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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: The Sixth Sense + A Novel + + +Author: Stephen McKenna + + + +Release Date: August 22, 2011 [eBook #37164] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SIXTH SENSE*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell and the Online Distributed Proofreading +Team (http://www.pgdp.net) + + + + +------------------------------------------------------------+ + | Transcriber's note: | + | | + | Inconsistent hyphenation and dialect spelling in the | + | original document has been preserved. | + | | + | Greek text is enclosed by plus signs (+Greek+) | + | | + | Obvious typographical errors have been corrected. For | + | a complete list, please see the end of this document. | + | | + +------------------------------------------------------------+ + + + + + +THE SIXTH SENSE + +A Novel + +by + +STEPHEN McKENNA + +Author of "The Reluctant Lovers" "Sheila Intervenes" + + + "The World is a Comedy to those that think, a tragedy + to those who feel." + _Horace Walpole to Sir Horace Mann._ + + + + + + + +London +Chapman & Hall, Ltd. +1915 + + + + +À L'INTROUVABLE + + + + +CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + PROLOGUE. LONDON AFTER TWENTY YEARS 1 + + I. WAR À OUTRANCE 25 + + II. SUPPER WITH A MYSTIC 46 + + III. BRANDON COURT 62 + + IV. THE FIRST ROUND 84 + + V. COMMEMORATION 103 + + VI. THE SECOND ROUND 123 + + VII. A CAUSE CÉLÈBRE 140 + + VIII. HENLEY--AND AFTER 160 + + IX. THE THIRD ROUND 178 + + X. THE ZEAL THAT OUTRUNS DISCRETION 197 + + XI. THE AMATEUR DETECTIVE 214 + + XII. THE SIXTH SENSE 232 + + XIII. OR THE OBVIOUS ALTERNATIVE 247 + + XIV. THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY 263 + + XV. THE RAID 279 + + XVI. RIMINI 296 + + EPILOGUE 308 + + + + +THE SIXTH SENSE + + + + +PROLOGUE + +LONDON AFTER TWENTY YEARS + + "As when a traveller, bound from North to South, + Scouts fur in Russia: what's its use in France? + In France spurns flannel: where's its need in Spain? + In Spain drops cloth, too cumbrous for Algiers! + Linen goes next, and last the skin itself, + A superfluity at Timbuctoo. + When, through his journey was the fool at ease? + I'm at ease now, friend; worldly in this world, + I take and like its way of life; I think + My brothers who administer the means, + Live better for my comfort--that's good too; + And God, if he pronounce upon such life, + Approves my service, which is better still." + + ROBERT BROWNING: "Bishop Blougram's Apology." + + +I paused, with my foot on the lowest step of the Club, to mark the +changes that had overtaken Pall Mall during my twenty years' absence +from England. + +The old War Office, of course, was gone; some of the shops on the +north side were being demolished; and the Automobile Club was new and +unassimilated. In my day, too, the Athenæum had not been painted +Wedgwood-green. Compared, however, with the Strand or Mall, Piccadilly +or Whitehall, marvellously little change had taken place. I made an +exception in favour of the character and velocity of the traffic: the +bicycle boom was in its infancy when I left England: I returned to +find the horse practically extinct, and the streets of London as +dangerous as the railway stations of America. + +I wondered how long it would take me to get used to the London of +1913.... Then I wondered if I should find anything to keep me long +enough to grow acclimatised. Chance had brought me back to England, +chance and the "wandering foot" might as easily bear me away again. It +has always been a matter of indifference to me where I live, what I +do, whom I meet. If I never seem to get bored, it is perhaps because I +am never long enough in one place or at one occupation. There was no +reason why England should not keep me amused.... + +A man crossed the road and sold me a _Westminster Gazette_. I opened +it to see what was engaging the England of 1913, remembering as I did +so that the _Westminster_ was the last paper of importance to be +published before I went abroad. As I glanced at the headlines, twenty +years seemed to drop out of my life. Another Home Rule Bill was being +acclaimed as the herald of the Millennium; Ulster was being told to +fight and be right: the Welsh Church was once more being +disestablished, while in foreign politics a confederation of Balkan +States was spending its blood and treasure in clearing Europe of the +Turk, to a faint echoing accompaniment of Gladstone's "bag and +baggage" trumpet call. At home and abroad, English politics repeated +themselves with curiously dull monotony. + +Then I turned to the middle page, and saw I had spoken too hastily. +"Suffragette Outrages" seemed to fill three columns of the paper. My +return to England had synchronised with a political campaign more +ruthless, intransigeant and unyielding than anything since the Fenian +outrages of my childhood. I read of unique fifteenth-century houses +burnt to the ground, interrupted meetings, assaults on Ministers, +sabotage in public buildings, and the demolition of plate-glass +windows at the hands of an uncompromising, fearless and diabolically +ingenious army of destroyers. On the other side of the account were +entered long sentences, hunger-strikes, forcible feeding and something +that was called "A Cat and Mouse Act." I was to hear more of that +later: it was indeed the political parent of the "New Militant +Campaign" whose life coincided with my own residence in England. I +fancy the supporters of the bill like Roden, Rawnsley or Jefferson +genuinely believed they had killed hunger-striking--and with it the +spirit of militancy--when the Government assumed the power of +imprisoning, releasing and re-imprisoning at will. The event proved +that they had only driven militancy into a fresh channel.... + +It is curious to reflect that as I at last mounted the steps and +entered the Club, I was wondering where it would be possible to meet +the resolute, indomitable women who formed the Council of War to the +militant army. It would be a new, alluring experience. I was so +occupied with my thoughts that I hardly noticed the hall porter +confronting me with the offer of the New Members' Address Book. + +"Surely a new porter?" I suggested. At ten guineas a year for twenty +years, it was costing me two hundred and ten pounds to enter the +Club, and I did not care to have my expensive right challenged. + +"Seventeen years, sir," he answered with the gruff, repellent +stiffness of the English official. + +"I must have been before your time, then," I said. + +Of course he disbelieved me, on the score of age if for no other +reason; and the page boy who dogged my steps into the Cloak Room, was +sent--I have no doubt--to act as custodian of the umbrellas. My age is +forty-two, but I have never succeeded in looking more than about eight +and twenty: perhaps I have never tried, as I find that a world of +personal exertion and trouble is saved by allowing other people to do +my trying, thinking, arranging for me ... whatever I am, others have +made me. + +There was not a single familiar face in the hall, and I passed into +the Morning Room, like a ghost ascending from Hades to call on Æneas. +Around me in arm-chair groups by the fire, or quarrelsome knots +suspended over the day's bill of fare, were sleek, full-bodied +creatures of dignified girth and portentous gravity--fathers of +families, successes in life. These--I told myself--were my +contemporaries; their faces were for the most part unknown, but this +was hardly surprising as many of my friends are dead and most of the +survivors are to be found at the Bar. A barrister with anything of a +practice cannot afford time to lunch in the spacious atmosphere of +Pall Mall, and the smaller the practice, the greater his anxiety to +conceal his leisure. For a moment I felt painfully insignificant, +lonely and unfriended. + +I was walking towards the Coffee Room when a heavy hand descended on +my shoulder and an incredulous voice gasped out---- + +"Toby, by Gad!" + +No one had called me by that name for fifteen years, and I turned to +find a stout, middle-aged man with iron-grey hair and a red face +extending a diffident palm. + +"I beg your pardon," he added hastily, as he saw my expression of +surprise. "I thought for a moment...." + +"You were right," I interrupted. + +"Toby Merivale," he said with profound deliberation. "I thought you +were dead." + +The same remark had already been made to me four times that morning. + +"That's not original," I objected. + +"Do you know who I am?" he asked. + +"You used to be Arthur Roden in the old days when I knew you. That was +before they made you a Privy Councillor and His Majesty's +Attorney-General." + +"By Gad, I can hardly believe it!" he exclaimed, shaking my hand a +second time and carrying me off to luncheon. "What have you been doing +with yourself? Where have you been? Why did you go away?" + +"As Dr. Johnson once remarked...." I began. + +"'Questioning is not a mode of conversation among gentlemen,'" he +interrupted. "I know; but if you drop out of the civilised world for +the third of a lifetime...." + +"You've not ordered yourself any lunch." + +"Oh, hang lunch!" + +"But you haven't ordered any for me, either." + +My poor story--for what it was worth--started with the plovers' eggs, +and finished neck-to-neck with the cheese. I told him how I had gone +down to the docks twenty years before to see young Handgrove off to +India, and how at the last moment he had cajoled me into accompanying +him.... Arthur came with me in spirit from India to the diamond mines +of South Africa where I made my money, took part with me in the +Jameson Raid, and kept me company during those silent, discreet months +when we all lay _perdus_ wondering what course the Government was +going to pursue towards the Raiders. Then I sketched my share in the +war, and made him laugh by saying I had been three times mentioned in +despatches. My experience of blackwater fever was sandwiched in +between the settlement of South Africa, and my departure to the scene +of the Russo-Japanese war: last of all came the years of vegetation, +during which I had idled round the Moorish fringe of the Desert or +sauntered from one Mediterranean port to another. + +"What brings you home now?" he asked. + +"Home? Oh, to England. I've a young friend stationed out at Malta, and +when I was out there three weeks ago I found his wife down with a +touch of fever. He wanted her brought to London, couldn't come +himself, so suggested I should take charge. _J'y suis_...." + +I hesitated. + +"Well?" + +"I don't know, Arthur. I've no plans. If you have any suggestions to +make...." + +"Come and spend Whitsun with me in Hampshire." + +"Done." + +"You're not married?" + +"'Sir,'" I said in words Sir James Murray believes Dr. Johnson ought +to have used, "'in order to be facetious it is not necessary to be +indecent.'" + +"And never will be, I suppose." + +"I've no plans. You, of course...." + +I paused delicately, in part because I was sure he wanted to tell me +all about himself, in part because I could not for the life of me +remember what had come of the domestic side of his career during my +absence abroad. He was married, and the father of a certain number of +children before I left England; I had no idea how far the +ramifications went. + +It appeared that his wife--who was still living--had presented him +with Philip, now aged twenty-six, his father's private secretary and +member for some Scotch borough; Sylvia, aged twenty-four, and +unmarried; Robin, aged twenty-one, and in his last year at Oxford; and +Michael, an _enfant terrible_ of sixteen still at Winchester. I fancy +there were no more; these were certainly all I ever met, either in +Cadogan Square or Brandon Court. + +In his public life I suppose Arthur Roden would be called a successful +man. I remember him during the barren first few years of practice, but +soon after my departure from England reports used to reach me showing +the increasing volume of his work, until he became one of the busiest +juniors on the Common Law side, reading briefs at four in the morning, +and sending a clerk out to buy his new clothes. After taking silk at +an early age, he had entered the House and been made Attorney-General +in 1912. + +"I was appointed the same day your brother was raised to the Bench," +he told me. + +"I should think he makes a pretty bad Judge," I suggested. + +"Resolute," said Arthur. "We want firmness." + +I knew what that meant. According to unsympathetic papers, Mr. Justice +Merivale had conducted a Bloody Assize among the Militants of the +Suffrage Army. When Roden prosecuted in person, there was short shrift +indeed. + +"We've killed militancy between us," he boasted. + +"And I understand you're burnt together in effigy." + +His face grew suddenly stern. + +"They haven't stopped at that. There've been two attempts to fire +Brandon Court, and one wing of your brother's house was burnt down a +few weeks ago. I expect you found him rather shaken." + +"I haven't seen him yet." + +Arthur looked surprised. + +"Oh, you ought to," he said. "I'm afraid he won't be able to last out +the rest of the term without a change. It's got on his nerves. Got on +his wife's nerves, too. Your niece is the only one who doesn't seem to +care; but then I think girls have very little imagination. It's the +same with Sylvia. By the way, I suppose you know you've got a niece?" + +We paid our bills, and walked upstairs to the Smoking Room. + +"What'll be their next move?" I asked. + +"I don't think there will be a next move," he answered slowly. "What +can they do?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"I'm only an onlooker, but d'you believe this Cat and Mouse Act is +going to stop them? My knowledge is mere newspaper knowledge, but to +be beaten by a device like that--it isn't in keeping with the +character of the women who've organised the Militant Campaign so far." + +"What _can_ they do?" he repeated. + +"I don't know." + +"They don't either. One or two of the most determined law breakers are +in reality spies; they've kept us posted in the successive steps of +the campaign up to the present. Now they report that there's no plan +for the future. They know it would be futile to start assassination; +if they go on burning and breaking, a proportion of them get caught +and punished. Hunger striking's been killed by the Cat and Mouse Act. +Well, militancy's dead, Toby. If you come down to the House to-night, +you'll be present at the funeral." + +"What's happening?" + +"It's the division on the Suffrage amendment to the Electoral Reform +Bill. Hullo! here's Philip. Let me introduce my eldest son." + +I made friends with Philip as we crossed the Park and entered the +House. He was curiously like the Arthur I had known twenty years +before--tall, dark-haired, clean-featured, with an exuberant zest for +life tempered to an almost imperceptible degree by the reserve of the +responsible public man. The physical and mental vigour of father and +son left me silently admiring; as they hurried along at a swinging +five miles an hour, I took stock of their powerful, untiring frames, +quick movements, and crisp, machine-made speech. They were hard, +business-like, unimaginative, with the qualities of those defects and +the defects of those qualities; trained, taught, and equipped to play +the midwife to any of the bureaucratic social reforms that have been +brought into the English political world the last few years, but +helpless and impotently perplexed in face of an idea outside their +normal ken. They were highly efficient average English politicians. +Either or both would reform you the Poor Law, nationalise a railway, +or disestablish a Church; but send Philip to India, set Arthur to +carry out Cromer's work in Egypt, and you would see English dominion +driven from two continents as speedily as North drove it from America. +It was one of the paradoxes of English politics that Arthur should +have been entrusted with the problem of Suffrage militancy, a paradox +of the same order as that whereby Strafford grappled with the problem +of a parliamentary system. + +"You'll stay a few minutes," Philip urged as I abandoned him to Empire +and wandered off to pay my belated respects to my brother. + +I glanced round me and shook my head. I would not grow old all at +once, and yet--Gladstone was Prime Minister when I left England: his +statue now dominated the public lobby. And Salisbury, Harcourt, +Chamberlain, Parnell, Labby--their voices were sunk in the great +silence. In my day Committee Room Number Fifteen used to be an object +of historic interest.... + + "They say the lion and the lizard keep + The Halls where Jamshyd gloried, and drank deep: + And Bahram, the great hunter, the wild ass + Stamps o'er his head, and he lies fast asleep." + +I quoted the lines to Philip apologetically, reminding him that the +Omar Khayyam vogue had not come in when I left England. "I shall see +you at Brandon Court," I added. + +"What are you going to do till then?" he asked. + +"Heaven knows! I never make arrangements. Things just happen to me. I +always contrive to be in the thick of whatever's going on. I don't +know how long I shall stay in England, or where I shall go to +afterwards. But whether it's a railway strike or a coronation, I shall +be there. I don't like it, I'm a peaceful man by nature, but I can't +help it. I always get dragged into these things." + +Philip scratched his chin thoughtfully. + +"I don't know that we've got any great sensations at the present +time," he said. + +"Something will turn up," I answered in the words of one greater than +myself, as I waved my hand in farewell and started back in the +direction of the Club. + +I knew my brother would not leave Court till at least four o'clock, so +I had to dispose of an hour before it was time to call round in Pont +Street. The Club had emptied since luncheon, and I drew blank in one +place after another until fate directed my steps to the Card Room. +There were two men playing bézique, one of them poor Tom Wilding whom +I had left lame and returned to find half paralysed and three parts +blind. The other--who played with a wonderful patience, calling the +names of the cards--I recognised as my young friend Lambert Aintree +who had parted from me in Morocco five years before. I reminded them +both of my identity, and we sat gossiping till an attendant arrived to +wheel poor Wilding away for his afternoon drive. + +Leaving the card-table, Aintree joined me on the window-seat and +subjected my face, clothes and general appearance to a rapid scrutiny. +It was the practised, comprehensive glance of an old physician in +making diagnosis, and I waited for him to pronounce on my case. Five +years ago in Morocco he had exhibited a disconcerting and almost +uncanny skill in reading character and observing little forgotten +points that every one else missed. The results of his observation were +usually shrouded in the densest veils of uncommunicativeness: I +sometimes wonder if I have ever met a more silent man. When you could +get him to talk, he was usually worth hearing: for the most part, +however, talking like every other form of activity seemed too much of +an exertion. I understand him now better than I did, but I am not so +foolish as to pretend that I understand him completely. I am a man of +three dimensions: Aintree, I am convinced, was endowed with the +privilege of a fourth. + +"Well?" I said invitingly, as he brought his examination to an end and +looked out of the window. + +His answer was to throw me over a cigarette and light one himself. + +"Take an interest in me," I said plaintively. "Say you thought I was +dead...." + +"Everyone's said that." + +"True," I admitted. + +"And they've all asked you when you landed, and how long you were +staying, and what brought you to England." + +"It would be rather friendly if you did the same." + +"You couldn't tell me--any more than you could tell them." + +"But I could. It was Sunday morning." + +"About then. I knew that. You've been here long enough to get English +clothes, and," he gave me another rapid look, "to have them made for +you. How long you're here for--you don't know." + +"Not to a day," I conceded. "Well, why did I come?" + +"You don't know." + +"Pardon me." I told him of my visit to Malta and the charitable +guardianship of my friend's convalescent wife. + +"But that wasn't the real reason." + +"It was the only reason." + +"The only one you thought of at the time." + +I was amazed at the certainty of his tone. + +"My dear fellow," I said. "I am a more or less rational creature, a +reason comes along and compels me to do a thing. If I were a woman, no +doubt I should do a thing and find reasons for it afterwards." + +"Don't you ever do a thing on impulse, instinctively? And analyse your +motives afterwards to see what prompted you?" + +"Oh, possibly. But not on this occasion." + +"You're sure?" + +"What are you driving at?" I asked. + +"You'll find out in time." + +"I should like to know now." + +Aintree inhaled the smoke of his cigarette and answered with eyes +half-closed. + +"Most men of your age wake up one morning to find they've turned +forty. They feel it would be good to renew their youth, they play with +the idea of getting married." + +"Is this to my address?" I asked. + +"D'you feel it applies to your case?" + +"I can solemnly assure you that such an idea never crossed my mind." + +"Not consciously." + +"Nor unconsciously." + +"What do you know of the unconscious ideas in your own mind?" + +"Hang it," I said, "what do _you_ know of the unconscious ideas in +my--or any one else's mind?" + +"I'm interested in them," he answered quietly. "Tell me if you ever +feel my prophecy coming true." + +"You shall be best man," I promised him. "Married! One doesn't marry +at my age." + +It was a glorious spring afternoon, and I suggested that he should +accompany me part of my way to Pont Street. + +"Tell me what you've been doing with yourself since you stayed with me +five years ago," I said as we stepped into Pall Mall. + +He seemed to shiver and retreat into his shell as soon as the +conversation became focussed on himself. + +"I've done nothing," he answered briefly, and relapsed into one of his +wonted spells of silence. + +In the blazing afternoon sunlight I returned him the compliment of a +careful scrutiny. He had come to Morocco five years before as a boy of +one-and-twenty just down from Oxford. A girl to whom he had been +engaged had died of consumption a few months before, and he was +straying into the Desert, broken, unnerved, and hopeless, to forget +her. I must have seemed sympathetic, or he would not have unburdened +himself of the whole pitiful little tragedy. At twenty-one you feel +these things more keenly perhaps than in after life; there were +moments when I feared he was going to follow her.... + +Five years may have healed the wound, but they left him listless, +dispirited, and sore. He was more richly endowed with nerves than any +man or woman I know, and all the energy of his being seemed +requisitioned to keep them under control. Less through love of mystery +than for fear of self-betrayal his face wore the expressionless mask +of a sphynx. He was fair, thin, and pale, with large frightened eyes, +sapphire blue in colour, and troubled with the vague, tired +restlessness that you see in overwrought, sensitive women. The nose +and mouth were delicate and almost ineffeminate, with lips tightly +closed as though he feared to reveal emotion in opening them. You see +women and children with mouths set in that thin, hard line when they +know a wickering lip or catch in the breath will give the lie to their +brave front. And there were nerves, nerves, nerves everywhere, never +so much present as when the voice was lazily drawling, the hands +steady, and the eyes dreamily half-closed. I wonder if anything ever +escaped those watchful, restless eyes; his entire soul seemed stored +up and shining out of them; and I wonder what was the process of +deduction in his curious, quick, feminine brain. Before I left England +I tried to evolve a formula that would fit him; "a woman's senses and +intuition in a man's body" was the best I could devise, and I am +prepared at once to admit the inadequacy of the label. For one thing +his intuition transcended that of any woman I have ever known. + +As he would not talk about himself, I started to wile away the time by +telling him of my meeting with the Rodens, and their invitation to +Hampshire. + +"I was asked too," he told me. "I shan't go." + +"But why not?" + +"Unsociability, I suppose. I don't go out much." + +"It's a bachelor's party, I understand." + +"That's the best thing I've heard about it. Did they say who'd be +there? If you're not careful you'll have politics to eat, politics to +drink, and politics to smoke." + +"Come and create a diversion," I suggested. + +"I'll think about it. Is Phil going to be there? Oh, then it won't be +a bachelor party. I could name one young woman who will be there for +certain, only I mustn't make mischief. Did you find Roden much +changed?" + +I tried to sort out my impressions of Arthur. + +"Harder than he used to be. I shouldn't care to be a militant +prosecuted by him." + +Aintree raised his eyebrows slightly. + +"I don't think they mind him; they can look after themselves." + +"I've never met one." + +"Would you like to?" + +"Who is she?" + +"Joyce Davenant, the queen bee of the swarm. Dine with me to-night at +the Ritz; seven o'clock, I'm afraid, but we are going to a first +night." + +"Is she a daughter of old Jasper Davenant? I used to shoot with him." + +"The younger daughter. Do you know her sister, Mrs. Wylton? She's +coming too. You'd better meet her," he went on with a touch of acidity +in his tone, "you'll hear her name so much during the next few months +that it will be something to say you've seen her in the flesh." + +I only remembered Elsie Wylton as a young girl with her hair down her +back. Of her husband, Arnold Wylton, I suppose every one has heard; he +enjoys the reputation of being a man who literally cannot be flogged +past a petticoat. How such a girl came to marry such a man no rational +person has ever been able to explain; and it never sweetens the +amenities of debate to talk vaguely of marriages being made in heaven. +I met Wylton twice, and on both occasions he was living in retirement +abroad. I have no wish to meet him a third time. + +"How did she ever come to marry a fellow like that?" I asked. + +Aintree shrugged his shoulders. + +"Her father was dead, or he'd have stopped it. Nobody else felt it +their business to interfere, and it wouldn't have made the slightest +difference if they had. You know what the Davenants are like--or +perhaps you don't. Nothing shakes them when they've made up their +minds to do a thing." + +"But didn't she know the man's reputation?" I persisted. + +"I don't suppose so. Wylton had never been mixed up in any overt +scandal, so the women wouldn't know; and it's always a tall order for +a man to lay information against another man when a girl's engaged to +marry him. She just walked into it with her eyes shut." + +"And now she's divorcing him at last?" + +"The other way about." + +I felt sure I could not have heard him correctly. + +"The other way about," he repeated deliberately. "Oh, she'd have got +rid of him years ago if he'd given her the chance! Wylton was too +clever; he knew the divorce law inside out; he was alive to all its +little technicalities. He's sailed close to the wind a number of +times, but never close enough to be in danger." + +"And what's happening now?" I asked. + +"She's forced his hand--gone to some trouble to compromise herself. +She couldn't divorce him, it was the only way, she's making him +divorce her. Rather a burlesque of justice, isn't it? Elsie Wylton, +the respondent in an undefended action! The daughter of Jasper +Davenant--one of the finest, cleanest, bravest women I know. And the +successful petitioner will be Arnold Wylton, who ought to have been +thrashed out of half the houses and clubs in London. Who ought to have +been cited as a co-respondent half a dozen times over if he hadn't +been so clever in covering up his tracks. I wonder if he's got +sufficient humour to appreciate the delicate irony of _his_ coming +sanctimoniously into court to divorce _her_. It's a sickening +business, we won't discuss it--but it will be the one topic of +conversation in a few weeks' time." + +We walked in silence for a few yards. + +"Was the man any one of note?" I asked. "The co-respondent?" + +"Fellow in the Indian Army," Aintree answered. "I don't suppose you +know him. It was a bogus case; he just lent his name." + +I sniffed incredulously. + +"The world won't believe _that_," I said. + +"Elsie's going to make it." + +I shook my head. + +"She can't. Would you?" + +"Most certainly. So will you when you've met her. You knew the father +well? She's her father's own daughter." + +The gospel of Jasper Davenant was simple and sound. Never pull a +horse, never forge a cheque, never get involved in the meshes of +married women. Apart from that, nothing mattered: though to be his +true disciple, you must never lose your head, never lose your temper, +never be afraid of man or woman, brute or devil. He was the North +American Indian of chivalrous romance, transplanted to Cumberland with +little loss of essential characteristics. + +"I look forward to meeting them both," I said as we parted at +Buckingham Gate. "Seven o'clock? I'll try not to be late." + +Walking on alone through Sloane Square, something set me thinking of +my boast to Philip Roden. Within three hours I was apparently going to +meet one woman whose name was mixed up with the most prominent _cause +célèbre_ of the year, and another who was a _cause célèbre_ in +herself--the redoubtable Miss Joyce Davenant of the Militant Suffrage +Union. That my introduction should come from the peace-loving, +nerve-ridden Aintree, was in accordance with the best ironical +traditions of life. I was not surprised then: I should have still less +reason to be surprised now. In the last six months he has placed me +under obligations which I shall never be able to meet: in all +probability he expects no repayment; the active side of his unhappy, +fatalistic temperament is seen in his passionate desire to make life +less barren and melancholy for others. Tom Wilding can testify to this +at the bézique table: Elsie and Joyce and I can endorse the testimony +in a hundred ways and half a hundred places. + +As I turned into Pont Street a private car was drawn up by the kerb +opposite my brother's house. I dawdled for a few steps while a pretty, +brown-eyed, black-haired girl said good-bye to a friend at the door +and drove away. It was no more than a glimpse that I caught, but the +smiling, small-featured face attracted me. I wondered who she was, and +who was the girl with auburn hair who persisted in standing on my +brother's top step long after the car was out of sight, instead of +retiring indoors and leaving me an unembarrassed entry. + +I pretended not to see her as I mounted the steps, but the pretence +was torn away when I heard her addressing me as "Uncle Simon." + +"You must be Gladys," I said, wondering if I looked as sheepish as I +felt. "How did you recognise me?" + +"By your photograph," she said. "You haven't altered a bit." + +On the whole I carried it off fairly well, though I was glad Arthur +Roden was not present after my implied familiarity with my niece's +existence. Of course I knew I had a niece, and that her birthday +fell--like the Bastille--on July 14th. Usually I remembered the date +and sent her some little trifle, and she would write me a friendly +letter of thanks. If I had kept count of the number of birthdays, I +should have known she was now nineteen, but then one never does keep +count of these things. Frankly, I had imagined her to be about seven +or eight, and her handwriting--by becoming steadily more unformed and +sporadic the older she grew--did nothing to dispel the illusion. +Instead of curious little pieces of jewellery I might easily have sent +her a doll.... + +"Where's the Judge?" I asked as she kissed me and led the way upstairs +to her room. + +"He's not home yet," she answered to my relief. + +"And your mother?" + +But my sister-in-law also was out, and I reconciled myself without +difficulty to the prospect of taking tea alone with my niece. Possibly +as a romantic reaction from her father, possibly with her mother Eve's +morbid craving for forbidden fruit, Gladys had elevated me into a +Tradition. The whole of her pretty, sun-splashed room seemed hung with +absurd curios I had sent her from out-of-the-way parts of the world, +while on a table by the window stood a framed photograph of myself in +tweeds that only an undergraduate would have worn, and a tie loosely +arranged in a vast sailor's knot after the unsightly fashion of the +early 'nineties. My hair was unduly long, and at my feet lay a large +dog; it must have been a property borrowed for the purpose, as I hate +and have always hated dogs. + +"A wasted, unsatisfactory life, Gladys," I said as my tour of +inspection concluded itself in front of my own portrait. "I wish I'd +known about you before. I'd have asked Brian to let me adopt you." + +"Would you like to now?" + +In the East a complimentary speech is not usually interpreted so +literally or promptly. + +"I'm afraid it's too late," I answered regretfully. + +"Afraid?" + +"Your father and mother...." + +"Would you if I were left an orphan?" + +"Of course I would, but you mustn't say things like that even in +joke." + +Gladys poured me out a cup of tea and extended a cream jug at a +menacing angle. + +"Not for worlds if it's China," I exclaimed. + +"It is. Uncle Toby...." She seemed to hesitate over the name, but I +prefer it to Simon and bowed encouragement, "I'm going to be an orphan +in three days' time. At least, it's that or very sea-sick." + +I begged for an explanation. It appeared that Pont Street was in +domestic convulsion over the health of Mr. Justice Merivale. As Roden +had hinted, a succession of militant outrages directed against his +person and property, not to mention threatening letters and attempted +violence, had seriously shaken his nerve. Under doctor's orders he +was leaving England for a short sea cruise as soon as the Courts rose +at Whitsun. + +"He's only going to Marseilles and back," she explained. "Mother's +going with him, and something's got to be done with me. I don't want +to make a nuisance of myself, but I should simply die if they tried to +take me through the Bay." + +"Do you think they'd trust me?" I asked. From an early age my brother +has regarded me as the Black Sheep of an otherwise irreproachable +family of two. + +"They'd jump at it!" Irreverently I tried to visualise Brian jumping. +"The Rodens wanted me to go to them, but it wouldn't be fair on +Sylvia. She'd be tied to me the whole time." + +"I can imagine worse fates." + +"For her? or for me?" + +"Either or both." + +"I'll tell her. Did you see her driving away as you arrived? If you'll +adopt me, I'll introduce you." + +"I've arranged that already. Whitsuntide will be spent at Brandon +Court improving my acquaintance with her." + +Gladys regarded me with frank admiration. + +"You haven't wasted much time. But if you're going there, you may just +as well adopt me. I shall be down there too, and if you're my +guardian...." + +"It'll save all trouble with the luggage. Well, it's for your parents +to decide. You can guess my feelings." + +I waited till after six in the hopes of seeing my brother, and was +then only allowed to depart on the plea of my engagement with Aintree +and a promise to dine and arrange details of my stewardship the +following night. + +"Write it down!" Gladys implored me as I hastened downstairs. "You'll +only forget it if you don't. Eight-fifteen to-morrow. Haven't you got +a book?" + +I explained that on the fringe of the desert where I had lived of +late, social engagements were not too numerous to be carried in the +head. + +"That won't do for London," she said with much firmness, and I was +incontinently burdened with a leather pocket-diary. + +Dressing for dinner that night, the little leather diary made me +reflective. As a very young man I used to keep a journal: it belonged +to a time when I was not too old to give myself unnecessary trouble, +nor too disillusioned to appreciate the unimportance of my impressions +or the ephemeral character of the names that figured in its pages. For +a single moment I played with the idea of recording my experiences in +England. Now that the last chapter is closed and the little diary is +one of the bare half-dozen memorials of my checkered sojourn in +England, I half wish I had not been too lazy to carry my idea into +effect. After a lapse of only seven months I find there are many minor +points already forgotten. The outline is clear enough in my memory, +but the details are blurred, and the dates are in riotous confusion. + +It is fruitless to waste regrets over a lost opportunity, but I wish I +had started my journal on the day Gladys presented me with my now +shabby little note-book. I should have written "Prologue" against this +date--to commemorate my meetings with Roden and Joyce Davenant, +Aintree and Mrs. Wylton, Gladys and Philip. To commemorate, too, my +first glimpse of Sylvia.... + +Yes, I should have written "Prologue" against this date: and then +natural indolence would have tempted me to pack my bag and wander +abroad once more, if I could have foreseen for one moment the turmoil +and excitement of the following six months. + +I can only add that I am extremely glad I did no such thing. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +WAR À OUTRANCE + + "RIDGEON: I have a curious aching; I dont know where; I + cant localise it. Sometimes I think it's my heart; + sometimes I suspect my spine. It doesn't exactly hurt me, + but it unsettles me completely. I feel that something is + going to happen.... + + SIR PATRICK: You are sure there are no voices? + + RIDGEON: Quite sure. + + SIR PATRICK: Then it's only foolishness. + + RIDGEON: Have you ever met anything like it before in your + practice? + + SIR PATRICK: Oh yes. Often. It's very common between the + ages of seventeen and twenty-two. It sometimes comes on + again at forty or thereabouts. You're a bachelor, you see. + It's not serious--if you're careful. + + RIDGEON: About my food? + + SIR PATRICK: No; about your behaviour.... Youre not going + to die; but you may be going to make a fool of yourself." + + BERNARD SHAW: "The Doctor's Dilemma." + + +I was a few minutes late for dinner, as a guest should be. Aintree had +quite properly arrived before me, and was standing in the lounge of +the Ritz talking to two slim, fair-haired women, with very white skin +and very blue eyes. I have spent so much of my time in the East and +South that this light colouring has almost faded from my memory. I +associated it exclusively with England, and in time began to fancy it +must be an imagination of my boyhood. The English blondes you meet +returning from India by P & O are usually so bleached and dried by +the sun that you find yourself doubting whether the truly golden hair +and forget-me-not eyes of your dreams are ever discoverable in real +life. But the fascination endures even when you suspect you are +cherishing an illusion. + +I had been wondering, as I drove down, whether any trace survived of +the two dare-devil, fearless, riotous children I had seen by +flashlight glimpses, when an invitation from old Jasper Davenant +brought me to participate in one of his amazing Cumberland shoots. I +was twenty or twenty-one at the time; Elsie must have been seven, and +Joyce five. Mrs. Davenant was alive in those days, and Dick still +unborn. My memory of the two children is a misty confusion of cut +hands, broken knees, torn clothes, and daily whippings. Jasper wanted +to make fine animals of his children, and set them to swim as soon as +they could walk, and to hunt as soon as their fingers were large +enough to hold a rein. + +When I was climbing with him in Trans-Caucasia, I asked how the young +draft was shaping. That was ten years later, and I gathered that Elsie +was beginning to be afraid of being described as a tomboy. On such a +subject Joyce was quite indifferent. She attended her first hunt ball +at twelve, against orders and under threat of castigation; half the +hunt broke their backs in bending down to dance with her, as soon as +they had got over the surprise of seeing a short-frocked, +golden-haired fairy marching into the ball-room and defying her father +to send her home. "You know the consequences?" he had said with +pathetic endeavour to preserve parental authority. "I think it's worth +it," was her answer. That night the Master interceded with old Jasper +to save Joyce her whipping, and the next morning saw an attempt to +establish order without recourse to the civil hand. "I'll let you off +this time," Jasper had said, "if you'll promise not to disobey me +again." "Not good enough," was Joyce's comment with grave deliberate +shake of the head. "Then I shall have to flog you." "I think you'd +better. You said you would, and you'd make me feel mean if you didn't. +I've had my fun." + +The words might be taken for the Davenant motto, in substitution of +the present "Vita brevis." Gay and gallant, half savage, half +moss-rider, lawless and light-hearted, they would stick at nothing to +compass the whim of the moment, and come up for judgment with +uncomplaining faces on the day of inevitable retribution. Joyce had +run away from two schools because the Christmas term clashed with the +hunting. I never heard the reason why she was expelled from a third; +but I have no doubt it was adequate. She would ride anything that had +a back, drive anything that had a bit or steering-wheel, thrash a +poacher with her own hand, and take or offer a bet at any hour of the +day or night. That was the character her father gave her. I had seen +and heard little of the family since his death, Elsie's marriage and +Joyce's abrupt, marauding descent on Oxford, where she worked twelve +hours a day for three years, secured two firsts, and brought her name +before the public as a writer of political pamphlets, and a pioneer in +the suffrage agitation. + +"We really oughtn't to need introduction," said Mrs. Wylton, as +Aintree brought me up to be presented. "I remember you quite well. I +shouldn't think you've altered a bit. How long is it?" + +"Twenty years," I said. "You have--grown, rather." + +She had grown staider and sadder, as well as older; but the bright +golden hair, white skin, and blue eyes were the same as I remembered +in Cumberland. A black dress clung closely to her slim, tall figure, +and a rope of pearls was her only adornment. + +I turned and shook hands with Joyce, marvelling at the likeness +between the two sisters. There was no rope of pearls, only a thin band +of black velvet round the neck. Joyce was dressed in white silk, and +wore malmaisons at her waist. Those, you would say, were the only +differences--until time granted you a closer scrutiny, and you saw +that Elsie was a Joyce who had passed through the fire. Something of +her courage had been scorched and withered in the ordeal; my pity went +out to her as we met. Joyce demanded another quality than pity. I +hardly know what to call it--homage, allegiance, devotion. She +impressed me, as not half a dozen people have impressed me in this +life--Rhodes, Chamberlain, and one or two more--with the feeling that +I was under the dominion of one who had always had her way, and would +always have it; one who came armed with a plan and a purpose among +straying sheep who awaited her lead.... And with it all she was +twenty-eight, and looked less; smiling, soft and childlike; so slim +and fragile that you might snap her across your knee like a lath rod. + +Aintree and Mrs. Wylton led the way into the dining-room. + +"I can't honestly say I remember you," Joyce remarked as we prepared +to follow. "I was too young when you went away. I suppose we _did_ +meet?" + +"The last time I heard of you...." I began. + +"Oh, don't!" she interrupted with a laugh. "You must have heard some +pretty bad things. You know, people won't meet me now. I'm a.... Wait +a bit--'A disgrace to my family,' 'a traitor to my class,' 'a reproach +to my upbringing!' I've 'drilled incendiary lawlessness into a +compact, organised force,' I'm 'an example of acute militant +hysteria.' Heaven knows what else! D'you still feel equal to dining at +the same table? It's brave of you; that boy in front--he's too good +for this world--he's the only non-political friend I've got. I'm +afraid you'll find me dreadfully changed--that is, if we ever did +meet." + +"As I was saying...." + +"Yes, and I interrupted! I'm so sorry. You drop into the habit of +interrupting if you're a militant. As you were saying, the last time +we met...." + +"The last time we met, strictly speaking we didn't meet at all. I came +to say good-bye, but you'd just discovered that a pony was necessary +to your happiness. It was an _idée fixe_, you were a fanatic, you +broke half a Crown Derby dinner-service when you couldn't get it. When +I came to say good-bye, you were locked in the nursery with an +insufficient allowance of bread and water." + +Joyce shook her head sadly. + +"I was an awful child." + +"Was?" + +She looked up with reproach in her blue eyes. + +"Haven't I improved?" + +"You were a wonderfully pretty child." + +"Oh, never mind looks!" + +"But I do. They're the only things worth having." + +"They're not enough." + +"Leave that to be said by the women who haven't any." + +"In any case they don't last." + +"And while they do, you slight them." + +"I? They're far too useful!" She paused at the door of the dining-room +to survey her reflection in the mirror; then turned to me with a slow, +childlike smile. "I think I'm looking rather nice to-night." + +"You looked nice twenty years ago. Not content with that, you broke a +dinner-service to get a pony." + +"Fancy your remembering that all these years!" + +"I was reminded of it the moment I saw you. _Plus ça change, plus +c'est la même chose._ You are still not content with looking extremely +nice, you _must_ break a dinner-service now and again." + +Joyce raised her eyebrows, and patiently stated a self-evident +proposition. + +"I must have a thing if I think I've a right to it," she pouted. + +"You were condemned to bread and water twenty years ago to convince +you of your error." + +"I get condemned to that now." + +"Dull eating, isn't it?" + +"I don't know. I've never tried." + +"You did then?" + +"I threw it out of the window, plate and all." + +We threaded our way through to a table at the far side of the room. + +"Indeed you've not changed," I said. "You might still be that wilful +child of five that I remember so well." + +"You've forgotten one thing about me," she answered. + +"What's that?" + +"I got the pony," she replied with a mischievous laugh. + +How far the others enjoyed that dinner, I cannot say. Aintree was an +admirable host, and made a point of seeing that every one had too much +to eat and drink; to the conversation he contributed as little as Mrs. +Wylton. I did not know then how near the date of the divorce was +approaching. Both sat silent and reflective, one overshadowed by the +Past, the other by the Future: on the opposite side of the table, +living and absorbed in the Present, typifying it and luxuriating in +its every moment, was Joyce Davenant. I, too, contrive to live in the +present, if by that you mean squeezing the last drop of enjoyment out +of each sunny day's pleasure and troubling my head as little about the +future as the past.... + +I made Joyce tell me her version of the suffrage war; it was like +dipping into the memoirs of a prescribed Girondist. She had written +and spoken, debated and petitioned. When an obdurate Parliament told +her there was no real demand for the vote among women themselves, she +had organised great peaceful demonstrations and "marches past": when +sceptics belittled her processions and said you could persuade any one +to sign any petition in favour of anything, she had massed a +determined army in Parliament Square, raided the House and broken into +the Prime Minister's private room. + +The raid was followed by short terms of imprisonment for the +ringleaders. Joyce came out of Holloway, blithe and unrepentant, and +hurried from a congratulatory luncheon to an afternoon meeting at the +Albert Hall, and from that to the first round of the heckling +campaign. For six months no Minister could address a meeting without +the certainty of persistent interruption, and no sooner had it been +decided first to admit only such women as were armed with tickets, and +then no women at all, than the country was flung into the throes of a +General Election, and the Militants sought out every uncertain +Ministerial constituency and threw the weight of their influence into +the scale of the Opposition candidate. + +Joyce told me of the papers they had founded and the bills they had +promoted. The heckling of Ministers at unsuspected moments was reduced +to a fine art: the whole sphere of their activities seemed governed by +an almost diabolical ingenuity and resourcefulness. I heard of fresh +terms of imprisonment, growing longer as the public temper warmed; the +institution of the Hunger Strike, the counter move of Forcible +Feeding, a short deadlock, and at last the promulgation of the "Cat +and Mouse" Bill. + +I was not surprised to hear some of the hardest fighting had been +against over-zealous, misdirected allies. It cannot be said too often +that Joyce herself would stick at nothing--fire, flood or dynamite--to +secure what she conceived to be her rights. But if vitriol had to be +thrown, she would see that it fell into the eyes of the right, +responsible person: in her view it was worse than useless to attempt +pressure on A by breaking B's windows. She had stood severely aloof +from the latter developments of militancy, and refused to lend her +countenance to the idly exasperating policy of injuring treasures of +art, interrupting public races, breaking non-combatants' windows and +burning down unique, priceless houses. + +"Where do you stand now?" I asked as dinner drew to a close. "I +renewed my acquaintance with Arthur Roden to-day, and he invited me +down to the House to assist at the final obsequies of the Militant +movement." + +Joyce shook her head dispassionately over the ingrained stupidity of +mankind. + +"I think it's silly to talk like that before the battle's over. Don't +you?" + +"He seemed quite certain of the result." + +"Napoleon was so certain that he was going to invade England that he +had medals struck to commemorate the capture of London. I've got one +at home. I'd rather like to send it him, only it 'ud look flippant." + +I reminded her that she had not answered my question. + +"Roden says that the 'Cat and Mouse' Act has killed the law-breakers," +I told her, "and to-night's division is going to kill the +constitutionalists. What are you going to do?" + +Joyce turned to me with profound solemnity, sat for a moment with her +head on one side, and then allowed a smile to press its way through +the serious mask. As I watched the eyes softening and the cheeks +breaking into dimples, I appreciated the hopelessness of trying to be +serious with a fanatic who only made fun of her enemies. + +"What would _you_ do?" she asked. + +"Give it up," I answered. "Yield to _force majeure_. I've lived long +enough in the East to feel the beauty and usefulness of resignation." + +"But if we _won't_ give it up?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"What _can_ you do?" + +"I'm inviting suggestions. You're a man, so I thought you'd be sure to +be helpful. Of course we've got our own plan, and when the +Amendment's rejected to-night, you'll be able to buy a copy of the +first number of a new paper to-morrow morning. It's called the _New +Militant_, only a penny, and really worth reading. I've written most +of it myself. And then we're going to start a fresh militant campaign, +rather ingenious, and directed against the real obstructionists. No +more window-breaking or house-burning, but real serious fighting, just +where it will hurt them most. Something must come of it," she +concluded. "I hope it may not be blood." + +Aintree roused himself from his attitude of listless indifference. + +"You'll gain nothing by militancy," he pronounced. "I've no axe to +grind, you may have the vote or go without it. You may take mine away, +or give me two. But your cause has gone back steadily, ever since you +adopted militant tactics." + +"The Weary Seraph cares for none of these things," Joyce remarked. I +requested a moment's silence to ponder the exquisite fitness of the +name. Had I thought for a year I could not have found a better +description for the shy boy with the alert face and large frightened +eyes. "Every one calls him that," Joyce went on. "And he doesn't like +it. I should love to be called seraphic, but no one will; I'm too full +of original sin. Well, Seraph, you may disapprove of militancy if you +like, but you must suggest something to put in its place." + +"I don't know that I can." + +Joyce turned to her sister. + +"These men-things aren't helpful, are they, Elsie?" + +"I'm a good destructive critic," I said in self-justification. + +"There are so many without you," Joyce answered, laying her hand on +my arm. "Listen, Mr. Merivale. You've probably noticed there's very +little argument about the suffrage; everything that can be said on +either side has already been said a thousand times. You're going to +refuse us the vote. Good. I should do the same in your place. There +are more of us than there are of you, and we shall swamp you if we all +get the vote. You can't give it to some of us and not others, because +the brain is not yet born that can think of a perfect partial +franchise. Will you give it to property and leave out the factory +workers? Will you give it to spinsters and leave out the women who +bear children to the nation? Will you give it to married women and +leave out the unprotected spinsters? It's all or none: I say all, you +say none. You say I'm not fit for a vote, I say I am. We reach an +impasse, and might argue till daybreak without getting an inch further +forward. We're fighting to swamp you, you're fighting to keep your +head above water. We're reduced to a trial of strength." + +She leant back in her chair, and I presented her with a dish of salted +almonds, partly as a reward, partly because I never eat them myself. + +"I admire your summary of the situation," I said. "You've only omitted +one point. In a trial of strength between man and woman, man is still +the stronger." + +"And woman the more resourceful." + +"Perhaps." + +"She's certainly the more ruthless," Joyce answered, as she finished +her coffee and drew on her gloves. + +"War _à outrance_," I commented as we left the dining-room. "And what +after the war?" + +"When we've got the vote...." she began. + +"Napoleon and the capture of London," I murmured. + +"Oh well, you don't think I go in for a thing unless I'm going to win, +do you? When we get the vote, we shall work to secure as large a share +of public life as men enjoy, and we shall put women on an equality +with men in things like divorce," she added between closed teeth. + +"Suppose for the sake of argument you're beaten? I imagine even Joyce +Davenant occasionally meets with little checks?" + +"Oh yes. When Joyce was seven, she wanted to go skating, and her +father said the ice wouldn't bear and she mustn't go. Joyce went, and +fell in and nearly got drowned. And when she got home, her father was +very angry and whipped her with a crop." + +"Well?" + +"That's all. Only--he said afterwards that she took it rather well, +there was no crying." + +I wondered then, as I have always wondered, whether she in any way +appreciated the seriousness of the warfare she was waging on society. + +"A month in the second division at Holloway is one thing...." I began. + +"It'll be seven years' penal servitude if I'm beaten," she +interrupted. Her tone was innocent alike of flippancy and bravado. + +"Forty votes aren't worth that. I've got three, so I ought to know." + +Joyce's eyes turned in the direction of her sister who was coming out +of the dining-room with Aintree. + +"_She's_ worth some sacrifice." + +"You couldn't make her lot easier if you had every vote in creation. +She's up against the existing divorce law, and that's buttressed by +every Church, and every dull married woman in the country. You're +starting conversation at the wrong end, Joyce." + +Her little arched eyebrows raised themselves at the name. + +"Joyce?" she repeated. + +"You were Joyce when last we met." + +"That was twenty years ago." + +"It seems less. I should like to blot out those years." + +"And have me back in nursery frocks and long hair?" + +"Better than long convict frocks and short hair," I answered with +laborious antithesis. + +"Then I haven't improved?" + +"You're perfect--off duty, in private life." + +"I have no private life." + +"I've seen a glimpse of it to-night." + +"An hour's holiday. I say good-bye to it for good this evening when I +say good-bye to you." + +"But not for good?" + +"You'll not want the burden of my friendship when war's declared. If +you like to come in as an ally...?" + +"Do you think you could convert me?" + +She looked at me closely. + +"Yes." + +I shook my head. + +"What'd you bet?" she challenged me. + +"It would be like robbing a child's money-box," I answered. "You're +dealing with the laziest man in the northern hemisphere." + +"How long will you be in England?" + +"I've no idea." + +"Six months? In six months I'll make you the Prince Rupert of the +militant army. Then when we're sent to prison--Sir Arthur Roden's a +friend of yours--you can arrange for our cells to be side by side, and +we'll tap on the dividing wall." + +I had an idea that our unsociable prison discipline insisted on +segregating male and female offenders. It was not the moment, however, +for captious criticism. + +"If I stay six months," I said, "I'll undertake to divorce you from +your militant army." + +"The laziest man in the northern hemisphere?" + +"I've never found anything worth doing before." + +"It's a poor ambition. And the militants want me." + +"They haven't the monopoly of that." + +Joyce smiled in spite of herself, and under her breath I caught the +word "Cheek!" + +"I'm pledged to them," she said aloud. "Possession's nine points of +the law." + +"I don't expect to hear _you_ calling the law and the prophets in +aid." + +"It's a woman's privilege to make the best of both worlds," she +answered, as Elsie carried her off to fetch their cloaks. + +"There is only one world," I called out as she left me. "This is it. I +am going to make the best of it." + +"How?" + +"By appropriating to myself whatever's worth having in it." + +"How?" she repeated. + +"I'll tell you in six months' time." + +Aintree sauntered up with his coat under his arm as Joyce and her +sister vanished from sight. + +"Rather wonderful, isn't she?" he remarked. + +"Which?" I asked. + +"Oh, really!" he exclaimed in disgusted protest. + +"They are astonishingly alike," I said _à propos_ of nothing. + +"They're often mistaken for each other." + +"I can well believe it." + +"It's a mistake you're not likely to make," he answered significantly. + +I took hold of his shoulders, and made him look me in the eyes. + +"What do you mean by that, Seraph?" I asked. + +"Nothing," he answered. "What did I say? I really forget; I was +thinking what a wife Joyce would make for a man who likes having his +mind made up for him, and feels that his youth is slipping +imperceptibly away." + +I made no answer, because I could not see what answer was possible. +And, further, I was playing with a day-dream.... The Seraph +interrupted with some remark about her effect on a public meeting, and +my mind set itself to visualise the scene. I could imagine her easy +directness and gay self-confidence capturing the heart of her +audience; it mattered little how she spoke or what she ordered them to +do; the fascination lay in her happy, untroubled voice, and the +graceful movements of her slim, swaying body. Behind the careless +front they knew of her resolute, unwhimpering courage; she tossed the +laws of England in the air as a juggler tosses glass balls, and when +one fell to the ground and shivered in a thousand pieces she was ready +to pay the price with a smiling face, and a hand waving gay farewell. +It was the lighthearted recklessness of Sydney Carton or Rupert of +Hentzau, the one courage that touches the brutal, beef-fed English +imagination.... + +"Why the hell does she do it, Seraph?" I exclaimed. + +"Why don't you stop her, if you don't like it?" + +"What influence have _I_ got over her?" + +"Some--not much. You can develop it. I? Good heavens, _I_'ve no +control. You've got the seeds.... No, you must just believe me when I +say it is so. You wouldn't understand if I told you the reason." + +"It seems to me the more I see of you the less I do understand you," I +objected. + +"Quite likely," he answered. "It isn't even worth trying." + +The play which the Seraph was taking us to see was _The Heir-at-Law_, +and though we went on the first night, it was running throughout my +residence in England, and for anything I know to the contrary may +still be playing to crowded houses. It was the biggest dramatic +success of recent years, and for technical construction, subtlety of +characterization, and brilliance of dialogue, ranks deservedly as a +masterpiece. As a young man I used to do a good deal of theatre-going, +and attended most of the important first nights. Why, I hardly know; +possibly because there was a good deal of difficulty in getting seats, +possibly because at that age it amused us to pose as _virtuosi_, and +say we liked to form our own opinion of a play before the critics had +had time to tell us what to think of it. I remember the acting usually +had an appearance of being insufficiently rehearsed, the players were +often nervous and inaudible, and most of the plays themselves wanted +substantial cutting. + +"The last things I saw in England," I told Mrs. Wylton, "were _The +Second Mrs. Tanqueray_, and _A Woman of No Importance_." + +Dramatic history has developed apace since those days. I recollect we +thought Pinero the most daring dramatist since Ibsen; we talked sagely +of a revolution in the English theatre. There must have been many +revolutions since then! Even the wit of Wilde has grown a little +out-moded since '93. As we drove down to the Cornmarket I was given to +understand that the dramatic firmament had been many times disturbed +in twenty years; Shaw had followed a meteoric path, Barker burned with +fitful brilliance, while aloft in splendid isolation shone the +inexorable cold light of Galsworthy.... + +"Who's the new man you're taking us to see?" Joyce asked the Seraph. + +"Gordon Tremayne," he answered. + +"The man who wrote 'The Child of Misery'? I didn't know he wrote +plays." + +"I believe this is his first. Do you know his books?" + +"Forward and backward and upside down," I answered. "He's one of the +coming men." + +I am not a great novel reader, and have no idea how I came across +Tremayne's first book, "The Marriage of Gretchen," but when once I had +read it, I watched the publisher's announcements for other books from +the same pen. The second one belonged still to the experimental stage: +then the whole literary world was convulsed by the first volume of his +"Child of Misery." + +I suppose by now it is as well-known as that other strange masterpiece +of self-revelation--"Jean Christophe"--which in many ways it so +closely resembles. In one respect it shared the same immortality, and +"Jean Christophe's" future was not more eagerly watched in France than +"Rupert Chevasse's" in England. The hero--for want of a better +name--was torn from the pages of the book and invested by his readers +with flesh and blood reality. We all wanted to know how the theme +would develop, and none of us could guess. The first volume gave you +the childhood and upbringing of Rupert--and incidentally revealed to +my unimaginative mind what a hell life must be for an over-sensitive +boy at an English public school. The second opened with his marriage +to Kathleen, went on to her death and ended with the appalling mental +prostration of Rupert. I suppose every one had a different theory how +the third volume would shape.... + +"What sort of a fellow is this Tremayne?" I asked the Seraph. + +"I've never met him," he answered, and closured my next question by +jumping up and helping Mrs. Wylton out of the taxi. + +From our box we had an admirable view of both stage and house. One or +two critics and a sprinkling of confirmed first-nighters had survived +from the audiences I knew twenty years before, but the newcomers were +in the ascendant. It was a good house, and I recognised more than one +quondam acquaintance. Mrs. Rawnsley, the Prime Minister's wife, was +pointed out to me by Joyce: she was there with her daughter, and for a +moment I thought I ought to go and speak. When I recollected that we +had not met since her marriage, and thought of the voluminous +explanations that would be necessitated, I decided to sit on in the +box and talk to Joyce. Indeed, I only mention the fact of my seeing +mother and daughter there, because it sometimes strikes me as curious +that so large a part should have been played in my life by a girl of +nineteen with sandy hair and over-freckled face whom I saw on that +occasion for the first, last and only time. + +_The Heir-at-Law_ went with a fine swing. There were calls at the end +of each act, and the lights were kept low after the final curtain +while the whole house rang from pit to gallery with a chorus of +"Author! Author!" The Seraph began looking for his coat as soon as the +curtain fell, but I wanted to see the great Gordon Tremayne. + +"He won't appear," I was told when I refused to move. + +"How do you know?" + +Aintree hesitated, and then pointed to the stage, where the manager +had advanced to the footlights and was explaining that the author was +not in the house. + +We struggled out into the passage and made our way into the hall. + +"Where does one sup these times?" I asked the Seraph. + +He suggested the Carlton and I handed on the suggestion to Mrs. +Wylton, not in any way as a reflection on his admirable dinner, but as +a precautionary measure against hunger in the night. Mrs. Wylton in +turn consulted her sister, who appeared by common consent to be +credited with the dominant mind of the party. + +"I should love...." Joyce was beginning when something made her stop +short. I followed the direction of her eyes, and caught sight of a +wretched newspaper boy approaching with the last edition of an evening +paper. Against his legs flapped a flimsy newsbill, and on the bill +were four gigantic words:-- + + DEFEAT OF SUFFRAGE AMENDMENT. + +Joyce met my eyes with a determined little smile. + +"Not to-night, thanks," she said. "I've a lot of work to do before I +go to bed." + +"When shall I see you again?" I asked. + +She held out a small gloved hand. + +"You won't. It's good-bye." + +"But why?" + +"It's war _à outrance_." + +"That's no concern of mine." + +"Exactly. Those that are not with me are against me." + +I offered a bribe in the form of matches and a cigarette. + +"Don't you have an armistice even for tea?" I asked. + +She shook her head provokingly. + +"Joyce," I said, "when you were five, I had every reason, +justification and opportunity for slapping you. I refrained. Now when +I think of my wasted chances...." + +"You can come to tea any time. Seraph'll give you the address." + +"That's a better frame of mind," I said, as I hailed a taxi and put +the two women inside it. + +"It won't be an armistice," she called back over her shoulder. + +"It'll have to be. I bring peace wherever I go." + +"I shall convert you." + +"If there's any conversion...." + +"When are you coming?" she interrupted. + +"Not for a day or two," I answered regretfully. "I'm spending Whitsun +with the Rodens." + +Joyce shook my hand in silence through the window of the taxi, and +then abruptly congratulated me. + +"What on?" I asked. + +"Your week-end party. How perfectly glorious!" + +"Why?" + +"You're going to be in at the death," she answered, as the taxi jerked +itself epileptically away from the kerb. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +SUPPER WITH A MYSTIC + + "I can look into your soul. D'you know what I see...? ... + I see your soul."--JOHN MASEFIELD, "The Tragedy of Nan." + + +I stood absent-mindedly staring at the back of the taxi till it +disappeared down Pall Mall and the Seraph brought me to earth with an +invitation to supper. + +"...if it won't be too much of an anti-climax to have supper with me +alone," I heard him murmuring. + +At that moment I wanted to stride away to the Park, tramp up and down +by myself, and think--think calmly, think savagely, try every fashion +of thinking. + +"To be quite candid," I said, as I linked arms and turned in the +direction of the Club, "if you nailed me down like a Strasburg goose, +I don't believe you could fill me fuller than you've already done at +dinner." + +"Let me bear you company, then. It'll keep you from thinking. Wait a +minute; I want to have this prescription made up." + +I followed him into a chemist's shop and waited patiently while a +powerful soporific was compounded. I have myself subsisted too many +years on heroic remedies to retain the average Englishman's horror of +what he calls "drugs." At the same time I do not like to see boys of +six and twenty playing with toys as dangerous as the Seraph's little +grey-white powders; nor do I like to see them so much as feeling the +need. + +"Under advice?" I asked, as we came out into the street. + +"Originally. I don't need it often, but I'm rather unsettled +to-night." + +He had been restless throughout the play, and the hand that paid for +the powders had trembled more than was necessary. + +"You were all right at dinner," I said. + +"That was some time ago," he answered. + +"Everything went off admirably; there's been nothing to worry you." + +"Reaction," he muttered abruptly, as we mounted the steps of the Club. + +Supper was a gloomy meal, as we ate in silence and had the whole huge +dining-room to ourselves. I ought not to complain or be surprised, as +silence was the Seraph's normal state, and my mind was far too full of +other things to discuss the ordinary banalities of the day. With the +arrival of the cigars, however, I began to feel unsociable, and told +him to talk to me. + +"What about?" he asked. + +"Anything." + +"There's only one thing you're thinking about at the moment." + +"Oh?" + +"You're thinking of the past three months generally, and the past +three hours in particular." + +"That doesn't carry me very far," I said. + +He switched off the table lights and lay back in his chair with legs +crossed. + +"Don't you think it strange and--unsettling? Three months ago life +was rounded and complete; you were all-sufficient to yourself. One day +was just like another, till the morning when you woke up and felt +lonely--lonely and wasted, gradually growing old. Till three, four +hours ago you tried to define your new hunger.... Now you've forgotten +it, now you're wondering why you can't drive out of your mind the +vision of a girl you've not seen for twenty years. Shall I go on? +You've just had a new thought; you were thinking I was impertinent, +that I oughtn't to talk like this, that you ought to be angry.... Then +you decided you couldn't be, because I was right." He paused, and then +exclaimed quickly, "Now, now there's another new thought! You're not +going to be angry, you know it's true, you're interested, you want to +find out how I know it's true, but you want to seem sceptical so as to +save your face." He hesitated a second time, and added quietly, "Now +you've made up your mind, you're going to say nothing, you think +that's non-committal, you're going to wait in the hope that I shall +tell you how I know." + +I made no answer, and he sat silent for a while, tracing his initials +with the end of a match in the little mound of cigar ash on his plate. + +"I can't tell you how I know," he said at last. "But it was true, +wasn't it?" + +"Suppose it was?" + +His shoulders gave a slight shrug. + +"Oh, I don't know. I just wanted to see if I was right." + +I turned up the table lamp again so that I could see his face. + +"Just as a matter of personal interest," I said, "do you suggest that +I always show the world what I'm thinking about?" + +"Not the world." + +"You?" + +"As a rule. Not more than other people." + +"Can you tell what everybody's thinking of?" + +"I can with a good many men." + +"Not women?" + +He shook his head. + +"They often don't know themselves. They think in fits and +starts--jerkily; it's hard to follow them." + +"How do you do it?" + +"I don't know. You must watch people's eyes; then you'll find the +expression is always changing, never the same for two minutes in +succession--you just _see_." + +"I'm hanged if I do." + +"Your eyes must be quick. Look here, you're walking along in evening +dress, and I throw a lump of mud on to your shirt front. In a fraction +of a second you hit me over the head with your cane. That's all, isn't +it? But you know it isn't all; there are a dozen mental processes +between the mud-throwing and the head-hitting. You're horror-stricken +at the mess I've made of your shirt, you wonder if you'll have time to +go back and change into a clean one, and if so, how late you'll be. +You're annoyed that any one should throw mud at you, you're +flabbergasted that _I_ should be the person. You're impotently angry. +Gradually a desire for revenge overcomes every other feeling; you're +going to hurt me. A little thought springs up, and you wonder whether +I shall summon you for assault; you decide to risk it Another little +thought--will you hit me on the body or the head? You decide the head +because it'll hurt more. Still another thought--how hard to hit? You +don't want to kill me and you don't want to make me blind. You decide +to be on the safe side and hit rather gently. Then--then at last +you're ready with the cane. Is that right?" + +I thought it over very carefully. + +"I suppose so. But no one can see those thoughts succeeding each +other. There isn't time." + +The Seraph shook his head in polite contradiction. + +"The same sort of thing was said when instantaneous photography was +introduced. You got pictures of horses galloping, and people solemnly +assured you it was physically impossible for horses' legs to get into +such attitudes." + +"How do you account for it?" I asked. + +"Don't know. Eyes different from other people's, I suppose." + +I could see he preferred to discuss the power in the abstract rather +than in relation to himself, but my curiosity was piqued. + +"Anything else?" I asked. + +He listened for a moment; the Club was sunk in profound silence. Then +I heard him imitating a familiar deep voice: "Oh--er--porter, taxi, +please." + +"Why d'you do that?" I asked, not quite certain of his meaning. + +"Don't you know whose voice that was supposed to be?" + +"It was Arthur Roden's," I said. + +He nodded. "Just leaving the Club." + +I jumped up and ran into the hall. + +"Is Sir Arthur Roden in the Club?" I asked the porter. + +"Just left this moment, sir," he answered. + +I came back and sat down opposite the Seraph. + +"I want to hear more about this," I said. "I'm beginning to get +interested." + +He shook his head. + +"Why not?" I persisted. + +"I don't like talking about it. I don't understand it, there's a lot +more that I haven't told you about. I only----" + +"Well?" + +"I only told you this much because you didn't like to see me taking +drugs. I wanted to show you my nerves were rather--abnormal." + +"As if I didn't know that! Why don't you do something for them?" + +"Such as?" + +"Occupy your mind more." + +"My mind's about as fully occupied as it will stand," he answered as +we left the dining-room and went in search of our coats. + +As I was staying at the Savoy and he was living in Adelphi Terrace, +our homeward roads were the same. We started in silence, and before we +had gone five yards I knew the grey-white powder would be called in +aid that night. He was in a state of acute nervous excitement; the arm +that linked itself in mine trembled appreciably through two +thicknesses of coat, and I could feel him pressing against my side +like a frightened woman. Once he begged me not to repeat our recent +conversation. + +As we entered the Strand, the sight of the theatres gave me a fresh +train of thought. + +"You ought to write a book, Seraph," I said with the easy abruptness +one employs in advancing these general propositions. + +"What about?" + +"Anything. Novel, play, psychological study. Look here, my young +friend, psychology in literature is the power of knowing what's going +on in people's minds, and being able to communicate that knowledge to +paper. How many writers possess the power? If you look at the rot that +gets published, the rot that gets produced at the theatres, my +question answers itself. At the present day there aren't six +psychologists above the mediocre in all England; barring Henry James +there's been no great psychologist since Dostoievski. And this power +that other people attain by years of heart-breaking labour and +observation, comes to you--by some freak of nature--ready made. You +could write a good book, Seraph; why don't you?" + +"I might try." + +"I know what that means." + +"I don't think you do," he answered. "I pay a lot of attention to your +advice." + +"Thank you," I said with an ironical bow. + +"I do. Five years ago, in Morocco, you gave me the same advice." + +"I'm still waiting to see the result." + +"You've seen it." + +"What do you mean?" + +"You told me to write a book, I wrote it. You've read it." + +"In my sleep?" + +"I hope not." + +"Name, please? I've never so much as seen the outside of it." + +"I didn't write in my own name." + +"Name of book and pseudonym?" I persisted. + +His lips opened, and then shut in silence. + +"I shan't tell you," he murmured after a pause. + +"It won't go any further," I promised. + +"I don't want even you to know." + +"Seraph, we've got no secrets. At least I hope not." + +We had come alongside the entrance to the Savoy, but neither of us +thought of turning in. + +"Name, please?" I repeated after we had walked in silence to the +Wellington Street crossing and were waiting for a stream of traffic +to pass on towards Waterloo Bridge. + +"'The Marriage of Gretchen,'" he answered. + +"'The History of David Copperfield,'" I suggested. + +"You see, you won't believe me," he complained. + +"Try something a little less well--known: get hold of a book that's +been published anonymously." + +"'Gretchen' was published over a _nom de plume_." + +"By 'Gordon Tremayne,'" I said, "whoever he may be." + +"You don't know him?" + +"Do you? No, I remember as we drove down to the theatre you said you +didn't." + +"I said I'd never met him," he corrected me. + +"A mere quibble," I protested. + +"It's an important distinction. Do you know anybody who _has_ met +him?" + +I turned half round to give him the benefit of what was intended for a +smile of incredulity. He met my gaze unfalteringly. Suddenly it was +borne in upon me that he was speaking the truth. + +"Will you kindly explain the whole mystery?" I begged. + +"Now you can understand why I was jumpy at the theatre to-night," he +answered in parenthesis. + +He told me the story as we walked along Fleet Street, and we had +reached Ludgate Circus and turned down New Bridge Street before the +fantastic tangle was straightened out. + +Acting on the advice I had given him when he stayed with me in +Morocco, he had sought mental distraction in the composition of +"Gretchen," and had offered it to the publishers under an assumed name +through the medium of a solicitor. We three alone were acquainted with +the carefully guarded secret. His subsequent books appeared in the +same way: even the _Heir-at-Law_ I had just witnessed came to a +similar cumbrous birth, and was rehearsed and produced without +criticism or suggestion from the author. + +I could see no reason for a _nom de plume_ in the case of "Gretchen" +or the other novel of nonage; with the "Child of Misery" it was +different. I suspect the first volume of being autobiographical; the +second, to my certain knowledge, embodies a slice torn ruthlessly out +of the Seraph's own life. An altered setting, the marriage of Rupert +and Kathleen, were two out of a dozen variations from the actual; but +the touching, idyllic boy and girl romance, with its shattering +termination, had taken place a few months--a few weeks, I might +say--before our first meeting in Morocco. I imagine it was because I +was the only man who had seen him in those dark days, that he broke +through his normal reserve and admitted me to his confidence. + +"When do you propose to avow your own children?" I asked. + +He shook his head without answering. I suppose it is what I ought to +have expected, but in the swaggering, self-advertising twentieth +century it seemed incredible that I had found a man content for all +time to bind his laurels round the brow of a lay figure. + +"In time...." I began, but he shook his head again. + +"You can stop me with a single sentence. I'm in your hands. 