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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/37549-8.txt b/37549-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4e204a9 --- /dev/null +++ b/37549-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6908 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Beauty, by Mrs. Wilson Woodrow + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Beauty + +Author: Mrs. Wilson Woodrow + +Illustrator: Will Grefe + +Release Date: September 27, 2011 [EBook #37549] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BEAUTY *** + + + + +Produced by Roland Schlenker, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + + + THE BEAUTY + + _By_ MRS. WILSON WOODROW + + _Author of_ The Silver Butterfly, etc. + + + WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY + WILL GREFÉ + + INDIANAPOLIS + THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY + PUBLISHERS + + COPYRIGHT 1910 + THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY + + + PRESS OF + BRAUNWORTH & CO. + BOOKBINDERS AND PRINTERS + BROOKLYN, N. Y. + + + + +[Illustration: Perdita] + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I A BACHELOR'S BRIDE 1 + + II A FAR WORLD OF DREAMING 14 + + III PINK AND WHITE EXISTENCE 35 + + IV OUR LOVING FRIENDS 55 + + V PERDITA'S TALISMAN 64 + + VI SIROCCO 75 + + VII THE GIFT OF FREEDOM 84 + + VIII FOOLS' LAUGHTER 98 + + IX A TELEPHONE CALL 114 + + X OUT OF THE GILDED CAGE 125 + + XI A DOLL OR A BOX OF CANDY 137 + + XII FUSCHIA FLEMING 150 + + XIII SHOCKING THE HEWSTONS 165 + + XIV PUBLICITY 175 + + XV A WIDOW'S SMILE 192 + + XVI FATHER AND DAUGHTER 206 + + XVII DO YOU LOVE ME? 219 + + XVIII PLAYING THE GAME 231 + + XIX HE CALLS ON HIS WIFE 243 + + XX THE MAGIC WORD 256 + + XXI TWO ANNOUNCEMENTS 268 + + XXII HEPWORTH MISUNDERSTANDS 278 + + XXIII ITS ANCIENT CHARM 289 + + XXIV WAITING FOR PERDITA 305 + + XXV WITH MY HEART'S LOVE 316 + + + + +THE BEAUTY + + + + +CHAPTER I + +A BACHELOR'S BRIDE + + +If the proper statistics of bachelorhood were accurately tabulated they +would show that at certain fixed and recurring periods, a confirmed old +bachelor, say one in every ten, casts his dearly-bought experience, his +hard-won knowledge of the world and women to the four winds of heaven, +and chooses for himself a wife; and, as his friends and relatives +invariably protest, a bungling job he makes of it. He may, before the +world, walk soberly, discreetly, advisedly and in the fear of God in +every other respect, but when it comes to selecting a companion for the +rest of his life, he follows, apparently, a predestined leading, some +errant and tricksy impulse, and from a world of desirable and waiting +helpmates, eminently suitable, he will, in nine cases out of ten, fix +his heart upon the one inevitable She who can keep the pot of trouble +ever boiling for him. + +This, according to Mr. Cresswell Hepworth's old and intimate friends, +was exactly the course which he had followed; nor was even one voice +upraised in dissent from this opinion, as they frankly discussed the +matter over their champagne and truffled sweetbreads at the breakfast +following the wedding. + +It was but natural that they who were rarely in complete agreement on +any subject which commended itself for discussion among them, should +hold a unanimous opinion on this matter which involved the happiness of +their lifelong friend. But although the opinion was unanimous, it was +not unprejudiced. Hepworth had had his distinct niche in their homes and +hearts for many years, and now as they gazed metaphorically at the empty +space, it struck a chill to their affections. + +Nevertheless they did not, could not fail to join in the little gasp of +admiration which breathed through the church as the bride swept up the +aisle on the arm of Mr. Willoughby Hewston, the well-known banker and +intimate friend of the bride-groom. She had been stopping, it was +understood, with Mrs. Wilstead, another friend of Hepworth's, for +several weeks. + +There were those in the large audience who saw a certain pathos in the +fact that she was given away by one of Hepworth's friends, thus exposing +the lack of either relatives or friends of her own, but there was +nothing in her bearing to indicate that she was conscious of her +isolated position as she advanced, leaning lightly on Mr. Hewston's arm. + +The world, Hepworth's world, and it was a large one, was tingling with +curiosity. He was a great figure, looming immense upon the financial +horizon; but no one had ever heard of the bride. The invitations to the +wedding were the first intimation of his impending marriage, and the +bride's name, Perdita Carey, conveyed nothing to anybody. By dint of +careful collection of scraps of information, it gradually became known +that she was young, of southern birth and extremely pretty. Bare facts. +No more. + +It was also considered rather an odd reading of the customary +conventions on Hepworth's part, this crowded church wedding exposing the +bride's poverty in relatives, the breakfast to follow, at his town +house, thus making equally plain her homeless state; but when this view +was set before him, sighingly, by Isabel Hewston, and vivaciously by +Alice Wilstead, he became obstinate in the insistence of his plans. He +seemed possessed of some masculine idea of getting things over, of +having all his friends meet his wife en masse, so to speak, and having +the matter settled. + +And so it was, "Nice customs curtsy to great kings"--or millionaires. +The audience then of his friends--there was none of hers present, if +indeed she possessed any--sat with heads turned at an aching angle and +awaited, with concealed impatience, the choice of Cresswell Hepworth. + +The weight of opinion leaned to a sunburst of a woman, darkly splendid, +opulently graceful, and instead, when the stately strains of the +wedding-march echoed through the church, the guests lifted their +astonished eyes to a brown and slender girl; but no matter what the +expectation had been, each realized that he gazed on a more poetic +loveliness than he had dreamed. + +Another unhesitating mental admission. Obscure, unknown she might have +been, but she could never be considered ordinary. It had taken +generations of cultivation to give that pose of the head and shoulders, +that arch of the instep, that taper to her slender wrist. And what +intimation of individuality! Few women could have borne more regally the +weight of heavy and lusterless satin or a diadem of flashing jewels; but +this girlish bride of a millionaire had insisted on being married in the +white muslin her own scanty purse had furnished; and wore as if it were +a crown of diamonds the wreath of white jasmine flowers which held her +long tulle veil close about the cloudy masses of her hair. + +For once the entire interest of any occasion which he happened to grace +was not centered on Hepworth, who, with his usual invincible composure, +awaited the bride at the altar, fortified by his best man, Wallace +Martin. + +But the owner of millions--unctuous sound--is worth more than a mere +dismissing word. Let the bride continue to advance, he to await her, +while he is presented in a lightning sketch. + +Cresswell Hepworth was far from old, not fifty. He had more than three +generations of cultivated ancestry behind him. In type he was American, +approaching the Indian; tall, slightly aquiline of feature, somewhat +granitic and imperturbable. His hair, which had been brown, was almost +white, his eyes were gray, trained to express nothing, but startlingly +penetrating when he chose to lift rather heavy lids with a peculiarly +long droop at the corners. + +Emerson says somewhere that "a feeble man can see the farms that are +fenced and tilled, the houses that are built. The strong man sees the +possible houses and farms. His eye makes estates as fast as the sun +breeds clouds." + +Hepworth was a strong man. He saw possible houses and farms, +externalized them and became the acquirer of vast and profitable +tracts of land--a fair map blackly dotted with mines and scrawled +with the angular lines of intersecting railroads. In this yellow +triangle, a great wheat farm. Here, in this square of living green, +irrigated and profitable ranches. He stood, this "Colossus of +Finance"--journalese--with his feet planted firmly on this solid +map-basis, and, with a golden rake, drew toward him from countless +clutching hands securities, stocks, bonds, curios, pictures (he was an +ardent collector), loot of every description, and, it was even whispered +through the church, his young and lovely bride. + +But now he stepped forward to meet her with a smile that enlivened his +whole face, even his eyes. The service flowed on. With that air of sulky +geniality which represented his most urbane manner, Willoughby Hewston +gave away the bride. The responses were duly made, and Mr. and Mrs. +Cresswell Hepworth turned to walk through an aisle of smiling and +nodding friends. + +At that moment the mellow October sunlight fell through the stained +windows enwrapping Perdita in a regal and impalpable vesture of scarlet +and gold; and again a murmur of admiration rippled and echoed at this +fresh revelation of her beauty. She had been pale as she walked up the +aisle, but now her color had risen and the crimson on her brown cheek +was the hue of a jacqueminot rose. Her hair, a deep chestnut at the +temples, flowed into copper, dark in the hollows, gold where it caught +the light. Her coloring was a harmony of all soft, warm, dusky shades, +and one looked to the eyes to focus these tints in light or darkly rich +topaz; but Perdita's eyes were gray, handed down perhaps from those +Irish kings to whom her father had laughingly traced his descent. + +"Lucky girl!" murmured Alice Wilstead an hour later to the group of +Hepworth's intimate friends who sat together at one table during the +breakfast that followed the wedding. "Just think of it. He has no family +encumbrances. Never an 'in-law' will she have to cope with." + +It never struck her that Hepworth's little circle of close friends had +gradually assumed about all of the intrusive and proprietary +prerogatives of the nearest and most affectionate relatives. + +Alice Wilstead was a widow, dark, slender, piquant, versed in the +secrets of grace and the art of wearing her jewels so that they +accentuated her sparkling eyes and her one precious dimple without +eclipsing them. Warmly sympathetic and impulsive, she had been overcome +by the vision of Perdita's isolation as the girl walked up the aisle on +the grudging arm of Willoughby Hewston; and had pressed her +handkerchief lightly to her eyes, a moment of emotion viewed with +callous interest by a misinterpreting world which regarded it as a last +tear shed for a lost opportunity, a shattered hope. + +"Well," said Hewston, finishing his sweetbreads and preparing to begin +on the next course, "it went off very well. I was all right, wasn't I?" + +"You were perfect, dear," his wife hastened to assure him, "and it was a +beautiful wedding." + +Mrs. Hewston was gray and pink and plump like her husband; and this +morning her grayness and pinkness and plumpness were underlined, thrown +into high relief by a violet gauze gown, heavily spangled in silver. +Isabel Hewston resembled nothing so much as a comfortable, placid, +fireside cat, purry and complacent. If she possessed claws, which is +doubtful, they were always well concealed. + +"Yes, a beautiful wedding and a beautiful bride," she murmured, with a +little sighing inflection habitual to her, "so young, so--" + +"Humph!" interrupted her husband, with as much of a snort as a mouthful +of game would permit, "I tell you it's a pretty tough thing for all of +us to see old Hepworth looking so happy." He thrust out his lower lip +and wrinkled up his eyes until he bore a grotesque likeness to a baby +about to cry. "Hepworth's my best friend, and to see that look of almost +boyish joy on his face was pretty hard. There are some things you can do +and some you can't; now one of these things that no man can afford to do +is to marry outside his own class. I could have told Cress so." + +The other members of this intimate little coterie of friends, five in +all, looked at one another and burst into involuntary laughter. + +Wallace Martin, an old young man, a magazine writer, who would fain be a +playwright, gave the single bark of mirth which served him for an +explosion of laughter. It sounded particularly derisive now. + +"I would give my little all to have the new Mrs. Hepworth hear you say +that," he chuckled. "Dear old Hewston, she would not in a thousand years +consider any of us in her class. She belonged, let me inform you, to one +of the oldest of southern families. Her mother was a cotton princess of +the loveliest and haughtiest variety. One of the famous belles of her +day. Her father, too, was of the old South." + +"Why, what are you talking about?" growled Hewston irascibly. "She +hadn't a dime--was a beautiful cloak model or something of that kind." + +"She painted dinky things for a living, if you mean that," said Martin +carelessly, "lamp-shades and menu cards and such." + +"If she only had some friends, even one relative," deplored Mrs. +Hewston, "it would look so much--er--nicer, you know. Relatives do add a +background." She shook her head regretfully. + +"We'll have to be her relatives," said Maud Carmine, a niece of Mrs. +Hewston and a plain rather faded young woman of pale and indefinite +tints and many angles. Her claim to distinction rested on the fact that +she was a drawing-room musician of--strange anomaly--real musical +feeling. It was her misfortune always to be explained by those who found +her tact, good nature and practical common sense useful, and who drew +heavily on them, as, "not attractive looking, you know; but pure gold, +and one of the most dependable persons," and this damning tribute of +friendship served as an admirable check to further curiosity concerning +her. "Yes, we must be her background." Her glance lingered for a moment +on Wallace Martin, but he returned it briefly and indifferently. + +"A young woman who has just married millions needs no family group," +remarked Alice Wilstead lightly. "The most effective background is her +husband." + +"Gad!" Mr. Hewston put down his knife and fork to glare at her. "The +idea of looking at Hepworth as a background. He who has always been in +the front of everything. A background! And for a snub-nosed chit of a +girl!" + +"Oh, Willoughby, dear, not snub-nosed," expostulated his wife mildly. + +"Snub-nosed, I said," insisted Willoughby. "Didn't I walk up the aisle +with her?" + +"Hush, dear, hush," murmured his wife. "Here she comes now." + +The bride was leaving. Passing through the handsome, stiff apartments +like a white cloud, to make ready for the journey before her, she +stopped a moment for a word or two with Maud Carmine as she paused at +that table. + +Hewston rose reluctantly to his feet. "I once heard of a wedding," he +said confidentially and hopefully to Wallace Martin, "where the bride +went up to change her gown, and never showed up again." + +"Where did she go?" asked Wallace with interest. + +"Dunno," returned Willoughby. "Old lover. Fourth dimension. +Unexplainable, but fact, I assure you." + + + + +CHAPTER II + +A FAR WORLD OF DREAMING + + +The bride had passed through the admiring groups with a smile here, a +word there and was already half up the stairway, above the voices, the +heavy flower scents, the sentimental melodies which stole from the +musicians' bower. On, a white, mystic figure, her veil floating behind +her; on, without undue haste, but most eagerly, as if she climbed some +mount which led from the world to a desired solitude. + +On the first landing she paused, leaning for a moment, Juliet-like as +from a balcony, and looked down on the moving mosaic of color beneath, +the gay, light tones of the women's gowns thrown into relief by the dark +coats of the men. The gazers paid her the tribute of involuntary "Ohs," +and barely restrained themselves from applause as if at the appearance +of their favorite actress. As usual Perdita had made a picture of +herself, an involuntary and unpremeditated picture; but in effect beyond +the calculations of the most vigilant stage manager. + +She stood with one arm lightly upraised holding her bouquet of white +jasmine above her laughing face. Behind her, a stained glass window, +before her the marble balustrade. Then the bouquet, its white ribbons +waving and circling, whirled through the air, over the sea of upturned +faces and white clutching hands and straight into Alice Wilstead's arms. + +With the laughter and clamor of voices ringing in her ears, Perdita, +hidden from sight now by a turn of the staircase, followed, with +unconcealed haste, the crimson velvet pathway which led to solitude. + +At the top of the stairs she hesitated briefly, glancing right and left. +She had been in the house but twice before, both times under the +chaperonage of Mrs. Hewston, and she was not sure of the exact +geographical position of her own suite of apartments. + +At this moment her maid, engaged from that morning, stepped forward and +threw open a door. Perdita smiled approval. It would have been +difficult to withhold it. Olga, a paragon of maids, if references and +experience count, showed no signs of the wear and tear of previous +mistresses. She was delightful in appearance, rosy-cheeked, amiable, +immaculate, with that air of trained capability which invites +confidence. + +Perdita paused before entering. "Are all my traveling things out?" she +asked. + +"Yes, madame." + +"Very well, I shall not need you for a few moments. Remain here and when +I want you I will ring." + +"Yes, madame." + +Perdita drew a breath of relief as the door was closed gently behind +her. At last she was alone, away from eyes, eyes that were everywhere. +She had felt all morning as if she were encompassed by them, appraising +eyes, envious eyes, unfamiliar, inquisitive eyes. + +She looked slowly about her. And these were her own apartments, these +beautiful, cold, unlived-in rooms, as empty of life or individuality as +a shell. + +Yesterday she had walked through them with Isabel Hewston, pleased, +admiring, but a little overawed. She had not realized before what a +wizard's wand Cresswell wielded. He had but waved it and great +architects and decorators, their disciplined and cultivated imaginations +stimulated by the prospect of unlimited expenditure had devised for her, +penniless Perdita Carey, all this beauty and luxury. She had only +stipulated timidly that she might be environed in her favorite rose +color, a mere suggestion for those who had the matter in charge. It was +enough. Her bed chamber bloomed with the pale but vivid flush of pink +roses, La France, accentuated with cool, suave, silver notes, like the +delicate, contrasted phrasing of a musical theme. The result of color +and arrangement was youthful, joyous, spacious. Beyond a softly falling +curtain, she caught a glimpse of her sitting-room. American beauty, a +radiant spot with delicious water colors on the walls, bowls of roses, +the sunshine falling through the windows, and shelves of books, each +volume bound in creamy vellum. + +In one of the long mirrors which reflected her graceful figure from +every angle she saw through an opposite door her dressing-room and +bath, with its elaborate appointments, more inviting and luxurious than +any of which the proudest Roman beauty could have dreamed. She looked +about her with a faint, strange smile. What a contrast were these cold +and splendid rooms, not yet animated by her personality, to that little +apartment with its two or three tiny chambers, high up under the roof, +where she had lived and worked! + +Then she turned back to her reflection in the mirror. It was extremely +becoming to her, all this background of rose and silver. Perdita +realized that as she unfastened the white flowers from her hair and let +her long veil fall like a cloud about her. With a deft movement she +caught it and tossed it on a chair for Olga to fold later. She slipped +out of her wedding-gown next and laid it more carelessly still upon a +couch. Then she leaned forward, her elbow on the dressing-table, her +chin on her hand, and regarded herself steadily, that faint, strange +smile still on her lips. + +Well, she had fulfilled her destiny, justified Eugene Gresham's +prophecy. She heard his words to her, spoken the last time she had seen +him, three months before, as plainly as if his voice still rang in her +ears. + +"Perdita, your destiny is written on your face. It includes marrying a +millionaire and having your portrait painted by me." + +Fateful words! She had just married the millionaire, but even here, upon +the threshold of this new life, she was constrained to halt a moment and +cast one backward glance, "just for the old love's sake." + +It was the night before Eugene Gresham sailed for Europe to paint the +portraits of "Princessin, Contessin and high Altessin." Again she +awaited him. Again she heard his step on the stair without, a quick, +light step with an odd halt in it. + +He was coming, and her heart beat. How it beat as she stood there +breathless beside the window! + +"Perdita!" Eugene's voice. He was across the room in a flash, both her +hands in his. "Here, let me see you in the light." He drew her toward a +lamp. "Two years, two years since we have met, and me wasting time +painting in the desert places when I might have been with you. Time is +not in the Far East. Ah, my cousin!" (the relationship was remote) he +sighed. "Why, as I live," with a quick change of tone, "you've got +another dimple, and that makes you a new and lovelier Perdita." + +She flushed adorably. "How nice and southern," she cried with an attempt +at lightness, "and how exactly like you, just like the old 'Gene." + +"The old 'Gene," his eyes still holding hers, "has never changed." + +"How--how--are the pictures going?" withdrawing her hands from his. + +"Beautifully!" he said carelessly. "The glassy eyes of the millionaires +are all turning toward me, and I have more commissions to make beautiful +on canvas their pug-nosed, fat-faced wives than I care to accept. Those +ladies hail me as a great psychological artist. Their mirrors are so +cruel to them that when my brushes flatter them they say that I paint +their souls; strip away the husk of the flesh and reveal enduring +loveliness." + +He struck a match to light a cigarette and then hastily shielded it with +his cupped hand from the breeze which blew through the open window. The +light flared into his down-bent face, bringing out its dissonances +almost grotesquely in that small, momentary flash. Pick Gresham to +pieces and he was incontrovertibly convicted of sheer ugliness, but the +fact bothered him not at all. He knew that few ever arrived at the cool, +dispassionate frame of mind regarding him where they were capable of +that exhaustive analysis known as picking to pieces. He was slender and +rather small of stature, not more than medium height. One shoulder was +noticeably higher than the other and he walked with a slight limp, the +result of an injury received in boyhood. Coarse, blue-black hair with a +sort of crinkle in it stood out from his head like a cloud. His skin was +swarthy, his features irregular, even his eyes, dark eyes, were only +occasionally brilliant. But he might have been appreciably uglier, +almost as hideous as the Yellow Dwarf or Beauty's Beast,--it would have +mattered no more than his present lack of beauty, and well he knew it. +His was the magic gift of glamour, and all the dissonances and +inharmonies of appearance as well as of character seemed but the +italics emphasizing his charm. His mind was supple and flexible, his +wits nimble, even subtle. He was as vivid, as veering, as fascinating as +flame. + +His match, the third he had struck, blew out before it had lighted his +cigarette, and he threw it away with a petulant gesture. He did not +answer her, as he was again attempting to light his cigarette, this time +with success. Then he began to saunter about the room. + +In spite of her penury Perdita had yet managed to invest her little +workshop with both daintiness and charm. The walls were hung with pink +and white chintz and here and there were bits of fragile china and rare +old silver on claw-legged mahogany tables, while from dim canvases in +tarnished silver frames smiled the sweet, dark eyes of haughty southern +beauties of a generation unused to life's struggles. + +"You really saved some of the best things from that hideous auction, +didn't you?" picking up a bit of china to scrutinize it more carefully. +"I was horrified when I heard of it across the world, several months +after it was all over. If I'd only been there to buy the whole lot in. +Plucky little girl you were, Perdita, to come on here and manage to keep +the gaunt, gray wolf at bay." + +"What else was there for me to do?" she asked without turning her head. +"Aunt died, the place had to go. As for the wolf, if you look sharp, +Eugene, you may see his paws thrusting under this door." + +In the center of the room was a large table covered with paint brushes, +colors, a litter of candle shades, cotillion favors and cards in various +stages of completion. Eugene carefully cleared a space on that edge of +the table nearest Perdita's chair, and perched upon it, looking down at +her with a smile. + +"My stars, Dita!" he cried with the truest conviction, "you are a +beauty! The moment I return, I mean to paint you again. And this time +I'll set the world afire. Do you remember how many portraits I have made +of you? Why, just to see you brings back my boyhood,--the hopes, the +struggles, the effort, the haunted days, the feverish nights. I used to +think, 'If I can just learn how to get this effect, I'll know the whole +secret.' I've got past that now. There's always a new and more +difficult riddle every day. But Dita, Dita, the dreams of my youth you +recall!" + +The smile died from her face. Her eyes grew wistful. "The dreams of our +youth," she repeated. "I'm young yet; but they haunt me. They were +beautiful dreams down there on that gray, old river. Can't you shut your +eyes, Eugene, and see the terraces sloping down to the water, the +lovely, neglected garden with its tangle of roses and jasmine?" + +"Do I remember?" His eyes looked deep into hers. "I swear I never smell +jasmine without thinking of the old place and you. Perdita, do you ever +think what life might have been for us if it hadn't been for our +accursed poverty? If we'd only had just a little between us. It's a +question of courage. If we'd only had the courage to face things hand in +hand we'd have got along somehow, I dare say. But we didn't have that +quality, did we? We didn't believe enough in our dreams. That's the +worst of life. She won't let you." + +"Oh, the dreams!" she scoffed. Her color remained high, her eyes +glittered, but with irritation, not tears. She suffered from an old +laceration of the heart, the more wounding in that, for pride's sake, +she must ever deny it expression. Eugene always took the attitude as if +they together had renounced a mutual love, and often implied, without +rancor, but with a forgiving, almost understanding tenderness, that the +responsibility of their marred lives lay on her shoulders. + +Perdita was of the twentieth century, but she was also a southern woman +of many traditions, and she could not say the words which rose to her +defensive lips: "Eugene, you have never asked me to face life hand in +hand with you." He would with a glance, she could see it, feel it, +convict her of blunted intuitions, of an inability to discern exquisite +shades of emotion; and then he would express his love for her in +glowing, passionate phrases, confusingly evasive, elusive beyond +definition, committing himself to nothing. + +And if this shifting of responsibility on her, this ardent skirting of a +definite issue were premeditated or his unavoidable, temperamental way +of viewing the matter, she could not tell. Conjecture was idle. Her +knowledge of his character, her ready mental accusations and equally +ready excuses, these comprising the sole weight of evidence, merely held +the scales steady. + +Eugene began to pick up, first one, then another, of the favors on the +table, a smile, tender yet humorous, about his lips. + +"By Jove, these are not so bad! They are rather stunning. You always did +have a lot of feeling for form and color, Dita, but you wouldn't work. +You weren't willing to drudge and to starve if necessary. That was +because you lacked the clear vision. It wasn't always before you, a +pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night." None might doubt +his sincerity or conviction now. It was mounting as flame. "Artistic and +appreciative you are, Dita. All this trash shows it, but you lack the +creative impulse. You were never meant to be a barefooted, tattered +follower of the vision, a lodger in a new palace of dreams each night. +You should build your house on the rock of substantial things, +bread-and-butter facts. + +"Oh, do not toss up your head in that wounded-stag manner. Good Lord! +Isn't it enough that you are beautiful? And how beautiful! I'm almost +tempted to cancel my passage and, instead of sailing to-morrow morning, +stop here and paint you again. Really, I am. But what would it profit +me? I'd just be sowing the seed for a new harvest of heartaches. +Perdita, your destiny is written on your face." It was as if he willed +to speak lightly. "It includes marrying a millionaire, and having your +portrait painted by me. You'll never have an international reputation as +a beauty until you do both." But in spite of his smile and his flippant +words there was bitterness in his eyes. + +She did not see that, but the lightness of his words and tone pricked +her to an immediate decision, a decision which she had, unconsciously, +postponed until she had seen him. Her face paled, her lips folded in a +tight line. + +"I am going to marry the millionaire," she said firmly enough, although +there was a slight tremor in her voice. "It depends on you whether or +not there is a portrait of Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth by Gresham." There +was triumph in her eyes and voice as thus she lifted her pride from the +dust. + +"Cresswell Hepworth!" His astonishment was unbounded. "Perdita! I throw +my hat at your feet. Cresswell Hepworth! The pick of the bunch. +Wonderful! But," looking at her curiously, "how on earth did you meet +him?" + +"He heard of my amulet through a man I met at old Mrs. Huff's, Mr. +Martin. He has a wonderful collection of amulets, and he wanted to buy +it of me." + +"But you didn't sell it?" he said quickly. "No, of course not. H'm-m. +That old amulet. You laugh at my superstitions, Dita, but you must admit +that it's queer the way it's interwoven with the history of our family." + +He began to roll cigarettes and lay them with neat and exquisite +regularity on the table beside him. His eyebrows were raised, his mouth +twisted in a sort of rueful yet whimsical grimace. When he had finished +rolling the sixth cigarette, he laid it in line with the others, an +exact line, his eye was so true. Then at last he looked at her, and his +cynical, earnest, mocking, enthusiastic face softened. His eyes +enveloped her with tenderness. There was a heart-break in his smile. + +"Ah, star-eyed Perdita, how shall I give you up? The only woman!" He +mused a moment, and then repeated: "The only woman! If we had but had +the courage to take the bitter with the sweet, Perdita." + +Unwitting goad! It struck too deep for her to conceal the wound. + +"You do not say 'can,' I observe, Eugene," she said laughingly, but +there was an edge to her voice like that on finely tempered steel. + +"No," he returned, his fingers busy with a rearrangement of the +cigarettes; "you see it involves you and me. Not John Jones and Jane +Smith, but you and me. Do you know what that means? Well, it means that +it involves the inheritance and training of a good many generations. Do +you think I do not know how you loathe all this?" He flicked with his +fingers the dainty trifles on the table. "I know well the craving of +your nature for splendor and beauty, how necessary they are to you, and +how dinkiness and makeshifts irritate and depress you, take the heart +out of you. That is one you, one Perdita. There is another. I saw her +when I came in to-night. God, I wish I hadn't!" His voice dropped on +this exclamation and she did not hear it. "She is young. Her beautiful, +dark eyes ask love and give it. Her heart dreams of it. It is in every +tone of her voice. These two are at war, the natural woman and the woman +with her inherited love of ease and luxury and cultivated, artificial +desires. Which is the stronger? Why, to-night"--he picked up one of the +cigarettes and prepared to light it; his hands trembled, his face was +white--"the woman who is ready to love. She would listen to +me--to-night. I would hold her. Oh, what's the use?" He twisted his +shoulders impatiently. Then he bent forward and tapped the table lightly +but emphatically, as if to add weight to his words. "You'd listen to me +to-night, I know that; but as sure as to-morrow's dawn I'd get a little +note from you saying that the morn had brought wisdom. But, oh, I am +glad I'm sailing to-morrow." + +"So am I," she flashed out. "You think--you take too much for granted, +Eugene." + +"I dare say." His voice sounded flat. "No one ever appreciates +renunciation. Well, it's out into the night in more senses than one." He +rose and looked at her as she sat with downcast eyes, and half stretched +out his arms toward her. Then as she too rose, he clasped his fingers +about the back of her head and drew her face toward him, although she +strove to avert it from him. "Good-by, sweetheart." Even she must +believe in the ardor and sincerity of his tones. "Good-by, Perdita of +the South." He kissed her lightly on one cheek and then the other. +"Good-by, my jasmine flower." + +He hesitated a moment in leaving the room, as if to turn and clasp her +to him and bear her away; then he shut the door gently behind him and +she heard his halting, hurried step upon the stair. She sat listening +until its last echoes had died away, and then, casting her outstretched +arms on the table, sending the favors and menus and candle-shades in a +shower to the floor, she burst into a storm of tears. + +There was a low, discreet, respectful knock, Olga's knock on the door +leading into Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth's splendid apartments. Perdita +started violently and came back to the present from her far world of +dreaming. She had not even begun to dress, but still was sitting, chin +on hand, gazing with apparent intentness at her image in the mirror. + +"It is almost time for Madame to start," Olga smiled from the doorway, +"so I ventured to remind." + +"Yes," Perdita spoke hurriedly, rising at the same time. "Get me into my +gown quickly, please, and tie my shoes." + +Olga was deft and practised, and Perdita's dressing was the work of a +few minutes. + +"My veil now," said the new Mrs. Hepworth, "and--oh, I almost forgot." +She turned to lift from her dressing-table an exceedingly quaint and +striking ornament, depending from a long, thin chain. It was a square of +crystal about an inch and a half in diameter, set curiously in strands +of silver and gold, twisted and beaten together, and, as must be +apparent to even the casual observer, was of ancient and unique +workmanship. This was Perdita's amulet, the old charm, which Eugene with +his superstitious fancies had always longed to possess, and which had +excited also the desire of the collector in Hepworth; but in spite of +many temptations to part with it, Dita had always retained possession of +it. It was her one link with the past, a personal link, but also a +traditional and hereditary one. She wound the chain several times about +her neck, and the crystal pendant gleamed dully against the dark blue +cloth of her gown. + +"You also are ready, Olga?" she said as she passed through the door. + +"Yes, Madame." + +Hepworth was waiting for Perdita at the head of the stairs. He was in +his heavy motoring coat, his cap in hand. + +He smiled as he saw her. "Just in time," he said. "I'm afraid we will +have to make haste, rather. Ah," as his eye caught the talisman, "you +are wearing the amulet, are you not? Blessed old thing. If it had not +been for that, I should never have met you." + +"I believe you only married me to get it," she replied with an answering +smile, "you are such an insatiable collector." + +"Do you believe that? Do you?" he asked. "Because if you do, you are as +stupid as you are pretty, and you have no idea what that implies." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +PINK AND WHITE EXISTENCE + + +So Mr. and Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth whirled away in the big motor and for +the next few months wandered about the globe. Perdita, who had seen +nothing but an old southern plantation and New York, the latter from the +curb, as it were, must see everything; so in pursuit of this aim, the +Hepworths were constantly stepping from huge, magnificent boats to huge, +magnificent motors, thence to huge, magnificent hotels. And cities, the +open country, villages, mountain peaks, strange peoples, were as debris +strewing the pathway of Perdita's avid flight through new experiences. +It was tremendously stimulating, even heady, she found, to hold the +world between one's thumb and finger, and turn it this way and that to +catch the light. Headier still to discover that to wish is to realize, +but proportionately a shock to find that the life of infinite variety +may only be lived within circumscribed boundaries. What is more +disillusionizing than to learn that money has its limitations? It can +merely buy the very best of things, the superlatives of the commonplace, +but these, in the last analysis, remain food, lodgings, clothes, +conveyances, ornaments, no more. Money can not buy stars or dreams, or +love or happiness. + +Perdita's soaring youth resented it. But she was adaptable, enormously +interested and the ground within the boundaries was new, affording daily +opportunities for fresh exploration. And she, quick to observe and +compare, had profited by her new experiences. Money became to her merely +the medium of exchange for any beautiful thing she might want. Speedily +she lost her first, fresh pleasure in making it flutter its little +golden wings and fly; but her love of art deepened and strengthened, and +at many famous shrines she offered her heart's homage. She took up the +study of designing, and worked at it systematically with an ardor and +intensity which at first amused and then puzzled her husband. + +On their return from their travels Perdita occupied herself in +altering, refurnishing and redecorating one or two of Hepworth's country +places and his town house. She worked in consultation with a great firm, +and succeeded in changing the weary acquiescence of "our Mr. So and So" +to interest and an astonishment bordering on enthusiasm. She was not the +average rich woman who had gone in for being artistic, with a head full +of glaringly impossible ideas and a flow of helpful suggestions which +set the professional teeth on edge. + +On the contrary, this girl, Mrs. Hepworth, really knew a few things and +was willing to learn more. She was a student. "The only woman," murmured +dazedly "our Mr. Smith-Jones," "the only woman I ever met who realizes +that decoration must conform to architecture, not defy it. You usually +have to fracture their skulls to make them understand that pompadour +prettinesses are not suitable in a Gothic chapel." + +But when she had finished the houses, and designed more costumes than +she could wear, she looked about her for fresh worlds to conquer, and +discovered that she was up against the boundaries. Walls everywhere! +She could do anything she chose, travel, buy clothes, motors, an +aëroplane if she wanted it, only she did not. She next went through a +phase when she decided that the people with whom she was thrown were +intolerable, representing a frivolous and empty-headed society. Her +imagination dwelt on the class who "did things," "the dreamers," she +called them to herself, who adorned a brilliant, picturesque, +delightfully haphazard Bohemia, where, at feasts, principally of red +wine and bloomy, purple grapes, laughter pealed to the rafters, and the +conversation sparkled as if sprinkled with stardust. She strove to enter +this Olympian vagabondia, and found herself entangled in the nets of +many fowlers, sycophantic, impecunious, and, unsated of their many +banquets, physically hungry. + +She began to have seasons of ennui and depression, increasing in +frequency. What was the matter with her world? Nothing, she would hasten +to assure herself, it was the best of all possible worlds, and she, a +darling of fortune--once, unforgetably, the waif of chance--was the most +contented of women. Only--what was the matter with this perversely +empty and uninteresting world? + +It was not always so. It was once invested with wonderful things, and +such simple things, too. She remembered how she used to stand at the +window of her little work-room watching the day fade, marveling at the +miracle of the twilight. While the sun was high, she had seen only +commonplace, dusty streets, crowded with people, and had heard only a +crazy, creaking old piano-organ grinding away on the pavement beneath, +but in the soft indefiniteness of twilight these solid houses and +buildings would become unsubstantial, mere shadowy arabesques on the +spangled gloom of night. There were purple vistas, glittering lights and +fairy towers. She would hold her breath, almost expecting to hear a +nightingale. It was all mystery and magic, life and romance, that +eternal romance her starved youth asked. How she used to dream of the +unexpected, the dazzling unexpected! + +And then Cresswell had come, and, as she thought, offered it to her. To +do Perdita justice, she had not married Hepworth merely because of his +great wealth. She was incapable of such sordid and callous calculation. +But Cophetua had met this beggar maid at her most disheartened and +despairing moment, and without difficulty had succeeded in first winning +her interest and then enchaining her imagination. + +In her two years of struggle to earn her livelihood Eugene had become +more or less a memory, and, in spite of the fascination and interest he +had always had for her, she did not blind herself to certain erratic +tendencies of his. He might appear at any moment, so she judged him, +with vows of eternal love, and straightway, if the mood seized him, +begin a new picture and forget her. And so she married Hepworth largely +that life might become a successive series of introductions to an ever +varying unexpected. Instead, although her quest was feverish, she +encountered only the commonplace. She was like a mouse which has +discovered the inadequacy of cheese to quench its soul-yearnings. What +remained? + +The truth of the matter was that Perdita's world, which seemed so +hopelessly askew to her, had an architectural defect. It lacked that +sure antidote to ennui--a Bluebeard's closet. + +Now Perdita was young and healthy. She had great curiosity, and a +certain insatiable mental quality which would have successfully riveted +her interest to life, but for one fact, her heart was as ardent and +insatiable as her intelligence--and her husband bored her. There is no +record of Bluebeard boring any of his wives. + +She became more and more conscious of a continual little plaint running +always through her consciousness, like the sad, monotonous murmur of an +ever-flowing stream, a little unceasing plaint against life in the +abstract and life in its personal application. + +"There must be as many worlds as there are points of view," so ran the +stream, "but my life's like a wedding-cake, all white and sparkling and +overdecorated, and absolutely insipid. Candy! That's what it is ... my +rooms are all pink and white, and I'm crusted over with pink sugar." +Perdita always thought in color. "I'm tired of all this pink and white +and baby-blue existence. I'd welcome a little scarlet and black sin for +a change. Oh, it's just your corsets over again. You're put in them when +you're about fifteen and you never get out of them again. We women think +in corsets, breathe in them. We live in them mentally, and accept all +their constrictions and restrictions as a matter of course. We take in +drafts of air, and expand our lungs and say we're emancipated, but we +only expand as much as the corsets allow. We've put our world in +corsets, to confine us still more ... mine used to be mended, frequently +washed, with some of the bones broken; now I have many pairs, brocade, +satin--cloth of gold, if I want them--but they are the same thing, +corsets, corsets on our bodies and brains and lives. + +"Look at Cresswell. He doesn't wear corsets. He has an interesting, +absorbing, unfettered life. He's using the muscles of his +brain--strengthening them on some resisting substance. He's in the thick +of it.... What fun! Planning, visioning things in his mind, and seeing +them take form in the external. He's a builder. He wears an +imperturbable mask. That's for defense; but behind it I sometimes see +keen, powerful, calculating gleams in his eyes, and I want to know about +them, but I can't.... I can't talk to him about any but surface things. +I can't show him what is in my heart.... The corsets are between us. +He's one of the great powers, and he's mine, a possession like the +Kohinoor, but I do not fancy that the Kohinoor constitutes the queen's +happiness. + +"What are Cresswell and I to each other, anyway? Why, he's my Kohinoor, +a possession of great price which endows me with distinction, and runs +my credit up into the millions. He's as brilliant and cold and secretive +as his prototype. And I--I'm his doll, a very jewel of a doll. One of +the prettiest in the world, wonderfully dressed, exquisitely marceled, +faultlessly manicured. I can smile enchantingly, and open and shut my +mouth to ask for what I want and what I don't want, particularly the +latter, and lisp 'thank you' when he drops a diamond necklace or a ruby +tiara into my lap. + +"I hate a man that puts me on a pedestal. Any woman does. He thinks I'm +sugar and salt and will melt and break. I wish he'd come to me, just +once, with some enthusiasm and hug me breathless. I'm tired of his +everlasting chivalry and deference.... When he begins to treat me with +reverence and guards my youth and all that, I'd like to swear at him +like the disreputable parrot of a drunken sailor.... Wouldn't I surprise +him? I wonder what he would do if I'd cut loose? Oh, dear, I wish he'd +come home drunk some night and smash up some of this junk and--what is +that phrase of Wallace Martin's--swipe me one; and then be penitent and +remorseful and ashamed and human--instead of always being like a darned +old statue of the American statesman with one hand thrust in the bosom +of his frock-coat. + +"I wonder--I wonder--what kind of a husband Eugene would have made. Not +one of the amiable, benign, deferential ones, anyway. What were those +lines 'Gene used to say? + + "'Each life's unfulfilled, you see, + And both hang patchy and scrappy. + We have not sighed deep, laughed free, + Starved, feasted, despaired, been happy!' + +"That's it--that's it--that's life. To sigh deep--to laugh free; to +make your bed in hell, and then soar on the wings of the morning.... I'm +young, beautiful. I have everything but experience. I mean to have +it.... No wonder Eve took the apple the serpent offered, if she was as +bored in the Garden of Eden as I am. I'd have bitten more than one, +though. What is the use of living if you don't live?" + +And while Perdita raged in inward rebellion, the world, viewing things +from the outside, took an entirely different view of her matter. + +Popular opinion inclined to the belief that the good fairies had too +heavily dowered this young woman at her cradle, and consequently a +readjustment was inevitable, probably by the gracious means of ennobling +tribulation. The dramatic event was rather eagerly anticipated. Not that +envy had any part in it or that any of Perdita's friends or +acquaintances wished to see a fellow being punished for the liberality +of Providence. On the contrary. It was merely a sane desire to mark the +balances of the universe in faultless equilibrium and to have the +comforting assurance that the mills of the gods still ground with the +proverbial exactness. + +Youth, health, wealth, beauty, happiness, all unlimited! An exasperating +spectacle! How could all be right with the world as long as Hebe +continued to pour most of the nectar into one glass, while so many +thirsty, deserving souls were denied even a sip? + +And Perdita went her way and smiled alike on those who caviled and those +who applauded. She had accepted her husband's friends as her own with a +sort of careless, indifferent good nature and the relations existing +between herself and the closely cemented little group were sufficiently +harmonious under the circumstances. Maud Carmine and she had struck +"leagues of friendship" at once, and Maud's prediction that Hepworth's +friends would have to serve as Perdita's relatives would seem to have +been verified. + +And Maud, through constant association, appeared to have reflected some +of Dita's beauty, for there was evidenced the most remarkable change in +the plain Miss Carmine, her name no longer prefaced by that deplorable +adjective, however. Alice Wilstead explained it by frankly giving the +credit to Perdita. It was she, Alice asserted, who had had the faith and +the courage to take Maud vigorously in hand and make of her a new +creature as far as the outward presentment was concerned. The results +had been so mutually satisfactory as to rivet the friendship between the +two; for Dita had proved by her works her belief that there was not the +faintest necessity for any such creature as an unattractive woman; and +Maud, having lost all faith in the willingness of nature to better her +original handiwork, had turned hopefully to art, with the result that +she was now one of the most talked-of women in town. By men, because she +had recently grown attractive enough for them to discover that she was +also extremely agreeable and sympathetic. By women, because they ached +to discover her secret. They remembered as easily as the men forgot that +for twenty-eight years of her life Maud had been as a weed by the wall, +a lank and sallow weed, oppressed by the sparseness of her leaves and +the entire absence of either flowers or fruit, and suddenly she had +acquired an art, an air, the trick of dress so subtle that it imparted +distinction even to her worst points. + +But when Perdita proceeded to verify, a little tardily, it is true, the +hope of Mrs. Willoughby Hewston, sighingly expressed at the wedding +breakfast, and furnished herself with a relative, the coterie gasped. It +was not perhaps just the selection Mrs. Hewston would have made for her, +but, nevertheless, Perdita had produced a relative, although, it must be +confessed, of a rather dubious and indefinite nearness. + +If Mrs. Hewston had been questioned on the subject she might have +confessed that the relative she had in mind, as presenting an admirable +background for a young and lovely girl, was either a silver-haired +mother with a white lace cap, and a hair brooch fastening the snowy lawn +collar of her black gown; or, in lieu of her, a maiden aunt. Indeed, had +Mrs. Hewston been given free choice, she would have inclined toward the +latter. Unquestionably, a maiden aunt is the best possible promoter of +that nice sense of the proprieties, those right feelings and carefully +graduated moral sentiments which are indispensable to a homeless, +penniless young woman scrambling for a living. But Perdita, in +presenting her relative, had almost flippantly disregarded these +considerations involving a sense of universal fitness. It was a far cry, +really an almost revolutionary distance, one felt, from the +silver-haired mother or rather acid maiden aunt to Eugene Gresham. +Eugene Gresham! Fancy! + +For Eugene had returned to his native land with the recognition of Paris +and London, even their acclaim--golden bay leaves and purple cloaks. +Therefore was he thrice welcomed of New York. Therefore, the next +presumption followed as naturally as the first. It was out of the +question that Mrs. Hepworth, whose beauty was a matter of international +comment, should lack a Gresham portrait, a distinction now unattainable +save to those upon the mountain peaks of noble birth, enormous wealth, +great achievement, remarkable beauty or superlative notoriety. + +As Alice Wilstead pointed out, no one could cavil at any relative Mrs. +Hepworth chose to set up, however regretable might be Perdita Carey's +claim of kinship with this particular person, and she had certainly, as +far as one knew, been discreet enough not to flaunt him during her +scrambles. Now, as Mrs. Hepworth's cousin (how many times removed, +dear?) he was one more jewel in her crown. + +Mrs. Hewston sighingly acquiesced. "Yes, really. As Mrs. Hepworth's +relative, yes. But hardly as the guide, philosopher and friend of youth, +feminine youth, anyway." Only the happily married might safely claim +him, for Gresham, with his fame as a painter of beautiful women and his +almost equal reputation as a fascinating person, would not have been +commended by any maiden aunt for either right feelings, nice moral +sentiments or a discriminating taste for the proprieties. + +As for Cresswell Hepworth, he looked after his vast and varied +interests, kept up his collections, especially his collection of +amulets, in which he was greatly interested, and occupied his leisure in +seeing that his wife was sufficiently entertained and amused to gratify +the requirements even of her eager youth. + +Did she hint a longing for the Roc's egg? It was cabled for within the +hour. Did she breathe a desire for the moon? Orders were given that an +aëronautic expedition capable of securing it be manned at once. + +And yet in spite of all this obvious contentment and happiness, Mr. +Willoughby Hewston in the rôle of raven had never ceased to flap his +wings and croak. He was particularly in this favorite vein of his one +afternoon when he shuffled into his wife's sitting-room, where she and +Alice Wilstead sat over their tea-cups. They heard him sighing heavily +as he came. + +"No, I don't want any tea," he said, letting himself down slowly into an +easy chair, "you know I never touch it. + +"Poor old Cress!" He shook his head gloomily at a spot in the carpet. +"Well, it's just as I predicted. That wife of his is the talk of the +town!" + +"Oh, my dear!" exclaimed his wife. She, loyal soul, never failed him as +audience. A quick glance passed between Mrs. Wilstead and herself, as if +he had mentioned the subject uppermost in their minds, and, no doubt, in +their conversation. + +"Oh, come now, Willoughby," said Alice, instinctively choosing the best +method of drawing him out, "you know it's nothing like so bad as that." + +Hewston scowled heavily and laid one hand gingerly upon his rheumatic +knee, which gave him an especially sharp twinge at the moment. "It's +probably worse," he replied with even more than his customary acerbity, +"worse than we, any of us, know. Didn't I see them walking up Fifth +Avenue together this afternoon, and didn't a fellow speak of it to me? +And Cress out of town!" + +"Well, let me tell something, dear," said his wife soothingly. "Cress +will very soon be in town again, for here are invitations to a dinner +the Hepworths are having next week. Quite an informal affair. Perdita +writes me, 'Just the little group of Cresswell's best friends, which I +hope I may also claim as mine,'" reading from the note she had picked up +from the table. "Very sweet of her." + +"A dinner, eh," growled Hewston, "with all of us, and I suppose that +painter fellow. Well, I only hope it will not fall to me to open poor +Cresswell's eyes." + +"Oh, Willoughby!" + +"I'll not shirk my duty if it does. You can understand that. What +evening is this dinner? Next Thursday! Humph! Who is that?" as the +curtain before the door was pushed aside and some one entered. + +"I!" said Wallace Martin, "only poor little me. They told me to come up. +What's happening next Thursday?" + +"The Hepworths' dinner. There is probably an invitation awaiting you at +home." + +"No, there is not," he said. "It's in my pocket now. I picked it up as I +was leaving. From what Maud Carmine has just told me, I imagine it's a +touching family group composed of ourselves and Eugene Gresham." + +"Dear me," deplored Mrs. Hewston, "I do wish she would consider +Willoughby more. She must know that he can not endure the sight of Mr. +Gresham." + +"It is not her fault," said Martin quickly, "as far as I can make out +from what Maud told me. Cress became imbued with the idea that he +wanted his dear old friends clustering about the board, and made out +the list himself." + +"How like a man!" remarked Alice Wilstead gloomily. "But why, just now?" + +"Oh, he's been adding to that pet collection of amulets of his, and he +wanted to show us his new acquisitions. That's the root of it, I fancy. +I don't imagine the lovely Perdita pined for us. She has been a creature +of moods lately. Very hotty-like with me." + +"She was actually almost impertinent to Willoughby the other day." Mrs. +Hewston spoke with a hushed mournfulness. "I'm afraid all this luxury +and adulation has turned her head, and Willoughby spoke so gently to +her, too, did you not, dear?" + +"Ugh! Humph!" quoth Willoughby. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +OUR LOVING FRIENDS + + +AS it chanced the Hepworths were not particularly fortunate in their +choice of an evening for the dinner so gloomily anticipated by their +guests. The weather was unpropitious. All day rain had threatened, and +the air had been almost sultry, a parting word flung over her shoulder +to autumn by a mischievous July who should long ago have vanished. As +the evening wore on clouds banked more densely upon the horizon, +occasionally muttering thunder, and this electric hint of storm in the +air had in some way communicated itself to the mental atmosphere. A +sense of foreboding, a consciousness of discord, seemed to swell +ominously now and again beneath the smooth and colorful surface of the +dinner. Even the dullest of the guests felt that, and to the intuitive, +the stately progress of the meal was nerve-racking. + +When the hostess rose, every individual sigh of relief involuntarily +exhaled became a chorus, shocking in volume. + +They winced nervously, but in spite of it, each guest stood by his guns. +They had, apparently with one mind, and certainly with one voice, +decided against bridge. The ordeal of dinner bravely borne, licensed +them, they felt, even bestowed the accolade of privilege on them, to +escape the prevalent atmosphere of unrest as quickly as possible. + +In the brief time they had allotted themselves to remain, barely +skirting the limits of conventional decency, Alice Wilstead, Isabel and +Willoughby Hewston and Wallace Martin had elected to take their coffee +and cigarettes on a small balcony opening from the drawing-room by long +French windows and giving upon a garden, quite half of a city block, +with thick, close-cropped lawn, and black masses of dense shrubbery +permeating the damp and sultry air with the mingled fragrance of earth +and leaves and some late-blooming flowers. Maud Carmine, good-natured as +usual, had seated herself at the piano, across the length of the room +from the balcony, to play a ballad of Chaminade's at her host's +request. + +Hepworth, who alone appeared to be oblivious of the sinister atmospheric +influences, leaned his elbows on the piano and listened, occasionally +unhesitatingly breaking the flow of the music with conversation. + +With their friend and host thus comfortably within sight, yet out of +earshot, the group on the balcony felt at liberty to speak with freedom; +no danger of sudden appearances, consequent jumps and hot wonder at what +might have been overheard. + +"Gad!" said Mr. Hewston, more gray and pink, puffy and heavily financial +than ever, "when will people learn to eat and drink without flowers on +the table?" + +"No flowers!" repeated Alice Wilstead. "It would look dull, would it +not?" From her tone it was evident that she had paid little heed to his +words. + +"What difference does that make?" he argued irritably. "You don't go to +dinner to look at the table decorations. But if they must have 'em, why +can't they have the artificial kind or those paper things. Anything but +the beastly, smelly, live ones." + +"Don't you really care for them?" she asked, laughing. "I thought every +one loved flowers. To tell the truth, they were about all that made that +unending dinner bearable to me. They were so exquisitely arranged." + +"Oh, that," in grudging admission, "goes without saying in this house, +but," fretfully, "they were all the loud smelling kind." + +"She always arranges them herself," said Mrs. Wilstead, "she has +wonderful taste, wonderful. Her house, her clothes, even down to the +smallest detail of the table. Marvelous!" + +"Humph! she doesn't show the same taste in men," grunted Hewston. "No +brains at all." + +Mrs. Wilstead leaned forward to tap his arm with her fan. + +"Do not make any mistake on that score," her voice was emphatic, "she +has plenty of brains." + +"Humph!" more scornfully than before. "Then I wish they'd keep her from +making the fool of herself that she is doing now." + +"Hs-s-sh," Alice looked as if she would like to thrust a handkerchief +into his mouth. "Ah!" glancing up with relief as Isabel and Wallace +Martin turned from their contemplation of the garden over the balcony +railing. "Sit down here," she motioned to two chairs beside her. + +"Dear me, Alice," said Martin, "isn't your face tired with the effort of +keeping the corners of your mouth turned up and the sparkle in your +eyes? The only person who seems calm and serene this evening is dear old +Hepworth. What do you think it is on his part, the quintessence of pose +or simple, uncomprehending, fatuous ignorance?" + +"My God!" growled Hewston explosively. His wife started nervously. + +"Oh Willoughby dear, not so loud! Wallace," in what was as near a tone +of reproof as she could achieve, "I do wish you wouldn't say those +reckless things before Willoughby. You know how emotional he is." + +Alice also shook her head impatiently. "Don't you think we are a lot of +old gossips magnifying matters enormously? You may expect so beautiful a +young woman as Dita Hepworth to be more or less talked about; but there +is probably a perfect understanding between herself and Cress. Lord +help her if there isn't," she added almost under her breath, "I've known +him many a year." + +"'When an old bachelor marries a young wife, what is he to expect?'" +quoted Martin impressively. As a would-be playwright he had the +dramatists at his finger-tips. + +"Wallace, you are too bad," expostulated Mrs. Wilstead. "No wonder you +quote from _The School for Scandal_. Here we are a lot of old wreckers +doing our best to shatter a reputation. Why Dita Hepworth and Eugene +Gresham have known each other ever since they were children. Naturally, +she shows her pleasure in his society." + +"Oh pish!" scoffed Wallace Martin, "those unconcealed glances she +bestowed on him at dinner spoke not of sisterly affection, and how we +all squirmed under them and wondered miserably if Hepworth was seeing +them too." + +"He always did see everything without appearing to," murmured Mrs. +Wilstead gloomily. + +"Now merely as a sporting chance, which would you bet on," said Martin, +drawing his chair a bit nearer, "the rich, middle-aged husband, or the +fascinating artist, the painter of beautiful women, in the zenith of his +fame? It is the same old plot you know, and the oft-told tale may have +just two endings. First, she goes off with the artist, lives a squalid +and miserable life abroad, falls ill, and dies, holding the hand and +imploring the forgiveness of her husband, who conveniently and +miraculously appears. In the second ending, she makes all preparations +to flee and then something occurs which causes her to see the +sculpturesque nobility of her husband's character and the curtain +descends to slow sweet music while they stand heart to heart in the +calcium light of a grand reconciliation scene." + +"Oh, Wallace, do forget for once that you are trying to be a playwright. +Forget the shop." Mrs. Wilstead was irritable. "I do wish she would join +us," looking about her nervously, "I want to go home. Is she utterly +careless?" + +"Only absorbed," returned Martin calmly. "Didn't you hear her ask him +before they left the room, to come and look at the picture gallery where +he is to paint her portrait? She wanted him to judge of the lighting--a +night like this. I thought I saw the flutter of her white gown in the +garden yonder a bit ago." + +"Oh do, for goodness sake, change the subject," said Alice Wilstead +hurriedly. "I am sure Cresswell must think it queer the way we are all +sitting out here with our heads together, in the teeth of that +approaching storm." + +"Not at all," Martin reassured her. "Don't you see that Maud is doing +her duty heroically? Maud isn't the wife's confidante and dearest friend +for nothing." + +"Isn't it perfectly wonderful about Maud?" commented Mrs. Hewston. "You +all know what a plain, angular creature she was, nothing really to +recommend her but her music and she always spoiled that by playing with +her shoulder blades." + +"She's an extremely stunning woman," said Wallace Martin shortly. + +"And all due to Dita Hepworth," announced Mrs. Wilstead. "Wonderful! I +never saw a woman with such a genius for dress and decoration. If her +beauty wasn't such an obvious quality, I should think it was due to her +almost uncanny knowledge of what is becoming and--Ah, thank Heaven, here +she is!" + + + + +CHAPTER V + +PERDITA'S TALISMAN + + +Perdita Hepworth had entered the room, with Eugene Gresham just a step +or two behind her, and, after a glance in the direction of Maud Carmine +and her husband, had moved toward the little group on the balcony. +Gresham was used to any amount of attention and admiration, but the +adulatory interest which he may have merited and had, in fact, grown to +regard as his due, was always conspicuously lacking when he appeared +with Perdita. + +"The picture gallery is the chosen spot," she announced as if bearing +some intelligence for which they had long been waiting, "and the +sittings are to be begun at once. I remember when I first knew Maud +Carmine, she said to me, 'Fancy what it must be like to have your +portrait painted by Eugene Gresham!'" Her low laughter rang with a sort +of triumphant amusement. "'Dear child,' I answered, 'I have had my +portrait painted by him so many times that there would be no novelty +whatever in the experience.' You know," to Mrs. Hewston, who looked +faintly puzzled, "'Gene and I have always known each other." She looked +over at Gresham who was seated on the arm of a chair talking to Maud +Carmine and Hepworth. "Has Maud been playing for Cresswell?" she asked +suddenly. "He is so fond of her music." + +"Yes, she has been playing delightfully," answered Mrs. Wilstead, "and +she looks charming to-night. Maud who was always regarded as an ugly +duckling has suddenly become a swan." + +"Ah, why not?" said Perdita carelessly. "Maud hadn't the faintest idea +how to make the most of herself. She gave the effect of hard lines and +angles, and hair and eyes and skin all cut from the same piece, a dingy +dust color. Like every other woman of that type she has a perfect +passion for mustard colors and hard grays. Ugh!" she shivered. "The only +thing to do with Maud was to make her realize that she must look odd and +mysterious, you know. That was all. Oh, she is beckoning to me. They +want something." + +She crossed the room with that grace of bearing which nature had +bestowed upon her and with the added poise and assurance gained within +the last two years. She still gave the effect of extreme simplicity in +dress but it was retained as by a miracle, for although she wore no +jewels her white gown was of the most exquisite and costly lace. But her +head was undeniably carried a trifle higher than usual, and a very close +observer might have read boredom in her eyes, defiance in her chin, +rebellion in her shoulders. As she turned from the little group on the +balcony, she bit her lip irritably, before she again composed her +features to the conventional smile of hostess-like cordiality. + +Alice Wilstead followed her with puzzled eyes. + +"It is very difficult to understand a beauty," she said plaintively to +Martin. + +"Put it more correctly," as he blew a cloud of smoke. "Say, it's +difficult to understand a woman." + +"But I do not find it so," she smiled. "I'm one myself. I'm on to all +our various vagaries, but Dita Hepworth puzzles me. Look at this house. +There are effects here in decoration, so beautiful and unusual that +every one says Eugene Gresham directed them. I know he did not. Look at +Maud Carmine, and yet Dita herself usually wears the plainest of gowns." + +"I must confess," said Martin, "that I do not follow you." + +"Perhaps not," she mused, then with more animation. "Come, Wallace, tell +me exactly how she impresses you." + +"That is easy," he replied. "She is one of the prettiest women I ever +saw in my life." + +"Ah, of course," in annoyance, "but I didn't mean that. That is no +impression of character." + +"Mm," he pondered. "It isn't much of one, no." + +Alice leaned back in her chair. "I seem to discern depths in her that +the rest of you refuse to see. You stop at her beauty and are content +with never a peep beneath the surface." + +Martin tossed his cigarette over the railing into the garden. "Frankly, +I think that you are searching for something that isn't there," he said +abruptly. "The gods never bestow all their gifts on one person. Since +you profess to know your own self so well you should realize that women +so very pretty as Mrs. Hepworth are rarely clever. Why should they be? +It is enough of an excuse for existence that they are beautiful." + +"It is indeed," growled Hewston, who had been absorbed in sulky +meditation for some time. "I'd be contented if I thought she had enough +head on her shoulders to keep straight and not involve good old Hepworth +in God knows what." + +Wallace laughed. "I'll lay you a wager, Mrs. Wilstead," he whispered, +tapping her fan with his finger-tips, "that the way things are going now +there will be a split in the Hepworth household within three months." + +"Do not say it," she cried quickly. "I can not bear to think of such a +thing." + +"I'll give you heavy odds, too," he went on cynically, leaning forward +to regard the group at the piano. "I'll make it a bracelet against a box +of cigars, provided I'm allowed to choose the brand of cigars." + +"You might as well put in another provision then," she retorted, +"provided I am allowed to choose the bracelet. My taste in ornaments, +dear Wallace, is both unique and expensive. I like only odd jewelry." + +"Odd jewelry! That is an old fad of yours, Alice," said Hepworth's voice +behind her. + +She started slightly, she had not noticed his approach. "And your own," +she smiled up at him. "Have you secured any new amulets lately, +Cresswell?" + +"Yes, one. It is a beauty, a scarab. I must show it to you; also +another, a carved bloodstone set in very curiously wrought iron. I got +that from a Gipsy woman. It is an old Romany talisman." + +"Do let us see them," pleaded Mrs. Hewston. + +"Certainly, I shall be delighted to. Excuse me a few moments. I will get +the box myself. Naturally I would not trust it to the servants." He +smiled at his weakness. + +"Naturally," said Hewston. "Come, let us all get into the drawing-room +to look at them. It is beginning to rain anyway." + +It was only a few moments before Hepworth returned bearing a large, +black leather box. He placed it on a table just under the light and then +choosing a key from a ring, fitted it into the lock. + +"I hold one key," he said to the group pressing about him as he lifted +the lid, "and Perdita the other. That is in case she may want to wear +any of these trinkets." + +Alice Wilstead had been looking at Mrs. Hepworth at the moment her +husband entered the room and she alone had noticed that Dita started +violently when her eyes had fallen on the box and that all the rich +color had fled her cheek, leaving her, for a second or two, white as a +ghost. + +The box held a series of trays, each padded and velvet lined and upon +these were fastened Cresswell Hepworth's noted collection of amulets. +Most of these talismans were very ancient, many of them revealed the +most beautiful workmanship. All of them were distinctive. Each one, +almost without exception, had a history, strange, romantic or sinister, +and these were all duly catalogued, but it was never necessary for +Hepworth to refer to this written history. He had not only the symbolic +significance of his favorite toys, but also the vicissitudes through +which they had passed, at his finger ends. + +The top trays held scarabs, one of the most remarkable collections of +them extant, commemorating certain mighty and fallen dynasties; or this +reign or that of remote Egyptian rulers long crumbled to dust, and +Hepworth lifted them lovingly from their trays and turning them deftly +in his fingers explained their histories and expatiated on their beauty. + +Beneath the scarabs lay the jade talismans exquisitely carved and handed +down from distant centuries. The hearts that had once beat beneath them +had long been dust, but the talismans, with no stain of time upon them +to dim their luster, would still serve as emblems of good luck to future +generations. Then there were quaint amber charms preserving the warmth +and flooding radiance of the sunlight that sparkles on sea foam in their +depths, and opals delicately clouded with mystery, their "hearts of fire +bedreamed in haze," carbuncles, jasper and hyacinth, all in their time +the almost priceless possessions of their owners because of the mystic +significance attaching to them. And then there were trays containing a +somewhat heterogeneous collection of old pieces of beaten silver and +iron with odd characters on them, representing periods of even greater +antiquity than scarab or jade. + +These amulets were in many instances the memorials of bitter feuds and +hot duels, fought on the moment, at the gleam of a talisman which both +contestants claimed. More than one had been hastily rifled from the +dead, and more than one had been bestowed by a great lady on an untitled +lover of empty purse to aid him in winning fame and fortune. + +"By the way, Alice," said Hepworth suddenly, "you have seen Dita's +amulet, have you not? It is almost, if not quite the gem of the +collection." + +"No, I have never seen it," Mrs. Wilstead's whole piquant face was alive +with interest. "But I have heard of it. It was through it that you met, +was it not?" + +Dita nodded. The color had come back to her face. "It was that old +talisman he was really interested in," she said. "I always tell him he +married me to get it." + +Hepworth laughed. "It is well worth any one's interest. It has been in +her family for generations, and there are all sorts of legends and +traditions connected with it. It is said to give his heart's desire to +whomever possesses it, isn't it, Dita?" + +"More than that," she replied, a little strangely, or at least so it +seemed to Alice Wilstead. "He to whom it is given--and it can not be +bought or bartered, it must always be bestowed--must sooner or later +reveal himself in his true character, either his baseness or his +nobility." + +"Fascinating!" cried the women in chorus. "What is it like?" + +"It is a square of crystal set in silver and gold. About the silver is +twined one of those old Celtic chains which can only be seen with a +microscope, where the links are so tiny that we have no instruments +delicate enough to fasten them together and which were believed to have +been made by the fairies. And now for a sight of it." + +He was about to lift the next tray, when Dita laid a detaining hand on +his arm. "It isn't there, Cresswell," she said in a quick, low voice. + +As if he had not heard her or had not taken in the full import of her +words, he laid the tray carefully upon the table, disclosing the one +beneath. Like the others, it too was full of curious amulets, but one +space was empty. Perdita's talisman was indeed missing. + +"Why, Dita!" he exclaimed. "You did not mention to me--" + +She shot a quick, unmistakable glance at Gresham. "Didn't I?" she +interrupted before he could go further. "It's being mended." + +"Ah, those antique bits, they are always coming to pieces, at least I +know mine are," said Mrs. Wilstead with hasty fluency. "But, Cresswell, +there is still another tray, and I must see its contents before I go +home." + +"Make it a month," said Martin in her ear. "I said three, didn't I?" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +SIROCCO + + +"Good night, Hewston, good night, Alice. Don't go yet, Gresham." +Hepworth laid a detaining hand on the artist's arm. "Sit down and smoke. +We haven't had a moment to discuss this portrait matter yet." + +"I think," said Dita, moving toward the door, "that I shall leave you +two to discuss it and go to bed." + +"Oh, my dear," her husband detained her with the same light touch with +which he had held Gresham. He pushed an easy chair forward so that she +should be seated between Eugene and himself. "We are going to get all +the details of the portrait settled to-night. A portrait of you and +painted by Gresham is sure to bloom and be admired for a century or two +at any rate." + +Dita looked at him quickly as if suspecting him of some intention +beyond the discussion of the contemplated portrait, but meeting the +smiling blankness of his expression, turned away, not in the least +reassured, but more puzzled than ever, and sinking listlessly into the +chair sat staring moodily before her with veiled eyes and compressed +lips. + +Eugene glanced at her uneasily, a frown between his brows. He knew her +like a book. She had always, always from childhood, been a creature of +moods. He was perfectly familiar with the various stages of the sirocco, +as he had long ago named her outbursts. She would become restless, +abstracted, absent, and then she would sit and brood as she was doing +now, until finally the sullen and threatening atmosphere would be +cleared by a burst of storm, a swift cyclone of anger. + +Gresham gave the faintest of sighs and an almost imperceptible shrug of +the shoulders. This was a situation which he foresaw would require all +his tact and ingenuity. + +"Is the picture gallery all right? Did you find it satisfactory?" asked +Hepworth. + +"Excellent!" Eugene's brow cleared. He spoke with enthusiasm. "Yes, I +told Perdita that the lighting there will be perfect. I've about decided +to paint her in white. Yes," scrutinizing the indifferent object of the +discussion narrowly and yet remotely, as if he were visualizing his +finished portrait of her, "white velvet, I think, and rather a blare of +jewels. You see I want to bring out the dominating quality of her +beauty, harp on it, you know, so I want to present her eclipsing and +reducing to their proper places all the splendid accessories with which +we can surround her." + +Her husband nodded approvingly. "What do you think, Dita?" + +"Oh, by all means," she roused herself to answer, but making no effort +to conceal the irony of her tones. "Let Eugene give me all the +distinction and grace he is noted for bestowing on, you observe I do not +say perceiving in, his clients, or patients, or patrons, whatever he may +call them. Make the stones of my tiara and necklace even bigger and +whiter and more sparkling than they are, Eugene. Or better still, I'll +wear my diamond collar and my string of rubies and my rope of sapphires, +all shouting hurrah at once, three cheers for the red, white and blue! +Make me all glittery, Eugene, throw my sables over my shoulders." + +"By Jove!" cried Gresham, interrupting her, a white flash of enthusiasm +across his face, "you may not dream it, Dita, but that's it exactly. +You've hit it." + +"Yes," she went on satirically, "and present me in the middle of all +this splendor, overcome by the 'burden of an honor into which I was not +born.'" + +"But you were born to it," interposed her husband quickly, "no one more +so." + +"Perhaps," she sighed a little, her eyes and voice grew softer, "but at +a time when the outward manifestation had vanished." + +The glow had lingered, even become intensified in Gresham's face. "By +Jove!" he cried again, "you were trying to be sarcastic and all that, +Dita, but it was a great idea of yours just the same. I will paint your +portrait and it shall be hung side by side with my working girl. They +shall be companions of contrast. You see," explaining his idea to +Hepworth, "I am going to paint my working girl in the city streets just +at twilight on a winter evening, hastening home after the day's long +toil. The lights and colors of the shop windows dance and glitter about +her, blurred by the falling snow. Everything, lights, buildings, +passers-by, are all in that blurred, indistinct atmosphere, and she, +herself, is a part of the blur, looking through it, with her young, worn +face and wistful eyes, craving the beauty and the joy of life." + +"No, no!" cried Dita suddenly. Rising, she moved rapidly up and down the +room, her head bent, her finger at her lip. "No!" she cried again, her +voice deeply vibrating. "I reckon you've just missed it, Eugene, it's +too--too conventional. I can imagine something truer than that. My +working girl, if I were painting her, should not be born to toil, not +always have regarded it as the great fact of existence, an inevitable +portion of her days and years from which she has never dreamed of +escape. No, I would picture her delicate, highly nurtured, with +traditions of race and breeding behind her; but poor, oh, very poor. And +she shouldn't look out on life with resigned, wistful eyes, but with +passionate, demanding ones, rebelling that her youth, her wonderful, +beautiful, dreaming youth was passing in a tomb of tradition, a green +and flowery tomb perhaps, maybe an old southern garden, but nevertheless +a place of dead lives, dead memories, dead customs. And she, this girl, +hates it, the dust and must of it. She hears always in her ears the +surges of that mighty ocean of life. And she can't resist it. She can't. +Then because her heart is set on it, she comes to a great city like +this, comes with all her high hopes and her untarnished confidence in +herself; and all this magnificent swirling tide of life, with its +mingled and mingling streams, seems to bear her onward to the highest +crest of the highest wave. Then she begins to hear, at first faintly and +then ever louder and more menacing, the voice of New York, with its +ceaseless reiteration of one theme, 'pay, pay, pay.' She turns +desperately to her little accomplishments, those little, untrained, +unskilful things that she can do, straws on that ocean; and expects them +to save her. + +"Ah!" she drew her hand across her brow, her face contracting a moment. +"Then comes the grind between the millstones, the continual +disappointments, the terror by day and night, the rent, that rolls like +a snowball, the dreary evenings which she must spend alone in the dreary +little room, while all the time she hears the mocking invitation of the +great, glittering city to partake of her many feasts. + +"And she," again Dita sighed deeply, "she begins to believe herself +doomed to dash her youth and beauty against the walls of a tomb. And she +has to learn so many things, among them the hideous accomplishment of +making both ends meet. What does she know of the use and value of money? +Oh, of course all kinds of cheap, left-handed pleasures are offered her, +because people consider her pretty, but it is an impossibility for her +to accept them. She has been born in the traditions of real lace and +real jewels. And the panic-fear! Ah!--" she broke off abruptly. + +"Dear me, Dita. You should have been an orator." For the past five +minutes Eugene had been scarcely able to conceal his irritation, +frowning, biting his lips, twisting in his chair and casting furtive +glances at Hepworth. "I remember you used to be given to those bursts of +eloquence now and then." + +"And what finally becomes of her?" asked Hepworth of his wife, ignoring +Eugene's interruption. His voice was low, expressing nothing more than a +polite interest. + +"I don't know," said Dita wearily. "A number of things. She may +comfortably die, or marry, poor thing, any one who will have her." + +"Very dramatic," said Gresham dryly. "You always did have histrionic +talent, Dita. I've often wondered that you did not attempt the stage." + +Perdita opened and closed her eyes once or twice as if she had just +returned from a far country. + +"I certainly wasn't much of a success at painting lamp-shades and menus, +was I, Eugene, in spite of your early training?" + +He shrugged his shoulders without answering, made a slight, disclaiming +gesture with one hand and rose to his feet. "What!" listening intently +as a clock chimed somewhere. "I had no idea it was so late." His face +cleared. He was evidently relieved at his chance of escape. He shook +hands with Hepworth and then turned to Dita. "Remember that the first +sitting will be at twelve o'clock Wednesday morning, and please don't +keep me waiting. That is a fact that I have to impress on these charming +women," he turned laughingly to Hepworth, "that I am neither their +manicure nor hair-dresser. I am accustomed to keep them waiting if I +choose." + +"I'll be ready," she said indifferently, but Eugene noticed with +apprehension, even alarm, that those deep vibrations which spoke of +barely controlled emotion were still existent in her tones. "I'll be +ready, velvet, diamonds, hurrah of jewels, if you wish, sables and all." + +Again a gust of wind swept through the room and Hepworth went over to +close a window. + +Eugene took quick advantage of the occasion. "For Heaven's sake," he +whispered, "pull yourself together." + +His words were too late. Too late by half an hour. The sirocco had done +its work. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE GIFT OF FREEDOM + + +With the departure of a third person the situation immediately changed +complexion. It became more intimate and therefore more embarrassing. +With Eugene had departed the audience and the stimulus of playing to it. +The star and the stage manager were left alone. Untrammeled emotional +expression no longer seemed an heroic necessity. Under the calm, +unreadable, steady regard of her husband's eyes it held its elements of +banality and of sensationalism, of pseudo-emotion. Dita became sullen. +"I think I shall go to bed," she said abruptly and for the second time +and then turned to the door. + +"Wait a moment." His voice was courteous, pleasant, but it would have +been a dull ear which could not have discerned the tone of command +beneath its even modulations. + +It was new to Dita and arresting, and she paused, wavered a moment and +came back to the chair she had left and folding her arms upon its high +cushioned back, stood with still, sullen mouth and downcast eyes, +exhaling reluctance. She was feeling the reaction from her late mood of +exaltation, of dramatic visioning of poignant past experiences. + +He waited a second or so, and then said, "Your working girl was a far +more dramatic conception than Gresham's. It might not lend itself so +much to pictorial representation. It might be more literary." He +appeared to give this question some consideration. "However," he +dismissed it with a wave of the hand, "that is neither here nor there. +What counts is this, were you the girl whose life you described so +feelingly and dramatically?" + +There was silence between them for a moment. Dita's first impulse was to +maintain it indefinitely; ignore this question with barely suggested +contempt; with a faint gesture of dissent, signify that she considered +it a crudity, almost a vulgarity, and lightly, languidly, indifferently +dismiss the whole subject and leave the room. She knew how, +intuitively. Behind her were generations who understood how to flick an +unpleasant situation from the tips of their fingers, who would ignore +and dismiss with amused disdain an invitation to exculpate themselves or +explain, when to explain meant practically to retract. But false as she +felt, with waves of shame, she had been to her traditions and upbringing +in revealing her emotion, she was no coward. She lifted her head and met +his eyes. Gray eyes faced gray eyes--but with a difference. Hers were +the passionate, emotional Irish gray--with black beneath them, and the +long curling black lashes, but his were like mountain lakes, reflecting +a gray and steely sky. Hers revealed all the secrets she might wish to +hide; his concealed all his secrets admirably--discreet windows, +revealing nothing but what their owner desired they should reveal. + +"Yes," she said with defiant brevity. + +He appeared again to give this reply due consideration. He had risen now +and was walking up and down the floor. "What an impression it must have +made on you!" he said at last, very gently. + +She plaited the lace of her sleeve. "You knew about me before we were +married," she said. "Why--?" + +"Quite true, but sometimes something is said, it may be only a word, and +one's eyes become, as it were, unsealed. One sees a perfectly familiar +object or situation in an entirely new light. Your attitude now," he +turned to her rather sharply, "is that I am about to blame you, to take +you to task. Far from it. Why should I blame you for what has been +beyond your power? Your words to-night have made me realize that it has +been quite impossible for you to care for me, and that I have not been +able to make you happy. Ah," lifting his hand as she was about to speak, +"do not disclaim it. I know. You see, that very fact sends the whole +house of cards tumbling. The bitterness with which you have spoken +to-night would not have been in your mind, rankling, rankling all this +time, if you had been a happy woman. It was bound to burst into flame +sooner or later." + +"Oh!" she broke out. "You have always won. You do not know what it is +like to lose; but I--I missed every mark I aimed at. I came up from the +South, so dead sure that I was a very gifted and accomplished person, +and that all I had to do was to hold out my apron and all the beautiful +and delightful things would tumble into it. But this great city surely +taught me a lesson, and she's no very gentle teacher, either. And I used +to sit up there in that tiresome little apartment among those +candle-shades and cotillion favors and think how--how pretty I was," she +flushed under his smile, "and rage, and get sick with disgust when I +thought how I would look after about twenty years of that kind of life. +I knew exactly how I'd look. I'd be one of those peaked, wistful-eyed +old maids, with rusty black clothes turning green and brown, and a +general air of apology for living. I could just see myself ironing out +the ribbons of my winter bonnet with which to trim my summer hat, and +then laundering my handkerchiefs and pasting them on the window-panes to +dry. And life, life was like a great, wonderful river, flowing by and +leaving me stranded on the shore. And then you came." + +Hepworth laughed. "I don't wonder that you took the alternative. I'm +conceited enough to think it better than those ugly pictures your young +eyes were gazing at." + +"Yes, they were ugly," she agreed. "Life just seemed like a dark, +dreary, cobwebby passageway, but I always felt as if I might come to a +door any minute and step through it into a beautiful garden. You seemed +the door." She spoke the last words a little shyly. + +He glanced at her again, inscrutable, unfathomable things in that gaze. +"Ah, youth, youth and the waste of it!" There were tones in his voice +that brought the tears to her eyes, but he did not see them. He was +musing on the accident of her life, this flower of the dust, which he +had taken from the dingy environment she loathed. He had lavished all +the beauty and experience within his power upon her, and taken away +perhaps the one thing that had redeemed her life. He had seen only the +limitations and the makeshifts and how they had oppressed her dainty and +fastidious spirit; but it had never struck him before that in lifting +her away from them, above them, he had taken from her the one thing that +might have glorified her life, that the sordidness and the scrimpiness +were for her for ever haunted by the unexpected. That because she was +young and beautiful and free, the dreariness must have been irradiated +always by the rainbow tints of romance; and he had given her all the +beauty and glitter his money could buy in exchange for the joy of a +dream, and fancied that he had actually done something for her. + +"Dita, forgive me," he murmured, a curiously bitter smile about his +mouth. + +"Forgive you!" she looked at him a little cautiously. She didn't +understand the workings of his mind. He never gave her a hint either in +eyes or expression that would seem as a clue for her to follow. + +"Yes. You should." Again he smiled at her. "You didn't get a fair +exchange. I see that very plainly now." + +"You must not speak like that," she said quickly. "Believe me, it was a +great deal more than a fair exchange and I have always regarded it so. +Why do you think I have not been happy?" + +"Because you have never really loved me." + +"But I--I have always liked you," she cried quickly. "But," forlornly, +"you knew the truth at the time. Even if I had not, I should have had to +marry you anyway. I was so deep in debt I couldn't help it. I could not +manage any more than I can speak Sanscrit. So you see that there is +nothing to forgive. Believe me, I am always grateful, for before I +married you, I thought and thought, but I could see no other way." + +He laughed again. He couldn't help it. He had a sense of humor and he +seemed to see, in a flashlight of vision, shocked Romance gather up her +skirts and shake the dust of Dita's threshold from her winged shoes. + +"You are so really fearless and honest, Dita, that I venture to ask the +question." He put it with a rather diffident gentleness. "You have found +it quite impossible to care for me?" + +"Oh, no," impulsively. "I have always liked you. I am really very fond +of you. But I am always tongue-tied before you. I never can think of +anything to say to you and I always say foolish things." She regarded +him with a wistful timidity. + +He laughed ruefully. It was sorry mirth. "That is a proof of my +stupidity, my child, not yours." + +He opened his mouth to speak, then closed it again. Up and down the room +he walked twice, three times, engrossed. Then having arrived at a +decision, he put it into words. "Dita," he stopped before her and looked +at her earnestly, "perhaps I am utterly rash and foolish, but will you +answer me one question? But first get all melodramatic ideas of the +state of my feelings out of your head." His smile was faintly cynical, +obscurely so. "And believe me, that what really concerns me is your +happiness. Are you in love with Eugene Gresham?" + +She started, cast one quick glance at him, and then stared frowningly +before her, but he noticed that her hand trembled on the back of the +chair. "Why do you ask me that? I--I am married to you--I--" her voice +faltered, broke. + +"Oh, no conventional utterances, please," he cried quickly. "That is not +worthy of you, not like you. There should be, there must be absolute +sincerity between us now. Tell me, Perdita, are you in love with Eugene +Gresham?" + +"Ah, that I do not know." She looked beyond him and, still gazing, shook +her head. "I do not know. I never have known, never been sure. We were +boy and girl together, he a few years older. He is associated in my mind +with the life of green old gardens and the smell of jasmine flowers. He +lives in a wonderful world, a world of color that something in me always +yearns toward. It seems to me sometimes as if I would rise to it, and my +heart would blossom in purple and red. I seem doomed to talk foolishly +to you," she exclaimed rather piteously, "but most people's hidden +thoughts would sound foolish to others, would they not?" + +"Go on, my dear." Then his controlled utterance gave way. "For heaven's +sake, why should you not feel that you can say anything to me? What kind +of an idea have I given you of myself? But tell me," quickly subduing +his emotion, "what is it you feel?" + +"As if--as if my heart were a flower which had never really bloomed--a +cold, tightly folded bud, that yet held within the colorless outer +leaves wonderful red and purple petals. All there, awaiting a sesame, +and I sometimes dream that only Eugene can give me that sesame. But," +the glow left her eyes, her head drooped, "I don't know, I don't know. I +thought I was sure once that I loved him. I do not know now." + +"Where was Gresham during the time you were struggling here?" he asked +presently. And it struck her irrelevantly. + +"In the East somewhere, I think. Doing his desert pictures. I used to +hear from him once in a great while." + +He said nothing. Then he came nearer and took both her hands in his. + +"Dita, my clear, I'm going to be egotistical and talk about myself for a +minute. Let me see if I can explain." Again that worn and flashing +smile, with a deeper touch of cynicism, flitted over his arrogant face. + + "'King Canute was weary-hearted, + He had reigned for years a score, + Pushing, struggling, battling, fighting, + Killing much and robbing more.' + +"Let us hope that it is not quite so bad as the last line infers; but +it gives the idea, the picture. Well, Dita, I saw you, a beautiful +flower, purple and red, if you will, although I do not think the +combination of colors appropriate. And you were blooming in a tin can in +a tenement window. It was insupportable, so I dreamed of transplanting +the flower into its fitting surroundings, a marble court. That was what +I crudely thought would mean your happiness. But I never secured the +flower to adorn the marble court. Believe that. Above all, I wanted and +I want its happiness. Dita, I'm weary-hearted, but I long--I long above +all things--to make you happy. Take the poor surroundings that I can +give you; but let your beauty have its meed, let your heart flower as it +will. Feel free to meet, with outstretched hands, the romance your youth +has dreamed of, for, Dita, I, who have only fettered you with jewels, am +going to give you something really worth while, thanking God very humbly +that it is in my power to do so, and the gift is freedom. You are free +from now on." + +She started back, looking at him in frowning bewilderment and yet he saw +deep within her eyes a wild gleam of hope, of joy. "Free!" she repeated +uncertainly, "Free! How can I be free when I am married to you?" + +[Illustration: "Free! How can I be free?"] + +He laughed once more, and the dreariness of that laughter rang suddenly +hours afterward in her ears. "Those things can always be arranged," he +said. "But I am going to ask you a favor." Although he said "favor" her +quick ear caught the ring of authority in his tone. "Since you are not +sure that you love Gresham, I am going to ask that you wait a year +before securing your legal freedom. You shall have it, whether you +decide on him or not. Oh, believe that. Ah, one more request. Let me +urge you not to have your portrait painted just now. In view of possible +future events, it is much wiser, much safer to let that go for the +present. I think you will have to trust my judgment here. There is no +danger of your beauty waning." Again his worn and flashing smile. "And +now, it is very late and I think you had better get some sleep. Good +night." He smiled again, but she noticed how dreadfully tired he looked. +She winced a bit in soul. + +"I am sorry that it has been such a fizzle," she turned to him with a +sort of shy, girlish friendliness and impulsiveness. + +He smiled again and lightly touched her cheek with his finger. "Give no +more thought to that." He turned abruptly away. + +"Ah, Dita," his voice arrested her from the threshold, "one more request +I am going to make and that is that you get your amulet to-morrow. If +not I shall have to see about it myself and I am really too busy to +bother with it at present." Again that iron ring of authority was in his +voice, but authority masked in velvet. "Will you very kindly attend to +this, my dear?" + +She nodded mutely from the doorway, but did not lift her down-bent head, +nor raise her eyes to his. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +FOOLS' LAUGHTER + + +When Dita wakened the next morning, it was very late, almost noon. She +came slowly to waking consciousness over wastes of apprehension, +oppressed by some heavy sense of disaster. What had happened? Ah, she +remembered it, it was last night. She squirmed uncomfortably and then +lay gazing with somber and introspective eyes about the beautiful room. +Slowly, the chaotic and uncomfortable thoughts which thronged +confusingly in her mind resolved themselves into two or three distinct +facts as scorching to her sensitiveness as if written in letters of +fire. First, she had let herself go unwarrantably. An electric storm +always exerted a sinister effect upon her, inducing a wildness, a +recklessness at first, eventually followed by melancholy and culminating +either in tears or temper. And she had yielded weakly to every phase of +this storm-induced mood. + +Why did events have to take the bits in their teeth and gallop madly +along the road to ruin at the most placid and unexpected moments? Why +should an electric storm have blotted the sky and flashed its jagged +lightning over her nerves that especial evening? Why had she not +mastered the sirocco, driven it off in its first stealthy approaches? +But she melted to self-pity; Cresswell should not have taken her so +seriously. He might have realized that the storm, and that tiresome +dinner, and those tiresome people had goaded her unendurably. Grant them +every virtue, every grace, admit that there might have been an +attraction between herself and them in ordinary circumstances, but the +fact that they were old friends of her husband changed the whole +chemical situation. Attraction became repulsion, attempt to conceal the +fact as she would. But self-pity ultimately merged into self-accusation. +No matter what the causes, she had made a melodramatic scene. She had +told a lot of bare truths, which, like all bare truths, were only half +truths; about Eugene, for instance, practically admitting that she loved +him. + +Well, did she? She sat up suddenly in bed and pushed the hair back from +her brow with both hands. She pondered intensely a moment. She didn't +know. She really didn't know. Was it love, this feeling she had for him, +had had for him ever since she had been a girl of fifteen? It was a +powerful attraction anyway--a sympathy, an understanding. + +And Cresswell had offered her freedom, freedom! What did it mean? Her +heart began to beat quickly, excitedly. It meant the great adventure ... +if one had the courage ... one need "mourn no joy untasted, envy no +bliss gone by." She would throw off this ennui, this apathy which +afflicted her. She was free, free to seek and meet the unexpected. The +great adventure, a thousand adventures were before her. At last, she +would live. Suddenly she remembered her amulet. She must get it. She +gave this a moment's consideration, and then, before summoning her maid, +she went quickly to the telephone in her sitting-room, and rang up +Eugene Gresham's studio. + +To her relief, he was there and answered the ring almost immediately. + +"Are you there, 'Gene. I want to see you to-day, as soon as possible, +within an hour or so. Will it be convenient for you?" + +"Oh, perfectly. But," there was anxiety in his voice, "nothing is wrong, +I hope." + +"Oh, nothing much," she replied evasively, "only I want to talk to +you--but not here." + +"Why not take luncheon with me," he replied, "at half-past one and +where?" + +"Oh, not in any crowded restaurant," she answered a little impatiently. +"At some quiet place. A tea-room--the Wistaria?" + +"Very well. Then within an hour and a half." + +"And, oh, Eugene," her voice detaining him, "I want the talisman. Do not +fail to bring it. Do you understand?" + +If Dita wore as a protecting disguise the simple and conventional dark +gown which has been prescribed by certain unalterable rules of fiction +as the proper costume for a lady hastening to a rendezvous, it failed of +its effect, but served instead to accentuate her beauty; nor detracted +in the least from her as an object of interest and comment. + +And Eugene, with his fame, and his air, and his eyes, his lifted +shoulder and his limp, the pointed laurel leaves seeming to gleam +through his cloud of hair, handed her from her motor-car with the manner +of courts, his hat in hand, to the admiration of the passers-by. The +whisper ran: "Eugene Gresham and the beautiful Mrs. Hepworth." They +passed through a gaping aisle. They entered the tea-room to the craning +of necks. Poor souls! This was their measure of seclusion. Beauty and +genius! Fame and wealth! It is a combination New York loves. She serves +them up to her multitudes on a salver. + +They were successful, however, in finding a remote table beneath swaying +purple clusters of artificial wistaria and a dimly mellow light. And +while Eugene ordered the luncheon, Dita glanced about her with a +sensation of relief; new surroundings always seem to hold out the +alluring if frequently vain promise of new thoughts and this was the +beginning of adventure, of that new life of infinite variety she meant +to live at last. + +Eugene turned from the waiter, and leaning across the table narrowly +observed her. + +"A trifle pale," he remarked. "Mad Dita!" reproachfully and yet +tenderly. "I hope all that atmospheric unpleasantness--mental, I mean, +did not come boiling and seething to the surface after I left last +night. I hoped the sirocco had spent itself before I left. But doubtless +Hepworth understands how you are affected by a storm." + +"I'm afraid I did make rather a scene," she admitted, her lashes on her +cheek. "However, that is neither here nor there." + +He drew a breath of relief. + +"Then it is all over, the atmosphere cleared and we are to begin our +sittings to-morrow." He smiled in anticipation and laughingly drew her +picture upon the air. + +"No," she shook her head, and spoke more reluctantly than before, +"Cresswell has requested me not to have my portrait painted just now. He +is kind enough," her smile was shadowy, "to think that there is no +particular danger of an immediate waning of my beauty and he desires me +to wait a few months." + +"But that is impossible! Incredible!" he scowled with irritation and +threw himself back in the chair. "Oh, what a sirocco, what a sirocco it +must have been!" He shook his head back and forth and then dropped it in +his hands, studying the pattern of the table-cloth as though it were the +map of the situation. "To pass over my disappointment"--he lifted his +head and mechanically pushed about some of the dishes the waiter placed +before him on the table--"ignore it, let it go. I'm not going to press +that now; but there are other things to be considered. It is known that +I am to do your portrait. It was openly discussed last night. All this +must be taken into account. That is for appearances as far as you are +concerned. Then regarding me. I am not a paper-hanger or house painter +to be engaged and then dismissed at the whim of a millionaire. I can not +accept a commission from Hepworth and permit him to cancel it by a +negligent message, sent through a third person. Absurd!" He frowningly +bit a finger. "My plans and arrangements must be concluded for months +ahead. They can not be thrown askew like this. Oh, Dita, what did you +do, what did you say that brought this about? I worked like a Trojan +last night to avert anything of the kind." + +She did not answer, but sipped her tea with downcast eyes and he saw +that the lashes on her cheeks were wet. + +"Ah, Dita," his voice fell to a charming note of tenderness, a note to +stir any woman's heart, with the purple and white of the wistaria +clusters swaying above their heads and the mellow light reflected in his +eyes, his eager eyes which pierced life's stained and sordid curtain and +saw the wonder and miracle of beauty; and it was this power to discern +the eternal vision which illuminated his ugly, irregular, fascinating +face upon which work and dreams and experience had stamped their +impress. "You can not fancy what it means to me to paint your portrait +now. I've painted it before, crudely, in boyhood, and experienced then a +casual delight in the effort to portray a beautiful thing, and wrest a +few new secrets of art from the portrayal. That was all. But now," his +voice without being raised, yet lifted exultantly, "but now--my heart is +swept with insurgent seas at the thought of what it means. I am lover +and artist, fused in a fire of white enthusiasm. The lover sees, divines +what the artist can only guess at, and the artist offers to the lover a +perfected technique. I feel the stirring of this power to catch your +loveliness, Dita, and fix it on canvas imperishably. It would be the +great achievement. That is in the background of every artist's thoughts. +It is his pillar of cloud by day and his pillar of fire by night. The +great achievement!" He dreamed over it a moment. "I would paint the +South in you, Dita, 'warm and sweet and fickle is the South.' Ah! I +thought I loved you then. I thought I loved you the evening we parted, +but I know now that I have never really loved you before or I could not +have given you up." + +They were almost alone, nearly every one had left the room. A long trail +of wistaria blew before her eyes. The light glowed through the silken, +yellow shades. The South! She smelled roses and jasmine. It seemed to +her for one bewildering moment as if her heart had indeed blossomed in +purple and red. She smiled lingeringly, sweetly into his eyes. + +"The portrait's only postponed, Eugene, look at it in that way." The +words recalled her to herself with a start. This was paper wistaria and +electric light. She was no longer a girl in a flower-scented, green old +garden about to pose for a boyish and impatient artist. Here she was, in +spite of all her vows to the contrary, yielding to Eugene's spell +without a struggle. She was quite sure of his charm and magnetism, but +what she doubted now was her own heart. + +"'Ah, the little more and how much it is. And the little less, and what +worlds away,'" she murmured beneath her breath, wondering unhappily if +she were born to doubt everything. + +"But I can't and I won't submit to a postponement." He was now both +impatient and impassioned. + +"It is not final," she explained. "Do take it as a postponement, nothing +more. He has his reasons--oh, they are not what you suspect. He is not +jealous. He is too big for that. It is something I can not go into now." +Her sentences were disjointed. She seemed almost incoherent to him. "Let +it be so for the present. I implore, no, I insist, that there be no +explanations. But I must go, it is getting late," she started as if to +rise; then sank back in her chair and held out her hand. "Oh, the +amulet, Eugene." + +"I haven't got it," he threw out both empty hands and looked up at her +from under his brows with the expression of a naughty child. "Now +listen, Dita, before you get angry, although you're so wonderful when +you're angry that any one might be forgiven for tempting you into that +state; but after you called me up, the Nasmyths, those English people +you know, mother and daughter, were at the studio, and I was so intent +on getting them away in time to meet you, the mother is the most +interminable talker, that I finally bundled them out of the door and +came with them, with never a thought of the amulet." + +"'Gene, how like you!" Her face was full of dismay. "Cresswell +especially asked me to get it to-day, and I don't think he believed for +one moment that clumsy fib I told about having it mended." + +"I'll go at once and get it, and bring it to the house," he said +contritely. "You can make any explanation--" + +"No, no more explanations," she said decisively. "They are perfect +spider-webs, the most involving things any poor fly can tangle himself +up in. They are, to mix metaphors, the quicksands of any situation. +They make of the simplest matter a problem of complexities." + +"What does that go for?" Gresham tilted his head on one side and studied +her. "Does it mean that you and Hepworth quarreled about me, last +night?" + +She looked back at him in inscrutable pondering, as if considering the +point, wondering, in fact, whether she and her husband really had +quarreled about him. + +"No explanations, Eugene, that's fixed." + +"As you will," in careless assent. "But, Dita," again that ardent note +of tenderness, warming his voice, and stirring her heart with all those +intimations of romance which she had never known. "We might as well +accept the inevitable, accept it with joy, face the light quite +fearlessly. We might as well see clearly at last, what for years we +should have known and believed and welcomed with all our hearts--that we +belong to each other." + +Her quickly lowered eyelids veiled the sudden glow of her eyes. +"Perhaps," she whispered, "only I want time to think it out, to be sure +of myself. I--I've grown cautious." + +He looked at her with the smile that could say so many things and to her +said but one. "Take time then, Dita, but permit me to pray that it will +not be long. And I--I shall await with what patience I may that dazzling +morning when you will open your beautiful, dreaming eyes, and know at +once and for ever that you are at last awake. When you will say, 'This +is my day of love, this is my hour and Eugene's! The world may go.' Take +your days or months, Dita. I give them to you, for I know that every +hour that passes will bring you nearer to me." + +Famous artist, famous lover! Men saw his irregular, swarthy face, his +lifted shoulder, his limp, and wondered. But women saw the experiences +and aspirations and dreams that that face held, they saw the smiles +which said so many things exquisitely, they felt the subtle, intuitive +comprehension of every word, an understanding which held no +condemnation, but was as warming and stimulating as sunshine. His +love-making was as delightful and perfect as his art. + +But again she threw off the sweet, poignantly sweet influence and strove +to think clearly. + +"You had your chance, Eugene, before I was married. I would have +listened to you then, the night before you sailed for Europe, but you +didn't believe in me, you showed it plainly." Angry tears glittered in +her eyes at the remembrance. + +"Ah, how could I?" His smile was at once cynical and tender. "I knew +your temperament, that craving, artistic temperament. It is much like my +own. We spring from the same stock, remember. You had all the inherited +love of luxury and beauty as I told you then and you were starved, +starved, Dita, and in a state of revolt. Your imagination was aflame +with what Hepworth offered. And I--" he threw out his hands with a +disclaiming gesture, "Where was I? My feet on shifting sands, I hadn't +touched bedrock then. Ah, well, what's the use? The past is past. It's +the future we face. My heaven, Perdita, what a future!" + +His eyes held her, drew her. Involuntarily, she swayed toward him. Then, +impatiently, as if resenting her own attitude, she rose to her feet. + +Dita drove home, with the faint smile still lingering about her lips, +still dreaming in her eyes. She drove through the park, green still in +spite of frost. A mist palely irradiated by the sunshine it obscured +enveloped the landscape in a sort of opaline enchantment and +unsubstantiality. + +It was with a sigh of regret that she entered her own house. She felt as +if she had wilfully shut the door on the wooing and pensive autumn +without and gone into the bleak and wintry atmosphere of regret and +puzzle and doubt. + +But as she moved listlessly across the hall a servant handed her a note +from her husband. + +She tore it open and read it. Then she read it again. It seemed to her +that the rustle of the paper was like the crackle of thorns, and the +fool's laughter associated with it. She had meant to manage this +situation in her own way, to keep her hand well on the lever, and behold +it was all arranged for her. + +Very briefly the letter informed her that Hepworth's western interests +would require his personal supervision for several months. That he hoped +she would endeavor to make herself as comfortable and happy as possible +and arrange her time in any way that best suited her. That was all. But +as she walked to her own apartments it seemed to her that the air echoed +and rang with the arid and mirthless laughter of fools. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +A TELEPHONE CALL + + +Maud Carmine was slowly pulling off her gloves before the fire in the +old-fashioned drawing-room of the old-fashioned down-town house where +she and her mother lived alone. It was not five o'clock, but the +evenings were so short now that she hesitated whether or not to turn on +the lights, but the firelight was brilliant and so much more attractive +than electricity, no matter how softly shaded that might be. + +Yes, the firelight was so bright that in its radiance she could see her +figure reflected in the long mirror between the windows with its ornate +and early Victorian frame. She walked forward and standing before it +gazed at herself with a little smile. She was not a pretty woman, but +she was certainly a striking and attractive one and quite beautifully +gowned. That was the most noticeable thing about her, the _dernier cri_ +worn with style and distinction. Her heart went out in gratitude to +Perdita. + +While she stood there still surveying herself Wallace Martin was +announced. + +"And no tea here for you," said Maud. "I've been out all afternoon. +Mother is gadding somewhere at this unconscionable hour, so I suppose +they thought I didn't want any. I'll send for some and it will be here +in a jiffy." + +"I do want some, and some solid substantial bread and butter," confessed +Martin. "I'm hungry. I'm dining out to-night, but the dinner is set for +some unholy late hour, and I've been at a rehearsal all afternoon." + +"A rehearsal of your own play?" + +He nodded. "My very own," he said. "One of the million or two I've +written has actually been accepted." + +"Oh, Wallace!" She held out her hands, her interest and pleasure showing +plainly in her voice. "I am more than delighted. It seems too good to be +true." + +"Don't be too enthusiastic yet," he strove to speak dryly. "It may be +accepted by the managers, it is still a question whether it will be +accepted by the public. It's run one gantlet, but whether it will run +two remains to be seen." + +"Oh, Wallace," she cried again. "How can you be so pessimistic and calm +and calculating and all that? Why, I should be off my head with joy." + +"I am," he said tersely. "Maud, don't tell any one, but I feel like a +Wright aëroplane." + +"I won't breathe it," she promised gaily, "but please don't add to the +fame I'm sure you're going to get from that play, by flying over the +housetops to rehearsals. Oh, here is tea, muffins, bread and butter, +cake. Anything else you'll have?" + +He sank back contentedly. "Nothing but to insist that you tell that 1820 +butler of yours that you're not at home to any one else. It's too +deliciously cosy to be spoiled by women simpering and rustling and men +lounging and clattering in. Just the firelight--it's a little early for +fire, but this evening is quite chilly--and the tea-kettle singing in +that nice homey way, and even a big Persian cat on the hearthrug. It's +'ome and 'eaven. And what a contrast to last night! Better a dinner of +herbs like this, where love is, than the stalled ox of yestere'en." + +A faint blush seemed to tinge Maud's cheek, but it may have been, after +all, but the flickering firelight. + +"Last night wasn't awfully pleasant, was it?" she said with a little +sigh. + +"Pleasant! It was deadly. Poor Maud!" helping himself to more bread and +butter. "How hard you worked!" + +"How silly you are!" she cried indignantly. "Perfectly absurd the way +you all acted. Horrid-minded creatures, bored and trying to make a +situation out of nothing. Eugene Gresham and Dita have known each other +for years. There is even some kind of a southern relationship between +them, quite near, I believe." + +"La, la!" said Wallace, again helping himself generously this time to +cake, "your loyalty is beautiful, but don't let it drive you to take a +stand you may have to abandon." + +"Wallace!" she turned from him indignantly and the firelight showed that +her eyes were full of tears. + +"I mean it just the same." He placed his tea-cup on the table and bent +toward her. "Look here, Maud, your friend, Mrs. Hepworth, is a very +pretty woman, but she isn't a very bright one." + +"That is just where you are mistaken," she returned. "She is extremely +clever but you don't seem to understand how much training and +environment have to do with those things. Take a woman as pretty as +Dita, a woman who has been beautiful and admired from her babyhood--she +has always been the center of attraction, she has never had to observe +people closely, to study their moods and characteristics, never has had +to try to please." There was a depth of mournful experience in Maud's +tone. "Therefore she seems to carry things with a high hand, seems to +lack subtlety and finesse and deference to the opinions of others. +Therefore, you, seeing this, immediately put it down to lack of brains. +It is a stupidity unworthy of you, at least it is a snap-shot judgment, +a lack of that careful, sympathetic study and analysis of character +which I should fancy would be necessary to you as a playwright." + +He sat for a moment or two, with hands loosely clasped between his +knees, gazing into the bed of glowing coals. This attitude and silence +on his part continued for some minutes. "There!" he turned around so +suddenly that she jumped, "I've given due and careful consideration to +all you have to say and I will repeat my original statement. Mrs. +Hepworth is a very pretty woman, but she isn't a very bright one, not +bright enough to be ordinarily discreet." + +Her shoulders twitched petulantly. "Wallace! The blot on your character +is that you are a bit of a gossip, yes you are, and you mingle with a +lot of idle people who have nothing better to do than to spend time that +might be put to valuable uses in making mountains out of mole hills. +Truly, it's an idiotic mental employment that is not worthy of you." + +"Maud, you rouse me to argument; you do, really. I am not talking about +Mrs. Hepworth's very manifestly displayed interest in Gresham last +night. That might be attributed to half a dozen different causes. She +might have had a row with her husband or dressmaker, or have been so +bored by the happy family group gathered about her that she was ready +for anything. Any one could see that she was rather out-of-sorts, +excited and reckless and all that. I am not even thinking of last night, +and I will immediately withdraw any aspersions I may seem to have cast +on Mrs. Hepworth's brain power, if you will tell me why she gave Eugene +Gresham that old trinket, amulet, talisman or whatever it is?" + +Maud began to laugh, quite naturally at first, and then she stopped +suddenly. She remembered the scene of the night before, the empty space +in the tray. She remembered Cresswell Hepworth's surprise, and Dita's +sullenness. + +"But you heard Dita last night say that it was broken and that it was +being mended," she protested, but some way her protestations sounded +flat and unconvincing in her own ears. + +"Yes, and you remember that she glanced quickly at Eugene Gresham before +she answered. You also remember that Hepworth, in the innocence of his +heart, explained that the old legend or tradition which had been +connected with the charm for centuries had been that it could neither be +bought nor sold, but that it could only be given away, given away with +the heart's love of the possessor, and in that case it would prove a +blessing to both him who gave and him who took." + +Martin stooped and lifted the Persian cat upon his knees. "Well, my dear +Maud, the end of that story is that Gresham has the amulet." + +"If that is true," she flashed back, "he took it to be mended for her." + +"The circumstances do not seem to point that way," he said mildly. +"Really, Maud, it's the deuce of a mix-up, and I'm simply trying to +prepare you for the worst. You know those English people, the Nasmyths, +in draggled tweeds and velveteens; the mother wears an India shawl, and +the daughter a hat which looks as if it were made of carpet. Well, they +were at the Hewstons' to luncheon to-day and they had just come from +Eugene Gresham's studio where they had been pottering about the best +part of the morning, although Alice Wilstead said their boots and their +faces looked as if they had been chasing over plowed fields. Well, they +were yelping about Gresham like all other women, and raving about the +beautiful things he had, and Mrs. Nasmyth told how she got to poking +about on a table and found your friend's amulet; and she, of course, +made an awful scream about it, and Gresham, who, she naďvely remarked, +didn't seem any too pleased at her discovery, explained that it was a +good-luck charm, of very ancient workmanship, which had been given to +him by a dear friend, and then he gently and firmly locked it up before +her eyes in a little cabinet." + +"Horrid creature!" murmured Maud. + +"Who?" said Wallace eagerly. "You can't possibly mean Gresham, do you, +Maud? What!" his tones expressed a wondering delight as she mutely but +emphatically nodded her head. "To hear a woman speak thus of that hero +of romance! Never has such a grateful sound saluted my ears. Never! +Maud, I am really afraid I am going to hug you." + +"You are going to do nothing of the kind." She could not help laughing, +although she was seriously worried. + +"Well, we'll waive it for the present," he conceded, again sinking +languidly back in his chair, "but that isn't the worst. I told you that +it was the deuce of a mix-up, and so it is. To continue now on page +eight hundred and ninety-nine, the Nasmyths babbled all this out at +luncheon, and old Hewston got perfectly apoplectic. He swelled up and +became purple and emitted the most dreadful snorts and whiffles, and +grunts and groans, until finally just as his wife and Alice Wilstead +thought he was going to fall down in a fit, he got up and puffed away +from the table, and Alice and Mrs. Hewston rushed after him, leaving the +poor Nasmyths to take care of themselves. And not one thing could those +two women do with him. You know what an obstinate, pig-headed, +meddlesome old thing he is--and his head was set on jumping into his car +and off to tell Hepworth as quickly as possible and, my dear Maud, that +is what he did. Alice Wilstead said that she and Mrs. Hewston hung on to +his coat-tails up to the very moment he entered the car, begging, +praying, beseeching, imploring. She said he dragged them all the way +across the sidewalk and literally kicked himself free from them." Martin +threw back his head in a great burst of laughter in which Maud very +feebly joined. + +"I wish I'd been there," she said regretfully. "He'd only have got in +that motor over my dead body; but, Wallace, when did you hear all this?" + +"I met Alice Wilstead limping up the avenue, on her way home, and she +told me about it." + +"I wish--" began Maud, but she was interrupted by a summons to the +telephone. When she returned to the room a few moments later, her face +was graver than ever. + +"I'll have to leave you, Wallace," she said. "You can stay here with the +cat and the fire and the tea-kettle if you want to. Perhaps mother will +come in, but Dita wishes me to come to her at once." