnestly, and with tearful eyes, beg that I may come to you if you do + not like to leave the searches after a house. + + It is a long time to wait, even for an answer. To-morrow may bring you + news, but I have no hope, for you only set off to look after one in + the afternoon, and what can be done at that hour of the day? You + cannot. + +They finally settled on a house at Bishopsgate just outside Windsor Park, +where they passed several months of tranquillity and comparative health; +perhaps the most peacefully happy time that Shelley had ever known or was +ever to know. Shadows he, too, had to haunt him, but he was young, and the +reaction from the long-continued strain of anxiety, fear, discomfort, and +ill-health was so strong that it is no wonder if he yielded himself up to +its influence. The summer was warm and dry, and most of the time was +passed out of doors. They visited the source of the Thames, making the +voyage in a wherry from Windsor to Cricklade. Charles Clairmont was of the +party, and Peacock also, who gives a humorous account of the expedition, +and of the cure he effected of Shelley's ailments by his prescription of +"three mutton chops, well peppered." Shelley was at this time a strict +vegetarian. Mary, Peacock says, kept a diary of the excursion, which, +however, has been lost. Shelley's "Stanzas in the churchyard of Lechlade" +were an enduring memento of the occasion. At Bishopsgate, under the oak +shades of Windsor Great Park, he composed _Alastor_, the first mature +production of his genius, and at Bishopsgate Mary's son William was born, +on 24th January 1816. + +The list of books read during 1815 by Shelley and Mary is worth +appending, as giving some idea of their wonderful mental activity and +insatiable thirst for knowledge, and the singular sympathy which existed +between them in these intellectual pursuits. + + LIST OF BOOKS READ IN 1815. + + MARY. + + _Those marked * Shelley read also._ + + Posthumous Works. 3 vols. + Sorrows of Werter. + Don Roderick. By Southey. + *Gibbon's Decline and Fall 12 vols. + *Gibbon's Life and Letters. 1st Edition. 2 vols. + *Lara. + New Arabian Knights. 3 vols. + Corinna. + Fall of the Jesuits. + Rinaldo Rinaldini. + Fontenelle's Plurality of Worlds. + Hermsprong. + Le Diable Boiteux. + Man as he is. + Rokeby. + Ovid's Metamorphoses in Latin. + *Wordsworth's Poems. + *Spenser's Fairy Queen. + *Life of the Phillips. + *Fox's History of James II. + The Reflector. + Fleetwood. + Wieland. + Don Carlos. + *Peter Wilkins. + Rousseau's Confessions. + Leonora: a Poem. + Emile. + *Milton's Paradise Lost. + *Life of Lady Hamilton. + De l'Allemagne. By Madame de Stael. + Three vols, of Barruet. + *Caliph Vathek. + Nouvelle Heloise. + *Kotzebue's Account of his Banishment to Siberia. + Waverley. + Clarissa Harlowe. + Robertson's History of America. + *Virgil. + *Tale of a Tub. + *Milton's Speech on Unlicensed Printing. + *Curse of Kehama. + *Madoc. + La Bible Expliquee. + Lives of Abelard and Heloise. + *The New Testament. + *Coleridge's Poems. + First vol. of Systeme de la Nature. + Castle of Indolence. + Chatterton's Poems. + *Paradise Regained. + Don Carlos. + *Lycidas. + *St. Leon. + Shakespeare's Plays (part of which Shelley read aloud). + *Burke's Account of Civil Society. + *Excursion. + Pope's Homer's Illiad. + *Sallust. + Micromejas. + *Life of Chaucer. + Canterbury Tales. + Peruvian Letters. + Voyages round the World. + Plutarch's Lives. + *Two vols, of Gibbon. + Ormond. + Hugh Trevor. + *Labaume's History of the Russian War. + Lewis's Tales. + Castle of Udolpho. + Guy Mannering. + *Charles XII by Voltaire. + Tales of the East. + + + SHELLEY. + + Pastor Fido. + Orlando Furioso. + Livy's History. + Seneca's Works. + Tasso's Gerusalemme Liberata. + Tasso's Aminta. + Two vols. of Plutarch in Italian. + Some of the Plays of Euripides. + Seneca's Tragedies. + Reveries of Rousseau. + Hesoid. + Novum Organum. + Alfieri's Tragedies. + Theocritus. + Ossian. + Herodotus. + Thucydides. + Homer. + Locke on the Human Understanding. + Conspiration de Rienzi. + History of Arianism. + Ockley's History of the Saracens. + Madame de Stael sur la Literature. + +These months of rest were needed to fit them for the year of shocks, of +blows, of conflicting emotions which was to follow. As usual, the first +disturbing cause was Clara Clairmont. Early in 1816 she was in town, +possibly with her brother Charles, with whom she kept up correspondence, +and with whom (thanks to funds provided by Shelley) she had in the autumn +been travelling, or paying visits. She now started one of her "wild +projects in the Clairmont style," which brought as its consequence the +overshadowing of her whole life. She thought she would like to go on the +stage, and she applied to Lord Byron, then connected with the management +of Drury Lane Theatre, for some theatrical employment. The fascination of +Byron's poetry, joined to his very shady social reputation, surrounded him +with a kind of romantic mystery highly interesting to a wayward, audacious +young spirit, attracted by anything that excited its curiosity. Clara +never went on the stage. But she became Byron's mistress. Their connection +lasted but a short time. Byron quickly tired of her, and when importuned +with her or her affairs, soon came to look on her with positive antipathy. +Nothing in Clara's letters to him[17] goes to prove that she was very +deeply in love with him. The episode was an excitement and an adventure: +one, to him, of the most trivial nature, but fraught with tragic indirect +results to her, and, through her, to the Shelleys. They, although they +knew of her acquaintance with Byron, were in complete and unsuspecting +ignorance of its intimate nature. It might have been imagined that Clara +would confide in them, and would even rejoice in doing so. But she had, on +the contrary, a positive horror and dread of their finding out anything +about her secret. She told Byron who Mary was, one evening when she knew +they were to meet, but implored him beforehand to talk only on general +subjects, and, if possible, not even to mention her name. + +This introduction probably took place in March, when Shelley and Mary +were, for a short time, staying up in town. Shelley was occupied in +transacting business, which had reference, as usual, to Godwin's affairs. +A suit in Chancery was proceeding, to enable him to sell, to his father, +the reversion of a portion of his estates. Short of obtaining this +permission, he could not assist Godwin to the full extent demanded and +expected by this latter, who chose to say, and was encouraged by his man +of business to think that, if Shelley did not get the money, it was owing +to slackness of effort or inclination on his part. The suit was, however, +finally decided against Shelley. The correspondence between him and Godwin +was painful in the highest degree, and must have embittered Mary's +existence. + +Godwin, while leaving no stone unturned to get as much of Shelley's money +as possible, and while exerting himself with feverish activity to control +and direct to his own advantage the legal negotiations for disposal of +part of the Shelley estates, yet declined personal communication with +Shelley, and wrote to him in insulting terms, carrying sophistry so far as +to assert that his dignity (save the mark!) would be compromised, not by +taking Shelley's money, but by taking it in the form of a cheque made out +in his, Godwin's, own name. Small wonder if Shelley was wounded and +indignant. More than any one else, Godwin had taught and encouraged him to +despise what he would have called prejudice. + + "In my judgment," wrote Shelley, "neither I, nor your daughter, nor + her offspring, ought to receive the treatment which we encounter on + every side. It has perpetually appeared to me to have been your + especial duty to see that, so far as mankind value your good opinion, + we were dealt justly by, and that a young family, innocent, and + benevolent, and united should not be confounded with prostitutes and + seducers. My astonishment--and I will confess, when I have been + treated with most harshness and cruelty by you, my indignation--has + been extreme, that, knowing as you do my nature, any consideration + should have prevailed on you to be thus harsh and cruel. I lamented + also over my ruined hopes, of all that your genius once taught me to + expect from your virtue, when I found that for yourself, your family, + and your creditors, you would submit to that communication with me + which you once rejected and abhorred, and which no pity for my poverty + or sufferings, assumed willingly for you, could avail to extort. Do + not talk of _forgiveness_ again to me, for my blood boils in my veins, + and my gall rises against all that bears the human form, when I think + of what I, their benefactor and ardent lover, have endured of enmity + and contempt from you and from all mankind." + +That other, ordinary, people should resent his avowed opposition to +conventional morality was, even to Shelley, less of an enigma than that +Godwin, from whom he expected support, should turn against him. Yet he +never could clearly realise the aspect which his relations with Mary bore +to the world, who merely saw in him a married man who had deserted his +wife and eloped with a girl of sixteen. He thought people should +understand all he knew, and credit him with all he did not tell them; that +they should sympathise and fraternise with him, and honour Mary the more, +not the less, for what she had done and dared. Instead of this, the world +accepted his family's estimate of its unfortunate eldest son, and cut him. +It is no wonder that, as Peacock puts it, "the spirit of restlessness came +over him again," and drove him abroad once more. His first intention was +to settle with Mary and their infant child in some remote region of +Scotland or Northern England. But he was at all times delicate, and he +longed for balmy air and sunny skies. To these motives were added Clara's +wishes, and, as she herself states, her pressing solicitations. Byron, she +knew, was going to Geneva, and she persuaded the Shelleys to go there +also, in the hope and intention of meeting him. Shelley had read and +admired several of Byron's poems, and the prospect of possible +companionship with a kindred mind was now and at all times supremely +attractive to him. He had made repeated, but fruitless efforts to get a +personal interview with Godwin, in the hope, probably, of coming to some +definite understanding as to his hopelessly involved and intricate +affairs. Godwin went off to Scotland on literary business and was absent +all April. Before he returned Shelley, Mary, and Clara had started for +Switzerland. The Shelleys were still ignorant and unsuspecting of the +intrigue between Byron and Clara. Byron, knowing of Clara's wish to follow +him to Geneva, enjoined her on no account to come alone or without +protection, as he knew she was capable of doing; hence her determinate +wish that the Shelleys should come. She wrote to Byron from Paris to tell +him that she was so far on her way, accompanied by "the whole tribe of +Otaheite philosophers," as she styles her friends and escort. Just before +sailing from Dover Shelley wrote to Godwin, who was still in Scotland, +telling him finally of the unsuccessful issue to his Chancery suit, of his +doubtful and limited prospects of income or of ability to pay more than +L300 for Godwin, and that only some months hence. He referred again to his +painful position in England, and his present determination to remain +abroad,--perhaps for ever,--with the exception of a possible, solitary, +visit to London, should business make this inevitable. He touched on his +old obligations to Godwin, assuring him of his continued respect and +admiration in spite of the painful past, and of his regret for any too +vehement words he might have used. + + It is unfortunate for me that the part of your character which is + least excellent should have been met by my convictions of what was + right to do. But I have been too indignant, I have been unjust to + you--forgive me--burn those letters which contain the records of my + violence, and believe that however what you erroneously call fame and + honour separate us, I shall always feel towards you as the most + affectionate of friends. + +The travellers reached Geneva by the middle of May; their arrival +preceding that of Byron by several days. A letter written by Mary Shelley +from their first resting-place, the Hotel de Secheron, the descriptive +portions of which were afterwards published by her, with the _Journal of a +Six Weeks Tour_, gives a graphic account of their journey and their first +impressions of Geneva. + + HOTEL DE SECHERON, GENEVA, + _17th May 1816_. + + We arrived at Paris on the 8th of this month, and were detained two + days for the purpose of obtaining the various signatures necessary to + our passports, the French Government having become much more + circumspect since the escape of Lavalette. We had no letters of + introduction, or any friend in that city, and were therefore confined + to our hotel, where we were obliged to hire apartments for the week, + although, when we first arrived, we expected to be detained one night + only; for in Paris there are no houses where you can be accommodated + with apartments by the day. + + The manners of the French are interesting, although less attractive, + at least to Englishmen, than before the last invasion of the Allies; + the discontent and sullenness of their minds perpetually betrays + itself. Nor is it wonderful that they should regard the subjects of a + Government which fills their country with hostile garrisons, and + sustains a detested dynasty on the throne, with an acrimony and + indignation of which that Government alone is the proper object. This + feeling is honourable to the French, and encouraging to all those of + every nation in Europe who have a fellow-feeling with the oppressed, + and who cherish an unconquerable hope that the cause of liberty must + at length prevail. + + Our route after Paris as far as Troyes lay through the same + uninteresting tract of country which we had traversed on foot nearly + two years before, but on quitting Troyes we left the road leading to + Neufchatel, to follow that which was to conduct us to Geneva. We + entered Dijon on the third evening after our departure from Paris, and + passing through Dole, arrived at Poligny. This town is built at the + foot of Jura, which rises abruptly from a plain of vast extent. The + rocks of the mountain overhang the houses. Some difficulty in + procuring horses detained us here until the evening closed in, when we + proceeded by the light of a stormy moon to Champagnolles, a little + village situated in the depth of the mountains. The road was + serpentine and exceedingly steep, and was overhung on one side by + half-distinguished precipices, whilst the other was a gulf, filled by + the darkness of the driving clouds. The dashing of the invisible + streams announced to us that we had quitted the plains of France, as + we slowly ascended amidst a violent storm of wind and rain, to + Champagnolles, where we arrived at twelve o'clock the fourth night + after our departure from Paris. The next morning we proceeded, still + ascending among the ravines and valleys of the mountain. The scenery + perpetually grows more wonderful and sublime; pine forests of + impenetrable thickness and untrodden, nay, inaccessible expanse spread + on every side. Sometimes the dark woods descending follow the route + into the valleys, the distorted trees struggling with knotted roots + between the most barren clefts; sometimes the road winds high into the + regions of frost, and then the forests become scattered, and the + branches of the trees are loaded with snow, and half of the enormous + pines themselves buried in the wavy drifts. The spring, as the + inhabitants informed us, was unusually late, and indeed the cold was + excessive; as we ascended the mountains the same clouds which rained + on us in the valleys poured forth large flakes of snow thick and fast. + The sun occasionally shone through these showers, and illuminated the + magnificent ravines of the mountains, whose gigantic pines were, some + laden with snow, some wreathed round by the lines of scattered and + lingering vapour; others darting their spires into the sunny sky, + brilliantly clear and azure. + + As the evening advanced, and we ascended higher, the snow, which we + had beheld whitening the overhanging rocks, now encroached upon our + road, and it snowed fast as we entered the village of Les Rousses, + where we were threatened by the apparent necessity of passing the + night in a bad inn and dirty beds. For, from that place there are two + roads to Geneva; one by Nion, in the Swiss territory, where the + mountain route is shorter and comparatively easy at that time of the + year, when the road is for several leagues covered with snow of an + enormous depth; the other road lay through Gex, and was too circuitous + and dangerous to be attempted at so late an hour in the day. Our + passport, however, was for Gex, and we were told that we could not + change its destination; but all these police laws, so severe in + themselves, are to be softened by bribery, and this difficulty was at + length overcome. We hired four horses, and ten men to support the + carriage, and departed from Les Rousses at six in the evening, when + the sun had already far descended, and the snow pelting against the + windows of our carriage assisted the coming darkness to deprive us of + the view of the lake of Geneva and the far-distant Alps. + + The prospect around, however, was sufficiently sublime to command our + attention--never was scene more awfully desolate. The trees in these + regions are incredibly large, and stand in scattered clumps over the + white wilderness; the vast expanse of snow was chequered only by these + gigantic pines, and the poles that marked our road; no river nor + rock-encircled lawn relieved the eye, by adding the picturesque to the + sublime. The natural silence of that uninhabited desert contrasted + strangely with the voices of the men who conducted us, who, with + animated tones and gestures, called to one another in a _patois_ + composed of French and Italian, creating disturbance where, but for + them, there was none. To what a different scene are we now arrived! To + the warm sunshine, and to the humming of sun-loving insects. From the + windows of our hotel we see the lovely lake, blue as the heavens which + it reflects, and sparkling with golden beams. The opposite shore is + sloping and covered with vines, which, however, do not so early in the + season add to the beauty of the prospect. Gentlemen's seats are + scattered over these banks, behind which rise the various ridges of + black mountains, and towering far above, in the midst of its snowy + Alps, the majestic Mont Blanc, highest and queen of all. Such is the + view reflected by the lake; it is a bright summer scene without any of + that sacred solitude and deep seclusion that delighted us at Lucerne. + We have not yet found out any very agreeable walks, but you know our + attachment to water excursions. We have hired a boat, and every + evening, at about six o'clock, we sail on the lake, which is + delightful, whether we glide over a glassy surface or are speeded + along by a strong wind. The waves of this lake never afflict me with + that sickness that deprives me of all enjoyment in a sea-voyage; on + the contrary, the tossing of our boat raises my spirits and inspires + me with unusual hilarity. Twilight here is of short duration, but we + at present enjoy the benefit of an increasing moon, and seldom return + until ten o'clock, when, as we approach the shore, we are saluted by + the delightful scent of flowers and new-mown grass, and the chirp of + the grasshoppers, and the song of the evening birds. + + We do not enter into society here, yet our time passes swiftly and + delightfully. + + We read Latin and Italian during the heats of noon, and when the sun + declines we walk in the garden of the hotel, looking at the rabbits, + relieving fallen cockchafers, and watching the motions of a myriad of + lizards, who inhabit a southern wall of the garden. You know that we + have just escaped from the gloom of winter and of London; and coming + to this delightful spot during this divine weather, I feel as happy as + a new-fledged bird, and hardly care what twig I fly to, so that I may + try my new-found wings. A more experienced bird may be more difficult + in its choice of a bower; but, in my present temper of mind, the + budding flowers, the fresh grass of spring, and the happy creatures + about me that live and enjoy these pleasures, are quite enough to + afford me exquisite delight, even though clouds should shut out Mont + Blanc from my sight. Adieu! + + M. S. + +On the 25th of May Byron, accompanied by his young Italian physician, +Polidori, and attended by three men-servants, arrived at the Hotel de +Secheron. It was now that he and Shelley became for the first time +personally acquainted; an acquaintance which, though it never did and +never could ripen quite into friendship, developed with time and +circumstances into an association more or less familiar which lasted all +Shelley's life. After the arrival of the English Milord and his retinue, +the hotel quarters probably became less quiet and comfortable, and before +June the Shelleys, with Clare[18] (who, while her secret remained a +secret, must have found it inexpedient to live under the same roof with +Byron) moved to a cottage on the other side of the lake, near Coligny; +known as Maison Chapuis, but sometimes called Campagne Mont Alegre. + + CAMPAGNE CHAPUIS, NEAR COLIGNY, + _1st June_. + + You will perceive from my date that we have changed our residence + since my last letter. We now inhabit a little cottage on the opposite + shore of the lake, and have exchanged the view of Mont Blanc and her + snowy _aiguilles_ for the dark frowning Jura, behind whose range we + every evening see the sun sink, and darkness approaches our valley + from behind the Alps, which are then tinged by that glowing rose-like + hue which is observed in England to attend on the clouds of an + autumnal sky when daylight is almost gone. The lake is at our feet, + and a little harbour contains our boat, in which we still enjoy our + evening excursions on the water. Unfortunately we do not now enjoy + those brilliant skies that hailed us on our first arrival to this + country. An almost perpetual rain confines us principally to the + house; but when the sun bursts forth it is with a splendour and heat + unknown in England. The thunderstorms that visit us are grander and + more terrific than I have ever seen before. We watch them as they + approach from the opposite side of the lake, observing the lightning + play among the clouds in various parts of the heavens, and dart in + jagged figures upon the piny heights of Jura, dark with the shadow of + the overhanging clouds, while perhaps the sun is shining cheerily upon + us. One night we _enjoyed_ a finer storm than I had ever before + beheld. The lake was lit up, the pines on Jura made visible, and all + the scene illuminated for an instant, when a pitchy blackness + succeeded, and the thunder came in frightful bursts over our heads + amid the darkness. + + But while I still dwell on the country around Geneva, you will expect + me to say something of the town itself; there is nothing, however, in + it that can repay you for the trouble of walking over its rough + stones. The houses are high, the streets narrow, many of them on the + ascent, and no public building of any beauty to attract your eye, or + any architecture to gratify your taste. The town is surrounded by a + wall, the three gates of which are shut exactly at ten o'clock, when + no bribery (as in France) can open them. To the south of the town is + the promenade of the Genevese, a grassy plain planted with a few + trees, and called Plainpalais. Here a small obelisk is erected to the + glory of Rousseau, and here (such is the mutability of human life) the + magistrates, the successors of those who exiled him from his native + country, were shot by the populace during that revolution which his + writings mainly contributed to mature, and which, notwithstanding the + temporary bloodshed and injustice with which it was polluted, has + produced enduring benefits to mankind, which not all the chicanery of + statesmen, nor even the great conspiracy of kings, can entirely render + vain. From respect to the memory of their predecessors, none of the + present magistrates ever walk in Plainpalais. Another Sunday + recreation for the citizens is an excursion to the top of Mont Salere. + This hill is within a league of the town, and rises perpendicularly + from the cultivated plain. It is ascended on the other side, and I + should judge from its situation that your toil is rewarded by a + delightful view of the course of the Rhone and Arne, and of the shores + of the lake. We have not yet visited it. There is more equality of + classes here than in England. This occasions a greater freedom and + refinement of manners among the lower orders than we meet with in our + own country. I fancy the haughty English ladies are greatly disgusted + with this consequence of republican institutions, for the Genevese + servants complain very much of their _scolding_, an exercise of the + tongue, I believe, perfectly unknown here. The peasants of Switzerland + may not however emulate the vivacity and grace of the French. They are + more cleanly, but they are slow and inapt. I know a girl of twenty + who, although she had lived all her life among vineyards, could not + inform me during what month the vintage took place, and I discovered + she was utterly ignorant of the order in which the months succeed one + another. She would not have been surprised if I had talked of the + burning sun and delicious fruits of December, or of the frosts of + July. Yet she is by no means deficient in understanding. + + The Genevese are also much inclined to puritanism. It is true that + from habit they dance on a Sunday, but as soon as the French + Government was abolished in the town, the magistrates ordered the + theatre to be closed, and measures were taken to pull down the + building. + + We have latterly enjoyed fine weather, and nothing is more pleasant + than to listen to the evening song of the wine-dressers. They are all + women, and most of them have harmonious although masculine voices. The + theme of their ballads consists of shepherds, love, flocks, and the + sons of kings who fall in love with beautiful shepherdesses. Their + tunes are monotonous, but it is sweet to hear them in the stillness of + evening, while we are enjoying the sight of the setting sun, either + from the hill behind our house or from the lake. + + Such are our pleasures here, which would be greatly increased if the + season had been more favourable, for they chiefly consist in such + enjoyments as sunshine and gentle breezes bestow. We have not yet made + any excursion in the environs of the town, but we have planned + several, when you shall again hear of us; and we will endeavour, by + the magic of words, to transport the ethereal part of you to the + neighbourhood of the Alps, and mountain streams, and forests, which, + while they clothe the former, darken the latter with their vast + shadows.--Adieu! + + M. + +Less than a fortnight after this Byron also left the hotel, annoyed beyond +endurance by the unbounded curiosity of which he was the object. He +established himself at the Villa Diodati, on the hill above the Shelleys' +cottage, from which it was separated by a vineyard. Both he and Shelley +were devoted to boating, and passed much time on the water, on one +occasion narrowly escaping being drowned. Visits from one house to the +other were of daily occurrence. The evenings were generally spent at +Diodati, when the whole party would sit up into the small hours of the +morning, discussing all possible and impossible things in earth and +heaven. In temperament Shelley and Byron were indeed radically opposed to +each other, but the intellectual intercourse of two men, alike condemned +to much isolation from their kind by their gifts, their dispositions, and +their misfortunes, could not but be a source of enjoyment to each. Despite +his deep grain of sarcastic egotism, Byron did justice to Shelley's +sincerity, simplicity, and purity of nature, and appreciated at their just +value his mental powers and literary accomplishments. On the other hand, +Shelley's admiration of Byron's genius was simply unbounded, while he +apprehended the mixture of gold and clay in Byron's disposition with +singular acuteness. His was the "pure mind that penetrateth heaven and +hell." But at Geneva the two men were only finding each other out, and, to +Shelley at least, any pain arising from difference of feeling or opinion +was outweighed by the intense pleasure and refreshment of intellectual +comradeship. + +Naturally fond of society, and indeed requiring its stimulus to elicit her +best powers, Mary yet took a passive rather than an active share in these +_symposia_. Looking back on them many years afterwards she wrote: "Since +incapacity and timidity always prevented my mingling in the nightly +conversations of Diodati, they were, as it were, entirely _tete-a-tete_ +between my Shelley and Albe."[19] But she was a keen, eager listener. +Nothing escaped her observation, and none of this time was ever +obliterated from her memory. + +To the intellectual ferment, so to speak, of the Diodati evenings, working +with the new experiences and thoughts of the past two years, is due the +conception of the story by which, as a writer, she is best remembered, the +ghastly but powerful allegorical romance of _Frankenstein_. In her +introduction to a late edition of this work (part of which has already +been quoted here) Mary Shelley has herself told the history of its origin. + + In the summer of 1816 we visited Switzerland, and became the + neighbours of Lord Byron. At first we spent our pleasant hours on the + lake, or wandering on its shores, and Lord Byron, who was writing the + third canto of _Childe Harold_, was the only one among us who put his + thoughts upon paper. These, as he brought them successively to us, + clothed in all the light and harmony of poetry, seemed to stamp as + divine the glories of heaven and earth, whose influences we partook + with him. + + But it proved a wet, ungenial summer, and incessant rain often + confined us for days to the house. Some volumes of ghost stories, + translated from the German into French, fell into our hands. There was + the history of the Inconstant Lover, who, when he thought to clasp the + bride to whom he had pledged his vows, found himself in the arms of + the pale ghost of her whom he had deserted. There was the tale of the + sinful founder of his race, whose miserable doom it was to bestow the + kiss of death on all the younger sons of his fated house, just when + they reached the age of promise. His gigantic shadowy form, clothed, + like the ghost in Hamlet, in complete armour, but with the beaver up, + was seen at midnight, by the moon's fitful beams, to advance slowly + along the gloomy avenue. The shape was lost beneath the shadow of the + castle walls; but soon a gate swung back, a step was heard, the door + of the chamber opened, and he advanced to the couch of the blooming + youths, cradled in healthy sleep. Eternal sorrow sat upon his face as + he bent down and kissed the forehead of the boys, who from that hour + withered like flowers snapt upon the stalk. I have not seen these + stories since then, but their incidents are as fresh in my mind as if + I had read them yesterday. "We will each write a ghost story," said + Byron; and his proposition was acceded to. There were four of us. The + noble author began a tale, a fragment of which he printed at the end + of his poem of Mazeppa. Shelley, more apt to embody ideas and + sentiments in the radiance of brilliant imagery, and in the music of + the most melodious verse that adorns our language, than to invent the + machinery of a story, commenced one founded on the experiences of his + early life. Poor Polidori had some terrible idea about a skull-headed + lady, who was so punished for peeping through a keyhole--what to see I + forget--something very shocking and wrong of course; but when she was + reduced to a worse condition than the renowned Tom of Coventry he did + not know what to do with her, and he was obliged to despatch her to + the tomb of the Capulets, the only place for which she was fitted. The + illustrious poets also, annoyed by the platitude of prose, speedily + relinquished their ungrateful task. I busied myself to _think of a + story_,--a story to rival those which had excited us to this task. One + that would speak to the mysterious fears of our nature, and awaken + thrilling horror--one to make the reader dread to look round, to + curdle the blood and quicken the beatings of the heart. If I did not + accomplish these things my ghost story would be unworthy of its name. + I thought and wondered--vainly. I felt that blank incapability of + invention which is the greatest misery of authorship, when dull + Nothing replies to our anxious invocations. "_Have you thought of a + story?_" I was asked each morning, and each morning I was forced to + reply with a mortifying negative. + + Everything must have a beginning, to speak in Sanchean phrase: and + that beginning must be linked to something that went before. The + Hindoos give the world an elephant to support it, but they make the + elephant stand upon a tortoise. Invention, it must be humbly admitted, + does not consist in creating out of void, but out of chaos; the + materials must, in the first place, be afforded: it can give form to + dark shapeless substances, but cannot bring into being the substance + itself. In all matters of discovery and invention, even of those that + appertain to the imagination, we are continually reminded of the story + of Columbus and his egg. Invention consists in the capacity of seizing + on the capabilities of a subject, and in the power of moulding and + fashioning ideas suggested to it. + + Many and long were the conversations between Lord Byron and Shelley, + to which I was a devout but nearly silent listener. During one of + these various philosophical doctrines were discussed, and, among + others, the nature of the principle of life, and whether there was any + probability of its ever being discovered and communicated. They talked + of the experiments of Dr. Darwin (I speak not of what the doctor + really did, or said that he did, but, as more to my purpose, of what + was then spoken of as having been done by him), who preserved a piece + of vermicelli in a glass case till by some extraordinary means it + began to move with voluntary motion. Not thus, after all, would life + be given. Perhaps a corpse would be reanimated; galvanism had given + token of such things; perhaps the component parts of a creature might + be manufactured, brought together, and endued with vital warmth. + + Night waned upon this talk, and even the witching hour had gone by, + before we retired to rest. When I placed my head upon my pillow I did + not sleep, nor could I be said to think. My imagination, unbidden, + possessed and guided me, gifting the successive images that arose in + my mind with a vividness far beyond the usual bounds of reverie. I + saw--with shut eyes, but acute mental vision,--I saw the pale student + of unhallowed arts kneeling beside the thing he had put together--I + saw the hideous phantasm of a man stretched out, and then, on the + working of some powerful engine, show signs of life, and stir with an + uneasy, half vital motion. Frightful must it be; for supremely + frightful would be the effect of any human endeavour to mock the + stupendous mechanism of the Creator of the world. His success would + terrify the artist; he would rush away from his odious handiwork, + horrorstricken. He would hope that, left to itself, the slight spark + which he had communicated would fade; that this thing, which had + received such imperfect animation, would subside into dead matter; and + he might sleep in the belief that the silence of the grave would + quench for ever the transient existence of the hideous corpse which he + had looked upon as the cradle of life. He sleeps; but he is awakened; + he opens his eyes; behold the horrid thing stands at his bedside, + opening his curtains, and looking on him with yellow, watery, but + speculative eyes. + + I opened mine in terror. The idea so possessed my mind that a thrill + of fear ran through me, and I wished to exchange the ghastly image of + my fancy for the realities around. I see them still; the very room, + the dark _parquet_, the closed shutters, with the moonlight struggling + through, and the sense I had that the glassy lake and white high Alps + were beyond. I could not so easily get rid of my hideous phantom; + still it haunted me. I must try to think of something else. I recurred + to my ghost story--my tiresome unlucky ghost story. O! if I could only + contrive one which would frighten my reader as I myself had been + frightened that night! + + Swift as light and as cheering was the idea that broke in upon me. "I + have found it! What terrified me will terrify others; and I need only + describe the spectre which had haunted my midnight pillow." On the + morrow I announced that I had _thought of a story_. I began that day + with the words, _It was on a dreary night of November_, making only a + transcript of the grim terrors of my waking dream. + + At first I thought of but a few pages--of a short tale; but Shelley + urged me to develop the idea at greater length. I certainly did not + owe the suggestion of one incident, nor scarcely of one train of + feeling, to my husband, and yet, but for his incitement, it would + never have taken the form in which it was presented to the world. From + this declaration I must except the preface. As far as I can recollect, + it was entirely written by him. + +Every one now knows the story of the "Modern Prometheus,"--the student +who, having devoted himself to the search for the principle of life, +discovers it, manufactures an imitation of a human being, endows it with +vitality, and having thus encroached on divine prerogative, finds himself +the slave of his own creature, for he has set in motion a force beyond his +power to control or annihilate. Aghast at the actual and possible +consequences of his own achievement, he recoils from carrying it out to +its ultimate end, and stops short of doing what is necessary to render +this force independent. The being has, indeed, the perception and desire +of goodness; but is, by the circumstances of its abnormal existence, +delivered over to evil, and Frankenstein, and all whom he loves, fall +victims to its vindictive malice. Surely no girl, before or since, has +imagined, and carried out to its pitiless conclusion so grim an idea. + +Mary began her rough sketch of this story during the absence of Shelley +and Byron on a voyage round the lake of Geneva; the memorable excursion +during which Byron wrote the _Prisoner of Chillon_ and great part of the +third canto of _Childe Harold_, and Shelley conceived the idea of that +"Hymn to Intellectual Beauty," which may be called his confession of +faith. When they returned they found Mary hard at work on the fantastic +speculation which possessed her mind and exerted over it a fascination and +a power of excitement beyond that of the sublime external nature which +inspired the two poets. + +When, in July, she set off with Shelley and Clare on a short tour to the +Valley of Chamounix, she took her MS. with her. They visited the Mer de +Glace, and the source of the Arveiron. The magnificent scenery which +inspired Shelley with his poem on "Mont Blanc," and is described by Mary +in the extracts from her journal which follow, served her as a fitting +background for the most preternatural portions of her romance. + + _Tuesday, July 23_ (Chamounix).--In the morning, after breakfast, we + mount our mules to see the source of the Arveiron. When we had gone + about three parts of the way, we descended and continued our route on + foot, over loose stones, many of which were an enormous size. We came + to the source, which lies (like a stage) surrounded on the three sides + by mountains and glaciers. We sat on a rock, which formed the fourth, + gazing on the scene before us. An immense glacier was on our left, + which continually rolled stones to its foot. It is very dangerous to + be directly under this. Our guide told us a story of two Hollanders + who went, without any guide, into a cavern of the glacier, and fired a + pistol there, which drew down a large piece on them. We see several + avalanches, some very small, others of great magnitude, which roared + and smoked, overwhelming everything as it passed along, and + precipitating great pieces of ice into the valley below. This glacier + is increasing every day a foot, closing up the valley. We drink some + water of the Arveiron and return. After dinner think it will rain, and + Shelley goes alone to the glacier of Boison. I stay at home. Read + several tales of Voltaire. In the evening I copy Shelley's letter to + Peacock. + + _Wednesday, July 24._--To-day is rainy; therefore we cannot go to Col + de Balme. About 10 the weather appears clearing up. Shelley and I + begin our journey to Montanvert. Nothing can be more desolate than the + ascent of this mountain; the trees in many places having been torn + away by avalanches, and some half leaning over others, intermingled + with stones, present the appearance of vast and dreadful desolation. + It began to rain almost as soon as we left our inn. When we had + mounted considerably we turned to look on the scene. A dense white + mist covered the vale, and tops of scattered pines peeping above were + the only objects that presented themselves. The rain continued in + torrents. We were wetted to the skin; so that, when we had ascended + halfway, we resolved to turn back. As we descended, Shelley went + before, and, tripping up, fell upon his knee. This added to the + weakness occasioned by a blow on his ascent; he fainted, and was for + some minutes incapacitated from continuing his route. + + We arrived wet to the skin. I read _Nouvelles Nouvelles_, and write my + story. Shelley writes part of letter. + + * * * * * + + _Saturday, July 27._--It is a most beautiful day, without a cloud. We + set off at 12. The day is hot, yet there is a fine breeze. We pass by + the Great Waterfall, which presents an aspect of singular beauty. The + wind carries it away from the rock, and on towards the north, and the + fine spray into which it is entirely dissolved passes before the + mountain like a mist. + + The other cascade has very little water, and is consequently not so + beautiful as before. The evening of the day is calm and beautiful. + Evening is the only time I enjoy travelling. The horses went fast, and + the plain opened before us. We saw Jura and the Lake like old friends. + I longed to see my pretty babe. At 9, after much inquiring and + stupidity, we find the road, and alight at Diodati. We converse with + Lord Byron till 12, and then go down to Chapuis, kiss our babe, and go + to bed. + +Circumstances had modified Shelley's previous intention of remaining +permanently abroad, and the end of August found him moving homeward. + +The following extracts from Mary's diary give a sketch of their life +during the few weeks preceding their return to England. + + _Sunday, July 28_ (Montalegre).--I read Voltaire's _Romans_. Shelley + reads Lucretius, and talks with Clare. After dinner he goes out in the + boat with Lord Byron, and we all go up to Diodati in the evening. This + is the second anniversary since Shelley's and my union. + + _Monday, July 29._--Write; read Voltaire and Quintus Curtius. A rainy + day, with thunder and lightning. Shelley finishes Lucretius, and reads + Pliny's _Letters_. + + _Tuesday, July 30._--Read Quintus Curtius. Shelley read Pliny's + _Letters_. After dinner we go up to Diodati, and stay the evening. + + _Thursday, August 1._--Make a balloon for Shelley, after which he goes + up to Diodati, to dine and spend the evening. Read twelve pages of + Curtius. Write, and read the _Reveries of Rousseau_. Shelley reads + Pliny's _Letters_. + + _Friday, August 2._--I go to the town with Shelley, to buy a telescope + for his birthday present. In the evening Lord Byron and he go out in + the boat, and, after their return, Shelley and Clare go up to + Diodati; I do not, for Lord Byron did not seem to wish it. Shelley + returns with a letter from Longdill, which requires his return to + England. This puts us in bad spirits. I read _Reveries_ and _Adele et + Theodore de Madame de Genlis_, and Shelley reads Pliny's _Letters_. + + _Saturday, August 3._--Finish the first volume of _Adele_, and write. + After dinner write to Fanny, and go up to Diodati, where I read the + _Life of Madame du Deffand_. We come down early and talk of our plans. + Shelley reads Pliny's _Letters_, and writes letters. + + _Sunday, August 4._--Shelley's birthday. Write; read _Tableau de + famille_. Go out with Shelley in the boat, and read to him the fourth + book of Virgil. After dinner we go up to Diodati, but return soon. I + read Curtius with Shelley, and finish the first volume, after which we + go out in the boat to set up the balloon, but there is too much wind; + we set it up from the land, but it takes fire as soon as it is up. I + finish the _Reveries of Rousseau_. Shelley reads and finishes Pliny's + _Letters_, and begins the _Panegyric of Trajan_. + + _Wednesday, August 7._--Write, and read ten pages of Curtius. Lord + Byron and Shelley go out in the boat. I translate in the evening, and + afterwards go up to Diodati. Shelley reads Tacitus. + + _Friday, August 9._--Write and translate; finish _Adele_, and read a + little Curtius. Shelley goes out in the boat with Lord Byron in the + morning and in the evening, and reads Tacitus. About 3 o'clock we go + up to Diodati. We receive a long letter from Fanny. + + + FANNY TO MARY. + + LONDON, _29th July 1816_. + + MY DEAR MARY--I have just received yours, which gave me great + pleasure, though not quite so satisfactory a one as I could have + wished. I plead guilty to the charge of having written in some degree + in an ill humour; but if you knew how I am harassed by a variety of + trying circumstances, I am sure you would feel for me. Besides other + plagues, I was oppressed with the most violent cold in my head when I + last wrote you that I ever had in my life. I will now, however, + endeavour to give as much information from England as I am capable of + giving, mixed up with as little spleen as possible. I have received + Jane's letter, which was a very dear and a very sweet one, and I + should have answered it but for the dreadful state of mind I generally + labour under, and which I in vain endeavour to get rid of. From your + and Jane's description of the weather in Switzerland, it has produced + more mischief abroad than here. Our rain has been as constant as + yours, for it rains every day, but it has not been accompanied by + violent storms. All accounts from the country say that the corn has + not yet suffered, but that it is yet perfectly green; but I fear that + the sun will not come this year to ripen it. As yet we have had fires + almost constantly, and have just got a few strawberries. You ask for + particulars of the state of England. I do not understand the causes + for the distress which I see, and hear dreadful accounts of, every + day; but I know that they really exist. Papa, I believe, does not + think much, or does not inquire, on these subjects, for I never can + get him to give me any information. From Mr. Booth I got the clearest + account, which has been confirmed by others since. He says that it is + the "Peace" that has brought all this calamity upon us; that during + the war the whole Continent were employed in fighting and defending + their country from the incursions of foreign armies; that England + alone was free to manufacture in peace; that our manufactories, in + consequence, employed several millions, and at higher wages, than were + wanted for our own consumption. Now peace is come, foreign ports are + shut, and millions of our fellow-creatures left to starve. He also + says that we have no need to manufacture for ourselves--that we have + enough of the various articles of our manufacture to last for seven + years--and that the going on is only increasing the evil. They say + that in the counties of Staffordshire and Shropshire there are 26,000 + men out of employment, and without the means of getting any. A few + weeks since there were several parties of colliers, who came as far as + St. Albans and Oxford, dragging coals in immense waggons, without + horses, to the Prince Regent at Carlton House; one of these waggons + was said to be conducted by a hundred colliers. The Ministers, + however, thought proper, when these men had got to the distance from + London of St. Albans, to send Magistrates to them, who paid them + handsomely for their coals, and gave them money besides, telling them + that coming to London would only create disturbance and riot, without + relieving their misery; they therefore turned back, and the coals were + given away to the poor people of the neighbourhood where they were + met. This may give you some idea of the misery suffered. At Glasgow, + the state of wretchedness is worse than anywhere else. Houses that + formerly employed two or three hundred men now only employ three or + four individuals. There have been riots of a very serious nature in + the inland counties, arising from the same causes. This, joined to + this melancholy season, has given us all very serious alarm, and + helped to make me write so dismally. They talk of a change of + Ministers; but this can effect no good; it is a change of the whole + system of things that is wanted. Mr. Owen, however, tells us to cheer + up, for that in two years we shall feel the good effect of his plans; + he is quite certain that they will succeed. I have no doubt that he + will do a great deal of good; but how he can expect to make the rich + give up their possessions, and live in a state of equality, is too + romantic to be believed. I wish I could send you his Address to the + People of New Lanark, on the 1st of January 1816, on the opening of + the Institution for the Formation of Character. He dedicates it "To + those who have no private ends to accomplish, who are honestly in + search of truth for the purpose of ameliorating the condition of + society, and who have the firmness to follow the truth, wherever it + may lead, without being turned aside from the pursuit by the + _prepossessions or prejudices of any part of mankind_." + + This dedication will give you some idea of what sort of an Address it + is. This Address was delivered on a Sunday evening, in a place set + apart for the purposes of religion, and brought hundreds of persons + from the regular clergymen to hear his profane Address,--against all + religions, governments, and all sorts of aristocracy,--which, he says, + was received with the greatest attention and highly approved. The + outline of his plan is this: "That no human being shall work more than + two or three hours every