'Gordon +Tremayne' dies as soon as his identity's discovered." + +Years ago I remember William Sharp using the same threat with "'Fiona +Macleod.'" + +"You think it's just self-consciousness," he went on in self-defence. +"You think after what's passed...." + +"It's getting farther away each day, Seraph," I suggested gently as he +hesitated. + +"I know. 'Tisn't that--altogether. It's the future." + +"What's going to happen?" + +"If 'Gordon Tremayne' knew that," he answered, "you wouldn't find him +writing plays." + +Arm-in-arm we walked the length of the Embankment. As I grew to know +the Seraph better, I learnt not to interrupt his long silences. It was +trying for the patience, I admit, but his natural shyness even with +friends was so great that you could see him balancing an idea for +minutes at a time before he found courage to put it into words. I was +always reminded of the way a tortoise projects its head cautiously +from the shell, looks all round, starts, stops, starts again, before +mustering resolution to take a step forward.... + +"D'you believe in premonitions, Toby?" he asked as we passed +Cleopatra's Needle on our second journey eastward. + +"Yes," I answered. I should have said it in any case, to draw him out; +as a matter of fact, I have the greatest difficulty in knowing what I +do or do not believe. On the rare occasions when I do make up my mind +on any point I generally have to reconsider my decision. + +"I had a curious premonition lately," he went on. "One of these days +you may see it in the third volume of 'The Child of Misery.'".... + +I cannot give the story in his own words, because I was merely a +credulous, polite listener. He believed in his premonition, and the +belief gave a vigour and richness to the recital which I cannot hope +or attempt to reproduce. Here is a prosaic record of the facts. At the +close of the previous winter he had found himself in attendance at a +costume ball, muffled to the eyes in the cerements of an Egyptian +mummy. The dress was too hot for dancing, and he was wandering through +the ball-room inspecting the costumes, when an unreasoning impulse +drove him out into the entrance hall. Even as he went, the impulse +seemed more than a caprice; in his own words, had his feet been +manacled, he would have gone there crawling on his knees. + +The hall was almost deserted when he arrived. A tall Crusader in coat +armour stood smoking a cigarette and talking to a Savoyard +peasant-girl. Their conversation was desultory, but the words spoken +by the girl fixed a careless, frank, self-confident voice in his +memory. Then the Crusader was despatched on an errand, and the +peasant-girl strolled up and down the hall. + +In a mirror over the fireplace the Seraph watched her movements. She +was slight and of medium height, with small features and fine black +hair falling to the waist in two long plaits. The brown eyes, set far +apart and deep in their sockets, were never still, and the face wore +an expression of restless, rebellious energy.... Once their eyes met, +but the mummy wrappings were discouraging. The girl continued her +walk, and the Seraph returned to his mirror. Whatever his mission, the +Crusader was unduly long away; his partner grew visibly impatient, and +once, for no ostensible reason, the expression reflected in the mirror +changed from impatience to disquiet; the brown eyes lost their fire +and self-confidence, the mouth grew wistful, the whole face lonely and +frightened. + +It was this expression that came to haunt the Seraph's dreams. In a +fantastic succession of visions he found himself talking frankly and +intimately with the Savoyard peasant; their conversation was always +interrupted, suddenly and brutally, as though she had been snatched +away. Gradually--like sunlight breaking waterily through a mist--the +outline of her features become visible again, then the eyes wide open +with fear, then the mouth with lips imploringly parted. + +The Seraph had quickened his pace till we were striding along at +almost five miles an hour. Opposite the south end of Middle Temple +Lane he dragged his arm abruptly out of mine, planted his elbows on +the parapet of the Embankment, and stared out over the muddy waters, +with knuckles pressed crushingly to either side of his forehead. + +"I don't know what to make of it!" he exclaimed. "What does it mean? +Who is she? Why does she keep coming to me like this? I don't know +her, I've caught that one glimpse of her. Yet night after night. And +it's so real, I often don't know whether I'm awake or asleep. I've +never felt so ... so _conscious_ of anybody in my life. I saw her for +those few minutes, but I'm as sure as I'm sure of death that I shall +meet her again----" + +"Don't you want to?" + +He passed a hand wearily in front of his eyes, and linked an arm once +more in mine. + +"I don't know," he answered as we turned slowly back and walked up +Norfolk Street into the Strand. "Yes, if it's just to satisfy +curiosity and find out who she is. But there's something more, there's +some big catastrophe brewing. I'd sooner be out of it. At least ... +she may want help. I don't know. I honestly don't know." + +When we got back to the Savoy I invited him up to my room for a drink. +He refused on the score of lateness, though I could see he was +reluctant to be left to his own company. + +"Don't think me sceptical," I said, "because I can't interpret your +dreams. And don't think I imagine it's all fancy if I tell you to +change your ideas, change your work, change your surroundings. The +Rodens have invited you down to their place, why don't you come?" + +He shivered at the abrupt contact with reality. + +"I do hate meeting people," he protested. + +"Seraph," I said, "I'm an unworthy vessel, but on your own showing I +shall be submerged in politics if there isn't some one to create a +diversion. Come to oblige me." + +He hesitated for several moments, alternately crushing his opera hat +and jerking it out straight. + +"All right," he said at last. + +"You will be my salvation." + +"You deserve it, for what it's worth." + +"God forbid!" I cried in modest disclaimer. + +"You're the only one that isn't quite sure I'm mad," he answered, +turning away in the direction of Adelphi Terrace. + +For the next two days I had little time to spare for the Seraph's +premonitions or Joyce Davenant's conspiracies. My brother sailed from +Tilbury on the Friday, I was due the following day at the Rodens, and +in the interval there were incredibly numerous formalities to be +concluded before Gladys was finally entrusted to my care. The scene of +reconciliation between her father and myself was most affecting. In +the old days when Brian toiled at his briefs and I sauntered away the +careless happy years of my youth, there is little doubt that I was +held out as an example not to be followed. We need not go into the +question which of us made the better bargain with life, but I know my +brother largely supported himself in the early days of struggle by +reflecting that a more than ordinarily hideous retribution was in +store for me. Do I wrong him in fancying he must have suffered +occasional pangs of disappointment? + +Perhaps I do; there was really no time for him to be disappointed. +Almost before retribution could be expected to have her slings and +arrows in readiness, my ramblings in the diamond fields of South +Africa had made me richer than he could ever hope to become by playing +the Industrious Apprentice at the English Common Law Bar. More +charitable than the Psalmist--from whom indeed he differs in all +material respects--Brian could not bring himself to believe that any +one who flourished like the green bay tree was fundamentally wicked. +At our meeting he was almost cordial. Any slight reserve may be +attributed to reasonable vexation that he had grown old and scarred in +the battle of life while time with me had apparently stood still. + +For all our cordiality, Gladys was not given away without substantial +good advice. He was glad to see me settling down, home again from my +curious ... well, home again from my wanderings; steadying with age. I +was face to face with a great responsibility.... I suppose it was +inevitable, and I did my best to appear patient, but in common +fairness a judge has no more right than a shopwalker to import a trade +manner into private life. The homily to which I was subjected should +have been reserved for the Bench; there it is expected of a judge; +indeed he is paid five thousand a year to live up to the expectation. + +When Brian had ended I was turned over to the attention of my +sister-in-law. Like a wise woman she did not attempt competition with +her husband, and I was dismissed with the statement that Gladys would +cause me no trouble, and an inconsistent exhortation that I was not +to let her get into mischief. Finally, in case of illness or other +mishap, I was to telegraph immediately by means of a code contrived +for the occasion. I remember a great many birds figured among the +code-words: "Penguin" meant "She has taken a slight chill, but I have +had the doctor in, and she is in bed with a hot water-bottle"; +"Linnet" meant "Scarlatina"; "Bustard" "Appendicitis, operation +successfully performed, going on well." Being neither ornithologist +nor physician, I had no idea there were so many possible diseases, or +even so that there were enough birds to go round. It is perhaps +needless to add that I lost my copy of the code the day after they +sailed, and only discovered it by chance a fortnight ago when Brian +and his wife had been many months restored to their only child, and I +had passed out of the life of all three--presumably for ever. + +In case no better opportunity offer, I hasten to put it on record that +my sister-in-law spoke no more than the truth in saying her daughter +would cause me no trouble. I do not wish for a better ward. During the +weeks that I was her foster father, circumstances brought me in +contact with some two or three hundred girls of similar age and +position. They were all a little more emancipated, rational, and +independent than the girls of my boyhood, but of all that I came to +know intimately, Gladys was the least abnormal and most tractable. + +I grew to be very fond of her before we parted, and my chief present +regret is that I see so little likelihood of meeting her again. She +was affectionate, obedient, high-spirited--tasting life for the first +time, finding the savour wonderfully sweet on her lips, knowing it +could not last, determined to drain the last drop of enjoyment before +wedlock called her to the responsibilities of the drab, workaday +world. She had none of Joyce Davenant's personality, her reckless +courage and obstinate, fearless devilry; none of Sylvia Roden's +passionate fire, her icy reserve and imperious temper. Side by side +with either, Gladys would seem indeterminate, characterless; but she +was the only one of the three I would have welcomed as a ward in those +thunderous summer days before the storm burst in its fury and scorched +Joyce and Sylvia alike. There were giants in those days, but England +has only limited accommodation for supermen. Had I my time and choice +over again, my handkerchief would still fall on the shoulder of my +happy, careless, laughing, slangy, disrespectful niece. + +I accompanied Gladys to Tilbury and saw her parents safely on board +the _Bessarabia_. On our return to Pont Street I found a letter of +instructions to guide us in our forthcoming visit to Hampshire. My +niece had half opened it before she noticed the address. + +"It was Phil's writing, so I thought it must be for me," was her +ingenious explanation. + +As I completed the opening and began to read the letter, my mind went +abruptly back to some enigmatic words of Seraph's: "Is Phil going to +be there?". I remembered him asking. "Oh then it certainly won't be a +bachelor party." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +BRANDON COURT + + "I remember waiting for you when the steamer came in. Do + you?" + + "At the Lily Lock, beyond Hong Kong and Java?" + + "Do _you_ call it that too?" ... + + ... "You're the Boy, my Brushwood Boy, and I've known you + all my life!"--RUDYARD KIPLING, "The Brushwood Boy." + + +The following morning I took up my new duties in earnest, and conveyed +myself and my luggage from the Savoy to Pont Street. + +"I'm allowing plenty of time for the train," I told Gladys when she +had finished keeping me waiting. "Apparently we've got to meet the +rest of the party at Waterloo, and Phil isn't certain if he'll be +there." + +As we drove down to the station I refreshed my memory with a second +reading of his admirably lucid instructions. + +"Eleven fifteen is the train," he wrote. "If I'm not there, make the +Seraph introduce you: he knows everybody. If he cries off at the last +minute (it's just like him), you'll have to manage on your own +account, with occasional help from Gladys. She doesn't know Rawnsley +or Culling, but she'll point out Gartside if you don't recognize +him...." + +"Do you _know_ him?" Gladys asked me in surprise. + +"I used to, many years ago. In fact I did him a small service when he +had for the moment forgotten that he was in the East and that the +Orient does not always see eye to eye with the West." + +Gladys' feminine curiosity was instantly aroused, but I refused to +gratify it. After all it was ancient history now, Gartside was several +years younger at the time, and in the parlance of the day, "it was the +sort of thing that might have happened to any one." He is now a highly +respected member of the House of Lords, occupying an important public +position. I should long ago have forgotten the whole episode but for +his promise that if ever he had a chance of repaying me he would do +so. I have every reason now to remember that the bread I cast on the +waters returned to me after not many days. + +"What's he like now?" I asked Gladys. + +"Oh, a topper!" + +I find the rising generation defines with a minimum of words. + +"I mean he's a real white man," she proceeded, _per obscurans ad +obscurantius_; I was left to find out for myself how much remained of +the old Gartside. I found him little changed, and still a magnificent +specimen of humanity, six feet four in height, fifteen stone in +weight, as strong as a giant, and as gentle as a woman. He was the +kindest, most courteous, largest-hearted man I have ever met: slow of +speech, slow of thought, slow of perception. I am afraid you might +starve at his side without his noticing it; when once he had seen your +plight he would give you his last crust and go hungry himself. He was +brave and just as few men have the courage to be; you trusted and +followed him implicitly; with greater quickness and more imagination +he would have been a great man, but with his weak initiative and +unready sympathy he might lead you to irreparable disaster. I suppose +he was five and thirty at this time, balder than when I last met him, +and stouter than in the days when he backed himself to stroke a +Leander four half-way over the Putney course against the 'Varsity +Eight. + +I went on with Philip's letter of explanation. + +"Nigel Rawnsley you will find majestic, Olympian, and omniscient. He +is tall, sandy-haired, and lantern-jawed like his father; do not +comment on the likeness, as he cherishes the belief that the Prime +Minister's son is of somewhat greater importance than the Prime +Minister. If you hear him speak before you see him, you will recognise +him by his exquisite taste in recondite epithets. He will hail you +with a Greek quotation, convict you of inaccuracy and ignorance on +five different matters of common knowledge in as many minutes, and +finally give you up as hopeless. This is just his manner. It is also +his manner to wear a conspicuous gold cross to mark his religious +enthusiasms, and to travel third as an earnest of democratic +instincts. He is not a bad fellow if you don't take him too seriously; +he is making a mark in the House." + +"Prig," murmured Gladys with conviction, as I came to the end of the +Rawnsley dossier. She did not know him, but was giving expression to a +very general feeling. + +I crossed swords more than once with Nigel Rawnsley in the course of +the following few months, and in our duelling caught sight of more +than one unamiable side to his character. While my mood is charitable, +I may perhaps say a word in his favour. It is just possible that I +have met more types of men than Philip Roden; it takes me longer to +size them up; perhaps also I see a little deeper than he did. Nigel +went through life handicapped by an insatiable ambition and an +abnormal self-consciousness. Without charm of manner or strength of +personality, he must have been from earliest schooldays one of those +who--like the Jews--trample that they be not trampled on. He became +overbearing for fear of being insignificant, corrected your facts for +fear of being squeezed out of the conversation, and sharpened his +tongue to secure your respect if not your love. Some one in the House +christened him "Whitaker's Almanack," but in fact his knowledge was +not exceptionally wide. He was always right because he had the wisdom +to keep silent when out of his depth, and intervene effectively when +he was sure of his ground. + +I never heard him in Court, but his defect as a statesman must have +been apparent as a barrister; he would take no risks, try no bluff, +make no attack till horse, foot, and gun were marshalled in readiness. +Given time he would win by dogged perseverance, but, as in my own +case, he must know to his cost that a slippery opponent will give him +no time for his ponderous grappling. Nigel's great natural gifts will +carry him to the front when he has learnt a little more humanity; and +humanity will come as he loses his dread of ridicule. At present the +youngest parliamentary hand can brush aside his weighty facts and +figures by a simple ill-natured witticism; and the fact that I am not +now languishing in one of His Majesty's gaols is due to my discovery +of the weak spot in his armour. Though my heart beat fast, I was still +able to laugh at him in my moment of crisis; and so long as I +laughed--though he had all the trumps in his hand--he must needs think +I had reason for my laughter. + +"The last of the party," Philip's letter concluded, "will be Pat +Culling. He is an irrepressible Irishman of some thirty summers, with +a brogue that becomes unintelligible whenever he remembers to employ +it. You will find him thin and short, with a lean, expressionless +face, grey eyes, and black hair. He can play any musical instrument +from a sackbut to a Jew's harp, and speak any language from Czech to +Choctaw. Incidentally he is the idlest and most sociable man in +Europe, and gets (and gives) more amusement out of life than any one I +know. + +"You should look for him first at the front of the train, where he +will be bribing the driver to let him travel on the engine; failing +that, try the station-master's office, where he will be ordering a +special in broken Polish; or the collector's gate, where he will be +losing his ticket and discovering it in the inspector's back hair. He +is a skilled conjuror, and may produce a bowl of gold fish from your +hat at any moment. On second thoughts, you will more probably find him +gently baiting the incorruptible Rawnsley, who makes an admirable +foil. Don't be lured into playing poker on the way down; Paddy will +deal himself five aces with the utmost _sang froid_." + +"Now we know exactly where we are," I remarked replacing the letter in +my pocket, as our taxi mounted the sloping approach to Waterloo. + +"And it's all wasted labour," said Gladys as I began to assemble her +belongings from different corners of the cab. "Phil's here the whole +time." + +I reminded myself that I stood _in loco parentis_, shook hands with +Philip and plunged incontinently into a sea of introductions. + +The journey down was unexpectedly tranquil. Gladys and Philip +conversed in a discreet undertone, paying no more attention to my +presence than if I had been the other side of the world. Gartside told +me how life had treated him since our parting in Asia Minor; while +Culling produced a drawing block and embarked on an illustrated +history of Rawnsley's early years. It was entitled "L'Avénement de +Nigel," and the series began with the first cabinet council hastily +summoned to be informed of the birth--I noticed that the ministers +were arrayed in the conventional robes of the Magi--it concluded with +the first meeting of electors addressed by the budding statesman. For +reasons best known to the artist, his victim was throughout deprived +of the consolation of clothing, though he seldom appeared without the +badge of the C.E.M.S. Rawnsley grew progressively more uncomfortable +as the series proceeded, and in the interests of peace I was not sorry +when we arrived at Brandon Junction. + +We strolled out into the station yard while our luggage was being +collected. A car was awaiting us, with a girl in the driving-seat, and +from the glimpse gained a few days earlier in Pont Street, I +recognized her as Sylvia Roden. I should have liked to enjoy a long +rude stare, but my attention was distracted by the changed demeanour +of my fellow travellers. Gartside advanced with the air Mark Antony +must have assumed in bartering away a world for a smile from +Cleopatra; Rawnsley struggled to produce a Sir Walter Raleigh effect +without the cloak; even Culling was momentarily sobered. + +When I turned from her admirers to Sylvia herself, it was to marvel at +the dominion and assurance of an English girl in her beauty and proud +youth. She sat in a long white dust-coat, her fingers toying with the +ends of a long motor veil. The small oval face, surmounted by rippling +black hair, was a singularly perfect setting for two lustrous, soft, +unfathomable brown eyes. As she held her court, a smile of challenge +hovered round her small, straight mouth, as though she were conscious +of the homage paid her, and claimed it as a right; behind the smile +there lurked--or so I fancied--a suggestion of weariness as with one +whom mere adoration leaves disillusioned. Her manner was a baffling +blend of frankness and reserve. The _camaraderie_ of her greeting +reminded me she was one girl brought up in a circle of brothers; +fearless and unaffected, she met us on equal terms and was hailed by +her Christian name. But the frankness was skin deep, and I pitied the +man who should presume on her manner to attempt unwelcome intimacy. It +was a fascinating blend, and she knew its fascination; her friends +were distantly addressed as "Mr. Rawnsley," "Lord Gartside," "Mr. +Culling." + +Gladys and I had lingered behind the others, but at our approach +Sylvia jumped down from the car and ran towards us. Her movements were +astonishingly light and quick, and when I amused an idle moment in +trying to fit her with a formula I decided that her veins must be +filled with radium. Possibly the description conveys nothing to other +people; it exactly expresses the feeling that her mobile face, quick +movements of body and passionate nature inspired in me. Later on I +remember the Seraph pointed to the tremendous mental and physical +energy of her father and brothers, asking how a slight girl's frame +could contain such fire without eruption. + +Eruptions there certainly were, devastating and cataclysmic.... + +"How are you, my child?" she exclaimed, catching Gladys by the hands. +"And where's the wicked uncle?" + +My niece indicated my presence, and I bowed. + +"You?" Sylvia took me in with one rapid glance, and then held out a +hand. "But you look hardly older than Phil." + +"I feel even younger," I began. + +"Face massage," Culling murmured. + +"A good conscience," I protested. + +"Why did you have to leave England?" he retorted. + +It was the first time I had heard it suggested that my exile was other +than voluntary. I attempted no explanation as I knew Culling would +outbid me. Instead, we gathered silently round the car and watched +Philip attempting with much seriousness to allot seats among an +excessive population that spent its time criticising and rejecting his +arrangements. + +"It's the fault of the Roden family!" he exclaimed at last in +desperation. "Why did I come down by this train, and why did you come +to meet us, Sylvia? We're two too many. Look here, climb in, +everybody, and Bob and I'll go in the other car." + +"You can't ask a Baron of the United Kingdom to go as luggage," +objected Culling who had vetoed twice as many suggestions as any one +else. + +"Well, you come, Pat," said Phil. + +"We Cullings aren't to be put off with something that's not good +enough for Lord Gartside," was the dignified rejoinder. + +Philip was seized with inspiration. + +"Does any one care to walk?" he asked. "Gladys?" + +"You're not going to take this child over wet fields in thin shoes," +his sister interposed. "She's got a cold as it is." + +My eyes strayed casually to the ground and taught me that Sylvia was +shod with neat, serviceable brogues. + +"I'll walk," I volunteered in an aside to her, "if you'll show me the +way." + +Within two minutes the car had been despatched on its road, and Sylvia +and I set out at an easy, swinging pace through the town and across +the four miles of low meadow land that separated us from Brandon +Court. + +"Rather good, that," I remarked as we got clear of the town. + +"What was?" she asked. + +"Abana, Pharpar and yet a third river of Damascus flowed near at hand, +but it was the sluggish old waters of Jordan that were found worthy." + +We were walking single-file along a footpath, and a stile imposed a +temporary check. Sylvia mounted it and sat on the top bar, looking +down on me. + +"Are we going to be friends?" she asked abruptly. + +"I sincerely hope so." + +"It rests with you. And you must decide now, while there's still time +to go back and get a cab at the station." + +"We were starting rather well," I pointed out. + +"That's just what you weren't doing," she said with a determined shake +of the head. "If we're going to be friends, you must promise never to +make remarks like that. You don't mean them, and I don't like them. +Will you promise?" + +"The flesh is weak," I protested. + +"Am I worth a little promise like that?" + +"Lord! yes," I said. "But I always break my promises." + +"You mustn't break this one. It's bad enough with Abana and Pharpar, +as you call them. You know you're really--you won't mind my saying +it?--you're old enough...." + +"Age only makes me more susceptible," I lamented. The statement was +perfectly true and I have suffered much mental disquiet on the +subject. So far as I can see, my declining years will be one long +riot of senile infidelity. + +"I don't mind that," said Sylvia with a close-lipped smile; "but I +don't want pretty speeches." She jumped down from the stile and stood +facing me, with her clear brown eyes looking straight into mine. +"You're not in love with me, are you?" + +I hesitated for a fraction of time, as any man would; but her foot +tapped the ground with impatience. + +"Don't be absurd!" she exclaimed, "you know you're not; you've known +me five minutes. Well,"--her voice suddenly lost any asperity it may +have contained, and she laid her hand almost humbly on my arm--"please +don't behave as if you were. I hate it, and hate it, and hate it, till +I can hardly contain myself. But I should like you as a friend. You've +knocked about the world, you're seasoned----" + +I held out my hand to seal the bargain. + +"I was horribly rude just now!" she exclaimed with sudden penitence. +"I was afraid you were going to be like all the rest." + +"Tell me what's expected of me," I begged. + +"Nothing. I just want to be friends. You'll find I'm worth it," she +added with a flash of pride. + +"I think I saw that the moment we met." + +"I wonder." + +It was some time before I did full justice to Sylvia, some time before +I appreciated the pathetic loneliness of her existence. For twenty +years she and Philip had been staunch allies. His triumphs and +troubles had been carried home from school to be discussed and shared +with his sister; on the first night of every holiday the pair of them +had religiously taken themselves out to dinner and a theatre, and +Sylvia had been in attendance at every important match in which he +was taking part, and every speech day at which he was presented with a +prize. The tradition was carried on at Oxford, and had only come to an +end when Philip entered public life and won his way into the House of +Commons. Their confidences had then grown gradually less frequent, and +Sylvia, whose one cry--like Kundry's--had ever been, "Let me serve," +found herself without the opportunity of service. The Roden household, +when I first entered it, was curiously unsympathetic; she was without +an ally; there was much affection and woefully little understanding. +Her father never took counsel with the women of his family, Philip had +slipped away, and neither Robin nor Michael was old enough to take his +place. With her vague, ill-defined craving to be of account in the +world, it was small wonder if she felt herself unfriended and her +devotional overtures rejected. Had her father been any one else, I am +convinced that Sylvia would have joined Joyce Davenant and sought an +outlet for her activities in militancy. + +"You're remarkably refreshing, Sylvia," I said. She raised her +eyebrows at the name. "Oh, well," I went on, "if we're going to be +friends.... Besides, it's a very pretty name." + +"I hate it!" she exclaimed. "Sylvia Forstead Mornington Roden. I hate +them all!" + +"Were you called after Lady Forstead?" I asked. + +"Yes. Did you know her?" + +I shook my head. Of course I had heard of her and the money left by +her husband, who had chanced to own the land on which Renton came +afterwards to be built. Most of that money, I learned later, was +reposing in trust till Sylvia was twenty-five. + +"Your taste in godmothers is commendable," I remarked. + +"You think so?" she asked without conviction. + +It is not good for a young girl to be burdened with great possessions; +they distort her outlook on life. I wondered to what extent Sylvia was +being troubled in anticipation, but the wonder was idle: nature had +troubled her with sufficient good looks to make mercenary admirers +superfluous. + +"Most people...." I began, but stopped as she came to a sudden +standstill. + +"I _say_, we forgot all about Mr. Aintree!" she exclaimed. + +"He didn't come," I reassured her. + +"Oh, Phil said perhaps he mightn't. I gather he usually does accept +invitations and not turn up. I hate people who can't be reasonably +polite." + +"He usually refuses the invitation," I said in the Seraph's defence. + +"Why?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"Shyness, I suppose." + +"I hate shy people." + +"You must ask him." + +"I don't know him. What's he like?" + +"Oh, I thought you did. He...." I paused and tried to think how the +Seraph should be described; it was not easy. "Medium height," I +ventured at last, "fair hair, rather a white face; curious, rather +haunting dark eyes. Middle twenties, but usually looks younger. Very +nervous and overwrought, frightfully shy...." + +"Sounds like a degenerate poet." + +"He's had a good deal of trouble," I added. "Be kind to him, Sylvia. +Life's a long agony to him when he's with strangers." + +"I hate shy people," she repeated. "It's so silly to be awkward." + +"He's not awkward. Incidentally, what a number of things you find time +to hate!" + +"I know. I'm composed entirely of hates and bad tempers. And I hate +myself more than anybody else." + +"Why?" + +"Because I don't understand myself," she answered, "and I can't +control myself." + +On arriving at the house I was introduced to my hostess. Lady Roden +was a colourless woman who had sunk to a secondary position in the +household. This was perhaps not surprising in a family that contained +Arthur as the nominal head, and Philip, Sylvia, Robin, and Michael as +Mayors of the Palace. What she lacked in authority was made up in +prestige. On no single day of her life of fifty years did she forget +that she was a Rutlandshire Mornington. I fear I have little respect +for Morningtons--or any other pre-Conquest families--whether they come +from Rutlandshire or any other part of the globe. Such inborn +reverence as I in common with all other Englishmen may ever have +possessed has been starved by many years absence abroad. At Brandon +Court I found the sentiment flourishing hardily: Lady Roden dug for +pedigrees as a dog scratches for a bone. "You are a brother of the +Judge?" she said when we met. "Then--let me see--your sister-in-law +was a Hylton." + +I had expected to find the atmosphere oppressive with Front Bench +politics, but the influence of Pat Culling was salutary. Discussion +quailed before his powers of illustration, and the study of "The Rt. +Hon. Sir Arthur Roden Mixing his Metaphors in the Cause of Empire"--it +now hangs in the library of Cadogan Square--rescued the conversation +from controversial destruction. In lieu of politics we had to arrange +for the arrival of our last two guests; Aintree had wired that he was +coming by a later train, and Rawnsley's sister Mavis had to be brought +over some twenty miles from Hanningfold on the Sussex borders. Sylvia +volunteered for the longer journey in her own little runabout, while +the Seraph was to be fetched in the car that went nightly to Brandon +Junction for Arthur's official, cabinet-minister's despatch case. + +"What's come over our Seraph the last few years?" Culling asked me, +when the two cars had gone their respective ways and we were smoking a +cheroot in the Dutch Garden. "I've known him from a bit of a boy that +high, and now--God knows--it's in a decline you'd say he was taken. +You can't please him and you can't even anger him. He's like a man has +his heart broken." + +I did not know what answer to give. + +"Just a passing mood," I suggested. + +"It's a mood will have him destroyed," said Culling, gloomily. + +He was a kind-hearted, pleasant, superficial fellow, one of those +feckless, humorous Irishmen who laugh at the absurdities of the world +and themselves, and go on laughing till life comes to hold no other +business--a splendid engine for work or fighting, but too idle almost +to make a start, too little concentrated ever to keep the wheel +moving, a man of short cuts and golden roads.... He talked with easy +kindness of the Seraph till a horn sounded far away down the drive and +the Brandon car swept tortuously through the elm avenue to the house. + +"A common drunk and disorderly!" Culling shouted as the Seraph came +towards us with his right arm in a sling. He had that morning shut his +thumb in the front door of his flat, and while we dragged the depths +of Waterloo for his body, he had been sitting with his doctor, sick +and faint, having the wound dressed. His face was whiter than usual, +and his manner restless. + +"I've kept my promise," he remarked to me. + +"I was giving up hope." + +"I _had_ to come," he answered in vague perplexity, and relapsed into +one of his longest silences. + +We wandered for an hour through the grand old-world gardens, +reverently worshipping their many-coloured spring splendour. Flaming +masses of azaleas blazed forth from a background of white and mauve +rhododendrons; white, grey, and purple lilac squandered their wealth +in riotous display, while the Golden Rain flashed in the evening sun, +and a scented breeze spread the grass walks with a yellow carpet. We +drew a last luxurious deep breath, and turned to watch the nymphæas +closing their eyes for the night. + +Beyond the water garden, in an orchard deep with fallen apple-blossom, +Rawnsley and Gartside were stretched in wicker chairs watching an old +spaniel race across the grass in sheer exhilaration of spirit. + +"Come and study the Sixth Sense," Gartside called out as we +approached. + +"There isn't such a thing, but there's no harm in your studying it," +said Rawnsley, in a tone that indicated it mattered little what any of +us did to improve or debase our minds. + +"Martel!" The dog bounded up at Gartside's call, and he showed us two +glazed, sightless eyes. "Good dog!" He patted the animal's neck, and +Martel raced away to the far end of the orchard. "That dog's as blind +as my boot, but he steers himself as though he'd eyes all over his +head. By Jove! I thought he'd brained himself that time!" + +Martel had raced at top speed to the foot of a gnarled apple tree. At +two yards' distance he swerved as though a whip had struck him, and +passed into safety. The same thing happened half a dozen times in as +many minutes. + +"He _knows_ it's there," said Gartside. "He's got a sense of distance. +If that isn't a sixth sense, what is it?" + +"Intensified smell-sense," Rawnsley pronounced. "If _you_ were blind, +you'd find your smelling and hearing intensified." + +"Not enough," said Gartside. + +"It's all you'll get. A sense is the perceptiveness of an organ. +You've eyes, ears, a nose, a palate, and a number of sensitive +surfaces. If you want a sixth sense, you must have a sixth perceive +organ. You haven't. Therefore you must be content with seeing, +hearing, smelling, tasting, and touching." + +Gartside was not satisfied with the narrow category. + +"I know a man who can always tell when there's a cat in the room." + +"Before or after seeing it?" Rawnsley inquired politely. + +"Oh, before. Genuine case. I tested him by locking a cat in the +sideboard once when he was coming to dine with me. He complained the +moment he got into the room." + +"Acute smell-sense," Rawnsley decided. + +"You hear of people who can foretell a change in the weather," +Gartside went on. + +"Usually wrong," said Rawnsley. "When they're right, and it isn't +coincidence, you can trace it to the influence of a changed atmosphere +on a sensitive part of their body. An old wound, for instance. Acute +touch sense." + +I happened to catch sight of the Seraph lying on his face piling the +fallen apple-blossoms into little heaps. + +"What about a sense of futurity?" I asked. + +"Did you ever meet the man could spot a Derby winner?" asked Culling, +infected by Rawnsley's scepticism. + +"Futurity in respect of yourself," I defined. "What's called +'premonition.'" + +Rawnsley demolished me with patient weightiness. + +"You come down to breakfast with a headache...." + +"Owin' to the unwisdom of mixin' your drinks," Culling interposed. + +"...Everything's black. In the course of the day you hear a friend's +dead. 'Ah!' you say, 'I knew something was going to happen.' What +about all those other mornings...." + +"Terribly plentiful!" said Culling. + +"...When everything's black and nothing happens? It's pure +coincidence." + +I defined my meaning yet more narrowly. + +"I have in mind the premonition of something quite definite." + +"For instance?" + +I told him of a phenomenon that has frequently come under my +observation in the East--the power possessed by many natives of +foretelling the exact hour of their death. Quite recently I came +across a case in the Troad where I fell in with a young Greek who had +been wasting for months with some permanent, indefinable fever. One +morning I found him sitting dressed in his library, the temperature +was normal and the pulse regular; he seemed in perfect health. I +congratulated him on his recovery, and was informed that he would die +punctually at eight that evening. + +In the course of the day his will was drawn up and signed, the +relatives took their farewells, and a priest administered supreme +unction. I called again at seven o'clock. He seemed still in perfect +health and full possession of his faculties, but repeated his +assertion that he would pass away at eight. I told him not to be +morbid. At ten minutes to eight he warned me that his time was at +hand; after another three minutes he undressed and lay motionless on +his bed. At two minutes past eight the heart had ceased to beat. + +"Auto-hypnosis," said Rawnsley when I had done. "A long debilitating +illness in which the mind became more and more abnormal and subject to +fancies. An idea--from a dream, perhaps--that death will take place at +a certain hour. The mind becomes obsessed by that idea until the body +is literally done to death. It's no more premonition than if I say I'm +going to dine to-night between eight and nine. I've an idea I shall, I +shall do my best to make that idea fruitful, and nothing but an +unforeseen eventuality will prevent my premonition coming true. Stick +to the five senses and three dimensions, Merivale. And now come and +dress, or I may not get my dinner after all." + +"I think Rawnsley's disposed of premonitions," said the Seraph from +the grass. Possibly I was the only one who detected a note of irony in +his voice. + +We had been given adjoining rooms, and in the course of dressing I had +a visit from him with the request that I should tie his tie. + +"Choose the other hand next time," I advised him, when I had done my +bad best. "Authors and pianists, you know--it's your livelihood." + +"It'll be well enough by the time I've anything to write." + +"Is your Miserable Child causing trouble?" + +Never at that time having been myself guilty of a line of prose or +verse, I could only judge of composition by the light of pure reason. +To write an entirely imaginative work would be--as the poet said of +love--"the devil." An autobiographical novel, I thought, would be like +keeping a diary and chopping it into chapters of approximately equal +length. + +"Have you ever kept a diary a week in advance?" the Seraph asked when +I put this view before him. + +"Why not wait a week?" I suggested, again in the light of pure reason. + +"You'd lose the psychology of expectation--uncertainty." + +"I suppose you would," I assented hazily. + +"I want to dispose of my premonition on the Rawnsley lines." + +"What form does it take?" + +His lips parted, and closed again quickly. + +"I'll let you know in a week's time," he answered. + +Sylvia had not returned when we assembled in the drawing-room, and +after waiting long enough to chill the soup and burn the _entrée_, it +was decided to start without her. Nothing of that dinner survives in +my memory, from which I infer that cooking and conversation were +unrelievedly mediocre. With the appearance of the cigars I moved away +from Lady Roden's empty chair to the place vacated by Gladys between +Philip and the Seraph. + +"Thumb hurting you?" I asked. + +He looked so white that I thought he must be in pain. + +"I'm all right, thanks," he answered. Immediately to belie his words +the sudden opening of the door made him jump almost out of his chair. +I saw the footman who was handing round the coffee bend down and +whisper something to Arthur. + +"Sylvia's turned up at last," we were told. + +"Did the car break down?" I asked; but Arthur could only say that she +had returned twenty minutes before and was changing her dress. + +"Has she brought Mavis?" asked Rawnsley. + +"The man only said...." + +Arthur left the sentence unfinished and turned his head to find Sylvia +framed in the open doorway. She had changed into a white silk dress, +and was wearing a string of pearls round her slender throat. Posed +with one hand to the necklace and the other still holding the handle +of the door, she made a picture I shall not easily forget. A study +in black and white it was, with the dark hair and eyes thrown into +relief by her pale face and light dress.... I must have stared +unceremoniously, but my stare was distracted by a numbing grip on my +forearm. I found the Seraph making his fingers almost meet through +bone and muscle; he had half risen and was gazing at her with parted +lips and shining eyes. Then we all rose to our feet as she came into +the room. + +"The car went all right," she explained, slipping into an empty chair +by her father's side. "Please sit down, all of you, or I shall be +sorry I came. I'm only here for a minute. Mavis hasn't come, Mr. +Rawnsley. Your mother didn't know why she was staying on in town; she +ought to have been down last night or first thing this morning. She +hadn't wired or anything, so I waited till the six-forty got in, and +as she wasn't on that, I came back alone. No, no dinner, thanks. Mrs. +Rawnsley gave me some sandwiches." + +"I hope there's nothing wrong," I said in the tone that tries to be +sympathetic and only succeeds in arousing general misgiving. + +Sylvia turned her eyes in my direction, catching sight of the Seraph +as she did so. + +"I'm so sorry!" she exclaimed, jumping up and walking round to him +with that wonderful flashing smile that I once in poetical mood +likened to a white rose bursting into flower. "I didn't see you when I +came in. Oh, poor child, what have you done to your hand?" + +I watched their faces as the Seraph explained; strong emotion on the +one, polite conventional sympathy on the other. + +"Move up one place, Phil," she commanded when the explanation was +ended. "I want to talk to our invalid." + +Sylvia's presence kept us lingering long over our cigars, and when at +last we reached the drawing-room, it was to find that Gladys had +already been packed off to bed with mustard plasters and black currant +tea. Life abruptly ceased to have any interest for Philip. I stood +about till my host and hostess were established at the bridge table +with Culling and Gartside, and then accepted the Seraph's invitation +for a stroll on the terrace. + +He executed one of the most masterly silences of my experience. Time +and again we paced that terrace till the others had retired to bed and +a single light in the library shone like a Polyphemus eye out of the +face of the darkened house. I pressed for no confidences, knowing that +at the fitting season he would feel the need of a confidant and +unburden himself to me. That was the most feminine of the Seraph's +many feminine characteristics. + +It was a wonderfully still, moonlight evening. You would have said he +and I were the two last men in the world, and Brandon Court the only +house in England--till you rounded the corner of the terrace and found +two detectives from Scotland Yard screened by the angle of the house. +Since the beginning of the militant outrages, no cabinet minister had +been allowed to stir without a bodyguard; through the mists of thirty +years I recalled the dynamiter days of my boyhood. In one form or +other the militants, like the poor, were always with us. + +It was after one when the Seraph stalked moodily through the open +library window on his way to bed. Had he been less pre-occupied, he +would have seen something that interested me, though I suppose it +would have enlightened neither of us. + +On a table by the door stood a photograph of Sylvia. I noticed the +frame first, then the face, and finally the dress. She had arrayed +herself as a Savoyard peasant with short skirt, bare arms and hair +braided in two long plaits. It was not a good likeness, because no +portrait could do justice to a face that owed its fascination to the +fact of never being seen in repose; but it was good enough for me to +judge the effect of such a face on a man of impressionable +temperament.... + +I had an admirable night's rest, as I always do. I awoke once or +twice, it is true, but dropped off again immediately--almost before I +had time to appreciate that the Seraph was pacing to and fro in the +adjoining room. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE FIRST ROUND + + "BRASSBOUND: You are not my guest: you are my prisoner. + + SIR HOWARD: Prisoner? + + BRASSBOUND: I warned you. You should have taken my + warning. + + SIR HOWARD: ... Am I to understand, then, that you are a + brigand? Is this a matter of ransom? + + BRASSBOUND: ... All the wealth of England shall not ransom + you. + + SIR HOWARD: Then what do you expect to gain by this? + + BRASSBOUND: Justice...." + + BERNARD SHAW: "Captain Brassbound's Conversion." + + +But for Pat Culling the library was deserted when I entered it the +following morning. I found him with a lighted cigarette jauntily +placed behind one ear, at work on an illustrated biography of the +Seraph. Loose sheets still wet from his quick, prolific pen lay +scattered over chairs, tables and floor, and ranged from "The Budding +of the Wing" to "The Chariot of Fire." Fra Angelico, as an irreverent +pavement artist, was Culling's artistic parent for the time being. + +"Merivale! on my soul!" he exclaimed as he caught sight of me. +"Returning from church, washed of all his sins and thinkin' what fun +it'll be to start again. We want more paper for this." + +As a matter of fact I had not been to church, but Philip had kindly +arranged for my coffee to be brought me in bed, and I saw no reason +for refusing the offer. It was not as if I had work to neglect, and +for some years I have found that other people tend to be somewhat +irritating in the early morning. When I breakfast alone, I am not in +the least fretful, but I believe it to be physiologically true that +the facial muscles grow stiff during sleep, and this makes it +difficult for many people to be smiling and conversational for the +first few hours after waking. So at least I was informed by a medical +student who had spent much time studying the subject in his own +person. + +"Seraph up yet?" I asked. + +"Is ut up?" Culling exclaimed in scorn, and I learnt for the first +time that the Seraph habitually lived on berries and cold water, slept +in a draught, and mortified his flesh with a hair shirt. He had, +further, seen the sun rise, wetted his wings in an icy river and +escorted Sylvia to the early service. + +"I'm glad one of us was there," I said. + +"Be glad it wasn't you," answered Culling darkly. "Seraph's in +disgrace over something." + +The reason, as I heard some time later, was his unwillingness to enter +Sylvia's place of worship. The Seraph has devoted considerable time +and money to the study of comparative religion, he will analyse any +known faith, and when he has traced its constituent parts back to +their magical origin, he feels he has done something really worth +doing. Sylvia--like most _dévôtes_--could not believe in the existence +of a conscientious free-thinker. Why two attractive young people +should have bothered their heads over such matters, passes my +comprehension. I have always found the man who demolishes a religion +only one degree less tiresome than the man who discovers religion for +the first time. Most men seem fated to do one or the other--and to +tell me all about it. + +"Where's she hiding herself now?" I asked. + +"Only gone to bring the rest of the family home." + +Almost before the words were out of his mouth, the door burst open and +admitted Robin and Michael. The Roden boys were all marked with a +strong family likeness, thin, lithe, and active, with black hair and +brown eyes. Robin had outgrown the age of eccentricity in dress, but +Michael persevered with a succession of elaborate colour-schemes. He +was dressed that morning in brown shoes, brown socks, a brown suit and +brown Homburg hat; even his shirt had a faint brown line, and his +handkerchief a brown border. Of a Sphinx-like family, he was the most +enigmatic; his leading characteristics were a surprisingly fluent use +of the epithet "bloody," and a condition of permanent insolvency. The +first reminded me of the great far-off day when I tested the efficacy +of that word in presence of my parents; the second was the basis of +our too short friendship. Finding a ten-pound note in my pocket, I +tossed Michael whether I should give it to him or keep it myself. I +forget who won; he certainly had the note. + +A leave-out day from Winchester accounted for Michael's presence. +Robin had slipped away from Oxford for the nominal purpose of a few +days' rest before his Schools, and with the underlying intention of +perfecting certain intricate arrangements for celebrating his last +Commemoration. + +"You'll come, won't you?" he asked as soon as we had been introduced. +"House, Bullingdon and Masonic...." + +"Who's paying?" asked Michael. + +"Guv'nor, I hope." + +"_Je_ ne _pense pas_," murmured Michael, as he wandered round the +library in search of a chair that would fit in with his colour-scheme. + +"You come," Robin went on regardless of the interruption. "I've got +six tickets for each. You, and Gladys. Two. Phil, three. Me, four...." + +"Only one girl so far," Culling interposed. "D'you and Phil dance +together? And who has the beads? Some one's got to wear a bead +necklace, you aren't admitted without it even in Russia. University +dancing costume, I believe it's called." + +"Silly ass!" Robin murmured without heat, but Culling was already +depicting two nude gladiators struggling in front of the Town Hall for +the possession of an exiguous necklace. The Vice-Chancellor and +Hebdomadal Council hurried in horror-stricken file down St. Aldates +from Carfax. + +"You, Gladys, and Phil," continued Robin dispassionately. "Sylvia...." + +"Oh, am I coming?" asked Sylvia who had just entered the room, and was +unpinning a motor-veil. + +"Oh, _yes_, darling Sylvia!" Robin--I know--was both fond and proud of +his sister, but the tone of _ad hoc_ blandishment suggested that +experience had taught him to persuade rather than coerce. "You'll +come, if you love me, and bring Mavis," he added with eyes bashfully +averted. "Now another man, and a girl for Mr. Merivale." + +"Is mother included?" asked Sylvia. + +"Not if Mr. Merivale comes," Robin answered in modest triumph. "Who'd +you like?" he asked me. + +"Keep a spare ticket up your sleeve," I counselled. "Don't lay on any +one specially for me, I've seen my best dancing days. In any case I +shouldn't last the course three nights running. You'll find me +drifting away for a little bridge if I see you're not getting up to +mischief." + +Robin sucked his pencil meditatively, waved to the Seraph who had just +entered the room, and turned to his sister. + +"Well, who's it to be?" he asked. + +"I don't yet know if I'm coming," Sylvia answered. + +"Rot! You must!" said Robin in a tone of mingled firmness and +misgiving that suggested memories of previous unsuccessful efforts to +hustle his sister. "Think it over," he added more mildly, "but let me +know soon, I want the thing fixed up. Whose car, Phil? It's the +driving of Jehu, for he driveth furiously." + +Philip closed a Blue Book, removed his feet from the back of Culling's +chair and strolled to the window. A long green touring car was racing +up the drive, cutting all corners. + +"The Old Man, by Jove!" he exclaimed. + +"Who?" + +"Rawnsley. I wonder what he wants." + +Michael, who had at last found a brown leather armchair to accord with +the day's colour scheme, took on himself to explain the Prime +Minister's sudden appearance. + +"He's come to fetch that bloody Nigel away," he volunteered. "Praise +God with a loud voice. Or else it's a war with Germany." + +"Or the offer of a peerage," I suggested pessimistically. + +"I much prefer the war with Germany," answered Michael, with the +selfishness of youth. "I've no use for honourables, and he'd only be a +viscount. 'Gad, I wonder if old Gillingham's handed in his knife and +fork! That means the Chancellorship for the guv'nor, and they'll make +him an earl, and you'll be Lady Sylvia, my adored sister. How +perfectly bloody! I shall emigrate." + +We were soon put out of our suspense. The library was in theory the +inviolable sanctuary of the Attorney General, and at Philip's +suggestion we began to retreat through the open French windows into +the garden. The Seraph and I, however, stood at the end of the file +and were caught by Arthur and the Prime Minister before we could +escape. Rawnsley had forgotten me during my absence abroad, and we had +to be introduced afresh. + +"Don't go for a moment," said Arthur, as we made another movement +towards the window. "You may be able to help us." + +I pulled up a chair and watched Rawnsley fumbling for a +spectacle-case. He had aged rather painfully since the day I first met +him five-and-twenty years before, as President of the Board of Trade, +coming to Oxford to address some political club. + +"Sheet of paper? A.B.C., Roden?" he demanded in the quick, staccato +voice of a man who is always trying to compress three weeks' work into +three days. He had his son's ruthless vigour and wilful assurance +without any of Nigel's thin-skinned self-consciousness. "Thanks. Now. +My daughter's missing, Mr. Merivale. You may be able to help. Do you +know her by sight?" + +I mentioned the glimpse I had caught of her at the theatre. + +"Quite enough. She left Downing Street yesterday morning at a quarter +to ten and was to call at her dressmaker's and come down to +Hanningford by the eleven-twenty. We've only two decent trains in the +day, and if she missed that she was to lunch in town and come by the +four-ten. You left at eleven-fifteen, from platform five. The +eleven-twenty goes from platform four. May I ask if you saw anything +of her before you left?" + +I said I had not, and added that I was so busily engaged in meeting +old friends and being introduced to new ones that I had had neither +time nor eyes.... + +"Thank you!" he interrupted, turning to the Seraph. "Mr. Aintree, you +know my daughter, and Roden tells me you came down by the four-ten +yesterday afternoon. The train slips a coach at Longfield, a few miles +beyond Hanningford. Did you by any chance see who was travelling by +the slip?" + +The Seraph was no more helpful than I had been, and Rawnsley shut the +A.B.C. with an impatient slap. + +"We must try in other directions, then," he said. "She never left +London." + +"Have you tried the dressmaker's?" I asked. + +"Arrived ten, left ten-forty," said Rawnsley. + +"Are any of her friends ill?" I asked. "Is she likely to have been +called away suddenly?" + +"Oh, I know why she's disappeared," Rawnsley answered. "This letter +makes that quite plain. I want to find where it took place--with a +view to tracing her." + +He threw me over a typewritten letter, with the words, "Received by +first delivery to-day, posted in the late fee box of the South-Western +District Office at Victoria." + +The letter, so far as I remember it, ran as follows: + + "DEAR SIR, + + "This is to inform you that your daughter is well and in safe + keeping, but that she is being held as a hostage pending the + satisfactory settlement of the Suffrage Question. As you are + aware, Sir George Marklake has secured second place in the + ballot for Private Member's Bills. Your daughter will be + permitted to communicate with you by post, subject to + reasonable censorship; on the day when you promise special + facilities and Government support for the Marklake Bill, and + again at the end of the Report Stage and Third Reading. The same + privilege will be accorded at the end of each stage in the House + of Lords, and she will be restored to you on the day following + that on which the Bill receives the Royal Assent. + + "You will hardly need to be reminded that the Marklake Bill is + to be taken on the first Private Member's night after the + Recess. Should you fail to give the assurances we require, it + will be necessary for us to take such further steps as may seem + best calculated to secure the settlement we desire." + +It took me some minutes to digest the letter before I was in a +condition to offer even the most perfunctory condolence. Now that the +blow had been struck, I found myself wondering why it had never been +attempted before. + +"You've no clue?" I asked. + +Rawnsley inspected the letter carefully and held it up to the light. + +"Written with a Remington, I should say. And a new one, without a +single defect in type or alignment. And the paper is made by +Hitchcock. That's all I have to go on." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Advise Scotland Yard, I suppose. Then await developments. I don't +wish what I've told you this morning to go any further; no good +purpose will be served by giving the militants a free advertisement. +When I am in town, it is to be understood that Mavis is with her +mother at Hanningford; and when I am at Hanningford, Mavis must be at +Downing Street." + +One has no business in private life to badger ministers with political +questions, but I could not help asking what line Rawnsley proposed to +take with the Marklake Bill. His grey eyes flashed with momentary +fire. + +"It won't be taken this session," he declared. "I'm moving to +appropriate all Private Members' time for the Poor Law Bill. And +that's all, I think; I must be getting back to my wife, she's--a good +deal upset. Can you spare Nigel, Roden? I should like to take him if I +may. Good-bye, Mr. Merivale. Good-bye, Mr. ---- Oh, by the way, Roden, +remember you're tarred with the same brush. As soon as the Recess is +over, you'll have to keep a close watch on your family. Harding's +another; I shall have to warn him." + +Rawnsley's departure left me with a feeling of anti-climax and vague +discomfort. Short of assassination, which would have defeated its own +object, a policy of abduction was the boldest and most effective that +the militants could devise at a time when--in Joyce's words--all +arguments had been exhausted on both sides and war _à outrance_ was +declared by women who insisted on a vote against men who refused to +concede it. I had every reason to think I knew whose brain had evolved +that abduction policy; its reckless simplicity and directness were +characteristic. Then and now I wondered, and still wonder, whether the +author of that policy had sufficient imagination and perspective to +appreciate the enormity of her offence, or the seriousness of the +penalty attendant on non-success. + +"Ber-luddy day!" exclaimed Michael, rejoining us in the library and +delicately brushing occasional drops of moisture from his immaculate +person. A heavy downpour of rain was starting, and though I looked +like being spared initiation into the mysteries of golf--which I am +not yet infirm enough to learn--it was not very clear how we were to +kill time between meal and meal. Gladys was spending the morning +quietly in her room, Philip wandered to and fro like a troubled +spirit, and Sylvia had mysteriously departed. + +In time Michael condescended to give us the reason. It appeared that +while we were closeted with Rawnsley in the library, Robin had decided +that rest and relaxation before his Schools could best be secured by +the organisation of an impromptu Calico Ball, to be given that night +to all who would come. While he sat at the telephone summoning the +County of Hampshire to do his bidding, Sylvia had departed in her +little white runabout to purchase masks and a bale of calico from +Brandon Junction, and scour the neighbourhood in search of piano, +violin, and 'cello. The wet afternoon was to be spent by the women of +the party in improvising costumes, by the men in French-chalking the +floor of the ball-room. + +I took the precaution of calling on Gladys to acquaint her with the +day's arrangements, and beg her to see that I was not compelled to +wear any costume belittling to the dignity of a middle-aged uncle. +Then after writing a bulletin to catch my brother at Gibraltar, I felt +I had earned rest and a cheroot before luncheon. Brandon Court was one +of those admirably appointed houses where you could be certain of +finding wooden matches in every room; it was not, however, till I got +back to the library that I found companionship and the Seraph. He was +lying on a sofa writing slowly and painfully with his left hand. + +"If that's volume three," I said, "I won't interrupt. If it's +anything else, we'd better smoke and talk. I will do the smoking." + +"I'm only scribbling," he answered. "There's no hurry about volume +three." + +"Your public--_quorum pars non magna sum_--is growing impatient." + +"There won't be any volume three," he said quietly. + +"But why not? I mean, a mere temporary hitch...." + +"It's not that. If it wasn't for this hand I could write like, well, +like you _do_ write once in a lifetime." + +"What's to stop you?" + +"Nothing. I only said there wouldn't be a volume three. I shan't +publish it." + +"Why not?" + +His big blue eyes looked up at me thoughtfully for a moment from under +their long lashes. Then he crumpled up the half-covered sheet of +paper, remarking-- + +"There are some things you can't make public." + +"But with a _nom de plume_...." + +"I might let _you_ see it," he conceded. + +There we had to leave the subject, as the library was soon afterwards +invaded by zealous seekers after luncheon, first Lady Roden and +Gartside, then the rest of the party with the single exception of +Sylvia. Lady Roden walked over to the window and gazed in dismay at +the unceasing downpour. + +"Is Sylvia back yet, does anybody know?" she asked. + +"She came in about a quarter of an hour ago," volunteered the Seraph. + +"Was she very wet?" + +"I didn't see her." + +Lady Roden bustled out of the room to make first-hand investigation. + +"She took a Burberry with her," Robin called out; then springing up he +seized an ebony paper knife and advanced on Michael who was reclining +decoratively on a Chesterfield sofa. "Talking of Burberries," he went +on, with menace in his tone, "what the deuce d'you mean by stealing +mine, Michael?" + +"Wouldn't be seen dead in your bloody Burberry," Michael responded +with delicate languor. + +The Roden boys were all much of a size, and on the subject of raided +and disputed garments a fierce border warfare raged unintermittently +round their bedroom doors. It was so invariable a rule with Michael to +meet all direct charges with an equally direct denial that his +brothers placed but slight reliance on his word. + +"What was it doing in your room, then?" persisted Robin, as he applied +the paper-knife to the soles of Michael's feet. + +"That was Phil's," said Michael ingenuously. + +Robin turned to his elder brother with the suggestion of a little +disciplinary boiling-oil. + +"It'll be enough if we just ruffle him," answered the humane Philip. +"Keep the door, Pat. Now, Robin!" + +The perfect harmony of their attack argued long practice. Almost +before I had time to move out of the way, Culling was standing with +his back to the door while a scuffling trio on the hearthrug indicated +that castigation was already being meted out. Within two minutes the +immaculate Michael had been reduced to slim, white nudity, and even as +the decorous Gartside proffered a consolatory "_Times'_ Educational +Supplement," the two brothers and Culling had divided the raiment and +taken their centrifugal course through the house, secreting boots, +socks, tie and collar in a succession of ingeniously inaccessible +places as they went. Then the gong sounded, and Gartside took me in to +luncheon. + +Such little breezes, as I afterwards discovered, were characteristic +of Brandon Court when the three brothers were at home and Philip had +forgotten his public dignity. I could have spared the present +outbreak, as the inflammatory word "Burberry" had kept me from putting +a certain question to the Seraph. At one-thirty he had told Lady Roden +that Sylvia had come in about a quarter of an hour before: to be +strictly accurate, she had entered the yard as the stable clock struck +one-fifteen, and had come into the house three minutes later by a side +door and gone straight to her room by a side staircase. The Seraph and +I had been sitting in the library since twelve-forty-five. The library +looked out over a terrace on to the lawn: stable yard, side door and +side staircase were at the diametrically opposite angle of the house. +It was impossible for any one, even with the Seraph's uncannily acute +senses, to hear a sound from the stable yard; even had it been +possible, he could not have identified it as the sound of Sylvia's +return. + +I put my question in the smoking-room after luncheon, but got no +satisfactory answer. Meeting Sylvia in the hall a few minutes later, I +took my revenge by setting her to find out. + +The afternoon was spent in polishing the ball-room floor. Others +worked, I offered advice. At one point, Michael, too, showed a +tendency to offer advice, but the threat that his young body would be +dragged up and down till the bones cut through the skin and scratched +the floor, was effectual in persuading him to swathe his feet in +towels and wade through uncharted seas of French chalk to the infinite +detriment of the blue colour-scheme he had been forced into adopting +for luncheon. + +Mrs. Roden, Sylvia and Gladys retired with their three maids and a +bale of calico. From time to time one of us would be summoned to have +our measurements taken, but no indication was manifested of the guise +in which we were to appear. At eight we retired to our rooms with +sinking hearts; at eight-thirty a group of sheepish men loitered at +the stair-head, waiting for one less self-conscious than the rest to +give a lead to the others. + +The ball--when it came and found us filled and reckless with +dinner--proved an unqualified success. My indistinct memory of it +recalls a number of pretty girls who danced well, talked very quickly, +and called me--without exception--"my dear." I sat out two with +Sylvia, and was cut three times by Gladys, who disappeared with Philip +at an early stage. Further, I supped twice with two creditably hungry +girls, discussed the lineage of the county with Lady Roden, and smoked +a sympathetic cigarette with a nice-looking shy boy of fifteen, who +was always being cut by Gladys when he was not being cut by some one +else. His name was Willoughby, and I hope some girl has smiled on him +less absent-mindedly than my niece. + +In my few spare moments I watched Sylvia dealing with her male guests. +Culling approached and was rewarded with a smile and one dance. +Gartside followed and received an even sweeter, Tristan-und-Isolde +smile, and the same proportion of her programme. The Seraph, +arm-in-sling, hung unostentatiously on the outskirts of the crowd, and +with much hesitation summoned courage to ask if she could spare him +one to sit out. She gave him two, and extended it later to three. + +I heard afterwards that at the end of the third he prepared to return +to the ball-room. + +"Who are you taking this one with?" she asked him. + +"No one," he told her. + +"Why not stay here, then?" + +"Haven't you promised it to young Willoughby?" + +"He'll survive the disappointment," said Sylvia lightly. + +The Seraph shook his head. "May I have one later?" he asked. "You +oughtn't to cut Willoughby, he's been looking forward to it." + +Sylvia was not accustomed or inclined to dictation from others. + +"Have you asked him?" she said, uncertain whether to be amused or +angry. + +"It wasn't necessary. Haven't you felt his eyes on you while you were +dancing? He thinks you're the most wonderful girl in the world. There +he's right. He'll treasure up every word you speak, every smile you +give him; he'll send himself to sleep picturing ways of saving your +life at the cost of his own. And he'll dream of you all night." + +The Seraph's tranquil, unemotional voice had grown so earnest that +Sylvia found herself growing serious in spite of herself. + +"I wish you wouldn't discuss me with boys like that," she said, more +to gain time than administer reproof. + +"Should I have discussed you?" exclaimed the Seraph. "And would he +have told me? Why can't you, why can't any girl understand the mind of +a boy of fifteen? You'd make such men of them if you'd only take the +trouble. Look at him now, he's thinking out wonderful speeches to make +to you...." + +"I _hope_ not," said Sylvia ruefully. + +"He'll forget them all when he meets you. I was fifteen once." + +"I wonder if you'll ever be more." + +The Seraph made no answer. + +"That wasn't meant for a snub," said Sylvia reassuringly. + +"I know that." + +Sylvia looked at him curiously. "Is there anything you _don't_ know?" +she asked as they descended the stairs to the ball-room. + +"I don't even know if you're going to let me take you in to supper." + +"I'm glad there's something." + +"That's not an answer." + +"Do you want to?" + +"You ought to know that without asking." + +"I'm afraid there's a great deal about you I _don't_ know." + +Supper was ended and their table deserted before Sylvia put the +question with which I had primed her that afternoon. + +"Is there anything I _don't_ know? to use your own words," said the +Seraph evasively. + +"That's not an answer, to use yours." + +"It's the only answer I can give," he replied, with that curious +expression in his dark eyes that did duty for a smile. + +"Why won't you tell me? I'm interested. It's about myself, so I've a +right to know." + +"But I can't explain; I don't know. It never happened before." + +"Never?" + +The Seraph thought over his first meeting with her the previous day. + +"Never with any one else," he answered. + +Sylvia shook her head in perplexity. + +"I don't understand," she said. "Either it was just coincidence and +you were talking without thinking, or else ... I don't know. It's +rather funny. D'you want to smoke? Let's go out on to the terrace." + +"The detectives are there." + +"No, father said they weren't to appear to-night." + +"They're out there." + +"How d'you know?" + +"I can hear them." + +Sylvia looked round at the closed plate-glass windows. + +"You _can't_," she said incredulously. + +"Will you bet? No, I don't want to rob you. Shall I tell you something +else? You opened a fresh bottle of scent to-night when you dressed for +dinner. It's Chaminade, the same kind that you were using before, but +this is fresher. Had you noticed it?" + +The Seraph was considerably less impressed by his powers than Sylvia +appeared to be. + +"Anything else?" she asked after a pause. + +The Seraph wrinkled his brows in thought. + +"Gladys Merivale was coughing last night," he said. "Some one passed +my door at two o'clock and went into her room. I don't know who it +was, but it wasn't you. The coughing stopped for a time, but started +again just before three. Then you passed by and went in." + +"How do you know?" + +"I heard you." + +"You may have heard some one; you didn't know it was me. I went once +and mother went once. You couldn't tell which was which." + +The Seraph lit a cigarette and walked with her to the door of the +supper-room. + +"Oh, it was your mother?" he said. "Then she went the first time." + +"But how do you know?" Sylvia repeated. + +"I can't explain, any more than about the car coming back this +morning." + +Sylvia shook her head a little uneasily. + +"You're abnormal," she pronounced. + +"Because I...?" + +"Go on." + +"Because I know a fraction more about you than other people?" + +"Do you?" + +"Only a fraction. It would take time to understand you." + +"How much? I hate to be thought a sphinx." + +"However little I wanted, we should be parted before I got it." + +"Why? How? How parted?" + +The Seraph shrugged his shoulders. + +"Don't ask me to read the future," he said with a sigh. + +At the end of the ball I found the Roden boys congratulating +themselves on the success of the evening. I added my quota of praise, +and was pressed to state if I now felt equal to three successive +nights at Commemoration. + +"Which reminds me!" Robin exclaimed, flying off at his usual tangent. +"Where's Sylvia? Sylvia, my angel, what about Commem.?" + +His sister looked tired but happy, and in some way excited. + +"I'll come if you want me," she answered, putting her arm round +Robin's neck and kissing him good-night. "Yes, all right--I will. Oh, +Mr. Rawnsley told me this morning that Mavis wouldn't be able to come, +so you must get another girl." + +Robin dropped his voice confidentially. + +"See if you can persuade Cynthia to come. And we're still a man +short." + +Sylvia looked slowly round the room with thoughtful, unsmiling +eyes--past Culling, past Gartside.... + +"Will you come, Seraph?" she asked. + +Less than a day and a half had passed since I had noticed her practice +of avoiding Christian names. For some reason I had supposed nicknames +to fall into the same category. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +COMMEMORATION + + "Oxford ... the seat of one of the most ancient and + celebrated universities in Europe, is situated amid + picturesque environs at the confluence of the Cherwell + and the Thames.... Oxford is on the whole more attractive + than Cambridge to the ordinary visitor.... The best time + for a visit is the end of the Summer term.... This period + of mingled work and play (the latter predominating) is + named _Commemoration_.... It is almost needless to add + that an introduction to a 'Don' will greatly add to the + visitor's pleasure and profit." + + KARL BAEDECKER: "Handbook for Travellers: Great Britain." + + +Of the weeks that passed between my return to London from Brandon +Court and our departure from London to Oxford, I have only the most +indistinct recollection. My engagement book earned many honourable +scars before I carried it away into my present exile, but for May and +the first half of June there appears a black, undecipherable smudge +that my memory tells me should represent a long succession of late +nights and crowded days. Individual items are blurred out of +recognition; my general sense of the period is that I pretended to be +preternaturally young, and was punished by being made to feel +prematurely old. + +It was the busiest part of the London season, and Gladys appeared to +receive cards for an average of three balls a night on five nights of +the week. I accompanied her everywhere, growing gradually broken to +the work and relieved of my more serious responsibilities by the fact +that Philip Roden was too busy at the House to waste his nights in a +ball-room. We seemed to move in the midst of a stage army, the same +few hundred men, women, and dowagers reappearing in an endless +march-past. With the advent of the big hotels, hospitality had changed +in character since the days when I counted myself a Londoner: there +was more of it and it was less hospitable. The rising generation, and +more particularly the female portion of it, seemed to have taken +matters into its own hands. + +Regularly each morning, after a late breakfast, Gladys would set me to +write a series of common-form letters: "Dear Mr. Blank," I would say, +"My niece and I shall be so pleased if you will dine with us here +to-night at 8.30 and go on to Lady Anonym's ball." Then Gladys would +bring unknowing guest and unknown hostess into communication. "Can I +speak to Lady Anonym?" I would hear her call down the telephone. "Oh, +good morning! I say, do you think you could _possibly_ do with another +man for your ball to-night? Honest? It _is_ sweet of you. Oh, quite a +nice thing--Mr. Incognito Blank, 101, Utopia Chambers, St. James. +Thanks, most awfully. Oh no, not _him_, he's the most awful stiff; +this is a dear thing. Well, I would have, only he's only just got back +to England, he's been shooting big game...." + +This was the retail method. In the case of intimate friends, Gladys +would be encouraged to send in her own list of desirable invitees. +Because I am old-fashioned and unacquainted with English ways, I trust +I am not inaccessible to new ideas. I would carry the policy of +promiscuity to its logical conclusion. An announcement in the _Times_ +with draft _ménu_, name of band and programme of music--even a +placard outside Claridge's--would save endless postage and stationery, +and could not pack the ball-room tighter than on a dozen occasions I +remember. Hostesses who believe that numbers are the soul of +hospitality, could be certain beforehand of the success of their +efforts; superior young men would continue to remark, "Society gettin' +very mixed, what?" exactly as they have done ever since I entered my +first ball-room at the age of seventeen. Everybody, in short, would be +pleased. + +We saw a good deal of Sylvia during those weeks, as for reasons of her +own she would frequently drop in at Pont Street and conduct her share +of the arrangements over our telephone. Occasionally Gladys would be +called in as an accomplice, I would hear "Mr. Aintree's" name added to +Lady Anonym's list, and Gladys would remark with fine carelessness, +"Oh, just send him the card, if you will; don't bother to say who it +comes from." The Seraph may have suspected, but he never had +documentary proof of the originating cause of some of his invitations. + +In making our arrangements for Commemoration, I decided to take the +greater part of my charges to Oxford by road. Robin, of course, was +still in residence, and Philip promised to come down by the first +possible train. Gladys, Sylvia, the Seraph, and a _pis-aller_ of +Robin's named Cynthia Bargrave constituted my flock; we motored +quietly down to Henley, where we lunched and chartered a houseboat for +the Regatta, and arrived in Oxford with ample time for the three girls +to have a comfortable rest before dinner. I made rather a point of +this, as they were going to have three very tiring days and would +naturally wish to look their best; moreover, I wanted to roam round +the town with the Seraph. + +Even Oxford, that I thought could never alter, had changed during my +years of absence. The little, nameless back-street colleges I would +gladly sacrifice to the Destroyer, for they serve no purpose beyond +that of breeding proctors, and I know we counted it an indignity to be +fined by the scion of a college we had to reach by cab. But the High +should have been inviolate; there wanted no new colleges breaking +through its immemorial sides.... Univ. men, standing at their lodge +gate and looking northward, have told me the High already contains one +college in excess. + +While the Seraph sought out Robin's rooms in Canterbury, I wandered +through the college--guiltily, I admit--looking for traces of a +popular outbreak that occurred when a ball took place at Blenheim and +House men asked in vain for leave to attend it. In time I came to my +own old rooms in Tom, and gazed rather in sorrow than anger at the +strange new name painted over the door. Twice my fingers went to the +handle, twice I told myself that "Mr. R.F. Davenant" had as much right +to privacy as I should have claimed in his place.... I wandered out +through Tom Gate, across St. Aldates, and down Brewer Street to those +pleasant digs in Micklem Hall, where I once spent an all-too-short +twelve months. Then I returned to college, crept furtively back to the +old familiar door, knocked, listened, entered.... + +"R.F. Davenant" was far more civil than I should have been at a like +intrusion. He showed me round the rooms, offered me whisky and +cigarettes, wanted to know when I had been up, whether I was going to +the Gaudy.... We were friends in a minute. I liked his fair, +neatly-parted hair and clean, fresh colouring; I liked his Meissonier +artist proofs; I liked the way the left back leg of the sofa +collapsed unless you underpinned it with a Liddle and Scott. Not a +thing was changed but the photographs on the mantelpiece. I walked +over and surveyed them critically. Then one of those things happened +that convince me an idle Quixotic Providence is watching over my least +movements: I was staring at the picture of a girl on horseback when he +volunteered the information that it was his sister. + +"Your married sister?" I suggested. + +"Do you know her?" + +He fed me on Common-room tea and quarter-pound wedges of walnut cake. +Joyce was coming up for two of the three balls I was attending, coming +unprovided with partners to chaperone some girl who had captured her +brother's wandering fancy. These elder sisters earn more crowns than +they are ever accorded; it seemed that Joyce who trampled on the world +would stretch herself out to be trampled on by her heedless only +brother. I wonder wherein the secret lies. + +"Come and dine," suggested Dick Davenant. + +I told him of my own party, and lost no time in working the Cumberland +days with his father for all they were worth. What happened to the +Seraph I never discovered. As I hurried back to the Randolph for +dinner, Robin met me with an apology in advance for the dull evening +before me. + +"'Fraid you'll have rather a rotten time," he opined. "I wish you had +let me find you some old snag or other." + +"I shall be all right, Robin," I said. + +"There's sure to be bridge _somewhere_. Or look here, what about a +roulette-board? Combine business with pleasure--what?" + +"I shall be able to amuse myself," I assured him. + +Our dinner that night was one of the gayest meals I have eaten; we +were all expectant, excited, above our usual form--with the single +exception of Philip. If I were a woman, I suppose I should notice +these things; as it was I put his silent preoccupation down to +overwork. When he approached Robin with other-world gentleness and +suggested a stroll up St. Giles after dinner "just to keep me company, +old boy," I ought to have suspected something; but it was not till the +Seraph, smoking a lonely cigar, murmured something about "_Consul +videat ne respublica detrimentum capiat_," that I saw my authority +over Gladys was being threatened. + +The girls had been despatched for their last mysterious finishing +touches, and we had the hall of the Randolph to ourselves. + +"What the deuce ought I to do, Seraph?" I asked. + +"What _can_ you do?" + +"I don't know." + +"Why do anything?" + +That is the question I always ask myself when I have no definite idea +what is expected of me. + +"I wish he'd had the consideration to wait till my brother came back," +I grumbled. + +"These little emotional crises never _do_ wait till we're ready for +them, do they?" + +"From the fulness of the heart...." + +"Oh, pardon me, I was not speaking of myself." + +"I thought you were." + +The Seraph shook his head at me. + +"No, you didn't. You aren't thinking of me, or Gladys, or Philip, or +any one but your own self." + +I hypnotised a waiter into taking my order for Benedictine. + +"No emotional crises have come _my_ way," I protested. + +"Something very curious has happened to you since we parted this +afternoon." + +I accounted for every moment of my time since our arrival in Oxford. + +"Why didn't you tell me that before?" he exclaimed when I mentioned my +chance meeting with Dick Davenant. "Joyce coming up for the ball? Will +you...? No! sorry." + +"Will I what?" + +"It's no business of mine." + +"Why d'you start talking about it, then? Will I what?" + +The Seraph knocked the ash off his cigar, finished his coffee, and sat +silent. I repeated my question. + +"Well...." he hesitated nervously. "Are you going to propose to her +to-night?" + +"Really, Seraph!" + +"You're going to--some time or other...." + +"Don't talk nonsense!" + +"...I was wondering if it would be to-night." + +I felt myself growing rather annoyed and uncomfortable. + +"Not very good form to talk like this," I said stiffly. "After all, +she's a friend of yours and mine. A joke's all very well...." + +"But I'm quite serious!" + +"My dear Seraph, d'you appreciate that I've met the girl once--a few +weeks ago--and once only since she was a child of five?" + +"Oh yes. And do you remember my telling you what was bringing you back +to England? Do you remember the impression she made on you that night? +If you're going to marry her...." + +"Seraph, drop it!" + +He withdrew into his shell, and we smoked without speaking until I +began to be sorry for snubbing him. + +"I didn't mean to be rude," I said apologetically. "But she's a nice +girl; I may see her to-night for all I know to the contrary, and this +coupling of names.... You see my point?" + +The Seraph suddenly developed a nervous, excited earnestness. + +"Let me give you a word of advice. If you're going to propose to +her--oh, all right; if X. is going to propose to her, he'd better do +it now--before the crash comes. There's going to be a very big crash; +she's going down under it. If you--if X. proposed now, she might be +got out of the way before it's too late. You--X. won't like to see the +woman he's going to marry...." + +"X. marries her then?" I asked in polite incredulity. "Oh, he should +certainly lose no time." + +"She may not accept you at once." + +"Come and get your coat, Seraph." + +"But she will later." + +"Come and get your coat," I repeated. + +"Ah--you don't believe me--well...." + +I gave him my two hands and pulled him out of his chair. + +"Can you foretell the future?" I asked with a scepticism worthy of +Nigel Rawnsley. "What time shall I breakfast to-morrow? What shall I +have for supper to-night? What tie shall I wear next Friday +fortnight?" + +The Seraph shook his head without answering. + +"Very well, then," I said decisively. + +"But you don't know either." + +Of course he was right. + +"I may not know _now_," I said, "but I shall make up my mind in due +course, and do whatever I've made up my mind to do--whether it's +choosing a tie or...." + +"Proposing to Joyce. Exactly. I've never pretended to tell you more +than what's in your own mind." + +"You talked about the woman X. was going to _marry_, not merely +propose to. The last word doesn't lie with X." + +"True. But if I know what's passing in Joyce's mind?" + +"Does she know herself?" + +"No! That's the wonderful thing about a woman's mind, it's so +disconnected. She's none of a man's faculty of taking a resolve, +seeing it, acting on it.... That's why I said she might not accept you +at once." + +"You know her mind better than she does?" + +As my interest rose, the Seraph became studiedly vague. + +"I know nothing," he answered. "I merely suggest the possibility that +a woman may form a subconscious resolution and not recognise it as +part of her mental stock-in-trade for weeks, months, years.... If you +wait for her to recognise it, you may find you come too late; if you +come before she recognises it, you may find you've come too early." + +I helped him into his coat as the three girls descended the stairs. + +"Not a very cheerful prospect for X.," I suggested. + +"X. had better help her to recognise her sub-conscious ideas," he +answered. + +I felt a boy of twenty as we drove down St. Aldates, hurried across +Tom Quad, shed our wraps and struggled into the hall. The place was +half full already, and the orchestra, with every instrument duplicated +and Lorino thundering away at a double grand, had started an opening +extra. Youthful stewards, their shirt-fronts crossed with blue and +white ribbons of office, hurried to and fro in excessive, callow +zeal; bright among the black coats shone the full regimentals of the +Bullingdon; while stray followers of Pytchley, Bicester and V.W.H. +contributed their colour to the rainbow blaze. + +My charges dutifully spilt a drop from their cups in my honour, but at +the end of an hour they were free to follow their own various +inclinations. There was no sign of Joyce in the ball-room, but I found +her at length by the stair-head, gratefully drinking in the fresh air, +flushed--or so I fancied--and occasionally passing a hand across eyes +that looked tired and strained. I gave her some champagne and led her +to her brother's room. Two armchairs that I had purchased in the +luxury-loving twenties seemed somehow to have withstood seven +undergraduate generations. + +"You were quite the last person I expected to find here," I said, +after telling her of my meeting with Dick. + +"I was quite the last person a lot of people expected to find here," +she answered. + +"Dick has a lot to be thankful for. So--for that matter--have others." + +"Dear old Dick! he has a lot to put up with, if that's what you mean. +If he hadn't been a steward, they wouldn't have admitted me. Oh, the +staring and the glaring and the pointing and the whispering!" + +I now appreciated the reason of the bright eyes and pink cheeks. + +"If you _will_ espouse unpopular political causes," I began. + +"I'm not complaining! _This_ was nothing to what I've been through in +the past. It's all in the day's work. What are you doing in Oxford?" + +I helped myself to one of Dick's cigarettes. He kept them just where I +used to keep mine. On second thoughts I put it back and ran my hand +along the under-side of the mantelpiece to the hidden shelf where I +used to keep cigars maturing. Dick had followed my admirable +precedent. I commandeered a promising Intimidad, feeling all the while +like the ghost of my twenty-year-old self revisiting the haunts of my +affection. + +"At the moment I met you, I was feeling very old and miserable," I +said, when I had told her of the party committed to my charge. "Time +was when I counted for something in this place, porters touched their +hats to me, I could be certain of an apple in the back of the neck as +I walked through the Quad. Now the hall is filled with young kings who +know not Joseph. There are not twelve men or maidens who recognise +me." + +"Perhaps they don't know you." + +"That," I said, "is not very helpful." + +"I'm sorry. There are about two hundred people in that hall who know +me, but only four recognised me. You were one. I'm grateful." + +"But what did you expect?" + +"I wasn't sure. You came with the enemy." + +It was time for me to define my attitude of political isolation. I +told her--what was no more than the truth--that I owed no allegiance +to king, country, church, or party. I have never been interested in +politics, and twenty years' absence from England have made me nothing +if not a citizen of the world. I cared nothing for the great franchise +question, it was a matter of indifference to me whether the vote was +granted or withheld. On the other hand, I have a great love of peace +and comfort, and resent any effort to force me into a position of +hostility. + +"You won't convert me, Joyce," I said. "No more will the Rodens. I +refuse to mix myself up in the miserable business. Friends and +enemies, indeed! I have no enemies, but as a friend I wish I could +persuade you to accept the _fait accompli_. You're up against _force +majeure_, you'll have to give in sooner or later. Why not sooner?" + +"Why give up at all?" + +"You're striking at an immovable body." + +"What happens when an irresistible force meets an immovable body?" + +"Is it an irresistible force?" + +"Have you seen Mavis Rawnsley the last few weeks?" + +The question was asked with fearless, impudent abruptness. + +"I don't know her to speak to," I said. "You remember we caught sight +of her that night the Seraph took us to the theatre." + +"The night I undertook to convert the idlest man in the northern +hemisphere? Yes." + +"The night that same idler undertook to re-convert you. I've not seen +her since." + +"Has her father?" + +"You must ask him." + +"I will. In fact, I have already. 'Where is Miss Rawnsley? A rumour +reaches us as we are going to press....' You'll find it all in this +week's _New Militant_, I had such fun writing it." + +"What was the rumour?" + +"We--ell!" Joyce put her head on one side and pretended to spur her +memory. "Some one said Mavis Rawnsley had disappeared. Nothing in +that, of course; _you_'ve disappeared before now. Then some one else +said she was being held to ransom till her father was converted to the +suffrage. That interested me. None of the papers said anything about +it; you'd have thought Mr. Rawnsley was making a mystery of it. +However, I wanted to know, so I'm asking the question in the leading +article. Perhaps he'll write and tell me. Do you love me enough to +give me a match?" + +I lit her cigarette and talked to her for her soul's good. + +"As I say, my law's pretty rusty," I told her in conclusion, "but you +may take it as quite certain that the penalty for abduction is rather +severe." + +"Brutally," Joyce assented with unabated cheerfulness. "But you've got +to catch your criminal before you can imprison him." + +"Or her." + +"And you can't catch without evidence." + +I wandered round the room in search of two cushions. I found only one, +but women do not need cushions to the same extent as men. + +"That's the most banal remark I've ever heard from you," I told her. +"There never was a criminal yet that didn't think he'd left no traces, +never one that didn't think he was equal to the strain of sitting +waiting to be arrested. They all end in the same way, get frightened +or become reckless----" + +"Which am I?" + +"Neither as yet. You'll become reckless, because I don't think you +know what fear means." + +"Reckless! Me reckless! If I have a glass roof put to the editorial +room of the _New Militant_, will you climb up and see my moderating +influence at work? If it hadn't been for me, we should have been +prosecuted over the first number." + +"I suppose that's Mrs. Millington?" I hazarded. An echo of her fiery +pamphlets and speeches had reached me during the heyday of the arson +and sabotage campaign. + +"What's in a name?" Joyce asked sweetly. + +"Nothing at all. I agree. You tell me there's _some one_ who has to be +restrained. I tell you you'll be arrested the day after your +restraining influence is withdrawn...." + +Joyce bowed her assent. + +"And that will happen when you're invalided home from the front." + +Joyce bowed again. "Me that never had a day's illness in my life," I +heard her murmur. + +"It'll be a new experience, and you'll have it very shortly if I know +anything of what a woman looks like when she's overworked, +over-worried, over-excited. However fit you may be in other ways, +you're man's inferior in physical stamina. For the ordinary fatigues +of life...." + +"But this wasn't!" The interruption came quickly in a tone that had +lost its early banter. "Elsie's case comes on at the end of this week. +I've been with her, I didn't want to come to-night, but she made +me--so as not to disappoint Dick. It's not very pleasant to sit +watching any one going through.... However, don't let's talk about it. +You were giving me good advice. I love good advice. It's cheap...." + +"And so very filling? I'll give no more." + +"Don't stop, it's a wonderful index. As long as people give me good +advice, I know I need never trouble to ask them for anything more." + +I weighed the remark rather deliberately. + +"You were nearer being spiteful then than I've ever heard you," I +said. + +"But wasn't it true? The only three people I can depend on not to give +me good advice are Elsie, Dick and the Seraph." + +"The only three who'll give you anything more?" + +"Among the non-politicals. I've got politicals who'd go through fire +and water for me," she declared proudly. + +"I can believe it. But only those three among the rest?" + +"Those three." She sat looking me in the eyes for a moment, then a +mischievous smile of commiseration broke over her face. "My friend, +you're not suggesting _yourself_?" + +"I'm waiting to be asked." + +"It would be waste of time. You've not been living your own sinful +selfish life all these years for nothing. If a crash ever came--it's +kindly meant, but I should have to put you under instruction for six +months before I could be certain of you." + +"You won't get six months." + +"Then it's hardly worth starting, is it? In any case we shall win +without needing to call in outside help. What about getting back to +the ball-room?" + +I exhibited my unfinished cigar. + +"When you're tired of oakum and a plank bed," I began.... + +"Caught, tried _and_ condemned. If you want to be useful, you musn't +leave it as late as that." + +"The sooner the better." + +"I'll come as soon as there's a warrant out." + +"Promise?" + +"Faithfully. But there won't be any warrant if the cause succeeds." + +"I pray you'll fail," was my fervent answer. + +Joyce threw her cigarette petulantly into the fireplace. + +"You've spoilt _every_thing by that!" + +"My help was offered to you, not to your ridiculous cause." + +"We can't be separated." + +"Will you bet?" + +"Yes." + +"What?" + +"Anything you like!" + +She sprang up and faced me with the light of battle in her eyes. The +flush had come back to her cheeks, her lips were parted, and the rope +of pearls round her neck rose and fell with her quick, excited +breathing. I shall not easily forget the picture she presented at that +moment. The room was lit by a single central globe, and against the +background of dark oak panels her black dress was almost invisible. +Standing outside the white circle of light, her slim fragile body was +hidden, but through the shadows I could see the shimmer of her spun +gold hair and the wonderful line of her gleaming white arms and +shoulders. + +"Anything you like!" she repeated in confident gay challenge. + +"I hold you to that." + +Fifteen years ago I bought a scarab-ring in Luxor. After losing it +once a day for a fortnight, I had it fitted with ingenious couplings +so designed that when I caught it in a glove the couplings drew tight +and clamped the ring to the finger. When last I found myself in Egypt, +my Arab goldsmith had been gathered to his fathers, and the secret of +those couplings is vested in myself. Three London and two Parisian +jewellers have told me they could unravel the mystery by cutting the +ring to pieces. Short of that, they confessed themselves baffled. + +"Hold out your hand, Joyce," I said. "No, the other one. There!" + +I slipped the ring on to her third finger, stepped back to the table, +and lit a cigarette. This last was purely for effect. + +Joyce looked at the ring and tried to move it. + +"No good," I said. "You may cut the ring, which would be a pity +because it's unique; and it's not yours till you've won the wager. Or +you may amputate the finger, which also would be a pity, as that too +... well, anyway, it won't be yours to amputate if I win the bet." + +Again she tried to move the ring, again without success. + +"Will you take it off, please?" + +I shook my head. + +"You said I might fix the wager." + +"Take it off, please!" she repeated, frowning disapproval upon me. +Unfortunately, like Mrs. Hilary Musgrave, she looks uncommonly well +when she disapproves. + +"Shall we go back now?" I suggested. "I've finished my cigar." + +"A joke may be carried too far," she exclaimed, stamping her foot as I +remember seeing her stamp it as a wicked, flaxen-haired child of five. + +"Heaven witness I'm not joking!" I protested. "Nothing I could say +would move you in your present frame of mind; the wager gave me my +chance. It's a ring against a hand, and on the day that sees you +separated from your infernal cause, I come to claim my reward. As long +as you and the cause remain unseparated you may keep the ring. I'm +backing my luck; I always do, and it never fails me." + +Joyce gave the ring a last despairing tug, and then with some +difficulty drew the finger of her glove over it. + +"How long must I wait before I may have the ring cut?" she asked. + +I had not considered that. + +"Till my death?" I suggested. + +"Sooner than that, I hope." + +"Oh, so do I. I want to win the wager and get my stakes back." + +Joyce passed out before me into the quadrangle, buttoning her glove as +she went. I was feeling elated by what had passed, elated and quite +deliciously surprised to find how short-lived her anger had been. + +"I'm afraid I'm bound up with the cause more intimately than you +think," she began with unexpected gentleness. "For--let me see--three +years now people have been trying to show me the error of my ways, and +I go on just the same. Men and women, friends and relations, a +Suffragan Bishop...." + +"Quite a proper distinction," I interrupted. "Neither fish, flesh, +fowl, nor good red herring." + +"...and the only result is that I sink daily deeper into the mire." + +"But this is where I come in." + +"Too late, I'm afraid. Listen. I used to have a little money of my +own. I've sold out every stock and share I possessed to help found the +_New Militant_. I'm living on the salary they pay me to edit it. That +looks like business, doesn't it?" + +I straightened my tie, buttoned the last button of my gloves, and +mounted the first step of the Hall stairs. + +"Living out in the East," I said, "I have learnt the virtue of +infinite patience." + +Joyce remained silent. It occurred to me that I had left an important +question unasked. + +"When I win my wager," I began. + +"You won't." + +"Assume I do. No one likes losing bets, but would you seriously object +to the consequences?" + +Joyce gave me the wonderful dawn of a smile before replying. + +"I've never given the matter a thought," she answered. + +"Subconsciously?" I suggested in a manner worthy of the Seraph. + +She shook her head. + +"Well, give it a thought now," I begged. + +"It wouldn't make much difference whether I objected or not." + +"If you honestly object, if you think the whole thing's a joke in +questionable taste, I'll take the ring off here and now." + +Joyce began to unbutton her glove, then stopped and looked at me. I +suppose my voice must have shown I was speaking seriously; her eyes +were soft and kind. + +"I think any girl 'ud be very lucky...." she began. I bowed, and as I +did so an imp of mischief took possession of her tongue. "...very +lucky indeed--to engage your roving affection." + +"That wasn't what you started to say." + +"I never know what I _am_ going to say. That's why I'm so good on a +platform." + +"Shall I take the ring off?" + +"I prefer to win it in fair fight." + +"If you can," I rejoined, as we pressed our way into the bright warmth +of the ball-room. + +My charges appeared to be profiting by my absence. Couple after couple +floated by with touching heads and dreamy eyes; half-way down the room +Philip was whispering in Gladys' ear and making her smile; I caught a +glimpse of Robin and Cynthia; then Sylvia and the Seraph glided past. + +"Don't they look sweet together?" said Joyce, half to herself, as our +faces were subjected to a quick, searching glance. + +"What about a turn before supper?" I suggested. + +"Am I having it with you?" + +"If you will." + +"I should like to." + +We started round the room, half-way through the waltz. Joyce was a +beautiful dancer, easy, light, and rhythmical. It was too good to +spoil with talking; I contented myself with one final remark. + +"After all," I said, "you may as well start getting used to me." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE SECOND ROUND + + "One sleeps, indeed, and wakes at intervals, + We know, but waking's the main part with us, + And my provision's for life's waking part. + Accordingly, I use heart, head and hand + All day, I build, scheme, study and make friends; + And when night overtakes me, down I lie, + Sleep, dream a little, and get done with it, + The sooner the better, to begin afresh. + What's midnight doubt before the dayspring's faith? + You, the philosopher that disbelieve, + That recognise the night, give dreams their weight-- + To be consistent--you should keep your bed, + Abstain from healthy acts that prove you man, + For fear you drowse perhaps at unawares! + And certainly at night you'll sleep and dream, + Live through the day and bustle as you please. + And so you live to sleep as I to wake, + To unbelieve as I to still believe? + Well, and the common sense o' the world calls you + Bedridden,--and its good things come to me." + + ROBERT BROWNING: "Bishop Blougram's Apology." + + +The Bullingdon Ball took place on the Tuesday night, and Joyce +returned to town the following morning. Her brother may have mentioned +the time, or it may have been pure coincidence that I should be buying +papers and watching the trains when she arrived at the station with +the girl she was chaperoning. We met as friends and exchanged papers: +I gave her the _Morning Post_ and received the _New Militant_ in +return. As the train slipped away from the platform, she waved +farewell with a carefully gloved left hand. Then Dick and I strolled +back to the House. + +In drowsy, darkened chamber Robin was sleeping the sleep of the just. +As I voyaged round his rooms, I reflected that undergraduate humour +changes little through the ages, and in Oxford as elsewhere the +unsuspecting just falls easy prey to wakeful, prowling injustice. An +enemy had visited that peaceful home of slumber. Half-hidden by +disordered bed-clothes, a cold bath prematurely awaited Robin's foot, +and on his table was spread a repast such as no right-thinking man +orders for himself after two nights' heavy dancing. Moist, indecorous +slabs of cold boiled beef, beer for six, two jars of piccalilli and a +round of over-ripe Gorgonzola cheese, offered piteous appeal to a +jaded, untasting palate. Suspended from the overmantel--that soul +might start on equal terms with body--hung the pious aspiration--"God +Bless our Home." + +"Garton, for a bob!" Robin exclaimed when I described the condition of +his rooms. + +Flinging the bed-clothes aside, he fell heavily into the bath, +extricated himself to the accompaniment of low, vehement muttering +that may have been a prayer, and bounded across the landing to render +unto Garton the things that were Garton's. I followed at a +non-committal distance, and watched the disposal of two pounds of +boiled beef in unsuspected corners of Garton's rooms. Three slices +were hidden in the tobacco jar, the rest impartially distributed +behind Garton's books--to mature and strengthen during sixteen weeks +of Long Vacation. Balancing the jug of beer on the door-top--whence it +fell and caved in the fraudulent white head of a venerable +scout--Robin hastened back to his own quarters and sported the oak. + +"I was thinking of a touch of lunch on the Cher," he observed, +exchanging his dripping pyjamas for a dressing-gown and making for a +window-seat commanding Canterbury Gate, a cigarette in one hand and a +Gorgonzola cheese in the other. "If you wouldn't mind toddling round +to Phil and the Seraph and routing the girls out, we might all meet at +the House barge at one. I'll cut along and dress as soon as I've given +Garton a little nourishment. I suppose the pickles 'ud kill him," he +added with a regretful glance at the two-pound glass jars. + +I communicated the rendezvous to Philip, threw an eye over the "Where +is Miss Rawnsley?" article as I crossed the Quad, and dropped anchor +in the Seraph's rooms. His quaint streak of femininity showed itself +in the bowls of "White Enchantress" carnations with which the tables +and mantelpiece were adorned. A neat pile of foolscap covered with +shorthand characters indicated early rising and studious method. I +found him working his way through the _Times_ and _Westminster +Gazette_ for the last three days. + +"I suppose there is no news?" I said when I had told him Robin's +arrangements for the day and described the Battle of the Beef. + +"Nothing to-day," he answered. "Have you seen yesterday's _Times_?" + +I had been far too busy with Joyce and my three wards to spare a +moment for the papers. I now read for the first time that the Prime +Minister had moved for the appropriation of all Private Members' days. +The Poor Law Reform Bill would engage the attention of the House for +the remainder of the Session, to the exclusion of Female Suffrage and +every other subject. + +"That's Rawnsley's answer to _this_," I said, giving the Seraph my +copy of the _New Militant_. + +"I wonder what the answer of the _New Militant_ will be to Rawnsley," +he murmured when he had read the article. + +"That is for you to say," I told him. "You read the Heavens and +interpret dreams and forecast the future...." + +"Fortunately I can't." + +This was an unexpected point of view. + +"Wouldn't you if you could?" I asked. + +"Would any one go on living if he didn't cheat himself into believing +the future was not going to be quite as black as the present?" + +This was not the right frame of mind for a man who had spent two +nights dancing with Sylvia--to the exclusion of every one else, and I +told him so. + +"Come along to the Randolph," he exclaimed impatiently. "To-day, +to-night; and to-morrow all will be over. I was a fool to come. I +don't know why I did." + +We picked up our hats and strolled into King Edward Street. + +"You came because Sylvia invited you," I reminded him. "I heard the +invitation. Young Rawnsley was not there, but Culling and Gartside +were, and a dozen more I don't know by name. Any of them might have +been chosen instead, but--they weren't. You should be more grateful +for your advantages, my young friend." + +"I'm not." + +I linked my arm in his, and tried to find out what was upsetting him. + +"You've been having some senseless, needless quarrel with her...." I +hazarded. + +"How can two people quarrel when they've not a single point in common? +Our lives are on parallel lines, continue them indefinitely and +they'll never meet. Therefore--it's a mistake to bring the parallels +so close together that one can see the other." + +For a moment I wondered whether he had put his fortune to the test and +received a rebuff. + +"Does Sylvia think your lives are on parallel lines?" I asked. + +"What experience or imagination do you think a girl like that's got? +It never occurs to them that everybody's not turned out of the same +machine as themselves, with the same ideas, beliefs, upbringing, +position, means. D'you suppose Sylvia appreciates that she spends more +money on dress in six months than I earn in a year? Can she imagine +that I hate and despise all the little conventions that she wouldn't +transgress for all the wealth of the Indies? The doctrines she's +learnt from her mother, the doctrines she'll want to teach her +children--can she imagine that I regard them as so much witchcraft +that I wouldn't imperil my soul by asking any sane child to believe? +I'm an infidel, a penniless, unconventional Bohemian, and she--well, +you know the atmosphere of Brandon Court. What's the good of our going +on meeting?" + +"Nigel is neither infidel, unconventional, nor Bohemian," I said. +"Moreover, he stands on the threshold of a big career...." + +"I daresay," said the Seraph as I paused. + +"Nigel was not invited. Gartside may be an infidel if he ever troubles +to think of such things; he is certainly not penniless or Bohemian. He +is a large-framed, large-hearted hero, with every worldly advantage a +girl could desire. Gartside was not invited. No more were the others. +You were." + +"She hadn't known me two days; perhaps two days aren't long enough to +find me out." + +"Feminine intuition...." I began. + +"Feminine intuition's a woman's power of jumping to wrong conclusions +quicker than men. Unless you want to get yourself into trouble, you'd +better not march into Sylvia's presence with a _New Militant_ in your +hand." + +I thanked him for the reminder, and bequeathed the offending sheet to +the Martyrs' Memorial. The heavy type of the headline, "Where is Miss +Rawnsley?" reminded me of our earlier conversation. + +"I shan't be sorry to get rid of my charges," I remarked. "They're a +responsibility in these troublous times." + +"Sylvia's in no danger," he answered with great confidence. + +"I'm not so sure." + +"She's absolutely safe." + +"How do you know?" + +He looked at me doubtfully, and the confidence died out of his eyes. + +"I don't. It's--just an opinion." + +"Even if you're right, there's still Gladys," I said. + +"I'd forgotten her." + +"She's a fair mark." + +"I suppose so." + +"Though not as good as Sylvia." + +"I assure you Sylvia's in no danger." + +"But how do you know?" I repeated. + +"I tell you; it's only an opinion." + +"But you don't express any opinion about Gladys." + +"How could I?" + +"How can you about Sylvia?" + +He hesitated, flushed, opened his lips and shut them again in his old +tantalising way. + +"I don't know," he answered as we entered the Randolph, and walked to +the end of the hall where the three girls were awaiting us. + +Robin had provided an imposing flotilla for our accommodation. His own +punt was reserved for Cynthia, himself, and the luncheon-baskets; a +mysterious reconciliation had placed Garton's at the disposal of +Philip, Gladys, and myself, while Sylvia and the Seraph were stowed +away in a Canadian canoe, detached by act of sheer piracy from the +adjoining Univ. barge. We took the old course through Mesopotamia and +over the Rollers, mooring for luncheon half a mile above the Cherwell +Hotel. Hunger and a sense of duty secured my presence for that meal +and tea; in the interval I retired for a siesta. Distance, I find, +lends enchantment to a chaperon. + +It was in my absence that Philip asked Gladys to marry him. On my +reappearance at tea-time, Robin shouted the news across a not +inconsiderable section of Oxfordshire. I affected the usual surprise, +warned Philip that he must await my brother's approval, and shook +hands with him avuncularly. Then I watched the orgy of kissing that +seems inseparable from announcements of this kind. A mathematician +would work out the possible combinations in two minutes, but his +calculation would, as ever, be upset by the intrusion of the personal +equation, for Robin kissed Gladys not once, but many times, less with +a view to welcoming her as a sister than from a reasonable belief that +such ill-timed assiduity would exasperate her elder brother. + +In time it occurred to some one to make tea, and at six o'clock the +flotilla started home. Robin ostentatiously transferred me from +Philip's punt to his own, and with equal ostentation announced his +intention of starting last so as to round up the laggards. The +Canadian canoe shot gracefully ahead, and was soon lost to view; a +fast stream was running, and the boat needed little assistance from +the paddle. I have no doubt that in the late afternoon sun, and with +an accompaniment of rippling water gently lapping the sides of the +boat, time passed all too quickly. Fragments of conversation were +disinterred for my benefit in the course of the following weeks, to +set me wondering anew what sympathetic nimbus I must wear that girls +and boys like Sylvia and the Seraph should unlock their hearts for my +inspection. + +I gather that Sylvia called for the verdict on the success of their +expedition to Oxford, and that the Seraph found for her, but with +reluctant, qualified judgment. + +"You're not sorry you came?" she asked. "Well, what's lacking? I'm +responsible for bringing you here; I want everything to be quite +perfect." + +"Everything _is_ perfect, Sylvia." + +She shook her head. + +"_Some_thing's wrong. You're moody and silent and troubled, just like +you were the first time we met. D'you remember that night? You looked +as if you thought I was going to bite you. I don't bite, Seraph. Tell +me what's the matter, there's still one night more; I want to make you +glad you came." + +"You can't make me gladder than I am. But you can't find roses without +thorns. I wish we weren't all going back to-morrow." + +"It's only to London." + +"I know, but it'll all be different." + +"But why?" + +"I don't know, but it _will_ be. These three days wouldn't have been +so glorious if I hadn't remembered every moment of the time that they +were--just three days." + +Shipping his paddle, he lay back in the boat and plunged his arms up +to the elbow in the cool, reedy water. Sylvia roused him with a +challenge. + +"Four days would have bored you?" + +"Have you ever met the man who _was_ bored by four days of your +company?" + +"Don't you sometimes fancy you know me better than most?" + +"I've known you since Whitsun." + +"You've known me since...." + +She stopped abruptly. The Seraph lifted a wet hand, and watched the +water trickling in zigzag rivulets up his arm. + +"Shall I finish it for you?" he asked. + +"You don't know what I was going to say." + +"You've known me since the day I was born." + +"Why do you think I was going to say that?" + +"You were, weren't you?" + +"I stopped in the middle." + +"You'd thought out the end." + +"Had I?" + +"Unconsciously?" + +A hand waved in impatient protest. + +"If it was unconscious, how should I know?" + +The Seraph glanced quickly up at her face, and turned away. + +"True," he answered absently. + +"No one could know," she persisted. + +"_I_ knew." + +"Guessed." + +For answer he picked up his coat from the bottom of the boat, and +extracted a closely written sheet of college note-paper. Folding it so +that only the last line was visible, he handed it her with the words-- + +"You'll find it there." + +Sylvia read the line, and gazed in perplexity at her companion. + +"But I never _said_ it," she persisted. + +"You were going to." + +She turned the paper over without answering. + +"What's on the other side?" she asked. + +The Seraph extended an anxious hand. + +"Please don't read that!" he implored her. "It's not meant for you to +see." + +"Is it about me?" + +"Yes." + +"Then why shouldn't I see it?" + +"You may, but not now." + +"Well, when?" + +The Seraph's manner had grown suddenly agitated. To gain time, he +produced a cigarette, but his agitation was betrayed in the trembling +hand that held the match. + +"When we meet again," he answered after a pause. + +"We meet again to-night." + +"When we meet--after parting." + +"We part to dress for dinner." + +"I mean a long, serious parting," he replied in a low voice. + +Sylvia laughed at his suddenly grave expression. + +"Are we going to quarrel?" she asked. + +He nodded without speaking. + +"Why, Seraph?" she asked more gently. + +"We can't help it." + +"It takes two to make a quarrel. _I_ don't want to." + +"We shouldn't--if we were the only two souls in creation." + +Sylvia sat silent, fidgeting with a signet ring, and from time to time +looking questioningly into the troubled blue eyes before her. + +"How do you _know_ these things?" she asked at length. "You can't +know." + +"Call it guessing, but I was right over the unfinished sentence, +wasn't I?" + +"Perhaps, but how do you know?" + +"I don't. It's fancy. Some people spend their lives awake, others +dreaming." He shrugged his shoulders. "I dream. And sometimes the +dream's so real that I know it must be true." + +Sylvia smiled with a shy wistfulness he had not seen on her face +before. + +"I wish you wouldn't dream we were going to quarrel," she said. "I +don't want to lose you as a friend." + +"You won't. Some day I shall be able to help you, when you want help +badly." + +Almost imperceptibly her mouth hardened its lines, and her eyes +recovered their disdainful, independent fire. + +"Why should I want help?" she asked. + +"I don't know," was all he could answer. "You will." + +Their canoe had drifted to the Rollers. The Seraph landed, helped +Sylvia out of the boat, and stood silently by while it was hauled up +and lowered into the water on the other side. As they paddled slowly +through Mesopotamia neither was able--perhaps neither was willing--to +pick up the threads of the conversation where they had been dropped. +In silence they passed the Magdalen Bathing Place, through the shade +of Addison's Walk, under the Bridge and alongside the Meadows. +Sylvia's mind grappled uneasily with the half-comprehended words he +had spoken. + +"Do we meet and make it up?" she asked with assumed lightness of tone +as the canoe passed through the scummy, winding mouth of the Cher and +shot clear into the Isis. + +"We meet." + +"And make it up?" she repeated. + +"I don't know." + +"Do you care?" + +"Sylvia!" + +"What will you do?" + +"If we don't?" The Seraph sat motionless for a moment, and then began +paddling the boat alongside the barges. "I shall go abroad. I've never +been to India. I want to go there. And then I shall go on to Japan, +and from Japan to some of Stevenson's islands in the South Seas. I've +seen everything else that I want to see." + +"And then?" + +He raised his eyebrows and shook his head uncertainly. + +"Burial at sea, I hope." + +"Seraph, if you talk like that we shall quarrel now." + +"But it's true." + +"There'd be nothing more in life?" + +"Not if we quarrelled and never made it up." + +"But if we _did_----" + +"Ah, that'ud make all the difference in the world." + +For a moment they looked into each other's eyes: then Sylvia's fell. + +"I don't want to quarrel," she said. "I don't believe we shall, I +don't see why we need. If we do, I'm prepared to make it up." + +"I wonder if you will be when the time comes," he answered. + +We were, with a single, noteworthy exception--a subdued party that +night at dinner. Philip and Gladys had much to occupy their minds and +little their tongues: Sylvia and the Seraph were silent and +reflective: I, too, in my unobtrusive middle-aged fashion, had passed +an eventful night and morning. The exception was Robin, who furnished +conversational relief in the form of Stone Age pleasantries at the +expense of his brother in particular, engaged couples in general, and +the whole immemorial institution of wedlock. I have forgotten some of +his more striking parallels, but I recollect that each fresh dish +called forth a new simile. + +"Pity oysters aren't in season, Toby," he remarked. "Marriage is like +your first oyster, horrid to look at, clammy to touch, and only to be +swallowed at a gulp." "Clear soup for me, please. When I'm offered +thick, I always wonder what the cook's trying to hide. Thick soup is +like marriage." "Why does dressed crab always remind me of marriage? I +suppose because it's irresistible, indigestible, and if carelessly +mixed, full of little pieces of shell." "Capercailzie is symbolical of +married life: too much for one, not enough for two." "Matrimony is +like a cigarette before port: it destroys the palate for the best +things in life." + +No one paid any attention to Robin as he rambled on to his own +infinite contentment: he would probably still be rambling but for the +arrival of an express letter directed to me in Arthur Roden's writing. +We were digesting dinner over a cigar in the hall, and after reading +the letter I took Sylvia and the Seraph aside, and communicated its +contents. By some chance it was included in a miscellaneous bundle of +papers I packed up before leaving England, and I have it before me on +my table as I write. + +"Private and Confidential," it began-- + + "MY DEAR TOBY," + + "If this arrives in time, I shall be glad if you will send me a + wire to say all is well with Sylvia and the others. We are a + good deal alarmed by the latest move of the Militants. You will + have seen that Rawnsley got up in the House the other day and + moved to appropriate all Private Members' time till the end of + the Session, in this way frustrating all idea of the Suffrage + coming up in the form of a Private Member's Bill. + + "The Militants have made their counterstroke without loss of + time. Yesterday morning Jefferson's only child--a boy of + seven--disappeared. We left J. out when we were running over + likely victims at Brandon: he was away in the _Enchantress_ + inspecting Rosyth at the time, and I suppose that was how we + forgot him. We certainly ought not to have done so, as he has + been one of the most outspoken of the anti-militants. + + "The child went yesterday with his nurse to Hyde Park. The + woman--like all her damnable kind--paid no attention to her + duty, and allowed some young guardsman to sit and talk to her. + In five minutes' time--she says it was only five minutes--the + child had disappeared. No trace of him has been found. + Jefferson, of course, is in a great state of worry, but agrees + with Rawnsley that no word of the story must be allowed to reach + the Press, and no effort spared to convince the electorate of + the utter impossibility of considering the claims at present + put forward by the Militants. I am arranging a series of + meetings in the Midlands and Home Counties as soon as the House + rises. + + "And that reminds me. Rawnsley received a second letter + immediately after the abduction of J.'s boy, telling him his + action in respect of Private Members' time had been noted, and + that he would be given till the end of the month [June] to + foreshadow an autumn session. There may be an autumn + session--that depends on the Committee Stage of the Poor Law + Bill--but the Suffrage will not come up during its course, and + Rawnsley is purposely withholding his announcement till the + month has turned. + + "For the next ten days, therefore, we may hope to be spared any + fresh attack. After that they will begin again, and as my + Midland campaign is being announced in the course of this week, + it is more than probable that the blow may be aimed at me. + + "Please shew this letter to Sylvia and the boys, and explain as + much of the Rawnsley affair as may be necessary to make it clear + to her. At present she has been told that Mavis is ill in London + and may have to undergo an operation. Tell her to use the utmost + care not to stir in public without some competent person to + escort her. Scotland Yard is increasing its bodyguards, and + everything must be done to assist them. + + "You will, of course, see the necessity of keeping this letter + private. + + "Ever yours, + "ARTHUR RODEN." + +As I gave the letter to Sylvia and the Seraph to read, I will admit +that my first feeling was one of unsubstantial relief that Joyce had +been in Oxford when the abduction took place in London. I did not in +any way condone the offence, I should not have condoned it even had I +known that she was mainly responsible for the abduction. Independently +of all moral considerations, I found myself being glad that she was +out of town at the time of the outrage. The consolation was flimsy. I +concede that. But it is interesting to me to look back now and review +my mental standpoint at that moment. I had already got beyond the +point of administering moral praise and blame: my descent to active +participation in crime followed with incredible abruptness. + +I felt the "Private and Confidential" was not binding against the +Seraph, as he had been present when Rawnsley described the +disappearance of Mavis. While he expounded her father's letter to +Sylvia, I gave its main points to Philip and Robin. The comments of +the family were characteristic of its various members. Philip shook a +statesmanlike head and opined that this was getting very serious, you +know. Robin inquired plaintively who'd want to abduct a little thing +like him. + +"I don't want any 'competent escort,'" Sylvia exclaimed with her +determined small chin in the air. + +"For less than twenty-four hours," I begged. "I'm responsible for your +safety till then. After that you can fight the matter out with your +father." + +"But I can look after myself even for the next twenty-four hours." + +I assumed my severest manner. + +"Have you ever seen me angry?" I said. + +"Do you think you could frighten me?" she asked with a demure smile. + +"I'm quite sure I couldn't," I answered helplessly. "Seraph, can you +do anything with her?" + +"Nobody can do anything with her...." + +"Seraph!" + +"...against her will." + +"That's better." + +I struck at a propitious moment. + +"When we leave here," I said to the Seraph, "you're to take her hand +and not let go till you're back in the hotel again. I give her into +your charge. Treat her...." + +I hesitated, and Sylvia interrogated me with a King's Ransom smile. + +"Treat her as she deserves," I said. "If she were my wife, ward or +daughter, I should slap her and send her to bed. So would you, so +would any man worthy of the name." + +"Would you, Seraph?" + +He was helping her into her cloak and did not answer the question. +Suddenly she turned round and looked into his eyes. + +"Would you, Seraph?" I heard her repeat. + +"I shall treat you--as you deserve to be treated," he answered slowly. + +"That's not an answer," she objected. + +"What's the good of asking him?" I said as the rest of our party +joined us. + +In the absence of Joyce I spent large portions of a dull and +interminably long night smoking excessive cigarettes and leaning +against a wall to watch the dancers. Towards three o'clock I +discovered an early edition of an evening paper and read it from cover +to cover. Canadian Pacifics were rising or falling, and some +convulsion was taking place in Rio Tintos. + +The only other news of interest I found in the Cause List. I remember +the case of Wylton _v._ Wylton and Sleabury was down for trial one day +towards the end of that week. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +A CAUSE CÉLÈBRE + + "Conventional women--but was not the phrase tautological?" + + GEORGE GISSING: "Born in Exile." + + +I always look back with regret to our return to London after +Commemoration. Our parting at the door of the Rodens' house in Cadogan +Square was more than the dispersal of a pleasant, youthful, +light-hearted gathering; it marked out a definite end to my first +careless, happy weeks in England, and foreshadowed a period of +suspense and heart-burning that separated old friends and strained old +alliances. As we shook hands and waved adieux, we were slipping +unconsciously into a future where none of us were to meet again on our +former frank, trustful footing. + +I doubt if any of us recognised this at the time--not even the Seraph, +for a man is notoriously a bad judge in his own cause. Looking back +over the last six months, I appreciate that the seeds of trouble had +already been sown, and that I ought to have been prepared for much +that followed. + +To begin with, the astonishing acrimony of speech and writing that +characterised both parties in the Suffrage controversy should have +warned me of the futility of trying to retain the friendship of Joyce +Davenant on the one hand and the Rodens on the other. Bitter were +their tongues and angry their hearts in the old, forgotten era of +demonstrations and hecklings; the bitterness increased with the +progress of the arson campaign, and its prompt, ruthless reprisals; +but I remember no political sensation equalling the suppressed, +vindictive anger of the days when the abduction policy was launched, +and no clue could be found to incriminate its perpetrators. I suffered +the fate of most neutral powers, and succeeded in arousing the +suspicions of both belligerents. + +Again, the Wylton divorce proved--if proof were ever needed--that when +English Society has ostracised a woman, her sympathisers gain nothing +for themselves by championing her cause. They had better secure +themselves greetings in the market-place by leading the chorus of +moral condemnation. Elsie Wylton would scarcely have noticed the two +added voices, and the Seraph and I might have spared ourselves much +unnecessary discomfort. He was probably too young to appreciate that +Quixotism does not pay in England, while I--well, there is no fool +like a middle-aged fool. + +Lastly, I ought to have seen the shadow cast by Sylvia's tropical +intimacy with the Seraph at Oxford. She was unquestionably +_intriguée_, and I should have seen it and been on my guard. Resist as +she might, there was something arresting in his other-world, +somnambulant attitude towards life; for him, at least, his dreams were +too real to be lightly dismissed. And his sensitive feminine sympathy +was something new to her, something strangely stimulating to a girl +who but half understood her own moods and ambitions. I have no doubt +that in their solitary passage back to Oxford she had unbent and +revealed more to him than to any other man, had unbent as far as any +woman of reserve can ever unbend to a man. Equally, I have no doubt +that in cold retrospect her passionate, uncontrolled pride exaggerated +the significance of her conduct, and magnified the moment of +unaffected friendliness into an humiliating self-betrayal. + +The Seraph--it is clear--had not responded. I know now--indeed, I knew +at the time--that Sylvia had made an indelible impression on his +receptive, emotional nature. Her wilful, rebellious self-confidence +had galvanised him as every woman of strong character will galvanise a +man of hesitations and doubts, reservations, and self-criticism. +Knowing Sylvia, I find no difficulty in understanding the ascendancy +she had established over his mind; knowing him, I can well appreciate +his exasperating diffidence and self-depreciation. It never occurred +to him that Sylvia could forget his relative poverty, obscurity, and +their thousand points of conflict; it never dawned on her that he +could be held back by honourable scruples from accepting what she had +shown herself willing to offer. The Seraph came back from Oxford +absorbed and pre-occupied with haunting memories of Sylvia; with his +curious frankness he told her in so many words that she possessed his +mind to the exclusion of every other thought. There he had stopped +short--for no reason she could see, and it was not possible for her to +go further to meet him. Next to the Capitol stands the Tarpeian Rock. +I ought to have remembered that with Sylvia it was now crown or +gibbet, and that there was no room for platonic admirers. + +With his genius for the unexpected the Seraph disappeared from our ken +for an entire week after our return to London. Gladys and I were +always running over to the Rodens' or receiving visits from Sylvia +and Philip; it appeared that he had forsaken Cadogan Square as +completely as Pont Street, and the unenthusiastic tone in which the +information was volunteered did not tempt me to prosecute further +inquiries. On about the fifth day I did pluck up courage to ask Lady +Roden if he had yet come to the surface, but so far from receiving an +intelligible answer I found myself undergoing rigorous examination +into his antecedents. "Who _is_ this Mr. Aintree?" I remember her +asking in her lifeless, faded voice. "Has he any relations? There used +to be a Sir John Aintree who was joint-master of the Meynell." + +After a series of unsuccessful inquiries over the telephone, I set out +to make personal investigation. Sylvia had carried Gladys off to +Ranelagh, and as Robin offered his services as escort to the girls, I +felt no scruples in resigning my ward to her charge. For Sylvia, I am +glad to say, my responsibility had ceased, and I was at liberty to +proceed to Adelphi Terrace, and ascertain why at any hour of the day +or night I was met with the news that Mr. Aintree was in town, but +away from his flat, and had left no word when he would be back. I +called in at the club before trying his flat. The Seraph was not +there, but I found the polyglot Culling explaining for Gartside's +benefit certain of the more obvious drolleries of the current "Vie +Parisienne." + +"Where did ye pick up yer French accent, Bob?" I heard him inquire +with feigned admiration. "In Soho? I wonder who dropped it there?" +Then he caught sight of me, and his face assumed an awful solemnity. +"'Corruptio optimi pessima!' I wonder ye've the courage to show +yerself among respectable men like me and Gartside." + +I inquired if either of them knew of the Seraph's whereabouts, but the +question appeared to add fuel to Culling's indignation. + +"Where is the Seraph?" he exclaimed. "Well ye may ask! His wings are +clipped, there's a dint in his halo, and his harp has its strings +broken. The Heavenly Choir----" He paused abruptly, seized a sheet of +foolscap and resumed his normal tone. "This'll be rather good--the +Heavenly Choir and our Seraph flung out like a common drunk same as +Gartside here. + + 'To bottomless perdition, there to dwell-- + Why can't the club afford a decent pen? + You're our committeeman, Bob, you're to blame. + I always use blank verse for my complaints.-- + To bottomless perdition, there to dwell + In adamantine chains and penal fire.'" + + JOHN MILTON: "Paradise Lost, Liber One." + +I watched the Heavenly Choir being sketched. In uniform and figure the +Archangel Gabriel presented a striking resemblance to any Keeper of +the Peace at any Music Hall. An official braided coat bulged at the +shoulders with the pressure of two cramped wings, his peaked cap had +been knocked over one eye, and his halo--in Culling's words--was "all +anyhow." As the artist insisted on a companion picture to show the +Seraph's reception in Bottomless Perdition, I turned to Gartside for +enlightenment. + +"It's been going on long enough to be getting serious," I was told. "A +solid week now." + +"_What's_ been going on?" I exclaimed in despair. "Where are we? Above +all, where's the Seraph?" + +"Isn't it telling you we are?" protested Culling. "It started on the +day you returned from your godless wanderings and prowled through +London like a lion seeking whom you might devour. 'Portrait of a +Gentleman--well known in Society--seeking whom he may devour,'" he +murmured to himself, stretching forth a hand for fresh foolscap. "And +it's been going on ever since. And nobody's had the courage to speak +to him about it. There you have the thing in a nutshell." + +I turned despairingly to Gartside, and in time was successful in +extracting and piecing together an explanation of his dark references +to the Seraph. "Once upon a time," he began. + +"When pigs were swine," Culling interrupted, "and monkeys chewed +tobacco." + +"Shut up, Paddy! Once upon a time a girl named Elsie Davenant married +a man called Arnold Wylton. Perhaps she knows why she did it, but I'm +hanged if anybody else did. She was a nice enough girl by all +accounts, and Wylton--well, I expect you've heard some queer stories +about him, they're all true. After they'd been married--how long was +it, Paddy?" + +"Oh, a few years--by the calendar," said Culling, eagerly taking up +the parable. "It's long enough she must have found 'em! Wylton used to +work in little spells of domesticity in the intervals of being +horse-whipped out of other people's houses, and disappearing abroad +while sundry little storms blew over. Morgan and Travers took in a new +partner and started a special 'Wylton Department' for settling his +actions out of court...." + +"This is all fairly ancient history," I interposed. + +"It's the extenuating circumstance," said Gartside. + +Culling warmed oratorically to his work. + +"In the fulness of time," he went on in the manner of the Ancient +Mariner, "Mrs. Wylton woke up and said, 'This is a one-sided +business.' Toby, ye're a bachelor. Let me tell you that married life +is a _mauvais quart d'heure_ made up of exquisite week-ends. While +Wylton dallied unobtrusively in Buda Pesth, giving himself out to be +the Hungarian correspondent of the _Baptist Family Herald_, Mrs. +Wylton spent her exquisite week-end at Deauville." + +He paused delicately. + +"Girls will be girls," sighed Gartside. + +"A gay cavalry major, with that way they have in the army, made a +flying descent on Deauville. He'd been seen about with her in London +quite enough to cause comment. Good-natured friends asked Wylton why +he was vegetating in Pesth when he might be in Deauville; he came, he +saw, he stayed in the self same hotel as his wife...." + +"Which curiously enough had been already chosen by the gay cavalry +major." + +Culling shook his head over the innate depravity of human nature. + +"You see the finish?" he inquired rhetorically. "They say the senior +partner in Morgan and Travers had a seizure when Wylton had finished +the last batch of cases in his own department, and strolled into the +private office to instruct proceedings for a petition." + +"Six days ago, decree nisi was granted," said Gartside. + +"Scene in Court: President expressing sympathy with Petitioner," +murmured Culling, with quick pencil already at work on the +blotting-pad. + +I lit a cigar to clear my head. + +"Where does the Seraph come in?" I persisted like a man with an _idée +fixe_. + +"In the sequel," said Gartside. "There is a right way of doing +everything, also a wrong. When one is divorced, one hides one's +diminished head...." + +"I always do," said Culling. + +"One grows a beard and goes to live in Kensington. Mrs. Wylton is +making the mistake of trying to brazen things out. 'You may cut me,' +she says, 'but ye canna brek me manly sperrit.' Consequently in every +place where she can be certain of attracting a crowd, Mrs. Wylton is +to be found in the front row of the stalls, very pretty, very quiet +and so unobtrusively dressed that you're almost tempted to damn her as +respectable." + +He lit a cigarette and I took occasion to remind him that we had not +yet come in sight of the Seraph. + +Culling took up the parable. + +"Is she alone?" he asked in a husky whisper. "Sir, she is not! Who +took her to dinner last night at Dieudonné's, the night before at the +Savoy, the night before that at the Carlton? Who has been seen with +her at the Duke of York's, the Haymarket, the St. James'?" + +"Who rides with her every summer morning in the Park?" cut in +Gartside. "It is our Seraph. Our foolish Seraph, and we lay at your +door the blame for his demoralisation. Seriously, Toby, somebody ought +to speak the word in season. He's getting talked about, and that sort +of flying in the face of public opinion doesn't do one damn's worth of +good. The woman's got to have her gruel and take her time over it. +She'll only put people's backs up by going on as she's doing at +present. Mind you, I'm sorry for her," he went on more gently. "In her +place I'd have done precisely the same thing, and I'd have done it +years ago. But I should have had the sense to recognise I'd got to +face the consequences." + +I wondered for a short two seconds if it would be of the slightest +avail to proclaim my belief in Elsie Wylton's innocence. A glance at +Culling and Gartside convinced me of the futility. + +"Where's the Seraph now?" I asked. + +"With her. Any money you like. She lives with her sister in Chester +Square; you'll find him there." + +I sent a boy off to telephone to Adelphi Terrace. Until his return +with the announcement that the Seraph was still away from home, +Gartside suggested the lines on which I was to admonish the young +offender. + +"The gay cavalry major's prudently shipped himself back to India," he +said, "and he was a pretty shadowy figure to most people as it was. +What the Seraph has to understand is that he'll get all the discredit +of being an 'and other' if he ties himself to her strings in this way. +I only give you what everybody's saying." + +I promised to ponder his advice, and after being reminded that Gladys +and I were due at his musical party the following week, and reminding +him that he was expected to lunch on my house-boat at Henley, we went +our several ways. + +Wandering circuitously round the smoking-rooms and library on my way +to the hall, I had ample corroboration of what--in Gartside's +words--everybody was saying. The Wylton divorce was the one topic of +conversation. For the most part, I found Gartside's own tolerance to +the woman representative of the general feeling in the club: his +strictures on the folly of the Seraph's conduct had a good many +echoes, though two men had the detachment to praise his disinterested +behaviour. Of the rest, those who did not condemn opined that he was +too young to know any better. + +The one discordant note was struck when I met Nigel Rawnsley in the +hall. Elsie Wylton was shot hellwards in one sentence and the Seraph +in another, but the burden of his discourse was reserved for the +sacramental nature of wedlock and the damnable heresy of divorce. I +was subjected to a lucid exposition of the Anglican doctrine of +marriage, initiated into the mysteries of the first three (or three +hundred) General Councils of the Church, presented with thumbnail +biographies of Arius and S. Athanasius, and impressed with the +necessity of unfrocking all priests who celebrated the marriage of +divorced persons. It was all very stimulating, and I found that half +my most prosaic friends were living in something that Rawnsley +damningly described as "a state of sin." + +It was tea-time before I arrived at Chester Square. I suppose I had +never taken Gartside very seriously: the moment I saw Elsie and the +Seraph, my lot was unconditionally thrown in with the publicans and +sinners. She greeted me with the smile of a woman who has no care in +the world: then as she turned to ring the bell for tea, I caught the +expression of one who is passing through Purgatory on her way to Hell. +The Seraph's eyes were telegraphing a whole code-book. I walked to the +window so that she could not see my face, nor I hers. + +"I thought you wouldn't mind my dropping in," I said as carelessly as +I could. "It was tea-time for one thing, and for another I wanted to +tell you that you've done about the pluckiest thing a woman can do. +Good luck to you! If there's anything I can do...." + +Then we shook hands again, and I found her death-like placidity a good +deal harder to bear than if she had broken down or gone into +hysterics. I do not believe the Davenant women know how to cry: +Nature left the lachrymal sac out of their composition. Yet on +reflection I can see now that she was suffering less than in the days +six weeks before when the anticipation of the divorce lowered +menacingly over her head and haunted every waking moment. It is +curious to see how suspense cards down a woman's spirit while the +shock of a catastrophe seems actually to brace her and call forth +every reserve of strength. From this time till the day of my departure +from England, Elsie was indomitable. + +"It's hard work at present," she said with a gentle, tired smile, "but +I'm going through with it." + +That was what her father used to say when I climbed with him in +Trans-Caucasia. He would say it as we crawled and fought and bit our +way up a slippery face of rock, sheer as the side of a house. And he +was five and twenty years my senior. + +"What are you doing to-night?" I asked. + +"We were trying to make up our minds when you came in," said the +Seraph. + +"Dinner somewhere, I suppose, and a theatre? What's on, Seraph? I'm +all alone to-night, and I want you and Elsie to dine with me." + +Elsie was sitting with closed eyes, bathing her forehead with scent. + +"Make it something that starts late," she said wearily. "I don't feel +I can stand many hours." + +After a brief study of the theatrical advertisements in the _Morning +Post_ the Seraph went off to make arrangements over the telephone. I +took hold of Elsie's disengaged hand and tried in a clumsy, masculine +fashion to pump courage into her tired spirit. + +"You must stick it out to the end of the Season," I told her. "It's +only a few more weeks, and then you can rest as long as you like. +Don't let people think they can drive you into hiding. If you do that, +you'll lose pride in yourself, and when you lose pride in yourself, +why should any one believe in you?" + +"How many people believe in me now?" + +"Not many. That's why I admire your pluck. But there's Joyce for one." + +"Yes, Joyce," she assented slowly. + +"And the Seraph for another." + +"Yes, the Seraph." + +"And me for a third." + +I felt her trying to draw her hand away. + +"I wonder if you do, or whether it's just because I'm a bit--hard +hit." + +I let go the hand as she rose to blow out the spirit lamp. Standing +erect--blue-eyed, pale faced and golden haired--she was wonderfully +like Joyce, I thought, with her slim, black-draped figure and slender +white neck, but a Joyce who had drunk deep of tribulation. + +"It's a pity you weren't ever at a boys' school," I said. + +"Why?" + +"If you had been, you'd know there are some boys who simply can't keep +themselves and their clothes clean, and others who can't get dirty or +untidy if they try. In time the grubby ones usually get cleaner, but +the boy who starts with a clean instinct never deteriorates into a +grub. The distinction holds good for both sexes. And it applies to +conduct as much as clothes. The Davenants can't help keeping clean. +I've known three in one generation and one in another." + +I said it because I meant it. I should have said it just the same if +Elsie had had no sister Joyce. + +The Seraph came back with Dick Davenant, and I tried to get him to +join us, but he was already engaged for dinner. Shortly afterwards I +found it was time to get home and change my clothes. In the hall I +found Joyce and pressed her into our party. It was a short, hurried +meeting, as she was saying good-bye to two colleagues or +fellow-conspirators when I appeared. I caught their names and looked +at them with some interest. One was the formidable Mrs. Millington, a +weather-beaten, stoutish woman of fifty with iron-grey hair cut short +to the neck, and double-lensed pince-nez. The other was an anæmic girl +of twenty--a Miss Draper--with fanatical eyes that watched Joyce's +every movement, and a little dry cough that told me her days of +agitation were numbered. When next we met she wiped her lips after +coughing.... Mrs. Millington I never saw again. + +That night was my first effort in the vindication of Elsie Wylton. I +believe we dined at the Berkeley and went on to Daly's. The place is +immaterial; wherever we went we found--or so it seemed to our +over-sensitive, suspicious nerves--a slight hush, a movement of +turning bodies and craning necks, a whispered name. Elsie went through +it like a Royal Duchess opening a bazaar; laughing and talking with +the Seraph, turning to throw a word to Joyce or myself; untroubled, +indifferent--best of all, perfectly restrained. The hard-bought +actress-training of immemorial centuries should give woman some +superiority over man.... + +We certainly supped at the Carlton in a prominent position by the +door. I fancy no one missed seeing us. The Seraph knew everybody, of +course, and I had picked up a certain number of acquaintances in two +months. We bowed to every familiar form, and the familiar forms bowed +back to us. When they passed near our table we hypnotised them into +talking, and they brought their women-folk with them.... + +When supper was ended we moved outside for coffee and cigars, so that +none who had entered the supper room before us should leave without +running the gauntlet. We had our share of black looks and noses in +air, directed I suppose against Joyce as much as against her sister; +and many a mild husband must have submitted to a curtain lecture that +night on the text that no man will believe political or moral evil of +any woman with a pretty face. The older I get the truer I find that +text; I cannot remember the day when I was without the instinct +underlying such a belief. + +At a quarter-past twelve Elsie began to flag, and we started our +preparations for returning home. As I waited for my bill--and swore a +private oath that Gartside should translate his sympathy into acts, +and join our moral-leper colony before the week was out--an unexpected +party emerged from the restaurant and passed us on their way to +collect cloaks. Gladys and Philip, Sylvia and Robin, driven home from +Ranelagh by the impossibility of securing a table for dinner, had +eaten sketchily at Cadogan Square, hurried to the Palace, and turned +in to the Carlton to make up for lost food. + +The Seraph of course saw them first, rose up and bowed. I followed, +and both of us were rewarded by a gracious acknowledgment from Sylvia. +Then she caught sight of Joyce and Elsie, and her mouth straightened +itself and lost its smile. The change was slight, but I had been +expecting it. Another moment, and the straight lines broke to a slight +curve. Every one bowed to every one--Robin with his irrepressible, +instinctive good-humour, Philip more sedately, as befitted a public +man, the eldest son of the Attorney-General, and an avowed opponent of +the Militant Suffrage Movement. Then Sylvia passed on to get her +cloak, I arranged with Philip to take Gladys home, we bowed again and +parted. + +The whole encounter had taken less than two minutes. It was more than +enough to make Elsie say she must decline my invitation to Henley. + +"A public place is one thing, and a houseboat's another," she said. +"You wouldn't invite two people to stay with you if you knew the mere +presence of one was distasteful to the other." + +"You've got to go the whole road," I said. "If the Rodens know me, +they've got to know my friends." + +"We mustn't be in too much of a hurry," she answered. "I'm right, +aren't I, Joyce? There's no scandal about Joyce, but she's given up +visiting with the Rodens. It was beginning to get rather +uncomfortable." + +The matter was compromised by the Seraph inviting Elsie to come to +Henley in an independent party of two. They would then secure as much +publicity as could be desired without causing any kind of +embarrassment to a private gathering. + +I saw nothing of Sylvia until Gartside's Soirée Musicale three nights +later. The Seraph dined with us, and when Philip snatched Gladys from +under my wing almost before the car had turned into Carlton House +Terrace, I retired with him into an inviting balcony and watched the +female side of human nature at work. + +Sylvia stood twelve feet from us, looking radiant. Instinctive wisdom +had led her to dress--as ever--in white, and to wear no jewellery but +pearls. Her black hair seemed silkier and more luxuriant than ever; +her dark eyes flashed with a certain proud vitality and assurance. +Nigel Rawnsley was talking to her, talking well, and paying her the +compliment of talking up to her level. I watched her give thrust for +thrust, parry for parry; all exquisite sword play.... His enemies +called Nigel a prig, even his friends complained he was overbearing; I +liked him, as I contrive to like most men, and only wish he could meet +more people of his own mental calibre. He had met one in Sylvia; there +was no button to his foil when he fenced with her. + +"Thus far and no farther," I murmured. + +The Seraph looked up, but I had only been thinking aloud. I was +wondering why she painted that sign over her door when Nigel +approached. A career of brilliant achievement and more brilliant +promise, her own chosen faith and ritual, ambition enough and to +spare--Nigel entered the lists well armed, and she was the only one +who could humanise him. I wondered what gulf of temperamental +antipathy parted them and placed him without the pale.... + +They talked till Culling interposed his claim for attention, +preferring the request with triplicated brogue. From time to time +Gartside strayed away from his other guests and shivered a lance in +deferential tourney. As I watched his fine figure, and looked from him +to the irrepressible Culling, and from Culling to Rawnsley's +clear-cut, intellectual face, I asked myself for the thousandth time +what indescribable affinity could be equally lacking in three men +otherwise so dissimilar. + +With light-hearted carelessness she guarded the sword's length of +territory that divided them. It was adroit, nimble fencing, but I +wondered how much it amused her. Not many women can resist the +age-long fascination of playing off one admirer against another; but I +should have written Sylvia down among the exceptions. She did not want +admiration.... Then I remembered Oxford and read into her conduct the +first calculated stages in the Seraph's castigation. If this were her +object, it failed; the Seraph was ignorant of the very nature of +jealousy. In the light of their subsequent meeting, I doubt if this +were even her motive. + +We had both received a distant bow as we entered the room, but not a +word had been vouchsafed us. I am afraid my nature is too indolent to +be greatly upset by this kind of neglect. The Seraph, I could see, +grew rather unhappy when his presence was overlooked every time he +came within speaking distance. It was not till the end of the evening +that she unbent. I had promised to take Gladys on to a ball, and at +eleven I came out of hiding and went in search of her. Culling had +just been told off to find Robin, and Sylvia stood alone. + +"Are you going on anywhere?" she asked the Seraph when they had the +room to themselves. + +"It's the Marlthrops, isn't it?" he asked. + +"And Lady Carsten. Robin and I are going there. Are you coming?" + +The Seraph's hand went to his pocket and made pretence of weighing +three or four invitations in the balance. Finally he selected the +Carsten card and glanced at it with an air of doubt. + +"Will my presence be welcome?" he asked. + +"You must ask Lady Carsten, she's invited you." + +"Welcome to you?" + +"It depends on yourself." + +"What must I do?" + +Sylvia pursed up her mouth and looked at him with head on one side. + +"Be a little more particular in the company you keep." + +"I usually am." + +"With some startling lapses." + +"I'm not aware of any." + +Sylvia drew herself up to her full height. + +"How have you spent the last week?" + +"In a variety of ways." + +"In a variety of company?" + +"The same nearly all the time." + +She nodded. + +"This is my objection." + +"If _she_ doesn't object...." A dawning flush on Sylvia's cheek warned +him to leave the sentence unfinished. + +"I'm giving you advice for your own sake because, apparently, you've +no one else to advise you," she said with the slow, elaborate +carelessness of one who is with difficulty keeping her temper. "You've +spent the last week thrusting yourself under every one's notice in +company with a woman who's just been divorced from her husband. Every +one's seen you, every one's talking about you. If you like that sort +of notoriety...." + +"Can it be avoided?" + +"You can drop the woman." + +"She's none too many friends." + +"She's one too many." + +"I cannot agree." + +"Then you put yourself on her level." + +"I should be proud to rank with her." + +Sylvia paused a moment to steady her voice. + +"I've got a temper," she remarked with exaggerated indifference, "it's +never wise for anybody to rouse it, and many people would be annoyed +if you talked to them as you're talking to me. I--simply don't think +it's worth it, but can you wonder if I ask you to choose between her +and me?" + +The Seraph's face and voice were grave. + +"The choice seems unnecessary," he said. + +"You must take it from me that I have no wish to be seen about with a +man who allows his name to be coupled with a woman of that kind." + +"What kind, Sylvia?" + +"You know my meaning." + +"But your meaning is wrong." + +"I mean an ugly word for an ugly sin. A woman of the kind that breaks +the Seventh Commandment." + +The Seraph began tearing his card in narrow strips. + +"Elsie Wylton didn't," he said quietly. + +"She told you so?" + +"I didn't need telling." + +Sylvia's expression implored pity on the credulity of man. The Seraph +was still nervously fingering his card, but no signs of emotion +ruffled her calm. The face was slightly flushed, but she bent her head +to hide it. + +"Part friends, Seraph," she said at last, "if you're not coming to the +Carstens'. Think it over, and you'll find every one will give you the +same advice." + +"I dare say." He pocketed the torn card and prepared to accompany her. +"What would you do in my place if you believed the woman innocent?" + +Sylvia shirked the question. + +"Innocent women don't get into those positions." + +"It is possible." + +"How can she prove her innocence?" + +"How do you prove her guilt?" + +"I don't attempt to go behind what the Court finds." + +At the door the Seraph hesitated. + +"To-night's only an armistice, Sylvia," he stipulated. "I must have +time to think. I'm not committed either way." + +She gave him her old friendly smile. + +"If you like." Then the smile melted away. "My ultimatum comes in +force to-morrow morning, though. You must make up your mind then." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +HENLEY--AND AFTER + + "We shall find no fiend in hell can match the fury of a + disappointed woman."--COLLEY CIBBER: "Love's Last Shift." + + +Henley Regatta was something of a disappointment to me. I had +furbished up the memories of twenty years before--which was one +mistake--and was looking forward to it--which was another. In great +measure the glory had departed from the house-boats, every one poured +into the town by train or car, and the growth of _ad hoc_ riverside +clubs had reduced the number of punts and canoes on the river itself. +Being every inch as much a snob as my neighbour, I regretted to find +Henley so deeply democratised.... + +I think, in all modesty, my own party was a success. Our houseboat was +the "Desdemona," a fair imitation of what the papers call "a floating +hotel": we brought my brother's cook from Pont Street and carried our +cellar with us from town. And there was a pleasant, assiduous +orchestra that neither ate nor slept in its zeal to play us all the +waltzes we had grown tired of hearing in London. A Mad Hatter's +luncheon started at noon and went on till midnight. Any passing boat +that liked the "Desdemona's" looks, moored alongside and boarded her: +no one criticised the food or cigars, many dropped in again for a +second or third meal in the course of the afternoon, and if they did +not know Gladys or myself, they no doubt had a friend among my guests +or waiters. + +Both those that slept on board and those that visited us at their +stomachs' prompting were cheery, light-hearted, out to enjoy +themselves. I admit my own transports were moderated by the necessity +of having to dance attendance on Lady Roden. The air became charged +with Rutlandshire Morningtons, and our conversation showed signs of +degenerating into a fantastic Burke's Auction Bridge. Two earls +counted higher than three viscounts; I called her out with one +marquis, she took the declaration away with a duke, I got it back +again with a Russian prince: she doubled me.... Apart from this, I +enjoyed myself. All the right people turned up, except Gartside who +was kept in town discussing Governorships with the India Office. + +There were Rodens to right of us, Rodens to left of us: in a field +behind us, unostentatiously smoking Virginia cigarettes, loitered a +watchful Roden bodyguard. The Regatta started on July 3rd and on the +previous day Rawnsley had given the House its time-table. There would +be no Autumn Session, but the House would sit till the end of the +third week in August to conclude the Third Reading of the Poor Law +Bill; no fresh legislation would be introduced. The New Militants had +their answer without possibility of misconstruction, and the families +of Cabinet Ministers moved nowhere without a lynx-eyed, heavy-booted, +plain-clothes escort. + +I summoned Scotland Yard out of its damp, cheerless meadow, gave it +bottled beer and a pack of cards, and told it to treat the "Desdemona" +as its own and to ring for anything likely to contribute to its +comfort. Though we had never met before and were only to meet once +again, I felt for those men as I should feel for any one deputed to +bear up the young Rodens lest at any time they dashed their feet +against stones.... + +Sylvia was laconic and decisive. She had engaged and defeated her +father, met and routed her brothers. Any one who guarded her reckless +person did so at their peril; she declined to argue the point. I fancy +Lady Roden accepted a detective more or less as part of her +too-often-withheld due; Philip was constitutional, guided by +precedent, anxious to help peace and order in the execution of their +arduous duties. The only active molestation came from Robin: left to +himself he would have ignored the detectives' very existence, but at +the fell suggestion of Culling I discovered him whiling away the +morning by bursting into the guard-room at five-minute intervals with +hysterical cries of "Save me! Oh, my God! save me!" + +The saturnine, enigmatic Michael pursued his own methods. How he had +escaped from Winchester in the midst of the terminal examinations, I +never discovered. His telegram said, "What about me for Henley, old +thing? Michael." I wired back, "Come in your thousands," and he came +in a dove-grey suit, grey socks and buckskin shoes, grey tie, silk +handkerchief and Homburg hat. I appreciated Michael more and more at +each meeting. Of a detached family he was the most detached member. +Observing me staring a trifle unceremoniously at his neck-tie, he +produced a note-book and pencil and invited my written opinion. "On +Seeing my New Tie" was inscribed on the front page, and the +comments--so far as I remember the figures--were:-- + +(1) "Oh, my God!" (forty per cent.). + +(2) "_Have_ you seen Michael's tie?" (forty per cent.). + +(3) "Michael _darling_!" (Sylvia's _cri de coeur_, ten per cent.). + +(4) "It's a devilish good tie" (my own verdict, perhaps not altogether +sincere). (Ten per cent.). + +"Come and shew yer ticket o' leave," urged Culling with derisory +finger outstretched to indicate the forces of law and order. + +"No bloody peelers for this child," Michael answered in a voice +discreetly lowered to keep the offending epithet from his sister's +ears. + +I noticed an exchange of glances between Culling and himself, but was +too busy to think much of it at the time. Eleven minutes later, +however, the majesty of Scotland Yard had been incarcerated in its own +stronghold. Culling sat outside their door improvising an oratorio on +an accordion. "The Philistines are upon thee," I heard him thunder as +I passed that way. Michael was lying prone on the deck of the +house-boat, dangling at safe distance the key of the cabin at the end +of a Japanese umbrella. + +"_Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?_" he asked, as an official hand shot +impotently out of the cabin window. The question may have been +imperfectly understood. + +"_Sanguineos quis custodes custodiet ipsos?_" he ventured. + +As there was still no answer, common humanity ordained that I should +possess myself of the key and hold a gaol delivery. The detectives +were near weeping with humiliation, but I comforted them in some +measure, won a friendship that was to serve me in good stead, and was +at length free to resume my duties as host. + +From time to time perfunctory racing took place, without arousing +either interest or resentment. We all had our own ways of passing the +time between meal and meal; one would study the teeth and smile of a +musical-comedy star, another would watch Culling at the Three Card +Trick, a third would count the Jews on a neighbouring house-boat.... +There was no sign of Elsie or the Seraph, but that was only to be +expected. He was to provide her with luncheon and publicity at Phyllis +Court, and give the "Desdemona" a wide berth. Those, at least, were +his sailing orders if he came; but Elsie had been over-tired and +over-excited for some weeks past, and I should not have been surprised +to hear she had stayed in town at the last moment. + +It is one thing to set a course, and another to steer it--of Henley +this is probably truer than of any other stretch of water in the +world. When half the punts are returning from island to post after +luncheon, and the other half paddle down stream to look at the +house-boats, the narrow water midway between start and finish becomes +hopelessly, chaotically congested. One or two skiffs and +dinghies--which should never be allowed at any regatta--make confusion +worse confounded till a timely collision breaks their sculls, or the +nose of a racing punt turns them turtle; and with the closing of the +booms, three boats begin to sprout where only one was before. + +Through a forest of dripping paddles, I watched punt, dinghy and canoe +fighting, pressing, yielding; up-stream, down-stream, broad side on, +they slid and trembled like a tesselated pavement in an earthquake. +The fatalists shipped their poles and paddles, and abandoned +themselves to the line of least resistance. Faces grew flushed, but +tempers remained creditably even.... + +"Mary, mother of God! it's our sad, bad, mad Seraph!" + +Having exhausted the possibilities of the Three Card Trick, and being +unable to secure either a pea or two thimbles, Paddy Culling had +wandered to my side and was watching the crowd like a normal man. + +I followed the direction of his eyes. The Seraph had turned fatalist +and was being squeezed nearer and nearer the "Desdemona." A last +vicious thrust by a boatload of pierrots jammed the box of his punt +under our landing-stage. He waved a hand to me and began distributing +bows among my guests. + +"Droppit sthraight from Hiven," cried Culling with unnecessary +elaboration of his already strong brogue. "The tay's wet, Mrs. Wylton, +and we waiting for some one would ask a blessing. Seraph, yer +ambrosia's on order." + +They would not leave the punt, but we brought them tea; and a fair +sprinkling of my guests testified to the success of our last few +weeks' campaign by coming down to the raft and being civil to Elsie. +There was, of course, no commotion or excitement of any kind; of those +who lingered on deck or in the saloon, fully half, I dare say, were +unconscious of what was going on below. Such was certainly the case +with Sylvia. While Paddy and I served out strawberries to the crew of +the punt, she had been washing her hands for tea, and as we crowned a +work of charity with a few cigars and a box of matches, she came out +onto the raft for assistance with the clasp of a watch-bracelet. + +Paddy volunteered his services, I looked on. Her eyes travelled idly +over the crowded segment of river opposite my boat, and completed +their circuit by resting on the punt and its occupants. Elsie bowed +and received a slight inclination of the head in return. The Seraph +bowed, and was accorded the most perfect cut I have ever witnessed. +Sylvia looked straight through him to a dinghy four yards the other +side. It was superbly, insolently done. I have always been too lazy to +cultivate the art of cutting my friends, but should occasion ever +arise, I shall go to Sylvia for the necessary tuition. + +As soon as the congestion was in some measure relieved, the Seraph +waved good-bye to me and started paddling up stream towards Henley +Bridge. Elsie had seen all that was to be seen in the cut, +and--womanlike--had read into it a variety of meanings. + +"I hope you're not tired," the Seraph said, as they landed and walked +down to the station. + +"I've had a lovely time," she answered. "Thanks most awfully for +bringing me, and for all you've done these last few weeks. And before +that." She hesitated, and then added with a regretful smile, "We must +say good-bye after to-day." + +"You're not going away?" + +"Not yet; but you've got into enough trouble on my account without +losing all your friends," she answered. + +"But I haven't." + +"You're risking one." + +"On your account?" + +She nodded. + +He had not the brazenness to attempt a direct denial. + +"Why should you think so?" he hedged. + +"Seraph, dear child, I couldn't help seeing the way she took your bow. +I got you that cut." + +"She doesn't cut Toby," he objected. "And he and I are equally +incriminated." + +"There is a difference." + +"Is there?" + +"She's quite indifferent how much _he_ soils his wings." + +The Seraph was left to digest the unspoken antithesis. His face +gradually lost the flush it had taken on after their encounter at the +raft, his eyes grew calmer and his hands steadier; on the subject of +their contention, however, he remained impenitent. + +"I shan't say good-bye till you honestly tell me you don't want to see +me again." + +"You know I can't say that, Seraph." + +"Very well, then." + +"But it isn't! The good you do me is simply not worth the harm you do +yourself. It didn't matter so much till Sylvia came to be reckoned +with." + +The Seraph shifted impatiently in his corner. + +"Neither Sylvia Roden nor any other woman or man in the world is going +to dictate who I may associate with, or who I mayn't." + +"You must make an exception to the rule in her case." + +"Why should I?" + +"Every man has to make an exception to every rule in the case of one +woman." + +His chin achieved an uncompromising angle. + +"To quote the Pharisee of blessed memory," he said, "I thank God I am +not as other men." + +Elsie was well enough acquainted with his moods to know nothing was to +be gained by further direct opposition. + +"I should like you to come to Chester Square," she compromised; "but +you mustn't be seen with me in public any more." + +"I shall ride in the Park to-morrow as usual," he persisted. + +"I shan't be there, Seraph." + +A surprise was awaiting me when Gladys and I returned to Pont Street +in the early hours of Sunday morning, after waiting to see the +fireworks--by immemorial tradition--extinguished by a tropical +downpour. Brian notified me by wireless that he was on his way home +and halfway through the Bay. He was, in fact, already overdue at +Tilbury, but had been held up while the piston of a high-compression +cylinder divested itself of essential portions of its packing. + +"Who's going to tell him about Phil?" Gladys asked in consternation +when I read her the message. We were getting on so comfortably without +my brother that I think the natural affection of us both was tinged +with resentment that he was returning by an earlier boat than he had +threatened. + +"As you are the offender," I pointed out. + +"You were responsible for me." + +"Why not leave it to Phil?" I suggested, with my genius for +compromise. + +"That's mean." + +"Well, will you tell him yourself? No! I decline to be mixed up in it. +I shan't be here. The day your parents land, I shall shift myself bag +and baggage to an hotel. Isn't the simplest solution to break off the +engagement? Well, you're very hard to please, you know." + +I really forget how we settled the question, but the news was +certainly not broken by me. The Seraph dropped in to dinner on the +last night of my guardianship, and I asked him whether he thought I +could improve on the Savoy as my next house of entertainment. + +"But you're coming to stay with _me_," he said. + +"My dear fellow, you've no experience of me as a guest. I don't know +how long I'm staying in London." + +"The longer the better, if you don't mind roughing it." + +I knew there would be no "roughing it" in his immaculate mode of +living, but the question was left undecided for the moment as I really +felt it would be better for us both to run independently. Ten weeks of +domesticity shared even with Gladys gave me a sensation of clipped +wings after my inconsiderate, caravanserai existence, and--without +wishing to be patronising--I had to remember that he was a man of very +moderate means and would feel the cost of housing me more than I +should feel it myself. The following afternoon I called round at +Adelphi Terrace to acquaint him with my decision, but something seemed +to have upset him; he was gazing abstractedly out of the window and I +had not the heart to bother him with my own ephemeral arrangements. At +the door of the flat his man apologetically asked my advice on the +case; his master was eating, drinking, and smoking practically +nothing, wandering about his room instead of going to bed, and gazing +out into space instead of his usual daily writing. + +I thought over the symptoms on my way to the Club, and decided to +employ a portion of the afternoon in playing providence with Sylvia. +It is a part for which I am unfitted by inclination, instinct, +experience, and aptitude. + +Some meeting of political stalwarts was in progress when I arrived at +Cadogan Square, but I was mercifully shewn into Sylvia's own room and +allowed to spend an interesting five minutes inspecting her books and +pictures. They formed an illuminating commentary on her character. One +shelf was devoted to works of religion, the rest to lives and +histories of the world's great women. Catherine of Siena marched in +front of the army, Florence Nightingale brought up the rear; in the +ranks were queens like Elizabeth, Catherine of Russia, and Joan of +Arc, the great uncrowned; writers from Madame de Sévigné to George +Eliot, actresses from Nell Gwyn to Ellen Terry, artists like Vigée le +Brun, reformers like Mary Woolstonecraft. It was a catholic library, +and found space for Lady Hamilton among the rest. My inspection was +barely begun when the door opened and Sylvia came in alone. + +"'Tis sweet of you to come," she said. "Have you had tea? Well, d'you +mind having it here alone with me? I'm sure you won't want to meet all +father's constituents' wives. I hope I wasn't very long." + +"No doubt it seemed longer than it was," I answered. "Still, I've had +time to look at some of your books and make a discovery about you. If +you weren't your father's daughter, you'd be a raging militant." + +From the sudden fire in her eyes I thought I had angered her, but the +threatening flame died as quickly as it had arisen. + +"There's something in heredity after all, then," she said with a +smile. "Do I--look the sort of person that breaks windows and burns +down houses?" + +So far as looks went the same question might have been asked of Joyce +Davenant. That I did not ask it was due to a prudent resolve to keep +my friendship with Rodens and Davenants in separate watertight +compartments. + +"You look the sort of person that has a great deal of ability and +ambition, and wants a great deal of power." + +"Without forgetting that I'm still a woman." + +"Some of the militants are curiously feminine." + +"'Curiously,' is just the right adverb." + +"Joan of Arc rode astride," I pointed out. + +"Florence Nightingale didn't break windows to impress the War Office." + +"As an academic question," I said, "how's your woman of personality +going to make her influence effective in twentieth-century England?" + +"Have you met many women of personality?" + +"A fair sprinkling." + +"So I have; you could feel it as if they were mesmerising you, you had +to do anything they told you. But they'd none of them votes." + +The arrival of tea turned our thoughts from politics, and at the end +of my second cup I advanced delicately towards the purpose of my call. + +"You like plain speaking, don't you, Sylvia?" I began. + +"As plain as you like." + +"Well, you're not treating the Seraph fairly." + +I leant back and watched her raising her little dark eyebrows in +amused surprise. + +"Has he sent you here?" she asked. + +"I came on my own blundering initiative," I said. "I don't know what +the trouble's about." + +"But whatever it is, I'm to blame?" + +"Probably." + +Sylvia was delighted. "If a man doesn't think highly of women I do +like to hear him say so!" + +"As a matter of fact I'm not concerned to apportion blame to either of +you. You're both of you abnormal and irrational; as likely as not +you're both of you wrong. I wanted to tell you something about the +Seraph you may not have heard before." + +In a dozen sentences I told her of my first meeting with him in +Morocco. + +"Thanks to you," I said, "he's pretty well got over it. Remember that +I saw him then, and you didn't; so believe me when I tell you he was +suffering from what the novelists call a 'broken heart.' He won't get +over it a second time." + +"You're sure it was broken?" she asked dispassionately. "Um. It sounds +to me like a dent; press the other side, the dent comes out." + +I produced a cigarette case, and flew a distress signal for +permission. + +"I should like you to be serious about this," I said. + +"I? Where do I come in?" + +I searched vainly for matches, and eventually had to use one of my +own. + +"He's in love with you," I said. + +Sylvia dealt with the proposition in a series of short sentences +punctuated by grave nods. + +"Gratifying. If true. Seems improbable. Irrelevant, anyway. Unless I +happen to be in love with him." + +"I was not born yesterday," I reminded her. "Or the day before." + +"You might have been." + +I bowed. + +"I mean, you're so deliciously young. Do you usually go about talking +to girls as you've been talking to me?" + +I buttoned up my coat, preparatory to leaving. "Being a friend of you +both," I said, "if a word of advice----" + +"But you haven't given it." + +Literally, I suppose that was true. + +"Well, if your generosity's greater than your pride, you can apologise +to him: if your pride's greater than your generosity, waive the +apology and sink the past. I've a fair idea what the quarrel's about," +I added. + +"I see." Sylvia brought flippancy into her tone when speaking of +something too serious to be treated seriously: the flippancy was now +ebbing away, and leaving her implacable and unyielding. "Is there any +reason why I should do anything at all?" she asked. + +I stretched out my hand to bid her good-bye. "I've not done it well," +I admitted, "but the advice was not bad, and the spirit was really +good." + +"Admirable," she answered ironically. "I should be glad of such a +champion. Have you given _him_ any advice?" + +"What d'you suggest?" + +Sylvia knelt on the edge of a sofa, clasping her hands lazily behind +her head. + +"I ride in the Park every morning," she began. "I ride alone because I +prefer to be alone. My father objects, and Phil doesn't like it, +because they don't think it's safe. I think I'm quite capable of +taking care of myself, so I disregard their objection. Your friend +also rides in the Park every morning, sometimes with a rather +conspicuous woman and the last few mornings alone. I don't know +whether it's design, I don't know whether it's chance--but he rides +nearer me than I like." + +I waited for her to point the moral, mentioning incidentally that +England was a free country and the Park was open to the public. + +"He may have the whole of it," she answered, "except just that little +piece where I happen to be riding at any given moment." + +"I'm afraid you can't keep him out of even that." + +Her eyes broke into sudden blaze. "I can flog him out of it as I'd +flog any man who followed me when I forbade him." + +There was nothing more to be said, but I said it as soon as I dared. + +"We're friends, Sylvia?" She nodded. "And I can say anything I please +to you?" + +"No one can do that." + +"Anything in reason? Well, it's this--you're coming a most awful +cropper one of these fine days, my imperious little queen." + +"You think so?" + +"I do. You're half woman, and half man, and half angel, and +three-quarters devil." + +Sylvia had been counting the attributes on her fingers. + +"When I was at school," she interrupted, "they taught me it took only +two halves to make a whole." + +"I've learnt a lot since I left school. One thing is that you're the +equivalent of any three ordinary women. Now I really am going. Queen +Elizabeth, your most humble servant." + +Her hand went again to the bell, but I was ready with a better +suggestion. + +"It would be a graceful act if you offered to show me downstairs," I +said. "It'll be horribly lonely going down two great long flights all +by myself." + +She took my arm, led me down to the hall, and presented me with my hat +and stick. + +"Are you walking?" she asked as we reached the door. "If not, you may +have my private taxi. Look at him." She pointed to an olive-green car +at the corner of the Square. "I believe I must have made a conquest, +he's always there, and whenever I'm in a hurry I can depend on him. I +think he must refuse to carry any one else. It's an honour." + +I ran through my loose change, and lit upon a half-sovereign, which I +held conspicuously between thumb and first finger. + +"He'll carry me," I said. + +"I doubt it." + +"Will you bet?" + +"Oh, of course, if you offer to buy the car!" + +"You haven't the courage of your convictions," I said severely. +"Good-bye, Queen Elizabeth." + +It was well for me she declined the wager. I walked to the corner and +hailed the taxi; but the driver shook his head. + +"Engaged, sir," he said. + +"Your flag's up," I pointed out. + +"My mistake, sir." + +Nonchalantly pulling down the flag, he retired behind a copy of the +_Evening News_. I was sorry, because his voice was that of an educated +man, and I am always interested in people who have seen better days; +they remind me of my brother before he was made a judge. I had only +caught a glimpse of dark eyes, a sallow complexion and bushy black +beard and moustache. England is so preponderatingly clean-shaven that +a beard always arouses my suspicions. If the wearer be not a priest of +the Orthodox Church, I like to think of him as a Russian nihilist. + +After dinner the following night I mentioned to the Seraph that I had +run across Sylvia, and hinted that his propinquity to her in the Park +each day was not altogether welcome. + +"So she told me this morning," he said. + +"I thought you wouldn't mind my handing on an impression for what it +was worth," I added with vague floundering. + +"Oh, not at all. I shall go there just the same, though." + +"You'll annoy her." + +He shrugged his shoulders resignedly. "That's as may be. This is not +the time for her to be running any unnecessary risks." + +"You can hardly kidnap a grown woman--on horseback--in broad +daylight--in a public park," I protested. + +"The place is practically deserted at the hour she rides." + +The following day the Seraph rode as usual. Sylvia entered the Park at +her accustomed time; saw him, cut him, passed him. For a while they +cantered in the same direction, separated by a hundred and fifty +yards; then the Seraph gradually reduced the distance between their +horses. His quick eyes had marked a group of men moving furtively +through a clump of trees to the side of the road. Their character and +intentions will never be known, for Sylvia abruptly drew +rein--throwing her horse on his haunches as she did so--then she +turned in her own length, and awaited her gratuitous escort. The +Seraph had to swerve to avoid a cannon. As he passed, her hand flashed +up and cut him across the face with a switch; an instinctive pull at +the reins gave his horse a momentary check and enabled her to deal a +second cut back-handed across his shoulders. Then both turned and +faced each other. + +Sylvia sat with white face and blazing eyes. + +"It was a switch to-day, and it will be a crop to-morrow," she told +him. "It seems you have to be taught that when I say a thing I mean +it." + +The Seraph bowed and rode away without answering. Physically as well +as metaphorically he was thin-skinned, and the switch had drawn blood. +Three weeks passed before his face lost the last trace of Sylvia's +castigation. A purple wale first blackened and then turned yellowish +green. When I saw him later in the day, his face was swollen, and the +mark stretched diagonally from cheekbone to chin, crossing and cutting +the lips on its way. He gave me the story quietly and without +rancour. + +"I can't go again after this," he concluded, "but somebody ought to. +If you've got any influence with her, use it, and use it quickly. She +doesn't know--you none of you know--the danger she's in at present!" + +He jumped up to pace the room in uncontrollable nervous excitement. + +"What's going to happen, Seraph?" I asked, in a voice that was +intended to be sympathetic, sceptical, and pacifying at one and the +same moment. + +"I don't know--but she's in danger--I know that--I know that--I'm +certain of that--I know that." + +His overstrung nerves betrayed themselves in a dozen different ways. +It occurred to me that the less time he spent alone in his own society +the better. + +"I'll see if I can do anything," I said in off-hand fashion. +"Meantime, I dropped in to know if your invitation held good for a bed +under your hospitable roof-tree." + +"Delighted to have you," he answered; and then less conventionally, +"it's very kindly intended." + +"Kindness all on _your_ side," I murmured, pretending not to see that +he had plumbed the reason for my coming. + +The old, absent thought-reading look returned for an instant to his +eyes. + +"All my razors are on my dressing-table," he said. "Don't hide them. I +shan't commit suicide, but I shall want to shave. I never keep +firearms." + +I had intended to supervise my removal from Pont Street in person; on +reflection I thought it would be wiser to send instructions over the +telephone, and give the Seraph the benefit of my company for what it +was worth. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE THIRD ROUND + + "When we two parted + In silence and tears, + Half broken-hearted + To sever for years, + Pale grew thy cheek and cold, + Colder thy kiss; + Truly that hour foretold + Sorrow to this." + + LORD BYRON: _When We Two Parted_. + + +Though the flat in Adelphi Terrace became my home from this time until +the end of my residence in England, I saw little of the Seraph for the +week following my change of quarters. I think he liked my company at +meals, and whenever we were together I certainly worked hard to +distract his mind from the unhappy quarrel with Sylvia. But I will not +pretend that I sat by him day and night devising consolatory speeches; +I am no good at that kind of thing, he would have seen through me, and +we should speedily have got on one another's nerves. For the first day +or two, then, I purposely measured out my companionship in small +doses; later on, when he had got used to my presence, I became more +assiduous. Those were the days when I could see reflected in his eyes +the fast approaching nightmare of his dreams. + +My one positive achievement lay in persuading him to resume the +curious journal he had started at Brandon Court and continued in +Oxford. I called--and still call--it the third volume of Rupert +Chevasse's life, or, more accurately, "The Child of Misery"; for +though it will never be published, its literary parentage is the same, +and its elder brothers are Volumes One and Two. I count it one of the +great tragedies of the book-world that--at least in his life-time--the +third volume will never be given to the public; in my opinion--for +what that is worth--it is the finest work Aintree has ever +accomplished. At the same time I fully endorse his resolution to +withhold it; it has been a matter of lasting surprise that even I was +allowed to read the manuscript. + +He worked a great many hours each day as soon as I had helped the +flywheel over dead-point. Half-way through the morning I would wander +into the library and find a neat manuscript chapter awaiting me; when +I had finished reading, he would throw me over sheet after sheet as +each was completed. It was an interesting experience to sit, as it +were, by an observation hive and watch his vivid, hyper-sensitive mind +at work. I had been present at half the scenes and meetings he was +describing. I had heard large fragments of the dialogue and allowed my +imagination to browse on the significance of each successive +"soul-brush." Yet--I seemed to have heard and seen less than nothing! +His insight enabled him to depict a psychological development where I +had seen but a material friendship. It was one-sided, of course, and +gave me only the impression that a vital, commanding spirit like +Sylvia's would leave on his delicate, receptive imagination. When at a +later date Sylvia took me into her confidence and showed me reverse +and obverse side by side, I felt like one who has assumed a fourth +dimension and looked down from a higher plane into the very hearts of +two fellow-creatures. It was a curious experience to see those souls +stripped bare--I am not sure that I wish to repeat it--there comes a +point where a painful "study of mankind is man." + +While the Seraph worked, I had plentiful excuse for playing truant. +Decency ordained that after my twenty years' respite I should spend a +certain amount of time with my brother and his wife, and since +Sylvia's edict of banishment, I was the sole channel of communication +between Cadogan Square and Adelphi Terrace. It was noticeable--though +I say it in no carping spirit--that Philip sought my company a shade +less assiduously when I ceased to watch over the welfare of Gladys. +Finally, I devoted a portion of each day to Chester Square. Elsie +adhered to her decision that the Seraph must be no more seen in +company with her in public, and even a private call at the house was +impossible so long as his face carried the marks of Sylvia's +resentment. + +The burden of the publicity-campaign fell on my shoulders, though it +came to be relieved--to his honour be it said!--by Gartside. I gave +him my views of Elsie's behaviour, brought the two of them together at +dinner, and left his big, kind heart to do the rest. He responded as I +knew he would, and his adhesion to our party was matter of grave +offence to Elsie's detractors, for his name carried more weight with +the little-minded than the rest of us put together. Culling enrolled +himself for a while, but dropped away as he dropped out of most +sustained efforts. Laziness brought about his defection more than want +of faith or the pressure of orthodox friends; indeed I am not sure +that his strongest motive in joining us was not a passing desire to +confound Nigel Rawnsley. In this as in other things, we never treated +him seriously; but with Gartside it was different. At a time when +Carnforth's resignation of the Bombay Governorship was in the hands of +the India Office--and it was an open secret that Gartside's name stood +high on the list of possible successors--it required some courage to +incur the kind of notoriety that without doubt we both of us did +incur. He ought to have been lunching with Anglo-Indians and patting +the cheeks of Cabinet Ministers' children, instead of trying to infect +Society with his belief in a divorced woman's innocence. + +In the course of the campaign I began to see a little, but only a +little, more of Joyce than I had been privileged to do during the time +when I was supposed to be watching over the destiny of Gladys. I am +not sure that I altogether enjoyed my new liberty of access to her +house; it worried me to see how overworked and tired she was beginning +to look, though I had the doubtful satisfaction of knowing that +nothing I could say or do would check her. She risked her health as +recklessly as she had been risking her liberty since the inauguration +of the New Militancy. I had to treat her politics like a cold in the +head and allow them to run their nine days' course. Though I saw she +was still cumbered with my scarab ring, we never referred to our +meeting in Oxford. I am vain enough to think that she did not regard +me even at this time with complete disfavour, but I will atone for my +vanity by saying I dared do next to nothing to forward my suit. My +foothold was altogether too precarious; an attempt to climb higher +would only have involved me in a headlong fall. + +And yet, before I had been a week at Adelphi Terrace, I made the +attempt. Elsie telephoned one evening that she was going out, but +would have to leave Joyce who was too tired to face a restaurant and +theatre. She would be dining alone; if I had nothing better to do, +would I look in for a few minutes and see if I could cheer her up? I +had promised to dine with Nigel, but it was a small party and I +managed to slip away before ten. Joyce was half asleep when I was +shown into the drawing-room; she did not hear me announced, and I was +standing within two feet of her before she noticed my presence. + +"I've run you to earth at last," I said. + +Then I observed a thing that made me absurdly pleased. Joyce was +looking very white and tired, with dark rings round the eyes, and +under either cheekbone a little hollow that ought not to have been +there. When she opened her eyes and saw me, I could swear to a tiny +flush of pleasure; the blue eyes brightened, and she smiled as +children smile in their sleep. + +"Very nearly inside it," she answered, with a woebegone shake of the +head. "Oh, Toby, but I'm so tired! Don't make me get up." + +I had no thoughts of doing so. Indeed, my mind was solely concerned +with the reflection that she had called me Toby; it was the first +time. + +"What have you been doing to get yourself into this state?" I asked +severely. + +"Working." + +"There you are!" I said. "Something always happens when people take to +work. I shall now read you a short lecture on female stamina." + +"You're sure you wouldn't prefer to smoke?" + +"I can do both." + +"Oh, that's not fair." + +Joyce Davenant and Sylvia Roden have only two characteristics in +common; one is that I am very fond of both, the other, that I can do +nothing with either. I capitulated, and selected a cigarette. + +"A live dog's worth a good many dead lions," I reminded her as a final +shot. + +"Are _you_ trying to convince me of the error of my ways?" + +"I am not your Suffragan Bishop," I answered in the tone Robert +Spencer adopted in telling a surprised House of Commons that he was +not an agricultural labourer. + +"I'm so glad. I couldn't bear an argument to-night." + +The effort she had made on my arrival had spent itself, and I was not +at all certain whether I ought to stay. + +"Look here," I said, "if you're too tired to see me, I'll go." + +"Please, don't!" she laid a restraining hand on my sleeve. "I'm all +right if you don't argue or use long words; but I've had such a +headache the last few days that I haven't been able to sleep, and now +I don't seem able to fix my attention properly, or remember things." + +I had met these symptoms before; the first time in India with men who +were being kept too long at work in the hot weather. + +"In other words, you want a long rest." + +She nodded without speaking. + +"Why don't you take it?" + +"I simply can't. I've put my hand to the plough, and you know what we +are. Obstinate, hard-mouthed brutes, the whole family of us. I've got +other people to consider, I mustn't fail them." + +"And the benighted, insignificant people who don't happen to be your +followers? Some of them may cherish a flickering interest in your +existence." + +"Oh! they don't count." + +"Thank you, Joyce." + +She held out a pacifying hand. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be +ungracious. But those women---- You know, you get rather attached to +people when you've spoken and fought and been imprisoned side by side +with them. I always feel rather mean; any one of them 'ud die for me, +and I'm not at all sure I'd do the same for them. Everything's been +different since Elsie got her freedom; it's easier to fight for a +person than a principle." + +"Are you weakening?" + +"Heavens! No! I'm just showing you I should be honour-bound to stand +by my fellows even if I lost all faith in the cause. I say, don't go +on smoking cigarettes; ring the bell and make Dick give you a cigar. +He's in the house somewhere. I heard him come in a few minutes ago." + +"I came to see you," I pointed out. + +"But I'm dreadfully poor company to-night." + +"I take you as I find you, in sickness and health, weal and woe----" + +"Mr. Merivale!" + +Her voice was very stern. + +"You remember our wager?" I said, with a shrug of the shoulders. + +"It was a joke," she retorted. "And not in very good taste. Oh, I was +as much to blame as you were." + +"But I was quite serious." + +"Did you seriously think I should give up the Cause?" + +"I offered very long odds. A twopenny ring--but you remember what they +were." + +"Are you any nearer winning?" + +"I should like to think so." + +"Because we haven't answered Mr. Rawnsley's time-arrangements in the +House?" + +"Oh, I've no doubt the reply has been posted." + +She nodded significantly. "And they haven't found their hostages yet." + +"But they've paid no ransom." + +"It's an indurance test." + +I got up to find myself a match. As I did so, I caught a glimpse of +her left hand, wearing the scarab-ring; it disappeared for a moment, +and to my surprise reappeared without the ring. + +"Suppose we call the bet off?" she suggested. "It was all rather +silly." + +"Odds offered and taken and horses running. It's too late now. How did +you find out the secret?" + +"I didn't. My finger shrank and the ring came off three days ago when +I was washing my hands." + +"You didn't pull?" + +"No." + +"Show me." + +"It was like this," she began, slipping the ring back on to the third +finger. "Rather loose----" + +I tightened the couplings before she saw what I was about. + +"That's soon remedied. Come to me when the finger's nice and plump +again, and I'll let it out." + +A shadow of annoyance crossed her face. + +"Now I shall have it cut," she said. + +"You could have had that done three weeks ago. You could have thrown +the thing away three days ago. You didn't do either." + +A smile dimpled its way into her cheeks. "How old are you? Over +forty?" + +"What a way of looking at things!" I exclaimed. "Marlborough was fifty +before he started his campaigns, Wren nearer fifty than forty before +ever he put pencil to paper. You don't know the possibilities of +virgin soil." + +"I was wondering how long it was since you left school." + +I got up and dusted the flecks of cigarette ash from my shirt. + +"I'm going now," I said. "It's time you were in bed. Just one word +before I go. You want to win this wager, don't you? So do I. Well, if +you don't give yourself a holiday, you're going to break down and lose +it." + +Smiling mischievously, she got up and took my proffered hand. + +"It'll be an ill-wind, then----" + +"Damn the wager!" I burst out. "I don't want to win it at that price. +Joyce, if I say I'm beaten, will you be a good girl and go to bed and +stay there? Win or lose, I can't bear to see you looking as ill as you +are now." + +She shook her head a little sadly. "I can't take a holiday now." + +"You'll lose the wager." + +She looked up swiftly into my face, and lowered her eyes. + +"I don't know that I mind that much." + +"Joyce!" + +"But I can't take a holiday," she repeated. + +I opened the door, and on the threshold waved my hand in farewell. + +"Won't you wait till Elsie comes back?" she asked. + +"I will wait for no one." + +"But where are you off to?" + +I scratched my chin, as one does when one wishes to appear reflective. + +"I am going to break the Militant Suffrage Movement." + +"A good many people have failed," she warned me. + +"They never tried." + +"How will you begin?" + +I walked downstairs thoughtfully, weighed Dick's tall hat in the +balance, and decided in favour of my own. + +"I have no idea," I called back to the figure at the stair-head. + +The Seraph had marked his confidence in me by the bestowal of a +latch-key. I let myself in at Adelphi Terrace and wandered round the +flat in search of him. He was not in the library or dining-room, but +at length I discovered him in pyjamas sitting in the balcony outside +his bedroom, and gazing disconsolately out over the river. He knew +where I had been before I had time to tell him, and was able to make a +fairly accurate guess at the nature of my conversation with Joyce. +Perhaps there was nothing very wonderful in that, but it fitted in +with the rest of his theory: I remember he summarised her mental +condition by saying that a certain sub-conscious idea was coming to be +consciously apprehended. It was a cumbrous way of saying that both +Joyce and I had made rather an important discovery; what puzzled me +then, and puzzles me still, is that at my first meeting with her +either of us should have given him grounds for forming any theory at +all. Even admitting that I may have been visibly impressed, I could +see no response in her; but I have almost given up trying to +understand the Seraph's mind or mode of thought. + +"You've not got her yet," he warned me. + +"No one knows that better than I do." + +"Her mind's still very full of her cause." + +"Yes, damn it." + +"Almost as full of it as of you. She's torn between you, and you'll +have to fight if you want to keep your foothold." + +I told him, as I had told Joyce, that I proposed to break the Suffrage +movement. + +"How?" he asked. + +"I thought you might be able to help. What _is_ going to be the end of +it?" + +He shook his head moodily, and picked up a cigarette. + +"I'm not a prophet." + +"You've prophesied to some purpose before now," I reminded him. + +He paused to look at me with the cigarette in one hand and a lighted +match in the other. + +"Guesswork," I heard him murmur. + +"But it worked out right?" + +"Coincidence." + +"_You_ don't think that." + +"I may think the world's flat if it amuses me," he answered, blowing +out the match. + +The abruptness of his tone was unusual. + +"What's been worrying you, Seraph?" I asked. + +"Nothing. Why?" + +I lay back in my chair and looked him up and down. + +"You've forgotten to light your cigarette," I pointed out. "You're +shaking as if you'd got malaria, and wherever your mind may be, it's +not in this room and it's not attending to me." + +"I'm sorry," he apologised, sitting down. "I'm rather tired." + +To belie his words he jumped up again and began pacing feverishly up +and down before the open balcony window. + +"Let's hear about it," I urged. + +"You can't do any good." + +"Let _me_ judge of that." + +He paused irresolutely and stood leaning his head against the frame +of the window and looking out at the flaming sky-signs on the far side +of the river. + +"It won't do any good," he repeated over his shoulder. "Nobody 'ud +believe you, but--I don't know, you might try. She must be warned. +Sylvia, I mean. She's absolutely on the brink, and if some one doesn't +save her, she'll be over. I can't interfere, I should only precipitate +it. Will you go, Toby? She might listen to you. It's worth getting +your face laid open to keep her out of danger. Will you go?" + +He turned and faced me, wild-eyed and excited. His lips were white, +and his fingers locked and unlocked themselves in uncontrollable +nervous restlessness. + +"What's the danger?" I asked, with studied deliberation. + +"I don't know. How should I? But it's there; will you go?" + +"I don't mind trying," I answered, taking out my watch. + +"You must go now!" + +It was a quarter to one, and I told him so. Nobody can be less +sensitive than I to the charge of eccentricity, but I refuse to +disturb a Cabinet Minister's household at one in the morning to +proclaim that an overstrung nervous visionary has a premonition that +peril of a vague undefined order is menacing the daughter of the +house. + +"We must wait till Christian hours," I insisted. + +"Ah, you don't believe it; no one does!" + +At eleven o'clock next morning--as soon, in fact, as I had drunk my +coffee and was comfortably shaved and dressed--I drove round to +Cadogan Square in search of Sylvia. I had no very clear idea what +warning I was to give her when we met; indeed I felt wholly +ridiculous and slightly resentful. However, my word had gone forth, +and I was indisposed to upset the Seraph by breaking it. I left him in +the library, silent and pale, writing hard and accumulating an +industrious pile of manuscript against my return. By morning light no +trace remained of his overnight excitement. + +To my secret relief Sylvia was not in when I arrived. The man believed +she was shopping and would be out to luncheon, but if I called again +about three I should probably find her at home. It hardly seemed worth +my while to return to Adelphi Terrace, so I ordered some cigars, took +a turn in the Park, lunched at the Club, and talked mild scandal with +Paddy Culling. At three I presented myself once more in Cadogan +Square. + +The door stood open, and Sylvia appeared in sight as I mounted the +steps. + +"Worse and worse!" she exclaimed as she gave me a hurried shake of the +hand. "I was so sorry to be out when you called this morning. Look +here, will you go inside and tell mother you're coming to dinner +to-night." + +"But I'm dining out already." + +"Oh, well, when will you come? Ring up and fix a night. I must simply +fly now." + +"It won't take a minute." + +"Honestly I can't wait! I've got to go down to Chiswick of all +unearthly places! My poor old darling of a fräulein's been taken ill +and she's got no one to look after her. I _must_ just see she's got +everything she wants. It's horribly rude, but you will forgive me, +won't you? She rang up at half-past twelve, and I've only just got +back." + +Touching my hand with the tips of her fingers, she flashed down the +steps before I could stop her. The bearded Orthodox Church retainer +was waiting at the kerb, and I heard her call out "Twenty-seven, +Teignmouth Road, Chiswick," as he slammed the door and clambered into +his seat. I caught my last glimpse of her rounding the corner into +Sloane Street, the same black and white study that I had admired when +I first visited Gladys--white dress, black hat; white skin, dark hair, +and soft unfathomable brown eyes; a splash of red at the throat, a +flush of colour in her cheeks. Then I hailed a taxi on my own account +and drove back to Adelphi Terrace. + +The Seraph was still in the library, sitting as I had left him more +than four hours before. An empty coffee cup at his elbow marked the +only visible difference. He was writing quicker than I think I have +ever seen a man write, and allowed me to enter the room and drop into +an armchair by the window without raising his eyes or appearing to +notice my presence. I had been there a full five minutes before he +condescended--still without looking up from his writing--to address +me. + +"You couldn't stop her, then?" + +"No." + +"But you saw her?" + +"Just for a moment." + +"'Just for a moment.' Those were the words I had used." + +He stopped writing, drew a line under the last words, blotted the page +and threw it face-downwards on the pile of manuscript. Then for the +first time our eyes met, and I saw it was only by biting his lips and +gripping the arms of the chair that he could keep control over +himself. + +"You'd like some tea," he said, in the manner of a man recalling his +mind from a distance. "Can you reach the bell?" + +"Is this the end of the chapter?" I asked as he tidied the pile of +manuscript and bored it with a paper fastener. + +"It's the end of everything." + +"How far does it carry you?" + +"To your parting from Sylvia." + +"Present time, in fact?" + +"Forty minutes ago." + +I checked him by my watch. "And what now?" I asked. + +He looked up at me, looked through me, I might say, and sat staring at +the window without answering. + +The next two hours were the most uncomfortable I have ever spent. If +in old age my guardian angel offers me the chance of living my whole +life over again, I shall refuse the offer if I am compelled to endure +once again that silent July afternoon. The Seraph sat from four till +six without speech or movement. As the sun's rays lengthened, they +fell on his face and lit it with cold, merciless limelight. He had +started pale and grew gradually grey; the eyes seemed to darken and +increase in size as the face became momentarily more pinched and +drawn. I could see the lips whitening and drying, the forehead dewing +with tiny beads of perspiration. + +I made a brave show of noticing nothing. Tea was brought in; I poured +him out a cup, drank three myself, and ostentatiously sampled two +varieties of sandwich and one of cake. I cut my cigar noisily, damned +with audible good humour when the matches refused to strike, picked up +a review and threw it down again, and wandered round the room in +search of a book, humming to myself the while. + +At six I could stand it no longer. + +"I'm going to play the piano, Seraph," I said. + +"For pity's sake don't!" he begged me, with a shudder; but I had my +way. + +When the _City of Pekin_ went down in '95 as she tried to round the +Horn, one of my fellow-passengers was a gigantic, iron-nerved man from +one of the Western States. I suppose we all of us found it trying work +to sit calm while the boats were lowered away: no one knew how long we +could keep our heads above water and we all had a shrewd suspicion that +the boat accommodation was insufficient. We should have been more +miserable than we were if it had not occurred to the Westerner to +distract our minds. In spite of a thirty-degree list he sat down to the +piano and I helped hold him in position while we thundered out the old +songs that every one knows without consciously learning--"Clementine," +"The Tarpaulin Jacket," "In Cellar Cool." We were taking a call for +"The Tavern in the Town" when word reached us that there was room in +the last boat. + +I set myself to distract the Seraph's mind, and gave him a tireless +succession of waltzes and ragtimes till eight o'clock. Then the bell +of the telephone rang, and I was told Philip Roden wished to speak to +me. + +"It's about Sylvia," he began. "She hasn't come back yet, and we don't +know where she is. The man says you had a word with her as she started +out: did she say where she was going?" + +I told him of the message from Chiswick, and repeated the address I +had heard her give the chauffeur. + +"I don't know what the matter was," I added. "Sylvia may have found +the woman worse than she expected. Hadn't you better inquire who took +the message and see if he or she can throw any light on the mystery?" + +I was half dressed for dinner when Philip rang me up again, this time +with well-marked anxiety in his voice. + +"I say, there's something very fishy about this," he began. "I've just +rung up the Chiswick address and the Fräulein answered in person. She +wasn't ill, she hadn't been ill, and she certainly hadn't sent any +message to Sylvia." + +"Well, but who----?" I started. + +"Lord knows!" he answered. "It might be any one. The address is a +boarding house with a common telephone: any one in the house could +have used it. You said twelve-thirty, didn't you? The Fräulein was out +in Richmond Park at twelve-thirty." + +"What about Sylvia?" I asked. + +"That's the devil of it: Sylvia hadn't been near the place. When was +it exactly that you saw her? Three-five, three-ten? And she turned +into Sloane Street? North or South? Well, North's the Knightsbridge +end. And that's all you can say?" + +I mentioned the invitation she had given me, and asked if I could be +of any assistance in helping to trace her. Philip told me he was going +at once to Chiswick to investigate the mystery of the telephone, and +promised to advise me if there was anything fresh to report. Then he +rang off, and I gave a _résumé_ of our conversation to the Seraph. He +had just come out of the bath and was sitting wrapped in a towel on +the edge of the bed. I remember noticing at the time how thin he had +gone the last few weeks: he had always been slightly built, but the +outline of his collarbones and ribs was sharply discernible under the +skin. + +"I think it would be rather friendly if I went round after dinner to +see if there's any news of her," I concluded. + +"There won't be," he answered. + +"Well, that of course we can't say." + +"_I_ can. They won't have found her, they don't know where she is." + +"Philip may hear something in Chiswick; it looks like a silly +practical joke." + +"But you know it isn't." + +"I don't know what to think," I answered, as I returned to my room and +the final stages of my toilet. I soon came back, however, to tie my +tie in front of his glass and propound a random question. "I suppose +_you_ don't know where she is?" + +"How should I?" + +"You sometimes do." + +"So do other people." + +"You sometimes know where she is when other people don't--and when +you've no better grounds for knowing than other people." + +He was still sitting on the bed in _déshabille_, his hands clasped +round his bare knees and his head bowed down and resting on his hands. +For a moment he looked up into my face, then dropped his head again +without speaking. + +"You remember what happened at Brandon Court?" I persisted. + +"Guess-work," he answered. + +"Nonsense!" + +"Well, what other explanation do you offer?" + +"I don't know; you've got some extra sensitiveness where Sylvia's +concerned. Call it the Sixth Sense, if you like." + +"There _is_ no Sixth Sense. I thought Nigel disposed of that fallacy +at Brandon." + +"Not to my satisfaction--or yours." + +The Seraph jumped up and began to dress. + +"Well, anyway I don't know where she is now," he observed. + +"Meaning that you did once?" + +"You _say_ I did." + +"You know you did." + +"There's not much sign of it now." + +"May be in abeyance. It may come back." + +I watched him spend an unduly long time selecting and rejecting +dress-socks. + +"It won't come back as long as the connection's broken at her end," I +heard him murmur. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE ZEAL THAT OUTRUNS DISCRETION + + "Selina! The time has arrived to impart + The covert design of my passionate heart. + No vulgar solicitudes torture my breast, + No common ambition deprives me of rest.... + My soul is absorbed in a scheme as sublime + As ever was carved on the tablets of time. + To-morrow, at latest, through London shall ring + The echo and crash of a notable thing. + I start from my fetters, I scorn to be dumb, + Selina! the Hour and the Woman are come... + Hither to the rescue, ladies! + Let not fear your spirits vex. + On the plan by me that made is + Hangs the future of your sex... + Shall she then be left to mourn her + Isolation and her shame? + Come in troops round Hyde Park Corner, + Every true Belgravian dame." + + SIR GEORGE OTTO TREVELYAN: "The Modern Ecclesiazusæ." + + +I ought to have known better than to go round to Cadogan Square next +morning. Bereaved families, like swarming bees, are best left alone; +and I knew beforehand that I could render no assistance. At the same +time, I felt it would be unfriendly to treat Sylvia's disappearance as +part of the trivial round and common task, especially after my +overnight conversation with Philip. And if I could bring back any news +to the Seraph, I knew I should be more than compensated for my +journey. + +Save for its master and mistress, I found the house deserted. Philip +had organised himself into one search party, Robin into another: Nigel +Rawnsley appeared to be successfully usurping authority at Scotland +Yard, and from Sloane Street and Chiswick respectively Gartside and +Culling paced slowly to a central place of meeting. Every shopkeeper, +loafer, postman, and hawker along the route was subjected to searching +inquisition: the car, its passenger, and black-bearded driver were +described and re-described. My two detective friends from Henley, as I +afterwards found out, passed a cheerful day at headquarters, drinking +down unsweetened reprimands and striving to explain the difficulties +of protecting a young woman who refused to be shadowed. + +I admired the way Arthur Roden took punishment. When armchair critics +scoff at a generation of opportunist politicians, I think of him--and +of Rawnsley, who suffered first and longest. Their public +pronouncements never wavered; the Suffrage must be opposed and +defeated on its own merits or demerits, and no attacks on property, no +menaces to person could shake them from what they regarded as a +national duty. Even if I chose to think old Rawnsley's mechanical, +cold-blooded inhumanity extended to the members of his own family, it +would be impossible to charge Jefferson with indifference to his only +child, or Roden with want of affection towards his only daughter. I +know of no girl who exacted as much admiring devotion from the members +of her own family as Sylvia: or one who repaid the exaction so +generously. + +Their wives were even more uncompromising than the Ministers. I have +no doubt the New Militants thought to strike at the fathers through +the mothers, and the reasoning seemed tolerably sound. I admit I +expected at first to find Mrs. Rawnsley and Mrs. Jefferson calling for +quarter before their husbands, and if the New Militants miscalculated, +I miscalculated with them. I had not expected their policy of +abduction to arouse much active sympathy, but the bitter, +uncompromising resentment it evoked far surpassed my anticipations. +Had the perpetrators been discovered, I believe they would have been +lynched in the street; and without going to such lengths, I feel +confident that the mothers themselves would have sacrificed their own +children rather than yield a single inch to women who had so outraged +every maternal instinct. Had their own feelings inclined to surrender, +Rawnsley, Jefferson, and Roden would have surrendered only over their +wives' bodies. + +"We shall go on exactly as before," Arthur told me when I asked his +plans. "The enemy has varied its usual form of communication; this is +what I have received." + +He threw me a typed sheet of paper. + +"We shall be glad to know _within the next ten days_ (expiring +Saturday) when the Government will guarantee the introduction of a +bill to give women the parliamentary vote on the same terms as it is +enjoyed by men." + +"How are you answering this?" I asked. + +"My campaign in the Midlands is all arranged," was the reply, "and +will go forward in due course." + +"And Sylvia?" + +"Anything that can be done will be done. I am offering two thousand +pounds reward...." + +"Are you making the whole thing public?" + +"It's more than half public already. We tried to keep it secret, as +you know. To avoid giving them a free advertisement. However, they've +advertised themselves by broad hints in the _New Militant_; the +gutter-press has taken it up until half England knows and the other +half suspects. Rawnsley's seeing the _Times_, and you'll have the +whole story in to-morrow's papers. I shall confirm it at Birmingham +next week." He paused, and drummed with his fingers on the library +table. "I can't answer for the men, but there's not a mother in the +length and breadth of the land who won't be on our side when the story +comes out." + +The ultimate collapse of the whole New Militant campaign has proved +his sagacity as a prophet. + +"You've got no traces yet of Mavis Rawnsley and the Jefferson boy?" I +asked. + +"So far the police are completely baffled. They're clever, these +women, very clever." + +"No clue?" + +"Nothing you could take into court. We're not even sure where to look +for the perpetrators." + +"You've no suspicions?" I ventured to ask. + +"Oh, suspicions, certainly." He looked at me shrewdly and with a spice +of disfavour. "Candidly, I suspect your friend Miss Davenant." + +"Why her in particular?" I asked carelessly. + +"By a process of exclusion. The old constitutional agitators, the +Blacks and the Campions and that lot, are out of the question; they've +publicly denounced the slightest breach of the law. I acquit the Old +Militants, too--the Gregorys and Haseldines and Ganons. They're too +stupid, for one thing; they go on burning houses and breaking windows +in their old fatuous way. And for another thing they haven't the +nerve...." + +"There are a good many Hunger-Strikers among them," I interposed, +probably with the dishonest intention of spreading his suspicions over +the widest possible area. + +"Less than before," he answered. "And their arch-Hunger-Striker, the +Haseldine woman, carried meat lozenges with her the last time she +visited Holloway. No, they're cowards. If you want brain and courage +you must look to a little group of women who detached themselves from +the Old Militant party. Mrs. Millington was one and Miss Davenant was +another." + +"The eminently moderate staff of the ultra-constitutional _New +Militant_," I said as I prepared to leave. + +"If you've any influence with either of those women and want to save +them a long stretch of penal servitude, now's your time to warn them." + +"Good Heavens! you don't suppose I'm admitted to their counsels!" + +"You could advise them as a friend." + +"When you tell me there's not enough suspicion to carry into court? I +fear they wouldn't listen." + +"They might prefer to stop play before their luck turns," he answered +as he accompanied me to the door. "Their quiescent state is the most +significant, most suspicious, most damning thing about them. If a +house-breaker opened a religious bookshop, you might think he had +reformed. Or you might think he was preparing an extra large coup. Or +you might think he sold sermons by day and cracked cribs by night." + +"What cynics you public men are!" I exclaimed as I ran down the steps +and turned in the direction of Chester Square. + +I have said that "Providence" is not one of my star _rôles_, and I had +every reason to know that my eloquence was unavailing when set to the +task of converting Joyce from her militant campaign. However, I have +seen stones worn away by constant dripping.... And in any case I had +not been near the house for nearly two days. + +"I'm afraid you can't see Joyce," Elsie told me as we shook hands. +"She wouldn't go to bed when the doctor told her, and now she's really +rather bad." + +I was more upset by the news than I care to say, but Elsie hastened to +assure me. + +"It's nothing much so far," she said. "But she's got a temperature and +can't sleep, and worries a good deal." + +"Can't we get her away?" I exclaimed impatiently. + +Elsie shook her head. + +"I've tried, but she simply won't leave town." + +"But what's to keep her?" + +"There's the paper every week." + +It always annoys me to find any one thinking the world will come to an +end unless run on his or her own favourite lines. + +"If she died, some one else would have to edit it," I pointed out. +"Who's doing it now?" + +"Mrs. Millington. I'm afraid it's no use telling people that till they +_are_ dead." + +"And then it's a little late in the day," I answered irritably. + +Elsie proceeded to give me the real reason for Joyce's obstinacy. + +"When you're dead you don't have to take responsibility for your +deputy's mistakes." + +"That's it, is it? Mrs. Millington setting the Thames on fire?" + +"Her zeal sometimes outruns her discretion," said Elsie with a smile. +"That's what's chiefly worrying Joyce." + +I picked up my hat and stick and moved towards the door. + +"And Joyce is losing her nerve?" I hazarded. + +"She's not up to her usual form," was all Elsie would answer. + +"Give her my love," I said at the door, "and best wishes for a quick +recovery. If she isn't well in two days' time, I shall carry her off +by main force and put her into a nursing home." + +Then I went off to lunch at the Club, and found fault with the food, +the wine, the cigars and all creation. Paddy Culling opened a +subscription list to buy me a box of liver pills. The Seraph--after I +had been two minutes at Adelphi Terrace--said he was sorry Joyce was +no better.... I thanked him for his sympathy, and sat down to read the +current copy of the _New Militant_. + +In my careless, hot-blooded youth I made a collection of inanimate +journalistic curiosities. It was my sole offence against the wise rule +that to collect anything--from wives up to postage stamps--is a mark +of incipient mental decay. There was the _Punch_, with the cartoon +showing the relief of Khartoum; and I remember I had a copy of the +suppressed issue of the _Times_, when the compositors usurped control +of Empire and edited one of Harcourt's Budget speeches on lines of +their own. There was also a pink _Pall Mall Gazette_, bought wet from +the machine at a shilling the copy, when paper ran out and they +borrowed the pink reserve rolls of the _Globe_. I had a copy of +another journal that described in moving language the massacre of the +Peking Legations. The Legations were, in fact, never massacred, but +they should have been on any theory of probability, and, for aught I +know, the enterprising journalist may have believed with Wilde that +Nature tends to copy Art. + +I also had several illustrated weeklies depicting--by the pen of Our +Special Artist--that first Coronation Ceremony of Edward the Seventh, +and the verbal account of it given by "A Peeress" who had been +present. More lately I acquired the original American paper which sent +the _Titanic_ to her grave with the band playing "Nearer, my God, to +Thee."