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +OUT OF THE GILDED CAGE + + +Prompt as Maud was in responding to Dita's plea for her immediate +presence, Dita was equally prompt in hurling herself upon her friend's +sympathetic bosom. + +Maud had been shown at once to the sitting-room of Mrs. Hepworth's +personal suite of apartments, and there Dita sat in the dim and +depressing gloaming of the unlighted chamber, a figure of dejection. + +She had not even removed her hat, but sat brooding in the twilight until +Maud's entrance roused her and she flung herself across the room and +into the latter's arms with the impetuous rush of a cyclone. + +Dita was temperamentally far more given to anger than to tears, but the +strain of the last two days had culminated now in a burst of wild +weeping, and Maud found it necessary to soothe and calm her before she +could venture to inquire into the immediate cause of her friend's very +poignant and unfeigned distress; so she applied herself to the task of +consolation with only vague conjectures as to the cause for grief. + +She was able, however, from Dita's almost incoherent statements, to +patch together a fairly accurate idea of what had occurred. + +"Just read this letter," Dita thrust the sheets into Maud's hand. "Oh, +you can not, not in this light. Wait a moment," she touched a button and +the room was flooded with a rose-colored radiance. Maud stepped nearer +one of the lamps and gave her most earnest attention to the words +Cresswell Hepworth had written. His utterance through the medium of the +pen, was brief, self-controlled, restrained and to the point. And as +Maud read his well-considered words, something like a feeling of despair +swept over her. + +"He has gone, actually gone," cried Dita, as Maud handed the letter back +to her without comment. "Gone," she repeated the words as if the fact in +itself were quite unbelievable. She crushed the letter in her hand and +threw it on the floor. "He will be gone months, looking after his mines +and railroads and I'm to stay here. He never even said good-by to me, +and this," she touched the crumpled ball of paper contemptuously with +her foot, "gives me very plainly to understand that it is a virtual +separation. Oh," she jerked the pins out of her hat and sent that plumey +velvet head-covering spinning across the room, then turned to her calm +and sympathetic friend with a real fear and a real appeal in her eyes. +"What am I going to do? For a few months it will be all right, and then +people will begin to talk like everything. And you know how it will +appear. Every one will say that Cresswell discovered that I was having +an affair with some one, Eugene, of course, and that he, Cresswell, and +I had a row and that he refused to live with me longer, but that he +nevertheless was so chivalrous that he turned over this house and the +country places to me. Oh, dear, why did I have to have a sirocco?" + +"Heaven knows," said Maud. "Let it be a lesson to you. Never have +another one. There, there, dear, I didn't mean any reproaches or I +told-you-sos. So stop howling or you'll mar your beauty permanently. +Oh, now, don't lift your head and glare at me indignantly and say you +hope you will, that it's never been anything but a curse to you. I've +been too plain all my life to listen with patience to anything of the +kind. Now, let me think." She sat with finger on lip deeply considering, +while Dita still punctured the silence with loud occasional sobs. + +"You will have to travel," she said decisively. "Yup will have to travel +until people begin to talk and then you will have to keep on traveling +until they stop talking. But oh, Dita, can't you try and patch it up?" + +Her words gave fresh impetus to Perdita's gradually decreasing sobs. +"You do not know him," she wept, "and to tell the truth, neither do I; +but I have enough of an understanding of him to know that he always +considers a step very thoroughly before he takes it, looks well into the +chasm before he leaps, and it's no use trying to get him to change his +mind when he has decided what course he means to pursue. Anyway, I do +not wish it. I want to be free, but not this way. Oh, was ever a woman +placed in such a position as I? I believe Cresswell would forgive +anything but the sin of not knowing one's own mind and I had to confess +to him last night that I wasn't sure of mine or of my heart either. He +has a contempt for me, of course, and," rising restlessly and moving +about, "I can't and won't accept his contempt, and I can't and won't +continue to live on his money and potter about his old houses. I feel as +if I would rather die." + +"But, dearest," cried Maud bewildered. "What else is there for you to +do? What else can you do?" + +"Nothing apparently," she said. Her dark gown fell about her in the long +lines of perfect grace. As she stood there, beautiful as the tragic +muse, her great eyes transfixed Maud with her scorn, but the scorn was +not for her friend, but for herself. "What can I do? I am about the most +useless creature on all this green earth. I sit and cry at a situation +which tortures my pride, instead of coming to a decision. I made a +beggardly pittance trying to earn my own living, and I won't go back to +that kind of life, a disgusting, sordid, scrimpy life, which stifled +every generous impulse or spontaneous action. I will not go back, I will +not give up all the things I love and have become accustomed to. I was +born to this. I love it, and will have it, but not on these terms. + +"I haven't been utterly futile here, as I was in those other +circumstances. I have made Cresswell Hepworth's upholstery, stiff +houses, 'decorated and furnished by the most expensive and artistic +firms,' look really livable and lovely. Truly, haven't I? Great artists +have raved over them. Oh, I'm not afraid of velvets and tapestries and +embroideries. I have no burgeois reverence for them. Color was always +like clay to me. I always long to take it and mold it into new +combinations. Why, I couldn't keep my hands off a rainbow if I got a +chance at it, even the angels couldn't shoo me away." She was in one of +her swift, mercurial changes of mood, her mouth dimpling, her eyes +sparkling. "I'm not afraid of all the splendor of color or of all the +gorgeously rich materials that God or man ever devised. I ache to take +them and combine them and melt them together and contrast them. I'll +dare any combination to get an effect I want, an effect that haunts me, +and is like music in my consciousness. Isn't it strange that I can do +anything I like with great heavy draperies? I wave my hand at them and +they fall into just the lines I want. I can get all kinds of effects in +a room, but give me a little palette with little gobs of paint on it, +and little, little brushes and I can't do even a decent lamp mat. That +is one reason Eugene and I have always understood each other so well. +He, too, knows the call of color. Oh, stop looking that way, as if I +were going straight to shipwreck just because I mention Eugene. The +important thing to consider now is what I am going to do." + +"I've told you once," said Maud, with settled conviction; "travel." + +"On Cresswell's money?" bitterly. "Well, I suppose you think it's either +that or huddling into some black hole and attempting to earn my living +again--a phrase that's the synonym for me of a cheap and nasty +experience, but there must be some way out. No, I am utterly wasted, +futile, ineffective. I do not believe, I solemnly do not believe, that I +have one single, solitary gift in this world except being pretty." + +"Look at me!" said Maud with a rather whimsical, cynical little smile. +"I think that I'm the living proof of one of your especial gifts. Why, +Dita, my dear, I'm a creation of yours. I'm considered one of the most +stunning women in town and about the best dressed and," Maud's really +soft and attractive smile transfixed her face, "I've won, I am really +beginning to dare to believe it, the interest and I hope the affection +of the only man I ever cared for and who never gave me a glance when I +was just 'that plain Maud Carmine, who is musical, you know.' Oh, I mean +Wallace, of course," blushing. "I haven't got over the wonder of it yet, +I assure you. I'm still mentally pinching myself and saying, 'If this be +I.' Think of it, Dita! I know the treasures of the socially humble, if +any one does. I always had position, but that amounts to very little in +these days, unless one has other things to back it up. It has been +gradually losing importance, pushed to the wall by money, the ability to +entertain, personal charm and good clothes, an air, a flare, a wit; +until now the poor, solemn, superannuated thing, so long unduly revered, +is really trotted back into the corner. Yes, I had position, but not +recognition. The back seats for me, so I rubbed along on my music and +conversation as best I could, poor fool! And then you came, and waved +your magic wand over me, took me in hand, and the world began to +appraise me at your valuation." + +"That was nothing," said Dita carelessly. "I just have the knack of +seeing people as they ought to be. I could do what I did for you with +anybody, if they would only let me. You were nice and plastic and put +yourself entirely in my hands." + +"Plastic!" echoed Maud. "You mean hopeless! But turn about is fair play. +Take the advice I offer you, and travel. If you say the word we'll start +for Japan to-morrow. And you needn't touch a penny of your husband's +money either, my child. I have enough for both of us." + +"Maud, you're a darling." Dita smiled in warm appreciation. "But--" + +"But, Dita," Maud's voice held both fear and appeal, "if you do stay +here, you will not, you must not see Eugene Gresham." + +Dita smiled at her again, inscrutably. "An idea has come to me," she +said, quite irrelevantly, "a dazzling idea. I really believe that it is +the solution of the whole matter." + +She considered this dazzling idea, her eyes growing brighter every +moment. + +"Oh, Maud, Maud!" she cried, clasping her hands, "what an inspiration! +I'm going on my own again. Yes, I am. Don't look so horrified. I know +I've grouched and fussed a lot over my past efforts in that direction, +but you see I tried to do things in a small way, cotillion favors and +such, and it didn't suit me. It wasn't my _métier_, not my way. I loathe +detail. I can do things on a big scale or not at all. You know that. And +my present idea means the big scale. When I first came to New York I +regarded it as the great adventure, but then I didn't know how to go +about anything. I was as ignorant as a baby of everything--everything. +The tremendous professional skill required, my own ineptitude, the utter +inadequacy of my poor, amateur accomplishments, my entire ignorance of +business methods, all frightened, dazed, stupefied me, but now, now, I +just believe I'll have another try." + +"Oh, what _have_ you got in your head now?" cried Maud in frightened +resignation. + +"You see it's like this," Dita ignored the question and continued to +follow her own train of thought. "New York demands one of two things of +the stranger who comes knocking at her gates, either training or a new +idea. She can take care of any trained person, but if she has to conduct +the educational process, she does it with a club. Now I'm going back to +her with my new idea. Oh, I was crushed a bit ago, but now I am really +enjoying myself as I have not done since the first dazzle of marrying +Cresswell and seeing his money turn itself so easily into the beautiful +things I had longed for all my life. But I've been getting tireder and +tireder of being the twittering canary in the gilded cage. Cresswell +opened the door last night and now I'm going to fly put, but in a +totally different direction from the one he expects me to take." She +laughed delightedly. "Oh, do you think New York will listen to my new +idea?" + +"She'll listen to Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth," said Maud dryly. "It won't +make much difference about the idea, whether it's new or old." She +thought of a conversation Hepworth's friends had held at the wedding +breakfast and sighed reminiscently. "I'm afraid you're making Cress +rather a background." + +"Why not?" said Dita cheerfully and defiantly. "Serves him right, going +away in the fashion he did and putting me in such a position. 'Moses an' +Aaron,' as my old mammy used to say, you needn't try to dissuade me. +You'll be as crazy about the idea as I am when I unfold it to you. The +twittering canary is going to hop out of the gilded cage, and build her +own nest. It's the great adventure. It is to live. Won't Cresswell open +those sleepy eyes of his when he sees this move of mine on the +chessboard? I'm done with failure, this venture of ours is a success +before it's begun." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +A DOLL OR A BOX OF CANDY + + +Perdita, being one of those ardent, mercurial creatures who run with +winged feet to meet every event in life, whether it be joyous or +disastrous, had encountered her bad quarter of an hour the morning after +the dinner party. + +Hepworth's, however, was postponed for a later and more lingering +occasion. We euphemistically limit these seasons of judgment to quarters +of an hour in speaking of them, but they are quite independent of time, +and may continue through days. + +Perdita had a temperamental advantage. Hers were those swift changes of +mood so disconcerting to the devils of ennui and depression; but her +husband's period of reaction lasted, with but little mitigation, all the +way across the continent. + +A most lusty and persistent demon of doubt and self-accusation boarded +his car within a few hours after the train left the station, invaded his +luxurious solitude and, indifferent to a chilling reception, there +remained. To Hepworth, the demon's most searing insinuation was that, +instead of a masterly retreat in good order, this departure of his for +the other side of the continent was a virtual renunciation of all that +he cared most to win and to hold. Fool and coward, the demon whispered, +to quit the game just at the moment when his presence was an imperative +necessity. But, although the demon was eloquent--it is an attribute of +demons--and his suggestions were like red-hot pincers, it never entered +Hepworth's head to turn back. On the contrary, it was characteristic +that having decided on a certain course, he was not to be swayed by the +demon's most subtle and ingenious arguments. He was merely rendered +supremely uncomfortable by them. + +He had offered Perdita her freedom and he meant it without any +reservations. She should decide on her own course, follow her own +leadings according to the limits of her own folly or discretion, but +free she should be, and free even from any shadowy influence that his +mere presence might exert. Quixotic, scrupulously so: but then that was +Hepworth's way. + +The demon laughed at this obstinately maintained, unalterable decision. +What chance, it sardonically suggested, had any mere average man against +a rival like Eugene Gresham? Women love glamour. Perdita especially +adored it blindly. Most women, certainly Perdita, would rather follow +the alluring, brilliant gleam of the will-o'-the-wisp, any time, than +the smoky but dependable light of the useful household lantern. + +These gloomy reflections served to goad and stab like so many tormenting +banderillos, but Hepworth's resolution to absent himself for a time, and +thus insure Perdita a free hand, remained unalterable, in fact it +hardened, became like iron. + +The journey over, his spirits improved; the demon was far less +persistent and only occasionally showed himself. There were a number of +business matters of varying importance requiring his attention, and +these very fully occupied his mind. He had made his headquarters for a +time at Santa Barbara. + +Then, suddenly, his busy, if rather monotonous and routine existence +became diversified by a series of peculiar events which, in his most +wildly imaginative moments, he would never have conjectured. + +One afternoon, as he sat before an open window in the villa he had +taken, looking out over a wonderful garden, all fragrance and color, at +the blue channel, the mountains, the distant islands gleaming fairy-like +through their golden haze, the name of Mr. James Fleming was brought to +him and served very effectually to rouse him from his spiritless +daydreaming, on whose confines hovered the demon. + +Hepworth sat up, care vanished from his brow, the depressed droop of his +mouth changed to a smile. "Fleming! Jim Fleming!" he exclaimed. "Show +him in at once," to the waiting servant. + +Mr. Fleming wasted no time in appearing and Hepworth pushed back his +chair and rose, meeting him with a hearty hand-clasp and one of his most +brilliant smiles. + +This was the effect the arrival of Fleming invariably produced. One +might have thought from the way men greeted him that he was some great +public benefactor. Quite the opposite. Hepworth, and no doubt many +others, had, through him, lost thousands of dollars, but this did not in +the least affect their pleasure in his society nor tarnish their +confidence in his good intentions. + +Fleming was about Hepworth's age, rather tall and rather stout. He had a +broad, clean-shaven face, and the mouth of an orator, large, mobile, +stretching across his face in a straight line and turning up sharply at +the corners. His eyes, which were blue-gray, had a most ingratiating and +irresistible expression of camaraderie. + +During the course of his life many unkind names had been applied to +Fleming, but by women, mark you, never by men. There were quantities of +good wives and mothers who regarded him very much as the devil is +supposed to regard holy water. Had they not reason? At the very mention +of his name they had seen a certain wild, primitive gleam light the eyes +of even their most staid and house-broken men, and at the sound of his +voice the most tractable and responsible husbands would seem to hear +again the pipes of Pan, and forgetful of duty, daily bread and family +obligations would follow eagerly whither those wild notes led. + +Beyond question Fleming possessed that magnetic quality which opens all +doors. He was at home in any society and where he was laughter flowed as +wine. He had neither profession nor settled business, but always +referred to himself as a "prospector--a prospector of the old school." + +The first gay greetings over, Mr. Fleming established himself in a +comfortable chair, and said without preamble, but with his usual +devil-may-care nonchalance, "I've come to ask a favor of you, Cress, a +mighty big favor." + +Hepworth mechanically stretched his hand out toward his check book. + +"Oh, it's not money I want this time," said Fleming easily. "It's no +favor to me to lend me money. That's always spent on others. Anyway, +I've got more than I can handle for once. You see, it's this way. I've +got to go over to Idaho. I've just got wind of a big thing there, a big +thing. Two boys I know want me to go over and look at it and I'm off +to-day. Biggest thing that's been struck in years, they tell me. Both +of them stone broke. Didn't have enough money to pay railway fare. Stole +rides, practically no food for a week. If there's anything in it, I may +be good enough to allow you to finance it." + +"Let me see," said Hepworth reflectively, "according to the invariable +law of ratio, I'm about due to win on some of these ventures of yours +I've so obligingly financed." + +Mr. Fleming solemnly and sadly shook his head. "Set a beggar on +horseback and sooner or later he'll show his rags. The born millionaire! +You show all the degenerate earmarks." He pointed the finger of scorn at +Hepworth. "Even if I hadn't come along you would still have been a +millionaire, climbed to it on some one else's shoulders. Entirely +forgotten the old days, haven't you? Why who," explosively, "laid the +foundation of your soul-deadening fortune? Me. Myself. Well, that's what +a man has to expect in this world. But seriously, Cress, I do want you +to do something for me." + +"Don't frighten me in this way then," said Hepworth. "If it isn't money, +I'm getting apprehensive. You're in some scrape and I've got to take +off my coat and work like a nigger to get you out." + +"Honest to God, no," said Mr. Fleming fervently. "It's just this. You +see my little girl is here to spend her vacation with me--jumped across +three states and got here day before yesterday, and under the +circumstances it's kind of rough on her for me to go skating off this +way leaving her all alone in a barracks of a hotel and in this place +where she don't know a soul. Sure's I'm sitting here, Cress, I did my +best not to listen to the boys," Fleming spoke earnestly. He always had +the virtue of believing profoundly in himself. "It didn't seem fair to +her, you know. But, oh Lord! What's the use? You know how it is when a +new property swims into my ken. I get the fever so's I can't eat and I +can't sleep, and it's 'my heart in the Highlands' so's I'm like to die +unless I'm up and away to that little old new mine that's just been +found, seeing what's to her, anyway. And you may believe it or not," in +solemn asseveration, "but all the time I'm holding back and trying not +to go. I've got the cramp in my feet so that I can't hobble, but the +moment I yield, and take to the path again, it's gone. That's a fact. +Now," the musical note of persuasion was strong in Mr. Fleming's voice, +"now all I'm asking of you, Cress, is to look in on my little girl now +and then and see that she has everything she wants. She's got a sort of +vinegar-faced Sue with her that she calls her maid, so she's not +entirely alone; but I want to be easy in my mind about her, to know that +she's got some one to fall back on if anything unpleasant comes up. + +"She's pretty cute, you know. About on to everything that's going. Can +take the best kind of care of herself. Has had to, poor kid. Her mother +died, and you know, Cress, she might just as well have had a grasshopper +for a father as me. Although I've tried, she'd tell you herself, I've +tried, that is, as far as the limitations of my artistic temperament +would permit. But when I feel the _wanderlust_ and the _weltschmerz_ and +all that in my blood and hear the siren voices of new properties +calling, why, the fireside fetters have got to fall, the white, clinging +arms have got to unloosen their grip. That's all there is to it. You +know in books how the father of a motherless daughter is always father +and mother and brothers and sisters and grandmother, uncles and aunts to +her? Well, I haven't been all those to Fuschia. I wouldn't have known +how and she wouldn't have stood for it. She's got no particular use for +fireside fetters, herself. Oh," optimistically, "I guess she'll be all +right here. I'm leaving her all the money she can spend. But I just want +you to keep an eye on her. Kind of see that the wheels are running all +right and that she's amused and don't mope. You'll like her, you know. +It's a funny thing, but everybody's just crazy and always has been about +that kid." + +Hepworth was not proof against the appeal in his old friend's eyes, +neither was he capable of shattering Fleming's simple faith that he, +Hepworth, a jaded and middle-aged person, would find Fleming's daughter +a delightful and interesting charge. + +Fleming's mind still ran on his child. "She's about the only thing in +petticoats that has any real confidence in me," he said, with pride. +"It's only been once or twice in my career that I've seen a look of real +friendship in a woman's eyes. The first sight of me brings that wary, +on-guard gleam way back in their blue or brown windows of the soul. You +can't fool a woman. They've got those intuitions, you know, and they +know instinctively that I'm a born missionary to the henpecked, that +it's my mission in life to bring a little cheer into the lives of those +poor shut-ins, the married men; scatter a little sunshine on their path. + +"By the way," as if struck by a sudden thought, "you've married since I +last saw you. Some slip of a girl, I'll be bound. That's what the +middle-aged millionaire's sure to do. Well, hold on to your money, +Cress. Don't trust to your own fascinations. And you keep an eye on my +little Fuschia, won't you?" + +Manfully concealing his apprehensions, Hepworth promised to do all that +lay in his power to be a father to Fleming's daughter and had the +consolation of seeing his old friend depart most jauntily and evidently +with a weight off his mind. + +But when the door had finally closed on him Hepworth let his +perfunctorily smiling face relax. But it did not remain merely grave and +preoccupied, for as he continued to gaze fixedly, but unseeingly, at a +large paper weight before him, his eyes narrowed and his brow contracted +in a frown. + +He had neither the heart, time nor inclination to spend his leisure +moments amusing such an utterly spoiled, untrained, undisciplined child +as he was sure Fleming's daughter must be. Allowed to choose her own +path from babyhood, wilful, headstrong--oh, well, what was the use of +anticipating? He'd promised to look after her, and disagreeable duty as +it was sure to be, he had to see it through, and that was all there was +about it. + +He decided to look her up the next afternoon. Take her a doll or a box +of candy. Perhaps, though, she was too old for a doll. How old was she, +anyway? He had forgotten to ask Jim. Probably about twelve or fifteen +years. Yes, certainly, the box of candy was safer. That was always +acceptable and agreeable to any of the seven ages of women. + +He sighed again, and then, as if seeking distraction, he picked up the +New York newspaper he was about to open when Fleming's card had been +brought to him. He surveyed it languidly, his eye roving with +indifference up and down the columns. Suddenly his attention was vividly +arrested. + +His whole gaze, even further, his whole heart hung on a paragraph +stating that Eugene Gresham had just sailed on the _Mauritania_. It was +known among Mr. Gresham's friends that he had recently received a +commission to paint the portrait of a princess of the royal house of +Austria and that upon completing this he would go to England to finish a +portrait, already begun, on a previous occasion, of the beautiful Lady +Heppelwynd. Mr. Gresham, when seen on board ship a moment before +sailing, would neither confirm nor deny these rumors. + +The frown disappeared from Hepworth's face. What commendable discretion! +Whether the credit were due Dita or Gresham mattered little. It was the +admirable restraint, this delicate and unexpected regard for +appearances, which Hepworth applauded. To do him justice, that was his +first thought, the sober second one was profound relief that the +fascinating will-o'-the-wisp was as far away from the impulsive and +curious Dita as was the smoky lantern. He put the paper down and rose to +his feet. Fleming's little girl should have a box of candy that was a +box of candy. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +FUSCHIA FLEMING + + +Procrastination was a thief that had never succeeded in wresting much +time from Hepworth. He was one of those rare and exemplary natures who +never put off until to-morrow what they can do to-day. Never did he +stand shivering on the edge of his cold bath, but plunged in immediately +without pause for consideration. Obnoxious virtues these--prejudicial to +any popularity among his fellow-beings, therefore it speaks volumes for +him that he was able to overlive them. + +This all goes to show that although the duty of keeping an eye on +Fleming's daughter became more repugnant to him the longer it remained +in contemplation, he yet lost no time in looking her up, as he expressed +it to himself. Neither did he waver in his promise to himself fitly to +celebrate Eugene Gresham's departure for other shores, but kept his vow +by selecting the most gaudily decorated and wastefully beribboned box of +sweets he could secure, and armed with it, as a hostage to impertinent +childhood, took himself to the big hotel where Miss Fuschia Fleming was +stopping. + +He sent up his name to her and was very shortly informed that Miss +Fleming was in the garden and would be delighted to have him join her +there. + +Hepworth curled his lip. What grown-up airs! Naturally, she had lost no +time in turning up her hair and having her gowns lengthened since her +father's departure, and he, Hepworth, would have to play up to this +phase of missishness. + +He was dazzled for the moment by the bright sunshine, the brilliant +flowers, and mechanically followed the page, threading his way through +various groups of people. Before a table among the roses sat a young +woman reading. The page stopped; Hepworth stopped; the young woman cast +aside her book and rose. + +[Illustration: Before a table sat a young woman reading.] + +"How do you do, Mr. Hepworth?" She stretched out her hand with a boyish +gesture, smiling into his eyes, and the sunshine grew dim. "Won't you +sit down? I've just ordered some tea. If you don't drink it, won't you +tell the man to bring you something else when he comes? Father said--" + +"But father is surely not Fleming, Jim Fleming," he said, firmly +determined to get this absurd mistake straightened out at once. + +"But father just is," she asserted as firmly. "And since you asked for +Miss Fleming, I am she, Fuschia Fleming. That is my ridiculous name." + +But Hepworth had so far lost his mental equilibrium that he could not +immediately recover himself. + +"Fuschia Fleming is a little girl," he insisted, although this time not +half so positively, "and great Heavens," with one of his quick smiles, +"I've brought you a box of candy and just barely escaped buying you a +doll." + +"I wish you had," she said. "I love dolls, especially the kind that you +would bring me." There was undeniably something heady about Fuschia +Fleming's glance. "And as for sweets, they're grateful and comforting to +any age. You'd better give me that box at once, and I'll give you a +practical demonstration of my appreciation." + +Fuschia had the curliest mouth. There is no other way to describe it. It +was all in ripples, not small, but looking smaller than it really was +because it turned up quite sharply at the corners, like her father's. +And the lashes that lay on her pale, smooth cheeks were the curliest and +longest Hepworth had ever seen. Her eyes were blue, blue as the sea, and +very cool and gay and inclusive. Without being sharp or speculative or +inquisitive, they yet took in all the details of whatever they rested +upon. + +But Hepworth was a keen observer, and he noticed at once that although +her pale face was for the most part alive with laughter, there was yet a +certain worn look about it, as if she had been recently over-taxed and +fatigued. There were faint but undeniable lines about the mouth and eyes +that time had never etched there; and that blythe assured bearing, her +detached, yet ready manner, were not suggestive of the ease of confident +youth. They bespoke training. + +Hepworth's eyes, their droop rather more pronounced than usual, were +fastened on an adjacent palm, as if he demanded from it the answer to +this riddle. Getting no response there, he turned his speculating eye +on a tree of magnificent crimson roses as if hoping for some +enlightenment from that quarter. + +"Why do you not tell me all about it?" urged Fuschia gently. "What's the +use of trying to puzzle me out unaided? Father has evidently told you a +lot of conflicting things. I really can throw more light on the subject +than any one else." + +Her voice was beautiful, soft and full and creamy, with all exquisite +modulations and inflections, and its music cleared Hepworth's befogged +brain. He released the palm and the rose tree from the third degree to +which he had been subjecting them, and leaned back in his chair as if he +relaxed his mind as well as his body, smiling back at her, as confident +now, and as assured as herself. + +"I don't have to," he said. "I know. It's just come to me. You see your +father didn't happen to mention that you are studying for the stage." + +"Studying for the stage!" she cried, as if to refute him, considered, +and then nodded emphatically. "Of course I am, and expect to be until I +die; but hardly in the sense you mean. My field of study at the present +time includes a good deal of practical experience. I've been on the +stage now for three years, ever since I left school." + +"On the stage!" he exclaimed. "But my dear child, under what name?" + +"My own," she answered. "Oh, do not look so puzzled. It is the most +unlikely thing in the world that you should ever have heard of me. I'm +far from a star, just one of the humble members of first this and then +that western stock company. You see, my idea was to get my training and +experience before I burst upon New York. But New York is beginning to +seem too iridescent a dream ever to be realized." + +There was a fall in her voice, a touch of wistfulness, which Hepworth +found rather touching because its pathos was both uncalculated and +unconscious. + +"Why?" he asked in surprise. This note of resignation in her tones, of +acceptance of a disappointing, inevitable circumstance, struck him as +singularly out of character and aroused his curiosity. + +"It's been the same thing several times in succession now," said +Fuschia, a touch of superstitious gravity in her expression. "Just as +father is preparing to stake me, and I'm getting a company together to +take New York by storm as Rosalind, why, father loses his last dime on a +dead-sure thing. There's a law about it. The biggest winning proposition +in years, always comes along just as I am ready to cross the Alps and +storm Italy. Uncanny, isn't it?" + +"What nonsense!" Hepworth clipped off the end of a cigar as if it were +Fleming's head. "Do not let yourself be affected by such an absurdity. +The only law, and I admit it's a strong and binding one, is Jim's +selfishness and irresponsibility. Now my dear child," Hepworth was +beginning to fancy himself enormously in the rôle of paternal adviser, +"you make him give you as much as possible." + +"I do," she interrupted softly. + +"And you lay it all aside, very securely, never touching a penny of +it--" + +"What about my clothes?" another interruption. + +"Never touching a penny of it," went on Hepworth firmly, ignoring these +asides on her part, "until you have saved enough to finance yourself. +Isn't that reasonable?" + +"Ye-s," admitted Fuschia. "It is a very reasonable and sensible +suggestion, Mr. Hepworth, that is," thoughtfully, "if you leave out +father and me. But just get it into your head that at the moment I'd +save a nice little heap, father would be hit with an overwhelming +impulse to back the wrong horse, and, here's something awfully queer +psychologically, Mr. Hepworth, I'd know as sure as I'm Fuschia Fleming +that it was the wrong horse, and yet, I'd get inoculated with the mental +virus before I'd know it, and beg him to let me in on it. And you know +that father is incapable of staking half or even two thirds of his +little all against any proposition he believes in. The only thing that +can satisfy him and make his blood tingle is to stake the whole. No +limit but the blue canopy of heaven. Limits do fret father." + +Mr. Hepworth slightly lifted his shoulders. Then he dropped another lump +of sugar into a cup of hot tea she had given him. + +"I wish to seem neither irrelevant nor impertinent," he said at last, +"but can you act?" + +Miss Fuschia Fleming threw up her white chin and laughter bubbled +unquenchable from her throat, not vain-glorious mirth, as if the fact of +her superlative achievement mocked his crude question, but the +unrestrained laughter of genuine amusement. + +"The idea of asking an actress such a question," she said at last, +touching each eye lightly and deftly with a delicate handkerchief. "You +may thank your lucky stars that I don't nearly drown you with +picturesque and highly colored tales of my triumphs and then hurl the +full scrap-book at you. My, but you are a rash man! To ask a +professional if she can act!" Again her full-throated laughter rang out +delightfully and so heartily that it shook the petals from the cluster +of pale golden roses she wore on her breast. + +"But look here, seriously now," her laughter died quickly away, her face +assumed a gravity he had not dreamed her mobile features could express, +her gaze fastened upon him with a sort of hungry, passionate eagerness. + +"That was a horrible question of yours," she shivered, as if the breeze +blowing over the gardens from the Elysian sea chilled her. "One should +know intuitively, instinctively whether an actress can act or not. Good +Lord!" she brought her hand down on the table. "If you don't feel it, +know it, beyond all argument, why it isn't there, that's all. + +"Unless I set you dreaming, unless I suggest in this or that varying +pose or expression, the whole world of women, I'm not a born actress. +Training, study can make a good mechanical nightingale of me, a clever +imitation of the real thing. That's all. But unless I have the chameleon +quality of reflecting my part, the unerring understanding of any type of +woman I may be called upon to represent, how can I be an actress? What +does it profit me to give the public a carefully studied, intellectual +representation of Portia or Nora, or Juliet or Candida, wide apart as +the poles as they may be? I must not only apprehend them, I must be them +in every fibre of my being, in every cell of my brain, in every beat of +my heart, or I'm nothing. Unless I can convince you that Camille and I +are one in emotion and view of life, and then obliterate that +impression when I speak to you as Rosalind, why I'm not an actress, not +the kind I care to be, anyway." + +"By Jove, my dear," cried Hepworth, "you need have no doubts on that +score." He had not felt the thrill of such genuine enthusiasm for many a +long day. + +He forgot the delicate and uncertain state of his marital affairs, +forgot the censorious world, his ennui and doubt and regret. + +"I have a conviction," he said, "that Jim is going to win a lot on this +new proposition of his. If he doesn't, it's all the same anyway. Why +should you waste your youth and your genius in twentieth rate stock +companies?" + +In spite of these cheering words, her head continued to droop. Her face +had grown paler, and sad were the eyes she lifted to his. + +"But you asked me if I could act. You weren't sure. You didn't see me as +Camille or Rosalind. You just saw Fuschia Fleming all the time." + +"Of course I did." His smile was most comfortingly reassuring. "But I +saw Fuschia Fleming as Juliet and Portia and all the others. I merely +asked you if you could act to see what you would say. No, no, my dear, +your future is written so plainly that he who runs may read. No more +one-night stands in dreary little towns, Miss Fuschia Fleming, but long +engagements, crowded houses, enormous box-office receipts, wildly +enthusiastic audiences. Can't you hear and see them? New York, London, +Paris for you!" + +"Oh-h!" Fuschia was herself again. She exhaled rapture in an ecstatic +sigh. She rose. It is impossible to sit in moments of such high +exultation. She positively seemed to soar, to tread on clouds. It was +growing late and chill. Almost every one had left the garden, only a few +absorbed groups remained. Fuschia was an actress. Self-expression was a +necessity to her. She rested her hand, a snowflake, gratefully on his +arm, she floated against him, a thistledown, and before he knew it had +lightly, enthusiastically, unconcernedly kissed him on the cheek. + +"You dear," she cried, "I'll repay you by showing you what I can do. To +tread the forest of Arden in New York! Oh-h! But you are not going. No, +no, no!" + +That was what Hepworth, rather overcome by the unconventional and +unexpected expression of her thanks, was preparing to do. He thought it +best, but his decision was not adamantine, far from it. He always prided +himself upon the open mind, and an ability to see all sides of a +question, so when Fuschia suggested that he return later and dine with +her, it struck him as a possible, even admirable solution of his daily +puzzle how to put in the evening and he accepted without more debate, +with an alacrity, in fact, bordering on gratitude. + +He was therefore on time to the minute and Miss Fleming was equally +punctual. + +As they sat through a dinner, not elaborate, but as prolonged as if it +were composed of all the courses on the menu, Hepworth was struck by the +positive quality of Fuschia's beauty. It was not always so, evidently. +She was as changeful as the chameleon she had spoken of. In the garden +that afternoon, in her white serge frock, she had at first impressed him +as a pale, rather attractive looking young woman whose charm was +greater than her prettiness; but viewed in the rose-colored lights, and +across the pink blossoms on their small table, she was a very wonderful +creature. She was, in truth, wild with joy and her expression of it was +delightful. Her eyes were blue as the sea when the sun is one vast +sparkle over it, her mouth, made for laughter, grew curlier every +moment. Her white evening gown was a dream. + +In addition to her admirable outward appearance, Miss Fuschia Fleming +was a comédienne of unsurpassed gifts. She was also witty, well-read and +sweet-natured, and when she chose to exert herself she could make sixty +minutes seem sixty seconds by any one's watch, even that of the grimmest +old curmudgeon, and Hepworth certainly was not the grimmest old +curmudgeon. He was only a very lonely and sad-hearted man whose days had +been hanging heavily on his hands. + +"Good old Jim," he soliloquized as he took his way homeward that +evening. "He believed sufficiently in my friendship to come right to me +when he was in a hole. Made no bones about it. Asked me to keep an eye +on his daughter, sure enough of my affection for him to know I'd do it. +I shouldn't wonder if this Idaho proposition is a good thing if it's +properly financed. Jim's judgment is pretty sound. Well, we'll see, +we'll see." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +SHOCKING THE HEWSTONS + + +As the winter wore on the weather in New York offered daily a more +violent and odious comparison to the blue seas and balmy airs of +California. The cold, sullen skies, dull, damp days and piercing winds +set more than one dreaming of sunshine and summer, and among the many +was Alice Wilstead. + +She was pondering thus, looking about her with surprise, one especially +snowy, dreary winter afternoon as she took her way to Mrs. Hewston's. It +was one of those thoroughly depressing days when nothing could really +raise one's spirits but the inspiring glow of firelight. Mrs. Wilstead +certainly looked as if she needed that and all positively cheering if +not inebriating things as she entered Mrs. Hewston's drawing-room. Her +piquant dark face was meant for smiles and gaiety, all of her features +apparently designed to that end, for the corners of her mouth, the tip +of her nose, the slant of her eyes, all inclined upward. It is a tragedy +when a person of such countenance is in an introspective or melancholy +mood. Sober meditations have an aging and blighting effect on the +features of those born to look out upon the world with an arch and +piquant interest. + +Isabel Hewston roused herself a little reluctantly. She was sitting +alone most comfortably in a delightfully easy chair, she had on a +becoming and loose Paris tea-gown. She had resolutely put behind her the +haunting specter of increasing flesh, had taken an afternoon off from +the persistent and continued battle she had been forced to wage with it, +and now lay, a box of sweets on the table beside her, a new novel in her +hand, enjoying to the full her temporary respite. It is to her credit +that she put aside her book at the most nerve-tingling paragraph without +a sigh. + +"Dear Alice," she exclaimed, lifting herself on one elbow, "you have a +bad-news look all over you, the very rustle of your skirt proclaims it. +What can be the matter?" + +"Give me some tea," said Mrs. Wilstead gloomily, "and let me sit down +and rest." She slowly removed her furs. "My dear Isabel, do you mean to +say you do not know?" + +"Know what?" asked Mrs. Hewston in bewilderment, ringing and +mechanically ordering tea. "How could I possibly know anything after +just getting off the steamer this morning? What has happened? You +haven't been speculating, Alice, and losing all your money?" + +Mrs. Wilstead hastily disclaimed any such unforgivable crime and +inconsolable grief as losing money. "Then really you have not heard," +she exclaimed. "Isabel, I am more worried than I can say. Lemon, please. +It is stupid of you, Isabel, never to get into your head the fact that I +couldn't be guilty of taking cream. To think of such a thing occurring! +I had hoped that with Eugene Gresham out of the way, having the decency +to go to England and France, and the papers full of his spectacular +stunts, that all talk would cease and that when Cresswell Hepworth came +back from that western trip that everything would be all right." + +"What are you talking about?" asked Isabel Hewston with the calmness of +despair. "If it isn't too much trouble, would you mind making a few +explanations? Just one might suffice." + +"It is that absurd, undisciplined Perdita Hepworth. She has had her head +completely turned by the success of Maud Carmine and now she and Maud +have gone into business together." + +"Into business?" Mrs. Hewston made a tremendous clatter among the +tea-cups. "Business! What can you mean? Cresswell has not failed?" + +"Good heavens, no! But that is the reason he has been so long in the +West. At least that is what every one says. Dita and Maud informed him +of this scheme, and he, of course, expressed his opinion of the whole +matter, refused to countenance it; but he couldn't do anything with such +a headstrong creature as Dita, and so he simply cleared out; went West +and has stayed there, while those two girls have gone stubbornly on and +carried out their plans." + +"Business!" Isabel still rolled her eyes in dazed speculation. "But what +kind of business? What could they possibly do? Lamp-shades, menu-cards? +I'm sure I've always heard that Perdita didn't make such a brilliant +success when she tried that sort of thing before!" + +"Menu-cards! Lamp-shades!" Alice laughed scornfully. "That's mere paper +dolls to this venture. This is a business of their own invention, +although Dita does take orders for house decoration also; but the main +purpose is dressing the wealthy, telling the plain little daughters of +the rich what to wear." + +"For pity's sake!" gasped Isabel. "What sort of place is it, beauty +parlors or dressmaking?" + +"Oh, dear me, neither! Nothing so commonplace. They have taken a house +just on the Avenue (they say it is a dream within), and you have to +write for an appointment, and then if they will consider you at all they +write back and set a time, and you go exactly as if you were calling, +you know, and you are received by either Maud or Dita or both. Then you +come again whenever they tell you, and all the time Dita is studying you +just as a portrait painter would. Finally, when she feels that she has +you thoroughly in mind, and is quite decided about the way you shall be +clothed, she has designs made for you of hats and gowns, little water +colors, you know, and sends you to her dressmaker. She also has your +maid come and dress your hair before her, according to her directions. +And it costs you!" Alice Wilstead pursed her mouth and lifted her brows, +"It costs you! Oh, like the dickens!" + +"Who is that?" said Mrs. Hewston turning. + +"Only me," Wallace Martin replied modestly and ungrammatically, +entering, as usual, unannounced, a privileged friend of the family, and +greeting the two women with his usual barking cheerfulness. + +"I just walked up home with that pretty little Lolita Withers, and, as +you were only a block or two farther, I came on here." + +The two women gazed at each other with a long, wondering stare. "Lolita +Withers!" they exclaimed simultaneously. "Pretty!" Nothing could have +been more eloquent than their tones. + +"My dear Wallace," said Mrs. Hewston, finding her voice, "is this some +new joke? Are you quite sane?" + +"He means it for a joke," said Mrs. Wilstead, who had been peering at +him curiously. "He is going in for eccentricity, or else the success of +his play has gone to his head." + +"Not a bit of it," replied Martin with unmoved smiles. "Lolita Withers +is at present an obviously pretty girl. Any one would so consider her." + +"Obviously pretty." Mrs. Wilstead had found her tongue by this time, and +acrid and scoffing it proved. "That skinny, ineffective little Lolita +Withers! Dull-eyed, anćmic, with stooping shoulders and wispy light +hair." + +"She looks like a dream of spring," said Wallace, helping himself +lavishly to tea and cakes. "A sort of an evanescent beauty. Truly, yes," +he affirmed, "she's been to Maud Carmine and Perdita Hepworth." He gave +a great burst of laughter. + +"If they can make any one believe that Lolita Withers is pretty," said +Mrs. Hewston dazedly, "they are indeed benefactors of the race." + +"Perdita Hepworth is a genius, a wizard. I always said so." Alice +announced this with a sort of triumphant conviction. "She could make +Aaron's rod blossom like the rose." + +"But where did they get the money?" Mrs. Hewston's mind turned always to +practical things. "If Dita really quarreled with Cress, would he--?" + +"Maud's money." Martin spoke with the assurance of one possessing +authoritative knowledge. "Cresswell Hepworth! Oh, no, he went off in a +terrible huff because the girls laid their plans before him and told him +what they were going to do. At least," he amended, "that is the idea I +got from the little that Maud has occasionally told me. Yes, it's Maud's +money; but they'll lose nothing, plucky girls! Double and treble it, +more likely. They've already had an overwhelming success." + +"I'm going to them," cried Isabel Hewston excitedly. "If they are so +wonderful they ought to be able to make me look slender without my +having to go to all the bother of being really slender." + +"You'll have to stand in line then; that old Mrs. Peter Huff is jumping +for joy and calling down blessings on their heads because they've +literally transformed her three ugly daughters. Maud said they were +splendid material, and Dita did wonders with them. The old lady hopes to +get them married off now." + +"Alice! When can we go to them?" Mrs. Hewston's voice was trembling with +excitement. + +"I can't go now." There was a distinct fall of disappointment in Alice +Wilstead's voice. "The truth is, I'm going to California with the +Warrens the first of next week. Why, what is that?" + +There was a sound of some one wheezing, puffing, muttering without the +door, and then the curtain was violently jerked aside and Mr. Hewston +entered. His hair stood up white and ruffled about his head, his face +was of a much livelier crimson than usual, and he was puffing out his +lips as if blowing fire and smoke from his mouth. In one hand he was +tightly clasping a newspaper. + +"Willoughby! My dear!" his wife rose in consternation. "What is it, what +has happened?" + +For answer Mr. Hewston spread open the paper and struck it with his +hand. "Read that," he cried tragically, "read that! My poor friend, +driven from his home by the vagaries of a mad, irresponsible girl, his +life ruined by the foolish, frivolous creature he married! Turned from +his home, he was driven to this." + +Wallace had seized the paper, and the two women hung over his shoulder +to scan the sheet before them. + +What met their eyes were huge, black head-lines above and below the +pictures of Cresswell Hepworth and a very pretty woman. + +The head-lines announced that the two had been in an accident in Mr. +Hepworth's motor-car at Santa Barbara. Both were thrown out, but neither +sustained any serious injuries. The article went on to say that Mr. +Hepworth had, during his stay in the West, evinced great interest in the +career of this beautiful and gifted young woman, an actress of +reputation in her part of the world, but unknown in the East. It was +understood, however, that she was to play a New York engagement during +the coming spring, making her first bow to a metropolitan audience as +Rosalind in a superb stage presentation of _As You Like It_. There was +no question of the beauty of the mounting of this famous comedy, nor the +strength of the company with which the young star would be surrounded, +as the capital behind her was practically unlimited. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +PUBLICITY + + +When the beautiful, young wife of a multi-millionaire takes advantage of +her husband's absence on a prolonged and unavoidable business trip to +embark upon a rather bizarre and eccentric venture of her own, it is to +be expected the situation will be hugely discussed, especially in its +three-fold phases--the lady first, the exact relations existing between +husband and wife next, and third, the business itself. + +Perhaps in this case the business should be put first, above the lady, +and above any sentimental interest in marital misunderstandings, for +Perdita's skill in "bedecking and bedraping" was well known among her +sisters, whose ideals in bedecking were those of Paris, and who had no +Greek longings to be "noble and nude and antique." And had they not for +the past two years enviously regarded Maud Carmine--who had been as a +walking _mannequin_ among them, the living, breathing advertisement of +Perdita's abilities. + +Therefore from the very first business bade fair to engulf the new firm +and sweep the two partners off their feet, and if the list of those who +daily assembled in "Hepworth and Carmine's" reception-rooms were to be +published, it would look like a social registry or a page from _Who's +Who_; that is, a page with all of the masculine names carefully culled. + +There were elderly ladies and young girls, and ladies in all the waning +stages between the two. The elderly and waning ones all hoped before +Mrs. Hepworth got through with them to look like the young girls, and +the young girls, with all the enthusiasm of youth, hoped to look like +Perdita Hepworth. + +There arrived then, one morning, at this palace of hope, Mrs. Willoughby +Hewston, who, as she stepped from her motor, glanced nervously right and +left and ascended the steps of the house Perdita and Maud had taken +just off the Avenue with an agility of which her best friends would not +have considered her capable. This nervousness, this hurry was due to the +fact that only the day before she had mentioned her intention to her +husband, with the result that she was thunderously ordered not to go +near the place, under penalty of his worse than censure. He gave her to +understand that this would be something too terrible for her imagination +even to apprehend. Consequently, Mrs. Hewston wasted no time in getting +to Hepworth and Carmine's as early as possible the next morning. She +would have been less than woman had she not done so. + +The reception-room was spacious, sunny and restful, depending for its +effect upon beautiful woods and long, unbroken lines; for color, there +was the hint of ivory and tea-green, ineffably serene, and there Mrs. +Hewston awaited Dita, her agitation subsiding somewhat under the calm +influence of the place. + +But when Dita appeared it returned in full force. "Oh, my dear," she +exclaimed, "what a charming spot this is! How original! How daring of +you and Maud! Oh, my dear, if Willoughby knew I was here!" She raised +her hands with a gesture full of meaning. "You know that he is in such a +state anyway over those newspaper articles." + +"What newspaper articles?" asked Perdita. "Do you mean those that have +appeared about all this?" she waved her hand comprehensively about her. + +"Haven't you seen them?" Mrs. Hewston looked frightened. "Oh, my dear +child, how very stupid of me. Why, why did I mention them? I supposed, +of course, that you knew. But if you do not, please do not ask me +anything more, for I never, never will be the bearer of bad news." + +Dita stared at her in puzzled amazement for a moment and then she took +her firmly by the shoulders. "Look here, Mrs. Hewston, you are +frightening me dreadfully. I haven't an idea what you are talking about. +Now you must tell me, indeed you must. Do you not see the state of mind +in which you leave me unless you do?" + +"Oh, my dear," Mrs. Hewston shook her handkerchief out of her bag, +evidently preparing for its possible use. "I didn't mean to frighten +you, and you shouldn't allow yourself to be so easily upset. Now, +understand, no one was hurt, but those dreadful papers yesterday were +full of a motor accident which occurred in California." + +"Cresswell's car?" interrupted Dita quickly. "Was he--" She was about to +say "injured," but Mrs. Hewston took the word from her mouth, or rather, +substituted another for it. + +"Alone? No, dear," shaking her head a little as at the regrettable, but +to be expected frailties of men. "He was not alone. He was driving the +car, it seems, with a beautiful young actress by his side. She must be a +very--er--persuasive person, too, because the papers said that she is to +appear here this spring in some superb production or other, and they +strongly insinuated that Cress' money is behind the whole thing. But you +see, that, as I said, there's nothing in it all, nothing really to worry +over." + +"I see," said Dita, but slowly and without enthusiasm. + +"And now, my dear," Mrs. Hewston had suddenly grown quite brisk, "let's +forget all this and talk of something that is more interesting to you, +because it's in your line. Perdita," in her most wheedling and cooing +tones, "I want you to make me lovely." + +"You are lovely, Mrs. Hewston." + +"Oh, in a middle-aged, broad, pink kind of way, but I want you to make +me look slender and lissome and girlish without all this awful dieting +and exercise and these dreadfully tight corsets that make one feel as if +one were nothing more nor less than blanc-mange in a tin mold. And you +know you do come out of them with your flesh all fluted, just like the +blanc-mange when it's set." + +"You shall be quite lissome, I promise you that," said Dita consolingly, +if rather absently. "Come to me again early next week and I shall have +some designs for you to consider, beautiful, long folds and all that. +But I can't perform miracles, you know, and you'll have to diet a little +and exercise; yes, and wear the boned corset; you don't want to look +like a--" + +"Do not say it!" cried Mrs. Hewston nervously. "I am sure you are going +to say either 'whale' or 'tub,' and I can't stand it. That's what those +awful corsettičres always say when I protest the least bit against +their tortures. + +"And Perdita, one thing more--my chin. I always say the chin is the +greatest give-away a woman's got. She can get around anything else, but, +no matter what she does, that chin sticks out like a cliff and reveals +every year she's lived. Of course, you may try to draw off attention +with a diamond dog collar or jeweled black velvets, but at the best +they're only poor, miserable makeshifts; and one must wear evening dress +no matter whether one has rolls of flesh or a gridiron of bones. If you +don't, people either think you come from the woods or have something +worse than bones or superfluous flesh to conceal. Just look at +Willoughby!" Mrs. Hewston's emotions overcame her here and she dabbed +her eyes carefully with her handkerchief. "He is fat as a pig. He +shuffles and hobbles about with the gout. He eats anything he pleases, +and never thinks of cultivating a pleasant expression. Yet if I should +die, he could marry again without difficulty. Oh, it's a hard world for +us women! But really, I must go, dear. Just look out and see if you see +Willoughby by chance, either up or down the street." + +As soon as she was assured of safety and had departed, Perdita, who, +fortunately for herself and her customers, had no other appointments for +the morning, sent for the papers of the day before and carefully +considered the incident of Mr. Hepworth, Miss Fuschia Fleming and the +motor-car as set forth in the various journals. + +"And so," said Perdita to herself with glooming eyes, when she had +finished an exhausting perusal, "he is going to back this deserving +young adventuress, who has, no doubt, played upon his sympathies, in a +great spectacular presentation this spring, and in New York. Well, there +will be something else spectacular. I will make this venture of ours a +stupendous success now or I will know the reason why. Where on earth is +Maud? She is never about when I really need her." + +She frowned a moment over Maud's delinquency and then happened to +remember that Miss Carmine had expressed an intention of being present +at a rehearsal of one of Wallace Martin's plays. Dita then decided on +the moment to drive to the theater and consult with her partner at once +on the new and spectacular policy of their house which she was mentally +outlining. + +But first, before starting, she thoughtfully selected some of a number +of photographs of herself and also of Maud. "I suppose I shall have a +dreadful time persuading her," she reflected as she drove through the +streets. "She has bred in the bone those old-fashioned ideals of New +York when it lived in Bleecker and Houston Streets." + +But curiously enough, while events of one character had led Perdita +strongly to consider the adoption of a certain line of action, +circumstances of a widely differing nature had impelled Maud practically +to the same conclusion. Which only goes to show how clever a weaver is +Fate and how wonderfully she contrasts and combines all her various +threads. + +For two or three hours Maud had been sitting in a dimly-lighted, empty +playhouse, watching the rather dreary and disillusionizing progress of +Martin's latest play. + +It was an odd thing, she mournfully reflected, that Wallace never got +himself, his own, bubbling, merry, joyous self, full of quirks and +quips, into his plays. They would seem to have been written by a +secondary personality, for they were all, without exception, intensely +serious and depressing, dealing with problems of the most complex and +dun-colored character. + +Maud was extremely practical. She never dreamed of buoying up her +spirits with any ambrosial reflections that this latest offering was "a +distinct contribution to the more serious drama." Neither did she +attempt to convince herself that there were enough high-browed folk in +the town to keep the play on for, peradventure, three nights. No, she +simply, and with her usual common sense, reserved judgment until the +third act, and then after a moment of wonder that Wallace had found a +firm of managers willing to undertake the production, with all the +expense entailed, when they had just one chance in a million to win (in +her opinion, at least), she turned to more practical issues. + +"Dita and I," she remarked mentally, "have got to make a stupendous +success if I want to marry Wallace, which I do, and he is going to +continue to write plays, which he is. But I'll have a frightful time +persuading Dita to run her business along the lines of twentieth century +advertising. She has all sorts of ante-bellum ideas about stately +procedure and measured methods, derived, of course, from those +generations of lazy southern aristocrats." + +While she mused, amid the terrific racket of moving things about the +stage in preparation for the fourth act, she felt a light touch upon her +shoulder, and looked up to see Perdita, pale but determined, standing +beside her. + +"I'll just slip into this seat beside you," said Mrs. Hepworth, suiting +the action to the word. "I want to talk to you a few minutes. Now, +Maudie, I know that you will not like it, but we've been doing +awfully well lately, and I think it would be a good idea to put what +we've made in advertisement. Of course, there's a lot we can get without +paying for it. The Sunday newspapers will print pages about us, +especially--especially if we let them have some of our most stunning +pictures and allow those interviews where the artists sit and make +sketches of you." + +Maud looked at her business partner as one who, bidden to rub a magic +ring on his finger and wish, sees his wish come true. Here was Perdita +approaching her tactfully, and timidly entreating her to do the very +thing that was in her mind to accomplish. She could not grasp it, but +sat staring at her companion in an amazement so profound that it bereft +her of speech. + +Perdita misinterpreted the silence. "I've got to make a red-and-yellow +success," she exclaimed with emotion. "I've--I've just got to be in the +newspapers. Don't take it in this cold, reproving way." + +"My dear Perdita," Maud spoke with crisp distinctness. "I'm not! It's +your attitude of mind, not your sentiments, that surprises me. The +latter are my own. You," she continued virtuously, "are probably +actuated by your vanity; I, by my heart. Look at that!" she waved one +hand toward the stage, "or rather don't look at it. Now let us come to +an understanding. You know that I have always loved Wallace. You know +that he has lately loved me. You also know what it costs me a year to +be one of the best-dressed women in New York and maintain my newly +acquired reputation for good looks; consequently the business has to +make handsome returns. We live in the twentieth century under artificial +conditions, and it's no use pretending it's Arcadia and the simple life. +It's not. We're hothouse blossoms, Perdita, products of this great +forcing bed, New York, and we might just as well adapt ourselves to +conservatory conditions. Wallace wouldn't look at me if I were a hardy +annual. He didn't when I was what God and nature made me. But Wallace +suits me, child though he is, in many ways, and I can do a great deal +with him. I may even," but Maud's tone had lost its high confidence and +was a trifle dubious now, "I may even make a playwright of him." + +"Why, here he is now with--with Eugene Gresham," interrupted Perdita. +This was but the second time Perdita had seen Eugene since his return a +few days before. + +Out from the wings stepped the two men and then clambered over the +footlights and the orchestra space, and hastened down the aisle to join +Mrs. Hepworth and Miss Carmine, who had now a number of large +photographs spread over their knees, intently studying them. + +"Good morning," Wallace shook hands exuberantly with both women. "Went +splendidly, didn't it? We're going to have the first act over again." + +"Very impressive, very," said Gresham, who looked in the best of health +and spirits. + +Maud cast one withering look at him, but it glanced lightly off, turned +aside by his smile. He saw it, however, and as quickly as possible got +into a seat on the other side of Perdita. + +"Have you seen the papers?" he asked happily. "Blessings on Miss Fuschia +Fleming. I shall do my humble best to keep the ball rolling. As soon as +she appears in New York, I'm going to put in a request to do her +portrait. Something bizarre, weird and splotchily thrilling, you know. +Quite violent. That will keep a crowd around it from dawn to dark as +soon as it's exhibited. It doesn't make the least difference whether she +has any ability or not. She may be, and probably is, the most awkward, +scrawny and nasal of western actresses; what of it? With Hepworth for +her angel and Gresham for her painter, her vogue is secure. And Perdita, +Rosita, your freedom is that much nearer." + +"Eugene," Perdita's eyes flashed, "I think it extremely bad taste, even +vulgar, of you to talk in that vein." + +And Eugene hastened to retrieve his blunder, and soon Perdita, who was +never long impervious to his spell, was smiling once more. + +Miss Carmine, however, was of sterner stuff. She did not wince, although +she saw that there was no remedy for Wallace's malady but the knife, and +he, unwittingly, wasted no time in precipitating his destiny. + +"What are you doing with all those photographs of yourself and Mrs. +Hepworth?" he asked. + +"We are going to give them to some reporters, who are getting up stories +for the Sunday papers." + +"Maud!" Martin spoke in the deep, pained tones of his leading man. +"Maud, I have said nothing. In fact I admired and approved when you and +Mrs. Hepworth went into this business venture. But such methods for you, +for her! Do you not feel that you owe something to yourselves, and that +she at least owes something to Hepworth? Oh, of what are you thinking?" + +"Money," said Maud succinctly. "Something you evidently are not thinking +of." She glanced toward the stage. + +"I hope not," he answered stiffly. "Art--" + +"Art, art! Don't prate about art." Maud did not intend to spare the +knife. "Art must be an individual expression and your play is simply +hash seasoned with reminiscences. Oh, dear, dear Wallace, you can write +a good play. I know you can, when you will write as Wallace Martin, and +not after Sudermann, Ibsen, Hauptmann, Shaw. Look at this act. Wallace, +tell me, is there no other way of picturing the gay, irresponsible life +than by a costume ball in an artist's studio? Must the _vie de Bohčme_ +always be thus presented? Then why does the lover in a problem play +usually have to be a Russian prince in Moujik costume? And the heroine's +midnight visit to his apartments! Couldn't you, wouldn't they allow you, +to write just one play without it? And need the lady, after her past has +been discovered and fully discussed, always go out into the tempest in +search of her better self, and slam the door behind her?" + +"Maud! Maud! You--you are pulling down the pillars of the temple," +gasped Martin. "It's blasphemous! Every one says the play is good. You +can not judge from a rehearsal. Let us change the subject," with +dignity. "Since you have not hesitated to criticize me, I feel that I am +justified in again urging you not to go into these gaudy advertising +methods. Willoughby Hewston seems to feel that Cresswell was terribly +chagrined at his wife's going into business. And truly, you should urge +her to show some consideration for him." + +"A fig for Willoughby Hewston." Maud fumbled in her bag and drew forth +an envelope. "Here is a letter I got from Cresswell yesterday. He +congratulates me on the enterprise we have shown, and says that he is +delighted that Dita's interests have found so congenial and healthful a +channel in which to flow." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +A WIDOW'S SMILE + + +One morning, a California morning, all sea-breezes and flower-scents and +golden sunshine, Mr. Hepworth read, as he ate his breakfast, a letter +from Willoughby Hewston. The letter, in itself, was a long one, and it +also contained a bulky enclosure. This enclosure was the full page of a +sensational New York newspaper. This exhibited enormous, black +head-lines, screaming innuendo of the most blasting character. In the +center of the page were pictures of Hepworth and a dark, heavy-browed +young woman, with large eyes and strongly-marked Hebraic features. The +page was further embellished by pen sketches surrounding these +photographic reproductions, sketches of a startling and romantic nature, +a wrecked automobile, a picturesque young woman in very high heels and a +very long coat, fainting into the arms of a tall, rather elderly man, +presumably Hepworth. + +Hepworth had scowled and reddened at the first sight of this dreadful +page, and his expression did not improve as he continued his perusal of +it. Finally, however, his face cleared. He folded it neatly together and +placed it carefully in his pocket-book. Not a pleasant incident, but +closed. No use in crying over spilled milk. This newspaper account of an +adventure had occurred nearly nine days ago and therefore any wonder it +may have excited was practically over. He turned again to Hewston's +letter and re-read it with mixed expressions in which amusement +predominated. + +When Hewston set out to be profoundly serious, Hepworth always found him +intensely funny. Finishing his friend's admonitory epistle, Hepworth +next picked up one addressed to him in a smart feminine hand, Alice +Wilstead's. He ran his eye over several pages, and then paused at a +paragraph which he read over two or three times, his rather worried look +changing the while to one of profound dismay, for Mrs. Wilstead not only +stated that she was carrying out a long-cherished intention of visiting +California with her friends, the Warrens, but, what was more, she was +staying not upon the order of her coming, but coming at once. + +She digressed at this point to express her pleasure at the thought of +seeing him so soon again. He bestowed upon these protestations of +friendship one bare, ungrateful glance and rustled over the various +sheets of her letter, hoping to gain, if possible, some more definite +information; and there it was before his incredulous and resentful eyes. + +She was, she explained, writing this "hasty note" (it was eight pages) +within an hour of leaving. She expected to arrive in Santa Barbara on +the Thursday afternoon train. Why, Great Heavens! He clattered his +coffee-cup impatiently in the saucer. This was Thursday morning and he +had made all arrangements to spend a rather diversified day, including +golf and a luncheon at Monticito with Fuschia and her father, a little +fęte in honor of Jim's triumphant return, with "the earth, by George, +the earth and nothing less in my vest pocket." + +"And Alice," Hepworth clattered his cup again, he knew her of old. She +was quite as inquisitive as her delicately-pointed tip-tilted nose +indicated, and if he wasn't on hand to greet her, she would make life a +burden to him until she discovered why. + +Hepworth, however, was used to coping with difficult situations. He took +what odds fortune offered him and coldly, nonchalantly played to win. He +sat for a few moments in deep thought. He had no intention whatever of +giving up his day's pleasuring. The only problem which occupied him was +what to do with Alice. Inspiration followed thought. He rang the bell +and despatched a hasty request that Mr. Hayward Preston come to him at +once. + +Mr. Preston was a favorite with all mothers, especially those with +daughters. They spoke of him in an almost lyric strain. Naturally, one +might expect to find him an egregious ass, and avoided of all men. The +wonder is that he was not. He had an agreeable appearance, admirable +manners, excellent business abilities. His virtues were all a little +obvious and robust, and if one insisted on a flaw, it might be said that +he lacked subtlety. So much the better. Subtlety destroys a healthy +interest in the commonplace and makes of the straight and narrow way a +tame and monotonous pathway too rocky for speed. + +"Preston," said Hepworth with his usual courteous charm when this +younger associate in certain business enterprises appeared, "I wish to +ask you a favor, or, to put it more correctly, I am going to do you a +favor. I have just received a letter from an old friend of mine, Mrs. +Wilstead, saying that she will arrive this afternoon on the three-thirty +train. Unfortunately I have another engagement and can not meet her at +the station, as, under other circumstances, I should very much wish to +do; so," with another cordial smile, "I am hoping that you will be free +to act as my proxy." + +Mr. Preston was not free. He had something else on hand, but this fact +he did not hint by so much as a flicker of an eyelash, relegated it to +the background of his thoughts to be settled later. He was not letting +any opportunities to do "the chief" a favor slip lightly by him. + +"I shall be very glad to meet Mrs. Wilstead, if you can assure me that +she will accept me as your proxy," he said with a frank smile. "Let me +see. The afternoon train. And how shall I know the lady?" + +"I will send my chauffeur with you. He knows her. You are sure, +Preston," solicitously, "that this does not interfere with any of your +plans?" + +"Quite sure," returned Preston with convincing sincerity. + +"Thank you," said Mr. Hepworth devoutly; he made a mental vow to the +effect that Preston should never rue this day. + +Thus, it happened that Alice Wilstead, on stepping from the train at the +conclusion of her trip across the continent, found, instead of her old +friend, a good-looking young man awaiting her, a young man after her own +heart, with that gravity and stability of mien, and the dependable +smile, which, being in strong contrast to her own volatile self, always +impressed her pleasantly. + +Hayward Preston, on his part, gazed at the most attractive woman he had +ever seen, of the type he particularly admired. Tall, graceful, her +vivacious irregular face lighted by the gleam of white teeth and the +sparkle of dark eyes, the air of the great world clinging about her as +lightly as a perfume. + +To her joy, this delightful, wholesome-looking, grave man stopped before +her. "Mrs. Wilstead?" he asked. + +She looked at him and smiled. It was the most effective smile in her +whole arsenal reserved only for very special occasions. + +"Mr. Hepworth was at the last moment detained by certain business +matters which are holding him a prisoner at his office and he asked me +to act as his proxy. This ought to identify me, ought it not?" with a +smile, and he gave her the card upon which Hepworth had written a few +lines. + +She barely glanced at it and then smiled again, the same smile, only a +little diluted. She had seen at once that it was strong wine for +Preston. + +"You must meet Mr. and Mrs. Warren," she turned to the two who were +fussing over their luggage. Warren was a tall, good-looking man and his +wife an amiable, attractive little person. + +Preston left the question open to them whether they wished to go to +their hotel at once or would prefer to drive about, and see something +of this new world, into which they had just stepped, and they decided in +favor of the latter suggestion. + +Through the town they drove, exclaiming over the roses, along the +palm-lined boulevard by the shore and then in a rash moment at Alice's +request, they turned toward the mountains. A rash suggestion and one +that Preston had cause to rue, for presently they passed a carriage +being rapidly driven in another direction and all apparently in the +highest spirits. It was a party of three, two men and a girl, a slender, +tanned, laughing girl, who caught Alice's eye at once. The next glance +revealed the man who sat beside her, and who was leaning toward her +explaining something, to be Cresswell Hepworth. As Alice bent forward, +doubting the evidence of her senses, this girl lifted a bonbon from a +box on her knees and held it out toward Hepworth with a pair of tiny +gilt tongs. He snatched it deftly in one bite, to the accompaniment of +immoderate laughter from his friends, in which he joined. + +Oh, dignity! Oh, austere grief! What crimes are committed in thy name! +In these days one might well paraphrase the famous lines from _The +School for Scandal_ and render them: "When a young girl marries a +middle-aged man, what is she to expect?" The situation was graver than +even Willoughby Hewston could have predicted. In the first surprise +Alice had exclaimed, "Why, that's Cress!" And then to relieve Preston of +embarrassment before the Warrens, an embarrassment which was manifesting +itself in the deep flush which overspread his face, "He probably got +through sooner than he expected," she said in a matter-of-fact tone and +dropped the subject. + +But she thanked fortune that both Mr. and Mrs. Warren were talkative +people given volubly to voice their enthusiasm over the beauty about +them, and thus her rather stunned preoccupation passed unnoticed. + +She had upon her journey, and even before she started, pictured herself +as a sort of missionary, with the not altogether unpleasant task before +her of cheering up poor Cresswell. She knew the strength of his few +affections, his devotion to Perdita and therefore she had some idea of +how deeply this breach between them had affected him. But like most +women, even the experienced ones, she had never realized that the +masculine and feminine attitude toward grief is as wide apart as the +poles. They may both wear rue, but with a difference. Woman seeks a +cloister that she may brood over her sorrow, commune with it, hug it to +her heart in solitude, but man does his best to shake that black, +haunting shape, tries to lose it in a crowd, and willingly sips any kind +of a nepenthes which seems to offer him forgetfulness. + +Alice Wilstead had not expected that Hepworth would make any unmanly +exhibition of his woes, weep on her shoulder or be excitingly dramatic; +she knew him too well. But she had expected to see him a little older, +perhaps; a little grayer, sadder, more quiet, with a hint of melancholy +in his eyes. He might--occasionally she pictured the scene--open his +heart to her now and then in a grave and reticent way and disclose a +strong man's grief; but instead she had seen him sitting up in a very +smartly appointed carriage beside a correspondingly smart young woman +in a white serge gown, who was in the very act of popping an enormous +_marron glacé_ between his willing teeth. + +"Men," said Mrs. Wilstead to herself, with cynical humor, "are all +alike." A nugget of wisdom, by the way, which frequently falls from the +lips of a sex prone to generalize from a personal experience. + +On arriving at the hotel, Mrs. Warren professed herself a bit weary and +retired to her rooms, followed by her dutiful husband, but Alice +Wilstead, afire with repressed curiosity, suggested, with another of +those smiles, full strength now, that Mr. Preston take a cup of tea with +her. She was more tired than she had thought. + +For a few moments, Mrs. Wilstead spent herself in enthusiasm for the +beauty and charm of the place. Such air! Such scenery! Such flowers! +Then she was solicitous about Preston's tea; two lumps of sugar and two +slices of lemon? What mathematical exactness! She took a sip of her own. +Just the right strength and of excellent flavor. What interesting +looking people at the table over there; she believed, no, she was quite +sure that she had seen them, perhaps met them before. Yes, she +remembered the daughter distinctly. It was in Switzerland, a year ago. +She was completely absorbed in the scene before her. "Look at that +absurd man yonder, Mr. Preston." Preston eagerly fell in with her mood, +lulled to a false sense of security. Then without a minute's warning she +opened fire. + +"A charming young woman," she began, "is a much more plausible, less +hackneyed and convincing excuse than a 'pressing business engagement.' +I'm surprised Cresswell did not think of it. But that would be telling +the truth, and you men avoid that as much as possible in dealing with +women, do you not?" + +"You have taught us that you prefer the other thing," he returned with +some spirit, although his soul quaked within him. + +"Who is she?" asked Mrs. Wilstead, without preamble. + +"I don't know," said Mr. Preston miserably. He knew perfectly well that +Mrs. Wilstead was too experienced to believe him, and would scorn his +clumsy subterfuge. This confused him frightfully, but he hadn't the +faintest idea what else to say, so he stumbled on with what he felt was +yokel-like stupidity. "Really, I do not know." + +"No, of course you would not know under the circumstances." Mrs. +Wilstead's tone was sweet and sincere, but beneath the sugar-coating of +innocence he discerned the bitter pill of her complete understanding. +His ears burned and felt the size of an elephant's. He was very unhappy. +He stirred his tea round and round, as if his spoon were an egg-beater. + +"Now that you are here," he said awkwardly, "she will be heard of no +more." + +Although he never knew it, that speech advanced him leagues in Alice +Wilstead's favor. The genuine sincerity of his tone would have warmed +the heart of any woman standing with reluctant feet where the brook of +_passé_ joins the river of middle-age. + +Alice regarded the opals on her fingers (she was born in October) with a +pleased yet humorous smile. + +"Accepting your inference, what chance has an elderly widow against a +young and lovely actress?" + +Preston started. She had played trumps when he was least expecting +them. "Then you know--" he said. + +"That Miss Fuschia Fleming is a star that will shoot madly from her +sphere to brighten the firmament of New York this spring." + +"I supposed, of course, that was her game," he said soberly. But he was +thinking not so much of Fuschia Fleming as of that after revelation +which this delightful woman had made. A widow of charm, of sparkle, of +money. One felt the latter. She unconsciously exhaled it. And best asset +of all, the old and valued friend of Cresswell Hepworth. Preston was no +cold-blooded schemer, neither was he an ardent, impetuous Hotspur. He +merely calculated chances, not only by virtue of temperament but +training, and when this jewel of a chance flashed its dazzling rays, he +instinctively estimated its weight, the accuracy of the cutting and +possible value. + +Therefore Mr. Hayward Preston made such hay in the next few minutes, +that when he left, or rather when Mrs. Wilstead dismissed him, he +received another of that particular brand of smiles and walked home with +his head among the stars. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +FATHER AND DAUGHTER + + +One morning, shortly before she left for New York, Miss Fuschia Fleming +and her father sat in the sitting-room of their suite in the hotel at +Santa Barbara. The sunshine without lay broad and white and dazzling. +Within it seemed to be reflected, although through many tonal shadings +in subdued, but still golden points of emphasis. There were bowls of +yellow roses, there were baskets of oranges and lemons, there was +Fuschia herself in a morning gown as pale as the gold of her hair which +looked paler than ever in contrast to a great tawny, orange-colored +flower, which she had leaned from her window and plucked a short while +before and thrust carelessly above one ear. + +Her chair was completely surrounded by newspapers, colored supplements, +Sunday magazine sections. They billowed about her like waves. Whoever +would reach her must cross a crackling sea. On the opposite side of the +room, her father reclined comfortably in a large easy chair, smoking an +excellent cigar and poring intently over a page of "past performances," +with pencil in hand poised above it. + +"Goodness!" said Fuschia suddenly, "she's a dream!" + +"Who?" asked her father, looking up. + +"Mrs. Hepworth." Fuschia was gazing at a page which presented many +pictures of the same lady. "Put down that dope sheet, papa; it's time +wasted studying it. All your money is needed to back just one favorite, +and copper just one bet, and that's me." + +"In common with my brothers, men, the workers and the shirkers, I am +always ready with advice," obediently laying aside his paper. + +"Save it for the weak brother then. I want to talk to you, to clear out +my own thoughts. Now Mrs. Hepworth--" + +"Cress' wife?" her father interrupted with a show of interest. "What's +the matter there, Fuschia? Why isn't she here?" + +"She's got a mission in life, just like you and me," Fuschia showed her +beautiful even teeth in one of her widest, curliest smiles. "Yours, with +the great motto inscribed upon your banner, 'Home-keeping youths have +ever homely wits,' is to rescue your brother from the deadly thraldom of +the home; mine is to reform the stage; Mrs. Hepworth's is to redeem +women's clothes. She has all kinds of theories about color and design +and she wanted to put them in practice. That nice Mrs. Wilstead says +that she's an odd, capricious, undisciplined creature, but a genius in +her line. Oh, I've learned a lot about her from what Mrs. Wilstead and +all these newspapers have told me, and what Mr. Hepworth hasn't told me. +Papa, dear, I never admired any one in my life as I do that man. I've +tried every way but using a drag-net to get him to tell me the whole +story, but he's stood every test. He'll talk freely on any other +subject." + +"Didn't happen to give you any inside talk about those Arizona +properties, did he?" + +"He did not. You see he married the poor but beautiful girl, and then +she got playing too gaily with Eugene Gresham, the great artist. You've +heard of him surely. It was the triangle, you see. Same old dramatic +motive. Then suddenly, just as every one was standing on their tiptoes +to enjoy the view, why the triangle flew to pieces. The Cresswell +Hepworth part landed out here, the Eugene Gresham part went to Europe, +the Mrs. Hepworth part went into business with a Miss Carmine, and +opened a big establishment in New York, and every one came down on their +heels with a thud, and are still staring at each other wondering what's +doing." + +"If Cress really wants her," remarked Fleming, flicking the ashes from +his cigar, "he surely wouldn't be such a fool as to leave the field. +He'd stay and fight for her." + +"That's man-talk," said Fuschia lightly contemptuous. "A crazy idea you +all have, that you can make women love you. Don't you know how the +leading man always walks about the stage clenching and unclenching his +hands, and muttering, 'By heaven, I'll make her love me; I'll win her +against all the wir-r-rld.' Poor souls, they think they can dazzle us +into loving them; and many feel that if they only talk enough about +themselves, and their great achievements, what they've done and what +they're going to do, that they can't fail to fascinate us; and it often +suits us to let them think so. Awfully funny, isn't it?" + +"I never succeeded in fascinating 'em, no matter what line I took," said +her father with feeling. + +"Women don't care much for you, do they? Well, cheer up, Daddy, dear. +They've never loved me. Once in a while, they're very nice to me, and we +purr and purr and rub noses, but all the time we are watching each other +out of our green eyes, and then one day there's the swift stroke of the +velvet paw and the deep mark of claws." + +"Mighty little purr and velvet for me," Fleming's petticoat +reminiscences were invariably gloomy, "mostly claws." + +Fuschia's unfeeling smile curved nearly up to her eyes. "How is that +Idaho property anyway?" she asked with apparent irrelevance. + +"Fine, my dear, fine. I think Cress may really make something on it +himself, but in any event, he'll have no difficulty in unloading it." + +"I'll need a pile of money for my campaign." She took an orange from +the basket and began tossing it from one hand to the other. "I've +brought a good deal of study to bear on the arrangement of this +checker-board. I always like to get on to the game just as much as +possible. Why have I been traveling about with those miserable little +stock companies putting up with all kinds of hardships? Just to get +experience. Now I'm ready for New York!" She mused a moment, and then +took up the subject with fresh enthusiasm. "It's helped me a lot, all +this newspaper notoriety about myself and Mr. Hepworth. Puts me before +the public as nothing else could. Just look at these pictures!" She +plunged her hand down into the rustling sea, and held out a Sunday +supplement to him. "There's a lovely picture of the auto tumbling over a +cliff and me landing in a tree. Simply great! Now just as soon as I get +to New York, Mrs. Hepworth's got to be a sister to me." + +"How do you know she'll cotton to you?" asked Fleming. + +"What's that got to do with it?" His daughter opened her eyes in +surprise. "I need her, for through her, I mean to have my portrait +painted by Gresham. And his prices! La, la! Sure, you can put your hands +on real money and plenty of it?" + +"Fuschia, my child," her father laid aside his "dope sheet" and bent +impressively toward her, "this new proposition has more in it than even +you can spend, and you know what that means. It's one of those +spectacular properties that make a poet of a man. You can talk it +beautifully, splash on the color, you know, and it writes as well as it +talks. Shows up superbly in a prospectus, photographs like an artist's +dream. Just the thing to capture the eastern imagination. You see, it +matters very little whether the property is intrinsically all right or +not. That is always problematical, and to be left in the hands of +Providence. The great thing is to know what is going to capture the +eastern imagination. That's what you're really dealing with, not the +proposition itself, by Jingo, but the eastern imagination." + +"That's just what I tried to tell that unborn babe of a press agent this +morning," cried Fuschia, nodding her head in emphatic agreement. "I got +him because he was a Mayflower Yankee, just out of Harvard, and yet +he's got no more idea of how to deal with his own people than a new-laid +kitten. He came bounding to me an hour or two ago with a lot of stuff +he'd been working over nights with wet towels around his head and a pot +of black coffee at his elbow. + +"'I think I've struck it,' said he. 'It is both true and new!' Pop, it +was like this. 'Miss Fuschia Fleming can really do things, therefore she +does not waste time talking about them. One of the most competent of +stage managers, she never loses her temper. Admirable self-control a +striking characteristic. Thoroughly systematic and methodical.' + +"Lord, Papa! I felt sorry for the kid. It like to killed me, you know. +Well, I waited a bit till the daze wore off and then I said, 'I'm sorry, +honey, but it won't do. If I'd made good in New York and had 'em all +rooting for me, it would be different, but they're effete Easterners, +boy, used to ruts and routine, and you can't change their breakfast food +on 'em like that. They won't stand for it. Give 'em the same good old +press notices that mother used to make back in 1860. Don't talk about +my "trim neatness." You won't believe it, Daddy, but the poor kid +actually did that! I said, 'Say that my favorite house costume is a +Mexican riding-suit hung with silver dollars, and that, in cold weather, +I always wear a Navajo blanket over my shoulders. Have a sketch of me +rolling a cigarette between the thumb and second finger of one hand and +throwing the lariat with the other. Describe me, when only fifteen, +playing Rosalind in the redwoods of the Yosemite before a wildly +enthusiastic audience of miners and cowboys. Then say that once before, +when appearing before the most brilliant audience ever assembled in a +San Francisco theater, I became so overwrought that I began to shoot +holes through the drop curtain.' Do you think that was all right, Papa?" + +Her father gazed at her with an almost awed admiration. "Honest to God, +Fuschia," he said at last, "I don't know what to think of you. Here I've +spent my life handling those Easterners, singly and in bunches, and here +are you, without either experience or training, on to the game +intuitively. Fuschia, this is a proud day for me. I've never told you, +little girl, but sometimes I've had my doubts about your bringing up. I +tell you after your mother ran away with my best friend and then +divorced me for desertion and shortly died, leaving you, a two-year-old +girl baby to me as a last bequest, it was a black hour. Like one of +those Bible boys--Peter, wasn't it?--I went out and crew bitterly. 'If +she was only a boy!' I said. 'What can Jim Fleming do with a she thing +like this?' Then I took another look at you, in your white dress and +blue shoes, smiling at me with your mouth all over your face, and, true +as I stand here, Fuschia, you were the first thing in skirts that didn't +seem to be looking at me across a great gulf. + +"And then I talked to myself a while. You see, if your mother had come +to me as man to man and said, 'Jim, I'm tired of you and I want to marry +Henry,' I'd have said, hard as it might have hit me, you know that, +Fuschia, 'Kate, I don't blame you, and I'll do what I can to help you.' +But she preferred the feminine route, a note on the pincushion and she +gone with all her jewels and ten thousand I'd given her to buy a +diamond necklace. But as I say, I looked at you in your white dress and +blue shoes and that friendly grin on your little mug, and I said, 'God +knows how it'll work, but this girl thing here ain't going to grow up +thinking that there's fences built all around her and that she's got to +coax and sneak and pretend to get her way. Poor Kate! With great price +she obtained her freedom, but my little Fuschia, here, she's born +free.'" + +"Good old Poppy-doppy!" Fuschia's tone was fondly approving and +something like a tear glimmered in the depths of her turquoise eyes. +"I'm glad you never tried the snaffle bit of parental training and home +influences on me, because I'd sure have kicked myself free, and it +mightn't have been pleasant. But to come back to the present, Mr. +Hepworth is so splendid, that unless his wife is really in love with +this boy-Raphael or whatever he is, I'm going to get into the game and +make home happy for the Hepworths." + +"Cautiously, cautiously, daughter," admonished Fleming, looking a trifle +alarmed. "That's all right on the stage; but in real life when an +outsider tries to join the parted hands of husband and wife, he's +likely to get a cuff on the ear." + +"Oh, men are crude," sighed Fuschia. "You didn't suppose I was going to +do the child at Christmas act, did you? No, what I mean to do, that is, +if it's just her imagination and not really her heart that's captured, +is to take her boy-Raphael away from her." + +Fleming gasped, and, lowering his head slightly, looked at his daughter +from under his eyebrows. "Fuschia," he said, "there are few things that +can feaze me. 'No limitations and no limits' has always been my motto, +but you do, child, you really do take my breath away sometimes. Why, if +report is true, Cress' wife is one of the most beautiful women in the +world." + +"Um-huh," Fuschia yawned indifferently. "What has that got to do with +it? I've usually," she continued thoughtfully, "succeeded in getting +anything I wanted; that is, men. The wildest of them will trot right up +to me, and eat out of my hand." + +"You're your father's own little girl, Fuschia," said Jim with emotion. + +"Yes, and it's a good thing I inherited father's constitution as well as +his spell-binding abilities, considering that I have to be practically +my own press agent, stage manager and all the rest of it; the management +of Fuschia Fleming and Fuschia Fleming herself and then take up the task +of reuniting families besides. But Mr. Hepworth is a good, good man, +Papa, and we're going to make him happy, even if we have to do it on his +money." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +DO YOU LOVE ME? + + +The Warrens and Mrs. Wilstead had remained in Santa Barbara a week, time +enough for Alice to discover that Hepworth was in no apparent need of +the consolatory offices of his old friends, that Fuschia Fleming was a +most entertaining young woman, and that Hayward Preston's attentions +were persistent and his intentions manifest and purposeful. + +During the next month, no matter in what part of the state they were and +in what hotel Alice and her friends registered, Preston was sure to turn +up before the day was over; and to begin at the earliest possible moment +his unending argument. Along palm-shaded boulevards, under avenues of +pepper trees, in orange groves, on lonely mountain trails, in the shadow +of old missions, on surf-pounded beaches, in secluded nooks of great +hotels, everywhere and at all times he told his plain, unvarnished +tale. He had now asked Mrs. Wilstead to marry him in every resort in +California; and had not yet succeeded in winning her consent, and the +day of her departure was drawing near. Within two days she would be +leaving for New York. It was at Pasadena that Mr. Preston made his last +desperate stand. + +He and Alice were strolling about the gardens of the hotel; she had not +wished to get too far away from the sheltering Warrens, and there +Preston was making what he assured her was his last appeal. + +She, however, preferred to view his condition of mind and heart in a +psychological rather than a sentimental way. + +"It is a habit, an obsession," she asseverated, tilting her rose-lined +parasol toward the sun so that charming pink reflections fell upon her +face. "You have lost sight of the object in the zest of pursuit. It is +the game which absorbs you, believe me. The winning would disconcert +you. Yes, it's the game. I am convinced that you have lost sight of the +goal and all that it entails." + +Mr. Preston merely looked at her. "It entails you," he replied simply. + +"It entails a great deal more," her speech was as quick as his was slow. +"You are, you tell me, exactly thirty-three years old. I, Alice +Wilstead," she shut her lips and breathed hard a moment and then +gallantly took the fence, "am just thirty-eight." + +Not by even the flicker of an eyelash did he show either surprise or +dismay. Alice's heart went out to him. She really adored his +impassivity; it was so unlike anything she was capable of. + +"What has that got to do with my loving you and your loving me?" asked +Preston stolidly. + +"Everything," she answered deeply, regarding with drooping eyes and +wistful mouth a great, fragrant rose which she held between her fingers. +"If we could but hold this moment, if neither of us would know further +change, why--" + +"Then you admit that you could care for me, that you do care for me," he +exclaimed with brightening eyes. + +"Let it remain at 'could' and 'might,'" with one of her swift smiles. +"But under any circumstances, I do not wish to marry any one. Look at +my admirable position, rich, free, supposedly attractive, young--a +widow, you know, is always a good five or six years younger than either +a married or an unmarried woman. One is regarded as a young widow until +one is quite an elderly person. Now, really, why should I marry?" + +"There isn't any possible reason," agreed Mr. Preston unhappily, "unless +you love me, and then there is every reason. But are you not tired +walking up and down, up and down these paths? Shall we not sit down on +this seat a few minutes?" + +She acquiesced. It was a glorious morning and the spot was enchanting +with all this fragrant, almost tropical plant life blooming and blowing +about them, and Alice, impelled by the softness and sweetness of the air +and scene, forgot her adamantine resolutions and lifted her eyes to his +in one long and too-revealing glance. + +"Alice, Alice"--there were all manner of tender inflections in his +usually colorless and unemotional tones--"you can not now deny--" + +"Yes, I can," she cried quickly; "I can and I do. Hayward, believe me, +it will never, never do. You are looking at the matter from the man's +viewpoint, I, from the woman's, and, in cases of this kind, the woman's +is the surer, the more safely intuitive." + +"Bosh!" Preston's exclamation was calm, but pregnant. + +"But consider, consider," she besought him. "Look at us, you are the +robust, ruddy, phlegmatic type that will not change in twenty years, and +I am exactly your opposite in every respect and that's the reason you +like me and therein lies the whole tragedy. I'm nervous, mercurial, +emotional, and nothing, nothing brings wrinkles so quickly as vivacity +and expression." + +"But you haven't any wrinkles." + +"Not yet. Care, massage, a good maid and a light heart have kept them at +bay. And, oh! gray hair!" + +"But you haven't any gray hair," he said, with the same patient +obstinacy. + +"Not yet, but when they do begin to come, they come all at once. +Hayward, I do not deny that I could care for you if I would let myself, +but when I realize that for a woman to marry a man younger than herself +makes life one long, hideous effort to keep the same age as her husband; +oh, it is too frightening! Just think! No matter how much one may long +for repose to have to be always up and exercising to keep one's figure; +to have to hold on to one's complexion by always sleeping in stifling +masks and slippery cold cream; to be always watching the roots of one's +hair to see if it doesn't need retouching, and, worst of all, to have to +be gay and vivacious and conceal, heaven knows, what twinges of +rheumatism under a smiling face." + +"You're just talking," said Preston calmly. "Keep on if it amuses you. +It doesn't mean anything at all to me. Not at all." His success in life +was largely due to the fact that he always kept the main object in view +and never permitted himself to be diverted by side issues. "Your +personal appearance ten years from now has nothing to do with the +matter. We may both be dead ten years from now. There is only one +question to be discussed and that is, 'Do you love me?'" + +The petals fell from the red, red rose as Alice twisted it nervously in +her fingers. + +"I think I have given you ample proof of my liking for you," she said at +last, "but the _loving_ is obscured in doubts." + +"Forget them, for my sake," he murmured. "Can't you, won't you, Alice?" + +"If I could only get away from those mental pictures," she confessed. +"They stand between us like a barrier. Just think of arriving at the +point where you want to doze after dinner and dream over some nice, +slow, old book, with your head comfortably nodding now and then. And the +fire flickering and the cat purring on the rug. Lovely, isn't it? And +instead, think of realizing wearily that you've got to spend the evening +at the opera or playing bridge. And that, of course, means turning +yourself at an early hour into the hands of your maid for repairs and +decoration. And then you've got to sit upright the whole evening because +your stays, which are guaranteed to give you the lithe and willowy +figure of youth, will not let you lean back. And you do not dare to +smile, because you will crack the kalsomining on your face; neither may +you move your head, you are so afraid that the curls and puffs and +braids may not be pinned on tight. Oh, it's a dog's life!" she sighed +heavily. + +"And it's not for you," Preston spoke firmly. "There is nothing coltish +about me." Alice laughed, it was so true. "Business is all that very +deeply interests me, and amusements bore me very much. I like the +after-dinner doze and the fire and cat already. You will probably have +more of that kind of thing than you like, if you marry me. Alice, will +you not consider?" + +"Mrs. Wilstead, Mrs. Wilstead," a page's voice rang through the +shrubbery and came nearer and nearer and Alice took from him a thick +letter addressed to her in Isabel Hewston's hand and adorned with a +special delivery stamp. + +"From a dear friend," Alice exclaimed. "Will you excuse me while I look +at it? There may be some matter of importance, you know." + +In Preston's manner there was no hint of his annoyance. He behaved as +well as a man could when interrupted in the most fervent declarations of +affection which the limitations of his nature permitted him. He even +suggested that he withdraw, and rose, hat in hand. Could complaisance, +consideration go further? There were only two days before him, and she +had never been so near yielding before. + +"Oh, no, no," almost possessively, she stretched forth a hand to detain +him. "You have nothing to do but wait, and I shall run through this," +touching the letter, "in a moment." + +Preston sat down beside her again and lighting a cigarette, smoked and +looked out over the brilliant garden before him while she read. + +It was evident, Alice discovered this before she had finished the first +page, that Isabel Hewston was actuated by no deeper motive than pure, +erratic impulse when she placed that special stamp upon the letter. At +least so Alice and Preston probably would have agreed and Isabel +reluctantly would have admitted it. But the Fates who sit in the +background and transmit wireless messages to mortals would have smiled +inscrutably and shaken their heads. If Isabel hadn't stuck that stamp on +for no reason whatever, and if the page hadn't sought Alice through the +breeze-caressed, rose-scented garden and given her the missive at the +exact moment he did--but, as Eugene Gresham would say, "What's the use? +Why conjecture?" What really occurred was this: + +"Dearest Alice," wrote Mrs. Hewston, "how I envy you in that southern +paradise while here the weather merely changes from sleet and snow to +rain and then back again." + +There was a page or two of this and of Willoughby's various ailments and +symptoms, and then a long and glowing account of her visit to Perdita +Hepworth, and a great deal of minute, enthusiastic description of the +gowns that Dita was designing for her. + +This Alice read with interest, but greater interest still did she bestow +upon the statement that there appeared to be a coldness between Wallace +Martin and Maud Carmine, owing, it was said, to the fact that she had +ruthlessly criticized his last play, and prophesied accurately its +speedy failure. + +"It does seem too bad, dear," Isabel wrote next, "that you, away off in +California, should have to come in for your share of the gossip which +seems so sadly rife this season." + +Here Alice clutched the pages and, bending over, bestowed upon them an +almost breathless attention. What could Isabel mean? + +"It is perfectly stupid, of course," the letter ran, "and I would not +think of mentioning it to you except that we have always been frank +about such things, and, anyway, you ought to know. There is a rumor +about that you went to California hoping to catch Cresswell's heart in +the rebound. People now believe that he and Perdita have definitely +separated and that you knew this, and, as some one put it to me, so +vulgarly too, dear, camped down on his trail. They say now that the +incident of the actress was merely to make things easier for Perdita in +gaining her freedom, but that soon after that is granted her, Willoughby +says that, as those coarse men express it, you will lead Cress to the +altar." + +"Darn Willoughby!" Alice breathed hard as she muttered the words between +her clenched teeth, the vivid scarlet of hot anger suffusing her face. +Preston turned quickly to her, throwing away his cigarette, and ceasing +to regard the brilliant garden through meditative, half-closed eyes. +"What is it?" he asked. "Something has worried you." + +"No," she smiled, with an effort, and shrugged the matter lightly off +her shoulders, "some mistake about a very trifling matter. It annoyed me +for a second, that is all." + +For a moment or two neither spoke. Alice was watching the flight of a +butterfly that soared in the air until almost out of sight and then came +back to drift about a group of tall, white yuccas. + +"Hayward, do you still love me as much as you did ten minutes ago?" She +smiled charmingly at him, that very, very especial smile of hers, and +he, with his rather slow perceptions quickened by love, read +capitulation and a real affection in her softened eyes. + +[Illustration: "Hayward, do you love me?"] + +"Alice!" And the depth and fervor of his love will be appreciated when +it is recorded that he, Hayward Preston, the most conventional of men, +deliberately tilted her rose-lined parasol and in the face of the world +and before the very eyes of an advancing couple, kissed her. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +PLAYING THE GAME + + +It was only a day or two after her arrival in New York that Fuschia +Fleming, who had been rehearsing the greater part of the night, opened +her sleepy eyes in the hotel chamber to find her maid bending above her +with a visiting card in one hand and a perplexed expression upon her +face. + +"I hated to waken you, Miss Fuschia," she said, "but when I saw the +name--" + +"What is the name?" Fuschia's voice was drowsily indifferent. + +"Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth." + +"_Mrs._ Cresswell Hepworth!" Both indifference and sleepiness were +things of the past. Miss Fleming sat up in bed with a spring. "She's in +the parlor, isn't she? Here, Martha Mary, hustle about. Get me out my +gold-colored kimono with the silver wistaria on it, and some yellow +stockings and slippers. Tell her I regret having to keep her waiting, +late at rehearsal last night. You know the proper thing. Now, go ahead +and do your prettiest and then dance back here and help me get into +things." + +"Certainly no time wasted," reflected the actress standing before her +mirror, winding her long ash blonde hair round and round her head. "I +dare say it's a case of 'Gur-rl, what have you done with me husband?' +There is only one reply to that. I shall draw myself up haughtily and +say, 'Pardon, Madame, it was you who first carelessly mislaid him, not +I.' Where the deuce are my hair-pins? She'd never come to my apartments +with a cat-o'-nine-tails under her golf cape, or a bottle of acid in her +shopping bag. Sure-ly not. They always choose the foyer of the theater +for such stunts. Oh, Martha Mary," as that person whom Jim Fleming had +once designated as a "vinegar-faced-Sue" returned to the bedchamber. "I +can find nothing. Everything has crawled under the bed or the bureau. +How is the lady dressed for the part? Handsome, dark garments, rich, +dark furs, black veil over face, handkerchief handy?" + +"The lady is wearing rose-colored cloth and chinchilla," replied Martha +Mary literally. + +"Rose color and chinchilla. That is a note out, positively frivolous. +Oh, dear me! I am only half put together. You get more worthless every +day, Martha Mary. Put on all my moonstone rings, for luck. They may save +my life." + +When Fuschia entered her temporary drawing-room, Perdita Hepworth was +standing with her back to her, gazing from the window out upon the bleak +wind-swept streets. March was departing with lion-like roars and buffets +and striving bravely but vainly to obscure his ugly countenance in +clouds of dust. Hearing a slight sound, she turned and saw advancing +down the pleasantly warmed, flower-scented room, a young woman whom she +instantly likened to a pale but radiant ray of spring sunshine. + +This sunshine, yellow kimono, pale yellow hair, a cheek like the heart +of a tea-rose, gold-colored silk stockings and slippers, paused between +a jar of white lilacs and a basket of hyacinths. The lion-like roars +without seemed suddenly all hollow pretense. Spring had come to New +York and involuntarily Perdita smiled in greeting. + +"Miss Fleming, please forgive this unseemly early call; but you see it +is important, this matter I wish to see you about." Perdita thus opened +the conversation. + +"She can chew up the scenery about me husband all she wishes," said +Fuschia to herself, "if she just lets me look at her. Her pictures give +no idea of her. She's red roses and music and emotion. She's poetry and +romance. My Lord!" + +In spite of Perdita's brave attempt, conversation languished. She +appeared to be weighing some matter which lay on her mind. At last she +looked up with a slightly ironical smile. "You will think I have come on +some affair of state, Miss Fleming, the way I am hesitating--" + +Fuschia here made a violent mental protest. "Now don't you begin by +telling me that I broke up your home, because I didn't. You broke it +yourself." + +Mrs. Hepworth made an impatient gesture as if at her own unusual lack of +adequate expression. + +"Do you play cards at all?" she asked, "bridge or--" + +Fuschia could not suppress one stare of surprise. "Play bridge!" she +murmured, wondering what that had to do with the matter. "No, I have no +card sense. Strange, too, for papa has a lot." + +"The reason I asked was this," in rather diffident explanation; "I was +wondering if you could appreciate what it means to make an unexpected +play which takes several tricks--to play trumps in such a way as to make +the other players gasp with surprise, to--" + +"Oh, I know what you mean," said Fuschia comprehendingly, a light +dawning in her puzzled eyes. "You are talking about playing the game. +Why, of course, I understand. That's all there is; that's what I'm on +this dizzy old planet for." + +But although a basis of mutual agreement and understanding was thus +established, Dita seemed still to struggle with an unwonted +embarrassment. + +It was not, however, within Fuschia to prolong a situation of this kind. +She bent forward, her elbows on her knees, her fingers covered with +moonstone rings clasped lightly in front of her, her eyes full of a +thousand twinkles and the upturned corners of her mouth curving almost +to her eyes. + +"Let's get down to cases, Mrs. Hepworth, man to man. Is it a go?" + +Perdita drew a breath of relief and smiled back. She certainly was not +one of the few, the very few, who could resist the twinkles in Fuschia's +eyes. + +"It's a go," she answered; "then man to man, it is this way. You have +made it easy, you see, for me to say the things I wanted to, although I +did not know in what feminine phrases I might have to clothe them. But +you and I are, at present, very much in the public eye. Now every one is +waiting to see what our attitude toward each other will be. It is +assumed openly by the newspapers, as you probably know, that there is a +sort of woman's war on between us. Now, Miss Fleming, I want--" + +"Your husband," supplemented Fuschia mentally. "Well, I haven't got him; +never did have him; don't want him." + +"--to design your stage costumes and to have it so announced," concluded +Perdita. + +Then she saw a remarkable change come over the dainty, thistledown Miss +Fleming. Her mouth became an almost straight line, the gleam in her eyes +was almost uncannily shrewd. She gave Perdita's words a concentrated +consideration for a few moments and then nodded two or three times, +brief, quick, clean-cut little nods. + +"Great!" she said succinctly. Then her mouth curled again, the twinkles, +like splintered diamonds, came back to her eyes. She flew across the +room and threw her arms about Perdita, enveloping her in a momentary and +rose-scented embrace. Her enthusiasm was unrestrained. "The +advertisement is above rubies," she cried. "No wonder you are such a +success." + +"Oh, that is no credit to me," replied Dita carelessly. "I have a sort +of sixth sense about clothes, you know. It is my one gift. I know the +moment I put eyes on any one exactly how she, it is always she, of +course, ought to look. I see colors when I look at people. Women often +say to me, 'Oh, I can not wear this or that color,' when it is just the +one thing they should wear, it is their mental correspondence." + +"And how are you going to dress me?" asked Fuschia with intense +interest. + +"Principally in gold and silver," Dita answered without hesitation. "You +have on the right thing now. Most designers would put you in black, +because you are so very fair. They would try to make you striking by +force of contrast, but not I. You see very few women of your coloring +could stand the dazzle of gold and silver. It would completely eclipse +them; but you are mentally dazzling. Your personality is strong enough +to reduce anything you wear to its proper place. One must take all those +things into account in designing, you know. Now you are quicksilver, +sunlight, glimmer of day on speeding waters, and we must accentuate that +fact; not ignore it and slur it over." + +"It sounds fascinating," said Fuschia. "How sweet of you to do this for +me." + +"For myself, you mean." Perdita rose. "You'll do, my dear. You're new, +you're different. New York will be yours whether you can act or not." + +A flame went over Fuschia's face and seemed to pass as swiftly as it had +come; but instead, it remained, focused in her eyes. + +"I can act," she said briefly, "and, look here, New York may accept me +on the magnificent advertising I've had and will continue to have; or +New York may accept me on the strength of my wonderful gowns designed by +Perdita Hepworth. That's all right, that's as it should be. But I'm +going to make New York forget my press notices, and your gowns and +Fuschia Fleming, and I'm going to make it sit tight and still in its +boxes and orchestra chairs and balcony seats and laugh and cry with the +heroine on the stage who shall be the realest thing on earth to them for +the time. That's the game for me, Mrs. Hepworth. That's all the game I +care a hang about." + + * * * * * + +"Maudie," said Perdita to Miss Carmine, an hour or two later, "I have +just secured a new commission, a big one." + +"What?" asked Maud with interest. + +"Hepworth and Carmine are to design the costumes that Miss Fuschia +Fleming will wear in the repertoire of society dramas in which she will +appear after two weeks of Shakespearean rôles. Paula Tangueray, Mrs. +Dane, you know the lot of them." + +"Perdita! The cheek of her. To make such a request under the +circumstances." + +"Maudie! The cheek of _me_," mocked Dita softly. + +"You!" astonishment was beyond all bounds now. "You!" + +"Yes. Did you fancy--" there were those deep vibrations in Dita's voice +which always bespoke some strong emotion, "that I was going to endure +the spectacle of Miss Fleming triumphant 'in our midst,' and every one +watching to see how I would take it, and predicting that only one course +remained open for me and that was with dignity to ignore the incident? +Not so. The world will see, and this, amusingly enough, happens to be a +fact, that Miss Fleming and Mrs. Hepworth are excellent friends, that +Mrs. Hepworth is one of Miss Fleming's warmest admirers, and that she, +still speaking of myself, has assisted in Miss Fleming's unparalleled +success in New York by designing for her some of the most wonderful +costumes ever seen on the stage." + +"Unparalleled success!" scoffed Maud. "It is rather early to predict +that. New York is like a cat. You never know which way it will jump." + +"It will jump Fuschia Fleming's way," replied Dita confidently. "You +haven't met her." + +"Is she so beautiful then? As beautiful as you?" + +"Oh, no," Perdita was smoothing out her gloves on her knee. She shook +her head decidedly. "Nothing like. She isn't beautiful at all. She's +just a slender creature with rather colorless _blonde cendre_ hair and +blue eyes." + +"Oh," Maud was plainly puzzled. "Then what do you mean?" + +But Perdita only smiled. "Have you and Wallace made up yet?" she asked +with what appeared to the other woman striking irrelevance. +"Impertinent, I know; but there's a reason?" + +"No-o-o," said Maud reluctantly and evidently wondering if Dita had +suddenly lost her mind. + +"Then do so at once," advised her business associate. "Do so before he +meets Fuschia Fleming." + +"From what you say." Miss Carmine's chin was high and haughty. "I see no +cause for alarm." + +"No?" Perdita tapped the table with her finger-tips, still inscrutably +smiling. + +Maud rarely permitted herself to become angry, but she did so now. She +had never imagined that Perdita could be so aggravating. "Just because +Cresswell lost his head about her, you think--" she flashed out. + +"He didn't," cried Perdita not with bravado, but with a confidence which +Maud realized with surprise was genuine. "I hadn't been with her three +minutes before I knew that. But take my advice," again her voice fell to +that teasing note. "If you really love Wallace make up your differences +with him to-day, to-day, before he, a playwright, meets the actress. +Then get a new steel chain, one that he can't chew through, and fasten +it securely to his collar." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +HE CALLS ON HIS WIFE + + +Early in April Hepworth returned to New York. It was a gentle, smiling +April, inclining more to laughter than to tears and striving to +obliterate the memories of March. He arrived one evening and wasted no +time in communicating with Perdita. The next day in fact was marked by +the passage of notes between them, severely businesslike, and yet models +of courtesy. + +The result of these diplomatic negotiations was that Mr. Cresswell +Hepworth, at a suitable hour the following morning, wended his way to +his wife's business establishment. + +It was a deliciously balmy morning, the rare sort of a day that slips in +now and then between April showers and sets one dreaming of the glory of +the spring in the silent woody places. The great, roaring canyons of +brick and stone floated in a silvery, sparkling mist, and in that +atmospheric alembic dreary perspectives assumed an unsubstantial and +fairy-like beauty. The little leaves on the trees fluttered in the soft +breeze and were so young, so green, so gay that they lifted the heart +like tiny wings of joy. + +In spite of himself there was the hint of a smile about the corners of +Hepworth's mouth and this deepened and deepened until as he rang the +bell of his wife's door, he suddenly became conscious of it, and +carefully suppressed it. + +The sphinx, past mistress of inscrutability of expression, would have +paid him the tribute of a flicker of admiration as he entered the +reception-room. It was without a suggestion of curiosity or even +interest in his eyes that he glanced absently about him; perhaps the +long droop of the lids at the corners, which appeared to accentuate his +rather weary and listless gaze, was more marked than usual, but this was +always so when he was making mental notes and registering his +observations with the rapidity and accuracy of a ticker. + +He awaited Perdita in her reception-room, that charming apartment, and +here, in view of certain events which occurred later, it would be well +to give the plan of the first floor. + +This room opened from the hall and ran the length of the house with +windows at the front looking out upon the street while those in the rear +opened upon a strip of garden. There was another door at the lower end +of the room, which, with the long room, formed an ell, and terminated +the hall. + +Dita kept Hepworth waiting a bare moment. Her approach was unkindly +noiseless, but nevertheless he heard her, and was on his feet, his eyes +meeting hers full as she appeared in the doorway. The conventional +banalities of greeting were gone through with ease on his part, grace on +hers. + +Merciful banalities! They gave him time to consider the change in her, a +change which was to him sufficiently striking almost to have trapped him +into an expressed surprise, and this change was so subtle that he +wondered that it should yet be so apparent. It was not a matter of +outward appearance, that remained the same in effect. It was a mental +change so animating and vital that Cresswell felt all former estimates +of her crumble. Had she always been so, and had he never really seen her +until now? Had time and absence in some way cleared his obscured vision? +He felt a momentary sense of confusion, a brief mental giddiness, and +then he pulled himself together. The first impression was the correct +one. She had changed, and thereby had gained, gained tremendously in +poise. + +But there was no time now in which to analyze impressions. + +"So this is the magic parlor where all the ugly women are transformed +into beauties." He looked about him as if he had not thought to glance +at her surroundings before. "The presence of mere man here seems rather +profane, do you not think so? Ah, well, my stay is brief. You have +proved, haven't you, that it is not an impossibility after all, to paint +the lily and gild refined gold?" + +"So few women have any taste," she said carelessly. "And oh, their +houses! You should see them when I go over their hideous houses like a +devouring flame and ruthlessly order out all their dreadful junk. And +the most awful objects are always the most precious in their eyes. I +feel so sorry for them. I have always a guilty sense of being a naughty +boy robbing a bird's nest, and the poor mother birds stand around and +flap their wings and hop and shriek. It's very mournful, but they +needn't have me if they don't want me." + +He laughed. "And Maud? Is she, too, well and happy?" + +Dita lifted her hands and eyes. "That is a very tame way of describing +her. Her gowns are dreams this spring, she is considered almost a +beauty; people, you see, are gradually forgetting that she was ever +'that plain Maud Carmine who plays nicely,' and Wallace Martin and +herself are engaged to be married." A faint, amused smile crept around +her mouth at this announcement. + +Hepworth looked up with sudden interest. "Indeed! Well, that might have +been expected, I dare say, but will it not rather seriously interfere +with the business?" + +"No," she shook her head. "No, I think not, Maud has no intention of +quitting. Wallace's plays are more or less problematical and Maud has +invested a good deal of her money in this. It is really paying +remarkably well, you know." + +"Dita," his voice was low, and he could not conceal the chagrin, the +touch of pain in it. "Why have you never touched a cent of your own +money, since my departure? I only learned a few days ago that you had +not. I can not begin to tell you how it made me feel. It not only +distressed but deeply wounded me." + +She twisted a little in her chair. "It--it has never been necessary," +she said. "We began to make money at once. Really, Cresswell, Maud and I +have prospered beyond our wildest dreams." + +"But suppose you had not. Is your prosperity the only reason you have +not touched it? Would you have done so under any circumstances? That is +what I have been asking myself for the past week, and am now asking +you." + +She flushed uncertainly. "Ah," she said. "I can not answer you that. I +can not tell. One never knows what one will do when the pinch comes." + +He smiled faintly. "I'll not put any more embarrassing questions to you, +but confine myself to perfectly safe topics. You are looking very +well." + +"I am well." + +"And happy? But there, that is hardly a safe topic, is it?" + +A sudden light came into her eyes, making them warm and softly bright. +She smiled at him with a fresh, almost childlike enthusiasm. "Yes, I'm +happy," she said, "happier than I've ever been in all my life. Why, +Cresswell, it's been fun, fun. There's been lots of work, and lots of +planning, but nevertheless, I've never enjoyed anything so much in my +life. Often I go to bed at night tired out, but it's always with a +comforting sense of satisfaction. It's all so varied and interesting, +you know, but it isn't that that makes me happy." She clasped her hands +and looked up at him with an unconscious appeal for sympathy and +understanding in her eyes. "It's better than that, better than anything +else. It's meant success, think of it, success. Not a horrid, little +picayune one either, but a nice, big one." + +He leaned forward and looked at her curiously as if he really saw her +for the first time. + +"Why, Dita," he exclaimed, "has it meant so much to you as that?" + +"Indeed, yes." There was ardor, fervor in her answering exclamation. "I +can not tell you how much. I believe I was really morbid on the subject. +I believed in failure as a real atmosphere always encompassing me. I had +all manner of superstitions, beliefs about it. I believed that with all +my strength and youth and energy, I was yet doomed by fate to a tomb of +inaction. I seemed so futile, so ineffective. With a restless, active +brain I accomplished nothing. You see that was such a dreadful +experience, my attempt to earn my living before I married you, and I was +so ignorant and inexperienced of every condition of life in which I +found myself, that it prevented me from striking out boldly, from +believing in myself. So I made the fatal mistake of beginning small, and +began to paint all those wretched little articles, and it wasn't my +_métier_ at all, Cresswell, really it wasn't, so, naturally, I failed. +And," as if it had suddenly occurred to her, "I have found it so +interesting to dress Miss Fleming. Designing her costumes has been +fascinating." + +"That was a very wonderful and a very clever thing of you to do, +Perdita." There was a tone in his voice she did not understand. She +began to praise Fuschia and he leaned back in his chair listening. She +could see the mere gleam of his eyes between his almost closed lids. She +wondered if he had really heard one word she had said. In reality he was +bestowing upon her such attention and study as he had never dreamed of +giving her before. She felt, however, in spite of his apparent +indifference, that he was so far in sympathy with her, that she was +impelled in spite of herself to continue her confidences. + +"Do you know, Cresswell, it's a horrible thing to be considered a +beauty. Oh, you may laugh," he could not help his mirth. "I know beauty +is supposed to be the heart's desire of every woman; but there are many +drawbacks. Every one, without exception, takes it for granted that you +are a fool. Your sense is always considered in reverse ratio to your +good looks, and then, it's such an uncertain thing. Just when you need +it most to console you for the disappointments and disillusions of life, +it departs, and horrid things, wrinkles and gray hairs, take its place." + +"Perdita! What an absurd creature you are!" + +"Ah, Cresswell," her tone was pensive. "You have always been successful. +You can not imagine what failure feels like, that deadening, hopeless +sensation." She was vehement enough now. + +"Can I not?" At last he lifted his drooping lids and looked straight at +her. "My dear Dita, I can give you cards and spades on every emotion of +failure you have ever felt. I recall one case in particular, where I +failed so conspicuously and brilliantly, that I am overcome with +surprise at my own stupidity every time I think of it. But as you have +been talking that case has reverted again and again to my mind, and it +has struck me that there is still a chance that I pursued the wrong +tactics." + +She drew back wounded. He had then, as she had once or twice suspected, +not been listening to a word she said, and how his cold face had glowed +at the mere thought of retrieving a business blunder. + +Hepworth got up and began walking about the room. "And Gresham, what of +him?" he asked presently, breaking the silence which had fallen between +them. + +"He is quite well, I believe," she was furious at the conscious note +which crept into her voice, at the scarlet which flew to her cheek, but +one thing she had never been able to endure and that was any evidence of +cowardice in herself. She lifted her eyes bravely to his and held them +there. "He has been in town since January," she said. "I have seen him +very often." + +"Ah, painting as brilliantly as ever, I dare say? A genius, Eugene! +Unquestionably." + +Again silence fell between them, and lasted until she broke it with the +constrained question: "Are you--are you going to be here for some time +now?" + +"No, I shall have to be in London more or less during the summer, but I +have some matters which must be attended to first. By the way," as if +struck by a sudden thought, "what are your plans for the summer?" + +"I have made none. I have not even thought of such things yet. I dare +say I shall go somewhere for a bit of a change, but," with a smile, +"business is so very brisk." + +He laughed and took one or two more turns up and down the room. + +"Dita, do you remember that I told you once that you were a remarkably +clever woman? Well, I merely wish to call that fact to your attention, +and reiterate my statement. Oh, I must tell you, I have a new amulet, a +wonder. I will tell you the history of it when you have more time. You +have the case in your keeping have you not? And the tray with the one +empty space?" + +The blood rushed to her face. "I have the case," she said coldly. "It is +locked in my safe here. Do you wish it now?" + +"No," he shook his head. "Wait until I bring the amulet. May I bring it +late Wednesday afternoon? And why not dine with me then? Say you will, +Dita. Give the world something to talk of, something to puzzle over." +She had never seen him so eager. + +She hesitated a bare second. "I will. Yes, I will be very glad to," but +lifting her eyes to his: "Are you so sure that one of those amulet trays +has an empty space?" + +"It had when I last saw it." His voice was unreadable. + +"But that is months ago; perhaps you will think differently when you see +it Wednesday evening." + +There was a flash over his face, which vanished as quickly as it had +appeared. He drew nearer to her as if about to speak, then apparently +reconsidered the intention. "I really must not keep you longer," he +picked up his hat. "Of course, there are a number of matters to be +discussed, but they can wait. We will reserve them for Wednesday +evening. Good-by." He held out his hand. She placed hers in it. + +"Good-by," she returned. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +THE MAGIC WORD + + +"Maud," said Dita, walking in upon that young woman, a package of +letters in her hand, "a lot of things are happening. Here is a letter, +among other things, from Mrs. Wilstead. She says that she is just back +from California, and that she needs stacks and stacks of new clothes, +and wants our designs. It will be fun dressing her. She is so extremely +good looking." + +Maud stirred restlessly, frowned, bit her lip, but did not speak. + +"Just back from California," went on Dita. "I wonder--I wonder, Maud, if +she could possibly have come on with Cresswell?" + +"Very probably," said Maud. "In fact, I think nothing could be more +likely." + +"Why, what do you mean by speaking so mysteriously?" Dita widened her +eyes. "Suppose they had? Nothing, after all, could be more natural." + +"Nothing, I suppose." Maud was trying hard to be non-committal. "But let +her go to some one else. If we take any more people, we shan't get away +this summer. We have more on our hands now than we can manage. Yes, let +her go to some one else." + +"But, Maud," Dita hesitated, "I really think we should refuse some one +else and take her. She is an old friend." + +"Old fiddlesticks!" cried Maud impatiently. + +"Maud! What is the matter with you? A touch of spring fever? Really, I +think we must consider her." + +"But if I ask you not, Dita"--there were almost tears in Maud's voice. + +"But why should you ask me not? This is too bewildering." + +"Ah, well," Maud spoke now with the calmness of despair, "since you +force me to tell you, I ask you not because Mrs. Wilstead has been +constantly with Mr. Hepworth in the West this winter, and the current +gossip is that he is only waiting for a divorce to be arranged between +you and himself, to marry her." + +There was silence for a moment on Dita's part. Her eyes were downcast, +mechanically she sorted the letters in her hand. "Then what of the talk +about Fuschia Fleming and himself?" + +"Oh, they say that she took a back seat when Alice Wilstead appeared on +the scene. But really, Dita, this move on Alice's part makes me furious. +The idea of her being guilty of such wretchedly bad taste. I have always +liked her, been really fond of her, in fact, but this crass exhibition +of bad breeding disgusts me. I dare say that she doesn't care so long as +she gets results; that is, the benefit of your taste and skill to +enhance her waning beauty; but look at the position it is going to place +you in, Dita. For number one to design the trousseau for number two is +really too absurd. It simply goes beyond all belief. Dita, you must, +indeed you must, write her the curtest, coldest of polite notes and tell +her that we are entirely too busy to consider her." + +"Very well. I'll humor you so far," returned Perdita. "What is it?" +turning to a maid who entered with a visiting card. "Ah, Eugene! I asked +him to come this morning. I particularly wanted to see him and I don't +want you present. There, don't get that stony look of despair on your +face, Maudie; think how good I have been all winter, only seeing Eugene +once in a blue moon, and then in your company." + +"But I want you to keep on being good," pleaded Maud; "especially now." + +"I am gooder than you can possibly imagine," laughed Perdita, "but, all +the same, I do not wish you tagging about this morning." She smiled +teasingly at her puzzled business partner as she left the room. + +She went down to meet Eugene in the same room at the same hour she had +talked with her husband the day before. + +But Eugene was not one to endure for one moment a situation dominated by +the shadowy third person. No woman should gaze at him with the +remembrance of yesterday in her eyes, the smile of wistful reminiscence +on her lips. An hour with him must be a dazzling and kaleidoscopic +episode. He would hold it in his hand, and at the bidding of his will, +the moments, like bits of colored glass, should revolve and melt and +mingle--rainbow arabesques on the background of Time. + +"Your meditations, remembrances and regrets for your oratories, my +dear," his challenging eyes seemed to say, "but with me you live, you +laugh, you thrill responsive to the harp of life; the yesterdays +forgotten, the to-morrows unborn." + +"Dita!" he caught her hands in his as she entered. His eyes were +shining, his head thrown back. He was more vivid than the spring +sunshine which fell through the open windows. + +"Eugene! You look as if you had just received some wonderful new +commission." + +"So I have, a commission to love you. That is right, blush. Dita, why do +you not always wear rose color? But no, don't listen to me. If it were +blue or green, I would be making the same request. Dearest, my eyes +drink in, drink up your loveliness. You never, never were so beautiful +as you are this morning." + +"Eugene, you are mad; too foolish for anything. What is the matter with +you?" + +"Mad doesn't half express it. May I smoke?" He took her consent for +granted, for he was already rolling cigarettes in his deft, supple +fingers. "Yes? No? I am delirious with joy. Hepworth is back as, of +course, you know. That can only mean one thing; every one says that just +as soon as a divorce can be decently arranged, he and Alice Wilstead +will be married. The verdict of the world is that he was so angry at +your going into business that he flung off to the West. It was the most +spectacular of your many caprices and it proved the last straw for him. +Blessed last straw!" lifting his eyes devoutly. "And then Alice Wilstead +cleverly appeared on the scene and the consoling offices of friendship +did the trick." + +"Three months ago it was Fuschia Fleming, according to gossip." Her eyes +were downcast, her tone expressionless. + +"Oh, that," he blew rings of smoke lightly through the air and followed +them with gay eyes; "that is a part of the game. That was making +evidence for you. It is all arranged that I am to paint her portrait, +you know. I have not met her yet, either." He threw his cigarette +through the window. "Dita, Dita, how can you sit there so cool and +still? When I think that you are actually on the very eve of freedom, I +become delirious with joy." + +"So sure of the winning, Eugene?" + +"Dita!" His face clouded, there was a world of reproach in his voice. +"That is a terrible trait in your character, that teasing desire of +yours always to fling a little dash of cold water on one's mounting +enthusiasms." + +"There is another dash coming," she laughed. "I want my amulet, and I +want it at once, to-day. I know," anticipating his protestations, "that +you returned it to me the afternoon Hepworth left for the West, and I +would not see you to receive it in person. Then, my mind was so +perturbed and occupied that I didn't think of it again before you +sailed, and since your return," a little smile creeping about her mouth, +"I haven't thought about it either; but now that the matter has come up +between us, please see that I have it to-day, Eugene." + +He had looked slightly annoyed while she was speaking, but now he bent +toward her with his most charming manner, his most winning smile. "You +know my greatest weakness, Dita? I try to overcome it, really I do," in +laughing excuse, "but in spite of will or reason those superstitions of +mine persist. Alas! They do." He admitted it as a naughty little boy +might admit a passion for stealing jam. "And I have tremendous faith in +that old charm of yours." He picked up another cigarette from his +skilfully rolled little heap, placed as orderly on the table beside him +as if they were his paint brushes. + +"Ever since I have had it," he went on, "the luck of the high gods has +been mine. Princessin, Contessin and high Altessin still clamoring to +have their portraits painted. The critics amiable and almost +intelligent, money pouring into my coffers and pouring out faster than +it comes in--I wish there were such a thing as a money-tight purse--and +best of all, ah, best of all, the love of my heart so near, so near." +His eyes held the warm glow which changed, irradiated them. "The star of +my life comes slipping, wavering through the spaces of the sky and down +the purple pathways of heaven to my arms." He leaned forward quickly +and almost enfolded her. + +"Eugene!" She stood haughty and tall before him. "You assume entirely +too much. You have from the beginning. More, much more, than I have ever +given you any reason to assume. According to the tradition the amulet +can only bring one luck when it is given with the heart's love; and I +never gave it to you, Eugene, never. You laughingly filched it one day +when I took it off the chain about my neck, that you might look at it +more closely. And you are so sure, so sure of me, when I am anything but +sure of myself. I have never deceived you as to the state of my +feelings. How would that have been possible when I am still so doubtful +myself? Ah, those doubts!" + +"They are nothing, dearest, nothing. I shall brush them away as I brush +cobwebs." He put his hands upon her shoulders and stood gazing deeply +into her eyes. + +"Ah," she shook her head, and, at the same time, stepped away from him, +"I am no more sure that I love you than I was six months ago." + +"Never any more sure?" His voice deep and rich as a low-toned bell. + +Her black eyelashes lay long on her cheek, where the crimson, the hue of +a jacqueminot rose petal, was spreading. "There are moments," she +admitted, "times when I am with you that I believe that the magic word +has been spoken and that my heart has blossomed in purple and red, that +I truly love you, but," she shook her head sighingly, "the moment I am +away from you, I know that that is not so; that you haven't said the +magic word yet, 'Gene." + +"But I know it, that magic word," he whispered, "and I shall awake you, +just as the Prince did the Sleeping Beauty. Not with a word at all, +dear, but with a kiss." He bent forward, but she had slipped away from +him, and before he knew it had put almost the length of the room between +them. + +"You--you must not talk so to me now, 'Gene," the words were barely +breathed, "and," with a desperate clutch at a safe topic, "my amulet. I +must have it by to-morrow morning." + +There was a flash like fire in Gresham's eyes. A quick scowling change +darkened his whole face. He picked up the five or six beautifully +rolled cigarettes which yet remained of his neat heap and tossed them +out of the window. + +"I see it," he cried harshly. "You probably have Hepworth's box of +amulets in your keeping. You wish to return it to him, and show him when +you do so that your old charm is safe in its place. Oh, I can see the +whole scene. He will courteously hand it to you and say, 'Your property, +I believe, my dear Perdita.' I can hear his frigid, formal utterance. +And you will accept it with that grand, ancestral manner of yours, +murmuring, 'Thank you, yes, I regret that I can not ask you to accept it +as a small contribution to your collection, but that being out of the +question on account of certain traditions which adhere to it, I feel +that I must continue to hold it in my possession.' Why not be honest, +Dita, and tell him that you have given it to me?" + +"Eugene, you are impossible. You go entirely too far." There was no +mistaking the displeasure in her voice, and his immediate recognition +that it was cold, not hot anger, brought him to himself at once. + +"Flower of magnolia!" his voice fell to all those exquisite and +heart-touching modulations of which he was master. "I was only teasing. +Forgive me. You shall have your bit of glass early to-morrow morning. +And until I see you again I shall dream only of the wonderful, beautiful +years we shall have together. We shall wander about the world, here, +there and everywhere, and I shall paint the glory and color of the +universe and you, always you, Perdita, the focus, the center, the heart +of all beauty." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +TWO ANNOUNCEMENTS + + +Dita had barely finished her breakfast the next morning when the message +was brought to her that a lady who refused to give her name but insisted +on seeing her at once upon important business awaited her in the +reception-room. + +Dita hesitated a moment, debating whether or not to rebuke the maid, who +must have yielded to the lure of gold so readily to forget her orders, +and send back a peremptory request for the lady's name and her business, +or whether to yield to her natural and feminine curiosity and grant an +interview to this visitor who appeared so desirous of maintaining an +incognito. + +This brief hesitation proved a loss, however, to the waiting lady, whose +method of being announced showed that she hoped to take Perdita by +surprise, for Maud Carmine entered at the moment and with some show of +indignation in both voice and expression informed Dita that Mrs. +Wilstead was the person guilty of strategic entrance. + +"Such impertinence!" breathed Maud. "Scrawl a note in pencil, Dita, to +the effect that it will be impossible for Mrs. Hepworth to see Mrs. +Wilstead. That will show her that her ruse and her bribes have been +quite unsuccessful." + +In her ardor for Mrs. Wilstead's demolition Maud had forgotten that the +last thing Dita could endure was dictation. Now, no sooner had the words +of admonition left her lips than, to her chagrin, she saw Dita's chin +lifted, Dita's nostrils quiver, Dita's shoulders flung back ever so +slightly. + +"I think I shall see her." Mrs. Hepworth was on her feet, her voice +cool, firm, pleasant, with just that little warning vibration which +always meant danger. "You may tell Mrs. Wilstead that I will see her +immediately." Her eyes scorched the maid, who hastened to obey, with the +impression of an X-ray having been turned on her immaculate white waist, +and exposing with startling vividness the crisp, green bill hastily +thrust within. + +"Come, Maudie," Perdita touched her on the shoulder in passing. "Do not +look so downcast. Why do you wish to deprive me of a little legitimate +amusement?" + +Maud, strong now in tardy wisdom, said nothing, and Perdita's light, +quick step might be heard a moment later descending the stairs. + +Alice Wilstead turned hastily from her contemplation of the small green +yard without the window. + +"My dear Perdita!" She came forward with Dita's note of the day before +in her hand. "I just received this in the morning's mail, and I lost no +time in getting here, I assure you, and making the attempt to see you by +hook or crook. I know it's outrageous of me, but I don't understand, and +I want to understand. Why is it, my dear, that you have refused to take +me? Surely I'm not a hopeless case." She smiled ingratiatingly, and Dita +was bound to admit that never had she appeared more attractive. Her +piquant face was radiant with happiness, the whole effect of her was of +a sort of buoyant joyousness. + +Dita's chin was just half an inch higher than when she had left Maud, +her smile was sweet and cold and faint, as remote as if it had been +bestowed upon a passing acquaintance in Mars, and she remained standing. + +Mrs. Wilstead's mental recoil was but momentary. Her cause was good, her +motives pure, her courage high. Above everything, she desired the +benefits of Perdita Hepworth's genius. They were on sale, to the high +bidders, and she did not purpose to be excluded merely because it was to +be supposed that she would espouse the cause of her old friend, +Cresswell Hepworth, in the event of open differences between himself and +his wife. + +"I regret, Mrs. Wilstead," Dita's voice matched her smile, "that it will +be quite impossible for us to take any one else now. The summer is +almost upon us, you see." + +Mrs. Wilstead should not be blamed for not seeing. April, as wind and +sky portended, was about to burst, not into tears, but into a snowstorm. +Alice shivered in her furs. + +"Oh, but, my dear child," she begged, "do have some mercy on me. Here am +I getting my trousseau. Oh, no wonder you start. I've always said that +I never, never either would or could do anything so idiotic as to get +married again, and yet here I am not only considering it, but actually +committed to a wedding-day. And that is to be so appallingly soon. I +tried and tried to put it off a little longer, but he is so impatient." + +Dita's mouth had frozen, and the haughty and incredulous gaze which she +cast for a brief, indignant moment on Alice would have turned one less +bubblingly gay into a pillar of salt. This interview seemed incredible. +She had always regarded Alice Wilstead as an especially well-bred woman, +but this greed to attain an object at the sacrifice of her self-respect, +even decency of feeling, and regardless of the position in which she +would place the woman with whom she pleaded, was, to Dita, shocking, +insulting, unforgivable. While she waited the fraction of a second to +command her voice, Alice spoke again. + +"But you seem angry." She was obviously both hurt and bewildered. "What +have I done? Surely, you will not fail me now at this most crucial +moment of my life. Why, consider, I am going to marry a man five years +younger than myself." + +Dita caught at a chair, and sat down, the room seemed to whirl about +her, she pressed her hand to her brow. + +"Alice Wilstead," she said, "what on earth do _you_ mean?" + +"I mean what I say," returned Alice with a touch of acerbity. "I am +going to be married. What do you mean?" + +"But to whom, to whom?" Dita was all impatience. + +"To whom? Why, to Hayward Preston, of course. One of your husband's +business associates in the West. Surely you knew that?" + +"I wish I had Maud by the throat," muttered Dita irrelevantly. + +It was twenty minutes later when Maud put her shocked and disgusted head +within the door. + +"Dita," coldly surveying the two enthusiasts before her, who sat +together in jocund amity, "Mrs. Hewston is out here in a state of great +perturbation. Do you wish--" + +But she got no further, for Mrs. Hewston, in the superiority of her +greater bulk, pushed Maud into the room before her and now stood, the +picture of pink and white and plump tragedy, on the threshold. + +"Oh, Alice, I am glad to find you here," she wailed, advancing further +into the room, while Maud discreetly closed the door, not upon herself, +oh, no, but behind both of them. "You are always such a support." She +sank into the chair Dita pushed toward her. "It's Willoughby, of +course." She drew her handkerchief from her bag and mopped her eyes. + +"Perdita Hepworth," she abandoned her spineless attitude and sat +upright, speaking with vehemence. "I am more ashamed of being here than +I can ever make you understand. But Willoughby!" There was resignation +in her uplifted eyes, acidity in the purse of her mouth. "He is the +dearest, most lovable fellow in the world," she looked at her listeners +suspiciously, but meeting no correction, permitted her irritation a +natural outlet, "but he is the most obstinate, stupid mule the Lord ever +made." + +"What is it now, dear?" asked Alice sympathetically. + +"This, and it's quite enough," returned Mrs. Hewston bitterly. +"Cresswell Hepworth, your husband," accusingly to Dita, "and may Heaven +forgive him, for I never can! dined with us last night and just before +he left, Willoughby got to asking him about his plans and Cresswell was +telling him that he was due in London before long. 'But how much longer +will you be in New York?' asked Willoughby, and Cresswell said, with a +queer little smile, 'I can't quite say. There are a number of things to +be looked after, among others a duel I may have to fight.'" + +The women looked at each other in pale horror. Dita herself ghastly, +half rose from her chair. + +"I told Willoughby," sobbed Mrs. Hewston, "that it was just one of +Cresswell's jokes. You know that odd, dry humor he sometimes shows, +but," despairingly, "you also know Willoughby. He tore and snorted and +raved and routed all night long. I would rather have had a hippopotamus +in my room. And he excoriated you, Perdita. Called her the most dreadful +names, really," this to Alice and Maud, confidentially and quite as if +Dita were not present. "He said that Cresswell's life was ruined +because of the caprices of an ungodly, wanton girl. Yes, Dita, I don't +blame you for being angry, but it was worse than that, too. You see, +he's got the idea firmly into his head that Cresswell is going to fight +a duel with Eugene Gresham and--" + +"For goodness sake, let us keep our common sense," said Mrs. Wilstead, +laying a detaining hand on Dita's shoulder, noting that Mrs. Hepworth's +eyes were turned longingly toward the telephone. "You know perfectly +well, Isabel, you know, Maud, and you, also, Dita, that Cresswell +Hepworth does not for one moment contemplate anything so crazy. Nothing +could induce him to put either himself or you, Dita, into such a +position. Such a thing would be entirely against his nature. He would +regard it as farcical melodrama, turn from it even in thought with +infinite contempt and scorn. The idea of Willoughby thinking such a +thing. Just like him. Meddlesome idiot. Ah, I don't care, Isabel, you +know he is one. I wish I had him here now." + +"He's out there in the motor," wept his wife. "He was afraid I wouldn't +come and tell Perdita unless he came with me. But, Alice, you shan't +speak of him so, he's the best--" + +"He's still there," interrupted Maud, who had gone to peer from the +window at Mrs. Hewston's announcement that this watch-dog of Dita's +morals waited without, "with his head out of the window looking up at +the house. And, oh, Heavens!" falling back against the lintel, "here is +Eugene Gresham coming up the steps, and Mr. Hewston is glaring at him +until his eyes are standing out of his head. He is purple in the face. +Now he is speaking to the chauffeur. Why, they are off, gone like the +wind." + +Mrs. Hewston fell back limply in her chair. She seemed incapable of +speech for a moment. "Alice," she said at last, in awe-stricken tones, +"he has gone to tell Cress that Eugene Gresham is here." + +"Well, what of it?" snapped Mrs. Wilstead. "Cresswell will only laugh at +him and smooth him down. You know that." + +"I hope so," breathed Mrs. Hewston. "He seems to amuse Cresswell. Fancy. +But then," more understandingly, "he doesn't have to live with him." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +HEPWORTH MISUNDERSTANDS + + +Dita's fears calmed by Mrs. Wilstead's essentially common-sense point of +view, her confidence was further restored by Eugene's evident ignorance +of any plots and plans on Mr. Cresswell Hepworth's part of bringing this +triangular situation, involving himself, his wife and the other man, to +a fiction-hallowed and moss-grown conclusion. + +It was therefore without particular apprehension, at any rate +apprehensions of the kind nourished by Mr. Hewston, that she dressed for +the dinner _en tęte-ŕ-tęte_ with her husband. It was rather with a sense +of mounting interest, even excitement. + +She wavered in her choice of a gown, scanning with hypercritical eye a +dozen or more. White savored of a school-girl simplicity and disarmed +her if she chose to be subtle. Blue was unbecoming; sufficient taboo. +"Green's forsaken and yellow's forsworn," she murmured ruefully. Black +remained, thin, soft-falling gauze, distinguished, distinctive, +exquisite in design and effect; above its shadow rose her neck of cream, +her hair was the dusk shadow of copper, her eyes were darkly brilliant. + +She hesitated at jewels. He had given her so many. Which would go best +with her gown? Then she turned away from even the mental contemplation +of them with a feeling of distaste. She could not, even to please him, +wear his jewels when he and she were almost strangers, when but the +details of their final parting remained to be settled. And yet would it +not look a bit odd to appear without any ornaments whatever? + +She considered the matter a moment, and then smiling a little, she +opened the box which Gresham had given into her hands that morning, and +which lay upon her dressing-table. + +She turned over this old trinket in her hand, and gazed at it, forgetful +of the passing time. How impressive Eugene had been when he had returned +it to her! + +[Illustration: She gazed at the old trinket.] + +"I am only lending it to you, remember that, for you will give it to me +with your heart's love, Dita, and soon." + +She was roused from her reverie by the sound of a motor stopping +without. Her maid waited to place a black and gold wrap about her +shoulders. "One moment," said Dita. Quickly she slipped the amulet on a +thin, old-fashioned gold chain and fastened it about her throat. Then +she went downstairs to greet her husband. + +Commonplaces of the most conventional and banal order they talked. +Nothing else on the drive to the restaurant, nothing else on first +taking their seats at the table on one side of the great garish room. +There were many curious eyes on them, necks craned, the incredulous +whisper ran: + +"Mr. and Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth actually together! What does it mean!" + +The stereotyped babbling went on intermittently, until dinner had been +ordered and the earlier courses come and gone, and then Dita suddenly +awoke to the fact that her husband had taken the conversation into his +own hands and was actually talking to her. Oh, of course, he had often +talked to her before, arranged new amusements for her, discussed what +jewels she would like, what plays she would care to see, what people +interested her most, what journey she would enjoy. + +But now, she almost caught her breath at the surprise of it, he was +talking to her as if she were a man, or at least an intelligent human +being and not just merely--a pretty woman. + +He was talking straight ahead, discussing business matters, several +interesting problems which had come up in his affairs during his recent +western sojourn. He did not pause to explain anything to her, quite took +it for granted that she would understand. He did not apparently stop to +consider whether she was interested or amused, and that pleased her +enormously. She began to ask questions, and he answered them fully, even +pondering some of them carefully before replying. One he considered for +a moment or so and then said: "Do you know, I had not thought of that +before, that puts a new phase upon the whole situation." Her strand of +rubies had never given Dita such a glow of pride and pleasure. + +"Ah, why have you never talked to me like this before?" she asked +naďvely. "Think of all the stupid dinners we've eaten together when you +treated me like a tiresome little girl who had to be continually amused, +and I was one, too; as tongue-tied and missish as anything, because you +took it for granted that I was." + +"No one could accuse you of being either tongue-tied or missish +to-night. You are quite matronly in that black gown." + +"Oh, I love to hear about the big things that go on," she said +enthusiastically, if irrelevantly, "but men will never talk to me about +them. All my life, whenever I'd try really to talk sense to a man, he'd +say, 'What wonderful eyes you have,' showing that he hadn't heard one +word I'd been saying. They always seem to think that I expect them to +tell me how lovely I am. It's the curse of the pretty woman." + +"Oh, well, console yourself," he said carelessly. "There are prettier +women in the world than you, quantities of them!" + +"I--I--suppose so." Dita had rarely been so taken aback. She looked at +him a moment like some insulted queen. His eyes, however, were +discreetly downcast. "Oh, of course," she said as quickly as she could +recover her breath, "of course," her laugh was forced and rang hollowly. + +"Oh, yes, don't let your beauty get on your nerves. The world is full of +beautiful women. My new amulet--I told you that I had a new one, did I +not?--was given me by one of the most beautiful women I ever saw. I have +her picture somewhere. I must show it to you." + +Mr. Cresswell Hepworth was entirely without design in his choice of +topics. He had spoken of some of his great western enterprises because +his mind had been more or less occupied with them during the day, and +had been so surprised and pleased that these subjects had gained his +wife's interests that he had continued the discussion of them. Again, in +his seeming disparagement of her beauty, he had merely thought to +console her for what she regarded as the constant belittling of her +mental endowment, evidently a sore spot in her consciousness. + +Dita played with her fork a moment without answering his last remark. +She had no right to feel either resentment or irritation. Her sense of +justice assured her of that, but she suffered a twinge of both emotions, +nevertheless. + +"Wallace Martin tells me that good old Hewston made an awful scene when +those distorted pictures of Fuschia Fleming and myself appeared in the +paper." Hepworth laughed more heartily than usual. + +"Oh, do not mention that unspeakable old creature!" she cried +petulantly. "Tell me of more interesting things." + +"Dita," he spoke to her more earnestly, more self-revealingly she felt +than he had ever done before, "I am going to tell you something. When I +went west last winter, it was not alone because I was called thither by +various business affairs, but because, after thinking the matter all +over, I definitely decided that the only thing for me to do was to +relieve you of my presence. I was convinced that, although you might not +be fully conscious of it, still in the depths of your heart you really +loved Gresham. I was also convinced that I loved you infinitely, and +that it was quite beyond my power to interest you. But since my return I +find myself at sea. The moment I saw you I saw the difference in you, +the change that made me revise my former crude, stupid estimates of you. +I realize that you are the sort of woman who must have an object, a +purpose in life, an expression; in fact, that you set little store by +the beauty others praise extravagantly, because it has always been +yours. You value it no more than one values the sun and wind. It is +achievement that fascinates you, isn't it?" + +"Ah, yes, but I had failed, you know, and I was afraid to try again. I +knew that you were doing big things, but you never would talk of them to +me, and I thought that you considered me too stupid to understand them." + +"Dita, how blindly we have misunderstood each other. Is it too late?" He +whispered the words as he put her wrap about her shoulders, his voice +ardent, impassioned as she had never heard it. + +She cast one astonished, almost frightened glance upon him. Then, as in +a daze, a dream, walked down the room, never seeing the admiring eyes +that everywhere met her. She might have been in the desert, as far as +they were concerned. + +As the door of the motor closed on them a panic of shyness seized her. +"You, you spoke of your new amulet," she said, snatching at a topic. +"Have you it with you?" + +"Yes. But I do not know whether you can get a very good idea of it in +these shifting lights." + +He took the case from his pocket and, lifting out the ornament, gave it +into her hands. It was fashioned of half a dozen uncut diamonds in a +setting of the most delicate and exquisite filigree. + +"Old Spanish, you see," he said. + +"Beautiful!" she exclaimed, turning it over and looking at it more +closely. But the attention she was bestowing upon it was a mere seeming. +She was thinking, or rather attempting to think, but her heart was +fluttering wildly, her whole impulsive nature seemed to impel her to the +action she was meditating. + +"Cresswell," she lifted a face white as a snowdrop to his, "will you +make an exchange with me? Will you give me this amulet and take mine?" + +"Perdita!" he cried, "you do not--" his voice broke. + +"Yes, I do," she exclaimed, "it is not a wild whim, a caprice on my +part. I have been thinking about it all day, ever since this morning." + +"This morning!" sharply; looking at her keenly, quickly. "Ah," with a +long breath, "it was this morning that Hewston drove poor Isabel to your +house to prevent the duel between Gresham and myself." He laughed, but +it was dreary mirth. "Hewston is a most imaginative fellow. I have a +railway deal on which I spoke of to him as a duel. And so, you were +going to sacrifice yourself in order to make quite sure that I would +spare Eugene. Oh, rest content, Perdita. He is quite safe from my +poignard or pistol. Never fear." + +It seemed to her that the satire in his voice bit into her soul. With a +great gasp of relief she realized that the car had stopped before her +door. "Oh, take your amulet," she cried, "since you will not have mine." +She almost threw it at him. + +He thought that she was angry and sullen as she walked up the steps and +into the house without a word to him, and with the barest inclination +of the head. In reality, she was striving hard to control her sobs. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +ITS ANCIENT CHARM + + +The hour which Dita had set for her appointment with Cresswell Hepworth +was twelve the next morning, consequently she was not only surprised but +perturbed when Eugene's name was brought to her a little after eleven. + +He looked haggard, she thought, as if he had not slept, but his eyes +were brighter than usual. + +"Good morning, Queen of the May," he cried, coming forward to take both +her hands in his as she came through the doorway. "Did you know, by the +way, that this is May day? Ah," his eyes fastening themselves on the +crystal amulet gleaming against her white gown, "you have it still. That +was what disturbed me and drove slumber from my eyelids during the long +night. He is a strong man, a very able and masterful man and he wants +that amulet and you, Dita, and I feared--oh, you know how things appear +in the dead of night, what monstrous and fantastic ideas come to one." + +"You might have saved your fears and your fancies," she answered with a +delicately ironical smile. "He does not want me. He would, I think, like +the amulet. Nevertheless, he declined it." + +"Then you offered it to him? Really!" + +"Yes," the irony still in her voice. "You were a better prophet than you +dreamed, Eugene, you predicted exactly what happened. I offered it to +him and he declined." Her voice faltered. + +"Naturally," laughing, "what else could he do under the circumstances? +Even he, with all a collector's greed, would hardly care for a gift +which is supposed to be invariably accompanied by the heart's love of +the donor. He knew, poor wretch, that all he was getting was the bit of +glass, while the heart's love was mine, for ever and ever mine." + +His voice sank to those musical cadences which ever prove so enthralling +to the ear. And Dita, who loved music and beauty and romance, smiled +dreamily. But doubt, like a shadow, lay in her eyes and about her +mouth. + +"No," she cried, "oh, I do not know, Eugene. When I am with you, you +throw a glamour over me. I believe that I am just on the eve of loving +you--that any minute you will say the word which will make me fully +realize that I do, but as soon as you leave me, Eugene, the moment +passes." + +"It is because you are perplexed, worried about this other matter, that +is all, dearest. When that is settled and you are free, then I will +sweep away at once and for ever all these doubts in your mind, sweep +them away as if they were cobwebs." + +"Will you? Perhaps," but she shook her head as if only half convinced. +"Hush! What is that! I think it was the bell of the outer door. You must +go at once, Eugene. Cresswell was to be here at twelve o'clock. It must +be quite that now." + +"And I have no desire to meet him." He picked up his hat. "I will step +through the little back room into the hall, and thence out. I dare say +you and he have some final arrangements to make. Is that it, eh?" + +She nodded, but without looking at him. Her face had grown very pale and +the hand which she placed on the tall back of a chair to steady herself +trembled a little. + +Her ears had not deceived her, it was Hepworth's ring--and the echo of +Eugene's retreating footsteps had barely died away before a maid drew a +curtain and Hepworth crossed the threshold. + +If he upon his arrival had at once noticed a subtle but marked change in +Perdita, she now was struck by an equally vital and informing alteration +in him. He had always seemed to her before as one who leaned back in an +automobile and merely dictated the directions the chauffeur was to take, +but now he was the man who was driving his car himself, at unlawful +speed, and keeping quite cool and collected during the performance. + +He took the chair opposite the one in which she had seated herself, and +she noticed a flicker of a smile across his face as his eye caught the +amulet hung about her neck, a tender, humorous, sad little smile. + +"Yes, I am still wearing it," she said, as if in answer to some question +of his, "and I have had the box containing the others brought down here. +It is there on that table in the corner." She spoke with a bravado +which only half concealed her embarrassment. + +He glanced toward it indifferently. "Then we will fasten my new one in +the space left vacant by yours," his swift, delightful smile came and +went, transforming his face for the moment like a gleam of sunlight, but +although brilliant, it was sad, sad as all regret, and Dita, seeing it, +felt some wild, momentary impulse to beseech forgiveness, she could not +tell exactly for what. + +The amulet, her old bit of crystal, was swinging at the end of a long +chain, and, a little embarrassed, she lifted it in her hand and gazed at +it mechanically, turning it this way and that to catch the different +reflections of light. + +"Did you know that we are lawbreakers, you and I, Dita?" asked Hepworth +with another smile, "meeting to discuss the details of a properly +arranged divorce? Well, my dear, it will not rest particularly heavy on +my conscience if it makes things easier for you in the least degree. +Your lawyers will instruct you just what to do, but there is one matter +which I wish to discuss with you personally, and that is some +settlements. + +"Why, Dita," breaking off sharply and starting to his feet, "what is the +matter? Are you ill?" + +Indeed he was justified in thinking so. She had grown white as snow. The +color had left even her lips. + +"No," she spoke with an effort, but she lifted her head, as if by main +strength of will. "No," and he was infinitely relieved to see a bit of +color creep back into her lips, but the eyes she courageously raised to +his were dark with an emotion which he could only translate as fear or +horror, he could not tell which. + +"Have I offended you, then?" he murmured. "Believe me--" + +"No, no," she insisted so definitely that he was forced to believe her. +"It was something quite different. Something, something I just +remembered." + +She was manifestly so confused and disturbed that he did not press the +point. It would have seemed both unkind and unwise to do so, and then, +although her eyes still retained that curiously shocked, almost +horror-stricken expression, the color had returned to her cheek. + +"You were saying?" she began, her voice steady enough now. "Oh, yes, I +remember, about the money." Those deep vibrations of emotion thrilled +her tones. "Well, I won't have it. Won't touch it. I will not hear of +settlements. I can make enough for my needs." + +He lifted his eyes and looked at her quickly and then the eyelids almost +closed. Perdita was under very close observation. + +"Naturally, I do not for a moment dispute that. It is a fact already +proven, but it is my wish to remove the necessity from you. Your +occupation will then continue to be a source of amusement, of interest +to you, but you will not feel that it is your sole dependence." + +She shook her head with a sort of irrevocable gentleness with which he +could not fail to be struck. + +"No," she said, "it is really quite useless to discuss the matter. +Truly, Cresswell, I will not even consider it." + +"But, Dita," he began, then paused a moment as if to make a choice of +arguments, desirous of using at once the most potent and evidently +preparing to undermine and break down the barriers of her decision if it +took a month. + +She forestalled him, however, with a quick flank movement. She rose to +her feet. "Cresswell," she said, "I promised you last night that I would +discuss this matter with you this morning, but now," there was the least +hesitation in her voice, "I am going to ask a favor. I dined with you +last night, now will you dine with me to-night? Will you? There will +only be Miss Fleming and her father, and she will just sit at the table +a few minutes, she never dines before playing; Wallace Martin and Maud, +and they are going somewhere, so you and I will have the leisure of a +long evening to discuss all the pros and cons of this question, your +side and mine. Will you come?" + +She was looking at him so earnestly, there was something so strange in +the depths of her dark eyes, that he felt tempted on the moment to beg +an explanation of this postponement. Then, as quickly he relinquished +it. + +"I shall be delighted to come," he said heartily. "And if to-night you +are in no mood to talk over dry details, we will put it off again until +a more convenient season." + +"No." Her tone was positive. "I am quite sure that we will come to one +decision or another this evening. Good-by." + +When the curtain at the door had fallen behind him, Dita sat down again. +She did not seem to be thinking or mentally engaged in any way whatever. +On the contrary, she seemed to be waiting, two or three minutes passed, +five. Still she waited. Ah, a bitter smile hovered for one moment around +her lips. Her whole tense figure relaxed a little as if the moment which +she had so confidently expected had come. + +There was the sound of the shutting of the outer door in the small room +to the left, then a halting step across the bare and polished floor. +Eugene's step. He paused a moment in the doorway leading into the larger +room, but as Dita did not turn nor give any sign whatever of having +heard him, he came on. + +"Back again, you see," he said. "I saw Hepworth leaving the house just +as I came about the corner up here, so I knew the coast was clear. May I +sit down?" + +For the first time Dita looked at him. He was unmistakably not of the +same temper in which he had left her an hour before. The buoyancy and +spring of him had vanished. His eyes were clouded, his mouth depressed, +certain lines on his brow and about his mouth stood out more markedly +than usual. In fact, he seemed to have halted midway in some mood +between dismay and anger. And as Dita observed this, there again played +about her mouth for one instant that same, sad, bitter, secretive smile. + +She had leaned back in her chair as if prepared to remain some time, but +she made no effort whatever to carry on a conversation or even to embark +on one. + +The frown deepened on Eugene's brow. This attitude on her part was +evidently irritating to him. + +"Everything settled, Dita, and satisfactorily?" + +"What do you mean by satisfactorily?" she asked, letting a moment or +two lapse between his question and her answer. + +"I mean everything arranged in your favor," he replied with a short +laugh. "He is rather sure to do that, you know. He likes to do things +with the grand air." + +"Oh, no, Eugene, it is you who like to affect the grand air. With him it +is natural." + +He looked up at her quickly. "It sounds, it sounds," he said, "as if you +might possibly be on the verge of a sirocco. Don't Dita, I implore you. +I am off the key myself." + +"Why?" she asked. + +He lifted his shoulders. "Ah, that I do not know." + +"I refused any alimony, Eugene," she said abruptly. + +"What! Oh, Dita, you must not! Why, it is the height of folly! My dear +child, it is quixotic to the verge of idiocy." All his moodiness had +vanished. He was arguing her case fervently enough now. "You have had +your head turned by the success you and Maud have enjoyed in this +venture this winter, but that is purely ephemeral. You were a fad, a +novelty. How long do such things last in New York? And here is Hepworth +willing and anxious to endow you with houses and lands. Dita," and never +had she heard him plead his love with such fervor, "Dita, you must not +ruin your whole life by a blind whim. You must listen to advice. You +must be guided by your friends in this matter. + +"It is true, of course," he continued, "that I make a very large income, +but I lay nothing by. It is impossible. I must keep up an +appearance--the painter prince, and all that sort of thing. It is +expected of me. It is a part of my stock in trade." + +"Then you consider, 'Gene," her voice was calmly, reassuringly +reasonable now, "you consider that fully to enjoy life we must both +possess more than an ordinarily large income?" + +"Dearest Dita," he bent forward with his tenderest, most ingratiating +smile, "do not for one moment mistake me. I think, I know we could be +happy without a centime between us, but viewing life as it is lived and +considering your tastes and my tastes, the mode of existence to which we +have accustomed ourselves and all that, I think we, like most other +people, would do well to avoid the perilous experiment of comparative +poverty. Whether we wish to believe it or not, really to invest life +with romance and interest and charm requires more than mere imagination, +of which you and I possess an abundant store, Dita. It also requires +money." + +"It would require a great deal more than that for me, Eugene," she rose +to her feet now and stood looking at him as if from mountain heights, so +remote and distant she seemed. "Remember the old legend of my +amulet,"--she lifted it and swung it to and fro as she talked,--"that +sooner or later it would force the one who possessed it to reveal +himself in his true character? Well, it has proved its ancient claim. +You apparently possessed it long enough for it to force you to reveal +your true self; or perhaps that was inevitable under any circumstances." + +"What do you mean, Dita?" he, too, had sprung to his feet, and stood +facing her, both fear and chagrin in his eyes. + +"This," she flung out her hand with the amulet in it; "while I sat here +talking to Cresswell, I was turning this square bit of crystal this way +and that, watching it catch the light. Suddenly, as I held it between my +thumb and forefinger, I saw you, it reflected you quite clearly. You +thrust your head a little forward from the door, down there," indicating +by a gesture the door at the lower end of the room, "anxious to hear the +better what Cresswell was saying and quite sure from the position of our +chairs that we could not see you. Then I sent him away and waited. I +knew, I knew instinctively, that you would do just as you did, Eugene, +and--so I waited. I knew that I should hear that outer door close, that +I should hear you walk across the floor, I knew it." + +The moments pulsed like heartbeats between them. + +"I shall not deny it," he said at last, "but Dita, Dita, I did it for +you. I felt that you would follow some quixotic course, which you would +regret for a lifetime. I know so well your mad, impulsive recklessness. +Oh, Dita," he stretched out his arms to her. + +There was no responsive movement on her part. She stood mute, immovable, +eyes downcast, as if she could not bear to look upon his humiliation. + +The long chain had slipped through her fingers, and the amulet swung at +the end of it, to and fro between herself and him, like the pendulum of +an inflexible fate. + +"Dita," his voice was irresistibly appealing, "you will not thrust me +thus out of your heart, oh, not for this!" + +"You never had a place in my heart, Eugene, I know that now." + +She swept across the floor, but as she put up her hand to pull aside the +curtain before the door, she paused. "I--I'm sorry, Eugene," she +faltered and by an effort of will lifted her eyes to him at last. + +But they fell neither on the shamed nor the conquered. His head was +thrown back, his eyes met hers. He was smiling, and his smile held +unfathomable things. It spoke of a spirit eternally young and yet which +had felt the weary weight of all dead and crumbling centuries. It was +sad, disillusioned, yet eagerly joyous. It had tasted all things and +found them vanity, yet pursued an unending quest with infinite zest. + +"Dear Dita," he murmured, "never doubt that I loved you, love you still, +but as the artist loves, not the plodder. You or any woman can only be +to him the 'shadow of the idol of his thought,' the mere symbol of +beauty, but what he really loves, Dita, is beauty's self." + +[Illustration: Before she knew it, his arms were about her.] + +He spoke now with a sincerity almost stern. "You or all the world may +think me false," his head lifted lightly, "it is nothing to me. To the +one thing I know as truth I am eternally true. I really, fundamentally +do not care that," he snapped his fingers, "for the rest of the show. I +have always the dream and before me lies the great achievement. So out +of your house, out of your life, out of your heart I go." He came near +her as he spoke, his voice was like music. Before she knew it, his arms +were about her and he was kissing her hair, where the copper shadows +rippled into gold above her temple. "Beautiful and still loved Perdita! +Good-by." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +WAITING FOR PERDITA + + +Perdita committed an unpardonable social sin that evening. She, the +hostess, was late in her own house. In fact she had sent down word that +they were to begin dinner without her. + +The three of them then, Maud, Wallace Martin and Hepworth were sitting +gazing at one another in a rather mournful and embarrassed fashion, when +Mr. and Miss Fleming were announced. Fuschia had stipulated that she was +only to remain with them until the appearance of the roast. That was the +signal for her departure, the definite limit of her stay. She was due at +the theater before eight and it was her custom never to eat anything +before the evening performance. This was the first time any of the group +had seen her since her tremendous success of a few evenings before. + +"Hands up!" she called from the doorway, her gay, delicious voice +pealing through the room, "hands up, I say," making an imaginary pistol +of her thumb and forefinger and covering the three. "I don't want either +your money or your life, but I do insist upon seeing who has blisters on +his hands. I shall accept no other proof of friendship." + +Hepworth and Martin promptly held up their hands. "I'm entitled to first +honors," said Hepworth, "I've sprained both wrists, can't write my +signature and have to have my food cut up for me." + +"My hands," said Wallace Martin proudly, "are trained. They no longer +show wear and tear. You could drive a dagger against them and it would +splinter harmlessly. From long practice in trying to make my own plays +go by virtue of my own applause they have acquired the substance and +fiber of hickory." + +"But dear Miss Fleming," cried Maud, "I deserve more credit than they, +for I recklessly sacrificed my most beautiful fan. When the curtain went +down for the last time and we climbed off our seats and stopped howling, +I held in my hand a limp shred of something and discovered that I had +beaten my poor, exquisite, fragile fan to bits." + +Fuschia's eyes were full of starry twinkles, her smile was a revelation +of joyousness. She drew a long, ecstatic breath, "Boys and girls, it was +nice, wasn't it?" + +"Nice!" exclaimed Hepworth pushing a chair forward for her, "Nice! Is +that the only word you can find to express your pleasure in the fact +that the curtain rose thirty times amid continuous cheers, and New York +simply took you to her heart and hugged you?" + +"Good old New York! She knew her own little Fuschia by the strawberry +mark on her left arm, didn't she? I heard Caruso sing for the first time +the other afternoon, and when they asked me afterward how I liked it, I +said I only knew of one thing more heavenly and that was the sound of a +great audience clapping and shouting. There's no music like that." + +Dinner was announced, and Maud, with a slightly worried expression, +began explaining to Fuschia that Perdita had been detained; but as they +moved toward the door, Hepworth noticed that Fleming had not stirred +from the remote corner he had sought upon entering the room. + +"Jim, what is the matter?" said Hepworth with some concern; "you haven't +interrupted Fuschia once since she came in and you know it's always a +neck and neck race between you to see which can talk the faster?" + +"He's been asleep," said Fuschia, taking her seat at the table. "Poor +papa! the gay life, you know!" + +Fleming eyed her indignantly across the bank of primroses in the center +of the board. "The gay life! I've had no sleep since I struck New York, +that's true. I've had to keep going, and take these poor little +pick-me-ups of cat-naps whenever I can get them; but why? For a week +before this great first night, I had to sit up with Fuschia and hold her +hand and tell her what an unparalleled success she was going to have and +then that night, after all the excitement and anxiety I suffered as her +father, and the exhaustion incident upon being first _claqueur_, why she +drove me out into the cold, damp, rainy streets with one of your New +York blizzards just setting in, to buy her the first morning papers, +and since then I've had to celebrate her triumph. I'll tell you what it +is, friends, I'm a raveled sleeve of care and no kind sleep to knit me +up." + +"Do you know what has really happened?" said Fuschia, in calm +explanation. "Dear papa can't help putting in those Dumas and Poe +touches, but come to me for the straight truth. It's really the funniest +thing about papa. His luck always comes right along with mine. Now what +do you think?" + +"He's made a million since he came to New York," said Wallace Martin. + +"Lost the other fellow's million, you mean," said Hepworth with feeling. + +"Wrong. It's the most unexpected thing you ever dreamed of," Fuschia's +voice was triumphant, "papa's got a social success. Yes," nodding +impressively, "just look at him closely and you'll see that he's lost +his natural, unconscious man-look. He now has a drawing-room-pet +expression and he's wearing his hair differently, and throwing out his +chest. Oh, you needn't laugh, Mr. Hepworth, it's true. 'Hyperion curls, +the front of Jove himself.' When we were coming on I determined that I +would always be very kind to papa. I'd never neglect nor ignore him, no +matter how famous I became; but, of course, he'd just be Fuschia +Fleming's father. But what are the real facts of the case? Father sits +in the seats of the mighty, flattered by great ladies and avoids mention +of his humble actress daughter. King Cophetua and the chorus girl!" + +"I had to come to New York to find out that the feminine boycott against +me wasn't complete," said Mr. Fleming with emotion. "I tell you, Hep, +it's a wonderful experience suddenly to realize that the entire crew of +petticoats the world over don't look at you as if they all had glass +eyes in their heads instead of real ones." + +"How do you account for it, Jim?" asked Hepworth. + +"From camp to court, my boy, has ever been but a step, although +sometimes it's a mighty long one," returned Fleming oratorically. "Now +this is the way I've explained it to myself. You see, I've got that +wild, free, above-timber-line flavor about me that simply locos the type +of woman that keeps husband hobbled to a stake under the big tree by +the back porch where she can keep an eye on him from the kitchen +windows. Now, personally, the catnip and parsley kind of woman never did +appeal to me; but these New York orchids are different. They know how to +appreciate the Rocky Mountain edelweiss, and seem grateful to me for +taking their husbands off their hands now and then. And they're so +interested, too, in the little every-day incidents of an old +prospector's life." + +"You just ought to hear papa Othelloize those Ophelias," said Fuschia, +deftly seizing the first opportunity to get into the conversation. +"He'll tell them about being carried down a thousand feet in a mighty +snowslide and escaping unhurt, and of the fabulous properties he's +discovered, and of frequent encounters with enormous grizzlies, where +he'll tap them lightly on the jaw and advise them to hasten home and +then if they get too familiar, he gives them a twist of the wrist that +sends them howling back to the woods." + +"Fuschia," said her father sternly, "you talk entirely too much, and +there's a day of reckoning coming for you. Just wait till you get to +London. There you'll be sneaking in at the back door and eating a cold +biscuit in the pantry while you're waiting to do a few recitations for +the ladies and gentlemen; while I'll be sailing in to dinner with a +belted earless on one arm and a tiaraed duchess on the other." + +"I'm afraid I see your finish, Jim," sighed Hepworth. "You'll end as a +leader of cotillions. Your head is badly turned." + +"There's no denying, Hep, that we are apt to set and undue value on what +we've never had, and these late-blooming feminine smiles are like a +bottle of champagne in the desert." + +"Oh, dear, here is the roast," cried Fuschia disconsolately, "and +Cinderella must run away. Is there no hope of seeing Mrs. Hepworth this +evening?" turning to Maud. + +Maud hesitated a moment, then, "I really do not know," she confessed +frankly, "she--she has not been particularly well all day." She simply +could not plead for Perdita the conventional bad headache while +Hepworth's steady eyes were fixed upon her. + +Fuschia, who happened to be looking at him, saw a quick shade of +disappointment pass over his face, and her impulsive sympathy was roused +by the depth and poignancy of that immediately suppressed emotion. She +threw herself into the breach. + +"Oh, I want dreadfully to see her to-night about the gown I am to wear +when I play the scheming adventuress next week. We were to have decided +it to-night. She is thinking of putting me in green instead of the usual +black with touches of scarlet, and the accustomed badge of the +adventuress, high-heeled scarlet slippers. And I am so anxious to know +if Mrs. Hepworth has decided upon green, a wonderful, wicked, dazzling +green, with strange blue lights in the shadows. Oh, may I send a message +and ask her to see me just a moment?" + +But before Maud could answer, Perdita entered the room. She pleaded the +usual headache, which Maud had so carefully avoided, and that threadbare +social fiction was for once upheld and substantiated. Dita's appearance +fully bore it out. Her face was pale, her eyes heavy. She promised, +however, to give a full consideration to the question of Fuschia's green +gown the next morning, and the actress who had already overstayed the +limits of the time she had allotted herself prepared to take her +departure. + +"Oh," she cried from the door, "I forgot to announce my two important +bits of good news. Mr. Martin is going to write me a comedy and Eugene +Gresham is going to paint my portrait." + +A faint smile hovered for one moment about Perdita's lips. "When did +Eugene make his request?" she asked in her usual low tones, although her +head lifted suddenly. + +"This afternoon," replied Fuschia, and Dita's smile deepened. "And he is +going to give me a fęte in his studio." + +"The usual ball in the artist's studio?" laughed Maud looking at Martin. + +"Don't you dream it," Fuschia laughed irrepressibly, also; "not the +stage kind with its crowd of maskers. This is to be patterned after an +afternoon among the great artists in Japan. You wear Japanese things and +crawl through a little door into a room with nothing in it but just one +perfect flower in a perfect vase, and we will all sit on the floor and +drink tea." + +"It sounds very much like him," said Maud, "but is it true Wallace that +you are really going to do a play for Miss Fleming?" + +"It happily is," said Martin, "a comedy." + +"Not a problem play?" The light of hope dawned in Miss Carmine's eyes. + +"Oh, dear me, no," cried Fuschia; "and he's going to write it just as he +talks." + +"I'd very much prefer to have you talk it as I write," said Martin, but +she had already vanished. + +In a very few minutes the others followed her example, Fleming leaving +the house with Maud and Wallace. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +WITH MY HEART'S LOVE + + +Scarcely had the hall door closed behind them when Hepworth turned to +Dita inquiringly. "Would you not very much prefer that I left you?" he +asked. "I can see that you are not well, and we can discuss anything +that remains to be talked over at any other time." + +"No," she shook her head, "I am quite well. I have not even the headache +I claimed, and I must, indeed I must, talk to you to-night." + +"But if our conversation this morning so upset and unnerved you," he +urged, "would it not be wise to defer this?" + +"Our conversation didn't," she replied with emphasis. "It was another +conversation. Cresswell, will you answer me a question or two?" + +"Anything you wish to know," he replied. + +She got up, and, after a fashion she sometimes showed, perhaps +unconsciously copied from him, began to walk restlessly up and down, +occasionally stopping to pick up and examine some ornament quite as if +she had never happened to notice it before. + +She had picked up a small jade vase from the mantelpiece and was now +bestowing upon it what appeared to be an exhaustive observation. In +reality she was hardly conscious that she held it in her hand. + +"Cresswell, why did you marry me?" + +He started ever so slightly and then answered unhesitatingly, "Because I +loved you, Dita." + +A little spasm of some emotion he could not fathom passed over her face. +"It was not because you wished to see how the flower blooming in a tin +can in a tenement window would bloom in a wonderful lacquered vase in a +marble court? It was not from curiosity or pity, Cresswell?" + +"It was love, Dita." + +Again that wave of emotion over her face, and then she looked about her +with sad, tear-wet eyes and a trembling mouth. + +"And my caprices, my stupidity, my inadequacy, soon destroyed that?" + +"Never," he repeated. "Believe that. I was no gardener trying +experiments. It was the flower I loved, Dita; the flower whose happiness +I longed for, whose happiness I still long for. You do not need my love, +do not care for it, why should you? But give me the happiness of still +being able to assure for you the marble courts and the lacquered vases." + +The little jade vase dropped from her fingers and fell unheeded to the +rug at her feet. The tears were pouring now, down her white face. She +made no effort either to conceal or to staunch them. + +"Ah, blind and wasteful creature that I am!" she cried. "Why, why should +you have chosen to love me?" + +She stepped toward him and with both hands unwound the slender +old-fashioned gold chain from her throat. She lifted her face, +quivering, broken with feeling, and still streaming with tears, to his. +She held out the amulet toward him. "Cresswell," poignantly, "will you +take this now, my old talisman, with my heart's love?" + +He made one quick movement as if to take her in his arms and hold her +close, close to his heart for ever. His face was irradiated, his cold +eyes glowed with a warmth and fire that more mercurial and mutable +natures can never know. + +Then the light went out of his eyes and face. It did not fade, it was as +if it were extinguished by some strong effort of will. His arms fell to +his sides. + +"My dear, my dear," his voice trembled, "how like your sweet, generous, +prodigal nature! I see it all now, the reason for your pallor and heavy +eyes. You have spent the day, since I left you this morning, in accusing +and denouncing yourself until you have reached the frame of mind where +you can only appease your offended and tyrannical conscience by some act +of high sacrifice. And do you think I would accept it, poor, heroic, +overwrought Dita? All day," that swift, flashing, heart-breaking smile +of his gleamed a moment, "you have been convicting yourself of +ingratitude, merely because I was offering you some of my money with +the entirely selfish motive of securing my own happiness." + +"You are wrong, wrong," she cried vehemently, passionately. "What can I +do to convince you? Oh, of course, you think that I am a creature of +moods; you have every reason to think so; but what can I do, what can I +say to convince you that I am not speaking from one of them now?" + +"Say nothing, dearest," he murmured deeply, soothingly; "say no more. I +shall always remember the sweetness of this moment." + +"But I will not have it so," she cried. "You must, you must listen to +me. You think that I love Eugene, that I have always loved Eugene. And I +did not know, I did not know what love was. Eugene is charming and +famous, and there was a sympathy between us, on one side of our natures. +We have the same love of color. It is a passion with us. It spells music +and poetry and all sorts of untranslatable things. It is something +instinctive with us, something we were born with and we see shades and +harmonies and values that other people do not. But this absolute +understanding between us was only on one side of our natures, and yet +sometimes it was so--so encompassing that I thought it embraced them +all. So I did not know my own mind. I was puzzled, confused, always in +doubt. And then, when I began really to--to flirt with Eugene, or so +people construed it, it was when I was beginning to be bored with my +marble court and my lacquered vase. I got so bored with being amused, +just amused all the time." + +"Ah, that was where I made my great, my unforgivable mistake," he +interrupted. + +"Yes, you made a mistake, in not letting me know you as you really are," +she conceded, "but then, with all the boredom, I had that sense of +futility, of failure behind me. Failure behind and nothing to look +forward to but an endless succession of marble courts. No beautiful, +dazzling unexpected. Just the same thing over and over and over. And +then you went away and for a time I was frightened and forlorn, so Maud +and I started our venture. Ah!" she clasped her hands together, the +amulet dangling on its chain, "I have told you what work and success +meant to me. You understand that; but gradually, as I got used to it, I +began to see that it wasn't enough. No," she shook her head sadly, "it +wasn't enough--there must be love. But I had got the idea into my head +that it was Eugene who would speak the magic word, that magic word that +I believed in and waited for. Yet all, all the time, from the moment you +left me, you were in my thoughts. You see," with a faint smile, "I +understood Eugene, but you were the unsolvable problem. I was always +thinking about you, trying to understand you, and last night," her face +glowed with a lovely light, "when you talked to me of the big, wonderful +things, when you made me feel that I was an intelligent human being and +not merely a pretty woman, why, my whole heart went out to you and I +knew it was you, you alone that I loved. It is not the man who can +conquer a city, many cities, with his grace and charm and genius. Not he +who can win my poor heart, but the man who can conquer his own spirit. +Ah, Cresswell," she held out the amulet again to him, "will you not take +this now?" 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Beauty + +Author: Mrs. Wilson Woodrow + +Illustrator: Will Grefe + +Release Date: September 27, 2011 [EBook #37549] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BEAUTY *** + + + + +Produced by Roland Schlenker, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<div class="figleft"> +<img src="images/cover.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<div class="figright"> +<img src="images/spine.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + + +<h1>THE BEAUTY</h1> + +<h2><i>By</i> MRS. WILSON WOODROW</h2> + +<h3><i>Author of</i> The Silver Butterfly, etc.</h3> + + +<p class="center">WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY<br /> +WILL GREFÉ</p> + +<p class="center">INDIANAPOLIS<br /> +THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY<br /> +PUBLISHERS</p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright 1910<br /> +The Bobbs-Merrill Company</span></p> + + +<p class="center">PRESS OF<br /> +BRAUNWORTH & CO.<br /> +BOOKBINDERS AND PRINTERS<br /> +BROOKLYN, N. Y.</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/illus1.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<h3>Perdita</h3> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + + +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<table width="75%"> +<tr><td align="right">I </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_I"><span class="smcap">A Bachelor's Bride</span> </a></td><td align="right">1</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">II </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_II"><span class="smcap">A Far World of Dreaming</span> </a></td><td align="right">14</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">III </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_III"><span class="smcap">Pink and White Existence</span> </a></td><td align="right">35</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">IV </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_IV"><span class="smcap">Our Loving Friends</span> </a></td><td align="right">55</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">V </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_V"><span class="smcap">Perdita's Talisman</span> </a></td><td align="right">64</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">VI </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VI"><span class="smcap">Sirocco</span> </a></td><td align="right">75</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">VII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VII"><span class="smcap">The Gift of Freedom</span> </a></td><td align="right">84</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">VIII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"><span class="smcap">Fools' Laughter</span> </a></td><td align="right">98</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">IX </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_IX"><span class="smcap">A Telephone Call</span> </a></td><td align="right">114</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">X </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_X"><span class="smcap">Out of the Gilded Cage</span> </a></td><td align="right">125</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XI </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XI"><span class="smcap">A Doll or a Box of Candy</span> </a></td><td align="right">137</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XII"><span class="smcap">Fuschia Fleming</span> </a></td><td align="right">150</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XIII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"><span class="smcap">Shocking the Hewstons</span> </a></td><td align="right">165</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XIV </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV"><span class="smcap">Publicity</span> </a></td><td align="right">175</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XV </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XV"><span class="smcap">A Widow's Smile</span> </a></td><td align="right">192</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XVI </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI"><span class="smcap">Father and Daughter</span> </a></td><td align="right">206</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XVII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVII"><span class="smcap">Do You Love Me?</span> </a></td><td align="right">219</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XVIII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII"><span class="smcap">Playing the Game</span> </a></td><td align="right">231</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XIX </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XIX"><span class="smcap">He Calls on His Wife</span> </a></td><td align="right">243</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XX </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XX"><span class="smcap">The Magic Word</span> </a></td><td align="right">256</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XXI </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXI"><span class="smcap">Two Announcements</span> </a></td><td align="right">268</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XXII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXII"><span class="smcap">Hepworth Misunderstands</span> </a></td><td align="right">278</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XXIII </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII"><span class="smcap">Its Ancient Charm</span> </a></td><td align="right">289</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XXIV </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV"><span class="smcap">Waiting for Perdita</span> </a></td><td align="right">305</td></tr> +<tr><td align="right">XXV </td><td><a href="#CHAPTER_XXV"><span class="smcap">With My Heart's Love</span> </a></td><td align="right">316</td></tr> +</table> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE BEAUTY</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<h3>A BACHELOR'S BRIDE</h3> + + +<p>If the proper statistics of bachelorhood were accurately tabulated they +would show that at certain fixed and recurring periods, a confirmed old +bachelor, say one in every ten, casts his dearly-bought experience, his +hard-won knowledge of the world and women to the four winds of heaven, +and chooses for himself a wife; and, as his friends and relatives +invariably protest, a bungling job he makes of it. He may, before the +world, walk soberly, discreetly, advisedly and in the fear of God in +every other respect, but when it comes to selecting a companion for the +rest of his life, he follows, apparently, a predestined leading, some +errant and tricksy impulse, and from a world of desirable and waiting +helpmates, eminently suitable, he will, in nine cases out of ten, fix +his heart upon the one inevitable She who can keep the pot of trouble +ever boiling for him.</p> + +<p>This, according to Mr. Cresswell Hepworth's old and intimate friends, +was exactly the course which he had followed; nor was even one voice +upraised in dissent from this opinion, as they frankly discussed the +matter over their champagne and truffled sweetbreads at the breakfast +following the wedding.</p> + +<p>It was but natural that they who were rarely in complete agreement on +any subject which commended itself for discussion among them, should +hold a unanimous opinion on this matter which involved the happiness of +their lifelong friend. But although the opinion was unanimous, it was +not unprejudiced. Hepworth had had his distinct niche in their homes and +hearts for many years, and now as they gazed metaphorically at the empty +space, it struck a chill to their affections.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless they did not, could not fail to join in the little gasp of +admiration which breathed through the church as the bride swept up the +aisle on the arm of Mr. Willoughby Hewston, the well-known banker and +intimate friend of the bride-groom. She had been stopping, it was +understood, with Mrs. Wilstead, another friend of Hepworth's, for +several weeks.</p> + +<p>There were those in the large audience who saw a certain pathos in the +fact that she was given away by one of Hepworth's friends, thus exposing +the lack of either relatives or friends of her own, but there was +nothing in her bearing to indicate that she was conscious of her +isolated position as she advanced, leaning lightly on Mr. Hewston's arm.</p> + +<p>The world, Hepworth's world, and it was a large one, was tingling with +curiosity. He was a great figure, looming immense upon the financial +horizon; but no one had ever heard of the bride. The invitations to the +wedding were the first intimation of his impending marriage, and the +bride's name, Perdita Carey, conveyed nothing to anybody. By dint of +careful collection of scraps of information, it gradually became known +that she was young, of southern birth and extremely pretty. Bare facts. +No more.</p> + +<p>It was also considered rather an odd reading of the customary +conventions on Hepworth's part, this crowded church wedding exposing the +bride's poverty in relatives, the breakfast to follow, at his town +house, thus making equally plain her homeless state; but when this view +was set before him, sighingly, by Isabel Hewston, and vivaciously by +Alice Wilstead, he became obstinate in the insistence of his plans. He +seemed possessed of some masculine idea of getting things over, of +having all his friends meet his wife en masse, so to speak, and having +the matter settled.</p> + +<p>And so it was, "Nice customs curtsy to great kings"—or millionaires. +The audience then of his friends—there was none of hers present, if +indeed she possessed any—sat with heads turned at an aching angle and +awaited, with concealed impatience, the choice of Cresswell Hepworth.</p> + +<p>The weight of opinion leaned to a sunburst of a woman, darkly splendid, +opulently graceful, and instead, when the stately strains of the +wedding-march echoed through the church, the guests lifted their +astonished eyes to a brown and slender girl; but no matter what the +expectation had been, each realized that he gazed on a more poetic +loveliness than he had dreamed.</p> + +<p>Another unhesitating mental admission. Obscure, unknown she might have +been, but she could never be considered ordinary. It had taken +generations of cultivation to give that pose of the head and shoulders, +that arch of the instep, that taper to her slender wrist. And what +intimation of individuality! Few women could have borne more regally the +weight of heavy and lusterless satin or a diadem of flashing jewels; but +this girlish bride of a millionaire had insisted on being married in the +white muslin her own scanty purse had furnished; and wore as if it were +a crown of diamonds the wreath of white jasmine flowers which held her +long tulle veil close about the cloudy masses of her hair.</p> + +<p>For once the entire interest of any occasion which he happened to grace +was not centered on Hepworth, who, with his usual invincible composure, +awaited the bride at the altar, fortified by his best man, Wallace +Martin.</p> + +<p>But the owner of millions—unctuous sound—is worth more than a mere +dismissing word. Let the bride continue to advance, he to await her, +while he is presented in a lightning sketch.</p> + +<p>Cresswell Hepworth was far from old, not fifty. He had more than three +generations of cultivated ancestry behind him. In type he was American, +approaching the Indian; tall, slightly aquiline of feature, somewhat +granitic and imperturbable. His hair, which had been brown, was almost +white, his eyes were gray, trained to express nothing, but startlingly +penetrating when he chose to lift rather heavy lids with a peculiarly +long droop at the corners.</p> + +<p>Emerson says somewhere that "a feeble man can see the farms that are +fenced and tilled, the houses that are built. The strong man sees the +possible houses and farms. His eye makes estates as fast as the sun +breeds clouds."</p> + +<p>Hepworth was a strong man. He saw possible houses and farms, +externalized them and became the acquirer of vast and profitable +tracts of land—a fair map blackly dotted with mines and scrawled +with the angular lines of intersecting railroads. In this yellow +triangle, a great wheat farm. Here, in this square of living green, +irrigated and profitable ranches. He stood, this "Colossus of +Finance"—journalese—with his feet planted firmly on this solid +map-basis, and, with a golden rake, drew toward him from countless +clutching hands securities, stocks, bonds, curios, pictures (he was an +ardent collector), loot of every description, and, it was even whispered +through the church, his young and lovely bride.</p> + +<p>But now he stepped forward to meet her with a smile that enlivened his +whole face, even his eyes. The service flowed on. With that air of sulky +geniality which represented his most urbane manner, Willoughby Hewston +gave away the bride. The responses were duly made, and Mr. and Mrs. +Cresswell Hepworth turned to walk through an aisle of smiling and +nodding friends.</p> + +<p>At that moment the mellow October sunlight fell through the stained +windows enwrapping Perdita in a regal and impalpable vesture of scarlet +and gold; and again a murmur of admiration rippled and echoed at this +fresh revelation of her beauty. She had been pale as she walked up the +aisle, but now her color had risen and the crimson on her brown cheek +was the hue of a jacqueminot rose. Her hair, a deep chestnut at the +temples, flowed into copper, dark in the hollows, gold where it caught +the light. Her coloring was a harmony of all soft, warm, dusky shades, +and one looked to the eyes to focus these tints in light or darkly rich +topaz; but Perdita's eyes were gray, handed down perhaps from those +Irish kings to whom her father had laughingly traced his descent.</p> + +<p>"Lucky girl!" murmured Alice Wilstead an hour later to the group of +Hepworth's intimate friends who sat together at one table during the +breakfast that followed the wedding. "Just think of it. He has no family +encumbrances. Never an 'in-law' will she have to cope with."</p> + +<p>It never struck her that Hepworth's little circle of close friends had +gradually assumed about all of the intrusive and proprietary +prerogatives of the nearest and most affectionate relatives.</p> + +<p>Alice Wilstead was a widow, dark, slender, piquant, versed in the +secrets of grace and the art of wearing her jewels so that they +accentuated her sparkling eyes and her one precious dimple without +eclipsing them. Warmly sympathetic and impulsive, she had been overcome +by the vision of Perdita's isolation as the girl walked up the aisle on +the grudging arm of Willoughby Hewston; and had pressed her +handkerchief lightly to her eyes, a moment of emotion viewed with +callous interest by a misinterpreting world which regarded it as a last +tear shed for a lost opportunity, a shattered hope.</p> + +<p>"Well," said Hewston, finishing his sweetbreads and preparing to begin +on the next course, "it went off very well. I was all right, wasn't I?"</p> + +<p>"You were perfect, dear," his wife hastened to assure him, "and it was a +beautiful wedding."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hewston was gray and pink and plump like her husband; and this +morning her grayness and pinkness and plumpness were underlined, thrown +into high relief by a violet gauze gown, heavily spangled in silver. +Isabel Hewston resembled nothing so much as a comfortable, placid, +fireside cat, purry and complacent. If she possessed claws, which is +doubtful, they were always well concealed.</p> + +<p>"Yes, a beautiful wedding and a beautiful bride," she murmured, with a +little sighing inflection habitual to her, "so young, so—"</p> + +<p>"Humph!" interrupted her husband, with as much of a snort as a mouthful +of game would permit, "I tell you it's a pretty tough thing for all of +us to see old Hepworth looking so happy." He thrust out his lower lip +and wrinkled up his eyes until he bore a grotesque likeness to a baby +about to cry. "Hepworth's my best friend, and to see that look of almost +boyish joy on his face was pretty hard. There are some things you can do +and some you can't; now one of these things that no man can afford to do +is to marry outside his own class. I could have told Cress so."</p> + +<p>The other members of this intimate little coterie of friends, five in +all, looked at one another and burst into involuntary laughter.</p> + +<p>Wallace Martin, an old young man, a magazine writer, who would fain be a +playwright, gave the single bark of mirth which served him for an +explosion of laughter. It sounded particularly derisive now.</p> + +<p>"I would give my little all to have the new Mrs. Hepworth hear you say +that," he chuckled. "Dear old Hewston, she would not in a thousand years +consider any of us in her class. She belonged, let me inform you, to one +of the oldest of southern families. Her mother was a cotton princess of +the loveliest and haughtiest variety. One of the famous belles of her +day. Her father, too, was of the old South."</p> + +<p>"Why, what are you talking about?" growled Hewston irascibly. "She +hadn't a dime—was a beautiful cloak model or something of that kind."</p> + +<p>"She painted dinky things for a living, if you mean that," said Martin +carelessly, "lamp-shades and menu cards and such."</p> + +<p>"If she only had some friends, even one relative," deplored Mrs. +Hewston, "it would look so much—er—nicer, you know. Relatives do add a +background." She shook her head regretfully.</p> + +<p>"We'll have to be her relatives," said Maud Carmine, a niece of Mrs. +Hewston and a plain rather faded young woman of pale and indefinite +tints and many angles. Her claim to distinction rested on the fact that +she was a drawing-room musician of—strange anomaly—real musical +feeling. It was her misfortune always to be explained by those who found +her tact, good nature and practical common sense useful, and who drew +heavily on them, as, "not attractive looking, you know; but pure gold, +and one of the most dependable persons," and this damning tribute of +friendship served as an admirable check to further curiosity concerning +her. "Yes, we must be her background." Her glance lingered for a moment +on Wallace Martin, but he returned it briefly and indifferently.</p> + +<p>"A young woman who has just married millions needs no family group," +remarked Alice Wilstead lightly. "The most effective background is her +husband."</p> + +<p>"Gad!" Mr. Hewston put down his knife and fork to glare at her. "The +idea of looking at Hepworth as a background. He who has always been in +the front of everything. A background! And for a snub-nosed chit of a +girl!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Willoughby, dear, not snub-nosed," expostulated his wife mildly.</p> + +<p>"Snub-nosed, I said," insisted Willoughby. "Didn't I walk up the aisle +with her?"</p> + +<p>"Hush, dear, hush," murmured his wife. "Here she comes now."</p> + +<p>The bride was leaving. Passing through the handsome, stiff apartments +like a white cloud, to make ready for the journey before her, she +stopped a moment for a word or two with Maud Carmine as she paused at +that table.</p> + +<p>Hewston rose reluctantly to his feet. "I once heard of a wedding," he +said confidentially and hopefully to Wallace Martin, "where the bride +went up to change her gown, and never showed up again."</p> + +<p>"Where did she go?" asked Wallace with interest.</p> + +<p>"Dunno," returned Willoughby. "Old lover. Fourth dimension. +Unexplainable, but fact, I assure you."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + +<h3>A FAR WORLD OF DREAMING</h3> + + +<p>The bride had passed through the admiring groups with a smile here, a +word there and was already half up the stairway, above the voices, the +heavy flower scents, the sentimental melodies which stole from the +musicians' bower. On, a white, mystic figure, her veil floating behind +her; on, without undue haste, but most eagerly, as if she climbed some +mount which led from the world to a desired solitude.</p> + +<p>On the first landing she paused, leaning for a moment, Juliet-like as +from a balcony, and looked down on the moving mosaic of color beneath, +the gay, light tones of the women's gowns thrown into relief by the dark +coats of the men. The gazers paid her the tribute of involuntary "Ohs," +and barely restrained themselves from applause as if at the appearance +of their favorite actress. As usual Perdita had made a picture of +herself, an involuntary and unpremeditated picture; but in effect beyond +the calculations of the most vigilant stage manager.</p> + +<p>She stood with one arm lightly upraised holding her bouquet of white +jasmine above her laughing face. Behind her, a stained glass window, +before her the marble balustrade. Then the bouquet, its white ribbons +waving and circling, whirled through the air, over the sea of upturned +faces and white clutching hands and straight into Alice Wilstead's arms.</p> + +<p>With the laughter and clamor of voices ringing in her ears, Perdita, +hidden from sight now by a turn of the staircase, followed, with +unconcealed haste, the crimson velvet pathway which led to solitude.</p> + +<p>At the top of the stairs she hesitated briefly, glancing right and left. +She had been in the house but twice before, both times under the +chaperonage of Mrs. Hewston, and she was not sure of the exact +geographical position of her own suite of apartments.</p> + +<p>At this moment her maid, engaged from that morning, stepped forward and +threw open a door. Perdita smiled approval. It would have been +difficult to withhold it. Olga, a paragon of maids, if references and +experience count, showed no signs of the wear and tear of previous +mistresses. She was delightful in appearance, rosy-cheeked, amiable, +immaculate, with that air of trained capability which invites +confidence.</p> + +<p>Perdita paused before entering. "Are all my traveling things out?" she +asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes, madame."</p> + +<p>"Very well, I shall not need you for a few moments. Remain here and when +I want you I will ring."</p> + +<p>"Yes, madame."</p> + +<p>Perdita drew a breath of relief as the door was closed gently behind +her. At last she was alone, away from eyes, eyes that were everywhere. +She had felt all morning as if she were encompassed by them, appraising +eyes, envious eyes, unfamiliar, inquisitive eyes.</p> + +<p>She looked slowly about her. And these were her own apartments, these +beautiful, cold, unlived-in rooms, as empty of life or individuality as +a shell.</p> + +<p>Yesterday she had walked through them with Isabel Hewston, pleased, +admiring, but a little overawed. She had not realized before what a +wizard's wand Cresswell wielded. He had but waved it and great +architects and decorators, their disciplined and cultivated imaginations +stimulated by the prospect of unlimited expenditure had devised for her, +penniless Perdita Carey, all this beauty and luxury. She had only +stipulated timidly that she might be environed in her favorite rose +color, a mere suggestion for those who had the matter in charge. It was +enough. Her bed chamber bloomed with the pale but vivid flush of pink +roses, La France, accentuated with cool, suave, silver notes, like the +delicate, contrasted phrasing of a musical theme. The result of color +and arrangement was youthful, joyous, spacious. Beyond a softly falling +curtain, she caught a glimpse of her sitting-room. American beauty, a +radiant spot with delicious water colors on the walls, bowls of roses, +the sunshine falling through the windows, and shelves of books, each +volume bound in creamy vellum.</p> + +<p>In one of the long mirrors which reflected her graceful figure from +every angle she saw through an opposite door her dressing-room and +bath, with its elaborate appointments, more inviting and luxurious than +any of which the proudest Roman beauty could have dreamed. She looked +about her with a faint, strange smile. What a contrast were these cold +and splendid rooms, not yet animated by her personality, to that little +apartment with its two or three tiny chambers, high up under the roof, +where she had lived and worked!</p> + +<p>Then she turned back to her reflection in the mirror. It was extremely +becoming to her, all this background of rose and silver. Perdita +realized that as she unfastened the white flowers from her hair and let +her long veil fall like a cloud about her. With a deft movement she +caught it and tossed it on a chair for Olga to fold later. She slipped +out of her wedding-gown next and laid it more carelessly still upon a +couch. Then she leaned forward, her elbow on the dressing-table, her +chin on her hand, and regarded herself steadily, that faint, strange +smile still on her lips.</p> + +<p>Well, she had fulfilled her destiny, justified Eugene Gresham's +prophecy. She heard his words to her, spoken the last time she had seen +him, three months before, as plainly as if his voice still rang in her +ears.</p> + +<p>"Perdita, your destiny is written on your face. It includes marrying a +millionaire and having your portrait painted by me."</p> + +<p>Fateful words! She had just married the millionaire, but even here, upon +the threshold of this new life, she was constrained to halt a moment and +cast one backward glance, "just for the old love's sake."</p> + +<p>It was the night before Eugene Gresham sailed for Europe to paint the +portraits of "Princessin, Contessin and high Altessin." Again she +awaited him. Again she heard his step on the stair without, a quick, +light step with an odd halt in it.</p> + +<p>He was coming, and her heart beat. How it beat as she stood there +breathless beside the window!</p> + +<p>"Perdita!" Eugene's voice. He was across the room in a flash, both her +hands in his. "Here, let me see you in the light." He drew her toward a +lamp. "Two years, two years since we have met, and me wasting time +painting in the desert places when I might have been with you. Time is +not in the Far East. Ah, my cousin!" (the relationship was remote) he +sighed. "Why, as I live," with a quick change of tone, "you've got +another dimple, and that makes you a new and lovelier Perdita."</p> + +<p>She flushed adorably. "How nice and southern," she cried with an attempt +at lightness, "and how exactly like you, just like the old 'Gene."</p> + +<p>"The old 'Gene," his eyes still holding hers, "has never changed."</p> + +<p>"How—how—are the pictures going?" withdrawing her hands from his.</p> + +<p>"Beautifully!" he said carelessly. "The glassy eyes of the millionaires +are all turning toward me, and I have more commissions to make beautiful +on canvas their pug-nosed, fat-faced wives than I care to accept. Those +ladies hail me as a great psychological artist. Their mirrors are so +cruel to them that when my brushes flatter them they say that I paint +their souls; strip away the husk of the flesh and reveal enduring +loveliness."</p> + +<p>He struck a match to light a cigarette and then hastily shielded it with +his cupped hand from the breeze which blew through the open window. The +light flared into his down-bent face, bringing out its dissonances +almost grotesquely in that small, momentary flash. Pick Gresham to +pieces and he was incontrovertibly convicted of sheer ugliness, but the +fact bothered him not at all. He knew that few ever arrived at the cool, +dispassionate frame of mind regarding him where they were capable of +that exhaustive analysis known as picking to pieces. He was slender and +rather small of stature, not more than medium height. One shoulder was +noticeably higher than the other and he walked with a slight limp, the +result of an injury received in boyhood. Coarse, blue-black hair with a +sort of crinkle in it stood out from his head like a cloud. His skin was +swarthy, his features irregular, even his eyes, dark eyes, were only +occasionally brilliant. But he might have been appreciably uglier, +almost as hideous as the Yellow Dwarf or Beauty's Beast,—it would have +mattered no more than his present lack of beauty, and well he knew it. +His was the magic gift of glamour, and all the dissonances and +inharmonies of appearance as well as of character seemed but the +italics emphasizing his charm. His mind was supple and flexible, his +wits nimble, even subtle. He was as vivid, as veering, as fascinating as +flame.</p> + +<p>His match, the third he had struck, blew out before it had lighted his +cigarette, and he threw it away with a petulant gesture. He did not +answer her, as he was again attempting to light his cigarette, this time +with success. Then he began to saunter about the room.</p> + +<p>In spite of her penury Perdita had yet managed to invest her little +workshop with both daintiness and charm. The walls were hung with pink +and white chintz and here and there were bits of fragile china and rare +old silver on claw-legged mahogany tables, while from dim canvases in +tarnished silver frames smiled the sweet, dark eyes of haughty southern +beauties of a generation unused to life's struggles.</p> + +<p>"You really saved some of the best things from that hideous auction, +didn't you?" picking up a bit of china to scrutinize it more carefully. +"I was horrified when I heard of it across the world, several months +after it was all over. If I'd only been there to buy the whole lot in. +Plucky little girl you were, Perdita, to come on here and manage to keep +the gaunt, gray wolf at bay."</p> + +<p>"What else was there for me to do?" she asked without turning her head. +"Aunt died, the place had to go. As for the wolf, if you look sharp, +Eugene, you may see his paws thrusting under this door."</p> + +<p>In the center of the room was a large table covered with paint brushes, +colors, a litter of candle shades, cotillion favors and cards in various +stages of completion. Eugene carefully cleared a space on that edge of +the table nearest Perdita's chair, and perched upon it, looking down at +her with a smile.</p> + +<p>"My stars, Dita!" he cried with the truest conviction, "you are a +beauty! The moment I return, I mean to paint you again. And this time +I'll set the world afire. Do you remember how many portraits I have made +of you? Why, just to see you brings back my boyhood,—the hopes, the +struggles, the effort, the haunted days, the feverish nights. I used to +think, 'If I can just learn how to get this effect, I'll know the whole +secret.' I've got past that now. There's always a new and more +difficult riddle every day. But Dita, Dita, the dreams of my youth you +recall!"</p> + +<p>The smile died from her face. Her eyes grew wistful. "The dreams of our +youth," she repeated. "I'm young yet; but they haunt me. They were +beautiful dreams down there on that gray, old river. Can't you shut your +eyes, Eugene, and see the terraces sloping down to the water, the +lovely, neglected garden with its tangle of roses and jasmine?"</p> + +<p>"Do I remember?" His eyes looked deep into hers. "I swear I never smell +jasmine without thinking of the old place and you. Perdita, do you ever +think what life might have been for us if it hadn't been for our +accursed poverty? If we'd only had just a little between us. It's a +question of courage. If we'd only had the courage to face things hand in +hand we'd have got along somehow, I dare say. But we didn't have that +quality, did we? We didn't believe enough in our dreams. That's the +worst of life. She won't let you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, the dreams!" she scoffed. Her color remained high, her eyes +glittered, but with irritation, not tears. She suffered from an old +laceration of the heart, the more wounding in that, for pride's sake, +she must ever deny it expression. Eugene always took the attitude as if +they together had renounced a mutual love, and often implied, without +rancor, but with a forgiving, almost understanding tenderness, that the +responsibility of their marred lives lay on her shoulders.</p> + +<p>Perdita was of the twentieth century, but she was also a southern woman +of many traditions, and she could not say the words which rose to her +defensive lips: "Eugene, you have never asked me to face life hand in +hand with you." He would with a glance, she could see it, feel it, +convict her of blunted intuitions, of an inability to discern exquisite +shades of emotion; and then he would express his love for her in +glowing, passionate phrases, confusingly evasive, elusive beyond +definition, committing himself to nothing.</p> + +<p>And if this shifting of responsibility on her, this ardent skirting of a +definite issue were premeditated or his unavoidable, temperamental way +of viewing the matter, she could not tell. Conjecture was idle. Her +knowledge of his character, her ready mental accusations and equally +ready excuses, these comprising the sole weight of evidence, merely held +the scales steady.</p> + +<p>Eugene began to pick up, first one, then another, of the favors on the +table, a smile, tender yet humorous, about his lips.</p> + +<p>"By Jove, these are not so bad! They are rather stunning. You always did +have a lot of feeling for form and color, Dita, but you wouldn't work. +You weren't willing to drudge and to starve if necessary. That was +because you lacked the clear vision. It wasn't always before you, a +pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night." None might doubt +his sincerity or conviction now. It was mounting as flame. "Artistic and +appreciative you are, Dita. All this trash shows it, but you lack the +creative impulse. You were never meant to be a barefooted, tattered +follower of the vision, a lodger in a new palace of dreams each night. +You should build your house on the rock of substantial things, +bread-and-butter facts.</p> + +<p>"Oh, do not toss up your head in that wounded-stag manner. Good Lord! +Isn't it enough that you are beautiful? And how beautiful! I'm almost +tempted to cancel my passage and, instead of sailing to-morrow morning, +stop here and paint you again. Really, I am. But what would it profit +me? I'd just be sowing the seed for a new harvest of heartaches. +Perdita, your destiny is written on your face." It was as if he willed +to speak lightly. "It includes marrying a millionaire, and having your +portrait painted by me. You'll never have an international reputation as +a beauty until you do both." But in spite of his smile and his flippant +words there was bitterness in his eyes.</p> + +<p>She did not see that, but the lightness of his words and tone pricked +her to an immediate decision, a decision which she had, unconsciously, +postponed until she had seen him. Her face paled, her lips folded in a +tight line.</p> + +<p>"I am going to marry the millionaire," she said firmly enough, although +there was a slight tremor in her voice. "It depends on you whether or +not there is a portrait of Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth by Gresham." There +was triumph in her eyes and voice as thus she lifted her pride from the +dust.</p> + +<p>"Cresswell Hepworth!" His astonishment was unbounded. "Perdita! I throw +my hat at your feet. Cresswell Hepworth! The pick of the bunch. +Wonderful! But," looking at her curiously, "how on earth did you meet +him?"</p> + +<p>"He heard of my amulet through a man I met at old Mrs. Huff's, Mr. +Martin. He has a wonderful collection of amulets, and he wanted to buy +it of me."</p> + +<p>"But you didn't sell it?" he said quickly. "No, of course not. H'm-m. +That old amulet. You laugh at my superstitions, Dita, but you must admit +that it's queer the way it's interwoven with the history of our family."</p> + +<p>He began to roll cigarettes and lay them with neat and exquisite +regularity on the table beside him. His eyebrows were raised, his mouth +twisted in a sort of rueful yet whimsical grimace. When he had finished +rolling the sixth cigarette, he laid it in line with the others, an +exact line, his eye was so true. Then at last he looked at her, and his +cynical, earnest, mocking, enthusiastic face softened. His eyes +enveloped her with tenderness. There was a heart-break in his smile.</p> + +<p>"Ah, star-eyed Perdita, how shall I give you up? The only woman!" He +mused a moment, and then repeated: "The only woman! If we had but had +the courage to take the bitter with the sweet, Perdita."</p> + +<p>Unwitting goad! It struck too deep for her to conceal the wound.</p> + +<p>"You do not say 'can,' I observe, Eugene," she said laughingly, but +there was an edge to her voice like that on finely tempered steel.</p> + +<p>"No," he returned, his fingers busy with a rearrangement of the +cigarettes; "you see it involves you and me. Not John Jones and Jane +Smith, but you and me. Do you know what that means? Well, it means that +it involves the inheritance and training of a good many generations. Do +you think I do not know how you loathe all this?" He flicked with his +fingers the dainty trifles on the table. "I know well the craving of +your nature for splendor and beauty, how necessary they are to you, and +how dinkiness and makeshifts irritate and depress you, take the heart +out of you. That is one you, one Perdita. There is another. I saw her +when I came in to-night. God, I wish I hadn't!" His voice dropped on +this exclamation and she did not hear it. "She is young. Her beautiful, +dark eyes ask love and give it. Her heart dreams of it. It is in every +tone of her voice. These two are at war, the natural woman and the woman +with her inherited love of ease and luxury and cultivated, artificial +desires. Which is the stronger? Why, to-night"—he picked up one of the +cigarettes and prepared to light it; his hands trembled, his face was +white—"the woman who is ready to love. She would listen to +me—to-night. I would hold her. Oh, what's the use?" He twisted his +shoulders impatiently. Then he bent forward and tapped the table lightly +but emphatically, as if to add weight to his words. "You'd listen to me +to-night, I know that; but as sure as to-morrow's dawn I'd get a little +note from you saying that the morn had brought wisdom. But, oh, I am +glad I'm sailing to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"So am I," she flashed out. "You think—you take too much for granted, +Eugene."</p> + +<p>"I dare say." His voice sounded flat. "No one ever appreciates +renunciation. Well, it's out into the night in more senses than one." He +rose and looked at her as she sat with downcast eyes, and half stretched +out his arms toward her. Then as she too rose, he clasped his fingers +about the back of her head and drew her face toward him, although she +strove to avert it from him. "Good-by, sweetheart." Even she must +believe in the ardor and sincerity of his tones. "Good-by, Perdita of +the South." He kissed her lightly on one cheek and then the other. +"Good-by, my jasmine flower."</p> + +<p>He hesitated a moment in leaving the room, as if to turn and clasp her +to him and bear her away; then he shut the door gently behind him and +she heard his halting, hurried step upon the stair. She sat listening +until its last echoes had died away, and then, casting her outstretched +arms on the table, sending the favors and menus and candle-shades in a +shower to the floor, she burst into a storm of tears.</p> + +<p>There was a low, discreet, respectful knock, Olga's knock on the door +leading into Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth's splendid apartments. Perdita +started violently and came back to the present from her far world of +dreaming. She had not even begun to dress, but still was sitting, chin +on hand, gazing with apparent intentness at her image in the mirror.</p> + +<p>"It is almost time for Madame to start," Olga smiled from the doorway, +"so I ventured to remind."</p> + +<p>"Yes," Perdita spoke hurriedly, rising at the same time. "Get me into my +gown quickly, please, and tie my shoes."</p> + +<p>Olga was deft and practised, and Perdita's dressing was the work of a +few minutes.</p> + +<p>"My veil now," said the new Mrs. Hepworth, "and—oh, I almost forgot." +She turned to lift from her dressing-table an exceedingly quaint and +striking ornament, depending from a long, thin chain. It was a square of +crystal about an inch and a half in diameter, set curiously in strands +of silver and gold, twisted and beaten together, and, as must be +apparent to even the casual observer, was of ancient and unique +workmanship. This was Perdita's amulet, the old charm, which Eugene with +his superstitious fancies had always longed to possess, and which had +excited also the desire of the collector in Hepworth; but in spite of +many temptations to part with it, Dita had always retained possession of +it. It was her one link with the past, a personal link, but also a +traditional and hereditary one. She wound the chain several times about +her neck, and the crystal pendant gleamed dully against the dark blue +cloth of her gown.</p> + +<p>"You also are ready, Olga?" she said as she passed through the door.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Madame."</p> + +<p>Hepworth was waiting for Perdita at the head of the stairs. He was in +his heavy motoring coat, his cap in hand.</p> + +<p>He smiled as he saw her. "Just in time," he said. "I'm afraid we will +have to make haste, rather. Ah," as his eye caught the talisman, "you +are wearing the amulet, are you not? Blessed old thing. If it had not +been for that, I should never have met you."</p> + +<p>"I believe you only married me to get it," she replied with an answering +smile, "you are such an insatiable collector."</p> + +<p>"Do you believe that? Do you?" he asked. "Because if you do, you are as +stupid as you are pretty, and you have no idea what that implies."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + +<h3>PINK AND WHITE EXISTENCE</h3> + + +<p>So Mr. and Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth whirled away in the big motor and for +the next few months wandered about the globe. Perdita, who had seen +nothing but an old southern plantation and New York, the latter from the +curb, as it were, must see everything; so in pursuit of this aim, the +Hepworths were constantly stepping from huge, magnificent boats to huge, +magnificent motors, thence to huge, magnificent hotels. And cities, the +open country, villages, mountain peaks, strange peoples, were as debris +strewing the pathway of Perdita's avid flight through new experiences. +It was tremendously stimulating, even heady, she found, to hold the +world between one's thumb and finger, and turn it this way and that to +catch the light. Headier still to discover that to wish is to realize, +but proportionately a shock to find that the life of infinite variety +may only be lived within circumscribed boundaries. What is more +disillusionizing than to learn that money has its limitations? It can +merely buy the very best of things, the superlatives of the commonplace, +but these, in the last analysis, remain food, lodgings, clothes, +conveyances, ornaments, no more. Money can not buy stars or dreams, or +love or happiness.</p> + +<p>Perdita's soaring youth resented it. But she was adaptable, enormously +interested and the ground within the boundaries was new, affording daily +opportunities for fresh exploration. And she, quick to observe and +compare, had profited by her new experiences. Money became to her merely +the medium of exchange for any beautiful thing she might want. Speedily +she lost her first, fresh pleasure in making it flutter its little +golden wings and fly; but her love of art deepened and strengthened, and +at many famous shrines she offered her heart's homage. She took up the +study of designing, and worked at it systematically with an ardor and +intensity which at first amused and then puzzled her husband.</p> + +<p>On their return from their travels Perdita occupied herself in +altering, refurnishing and redecorating one or two of Hepworth's country +places and his town house. She worked in consultation with a great firm, +and succeeded in changing the weary acquiescence of "our Mr. So and So" +to interest and an astonishment bordering on enthusiasm. She was not the +average rich woman who had gone in for being artistic, with a head full +of glaringly impossible ideas and a flow of helpful suggestions which +set the professional teeth on edge.</p> + +<p>On the contrary, this girl, Mrs. Hepworth, really knew a few things and +was willing to learn more. She was a student. "The only woman," murmured +dazedly "our Mr. Smith-Jones," "the only woman I ever met who realizes +that decoration must conform to architecture, not defy it. You usually +have to fracture their skulls to make them understand that pompadour +prettinesses are not suitable in a Gothic chapel."</p> + +<p>But when she had finished the houses, and designed more costumes than +she could wear, she looked about her for fresh worlds to conquer, and +discovered that she was up against the boundaries. Walls everywhere! +She could do anything she chose, travel, buy clothes, motors, an +aëroplane if she wanted it, only she did not. She next went through a +phase when she decided that the people with whom she was thrown were +intolerable, representing a frivolous and empty-headed society. Her +imagination dwelt on the class who "did things," "the dreamers," she +called them to herself, who adorned a brilliant, picturesque, +delightfully haphazard Bohemia, where, at feasts, principally of red +wine and bloomy, purple grapes, laughter pealed to the rafters, and the +conversation sparkled as if sprinkled with stardust. She strove to enter +this Olympian vagabondia, and found herself entangled in the nets of +many fowlers, sycophantic, impecunious, and, unsated of their many +banquets, physically hungry.</p> + +<p>She began to have seasons of ennui and depression, increasing in +frequency. What was the matter with her world? Nothing, she would hasten +to assure herself, it was the best of all possible worlds, and she, a +darling of fortune—once, unforgetably, the waif of chance—was the most +contented of women. Only—what was the matter with this perversely +empty and uninteresting world?</p> + +<p>It was not always so. It was once invested with wonderful things, and +such simple things, too. She remembered how she used to stand at the +window of her little work-room watching the day fade, marveling at the +miracle of the twilight. While the sun was high, she had seen only +commonplace, dusty streets, crowded with people, and had heard only a +crazy, creaking old piano-organ grinding away on the pavement beneath, +but in the soft indefiniteness of twilight these solid houses and +buildings would become unsubstantial, mere shadowy arabesques on the +spangled gloom of night. There were purple vistas, glittering lights and +fairy towers. She would hold her breath, almost expecting to hear a +nightingale. It was all mystery and magic, life and romance, that +eternal romance her starved youth asked. How she used to dream of the +unexpected, the dazzling unexpected!</p> + +<p>And then Cresswell had come, and, as she thought, offered it to her. To +do Perdita justice, she had not married Hepworth merely because of his +great wealth. She was incapable of such sordid and callous calculation. +But Cophetua had met this beggar maid at her most disheartened and +despairing moment, and without difficulty had succeeded in first winning +her interest and then enchaining her imagination.