day; that they shall be all equal; that no + one shall dress but after the plainest and simplest manner; that they + be allowed to follow any religion, as they please; and that their + [studies] shall be Mechanics and Chemistry." I hate and am sick at + heart at the misery I see my fellow-beings suffering, but I own I + should not like to live to see the extinction of all genius, talent, + and elevated generous feeling in Great Britain, which I conceive to be + the natural consequence of Mr. Owen's plan. I am not either wise + enough, philosophical enough, nor historian enough, to say what will + make man plain and simple in manners and mode of life, and at the same + time a poet, a painter, and a philosopher; but this I know, that I had + rather live with the Genevese, as you and Jane describe, than live in + London, with the most brilliant beings that exist, in its present + state of vice and misery. So much for Mr. Owen, who is, indeed, a very + great and good man. He told me the other day that he wished our Mother + were living, as he had never before met with a person who thought so + exactly as he did, or who would have so warmly and zealously entered + into his plans. Indeed, there is nothing very promising in a return to + England at least for some time to come, for it is better to witness + misery in a foreign country than one's own, unless you have the means + of relieving it. I wish I could send you the books you ask for. I + should have sent them, if Longdill had not said he was not + sending--that he expected Shelley in England. I shall send again + immediately, and will then send you _Christabel_ and the "Poet's" + _Poems_. Were I not a dependent being in every sense of the word, but + most particularly in money, I would send you other things, which + perhaps you would be glad of. I am much more interested in Lord Byron + since I have read all his poems. When you left England I had only read + _Childe Harold_ and his smaller poems. The pleasure he has excited in + me, and gratitude I owe him for having cheered several gloomy hours, + makes me wish for a more finished portrait, both of his _mind_ and + _countenance_. From _Childe Harold_ I gained a very ill impression of + him, because I conceived it was _himself_,--notwithstanding the pains + he took to tell us it was an imaginary being. The _Giaour_, _Lara_, + and the _Corsair_ make me justly style him a poet. Do in your next + oblige me by telling me the minutest particulars of him, for it is + from the _small things_ that you learn most of character. Is his face + as fine as in your portrait of him, or is it more like the other + portrait of him? Tell me also if he has a pleasing voice, for that has + a great charm with me. Does he come into your house in a careless, + friendly, dropping-in manner? I wish to know, though not from idle + curiosity, whether he was capable of acting in the manner that the + London scandal-mongers say he did? You must by this time know if he is + a profligate in principle--a man who, like Curran, gives himself + unbounded liberty in all sorts of profligacy. I cannot think, from his + writings, that he can be such a _detestable being_. Do answer me these + questions, for where I love the poet I should like to respect the man. + Shelley's boat excursion with him must have been very delightful. I + think Lord Byron never writes so well as when he writes descriptions + of water scenes; for instance, the beginning of the _Giaour_. There is + a fine expressive line in _Childe Harold_: "Blow, swiftly blow, thou + keen compelling gale," etc. There could have been no difference of + sentiment in this divine excursion; they were both poets, equally + alive to the charms of nature and the eloquent writing of Rousseau. I + long very much to read the poem the "Poet" has written on the spot + where Julie was drowned. When will they come to England? Say that you + have a friend who has few pleasures, and is very impatient to read the + poems written at Geneva. If they are not to be published, may I see + them in manuscript? I am angry with Shelley for not writing himself. + It is impossible to tell the good that POETS do their + fellow-creatures, at least those that can feel. Whilst I read I am a + poet. I am inspired with good feelings--feelings that create perhaps + a more permanent good in me than all the everyday preachments in the + world; it counteracts the dross which one gives on the everyday + concerns of life, and tells us there is something yet in the world to + aspire to--something by which succeeding ages may be made happy and + perhaps better. If Shelley cannot accomplish any other good, he can + this divine one. Laugh at me, but do not be angry with me, for taking + up your time with my nonsense. I have sent again to Longdill, and he + has returned the same answer as before. I can [not], therefore, send + you _Christabel_. Lamb says it ought never to have been published; + that no one understands it; and _Kubla Khan_ (which is the poem he + made in his sleep) is nonsense. Coleridge is living at Highgate; he is + living with an apothecary, to whom he pays L5 a week for board, + lodging, and medical advice. The apothecary is to take care that he + does not take either opium or spirituous liquors. Coleridge, however, + was tempted, and wrote to a chemist he knew in London to send a bottle + of laudanum to Mr. Murray's in Albemarle Street, to be enclosed in a + parcel of books to him; his landlord, however, felt the parcel + outside, and discovered the fatal bottle. Mr. Morgan told me the other + day that Coleridge improved in health under the care of the + apothecary, and was writing fast a continuation of _Christabel_. + + You ask me if Mr. Booth mentioned Isabel's having received a letter + from you. He never mentioned your name to me, nor I to him; but he + told Mamma that you had written a letter to her from Calais. He is + gone back, and promises to bring Isabel next year. He has given us a + volume of his _poetry_--_true, genuine poetry_--not such as + Coleridge's or Wordsworth's, but Miss Seward's and Dr. Darwin's-- + + Dying swains to sighing Delias. + + You ask about old friends; we have none, and see none. Poor Marshal is + in a bad way; we see very little of him. Mrs. Kenny is going + immediately to live near Orleans, which is better for her than living + in London, afraid of her creditors. The Lambs have been spending a + month in the neighbourhood of Clifton and Bristol; they were highly + delighted with Clifton. Sheridan is dead. Papa was very much grieved + at his death. William and he went to his funeral. He was buried in the + Poets' Corner of Westminster Abbey, attended by all the high people. + Papa has visited his grave many times since. I am too young to + remember his speeches in Parliament. I never admired his style of + play-writing. I cannot, therefore, sympathise in the elegant tributes + to his memory which have been paid by all parties. Those things which + I have heard from all parties of his drunkenness I cannot admire. We + have had one great pleasure since your departure, in viewing a fine + collection of the Italian masters at the British Institution. Two of + the Cartoons are there. Paul preaching at Athens is the finest picture + I ever beheld.... I am going again to see this Exhibition next week, + before it closes, when I shall be better able to tell you which I most + admire of Raphael, Titian, Leonardo da Vinci, Domenichino, Claude, S. + Rosa, Poussin, Murillo, etc., and all of which cannot be too much + examined. I only wish I could have gone many times. Charles's letter + has not yet arrived. Do give me every account of him when you next + hear from him. I think it is of great consequence the mode of life he + now pursues, as it will most likely decide his future good or ill + doing. You ask what I mean by "plans with Mr. Blood?" I meant a + residence in Ireland. However, I will not plague you with them till I + understand them myself. My Aunt Everina will be in London next week, + when my future fate will be decided. I shall then give you a full and + clear account of what my unhappy life is to be spent in, etc. I left + it to the end of my letter to call your attention most seriously to + what I said in my last letter respecting Papa's affairs. They have now + a much more serious and threatening aspect than when I last wrote to + you. You perhaps think that Papa has gained a large sum by his novel + engagement, which is not the case. He could make no other engagement + with Constable than that they should share the profits equally between + them, which, if the novel is successful, is an advantageous bargain. + Papa, however, prevailed upon him to advance L200, to be deducted + hereafter out of the part he is to receive; and if two volumes of the + novel are not forthcoming on the 1st of January 1817, Constable has a + promissory note to come upon papa for the L200. This L200 I told you + was appropriated to Davidson and Hamilton, who had lent him L200 on + his _Caleb Williams_ last year; so that you perceive he has as yet + gained nothing on his novel, and all depends upon his future + exertions. He has been very unwell and very uneasy in his mind for the + last week, unable to write; and it was not till this day I discovered + the cause, which has given me great uneasiness. You seem to have + forgotten Kingdon's L300 to be paid at the end of June. He has had a + great deal of plague and uneasiness about it, and has at last been + obliged to give Kingdon his promissory note for L300, payable on + demand, so that every hour is not safe. Kingdon is no friend, and the + money Government money, and it cannot be expected he will show Papa + any mercy. I dread the effect on his health. He cannot sleep at night, + and is indeed very unwell. This he concealed from Mamma and myself + until this day. Taylor of Norwich has also come upon him again; he + says, owing to the distress of the country, he must have the money for + his children; but I do not fear him like Kingdon. Shelley said in his + letter, some weeks ago, that the L300 should come the end of June. + Papa, therefore, acted upon that promise. From your last letter I + perceive you think I colour my statements. I assure you I am most + anxious, when I mention these unfortunate affairs, to speak the truth, + and nothing but the truth, as it is. I think it my duty to tell you + the real state of the case, for I know you deceive yourself about + things. If Papa could go on with his novel in good spirits, I think it + would perhaps be his very best. He said the other day that he was + writing upon a subject no one had ever written upon before, and that + it would require great exertion to make it what he wished. Give my + love to Jane; thank her for her letter. I will write to her next week, + though I consider this long tiresome one as addressed to you all. + Give my love also to Shelley; tell him, if he goes any more + excursions, nothing will give me more pleasure than a description of + them. Tell him I like your [____][20] tour best, though I should like + to visit _Venice_ and _Naples_. Kiss dear William for me; I sometimes + consider him as my child, and look forward to the time of my old age + and his manhood. Do you dip him in the lake? I am much afraid you will + find this letter much too long; if it affords you any pleasure, oblige + me by a long one in return, but write small, for Mamma complains of + the postage of a double letter. I pay the full postage of all the + letters I send, and you know I have not a _sous_ of my own. Mamma is + much better, though not without rheumatism. William is better than he + ever was in his life. I am not well; my mind always keeps my body in a + fever; but never mind me. Do entreat J. to attend to her eyes. Adieu, + my dear Sister. Let me entreat you to consider seriously all that I + have said concerning your Father.--Yours, very affectionately, + + FANNY. + + + _Journal, Saturday, August 10._--Write to Fanny. Shelley writes to + Charles. We then go to town to buy books and a watch for Fanny. Read + Curtius after my return; translate. In the evening Shelley and Lord + Byron go out in the boat. Translate, and when they return go up to + Diodati. Shelley reads Tacitus. A writ of arrest comes from Polidori, + for having "casse ses lunettes et fait tomber son chapeau" of the + apothecary who sells bad magnesia. + + * * * * * + + _Monday, August 12._--Write my story and translate. Shelley goes to + the town, and afterwards goes out in the boat with Lord Byron. After + dinner I go out a little in the boat, and then Shelley goes up to + Diodati. I translate in the evening, and read _Le Vieux de la + Montagne_, and write. Shelley, in coming down, is attacked by a dog, + which delays him; we send up for him, and Lord Byron comes down; in + the meantime Shelley returns. + + _Wednesday, August 14._--Read _Le Vieux de la Montagne_; translate. + Shelley reads Tacitus, and goes out with Lord Byron before and after + dinner. Lewis[21] comes to Diodati. Shelley goes up there, and Clare + goes up to copy. Remain at home, and read _Le Vieux de la Montagne_. + + * * * * * + + _Friday, August 16._--Write, and read a little of Curtius; translate; + read _Walther_ and some of _Rienzi_. Lord Byron goes with Lewis to + Ferney. Shelley writes, and reads Tacitus. + + _Saturday, August 17._--Write, and finish _Walther_. In the evening I + go out in the boat with Shelley, and he afterwards goes up to Diodati. + Began one of Madame de Genlis's novels. Shelley finishes Tacitus. + Polidori comes down. Little babe is not well. + + _Sunday, August 18._--Talk with Shelley, and write; read Curtius. + Shelley reads Plutarch in Greek. Lord Byron comes down, and stays here + an hour. I read a novel in the evening. Shelley goes up to Diodati, + and Monk Lewis. + + * * * * * + + _Tuesday, August 20._--Read Curtius; write; read _Herman d'Unna_. Lord + Byron comes down after dinner, and remains with us until dark. Shelley + spends the rest of the evening at Diodati. He reads Plutarch. + + _Wednesday, August 21._--Shelley and I talk about my story. Finish + _Herman d'Unna_ and write. Shelley reads Milton. After dinner Lord + Byron comes down, and Clare and Shelley go up to Diodati. Read + _Rienzi_. + + _Friday, August 23._--Shelley goes up to Diodati, and then in the boat + with Lord Byron, who has heard bad news of Lady Byron, and is in bad + spirits concerning it.... Letters arrive from Peacock and Charles. + Shelley reads Milton. + + _Saturday, August 24._--Write. Shelley goes to Geneva. Read. Lord + Byron and Shelley sit on the wall before dinner. After I talk with + Shelley, and then Lord Byron comes down and spends an hour here. + Shelley and he go up together. + + * * * * * + + _Monday, August 26._--Hobhouse and Scroop Davis come to Diodati. + Shelley spends the evening there, and reads _Germania_. Several books + arrive, among others Coleridge's _Christabel_, which Shelley reads + aloud to me before going to bed. + + * * * * * + + _Wednesday, August 28._--Packing. Shelley goes to town. Work. Polidori + comes down, and afterwards Lord Byron. After dinner we go upon the + water; pack; and Shelley goes up to Diodati. Shelley reads _Histoire + de la Revolution par Rabault_. + + _Thursday, August 29._--We depart from Geneva at 9 in the morning. + +They travelled to Havre _via_ Dijon, Auxerre, and Villeneuve; allowing +only a few hours for visiting the palaces of Fontainebleau and Versailles, +and the Cathedral of Rouen. From Havre they sailed to Portsmouth, where, +for a short time, they separated. Shelley went to stay with Peacock, who +was living at Great Marlow, and had been looking about there for a house +to suit his friends. Mary and Clare proceeded to Bath, where they were to +spend the next few months. + + _Journal, Tuesday, September 10._--Arrive at Bath about 2. Dine, and + spend the evening in looking for lodgings. Read Mrs. Robinson's + _Valcenga_. + + _Wednesday, September 11._--Look for lodgings; take some, and settle + ourselves. Read the first volume of _The Antiquary_, and work. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +SEPTEMBER 1816-FEBRUARY 1817 + + +Trouble had, for some time past, been gathering in heavy clouds. Godwin's +affairs were in worse plight than ever, and the Shelleys, go where they +might, were never suffered to forget them. Fanny constituted herself his +special pleader, and made it evident that she found it hard to believe +Shelley could not, if he chose, get more money than he did for Mary's +father. Her long letters, bearing witness in every line to her great +natural intelligence and sensibility, excite the deepest pity for her, and +not a little, it must be added, for those to whom they were addressed. The +poor girl's life was, indeed, a hard one, and of all her trials perhaps +the most insurmountable was that inherited melancholy of the +Wollstonecraft temperament which permitted her no illusions, no moments, +even, of respite from care in unreasoning gaiety such as are incidental to +most young and healthy natures. Nor, although she won every one's respect +and most people's liking, had she the inborn gift of inspiring devotion or +arousing enthusiasm. She was one of those who give all and take nothing. +The people she loved all cared for others more than they did for her, or +cared only for themselves. Full of warmth and affection and ideal +aspirations; sympathetically responsive to every poem, every work of art +appealing to imagination, she was condemned by her temperament and the +surroundings of her life to idealise nothing, and to look at all objects +as they presented themselves to her, in the light of the very commonest +day. + +Less pressing than Godwin, but still another disturbing cause, was Charles +Clairmont, who was travelling abroad in search, partly of health, partly +of occupation; had found the former, but not the latter, and, of course, +looked to Shelley as the magician who was to realise all his plans for +him. Of his discursive letters, which are immensely long, in a style of +florid eloquence, only a few specimen extracts can find room here. One, +received by Shelley and Mary at Geneva, openly confesses that, though it +was a year since he had left England, he had abstained, as yet, from +writing to Skinner Street, being as unsettled as ever, and having had +nothing to speak of but his pleasures;--having in short been going on +"just like a butterfly,--though still as a butterfly of the best +intentions." He proceeds to describe the country, his manner of living +there, his health,--he details his symptoms, and sets forth at length the +various projects he might entertain, and the marvellous cheapness of one +and all of them, if only he could afford to have any projects at all. He +enumerates items of expenditure connected with one of his schemes, and +concludes thus-- + + I lay this proposal before you, without knowing anything of your + finances, which, I fear, cannot be in too flourishing a situation. You + will, I trust, consider of the thing, and treat it as frankly as it + has been offered. I know you too well not to know you would do for me + all in your power. Have the goodness to write to me as instantly as + possible. + +And Shelley did write,--so says the journal. + +Last not least, there was Clare. At what point of all this time did her +secret become known to Shelley and Mary? No document as yet has seen the +light which informs us of this. Perhaps some day it may. Unfortunately for +biographers and for readers of biography, Mary's journal is almost devoid +of personal gossip, or indeed of personalities of any kind. Her diary is a +record of outward facts, and, occasionally, of intellectual impressions; +no intimate history and no one else's affairs are confided to it. No +change of tone is perceptible anywhere. All that can be asserted is that +they knew nothing of it when they went to Geneva. In the absence of +absolute proof to the contrary it is impossible to believe that they were +not aware of it when they came back. Clare was an expecting mother. For +four months they had all been in daily intercourse with Byron, who never +was or could be reticent, and who was not restrained either by delicacy or +consideration for others from saying what he chose. But when and how the +whole affair was divulged and what its effect was on Shelley and Mary +remains a mystery. From this time, however, Clare resumed her place as a +member of their household. It cannot have been a matter of satisfaction to +Mary: domestic life was more congenial without Clare's presence than with +it, but now that there was a true reason for her taking shelter with them, +Mary's native nobility of heart was equal to the occasion, and she gave +help, support, and confidence, ungrudgingly and without stint. Never in +her journal, and only once in her letters does any expression of +discontent appear. They settled down together in their lodgings at Bath, +but on the 19th of September Mary set out to join Shelley at Marlow for a +few days, leaving Clara in charge of little Willy and the Swiss nurse +Elise. On the 25th both were back at Bath, where they resumed their quiet, +regular way of life, resting and reading. But this apparent peace was not +to be long unbroken. Letters from Fanny followed each other in quick +succession, breathing nothing but painful, perpetual anxiety. + + FANNY TO MARY. + + _26th September 1816._ + + MY DEAR MARY--I received your letter last Saturday, which rejoiced my + heart. I cannot help envying your calm, contented disposition, and + the calm philosophical habits of life which pursue you, or rather + which you pursue everywhere. I allude to your description of the + manner in which you pass your days at Bath, when most women would + hardly have recovered from the fatigues of such a journey as you had + been taking. I am delighted to hear such pleasing accounts of your + William; I should like to see him, dear fellow; the change of air does + him infinite good, no doubt. I am very glad you have got Jane a + pianoforte; if anything can do her good and restore her to industry, + it is music. I think I gave her all the music here; however, I will + look again for what I can find. I am angry with Shelley for not giving + me an account of his health. All that I saw of him gave me great + uneasiness about him, and as I see him but seldom, I am much more + alarmed perhaps than you, who are constantly with him. I hope that it + is only the London air which does not agree with him, and that he is + now much better; however, it would have been kind to have said so. + + Aunt Everina and Mrs. Bishop left London two days ago. It pained me + very much to find that they have entirely lost their little income + from Primrose Street, which is very hard upon them at their age. Did + Shelley tell you a singular story about Mrs. B. having received an + annuity which will make up in part for her loss? + + Poor Papa is going on with his novel, though I am sure it is very + fatiguing to him, though he will not allow it; he is not able to study + as much as formerly without injuring himself; this, joined to the + plagues of his affairs, which he fears will never be closed, make me + very anxious for him. The name of his novel is _Mandeville, or a Tale + of the Seventeenth Century_. I think, however, you had better not + mention the name to any one, as he wishes it not to be announced at + present. Tell Shelley, as soon as he knows certainly about Longdill, + to write, that he may be eased on that score, for it is a great weight + on his spirits at present. Mr. Owen is come to town to prepare for the + meeting of Parliament. There never was so devoted a being as he is; + and it certainly must end in his doing a great deal of good, though + not the good he talks of. + + Have you heard from Charles? He has never given us a single line. I am + afraid he is doing very ill, and has the conscience not to write a + parcel of lies. Beg the favour of Shelley, to copy for me his poem on + the scenes at the foot of Mont Blanc, and tell him or remind him of a + letter which you said he had written on these scenes; you cannot think + what a treasure they would be to me; remember you promised them to me + when you returned to England. Have you heard from Lord Byron since he + visited those sublime scenes? I have had great pleasure since I saw + Shelley in going over a fine gallery of pictures of the Old Masters at + Dulwich. There was a St. Sebastian by Guido, the finest picture I ever + saw; there were also the finest specimens of Murillo, the great + Spanish painter, to be found in England, and two very fine Titians. + But the works of art are not to be compared to the works of nature, + and I am never satisfied. It is only poets that are eternal + benefactors of their fellow-creatures, and the real ones never fail of + giving us the highest degree of pleasure we are capable of; they are, + in my opinion, nature and art united, and as such never fading. + + Do write to me immediately, and tell me you have got a house, and + answer those questions I asked you at the beginning of this letter. + + Give my love to Shelley, and kiss William for me. Your affectionate + Sister, + + FANNY. + +When Shelley sold to his father the reversion of a part of his +inheritance, he had promised to Godwin a sum of L300, which he had hoped +to save from the money thus obtained. Owing to certain conditions attached +to the transaction by Sir Timothy Shelley, this proved to be impossible. +The utmost Shelley could do, and that only by leaving himself almost +without resources, was to send something over L200; a bitter +disappointment to Godwin, who had given a bill for the full amount. +Shelley had perhaps been led by his hopes, and his desire to serve Godwin, +to speak in too sanguine a tone as to his prospect of obtaining the money, +and the letter announcing his failure came, Fanny wrote, "like a +thunderclap." In her disappointment she taxed Shelley with want of +frankness, and Shelley and Mary both with an apparent wish to avoid the +subject of Godwin's affairs. + + "You know," she writes, "the peculiar temperature of Papa's mind (if I + may so express myself); you know he cannot write when pecuniary + circumstances overwhelm him; you know that it is of the utmost + consequence, for _his own_ and the _world's sake_ that he should + finish his novel; and is it not your and Shelley's duty to consider + these things, and to endeavour to prevent, as far as lies in your + power, giving him unnecessary pain and anxiety?" + +To the Shelleys, who had strained every nerve to obtain this money, +unmindful of the insulting manner in which such assistance was demanded +and received by Godwin, these appeals to their sense of duty must have +been exasperating. Nor were matters mended by hearing of sundry scandalous +reports abroad concerning themselves--reports sedulously gathered by Mrs. +Godwin, and of which Fanny thought it her duty to inform them, so as to +put them on their guard. They, on their part, were indignant, especially +with Mrs. Godwin, who had evidently, they surmised, gone out of her way +to collect this false information, and had helped rather than hindered its +circulation; and they expressed themselves to this effect. Fanny stoutly +defended her stepmother against these attacks. + + Mamma and I are not great friends, but, always alive to her virtues, I + am anxious to defend her from a charge so foreign to her character.... + I told Shelley these (scandalous reports), and I still think they + originated with your servants and Harriet, whom I know has been very + industrious in spreading false reports about you. I at the same time + advised Shelley always to keep French servants, and he then seemed to + think it a good plan. You are very careless, and are for ever leaving + your letters about. English servants like nothing so much as scandal + and gossip; but this you know as well as I, and this is the origin of + the stories that are told. And this you choose to father on Mamma, who + (whatever she chooses to say in a passion to me alone) is the woman + the most incapable of such low conduct. I do not say that her + inferences are always the most just or the most amiable, but they are + always confined to myself and Papa. Depend upon it you are perfectly + safe as long as you keep your French servant with you.... I have now + to entreat you, Shelley, to tell Papa exactly what you can and what + you cannot do, for he does not seem to know what you mean in your + letter. I know that you are most anxious to do everything in your + power to complete your engagement to him, and to do anything that will + not ruin yourself to save him; but he is not convinced of this, and I + think it essential to his peace that he should be convinced of this. I + do not on any account wish you to give him false hopes. Forgive me if + I have expressed myself unkindly. My heart is warm in your cause, and + I am _anxious, most anxious_, that Papa should feel for you as I do, + both for your own and his sake.... All that I have said about Mamma + proceeds from the hatred I have of talking and petty scandal, which, + though trifling in itself, often does superior persons much injury, + though it cannot proceed from any but vulgar souls in the first + instance. + +This letter was crossed by Shelley's, enclosing more than +L200--insufficient, however, to meet the situation or to raise the heavy +veil of gloom which had settled on Skinner Street. Fanny could bear it no +longer. Despairing gloom from Godwin, whom she loved, and who in his gloom +was no philosopher; sordid, nagging, angry gloom from "Mamma," who, +clearly enough, did not scruple to remind the poor girl that she had been +a charge and a burden to the household (this may have been one of the +things she only "chose to say in a passion, to Fanny alone"); her sisters +gone, and neither of them in complete sympathy with her; no friends to +cheer or divert her thoughts! A plan had been under consideration for her +residing with her relatives in Ireland, and the last drop of bitterness +was the refusal of her aunt, Everina Wollstonecraft, to have her. What was +left for her? Much, if she could have believed it, and have nerved herself +to patience. But she was broken down and blinded by the strain of over +endurance. On the 9th of October she disappeared from home. Shelley and +Mary in Bath suspected nothing of the impending crisis. The journal for +that week is as follows-- + + _Saturday, October 5_ (Mary).--Read Clarendon and Curtius; walk with + Shelley. Shelley reads Tasso. + + _Sunday, October 6_ (Shelley).--On this day Mary put her head through + the door and said, "Come and look; here's a cat eating roses; she'll + turn into a woman; when beasts eat these roses they turn into men and + women." + + (Mary).--Read Clarendon all day; finish the eleventh book. Shelley + reads Tasso. + + _Monday, October 7._--Read Curtius and Clarendon; write. Shelley reads + _Don Quixote_ aloud in the evening. + + _Tuesday, October 8._--Letter from Fanny (this letter has not been + preserved). Drawing lesson. Walk out with Shelley to the South Parade; + read Clarendon, and draw. In the evening work, and Shelley reads _Don + Quixote_; afterwards read _Memoirs of the Princess of Bareith_ aloud. + + _Wednesday, October 9._--Read Curtius; finish the _Memoirs_; draw. In + the evening a very alarming letter comes from Fanny. Shelley goes + immediately to Bristol; we sit up for him till 2 in the morning, when + he returns, but brings no particular news. + + _Thursday, October 10._--Shelley goes again to Bristol, and obtains + more certain trace. Work and read. He returns at 11 o'clock. + + _Friday, October 11._--He sets off to Swansea. Work and read. + + _Saturday, October 12._--He returns with the worst account. A + miserable day. Two letters from Papa. Buy mourning, and work in the + evening. + +From Bristol Fanny had written not only to the Shelleys, but to the +Godwins, accounting for her disappearance, and adding, "I depart +immediately to the spot from which I hope never to remove." + +During the ensuing night, at the Mackworth Arms Inn, Swansea, she traced +the following words-- + + I have long determined that the best thing I could do was to put an + end to the existence of a being whose birth was unfortunate, and whose + life has only been a series of pain to those persons who have hurt + their health in endeavouring to promote her welfare. Perhaps to hear + of my death may give you pain, but you will soon have the blessing of + forgetting that such a creature ever existed as.... + +This note and a laudanum bottle were beside her when, next morning, she +was found lying dead. + +The persons for whose sake it was--so she had persuaded herself--that she +committed this act were reduced to a wretched condition by the blow. +Shelley's health was shattered; Mary profoundly miserable; Clare, although +by her own avowal feeling less affection for Fanny than might have been +expected, was shocked by the dreadful manner of her death, and infected by +the contagion of the general gloom. She was not far from her confinement, +and had reasons enough of her own for any amount of depression. + +Godwin was deeply afflicted; to him Fanny was a great and material loss, +and the last remaining link with a happy past. As usual, public comment +was the thing of all others from which he shrank most, and in the midst of +his first sorrow his chief anxiety was to hide or disguise the painful +story from the world. In writing (for the first time) to Mary he says-- + + Do not expose us to those idle questions which, to a mind in anguish, + is one of the severest of all trials. We are at this moment in doubt + whether, during the first shock, we shall not say that she is gone to + Ireland to her aunt, a thing that had been in contemplation. Do not + take from us the power to exercise our own discretion. You shall hear + again to-morrow. + + What I have most of all in horror is the public papers, and I thank + you for your caution, as it may act on this. + + We have so conducted ourselves that not one person in our home has the + smallest apprehension of the truth. Our feelings are less tumultuous + than deep. God only knows what they may become. + +Charles Clairmont was not informed at all of Fanny's death; a letter from +him a year later contains a message to her. Mrs. Godwin busied herself +with putting the blame on Shelley. Four years later she informed Mrs. +Gisborne that the three girls had been simultaneously in love with +Shelley, and that Fanny's death was due to jealousy of Mary! This shows +that the Shelleys' instinct did not much mislead them when they held +Mary's stepmother responsible for the authorship and diffusion of many of +those slanders which for years were to affect their happiness and peace. +Any reader of Fanny's letters can judge how far Mrs. Godwin's allegation +is borne out by actual facts; and to any one knowing aught of women and +women's lives these letters afford clue enough to the situation and the +story, and further explanation is superfluous. Fanny was fond of Shelley, +fond enough even to forgive him for the trouble he had brought on their +home, but her part was throughout that of a long-suffering sister, one, +too, to whose lot it always fell to say all the disagreeable things that +had to be said--a truly ungrateful task. Her loyalty to the Godwins, +though it could not entirely divide her from the Shelleys, could and did +prevent any intimacy of friendship with them. Her enlightened, liberal +mind, and her generous, loving heart had won Shelley's recognition and his +affection, and in a moment a veil was torn from his eyes, revealing to him +unsuspected depths of suffering, sacrifice, and heroism--now it was too +late. How much more they might have done for Fanny had they understood +what she endured! There was he, Shelley, offering sympathy and help to the +oppressed and the miserable all the world over, and here,--here under his +very eyes, this tragic romance was acted out to the death. + + Her voice did quiver as we parted, + Yet knew I not that heart was broken + From which it came,--and I departed, + Heeding not the words then spoken-- + Misery, ah! misery! + This world is all too wide for thee. + +If the echo of those lines reached Fanny in the world of shadows, it may +have calmed the restless spirit with the knowledge that she had not lived +for nothing after all. + +During the next two months another tragedy was silently advancing towards +its final catastrophe. Shelley was anxious for intelligence of Harriet and +her children; she had, however, disappeared, and he could discover no +clue to her whereabouts. Mr. Peacock, who, during June, had been in +communication with her on money matters, had now, apparently, lost sight +of her. The worry of Godwin's money-matters and the fearful shock of +Fanny's self-sought death, followed as it was by collapse of his own +health and nerves, probably withdrew Shelley's thoughts from the subject +for a time. In November, however, he wrote to Hookham, thinking that he, +to whom Harriet had once written to discover Shelley's whereabouts, might +now know or have the means of finding out where she was living. No answer +came, however, to these inquiries for some weeks, during which Shelley, +Mary, and Clare lived in their seclusion, reading Lucian and Horace, +Shakespeare, Gibbon, and Locke; in occasional correspondence with Skinner +Street, through Mrs. Godwin, who was now trying what she could do to +obtain money loans (probably raised on Shelley's prospects), requisite, +not only to save Godwin from bankruptcy, but to repay Shelley a small +fraction of what he had given and lent, and without which he was unable to +pay his own way. + +The plan for settling at Marlow was still pending, and on the 5th of +December Shelley went there again to stay with Mr. Peacock and his mother, +and to look about for a residence to suit him. Mary during his absence was +somewhat tormented by anxiety for his fragile health; fearful, too, lest +in his impulsive way he should fall in love with the first pretty place he +saw, and burden himself with some unsuitable house, in the idea of +settling there "for ever," Clare and all. To that last plan she probably +foresaw the objections more clearly than Shelley did. But her cheery +letters are girlish and playful. + + _5th December 1816._ + + SWEET ELF--I got up very late this morning, so that I could not attend + Mr. West. I don't know any more. Good-night. + + + NEW BOND STREET, BATH, + _6th December 1816_. + + SWEET ELF--I was awakened this morning by my pretty babe, and was + dressed time enough to take my lesson from Mr. West, and (thank God) + finished that tedious ugly picture I have been so long about. I have + also finished the fourth chapter of _Frankenstein_, which is a very + long one, and I think you would like it. And where are you? and what + are you doing? my blessed love. I hope and trust that, for my sake, + you did not go outside this wretched day, while the wind howls and the + clouds seem to threaten rain. And what did my love think of as he rode + along--did he think about our home, our babe, and his poor Pecksie? + But I am sure you did, and thought of them all with joy and hope. But + in the choice of a residence, dear Shelley, pray be not too quick or + attach yourself too much to one spot. Ah! were you indeed a winged + Elf, and could soar over mountains and seas, and could pounce on the + little spot. A house with a lawn, a river or lake, noble trees, and + divine mountains, that should be our little mouse-hole to retire to. + But never mind this; give me a garden, and _absentia_ Claire, and I + will thank my love for many favours. If you, my love, go to London, + you will perhaps try to procure a good Livy, for I wish very much to + read it. I must be more industrious, especially in learning Latin, + which I neglected shamefully last summer at intervals, and those + periods of not reading at all put me back very far. + + The _Morning Chronicle_, as you will see, does not make much of the + riots, which they say are entirely quelled, and you would be almost + inclined to say, "Out of the mountain comes forth a mouse," although, + I daresay, poor Mrs. Platt does not think so. + + The blue eyes of your sweet Boy are staring at me while I write this; + he is a dear child, and you love him tenderly, although I fancy that + your affection will increase when he has a nursery to himself, and + only comes to you just dressed and in good humour; besides when that + comes to pass he will be a wise little man, for he improves in mind + rapidly. Tell me, shall you be happy to have another little squaller? + You will look grave on this, but I do not mean anything. + + Leigh Hunt has not written. I would advise a letter addressed to him + at the _Examiner_ Office, if there is no answer to-morrow. He may not + be at the Vale of Health, for it is odd that he does not acknowledge + the receipt of so large a sum. There have been no letters of any kind + to-day. + + Now, my dear, when shall I see you? Do not be very long away; take + care of yourself and take a house. I have a great fear that bad + weather will set in. My airy Elf, how unlucky you are! I shall write + to Mrs. Godwin to-morrow; but let me know what you hear from Hayward + and papa, as I am greatly interested in those affairs. Adieu, + sweetest; love me tenderly, and think of me with affection when + anything pleases you greatly.--Your affectionate girl + + MARY. + + I have not asked Clare, but I dare say she would send her love, + although I dare say she would scold you well if you were here. + Compliments and remembrances to Dame Peacock and Son, but do not let + them see this. + + Sweet, adieu! + + Percy B. Shelley, Esq., + Great Marlow, Bucks. + +On 6th December the journal records-- + + Letter from Shelley; he has gone to visit Leigh Hunt. + +This was the beginning of a lifelong intimacy. + +On the 14th Shelley returned to Bath, and on the very next day a letter +from Hookham informed him that on the 9th Harriet's body had been taken +out of the Serpentine. She had disappeared three weeks before that time +from the house where she was living. An inquest had been held at which her +name was given as Harriet Smith; little or no information about her was +given to the jury, who returned a verdict of "Found drowned." + +Life and its complications had proved too much for the poor silly woman, +and she took the only means of escape she saw open to her. Her piteous +story was sufficiently told by the fact that when she drowned herself she +was not far from her confinement. But it would seem from subsequent +evidence that harsh treatment on the part of her relatives was what +finally drove her to despair. She had lived a fast life, but had been, +nominally at any rate, under her father's protection until a comparatively +short time before her disappearance, when some act or occurrence caused +her to be driven from his house. From that moment she sank lower and +lower, until at last, deserted by one--said to be a groom--to whom she had +looked for protection, she killed herself. + +It is asserted that she had had, all her life, an avowed proclivity to +suicide. She had been fond, in young and happy days, of talking jocosely +about it, as silly girls often do; discoursing of "some scheme of +self-destruction as coolly as another lady would arrange a visit to an +exhibition or a theatre."[22] But it is a wide dreary waste that lies +between such an idea and the grim reality,--and poor Harriet had traversed +it. + +Shelley's first thought on receiving the fatal news was of his children. +His sensations were those of horror, not of remorse. He never spoke or +thought of Harriet with harshness, rather with infinite pity, but he never +regarded her save in the light of one who had wronged him and failed +him,--whom he had left, indeed, but had forgiven, and had tried to save +from the worst consequences of her own acts. Her dreadful death was a +shock to him of which he said (to Byron) that he knew not how he had +survived it; and he regarded her father and sister as guilty of her blood. +But Fanny's death caused him acuter anguish than Harriet's did. + +As for Mary, she regarded the whole Westbrook family as the source of +grief and shame to Shelley. Harriet she only knew for a frivolous, +heartless, faithless girl, whom she had never had the faintest cause to +respect, hardly even to pity. Poor Harriet was indeed deserving of +profound commiseration, and no one could have known and felt this more +than Mary would have done, in later years. But she heard one side of the +case only, and that one the side on which her own strongest feelings were +engaged. She was only nineteen, with an exalted ideal of womanly devotion; +and at nineteen we may sternly judge what later on we may condemn indeed, +but with a depth of pity quite beyond the power of its object to fathom or +comprehend. + +No comment whatever on the occurrence appears in her journal. She threw +herself ardently into Shelley's eagerness to get possession of his elder +children; ready, for his sake, to love them as her own. + +It could not but occur to her that her own position was altered by this +event, and that nothing now stood between her and her legal marriage to +Shelley and acknowledgment as his wife. So completely, however, did they +regard themselves as united for all time by indissoluble ties that she +thought of the change chiefly as it affected other people. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + BATH, _17th December 1816_. + + MY BELOVED FRIEND--I waited with the greatest anxiety for your letter. + You are well, and that assurance has restored some peace to me. + + How very happy shall I be to possess those darling treasures that are + yours. I do not exactly understand what Chancery has to do in this, + and wait with impatience for to-morrow, when I shall hear whether they + are with you; and then what will you do with them? My heart says, + bring them instantly here; but I submit to your prudence. You do not + mention Godwin. When I receive your letter to-morrow I shall write to + Mrs. Godwin. I hope, yet I fear, that he will show on this occasion + some disinterestedness. Poor, dear Fanny, if she had lived until this + moment she would have been saved, for my house would then have been a + proper asylum for her. Ah! my best love, to you do I owe every joy, + every perfection that I may enjoy or boast of. Love me, sweet, for + ever. I hardly know what I mean, I am so much agitated. Clare has a + very bad cough, but I think she is better to-day. Mr. Carn talks of + bleeding if she does not recover quickly, but she is positively + resolved not to submit to that. She sends her love. My sweet love, + deliver some message from me to your kind friends at Hampstead; tell + Mrs. Hunt that I am extremely obliged to her for the little profile + she was so kind as to send me, and thank Mr. Hunt for his friendly + message which I did not hear. + + These Westbrooks! But they have nothing to do with your sweet babes; + they are yours, and I do not see the pretence for a suit; but + to-morrow I shall know all. + + Your box arrived to-day. I shall send soon to the upholsterer, for now + I long more than ever that our house should be quickly ready for the + reception of those dear children whom I love so tenderly. Then there + will be a sweet brother and sister for my William, who will lose his + pre-eminence as eldest, and be helped third at table, as Clare is + continually reminding him. + + Come down to me, sweetest, as soon as you can, for I long to see you + and embrace. + + As to the event you allude to, be governed by your friends and + prudence as to when it ought to take place, but it must be in London. + + Clare has just looked in; she begs you not to stay away long, to be + more explicit in your letters, and sends her love. + + You tell me to write a long letter, and I would, but that my ideas + wander and my hand trembles. Come back to reassure me, my Shelley, and + bring with you your darling Ianthe and Charles. Thank your kind + friends. I long to hear about Godwin.--Your affectionate + + MARY. + + Have you called on Hogg? I would hardly advise you. Remember me, + sweet, in your sorrows as well as your pleasures; they will, I trust, + soften the one and heighten the other feeling. Adieu. + + To Percy Bysshe Shelley, + 5 Gray's Inn Square, London. + +No time was lost in putting things on their legal footing. Shelley took +Mary up to town, where the marriage ceremony took place at St. Mildred's +Church, Broad Street, in presence of Godwin and Mrs. Godwin. On the +previous day he had seen his daughter for the first time since her flight +from his house two and a half years before. + +Both must have felt a strange emotion which, probably, neither of them +allowed to appear. + +Mary for a fortnight left a blank in her journal. On her return to Clifton +she thus shortly chronicled her days-- + + I have omitted writing my journal for some time. Shelley goes to + London and returns; I go with him; spend the time between Leigh Hunt's + and Godwin's. A marriage takes place on the 29th of December 1816. + Draw; read Lord Chesterfield and Locke. + +Godwin's relief and satisfaction were great indeed. His letter to his +brother in the country, announcing his daughter's recent marriage with a +baronet's eldest son, can only be compared for adroit manipulation of +facts with a later letter to Mr. Baxter of Dundee, in which he tells of +poor Fanny's having been attacked in Wales by an inflammatory fever "which +carried her off." + +He now surpassed himself "in polished and cautious attentions" both to +Shelley and Mary, and appeared to wish to compensate in every way for the +red-hot, righteous indignation which, owing to wounded pride rather than +to offended moral sense, he had thought it his duty to exhibit in the +past. + +Shelley's heart yearned towards his two poor little children by Harriet, +and to get possession of them was now his feverish anxiety. On this +business he was obliged, within a week of his return to Bath, to go up +again to London. During his absence, on the 13th of January, Clare's +little girl, Byron's daughter, was born. "Four days of idleness," are +Mary's only allusion to this event. It was communicated to the absent +father by Shelley, in a long letter from London. He quite simply assumes +the event to be an occasion of great rejoicing to all concerned, and +expects Byron to feel the same. The infant, who afterwards developed into +a singularly fascinating and lovely child, was described in enthusiastic +terms by Mary as unusually beautiful and intelligent, even at this early +stage. Their first name for her was Alba, or "the Dawn"; a reminiscence of +Byron's nickname, "Albe." + +Most of this month of January, while Mary had Clare and the infant to look +after, was of necessity spent by Shelley in London. Harriet's father, Mr. +Westbrook, and his daughter Eliza had filed an appeal to the Court of +Chancery, praying that her children might be placed in the custody of +guardians to be appointed by the Court, and not in that of their father. +On 24th January, poor little William's first birthday, the case was heard +before Lord Chancellor Eldon. Mary, expecting that the decision would be +known at once, waited in painful suspense to hear the result. + + _Journal, Friday, January 24._--My little William's birthday. How many + changes have occurred during this little year; may the ensuing one be + more peaceful, and my William's star be a fortunate one to rule the + decision of this day. Alas! I fear it will be put off, and the + influence of the star pass away. Read the _Arcadia_ and _Amadis_; walk + with my sweet babe. + +Her fears were realised, for two months were to elapse ere judgment was +pronounced. + + _Saturday, January 25._--An unhappy day. I receive bad news and + determine to go up to London. Read the _Arcadia_ and _Amadis_. Letter + from Mrs. Godwin and William. + +Accordingly, next day, Mary went up to join her husband in town, and notes +in her diary that she was met at the inn by Mrs. Godwin and William. Well +might Shelley say of the ceremony that it was "magical in its effects." + +As it turned out, this was her final departure from Bath: she never +returned there. On her arrival in London she was warmly welcomed by +Shelley's new friends, the Leigh Hunts, at whose house most of her time +was spent, and whose genial, social circle was most refreshing to her. The +house at Marlow had been taken, and was now being prepared for her +reception. Little William and his nurse, escorted by Clare, joined her at +the Hunts on the 18th of February, but Clare herself stayed elsewhere. At +the end of the month they all departed for their new home, and were +established there early in March. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +MARCH 1817-MARCH 1818 + + +The Shelleys' new abode, although situated in a lovely part of the +country, was cold and cheerless, and, at that bleak time of year, must +have appeared at its worst. Albion House stood (and, though subdivided and +much altered in appearance, still stands) in what is now the main street +of Great Marlow, and at a considerable distance from the river. At the +back the garden-plot rises gradually from the level of the house, +terminating in a kind of artificial mound, overshadowed by a spreading +cedar; a delightfully shady lounge in summer, but shutting off sky and +sunshine from the house. There are two large, low, old-fashioned rooms; +one on the ground floor, somewhat like a farmhouse kitchen; the other +above it; both facing towards the garden. In one of these Shelley fitted +up a library, little thinking that the dwelling, which he had rashly taken +on a more than twenty years' lease, would be his home for only a year. The +rest of the house accommodated Mary, Clare, the children and servants, +and left plenty of room for visitors. Shelley was hospitality itself, and +though he never was in greater trouble for money than during this year, he +entertained a constant succession of guests. First among these was Godwin; +next, and most frequent, the genial but needy Leigh Hunt, with all his +family. With Mary, as with Shelley, he had quickly established himself on +a footing of easy, affectionate friendliness, as may be inferred from +Mary's letter, written to him during her first days at Marlow. + + MARLOW, _1 o'clock, 5th March 1817_. + + MY DEAR HUNT--Although you mistook me in thinking I wished you to + write about politics in your letters to me--as such a thought was very + far from me,--yet I cannot help mentioning your last week's + _Examiner_, as its boldness gave me extreme pleasure. I am very glad + to find that you wrote the leading article, which I had doubted, as + there was no significant hand. But though I speak of this, do not fear + that you will be teased by _me_ on these subjects when we enjoy your + company at Marlow. When there, you shall never be serious when you + wish to be merry, and have as many nuts to crack as there are words in + the Petitions to Parliament for Reform--a tremendous promise. + + Have you never felt in your succession of nervous feelings one single + disagreeable truism gain a painful possession of your mind and keep it + for some months? A year ago, I remember, my private hours were all + made bitter by reflections on the certainty of death, and now the + flight of time has the same power over me. Everything passes, and one + is hardly conscious of enjoying the present until it becomes the past. + I was reading the other day the letters of Gibbon. He entreats Lord + Sheffield to come with all his family to visit him at Lausanne, and + dwells on the pleasure such a visit will occasion. There is a little + gap in the date of his letters, and then he complains that this + solitude is made more irksome by their having been there and departed. + So will it be with us in a few months when you will all have left + Marlow. But I will not indulge this gloomy feeling. The sun shines + brightly, and we shall be very happy in our garden this + summer.--Affectionately yours, + + MARINA. + +Not only did Shelley keep open house for his friends; his kindliness and +benevolence to the distressed poor in Marlow and the surrounding country +was unbounded. Nor was he content to give money relief; he visited the +cottagers; and made himself personally acquainted with them, their needs, +and their sufferings. + +In all these labours of love and charity he was heartily and constantly +seconded by Mary. + + No more alone through the world's wilderness, + Although (he) trod the paths of high intent, + (He) journeyed now.[23] + +From the time of her union with him Mary had been his consoler, his +cherished love, all the dearer to him for the thought that she was +dependent on him and only on him for comfort and support, and +enlightenment of mind; but yet she was a child,--a clever child,--sedate +and thoughtful beyond her years, and full of true womanly devotion,--but +still one whose first and only acquaintance with the world had been made +by coming violently into collision with it, a dangerous experience, and +hardening, especially if prolonged. From the time of her marriage a +maturer, mellower tone is perceptible throughout her letters and writings, +as though, the unnatural strain removed, and, above all, intercourse with +her father restored, she glided naturally and imperceptibly into the place +Nature intended her to fill, as responsible woman and wife, with social as +well as domestic duties to fulfil. + +The suffering of the past two or three years had left her wiser if also +sadder than before; already she was beginning to look on life with a calm +liberal judgment of one who knew both sides of many questions, yet still +her mind retained the simplicity and her spirit much of the buoyancy of +youth. The unquenchable spring of love and enthusiasm in Shelley's breast, +though it led him into errors and brought him grief and disillusionment, +was a talisman that saved him from Byronic sarcasm, from the bitterness of +recoil and the death of stagnation. He suffered from reaction, as all such +natures must suffer, but Mary was by his side to steady and balance and +support him, and to bring to him for his consolation the balm she had +herself received from him. Well might he write-- + + Now has descended a serener hour, + And, with inconstant fortune, friends return; + Though suffering leaves the knowledge and the power + Which says: Let scorn be not repaid with scorn.[24] + +And consolation and support were sorely needed. In March Lord Chancellor +Eldon pronounced the judgment by which he was deprived, on moral and +religious grounds, of the custody of his two elder children. How bitterly +he felt, how keenly he resented, this decree all the world knows. The +paper which he drew up during this celebrated case, in which he declared, +as far as he chose to declare them, his sentiments with regard to his +separation from Harriet and his union with Mary, is the nearest approach +to self-vindication Shelley ever made. But the decision of the Court cast +a slur on his name, and on that of his second wife. The final arrangements +about the children dragged on for many months. They were eventually given +over to the guardianship of a clergyman, a stranger to their father, who +had to set aside L200 a year of his income for their maintenance in exile. + +Meanwhile Godwin's exactions were incessant, and his demands, sometimes +impossible to grant, were harder than ever to deal with now that they were +couched in terms of friendship, almost of affection. On 9th March we find +Shelley writing to him-- + + It gives me pain that I cannot send you the whole of what you want. I + enclose a cheque to within a few pounds of my possessions. + +On 22d March (Godwin has been begging again, but this time in behalf of +his old assistant and amanuensis, Marshall)-- + + Marshall's proposal is one in which, however reluctantly, I must + refuse to engage. It is that I should grant bills to the amount of his + debts, which are to expire in thirty months. + +On 15th April Godwin writes on his own behalf-- + + The fact is I owe L400 on a similar score, beyond the L100 that I owed + in the middle of 1815; and without clearing this, my mind will never + be perfectly free for intellectual occupations. If this were done, I + am in hopes that the produce of _Mandeville_, and the sensible + improvement in the commercial transactions of Skinner Street would + make me a free man, perhaps, for the rest of my life.... + + My life wears away in lingering sorrow at the endless delays that + attend on this affair.... Once every two or three months I throw + myself prostrate beneath the feet of Taylor of Norwich, and my other + discounting friends, protesting that this is absolutely for the last + time. Shall this ever have an end? Shall I ever be my own man again? + +One can imagine how such a letter would work on his daughter's feelings. + +Nor was Charles Clairmont backward about putting in his claims, although +his modest little requests require, like gems, to be extracted carefully +from the discursive raptures, the eloquent flights of fancy and poetic +description in which they are embedded. In January he had written from +Bagneres de Bigorre, where he was "acquiring the language"-- + + Sometimes I hardly dare believe, situated as I am, that I ought for a + moment to nourish the feelings of which I am now going to talk to + you; at other times I am so thoroughly convinced of their infinite + utility with regard to the moral existence of a being with strong + sensations, or at all events with regard to mine, that I fly to this + subject as to a tranquillising medicine, which has the power of so + arranging and calming every violent and illicit sensation of the soul + as to spread over the frame a deep and delightful contentment, for + such is the effect produced upon me by a contemplation of the perfect + state of existence, the perfect state of social domestic happiness + which I propose to myself. My life has hitherto been a tissue of + irregularity, which I assure you I am little content to reflect + upon.... I have been always neglectful of one of the most precious + possessions which a young man can hold--of my character.... You will + now see the object of this letter.... I desire strongly to marry, and + to devote myself to the temperate, rational duties of human life.... I + see, I confess, some objections to this step.... I am not forgetful of + what I owe to Godwin and my Mother, but we are in a manner entirely + separated.... It is true my feelings towards my Mother are cold and + inactive, but my attachment and respect for Godwin are unalterable, + and will remain so to the last moment of my existence.... The news of + his death would be to me a stroke of the severest affliction; that of + my own Mother would be no more than the sorrow occasioned by the loss + of a common acquaintance. + + ... Unless every obstacle on the part of the object of my affection + were laid aside, you may suppose I should not speak so decisively. She + is perfectly acquainted with every circumstance respecting me, and we + feel that we love and are suited to each other; we feel that we should + be exquisitely happy in being devoted to each other. + + ... I feel that I could not offer myself to the family without + assuring them of my capability of commanding an annual sufficiency to + support a little _menage_--that is to say, as near as I can obtain + information, 2000 francs, or about L80.... Do I dream, my dear + Shelley, when a gleam of gay hope gives me reason to doubt of the + possibility of my scheme?... Pray lose no time in writing to me, and + be as explicit as possible. + +The following extract is from a letter to Mary, written in August (the +matrimonial scheme is now quite forgotten)-- + + I will begin by telling you that I received L10 some days ago, minus + the expenses.... I also received your letter, but not till after the + money.... I am most extremely vexed that Shelley will not oblige me + with a single word. It is now nearly six months that I have expected + from him a letter about my future plans. + + Do, my dear Mary, persuade him to talk with you about them; and if he + always persists in remaining silent, I beg you will write for him, and + ask him what he would be inclined to approve.... Had I a little + fortune of L200 or L300 a year, nothing should ever tempt me to make + an effort to increase this golden sufficiency.... + + Respecting money matters.... I still owe (on the score of my + _pension_) nearly L15, this is all my debt here. Another month will + accumulate before I can receive your answer, and you will judge of + what will be necessary to me on the road, to whatever place I may be + destined. I cannot spend less than 3s. 6d. per day. + + If Papa's novel is finished before you write, I wish to God you would + send it. I am now absolutely without money, but I have no occasion for + any, except for washing and postage, and for such little necessaries I + find no difficulty in borrowing a small sum. + + If I knew Mamma's address, I should certainly write to her in France. + I have no heart to write to Skinner Street, for they will not answer + my letters. Perhaps, now that this haughty woman is absent, I should + obtain a letter. I think I shall make an effort with Fanny. As for + Clare, she has entirely forgotten that she has a brother in the + world.... Tell me if Godwin has been to visit you at Marlow; if you + see Fanny often; and all about the two Williams. What is Shelley + writing? + +Shelley, when this letter arrived, was writing _The Revolt of Islam_. To +this poem, in spite of duns, sponges, and law's delays, his thoughts and +time were consecrated during his first six months at Marlow; in spite, +too, of his constant succession of guests; but society with him was not +always a hindrance to poetic creation or intellectual work. Indeed, a +congenial presence afforded him a kind of relief, a half-unconscious +stimulus which yet was no serious interruption to thought, for it was +powerless to recall him from his abstraction. + +Mary's life at Marlow was very different from what it had been at +Bishopsgate and Bath. Her duties as house-mistress and hostess as well as +Shelley's companion and helpmeet left her not much time for reverie. But +her regular habits of study and writing stood her in good stead. +_Frankenstein_ was completed and corrected before the end of May. It was +offered to Murray, who, however, declined it, and was eventually published +by Lackington. + +The negotiations with publishers calling her up to town, she paid a visit +to Skinner Street. Shelley accompanied her, but was obliged to return to +Marlow almost immediately, and as Mrs. Godwin also appears to have been +absent, Mary stayed alone with her father in her old home. To him this +was a pleasure. + +"Such a visit," he had written to Shelley, "will tend to bring back years +that are passed, and make me young again. It will also operate to render +us more familiar and intimate, meeting in this snug and quiet house, for +such it appears to me, though I daresay you will lift up your hands, and +wonder I can give it that appellation." + +To Mary every room in the house must have been fraught with unspeakable +associations. Alone with the memories of those who were gone, of others +who were alienated; conscious of the complete change in herself and +transference of her sphere of sympathy, she must have felt, when Shelley +left her, like a solitary wanderer in a land of shadows. + + "I am very well here," she wrote, "but so intolerably restless that it + is painful to sit still for five minutes. Pray write. I hear so little + from Marlow that I can hardly believe that you and Willman live + there." + +Another train of mingled recollections was awakened by the fact of her +chancing, one evening, to read through that third canto of _Childe Harold_ +which Byron had written during their summer in Switzerland together. + + Do you remember, Shelley, when you first read it to me one evening + after returning from Diodati. The lake was before us, and the mighty + Jura. That time is past, and this will also pass, when I may weep to + read these words.... Death will at length come, and in the last + moment all will be a dream. + +What Mary felt was crystallised into expression by Shelley, not many +months later-- + + The stream we gazed on then, rolled by, + Its waves are unreturning; + But we yet stand + In a lone land, + Like tombs to mark the memory + Of hopes and fears, which fade and flee + In the light of life's dim morning. + +On the last day of May, Mary returned to Marlow, where the Hunts were +making a long stay. Externally life went quietly on. The summer was hot +and beautiful, and they passed whole days in their boat or their garden, +or in the woods. Their studies, as usual, were unremitting. Mary applied +herself to the works of Tacitus, Buffon, Rousseau, and Gibbon. Shelley's +reading at this time was principally Greek: Homer, Aeschylus, and Plato. +His poem was approaching completion. Mary, now that _Frankenstein_ was off +her hands, busied herself in writing out the journal of their first +travels. It was published, in December, as _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour_, +together with the descriptive letters from Geneva of 1816. + +But her peace and Shelley's was threatened by an undercurrent of ominous +disturbance which gained force every day. + +Byron remained abroad. But Clare and Clare's baby remained with the +Shelleys. At Bath she had passed as "Mrs." Clairmont, but now resumed her +former style, while Alba was said to be the daughter of a friend in +London, sent for her health into the country. As time, however, went by, +and the infant still formed one of the Marlow household, curiosity, never +long dormant, became aroused. Whose was this child? And if, as officious +gossip was not slow to suggest, it was Clare's, then who was its father? +As month after month passed without bringing any solution of this problem, +the vilest reports arose concerning the supposed relations of the +inhabitants of Albion House--false rumours that embittered the lives of +Alba's generous protectors, but to which Shelley's unconventionality and +unorthodox opinions, and the stigma attached to his name by the Chancery +decree, gave a certain colour of probability, and which in part, though +indirectly, conduced to his leaving England again,--as it proved, for +ever. + +Again and again did he write to Byron, pointing out with great gentleness +and delicacy, but still in the plainest terms, the false situation in +which they were placed with regard to friends and even to servants by +their effort to keep Clare's secret; suggesting, almost entreating, that, +if no permanent decision could be arrived at, some temporary arrangement +should at least be made for Alba's boarding elsewhere. Byron, at this +time plunged in dissipation at Venice, shelved or avoided the subject as +long as he could. Clare was friendless and penniless, and her chances of +ever earning an honest living depended on her power of keeping up +appearances and preserving her character before the world. But the child +was a remarkably beautiful, intelligent, and engaging creature, and its +mother, impulsive, uncontrolled, and reckless, was at no trouble to +conceal her devotion to it, regardless of consequences, and of the fact +that these consequences had to be endured by others. + +Those who had forfeited the world's kindness seemed, as such, to be the +natural _proteges_ of Shelley; and even Mary, who, not long before, had +summed up all her earthly wishes in two items,--"a garden, _et absentia +Claire_,"--stood by her now in spite of all. But their letters make it +perfectly evident that they were fully alive to the danger that threatened +them, and that, though they willingly harboured the child until some safe +and fitting asylum should be found for it, they had never contemplated its +residing permanently with them. + +To Mary Shelley this state of things brought one bitter personal grief and +disappointment in the loss of her earliest friend, Isabel or Isobel +Baxter, now married to Mr. David Booth, late brewer and subsequently +schoolmaster at Newburgh-on-Tay, a man of shrewd and keen intellect, an +immense local reputation for learning, and an estimation of his own gifts +second to that of none of his admirers. + +The Baxters, as has already been said, were people of independent mind, of +broad and liberal views; full of reverence and admiration for the +philosophical writings of Godwin. Mary, in her extreme youth and +inexperience, had quite expected that Isabel would have upheld her action +when she first left her father's house with Shelley. In that she was +disappointed, as was, after all, not surprising. + +Now, however, her friend, whose heart must have been with her all along, +would surely feel justified in following that heart's dictates, and would +return to the familiar, affectionate friendship which survives so many +differences of opinion. And her hope received an encouragement when, in +August, Mr. Baxter, Isabel's father, accepted an invitation to stay at +Marlow. He arrived on the 1st of September, full of doubts as to what sort +of place he was coming to,--apprehensions which, after a very short +intercourse with Shelley, were changed into surprise and delight. + +But his visit was cut short by the birth, on the very next day, of Mary's +little girl, Clara. He found it expedient to depart for a time, but +returned later in the month for a longer stay. + +This second visit more than confirmed his first impression, and he wrote +to his daughter in warm, nay, enthusiastic praise of Shelley, against whom +Isabel was, not unnaturally, much prejudiced, so much so, it seems, as to +blind her even to the merits of his writings. + +After a warm panegyric of Shelley as + + A being of rare genius and talent, of truly republican frugality and + plainness of manners, and of a soundness of principle and delicacy of + moral tact that might put to shame (if shame they had) many of his + detractors,--and withal so amiable that you have only to be half an + hour in his company to convince you that there is not an atom of + malevolence in his whole composition. + +Mr. Baxter proceeds-- + + Is there any wonder that I should become attached to such a man, + holding out the hand of kindness and friendship towards me? Certainly + not. Your praise of his book[25] put me in mind of what Pope says of + Addison-- + + Damn with faint praise; assent with civil leer, + And, without sneering, others teach to sneer. + + [You say] "some parts appear to be well written, but the arguments + appear to me to be neither new nor very well managed." After Hume such + a publication is quite puerile! As to the arguments not being new, it + would be a wonder indeed if any new arguments could be adduced in a + controversy which has been carried on almost since ever letters were + known. As to their not being well managed, I should be happy if you + would condescend on the particular instances of their being ill + managed; it was the first of Shelley's works I had read. I read it + with the notion that it _could_ only contain silly, crude, undigested + and puerile remarks on a worn-out subject; and yet I was unable to + discover any of that want of management which you complain of; but, + God help me, I thought I saw in it everything that was opposite. As + to its being puerile to write on such a subject after David Hume, I by + no means think that he has exhausted the subject. I think rather that + he has only proposed it--thrown it out, as it were, for a matter of + discussion to others who might come after him, and write in a less + bigoted, more liberal, and more enlightened age than the one he lived + in. Think only how many great men's labours we should decree to be + puerile if we were to hold everything puerile that has been written on + this subject since the days of Hume! Indeed, my dear, the remark + altogether savours more of the envy and illiberality of one jealous of + his talents than the frankness and candour characteristic of my + Isobel. Think, my dear, think for a moment what you would have said of + this work had it come from Robert,[26] who is as old as Shelley was + when he wrote it, or had it come from me, or even from----O! I must + not say David:[27] he, to be sure, is far above any such puerility. + +Her father's letter made Isabel waver, but in vain. It had no effect on +Mr. Booth, who had been at the trouble of collecting and believing all the +scandals about Alba, or "Miss Auburn," as she seems to have been called. +He was not one to be biassed by personal feelings or beguiled by fair +appearances, in the face of stubborn, unaccountable facts. He preferred to +take the facts and draw his own inference--an inference which apparently +seemed to him no improbable one. + +For a long time nothing decisive was said or done, but while the fate of +her early friendship hung in the balances, Mary's anxiety for some +settlement about Alba became almost intolerable to her, weighing on her +spirits, and helping, with other depressing causes, to retard her +restoration to health. + +On the 19th of September she summed up in her journal the heads of the +seventeen days after Clara's birth during which she had written nothing. + + I am confined Tuesday, 2d. Read _Rhoda_, Pastor's _Fireside_, + _Missionary_, _Wild Irish Girl_, _The Anaconda_, _Glenarvon_, first + volume of Percy's _Northern Antiquities_. Bargain with Lackington + concerning _Frankenstein_. + + Letter from Albe (Byron). An unamiable letter from Godwin about Mrs. + Godwin's visits. Mr. Baxter returns to town. Thursday, 4th, Shelley + writes his poem; his health declines. Friday, 19th, Hunts arrive. + +As the autumn advanced it became evident that the sunless house at Marlow +was exceedingly cold, and far too dreary a winter residence to be +desirable for one of Shelley's feeble constitution, or even for Mary and +her infant children. Shelley's health grew worse and worse. His poem was +finished and dedicated to Mary in the beautiful lines beginning-- + + So now my summer-task is ended, Mary, + And I return to thee, mine own heart's home; + As to his Queen some victor Knight of Faery, + Earning bright spoils for her enchanted dome; + Nor thou disdain, that ere my fame become + A star among the stars of mortal night, + If it indeed may cleave its natal gloom, + Its doubtful promise thus I would unite + With thy beloved name, thou Child of love and light. + +But the reaction from the "agony and bloody sweat of intellectual +travail," the troubles and griefs of the past year, and the ceaseless +worry about money, all told injuriously on his physical state. He had to +be constantly away from his home, up in town, on business; and his +thoughts turned longingly again towards Italy. Byron had signified his +consent to receive and provide for his daughter, subject to certain +stringent conditions, chief among which was the child's complete +separation from its mother, from the time it passed into his keeping. In +writing to him on 24th September, Shelley adverts to his own wish to +winter at Pisa, and the possibility in this case of his being himself +Alba's escort to Italy. + + "Now, dearest, let me talk to you," he writes to Mary. "I think we + ought to go to Italy. I think my health might receive a renovation + there, for want of which perhaps I should never entirely overcome that + state of diseased action which is so painful to my beloved. I think + Alba ought to be with her father. This is a thing of incredible + importance to the happiness, perhaps, of many human beings. It might + be managed without our going there. Yes; but not without an expense + which would, in fact, suffice to settle us comfortably in a spot where + I might be regaining that health which you consider so valuable. It is + valuable to you, my own dearest. I see too plainly that you will never + be quite happy till I am well. Of myself I do not speak, for I feel + only for you." + +He goes on to discuss the practicability of the plan from the financial +point of view, calculating what sum they may hope to get by the sale of +their lease and furniture, and how much he may be able to borrow, either +from his kind friend Horace Smith, or from money-lenders on _post obits_, +a ruinous process to which he was, all his life, forced to resort. + +Poor Mary in the chilly house at Marlow, with her three-weeks-old baby, +her strength far from re-established, and her house full of guests, who +made themselves quite at home, was not likely to take the most sanguine +view of affairs. + + _25th September 1817._ + + You tell me, dearest, to write you long letters, but I do not know + whether I can to-day, as I am rather tired. My spirits, however, are + much better than they were, and perhaps your absence is the cause. Ah! + my love! you cannot guess how wretched it was to see your languor and + increasing illness. I now say to myself, perhaps he is better; but + then I watched you every moment, and every moment was full of pain + both to you and to me. Write, my love, a long account of what Lawrence + says; I shall be very anxious until I hear. + + I do not see a great deal of our guests; they rise late, and walk all + the morning. This is something like a contrary fit of Hunt's, for I + meant to walk to-day, and said so; but they left me, and I hardly wish + to take my first walk by myself; however, I must to-morrow, if he + still shows the same want of _tact_. Peacock dines here every day, + _uninvited_, to drink his bottle. I have not seen him; he morally + disgusts me; and Marianne says that he is very ill-tempered. + + I was much pained last night to hear from Mr. Baxter that Mr. Booth is + ill-tempered and jealous towards Isabel; and Mr. Baxter thinks she + half regrets her marriage; so she is to be another victim of that + ceremony. Mr. Baxter is not at all pleased with his son-in-law; but + we can talk of that when we meet. + + ... A letter came from Godwin to-day, very short. You will see him; + tell me how he is. You are loaded with business, the event of most of + which I am anxious to learn, and none so much as whether you can do + anything for my Father. + + + MARLOW, _26th September 1817_. + + You tell me to decide between Italy and the sea. I think, dearest, + if--what you do not seem to doubt, but which I do, a little--our + finances are in sufficiently good a state to bear the expense of the + journey, our inclination ought to decide. I feel some reluctance at + quitting our present settled state, but as we _must_ leave Marlow, I + do not know that stopping short on this side the Channel would be + pleasanter to me than crossing it. At any rate, my love, do not let us + encumber ourselves with a lease again.... By the bye, talking of + authorship, do get a sketch of Godwin's plan from him. I do not think + that I ought to get out of the habit of writing, and I think that the + thing he talked of would just suit me. I am glad to hear that Godwin + is well.... As to Mrs. Godwin, something very analogous to disgust + arises whenever I mention her. That last accusation of Godwin's[28] + adds bitterness to every feeling I ever felt against her.... Mr. + Baxter thinks that Mr. Booth keeps Isabel from writing to me. He has + written to her to-day warmly in praise of us both, and telling her by + all means not to let the acquaintance cool, and that in such a case + her loss would be much greater than mine. He has taken a prodigious + fancy to us, and is continually talking of and praising "Queen Mab," + which he vows is the best poem of modern days. + + + MARLOW, _28th September 1817_. + + DEAREST LOVE--Clare arrived yesterday night, and whether it might be + that she was in a croaking humour (in ill spirits she certainly was), + or whether she represented things as they really were, I know not, + but certainly affairs did not seem to wear a very good face. She talks + of Harriet's debts to a large amount, and something about Longdill's + having undertaken for them, so that they must be paid. She mentioned + also that you were entering into a _post obit_ transaction. Now this + requires our serious consideration on one account. These things (_post + obits_), as you well know, are affairs of wonderful length; and if you + must complete one before you settle on going to Italy, Alba's + departure ought certainly not to be delayed.... You have not mentioned + yet to Godwin your thoughts of Italy; but if you determine soon, I + would have you do it, as these things are always better to be talked + of some days before they take place. I took my first walk to-day. What + a dreadfully cold place this house is! I was shivering over a fire, + and the garden looked cold and dismal; but as soon as I got into the + road, I found, to my infinite surprise, that the sun was shining, and + the air warm and delightful.... I will now tell you something that + will make you laugh, if you are not too teased and ill to laugh at + anything. Ah! dearest, is it so? You know now how melancholy it makes + me sometimes to think how ill and comfortless you may be, and I so far + away from you. But to my story. In Elise's last letter to her _chere + amie_, Clare put in that Madame Clairmont was very ill, so that her + life was in danger, and added, in Elise's person, that she (Elise) was + somewhat shocked to perceive that Mademoiselle Clairmont's gaiety was + not abated by the _douloureuse_ situation of her amiable sister. Jenny + replies-- + + "Mon amie, avec quel chagrin j'apprends la maladie de cette jolie et + aimable Madame Clairmont; pauvre chere dame, comme je la plains. Sans + doute elle aime tendrement son mari, et en etre separee pour + toujours--en avoir la certitude elle sentir--quelle cruelle chose; + qu'il doit etre un mechant homme pour quitter sa femme. Je ne sais ce + qu'il y a, mais cette jeune et jolie femme me tient singulierement au + coeur; je l'avoue que je n'aime point mademoiselle sa soeur. + Comment! avoir a craindre pour les jours d'une si charmante soeur, + et n'en pas perdre un grain de gaite; elle me met en colere." + + Here is a noble resentment thrown away! Really I think this + _mystification_ of Clare's a little wicked, although laughable. I am + just now surrounded by babes. Alba is scratching and crowing, William + is amusing himself with wrapping a shawl round him, and Miss Clara + staring at the fire.... Adieu, dearest love. I want to say again, that + you may fully answer me, how very, _very_ anxious I am to know the + whole extent of your present difficulties and pursuits; and remember + also that if this _post obit_ is to be a long business, Alba must go + before it is finished. Willy is just going to bed. When I ask him + where you are, he makes me a long speech that I do not understand. But + I know my own one, that you are away, and I wish that you were with + me. Come soon, my own only love.--Your affectionate girl, + + M. W. S. + + _P.S._--What of _Frankenstein_? and your own poem--have you fixed on a + name? Give my love to Godwin when Mrs. Godwin is not by, or you must + give it her, and I do not love her. + + + _5th October 1817._ + + ... How happy I shall be, my own dear love, to see you again. Your + last was so very, very short a visit; and after you were gone I + thought of so many things I had to say to you, and had no time to say. + Come Tuesday, dearest, and let us enjoy some of each other's company; + come and see your sweet babes and the little Commodore;[29] she is + lively and an uncommonly interesting child. I never see her without + thinking of the expressions in my mother's letters concerning Fanny. + If a mother's eyes were not partial, she seemed like this Alba. She + mentions her intelligent eyes and great vivacity; but this is a + melancholy subject. + +But Shelley's enforced absences became more and more frequent; brief +visits to his home were all that he could snatch. As the desire to escape +grew stronger, the fair prospect only seemed to recede. New complications +appeared in the shape of Harriet's creditors, who pressed hard on Shelley +for a settlement of their hitherto unknown and unsuspected claims. So +perilous with regard to them was his position that Mary herself was fain +to caution him to stay away and out of sight for fear of arrest. It was +almost more than she could do to keep up the mask of cheerfulness, yet her +letters of counsel and encouragement were her husband's mainstay. + + "Dearest and best of living beings," he wrote in October, "how much do + your letters console me when I am away from you. Your letter to-day + gave me the greatest delight; so soothing, so powerful and quiet are + your expressions, that it is almost like folding you to my heart.... + My own Mary, would it not be better for you to come to London at once? + I think we could quite as easily do something with the house if you + were in London--that is to say, all of you--as in the country." + +The next two letters were written in much depression. She could not get up +her strength; she dared not indulge in the hope of going abroad, for she +realised, as Shelley could not do, how little money they would have and +how much they already owed. Their income, and more, went in supporting and +paying for other people, and left them nothing to live on! Clare was +unsettled, unhappy, and petulant. Godwin, ignorant like the rest of the +world of her story and her present situation, unaware of Shelley's +proposed move, and certain to oppose it with the energy of despair when he +heard of it, was an impending visitor. + + _16th October 1817._ + + So you do not come to-night love, nor any night; you are always away, + and this absence is long and becomes each day more dreary. Poor + Curran! so he is dead, and a sod on his breast, as four years ago I + heard him prophesy would be the case within that year. + + Nothing is done, you say in your letter, and indeed I do not expect + anything will be done these many months. This, if you continued well, + would not give me so much pain, except on Alba's account. If she were + with her father, I could wait patiently, but the thought of what may + come "between the cup and the lip"--between now and her arrival at + Venice--is a heavy burthen on my soul. He may change his mind, or go + to Greece, or to the devil; and then what happens? + + My dearest Shelley, be not, I entreat you, too self-negligent; yet + what can you do? If you were here, you might retort that question upon + me; but when I write to you I indulge false hopes of some miraculous + answer springing up in the interval. Does not Longdill[30] treat you + ill? he makes out long bills and does nothing. You say nothing of the + late arrest, and what may be the consequences, and may they not detain + you? and may you not be detained many months? for Godwin must not be + left unprovided. All these things make me run over the months, and + know not where to put my finger and say--during this year your Italian + journey shall commence. Yet when I say that it is on Alba's account + that I am anxious, this is only when you are away, and with too much + faith I believe you to be well. When I see you, drooping and languid, + in pain, and unable to enjoy life, then on your account I ardently + wish for bright skies and Italian sun. + + You will have received, I hope, the manuscript that I sent yesterday + in a parcel to Hookham. I am glad to hear that the printing goes on + well; bring down all that you can with you. + + If we were free and had no anxiety, what delight would Godwin's visit + give me; as it is, I fear that it will make me dreadfully miserable. + Cannot you come with him? By the way you write I hardly expect you + this week, but is it really so? + + I think Alba's remaining here exceedingly dangerous, yet I do not see + what is to be done. Your babes are well. Clara already replies to her + nurse's caresses by smiles, and Willy kisses her with great + tenderness.--Your affectionate + + MARY. + + _P.S._--I wish you would purchase a gown for Milly,[31] with a little + note with it from Marianne,[32] that it may appear to come from her. + You can get one, I should think, for 12s. or 14s.; but it must be + _stout_; such a kind of one as we gave to the servant at Bath. + + Willy has just said good-night to me; he kisses the paper and says + good-night to you. Clara is asleep. + + + MARLOW, _Saturday, 18th October 1817_. + + Mr. Wright has called here to-day, my dearest Shelley, and wished to + see you. I can hardly have any doubt that his business is of the same + nature as that which made him call last week. You will judge, but it + appears to me that an arrest on Monday will follow your arrival on + Sunday. + + My love, you ought not to come down. A long, long week has passed, and + when at length I am allowed to expect you, I am obliged to tell you + not to come. This is very cruel. You may easily judge that I am not + happy; my spirits sink during this continued absence. Godwin, too, + will come down; he will talk as if we meant to stay here; and I + must--must I?--tell fifty prevarications or direct _lies_. When I + thought that you would be here also, I knew that your presence would + lead to general conversation; but Clare will absent herself. We shall + be alone, and he will talk of your private affairs. I am sure that I + shall never be able to support it. + + And when is this to end? Italy appears to me farther off than ever, + and the idea of it never enters my mind but Godwin enters also, and + makes it lie heavy at my heart. Had you not better speak? you might + relieve me from a heavy burden. Surely he cannot be blind to the many + heavy reasons that urge us. Your health, the indispensable one, if + every other were away. I assure you that if my Father said, "Yes, you + must go; do what you can for me; I know that you will do all you can;" + I should, far from writing so melancholy a letter, prepare everything + with a light heart; arrange our affairs here; and come up to town, to + await patiently the effect of your efforts. I know not whether it is + early habit or affection, but the idea of his silent quiet + disapprobation makes me weep as it did in the days of my childhood. + + I shall not see you to-morrow. God knows when I shall see you! Clare + is for ever wearying with her idle and childish complaints. Can you + not send me some consolation?--Ever your affectionate + + MARY. + +The fears of an arrest were not realised. Early in November Shelley came +for three days to Marlow, after which Mary went up to stay with him in +London. + +During this fortnight's visit the question of renewed intercourse with +Isabel Booth was practically decided, and decided against Mary. She had +written on the 4th of November to Mr. Baxter inviting Christy to come on a +visit. Subsequently a plan was started for Isabel Booth's accompanying +the Shelleys in their Italian trip,--they little dreaming that when they +left England it would be for the last time. + +Apparently Mr. Baxter made some effort to bring Mr. Booth round to his way +of thinking. The two passed an evening with the Shelleys at their +lodgings. But it availed nothing, and in the end poor Mr. Baxter was +driven himself to write to Shelley, breaking off the acquaintance. The +letter was written much against the grain, and contrary to the convictions +of the writer, who seems to have been much put to it to account for his +action, the true grounds for which he could not bring himself to give. +Shelley, however, was not slow to divine the real instigator in the +affair, and wrote back a letter which, by its temperance, simplicity, and +dignity, must have pricked Baxter to the heart. Mary added a playful +postscript, showing that she still clung to hope-- + + MY DEAR SIR--You see I prophesied well three months ago, when you were + here. I then said that I was sure Mr. Booth was averse to our + intercourse, and would find some means to break it off. I wish I had + you by the fire here in my little study, and it might be "double, + double, toil and trouble," but I could quickly convince you that your + girls are not below me in station, and that, in fact, I am the fittest + companion for them in the world, but I postpone the argument until I + see you, for I know (pardon me) that _viva voce_ is all in all with + you. + +Two or three times more Mary wrote to Isabel, but the correspondence +dropped and the friends met no more for many years. + +The preparations for their migration extended over two or three months +more. During January Shelley suffered much from the renewal of an attack +of ophthalmia, originally caught while visiting the poor people at Marlow. +The house there was finally sold, and on the 10th of February they quitted +it and went up to London. Their final departure from England did not take +place until March. They made the most of their time of waiting, seeing as +much of their friends and of objects of interest as circumstances allowed. + + _Journal, Thursday, February 12_ (Mary).