... + +I am half sorry the collection is dispersed. I should have liked to +add the one historic number of the _New Militant_ that appeared under +Mrs. Millington's fire-and-brimstone editorship. To the collector it +is curious, as being the last issue of the paper; by the mental +pathologist it is regarded as an interesting example of what is by +common consent called "Militant Hysteria." The general public will +remember it as the documentary evidence which at last enabled the +police to secure a warrant of arrest against the "proprietors, +printers and publishers of the newspaper called and known as the _New +Militant_," to raid the printing office in Clerkenwell, and lay bare +the private memoranda of the New Militant organisation. + +My own copy did not survive my departure from England, and I could not +do Mrs. Millington the injustice of trying to reproduce her deathless +periods. I remember there was a great deal of "Where is Miss Rawnsley? +Where is Master Jefferson? Where is Miss Roden?" Such questions +implicated no one, and only annoyed inconsequential persons like +myself, who detest being set conundrums of which I do not know the +answer by some one who obviously does. The practice is futile and +vexatious. + +The incriminating words came heavy-typed in the last paragraph of the +leading article, and contained an unmistakable threat that the policy +of abduction would continue until female suffrage had been secured. + +After dinner that night I strolled round to the Club to hear what +people were saying. + +"They've done for themselves this time," Gartside told me with much +assurance when I ran across him in the hall. "Don't ask me where I got +it from, and don't let it go any further, but there's a warrant out +against some one." + +I was conscious of a very uncomfortable sensation of hollowness. + +"Is it indiscreet to ask who?" + +"I can't tell you, because I don't know. I fancy you proceed against +the whole lot, printers included." + +"They've not wasted much time," I said. + +It was Tuesday night. The _New Militant_ went to press at midday and +was on sale next morning throughout the country. In London, of course, +it could be obtained overnight, and I had secured an early copy by +calling at the office itself. + +I stood in the middle of the hall wondering exactly what I could do to +prevent the arm of the law stretching out and folding Chester Square +in its embrace. I was still wondering when Paddy Culling bounded up +the steps and seized Gartside and myself by either hand. + +"It's yourself should have been there," he panted, momentarily +releasing my arm in order to mop a red, dripping forehead. His broken +collar and caved-in hat suggested a fight: his brogue reminded me that +the offer of a golden throne in heaven will not avail to keep an +Irishman out of a brawl. "Down Clerkenwell way ut was, the War of the +Woild Women. The polis...." + +He was settling down to a narrative of epic proportions. The Irish are +this world's finest raconteurs as they are its finest fighters, riders +and gentlemen. It was an insult, but I could not wait. + +"Have they raided the place, Paddy?" I asked. + +"They have." His eyes reproached me for my interruption. "The +polis...." + +"Did they get any one?" + +"Am I telling ye or am I not? Answer me that." + +"I know, Paddy," I said with all the contrition at my command. "But +I've got to go, and I just wanted the main outline...." + +"They got Mrs. Millington," he began again, "and she fighting the way +ye'd say she'd passed her born days being evicted. There was one had +the finger bitten off him and another scratched in the face till the +gutters ran blood. Five strong men held her down and stamped out the +life of her, and five more dragged her down the road by the hair of +her head and droppit her like a swung cat over the railings of the +common mortuary. The vultures...." + +"Did they get any one else?" I interrupted. + +"It's the fine tale ye're spoiling," he complained. + +"But just tell me that," I pleaded. + +"They did not," he answered with ill-concealed disgust. "Unless ye'd +be calling a printer's devil one of God's fine men and women. But the +polis...." + +I hurried down the steps and jumped into a taxi. I thought first of +calling to warn them at Chester Square. Then I decided to communicate +by telephone. If Joyce had not already been arrested, and if I was to +be of any assistance later on, I could not afford to be discovered in +the incriminating neighbourhood of her house. + +I gave the Seraph the heads of my story as I looked up the number and +waited for my call. + +"You're through," the Exchange told me after an interminable delay. + +"Hallo, hallo!" I kept calling, for what seemed like half an hour. +"Will you give another ring, please, Exchange?" + +A further age dragged its course, and I was told that there did not +seem to be any one at the other end. + +"Now will you tell me what we're to do, Seraph?" I exclaimed. + +We sat and stared at each other for the best part of five minutes. +Then the decision was taken out of our hands. I saw him prick up his +ears to catch a sound too faint for my grosser senses. + +"Some one coming upstairs," he whispered. "It's a woman, and she's +coming slowly. Now she's stopped. Now she's coming on again." + +I rose from my chair and tiptoed across the room. + +"Can it be Joyce?" I asked, sinking my own voice to a whisper. + +"She's going on to the next floor," he answered with a shake of the +head; and then with sudden excitement, "Now she's coming back." + +"She mustn't ring the bell," I cried, running out into the hall. + +"It's all right, there's nobody here but ourselves," he called out as +I opened the door and ran out onto the landing. + +Ten feet in front of me, leaning back against the banisters, stood +Joyce Davenant. One hand covered her eyes and the other was pressed to +her heart. She was trembling with fever and panting with the exertion +of climbing four flights of stairs. A long fur coat stretched down to +bare feet thrust into slippers, her head was covered by a shawl, +though the hair fell loosely inside her coat. At the neck I could see +the frilled collar of a nightdress. + +"Joyce!" I exclaimed. + +She uncovered her face and showed eyes preternaturally bright, and +white cheeks lit by a single spot of brilliant colour. + +"I said I'd come when there was a warrant out," she panted with game, +gallant attempt at a smile. Then I caught her in my arms as she fell +forward, and carried her as gently as I could inside the flat. + +I left it to the Seraph to take off her coat and lay her in his own +bed. He did it as tenderly as any woman. Then we went to the far side +of the room and held a whispered consultation. I am afraid I could +suggest nothing of value, and the credit of our arrangement lies +wholly at his door. + +"We must get a nurse," he began. "Elsie mustn't be seen coming near +the place or the game's up. What about that woman who helped you bring +Connie Matheson home from Malta this spring? Can you trust her? Have +you got her address? Well, you must see if you can get her to-night. +No, not yet. We want a doctor. Her own man? No! It would give us away +at once. Look out Maybury-Reynardson's address in the telephone book, +somewhere in Cavendish Square. He's a sportsman; he'll do it if you +say it's for me. You must go and see him in person; we don't want the +Exchange-girls listening. Anything more? I'll square my man and his +wife when they come in. Oh, tell your nurse the condition this poor +child's come in; say it's a bachelor establishment and we haven't got +a stitch of anything, and can't send to Chester Square for it. Tell +her to bring...." + +He paused to listen as heavy feet ascended the stairs. The noise was +loud enough even for me this time. There was a ring at the door. + +"Wine cellar. Locked. Haven't got key," he whispered turning out the +light and locking himself inside the room with Joyce. + +I opened the front door and found myself faced with the two Roden +detectives I had corrupted with bottled beer at Henley. + +"Why, this is like old times!" I said. "Have you been able to find any +trace of Miss Roden?" + +They had not, and I see now that my question was singularly tactless. +They bore no resentment, however, and told me they had called on other +business. There was a warrant out against Miss Davenant. She was not +to be found at the Clerkenwell printing office, and while Chester +Square was being searched, a woman had slipped out of the house by a +side door, entered a car and driven away. + +"Could you follow her?" I asked, with all the Englishman's love of the +chase. + +That, it appeared, had been difficult, as the number of the car seemed +to have been wilfully obscured. + +"That's an offence, isn't it?" I asked. + +It was, and the driver--if traced--would find himself in trouble. They +had followed a likely-looking car and seen it turn southward out of +the Strand. When they reached Adelphi Terrace, however, there was only +one car in sight, drawn up outside our door and presenting a +creditably clear number-plate. Its driver had vaguely seen another +car, but had not particularly noticed it. They called on chance, as +this was the only suite with lights in it. Had I seen or heard +anything of the car or a woman getting out of it? + +"I've only just come in myself," I told them. "Half an hour, to be +exact. That was possibly my taxi you saw outside. I didn't notice the +number. How long ago did you see your suspected car turn into Adelphi +Terrace? Ten minutes? Oh, then I should have seen any one who came up +here, shouldn't I? Would you like to look round to make sure?" + +The senior man stepped back and glanced up at the name painted over +the door. + +"It's Mr. Aintree's flat," I explained. "I'm staying with him." + +The man hesitated uncertainly. + +"I haven't any authority," he began. + +"Oh, hang the authority!" I said. "Mr. Aintree wouldn't mind. +Dining-room, wine-cellar, library.... Won't you come in? Not even for +a drink? Sure? Well, good-night. Oh, it's no trouble." + +Detectives--or such few of them as I have met--remind me of +Customs-house officials: if you offer your keys and go out of your way +to lay bare your secrets before their eyes, they will in all +probability let you through without opening a single trunk. They are +perverse as women--and simple as children. + +I tapped at the Seraph's door and told him I had disposed of the +police without uttering a single falsehood. It was almost the last +time I was able to make that boast. We gave our friends ten minutes' +start, and I then set out in search of nurse and doctor. Joyce looked +shockingly ill when I left, but her breathing was peaceful. +Occasionally she moved or moaned in her sleep; as I turned at the door +for a last look, the Seraph was rearranging her pillow and smoothing +the hair back from her face. + +I had to walk into the Strand to find a taxi. Outside the Vaudeville I +met my brother and his wife, and was bidden to sup with them at the +Savoy. I refused for many reasons, the first being that a man who +starts a career of crime at the age of forty-two must not for very +decency be seen eating in company with a judge of the High Court. My +meeting did good in giving me the idea of establishing a succession of +_alibis_. When I had made the necessary arrangements with +Maybury-Reynardson and the nurse, I looked in once more at the Club. + +Culling, Gartside and Nigel Rawnsley had the north smoking-room to +themselves. They seemed to be discussing some plan of campaign, and +the rescue of Sylvia was its object. Perhaps I should not say +"discussing": Nigel was holding forth in a way that made me think he +must have been a Grand Inquisitor in some previous incarnation. The +ruthlessness of a Torquemada was directed by Napoleonic statecraft and +brought down to date by the terrorism of a brow-beating counsel. The +combination was highly impressive; his own contribution consisted in +an exquisite choice of epithets. + +"Talk to the Chief," I heard him say in summary of his plan of +campaign. "Get him to arrange for Merivale, J., to try the case, and +you'll find the woman Millington will exhibit surprising celerity in +imparting whatever information she may have gathered in respect of the +whereabouts of Mavis and Sylvia and the Jefferson boy." + +"King's Evidence, d'you mean?" asked Gartside. "Not she!" + +"Inconceivably less ornate than that. I agree with you that she might +withhold her consent. It is therefore more expedient to coax her into +the confessional without implicating her fellow conspirators. If you +were being tried by Merivale and saw seven years' penal servitude +stretching in pleasing prospect before you, you'd want to start the +day on terms of reasonable amity with your judge. If you knew +Merivale's daughter was engaged to marry a man whose sister had been +spirited away, would you not strive to acquire merit in the eyes of +your judge's family by saying where the sister could be found? It is +approximately equivalent to a year's reduction of sentence." + +Paddy Culling scratched his head thoughtfully with a paper knife. + +"If Miss Davenant's afther hiding herself in one of the coops where +the other little chicken's stored away...." he began. + +"She's not," Nigel interrupted decisively. "The risk's too +considerable; she wouldn't want to betray herself and her hostages at +the same moment. She's in London...." + +"Is she?" asked Gartside. + +"She was to-day at lunch-time, because her doctor called at the house. +Of course, the police in their infinite sagacity must needs start +searching at the wrong end and afford her opportunities of escape." + +"Out of London if she wanted to," persisted Gartside. + +"Not by train," said Nigel. "Every station's watched...." + +"By car." + +"By airship, equally. The woman's seriously ill; you'd kill her." + +Paddy Culling looked at his friend a little enviously. + +"You know a lot about the inside of that house," he said. + +"By the simple expedient of the sovereign in season to the +kitchen-maid, who, like the rest of her class, was unquestionably +loyal, but more unquestionably impecunious. The woman Davenant's in +London, and they'll find her in three days. Where she is, I can't tell +you. I may know more when I've seen the officers' reports to-morrow +morning. Sylvia I'll undertake to find within a week. The woman +Millington will give her away, and if she doesn't, the woman Davenant +will have to." + +"When you've caught her," said Culling quietly. + +"Not even when you've caught her," said Gartside with greater +knowledge. "I know the breed. It's pedigree stock." + +Nigel lit a cigarette with ostentatious elaboration. + +"Even pedigree stock has its less spirited moments," he said. "For +example, when it's seriously ill. I fancy I could make the woman +Davenant tell me all I wanted in three minutes." + +The tone was extraordinarily sinister. I seemed to realise in a flash +why Sylvia, with a woman's quicker, deeper insight, kept the speaker +at a distance.... However, I had come to the Club to establish an +_alibi_, not to reflect on the character of Sylvia's admirers. And I +wanted to get back to Adelphi Terrace as soon as my purpose was +effected. + +"I was sorry to run away in the middle of your story, Paddy," I said. +"I'd promised to meet a man, and I was rather late as it was. You'd +got as far as the disposal of Mrs. Millington's body in the common +mortuary and the arrest of a poor, mean printer's devil. What happened +then? Was any one else caught?" + +Paddy looked at me almost with affection, his eyes alight with +oratorical fire. + +"It's yourself should have been there to see it," he began, grasping +my arm with one hand and making his points with the other. "The polis +and red coats was there, and the newspaper men in their thousands, and +the gravediggers in their tens of thousands...." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE AMATEUR DETECTIVE + + "My mind ... rebels at stagnation. Give me problems, give + me work, give me the most abstruse cryptogram, or the + most intricate analysis, and I am in my own proper + atmosphere.... I crave for mental exaltation. That is why + I have chosen my own particular profession, or rather + created it, for I am the only one in the world ... the + only unofficial consulting detective.... I am the last + and highest court of appeal in detection.... I examine + the data, as an expert, and pronounce a specialist's + opinion. I claim no credit in such cases. My name figures + in no newspaper. The work itself, the pleasure of finding + a field for my peculiar powers, is my highest + reward."--SIR A. CONAN DOYLE: "The Sign of Four." + + +Premonitions--so far as my gross person is concerned--are a matter of +digestion, nerves and liver. If I woke up on the morning after Joyce's +flight to Adelphi Terrace with a dull sense of impending disaster, I +ascribe it to the fact that I had passed a more than ordinarily +hideous night. Unlike the Seraph, who never went to bed, I had +sufficient philosophy to turn in when the doctor had left and the +nurse was comfortably established. It had been made clear to me that I +could do no manner of good by staying up and getting in people's +way.... + +I started in my own room, but quickly took refuge in the library. If +there are two sounds I cannot endure, one is that of a crying child, +and the other of a woman--or man for that matter--moaning in pain. +Even in the library I could hear Joyce suffering. Maybury-Reynardson +had told us she was all right, and there is no point in calling in +experts if you are going to disbelieve them. But I do not want to +experience another night of the same kind. + +And in the morning the papers were calculated to heighten the horror +of the worst premonitions I could experience. I opened the _Times_, +noted in passing that Gartside had fulfilled popular expectation by +being appointed to the Governorship of Bombay, and turned to the +account of the Clerkenwell raid. Culling was right in saying Mrs. +Millington's had been the only arrest of importance; but he had left +the battlefield at the end of the fighting, and had not waited to see +the conquerors march into the citadel. + +I felt myself growing chilled and old as I read of the discoveries in +the printing office. Mrs. Millington would stand charged with +incitement to crime and public threat of abduction; serious enough, if +you will, but her debt was discharged as soon as she had paid the +penalty for a single article in a single paper. Her threats were +embryonic, not yet materialised. Joyce stood to bear the burden of the +three abductions carried out to date.... + +I am no criminologist, and can offer neither explanation nor theory of +the mental amblyopia that leads criminals to leave one weak link, one +soft brick, one bent girder, to ruin a triumph of design and +construction. They always do--men and women, veterans and tiros--and +Joyce was no exception. When the police broke open the safe in her +editorial office, the first document they found was the half sheet of +Chester Square notepaper that the journalists agreed to christen "The +Time Table." + +It was written in Joyce's hand, and her writing could be identified +by a short-sighted illiterate at ten yards' distance. I have forgotten +the dates by this time, and can only guess at them approximately; +words and names have been added in full where Joyce put only initials. +This was the famous Time Table:-- + + + 500, Chester Square, S.W. + + May 8. Rejection of W. (women's) S. (suffrage) Amendment. + + May 9. M.R. (Mavis Rawnsley) letter R. (Rawnsley). + + June 17. P.--(private) M. (members') Day. [This was ruled + through.] + + June 16. R.'s (Rawnsley's) Time Table. + + June 17. P. (Paul) J. (Jefferson) Letters R. and J. (Rawnsley + and Jefferson). + + June 30. R. (Rawnsley) to decide re A.S. (Autumn Session). + + July 2. R. (Rawnsley) in H. (House). No A.S. (Autumn Session). + + July 9. S. (Sylvia) R. (Roden). Letters R. (Rawnsley) & R. + (Roden). + + July 19. R. (Rawnsley) to reply re facilities. + + July 20. W.G. [I am not sure whether this refers to Walter + Greatorex, the ten-year-old son of the President of the Board + of Agriculture and Fisheries, or Lady Winifred Gaythorne, + daughter of the Marquis of Berwick--of the India Office. Both + Greatorex and Berwick were opposed to the franchise, but in a + mild, unoffending fashion. The invariable typed challenge does + not help me to decide, as only one letter was to be sent, the + usual Letter R. (Rawnsley)]. + +"So far the police have been unable to discover the whereabouts of +Miss Davenant," the article concluded. That was the sole, poor +consolation I could offer to a white, tired Seraph as I threw him the +paper and went back to my gloomy premonitions. + +As he read, I thought over my last _alibi_ in the north smoking-room +at the Club. I wondered what story my friends, the Henley detectives, +were concocting in their report, and what action Nigel Rawnsley would +take when he had digested it. + +It is not entirely my "wisdom after the event" that made me select +Nigel as our most formidable opponent, nor altogether my memory of the +lead he had taken in the discussion overnight; I was beginning to +appreciate his character. When he is Prime Minister of England, like +his father before him, it will be in virtue of the same qualities. A +brain of steel and a ruthless, iron resolution will force the οἱ +φύσει ἀρχόμενοι to follow and obey him. He will be feared, possibly +even hated, but the hatred will leave him indifferent so long as power +is conceded him. I have met no young man so resolute or successful in +getting his own way; few who give me the impression of being so +ruthless and, perhaps, unscrupulous in their methods. He is still +preserved from active mischief by his astonishing self-consciousness +and lack of humour; when he has outgrown these juvenilities, he will +be really formidable. His wife--when she comes--will have my sympathy, +for what that is worth; but there will be many women less discerning +than Sylvia to strive for the privilege. + +It was noon before the Amateur Detective invaded us. The Seraph's +man--who had already been admitted to our secret, and would at any +time have been crucified head-downwards for his master--flung open the +library door with the words-- + +"Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, Lord Gartside, Mr. Culling, Mr. Philip Roden." + +The Seraph rose and offered chairs. You could to some extent weigh +and discriminate characters by the various modes of entry. Nigel +refused to be seated, placed his hat on the table and produced a +typewritten transcript of the two detectives' reports in the +traditional manner of a stage American policeman--which in passing, I +may say, is nothing like any American policeman I have ever met +anywhere in America or the civilised world. Philip and Gartside were +self-conscious and uncomfortable; Culling strove to hide his +embarrassment by more than usual affability. + +"It's ill ye're looking, Seraph," he remarked, as he accepted a +cigarette. "And has this great ugly brute Toby been slashing the face +off you?" + +Then the inquiry began, with Philip as first spokesman. + +"Sorry to invade you like this, Seraph," he began, "but it's about my +sister. You know she's disappeared? Well, we were wondering if you +could help us to find her." + +"I'll do anything I can...." the Seraph started. + +"Do you know where she is?" Nigel cut in. + +"I'm afraid I don't." + +"Do you know any one who does?" Philip asked. + +"I don't know that I do." + +Philip hesitated, started a sentence, and closed his lips again +without completing it. Nigel took up the examination. + +"You know Miss Davenant, I believe?" + +"Yes." + +"Does she know where Sylvia and Mavis are?" + +"I have no idea. You must ask her." + +"I propose to." + +The Seraph turned to Philip, glancing at the clock as he did so. + +"I'm afraid the limits of my utility are soon reached. If there's +anything I can do...." + +"You can tell us where Miss Davenant is hiding," said Nigel. + +"Can I?" + +"You can and will." + +The Seraph treated him to a long, unhurried scrutiny, starting from +the boots and working up to the freckled face and sandy hair. Then he +turned away, as though the subject had no further interest for him. + +Nigel tried to return the stare, but broke into a blush and took +refuge in his typewritten transcripts. + +"I have here," he said, "a copy of the reports of the two detectives +who watched Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square last night. They +saw a woman, with her hair loose, and a long coat over whatever +clothes she was wearing, jump into a car and drive to Adelphi +Terrace." + +"They were certain of the identity of the car?" I asked. + +"Perfectly." + +"They weren't when I talked to them last night," I said. "No +number--no nothing. They thought it was the same car and called in on +chance, as there was a light here, to see if we knew anything. I +offered to show them round, but they wouldn't come in, so we prayed +for mutually sweet dreams and parted." + +Nigel tapped his papers. + +"I have here their sworn statement that the car which left Chester +Square was the car that turned into Adelphi Terrace." + +"Perjury--like joy--cometh in the morning," I observed. + +"That is as may be. I happen to know that Miss Davenant is seriously +ill; I imagine, wherever she has gone, she has not gone far. The +number of houses within easy reach of Chester Square--houses that +would take her in when there's a warrant out for her arrest--is +limited. These considerations lead me to believe that the statement of +these men is not perjured." + +"I will apologise when next we meet," I said. When a young man like +Nigel becomes stilted and dignified, I cannot repress a natural +inclination to flippancy. + +Philip intervened before Nigel could mature a crushing repartee. + +"Look here, Seraph," he began. "Just as a favour, and not because we +have any right to ask, will you say whether Miss Davenant's anywhere +in this flat? If you say she is, I'm afraid we shall have to tell the +police; if you say she isn't, we'll go away and not bother you any +more." + +"You must speak for yourself," Nigel interposed, before the Seraph +could answer. + +We sat for a moment in silence. Then Nigel continued his statement +with unmistakable menace in his tone. + +"If once the police intervene, the question becomes more serious and +involves any one found harbouring a person for whom a warrant of +arrest has been issued. I naturally do not wish to go to extremes." He +turned to me: "You offered to show the detectives round these rooms +last night; will you make me the same offer?" + +I pointed to the Seraph. + +"They aren't my rooms. I'm only a guest. I took it upon myself to make +the offer in the Seraph's absence." + +He repeated his request in the proper quarter, but was met with an +uncompromising refusal. + +"May I ask your reason?" he said. + +"It is a question of manners," answered the Seraph. + +"Then you wish me to apply for a search-warrant?" + +"I am entirely indifferent. If you think it worth while, apply for one. +As soon as it is presented, the police--are--welcome--to--any-- +discoveries--they--may--make." + +The Seraph spoke with the quiet scorn of injured innocence. I saw a +shadow of uncertainty settle on Nigel's face. The Seraph must have +seen it, too; we preserved a strategic silence until uncertainty had +matured into horrid doubt. I felt sorry for Nigel, as I feel sorry for +any successful egoist in the toils of anticipated ridicule. + +"It would be quicker to clear the matter up now," he said. + +"My whole day is at your disposal." + +"But mine is not. What is that room?" + +"A spare bedroom, now occupied by Toby, if you ask for information." + +Nigel started to cross the room. + +"I like to check all verbal information," he remarked. + +The Seraph had shorter distance to cover, and was standing with his +back to the door when Nigel got there. + +"I allow no unauthorised person to search my rooms without my leave," +he said. + +"You cannot always prevent it." + +"I can in this case." + +"We are four to one." + +"You are one to two." + +"My mistake, no doubt." He waved a hand round the room to indicate his +allies. + +"Assuredly your mistake, if you think Toby will stand by and let you +search my rooms without my leave, or that any one of the others would +raise a finger to help you." + +Not one of his three allies had moved a step to support him. Nigel was +impressed. Without retreating from his position he tried the effect of +bluff. + +"You forget the circumstances are exceptional. My sister has been +spirited away, and so has Phil's. If we think you know the whereabouts +of the woman who kidnapped them, we shall neither of us hesitate to +employ timely physical force on you, perhaps inflict salutary physical +pain." + +"You may try, if you like." + +"If I try, I shall succeed." + +"You don't really think that, you know." + +Gartside felt it was time to restore the peace. Walking up to Nigel, +he led him firmly back to his place at the table and motioned the +Seraph to his old position in the armchair by the fireplace. There was +a long, awkward silence. Then Culling crossed the room, and sat on the +arm of the Seraph's chair. + +"Ye're white and ill, Seraph," he said, "and ye know I'm not the man +would badger you. We're in a hole, and maybe ye can give us a hoist +out of it. Do ye, or do ye not, know where Miss Davenant's hiding +herself?" + +The Seraph looked him steadily in his eyes. + +"Yes." + +"Well, is she, or is she not, in these rooms?" + +"Would _you_ like to search them?" + +"Damn it, no, man! Give us yer word, and that's enough." + +For a fraction of time the Seraph gazed at the faces of Culling, +Philip and Gartside, weighing the characters and measuring the men. + +"It's not enough for Rawnsley," he said. + +"It'ull have to be." + +"He likes to check all verbal information." + +Culling shook his clenched fists in the air and involved us all in a +comprehensive curse. The Seraph lit himself a cigarette, blew out the +match with a deliberation Nigel could not have surpassed, and +addressed the company. + +"We seem to have reached a deadlock," he began. "Shall I offer a +solution? The four of you come here and charge me with harbouring the +woman who is supposed to have made away with Miss Rawnsley and Miss +Roden. Very good. Every man is free to entertain any suspicions he +likes, and to ventilate them--provided he doesn't forget his manners. +Three of you behaved like gentlemen, the fourth followed his own +methods. I should like to oblige those three. Rawnsley, you have +menaced me with personal violence, and threatened me with a search +warrant. You have done this in my own library. If you will apologise, +and undertake not to enter these rooms again or to molest me here or +anywhere else, and if you will further undertake not yourself to +apply--or incite any one else to apply--for a warrant to search the +flat, I shall have pleasure in accompanying Gartside wherever he +chooses to go, unlocking any doors that may be locked, and offering +him every facility in inspecting every nook and cranny in these rooms. +As you may not accept verbal information even from him, I shall have +pleasure in extending my offer to Culling. The one will be able to +check the other." + +He blew three smoke-rings and waited for an answer. + +There was another moment of general discomfort. Nigel jibbed at the +idea of apologising, Gartside and Culling would have done anything to +avoid accepting the offer; from Philip's miserable fidgeting I could +see that he had been persuaded into coming against his better +judgment. For myself, I waited as a condemned man waits for the drop +to fall. It was bound to come in a few seconds' time, but--illogically +enough--I had ceased to dread it. My one fear was that Joyce should +betray herself by one of those pitiful moans that had mingled with my +dreams and vexed my sleep throughout the night. To this hour I can +remember thinking how horror-stricken I should be if that sound broke +out again. It had begun to get on my nerves.... The discovery itself +was inevitable; I could imagine no trick or illusion that would enable +the Seraph to steer his inquisitors past one of the principal rooms in +the flat. + +"I apologise for any offence I may have given, and I undertake all +that you ask." + +It was not gracefully done, but the Seraph accepted the words for the +spirit. + +"Come on, and let's get it over!" Culling exclaimed, jumping up and +cramming his hat on the back of his head. With sinking heart I saw the +three of them framed in the doorway, Gartside's huge form towering +over the other two. + +"Devilish sorry about the whole business," I heard him begin as the +door closed. It was opened again for a moment as the Seraph reminded +me where the drinks were kept, and suggested I should compound a +cocktail. Then it closed finally. + +Outside in the hall Culling added his contribution to the general +apology. + +"Come quietly," was all the Seraph would answer. "I hope she's +sleeping." + +Both men paused abruptly and gazed first at the Seraph and then at +each other. He returned their gaze unwaveringly, surprised apparently +that they should be surprised. Then he led them wide-eyed with +expectation across the hall; wide-eyed they watched him bend and +listen, tap and gently open a bedroom door. The nurse rose from her +chair at the bedside and placed a finger on her lips-- + +"Praise God, she's sleeping!" murmured Paddy Culling, with instinctive +reverence removing his hat. Gartside looked for a moment at the +flushed cheeks and parched lips, then turned away as the Seraph closed +the door. + +"Mustn't go back yet," he said. "We'd better look at one or two more +rooms just to fill in time." + +One of the shortest recorded councils of war was held in the bathroom. +Culling, with his quick, superficial sympathy had already made up his +mind, but Gartside stood staring out of the window with head bent and +hands locked behind his back, struggling and torn between an +unwillingness to hurt Joyce and a deep hungry desire to bring Sylvia +safely out of her unknown hiding-place. + +"You'll kill her if you move her," the Seraph remarked, +dispassionately but with careful choice of time. Gartside's foot +tapped the floor irresolutely. "Toby's engaged to marry her," he added +softly. + +With a sigh and a shrug of the shoulders Gartside turned to Culling, +nodded without speaking, and linked arms with the Seraph. + +"You're a good little devil," he said with a forced smile. "When this +poor girl's better, get her to say where Sylvia is. She'll tell you. +And let me know when the whole damned thing's straightened out. I'm +off to Bombay in ten days' time. And it isn't very cheerful going off +without knowing where Sylvia is. Now we've been out long enough," he +added in firm, normal tones. + +All three of us looked up quickly as the door opened. Culling's hat +was once more on his head, and he was trying to pull on a pair of +gloves and light a cigarette at the same time. + +"All over but the cheering," he began abruptly. "High and low we've +searched, and not found enough of a woman would make a man leave Eden, +and she the only woman in the world." + +"You've searched every room?" asked Nigel with a suspicious glance at +the Seraph. + +"Cellar to garret," answered Culling serenely, "and no living creature +but a pair of goldfinches, and one of them dead; unless you'd be +counting the buxom matron that the Seraph dashes my hopes by sayin' +has a taste for drink like the many best of us, and she married +already, and the mother of fourteen brace of twins and a good plain +cook into the bargain." + +Nigel picked up his papers and turned to Gartside for corroboration. + +"We searched every room," he was told, "and Miss Davenant's not here. +Seraph, we owe you...." + +The apology was cut short, as speaker and listeners paused to catch a +sound that floated through the silent hall and in at the open library +door. A long, troubled moaning it was, the sound I had heard all night +and dreaded all the morning. + +"I shall have to check the verbal information after all," said Nigel +as he put back his hat and papers on the table. + +"Where are you off to?" asked Gartside as he approached the door. + +"It seems I must search the house myself." + +"You undertook to accept our finding." + +"I thought I could trust you." + +"I have said Miss Davenant is not in these rooms," said Gartside in a +warning voice. + +"If you said it a hundred times I should still disbelieve you. Let me +pass, please." + +He raised a hand to clear himself a passage, but in physical strength +he had met more than his match. Seizing both wrists in one hand and +both ankles in the other, Gartside carried him like a child's doll +across the room to the open library window, thrust him through it, and +held him for ninety seconds stretched at arm's length three storeys +above the level of the street. The veins stood out on his forehead, +and I heard his voice rumbling like the distant mutter of thunder. + +"When I say a thing, Nigel, you have to believe me. The moon's of +green cheese if I tell you to believe it, and when I say Miss +Davenant's not in this flat, she's not and never has been, and never +will be. You see?" + +Stepping back from the window, he dropped his burden on a neighbouring +sofa. Nigel straightened his tie, brushed his clothes, and once more +gathered up his hat, his papers, and the remains of his dignity. + +"Culling says there is no woman but a cook in the house," he began, +with the studied tranquillity of an angry man. "He clearly lies. +Gartside says Miss Davenant is not in the flat. He probably lies, but +it is always possible that the sound we heard may have come from some +woman Aintree thinks fit to keep in his rooms. In either event, I do +not feel bound by the undertaking I have given." He pulled out a +note-book and pretended to consult it. "To-day's Wednesday. If my +sister and Sylvia have not been restored to their families by midday +on Monday, I shall apply for a warrant to have these rooms searched. +They will, of course, be watched in the interval. If Lord Gartside or +any other person presumes to lay a finger on me, I shall summon him +for assault." + +Pocketing the note-book he passed out of the flat with the air I +suspect Rhadamanthus of assuming, when he is leaving the court for the +luncheon interval, and has had a disagreeable morning with the +prisoners. Culling accompanied him to prevent a sudden bolt at a +suspicious-looking door, Philip followed with the Seraph, I brought up +the rear with Gartside. All of us were smarting with the Englishman's +traditional dislike of a "scene." + +"I never congratulated you on the Bombay appointment," I said, with +praiseworthy design of scrambling onto neutral territory. "How soon +are you off?" + +"Friday week," he answered. + +"It's little enough time--nine days." + +"Oh, I've known for some little while beyond that. It was only made +public to-day." + +"It's a pleasant post," I said reflectively. "In a tolerably pleasant +country. I shall probably come to stay with you; I'm forgetting what +India's like." + +"I wish you would," he said warmly. + +"How are you going? P. and O. I suppose?" + +"No, I shall go in my own yacht." + +Culling turned round to reprove me for my forgetfulness. + +"We Gartsides always take our own yachts when we cross the ocean to +take up our new responsibilities of Empire," he explained. + +"Where do you sail from?" I ask. "Marseilles?" + +"Southampton. Are you coming to see me off?" + +"I might. It depends whether I can get away. Half London will be +there, I suppose?" + +Candidly I cannot say whether my questions were prompted by what the +Seraph would call a sub-conscious plan of campaign. Gartside +undeniably thought they were, and met me gallantly. + +"I'm eating a farewell dinner every night till I sail," he said. Then, +sinking his voice, he added, "You know the yacht--she's roomy, and +there will be only my two aide-de-camps and myself. No one will be +seeing me off, because I haven't told them when I'm sailing. It's the +usual route--anywhere in the Mediterranean. But I can't sail before +Friday week." + +"I see. Well," I held out my hand, "if I _don't_ see you again, I'll +say good-bye." + +"Good-bye. Best of luck!" he answered, and waved a hand as I walked +back and rejoined the Seraph in the hall. + +He was so white that I expected every moment to see him faint, and his +clothes were wet with perspiration. I, who am not so fine-drawn, had +found the last hour a little trying. + +"You're going to bed in decent time to-night," I told him. "I'm going +to see Nurse, and find out if she knows of any one she can trust to +come and help her. And I'm going to keep you out of the sick-room at +the point of a bayonet if you've got one." + +I had expected a protest, but none came. He sat with closed eyes, +resting his head on his hand. + +"I suppose that will be best," he assented at last. + +"And now you're coming to get something to eat," I said, leading him +into the dining-room. + +"I'm not hungry," he complained. + +"But you're going to eat a great deal," I said, pushing him into his +chair and selecting a serviceable, sharp-pronged pickle-fork. + +After luncheon I had my usual siesta, prolonged rather beyond my usual +hour. It was five o'clock when I awoke, and I found the Seraph playing +with a sheet of paper. He had written "Thursday, Friday, Saturday, +Sunday, Monday" on it, and after "Monday," "12.0 P.M." + +"What's all this?" I asked. + +"Our days of grace." + +I added "Friday week" to the calendar. + +"If we can get Joyce well enough to move away from Nigel's damned +cordon of police," I said, "and if we can hide her somewhere till +Friday week, friend Gartside's yacht is going to solve a good many +problems." + +"It's not going to find Sylvia," he answered. + +That was unquestionably true. + +"I don't know how that's going to be managed," I said. + +We sat without speaking until dinner-time, and ate a silent dinner. At +eleven o'clock he left the room, changed out of his dress clothes into +a tweed suit, and put on a hat and brown walking boots. + +"Where are you off to?" I asked when he came back. + +"I'm going to find Sylvia." + +The expression in his eyes convinced me--if I wanted any +convincing--that the strain of the last few days had proved too much +for him. + +"Leave it till the morning," I said in the tone one adopts in talking +to lunatics and drunken men. + +"She wants me now." + +"A few hours won't make any difference," I urged. "You'll start +fresher if you have a night's rest to the good." + +The Seraph held out his hand. + +"Good-bye. You think I'm mad. I'm not. No more than I ever am. But +Sylvia wants me, and I must go to her." + +"Where is she?" I asked. + +"I don't know." + +"Then how are you going to find her?" + +"I don't know." + +"Well, where will you start looking?" + +"I don't know." + +He was already halfway across the hall. I balanced the rival claims of +Joyce and himself. She at least had a doctor and nurse, and a second +nurse was coming in the morning. He had no one. + +"Damn you, Seraph!" I said under my breath, and then aloud: "Wait a +bit and I'll come too." + +"Hurry up then!" he answered chafing visibly at the delay. + +I spoke a hurried word to the nurse, took a last look at Joyce, +changed my clothes and joined him on the landing. + +"Which way first?" I asked, and received the answer I might have +expected. + +"I don't know." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE SIXTH SENSE + + "There was no sound at all within the room. But ... he + saw a woman's face. + + "He saw it quite clearly for perhaps five seconds, the + face rising white from the white column of the throat, the + dark and weighty coronal of the hair, the curved lips + which alone had any colour, the eyes, deep and troubled, + which seemed to hint a prayer for help which they + disdained to make--for five seconds, perhaps, the illusion + remained, for five seconds the face looked out at him ... + lit palely, as it seemed, by its own pallor, and so + vanished." + + A.E.W. MASON: "Miranda of the Balcony." + + +Neither by inclination nor habit am I more blasphemous or foul-mouthed +than my neighbour, but I should not relish being ordered a year in +Purgatory for every occasion on which I repeated "Damn you, Seraph!" +in the course of the following nineteen or twenty hours. + +It was nearly midnight when we left Adelphi Terrace, and I had in my +own mind fixed one hour as the maximum duration of my patience or +willingness to humour a demented neurotic. Thirty minutes out, thirty +minutes back, and then the Seraph would go to bed, if I had to keep +him covered with my revolver. _En parenthèse_, I wish I could break +myself of the habit of carrying loaded firearms by night. In the +settled, orderly Old Countries it is unnecessary; in the West it is +merely foolish. I should be the richer by the contents of six +chambers before I had time to draw on the quick, resourceful child of +a Western State.... Nevertheless, my revolver and I are inseparable. + +We started down the Strand, along the Mall, past Buckingham Palace, +and through Eaton Square to the Cadogan Estate. This was what I ought +to have expected, if I had had time to sort out my expectations. The +Seraph stood for a few minutes looking up at the Rodens' slumbering +house, and then walked slowly eastward into Sloane Street. + +"Shall we go back now?" I suggested, in the voice one uses to deceive +a child. + +"I'm not mad, Toby," he answered, like a boy repeating a lesson. "I +must find Sylvia." + +He wandered into Knightsbridge, hesitated, and then set out at an +uncertain three miles an hour along the border of the park towards +Kensington. I realized with a sinking heart that he was heading for +Chiswick. + +"Better leave it till the morning, Seraph," I urged, with a hand on +his shoulder. "She'll be in bed, and we mustn't disturb her." + +He shook me off, and wandered on--hands in pocket and eyes to the +ground. Twice I thought he would have blundered into an early +market-cart, but catastrophe was averted more by the drivers' resource +than any prudence on his own part. As we left Kensington and trudged +on through the hideous purlieus of Hammersmith, I began to visualize +our arrival at the Fräulein's house, and my stammering, incoherent +apologies for my companion's behaviour. + +The deferential speech was not required. On entering Chiswick High +Street we should have turned to the right up Goldhawk Road, and then +taken the second or third turning to the left into Teignmouth +Terrace. The Seraph plodded resolutely on, looking neither to the +right nor left, through Hounslow, past the walls of Sion Park and the +gas-works of Brentford, into Colnbrook and open country. There was no +reason why he should not follow the great road as far as the Romans +had built it--and beyond. Night was lifting, and the stars paled in +the blue uncertain light of early dawn. + +I gripped him by the shoulders and made him look me in the face. + +"We're going back now," I said. + +"_You_ can." + +"You're coming with me." + +"I must find Sylvia." + +"If you'll come back now, I'll take you to her in the morning." + +"I'm not a child, Toby, and I'm not mad." + +"You're behaving as if you were both." + +"I must find Sylvia," he repeated, as though that were an answer to +every conceivable question. + +"If you're sane," I said, "you can appreciate the insanity of walking +from London to Bath in search of a girl who may be in Scotland or on +the Gold Coast for all you know. She's as likely to be in the Mile End +Road as on the Bath Road. Why not look there? It's nearer Adelphi +Terrace, at all events." + +He looked at me for a moment reproachfully, as though his last friend +had failed him, then turned and plodded westward.... + +"God's truth!" I cried. "Where are you off to?" + +"I must find Sylvia," he answered. + +"But where? Where?" + +"I don't know." + +"Why this God-stricken road rather than another?" + +"She came along here." + +"How do you know?" + +He raised his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders. + +"She did," was all he would answer. + +It was near Langley that I threatened him with personal injury. He had +quickened his pace and shot slightly ahead of me. I have never been of +a fleshy build, and with the exception of excessive cigar-smoking, my +tastes are moderate. On the other hand, I never take exercise save +under compulsion, or walk a mile if I can possibly ride, drive, or +fly. We had covered some twenty miles since leaving home, my feet +seemed cased in divers' boots, my mouth was parched with thirst, and I +was ravenously hungry. + +"Are you sane?" I asked, as I caught him up. + +"As sane as I ever am." + +"Then you will understand my terms. We are going to leave the main +road and walk straight to Langley Station. We are going to take the +first train back to town, and we are...." + +"You can," he interrupted. + +"You will come with me. Don't tell me you have to find Sylvia, because +it will be waste of breath. I have here a six-chambered revolver, +loaded. Unless you come to the station with me, here and now, I shall +empty one chamber into each of your legs. And if any one thinks I'm +murdering you, I shall say I'm in pursuit of a dangerous lunatic. And +when they see you, they'll believe me." + +He looked at me for perhaps half a second, and then walked on. It was, +I suppose, the answer I deserved. + +It came as a surprise to me when he accepted my breakfast proposition +at Slough. I put his assent down to sheer perversity, for I should +have breakfasted in any case. My mind was made up. I would ask him for +the last time to accompany me back to London, and if he refused I +would return to Adelphi Terrace and bed, leaving him to follow the +sun's path till he pitched head-foremost into the Bristol Channel.... + +I breakfasted unwashed, unshaven, dusty, at full length on a sofa in a +private room, simmering with grievance and irritability. + +"_Now_ then," I said, as I lit a cigar, threw the Seraph another, and +turned to a Great Western time-table. + +"I must be getting on," he answered, giving me back my cigar. + +"Just a moment," I said. "Up-trains, Sundays. Up-trains, week-days. +Ten-fifteen. Horses and carriages only. Ten-thirty; that'ull do me. +I'll walk with you as far as the cross-roads." + +I was so angry with myself and him that we parted without a word or +shake of the hand. I watched him striding westward in the direction of +Salt Hill, and carried my temper with me towards the station. The +first twenty yards were covered at a swinging, resolute pace, the +second more slowly. I was still far from the station when an absurd, +irritating sensation of shame brought me to a standstill. Mad, +unreasonable as I knew him to be, the more I thought of the Seraph, +the less I liked the idea of leaving him in his present state. The +sight of a garage, with cars for hire, decided me. I ordered one for +the day, with the option of renewing on the same terms as long as I +wanted it. + +"Take the money while you can get it," I warned the proprietor, with +the petulance of a tired man. "With luck you'll next hear of me from +the inside of a padded cell. Now!" I said to the driver, "listen very +carefully. I'm about as angry as a man can be. Here are two sovereigns +for yourself; take them, and say nothing, whatever language you may +hear me use. I want you to drive along the Bath Road until you see a +young man in a grey tweed suit walking along with his eyes on the +ground. You're to keep him in sight wherever he goes. _He's_ mad, and +_I'm_ mad, and _everybody's_ mad. Follow him, and address a remark to +me at your peril. I've been up all night, I've walked from London to +Slough, and I'm now going to sleep." + +My orders called forth not so much as the lift of an eyebrow. The +difference between eccentricity and madness may be measured in pounds +sterling. A rich man is never mad in England, unless, of course, his +heirs-at-law cast wistful glances at the pounds sterling. In that case +there will be an Inquisition and a report to the Masters.... My driver +left me to slumber undisturbed. + +I slept only in snatches. The car would run a mile, pass the Seraph, +pull up, wait, start forward and stop again. Once I invited him to +come aboard, but he shook his head. I dozed, and dreamed, and woke, +asking the driver what had come of our quarry. + +"He's following, sir," he told me. + +I was struck with an ingenious idea. + +"At the next cross-roads," I said, "turn off to the right or left, +drive a hundred yards and pull up. If he follows, we'll lead him round +in a circle and draw him back to London." + +We shot ahead, turned and waited. In time a dusty figure came in sight +trudging wearily on. At the cross-roads he came for a moment into full +view, and then passed out of sight along the Bath Road without so +much as throwing a glance in the direction of the car. + +"Damn you, damn you, damn you, Seraph!" I said, as I ordered the +driver to start once more in pursuit. + +At Taplow the dragging feet tripped and brought him down. Through a +three-cornered tear in the leg of his trousers I could see blood +flowing freely; his hands were cut and his forehead bruised, but he +once more rejected my offer of a seat in the car. Opposite Skindles he +stumbled again, but recovered himself and tramped on over the bridge, +into Maidenhead, and through the crowded, narrow High Street. +Passers-by stared at the strange, dusty apparition; he was too +absorbed to notice, I too angry to be resentful. + +It was as we mounted Castle Hill and worked forward towards Maidenhead +Thicket that I noticed his pace increasing. A steady four miles an +hour gave way to intermittent spells of running. I heard him panting +as he came alongside the car, and the rays of a July afternoon sun +brought beads of sweat to glisten dustily on his lips and forehead. + +"Wait here," I said to the driver as we came to the fringe of the +Thicket. To our right stretched the straight, white Henley Road; ahead +of us lay Reading and Bath. + +The Seraph trotted up, passed us without a word or look, and stumbled +on towards Reading. + +"Forward!" I said to the driver, and then countermanded my order and +bade him wait. + +Twenty yards ahead of us the Seraph had come to a standstill, and was +casting about like a hound that has overshot the scent. I watched him +pause, and heard the very whimper of a hound at fault. Then he walked +back to the fork of the road, gazed north-west towards Henley, and +stood for a moment on tiptoe with closed eyes, head thrown back and +arms outstretched like a pirouetting dancer. + +I waited for him to fall. I say "waited" advisedly, for I could have +done nothing to save him. I ought to have jumped out, called the +driver to my aid, tied hands and feet, and borne my prisoner back to +London and a madhouse. Throughout the night and morning, well into the +afternoon, I had cursed him for one lunatic and myself for another. My +own madness lay in following him instead of shrugging my shoulders and +leaving him to his fate. His madness ... as I watched the strained +pose of nervous alertness, I wondered whether he was so mad after all. + +With startling suddenness the rigid form relaxed, eyes opened, head +fell forward, arms dropped to the body. He ran fifty yards along the +road, hesitated, plunged blindly through a clump of low gorse bushes, +and fell prone in the middle of a grass ride. + +"Stop where you are!" I called to the driver as I ran down the road +and turned into the bridle-path. + +The Seraph was lying with one foot caught in a tangle of bracken. He +was conscious, but breathed painfully. I helped him upright, supported +him with an arm round the body, and tried to lead him back to the car. + +"This way!" he gasped, pointing down the ride. Half a mile away I +caught sight of a creeper-covered bungalow--picturesque, peaceful, +inanimate, but with its eastern aspect ruined by the presence of a new +corrugated iron shed. I judged it to be a garage by the presence of +green tins of motor spirit. + +"She's there--Sylvia!" he panted, slowly recovering his breath as we +walked down the bridle-path. "Go in and get her. Make them give her +up!" + +I looked at his torn, dusty clothes, his white face and dizzy eyes. At +the fork of the road I had come near to being converted. It was +another matter altogether to invade a strange house and call upon an +unknown householder to yield up the person of a young woman who ought +not to be there, who could only be there by an implied charge of +felonious abduction, who probably was not there, who certainly was not +there.... I am at heart conventional, decorous, sensitive to ridicule. + +"We can't," I said weakly. "It's a strange house; we don't know that +she's there; we might expose ourselves to an action for slander...." + +He walked to the gate of the garden, freed himself from the support of +my arm, and marched up to the front door. I took inglorious cover +behind a walnut-tree and heard him knock. There was a pause. A window +opened and closed; another pause, and the sound of feet approaching. +Then the door opened. + +"I have come for Miss Roden," I heard him say. + +"Roden? Miss Roden? No one of that name lives here." + +The voice was that of a woman, and I tried to catch sight of the face. +I had heard that voice before, or one suspiciously like it. + +"I will give you two minutes to produce Miss Roden." + +The answering voice quivered with sudden indignation. + +"You must be intoxicated. Take your foot out of the door and go away, +or I'll call a man and have you given in charge." + +The voice, rising in shrill, tremulous excitement, would have added +something more, but was silenced by a fit of coughing. I left my +walnut-tree, pushed open the gate, and arrived at the bungalow door +as the coughing ceased and a handkerchief dabbed furtively at a fleck +of bright red froth. + +"Miss Draper, I believe?" I said. + +She looked at me in surprise. + +"That is my name." + +"We met at Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square. Don't apologize +for not remembering me, we were never introduced. I just caught your +name. We have called...." + +"Is this person a friend of yours?" she asked, pointing a contemptuous +finger at the Seraph. + +"He is. We have called for Miss Roden." + +"She is not here." + +"One minute gone," said the Seraph, watch in hand. + +Miss Draper turned her head and called to some one inside the house. I +think the name was "John." + +"I am armed," I warned her. + +She paid no attention. + +"One minute and a half," said the Seraph. + +I put my hand out to cover the watch, and addressed Miss Draper. + +"I don't think you appreciate the strength of our position," I began. +"You are no doubt aware that the office of the _New Militant_ has been +raided; your friend Mrs. Millington has been arrested, and there is a +warrant out against your other friend, Miss Davenant." + +"They haven't caught her," said Miss Draper, defiantly. + +I could almost forgive her when I saw the look of doglike fidelity +that the mention of Joyce's name brought into her eyes. + +"Do you know where she is?" asked the Seraph. + +"I shan't say." + +"I think it probable that you do _not_ know," I answered. "Miss +Davenant is critically ill, and is lying at the present time in my +friend's flat." + +"You expect me to believe that?" + +"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. The flat is already +suspected and watched." + +"Why don't they search it?" + +"Because England is a corrupt country," I said, boldly inventing. "I +have what is called a friend at Court. Miss Davenant's sister--Mrs. +Wylton--is an old friend of mine, and I wish to spare her the pain of +seeing Miss Davenant arrested--in a critical condition--if it can be +avoided. My friend at Court has been persuaded to suspend the issue of +a search-warrant, if Miss Roden and the others are restored to their +families before midnight to-night. I may say in passing that if Miss +Davenant were arrested, tried and imprisoned, it would be no more than +she richly deserved. However, I do not expect you to agree with me. +Out of regard to Mrs. Wylton we have come down here. I need not say +how we found Miss Roden was being kept here----" + +"She is not." + +I sighed resignedly. + +"You wish Miss Davenant to be given up?" + +"You don't know where Miss Davenant is, and I do." + +It was bluff against bluff, but we could go on no longer on the old +lines. I produced my revolver as a guarantee of determination, +pocketed it once more, pushed my way past her as gently as I could, +waited for the Seraph to follow, and then closed the door. + +"I am now going to search the house," I told Miss Draper. "This is +your last chance. Tell me where Miss Roden is, and I will compound a +felony, and let you and every one else in the house escape. Put a +single obstacle in my way, and I will have the lot of you arrested. +Which is it to be?" + +She started to tell me again that Sylvia was not there. I made a step +across the room and saw her cover her face with her hands. The battle +was over. + +"Where is she?" I demanded, thanking God that it has not often been my +lot to fight with women. + +Miss Draper pointed to a door on the left of the hall; the key was in +the lock. + +"No tricks?" I asked. + +She shook her head. + +"You had better make yourself scarce." + +Even as I put my hand to the door she vanished into the back of the +house. I heard the sound of an engine starting, and rushed out to see +if I had even now been outwitted. The garrison was driving out hatless +and coatless, stripped of all honours of war; in the driving-seat sat +my friend the bearded priest of the Orthodox Church, his beard +somewhat awry. Miss Draper was beside him; there was no one else. + +I returned to the hall--where the Seraph was sleeping upright against +the wall--opened the door and entered a darkened room. As my eyes grew +accustomed to the subdued light, I traced the outline of a window, and +drew back the curtains. The sun flooded in, and showed me that I stood +in a bedroom. A table with an untasted meal stood against one wall; by +the other was a camp bedstead. At length on the bed, fully dressed but +blindfolded, gagged, and bound hand and foot, lay Sylvia Roden. + +I cut the cords, tore away the bandages, and watched her rise stiffly +to her feet. Then I shut the door and stood awkwardly at the window, +while she buried her face in her hands and sobbed. + +It was soon over, but she was the better for it. I watched her drink +three tumblers of water and seize a crust of dry bread. It appeared +that she had conducted a hunger-strike of her own for the last +twenty-four hours; and I think she looked it. Her face was white with +the whiteness of a person who has been long confined in a small, dark +room. A bruise over one temple showed that her captors had had to deal +with a woman of metal, and her wrists were chafed and cut with the +pressure of the cords. Worst of all was her change of spirit; the +voice had lost its proud ring of assurance, the dark eyes were +frightened. Sylvia Roden was almost broken. + +"You didn't expect to see me, Sylvia," I said, as I buttered the stale +crusts to make them less unappetizing. + +She shook her head without answering. + +"Did you think no one was ever coming?" + +She looked at me still with the frightened expression in her eyes. + +"No." + +The uncertainty of her tone made me wonder whom she had been +expecting. My question was answered before I could ask it. + +"How did you find me?" + +"The Seraph brought me here." + +Her pale cheeks took on a tinge of colour. + +"Where is he?" she asked. + +"Outside." + +"I must go to him!" she exclaimed, jumping up and then swaying +dizzily. + +I pressed her back into her chair. + +"Wait till you've had some food," I said, "and then I'll bring him +in." + +"But I don't want any more." + +"Sylvia," I said firmly, "if you're not a good girl we shan't rescue +you another time." + +She ate a few slices of bread and butter while I gave her an outline +of our journey down from London. Then we went out into the hall. The +Seraph had collapsed from his upright position, and was lying in a +heap with his head on the floor. I carried him out of the hall and +laid him on the bed in Sylvia's prison. His heart was beating, but he +seemed to have fallen into a deep trance. Sylvia bent down and kissed +the dusty forehead. Then her eyes fell on a faint red mark running +diagonally from one cheek-bone, across the mouth, to the point of the +chin. She had started crying again when I left the room in search of +brandy. + +I stayed away as long as I thought necessary to satisfy myself that +there were no other prisoners in the house. When I came back, the +tears were still wet on her cheeks, and she was bathing his face and +waiting for the eyes to open. + +"Your prison doesn't run to brandy," I told her. "We must get him to +Maidenhead, and I'll give him some there. I've got a car waiting about +half a mile away. Will you look after him while I fetch it?" + +"Don't be long," she said, with an anxious look at the white, still +face. + +"No longer than I can help. Here's a revolver in case any one wants to +abduct either of you. It's loaded, so be careful." + +I placed the revolver on the table and picked up my hat. + +"Sylvia!" I said at the door. + +"Yes?" + +"Can you be trusted to look after him properly?" + +She smiled for the first time since her release from captivity. + +"I think so," she said. Then the voice quavered and she turned away. +"He's rather precious." + +The car was brought to the door, and the driver--who, after all, had +been paid not to be surprised--looked on unemotionally as we carried +the Seraph on board. I occupied an uncomfortable little seat backing +the engine, while Sylvia sat in one corner and the Seraph was propped +up in the other. + +On the way back I was compelled to repeat _in extenso_ the whole story +of our search, from the hour we left Adelphi Terrace to the moment +when Miss Draper bolted with the Orthodox Church priest and I forced +my way into the darkened prison cell. + +Sylvia's face was an interesting study in expression as the narrative +proceeded. + +"But how could he _know_?" she asked in a puzzled tone when I had +ended. "You must explain that. I don't see how it's possible." + +"Madam, I have provided you with a story," I replied in the manner of +Dr. Johnson; "I am not obliged to provide you with a moral." + +As a matter of fact I had reversed the natural order, and given the +moral before the story. The moral was pointed when I drank a friendly +cup of tea in Cadogan Square; the day before she marked his cheek with +its present angry wale. + +Of course, if you point morals before there's a story to hang them +from, you must expect to see them disregarded. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +OR THE OBVIOUS ALTERNATIVE + + "If one puts forward an idea to a true Englishman--always + a rash thing to do--he never dreams of considering + whether the idea is right or wrong. The one thing he + considers of any importance is whether one believes it + oneself.... The inherited stupidity of the race--sound + English common sense...." + + OSCAR WILDE: "The Picture of Dorian Gray." + + +If the Seraph's quest for Sylvia was one of the strangest experiences +of my life, I count our return to London among its pleasantest +memories. Almost before I had time to cut the cords round her wrists +and ankles, I was telling myself that Joyce now lay free from the +menace of an inquisition at Adelphi Terrace. Thursday afternoon. She +had eight days to pick up sufficient strength for Maybury-Reynardson +to say I might smuggle her to Southampton and convey her on board the +S.Y. _Ariel_.... I hope I was not heartless or ungrateful in thinking +more of her than of the white, unconscious boy in front of me; there +was nothing more that I could do, and if there had been, Sylvia would +have forestalled me. + +I count the return a pleasant memory for the light it threw on +Sylvia's character. Passion and pride had faded out of her dark eyes; +I could no longer call her Queen Elizabeth; but she was very tender +and remorseful to the man she had injured. This was the Sylvia of an +Oxford summer evening; I could recognise her from the Seraph's +description. I treasure the memory because it was the only glimpse I +ever caught of this side of her character; when next we met--before +her last parting from the Seraph--she had gone back to the earlier +hard haughtiness, and though I loved Sylvia at all times, I loved her +least when she was regal. + +And lastly I dwell on this memory for the way she talked to me when my +tale was done. It was then she showed me the reverse side of her +relations with the Seraph, and filled in those spaces that the +manuscript narrative in Adelphi Terrace left blank. I remember most of +what she told me; their meetings and conversations, her deepening +interest, rising curiosity, growing attachment.... I had watched the +Sixth Sense as a spectator; she gave me her own curiosity--uneasiness-- +belief and disbelief--ultimate uncertainty. I realised then what it +must have meant to such a girl to find a man who was conscious of her +presence at a distance and could see the workings of her mind before +they were apparent to herself in any definite form. I learned to +appreciate the thrill she must have experienced on discovering a soul +in sympathy with her own restless, volatile, hungry spirit. + +I remember it all, but I will not be guilty of the sacrilege of +committing it to paper. No girl has ever spoken her heart to me as +Sylvia then spoke it; I am not sure that I want to be again admitted +to such confidences. It is all strange, and sad, and unsatisfactory; +but above all it is sacred. Her imprisonment had taken the fire out of +Sylvia's blood; and her meeting with the Seraph had worked on her +emotions. At another time she would have been more reticent. As after +our return from Oxford, I sometimes think we were punished by an +extreme of cold for having been injudiciously admitted to bask in an +extreme of heat. That is the way with the English climate, and with a +certain number of reserved, proud girls who grow up under its +influence.... + +I dropped Sylvia at Cadogan Square without going in, and carried the +Seraph straight back to Adelphi Terrace. Maybury-Reynardson was paying +Joyce an evening visit; the report was satisfactory so far as it went, +but indicated that we must exercise great patience before a complete +cure could be expected. I asked--on a matter of life and +death--whether she could be moved in a week's time. He preferred to +give no opinion, and reminded me that I must not attempt to see or +speak to the patient. Then I turned him over to the Seraph, ordered +myself some dinner, and went to bed. + +In the morning a telephone message informed me that Arthur Roden would +like us both to go round to Cadogan Square. I answered that it was out +of the question so far as the Seraph was concerned; and it was not +till late on the Saturday afternoon that I felt justified in letting +him get out of bed and accompany me. He still looked perilously white +and ill, and though one strain had been removed by the discovery of +Sylvia, and another by the departure of the search-warrant bogey, I +could see no good purpose in his being called in to assist at an +affecting reconciliation, and having to submit to a noisy chorus of +congratulation. + +We were spared both. I suppose I shall never know the true reason for +the reception that awaited us, but I distribute the responsibility in +equal shares between Lady Roden and Nigel Rawnsley. And of course I +have to keep reminding myself that I had been present at the search, +while they were not; that they were plain, matter-of-fact +materialists with a rational cause for every effect, while I--well, I +put myself out of court at once by asking them to believe in an +absurdity called a Sixth Sense. + +I find it hard, however, to forgive Nigel his part in the scene that +followed; so far as I can see he was actuated first by jealousy on +Sylvia's account, secondly by personal venom against the Seraph as a +result of the unauthorised search-party, and lastly by the obstinate +anger of a strong-willed, successful egoist, who has been driven to +dwell even temporarily in the shade of unsuccess. Lady Roden, it must +never be forgotten, had to sink the memory of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, and the quarterings and armorial devices of an entire +Heralds' College, before she could be expected to do justice to a man +like the Seraph. + +We were shown into the library, and found Arthur, Nigel and Philip +seated before us like the Beasts in Revelation. Lady Roden and Sylvia +entered later and sat to one side. There was much bowing and no +hand-shaking. + +The story of the search was already known--Sylvia had told it as soon +as she got home, probably in my own words; and in the first, fine, +careless rapture, I have no doubt she had spoken of the Seraph in the +strain I had heard in the car. If this were the case, Lady Roden's +eyes must have been abruptly and painfully opened. I felt sorry for +her. Rutlandshire Morningtons frowned sour disfavour from the walls at +the possibility of her daughter--with her daughter's faith and +wealth--allying herself with an infidel, unknown, relationless vagrant +like Lambert Aintree. Rationalism in the person of Nigel Rawnsley was +called in to discredit the story of the search and save Sylvia from +squandering herself on a common adventurer. + +"You remember the terms of our agreement last Wednesday?" he began. "I +undertook to suspend application for a search warrant...." + +"If we discovered Sylvia," I said. "Yes?" + +"And my sister Mavis." + +I hope Nigel did not see my jaw drop. Save for the moment when I +looked casually through the other rooms in the Maidenhead bungalow I +had completely forgotten the Mavis stipulation. Every plan and hope I +had cherished in respect of Joyce had been cherished in vain. + +"The time was to expire on Monday, at noon," said the Seraph. + +"Exactly. I thought I would remind you that only half the undertaking +had been carried out. That is all." + +Nigel would make an admirable proctor; he is to the manner born. I had +quite the old feeling of being five shillings the poorer for straying +round the streets of Oxford at night without academical dress. + +I caught the Seraph's eye and made as if to rise. + +"One moment," said Arthur. "There is a good deal more to come." + +I folded my arms resignedly. Any one may lecture me if it amuses him +to do so, but the Seraph ought to have been in bed instead of having +to submit to examination by an old K.C. + +"The question is a good deal wider," Arthur began. "You, Aintree, are +suspected of harbouring at your flat a woman who is wanted by the +police on a most serious charge...." + +"I thought we'd cleared all this up on Wednesday," I said, with an +impatient glance at Nigel. + +"No arrangement you may have made on Wednesday is binding on me." + +"It was binding on your son, who sits on one side of you," I said, +"and on Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, who sits on the other." + +Arthur drew himself up, no doubt unconsciously. + +"As a Minister of the Crown I cannot be a party to any connivance at +crime." + +"Philip and Nigel," I said. "As sons of Ministers of the Crown, I hope +you will take that to heart." + +"What I have to say----" Arthur began. + +"One moment!" I interrupted. "Are you speaking as a Minister of the +Crown or a father of a family? Sylvia's been restored to you as the +result of your son and Nigel conniving at what you hope and believe to +be a crime. You wouldn't have got her back without that immoral +compromise." + +"The flat would have been searched," said Nigel. + +"It was. Paddy and Gartside searched it and declared themselves +satisfied...." + +"They lied." + +"Will you repeat that to Gartside?" I asked invitingly. "I fancy not. +They searched and declared themselves satisfied. I offered to show the +detectives round ten minutes after--by all accounts--this woman ought +to have taken refuge there. Anybody could have searched it if they'd +approached the owner properly." + +He ignored my implied reproof and stuck to his guns. + +"There was a woman there when Gartside said there was not." + +"Gartside only said Miss Davenant wasn't there." + +It was the Seraph speaking, slowly and almost for the first time. His +face flushed crimson as he said it. I could not help looking at +Sylvia; I looked away again quickly. + +"There was _some_ woman there, then?" said Nigel. + +My cue was plain, and I took it. + +"Miss Davenant is the only person whose name is before the house," I +interposed. "Gartside said she was not there. Were you satisfied, +Phil? I thought so. It's no good asking you, Nigel; you won't be +satisfied till you've searched in person, and that you can't do till +after Monday. Every one who agreed to Wednesday's compromise is bound +by it till Monday midday. If after that Nigel _still_ thinks it worth +while to conduct Scotland Yard over the flat, of course we shan't +attempt to stop him. As for any one who was not present or personally +bound by Wednesday's compromise, that is to say, you, Arthur--do you +declare to win by 'Father of a Family' or 'Minister of the Crown'? You +must take one or the other." + +"The two are inseparable," he answered shortly. + +"You must contrive to separate them. If you declare 'Father of a +Family,' you must hold yourself bound by Phil's arrangement. If you +declare 'Minister of the Crown,' you oughtn't to have profited by the +compromise, you oughtn't to have allowed us to restore Sylvia to you. +Common schoolboy honour tells you that. Incidentally, why haven't you +had the flat searched already? As a Minister of the Crown, you +know...." + +If my heart had not been beating so quickly, I should have liked to +study their faces at leisure. The history of the last two days was +written with tolerable clearness. Nigel had told Arthur--and possibly +his own father--the story of his visit to Adelphi Terrace; he had +hinted sufficient to incite one or both to take the matter up +officially. Then Philip had intervened and depicted himself as bound +in honour to take no step until the expiration of the armistice. Their +faces told a pretty tale of "pull devil, pull baker," with Nigel at +the head, Philip at the feet, and Arthur twisting and struggling +between them. + +I had no need to ask why the flat had not yet been searched, but I +repeated my question. + +"And when _are_ you going to search it?" I added. + +Arthur attempted a compromise. + +"If you will give me your word...." he began. + +"Not a bit of it!" I said. "Are you bound or are you not? Sylvia's in +the room to settle any doubts on the subject." + +He yielded after a struggle. + +"I will take no steps to search the flat until after midday on Monday, +provided Mavis is restored by then." + +I made another attempt to rise, but Arthur waved me back into my seat. + +"I have not finished yet. As you point out, Sylvia is in the room. I +wish to know how she got here, and I wish still more to know how she +was ever spirited away in the first instance." + +"I know nothing about the getting away. She may be able to throw light +on that. Hasn't she told you how we found her?" + +"She has given me your version." + +"Then I don't suppose I can add anything to it." + +"You might substitute a story that would hold a little more water." + +"I am afraid I am not naturally inventive." + +"Since when?" + +His tone told me that I had definitely lost Arthur as a friend--which +was regrettable, but if I could play the part of whetstone to his +repartee I was content to see him draw profit from the _débris_ of our +friendship. + +"It is only fair to say that you and Aintree are regarded with a good +deal of suspicion," he went on. "Apart from the question of the +flat...." + +"Not again!" I begged. + +"I have not mentioned the report of the officers who watched Miss +Davenant's house in...." + +"Nigel has," I interrupted. "_Ad nauseam._ My interview was apparently +very different from their report. Suppose we have them in?" + +"They are not in the house." + +"Then hadn't we better leave them out of the discussion? What else are +we suspected of?" + +Arthur traced a pattern on the blotting-pad, and then looked up very +sternly. + +"Complicity with the whole New Militant campaign." + +I turned to the Seraph. + +"This is devilish serious," I said. "Incitement to crime, three +abductions, more in contemplation. I shouldn't have thought it to look +at you. Naughty boy!" + +Arthur was really angry at that. I knew it by his old habit of growing +red behind the ears. + +"You appear to think this is a fit subject for jesting," he burst out. + +"I laugh that I may not weep," I said. "A charge like this is rather +upsetting. Have you bothered about any evidence?" + +"You will find there is perhaps more evidence than you relish. Apart +from your intimacy with Miss Davenant...." + +"She's a very pretty woman," I interrupted. + +"...you have successfully kept one foot in either camp. You were +present when Rawnsley told me of the abduction of Mavis, and added +that the matter was being kept secret. Miss Davenant at once +published an article entitled 'Where is Miss Rawnsley?'" + +"If she really abducted the girl, she'd naturally notice it was being +kept quiet," I objected. + +"On the day after Private Members' time had been appropriated, +Jefferson's boy disappeared; Miss Davenant must have been warned in +time to have her plans laid. She referred to my midland campaign, and +had an accomplice lying in wait for my daughter with a car, the same +day that Rawnsley made his announcement that there would be no autumn +session." + +"You will find all this on the famous Time Table," I reminded him. + +"She got her information from some one who knew the arrangements of +the Government." + +"I'm surprised you continued to know me," I said, and turned to the +Seraph. "It's devilish serious, as I said before, but it seems to be +my funeral." + +Arthur soon undeceived me. + +"You are both equally incriminated. Aintree, is it not the case that +on one occasion in Oxford and another in London, you warned my +daughter that trouble was in store for her?" + +The Seraph had been sitting silent and with closed eyes since his +single intervention. He now opened his eyes and bowed without +speaking. + +"I suggest that you knew an attempt would be made to abduct her?" + +"No." + +"You are quite certain?" + +"Quite." + +"Then why the warning?" + +"I knew trouble was coming; I didn't know she would be abducted." + +"What form of trouble did you anticipate?" + +"No form in particular." + +"Why trouble at all?" + +"I knew it was coming." + +"But how?" + +He hesitated, and then closed his eyes wearily. + +"I don't know." + +Arthur balanced a quill pen between the first fingers of both hands. + +"On Wednesday last your rooms were visited, and the question of a +search-warrant raised. You obtained a promise that the warrant would +not be applied for if my daughter and Miss Rawnsley were restored +within five days. Did you know at that time where they were?" + +"No." + +"When did you find out?" + +"I don't know where Miss Rawnsley is. I didn't know where your +daughter was till we came to the house." + +"We none of us know our hats are in the hall till we look to make +certain," Nigel interrupted; "but you found her?" + +"Yes." + +"No one told you where she was?" Arthur went on. + +"No." + +"Then how did you find her?" + +"I believe she has told you." + +"She has given me Merivale's version. I want yours." + +"I don't know." + +"How did you start?" + +"She's told you. I walked out of the house, and went on till I found +her." + +"How did you know where to look?" + +"I didn't." + +"It was pure coincidence that you should walk some thirty miles, +passing thousands of houses, and walk straight to the right house--a +house you didn't know, a house standing away from any main road? This +was pure coincidence?" + +"I knew she was there." + +"I think you said you didn't know till you got there. Which do you +mean?" + +"I felt sure she _was_ there." + +"You felt that when you left London?" + +"I knew she was in that direction. That's how I found the way." + +"No one had told you where to look?" + +"No." + +"Of the scores of roads out of London, you took just the right one. Of +the millions of houses to the west of London you chose the right one. +You ask me to believe that you walked thirty miles, straight to the +right house, because you knew, because you 'felt' she was there?" + +"I ask you to believe nothing." + +"You make that task quite easy. I suggest that when you were given +five days' grace you went to some person who knew of my daughter's +whereabouts, and got the necessary information?" + +"No." + +Arthur retired from the examination with a smile of +self-congratulation, and Nigel took up the running. + +"Do you know where my sister is?" + +"No." + +"Can you--er--_feel_ where she is?" + +"No." + +"Can you walk from this house and find her?" + +"No." + +"How soon will you be able to do so?" + +With eyes still closed, the Seraph shook his head. + +"Never, unless some one tells me where she is." + +"Is any one likely to, before Monday at noon?" + +"No." + +"Then how do you propose to find her?" + +"I don't." + +"You know the consequences?" + +"Yes." + +Nigel proceeded to model himself on his leader with praiseworthy +fidelity. + +"I suggest that the person who told you where to look for Miss Roden +is no longer available to tell you where to look for my sister?" + +"No one told me where to look for Miss Roden." + +"But you found her, and you can't find my sister?" + +"That is so." + +"You suggest no reason for the difference?" + +For an instant the Seraph opened his eyes and looked across to Sylvia. +Had she wished, she could have saved him, and his eyes said as much. +I, too, looked across and found her watching him with the same +expression that had come over her face when he suggested the +possibility of a woman being hidden in his rooms the previous +Wednesday morning. + +"I suggest no reason," he said at last. + +Nigel's examination closed, and I thought it prudent to ask for a +window to be opened and water brought for the Seraph. Sylvia's eyes +melted in momentary compassion. I walked over and sat beside her at a +discreet distance from her mother. + +"Not worth saving, Sylvia?" I asked. + +A sceptical chin raised itself in the air, but the eyes still believed +in him. + +"How did they get hold of me?" she asked, "and how did he find me? How +_could_ he, if he didn't know all along?" + +"Remember Brandon Court," I said. + +"Why didn't he mention it?" + +I pointed to the Bench. + +"My dear child, look at them! Why not talk higher mathematics to a +boa-constrictor?" + +"If he can't make them believe it, why should I?" + +"Because you _know_." + +"What?" + +"Everything. You know he's in love with you, and you're in love with +him." + +"I'm not!" + +Her voice quivered with passion; there was nothing for it but a bold +stroke. And one risk more or less hardly mattered. + +"Can you keep a secret, Sylvia?" + +"It depends." + +"No. Absolutely?" + +"All right." + +I lowered my voice to a whisper. + +"There _was_ a woman in his rooms last Wednesday, and she is the woman +I am engaged to marry." + +Her look of scorn was caused less by concern for my morals than by +pity for my simplicity in thinking she would believe such a story. + +"I don't believe it." + +"You must. It's your last chance. If you let him go now, you'll lose +him for ever, and I'm not going to let you blight your life and his, +if I can stop it. You must make up your mind now. Do you believe me?" + +Her expression of scorn had vanished and given place to one of painful +perplexity. + +"I'm not...." + +"Do you believe me, Sylvia?" + +She hesitated in an agony of indecision, until the moment was lost. +The water had arrived, and Arthur was dismissing me from the Presence. + +"You're not going to arrest us, then?" I said. + +"I reserve perfect freedom of action," he answered, in the Front Bench +manner. + +"Quite right," I said. "I only wish you'd reserved the inquisition +till this boy was in a better state to receive it. Would it interfere +with your liberty of action if I asked you to say a word of thanks +either to Aintree, myself, or both? I believe it is usual when a man +loses his daughter and has her restored to him." + +A few minutes more would have tried my temper. Arthur sat down again +at his table, opened a drawer, and took out a cheque-book. + +"According to your story it was Aintree who was chiefly instrumental +in making the discovery?" + +"That was the lie we agreed on," I said. + +Arthur wrote a cheque for two thousand pounds, and handed it to the +Seraph with the words-- + +"That, I think, clears all obligations between us." + +"Except that of manners," I exclaimed. "The House of Commons----" + +But he had rung the bell, and was tidying his papers into neat, +superfluous bundles. + +Philip had the courage to shake me by the hand and say he hoped to see +me again soon. I am not sufficiently cynical to say it was prompted by +the reflection that Gladys was my niece, because he was every whit as +cordial to the Seraph. + +I shook hands with Sylvia, and found her watching the Seraph fold and +pocket the two thousand pound cheque. + +"He's taking it!" she said. + +"Your father should have been ashamed to make the offer. It serves him +right if his offer's accepted. Don't blame the Seraph. If Nigel and +your father proceed on the lines they've gone on this afternoon, one +or both of us will have to cut the country. The Seraph's not made of +money; he'll want all he can lay hands on. Now then, Sylvia, it's two +lives you're playing with." + +She had not yet made up her mind, and indecision chilled the warmth of +her eyes and the smile on her lips. I watched the effort, and wondered +if it would suffice for the Seraph. Then question and answer told +their tale. + +"When shall we see you again?" I heard her ask as I walked to the +door. + +"I can hardly say," came the low reply. "I'm leaving England shortly. +I shall go across India, and spend some time in Japan--and then visit +the Islands of the South Seas. It's a thing I've always wanted to do. +After that? I don't know...." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY + + "The instant he entered the room it was plain that all + was lost.... + + "'I cannot find it,' said he, 'and I must have it. Where + is it?... Where is my bench?... Time presses; and I must + finish those shoes.' + + "They looked at one another, and their hearts died within + them. + + "'Come, come!' said he, in a whimpering miserable way: + 'let me get to work. Give me my work.' + + "...Carton was the first to speak: + + "'The last chance is gone: it was not much....'" + + CHARLES DICKENS: "A Tale of Two Cities." + + +As I helped the Seraph out of the house and into a taxi, I was trying +to string together a few words of sympathy and encouragement. Then I +looked at his face, and decided to save my breath. Physically and +mentally he was too hard hit to profit by any consolation I could +offer. As a clumsy symbol of good intention I held out my hand, and +had it gripped and retained till we reached Adelphi Terrace. + +"Never mind me," he said, in a slow, sing-song voice, hesitating like +a man speaking an unfamiliar language. "It's you and Joyce we've got +to consider." + +"Don't worry your head, Seraph," I said. "We'll find a way out. You've +got to be quiet and get well." + +"But what are you going to do?" + +"I've no idea," I answered blankly. + +The Seraph sighed and lifted his feet wearily on to the seat opposite. + +"You played that last hand well, Toby. I'm afraid you'll have to go on +playing without any support from me. I'm dummy, I'm only good for two +possible tricks." + +I waited to see the hand exposed. + +"I can't find Mavis," he went on. "You see that?" + +"I do." + +"You must ask Joyce to tell you. She spoke a few words this morning, +and she's getting stronger. If she refuses ... but she won't if you +ask her." + +"If she does?" + +"You must go on bluffing Nigel. He doesn't know who's in the flat, and +old Roden doesn't know either. They'd have searched three days ago, +they'd have arrested us to-day on suspicion if they hadn't been afraid +of making fools of themselves. Keep bluffing, Toby. The keener you are +to get the search over and done with, the more they'll be afraid of a +mare's nest." The words trailed off in a sigh. "If there's anything I +can do I'll do it, but I'm afraid you'll find me pretty useless." + +"You're going quietly to bed for forty-eight hours," I told him. + +He raised no protest, and I heard him murmur, "Saturday night. Sunday +night. Monday night. It'll be all over then, one way or the other." + +On reaching the flat I carried him upstairs, ordered some soup, and +smoked a cigarette in the hall. Maybury-Reynardson was completing his +evening inspection, and when he came out I asked for the bulletin. + +"It's in the right direction," he told me, "but very, very slow. The +mind's working back to normal whenever she wakes, and she's been +talking a little. I'm afraid you must go on being patient." + +"Could she answer a question?" + +"You mustn't ask any." + +"I'm afraid it's absolutely necessary." + +"What d'you want to know?" + +"The police will search this flat on Monday if we don't find out +before then where Miss Rawnsley was taken to when she disappeared." + +Maybury-Reynardson shook his head. + +"You mustn't think of bothering her with questions of that kind. If +you did, I don't suppose she could help you." + +"But you said the mind was normal?" + +"Working back to normal. Everything's there, but she can't put it in +order. The memory larder is full, but her hands are too weak to lift +things down from the shelves." + +"It's a matter of life and death," I urged. + +"If it was a matter of eternal salvation I doubt if she could help +you. Do you dream? Well, could you piece together the fragments of all +you dreamt last night? You might have done so a moment after waking, +little pieces may come back to you when some one suggests the right +train of thought. That's Miss Davenant's condition. To change the +parallel, her eyes can see, but they see 'through a glass darkly.'" + +I thought the matter over while he was examining and prescribing for +the Seraph. + +"We're in a tight corner, Seraph," I said when he had gone. "I don't +see any other way out, I'm going to take the responsibility of +disobeying him." + +He offered no suggestion, and I walked to the door of Joyce's room and +put my fingers to the handle. Then I came back and made him open his +eyes and listen to me. + +"I'll take the blame," I said; "but will you see if you can make her +understand? She's known you longer." + +It was not the true reason. When I reached the door I was smitten with +the fear that she would not recognise me, and my nerve failed. + +We explained our intentions to a reluctant nurse; I fidgeted outside +in the hall and heard the Seraph walk up to the bedside and ask Joyce +how she was. + +"I'm better, thanks," she answered. "Let me see, do I know you?" There +was a weak laugh. "I should like to be friends with you, you've got +such nice eyes." + +The Seraph took her hand and asked if she knew any one named Mavis +Rawnsley. + +"Oh, yes, I know her. Her father's the Prime Minister. Mavis, yes, I +know her." + +"Do you know where she is?" + +"Mavis Rawnsley? She was at the theatre last night. What theatre was +it? She was in the stalls, and I was in a box. Who else was there? +Were you? She was with her mother. Where is she now? Yes, I know Miss +Rawnsley well." + +"Do you know where she is now?" + +"I expect she's at the theatre." + +She closed her eyes, and the Seraph came back to the door, shaking his +head. I tiptoed into the room, looked round the screen and watched +Joyce smiling in her sleep. As I looked, her eyes opened and met mine. + +"Why, I know you!" she exclaimed. "You're my husband. You took me to +the theatre last night, when we saw Mavis Rawnsley. We were in a box, +and she was in the stalls. Some one wanted to know where Mavis was. +Tell them we saw her at the theatre, will you?" + +She held out her hand to me; I bent down, kissed her forehead, and +crept out of the room. The Seraph was lying on the bed we had made up +for him in my room. I helped him to undress, and retired to the +library with a cigar--to forget Joyce and plan the bluffing of Nigel. + +My first act was to get into communication with Paddy Culling on the +telephone. + +"Will you do me another favour?" I began. "Well, it's this. I want you +to get hold of Nigel and take him to lunch or dine to-morrow--Sunday--at +the Club. Let me know which, and the time. When you've finished eating, +lead him away to a quiet corner--the North Smoking Room or the +Strangers' Card Room. Hold him in conversation till I come. I shall +drop in accidentally, and start pulling his leg. You can help, but do +it in moderation; we mustn't make him savage--only uncomfortable. You +understand? Right." + +Then I went to bed. + +On Sunday morning I started out in the direction of Chester Square, +and made two discoveries on the way. The first was that our house was +being unceasingly watched by a tall Yorkshireman in plain clothes and +regulation boots; the second, that the Yorkshireman was in his turn +being intermittently watched by Nigel Rawnsley. His opinion of the +Criminal Investigation Department must have been as low--if not as +kindly--as my own. On two more occasions that day I found him engaged +on a flying visit of inspection--to keep Scotland Yard up to the +Rawnsley mark and answer the eternal question that Juvenal propounded +and Michael Roden amended for his own benefit and mine at Henley. + +Elsie received me with anxious enquiries after her sister. I gave a +full report, propounded my plan of campaign, and was rewarded by being +shown the extensive and beautiful contents of her wardrobe. I should +never have believed one woman could accumulate so many clothes; there +seemed a dress for every day and evening of the year, and she could +have worn a fresh hat each hour without repeating herself. My own rule +is to have one suit I can wear in a bad light, and four that I cannot. +With hats the practice is even simpler; I flaunt a new one until it is +stolen, and then wear the changeling until a substitute of even +greater seediness has been supplied. My instincts are conservative, +and my hats more symbolical than decorative; for me they typify the +great, sad law that every change is a change for the worse. + +My only complaint against Elsie was that her wardrobe contained too +much of what university authorities would call the "subfuse" element. +The most conspicuous garments I could find were a white coat and +skirt, white stockings and shoes, black hat and veil, and heliotrope +dust coat. I am no judge whether they looked well in combination, but +I challenge the purblind to say they were inconspicuous. To my eyes +the _tout ensemble_ was so striking that I laid them on a chair and +gazed in wondering admiration until it was time to call up Gartside +and warn him that I stood in need of luncheon. + +Carlton House Terrace had a depressing, derelict appearance that +foreboded the departure of its lord. All the favourite pictures and +ornaments seemed to have been stowed away in preparation for India, +neat piles of books were distributed about the library floor, and +every scrap of paper seemed to have been tidied into a drawer. We sat +down a pleasant party of three, and I made the acquaintance of +Gartside's cousin and aide-de-camp, Lord Raymond Sturling. An +agreeable fellow he seemed, who put himself and his services entirely +at my disposal in the event of my deciding to come for a part or all +of the way. I could only avail myself of his offer to the extent of +sending him to see if Mountjoy's villa at Rimini was still in the +market, and if so what his figure was for giving me immediate +possession. + +Gartside himself was as hospitable as ever in offering me every +available inch on the yacht for the accommodation of myself and any +friends I might care to bring with me. I ran through the list and +found myself wondering if Maybury-Reynardson could be persuaded to +come. I had hardly known him long enough to call him a friend, but he +had gone out of his way to oblige me in coming to attend Joyce, and on +general principles I think most big London practitioners are the +better for a few days at sea at the close of the London season. + +I called round in Cavendish Square for a cup of tea, and told him he +was pulled down and in need of a change. + +"Look at the good it did my brother," I said. "Just to Marseilles and +back. Or if you'll come to Genoa and overland to Rimini, I shall be +very glad to put you up for as long as you can stay. It's Gartside's +own yacht, and I'm authorised by him to invite whom I please. He's a +capital host, and you'll be done to a turn. The only fault I have to +find with his arrangements is that he carries no doctor, and I'm +sufficiently middle-aged to be fussy on a point like that. Anybody +taken ill, you know, anybody coming on board ill, and it would be +devilish awkward. I shall insist on a doctor. He'll be Gartside's +guest, but I shall pay his fees, of course, and he can name his own +figure. What do you think of the idea? We shall be to all intents and +purposes a bachelor party." + +When Maybury-Reynardson's name was first mentioned to me on the +evening of Joyce's flight, the Seraph had justly described him as a +"sportsman." Under the grave official mask I could see a twinkling eye +and a flickering smile. + +"It depends on one case of nervous breakdown that I've got on hand at +present," he said. "If my patient's well enough...." + +"She's got to be," I said. + +"When do you sail?" + +"Friday." + +"You can't make it later?" + +"Absolutely impossible." + +"This is Sunday. I'll tell you when we're a little nearer the day." + +"She must be moved on Thursday afternoon." + +"Must? Must?" he repeated with a smile. "Whose patient is she?" + +"Whose wife's she going to be?" I asked in my turn. + +"I suppose it'll be pretty hot," he said. "First week in August. I +must get some thin clothes." + +"Include them in the fee," I suggested. + +"Damn the fee!" he answered, as we walked to the door. + +Paddy Culling had arranged to give Nigel his dinner at eight. I had +comfortable time to dress and dine at Adelphi Terrace, and nine-thirty +found me wandering round the Club in search of company. + +"Praise heaven for the sight of a friendly face!" I exclaimed as I +stumbled across Paddy and Nigel in the North Smoking Room. + +"Where was ut ye dined?" asked Paddy, as I pulled up a chair and rang +for cigars. To a practised ear his brogue was an eloquent war signal. + +"In the sick-house," I told him, "Adelphi Terrace." + +"Is ut catching?" he inquired. "It's not for my own self I'm asking, +but Nigel here. I owe ut to empire and postherity to see he runs no +risks." + +I reassured him on the score of posterity. + +"He's just knocked up and over-tired," I said, "and I'm keeping him in +bed till Wednesday or Thursday." + +"Then he'll not be walking ye into the Lake District to find Miss +Mavis for the present," Paddy observed with an eye on Nigel. + +"He'll be walking nowhere till Wednesday at earliest," I said with +great determination. + +Paddy cut a cigar, and assumed an air of dissatisfaction. + +"I'd have ye remember the days of grace," he grumbled. + +I shrugged my shoulders without answering. + +"Where's me pound of flesh?" he demanded. "Manin' no disrispec' to +Miss Mavis," he added apologetically to Nigel. + +"I'm afraid I can't help you to find her," I said. + +"Can the Seraph?" + +"I don't suppose so. In any case he can do nothing for the present." + +Paddy returned to his cigar and we smoked in silence till Nigel picked +up the threads where they had been dropped. + +"You say Aintree's ill," he began cautiously. "If I were disposed to +regard the time of illness as so many _dies non_, would he be in a +position to find my sister by the end of the week?" + +"Frankly, I see no likelihood." + +"It's an extra five days." + +"What good can they do? Or five weeks for that matter?" + +"You should know best." + +"I have no more idea where your sister is than you have, and no better +means of finding out." + +"And Aintree?" + +"In speaking for myself, I spoke for him. If he knew or had any means +of finding out he'd tell me." + +Paddy flicked the ash off his cigar and entered the firing line. + +"When the days of grace have expired, ye'll have yer contract +unfulfilled?" + +"And we shall be prepared to face the consequences." + +"Och, yer be damned! Is the Seraph?" + +"He can't help himself." I had sowed sufficient good seed and saw no +profit in staying longer. "I shall see you both to-morrow at noon?" + +"Not me," said Paddy. "I've searched the place once." + +"You, Nigel?" + +"If I think fit," he answered loftily. + +"I only ask, because you mustn't worry the Seraph. You can search his +rooms, but you mustn't try to cross-question him. He's not equal to +it." + +"I think you'd be wise to accept the extension of time." + +"My dear man, what's the good? If we can't find your sister, we can't. +Saturday's no better than Monday. As Monday was the original time, +you'd better stick to it and get your search over." + +"If Aintree's ill...." + +"Humbug! Nigel," I said. "If you believe we're harbouring a criminal, +it's your duty to verify your belief. If you think you can teach +Scotland Yard its business, bring your detectives and prove your +superior wisdom. Bring 'em to-morrow; bring 'em to-night if you like, +and as many as you can get. The more there are," I said, turning at +the door to fire a last shot, "the more voices will be raised in +thanksgiving for Nigel Rawnsley." + +The following morning I just mentioned to the Seraph that we need +expect no search-party that day, and then went on to complete certain +other arrangements. Raymond Sturling called in on the Tuesday morning +to report his success in the negotiations for Mountjoy's villa at +Rimini. I rang up my solicitor and told him to conclude all +formalities, and on the Wednesday afternoon dropped in at Carlton +House Terrace, and mentioned that Maybury-Reynardson had cleared up +odds and ends of work and felt justified in accepting my vicarious +invitation to accompany the Governor of Bombay as far as Genoa. On +Thursday I called at Chester Square. + +Elsie's car was standing at the door when I arrived, and she had paid +me the compliment of putting on all the clothes I had most admired on +the previous Sunday. Very slim and pretty she looked in the white coat +and skirt, and when she smiled I could almost have said it was Joyce. +The face was older, of course, but that difference was masked when she +dropped the black veil; the slight figure and fine golden hair might +have belonged to either sister. + +I complimented her on her appearance, and suggested driving round to +Adelphi Terrace. The Seraph was still rather weak and in need of +attention, and though I had two nurses in the flat to look after +Joyce, they would not be there for ever. As we crossed Trafalgar +Square into the Strand I recommended Elsie to raise her veil. + +"Just as I thought," I murmured as we entered Adelphi Terrace. My +plain-clothes Yorkshireman was watching the house from the opposite +side of the road; Nigel was watching my plain-clothes Yorkshireman +from the corner of the Terrace. + +"Bow to him," I said to Elsie. "He may not deign to recognise you, but +he can't help seeing you. Quite good! Now then, remember that sprained +ankle!" + +With a footman on one side and myself on the other, she was half +carried out of the car, across the pavement and into the house. The +ankle grew miraculously better when she forgot herself, and started to +run upstairs; I date its recovery from the moment when we passed out +of my Yorkshire friend's field of vision. + +I said good-bye to the Seraph while Elsie was in Joyce's room. I never +waste vain tears over the past, but when I saw him for the last time, +weak, suffering and heart-broken--two large blue eyes gazing at me out +of a white immobile face--I half regretted we had ever met, and +heartily wished our parting had been different. Ill as he was, I could +have taken him; but it would have been an added risk, and above all, +he refused to come. As at our first meeting in Morocco, he was setting +out solitary and unfriended--to forget.... + +Despite our dress-rehearsal the previous day, an hour had passed +before Joyce appeared in the white coat and skirt, black hat and +heliotrope dust-coat. She greeted me with a weak, pathetic little +smile, bent over the Seraph's bed and kissed him, and then suffered me +to carry her downstairs. As in bringing Elsie into the house, the +footman and I took each an arm, across the pavement into the car. My +Yorkshire friend watched us with interest, and I could not find it in +my heart to grudge him the pleasure. He must have found little enough +padding to fill out the spaces in his daily report. And all that his +present scrutiny told him was that a woman's veil was up when she +entered a house, and down when she left it. + +We drove north-west out of London, to the rendezvous fixed by Raymond +Sturling on the outskirts of Hendon. Maybury-Reynardson awaited us, +and directed operations while we shifted Joyce into a car with a couch +already prepared. Her luggage had been brought from Chester Square in +the morning and was piled on the roof and at the back. + +"A _mariage de convenance_," Sturling remarked with a smile, as he saw +me inspecting the labels. + +"Lady Raymond Sturling. S.Y. _Ariel_, Southampton," was the name and +destination I found written. + +"It may save trouble," he added apologetically. "I thought you +wouldn't mind." + +His foresight was justified. We drove slowly down to Southampton and +arrived an hour before sunset, Joyce in one car with Maybury-Reynardson, +Sturling with me in the other. I had anticipated that all ports and +railway termini would be watched for a woman of Joyce's age and figure, +and we were not allowed to board the tender without a challenge. + +"My wife," Sturling explained brusquely. "Yes, be as quick as you can, +please. I want to get her on board as soon as possible. +Sturling--aide-de-camp to Lord Gartside, to Bombay by his own yacht. +There she is, the _Ariel_, sailing to-morrow. These gentlemen? Mr. +Merivale and Dr. Maybury-Reynardson. Friends of Lord Gartside. That +all?" + +"All in order, my lord." + +"Right away." + +As the tender steamed out I turned to mark the graceful lines of the +_Ariel_. She was a clean, pretty boat at all times, and when I thought +of the service she was doing two of her passengers, I could have +kissed every plank of her white decks. Her mainmast flew the burgee of +the R.Y.S., and the White Ensign fluttered at her stern; I remember +the official reports had announced that the new governor would proceed +direct to Bombay, calling only at Suez to coal. The Turkish flag +flying at the foremast showed that Gartside was taking no steps to +correct a popular delusion. + +"Lady Raymond Sturling's" nurses arrived by an early train on Friday +morning, followed at noon by Gartside in a special. We sailed at +three. Paddy Culling sent wireless messages at four, four-thirty and +five: "Sursum corda" was the first; "Keep your tails up" the second; +and "Haste to the Wedding" completed the series. + +I was not comfortable until we had passed out of territorial waters. +Any one nurse may leave her patient and walk abroad in search of air +and exercise: the second must not quit the house till the first has +returned. I remembered that too late, when our two friends were +already on board; and until I heard the anchor weighed, I was +wondering if the same thought had stirred the sluggish imagination of +the plain-clothes Yorkshireman. Whatever his suspicions, it appears +that he did not succeed in making them real to Nigel. If he had there +would have been no undignified raid on Adelphi Terrace next morning, +and the feelings of one rising young statesman need not have been +ruffled. + +While Maybury-Reynardson was paying Joyce his nightly visit, I paced +the deck with Gartside, silently and in grateful enjoyment of a cigar. +As the light at the Needles dwindled and vanished, we became as +reflective as befitted one man who was leaving England for several +years, and another who had left her for ever. It was not till we had +tramped a dozen times up and down that he broke his long silence. + +"How did you find Sylvia?" he asked in a tone that showed how his +thoughts had been occupied. + +I told him the story as she herself had heard it, adding as much of +the earlier history as was necessary to convince him. + +"Perhaps I'm not leaving so much behind after all," was his comment. +"Good luck to the Seraph! He's a nice boy." + +"He'll need all the luck he can get," I answered. "You'll get oil and +water to mingle quicker than you'll bring those two together. Tell me +how it's to be done, Gartside, and you'll put the coping-stone on all +your labours." + +In the darkness I heard him sigh. + +"I can't help you. I'm not a diplomatist, I'm just a lumpy, +good-tempered ox. Sylvia saw that, bless her! Poor Paddy!" he added +softly. "He's as fond of her as we any of us were." + +I mentioned the trinity of wireless messages. + +"That's like Paddy," he said with a laugh. "Well, he's right. You're +the only one that's come out on top, and good wishes to you for the +future!" + +We shook hands and strolled in the direction of our cabins. + +"You don't want thanks," I said, "but if you do you know where to come +for them." + +"Oh well!" I heard him laugh, but there was no laughter in his eyes +when the light of the chart-room lamp fell on his face. "If I can't +get what I want, there's some satisfaction in helping a friend to get +what _he_ wants." + +"I'll have that copied out and hung on my shaving-glass," I said. "I +shall want that text during the next few months." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"I'm going to bring Sylvia and the Seraph together," I answered in the +same tone I had told Joyce I was going to break the Militant Suffrage +movement. + +"And how are you going to do that?" + +"God knows!" I replied with a woeful shake of the head. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE RAID + + "I can see you flying before the laughter like ... + tremulous leaves before the wind, and the laughter will + pursue you to Paris, where they'll make little songs + about you on the boulevards, and the Riviera, where + they'll sell your photographs on picture postcards. I can + see you fleeing across the Atlantic to ... the immensity + of America, and there the Yellow Press, pea-green with + frenzy, will pile column of ridicule upon column of + invective. Oh, ... do you think it isn't worth while to + endure six months' hard labour to amuse the world so + profoundly?" + + W.S. MAUGHAM: "Jack Straw." + + +The appropriate milieu for Individualism is a desert island inhabited +by the Individualist. + +Another or others may have expressed the same sentiment in earlier and +better language: I have become attached to my own form by use and +habit. The words rise automatically to my lips whenever I think of the +Davenant women; of Elsie and her obstinate, ill-advised marriage, her +efforts to regain freedom, the desperate stroke that gave her divorce +in exchange for reputation, her gallant unyielding attempt to win that +reputation back.... Or maybe I find myself thinking of Joyce and her +loyal long devotion to a cause that lost her friends and money, gained +her hatred and contempt, and threatened her ultimately with illness, +imprisonment and--well, I prefer not to dwell on the risks she was +calling down on her foolish young head. + +It was a courageous, forlorn-hope individualism--the kind that sets +your blood tingling and perhaps raises an obstinate lump in your +throat--but it was wasteful, sadly wasteful. I remember the night +Elsie joined us at Rimini. I met her at the station, escorted her to +the Villa Monreale, led her to Joyce's bedroom, watched them meet and +kiss.... "Gods of my fathers," I murmured, "what have you won, the +pair of you, for all your courage and endurance?" + +The individualism showed its most impracticable angularity when you +tried to force it into a cooperative, well-disciplined scheme like our +escape from England. Sometimes I marvel that we ever got away at all; +You could count on Gartside and Sturling, Maybury-Reynardson and the +nurses, Culling and the Seraph; they were not individualists. It was +no small achievement to make Joyce and Elsie answer to the word of +command. Do I libel poor Joyce in saying she would have proved more +troublesome had her head ached less savagely and her whole body been +less weak? I think not. Elsie certainly showed me that the moment my +grip slackened she was bound by her very nature to take the bit +between her teeth and bolt to the cliff-edge of disaster. + +I blame her no more than I blame a dipsomaniac; I bear her no ill-will +for causing the one miscarriage in my plans. I am not piqued or +chagrined--only sorrowful. Had she obeyed orders, we might have seen +her spared the final humiliation, the last stultification of her +campaign to win a reputation. + +When I called Gartside to witness my intention of moving heaven and +earth to bring Sylvia and the Seraph into communication, I did not +mention that I had already taken the first step. We sailed on Friday +at three, and at three-thirty Culling was to post a letter I had +written to Sylvia. I have no natural eloquence or powers of +persuasion, but I did go down on my knees, so to say, and implore her +again not to let two lives be ruined if she had it in her power to +avert catastrophe. Only a little sacrifice of pride was demanded, but +she must unbend further than at their last meeting if she was to +overcome the Seraph's curious bent of self-depreciation. + +Then I frankly worked on her feelings and described the Seraph's +condition when we left Adelphi Terrace. His nerves had broken down +during the anxious days before her disappearance; and the strain of +finding her, the disappointment of her reception after the event, and +the day by day worry of having Joyce in the house and never knowing +when to expect a search-warrant or an arrest, had proved far too great +a burden for his overwrought, sensitive, highly-strung nature. + +I said it was no more than common humanity for her to see how he was +getting on, and made no bones of telling her how bad I thought him. +Elsie was due to slip out of Adelphi Terrace on the Friday evening, +catch the nine o'clock boat train to Calais, run direct to the villa +at Rimini and make all ready for our arrival. I make no secret of the +fact that when I wrote to Sylvia I was not at all relishing the idea +of the Seraph lying there with no one but the housekeeper and her +husband to look after him. + +Perhaps Elsie too did not care for that prospect, perhaps she speaks +no more than the truth in saying he grew gradually worse after our +departure, perhaps her pent-up individualism was seeking a riotous, +undisciplined outlet. Nine o'clock came and went without bringing her +a step nearer the Continental boat train. At ten she was still sitting +by his bedside, at twelve she had to watch and listen as he began to +grow light-headed. Not until eight on the Saturday morning did she +steal away to her sister's deserted room and lie down for a few hours' +sleep. By that time she had called in her own doctor, veronal had been +administered, and the Seraph had sunk into a heavy trance-like +slumber. + +He was still sleeping at noon when Sylvia arrived in obedience to my +letter. Her coming was characteristic. As soon as she had decided to +swallow her own pride, she summoned witnesses to be spectators of what +she was doing. Sylvia could never be furtive or other than frank and +courageous; she told her mother that she was going immediately to +Adelphi Terrace and going alone. + +Opposition was inevitable, but she disregarded it. Lady Roden forbade +her going, reminding her--I have no doubt--of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, common respectability, and the Seraph's entire +unworthiness. I can picture Sylvia standing with one foot impatiently +tapping the floor, otherwise unmoved, unangered, calm and intensely +resolute. The homily ended--as is the way of most sermons--when her +mother had marshalled all arguments, reviewed, dismissed, assembled +and reinspected them a second and third time. Then Sylvia put on her +hat, called at a florist's on the way, and presented herself at +Adelphi Terrace. + +The Seraph's man opened the bedroom door and came back to report that +the patient was still sleeping. + +"I've brought him some flowers," she said. "I suppose it's no good +waiting? You can't say how soon he's likely to wake up?" + +Something in her tone suggested that she would like to wait, and the +man showed her into the library, provided her with papers, and +withdrew to answer a second ring at the front door bell. + +Sylvia was still wandering round the room, glancing at the pictures +and reading the titles of the books, when her attention was attracted +by the sound of men's voices raised in altercation. Some one appeared +to be forcing an entry which the butler was loyally trying to oppose. + +"Here's the warrant," said a voice, "properly signed, all in order. If +you interfere with these officers in the discharge of their duty, you +do so at your own risk." + +Sylvia listened with astonishment that changed quickly to alarm. The +voice was that of Nigel Rawnsley, speaking as one having authority. + +"One of you stay here," he went on, "and see that nobody leaves the +flat. The other come with me. Take the library first." + +The door opened, and for an amazed moment Nigel stood staring at the +library's sole occupant. + +"Sylvia!" he exclaimed. "What on earth brings you here?" + +His tone so resembled her mother's that all Sylvia's latent opposition +and obstinacy were called into play. + +"Have you any objection to my being here?" she asked. + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"It was rather a surprise." + +"As I don't always warn you beforehand, I'm afraid a good many things +I do must come as a surprise to you." + +"And to yourself?" + +"You must explain that." + +"Surely no explanation is needed?" + +"No explanation is wanted. We can start level, and I needn't bother to +explain my presence here." + +Nigel hastened to welcome a seeming ally. + +"I imagine Aintree could supply that," he said. + +She drew herself suddenly erect in a pose that demanded his right to +use such words. The vindictiveness of his tone and the jealousy of his +expression warned her that the Seraph lay in formidable peril. + +"I want to find what Aintree and his friends have done to my sister, +and I suppose you have a little account to settle with him in respect +of an uncomfortable few days you lately spent at Maidenhead." + +"Do you imagine he had any hand in that?" she asked contemptuously. + +"He knew where to look for you," was the significant answer, "and he +found that out from the woman he's been hiding in these rooms. As it's +too much trouble for him to find out where my sister is, I've called +to gain that information from the lady herself." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Search the flat." + +"And if she isn't here?" + +"She _was_." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Oh, I admit I didn't see her. It may have been any one. But there's a +very strong probability, and I'm going on that." + +"And if there's no one here now?" + +"She must have got away." + +"Yes, I think I could have worked that out for myself." + +"What d'you mean?" + +"What are you going to do if you find no one?" + +"If there's no woman now, the woman who got away was Miss Davenant. If +Aintree has been harbouring Miss Davenant...." He paused delicately. + +"Well?" + +"I'm afraid he'll have some difficulty in persuading a judge not to +sentence him to a considerable term of imprisonment." + +"You'll have him arrested?" + +"That is one of the regrettable but necessary preliminaries. _I_ +shan't do anything." + +"Except rub your hands?" she taunted. + +"Not even that," he answered with supercilious patience. Then, seeing +no profit in pursuing his conversation with Sylvia, he raised his +voice to summon the detectives into the library. "We'll take this room +first," he told her, "and then leave you undisturbed." + +The detectives did not answer his summons immediately and he turned to +fetch them from the hall. As he did so Sylvia saw him start with +surprise. Two paces behind them, an unseen auditor of their +conversation, stood Elsie Wylton. With a slight bow to Sylvia she +entered the library and in the Seraph's interests requested Nigel to +carry out his search as quickly and silently as possible. + +"He's sleeping now," she said, "but he's been awake most of the night, +so please don't disturb him. If you'll search the other rooms, I'll +stay here and talk to Miss Roden." + +Nigel retired with a nicely blended expression of amazement, +humiliation and menace. As the ring of his footsteps grew gradually +fainter, Elsie turned to Sylvia with outstretched hands. + +"I'm so glad you've come," she began. "I was afraid...." + +"How long has he been ill?" interrupted Sylvia in a voice of stern +authority. + +"It's some time now...." + +"And how long have you been here?" + +There was an unmistakable challenge in her tone. Elsie's thoughts had +been so much concerned with the Seraph, her mind was so braced in +readiness to meet Nigel's attack, that for the moment her own share in +the quarrel with Sylvia was forgotten. The library door stood open; +outside in the hall the amateur detective was directing operations. + +"Some time," she answered with studied vagueness. + +The simmering suspicions of eight ambiguous weeks were brought to +boiling point in Sylvia's mind. + +"How long?" she repeated. + +Elsie leaned forward, a finger to her lips; before she could speak, +the hall was filled with the creak of heavy boots and Nigel appeared +in the doorway. + +"She's not here," he announced. + +"Who were you looking for?" Elsie inquired, masking her impatience at +his untimely return. + +"Your sister." + +"Oh, I could have told you that." + +"She _was_ here." + +"Was she? What a pity you didn't come sooner! Why, Mr. Merivale +invited you on Sunday, he told me. When he met you at your Club. I'm +afraid you and the--er--gentleman outside have had your journey in +vain." + +Nigel's face flushed at the taunt and a certain uncomfortable prospect +of polite criticism from the Criminal Investigation Department he had +undertaken to educate. + +"Not altogether," he said. + +"No?" + +"We've found Aintree." + +"Ah; yes. I wanted to get him away to the sea, but he's not fit to +move yet." + +"He may have to." + +"Not yet." + +"A warrant for his arrest won't wait for him to get well--and away." + +Nigel had never learned to disguise his feelings, and the threatening +tone of his voice left no doubt in Elsie's mind that he was rapidly +becoming desperate and would double his stakes to retrieve his earlier +losings. + +"So you're arresting him?" she said. + +"He has obligingly piled up so much evidence against himself," he +answered with a lift of the eyebrows. + +"The same kind of evidence that led you to search these rooms for my +sister?" + +Nigel stood rigidly on his dignity. + +"That will be forthcoming at the proper time and place." + +"Unlike my sister," she rejoined in a mischievous undertone. + +"Possibly she may be forthcoming when Aintree has been arrested." + +A provoking smile came to disturb the last remnants of gravity on +Elsie's face, lending dimples to her cheeks and laughter to her eyes. + +"Possibly he won't be arrested," she remarked. + +"You will prevent it?" + +"I leave that to you." + +"It's a matter for the police. I have no part or lot in it." + +Elsie laughed unrestrainedly at his stiff dignity. + +"You'll move heaven and earth to spare yourself a second humiliation +like the present," she told him with a wise shake of the head. "It's +ridiculous enough to search a man's rooms for a woman who isn't there, +but you can't--you really can't arrest a man for harbouring a woman +when there's no shred of evidence to show she was ever under the same +roof." + +Her mockery deepened the flush on Nigel's thin skin to an angry spot +of red on either cheek. + +"You forget that several of us visited this place the day after Miss +Roden disappeared," he answered. + +Elsie looked him steadily in the eyes. + +"I have every reason to remember it." + +"Your sister was here then." + +"You saw her?" + +"I heard her." + +"You heard _a_ woman." + +"It was your sister or yourself." + +"Or one of a million others." + +Nigel thumped out his points on the top of a revolving bookcase. + +"I had the house watched. No woman entered or left till yesterday. +Barring two nurses, and they're accounted for. You or your sister must +have left here yesterday." + +"And not come back?" + +"No." + +"Well, that makes it much easier, doesn't it? If one went out and +never came back, and you find the other here the following day, it +looks ... I mean to say, a perfectly impartial outsider might think, +that it was my sister who got away and I who remained behind." + +"Exactly. And it's on the same simple reasoning that Aintree will be +arrested." + +Nigel crooked his umbrella over his arm and slowly drew on his gloves. +It was a moment of exquisite, manifest triumph. Elsie stood disarmed +and helpless; Sylvia was too proud to ask terms of such a conqueror. + +"All the same, what a pity you didn't come before the bird was +flown!" Elsie suggested with the sole idea of gaining time. + +"It's something to have found Aintree at home," Nigel returned. + +"And you're going to arrest him for harbouring my sister?" Elsie +walked into the hall and stood with her fingers on the handle of the +door. Her heart was beating so fast that she felt sure she must be +betraying emotion in her face. There was only one way of saving the +Seraph, and she had resolved to take it. That it involved the +immediate and irrevocable sacrifice of her reputation did not disturb +her: she was filled with pity and doubt--pity for Sylvia, and doubt +whether Nigel would accept her sacrifice. "I suppose--you're quite +certain--he wasn't harbouring--_me_?" + +Nigel's unimaginative mind hardly weighed the possibility. + +"There's no warrant against you." + +"Fortunately not." + +"Then why should he harbour you?" + +Elsie waited till her lips and voice were under control. Then she +turned away from Sylvia and faced him with the steadiness of +desperation. + +"It's a very wicked world, Mr. Rawnsley." + +There was a moment's silence: then Sylvia leapt to her feet with +cheeks aflame. + +"D'you mean you were here the whole time?" + +"Some one was. Ask Mr. Rawnsley." + +"Were you?" + +"D'you think it likely?" + +"How should I know?" + +Elsie hardened her heart to play the unwelcome rôle to its bitter end. + +"You know my character, you've not had time to forget my divorce or +the way I thrust myself under the noses of respectable people. Have I +got much more bloom to lose?" + +"It's not true! The Seraph ... he _wouldn't_!" + +"You used to see us about together." + +"There's nothing in that!" + +"Enough to make you cut him at Henley." Each fresh word fell like a +lash across Sylvia's cheeks, but as long as Nigel dawdled irresolutely +at the door it was impossible to end the torture. + +"_Will_ you say whether you were here the whole time?" she demanded of +Elsie. + +"'Course she wasn't," Nigel struck in. "There are convenances even in +this kind of life. Merivale was here the whole time." + +"_Was_ he?" Elsie asked. Every new question seemed to suck her deeper +down. + +"I have his word and the evidence of my own eyes." + +"You know he was actually living here? Not merely dropping in from +time to time? It's important, my reputation seems to hang on it. If I +was the woman Lord Gartside found, and Mr. Merivale didn't happen to +be living here to chaperon us, the Seraph couldn't have been +harbouring my sister, but it's good-bye to the remains of my good +name. And if Mr. Merivale _was_ here, I couldn't have been living here +too, and the Seraph may have harboured one criminal or fifty. Which +was it? I don't like to guess. Mr. Rawnsley, just tell me +confidentially what you believe yourself." + +Nigel bowed stiffly and prepared to leave the room. + +"As the conduct of the case is not in my hands," he answered loftily, +"my opinion is of no moment." + +Elsie held the door open for him, shaking her head and smiling +mischievously to herself. + +"So there's nothing for it but a general arrest? Well, _che sera +sera_: I suppose it'll be all over in a week or two, and then we shall +be let out in time to see the fun. It'll be worth it. I wish women +were admitted to your Club, it 'ud be so amusing to hear your friends +chaffing you about your great mare's nest. 'Well, Rawnsley, what's +this I hear about your giving up politics and going to Scotland Yard?' +Men are such cats, aren't they? Every one would start teasing you at +the House, the thing 'ud get into the papers, they'd hear of it in +your constituency. Can you picture yourself addressing a big meeting +and being heckled? A woman getting up and asking how you crushed the +great militant movement and brought all the ringleaders to book? One +or two people would laugh gently, and the laughter would spread and +grow louder as every one joined in. They'd laugh at you in private +houses and clubs, and the House of Commons. They'd laugh at you in the +streets. Funny men with red noses and comic little hats would come on +at the music halls and imitate you. They'd laugh and laugh till their +sides ached and the tears streamed down their cheeks, and you'd try to +live it down and find you couldn't, and in the end you'd have to leave +England and live abroad, until they'd found something else to laugh +at. You're going? Not arresting us now? Oh, of course, you haven't got +the proper warrant. Well, I expect we shall be here when you come +back. Good-bye, and good luck to you in your new career!" + +The door closed heavily behind his indignant back, and Elsie turned a +little wearily to Sylvia, bracing herself for an explanation that +would be as hard as her recent battle. The mockery had died out of her +voice and the laughter out of her eyes. + +"Shall I go and see if the Seraph's awake yet?" she temporised, "or +would you prefer to leave a message?" + +Sylvia tried to speak, but no words would come--only a dry, choking +sob of utter misery and disillusionment. With hasty steps she crossed +to the door and fumbled blindly for the handle. + +"Miss Roden! Sylvia!" + +"_Don't_ call me that!" + +"I'm sorry. Miss Roden, I've got something to say to you!" + +"I don't want to hear it, I only want to get away!" + +"You must listen, your whole life's at stake--and the Seraph's, too." + +The mention of his name brought her to a momentary standstill. + +"What is it?" she demanded. + +"You must shut that door." + +"I won't." + +Elsie wrung her hands in desperation. Outside on the landing, three +paces from where they were standing, Nigel Rawnsley had paused to +light a cigarette. + +"It's about--the woman who was here," she whispered as he began to +descend the stairs. + +"Was it you?" + +Elsie shook her head. + +"No, say it! say it! Yes or no." + +The sound of Nigel's descending footsteps had abruptly ceased at the +angle of the stairs. + +"For God's sake come back inside here a minute!" Elsie implored her. + +"I won't, it's no good; I shouldn't believe you whatever you said. If +you weren't here, why did you say you were? And if you were---- Oh, +let me go, let me go!" + +With a smothered sob she broke away from Elsie's restraining hand and +rushed precipitously down the stairs. Nigel tried to walk level with +her, but she passed him and hurried out into the street. Elsie closed +the door and walked with a heavy heart into the library. On a table by +the window reposed the bouquet of flowers that Sylvia had +brought--lilies, late roses and carnations, all white as the Seraph +loved them. Taking them in her hand, she tiptoed out of the room and +across the hall to the Seraph's door. He was still sleeping, but awoke +in the early afternoon and inquired whether any one had called. + +"The search-party," Elsie told him, forcing a smile. + +"Who was there?" + +"Young Mr. Rawnsley and two detectives." + +"Was that all?" + +The pathetic eagerness of his tone cut her to the quick. + +"Wasn't it enough?" she asked indifferently. + +The Seraph shielded his eyes from the light with one hand. + +"I don't know. Sometimes I used to think I knew when other +people--some people--were near me. I fancied--when I was asleep--I +suppose it must have been a dream--I don't know--I fancied there was +some one else quite close." + +He turned restlessly on the bed and caught Elsie's fingers in a +bloodless, wasted hand. + +"How did you keep the search-party out?" he inquired. + +"I didn't. They came in, and looked into every room. For some +unaccountable reason," she added ironically, "Joyce was nowhere to be +found." + +"Were they surprised to see you here?" + +"A little. I told them you were seedy and I'd called to inquire." + +The Seraph lay silent till he had gathered sufficient strength to go +on talking. + +"I suppose they really thought you'd been here the whole time?" + +"Oh no!" + +"But how else...." + +"I don't know," Elsie interrupted quickly. "You must ask _them_ who +the woman was Mr. Rawnsley heard the first time he was here. They +couldn't say it was me without suggesting that you and I were both +compromised." + +She sprinkled some scent on a handkerchief and bathed his forehead. + +"Do you think you can get some more sleep, Seraph? I want to get you +well as soon as possible, and then I must take you abroad. London in +August isn't good for little boys." + +"Where shall we go?" + +"I must join Toby and Joyce at Rimini." + +The Seraph sighed and closed his eyes. + +"I can't go there yet. They'll be--frightfully happy--wrapped up in +each other--all that sort of thing. I don't want to see them yet." + +Elsie dropped no hint of the time that must elapse before Joyce was +strong again or "frightfully happy." + +"Where shall it be then?" she asked. + +The Seraph pressed her fingers to his lips. + +"You go there, Elsie. I must travel alone. I shall go to the East. I +shan't come back for some time. If ever." + +The effort of talking and the trend of the conversation had made him +restless. Elsie smoothed his pillow, and rose to leave the room. + +As he watched her walk to the door, his eyes fell for the first time +on the bouquet of roses and lilies. + +"Who brought those?" he inquired. + +"I found them in the library," she answered. + +"Is there no name?" + +For a moment she pretended to look for a card, then shook her head +without speaking. As she saw him lying in bed, she wondered if he +would ever know the price at which his freedom from arrest had been +purchased. Of her own sacrifice she thought little; it was but +generous payment of a long outstanding debt. All her imagination was +concentrated on Sylvia--her sanguine, happy arrival, the morning's +long agony, her hopeless, agonised departure. + +"And no message?" the Seraph persisted with a mixture of eagerness and +disappointment. + +"No." + +"I wonder who they can be from." + +"One of your numerous admirers, I suppose," Elsie answered carelessly. +Then she opened the door, walked wearily to her own room, and +tried--unsuccessfully--to cry. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +RIMINI + + "We left our country for our country's good." + + GEORGE BARRINGTON: _Prologue_. + + +We arrived in Rimini at the end of the first week in August--Joyce, +her two nurses, Maybury-Reynardson and I. Elsie joined us as soon as +we were comfortably settled in the villa, and has stayed on week after +week, month after month, tending her poor sister with a devotion that +touched my selfish, hardened old heart. Dick came for a few days +before the beginning of the law term; otherwise we have been a party +of three, as the doctor and nurses returned to England as soon as +Joyce appeared to be out of danger. + +Rimini turns cold at the beginning of November, and we have had to +make arrangements for going into winter quarters. Cairo and the +Riviera are a little public for two escaped criminals, but I hear +there is a tolerable hotel at Taormina; and as Joyce has never been in +Sicily before, we might spend at least the beginning of our honeymoon +there. For myself, I do not mind where we go so long as we can escape +from Rimini. I want no unnecessary reminders of the last three months, +the weary waiting, the frequent false dawns of convalescence, the +regular relapses. They have been bad months for Joyce, but I venture +to think they were worse for Elsie and myself. In my own case there +definitely came an early day when my nervous system showed signs of +striking work; it was then that I embarked on my first and last +venture in prose composition. + +When she is well enough to be bothered with such vain trivialities, I +shall present my manuscript to Joyce. I hope she will read it, for I +have intended it for her eyes alone; and if she rejects the task, I +shall feel guilty of having wasted an incredible amount of good sermon +paper. And when she has read it, she must light a little fire and burn +every sheet of it; not even Elsie must see it, though she has been +instrumental in giving me information over the last chapters that I +should not otherwise have obtained. + +I think my decision is wise and necessary. In part the book is too +intimate an account of Sylvia's character and the Seraph's feelings +for me to be justified in making it public: in part, the pair of us +have already done sufficient injury to Rodens and Rawnsleys without +giving the world our candid opinion of either family: in part, we have +to remember that during the last eight months, wherever we found the +law of England obtruding itself on our gaze, we broke it with a light +heart and untroubled conscience. There is not the least good in taking +the world into our confidence in the matter of these little +transgressions. + +In a week's time there will be a quiet wedding at the British +Consulate; it will take place in the presence of a Consul who has +treated me with such uniform kindness that I have sometimes wondered +if he has ever heard of such things as extradition orders. Our +marriage will be the last chapter of one phase in my life. It opened +on a day when I walked up the steps of the Club, and paused for a +moment to gaze at the altered face of Pall Mall and read on a +contents-bill that the old militants had broken every window on the +east side of Bond Street, interrupted a meeting, and burnt down an +Elizabethan house in Hertfordshire. "Shocking," I remember thinking, +"and quite unimpressive." Before I was twelve hours older, Fate had +introduced me to a young woman whose machinations may or may not have +been infinitely more shocking; they were certainly not unimpressive. + +The closing scenes of the Militant campaign are soon given. Elsie left +London and joined us here as soon as the Seraph was fit to travel. +That was three days after Nigel's second raid. They must have been +anxious days, as our rising young statesman seems to have been torn +between a quite bloodthirsty lust for revenge and a morbid horror of +another fiasco as humiliating as his search-party. Elsie went round by +Marseilles, saw the Seraph on board a P. and O. mailboat bound for +Bombay and came overland to Rimini. When I met her and heard the +details of her flight, I could tell her that all danger was over, +and--if Justice had not been done--the stolen goods had at least been +restored. + +The news reached us as we came out of the Bay. Gartside and I were on +deck, watching the sun strike golden splinters out of the hock-bottle +towers of the royal palace at Cintra. The wireless operator came down +with a tapped message that Mrs. Millington had revealed the +whereabouts of Mavis Rawnsley and young Paul Jefferson. He added that +the police had so far discovered no trace of that hardened +criminal--Miss Joyce Davenant. + +When Elsie joined us and told me the story of the Rawnsley raid, I +could not help thinking once again, "_Plus ça change, plus c'est la +même chose_." The gallant fight she had made for freedom and +reputation ended in disaster, and she left England branded with the +stigma that the Divorce Court had striven to impose and we had fought +tooth and nail to remove. Joyce's struggle for the suffrage ended, as +she now knows, in putting the suffrage further from the forefront of +practical politics than it has been for a generation. When the +recording angel allots to each one of us our share of responsibility +in moulding the face of history, what effective change will be +credited to the united or separate efforts of Rawnsleys and Rodens, +Seraphs, Davenants and Merivales? + +Two results stand out. The first is a marriage that will be celebrated +at the Consulate in a week's time, the second is a listless letter +penned in exile, signed by the Seraph and dated from Yokohama. Joyce +knows I am tolerably fond of her, and will acquit me of speaking +rhetorically if I say that I would wipe the last eight months--and all +they mean to us both--from the pages of Time, if I could spare the +Seraph what he has been through since I dined with him that first +evening at the Ritz. Here is the letter, and no one will be surprised +to learn that I spent a melancholy day after reading it. + +"I send you the last chapters of Volume III. As you've waded through +the earlier stuff, you may care to see the record brought up to date. +I call it 'The End' because there's nothing more to write, and if +there were, I shouldn't write it. Some day I suppose I may have to +write again, when my present money (Roden's money) is exhausted. Not +till then. + +"India was one disappointment, and Japan another, though the fault, I +imagine, lay in my lack of appreciation. The South Seas will be a +third. '_Caelum non animum mutant qui trans mare currunt_.' I don't +want to move on, but I can't stand Yokohama any longer. + +"When I get to San Francisco I shall probably cross the States, +arriving in New York at the end of December. Then I suppose one has to +see this Panama Canal. After that, God knows. + +"Before I left England I was looking for the MS. of the earlier +chapters of Vol. III. I couldn't find them. Did you by any chance get +them mixed up in your luggage? If so, please destroy them at once, +with the new chapters, as soon as you have read them. Don't let +anybody see them, even Joyce. In this I depend on your friendship and +honour. + +"I hope Joyce is all right again now. Give my love to her and Elsie, +and take my best wishes for yourself. You--I suppose--are a fixture at +Rimini, or at any rate out of England. I can't answer for myself, but +I don't expect we shall meet again. You must have found me a +depressing host in London. I'm sorry. Good-bye." + +He said that even Joyce was not to see the third volume--put me on my +honour, in fact--and see it she shall not. There is another reason. I +read those last chapters and then went through the whole volume from +beginning to end. Without exaggeration the effect was overwhelming--his +style is so artless, his pathos so unpremeditated. I felt as if I had +been re-reading Hardy's most poignant novels--"Tess" and "Jude" and "A +Pair of Blue Eyes." It was horrible. I went up to my room, lit the fire +and prepared for the holocaust. + +Then I was tempted. Yes, he puts me on my honour, depends on my +friendship, all that sort of thing.... But I did not burn a sheet. It +was a chilly evening, I lit a cigar, and waited for the pyre to burst +into destructive flame. As I watched and meditated, Sylvia's little +face seemed to look at me out of the fire, the black coals crowning +her forehead as I used to see it crowned with her own lustrous hair. I +thought of our last meeting when she struggled with her devils of +pride and unbelief; and of her meeting with Elsie when she came in +hope and left in humiliation. I confess I love Sylvia very +dearly--love her as all men love her--for her beauty, her queenliness +and clean, passionate pride; love her because I know something of her +loneliness, her passion for service, and the repeated rejections of +her sacrifices. And I love her a little more on my own account, +because she talked to me as if I had been her own sister, and I +perhaps know--better than any one--what she must have been through +during those sad, mad months in England. + +Well, I broke faith with the Seraph and wrote her a line of overture. +I was perhaps a fool to do it, as I had already had evidence in plenty +of my incompetence to play the _rôle_ of Providence. "I am sending you +the MS. of a book," I told her. "It is the third volume of Gordon +Tremayne's 'Child of Misery'. I know you have read the first two +volumes, for we have discussed and admired them together a dozen +times. Did you ever suspect who the author was? + +"In telling you it was the Seraph, I am breaking my word to him and +running the risk of being branded and disowned. I must tell you, +though, to explain the existence of the third volume. I watched it +being written, day by day. That evening on the Cher, when he +anticipated some words you were going to say, the words had already +been written down as part of the current chapter. I saw him brought up +short when you were spirited away and the connection was broken. Most +wonderful of all, I was present when the connection was re-established +and he jumped up like one possessed, exclaiming, 'Sylvia wants me!' + +"When you have read these pages, you will not be in a position to +doubt any longer. He loves you as no woman was ever loved before, and +in him you have found the half that completes and interprets your +'_âme incomprise_.' Get him back, Sylvia. I don't know how it's to be +done, but you must use your woman's wit to find a way. I'm asking for +his sake and yours, not for mine--though I would give much to see 'The +Child of Misery' growing to happier manhood. + +"I am afraid you will say I am hardly the man to ask anything of you +or yours. The Rodens and Merivales have hardly made a success of their +recent relationship. But I should like to be forgiven. What is my +crime? That I helped to keep justice from touching a woman who had +done you and your family a great wrong. Well, Sylvia, you'd have done +the same thing and told the same lies, had you been in my place and +had you wanted Joyce as badly as I wanted her. So will you forgive me +and be friends? And if you forgive me, will you forgive the woman +who's going to be my wife in a few days' time? I must reconcile myself +to the idea of being estranged from the rest of your family, but +(between ourselves) I'll let 'em all go if you'll write and say Joyce +and I are not quite such monsters of iniquity as you may have thought +us. + +"One thing more. When you've read the third volume, you will no longer +doubt that Mrs. Wylton's presence in Adelphi Terrace was due to +charitable impulse towards Joyce and the Seraph. And you ought to +think well of any one who played the Good Samaritan to the Seraph. +Don't try to rehabilitate her character in public; it can only be done +at a risk to the Seraph's personal safety. And in any case you won't +convince a man like Nigel or the men he's already told the story to. + +"Return me the MS. when you've read it, will you? I was entrusted with +its destruction, and put on honour not to let another soul read it. +You see how I keep my trust. The worst thing you can say of me is what +I've already said of myself--that most damning of all judgments--that +I meant well." + +I sent that letter to Sylvia nine days ago, and received her reply +this morning. She returned me the MS., and I burnt it--with the +knowledge that I was destroying one of the greatest literary treasures +of this generation.... Well, they had to do the same with some of +Ruskin's letters. + +"I wish you had not told me to send you back the book," she began. "I +should have liked to keep it. Or rather--I don't know--I half wish you +hadn't sent it at all. The time that has passed since the beginning of +August has been rather hard to bear, and the book has only turned +misgiving into certainty. + +"Of course I forgive you! As if there were anything to forgive! And +Miss Davenant too. I hope she is better now. Will you ask her to +accept my love and best wishes for the future? And of course I include +you. We were good friends, weren't we? As I said we should be the +first time we met. Only I said then that you would find me worth +having as a friend, and I'm afraid I did everything I could to +disprove it. You stood me awfully well. I think you knew most of the +dark corners in my mean little soul--and if you did, perhaps you see +that I didn't do much beyond showing my true nature. + +"This isn't a pose--I'm really--well, I was going to say 'broken'--but +I hope I'm a little more tolerant. You'd hardly recognise me if you +saw me, there's little enough of the 'Queen Elizabeth' about me now. +It's a horrid, flat world, and I wish I could find something in it to +interest me. May I ask for just one good mark? You wrote to me when +you left England, telling me to swallow my pride and go to see the +Seraph. Well, it was a struggle, but I did go--as you know. When I got +there, I seemed to find more than I could bear, and so of course +everything went wrong. But I did try, and you will give me my one +little good mark, won't you? I want it. + +"Mother says I'm run down and in need of a change, so Phil's taking me +over to the United States at the beginning of December. There's a sort +of Parliamentary Polytechnic Tour to Panama, every one who can get +away is going to see the Canal. I don't in the least want to go, but I +suppose the States can hardly be duller than England, and as long as +mother thinks I must have a change, change I must have. If it isn't +Panama it will be somewhere worse. + +"We shall spend Christmas in New York. Will you send me a letter of +good wishes to the Fifth Avenue Hotel? And tell me where you are going +to settle permanently and whether you will let me come and see you. If +your wife will not mind, I should like to see you both again--well and +happy, I hope. Somebody must be happy in this world, or it wouldn't go +on. I don't want to lose you as a friend; I'm feeling lonely enough as +it is. + +"I am hardly likely to see the Seraph again, but if you meet him, I +should like you to give him a message. Say it is from a woman who did +him a great wrong: say she now knows the wrong she did him and has +been punished for it. Tell him you know how much she hates ever +apologising or admitting she was wrong, but that she wants him to know +of her apology before she finally passes out of his memory. Will you +tell him that? It won't do any good, but it will make me more +comfortable in my mind." + +At the bottom of the page six words had been scratched out. I did not +mean to read them, but the obliteration was incomplete, and the +firelight shining up through the paper enabled me to decipher: "Oh, my +God, I am miserable." Then followed the signature: "Affectionately +yours (may I sign myself 'affectionately'?) Sylvia." + +After reading her letter I concentrated my thoughts on the question +how to blot out time, annihilate space, bridge two continents, and +bring two proud, sore, sensitive spirits into communion. My method of +attaining concentration of mind is to think of something different and +wait for inspiration to solve my original problem. Joyce may remember +the day when I stumped into her room and talked at large of honeymoons +and winter resorts. That was the time when my mind was concentrated on +the problem of Sylvia and the Seraph. She will further recollect +assenting to my suggestion of a villa at Taormina. + +On leaving her room I strolled round to the bank to see if they had +agents in Sicily or could give me any information on the subject of a +suitable villa. They were kind but helpless, and eventually I thought +it the safer course to write for rooms at an hotel and look for a +villa at our leisure. Ambling out of the bank, I wandered in the +direction of the telegraph office. + +Inspiration came in the interval between wiring for rooms and engaging +berths on the Wagon-Lits--I knew it would. As soon as our places were +booked I walked back to the telegraph office and cabled to the Seraph +at Yokohama. "Letter and enclosures received with thanks," I wired. +"All nonsense about not meeting again. Will you lunch Christmas Day, +one-thirty? Fifth Avenue Hotel, New York.--TOBY." + +Then I came back to the Villa Monreale. + +Joyce's first words were to tell me I had been away a very long time. +Flattering as this was, I had to justify myself and account for every +moment of my absence. She wanted to know what I had wired to the +Seraph, and as husbands and wives _in posse_ should have no secrets +from each other, I showed her the draft of my cable. Her face was a +study. + +"My dear!" she exclaimed, "we can't go all the way to New York even to +see the Seraph. You suggested Taormina when you left here...." + +"Quite so," I assented. + +"Did you order rooms?" + +"Yes." + +"Then we can't go to New York." + +"I never proposed to." + +"Why did you invite the Seraph to lunch with us there?" + +"I didn't." + +"Toby!" + +She was not satisfied till I spelt out the draft of the cable word by +word; and then she rather resented my remarks about the incurable +sloppiness of the female mind. As a matter of fact, I cannot claim +originality for the phrase; I believe a Liberal Prime Minister coined +it as a terse description of his opponents' mental shortcomings. I +only borrowed it for the nonce. + +"Will--you--lunch--Christmas Day----" I pointed out. "It doesn't say +we shall be there to receive him." + +"I don't understand it," she said rather wearily. I have since +honourably resolved not to be guilty of facetiousness when we are +married, but at the moment I was rather pleased with my little +stratagem. + +"I'm arranging for some one to be there to meet him," I said. + +"Who?" she asked. + +"A young woman named Sylvia Roden," I answered. + +And even then her appreciation of my diplomacy was grudging. + + + + +EPILOGUE + + TRISTRAM. + + "Raise the light, my page! that I may see her-- + Thou art come at last, then, haughty Queen? + Long I've waited, long I've fought my fever; + Late thou comest, cruel hast thou been." + + ISEULT. + + "Blame me not, poor sufferer! that I tarried; + Bound I was, I could not break the band. + Chide not with the past, but feel the present! + I am here--we meet--I hold thy hand." + + MATTHEW ARNOLD: "Tristram and Iseult." + + +I had intended to write no more, but as we left the Consulate to-day +after our wedding, a cable was handed me by my smiling Italian valet. + +"Paddy Culling for a bob!" I said, as I opened it and prepared for +some whimsical message of congratulation. + +I was wrong. The cable was my reply from Yokohama. + +"No offence intended," it ran. "Delighted lunch as +suggested.--SERAPH." + + +THE END + + +PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, LONDON AND BECCLES. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + + +-----------------------------------------------------------+ + | Typographical errors corrected in text: | + | | + | Page 4: repellant replaced with repellent | + | Page 52: "ths same advice" replaced with | + | "the same advice" | + | Page 90: been been replaced with been | + | Page 95: torso replaced with trio | + | Page 119: "because its unique" replaced with | + | "because it's unique" | + | Page 125: femineity replaced with femininity | + | Page 127: dispise replaced with despise | + | Page 217: Accent corrected from φυσεῖ to φύσει | + | Page 233: Fraülein replaced with Fräulein | + | | + | Page 66: A sackbut is a trombone from the Renaissance | + | and Baroque eras. | + | | + +-----------------------------------------------------------+ + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SIXTH SENSE*** + + +******* This file should be named 37164-0.txt or 37164-0.