</p> + +<p>In her two years of struggle to earn her livelihood Eugene had become +more or less a memory, and, in spite of the fascination and interest he +had always had for her, she did not blind herself to certain erratic +tendencies of his. He might appear at any moment, so she judged him, +with vows of eternal love, and straightway, if the mood seized him, +begin a new picture and forget her. And so she married Hepworth largely +that life might become a successive series of introductions to an ever +varying unexpected. Instead, although her quest was feverish, she +encountered only the commonplace. She was like a mouse which has +discovered the inadequacy of cheese to quench its soul-yearnings. What +remained?</p> + +<p>The truth of the matter was that Perdita's world, which seemed so +hopelessly askew to her, had an architectural defect. It lacked that +sure antidote to ennui—a Bluebeard's closet.</p> + +<p>Now Perdita was young and healthy. She had great curiosity, and a +certain insatiable mental quality which would have successfully riveted +her interest to life, but for one fact, her heart was as ardent and +insatiable as her intelligence—and her husband bored her. There is no +record of Bluebeard boring any of his wives.</p> + +<p>She became more and more conscious of a continual little plaint running +always through her consciousness, like the sad, monotonous murmur of an +ever-flowing stream, a little unceasing plaint against life in the +abstract and life in its personal application.</p> + +<p>"There must be as many worlds as there are points of view," so ran the +stream, "but my life's like a wedding-cake, all white and sparkling and +overdecorated, and absolutely insipid. Candy! That's what it is ... my +rooms are all pink and white, and I'm crusted over with pink sugar." +Perdita always thought in color. "I'm tired of all this pink and white +and baby-blue existence. I'd welcome a little scarlet and black sin for +a change. Oh, it's just your corsets over again. You're put in them when +you're about fifteen and you never get out of them again. We women think +in corsets, breathe in them. We live in them mentally, and accept all +their constrictions and restrictions as a matter of course. We take in +drafts of air, and expand our lungs and say we're emancipated, but we +only expand as much as the corsets allow. We've put our world in +corsets, to confine us still more ... mine used to be mended, frequently +washed, with some of the bones broken; now I have many pairs, brocade, +satin—cloth of gold, if I want them—but they are the same thing, +corsets, corsets on our bodies and brains and lives.</p> + +<p>"Look at Cresswell. He doesn't wear corsets. He has an interesting, +absorbing, unfettered life. He's using the muscles of his +brain—strengthening them on some resisting substance. He's in the thick +of it.... What fun! Planning, visioning things in his mind, and seeing +them take form in the external. He's a builder. He wears an +imperturbable mask. That's for defense; but behind it I sometimes see +keen, powerful, calculating gleams in his eyes, and I want to know about +them, but I can't.... I can't talk to him about any but surface things. +I can't show him what is in my heart.... The corsets are between us. +He's one of the great powers, and he's mine, a possession like the +Kohinoor, but I do not fancy that the Kohinoor constitutes the queen's +happiness.</p> + +<p>"What are Cresswell and I to each other, anyway? Why, he's my Kohinoor, +a possession of great price which endows me with distinction, and runs +my credit up into the millions. He's as brilliant and cold and secretive +as his prototype. And I—I'm his doll, a very jewel of a doll. One of +the prettiest in the world, wonderfully dressed, exquisitely marceled, +faultlessly manicured. I can smile enchantingly, and open and shut my +mouth to ask for what I want and what I don't want, particularly the +latter, and lisp 'thank you' when he drops a diamond necklace or a ruby +tiara into my lap.</p> + +<p>"I hate a man that puts me on a pedestal. Any woman does. He thinks I'm +sugar and salt and will melt and break. I wish he'd come to me, just +once, with some enthusiasm and hug me breathless. I'm tired of his +everlasting chivalry and deference.... When he begins to treat me with +reverence and guards my youth and all that, I'd like to swear at him +like the disreputable parrot of a drunken sailor.... Wouldn't I surprise +him? I wonder what he would do if I'd cut loose? Oh, dear, I wish he'd +come home drunk some night and smash up some of this junk and—what is +that phrase of Wallace Martin's—swipe me one; and then be penitent and +remorseful and ashamed and human—instead of always being like a darned +old statue of the American statesman with one hand thrust in the bosom +of his frock-coat.</p> + +<p>"I wonder—I wonder—what kind of a husband Eugene would have made. Not +one of the amiable, benign, deferential ones, anyway. What were those +lines 'Gene used to say?</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"'Each life's unfulfilled, you see,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And both hang patchy and scrappy.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">We have not sighed deep, laughed free,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Starved, feasted, despaired, been happy!'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"That's it—that's it—that's life. To sigh deep—to laugh free; to +make your bed in hell, and then soar on the wings of the morning.... I'm +young, beautiful. I have everything but experience. I mean to have +it.... No wonder Eve took the apple the serpent offered, if she was as +bored in the Garden of Eden as I am. I'd have bitten more than one, +though. What is the use of living if you don't live?"</p> + +<p>And while Perdita raged in inward rebellion, the world, viewing things +from the outside, took an entirely different view of her matter.</p> + +<p>Popular opinion inclined to the belief that the good fairies had too +heavily dowered this young woman at her cradle, and consequently a +readjustment was inevitable, probably by the gracious means of ennobling +tribulation. The dramatic event was rather eagerly anticipated. Not that +envy had any part in it or that any of Perdita's friends or +acquaintances wished to see a fellow being punished for the liberality +of Providence. On the contrary. It was merely a sane desire to mark the +balances of the universe in faultless equilibrium and to have the +comforting assurance that the mills of the gods still ground with the +proverbial exactness.</p> + +<p>Youth, health, wealth, beauty, happiness, all unlimited! An exasperating +spectacle! How could all be right with the world as long as Hebe +continued to pour most of the nectar into one glass, while so many +thirsty, deserving souls were denied even a sip?</p> + +<p>And Perdita went her way and smiled alike on those who caviled and those +who applauded. She had accepted her husband's friends as her own with a +sort of careless, indifferent good nature and the relations existing +between herself and the closely cemented little group were sufficiently +harmonious under the circumstances. Maud Carmine and she had struck +"leagues of friendship" at once, and Maud's prediction that Hepworth's +friends would have to serve as Perdita's relatives would seem to have +been verified.</p> + +<p>And Maud, through constant association, appeared to have reflected some +of Dita's beauty, for there was evidenced the most remarkable change in +the plain Miss Carmine, her name no longer prefaced by that deplorable +adjective, however. Alice Wilstead explained it by frankly giving the +credit to Perdita. It was she, Alice asserted, who had had the faith and +the courage to take Maud vigorously in hand and make of her a new +creature as far as the outward presentment was concerned. The results +had been so mutually satisfactory as to rivet the friendship between the +two; for Dita had proved by her works her belief that there was not the +faintest necessity for any such creature as an unattractive woman; and +Maud, having lost all faith in the willingness of nature to better her +original handiwork, had turned hopefully to art, with the result that +she was now one of the most talked-of women in town. By men, because she +had recently grown attractive enough for them to discover that she was +also extremely agreeable and sympathetic. By women, because they ached +to discover her secret. They remembered as easily as the men forgot that +for twenty-eight years of her life Maud had been as a weed by the wall, +a lank and sallow weed, oppressed by the sparseness of her leaves and +the entire absence of either flowers or fruit, and suddenly she had +acquired an art, an air, the trick of dress so subtle that it imparted +distinction even to her worst points.</p> + +<p>But when Perdita proceeded to verify, a little tardily, it is true, the +hope of Mrs. Willoughby Hewston, sighingly expressed at the wedding +breakfast, and furnished herself with a relative, the coterie gasped. It +was not perhaps just the selection Mrs. Hewston would have made for her, +but, nevertheless, Perdita had produced a relative, although, it must be +confessed, of a rather dubious and indefinite nearness.</p> + +<p>If Mrs. Hewston had been questioned on the subject she might have +confessed that the relative she had in mind, as presenting an admirable +background for a young and lovely girl, was either a silver-haired +mother with a white lace cap, and a hair brooch fastening the snowy lawn +collar of her black gown; or, in lieu of her, a maiden aunt. Indeed, had +Mrs. Hewston been given free choice, she would have inclined toward the +latter. Unquestionably, a maiden aunt is the best possible promoter of +that nice sense of the proprieties, those right feelings and carefully +graduated moral sentiments which are indispensable to a homeless, +penniless young woman scrambling for a living. But Perdita, in +presenting her relative, had almost flippantly disregarded these +considerations involving a sense of universal fitness. It was a far cry, +really an almost revolutionary distance, one felt, from the +silver-haired mother or rather acid maiden aunt to Eugene Gresham. +Eugene Gresham! Fancy!</p> + +<p>For Eugene had returned to his native land with the recognition of Paris +and London, even their acclaim—golden bay leaves and purple cloaks. +Therefore was he thrice welcomed of New York. Therefore, the next +presumption followed as naturally as the first. It was out of the +question that Mrs. Hepworth, whose beauty was a matter of international +comment, should lack a Gresham portrait, a distinction now unattainable +save to those upon the mountain peaks of noble birth, enormous wealth, +great achievement, remarkable beauty or superlative notoriety.</p> + +<p>As Alice Wilstead pointed out, no one could cavil at any relative Mrs. +Hepworth chose to set up, however regretable might be Perdita Carey's +claim of kinship with this particular person, and she had certainly, as +far as one knew, been discreet enough not to flaunt him during her +scrambles. Now, as Mrs. Hepworth's cousin (how many times removed, +dear?) he was one more jewel in her crown.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hewston sighingly acquiesced. "Yes, really. As Mrs. Hepworth's +relative, yes. But hardly as the guide, philosopher and friend of youth, +feminine youth, anyway." Only the happily married might safely claim +him, for Gresham, with his fame as a painter of beautiful women and his +almost equal reputation as a fascinating person, would not have been +commended by any maiden aunt for either right feelings, nice moral +sentiments or a discriminating taste for the proprieties.</p> + +<p>As for Cresswell Hepworth, he looked after his vast and varied +interests, kept up his collections, especially his collection of +amulets, in which he was greatly interested, and occupied his leisure in +seeing that his wife was sufficiently entertained and amused to gratify +the requirements even of her eager youth.</p> + +<p>Did she hint a longing for the Roc's egg? It was cabled for within the +hour. Did she breathe a desire for the moon? Orders were given that an +aëronautic expedition capable of securing it be manned at once.</p> + +<p>And yet in spite of all this obvious contentment and happiness, Mr. +Willoughby Hewston in the rôle of raven had never ceased to flap his +wings and croak. He was particularly in this favorite vein of his one +afternoon when he shuffled into his wife's sitting-room, where she and +Alice Wilstead sat over their tea-cups. They heard him sighing heavily +as he came.</p> + +<p>"No, I don't want any tea," he said, letting himself down slowly into an +easy chair, "you know I never touch it.</p> + +<p>"Poor old Cress!" He shook his head gloomily at a spot in the carpet. +"Well, it's just as I predicted. That wife of his is the talk of the +town!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear!" exclaimed his wife. She, loyal soul, never failed him as +audience. A quick glance passed between Mrs. Wilstead and herself, as if +he had mentioned the subject uppermost in their minds, and, no doubt, in +their conversation.</p> + +<p>"Oh, come now, Willoughby," said Alice, instinctively choosing the best +method of drawing him out, "you know it's nothing like so bad as that."</p> + +<p>Hewston scowled heavily and laid one hand gingerly upon his rheumatic +knee, which gave him an especially sharp twinge at the moment. "It's +probably worse," he replied with even more than his customary acerbity, +"worse than we, any of us, know. Didn't I see them walking up Fifth +Avenue together this afternoon, and didn't a fellow speak of it to me? +And Cress out of town!"</p> + +<p>"Well, let me tell something, dear," said his wife soothingly. "Cress +will very soon be in town again, for here are invitations to a dinner +the Hepworths are having next week. Quite an informal affair. Perdita +writes me, 'Just the little group of Cresswell's best friends, which I +hope I may also claim as mine,'" reading from the note she had picked up +from the table. "Very sweet of her."</p> + +<p>"A dinner, eh," growled Hewston, "with all of us, and I suppose that +painter fellow. Well, I only hope it will not fall to me to open poor +Cresswell's eyes."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Willoughby!"</p> + +<p>"I'll not shirk my duty if it does. You can understand that. What +evening is this dinner? Next Thursday! Humph! Who is that?" as the +curtain before the door was pushed aside and some one entered.</p> + +<p>"I!" said Wallace Martin, "only poor little me. They told me to come up. +What's happening next Thursday?"</p> + +<p>"The Hepworths' dinner. There is probably an invitation awaiting you at +home."</p> + +<p>"No, there is not," he said. "It's in my pocket now. I picked it up as I +was leaving. From what Maud Carmine has just told me, I imagine it's a +touching family group composed of ourselves and Eugene Gresham."</p> + +<p>"Dear me," deplored Mrs. Hewston, "I do wish she would consider +Willoughby more. She must know that he can not endure the sight of Mr. +Gresham."</p> + +<p>"It is not her fault," said Martin quickly, "as far as I can make out +from what Maud told me. Cress became imbued with the idea that he +wanted his dear old friends clustering about the board, and made out +the list himself."</p> + +<p>"How like a man!" remarked Alice Wilstead gloomily. "But why, just now?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's been adding to that pet collection of amulets of his, and he +wanted to show us his new acquisitions. That's the root of it, I fancy. +I don't imagine the lovely Perdita pined for us. She has been a creature +of moods lately. Very hotty-like with me."</p> + +<p>"She was actually almost impertinent to Willoughby the other day." Mrs. +Hewston spoke with a hushed mournfulness. "I'm afraid all this luxury +and adulation has turned her head, and Willoughby spoke so gently to +her, too, did you not, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Ugh! Humph!" quoth Willoughby.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + +<h3>OUR LOVING FRIENDS</h3> + + +<p>AS it chanced the Hepworths were not particularly fortunate in their +choice of an evening for the dinner so gloomily anticipated by their +guests. The weather was unpropitious. All day rain had threatened, and +the air had been almost sultry, a parting word flung over her shoulder +to autumn by a mischievous July who should long ago have vanished. As +the evening wore on clouds banked more densely upon the horizon, +occasionally muttering thunder, and this electric hint of storm in the +air had in some way communicated itself to the mental atmosphere. A +sense of foreboding, a consciousness of discord, seemed to swell +ominously now and again beneath the smooth and colorful surface of the +dinner. Even the dullest of the guests felt that, and to the intuitive, +the stately progress of the meal was nerve-racking.</p> + +<p>When the hostess rose, every individual sigh of relief involuntarily +exhaled became a chorus, shocking in volume.</p> + +<p>They winced nervously, but in spite of it, each guest stood by his guns. +They had, apparently with one mind, and certainly with one voice, +decided against bridge. The ordeal of dinner bravely borne, licensed +them, they felt, even bestowed the accolade of privilege on them, to +escape the prevalent atmosphere of unrest as quickly as possible.</p> + +<p>In the brief time they had allotted themselves to remain, barely +skirting the limits of conventional decency, Alice Wilstead, Isabel and +Willoughby Hewston and Wallace Martin had elected to take their coffee +and cigarettes on a small balcony opening from the drawing-room by long +French windows and giving upon a garden, quite half of a city block, +with thick, close-cropped lawn, and black masses of dense shrubbery +permeating the damp and sultry air with the mingled fragrance of earth +and leaves and some late-blooming flowers. Maud Carmine, good-natured as +usual, had seated herself at the piano, across the length of the room +from the balcony, to play a ballad of Chaminade's at her host's +request.</p> + +<p>Hepworth, who alone appeared to be oblivious of the sinister atmospheric +influences, leaned his elbows on the piano and listened, occasionally +unhesitatingly breaking the flow of the music with conversation.</p> + +<p>With their friend and host thus comfortably within sight, yet out of +earshot, the group on the balcony felt at liberty to speak with freedom; +no danger of sudden appearances, consequent jumps and hot wonder at what +might have been overheard.</p> + +<p>"Gad!" said Mr. Hewston, more gray and pink, puffy and heavily financial +than ever, "when will people learn to eat and drink without flowers on +the table?"</p> + +<p>"No flowers!" repeated Alice Wilstead. "It would look dull, would it +not?" From her tone it was evident that she had paid little heed to his +words.</p> + +<p>"What difference does that make?" he argued irritably. "You don't go to +dinner to look at the table decorations. But if they must have 'em, why +can't they have the artificial kind or those paper things. Anything but +the beastly, smelly, live ones."</p> + +<p>"Don't you really care for them?" she asked, laughing. "I thought every +one loved flowers. To tell the truth, they were about all that made that +unending dinner bearable to me. They were so exquisitely arranged."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that," in grudging admission, "goes without saying in this house, +but," fretfully, "they were all the loud smelling kind."</p> + +<p>"She always arranges them herself," said Mrs. Wilstead, "she has +wonderful taste, wonderful. Her house, her clothes, even down to the +smallest detail of the table. Marvelous!"</p> + +<p>"Humph! she doesn't show the same taste in men," grunted Hewston. "No +brains at all."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wilstead leaned forward to tap his arm with her fan.</p> + +<p>"Do not make any mistake on that score," her voice was emphatic, "she +has plenty of brains."</p> + +<p>"Humph!" more scornfully than before. "Then I wish they'd keep her from +making the fool of herself that she is doing now."</p> + +<p>"Hs-s-sh," Alice looked as if she would like to thrust a handkerchief +into his mouth. "Ah!" glancing up with relief as Isabel and Wallace +Martin turned from their contemplation of the garden over the balcony +railing. "Sit down here," she motioned to two chairs beside her.</p> + +<p>"Dear me, Alice," said Martin, "isn't your face tired with the effort of +keeping the corners of your mouth turned up and the sparkle in your +eyes? The only person who seems calm and serene this evening is dear old +Hepworth. What do you think it is on his part, the quintessence of pose +or simple, uncomprehending, fatuous ignorance?"</p> + +<p>"My God!" growled Hewston explosively. His wife started nervously.</p> + +<p>"Oh Willoughby dear, not so loud! Wallace," in what was as near a tone +of reproof as she could achieve, "I do wish you wouldn't say those +reckless things before Willoughby. You know how emotional he is."</p> + +<p>Alice also shook her head impatiently. "Don't you think we are a lot of +old gossips magnifying matters enormously? You may expect so beautiful a +young woman as Dita Hepworth to be more or less talked about; but there +is probably a perfect understanding between herself and Cress. Lord +help her if there isn't," she added almost under her breath, "I've known +him many a year."</p> + +<p>"'When an old bachelor marries a young wife, what is he to expect?'" +quoted Martin impressively. As a would-be playwright he had the +dramatists at his finger-tips.</p> + +<p>"Wallace, you are too bad," expostulated Mrs. Wilstead. "No wonder you +quote from <i>The School for Scandal</i>. Here we are a lot of old wreckers +doing our best to shatter a reputation. Why Dita Hepworth and Eugene +Gresham have known each other ever since they were children. Naturally, +she shows her pleasure in his society."</p> + +<p>"Oh pish!" scoffed Wallace Martin, "those unconcealed glances she +bestowed on him at dinner spoke not of sisterly affection, and how we +all squirmed under them and wondered miserably if Hepworth was seeing +them too."</p> + +<p>"He always did see everything without appearing to," murmured Mrs. +Wilstead gloomily.</p> + +<p>"Now merely as a sporting chance, which would you bet on," said Martin, +drawing his chair a bit nearer, "the rich, middle-aged husband, or the +fascinating artist, the painter of beautiful women, in the zenith of his +fame? It is the same old plot you know, and the oft-told tale may have +just two endings. First, she goes off with the artist, lives a squalid +and miserable life abroad, falls ill, and dies, holding the hand and +imploring the forgiveness of her husband, who conveniently and +miraculously appears. In the second ending, she makes all preparations +to flee and then something occurs which causes her to see the +sculpturesque nobility of her husband's character and the curtain +descends to slow sweet music while they stand heart to heart in the +calcium light of a grand reconciliation scene."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Wallace, do forget for once that you are trying to be a playwright. +Forget the shop." Mrs. Wilstead was irritable. "I do wish she would join +us," looking about her nervously, "I want to go home. Is she utterly +careless?"</p> + +<p>"Only absorbed," returned Martin calmly. "Didn't you hear her ask him +before they left the room, to come and look at the picture gallery where +he is to paint her portrait? She wanted him to judge of the lighting—a +night like this. I thought I saw the flutter of her white gown in the +garden yonder a bit ago."</p> + +<p>"Oh do, for goodness sake, change the subject," said Alice Wilstead +hurriedly. "I am sure Cresswell must think it queer the way we are all +sitting out here with our heads together, in the teeth of that +approaching storm."</p> + +<p>"Not at all," Martin reassured her. "Don't you see that Maud is doing +her duty heroically? Maud isn't the wife's confidante and dearest friend +for nothing."</p> + +<p>"Isn't it perfectly wonderful about Maud?" commented Mrs. Hewston. "You +all know what a plain, angular creature she was, nothing really to +recommend her but her music and she always spoiled that by playing with +her shoulder blades."</p> + +<p>"She's an extremely stunning woman," said Wallace Martin shortly.</p> + +<p>"And all due to Dita Hepworth," announced Mrs. Wilstead. "Wonderful! I +never saw a woman with such a genius for dress and decoration. If her +beauty wasn't such an obvious quality, I should think it was due to her +almost uncanny knowledge of what is becoming and—Ah, thank Heaven, here +she is!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<h3>PERDITA'S TALISMAN</h3> + + +<p>Perdita Hepworth had entered the room, with Eugene Gresham just a step +or two behind her, and, after a glance in the direction of Maud Carmine +and her husband, had moved toward the little group on the balcony. +Gresham was used to any amount of attention and admiration, but the +adulatory interest which he may have merited and had, in fact, grown to +regard as his due, was always conspicuously lacking when he appeared +with Perdita.</p> + +<p>"The picture gallery is the chosen spot," she announced as if bearing +some intelligence for which they had long been waiting, "and the +sittings are to be begun at once. I remember when I first knew Maud +Carmine, she said to me, 'Fancy what it must be like to have your +portrait painted by Eugene Gresham!'" Her low laughter rang with a sort +of triumphant amusement. "'Dear child,' I answered, 'I have had my +portrait painted by him so many times that there would be no novelty +whatever in the experience.' You know," to Mrs. Hewston, who looked +faintly puzzled, "'Gene and I have always known each other." She looked +over at Gresham who was seated on the arm of a chair talking to Maud +Carmine and Hepworth. "Has Maud been playing for Cresswell?" she asked +suddenly. "He is so fond of her music."</p> + +<p>"Yes, she has been playing delightfully," answered Mrs. Wilstead, "and +she looks charming to-night. Maud who was always regarded as an ugly +duckling has suddenly become a swan."</p> + +<p>"Ah, why not?" said Perdita carelessly. "Maud hadn't the faintest idea +how to make the most of herself. She gave the effect of hard lines and +angles, and hair and eyes and skin all cut from the same piece, a dingy +dust color. Like every other woman of that type she has a perfect +passion for mustard colors and hard grays. Ugh!" she shivered. "The only +thing to do with Maud was to make her realize that she must look odd and +mysterious, you know. That was all. Oh, she is beckoning to me. They +want something."</p> + +<p>She crossed the room with that grace of bearing which nature had +bestowed upon her and with the added poise and assurance gained within +the last two years. She still gave the effect of extreme simplicity in +dress but it was retained as by a miracle, for although she wore no +jewels her white gown was of the most exquisite and costly lace. But her +head was undeniably carried a trifle higher than usual, and a very close +observer might have read boredom in her eyes, defiance in her chin, +rebellion in her shoulders. As she turned from the little group on the +balcony, she bit her lip irritably, before she again composed her +features to the conventional smile of hostess-like cordiality.</p> + +<p>Alice Wilstead followed her with puzzled eyes.</p> + +<p>"It is very difficult to understand a beauty," she said plaintively to +Martin.</p> + +<p>"Put it more correctly," as he blew a cloud of smoke. "Say, it's +difficult to understand a woman."</p> + +<p>"But I do not find it so," she smiled. "I'm one myself. I'm on to all +our various vagaries, but Dita Hepworth puzzles me. Look at this house. +There are effects here in decoration, so beautiful and unusual that +every one says Eugene Gresham directed them. I know he did not. Look at +Maud Carmine, and yet Dita herself usually wears the plainest of gowns."</p> + +<p>"I must confess," said Martin, "that I do not follow you."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not," she mused, then with more animation. "Come, Wallace, tell +me exactly how she impresses you."</p> + +<p>"That is easy," he replied. "She is one of the prettiest women I ever +saw in my life."</p> + +<p>"Ah, of course," in annoyance, "but I didn't mean that. That is no +impression of character."</p> + +<p>"Mm," he pondered. "It isn't much of one, no."</p> + +<p>Alice leaned back in her chair. "I seem to discern depths in her that +the rest of you refuse to see. You stop at her beauty and are content +with never a peep beneath the surface."</p> + +<p>Martin tossed his cigarette over the railing into the garden. "Frankly, +I think that you are searching for something that isn't there," he said +abruptly. "The gods never bestow all their gifts on one person. Since +you profess to know your own self so well you should realize that women +so very pretty as Mrs. Hepworth are rarely clever. Why should they be? +It is enough of an excuse for existence that they are beautiful."</p> + +<p>"It is indeed," growled Hewston, who had been absorbed in sulky +meditation for some time. "I'd be contented if I thought she had enough +head on her shoulders to keep straight and not involve good old Hepworth +in God knows what."</p> + +<p>Wallace laughed. "I'll lay you a wager, Mrs. Wilstead," he whispered, +tapping her fan with his finger-tips, "that the way things are going now +there will be a split in the Hepworth household within three months."</p> + +<p>"Do not say it," she cried quickly. "I can not bear to think of such a +thing."</p> + +<p>"I'll give you heavy odds, too," he went on cynically, leaning forward +to regard the group at the piano. "I'll make it a bracelet against a box +of cigars, provided I'm allowed to choose the brand of cigars."</p> + +<p>"You might as well put in another provision then," she retorted, +"provided I am allowed to choose the bracelet. My taste in ornaments, +dear Wallace, is both unique and expensive. I like only odd jewelry."</p> + +<p>"Odd jewelry! That is an old fad of yours, Alice," said Hepworth's voice +behind her.</p> + +<p>She started slightly, she had not noticed his approach. "And your own," +she smiled up at him. "Have you secured any new amulets lately, +Cresswell?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, one. It is a beauty, a scarab. I must show it to you; also +another, a carved bloodstone set in very curiously wrought iron. I got +that from a Gipsy woman. It is an old Romany talisman."</p> + +<p>"Do let us see them," pleaded Mrs. Hewston.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, I shall be delighted to. Excuse me a few moments. I will get +the box myself. Naturally I would not trust it to the servants." He +smiled at his weakness.</p> + +<p>"Naturally," said Hewston. "Come, let us all get into the drawing-room +to look at them. It is beginning to rain anyway."</p> + +<p>It was only a few moments before Hepworth returned bearing a large, +black leather box. He placed it on a table just under the light and then +choosing a key from a ring, fitted it into the lock.</p> + +<p>"I hold one key," he said to the group pressing about him as he lifted +the lid, "and Perdita the other. That is in case she may want to wear +any of these trinkets."</p> + +<p>Alice Wilstead had been looking at Mrs. Hepworth at the moment her +husband entered the room and she alone had noticed that Dita started +violently when her eyes had fallen on the box and that all the rich +color had fled her cheek, leaving her, for a second or two, white as a +ghost.</p> + +<p>The box held a series of trays, each padded and velvet lined and upon +these were fastened Cresswell Hepworth's noted collection of amulets. +Most of these talismans were very ancient, many of them revealed the +most beautiful workmanship. All of them were distinctive. Each one, +almost without exception, had a history, strange, romantic or sinister, +and these were all duly catalogued, but it was never necessary for +Hepworth to refer to this written history. He had not only the symbolic +significance of his favorite toys, but also the vicissitudes through +which they had passed, at his finger ends.</p> + +<p>The top trays held scarabs, one of the most remarkable collections of +them extant, commemorating certain mighty and fallen dynasties; or this +reign or that of remote Egyptian rulers long crumbled to dust, and +Hepworth lifted them lovingly from their trays and turning them deftly +in his fingers explained their histories and expatiated on their beauty.</p> + +<p>Beneath the scarabs lay the jade talismans exquisitely carved and handed +down from distant centuries. The hearts that had once beat beneath them +had long been dust, but the talismans, with no stain of time upon them +to dim their luster, would still serve as emblems of good luck to future +generations. Then there were quaint amber charms preserving the warmth +and flooding radiance of the sunlight that sparkles on sea foam in their +depths, and opals delicately clouded with mystery, their "hearts of fire +bedreamed in haze," carbuncles, jasper and hyacinth, all in their time +the almost priceless possessions of their owners because of the mystic +significance attaching to them. And then there were trays containing a +somewhat heterogeneous collection of old pieces of beaten silver and +iron with odd characters on them, representing periods of even greater +antiquity than scarab or jade.</p> + +<p>These amulets were in many instances the memorials of bitter feuds and +hot duels, fought on the moment, at the gleam of a talisman which both +contestants claimed. More than one had been hastily rifled from the +dead, and more than one had been bestowed by a great lady on an untitled +lover of empty purse to aid him in winning fame and fortune.</p> + +<p>"By the way, Alice," said Hepworth suddenly, "you have seen Dita's +amulet, have you not? It is almost, if not quite the gem of the +collection."</p> + +<p>"No, I have never seen it," Mrs. Wilstead's whole piquant face was alive +with interest. "But I have heard of it. It was through it that you met, +was it not?"</p> + +<p>Dita nodded. The color had come back to her face. "It was that old +talisman he was really interested in," she said. "I always tell him he +married me to get it."</p> + +<p>Hepworth laughed. "It is well worth any one's interest. It has been in +her family for generations, and there are all sorts of legends and +traditions connected with it. It is said to give his heart's desire to +whomever possesses it, isn't it, Dita?"</p> + +<p>"More than that," she replied, a little strangely, or at least so it +seemed to Alice Wilstead. "He to whom it is given—and it can not be +bought or bartered, it must always be bestowed—must sooner or later +reveal himself in his true character, either his baseness or his +nobility."</p> + +<p>"Fascinating!" cried the women in chorus. "What is it like?"</p> + +<p>"It is a square of crystal set in silver and gold. About the silver is +twined one of those old Celtic chains which can only be seen with a +microscope, where the links are so tiny that we have no instruments +delicate enough to fasten them together and which were believed to have +been made by the fairies. And now for a sight of it."</p> + +<p>He was about to lift the next tray, when Dita laid a detaining hand on +his arm. "It isn't there, Cresswell," she said in a quick, low voice.</p> + +<p>As if he had not heard her or had not taken in the full import of her +words, he laid the tray carefully upon the table, disclosing the one +beneath. Like the others, it too was full of curious amulets, but one +space was empty. Perdita's talisman was indeed missing.</p> + +<p>"Why, Dita!" he exclaimed. "You did not mention to me—"</p> + +<p>She shot a quick, unmistakable glance at Gresham. "Didn't I?" she +interrupted before he could go further. "It's being mended."</p> + +<p>"Ah, those antique bits, they are always coming to pieces, at least I +know mine are," said Mrs. Wilstead with hasty fluency. "But, Cresswell, +there is still another tray, and I must see its contents before I go +home."</p> + +<p>"Make it a month," said Martin in her ear. "I said three, didn't I?"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + +<h3>SIROCCO</h3> + + +<p>"Good night, Hewston, good night, Alice. Don't go yet, Gresham." +Hepworth laid a detaining hand on the artist's arm. "Sit down and smoke. +We haven't had a moment to discuss this portrait matter yet."</p> + +<p>"I think," said Dita, moving toward the door, "that I shall leave you +two to discuss it and go to bed."</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear," her husband detained her with the same light touch with +which he had held Gresham. He pushed an easy chair forward so that she +should be seated between Eugene and himself. "We are going to get all +the details of the portrait settled to-night. A portrait of you and +painted by Gresham is sure to bloom and be admired for a century or two +at any rate."</p> + +<p>Dita looked at him quickly as if suspecting him of some intention +beyond the discussion of the contemplated portrait, but meeting the +smiling blankness of his expression, turned away, not in the least +reassured, but more puzzled than ever, and sinking listlessly into the +chair sat staring moodily before her with veiled eyes and compressed +lips.</p> + +<p>Eugene glanced at her uneasily, a frown between his brows. He knew her +like a book. She had always, always from childhood, been a creature of +moods. He was perfectly familiar with the various stages of the sirocco, +as he had long ago named her outbursts. She would become restless, +abstracted, absent, and then she would sit and brood as she was doing +now, until finally the sullen and threatening atmosphere would be +cleared by a burst of storm, a swift cyclone of anger.</p> + +<p>Gresham gave the faintest of sighs and an almost imperceptible shrug of +the shoulders. This was a situation which he foresaw would require all +his tact and ingenuity.</p> + +<p>"Is the picture gallery all right? Did you find it satisfactory?" asked +Hepworth.</p> + +<p>"Excellent!" Eugene's brow cleared. He spoke with enthusiasm. "Yes, I +told Perdita that the lighting there will be perfect. I've about decided +to paint her in white. Yes," scrutinizing the indifferent object of the +discussion narrowly and yet remotely, as if he were visualizing his +finished portrait of her, "white velvet, I think, and rather a blare of +jewels. You see I want to bring out the dominating quality of her +beauty, harp on it, you know, so I want to present her eclipsing and +reducing to their proper places all the splendid accessories with which +we can surround her."</p> + +<p>Her husband nodded approvingly. "What do you think, Dita?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, by all means," she roused herself to answer, but making no effort +to conceal the irony of her tones. "Let Eugene give me all the +distinction and grace he is noted for bestowing on, you observe I do not +say perceiving in, his clients, or patients, or patrons, whatever he may +call them. Make the stones of my tiara and necklace even bigger and +whiter and more sparkling than they are, Eugene. Or better still, I'll +wear my diamond collar and my string of rubies and my rope of sapphires, +all shouting hurrah at once, three cheers for the red, white and blue! +Make me all glittery, Eugene, throw my sables over my shoulders."</p> + +<p>"By Jove!" cried Gresham, interrupting her, a white flash of enthusiasm +across his face, "you may not dream it, Dita, but that's it exactly. +You've hit it."</p> + +<p>"Yes," she went on satirically, "and present me in the middle of all +this splendor, overcome by the 'burden of an honor into which I was not +born.'"</p> + +<p>"But you were born to it," interposed her husband quickly, "no one more +so."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," she sighed a little, her eyes and voice grew softer, "but at +a time when the outward manifestation had vanished."</p> + +<p>The glow had lingered, even become intensified in Gresham's face. "By +Jove!" he cried again, "you were trying to be sarcastic and all that, +Dita, but it was a great idea of yours just the same. I will paint your +portrait and it shall be hung side by side with my working girl. They +shall be companions of contrast. You see," explaining his idea to +Hepworth, "I am going to paint my working girl in the city streets just +at twilight on a winter evening, hastening home after the day's long +toil. The lights and colors of the shop windows dance and glitter about +her, blurred by the falling snow. Everything, lights, buildings, +passers-by, are all in that blurred, indistinct atmosphere, and she, +herself, is a part of the blur, looking through it, with her young, worn +face and wistful eyes, craving the beauty and the joy of life."</p> + +<p>"No, no!" cried Dita suddenly. Rising, she moved rapidly up and down the +room, her head bent, her finger at her lip. "No!" she cried again, her +voice deeply vibrating. "I reckon you've just missed it, Eugene, it's +too—too conventional. I can imagine something truer than that. My +working girl, if I were painting her, should not be born to toil, not +always have regarded it as the great fact of existence, an inevitable +portion of her days and years from which she has never dreamed of +escape. No, I would picture her delicate, highly nurtured, with +traditions of race and breeding behind her; but poor, oh, very poor. And +she shouldn't look out on life with resigned, wistful eyes, but with +passionate, demanding ones, rebelling that her youth, her wonderful, +beautiful, dreaming youth was passing in a tomb of tradition, a green +and flowery tomb perhaps, maybe an old southern garden, but nevertheless +a place of dead lives, dead memories, dead customs. And she, this girl, +hates it, the dust and must of it. She hears always in her ears the +surges of that mighty ocean of life. And she can't resist it. She can't. +Then because her heart is set on it, she comes to a great city like +this, comes with all her high hopes and her untarnished confidence in +herself; and all this magnificent swirling tide of life, with its +mingled and mingling streams, seems to bear her onward to the highest +crest of the highest wave. Then she begins to hear, at first faintly and +then ever louder and more menacing, the voice of New York, with its +ceaseless reiteration of one theme, 'pay, pay, pay.' She turns +desperately to her little accomplishments, those little, untrained, +unskilful things that she can do, straws on that ocean; and expects them +to save her.</p> + +<p>"Ah!" she drew her hand across her brow, her face contracting a moment. +"Then comes the grind between the millstones, the continual +disappointments, the terror by day and night, the rent, that rolls like +a snowball, the dreary evenings which she must spend alone in the dreary +little room, while all the time she hears the mocking invitation of the +great, glittering city to partake of her many feasts.</p> + +<p>"And she," again Dita sighed deeply, "she begins to believe herself +doomed to dash her youth and beauty against the walls of a tomb. And she +has to learn so many things, among them the hideous accomplishment of +making both ends meet. What does she know of the use and value of money? +Oh, of course all kinds of cheap, left-handed pleasures are offered her, +because people consider her pretty, but it is an impossibility for her +to accept them. She has been born in the traditions of real lace and +real jewels. And the panic-fear! Ah!—" she broke off abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Dear me, Dita. You should have been an orator." For the past five +minutes Eugene had been scarcely able to conceal his irritation, +frowning, biting his lips, twisting in his chair and casting furtive +glances at Hepworth. "I remember you used to be given to those bursts of +eloquence now and then."</p> + +<p>"And what finally becomes of her?" asked Hepworth of his wife, ignoring +Eugene's interruption. His voice was low, expressing nothing more than a +polite interest.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Dita wearily. "A number of things. She may +comfortably die, or marry, poor thing, any one who will have her."</p> + +<p>"Very dramatic," said Gresham dryly. "You always did have histrionic +talent, Dita. I've often wondered that you did not attempt the stage."</p> + +<p>Perdita opened and closed her eyes once or twice as if she had just +returned from a far country.</p> + +<p>"I certainly wasn't much of a success at painting lamp-shades and menus, +was I, Eugene, in spite of your early training?"</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders without answering, made a slight, disclaiming +gesture with one hand and rose to his feet. "What!" listening intently +as a clock chimed somewhere. "I had no idea it was so late." His face +cleared. He was evidently relieved at his chance of escape. He shook +hands with Hepworth and then turned to Dita. "Remember that the first +sitting will be at twelve o'clock Wednesday morning, and please don't +keep me waiting. That is a fact that I have to impress on these charming +women," he turned laughingly to Hepworth, "that I am neither their +manicure nor hair-dresser. I am accustomed to keep them waiting if I +choose."</p> + +<p>"I'll be ready," she said indifferently, but Eugene noticed with +apprehension, even alarm, that those deep vibrations which spoke of +barely controlled emotion were still existent in her tones. "I'll be +ready, velvet, diamonds, hurrah of jewels, if you wish, sables and all."</p> + +<p>Again a gust of wind swept through the room and Hepworth went over to +close a window.</p> + +<p>Eugene took quick advantage of the occasion. "For Heaven's sake," he +whispered, "pull yourself together."</p> + +<p>His words were too late. Too late by half an hour. The sirocco had done +its work.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + +<h3>THE GIFT OF FREEDOM</h3> + + +<p>With the departure of a third person the situation immediately changed +complexion. It became more intimate and therefore more embarrassing. +With Eugene had departed the audience and the stimulus of playing to it. +The star and the stage manager were left alone. Untrammeled emotional +expression no longer seemed an heroic necessity. Under the calm, +unreadable, steady regard of her husband's eyes it held its elements of +banality and of sensationalism, of pseudo-emotion. Dita became sullen. +"I think I shall go to bed," she said abruptly and for the second time +and then turned to the door.</p> + +<p>"Wait a moment." His voice was courteous, pleasant, but it would have +been a dull ear which could not have discerned the tone of command +beneath its even modulations.</p> + +<p>It was new to Dita and arresting, and she paused, wavered a moment and +came back to the chair she had left and folding her arms upon its high +cushioned back, stood with still, sullen mouth and downcast eyes, +exhaling reluctance. She was feeling the reaction from her late mood of +exaltation, of dramatic visioning of poignant past experiences.</p> + +<p>He waited a second or so, and then said, "Your working girl was a far +more dramatic conception than Gresham's. It might not lend itself so +much to pictorial representation. It might be more literary." He +appeared to give this question some consideration. "However," he +dismissed it with a wave of the hand, "that is neither here nor there. +What counts is this, were you the girl whose life you described so +feelingly and dramatically?"</p> + +<p>There was silence between them for a moment. Dita's first impulse was to +maintain it indefinitely; ignore this question with barely suggested +contempt; with a faint gesture of dissent, signify that she considered +it a crudity, almost a vulgarity, and lightly, languidly, indifferently +dismiss the whole subject and leave the room. She knew how, +intuitively. Behind her were generations who understood how to flick an +unpleasant situation from the tips of their fingers, who would ignore +and dismiss with amused disdain an invitation to exculpate themselves or +explain, when to explain meant practically to retract. But false as she +felt, with waves of shame, she had been to her traditions and upbringing +in revealing her emotion, she was no coward. She lifted her head and met +his eyes. Gray eyes faced gray eyes—but with a difference. Hers were +the passionate, emotional Irish gray—with black beneath them, and the +long curling black lashes, but his were like mountain lakes, reflecting +a gray and steely sky. Hers revealed all the secrets she might wish to +hide; his concealed all his secrets admirably—discreet windows, +revealing nothing but what their owner desired they should reveal.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said with defiant brevity.</p> + +<p>He appeared again to give this reply due consideration. He had risen now +and was walking up and down the floor. "What an impression it must have +made on you!" he said at last, very gently.</p> + +<p>She plaited the lace of her sleeve. "You knew about me before we were +married," she said. "Why—?"</p> + +<p>"Quite true, but sometimes something is said, it may be only a word, and +one's eyes become, as it were, unsealed. One sees a perfectly familiar +object or situation in an entirely new light. Your attitude now," he +turned to her rather sharply, "is that I am about to blame you, to take +you to task. Far from it. Why should I blame you for what has been +beyond your power? Your words to-night have made me realize that it has +been quite impossible for you to care for me, and that I have not been +able to make you happy. Ah," lifting his hand as she was about to speak, +"do not disclaim it. I know. You see, that very fact sends the whole +house of cards tumbling. The bitterness with which you have spoken +to-night would not have been in your mind, rankling, rankling all this +time, if you had been a happy woman. It was bound to burst into flame +sooner or later."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" she broke out. "You have always won. You do not know what it is +like to lose; but I—I missed every mark I aimed at. I came up from the +South, so dead sure that I was a very gifted and accomplished person, +and that all I had to do was to hold out my apron and all the beautiful +and delightful things would tumble into it. But this great city surely +taught me a lesson, and she's no very gentle teacher, either. And I used +to sit up there in that tiresome little apartment among those +candle-shades and cotillion favors and think how—how pretty I was," she +flushed under his smile, "and rage, and get sick with disgust when I +thought how I would look after about twenty years of that kind of life. +I knew exactly how I'd look. I'd be one of those peaked, wistful-eyed +old maids, with rusty black clothes turning green and brown, and a +general air of apology for living. I could just see myself ironing out +the ribbons of my winter bonnet with which to trim my summer hat, and +then laundering my handkerchiefs and pasting them on the window-panes to +dry. And life, life was like a great, wonderful river, flowing by and +leaving me stranded on the shore. And then you came."</p> + +<p>Hepworth laughed. "I don't wonder that you took the alternative. I'm +conceited enough to think it better than those ugly pictures your young +eyes were gazing at."</p> + +<p>"Yes, they were ugly," she agreed. "Life just seemed like a dark, +dreary, cobwebby passageway, but I always felt as if I might come to a +door any minute and step through it into a beautiful garden. You seemed +the door." She spoke the last words a little shyly.</p> + +<p>He glanced at her again, inscrutable, unfathomable things in that gaze. +"Ah, youth, youth and the waste of it!" There were tones in his voice +that brought the tears to her eyes, but he did not see them. He was +musing on the accident of her life, this flower of the dust, which he +had taken from the dingy environment she loathed. He had lavished all +the beauty and experience within his power upon her, and taken away +perhaps the one thing that had redeemed her life. He had seen only the +limitations and the makeshifts and how they had oppressed her dainty and +fastidious spirit; but it had never struck him before that in lifting +her away from them, above them, he had taken from her the one thing that +might have glorified her life, that the sordidness and the scrimpiness +were for her for ever haunted by the unexpected. That because she was +young and beautiful and free, the dreariness must have been irradiated +always by the rainbow tints of romance; and he had given her all the +beauty and glitter his money could buy in exchange for the joy of a +dream, and fancied that he had actually done something for her.</p> + +<p>"Dita, forgive me," he murmured, a curiously bitter smile about his +mouth.</p> + +<p>"Forgive you!" she looked at him a little cautiously. She didn't +understand the workings of his mind. He never gave her a hint either in +eyes or expression that would seem as a clue for her to follow.</p> + +<p>"Yes. You should." Again he smiled at her. "You didn't get a fair +exchange. I see that very plainly now."</p> + +<p>"You must not speak like that," she said quickly. "Believe me, it was a +great deal more than a fair exchange and I have always regarded it so. +Why do you think I have not been happy?"</p> + +<p>"Because you have never really loved me."</p> + +<p>"But I—I have always liked you," she cried quickly. "But," forlornly, +"you knew the truth at the time. Even if I had not, I should have had to +marry you anyway. I was so deep in debt I couldn't help it. I could not +manage any more than I can speak Sanscrit. So you see that there is +nothing to forgive. Believe me, I am always grateful, for before I +married you, I thought and thought, but I could see no other way."</p> + +<p>He laughed again. He couldn't help it. He had a sense of humor and he +seemed to see, in a flashlight of vision, shocked Romance gather up her +skirts and shake the dust of Dita's threshold from her winged shoes.</p> + +<p>"You are so really fearless and honest, Dita, that I venture to ask the +question." He put it with a rather diffident gentleness. "You have found +it quite impossible to care for me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," impulsively. "I have always liked you. I am really very fond +of you. But I am always tongue-tied before you. I never can think of +anything to say to you and I always say foolish things." She regarded +him with a wistful timidity.</p> + +<p>He laughed ruefully. It was sorry mirth. "That is a proof of my +stupidity, my child, not yours."</p> + +<p>He opened his mouth to speak, then closed it again. Up and down the room +he walked twice, three times, engrossed. Then having arrived at a +decision, he put it into words. "Dita," he stopped before her and looked +at her earnestly, "perhaps I am utterly rash and foolish, but will you +answer me one question? But first get all melodramatic ideas of the +state of my feelings out of your head." His smile was faintly cynical, +obscurely so. "And believe me, that what really concerns me is your +happiness. Are you in love with Eugene Gresham?"</p> + +<p>She started, cast one quick glance at him, and then stared frowningly +before her, but he noticed that her hand trembled on the back of the +chair. "Why do you ask me that? I—I am married to you—I—" her voice +faltered, broke.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no conventional utterances, please," he cried quickly. "That is not +worthy of you, not like you. There should be, there must be absolute +sincerity between us now. Tell me, Perdita, are you in love with Eugene +Gresham?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, that I do not know." She looked beyond him and, still gazing, shook +her head. "I do not know. I never have known, never been sure. We were +boy and girl together, he a few years older. He is associated in my mind +with the life of green old gardens and the smell of jasmine flowers. He +lives in a wonderful world, a world of color that something in me always +yearns toward. It seems to me sometimes as if I would rise to it, and my +heart would blossom in purple and red. I seem doomed to talk foolishly +to you," she exclaimed rather piteously, "but most people's hidden +thoughts would sound foolish to others, would they not?"</p> + +<p>"Go on, my dear." Then his controlled utterance gave way. "For heaven's +sake, why should you not feel that you can say anything to me? What kind +of an idea have I given you of myself? But tell me," quickly subduing +his emotion, "what is it you feel?"</p> + +<p>"As if—as if my heart were a flower which had never really bloomed—a +cold, tightly folded bud, that yet held within the colorless outer +leaves wonderful red and purple petals. All there, awaiting a sesame, +and I sometimes dream that only Eugene can give me that sesame. But," +the glow left her eyes, her head drooped, "I don't know, I don't know. I +thought I was sure once that I loved him. I do not know now."</p> + +<p>"Where was Gresham during the time you were struggling here?" he asked +presently. And it struck her irrelevantly.</p> + +<p>"In the East somewhere, I think. Doing his desert pictures. I used to +hear from him once in a great while."</p> + +<p>He said nothing. Then he came nearer and took both her hands in his.</p> + +<p>"Dita, my clear, I'm going to be egotistical and talk about myself for a +minute. Let me see if I can explain." Again that worn and flashing +smile, with a deeper touch of cynicism, flitted over his arrogant face.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"'King Canute was weary-hearted,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">He had reigned for years a score,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Pushing, struggling, battling, fighting,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Killing much and robbing more.'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"Let us hope that it is not quite so bad as the last line infers; but +it gives the idea, the picture. Well, Dita, I saw you, a beautiful +flower, purple and red, if you will, although I do not think the +combination of colors appropriate. And you were blooming in a tin can in +a tenement window. It was insupportable, so I dreamed of transplanting +the flower into its fitting surroundings, a marble court. That was what +I crudely thought would mean your happiness. But I never secured the +flower to adorn the marble court. Believe that. Above all, I wanted and +I want its happiness. Dita, I'm weary-hearted, but I long—I long above +all things—to make you happy. Take the poor surroundings that I can +give you; but let your beauty have its meed, let your heart flower as it +will. Feel free to meet, with outstretched hands, the romance your youth +has dreamed of, for, Dita, I, who have only fettered you with jewels, am +going to give you something really worth while, thanking God very humbly +that it is in my power to do so, and the gift is freedom. You are free +from now on."</p> + +<p>She started back, looking at him in frowning bewilderment and yet he saw +deep within her eyes a wild gleam of hope, of joy. "Free!" she repeated +uncertainly, "Free! How can I be free when I am married to you?"</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/illus2.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<h3>"Free! How can I be free?"</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p>He laughed once more, and the dreariness of that laughter rang suddenly +hours afterward in her ears. "Those things can always be arranged," he +said. "But I am going to ask you a favor." Although he said "favor" her +quick ear caught the ring of authority in his tone. "Since you are not +sure that you love Gresham, I am going to ask that you wait a year +before securing your legal freedom. You shall have it, whether you +decide on him or not. Oh, believe that. Ah, one more request. Let me +urge you not to have your portrait painted just now. In view of possible +future events, it is much wiser, much safer to let that go for the +present. I think you will have to trust my judgment here. There is no +danger of your beauty waning." Again his worn and flashing smile. "And +now, it is very late and I think you had better get some sleep. Good +night." He smiled again, but she noticed how dreadfully tired he looked. +She winced a bit in soul.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry that it has been such a fizzle," she turned to him with a +sort of shy, girlish friendliness and impulsiveness.</p> + +<p>He smiled again and lightly touched her cheek with his finger. "Give no +more thought to that." He turned abruptly away.</p> + +<p>"Ah, Dita," his voice arrested her from the threshold, "one more request +I am going to make and that is that you get your amulet to-morrow. If +not I shall have to see about it myself and I am really too busy to +bother with it at present." Again that iron ring of authority was in his +voice, but authority masked in velvet. "Will you very kindly attend to +this, my dear?"</p> + +<p>She nodded mutely from the doorway, but did not lift her down-bent head, +nor raise her eyes to his.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + +<h3>FOOLS' LAUGHTER</h3> + + +<p>When Dita wakened the next morning, it was very late, almost noon. She +came slowly to waking consciousness over wastes of apprehension, +oppressed by some heavy sense of disaster. What had happened? Ah, she +remembered it, it was last night. She squirmed uncomfortably and then +lay gazing with somber and introspective eyes about the beautiful room. +Slowly, the chaotic and uncomfortable thoughts which thronged +confusingly in her mind resolved themselves into two or three distinct +facts as scorching to her sensitiveness as if written in letters of +fire. First, she had let herself go unwarrantably. An electric storm +always exerted a sinister effect upon her, inducing a wildness, a +recklessness at first, eventually followed by melancholy and culminating +either in tears or temper. And she had yielded weakly to every phase of +this storm-induced mood.</p> + +<p>Why did events have to take the bits in their teeth and gallop madly +along the road to ruin at the most placid and unexpected moments? Why +should an electric storm have blotted the sky and flashed its jagged +lightning over her nerves that especial evening? Why had she not +mastered the sirocco, driven it off in its first stealthy approaches? +But she melted to self-pity; Cresswell should not have taken her so +seriously. He might have realized that the storm, and that tiresome +dinner, and those tiresome people had goaded her unendurably. Grant them +every virtue, every grace, admit that there might have been an +attraction between herself and them in ordinary circumstances, but the +fact that they were old friends of her husband changed the whole +chemical situation. Attraction became repulsion, attempt to conceal the +fact as she would. But self-pity ultimately merged into self-accusation. +No matter what the causes, she had made a melodramatic scene. She had +told a lot of bare truths, which, like all bare truths, were only half +truths; about Eugene, for instance, practically admitting that she loved +him.</p> + +<p>Well, did she? She sat up suddenly in bed and pushed the hair back from +her brow with both hands. She pondered intensely a moment. She didn't +know. She really didn't know. Was it love, this feeling she had for him, +had had for him ever since she had been a girl of fifteen? It was a +powerful attraction anyway—a sympathy, an understanding.</p> + +<p>And Cresswell had offered her freedom, freedom! What did it mean? Her +heart began to beat quickly, excitedly. It meant the great adventure ... +if one had the courage ... one need "mourn no joy untasted, envy no +bliss gone by." She would throw off this ennui, this apathy which +afflicted her. She was free, free to seek and meet the unexpected. The +great adventure, a thousand adventures were before her. At last, she +would live. Suddenly she remembered her amulet. She must get it. She +gave this a moment's consideration, and then, before summoning her maid, +she went quickly to the telephone in her sitting-room, and rang up +Eugene Gresham's studio.</p> + +<p>To her relief, he was there and answered the ring almost immediately.</p> + +<p>"Are you there, 'Gene. I want to see you to-day, as soon as possible, +within an hour or so. Will it be convenient for you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, perfectly. But," there was anxiety in his voice, "nothing is wrong, +I hope."</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing much," she replied evasively, "only I want to talk to +you—but not here."</p> + +<p>"Why not take luncheon with me," he replied, "at half-past one and +where?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, not in any crowded restaurant," she answered a little impatiently. +"At some quiet place. A tea-room—the Wistaria?"</p> + +<p>"Very well. Then within an hour and a half."</p> + +<p>"And, oh, Eugene," her voice detaining him, "I want the talisman. Do not +fail to bring it. Do you understand?"</p> + +<p>If Dita wore as a protecting disguise the simple and conventional dark +gown which has been prescribed by certain unalterable rules of fiction +as the proper costume for a lady hastening to a rendezvous, it failed of +its effect, but served instead to accentuate her beauty; nor detracted +in the least from her as an object of interest and comment.</p> + +<p>And Eugene, with his fame, and his air, and his eyes, his lifted +shoulder and his limp, the pointed laurel leaves seeming to gleam +through his cloud of hair, handed her from her motor-car with the manner +of courts, his hat in hand, to the admiration of the passers-by. The +whisper ran: "Eugene Gresham and the beautiful Mrs. Hepworth." They +passed through a gaping aisle. They entered the tea-room to the craning +of necks. Poor souls! This was their measure of seclusion. Beauty and +genius! Fame and wealth! It is a combination New York loves. She serves +them up to her multitudes on a salver.</p> + +<p>They were successful, however, in finding a remote table beneath swaying +purple clusters of artificial wistaria and a dimly mellow light. And +while Eugene ordered the luncheon, Dita glanced about her with a +sensation of relief; new surroundings always seem to hold out the +alluring if frequently vain promise of new thoughts and this was the +beginning of adventure, of that new life of infinite variety she meant +to live at last.</p> + +<p>Eugene turned from the waiter, and leaning across the table narrowly +observed her.</p> + +<p>"A trifle pale," he remarked. "Mad Dita!" reproachfully and yet +tenderly. "I hope all that atmospheric unpleasantness—mental, I mean, +did not come boiling and seething to the surface after I left last +night. I hoped the sirocco had spent itself before I left. But doubtless +Hepworth understands how you are affected by a storm."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I did make rather a scene," she admitted, her lashes on her +cheek. "However, that is neither here nor there."</p> + +<p>He drew a breath of relief.</p> + +<p>"Then it is all over, the atmosphere cleared and we are to begin our +sittings to-morrow." He smiled in anticipation and laughingly drew her +picture upon the air.</p> + +<p>"No," she shook her head, and spoke more reluctantly than before, +"Cresswell has requested me not to have my portrait painted just now. He +is kind enough," her smile was shadowy, "to think that there is no +particular danger of an immediate waning of my beauty and he desires me +to wait a few months."</p> + +<p>"But that is impossible! Incredible!" he scowled with irritation and +threw himself back in the chair. "Oh, what a sirocco, what a sirocco it +must have been!" He shook his head back and forth and then dropped it in +his hands, studying the pattern of the table-cloth as though it were the +map of the situation. "To pass over my disappointment"—he lifted his +head and mechanically pushed about some of the dishes the waiter placed +before him on the table—"ignore it, let it go. I'm not going to press +that now; but there are other things to be considered. It is known that +I am to do your portrait. It was openly discussed last night. All this +must be taken into account. That is for appearances as far as you are +concerned. Then regarding me. I am not a paper-hanger or house painter +to be engaged and then dismissed at the whim of a millionaire. I can not +accept a commission from Hepworth and permit him to cancel it by a +negligent message, sent through a third person. Absurd!" He frowningly +bit a finger. "My plans and arrangements must be concluded for months +ahead. They can not be thrown askew like this. Oh, Dita, what did you +do, what did you say that brought this about? I worked like a Trojan +last night to avert anything of the kind."</p> + +<p>She did not answer, but sipped her tea with downcast eyes and he saw +that the lashes on her cheeks were wet.</p> + +<p>"Ah, Dita," his voice fell to a charming note of tenderness, a note to +stir any woman's heart, with the purple and white of the wistaria +clusters swaying above their heads and the mellow light reflected in his +eyes, his eager eyes which pierced life's stained and sordid curtain and +saw the wonder and miracle of beauty; and it was this power to discern +the eternal vision which illuminated his ugly, irregular, fascinating +face upon which work and dreams and experience had stamped their +impress. "You can not fancy what it means to me to paint your portrait +now. I've painted it before, crudely, in boyhood, and experienced then a +casual delight in the effort to portray a beautiful thing, and wrest a +few new secrets of art from the portrayal. That was all. But now," his +voice without being raised, yet lifted exultantly, "but now—my heart is +swept with insurgent seas at the thought of what it means. I am lover +and artist, fused in a fire of white enthusiasm. The lover sees, divines +what the artist can only guess at, and the artist offers to the lover a +perfected technique. I feel the stirring of this power to catch your +loveliness, Dita, and fix it on canvas imperishably. It would be the +great achievement. That is in the background of every artist's thoughts. +It is his pillar of cloud by day and his pillar of fire by night. The +great achievement!" He dreamed over it a moment. "I would paint the +South in you, Dita, 'warm and sweet and fickle is the South.' Ah! I +thought I loved you then. I thought I loved you the evening we parted, +but I know now that I have never really loved you before or I could not +have given you up."</p> + +<p>They were almost alone, nearly every one had left the room. A long trail +of wistaria blew before her eyes. The light glowed through the silken, +yellow shades. The South! She smelled roses and jasmine. It seemed to +her for one bewildering moment as if her heart had indeed blossomed in +purple and red. She smiled lingeringly, sweetly into his eyes.</p> + +<p>"The portrait's only postponed, Eugene, look at it in that way." The +words recalled her to herself with a start. This was paper wistaria and +electric light. She was no longer a girl in a flower-scented, green old +garden about to pose for a boyish and impatient artist. Here she was, in +spite of all her vows to the contrary, yielding to Eugene's spell +without a struggle. She was quite sure of his charm and magnetism, but +what she doubted now was her own heart.</p> + +<p>"'Ah, the little more and how much it is. And the little less, and what +worlds away,'" she murmured beneath her breath, wondering unhappily if +she were born to doubt everything.</p> + +<p>"But I can't and I won't submit to a postponement." He was now both +impatient and impassioned.</p> + +<p>"It is not final," she explained. "Do take it as a postponement, nothing +more. He has his reasons—oh, they are not what you suspect. He is not +jealous. He is too big for that. It is something I can not go into now." +Her sentences were disjointed. She seemed almost incoherent to him. "Let +it be so for the present. I implore, no, I insist, that there be no +explanations. But I must go, it is getting late," she started as if to +rise; then sank back in her chair and held out her hand. "Oh, the +amulet, Eugene."</p> + +<p>"I haven't got it," he threw out both empty hands and looked up at her +from under his brows with the expression of a naughty child. "Now +listen, Dita, before you get angry, although you're so wonderful when +you're angry that any one might be forgiven for tempting you into that +state; but after you called me up, the Nasmyths, those English people +you know, mother and daughter, were at the studio, and I was so intent +on getting them away in time to meet you, the mother is the most +interminable talker, that I finally bundled them out of the door and +came with them, with never a thought of the amulet."</p> + +<p>"'Gene, how like you!" Her face was full of dismay. "Cresswell +especially asked me to get it to-day, and I don't think he believed for +one moment that clumsy fib I told about having it mended."</p> + +<p>"I'll go at once and get it, and bring it to the house," he said +contritely. "You can make any explanation—"</p> + +<p>"No, no more explanations," she said decisively. "They are perfect +spider-webs, the most involving things any poor fly can tangle himself +up in. They are, to mix metaphors, the quicksands of any situation. +They make of the simplest matter a problem of complexities."</p> + +<p>"What does that go for?" Gresham tilted his head on one side and studied +her. "Does it mean that you and Hepworth quarreled about me, last +night?"</p> + +<p>She looked back at him in inscrutable pondering, as if considering the +point, wondering, in fact, whether she and her husband really had +quarreled about him.</p> + +<p>"No explanations, Eugene, that's fixed."</p> + +<p>"As you will," in careless assent. "But, Dita," again that ardent note +of tenderness, warming his voice, and stirring her heart with all those +intimations of romance which she had never known. "We might as well +accept the inevitable, accept it with joy, face the light quite +fearlessly. We might as well see clearly at last, what for years we +should have known and believed and welcomed with all our hearts—that we +belong to each other."</p> + +<p>Her quickly lowered eyelids veiled the sudden glow of her eyes. +"Perhaps," she whispered, "only I want time to think it out, to be sure +of myself. I—I've grown cautious."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with the smile that could say so many things and to her +said but one. "Take time then, Dita, but permit me to pray that it will +not be long. And I—I shall await with what patience I may that dazzling +morning when you will open your beautiful, dreaming eyes, and know at +once and for ever that you are at last awake. When you will say, 'This +is my day of love, this is my hour and Eugene's! The world may go.' Take +your days or months, Dita. I give them to you, for I know that every +hour that passes will bring you nearer to me."</p> + +<p>Famous artist, famous lover! Men saw his irregular, swarthy face, his +lifted shoulder, his limp, and wondered. But women saw the experiences +and aspirations and dreams that that face held, they saw the smiles +which said so many things exquisitely, they felt the subtle, intuitive +comprehension of every word, an understanding which held no +condemnation, but was as warming and stimulating as sunshine. His +love-making was as delightful and perfect as his art.</p> + +<p>But again she threw off the sweet, poignantly sweet influence and strove +to think clearly.</p> + +<p>"You had your chance, Eugene, before I was married. I would have +listened to you then, the night before you sailed for Europe, but you +didn't believe in me, you showed it plainly." Angry tears glittered in +her eyes at the remembrance.</p> + +<p>"Ah, how could I?" His smile was at once cynical and tender. "I knew +your temperament, that craving, artistic temperament. It is much like my +own. We spring from the same stock, remember. You had all the inherited +love of luxury and beauty as I told you then and you were starved, +starved, Dita, and in a state of revolt. Your imagination was aflame +with what Hepworth offered. And I—" he threw out his hands with a +disclaiming gesture, "Where was I? My feet on shifting sands, I hadn't +touched bedrock then. Ah, well, what's the use? The past is past. It's +the future we face. My heaven, Perdita, what a future!"</p> + +<p>His eyes held her, drew her. Involuntarily, she swayed toward him. Then, +impatiently, as if resenting her own attitude, she rose to her feet.</p> + +<p>Dita drove home, with the faint smile still lingering about her lips, +still dreaming in her eyes. She drove through the park, green still in +spite of frost. A mist palely irradiated by the sunshine it obscured +enveloped the landscape in a sort of opaline enchantment and +unsubstantiality.</p> + +<p>It was with a sigh of regret that she entered her own house. She felt as +if she had wilfully shut the door on the wooing and pensive autumn +without and gone into the bleak and wintry atmosphere of regret and +puzzle and doubt.</p> + +<p>But as she moved listlessly across the hall a servant handed her a note +from her husband.</p> + +<p>She tore it open and read it. Then she read it again. It seemed to her +that the rustle of the paper was like the crackle of thorns, and the +fool's laughter associated with it. She had meant to manage this +situation in her own way, to keep her hand well on the lever, and behold +it was all arranged for her.</p> + +<p>Very briefly the letter informed her that Hepworth's western interests +would require his personal supervision for several months. That he hoped +she would endeavor to make herself as comfortable and happy as possible +and arrange her time in any way that best suited her. That was all. But +as she walked to her own apartments it seemed to her that the air echoed +and rang with the arid and mirthless laughter of fools.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + +<h3>A TELEPHONE CALL</h3> + + +<p>Maud Carmine was slowly pulling off her gloves before the fire in the +old-fashioned drawing-room of the old-fashioned down-town house where +she and her mother lived alone. It was not five o'clock, but the +evenings were so short now that she hesitated whether or not to turn on +the lights, but the firelight was brilliant and so much more attractive +than electricity, no matter how softly shaded that might be.</p> + +<p>Yes, the firelight was so bright that in its radiance she could see her +figure reflected in the long mirror between the windows with its ornate +and early Victorian frame. She walked forward and standing before it +gazed at herself with a little smile. She was not a pretty woman, but +she was certainly a striking and attractive one and quite beautifully +gowned. That was the most noticeable thing about her, the <i>dernier cri</i> +worn with style and distinction. Her heart went out in gratitude to +Perdita.</p> + +<p>While she stood there still surveying herself Wallace Martin was +announced.</p> + +<p>"And no tea here for you," said Maud. "I've been out all afternoon. +Mother is gadding somewhere at this unconscionable hour, so I suppose +they thought I didn't want any. I'll send for some and it will be here +in a jiffy."</p> + +<p>"I do want some, and some solid substantial bread and butter," confessed +Martin. "I'm hungry. I'm dining out to-night, but the dinner is set for +some unholy late hour, and I've been at a rehearsal all afternoon."</p> + +<p>"A rehearsal of your own play?"</p> + +<p>He nodded. "My very own," he said. "One of the million or two I've +written has actually been accepted."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Wallace!" She held out her hands, her interest and pleasure showing +plainly in her voice. "I am more than delighted. It seems too good to be +true."</p> + +<p>"Don't be too enthusiastic yet," he strove to speak dryly. "It may be +accepted by the managers, it is still a question whether it will be +accepted by the public. It's run one gantlet, but whether it will run +two remains to be seen."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Wallace," she cried again. "How can you be so pessimistic and calm +and calculating and all that? Why, I should be off my head with joy."</p> + +<p>"I am," he said tersely. "Maud, don't tell any one, but I feel like a +Wright aëroplane."</p> + +<p>"I won't breathe it," she promised gaily, "but please don't add to the +fame I'm sure you're going to get from that play, by flying over the +housetops to rehearsals. Oh, here is tea, muffins, bread and butter, +cake. Anything else you'll have?"</p> + +<p>He sank back contentedly. "Nothing but to insist that you tell that 1820 +butler of yours that you're not at home to any one else. It's too +deliciously cosy to be spoiled by women simpering and rustling and men +lounging and clattering in. Just the firelight—it's a little early for +fire, but this evening is quite chilly—and the tea-kettle singing in +that nice homey way, and even a big Persian cat on the hearthrug. It's +'ome and 'eaven. And what a contrast to last night! Better a dinner of +herbs like this, where love is, than the stalled ox of yestere'en."</p> + +<p>A faint blush seemed to tinge Maud's cheek, but it may have been, after +all, but the flickering firelight.</p> + +<p>"Last night wasn't awfully pleasant, was it?" she said with a little +sigh.</p> + +<p>"Pleasant! It was deadly. Poor Maud!" helping himself to more bread and +butter. "How hard you worked!"</p> + +<p>"How silly you are!" she cried indignantly. "Perfectly absurd the way +you all acted. Horrid-minded creatures, bored and trying to make a +situation out of nothing. Eugene Gresham and Dita have known each other +for years. There is even some kind of a southern relationship between +them, quite near, I believe."</p> + +<p>"La, la!" said Wallace, again helping himself generously this time to +cake, "your loyalty is beautiful, but don't let it drive you to take a +stand you may have to abandon."</p> + +<p>"Wallace!" she turned from him indignantly and the firelight showed that +her eyes were full of tears.</p> + +<p>"I mean it just the same." He placed his tea-cup on the table and bent +toward her. "Look here, Maud, your friend, Mrs. Hepworth, is a very +pretty woman, but she isn't a very bright one."</p> + +<p>"That is just where you are mistaken," she returned. "She is extremely +clever but you don't seem to understand how much training and +environment have to do with those things. Take a woman as pretty as +Dita, a woman who has been beautiful and admired from her babyhood—she +has always been the center of attraction, she has never had to observe +people closely, to study their moods and characteristics, never has had +to try to please." There was a depth of mournful experience in Maud's +tone. "Therefore she seems to carry things with a high hand, seems to +lack subtlety and finesse and deference to the opinions of others. +Therefore, you, seeing this, immediately put it down to lack of brains. +It is a stupidity unworthy of you, at least it is a snap-shot judgment, +a lack of that careful, sympathetic study and analysis of character +which I should fancy would be necessary to you as a playwright."</p> + +<p>He sat for a moment or two, with hands loosely clasped between his +knees, gazing into the bed of glowing coals. This attitude and silence +on his part continued for some minutes. "There!" he turned around so +suddenly that she jumped, "I've given due and careful consideration to +all you have to say and I will repeat my original statement. Mrs. +Hepworth is a very pretty woman, but she isn't a very bright one, not +bright enough to be ordinarily discreet."</p> + +<p>Her shoulders twitched petulantly. "Wallace! The blot on your character +is that you are a bit of a gossip, yes you are, and you mingle with a +lot of idle people who have nothing better to do than to spend time that +might be put to valuable uses in making mountains out of mole hills. +Truly, it's an idiotic mental employment that is not worthy of you."</p> + +<p>"Maud, you rouse me to argument; you do, really. I am not talking about +Mrs. Hepworth's very manifestly displayed interest in Gresham last +night. That might be attributed to half a dozen different causes. She +might have had a row with her husband or dressmaker, or have been so +bored by the happy family group gathered about her that she was ready +for anything. Any one could see that she was rather out-of-sorts, +excited and reckless and all that. I am not even thinking of last night, +and I will immediately withdraw any aspersions I may seem to have cast +on Mrs. Hepworth's brain power, if you will tell me why she gave Eugene +Gresham that old trinket, amulet, talisman or whatever it is?"</p> + +<p>Maud began to laugh, quite naturally at first, and then she stopped +suddenly. She remembered the scene of the night before, the empty space +in the tray. She remembered Cresswell Hepworth's surprise, and Dita's +sullenness.</p> + +<p>"But you heard Dita last night say that it was broken and that it was +being mended," she protested, but some way her protestations sounded +flat and unconvincing in her own ears.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and you remember that she glanced quickly at Eugene Gresham before +she answered. You also remember that Hepworth, in the innocence of his +heart, explained that the old legend or tradition which had been +connected with the charm for centuries had been that it could neither be +bought nor sold, but that it could only be given away, given away with +the heart's love of the possessor, and in that case it would prove a +blessing to both him who gave and him who took."</p> + +<p>Martin stooped and lifted the Persian cat upon his knees. "Well, my dear +Maud, the end of that story is that Gresham has the amulet."</p> + +<p>"If that is true," she flashed back, "he took it to be mended for her."</p> + +<p>"The circumstances do not seem to point that way," he said mildly. +"Really, Maud, it's the deuce of a mix-up, and I'm simply trying to +prepare you for the worst. You know those English people, the Nasmyths, +in draggled tweeds and velveteens; the mother wears an India shawl, and +the daughter a hat which looks as if it were made of carpet. Well, they +were at the Hewstons' to luncheon to-day and they had just come from +Eugene Gresham's studio where they had been pottering about the best +part of the morning, although Alice Wilstead said their boots and their +faces looked as if they had been chasing over plowed fields. Well, they +were yelping about Gresham like all other women, and raving about the +beautiful things he had, and Mrs. Nasmyth told how she got to poking +about on a table and found your friend's amulet; and she, of course, +made an awful scream about it, and Gresham, who, she naďvely remarked, +didn't seem any too pleased at her discovery, explained that it was a +good-luck charm, of very ancient workmanship, which had been given to +him by a dear friend, and then he gently and firmly locked it up before +her eyes in a little cabinet."</p> + +<p>"Horrid creature!" murmured Maud.</p> + +<p>"Who?" said Wallace eagerly. "You can't possibly mean Gresham, do you, +Maud? What!" his tones expressed a wondering delight as she mutely but +emphatically nodded her head. "To hear a woman speak thus of that hero +of romance! Never has such a grateful sound saluted my ears. Never! +Maud, I am really afraid I am going to hug you."</p> + +<p>"You are going to do nothing of the kind." She could not help laughing, +although she was seriously worried.</p> + +<p>"Well, we'll waive it for the present," he conceded, again sinking +languidly back in his chair, "but that isn't the worst. I told you that +it was the deuce of a mix-up, and so it is. To continue now on page +eight hundred and ninety-nine, the Nasmyths babbled all this out at +luncheon, and old Hewston got perfectly apoplectic. He swelled up and +became purple and emitted the most dreadful snorts and whiffles, and +grunts and groans, until finally just as his wife and Alice Wilstead +thought he was going to fall down in a fit, he got up and puffed away +from the table, and Alice and Mrs. Hewston rushed after him, leaving the +poor Nasmyths to take care of themselves. And not one thing could those +two women do with him. You know what an obstinate, pig-headed, +meddlesome old thing he is—and his head was set on jumping into his car +and off to tell Hepworth as quickly as possible and, my dear Maud, that +is what he did. Alice Wilstead said that she and Mrs. Hewston hung on to +his coat-tails up to the very moment he entered the car, begging, +praying, beseeching, imploring. She said he dragged them all the way +across the sidewalk and literally kicked himself free from them." Martin +threw back his head in a great burst of laughter in which Maud very +feebly joined.</p> + +<p>"I wish I'd been there," she said regretfully. "He'd only have got in +that motor over my dead body; but, Wallace, when did you hear all this?"</p> + +<p>"I met Alice Wilstead limping up the avenue, on her way home, and she +told me about it."</p> + +<p>"I wish—" began Maud, but she was interrupted by a summons to the +telephone. When she returned to the room a few moments later, her face +was graver than ever.</p> + +<p>"I'll have to leave you, Wallace," she said. "You can stay here with the +cat and the fire and the tea-kettle if you want to. Perhaps mother will +come in, but Dita wishes me to come to her at once."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + +<h3>OUT OF THE GILDED CAGE</h3> + + +<p>Prompt as Maud was in responding to Dita's plea for her immediate +presence, Dita was equally prompt in hurling herself upon her friend's +sympathetic bosom.</p> + +<p>Maud had been shown at once to the sitting-room of Mrs. Hepworth's +personal suite of apartments, and there Dita sat in the dim and +depressing gloaming of the unlighted chamber, a figure of dejection.</p> + +<p>She had not even removed her hat, but sat brooding in the twilight until +Maud's entrance roused her and she flung herself across the room and +into the latter's arms with the impetuous rush of a cyclone.</p> + +<p>Dita was temperamentally far more given to anger than to tears, but the +strain of the last two days had culminated now in a burst of wild +weeping, and Maud found it necessary to soothe and calm her before she +could venture to inquire into the immediate cause of her friend's very +poignant and unfeigned distress; so she applied herself to the task of +consolation with only vague conjectures as to the cause for grief.</p> + +<p>She was able, however, from Dita's almost incoherent statements, to +patch together a fairly accurate idea of what had occurred.</p> + +<p>"Just read this letter," Dita thrust the sheets into Maud's hand. "Oh, +you can not, not in this light. Wait a moment," she touched a button and +the room was flooded with a rose-colored radiance. Maud stepped nearer +one of the lamps and gave her most earnest attention to the words +Cresswell Hepworth had written. His utterance through the medium of the +pen, was brief, self-controlled, restrained and to the point. And as +Maud read his well-considered words, something like a feeling of despair +swept over her.</p> + +<p>"He has gone, actually gone," cried Dita, as Maud handed the letter back +to her without comment. "Gone," she repeated the words as if the fact in +itself were quite unbelievable. She crushed the letter in her hand and +threw it on the floor. "He will be gone months, looking after his mines +and railroads and I'm to stay here. He never even said good-by to me, +and this," she touched the crumpled ball of paper contemptuously with +her foot, "gives me very plainly to understand that it is a virtual +separation. Oh," she jerked the pins out of her hat and sent that plumey +velvet head-covering spinning across the room, then turned to her calm +and sympathetic friend with a real fear and a real appeal in her eyes. +"What am I going to do? For a few months it will be all right, and then +people will begin to talk like everything. And you know how it will +appear. Every one will say that Cresswell discovered that I was having +an affair with some one, Eugene, of course, and that he, Cresswell, and +I had a row and that he refused to live with me longer, but that he +nevertheless was so chivalrous that he turned over this house and the +country places to me. Oh, dear, why did I have to have a sirocco?"</p> + +<p>"Heaven knows," said Maud. "Let it be a lesson to you. Never have +another one. There, there, dear, I didn't mean any reproaches or I +told-you-sos. So stop howling or you'll mar your beauty permanently. +Oh, now, don't lift your head and glare at me indignantly and say you +hope you will, that it's never been anything but a curse to you. I've +been too plain all my life to listen with patience to anything of the +kind. Now, let me think." She sat with finger on lip deeply considering, +while Dita still punctured the silence with loud occasional sobs.</p> + +<p>"You will have to travel," she said decisively. "Yup will have to travel +until people begin to talk and then you will have to keep on traveling +until they stop talking. But oh, Dita, can't you try and patch it up?"</p> + +<p>Her words gave fresh impetus to Perdita's gradually decreasing sobs. +"You do not know him," she wept, "and to tell the truth, neither do I; +but I have enough of an understanding of him to know that he always +considers a step very thoroughly before he takes it, looks well into the +chasm before he leaps, and it's no use trying to get him to change his +mind when he has decided what course he means to pursue. Anyway, I do +not wish it. I want to be free, but not this way. Oh, was ever a woman +placed in such a position as I? I believe Cresswell would forgive +anything but the sin of not knowing one's own mind and I had to confess +to him last night that I wasn't sure of mine or of my heart either. He +has a contempt for me, of course, and," rising restlessly and moving +about, "I can't and won't accept his contempt, and I can't and won't +continue to live on his money and potter about his old houses. I feel as +if I would rather die."</p> + +<p>"But, dearest," cried Maud bewildered. "What else is there for you to +do? What else can you do?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing apparently," she said. Her dark gown fell about her in the long +lines of perfect grace. As she stood there, beautiful as the tragic +muse, her great eyes transfixed Maud with her scorn, but the scorn was +not for her friend, but for herself. "What can I do? I am about the most +useless creature on all this green earth. I sit and cry at a situation +which tortures my pride, instead of coming to a decision. I made a +beggardly pittance trying to earn my own living, and I won't go back to +that kind of life, a disgusting, sordid, scrimpy life, which stifled +every generous impulse or spontaneous action. I will not go back, I will +not give up all the things I love and have become accustomed to. I was +born to this. I love it, and will have it, but not on these terms.</p> + +<p>"I haven't been utterly futile here, as I was in those other +circumstances. I have made Cresswell Hepworth's upholstery, stiff +houses, 'decorated and furnished by the most expensive and artistic +firms,' look really livable and lovely. Truly, haven't I? Great artists +have raved over them. Oh, I'm not afraid of velvets and tapestries and +embroideries. I have no burgeois reverence for them. Color was always +like clay to me. I always long to take it and mold it into new +combinations. Why, I couldn't keep my hands off a rainbow if I got a +chance at it, even the angels couldn't shoo me away." She was in one of +her swift, mercurial changes of mood, her mouth dimpling, her eyes +sparkling. "I'm not afraid of all the splendor of color or of all the +gorgeously rich materials that God or man ever devised. I ache to take +them and combine them and melt them together and contrast them. I'll +dare any combination to get an effect I want, an effect that haunts me, +and is like music in my consciousness. Isn't it strange that I can do +anything I like with great heavy draperies? I wave my hand at them and +they fall into just the lines I want. I can get all kinds of effects in +a room, but give me a little palette with little gobs of paint on it, +and little, little brushes and I can't do even a decent lamp mat. That +is one reason Eugene and I have always understood each other so well. +He, too, knows the call of color. Oh, stop looking that way, as if I +were going straight to shipwreck just because I mention Eugene. The +important thing to consider now is what I am going to do."</p> + +<p>"I've told you once," said Maud, with settled conviction; "travel."</p> + +<p>"On Cresswell's money?" bitterly. "Well, I suppose you think it's either +that or huddling into some black hole and attempting to earn my living +again—a phrase that's the synonym for me of a cheap and nasty +experience, but there must be some way out. No, I am utterly wasted, +futile, ineffective. I do not believe, I solemnly do not believe, that I +have one single, solitary gift in this world except being pretty."</p> + +<p>"Look at me!" said Maud with a rather whimsical, cynical little smile. +"I think that I'm the living proof of one of your especial gifts. Why, +Dita, my dear, I'm a creation of yours. I'm considered one of the most +stunning women in town and about the best dressed and," Maud's really +soft and attractive smile transfixed her face, "I've won, I am really +beginning to dare to believe it, the interest and I hope the affection +of the only man I ever cared for and who never gave me a glance when I +was just 'that plain Maud Carmine, who is musical, you know.' Oh, I mean +Wallace, of course," blushing. "I haven't got over the wonder of it yet, +I assure you. I'm still mentally pinching myself and saying, 'If this be +I.' Think of it, Dita! I know the treasures of the socially humble, if +any one does. I always had position, but that amounts to very little in +these days, unless one has other things to back it up. It has been +gradually losing importance, pushed to the wall by money, the ability to +entertain, personal charm and good clothes, an air, a flare, a wit; +until now the poor, solemn, superannuated thing, so long unduly revered, +is really trotted back into the corner. Yes, I had position, but not +recognition. The back seats for me, so I rubbed along on my music and +conversation as best I could, poor fool! And then you came, and waved +your magic wand over me, took me in hand, and the world began to +appraise me at your valuation."</p> + +<p>"That was nothing," said Dita carelessly. "I just have the knack of +seeing people as they ought to be. I could do what I did for you with +anybody, if they would only let me. You were nice and plastic and put +yourself entirely in my hands."</p> + +<p>"Plastic!" echoed Maud. "You mean hopeless! But turn about is fair play. +Take the advice I offer you, and travel. If you say the word we'll start +for Japan to-morrow. And you needn't touch a penny of your husband's +money either, my child. I have enough for both of us."</p> + +<p>"Maud, you're a darling." Dita smiled in warm appreciation. "But—"</p> + +<p>"But, Dita," Maud's voice held both fear and appeal, "if you do stay +here, you will not, you must not see Eugene Gresham."</p> + +<p>Dita smiled at her again, inscrutably. "An idea has come to me," she +said, quite irrelevantly, "a dazzling idea. I really believe that it is +the solution of the whole matter."</p> + +<p>She considered this dazzling idea, her eyes growing brighter every +moment.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Maud, Maud!" she cried, clasping her hands, "what an inspiration! +I'm going on my own again. Yes, I am. Don't look so horrified. I know +I've grouched and fussed a lot over my past efforts in that direction, +but you see I tried to do things in a small way, cotillion favors and +such, and it didn't suit me. It wasn't my <i>métier</i>, not my way. I loathe +detail. I can do things on a big scale or not at all. You know that. And +my present idea means the big scale. When I first came to New York I +regarded it as the great adventure, but then I didn't know how to go +about anything. I was as ignorant as a baby of everything—everything. +The tremendous professional skill required, my own ineptitude, the utter +inadequacy of my poor, amateur accomplishments, my entire ignorance of +business methods, all frightened, dazed, stupefied me, but now, now, I +just believe I'll have another try."</p> + +<p>"Oh, what <i>have</i> you got in your head now?" cried Maud in frightened +resignation.</p> + +<p>"You see it's like this," Dita ignored the question and continued to +follow her own train of thought. "New York demands one of two things of +the stranger who comes knocking at her gates, either training or a new +idea. She can take care of any trained person, but if she has to conduct +the educational process, she does it with a club. Now I'm going back to +her with my new idea. Oh, I was crushed a bit ago, but now I am really +enjoying myself as I have not done since the first dazzle of marrying +Cresswell and seeing his money turn itself so easily into the beautiful +things I had longed for all my life. But I've been getting tireder and +tireder of being the twittering canary in the gilded cage. Cresswell +opened the door last night and now I'm going to fly put, but in a +totally different direction from the one he expects me to take." She +laughed delightedly. "Oh, do you think New York will listen to my new +idea?"</p> + +<p>"She'll listen to Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth," said Maud dryly. "It won't +make much difference about the idea, whether it's new or old." She +thought of a conversation Hepworth's friends had held at the wedding +breakfast and sighed reminiscently. "I'm afraid you're making Cress +rather a background."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" said Dita cheerfully and defiantly. "Serves him right, going +away in the fashion he did and putting me in such a position. 'Moses an' +Aaron,' as my old mammy used to say, you needn't try to dissuade me. +You'll be as crazy about the idea as I am when I unfold it to you. The +twittering canary is going to hop out of the gilded cage, and build her +own nest. It's the great adventure. It is to live. Won't Cresswell open +those sleepy eyes of his when he sees this move of mine on the +chessboard? I'm done with failure, this venture of ours is a success +before it's begun."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + +<h3>A DOLL OR A BOX OF CANDY</h3> + + +<p>Perdita, being one of those ardent, mercurial creatures who run with +winged feet to meet every event in life, whether it be joyous or +disastrous, had encountered her bad quarter of an hour the morning after +the dinner party.</p> + +<p>Hepworth's, however, was postponed for a later and more lingering +occasion. We euphemistically limit these seasons of judgment to quarters +of an hour in speaking of them, but they are quite independent of time, +and may continue through days.</p> + +<p>Perdita had a temperamental advantage. Hers were those swift changes of +mood so disconcerting to the devils of ennui and depression; but her +husband's period of reaction lasted, with but little mitigation, all the +way across the continent.</p> + +<p>A most lusty and persistent demon of doubt and self-accusation boarded +his car within a few hours after the train left the station, invaded his +luxurious solitude and, indifferent to a chilling reception, there +remained. To Hepworth, the demon's most searing insinuation was that, +instead of a masterly retreat in good order, this departure of his for +the other side of the continent was a virtual renunciation of all that +he cared most to win and to hold. Fool and coward, the demon whispered, +to quit the game just at the moment when his presence was an imperative +necessity. But, although the demon was eloquent—it is an attribute of +demons—and his suggestions were like red-hot pincers, it never entered +Hepworth's head to turn back. On the contrary, it was characteristic +that having decided on a certain course, he was not to be swayed by the +demon's most subtle and ingenious arguments. He was merely rendered +supremely uncomfortable by them.</p> + +<p>He had offered Perdita her freedom and he meant it without any +reservations. She should decide on her own course, follow her own +leadings according to the limits of her own folly or discretion, but +free she should be, and free even from any shadowy influence that his +mere presence might exert. Quixotic, scrupulously so: but then that was +Hepworth's way.</p> + +<p>The demon laughed at this obstinately maintained, unalterable decision. +What chance, it sardonically suggested, had any mere average man against +a rival like Eugene Gresham? Women love glamour. Perdita especially +adored it blindly. Most women, certainly Perdita, would rather follow +the alluring, brilliant gleam of the will-o'-the-wisp, any time, than +the smoky but dependable light of the useful household lantern.</p> + +<p>These gloomy reflections served to goad and stab like so many tormenting +banderillos, but Hepworth's resolution to absent himself for a time, and +thus insure Perdita a free hand, remained unalterable, in fact it +hardened, became like iron.</p> + +<p>The journey over, his spirits improved; the demon was far less +persistent and only occasionally showed himself. There were a number of +business matters of varying importance requiring his attention, and +these very fully occupied his mind. He had made his headquarters for a +time at Santa Barbara.</p> + +<p>Then, suddenly, his busy, if rather monotonous and routine existence +became diversified by a series of peculiar events which, in his most +wildly imaginative moments, he would never have conjectured.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, as he sat before an open window in the villa he had +taken, looking out over a wonderful garden, all fragrance and color, at +the blue channel, the mountains, the distant islands gleaming fairy-like +through their golden haze, the name of Mr. James Fleming was brought to +him and served very effectually to rouse him from his spiritless +daydreaming, on whose confines hovered the demon.</p> + +<p>Hepworth sat up, care vanished from his brow, the depressed droop of his +mouth changed to a smile. "Fleming! Jim Fleming!" he exclaimed. "Show +him in at once," to the waiting servant.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fleming wasted no time in appearing and Hepworth pushed back his +chair and rose, meeting him with a hearty hand-clasp and one of his most +brilliant smiles.</p> + +<p>This was the effect the arrival of Fleming invariably produced. One +might have thought from the way men greeted him that he was some great +public benefactor. Quite the opposite. Hepworth, and no doubt many +others, had, through him, lost thousands of dollars, but this did not in +the least affect their pleasure in his society nor tarnish their +confidence in his good intentions.</p> + +<p>Fleming was about Hepworth's age, rather tall and rather stout. He had a +broad, clean-shaven face, and the mouth of an orator, large, mobile, +stretching across his face in a straight line and turning up sharply at +the corners. His eyes, which were blue-gray, had a most ingratiating and +irresistible expression of camaraderie.</p> + +<p>During the course of his life many unkind names had been applied to +Fleming, but by women, mark you, never by men. There were quantities of +good wives and mothers who regarded him very much as the devil is +supposed to regard holy water. Had they not reason? At the very mention +of his name they had seen a certain wild, primitive gleam light the eyes +of even their most staid and house-broken men, and at the sound of his +voice the most tractable and responsible husbands would seem to hear +again the pipes of Pan, and forgetful of duty, daily bread and family +obligations would follow eagerly whither those wild notes led.</p> + +<p>Beyond question Fleming possessed that magnetic quality which opens all +doors. He was at home in any society and where he was laughter flowed as +wine. He had neither profession nor settled business, but always +referred to himself as a "prospector—a prospector of the old school."</p> + +<p>The first gay greetings over, Mr. Fleming established himself in a +comfortable chair, and said without preamble, but with his usual +devil-may-care nonchalance, "I've come to ask a favor of you, Cress, a +mighty big favor."</p> + +<p>Hepworth mechanically stretched his hand out toward his check book.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's not money I want this time," said Fleming easily. "It's no +favor to me to lend me money. That's always spent on others. Anyway, +I've got more than I can handle for once. You see, it's this way. I've +got to go over to Idaho. I've just got wind of a big thing there, a big +thing. Two boys I know want me to go over and look at it and I'm off +to-day. Biggest thing that's been struck in years, they tell me. Both +of them stone broke. Didn't have enough money to pay railway fare. Stole +rides, practically no food for a week. If there's anything in it, I may +be good enough to allow you to finance it."</p> + +<p>"Let me see," said Hepworth reflectively, "according to the invariable +law of ratio, I'm about due to win on some of these ventures of yours +I've so obligingly financed."</p> + +<p>Mr. Fleming solemnly and sadly shook his head. "Set a beggar on +horseback and sooner or later he'll show his rags. The born millionaire! +You show all the degenerate earmarks." He pointed the finger of scorn at +Hepworth. "Even if I hadn't come along you would still have been a +millionaire, climbed to it on some one else's shoulders. Entirely +forgotten the old days, haven't you? Why who," explosively, "laid the +foundation of your soul-deadening fortune? Me. Myself. Well, that's what +a man has to expect in this world. But seriously, Cress, I do want you +to do something for me."</p> + +<p>"Don't frighten me in this way then," said Hepworth. "If it isn't money, +I'm getting apprehensive. You're in some scrape and I've got to take +off my coat and work like a nigger to get you out."</p> + +<p>"Honest to God, no," said Mr. Fleming fervently. "It's just this. You +see my little girl is here to spend her vacation with me—jumped across +three states and got here day before yesterday, and under the +circumstances it's kind of rough on her for me to go skating off this +way leaving her all alone in a barracks of a hotel and in this place +where she don't know a soul. Sure's I'm sitting here, Cress, I did my +best not to listen to the boys," Fleming spoke earnestly. He always had +the virtue of believing profoundly in himself. "It didn't seem fair to +her, you know. But, oh Lord! What's the use? You know how it is when a +new property swims into my ken. I get the fever so's I can't eat and I +can't sleep, and it's 'my heart in the Highlands' so's I'm like to die +unless I'm up and away to that little old new mine that's just been +found, seeing what's to her, anyway. And you may believe it or not," in +solemn asseveration, "but all the time I'm holding back and trying not +to go. I've got the cramp in my feet so that I can't hobble, but the +moment I yield, and take to the path again, it's gone. That's a fact. +Now," the musical note of persuasion was strong in Mr. Fleming's voice, +"now all I'm asking of you, Cress, is to look in on my little girl now +and then and see that she has everything she wants. She's got a sort of +vinegar-faced Sue with her that she calls her maid, so she's not +entirely alone; but I want to be easy in my mind about her, to know that +she's got some one to fall back on if anything unpleasant comes up.</p> + +<p>"She's pretty cute, you know. About on to everything that's going. Can +take the best kind of care of herself. Has had to, poor kid. Her mother +died, and you know, Cress, she might just as well have had a grasshopper +for a father as me. Although I've tried, she'd tell you herself, I've +tried, that is, as far as the limitations of my artistic temperament +would permit. But when I feel the <i>wanderlust</i> and the <i>weltschmerz</i> and +all that in my blood and hear the siren voices of new properties +calling, why, the fireside fetters have got to fall, the white, clinging +arms have got to unloosen their grip. That's all there is to it. You +know in books how the father of a motherless daughter is always father +and mother and brothers and sisters and grandmother, uncles and aunts to +her? Well, I haven't been all those to Fuschia. I wouldn't have known +how and she wouldn't have stood for it. She's got no particular use for +fireside fetters, herself. Oh," optimistically, "I guess she'll be all +right here. I'm leaving her all the money she can spend. But I just want +you to keep an eye on her. Kind of see that the wheels are running all +right and that she's amused and don't mope. You'll like her, you know. +It's a funny thing, but everybody's just crazy and always has been about +that kid."</p> + +<p>Hepworth was not proof against the appeal in his old friend's eyes, +neither was he capable of shattering Fleming's simple faith that he, +Hepworth, a jaded and middle-aged person, would find Fleming's daughter +a delightful and interesting charge.</p> + +<p>Fleming's mind still ran on his child. "She's about the only thing in +petticoats that has any real confidence in me," he said, with pride. +"It's only been once or twice in my career that I've seen a look of real +friendship in a woman's eyes. The first sight of me brings that wary, +on-guard gleam way back in their blue or brown windows of the soul. You +can't fool a woman. They've got those intuitions, you know, and they +know instinctively that I'm a born missionary to the henpecked, that +it's my mission in life to bring a little cheer into the lives of those +poor shut-ins, the married men; scatter a little sunshine on their path.</p> + +<p>"By the way," as if struck by a sudden thought, "you've married since I +last saw you. Some slip of a girl, I'll be bound. That's what the +middle-aged millionaire's sure to do. Well, hold on to your money, +Cress. Don't trust to your own fascinations. And you keep an eye on my +little Fuschia, won't you?"</p> + +<p>Manfully concealing his apprehensions, Hepworth promised to do all that +lay in his power to be a father to Fleming's daughter and had the +consolation of seeing his old friend depart most jauntily and evidently +with a weight off his mind.</p> + +<p>But when the door had finally closed on him Hepworth let his +perfunctorily smiling face relax. But it did not remain merely grave and +preoccupied, for as he continued to gaze fixedly, but unseeingly, at a +large paper weight before him, his eyes narrowed and his brow contracted +in a frown.</p> + +<p>He had neither the heart, time nor inclination to spend his leisure +moments amusing such an utterly spoiled, untrained, undisciplined child +as he was sure Fleming's daughter must be. Allowed to choose her own +path from babyhood, wilful, headstrong—oh, well, what was the use of +anticipating? He'd promised to look after her, and disagreeable duty as +it was sure to be, he had to see it through, and that was all there was +about it.</p> + +<p>He decided to look her up the next afternoon. Take her a doll or a box +of candy. Perhaps, though, she was too old for a doll. How old was she, +anyway? He had forgotten to ask Jim. Probably about twelve or fifteen +years. Yes, certainly, the box of candy was safer. That was always +acceptable and agreeable to any of the seven ages of women.</p> + +<p>He sighed again, and then, as if seeking distraction, he picked up the +New York newspaper he was about to open when Fleming's card had been +brought to him. He surveyed it languidly, his eye roving with +indifference up and down the columns. Suddenly his attention was vividly +arrested.</p> + +<p>His whole gaze, even further, his whole heart hung on a paragraph +stating that Eugene Gresham had just sailed on the <i>Mauritania</i>. It was +known among Mr. Gresham's friends that he had recently received a +commission to paint the portrait of a princess of the royal house of +Austria and that upon completing this he would go to England to finish a +portrait, already begun, on a previous occasion, of the beautiful Lady +Heppelwynd. Mr. Gresham, when seen on board ship a moment before +sailing, would neither confirm nor deny these rumors.</p> + +<p>The frown disappeared from Hepworth's face. What commendable discretion! +Whether the credit were due Dita or Gresham mattered little. It was the +admirable restraint, this delicate and unexpected regard for +appearances, which Hepworth applauded. To do him justice, that was his +first thought, the sober second one was profound relief that the +fascinating will-o'-the-wisp was as far away from the impulsive and +curious Dita as was the smoky lantern. He put the paper down and rose to +his feet. Fleming's little girl should have a box of candy that was a +box of candy.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + +<h3>FUSCHIA FLEMING</h3> + + +<p>Procrastination was a thief that had never succeeded in wresting much +time from Hepworth. He was one of those rare and exemplary natures who +never put off until to-morrow what they can do to-day. Never did he +stand shivering on the edge of his cold bath, but plunged in immediately +without pause for consideration. Obnoxious virtues these—prejudicial to +any popularity among his fellow-beings, therefore it speaks volumes for +him that he was able to overlive them.</p> + +<p>This all goes to show that although the duty of keeping an eye on +Fleming's daughter became more repugnant to him the longer it remained +in contemplation, he yet lost no time in looking her up, as he expressed +it to himself. Neither did he waver in his promise to himself fitly to +celebrate Eugene Gresham's departure for other shores, but kept his vow +by selecting the most gaudily decorated and wastefully beribboned box of +sweets he could secure, and armed with it, as a hostage to impertinent +childhood, took himself to the big hotel where Miss Fuschia Fleming was +stopping.</p> + +<p>He sent up his name to her and was very shortly informed that Miss +Fleming was in the garden and would be delighted to have him join her +there.</p> + +<p>Hepworth curled his lip. What grown-up airs! Naturally, she had lost no +time in turning up her hair and having her gowns lengthened since her +father's departure, and he, Hepworth, would have to play up to this +phase of missishness.</p> + +<p>He was dazzled for the moment by the bright sunshine, the brilliant +flowers, and mechanically followed the page, threading his way through +various groups of people. Before a table among the roses sat a young +woman reading. The page stopped; Hepworth stopped; the young woman cast +aside her book and rose.</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/illus3.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<h3>Before a table sat a young woman reading.</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p>"How do you do, Mr. Hepworth?" She stretched out her hand with a boyish +gesture, smiling into his eyes, and the sunshine grew dim. "Won't you +sit down? I've just ordered some tea. If you don't drink it, won't you +tell the man to bring you something else when he comes? Father said—"</p> + +<p>"But father is surely not Fleming, Jim Fleming," he said, firmly +determined to get this absurd mistake straightened out at once.</p> + +<p>"But father just is," she asserted as firmly. "And since you asked for +Miss Fleming, I am she, Fuschia Fleming. That is my ridiculous name."</p> + +<p>But Hepworth had so far lost his mental equilibrium that he could not +immediately recover himself.</p> + +<p>"Fuschia Fleming is a little girl," he insisted, although this time not +half so positively, "and great Heavens," with one of his quick smiles, +"I've brought you a box of candy and just barely escaped buying you a +doll."</p> + +<p>"I wish you had," she said. "I love dolls, especially the kind that you +would bring me." There was undeniably something heady about Fuschia +Fleming's glance. "And as for sweets, they're grateful and comforting to +any age. You'd better give me that box at once, and I'll give you a +practical demonstration of my appreciation."</p> + +<p>Fuschia had the curliest mouth. There is no other way to describe it. It +was all in ripples, not small, but looking smaller than it really was +because it turned up quite sharply at the corners, like her father's. +And the lashes that lay on her pale, smooth cheeks were the curliest and +longest Hepworth had ever seen. Her eyes were blue, blue as the sea, and +very cool and gay and inclusive. Without being sharp or speculative or +inquisitive, they yet took in all the details of whatever they rested +upon.</p> + +<p>But Hepworth was a keen observer, and he noticed at once that although +her pale face was for the most part alive with laughter, there was yet a +certain worn look about it, as if she had been recently over-taxed and +fatigued. There were faint but undeniable lines about the mouth and eyes +that time had never etched there; and that blythe assured bearing, her +detached, yet ready manner, were not suggestive of the ease of confident +youth. They bespoke training.</p> + +<p>Hepworth's eyes, their droop rather more pronounced than usual, were +fastened on an adjacent palm, as if he demanded from it the answer to +this riddle. Getting no response there, he turned his speculating eye +on a tree of magnificent crimson roses as if hoping for some +enlightenment from that quarter.</p> + +<p>"Why do you not tell me all about it?" urged Fuschia gently. "What's the +use of trying to puzzle me out unaided? Father has evidently told you a +lot of conflicting things. I really can throw more light on the subject +than any one else."</p> + +<p>Her voice was beautiful, soft and full and creamy, with all exquisite +modulations and inflections, and its music cleared Hepworth's befogged +brain. He released the palm and the rose tree from the third degree to +which he had been subjecting them, and leaned back in his chair as if he +relaxed his mind as well as his body, smiling back at her, as confident +now, and as assured as herself.</p> + +<p>"I don't have to," he said. "I know. It's just come to me. You see your +father didn't happen to mention that you are studying for the stage."</p> + +<p>"Studying for the stage!" she cried, as if to refute him, considered, +and then nodded emphatically. "Of course I am, and expect to be until I +die; but hardly in the sense you mean. My field of study at the present +time includes a good deal of practical experience. I've been on the +stage now for three years, ever since I left school."</p> + +<p>"On the stage!" he exclaimed. "But my dear child, under what name?"</p> + +<p>"My own," she answered. "Oh, do not look so puzzled. It is the most +unlikely thing in the world that you should ever have heard of me. I'm +far from a star, just one of the humble members of first this and then +that western stock company. You see, my idea was to get my training and +experience before I burst upon New York. But New York is beginning to +seem too iridescent a dream ever to be realized."</p> + +<p>There was a fall in her voice, a touch of wistfulness, which Hepworth +found rather touching because its pathos was both uncalculated and +unconscious.</p> + +<p>"Why?" he asked in surprise. This note of resignation in her tones, of +acceptance of a disappointing, inevitable circumstance, struck him as +singularly out of character and aroused his curiosity.</p> + +<p>"It's been the same thing several times in succession now," said +Fuschia, a touch of superstitious gravity in her expression. "Just as +father is preparing to stake me, and I'm getting a company together to +take New York by storm as Rosalind, why, father loses his last dime on a +dead-sure thing. There's a law about it. The biggest winning proposition +in years, always comes along just as I am ready to cross the Alps and +storm Italy. Uncanny, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"What nonsense!" Hepworth clipped off the end of a cigar as if it were +Fleming's head. "Do not let yourself be affected by such an absurdity. +The only law, and I admit it's a strong and binding one, is Jim's +selfishness and irresponsibility. Now my dear child," Hepworth was +beginning to fancy himself enormously in the rôle of paternal adviser, +"you make him give you as much as possible."</p> + +<p>"I do," she interrupted softly.</p> + +<p>"And you lay it all aside, very securely, never touching a penny of +it—"</p> + +<p>"What about my clothes?" another interruption.</p> + +<p>"Never touching a penny of it," went on Hepworth firmly, ignoring these +asides on her part, "until you have saved enough to finance yourself. +Isn't that reasonable?"</p> + +<p>"Ye-s," admitted Fuschia. "It is a very reasonable and sensible +suggestion, Mr. Hepworth, that is," thoughtfully, "if you leave out +father and me. But just get it into your head that at the moment I'd +save a nice little heap, father would be hit with an overwhelming +impulse to back the wrong horse, and, here's something awfully queer +psychologically, Mr. Hepworth, I'd know as sure as I'm Fuschia Fleming +that it was the wrong horse, and yet, I'd get inoculated with the mental +virus before I'd know it, and beg him to let me in on it. And you know +that father is incapable of staking half or even two thirds of his +little all against any proposition he believes in. The only thing that +can satisfy him and make his blood tingle is to stake the whole. No +limit but the blue canopy of heaven. Limits do fret father."</p> + +<p>Mr. Hepworth slightly lifted his shoulders. Then he dropped another lump +of sugar into a cup of hot tea she had given him.</p> + +<p>"I wish to seem neither irrelevant nor impertinent," he said at last, +"but can you act?"</p> + +<p>Miss Fuschia Fleming threw up her white chin and laughter bubbled +unquenchable from her throat, not vain-glorious mirth, as if the fact of +her superlative achievement mocked his crude question, but the +unrestrained laughter of genuine amusement.