--Go to the Indian Library and + the Panorama of Rome. On Friday, 13th, spend the morning at the + British Museum looking at the Elgin marbles. On Saturday, 14th, go to + Hunt's. Clare and Shelley go to the opera. On Sunday, 15th, Mr. + Bransen, Peacock, and Hogg dine with us. + + _Wednesday, February 18._--Spend the day at Hunt's. On Thursday, 19th, + dine at Horace Smith's, and copy Shelley's Eclogue. On Friday, 20th, + copy Shelley's critique on _Rhododaphne_. Go to the Apollonicon with + Shelley. On Saturday, 21st, copy Shelley's critique, and go to the + opera in the evening. Spend Sunday at Hunt's. On Monday, 23d February, + finish copying Shelley's critique, and go to the play in the + evening--_The Bride of Abydos_. On Tuesday go to the opera--_Figaro_. + On Wednesday Hunt dines with us. Shelley is not well. + + _Sunday, March 1._--Read Montaigne. Spend the evening at Hunt's. On + Monday, 2d, Shelley calls on Mr. Baxter. Isabel Booth is arrived, but + neither comes nor sends. Go to the play in the evening with Hunt and + Marianne, and see a new comedy damned. On Thursday, 5th, Papa calls, + and Clare visits Mrs. Godwin. On Sunday, 8th, we dine at Hunt's, and + meet Mr. Novello. Music. + + _Monday, March 9._--Christening the children. + +This was doubtless a measure of precaution, lest the omission of any such +ceremony might in some future time operate as a civil disadvantage towards +the children. They received the names of William, Clara Everina, and Clara +Allegra. + + _Tuesday, March 10._--Packing. Hunt and Marianne spend the day with + us. Mary Lamb calls. Papa in the evening. Our adieus. + + _Wednesday, March 11._--Travel to Dover. + + _Thursday, March 12._--France. Discussion of whether we should cross. + Our passage is rough; a sick lady is frightened and says the Lord's + Prayer. We arrive at Calais for the third time. + +Mary little thought how long it would be before she saw the English shores +again, nor that, when she returned, it would be alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +MARCH 1818-JUNE 1819 + + +The external events of the four Italian years have been repeatedly told +and profusely commented on by Shelley's various biographers. Summed up, +they are the history of a long strife between the intellectual and +creative stimulus of lovely scenes and immortal works of art on the one +hand, and the wearing friction of vexatious outward events and crushing +afflictions on the other. For Shelley they were a period of rapid, of +exotic, mental growth and development, interspersed with intervals of +exhaustion and depression, of restlessness, or unnatural calm. For Mary +they were years of courageous effort, of heroic resistance to overpowering +odds. She endured, and she overcame; but some victories are obtained at +such cost as to be at the time scarcely distinguishable from defeats, and +the story of hers survives in no one act or work of her own, but in the +_Cenci_, _Prometheus Unbound_, _Epipsychidion_, and _Adonais_. + +The travellers proceeded, _via_ Lyons and Chambery, to Milan, whence +Shelley and Mary made an expedition to Como in search of a house. After +looking at several,--one "beautifully situated, but too small," another +"out of repair, with an excellent garden, but full of serpents," a third +which seemed promising, but which they failed to get,--they appear to have +given up the scheme altogether, and to have returned to Milan. For the +next week they were in frequent correspondence with Byron on the subject +of Allegra. This had to be carried on entirely by Shelley, as Byron +refused all communication with Clare, and undertook to provide for his +child on the sole condition that, from the day it left her, its mother +entirely relinquished it, and never saw it again. + +This appeared to Shelley cruelly and needlessly harsh. His own paternal +heart was still bleeding from fresh wounds, and although, as he again +pointed out, his interest in the matter was entirely on the opposite side +to Clare's, he pleaded her cause with earnestness. He did not touch on the +question of Byron's attitude towards Clare herself, he contended only for +the mother and child, in letters as remarkable for their simple good sense +as for their perfect delicacy and courtesy of expression, and every line +of which is inspired with the unselfish ardour of a heart full of love. + +Poor Clare herself was dreadfully unhappy. Any illusion she may ever have +had about Byron had long been over, but she had possibly not realised +before coming to Italy the perfect horror he had of seeing her; an event, +as he told his friends the Hoppners, which would make it necessary for him +instantly to quit Venice. The reports about his present mode of life, +which, even at Milan did not fail to reach them, were, to say the least, +not encouraging; and from a later letter of Shelley's it would seem that +he warned Clare now, at the last minute, to pause and reflect before she +sent Allegra away to such a father. She, however, was determined that till +seven years old, at least, the child should be with one or other of its +parents, and Byron would only consent to be that one on condition that it +grew up in ignorance of its mother. It appears to have been assumed by all +parties that, in refusing to hand Allegra altogether over to her father, +they would be sacrificing for her the prospect of a brilliant position and +fortune. Even supposing that this had been so, it is impossible to think +that such a consideration would have weighed, at any rate with the +Shelleys, but for the impossibility of keeping Clare's secret if Allegra +remained with them, and the constant danger of worse scandal to which her +unexplained presence must expose them. Clare, distracted with grief as she +was, yet dreaded discovery acutely, and firmly believed she was acting for +Allegra's best interests in parting from her. + +It ended in the little girl's being sent to Venice on the 28th of April in +the care of Elise, the Swiss nurse, with whom Mary Shelley, for Allegra's +sake, consented to part, though she valued her very much, but who, not +long afterwards, returned to her. + +As soon as they had gone, the Shelleys and Clare left Milan; and +travelling leisurely through Parma, Modena, Bologna, and Pisa (where a +letter from Elise reached them), they arrived on the 9th of May at +Leghorn. Here they made the acquaintance of Mr. and Mrs. Gisborne. The +lady, formerly Mrs. Reveley, had been an intimate friend of Mary +Wollstonecraft's (when Mary Godwin), and had been so warmly admired by +Godwin before his first marriage as to arouse some jealousy in Mr. +Reveley. Indeed, his admiration had been returned by so warm a feeling of +friendship on her part that Godwin was frankly surprised when on his +pressing her, shortly after her widowhood, to become his second wife, she +refused him point blank, nor, by all his eloquence, was to be persuaded to +change her mind. A beautiful girl, and highly accomplished, she had +married very young, and had one son of her first marriage, Henry Reveley, +a young civil engineer, who was now living in Italy with her and her +second husband. + +This Mr. Gisborne struck Mary as being the reverse of intelligent, and is +described in Shelley's letters in most uncomplimentary terms. His +appearance cannot certainly have been in his favour, but that there must +have been more in him than met the eye seems also beyond a doubt, as, at a +later time, Shelley addressed to him some of his most interesting and most +intimate letters. + +To Mrs. Gisborne they bore a letter of introduction from Godwin, and it +was not long before her acquaintance with Mrs. Shelley ripened into +friendship. "Reserved, yet with easy manners;" so Mary described her at +their first meeting. On the next day the two had a long conversation about +Mary's father and mother. Of her mother, indeed, Mary learned more from +Mrs. Gisborne than from any one else. She wrote her father an immediate +account of these first interviews, and his answer is unusually +demonstrative in expression. + + I received last Friday a delightful letter from you. I was extremely + gratified by your account of Mrs. Gisborne. I have not seen her, I + believe, these twenty years; I think not since she was Mrs. Gisborne; + and yet by your description she is still a delightful woman. How + inexpressibly pleasing it is to call back the recollection of years + long past, and especially when the recollection belongs to a person in + whom one deeply interested oneself, as I did in Mrs. Reveley. I can + hardly hope for so great a pleasure as it would be to me to see her + again. + +At the Bagni di Lucca, where they settled themselves for a time, Mary +heard from her father of the review of _Frankenstein_ in the _Quarterly_. +Peacock had reported it to be unfavourable, so it was probably a relief +to find that the reviewers "did not pretend to find anything blasphemous +in the story." + + They say that the _gentleman_ who has written the book is a _man of + talents_, but that he employs his powers in a way disagreeable to + them. + +All this, however, tended to keep Mary's old ardour alive. She never was +more strongly impelled to write than at this time; she felt her powers +fresh and strong within her; all she wanted was some motive, some +suggestion to guide her in the choice of a subject. While at Leghorn +Shelley had come upon a manuscript account, which Mary transcribed, of +that terrible story of the _Cenci_ afterwards dramatised by himself. His +first idea was that Mary should take it for the subject of a play. He was +convinced that she had dramatic talent as a writer, and that he had none; +two erroneous conclusions, as the sequel showed. But such an assurance +from such a source could not but be flattering to Mary's ambition, and +stimulating to her innate love of literary work. During all the early part +of their time in Italy their thoughts were busy with some subject for +Mary's tragedy. One proposed and strongly urged by Shelley was _Charles +the First_. It was partially carried out by himself before his death, and +perhaps occurred to him now in connection with a suggestion of Godwin's +for a book very different in scope and character, and far better suited to +Mary's genius than the drama. It would have been a series of _Lives of the +Commonwealth's Men_; "our calumniated Republicans," as Shelley calls them. + +She was immensely attracted by the idea, but was forced to abandon it at +the time, for lack of the necessary books of reference. But Shelley, who +believed her powers to be of the highest order, was as eager as she +herself could be for her to undertake original work of some kind, and was +constantly inciting her to effort in this direction. + +More than two months were spent at the Bagni di Lucca--reading, writing, +riding, and enjoying to the full the balmy Italian skies. Shelley, in whom +the creative mood was more or less dormant, and who "despaired of +providing anything original," translated the _Symposium_ of Plato, partly +as an exercise, partly to "give Mary some idea of the manners and feelings +of the Athenians, so different on many subjects from that of any other +community that ever existed." Together they studied Italian, and Shelley +reported Mary's progress to her father. + + Mary has just finished Ariosto with me, and indeed has attained a very + competent knowledge of Italian. She is now reading Livy. + +She also transcribed his translation of the _Symposium_, and his Eclogue +_Rosalind and Helen_, which, begun at Marlow, had been thrown aside till +she found it and persuaded him to complete it. + +Meanwhile Clare hungered and thirsted for a sight of Allegra, of whom she +heard occasionally from Elise, and who was not now under Byron's roof, but +living, by his permission, with Mrs. Hoppner, wife of the British Consul +at Venice, who had volunteered to take temporary charge of her. Her +distress moved Shelley to so much commiseration that he resolved or +consented to do what must have been supremely disagreeable to him. He went +himself to Venice, hoping by a personal interview to modify in some degree +Byron's inexorable resolution. Clare accompanied him, unknown, of course, +to Byron. They started on the 17th of August. On that day Mary wrote the +following letter to Miss Gisborne-- + + MRS. SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + BAGNI DI LUCCA, _17th August 1818_. + + MY DEAR MADAM--It gave me great pleasure to receive your letter after + so long a silence, when I had begun to conjecture a thousand reasons + for it, and among others illness, in which I was half right. Indeed, I + am much concerned to hear of Mr. R.'s attacks, and sincerely hope that + nothing will retard his speedy recovery. His illness gives me a slight + hope that you might now be induced to come to the baths, if it were + even to try the effect of the hot baths. You would find the weather + cool; for we already feel in this part of the world that the year is + declining, by the cold mornings and evenings. I have another selfish + reason to wish that you would come, which I have a great mind not to + mention, yet I will not omit it, as it might induce you. Shelley and + Clare are gone; they went to-day to Venice on important business; and + I am left to take care of the house. Now, if all of you, or any of + you, would come and cheer my solitude, it would be exceedingly kind. I + daresay you would find many of your friends here; among the rest there + is the Signora Felichi, whom I believe you knew at Pisa. Shelley and I + have ridden almost every evening. Clare did the same at first, but she + has been unlucky, and once fell from her horse, and hurt her knee so + as to knock her up for some time. It is the fashion here for all the + English to ride, and it is very pleasant on these fine evenings, when + we set out at sunset and are lighted home by Venus, Jupiter, and + Diana, who kindly lend us their light after the sleepy Apollo is gone + to bed. The road which we frequent is raised somewhat above, and + overlooks the river, affording some very fine points of view amongst + these woody mountains. + + Still, we know no one; we speak to one or two people at the Casino, + and that is all; we live in our studious way, going on with Tasso, + whom I like, but who, now I have read more than half his poem, I do + not know that I like half so well as Ariosto. Shelley translated the + _Symposium_ in ten days. It is a most beautiful piece of writing. I + think you will be delighted with it. It is true that in many + particulars it shocks our present manners; but no one can be a reader + of the works of antiquity unless they can transport themselves from + these to other times, and judge, not by our, but their morality. + + Shelley is tolerably well in health; the hot weather has done him + good. We have been in high debate--nor have we come to any + conclusion--concerning the land or sea journey to Naples. We have been + thinking that when we want to go, although the equinox will be past, + yet the equinoctial winds will hardly have spent themselves; and I + cannot express to you how I fear a storm at sea with two such young + children as William and Clara. Do you know the periods when the + Mediterranean is troubled, and when the wintry halcyon days come? + However, it may be we shall see you before we proceed southward. + + We have been reading Eustace's _Tour through Italy_; I do not wonder + the Italians reprinted it. Among other select specimens of his way of + thinking, he says that the Romans did not derive their arts and + learning from the Greeks; that Italian ladies are chaste, and the + lazzaroni honest and industrious; and that, as to assassination and + highway robbery in Italy, it is all a calumny--no such things were + ever heard of. Italy was the garden of Eden, and all the Italians + Adams and Eves, until the blasts of hell (_i.e._ the French--for by + that polite name he designates them) came. By the bye, an Italian + servant stabbed an English one here--it was thought dangerously at + first, but the man is doing better. + + I have scribbled a long letter, and I daresay you have long wished to + be at the end of it. Well, now you are; so my dear Mrs. Gisborne, with + best remembrances, yours, obliged and affectionately, + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + +From Florence, where he arrived on the 20th, Shelley wrote to Mary, +telling her that Clare had changed her intention of going in person to +Venice, and had decided on the more politic course of remaining herself at +Fusina or Padua, while Shelley went on to see Byron. + + "Well, my dearest Mary," he went on, "are you very lonely? Tell me + truth, my sweetest, do you ever cry? I shall hear from you once at + Venice and once on my return here. If you love me, you will keep up + your spirits; and at all events tell me truth about it, for I assure + you I am not of a disposition to be flattered by your sorrow, though I + should be by your cheerfulness, and above all by seeing such fruits of + my absence as was produced when I was at Geneva." + +It was during Shelley's absence with Byron on their voyage round the lake +of Geneva that Mary had begun to write _Frankenstein_. But on the day when +she received this letter she was very uneasy about her little girl, who +was seriously unwell from the heat. On writing to Shelley she told him of +this; and, from his answer, one may infer that she had suggested the +advisability of taking the child to Venice for medical advice. + + PADUA, MEZZOGIORNO. + + MY BEST MARY--I found at Mount Selica a favourable opportunity for + going to Venice, when I shall try to make some arrangement for you and + little Ca to come for some days, and shall meet you, if I do not write + anything in the meantime, at Padua on Thursday morning. Clare says she + is obliged to come to see the Medico, whom we missed this morning, and + who has appointed as the only hour at which he can be at leisure, 8 + o'clock in the morning. You must, therefore, arrange matters so that + you should come to the Stella d'Oro a little before that hour, a thing + only to be accomplished by setting out at half-past 3 in the morning. + You will by this means arrive at Venice very early in the day, and + avoid the heat, which might be bad for the babe, and take the time + when she would at least sleep great part of the time. Clare will + return with the return carriage, and I shall meet you, or send to you, + at Padua. Meanwhile, remember _Charles the First_, and do you be + prepared to bring at least some of _Mirra_ translated; bring the book + also with you, and the sheets of _Prometheus Unbound_, which you will + find numbered from 1 to 26 on the table of the Pavilion. My poor + little Clara; how is she to-day? Indeed, I am somewhat uneasy about + her; and though I feel secure there is no danger, it would be very + comfortable to have some reasonable person's opinion about her. The + Medico at Padua is certainly a man in great practice; but I confess he + does not satisfy me. Am I not like a wild swan, to be gone so + suddenly? But, in fact, to set off alone to Venice required an + exertion. I felt myself capable of making it, and I knew that you + desired it.... Adieu, my dearest love. Remember, remember _Charles the + First_ and _Mirra_. I have been already imagining how you will conduct + some scenes. The second volume of _St. Leon_ begins with this proud + and true sentiment-- + + "There is nothing which the human mind can conceive which it may not + execute." Shakespeare was only a human being. Adieu till + Thursday.--Your ever affectionate, + + P. B. S. + +His next letter, however, announced yet another revolution in Clare's +plans. Her heart failed her at the idea of remaining to endure her +suspense all alone in a strange place; and so, braving the possible +consequences of Byron's discovering her move before he was informed of it, +she went on with Shelley to Venice, and, the morning after their arrival, +proceeded to Mr. Hoppner's house. Here she was kindly welcomed by him and +his wife, a pretty Swiss woman, with a sympathetic motherly heart, who +knew all about her and Allegra. They insisted, too, on Shelley's staying +with them, and he was nothing loth to accept the offer, for Byron's circle +would not have suited him at all. + +He was pleased with his hostess, something in whose appearance reminded +him of Mary. "She has hazel eyes and sweet looks, rather Maryish," he +wrote. And in another letter he described her as + + So good, so beautiful, so angelically mild that, were she wise too, + she would be quite a Mary. But she is not very accomplished. Her eyes + are like a reflection of yours; her manners are like yours when you + know and like a person. + +He could enjoy no pleasure without longing for Mary to share it, and from +the moment he reached Venice he was planning impatiently for her to follow +him, to experience with him the strange emotions aroused by the first +sight of the wonderful city, and to make acquaintance with his new +friends. + +He lost no time in calling on Byron, who gave him a very friendly +reception. Shelley's intention on leaving Lucca was to go with his family +to Florence, and the plan he urged on Byron was that Allegra should come +to spend some time there with her mother. To this Byron objected, as +likely to raise comment, and as a reopening of the whole question. He was, +however, in an affable mood, and not indisposed to meet Shelley halfway. +He had heard of Clare's being at Padua, but nothing of her subsequent +change of plan; and, assuming that the whole party were staying there, he +offered to send Allegra as far as that, on a week's visit. Finding that +things were not as he supposed, and that Mrs. Shelley was likely to come +presently to Venice, he proposed to lend them for some time a villa which +he rented at Este, and to let Allegra stay with them. The offer was +promptly and gratefully accepted by Shelley. The fact of Clare's presence +in Venice had, perforce, to be kept dark; for that there was no help; the +great thing was to get her and Allegra away as soon as possible. He sent +directions to Mary to pack up at once and travel with the least possible +delay to Este. There he would meet her with Clare, Allegra, and Elise, who +were to be established, with Mary's little ones, at Byron's villa, Casa +Cappucini, while she and he proceeded to Venice. + +When the letter came, Mary had the Gisbornes staying with her on a visit. +For that reason, and on account of little Clara's indisposition, the +summons to depart so suddenly can hardly have been welcome; she obeyed it, +however, and left the Bagni di Lucca on the 31st of August. Owing to +delays about the passport, her journey took rather longer than they had +expected. The intense heat of the weather, added to the fatigue of +travelling and probably change of diet, seriously affected the poor baby, +who, by the time they got to Este on 5th September, was dangerously ill. +Shelley, who had been waiting for them impatiently, was also far from +well, and their visit to Venice had to be deferred for more than a +fortnight, during which Mary had time to hear enough of Venetian society +to horrify and disgust her. + + _Journal, Saturday, September 5._--Arrive at Este. Poor Clara is + dangerously ill. Shelley is very unwell, from taking poison in Italian + cakes. He writes his drama of _Prometheus_. Read seven cantos of + Dante. Begin to translate _A Cajo Graccho_ of Monti, and _Measure for + Measure_. + + _Wednesday, September 16._--Read the _Filippo_ of Alfieri. Shelley and + Clare go to Padua. He is very ill from the effects of his poison. + +To Mrs. Gisborne she wrote as follows-- + + _September 1818._ + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--I hasten to write to you to say that we have + arrived safe, and yet I can hardly call it safe, since the fatigue has + given my poor _Ca_ an attack of dysentery; and although she is now + somewhat recovered from that disorder, she is still in a frightful + state of weakness and fever, and is reduced to be so thin in this + short time that you would hardly know her again. + + The physician of Este is a stupid fellow; but there is one come from + Padua, and who appears clever; so I hope under his care she will soon + get well, although we are still in great anxiety concerning her. I + found Mr. Shelley very anxious for our non-arrival, for, besides other + delays, we were detained a whole day at Florence for a signature to + our passport. The house at Este is exceedingly pleasant, with a large + garden and quantities of excellent fruit. I have not yet been to + Venice, and know not when I shall, since it depends upon the state of + Clara's health. I hope Mr. Reveley is quite recovered from his + illness, and I am sure the baths did him a great deal of good. So now + I suppose all your talk is how you will get to England. Shelley agrees + with me that you could live very well for your L200 per annum in + Marlow or some such town; and I am sure you would be much happier than + in Italy. How all the English dislike it! The Hoppners speak with the + greatest acrimony of the Italians, and Mr. Hoppner says that he was + actually driven from Italian society by the young men continually + asking him for money. Everything is saleable in Venice, even the wives + of the gentry, if you pay well. It appears indeed a most frightful + system of society. Well! when shall we see you again? Soon, I daresay. + I am so much hurried that you will be kind enough to excuse the + abruptness of this letter. I will write soon again, and in the + meantime write to me. Shelley and Clare desire the kindest + remembrances.--My dear Mrs. Gisborne, affectionately yours, + + MARY W. S. + + Casa Capuccini, Este. + Send our letters to this direction. + +No more of the journal was written till the 24th, and in the meantime +great trouble had fallen on the writers. Shelley was impatient for Clara +to be within reach of better medical advice, and anxious to get Mary to +Venice. He went forward himself on the 22d, returning next day as far as +Padua to meet Mary and Clara, with Clare, who, however, only came over to +Padua to see the Medico. The baby was very ill, and was getting worse +every hour, but they judged it best to press on. In their hurry they had +forgotten their passport, and had some difficulty in getting past the +_dogana_ in consequence. Shelley's impetuosity carried all obstacles +before it, and the soldiers on duty had to give way. On reaching Venice +Mary went straight with her sick child to the inn, while Shelley hurried +for the doctor. It was too late. When he got back (without the medical +man) he found Mary well-nigh beside herself with distress. Another doctor +had already been summoned, but little Clara was dying, and in an hour all +was over. + +This blow reduced Mary to "a kind of despair";--the expression is +Shelley's. Mr. Hoppner, on hearing what had happened, insisted on taking +them away at once from the inn to his house. Four days she spent in Venice +after that, the first of which was a blank; of the second she merely +records-- + + An idle day. Go to the Lido and see Albe there. + +After that she roused herself. There was Shelley to be comforted and +supported, there was Byron to be interviewed. One of her objects in coming +had been to try and persuade him after all to let Allegra stay. So she +nerved herself to pay this visit, and to go about and see something of +Venice with Shelley. + + _Sunday, September 27._--Read fourth canto of _Childe Harold_. It + rains. Go to the Doge's Palace, Ponte dei Sospiri, etc. Go to the + Academy with Mr. and Mrs. Hoppner, and see some fine pictures. Call at + Lord Byron's and see the _Farmaretta_. + + _Monday, September 28._--Go with Mrs. Hoppner and Cavaliere Mengaldo + to the Library. Shopping. In the evening Lord Byron calls. + + _Tuesday, September 29._--Leave Venice, and arrive at Este at night. + Clare is gone with the children to Padua. + + _Wednesday, September 30._--The chicks return. Transcribe _Mazeppa_. + Go to the opera in the evening. + +A quiet, sad fortnight at Este followed. An idle one it was not, for +Shelley not only wrote _Julian and Maddalo_, but worked on portions of +his drama of _Prometheus Unbound_, the idea of which had haunted him ever +since he came to Italy. Clare, for the time, was happy with her child. +Mary read several plays of Shakespeare and the lives of Alfieri and Tasso +in Italian. + +On the 12th of October she arrived once more at Venice with Shelley. She +passed the greater part of her time there with the Hoppners, who were +exceedingly friendly. Shelley visited Byron several times, probably trying +to get an extension of leave for Allegra. In this, however, he must have +failed, as on the 24th he went to Este to fetch her, returning with her on +the 29th. Having restored the poor little girl to the Hoppners' care, he +and Mary went once more to Este, but this time only to prepare for +departure. On the 5th of November the whole party, including Elise (who +was not retained for Allegra's service), left the Villa Capuccini and +travelled by slow stages to Rome. + +No further allusion to her recent bereavement is to be found in Mary's +journal. She attempted to behave like the Stoic her father had wished her +to be.[33] She had written to him of her affliction, and received the +following answer from the philosopher-- + + SKINNER STREET, _27th October 1818_. + + MY DEAR MARY--I sincerely sympathise with you in the affliction which + forms the subject of your letter, and which I may consider as the + first severe trial of your constancy and the firmness of your temper + that has occurred to you in the course of your life; you should, + however, recollect that it is only persons of a very ordinary sort, + and of a pusillanimous disposition, that sink long under a calamity of + this nature. I assure you such a recollection will be of great use to + you. We seldom indulge long in depression and mourning except when we + think secretly that there is something very refined in it, and that it + does us honour. + +Such a homily, at such a time, must have made Mary feel like a person of a +very ordinary sort indeed. But she strove, only too hard, to carry out her +father's principles; for, by doing violence to her sensitive nature, she +might crush but could not kill it. The passionate impulses of her mother +were curiously mated in her with her father's reflective temperament; and +the noble courage which she inherited from Mary Wollstonecraft went hand +in hand with somewhat of Godwin's constitutional shrinking from any +manifestation of emotion. And the effect of determinate, excessive +self-restraint on a heart like hers was to render the crushed feelings +morbid in their acuteness, and to throw on her spirits a load of endurance +which was borne, indeed, but at ruinous cost, and operated largely, among +other causes, to make her seem cold when she was really suffering. + +At such times it was not altogether well for her that she was Shelley's +companion. For, when his health and spirits were good, he craved and +demanded companionship,--personal, intellectual, playful,--companionship +of all sorts; but when they ebbed, when his vitality was low, when the +simultaneous exaltation of conception and labour of realisation--a +tremendous expenditure of force--was over, and left him shattered, shaken, +surprised at himself like one who in a dream falls from a height and +awakens with the shock,--tired, and yet dull,--then the one panacea for +him was animal spirits in some congenial acquaintance; whether a friend or +a previous stranger mattered little, provided the personality was +congenial and the spirits buoyant. Mary did her best, bravely and nobly. +But the loss of a child was one thing to Shelley, another thing to her. +She strove to overcome the low spirits from which she suffered. But +endurance, though more heroic than spontaneous cheerfulness, is not to be +compared with it in its benign effect on other people; nay, it may even +have a depressing effect when a yielding to emotion "of the ordinary sort" +may not. All these truths, however, do not become evident at once; like +other life-experience they have to be spelled out by slow and painful +degrees. + +To seek for respite from grief or care in intellectual culture and the +acquisition of knowledge was instinctive and habitual both in Shelley and +in Mary. They visited Ferrara and Bologna, then travelled by a winding +road among the Apennines to Terni, where they saw the celebrated +waterfall-- + + It put me in mind of Sappho leaping from a rock, and her form + vanishing as in the shape of a swan in the distance. + + _Friday, November 20._--We travel all day the Campagna di Roma--a + perfect solitude, yet picturesque, and relieved by shady dells. We see + an immense hawk sailing in the air for prey. Enter Rome. A rainy + evening. Doganas and cheating innkeepers. We at length get settled in + a comfortable hotel. + +After one week in Rome, during which they visited as many of the wonders +of the Eternal City as the time allowed, they journeyed on to Naples, +reading Montaigne by the way. + +At Naples they remained for three months. Of their life there Mary's +journal gives no account; she confines herself almost entirely to noting +down the books they read, and one or two excursions. They lived in very +great seclusion, greater than was good for them, but Shelley suffered much +from ill-health, and not a little from its treatment by an unskilful +physician. They read incessantly,--Livy, Dante, Sismondi, Winkelmann, the +Georgics and Plutarch's _Lives_, _Gil Blas_, and _Corinne_. They left no +beautiful or interesting scene unvisited; they ascended Vesuvius, and +made excursions to Pompeii, Herculaneum, and Paestum. + +On the 8th of December Mary records-- + + Go on the sea with Shelley. Visit Capo Miseno, the Elysian Fields, + Avernus, Solfatara. The Bay of Baiae is beautiful, but we are + disappointed by the various places we visit. + +The impression of the scene, however, remained after the temporary +disappointment had been forgotten, and she sketched it from memory many +years later in the fanciful introduction to her romance of _The Last Man_, +the story of which purports to be a tale deciphered from sibylline leaves, +picked up in the caverns. + +Shelley, however, suffered from extreme depression, which, out of +solicitous consideration for Mary, he disguised as much as possible under +a mask of cheerfulness, insomuch that she never fully realised what he +endured at this time until she read the mournful poems written at Naples, +after he who wrote them had passed for ever out of sight. + +She blamed herself then for what seemed to her her blindness,--for having +perhaps let slip opportunities of cheering him which she would have sold +her soul to recall when it was too late. That _he_, at the time, felt in +her no such want of sympathy or help is shown by his concluding words in +the advertisement of _Rosalind and Helen_, and _Lines written among the +Euganean Hills_, dated Naples, 20th December, where he says of certain +lines "which image forth the sudden relief of a state of deep despondency +by the radiant visions disclosed by the sudden burst of an Italian sunrise +in autumn on the highest peak of those delightful mountains," that, if +they were not erased, it was "at the request of a dear friend, with whom +added years of intercourse only add to my apprehension of its value, and +who would have had more right than any one to complain that she has not +been able to extinguish in me the very power of delineating sadness." + +Much of this sadness was due to physical suffering, but external causes of +anxiety and vexation were not wanting. One was the discovery of grave +misconduct on the part of their Italian servant, Paolo. An engagement had +been talked of between him and the Swiss nurse Elise, but the Shelleys, +who thought highly of Elise and by no means highly of Paolo, tried to +dissuade her from the idea. An illness of Elise's revealed the fact that +an illicit connection had been formed. The Shelleys, greatly distressed, +took the view that it would not do to throw Elise on the world without in +some degree binding Paolo to do his duty towards her, and they had them +married. How far this step was well-judged may be a matter of opinion. +Elise was already a mother when she entered the Shelleys service. Whether +a woman already a mother was likely to do better for being bound for life +to a man whom they "knew to be a rascal" may reasonably be doubted even by +those who hold the marriage-tie, as such, in higher honour than the +Shelleys did. But whether the action was mistaken or not, it was prompted +by the sincerest solicitude for Elise's welfare, a solicitude to be +repaid, at no distant date, by the basest ingratitude. Meanwhile Mary lost +her nurse, and, it may be assumed, a valuable one; for any one who studies +the history of this and the preceding years must see all three of the poor +doomed children throve as long as Elise was in charge of them. + +Clare was ailing, and anxious too; how could it be otherwise? Just before +Allegra's third birthday, Mary received a letter from Mrs. Hoppner which +was anything but reassuring. It gave an unsatisfactory account of the +child, who did not thrive in the climate of Venice, and a still more +unsatisfactory account of Byron. + + Il faut esperer qu'elle se changera pour son mieux quand il ne sera + plus si froid; mais je crois toujours que c'est tres malheureux que + Miss Clairmont oblige cette enfant de vivre a Venise, dont le climat + est nuisible en tout au physique de la petite, et vraiment, pour ce + que fera son pere, je le trouve un peu triste d'y sacrifier l'enfant. + My Lord continue de vivre dans une debauche affreuse qui tot ou tard + le menera a sa ruine.... + + Quant a moi, je voudrois faire tout ce qui est en mon pouvoir pour + cette enfant, que je voudrois bien volontiers rendre aussi heureuse + que possible le temps qu'elle restera avec nous; car je crains + qu'apres elle devra toujours vivre avec des etrangers, indifferents a + son sort. My Lord bien certainement ne la rendra jamais plus a sa + mere; ainsi il n'y a rien de bon a esperer pour cette chere petite. + +This letter, if she saw it, may well have made Clare curse the day when +she let Allegra go. + +Still, after they returned to Rome at the beginning of March, a brighter +time set in. + + _Journal, Friday, March 5._--After passing over the beautiful hills of + Albano, and traversing the Campagna, we arrive at the Holy City again, + and see the Coliseum again. + + All that Athens ever brought forth wise, + All that Afric ever brought forth strange, + All that which Asia ever had of prize, + Was here to see. Oh, marvellous great change! + Rome living was the world's sole ornament; + And dead, is now the world's sole monument. + + _Sunday, March 7._--Move to our lodgings. A rainy day. Visit the + Coliseum. Read the Bible. + + _Monday, March 8._--Visit the Museum of the Vatican. Read the Bible. + + _Tuesday, March 9._--Shelley and I go to the Villa Borghese. Drive + about Rome. Visit the Pantheon. Visit it again by moonlight, and see + the yellow rays fall through the roof upon the floor of the temple. + Visit the Coliseum. + + _Wednesday, March 10._--Visit the Capitol, and see the most divine + statues. + +Not one of the party but was revived and invigorated by the beauty and +overpowering interest of the surrounding scenes, and the delight of a +lovely Italian spring. To Shelley it was life itself. + + "The charm of the Roman climate," says Mrs. Shelley, "helped to clothe + his thoughts in greater beauty than they had ever worn before. And as + he wandered among the ruins, made one with nature in their decay, or + gazed on the Praxitelean shapes that throng the Vatican, the Capitol, + and the palaces of Rome, his soul imbibed forms of loveliness which + became a portion of itself." + +The visionary drama of _Prometheus Unbound_, which had haunted, yet eluded +him so long, suddenly took life and shape, and stood before him, a vivid +reality. During his first month at Rome he completed it in its original +three-act form. The fourth act was an afterthought, and was added at a +later date. + +For a short, enchanted time--his health renewed, the deadening years +forgotten, his susceptibilities sharpened, not paralysed, by recent +grief--he gave himself up to the vision of the realisation of his +life-dream; the disappearance of evil from the earth. + + "He believed," wrote Mary Shelley, "that mankind had only to will that + there should be no evil, and there would be none.... That man should + be so perfectionised as to be able to expel evil from his own nature, + and from the greater part of the creation was the cardinal point of + his system. And the subject he loved best to dwell on, was the image + of one warring with the Evil Principle, oppressed not only by it, but + by all, even the good, who were deluded into considering evil a + necessary portion of humanity. A victim full of fortitude and hope, + and the spirit of triumph emanating from a reliance in the ultimate + omnipotence of good." + + "This poem," he himself says, "was chiefly written upon the + mountainous ruins of the Baths of Caracalla, among the flowers, + glades, and thickets of odoriferous blossoming trees, which are + extended in ever winding labyrinths upon its immense platforms and + dizzy arches suspended in the air. The bright blue sky of Rome, and + the effect of the vigorous awakening of spring in that divinest + climate, and the new life with which it drenches the spirits even to + intoxication, were the inspiration of this drama."[34] + +And while he wrought and wove the radiant web of his poem, Mary, excited +to greatest enthusiasm by the treasures of sculpture at Rome, and infected +by the atmosphere of art around her, took up again her favourite pursuit +of drawing, which she had discontinued since going to Marlow, and worked +at it many hours a day, sometimes all day. She was writing, too; a +thoroughly congenial occupation, at once soothing and stimulating to her. +She studied the Bible, with the keen fresh interest of one who comes new +to it, and she read Livy and Montaigne. + +Little William was thriving, and growing more interesting every day. His +beauty and promise and angelic sweetness made him the pet and darling of +all who knew him, while to his parents he was a perpetual source of ever +fresh and increasing delight. And his mother looked forward to the birth +in autumn of another little one who might, in some measure, fill the place +of her lost Clara. + +Clare, who, also, was in better health, was not behindhand in energy or +industry. Music was her favourite pursuit; she took singing-lessons from a +good master and worked hard. + +They led a somewhat less secluded life than at Naples, and at the house of +Signora Dionizi, a Roman painter and authoress (described by Mary Shelley +as "very old, very miserly, and very mean"), Mary and Clare, at any rate, +saw a little of Italian society. For this, however, Shelley did not care, +nor was he attracted by any of the few English with whom he came in +contact. Yet he felt his solitude. In April, when the strain of his work +was over, his spirits drooped, as usual; and he longed then for some +_congenial distraction_, some human help to bear the burden of life till +the moment of weakness should have passed. But the fount of inspiration, +the source of temporary elation and strength, had not been exhausted by +_Prometheus_. + +On the 22d of April Mary notes-- + + Visit the Palazzo Corunna, and see the picture of Beatrice Cenci. + +The interest in the old idea was revived in him; he became engrossed in +the subject, and soon after his "lyrical drama" was done, he transferred +himself to this other, completely different work. There was no talk, now, +of passing it on to Mary, and indeed she may well have recoiled from the +unmitigated horrors of the tale. But, though he dealt with it himself, +Shelley still felt on unfamiliar ground, and, as he proceeded, he +submitted what he wrote to Mary for her judgment and criticism; the only +occasion on which he consulted her about any work of his during its +progress towards completion. + +Late in April they made the acquaintance of one English (or rather, Irish) +lady, who will always be gratefully remembered in connection with the +Shelleys. + +This was Miss Curran, a daughter of the late Irish orator, who had been a +friend of Godwin's, and to whose death Mary refers in one of her letters +from Marlow.[35] + +Mary may, perhaps, have met her in Skinner Street; in any case, the old +association was one link between them, and another was afforded by +similarity in their present interests and occupations. Mary was very keen +about her drawing and painting. Miss Curran had taste, and some skill, +and was vigorously prosecuting her art-studies in Rome. Portrait painting +was her especial line, and each of the Shelley party, at different times, +sat to her; so that during the month of May they met almost daily, and +became well acquainted. + +This new interest, together with the unwillingness to bring to an end a +time at once so peaceful and so fruitful, caused them once and again to +postpone their departure, originally fixed for the beginning of May. They +stayed on longer than it is safe for English people to remain in Rome. Ah! +why could no presentiment warn them of impending calamity? Could they, +like the Scottish witch in the ballad, have seen the fatal winding-sheet +creeping and clinging ever higher and higher round the wraith of their +doomed child, they would have fled from the face of Death. But they had no +such foreboding. + +Not a fortnight after his portrait had been taken by Miss Curran, William +showed signs of illness. How it was that, knowing him to be so +delicate,--having learned by bitterest experience the danger of southern +heat to an English-born infant,--having, as early as April, suspected the +Roman air of causing "weakness and depression, and even fever" to Shelley +himself, how, after all this, they risked staying in Rome through May is +hard to imagine. + +They were to pay for their delay with the best part of their lives. +William sickened on the 25th, but had so far recovered by the 30th that +his parents, though they saw they ought to leave Rome as soon as he was +fit to travel, were in no immediate anxiety about him, and were making +their summer plans quite in a leisurely way; Mary writing to ask Mrs. +Gisborne to help them with some domestic arrangements, begging her to +inquire about houses at Lucca or the Baths of Pisa, and to engage a +servant for her. + +The journal for this and the following days runs-- + + _Sunday, May 30._--Read Livy, and _Persiles and Sigismunda_. Draw. + Spend the evening at Miss Curran's. + + _Monday, May 31._--Read Livy, and _Persiles and Sigismunda_. Draw. + Walk in the evening. + + _Tuesday, June 1._--Drawing lesson. Read Livy. Walk by the Tiber. + Spend the evening with Miss Curran. + + _Wednesday, June 2._--See Mr. Vogel's pictures. William becomes very + ill in the evening. + + _Thursday, June 3._--William is very ill, but gets better towards the + evening. Miss Curran calls. + +Mary took this opportunity of begging her friend to write for her to Mrs. +Gisborne, telling her of the inevitable delay in their journey. + + ROME, _Thursday, 3d June 1819_. + + DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Mary tells me to write for her, for she is very + unwell, and also afflicted. Our poor little William is at present + very ill, and it will be impossible to quit Rome so soon as we + intended. She begs you, therefore, to forward the letters here, and + still to look for a servant for her, as she certainly intends coming + to Pisa. She will write to you a day or two before we set out. + + William has a complaint of the stomach; but fortunately he is attended + by Mr. Bell, who is reckoned even in London one of the first English + surgeons. + + I know you will be glad to hear that both Mary and Mr. Shelley would + be well in health were it not for the dreadful anxiety they now + suffer. + + EMELIA CURRAN. + +Two days after, Mary herself wrote a few lines to Mrs. Gisborne. + + _5th June 1819._ + + William is in the greatest danger. We do not quite despair, yet we + have the least possible reason to hope. + + I will write as soon as any change takes place. The misery of these + hours is beyond calculation. The hopes of my life are bound up in + him.--Ever yours affectionately, + + M. W. S. + + I am well, and so is Shelley, although he is more exhausted by + watching than I am. William is in a high fever. + +Sixty death-like hours did Shelley watch, without closing his eyes. Clare, +her own troubles forgotten in this moment of mortal suspense, was a +devoted nurse. + +As for Mary, her very life ebbed with William's, but as yet she bore up. +There was no real hope from the first moment of the attack, but the poor +child made a hard struggle for life. Two more days and nights of anguish +and terror and deadly sinking of heart,--and then, in the blank page +following _June 4_, the last date entered in the diary, are the words-- + + The journal ends here.--P. B. S. + +On Monday, the 7th of June, at noonday, William died. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +JUNE 1819-SEPTEMBER 1820 + + +It was not fifteen months since they had all left England; Shelley and +Mary with the sweet, blue-eyed "Willmouse," and the pretty baby, Clara, so +like her father; Clare and the "bluff, bright-eyed little Commodore," +Allegra; the Swiss nurse and English nursemaid; a large and lively party, +in spite of cares and anxieties and sorrows to come. In one short, +spiritless paragraph Mary, on the 4th of August, summed up such history as +there was of the sad two months following on the blow which had left her +childless. + + _Journal, Wednesday, August 4, 1819, Leghorn_ (Mary).--I begin my + journal on Shelley's birthday. We have now lived five years together; + and if all the events of the five years were blotted out, I might be + happy; but to have won and then cruelly to have lost, the associations + of four years, is not an accident to which the human mind can bend + without much suffering. + + Since I left home I have read several books of Livy, _Clarissa + Harlowe_, the _Spectator_, a few novels, and am now reading the Bible, + and Lucan's _Pharsalia_, and Dante. Shelley is to-day twenty-seven + years of age. Write; read Lucan and the Bible. Shelley writes the + _Cenci_, and reads Plutarch's _Lives_. The Gisbornes call in the + evening. Shelley reads _Paradise Lost_ to me. Read two cantos of the + _Purgatorio_. + +Three days after William's death, Shelley, Mary, and Clare had left Rome +for Leghorn. Once more they were alone together--how different now from +the three heedless young things who, just five years before, had set out +to walk through France with a donkey! + +Shelley, then, a creature of feelings and theories, full of unbalanced +impulses, vague aspirations and undeveloped powers; inexperienced in +everything but uncomprehended pain and the dim consciousness of +half-realised mistakes. Mary, the fair, quiet, thoughtful girl, earnest +and impassioned, calm and resolute, as ignorant of practical life as +precocious in intellect; with all her mind worshipping the same high +ideals as Shelley's, and with all her heart worshipping him as the +incarnation of them. Clare her very opposite; excitable and enthusiastic, +demonstrative and capricious, clever, but silly; with a mind in which a +smattering of speculative philosophy, picked up in Godwin's house, +contended for the mastery with such social wisdom as she had picked up in +a boarding school. Both of them mere children in years. Now poor Clare was +older without being much wiser, saddened yet not sobered; suffering +bitterly from her ambiguous position, yet unable or unwilling to put an +end to it; the worse by her one great error, which had brought her to dire +grief; the better by one great affection--for her child,--the source of +much sorrow, it is true, but also of truest joy of self-devotion, and the +only instrument of such discipline that ever she had. + +Shelley had found what he wanted, the faithful heart which to his own +afforded peace and stability and the balance which, then, he so much +needed; a kindred mind, worthy of the best his had to give; knowing and +expecting that best, too, and satisfied with nothing short of it. And his +best had responded. In these few years he had realised powers the extent +of which could not have been foretold, and which might, without that +steady sympathy and support, have remained unfulfilled possibilities for +ever. In spite of the far-reaching consequences of his errors, in spite of +torturing memories, in spite of ill-health, anxiety, poverty, vexation, +and strife, the Shelley of _Queen Mab_ had become the Shelley of +_Prometheus Unbound_ and the _Cenci_. + +Of this development he himself was conscious enough. In so far as he was +known to his contemporaries, it was only by his so-called atheistic +opinions, and his departures theoretical and actual, from conventional +social morality; and even these owed their notoriety, not to his genius, +but to the fact that they were such strange vagaries in the heir to a +baronetcy. In his new life he had, indeed, known the deepest grief as well +as the purest love, but those griefs which are memorial shrines of love +did not paralyse him. They were rather among the influences which elicited +the utmost possibilities of his nature; his lost children, as lovely +ideals, were only half lost to him. + +But with Mary it was otherwise. Her occupation was gone. When after the +death of her first poor little baby, she wrote: "Whenever I am left alone +to my own thoughts, and do not read to divert them, they always come back +to the same point--that I was a mother, and am so no longer;" a new sense +was dawning in her which never had waned, and which, since William's +birth, had asserted itself as the key to her nature. + +She had known very little of the realities of life when she left her +father's house with Shelley, and he, her first reality, belonged in many +ways more to the ideal than to the real world. But for her children, her +association with him, while immeasurably expanding her mental powers, +might have tended to develop these at the expense of her emotional nature, +and to starve or to stifle her human sympathies. In her children she found +the link which united her ideal love with the universal heart of mankind, +and it was as a mother that she learned the sweet charities of human +nature. This maternal love deepened her feelings towards her own father, +it gave her sympathy with Clare and helped towards patience with her, it +saved her from overmuch literary abstraction, and prevented her from +pining when Shelley was buried in dreams or engrossed in work, and she +loved these children with the unconscious passionate gratitude of a +reserved nature towards anything that constrains from it the natural +expression of that fund of tenderness and devotion so often hidden away +under a perversely undemonstrative manner. Now, in one short year, all +this was gone, and she sank under the blow of William's loss. She could +not even find comfort in the thought of the baby to be born in autumn, +for, after the repeated rending asunder of beloved ties, she looked +forward to new ones with fear and trembling, rather than with hope. The +physical reaction after the strain of long suspense and watching had told +seriously on her health, never strong at these times; the efforts she had +made at Naples were no longer possible to her. Even Clare with all her +misery was, in one sense, better off than she, for Allegra _lived_. She +tried to rise above her affliction, but her care for everything was gone; +the whole world seemed dull and indifferent. Poor Shelley, only too liable +to depression at all times, and suffering bitterly himself from the loss +of his beloved child, tried to keep up his spirits for Mary's sake. + + Thou sittest on the hearth of pale Despair, + Where, + For thine own sake, I cannot follow thee. + +Perhaps the effort he thus made for her sake had a bracing effect on +himself, but the old Mary seemed gone,--lost,--and even he was powerless +to bring her back; she could not follow him; any approach of seeming +forgetfulness in others increased her depression and gloom. + +The letter to Miss Curran, which follows, was written within three weeks +of William's death. + + LEGHORN, _27th June 1819_. + + MY DEAR MISS CURRAN--I wrote to you twice on our journey, and again + from this place, but I found the other day that Shelley had forgotten + to send the letter; and I have been so unwell with a cold these last + two or three days that I have not been able to write. We have taken an + airy house here, in the vicinity of Leghorn, for three months, and we + have not found it yet too hot. The country around us is pretty, so + that I daresay we shall do very well. I am going to write another + stupid letter to you, yet what can I do? I no sooner take up my pen + than my thoughts run away with me, and I cannot guide it except about + _one_ subject, and that I must avoid. So I entreat you to join this to + your many other kindnesses, and to excuse me. I have received the two + letters forwarded from Rome. My father's lawsuit is put off until + July. It will never be terminated. I hear that you have quitted the + pestilential air of Rome, and have gained a little health in the + country. Pray let us hear from you, for both Shelley and I are very + anxious--more than I can express--to know how you are. Let us hear + also, if you please, anything you may have done about the tomb, near + which I shall lie one day, and care not, for my own sake, how soon. I + never shall recover that blow; I feel it more than at Rome; the + thought never leaves me for a single moment; everything on earth has + lost its interest to me. You see I told you that I could only write to + you on one subject; how can I, since, do all I can (and I endeavour + very sincerely) I can think of no other, so I will leave off. Shelley + is tolerably well, and desires his kindest remembrances.