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/3/7/1/6/37164 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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For | + | a complete list, please see the end of this document. | + | | + +------------------------------------------------------------+ + + + + + +THE SIXTH SENSE + +A Novel + +by + +STEPHEN McKENNA + +Author of "The Reluctant Lovers" "Sheila Intervenes" + + + "The World is a Comedy to those that think, a tragedy + to those who feel." + _Horace Walpole to Sir Horace Mann._ + + + + + + + +London +Chapman & Hall, Ltd. +1915 + + + + + L'INTROUVABLE + + + + +CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + PROLOGUE. LONDON AFTER TWENTY YEARS 1 + + I. WAR OUTRANCE 25 + + II. SUPPER WITH A MYSTIC 46 + + III. BRANDON COURT 62 + + IV. THE FIRST ROUND 84 + + V. COMMEMORATION 103 + + VI. THE SECOND ROUND 123 + + VII. A CAUSE CLBRE 140 + + VIII. HENLEY--AND AFTER 160 + + IX. THE THIRD ROUND 178 + + X. THE ZEAL THAT OUTRUNS DISCRETION 197 + + XI. THE AMATEUR DETECTIVE 214 + + XII. THE SIXTH SENSE 232 + + XIII. OR THE OBVIOUS ALTERNATIVE 247 + + XIV. THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY 263 + + XV. THE RAID 279 + + XVI. RIMINI 296 + + EPILOGUE 308 + + + + +THE SIXTH SENSE + + + + +PROLOGUE + +LONDON AFTER TWENTY YEARS + + "As when a traveller, bound from North to South, + Scouts fur in Russia: what's its use in France? + In France spurns flannel: where's its need in Spain? + In Spain drops cloth, too cumbrous for Algiers! + Linen goes next, and last the skin itself, + A superfluity at Timbuctoo. + When, through his journey was the fool at ease? + I'm at ease now, friend; worldly in this world, + I take and like its way of life; I think + My brothers who administer the means, + Live better for my comfort--that's good too; + And God, if he pronounce upon such life, + Approves my service, which is better still." + + ROBERT BROWNING: "Bishop Blougram's Apology." + + +I paused, with my foot on the lowest step of the Club, to mark the +changes that had overtaken Pall Mall during my twenty years' absence +from England. + +The old War Office, of course, was gone; some of the shops on the +north side were being demolished; and the Automobile Club was new and +unassimilated. In my day, too, the Athenum had not been painted +Wedgwood-green. Compared, however, with the Strand or Mall, Piccadilly +or Whitehall, marvellously little change had taken place. I made an +exception in favour of the character and velocity of the traffic: the +bicycle boom was in its infancy when I left England: I returned to +find the horse practically extinct, and the streets of London as +dangerous as the railway stations of America. + +I wondered how long it would take me to get used to the London of +1913.... Then I wondered if I should find anything to keep me long +enough to grow acclimatised. Chance had brought me back to England, +chance and the "wandering foot" might as easily bear me away again. It +has always been a matter of indifference to me where I live, what I +do, whom I meet. If I never seem to get bored, it is perhaps because I +am never long enough in one place or at one occupation. There was no +reason why England should not keep me amused.... + +A man crossed the road and sold me a _Westminster Gazette_. I opened +it to see what was engaging the England of 1913, remembering as I did +so that the _Westminster_ was the last paper of importance to be +published before I went abroad. As I glanced at the headlines, twenty +years seemed to drop out of my life. Another Home Rule Bill was being +acclaimed as the herald of the Millennium; Ulster was being told to +fight and be right: the Welsh Church was once more being +disestablished, while in foreign politics a confederation of Balkan +States was spending its blood and treasure in clearing Europe of the +Turk, to a faint echoing accompaniment of Gladstone's "bag and +baggage" trumpet call. At home and abroad, English politics repeated +themselves with curiously dull monotony. + +Then I turned to the middle page, and saw I had spoken too hastily. +"Suffragette Outrages" seemed to fill three columns of the paper. My +return to England had synchronised with a political campaign more +ruthless, intransigeant and unyielding than anything since the Fenian +outrages of my childhood. I read of unique fifteenth-century houses +burnt to the ground, interrupted meetings, assaults on Ministers, +sabotage in public buildings, and the demolition of plate-glass +windows at the hands of an uncompromising, fearless and diabolically +ingenious army of destroyers. On the other side of the account were +entered long sentences, hunger-strikes, forcible feeding and something +that was called "A Cat and Mouse Act." I was to hear more of that +later: it was indeed the political parent of the "New Militant +Campaign" whose life coincided with my own residence in England. I +fancy the supporters of the bill like Roden, Rawnsley or Jefferson +genuinely believed they had killed hunger-striking--and with it the +spirit of militancy--when the Government assumed the power of +imprisoning, releasing and re-imprisoning at will. The event proved +that they had only driven militancy into a fresh channel.... + +It is curious to reflect that as I at last mounted the steps and +entered the Club, I was wondering where it would be possible to meet +the resolute, indomitable women who formed the Council of War to the +militant army. It would be a new, alluring experience. I was so +occupied with my thoughts that I hardly noticed the hall porter +confronting me with the offer of the New Members' Address Book. + +"Surely a new porter?" I suggested. At ten guineas a year for twenty +years, it was costing me two hundred and ten pounds to enter the +Club, and I did not care to have my expensive right challenged. + +"Seventeen years, sir," he answered with the gruff, repellent +stiffness of the English official. + +"I must have been before your time, then," I said. + +Of course he disbelieved me, on the score of age if for no other +reason; and the page boy who dogged my steps into the Cloak Room, was +sent--I have no doubt--to act as custodian of the umbrellas. My age is +forty-two, but I have never succeeded in looking more than about eight +and twenty: perhaps I have never tried, as I find that a world of +personal exertion and trouble is saved by allowing other people to do +my trying, thinking, arranging for me ... whatever I am, others have +made me. + +There was not a single familiar face in the hall, and I passed into +the Morning Room, like a ghost ascending from Hades to call on neas. +Around me in arm-chair groups by the fire, or quarrelsome knots +suspended over the day's bill of fare, were sleek, full-bodied +creatures of dignified girth and portentous gravity--fathers of +families, successes in life. These--I told myself--were my +contemporaries; their faces were for the most part unknown, but this +was hardly surprising as many of my friends are dead and most of the +survivors are to be found at the Bar. A barrister with anything of a +practice cannot afford time to lunch in the spacious atmosphere of +Pall Mall, and the smaller the practice, the greater his anxiety to +conceal his leisure. For a moment I felt painfully insignificant, +lonely and unfriended. + +I was walking towards the Coffee Room when a heavy hand descended on +my shoulder and an incredulous voice gasped out---- + +"Toby, by Gad!" + +No one had called me by that name for fifteen years, and I turned to +find a stout, middle-aged man with iron-grey hair and a red face +extending a diffident palm. + +"I beg your pardon," he added hastily, as he saw my expression of +surprise. "I thought for a moment...." + +"You were right," I interrupted. + +"Toby Merivale," he said with profound deliberation. "I thought you +were dead." + +The same remark had already been made to me four times that morning. + +"That's not original," I objected. + +"Do you know who I am?" he asked. + +"You used to be Arthur Roden in the old days when I knew you. That was +before they made you a Privy Councillor and His Majesty's +Attorney-General." + +"By Gad, I can hardly believe it!" he exclaimed, shaking my hand a +second time and carrying me off to luncheon. "What have you been doing +with yourself? Where have you been? Why did you go away?" + +"As Dr. Johnson once remarked...." I began. + +"'Questioning is not a mode of conversation among gentlemen,'" he +interrupted. "I know; but if you drop out of the civilised world for +the third of a lifetime...." + +"You've not ordered yourself any lunch." + +"Oh, hang lunch!" + +"But you haven't ordered any for me, either." + +My poor story--for what it was worth--started with the plovers' eggs, +and finished neck-to-neck with the cheese. I told him how I had gone +down to the docks twenty years before to see young Handgrove off to +India, and how at the last moment he had cajoled me into accompanying +him.... Arthur came with me in spirit from India to the diamond mines +of South Africa where I made my money, took part with me in the +Jameson Raid, and kept me company during those silent, discreet months +when we all lay _perdus_ wondering what course the Government was +going to pursue towards the Raiders. Then I sketched my share in the +war, and made him laugh by saying I had been three times mentioned in +despatches. My experience of blackwater fever was sandwiched in +between the settlement of South Africa, and my departure to the scene +of the Russo-Japanese war: last of all came the years of vegetation, +during which I had idled round the Moorish fringe of the Desert or +sauntered from one Mediterranean port to another. + +"What brings you home now?" he asked. + +"Home? Oh, to England. I've a young friend stationed out at Malta, and +when I was out there three weeks ago I found his wife down with a +touch of fever. He wanted her brought to London, couldn't come +himself, so suggested I should take charge. _J'y suis_...." + +I hesitated. + +"Well?" + +"I don't know, Arthur. I've no plans. If you have any suggestions to +make...." + +"Come and spend Whitsun with me in Hampshire." + +"Done." + +"You're not married?" + +"'Sir,'" I said in words Sir James Murray believes Dr. Johnson ought +to have used, "'in order to be facetious it is not necessary to be +indecent.'" + +"And never will be, I suppose." + +"I've no plans. You, of course...." + +I paused delicately, in part because I was sure he wanted to tell me +all about himself, in part because I could not for the life of me +remember what had come of the domestic side of his career during my +absence abroad. He was married, and the father of a certain number of +children before I left England; I had no idea how far the +ramifications went. + +It appeared that his wife--who was still living--had presented him +with Philip, now aged twenty-six, his father's private secretary and +member for some Scotch borough; Sylvia, aged twenty-four, and +unmarried; Robin, aged twenty-one, and in his last year at Oxford; and +Michael, an _enfant terrible_ of sixteen still at Winchester. I fancy +there were no more; these were certainly all I ever met, either in +Cadogan Square or Brandon Court. + +In his public life I suppose Arthur Roden would be called a successful +man. I remember him during the barren first few years of practice, but +soon after my departure from England reports used to reach me showing +the increasing volume of his work, until he became one of the busiest +juniors on the Common Law side, reading briefs at four in the morning, +and sending a clerk out to buy his new clothes. After taking silk at +an early age, he had entered the House and been made Attorney-General +in 1912. + +"I was appointed the same day your brother was raised to the Bench," +he told me. + +"I should think he makes a pretty bad Judge," I suggested. + +"Resolute," said Arthur. "We want firmness." + +I knew what that meant. According to unsympathetic papers, Mr. Justice +Merivale had conducted a Bloody Assize among the Militants of the +Suffrage Army. When Roden prosecuted in person, there was short shrift +indeed. + +"We've killed militancy between us," he boasted. + +"And I understand you're burnt together in effigy." + +His face grew suddenly stern. + +"They haven't stopped at that. There've been two attempts to fire +Brandon Court, and one wing of your brother's house was burnt down a +few weeks ago. I expect you found him rather shaken." + +"I haven't seen him yet." + +Arthur looked surprised. + +"Oh, you ought to," he said. "I'm afraid he won't be able to last out +the rest of the term without a change. It's got on his nerves. Got on +his wife's nerves, too. Your niece is the only one who doesn't seem to +care; but then I think girls have very little imagination. It's the +same with Sylvia. By the way, I suppose you know you've got a niece?" + +We paid our bills, and walked upstairs to the Smoking Room. + +"What'll be their next move?" I asked. + +"I don't think there will be a next move," he answered slowly. "What +can they do?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"I'm only an onlooker, but d'you believe this Cat and Mouse Act is +going to stop them? My knowledge is mere newspaper knowledge, but to +be beaten by a device like that--it isn't in keeping with the +character of the women who've organised the Militant Campaign so far." + +"What _can_ they do?" he repeated. + +"I don't know." + +"They don't either. One or two of the most determined law breakers are +in reality spies; they've kept us posted in the successive steps of +the campaign up to the present. Now they report that there's no plan +for the future. They know it would be futile to start assassination; +if they go on burning and breaking, a proportion of them get caught +and punished. Hunger striking's been killed by the Cat and Mouse Act. +Well, militancy's dead, Toby. If you come down to the House to-night, +you'll be present at the funeral." + +"What's happening?" + +"It's the division on the Suffrage amendment to the Electoral Reform +Bill. Hullo! here's Philip. Let me introduce my eldest son." + +I made friends with Philip as we crossed the Park and entered the +House. He was curiously like the Arthur I had known twenty years +before--tall, dark-haired, clean-featured, with an exuberant zest for +life tempered to an almost imperceptible degree by the reserve of the +responsible public man. The physical and mental vigour of father and +son left me silently admiring; as they hurried along at a swinging +five miles an hour, I took stock of their powerful, untiring frames, +quick movements, and crisp, machine-made speech. They were hard, +business-like, unimaginative, with the qualities of those defects and +the defects of those qualities; trained, taught, and equipped to play +the midwife to any of the bureaucratic social reforms that have been +brought into the English political world the last few years, but +helpless and impotently perplexed in face of an idea outside their +normal ken. They were highly efficient average English politicians. +Either or both would reform you the Poor Law, nationalise a railway, +or disestablish a Church; but send Philip to India, set Arthur to +carry out Cromer's work in Egypt, and you would see English dominion +driven from two continents as speedily as North drove it from America. +It was one of the paradoxes of English politics that Arthur should +have been entrusted with the problem of Suffrage militancy, a paradox +of the same order as that whereby Strafford grappled with the problem +of a parliamentary system. + +"You'll stay a few minutes," Philip urged as I abandoned him to Empire +and wandered off to pay my belated respects to my brother. + +I glanced round me and shook my head. I would not grow old all at +once, and yet--Gladstone was Prime Minister when I left England: his +statue now dominated the public lobby. And Salisbury, Harcourt, +Chamberlain, Parnell, Labby--their voices were sunk in the great +silence. In my day Committee Room Number Fifteen used to be an object +of historic interest.... + + "They say the lion and the lizard keep + The Halls where Jamshyd gloried, and drank deep: + And Bahram, the great hunter, the wild ass + Stamps o'er his head, and he lies fast asleep." + +I quoted the lines to Philip apologetically, reminding him that the +Omar Khayyam vogue had not come in when I left England. "I shall see +you at Brandon Court," I added. + +"What are you going to do till then?" he asked. + +"Heaven knows! I never make arrangements. Things just happen to me. I +always contrive to be in the thick of whatever's going on. I don't +know how long I shall stay in England, or where I shall go to +afterwards. But whether it's a railway strike or a coronation, I shall +be there. I don't like it, I'm a peaceful man by nature, but I can't +help it. I always get dragged into these things." + +Philip scratched his chin thoughtfully. + +"I don't know that we've got any great sensations at the present +time," he said. + +"Something will turn up," I answered in the words of one greater than +myself, as I waved my hand in farewell and started back in the +direction of the Club. + +I knew my brother would not leave Court till at least four o'clock, so +I had to dispose of an hour before it was time to call round in Pont +Street. The Club had emptied since luncheon, and I drew blank in one +place after another until fate directed my steps to the Card Room. +There were two men playing bzique, one of them poor Tom Wilding whom +I had left lame and returned to find half paralysed and three parts +blind. The other--who played with a wonderful patience, calling the +names of the cards--I recognised as my young friend Lambert Aintree +who had parted from me in Morocco five years before. I reminded them +both of my identity, and we sat gossiping till an attendant arrived to +wheel poor Wilding away for his afternoon drive. + +Leaving the card-table, Aintree joined me on the window-seat and +subjected my face, clothes and general appearance to a rapid scrutiny. +It was the practised, comprehensive glance of an old physician in +making diagnosis, and I waited for him to pronounce on my case. Five +years ago in Morocco he had exhibited a disconcerting and almost +uncanny skill in reading character and observing little forgotten +points that every one else missed. The results of his observation were +usually shrouded in the densest veils of uncommunicativeness: I +sometimes wonder if I have ever met a more silent man. When you could +get him to talk, he was usually worth hearing: for the most part, +however, talking like every other form of activity seemed too much of +an exertion. I understand him now better than I did, but I am not so +foolish as to pretend that I understand him completely. I am a man of +three dimensions: Aintree, I am convinced, was endowed with the +privilege of a fourth. + +"Well?" I said invitingly, as he brought his examination to an end and +looked out of the window. + +His answer was to throw me over a cigarette and light one himself. + +"Take an interest in me," I said plaintively. "Say you thought I was +dead...." + +"Everyone's said that." + +"True," I admitted. + +"And they've all asked you when you landed, and how long you were +staying, and what brought you to England." + +"It would be rather friendly if you did the same." + +"You couldn't tell me--any more than you could tell them." + +"But I could. It was Sunday morning." + +"About then. I knew that. You've been here long enough to get English +clothes, and," he gave me another rapid look, "to have them made for +you. How long you're here for--you don't know." + +"Not to a day," I conceded. "Well, why did I come?" + +"You don't know." + +"Pardon me." I told him of my visit to Malta and the charitable +guardianship of my friend's convalescent wife. + +"But that wasn't the real reason." + +"It was the only reason." + +"The only one you thought of at the time." + +I was amazed at the certainty of his tone. + +"My dear fellow," I said. "I am a more or less rational creature, a +reason comes along and compels me to do a thing. If I were a woman, no +doubt I should do a thing and find reasons for it afterwards." + +"Don't you ever do a thing on impulse, instinctively? And analyse your +motives afterwards to see what prompted you?" + +"Oh, possibly. But not on this occasion." + +"You're sure?" + +"What are you driving at?" I asked. + +"You'll find out in time." + +"I should like to know now." + +Aintree inhaled the smoke of his cigarette and answered with eyes +half-closed. + +"Most men of your age wake up one morning to find they've turned +forty. They feel it would be good to renew their youth, they play with +the idea of getting married." + +"Is this to my address?" I asked. + +"D'you feel it applies to your case?" + +"I can solemnly assure you that such an idea never crossed my mind." + +"Not consciously." + +"Nor unconsciously." + +"What do you know of the unconscious ideas in your own mind?" + +"Hang it," I said, "what do _you_ know of the unconscious ideas in +my--or any one else's mind?" + +"I'm interested in them," he answered quietly. "Tell me if you ever +feel my prophecy coming true." + +"You shall be best man," I promised him. "Married! One doesn't marry +at my age." + +It was a glorious spring afternoon, and I suggested that he should +accompany me part of my way to Pont Street. + +"Tell me what you've been doing with yourself since you stayed with me +five years ago," I said as we stepped into Pall Mall. + +He seemed to shiver and retreat into his shell as soon as the +conversation became focussed on himself. + +"I've done nothing," he answered briefly, and relapsed into one of his +wonted spells of silence. + +In the blazing afternoon sunlight I returned him the compliment of a +careful scrutiny. He had come to Morocco five years before as a boy of +one-and-twenty just down from Oxford. A girl to whom he had been +engaged had died of consumption a few months before, and he was +straying into the Desert, broken, unnerved, and hopeless, to forget +her. I must have seemed sympathetic, or he would not have unburdened +himself of the whole pitiful little tragedy. At twenty-one you feel +these things more keenly perhaps than in after life; there were +moments when I feared he was going to follow her.... + +Five years may have healed the wound, but they left him listless, +dispirited, and sore. He was more richly endowed with nerves than any +man or woman I know, and all the energy of his being seemed +requisitioned to keep them under control. Less through love of mystery +than for fear of self-betrayal his face wore the expressionless mask +of a sphynx. He was fair, thin, and pale, with large frightened eyes, +sapphire blue in colour, and troubled with the vague, tired +restlessness that you see in overwrought, sensitive women. The nose +and mouth were delicate and almost ineffeminate, with lips tightly +closed as though he feared to reveal emotion in opening them. You see +women and children with mouths set in that thin, hard line when they +know a wickering lip or catch in the breath will give the lie to their +brave front. And there were nerves, nerves, nerves everywhere, never +so much present as when the voice was lazily drawling, the hands +steady, and the eyes dreamily half-closed. I wonder if anything ever +escaped those watchful, restless eyes; his entire soul seemed stored +up and shining out of them; and I wonder what was the process of +deduction in his curious, quick, feminine brain. Before I left England +I tried to evolve a formula that would fit him; "a woman's senses and +intuition in a man's body" was the best I could devise, and I am +prepared at once to admit the inadequacy of the label. For one thing +his intuition transcended that of any woman I have ever known. + +As he would not talk about himself, I started to wile away the time by +telling him of my meeting with the Rodens, and their invitation to +Hampshire. + +"I was asked too," he told me. "I shan't go." + +"But why not?" + +"Unsociability, I suppose. I don't go out much." + +"It's a bachelor's party, I understand." + +"That's the best thing I've heard about it. Did they say who'd be +there? If you're not careful you'll have politics to eat, politics to +drink, and politics to smoke." + +"Come and create a diversion," I suggested. + +"I'll think about it. Is Phil going to be there? Oh, then it won't be +a bachelor party. I could name one young woman who will be there for +certain, only I mustn't make mischief. Did you find Roden much +changed?" + +I tried to sort out my impressions of Arthur. + +"Harder than he used to be. I shouldn't care to be a militant +prosecuted by him." + +Aintree raised his eyebrows slightly. + +"I don't think they mind him; they can look after themselves." + +"I've never met one." + +"Would you like to?" + +"Who is she?" + +"Joyce Davenant, the queen bee of the swarm. Dine with me to-night at +the Ritz; seven o'clock, I'm afraid, but we are going to a first +night." + +"Is she a daughter of old Jasper Davenant? I used to shoot with him." + +"The younger daughter. Do you know her sister, Mrs. Wylton? She's +coming too. You'd better meet her," he went on with a touch of acidity +in his tone, "you'll hear her name so much during the next few months +that it will be something to say you've seen her in the flesh." + +I only remembered Elsie Wylton as a young girl with her hair down her +back. Of her husband, Arnold Wylton, I suppose every one has heard; he +enjoys the reputation of being a man who literally cannot be flogged +past a petticoat. How such a girl came to marry such a man no rational +person has ever been able to explain; and it never sweetens the +amenities of debate to talk vaguely of marriages being made in heaven. +I met Wylton twice, and on both occasions he was living in retirement +abroad. I have no wish to meet him a third time. + +"How did she ever come to marry a fellow like that?" I asked. + +Aintree shrugged his shoulders. + +"Her father was dead, or he'd have stopped it. Nobody else felt it +their business to interfere, and it wouldn't have made the slightest +difference if they had. You know what the Davenants are like--or +perhaps you don't. Nothing shakes them when they've made up their +minds to do a thing." + +"But didn't she know the man's reputation?" I persisted. + +"I don't suppose so. Wylton had never been mixed up in any overt +scandal, so the women wouldn't know; and it's always a tall order for +a man to lay information against another man when a girl's engaged to +marry him. She just walked into it with her eyes shut." + +"And now she's divorcing him at last?" + +"The other way about." + +I felt sure I could not have heard him correctly. + +"The other way about," he repeated deliberately. "Oh, she'd have got +rid of him years ago if he'd given her the chance! Wylton was too +clever; he knew the divorce law inside out; he was alive to all its +little technicalities. He's sailed close to the wind a number of +times, but never close enough to be in danger." + +"And what's happening now?" I asked. + +"She's forced his hand--gone to some trouble to compromise herself. +She couldn't divorce him, it was the only way, she's making him +divorce her. Rather a burlesque of justice, isn't it? Elsie Wylton, +the respondent in an undefended action! The daughter of Jasper +Davenant--one of the finest, cleanest, bravest women I know. And the +successful petitioner will be Arnold Wylton, who ought to have been +thrashed out of half the houses and clubs in London. Who ought to have +been cited as a co-respondent half a dozen times over if he hadn't +been so clever in covering up his tracks. I wonder if he's got +sufficient humour to appreciate the delicate irony of _his_ coming +sanctimoniously into court to divorce _her_. It's a sickening +business, we won't discuss it--but it will be the one topic of +conversation in a few weeks' time." + +We walked in silence for a few yards. + +"Was the man any one of note?" I asked. "The co-respondent?" + +"Fellow in the Indian Army," Aintree answered. "I don't suppose you +know him. It was a bogus case; he just lent his name." + +I sniffed incredulously. + +"The world won't believe _that_," I said. + +"Elsie's going to make it." + +I shook my head. + +"She can't. Would you?" + +"Most certainly. So will you when you've met her. You knew the father +well? She's her father's own daughter." + +The gospel of Jasper Davenant was simple and sound. Never pull a +horse, never forge a cheque, never get involved in the meshes of +married women. Apart from that, nothing mattered: though to be his +true disciple, you must never lose your head, never lose your temper, +never be afraid of man or woman, brute or devil. He was the North +American Indian of chivalrous romance, transplanted to Cumberland with +little loss of essential characteristics. + +"I look forward to meeting them both," I said as we parted at +Buckingham Gate. "Seven o'clock? I'll try not to be late." + +Walking on alone through Sloane Square, something set me thinking of +my boast to Philip Roden. Within three hours I was apparently going to +meet one woman whose name was mixed up with the most prominent _cause +clbre_ of the year, and another who was a _cause clbre_ in +herself--the redoubtable Miss Joyce Davenant of the Militant Suffrage +Union. That my introduction should come from the peace-loving, +nerve-ridden Aintree, was in accordance with the best ironical +traditions of life. I was not surprised then: I should have still less +reason to be surprised now. In the last six months he has placed me +under obligations which I shall never be able to meet: in all +probability he expects no repayment; the active side of his unhappy, +fatalistic temperament is seen in his passionate desire to make life +less barren and melancholy for others. Tom Wilding can testify to this +at the bzique table: Elsie and Joyce and I can endorse the testimony +in a hundred ways and half a hundred places. + +As I turned into Pont Street a private car was drawn up by the kerb +opposite my brother's house. I dawdled for a few steps while a pretty, +brown-eyed, black-haired girl said good-bye to a friend at the door +and drove away. It was no more than a glimpse that I caught, but the +smiling, small-featured face attracted me. I wondered who she was, and +who was the girl with auburn hair who persisted in standing on my +brother's top step long after the car was out of sight, instead of +retiring indoors and leaving me an unembarrassed entry. + +I pretended not to see her as I mounted the steps, but the pretence +was torn away when I heard her addressing me as "Uncle Simon." + +"You must be Gladys," I said, wondering if I looked as sheepish as I +felt. "How did you recognise me?" + +"By your photograph," she said. "You haven't altered a bit." + +On the whole I carried it off fairly well, though I was glad Arthur +Roden was not present after my implied familiarity with my niece's +existence. Of course I knew I had a niece, and that her birthday +fell--like the Bastille--on July 14th. Usually I remembered the date +and sent her some little trifle, and she would write me a friendly +letter of thanks. If I had kept count of the number of birthdays, I +should have known she was now nineteen, but then one never does keep +count of these things. Frankly, I had imagined her to be about seven +or eight, and her handwriting--by becoming steadily more unformed and +sporadic the older she grew--did nothing to dispel the illusion. +Instead of curious little pieces of jewellery I might easily have sent +her a doll.... + +"Where's the Judge?" I asked as she kissed me and led the way upstairs +to her room. + +"He's not home yet," she answered to my relief. + +"And your mother?" + +But my sister-in-law also was out, and I reconciled myself without +difficulty to the prospect of taking tea alone with my niece. Possibly +as a romantic reaction from her father, possibly with her mother Eve's +morbid craving for forbidden fruit, Gladys had elevated me into a +Tradition. The whole of her pretty, sun-splashed room seemed hung with +absurd curios I had sent her from out-of-the-way parts of the world, +while on a table by the window stood a framed photograph of myself in +tweeds that only an undergraduate would have worn, and a tie loosely +arranged in a vast sailor's knot after the unsightly fashion of the +early 'nineties. My hair was unduly long, and at my feet lay a large +dog; it must have been a property borrowed for the purpose, as I hate +and have always hated dogs. + +"A wasted, unsatisfactory life, Gladys," I said as my tour of +inspection concluded itself in front of my own portrait. "I wish I'd +known about you before. I'd have asked Brian to let me adopt you." + +"Would you like to now?" + +In the East a complimentary speech is not usually interpreted so +literally or promptly. + +"I'm afraid it's too late," I answered regretfully. + +"Afraid?" + +"Your father and mother...." + +"Would you if I were left an orphan?" + +"Of course I would, but you mustn't say things like that even in +joke." + +Gladys poured me out a cup of tea and extended a cream jug at a +menacing angle. + +"Not for worlds if it's China," I exclaimed. + +"It is. Uncle Toby...." She seemed to hesitate over the name, but I +prefer it to Simon and bowed encouragement, "I'm going to be an orphan +in three days' time. At least, it's that or very sea-sick." + +I begged for an explanation. It appeared that Pont Street was in +domestic convulsion over the health of Mr. Justice Merivale. As Roden +had hinted, a succession of militant outrages directed against his +person and property, not to mention threatening letters and attempted +violence, had seriously shaken his nerve. Under doctor's orders he +was leaving England for a short sea cruise as soon as the Courts rose +at Whitsun. + +"He's only going to Marseilles and back," she explained. "Mother's +going with him, and something's got to be done with me. I don't want +to make a nuisance of myself, but I should simply die if they tried to +take me through the Bay." + +"Do you think they'd trust me?" I asked. From an early age my brother +has regarded me as the Black Sheep of an otherwise irreproachable +family of two. + +"They'd jump at it!" Irreverently I tried to visualise Brian jumping. +"The Rodens wanted me to go to them, but it wouldn't be fair on +Sylvia. She'd be tied to me the whole time." + +"I can imagine worse fates." + +"For her? or for me?" + +"Either or both." + +"I'll tell her. Did you see her driving away as you arrived? If you'll +adopt me, I'll introduce you." + +"I've arranged that already. Whitsuntide will be spent at Brandon +Court improving my acquaintance with her." + +Gladys regarded me with frank admiration. + +"You haven't wasted much time. But if you're going there, you may just +as well adopt me. I shall be down there too, and if you're my +guardian...." + +"It'll save all trouble with the luggage. Well, it's for your parents +to decide. You can guess my feelings." + +I waited till after six in the hopes of seeing my brother, and was +then only allowed to depart on the plea of my engagement with Aintree +and a promise to dine and arrange details of my stewardship the +following night. + +"Write it down!" Gladys implored me as I hastened downstairs. "You'll +only forget it if you don't. Eight-fifteen to-morrow. Haven't you got +a book?" + +I explained that on the fringe of the desert where I had lived of +late, social engagements were not too numerous to be carried in the +head. + +"That won't do for London," she said with much firmness, and I was +incontinently burdened with a leather pocket-diary. + +Dressing for dinner that night, the little leather diary made me +reflective. As a very young man I used to keep a journal: it belonged +to a time when I was not too old to give myself unnecessary trouble, +nor too disillusioned to appreciate the unimportance of my impressions +or the ephemeral character of the names that figured in its pages. For +a single moment I played with the idea of recording my experiences in +England. Now that the last chapter is closed and the little diary is +one of the bare half-dozen memorials of my checkered sojourn in +England, I half wish I had not been too lazy to carry my idea into +effect. After a lapse of only seven months I find there are many minor +points already forgotten. The outline is clear enough in my memory, +but the details are blurred, and the dates are in riotous confusion. + +It is fruitless to waste regrets over a lost opportunity, but I wish I +had started my journal on the day Gladys presented me with my now +shabby little note-book. I should have written "Prologue" against this +date--to commemorate my meetings with Roden and Joyce Davenant, +Aintree and Mrs. Wylton, Gladys and Philip. To commemorate, too, my +first glimpse of Sylvia.... + +Yes, I should have written "Prologue" against this date: and then +natural indolence would have tempted me to pack my bag and wander +abroad once more, if I could have foreseen for one moment the turmoil +and excitement of the following six months. + +I can only add that I am extremely glad I did no such thing. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +WAR OUTRANCE + + "RIDGEON: I have a curious aching; I dont know where; I + cant localise it. Sometimes I think it's my heart; + sometimes I suspect my spine. It doesn't exactly hurt me, + but it unsettles me completely. I feel that something is + going to happen.... + + SIR PATRICK: You are sure there are no voices? + + RIDGEON: Quite sure. + + SIR PATRICK: Then it's only foolishness. + + RIDGEON: Have you ever met anything like it before in your + practice? + + SIR PATRICK: Oh yes. Often. It's very common between the + ages of seventeen and twenty-two. It sometimes comes on + again at forty or thereabouts. You're a bachelor, you see. + It's not serious--if you're careful. + + RIDGEON: About my food? + + SIR PATRICK: No; about your behaviour.... Youre not going + to die; but you may be going to make a fool of yourself." + + BERNARD SHAW: "The Doctor's Dilemma." + + +I was a few minutes late for dinner, as a guest should be. Aintree had +quite properly arrived before me, and was standing in the lounge of +the Ritz talking to two slim, fair-haired women, with very white skin +and very blue eyes. I have spent so much of my time in the East and +South that this light colouring has almost faded from my memory. I +associated it exclusively with England, and in time began to fancy it +must be an imagination of my boyhood. The English blondes you meet +returning from India by P & O are usually so bleached and dried by +the sun that you find yourself doubting whether the truly golden hair +and forget-me-not eyes of your dreams are ever discoverable in real +life. But the fascination endures even when you suspect you are +cherishing an illusion. + +I had been wondering, as I drove down, whether any trace survived of +the two dare-devil, fearless, riotous children I had seen by +flashlight glimpses, when an invitation from old Jasper Davenant +brought me to participate in one of his amazing Cumberland shoots. I +was twenty or twenty-one at the time; Elsie must have been seven, and +Joyce five. Mrs. Davenant was alive in those days, and Dick still +unborn. My memory of the two children is a misty confusion of cut +hands, broken knees, torn clothes, and daily whippings. Jasper wanted +to make fine animals of his children, and set them to swim as soon as +they could walk, and to hunt as soon as their fingers were large +enough to hold a rein. + +When I was climbing with him in Trans-Caucasia, I asked how the young +draft was shaping. That was ten years later, and I gathered that Elsie +was beginning to be afraid of being described as a tomboy. On such a +subject Joyce was quite indifferent. She attended her first hunt ball +at twelve, against orders and under threat of castigation; half the +hunt broke their backs in bending down to dance with her, as soon as +they had got over the surprise of seeing a short-frocked, +golden-haired fairy marching into the ball-room and defying her father +to send her home. "You know the consequences?" he had said with +pathetic endeavour to preserve parental authority. "I think it's worth +it," was her answer. That night the Master interceded with old Jasper +to save Joyce her whipping, and the next morning saw an attempt to +establish order without recourse to the civil hand. "I'll let you off +this time," Jasper had said, "if you'll promise not to disobey me +again." "Not good enough," was Joyce's comment with grave deliberate +shake of the head. "Then I shall have to flog you." "I think you'd +better. You said you would, and you'd make me feel mean if you didn't. +I've had my fun." + +The words might be taken for the Davenant motto, in substitution of +the present "Vita brevis." Gay and gallant, half savage, half +moss-rider, lawless and light-hearted, they would stick at nothing to +compass the whim of the moment, and come up for judgment with +uncomplaining faces on the day of inevitable retribution. Joyce had +run away from two schools because the Christmas term clashed with the +hunting. I never heard the reason why she was expelled from a third; +but I have no doubt it was adequate. She would ride anything that had +a back, drive anything that had a bit or steering-wheel, thrash a +poacher with her own hand, and take or offer a bet at any hour of the +day or night. That was the character her father gave her. I had seen +and heard little of the family since his death, Elsie's marriage and +Joyce's abrupt, marauding descent on Oxford, where she worked twelve +hours a day for three years, secured two firsts, and brought her name +before the public as a writer of political pamphlets, and a pioneer in +the suffrage agitation. + +"We really oughtn't to need introduction," said Mrs. Wylton, as +Aintree brought me up to be presented. "I remember you quite well. I +shouldn't think you've altered a bit. How long is it?" + +"Twenty years," I said. "You have--grown, rather." + +She had grown staider and sadder, as well as older; but the bright +golden hair, white skin, and blue eyes were the same as I remembered +in Cumberland. A black dress clung closely to her slim, tall figure, +and a rope of pearls was her only adornment. + +I turned and shook hands with Joyce, marvelling at the likeness +between the two sisters. There was no rope of pearls, only a thin band +of black velvet round the neck. Joyce was dressed in white silk, and +wore malmaisons at her waist. Those, you would say, were the only +differences--until time granted you a closer scrutiny, and you saw +that Elsie was a Joyce who had passed through the fire. Something of +her courage had been scorched and withered in the ordeal; my pity went +out to her as we met. Joyce demanded another quality than pity. I +hardly know what to call it--homage, allegiance, devotion. She +impressed me, as not half a dozen people have impressed me in this +life--Rhodes, Chamberlain, and one or two more--with the feeling that +I was under the dominion of one who had always had her way, and would +always have it; one who came armed with a plan and a purpose among +straying sheep who awaited her lead.... And with it all she was +twenty-eight, and looked less; smiling, soft and childlike; so slim +and fragile that you might snap her across your knee like a lath rod. + +Aintree and Mrs. Wylton led the way into the dining-room. + +"I can't honestly say I remember you," Joyce remarked as we prepared +to follow. "I was too young when you went away. I suppose we _did_ +meet?" + +"The last time I heard of you...." I began. + +"Oh, don't!" she interrupted with a laugh. "You must have heard some +pretty bad things. You know, people won't meet me now. I'm a.... Wait +a bit--'A disgrace to my family,' 'a traitor to my class,' 'a reproach +to my upbringing!' I've 'drilled incendiary lawlessness into a +compact, organised force,' I'm 'an example of acute militant +hysteria.' Heaven knows what else! D'you still feel equal to dining at +the same table? It's brave of you; that boy in front--he's too good +for this world--he's the only non-political friend I've got. I'm +afraid you'll find me dreadfully changed--that is, if we ever did +meet." + +"As I was saying...." + +"Yes, and I interrupted! I'm so sorry. You drop into the habit of +interrupting if you're a militant. As you were saying, the last time +we met...." + +"The last time we met, strictly speaking we didn't meet at all. I came +to say good-bye, but you'd just discovered that a pony was necessary +to your happiness. It was an _ide fixe_, you were a fanatic, you +broke half a Crown Derby dinner-service when you couldn't get it. When +I came to say good-bye, you were locked in the nursery with an +insufficient allowance of bread and water." + +Joyce shook her head sadly. + +"I was an awful child." + +"Was?" + +She looked up with reproach in her blue eyes. + +"Haven't I improved?" + +"You were a wonderfully pretty child." + +"Oh, never mind looks!" + +"But I do. They're the only things worth having." + +"They're not enough." + +"Leave that to be said by the women who haven't any." + +"In any case they don't last." + +"And while they do, you slight them." + +"I? They're far too useful!" She paused at the door of the dining-room +to survey her reflection in the mirror; then turned to me with a slow, +childlike smile. "I think I'm looking rather nice to-night." + +"You looked nice twenty years ago. Not content with that, you broke a +dinner-service to get a pony." + +"Fancy your remembering that all these years!" + +"I was reminded of it the moment I saw you. _Plus a change, plus +c'est la mme chose._ You are still not content with looking extremely +nice, you _must_ break a dinner-service now and again." + +Joyce raised her eyebrows, and patiently stated a self-evident +proposition. + +"I must have a thing if I think I've a right to it," she pouted. + +"You were condemned to bread and water twenty years ago to convince +you of your error." + +"I get condemned to that now." + +"Dull eating, isn't it?" + +"I don't know. I've never tried." + +"You did then?" + +"I threw it out of the window, plate and all." + +We threaded our way through to a table at the far side of the room. + +"Indeed you've not changed," I said. "You might still be that wilful +child of five that I remember so well." + +"You've forgotten one thing about me," she answered. + +"What's that?" + +"I got the pony," she replied with a mischievous laugh. + +How far the others enjoyed that dinner, I cannot say. Aintree was an +admirable host, and made a point of seeing that every one had too much +to eat and drink; to the conversation he contributed as little as Mrs. +Wylton. I did not know then how near the date of the divorce was +approaching. Both sat silent and reflective, one overshadowed by the +Past, the other by the Future: on the opposite side of the table, +living and absorbed in the Present, typifying it and luxuriating in +its every moment, was Joyce Davenant. I, too, contrive to live in the +present, if by that you mean squeezing the last drop of enjoyment out +of each sunny day's pleasure and troubling my head as little about the +future as the past.... + +I made Joyce tell me her version of the suffrage war; it was like +dipping into the memoirs of a prescribed Girondist. She had written +and spoken, debated and petitioned. When an obdurate Parliament told +her there was no real demand for the vote among women themselves, she +had organised great peaceful demonstrations and "marches past": when +sceptics belittled her processions and said you could persuade any one +to sign any petition in favour of anything, she had massed a +determined army in Parliament Square, raided the House and broken into +the Prime Minister's private room. + +The raid was followed by short terms of imprisonment for the +ringleaders. Joyce came out of Holloway, blithe and unrepentant, and +hurried from a congratulatory luncheon to an afternoon meeting at the +Albert Hall, and from that to the first round of the heckling +campaign. For six months no Minister could address a meeting without +the certainty of persistent interruption, and no sooner had it been +decided first to admit only such women as were armed with tickets, and +then no women at all, than the country was flung into the throes of a +General Election, and the Militants sought out every uncertain +Ministerial constituency and threw the weight of their influence into +the scale of the Opposition candidate. + +Joyce told me of the papers they had founded and the bills they had +promoted. The heckling of Ministers at unsuspected moments was reduced +to a fine art: the whole sphere of their activities seemed governed by +an almost diabolical ingenuity and resourcefulness. I heard of fresh +terms of imprisonment, growing longer as the public temper warmed; the +institution of the Hunger Strike, the counter move of Forcible +Feeding, a short deadlock, and at last the promulgation of the "Cat +and Mouse" Bill. + +I was not surprised to hear some of the hardest fighting had been +against over-zealous, misdirected allies. It cannot be said too often +that Joyce herself would stick at nothing--fire, flood or dynamite--to +secure what she conceived to be her rights. But if vitriol had to be +thrown, she would see that it fell into the eyes of the right, +responsible person: in her view it was worse than useless to attempt +pressure on A by breaking B's windows. She had stood severely aloof +from the latter developments of militancy, and refused to lend her +countenance to the idly exasperating policy of injuring treasures of +art, interrupting public races, breaking non-combatants' windows and +burning down unique, priceless houses. + +"Where do you stand now?" I asked as dinner drew to a close. "I +renewed my acquaintance with Arthur Roden to-day, and he invited me +down to the House to assist at the final obsequies of the Militant +movement." + +Joyce shook her head dispassionately over the ingrained stupidity of +mankind. + +"I think it's silly to talk like that before the battle's over. Don't +you?" + +"He seemed quite certain of the result." + +"Napoleon was so certain that he was going to invade England that he +had medals struck to commemorate the capture of London. I've got one +at home. I'd rather like to send it him, only it 'ud look flippant." + +I reminded her that she had not answered my question. + +"Roden says that the 'Cat and Mouse' Act has killed the law-breakers," +I told her, "and to-night's division is going to kill the +constitutionalists. What are you going to do?" + +Joyce turned to me with profound solemnity, sat for a moment with her +head on one side, and then allowed a smile to press its way through +the serious mask. As I watched the eyes softening and the cheeks +breaking into dimples, I appreciated the hopelessness of trying to be +serious with a fanatic who only made fun of her enemies. + +"What would _you_ do?" she asked. + +"Give it up," I answered. "Yield to _force majeure_. I've lived long +enough in the East to feel the beauty and usefulness of resignation." + +"But if we _won't_ give it up?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"What _can_ you do?" + +"I'm inviting suggestions. You're a man, so I thought you'd be sure to +be helpful. Of course we've got our own plan, and when the +Amendment's rejected to-night, you'll be able to buy a copy of the +first number of a new paper to-morrow morning. It's called the _New +Militant_, only a penny, and really worth reading. I've written most +of it myself. And then we're going to start a fresh militant campaign, +rather ingenious, and directed against the real obstructionists. No +more window-breaking or house-burning, but real serious fighting, just +where it will hurt them most. Something must come of it," she +concluded. "I hope it may not be blood." + +Aintree roused himself from his attitude of listless indifference. + +"You'll gain nothing by militancy," he pronounced. "I've no axe to +grind, you may have the vote or go without it. You may take mine away, +or give me two. But your cause has gone back steadily, ever since you +adopted militant tactics." + +"The Weary Seraph cares for none of these things," Joyce remarked. I +requested a moment's silence to ponder the exquisite fitness of the +name. Had I thought for a year I could not have found a better +description for the shy boy with the alert face and large frightened +eyes. "Every one calls him that," Joyce went on. "And he doesn't like +it. I should love to be called seraphic, but no one will; I'm too full +of original sin. Well, Seraph, you may disapprove of militancy if you +like, but you must suggest something to put in its place." + +"I don't know that I can." + +Joyce turned to her sister. + +"These men-things aren't helpful, are they, Elsie?" + +"I'm a good destructive critic," I said in self-justification. + +"There are so many without you," Joyce answered, laying her hand on +my arm. "Listen, Mr. Merivale. You've probably noticed there's very +little argument about the suffrage; everything that can be said on +either side has already been said a thousand times. You're going to +refuse us the vote. Good. I should do the same in your place. There +are more of us than there are of you, and we shall swamp you if we all +get the vote. You can't give it to some of us and not others, because +the brain is not yet born that can think of a perfect partial +franchise. Will you give it to property and leave out the factory +workers? Will you give it to spinsters and leave out the women who +bear children to the nation? Will you give it to married women and +leave out the unprotected spinsters? It's all or none: I say all, you +say none. You say I'm not fit for a vote, I say I am. We reach an +impasse, and might argue till daybreak without getting an inch further +forward. We're fighting to swamp you, you're fighting to keep your +head above water. We're reduced to a trial of strength." + +She leant back in her chair, and I presented her with a dish of salted +almonds, partly as a reward, partly because I never eat them myself. + +"I admire your summary of the situation," I said. "You've only omitted +one point. In a trial of strength between man and woman, man is still +the stronger." + +"And woman the more resourceful." + +"Perhaps." + +"She's certainly the more ruthless," Joyce answered, as she finished +her coffee and drew on her gloves. + +"War _ outrance_," I commented as we left the dining-room. "And what +after the war?" + +"When we've got the vote...." she began. + +"Napoleon and the capture of London," I murmured. + +"Oh well, you don't think I go in for a thing unless I'm going to win, +do you? When we get the vote, we shall work to secure as large a share +of public life as men enjoy, and we shall put women on an equality +with men in things like divorce," she added between closed teeth. + +"Suppose for the sake of argument you're beaten? I imagine even Joyce +Davenant occasionally meets with little checks?" + +"Oh yes. When Joyce was seven, she wanted to go skating, and her +father said the ice wouldn't bear and she mustn't go. Joyce went, and +fell in and nearly got drowned. And when she got home, her father was +very angry and whipped her with a crop." + +"Well?" + +"That's all. Only--he said afterwards that she took it rather well, +there was no crying." + +I wondered then, as I have always wondered, whether she in any way +appreciated the seriousness of the warfare she was waging on society. + +"A month in the second division at Holloway is one thing...." I began. + +"It'll be seven years' penal servitude if I'm beaten," she +interrupted. Her tone was innocent alike of flippancy and bravado. + +"Forty votes aren't worth that. I've got three, so I ought to know." + +Joyce's eyes turned in the direction of her sister who was coming out +of the dining-room with Aintree. + +"_She's_ worth some sacrifice." + +"You couldn't make her lot easier if you had every vote in creation. +She's up against the existing divorce law, and that's buttressed by +every Church, and every dull married woman in the country. You're +starting conversation at the wrong end, Joyce." + +Her little arched eyebrows raised themselves at the name. + +"Joyce?" she repeated. + +"You were Joyce when last we met." + +"That was twenty years ago." + +"It seems less. I should like to blot out those years." + +"And have me back in nursery frocks and long hair?" + +"Better than long convict frocks and short hair," I answered with +laborious antithesis. + +"Then I haven't improved?" + +"You're perfect--off duty, in private life." + +"I have no private life." + +"I've seen a glimpse of it to-night." + +"An hour's holiday. I say good-bye to it for good this evening when I +say good-bye to you." + +"But not for good?" + +"You'll not want the burden of my friendship when war's declared. If +you like to come in as an ally...?" + +"Do you think you could convert me?" + +She looked at me closely. + +"Yes." + +I shook my head. + +"What'd you bet?" she challenged me. + +"It would be like robbing a child's money-box," I answered. "You're +dealing with the laziest man in the northern hemisphere." + +"How long will you be in England?" + +"I've no idea." + +"Six months? In six months I'll make you the Prince Rupert of the +militant army. Then when we're sent to prison--Sir Arthur Roden's a +friend of yours--you can arrange for our cells to be side by side, and +we'll tap on the dividing wall." + +I had an idea that our unsociable prison discipline insisted on +segregating male and female offenders. It was not the moment, however, +for captious criticism. + +"If I stay six months," I said, "I'll undertake to divorce you from +your militant army." + +"The laziest man in the northern hemisphere?" + +"I've never found anything worth doing before." + +"It's a poor ambition. And the militants want me." + +"They haven't the monopoly of that." + +Joyce smiled in spite of herself, and under her breath I caught the +word "Cheek!" + +"I'm pledged to them," she said aloud. "Possession's nine points of +the law." + +"I don't expect to hear _you_ calling the law and the prophets in +aid." + +"It's a woman's privilege to make the best of both worlds," she +answered, as Elsie carried her off to fetch their cloaks. + +"There is only one world," I called out as she left me. "This is it. I +am going to make the best of it." + +"How?" + +"By appropriating to myself whatever's worth having in it." + +"How?" she repeated. + +"I'll tell you in six months' time." + +Aintree sauntered up with his coat under his arm as Joyce and her +sister vanished from sight. + +"Rather wonderful, isn't she?" he remarked. + +"Which?" I asked. + +"Oh, really!" he exclaimed in disgusted protest. + +"They are astonishingly alike," I said _ propos_ of nothing. + +"They're often mistaken for each other." + +"I can well believe it." + +"It's a mistake you're not likely to make," he answered significantly. + +I took hold of his shoulders, and made him look me in the eyes. + +"What do you mean by that, Seraph?" I asked. + +"Nothing," he answered. "What did I say? I really forget; I was +thinking what a wife Joyce would make for a man who likes having his +mind made up for him, and feels that his youth is slipping +imperceptibly away." + +I made no answer, because I could not see what answer was possible. +And, further, I was playing with a day-dream.... The Seraph +interrupted with some remark about her effect on a public meeting, and +my mind set itself to visualise the scene. I could imagine her easy +directness and gay self-confidence capturing the heart of her +audience; it mattered little how she spoke or what she ordered them to +do; the fascination lay in her happy, untroubled voice, and the +graceful movements of her slim, swaying body. Behind the careless +front they knew of her resolute, unwhimpering courage; she tossed the +laws of England in the air as a juggler tosses glass balls, and when +one fell to the ground and shivered in a thousand pieces she was ready +to pay the price with a smiling face, and a hand waving gay farewell. +It was the lighthearted recklessness of Sydney Carton or Rupert of +Hentzau, the one courage that touches the brutal, beef-fed English +imagination.... + +"Why the hell does she do it, Seraph?" I exclaimed. + +"Why don't you stop her, if you don't like it?" + +"What influence have _I_ got over her?" + +"Some--not much. You can develop it. I? Good heavens, _I_'ve no +control. You've got the seeds.... No, you must just believe me when I +say it is so. You wouldn't understand if I told you the reason." + +"It seems to me the more I see of you the less I do understand you," I +objected. + +"Quite likely," he answered. "It isn't even worth trying." + +The play which the Seraph was taking us to see was _The Heir-at-Law_, +and though we went on the first night, it was running throughout my +residence in England, and for anything I know to the contrary may +still be playing to crowded houses. It was the biggest dramatic +success of recent years, and for technical construction, subtlety of +characterization, and brilliance of dialogue, ranks deservedly as a +masterpiece. As a young man I used to do a good deal of theatre-going, +and attended most of the important first nights. Why, I hardly know; +possibly because there was a good deal of difficulty in getting seats, +possibly because at that age it amused us to pose as _virtuosi_, and +say we liked to form our own opinion of a play before the critics had +had time to tell us what to think of it. I remember the acting usually +had an appearance of being insufficiently rehearsed, the players were +often nervous and inaudible, and most of the plays themselves wanted +substantial cutting. + +"The last things I saw in England," I told Mrs. Wylton, "were _The +Second Mrs. Tanqueray_, and _A Woman of No Importance_." + +Dramatic history has developed apace since those days. I recollect we +thought Pinero the most daring dramatist since Ibsen; we talked sagely +of a revolution in the English theatre. There must have been many +revolutions since then! Even the wit of Wilde has grown a little +out-moded since '93. As we drove down to the Cornmarket I was given to +understand that the dramatic firmament had been many times disturbed +in twenty years; Shaw had followed a meteoric path, Barker burned with +fitful brilliance, while aloft in splendid isolation shone the +inexorable cold light of Galsworthy.... + +"Who's the new man you're taking us to see?" Joyce asked the Seraph. + +"Gordon Tremayne," he answered. + +"The man who wrote 'The Child of Misery'? I didn't know he wrote +plays." + +"I believe this is his first. Do you know his books?" + +"Forward and backward and upside down," I answered. "He's one of the +coming men." + +I am not a great novel reader, and have no idea how I came across +Tremayne's first book, "The Marriage of Gretchen," but when once I had +read it, I watched the publisher's announcements for other books from +the same pen. The second one belonged still to the experimental stage: +then the whole literary world was convulsed by the first volume of his +"Child of Misery." + +I suppose by now it is as well-known as that other strange masterpiece +of self-revelation--"Jean Christophe"--which in many ways it so +closely resembles. In one respect it shared the same immortality, and +"Jean Christophe's" future was not more eagerly watched in France than +"Rupert Chevasse's" in England. The hero--for want of a better +name--was torn from the pages of the book and invested by his readers +with flesh and blood reality. We all wanted to know how the theme +would develop, and none of us could guess. The first volume gave you +the childhood and upbringing of Rupert--and incidentally revealed to +my unimaginative mind what a hell life must be for an over-sensitive +boy at an English public school. The second opened with his marriage +to Kathleen, went on to her death and ended with the appalling mental +prostration of Rupert. I suppose every one had a different theory how +the third volume would shape.... + +"What sort of a fellow is this Tremayne?" I asked the Seraph. + +"I've never met him," he answered, and closured my next question by +jumping up and helping Mrs. Wylton out of the taxi. + +From our box we had an admirable view of both stage and house. One or +two critics and a sprinkling of confirmed first-nighters had survived +from the audiences I knew twenty years before, but the newcomers were +in the ascendant. It was a good house, and I recognised more than one +quondam acquaintance. Mrs. Rawnsley, the Prime Minister's wife, was +pointed out to me by Joyce: she was there with her daughter, and for a +moment I thought I ought to go and speak. When I recollected that we +had not met since her marriage, and thought of the voluminous +explanations that would be necessitated, I decided to sit on in the +box and talk to Joyce. Indeed, I only mention the fact of my seeing +mother and daughter there, because it sometimes strikes me as curious +that so large a part should have been played in my life by a girl of +nineteen with sandy hair and over-freckled face whom I saw on that +occasion for the first, last and only time. + +_The Heir-at-Law_ went with a fine swing. There were calls at the end +of each act, and the lights were kept low after the final curtain +while the whole house rang from pit to gallery with a chorus of +"Author! Author!" The Seraph began looking for his coat as soon as the +curtain fell, but I wanted to see the great Gordon Tremayne. + +"He won't appear," I was told when I refused to move. + +"How do you know?" + +Aintree hesitated, and then pointed to the stage, where the manager +had advanced to the footlights and was explaining that the author was +not in the house. + +We struggled out into the passage and made our way into the hall. + +"Where does one sup these times?" I asked the Seraph. + +He suggested the Carlton and I handed on the suggestion to Mrs. +Wylton, not in any way as a reflection on his admirable dinner, but as +a precautionary measure against hunger in the night. Mrs. Wylton in +turn consulted her sister, who appeared by common consent to be +credited with the dominant mind of the party. + +"I should love...." Joyce was beginning when something made her stop +short. I followed the direction of her eyes, and caught sight of a +wretched newspaper boy approaching with the last edition of an evening +paper. Against his legs flapped a flimsy newsbill, and on the bill +were four gigantic words:-- + + DEFEAT OF SUFFRAGE AMENDMENT. + +Joyce met my eyes with a determined little smile. + +"Not to-night, thanks," she said. "I've a lot of work to do before I +go to bed." + +"When shall I see you again?" I asked. + +She held out a small gloved hand. + +"You won't. It's good-bye." + +"But why?" + +"It's war _ outrance_." + +"That's no concern of mine." + +"Exactly. Those that are not with me are against me." + +I offered a bribe in the form of matches and a cigarette. + +"Don't you have an armistice even for tea?" I asked. + +She shook her head provokingly. + +"Joyce," I said, "when you were five, I had every reason, +justification and opportunity for slapping you. I refrained. Now when +I think of my wasted chances...." + +"You can come to tea any time. Seraph'll give you the address." + +"That's a better frame of mind," I said, as I hailed a taxi and put +the two women inside it. + +"It won't be an armistice," she called back over her shoulder. + +"It'll have to be. I bring peace wherever I go." + +"I shall convert you." + +"If there's any conversion...." + +"When are you coming?" she interrupted. + +"Not for a day or two," I answered regretfully. "I'm spending Whitsun +with the Rodens." + +Joyce shook my hand in silence through the window of the taxi, and +then abruptly congratulated me. + +"What on?" I asked. + +"Your week-end party. How perfectly glorious!" + +"Why?" + +"You're going to be in at the death," she answered, as the taxi jerked +itself epileptically away from the kerb. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +SUPPER WITH A MYSTIC + + "I can look into your soul. D'you know what I see...? ... + I see your soul."--JOHN MASEFIELD, "The Tragedy of Nan." + + +I stood absent-mindedly staring at the back of the taxi till it +disappeared down Pall Mall and the Seraph brought me to earth with an +invitation to supper. + +"...if it won't be too much of an anti-climax to have supper with me +alone," I heard him murmuring. + +At that moment I wanted to stride away to the Park, tramp up and down +by myself, and think--think calmly, think savagely, try every fashion +of thinking. + +"To be quite candid," I said, as I linked arms and turned in the +direction of the Club, "if you nailed me down like a Strasburg goose, +I don't believe you could fill me fuller than you've already done at +dinner." + +"Let me bear you company, then. It'll keep you from thinking. Wait a +minute; I want to have this prescription made up." + +I followed him into a chemist's shop and waited patiently while a +powerful soporific was compounded. I have myself subsisted too many +years on heroic remedies to retain the average Englishman's horror of +what he calls "drugs." At the same time I do not like to see boys of +six and twenty playing with toys as dangerous as the Seraph's little +grey-white powders; nor do I like to see them so much as feeling the +need. + +"Under advice?" I asked, as we came out into the street. + +"Originally. I don't need it often, but I'm rather unsettled +to-night." + +He had been restless throughout the play, and the hand that paid for +the powders had trembled more than was necessary. + +"You were all right at dinner," I said. + +"That was some time ago," he answered. + +"Everything went off admirably; there's been nothing to worry you." + +"Reaction," he muttered abruptly, as we mounted the steps of the Club. + +Supper was a gloomy meal, as we ate in silence and had the whole huge +dining-room to ourselves. I ought not to complain or be surprised, as +silence was the Seraph's normal state, and my mind was far too full of +other things to discuss the ordinary banalities of the day. With the +arrival of the cigars, however, I began to feel unsociable, and told +him to talk to me. + +"What about?" he asked. + +"Anything." + +"There's only one thing you're thinking about at the moment." + +"Oh?" + +"You're thinking of the past three months generally, and the past +three hours in particular." + +"That doesn't carry me very far," I said. + +He switched off the table lights and lay back in his chair with legs +crossed. + +"Don't you think it strange and--unsettling? Three months ago life +was rounded and complete; you were all-sufficient to yourself. One day +was just like another, till the morning when you woke up and felt +lonely--lonely and wasted, gradually growing old. Till three, four +hours ago you tried to define your new hunger.... Now you've forgotten +it, now you're wondering why you can't drive out of your mind the +vision of a girl you've not seen for twenty years. Shall I go on? +You've just had a new thought; you were thinking I was impertinent, +that I oughtn't to talk like this, that you ought to be angry.... Then +you decided you couldn't be, because I was right." He paused, and then +exclaimed quickly, "Now, now there's another new thought! You're not +going to be angry, you know it's true, you're interested, you want to +find out how I know it's true, but you want to seem sceptical so as to +save your face." He hesitated a second time, and added quietly, "Now +you've made up your mind, you're going to say nothing, you think +that's non-committal, you're going to wait in the hope that I shall +tell you how I know." + +I made no answer, and he sat silent for a while, tracing his initials +with the end of a match in the little mound of cigar ash on his plate. + +"I can't tell you how I know," he said at last. "But it was true, +wasn't it?" + +"Suppose it was?" + +His shoulders gave a slight shrug. + +"Oh, I don't know. I just wanted to see if I was right." + +I turned up the table lamp again so that I could see his face. + +"Just as a matter of personal interest," I said, "do you suggest that +I always show the world what I'm thinking about?" + +"Not the world." + +"You?" + +"As a rule. Not more than other people." + +"Can you tell what everybody's thinking of?" + +"I can with a good many men." + +"Not women?" + +He shook his head. + +"They often don't know themselves. They think in fits and +starts--jerkily; it's hard to follow them." + +"How do you do it?" + +"I don't know. You must watch people's eyes; then you'll find the +expression is always changing, never the same for two minutes in +succession--you just _see_." + +"I'm hanged if I do." + +"Your eyes must be quick. Look here, you're walking along in evening +dress, and I throw a lump of mud on to your shirt front. In a fraction +of a second you hit me over the head with your cane. That's all, isn't +it? But you know it isn't all; there are a dozen mental processes +between the mud-throwing and the head-hitting. You're horror-stricken +at the mess I've made of your shirt, you wonder if you'll have time to +go back and change into a clean one, and if so, how late you'll be. +You're annoyed that any one should throw mud at you, you're +flabbergasted that _I_ should be the person. You're impotently angry. +Gradually a desire for revenge overcomes every other feeling; you're +going to hurt me. A little thought springs up, and you wonder whether +I shall summon you for assault; you decide to risk it Another little +thought--will you hit me on the body or the head? You decide the head +because it'll hurt more. Still another thought--how hard to hit? You +don't want to kill me and you don't want to make me blind. You decide +to be on the safe side and hit rather gently. Then--then at last +you're ready with the cane. Is that right?" + +I thought it over very carefully. + +"I suppose so. But no one can see those thoughts succeeding each +other. There isn't time." + +The Seraph shook his head in polite contradiction. + +"The same sort of thing was said when instantaneous photography was +introduced. You got pictures of horses galloping, and people solemnly +assured you it was physically impossible for horses' legs to get into +such attitudes." + +"How do you account for it?" I asked. + +"Don't know. Eyes different from other people's, I suppose." + +I could see he preferred to discuss the power in the abstract rather +than in relation to himself, but my curiosity was piqued. + +"Anything else?" I asked. + +He listened for a moment; the Club was sunk in profound silence. Then +I heard him imitating a familiar deep voice: "Oh--er--porter, taxi, +please." + +"Why d'you do that?" I asked, not quite certain of his meaning. + +"Don't you know whose voice that was supposed to be?" + +"It was Arthur Roden's," I said. + +He nodded. "Just leaving the Club." + +I jumped up and ran into the hall. + +"Is Sir Arthur Roden in the Club?" I asked the porter. + +"Just left this moment, sir," he answered. + +I came back and sat down opposite the Seraph. + +"I want to hear more about this," I said. "I'm beginning to get +interested." + +He shook his head. + +"Why not?" I persisted. + +"I don't like talking about it. I don't understand it, there's a lot +more that I haven't told you about. I only----" + +"Well?" + +"I only told you this much because you didn't like to see me taking +drugs. I wanted to show you my nerves were rather--abnormal." + +"As if I didn't know that! Why don't you do something for them?" + +"Such as?" + +"Occupy your mind more." + +"My mind's about as fully occupied as it will stand," he answered as +we left the dining-room and went in search of our coats. + +As I was staying at the Savoy and he was living in Adelphi Terrace, +our homeward roads were the same. We started in silence, and before we +had gone five yards I knew the grey-white powder would be called in +aid that night. He was in a state of acute nervous excitement; the arm +that linked itself in mine trembled appreciably through two +thicknesses of coat, and I could feel him pressing against my side +like a frightened woman. Once he begged me not to repeat our recent +conversation. + +As we entered the Strand, the sight of the theatres gave me a fresh +train of thought. + +"You ought to write a book, Seraph," I said with the easy abruptness +one employs in advancing these general propositions. + +"What about?" + +"Anything. Novel, play, psychological study. Look here, my young +friend, psychology in literature is the power of knowing what's going +on in people's minds, and being able to communicate that knowledge to +paper. How many writers possess the power? If you look at the rot that +gets published, the rot that gets produced at the theatres, my +question answers itself. At the present day there aren't six +psychologists above the mediocre in all England; barring Henry James +there's been no great psychologist since Dostoievski. And this power +that other people attain by years of heart-breaking labour and +observation, comes to you--by some freak of nature--ready made. You +could write a good book, Seraph; why don't you?" + +"I might try." + +"I know what that means." + +"I don't think you do," he answered. "I pay a lot of attention to your +advice." + +"Thank you," I said with an ironical bow. + +"I do. Five years ago, in Morocco, you gave me the same advice." + +"I'm still waiting to see the result." + +"You've seen it." + +"What do you mean?" + +"You told me to write a book, I wrote it. You've read it." + +"In my sleep?" + +"I hope not." + +"Name, please? I've never so much as seen the outside of it." + +"I didn't write in my own name." + +"Name of book and pseudonym?" I persisted. + +His lips opened, and then shut in silence. + +"I shan't tell you," he murmured after a pause. + +"It won't go any further," I promised. + +"I don't want even you to know." + +"Seraph, we've got no secrets. At least I hope not." + +We had come alongside the entrance to the Savoy, but neither of us +thought of turning in. + +"Name, please?" I repeated after we had walked in silence to the +Wellington Street crossing and were waiting for a stream of traffic +to pass on towards Waterloo Bridge. + +"'The Marriage of Gretchen,'" he answered. + +"'The History of David Copperfield,'" I suggested. + +"You see, you won't believe me," he complained. + +"Try something a little less well--known: get hold of a book that's +been published anonymously." + +"'Gretchen' was published over a _nom de plume_." + +"By 'Gordon Tremayne,'" I said, "whoever he may be." + +"You don't know him?" + +"Do you? No, I remember as we drove down to the theatre you said you +didn't." + +"I said I'd never met him," he corrected me. + +"A mere quibble," I protested. + +"It's an important distinction. Do you know anybody who _has_ met +him?" + +I turned half round to give him the benefit of what was intended for a +smile of incredulity. He met my gaze unfalteringly. Suddenly it was +borne in upon me that he was speaking the truth. + +"Will you kindly explain the whole mystery?" I begged. + +"Now you can understand why I was jumpy at the theatre to-night," he +answered in parenthesis. + +He told me the story as we walked along Fleet Street, and we had +reached Ludgate Circus and turned down New Bridge Street before the +fantastic tangle was straightened out. + +Acting on the advice I had given him when he stayed with me in +Morocco, he had sought mental distraction in the composition of +"Gretchen," and had offered it to the publishers under an assumed name +through the medium of a solicitor. We three alone were acquainted with +the carefully guarded secret. His subsequent books appeared in the +same way: even the _Heir-at-Law_ I had just witnessed came to a +similar cumbrous birth, and was rehearsed and produced without +criticism or suggestion from the author. + +I could see no reason for a _nom de plume_ in the case of "Gretchen" +or the other novel of nonage; with the "Child of Misery" it was +different. I suspect the first volume of being autobiographical; the +second, to my certain knowledge, embodies a slice torn ruthlessly out +of the Seraph's own life. An altered setting, the marriage of Rupert +and Kathleen, were two out of a dozen variations from the actual; but +the touching, idyllic boy and girl romance, with its shattering +termination, had taken place a few months--a few weeks, I might +say--before our first meeting in Morocco. I imagine it was because I +was the only man who had seen him in those dark days, that he broke +through his normal reserve and admitted me to his confidence. + +"When do you propose to avow your own children?" I asked. + +He shook his head without answering. I suppose it is what I ought to +have expected, but in the swaggering, self-advertising twentieth +century it seemed incredible that I had found a man content for all +time to bind his laurels round the brow of a lay figure. + +"In time...." I began, but he shook his head again. + +"You can stop me with a single sentence. I'm in your hands. 'Gordon +Tremayne' dies as soon as his identity's discovered." + +Years ago I remember William Sharp using the same threat with "'Fiona +Macleod.'" + +"You think it's just self-consciousness," he went on in self-defence. +"You think after what's passed...." + +"It's getting farther away each day, Seraph," I suggested gently as he +hesitated. + +"I know. 