</p> + +<p>"The idea of asking an actress such a question," she said at last, +touching each eye lightly and deftly with a delicate handkerchief. "You +may thank your lucky stars that I don't nearly drown you with +picturesque and highly colored tales of my triumphs and then hurl the +full scrap-book at you. My, but you are a rash man! To ask a +professional if she can act!" Again her full-throated laughter rang out +delightfully and so heartily that it shook the petals from the cluster +of pale golden roses she wore on her breast.</p> + +<p>"But look here, seriously now," her laughter died quickly away, her face +assumed a gravity he had not dreamed her mobile features could express, +her gaze fastened upon him with a sort of hungry, passionate eagerness.</p> + +<p>"That was a horrible question of yours," she shivered, as if the breeze +blowing over the gardens from the Elysian sea chilled her. "One should +know intuitively, instinctively whether an actress can act or not. Good +Lord!" she brought her hand down on the table. "If you don't feel it, +know it, beyond all argument, why it isn't there, that's all.</p> + +<p>"Unless I set you dreaming, unless I suggest in this or that varying +pose or expression, the whole world of women, I'm not a born actress. +Training, study can make a good mechanical nightingale of me, a clever +imitation of the real thing. That's all. But unless I have the chameleon +quality of reflecting my part, the unerring understanding of any type of +woman I may be called upon to represent, how can I be an actress? What +does it profit me to give the public a carefully studied, intellectual +representation of Portia or Nora, or Juliet or Candida, wide apart as +the poles as they may be? I must not only apprehend them, I must be them +in every fibre of my being, in every cell of my brain, in every beat of +my heart, or I'm nothing. Unless I can convince you that Camille and I +are one in emotion and view of life, and then obliterate that +impression when I speak to you as Rosalind, why I'm not an actress, not +the kind I care to be, anyway."</p> + +<p>"By Jove, my dear," cried Hepworth, "you need have no doubts on that +score." He had not felt the thrill of such genuine enthusiasm for many a +long day.</p> + +<p>He forgot the delicate and uncertain state of his marital affairs, +forgot the censorious world, his ennui and doubt and regret.</p> + +<p>"I have a conviction," he said, "that Jim is going to win a lot on this +new proposition of his. If he doesn't, it's all the same anyway. Why +should you waste your youth and your genius in twentieth rate stock +companies?"</p> + +<p>In spite of these cheering words, her head continued to droop. Her face +had grown paler, and sad were the eyes she lifted to his.</p> + +<p>"But you asked me if I could act. You weren't sure. You didn't see me as +Camille or Rosalind. You just saw Fuschia Fleming all the time."</p> + +<p>"Of course I did." His smile was most comfortingly reassuring. "But I +saw Fuschia Fleming as Juliet and Portia and all the others. I merely +asked you if you could act to see what you would say. No, no, my dear, +your future is written so plainly that he who runs may read. No more +one-night stands in dreary little towns, Miss Fuschia Fleming, but long +engagements, crowded houses, enormous box-office receipts, wildly +enthusiastic audiences. Can't you hear and see them? New York, London, +Paris for you!"</p> + +<p>"Oh-h!" Fuschia was herself again. She exhaled rapture in an ecstatic +sigh. She rose. It is impossible to sit in moments of such high +exultation. She positively seemed to soar, to tread on clouds. It was +growing late and chill. Almost every one had left the garden, only a few +absorbed groups remained. Fuschia was an actress. Self-expression was a +necessity to her. She rested her hand, a snowflake, gratefully on his +arm, she floated against him, a thistledown, and before he knew it had +lightly, enthusiastically, unconcernedly kissed him on the cheek.</p> + +<p>"You dear," she cried, "I'll repay you by showing you what I can do. To +tread the forest of Arden in New York! Oh-h! But you are not going. No, +no, no!"</p> + +<p>That was what Hepworth, rather overcome by the unconventional and +unexpected expression of her thanks, was preparing to do. He thought it +best, but his decision was not adamantine, far from it. He always prided +himself upon the open mind, and an ability to see all sides of a +question, so when Fuschia suggested that he return later and dine with +her, it struck him as a possible, even admirable solution of his daily +puzzle how to put in the evening and he accepted without more debate, +with an alacrity, in fact, bordering on gratitude.</p> + +<p>He was therefore on time to the minute and Miss Fleming was equally +punctual.</p> + +<p>As they sat through a dinner, not elaborate, but as prolonged as if it +were composed of all the courses on the menu, Hepworth was struck by the +positive quality of Fuschia's beauty. It was not always so, evidently. +She was as changeful as the chameleon she had spoken of. In the garden +that afternoon, in her white serge frock, she had at first impressed him +as a pale, rather attractive looking young woman whose charm was +greater than her prettiness; but viewed in the rose-colored lights, and +across the pink blossoms on their small table, she was a very wonderful +creature. She was, in truth, wild with joy and her expression of it was +delightful. Her eyes were blue as the sea when the sun is one vast +sparkle over it, her mouth, made for laughter, grew curlier every +moment. Her white evening gown was a dream.</p> + +<p>In addition to her admirable outward appearance, Miss Fuschia Fleming +was a comédienne of unsurpassed gifts. She was also witty, well-read and +sweet-natured, and when she chose to exert herself she could make sixty +minutes seem sixty seconds by any one's watch, even that of the grimmest +old curmudgeon, and Hepworth certainly was not the grimmest old +curmudgeon. He was only a very lonely and sad-hearted man whose days had +been hanging heavily on his hands.</p> + +<p>"Good old Jim," he soliloquized as he took his way homeward that +evening. "He believed sufficiently in my friendship to come right to me +when he was in a hole. Made no bones about it. Asked me to keep an eye +on his daughter, sure enough of my affection for him to know I'd do it. +I shouldn't wonder if this Idaho proposition is a good thing if it's +properly financed. Jim's judgment is pretty sound. Well, we'll see, +we'll see."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + +<h3>SHOCKING THE HEWSTONS</h3> + + +<p>As the winter wore on the weather in New York offered daily a more +violent and odious comparison to the blue seas and balmy airs of +California. The cold, sullen skies, dull, damp days and piercing winds +set more than one dreaming of sunshine and summer, and among the many +was Alice Wilstead.</p> + +<p>She was pondering thus, looking about her with surprise, one especially +snowy, dreary winter afternoon as she took her way to Mrs. Hewston's. It +was one of those thoroughly depressing days when nothing could really +raise one's spirits but the inspiring glow of firelight. Mrs. Wilstead +certainly looked as if she needed that and all positively cheering if +not inebriating things as she entered Mrs. Hewston's drawing-room. Her +piquant dark face was meant for smiles and gaiety, all of her features +apparently designed to that end, for the corners of her mouth, the tip +of her nose, the slant of her eyes, all inclined upward. It is a tragedy +when a person of such countenance is in an introspective or melancholy +mood. Sober meditations have an aging and blighting effect on the +features of those born to look out upon the world with an arch and +piquant interest.</p> + +<p>Isabel Hewston roused herself a little reluctantly. She was sitting +alone most comfortably in a delightfully easy chair, she had on a +becoming and loose Paris tea-gown. She had resolutely put behind her the +haunting specter of increasing flesh, had taken an afternoon off from +the persistent and continued battle she had been forced to wage with it, +and now lay, a box of sweets on the table beside her, a new novel in her +hand, enjoying to the full her temporary respite. It is to her credit +that she put aside her book at the most nerve-tingling paragraph without +a sigh.</p> + +<p>"Dear Alice," she exclaimed, lifting herself on one elbow, "you have a +bad-news look all over you, the very rustle of your skirt proclaims it. +What can be the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Give me some tea," said Mrs. Wilstead gloomily, "and let me sit down +and rest." She slowly removed her furs. "My dear Isabel, do you mean to +say you do not know?"</p> + +<p>"Know what?" asked Mrs. Hewston in bewilderment, ringing and +mechanically ordering tea. "How could I possibly know anything after +just getting off the steamer this morning? What has happened? You +haven't been speculating, Alice, and losing all your money?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wilstead hastily disclaimed any such unforgivable crime and +inconsolable grief as losing money. "Then really you have not heard," +she exclaimed. "Isabel, I am more worried than I can say. Lemon, please. +It is stupid of you, Isabel, never to get into your head the fact that I +couldn't be guilty of taking cream. To think of such a thing occurring! +I had hoped that with Eugene Gresham out of the way, having the decency +to go to England and France, and the papers full of his spectacular +stunts, that all talk would cease and that when Cresswell Hepworth came +back from that western trip that everything would be all right."</p> + +<p>"What are you talking about?" asked Isabel Hewston with the calmness of +despair. "If it isn't too much trouble, would you mind making a few +explanations? Just one might suffice."</p> + +<p>"It is that absurd, undisciplined Perdita Hepworth. She has had her head +completely turned by the success of Maud Carmine and now she and Maud +have gone into business together."</p> + +<p>"Into business?" Mrs. Hewston made a tremendous clatter among the +tea-cups. "Business! What can you mean? Cresswell has not failed?"</p> + +<p>"Good heavens, no! But that is the reason he has been so long in the +West. At least that is what every one says. Dita and Maud informed him +of this scheme, and he, of course, expressed his opinion of the whole +matter, refused to countenance it; but he couldn't do anything with such +a headstrong creature as Dita, and so he simply cleared out; went West +and has stayed there, while those two girls have gone stubbornly on and +carried out their plans."</p> + +<p>"Business!" Isabel still rolled her eyes in dazed speculation. "But what +kind of business? What could they possibly do? Lamp-shades, menu-cards? +I'm sure I've always heard that Perdita didn't make such a brilliant +success when she tried that sort of thing before!"</p> + +<p>"Menu-cards! Lamp-shades!" Alice laughed scornfully. "That's mere paper +dolls to this venture. This is a business of their own invention, +although Dita does take orders for house decoration also; but the main +purpose is dressing the wealthy, telling the plain little daughters of +the rich what to wear."</p> + +<p>"For pity's sake!" gasped Isabel. "What sort of place is it, beauty +parlors or dressmaking?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear me, neither! Nothing so commonplace. They have taken a house +just on the Avenue (they say it is a dream within), and you have to +write for an appointment, and then if they will consider you at all they +write back and set a time, and you go exactly as if you were calling, +you know, and you are received by either Maud or Dita or both. Then you +come again whenever they tell you, and all the time Dita is studying you +just as a portrait painter would. Finally, when she feels that she has +you thoroughly in mind, and is quite decided about the way you shall be +clothed, she has designs made for you of hats and gowns, little water +colors, you know, and sends you to her dressmaker. She also has your +maid come and dress your hair before her, according to her directions. +And it costs you!" Alice Wilstead pursed her mouth and lifted her brows, +"It costs you! Oh, like the dickens!"</p> + +<p>"Who is that?" said Mrs. Hewston turning.</p> + +<p>"Only me," Wallace Martin replied modestly and ungrammatically, +entering, as usual, unannounced, a privileged friend of the family, and +greeting the two women with his usual barking cheerfulness.</p> + +<p>"I just walked up home with that pretty little Lolita Withers, and, as +you were only a block or two farther, I came on here."</p> + +<p>The two women gazed at each other with a long, wondering stare. "Lolita +Withers!" they exclaimed simultaneously. "Pretty!" Nothing could have +been more eloquent than their tones.</p> + +<p>"My dear Wallace," said Mrs. Hewston, finding her voice, "is this some +new joke? Are you quite sane?"</p> + +<p>"He means it for a joke," said Mrs. Wilstead, who had been peering at +him curiously. "He is going in for eccentricity, or else the success of +his play has gone to his head."</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it," replied Martin with unmoved smiles. "Lolita Withers +is at present an obviously pretty girl. Any one would so consider her."</p> + +<p>"Obviously pretty." Mrs. Wilstead had found her tongue by this time, and +acrid and scoffing it proved. "That skinny, ineffective little Lolita +Withers! Dull-eyed, anćmic, with stooping shoulders and wispy light +hair."</p> + +<p>"She looks like a dream of spring," said Wallace, helping himself +lavishly to tea and cakes. "A sort of an evanescent beauty. Truly, yes," +he affirmed, "she's been to Maud Carmine and Perdita Hepworth." He gave +a great burst of laughter.</p> + +<p>"If they can make any one believe that Lolita Withers is pretty," said +Mrs. Hewston dazedly, "they are indeed benefactors of the race."</p> + +<p>"Perdita Hepworth is a genius, a wizard. I always said so." Alice +announced this with a sort of triumphant conviction. "She could make +Aaron's rod blossom like the rose."</p> + +<p>"But where did they get the money?" Mrs. Hewston's mind turned always to +practical things. "If Dita really quarreled with Cress, would he—?"</p> + +<p>"Maud's money." Martin spoke with the assurance of one possessing +authoritative knowledge. "Cresswell Hepworth! Oh, no, he went off in a +terrible huff because the girls laid their plans before him and told him +what they were going to do. At least," he amended, "that is the idea I +got from the little that Maud has occasionally told me. Yes, it's Maud's +money; but they'll lose nothing, plucky girls! Double and treble it, +more likely. They've already had an overwhelming success."</p> + +<p>"I'm going to them," cried Isabel Hewston excitedly. "If they are so +wonderful they ought to be able to make me look slender without my +having to go to all the bother of being really slender."</p> + +<p>"You'll have to stand in line then; that old Mrs. Peter Huff is jumping +for joy and calling down blessings on their heads because they've +literally transformed her three ugly daughters. Maud said they were +splendid material, and Dita did wonders with them. The old lady hopes to +get them married off now."</p> + +<p>"Alice! When can we go to them?" Mrs. Hewston's voice was trembling with +excitement.</p> + +<p>"I can't go now." There was a distinct fall of disappointment in Alice +Wilstead's voice. "The truth is, I'm going to California with the +Warrens the first of next week. Why, what is that?"</p> + +<p>There was a sound of some one wheezing, puffing, muttering without the +door, and then the curtain was violently jerked aside and Mr. Hewston +entered. His hair stood up white and ruffled about his head, his face +was of a much livelier crimson than usual, and he was puffing out his +lips as if blowing fire and smoke from his mouth. In one hand he was +tightly clasping a newspaper.</p> + +<p>"Willoughby! My dear!" his wife rose in consternation. "What is it, what +has happened?"</p> + +<p>For answer Mr. Hewston spread open the paper and struck it with his +hand. "Read that," he cried tragically, "read that! My poor friend, +driven from his home by the vagaries of a mad, irresponsible girl, his +life ruined by the foolish, frivolous creature he married! Turned from +his home, he was driven to this."</p> + +<p>Wallace had seized the paper, and the two women hung over his shoulder +to scan the sheet before them.</p> + +<p>What met their eyes were huge, black head-lines above and below the +pictures of Cresswell Hepworth and a very pretty woman.</p> + +<p>The head-lines announced that the two had been in an accident in Mr. +Hepworth's motor-car at Santa Barbara. Both were thrown out, but neither +sustained any serious injuries. The article went on to say that Mr. +Hepworth had, during his stay in the West, evinced great interest in the +career of this beautiful and gifted young woman, an actress of +reputation in her part of the world, but unknown in the East. It was +understood, however, that she was to play a New York engagement during +the coming spring, making her first bow to a metropolitan audience as +Rosalind in a superb stage presentation of <i>As You Like It</i>. There was +no question of the beauty of the mounting of this famous comedy, nor the +strength of the company with which the young star would be surrounded, +as the capital behind her was practically unlimited.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + +<h3>PUBLICITY</h3> + + +<p>When the beautiful, young wife of a multi-millionaire takes advantage of +her husband's absence on a prolonged and unavoidable business trip to +embark upon a rather bizarre and eccentric venture of her own, it is to +be expected the situation will be hugely discussed, especially in its +three-fold phases—the lady first, the exact relations existing between +husband and wife next, and third, the business itself.</p> + +<p>Perhaps in this case the business should be put first, above the lady, +and above any sentimental interest in marital misunderstandings, for +Perdita's skill in "bedecking and bedraping" was well known among her +sisters, whose ideals in bedecking were those of Paris, and who had no +Greek longings to be "noble and nude and antique." And had they not for +the past two years enviously regarded Maud Carmine—who had been as a +walking <i>mannequin</i> among them, the living, breathing advertisement of +Perdita's abilities.</p> + +<p>Therefore from the very first business bade fair to engulf the new firm +and sweep the two partners off their feet, and if the list of those who +daily assembled in "Hepworth and Carmine's" reception-rooms were to be +published, it would look like a social registry or a page from <i>Who's +Who</i>; that is, a page with all of the masculine names carefully culled.</p> + +<p>There were elderly ladies and young girls, and ladies in all the waning +stages between the two. The elderly and waning ones all hoped before +Mrs. Hepworth got through with them to look like the young girls, and +the young girls, with all the enthusiasm of youth, hoped to look like +Perdita Hepworth.</p> + +<p>There arrived then, one morning, at this palace of hope, Mrs. Willoughby +Hewston, who, as she stepped from her motor, glanced nervously right and +left and ascended the steps of the house Perdita and Maud had taken +just off the Avenue with an agility of which her best friends would not +have considered her capable. This nervousness, this hurry was due to the +fact that only the day before she had mentioned her intention to her +husband, with the result that she was thunderously ordered not to go +near the place, under penalty of his worse than censure. He gave her to +understand that this would be something too terrible for her imagination +even to apprehend. Consequently, Mrs. Hewston wasted no time in getting +to Hepworth and Carmine's as early as possible the next morning. She +would have been less than woman had she not done so.</p> + +<p>The reception-room was spacious, sunny and restful, depending for its +effect upon beautiful woods and long, unbroken lines; for color, there +was the hint of ivory and tea-green, ineffably serene, and there Mrs. +Hewston awaited Dita, her agitation subsiding somewhat under the calm +influence of the place.</p> + +<p>But when Dita appeared it returned in full force. "Oh, my dear," she +exclaimed, "what a charming spot this is! How original! How daring of +you and Maud! Oh, my dear, if Willoughby knew I was here!" She raised +her hands with a gesture full of meaning. "You know that he is in such a +state anyway over those newspaper articles."</p> + +<p>"What newspaper articles?" asked Perdita. "Do you mean those that have +appeared about all this?" she waved her hand comprehensively about her.</p> + +<p>"Haven't you seen them?" Mrs. Hewston looked frightened. "Oh, my dear +child, how very stupid of me. Why, why did I mention them? I supposed, +of course, that you knew. But if you do not, please do not ask me +anything more, for I never, never will be the bearer of bad news."</p> + +<p>Dita stared at her in puzzled amazement for a moment and then she took +her firmly by the shoulders. "Look here, Mrs. Hewston, you are +frightening me dreadfully. I haven't an idea what you are talking about. +Now you must tell me, indeed you must. Do you not see the state of mind +in which you leave me unless you do?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear," Mrs. Hewston shook her handkerchief out of her bag, +evidently preparing for its possible use. "I didn't mean to frighten +you, and you shouldn't allow yourself to be so easily upset. Now, +understand, no one was hurt, but those dreadful papers yesterday were +full of a motor accident which occurred in California."</p> + +<p>"Cresswell's car?" interrupted Dita quickly. "Was he—" She was about to +say "injured," but Mrs. Hewston took the word from her mouth, or rather, +substituted another for it.</p> + +<p>"Alone? No, dear," shaking her head a little as at the regrettable, but +to be expected frailties of men. "He was not alone. He was driving the +car, it seems, with a beautiful young actress by his side. She must be a +very—er—persuasive person, too, because the papers said that she is to +appear here this spring in some superb production or other, and they +strongly insinuated that Cress' money is behind the whole thing. But you +see, that, as I said, there's nothing in it all, nothing really to worry +over."</p> + +<p>"I see," said Dita, but slowly and without enthusiasm.</p> + +<p>"And now, my dear," Mrs. Hewston had suddenly grown quite brisk, "let's +forget all this and talk of something that is more interesting to you, +because it's in your line. Perdita," in her most wheedling and cooing +tones, "I want you to make me lovely."</p> + +<p>"You are lovely, Mrs. Hewston."</p> + +<p>"Oh, in a middle-aged, broad, pink kind of way, but I want you to make +me look slender and lissome and girlish without all this awful dieting +and exercise and these dreadfully tight corsets that make one feel as if +one were nothing more nor less than blanc-mange in a tin mold. And you +know you do come out of them with your flesh all fluted, just like the +blanc-mange when it's set."</p> + +<p>"You shall be quite lissome, I promise you that," said Dita consolingly, +if rather absently. "Come to me again early next week and I shall have +some designs for you to consider, beautiful, long folds and all that. +But I can't perform miracles, you know, and you'll have to diet a little +and exercise; yes, and wear the boned corset; you don't want to look +like a—"</p> + +<p>"Do not say it!" cried Mrs. Hewston nervously. "I am sure you are going +to say either 'whale' or 'tub,' and I can't stand it. That's what those +awful corsettičres always say when I protest the least bit against +their tortures.</p> + +<p>"And Perdita, one thing more—my chin. I always say the chin is the +greatest give-away a woman's got. She can get around anything else, but, +no matter what she does, that chin sticks out like a cliff and reveals +every year she's lived. Of course, you may try to draw off attention +with a diamond dog collar or jeweled black velvets, but at the best +they're only poor, miserable makeshifts; and one must wear evening dress +no matter whether one has rolls of flesh or a gridiron of bones. If you +don't, people either think you come from the woods or have something +worse than bones or superfluous flesh to conceal. Just look at +Willoughby!" Mrs. Hewston's emotions overcame her here and she dabbed +her eyes carefully with her handkerchief. "He is fat as a pig. He +shuffles and hobbles about with the gout. He eats anything he pleases, +and never thinks of cultivating a pleasant expression. Yet if I should +die, he could marry again without difficulty. Oh, it's a hard world for +us women! But really, I must go, dear. Just look out and see if you see +Willoughby by chance, either up or down the street."</p> + +<p>As soon as she was assured of safety and had departed, Perdita, who, +fortunately for herself and her customers, had no other appointments for +the morning, sent for the papers of the day before and carefully +considered the incident of Mr. Hepworth, Miss Fuschia Fleming and the +motor-car as set forth in the various journals.</p> + +<p>"And so," said Perdita to herself with glooming eyes, when she had +finished an exhausting perusal, "he is going to back this deserving +young adventuress, who has, no doubt, played upon his sympathies, in a +great spectacular presentation this spring, and in New York. Well, there +will be something else spectacular. I will make this venture of ours a +stupendous success now or I will know the reason why. Where on earth is +Maud? She is never about when I really need her."</p> + +<p>She frowned a moment over Maud's delinquency and then happened to +remember that Miss Carmine had expressed an intention of being present +at a rehearsal of one of Wallace Martin's plays. Dita then decided on +the moment to drive to the theater and consult with her partner at once +on the new and spectacular policy of their house which she was mentally +outlining.</p> + +<p>But first, before starting, she thoughtfully selected some of a number +of photographs of herself and also of Maud. "I suppose I shall have a +dreadful time persuading her," she reflected as she drove through the +streets. "She has bred in the bone those old-fashioned ideals of New +York when it lived in Bleecker and Houston Streets."</p> + +<p>But curiously enough, while events of one character had led Perdita +strongly to consider the adoption of a certain line of action, +circumstances of a widely differing nature had impelled Maud practically +to the same conclusion. Which only goes to show how clever a weaver is +Fate and how wonderfully she contrasts and combines all her various +threads.</p> + +<p>For two or three hours Maud had been sitting in a dimly-lighted, empty +playhouse, watching the rather dreary and disillusionizing progress of +Martin's latest play.</p> + +<p>It was an odd thing, she mournfully reflected, that Wallace never got +himself, his own, bubbling, merry, joyous self, full of quirks and +quips, into his plays. They would seem to have been written by a +secondary personality, for they were all, without exception, intensely +serious and depressing, dealing with problems of the most complex and +dun-colored character.</p> + +<p>Maud was extremely practical. She never dreamed of buoying up her +spirits with any ambrosial reflections that this latest offering was "a +distinct contribution to the more serious drama." Neither did she +attempt to convince herself that there were enough high-browed folk in +the town to keep the play on for, peradventure, three nights. No, she +simply, and with her usual common sense, reserved judgment until the +third act, and then after a moment of wonder that Wallace had found a +firm of managers willing to undertake the production, with all the +expense entailed, when they had just one chance in a million to win (in +her opinion, at least), she turned to more practical issues.</p> + +<p>"Dita and I," she remarked mentally, "have got to make a stupendous +success if I want to marry Wallace, which I do, and he is going to +continue to write plays, which he is. But I'll have a frightful time +persuading Dita to run her business along the lines of twentieth century +advertising. She has all sorts of ante-bellum ideas about stately +procedure and measured methods, derived, of course, from those +generations of lazy southern aristocrats."</p> + +<p>While she mused, amid the terrific racket of moving things about the +stage in preparation for the fourth act, she felt a light touch upon her +shoulder, and looked up to see Perdita, pale but determined, standing +beside her.</p> + +<p>"I'll just slip into this seat beside you," said Mrs. Hepworth, suiting +the action to the word. "I want to talk to you a few minutes. Now, +Maudie, I know that you will not like it, but we've been doing +awfully well lately, and I think it would be a good idea to put what +we've made in advertisement. Of course, there's a lot we can get without +paying for it. The Sunday newspapers will print pages about us, +especially—especially if we let them have some of our most stunning +pictures and allow those interviews where the artists sit and make +sketches of you."</p> + +<p>Maud looked at her business partner as one who, bidden to rub a magic +ring on his finger and wish, sees his wish come true. Here was Perdita +approaching her tactfully, and timidly entreating her to do the very +thing that was in her mind to accomplish. She could not grasp it, but +sat staring at her companion in an amazement so profound that it bereft +her of speech.</p> + +<p>Perdita misinterpreted the silence. "I've got to make a red-and-yellow +success," she exclaimed with emotion. "I've—I've just got to be in the +newspapers. Don't take it in this cold, reproving way."</p> + +<p>"My dear Perdita," Maud spoke with crisp distinctness. "I'm not! It's +your attitude of mind, not your sentiments, that surprises me. The +latter are my own. You," she continued virtuously, "are probably +actuated by your vanity; I, by my heart. Look at that!" she waved one +hand toward the stage, "or rather don't look at it. Now let us come to +an understanding. You know that I have always loved Wallace. You know +that he has lately loved me. You also know what it costs me a year to +be one of the best-dressed women in New York and maintain my newly +acquired reputation for good looks; consequently the business has to +make handsome returns. We live in the twentieth century under artificial +conditions, and it's no use pretending it's Arcadia and the simple life. +It's not. We're hothouse blossoms, Perdita, products of this great +forcing bed, New York, and we might just as well adapt ourselves to +conservatory conditions. Wallace wouldn't look at me if I were a hardy +annual. He didn't when I was what God and nature made me. But Wallace +suits me, child though he is, in many ways, and I can do a great deal +with him. I may even," but Maud's tone had lost its high confidence and +was a trifle dubious now, "I may even make a playwright of him."</p> + +<p>"Why, here he is now with—with Eugene Gresham," interrupted Perdita. +This was but the second time Perdita had seen Eugene since his return a +few days before.</p> + +<p>Out from the wings stepped the two men and then clambered over the +footlights and the orchestra space, and hastened down the aisle to join +Mrs. Hepworth and Miss Carmine, who had now a number of large +photographs spread over their knees, intently studying them.</p> + +<p>"Good morning," Wallace shook hands exuberantly with both women. "Went +splendidly, didn't it? We're going to have the first act over again."</p> + +<p>"Very impressive, very," said Gresham, who looked in the best of health +and spirits.</p> + +<p>Maud cast one withering look at him, but it glanced lightly off, turned +aside by his smile. He saw it, however, and as quickly as possible got +into a seat on the other side of Perdita.</p> + +<p>"Have you seen the papers?" he asked happily. "Blessings on Miss Fuschia +Fleming. I shall do my humble best to keep the ball rolling. As soon as +she appears in New York, I'm going to put in a request to do her +portrait. Something bizarre, weird and splotchily thrilling, you know. +Quite violent. That will keep a crowd around it from dawn to dark as +soon as it's exhibited. It doesn't make the least difference whether she +has any ability or not. She may be, and probably is, the most awkward, +scrawny and nasal of western actresses; what of it? With Hepworth for +her angel and Gresham for her painter, her vogue is secure. And Perdita, +Rosita, your freedom is that much nearer."</p> + +<p>"Eugene," Perdita's eyes flashed, "I think it extremely bad taste, even +vulgar, of you to talk in that vein."</p> + +<p>And Eugene hastened to retrieve his blunder, and soon Perdita, who was +never long impervious to his spell, was smiling once more.</p> + +<p>Miss Carmine, however, was of sterner stuff. She did not wince, although +she saw that there was no remedy for Wallace's malady but the knife, and +he, unwittingly, wasted no time in precipitating his destiny.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing with all those photographs of yourself and Mrs. +Hepworth?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"We are going to give them to some reporters, who are getting up stories +for the Sunday papers."</p> + +<p>"Maud!" Martin spoke in the deep, pained tones of his leading man. +"Maud, I have said nothing. In fact I admired and approved when you and +Mrs. Hepworth went into this business venture. But such methods for you, +for her! Do you not feel that you owe something to yourselves, and that +she at least owes something to Hepworth? Oh, of what are you thinking?"</p> + +<p>"Money," said Maud succinctly. "Something you evidently are not thinking +of." She glanced toward the stage.</p> + +<p>"I hope not," he answered stiffly. "Art—"</p> + +<p>"Art, art! Don't prate about art." Maud did not intend to spare the +knife. "Art must be an individual expression and your play is simply +hash seasoned with reminiscences. Oh, dear, dear Wallace, you can write +a good play. I know you can, when you will write as Wallace Martin, and +not after Sudermann, Ibsen, Hauptmann, Shaw. Look at this act. Wallace, +tell me, is there no other way of picturing the gay, irresponsible life +than by a costume ball in an artist's studio? Must the <i>vie de Bohčme</i> +always be thus presented? Then why does the lover in a problem play +usually have to be a Russian prince in Moujik costume? And the heroine's +midnight visit to his apartments! Couldn't you, wouldn't they allow you, +to write just one play without it? And need the lady, after her past has +been discovered and fully discussed, always go out into the tempest in +search of her better self, and slam the door behind her?"</p> + +<p>"Maud! Maud! You—you are pulling down the pillars of the temple," +gasped Martin. "It's blasphemous! Every one says the play is good. You +can not judge from a rehearsal. Let us change the subject," with +dignity. "Since you have not hesitated to criticize me, I feel that I am +justified in again urging you not to go into these gaudy advertising +methods. Willoughby Hewston seems to feel that Cresswell was terribly +chagrined at his wife's going into business. And truly, you should urge +her to show some consideration for him."</p> + +<p>"A fig for Willoughby Hewston." Maud fumbled in her bag and drew forth +an envelope. "Here is a letter I got from Cresswell yesterday. He +congratulates me on the enterprise we have shown, and says that he is +delighted that Dita's interests have found so congenial and healthful a +channel in which to flow."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + +<h3>A WIDOW'S SMILE</h3> + + +<p>One morning, a California morning, all sea-breezes and flower-scents and +golden sunshine, Mr. Hepworth read, as he ate his breakfast, a letter +from Willoughby Hewston. The letter, in itself, was a long one, and it +also contained a bulky enclosure. This enclosure was the full page of a +sensational New York newspaper. This exhibited enormous, black +head-lines, screaming innuendo of the most blasting character. In the +center of the page were pictures of Hepworth and a dark, heavy-browed +young woman, with large eyes and strongly-marked Hebraic features. The +page was further embellished by pen sketches surrounding these +photographic reproductions, sketches of a startling and romantic nature, +a wrecked automobile, a picturesque young woman in very high heels and a +very long coat, fainting into the arms of a tall, rather elderly man, +presumably Hepworth.</p> + +<p>Hepworth had scowled and reddened at the first sight of this dreadful +page, and his expression did not improve as he continued his perusal of +it. Finally, however, his face cleared. He folded it neatly together and +placed it carefully in his pocket-book. Not a pleasant incident, but +closed. No use in crying over spilled milk. This newspaper account of an +adventure had occurred nearly nine days ago and therefore any wonder it +may have excited was practically over. He turned again to Hewston's +letter and re-read it with mixed expressions in which amusement +predominated.</p> + +<p>When Hewston set out to be profoundly serious, Hepworth always found him +intensely funny. Finishing his friend's admonitory epistle, Hepworth +next picked up one addressed to him in a smart feminine hand, Alice +Wilstead's. He ran his eye over several pages, and then paused at a +paragraph which he read over two or three times, his rather worried look +changing the while to one of profound dismay, for Mrs. Wilstead not only +stated that she was carrying out a long-cherished intention of visiting +California with her friends, the Warrens, but, what was more, she was +staying not upon the order of her coming, but coming at once.</p> + +<p>She digressed at this point to express her pleasure at the thought of +seeing him so soon again. He bestowed upon these protestations of +friendship one bare, ungrateful glance and rustled over the various +sheets of her letter, hoping to gain, if possible, some more definite +information; and there it was before his incredulous and resentful eyes.</p> + +<p>She was, she explained, writing this "hasty note" (it was eight pages) +within an hour of leaving. She expected to arrive in Santa Barbara on +the Thursday afternoon train. Why, Great Heavens! He clattered his +coffee-cup impatiently in the saucer. This was Thursday morning and he +had made all arrangements to spend a rather diversified day, including +golf and a luncheon at Monticito with Fuschia and her father, a little +fęte in honor of Jim's triumphant return, with "the earth, by George, +the earth and nothing less in my vest pocket."</p> + +<p>"And Alice," Hepworth clattered his cup again, he knew her of old. She +was quite as inquisitive as her delicately-pointed tip-tilted nose +indicated, and if he wasn't on hand to greet her, she would make life a +burden to him until she discovered why.</p> + +<p>Hepworth, however, was used to coping with difficult situations. He took +what odds fortune offered him and coldly, nonchalantly played to win. He +sat for a few moments in deep thought. He had no intention whatever of +giving up his day's pleasuring. The only problem which occupied him was +what to do with Alice. Inspiration followed thought. He rang the bell +and despatched a hasty request that Mr. Hayward Preston come to him at +once.</p> + +<p>Mr. Preston was a favorite with all mothers, especially those with +daughters. They spoke of him in an almost lyric strain. Naturally, one +might expect to find him an egregious ass, and avoided of all men. The +wonder is that he was not. He had an agreeable appearance, admirable +manners, excellent business abilities. His virtues were all a little +obvious and robust, and if one insisted on a flaw, it might be said that +he lacked subtlety. So much the better. Subtlety destroys a healthy +interest in the commonplace and makes of the straight and narrow way a +tame and monotonous pathway too rocky for speed.</p> + +<p>"Preston," said Hepworth with his usual courteous charm when this +younger associate in certain business enterprises appeared, "I wish to +ask you a favor, or, to put it more correctly, I am going to do you a +favor. I have just received a letter from an old friend of mine, Mrs. +Wilstead, saying that she will arrive this afternoon on the three-thirty +train. Unfortunately I have another engagement and can not meet her at +the station, as, under other circumstances, I should very much wish to +do; so," with another cordial smile, "I am hoping that you will be free +to act as my proxy."</p> + +<p>Mr. Preston was not free. He had something else on hand, but this fact +he did not hint by so much as a flicker of an eyelash, relegated it to +the background of his thoughts to be settled later. He was not letting +any opportunities to do "the chief" a favor slip lightly by him.</p> + +<p>"I shall be very glad to meet Mrs. Wilstead, if you can assure me that +she will accept me as your proxy," he said with a frank smile. "Let me +see. The afternoon train. And how shall I know the lady?"</p> + +<p>"I will send my chauffeur with you. He knows her. You are sure, +Preston," solicitously, "that this does not interfere with any of your +plans?"</p> + +<p>"Quite sure," returned Preston with convincing sincerity.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Mr. Hepworth devoutly; he made a mental vow to the +effect that Preston should never rue this day.</p> + +<p>Thus, it happened that Alice Wilstead, on stepping from the train at the +conclusion of her trip across the continent, found, instead of her old +friend, a good-looking young man awaiting her, a young man after her own +heart, with that gravity and stability of mien, and the dependable +smile, which, being in strong contrast to her own volatile self, always +impressed her pleasantly.</p> + +<p>Hayward Preston, on his part, gazed at the most attractive woman he had +ever seen, of the type he particularly admired. Tall, graceful, her +vivacious irregular face lighted by the gleam of white teeth and the +sparkle of dark eyes, the air of the great world clinging about her as +lightly as a perfume.</p> + +<p>To her joy, this delightful, wholesome-looking, grave man stopped before +her. "Mrs. Wilstead?" he asked.</p> + +<p>She looked at him and smiled. It was the most effective smile in her +whole arsenal reserved only for very special occasions.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Hepworth was at the last moment detained by certain business +matters which are holding him a prisoner at his office and he asked me +to act as his proxy. This ought to identify me, ought it not?" with a +smile, and he gave her the card upon which Hepworth had written a few +lines.</p> + +<p>She barely glanced at it and then smiled again, the same smile, only a +little diluted. She had seen at once that it was strong wine for +Preston.</p> + +<p>"You must meet Mr. and Mrs. Warren," she turned to the two who were +fussing over their luggage. Warren was a tall, good-looking man and his +wife an amiable, attractive little person.</p> + +<p>Preston left the question open to them whether they wished to go to +their hotel at once or would prefer to drive about, and see something +of this new world, into which they had just stepped, and they decided in +favor of the latter suggestion.</p> + +<p>Through the town they drove, exclaiming over the roses, along the +palm-lined boulevard by the shore and then in a rash moment at Alice's +request, they turned toward the mountains. A rash suggestion and one +that Preston had cause to rue, for presently they passed a carriage +being rapidly driven in another direction and all apparently in the +highest spirits. It was a party of three, two men and a girl, a slender, +tanned, laughing girl, who caught Alice's eye at once. The next glance +revealed the man who sat beside her, and who was leaning toward her +explaining something, to be Cresswell Hepworth. As Alice bent forward, +doubting the evidence of her senses, this girl lifted a bonbon from a +box on her knees and held it out toward Hepworth with a pair of tiny +gilt tongs. He snatched it deftly in one bite, to the accompaniment of +immoderate laughter from his friends, in which he joined.</p> + +<p>Oh, dignity! Oh, austere grief! What crimes are committed in thy name! +In these days one might well paraphrase the famous lines from <i>The +School for Scandal</i> and render them: "When a young girl marries a +middle-aged man, what is she to expect?" The situation was graver than +even Willoughby Hewston could have predicted. In the first surprise +Alice had exclaimed, "Why, that's Cress!" And then to relieve Preston of +embarrassment before the Warrens, an embarrassment which was manifesting +itself in the deep flush which overspread his face, "He probably got +through sooner than he expected," she said in a matter-of-fact tone and +dropped the subject.</p> + +<p>But she thanked fortune that both Mr. and Mrs. Warren were talkative +people given volubly to voice their enthusiasm over the beauty about +them, and thus her rather stunned preoccupation passed unnoticed.</p> + +<p>She had upon her journey, and even before she started, pictured herself +as a sort of missionary, with the not altogether unpleasant task before +her of cheering up poor Cresswell. She knew the strength of his few +affections, his devotion to Perdita and therefore she had some idea of +how deeply this breach between them had affected him. But like most +women, even the experienced ones, she had never realized that the +masculine and feminine attitude toward grief is as wide apart as the +poles. They may both wear rue, but with a difference. Woman seeks a +cloister that she may brood over her sorrow, commune with it, hug it to +her heart in solitude, but man does his best to shake that black, +haunting shape, tries to lose it in a crowd, and willingly sips any kind +of a nepenthes which seems to offer him forgetfulness.</p> + +<p>Alice Wilstead had not expected that Hepworth would make any unmanly +exhibition of his woes, weep on her shoulder or be excitingly dramatic; +she knew him too well. But she had expected to see him a little older, +perhaps; a little grayer, sadder, more quiet, with a hint of melancholy +in his eyes. He might—occasionally she pictured the scene—open his +heart to her now and then in a grave and reticent way and disclose a +strong man's grief; but instead she had seen him sitting up in a very +smartly appointed carriage beside a correspondingly smart young woman +in a white serge gown, who was in the very act of popping an enormous +<i>marron glacé</i> between his willing teeth.</p> + +<p>"Men," said Mrs. Wilstead to herself, with cynical humor, "are all +alike." A nugget of wisdom, by the way, which frequently falls from the +lips of a sex prone to generalize from a personal experience.</p> + +<p>On arriving at the hotel, Mrs. Warren professed herself a bit weary and +retired to her rooms, followed by her dutiful husband, but Alice +Wilstead, afire with repressed curiosity, suggested, with another of +those smiles, full strength now, that Mr. Preston take a cup of tea with +her. She was more tired than she had thought.</p> + +<p>For a few moments, Mrs. Wilstead spent herself in enthusiasm for the +beauty and charm of the place. Such air! Such scenery! Such flowers! +Then she was solicitous about Preston's tea; two lumps of sugar and two +slices of lemon? What mathematical exactness! She took a sip of her own. +Just the right strength and of excellent flavor. What interesting +looking people at the table over there; she believed, no, she was quite +sure that she had seen them, perhaps met them before. Yes, she +remembered the daughter distinctly. It was in Switzerland, a year ago. +She was completely absorbed in the scene before her. "Look at that +absurd man yonder, Mr. Preston." Preston eagerly fell in with her mood, +lulled to a false sense of security. Then without a minute's warning she +opened fire.</p> + +<p>"A charming young woman," she began, "is a much more plausible, less +hackneyed and convincing excuse than a 'pressing business engagement.' +I'm surprised Cresswell did not think of it. But that would be telling +the truth, and you men avoid that as much as possible in dealing with +women, do you not?"</p> + +<p>"You have taught us that you prefer the other thing," he returned with +some spirit, although his soul quaked within him.</p> + +<p>"Who is she?" asked Mrs. Wilstead, without preamble.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," said Mr. Preston miserably. He knew perfectly well that +Mrs. Wilstead was too experienced to believe him, and would scorn his +clumsy subterfuge. This confused him frightfully, but he hadn't the +faintest idea what else to say, so he stumbled on with what he felt was +yokel-like stupidity. "Really, I do not know."</p> + +<p>"No, of course you would not know under the circumstances." Mrs. +Wilstead's tone was sweet and sincere, but beneath the sugar-coating of +innocence he discerned the bitter pill of her complete understanding. +His ears burned and felt the size of an elephant's. He was very unhappy. +He stirred his tea round and round, as if his spoon were an egg-beater.</p> + +<p>"Now that you are here," he said awkwardly, "she will be heard of no +more."</p> + +<p>Although he never knew it, that speech advanced him leagues in Alice +Wilstead's favor. The genuine sincerity of his tone would have warmed +the heart of any woman standing with reluctant feet where the brook of +<i>passé</i> joins the river of middle-age.</p> + +<p>Alice regarded the opals on her fingers (she was born in October) with a +pleased yet humorous smile.</p> + +<p>"Accepting your inference, what chance has an elderly widow against a +young and lovely actress?"</p> + +<p>Preston started. She had played trumps when he was least expecting +them. "Then you know—" he said.</p> + +<p>"That Miss Fuschia Fleming is a star that will shoot madly from her +sphere to brighten the firmament of New York this spring."</p> + +<p>"I supposed, of course, that was her game," he said soberly. But he was +thinking not so much of Fuschia Fleming as of that after revelation +which this delightful woman had made. A widow of charm, of sparkle, of +money. One felt the latter. She unconsciously exhaled it. And best asset +of all, the old and valued friend of Cresswell Hepworth. Preston was no +cold-blooded schemer, neither was he an ardent, impetuous Hotspur. He +merely calculated chances, not only by virtue of temperament but +training, and when this jewel of a chance flashed its dazzling rays, he +instinctively estimated its weight, the accuracy of the cutting and +possible value.</p> + +<p>Therefore Mr. Hayward Preston made such hay in the next few minutes, +that when he left, or rather when Mrs. Wilstead dismissed him, he +received another of that particular brand of smiles and walked home with +his head among the stars.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + +<h3>FATHER AND DAUGHTER</h3> + + +<p>One morning, shortly before she left for New York, Miss Fuschia Fleming +and her father sat in the sitting-room of their suite in the hotel at +Santa Barbara. The sunshine without lay broad and white and dazzling. +Within it seemed to be reflected, although through many tonal shadings +in subdued, but still golden points of emphasis. There were bowls of +yellow roses, there were baskets of oranges and lemons, there was +Fuschia herself in a morning gown as pale as the gold of her hair which +looked paler than ever in contrast to a great tawny, orange-colored +flower, which she had leaned from her window and plucked a short while +before and thrust carelessly above one ear.</p> + +<p>Her chair was completely surrounded by newspapers, colored supplements, +Sunday magazine sections. They billowed about her like waves. Whoever +would reach her must cross a crackling sea. On the opposite side of the +room, her father reclined comfortably in a large easy chair, smoking an +excellent cigar and poring intently over a page of "past performances," +with pencil in hand poised above it.</p> + +<p>"Goodness!" said Fuschia suddenly, "she's a dream!"</p> + +<p>"Who?" asked her father, looking up.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Hepworth." Fuschia was gazing at a page which presented many +pictures of the same lady. "Put down that dope sheet, papa; it's time +wasted studying it. All your money is needed to back just one favorite, +and copper just one bet, and that's me."</p> + +<p>"In common with my brothers, men, the workers and the shirkers, I am +always ready with advice," obediently laying aside his paper.</p> + +<p>"Save it for the weak brother then. I want to talk to you, to clear out +my own thoughts. Now Mrs. Hepworth—"</p> + +<p>"Cress' wife?" her father interrupted with a show of interest. "What's +the matter there, Fuschia? Why isn't she here?"</p> + +<p>"She's got a mission in life, just like you and me," Fuschia showed her +beautiful even teeth in one of her widest, curliest smiles. "Yours, with +the great motto inscribed upon your banner, 'Home-keeping youths have +ever homely wits,' is to rescue your brother from the deadly thraldom of +the home; mine is to reform the stage; Mrs. Hepworth's is to redeem +women's clothes. She has all kinds of theories about color and design +and she wanted to put them in practice. That nice Mrs. Wilstead says +that she's an odd, capricious, undisciplined creature, but a genius in +her line. Oh, I've learned a lot about her from what Mrs. Wilstead and +all these newspapers have told me, and what Mr. Hepworth hasn't told me. +Papa, dear, I never admired any one in my life as I do that man. I've +tried every way but using a drag-net to get him to tell me the whole +story, but he's stood every test. He'll talk freely on any other +subject."</p> + +<p>"Didn't happen to give you any inside talk about those Arizona +properties, did he?"</p> + +<p>"He did not. You see he married the poor but beautiful girl, and then +she got playing too gaily with Eugene Gresham, the great artist. You've +heard of him surely. It was the triangle, you see. Same old dramatic +motive. Then suddenly, just as every one was standing on their tiptoes +to enjoy the view, why the triangle flew to pieces. The Cresswell +Hepworth part landed out here, the Eugene Gresham part went to Europe, +the Mrs. Hepworth part went into business with a Miss Carmine, and +opened a big establishment in New York, and every one came down on their +heels with a thud, and are still staring at each other wondering what's +doing."</p> + +<p>"If Cress really wants her," remarked Fleming, flicking the ashes from +his cigar, "he surely wouldn't be such a fool as to leave the field. +He'd stay and fight for her."</p> + +<p>"That's man-talk," said Fuschia lightly contemptuous. "A crazy idea you +all have, that you can make women love you. Don't you know how the +leading man always walks about the stage clenching and unclenching his +hands, and muttering, 'By heaven, I'll make her love me; I'll win her +against all the wir-r-rld.' Poor souls, they think they can dazzle us +into loving them; and many feel that if they only talk enough about +themselves, and their great achievements, what they've done and what +they're going to do, that they can't fail to fascinate us; and it often +suits us to let them think so. Awfully funny, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"I never succeeded in fascinating 'em, no matter what line I took," said +her father with feeling.</p> + +<p>"Women don't care much for you, do they? Well, cheer up, Daddy, dear. +They've never loved me. Once in a while, they're very nice to me, and we +purr and purr and rub noses, but all the time we are watching each other +out of our green eyes, and then one day there's the swift stroke of the +velvet paw and the deep mark of claws."</p> + +<p>"Mighty little purr and velvet for me," Fleming's petticoat +reminiscences were invariably gloomy, "mostly claws."</p> + +<p>Fuschia's unfeeling smile curved nearly up to her eyes. "How is that +Idaho property anyway?" she asked with apparent irrelevance.</p> + +<p>"Fine, my dear, fine. I think Cress may really make something on it +himself, but in any event, he'll have no difficulty in unloading it."</p> + +<p>"I'll need a pile of money for my campaign." She took an orange from +the basket and began tossing it from one hand to the other. "I've +brought a good deal of study to bear on the arrangement of this +checker-board. I always like to get on to the game just as much as +possible. Why have I been traveling about with those miserable little +stock companies putting up with all kinds of hardships? Just to get +experience. Now I'm ready for New York!" She mused a moment, and then +took up the subject with fresh enthusiasm. "It's helped me a lot, all +this newspaper notoriety about myself and Mr. Hepworth. Puts me before +the public as nothing else could. Just look at these pictures!" She +plunged her hand down into the rustling sea, and held out a Sunday +supplement to him. "There's a lovely picture of the auto tumbling over a +cliff and me landing in a tree. Simply great! Now just as soon as I get +to New York, Mrs. Hepworth's got to be a sister to me."</p> + +<p>"How do you know she'll cotton to you?" asked Fleming.</p> + +<p>"What's that got to do with it?" His daughter opened her eyes in +surprise. "I need her, for through her, I mean to have my portrait +painted by Gresham. And his prices! La, la! Sure, you can put your hands +on real money and plenty of it?"</p> + +<p>"Fuschia, my child," her father laid aside his "dope sheet" and bent +impressively toward her, "this new proposition has more in it than even +you can spend, and you know what that means. It's one of those +spectacular properties that make a poet of a man. You can talk it +beautifully, splash on the color, you know, and it writes as well as it +talks. Shows up superbly in a prospectus, photographs like an artist's +dream. Just the thing to capture the eastern imagination. You see, it +matters very little whether the property is intrinsically all right or +not. That is always problematical, and to be left in the hands of +Providence. The great thing is to know what is going to capture the +eastern imagination. That's what you're really dealing with, not the +proposition itself, by Jingo, but the eastern imagination."</p> + +<p>"That's just what I tried to tell that unborn babe of a press agent this +morning," cried Fuschia, nodding her head in emphatic agreement. "I got +him because he was a Mayflower Yankee, just out of Harvard, and yet +he's got no more idea of how to deal with his own people than a new-laid +kitten. He came bounding to me an hour or two ago with a lot of stuff +he'd been working over nights with wet towels around his head and a pot +of black coffee at his elbow.</p> + +<p>"'I think I've struck it,' said he. 'It is both true and new!' Pop, it +was like this. 'Miss Fuschia Fleming can really do things, therefore she +does not waste time talking about them. One of the most competent of +stage managers, she never loses her temper. Admirable self-control a +striking characteristic. Thoroughly systematic and methodical.'</p> + +<p>"Lord, Papa! I felt sorry for the kid. It like to killed me, you know. +Well, I waited a bit till the daze wore off and then I said, 'I'm sorry, +honey, but it won't do. If I'd made good in New York and had 'em all +rooting for me, it would be different, but they're effete Easterners, +boy, used to ruts and routine, and you can't change their breakfast food +on 'em like that. They won't stand for it. Give 'em the same good old +press notices that mother used to make back in 1860. Don't talk about +my "trim neatness." You won't believe it, Daddy, but the poor kid +actually did that! I said, 'Say that my favorite house costume is a +Mexican riding-suit hung with silver dollars, and that, in cold weather, +I always wear a Navajo blanket over my shoulders. Have a sketch of me +rolling a cigarette between the thumb and second finger of one hand and +throwing the lariat with the other. Describe me, when only fifteen, +playing Rosalind in the redwoods of the Yosemite before a wildly +enthusiastic audience of miners and cowboys. Then say that once before, +when appearing before the most brilliant audience ever assembled in a +San Francisco theater, I became so overwrought that I began to shoot +holes through the drop curtain.' Do you think that was all right, Papa?"</p> + +<p>Her father gazed at her with an almost awed admiration. "Honest to God, +Fuschia," he said at last, "I don't know what to think of you. Here I've +spent my life handling those Easterners, singly and in bunches, and here +are you, without either experience or training, on to the game +intuitively. Fuschia, this is a proud day for me. I've never told you, +little girl, but sometimes I've had my doubts about your bringing up. I +tell you after your mother ran away with my best friend and then +divorced me for desertion and shortly died, leaving you, a two-year-old +girl baby to me as a last bequest, it was a black hour. Like one of +those Bible boys—Peter, wasn't it?—I went out and crew bitterly. 'If +she was only a boy!' I said. 'What can Jim Fleming do with a she thing +like this?' Then I took another look at you, in your white dress and +blue shoes, smiling at me with your mouth all over your face, and, true +as I stand here, Fuschia, you were the first thing in skirts that didn't +seem to be looking at me across a great gulf.</p> + +<p>"And then I talked to myself a while. You see, if your mother had come +to me as man to man and said, 'Jim, I'm tired of you and I want to marry +Henry,' I'd have said, hard as it might have hit me, you know that, +Fuschia, 'Kate, I don't blame you, and I'll do what I can to help you.' +But she preferred the feminine route, a note on the pincushion and she +gone with all her jewels and ten thousand I'd given her to buy a +diamond necklace. But as I say, I looked at you in your white dress and +blue shoes and that friendly grin on your little mug, and I said, 'God +knows how it'll work, but this girl thing here ain't going to grow up +thinking that there's fences built all around her and that she's got to +coax and sneak and pretend to get her way. Poor Kate! With great price +she obtained her freedom, but my little Fuschia, here, she's born +free.'"</p> + +<p>"Good old Poppy-doppy!" Fuschia's tone was fondly approving and +something like a tear glimmered in the depths of her turquoise eyes. +"I'm glad you never tried the snaffle bit of parental training and home +influences on me, because I'd sure have kicked myself free, and it +mightn't have been pleasant. But to come back to the present, Mr. +Hepworth is so splendid, that unless his wife is really in love with +this boy-Raphael or whatever he is, I'm going to get into the game and +make home happy for the Hepworths."</p> + +<p>"Cautiously, cautiously, daughter," admonished Fleming, looking a trifle +alarmed. "That's all right on the stage; but in real life when an +outsider tries to join the parted hands of husband and wife, he's +likely to get a cuff on the ear."</p> + +<p>"Oh, men are crude," sighed Fuschia. "You didn't suppose I was going to +do the child at Christmas act, did you? No, what I mean to do, that is, +if it's just her imagination and not really her heart that's captured, +is to take her boy-Raphael away from her."</p> + +<p>Fleming gasped, and, lowering his head slightly, looked at his daughter +from under his eyebrows. "Fuschia," he said, "there are few things that +can feaze me. 'No limitations and no limits' has always been my motto, +but you do, child, you really do take my breath away sometimes. Why, if +report is true, Cress' wife is one of the most beautiful women in the +world."</p> + +<p>"Um-huh," Fuschia yawned indifferently. "What has that got to do with +it? I've usually," she continued thoughtfully, "succeeded in getting +anything I wanted; that is, men. The wildest of them will trot right up +to me, and eat out of my hand."</p> + +<p>"You're your father's own little girl, Fuschia," said Jim with emotion.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and it's a good thing I inherited father's constitution as well as +his spell-binding abilities, considering that I have to be practically +my own press agent, stage manager and all the rest of it; the management +of Fuschia Fleming and Fuschia Fleming herself and then take up the task +of reuniting families besides. But Mr. Hepworth is a good, good man, +Papa, and we're going to make him happy, even if we have to do it on his +money."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + +<h3>DO YOU LOVE ME?</h3> + + +<p>The Warrens and Mrs. Wilstead had remained in Santa Barbara a week, time +enough for Alice to discover that Hepworth was in no apparent need of +the consolatory offices of his old friends, that Fuschia Fleming was a +most entertaining young woman, and that Hayward Preston's attentions +were persistent and his intentions manifest and purposeful.</p> + +<p>During the next month, no matter in what part of the state they were and +in what hotel Alice and her friends registered, Preston was sure to turn +up before the day was over; and to begin at the earliest possible moment +his unending argument. Along palm-shaded boulevards, under avenues of +pepper trees, in orange groves, on lonely mountain trails, in the shadow +of old missions, on surf-pounded beaches, in secluded nooks of great +hotels, everywhere and at all times he told his plain, unvarnished +tale. He had now asked Mrs. Wilstead to marry him in every resort in +California; and had not yet succeeded in winning her consent, and the +day of her departure was drawing near. Within two days she would be +leaving for New York. It was at Pasadena that Mr. Preston made his last +desperate stand.</p> + +<p>He and Alice were strolling about the gardens of the hotel; she had not +wished to get too far away from the sheltering Warrens, and there +Preston was making what he assured her was his last appeal.</p> + +<p>She, however, preferred to view his condition of mind and heart in a +psychological rather than a sentimental way.</p> + +<p>"It is a habit, an obsession," she asseverated, tilting her rose-lined +parasol toward the sun so that charming pink reflections fell upon her +face. "You have lost sight of the object in the zest of pursuit. It is +the game which absorbs you, believe me. The winning would disconcert +you. Yes, it's the game. I am convinced that you have lost sight of the +goal and all that it entails."</p> + +<p>Mr. Preston merely looked at her. "It entails you," he replied simply.</p> + +<p>"It entails a great deal more," her speech was as quick as his was slow. +"You are, you tell me, exactly thirty-three years old. I, Alice +Wilstead," she shut her lips and breathed hard a moment and then +gallantly took the fence, "am just thirty-eight."</p> + +<p>Not by even the flicker of an eyelash did he show either surprise or +dismay. Alice's heart went out to him. She really adored his +impassivity; it was so unlike anything she was capable of.</p> + +<p>"What has that got to do with my loving you and your loving me?" asked +Preston stolidly.</p> + +<p>"Everything," she answered deeply, regarding with drooping eyes and +wistful mouth a great, fragrant rose which she held between her fingers. +"If we could but hold this moment, if neither of us would know further +change, why—"</p> + +<p>"Then you admit that you could care for me, that you do care for me," he +exclaimed with brightening eyes.</p> + +<p>"Let it remain at 'could' and 'might,'" with one of her swift smiles. +"But under any circumstances, I do not wish to marry any one. Look at +my admirable position, rich, free, supposedly attractive, young—a +widow, you know, is always a good five or six years younger than either +a married or an unmarried woman. One is regarded as a young widow until +one is quite an elderly person. Now, really, why should I marry?"</p> + +<p>"There isn't any possible reason," agreed Mr. Preston unhappily, "unless +you love me, and then there is every reason. But are you not tired +walking up and down, up and down these paths? Shall we not sit down on +this seat a few minutes?"</p> + +<p>She acquiesced. It was a glorious morning and the spot was enchanting +with all this fragrant, almost tropical plant life blooming and blowing +about them, and Alice, impelled by the softness and sweetness of the air +and scene, forgot her adamantine resolutions and lifted her eyes to his +in one long and too-revealing glance.</p> + +<p>"Alice, Alice"—there were all manner of tender inflections in his +usually colorless and unemotional tones—"you can not now deny—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I can," she cried quickly; "I can and I do. Hayward, believe me, +it will never, never do. You are looking at the matter from the man's +viewpoint, I, from the woman's, and, in cases of this kind, the woman's +is the surer, the more safely intuitive."</p> + +<p>"Bosh!" Preston's exclamation was calm, but pregnant.</p> + +<p>"But consider, consider," she besought him. "Look at us, you are the +robust, ruddy, phlegmatic type that will not change in twenty years, and +I am exactly your opposite in every respect and that's the reason you +like me and therein lies the whole tragedy. I'm nervous, mercurial, +emotional, and nothing, nothing brings wrinkles so quickly as vivacity +and expression."</p> + +<p>"But you haven't any wrinkles."</p> + +<p>"Not yet. Care, massage, a good maid and a light heart have kept them at +bay. And, oh! gray hair!"</p> + +<p>"But you haven't any gray hair," he said, with the same patient +obstinacy.</p> + +<p>"Not yet, but when they do begin to come, they come all at once. +Hayward, I do not deny that I could care for you if I would let myself, +but when I realize that for a woman to marry a man younger than herself +makes life one long, hideous effort to keep the same age as her husband; +oh, it is too frightening! Just think! No matter how much one may long +for repose to have to be always up and exercising to keep one's figure; +to have to hold on to one's complexion by always sleeping in stifling +masks and slippery cold cream; to be always watching the roots of one's +hair to see if it doesn't need retouching, and, worst of all, to have to +be gay and vivacious and conceal, heaven knows, what twinges of +rheumatism under a smiling face."</p> + +<p>"You're just talking," said Preston calmly. "Keep on if it amuses you. +It doesn't mean anything at all to me. Not at all." His success in life +was largely due to the fact that he always kept the main object in view +and never permitted himself to be diverted by side issues. "Your +personal appearance ten years from now has nothing to do with the +matter. We may both be dead ten years from now. There is only one +question to be discussed and that is, 'Do you love me?'"</p> + +<p>The petals fell from the red, red rose as Alice twisted it nervously in +her fingers.</p> + +<p>"I think I have given you ample proof of my liking for you," she said at +last, "but the <i>loving</i> is obscured in doubts."</p> + +<p>"Forget them, for my sake," he murmured. "Can't you, won't you, Alice?"</p> + +<p>"If I could only get away from those mental pictures," she confessed. +"They stand between us like a barrier. Just think of arriving at the +point where you want to doze after dinner and dream over some nice, +slow, old book, with your head comfortably nodding now and then. And the +fire flickering and the cat purring on the rug. Lovely, isn't it? And +instead, think of realizing wearily that you've got to spend the evening +at the opera or playing bridge. And that, of course, means turning +yourself at an early hour into the hands of your maid for repairs and +decoration. And then you've got to sit upright the whole evening because +your stays, which are guaranteed to give you the lithe and willowy +figure of youth, will not let you lean back. And you do not dare to +smile, because you will crack the kalsomining on your face; neither may +you move your head, you are so afraid that the curls and puffs and +braids may not be pinned on tight. Oh, it's a dog's life!" she sighed +heavily.</p> + +<p>"And it's not for you," Preston spoke firmly. "There is nothing coltish +about me." Alice laughed, it was so true. "Business is all that very +deeply interests me, and amusements bore me very much. I like the +after-dinner doze and the fire and cat already. You will probably have +more of that kind of thing than you like, if you marry me. Alice, will +you not consider?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Wilstead, Mrs. Wilstead," a page's voice rang through the +shrubbery and came nearer and nearer and Alice took from him a thick +letter addressed to her in Isabel Hewston's hand and adorned with a +special delivery stamp.</p> + +<p>"From a dear friend," Alice exclaimed. "Will you excuse me while I look +at it? There may be some matter of importance, you know."</p> + +<p>In Preston's manner there was no hint of his annoyance. He behaved as +well as a man could when interrupted in the most fervent declarations of +affection which the limitations of his nature permitted him. He even +suggested that he withdraw, and rose, hat in hand. Could complaisance, +consideration go further? There were only two days before him, and she +had never been so near yielding before.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no," almost possessively, she stretched forth a hand to detain +him. "You have nothing to do but wait, and I shall run through this," +touching the letter, "in a moment."</p> + +<p>Preston sat down beside her again and lighting a cigarette, smoked and +looked out over the brilliant garden before him while she read.</p> + +<p>It was evident, Alice discovered this before she had finished the first +page, that Isabel Hewston was actuated by no deeper motive than pure, +erratic impulse when she placed that special stamp upon the letter. At +least so Alice and Preston probably would have agreed and Isabel +reluctantly would have admitted it. But the Fates who sit in the +background and transmit wireless messages to mortals would have smiled +inscrutably and shaken their heads. If Isabel hadn't stuck that stamp on +for no reason whatever, and if the page hadn't sought Alice through the +breeze-caressed, rose-scented garden and given her the missive at the +exact moment he did—but, as Eugene Gresham would say, "What's the use? +Why conjecture?" What really occurred was this:</p> + +<p>"Dearest Alice," wrote Mrs. Hewston, "how I envy you in that southern +paradise while here the weather merely changes from sleet and snow to +rain and then back again."</p> + +<p>There was a page or two of this and of Willoughby's various ailments and +symptoms, and then a long and glowing account of her visit to Perdita +Hepworth, and a great deal of minute, enthusiastic description of the +gowns that Dita was designing for her.</p> + +<p>This Alice read with interest, but greater interest still did she bestow +upon the statement that there appeared to be a coldness between Wallace +Martin and Maud Carmine, owing, it was said, to the fact that she had +ruthlessly criticized his last play, and prophesied accurately its +speedy failure.</p> + +<p>"It does seem too bad, dear," Isabel wrote next, "that you, away off in +California, should have to come in for your share of the gossip which +seems so sadly rife this season."</p> + +<p>Here Alice clutched the pages and, bending over, bestowed upon them an +almost breathless attention. What could Isabel mean?</p> + +<p>"It is perfectly stupid, of course," the letter ran, "and I would not +think of mentioning it to you except that we have always been frank +about such things, and, anyway, you ought to know. There is a rumor +about that you went to California hoping to catch Cresswell's heart in +the rebound. People now believe that he and Perdita have definitely +separated and that you knew this, and, as some one put it to me, so +vulgarly too, dear, camped down on his trail. They say now that the +incident of the actress was merely to make things easier for Perdita in +gaining her freedom, but that soon after that is granted her, Willoughby +says that, as those coarse men express it, you will lead Cress to the +altar."</p> + +<p>"Darn Willoughby!" Alice breathed hard as she muttered the words between +her clenched teeth, the vivid scarlet of hot anger suffusing her face. +Preston turned quickly to her, throwing away his cigarette, and ceasing +to regard the brilliant garden through meditative, half-closed eyes. +"What is it?" he asked. "Something has worried you."</p> + +<p>"No," she smiled, with an effort, and shrugged the matter lightly off +her shoulders, "some mistake about a very trifling matter. It annoyed me +for a second, that is all."</p> + +<p>For a moment or two neither spoke. Alice was watching the flight of a +butterfly that soared in the air until almost out of sight and then came +back to drift about a group of tall, white yuccas.</p> + +<p>"Hayward, do you still love me as much as you did ten minutes ago?" She +smiled charmingly at him, that very, very especial smile of hers, and +he, with his rather slow perceptions quickened by love, read +capitulation and a real affection in her softened eyes.</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/illus4.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<h3>"Hayward, do you love me?"</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p>"Alice!" And the depth and fervor of his love will be appreciated when +it is recorded that he, Hayward Preston, the most conventional of men, +deliberately tilted her rose-lined parasol and in the face of the world +and before the very eyes of an advancing couple, kissed her.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + +<h3>PLAYING THE GAME</h3> + + +<p>It was only a day or two after her arrival in New York that Fuschia +Fleming, who had been rehearsing the greater part of the night, opened +her sleepy eyes in the hotel chamber to find her maid bending above her +with a visiting card in one hand and a perplexed expression upon her +face.</p> + +<p>"I hated to waken you, Miss Fuschia," she said, "but when I saw the +name—"</p> + +<p>"What is the name?" Fuschia's voice was drowsily indifferent.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth."</p> + +<p>"<i>Mrs.</i> Cresswell Hepworth!" Both indifference and sleepiness were +things of the past. Miss Fleming sat up in bed with a spring. "She's in +the parlor, isn't she? Here, Martha Mary, hustle about. Get me out my +gold-colored kimono with the silver wistaria on it, and some yellow +stockings and slippers. Tell her I regret having to keep her waiting, +late at rehearsal last night. You know the proper thing. Now, go ahead +and do your prettiest and then dance back here and help me get into +things."</p> + +<p>"Certainly no time wasted," reflected the actress standing before her +mirror, winding her long ash blonde hair round and round her head. "I +dare say it's a case of 'Gur-rl, what have you done with me husband?' +There is only one reply to that. I shall draw myself up haughtily and +say, 'Pardon, Madame, it was you who first carelessly mislaid him, not +I.' Where the deuce are my hair-pins? She'd never come to my apartments +with a cat-o'-nine-tails under her golf cape, or a bottle of acid in her +shopping bag. Sure-ly not. They always choose the foyer of the theater +for such stunts. Oh, Martha Mary," as that person whom Jim Fleming had +once designated as a "vinegar-faced-Sue" returned to the bedchamber. "I +can find nothing. Everything has crawled under the bed or the bureau. +How is the lady dressed for the part? Handsome, dark garments, rich, +dark furs, black veil over face, handkerchief handy?"</p> + +<p>"The lady is wearing rose-colored cloth and chinchilla," replied Martha +Mary literally.</p> + +<p>"Rose color and chinchilla. That is a note out, positively frivolous. +Oh, dear me! I am only half put together. You get more worthless every +day, Martha Mary. Put on all my moonstone rings, for luck. They may save +my life."</p> + +<p>When Fuschia entered her temporary drawing-room, Perdita Hepworth was +standing with her back to her, gazing from the window out upon the bleak +wind-swept streets. March was departing with lion-like roars and buffets +and striving bravely but vainly to obscure his ugly countenance in +clouds of dust. Hearing a slight sound, she turned and saw advancing +down the pleasantly warmed, flower-scented room, a young woman whom she +instantly likened to a pale but radiant ray of spring sunshine.</p> + +<p>This sunshine, yellow kimono, pale yellow hair, a cheek like the heart +of a tea-rose, gold-colored silk stockings and slippers, paused between +a jar of white lilacs and a basket of hyacinths. The lion-like roars +without seemed suddenly all hollow pretense. Spring had come to New +York and involuntarily Perdita smiled in greeting.</p> + +<p>"Miss Fleming, please forgive this unseemly early call; but you see it +is important, this matter I wish to see you about." Perdita thus opened +the conversation.</p> + +<p>"She can chew up the scenery about me husband all she wishes," said +Fuschia to herself, "if she just lets me look at her. Her pictures give +no idea of her. She's red roses and music and emotion. She's poetry and +romance. My Lord!"</p> + +<p>In spite of Perdita's brave attempt, conversation languished. She +appeared to be weighing some matter which lay on her mind. At last she +looked up with a slightly ironical smile. "You will think I have come on +some affair of state, Miss Fleming, the way I am hesitating—"</p> + +<p>Fuschia here made a violent mental protest. "Now don't you begin by +telling me that I broke up your home, because I didn't. You broke it +yourself."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hepworth made an impatient gesture as if at her own unusual lack of +adequate expression.</p> + +<p>"Do you play cards at all?" she asked, "bridge or—"</p> + +<p>Fuschia could not suppress one stare of surprise. "Play bridge!" she +murmured, wondering what that had to do with the matter. "No, I have no +card sense. Strange, too, for papa has a lot."</p> + +<p>"The reason I asked was this," in rather diffident explanation; "I was +wondering if you could appreciate what it means to make an unexpected +play which takes several tricks—to play trumps in such a way as to make +the other players gasp with surprise, to—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know what you mean," said Fuschia comprehendingly, a light +dawning in her puzzled eyes. "You are talking about playing the game. +Why, of course, I understand. That's all there is; that's what I'm on +this dizzy old planet for."</p> + +<p>But although a basis of mutual agreement and understanding was thus +established, Dita seemed still to struggle with an unwonted +embarrassment.</p> + +<p>It was not, however, within Fuschia to prolong a situation of this kind. +She bent forward, her elbows on her knees, her fingers covered with +moonstone rings clasped lightly in front of her, her eyes full of a +thousand twinkles and the upturned corners of her mouth curving almost +to her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Let's get down to cases, Mrs. Hepworth, man to man. Is it a go?"</p> + +<p>Perdita drew a breath of relief and smiled back. She certainly was not +one of the few, the very few, who could resist the twinkles in Fuschia's +eyes.</p> + +<p>"It's a go," she answered; "then man to man, it is this way. You have +made it easy, you see, for me to say the things I wanted to, although I +did not know in what feminine phrases I might have to clothe them. But +you and I are, at present, very much in the public eye. Now every one is +waiting to see what our attitude toward each other will be. It is +assumed openly by the newspapers, as you probably know, that there is a +sort of woman's war on between us. Now, Miss Fleming, I want—"</p> + +<p>"Your husband," supplemented Fuschia mentally. "Well, I haven't got him; +never did have him; don't want him."</p> + +<p>"—to design your stage costumes and to have it so announced," concluded +Perdita.</p> + +<p>Then she saw a remarkable change come over the dainty, thistledown Miss +Fleming. Her mouth became an almost straight line, the gleam in her eyes +was almost uncannily shrewd. She gave Perdita's words a concentrated +consideration for a few moments and then nodded two or three times, +brief, quick, clean-cut little nods.</p> + +<p>"Great!" she said succinctly. Then her mouth curled again, the twinkles, +like splintered diamonds, came back to her eyes. She flew across the +room and threw her arms about Perdita, enveloping her in a momentary and +rose-scented embrace. Her enthusiasm was unrestrained. "The +advertisement is above rubies," she cried. "No wonder you are such a +success."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that is no credit to me," replied Dita carelessly. "I have a sort +of sixth sense about clothes, you know. It is my one gift. I know the +moment I put eyes on any one exactly how she, it is always she, of +course, ought to look. I see colors when I look at people. Women often +say to me, 'Oh, I can not wear this or that color,' when it is just the +one thing they should wear, it is their mental correspondence."</p> + +<p>"And how are you going to dress me?" asked Fuschia with intense +interest.</p> + +<p>"Principally in gold and silver," Dita answered without hesitation. "You +have on the right thing now. Most designers would put you in black, +because you are so very fair. They would try to make you striking by +force of contrast, but not I. You see very few women of your coloring +could stand the dazzle of gold and silver. It would completely eclipse +them; but you are mentally dazzling. Your personality is strong enough +to reduce anything you wear to its proper place. One must take all those +things into account in designing, you know. Now you are quicksilver, +sunlight, glimmer of day on speeding waters, and we must accentuate that +fact; not ignore it and slur it over."</p> + +<p>"It sounds fascinating," said Fuschia. "How sweet of you to do this for +me."</p> + +<p>"For myself, you mean." Perdita rose. "You'll do, my dear. You're new, +you're different. New York will be yours whether you can act or not."</p> + +<p>A flame went over Fuschia's face and seemed to pass as swiftly as it had +come; but instead, it remained, focused in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I can act," she said briefly, "and, look here, New York may accept me +on the magnificent advertising I've had and will continue to have; or +New York may accept me on the strength of my wonderful gowns designed by +Perdita Hepworth. That's all right, that's as it should be. But I'm +going to make New York forget my press notices, and your gowns and +Fuschia Fleming, and I'm going to make it sit tight and still in its +boxes and orchestra chairs and balcony seats and laugh and cry with the +heroine on the stage who shall be the realest thing on earth to them for +the time. That's the game for me, Mrs. Hepworth. That's all the game I +care a hang about."</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>"Maudie," said Perdita to Miss Carmine, an hour or two later, "I have +just secured a new commission, a big one."</p> + +<p>"What?" asked Maud with interest.</p> + +<p>"Hepworth and Carmine are to design the costumes that Miss Fuschia +Fleming will wear in the repertoire of society dramas in which she will +appear after two weeks of Shakespearean rôles. Paula Tangueray, Mrs. +Dane, you know the lot of them."</p> + +<p>"Perdita! The cheek of her. To make such a request under the +circumstances."</p> + +<p>"Maudie! The cheek of <i>me</i>," mocked Dita softly.</p> + +<p>"You!" astonishment was beyond all bounds now. "You!"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Did you fancy—" there were those deep vibrations in Dita's voice +which always bespoke some strong emotion, "that I was going to endure +the spectacle of Miss Fleming triumphant 'in our midst,' and every one +watching to see how I would take it, and predicting that only one course +remained open for me and that was with dignity to ignore the incident? +Not so. The world will see, and this, amusingly enough, happens to be a +fact, that Miss Fleming and Mrs. Hepworth are excellent friends, that +Mrs. Hepworth is one of Miss Fleming's warmest admirers, and that she, +still speaking of myself, has assisted in Miss Fleming's unparalleled +success in New York by designing for her some of the most wonderful +costumes ever seen on the stage."</p> + +<p>"Unparalleled success!" scoffed Maud. "It is rather early to predict +that. New York is like a cat. You never know which way it will jump."</p> + +<p>"It will jump Fuschia Fleming's way," replied Dita confidently. "You +haven't met her."</p> + +<p>"Is she so beautiful then? As beautiful as you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no," Perdita was smoothing out her gloves on her knee. She shook +her head decidedly. "Nothing like. She isn't beautiful at all. She's +just a slender creature with rather colorless <i>blonde cendre</i> hair and +blue eyes."</p> + +<p>"Oh," Maud was plainly puzzled. "Then what do you mean?"</p> + +<p>But Perdita only smiled. "Have you and Wallace made up yet?" she asked +with what appeared to the other woman striking irrelevance. +"Impertinent, I know; but there's a reason?"</p> + +<p>"No-o-o," said Maud reluctantly and evidently wondering if Dita had +suddenly lost her mind.</p> + +<p>"Then do so at once," advised her business associate. "Do so before he +meets Fuschia Fleming."</p> + +<p>"From what you say." Miss Carmine's chin was high and haughty. "I see no +cause for alarm."</p> + +<p>"No?" Perdita tapped the table with her finger-tips, still inscrutably +smiling.</p> + +<p>Maud rarely permitted herself to become angry, but she did so now. She +had never imagined that Perdita could be so aggravating. "Just because +Cresswell lost his head about her, you think—" she flashed out.</p> + +<p>"He didn't," cried Perdita not with bravado, but with a confidence which +Maud realized with surprise was genuine. "I hadn't been with her three +minutes before I knew that. But take my advice," again her voice fell to +that teasing note. "If you really love Wallace make up your differences +with him to-day, to-day, before he, a playwright, meets the actress. +Then get a new steel chain, one that he can't chew through, and fasten +it securely to his collar."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + +<h3>HE CALLS ON HIS WIFE</h3> + + +<p>Early in April Hepworth returned to New York. It was a gentle, smiling +April, inclining more to laughter than to tears and striving to +obliterate the memories of March. He arrived one evening and wasted no +time in communicating with Perdita. The next day in fact was marked by +the passage of notes between them, severely businesslike, and yet models +of courtesy.</p> + +<p>The result of these diplomatic negotiations was that Mr. Cresswell +Hepworth, at a suitable hour the following morning, wended his way to +his wife's business establishment.</p> + +<p>It was a deliciously balmy morning, the rare sort of a day that slips in +now and then between April showers and sets one dreaming of the glory of +the spring in the silent woody places. The great, roaring canyons of +brick and stone floated in a silvery, sparkling mist, and in that +atmospheric alembic dreary perspectives assumed an unsubstantial and +fairy-like beauty. The little leaves on the trees fluttered in the soft +breeze and were so young, so green, so gay that they lifted the heart +like tiny wings of joy.</p> + +<p>In spite of himself there was the hint of a smile about the corners of +Hepworth's mouth and this deepened and deepened until as he rang the +bell of his wife's door, he suddenly became conscious of it, and +carefully suppressed it.</p> + +<p>The sphinx, past mistress of inscrutability of expression, would have +paid him the tribute of a flicker of admiration as he entered the +reception-room. It was without a suggestion of curiosity or even +interest in his eyes that he glanced absently about him; perhaps the +long droop of the lids at the corners, which appeared to accentuate his +rather weary and listless gaze, was more marked than usual, but this was +always so when he was making mental notes and registering his +observations with the rapidity and accuracy of a ticker.</p> + +<p>He awaited Perdita in her reception-room, that charming apartment, and +here, in view of certain events which occurred later, it would be well +to give the plan of the first floor.</p> + +<p>This room opened from the hall and ran the length of the house with +windows at the front looking out upon the street while those in the rear +opened upon a strip of garden. There was another door at the lower end +of the room, which, with the long room, formed an ell, and terminated +the hall.</p> + +<p>Dita kept Hepworth waiting a bare moment. Her approach was unkindly +noiseless, but nevertheless he heard her, and was on his feet, his eyes +meeting hers full as she appeared in the doorway. The conventional +banalities of greeting were gone through with ease on his part, grace on +hers.</p> + +<p>Merciful banalities! They gave him time to consider the change in her, a +change which was to him sufficiently striking almost to have trapped him +into an expressed surprise, and this change was so subtle that he +wondered that it should yet be so apparent. It was not a matter of +outward appearance, that remained the same in effect. It was a mental +change so animating and vital that Cresswell felt all former estimates +of her crumble. Had she always been so, and had he never really seen her +until now? Had time and absence in some way cleared his obscured vision? +He felt a momentary sense of confusion, a brief mental giddiness, and +then he pulled himself together. The first impression was the correct +one. She had changed, and thereby had gained, gained tremendously in +poise.</p> + +<p>But there was no time now in which to analyze impressions.</p> + +<p>"So this is the magic parlor where all the ugly women are transformed +into beauties." He looked about him as if he had not thought to glance +at her surroundings before. "The presence of mere man here seems rather +profane, do you not think so? Ah, well, my stay is brief. You have +proved, haven't you, that it is not an impossibility after all, to paint +the lily and gild refined gold?"</p> + +<p>"So few women have any taste," she said carelessly. "And oh, their +houses! You should see them when I go over their hideous houses like a +devouring flame and ruthlessly order out all their dreadful junk. And +the most awful objects are always the most precious in their eyes. I +feel so sorry for them. I have always a guilty sense of being a naughty +boy robbing a bird's nest, and the poor mother birds stand around and +flap their wings and hop and shriek. It's very mournful, but they +needn't have me if they don't want me."</p> + +<p>He laughed. "And Maud? Is she, too, well and happy?"</p> + +<p>Dita lifted her hands and eyes. "That is a very tame way of describing +her. Her gowns are dreams this spring, she is considered almost a +beauty; people, you see, are gradually forgetting that she was ever +'that plain Maud Carmine who plays nicely,' and Wallace Martin and +herself are engaged to be married." A faint, amused smile crept around +her mouth at this announcement.</p> + +<p>Hepworth looked up with sudden interest. "Indeed! Well, that might have +been expected, I dare say, but will it not rather seriously interfere +with the business?"</p> + +<p>"No," she shook her head. "No, I think not, Maud has no intention of +quitting. Wallace's plays are more or less problematical and Maud has +invested a good deal of her money in this. It is really paying +remarkably well, you know."</p> + +<p>"Dita," his voice was low, and he could not conceal the chagrin, the +touch of pain in it. "Why have you never touched a cent of your own +money, since my departure? I only learned a few days ago that you had +not. I can not begin to tell you how it made me feel. It not only +distressed but deeply wounded me."</p> + +<p>She twisted a little in her chair. "It—it has never been necessary," +she said. "We began to make money at once. Really, Cresswell, Maud and I +have prospered beyond our wildest dreams."</p> + +<p>"But suppose you had not. Is your prosperity the only reason you have +not touched it? Would you have done so under any circumstances? That is +what I have been asking myself for the past week, and am now asking +you."</p> + +<p>She flushed uncertainly. "Ah," she said. "I can not answer you that. I +can not tell. One never knows what one will do when the pinch comes."</p> + +<p>He smiled faintly. "I'll not put any more embarrassing questions to you, +but confine myself to perfectly safe topics. You are looking very +well."</p> + +<p>"I am well."</p> + +<p>"And happy? But there, that is hardly a safe topic, is it?"</p> + +<p>A sudden light came into her eyes, making them warm and softly bright. +She smiled at him with a fresh, almost childlike enthusiasm. "Yes, I'm +happy," she said, "happier than I've ever been in all my life. Why, +Cresswell, it's been fun, fun. There's been lots of work, and lots of +planning, but nevertheless, I've never enjoyed anything so much in my +life. Often I go to bed at night tired out, but it's always with a +comforting sense of satisfaction. It's all so varied and interesting, +you know, but it isn't that that makes me happy." She clasped her hands +and looked up at him with an unconscious appeal for sympathy and +understanding in her eyes. "It's better than that, better than anything +else. It's meant success, think of it, success. Not a horrid, little +picayune one either, but a nice, big one."</p> + +<p>He leaned forward and looked at her curiously as if he really saw her +for the first time.</p> + +<p>"Why, Dita," he exclaimed, "has it meant so much to you as that?"</p> + +<p>"Indeed, yes." There was ardor, fervor in her answering exclamation. "I +can not tell you how much. I believe I was really morbid on the subject. +I believed in failure as a real atmosphere always encompassing me. I had +all manner of superstitions, beliefs about it. I believed that with all +my strength and youth and energy, I was yet doomed by fate to a tomb of +inaction. I seemed so futile, so ineffective. With a restless, active +brain I accomplished nothing. You see that was such a dreadful +experience, my attempt to earn my living before I married you, and I was +so ignorant and inexperienced of every condition of life in which I +found myself, that it prevented me from striking out boldly, from +believing in myself. So I made the fatal mistake of beginning small, and +began to paint all those wretched little articles, and it wasn't my +<i>métier</i> at all, Cresswell, really it wasn't, so, naturally, I failed. +And," as if it had suddenly occurred to her, "I have found it so +interesting to dress Miss Fleming. Designing her costumes has been +fascinating."</p> + +<p>"That was a very wonderful and a very clever thing of you to do, +Perdita." There was a tone in his voice she did not understand. She +began to praise Fuschia and he leaned back in his chair listening. She +could see the mere gleam of his eyes between his almost closed lids. She +wondered if he had really heard one word she had said. In reality he was +bestowing upon her such attention and study as he had never dreamed of +giving her before. She felt, however, in spite of his apparent +indifference, that he was so far in sympathy with her, that she was +impelled in spite of herself to continue her confidences.</p> + +<p>"Do you know, Cresswell, it's a horrible thing to be considered a +beauty. Oh, you may laugh," he could not help his mirth. "I know beauty +is supposed to be the heart's desire of every woman; but there are many +drawbacks. Every one, without exception, takes it for granted that you +are a fool. Your sense is always considered in reverse ratio to your +good looks, and then, it's such an uncertain thing. Just when you need +it most to console you for the disappointments and disillusions of life, +it departs, and horrid things, wrinkles and gray hairs, take its place."</p> + +<p>"Perdita! What an absurd creature you are!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, Cresswell," her tone was pensive. "You have always been successful. +You can not imagine what failure feels like, that deadening, hopeless +sensation." She was vehement enough now.</p> + +<p>"Can I not?" At last he lifted his drooping lids and looked straight at +her. "My dear Dita, I can give you cards and spades on every emotion of +failure you have ever felt. I recall one case in particular, where I +failed so conspicuously and brilliantly, that I am overcome with +surprise at my own stupidity every time I think of it. But as you have +been talking that case has reverted again and again to my mind, and it +has struck me that there is still a chance that I pursued the wrong +tactics."</p> + +<p>She drew back wounded. He had then, as she had once or twice suspected, +not been listening to a word she said, and how his cold face had glowed +at the mere thought of retrieving a business blunder.</p> + +<p>Hepworth got up and began walking about the room. "And Gresham, what of +him?" he asked presently, breaking the silence which had fallen between +them.</p> + +<p>"He is quite well, I believe," she was furious at the conscious note +which crept into her voice, at the scarlet which flew to her cheek, but +one thing she had never been able to endure and that was any evidence of +cowardice in herself. She lifted her eyes bravely to his and held them +there. "He has been in town since January," she said. "I have seen him +very often."</p> + +<p>"Ah, painting as brilliantly as ever, I dare say? A genius, Eugene! +Unquestionably."</p> + +<p>Again silence fell between them, and lasted until she broke it with the +constrained question: "Are you—are you going to be here for some time +now?"</p> + +<p>"No, I shall have to be in London more or less during the summer, but I +have some matters which must be attended to first. By the way," as if +struck by a sudden thought, "what are your plans for the summer?"</p> + +<p>"I have made none. I have not even thought of such things yet. I dare +say I shall go somewhere for a bit of a change, but," with a smile, +"business is so very brisk."</p> + +<p>He laughed and took one or two more turns up and down the room.</p> + +<p>"Dita, do you remember that I told you once that you were a remarkably +clever woman? Well, I merely wish to call that fact to your attention, +and reiterate my statement. Oh, I must tell you, I have a new amulet, a +wonder. I will tell you the history of it when you have more time. You +have the case in your keeping have you not? And the tray with the one +empty space?"</p> + +<p>The blood rushed to her face. "I have the case," she said coldly. "It is +locked in my safe here. Do you wish it now?"</p> + +<p>"No," he shook his head. "Wait until I bring the amulet. May I bring it +late Wednesday afternoon? And why not dine with me then? Say you will, +Dita. Give the world something to talk of, something to puzzle over." +She had never seen him so eager.</p> + +<p>She hesitated a bare second. "I will. Yes, I will be very glad to," but +lifting her eyes to his: "Are you so sure that one of those amulet trays +has an empty space?"</p> + +<p>"It had when I last saw it." His voice was unreadable.</p> + +<p>"But that is months ago; perhaps you will think differently when you see +it Wednesday evening."</p> + +<p>There was a flash over his face, which vanished as quickly as it had +appeared. He drew nearer to her as if about to speak, then apparently +reconsidered the intention. "I really must not keep you longer," he +picked up his hat. "Of course, there are a number of matters to be +discussed, but they can wait. We will reserve them for Wednesday +evening. Good-by." He held out his hand. She placed hers in it.</p> + +<p>"Good-by," she returned.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> + +<h3>THE MAGIC WORD</h3> + + +<p>"Maud," said Dita, walking in upon that young woman, a package of +letters in her hand, "a lot of things are happening. Here is a letter, +among other things, from Mrs. Wilstead. She says that she is just back +from California, and that she needs stacks and stacks of new clothes, +and wants our designs. It will be fun dressing her. She is so extremely +good looking."</p> + +<p>Maud stirred restlessly, frowned, bit her lip, but did not speak.</p> + +<p>"Just back from California," went on Dita. "I wonder—I wonder, Maud, if +she could possibly have come on with Cresswell?"</p> + +<p>"Very probably," said Maud. "In fact, I think nothing could be more +likely."</p> + +<p>"Why, what do you mean by speaking so mysteriously?" Dita widened her +eyes. "Suppose they had? Nothing, after all, could be more natural."</p> + +<p>"Nothing, I suppose." Maud was trying hard to be non-committal. "But let +her go to some one else. If we take any more people, we shan't get away +this summer. We have more on our hands now than we can manage. Yes, let +her go to some one else."</p> + +<p>"But, Maud," Dita hesitated, "I really think we should refuse some one +else and take her. She is an old friend."</p> + +<p>"Old fiddlesticks!" cried Maud impatiently.</p> + +<p>"Maud! What is the matter with you? A touch of spring fever? Really, I +think we must consider her."</p> + +<p>"But if I ask you not, Dita"—there were almost tears in Maud's voice.</p> + +<p>"But why should you ask me not? This is too bewildering."</p> + +<p>"Ah, well," Maud spoke now with the calmness of despair, "since you +force me to tell you, I ask you not because Mrs. Wilstead has been +constantly with Mr. Hepworth in the West this winter, and the current +gossip is that he is only waiting for a divorce to be arranged between +you and himself, to marry her."</p> + +<p>There was silence for a moment on Dita's part. Her eyes were downcast, +mechanically she sorted the letters in her hand. "Then what of the talk +about Fuschia Fleming and himself?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, they say that she took a back seat when Alice Wilstead appeared on +the scene. But really, Dita, this move on Alice's part makes me furious. +The idea of her being guilty of such wretchedly bad taste. I have always +liked her, been really fond of her, in fact, but this crass exhibition +of bad breeding disgusts me. I dare say that she doesn't care so long as +she gets results; that is, the benefit of your taste and skill to +enhance her waning beauty; but look at the position it is going to place +you in, Dita. For number one to design the trousseau for number two is +really too absurd. It simply goes beyond all belief. Dita, you must, +indeed you must, write her the curtest, coldest of polite notes and tell +her that we are entirely too busy to consider her."</p> + +<p>"Very well. I'll humor you so far," returned Perdita. "What is it?" +turning to a maid who entered with a visiting card. "Ah, Eugene! I asked +him to come this morning. I particularly wanted to see him and I don't +want you present. There, don't get that stony look of despair on your +face, Maudie; think how good I have been all winter, only seeing Eugene +once in a blue moon, and then in your company."</p> + +<p>"But I want you to keep on being good," pleaded Maud; "especially now."</p> + +<p>"I am gooder than you can possibly imagine," laughed Perdita, "but, all +the same, I do not wish you tagging about this morning." She smiled +teasingly at her puzzled business partner as she left the room.</p> + +<p>She went down to meet Eugene in the same room at the same hour she had +talked with her husband the day before.</p> + +<p>But Eugene was not one to endure for one moment a situation dominated by +the shadowy third person. No woman should gaze at him with the +remembrance of yesterday in her eyes, the smile of wistful reminiscence +on her lips. An hour with him must be a dazzling and kaleidoscopic +episode. He would hold it in his hand, and at the bidding of his will, +the moments, like bits of colored glass, should revolve and melt and +mingle—rainbow arabesques on the background of Time.</p> + +<p>"Your meditations, remembrances and regrets for your oratories, my +dear," his challenging eyes seemed to say, "but with me you live, you +laugh, you thrill responsive to the harp of life; the yesterdays +forgotten, the to-morrows unborn."</p> + +<p>"Dita!" he caught her hands in his as she entered. His eyes were +shining, his head thrown back. He was more vivid than the spring +sunshine which fell through the open windows.</p> + +<p>"Eugene! You look as if you had just received some wonderful new +commission."</p> + +<p>"So I have, a commission to love you. That is right, blush. Dita, why do +you not always wear rose color? But no, don't listen to me. If it were +blue or green, I would be making the same request. Dearest, my eyes +drink in, drink up your loveliness. You never, never were so beautiful +as you are this morning."</p> + +<p>"Eugene, you are mad; too foolish for anything. What is the matter with +you?"</p> + +<p>"Mad doesn't half express it. May I smoke?" He took her consent for +granted, for he was already rolling cigarettes in his deft, supple +fingers. "Yes? No? I am delirious with joy. Hepworth is back as, of +course, you know. That can only mean one thing; every one says that just +as soon as a divorce can be decently arranged, he and Alice Wilstead +will be married. The verdict of the world is that he was so angry at +your going into business that he flung off to the West. It was the most +spectacular of your many caprices and it proved the last straw for him. +Blessed last straw!" lifting his eyes devoutly. "And then Alice Wilstead +cleverly appeared on the scene and the consoling offices of friendship +did the trick."</p> + +<p>"Three months ago it was Fuschia Fleming, according to gossip." Her eyes +were downcast, her tone expressionless.</p> + +<p>"Oh, that," he blew rings of smoke lightly through the air and followed +them with gay eyes; "that is a part of the game. That was making +evidence for you. It is all arranged that I am to paint her portrait, +you know. I have not met her yet, either." He threw his cigarette +through the window. "Dita, Dita, how can you sit there so cool and +still? When I think that you are actually on the very eve of freedom, I +become delirious with joy."</p> + +<p>"So sure of the winning, Eugene?"</p> + +<p>"Dita!" His face clouded, there was a world of reproach in his voice. +"That is a terrible trait in your character, that teasing desire of +yours always to fling a little dash of cold water on one's mounting +enthusiasms."</p> + +<p>"There is another dash coming," she laughed. "I want my amulet, and I +want it at once, to-day. I know," anticipating his protestations, "that +you returned it to me the afternoon Hepworth left for the West, and I +would not see you to receive it in person. Then, my mind was so +perturbed and occupied that I didn't think of it again before you +sailed, and since your return," a little smile creeping about her mouth, +"I haven't thought about it either; but now that the matter has come up +between us, please see that I have it to-day, Eugene."</p> + +<p>He had looked slightly annoyed while she was speaking, but now he bent +toward her with his most charming manner, his most winning smile. "You +know my greatest weakness, Dita? I try to overcome it, really I do," in +laughing excuse, "but in spite of will or reason those superstitions of +mine persist. Alas! They do." He admitted it as a naughty little boy +might admit a passion for stealing jam. "And I have tremendous faith in +that old charm of yours." He picked up another cigarette from his +skilfully rolled little heap, placed as orderly on the table beside him +as if they were his paint brushes.</p> + +<p>"Ever since I have had it," he went on, "the luck of the high gods has +been mine. Princessin, Contessin and high Altessin still clamoring to +have their portraits painted. The critics amiable and almost +intelligent, money pouring into my coffers and pouring out faster than +it comes in—I wish there were such a thing as a money-tight purse—and +best of all, ah, best of all, the love of my heart so near, so near." +His eyes held the warm glow which changed, irradiated them. "The star of +my life comes slipping, wavering through the spaces of the sky and down +the purple pathways of heaven to my arms." He leaned forward quickly +and almost enfolded her.</p> + +<p>"Eugene!" She stood haughty and tall before him. "You assume entirely +too much. You have from the beginning. More, much more, than I have ever +given you any reason to assume. According to the tradition the amulet +can only bring one luck when it is given with the heart's love; and I +never gave it to you, Eugene, never. You laughingly filched it one day +when I took it off the chain about my neck, that you might look at it +more closely. And you are so sure, so sure of me, when I am anything but +sure of myself. I have never deceived you as to the state of my +feelings. How would that have been possible when I am still so doubtful +myself? Ah, those doubts!"</p> + +<p>"They are nothing, dearest, nothing. I shall brush them away as I brush +cobwebs." He put his hands upon her shoulders and stood gazing deeply +into her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Ah," she shook her head, and, at the same time, stepped away from him, +"I am no more sure that I love you than I was six months ago."</p> + +<p>"Never any more sure?" His voice deep and rich as a low-toned bell.</p> + +<p>Her black eyelashes lay long on her cheek, where the crimson, the hue of +a jacqueminot rose petal, was spreading. "There are moments," she +admitted, "times when I am with you that I believe that the magic word +has been spoken and that my heart has blossomed in purple and red, that +I truly love you, but," she shook her head sighingly, "the moment I am +away from you, I know that that is not so; that you haven't said the +magic word yet, 'Gene."</p> + +<p>"But I know it, that magic word," he whispered, "and I shall awake you, +just as the Prince did the Sleeping Beauty. Not with a word at all, +dear, but with a kiss." He bent forward, but she had slipped away from +him, and before he knew it had put almost the length of the room between +them.</p> + +<p>"You—you must not talk so to me now, 'Gene," the words were barely +breathed, "and," with a desperate clutch at a safe topic, "my amulet. I +must have it by to-morrow morning."</p> + +<p>There was a flash like fire in Gresham's eyes. A quick scowling change +darkened his whole face. He picked up the five or six beautifully +rolled cigarettes which yet remained of his neat heap and tossed them +out of the window.</p> + +<p>"I see it," he cried harshly. "You probably have Hepworth's box of +amulets in your keeping. You wish to return it to him, and show him when +you do so that your old charm is safe in its place. Oh, I can see the +whole scene. He will courteously hand it to you and say, 'Your property, +I believe, my dear Perdita.' I can hear his frigid, formal utterance. +And you will accept it with that grand, ancestral manner of yours, +murmuring, 'Thank you, yes, I regret that I can not ask you to accept it +as a small contribution to your collection, but that being out of the +question on account of certain traditions which adhere to it, I feel +that I must continue to hold it in my possession.' Why not be honest, +Dita, and tell him that you have given it to me?"</p> + +<p>"Eugene, you are impossible. You go entirely too far." There was no +mistaking the displeasure in her voice, and his immediate recognition +that it was cold, not hot anger, brought him to himself at once.</p> + +<p>"Flower of magnolia!" his voice fell to all those exquisite and +heart-touching modulations of which he was master. "I was only teasing. +Forgive me. You shall have your bit of glass early to-morrow morning. +And until I see you again I shall dream only of the wonderful, beautiful +years we shall have together. We shall wander about the world, here, +there and everywhere, and I shall paint the glory and color of the +universe and you, always you, Perdita, the focus, the center, the heart +of all beauty."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + +<h3>TWO ANNOUNCEMENTS</h3> + + +<p>Dita had barely finished her breakfast the next morning when the message +was brought to her that a lady who refused to give her name but insisted +on seeing her at once upon important business awaited her in the +reception-room.</p> + +<p>Dita hesitated a moment, debating whether or not to rebuke the maid, who +must have yielded to the lure of gold so readily to forget her orders, +and send back a peremptory request for the lady's name and her business, +or whether to yield to her natural and feminine curiosity and grant an +interview to this visitor who appeared so desirous of maintaining an +incognito.</p> + +<p>This brief hesitation proved a loss, however, to the waiting lady, whose +method of being announced showed that she hoped to take Perdita by +surprise, for Maud Carmine entered at the moment and with some show of +indignation in both voice and expression informed Dita that Mrs. +Wilstead was the person guilty of strategic entrance.</p> + +<p>"Such impertinence!" breathed Maud. "Scrawl a note in pencil, Dita, to +the effect that it will be impossible for Mrs. Hepworth to see Mrs. +Wilstead. That will show her that her ruse and her bribes have been +quite unsuccessful."</p> + +<p>In her ardor for Mrs. Wilstead's demolition Maud had forgotten that the +last thing Dita could endure was dictation. Now, no sooner had the words +of admonition left her lips than, to her chagrin, she saw Dita's chin +lifted, Dita's nostrils quiver, Dita's shoulders flung back ever so +slightly.</p> + +<p>"I think I shall see her." Mrs. Hepworth was on her feet, her voice +cool, firm, pleasant, with just that little warning vibration which +always meant danger. "You may tell Mrs. Wilstead that I will see her +immediately." Her eyes scorched the maid, who hastened to obey, with the +impression of an X-ray having been turned on her immaculate white waist, +and exposing with startling vividness the crisp, green bill hastily +thrust within.</p> + +<p>"Come, Maudie," Perdita touched her on the shoulder in passing. "Do not +look so downcast. Why do you wish to deprive me of a little legitimate +amusement?"</p> + +<p>Maud, strong now in tardy wisdom, said nothing, and Perdita's light, +quick step might be heard a moment later descending the stairs.</p> + +<p>Alice Wilstead turned hastily from her contemplation of the small green +yard without the window.</p> + +<p>"My dear Perdita!" She came forward with Dita's note of the day before +in her hand. "I just received this in the morning's mail, and I lost no +time in getting here, I assure you, and making the attempt to see you by +hook or crook. I know it's outrageous of me, but I don't understand, and +I want to understand. Why is it, my dear, that you have refused to take +me? Surely I'm not a hopeless case." She smiled ingratiatingly, and Dita +was bound to admit that never had she appeared more attractive. Her +piquant face was radiant with happiness, the whole effect of her was of +a sort of buoyant joyousness.</p> + +<p>Dita's chin was just half an inch higher than when she had left Maud, +her smile was sweet and cold and faint, as remote as if it had been +bestowed upon a passing acquaintance in Mars, and she remained standing.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wilstead's mental recoil was but momentary. Her cause was good, her +motives pure, her courage high. Above everything, she desired the +benefits of Perdita Hepworth's genius. They were on sale, to the high +bidders, and she did not purpose to be excluded merely because it was to +be supposed that she would espouse the cause of her old friend, +Cresswell Hepworth, in the event of open differences between himself and +his wife.</p> + +<p>"I regret, Mrs. Wilstead," Dita's voice matched her smile, "that it will +be quite impossible for us to take any one else now. The summer is +almost upon us, you see."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Wilstead should not be blamed for not seeing. April, as wind and +sky portended, was about to burst, not into tears, but into a snowstorm. +Alice shivered in her furs.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but, my dear child," she begged, "do have some mercy on me. Here am +I getting my trousseau. Oh, no wonder you start. I've always said that +I never, never either would or could do anything so idiotic as to get +married again, and yet here I am not only considering it, but actually +committed to a wedding-day. And that is to be so appallingly soon. I +tried and tried to put it off a little longer, but he is so impatient."</p> + +<p>Dita's mouth had frozen, and the haughty and incredulous gaze which she +cast for a brief, indignant moment on Alice would have turned one less +bubblingly gay into a pillar of salt. This interview seemed incredible. +She had always regarded Alice Wilstead as an especially well-bred woman, +but this greed to attain an object at the sacrifice of her self-respect, +even decency of feeling, and regardless of the position in which she +would place the woman with whom she pleaded, was, to Dita, shocking, +insulting, unforgivable. While she waited the fraction of a second to +command her voice, Alice spoke again.</p> + +<p>"But you seem angry." She was obviously both hurt and bewildered. "What +have I done? Surely, you will not fail me now at this most crucial +moment of my life. Why, consider, I am going to marry a man five years +younger than myself."</p> + +<p>Dita caught at a chair, and sat down, the room seemed to whirl about +her, she pressed her hand to her brow.</p> + +<p>"Alice Wilstead," she said, "what on earth do <i>you</i> mean?"</p> + +<p>"I mean what I say," returned Alice with a touch of acerbity. "I am +going to be married. What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"But to whom, to whom?" Dita was all impatience.</p> + +<p>"To whom? Why, to Hayward Preston, of course. One of your husband's +business associates in the West. Surely you knew that?"</p> + +<p>"I wish I had Maud by the throat," muttered Dita irrelevantly.</p> + +<p>It was twenty minutes later when Maud put her shocked and disgusted head +within the door.</p> + +<p>"Dita," coldly surveying the two enthusiasts before her, who sat +together in jocund amity, "Mrs. Hewston is out here in a state of great +perturbation. Do you wish—"</p> + +<p>But she got no further, for Mrs. Hewston, in the superiority of her +greater bulk, pushed Maud into the room before her and now stood, the +picture of pink and white and plump tragedy, on the threshold.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Alice, I am glad to find you here," she wailed, advancing further +into the room, while Maud discreetly closed the door, not upon herself, +oh, no, but behind both of them. "You are always such a support." She +sank into the chair Dita pushed toward her. "It's Willoughby, of +course." She drew her handkerchief from her bag and mopped her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Perdita Hepworth," she abandoned her spineless attitude and sat +upright, speaking with vehemence. "I am more ashamed of being here than +I can ever make you understand. But Willoughby!" There was resignation +in her uplifted eyes, acidity in the purse of her mouth. "He is the +dearest, most lovable fellow in the world," she looked at her listeners +suspiciously, but meeting no correction, permitted her irritation a +natural outlet, "but he is the most obstinate, stupid mule the Lord ever +made."</p> + +<p>"What is it now, dear?" asked Alice sympathetically.</p> + +<p>"This, and it's quite enough," returned Mrs. Hewston bitterly. +"Cresswell Hepworth, your husband," accusingly to Dita, "and may Heaven +forgive him, for I never can! dined with us last night and just before +he left, Willoughby got to asking him about his plans and Cresswell was +telling him that he was due in London before long. 'But how much longer +will you be in New York?' asked Willoughby, and Cresswell said, with a +queer little smile, 'I can't quite say. There are a number of things to +be looked after, among others a duel I may have to fight.'"</p> + +<p>The women looked at each other in pale horror. Dita herself ghastly, +half rose from her chair.</p> + +<p>"I told Willoughby," sobbed Mrs. Hewston, "that it was just one of +Cresswell's jokes. You know that odd, dry humor he sometimes shows, +but," despairingly, "you also know Willoughby. He tore and snorted and +raved and routed all night long. I would rather have had a hippopotamus +in my room. And he excoriated you, Perdita. Called her the most dreadful +names, really," this to Alice and Maud, confidentially and quite as if +Dita were not present. "He said that Cresswell's life was ruined +because of the caprices of an ungodly, wanton girl. Yes, Dita, I don't +blame you for being angry, but it was worse than that, too. You see, +he's got the idea firmly into his head that Cresswell is going to fight +a duel with Eugene Gresham and—"</p> + +<p>"For goodness sake, let us keep our common sense," said Mrs. Wilstead, +laying a detaining hand on Dita's shoulder, noting that Mrs. Hepworth's +eyes were turned longingly toward the telephone. "You know perfectly +well, Isabel, you know, Maud, and you, also, Dita, that Cresswell +Hepworth does not for one moment contemplate anything so crazy. Nothing +could induce him to put either himself or you, Dita, into such a +position. Such a thing would be entirely against his nature. He would +regard it as farcical melodrama, turn from it even in thought with +infinite contempt and scorn. The idea of Willoughby thinking such a +thing. Just like him. Meddlesome idiot. Ah, I don't care, Isabel, you +know he is one. I wish I had him here now."</p> + +<p>"He's out there in the motor," wept his wife. "He was afraid I wouldn't +come and tell Perdita unless he came with me. But, Alice, you shan't +speak of him so, he's the best—"</p> + +<p>"He's still there," interrupted Maud, who had gone to peer from the +window at Mrs. Hewston's announcement that this watch-dog of Dita's +morals waited without, "with his head out of the window looking up at +the house. And, oh, Heavens!" falling back against the lintel, "here is +Eugene Gresham coming up the steps, and Mr. Hewston is glaring at him +until his eyes are standing out of his head. He is purple in the face. +Now he is speaking to the chauffeur. Why, they are off, gone like the +wind."