--Most + affectionately yours, + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + +Their sympathetic friend, Leigh Hunt, grieved at the tone of her letters +and at Shelley's account of her, tried to convey to her a little kindly +advice and encouragement. + + 8 YORK BUILDINGS, NEW ROAD. + _July 1819._ + + MY DEAR MARY--I was just about to write to you, as you will see by my + letter to Shelley, when I received yours. I need not say how it + grieves me to see you so dispirited. Not that I wonder at it under + such sufferings; but I know, at least I have often suspected, that you + have a tendency, partly constitutional perhaps, and partly owing to + the turn of your philosophy, to look over-intensely at the dark side + of human things; and they must present double dreariness through such + tears as you are now shedding. Pray consent to take care of your + health, as the ground of comfort; and cultivate your laurels on the + strength of it. I wish you would strike your pen into some more genial + subject (more obviously so than your last), and bring up a fountain of + gentle tears for us. That exquisite passage about the cottagers shows + what you could do.[36] + +Mary received his counsels submissively, and would have carried them out +if she could. But her nervous prostration was beyond her own power to cure +or remove, and it was hard for others and impossible for herself to know +how far her dejected state was due to mental and how far to physical +causes. + +Shelley was not, and dared not be, idle. He worked at his Tragedy and +finished it; many of the Fragments, too, belong to this time. They are the +speech of pain, but those who can teach in song what they learn in +suffering have much, very much to be thankful for. Mary persisted in +study; she even tried to write. But the spring of invention was low. + +She exerted herself to send to Mrs. Hunt an account of their present life +and surroundings. + + LEGHORN, _28th August 1819_. + + MY DEAR MARIANNE--We are very dull at Leghorn, and I can therefore + write nothing to amuse you. We live in a little country house at the + end of a green lane, surrounded by a _podere_. These _poderi_ are just + the things Hunt would like. They are like our kitchen-gardens, with + the difference only that the beautiful fertility of the country gives + them. A large bed of cabbages is very unpicturesque in England, but + here the furrows are alternated with rows of grapes festooned on their + supporters, and the hedges are of myrtle, which have just ceased to + flower; their flower has the sweetest faint smell in the world, like + some delicious spice. Green grassy walks lead you through the vines. + The people are always busy, and it is pleasant to see three or four of + them transform in one day a bed of Indian corn to one of celery. They + work this hot weather in their shirts, or smock-frocks (but their + breasts are bare), their brown legs nearly the colour, only with a + rich tinge of red in it, of the earth they turn up. They sing, not + very melodiously, but very loud, Rossini's music, "Mi rivedrai, ti + rivedro," and they are accompanied by the _cicala_, a kind of little + beetle, that makes a noise with its tail as loud as Johnny can sing; + they live on trees; and three or four together are enough to deafen + you. It is to the _cicala_ that Anacreon has addressed an ode which + they call "To a Grasshopper" in the English translations. + + Well, here we live. I never am in good spirits--often in very bad; and + Hunt's portrait has already seen me shed so many tears that, if it had + his heart as well as his eyes, he would weep too in pity. But no more + of this, or a tear will come now, and there is no use for that. + + By the bye, a hint Hunt gave about portraits. The Italian painters are + very bad; they might make a nose like Shelley's, and perhaps a mouth, + but I doubt it; but there would be no expression about it. They have + no notion of anything except copying again and again their Old + Masters; and somehow mere copying, however divine the original, does a + great deal more harm than good. + + Shelley has written a good deal, and I have done very little since I + have been in Italy. I have had so much to see, and so many vexations, + independently of those which God has kindly sent to wean me from the + world if I were too fond of it. Shelley has not had good health by any + means, and, when getting better, fate has ever contrived something to + pull him back. He never was better than the last month of his stay in + Rome, except the last week--then he watched sixty miserable death-like + hours without closing his eyes; and you may think what good that did + him. + + We see the _Examiners_ regularly now, four together, just two months + after the publication of the last. These are very delightful to us. I + have a word to say to Hunt of what he says concerning Italian dancing. + The Italians dance very badly. They dress for their dances in the + ugliest manner; the men in little doublets, with a hat and feather; + they are very stiff; nothing but their legs move; and they twirl and + jump with as little grace as may be. It is not for their dancing, but + their pantomime, that the Italians are famous. You remember what we + told you of the ballet of _Othello_. They tell a story by action, so + that words appear perfectly superfluous things for them. In that they + are graceful, agile, impressive, and very affecting; so that I delight + in nothing so much as a deep tragic ballet. But the dancing, unless, + as they sometimes do, they dance as common people (for instance, the + dance of joy of the Venetian citizens on the return of Othello), is + very bad indeed. + + I am very much obliged to you for all your kind offers and wishes. + Hunt would do Shelley a great deal of good, but that we may not think + of; his spirits are tolerably good. But you do not tell me how you get + on; how Bessy is, and where she is. Remember me to her. Clare is + learning thorough bass and singing. We pay four crowns a month for her + master, lessons three times a week; cheap work this, is it not? At + Rome we paid three shillings a lesson and the master stayed two hours. + The one we have now is the best in Leghorn. + + I write in the morning, read Latin till 2, when we dine; then I read + some English book, and two cantos of Dante with Shelley. In the + evening our friends the Gisbornes come, so we are not perfectly alone. + I like Mrs. Gisborne very much indeed, but her husband is most + dreadfully dull; and as he is always with her, we have not so much + pleasure in her company as we otherwise should.... + +The neighbourhood of Mrs. Gisborne, "charming from her frank and +affectionate nature," and full of intellectual sympathy with the Shelleys, +was a boon indeed at this melancholy time. Through her Shelley was led to +the study of Spanish, and the appearance on the scene of Charles +Clairmont, who had just passed a year in Spain, was an additional stimulus +in this direction. Together they read several of Calderon's plays, from +which Shelley derived the greatest delight, and which enabled him for a +time to forget everyday life and its troubles. Another diversion to his +thoughts was the scheme of a steamboat which should ply between Leghorn +and Marseilles, to be constructed by Henry Reveley, mainly at Shelley's +expense. He was elated at promoting a project which he conceived to be of +great public usefulness and importance, and happy at being able to do a +friend a good turn. He followed every stage of the steamer's construction +with keen interest, and was much disappointed when the idea was given up, +as, after some months, it was; not, however, until much time, labour, and +money had been expended on it. + +Mary, though she endeavoured to fill the blanks in her existence by +assiduous reading, could not escape care. Clare was in perpetual thirst +for news of her Allegra, and Godwin spared them none of his usual +complaints. He, too, was much concerned at the depressed tone of Mary's +letters, which seemed to him quite disproportionate to the occasion, and +thought it his duty to convince her, by reasoning, that she was not so +unhappy as she thought herself to be. + + SKINNER STREET, _9th September 1819_. + + MY DEAR MARY--Your letter of 19th August is very grievous to me, + inasmuch as you represent me as increasing the degree of your + uneasiness and depression. + + You must, however, allow me the privilege of a father and a + philosopher in expostulating with you on this depression. I cannot + but consider it as lowering your character in a memorable degree, and + putting you quite among the commonalty and mob of your sex, when I had + thought I saw in you symptoms entitling you to be ranked among those + noble spirits that do honour to our nature. What a falling off is + here! How bitterly is so inglorious a change to be deplored! + + What is it you want that you have not? You have the husband of your + choice, to whom you seem to be unalterably attached, a man of high + intellectual attainments, whatever I and some other persons may think + of his morality, and the defects under this last head, if they be not + (as you seem to think) imaginary, at least do not operate as towards + you. You have all the goods of fortune, all the means of being useful + to others, and shining in your proper sphere. But you have lost a + child: and all the rest of the world, all that is beautiful, and all + that has a claim upon your kindness, is nothing, because a child of + two years old is dead. + + The human species may be divided into two great classes: those who + lean on others for support, and those who are qualified to support. Of + these last, some have one, some five, and some ten talents. Some can + support a husband, a child, a small but respectable circle of friends + and dependents, and some can support a world, contributing by their + energies to advance their whole species one or more degrees in the + scale of perfectibility. The former class sit with their arms crossed, + a prey to apathy and languor, of no use to any earthly creature, and + ready to fall from their stools if some kind soul, who might + compassionate, but who cannot respect them, did not come from moment + to moment and endeavour to set them up again. You were formed by + nature to belong to the best of these classes, but you seem to be + shrinking away, and voluntarily enrolling yourself among the worst. + + Above all things, I entreat you, do not put the miserable delusion on + yourself, to think there is something fine, and beautiful, and + delicate, in giving yourself up, and agreeing to be nothing. Remember + too, though at first your nearest connections may pity you in this + state, yet that when they see you fixed in selfishness and ill + humour, and regardless of the happiness of every one else, they will + finally cease to love you, and scarcely learn to endure you. + + The other parts of your letter afford me much satisfaction. Depend + upon it, there is no maxim more true or more important than this; + Frankness of communication takes off bitterness. True philosophy + invites all communication, and withholds none. + +Such a letter tended rather to check frankness of communication than to +bind up a broken heart. Poor Mary's feelings appear in her letter to Miss +Curran, with whom she was in correspondence about a monumental stone for +the tomb in Rome. + + The most pressing entreaties on my part, as well as Clare's, cannot + draw a single line from Venice. It is now six months since we have + heard, even in an indirect manner, from there. God knows what has + happened, or what has not! I suppose Shelley must go to see what has + become of the little thing; yet how or when I know not, for he has + never recovered from his fatigue at Rome, and continually frightens me + by the approaches of a dysentery. Besides, we must remove. My lying-in + and winter are coming on, so we are wound up in an inextricable + dilemma. This is very hard upon us; and I have no consolation in any + quarter, for my misfortune has not altered the tone of my Father's + letters, so that I gain care every day. And can you wonder that my + spirits suffer terribly? that time is a weight to me? And I see no end + to this. Well, to talk of something more interesting, Shelley has + finished his tragedy, and it is sent to London to be presented to the + managers. It is still a _deep secret_, and only one person, Peacock + (who presents it), knows anything about it in England. With Shelley's + public and private enemies, it would certainly fall if known to be + his; his sister-in-law alone would hire enough people to damn it. It + is written with great care, and we are in hopes that its story is + sufficiently polished not to shock the audience. We shall see. + Continue to direct to us at Leghorn, for if we should be gone, they + will be faithfully forwarded to us. And when you return to Rome just + have the kindness to inquire if there should be any stray letter for + us at the post-office. I hope the country air will do you real good. + You must take care of yourself. Remember that one day you will return + to England, and that you may be happier there.--Affectionately yours, + + M. W. S. + +At the end of September they removed to Florence, where they had engaged +pleasant lodgings for six months. The time of Mary's confinement was now +approaching, an event, in Shelley's words, "more likely than any other to +retrieve her from some part of her present melancholy depression." + +They travelled by short, easy stages; stopping for a day at Pisa to pay a +visit to a lady with whom from this time their intercourse was frequent +and familiar. This was Lady Mountcashel, who had, when a young girl, been +Mary Wollstonecraft's pupil, and between whom and her teacher so warm an +attachment had existed as to arouse the jealousy and dislike of her +mother, Lady Kingsborough. She had long since been separated from Lord +Mountcashel, and lived in Italy with a Mr. Tighe and their two daughters, +Laura and Nerina. As Lady Mountcashel she had entertained Godwin at her +house during his visit to Ireland after his first wife's death. She is +described by him as a remarkable person, "a republican and a democrat in +all their sternness, yet with no ordinary portion either of understanding +or good nature." In dress and appearance she was somewhat singular, and +had that disregard for public opinion on such matters which is habitually +implied in the much abused term "strong-minded." In this respect she had +now considerably toned down. Her views on the relations of the sexes were +those of William Godwin, and she had put them into practice. But she and +the gentleman with whom she lived in permanent, though irregular, union +had succeeded in constraining, by their otherwise exemplary life, the +general respect and esteem. They were known as "Mr. and Mrs. Mason," and +had so far lived down criticism that their actual position had come to be +ignored or forgotten by those around them. Mr. Tighe, or "Tatty," as he +was familiarly called by his few intimates, was of a retiring disposition, +a lover of books and of solitude. Mrs. Mason was as remarkable for her +strong practical common sense as for her talents and cultivation and the +liberality of her views. She had a considerable knowledge of the world, +and was looked up to as a model of good breeding, and an oracle on matters +of deportment and propriety. + +She had kept up correspondence with Godwin, and her acquaintance with the +Shelleys was half made before she saw them. She conceived an immediate +affection for Mary, as well for her own as for her mother's sake, and was +to prove a constant and valuable friend, not to her only, but to Shelley, +and most especially to Clare. + +After a week in Florence, Mary's journal was resumed. + + _Saturday, October 9._--Arrive at Florence. Read Massinger. Shelley + begins Clarendon; reads Massinger, and Plato's _Republic_. Clare has + her first singing lesson on Saturday. Go to the opera and see a + beautiful ballet + + _Monday, October 11._--Read Horace; work. Go to the Gallery. Shelley + finishes the first volume of Clarendon. Read the _Little Thief_. + + _Wednesday, October 20._--Finish the First Book of Horace's Odes. + Work, walk, read, etc. On Saturday letters are sent to England. On + Tuesday one to Venice. Shelley visits the Galleries. Reads Spenser and + Clarendon aloud. + + _Thursday, October 28._--Work; read; copy _Peter Bell_. Monday night a + great fright with Charles Clairmont. Shelley reads Clarendon aloud and + _Plato's Republic_. Walk. On Thursday the protest from the Bankers. + Shelley writes to them, and to Peacock, Longdill, and H. Smith. + + _Tuesday, November 9._--Read Madame de Sevigne. Bad news from London. + Shelley reads Clarendon aloud, and Plato. He writes to Papa. + +On the 12th of November a son was born to the Shelleys, and brought the +first true balm of consolation to his poor mother's heart. + + "You may imagine," wrote Shelley to Leigh Hunt, "that this is a great + relief and a great comfort to me amongst all my misfortunes.... Poor + Mary begins (for the first time) to look a little consoled; for we + have spent, as you may imagine, a miserable five months." + +The child was healthy and pretty, and very like William. Neither Mary's +strength nor her spirits were altogether re-established for some time, but +the birth of "Percy Florence" was, none the less, the beginning of a new +life for her. She turned, with the renewed energy of hope, to her literary +work and studies. One of her first tasks was to transcribe the just +written fourth act of _Prometheus Unbound_. She had work of her own on +hand too; a historical novel, _Castruccio, Prince of Lucca_ (afterwards +published as _Valperga_), a laborious but very congenial task, which +occupied her for many months. + +And indeed all the solace of new and tender ties, all the animating +interest of intellectual pursuits, was sorely needed to counteract the +wearing effect of harassing cares and threatening calamities. Godwin was +now being pressed for the accumulated unpaid house-rent of many years; so +many that, when the call came, it was unexpected by him, and he challenged +its justice. He had engaged in a law-suit on the matter, which he +eventually lost. The only point which appeared to admit of no reasonable +doubt was that Shelley would shortly be called upon to find a large sum of +money for him, and this at a time when he was himself in unexpected +pecuniary straits, owing to the non-arrival of his own remittances from +England--a circumstance rendered doubly vexatious by the fact that a large +portion of the money was pledged to Henry Reveley for the furtherance of +his steamboat. A draft for L200, destined for this purpose, was returned, +protested by Shelley's bankers. And though the money was ultimately +recovered, its temporary loss caused no small alarm. Meanwhile every mail +brought letters from Godwin of the most harrowing nature; the philosophy +which he inculcated in a case of bereavement was null and void where +impending bankruptcy was concerned. He well knew how to work on his +daughter's feelings, and he did not spare her. Poor Shelley was at his +wits' end. + + "Mary is well," he wrote (in December) to the Gisbornes; "but for this + affair in London I think her spirits would be good. What shall I, what + can I, what ought I to do? You cannot picture to yourself my + perplexity." + +It appeared not unlikely that he might even have to go to England, a +journey for which his present state of health quite unfitted him, and +which he could not but be conscious would be no permanent remedy, but only +a temporary alleviation, of Godwin's thoroughly unsound circumstances. +Mary, in her grief for her father, began to think that the best thing for +him might be to leave England altogether and settle abroad; an idea from +which Mrs. Mason, with her strong sagacity, earnestly dissuaded her. + +Her views on the point were expressed in a letter to Shelley Mary had +written asking her if she could give Charles Clairmont any introductions +at Vienna, where he had now gone to seek his fortune as a teacher of +languages; and also begging for such assistance as she might be able to +lend in the matter of obtaining access to historical documents or other +MS. bearing on the subjects of Mary's projected novel. + + MRS. MASON TO SHELLEY. + + MY DEAR SIR--I deferred answering your letter till this post in hopes + of being able to send some recommendations for your friend at Vienna, + in which I have been disappointed; and I have now also a letter from + my dear Mary; so I will answer both together. It gives me great + pleasure to hear such a good account of the little boy and his + mother.... I am sorry to perceive that your visit to Pisa will be so + much retarded; but I admire Mary's courage and industry. I sincerely + regret that it is not in my power to be of service to her in this + undertaking.... All I can say is, that when you have got all you can + there (where I suppose the manuscript documents are chiefly to be + found) and that you come to this place, I have scarcely any doubt of + being able to obtain for you many books on the subject which interests + you. Probably everything in print which relates to it is as easy to be + had here as at Florence.... I am very sorry indeed to think that Mr. + Godwin's affairs are in such a bad way, and think he would be much + happier if he had nothing to do with trade; but I am afraid he would + not be comfortable out of England. You who are young do not mind the + thousand little wants that men of his age are not habituated to; and + I, who have been so many years a vagabond on the face of the earth, + have long since forgotten them; but I have seen people of my age much + discomposed at the absence of long-accustomed trifles; and though + philosophy supports in great matters, it seldom vanquishes the small + everydayisms of life. I say this that Mary may not urge her father too + much to leave England. It may sound odd, but I can't help thinking + that Mrs. Godwin would enjoy a tour in foreign countries more than he + would. The physical inferiority of women sometimes teaches them to + support or overlook little inconveniences better than men. + + * * * * * + + "I am very sorry," she writes to Mary in another letter, "to find you + still suffer from low spirits. I was in hopes the little boy would + have been the best remedy for that. Words of consolation are but empty + sounds, for to time alone it belongs to wear out the tears of + affliction. However, a woman who gives milk should make every exertion + to be cheerful on account of the child she nourishes." + +Whether the plan for Godwin's expatriation was ever seriously proposed to +him or not, it was, at any rate, never carried out. But none the less for +this did the Shelleys live in the shadow of his gloom, which co-operated +with their own pecuniary strait, previously alluded to, and with the +nipping effects of an unwontedly severe winter, to make life still +difficult and dreary for them. + + "Shelley Calderonised on the late weather," wrote Mary to Mrs. + Gisborne; "he called it an epic of rain with an episode of frost, and + a few similes concerning fine weather. We have heard from England, + although not from the Bankers; but Peacock's letter renders the affair + darker than ever. Ah! my dear friend, you, in your slow and sure way + of proceeding, ought hardly to have united yourself to our eccentric + star. I am afraid that you will repent it, and it grieves us both more + than you can imagine that all should have gone so ill; but I think we + may rest assured that this is delay, and not loss; it can be nothing + else. I write in haste--a carriage at the door to take me out, and + _Percy_ asleep on my knee. Adieu. Charles is at Vienna by this + time."... + +They had intended remaining six months at Florence, but the place suited +Shelley so ill that they took advantage of the first favourable change in +the weather, at the end of January, to remove to Pisa, where the climate +was milder, and where they now had pleasant friends in the Masons at "Casa +Silva." They wished, too, to consult the celebrated Italian surgeon, +Vacca, on the subject of Shelley's health. Vacca's advice took the shape +of an earnest exhortation to him to abstain from drugs and remedies, to +live a healthy life, and to leave his complaint, as far as possible, to +nature. And, though he continued liable to attacks of pain and illness, +and on one occasion had a severe nervous attack, the climate of Pisa +proved in the end more suitable to him than any other, and for more than +two years he remained there or in the immediate neighbourhood. He and Mary +were never more industrious than at this time; reading extensively, and +working together on a translation of Spinoza they had begun at Florence, +and which occupied them, at intervals, for many months. Little Percy, a +most healthy and satisfactory infant, had in March an attack of measles, +but so slight as to cause no anxiety. Once, however, during the summer +they had a fright about him, when an unusually alarming letter from her +father upset Mary so much as to cause in her nursling, through her, +symptoms of an illness similar to that which had destroyed little Clara. +On this occasion she authorised Shelley, at his earnest request, to +intercept future letters of the kind, an authority of which he had to +avail himself at no distant date, telling Godwin that his domestic peace, +Mary's health and happiness, and his child's life, could no longer be +entirely at his mercy. + +No wonder that his own nervous ailments kept their hold of him. And to +make matters better for him and for Mary, Paolo, the rascally Italian +servant whom they had dismissed at Naples, now concocted a plot for +extorting money from Shelley by accusing him of frightful crimes. Legal +aid had to be called in to silence him. To this end they employed an +attorney of Leghorn, named Del Rosso, and, for convenience of +communication, they occupied for a few weeks Casa Ricci, the Gisbornes' +house there, the owners being absent in England. Shelley made Henry +Reveley's workshop his study. Hence he addressed his poetical "Letter to +Maria Gisborne," and here too it was that "on a beautiful summer evening +while wandering among the lanes, whose myrtle hedges were the bowers of +the fireflies (they) heard the carolling of the skylark, which inspired +one of the most beautiful of his poems."[37] + +If external surroundings could have made them happy they might have been +so now, but Shelley, though in better health, was very nervous. Paolo's +scandal and the legal affair embittered his life, to an extent difficult +indeed to estimate, for it is certain that for some one else's sake, +though _whose_ sake has never transpired, he had accepted when at Naples +responsibilities at once delicate and compromising. Paolo had knowledge of +the matter, and used this knowledge partly to revenge himself on Shelley +for dismissing him from his service, partly to try and extort money from +him by intimidation. The Shelleys hoped they had "crushed him" with Del +Rosso's help, but they could not be certain, because, as Mary wrote to +Miss Curran, they "could only guess at his accomplices." With Shelley in a +state of extreme nervous irritability, with Mary deprived of repose by her +anguish on her father's account and her feverish anxiety to help him, with +Clare unsettled and miserable about Allegra, venting her misery by writing +to Byron letters unreasonable and provoking, though excusable, and then +regretting having sent them, they were not likely to be the most cheerful +or harmonious of trios. + +The weather became intolerably hot by the end of August, and they migrated +to Casa Prinni, at the Baths of S. Giuliano di Pisa. The beauty of this +place, and the delightful climate, refreshed and invigorated them all. +They spent two or three days in seeing Lucca and the country around, when +Shelley wrote the _Witch of Atlas_. Exquisite poem as it is, it was, in +Mary's mood of the moment, a disappointment to her. Ever since the _Cenci_ +she had been strongly impressed with the conviction that if he could but +write on subjects of universal _human_ interest, instead of indulging in +those airy creations of fancy which demand in the reader a sympathetic, +but rare, quality of imagination, he would put himself more in touch with +his contemporaries, who so greatly misunderstood him, and that, once he +had elicited a responsive feeling in other men, this would be a source of +profound happiness and of fresh and healthy inspiration to himself. "I +still think I was right," she says, woman-like, in the _Notes to the Poems +of 1820_, written long after Shelley's death. So from one point of view +she undoubtedly was, but there are some things which cannot be +constrained. Shelley was Shelley, and at the moment when he was moved to +write a poem like the _Witch of Atlas_, it was useless to wish that it +had been something quite different. + +His next poem was to be inspired by a human subject, and perhaps then poor +Mary would have preferred a second Witch of Atlas. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +SEPTEMBER 1820-AUGUST 1821 + + +The baths were of great use to Shelley in allaying his nervous +irritability. Such an improvement in him could not be without a +corresponding beneficial effect on Mary. In the study of Greek, which she +had begun with him at Leghorn, she found a new and wellnigh inexhaustible +fund of intellectual pleasure. Their life, though very quiet, was somewhat +more varied than it had been at Leghorn, partly owing to their being +within easy reach of Pisa and of their friends at Casa Silva. + +The Gisbornes had returned from England, and, during a short absence of +Clare's, Mary tried, but ineffectually, to persuade Mrs. Gisborne to come +and occupy her room for a time. Some circumstance had arisen which led +shortly after to a misunderstanding between the two families, soon over, +but painful while it lasted. It was probably connected with the +abandonment of the projected steamboat; Henry Reveley, while in England, +having changed his mind and reconsidered his future plans. + +In October a curiously wet season set in. + + _Journal, Wednesday, October 18._--Rain till 1 o'clock. At sunset the + arch of cloud over the west clears away; a few black islands float in + the serene; the moon rises; the clouds spot the sky, but the depth of + heaven is clear. The nights are uncommonly warm. Write. Shelley reads + _Hyperion_ aloud. Read Greek. + + My thoughts arise and fade in solitude; + The verse that would invest them melts away + Like moonlight in the heaven of spreading day. + How beautiful they were, how firm they stood, + Flecking the starry sky like woven pearl. + + _Friday, October 20._--Shelley goes to Florence. Write. Read Greek. + Wind N.W., but more cloudy than yesterday, yet sometimes the sun + shines out; the wind high. Read Villani. + + _Saturday, October 21._--Rain in the night and morning; very cloudy; + not an air stirring; the leaves of the trees quite still. After a + showery morning it clears up somewhat, and the sun shines. Read + Villani, and ride to Pisa. + + _Sunday, October 22._--Rainy night and rainy morning; as bad weather + as is possible in Italy. A little patience and we shall have St. + Martin's summer. At sunset the arch of clear sky appears where it + sets, becoming larger and larger, until at 7 o'clock the dark clouds + are alone over Monte Nero; Venus shines bright in the clear azure, and + the trunks of the trees are tinged with the silvery light of the + rising moon. Write, and read Villani. Shelley returns with Medwin. + Read _Sismondi_. + +Of Tom Medwin, Shelley's cousin and great admirer, who now for the first +time appeared on the scene, they were to see, if anything, more than they +wished. + +He was a lieutenant on half-pay, late of the 8th Dragoons; much addicted +to literature, and with no mean opinion of his own powers in that line. + + _Journal, Tuesday, October 24._--Rainy night and morning; it does not + rain in the afternoon. Shelley and Medwin go to Pisa. Walk; write. + + _Wednesday, October 25._--Rain all night. The banks of the Serchio + break, and by dark all the baths are overflowed. Water four feet deep + in our house. "The weather fine." + +This flood brought their stay at the Baths to a sudden end. As soon as +they could get lodgings they returned to Pisa. Here, not long after, +Medwin fell ill, and was six weeks invalided in their house. They showed +him the greatest kindness; Shelley nursing him like a brother. His society +was, for a time, a tolerably pleasant change; he knew Spanish, and read +with Shelley a great deal in that language, but he had no depth or breadth +of mind, and his literary vanity and egotism made him at last what Mary +Shelley described as a _seccatura_, for which the nearest English +equivalent is, a bore. + + _Journal, Sunday, November 12._--Percy's birthday. A divine day; sunny + and cloudless; somewhat cold in the evening. It would be pleasant + enough living in Pisa if one had a carriage and could escape from + one's house to the country without mingling with the inhabitants, but + the Pisans and the Scolari, in short, the whole population, are such + that it would sound strange to an English person if I attempted to + express what I feel concerning them--crawling and crab-like through + their sapping streets. Read _Corinne_. Write. + + _Monday, November 13._--Finish _Corinne_. Write. My eyes keep me from + all study; this is very provoking. + + _Tuesday, November 14._--Write. Read Homer, Targione, and Spanish. A + rainy day. Shelley reads Calderon. + + _Thursday, November 23._--Write. Read Greek and Spanish. Medwin ill. + Play at chess. + + _Friday, November 24._--Read Greek, Villani, and Spanish with M.... + Pacchiani in the evening. A rainy and cloudy day. + + _Friday, December 1._--Read Greek, _Don Quixote_, Calderon, and + Villani. Pacchiani comes in the evening. Visit La Viviani. Walk. + Sgricci is introduced. Go to a _funzione_ on the death of a student. + + _Saturday, December 2._--Write an Italian letter to Hunt. Read + _Oedipus_, _Don Quixote_, and Calderon. Pacchiani and a Greek prince + call--Prince Mavrocordato. + +In these few entries occur four new and remarkable names. Pacchiani, who +had been, if he was not still, a university professor, but who was none +the less an adventurer and an impostor; in orders, moreover, which only +served as a cloak for his hypocrisy; clever withal, and eloquent; well +knowing where, and how, to ingratiate himself. He amused, but did not +please the Shelleys. He was, however, one of those people who know +everybody, and through him they made several acquaintances; among them the +celebrated Improvisatore, Sgricci, and the young Greek statesman and +patriot, Prince Alexander Mavrocordato. With the improvisations of +Sgricci, his eloquence, his _entrain_, both Mary and Clare were fairly +carried away with excitement. Older, experienced folk looked with a more +critical eye on his performances, but to these English girls the +exhibition was an absolute novelty, and seemed inspired. Sgricci was +during this winter a frequent visitor at "Casa Galetti." + +Prince Mavrocordato proved deeply interesting, both to Mary and Shelley. +He "was warmed by those aspirations for the independence of his country +which filled the hearts of many of his countrymen," and in the revolution +which, shortly afterwards, broke out there, he was to play an important +part, as one of the foremost of modern Greek statesmen. To him, at a +somewhat later date, was dedicated Shelley's lyrical drama of _Hellas_; +"as an imperfect token of admiration, sympathy, and friendship." + +This new acquaintance came to Mary just when her interest in the Greek +language and literature was most keen. Before long the prince had +volunteered to help her in her studies, and came often to give her Greek +lessons, receiving instruction in English in return. + + "Do you not envy my luck," she wrote to Mrs. Gisborne, "that having + begun Greek, an amiable, young, agreeable, and learned Greek prince + comes every morning to give me a lesson of an hour and a half. This is + the result of an acquaintance with Pacchiani. So you see, even the + Devil has his use." + +The acquaintance with Pacchiani had already had another and a yet more +memorable result, which affected Mary none the less that it did so +indirectly. Through him they had come to know Emilia Viviani, the noble +and beautiful Italian girl, immured by her father in a convent at Pisa +until such time as a husband could be found for her who would take a wife +without a dowry. Shelley's acquaintance with Emilia was an episode, which +at one time looked like an era, in his existence. An era in his poetry it +undoubtedly was, since it is to her that the _Epipsychidion_ is addressed. + +Mary and Clare were the first to see the lovely captive, and were struck +with astonishment and admiration. But on Shelley the impression she made +was overwhelming, and took possession of his whole nature. Her +extraordinary beauty and grace, her powers of mind and conversation, +warmed by that glow of genius so exclusively southern, another variety of +which had captivated them all in Sgricci, and which to northern minds +seems something phenomenal and inspired,--these were enough to subdue any +man, and, when added to the halo of interest shed around her by her +misfortunes and her misery, made her, to Shelley, irresistible. + +All his sentiments, when aroused, were passions; he pitied, he +sympathised, he admired and venerated passionately; he scorned, hated, and +condemned passionately too. But he never was swayed by any love that did +not excite his imagination: his attachments were ever in proportion to +the power of idealisation evoked in him by their objects. And never, +surely, was there a subject for idealisation like Emilia; the Spirit of +Intellectual Beauty in the form of a goddess; the captive maiden waiting +for her Deliverer; the perfect embodiment of immortal Truth and +Loveliness, held in chains by the powers of cruelty, tyranny, and +hypocrisy. + +She was no goddess, poor Emilia, as indeed he soon found out; only a +lovely young creature of vivid intelligence and a temperament in which +Italian ardour was mingled with Italian subtlety; every germ of sentiment +magnified and intensified in outward effect by fervour of manner and +natural eloquence; the very reverse of human nature in the north, where +depth of feeling is apt to be in proportion to its inveterate dislike of +discovery, where warmth can rarely shake off self-consciousness, and where +many of the best men and women are so much afraid of seeming a whit better +than they really are, that they take pains to appear worse. Rightly +balanced, the whole sum of Emilia's gifts and graces would have weighed +little against Mary's nobleness of heart and unselfish devotion; her +talents might not even have borne serious comparison with Clare's +vivacious intellect. But to Shelley, haunted by a vision of perfection, +and ever apt to recognise in a mortal image "the likeness of that which +is, perhaps, eternal,"[38] she seemed a revelation, and, like all +revelations, supreme, unique, superseding for the time every other +possibility. It was a brief madness, a trance of inspiration, and its +duration was counted only by days. They met for the first time early in +December. By the 10th she was corresponding with him as her _diletto +fratello_. Before the month was over _Epipsychidion_ had been written. + +Before the middle of January he could write of her-- + + My conception of Emilia's talents augments every day. Her moral nature + is fine, but not above circumstances; yet I think her tender and true, + which is always something. How many are only one of these things at a + time!... + + There is no reason that you should fear any admixture of that which + you call _love_.... + +This was written to Clare. She had very quickly become intimate and +confidential with Emilia, and estimated her to a nicety at her real worth, +admiring her without idealising her or caring to do so. She knew Shelley +pretty intimately too, and, being personally unconcerned in the matter, +could afford at once to be sympathetic and to speak her mind fearlessly; +the consequence being that Shelley was unconstrained in communication with +her. + +That _Mary_ should be his most sympathetic confidant at this juncture was +not in the nature of things. She, too, had begun by idealising Emilia, +but her affection and enthusiastic admiration were soon outdone and might +well have been quenched by Shelley's rapt devotion. She did not +misunderstand him, she knew him too well for that, but the better she +understood him the less it was possible for her to feel with him; nor +could it have been otherwise unless she had been really as cold as she +sometimes appeared. Loyal herself, she never doubted Shelley's loyalty, +but she suffered, though she did not choose to show it: her love, like a +woman's,--perhaps even more than most women's--was exclusive; Shelley's, +like a man's,--like many of the best of men's,--inclusive. + +She did not allow her feelings to interfere with her actions. She +continued to show all possible sympathy and kindness to Emilia, who in +return would style her her dearest, loveliest friend and sister. No +wonder, however, if at times Mary could not quite overcome a slight +constraint of manner, or if this was increased when her dearest sister, +with sweet unconsciousness, would openly probe the wound her pride would +fain have hidden from herself; when Emilia, for instance, wrote to +Shelley-- + + Mary does not write to me. Is it possible that she loves me less than + the others do? I should indeed be inconsolable at that. + +Or to be informed in a letter to herself that this constraint of manner +had been talked over by Emilia with Shelley, who had assured her that +Mary's apparent coldness was only "the ash which covered an affectionate +heart." + +He was right, indeed, and his words were the faithful echo of his own true +heart. He might have added, of himself, that his transient enthusiasms +resembled the soaring blaze of sparks struck by a hammer from a glowing +mass of molten metal. + +But, in everyday prose, the situation was a trying one for Mary, and +surely no wife of two and twenty could have met it more bravely and simply +than she did. + + "It is grievous," she wrote to Leigh Hunt, "to see this beautiful girl + wearing out the best years of her life in an odious convent, where + both mind and body are sick from want of the appropriate exercise for + each. I think she has great talent, if not genius; or if not an + internal fountain, how could she have acquired the mastery she has of + her own language, which she writes so beautifully, or those ideas + which lift her so far above the rest of the Italians? She has not + studied much, and now, hopeless from a five years' confinement, + everything disgusts her, and she looks with hatred and distaste even + on the alleviations of her situation. Her only hope is in a marriage + which her parents tell her is concluded, although she has never seen + the person intended for her. Nor do I think the change of situation + will be much for the better, for he is a younger brother, and will + live in the house with his mother, who they say is _molto seccante_. + Yet she may then have the free use of her limbs; she may then be able + to walk out among the fields, vineyards, and woods of her country, + and see the mountains and the sky, and not as now, a dozen steps to + the right, and then back to the left another dozen, which is the + longest walk her convent garden affords, and that, you may be sure, + she is very seldom tempted to take." + +By the middle of February Shelley was sending his poem for publication, +speaking of it as the production of "a part of himself already dead." He +continued, however, to take an almost painful interest in Emilia's fate; +she, poor girl, though not the sublime creature he had thought her, was +infinitely to be pitied. Before their acquaintance ended, she was turning +it to practical account, after the fashion of most of Shelley's friends, +by begging for and obtaining considerable sums of money. + +If Mary then indulged in a little retrospective sarcasm to her friend, +Mrs. Gisborne, it is hardly wonderful. Indeed, later allusions are not +wanting to show that this time was felt by her to be one of annoyance and +bitterness. + +Two circumstances were in her favour. She was well, and, therefore, +physically able to look at things in their true light; and, during a great +part of the time, Clare was away. In the previous October, during their +stay at the Baths, she had at last resolved on trying to make out some +sort of life for herself, and had taken a situation as governess in a +Florentine family. She had come back to the Shelleys for the month of +December (when it was that she became acquainted with Emilia Vivani), but +had returned to Florence at Christmas. + +She had been persuaded to this step by the judicious Mrs. Mason, who had +soon perceived the strained relations existing between Mary and Clare, and +had seen, too, that the disunion was only the natural and inevitable +result of circumstances. It was not only that the two girls were of +opposite and jarring temperament; there was also the fact that half the +suspicious mistrust with Shelley was regarded by those who did not +personally know him, and the shadow of which rested on Mary too, was +caused by Clare's continued presence among them. As things were now, it +might have passed without remark, but for the scandalous reports which +dated back to the Marlow days, and which had recently been revived by the +slanders of Paolo, although the extent of these slanders had not yet +transpired. Shelley had been alive enough to the danger at one time, but +had now got accustomed and indifferent to it. He had a great affection and +a great compassion for Clare; her vivacity enlivened him; he said himself +that he liked her although she teased him, and he certainly missed her +teasing when she was away. But Mary, to whom Clare's perpetual society was +neither a solace nor a change, and who, as the mother of children, could +no longer look at things from a purely egotistic point of view, must have +felt it positively unjust and wrong to allow their father's reputation to +be sacrificed--to say nothing of her own--to what was in no wise a +necessity. Shelley loved solitude--a mitigated solitude that is;--he +certainly did not pine for general society. Yet many of his letters bear +unmistakable evidence to the pain and resentment he felt at being +universally shunned by his own countrymen, as if he were an enemy of the +human race. But Mary, a woman, and only twenty-two, must have been +self-sufficient indeed if, with all her mental resources, she had not +required the renovation of change and contrast and varied intercourse, to +keep her mind and spirit fresh and bright, and to fit her for being a +companion and a resource to Shelley. That she and he were condemned to +protracted isolation was partly due to Clare, and when Mary was weak and +dejected, her consciousness of this became painful, and her feeling +towards the sprightly, restless Miss Clairmont was touched with positive +antipathy. Shelley, considering Clare the weaker party, supported her, in +the main, and certainly showed no desire to have her away. He might have +seen that to impose her presence on Mary in such circumstances was, in +fact, as great a piece of tyranny as he had suffered from when Eliza +Westbrook was imposed on him. But of this he was, and he remained, +perfectly unconscious. Clare ought to have retired from the field, but her +dependent condition, and her wretched anxiety about Allegra, were her +excuse for clinging to the only friends she had. + +All this was evident to Mrs. Mason, and it was soon shown that she had +judged rightly, as the relations between Mary and Clare became cordial and +natural once they were relieved from the intolerable friction of daily +companionship. + +During this time of excitement and unrest one new acquaintance had, +however, begun, which circumstances were to develop into a close and +intimate companionship. + +In January there had arrived at Pisa a young couple of the name of +Williams; mainly attracted by the desire to see and to know Shelley, of +whose gifts and virtues and sufferings they had heard much from Tom +Medwin, their neighbour in Switzerland the year before. Lieutenant Edward +Elliker Williams had been, first, in the Navy, then in the Army; had met +his wife in India, and, returning with her to England, had sold his +commission and retired on half-pay. He was young, of a frank +straightforward disposition and most amiable temper, modest and +unpretentious, with some literary taste, and no strong prejudices. Jane +Williams was young and pretty, gentle and graceful, neither very +cultivated nor particularly clever, but with a comfortable absence of +angles in her disposition, and an abundance of that feminine tact which +prevents intellectual shortcomings from being painfully felt, and which +is, in its way, a manifestation of genius. Not an uncommon type of woman, +but quite new in the Shelleys' experience. At first they thought her +rather wanting in animation, and Shelley was conscious of her lack of +literary refinement, but these were more and more compensated for, as time +went on, by her natural grace and her taste for music. "Ned" was something +of an artist, and Mary Shelley sat more than once to him for her portrait. +There was, in short, no lack of subjects in common, and the two young +couples found a mutual pleasure in each other's society which increased in +measure as they became better acquainted. + +In March poor Clare received with bitter grief the intelligence that her +child had been placed by Byron in a convent, at Bagnacavallo, not far from +Ravenna, where he now lived. Under the sway of the Countess Guiccioli, +whose father and brother were domesticated in his house, he was leading +what, in comparison with his Venetian existence, was a life of +respectability and virtue. His action with regard to Allegra was +considered by the Shelleys as, probably, inevitable in the circumstances, +but to Clare it was a terrible blow. She felt more hopelessly separated +from her child than ever, and she had seen enough of Italian convent +education and its results to convince her that it meant moral and +intellectual degradation and death. Her despairing representations to this +effect were, of course, unanswered by Byron, who contented himself with a +Mephistophelian sneer in showing her letter to the Hoppners. + +With the true "malignity of those who turn sweet food into poison, +transforming all they touch to the malignity of their own natures,"[39] he +had no hesitation in giving credit to the reports about Clare's life in +the Shelleys' family, nor in openly implying his own belief in their +probable truth. + +But for this, and for one great alarm caused by the sudden and +unaccountable stoppage of Shelley's income (through a mistake which +happily was discovered and speedily rectified by his good friend, Horace +Smith), the spring was, for Mary, peaceful and bright. She was assiduous +in her Greek studies, and keenly interested in the contemporary European +politics of that stirring time; as full of sympathy as Shelley himself +could be with the numerous insurrectionary outbreaks in favour of liberty. +And when the revolution in Greece broke out, and one bright April morning +Prince Mavrocordato rushed in to announce to her the proclamation of +Prince Hypsilantes, her elation and joy almost equalled his own. + +In companionship with the Williams', aided and abetted by Henry Reveley, +Shelley's old passion for boating revived. In the little ten-foot long +boat procured for him for a few pauls, and then fitted up by Mr. Reveley, +they performed many a voyage, on the Arno, on the canal between Pisa and +Leghorn, and even on the sea. Their first trip was marked by an +accident--Williams contriving to overturn the boat. Nothing daunted, +Shelley declared next day that his ducking had added fire to, instead of +quenching, the nautical ardour which produced it, and that he considered +it a good omen to any enterprise that it began in evil, as making it more +likely that it would end in good. + +All these events are touched on in the few specimen extracts from Mary's +journal and letters which follow-- + + _Wednesday, January 31._--Read Greek. Call on Emilia Viviani. Shelley + reads the _Vita Nuova_ aloud to me in the evening. + + _Friday, February 2._--Read Greek. Write. Emilia Viviani walks out + with Shelley. The Opera, with the Williams' (_Il Matrimonio Segreto_). + + _Tuesday, February 6._--Read Greek. Sit to Williams. Call on Emilia + Viviani. Prince Mavrocordato in the evening. A long metaphysical + argument. + + _Wednesday, February 7._--Read Greek. Sit to Williams. In the evening + the Williams', Prince Mavrocordato, and Mr. Taafe. + + _Monday, February 12._--Read Greek (no lesson). Finish the _Vita + Nuova_. In the afternoon call on Emilia Viviani. Walk. Mr. Taafe + calls. + + _Thursday, February 27._--Read Greek. The Williams to dine with us. + Walk with them. Il Diavolo Pacchiani calls. Shelley reads "The Ancient + Mariner" aloud. + + _Saturday, March 4._--Read Greek (no lesson). Walk with the Williams'. + Read Horace with Shelley in the evening. A delightful day. + + _Sunday, March 5._--Read Greek. Write letters. The Williams' to dine + with us. Walk with them. Williams relates his history. They spend the + evening with us, with Prince Mavrocordato and Mr. Taafe. + + _Thursday, March 8._--Read Greek (no lesson). Call on Emilia Viviani. + E. Williams calls. Shelley reads _The Case is Altered_ of Ben Jonson + aloud in the evening. A mizzling day and rainy night.... March winds + and rains are begun, the last puff of winter's breath,--the eldest + tears of a coming spring; she ever comes in weeping and goes out + smiling. + + _Monday, March 12._--Read Greek (no lesson). Finish the _Defence of + Poetry_. Copy for Shelley; he reads to me the _Tale of a Tub_. A + delightful day after a misty morning. + + _Wednesday, March 14._--Read Greek (no lesson). Copy for Shelley. Walk + with Williams. Prince Mavrocordato in the evening. I have an + interesting conversation with him concerning Greece. The second + bulletin of the Austrians published. A sirocco, but a pleasant + evening, + + _Friday, March 16._--Read Greek. Copy for Shelley. Walk with Williams. + Mrs. Williams confined. News of the Revolution of Piedmont, and the + taking of the citadel of Candia by the Greeks. A beautiful day, but + not hot. + + _Sunday, March 18._--Read Greek. Copy for Shelley. A sirocco and + mizzle. Bad news from Naples. Walk with Williams. Prince Mavrocordato + in the evening. + + _Monday, March 26._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Finish the + _Antigone_. A mizzling day. Spend the evening at the Williams'. + + _Wednesday, March 28._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Call on Emilia + Viviani. Walk with Williams. Mr. Taafe in the evening. A fine day, + though changeful as to clouds and wind. The State of Massa declares + the Constitution. The Piedmontese troops are at Sarzana. + + _Sunday, April 1._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls with news + about Greece. He is as gay as a caged eagle just free. Call on Emilia + Viviani. Walk with Williams; he spends the evening with us. + + _Monday, April 2._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls with the + proclamation of Ipsilanti. Write to him. Ride with Shelley into the + Cascini. A divine day, with a north-west wind. The theatre in the + evening. Tachinardi. + + _Wednesday, April 11._--Read Greek, and _Osservatore Fiorentino_. A + letter that overturns us.