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hewston fell back limply in her chair. She seemed incapable of +speech for a moment. "Alice," she said at last, in awe-stricken tones, +"he has gone to tell Cress that Eugene Gresham is here."</p> + +<p>"Well, what of it?" snapped Mrs. Wilstead. "Cresswell will only laugh at +him and smooth him down. You know that."</p> + +<p>"I hope so," breathed Mrs. Hewston. "He seems to amuse Cresswell. Fancy. +But then," more understandingly, "he doesn't have to live with him."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + +<h3>HEPWORTH MISUNDERSTANDS</h3> + + +<p>Dita's fears calmed by Mrs. Wilstead's essentially common-sense point of +view, her confidence was further restored by Eugene's evident ignorance +of any plots and plans on Mr. Cresswell Hepworth's part of bringing this +triangular situation, involving himself, his wife and the other man, to +a fiction-hallowed and moss-grown conclusion.</p> + +<p>It was therefore without particular apprehension, at any rate +apprehensions of the kind nourished by Mr. Hewston, that she dressed for +the dinner <i>en tęte-ŕ-tęte</i> with her husband. It was rather with a sense +of mounting interest, even excitement.</p> + +<p>She wavered in her choice of a gown, scanning with hypercritical eye a +dozen or more. White savored of a school-girl simplicity and disarmed +her if she chose to be subtle. Blue was unbecoming; sufficient taboo. +"Green's forsaken and yellow's forsworn," she murmured ruefully. Black +remained, thin, soft-falling gauze, distinguished, distinctive, +exquisite in design and effect; above its shadow rose her neck of cream, +her hair was the dusk shadow of copper, her eyes were darkly brilliant.</p> + +<p>She hesitated at jewels. He had given her so many. Which would go best +with her gown? Then she turned away from even the mental contemplation +of them with a feeling of distaste. She could not, even to please him, +wear his jewels when he and she were almost strangers, when but the +details of their final parting remained to be settled. And yet would it +not look a bit odd to appear without any ornaments whatever?</p> + +<p>She considered the matter a moment, and then smiling a little, she +opened the box which Gresham had given into her hands that morning, and +which lay upon her dressing-table.</p> + +<p>She turned over this old trinket in her hand, and gazed at it, forgetful +of the passing time. How impressive Eugene had been when he had returned +it to her!</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/illus5.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<h3>She gazed at the old trinket.</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p>"I am only lending it to you, remember that, for you will give it to me +with your heart's love, Dita, and soon."</p> + +<p>She was roused from her reverie by the sound of a motor stopping +without. Her maid waited to place a black and gold wrap about her +shoulders. "One moment," said Dita. Quickly she slipped the amulet on a +thin, old-fashioned gold chain and fastened it about her throat. Then +she went downstairs to greet her husband.</p> + +<p>Commonplaces of the most conventional and banal order they talked. +Nothing else on the drive to the restaurant, nothing else on first +taking their seats at the table on one side of the great garish room. +There were many curious eyes on them, necks craned, the incredulous +whisper ran:</p> + +<p>"Mr. and Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth actually together! What does it mean!"</p> + +<p>The stereotyped babbling went on intermittently, until dinner had been +ordered and the earlier courses come and gone, and then Dita suddenly +awoke to the fact that her husband had taken the conversation into his +own hands and was actually talking to her. Oh, of course, he had often +talked to her before, arranged new amusements for her, discussed what +jewels she would like, what plays she would care to see, what people +interested her most, what journey she would enjoy.</p> + +<p>But now, she almost caught her breath at the surprise of it, he was +talking to her as if she were a man, or at least an intelligent human +being and not just merely—a pretty woman.</p> + +<p>He was talking straight ahead, discussing business matters, several +interesting problems which had come up in his affairs during his recent +western sojourn. He did not pause to explain anything to her, quite took +it for granted that she would understand. He did not apparently stop to +consider whether she was interested or amused, and that pleased her +enormously. She began to ask questions, and he answered them fully, even +pondering some of them carefully before replying. One he considered for +a moment or so and then said: "Do you know, I had not thought of that +before, that puts a new phase upon the whole situation." Her strand of +rubies had never given Dita such a glow of pride and pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Ah, why have you never talked to me like this before?" she asked +naďvely. "Think of all the stupid dinners we've eaten together when you +treated me like a tiresome little girl who had to be continually amused, +and I was one, too; as tongue-tied and missish as anything, because you +took it for granted that I was."</p> + +<p>"No one could accuse you of being either tongue-tied or missish +to-night. You are quite matronly in that black gown."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I love to hear about the big things that go on," she said +enthusiastically, if irrelevantly, "but men will never talk to me about +them. All my life, whenever I'd try really to talk sense to a man, he'd +say, 'What wonderful eyes you have,' showing that he hadn't heard one +word I'd been saying. They always seem to think that I expect them to +tell me how lovely I am. It's the curse of the pretty woman."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, console yourself," he said carelessly. "There are prettier +women in the world than you, quantities of them!"</p> + +<p>"I—I—suppose so." Dita had rarely been so taken aback. She looked at +him a moment like some insulted queen. His eyes, however, were +discreetly downcast. "Oh, of course," she said as quickly as she could +recover her breath, "of course," her laugh was forced and rang hollowly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, don't let your beauty get on your nerves. The world is full of +beautiful women. My new amulet—I told you that I had a new one, did I +not?—was given me by one of the most beautiful women I ever saw. I have +her picture somewhere. I must show it to you."</p> + +<p>Mr. Cresswell Hepworth was entirely without design in his choice of +topics. He had spoken of some of his great western enterprises because +his mind had been more or less occupied with them during the day, and +had been so surprised and pleased that these subjects had gained his +wife's interests that he had continued the discussion of them. Again, in +his seeming disparagement of her beauty, he had merely thought to +console her for what she regarded as the constant belittling of her +mental endowment, evidently a sore spot in her consciousness.</p> + +<p>Dita played with her fork a moment without answering his last remark. +She had no right to feel either resentment or irritation. Her sense of +justice assured her of that, but she suffered a twinge of both emotions, +nevertheless.</p> + +<p>"Wallace Martin tells me that good old Hewston made an awful scene when +those distorted pictures of Fuschia Fleming and myself appeared in the +paper." Hepworth laughed more heartily than usual.</p> + +<p>"Oh, do not mention that unspeakable old creature!" she cried +petulantly. "Tell me of more interesting things."</p> + +<p>"Dita," he spoke to her more earnestly, more self-revealingly she felt +than he had ever done before, "I am going to tell you something. When I +went west last winter, it was not alone because I was called thither by +various business affairs, but because, after thinking the matter all +over, I definitely decided that the only thing for me to do was to +relieve you of my presence. I was convinced that, although you might not +be fully conscious of it, still in the depths of your heart you really +loved Gresham. I was also convinced that I loved you infinitely, and +that it was quite beyond my power to interest you. But since my return I +find myself at sea. The moment I saw you I saw the difference in you, +the change that made me revise my former crude, stupid estimates of you. +I realize that you are the sort of woman who must have an object, a +purpose in life, an expression; in fact, that you set little store by +the beauty others praise extravagantly, because it has always been +yours. You value it no more than one values the sun and wind. It is +achievement that fascinates you, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, yes, but I had failed, you know, and I was afraid to try again. I +knew that you were doing big things, but you never would talk of them to +me, and I thought that you considered me too stupid to understand them."</p> + +<p>"Dita, how blindly we have misunderstood each other. Is it too late?" He +whispered the words as he put her wrap about her shoulders, his voice +ardent, impassioned as she had never heard it.</p> + +<p>She cast one astonished, almost frightened glance upon him. Then, as in +a daze, a dream, walked down the room, never seeing the admiring eyes +that everywhere met her. She might have been in the desert, as far as +they were concerned.</p> + +<p>As the door of the motor closed on them a panic of shyness seized her. +"You, you spoke of your new amulet," she said, snatching at a topic. +"Have you it with you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. But I do not know whether you can get a very good idea of it in +these shifting lights."</p> + +<p>He took the case from his pocket and, lifting out the ornament, gave it +into her hands. It was fashioned of half a dozen uncut diamonds in a +setting of the most delicate and exquisite filigree.</p> + +<p>"Old Spanish, you see," he said.</p> + +<p>"Beautiful!" she exclaimed, turning it over and looking at it more +closely. But the attention she was bestowing upon it was a mere seeming. +She was thinking, or rather attempting to think, but her heart was +fluttering wildly, her whole impulsive nature seemed to impel her to the +action she was meditating.</p> + +<p>"Cresswell," she lifted a face white as a snowdrop to his, "will you +make an exchange with me? Will you give me this amulet and take mine?"</p> + +<p>"Perdita!" he cried, "you do not—" his voice broke.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do," she exclaimed, "it is not a wild whim, a caprice on my +part. I have been thinking about it all day, ever since this morning."</p> + +<p>"This morning!" sharply; looking at her keenly, quickly. "Ah," with a +long breath, "it was this morning that Hewston drove poor Isabel to your +house to prevent the duel between Gresham and myself." He laughed, but +it was dreary mirth. "Hewston is a most imaginative fellow. I have a +railway deal on which I spoke of to him as a duel. And so, you were +going to sacrifice yourself in order to make quite sure that I would +spare Eugene. Oh, rest content, Perdita. He is quite safe from my +poignard or pistol. Never fear."</p> + +<p>It seemed to her that the satire in his voice bit into her soul. With a +great gasp of relief she realized that the car had stopped before her +door. "Oh, take your amulet," she cried, "since you will not have mine." +She almost threw it at him.</p> + +<p>He thought that she was angry and sullen as she walked up the steps and +into the house without a word to him, and with the barest inclination +of the head. In reality, she was striving hard to control her sobs.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + +<h3>ITS ANCIENT CHARM</h3> + + +<p>The hour which Dita had set for her appointment with Cresswell Hepworth +was twelve the next morning, consequently she was not only surprised but +perturbed when Eugene's name was brought to her a little after eleven.</p> + +<p>He looked haggard, she thought, as if he had not slept, but his eyes +were brighter than usual.</p> + +<p>"Good morning, Queen of the May," he cried, coming forward to take both +her hands in his as she came through the doorway. "Did you know, by the +way, that this is May day? Ah," his eyes fastening themselves on the +crystal amulet gleaming against her white gown, "you have it still. That +was what disturbed me and drove slumber from my eyelids during the long +night. He is a strong man, a very able and masterful man and he wants +that amulet and you, Dita, and I feared—oh, you know how things appear +in the dead of night, what monstrous and fantastic ideas come to one."</p> + +<p>"You might have saved your fears and your fancies," she answered with a +delicately ironical smile. "He does not want me. He would, I think, like +the amulet. Nevertheless, he declined it."</p> + +<p>"Then you offered it to him? Really!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," the irony still in her voice. "You were a better prophet than you +dreamed, Eugene, you predicted exactly what happened. I offered it to +him and he declined." Her voice faltered.</p> + +<p>"Naturally," laughing, "what else could he do under the circumstances? +Even he, with all a collector's greed, would hardly care for a gift +which is supposed to be invariably accompanied by the heart's love of +the donor. He knew, poor wretch, that all he was getting was the bit of +glass, while the heart's love was mine, for ever and ever mine."</p> + +<p>His voice sank to those musical cadences which ever prove so enthralling +to the ear. And Dita, who loved music and beauty and romance, smiled +dreamily. But doubt, like a shadow, lay in her eyes and about her +mouth.</p> + +<p>"No," she cried, "oh, I do not know, Eugene. When I am with you, you +throw a glamour over me. I believe that I am just on the eve of loving +you—that any minute you will say the word which will make me fully +realize that I do, but as soon as you leave me, Eugene, the moment +passes."</p> + +<p>"It is because you are perplexed, worried about this other matter, that +is all, dearest. When that is settled and you are free, then I will +sweep away at once and for ever all these doubts in your mind, sweep +them away as if they were cobwebs."</p> + +<p>"Will you? Perhaps," but she shook her head as if only half convinced. +"Hush! What is that! I think it was the bell of the outer door. You must +go at once, Eugene. Cresswell was to be here at twelve o'clock. It must +be quite that now."</p> + +<p>"And I have no desire to meet him." He picked up his hat. "I will step +through the little back room into the hall, and thence out. I dare say +you and he have some final arrangements to make. Is that it, eh?"</p> + +<p>She nodded, but without looking at him. Her face had grown very pale and +the hand which she placed on the tall back of a chair to steady herself +trembled a little.</p> + +<p>Her ears had not deceived her, it was Hepworth's ring—and the echo of +Eugene's retreating footsteps had barely died away before a maid drew a +curtain and Hepworth crossed the threshold.</p> + +<p>If he upon his arrival had at once noticed a subtle but marked change in +Perdita, she now was struck by an equally vital and informing alteration +in him. He had always seemed to her before as one who leaned back in an +automobile and merely dictated the directions the chauffeur was to take, +but now he was the man who was driving his car himself, at unlawful +speed, and keeping quite cool and collected during the performance.</p> + +<p>He took the chair opposite the one in which she had seated herself, and +she noticed a flicker of a smile across his face as his eye caught the +amulet hung about her neck, a tender, humorous, sad little smile.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am still wearing it," she said, as if in answer to some question +of his, "and I have had the box containing the others brought down here. +It is there on that table in the corner." She spoke with a bravado +which only half concealed her embarrassment.</p> + +<p>He glanced toward it indifferently. "Then we will fasten my new one in +the space left vacant by yours," his swift, delightful smile came and +went, transforming his face for the moment like a gleam of sunlight, but +although brilliant, it was sad, sad as all regret, and Dita, seeing it, +felt some wild, momentary impulse to beseech forgiveness, she could not +tell exactly for what.</p> + +<p>The amulet, her old bit of crystal, was swinging at the end of a long +chain, and, a little embarrassed, she lifted it in her hand and gazed at +it mechanically, turning it this way and that to catch the different +reflections of light.</p> + +<p>"Did you know that we are lawbreakers, you and I, Dita?" asked Hepworth +with another smile, "meeting to discuss the details of a properly +arranged divorce? Well, my dear, it will not rest particularly heavy on +my conscience if it makes things easier for you in the least degree. +Your lawyers will instruct you just what to do, but there is one matter +which I wish to discuss with you personally, and that is some +settlements.</p> + +<p>"Why, Dita," breaking off sharply and starting to his feet, "what is the +matter? Are you ill?"</p> + +<p>Indeed he was justified in thinking so. She had grown white as snow. The +color had left even her lips.</p> + +<p>"No," she spoke with an effort, but she lifted her head, as if by main +strength of will. "No," and he was infinitely relieved to see a bit of +color creep back into her lips, but the eyes she courageously raised to +his were dark with an emotion which he could only translate as fear or +horror, he could not tell which.</p> + +<p>"Have I offended you, then?" he murmured. "Believe me—"</p> + +<p>"No, no," she insisted so definitely that he was forced to believe her. +"It was something quite different. Something, something I just +remembered."</p> + +<p>She was manifestly so confused and disturbed that he did not press the +point. It would have seemed both unkind and unwise to do so, and then, +although her eyes still retained that curiously shocked, almost +horror-stricken expression, the color had returned to her cheek.</p> + +<p>"You were saying?" she began, her voice steady enough now. "Oh, yes, I +remember, about the money." Those deep vibrations of emotion thrilled +her tones. "Well, I won't have it. Won't touch it. I will not hear of +settlements. I can make enough for my needs."</p> + +<p>He lifted his eyes and looked at her quickly and then the eyelids almost +closed. Perdita was under very close observation.</p> + +<p>"Naturally, I do not for a moment dispute that. It is a fact already +proven, but it is my wish to remove the necessity from you. Your +occupation will then continue to be a source of amusement, of interest +to you, but you will not feel that it is your sole dependence."</p> + +<p>She shook her head with a sort of irrevocable gentleness with which he +could not fail to be struck.</p> + +<p>"No," she said, "it is really quite useless to discuss the matter. +Truly, Cresswell, I will not even consider it."</p> + +<p>"But, Dita," he began, then paused a moment as if to make a choice of +arguments, desirous of using at once the most potent and evidently +preparing to undermine and break down the barriers of her decision if it +took a month.</p> + +<p>She forestalled him, however, with a quick flank movement. She rose to +her feet. "Cresswell," she said, "I promised you last night that I would +discuss this matter with you this morning, but now," there was the least +hesitation in her voice, "I am going to ask a favor. I dined with you +last night, now will you dine with me to-night? Will you? There will +only be Miss Fleming and her father, and she will just sit at the table +a few minutes, she never dines before playing; Wallace Martin and Maud, +and they are going somewhere, so you and I will have the leisure of a +long evening to discuss all the pros and cons of this question, your +side and mine. Will you come?"</p> + +<p>She was looking at him so earnestly, there was something so strange in +the depths of her dark eyes, that he felt tempted on the moment to beg +an explanation of this postponement. Then, as quickly he relinquished +it.</p> + +<p>"I shall be delighted to come," he said heartily. "And if to-night you +are in no mood to talk over dry details, we will put it off again until +a more convenient season."</p> + +<p>"No." Her tone was positive. "I am quite sure that we will come to one +decision or another this evening. Good-by."</p> + +<p>When the curtain at the door had fallen behind him, Dita sat down again. +She did not seem to be thinking or mentally engaged in any way whatever. +On the contrary, she seemed to be waiting, two or three minutes passed, +five. Still she waited. Ah, a bitter smile hovered for one moment around +her lips. Her whole tense figure relaxed a little as if the moment which +she had so confidently expected had come.</p> + +<p>There was the sound of the shutting of the outer door in the small room +to the left, then a halting step across the bare and polished floor. +Eugene's step. He paused a moment in the doorway leading into the larger +room, but as Dita did not turn nor give any sign whatever of having +heard him, he came on.</p> + +<p>"Back again, you see," he said. "I saw Hepworth leaving the house just +as I came about the corner up here, so I knew the coast was clear. May I +sit down?"</p> + +<p>For the first time Dita looked at him. He was unmistakably not of the +same temper in which he had left her an hour before. The buoyancy and +spring of him had vanished. His eyes were clouded, his mouth depressed, +certain lines on his brow and about his mouth stood out more markedly +than usual. In fact, he seemed to have halted midway in some mood +between dismay and anger. And as Dita observed this, there again played +about her mouth for one instant that same, sad, bitter, secretive smile.</p> + +<p>She had leaned back in her chair as if prepared to remain some time, but +she made no effort whatever to carry on a conversation or even to embark +on one.</p> + +<p>The frown deepened on Eugene's brow. This attitude on her part was +evidently irritating to him.</p> + +<p>"Everything settled, Dita, and satisfactorily?"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by satisfactorily?" she asked, letting a moment or +two lapse between his question and her answer.</p> + +<p>"I mean everything arranged in your favor," he replied with a short +laugh. "He is rather sure to do that, you know. He likes to do things +with the grand air."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, Eugene, it is you who like to affect the grand air. With him it +is natural."</p> + +<p>He looked up at her quickly. "It sounds, it sounds," he said, "as if you +might possibly be on the verge of a sirocco. Don't Dita, I implore you. +I am off the key myself."</p> + +<p>"Why?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He lifted his shoulders. "Ah, that I do not know."</p> + +<p>"I refused any alimony, Eugene," she said abruptly.</p> + +<p>"What! Oh, Dita, you must not! Why, it is the height of folly! My dear +child, it is quixotic to the verge of idiocy." All his moodiness had +vanished. He was arguing her case fervently enough now. "You have had +your head turned by the success you and Maud have enjoyed in this +venture this winter, but that is purely ephemeral. You were a fad, a +novelty. How long do such things last in New York? And here is Hepworth +willing and anxious to endow you with houses and lands. Dita," and never +had she heard him plead his love with such fervor, "Dita, you must not +ruin your whole life by a blind whim. You must listen to advice. You +must be guided by your friends in this matter.</p> + +<p>"It is true, of course," he continued, "that I make a very large income, +but I lay nothing by. It is impossible. I must keep up an +appearance—the painter prince, and all that sort of thing. It is +expected of me. It is a part of my stock in trade."</p> + +<p>"Then you consider, 'Gene," her voice was calmly, reassuringly +reasonable now, "you consider that fully to enjoy life we must both +possess more than an ordinarily large income?"</p> + +<p>"Dearest Dita," he bent forward with his tenderest, most ingratiating +smile, "do not for one moment mistake me. I think, I know we could be +happy without a centime between us, but viewing life as it is lived and +considering your tastes and my tastes, the mode of existence to which we +have accustomed ourselves and all that, I think we, like most other +people, would do well to avoid the perilous experiment of comparative +poverty. Whether we wish to believe it or not, really to invest life +with romance and interest and charm requires more than mere imagination, +of which you and I possess an abundant store, Dita. It also requires +money."</p> + +<p>"It would require a great deal more than that for me, Eugene," she rose +to her feet now and stood looking at him as if from mountain heights, so +remote and distant she seemed. "Remember the old legend of my +amulet,"—she lifted it and swung it to and fro as she talked,—"that +sooner or later it would force the one who possessed it to reveal +himself in his true character? Well, it has proved its ancient claim. +You apparently possessed it long enough for it to force you to reveal +your true self; or perhaps that was inevitable under any circumstances."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, Dita?" he, too, had sprung to his feet, and stood +facing her, both fear and chagrin in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"This," she flung out her hand with the amulet in it; "while I sat here +talking to Cresswell, I was turning this square bit of crystal this way +and that, watching it catch the light. Suddenly, as I held it between my +thumb and forefinger, I saw you, it reflected you quite clearly. You +thrust your head a little forward from the door, down there," indicating +by a gesture the door at the lower end of the room, "anxious to hear the +better what Cresswell was saying and quite sure from the position of our +chairs that we could not see you. Then I sent him away and waited. I +knew, I knew instinctively, that you would do just as you did, Eugene, +and—so I waited. I knew that I should hear that outer door close, that +I should hear you walk across the floor, I knew it."</p> + +<p>The moments pulsed like heartbeats between them.</p> + +<p>"I shall not deny it," he said at last, "but Dita, Dita, I did it for +you. I felt that you would follow some quixotic course, which you would +regret for a lifetime. I know so well your mad, impulsive recklessness. +Oh, Dita," he stretched out his arms to her.</p> + +<p>There was no responsive movement on her part. She stood mute, immovable, +eyes downcast, as if she could not bear to look upon his humiliation.</p> + +<p>The long chain had slipped through her fingers, and the amulet swung at +the end of it, to and fro between herself and him, like the pendulum of +an inflexible fate.</p> + +<p>"Dita," his voice was irresistibly appealing, "you will not thrust me +thus out of your heart, oh, not for this!"</p> + +<p>"You never had a place in my heart, Eugene, I know that now."</p> + +<p>She swept across the floor, but as she put up her hand to pull aside the +curtain before the door, she paused. "I—I'm sorry, Eugene," she +faltered and by an effort of will lifted her eyes to him at last.</p> + +<p>But they fell neither on the shamed nor the conquered. His head was +thrown back, his eyes met hers. He was smiling, and his smile held +unfathomable things. It spoke of a spirit eternally young and yet which +had felt the weary weight of all dead and crumbling centuries. It was +sad, disillusioned, yet eagerly joyous. It had tasted all things and +found them vanity, yet pursued an unending quest with infinite zest.</p> + +<p>"Dear Dita," he murmured, "never doubt that I loved you, love you still, +but as the artist loves, not the plodder. You or any woman can only be +to him the 'shadow of the idol of his thought,' the mere symbol of +beauty, but what he really loves, Dita, is beauty's self."</p> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/illus6.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<h3>Before she knew it, his arms were about her.</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<p>He spoke now with a sincerity almost stern. "You or all the world may +think me false," his head lifted lightly, "it is nothing to me. To the +one thing I know as truth I am eternally true. I really, fundamentally +do not care that," he snapped his fingers, "for the rest of the show. I +have always the dream and before me lies the great achievement. So out +of your house, out of your life, out of your heart I go." He came near +her as he spoke, his voice was like music. Before she knew it, his arms +were about her and he was kissing her hair, where the copper shadows +rippled into gold above her temple. "Beautiful and still loved Perdita! +Good-by."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + +<h3>WAITING FOR PERDITA</h3> + + +<p>Perdita committed an unpardonable social sin that evening. She, the +hostess, was late in her own house. In fact she had sent down word that +they were to begin dinner without her.</p> + +<p>The three of them then, Maud, Wallace Martin and Hepworth were sitting +gazing at one another in a rather mournful and embarrassed fashion, when +Mr. and Miss Fleming were announced. Fuschia had stipulated that she was +only to remain with them until the appearance of the roast. That was the +signal for her departure, the definite limit of her stay. She was due at +the theater before eight and it was her custom never to eat anything +before the evening performance. This was the first time any of the group +had seen her since her tremendous success of a few evenings before.</p> + +<p>"Hands up!" she called from the doorway, her gay, delicious voice +pealing through the room, "hands up, I say," making an imaginary pistol +of her thumb and forefinger and covering the three. "I don't want either +your money or your life, but I do insist upon seeing who has blisters on +his hands. I shall accept no other proof of friendship."</p> + +<p>Hepworth and Martin promptly held up their hands. "I'm entitled to first +honors," said Hepworth, "I've sprained both wrists, can't write my +signature and have to have my food cut up for me."</p> + +<p>"My hands," said Wallace Martin proudly, "are trained. They no longer +show wear and tear. You could drive a dagger against them and it would +splinter harmlessly. From long practice in trying to make my own plays +go by virtue of my own applause they have acquired the substance and +fiber of hickory."</p> + +<p>"But dear Miss Fleming," cried Maud, "I deserve more credit than they, +for I recklessly sacrificed my most beautiful fan. When the curtain went +down for the last time and we climbed off our seats and stopped howling, +I held in my hand a limp shred of something and discovered that I had +beaten my poor, exquisite, fragile fan to bits."</p> + +<p>Fuschia's eyes were full of starry twinkles, her smile was a revelation +of joyousness. She drew a long, ecstatic breath, "Boys and girls, it was +nice, wasn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Nice!" exclaimed Hepworth pushing a chair forward for her, "Nice! Is +that the only word you can find to express your pleasure in the fact +that the curtain rose thirty times amid continuous cheers, and New York +simply took you to her heart and hugged you?"</p> + +<p>"Good old New York! She knew her own little Fuschia by the strawberry +mark on her left arm, didn't she? I heard Caruso sing for the first time +the other afternoon, and when they asked me afterward how I liked it, I +said I only knew of one thing more heavenly and that was the sound of a +great audience clapping and shouting. There's no music like that."</p> + +<p>Dinner was announced, and Maud, with a slightly worried expression, +began explaining to Fuschia that Perdita had been detained; but as they +moved toward the door, Hepworth noticed that Fleming had not stirred +from the remote corner he had sought upon entering the room.</p> + +<p>"Jim, what is the matter?" said Hepworth with some concern; "you haven't +interrupted Fuschia once since she came in and you know it's always a +neck and neck race between you to see which can talk the faster?"</p> + +<p>"He's been asleep," said Fuschia, taking her seat at the table. "Poor +papa! the gay life, you know!"</p> + +<p>Fleming eyed her indignantly across the bank of primroses in the center +of the board. "The gay life! I've had no sleep since I struck New York, +that's true. I've had to keep going, and take these poor little +pick-me-ups of cat-naps whenever I can get them; but why? For a week +before this great first night, I had to sit up with Fuschia and hold her +hand and tell her what an unparalleled success she was going to have and +then that night, after all the excitement and anxiety I suffered as her +father, and the exhaustion incident upon being first <i>claqueur</i>, why she +drove me out into the cold, damp, rainy streets with one of your New +York blizzards just setting in, to buy her the first morning papers, +and since then I've had to celebrate her triumph. I'll tell you what it +is, friends, I'm a raveled sleeve of care and no kind sleep to knit me +up."</p> + +<p>"Do you know what has really happened?" said Fuschia, in calm +explanation. "Dear papa can't help putting in those Dumas and Poe +touches, but come to me for the straight truth. It's really the funniest +thing about papa. His luck always comes right along with mine. Now what +do you think?"</p> + +<p>"He's made a million since he came to New York," said Wallace Martin.</p> + +<p>"Lost the other fellow's million, you mean," said Hepworth with feeling.</p> + +<p>"Wrong. It's the most unexpected thing you ever dreamed of," Fuschia's +voice was triumphant, "papa's got a social success. Yes," nodding +impressively, "just look at him closely and you'll see that he's lost +his natural, unconscious man-look. He now has a drawing-room-pet +expression and he's wearing his hair differently, and throwing out his +chest. Oh, you needn't laugh, Mr. Hepworth, it's true. 'Hyperion curls, +the front of Jove himself.' When we were coming on I determined that I +would always be very kind to papa. I'd never neglect nor ignore him, no +matter how famous I became; but, of course, he'd just be Fuschia +Fleming's father. But what are the real facts of the case? Father sits +in the seats of the mighty, flattered by great ladies and avoids mention +of his humble actress daughter. King Cophetua and the chorus girl!"</p> + +<p>"I had to come to New York to find out that the feminine boycott against +me wasn't complete," said Mr. Fleming with emotion. "I tell you, Hep, +it's a wonderful experience suddenly to realize that the entire crew of +petticoats the world over don't look at you as if they all had glass +eyes in their heads instead of real ones."</p> + +<p>"How do you account for it, Jim?" asked Hepworth.</p> + +<p>"From camp to court, my boy, has ever been but a step, although +sometimes it's a mighty long one," returned Fleming oratorically. "Now +this is the way I've explained it to myself. You see, I've got that +wild, free, above-timber-line flavor about me that simply locos the type +of woman that keeps husband hobbled to a stake under the big tree by +the back porch where she can keep an eye on him from the kitchen +windows. Now, personally, the catnip and parsley kind of woman never did +appeal to me; but these New York orchids are different. They know how to +appreciate the Rocky Mountain edelweiss, and seem grateful to me for +taking their husbands off their hands now and then. And they're so +interested, too, in the little every-day incidents of an old +prospector's life."</p> + +<p>"You just ought to hear papa Othelloize those Ophelias," said Fuschia, +deftly seizing the first opportunity to get into the conversation. +"He'll tell them about being carried down a thousand feet in a mighty +snowslide and escaping unhurt, and of the fabulous properties he's +discovered, and of frequent encounters with enormous grizzlies, where +he'll tap them lightly on the jaw and advise them to hasten home and +then if they get too familiar, he gives them a twist of the wrist that +sends them howling back to the woods."</p> + +<p>"Fuschia," said her father sternly, "you talk entirely too much, and +there's a day of reckoning coming for you. Just wait till you get to +London. There you'll be sneaking in at the back door and eating a cold +biscuit in the pantry while you're waiting to do a few recitations for +the ladies and gentlemen; while I'll be sailing in to dinner with a +belted earless on one arm and a tiaraed duchess on the other."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I see your finish, Jim," sighed Hepworth. "You'll end as a +leader of cotillions. Your head is badly turned."</p> + +<p>"There's no denying, Hep, that we are apt to set and undue value on what +we've never had, and these late-blooming feminine smiles are like a +bottle of champagne in the desert."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear, here is the roast," cried Fuschia disconsolately, "and +Cinderella must run away. Is there no hope of seeing Mrs. Hepworth this +evening?" turning to Maud.</p> + +<p>Maud hesitated a moment, then, "I really do not know," she confessed +frankly, "she—she has not been particularly well all day." She simply +could not plead for Perdita the conventional bad headache while +Hepworth's steady eyes were fixed upon her.</p> + +<p>Fuschia, who happened to be looking at him, saw a quick shade of +disappointment pass over his face, and her impulsive sympathy was roused +by the depth and poignancy of that immediately suppressed emotion. She +threw herself into the breach.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I want dreadfully to see her to-night about the gown I am to wear +when I play the scheming adventuress next week. We were to have decided +it to-night. She is thinking of putting me in green instead of the usual +black with touches of scarlet, and the accustomed badge of the +adventuress, high-heeled scarlet slippers. And I am so anxious to know +if Mrs. Hepworth has decided upon green, a wonderful, wicked, dazzling +green, with strange blue lights in the shadows. Oh, may I send a message +and ask her to see me just a moment?"</p> + +<p>But before Maud could answer, Perdita entered the room. She pleaded the +usual headache, which Maud had so carefully avoided, and that threadbare +social fiction was for once upheld and substantiated. Dita's appearance +fully bore it out. Her face was pale, her eyes heavy. She promised, +however, to give a full consideration to the question of Fuschia's green +gown the next morning, and the actress who had already overstayed the +limits of the time she had allotted herself prepared to take her +departure.</p> + +<p>"Oh," she cried from the door, "I forgot to announce my two important +bits of good news. Mr. Martin is going to write me a comedy and Eugene +Gresham is going to paint my portrait."</p> + +<p>A faint smile hovered for one moment about Perdita's lips. "When did +Eugene make his request?" she asked in her usual low tones, although her +head lifted suddenly.</p> + +<p>"This afternoon," replied Fuschia, and Dita's smile deepened. "And he is +going to give me a fęte in his studio."</p> + +<p>"The usual ball in the artist's studio?" laughed Maud looking at Martin.</p> + +<p>"Don't you dream it," Fuschia laughed irrepressibly, also; "not the +stage kind with its crowd of maskers. This is to be patterned after an +afternoon among the great artists in Japan. You wear Japanese things and +crawl through a little door into a room with nothing in it but just one +perfect flower in a perfect vase, and we will all sit on the floor and +drink tea."</p> + +<p>"It sounds very much like him," said Maud, "but is it true Wallace that +you are really going to do a play for Miss Fleming?"</p> + +<p>"It happily is," said Martin, "a comedy."</p> + +<p>"Not a problem play?" The light of hope dawned in Miss Carmine's eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear me, no," cried Fuschia; "and he's going to write it just as he +talks."</p> + +<p>"I'd very much prefer to have you talk it as I write," said Martin, but +she had already vanished.</p> + +<p>In a very few minutes the others followed her example, Fleming leaving +the house with Maud and Wallace.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + +<h3>WITH MY HEART'S LOVE</h3> + + +<p>Scarcely had the hall door closed behind them when Hepworth turned to +Dita inquiringly. "Would you not very much prefer that I left you?" he +asked. "I can see that you are not well, and we can discuss anything +that remains to be talked over at any other time."</p> + +<p>"No," she shook her head, "I am quite well. I have not even the headache +I claimed, and I must, indeed I must, talk to you to-night."</p> + +<p>"But if our conversation this morning so upset and unnerved you," he +urged, "would it not be wise to defer this?"</p> + +<p>"Our conversation didn't," she replied with emphasis. "It was another +conversation. Cresswell, will you answer me a question or two?"</p> + +<p>"Anything you wish to know," he replied.</p> + +<p>She got up, and, after a fashion she sometimes showed, perhaps +unconsciously copied from him, began to walk restlessly up and down, +occasionally stopping to pick up and examine some ornament quite as if +she had never happened to notice it before.</p> + +<p>She had picked up a small jade vase from the mantelpiece and was now +bestowing upon it what appeared to be an exhaustive observation. In +reality she was hardly conscious that she held it in her hand.</p> + +<p>"Cresswell, why did you marry me?"</p> + +<p>He started ever so slightly and then answered unhesitatingly, "Because I +loved you, Dita."</p> + +<p>A little spasm of some emotion he could not fathom passed over her face. +"It was not because you wished to see how the flower blooming in a tin +can in a tenement window would bloom in a wonderful lacquered vase in a +marble court? It was not from curiosity or pity, Cresswell?"</p> + +<p>"It was love, Dita."</p> + +<p>Again that wave of emotion over her face, and then she looked about her +with sad, tear-wet eyes and a trembling mouth.</p> + +<p>"And my caprices, my stupidity, my inadequacy, soon destroyed that?"</p> + +<p>"Never," he repeated. "Believe that. I was no gardener trying +experiments. It was the flower I loved, Dita; the flower whose happiness +I longed for, whose happiness I still long for. You do not need my love, +do not care for it, why should you? But give me the happiness of still +being able to assure for you the marble courts and the lacquered vases."</p> + +<p>The little jade vase dropped from her fingers and fell unheeded to the +rug at her feet. The tears were pouring now, down her white face. She +made no effort either to conceal or to staunch them.</p> + +<p>"Ah, blind and wasteful creature that I am!" she cried. "Why, why should +you have chosen to love me?"</p> + +<p>She stepped toward him and with both hands unwound the slender +old-fashioned gold chain from her throat. She lifted her face, +quivering, broken with feeling, and still streaming with tears, to his. +She held out the amulet toward him. "Cresswell," poignantly, "will you +take this now, my old talisman, with my heart's love?"</p> + +<p>He made one quick movement as if to take her in his arms and hold her +close, close to his heart for ever. His face was irradiated, his cold +eyes glowed with a warmth and fire that more mercurial and mutable +natures can never know.</p> + +<p>Then the light went out of his eyes and face. It did not fade, it was as +if it were extinguished by some strong effort of will. His arms fell to +his sides.</p> + +<p>"My dear, my dear," his voice trembled, "how like your sweet, generous, +prodigal nature! I see it all now, the reason for your pallor and heavy +eyes. You have spent the day, since I left you this morning, in accusing +and denouncing yourself until you have reached the frame of mind where +you can only appease your offended and tyrannical conscience by some act +of high sacrifice. And do you think I would accept it, poor, heroic, +overwrought Dita? All day," that swift, flashing, heart-breaking smile +of his gleamed a moment, "you have been convicting yourself of +ingratitude, merely because I was offering you some of my money with +the entirely selfish motive of securing my own happiness."</p> + +<p>"You are wrong, wrong," she cried vehemently, passionately. "What can I +do to convince you? Oh, of course, you think that I am a creature of +moods; you have every reason to think so; but what can I do, what can I +say to convince you that I am not speaking from one of them now?"</p> + +<p>"Say nothing, dearest," he murmured deeply, soothingly; "say no more. I +shall always remember the sweetness of this moment."</p> + +<p>"But I will not have it so," she cried. "You must, you must listen to +me. You think that I love Eugene, that I have always loved Eugene. And I +did not know, I did not know what love was. Eugene is charming and +famous, and there was a sympathy between us, on one side of our natures. +We have the same love of color. It is a passion with us. It spells music +and poetry and all sorts of untranslatable things. It is something +instinctive with us, something we were born with and we see shades and +harmonies and values that other people do not. But this absolute +understanding between us was only on one side of our natures, and yet +sometimes it was so—so encompassing that I thought it embraced them +all. So I did not know my own mind. I was puzzled, confused, always in +doubt. And then, when I began really to—to flirt with Eugene, or so +people construed it, it was when I was beginning to be bored with my +marble court and my lacquered vase. I got so bored with being amused, +just amused all the time."</p> + +<p>"Ah, that was where I made my great, my unforgivable mistake," he +interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you made a mistake, in not letting me know you as you really are," +she conceded, "but then, with all the boredom, I had that sense of +futility, of failure behind me. Failure behind and nothing to look +forward to but an endless succession of marble courts. No beautiful, +dazzling unexpected. Just the same thing over and over and over. And +then you went away and for a time I was frightened and forlorn, so Maud +and I started our venture. Ah!" she clasped her hands together, the +amulet dangling on its chain, "I have told you what work and success +meant to me. You understand that; but gradually, as I got used to it, I +began to see that it wasn't enough. No," she shook her head sadly, "it +wasn't enough—there must be love. But I had got the idea into my head +that it was Eugene who would speak the magic word, that magic word that +I believed in and waited for. Yet all, all the time, from the moment you +left me, you were in my thoughts. You see," with a faint smile, "I +understood Eugene, but you were the unsolvable problem. I was always +thinking about you, trying to understand you, and last night," her face +glowed with a lovely light, "when you talked to me of the big, wonderful +things, when you made me feel that I was an intelligent human being and +not merely a pretty woman, why, my whole heart went out to you and I +knew it was you, you alone that I loved. It is not the man who can +conquer a city, many cities, with his grace and charm and genius. Not he +who can win my poor heart, but the man who can conquer his own spirit. +Ah, Cresswell," she held out the amulet again to him, "will you not take +this now?" 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Beauty + +Author: Mrs. Wilson Woodrow + +Illustrator: Will Grefe + +Release Date: September 27, 2011 [EBook #37549] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE BEAUTY *** + + + + +Produced by Roland Schlenker, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + + + THE BEAUTY + + _By_ MRS. WILSON WOODROW + + _Author of_ The Silver Butterfly, etc. + + + WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY + WILL GREFE + + INDIANAPOLIS + THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY + PUBLISHERS + + COPYRIGHT 1910 + THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY + + + PRESS OF + BRAUNWORTH & CO. + BOOKBINDERS AND PRINTERS + BROOKLYN, N. Y. + + + + +[Illustration: Perdita] + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I A BACHELOR'S BRIDE 1 + + II A FAR WORLD OF DREAMING 14 + + III PINK AND WHITE EXISTENCE 35 + + IV OUR LOVING FRIENDS 55 + + V PERDITA'S TALISMAN 64 + + VI SIROCCO 75 + + VII THE GIFT OF FREEDOM 84 + + VIII FOOLS' LAUGHTER 98 + + IX A TELEPHONE CALL 114 + + X OUT OF THE GILDED CAGE 125 + + XI A DOLL OR A BOX OF CANDY 137 + + XII FUSCHIA FLEMING 150 + + XIII SHOCKING THE HEWSTONS 165 + + XIV PUBLICITY 175 + + XV A WIDOW'S SMILE 192 + + XVI FATHER AND DAUGHTER 206 + + XVII DO YOU LOVE ME? 219 + + XVIII PLAYING THE GAME 231 + + XIX HE CALLS ON HIS WIFE 243 + + XX THE MAGIC WORD 256 + + XXI TWO ANNOUNCEMENTS 268 + + XXII HEPWORTH MISUNDERSTANDS 278 + + XXIII ITS ANCIENT CHARM 289 + + XXIV WAITING FOR PERDITA 305 + + XXV WITH MY HEART'S LOVE 316 + + + + +THE BEAUTY + + + + +CHAPTER I + +A BACHELOR'S BRIDE + + +If the proper statistics of bachelorhood were accurately tabulated they +would show that at certain fixed and recurring periods, a confirmed old +bachelor, say one in every ten, casts his dearly-bought experience, his +hard-won knowledge of the world and women to the four winds of heaven, +and chooses for himself a wife; and, as his friends and relatives +invariably protest, a bungling job he makes of it. He may, before the +world, walk soberly, discreetly, advisedly and in the fear of God in +every other respect, but when it comes to selecting a companion for the +rest of his life, he follows, apparently, a predestined leading, some +errant and tricksy impulse, and from a world of desirable and waiting +helpmates, eminently suitable, he will, in nine cases out of ten, fix +his heart upon the one inevitable She who can keep the pot of trouble +ever boiling for him. + +This, according to Mr. Cresswell Hepworth's old and intimate friends, +was exactly the course which he had followed; nor was even one voice +upraised in dissent from this opinion, as they frankly discussed the +matter over their champagne and truffled sweetbreads at the breakfast +following the wedding. + +It was but natural that they who were rarely in complete agreement on +any subject which commended itself for discussion among them, should +hold a unanimous opinion on this matter which involved the happiness of +their lifelong friend. But although the opinion was unanimous, it was +not unprejudiced. Hepworth had had his distinct niche in their homes and +hearts for many years, and now as they gazed metaphorically at the empty +space, it struck a chill to their affections. + +Nevertheless they did not, could not fail to join in the little gasp of +admiration which breathed through the church as the bride swept up the +aisle on the arm of Mr. Willoughby Hewston, the well-known banker and +intimate friend of the bride-groom. She had been stopping, it was +understood, with Mrs. Wilstead, another friend of Hepworth's, for +several weeks. + +There were those in the large audience who saw a certain pathos in the +fact that she was given away by one of Hepworth's friends, thus exposing +the lack of either relatives or friends of her own, but there was +nothing in her bearing to indicate that she was conscious of her +isolated position as she advanced, leaning lightly on Mr. Hewston's arm. + +The world, Hepworth's world, and it was a large one, was tingling with +curiosity. He was a great figure, looming immense upon the financial +horizon; but no one had ever heard of the bride. The invitations to the +wedding were the first intimation of his impending marriage, and the +bride's name, Perdita Carey, conveyed nothing to anybody. By dint of +careful collection of scraps of information, it gradually became known +that she was young, of southern birth and extremely pretty. Bare facts. +No more. + +It was also considered rather an odd reading of the customary +conventions on Hepworth's part, this crowded church wedding exposing the +bride's poverty in relatives, the breakfast to follow, at his town +house, thus making equally plain her homeless state; but when this view +was set before him, sighingly, by Isabel Hewston, and vivaciously by +Alice Wilstead, he became obstinate in the insistence of his plans. He +seemed possessed of some masculine idea of getting things over, of +having all his friends meet his wife en masse, so to speak, and having +the matter settled. + +And so it was, "Nice customs curtsy to great kings"--or millionaires. +The audience then of his friends--there was none of hers present, if +indeed she possessed any--sat with heads turned at an aching angle and +awaited, with concealed impatience, the choice of Cresswell Hepworth. + +The weight of opinion leaned to a sunburst of a woman, darkly splendid, +opulently graceful, and instead, when the stately strains of the +wedding-march echoed through the church, the guests lifted their +astonished eyes to a brown and slender girl; but no matter what the +expectation had been, each realized that he gazed on a more poetic +loveliness than he had dreamed. + +Another unhesitating mental admission. Obscure, unknown she might have +been, but she could never be considered ordinary. It had taken +generations of cultivation to give that pose of the head and shoulders, +that arch of the instep, that taper to her slender wrist. And what +intimation of individuality! Few women could have borne more regally the +weight of heavy and lusterless satin or a diadem of flashing jewels; but +this girlish bride of a millionaire had insisted on being married in the +white muslin her own scanty purse had furnished; and wore as if it were +a crown of diamonds the wreath of white jasmine flowers which held her +long tulle veil close about the cloudy masses of her hair. + +For once the entire interest of any occasion which he happened to grace +was not centered on Hepworth, who, with his usual invincible composure, +awaited the bride at the altar, fortified by his best man, Wallace +Martin. + +But the owner of millions--unctuous sound--is worth more than a mere +dismissing word. Let the bride continue to advance, he to await her, +while he is presented in a lightning sketch. + +Cresswell Hepworth was far from old, not fifty. He had more than three +generations of cultivated ancestry behind him. In type he was American, +approaching the Indian; tall, slightly aquiline of feature, somewhat +granitic and imperturbable. His hair, which had been brown, was almost +white, his eyes were gray, trained to express nothing, but startlingly +penetrating when he chose to lift rather heavy lids with a peculiarly +long droop at the corners. + +Emerson says somewhere that "a feeble man can see the farms that are +fenced and tilled, the houses that are built. The strong man sees the +possible houses and farms. His eye makes estates as fast as the sun +breeds clouds." + +Hepworth was a strong man. He saw possible houses and farms, +externalized them and became the acquirer of vast and profitable +tracts of land--a fair map blackly dotted with mines and scrawled +with the angular lines of intersecting railroads. In this yellow +triangle, a great wheat farm. Here, in this square of living green, +irrigated and profitable ranches. He stood, this "Colossus of +Finance"--journalese--with his feet planted firmly on this solid +map-basis, and, with a golden rake, drew toward him from countless +clutching hands securities, stocks, bonds, curios, pictures (he was an +ardent collector), loot of every description, and, it was even whispered +through the church, his young and lovely bride. + +But now he stepped forward to meet her with a smile that enlivened his +whole face, even his eyes. The service flowed on. With that air of sulky +geniality which represented his most urbane manner, Willoughby Hewston +gave away the bride. The responses were duly made, and Mr. and Mrs. +Cresswell Hepworth turned to walk through an aisle of smiling and +nodding friends. + +At that moment the mellow October sunlight fell through the stained +windows enwrapping Perdita in a regal and impalpable vesture of scarlet +and gold; and again a murmur of admiration rippled and echoed at this +fresh revelation of her beauty. She had been pale as she walked up the +aisle, but now her color had risen and the crimson on her brown cheek +was the hue of a jacqueminot rose. Her hair, a deep chestnut at the +temples, flowed into copper, dark in the hollows, gold where it caught +the light. Her coloring was a harmony of all soft, warm, dusky shades, +and one looked to the eyes to focus these tints in light or darkly rich +topaz; but Perdita's eyes were gray, handed down perhaps from those +Irish kings to whom her father had laughingly traced his descent. + +"Lucky girl!" murmured Alice Wilstead an hour later to the group of +Hepworth's intimate friends who sat together at one table during the +breakfast that followed the wedding. "Just think of it. He has no family +encumbrances. Never an 'in-law' will she have to cope with." + +It never struck her that Hepworth's little circle of close friends had +gradually assumed about all of the intrusive and proprietary +prerogatives of the nearest and most affectionate relatives. + +Alice Wilstead was a widow, dark, slender, piquant, versed in the +secrets of grace and the art of wearing her jewels so that they +accentuated her sparkling eyes and her one precious dimple without +eclipsing them. Warmly sympathetic and impulsive, she had been overcome +by the vision of Perdita's isolation as the girl walked up the aisle on +the grudging arm of Willoughby Hewston; and had pressed her +handkerchief lightly to her eyes, a moment of emotion viewed with +callous interest by a misinterpreting world which regarded it as a last +tear shed for a lost opportunity, a shattered hope. + +"Well," said Hewston, finishing his sweetbreads and preparing to begin +on the next course, "it went off very well. I was all right, wasn't I?" + +"You were perfect, dear," his wife hastened to assure him, "and it was a +beautiful wedding." + +Mrs. Hewston was gray and pink and plump like her husband; and this +morning her grayness and pinkness and plumpness were underlined, thrown +into high relief by a violet gauze gown, heavily spangled in silver. +Isabel Hewston resembled nothing so much as a comfortable, placid, +fireside cat, purry and complacent. If she possessed claws, which is +doubtful, they were always well concealed. + +"Yes, a beautiful wedding and a beautiful bride," she murmured, with a +little sighing inflection habitual to her, "so young, so--" + +"Humph!" interrupted her husband, with as much of a snort as a mouthful +of game would permit, "I tell you it's a pretty tough thing for all of +us to see old Hepworth looking so happy." He thrust out his lower lip +and wrinkled up his eyes until he bore a grotesque likeness to a baby +about to cry. "Hepworth's my best friend, and to see that look of almost +boyish joy on his face was pretty hard. There are some things you can do +and some you can't; now one of these things that no man can afford to do +is to marry outside his own class. I could have told Cress so." + +The other members of this intimate little coterie of friends, five in +all, looked at one another and burst into involuntary laughter. + +Wallace Martin, an old young man, a magazine writer, who would fain be a +playwright, gave the single bark of mirth which served him for an +explosion of laughter. It sounded particularly derisive now. + +"I would give my little all to have the new Mrs. Hepworth hear you say +that," he chuckled. "Dear old Hewston, she would not in a thousand years +consider any of us in her class. She belonged, let me inform you, to one +of the oldest of southern families. Her mother was a cotton princess of +the loveliest and haughtiest variety. One of the famous belles of her +day. Her father, too, was of the old South." + +"Why, what are you talking about?" growled Hewston irascibly. "She +hadn't a dime--was a beautiful cloak model or something of that kind." + +"She painted dinky things for a living, if you mean that," said Martin +carelessly, "lamp-shades and menu cards and such." + +"If she only had some friends, even one relative," deplored Mrs. +Hewston, "it would look so much--er--nicer, you know. Relatives do add a +background." She shook her head regretfully. + +"We'll have to be her relatives," said Maud Carmine, a niece of Mrs. +Hewston and a plain rather faded young woman of pale and indefinite +tints and many angles. Her claim to distinction rested on the fact that +she was a drawing-room musician of--strange anomaly--real musical +feeling. It was her misfortune always to be explained by those who found +her tact, good nature and practical common sense useful, and who drew +heavily on them, as, "not attractive looking, you know; but pure gold, +and one of the most dependable persons," and this damning tribute of +friendship served as an admirable check to further curiosity concerning +her. "Yes, we must be her background." Her glance lingered for a moment +on Wallace Martin, but he returned it briefly and indifferently. + +"A young woman who has just married millions needs no family group," +remarked Alice Wilstead lightly. "The most effective background is her +husband." + +"Gad!" Mr. Hewston put down his knife and fork to glare at her. "The +idea of looking at Hepworth as a background. He who has always been in +the front of everything. A background! And for a snub-nosed chit of a +girl!" + +"Oh, Willoughby, dear, not snub-nosed," expostulated his wife mildly. + +"Snub-nosed, I said," insisted Willoughby. "Didn't I walk up the aisle +with her?" + +"Hush, dear, hush," murmured his wife. "Here she comes now." + +The bride was leaving. Passing through the handsome, stiff apartments +like a white cloud, to make ready for the journey before her, she +stopped a moment for a word or two with Maud Carmine as she paused at +that table. + +Hewston rose reluctantly to his feet. "I once heard of a wedding," he +said confidentially and hopefully to Wallace Martin, "where the bride +went up to change her gown, and never showed up again." + +"Where did she go?" asked Wallace with interest. + +"Dunno," returned Willoughby. "Old lover. Fourth dimension. +Unexplainable, but fact, I assure you." + + + + +CHAPTER II + +A FAR WORLD OF DREAMING + + +The bride had passed through the admiring groups with a smile here, a +word there and was already half up the stairway, above the voices, the +heavy flower scents, the sentimental melodies which stole from the +musicians' bower. On, a white, mystic figure, her veil floating behind +her; on, without undue haste, but most eagerly, as if she climbed some +mount which led from the world to a desired solitude. + +On the first landing she paused, leaning for a moment, Juliet-like as +from a balcony, and looked down on the moving mosaic of color beneath, +the gay, light tones of the women's gowns thrown into relief by the dark +coats of the men. The gazers paid her the tribute of involuntary "Ohs," +and barely restrained themselves from applause as if at the appearance +of their favorite actress. As usual Perdita had made a picture of +herself, an involuntary and unpremeditated picture; but in effect beyond +the calculations of the most vigilant stage manager. + +She stood with one arm lightly upraised holding her bouquet of white +jasmine above her laughing face. Behind her, a stained glass window, +before her the marble balustrade. Then the bouquet, its white ribbons +waving and circling, whirled through the air, over the sea of upturned +faces and white clutching hands and straight into Alice Wilstead's arms. + +With the laughter and clamor of voices ringing in her ears, Perdita, +hidden from sight now by a turn of the staircase, followed, with +unconcealed haste, the crimson velvet pathway which led to solitude. + +At the top of the stairs she hesitated briefly, glancing right and left. +She had been in the house but twice before, both times under the +chaperonage of Mrs. Hewston, and she was not sure of the exact +geographical position of her own suite of apartments. + +At this moment her maid, engaged from that morning, stepped forward and +threw open a door. Perdita smiled approval. It would have been +difficult to withhold it. Olga, a paragon of maids, if references and +experience count, showed no signs of the wear and tear of previous +mistresses. She was delightful in appearance, rosy-cheeked, amiable, +immaculate, with that air of trained capability which invites +confidence. + +Perdita paused before entering. "Are all my traveling things out?" she +asked. + +"Yes, madame." + +"Very well, I shall not need you for a few moments. Remain here and when +I want you I will ring." + +"Yes, madame." + +Perdita drew a breath of relief as the door was closed gently behind +her. At last she was alone, away from eyes, eyes that were everywhere. +She had felt all morning as if she were encompassed by them, appraising +eyes, envious eyes, unfamiliar, inquisitive eyes. + +She looked slowly about her. And these were her own apartments, these +beautiful, cold, unlived-in rooms, as empty of life or individuality as +a shell. + +Yesterday she had walked through them with Isabel Hewston, pleased, +admiring, but a little overawed. She had not realized before what a +wizard's wand Cresswell wielded. He had but waved it and great +architects and decorators, their disciplined and cultivated imaginations +stimulated by the prospect of unlimited expenditure had devised for her, +penniless Perdita Carey, all this beauty and luxury. She had only +stipulated timidly that she might be environed in her favorite rose +color, a mere suggestion for those who had the matter in charge. It was +enough. Her bed chamber bloomed with the pale but vivid flush of pink +roses, La France, accentuated with cool, suave, silver notes, like the +delicate, contrasted phrasing of a musical theme. The result of color +and arrangement was youthful, joyous, spacious. Beyond a softly falling +curtain, she caught a glimpse of her sitting-room. American beauty, a +radiant spot with delicious water colors on the walls, bowls of roses, +the sunshine falling through the windows, and shelves of books, each +volume bound in creamy vellum. + +In one of the long mirrors which reflected her graceful figure from +every angle she saw through an opposite door her dressing-room and +bath, with its elaborate appointments, more inviting and luxurious than +any of which the proudest Roman beauty could have dreamed. She looked +about her with a faint, strange smile. What a contrast were these cold +and splendid rooms, not yet animated by her personality, to that little +apartment with its two or three tiny chambers, high up under the roof, +where she had lived and worked! + +Then she turned back to her reflection in the mirror. It was extremely +becoming to her, all this background of rose and silver. Perdita +realized that as she unfastened the white flowers from her hair and let +her long veil fall like a cloud about her. With a deft movement she +caught it and tossed it on a chair for Olga to fold later. She slipped +out of her wedding-gown next and laid it more carelessly still upon a +couch. Then she leaned forward, her elbow on the dressing-table, her +chin on her hand, and regarded herself steadily, that faint, strange +smile still on her lips. + +Well, she had fulfilled her destiny, justified Eugene Gresham's +prophecy. She heard his words to her, spoken the last time she had seen +him, three months before, as plainly as if his voice still rang in her +ears. + +"Perdita, your destiny is written on your face. It includes marrying a +millionaire and having your portrait painted by me." + +Fateful words! She had just married the millionaire, but even here, upon +the threshold of this new life, she was constrained to halt a moment and +cast one backward glance, "just for the old love's sake." + +It was the night before Eugene Gresham sailed for Europe to paint the +portraits of "Princessin, Contessin and high Altessin." Again she +awaited him. Again she heard his step on the stair without, a quick, +light step with an odd halt in it. + +He was coming, and her heart beat. How it beat as she stood there +breathless beside the window! + +"Perdita!" Eugene's voice. He was across the room in a flash, both her +hands in his. "Here, let me see you in the light." He drew her toward a +lamp. "Two years, two years since we have met, and me wasting time +painting in the desert places when I might have been with you. Time is +not in the Far East. Ah, my cousin!" (the relationship was remote) he +sighed. "Why, as I live," with a quick change of tone, "you've got +another dimple, and that makes you a new and lovelier Perdita." + +She flushed adorably. "How nice and southern," she cried with an attempt +at lightness, "and how exactly like you, just like the old 'Gene." + +"The old 'Gene," his eyes still holding hers, "has never changed." + +"How--how--are the pictures going?" withdrawing her hands from his. + +"Beautifully!" he said carelessly. "The glassy eyes of the millionaires +are all turning toward me, and I have more commissions to make beautiful +on canvas their pug-nosed, fat-faced wives than I care to accept. Those +ladies hail me as a great psychological artist. Their mirrors are so +cruel to them that when my brushes flatter them they say that I paint +their souls; strip away the husk of the flesh and reveal enduring +loveliness." + +He struck a match to light a cigarette and then hastily shielded it with +his cupped hand from the breeze which blew through the open window. The +light flared into his down-bent face, bringing out its dissonances +almost grotesquely in that small, momentary flash. Pick Gresham to +pieces and he was incontrovertibly convicted of sheer ugliness, but the +fact bothered him not at all. He knew that few ever arrived at the cool, +dispassionate frame of mind regarding him where they were capable of +that exhaustive analysis known as picking to pieces. He was slender and +rather small of stature, not more than medium height. One shoulder was +noticeably higher than the other and he walked with a slight limp, the +result of an injury received in boyhood. Coarse, blue-black hair with a +sort of crinkle in it stood out from his head like a cloud. His skin was +swarthy, his features irregular, even his eyes, dark eyes, were only +occasionally brilliant. But he might have been appreciably uglier, +almost as hideous as the Yellow Dwarf or Beauty's Beast,--it would have +mattered no more than his present lack of beauty, and well he knew it. +His was the magic gift of glamour, and all the dissonances and +inharmonies of appearance as well as of character seemed but the +italics emphasizing his charm. His mind was supple and flexible, his +wits nimble, even subtle. He was as vivid, as veering, as fascinating as +flame. + +His match, the third he had struck, blew out before it had lighted his +cigarette, and he threw it away with a petulant gesture. He did not +answer her, as he was again attempting to light his cigarette, this time +with success. Then he began to saunter about the room. + +In spite of her penury Perdita had yet managed to invest her little +workshop with both daintiness and charm. The walls were hung with pink +and white chintz and here and there were bits of fragile china and rare +old silver on claw-legged mahogany tables, while from dim canvases in +tarnished silver frames smiled the sweet, dark eyes of haughty southern +beauties of a generation unused to life's struggles. + +"You really saved some of the best things from that hideous auction, +didn't you?" picking up a bit of china to scrutinize it more carefully. +"I was horrified when I heard of it across the world, several months +after it was all over. If I'd only been there to buy the whole lot in. +Plucky little girl you were, Perdita, to come on here and manage to keep +the gaunt, gray wolf at bay." + +"What else was there for me to do?" she asked without turning her head. +"Aunt died, the place had to go. As for the wolf, if you look sharp, +Eugene, you may see his paws thrusting under this door." + +In the center of the room was a large table covered with paint brushes, +colors, a litter of candle shades, cotillion favors and cards in various +stages of completion. Eugene carefully cleared a space on that edge of +the table nearest Perdita's chair, and perched upon it, looking down at +her with a smile. + +"My stars, Dita!" he cried with the truest conviction, "you are a +beauty! The moment I return, I mean to paint you again. And this time +I'll set the world afire. Do you remember how many portraits I have made +of you? Why, just to see you brings back my boyhood,--the hopes, the +struggles, the effort, the haunted days, the feverish nights. I used to +think, 'If I can just learn how to get this effect, I'll know the whole +secret.' I've got past that now. There's always a new and more +difficult riddle every day. But Dita, Dita, the dreams of my youth you +recall!" + +The smile died from her face. Her eyes grew wistful. "The dreams of our +youth," she repeated. "I'm young yet; but they haunt me. They were +beautiful dreams down there on that gray, old river. Can't you shut your +eyes, Eugene, and see the terraces sloping down to the water, the +lovely, neglected garden with its tangle of roses and jasmine?" + +"Do I remember?" His eyes looked deep into hers. "I swear I never smell +jasmine without thinking of the old place and you. Perdita, do you ever +think what life might have been for us if it hadn't been for our +accursed poverty? If we'd only had just a little between us. It's a +question of courage. If we'd only had the courage to face things hand in +hand we'd have got along somehow, I dare say. But we didn't have that +quality, did we? We didn't believe enough in our dreams. That's the +worst of life. She won't let you." + +"Oh, the dreams!" she scoffed. Her color remained high, her eyes +glittered, but with irritation, not tears. She suffered from an old +laceration of the heart, the more wounding in that, for pride's sake, +she must ever deny it expression. Eugene always took the attitude as if +they together had renounced a mutual love, and often implied, without +rancor, but with a forgiving, almost understanding tenderness, that the +responsibility of their marred lives lay on her shoulders. + +Perdita was of the twentieth century, but she was also a southern woman +of many traditions, and she could not say the words which rose to her +defensive lips: "Eugene, you have never asked me to face life hand in +hand with you." He would with a glance, she could see it, feel it, +convict her of blunted intuitions, of an inability to discern exquisite +shades of emotion; and then he would express his love for her in +glowing, passionate phrases, confusingly evasive, elusive beyond +definition, committing himself to nothing. + +And if this shifting of responsibility on her, this ardent skirting of a +definite issue were premeditated or his unavoidable, temperamental way +of viewing the matter, she could not tell. Conjecture was idle. Her +knowledge of his character, her ready mental accusations and equally +ready excuses, these comprising the sole weight of evidence, merely held +the scales steady. + +Eugene began to pick up, first one, then another, of the favors on the +table, a smile, tender yet humorous, about his lips. + +"By Jove, these are not so bad! They are rather stunning. You always did +have a lot of feeling for form and color, Dita, but you wouldn't work. +You weren't willing to drudge and to starve if necessary. That was +because you lacked the clear vision. It wasn't always before you, a +pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night." None might doubt +his sincerity or conviction now. It was mounting as flame. "Artistic and +appreciative you are, Dita. All this trash shows it, but you lack the +creative impulse. You were never meant to be a barefooted, tattered +follower of the vision, a lodger in a new palace of dreams each night. +You should build your house on the rock of substantial things, +bread-and-butter facts. + +"Oh, do not toss up your head in that wounded-stag manner. Good Lord! +Isn't it enough that you are beautiful? And how beautiful! I'm almost +tempted to cancel my passage and, instead of sailing to-morrow morning, +stop here and paint you again. Really, I am. But what would it profit +me? I'd just be sowing the seed for a new harvest of heartaches. +Perdita, your destiny is written on your face." It was as if he willed +to speak lightly. "It includes marrying a millionaire, and having your +portrait painted by me. You'll never have an international reputation as +a beauty until you do both." But in spite of his smile and his flippant +words there was bitterness in his eyes. + +She did not see that, but the lightness of his words and tone pricked +her to an immediate decision, a decision which she had, unconsciously, +postponed until she had seen him. Her face paled, her lips folded in a +tight line. + +"I am going to marry the millionaire," she said firmly enough, although +there was a slight tremor in her voice. "It depends on you whether or +not there is a portrait of Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth by Gresham." There +was triumph in her eyes and voice as thus she lifted her pride from the +dust. + +"Cresswell Hepworth!" His astonishment was unbounded. "Perdita! I throw +my hat at your feet. Cresswell Hepworth! The pick of the bunch. +Wonderful! But," looking at her curiously, "how on earth did you meet +him?" + +"He heard of my amulet through a man I met at old Mrs. Huff's, Mr. +Martin. He has a wonderful collection of amulets, and he wanted to buy +it of me." + +"But you didn't sell it?" he said quickly. "No, of course not. H'm-m. +That old amulet. You laugh at my superstitions, Dita, but you must admit +that it's queer the way it's interwoven with the history of our family." + +He began to roll cigarettes and lay them with neat and exquisite +regularity on the table beside him. His eyebrows were raised, his mouth +twisted in a sort of rueful yet whimsical grimace. When he had finished +rolling the sixth cigarette, he laid it in line with the others, an +exact line, his eye was so true. Then at last he looked at her, and his +cynical, earnest, mocking, enthusiastic face softened. His eyes +enveloped her with tenderness. There was a heart-break in his smile. + +"Ah, star-eyed Perdita, how shall I give you up? The only woman!" He +mused a moment, and then repeated: "The only woman! If we had but had +the courage to take the bitter with the sweet, Perdita." + +Unwitting goad! It struck too deep for her to conceal the wound. + +"You do not say 'can,' I observe, Eugene," she said laughingly, but +there was an edge to her voice like that on finely tempered steel. + +"No," he returned, his fingers busy with a rearrangement of the +cigarettes; "you see it involves you and me. Not John Jones and Jane +Smith, but you and me. Do you know what that means? Well, it means that +it involves the inheritance and training of a good many generations. Do +you think I do not know how you loathe all this?" He flicked with his +fingers the dainty trifles on the table. "I know well the craving of +your nature for splendor and beauty, how necessary they are to you, and +how dinkiness and makeshifts irritate and depress you, take the heart +out of you. That is one you, one Perdita. There is another. I saw her +when I came in to-night. God, I wish I hadn't!" His voice dropped on +this exclamation and she did not hear it. "She is young. Her beautiful, +dark eyes ask love and give it. Her heart dreams of it. It is in every +tone of her voice. These two are at war, the natural woman and the woman +with her inherited love of ease and luxury and cultivated, artificial +desires. Which is the stronger? Why, to-night"--he picked up one of the +cigarettes and prepared to light it; his hands trembled, his face was +white--"the woman who is ready to love. She would listen to +me--to-night. I would hold her. Oh, what's the use?" He twisted his +shoulders impatiently. Then he bent forward and tapped the table lightly +but emphatically, as if to add weight to his words. "You'd listen to me +to-night, I know that; but as sure as to-morrow's dawn I'd get a little +note from you saying that the morn had brought wisdom. But, oh, I am +glad I'm sailing to-morrow." + +"So am I," she flashed out. "You think--you take too much for granted, +Eugene." + +"I dare say." His voice sounded flat. "No one ever appreciates +renunciation. Well, it's out into the night in more senses than one." He +rose and looked at her as she sat with downcast eyes, and half stretched +out his arms toward her. Then as she too rose, he clasped his fingers +about the back of her head and drew her face toward him, although she +strove to avert it from him. "Good-by, sweetheart." Even she must +believe in the ardor and sincerity of his tones. "Good-by, Perdita of +the South." He kissed her lightly on one cheek and then the other. +"Good-by, my jasmine flower." + +He hesitated a moment in leaving the room, as if to turn and clasp her +to him and bear her away; then he shut the door gently behind him and +she heard his halting, hurried step upon the stair. She sat listening +until its last echoes had died away, and then, casting her outstretched +arms on the table, sending the favors and menus and candle-shades in a +shower to the floor, she burst into a storm of tears. + +There was a low, discreet, respectful knock, Olga's knock on the door +leading into Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth's splendid apartments. Perdita +started violently and came back to the present from her far world of +dreaming. She had not even begun to dress, but still was sitting, chin +on hand, gazing with apparent intentness at her image in the mirror. + +"It is almost time for Madame to start," Olga smiled from the doorway, +"so I ventured to remind." + +"Yes," Perdita spoke hurriedly, rising at the same time. "Get me into my +gown quickly, please, and tie my shoes." + +Olga was deft and practised, and Perdita's dressing was the work of a +few minutes. + +"My veil now," said the new Mrs. Hepworth, "and--oh, I almost forgot." +She turned to lift from her dressing-table an exceedingly quaint and +striking ornament, depending from a long, thin chain. It was a square of +crystal about an inch and a half in diameter, set curiously in strands +of silver and gold, twisted and beaten together, and, as must be +apparent to even the casual observer, was of ancient and unique +workmanship. This was Perdita's amulet, the old charm, which Eugene with +his superstitious fancies had always longed to possess, and which had +excited also the desire of the collector in Hepworth; but in spite of +many temptations to part with it, Dita had always retained possession of +it. It was her one link with the past, a personal link, but also a +traditional and hereditary one. She wound the chain several times about +her neck, and the crystal pendant gleamed dully against the dark blue +cloth of her gown. + +"You also are ready, Olga?" she said as she passed through the door. + +"Yes, Madame." + +Hepworth was waiting for Perdita at the head of the stairs. He was in +his heavy motoring coat, his cap in hand. + +He smiled as he saw her. "Just in time," he said. "I'm afraid we will +have to make haste, rather. Ah," as his eye caught the talisman, "you +are wearing the amulet, are you not? Blessed old thing. If it had not +been for that, I should never have met you." + +"I believe you only married me to get it," she replied with an answering +smile, "you are such an insatiable collector." + +"Do you believe that? Do you?" he asked. "Because if you do, you are as +stupid as you are pretty, and you have no idea what that implies." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +PINK AND WHITE EXISTENCE + + +So Mr. and Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth whirled away in the big motor and for +the next few months wandered about the globe. Perdita, who had seen +nothing but an old southern plantation and New York, the latter from the +curb, as it were, must see everything; so in pursuit of this aim, the +Hepworths were constantly stepping from huge, magnificent boats to huge, +magnificent motors, thence to huge, magnificent hotels. And cities, the +open country, villages, mountain peaks, strange peoples, were as debris +strewing the pathway of Perdita's avid flight through new experiences. +It was tremendously stimulating, even heady, she found, to hold the +world between one's thumb and finger, and turn it this way and that to +catch the light. Headier still to discover that to wish is to realize, +but proportionately a shock to find that the life of infinite variety +may only be lived within circumscribed boundaries. What is more +disillusionizing than to learn that money has its limitations? It can +merely buy the very best of things, the superlatives of the commonplace, +but these, in the last analysis, remain food, lodgings, clothes, +conveyances, ornaments, no more. Money can not buy stars or dreams, or +love or happiness. + +Perdita's soaring youth resented it. But she was adaptable, enormously +interested and the ground within the boundaries was new, affording daily +opportunities for fresh exploration. And she, quick to observe and +compare, had profited by her new experiences. Money became to her merely +the medium of exchange for any beautiful thing she might want. Speedily +she lost her first, fresh pleasure in making it flutter its little +golden wings and fly; but her love of art deepened and strengthened, and +at many famous shrines she offered her heart's homage. She took up the +study of designing, and worked at it systematically with an ardor and +intensity which at first amused and then puzzled her husband. + +On their return from their travels Perdita occupied herself in +altering, refurnishing and redecorating one or two of Hepworth's country +places and his town house. She worked in consultation with a great firm, +and succeeded in changing the weary acquiescence of "our Mr. So and So" +to interest and an astonishment bordering on enthusiasm. She was not the +average rich woman who had gone in for being artistic, with a head full +of glaringly impossible ideas and a flow of helpful suggestions which +set the professional teeth on edge. + +On the contrary, this girl, Mrs. Hepworth, really knew a few things and +was willing to learn more. She was a student. "The only woman," murmured +dazedly "our Mr. Smith-Jones," "the only woman I ever met who realizes +that decoration must conform to architecture, not defy it. You usually +have to fracture their skulls to make them understand that pompadour +prettinesses are not suitable in a Gothic chapel." + +But when she had finished the houses, and designed more costumes than +she could wear, she looked about her for fresh worlds to conquer, and +discovered that she was up against the boundaries. Walls everywhere! +She could do anything she chose, travel, buy clothes, motors, an +aeroplane if she wanted it, only she did not. She next went through a +phase when she decided that the people with whom she was thrown were +intolerable, representing a frivolous and empty-headed society. Her +imagination dwelt on the class who "did things," "the dreamers," she +called them to herself, who adorned a brilliant, picturesque, +delightfully haphazard Bohemia, where, at feasts, principally of red +wine and bloomy, purple grapes, laughter pealed to the rafters, and the +conversation sparkled as if sprinkled with stardust. She strove to enter +this Olympian vagabondia, and found herself entangled in the nets of +many fowlers, sycophantic, impecunious, and, unsated of their many +banquets, physically hungry. + +She began to have seasons of ennui and depression, increasing in +frequency. What was the matter with her world? Nothing, she would hasten +to assure herself, it was the best of all possible worlds, and she, a +darling of fortune--once, unforgetably, the waif of chance--was the most +contented of women. Only--what was the matter with this perversely +empty and uninteresting world? + +It was not always so. It was once invested with wonderful things, and +such simple things, too. She remembered how she used to stand at the +window of her little work-room watching the day fade, marveling at the +miracle of the twilight. While the sun was high, she had seen only +commonplace, dusty streets, crowded with people, and had heard only a +crazy, creaking old piano-organ grinding away on the pavement beneath, +but in the soft indefiniteness of twilight these solid houses and +buildings would become unsubstantial, mere shadowy arabesques on the +spangled gloom of night. There were purple vistas, glittering lights and +fairy towers. She would hold her breath, almost expecting to hear a +nightingale. It was all mystery and magic, life and romance, that +eternal romance her starved youth asked. How she used to dream of the +unexpected, the dazzling unexpected! + +And then Cresswell had come, and, as she thought, offered it to her. To +do Perdita justice, she had not married Hepworth merely because of his +great wealth. She was incapable of such sordid and callous calculation. +But Cophetua had met this beggar maid at her most disheartened and +despairing moment, and without difficulty had succeeded in first winning +her interest and then enchaining her imagination. + +In her two years of struggle to earn her livelihood Eugene had become +more or less a memory, and, in spite of the fascination and interest he +had always had for her, she did not blind herself to certain erratic +tendencies of his. He might appear at any moment, so she judged him, +with vows of eternal love, and straightway, if the mood seized him, +begin a new picture and forget her. And so she married Hepworth largely +that life might become a successive series of introductions to an ever +varying unexpected. Instead, although her quest was feverish, she +encountered only the commonplace. She was like a mouse which has +discovered the inadequacy of cheese to quench its soul-yearnings. What +remained? + +The truth of the matter was that Perdita's world, which seemed so +hopelessly askew to her, had an architectural defect. It lacked that +sure antidote to ennui--a Bluebeard's closet. + +Now Perdita was young and healthy. She had great curiosity, and a +certain insatiable mental quality which would have successfully riveted +her interest to life, but for one fact, her heart was as ardent and +insatiable as her intelligence--and her husband bored her. There is no +record of Bluebeard boring any of his wives. + +She became more and more conscious of a continual little plaint running +always through her consciousness, like the sad, monotonous murmur of an +ever-flowing stream, a little unceasing plaint against life in the +abstract and life in its personal application. + +"There must be as many worlds as there are points of view," so ran the +stream, "but my life's like a wedding-cake, all white and sparkling and +overdecorated, and absolutely insipid. Candy! That's what it is ... my +rooms are all pink and white, and I'm crusted over with pink sugar." +Perdita always thought in color. "I'm tired of all this pink and white +and baby-blue existence. I'd welcome a little scarlet and black sin for +a change. Oh, it's just your corsets over again. You're put in them when +you're about fifteen and you never get out of them again. We women think +in corsets, breathe in them. We live in them mentally, and accept all +their constrictions and restrictions as a matter of course. We take in +drafts of air, and expand our lungs and say we're emancipated, but we +only expand as much as the corsets allow. We've put our world in +corsets, to confine us still more ... mine used to be mended, frequently +washed, with some of the bones broken; now I have many pairs, brocade, +satin--cloth of gold, if I want them--but they are the same thing, +corsets, corsets on our bodies and brains and lives. + +"Look at Cresswell. He doesn't wear corsets. He has an interesting, +absorbing, unfettered life. He's using the muscles of his +brain--strengthening them on some resisting substance. He's in the thick +of it.... What fun! Planning, visioning things in his mind, and seeing +them take form in the external. He's a builder. He wears an +imperturbable mask. That's for defense; but behind it I sometimes see +keen, powerful, calculating gleams in his eyes, and I want to know about +them, but I can't.... I can't talk to him about any but surface things. +I can't show him what is in my heart.... The corsets are between us. +He's one of the great powers, and he's mine, a possession like the +Kohinoor, but I do not fancy that the Kohinoor constitutes the queen's +happiness. + +"What are Cresswell and I to each other, anyway? Why, he's my Kohinoor, +a possession of great price which endows me with distinction, and runs +my credit up into the millions. He's as brilliant and cold and secretive +as his prototype. And I--I'm his doll, a very jewel of a doll. One of +the prettiest in the world, wonderfully dressed, exquisitely marceled, +faultlessly manicured. I can smile enchantingly, and open and shut my +mouth to ask for what I want and what I don't want, particularly the +latter, and lisp 'thank you' when he drops a diamond necklace or a ruby +tiara into my lap. + +"I hate a man that puts me on a pedestal. Any woman does. He thinks I'm +sugar and salt and will melt and break. I wish he'd come to me, just +once, with some enthusiasm and hug me breathless. I'm tired of his +everlasting chivalry and deference.... When he begins to treat me with +reverence and guards my youth and all that, I'd like to swear at him +like the disreputable parrot of a drunken sailor.... Wouldn't I surprise +him? I wonder what he would do if I'd cut loose? Oh, dear, I wish he'd +come home drunk some night and smash up some of this junk and--what is +that phrase of Wallace Martin's--swipe me one; and then be penitent and +remorseful and ashamed and human--instead of always being like a darned +old statue of the American statesman with one hand thrust in the bosom +of his frock-coat. + +"I wonder--I wonder--what kind of a husband Eugene would have made. Not +one of the amiable, benign, deferential ones, anyway. What were those +lines 'Gene used to say? + + "'Each life's unfulfilled, you see, + And both hang patchy and scrappy. + We have not sighed deep, laughed free, + Starved, feasted, despaired, been happy!' + +"That's it--that's it--that's life. To sigh deep--to laugh free; to +make your bed in hell, and then soar on the wings of the morning.... I'm +young, beautiful. I have everything but experience. I mean to have +it.... No wonder Eve took the apple the serpent offered, if she was as +bored in the Garden of Eden as I am. I'd have bitten more than one, +though. What is the use of living if you don't live?" + +And while Perdita raged in inward rebellion, the world, viewing things +from the outside, took an entirely different view of her matter. + +Popular opinion inclined to the belief that the good fairies had too +heavily dowered this young woman at her cradle, and consequently a +readjustment was inevitable, probably by the gracious means of ennobling +tribulation. The dramatic event was rather eagerly anticipated. Not that +envy had any part in it or that any of Perdita's friends or +acquaintances wished to see a fellow being punished for the liberality +of Providence. On the contrary. It was merely a sane desire to mark the +balances of the universe in faultless equilibrium and to have the +comforting assurance that the mills of the gods still ground with the +proverbial exactness. + +Youth, health, wealth, beauty, happiness, all unlimited! An exasperating +spectacle! How could all be right with the world as long as Hebe +continued to pour most of the nectar into one glass, while so many +thirsty, deserving souls were denied even a sip? + +And Perdita went her way and smiled alike on those who caviled and those +who applauded. She had accepted her husband's friends as her own with a +sort of careless, indifferent good nature and the relations existing +between herself and the closely cemented little group were sufficiently +harmonious under the circumstances. Maud Carmine and she had struck +"leagues of friendship" at once, and Maud's prediction that Hepworth's +friends would have to serve as Perdita's relatives would seem to have +been verified. + +And Maud, through constant association, appeared to have reflected some +of Dita's beauty, for there was evidenced the most remarkable change in +the plain Miss Carmine, her name no longer prefaced by that deplorable +adjective, however. Alice Wilstead explained it by frankly giving the +credit to Perdita. It was she, Alice asserted, who had had the faith and +the courage to take Maud vigorously in hand and make of her a new +creature as far as the outward presentment was concerned. The results +had been so mutually satisfactory as to rivet the friendship between the +two; for Dita had proved by her works her belief that there was not the +faintest necessity for any such creature as an unattractive woman; and +Maud, having lost all faith in the willingness of nature to better her +original handiwork, had turned hopefully to art, with the result that +she was now one of the most talked-of women in town. By men, because she +had recently grown attractive enough for them to discover that she was +also extremely agreeable and sympathetic. By women, because they ached +to discover her secret. They remembered as easily as the men forgot that +for twenty-eight years of her life Maud had been as a weed by the wall, +a lank and sallow weed, oppressed by the sparseness of her leaves and +the entire absence of either flowers or fruit, and suddenly she had +acquired an art, an air, the trick of dress so subtle that it imparted +distinction even to her worst points. + +But when Perdita proceeded to verify, a little tardily, it is true, the +hope of Mrs. Willoughby Hewston, sighingly expressed at the wedding +breakfast, and furnished herself with a relative, the coterie gasped. It +was not perhaps just the selection Mrs. Hewston would have made for her, +but, nevertheless, Perdita had produced a relative, although, it must be +confessed, of a rather dubious and indefinite nearness. + +If Mrs. Hewston had been questioned on the subject she might have +confessed that the relative she had in mind, as presenting an admirable +background for a young and lovely girl, was either a silver-haired +mother with a white lace cap, and a hair brooch fastening the snowy lawn +collar of her black gown; or, in lieu of her, a maiden aunt. Indeed, had +Mrs. Hewston been given free choice, she would have inclined toward the +latter. Unquestionably, a maiden aunt is the best possible promoter of +that nice sense of the proprieties, those right feelings and carefully +graduated moral sentiments which are indispensable to a homeless, +penniless young woman scrambling for a living. But Perdita, in +presenting her relative, had almost flippantly disregarded these +considerations involving a sense of universal fitness. It was a far cry, +really an almost revolutionary distance, one felt, from the +silver-haired mother or rather acid maiden aunt to Eugene Gresham. +Eugene Gresham! Fancy! + +For Eugene had returned to his native land with the recognition of Paris +and London, even their acclaim--golden bay leaves and purple cloaks. +Therefore was he thrice welcomed of New York. Therefore, the next +presumption followed as naturally as the first. It was out of the +question that Mrs. Hepworth, whose beauty was a matter of international +comment, should lack a Gresham portrait, a distinction now unattainable +save to those upon the mountain peaks of noble birth, enormous wealth, +great achievement, remarkable beauty or superlative notoriety. + +As Alice Wilstead pointed out, no one could cavil at any relative Mrs. +Hepworth chose to set up, however regretable might be Perdita Carey's +claim of kinship with this particular person, and she had certainly, as +far as one knew, been discreet enough not to flaunt him during her +scrambles. Now, as Mrs. Hepworth's cousin (how many times removed, +dear?) he was one more jewel in her crown. + +Mrs. Hewston sighingly acquiesced. "Yes, really. As Mrs. Hepworth's +relative, yes. But hardly as the guide, philosopher and friend of youth, +feminine youth, anyway." Only the happily married might safely claim +him, for Gresham, with his fame as a painter of beautiful women and his +almost equal reputation as a fascinating person, would not have been +commended by any maiden aunt for either right feelings, nice moral +sentiments or a discriminating taste for the proprieties. + +As for Cresswell Hepworth, he looked after his vast and varied +interests, kept up his collections, especially his collection of +amulets, in which he was greatly interested, and occupied his leisure in +seeing that his wife was sufficiently entertained and amused to gratify +the requirements even of her eager youth. + +Did she hint a longing for the Roc's egg? It was cabled for within the +hour. Did she breathe a desire for the moon? Orders were given that an +aeronautic expedition capable of securing it be manned at once. + +And yet in spite of all this obvious contentment and happiness, Mr. +Willoughby Hewston in the role of raven had never ceased to flap his +wings and croak. He was particularly in this favorite vein of his one +afternoon when he shuffled into his wife's sitting-room, where she and +Alice Wilstead sat over their tea-cups. They heard him sighing heavily +as he came. + +"No, I don't want any tea," he said, letting himself down slowly into an +easy chair, "you know I never touch it. + +"Poor old Cress!" He shook his head gloomily at a spot in the carpet. +"Well, it's just as I predicted. That wife of his is the talk of the +town!" + +"Oh, my dear!" exclaimed his wife. She, loyal soul, never failed him as +audience. A quick glance passed between Mrs. Wilstead and herself, as if +he had mentioned the subject uppermost in their minds, and, no doubt, in +their conversation. + +"Oh, come now, Willoughby," said Alice, instinctively choosing the best +method of drawing him out, "you know it's nothing like so bad as that." + +Hewston scowled heavily and laid one hand gingerly upon his rheumatic +knee, which gave him an especially sharp twinge at the moment. "It's +probably worse," he replied with even more than his customary acerbity, +"worse than we, any of us, know. Didn't I see them walking up Fifth +Avenue together this afternoon, and didn't a fellow speak of it to me? +And Cress out of town!" + +"Well, let me tell something, dear," said his wife soothingly. "Cress +will very soon be in town again, for here are invitations to a dinner +the Hepworths are having next week. Quite an informal affair. Perdita +writes me, 'Just the little group of Cresswell's best friends, which I +hope I may also claim as mine,'" reading from the note she had picked up +from the table. "Very sweet of her." + +"A dinner, eh," growled Hewston, "with all of us, and I suppose that +painter fellow. Well, I only hope it will not fall to me to open poor +Cresswell's eyes." + +"Oh, Willoughby!" + +"I'll not shirk my duty if it does. You can understand that. What +evening is this dinner? Next Thursday! Humph! Who is that?" as the +curtain before the door was pushed aside and some one entered. + +"I!" said Wallace Martin, "only poor little me. They told me to come up. +What's happening next Thursday?" + +"The Hepworths' dinner. There is probably an invitation awaiting you at +home." + +"No, there is not," he said. "It's in my pocket now. I picked it up as I +was leaving. From what Maud Carmine has just told me, I imagine it's a +touching family group composed of ourselves and Eugene Gresham." + +"Dear me," deplored Mrs. Hewston, "I do wish she would consider +Willoughby more. She must know that he can not endure the sight of Mr. +Gresham." + +"It is not her fault," said Martin quickly, "as far as I can make out +from what Maud told me. Cress became imbued with the idea that he +wanted his dear old friends clustering about the board, and made out +the list himself." + +"How like a man!" remarked Alice Wilstead gloomily. "But why, just now?" + +"Oh, he's been adding to that pet collection of amulets of his, and he +wanted to show us his new acquisitions. That's the root of it, I fancy. +I don't imagine the lovely Perdita pined for us. She has been a creature +of moods lately. Very hotty-like with me." + +"She was actually almost impertinent to Willoughby the other day." Mrs. +Hewston spoke with a hushed mournfulness. "I'm afraid all this luxury +and adulation has turned her head, and Willoughby spoke so gently to +her, too, did you not, dear?" + +"Ugh! Humph!" quoth Willoughby. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +OUR LOVING FRIENDS + + +AS it chanced the Hepworths were not particularly fortunate in their +choice of an evening for the dinner so gloomily anticipated by their +guests. The weather was unpropitious. All day rain had threatened, and +the air had been almost sultry, a parting word flung over her shoulder +to autumn by a mischievous July who should long ago have vanished. As +the evening wore on clouds banked more densely upon the horizon, +occasionally muttering thunder, and this electric hint of storm in the +air had in some way communicated itself to the mental atmosphere. A +sense of foreboding, a consciousness of discord, seemed to swell +ominously now and again beneath the smooth and colorful surface of the +dinner. Even the dullest of the guests felt that, and to the intuitive, +the stately progress of the meal was nerve-racking. + +When the hostess rose, every individual sigh of relief involuntarily +exhaled became a chorus, shocking in volume. + +They winced nervously, but in spite of it, each guest stood by his guns. +They had, apparently with one mind, and certainly with one voice, +decided against bridge. The ordeal of dinner bravely borne, licensed +them, they felt, even bestowed the accolade of privilege on them, to +escape the prevalent atmosphere of unrest as quickly as possible. + +In the brief time they had allotted themselves to remain, barely +skirting the limits of conventional decency, Alice Wilstead, Isabel and +Willoughby Hewston and Wallace Martin had elected to take their coffee +and cigarettes on a small balcony opening from the drawing-room by long +French windows and giving upon a garden, quite half of a city block, +with thick, close-cropped lawn, and black masses of dense shrubbery +permeating the damp and sultry air with the mingled fragrance of earth +and leaves and some late-blooming flowers. Maud Carmine, good-natured as +usual, had seated herself at the piano, across the length of the room +from the balcony, to play a ballad of Chaminade's at her host's +request. + +Hepworth, who alone appeared to be oblivious of the sinister atmospheric +influences, leaned his elbows on the piano and listened, occasionally +unhesitatingly breaking the flow of the music with conversation. + +With their friend and host thus comfortably within sight, yet out of +earshot, the group on the balcony felt at liberty to speak with freedom; +no danger of sudden appearances, consequent jumps and hot wonder at what +might have been overheard. + +"Gad!" said Mr. Hewston, more gray and pink, puffy and heavily financial +than ever, "when will people learn to eat and drink without flowers on +the table?" + +"No flowers!" repeated Alice Wilstead. "It would look dull, would it +not?" From her tone it was evident that she had paid little heed to his +words. + +"What difference does that make?" he argued irritably. "You don't go to +dinner to look at the table decorations. But if they must have 'em, why +can't they have the artificial kind or those paper things. Anything but +the beastly, smelly, live ones." + +"Don't you really care for them?" she asked, laughing. "I thought every +one loved flowers. To tell the truth, they were about all that made that +unending dinner bearable to me. They were so exquisitely arranged." + +"Oh, that," in grudging admission, "goes without saying in this house, +but," fretfully, "they were all the loud smelling kind." + +"She always arranges them herself," said Mrs. Wilstead, "she has +wonderful taste, wonderful. Her house, her clothes, even down to the +smallest detail of the table. Marvelous!" + +"Humph! she doesn't show the same taste in men," grunted Hewston. "No +brains at all." + +Mrs. Wilstead leaned forward to tap his arm with her fan. + +"Do not make any mistake on that score," her voice was emphatic, "she +has plenty of brains." + +"Humph!" more scornfully than before. "Then I wish they'd keep her from +making the fool of herself that she is doing now." + +"Hs-s-sh," Alice looked as if she would like to thrust a handkerchief +into his mouth. "Ah!" glancing up with relief as Isabel and Wallace +Martin turned from their contemplation of the garden over the balcony +railing. "Sit down here," she motioned to two chairs beside her. + +"Dear me, Alice," said Martin, "isn't your face tired with the effort of +keeping the corners of your mouth turned up and the sparkle in your +eyes? The only person who seems calm and serene this evening is dear old +Hepworth. What do you think it is on his part, the quintessence of pose +or simple, uncomprehending, fatuous ignorance?" + +"My God!" growled Hewston explosively. His wife started nervously. + +"Oh Willoughby dear, not so loud! Wallace," in what was as near a tone +of reproof as she could achieve, "I do wish you wouldn't say those +reckless things before Willoughby. You know how emotional he is." + +Alice also shook her head impatiently. "Don't you think we are a lot of +old gossips magnifying matters enormously? You may expect so beautiful a +young woman as Dita Hepworth to be more or less talked about; but there +is probably a perfect understanding between herself and Cress. Lord +help her if there isn't," she added almost under her breath, "I've known +him many a year." + +"'When an old bachelor marries a young wife, what is he to expect?'" +quoted Martin impressively. As a would-be playwright he had the +dramatists at his finger-tips. + +"Wallace, you are too bad," expostulated Mrs. Wilstead. "No wonder you +quote from _The School for Scandal_. Here we are a lot of old wreckers +doing our best to shatter a reputation. Why Dita Hepworth and Eugene +Gresham have known each other ever since they were children. Naturally, +she shows her pleasure in his society." + +"Oh pish!" scoffed Wallace Martin, "those unconcealed glances she +bestowed on him at dinner spoke not of sisterly affection, and how we +all squirmed under them and wondered miserably if Hepworth was seeing +them too." + +"He always did see everything without appearing to," murmured Mrs. +Wilstead gloomily. + +"Now merely as a sporting chance, which would you bet on," said Martin, +drawing his chair a bit nearer, "the rich, middle-aged husband, or the +fascinating artist, the painter of beautiful women, in the zenith of his +fame? It is the same old plot you know, and the oft-told tale may have +just two endings. First, she goes off with the artist, lives a squalid +and miserable life abroad, falls ill, and dies, holding the hand and +imploring the forgiveness of her husband, who conveniently and +miraculously appears. In the second ending, she makes all preparations +to flee and then something occurs which causes her to see the +sculpturesque nobility of her husband's character and the curtain +descends to slow sweet music while they stand heart to heart in the +calcium light of a grand reconciliation scene." + +"Oh, Wallace, do forget for once that you are trying to be a playwright. +Forget the shop." Mrs. Wilstead was irritable. "I do wish she would join +us," looking about her nervously, "I want to go home. Is she utterly +careless?" + +"Only absorbed," returned Martin calmly. "Didn't you hear her ask him +before they left the room, to come and look at the picture gallery where +he is to paint her portrait? She wanted him to judge of the lighting--a +night like this. I thought I saw the flutter of her white gown in the +garden yonder a bit ago." + +"Oh do, for goodness sake, change the subject," said Alice Wilstead +hurriedly. "I am sure Cresswell must think it queer the way we are all +sitting out here with our heads together, in the teeth of that +approaching storm." + +"Not at all," Martin reassured her. "Don't you see that Maud is doing +her duty heroically? Maud isn't the wife's confidante and dearest friend +for nothing." + +"Isn't it perfectly wonderful about Maud?" commented Mrs. Hewston. "You +all know what a plain, angular creature she was, nothing really to +recommend her but her music and she always spoiled that by playing with +her shoulder blades." + +"She's an extremely stunning woman," said Wallace Martin shortly. + +"And all due to Dita Hepworth," announced Mrs. Wilstead. "Wonderful! I +never saw a woman with such a genius for dress and decoration. If her +beauty wasn't such an obvious quality, I should think it was due to her +almost uncanny knowledge of what is becoming and--Ah, thank Heaven, here +she is!" + + + + +CHAPTER V + +PERDITA'S TALISMAN + + +Perdita Hepworth had entered the room, with Eugene Gresham just a step +or two behind her, and, after a glance in the direction of Maud Carmine +and her husband, had moved toward the little group on the balcony. +Gresham was used to any amount of attention and admiration, but the +adulatory interest which he may have merited and had, in fact, grown to +regard as his due, was always conspicuously lacking when he appeared +with Perdita. + +"The picture gallery is the chosen spot," she announced as if bearing +some intelligence for which they had long been waiting, "and the +sittings are to be begun at once. I remember when I first knew Maud +Carmine, she said to me, 'Fancy what it must be like to have your +portrait painted by Eugene Gresham!'" Her low laughter rang with a sort +of triumphant amusement. "'Dear child,' I answered, 'I have had my +portrait painted by him so many times that there would be no novelty +whatever in the experience.' You know," to Mrs. Hewston, who looked +faintly puzzled, "'Gene and I have always known each other." She looked +over at Gresham who was seated on the arm of a chair talking to Maud +Carmine and Hepworth. "Has Maud been playing for Cresswell?" she asked +suddenly. "He is so fond of her music." + +"Yes, she has been playing delightfully," answered Mrs. Wilstead, "and +she looks charming to-night. Maud who was always regarded as an ugly +duckling has suddenly become a swan." + +"Ah, why not?" said Perdita carelessly. "Maud hadn't the faintest idea +how to make the most of herself. She gave the effect of hard lines and +angles, and hair and eyes and skin all cut from the same piece, a dingy +dust color. Like every other woman of that type she has a perfect +passion for mustard colors and hard grays. Ugh!" she shivered. "The only +thing to do with Maud was to make her realize that she must look odd and +mysterious, you know. That was all. Oh, she is beckoning to me. They +want something." + +She crossed the room with that grace of bearing which nature had +bestowed upon her and with the added poise and assurance gained within +the last two years. She still gave the effect of extreme simplicity in +dress but it was retained as by a miracle, for although she wore no +jewels her white gown was of the most exquisite and costly lace. But her +head was undeniably carried a trifle higher than usual, and a very close +observer might have read boredom in her eyes, defiance in her chin, +rebellion in her shoulders. As she turned from the little group on the +balcony, she bit her lip irritably, before she again composed her +features to the conventional smile of hostess-like cordiality. + +Alice Wilstead followed her with puzzled eyes. + +"It is very difficult to understand a beauty," she said plaintively to +Martin. + +"Put it more correctly," as he blew a cloud of smoke. "Say, it's +difficult to understand a woman." + +"But I do not find it so," she smiled. "I'm one myself. I'm on to all +our various vagaries, but Dita Hepworth puzzles me. Look at this house. +There are effects here in decoration, so beautiful and unusual that +every one says Eugene Gresham directed them. I know he did not. Look at +Maud Carmine, and yet Dita herself usually wears the plainest of gowns." + +"I must confess," said Martin, "that I do not follow you." + +"Perhaps not," she mused, then with more animation. "Come, Wallace, tell +me exactly how she impresses you." + +"That is easy," he replied. "She is one of the prettiest women I ever +saw in my life." + +"Ah, of course," in annoyance, "but I didn't mean that. That is no +impression of character." + +"Mm," he pondered. "It isn't much of one, no." + +Alice leaned back in her chair. "I seem to discern depths in her that +the rest of you refuse to see. You stop at her beauty and are content +with never a peep beneath the surface." + +Martin tossed his cigarette over the railing into the garden. "Frankly, +I think that you are searching for something that isn't there," he said +abruptly. "The gods never bestow all their gifts on one person. Since +you profess to know your own self so well you should realize that women +so very pretty as Mrs. Hepworth are rarely clever. Why should they be? +It is enough of an excuse for existence that they are beautiful." + +"It is indeed," growled Hewston, who had been absorbed in sulky +meditation for some time. "I'd be contented if I thought she had enough +head on her shoulders to keep straight and not involve good old Hepworth +in God knows what." + +Wallace laughed. "I'll lay you a wager, Mrs. Wilstead," he whispered, +tapping her fan with his finger-tips, "that the way things are going now +there will be a split in the Hepworth household within three months." + +"Do not say it," she cried quickly. "I can not bear to think of such a +thing." + +"I'll give you heavy odds, too," he went on cynically, leaning forward +to regard the group at the piano. "I'll make it a bracelet against a box +of cigars, provided I'm allowed to choose the brand of cigars." + +"You might as well put in another provision then," she retorted, +"provided I am allowed to choose the bracelet. My taste in ornaments, +dear Wallace, is both unique and expensive. I like only odd jewelry." + +"Odd jewelry! That is an old fad of yours, Alice," said Hepworth's voice +behind her. + +She started slightly, she had not noticed his approach. "And your own," +she smiled up at him. "Have you secured any new amulets lately, +Cresswell?" + +"Yes, one. It is a beauty, a scarab. I must show it to you; also +another, a carved bloodstone set in very curiously wrought iron. I got +that from a Gipsy woman. It is an old Romany talisman." + +"Do let us see them," pleaded Mrs. Hewston. + +"Certainly, I shall be delighted to. Excuse me a few moments. I will get +the box myself. Naturally I would not trust it to the servants." He +smiled at his weakness. + +"Naturally," said Hewston. "Come, let us all get into the drawing-room +to look at them. It is beginning to rain anyway." + +It was only a few moments before Hepworth returned bearing a large, +black leather box. He placed it on a table just under the light and then +choosing a key from a ring, fitted it into the lock. + +"I hold one key," he said to the group pressing about him as he lifted +the lid, "and Perdita the other. That is in case she may want to wear +any of these trinkets." + +Alice Wilstead had been looking at Mrs. Hepworth at the moment her +husband entered the room and she alone had noticed that Dita started +violently when her eyes had fallen on the box and that all the rich +color had fled her cheek, leaving her, for a second or two, white as a +ghost. + +The box held a series of trays, each padded and velvet lined and upon +these were fastened Cresswell Hepworth's noted collection of amulets. +Most of these talismans were very ancient, many of them revealed the +most beautiful workmanship. All of them were distinctive. Each one, +almost without exception, had a history, strange, romantic or sinister, +and these were all duly catalogued, but it was never necessary for +Hepworth to refer to this written history. He had not only the symbolic +significance of his favorite toys, but also the vicissitudes through +which they had passed, at his finger ends. + +The top trays held scarabs, one of the most remarkable collections of +them extant, commemorating certain mighty and fallen dynasties; or this +reign or that of remote Egyptian rulers long crumbled to dust, and +Hepworth lifted them lovingly from their trays and turning them deftly +in his fingers explained their histories and expatiated on their beauty. + +Beneath the scarabs lay the jade talismans exquisitely carved and handed +down from distant centuries. The hearts that had once beat beneath them +had long been dust, but the talismans, with no stain of time upon them +to dim their luster, would still serve as emblems of good luck to future +generations. Then there were quaint amber charms preserving the warmth +and flooding radiance of the sunlight that sparkles on sea foam in their +depths, and opals delicately clouded with mystery, their "hearts of fire +bedreamed in haze," carbuncles, jasper and hyacinth, all in their time +the almost priceless possessions of their owners because of the mystic +significance attaching to them. And then there were trays containing a +somewhat heterogeneous collection of old pieces of beaten silver and +iron with odd characters on them, representing periods of even greater +antiquity than scarab or jade. + +These amulets were in many instances the memorials of bitter feuds and +hot duels, fought on the moment, at the gleam of a talisman which both +contestants claimed. More than one had been hastily rifled from the +dead, and more than one had been bestowed by a great lady on an untitled +lover of empty purse to aid him in winning fame and fortune. + +"By the way, Alice," said Hepworth suddenly, "you have seen Dita's +amulet, have you not? It is almost, if not quite the gem of the +collection." + +"No, I have never seen it," Mrs. Wilstead's whole piquant face was alive +with interest. "But I have heard of it. It was through it that you met, +was it not?" + +Dita nodded. The color had come back to her face. "It was that old +talisman he was really interested in," she said. "I always tell him he +married me to get it." + +Hepworth laughed. "It is well worth any one's interest. It has been in +her family for generations, and there are all sorts of legends and +traditions connected with it. It is said to give his heart's desire to +whomever possesses it, isn't it, Dita?" + +"More than that," she replied, a little strangely, or at least so it +seemed to Alice Wilstead. "He to whom it is given--and it can not be +bought or bartered, it must always be bestowed--must sooner or later +reveal himself in his true character, either his baseness or his +nobility." + +"Fascinating!" cried the women in chorus. "What is it like?" + +"It is a square of crystal set in silver and gold. About the silver is +twined one of those old Celtic chains which can only be seen with a +microscope, where the links are so tiny that we have no instruments +delicate enough to fasten them together and which were believed to have +been made by the fairies. And now for a sight of it." + +He was about to lift the next tray, when Dita laid a detaining hand on +his arm. "It isn't there, Cresswell," she said in a quick, low voice. + +As if he had not heard her or had not taken in the full import of her +words, he laid the tray carefully upon the table, disclosing the one +beneath. Like the others, it too was full of curious amulets, but one +space was empty. Perdita's talisman was indeed missing. + +"Why, Dita!" he exclaimed. "You did not mention to me--" + +She shot a quick, unmistakable glance at Gresham. "Didn't I?" she +interrupted before he could go further. "It's being mended." + +"Ah, those antique bits, they are always coming to pieces, at least I +know mine are," said Mrs. Wilstead with hasty fluency. "But, Cresswell, +there is still another tray, and I must see its contents before I go +home." + +"Make it a month," said Martin in her ear. "I said three, didn't I?" + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +SIROCCO + + +"Good night, Hewston, good night, Alice. Don't go yet, Gresham." +Hepworth laid a detaining hand on the artist's arm. "Sit down and smoke. +We haven't had a moment to discuss this portrait matter yet." + +"I think," said Dita, moving toward the door, "that I shall leave you +two to discuss it and go to bed." + +"Oh, my dear," her husband detained her with the same light touch with +which he had held Gresham. He pushed an easy chair forward so that she +should be seated between Eugene and himself. "We are going to get all +the details of the portrait settled to-night. A portrait of you and +painted by Gresham is sure to bloom and be admired for a century or two +at any rate." + +Dita looked at him quickly as if suspecting him of some intention +beyond the discussion of the contemplated portrait, but meeting the +smiling blankness of his expression, turned away, not in the least +reassured, but more puzzled than ever, and sinking listlessly into the +chair sat staring moodily before her with veiled eyes and compressed +lips. + +Eugene glanced at her uneasily, a frown between his brows. He knew her +like a book. She had always, always from childhood, been a creature of +moods. He was perfectly familiar with the various stages of the sirocco, +as he had long ago named her outbursts. She would become restless, +abstracted, absent, and then she would sit and brood as she was doing +now, until finally the sullen and threatening atmosphere would be +cleared by a burst of storm, a swift cyclone of anger. + +Gresham gave the faintest of sighs and an almost imperceptible shrug of +the shoulders. This was a situation which he foresaw would require all +his tact and ingenuity. + +"Is the picture gallery all right? Did you find it satisfactory?" asked +Hepworth. + +"Excellent!" Eugene's brow cleared. He spoke with enthusiasm. "Yes, I +told Perdita that the lighting there will be perfect. I've about decided +to paint her in white. Yes," scrutinizing the indifferent object of the +discussion narrowly and yet remotely, as if he were visualizing his +finished portrait of her, "white velvet, I think, and rather a blare of +jewels. You see I want to bring out the dominating quality of her +beauty, harp on it, you know, so I want to present her eclipsing and +reducing to their proper places all the splendid accessories with which +we can surround her." + +Her husband nodded approvingly. "What do you think, Dita?" + +"Oh, by all means," she roused herself to answer, but making no effort +to conceal the irony of her tones. "Let Eugene give me all the +distinction and grace he is noted for bestowing on, you observe I do not +say perceiving in, his clients, or patients, or patrons, whatever he may +call them. Make the stones of my tiara and necklace even bigger and +whiter and more sparkling than they are, Eugene. Or better still, I'll +wear my diamond collar and my string of rubies and my rope of sapphires, +all shouting hurrah at once, three cheers for the red, white and blue! +Make me all glittery, Eugene, throw my sables over my shoulders." + +"By Jove!" cried Gresham, interrupting her, a white flash of enthusiasm +across his face, "you may not dream it, Dita, but that's it exactly. +You've hit it." + +"Yes," she went on satirically, "and present me in the middle of all +this splendor, overcome by the 'burden of an honor into which I was not +born.'" + +"But you were born to it," interposed her husband quickly, "no one more +so." + +"Perhaps," she sighed a little, her eyes and voice grew softer, "but at +a time when the outward manifestation had vanished." + +The glow had lingered, even become intensified in Gresham's face. "By +Jove!" he cried again, "you were trying to be sarcastic and all that, +Dita, but it was a great idea of yours just the same. I will paint your +portrait and it shall be hung side by side with my working girl. They +shall be companions of contrast. You see," explaining his idea to +Hepworth, "I am going to paint my working girl in the city streets just +at twilight on a winter evening, hastening home after the day's long +toil. The lights and colors of the shop windows dance and glitter about +her, blurred by the falling snow. Everything, lights, buildings, +passers-by, are all in that blurred, indistinct atmosphere, and she, +herself, is a part of the blur, looking through it, with her young, worn +face and wistful eyes, craving the beauty and the joy of life." + +"No, no!" cried Dita suddenly. Rising, she moved rapidly up and down the +room, her head bent, her finger at her lip. "No!" she cried again, her +voice deeply vibrating. "I reckon you've just missed it, Eugene, it's +too--too conventional. I can imagine something truer than that. My +working girl, if I were painting her, should not be born to toil, not +always have regarded it as the great fact of existence, an inevitable +portion of her days and years from which she has never dreamed of +escape. No, I would picture her delicate, highly nurtured, with +traditions of race and breeding behind her; but poor, oh, very poor. And +she shouldn't look out on life with resigned, wistful eyes, but with +passionate, demanding ones, rebelling that her youth, her wonderful, +beautiful, dreaming youth was passing in a tomb of tradition, a green +and flowery tomb perhaps, maybe an old southern garden, but nevertheless +a place of dead lives, dead memories, dead customs. And she, this girl, +hates it, the dust and must of it. She hears always in her ears the +surges of that mighty ocean of life. And she can't resist it. She can't. +Then because her heart is set on it, she comes to a great city like +this, comes with all her high hopes and her untarnished confidence in +herself; and all this magnificent swirling tide of life, with its +mingled and mingling streams, seems to bear her onward to the highest +crest of the highest wave. Then she begins to hear, at first faintly and +then ever louder and more menacing, the voice of New York, with its +ceaseless reiteration of one theme, 'pay, pay, pay.' She turns +desperately to her little accomplishments, those little, untrained, +unskilful things that she can do, straws on that ocean; and expects them +to save her. + +"Ah!" she drew her hand across her brow, her face contracting a moment. +"Then comes the grind between the millstones, the continual +disappointments, the terror by day and night, the rent, that rolls like +a snowball, the dreary evenings which she must spend alone in the dreary +little room, while all the time she hears the mocking invitation of the +great, glittering city to partake of her many feasts. + +"And she," again Dita sighed deeply, "she begins to believe herself +doomed to dash her youth and beauty against the walls of a tomb. And she +has to learn so many things, among them the hideous accomplishment of +making both ends meet. What does she know of the use and value of money? +Oh, of course all kinds of cheap, left-handed pleasures are offered her, +because people consider her pretty, but it is an impossibility for her +to accept them. She has been born in the traditions of real lace and +real jewels. And the panic-fear! Ah!--" she broke off abruptly. + +"Dear me, Dita. You should have been an orator." For the past five +minutes Eugene had been scarcely able to conceal his irritation, +frowning, biting his lips, twisting in his chair and casting furtive +glances at Hepworth. "I remember you used to be given to those bursts of +eloquence now and then." + +"And what finally becomes of her?" asked Hepworth of his wife, ignoring +Eugene's interruption. His voice was low, expressing nothing more than a +polite interest. + +"I don't know," said Dita wearily. "A number of things. She may +comfortably die, or marry, poor thing, any one who will have her." + +"Very dramatic," said Gresham dryly. "You always did have histrionic +talent, Dita. I've often wondered that you did not attempt the stage." + +Perdita opened and closed her eyes once or twice as if she had just +returned from a far country. + +"I certainly wasn't much of a success at painting lamp-shades and menus, +was I, Eugene, in spite of your early training?" + +He shrugged his shoulders without answering, made a slight, disclaiming +gesture with one hand and rose to his feet. "What!" listening intently +as a clock chimed somewhere. "I had no idea it was so late." His face +cleared. He was evidently relieved at his chance of escape. He shook +hands with Hepworth and then turned to Dita. "Remember that the first +sitting will be at twelve o'clock Wednesday morning, and please don't +keep me waiting. That is a fact that I have to impress on these charming +women," he turned laughingly to Hepworth, "that I am neither their +manicure nor hair-dresser. I am accustomed to keep them waiting if I +choose." + +"I'll be ready," she said indifferently, but Eugene noticed with +apprehension, even alarm, that those deep vibrations which spoke of +barely controlled emotion were still existent in her tones. "I'll be +ready, velvet, diamonds, hurrah of jewels, if you wish, sables and all." + +Again a gust of wind swept through the room and Hepworth went over to +close a window. + +Eugene took quick advantage of the occasion. "For Heaven's sake," he +whispered, "pull yourself together." + +His words were too late. Too late by half an hour. The sirocco had done +its work. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE GIFT OF FREEDOM + + +With the departure of a third person the situation immediately changed +complexion. It became more intimate and therefore more embarrassing. +With Eugene had departed the audience and the stimulus of playing to it. +The star and the stage manager were left alone. Untrammeled emotional +expression no longer seemed an heroic necessity. Under the calm, +unreadable, steady regard of her husband's eyes it held its elements of +banality and of sensationalism, of pseudo-emotion. Dita became sullen. +"I think I shall go to bed," she said abruptly and for the second time +and then turned to the door. + +"Wait a moment." His voice was courteous, pleasant, but it would have +been a dull ear which could not have discerned the tone of command +beneath its even modulations. + +It was new to Dita and arresting, and she paused, wavered a moment and +came back to the chair she had left and folding her arms upon its high +cushioned back, stood with still, sullen mouth and downcast eyes, +exhaling reluctance. She was feeling the reaction from her late mood of +exaltation, of dramatic visioning of poignant past experiences. + +He waited a second or so, and then said, "Your working girl was a far +more dramatic conception than Gresham's. It might not lend itself so +much to pictorial representation. It might be more literary." He +appeared to give this question some consideration. "However," he +dismissed it with a wave of the hand, "that is neither here nor there. +What counts is this, were you the girl whose life you described so +feelingly and dramatically?" + +There was silence between them for a moment. Dita's first impulse was to +maintain it indefinitely; ignore this question with barely suggested +contempt; with a faint gesture of dissent, signify that she considered +it a crudity, almost a vulgarity, and lightly, languidly, indifferently +dismiss the whole subject and leave the room. She knew how, +intuitively. Behind her were generations who understood how to flick an +unpleasant situation from the tips of their fingers, who would ignore +and dismiss with amused disdain an invitation to exculpate themselves or +explain, when to explain meant practically to retract. But false as she +felt, with waves of shame, she had been to her traditions and upbringing +in revealing her emotion, she was no coward. She lifted her head and met +his eyes. Gray eyes faced gray eyes--but with a difference. Hers were +the passionate, emotional Irish gray--with black beneath them, and the +long curling black lashes, but his were like mountain lakes, reflecting +a gray and steely sky. Hers revealed all the secrets she might wish to +hide; his concealed all his secrets admirably--discreet windows, +revealing nothing but what their owner desired they should reveal. + +"Yes," she said with defiant brevity. + +He appeared again to give this reply due consideration. He had risen now +and was walking up and down the floor. "What an impression it must have +made on you!" he said at last, very gently. + +She plaited the lace of her sleeve. "You knew about me before we were +married," she said. "Why--?" + +"Quite true, but sometimes something is said, it may be only a word, and +one's eyes become, as it were, unsealed. One sees a perfectly familiar +object or situation in an entirely new light. Your attitude now," he +turned to her rather sharply, "is that I am about to blame you, to take +you to task. Far from it. Why should I blame you for what has been +beyond your power? Your words to-night have made me realize that it has +been quite impossible for you to care for me, and that I have not been +able to make you happy. Ah," lifting his hand as she was about to speak, +"do not disclaim it. I know. You see, that very fact sends the whole +house of cards tumbling. The bitterness with which you have spoken +to-night would not have been in your mind, rankling, rankling all this +time, if you had been a happy woman. It was bound to burst into flame +sooner or later." + +"Oh!" she broke out. "You have always won. You do not know what it is +like to lose; but I--I missed every mark I aimed at. I came up from the +South, so dead sure that I was a very gifted and accomplished person, +and that all I had to do was to hold out my apron and all the beautiful +and delightful things would tumble into it. But this great city surely +taught me a lesson, and she's no very gentle teacher, either. And I used +to sit up there in that tiresome little apartment among those +candle-shades and cotillion favors and think how--how pretty I was," she +flushed under his smile, "and rage, and get sick with disgust when I +thought how I would look after about twenty years of that kind of life. +I knew exactly how I'd look. I'd be one of those peaked, wistful-eyed +old maids, with rusty black clothes turning green and brown, and a +general air of apology for living. I could just see myself ironing out +the ribbons of my winter bonnet with which to trim my summer hat, and +then laundering my handkerchiefs and pasting them on the window-panes to +dry. And life, life was like a great, wonderful river, flowing by and +leaving me stranded on the shore. And then you came." + +Hepworth laughed. "I don't wonder that you took the alternative. I'm +conceited enough to think it better than those ugly pictures your young +eyes were gazing at." + +"Yes, they were ugly," she agreed. "Life just seemed like a dark, +dreary, cobwebby passageway, but I always felt as if I might come to a +door any minute and step through it into a beautiful garden. You seemed +the door." She spoke the last words a little shyly. + +He glanced at her again, inscrutable, unfathomable things in that gaze. +"Ah, youth, youth and the waste of it!" There were tones in his voice +that brought the tears to her eyes, but he did not see them. He was +musing on the accident of her life, this flower of the dust, which he +had taken from the dingy environment she loathed. He had lavished all +the beauty and experience within his power upon her, and taken away +perhaps the one thing that had redeemed her life. He had seen only the +limitations and the makeshifts and how they had oppressed her dainty and +fastidious spirit; but it had never struck him before that in lifting +her away from them, above them, he had taken from her the one thing that +might have glorified her life, that the sordidness and the scrimpiness +were for her for ever haunted by the unexpected. That because she was +young and beautiful and free, the dreariness must have been irradiated +always by the rainbow tints of romance; and he had given her all the +beauty and glitter his money could buy in exchange for the joy of a +dream, and fancied that he had actually done something for her. + +"Dita, forgive me," he murmured, a curiously bitter smile about his +mouth. + +"Forgive you!" she looked at him a little cautiously. She didn't +understand the workings of his mind. He never gave her a hint either in +eyes or expression that would seem as a clue for her to follow. + +"Yes. You should." Again he smiled at her. "You didn't get a fair +exchange. I see that very plainly now." + +"You must not speak like that," she said quickly. "Believe me, it was a +great deal more than a fair exchange and I have always regarded it so. +Why do you think I have not been happy?" + +"Because you have never really loved me." + +"But I--I have always liked you," she cried quickly. "But," forlornly, +"you knew the truth at the time. Even if I had not, I should have had to +marry you anyway. I was so deep in debt I couldn't help it. I could not +manage any more than I can speak Sanscrit. So you see that there is +nothing to forgive. Believe me, I am always grateful, for before I +married you, I thought and thought, but I could see no other way." + +He laughed again. He couldn't help it. He had a sense of humor and he +seemed to see, in a flashlight of vision, shocked Romance gather up her +skirts and shake the dust of Dita's threshold from her winged shoes. + +"You are so really fearless and honest, Dita, that I venture to ask the +question." He put it with a rather diffident gentleness. "You have found +it quite impossible to care for me?" + +"Oh, no," impulsively. "I have always liked you. I am really very fond +of you. But I am always tongue-tied before you. I never can think of +anything to say to you and I always say foolish things." She regarded +him with a wistful timidity. + +He laughed ruefully. It was sorry mirth. "That is a proof of my +stupidity, my child, not yours." + +He opened his mouth to speak, then closed it again. Up and down the room +he walked twice, three times, engrossed. Then having arrived at a +decision, he put it into words. "Dita," he stopped before her and looked +at her earnestly, "perhaps I am utterly rash and foolish, but will you +answer me one question? But first get all melodramatic ideas of the +state of my feelings out of your head." His smile was faintly cynical, +obscurely so. "And believe me, that what really concerns me is your +happiness. Are you in love with Eugene Gresham?" + +She started, cast one quick glance at him, and then stared frowningly +before her, but he noticed that her hand trembled on the back of the +chair. "Why do you ask me that? I--I am married to you--I--" her voice +faltered, broke. + +"Oh, no conventional utterances, please," he cried quickly. "That is not +worthy of you, not like you. There should be, there must be absolute +sincerity between us now. Tell me, Perdita, are you in love with Eugene +Gresham?" + +"Ah, that I do not know." She looked beyond him and, still gazing, shook +her head. "I do not know. I never have known, never been sure. We were +boy and girl together, he a few years older. He is associated in my mind +with the life of green old gardens and the smell of jasmine flowers. He +lives in a wonderful world, a world of color that something in me always +yearns toward. It seems to me sometimes as if I would rise to it, and my +heart would blossom in purple and red. I seem doomed to talk foolishly +to you," she exclaimed rather piteously, "but most people's hidden +thoughts would sound foolish to others, would they not?" + +"Go on, my dear." Then his controlled utterance gave way. "For heaven's +sake, why should you not feel that you can say anything to me? What kind +of an idea have I given you of myself? But tell me," quickly subduing +his emotion, "what is it you feel?" + +"As if--as if my heart were a flower which had never really bloomed--a +cold, tightly folded bud, that yet held within the colorless outer +leaves wonderful red and purple petals. All there, awaiting a sesame, +and I sometimes dream that only Eugene can give me that sesame. But," +the glow left her eyes, her head drooped, "I don't know, I don't know. I +thought I was sure once that I loved him. I do not know now." + +"Where was Gresham during the time you were struggling here?" he asked +presently. And it struck her irrelevantly. + +"In the East somewhere, I think. Doing his desert pictures. I used to +hear from him once in a great while." + +He said nothing. Then he came nearer and took both her hands in his. + +"Dita, my clear, I'm going to be egotistical and talk about myself for a +minute. Let me see if I can explain." Again that worn and flashing +smile, with a deeper touch of cynicism, flitted over his arrogant face. + + "'King Canute was weary-hearted, + He had reigned for years a score, + Pushing, struggling, battling, fighting, + Killing much and robbing more.' + +"Let us hope that it is not quite so bad as the last line infers; but +it gives the idea, the picture. Well, Dita, I saw you, a beautiful +flower, purple and red, if you will, although I do not think the +combination of colors appropriate. And you were blooming in a tin can in +a tenement window. It was insupportable, so I dreamed of transplanting +the flower into its fitting surroundings, a marble court. That was what +I crudely thought would mean your happiness. But I never secured the +flower to adorn the marble court. Believe that. Above all, I wanted and +I want its happiness. Dita, I'm weary-hearted, but I long--I long above +all things--to make you happy. Take the poor surroundings that I can +give you; but let your beauty have its meed, let your heart flower as it +will. Feel free to meet, with outstretched hands, the romance your youth +has dreamed of, for, Dita, I, who have only fettered you with jewels, am +going to give you something really worth while, thanking God very humbly +that it is in my power to do so, and the gift is freedom. You are free +from now on." + +She started back, looking at him in frowning bewilderment and yet he saw +deep within her eyes a wild gleam of hope, of joy. "Free!" she repeated +uncertainly, "Free! How can I be free when I am married to you?" + +[Illustration: "Free! How can I be free?"] + +He laughed once more, and the dreariness of that laughter rang suddenly +hours afterward in her ears. "Those things can always be arranged," he +said. "But I am going to ask you a favor." Although he said "favor" her +quick ear caught the ring of authority in his tone. "Since you are not +sure that you love Gresham, I am going to ask that you wait a year +before securing your legal freedom. You shall have it, whether you +decide on him or not. Oh, believe that. Ah, one more request. Let me +urge you not to have your portrait painted just now. In view of possible +future events, it is much wiser, much safer to let that go for the +present. I think you will have to trust my judgment here. There is no +danger of your beauty waning." Again his worn and flashing smile. "And +now, it is very late and I think you had better get some sleep. Good +night." He smiled again, but she noticed how dreadfully tired he looked. +She winced a bit in soul. + +"I am sorry that it has been such a fizzle," she turned to him with a +sort of shy, girlish friendliness and impulsiveness. + +He smiled again and lightly touched her cheek with his finger. "Give no +more thought to that." He turned abruptly away. + +"Ah, Dita," his voice arrested her from the threshold, "one more request +I am going to make and that is that you get your amulet to-morrow. If +not I shall have to see about it myself and I am really too busy to +bother with it at present." Again that iron ring of authority was in his +voice, but authority masked in velvet. "Will you very kindly attend to +this, my dear?" + +She nodded mutely from the doorway, but did not lift her down-bent head, +nor raise her eyes to his. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +FOOLS' LAUGHTER + + +When Dita wakened the next morning, it was very late, almost noon. She +came slowly to waking consciousness over wastes of apprehension, +oppressed by some heavy sense of disaster. What had happened? Ah, she +remembered it, it was last night. She squirmed uncomfortably and then +lay gazing with somber and introspective eyes about the beautiful room. +Slowly, the chaotic and uncomfortable thoughts which thronged +confusingly in her mind resolved themselves into two or three distinct +facts as scorching to her sensitiveness as if written in letters of +fire. First, she had let herself go unwarrantably. An electric storm +always exerted a sinister effect upon her, inducing a wildness, a +recklessness at first, eventually followed by melancholy and culminating +either in tears or temper. And she had yielded weakly to every phase of +this storm-induced mood. + +Why did events have to take the bits in their teeth and gallop madly +along the road to ruin at the most placid and unexpected moments? Why +should an electric storm have blotted the sky and flashed its jagged +lightning over her nerves that especial evening? Why had she not +mastered the sirocco, driven it off in its first stealthy approaches? +But she melted to self-pity; Cresswell should not have taken her so +seriously. He might have realized that the storm, and that tiresome +dinner, and those tiresome people had goaded her unendurably. Grant them +every virtue, every grace, admit that there might have been an +attraction between herself and them in ordinary circumstances, but the +fact that they were old friends of her husband changed the whole +chemical situation. Attraction became repulsion, attempt to conceal the +fact as she would. But self-pity ultimately merged into self-accusation. +No matter what the causes, she had made a melodramatic scene. She had +told a lot of bare truths, which, like all bare truths, were only half +truths; about Eugene, for instance, practically admitting that she loved +him. + +Well, did she? She sat up suddenly in bed and pushed the hair back from +her brow with both hands. She pondered intensely a moment. She didn't +know. She really didn't know. Was it love, this feeling she had for him, +had had for him ever since she had been a girl of fifteen? It was a +powerful attraction anyway--a sympathy, an understanding. + +And Cresswell had offered her freedom, freedom! What did it mean? Her +heart began to beat quickly, excitedly. It meant the great adventure ... +if one had the courage ... one need "mourn no joy untasted, envy no +bliss gone by." She would throw off this ennui, this apathy which +afflicted her. She was free, free to seek and meet the unexpected. The +great adventure, a thousand adventures were before her. At last, she +would live. Suddenly she remembered her amulet. She must get it. She +gave this a moment's consideration, and then, before summoning her maid, +she went quickly to the telephone in her sitting-room, and rang up +Eugene Gresham's studio. + +To her relief, he was there and answered the ring almost immediately. + +"Are you there, 'Gene. I want to see you to-day, as soon as possible, +within an hour or so. Will it be convenient for you?" + +"Oh, perfectly. But," there was anxiety in his voice, "nothing is wrong, +I hope." + +"Oh, nothing much," she replied evasively, "only I want to talk to +you--but not here." + +"Why not take luncheon with me," he replied, "at half-past one and +where?" + +"Oh, not in any crowded restaurant," she answered a little impatiently. +"At some quiet place. A tea-room--the Wistaria?" + +"Very well. Then within an hour and a half." + +"And, oh, Eugene," her voice detaining him, "I want the talisman. Do not +fail to bring it. Do you understand?" + +If Dita wore as a protecting disguise the simple and conventional dark +gown which has been prescribed by certain unalterable rules of fiction +as the proper costume for a lady hastening to a rendezvous, it failed of +its effect, but served instead to accentuate her beauty; nor detracted +in the least from her as an object of interest and comment. + +And Eugene, with his fame, and his air, and his eyes, his lifted +shoulder and his limp, the pointed laurel leaves seeming to gleam +through his cloud of hair, handed her from her motor-car with the manner +of courts, his hat in hand, to the admiration of the passers-by. The +whisper ran: "Eugene Gresham and the beautiful Mrs. Hepworth." They +passed through a gaping aisle. They entered the tea-room to the craning +of necks. Poor souls! This was their measure of seclusion. Beauty and +genius! Fame and wealth! It is a combination New York loves. She serves +them up to her multitudes on a salver. + +They were successful, however, in finding a remote table beneath swaying +purple clusters of artificial wistaria and a dimly mellow light. And +while Eugene ordered the luncheon, Dita glanced about her with a +sensation of relief; new surroundings always seem to hold out the +alluring if frequently vain promise of new thoughts and this was the +beginning of adventure, of that new life of infinite variety she meant +to live at last. + +Eugene turned from the waiter, and leaning across the table narrowly +observed her. + +"A trifle pale," he remarked. "Mad Dita!" reproachfully and yet +tenderly. "I hope all that atmospheric unpleasantness--mental, I mean, +did not come boiling and seething to the surface after I left last +night. I hoped the sirocco had spent itself before I left. But doubtless +Hepworth understands how you are affected by a storm." + +"I'm afraid I did make rather a scene," she admitted, her lashes on her +cheek. "However, that is neither here nor there." + +He drew a breath of relief. + +"Then it is all over, the atmosphere cleared and we are to begin our +sittings to-morrow." He smiled in anticipation and laughingly drew her +picture upon the air. + +"No," she shook her head, and spoke more reluctantly than before, +"Cresswell has requested me not to have my portrait painted just now. He +is kind enough," her smile was shadowy, "to think that there is no +particular danger of an immediate waning of my beauty and he desires me +to wait a few months." + +"But that is impossible! Incredible!" he scowled with irritation and +threw himself back in the chair. "Oh, what a sirocco, what a sirocco it +must have been!" He shook his head back and forth and then dropped it in +his hands, studying the pattern of the table-cloth as though it were the +map of the situation. "To pass over my disappointment"--he lifted his +head and mechanically pushed about some of the dishes the waiter placed +before him on the table--"ignore it, let it go. I'm not going to press +that now; but there are other things to be considered. It is known that +I am to do your portrait. It was openly discussed last night. All this +must be taken into account. That is for appearances as far as you are +concerned. Then regarding me. I am not a paper-hanger or house painter +to be engaged and then dismissed at the whim of a millionaire. I can not +accept a commission from Hepworth and permit him to cancel it by a +negligent message, sent through a third person. Absurd!" He frowningly +bit a finger. "My plans and arrangements must be concluded for months +ahead. They can not be thrown askew like this. Oh, Dita, what did you +do, what did you say that brought this about? I worked like a Trojan +last night to avert anything of the kind." + +She did not answer, but sipped her tea with downcast eyes and he saw +that the lashes on her cheeks were wet. + +"Ah, Dita," his voice fell to a charming note of tenderness, a note to +stir any woman's heart, with the purple and white of the wistaria +clusters swaying above their heads and the mellow light reflected in his +eyes, his eager eyes which pierced life's stained and sordid curtain and +saw the wonder and miracle of beauty; and it was this power to discern +the eternal vision which illuminated his ugly, irregular, fascinating +face upon which work and dreams and experience had stamped their +impress. "You can not fancy what it means to me to paint your portrait +now. I've painted it before, crudely, in boyhood, and experienced then a +casual delight in the effort to portray a beautiful thing, and wrest a +few new secrets of art from the portrayal. That was all. But now," his +voice without being raised, yet lifted exultantly, "but now--my heart is +swept with insurgent seas at the thought of what it means. I am lover +and artist, fused in a fire of white enthusiasm. The lover sees, divines +what the artist can only guess at, and the artist offers to the lover a +perfected technique. I feel the stirring of this power to catch your +loveliness, Dita, and fix it on canvas imperishably. It would be the +great achievement. That is in the background of every artist's thoughts. +It is his pillar of cloud by day and his pillar of fire by night. The +great achievement!" He dreamed over it a moment. "I would paint the +South in you, Dita, 'warm and sweet and fickle is the South.' Ah! I +thought I loved you then. I thought I loved you the evening we parted, +but I know now that I have never really loved you before or I could not +have given you up." + +They were almost alone, nearly every one had left the room. A long trail +of wistaria blew before her eyes. The light glowed through the silken, +yellow shades. The South! She smelled roses and jasmine. It seemed to +her for one bewildering moment as if her heart had indeed blossomed in +purple and red. She smiled lingeringly, sweetly into his eyes. + +"The portrait's only postponed, Eugene, look at it in that way." The +words recalled her to herself with a start. This was paper wistaria and +electric light. She was no longer a girl in a flower-scented, green old +garden about to pose for a boyish and impatient artist. Here she was, in +spite of all her vows to the contrary, yielding to Eugene's spell +without a struggle. She was quite sure of his charm and magnetism, but +what she doubted now was her own heart. + +"'Ah, the little more and how much it is. And the little less, and what +worlds away,'" she murmured beneath her breath, wondering unhappily if +she were born to doubt everything. + +"But I can't and I won't submit to a postponement." He was now both +impatient and impassioned. + +"It is not final," she explained. "Do take it as a postponement, nothing +more. He has his reasons--oh, they are not what you suspect. He is not +jealous. He is too big for that. It is something I can not go into now." +Her sentences were disjointed. She seemed almost incoherent to him. "Let +it be so for the present. I implore, no, I insist, that there be no +explanations. But I must go, it is getting late," she started as if to +rise; then sank back in her chair and held out her hand. "Oh, the +amulet, Eugene." + +"I haven't got it," he threw out both empty hands and looked up at her +from under his brows with the expression of a naughty child. "Now +listen, Dita, before you get angry, although you're so wonderful when +you're angry that any one might be forgiven for tempting you into that +state; but after you called me up, the Nasmyths, those English people +you know, mother and daughter, were at the studio, and I was so intent +on getting them away in time to meet you, the mother is the most +interminable talker, that I finally bundled them out of the door and +came with them, with never a thought of the amulet." + +"'Gene, how like you!" Her face was full of dismay. "Cresswell +especially asked me to get it to-day, and I don't think he believed for +one moment that clumsy fib I told about having it mended." + +"I'll go at once and get it, and bring it to the house," he said +contritely. "You can make any explanation--" + +"No, no more explanations," she said decisively. "They are perfect +spider-webs, the most involving things any poor fly can tangle himself +up in. They are, to mix metaphors, the quicksands of any situation. +They make of the simplest matter a problem of complexities." + +"What does that go for?" Gresham tilted his head on one side and studied +her. "Does it mean that you and Hepworth quarreled about me, last +night?" + +She looked back at him in inscrutable pondering, as if considering the +point, wondering, in fact, whether she and her husband really had +quarreled about him. + +"No explanations, Eugene, that's fixed." + +"As you will," in careless assent. "But, Dita," again that ardent note +of tenderness, warming his voice, and stirring her heart with all those +intimations of romance which she had never known. "We might as well +accept the inevitable, accept it with joy, face the light quite +fearlessly. We might as well see clearly at last, what for years we +should have known and believed and welcomed with all our hearts--that we +belong to each other." + +Her quickly lowered eyelids veiled the sudden glow of her eyes. +"Perhaps," she whispered, "only I want time to think it out, to be sure +of myself. I--I've grown cautious." + +He looked at her with the smile that could say so many things and to her +said but one. "Take time then, Dita, but permit me to pray that it will +not be long. And I--I shall await with what patience I may that dazzling +morning when you will open your beautiful, dreaming eyes, and know at +once and for ever that you are at last awake. When you will say, 'This +is my day of love, this is my hour and Eugene's! The world may go.' Take +your days or months, Dita. I give them to you, for I know that every +hour that passes will bring you nearer to me." + +Famous artist, famous lover! Men saw his irregular, swarthy face, his +lifted shoulder, his limp, and wondered. But women saw the experiences +and aspirations and dreams that that face held, they saw the smiles +which said so many things exquisitely, they felt the subtle, intuitive +comprehension of every word, an understanding which held no +condemnation, but was as warming and stimulating as sunshine. His +love-making was as delightful and perfect as his art. + +But again she threw off the sweet, poignantly sweet influence and strove +to think clearly. + +"You had your chance, Eugene, before I was married. I would have +listened to you then, the night before you sailed for Europe, but you +didn't believe in me, you showed it plainly." Angry tears glittered in +her eyes at the remembrance. + +"Ah, how could I?" His smile was at once cynical and tender. "I knew +your temperament, that craving, artistic temperament. It is much like my +own. We spring from the same stock, remember. You had all the inherited +love of luxury and beauty as I told you then and you were starved, +starved, Dita, and in a state of revolt. Your imagination was aflame +with what Hepworth offered. And I--" he threw out his hands with a +disclaiming gesture, "Where was I? My feet on shifting sands, I hadn't +touched bedrock then. Ah, well, what's the use? The past is past. It's +the future we face. My heaven, Perdita, what a future!" + +His eyes held her, drew her. Involuntarily, she swayed toward him. Then, +impatiently, as if resenting her own attitude, she rose to her feet. + +Dita drove home, with the faint smile still lingering about her lips, +still dreaming in her eyes. She drove through the park, green still in +spite of frost. A mist palely irradiated by the sunshine it obscured +enveloped the landscape in a sort of opaline enchantment and +unsubstantiality. + +It was with a sigh of regret that she entered her own house. She felt as +if she had wilfully shut the door on the wooing and pensive autumn +without and gone into the bleak and wintry atmosphere of regret and +puzzle and doubt. + +But as she moved listlessly across the hall a servant handed her a note +from her husband. + +She tore it open and read it. Then she read it again. It seemed to her +that the rustle of the paper was like the crackle of thorns, and the +fool's laughter associated with it. She had meant to manage this +situation in her own way, to keep her hand well on the lever, and behold +it was all arranged for her. + +Very briefly the letter informed her that Hepworth's western interests +would require his personal supervision for several months. That he hoped +she would endeavor to make herself as comfortable and happy as possible +and arrange her time in any way that best suited her. That was all. But +as she walked to her own apartments it seemed to her that the air echoed +and rang with the arid and mirthless laughter of fools. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +A TELEPHONE CALL + + +Maud Carmine was slowly pulling off her gloves before the fire in the +old-fashioned drawing-room of the old-fashioned down-town house where +she and her mother lived alone. It was not five o'clock, but the +evenings were so short now that she hesitated whether or not to turn on +the lights, but the firelight was brilliant and so much more attractive +than electricity, no matter how softly shaded that might be. + +Yes, the firelight was so bright that in its radiance she could see her +figure reflected in the long mirror between the windows with its ornate +and early Victorian frame. She walked forward and standing before it +gazed at herself with a little smile. She was not a pretty woman, but +she was certainly a striking and attractive one and quite beautifully +gowned. That was the most noticeable thing about her, the _dernier cri_ +worn with style and distinction. Her heart went out in gratitude to +Perdita. + +While she stood there still surveying herself Wallace Martin was +announced. + +"And no tea here for you," said Maud. "I've been out all afternoon. +Mother is gadding somewhere at this unconscionable hour, so I suppose +they thought I didn't want any. I'll send for some and it will be here +in a jiffy." + +"I do want some, and some solid substantial bread and butter," confessed +Martin. "I'm hungry. I'm dining out to-night, but the dinner is set for +some unholy late hour, and I've been at a rehearsal all afternoon." + +"A rehearsal of your own play?" + +He nodded. "My very own," he said. "One of the million or two I've +written has actually been accepted." + +"Oh, Wallace!" She held out her hands, her interest and pleasure showing +plainly in her voice. "I am more than delighted. It seems too good to be +true." + +"Don't be too enthusiastic yet," he strove to speak dryly. "It may be +accepted by the managers, it is still a question whether it will be +accepted by the public. It's run one gantlet, but whether it will run +two remains to be seen." + +"Oh, Wallace," she cried again. "How can you be so pessimistic and calm +and calculating and all that? Why, I should be off my head with joy." + +"I am," he said tersely. "Maud, don't tell any one, but I feel like a +Wright aeroplane." + +"I won't breathe it," she promised gaily, "but please don't add to the +fame I'm sure you're going to get from that play, by flying over the +housetops to rehearsals. Oh, here is tea, muffins, bread and butter, +cake. Anything else you'll have?" + +He sank back contentedly. "Nothing but to insist that you tell that 1820 +butler of yours that you're not at home to any one else. It's too +deliciously cosy to be spoiled by women simpering and rustling and men +lounging and clattering in. Just the firelight--it's a little early for +fire, but this evening is quite chilly--and the tea-kettle singing in +that nice homey way, and even a big Persian cat on the hearthrug. It's +'ome and 'eaven. And what a contrast to last night! Better a dinner of +herbs like this, where love is, than the stalled ox of yestere'en." + +A faint blush seemed to tinge Maud's cheek, but it may have been, after +all, but the flickering firelight. + +"Last night wasn't awfully pleasant, was it?" she said with a little +sigh. + +"Pleasant! It was deadly. Poor Maud!" helping himself to more bread and +butter. "How hard you worked!" + +"How silly you are!" she cried indignantly. "Perfectly absurd the way +you all acted. Horrid-minded creatures, bored and trying to make a +situation out of nothing. Eugene Gresham and Dita have known each other +for years. There is even some kind of a southern relationship between +them, quite near, I believe." + +"La, la!" said Wallace, again helping himself generously this time to +cake, "your loyalty is beautiful, but don't let it drive you to take a +stand you may have to abandon." + +"Wallace!" she turned from him indignantly and the firelight showed that +her eyes were full of tears. + +"I mean it just the same." He placed his tea-cup on the table and bent +toward her. "Look here, Maud, your friend, Mrs. Hepworth, is a very +pretty woman, but she isn't a very bright one." + +"That is just where you are mistaken," she returned. "She is extremely +clever but you don't seem to understand how much training and +environment have to do with those things. Take a woman as pretty as +Dita, a woman who has been beautiful and admired from her babyhood--she +has always been the center of attraction, she has never had to observe +people closely, to study their moods and characteristics, never has had +to try to please." There was a depth of mournful experience in Maud's +tone. "Therefore she seems to carry things with a high hand, seems to +lack subtlety and finesse and deference to the opinions of others. +Therefore, you, seeing this, immediately put it down to lack of brains. +It is a stupidity unworthy of you, at least it is a snap-shot judgment, +a lack of that careful, sympathetic study and analysis of character +which I should fancy would be necessary to you as a playwright." + +He sat for a moment or two, with hands loosely clasped between his +knees, gazing into the bed of glowing coals. This attitude and silence +on his part continued for some minutes. "There!" he turned around so +suddenly that she jumped, "I've given due and careful consideration to +all you have to say and I will repeat my original statement. Mrs. +Hepworth is a very pretty woman, but she isn't a very bright one, not +bright enough to be ordinarily discreet." + +Her shoulders twitched petulantly. "Wallace! The blot on your character +is that you are a bit of a gossip, yes you are, and you mingle with a +lot of idle people who have nothing better to do than to spend time that +might be put to valuable uses in making mountains out of mole hills. +Truly, it's an idiotic mental employment that is not worthy of you." + +"Maud, you rouse me to argument; you do, really. I am not talking about +Mrs. Hepworth's very manifestly displayed interest in Gresham last +night. That might be attributed to half a dozen different causes. She +might have had a row with her husband or dressmaker, or have been so +bored by the happy family group gathered about her that she was ready +for anything. Any one could see that she was rather out-of-sorts, +excited and reckless and all that. I am not even thinking of last night, +and I will immediately withdraw any aspersions I may seem to have cast +on Mrs. Hepworth's brain power, if you will tell me why she gave Eugene +Gresham that old trinket, amulet, talisman or whatever it is?" + +Maud began to laugh, quite naturally at first, and then she stopped +suddenly. She remembered the scene of the night before, the empty space +in the tray. She remembered Cresswell Hepworth's surprise, and Dita's +sullenness. + +"But you heard Dita last night say that it was broken and that it was +being mended," she protested, but some way her protestations sounded +flat and unconvincing in her own ears. + +"Yes, and you remember that she glanced quickly at Eugene Gresham before +she answered. You also remember that Hepworth, in the innocence of his +heart, explained that the old legend or tradition which had been +connected with the charm for centuries had been that it could neither be +bought nor sold, but that it could only be given away, given away with +the heart's love of the possessor, and in that case it would prove a +blessing to both him who gave and him who took." + +Martin stooped and lifted the Persian cat upon his knees. "Well, my dear +Maud, the end of that story is that Gresham has the amulet." + +"If that is true," she flashed back, "he took it to be mended for her." + +"The circumstances do not seem to point that way," he said mildly. +"Really, Maud, it's the deuce of a mix-up, and I'm simply trying to +prepare you for the worst. You know those English people, the Nasmyths, +in draggled tweeds and velveteens; the mother wears an India shawl, and +the daughter a hat which looks as if it were made of carpet. Well, they +were at the Hewstons' to luncheon to-day and they had just come from +Eugene Gresham's studio where they had been pottering about the best +part of the morning, although Alice Wilstead said their boots and their +faces looked as if they had been chasing over plowed fields. Well, they +were yelping about Gresham like all other women, and raving about the +beautiful things he had, and Mrs. Nasmyth told how she got to poking +about on a table and found your friend's amulet; and she, of course, +made an awful scream about it, and Gresham, who, she naively remarked, +didn't seem any too pleased at her discovery, explained that it was a +good-luck charm, of very ancient workmanship, which had been given to +him by a dear friend, and then he gently and firmly locked it up before +her eyes in a little cabinet." + +"Horrid creature!" murmured Maud. + +"Who?" said Wallace eagerly. "You can't possibly mean Gresham, do you, +Maud? What!" his tones expressed a wondering delight as she mutely but +emphatically nodded her head. "To hear a woman speak thus of that hero +of romance! Never has such a grateful sound saluted my ears. Never! +Maud, I am really afraid I am going to hug you." + +"You are going to do nothing of the kind." She could not help laughing, +although she was seriously worried. + +"Well, we'll waive it for the present," he conceded, again sinking +languidly back in his chair, "but that isn't the worst. I told you that +it was the deuce of a mix-up, and so it is. To continue now on page +eight hundred and ninety-nine, the Nasmyths babbled all this out at +luncheon, and old Hewston got perfectly apoplectic. He swelled up and +became purple and emitted the most dreadful snorts and whiffles, and +grunts and groans, until finally just as his wife and Alice Wilstead +thought he was going to fall down in a fit, he got up and puffed away +from the table, and Alice and Mrs. Hewston rushed after him, leaving the +poor Nasmyths to take care of themselves. And not one thing could those +two women do with him. You know what an obstinate, pig-headed, +meddlesome old thing he is--and his head was set on jumping into his car +and off to tell Hepworth as quickly as possible and, my dear Maud, that +is what he did. Alice Wilstead said that she and Mrs. Hewston hung on to +his coat-tails up to the very moment he entered the car, begging, +praying, beseeching, imploring. She said he dragged them all the way +across the sidewalk and literally kicked himself free from them." Martin +threw back his head in a great burst of laughter in which Maud very +feebly joined. + +"I wish I'd been there," she said regretfully. "He'd only have got in +that motor over my dead body; but, Wallace, when did you hear all this?" + +"I met Alice Wilstead limping up the avenue, on her way home, and she +told me about it." + +"I wish--" began Maud, but she was interrupted by a summons to the +telephone. When she returned to the room a few moments later, her face +was graver than ever. + +"I'll have to leave you, Wallace," she said. "You can stay here with the +cat and the fire and the tea-kettle if you want to. Perhaps mother will +come in, but Dita wishes me to come to her at once." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +OUT OF THE GILDED CAGE + + +Prompt as Maud was in responding to Dita's plea for her immediate +presence, Dita was equally prompt in hurling herself upon her friend's +sympathetic bosom. + +Maud had been shown at once to the sitting-room of Mrs. Hepworth's +personal suite of apartments, and there Dita sat in the dim and +depressing gloaming of the unlighted chamber, a figure of dejection. + +She had not even removed her hat, but sat brooding in the twilight until +Maud's entrance roused her and she flung herself across the room and +into the latter's arms with the impetuous rush of a cyclone. + +Dita was temperamentally far more given to anger than to tears, but the +strain of the last two days had culminated now in a burst of wild +weeping, and Maud found it necessary to soothe and calm her before she +could venture to inquire into the immediate cause of her friend's very +poignant and unfeigned distress; so she applied herself to the task of +consolation with only vague conjectures as to the cause for grief. + +She was able, however, from Dita's almost incoherent statements, to +patch together a fairly accurate idea of what had occurred. + +"Just read this letter," Dita thrust the sheets into Maud's hand. "Oh, +you can not, not in this light. Wait a moment," she touched a button and +the room was flooded with a rose-colored radiance. Maud stepped nearer +one of the lamps and gave her most earnest attention to the words +Cresswell Hepworth had written. His utterance through the medium of the +pen, was brief, self-controlled, restrained and to the point. And as +Maud read his well-considered words, something like a feeling of despair +swept over her. + +"He has gone, actually gone," cried Dita, as Maud handed the letter back +to her without comment. "Gone," she repeated the words as if the fact in +itself were quite unbelievable. She crushed the letter in her hand and +threw it on the floor. "He will be gone months, looking after his mines +and railroads and I'm to stay here. He never even said good-by to me, +and this," she touched the crumpled ball of paper contemptuously with +her foot, "gives me very plainly to understand that it is a virtual +separation. Oh," she jerked the pins out of her hat and sent that plumey +velvet head-covering spinning across the room, then turned to her calm +and sympathetic friend with a real fear and a real appeal in her eyes. +"What am I going to do? For a few months it will be all right, and then +people will begin to talk like everything. And you know how it will +appear. Every one will say that Cresswell discovered that I was having +an affair with some one, Eugene, of course, and that he, Cresswell, and +I had a row and that he refused to live with me longer, but that he +nevertheless was so chivalrous that he turned over this house and the +country places to me. Oh, dear, why did I have to have a sirocco?" + +"Heaven knows," said Maud. "Let it be a lesson to you. Never have +another one. There, there, dear, I didn't mean any reproaches or I +told-you-sos. So stop howling or you'll mar your beauty permanently. +Oh, now, don't lift your head and glare at me indignantly and say you +hope you will, that it's never been anything but a curse to you. I've +been too plain all my life to listen with patience to anything of the +kind. Now, let me think." She sat with finger on lip deeply considering, +while Dita still punctured the silence with loud occasional sobs. + +"You will have to travel," she said decisively. "Yup will have to travel +until people begin to talk and then you will have to keep on traveling +until they stop talking. But oh, Dita, can't you try and patch it up?" + +Her words gave fresh impetus to Perdita's gradually decreasing sobs. +"You do not know him," she wept, "and to tell the truth, neither do I; +but I have enough of an understanding of him to know that he always +considers a step very thoroughly before he takes it, looks well into the +chasm before he leaps, and it's no use trying to get him to change his +mind when he has decided what course he means to pursue. Anyway, I do +not wish it. I want to be free, but not this way. Oh, was ever a woman +placed in such a position as I? I believe Cresswell would forgive +anything but the sin of not knowing one's own mind and I had to confess +to him last night that I wasn't sure of mine or of my heart either. He +has a contempt for me, of course, and," rising restlessly and moving +about, "I can't and won't accept his contempt, and I can't and won't +continue to live on his money and potter about his old houses. I feel as +if I would rather die." + +"But, dearest," cried Maud bewildered. "What else is there for you to +do? What else can you do?" + +"Nothing apparently," she said. Her dark gown fell about her in the long +lines of perfect grace. As she stood there, beautiful as the tragic +muse, her great eyes transfixed Maud with her scorn, but the scorn was +not for her friend, but for herself. "What can I do? I am about the most +useless creature on all this green earth. I sit and cry at a situation +which tortures my pride, instead of coming to a decision. I made a +beggardly pittance trying to earn my own living, and I won't go back to +that kind of life, a disgusting, sordid, scrimpy life, which stifled +every generous impulse or spontaneous action. I will not go back, I will +not give up all the things I love and have become accustomed to. I was +born to this. I love it, and will have it, but not on these terms. + +"I haven't been utterly futile here, as I was in those other +circumstances. I have made Cresswell Hepworth's upholstery, stiff +houses, 'decorated and furnished by the most expensive and artistic +firms,' look really livable and lovely. Truly, haven't I? Great artists +have raved over them. Oh, I'm not afraid of velvets and tapestries and +embroideries. I have no burgeois reverence for them. Color was always +like clay to me. I always long to take it and mold it into new +combinations. Why, I couldn't keep my hands off a rainbow if I got a +chance at it, even the angels couldn't shoo me away." She was in one of +her swift, mercurial changes of mood, her mouth dimpling, her eyes +sparkling. "I'm not afraid of all the splendor of color or of all the +gorgeously rich materials that God or man ever devised. I ache to take +them and combine them and melt them together and contrast them. I'll +dare any combination to get an effect I want, an effect that haunts me, +and is like music in my consciousness. Isn't it strange that I can do +anything I like with great heavy draperies? I wave my hand at them and +they fall into just the lines I want. I can get all kinds of effects in +a room, but give me a little palette with little gobs of paint on it, +and little, little brushes and I can't do even a decent lamp mat. That +is one reason Eugene and I have always understood each other so well. +He, too, knows the call of color. Oh, stop looking that way, as if I +were going straight to shipwreck just because I mention Eugene. The +important thing to consider now is what I am going to do." + +"I've told you once," said Maud, with settled conviction; "travel." + +"On Cresswell's money?" bitterly. "Well, I suppose you think it's either +that or huddling into some black hole and attempting to earn my living +again--a phrase that's the synonym for me of a cheap and nasty +experience, but there must be some way out. No, I am utterly wasted, +futile, ineffective. I do not believe, I solemnly do not believe, that I +have one single, solitary gift in this world except being pretty." + +"Look at me!" said Maud with a rather whimsical, cynical little smile. +"I think that I'm the living proof of one of your especial gifts. Why, +Dita, my dear, I'm a creation of yours. I'm considered one of the most +stunning women in town and about the best dressed and," Maud's really +soft and attractive smile transfixed her face, "I've won, I am really +beginning to dare to believe it, the interest and I hope the affection +of the only man I ever cared for and who never gave me a glance when I +was just 'that plain Maud Carmine, who is musical, you know.' Oh, I mean +Wallace, of course," blushing. "I haven't got over the wonder of it yet, +I assure you. I'm still mentally pinching myself and saying, 'If this be +I.' Think of it, Dita! I know the treasures of the socially humble, if +any one does. I always had position, but that amounts to very little in +these days, unless one has other things to back it up. It has been +gradually losing importance, pushed to the wall by money, the ability to +entertain, personal charm and good clothes, an air, a flare, a wit; +until now the poor, solemn, superannuated thing, so long unduly revered, +is really trotted back into the corner. Yes, I had position, but not +recognition. The back seats for me, so I rubbed along on my music and +conversation as best I could, poor fool! And then you came, and waved +your magic wand over me, took me in hand, and the world began to +appraise me at your valuation." + +"That was nothing," said Dita carelessly. "I just have the knack of +seeing people as they ought to be. I could do what I did for you with +anybody, if they would only let me. You were nice and plastic and put +yourself entirely in my hands." + +"Plastic!" echoed Maud. "You mean hopeless! But turn about is fair play. +Take the advice I offer you, and travel. If you say the word we'll start +for Japan to-morrow. And you needn't touch a penny of your husband's +money either, my child. I have enough for both of us." + +"Maud, you're a darling." Dita smiled in warm appreciation. "But--" + +"But, Dita," Maud's voice held both fear and appeal, "if you do stay +here, you will not, you must not see Eugene Gresham." + +Dita smiled at her again, inscrutably. "An idea has come to me," she +said, quite irrelevantly, "a dazzling idea. I really believe that it is +the solution of the whole matter." + +She considered this dazzling idea, her eyes growing brighter every +moment. + +"Oh, Maud, Maud!" she cried, clasping her hands, "what an inspiration! +I'm going on my own again. Yes, I am. Don't look so horrified. I know +I've grouched and fussed a lot over my past efforts in that direction, +but you see I tried to do things in a small way, cotillion favors and +such, and it didn't suit me. It wasn't my _metier_, not my way. I loathe +detail. I can do things on a big scale or not at all. You know that. And +my present idea means the big scale. When I first came to New York I +regarded it as the great adventure, but then I didn't know how to go +about anything. I was as ignorant as a baby of everything--everything. +The tremendous professional skill required, my own ineptitude, the utter +inadequacy of my poor, amateur accomplishments, my entire ignorance of +business methods, all frightened, dazed, stupefied me, but now, now, I +just believe I'll have another try." + +"Oh, what _have_ you got in your head now?" cried Maud in frightened +resignation. + +"You see it's like this," Dita ignored the question and continued to +follow her own train of thought. "New York demands one of two things of +the stranger who comes knocking at her gates, either training or a new +idea. She can take care of any trained person, but if she has to conduct +the educational process, she does it with a club. Now I'm going back to +her with my new idea. Oh, I was crushed a bit ago, but now I am really +enjoying myself as I have not done since the first dazzle of marrying +Cresswell and seeing his money turn itself so easily into the beautiful +things I had longed for all my life. But I've been getting tireder and +tireder of being the twittering canary in the gilded cage. Cresswell +opened the door last night and now I'm going to fly put, but in a +totally different direction from the one he expects me to take." She +laughed delightedly. "Oh, do you think New York will listen to my new +idea?" + +"She'll listen to Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth," said Maud dryly. "It won't +make much difference about the idea, whether it's new or old." She +thought of a conversation Hepworth's friends had held at the wedding +breakfast and sighed reminiscently. "I'm afraid you're making Cress +rather a background." + +"Why not?" said Dita cheerfully and defiantly. "Serves him right, going +away in the fashion he did and putting me in such a position. 'Moses an' +Aaron,' as my old mammy used to say, you needn't try to dissuade me. +You'll be as crazy about the idea as I am when I unfold it to you. The +twittering canary is going to hop out of the gilded cage, and build her +own nest. It's the great adventure. It is to live. Won't Cresswell open +those sleepy eyes of his when he sees this move of mine on the +chessboard? I'm done with failure, this venture of ours is a success +before it's begun." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +A DOLL OR A BOX OF CANDY + + +Perdita, being one of those ardent, mercurial creatures who run with +winged feet to meet every event in life, whether it be joyous or +disastrous, had encountered her bad quarter of an hour the morning after +the dinner party. + +Hepworth's, however, was postponed for a later and more lingering +occasion. We euphemistically limit these seasons of judgment to quarters +of an hour in speaking of them, but they are quite independent of time, +and may continue through days. + +Perdita had a temperamental advantage. Hers were those swift changes of +mood so disconcerting to the devils of ennui and depression; but her +husband's period of reaction lasted, with but little mitigation, all the +way across the continent. + +A most lusty and persistent demon of doubt and self-accusation boarded +his car within a few hours after the train left the station, invaded his +luxurious solitude and, indifferent to a chilling reception, there +remained. To Hepworth, the demon's most searing insinuation was that, +instead of a masterly retreat in good order, this departure of his for +the other side of the continent was a virtual renunciation of all that +he cared most to win and to hold. Fool and coward, the demon whispered, +to quit the game just at the moment when his presence was an imperative +necessity. But, although the demon was eloquent--it is an attribute of +demons--and his suggestions were like red-hot pincers, it never entered +Hepworth's head to turn back. On the contrary, it was characteristic +that having decided on a certain course, he was not to be swayed by the +demon's most subtle and ingenious arguments. He was merely rendered +supremely uncomfortable by them. + +He had offered Perdita her freedom and he meant it without any +reservations. She should decide on her own course, follow her own +leadings according to the limits of her own folly or discretion, but +free she should be, and free even from any shadowy influence that his +mere presence might exert. Quixotic, scrupulously so: but then that was +Hepworth's way. + +The demon laughed at this obstinately maintained, unalterable decision. +What chance, it sardonically suggested, had any mere average man against +a rival like Eugene Gresham? Women love glamour. Perdita especially +adored it blindly. Most women, certainly Perdita, would rather follow +the alluring, brilliant gleam of the will-o'-the-wisp, any time, than +the smoky but dependable light of the useful household lantern. + +These gloomy reflections served to goad and stab like so many tormenting +banderillos, but Hepworth's resolution to absent himself for a time, and +thus insure Perdita a free hand, remained unalterable, in fact it +hardened, became like iron. + +The journey over, his spirits improved; the demon was far less +persistent and only occasionally showed himself. There were a number of +business matters of varying importance requiring his attention, and +these very fully occupied his mind. He had made his headquarters for a +time at Santa Barbara. + +Then, suddenly, his busy, if rather monotonous and routine existence +became diversified by a series of peculiar events which, in his most +wildly imaginative moments, he would never have conjectured. + +One afternoon, as he sat before an open window in the villa he had +taken, looking out over a wonderful garden, all fragrance and color, at +the blue channel, the mountains, the distant islands gleaming fairy-like +through their golden haze, the name of Mr. James Fleming was brought to +him and served very effectually to rouse him from his spiritless +daydreaming, on whose confines hovered the demon. + +Hepworth sat up, care vanished from his brow, the depressed droop of his +mouth changed to a smile. "Fleming! Jim Fleming!" he exclaimed. "Show +him in at once," to the waiting servant. + +Mr. Fleming wasted no time in appearing and Hepworth pushed back his +chair and rose, meeting him with a hearty hand-clasp and one of his most +brilliant smiles. + +This was the effect the arrival of Fleming invariably produced. One +might have thought from the way men greeted him that he was some great +public benefactor. Quite the opposite. Hepworth, and no doubt many +others, had, through him, lost thousands of dollars, but this did not in +the least affect their pleasure in his society nor tarnish their +confidence in his good intentions. + +Fleming was about Hepworth's age, rather tall and rather stout. He had a +broad, clean-shaven face, and the mouth of an orator, large, mobile, +stretching across his face in a straight line and turning up sharply at +the corners. His eyes, which were blue-gray, had a most ingratiating and +irresistible expression of camaraderie. + +During the course of his life many unkind names had been applied to +Fleming, but by women, mark you, never by men. There were quantities of +good wives and mothers who regarded him very much as the devil is +supposed to regard holy water. Had they not reason? At the very mention +of his name they had seen a certain wild, primitive gleam light the eyes +of even their most staid and house-broken men, and at the sound of his +voice the most tractable and responsible husbands would seem to hear +again the pipes of Pan, and forgetful of duty, daily bread and family +obligations would follow eagerly whither those wild notes led. + +Beyond question Fleming possessed that magnetic quality which opens all +doors. He was at home in any society and where he was laughter flowed as +wine. He had neither profession nor settled business, but always +referred to himself as a "prospector--a prospector of the old school." + +The first gay greetings over, Mr. Fleming established himself in a +comfortable chair, and said without preamble, but with his usual +devil-may-care nonchalance, "I've come to ask a favor of you, Cress, a +mighty big favor." + +Hepworth mechanically stretched his hand out toward his check book. + +"Oh, it's not money I want this time," said Fleming easily. "It's no +favor to me to lend me money. That's always spent on others. Anyway, +I've got more than I can handle for once. You see, it's this way. I've +got to go over to Idaho. I've just got wind of a big thing there, a big +thing. Two boys I know want me to go over and look at it and I'm off +to-day. Biggest thing that's been struck in years, they tell me. Both +of them stone broke. Didn't have enough money to pay railway fare. Stole +rides, practically no food for a week. If there's anything in it, I may +be good enough to allow you to finance it." + +"Let me see," said Hepworth reflectively, "according to the invariable +law of ratio, I'm about due to win on some of these ventures of yours +I've so obligingly financed." + +Mr. Fleming solemnly and sadly shook his head. "Set a beggar on +horseback and sooner or later he'll show his rags. The born millionaire! +You show all the degenerate earmarks." He pointed the finger of scorn at +Hepworth. "Even if I hadn't come along you would still have been a +millionaire, climbed to it on some one else's shoulders. Entirely +forgotten the old days, haven't you? Why who," explosively, "laid the +foundation of your soul-deadening fortune? Me. Myself. Well, that's what +a man has to expect in this world. But seriously, Cress, I do want you +to do something for me." + +"Don't frighten me in this way then," said Hepworth. "If it isn't money, +I'm getting apprehensive. You're in some scrape and I've got to take +off my coat and work like a nigger to get you out." + +"Honest to God, no," said Mr. Fleming fervently. "It's just this. You +see my little girl is here to spend her vacation with me--jumped across +three states and got here day before yesterday, and under the +circumstances it's kind of rough on her for me to go skating off this +way leaving her all alone in a barracks of a hotel and in this place +where she don't know a soul. Sure's I'm sitting here, Cress, I did my +best not to listen to the boys," Fleming spoke earnestly. He always had +the virtue of believing profoundly in himself. "It didn't seem fair to +her, you know. But, oh Lord! What's the use? You know how it is when a +new property swims into my ken. I get the fever so's I can't eat and I +can't sleep, and it's 'my heart in the Highlands' so's I'm like to die +unless I'm up and away to that little old new mine that's just been +found, seeing what's to her, anyway. And you may believe it or not," in +solemn asseveration, "but all the time I'm holding back and trying not +to go. I've got the cramp in my feet so that I can't hobble, but the +moment I yield, and take to the path again, it's gone. That's a fact. +Now," the musical note of persuasion was strong in Mr. Fleming's voice, +"now all I'm asking of you, Cress, is to look in on my little girl now +and then and see that she has everything she wants. She's got a sort of +vinegar-faced Sue with her that she calls her maid, so she's not +entirely alone; but I want to be easy in my mind about her, to know that +she's got some one to fall back on if anything unpleasant comes up. + +"She's pretty cute, you know. About on to everything that's going. Can +take the best kind of care of herself. Has had to, poor kid. Her mother +died, and you know, Cress, she might just as well have had a grasshopper +for a father as me. Although I've tried, she'd tell you herself, I've +tried, that is, as far as the limitations of my artistic temperament +would permit. But when I feel the _wanderlust_ and the _weltschmerz_ and +all that in my blood and hear the siren voices of new properties +calling, why, the fireside fetters have got to fall, the white, clinging +arms have got to unloosen their grip. That's all there is to it. You +know in books how the father of a motherless daughter is always father +and mother and brothers and sisters and grandmother, uncles and aunts to +her? Well, I haven't been all those to Fuschia. I wouldn't have known +how and she wouldn't have stood for it. She's got no particular use for +fireside fetters, herself. Oh," optimistically, "I guess she'll be all +right here. I'm leaving her all the money she can spend. But I just want +you to keep an eye on her. Kind of see that the wheels are running all +right and that she's amused and don't mope. You'll like her, you know. +It's a funny thing, but everybody's just crazy and always has been about +that kid." + +Hepworth was not proof against the appeal in his old friend's eyes, +neither was he capable of shattering Fleming's simple faith that he, +Hepworth, a jaded and middle-aged person, would find Fleming's daughter +a delightful and interesting charge. + +Fleming's mind still ran on his child. "She's about the only thing in +petticoats that has any real confidence in me," he said, with pride. +"It's only been once or twice in my career that I've seen a look of real +friendship in a woman's eyes. The first sight of me brings that wary, +on-guard gleam way back in their blue or brown windows of the soul. You +can't fool a woman. They've got those intuitions, you know, and they +know instinctively that I'm a born missionary to the henpecked, that +it's my mission in life to bring a little cheer into the lives of those +poor shut-ins, the married men; scatter a little sunshine on their path. + +"By the way," as if struck by a sudden thought, "you've married since I +last saw you. Some slip of a girl, I'll be bound. That's what the +middle-aged millionaire's sure to do. Well, hold on to your money, +Cress. Don't trust to your own fascinations. And you keep an eye on my +little Fuschia, won't you?" + +Manfully concealing his apprehensions, Hepworth promised to do all that +lay in his power to be a father to Fleming's daughter and had the +consolation of seeing his old friend depart most jauntily and evidently +with a weight off his mind. + +But when the door had finally closed on him Hepworth let his +perfunctorily smiling face relax. But it did not remain merely grave and +preoccupied, for as he continued to gaze fixedly, but unseeingly, at a +large paper weight before him, his eyes narrowed and his brow contracted +in a frown. + +He had neither the heart, time nor inclination to spend his leisure +moments amusing such an utterly spoiled, untrained, undisciplined child +as he was sure Fleming's daughter must be. Allowed to choose her own +path from babyhood, wilful, headstrong--oh, well, what was the use of +anticipating? He'd promised to look after her, and disagreeable duty as +it was sure to be, he had to see it through, and that was all there was +about it. + +He decided to look her up the next afternoon. Take her a doll or a box +of candy. Perhaps, though, she was too old for a doll. How old was she, +anyway? He had forgotten to ask Jim. Probably about twelve or fifteen +years. Yes, certainly, the box of candy was safer. That was always +acceptable and agreeable to any of the seven ages of women. + +He sighed again, and then, as if seeking distraction, he picked up the +New York newspaper he was about to open when Fleming's card had been +brought to him. He surveyed it languidly, his eye roving with +indifference up and down the columns. Suddenly his attention was vividly +arrested. + +His whole gaze, even further, his whole heart hung on a paragraph +stating that Eugene Gresham had just sailed on the _Mauritania_. It was +known among Mr. Gresham's friends that he had recently received a +commission to paint the portrait of a princess of the royal house of +Austria and that upon completing this he would go to England to finish a +portrait, already begun, on a previous occasion, of the beautiful Lady +Heppelwynd. Mr. Gresham, when seen on board ship a moment before +sailing, would neither confirm nor deny these rumors. + +The frown disappeared from Hepworth's face. What commendable discretion! +Whether the credit were due Dita or Gresham mattered little. It was the +admirable restraint, this delicate and unexpected regard for +appearances, which Hepworth applauded. To do him justice, that was his +first thought, the sober second one was profound relief that the +fascinating will-o'-the-wisp was as far away from the impulsive and +curious Dita as was the smoky lantern. He put the paper down and rose to +his feet. Fleming's little girl should have a box of candy that was a +box of candy. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +FUSCHIA FLEMING + + +Procrastination was a thief that had never succeeded in wresting much +time from Hepworth. He was one of those rare and exemplary natures who +never put off until to-morrow what they can do to-day. Never did he +stand shivering on the edge of his cold bath, but plunged in immediately +without pause for consideration. Obnoxious virtues these--prejudicial to +any popularity among his fellow-beings, therefore it speaks volumes for +him that he was able to overlive them. + +This all goes to show that although the duty of keeping an eye on +Fleming's daughter became more repugnant to him the longer it remained +in contemplation, he yet lost no time in looking her up, as he expressed +it to himself. Neither did he waver in his promise to himself fitly to +celebrate Eugene Gresham's departure for other shores, but kept his vow +by selecting the most gaudily decorated and wastefully beribboned box of +sweets he could secure, and armed with it, as a hostage to impertinent +childhood, took himself to the big hotel where Miss Fuschia Fleming was +stopping. + +He sent up his name to her and was very shortly informed that Miss +Fleming was in the garden and would be delighted to have him join her +there. + +Hepworth curled his lip. What grown-up airs! Naturally, she had lost no +time in turning up her hair and having her gowns lengthened since her +father's departure, and he, Hepworth, would have to play up to this +phase of missishness. + +He was dazzled for the moment by the bright sunshine, the brilliant +flowers, and mechanically followed the page, threading his way through +various groups of people. Before a table among the roses sat a young +woman reading. The page stopped; Hepworth stopped; the young woman cast +aside her book and rose. + +[Illustration: Before a table sat a young woman reading.] + +"How do you do, Mr. Hepworth?" She stretched out her hand with a boyish +gesture, smiling into his eyes, and the sunshine grew dim. "Won't you +sit down? I've just ordered some tea. If you don't drink it, won't you +tell the man to bring you something else when he comes? Father said--" + +"But father is surely not Fleming, Jim Fleming," he said, firmly +determined to get this absurd mistake straightened out at once. + +"But father just is," she asserted as firmly. "And since you asked for +Miss Fleming, I am she, Fuschia Fleming. That is my ridiculous name." + +But Hepworth had so far lost his mental equilibrium that he could not +immediately recover himself. + +"Fuschia Fleming is a little girl," he insisted, although this time not +half so positively, "and great Heavens," with one of his quick smiles, +"I've brought you a box of candy and just barely escaped buying you a +doll." + +"I wish you had," she said. "I love dolls, especially the kind that you +would bring me." There was undeniably something heady about Fuschia +Fleming's glance. "And as for sweets, they're grateful and comforting to +any age. You'd better give me that box at once, and I'll give you a +practical demonstration of my appreciation." + +Fuschia had the curliest mouth. There is no other way to describe it. It +was all in ripples, not small, but looking smaller than it really was +because it turned up quite sharply at the corners, like her father's. +And the lashes that lay on her pale, smooth cheeks were the curliest and +longest Hepworth had ever seen. Her eyes were blue, blue as the sea, and +very cool and gay and inclusive. Without being sharp or speculative or +inquisitive, they yet took in all the details of whatever they rested +upon. + +But Hepworth was a keen observer, and he noticed at once that although +her pale face was for the most part alive with laughter, there was yet a +certain worn look about it, as if she had been recently over-taxed and +fatigued. There were faint but undeniable lines about the mouth and eyes +that time had never etched there; and that blythe assured bearing, her +detached, yet ready manner, were not suggestive of the ease of confident +youth. They bespoke training. + +Hepworth's eyes, their droop rather more pronounced than usual, were +fastened on an adjacent palm, as if he demanded from it the answer to +this riddle. Getting no response there, he turned his speculating eye +on a tree of magnificent crimson roses as if hoping for some +enlightenment from that quarter. + +"Why do you not tell me all about it?" urged Fuschia gently. "What's the +use of trying to puzzle me out unaided? Father has evidently told you a +lot of conflicting things. I really can throw more light on the subject +than any one else." + +Her voice was beautiful, soft and full and creamy, with all exquisite +modulations and inflections, and its music cleared Hepworth's befogged +brain. He released the palm and the rose tree from the third degree to +which he had been subjecting them, and leaned back in his chair as if he +relaxed his mind as well as his body, smiling back at her, as confident +now, and as assured as herself. + +"I don't have to," he said. "I know. It's just come to me. You see your +father didn't happen to mention that you are studying for the stage." + +"Studying for the stage!" she cried, as if to refute him, considered, +and then nodded emphatically. "Of course I am, and expect to be until I +die; but hardly in the sense you mean. My field of study at the present +time includes a good deal of practical experience. I've been on the +stage now for three years, ever since I left school." + +"On the stage!" he exclaimed. "But my dear child, under what name?" + +"My own," she answered. "Oh, do not look so puzzled. It is the most +unlikely thing in the world that you should ever have heard of me. I'm +far from a star, just one of the humble members of first this and then +that western stock company. You see, my idea was to get my training and +experience before I burst upon New York. But New York is beginning to +seem too iridescent a dream ever to be realized." + +There was a fall in her voice, a touch of wistfulness, which Hepworth +found rather touching because its pathos was both uncalculated and +unconscious. + +"Why?" he asked in surprise. This note of resignation in her tones, of +acceptance of a disappointing, inevitable circumstance, struck him as +singularly out of character and aroused his curiosity. + +"It's been the same thing several times in succession now," said +Fuschia, a touch of superstitious gravity in her expression. "Just as +father is preparing to stake me, and I'm getting a company together to +take New York by storm as Rosalind, why, father loses his last dime on a +dead-sure thing. There's a law about it. The biggest winning proposition +in years, always comes along just as I am ready to cross the Alps and +storm Italy. Uncanny, isn't it?" + +"What nonsense!" Hepworth clipped off the end of a cigar as if it were +Fleming's head. "Do not let yourself be affected by such an absurdity. +The only law, and I admit it's a strong and binding one, is Jim's +selfishness and irresponsibility. Now my dear child," Hepworth was +beginning to fancy himself enormously in the role of paternal adviser, +"you make him give you as much as possible." + +"I do," she interrupted softly. + +"And you lay it all aside, very securely, never touching a penny of +it--" + +"What about my clothes?" another interruption. + +"Never touching a penny of it," went on Hepworth firmly, ignoring these +asides on her part, "until you have saved enough to finance yourself. +Isn't that reasonable?" + +"Ye-s," admitted Fuschia. "It is a very reasonable and sensible +suggestion, Mr. Hepworth, that is," thoughtfully, "if you leave out +father and me. But just get it into your head that at the moment I'd +save a nice little heap, father would be hit with an overwhelming +impulse to back the wrong horse, and, here's something awfully queer +psychologically, Mr. Hepworth, I'd know as sure as I'm Fuschia Fleming +that it was the wrong horse, and yet, I'd get inoculated with the mental +virus before I'd know it, and beg him to let me in on it. And you know +that father is incapable of staking half or even two thirds of his +little all against any proposition he believes in. The only thing that +can satisfy him and make his blood tingle is to stake the whole. No +limit but the blue canopy of heaven. Limits do fret father." + +Mr. Hepworth slightly lifted his shoulders. Then he dropped another lump +of sugar into a cup of hot tea she had given him. + +"I wish to seem neither irrelevant nor impertinent," he said at last, +"but can you act?" + +Miss Fuschia Fleming threw up her white chin and laughter bubbled +unquenchable from her throat, not vain-glorious mirth, as if the fact of +her superlative achievement mocked his crude question, but the +unrestrained laughter of genuine amusement. + +"The idea of asking an actress such a question," she said at last, +touching each eye lightly and deftly with a delicate handkerchief. "You +may thank your lucky stars that I don't nearly drown you with +picturesque and highly colored tales of my triumphs and then hurl the +full scrap-book at you. My, but you are a rash man! To ask a +professional if she can act!" Again her full-throated laughter rang out +delightfully and so heartily that it shook the petals from the cluster +of pale golden roses she wore on her breast. + +"But look here, seriously now," her laughter died quickly away, her face +assumed a gravity he had not dreamed her mobile features could express, +her gaze fastened upon him with a sort of hungry, passionate eagerness. + +"That was a horrible question of yours," she shivered, as if the breeze +blowing over the gardens from the Elysian sea chilled her. "One should +know intuitively, instinctively whether an actress can act or not. Good +Lord!" she brought her hand down on the table. "If you don't feel it, +know it, beyond all argument, why it isn't there, that's all. + +"Unless I set you dreaming, unless I suggest in this or that varying +pose or expression, the whole world of women, I'm not a born actress. +Training, study can make a good mechanical nightingale of me, a clever +imitation of the real thing. That's all. But unless I have the chameleon +quality of reflecting my part, the unerring understanding of any type of +woman I may be called upon to represent, how can I be an actress? What +does it profit me to give the public a carefully studied, intellectual +representation of Portia or Nora, or Juliet or Candida, wide apart as +the poles as they may be? I must not only apprehend them, I must be them +in every fibre of my being, in every cell of my brain, in every beat of +my heart, or I'm nothing. Unless I can convince you that Camille and I +are one in emotion and view of life, and then obliterate that +impression when I speak to you as Rosalind, why I'm not an actress, not +the kind I care to be, anyway." + +"By Jove, my dear," cried Hepworth, "you need have no doubts on that +score." He had not felt the thrill of such genuine enthusiasm for many a +long day. + +He forgot the delicate and uncertain state of his marital affairs, +forgot the censorious world, his ennui and doubt and regret. + +"I have a conviction," he said, "that Jim is going to win a lot on this +new proposition of his. If he doesn't, it's all the same anyway. Why +should you waste your youth and your genius in twentieth rate stock +companies?" + +In spite of these cheering words, her head continued to droop. Her face +had grown paler, and sad were the eyes she lifted to his. + +"But you asked me if I could act. You weren't sure. You didn't see me as +Camille or Rosalind. You just saw Fuschia Fleming all the time." + +"Of course I did." His smile was most comfortingly reassuring. "But I +saw Fuschia Fleming as Juliet and Portia and all the others. I merely +asked you if you could act to see what you would say. No, no, my dear, +your future is written so plainly that he who runs may read. No more +one-night stands in dreary little towns, Miss Fuschia Fleming, but long +engagements, crowded houses, enormous box-office receipts, wildly +enthusiastic audiences. Can't you hear and see them? New York, London, +Paris for you!" + +"Oh-h!" Fuschia was herself again. She exhaled rapture in an ecstatic +sigh. She rose. It is impossible to sit in moments of such high +exultation. She positively seemed to soar, to tread on clouds. It was +growing late and chill. Almost every one had left the garden, only a few +absorbed groups remained. Fuschia was an actress. Self-expression was a +necessity to her. She rested her hand, a snowflake, gratefully on his +arm, she floated against him, a thistledown, and before he knew it had +lightly, enthusiastically, unconcernedly kissed him on the cheek. + +"You dear," she cried, "I'll repay you by showing you what I can do. To +tread the forest of Arden in New York! Oh-h! But you are not going. No, +no, no!" + +That was what Hepworth, rather overcome by the unconventional and +unexpected expression of her thanks, was preparing to do. He thought it +best, but his decision was not adamantine, far from it. He always prided +himself upon the open mind, and an ability to see all sides of a +question, so when Fuschia suggested that he return later and dine with +her, it struck him as a possible, even admirable solution of his daily +puzzle how to put in the evening and he accepted without more debate, +with an alacrity, in fact, bordering on gratitude. + +He was therefore on time to the minute and Miss Fleming was equally +punctual. + +As they sat through a dinner, not elaborate, but as prolonged as if it +were composed of all the courses on the menu, Hepworth was struck by the +positive quality of Fuschia's beauty. It was not always so, evidently. +She was as changeful as the chameleon she had spoken of. In the garden +that afternoon, in her white serge frock, she had at first impressed him +as a pale, rather attractive looking young woman whose charm was +greater than her prettiness; but viewed in the rose-colored lights, and +across the pink blossoms on their small table, she was a very wonderful +creature. She was, in truth, wild with joy and her expression of it was +delightful. Her eyes were blue as the sea when the sun is one vast +sparkle over it, her mouth, made for laughter, grew curlier every +moment. Her white evening gown was a dream. + +In addition to her admirable outward appearance, Miss Fuschia Fleming +was a comedienne of unsurpassed gifts. She was also witty, well-read and +sweet-natured, and when she chose to exert herself she could make sixty +minutes seem sixty seconds by any one's watch, even that of the grimmest +old curmudgeon, and Hepworth certainly was not the grimmest old +curmudgeon. He was only a very lonely and sad-hearted man whose days had +been hanging heavily on his hands. + +"Good old Jim," he soliloquized as he took his way homeward that +evening. "He believed sufficiently in my friendship to come right to me +when he was in a hole. Made no bones about it. Asked me to keep an eye +on his daughter, sure enough of my affection for him to know I'd do it. +I shouldn't wonder if this Idaho proposition is a good thing if it's +properly financed. Jim's judgment is pretty sound. Well, we'll see, +we'll see." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +SHOCKING THE HEWSTONS + + +As the winter wore on the weather in New York offered daily a more +violent and odious comparison to the blue seas and balmy airs of +California. The cold, sullen skies, dull, damp days and piercing winds +set more than one dreaming of sunshine and summer, and among the many +was Alice Wilstead. + +She was pondering thus, looking about her with surprise, one especially +snowy, dreary winter afternoon as she took her way to Mrs. Hewston's. It +was one of those thoroughly depressing days when nothing could really +raise one's spirits but the inspiring glow of firelight. Mrs. Wilstead +certainly looked as if she needed that and all positively cheering if +not inebriating things as she entered Mrs. Hewston's drawing-room. Her +piquant dark face was meant for smiles and gaiety, all of her features +apparently designed to that end, for the corners of her mouth, the tip +of her nose, the slant of her eyes, all inclined upward. It is a tragedy +when a person of such countenance is in an introspective or melancholy +mood. Sober meditations have an aging and blighting effect on the +features of those born to look out upon the world with an arch and +piquant interest. + +Isabel Hewston roused herself a little reluctantly. She was sitting +alone most comfortably in a delightfully easy chair, she had on a +becoming and loose Paris tea-gown. She had resolutely put behind her the +haunting specter of increasing flesh, had taken an afternoon off from +the persistent and continued battle she had been forced to wage with it, +and now lay, a box of sweets on the table beside her, a new novel in her +hand, enjoying to the full her temporary respite. It is to her credit +that she put aside her book at the most nerve-tingling paragraph without +a sigh. + +"Dear Alice," she exclaimed, lifting herself on one elbow, "you have a +bad-news look all over you, the very rustle of your skirt proclaims it. +What can be the matter?" + +"Give me some tea," said Mrs. Wilstead gloomily, "and let me sit down +and rest." She slowly removed her furs. "My dear Isabel, do you mean to +say you do not know?" + +"Know what?" asked Mrs. Hewston in bewilderment, ringing and +mechanically ordering tea. "How could I possibly know anything after +just getting off the steamer this morning? What has happened? You +haven't been speculating, Alice, and losing all your money?" + +Mrs. Wilstead hastily disclaimed any such unforgivable crime and +inconsolable grief as losing money. "Then really you have not heard," +she exclaimed. "Isabel, I am more worried than I can say. Lemon, please. +It is stupid of you, Isabel, never to get into your head the fact that I +couldn't be guilty of taking cream. To think of such a thing occurring! +I had hoped that with Eugene Gresham out of the way, having the decency +to go to England and France, and the papers full of his spectacular +stunts, that all talk would cease and that when Cresswell Hepworth came +back from that western trip that everything would be all right." + +"What are you talking about?" asked Isabel Hewston with the calmness of +despair. "If it isn't too much trouble, would you mind making a few +explanations? Just one might suffice." + +"It is that absurd, undisciplined Perdita Hepworth. She has had her head +completely turned by the success of Maud Carmine and now she and Maud +have gone into business together." + +"Into business?" Mrs. Hewston made a tremendous clatter among the +tea-cups. "Business! What can you mean? Cresswell has not failed?" + +"Good heavens, no! But that is the reason he has been so long in the +West. At least that is what every one says. Dita and Maud informed him +of this scheme, and he, of course, expressed his opinion of the whole +matter, refused to countenance it; but he couldn't do anything with such +a headstrong creature as Dita, and so he simply cleared out; went West +and has stayed there, while those two girls have gone stubbornly on and +carried out their plans." + +"Business!" Isabel still rolled her eyes in dazed speculation. "But what +kind of business? What could they possibly do? Lamp-shades, menu-cards? +I'm sure I've always heard that Perdita didn't make such a brilliant +success when she tried that sort of thing before!" + +"Menu-cards! Lamp-shades!" Alice laughed scornfully. "That's mere paper +dolls to this venture. This is a business of their own invention, +although Dita does take orders for house decoration also; but the main +purpose is dressing the wealthy, telling the plain little daughters of +the rich what to wear." + +"For pity's sake!" gasped Isabel. "What sort of place is it, beauty +parlors or dressmaking?" + +"Oh, dear me, neither! Nothing so commonplace. They have taken a house +just on the Avenue (they say it is a dream within), and you have to +write for an appointment, and then if they will consider you at all they +write back and set a time, and you go exactly as if you were calling, +you know, and you are received by either Maud or Dita or both. Then you +come again whenever they tell you, and all the time Dita is studying you +just as a portrait painter would. Finally, when she feels that she has +you thoroughly in mind, and is quite decided about the way you shall be +clothed, she has designs made for you of hats and gowns, little water +colors, you know, and sends you to her dressmaker. She also has your +maid come and dress your hair before her, according to her directions. +And it costs you!" Alice Wilstead pursed her mouth and lifted her brows, +"It costs you! Oh, like the dickens!" + +"Who is that?" said Mrs. Hewston turning. + +"Only me," Wallace Martin replied modestly and ungrammatically, +entering, as usual, unannounced, a privileged friend of the family, and +greeting the two women with his usual barking cheerfulness. + +"I just walked up home with that pretty little Lolita Withers, and, as +you were only a block or two farther, I came on here." + +The two women gazed at each other with a long, wondering stare. "Lolita +Withers!" they exclaimed simultaneously. "Pretty!" Nothing could have +been more eloquent than their tones. + +"My dear Wallace," said Mrs. Hewston, finding her voice, "is this some +new joke? Are you quite sane?" + +"He means it for a joke," said Mrs. Wilstead, who had been peering at +him curiously. "He is going in for eccentricity, or else the success of +his play has gone to his head." + +"Not a bit of it," replied Martin with unmoved smiles. "Lolita Withers +is at present an obviously pretty girl. Any one would so consider her." + +"Obviously pretty." Mrs. Wilstead had found her tongue by this time, and +acrid and scoffing it proved. "That skinny, ineffective little Lolita +Withers! Dull-eyed, anaemic, with stooping shoulders and wispy light +hair." + +"She looks like a dream of spring," said Wallace, helping himself +lavishly to tea and cakes. "A sort of an evanescent beauty. Truly, yes," +he affirmed, "she's been to Maud Carmine and Perdita Hepworth." He gave +a great burst of laughter. + +"If they can make any one believe that Lolita Withers is pretty," said +Mrs. Hewston dazedly, "they are indeed benefactors of the race." + +"Perdita Hepworth is a genius, a wizard. I always said so." Alice +announced this with a sort of triumphant conviction. "She could make +Aaron's rod blossom like the rose." + +"But where did they get the money?" Mrs. Hewston's mind turned always to +practical things. "If Dita really quarreled with Cress, would he--?" + +"Maud's money." Martin spoke with the assurance of one possessing +authoritative knowledge. "Cresswell Hepworth! Oh, no, he went off in a +terrible huff because the girls laid their plans before him and told him +what they were going to do. At least," he amended, "that is the idea I +got from the little that Maud has occasionally told me. Yes, it's Maud's +money; but they'll lose nothing, plucky girls! Double and treble it, +more likely. They've already had an overwhelming success." + +"I'm going to them," cried Isabel Hewston excitedly. "If they are so +wonderful they ought to be able to make me look slender without my +having to go to all the bother of being really slender." + +"You'll have to stand in line then; that old Mrs. Peter Huff is jumping +for joy and calling down blessings on their heads because they've +literally transformed her three ugly daughters. Maud said they were +splendid material, and Dita did wonders with them. The old lady hopes to +get them married off now." + +"Alice! When can we go to them?" Mrs. Hewston's voice was trembling with +excitement. + +"I can't go now." There was a distinct fall of disappointment in Alice +Wilstead's voice. "The truth is, I'm going to California with the +Warrens the first of next week. Why, what is that?" + +There was a sound of some one wheezing, puffing, muttering without the +door, and then the curtain was violently jerked aside and Mr. Hewston +entered. His hair stood up white and ruffled about his head, his face +was of a much livelier crimson than usual, and he was puffing out his +lips as if blowing fire and smoke from his mouth. In one hand he was +tightly clasping a newspaper. + +"Willoughby! My dear!" his wife rose in consternation. "What is it, what +has happened?" + +For answer Mr. Hewston spread open the paper and struck it with his +hand. "Read that," he cried tragically, "read that! My poor friend, +driven from his home by the vagaries of a mad, irresponsible girl, his +life ruined by the foolish, frivolous creature he married! Turned from +his home, he was driven to this." + +Wallace had seized the paper, and the two women hung over his shoulder +to scan the sheet before them. + +What met their eyes were huge, black head-lines above and below the +pictures of Cresswell Hepworth and a very pretty woman. + +The head-lines announced that the two had been in an accident in Mr. +Hepworth's motor-car at Santa Barbara. Both were thrown out, but neither +sustained any serious injuries. The article went on to say that Mr. +Hepworth had, during his stay in the West, evinced great interest in the +career of this beautiful and gifted young woman, an actress of +reputation in her part of the world, but unknown in the East. It was +understood, however, that she was to play a New York engagement during +the coming spring, making her first bow to a metropolitan audience as +Rosalind in a superb stage presentation of _As You Like It_. There was +no question of the beauty of the mounting of this famous comedy, nor the +strength of the company with which the young star would be surrounded, +as the capital behind her was practically unlimited. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +PUBLICITY + + +When the beautiful, young wife of a multi-millionaire takes advantage of +her husband's absence on a prolonged and unavoidable business trip to +embark upon a rather bizarre and eccentric venture of her own, it is to +be expected the situation will be hugely discussed, especially in its +three-fold phases--the lady first, the exact relations existing between +husband and wife next, and third, the business itself. + +Perhaps in this case the business should be put first, above the lady, +and above any sentimental interest in marital misunderstandings, for +Perdita's skill in "bedecking and bedraping" was well known among her +sisters, whose ideals in bedecking were those of Paris, and who had no +Greek longings to be "noble and nude and antique." And had they not for +the past two years enviously regarded Maud Carmine--who had been as a +walking _mannequin_ among them, the living, breathing advertisement of +Perdita's abilities. + +Therefore from the very first business bade fair to engulf the new firm +and sweep the two partners off their feet, and if the list of those who +daily assembled in "Hepworth and Carmine's" reception-rooms were to be +published, it would look like a social registry or a page from _Who's +Who_; that is, a page with all of the masculine names carefully culled. + +There were elderly ladies and young girls, and ladies in all the waning +stages between the two. The elderly and waning ones all hoped before +Mrs. Hepworth got through with them to look like the young girls, and +the young girls, with all the enthusiasm of youth, hoped to look like +Perdita Hepworth. + +There arrived then, one morning, at this palace of hope, Mrs. Willoughby +Hewston, who, as she stepped from her motor, glanced nervously right and +left and ascended the steps of the house Perdita and Maud had taken +just off the Avenue with an agility of which her best friends would not +have considered her capable. This nervousness, this hurry was due to the +fact that only the day before she had mentioned her intention to her +husband, with the result that she was thunderously ordered not to go +near the place, under penalty of his worse than censure. He gave her to +understand that this would be something too terrible for her imagination +even to apprehend. Consequently, Mrs. Hewston wasted no time in getting +to Hepworth and Carmine's as early as possible the next morning. She +would have been less than woman had she not done so. + +The reception-room was spacious, sunny and restful, depending for its +effect upon beautiful woods and long, unbroken lines; for color, there +was the hint of ivory and tea-green, ineffably serene, and there Mrs. +Hewston awaited Dita, her agitation subsiding somewhat under the calm +influence of the place. + +But when Dita appeared it returned in full force. "Oh, my dear," she +exclaimed, "what a charming spot this is! How original! How daring of +you and Maud! Oh, my dear, if Willoughby knew I was here!" She raised +her hands with a gesture full of meaning. "You know that he is in such a +state anyway over those newspaper articles." + +"What newspaper articles?" asked Perdita. "Do you mean those that have +appeared about all this?" she waved her hand comprehensively about her. + +"Haven't you seen them?" Mrs. Hewston looked frightened. "Oh, my dear +child, how very stupid of me. Why, why did I mention them? I supposed, +of course, that you knew. But if you do not, please do not ask me +anything more, for I never, never will be the bearer of bad news." + +Dita stared at her in puzzled amazement for a moment and then she took +her firmly by the shoulders. "Look here, Mrs. Hewston, you are +frightening me dreadfully. I haven't an idea what you are talking about. +Now you must tell me, indeed you must. Do you not see the state of mind +in which you leave me unless you do?" + +"Oh, my dear," Mrs. Hewston shook her handkerchief out of her bag, +evidently preparing for its possible use. "I didn't mean to frighten +you, and you shouldn't allow yourself to be so easily upset. Now, +understand, no one was hurt, but those dreadful papers yesterday were +full of a motor accident which occurred in California." + +"Cresswell's car?" interrupted Dita quickly. "Was he--" She was about to +say "injured," but Mrs. Hewston took the word from her mouth, or rather, +substituted another for it. + +"Alone? No, dear," shaking her head a little as at the regrettable, but +to be expected frailties of men. "He was not alone. He was driving the +car, it seems, with a beautiful young actress by his side. She must be a +very--er--persuasive person, too, because the papers said that she is to +appear here this spring in some superb production or other, and they +strongly insinuated that Cress' money is behind the whole thing. But you +see, that, as I said, there's nothing in it all, nothing really to worry +over." + +"I see," said Dita, but slowly and without enthusiasm. + +"And now, my dear," Mrs. Hewston had suddenly grown quite brisk, "let's +forget all this and talk of something that is more interesting to you, +because it's in your line. Perdita," in her most wheedling and cooing +tones, "I want you to make me lovely." + +"You are lovely, Mrs. Hewston." + +"Oh, in a middle-aged, broad, pink kind of way, but I want you to make +me look slender and lissome and girlish without all this awful dieting +and exercise and these dreadfully tight corsets that make one feel as if +one were nothing more nor less than blanc-mange in a tin mold. And you +know you do come out of them with your flesh all fluted, just like the +blanc-mange when it's set." + +"You shall be quite lissome, I promise you that," said Dita consolingly, +if rather absently. "Come to me again early next week and I shall have +some designs for you to consider, beautiful, long folds and all that. +But I can't perform miracles, you know, and you'll have to diet a little +and exercise; yes, and wear the boned corset; you don't want to look +like a--" + +"Do not say it!" cried Mrs. Hewston nervously. "I am sure you are going +to say either 'whale' or 'tub,' and I can't stand it. That's what those +awful corsettieres always say when I protest the least bit against +their tortures. + +"And Perdita, one thing more--my chin. I always say the chin is the +greatest give-away a woman's got. She can get around anything else, but, +no matter what she does, that chin sticks out like a cliff and reveals +every year she's lived. Of course, you may try to draw off attention +with a diamond dog collar or jeweled black velvets, but at the best +they're only poor, miserable makeshifts; and one must wear evening dress +no matter whether one has rolls of flesh or a gridiron of bones. If you +don't, people either think you come from the woods or have something +worse than bones or superfluous flesh to conceal. Just look at +Willoughby!" Mrs. Hewston's emotions overcame her here and she dabbed +her eyes carefully with her handkerchief. "He is fat as a pig. He +shuffles and hobbles about with the gout. He eats anything he pleases, +and never thinks of cultivating a pleasant expression. Yet if I should +die, he could marry again without difficulty. Oh, it's a hard world for +us women! But really, I must go, dear. Just look out and see if you see +Willoughby by chance, either up or down the street." + +As soon as she was assured of safety and had departed, Perdita, who, +fortunately for herself and her customers, had no other appointments for +the morning, sent for the papers of the day before and carefully +considered the incident of Mr. Hepworth, Miss Fuschia Fleming and the +motor-car as set forth in the various journals. + +"And so," said Perdita to herself with glooming eyes, when she had +finished an exhausting perusal, "he is going to back this deserving +young adventuress, who has, no doubt, played upon his sympathies, in a +great spectacular presentation this spring, and in New York. Well, there +will be something else spectacular. I will make this venture of ours a +stupendous success now or I will know the reason why. Where on earth is +Maud? She is never about when I really need her." + +She frowned a moment over Maud's delinquency and then happened to +remember that Miss Carmine had expressed an intention of being present +at a rehearsal of one of Wallace Martin's plays. Dita then decided on +the moment to drive to the theater and consult with her partner at once +on the new and spectacular policy of their house which she was mentally +outlining. + +But first, before starting, she thoughtfully selected some of a number +of photographs of herself and also of Maud. "I suppose I shall have a +dreadful time persuading her," she reflected as she drove through the +streets. "She has bred in the bone those old-fashioned ideals of New +York when it lived in Bleecker and Houston Streets." + +But curiously enough, while events of one character had led Perdita +strongly to consider the adoption of a certain line of action, +circumstances of a widely differing nature had impelled Maud practically +to the same conclusion. Which only goes to show how clever a weaver is +Fate and how wonderfully she contrasts and combines all her various +threads. + +For two or three hours Maud had been sitting in a dimly-lighted, empty +playhouse, watching the rather dreary and disillusionizing progress of +Martin's latest play. + +It was an odd thing, she mournfully reflected, that Wallace never got +himself, his own, bubbling, merry, joyous self, full of quirks and +quips, into his plays. They would seem to have been written by a +secondary personality, for they were all, without exception, intensely +serious and depressing, dealing with problems of the most complex and +dun-colored character. + +Maud was extremely practical. She never dreamed of buoying up her +spirits with any ambrosial reflections that this latest offering was "a +distinct contribution to the more serious drama." Neither did she +attempt to convince herself that there were enough high-browed folk in +the town to keep the play on for, peradventure, three nights. No, she +simply, and with her usual common sense, reserved judgment until the +third act, and then after a moment of wonder that Wallace had found a +firm of managers willing to undertake the production, with all the +expense entailed, when they had just one chance in a million to win (in +her opinion, at least), she turned to more practical issues. + +"Dita and I," she remarked mentally, "have got to make a stupendous +success if I want to marry Wallace, which I do, and he is going to +continue to write plays, which he is. But I'll have a frightful time +persuading Dita to run her business along the lines of twentieth century +advertising. She has all sorts of ante-bellum ideas about stately +procedure and measured methods, derived, of course, from those +generations of lazy southern aristocrats." + +While she mused, amid the terrific racket of moving things about the +stage in preparation for the fourth act, she felt a light touch upon her +shoulder, and looked up to see Perdita, pale but determined, standing +beside her. + +"I'll just slip into this seat beside you," said Mrs. Hepworth, suiting +the action to the word. "I want to talk to you a few minutes. Now, +Maudie, I know that you will not like it, but we've been doing +awfully well lately, and I think it would be a good idea to put what +we've made in advertisement. Of course, there's a lot we can get without +paying for it. The Sunday newspapers will print pages about us, +especially--especially if we let them have some of our most stunning +pictures and allow those interviews where the artists sit and make +sketches of you." + +Maud looked at her business partner as one who, bidden to rub a magic +ring on his finger and wish, sees his wish come true. Here was Perdita +approaching her tactfully, and timidly entreating her to do the very +thing that was in her mind to accomplish. She could not grasp it, but +sat staring at her companion in an amazement so profound that it bereft +her of speech. + +Perdita misinterpreted the silence. "I've got to make a red-and-yellow +success," she exclaimed with emotion. "I've--I've just got to be in the +newspapers. Don't take it in this cold, reproving way." + +"My dear Perdita," Maud spoke with crisp distinctness. "I'm not! It's +your attitude of mind, not your sentiments, that surprises me. The +latter are my own. You," she continued virtuously, "are probably +actuated by your vanity; I, by my heart. Look at that!" she waved one +hand toward the stage, "or rather don't look at it. Now let us come to +an understanding. You know that I have always loved Wallace. You know +that he has lately loved me. You also know what it costs me a year to +be one of the best-dressed women in New York and maintain my newly +acquired reputation for good looks; consequently the business has to +make handsome returns. We live in the twentieth century under artificial +conditions, and it's no use pretending it's Arcadia and the simple life. +It's not. We're hothouse blossoms, Perdita, products of this great +forcing bed, New York, and we might just as well adapt ourselves to +conservatory conditions. Wallace wouldn't look at me if I were a hardy +annual. He didn't when I was what God and nature made me. But Wallace +suits me, child though he is, in many ways, and I can do a great deal +with him. I may even," but Maud's tone had lost its high confidence and +was a trifle dubious now, "I may even make a playwright of him." + +"Why, here he is now with--with Eugene Gresham," interrupted Perdita. +This was but the second time Perdita had seen Eugene since his return a +few days before. + +Out from the wings stepped the two men and then clambered over the +footlights and the orchestra space, and hastened down the aisle to join +Mrs. Hepworth and Miss Carmine, who had now a number of large +photographs spread over their knees, intently studying them. + +"Good morning," Wallace shook hands exuberantly with both women. "Went +splendidly, didn't it? We're going to have the first act over again." + +"Very impressive, very," said Gresham, who looked in the best of health +and spirits. + +Maud cast one withering look at him, but it glanced lightly off, turned +aside by his smile. He saw it, however, and as quickly as possible got +into a seat on the other side of Perdita. + +"Have you seen the papers?" he asked happily. "Blessings on Miss Fuschia +Fleming. I shall do my humble best to keep the ball rolling. As soon as +she appears in New York, I'm going to put in a request to do her +portrait. Something bizarre, weird and splotchily thrilling, you know. +Quite violent. That will keep a crowd around it from dawn to dark as +soon as it's exhibited. It doesn't make the least difference whether she +has any ability or not. She may be, and probably is, the most awkward, +scrawny and nasal of western actresses; what of it? With Hepworth for +her angel and Gresham for her painter, her vogue is secure. And Perdita, +Rosita, your freedom is that much nearer." + +"Eugene," Perdita's eyes flashed, "I think it extremely bad taste, even +vulgar, of you to talk in that vein." + +And Eugene hastened to retrieve his blunder, and soon Perdita, who was +never long impervious to his spell, was smiling once more. + +Miss Carmine, however, was of sterner stuff. She did not wince, although +she saw that there was no remedy for Wallace's malady but the knife, and +he, unwittingly, wasted no time in precipitating his destiny. + +"What are you doing with all those photographs of yourself and Mrs. +Hepworth?" he asked. + +"We are going to give them to some reporters, who are getting up stories +for the Sunday papers." + +"Maud!" Martin spoke in the deep, pained tones of his leading man. +"Maud, I have said nothing. In fact I admired and approved when you and +Mrs. Hepworth went into this business venture. But such methods for you, +for her! Do you not feel that you owe something to yourselves, and that +she at least owes something to Hepworth? Oh, of what are you thinking?" + +"Money," said Maud succinctly. "Something you evidently are not thinking +of." She glanced toward the stage. + +"I hope not," he answered stiffly. "Art--" + +"Art, art! Don't prate about art." Maud did not intend to spare the +knife. "Art must be an individual expression and your play is simply +hash seasoned with reminiscences. Oh, dear, dear Wallace, you can write +a good play. I know you can, when you will write as Wallace Martin, and +not after Sudermann, Ibsen, Hauptmann, Shaw. Look at this act. Wallace, +tell me, is there no other way of picturing the gay, irresponsible life +than by a costume ball in an artist's studio? Must the _vie de Boheme_ +always be thus presented? Then why does the lover in a problem play +usually have to be a Russian prince in Moujik costume? And the heroine's +midnight visit to his apartments! Couldn't you, wouldn't they allow you, +to write just one play without it? And need the lady, after her past has +been discovered and fully discussed, always go out into the tempest in +search of her better self, and slam the door behind her?" + +"Maud! Maud! You--you are pulling down the pillars of the temple," +gasped Martin. "It's blasphemous! Every one says the play is good. You +can not judge from a rehearsal. Let us change the subject," with +dignity. "Since you have not hesitated to criticize me, I feel that I am +justified in again urging you not to go into these gaudy advertising +methods. Willoughby Hewston seems to feel that Cresswell was terribly +chagrined at his wife's going into business. And truly, you should urge +her to show some consideration for him." + +"A fig for Willoughby Hewston." Maud fumbled in her bag and drew forth +an envelope. "Here is a letter I got from Cresswell yesterday. He +congratulates me on the enterprise we have shown, and says that he is +delighted that Dita's interests have found so congenial and healthful a +channel in which to flow." + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +A WIDOW'S SMILE + + +One morning, a California morning, all sea-breezes and flower-scents and +golden sunshine, Mr. Hepworth read, as he ate his breakfast, a letter +from Willoughby Hewston. The letter, in itself, was a long one, and it +also contained a bulky enclosure. This enclosure was the full page of a +sensational New York newspaper. This exhibited enormous, black +head-lines, screaming innuendo of the most blasting character. In the +center of the page were pictures of Hepworth and a dark, heavy-browed +young woman, with large eyes and strongly-marked Hebraic features. The +page was further embellished by pen sketches surrounding these +photographic reproductions, sketches of a startling and romantic nature, +a wrecked automobile, a picturesque young woman in very high heels and a +very long coat, fainting into the arms of a tall, rather elderly man, +presumably Hepworth. + +Hepworth had scowled and reddened at the first sight of this dreadful +page, and his expression did not improve as he continued his perusal of +it. Finally, however, his face cleared. He folded it neatly together and +placed it carefully in his pocket-book. Not a pleasant incident, but +closed. No use in crying over spilled milk. This newspaper account of an +adventure had occurred nearly nine days ago and therefore any wonder it +may have excited was practically over. He turned again to Hewston's +letter and re-read it with mixed expressions in which amusement +predominated. + +When Hewston set out to be profoundly serious, Hepworth always found him +intensely funny. Finishing his friend's admonitory epistle, Hepworth +next picked up one addressed to him in a smart feminine hand, Alice +Wilstead's. He ran his eye over several pages, and then paused at a +paragraph which he read over two or three times, his rather worried look +changing the while to one of profound dismay, for Mrs. Wilstead not only +stated that she was carrying out a long-cherished intention of visiting +California with her friends, the Warrens, but, what was more, she was +staying not upon the order of her coming, but coming at once. + +She digressed at this point to express her pleasure at the thought of +seeing him so soon again. He bestowed upon these protestations of +friendship one bare, ungrateful glance and rustled over the various +sheets of her letter, hoping to gain, if possible, some more definite +information; and there it was before his incredulous and resentful eyes. + +She was, she explained, writing this "hasty note" (it was eight pages) +within an hour of leaving. She expected to arrive in Santa Barbara on +the Thursday afternoon train. Why, Great Heavens! He clattered his +coffee-cup impatiently in the saucer. This was Thursday morning and he +had made all arrangements to spend a rather diversified day, including +golf and a luncheon at Monticito with Fuschia and her father, a little +fete in honor of Jim's triumphant return, with "the earth, by George, +the earth and nothing less in my vest pocket." + +"And Alice," Hepworth clattered his cup again, he knew her of old. She +was quite as inquisitive as her delicately-pointed tip-tilted nose +indicated, and if he wasn't on hand to greet her, she would make life a +burden to him until she discovered why. + +Hepworth, however, was used to coping with difficult situations. He took +what odds fortune offered him and coldly, nonchalantly played to win. He +sat for a few moments in deep thought. He had no intention whatever of +giving up his day's pleasuring. The only problem which occupied him was +what to do with Alice. Inspiration followed thought. He rang the bell +and despatched a hasty request that Mr. Hayward Preston come to him at +once. + +Mr. Preston was a favorite with all mothers, especially those with +daughters. They spoke of him in an almost lyric strain. Naturally, one +might expect to find him an egregious ass, and avoided of all men. The +wonder is that he was not. He had an agreeable appearance, admirable +manners, excellent business abilities. His virtues were all a little +obvious and robust, and if one insisted on a flaw, it might be said that +he lacked subtlety. So much the better. Subtlety destroys a healthy +interest in the commonplace and makes of the straight and narrow way a +tame and monotonous pathway too rocky for speed. + +"Preston," said Hepworth with his usual courteous charm when this +younger associate in certain business enterprises appeared, "I wish to +ask you a favor, or, to put it more correctly, I am going to do you a +favor. I have just received a letter from an old friend of mine, Mrs. +Wilstead, saying that she will arrive this afternoon on the three-thirty +train. Unfortunately I have another engagement and can not meet her at +the station, as, under other circumstances, I should very much wish to +do; so," with another cordial smile, "I am hoping that you will be free +to act as my proxy." + +Mr. Preston was not free. He had something else on hand, but this fact +he did not hint by so much as a flicker of an eyelash, relegated it to +the background of his thoughts to be settled later. He was not letting +any opportunities to do "the chief" a favor slip lightly by him. + +"I shall be very glad to meet Mrs. Wilstead, if you can assure me that +she will accept me as your proxy," he said with a frank smile. "Let me +see. The afternoon train. And how shall I know the lady?" + +"I will send my chauffeur with you. He knows her. You are sure, +Preston," solicitously, "that this does not interfere with any of your +plans?" + +"Quite sure," returned Preston with convincing sincerity. + +"Thank you," said Mr. Hepworth devoutly; he made a mental vow to the +effect that Preston should never rue this day. + +Thus, it happened that Alice Wilstead, on stepping from the train at the +conclusion of her trip across the continent, found, instead of her old +friend, a good-looking young man awaiting her, a young man after her own +heart, with that gravity and stability of mien, and the dependable +smile, which, being in strong contrast to her own volatile self, always +impressed her pleasantly. + +Hayward Preston, on his part, gazed at the most attractive woman he had +ever seen, of the type he particularly admired. Tall, graceful, her +vivacious irregular face lighted by the gleam of white teeth and the +sparkle of dark eyes, the air of the great world clinging about her as +lightly as a perfume. + +To her joy, this delightful, wholesome-looking, grave man stopped before +her. "Mrs. Wilstead?" he asked. + +She looked at him and smiled. It was the most effective smile in her +whole arsenal reserved only for very special occasions. + +"Mr. Hepworth was at the last moment detained by certain business +matters which are holding him a prisoner at his office and he asked me +to act as his proxy. This ought to identify me, ought it not?" with a +smile, and he gave her the card upon which Hepworth had written a few +lines. + +She barely glanced at it and then smiled again, the same smile, only a +little diluted. She had seen at once that it was strong wine for +Preston. + +"You must meet Mr. and Mrs. Warren," she turned to the two who were +fussing over their luggage. Warren was a tall, good-looking man and his +wife an amiable, attractive little person. + +Preston left the question open to them whether they wished to go to +their hotel at once or would prefer to drive about, and see something +of this new world, into which they had just stepped, and they decided in +favor of the latter suggestion. + +Through the town they drove, exclaiming over the roses, along the +palm-lined boulevard by the shore and then in a rash moment at Alice's +request, they turned toward the mountains. A rash suggestion and one +that Preston had cause to rue, for presently they passed a carriage +being rapidly driven in another direction and all apparently in the +highest spirits. It was a party of three, two men and a girl, a slender, +tanned, laughing girl, who caught Alice's eye at once. The next glance +revealed the man who sat beside her, and who was leaning toward her +explaining something, to be Cresswell Hepworth. As Alice bent forward, +doubting the evidence of her senses, this girl lifted a bonbon from a +box on her knees and held it out toward Hepworth with a pair of tiny +gilt tongs. He snatched it deftly in one bite, to the accompaniment of +immoderate laughter from his friends, in which he joined. + +Oh, dignity! Oh, austere grief! What crimes are committed in thy name! +In these days one might well paraphrase the famous lines from _The +School for Scandal_ and render them: "When a young girl marries a +middle-aged man, what is she to expect?" The situation was graver than +even Willoughby Hewston could have predicted. In the first surprise +Alice had exclaimed, "Why, that's Cress!" And then to relieve Preston of +embarrassment before the Warrens, an embarrassment which was manifesting +itself in the deep flush which overspread his face, "He probably got +through sooner than he expected," she said in a matter-of-fact tone and +dropped the subject. + +But she thanked fortune that both Mr. and Mrs. Warren were talkative +people given volubly to voice their enthusiasm over the beauty about +them, and thus her rather stunned preoccupation passed unnoticed. + +She had upon her journey, and even before she started, pictured herself +as a sort of missionary, with the not altogether unpleasant task before +her of cheering up poor Cresswell. She knew the strength of his few +affections, his devotion to Perdita and therefore she had some idea of +how deeply this breach between them had affected him. But like most +women, even the experienced ones, she had never realized that the +masculine and feminine attitude toward grief is as wide apart as the +poles. They may both wear rue, but with a difference. Woman seeks a +cloister that she may brood over her sorrow, commune with it, hug it to +her heart in solitude, but man does his best to shake that black, +haunting shape, tries to lose it in a crowd, and willingly sips any kind +of a nepenthes which seems to offer him forgetfulness. + +Alice Wilstead had not expected that Hepworth would make any unmanly +exhibition of his woes, weep on her shoulder or be excitingly dramatic; +she knew him too well. But she had expected to see him a little older, +perhaps; a little grayer, sadder, more quiet, with a hint of melancholy +in his eyes. He might--occasionally she pictured the scene--open his +heart to her now and then in a grave and reticent way and disclose a +strong man's grief; but instead she had seen him sitting up in a very +smartly appointed carriage beside a correspondingly smart young woman +in a white serge gown, who was in the very act of popping an enormous +_marron glace_ between his willing teeth. + +"Men," said Mrs. Wilstead to herself, with cynical humor, "are all +alike." A nugget of wisdom, by the way, which frequently falls from the +lips of a sex prone to generalize from a personal experience. + +On arriving at the hotel, Mrs. Warren professed herself a bit weary and +retired to her rooms, followed by her dutiful husband, but Alice +Wilstead, afire with repressed curiosity, suggested, with another of +those smiles, full strength now, that Mr. Preston take a cup of tea with +her. She was more tired than she had thought. + +For a few moments, Mrs. Wilstead spent herself in enthusiasm for the +beauty and charm of the place. Such air! Such scenery! Such flowers! +Then she was solicitous about Preston's tea; two lumps of sugar and two +slices of lemon? What mathematical exactness! She took a sip of her own. +Just the right strength and of excellent flavor. What interesting +looking people at the table over there; she believed, no, she was quite +sure that she had seen them, perhaps met them before. Yes, she +remembered the daughter distinctly. It was in Switzerland, a year ago. +She was completely absorbed in the scene before her. "Look at that +absurd man yonder, Mr. Preston." Preston eagerly fell in with her mood, +lulled to a false sense of security. Then without a minute's warning she +opened fire. + +"A charming young woman," she began, "is a much more plausible, less +hackneyed and convincing excuse than a 'pressing business engagement.' +I'm surprised Cresswell did not think of it. But that would be telling +the truth, and you men avoid that as much as possible in dealing with +women, do you not?" + +"You have taught us that you prefer the other thing," he returned with +some spirit, although his soul quaked within him. + +"Who is she?" asked Mrs. Wilstead, without preamble. + +"I don't know," said Mr. Preston miserably. He knew perfectly well that +Mrs. Wilstead was too experienced to believe him, and would scorn his +clumsy subterfuge. This confused him frightfully, but he hadn't the +faintest idea what else to say, so he stumbled on with what he felt was +yokel-like stupidity. "Really, I do not know." + +"No, of course you would not know under the circumstances." Mrs. +Wilstead's tone was sweet and sincere, but beneath the sugar-coating of +innocence he discerned the bitter pill of her complete understanding. +His ears burned and felt the size of an elephant's. He was very unhappy. +He stirred his tea round and round, as if his spoon were an egg-beater. + +"Now that you are here," he said awkwardly, "she will be heard of no +more." + +Although he never knew it, that speech advanced him leagues in Alice +Wilstead's favor. The genuine sincerity of his tone would have warmed +the heart of any woman standing with reluctant feet where the brook of +_passe_ joins the river of middle-age. + +Alice regarded the opals on her fingers (she was born in October) with a +pleased yet humorous smile. + +"Accepting your inference, what chance has an elderly widow against a +young and lovely actress?" + +Preston started. She had played trumps when he was least expecting +them. "Then you know--" he said. + +"That Miss Fuschia Fleming is a star that will shoot madly from her +sphere to brighten the firmament of New York this spring." + +"I supposed, of course, that was her game," he said soberly. But he was +thinking not so much of Fuschia Fleming as of that after revelation +which this delightful woman had made. A widow of charm, of sparkle, of +money. One felt the latter. She unconsciously exhaled it. And best asset +of all, the old and valued friend of Cresswell Hepworth. Preston was no +cold-blooded schemer, neither was he an ardent, impetuous Hotspur. He +merely calculated chances, not only by virtue of temperament but +training, and when this jewel of a chance flashed its dazzling rays, he +instinctively estimated its weight, the accuracy of the cutting and +possible value. + +Therefore Mr. Hayward Preston made such hay in the next few minutes, +that when he left, or rather when Mrs. Wilstead dismissed him, he +received another of that particular brand of smiles and walked home with +his head among the stars. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +FATHER AND DAUGHTER + + +One morning, shortly before she left for New York, Miss Fuschia Fleming +and her father sat in the sitting-room of their suite in the hotel at +Santa Barbara. The sunshine without lay broad and white and dazzling. +Within it seemed to be reflected, although through many tonal shadings +in subdued, but still golden points of emphasis. There were bowls of +yellow roses, there were baskets of oranges and lemons, there was +Fuschia herself in a morning gown as pale as the gold of her hair which +looked paler than ever in contrast to a great tawny, orange-colored +flower, which she had leaned from her window and plucked a short while +before and thrust carelessly above one ear. + +Her chair was completely surrounded by newspapers, colored supplements, +Sunday magazine sections. They billowed about her like waves. Whoever +would reach her must cross a crackling sea. On the opposite side of the +room, her father reclined comfortably in a large easy chair, smoking an +excellent cigar and poring intently over a page of "past performances," +with pencil in hand poised above it. + +"Goodness!" said Fuschia suddenly, "she's a dream!" + +"Who?" asked her father, looking up. + +"Mrs. Hepworth." Fuschia was gazing at a page which presented many +pictures of the same lady. "Put down that dope sheet, papa; it's time +wasted studying it. All your money is needed to back just one favorite, +and copper just one bet, and that's me." + +"In common with my brothers, men, the workers and the shirkers, I am +always ready with advice," obediently laying aside his paper. + +"Save it for the weak brother then. I want to talk to you, to clear out +my own thoughts. Now Mrs. Hepworth--" + +"Cress' wife?" her father interrupted with a show of interest. "What's +the matter there, Fuschia? Why isn't she here?" + +"She's got a mission in life, just like you and me," Fuschia showed her +beautiful even teeth in one of her widest, curliest smiles. "Yours, with +the great motto inscribed upon your banner, 'Home-keeping youths have +ever homely wits,' is to rescue your brother from the deadly thraldom of +the home; mine is to reform the stage; Mrs. Hepworth's is to redeem +women's clothes. She has all kinds of theories about color and design +and she wanted to put them in practice. That nice Mrs. Wilstead says +that she's an odd, capricious, undisciplined creature, but a genius in +her line. Oh, I've learned a lot about her from what Mrs. Wilstead and +all these newspapers have told me, and what Mr. Hepworth hasn't told me. +Papa, dear, I never admired any one in my life as I do that man. I've +tried every way but using a drag-net to get him to tell me the whole +story, but he's stood every test. He'll talk freely on any other +subject." + +"Didn't happen to give you any inside talk about those Arizona +properties, did he?" + +"He did not. You see he married the poor but beautiful girl, and then +she got playing too gaily with Eugene Gresham, the great artist. You've +heard of him surely. It was the triangle, you see. Same old dramatic +motive. Then suddenly, just as every one was standing on their tiptoes +to enjoy the view, why the triangle flew to pieces. The Cresswell +Hepworth part landed out here, the Eugene Gresham part went to Europe, +the Mrs. Hepworth part went into business with a Miss Carmine, and +opened a big establishment in New York, and every one came down on their +heels with a thud, and are still staring at each other wondering what's +doing." + +"If Cress really wants her," remarked Fleming, flicking the ashes from +his cigar, "he surely wouldn't be such a fool as to leave the field. +He'd stay and fight for her." + +"That's man-talk," said Fuschia lightly contemptuous. "A crazy idea you +all have, that you can make women love you. Don't you know how the +leading man always walks about the stage clenching and unclenching his +hands, and muttering, 'By heaven, I'll make her love me; I'll win her +against all the wir-r-rld.' Poor souls, they think they can dazzle us +into loving them; and many feel that if they only talk enough about +themselves, and their great achievements, what they've done and what +they're going to do, that they can't fail to fascinate us; and it often +suits us to let them think so. Awfully funny, isn't it?" + +"I never succeeded in fascinating 'em, no matter what line I took," said +her father with feeling. + +"Women don't care much for you, do they? Well, cheer up, Daddy, dear. +They've never loved me. Once in a while, they're very nice to me, and we +purr and purr and rub noses, but all the time we are watching each other +out of our green eyes, and then one day there's the swift stroke of the +velvet paw and the deep mark of claws." + +"Mighty little purr and velvet for me," Fleming's petticoat +reminiscences were invariably gloomy, "mostly claws." + +Fuschia's unfeeling smile curved nearly up to her eyes. "How is that +Idaho property anyway?" she asked with apparent irrelevance. + +"Fine, my dear, fine. I think Cress may really make something on it +himself, but in any event, he'll have no difficulty in unloading it." + +"I'll need a pile of money for my campaign." She took an orange from +the basket and began tossing it from one hand to the other. "I've +brought a good deal of study to bear on the arrangement of this +checker-board. I always like to get on to the game just as much as +possible. Why have I been traveling about with those miserable little +stock companies putting up with all kinds of hardships? Just to get +experience. Now I'm ready for New York!" She mused a moment, and then +took up the subject with fresh enthusiasm. "It's helped me a lot, all +this newspaper notoriety about myself and Mr. Hepworth. Puts me before +the public as nothing else could. Just look at these pictures!" She +plunged her hand down into the rustling sea, and held out a Sunday +supplement to him. "There's a lovely picture of the auto tumbling over a +cliff and me landing in a tree. Simply great! Now just as soon as I get +to New York, Mrs. Hepworth's got to be a sister to me." + +"How do you know she'll cotton to you?" asked Fleming. + +"What's that got to do with it?" His daughter opened her eyes in +surprise. "I need her, for through her, I mean to have my portrait +painted by Gresham. And his prices! La, la! Sure, you can put your hands +on real money and plenty of it?" + +"Fuschia, my child," her father laid aside his "dope sheet" and bent +impressively toward her, "this new proposition has more in it than even +you can spend, and you know what that means. It's one of those +spectacular properties that make a poet of a man. You can talk it +beautifully, splash on the color, you know, and it writes as well as it +talks. Shows up superbly in a prospectus, photographs like an artist's +dream. Just the thing to capture the eastern imagination. You see, it +matters very little whether the property is intrinsically all right or +not. That is always problematical, and to be left in the hands of +Providence. The great thing is to know what is going to capture the +eastern imagination. That's what you're really dealing with, not the +proposition itself, by Jingo, but the eastern imagination." + +"That's just what I tried to tell that unborn babe of a press agent this +morning," cried Fuschia, nodding her head in emphatic agreement. "I got +him because he was a Mayflower Yankee, just out of Harvard, and yet +he's got no more idea of how to deal with his own people than a new-laid +kitten. He came bounding to me an hour or two ago with a lot of stuff +he'd been working over nights with wet towels around his head and a pot +of black coffee at his elbow. + +"'I think I've struck it,' said he. 'It is both true and new!' Pop, it +was like this. 'Miss Fuschia Fleming can really do things, therefore she +does not waste time talking about them. One of the most competent of +stage managers, she never loses her temper. Admirable self-control a +striking characteristic. Thoroughly systematic and methodical.' + +"Lord, Papa! I felt sorry for the kid. It like to killed me, you know. +Well, I waited a bit till the daze wore off and then I said, 'I'm sorry, +honey, but it won't do. If I'd made good in New York and had 'em all +rooting for me, it would be different, but they're effete Easterners, +boy, used to ruts and routine, and you can't change their breakfast food +on 'em like that. They won't stand for it. Give 'em the same good old +press notices that mother used to make back in 1860. Don't talk about +my "trim neatness." You won't believe it, Daddy, but the poor kid +actually did that! I said, 'Say that my favorite house costume is a +Mexican riding-suit hung with silver dollars, and that, in cold weather, +I always wear a Navajo blanket over my shoulders. Have a sketch of me +rolling a cigarette between the thumb and second finger of one hand and +throwing the lariat with the other. Describe me, when only fifteen, +playing Rosalind in the redwoods of the Yosemite before a wildly +enthusiastic audience of miners and cowboys. Then say that once before, +when appearing before the most brilliant audience ever assembled in a +San Francisco theater, I became so overwrought that I began to shoot +holes through the drop curtain.' Do you think that was all right, Papa?" + +Her father gazed at her with an almost awed admiration. "Honest to God, +Fuschia," he said at last, "I don't know what to think of you. Here I've +spent my life handling those Easterners, singly and in bunches, and here +are you, without either experience or training, on to the game +intuitively. Fuschia, this is a proud day for me. I've never told you, +little girl, but sometimes I've had my doubts about your bringing up. I +tell you after your mother ran away with my best friend and then +divorced me for desertion and shortly died, leaving you, a two-year-old +girl baby to me as a last bequest, it was a black hour. Like one of +those Bible boys--Peter, wasn't it?--I went out and crew bitterly. 'If +she was only a boy!' I said. 'What can Jim Fleming do with a she thing +like this?' Then I took another look at you, in your white dress and +blue shoes, smiling at me with your mouth all over your face, and, true +as I stand here, Fuschia, you were the first thing in skirts that didn't +seem to be looking at me across a great gulf. + +"And then I talked to myself a while. You see, if your mother had come +to me as man to man and said, 'Jim, I'm tired of you and I want to marry +Henry,' I'd have said, hard as it might have hit me, you know that, +Fuschia, 'Kate, I don't blame you, and I'll do what I can to help you.' +But she preferred the feminine route, a note on the pincushion and she +gone with all her jewels and ten thousand I'd given her to buy a +diamond necklace. But as I say, I looked at you in your white dress and +blue shoes and that friendly grin on your little mug, and I said, 'God +knows how it'll work, but this girl thing here ain't going to grow up +thinking that there's fences built all around her and that she's got to +coax and sneak and pretend to get her way. Poor Kate! With great price +she obtained her freedom, but my little Fuschia, here, she's born +free.'" + +"Good old Poppy-doppy!" Fuschia's tone was fondly approving and +something like a tear glimmered in the depths of her turquoise eyes. +"I'm glad you never tried the snaffle bit of parental training and home +influences on me, because I'd sure have kicked myself free, and it +mightn't have been pleasant. But to come back to the present, Mr. +Hepworth is so splendid, that unless his wife is really in love with +this boy-Raphael or whatever he is, I'm going to get into the game and +make home happy for the Hepworths." + +"Cautiously, cautiously, daughter," admonished Fleming, looking a trifle +alarmed. "That's all right on the stage; but in real life when an +outsider tries to join the parted hands of husband and wife, he's +likely to get a cuff on the ear." + +"Oh, men are crude," sighed Fuschia. "You didn't suppose I was going to +do the child at Christmas act, did you? No, what I mean to do, that is, +if it's just her imagination and not really her heart that's captured, +is to take her boy-Raphael away from her." + +Fleming gasped, and, lowering his head slightly, looked at his daughter +from under his eyebrows. "Fuschia," he said, "there are few things that +can feaze me. 'No limitations and no limits' has always been my motto, +but you do, child, you really do take my breath away sometimes. Why, if +report is true, Cress' wife is one of the most beautiful women in the +world." + +"Um-huh," Fuschia yawned indifferently. "What has that got to do with +it? I've usually," she continued thoughtfully, "succeeded in getting +anything I wanted; that is, men. The wildest of them will trot right up +to me, and eat out of my hand." + +"You're your father's own little girl, Fuschia," said Jim with emotion. + +"Yes, and it's a good thing I inherited father's constitution as well as +his spell-binding abilities, considering that I have to be practically +my own press agent, stage manager and all the rest of it; the management +of Fuschia Fleming and Fuschia Fleming herself and then take up the task +of reuniting families besides. But Mr. Hepworth is a good, good man, +Papa, and we're going to make him happy, even if we have to do it on his +money." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +DO YOU LOVE ME? + + +The Warrens and Mrs. Wilstead had remained in Santa Barbara a week, time +enough for Alice to discover that Hepworth was in no apparent need of +the consolatory offices of his old friends, that Fuschia Fleming was a +most entertaining young woman, and that Hayward Preston's attentions +were persistent and his intentions manifest and purposeful. + +During the next month, no matter in what part of the state they were and +in what hotel Alice and her friends registered, Preston was sure to turn +up before the day was over; and to begin at the earliest possible moment +his unending argument. Along palm-shaded boulevards, under avenues of +pepper trees, in orange groves, on lonely mountain trails, in the shadow +of old missions, on surf-pounded beaches, in secluded nooks of great +hotels, everywhere and at all times he told his plain, unvarnished +tale. He had now asked Mrs. Wilstead to marry him in every resort in +California; and had not yet succeeded in winning her consent, and the +day of her departure was drawing near. Within two days she would be +leaving for New York. It was at Pasadena that Mr. Preston made his last +desperate stand. + +He and Alice were strolling about the gardens of the hotel; she had not +wished to get too far away from the sheltering Warrens, and there +Preston was making what he assured her was his last appeal. + +She, however, preferred to view his condition of mind and heart in a +psychological rather than a sentimental way. + +"It is a habit, an obsession," she asseverated, tilting her rose-lined +parasol toward the sun so that charming pink reflections fell upon her +face. "You have lost sight of the object in the zest of pursuit. It is +the game which absorbs you, believe me. The winning would disconcert +you. Yes, it's the game. I am convinced that you have lost sight of the +goal and all that it entails." + +Mr. Preston merely looked at her. "It entails you," he replied simply. + +"It entails a great deal more," her speech was as quick as his was slow. +"You are, you tell me, exactly thirty-three years old. I, Alice +Wilstead," she shut her lips and breathed hard a moment and then +gallantly took the fence, "am just thirty-eight." + +Not by even the flicker of an eyelash did he show either surprise or +dismay. Alice's heart went out to him. She really adored his +impassivity; it was so unlike anything she was capable of. + +"What has that got to do with my loving you and your loving me?" asked +Preston stolidly. + +"Everything," she answered deeply, regarding with drooping eyes and +wistful mouth a great, fragrant rose which she held between her fingers. +"If we could but hold this moment, if neither of us would know further +change, why--" + +"Then you admit that you could care for me, that you do care for me," he +exclaimed with brightening eyes. + +"Let it remain at 'could' and 'might,'" with one of her swift smiles. +"But under any circumstances, I do not wish to marry any one. Look at +my admirable position, rich, free, supposedly attractive, young--a +widow, you know, is always a good five or six years younger than either +a married or an unmarried woman. One is regarded as a young widow until +one is quite an elderly person. Now, really, why should I marry?" + +"There isn't any possible reason," agreed Mr. Preston unhappily, "unless +you love me, and then there is every reason. But are you not tired +walking up and down, up and down these paths? Shall we not sit down on +this seat a few minutes?" + +She acquiesced. It was a glorious morning and the spot was enchanting +with all this fragrant, almost tropical plant life blooming and blowing +about them, and Alice, impelled by the softness and sweetness of the air +and scene, forgot her adamantine resolutions and lifted her eyes to his +in one long and too-revealing glance. + +"Alice, Alice"--there were all manner of tender inflections in his +usually colorless and unemotional tones--"you can not now deny--" + +"Yes, I can," she cried quickly; "I can and I do. Hayward, believe me, +it will never, never do. You are looking at the matter from the man's +viewpoint, I, from the woman's, and, in cases of this kind, the woman's +is the surer, the more safely intuitive." + +"Bosh!" Preston's exclamation was calm, but pregnant. + +"But consider, consider," she besought him. "Look at us, you are the +robust, ruddy, phlegmatic type that will not change in twenty years, and +I am exactly your opposite in every respect and that's the reason you +like me and therein lies the whole tragedy. I'm nervous, mercurial, +emotional, and nothing, nothing brings wrinkles so quickly as vivacity +and expression." + +"But you haven't any wrinkles." + +"Not yet. Care, massage, a good maid and a light heart have kept them at +bay. And, oh! gray hair!" + +"But you haven't any gray hair," he said, with the same patient +obstinacy. + +"Not yet, but when they do begin to come, they come all at once. +Hayward, I do not deny that I could care for you if I would let myself, +but when I realize that for a woman to marry a man younger than herself +makes life one long, hideous effort to keep the same age as her husband; +oh, it is too frightening! Just think! No matter how much one may long +for repose to have to be always up and exercising to keep one's figure; +to have to hold on to one's complexion by always sleeping in stifling +masks and slippery cold cream; to be always watching the roots of one's +hair to see if it doesn't need retouching, and, worst of all, to have to +be gay and vivacious and conceal, heaven knows, what twinges of +rheumatism under a smiling face." + +"You're just talking," said Preston calmly. "Keep on if it amuses you. +It doesn't mean anything at all to me. Not at all." His success in life +was largely due to the fact that he always kept the main object in view +and never permitted himself to be diverted by side issues. "Your +personal appearance ten years from now has nothing to do with the +matter. We may both be dead ten years from now. There is only one +question to be discussed and that is, 'Do you love me?'" + +The petals fell from the red, red rose as Alice twisted it nervously in +her fingers. + +"I think I have given you ample proof of my liking for you," she said at +last, "but the _loving_ is obscured in doubts." + +"Forget them, for my sake," he murmured. "Can't you, won't you, Alice?" + +"If I could only get away from those mental pictures," she confessed. +"They stand between us like a barrier. Just think of arriving at the +point where you want to doze after dinner and dream over some nice, +slow, old book, with your head comfortably nodding now and then. And the +fire flickering and the cat purring on the rug. Lovely, isn't it? And +instead, think of realizing wearily that you've got to spend the evening +at the opera or playing bridge. And that, of course, means turning +yourself at an early hour into the hands of your maid for repairs and +decoration. And then you've got to sit upright the whole evening because +your stays, which are guaranteed to give you the lithe and willowy +figure of youth, will not let you lean back. And you do not dare to +smile, because you will crack the kalsomining on your face; neither may +you move your head, you are so afraid that the curls and puffs and +braids may not be pinned on tight. Oh, it's a dog's life!" she sighed +heavily. + +"And it's not for you," Preston spoke firmly. "There is nothing coltish +about me." Alice laughed, it was so true. "Business is all that very +deeply interests me, and amusements bore me very much. I like the +after-dinner doze and the fire and cat already. You will probably have +more of that kind of thing than you like, if you marry me. Alice, will +you not consider?" + +"Mrs. Wilstead, Mrs. Wilstead," a page's voice rang through the +shrubbery and came nearer and nearer and Alice took from him a thick +letter addressed to her in Isabel Hewston's hand and adorned with a +special delivery stamp. + +"From a dear friend," Alice exclaimed. "Will you excuse me while I look +at it? There may be some matter of importance, you know." + +In Preston's manner there was no hint of his annoyance. He behaved as +well as a man could when interrupted in the most fervent declarations of +affection which the limitations of his nature permitted him. He even +suggested that he withdraw, and rose, hat in hand. Could complaisance, +consideration go further? There were only two days before him, and she +had never been so near yielding before. + +"Oh, no, no," almost possessively, she stretched forth a hand to detain +him. "You have nothing to do but wait, and I shall run through this," +touching the letter, "in a moment." + +Preston sat down beside her again and lighting a cigarette, smoked and +looked out over the brilliant garden before him while she read. + +It was evident, Alice discovered this before she had finished the first +page, that Isabel Hewston was actuated by no deeper motive than pure, +erratic impulse when she placed that special stamp upon the letter. At +least so Alice and Preston probably would have agreed and Isabel +reluctantly would have admitted it. But the Fates who sit in the +background and transmit wireless messages to mortals would have smiled +inscrutably and shaken their heads. If Isabel hadn't stuck that stamp on +for no reason whatever, and if the page hadn't sought Alice through the +breeze-caressed, rose-scented garden and given her the missive at the +exact moment he did--but, as Eugene Gresham would say, "What's the use? +Why conjecture?" What really occurred was this: + +"Dearest Alice," wrote Mrs. Hewston, "how I envy you in that southern +paradise while here the weather merely changes from sleet and snow to +rain and then back again." + +There was a page or two of this and of Willoughby's various ailments and +symptoms, and then a long and glowing account of her visit to Perdita +Hepworth, and a great deal of minute, enthusiastic description of the +gowns that Dita was designing for her. + +This Alice read with interest, but greater interest still did she bestow +upon the statement that there appeared to be a coldness between Wallace +Martin and Maud Carmine, owing, it was said, to the fact that she had +ruthlessly criticized his last play, and prophesied accurately its +speedy failure. + +"It does seem too bad, dear," Isabel wrote next, "that you, away off in +California, should have to come in for your share of the gossip which +seems so sadly rife this season." + +Here Alice clutched the pages and, bending over, bestowed upon them an +almost breathless attention. What could Isabel mean? + +"It is perfectly stupid, of course," the letter ran, "and I would not +think of mentioning it to you except that we have always been frank +about such things, and, anyway, you ought to know. There is a rumor +about that you went to California hoping to catch Cresswell's heart in +the rebound. People now believe that he and Perdita have definitely +separated and that you knew this, and, as some one put it to me, so +vulgarly too, dear, camped down on his trail. They say now that the +incident of the actress was merely to make things easier for Perdita in +gaining her freedom, but that soon after that is granted her, Willoughby +says that, as those coarse men express it, you will lead Cress to the +altar." + +"Darn Willoughby!" Alice breathed hard as she muttered the words between +her clenched teeth, the vivid scarlet of hot anger suffusing her face. +Preston turned quickly to her, throwing away his cigarette, and ceasing +to regard the brilliant garden through meditative, half-closed eyes. +"What is it?" he asked. "Something has worried you." + +"No," she smiled, with an effort, and shrugged the matter lightly off +her shoulders, "some mistake about a very trifling matter. It annoyed me +for a second, that is all." + +For a moment or two neither spoke. Alice was watching the flight of a +butterfly that soared in the air until almost out of sight and then came +back to drift about a group of tall, white yuccas. + +"Hayward, do you still love me as much as you did ten minutes ago?" She +smiled charmingly at him, that very, very especial smile of hers, and +he, with his rather slow perceptions quickened by love, read +capitulation and a real affection in her softened eyes. + +[Illustration: "Hayward, do you love me?"] + +"Alice!" And the depth and fervor of his love will be appreciated when +it is recorded that he, Hayward Preston, the most conventional of men, +deliberately tilted her rose-lined parasol and in the face of the world +and before the very eyes of an advancing couple, kissed her. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +PLAYING THE GAME + + +It was only a day or two after her arrival in New York that Fuschia +Fleming, who had been rehearsing the greater part of the night, opened +her sleepy eyes in the hotel chamber to find her maid bending above her +with a visiting card in one hand and a perplexed expression upon her +face. + +"I hated to waken you, Miss Fuschia," she said, "but when I saw the +name--" + +"What is the name?" Fuschia's voice was drowsily indifferent. + +"Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth." + +"_Mrs._ Cresswell Hepworth!" Both indifference and sleepiness were +things of the past. Miss Fleming sat up in bed with a spring. "She's in +the parlor, isn't she? Here, Martha Mary, hustle about. Get me out my +gold-colored kimono with the silver wistaria on it, and some yellow +stockings and slippers. Tell her I regret having to keep her waiting, +late at rehearsal last night. You know the proper thing. Now, go ahead +and do your prettiest and then dance back here and help me get into +things." + +"Certainly no time wasted," reflected the actress standing before her +mirror, winding her long ash blonde hair round and round her head. "I +dare say it's a case of 'Gur-rl, what have you done with me husband?' +There is only one reply to that. I shall draw myself up haughtily and +say, 'Pardon, Madame, it was you who first carelessly mislaid him, not +I.' Where the deuce are my hair-pins? She'd never come to my apartments +with a cat-o'-nine-tails under her golf cape, or a bottle of acid in her +shopping bag. Sure-ly not. They always choose the foyer of the theater +for such stunts. Oh, Martha Mary," as that person whom Jim Fleming had +once designated as a "vinegar-faced-Sue" returned to the bedchamber. "I +can find nothing. Everything has crawled under the bed or the bureau. +How is the lady dressed for the part? Handsome, dark garments, rich, +dark furs, black veil over face, handkerchief handy?" + +"The lady is wearing rose-colored cloth and chinchilla," replied Martha +Mary literally. + +"Rose color and chinchilla. That is a note out, positively frivolous. +Oh, dear me! I am only half put together. You get more worthless every +day, Martha Mary. Put on all my moonstone rings, for luck. They may save +my life." + +When Fuschia entered her temporary drawing-room, Perdita Hepworth was +standing with her back to her, gazing from the window out upon the bleak +wind-swept streets. March was departing with lion-like roars and buffets +and striving bravely but vainly to obscure his ugly countenance in +clouds of dust. Hearing a slight sound, she turned and saw advancing +down the pleasantly warmed, flower-scented room, a young woman whom she +instantly likened to a pale but radiant ray of spring sunshine. + +This sunshine, yellow kimono, pale yellow hair, a cheek like the heart +of a tea-rose, gold-colored silk stockings and slippers, paused between +a jar of white lilacs and a basket of hyacinths. The lion-like roars +without seemed suddenly all hollow pretense. Spring had come to New +York and involuntarily Perdita smiled in greeting. + +"Miss Fleming, please forgive this unseemly early call; but you see it +is important, this matter I wish to see you about." Perdita thus opened +the conversation. + +"She can chew up the scenery about me husband all she wishes," said +Fuschia to herself, "if she just lets me look at her. Her pictures give +no idea of her. She's red roses and music and emotion. She's poetry and +romance. My Lord!" + +In spite of Perdita's brave attempt, conversation languished. She +appeared to be weighing some matter which lay on her mind. At last she +looked up with a slightly ironical smile. "You will think I have come on +some affair of state, Miss Fleming, the way I am hesitating--" + +Fuschia here made a violent mental protest. "Now don't you begin by +telling me that I broke up your home, because I didn't. You broke it +yourself." + +Mrs. Hepworth made an impatient gesture as if at her own unusual lack of +adequate expression. + +"Do you play cards at all?" she asked, "bridge or--" + +Fuschia could not suppress one stare of surprise. "Play bridge!" she +murmured, wondering what that had to do with the matter. "No, I have no +card sense. Strange, too, for papa has a lot." + +"The reason I asked was this," in rather diffident explanation; "I was +wondering if you could appreciate what it means to make an unexpected +play which takes several tricks--to play trumps in such a way as to make +the other players gasp with surprise, to--" + +"Oh, I know what you mean," said Fuschia comprehendingly, a light +dawning in her puzzled eyes. "You are talking about playing the game. +Why, of course, I understand. That's all there is; that's what I'm on +this dizzy old planet for." + +But although a basis of mutual agreement and understanding was thus +established, Dita seemed still to struggle with an unwonted +embarrassment. + +It was not, however, within Fuschia to prolong a situation of this kind. +She bent forward, her elbows on her knees, her fingers covered with +moonstone rings clasped lightly in front of her, her eyes full of a +thousand twinkles and the upturned corners of her mouth curving almost +to her eyes. + +"Let's get down to cases, Mrs. Hepworth, man to man. Is it a go?" + +Perdita drew a breath of relief and smiled back. She certainly was not +one of the few, the very few, who could resist the twinkles in Fuschia's +eyes. + +"It's a go," she answered; "then man to man, it is this way. You have +made it easy, you see, for me to say the things I wanted to, although I +did not know in what feminine phrases I might have to clothe them. But +you and I are, at present, very much in the public eye. Now every one is +waiting to see what our attitude toward each other will be. It is +assumed openly by the newspapers, as you probably know, that there is a +sort of woman's war on between us. Now, Miss Fleming, I want--" + +"Your husband," supplemented Fuschia mentally. "Well, I haven't got him; +never did have him; don't want him." + +"--to design your stage costumes and to have it so announced," concluded +Perdita. + +Then she saw a remarkable change come over the dainty, thistledown Miss +Fleming. Her mouth became an almost straight line, the gleam in her eyes +was almost uncannily shrewd. She gave Perdita's words a concentrated +consideration for a few moments and then nodded two or three times, +brief, quick, clean-cut little nods. + +"Great!" she said succinctly. Then her mouth curled again, the twinkles, +like splintered diamonds, came back to her eyes. She flew across the +room and threw her arms about Perdita, enveloping her in a momentary and +rose-scented embrace. Her enthusiasm was unrestrained. "The +advertisement is above rubies," she cried. "No wonder you are such a +success." + +"Oh, that is no credit to me," replied Dita carelessly. "I have a sort +of sixth sense about clothes, you know. It is my one gift. I know the +moment I put eyes on any one exactly how she, it is always she, of +course, ought to look. I see colors when I look at people. Women often +say to me, 'Oh, I can not wear this or that color,' when it is just the +one thing they should wear, it is their mental correspondence." + +"And how are you going to dress me?" asked Fuschia with intense +interest. + +"Principally in gold and silver," Dita answered without hesitation. "You +have on the right thing now. Most designers would put you in black, +because you are so very fair. They would try to make you striking by +force of contrast, but not I. You see very few women of your coloring +could stand the dazzle of gold and silver. It would completely eclipse +them; but you are mentally dazzling. Your personality is strong enough +to reduce anything you wear to its proper place. One must take all those +things into account in designing, you know. Now you are quicksilver, +sunlight, glimmer of day on speeding waters, and we must accentuate that +fact; not ignore it and slur it over." + +"It sounds fascinating," said Fuschia. "How sweet of you to do this for +me." + +"For myself, you mean." Perdita rose. "You'll do, my dear. You're new, +you're different. New York will be yours whether you can act or not." + +A flame went over Fuschia's face and seemed to pass as swiftly as it had +come; but instead, it remained, focused in her eyes. + +"I can act," she said briefly, "and, look here, New York may accept me +on the magnificent advertising I've had and will continue to have; or +New York may accept me on the strength of my wonderful gowns designed by +Perdita Hepworth. That's all right, that's as it should be. But I'm +going to make New York forget my press notices, and your gowns and +Fuschia Fleming, and I'm going to make it sit tight and still in its +boxes and orchestra chairs and balcony seats and laugh and cry with the +heroine on the stage who shall be the realest thing on earth to them for +the time. That's the game for me, Mrs. Hepworth. That's all the game I +care a hang about." + + * * * * * + +"Maudie," said Perdita to Miss Carmine, an hour or two later, "I have +just secured a new commission, a big one." + +"What?" asked Maud with interest. + +"Hepworth and Carmine are to design the costumes that Miss Fuschia +Fleming will wear in the repertoire of society dramas in which she will +appear after two weeks of Shakespearean roles. Paula Tangueray, Mrs. +Dane, you know the lot of them." + +"Perdita! The cheek of her. To make such a request under the +circumstances." + +"Maudie! The cheek of _me_," mocked Dita softly. + +"You!" astonishment was beyond all bounds now. "You!" + +"Yes. Did you fancy--" there were those deep vibrations in Dita's voice +which always bespoke some strong emotion, "that I was going to endure +the spectacle of Miss Fleming triumphant 'in our midst,' and every one +watching to see how I would take it, and predicting that only one course +remained open for me and that was with dignity to ignore the incident? +Not so. The world will see, and this, amusingly enough, happens to be a +fact, that Miss Fleming and Mrs. Hepworth are excellent friends, that +Mrs. Hepworth is one of Miss Fleming's warmest admirers, and that she, +still speaking of myself, has assisted in Miss Fleming's unparalleled +success in New York by designing for her some of the most wonderful +costumes ever seen on the stage." + +"Unparalleled success!" scoffed Maud. "It is rather early to predict +that. New York is like a cat. You never know which way it will jump." + +"It will jump Fuschia Fleming's way," replied Dita confidently. "You +haven't met her." + +"Is she so beautiful then? As beautiful as you?" + +"Oh, no," Perdita was smoothing out her gloves on her knee. She shook +her head decidedly. "Nothing like. She isn't beautiful at all. She's +just a slender creature with rather colorless _blonde cendre_ hair and +blue eyes." + +"Oh," Maud was plainly puzzled. "Then what do you mean?" + +But Perdita only smiled. "Have you and Wallace made up yet?" she asked +with what appeared to the other woman striking irrelevance. +"Impertinent, I know; but there's a reason?" + +"No-o-o," said Maud reluctantly and evidently wondering if Dita had +suddenly lost her mind. + +"Then do so at once," advised her business associate. "Do so before he +meets Fuschia Fleming." + +"From what you say." Miss Carmine's chin was high and haughty. "I see no +cause for alarm." + +"No?" Perdita tapped the table with her finger-tips, still inscrutably +smiling. + +Maud rarely permitted herself to become angry, but she did so now. She +had never imagined that Perdita could be so aggravating. "Just because +Cresswell lost his head about her, you think--" she flashed out. + +"He didn't," cried Perdita not with bravado, but with a confidence which +Maud realized with surprise was genuine. "I hadn't been with her three +minutes before I knew that. But take my advice," again her voice fell to +that teasing note. "If you really love Wallace make up your differences +with him to-day, to-day, before he, a playwright, meets the actress. +Then get a new steel chain, one that he can't chew through, and fasten +it securely to his collar." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +HE CALLS ON HIS WIFE + + +Early in April Hepworth returned to New York. It was a gentle, smiling +April, inclining more to laughter than to tears and striving to +obliterate the memories of March. He arrived one evening and wasted no +time in communicating with Perdita. The next day in fact was marked by +the passage of notes between them, severely businesslike, and yet models +of courtesy. + +The result of these diplomatic negotiations was that Mr. Cresswell +Hepworth, at a suitable hour the following morning, wended his way to +his wife's business establishment. + +It was a deliciously balmy morning, the rare sort of a day that slips in +now and then between April showers and sets one dreaming of the glory of +the spring in the silent woody places. The great, roaring canyons of +brick and stone floated in a silvery, sparkling mist, and in that +atmospheric alembic dreary perspectives assumed an unsubstantial and +fairy-like beauty. The little leaves on the trees fluttered in the soft +breeze and were so young, so green, so gay that they lifted the heart +like tiny wings of joy. + +In spite of himself there was the hint of a smile about the corners of +Hepworth's mouth and this deepened and deepened until as he rang the +bell of his wife's door, he suddenly became conscious of it, and +carefully suppressed it. + +The sphinx, past mistress of inscrutability of expression, would have +paid him the tribute of a flicker of admiration as he entered the +reception-room. It was without a suggestion of curiosity or even +interest in his eyes that he glanced absently about him; perhaps the +long droop of the lids at the corners, which appeared to accentuate his +rather weary and listless gaze, was more marked than usual, but this was +always so when he was making mental notes and registering his +observations with the rapidity and accuracy of a ticker. + +He awaited Perdita in her reception-room, that charming apartment, and +here, in view of certain events which occurred later, it would be well +to give the plan of the first floor. + +This room opened from the hall and ran the length of the house with +windows at the front looking out upon the street while those in the rear +opened upon a strip of garden. There was another door at the lower end +of the room, which, with the long room, formed an ell, and terminated +the hall. + +Dita kept Hepworth waiting a bare moment. Her approach was unkindly +noiseless, but nevertheless he heard her, and was on his feet, his eyes +meeting hers full as she appeared in the doorway. The conventional +banalities of greeting were gone through with ease on his part, grace on +hers. + +Merciful banalities! They gave him time to consider the change in her, a +change which was to him sufficiently striking almost to have trapped him +into an expressed surprise, and this change was so subtle that he +wondered that it should yet be so apparent. It was not a matter of +outward appearance, that remained the same in effect. It was a mental +change so animating and vital that Cresswell felt all former estimates +of her crumble. Had she always been so, and had he never really seen her +until now? Had time and absence in some way cleared his obscured vision? +He felt a momentary sense of confusion, a brief mental giddiness, and +then he pulled himself together. The first impression was the correct +one. She had changed, and thereby had gained, gained tremendously in +poise. + +But there was no time now in which to analyze impressions. + +"So this is the magic parlor where all the ugly women are transformed +into beauties." He looked about him as if he had not thought to glance +at her surroundings before. "The presence of mere man here seems rather +profane, do you not think so? Ah, well, my stay is brief. You have +proved, haven't you, that it is not an impossibility after all, to paint +the lily and gild refined gold?" + +"So few women have any taste," she said carelessly. "And oh, their +houses! You should see them when I go over their hideous houses like a +devouring flame and ruthlessly order out all their dreadful junk. And +the most awful objects are always the most precious in their eyes. I +feel so sorry for them. I have always a guilty sense of being a naughty +boy robbing a bird's nest, and the poor mother birds stand around and +flap their wings and hop and shriek. It's very mournful, but they +needn't have me if they don't want me." + +He laughed. "And Maud? Is she, too, well and happy?" + +Dita lifted her hands and eyes. "That is a very tame way of describing +her. Her gowns are dreams this spring, she is considered almost a +beauty; people, you see, are gradually forgetting that she was ever +'that plain Maud Carmine who plays nicely,' and Wallace Martin and +herself are engaged to be married." A faint, amused smile crept around +her mouth at this announcement. + +Hepworth looked up with sudden interest. "Indeed! Well, that might have +been expected, I dare say, but will it not rather seriously interfere +with the business?" + +"No," she shook her head. "No, I think not, Maud has no intention of +quitting. Wallace's plays are more or less problematical and Maud has +invested a good deal of her money in this. It is really paying +remarkably well, you know." + +"Dita," his voice was low, and he could not conceal the chagrin, the +touch of pain in it. "Why have you never touched a cent of your own +money, since my departure? I only learned a few days ago that you had +not. I can not begin to tell you how it made me feel. It not only +distressed but deeply wounded me." + +She twisted a little in her chair. "It--it has never been necessary," +she said. "We began to make money at once. Really, Cresswell, Maud and I +have prospered beyond our wildest dreams." + +"But suppose you had not. Is your prosperity the only reason you have +not touched it? Would you have done so under any circumstances? That is +what I have been asking myself for the past week, and am now asking +you." + +She flushed uncertainly. "Ah," she said. "I can not answer you that. I +can not tell. One never knows what one will do when the pinch comes." + +He smiled faintly. "I'll not put any more embarrassing questions to you, +but confine myself to perfectly safe topics. You are looking very +well." + +"I am well." + +"And happy? But there, that is hardly a safe topic, is it?" + +A sudden light came into her eyes, making them warm and softly bright. +She smiled at him with a fresh, almost childlike enthusiasm. "Yes, I'm +happy," she said, "happier than I've ever been in all my life. Why, +Cresswell, it's been fun, fun. There's been lots of work, and lots of +planning, but nevertheless, I've never enjoyed anything so much in my +life. Often I go to bed at night tired out, but it's always with a +comforting sense of satisfaction. It's all so varied and interesting, +you know, but it isn't that that makes me happy." She clasped her hands +and looked up at him with an unconscious appeal for sympathy and +understanding in her eyes. "It's better than that, better than anything +else. It's meant success, think of it, success. Not a horrid, little +picayune one either, but a nice, big one." + +He leaned forward and looked at her curiously as if he really saw her +for the first time. + +"Why, Dita," he exclaimed, "has it meant so much to you as that?" + +"Indeed, yes." There was ardor, fervor in her answering exclamation. "I +can not tell you how much. I believe I was really morbid on the subject. +I believed in failure as a real atmosphere always encompassing me. I had +all manner of superstitions, beliefs about it. I believed that with all +my strength and youth and energy, I was yet doomed by fate to a tomb of +inaction. I seemed so futile, so ineffective. With a restless, active +brain I accomplished nothing. You see that was such a dreadful +experience, my attempt to earn my living before I married you, and I was +so ignorant and inexperienced of every condition of life in which I +found myself, that it prevented me from striking out boldly, from +believing in myself. So I made the fatal mistake of beginning small, and +began to paint all those wretched little articles, and it wasn't my +_metier_ at all, Cresswell, really it wasn't, so, naturally, I failed. +And," as if it had suddenly occurred to her, "I have found it so +interesting to dress Miss Fleming. Designing her costumes has been +fascinating." + +"That was a very wonderful and a very clever thing of you to do, +Perdita." There was a tone in his voice she did not understand. She +began to praise Fuschia and he leaned back in his chair listening. She +could see the mere gleam of his eyes between his almost closed lids. She +wondered if he had really heard one word she had said. In reality he was +bestowing upon her such attention and study as he had never dreamed of +giving her before. She felt, however, in spite of his apparent +indifference, that he was so far in sympathy with her, that she was +impelled in spite of herself to continue her confidences. + +"Do you know, Cresswell, it's a horrible thing to be considered a +beauty. Oh, you may laugh," he could not help his mirth. "I know beauty +is supposed to be the heart's desire of every woman; but there are many +drawbacks. Every one, without exception, takes it for granted that you +are a fool. Your sense is always considered in reverse ratio to your +good looks, and then, it's such an uncertain thing. Just when you need +it most to console you for the disappointments and disillusions of life, +it departs, and horrid things, wrinkles and gray hairs, take its place." + +"Perdita! What an absurd creature you are!" + +"Ah, Cresswell," her tone was pensive. "You have always been successful. +You can not imagine what failure feels like, that deadening, hopeless +sensation." She was vehement enough now. + +"Can I not?" At last he lifted his drooping lids and looked straight at +her. "My dear Dita, I can give you cards and spades on every emotion of +failure you have ever felt. I recall one case in particular, where I +failed so conspicuously and brilliantly, that I am overcome with +surprise at my own stupidity every time I think of it. But as you have +been talking that case has reverted again and again to my mind, and it +has struck me that there is still a chance that I pursued the wrong +tactics." + +She drew back wounded. He had then, as she had once or twice suspected, +not been listening to a word she said, and how his cold face had glowed +at the mere thought of retrieving a business blunder. + +Hepworth got up and began walking about the room. "And Gresham, what of +him?" he asked presently, breaking the silence which had fallen between +them. + +"He is quite well, I believe," she was furious at the conscious note +which crept into her voice, at the scarlet which flew to her cheek, but +one thing she had never been able to endure and that was any evidence of +cowardice in herself. She lifted her eyes bravely to his and held them +there. "He has been in town since January," she said. "I have seen him +very often." + +"Ah, painting as brilliantly as ever, I dare say? A genius, Eugene! +Unquestionably." + +Again silence fell between them, and lasted until she broke it with the +constrained question: "Are you--are you going to be here for some time +now?" + +"No, I shall have to be in London more or less during the summer, but I +have some matters which must be attended to first. By the way," as if +struck by a sudden thought, "what are your plans for the summer?" + +"I have made none. I have not even thought of such things yet. I dare +say I shall go somewhere for a bit of a change, but," with a smile, +"business is so very brisk." + +He laughed and took one or two more turns up and down the room. + +"Dita, do you remember that I told you once that you were a remarkably +clever woman? Well, I merely wish to call that fact to your attention, +and reiterate my statement. Oh, I must tell you, I have a new amulet, a +wonder. I will tell you the history of it when you have more time. You +have the case in your keeping have you not? And the tray with the one +empty space?" + +The blood rushed to her face. "I have the case," she said coldly. "It is +locked in my safe here. Do you wish it now?" + +"No," he shook his head. "Wait until I bring the amulet. May I bring it +late Wednesday afternoon? And why not dine with me then? Say you will, +Dita. Give the world something to talk of, something to puzzle over." +She had never seen him so eager. + +She hesitated a bare second. "I will. Yes, I will be very glad to," but +lifting her eyes to his: "Are you so sure that one of those amulet trays +has an empty space?" + +"It had when I last saw it." His voice was unreadable. + +"But that is months ago; perhaps you will think differently when you see +it Wednesday evening." + +There was a flash over his face, which vanished as quickly as it had +appeared. He drew nearer to her as if about to speak, then apparently +reconsidered the intention. "I really must not keep you longer," he +picked up his hat. "Of course, there are a number of matters to be +discussed, but they can wait. We will reserve them for Wednesday +evening. Good-by." He held out his hand. She placed hers in it. + +"Good-by," she returned. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +THE MAGIC WORD + + +"Maud," said Dita, walking in upon that young woman, a package of +letters in her hand, "a lot of things are happening. Here is a letter, +among other things, from Mrs. Wilstead. She says that she is just back +from California, and that she needs stacks and stacks of new clothes, +and wants our designs. It will be fun dressing her. She is so extremely +good looking." + +Maud stirred restlessly, frowned, bit her lip, but did not speak. + +"Just back from California," went on Dita. "I wonder--I wonder, Maud, if +she could possibly have come on with Cresswell?" + +"Very probably," said Maud. "In fact, I think nothing could be more +likely." + +"Why, what do you mean by speaking so mysteriously?" Dita widened her +eyes. "Suppose they had? Nothing, after all, could be more natural." + +"Nothing, I suppose." Maud was trying hard to be non-committal. "But let +her go to some one else. If we take any more people, we shan't get away +this summer. We have more on our hands now than we can manage. Yes, let +her go to some one else." + +"But, Maud," Dita hesitated, "I really think we should refuse some one +else and take her. She is an old friend." + +"Old fiddlesticks!" cried Maud impatiently. + +"Maud! What is the matter with you? A touch of spring fever? Really, I +think we must consider her." + +"But if I ask you not, Dita"--there were almost tears in Maud's voice. + +"But why should you ask me not? This is too bewildering." + +"Ah, well," Maud spoke now with the calmness of despair, "since you +force me to tell you, I ask you not because Mrs. Wilstead has been +constantly with Mr. Hepworth in the West this winter, and the current +gossip is that he is only waiting for a divorce to be arranged between +you and himself, to marry her." + +There was silence for a moment on Dita's part. Her eyes were downcast, +mechanically she sorted the letters in her hand. "Then what of the talk +about Fuschia Fleming and himself?" + +"Oh, they say that she took a back seat when Alice Wilstead appeared on +the scene. But really, Dita, this move on Alice's part makes me furious. +The idea of her being guilty of such wretchedly bad taste. I have always +liked her, been really fond of her, in fact, but this crass exhibition +of bad breeding disgusts me. I dare say that she doesn't care so long as +she gets results; that is, the benefit of your taste and skill to +enhance her waning beauty; but look at the position it is going to place +you in, Dita. For number one to design the trousseau for number two is +really too absurd. It simply goes beyond all belief. Dita, you must, +indeed you must, write her the curtest, coldest of polite notes and tell +her that we are entirely too busy to consider her." + +"Very well. I'll humor you so far," returned Perdita. "What is it?" +turning to a maid who entered with a visiting card. "Ah, Eugene! I asked +him to come this morning. I particularly wanted to see him and I don't +want you present. There, don't get that stony look of despair on your +face, Maudie; think how good I have been all winter, only seeing Eugene +once in a blue moon, and then in your company." + +"But I want you to keep on being good," pleaded Maud; "especially now." + +"I am gooder than you can possibly imagine," laughed Perdita, "but, all +the same, I do not wish you tagging about this morning." She smiled +teasingly at her puzzled business partner as she left the room. + +She went down to meet Eugene in the same room at the same hour she had +talked with her husband the day before. + +But Eugene was not one to endure for one moment a situation dominated by +the shadowy third person. No woman should gaze at him with the +remembrance of yesterday in her eyes, the smile of wistful reminiscence +on her lips. An hour with him must be a dazzling and kaleidoscopic +episode. He would hold it in his hand, and at the bidding of his will, +the moments, like bits of colored glass, should revolve and melt and +mingle--rainbow arabesques on the background of Time. + +"Your meditations, remembrances and regrets for your oratories, my +dear," his challenging eyes seemed to say, "but with me you live, you +laugh, you thrill responsive to the harp of life; the yesterdays +forgotten, the to-morrows unborn." + +"Dita!" he caught her hands in his as she entered. His eyes were +shining, his head thrown back. He was more vivid than the spring +sunshine which fell through the open windows. + +"Eugene! You look as if you had just received some wonderful new +commission." + +"So I have, a commission to love you. That is right, blush. Dita, why do +you not always wear rose color? But no, don't listen to me. If it were +blue or green, I would be making the same request. Dearest, my eyes +drink in, drink up your loveliness. You never, never were so beautiful +as you are this morning." + +"Eugene, you are mad; too foolish for anything. What is the matter with +you?" + +"Mad doesn't half express it. May I smoke?" He took her consent for +granted, for he was already rolling cigarettes in his deft, supple +fingers. "Yes? No? I am delirious with joy. Hepworth is back as, of +course, you know. That can only mean one thing; every one says that just +as soon as a divorce can be decently arranged, he and Alice Wilstead +will be married. The verdict of the world is that he was so angry at +your going into business that he flung off to the West. It was the most +spectacular of your many caprices and it proved the last straw for him. +Blessed last straw!" lifting his eyes devoutly. "And then Alice Wilstead +cleverly appeared on the scene and the consoling offices of friendship +did the trick." + +"Three months ago it was Fuschia Fleming, according to gossip." Her eyes +were downcast, her tone expressionless. + +"Oh, that," he blew rings of smoke lightly through the air and followed +them with gay eyes; "that is a part of the game. That was making +evidence for you. It is all arranged that I am to paint her portrait, +you know. I have not met her yet, either." He threw his cigarette +through the window. "Dita, Dita, how can you sit there so cool and +still? When I think that you are actually on the very eve of freedom, I +become delirious with joy." + +"So sure of the winning, Eugene?" + +"Dita!" His face clouded, there was a world of reproach in his voice. +"That is a terrible trait in your character, that teasing desire of +yours always to fling a little dash of cold water on one's mounting +enthusiasms." + +"There is another dash coming," she laughed. "I want my amulet, and I +want it at once, to-day. I know," anticipating his protestations, "that +you returned it to me the afternoon Hepworth left for the West, and I +would not see you to receive it in person. Then, my mind was so +perturbed and occupied that I didn't think of it again before you +sailed, and since your return," a little smile creeping about her mouth, +"I haven't thought about it either; but now that the matter has come up +between us, please see that I have it to-day, Eugene." + +He had looked slightly annoyed while she was speaking, but now he bent +toward her with his most charming manner, his most winning smile. "You +know my greatest weakness, Dita? I try to overcome it, really I do," in +laughing excuse, "but in spite of will or reason those superstitions of +mine persist. Alas! They do." He admitted it as a naughty little boy +might admit a passion for stealing jam. "And I have tremendous faith in +that old charm of yours." He picked up another cigarette from his +skilfully rolled little heap, placed as orderly on the table beside him +as if they were his paint brushes. + +"Ever since I have had it," he went on, "the luck of the high gods has +been mine. Princessin, Contessin and high Altessin still clamoring to +have their portraits painted. The critics amiable and almost +intelligent, money pouring into my coffers and pouring out faster than +it comes in--I wish there were such a thing as a money-tight purse--and +best of all, ah, best of all, the love of my heart so near, so near." +His eyes held the warm glow which changed, irradiated them. "The star of +my life comes slipping, wavering through the spaces of the sky and down +the purple pathways of heaven to my arms." He leaned forward quickly +and almost enfolded her. + +"Eugene!" She stood haughty and tall before him. "You assume entirely +too much. You have from the beginning. More, much more, than I have ever +given you any reason to assume. According to the tradition the amulet +can only bring one luck when it is given with the heart's love; and I +never gave it to you, Eugene, never. You laughingly filched it one day +when I took it off the chain about my neck, that you might look at it +more closely. And you are so sure, so sure of me, when I am anything but +sure of myself. I have never deceived you as to the state of my +feelings. How would that have been possible when I am still so doubtful +myself? Ah, those doubts!" + +"They are nothing, dearest, nothing. I shall brush them away as I brush +cobwebs." He put his hands upon her shoulders and stood gazing deeply +into her eyes. + +"Ah," she shook her head, and, at the same time, stepped away from him, +"I am no more sure that I love you than I was six months ago." + +"Never any more sure?" His voice deep and rich as a low-toned bell. + +Her black eyelashes lay long on her cheek, where the crimson, the hue of +a jacqueminot rose petal, was spreading. "There are moments," she +admitted, "times when I am with you that I believe that the magic word +has been spoken and that my heart has blossomed in purple and red, that +I truly love you, but," she shook her head sighingly, "the moment I am +away from you, I know that that is not so; that you haven't said the +magic word yet, 'Gene." + +"But I know it, that magic word," he whispered, "and I shall awake you, +just as the Prince did the Sleeping Beauty. Not with a word at all, +dear, but with a kiss." He bent forward, but she had slipped away from +him, and before he knew it had put almost the length of the room between +them. + +"You--you must not talk so to me now, 'Gene," the words were barely +breathed, "and," with a desperate clutch at a safe topic, "my amulet. I +must have it by to-morrow morning." + +There was a flash like fire in Gresham's eyes. A quick scowling change +darkened his whole face. He picked up the five or six beautifully +rolled cigarettes which yet remained of his neat heap and tossed them +out of the window. + +"I see it," he cried harshly. "You probably have Hepworth's box of +amulets in your keeping. You wish to return it to him, and show him when +you do so that your old charm is safe in its place. Oh, I can see the +whole scene. He will courteously hand it to you and say, 'Your property, +I believe, my dear Perdita.' I can hear his frigid, formal utterance. +And you will accept it with that grand, ancestral manner of yours, +murmuring, 'Thank you, yes, I regret that I can not ask you to accept it +as a small contribution to your collection, but that being out of the +question on account of certain traditions which adhere to it, I feel +that I must continue to hold it in my possession.' Why not be honest, +Dita, and tell him that you have given it to me?" + +"Eugene, you are impossible. You go entirely too far." There was no +mistaking the displeasure in her voice, and his immediate recognition +that it was cold, not hot anger, brought him to himself at once. + +"Flower of magnolia!" his voice fell to all those exquisite and +heart-touching modulations of which he was master. "I was only teasing. +Forgive me. You shall have your bit of glass early to-morrow morning. +And until I see you again I shall dream only of the wonderful, beautiful +years we shall have together. We shall wander about the world, here, +there and everywhere, and I shall paint the glory and color of the +universe and you, always you, Perdita, the focus, the center, the heart +of all beauty." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +TWO ANNOUNCEMENTS + + +Dita had barely finished her breakfast the next morning when the message +was brought to her that a lady who refused to give her name but insisted +on seeing her at once upon important business awaited her in the +reception-room. + +Dita hesitated a moment, debating whether or not to rebuke the maid, who +must have yielded to the lure of gold so readily to forget her orders, +and send back a peremptory request for the lady's name and her business, +or whether to yield to her natural and feminine curiosity and grant an +interview to this visitor who appeared so desirous of maintaining an +incognito. + +This brief hesitation proved a loss, however, to the waiting lady, whose +method of being announced showed that she hoped to take Perdita by +surprise, for Maud Carmine entered at the moment and with some show of +indignation in both voice and expression informed Dita that Mrs. +Wilstead was the person guilty of strategic entrance. + +"Such impertinence!" breathed Maud. "Scrawl a note in pencil, Dita, to +the effect that it will be impossible for Mrs. Hepworth to see Mrs. +Wilstead. That will show her that her ruse and her bribes have been +quite unsuccessful." + +In her ardor for Mrs. Wilstead's demolition Maud had forgotten that the +last thing Dita could endure was dictation. Now, no sooner had the words +of admonition left her lips than, to her chagrin, she saw Dita's chin +lifted, Dita's nostrils quiver, Dita's shoulders flung back ever so +slightly. + +"I think I shall see her." Mrs. Hepworth was on her feet, her voice +cool, firm, pleasant, with just that little warning vibration which +always meant danger. "You may tell Mrs. Wilstead that I will see her +immediately." Her eyes scorched the maid, who hastened to obey, with the +impression of an X-ray having been turned on her immaculate white waist, +and exposing with startling vividness the crisp, green bill hastily +thrust within. + +"Come, Maudie," Perdita touched her on the shoulder in passing. "Do not +look so downcast. Why do you wish to deprive me of a little legitimate +amusement?" + +Maud, strong now in tardy wisdom, said nothing, and Perdita's light, +quick step might be heard a moment later descending the stairs. + +Alice Wilstead turned hastily from her contemplation of the small green +yard without the window. + +"My dear Perdita!" She came forward with Dita's note of the day before +in her hand. "I just received this in the morning's mail, and I lost no +time in getting here, I assure you, and making the attempt to see you by +hook or crook. I know it's outrageous of me, but I don't understand, and +I want to understand. Why is it, my dear, that you have refused to take +me? Surely I'm not a hopeless case." She smiled ingratiatingly, and Dita +was bound to admit that never had she appeared more attractive. Her +piquant face was radiant with happiness, the whole effect of her was of +a sort of buoyant joyousness. + +Dita's chin was just half an inch higher than when she had left Maud, +her smile was sweet and cold and faint, as remote as if it had been +bestowed upon a passing acquaintance in Mars, and she remained standing. + +Mrs. Wilstead's mental recoil was but momentary. Her cause was good, her +motives pure, her courage high. Above everything, she desired the +benefits of Perdita Hepworth's genius. They were on sale, to the high +bidders, and she did not purpose to be excluded merely because it was to +be supposed that she would espouse the cause of her old friend, +Cresswell Hepworth, in the event of open differences between himself and +his wife. + +"I regret, Mrs. Wilstead," Dita's voice matched her smile, "that it will +be quite impossible for us to take any one else now. The summer is +almost upon us, you see." + +Mrs. Wilstead should not be blamed for not seeing. April, as wind and +sky portended, was about to burst, not into tears, but into a snowstorm. +Alice shivered in her furs. + +"Oh, but, my dear child," she begged, "do have some mercy on me. Here am +I getting my trousseau. Oh, no wonder you start. I've always said that +I never, never either would or could do anything so idiotic as to get +married again, and yet here I am not only considering it, but actually +committed to a wedding-day. And that is to be so appallingly soon. I +tried and tried to put it off a little longer, but he is so impatient." + +Dita's mouth had frozen, and the haughty and incredulous gaze which she +cast for a brief, indignant moment on Alice would have turned one less +bubblingly gay into a pillar of salt. This interview seemed incredible. +She had always regarded Alice Wilstead as an especially well-bred woman, +but this greed to attain an object at the sacrifice of her self-respect, +even decency of feeling, and regardless of the position in which she +would place the woman with whom she pleaded, was, to Dita, shocking, +insulting, unforgivable. While she waited the fraction of a second to +command her voice, Alice spoke again. + +"But you seem angry." She was obviously both hurt and bewildered. "What +have I done? Surely, you will not fail me now at this most crucial +moment of my life. Why, consider, I am going to marry a man five years +younger than myself." + +Dita caught at a chair, and sat down, the room seemed to whirl about +her, she pressed her hand to her brow. + +"Alice Wilstead," she said, "what on earth do _you_ mean?" + +"I mean what I say," returned Alice with a touch of acerbity. "I am +going to be married. What do you mean?" + +"But to whom, to whom?" Dita was all impatience. + +"To whom? Why, to Hayward Preston, of course. One of your husband's +business associates in the West. Surely you knew that?" + +"I wish I had Maud by the throat," muttered Dita irrelevantly. + +It was twenty minutes later when Maud put her shocked and disgusted head +within the door. + +"Dita," coldly surveying the two enthusiasts before her, who sat +together in jocund amity, "Mrs. Hewston is out here in a state of great +perturbation. Do you wish--" + +But she got no further, for Mrs. Hewston, in the superiority of her +greater bulk, pushed Maud into the room before her and now stood, the +picture of pink and white and plump tragedy, on the threshold. + +"Oh, Alice, I am glad to find you here," she wailed, advancing further +into the room, while Maud discreetly closed the door, not upon herself, +oh, no, but behind both of them. "You are always such a support." She +sank into the chair Dita pushed toward her. "It's Willoughby, of +course." She drew her handkerchief from her bag and mopped her eyes. + +"Perdita Hepworth," she abandoned her spineless attitude and sat +upright, speaking with vehemence. "I am more ashamed of being here than +I can ever make you understand. But Willoughby!" There was resignation +in her uplifted eyes, acidity in the purse of her mouth. "He is the +dearest, most lovable fellow in the world," she looked at her listeners +suspiciously, but meeting no correction, permitted her irritation a +natural outlet, "but he is the most obstinate, stupid mule the Lord ever +made." + +"What is it now, dear?" asked Alice sympathetically. + +"This, and it's quite enough," returned Mrs. Hewston bitterly. +"Cresswell Hepworth, your husband," accusingly to Dita, "and may Heaven +forgive him, for I never can! dined with us last night and just before +he left, Willoughby got to asking him about his plans and Cresswell was +telling him that he was due in London before long. 'But how much longer +will you be in New York?' asked Willoughby, and Cresswell said, with a +queer little smile, 'I can't quite say. There are a number of things to +be looked after, among others a duel I may have to fight.'" + +The women looked at each other in pale horror. Dita herself ghastly, +half rose from her chair. + +"I told Willoughby," sobbed Mrs. Hewston, "that it was just one of +Cresswell's jokes. You know that odd, dry humor he sometimes shows, +but," despairingly, "you also know Willoughby. He tore and snorted and +raved and routed all night long. I would rather have had a hippopotamus +in my room. And he excoriated you, Perdita. Called her the most dreadful +names, really," this to Alice and Maud, confidentially and quite as if +Dita were not present. "He said that Cresswell's life was ruined +because of the caprices of an ungodly, wanton girl. Yes, Dita, I don't +blame you for being angry, but it was worse than that, too. You see, +he's got the idea firmly into his head that Cresswell is going to fight +a duel with Eugene Gresham and--" + +"For goodness sake, let us keep our common sense," said Mrs. Wilstead, +laying a detaining hand on Dita's shoulder, noting that Mrs. Hepworth's +eyes were turned longingly toward the telephone. "You know perfectly +well, Isabel, you know, Maud, and you, also, Dita, that Cresswell +Hepworth does not for one moment contemplate anything so crazy. Nothing +could induce him to put either himself or you, Dita, into such a +position. Such a thing would be entirely against his nature. He would +regard it as farcical melodrama, turn from it even in thought with +infinite contempt and scorn. The idea of Willoughby thinking such a +thing. Just like him. Meddlesome idiot. Ah, I don't care, Isabel, you +know he is one. I wish I had him here now." + +"He's out there in the motor," wept his wife. "He was afraid I wouldn't +come and tell Perdita unless he came with me. But, Alice, you shan't +speak of him so, he's the best--" + +"He's still there," interrupted Maud, who had gone to peer from the +window at Mrs. Hewston's announcement that this watch-dog of Dita's +morals waited without, "with his head out of the window looking up at +the house. And, oh, Heavens!" falling back against the lintel, "here is +Eugene Gresham coming up the steps, and Mr. Hewston is glaring at him +until his eyes are standing out of his head. He is purple in the face. +Now he is speaking to the chauffeur. Why, they are off, gone like the +wind." + +Mrs. Hewston fell back limply in her chair. She seemed incapable of +speech for a moment. "Alice," she said at last, in awe-stricken tones, +"he has gone to tell Cress that Eugene Gresham is here." + +"Well, what of it?" snapped Mrs. Wilstead. "Cresswell will only laugh at +him and smooth him down. You know that." + +"I hope so," breathed Mrs. Hewston. "He seems to amuse Cresswell. Fancy. +But then," more understandingly, "he doesn't have to live with him." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +HEPWORTH MISUNDERSTANDS + + +Dita's fears calmed by Mrs. Wilstead's essentially common-sense point of +view, her confidence was further restored by Eugene's evident ignorance +of any plots and plans on Mr. Cresswell Hepworth's part of bringing this +triangular situation, involving himself, his wife and the other man, to +a fiction-hallowed and moss-grown conclusion. + +It was therefore without particular apprehension, at any rate +apprehensions of the kind nourished by Mr. Hewston, that she dressed for +the dinner _en tete-a-tete_ with her husband. It was rather with a sense +of mounting interest, even excitement. + +She wavered in her choice of a gown, scanning with hypercritical eye a +dozen or more. White savored of a school-girl simplicity and disarmed +her if she chose to be subtle. Blue was unbecoming; sufficient taboo. +"Green's forsaken and yellow's forsworn," she murmured ruefully. Black +remained, thin, soft-falling gauze, distinguished, distinctive, +exquisite in design and effect; above its shadow rose her neck of cream, +her hair was the dusk shadow of copper, her eyes were darkly brilliant. + +She hesitated at jewels. He had given her so many. Which would go best +with her gown? Then she turned away from even the mental contemplation +of them with a feeling of distaste. She could not, even to please him, +wear his jewels when he and she were almost strangers, when but the +details of their final parting remained to be settled. And yet would it +not look a bit odd to appear without any ornaments whatever? + +She considered the matter a moment, and then smiling a little, she +opened the box which Gresham had given into her hands that morning, and +which lay upon her dressing-table. + +She turned over this old trinket in her hand, and gazed at it, forgetful +of the passing time. How impressive Eugene had been when he had returned +it to her! + +[Illustration: She gazed at the old trinket.] + +"I am only lending it to you, remember that, for you will give it to me +with your heart's love, Dita, and soon." + +She was roused from her reverie by the sound of a motor stopping +without. Her maid waited to place a black and gold wrap about her +shoulders. "One moment," said Dita. Quickly she slipped the amulet on a +thin, old-fashioned gold chain and fastened it about her throat. Then +she went downstairs to greet her husband. + +Commonplaces of the most conventional and banal order they talked. +Nothing else on the drive to the restaurant, nothing else on first +taking their seats at the table on one side of the great garish room. +There were many curious eyes on them, necks craned, the incredulous +whisper ran: + +"Mr. and Mrs. Cresswell Hepworth actually together! What does it mean!" + +The stereotyped babbling went on intermittently, until dinner had been +ordered and the earlier courses come and gone, and then Dita suddenly +awoke to the fact that her husband had taken the conversation into his +own hands and was actually talking to her. Oh, of course, he had often +talked to her before, arranged new amusements for her, discussed what +jewels she would like, what plays she would care to see, what people +interested her most, what journey she would enjoy. + +But now, she almost caught her breath at the surprise of it, he was +talking to her as if she were a man, or at least an intelligent human +being and not just merely--a pretty woman. + +He was talking straight ahead, discussing business matters, several +interesting problems which had come up in his affairs during his recent +western sojourn. He did not pause to explain anything to her, quite took +it for granted that she would understand. He did not apparently stop to +consider whether she was interested or amused, and that pleased her +enormously. She began to ask questions, and he answered them fully, even +pondering some of them carefully before replying. One he considered for +a moment or so and then said: "Do you know, I had not thought of that +before, that puts a new phase upon the whole situation." Her strand of +rubies had never given Dita such a glow of pride and pleasure. + +"Ah, why have you never talked to me like this before?" she asked +naively. "Think of all the stupid dinners we've eaten together when you +treated me like a tiresome little girl who had to be continually amused, +and I was one, too; as tongue-tied and missish as anything, because you +took it for granted that I was." + +"No one could accuse you of being either tongue-tied or missish +to-night. You are quite matronly in that black gown." + +"Oh, I love to hear about the big things that go on," she said +enthusiastically, if irrelevantly, "but men will never talk to me about +them. All my life, whenever I'd try really to talk sense to a man, he'd +say, 'What wonderful eyes you have,' showing that he hadn't heard one +word I'd been saying. They always seem to think that I expect them to +tell me how lovely I am. It's the curse of the pretty woman." + +"Oh, well, console yourself," he said carelessly. "There are prettier +women in the world than you, quantities of them!" + +"I--I--suppose so." Dita had rarely been so taken aback. She looked at +him a moment like some insulted queen. His eyes, however, were +discreetly downcast. "Oh, of course," she said as quickly as she could +recover her breath, "of course," her laugh was forced and rang hollowly. + +"Oh, yes, don't let your beauty get on your nerves. The world is full of +beautiful women. My new amulet--I told you that I had a new one, did I +not?--was given me by one of the most beautiful women I ever saw. I have +her picture somewhere. I must show it to you." + +Mr. Cresswell Hepworth was entirely without design in his choice of +topics. He had spoken of some of his great western enterprises because +his mind had been more or less occupied with them during the day, and +had been so surprised and pleased that these subjects had gained his +wife's interests that he had continued the discussion of them. Again, in +his seeming disparagement of her beauty, he had merely thought to +console her for what she regarded as the constant belittling of her +mental endowment, evidently a sore spot in her consciousness. + +Dita played with her fork a moment without answering his last remark. +She had no right to feel either resentment or irritation. Her sense of +justice assured her of that, but she suffered a twinge of both emotions, +nevertheless. + +"Wallace Martin tells me that good old Hewston made an awful scene when +those distorted pictures of Fuschia Fleming and myself appeared in the +paper." Hepworth laughed more heartily than usual. + +"Oh, do not mention that unspeakable old creature!" she cried +petulantly. "Tell me of more interesting things." + +"Dita," he spoke to her more earnestly, more self-revealingly she felt +than he had ever done before, "I am going to tell you something. When I +went west last winter, it was not alone because I was called thither by +various business affairs, but because, after thinking the matter all +over, I definitely decided that the only thing for me to do was to +relieve you of my presence. I was convinced that, although you might not +be fully conscious of it, still in the depths of your heart you really +loved Gresham. I was also convinced that I loved you infinitely, and +that it was quite beyond my power to interest you. But since my return I +find myself at sea. The moment I saw you I saw the difference in you, +the change that made me revise my former crude, stupid estimates of you. +I realize that you are the sort of woman who must have an object, a +purpose in life, an expression; in fact, that you set little store by +the beauty others praise extravagantly, because it has always been +yours. You value it no more than one values the sun and wind. It is +achievement that fascinates you, isn't it?" + +"Ah, yes, but I had failed, you know, and I was afraid to try again. I +knew that you were doing big things, but you never would talk of them to +me, and I thought that you considered me too stupid to understand them." + +"Dita, how blindly we have misunderstood each other. Is it too late?" He +whispered the words as he put her wrap about her shoulders, his voice +ardent, impassioned as she had never heard it. + +She cast one astonished, almost frightened glance upon him. Then, as in +a daze, a dream, walked down the room, never seeing the admiring eyes +that everywhere met her. She might have been in the desert, as far as +they were concerned. + +As the door of the motor closed on them a panic of shyness seized her. +"You, you spoke of your new amulet," she said, snatching at a topic. +"Have you it with you?" + +"Yes. But I do not know whether you can get a very good idea of it in +these shifting lights." + +He took the case from his pocket and, lifting out the ornament, gave it +into her hands. It was fashioned of half a dozen uncut diamonds in a +setting of the most delicate and exquisite filigree. + +"Old Spanish, you see," he said. + +"Beautiful!" she exclaimed, turning it over and looking at it more +closely. But the attention she was bestowing upon it was a mere seeming. +She was thinking, or rather attempting to think, but her heart was +fluttering wildly, her whole impulsive nature seemed to impel her to the +action she was meditating. + +"Cresswell," she lifted a face white as a snowdrop to his, "will you +make an exchange with me? Will you give me this amulet and take mine?" + +"Perdita!" he cried, "you do not--" his voice broke. + +"Yes, I do," she exclaimed, "it is not a wild whim, a caprice on my +part. I have been thinking about it all day, ever since this morning." + +"This morning!" sharply; looking at her keenly, quickly. "Ah," with a +long breath, "it was this morning that Hewston drove poor Isabel to your +house to prevent the duel between Gresham and myself." He laughed, but +it was dreary mirth. "Hewston is a most imaginative fellow. I have a +railway deal on which I spoke of to him as a duel. And so, you were +going to sacrifice yourself in order to make quite sure that I would +spare Eugene. Oh, rest content, Perdita. He is quite safe from my +poignard or pistol. Never fear." + +It seemed to her that the satire in his voice bit into her soul. With a +great gasp of relief she realized that the car had stopped before her +door. "Oh, take your amulet," she cried, "since you will not have mine." +She almost threw it at him. + +He thought that she was angry and sullen as she walked up the steps and +into the house without a word to him, and with the barest inclination +of the head. In reality, she was striving hard to control her sobs. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +ITS ANCIENT CHARM + + +The hour which Dita had set for her appointment with Cresswell Hepworth +was twelve the next morning, consequently she was not only surprised but +perturbed when Eugene's name was brought to her a little after eleven. + +He looked haggard, she thought, as if he had not slept, but his eyes +were brighter than usual. + +"Good morning, Queen of the May," he cried, coming forward to take both +her hands in his as she came through the doorway. "Did you know, by the +way, that this is May day? Ah," his eyes fastening themselves on the +crystal amulet gleaming against her white gown, "you have it still. That +was what disturbed me and drove slumber from my eyelids during the long +night. He is a strong man, a very able and masterful man and he wants +that amulet and you, Dita, and I feared--oh, you know how things appear +in the dead of night, what monstrous and fantastic ideas come to one." + +"You might have saved your fears and your fancies," she answered with a +delicately ironical smile. "He does not want me. He would, I think, like +the amulet. Nevertheless, he declined it." + +"Then you offered it to him? Really!" + +"Yes," the irony still in her voice. "You were a better prophet than you +dreamed, Eugene, you predicted exactly what happened. I offered it to +him and he declined." Her voice faltered. + +"Naturally," laughing, "what else could he do under the circumstances? +Even he, with all a collector's greed, would hardly care for a gift +which is supposed to be invariably accompanied by the heart's love of +the donor. He knew, poor wretch, that all he was getting was the bit of +glass, while the heart's love was mine, for ever and ever mine." + +His voice sank to those musical cadences which ever prove so enthralling +to the ear. And Dita, who loved music and beauty and romance, smiled +dreamily. But doubt, like a shadow, lay in her eyes and about her +mouth. + +"No," she cried, "oh, I do not know, Eugene. When I am with you, you +throw a glamour over me. I believe that I am just on the eve of loving +you--that any minute you will say the word which will make me fully +realize that I do, but as soon as you leave me, Eugene, the moment +passes." + +"It is because you are perplexed, worried about this other matter, that +is all, dearest. When that is settled and you are free, then I will +sweep away at once and for ever all these doubts in your mind, sweep +them away as if they were cobwebs." + +"Will you? Perhaps," but she shook her head as if only half convinced. +"Hush! What is that! I think it was the bell of the outer door. You must +go at once, Eugene. Cresswell was to be here at twelve o'clock. It must +be quite that now." + +"And I have no desire to meet him." He picked up his hat. "I will step +through the little back room into the hall, and thence out. I dare say +you and he have some final arrangements to make. Is that it, eh?" + +She nodded, but without looking at him. Her face had grown very pale and +the hand which she placed on the tall back of a chair to steady herself +trembled a little. + +Her ears had not deceived her, it was Hepworth's ring--and the echo of +Eugene's retreating footsteps had barely died away before a maid drew a +curtain and Hepworth crossed the threshold. + +If he upon his arrival had at once noticed a subtle but marked change in +Perdita, she now was struck by an equally vital and informing alteration +in him. He had always seemed to her before as one who leaned back in an +automobile and merely dictated the directions the chauffeur was to take, +but now he was the man who was driving his car himself, at unlawful +speed, and keeping quite cool and collected during the performance. + +He took the chair opposite the one in which she had seated herself, and +she noticed a flicker of a smile across his face as his eye caught the +amulet hung about her neck, a tender, humorous, sad little smile. + +"Yes, I am still wearing it," she said, as if in answer to some question +of his, "and I have had the box containing the others brought down here. +It is there on that table in the corner." She spoke with a bravado +which only half concealed her embarrassment. + +He glanced toward it indifferently. "Then we will fasten my new one in +the space left vacant by yours," his swift, delightful smile came and +went, transforming his face for the moment like a gleam of sunlight, but +although brilliant, it was sad, sad as all regret, and Dita, seeing it, +felt some wild, momentary impulse to beseech forgiveness, she could not +tell exactly for what. + +The amulet, her old bit of crystal, was swinging at the end of a long +chain, and, a little embarrassed, she lifted it in her hand and gazed at +it mechanically, turning it this way and that to catch the different +reflections of light. + +"Did you know that we are lawbreakers, you and I, Dita?" asked Hepworth +with another smile, "meeting to discuss the details of a properly +arranged divorce? Well, my dear, it will not rest particularly heavy on +my conscience if it makes things easier for you in the least degree. +Your lawyers will instruct you just what to do, but there is one matter +which I wish to discuss with you personally, and that is some +settlements. + +"Why, Dita," breaking off sharply and starting to his feet, "what is the +matter? Are you ill?" + +Indeed he was justified in thinking so. She had grown white as snow. The +color had left even her lips. + +"No," she spoke with an effort, but she lifted her head, as if by main +strength of will. "No," and he was infinitely relieved to see a bit of +color creep back into her lips, but the eyes she courageously raised to +his were dark with an emotion which he could only translate as fear or +horror, he could not tell which. + +"Have I offended you, then?" he murmured. "Believe me--" + +"No, no," she insisted so definitely that he was forced to believe her. +"It was something quite different. Something, something I just +remembered." + +She was manifestly so confused and disturbed that he did not press the +point. It would have seemed both unkind and unwise to do so, and then, +although her eyes still retained that curiously shocked, almost +horror-stricken expression, the color had returned to her cheek. + +"You were saying?" she began, her voice steady enough now. "Oh, yes, I +remember, about the money." Those deep vibrations of emotion thrilled +her tones. "Well, I won't have it. Won't touch it. I will not hear of +settlements. I can make enough for my needs." + +He lifted his eyes and looked at her quickly and then the eyelids almost +closed. Perdita was under very close observation. + +"Naturally, I do not for a moment dispute that. It is a fact already +proven, but it is my wish to remove the necessity from you. Your +occupation will then continue to be a source of amusement, of interest +to you, but you will not feel that it is your sole dependence." + +She shook her head with a sort of irrevocable gentleness with which he +could not fail to be struck. + +"No," she said, "it is really quite useless to discuss the matter. +Truly, Cresswell, I will not even consider it." + +"But, Dita," he began, then paused a moment as if to make a choice of +arguments, desirous of using at once the most potent and evidently +preparing to undermine and break down the barriers of her decision if it +took a month. + +She forestalled him, however, with a quick flank movement. She rose to +her feet. "Cresswell," she said, "I promised you last night that I would +discuss this matter with you this morning, but now," there was the least +hesitation in her voice, "I am going to ask a favor. I dined with you +last night, now will you dine with me to-night? Will you? There will +only be Miss Fleming and her father, and she will just sit at the table +a few minutes, she never dines before playing; Wallace Martin and Maud, +and they are going somewhere, so you and I will have the leisure of a +long evening to discuss all the pros and cons of this question, your +side and mine. Will you come?" + +She was looking at him so earnestly, there was something so strange in +the depths of her dark eyes, that he felt tempted on the moment to beg +an explanation of this postponement. Then, as quickly he relinquished +it. + +"I shall be delighted to come," he said heartily. "And if to-night you +are in no mood to talk over dry details, we will put it off again until +a more convenient season." + +"No." Her tone was positive. "I am quite sure that we will come to one +decision or another this evening. Good-by." + +When the curtain at the door had fallen behind him, Dita sat down again. +She did not seem to be thinking or mentally engaged in any way whatever. +On the contrary, she seemed to be waiting, two or three minutes passed, +five. Still she waited. Ah, a bitter smile hovered for one moment around +her lips. Her whole tense figure relaxed a little as if the moment which +she had so confidently expected had come. + +There was the sound of the shutting of the outer door in the small room +to the left, then a halting step across the bare and polished floor. +Eugene's step. He paused a moment in the doorway leading into the larger +room, but as Dita did not turn nor give any sign whatever of having +heard him, he came on. + +"Back again, you see," he said. "I saw Hepworth leaving the house just +as I came about the corner up here, so I knew the coast was clear. May I +sit down?" + +For the first time Dita looked at him. He was unmistakably not of the +same temper in which he had left her an hour before. The buoyancy and +spring of him had vanished. His eyes were clouded, his mouth depressed, +certain lines on his brow and about his mouth stood out more markedly +than usual. In fact, he seemed to have halted midway in some mood +between dismay and anger. And as Dita observed this, there again played +about her mouth for one instant that same, sad, bitter, secretive smile. + +She had leaned back in her chair as if prepared to remain some time, but +she made no effort whatever to carry on a conversation or even to embark +on one. + +The frown deepened on Eugene's brow. This attitude on her part was +evidently irritating to him. + +"Everything settled, Dita, and satisfactorily?" + +"What do you mean by satisfactorily?" she asked, letting a moment or +two lapse between his question and her answer. + +"I mean everything arranged in your favor," he replied with a short +laugh. "He is rather sure to do that, you know. He likes to do things +with the grand air." + +"Oh, no, Eugene, it is you who like to affect the grand air. With him it +is natural." + +He looked up at her quickly. "It sounds, it sounds," he said, "as if you +might possibly be on the verge of a sirocco. Don't Dita, I implore you. +I am off the key myself." + +"Why?" she asked. + +He lifted his shoulders. "Ah, that I do not know." + +"I refused any alimony, Eugene," she said abruptly. + +"What! Oh, Dita, you must not! Why, it is the height of folly! My dear +child, it is quixotic to the verge of idiocy." All his moodiness had +vanished. He was arguing her case fervently enough now. "You have had +your head turned by the success you and Maud have enjoyed in this +venture this winter, but that is purely ephemeral. You were a fad, a +novelty. How long do such things last in New York? And here is Hepworth +willing and anxious to endow you with houses and lands. Dita," and never +had she heard him plead his love with such fervor, "Dita, you must not +ruin your whole life by a blind whim. You must listen to advice. You +must be guided by your friends in this matter. + +"It is true, of course," he continued, "that I make a very large income, +but I lay nothing by. It is impossible. I must keep up an +appearance--the painter prince, and all that sort of thing. It is +expected of me. It is a part of my stock in trade." + +"Then you consider, 'Gene," her voice was calmly, reassuringly +reasonable now, "you consider that fully to enjoy life we must both +possess more than an ordinarily large income?" + +"Dearest Dita," he bent forward with his tenderest, most ingratiating +smile, "do not for one moment mistake me. I think, I know we could be +happy without a centime between us, but viewing life as it is lived and +considering your tastes and my tastes, the mode of existence to which we +have accustomed ourselves and all that, I think we, like most other +people, would do well to avoid the perilous experiment of comparative +poverty. Whether we wish to believe it or not, really to invest life +with romance and interest and charm requires more than mere imagination, +of which you and I possess an abundant store, Dita. It also requires +money." + +"It would require a great deal more than that for me, Eugene," she rose +to her feet now and stood looking at him as if from mountain heights, so +remote and distant she seemed. "Remember the old legend of my +amulet,"--she lifted it and swung it to and fro as she talked,--"that +sooner or later it would force the one who possessed it to reveal +himself in his true character? Well, it has proved its ancient claim. +You apparently possessed it long enough for it to force you to reveal +your true self; or perhaps that was inevitable under any circumstances." + +"What do you mean, Dita?" he, too, had sprung to his feet, and stood +facing her, both fear and chagrin in his eyes. + +"This," she flung out her hand with the amulet in it; "while I sat here +talking to Cresswell, I was turning this square bit of crystal this way +and that, watching it catch the light. Suddenly, as I held it between my +thumb and forefinger, I saw you, it reflected you quite clearly. You +thrust your head a little forward from the door, down there," indicating +by a gesture the door at the lower end of the room, "anxious to hear the +better what Cresswell was saying and quite sure from the position of our +chairs that we could not see you. Then I sent him away and waited. I +knew, I knew instinctively, that you would do just as you did, Eugene, +and--so I waited. I knew that I should hear that outer door close, that +I should hear you walk across the floor, I knew it." + +The moments pulsed like heartbeats between them. + +"I shall not deny it," he said at last, "but Dita, Dita, I did it for +you. I felt that you would follow some quixotic course, which you would +regret for a lifetime. I know so well your mad, impulsive recklessness. +Oh, Dita," he stretched out his arms to her. + +There was no responsive movement on her part. She stood mute, immovable, +eyes downcast, as if she could not bear to look upon his humiliation. + +The long chain had slipped through her fingers, and the amulet swung at +the end of it, to and fro between herself and him, like the pendulum of +an inflexible fate. + +"Dita," his voice was irresistibly appealing, "you will not thrust me +thus out of your heart, oh, not for this!" + +"You never had a place in my heart, Eugene, I know that now." + +She swept across the floor, but as she put up her hand to pull aside the +curtain before the door, she paused. "I--I'm sorry, Eugene," she +faltered and by an effort of will lifted her eyes to him at last. + +But they fell neither on the shamed nor the conquered. His head was +thrown back, his eyes met hers. He was smiling, and his smile held +unfathomable things. It spoke of a spirit eternally young and yet which +had felt the weary weight of all dead and crumbling centuries. It was +sad, disillusioned, yet eagerly joyous. It had tasted all things and +found them vanity, yet pursued an unending quest with infinite zest. + +"Dear Dita," he murmured, "never doubt that I loved you, love you still, +but as the artist loves, not the plodder. You or any woman can only be +to him the 'shadow of the idol of his thought,' the mere symbol of +beauty, but what he really loves, Dita, is beauty's self." + +[Illustration: Before she knew it, his arms were about her.] + +He spoke now with a sincerity almost stern. "You or all the world may +think me false," his head lifted lightly, "it is nothing to me. To the +one thing I know as truth I am eternally true. I really, fundamentally +do not care that," he snapped his fingers, "for the rest of the show. I +have always the dream and before me lies the great achievement. So out +of your house, out of your life, out of your heart I go." He came near +her as he spoke, his voice was like music. Before she knew it, his arms +were about her and he was kissing her hair, where the copper shadows +rippled into gold above her temple. "Beautiful and still loved Perdita! +Good-by." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +WAITING FOR PERDITA + + +Perdita committed an unpardonable social sin that evening. She, the +hostess, was late in her own house. In fact she had sent down word that +they were to begin dinner without her. + +The three of them then, Maud, Wallace Martin and Hepworth were sitting +gazing at one another in a rather mournful and embarrassed fashion, when +Mr. and Miss Fleming were announced. Fuschia had stipulated that she was +only to remain with them until the appearance of the roast. That was the +signal for her departure, the definite limit of her stay. She was due at +the theater before eight and it was her custom never to eat anything +before the evening performance. This was the first time any of the group +had seen her since her tremendous success of a few evenings before. + +"Hands up!" she called from the doorway, her gay, delicious voice +pealing through the room, "hands up, I say," making an imaginary pistol +of her thumb and forefinger and covering the three. "I don't want either +your money or your life, but I do insist upon seeing who has blisters on +his hands. I shall accept no other proof of friendship." + +Hepworth and Martin promptly held up their hands. "I'm entitled to first +honors," said Hepworth, "I've sprained both wrists, can't write my +signature and have to have my food cut up for me." + +"My hands," said Wallace Martin proudly, "are trained. They no longer +show wear and tear. You could drive a dagger against them and it would +splinter harmlessly. From long practice in trying to make my own plays +go by virtue of my own applause they have acquired the substance and +fiber of hickory." + +"But dear Miss Fleming," cried Maud, "I deserve more credit than they, +for I recklessly sacrificed my most beautiful fan. When the curtain went +down for the last time and we climbed off our seats and stopped howling, +I held in my hand a limp shred of something and discovered that I had +beaten my poor, exquisite, fragile fan to bits." + +Fuschia's eyes were full of starry twinkles, her smile was a revelation +of joyousness. She drew a long, ecstatic breath, "Boys and girls, it was +nice, wasn't it?" + +"Nice!" exclaimed Hepworth pushing a chair forward for her, "Nice! Is +that the only word you can find to express your pleasure in the fact +that the curtain rose thirty times amid continuous cheers, and New York +simply took you to her heart and hugged you?" + +"Good old New York! She knew her own little Fuschia by the strawberry +mark on her left arm, didn't she? I heard Caruso sing for the first time +the other afternoon, and when they asked me afterward how I liked it, I +said I only knew of one thing more heavenly and that was the sound of a +great audience clapping and shouting. There's no music like that." + +Dinner was announced, and Maud, with a slightly worried expression, +began explaining to Fuschia that Perdita had been detained; but as they +moved toward the door, Hepworth noticed that Fleming had not stirred +from the remote corner he had sought upon entering the room. + +"Jim, what is the matter?" said Hepworth with some concern; "you haven't +interrupted Fuschia once since she came in and you know it's always a +neck and neck race between you to see which can talk the faster?" + +"He's been asleep," said Fuschia, taking her seat at the table. "Poor +papa! the gay life, you know!" + +Fleming eyed her indignantly across the bank of primroses in the center +of the board. "The gay life! I've had no sleep since I struck New York, +that's true. I've had to keep going, and take these poor little +pick-me-ups of cat-naps whenever I can get them; but why? For a week +before this great first night, I had to sit up with Fuschia and hold her +hand and tell her what an unparalleled success she was going to have and +then that night, after all the excitement and anxiety I suffered as her +father, and the exhaustion incident upon being first _claqueur_, why she +drove me out into the cold, damp, rainy streets with one of your New +York blizzards just setting in, to buy her the first morning papers, +and since then I've had to celebrate her triumph. I'll tell you what it +is, friends, I'm a raveled sleeve of care and no kind sleep to knit me +up." + +"Do you know what has really happened?" said Fuschia, in calm +explanation. "Dear papa can't help putting in those Dumas and Poe +touches, but come to me for the straight truth. It's really the funniest +thing about papa. His luck always comes right along with mine. Now what +do you think?" + +"He's made a million since he came to New York," said Wallace Martin. + +"Lost the other fellow's million, you mean," said Hepworth with feeling. + +"Wrong. It's the most unexpected thing you ever dreamed of," Fuschia's +voice was triumphant, "papa's got a social success. Yes," nodding +impressively, "just look at him closely and you'll see that he's lost +his natural, unconscious man-look. He now has a drawing-room-pet +expression and he's wearing his hair differently, and throwing out his +chest. Oh, you needn't laugh, Mr. Hepworth, it's true. 'Hyperion curls, +the front of Jove himself.' When we were coming on I determined that I +would always be very kind to papa. I'd never neglect nor ignore him, no +matter how famous I became; but, of course, he'd just be Fuschia +Fleming's father. But what are the real facts of the case? Father sits +in the seats of the mighty, flattered by great ladies and avoids mention +of his humble actress daughter. King Cophetua and the chorus girl!" + +"I had to come to New York to find out that the feminine boycott against +me wasn't complete," said Mr. Fleming with emotion. "I tell you, Hep, +it's a wonderful experience suddenly to realize that the entire crew of +petticoats the world over don't look at you as if they all had glass +eyes in their heads instead of real ones." + +"How do you account for it, Jim?" asked Hepworth. + +"From camp to court, my boy, has ever been but a step, although +sometimes it's a mighty long one," returned Fleming oratorically. "Now +this is the way I've explained it to myself. You see, I've got that +wild, free, above-timber-line flavor about me that simply locos the type +of woman that keeps husband hobbled to a stake under the big tree by +the back porch where she can keep an eye on him from the kitchen +windows. Now, personally, the catnip and parsley kind of woman never did +appeal to me; but these New York orchids are different. They know how to +appreciate the Rocky Mountain edelweiss, and seem grateful to me for +taking their husbands off their hands now and then. And they're so +interested, too, in the little every-day incidents of an old +prospector's life." + +"You just ought to hear papa Othelloize those Ophelias," said Fuschia, +deftly seizing the first opportunity to get into the conversation. +"He'll tell them about being carried down a thousand feet in a mighty +snowslide and escaping unhurt, and of the fabulous properties he's +discovered, and of frequent encounters with enormous grizzlies, where +he'll tap them lightly on the jaw and advise them to hasten home and +then if they get too familiar, he gives them a twist of the wrist that +sends them howling back to the woods." + +"Fuschia," said her father sternly, "you talk entirely too much, and +there's a day of reckoning coming for you. Just wait till you get to +London. There you'll be sneaking in at the back door and eating a cold +biscuit in the pantry while you're waiting to do a few recitations for +the ladies and gentlemen; while I'll be sailing in to dinner with a +belted earless on one arm and a tiaraed duchess on the other." + +"I'm afraid I see your finish, Jim," sighed Hepworth. "You'll end as a +leader of cotillions. Your head is badly turned." + +"There's no denying, Hep, that we are apt to set and undue value on what +we've never had, and these late-blooming feminine smiles are like a +bottle of champagne in the desert." + +"Oh, dear, here is the roast," cried Fuschia disconsolately, "and +Cinderella must run away. Is there no hope of seeing Mrs. Hepworth this +evening?" turning to Maud. + +Maud hesitated a moment, then, "I really do not know," she confessed +frankly, "she--she has not been particularly well all day." She simply +could not plead for Perdita the conventional bad headache while +Hepworth's steady eyes were fixed upon her. + +Fuschia, who happened to be looking at him, saw a quick shade of +disappointment pass over his face, and her impulsive sympathy was roused +by the depth and poignancy of that immediately suppressed emotion. She +threw herself into the breach. + +"Oh, I want dreadfully to see her to-night about the gown I am to wear +when I play the scheming adventuress next week. We were to have decided +it to-night. She is thinking of putting me in green instead of the usual +black with touches of scarlet, and the accustomed badge of the +adventuress, high-heeled scarlet slippers. And I am so anxious to know +if Mrs. Hepworth has decided upon green, a wonderful, wicked, dazzling +green, with strange blue lights in the shadows. Oh, may I send a message +and ask her to see me just a moment?" + +But before Maud could answer, Perdita entered the room. She pleaded the +usual headache, which Maud had so carefully avoided, and that threadbare +social fiction was for once upheld and substantiated. Dita's appearance +fully bore it out. Her face was pale, her eyes heavy. She promised, +however, to give a full consideration to the question of Fuschia's green +gown the next morning, and the actress who had already overstayed the +limits of the time she had allotted herself prepared to take her +departure. + +"Oh," she cried from the door, "I forgot to announce my two important +bits of good news. Mr. Martin is going to write me a comedy and Eugene +Gresham is going to paint my portrait." + +A faint smile hovered for one moment about Perdita's lips. "When did +Eugene make his request?" she asked in her usual low tones, although her +head lifted suddenly. + +"This afternoon," replied Fuschia, and Dita's smile deepened. "And he is +going to give me a fete in his studio." + +"The usual ball in the artist's studio?" laughed Maud looking at Martin. + +"Don't you dream it," Fuschia laughed irrepressibly, also; "not the +stage kind with its crowd of maskers. This is to be patterned after an +afternoon among the great artists in Japan. You wear Japanese things and +crawl through a little door into a room with nothing in it but just one +perfect flower in a perfect vase, and we will all sit on the floor and +drink tea." + +"It sounds very much like him," said Maud, "but is it true Wallace that +you are really going to do a play for Miss Fleming?" + +"It happily is," said Martin, "a comedy." + +"Not a problem play?" The light of hope dawned in Miss Carmine's eyes. + +"Oh, dear me, no," cried Fuschia; "and he's going to write it just as he +talks." + +"I'd very much prefer to have you talk it as I write," said Martin, but +she had already vanished. + +In a very few minutes the others followed her example, Fleming leaving +the house with Maud and Wallace. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +WITH MY HEART'S LOVE + + +Scarcely had the hall door closed behind them when Hepworth turned to +Dita inquiringly. "Would you not very much prefer that I left you?" he +asked. "I can see that you are not well, and we can discuss anything +that remains to be talked over at any other time." + +"No," she shook her head, "I am quite well. I have not even the headache +I claimed, and I must, indeed I must, talk to you to-night." + +"But if our conversation this morning so upset and unnerved you," he +urged, "would it not be wise to defer this?" + +"Our conversation didn't," she replied with emphasis. "It was another +conversation. Cresswell, will you answer me a question or two?" + +"Anything you wish to know," he replied. + +She got up, and, after a fashion she sometimes showed, perhaps +unconsciously copied from him, began to walk restlessly up and down, +occasionally stopping to pick up and examine some ornament quite as if +she had never happened to notice it before. + +She had picked up a small jade vase from the mantelpiece and was now +bestowing upon it what appeared to be an exhaustive observation. In +reality she was hardly conscious that she held it in her hand. + +"Cresswell, why did you marry me?" + +He started ever so slightly and then answered unhesitatingly, "Because I +loved you, Dita." + +A little spasm of some emotion he could not fathom passed over her face. +"It was not because you wished to see how the flower blooming in a tin +can in a tenement window would bloom in a wonderful lacquered vase in a +marble court? It was not from curiosity or pity, Cresswell?" + +"It was love, Dita." + +Again that wave of emotion over her face, and then she looked about her +with sad, tear-wet eyes and a trembling mouth. + +"And my caprices, my stupidity, my inadequacy, soon destroyed that?" + +"Never," he repeated. "Believe that. I was no gardener trying +experiments. It was the flower I loved, Dita; the flower whose happiness +I longed for, whose happiness I still long for. You do not need my love, +do not care for it, why should you? But give me the happiness of still +being able to assure for you the marble courts and the lacquered vases." + +The little jade vase dropped from her fingers and fell unheeded to the +rug at her feet. The tears were pouring now, down her white face. She +made no effort either to conceal or to staunch them. + +"Ah, blind and wasteful creature that I am!" she cried. "Why, why should +you have chosen to love me?" + +She stepped toward him and with both hands unwound the slender +old-fashioned gold chain from her throat. She lifted her face, +quivering, broken with feeling, and still streaming with tears, to his. +She held out the amulet toward him. "Cresswell," poignantly, "will you +take this now, my old talisman, with my heart's love?" + +He made one quick movement as if to take her in his arms and hold her +close, close to his heart for ever. His face was irradiated, his cold +eyes glowed with a warmth and fire that more mercurial and mutable +natures can never know. + +Then the light went out of his eyes and face. It did not fade, it was as +if it were extinguished by some strong effort of will. His arms fell to +his sides. + +"My dear, my dear," his voice trembled, "how like your sweet, generous, +prodigal nature! I see it all now, the reason for your pallor and heavy +eyes. You have spent the day, since I left you this morning, in accusing +and denouncing yourself until you have reached the frame of mind where +you can only appease your offended and tyrannical conscience by some act +of high sacrifice. And do you think I would accept it, poor, heroic, +overwrought Dita? All day," that swift, flashing, heart-breaking smile +of his gleamed a moment, "you have been convicting yourself of +ingratitude, merely because I was offering you some of my money with +the entirely selfish motive of securing my own happiness." + +"You are wrong, wrong," she cried vehemently, passionately. "What can I +do to convince you? Oh, of course, you think that I am a creature of +moods; you have every reason to think so; but what can I do, what can I +say to convince you that I am not speaking from one of them now?" + +"Say nothing, dearest," he murmured deeply, soothingly; "say no more. I +shall always remember the sweetness of this moment." + +"But I will not have it so," she cried. "You must, you must listen to +me. You think that I love Eugene, that I have always loved Eugene. And I +did not know, I did not know what love was. Eugene is charming and +famous, and there was a sympathy between us, on one side of our natures. +We have the same love of color. It is a passion with us. It spells music +and poetry and all sorts of untranslatable things. It is something +instinctive with us, something we were born with and we see shades and +harmonies and values that other people do not. But this absolute +understanding between us was only on one side of our natures, and yet +sometimes it was so--so encompassing that I thought it embraced them +all. So I did not know my own mind. I was puzzled, confused, always in +doubt. And then, when I began really to--to flirt with Eugene, or so +people construed it, it was when I was beginning to be bored with my +marble court and my lacquered vase. I got so bored with being amused, +just amused all the time." + +"Ah, that was where I made my great, my unforgivable mistake," he +interrupted. + +"Yes, you made a mistake, in not letting me know you as you really are," +she conceded, "but then, with all the boredom, I had that sense of +futility, of failure behind me. Failure behind and nothing to look +forward to but an endless succession of marble courts. No beautiful, +dazzling unexpected. Just the same thing over and over and over. And +then you went away and for a time I was frightened and forlorn, so Maud +and I started our venture. Ah!" she clasped her hands together, the +amulet dangling on its chain, "I have told you what work and success +meant to me. You understand that; but gradually, as I got used to it, I +began to see that it wasn't enough. No," she shook her head sadly, "it +wasn't enough--there must be love. But I had got the idea into my head +that it was Eugene who would speak the magic word, that magic word that +I believed in and waited for. Yet all, all the time, from the moment you +left me, you were in my thoughts. You see," with a faint smile, "I +understood Eugene, but you were the unsolvable problem. I was always +thinking about you, trying to understand you, and last night," her face +glowed with a lovely light, "when you talked to me of the big, wonderful +things, when you made me feel that I was an intelligent human being and +not merely a pretty woman, why, my whole heart went out to you and I +knew it was you, you alone that I loved. It is not the man who can +conquer a city, many cities, with his grace and charm and genius. Not he +who can win my poor heart, but the man who can conquer his own spirit. +Ah, Cresswell," she held out the amulet again to him, "will you not take +this now?" 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