[40] Walk with Shelley. In the evening + Williams and Alex. Mavrocordato. + + _Friday, April 13._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato calls. + _Osservatore Fiorentino_. Walk with the Williams'. Shelley at Casa + Silva in the evening. An explanation of our difficulty. + + _Monday, April 16._--Write. Targioni. Read Greek. Mrs. Williams to + dinner. In the evening Mr. Taafe. A wet morning: in the afternoon a + fierce maestrale. Shelley, Williams, and Henry Reveley try to come up + the canal to Pisa; miss their way, are capsized, and sleep at a + contadino's. + + _Tuesday, April 24._--Read Greek. Alex. Mavrocordato. Hume. Villani. + Walk with the Williams'. Alex. M. calls in the evening, with good news + from Greece. The Morea free. + +They now migrated once more to the beautiful neighbourhood of the Baths of +San Giuliano di Pisa; the Williams' established themselves at Pugnano, +only four miles off: the canal fed by the Serchio ran between the two +places, and the little boat was in constant requisition. + + Our boat is asleep on Serchio's stream, + Its sails are folded like thoughts in a dream, + The helm sways idly, hither and thither; + Dominic, the boatman, has brought the mast, + And the oars, and the sails; but 'tis sleeping fast, + Like a beast, unconscious of its tether.[41] + + The canal which, fed by the Serchio, was, though an artificial, a full + and picturesque stream, making its way under verdant banks, sheltered + by trees that dipped their boughs into the murmuring waters. By day, + multitudes of ephemera darted to and fro on the surface; at night, the + fireflies came out among the shrubs on the banks; the _cicale_, at + noonday, kept up their hum; the aziola cooed in the quiet evening. It + was a pleasant summer, bright in all but Shelley's health and + inconstant spirits; yet he enjoyed himself greatly, and became more + and more attached to the part of the country where chance appeared to + cast us. Sometimes he projected taking a farm, situated on the height + of one of the near hills, surrounded by chestnut and pine woods and + overlooking a wide extent of country; or of settling still further in + the maritime Apennines, at Massa. Several of his slighter and + unfinished poems were inspired by these scenes, and by the companions + around us. It is the nature of that poetry, however, which overflows + from the soul, oftener to express sorrow and regret than joy; for it + is when oppressed by the weight of life and away from those he loves, + that the poet has recourse to the solace of expression in verse.[42] + + + _Journal, Thursday, May 3._--Read Villani. Go out in boat; call on + Emilia Viviani. Walk with Shelley. In the evening Alex. Mavrocordato, + Henry Reveley, Dancelli, and Mr. Taafe. + + _Friday, May 4._--Read Greek. (Alex. M.) Read Villani. Shelley goes to + Leghorn by sea with Henry Reveley. + + _Tuesday, May 8._--Packing. Read Greek (Alex. Mavrocordato). Shelley + goes to Leghorn. In the evening walk with Alex. M. to Pugnano. See the + Williams; return to the Baths. Shelley and Henry Reveley come. The + weather quite April; rain and sunshine, and by no means warm. + + _Saturday, June 23._--Abominably cold weather--rain, wind, and + cloud--quite an Italian November or a Scotch May. Shelley and Williams + go to Leghorn. Write. Read and finish Malthus. Begin the answer.[43] + Jane (Williams) spends the day here, and Edward returns in the + evening. Read Greek. + + _Sunday, June 24._--Write. Read the _Answer to Malthus_. Finish it. + Shelley at Leghorn. + + _Monday, June 25._--Little babe not well. Shelley returns. The + Williams call. Read old plays. Vacca calls. + + _Tuesday, June 26._--Babe well. Write. Read Greek. Shelley not well. + Mr. Taafe and Granger dine with us. Walk with Shelley. Vacca calls. + Alex. Mavrocordato sails. + + _Thursday, June 28._--Write. Read Greek. Read Mackenzie's works. Go to + Pugnano in the boat. The warmest day this month. Fireflies in the + evening. + +They were near enough to Pisa to go over there from time to time to see +Emilia and other friends, and for Prince Mavrocordato to come frequently +and give them the latest political news: the Greek lessons had been +voluntarily abjured by Mary when it seemed probable that the Prince might +be summoned at any moment to play an active part in the affairs of his +country, as actually happened in June. Shelley was still tormented by the +pain in his side, but his health and spirits were insensibly improving, as +he himself afterwards admitted. He was occupied in writing _Hellas_; his +elegy on Keats's death, _Adonais_ also belongs to this time. Ned Williams, +infected by the surrounding atmosphere of literature, had tried his +'prentice hand on a drama. In the words of his own journal-- + + Went in the summer to Pugnano--passed the first three months in + writing a play entitled _The Promise, or a year, a month, and a day_. + S. tells me if they accept it he has great hopes of its success before + an audience, and his hopes always enliven mine. + +Mary was straining every nerve to finish _Valperga_, in the hope of being +able to send it to England by the Gisbornes, who were preparing to leave +Italy,--a hope, however, which was not fulfilled. + + MARY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + BATHS OF S. GIULIANO, + _30th June 1821_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Well, how do you get on? Mr. Gisborne says + nothing of that in the note which he wrote yesterday, and it is that + in which I am most interested. + + I pity you exceedingly in all the disagreeable details to which you + are obliged to sacrifice your time and attention. I can conceive no + employment more tedious; but now I hope it is nearly over, and that as + the fruit of its conclusion you will soon come to see us. Shelley is + far from well; he suffers from his side and nervous irritation. The + day on which he returned from Leghorn he found little Percy ill of a + fever produced by teething. He got well the next day, but it was so + strong while it lasted that it frightened us greatly. You know how + much reason we have to fear the deceitful appearance of perfect + health. You see that this, your last summer in Italy, is manufactured + on purpose to accustom you to the English seasons. + + It is warmer now, but we still enjoy the delight of cloudy skies. The + "Creator" has not yet made himself heard. I get on with my occupation, + and hope to finish the rough transcript this month. I shall then give + about a month to corrections, and then I shall transcribe it. It has + indeed been a child of mighty slow growth since I first thought of it + in our library at Marlow. I then wanted the body in which I might + embody my spirit. The materials for this I found at Naples, but I + wanted other books. Nor did I begin it till a year afterwards at Pisa; + it was again suspended during our stay at your house, and continued + again at the Baths. All the winter I did not touch it, but now it is + in a state of great forwardness, since I am at page 71 of the third + volume. It has indeed been a work of some labour, since I have read + and consulted a great many books. I shall be very glad to read the + first volume to you, that you may give me your opinion as to the + conduct and interest of the story. June is now at its last gasp. You + talked of going in August, I hope therefore that we may soon expect + you. Have you heard anything concerning the inhabitants of Skinner + Street? It is now many months since I received a letter, and I begin + to grow alarmed. Adieu.--Ever sincerely yours, + + MARY W. S. + +On the 26th of July the Gisbornes came to pay their friends a short +farewell visit; on the 29th they started for England; Shelley going with +them as far as Florence, where he and Mary thought again of settling for +the winter, and where he wished to make inquiries about houses. During his +few days' absence the Williams' were almost constantly with Mary. Edward +Williams was busy painting a portrait of her in miniature, intended by +her as a surprise for Shelley on his birthday, the 4th of August. But when +that day arrived Shelley was unavoidably absent. On his return to the +Baths he had found a letter from Lord Byron, with a pressing invitation to +visit him at Ravenna, whence Byron was on the point of departing to join +Countess Guiccioli and her family, who had been exiled from the Roman +States for Carbonarism, and who, for the present, had taken refuge at +Florence. + +Shelley's thoughts turned at once, as they could not but do, to poor +little Allegra, in her convent of Bagnacavallo. What was to become of her? +Where would or could she be sent? or was she to be conveniently forgotten +and left behind? He was off next day, the 3d; paid a flying visit to +Clare, who was staying for her health at Leghorn, and arrived at Ravenna +on the 6th. + +The miniature was finished and ready for him on his birthday. Mary, alone +on that anniversary, was fain to look back over the past eventful seven +years,--their joys, their sorrows, their many changes. Not long before, +she had said, in a letter to Clare, "One is not gay, at least I am not, +but peaceful, and at peace with all the world." The same tone +characterises the entry in her journal for 4th August. + + Shelley's birthday. Seven years are now gone; what changes! what a + life! We now appear tranquil, yet who knows what wind----but I will + not prognosticate evil; we have had enough of it. When Shelley came to + Italy I said, all is well, if it were permanent; it was more passing + than an Italian twilight. I now say the same. May it be a Polar day, + yet that, too, has an end. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +AUGUST-NOVEMBER 1821 + + +From Bologna Shelley wrote to Mary an amusing account of his journey, so +far. But this letter was speedily followed by another, written within a +few hours of his arrival at Ravenna; a letter, this second one, to make +Mary's blood run cold, although it is expressed with all the calmness and +temperance that Shelley could command. + + RAVENNA, _7th August 1821_. + + MY DEAREST MARY--I arrived last night at 10 o'clock, and sate up + talking with Lord Byron until 5 this morning. I then went to sleep, + and now awake at 11, and having despatched my breakfast as quick as + possible, mean to devote the interval until 12, when the post departs, + to you. + + Lord Byron is very well, and was delighted to see me. He has, in fact, + completely recovered his health, and lives a life totally the reverse + of that which he led at Venice. He has a permanent sort of _liaison_ + with Contessa Guiccioli, who is now at Florence, and seems from her + letters to be a very amiable woman. She is waiting there until + something shall be decided as to their emigration to Switzerland or + stay in Italy, which is yet undetermined on either side. She was + compelled to escape from the Papal territory in great haste, as + measures had already been taken to place her in a convent, where she + would have been unrelentingly confined for life. The oppression of the + marriage contract, as existing in the laws and opinions of Italy, + though less frequently exercised, is far severer than that of England. + I tremble to think of what poor Emilia is destined to. + + Lord Byron had almost destroyed himself in Venice; his state of + debility was such that he was unable to digest any food; he was + consumed by hectic fever, and would speedily have perished, but for + this attachment, which has reclaimed him from the excesses into which + he threw himself, from carelessness rather than taste. Poor fellow! he + is now quite well, and immersed in politics and literature. He has + given me a number of the most interesting details on the former + subject, but we will not speak of them in a letter. Fletcher is here, + and as if, like a shadow, he waxed and waned with the substance of his + master, Fletcher also has recovered his good looks, and from amidst + the unseasonable gray hairs a fresh harvest of flaxen locks has put + forth. + + We talked a great deal of poetry and such matters last night, and, as + usual, differed, and I think more than ever. He affects to patronise a + system of criticism fit for the production of mediocrity, and, + although all his fine poems and passages have been produced in + defiance of this system, yet I recognise the pernicious effects of it + in the _Doge of Venice_, and it will cramp and limit his future + efforts, however great they may be, unless he gets rid of it. I have + read only parts of it, or rather, he himself read them to me, and gave + me the plan of the whole. + + Allegra, he says, is grown very beautiful, but he complains that her + temper is violent and imperious. He has no intention of leaving her in + Italy; indeed, the thing is too improper in itself not to carry + condemnation along with it. Contessa Guiccioli, he says, is very fond + of her; indeed, I cannot see why she should not take care of it, if + she is to live as his ostensible mistress. All this I shall know more + of soon. + + Lord Byron has also told me of a circumstance that shocks me + exceedingly, because it exhibits a degree of desperate and wicked + malice, for which I am at a loss to account. When I hear such things + my patience and my philosophy are put to a severe proof, whilst I + refrain from seeking out some obscure hiding-place, where the + countenance of man may never meet me more. It seems that _Elise_, + actuated either by some inconceivable malice for our dismissing her, + or bribed by my enemies, has persuaded the Hoppners of a story so + monstrous and incredible that they must have been prone to believe any + evil to have believed such assertions upon such evidence. Mr. Hoppner + wrote to Lord Byron to state this story as the reason why he declined + any further communications with us, and why he advised him to do the + same. Elise says that Claire was my mistress; that is very well, and + so far there is nothing new; all the world has heard so much, and + people may believe or not believe as they think good. She then + proceeds further to say that Claire was with child by me; that I gave + her the most violent medicine to procure abortion; that this not + succeeding she was brought to bed, and that I immediately tore the + child from her and sent it to the Foundling Hospital,--I quote Mr. + Hoppner's words,--and this is stated to have taken place in the winter + after we left Este. In addition, she says that both Claire and I + treated you in the most shameful manner; that I neglected and beat + you, and that Claire never let a day pass without offering you insults + of the most violent kind, in which she was abetted by me. + + As to what Reviews and the world say, I do not care a jot, but when + persons who have known me are capable of conceiving of me--not that I + have fallen into a great error, as would have been the living with + Claire as my mistress--but that I have committed such unutterable + crimes as destroying or abandoning a child, and that my own! Imagine + my despair of good! Imagine how it is possible that one of so weak and + sensitive a nature as mine can run further the gauntlet through this + hellish society of men! _You_ should write to the Hoppners a letter + refuting the charge, in case you believe and know, and can prove that + it is false, stating the grounds and proof of your belief. I need not + dictate what you should say, nor, I hope, inspire you with warmth to + rebut a charge which you only can effectually rebut. If you will send + the letter to me here, I will forward it to the Hoppners. Lord Byron + is not up. I do not know the Hoppners' address, and I am anxious not + to lose a post. + + P. B. S. + +Mary's feelings on the perusal of this letter may be faintly imagined by +those who read it now, and who know what manner of woman she actually was. +They are expressed, as far as they could be expressed, in the letter +which, in accordance with Shelley's desire, and while still smarting under +the first shock of grief and profound indignation, she wrote off to Mrs. +Hoppner, and enclosed in a note to Shelley himself. + + MARY TO SHELLEY. + + MY DEAR SHELLEY--Shocked beyond all measure as I was, I instantly + wrote the enclosed. If the task be not too dreadful, pray copy it for + me; I cannot. + + Read that part of your letter that contains the accusation. I tried, + but I could not write it. I think I could as soon have died. I send + also Elise's last letter: enclose it or not, as you think best. + + I wrote to you with far different feelings last night, beloved friend, + our barque is indeed "tempest tost," but love me as you have ever + done, and God preserve my child to me, and our enemies shall not be + too much for us. Consider well if Florence be a fit residence for us. + I love, I own, to face danger, but I would not be imprudent. + + Pray get my letter to Mrs. Hoppner copied for a thousand reasons. + Adieu, dearest! Take care of yourself--all yet is well. The shock for + me is over, and I now despise the slander; but it must not pass + uncontradicted. I sincerely thank Lord Byron for his kind + unbelief.--Affectionately yours, + + M. W. S. + + Do not think me imprudent in mentioning E.'s[44] illness at Naples. It + is well to meet facts. They are as cunning as wicked. I have read over + my letter; it is written in haste, but it were as well that the first + burst of feeling should be expressed. + + + PISA, _10th August 1821_. + + MY DEAR MRS. HOPPNER--After a silence of nearly two years I address + you again, and most bitterly do I regret the occasion on which I now + write. Pardon me that I do not write in French; you understand English + well, and I am too much impressed to shackle myself in a foreign + language; even in my own my thoughts far outrun my pen, so that I can + hardly form the letters. I write to defend him to whom I have the + happiness to be united, whom I love and esteem beyond all living + creatures, from the foulest calumnies; and to you I write this, who + were so kind, and to Mr. Hoppner, to both of whom I indulged the + pleasing idea that I have every reason to feel gratitude. This is + indeed a painful task. Shelley is at present on a visit to Lord Byron + at Ravenna, and I received a letter from him to-day, containing + accounts that make my hand tremble so much that I can hardly hold the + pen. It tells me that Elise wrote to you, relating the most hideous + stories against him, and that you have believed them. Before I speak + of these falsehoods, permit me to say a few words concerning this + miserable girl. You well know that she formed an attachment with Paolo + when we proceeded to Rome, and at Naples their marriage was talked of. + We all tried to dissuade her; we knew Paolo to be a rascal, and we + thought so well of her. An accident led me to the knowledge that + without marrying they had formed a connection. She was ill; we sent + for a doctor, who said there was danger of a miscarriage, I would not + throw the girl on the world without in some degree binding her to this + man. We had them married at Sir R. A. Court's. She left us, turned + Catholic at Rome, married him, and then went to Florence. After the + disastrous death of my child we came to Tuscany. We have seen little + of them, but we have had knowledge that Paolo has formed a scheme of + extorting money from Shelley by false accusations. He has written him + threatening letters, saying that he would be the ruin of him, etc. We + placed them in the hands of a celebrated lawyer here, who has done + what he can to silence him. Elise has never interfered in this, and + indeed the other day I received a letter from her, entreating, with + great professions of love, that I would send her money. I took no + notice of this, but although I know her to be in evil hands, I would + not believe that she was wicked enough to join in his plans without + proof. And now I come to her accusations, and I must indeed summon all + my courage whilst I transcribe them, for tears will force their way, + and how can it be otherwise? + + You know Shelley, you saw his face, and could you believe them? + Believe them only on the testimony of a girl whom you despised? I had + hoped that such a thing was impossible, and that although strangers + might believe the calumnies that this man propagated, none who had + ever seen my husband could for a moment credit them. + + He says Claire was Shelley's mistress, that--upon my word I solemnly + assure you that I cannot write the words. I send you a part of + Shelley's letter that you may see what I am now about to refute, but I + had rather die than copy anything so vilely, so wickedly false, so + beyond all imagination fiendish. + + But that you should believe it! That my beloved Shelley should stand + thus slandered in your minds--he, the gentlest and most humane of + creatures--is more painful to me, oh! far more painful than words can + express. Need I say that the union between my husband and myself has + ever been undisturbed? Love caused our first imprudence--love, which, + improved by esteem, a perfect trust one in the other, a confidence and + affection which, visited as we have been by severe calamities (have we + not lost two children?), has increased daily and knows no bounds. I + will add that Claire has been separated from us for about a year. She + lives with a respectable German family at Florence. The reasons for + this were obvious: her connection with us made her manifest as the + Miss Clairmont, the mother of Allegra; besides we live much alone, she + enters much into society there, and, solely occupied with the idea of + the welfare of her child, she wished to appear such that she may not + be thought in after times to be unworthy of fulfilling the maternal + duties. You ought to have paused before you tried to convince the + father of her child of such unheard-of atrocities on her part. If his + generosity and knowledge of the world had not made him reject the + slander with the ridicule it deserved, what irretrievable mischief you + would have occasioned her. Those who know me well believe my simple + word--it is not long ago that my father said in a letter to me that he + had never known me utter a falsehood,--but you, easy as you have been + to credit evil, who may be more deaf to truth--to you I swear by all + that I hold sacred upon heaven and earth, by a vow which I should die + to write if I affirmed a falsehood,--I swear by the life of my child, + by my blessed, beloved child, that I know the accusations to be false. + But I have said enough to convince you, and are you not convinced? Are + not my words the words of truth? Repair, I conjure you, the evil you + have done by retracting your confidence in one so vile as Elise, and + by writing to me that you now reject as false every circumstance of + her infamous tale. + + You were kind to us, and I will never forget it; now I require + justice. You must believe me, and do me, I solemnly entreat you, the + justice to confess you do so. + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + + I send this letter to Shelley at Ravenna, that he may see it, for + although I ought, the subject is too odious to me to copy it. I wish + also that Lord Byron should see it; he gave no credit to the tale, but + it is as well that he should see how entirely fabulous it is. + +Shelley, meanwhile, never far from her in thought, and knowing only too +well how acutely she would suffer from all this, was writing to her +again. + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + MY DEAREST MARY--I wrote to you yesterday, and I begin another letter + to-day without knowing exactly when I can send it, as I am told the + post only goes once a week. I daresay the subject of the latter half + of my letter gave you pain, but it was necessary to look the affair in + the face, and the only satisfactory answer to the calumny must be + given by you, and could be given by you alone. This is evidently the + source of the violent denunciations of the _Literary Gazette_, in + themselves contemptible enough, and only to be regarded as effects + which show us their cause, which, until we put off our mortal nature, + we never despise--that is, the belief of persons who have known and + seen you that you are guilty of crimes. A certain degree and a certain + kind of infamy is to be borne, and, in fact, is the best compliment + which an exalted nature can receive from a filthy world, of which it + is its hell to be a part, but this sort of thing exceeds the measure, + and even if it were only for the sake of our dear Percy, I would take + some pains to suppress it. In fact it shall be suppressed, even if I + am driven to the disagreeable necessity of prosecuting him before the + Tuscan tribunals.... + + * * * * * + + Write to me at Florence, where I shall remain a day at least, and send + me letters, or news of letters. How is my little darling? and how are + you, and how do you get on with your book? Be severe in your + corrections, and expect severity from me, your sincere admirer. I + flatter myself you have composed something unequalled in its kind, and + that, not content with the honours of your birth and your hereditary + aristocracy, you will add still higher renown to your name. Expect me + at the end of my appointed time. I do not think I shall be detained. + Is Claire with you? or is she coming? Have you heard anything of my + poor Emilia, from whom I got a letter the day of my departure, saying + that her marriage was deferred for a very short time, on account of + the illness of her Sposo? How are the Williams', and Williams + especially? Give my very kindest love to them. + + Lord Byron has here splendid apartments in the house of his mistress's + husband, who is one of the richest men in Italy. _She_ is divorced, + with an allowance of 1200 crowns a year--a miserable pittance from a + man who has 120,000 a year. Here are two monkeys, five cats, eight + dogs, and ten horses, all of whom (except the horses) walk about the + house like the masters of it. Tita, the Venetian, is here, and + operates as my valet; a fine fellow, with a prodigious black beard, + and who has stabbed two or three people, and is one of the most + good-natured-looking fellows I ever saw. + + We have good rumours of the Greeks here, and a Russian war. I hardly + wish the Russians to take any part in it. My maxim is with Aeschylus: + [Greek: to dyssebes--meta men pleiona tiktei, sphetera d'eikota + genna]. + + * * * * * + + There is a Greek exercise for you. How should slaves produce anything + but tyranny, even as the seed produces the plant? Adieu, dear + Mary.--Yours affectionately, + + S. + +At Ravenna there was only a weekly post. Shelley had to wait a long time +for Mary's answer, and before it could reach him he was writing to her yet +a third time. His mind was now full of Allegra. She was not to be left +alone in Italy. Shelley, enlightened by Emilia Viviani, had been able to +give Byron, on the subject of convents, such information as to "shake his +faith in the purity of these receptacles." But no conclusions of any sort +had been arrived at as to her future; and Shelley entreated Mary to rack +her brains, to inquire of all her friends, to leave no stone unturned, if +by any possibility she could find some fitting asylum, some safe home for +the lovely child. He had been to see the little girl at her convent, and +all readers of his letters know the description of the fairy creature, +who, with her "contemplative seriousness, mixed with excessive vivacity, +seemed a thing of a higher and a finer order" than the children around +her; happy and well cared for, as far as he could judge; pale, but +lovelier and livelier than ever, and full of childish glee and fun. + +At this point of his letter Mary's budget arrived, and Shelley continued +as follows-- + + RAVENNA, _Thursday_. + + I have received your letter with that to Mrs. Hoppner. I do not + wonder, my dearest friend, that you should have been moved. I was at + first, but speedily regained the indifference which the opinion of + anything or anybody, except our own consciousness, amply merits, and + day by day shall more receive from me. I have not recopied your + letter, such a measure would destroy its authenticity, but have given + it to Lord Byron, who has engaged to send it with his own comments to + the Hoppners. People do not hesitate, it seems, to make themselves + panders and accomplices to slander, for the Hoppners had exacted from + Lord Byron that these accusations should be concealed from _me_: Lord + Byron is not a man to keep a secret, good or bad, but in openly + confessing that he has not done so he must observe a certain delicacy, + and therefore wished to send the letter himself, and, indeed, this + adds weight to your representations. Have you seen the article in the + _Literary Gazette_ on me? They evidently allude to some story of this + kind. However cautious the Hoppners have been in preventing the + calumniated person from asserting his justification, you know too much + of the world not to be certain that this was the utmost limit of their + caution. So much for nothing. + + Lord Byron is immediately coming to Pisa. He will set off the moment I + can get him a house. Who would have imagined this?... What think you + of remaining at Pisa? The Williams' would probably be induced to stay + there if we did; Hunt would certainly stay, at least this winter, near + us, should he emigrate at all; Lord Byron and his Italian friends + would remain quietly there; and Lord Byron has certainly a very great + regard for us. The regard of such a man is worth some of the tribute + we must pay to the base passions of humanity in any intercourse with + those within their circle; he is better worth it than those on whom we + bestow it from mere custom. + + The Masons are there, and, as far as solid affairs are concerned, are + my friends. I allow this is an argument for Florence. Mrs. Mason's + perversity is very annoying to me, especially as Mr. Tighe is + seriously my friend. This circumstance makes me averse from that + intimate continuation of intercourse which, once having begun, I can + no longer avoid. + + At Pisa I need not distil my water, if I _can_ distil it anywhere. + Last winter I suffered less from my painful disorder than the winter I + spent in Florence. The arguments for Florence you know, and they are + very weighty; judge (_I know you like the job_) which scale is + overbalanced. My greatest content would be utterly to desert all human + society. I would retire with you and our child to a solitary island in + the sea, would build a boat, and shut upon my retreat the flood-gates + of the world. I would read no reviews and talk with no authors. If I + dared trust my imagination, it would tell me that there are one or two + chosen companions besides yourself whom I should desire. But to this I + would not listen. Where two or three are gathered together the devil + is among them, and good far more than evil impulses, love far more + than hatred, has been to me, except as you have been its object, the + source of all sorts of mischief. So on this plan I would be _alone_, + and would devote either to oblivion or to future generations the + overflowings of a mind which, timely withdrawn from the contagion, + should be kept fit for no baser object. But this it does not appear + that we shall do. The other side of the alternative (for a medium + ought not to be adopted) is to form for ourselves a society of our own + class, as much as possible, in intellect or in feelings, and to + connect ourselves with the interests of that society. Our roots never + struck so deeply as at Pisa, and the transplanted tree flourishes not. + People who lead the lives which we led until last winter are like a + family of Wahabee Arabs pitching their tent in the midst of London. We + must do one thing or the other,--for yourself, for our child, for our + existence. The calumnies, the sources of which are probably deeper + than we perceive, have ultimately for object the depriving us of the + means of security and subsistence. You will easily perceive the + gradations by which calumny proceeds to pretext, pretext to + persecution, and persecution to the ban of fire and water. It is for + this, and not because this or that fool, or the whole court of fools, + curse and rail, that calumny is worth refuting or chastising. + + P. B. S. + +"So much for nothing," indeed. When Byron made himself responsible for +Mary's letter, it was, probably, without any definite intention of +withholding it from those to whom it was addressed. He may well have +wished to add to this glowing denial of his own insinuations some +palliating personal explanation. When, in the previous March, Clare had +protested against an Italian convent education for Allegra, he had sent +her letter to the Hoppners with a sneer at the "excellent grace" with +which these representations came from a woman of the writer's character +and present way of life. And yet he knew Shelley,--knew him as the +Hoppners could not do; he knew what Shelley had done for him, for Clare, +and Allegra; and to how much slander and misrepresentation he had +voluntarily submitted that they might go scot-free. Byron was,--and he +knew it,--the last person who should have accepted or allowed others to +accept this fresh scandal without proof and without inquiry. He was +ashamed of the part he had played, and reluctant to confess to the +Hoppners that he had been wrong, and that his words, as often happened, +had been far in advance of his knowledge or his solid convictions; but his +intentions were to do the best he could. And, satisfying himself with good +intentions, he put off the unwelcome day until the occasion was past, and +till, finally, the friend whose honour had been entrusted to his keeping +was beyond his power to help or to harm. Shelley was dead; and how then +explain to the Hoppners why the letter had not been sent before? It was +"not worth while," probably, to revive the subject in order to vindicate a +mere memory, nor yet to remove an unjust and cruel stigma from the +character of those who survived. However it may have been, one thing is +undoubted. Mary Shelley never received any answer to her letter of +protest, which, after Byron's death, was found safe among his papers. + +One more note Shelley sent to Mary from Ravenna on the subject of the +promised portrait. It would not seem that the miniature was actually +despatched now, but as his return was so long delayed, the birthday plot +had to be divulged. + + RAVENNA, _Tuesday, 15th August 1821_. + + MY DEAREST LOVE--I accept your kind present of your picture, and wish + you would get it prettily framed for me. I will wear, for your sake, + upon my heart this image which is ever present to my mind. + + I have only two minutes to write; the post is just setting off. I + shall leave the place on Thursday or Friday morning. You would forgive + me for my longer stay if you knew the fighting I have had to make it + so short. I need not say where my own feelings impel me. + + It still remains fixed that Lord Byron should come to Tuscany, and, if + possible, Pisa; but more of that to-morrow.--Your faithful and + affectionate + + S. + +The foregoing painful episode was enough to fill Mary's mind during the +fortnight she was alone. It was well for her that she was within easy +reach of cheerful friends, yet, even as it was, she could not altogether +escape from bitter thoughts. Clare was at Leghorn, and had to be told of +everything. Mary could not but think of the relief it would be to them all +if she were to marry; a remote possibility to which she probably alludes +in the following letter, written at this time to Miss Curran-- + + MARY SHELLEY TO MISS CURRAN. + + SAN GIULIANO, _17th August_. + + MY DEAR MISS CURRAN--It gives me great pain to hear of your + ill-health. Will this hot summer conduce to a better state or not? I + hope anxiously, when I hear from you again, to learn that you are + better, having recovered from your weakness, and that you have no + return of your disorder. I should have answered your letter before, + but we have been in the confusion of moving. We are now settled in an + agreeable house at the Baths of San Giuliano, about four miles from + Pisa, under the shadow of mountains, and with delightful scenery + within a walk. We go on in our old manner, with no change. I have had + many changes for the worse; one might be for the better, but that is + nearly impossible. Our child is well and thriving, which is a great + comfort, and the Italian sky gives Shelley health, which is to him a + rare and substantial enjoyment. I did [not] receive the letter you + mention to have written in March, and you also have missed one of our + letters in which Shelley acknowledged the receipt of the drawings you + mention, and requested that the largest pyramid might be erected if + they could case it with white marble for L25. However, the whole had + better stand as I mentioned in my last; for, without the most rigorous + inspection, great cheating would take place, and no female could + detect them. When we visit Rome, we can do that which we wish. Many + thanks for your kindness, which has been very great. I would send you + on the books I mentioned, but we live out of the world, and I know of + no conveyance. Mr. Purniance says that he sent the life of your father + by sea to Rome, directed to you; so, doubtless, it is in the + custom-house there. + + How enraged all our mighty rulers are at the quiet revolutions which + have taken place; it is said that some one said to the Grand Duke + here: "Ma richiedono una constituzione qui?" "Ebene, la daro subito" + was the reply; but he is not his own master, and Austria would take + care that that should not be the case; they say Austrian troops are + coming here, and the Tuscan ones will be sent to Germany. We take in + _Galignani_, and would send them to you if you liked. I do not know + what the expense would be, but I should think slight. If you + recommence painting, do not forget Beatrice. I wish very much for a + copy of that; you would oblige us greatly by making one. Pray let me + hear of your health. God knows when we shall be in Rome; + circumstances must direct, and they dance about like + will-o'-the-wisps, enticing and then deserting us. We must take care + not to be left in a bog. Adieu, take care of yourself. Believe in + Shelley's sincere wishes for your health, and in kind remembrances, + and in my being ever sincerely yours, + + M. W. SHELLEY. + + Clare desires (not remembrances, if they are not pleasant), however + she sends a proper message, and says she would be obliged to you, if + you let her have her picture, if you could find a mode of conveying + it.... + + Do you know we lose many letters, having spies (not Government ones) + about us in plenty; they made a desperate push to do us a desperate + mischief lately, but succeeded no further than to blacken us among the + English; so if you receive a fresh batch (or green bag) of scandal + against us, I assure you it is all a _lie_. Poor souls! we live + innocently, as you well know; if we did not, ten to one God would take + pity on us, and we should not be so unfortunate. + +Shelley's absence, though eventful, was, after all, a short one. In about +a fortnight he was back again at the Bagni, and for a few weeks life was +quiet. + +On the 18th of September Mary records-- + + Picnic on the Pugnano Mountains; music in the evening. Sleep there. + +On another occasion, wishing to find some tolerably cool seaside place +where they might spend the next summer, they went,--the Shelleys and +Clare,--on a two or three days' expedition of discovery to Spezzia, and +were enchanted with the beauty of the bay. Clare had, shortly after, to +return to her situation at Florence, but the Shelleys decided to winter at +Pisa. They took a top flat in the "Tre Palazzi di Chiesa," on the Lung' +Arno, and spent part of October in furnishing it. They took possession +about the 25th; the Williams' coming, not many days later, to occupy a +lower flat in the same house. At Lord Byron's request, the Shelleys had +taken for him Casa Lanfranchi, the finest palace in the Lung' Arno, just +opposite the house where they themselves were established. This close +juxtaposition of abodes was likely to prove somewhat inconvenient, in case +of Clare's occasional presence at Tre Palazzi. Her first visit, however, +to which the following characteristic letter refers, was to the Masons at +Casa Silva, and it came to an end just before Byron's arrival in Pisa. +Clare had been staying with the Williams' at Pugnano. + + CLARE TO MARY. + + MY DEAR MARY--I arrived last night--won't you come and see me to-day? + The Williams' wish you to forward them Mr. Webb's answer, if possible, + to reach them by 2 o'clock afternoon to-day. If Mr. Webb says yes (you + will open his note), send Dominico with it to them, and he passing by + the Baths must order Pancani to be at Pugnano by 5 o'clock in the + afternoon. If there comes no letter from Mr. Webb, they will equally + come to you, and I wish you could also in that case contrive to get + Pancani ordered for them, for we forgot to arrange how that could be + done; if not, they will be there expecting, and perhaps get involved + for the next month. I wish you to be so good as to send me immediately + my large box and the clothes from the Busati, indeed all that you have + of mine, for I must arrange my boxes to get them _bollate_ + immediately. Don't delay, and my band-box too. If you could of your + great bounty give me a sponge, I should be infinitely obliged to you. + Then, when it is dark, and the Williams' arrived, will you ask Mr. + Williams to be so good as to come and knock at Casa Silva, and I will + return to spend the evening with you? Shelley won't do to fetch me, + because he looks singular in the streets. But I wish he would come now + to give me some money, as I want to write to Livorno and arrange + everything. Later will be inconvenient for me. Kiss the chick for me, + and believe me, yours affectionately, + + CLARE. + + + _Journal._--All October is left out, it seems.--We are at the Baths, + occupied with furnishing our house, copying my novel, etc. etc. + +Mary's intention was to devote any profits which might proceed from this +work to the relief of her father's necessities, and the hope of being able +to help him had stimulated her industry and energy while it eased her +heart. She aimed at selling the copyright for L400, and Shelley opened +negotiations to this effect with Ollier the publisher. His letter on the +subject bears such striking testimony to the estimate he had formed of +Mary's powers, and gives, besides, so complete a sketch of the novel +itself, that it cannot be omitted here. + + SHELLEY TO MR. OLLIER. + + PISA, _25th September 1822_. + + DEAR SIR--It will give me great pleasure if I can arrange the affair + of Mrs. Shelley's novel with you to her and your satisfaction. She has + a specific purpose in the sum which she instructed me to require, and, + although this purpose could not be answered without ready money, yet I + should find means to answer her wishes in that point if you could make + it convenient to pay one-third at Christmas, and give bills for the + other two-thirds at twelve and eighteen months. It would give me + peculiar satisfaction that you, rather than any other person, should + be the publisher of this work; it is the product of no slight labour, + and I flatter myself, of no common talent, I doubt not it will give no + less credit than it will receive from your names. I trust you know me + too well to believe that my judgment deliberately given in testimony + of the value of any production is influenced by motives of interest or + partiality. + + The romance is called _Castruccio, Prince of Lucca_, and is founded, + not upon the novel of Machiavelli under that name, which substitutes a + childish fiction for the far more romantic truth of history, but upon + the actual story of his life. He was a person who, from an exile and + an adventurer, after having served in the wars of England and Flanders + in the reign of our Edward the Second, returned to his native city, + and liberating it from its tyrants, became himself its tyrant, and + died in the full splendour of his dominion, which he had extended over + the half of Tuscany. He was a little Napoleon, and with a dukedom + instead of an empire for his theatre, brought upon the same all the + passions and errors of his antitype. The chief interest of the romance + rests upon Euthanasia, his betrothed bride, whose love for him is only + equalled by her enthusiasm for the liberty of the Republic of + Florence, which is in some sort her country, and for that of Italy, to + which Castruccio is a devoted enemy, being an ally of the party of the + Emperor. This character is a masterpiece; and the keystone of the + drama, which is built up with admirable art, is the conflict between + these passions and these principles. Euthanasia, the last survivor of + a noble house, is a feudal countess, and her castle is the scene of + the exhibition of the knightly manners of the time. The character of + Beatrice, the prophetess, can only be done justice to in the very + language of the author. I know nothing in Walter Scott's novels which + at all approaches to the beauty and the sublimity of this--creation, I + may say, for it is perfectly original; and, although founded upon the + ideas and manners of the age which is represented, is wholly without + a similitude in any fiction I ever read. Beatrice is in love with + Castruccio, and dies; for the romance, although interspersed with much + lighter matter, is deeply tragic, and the shades darken and gather as + the catastrophe approaches. All the manners, customs of the age, are + introduced; the superstitions, the heresies, and the religious + persecutions are displayed; the minutest circumstance of Italian + manners in that age is not omitted; and the whole seems to me to + constitute a living and moving picture of an age almost forgotten. The + author visited the scenery which she describes in person; and one or + two of the inferior characters are drawn from her own observation of + the Italians, for the national character shows itself still in certain + instances under the same forms as it wore in the time of Dante. The + novel consists, as I told you before, of three volumes, each at least + equal to one of the _Tales of my Landlord_, and they will be very soon + ready to be sent. + +No arrangement, however, was come to at this time, and early in January +Mary wrote to her father, offering the work to him, and asking him, if he +accepted it, to make a bargain concerning it with a publisher. + +Godwin accepted the offer, and undertook the responsibility, in a letter +from which the following is an extract-- + + _31st January 1822._ + + I am much gratified by your letter of the 11th, which reached me on + Saturday last; it is truly generous of you to desire that I would make + use of the produce of your novel. But what can I say to it? It is + against the course of nature, unless, indeed, you were actually in + possession of a fortune. + + * * * * * + + I said in the preface to _Mandeville_ there were two or three works + further that I should be glad to finish before I died. If I make use + of the money from you in the way you suggest, that may enable me to + complete my present work. + +The MS. was, accordingly, despatched to England, but was not published +till many months later. + +_Valperga_ (as it was afterwards called) was a book of much power and more +promise; very remarkable when the author's age is taken into +consideration. Apart from local colouring, the interest of the tale turns +on the development of the character--naturally powerful and disposed to +good, but spoilt by popularity and success, and unguided by principle--of +Castruccio himself; and on the contrast between him and Euthanasia, the +noble and beautiful woman who sacrifices her possessions, her hopes, and +her affections to the cause of fidelity and patriotism. + +Beatrice, the prophetess, is one of those gifted but fated souls, who, +under the persuasion that they are supernaturally inspired, mistake the +ordinary impulses of human nature for Divine commands, and, finding their +mistake, yet encourage themselves in what they know to be delusion till +the end,--a tragic end. + +There are some remarkable descriptive passages, especially one where the +wandering Beatrice comes suddenly upon a house in a dreary landscape which +she knows, although she has never seen it before except in a haunting +dream; every detail of it is horribly familiar, and she is paralysed by +the sense of imminent calamity, which, in fact, bursts upon her directly +afterwards. + +Euthanasia dies at sea, and the account of the running down and wreck of +her ship is a curious, almost prophetic, foreshadowing of the calamity by +which, all too soon, Shelley was to lose his life. + + The wind changed to a more northerly direction during the night, and + the land-breeze of the morning filled their sails, so that, although + slowly, they dropt down southward. About noon they met a Pisan vessel, + who bade them beware of a Genoese squadron, which was cruising off + Corsica; so they bore in nearer to the shore. At sunset that day a + fierce sirocco arose, accompanied by thunder and lightning, such as is + seldom seen during the winter season. Presently they saw huge dark + columns descending from heaven, and meeting the sea, which boiled + beneath; they were borne on by the storm, and scattered by the wind. + The rain came down in sheets, and the hail clattered, as it fell to + its grave in the ocean; the ocean was lashed into such waves that, + many miles inland, during the pauses of the wind, the hoarse and + constant murmurs of the far-off sea made the well-housed landsman + mutter one more prayer for those exposed to its fury. + + Such was the storm, as it was seen from shore. Nothing more was ever + known of the Sicilian vessel which bore Euthanasia. It never reached + its destined port, nor were any of those on board ever after seen. The + sentinels who watched near Vado, a town on the sea-beach of the + Maremma, found on the following day that the waves had washed on shore + some of the wrecks of a vessel; they picked up a few planks and a + broken mast, round which, tangled with some of its cordage, was a + white silk handkerchief, such a one as had bound the tresses of + Euthanasia the night that she had embarked; and in its knot were a few + golden hairs. + + * * * * * + +To follow the fate of Mary's novel, it has been necessary somewhat to +anticipate the history, which is resumed in the next chapter, with the +journal and letters of the latter part of 1821. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +NOVEMBER 1821-APRIL 1822 + + + _Journal, Thursday, November 1._--Go to Florence. Copy. Ride with the + Guiccioli. Albe arrives. + + _Sunday, November 4._--The Williams' arrive. Copy. Call on the + Guiccioli. + + _Thursday, November 15._--Copy. Read _Caleb Williams_ to Jane. Ride + with the Guiccioli. Shelley goes on translating Spinoza with Edward. + Medwin arrives. Taafe calls. Argyropulo calls. Good news from the + Greeks. + + _Tuesday, November 28._--Ride with the Guiccioli. Suffer much with + rheumatism in my head. + + _Wednesday, November 29._--I mark this day because I begin my Greek + again, and that is a study that ever delights me. I do not feel the + bore of it, as in learning another language, although it be so + difficult, it so richly repays one; yet I read little, for I am not + well. Shelley and the Williams go to Leghorn; they dine with us + afterwards with Medwin. Write to Clare. + + _Thursday, November 30._--Correct the novel. Read a little Greek. Not + well. Ride with the Guiccioli. The Count Pietro (Gamba) in the + evening. + + + MRS. SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + PISA, _30th November 1821_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Although having much to do be a bad excuse for + not writing to you, yet you must in some sort admit this plea on my + part. Here we are in Pisa, having furnished very nice apartments for + ourselves, and what is more, paid for the furniture out of the fruits + of two years' economy, we are at the top of the Tre Palazzi di Chiesa. + I daresay you know the house, next door to La Scoto's house on the + north side of Lung' Arno; but the rooms we inhabit are south, and look + over the whole country towards the sea, so that we are entirely out of + the bustle and disagreeable _puzzi_, etc., of the town, and hardly + know that we are so enveloped until we descend into the street. The + Williams' have been less lucky, though they have followed our example + in furnishing their own house, but, renting it of Mr. Webb, they have + been treated scurvily. So here we live, Lord Byron just opposite to us + in Casa Lanfranchi (the late Signora Felichi's house). So Pisa, you + see, has become a little nest of singing birds. You will be both + surprised and delighted at the work just about to be published by him; + his _Cain_, which is in the highest style of imaginative poetry. It + made a great impression upon me, and appears almost a revelation, from + its power and beauty. Shelley rides with him; I, of course, see little + of him. The lady _whom he serves_ is a nice pretty girl without + pretensions, good hearted and amiable; her relations were banished + Romagna for Carbonarism. + + What do you know of Hunt? About two months ago he wrote to say that on + 21st October he should quit England, and we have heard nothing more of + him in any way; I expect some day he and six children will drop in + from the clouds, trusting that God will temper the wind to the shorn + lamb. Pray when you write, tell us everything you know concerning him. + Do you get any intelligence of the Greeks? Our worthy countrymen take + part against them in every possible way, yet such is the spirit of + freedom, and such the hatred of these poor people for their + oppressors, that I have the warmest hopes--[Greek: mantis eim' esthlon + agonon]. Mavrocordato is there, justly revered for the sacrifice he + has made of his whole fortune to the cause, and besides for his + firmness and talents. If Greece be free, Shelley and I have vowed to + go, perhaps to settle there, in one of those beautiful islands where + earth, ocean, and sky form the paradise. You will, I hope, tell us all + the news of our friends when you write. I see no one that you know. We + live in our usual retired way, with few friends and no acquaintances. + Clare is returned to her usual residence, and our tranquillity is + unbroken in upon, except by those winds, sirocco or tramontana, which + now and then will sweep over the ocean of one's mind and disturb or + cloud its surface. Since this must be a double letter, I save myself + the trouble of copying the enclosed, which was a part of a letter + written to you a month ago, but which I did not send. Will you attend + to my requests? Every day increases my anxiety concerning the desk. Do + have the goodness to pack it off as soon as you can. + + Shelley was at your hive yesterday; it is as dirty and busy as ever, + so people live in the same narrow circle of space and thought, while + time goes on, not as a racehorse, but a "six inside dilly," and puts + them down softly at their journey's end; while they have slept and + ate, and _ecco tutto_. With this piece of morality, dear Mrs. + Gisborne, I end. Shelley begs every remembrance of his to be joined + with mine to Mr. Gisborne and Henry.--Ever yours, + + MARY W. S. + + And now, my dear Mrs. Gisborne, I have a great favour to ask of you. + Ollier writes to say that he has placed our two desks in the hands of + a merchant of the city, and that they are to come--God knows when! + Now, as we sent for them two years ago, and are tired of waiting, will + you do us the favour to get them out of his hands, and to send them + without delay? If they can be sent without being opened, send them _in + statu quo_; if they must be opened, do not send the smallest but get a + key (being a patent lock a key will cost half a guinea) made for the + largest and send it, and return the other to Peacock. If you send the + desk, will you send with it the following things?--A few copies of all + Shelley's works, particularly of the second edition of the _Cenci_, my + mother's posthumous works, and _Letters from Norway_ from Peacock, if + you can, but do not delay the box for them. + + + _Journal, Sunday, December 2._--Read the _History of Shipwrecks_. Read + Herodotus with Shelley. Ride with La Guiccioli. Pietro and her in the + evening. + + _Monday, December 3._--Write letters. Read Herodotus with Shelley. + Finish _Caleb Williams_ to Jane. Taafe calls. He says that his Turk is + a very moral man, for that when he began a scandalous story he + interrupted him immediately, saying, "Ah! we must never speak thus of + our neighbours!" Taafe would do well to take the hint. + + _Thursday, December 6._--Read Homer. Walk with Williams. Spend the + evening with them. Call on T. Guiccioli with Jane, while Taafe amuses + Shelley and Edward. Read Tacitus. A dismal day. + + _Friday, December 7._--Letter from Hunt and Bessy. Walk with Shelley. + Buy furniture for them, etc. Walk with Edward and Jane to the garden, + and return with T. Guiccioli in the carriage. Edward reads the + _Shipwreck of the Wager_ to us in the evening. + + _Saturday, December 8._--Get up late and talk with Shelley. The + Williams and Medwin to dinner. Walk with Edward and Jane in the + garden. Return with T. Guiccioli. T. G. and Pietro in the evening. + Write to Clare. Read Tacitus. + + _Sunday, December 9._--Go to church at Dr. Nott's. Walk with Edward + and Jane in the garden. In the evening first Pietro and Teresa, + afterwards go to the Williams'. + + _Monday, December 10._--Out shopping. Walk with the Williams and T. + Guiccioli to the garden. Medwin at tea. Afterwards we are alone, and + after reading a little Herodotus, Shelley reads Chaucer's _Flower and + the Leaf_, and then Chaucer's _Dream_ to me. A divine, cold, + tramontana day. + + _Monday, January 14._--Read _Emile_. Call on T. Guiccioli and see Lord + Byron. Trelawny arrives. + +Edward John Trelawny, whose subsequent history was to be closely bound up +with that of Shelley and of Mrs. Shelley, was of good Cornish family, and +had led a wandering life, full of romantic adventure. He had become +acquainted with Williams and Medwin in Switzerland a year before, since +which he had been in Paris and London. Tired of a town life and of +society, and in order to "maintain the just equilibrium between the body +and the brain," he had determined to pass the next winter hunting and +shooting in the wilds of the Maremma, with a Captain Roberts and +Lieutenant Williams. For the exercise of his brain, he proposed passing +the summer with Shelley and Byron, boating in the Mediterranean, as he had +heard that they proposed doing. Neither of the poets were as yet +personally known to him, but he had lost no time in seeking their +acquaintance. On the very evening of his arrival in Pisa he repaired to +the Tre Palazzi, where, in the Williams' room, he first saw Shelley, and +was struck speechless with astonishment. + + Was it possible this mild-looking beardless boy could be the veritable + monster at war with all the world? Excommunicated by the Fathers of + the Church, deprived of his civil rights by the fiat of a grim Lord + Chancellor, discarded by every member of his family, and denounced by + the rival sages of our literature as the founder of a Satanic school? + I could not believe it; it must be a hoax. + +But presently, when Shelley was led to talk on a theme that interested +him--the works of Calderon,--his marvellous powers of mind and command of +language held Trelawny spell-bound: "After this touch of his quality," he +says, "I no longer doubted his identity." + +Mrs. Shelley appeared soon after, and the visitor looked with lively +curiosity at the daughter of William Godwin and Mary Wollstonecraft. + + Such a rare pedigree of genius was enough to interest me in her, + irrespective of her own merits as an authoress. The most striking + feature in her face was her calm, gray eyes; she was rather under the + English standard of woman's height, very fair and light-haired; witty, + social, and animated in the society of friends, though mournful in + solitude; like Shelley, though in a minor degree, she had the power of + expressing her thoughts in varied and appropriate words, derived from + familiarity with the works of our vigorous old writers. Neither of + them used obsolete or foreign words. This command of our language + struck me the more as contrasted with the scanty vocabulary used by + ladies in society, in which a score of poor hackneyed phrases suffice + to express all that is felt or considered proper to reveal.[45] + +Mary's impressions of the new-comer may be gathered from her journal and +her subsequent letter to Mrs. Gisborne. + + _Journal, Saturday, January 19._--Copy. Walk with Jane. The Opera in + the evening. Trelawny is extravagant--_un giovane + stravagante_,--partly natural, and partly, perhaps, put on, but it + suits him well, and if his abrupt but not unpolished manners be + assumed, they are nevertheless in unison with his Moorish face (for he + looks Oriental yet not Asiatic), his dark hair, his Herculean form; + and then there is an air of extreme good nature which pervades his + whole countenance, especially when he smiles, which assures me that + his heart is good. He tells strange stories of himself, horrific ones, + so that they harrow one up, while with his emphatic but unmodulated + voice, his simple yet strong language, he pourtrays the most + frightful situations; then all these adventures took place between the + ages of thirteen and twenty. + + I believe them now I see the man, and, tired with the everyday + sleepiness of human intercourse, I am glad to meet with one who, among + other valuable qualities, has the rare merit of interesting my + imagination. The _crew_ and Medwin dine with us. + + _Sunday, January 27._--Read Homer. Walk. Dine at the Williams'. The + Opera in the evening. Ride with T. Guiccioli. + + _Monday, January 28._--The Williams breakfast with us. Go down Bocca + d'Arno in the boat with Shelley and Jane. Edward and E. Trelawny meet + us there; return in the gig; they dine with us; very tired. + + _Tuesday, January 29._--Read Homer and Tacitus. Ride with T. + Guiccioli. E. Trelawny and Medwin to dinner. The Baron Lutzerode in + the evening. + + But as the torrent widens towards the ocean, + We ponder deeply on each past emotion. + + Read the first volume of the _Pirate_. + + _Sunday, February 3._--Read Homer. Walk to the garden with Jane. + Return with Medwin to dinner. Trelawny in the evening. A wild day and + night, some clouds in the sky in the morning, but they clear away. A + north wind. + + _Monday, February 4._--Breakfast with the Williams'. Edward, Jane, and + Trelawny go to Leghorn. Walk with Jane. Southey's letter concerning + Lord Byron. Write to Clare. In the evening the Gambas and Taafe. + + _Thursday, February 7._--Read Homer, Tacitus, and _Emile_. Shelley and + Edward depart for La Spezzia. Walk with Jane, and to the Opera with + her in the evening. With E. Trelawny afterwards to Mrs. Beauclerc's + ball. During a long, long evening in mixed society how often do one's + sensations change, and, swiftly as the west wind drives the shadows of + clouds across the sunny hill or the waving corn, so swift do + sensations pass, painting--yet, oh! not disfiguring--the serenity of + the mind. It is then that life seems to weigh itself, and hosts of + memories and imaginations, thrown into one scale, make the other kick + the beam. You remember what you have felt, what you have dreamt; yet + you dwell on the shadowy side, and lost hopes and death, such as you + have seen it, seem to cover all things with a funeral pall. + + The time that was, is, and will be, presses upon you, and, standing + the centre of a moving circle, you "slide giddily as the world reels." + You look to heaven, and would demand of the everlasting stars that the + thoughts and passions which are your life may be as ever-living as + they. You would demand of the blue empyrean that your mind might be as + clear as it, and that the tears which gather in your eyes might be the + shower that would drain from its profoundest depths the springs of + weakness and sorrow. But where are the stars? Where the blue empyrean? + A ceiling clouds that, and a thousand swift consuming lights supply + the place of the eternal ones of heaven. The enthusiast suppresses her + tears, crushes her opening thoughts, and.... But all is changed; some + word, some look excite the lagging blood, laughter dances in the eyes, + and the spirits rise proportionably high. + + The Queen is all for revels, her light heart, + Unladen from the heaviness of state, + Bestows itself upon delightfulness. + + _Friday, February 8._--Sometimes I awaken from my visionary monotony, + and my thoughts flow until, as it is exquisite pain to stop the + flowing of the blood, so is it painful to check expression and make + the overflowing mind return to its usual channel. I feel a kind of + tenderness to those, whoever they may be (even though strangers), who + awaken the train and touch a chord so full of harmony and thrilling + music, when I would tear the veil from this strange world, and pierce + with eagle eyes beyond the sun; when every idea, strange and + changeful, is another step in the ladder by which I would climb.... + + Read _Emile_. Jane dines with me, walk with her. E. Trelawny and Jane + in the evening. Trelawny tells us a number of amusing stories of his + early life. Read third canto of _L'Inferno_. + + They say that Providence is shown by the extraction that may be ever + made of good from evil, that we draw our virtues from our faults. So I + am to thank God for making me weak. I might say, "Thy will be done," + but I cannot applaud the permitter of self-degradation, though dignity + and superior wisdom arise from its bitter and burning ashes. + + _Saturday, February 9._--Read _Emile_. Walk with Jane, and ride with + T. Guiccioli. Dine with Jane. Taafe and T. Medwin call. I retire with + E. Trelawny, who amuses me as usual by the endless variety of his + adventures and conversation. + + + MARY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + PISA, _9th February 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Not having heard from you, I am anxious about + my desk. It would have been a great convenience to me if I could have + received it at the beginning of the winter, but now I should like it + as soon as possible. I hope that it is out of Ollier's hands. I have + before said what I would have done with it. If both desks can be sent + without being opened, let them be sent; if not, give the small one + back to Peacock. Get a key made for the larger, and send it, I entreat + you, by the very next vessel. This key will cost half a guinea, and + Ollier will not give you the money, but give me credit for it, I + entreat you. I pray now let me have the desk as soon as possible. + Shelley is now gone to Spezzia to get houses for our colony for the + summer. + + It will be a large one, too large, I am afraid, for unity; yet I hope + not. There will be Lord Byron, who will have a large and beautiful + boat built on purpose by some English navy officers at Genoa. There + will be the Countess Guiccioli and her brother; the Williams', whom + you know; Trelawny, a kind of half-Arab Englishman, whose life has + been as changeful as that of Anastasius, and who recounts the + adventures as eloquently and as well as the imagined Greek. He is + clever; for his moral qualities I am yet in the dark; he is a strange + web which I am endeavouring to unravel. I would fain learn if + generosity is united to impetuousness, probity of spirit to his + assumption of singularity and independence. He is 6 feet high, raven + black hair, which curls thickly and shortly, like a Moor's, dark gray + expressive eyes, overhanging brows, upturned lips, and a smile which + expresses good nature and kindheartedness. His shoulders are high, + like an Oriental's, his voice is monotonous, yet emphatic, and his + language, as he relates the events of his life, energetic and simple, + whether the tale be one of blood and horror, or of irresistible + comedy. His company is delightful, for he excites me to think, and if + any evil shade the intercourse, that time will unveil--the sun will + rise or night darken all. There will be, besides, a Captain Roberts, + whom I do not know, a very rough subject, I fancy,--a famous angler, + etc. We are to have a small boat, and now that those first divine + spring days are come (you know them well), the sky clear, the sun hot, + the hedges budding, we sitting without a fire and the windows open, I + begin to long for the sparkling waves, the olive-coloured hills and + vine-shaded pergolas of Spezzia. However, it would be madness to go + yet. Yet as _ceppo_ was bad, we hope for a good _pasqua_, and if April + prove fine, we shall fly with the swallows. The Opera here has been + detestable. The English Sinclair is the _primo tenore_, and acquits + himself excellently, but the Italians, after the first, have enviously + selected such operas as give him little or nothing to do. We have + English here, and some English balls and parties, to which I + (_mirabile dictu_) go sometimes. We have Taafe, who bores us out of + our senses when he comes, telling a young lady that her eyes shed + flowers--why therefore should he send her any? I have sent my novel to + Papa. I long to hear some news of it, as, with an author's vanity, I + want to see it in print, and hear the praises of my friends. I should + like, as I said when you went away, a copy of _Matilda_. It might come + out with the desk. I hope as the town fills to hear better news of + your plans, we long to hear from you. What does Henry do? How many + times has he been in love?--Ever yours, + + M. W. S. + + Shelley would like to see the review of the _Prometheus_ in the + _Quarterly_. + + + _Thursday, February 14._--Read Homer and _Anastasius_. Walk with the + Williams' in the evening.... "Nothing of us but what must suffer a + sea-change." + +This entry marks the day to which Mary referred in a letter written more +than a year later, where she says-- + + A year ago Trelawny came one afternoon in high spirits with news + concerning the building of the boat, saying, "Oh! we must all embark, + all live aboard; we will all 'suffer a sea-change.'" And dearest + Shelley was delighted with the quotation, saying that he would have it + for the motto for his boat. + +Little did they think, in their lightness of spirit, that in another year +the motto of the boat would serve for the inscription on Shelley's tomb. + + _Journal, Monday, February 18._--Read Homer. Walk with the Williams'. + Jane, Trelawny, and Medwin in the evening.[46] + + _Monday, February 25._--What a mart this world is? Feelings, + sentiments,--more invaluable than gold or precious stones is the coin, + and what is bought? Contempt, discontent, and disappointment, unless, + indeed, the mind be loaded with drearier memories. And what say the + worldly to this? Use Spartan coin, pay away iron and lead alone, and + store up your precious metal. But alas! from nothing, nothing comes, + or, as all things seem to degenerate, give lead and you will receive + clay,--the most contemptible of all lives is where you live in the + world, and none of your passions or affections are brought into + action. I am convinced I could not live thus, and as Sterne says that + in solitude he would worship a tree, so in the world I should attach + myself to those who bore the semblance of those qualities which I + admire. But it is not this that I want; let me love the trees, the + skies, and the ocean, and that all-encompassing spirit of which I may + soon become a part,--let me in my fellow-creature love that which is, + and not fix my affection on a fair form endued with imaginary + attributes; where goodness, kindness, and talent are, let me love and + admire them at their just rate, neither adorning nor diminishing, and + above all, let me fearlessly descend into the remotest caverns of my + own mind; carry the torch of self-knowledge into its dimmest recesses; + but too happy if I dislodge any evil spirit, or enshrine a new deity + in some hitherto uninhabited nook. + + Read _Wrongs of Women_ and Homer. Clare departs. Walk with Jane and + ride with T. Guiccioli. T. G. dines with us. + + _Thursday, February 28._--Take leave of the Argyropolis. Walk with + Shelley. Ride with T. Guiccioli. Read letters. Spend the evening at + the Williams'. Trelawny there. + + _Friday, March 1._--An embassy. Walk. My first Greek lesson. Walk with + Edward. In the evening work. + + _Sunday, March 3._--A note to, and a visit from, Dr. Nott. Go to + church. Walk. The Williams' and Trelawny to dinner. + +Mary's experiments in the way of church-going, so new a thing in her +experience, and so little in accordance with Shelley's habits of thought +and action, excited some surprise and comment. Hogg, Shelley's early +friend, who heard of it from Mrs. Gisborne, now in England, was +especially shocked. In a letter to Mary, Mrs. Gisborne remarked, "Your +friend Hogg is _molto scandalizzato_ to hear of your weekly visits to the +_piano di sotto_" (the services were held on the ground floor of the Tre +Palazzi). + +The same letter asks for news of Emilia Viviani. Mrs. Gisborne had heard +that she was married, and feared she had been sacrificed to a man whom she +describes as "that insipid, sickening Italian mortal, Danieli the lawyer." +She proceeds to say-- + + We invited Varley one evening to meet Hogg, who was curious to see a + man really believing in astrology in the nineteenth century. Varley, + as usual, was not sparing of his predictions. We talked of Shelley + without mentioning his name; Varley was curious, and being informed by + Hogg of his exact age, but describing his person as short and + corpulent, and himself as a _bon vivant_, Varley amused us with the + following remarks: "Your friend suffered from ill-fortune in May or + June 1815. Vexatious affairs on the 2d and 14th of June, or perhaps + latter end of May 1820. The following year, disturbance about a lady. + Again, last April, at 10 at night, or at noon, disturbance about a + bouncing stout lady, and others. At six years of age, noticed by + ladies and gentlemen for learning. In July 1799, beginning of charges + made against him. In September 1800, at noon, or dusk, very violent + charges. Scrape at fourteen years of age. Eternal warfare against + parents and public opinion, and a great blow-up every seven years till + death," etc. etc. _Is all this true?_ + +Not a little amused, Mary answered her friend as follows-- + + PISA, _7th March 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--I am very sorry that you have so much trouble + with my commissions, and vainly, too! _ma che vuole?_ Ollier will not + give you the money, and we are, to tell you the truth, too poor at + present to send you a cheque upon our banker; two or three + circumstances having caused + + That climax of all human ills, + The inflammation of our weekly bills. + + But far more than that, we have not touched a quattrino of our + Christmas quarter, since debts in England and other calls swallowed it + entirely up. For the present, therefore, we must dispense with those + things I asked you for. As for the desk, we received last post from + Ollier (without a line) the bill of lading that he talks of, and, _si + Dio vuole_, we shall receive it safe; the vessel in which they were + shipped is not yet arrived. The worst of keeping on with Ollier + (though it is the best, I believe, after all) is that you will never + be able to make anything of his accounts, until you can compare the + number of copies in hand with his account of their sale. As for my + novel, I shipped it off long ago to my father, telling him to make the + best of it; and by the way in which he answered my letter, I fancy he + thinks he can make something of it. This is much better than Ollier, + for I should never have got a penny from him; and, moreover, he is a + very bad bookseller to publish with--_ma basta poi_, with all these + _seccaturas_. + + Poor dear Hunt, you will have heard by this time of the disastrous + conclusion of his third embarkment; he is to try a third time in + April, and if he does not succeed then, we must say that the sea is + _un vero precipizio_, and let him try land. By the bye, why not + consult Varley on the result? I have tried the _Sors Homeri_ and the + _Sors Virgilii_; the first says (I will write this Greek better, but I + thought that Mr. Gisborne could read the Romaic writing, and I now + quite forget what it was)-- + + [Greek: Elomen, teios moi adelpheon allos epephnen. + hos d'opot' Iasioni euplokamos Demeter. + Dourateon megan hippon, hoth' heiato pantes aristoi.] + + Which first seems to say that he will come, though his brother may be + prosecuted for a libel. Of the second, I can make neither head nor + tail; and the third is as oracularly obscure as one could wish, for + who these great people are who sat in a wooden horse, _chi lo sa_? + Virgil, except the first line, which is unfavourable, is as + enigmatical as Homer-- + + Fulgores nunc horrificos, sonitumque, metumque + Tum leves calamos, et rasae hastilia virgae + Connexosque angues, ipsamque in pectore divae. + + But to speak of predictions or anteductions, some of Varley's are + curious enough: "Ill-fortune in May or June 1815." No; it was then + that he arranged his income; there was no ill except health, _al + solito_, at that time. The particular days of the 2d and 14th of June + 1820 were not ill, but the whole time was disastrous. It was then we + were alarmed by Paolo's attack and disturbance. About a lady in the + winter of last year, enough, God knows! Nothing particular about a fat + bouncing lady at 10 at night: and indeed things got more quiet in + April. In July 1799 Shelley was only seven years of age. "A great + blow-up every seven years." Shelley is not at home; when he returns I + will ask him what happened when he was fourteen. In his twenty-second + year we made our _scappatura_; at twenty-eight and twenty-nine, a good + deal of discomfort on a certain point, but it hardly amounted to a + blow-up. Pray ask Varley also about me. + + So Hogg is shocked that, for good neighbourhood's sake, I visited the + _piano di sotto_; let him reassure himself, since instead of a weekly, + it was only a monthly visit; in fact, after going three times I stayed + away until I heard he was going away. He preached against atheism, + and, they said, against Shelley. As he invited me himself to come, + this appeared to me very impertinent; so I wrote to him, to ask him + whether he intended any personal allusion, but he denied the charge + most entirely. This affair, as you may guess, among the English at + Pisa made a great noise; the gossip here is of course out of all + bounds, and some people have given them something to talk about. I + have seen little of it all; but that which I have seen makes me long + most eagerly for some sea-girt isle, where with Shelley, my babe, and + books and horses, we may give the rest to the winds; this we shall not + have for the present. Shelley is entangled with Lord Byron, who is in + a terrible fright lest he should desert him. We shall have boats, and + go somewhere on the sea-coast, where, I daresay, we shall spend our + time agreeably enough, for I like the Williams' exceedingly, though + there my list begins and ends. + + Emilia married Biondi; we hear that she leads him and his mother (to + use a vulgarism) a devil of a life. The conclusion of our friendship + (_a la Italiana_) puts me in mind of a nursery rhyme, which runs + thus-- + + As I was going down Cranbourne lane, + Cranbourne lane was dirty, + And there I met a pretty maid, + Who dropt to me a curtsey; + + I gave her cakes, I gave her wine, + I gave her sugar-candy, + But oh! the little naughty girl, + She asked me for some brandy. + + Now turn "Cranbourne Lane" into Pisan acquaintances, which I am sure + are dirty enough, and "brandy" into that wherewithal to buy brandy + (and that no small sum _pero_), and you have the whole story of + Shelley's Italian Platonics. We now know, indeed, few of those whom we + knew last year. Pacchiani is at Prato; Mavrocordato in Greece; the + Argyropolis in Florence; and so the world slides. Taafe is still + here--the butt of Lord Byron's quizzing, and the poet laureate of + Pisa. On the occasion of a young lady's birthday he wrote-- + + Eyes that shed a thousand flowers! + Why should flowers be sent to you? + Sweetest flowers of heavenly bowers, + Love and friendship, are what are due. + + * * * * * + + After some divine _Italian_ weather, we are now enjoying some fine + English weather; _cioe_, it does not rain, but not a ray can pierce + the web aloft.--Most truly yours, + + MARY W. S. + + + MARY SHELLEY TO MRS. HUNT. + + _5th March 1822._ + + MY DEAREST MARIANNE--I hope that this letter will find you quite well, + recovering from your severe attack, and looking towards your haven + Italy with best hopes. I do indeed believe that you will find a relief + here from your many English cares, and that the winds which waft you + will sing the requiem to all your ills. It was indeed unfortunate that + you encountered such weather on the very threshold of your journey, + and as the wind howled through the long night, how often did I think + of you! At length it seemed as if we should never, never meet; but I + will not give way to such a presentiment. We enjoy here divine + weather. The sun hot, too hot, with a freshness and clearness in the + breeze that bears with it all the delights of spring. The hedges are + budding, and you should see me and my friend Mrs. Williams poking + about for violets by the sides of dry ditches; she being herself-- + + A violet by a mossy stone + Half hidden from the eye. + + Yesterday a countryman seeing our dilemma, since the ditch was not + quite dry, insisted on gathering them for us, and when we resisted, + saying that we had no _quattrini_ (_i.e._ farthings, being the generic + name for all money), he indignantly exclaimed, _Oh! se lo faccio per + interesse!_ How I wish you were with us in our rambles! Our good + cavaliers flock together, and as they do not like _fetching a walk + with the absurd womankind_, Jane (_i.e._ Mrs. Williams) and I are off + together, and talk morality and pluck violets by the way. I look + forward to many duets with this lady and Hunt. She has a very pretty + voice, and a taste and ear for music which is almost miraculous. The + harp is her favourite instrument; but we have none, and a very bad + piano; however, as it is, we pass very pleasant evenings, though I can + hardly bear to hear her sing "Donne l'amore"; it transports me so + entirely back to your little parlour at Hampstead--and I see the + piano, the bookcase, the prints, the casts--and hear Mary's + _far-ha-ha-a_! + + We are in great uncertainty as to where we shall spend the summer. + There is a beautiful bay about fifty miles off, and as we have + resolved on the sea, Shelley bought a boat. We wished very much to go + there; perhaps we shall still, but as yet we can find but one house; + but as we are a colony "which moves altogether or not at all," we have + not yet made up our minds. The apartments which we have prepared for + you in Lord Byron's house will be very warm for the summer; and indeed + for the two hottest months I should think that you had better go into + the country. Villas about here are tolerably cheap, and they are + perfect paradises. Perhaps, as it was with me, Italy will not strike + you as so divine at first; but each day it becomes dearer and more + delightful; the sun, the flowers, the air, all is more sweet and more + balmy than in the _Ultima Thule_ that you inhabit. + + M. W. S. + +The journal for the next few weeks has nothing eventful to record. The +preceding letter to Mrs. Hunt gives a simple and pleasing picture of their +daily life. Perhaps Mary had never been quite so happy before; she wrote +to the Hunts that she thought she grew younger. Both she and Shelley were +occasionally ailing, and Shelley's letters show that his spirits suffered +depression at times, still, in this respect as well as in health, he was +better than he had been in any former spring. The proximity of Byron and +his circle was not, however, favourable to inspiration or to literary +composition. Byron's temperament acted as a damper to enthusiasm in +others, and Shelley, though his estimate of Byron's genius was very high, +was perpetually jarred and crossed by his worldliness and his moral +shallowness and vulgarity. He invariably, acted, however, as Byron's true +and disinterested friend; and Byron was fully aware of the value of his +friendship and of his literary help and criticism. + +Trelawny, to whom Byron had taken kindly enough, estimated the difference +in the moral worth of the two poets with singular justice. + + "I believed in many things then, and believe in some now," he wrote, + more than five and thirty years afterwards: "I could not sympathise + with Byron, who believed in nothing." + +His friendship for Byron, nevertheless, was to be loyal and lasting. But +his favourite resort in these Pisan days was the "hospitable and cheerful +abode of the Shelleys." + + "There," he says, "I found those sympathies and sentiments which the + Pilgrim denounced as illusions, believed in as the only realities." + +At Byron's social gatherings--riding-parties or dinner-parties--he made a +point of getting Shelley if he could; and Shelley was very compliant, +although the society of which Byron was the nucleus was neither congenial +nor interesting to him, and he always took the first good opportunity of +escaping. Daily intercourse of this kind tended gradually to estrange +rather than unite the two poets: by accentuating differences it brought +into evidence that gulf between their natures which, in spite of the one +touch of kinship that certainly existed, was equally impassable by one and +by the other. Besides, the subject of Clare and Allegra, never far below +the surface, would occasionally come up, and this was a sore point on both +sides. As has already been said, Byron appreciated Shelley, though he did +not sympathise with him. In after days he bore public testimony to the +purity and unselfishness of Shelley's character and to the upright and +disinterested motives which actuated him in all he did. But his respect +for Shelley was not so strong as his antipathy to Clare, and Shelley's +feeling towards her was regarded by him with a cynical sneer which he had +no care to hide, and of which its object could not always be unconscious. +It is not wonderful that at times there swept across Shelley's mind, like +a black cloud, the conviction that neither a sense of honour nor justice +restrained Byron from the basest insinuations. And then again this +suspicion would pass away as too dreadful to be entertained. + +Meanwhile Clare, in the pursuit of her newly-adopted profession, was +thinking of going to Vienna, and she longed for a sight of her child +first. She had been unusually long, or she fancied so, without news of +Allegra, and she was growing desperately anxious,--with only too good +cause, as the event showed. She wrote to Byron, entreating him to arrange +for a visit or an interview. Byron took no notice of her letters. The +Shelleys dared not annoy him unnecessarily on the subject, as he had been +heard to threaten if they did so to immure Allegra in some secret convent +where no one could get at her or even hear of her. Clare, working herself +up into a state of half-frenzied excitement, sent them letter after +letter, suggesting and urging wild plans (which Shelley was to realise) +for carrying off the child by armed force; indeed, one of her schemes +seems to have been to take advantage of the projected interview, if +granted, for putting this design into execution. Some such proposed breach +of faith must have been the occasion of Shelley's answering her-- + + I know not what to think of the state of your mind, or what to fear + for you. Your late plan about Allegra seems to me in its present form + pregnant with irremediable infamy to all the actors in it except + yourself. + +He did not think that in her present excited mental condition she was fit +to go to Vienna, and he entreated her to postpone the idea. His advice, +often repeated in different words, was, that she should not lose herself +in distant and uncertain plans, but "systematise and simplify" her +motions, at least for the present, and, if she felt in the least disposed, +that she should come and stay with them-- + + If you like, come and look for houses with me in our boat; it might + distract your mind. + +He and Mary had resolved to quit Pisa as soon as the weather made it +desirable to do so; but their plans and their anxieties were alike +suspended by a temporary excitement of which Mary's account is given in +the following letter-- + + MRS. SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + PISA, _6th April 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--Not many days after I had written to you + concerning the fate which ever pursues us at spring-tide, a + circumstance happened which showed that we were not forgotten this + year. Although, indeed, now that it is all over, I begin to fear that + the King of Gods and men will not consider it a sufficiently heavy + visitation, although for a time it threatened to be frightful enough. + Two Sundays ago, Lord Byron, Shelley, Trelawny, Captain Hay, Count + Gamba, and Taafe were returning from their usual evening ride, when, + near the Porta della Piazza, they were passed by a soldier who + galloped through the midst of them knocking up against Taafe. This + nice little gentleman exclaimed, "Shall we endure this man's + insolence?" Lord Byron replied, "No! we will bring him to an account," + and Shelley (whose blood always boils at any insolence offered by a + soldier) added, "As you please!" so they put spurs to their horses + (_i.e._ all but Taafe, who remained quietly behind), followed and + stopped the man, and, fancying that he was an officer, demanded his + name and address, and gave their cards. The man who, I believe, was + half drunk, replied only by all the oaths and abuse in which the + Italian language is so rich. He ended by saying, "If I liked I could + draw my sabre and cut you all to pieces, but as it is, I only arrest + you," and he called out to the guards at the gate _arrestategli_. Lord + Byron laughed at this, and saying _arrestateci pure_, gave spurs to + his horse and rode towards the gate, followed by the rest. Lord Byron + and Gamba passed, but before the others could, the soldier got under + the gateway, called on the guard to stop them, and drawing his sabre, + began to cut at them. It happened that I and the Countess Guiccioli + were in a carriage close behind and saw it all, and you may guess how + frightened we were when we saw our cavaliers cut at, they being + totally unarmed. Their only safety was, that the field of battle being + so confined, they got close under the man, and were able to arrest his + arm. Captain Hay was, however, wounded in his face, and Shelley thrown + from his horse. I cannot tell you how it all ended, but after cutting + and slashing a little, the man sheathed his sword and rode on, while + the others got from their horses to assist poor Hay, who was faint + from loss of blood. Lord Byron, when he had passed the gate, rode to + his own house, got a sword-stick from one of his servants, and was + returning to the gate, Lung' Arno, when he met this man, who held out + his hand saying, _Siete contento?_ Lord Byron replied, "No! I must + know your name, that I may require satisfaction of you." The soldier + said, _Il mio nome e Masi, sono sargente maggiore_, etc. etc. While + they were talking, a servant of Lord Byron's came and took hold of the + bridle of the sergeant's horse. Lord Byron ordered him to let it go, + and immediately the man put his horse to a gallop, but, passing Casa + Lanfranchi, one of Lord Byron's servants thought that he had killed + his master and was running away; determining that he should not go + scot-free, he ran at him with a pitchfork and wounded him. The man + rode on a few paces, cried out, _Sono ammazzato_, and fell, was + carried to the hospital, the Misericordia bell ringing. We were all + assembled at Casa Lanfranchi, nursing our wounded man, and poor + Teresa, from the excess of her fright, was worse than any, when what + was our consternation when we heard that the man's wound was + considered mortal! Luckily none but ourselves knew who had given the + wound; it was said by the wise Pisani, to have been one of Lord + Byron's servants, set on by his padrone, and they pitched upon a poor + fellow merely because _aveva lo sguardo fiero, quanto un assassino_. + For some days Masi continued in great danger, but he is now + recovering. As long as it was thought he would die, the Government did + nothing; but now that he is nearly well, they have imprisoned two + men, one of Lord Byron's servants (the one with the _sguardo fiero_), + and the other a servant of Teresa's, who was behind our carriage, both + perfectly innocent, but they have been kept _in segreto_ these ten + days, and God knows when they will be let out. What think you of this? + Will it serve for our spring adventure? It is blown over now, it is + true, but our fate has, in general, been in common with Dame Nature, + and March winds and April showers have brought forth May flowers. + + You have no notion what a ridiculous figure Taafe cut in all this--he + kept far behind during the danger, but the next day he wished to take + all the honour to himself, vowed that all Pisa talked of him alone, + and coming to Lord Byron said, "My Lord, if you do not dare ride out + to-day, I will alone." But the next day he again changed, he was + afraid of being turned out of Tuscany, or of being obliged to fight + with one of the officers of the sergeant's regiment, of neither of + which things there was the slightest danger, so he wrote a declaration + to the Governor to say that he had nothing to do with it; so + embroiling himself with Lord Byron, he got between Scylla and + Charybdis, from which he has not yet extricated himself; for + ourselves, we do not fear any ulterior consequences. + + + _10th April._ + + We received _Hellas_ to-day, and the bill of lading. Shelley is well + pleased with the former, though there are some mistakes. The only + danger would arise from the vengeance of Masi, but the moment he is + able to move, he is to be removed to another town; he is a _pessimo + soggetto_, being the crony of Soldaini, Rosselmini, and Augustini, + Pisan names of evil fame, which, perhaps, you may remember. There is + only one consolation in all this, that if it be our fate to suffer, it + is more agreeable, and more safe to suffer in company with five or six + than alone. Well! after telling you this long story, I must relate our + other news. And first, the Greek Ali Pashaw is dead, and his head sent + to Constantinople; the reception of it was celebrated there by the + massacre of four thousand Greeks. The latter, however, get on. The + Turkish fleet of 25 sail of the line-of-war vessels, and 40 + transports, endeavoured to surprise the Greek fleet in its winter + quarters; finding them prepared, they bore away for Lante, and pursued + by the Greeks, took refuge in the bay of Naupacto. Here they first + blockaded them, and obtained a complete victory. All the soldiers on + board the transports, in endeavouring to land, were cut to pieces, and + the fleet taken or destroyed. I heard something about Hellenists which + greatly pleased me. When any one asks of the peasants of the Morea + what news there is, and if they have had any victory, they reply: "I + do not know, but for us it is [Greek: e tan, e epi tas]," being their + Doric pronunciation of [Greek: e tan, e epi tes], the speech of the + Spartan mother, on presenting his shield to her son; "With this or on + this." + + I wish, my dear Mrs. Gisborne, that you would send the first part of + this letter, addressed to Mr. W. Godwin at Nash's, Esq., Dover Street. + I wish him to have an account of the fray, and you will thus save me + the trouble of writing it over again, for what with writing and + talking about it, I am quite tired. In a late letter of mine to my + father, I requested him to send you _Matilda_. I hope that he has + complied with my desire, and, in that case, that you will get it + copied and send it to me by the first opportunity, perhaps by Hunt, if + he comes at all. I do not mention commissions to you, for although + wishing much for the things about which I wrote [we have], for the + present, no money to spare. We wish very much to hear from you again, + and to hear if there are any hopes of your getting on in your plans, + what Henry is doing, and how you continue to like England. The months + of February and March were with us as hot as an English June. In the + first days of April we have had some very cold weather; so that we are + obliged to light fires again. Shelley has been much better in health + this winter than any other since I have known him, Pisa certainly + agrees with him exceedingly well, which is its only merit, in my eyes. + I wish fate had bound us to Naples instead. Percy is quite well; he + begins to talk, Italian only now, and to call things _bello_ and + _buono_, but the droll thing is, that he is right about the genders. + A silk _vestito_ is _bello_, but a new _frusta_ is _bella_. He is a + fine boy, full of life, and very pretty. Williams is very well, and + they are getting on very well. Mrs. Williams is a miracle of economy, + and, as Mrs. Godwin used to call it, makes both ends meet with great + comfort to herself and others. Medwin is gone to Rome; we have heaps + of the gossip of a petty town this winter, being just in the _coterie_ + where it was all carried on; but now _Grazie a Messer Domenedio_, the + English are almost all gone, and we, being left alone, all subjects of + discord and clacking cease. You may conceive what a _bisbiglio_ our + adventure made. The Pisans were all enraged because the _maledetti + inglesi_ were not punished; yet when the gentlemen returned from their + ride the following day (busy fate) an immense crowd was assembled + before Casa Lanfranchi, and they all took off their hats to them. + Adieu. _State bene e felice._ Best remembrances to Mr. Gisborne, and + compliments to Henry, who will remember Hay as one of the Maremma + hunters; he is a friend of Lord Byron's.--Yours ever truly, + + MARY W. S. + +This affair, and the consequent inquiry and examination of witnesses in +connection with it took up several days, on one of which Mary and Countess +Guiccioli were under examination for five hours. + +In the meantime Byron decided to go to Leghorn for his summer boating; +whereupon Shelley wrote and definitively proposed to Clare that she should +accompany his party to Spezzia, promising her quiet and privacy, and +immunity from annoyance, while she bided her time with regard to Allegra. +Clare accepted the offer, and joined them at Pisa on the 15th of April in +the expectation of starting very shortly. It turned out, however, that no +suitable houses were, after all, to be had on the coast. This was an +unexpected disappointment, and on the 23d she and the Williams' went off +to Spezzia for another search. They were hardly on their way when letters +were received by Shelley and Mary with the grievous news that Allegra had +died of typhus fever in the convent of Bagnacavallo. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +APRIL-JULY 1882 + + +"Evil news. Not well." + +These few words are Mary's record of this frightful blow. She was again in +delicate health, suffering from the same depressing symptoms as before +Percy's birth, and for a like reason. + +No wonder she was made downright ill by the shock, and by the sickening +apprehension of the scene to follow when Clare should hear the news. + +On the next day but one--the 25th of April--the travellers returned. + +Williams says, in his diary for that day-- + + Meet S., his face bespoke his feelings. C.'s child was dead, and he + had the office to break it to her, or rather not to do so; but, + fearful of the news reaching her ears, to remove her instantly from + this place. + +Shelley could not tell Clare at once. Not while they were in Pisa, and +with Byron close by. One, unfurnished, house was to be had, the Casa +Magni, in the Bay of Lerici. Thither, on the chance of getting it, they +must go, and instantly. Mary's indisposition must be ignored; she must +undertake the negotiations for the house. Within twenty-four hours she was +off to Spezzia, with Clare and little Percy, escorted by Trelawny; poor +Clare quite unconscious of the burden on her friends' minds. Shelley +remained behind another day, to pack up the necessary furniture; but, on +the 27th, he with the whole Williams family left Pisa for Lerici. Thence, +while waiting for the furniture to arrive by sea, he wrote to Mary at +Spezzia. + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + LERICI, _Sunday, 28th April 1822_. + + DEAREST MARY--I am this moment arrived at Lerici, where I am + necessarily detained, waiting the furniture, which left Pisa last + night at midnight, and as the sea has been calm and the wind fair, I + may expect them every moment. It would not do to leave affairs here in + an _impiccio_, great as is my anxiety to see you. How are you, my best + love? How have you sustained the trials of the journey? Answer me this + question, and how my little babe and Clare are. Now to business-- + + Is the Magni House taken? if not, pray occupy yourself instantly in + finishing the affair, even if you are obliged to go to Sarzana, and + send a messenger to me to tell me of your success. I, of course, + cannot leave Lerici, to which port the boats (for we were obliged to + take two) are directed. But _you_ can come over in the same boat that + brings you this letter, and return in the evening. I hear that + Trelawny is still with you. Tell Clare that, as I must probably in a + few days return to Pisa for the affair of the lawsuit, I have brought + her box with me, thinking she might be in want of some of its + contents. + + I ought to say that I do not think there is accommodation for you all + at this inn; and that, even if there were, you would be better off at + Spezzia; but if the Magni House is taken, then there is no possible + reason why you should not take a row over in the boat that will bring + this; but do not keep the men long. I am anxious to hear from you on + every account.--Ever yours, + + S. + +Mary's answer was that she had concluded for Casa Magni, but that no other +house was to be had in all that neighbourhood. It was in a neglected +condition, and not very roomy or convenient; but, such as it was, it had +to accommodate the Williams', as well as the Shelleys, and Clare. +Considerable difficulty was experienced by Shelley in obtaining leave for +the landing of the furniture; this obstacle got over, they at last took +possession. + + EDWARD WILLIAMS' JOURNAL. + + _Wednesday, May 1._--Cloudy, with rain. Came to Casa Magni after + breakfast, the Shelleys having contrived to give us rooms. Without + them, heaven knows what we should have done. Employed all day putting + the things away. All comfortably settled by 4. Passed the evening in + talking over our folly and our troubles. + +The worst trouble, however, was still impending. Finding how crowded and +uncomfortable they were likely to be, Clare, after a day or two, decided +that it was best for herself and for every one that she should return to +Florence, and announced her intention accordingly. Compelled by the +circumstances, Shelley then disclosed to her the true state of the case. +Her grief was excessive, but was, after the first, succeeded by a calmness +unusual in her and surprising to her friends; a reaction from the fever +of suspense and torment in which she had lived for weeks past, and which +were even a harder strain on her powers of endurance than the truth, +grievous though that was, putting an end to all hope as well as to all +fear. For the present she remained at the Villa Magni. + + The ground floor of this habitation was appropriated, as is often done + in Italy, for stowing the implements and produce of the land, as rent + is paid in kind there. In the autumn you find casks of wine, jars of + oil, tools, wood, occasionally carts, and, near the sea, boats and + fishing-nets. Over this floor were a large saloon and four bedrooms + (which had once been whitewashed), and nothing more; there was an + out-building for cooking, and a place for the servants to eat and + sleep in. The Williams had one room, and Shelley and his wife occupied + two more, facing each other.[47] + +Facing the sea, and almost over it, a verandah or open terrace ran the +whole length of the building; it was over the projecting ground floor, and +level with the inhabited story. + +The surrounding scenery was magnificent, but wild to the last degree, and +there was something unearthly in the perpetual moaning and howling of +winds and waves. Poor Mary now began to feel the ill effects of her +enforced over-exertions. She became very unwell, suffering from utter +prostration of strength and from hysterical affections. Rest, quiet, and +freedom from worry were essential to her condition, but none of these +could she have, nor even sleep at night. The absence of comfort and +privacy, added to the great difficulty of housekeeping, and the melancholy +with which Clare's misfortune had infected the whole party, were all very +unfavourable to her. + +After staying for three weeks, Clare returned for a short visit to +Florence. Shelley's letters to her during her absence afford occasional +glimpses, from which it is easy to infer more, into the state of affairs +at Casa Magni. Mrs. Williams was "by no means acquiescent in the present +system of things." The plan of having all possessions in common does not +work well in the kitchen; the respective servants of the two families were +always quarrelling and taking each other's things. Jane, who was a good +housekeeper, had the defects of her qualities, and "pined for her own +house and saucepans." "It is a pity," remarks Shelley, "that any one so +pretty and amiable should be so selfish." Not that these matters troubled +him much. Such little "squalls" gave way to calm, "in accustomed +vicissitude" (to use his own words); and Mrs. Williams had far too much +tact to dwell on domestic worries to him. His own nerves were for a time +shaken and unstrung, but he recovered, and, after the first, was unusually +well. He was in love with the wild, beautiful place, and with the life at +sea; for to his boat he escaped whenever any little breezes ruffled the +surface of domestic life so that its mirror no longer reflected his own +unwontedly bright spirits. At first he and Williams had only the small +flat-bottomed boat in which they had navigated the Arno and Serchio, but +in a fortnight there arrived the little schooner which Captain Roberts had +built for Shelley at Genoa, and then their content was perfect. + +For Mary no such escape from care and discomfort was open; she was too +weak to go about much, and it is no wonder that, after the Williams' +installation, she merely chronicles, "The rest of May a blank." + +Williams' diary partly fills this blank; and it is so graphic in its +exceeding simplicity that, though it has been printed before, portions may +well be included here. + + EXTRACTS FROM WILLIAMS' DIARY. + + _Thursday, May 2._--Cloudy, with intervals of rain. Went out with + Shelley in the boat--fish on the rocks--bad sport. Went in the evening + after some wild ducks--saw nothing but sublime scenery, to which the + grandeur of a storm greatly contributed. + + _Friday, May 3._--Fine. The captain of the port despatched a vessel + for Shelley's boat. Went to Lerici with S., being obliged to market + there; the servant having returned from Sarzana without being able to + procure anything. + + _Sunday, May 5._--Fine. Kept awake the whole night by a heavy swell, + which made a noise on the beach like the discharge of heavy artillery. + Tried with Shelley to launch the small flat-bottomed boat through the + surf; we succeeded in pushing it through, but shipped a sea on + attempting to land. Walk to Lerici along the beach, by a winding path + on the mountain's side. Delightful evening,--the scenery most sublime. + + _Monday, May 6._--Fine. Some heavy drops of rain fell to-day, without + a cloud being visible. Made a sketch of the western side of the bay. + Read a little. Walked with Jane up the mountain. + + After tea walking with Shelley on the terrace, and observing the + effect of moonshine on the waters, he complained of being unusually + nervous, and stopping short, he grasped me violently by the arm, and + stared steadfastly on the white surf that broke upon the beach under + our feet. Observing him sensibly affected, I demanded of him if he + were in pain. But he only answered by saying, "There it is + again--there"! He recovered after some time, and declared that he saw, + as plainly as he then saw me, a naked child (Allegra) rise from the + sea, and clap its hands as in joy, smiling at him. This was a trance + that it required some reasoning and philosophy entirely to awaken him + from, so forcibly had the vision operated on his mind. Our + conversation, which had been at first rather melancholy, led to this; + and my confirming his sensations, by confessing that I had felt the + same, gave greater activity to his ever-wandering and lively + imagination. + + _Sunday, May 12._--Cloudy and threatening weather. Wrote during the + morning. Mr. Maglian called after dinner, and, while walking with him + on the terrace, we discovered a strange sail coming round the point of + Porto Venere, which proved at length to be Shelley's boat. She had + left Genoa on Thursday, but had been driven back by prevailing bad + winds, a Mr. Heslop and two English seamen brought her round, and they + speak most highly of her performances. She does, indeed, excite my + surprise and admiration. Shelley and I walked to Lerici, and made a + stretch off the land to try her, and I find she fetches whatever she + looks at. In short, we have now a perfect plaything for the summer. + + _Monday, May 13._--Rain during night in torrents--a heavy gale of wind + from S.W., and a surf running heavier than ever; at 4 gale unabated, + violent squalls.... + + ... In the evening an electric arch forming in the clouds announces a + heavy thunderstorm, if the wind lulls. Distant thunder--gale + increases--a circle of foam surrounds the bay--dark, evening, and + tempestuous, with flashes of lightning at intervals, which give us no + hope of better weather. The learned in these things say, that it + generally lasts three days when once it commences as this has done. We + all feel as if we were on board ship--and the roaring of the sea + brings this idea to us even in our beds. + + _Wednesday, May 15._--Fine and fresh breeze in puffs from the land. + Jane and Mary consent to take a sail. Run down to Porto Venere and + beat back at 1 o'clock. The boat sailed like a witch. After the late + gale, the water is covered with purple nautili, or as the sailors call + them, Portuguese men-of-war. After dinner Jane accompanied us to the + point of the Magra; and the boat beat back in wonderful style. + + _Wednesday, May 22._--Fine, after a threatening night. After breakfast + Shelley and I amused ourselves with trying to make a boat of canvas + and reeds, as light and as small as possible. She is to be 8-1/2 feet + long, and 4-1/2 broad.... + + _Wednesday, June 12._--Launched the little boat, which answered our + wishes and expectations. She is 86 lbs. English weight, and stows + easily on board. Sailed in the evening, but were becalmed in the + offing, and left there with a long ground swell, which made Jane + little better than dead. Hoisted out our little boat and brought her + on shore. Her landing attended by the whole village. + + _Thursday, June 13._--Fine. At 9 saw a vessel between the straits of + Porto Venere, like a man-of-war brig. She proved to be the _Bolivar_, + with Roberts and Trelawny on board, who are taking her round to + Livorno. On meeting them we were saluted by six guns. Sailed together + to try the vessels--in speed no chance with her, but I think we keep + as good a wind. She is the most beautiful craft I ever saw, and will + do more for her size. She costs Lord Byron L750 clear off and ready + for sea, with provisions and conveniences of every kind. + +In the midst of this happy life one anxiety there was, however, which +pursued Shelley everywhere; and neither on shore nor at sea could he +escape from it,--that of Godwin's imminent ruin. + +The first of the letters which follow had reached Mary while still at +Pisa. The next letter, and that of Mrs. Godwin were, at Shelley's request, +intercepted by Mrs. Mason and sent to him. He could not and would not show +them to Mary, and wrote at last to Mrs. Godwin, to try and put a stop to +them. + + GODWIN TO MARY. + + SKINNER STREET, _19th April 1822_. + + MY DEAREST MARY--The die, so far as I am concerned, seems now to be + cast, and all that remains is that I should entreat you to forget that + you have a father in existence. Why should your prime of youthful + vigour be tarnished and made wretched by what relates to me? I have + lived to the full age of man in as much comfort as can reasonably be + expected to fall to the lot of a human being. What signifies what + becomes of the few wretched years that remain? + + For the same reason, I think I ought for the future to drop writing to + you. It is impossible that my letters can give you anything but + unmingled pain. A few weeks more, and the formalities which still + restrain the successful claimant will be over, and my prospects of + tranquillity must, as I believe, be eternally closed.--Farewell, + + WILLIAM GODWIN. + + + GODWIN TO MARY. + + SKINNER STREET, _3d May 1822_. + + DEAR MARY--I wrote to you a fortnight ago, and professed my intention + of not writing again. I certainly will not write when the result shall + be to give pure, unmitigated pain. It is the questionable shape of + what I have to communicate that still thrusts the pen into my hand. + This day we are compelled, by summary process, to leave the house we + live in, and to hide our heads in whatever alley will receive us. If + we can compound with our creditor, and he seems not unwilling to + accept L400 (I have talked with him on the subject), we may emerge + again. Our business, if freed from this intolerable burthen, is more + than ever worth keeping. + + But all this would, perhaps, have failed in inducing me to resume the + pen, but for _one extraordinary accident_. Wednesday, 1st May, was the + day when the last legal step was taken against me; and Wednesday + morning, a few hours before this catastrophe, Willats, the man who, + three or four years before, lent Shelley L2000 at two for one, called + on me to ask whether Shelley wanted any more money on the same terms. + What does this mean? In the contemplation of such a coincidence, I + could almost grow superstitious. But, alas! I fear--I fear--I am a + drowning man, catching at a straw.--Ever most affectionately, your + father, + + WILLIAM GODWIN. + + Please to direct your letters, till you hear further, to the care of + Mr. Monro, No. 60 Skinner Street. + + + MRS. MASON TO SHELLEY. + + _May 1822._ + + I send you in return for Godwin's letter one still worse, because I + think it has more the appearance of truth. I was desired to convey it + to Mary, but that I should not think right. At the same time, I don't + well know how you can conceal all this affair from her; they really + seem to want assistance at present, for their being turned out of the + house is a serious evil. I rejoice in your good health, to which I + have no doubt the boat and the Williams' much contribute, and wish + there may be no prospect of its being disturbed. + + Mary ought to know what is said of the novel, and how can she know + that without all the rest? You will contrive what is best. In the part + of the letter which I do send, she (Mrs. Godwin) adds, that at this + moment Mr. Godwin does not offer the novel to any bookseller, lest his + actual situation might make it be supposed that it would be sold + cheap. Mrs. Godwin also wishes to correspond directly with Mrs. + Shelley, but this I shall not permit; she says Godwin's health is much + the worse for all this affair. + + I was astonished at seeing Clare walk in on Tuesday evening, and I + have not a spare bed now in the house, the children having outgrown + theirs, and been obliged to occupy that which I had formerly; she + proposed going to an inn, but preferred sleeping on a sofa, where I + made her as comfortable as I could, which is but little so; however, + she is satisfied. I rejoice to see that she has not suffered so much + as you expected, and understand now her former feelings better than at + first. When there is nothing to hope or fear, it is natural to be + calm. I wish she had some determined project, but her plans seem as + unsettled as ever, and she does not see half the reasons for + separating herself from your society that really exist. I regret to + perceive her great repugnance to Paris, which I believe to be the + place best adapted to her. If she had but the temptation of good + letters of introduction!--but I have no means of obtaining them for + her--she intends, I believe, to go to Florence to-morrow, and to + return to your habitation in a week, but talks of not staying the + whole summer. I regret the loss of Mary's good health and spirits, but + hope it is only the consequence of her present situation, and, + therefore, merely temporary, but I dread Clare's being in the same + house for a month or two, and wish the Williams' were half a mile from + you. I must write a few lines to Mary, but will say nothing of having + heard from Mrs. Godwin; you will tell her what you think right, but + you know my opinion, that things which cannot be concealed are better + told at once. I should suppose a bankruptcy would be best, but the + Godwins do not seem to think so. If all the world valued obscure + tranquillity as much as I do, it would be a happier, though possibly + much duller, world than it is, but the loss of wealth is quite an + epidemic disease in England, and it disturbs their rest more than + the[48] ... I should have a thousand things to say, but that I have a + thousand other things to do, and you give me hope of conversing with + you before long.--Ever yours very sincerely, + + M. M. + + + SHELLEY TO MRS. GODWIN. + + LERICI, _29th May 1882_. + + DEAR MADAM--Mrs. Mason has sent me an extract from your last letter to + show to Mary, and I have received that of Mr. Godwin, in which he + mentions your having left Skinner Street. + + In Mary's present state of health and spirits, much caution is + requisite with regard to communications which must agitate her in the + highest degree, and the object of my present letter is simply to + inform you that I thought it right to exercise this caution on the + present occasion. Mary is at present about three months advanced in + pregnancy, and the irritability and languor which accompany this state + are always distressing, and sometimes alarming. I do not know even how + soon I can permit her to receive such communications, or even how soon + you or Mr. Godwin would wish they should be conveyed to her, if you + could have any idea of the effect. Do not, however, let me be + misunderstood. It is not my intention or my wish that the + circumstances in which your family is involved should be concealed + from her; but that the detail of them should be suspended until they + assume a more prosperous character, or at least till letters addressed + to her or intended for her perusal on that subject should not convey a + supposition that she could do more than she does, thus exasperating + the sympathy which she already feels too intensely for her Father's + distress, which she would sacrifice all she possesses to remedy, but + the remedy of which is beyond her power. She imagined that her novel + might be turned to immediate advantage for him. I am greatly + interested in the fate of this production, which appears to me to + possess a high degree of merit, and I regret that it is not Mr. + Godwin's intention to publish it immediately. I am sure that Mary + would be delighted to amend anything that her Father thought imperfect + in it, though I confess that if his objection relates to the + character of Beatrice, _I_ shall lament the deference which would be + shown by the sacrifice of any portion of it to feelings and ideas + which are but for a day. I wish Mr. Godwin would write to her on that + subject; he might advert to the letter (for it is only the last one) + which I have suppressed, or not, as he thought proper. + + I have written to Mr. Smith to solicit the loan of L400, which, if I + can obtain in that manner, is very much at Mr. Godwin's service. The + views which I now entertain of my affairs forbid me to enter into any + further reversionary transactions; nor do I think Mr. Godwin would be + a gainer by the contrary determination; as it would be next to + impossible to effectuate any such bargain at this distance, nor could + I burthen my income, which is only sufficient to meet its various + claims, and the system of life in which it seems necessary I should + live. + + We hear you hear Jane's (Clare's) news from Mrs. Mason. Since the late + melancholy event she has become far more tranquil; nor should I have + anything to desire with regard to her, did not the uncertainty of my + own life and prospects render it prudent for her to attempt to + establish some sort of independence as a security against an event + which would deprive her of that which she at present enjoys. She is + well in health, and usually resides at Florence, where she has formed + a little society for herself among the Italians, with whom she is a + great favourite. She was here for a week or two; and although she has + at present returned to Florence, we expect her on a visit to us for + the summer months. In the winter, unless some of her various plans + succeed, for she may be called _la fille aux mille projets_, she will + return to Florence. Mr. Godwin may depend upon receiving immediate + notice of the result of my application to Mr. Smith. I hope soon to + have an account of your situation and prospects, and remain, dear + Madam, yours very sincerely, + + P. B. SHELLEY. + + Mrs. Godwin. + + We will speak another time, of what is deeply interesting both to Mary + and to myself, of my dear William. + +The knowledge of all this on Shelley's mind,--the consciousness that he +was hiding it from Mary, and that she was probably more than half aware of +his doing so, gave him a feeling of constraint in his daily intercourse +with her. To talk with her, even about her father, was difficult, for he +could neither help nor hide his feeling of irritation and indignation at +the way in which Godwin persecuted his daughter after the efforts she had +made in his behalf, and for which he had hardly thanked her. + +It would have to come, the explanation; but for the present, as Shelley +wrote to Clare, he was content to put off the evil day. Towards the end of +the month Mary's health had somewhat improved, and the letter she then +wrote to Mrs. Gisborne gives a connected account of all the past +incidents. + + MARY SHELLEY TO MRS. GISBORNE. + + CASA MAGNI, Presso a LERICI, + _2d June 1822_. + + MY DEAR MRS. GISBORNE--We received a letter from Mr. Gisborne the + other day, which promised one from you. It is not yet come, and + although I think that you are two or three in my debt, yet I am good + enough to write to you again, and thus to increase your debt. Nor will + I allow you, with one letter, to take advantage of the Insolvent Act, + and thus to free yourself from all claims at once. When I last wrote, + I said that I hoped our spring visitation had come and was gone, but + this year we were not quit so easily. However, before I mention + anything else, I will finish the story of the _zuffa_ as far as it is + yet gone. I think that in my last I left the sergeant recovering; one + of Lord Byron's and one of the Guiccioli's servants in prison on + suspicion, though both were innocent. The judge or advocate, called a + Cancelliere, sent from Florence to determine the affair, dislikes the + Pisans, and, having _poca paga_, expected a present from Milordo, and + so favoured our part of the affair, was very civil, and came to our + houses to take depositions against the law. For the sake of the + lesson, Hogg should have been there to learn to cross-question. The + Cancelliere, a talkative buffoon of a Florentine, with "mille scuse + per l'incomodo," asked, "Dove fu lei la sera del 24 marzo? Andai a + spasso in carozza, fuori della Porta della Piaggia." A little clerk, + seated beside him, with a great pile of papers before him, now dipped + his pen in his ink-horn, and looked expectant, while the Cancelliere, + turning his eyes up to the ceiling, repeated, "Io fui a spasso," etc. + This scene lasted two, four, six, hours, as it happened. In the space + of two months the depositions of fifteen people were taken, and + finding Tita (Lord Byron's servant) perfectly innocent, the + Cancelliere ordered him to be liberated, but the Pisan police took + fright at his beard. They called him "il barbone," and, although it + was declared that on his exit from prison he should be shaved, they + could not tranquillise their mighty minds, but banished him. We, in + the meantime, were come to this place, so he has taken refuge with us. + He is an excellent fellow, faithful, courageous, and daring. How could + it happen that the Pisans should be frightened at such a _mirabile + mostro_ of an Italian, especially as the day he was let out of + _segreto_, and was a _largee_ in prison, he gave a feast to all his + fellow-prisoners, hiring chandeliers and plate! But poor Antonio, the + Guiccioli's servant, the meekest-hearted fellow in the world, is kept + in _segreto_; not found guilty, but punished as such,--_e chi sa_ when + he will be let out?--so rests the affair. + + About a month ago Clare came to visit us at Pisa, and went with the + Williams' to find a house in the Gulf of Spezzia, when, during her + absence, the disastrous news came of the death of Allegra. She died of + a typhus fever, which had been raging in the Romagna; but no one wrote + to say it was there. She had no friends except the nuns of the + Convent, who were kind to her, I believe; but you know Italians. If + half of the Convent had died of the plague, they would never have + written to have had her removed, and so the poor child fell a + sacrifice. Lord Byron felt the loss at first bitterly; he also felt + remorse, for he felt that he had acted against everybody's counsels + and wishes, and death had stamped with truth the many and often-urged + prophecies of Clare, that the air of the Romagna, joined to the + ignorance of the Italians, would prove fatal to her. Shelley wished to + conceal the fatal news from her as long as possible, so when she + returned from Spezzia he resolved to remove thither without delay, + with so little delay that he packed me off with Clare and Percy the + very next day. She wished to return to Florence, but he persuaded her + to accompany me; the next day he packed up our goods and chattels, for + a furnished house was not to be found in this part of the world, and, + like a torrent hurrying everything in its course, he persuaded the + Williams' to do the same. They came here; but one house was to be + found for us all; it is beautifully situated on the sea-shore, under + the woody hills,--but such a place as this is! The poverty of the + people is beyond anything, yet they do not appear unhappy, but go on + in dirty content, or contented dirt, while we find it hard work to + purvey miles around for a few eatables. We were in wretched discomfort + at first, but now are in a kind of disorderly order, living from day + to day as we can. After the first day or two Clare insisted on + returning to Florence, so Shelley was obliged to disclose the truth. + You may judge of what was her first burst of grief and despair; + however she reconciled herself to her fate sooner than we expected; + and although, of course, until she form new ties, she will always + grieve, yet she is now tranquil--more tranquil than when prophesying + her disaster; she was for ever forming plans for getting her child + from a place she judged but too truly would be fatal to her. She has + now returned to Florence, and I do not know whether she will join us + again. Our colony is much smaller than we expected, which we consider + a benefit. Lord Byron remains with his train at Montenero. Trelawny + is to be the commander of his vessel, and of course will be at + Leghorn. He is at present at Genoa, awaiting the finishing of this + boat. Shelley's boat is a beautiful creature; Henry would admire her + greatly; though only 24 feet by 8 feet she is a perfect little ship, + and looks twice her size. She had one fault, she was to have been + built in partnership with Williams and Trelawny. Trelawny chose the + name of the _Don Juan_, and we acceded; but when Shelley took her + entirely on himself we changed the name to the _Ariel_. Lord Byron + chose to take fire at this, and determined that she should be called + after the Poem; wrote to Roberts to have the name painted on the + mainsail, and she arrived thus disfigured. For days and nights, full + twenty-one, did Shelley and Edward ponder on her anabaptism, and the + washing out the primeval stain. Turpentine, spirits of wine, buccata, + all were tried, and it became dappled and no more. At length the piece + had to be taken out and reefs put, so that the sail does not look + worse. I do not know what Lord Byron will say, but Lord and Poet as he + is, he could not be allowed to make a coal barge of our boat. As only + one house was to be found habitable in this gulf, the Williams' have + taken up their abode with us, and their servants and mine quarrel like + cats and dogs; and besides, you may imagine how ill a large family + agrees with my laziness, when accounts and domestic concerns come to + be talked of. _Ma pazienza._ After all the place does not suit me; the + people are _rozzi_, and speak a detestable dialect, and yet it is + better than any other Italian sea-shore north of Naples. The air is + excellent, and you may guess how much better we like it than Leghorn, + when, besides, we should have been involved in English society--a + thing we longed to get rid of at Pisa. Mr. Gisborne talks of your + going to a distant country; pray write to me in time before this takes + place, as I want a box from England first, but cannot now exactly name + its contents. I am sorry to hear you do not get on, but perhaps Henry + will, and make up for all. Percy is well, and Shelley singularly so; + this incessant boating does him a great deal of good. I have been + very unwell for some time past, but am better now. I have not even + heard of the arrival of my novel; but I suppose for his own sake, Papa + will dispose of it to the best advantage. If you see it advertised, + pray tell me, also its publisher, etc. + + We have heard from Hunt the day he was to sail, and anxiously and + daily now await his arrival. Shelley will go over to Leghorn to him, + and I also, if I can so manage it. We shall be at Pisa next winter, I + believe, fate so decrees. Of course you have heard that the lawsuit + went against my Father. This was the summit and crown of our spring + misfortunes, but he writes in so few words, and in such a manner, that + any information that I could get, through any one, would be a great + benefit to me. Adieu. Pray write now, and at length. Remember both + Shelley and me to Hogg. Did you get _Matilda_ from Papa?--Yours ever, + + MARY W. SHELLEY. + + Continue to direct to Pisa. + +Clare returned to the Casa Magni on the 6th of July. The weather had now +become intensely hot, and Mary was again prostrated by it. Alarming +symptoms appeared, and after a wretched week of ill health, these came to +a crisis in a dangerous miscarriage. She was destitute of medical aid or +appliances, and, weakened as she already was, they feared for her life. +She had lain ill for several hours before some ice could be procured, and +Shelley then took upon himself the responsibility of its immediate use; +the event proved him right; and when at last a doctor came, he found her +doing well. Her strength, however, was reduced to the lowest ebb; her +spirits also; and within a week of this misfortune her recovery was +retarded by a dreadful nervous shock she received through Shelley's +walking in his sleep.[49] + +While Mary was enduring a time of physical and mental suffering beyond +what can be told, and such as no man can wholly understand, Shelley, for +his part, was enjoying unwonted health and good spirits. And such +creatures are we all that unwonted health in ourself is even a stronger +power for happiness than is the sickness of another for depression. + +He was sorry for Mary's gloom, but he could not lighten it, and he was +persistently content in spite of it. This has led to the supposition that +there was, at this time, a serious want of sympathy between Shelley and +Mary. His only want, he said in an often-quoted letter, was the presence +of those who could feel, and understand him, and he added, "Whether from +proximity, and the continuity of domestic intercourse, Mary does not." + +It would have been almost miraculous had it been otherwise. Perhaps +nothing in the world is harder than for a person suffering from exhausting +illness, and from the extreme of nervous and mental depression, to enter +into the mood of temporary elation of another person whose spirits, as a +rule, are uneven, and in need of constant support from others. But the +context of this very letter of Shelley's shows clearly enough that he +meant nothing desperate, no shipwreck of the heart; for, as the people who +could "feel, and understand him," he instances his correspondents, Mr. and +Mrs. Gisborne, saying that his satisfaction would be complete if only +_they_ were of the party; although, were his wishes not limited by his +hopes, Hogg would also be included. He would have liked a little +intellectual stimulus and comradeship. As it was, he was well satisfied +with an intercourse of which "words were not the instruments." + + I like Jane more and more, and I find Williams the most amiable of + companions. + +Jane's guitar and her sweet singing were a new and perpetual delight to +him, and she herself supplied him with just as much suggestion of an +unrealised ideal as was necessary to keep his imagination alive. She, on +her side, understood him and knew how to manage him perfectly; as a great +man may be understood by a clever woman who is so far from having an +intellectual comprehension of him that she is not distressed by the +consciousness of its imperfection or its absence, but succeeds by dint of +delicate social intuition, guided by just so much sense of humour as saves +her from exaggeration, or from blunders; and who understands her great man +on his human side so much better than the poor creature understands +himself, as to wind him at will, easily, gracefully, and insensibly, round +her little finger. And so, without sacrificing a moment's peace of mind, +Jane Williams won over Shelley an ascendency which was pleasing to both +and convenient to every one. No better instance could be given of her +method than the well-known episode of his sudden proposal to her to +overturn the boat, and, together, to "solve the great mystery"; inimitably +told by Trelawny. And so the month of June sped away. + + "I have a boat here," wrote Shelley to John Gisborne, ... "it cost me + L80, and reduced me to some difficulty in point of money. However, it + is swift and beautiful, and appears quite a vessel. Williams is + captain, and we glide along this delightful bay, in the evening wind, + under the summer moon, until earth appears another world. Jane brings + her guitar, and if the past and the future could be obliterated, the + present would content me so well that I could say with Faust to the + present moment, 'Remain; thou art so beautiful.'" + +And now, like Faust, having said this, like Faust's, his hour had come. + +He heard from Genoa of the Leigh Hunts' arrival, so far, on their journey, +and wrote at once to Hunt a letter of warmest welcome to Italy, promising +to start for Leghorn the instant he should hear of the Hunts' vessel +having sailed for that port. + + Poor Mary, who sends you a thousand loves, has been seriously ill, + having suffered a most debilitating miscarriage. She is still too + unwell to rise from the sofa, and must take great care of herself for + some time, or she would come with us to Leghorn. Lord Byron is in + _villegiatura_ near Leghorn, and you will meet besides with a Mr. + Trelawny, a wild, but kind-hearted seaman. + +The Hunts sailed; and, on the 1st of July, Shelley and Williams, with +Charles Vivian, the sailor-lad who looked after their boat, started in the +_Ariel_ for Leghorn, where they arrived safely. Thence Shelley, with Leigh +Hunt, proceeded to Pisa. It had not been their intention to stay long, but +Shelley found much to detain him. Matters with respect to Byron and the +projected magazine wore a most unsatisfactory appearance; Byron's +eagerness had cooled, and his reception of the Hunts was chilling in the +extreme. Poor Mrs. Hunt was very seriously ill, and the letter which Mary +received from her husband was mainly to explain his prolonged absence. She +had let him go from her side with the greatest unwillingness; she was +haunted by the gloomiest forebodings and a sense of unexplained misery +which they all ascribed to her illness, and her letters were written in a +tone of depression which made Shelley anxious on her account, and Edward +Williams on that of his wife, who, he feared, might be unhappy during his +absence from her. + +But Jane wrote brightly, and gave an improved account of Mary. + + SHELLEY TO MARY. + + PISA, _4th July 1822_. + + MY DEAREST MARY--I have received both your letters, and shall attend + to the instructions they convey. I did not think of buying the + _Bolivar_; Lord Byron wishes to sell her, but I imagine would prefer + ready money. I have as yet made no inquiries about houses near + Pugnano--I have had no moment of time to spare from Hunt's affairs. I + am detained unwillingly here, and you will probably see Williams in + the boat before me, but that will be decided to-morrow. + + Things are in the worst possible situation with respect to poor Hunt. + I find Marianne in a desperate state of health, and on our arrival at + Pisa sent for Vacca. He decides that her case is hopeless, and, + although it will be lingering, must end fatally. This decision he + thought proper to communicate to Hunt, indicating at the same time + with great judgment and precision the treatment necessary to be + observed for availing himself of the chance of his being deceived. + This intelligence has extinguished the last spark of poor Hunt's + spirits, low enough before. The children are well and much improved. + Lord Byron is at this moment on the point of leaving Tuscany. The + Gambas have been exiled, and he declares his intention of following + their fortunes. His first idea was to sail to America, which was + changed to Switzerland, then to Genoa, and last to Lucca. Everybody is + in despair, and everything in confusion. Trelawny was on the point of + sailing to Genoa for the purpose of transporting the _Bolivar_ + overland to the Lake of Geneva, and had already whispered in my ear + his desire that I should not influence Lord Byron against this + terrestrial navigation. He next received _orders_ to weigh anchor and + set sail for Lerici. He is now without instructions, moody and + disappointed. But it is the worse for poor Hunt, unless the present + storm should blow over. He places his whole dependence upon the + scheme of the journal, for which every arrangement has been made. Lord + Byron must, of course, furnish the requisite funds at present, as I + cannot; but he seems inclined to depart without the necessary + explanations and arrangements due to such a situation as Hunt's. + These, in spite of delicacy, I must procure; he offers him the + copyright of the _Vision of Judgment_ for the first number. This + offer, if sincere, is _more_ than enough to set up the journal, and, + if sincere, will set everything right. + + How are you, my best Mary? Write especially how is your health, and + how your spirits are, and whether you are not more reconciled to + staying at Lerici, at least during the summer. You have no idea how I + am hurried and occupied; I have not a moment's leisure, but will write + by next post. Ever, dearest Mary, yours affectionately, + + S. + + I have found the translation of the _Symposium_. + + + SHELLEY TO JANE WILLIAMS. + + PISA, _4th July 1822_. + + You will probably see Williams before I can disentangle myself from + the affairs with which I am now surrounded. I return to Leghorn + to-night, and shall urge him to sail with the first fair wind without + expecting me. I have thus the pleasure of contributing to your + happiness when deprived of every other, and of leaving you no other + subject of regret but the absence of one scarcely worth regretting. I + fear you are solitary and melancholy at the Villa Magni, and, in the + intervals of the greater and more serious distress in which I am + compelled to sympathise here, I figure to myself the countenance which + has been the source of such consolation to me, shadowed by a veil of + sorrow. + + How soon those hours passed, and how slowly they return, to pass so + soon again, and perhaps for ever, in which we have lived together so + intimately, so happily! Adieu, my dearest friend. I only write these + lines for the pleasure of tracing what will meet your eyes. Mary will + tell you all the news. + + S. + + + FROM JANE WILLIAMS TO SHELLEY. + + _6th July._ + + MY DEAREST FRIEND--Your few melancholy lines have indeed cast your own + visionary veil over a countenance that was animated with the hope of + seeing you return with far different tidings. We heard yesterday that + you had left Leghorn in company with the _Bolivar_, and would + assuredly be here in the morning at 5 o'clock; therefore I got up, and + from the terrace saw (or I dreamt it) the _Bolivar_ opposite in the + offing. She hoisted more sail, and went through the Straits. What can + this mean? Hope and uncertainty have made such a chaos in my mind that + I know not what to think. My own Neddino does not deign to lighten my + darkness by a single word. Surely I shall see him to-night. Perhaps, + too, you are with him. Well, _pazienza_! + + Mary, I am happy to tell you, goes on well; she talks of going to + Pisa, and indeed your poor friends seem to require all her assistance. + For me, alas! I can only offer sympathy, and my fervent wishes that a + brighter cloud may soon dispel the present gloom. I hope much from the + air of Pisa for Mrs. Hunt. + + Lord B.'s departure gives me pleasure, for whatever may be the present + difficulties and disappointments, they are small to what you would + have suffered had he remained with you. This I say in the spirit of + prophecy, so gather consolation from it. + + I have only time left to scrawl you a hasty adieu, and am + affectionately yours, + + J. W. + + Why do you talk of never enjoying moments like the past? Are you going + to join your friend Plato, or do you expect I shall do so soon? _Buona + notte._ + +Mary was slowly getting better, and hoping to feel brighter by the time +Shelley came back. On the 7th of July she wrote a few lines in her +journal, summing up the month during which she had left it untouched. + + _Sunday, July 7._--I am ill most of this time. Ill, and then + convalescent. Roberts and Trelawny arrive with the _Bolivar_. On + Monday, 16th June, Trelawny goes on to Leghorn with her. Roberts + remains here until 1st July, when the Hunts being arrived, Shelley + goes in the boat with him and Edward to Leghorn. They are still there. + Read _Jacopo Ortis_, second volume of _Geographica Fisica_, etc. etc. + +Next day, Monday the 8th, when the voyagers were expected to return, it +was so stormy all day at Lerici that their having sailed was considered +out of the question, and their non-arrival excited no surprise in Mary or +Jane. So many possibilities and probabilities might detain them at Leghorn +or Pisa, that their wives did not get anxious for three or four days; and +even then what the two women dreaded was not calamity at sea, but illness +or disagreeable business on shore. On Thursday, however, getting no +letters, they did become uneasy, and, but for the rough weather, Jane +Williams would have started in a row-boat for Leghorn. On Friday they +watched with feverish anxiety for the post; there was but one letter, and +it turned them to stone. It was to Shelley, from Leigh Hunt, begging him +to write and say how he had got home in the bad weather of the previous +Monday. And then it dawned upon them--a dawn of darkness. There was no +news; there would be no news any more. + +One minute had untied the knot, and solved the great mystery. The _Ariel_ +had gone down in the storm, with all hands on board. + +And for four days past, though they had not known it, Mary Shelley and +Jane Williams had been widows. + + +END OF VOL. I + +_Printed, by_ R. & R. CLARK, _Edinburgh_. + + + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] "Address to the Irish People." + +[2] Possibly this may refer to Count Schlaberndorf, an expatriated +Prussian subject, who was imprisoned in Paris during the Reign of Terror, +and escaped, but subsequently returned, and lived there in retirement, +almost in concealment. He was a cynic, an eccentric, yet a patriot withal. +He was divorced from his wife, and Shelley had probably got hold of a +wrong version of his story. + +[3] Byron. + +[4] _Ibid._ + +[5] + + Thy dewy looks sink in my breast; + Thy gentle words stir poison there; + Thou hast disturbed the only rest + That was the portion of despair! + Subdued to Duty's hard control, + I could have borne my wayward lot: + The chains that bind this ruined soul + Had cankered then, but crushed it not. + +[6] See his letter to Baxter, quoted before. + +[7] _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour._ + +[8] _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour._ + +[9] _Journal of a Six Weeks' Tour._ + +[10] The bailiffs. + +[11] She was staying temporarily at Skinner Street. + +[12] Referring to Fanny's letter, enclosed. + +[13] Peacock's mother. + +[14] A friend of Harriet Shelley's. + +[15] It is presumed that these were for Clara, in answer to an +advertisement for a situation as companion. + +[16] Godwin's friend and amanuensis. + +[17] Which, unfortunately, may not be published. + +[18] From this time Miss Clairmont is always mentioned as Clare, or +Claire, except by the Godwins, who adhered to the original "Jane." + +[19] Byron. + +[20] Word obliterated. + +[21] Matthew Gregory Lewis, known as "Monk" Lewis. + +[22] Hogg. + +[23] _Revolt of Islam_, Dedication. + +[24] _Revolt of Islam_, Dedication. + +[25] The work referred to would seem to be Shelley's Oxford pamphlet. + +[26] Baxter's son. + +[27] Mr. Booth. + +[28] What this accusation was does not appear. + +[29] Alba. + +[30] Shelley's solicitor. + +[31] The nursemaid. + +[32] Mrs. Hunt. + +[33] See Godwin's letter to Baxter, chap. iii. + +[34] Preface to _Prometheus Unbound_. + +[35] Page 205. + +[36] In _Frankenstein_. + +[37] _Notes to Shelley's Poems_, by Mrs. Shelley. + +[38] Letter to Mr. Gisborne, of June 18, 1822. + +[39] Letter of Shelley's to Mr. Gisborne. (The passage, in the original, +has no personal reference to Byron.) + +[40] Announcing the stoppage of Shelley's income. + +[41] "The Boat on the Serchio." + +[42] _Notes to Shelley's Poems_, by Mary Shelley. + +[43] Godwin's _Answer to Malthus_. + +[44] This initial has been printed _C._ Mrs. Shelley's letter leaves no +doubt that Elise's is the illness referred to. + +[45] Trelawny's "Recollections." + +[46] Williams' journal for this last day runs-- + +_February 18._--Jane unwell. S. turns physician. Called on Lord B., who +talks of getting up _Othello_. Laid a wager with S. that Lord B. quits +Italy before six months. Jane put on a Hindostanee dress and passed the +evening with Mary, who had also the Turkish costume. + +[47] Trelawny's "Recollections." + +[48] Word illegible. + +[49] Recounted at length in a subsequent letter, to be quoted later on. + + + + +_AT ALL BOOKSELLERS._ + +WORD PORTRAITS OF FAMOUS WRITERS. + +EDITED BY MABEL E. 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