'Tisn't that--altogether. It's the future." + +"What's going to happen?" + +"If 'Gordon Tremayne' knew that," he answered, "you wouldn't find him +writing plays." + +Arm-in-arm we walked the length of the Embankment. As I grew to know +the Seraph better, I learnt not to interrupt his long silences. It was +trying for the patience, I admit, but his natural shyness even with +friends was so great that you could see him balancing an idea for +minutes at a time before he found courage to put it into words. I was +always reminded of the way a tortoise projects its head cautiously +from the shell, looks all round, starts, stops, starts again, before +mustering resolution to take a step forward.... + +"D'you believe in premonitions, Toby?" he asked as we passed +Cleopatra's Needle on our second journey eastward. + +"Yes," I answered. I should have said it in any case, to draw him out; +as a matter of fact, I have the greatest difficulty in knowing what I +do or do not believe. On the rare occasions when I do make up my mind +on any point I generally have to reconsider my decision. + +"I had a curious premonition lately," he went on. "One of these days +you may see it in the third volume of 'The Child of Misery.'".... + +I cannot give the story in his own words, because I was merely a +credulous, polite listener. He believed in his premonition, and the +belief gave a vigour and richness to the recital which I cannot hope +or attempt to reproduce. Here is a prosaic record of the facts. At the +close of the previous winter he had found himself in attendance at a +costume ball, muffled to the eyes in the cerements of an Egyptian +mummy. The dress was too hot for dancing, and he was wandering through +the ball-room inspecting the costumes, when an unreasoning impulse +drove him out into the entrance hall. Even as he went, the impulse +seemed more than a caprice; in his own words, had his feet been +manacled, he would have gone there crawling on his knees. + +The hall was almost deserted when he arrived. A tall Crusader in coat +armour stood smoking a cigarette and talking to a Savoyard +peasant-girl. Their conversation was desultory, but the words spoken +by the girl fixed a careless, frank, self-confident voice in his +memory. Then the Crusader was despatched on an errand, and the +peasant-girl strolled up and down the hall. + +In a mirror over the fireplace the Seraph watched her movements. She +was slight and of medium height, with small features and fine black +hair falling to the waist in two long plaits. The brown eyes, set far +apart and deep in their sockets, were never still, and the face wore +an expression of restless, rebellious energy.... Once their eyes met, +but the mummy wrappings were discouraging. The girl continued her +walk, and the Seraph returned to his mirror. Whatever his mission, the +Crusader was unduly long away; his partner grew visibly impatient, and +once, for no ostensible reason, the expression reflected in the mirror +changed from impatience to disquiet; the brown eyes lost their fire +and self-confidence, the mouth grew wistful, the whole face lonely and +frightened. + +It was this expression that came to haunt the Seraph's dreams. In a +fantastic succession of visions he found himself talking frankly and +intimately with the Savoyard peasant; their conversation was always +interrupted, suddenly and brutally, as though she had been snatched +away. Gradually--like sunlight breaking waterily through a mist--the +outline of her features become visible again, then the eyes wide open +with fear, then the mouth with lips imploringly parted. + +The Seraph had quickened his pace till we were striding along at +almost five miles an hour. Opposite the south end of Middle Temple +Lane he dragged his arm abruptly out of mine, planted his elbows on +the parapet of the Embankment, and stared out over the muddy waters, +with knuckles pressed crushingly to either side of his forehead. + +"I don't know what to make of it!" he exclaimed. "What does it mean? +Who is she? Why does she keep coming to me like this? I don't know +her, I've caught that one glimpse of her. Yet night after night. And +it's so real, I often don't know whether I'm awake or asleep. I've +never felt so ... so _conscious_ of anybody in my life. I saw her for +those few minutes, but I'm as sure as I'm sure of death that I shall +meet her again----" + +"Don't you want to?" + +He passed a hand wearily in front of his eyes, and linked an arm once +more in mine. + +"I don't know," he answered as we turned slowly back and walked up +Norfolk Street into the Strand. "Yes, if it's just to satisfy +curiosity and find out who she is. But there's something more, there's +some big catastrophe brewing. I'd sooner be out of it. At least ... +she may want help. I don't know. I honestly don't know." + +When we got back to the Savoy I invited him up to my room for a drink. +He refused on the score of lateness, though I could see he was +reluctant to be left to his own company. + +"Don't think me sceptical," I said, "because I can't interpret your +dreams. And don't think I imagine it's all fancy if I tell you to +change your ideas, change your work, change your surroundings. The +Rodens have invited you down to their place, why don't you come?" + +He shivered at the abrupt contact with reality. + +"I do hate meeting people," he protested. + +"Seraph," I said, "I'm an unworthy vessel, but on your own showing I +shall be submerged in politics if there isn't some one to create a +diversion. Come to oblige me." + +He hesitated for several moments, alternately crushing his opera hat +and jerking it out straight. + +"All right," he said at last. + +"You will be my salvation." + +"You deserve it, for what it's worth." + +"God forbid!" I cried in modest disclaimer. + +"You're the only one that isn't quite sure I'm mad," he answered, +turning away in the direction of Adelphi Terrace. + +For the next two days I had little time to spare for the Seraph's +premonitions or Joyce Davenant's conspiracies. My brother sailed from +Tilbury on the Friday, I was due the following day at the Rodens, and +in the interval there were incredibly numerous formalities to be +concluded before Gladys was finally entrusted to my care. The scene of +reconciliation between her father and myself was most affecting. In +the old days when Brian toiled at his briefs and I sauntered away the +careless happy years of my youth, there is little doubt that I was +held out as an example not to be followed. We need not go into the +question which of us made the better bargain with life, but I know my +brother largely supported himself in the early days of struggle by +reflecting that a more than ordinarily hideous retribution was in +store for me. Do I wrong him in fancying he must have suffered +occasional pangs of disappointment? + +Perhaps I do; there was really no time for him to be disappointed. +Almost before retribution could be expected to have her slings and +arrows in readiness, my ramblings in the diamond fields of South +Africa had made me richer than he could ever hope to become by playing +the Industrious Apprentice at the English Common Law Bar. More +charitable than the Psalmist--from whom indeed he differs in all +material respects--Brian could not bring himself to believe that any +one who flourished like the green bay tree was fundamentally wicked. +At our meeting he was almost cordial. Any slight reserve may be +attributed to reasonable vexation that he had grown old and scarred in +the battle of life while time with me had apparently stood still. + +For all our cordiality, Gladys was not given away without substantial +good advice. He was glad to see me settling down, home again from my +curious ... well, home again from my wanderings; steadying with age. I +was face to face with a great responsibility.... I suppose it was +inevitable, and I did my best to appear patient, but in common +fairness a judge has no more right than a shopwalker to import a trade +manner into private life. The homily to which I was subjected should +have been reserved for the Bench; there it is expected of a judge; +indeed he is paid five thousand a year to live up to the expectation. + +When Brian had ended I was turned over to the attention of my +sister-in-law. Like a wise woman she did not attempt competition with +her husband, and I was dismissed with the statement that Gladys would +cause me no trouble, and an inconsistent exhortation that I was not +to let her get into mischief. Finally, in case of illness or other +mishap, I was to telegraph immediately by means of a code contrived +for the occasion. I remember a great many birds figured among the +code-words: "Penguin" meant "She has taken a slight chill, but I have +had the doctor in, and she is in bed with a hot water-bottle"; +"Linnet" meant "Scarlatina"; "Bustard" "Appendicitis, operation +successfully performed, going on well." Being neither ornithologist +nor physician, I had no idea there were so many possible diseases, or +even so that there were enough birds to go round. It is perhaps +needless to add that I lost my copy of the code the day after they +sailed, and only discovered it by chance a fortnight ago when Brian +and his wife had been many months restored to their only child, and I +had passed out of the life of all three--presumably for ever. + +In case no better opportunity offer, I hasten to put it on record that +my sister-in-law spoke no more than the truth in saying her daughter +would cause me no trouble. I do not wish for a better ward. During the +weeks that I was her foster father, circumstances brought me in +contact with some two or three hundred girls of similar age and +position. They were all a little more emancipated, rational, and +independent than the girls of my boyhood, but of all that I came to +know intimately, Gladys was the least abnormal and most tractable. + +I grew to be very fond of her before we parted, and my chief present +regret is that I see so little likelihood of meeting her again. She +was affectionate, obedient, high-spirited--tasting life for the first +time, finding the savour wonderfully sweet on her lips, knowing it +could not last, determined to drain the last drop of enjoyment before +wedlock called her to the responsibilities of the drab, workaday +world. She had none of Joyce Davenant's personality, her reckless +courage and obstinate, fearless devilry; none of Sylvia Roden's +passionate fire, her icy reserve and imperious temper. Side by side +with either, Gladys would seem indeterminate, characterless; but she +was the only one of the three I would have welcomed as a ward in those +thunderous summer days before the storm burst in its fury and scorched +Joyce and Sylvia alike. There were giants in those days, but England +has only limited accommodation for supermen. Had I my time and choice +over again, my handkerchief would still fall on the shoulder of my +happy, careless, laughing, slangy, disrespectful niece. + +I accompanied Gladys to Tilbury and saw her parents safely on board +the _Bessarabia_. On our return to Pont Street I found a letter of +instructions to guide us in our forthcoming visit to Hampshire. My +niece had half opened it before she noticed the address. + +"It was Phil's writing, so I thought it must be for me," was her +ingenious explanation. + +As I completed the opening and began to read the letter, my mind went +abruptly back to some enigmatic words of Seraph's: "Is Phil going to +be there?". I remembered him asking. "Oh then it certainly won't be a +bachelor party." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +BRANDON COURT + + "I remember waiting for you when the steamer came in. Do + you?" + + "At the Lily Lock, beyond Hong Kong and Java?" + + "Do _you_ call it that too?" ... + + ... "You're the Boy, my Brushwood Boy, and I've known you + all my life!"--RUDYARD KIPLING, "The Brushwood Boy." + + +The following morning I took up my new duties in earnest, and conveyed +myself and my luggage from the Savoy to Pont Street. + +"I'm allowing plenty of time for the train," I told Gladys when she +had finished keeping me waiting. "Apparently we've got to meet the +rest of the party at Waterloo, and Phil isn't certain if he'll be +there." + +As we drove down to the station I refreshed my memory with a second +reading of his admirably lucid instructions. + +"Eleven fifteen is the train," he wrote. "If I'm not there, make the +Seraph introduce you: he knows everybody. If he cries off at the last +minute (it's just like him), you'll have to manage on your own +account, with occasional help from Gladys. She doesn't know Rawnsley +or Culling, but she'll point out Gartside if you don't recognize +him...." + +"Do you _know_ him?" Gladys asked me in surprise. + +"I used to, many years ago. In fact I did him a small service when he +had for the moment forgotten that he was in the East and that the +Orient does not always see eye to eye with the West." + +Gladys' feminine curiosity was instantly aroused, but I refused to +gratify it. After all it was ancient history now, Gartside was several +years younger at the time, and in the parlance of the day, "it was the +sort of thing that might have happened to any one." He is now a highly +respected member of the House of Lords, occupying an important public +position. I should long ago have forgotten the whole episode but for +his promise that if ever he had a chance of repaying me he would do +so. I have every reason now to remember that the bread I cast on the +waters returned to me after not many days. + +"What's he like now?" I asked Gladys. + +"Oh, a topper!" + +I find the rising generation defines with a minimum of words. + +"I mean he's a real white man," she proceeded, _per obscurans ad +obscurantius_; I was left to find out for myself how much remained of +the old Gartside. I found him little changed, and still a magnificent +specimen of humanity, six feet four in height, fifteen stone in +weight, as strong as a giant, and as gentle as a woman. He was the +kindest, most courteous, largest-hearted man I have ever met: slow of +speech, slow of thought, slow of perception. I am afraid you might +starve at his side without his noticing it; when once he had seen your +plight he would give you his last crust and go hungry himself. He was +brave and just as few men have the courage to be; you trusted and +followed him implicitly; with greater quickness and more imagination +he would have been a great man, but with his weak initiative and +unready sympathy he might lead you to irreparable disaster. I suppose +he was five and thirty at this time, balder than when I last met him, +and stouter than in the days when he backed himself to stroke a +Leander four half-way over the Putney course against the 'Varsity +Eight. + +I went on with Philip's letter of explanation. + +"Nigel Rawnsley you will find majestic, Olympian, and omniscient. He +is tall, sandy-haired, and lantern-jawed like his father; do not +comment on the likeness, as he cherishes the belief that the Prime +Minister's son is of somewhat greater importance than the Prime +Minister. If you hear him speak before you see him, you will recognise +him by his exquisite taste in recondite epithets. He will hail you +with a Greek quotation, convict you of inaccuracy and ignorance on +five different matters of common knowledge in as many minutes, and +finally give you up as hopeless. This is just his manner. It is also +his manner to wear a conspicuous gold cross to mark his religious +enthusiasms, and to travel third as an earnest of democratic +instincts. He is not a bad fellow if you don't take him too seriously; +he is making a mark in the House." + +"Prig," murmured Gladys with conviction, as I came to the end of the +Rawnsley dossier. She did not know him, but was giving expression to a +very general feeling. + +I crossed swords more than once with Nigel Rawnsley in the course of +the following few months, and in our duelling caught sight of more +than one unamiable side to his character. While my mood is charitable, +I may perhaps say a word in his favour. It is just possible that I +have met more types of men than Philip Roden; it takes me longer to +size them up; perhaps also I see a little deeper than he did. Nigel +went through life handicapped by an insatiable ambition and an +abnormal self-consciousness. Without charm of manner or strength of +personality, he must have been from earliest schooldays one of those +who--like the Jews--trample that they be not trampled on. He became +overbearing for fear of being insignificant, corrected your facts for +fear of being squeezed out of the conversation, and sharpened his +tongue to secure your respect if not your love. Some one in the House +christened him "Whitaker's Almanack," but in fact his knowledge was +not exceptionally wide. He was always right because he had the wisdom +to keep silent when out of his depth, and intervene effectively when +he was sure of his ground. + +I never heard him in Court, but his defect as a statesman must have +been apparent as a barrister; he would take no risks, try no bluff, +make no attack till horse, foot, and gun were marshalled in readiness. +Given time he would win by dogged perseverance, but, as in my own +case, he must know to his cost that a slippery opponent will give him +no time for his ponderous grappling. Nigel's great natural gifts will +carry him to the front when he has learnt a little more humanity; and +humanity will come as he loses his dread of ridicule. At present the +youngest parliamentary hand can brush aside his weighty facts and +figures by a simple ill-natured witticism; and the fact that I am not +now languishing in one of His Majesty's gaols is due to my discovery +of the weak spot in his armour. Though my heart beat fast, I was still +able to laugh at him in my moment of crisis; and so long as I +laughed--though he had all the trumps in his hand--he must needs think +I had reason for my laughter. + +"The last of the party," Philip's letter concluded, "will be Pat +Culling. He is an irrepressible Irishman of some thirty summers, with +a brogue that becomes unintelligible whenever he remembers to employ +it. You will find him thin and short, with a lean, expressionless +face, grey eyes, and black hair. He can play any musical instrument +from a sackbut to a Jew's harp, and speak any language from Czech to +Choctaw. Incidentally he is the idlest and most sociable man in +Europe, and gets (and gives) more amusement out of life than any one I +know. + +"You should look for him first at the front of the train, where he +will be bribing the driver to let him travel on the engine; failing +that, try the station-master's office, where he will be ordering a +special in broken Polish; or the collector's gate, where he will be +losing his ticket and discovering it in the inspector's back hair. He +is a skilled conjuror, and may produce a bowl of gold fish from your +hat at any moment. On second thoughts, you will more probably find him +gently baiting the incorruptible Rawnsley, who makes an admirable +foil. Don't be lured into playing poker on the way down; Paddy will +deal himself five aces with the utmost _sang froid_." + +"Now we know exactly where we are," I remarked replacing the letter in +my pocket, as our taxi mounted the sloping approach to Waterloo. + +"And it's all wasted labour," said Gladys as I began to assemble her +belongings from different corners of the cab. "Phil's here the whole +time." + +I reminded myself that I stood _in loco parentis_, shook hands with +Philip and plunged incontinently into a sea of introductions. + +The journey down was unexpectedly tranquil. Gladys and Philip +conversed in a discreet undertone, paying no more attention to my +presence than if I had been the other side of the world. Gartside told +me how life had treated him since our parting in Asia Minor; while +Culling produced a drawing block and embarked on an illustrated +history of Rawnsley's early years. It was entitled "L'Avnement de +Nigel," and the series began with the first cabinet council hastily +summoned to be informed of the birth--I noticed that the ministers +were arrayed in the conventional robes of the Magi--it concluded with +the first meeting of electors addressed by the budding statesman. For +reasons best known to the artist, his victim was throughout deprived +of the consolation of clothing, though he seldom appeared without the +badge of the C.E.M.S. Rawnsley grew progressively more uncomfortable +as the series proceeded, and in the interests of peace I was not sorry +when we arrived at Brandon Junction. + +We strolled out into the station yard while our luggage was being +collected. A car was awaiting us, with a girl in the driving-seat, and +from the glimpse gained a few days earlier in Pont Street, I +recognized her as Sylvia Roden. I should have liked to enjoy a long +rude stare, but my attention was distracted by the changed demeanour +of my fellow travellers. Gartside advanced with the air Mark Antony +must have assumed in bartering away a world for a smile from +Cleopatra; Rawnsley struggled to produce a Sir Walter Raleigh effect +without the cloak; even Culling was momentarily sobered. + +When I turned from her admirers to Sylvia herself, it was to marvel at +the dominion and assurance of an English girl in her beauty and proud +youth. She sat in a long white dust-coat, her fingers toying with the +ends of a long motor veil. The small oval face, surmounted by rippling +black hair, was a singularly perfect setting for two lustrous, soft, +unfathomable brown eyes. As she held her court, a smile of challenge +hovered round her small, straight mouth, as though she were conscious +of the homage paid her, and claimed it as a right; behind the smile +there lurked--or so I fancied--a suggestion of weariness as with one +whom mere adoration leaves disillusioned. Her manner was a baffling +blend of frankness and reserve. The _camaraderie_ of her greeting +reminded me she was one girl brought up in a circle of brothers; +fearless and unaffected, she met us on equal terms and was hailed by +her Christian name. But the frankness was skin deep, and I pitied the +man who should presume on her manner to attempt unwelcome intimacy. It +was a fascinating blend, and she knew its fascination; her friends +were distantly addressed as "Mr. Rawnsley," "Lord Gartside," "Mr. +Culling." + +Gladys and I had lingered behind the others, but at our approach +Sylvia jumped down from the car and ran towards us. Her movements were +astonishingly light and quick, and when I amused an idle moment in +trying to fit her with a formula I decided that her veins must be +filled with radium. Possibly the description conveys nothing to other +people; it exactly expresses the feeling that her mobile face, quick +movements of body and passionate nature inspired in me. Later on I +remember the Seraph pointed to the tremendous mental and physical +energy of her father and brothers, asking how a slight girl's frame +could contain such fire without eruption. + +Eruptions there certainly were, devastating and cataclysmic.... + +"How are you, my child?" she exclaimed, catching Gladys by the hands. +"And where's the wicked uncle?" + +My niece indicated my presence, and I bowed. + +"You?" Sylvia took me in with one rapid glance, and then held out a +hand. "But you look hardly older than Phil." + +"I feel even younger," I began. + +"Face massage," Culling murmured. + +"A good conscience," I protested. + +"Why did you have to leave England?" he retorted. + +It was the first time I had heard it suggested that my exile was other +than voluntary. I attempted no explanation as I knew Culling would +outbid me. Instead, we gathered silently round the car and watched +Philip attempting with much seriousness to allot seats among an +excessive population that spent its time criticising and rejecting his +arrangements. + +"It's the fault of the Roden family!" he exclaimed at last in +desperation. "Why did I come down by this train, and why did you come +to meet us, Sylvia? We're two too many. Look here, climb in, +everybody, and Bob and I'll go in the other car." + +"You can't ask a Baron of the United Kingdom to go as luggage," +objected Culling who had vetoed twice as many suggestions as any one +else. + +"Well, you come, Pat," said Phil. + +"We Cullings aren't to be put off with something that's not good +enough for Lord Gartside," was the dignified rejoinder. + +Philip was seized with inspiration. + +"Does any one care to walk?" he asked. "Gladys?" + +"You're not going to take this child over wet fields in thin shoes," +his sister interposed. "She's got a cold as it is." + +My eyes strayed casually to the ground and taught me that Sylvia was +shod with neat, serviceable brogues. + +"I'll walk," I volunteered in an aside to her, "if you'll show me the +way." + +Within two minutes the car had been despatched on its road, and Sylvia +and I set out at an easy, swinging pace through the town and across +the four miles of low meadow land that separated us from Brandon +Court. + +"Rather good, that," I remarked as we got clear of the town. + +"What was?" she asked. + +"Abana, Pharpar and yet a third river of Damascus flowed near at hand, +but it was the sluggish old waters of Jordan that were found worthy." + +We were walking single-file along a footpath, and a stile imposed a +temporary check. Sylvia mounted it and sat on the top bar, looking +down on me. + +"Are we going to be friends?" she asked abruptly. + +"I sincerely hope so." + +"It rests with you. And you must decide now, while there's still time +to go back and get a cab at the station." + +"We were starting rather well," I pointed out. + +"That's just what you weren't doing," she said with a determined shake +of the head. "If we're going to be friends, you must promise never to +make remarks like that. You don't mean them, and I don't like them. +Will you promise?" + +"The flesh is weak," I protested. + +"Am I worth a little promise like that?" + +"Lord! yes," I said. "But I always break my promises." + +"You mustn't break this one. It's bad enough with Abana and Pharpar, +as you call them. You know you're really--you won't mind my saying +it?--you're old enough...." + +"Age only makes me more susceptible," I lamented. The statement was +perfectly true and I have suffered much mental disquiet on the +subject. So far as I can see, my declining years will be one long +riot of senile infidelity. + +"I don't mind that," said Sylvia with a close-lipped smile; "but I +don't want pretty speeches." She jumped down from the stile and stood +facing me, with her clear brown eyes looking straight into mine. +"You're not in love with me, are you?" + +I hesitated for a fraction of time, as any man would; but her foot +tapped the ground with impatience. + +"Don't be absurd!" she exclaimed, "you know you're not; you've known +me five minutes. Well,"--her voice suddenly lost any asperity it may +have contained, and she laid her hand almost humbly on my arm--"please +don't behave as if you were. I hate it, and hate it, and hate it, till +I can hardly contain myself. But I should like you as a friend. You've +knocked about the world, you're seasoned----" + +I held out my hand to seal the bargain. + +"I was horribly rude just now!" she exclaimed with sudden penitence. +"I was afraid you were going to be like all the rest." + +"Tell me what's expected of me," I begged. + +"Nothing. I just want to be friends. You'll find I'm worth it," she +added with a flash of pride. + +"I think I saw that the moment we met." + +"I wonder." + +It was some time before I did full justice to Sylvia, some time before +I appreciated the pathetic loneliness of her existence. For twenty +years she and Philip had been staunch allies. His triumphs and +troubles had been carried home from school to be discussed and shared +with his sister; on the first night of every holiday the pair of them +had religiously taken themselves out to dinner and a theatre, and +Sylvia had been in attendance at every important match in which he +was taking part, and every speech day at which he was presented with a +prize. The tradition was carried on at Oxford, and had only come to an +end when Philip entered public life and won his way into the House of +Commons. Their confidences had then grown gradually less frequent, and +Sylvia, whose one cry--like Kundry's--had ever been, "Let me serve," +found herself without the opportunity of service. The Roden household, +when I first entered it, was curiously unsympathetic; she was without +an ally; there was much affection and woefully little understanding. +Her father never took counsel with the women of his family, Philip had +slipped away, and neither Robin nor Michael was old enough to take his +place. With her vague, ill-defined craving to be of account in the +world, it was small wonder if she felt herself unfriended and her +devotional overtures rejected. Had her father been any one else, I am +convinced that Sylvia would have joined Joyce Davenant and sought an +outlet for her activities in militancy. + +"You're remarkably refreshing, Sylvia," I said. She raised her +eyebrows at the name. "Oh, well," I went on, "if we're going to be +friends.... Besides, it's a very pretty name." + +"I hate it!" she exclaimed. "Sylvia Forstead Mornington Roden. I hate +them all!" + +"Were you called after Lady Forstead?" I asked. + +"Yes. Did you know her?" + +I shook my head. Of course I had heard of her and the money left by +her husband, who had chanced to own the land on which Renton came +afterwards to be built. Most of that money, I learned later, was +reposing in trust till Sylvia was twenty-five. + +"Your taste in godmothers is commendable," I remarked. + +"You think so?" she asked without conviction. + +It is not good for a young girl to be burdened with great possessions; +they distort her outlook on life. I wondered to what extent Sylvia was +being troubled in anticipation, but the wonder was idle: nature had +troubled her with sufficient good looks to make mercenary admirers +superfluous. + +"Most people...." I began, but stopped as she came to a sudden +standstill. + +"I _say_, we forgot all about Mr. Aintree!" she exclaimed. + +"He didn't come," I reassured her. + +"Oh, Phil said perhaps he mightn't. I gather he usually does accept +invitations and not turn up. I hate people who can't be reasonably +polite." + +"He usually refuses the invitation," I said in the Seraph's defence. + +"Why?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"Shyness, I suppose." + +"I hate shy people." + +"You must ask him." + +"I don't know him. What's he like?" + +"Oh, I thought you did. He...." I paused and tried to think how the +Seraph should be described; it was not easy. "Medium height," I +ventured at last, "fair hair, rather a white face; curious, rather +haunting dark eyes. Middle twenties, but usually looks younger. Very +nervous and overwrought, frightfully shy...." + +"Sounds like a degenerate poet." + +"He's had a good deal of trouble," I added. "Be kind to him, Sylvia. +Life's a long agony to him when he's with strangers." + +"I hate shy people," she repeated. "It's so silly to be awkward." + +"He's not awkward. Incidentally, what a number of things you find time +to hate!" + +"I know. I'm composed entirely of hates and bad tempers. And I hate +myself more than anybody else." + +"Why?" + +"Because I don't understand myself," she answered, "and I can't +control myself." + +On arriving at the house I was introduced to my hostess. Lady Roden +was a colourless woman who had sunk to a secondary position in the +household. This was perhaps not surprising in a family that contained +Arthur as the nominal head, and Philip, Sylvia, Robin, and Michael as +Mayors of the Palace. What she lacked in authority was made up in +prestige. On no single day of her life of fifty years did she forget +that she was a Rutlandshire Mornington. I fear I have little respect +for Morningtons--or any other pre-Conquest families--whether they come +from Rutlandshire or any other part of the globe. Such inborn +reverence as I in common with all other Englishmen may ever have +possessed has been starved by many years absence abroad. At Brandon +Court I found the sentiment flourishing hardily: Lady Roden dug for +pedigrees as a dog scratches for a bone. "You are a brother of the +Judge?" she said when we met. "Then--let me see--your sister-in-law +was a Hylton." + +I had expected to find the atmosphere oppressive with Front Bench +politics, but the influence of Pat Culling was salutary. Discussion +quailed before his powers of illustration, and the study of "The Rt. +Hon. Sir Arthur Roden Mixing his Metaphors in the Cause of Empire"--it +now hangs in the library of Cadogan Square--rescued the conversation +from controversial destruction. In lieu of politics we had to arrange +for the arrival of our last two guests; Aintree had wired that he was +coming by a later train, and Rawnsley's sister Mavis had to be brought +over some twenty miles from Hanningfold on the Sussex borders. Sylvia +volunteered for the longer journey in her own little runabout, while +the Seraph was to be fetched in the car that went nightly to Brandon +Junction for Arthur's official, cabinet-minister's despatch case. + +"What's come over our Seraph the last few years?" Culling asked me, +when the two cars had gone their respective ways and we were smoking a +cheroot in the Dutch Garden. "I've known him from a bit of a boy that +high, and now--God knows--it's in a decline you'd say he was taken. +You can't please him and you can't even anger him. He's like a man has +his heart broken." + +I did not know what answer to give. + +"Just a passing mood," I suggested. + +"It's a mood will have him destroyed," said Culling, gloomily. + +He was a kind-hearted, pleasant, superficial fellow, one of those +feckless, humorous Irishmen who laugh at the absurdities of the world +and themselves, and go on laughing till life comes to hold no other +business--a splendid engine for work or fighting, but too idle almost +to make a start, too little concentrated ever to keep the wheel +moving, a man of short cuts and golden roads.... He talked with easy +kindness of the Seraph till a horn sounded far away down the drive and +the Brandon car swept tortuously through the elm avenue to the house. + +"A common drunk and disorderly!" Culling shouted as the Seraph came +towards us with his right arm in a sling. He had that morning shut his +thumb in the front door of his flat, and while we dragged the depths +of Waterloo for his body, he had been sitting with his doctor, sick +and faint, having the wound dressed. His face was whiter than usual, +and his manner restless. + +"I've kept my promise," he remarked to me. + +"I was giving up hope." + +"I _had_ to come," he answered in vague perplexity, and relapsed into +one of his longest silences. + +We wandered for an hour through the grand old-world gardens, +reverently worshipping their many-coloured spring splendour. Flaming +masses of azaleas blazed forth from a background of white and mauve +rhododendrons; white, grey, and purple lilac squandered their wealth +in riotous display, while the Golden Rain flashed in the evening sun, +and a scented breeze spread the grass walks with a yellow carpet. We +drew a last luxurious deep breath, and turned to watch the nymphas +closing their eyes for the night. + +Beyond the water garden, in an orchard deep with fallen apple-blossom, +Rawnsley and Gartside were stretched in wicker chairs watching an old +spaniel race across the grass in sheer exhilaration of spirit. + +"Come and study the Sixth Sense," Gartside called out as we +approached. + +"There isn't such a thing, but there's no harm in your studying it," +said Rawnsley, in a tone that indicated it mattered little what any of +us did to improve or debase our minds. + +"Martel!" The dog bounded up at Gartside's call, and he showed us two +glazed, sightless eyes. "Good dog!" He patted the animal's neck, and +Martel raced away to the far end of the orchard. "That dog's as blind +as my boot, but he steers himself as though he'd eyes all over his +head. By Jove! I thought he'd brained himself that time!" + +Martel had raced at top speed to the foot of a gnarled apple tree. At +two yards' distance he swerved as though a whip had struck him, and +passed into safety. The same thing happened half a dozen times in as +many minutes. + +"He _knows_ it's there," said Gartside. "He's got a sense of distance. +If that isn't a sixth sense, what is it?" + +"Intensified smell-sense," Rawnsley pronounced. "If _you_ were blind, +you'd find your smelling and hearing intensified." + +"Not enough," said Gartside. + +"It's all you'll get. A sense is the perceptiveness of an organ. +You've eyes, ears, a nose, a palate, and a number of sensitive +surfaces. If you want a sixth sense, you must have a sixth perceive +organ. You haven't. Therefore you must be content with seeing, +hearing, smelling, tasting, and touching." + +Gartside was not satisfied with the narrow category. + +"I know a man who can always tell when there's a cat in the room." + +"Before or after seeing it?" Rawnsley inquired politely. + +"Oh, before. Genuine case. I tested him by locking a cat in the +sideboard once when he was coming to dine with me. He complained the +moment he got into the room." + +"Acute smell-sense," Rawnsley decided. + +"You hear of people who can foretell a change in the weather," +Gartside went on. + +"Usually wrong," said Rawnsley. "When they're right, and it isn't +coincidence, you can trace it to the influence of a changed atmosphere +on a sensitive part of their body. An old wound, for instance. Acute +touch sense." + +I happened to catch sight of the Seraph lying on his face piling the +fallen apple-blossoms into little heaps. + +"What about a sense of futurity?" I asked. + +"Did you ever meet the man could spot a Derby winner?" asked Culling, +infected by Rawnsley's scepticism. + +"Futurity in respect of yourself," I defined. "What's called +'premonition.'" + +Rawnsley demolished me with patient weightiness. + +"You come down to breakfast with a headache...." + +"Owin' to the unwisdom of mixin' your drinks," Culling interposed. + +"...Everything's black. In the course of the day you hear a friend's +dead. 'Ah!' you say, 'I knew something was going to happen.' What +about all those other mornings...." + +"Terribly plentiful!" said Culling. + +"...When everything's black and nothing happens? It's pure +coincidence." + +I defined my meaning yet more narrowly. + +"I have in mind the premonition of something quite definite." + +"For instance?" + +I told him of a phenomenon that has frequently come under my +observation in the East--the power possessed by many natives of +foretelling the exact hour of their death. Quite recently I came +across a case in the Troad where I fell in with a young Greek who had +been wasting for months with some permanent, indefinable fever. One +morning I found him sitting dressed in his library, the temperature +was normal and the pulse regular; he seemed in perfect health. I +congratulated him on his recovery, and was informed that he would die +punctually at eight that evening. + +In the course of the day his will was drawn up and signed, the +relatives took their farewells, and a priest administered supreme +unction. I called again at seven o'clock. He seemed still in perfect +health and full possession of his faculties, but repeated his +assertion that he would pass away at eight. I told him not to be +morbid. At ten minutes to eight he warned me that his time was at +hand; after another three minutes he undressed and lay motionless on +his bed. At two minutes past eight the heart had ceased to beat. + +"Auto-hypnosis," said Rawnsley when I had done. "A long debilitating +illness in which the mind became more and more abnormal and subject to +fancies. An idea--from a dream, perhaps--that death will take place at +a certain hour. The mind becomes obsessed by that idea until the body +is literally done to death. It's no more premonition than if I say I'm +going to dine to-night between eight and nine. I've an idea I shall, I +shall do my best to make that idea fruitful, and nothing but an +unforeseen eventuality will prevent my premonition coming true. Stick +to the five senses and three dimensions, Merivale. And now come and +dress, or I may not get my dinner after all." + +"I think Rawnsley's disposed of premonitions," said the Seraph from +the grass. Possibly I was the only one who detected a note of irony in +his voice. + +We had been given adjoining rooms, and in the course of dressing I had +a visit from him with the request that I should tie his tie. + +"Choose the other hand next time," I advised him, when I had done my +bad best. "Authors and pianists, you know--it's your livelihood." + +"It'll be well enough by the time I've anything to write." + +"Is your Miserable Child causing trouble?" + +Never at that time having been myself guilty of a line of prose or +verse, I could only judge of composition by the light of pure reason. +To write an entirely imaginative work would be--as the poet said of +love--"the devil." An autobiographical novel, I thought, would be like +keeping a diary and chopping it into chapters of approximately equal +length. + +"Have you ever kept a diary a week in advance?" the Seraph asked when +I put this view before him. + +"Why not wait a week?" I suggested, again in the light of pure reason. + +"You'd lose the psychology of expectation--uncertainty." + +"I suppose you would," I assented hazily. + +"I want to dispose of my premonition on the Rawnsley lines." + +"What form does it take?" + +His lips parted, and closed again quickly. + +"I'll let you know in a week's time," he answered. + +Sylvia had not returned when we assembled in the drawing-room, and +after waiting long enough to chill the soup and burn the _entre_, it +was decided to start without her. Nothing of that dinner survives in +my memory, from which I infer that cooking and conversation were +unrelievedly mediocre. With the appearance of the cigars I moved away +from Lady Roden's empty chair to the place vacated by Gladys between +Philip and the Seraph. + +"Thumb hurting you?" I asked. + +He looked so white that I thought he must be in pain. + +"I'm all right, thanks," he answered. Immediately to belie his words +the sudden opening of the door made him jump almost out of his chair. +I saw the footman who was handing round the coffee bend down and +whisper something to Arthur. + +"Sylvia's turned up at last," we were told. + +"Did the car break down?" I asked; but Arthur could only say that she +had returned twenty minutes before and was changing her dress. + +"Has she brought Mavis?" asked Rawnsley. + +"The man only said...." + +Arthur left the sentence unfinished and turned his head to find Sylvia +framed in the open doorway. She had changed into a white silk dress, +and was wearing a string of pearls round her slender throat. Posed +with one hand to the necklace and the other still holding the handle +of the door, she made a picture I shall not easily forget. A study +in black and white it was, with the dark hair and eyes thrown into +relief by her pale face and light dress.... I must have stared +unceremoniously, but my stare was distracted by a numbing grip on my +forearm. I found the Seraph making his fingers almost meet through +bone and muscle; he had half risen and was gazing at her with parted +lips and shining eyes. Then we all rose to our feet as she came into +the room. + +"The car went all right," she explained, slipping into an empty chair +by her father's side. "Please sit down, all of you, or I shall be +sorry I came. I'm only here for a minute. Mavis hasn't come, Mr. +Rawnsley. Your mother didn't know why she was staying on in town; she +ought to have been down last night or first thing this morning. She +hadn't wired or anything, so I waited till the six-forty got in, and +as she wasn't on that, I came back alone. No, no dinner, thanks. Mrs. +Rawnsley gave me some sandwiches." + +"I hope there's nothing wrong," I said in the tone that tries to be +sympathetic and only succeeds in arousing general misgiving. + +Sylvia turned her eyes in my direction, catching sight of the Seraph +as she did so. + +"I'm so sorry!" she exclaimed, jumping up and walking round to him +with that wonderful flashing smile that I once in poetical mood +likened to a white rose bursting into flower. "I didn't see you when I +came in. Oh, poor child, what have you done to your hand?" + +I watched their faces as the Seraph explained; strong emotion on the +one, polite conventional sympathy on the other. + +"Move up one place, Phil," she commanded when the explanation was +ended. "I want to talk to our invalid." + +Sylvia's presence kept us lingering long over our cigars, and when at +last we reached the drawing-room, it was to find that Gladys had +already been packed off to bed with mustard plasters and black currant +tea. Life abruptly ceased to have any interest for Philip. I stood +about till my host and hostess were established at the bridge table +with Culling and Gartside, and then accepted the Seraph's invitation +for a stroll on the terrace. + +He executed one of the most masterly silences of my experience. Time +and again we paced that terrace till the others had retired to bed and +a single light in the library shone like a Polyphemus eye out of the +face of the darkened house. I pressed for no confidences, knowing that +at the fitting season he would feel the need of a confidant and +unburden himself to me. That was the most feminine of the Seraph's +many feminine characteristics. + +It was a wonderfully still, moonlight evening. You would have said he +and I were the two last men in the world, and Brandon Court the only +house in England--till you rounded the corner of the terrace and found +two detectives from Scotland Yard screened by the angle of the house. +Since the beginning of the militant outrages, no cabinet minister had +been allowed to stir without a bodyguard; through the mists of thirty +years I recalled the dynamiter days of my boyhood. In one form or +other the militants, like the poor, were always with us. + +It was after one when the Seraph stalked moodily through the open +library window on his way to bed. Had he been less pre-occupied, he +would have seen something that interested me, though I suppose it +would have enlightened neither of us. + +On a table by the door stood a photograph of Sylvia. I noticed the +frame first, then the face, and finally the dress. She had arrayed +herself as a Savoyard peasant with short skirt, bare arms and hair +braided in two long plaits. It was not a good likeness, because no +portrait could do justice to a face that owed its fascination to the +fact of never being seen in repose; but it was good enough for me to +judge the effect of such a face on a man of impressionable +temperament.... + +I had an admirable night's rest, as I always do. I awoke once or +twice, it is true, but dropped off again immediately--almost before I +had time to appreciate that the Seraph was pacing to and fro in the +adjoining room. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE FIRST ROUND + + "BRASSBOUND: You are not my guest: you are my prisoner. + + SIR HOWARD: Prisoner? + + BRASSBOUND: I warned you. You should have taken my + warning. + + SIR HOWARD: ... Am I to understand, then, that you are a + brigand? Is this a matter of ransom? + + BRASSBOUND: ... All the wealth of England shall not ransom + you. + + SIR HOWARD: Then what do you expect to gain by this? + + BRASSBOUND: Justice...." + + BERNARD SHAW: "Captain Brassbound's Conversion." + + +But for Pat Culling the library was deserted when I entered it the +following morning. I found him with a lighted cigarette jauntily +placed behind one ear, at work on an illustrated biography of the +Seraph. Loose sheets still wet from his quick, prolific pen lay +scattered over chairs, tables and floor, and ranged from "The Budding +of the Wing" to "The Chariot of Fire." Fra Angelico, as an irreverent +pavement artist, was Culling's artistic parent for the time being. + +"Merivale! on my soul!" he exclaimed as he caught sight of me. +"Returning from church, washed of all his sins and thinkin' what fun +it'll be to start again. We want more paper for this." + +As a matter of fact I had not been to church, but Philip had kindly +arranged for my coffee to be brought me in bed, and I saw no reason +for refusing the offer. It was not as if I had work to neglect, and +for some years I have found that other people tend to be somewhat +irritating in the early morning. When I breakfast alone, I am not in +the least fretful, but I believe it to be physiologically true that +the facial muscles grow stiff during sleep, and this makes it +difficult for many people to be smiling and conversational for the +first few hours after waking. So at least I was informed by a medical +student who had spent much time studying the subject in his own +person. + +"Seraph up yet?" I asked. + +"Is ut up?" Culling exclaimed in scorn, and I learnt for the first +time that the Seraph habitually lived on berries and cold water, slept +in a draught, and mortified his flesh with a hair shirt. He had, +further, seen the sun rise, wetted his wings in an icy river and +escorted Sylvia to the early service. + +"I'm glad one of us was there," I said. + +"Be glad it wasn't you," answered Culling darkly. "Seraph's in +disgrace over something." + +The reason, as I heard some time later, was his unwillingness to enter +Sylvia's place of worship. The Seraph has devoted considerable time +and money to the study of comparative religion, he will analyse any +known faith, and when he has traced its constituent parts back to +their magical origin, he feels he has done something really worth +doing. Sylvia--like most _dvtes_--could not believe in the existence +of a conscientious free-thinker. Why two attractive young people +should have bothered their heads over such matters, passes my +comprehension. I have always found the man who demolishes a religion +only one degree less tiresome than the man who discovers religion for +the first time. Most men seem fated to do one or the other--and to +tell me all about it. + +"Where's she hiding herself now?" I asked. + +"Only gone to bring the rest of the family home." + +Almost before the words were out of his mouth, the door burst open and +admitted Robin and Michael. The Roden boys were all marked with a +strong family likeness, thin, lithe, and active, with black hair and +brown eyes. Robin had outgrown the age of eccentricity in dress, but +Michael persevered with a succession of elaborate colour-schemes. He +was dressed that morning in brown shoes, brown socks, a brown suit and +brown Homburg hat; even his shirt had a faint brown line, and his +handkerchief a brown border. Of a Sphinx-like family, he was the most +enigmatic; his leading characteristics were a surprisingly fluent use +of the epithet "bloody," and a condition of permanent insolvency. The +first reminded me of the great far-off day when I tested the efficacy +of that word in presence of my parents; the second was the basis of +our too short friendship. Finding a ten-pound note in my pocket, I +tossed Michael whether I should give it to him or keep it myself. I +forget who won; he certainly had the note. + +A leave-out day from Winchester accounted for Michael's presence. +Robin had slipped away from Oxford for the nominal purpose of a few +days' rest before his Schools, and with the underlying intention of +perfecting certain intricate arrangements for celebrating his last +Commemoration. + +"You'll come, won't you?" he asked as soon as we had been introduced. +"House, Bullingdon and Masonic...." + +"Who's paying?" asked Michael. + +"Guv'nor, I hope." + +"_Je_ ne _pense pas_," murmured Michael, as he wandered round the +library in search of a chair that would fit in with his colour-scheme. + +"You come," Robin went on regardless of the interruption. "I've got +six tickets for each. You, and Gladys. Two. Phil, three. Me, four...." + +"Only one girl so far," Culling interposed. "D'you and Phil dance +together? And who has the beads? Some one's got to wear a bead +necklace, you aren't admitted without it even in Russia. University +dancing costume, I believe it's called." + +"Silly ass!" Robin murmured without heat, but Culling was already +depicting two nude gladiators struggling in front of the Town Hall for +the possession of an exiguous necklace. The Vice-Chancellor and +Hebdomadal Council hurried in horror-stricken file down St. Aldates +from Carfax. + +"You, Gladys, and Phil," continued Robin dispassionately. "Sylvia...." + +"Oh, am I coming?" asked Sylvia who had just entered the room, and was +unpinning a motor-veil. + +"Oh, _yes_, darling Sylvia!" Robin--I know--was both fond and proud of +his sister, but the tone of _ad hoc_ blandishment suggested that +experience had taught him to persuade rather than coerce. "You'll +come, if you love me, and bring Mavis," he added with eyes bashfully +averted. "Now another man, and a girl for Mr. Merivale." + +"Is mother included?" asked Sylvia. + +"Not if Mr. Merivale comes," Robin answered in modest triumph. "Who'd +you like?" he asked me. + +"Keep a spare ticket up your sleeve," I counselled. "Don't lay on any +one specially for me, I've seen my best dancing days. In any case I +shouldn't last the course three nights running. You'll find me +drifting away for a little bridge if I see you're not getting up to +mischief." + +Robin sucked his pencil meditatively, waved to the Seraph who had just +entered the room, and turned to his sister. + +"Well, who's it to be?" he asked. + +"I don't yet know if I'm coming," Sylvia answered. + +"Rot! You must!" said Robin in a tone of mingled firmness and +misgiving that suggested memories of previous unsuccessful efforts to +hustle his sister. "Think it over," he added more mildly, "but let me +know soon, I want the thing fixed up. Whose car, Phil? It's the +driving of Jehu, for he driveth furiously." + +Philip closed a Blue Book, removed his feet from the back of Culling's +chair and strolled to the window. A long green touring car was racing +up the drive, cutting all corners. + +"The Old Man, by Jove!" he exclaimed. + +"Who?" + +"Rawnsley. I wonder what he wants." + +Michael, who had at last found a brown leather armchair to accord with +the day's colour scheme, took on himself to explain the Prime +Minister's sudden appearance. + +"He's come to fetch that bloody Nigel away," he volunteered. "Praise +God with a loud voice. Or else it's a war with Germany." + +"Or the offer of a peerage," I suggested pessimistically. + +"I much prefer the war with Germany," answered Michael, with the +selfishness of youth. "I've no use for honourables, and he'd only be a +viscount. 'Gad, I wonder if old Gillingham's handed in his knife and +fork! That means the Chancellorship for the guv'nor, and they'll make +him an earl, and you'll be Lady Sylvia, my adored sister. How +perfectly bloody! I shall emigrate." + +We were soon put out of our suspense. The library was in theory the +inviolable sanctuary of the Attorney General, and at Philip's +suggestion we began to retreat through the open French windows into +the garden. The Seraph and I, however, stood at the end of the file +and were caught by Arthur and the Prime Minister before we could +escape. Rawnsley had forgotten me during my absence abroad, and we had +to be introduced afresh. + +"Don't go for a moment," said Arthur, as we made another movement +towards the window. "You may be able to help us." + +I pulled up a chair and watched Rawnsley fumbling for a +spectacle-case. He had aged rather painfully since the day I first met +him five-and-twenty years before, as President of the Board of Trade, +coming to Oxford to address some political club. + +"Sheet of paper? A.B.C., Roden?" he demanded in the quick, staccato +voice of a man who is always trying to compress three weeks' work into +three days. He had his son's ruthless vigour and wilful assurance +without any of Nigel's thin-skinned self-consciousness. "Thanks. Now. +My daughter's missing, Mr. Merivale. You may be able to help. Do you +know her by sight?" + +I mentioned the glimpse I had caught of her at the theatre. + +"Quite enough. She left Downing Street yesterday morning at a quarter +to ten and was to call at her dressmaker's and come down to +Hanningford by the eleven-twenty. We've only two decent trains in the +day, and if she missed that she was to lunch in town and come by the +four-ten. You left at eleven-fifteen, from platform five. The +eleven-twenty goes from platform four. May I ask if you saw anything +of her before you left?" + +I said I had not, and added that I was so busily engaged in meeting +old friends and being introduced to new ones that I had had neither +time nor eyes.... + +"Thank you!" he interrupted, turning to the Seraph. "Mr. Aintree, you +know my daughter, and Roden tells me you came down by the four-ten +yesterday afternoon. The train slips a coach at Longfield, a few miles +beyond Hanningford. Did you by any chance see who was travelling by +the slip?" + +The Seraph was no more helpful than I had been, and Rawnsley shut the +A.B.C. with an impatient slap. + +"We must try in other directions, then," he said. "She never left +London." + +"Have you tried the dressmaker's?" I asked. + +"Arrived ten, left ten-forty," said Rawnsley. + +"Are any of her friends ill?" I asked. "Is she likely to have been +called away suddenly?" + +"Oh, I know why she's disappeared," Rawnsley answered. "This letter +makes that quite plain. I want to find where it took place--with a +view to tracing her." + +He threw me over a typewritten letter, with the words, "Received by +first delivery to-day, posted in the late fee box of the South-Western +District Office at Victoria." + +The letter, so far as I remember it, ran as follows: + + "DEAR SIR, + + "This is to inform you that your daughter is well and in safe + keeping, but that she is being held as a hostage pending the + satisfactory settlement of the Suffrage Question. As you are + aware, Sir George Marklake has secured second place in the + ballot for Private Member's Bills. Your daughter will be + permitted to communicate with you by post, subject to + reasonable censorship; on the day when you promise special + facilities and Government support for the Marklake Bill, and + again at the end of the Report Stage and Third Reading. The same + privilege will be accorded at the end of each stage in the House + of Lords, and she will be restored to you on the day following + that on which the Bill receives the Royal Assent. + + "You will hardly need to be reminded that the Marklake Bill is + to be taken on the first Private Member's night after the + Recess. Should you fail to give the assurances we require, it + will be necessary for us to take such further steps as may seem + best calculated to secure the settlement we desire." + +It took me some minutes to digest the letter before I was in a +condition to offer even the most perfunctory condolence. Now that the +blow had been struck, I found myself wondering why it had never been +attempted before. + +"You've no clue?" I asked. + +Rawnsley inspected the letter carefully and held it up to the light. + +"Written with a Remington, I should say. And a new one, without a +single defect in type or alignment. And the paper is made by +Hitchcock. That's all I have to go on." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Advise Scotland Yard, I suppose. Then await developments. I don't +wish what I've told you this morning to go any further; no good +purpose will be served by giving the militants a free advertisement. +When I am in town, it is to be understood that Mavis is with her +mother at Hanningford; and when I am at Hanningford, Mavis must be at +Downing Street." + +One has no business in private life to badger ministers with political +questions, but I could not help asking what line Rawnsley proposed to +take with the Marklake Bill. His grey eyes flashed with momentary +fire. + +"It won't be taken this session," he declared. "I'm moving to +appropriate all Private Members' time for the Poor Law Bill. And +that's all, I think; I must be getting back to my wife, she's--a good +deal upset. Can you spare Nigel, Roden? I should like to take him if I +may. Good-bye, Mr. Merivale. Good-bye, Mr. ---- Oh, by the way, Roden, +remember you're tarred with the same brush. As soon as the Recess is +over, you'll have to keep a close watch on your family. Harding's +another; I shall have to warn him." + +Rawnsley's departure left me with a feeling of anti-climax and vague +discomfort. Short of assassination, which would have defeated its own +object, a policy of abduction was the boldest and most effective that +the militants could devise at a time when--in Joyce's words--all +arguments had been exhausted on both sides and war _ outrance_ was +declared by women who insisted on a vote against men who refused to +concede it. I had every reason to think I knew whose brain had evolved +that abduction policy; its reckless simplicity and directness were +characteristic. Then and now I wondered, and still wonder, whether the +author of that policy had sufficient imagination and perspective to +appreciate the enormity of her offence, or the seriousness of the +penalty attendant on non-success. + +"Ber-luddy day!" exclaimed Michael, rejoining us in the library and +delicately brushing occasional drops of moisture from his immaculate +person. A heavy downpour of rain was starting, and though I looked +like being spared initiation into the mysteries of golf--which I am +not yet infirm enough to learn--it was not very clear how we were to +kill time between meal and meal. Gladys was spending the morning +quietly in her room, Philip wandered to and fro like a troubled +spirit, and Sylvia had mysteriously departed. + +In time Michael condescended to give us the reason. It appeared that +while we were closeted with Rawnsley in the library, Robin had decided +that rest and relaxation before his Schools could best be secured by +the organisation of an impromptu Calico Ball, to be given that night +to all who would come. While he sat at the telephone summoning the +County of Hampshire to do his bidding, Sylvia had departed in her +little white runabout to purchase masks and a bale of calico from +Brandon Junction, and scour the neighbourhood in search of piano, +violin, and 'cello. The wet afternoon was to be spent by the women of +the party in improvising costumes, by the men in French-chalking the +floor of the ball-room. + +I took the precaution of calling on Gladys to acquaint her with the +day's arrangements, and beg her to see that I was not compelled to +wear any costume belittling to the dignity of a middle-aged uncle. +Then after writing a bulletin to catch my brother at Gibraltar, I felt +I had earned rest and a cheroot before luncheon. Brandon Court was one +of those admirably appointed houses where you could be certain of +finding wooden matches in every room; it was not, however, till I got +back to the library that I found companionship and the Seraph. He was +lying on a sofa writing slowly and painfully with his left hand. + +"If that's volume three," I said, "I won't interrupt. If it's +anything else, we'd better smoke and talk. I will do the smoking." + +"I'm only scribbling," he answered. "There's no hurry about volume +three." + +"Your public--_quorum pars non magna sum_--is growing impatient." + +"There won't be any volume three," he said quietly. + +"But why not? I mean, a mere temporary hitch...." + +"It's not that. If it wasn't for this hand I could write like, well, +like you _do_ write once in a lifetime." + +"What's to stop you?" + +"Nothing. I only said there wouldn't be a volume three. I shan't +publish it." + +"Why not?" + +His big blue eyes looked up at me thoughtfully for a moment from under +their long lashes. Then he crumpled up the half-covered sheet of +paper, remarking-- + +"There are some things you can't make public." + +"But with a _nom de plume_...." + +"I might let _you_ see it," he conceded. + +There we had to leave the subject, as the library was soon afterwards +invaded by zealous seekers after luncheon, first Lady Roden and +Gartside, then the rest of the party with the single exception of +Sylvia. Lady Roden walked over to the window and gazed in dismay at +the unceasing downpour. + +"Is Sylvia back yet, does anybody know?" she asked. + +"She came in about a quarter of an hour ago," volunteered the Seraph. + +"Was she very wet?" + +"I didn't see her." + +Lady Roden bustled out of the room to make first-hand investigation. + +"She took a Burberry with her," Robin called out; then springing up he +seized an ebony paper knife and advanced on Michael who was reclining +decoratively on a Chesterfield sofa. "Talking of Burberries," he went +on, with menace in his tone, "what the deuce d'you mean by stealing +mine, Michael?" + +"Wouldn't be seen dead in your bloody Burberry," Michael responded +with delicate languor. + +The Roden boys were all much of a size, and on the subject of raided +and disputed garments a fierce border warfare raged unintermittently +round their bedroom doors. It was so invariable a rule with Michael to +meet all direct charges with an equally direct denial that his +brothers placed but slight reliance on his word. + +"What was it doing in your room, then?" persisted Robin, as he applied +the paper-knife to the soles of Michael's feet. + +"That was Phil's," said Michael ingenuously. + +Robin turned to his elder brother with the suggestion of a little +disciplinary boiling-oil. + +"It'll be enough if we just ruffle him," answered the humane Philip. +"Keep the door, Pat. Now, Robin!" + +The perfect harmony of their attack argued long practice. Almost +before I had time to move out of the way, Culling was standing with +his back to the door while a scuffling trio on the hearthrug indicated +that castigation was already being meted out. Within two minutes the +immaculate Michael had been reduced to slim, white nudity, and even as +the decorous Gartside proffered a consolatory "_Times'_ Educational +Supplement," the two brothers and Culling had divided the raiment and +taken their centrifugal course through the house, secreting boots, +socks, tie and collar in a succession of ingeniously inaccessible +places as they went. Then the gong sounded, and Gartside took me in to +luncheon. + +Such little breezes, as I afterwards discovered, were characteristic +of Brandon Court when the three brothers were at home and Philip had +forgotten his public dignity. I could have spared the present +outbreak, as the inflammatory word "Burberry" had kept me from putting +a certain question to the Seraph. At one-thirty he had told Lady Roden +that Sylvia had come in about a quarter of an hour before: to be +strictly accurate, she had entered the yard as the stable clock struck +one-fifteen, and had come into the house three minutes later by a side +door and gone straight to her room by a side staircase. The Seraph and +I had been sitting in the library since twelve-forty-five. The library +looked out over a terrace on to the lawn: stable yard, side door and +side staircase were at the diametrically opposite angle of the house. +It was impossible for any one, even with the Seraph's uncannily acute +senses, to hear a sound from the stable yard; even had it been +possible, he could not have identified it as the sound of Sylvia's +return. + +I put my question in the smoking-room after luncheon, but got no +satisfactory answer. Meeting Sylvia in the hall a few minutes later, I +took my revenge by setting her to find out. + +The afternoon was spent in polishing the ball-room floor. Others +worked, I offered advice. At one point, Michael, too, showed a +tendency to offer advice, but the threat that his young body would be +dragged up and down till the bones cut through the skin and scratched +the floor, was effectual in persuading him to swathe his feet in +towels and wade through uncharted seas of French chalk to the infinite +detriment of the blue colour-scheme he had been forced into adopting +for luncheon. + +Mrs. Roden, Sylvia and Gladys retired with their three maids and a +bale of calico. From time to time one of us would be summoned to have +our measurements taken, but no indication was manifested of the guise +in which we were to appear. At eight we retired to our rooms with +sinking hearts; at eight-thirty a group of sheepish men loitered at +the stair-head, waiting for one less self-conscious than the rest to +give a lead to the others. + +The ball--when it came and found us filled and reckless with +dinner--proved an unqualified success. My indistinct memory of it +recalls a number of pretty girls who danced well, talked very quickly, +and called me--without exception--"my dear." I sat out two with +Sylvia, and was cut three times by Gladys, who disappeared with Philip +at an early stage. Further, I supped twice with two creditably hungry +girls, discussed the lineage of the county with Lady Roden, and smoked +a sympathetic cigarette with a nice-looking shy boy of fifteen, who +was always being cut by Gladys when he was not being cut by some one +else. His name was Willoughby, and I hope some girl has smiled on him +less absent-mindedly than my niece. + +In my few spare moments I watched Sylvia dealing with her male guests. +Culling approached and was rewarded with a smile and one dance. +Gartside followed and received an even sweeter, Tristan-und-Isolde +smile, and the same proportion of her programme. The Seraph, +arm-in-sling, hung unostentatiously on the outskirts of the crowd, and +with much hesitation summoned courage to ask if she could spare him +one to sit out. She gave him two, and extended it later to three. + +I heard afterwards that at the end of the third he prepared to return +to the ball-room. + +"Who are you taking this one with?" she asked him. + +"No one," he told her. + +"Why not stay here, then?" + +"Haven't you promised it to young Willoughby?" + +"He'll survive the disappointment," said Sylvia lightly. + +The Seraph shook his head. "May I have one later?" he asked. "You +oughtn't to cut Willoughby, he's been looking forward to it." + +Sylvia was not accustomed or inclined to dictation from others. + +"Have you asked him?" she said, uncertain whether to be amused or +angry. + +"It wasn't necessary. Haven't you felt his eyes on you while you were +dancing? He thinks you're the most wonderful girl in the world. There +he's right. He'll treasure up every word you speak, every smile you +give him; he'll send himself to sleep picturing ways of saving your +life at the cost of his own. And he'll dream of you all night." + +The Seraph's tranquil, unemotional voice had grown so earnest that +Sylvia found herself growing serious in spite of herself. + +"I wish you wouldn't discuss me with boys like that," she said, more +to gain time than administer reproof. + +"Should I have discussed you?" exclaimed the Seraph. "And would he +have told me? Why can't you, why can't any girl understand the mind of +a boy of fifteen? You'd make such men of them if you'd only take the +trouble. Look at him now, he's thinking out wonderful speeches to make +to you...." + +"I _hope_ not," said Sylvia ruefully. + +"He'll forget them all when he meets you. I was fifteen once." + +"I wonder if you'll ever be more." + +The Seraph made no answer. + +"That wasn't meant for a snub," said Sylvia reassuringly. + +"I know that." + +Sylvia looked at him curiously. "Is there anything you _don't_ know?" +she asked as they descended the stairs to the ball-room. + +"I don't even know if you're going to let me take you in to supper." + +"I'm glad there's something." + +"That's not an answer." + +"Do you want to?" + +"You ought to know that without asking." + +"I'm afraid there's a great deal about you I _don't_ know." + +Supper was ended and their table deserted before Sylvia put the +question with which I had primed her that afternoon. + +"Is there anything I _don't_ know? to use your own words," said the +Seraph evasively. + +"That's not an answer, to use yours." + +"It's the only answer I can give," he replied, with that curious +expression in his dark eyes that did duty for a smile. + +"Why won't you tell me? I'm interested. It's about myself, so I've a +right to know." + +"But I can't explain; I don't know. It never happened before." + +"Never?" + +The Seraph thought over his first meeting with her the previous day. + +"Never with any one else," he answered. + +Sylvia shook her head in perplexity. + +"I don't understand," she said. "Either it was just coincidence and +you were talking without thinking, or else ... I don't know. It's +rather funny. D'you want to smoke? Let's go out on to the terrace." + +"The detectives are there." + +"No, father said they weren't to appear to-night." + +"They're out there." + +"How d'you know?" + +"I can hear them." + +Sylvia looked round at the closed plate-glass windows. + +"You _can't_," she said incredulously. + +"Will you bet? No, I don't want to rob you. Shall I tell you something +else? You opened a fresh bottle of scent to-night when you dressed for +dinner. It's Chaminade, the same kind that you were using before, but +this is fresher. Had you noticed it?" + +The Seraph was considerably less impressed by his powers than Sylvia +appeared to be. + +"Anything else?" she asked after a pause. + +The Seraph wrinkled his brows in thought. + +"Gladys Merivale was coughing last night," he said. "Some one passed +my door at two o'clock and went into her room. I don't know who it +was, but it wasn't you. The coughing stopped for a time, but started +again just before three. Then you passed by and went in." + +"How do you know?" + +"I heard you." + +"You may have heard some one; you didn't know it was me. I went once +and mother went once. You couldn't tell which was which." + +The Seraph lit a cigarette and walked with her to the door of the +supper-room. + +"Oh, it was your mother?" he said. "Then she went the first time." + +"But how do you know?" Sylvia repeated. + +"I can't explain, any more than about the car coming back this +morning." + +Sylvia shook her head a little uneasily. + +"You're abnormal," she pronounced. + +"Because I...?" + +"Go on." + +"Because I know a fraction more about you than other people?" + +"Do you?" + +"Only a fraction. It would take time to understand you." + +"How much? I hate to be thought a sphinx." + +"However little I wanted, we should be parted before I got it." + +"Why? How? How parted?" + +The Seraph shrugged his shoulders. + +"Don't ask me to read the future," he said with a sigh. + +At the end of the ball I found the Roden boys congratulating +themselves on the success of the evening. I added my quota of praise, +and was pressed to state if I now felt equal to three successive +nights at Commemoration. + +"Which reminds me!" Robin exclaimed, flying off at his usual tangent. +"Where's Sylvia? Sylvia, my angel, what about Commem.?" + +His sister looked tired but happy, and in some way excited. + +"I'll come if you want me," she answered, putting her arm round +Robin's neck and kissing him good-night. "Yes, all right--I will. Oh, +Mr. Rawnsley told me this morning that Mavis wouldn't be able to come, +so you must get another girl." + +Robin dropped his voice confidentially. + +"See if you can persuade Cynthia to come. And we're still a man +short." + +Sylvia looked slowly round the room with thoughtful, unsmiling +eyes--past Culling, past Gartside.... + +"Will you come, Seraph?" she asked. + +Less than a day and a half had passed since I had noticed her practice +of avoiding Christian names. For some reason I had supposed nicknames +to fall into the same category. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +COMMEMORATION + + "Oxford ... the seat of one of the most ancient and + celebrated universities in Europe, is situated amid + picturesque environs at the confluence of the Cherwell + and the Thames.... Oxford is on the whole more attractive + than Cambridge to the ordinary visitor.... The best time + for a visit is the end of the Summer term.... This period + of mingled work and play (the latter predominating) is + named _Commemoration_.... It is almost needless to add + that an introduction to a 'Don' will greatly add to the + visitor's pleasure and profit." + + KARL BAEDECKER: "Handbook for Travellers: Great Britain." + + +Of the weeks that passed between my return to London from Brandon +Court and our departure from London to Oxford, I have only the most +indistinct recollection. My engagement book earned many honourable +scars before I carried it away into my present exile, but for May and +the first half of June there appears a black, undecipherable smudge +that my memory tells me should represent a long succession of late +nights and crowded days. Individual items are blurred out of +recognition; my general sense of the period is that I pretended to be +preternaturally young, and was punished by being made to feel +prematurely old. + +It was the busiest part of the London season, and Gladys appeared to +receive cards for an average of three balls a night on five nights of +the week. I accompanied her everywhere, growing gradually broken to +the work and relieved of my more serious responsibilities by the fact +that Philip Roden was too busy at the House to waste his nights in a +ball-room. We seemed to move in the midst of a stage army, the same +few hundred men, women, and dowagers reappearing in an endless +march-past. With the advent of the big hotels, hospitality had changed +in character since the days when I counted myself a Londoner: there +was more of it and it was less hospitable. The rising generation, and +more particularly the female portion of it, seemed to have taken +matters into its own hands. + +Regularly each morning, after a late breakfast, Gladys would set me to +write a series of common-form letters: "Dear Mr. Blank," I would say, +"My niece and I shall be so pleased if you will dine with us here +to-night at 8.30 and go on to Lady Anonym's ball." Then Gladys would +bring unknowing guest and unknown hostess into communication. "Can I +speak to Lady Anonym?" I would hear her call down the telephone. "Oh, +good morning! I say, do you think you could _possibly_ do with another +man for your ball to-night? Honest? It _is_ sweet of you. Oh, quite a +nice thing--Mr. Incognito Blank, 101, Utopia Chambers, St. James. +Thanks, most awfully. Oh no, not _him_, he's the most awful stiff; +this is a dear thing. Well, I would have, only he's only just got back +to England, he's been shooting big game...." + +This was the retail method. In the case of intimate friends, Gladys +would be encouraged to send in her own list of desirable invitees. +Because I am old-fashioned and unacquainted with English ways, I trust +I am not inaccessible to new ideas. I would carry the policy of +promiscuity to its logical conclusion. An announcement in the _Times_ +with draft _mnu_, name of band and programme of music--even a +placard outside Claridge's--would save endless postage and stationery, +and could not pack the ball-room tighter than on a dozen occasions I +remember. Hostesses who believe that numbers are the soul of +hospitality, could be certain beforehand of the success of their +efforts; superior young men would continue to remark, "Society gettin' +very mixed, what?" exactly as they have done ever since I entered my +first ball-room at the age of seventeen. Everybody, in short, would be +pleased. + +We saw a good deal of Sylvia during those weeks, as for reasons of her +own she would frequently drop in at Pont Street and conduct her share +of the arrangements over our telephone. Occasionally Gladys would be +called in as an accomplice, I would hear "Mr. Aintree's" name added to +Lady Anonym's list, and Gladys would remark with fine carelessness, +"Oh, just send him the card, if you will; don't bother to say who it +comes from." The Seraph may have suspected, but he never had +documentary proof of the originating cause of some of his invitations. + +In making our arrangements for Commemoration, I decided to take the +greater part of my charges to Oxford by road. Robin, of course, was +still in residence, and Philip promised to come down by the first +possible train. Gladys, Sylvia, the Seraph, and a _pis-aller_ of +Robin's named Cynthia Bargrave constituted my flock; we motored +quietly down to Henley, where we lunched and chartered a houseboat for +the Regatta, and arrived in Oxford with ample time for the three girls +to have a comfortable rest before dinner. I made rather a point of +this, as they were going to have three very tiring days and would +naturally wish to look their best; moreover, I wanted to roam round +the town with the Seraph. + +Even Oxford, that I thought could never alter, had changed during my +years of absence. The little, nameless back-street colleges I would +gladly sacrifice to the Destroyer, for they serve no purpose beyond +that of breeding proctors, and I know we counted it an indignity to be +fined by the scion of a college we had to reach by cab. But the High +should have been inviolate; there wanted no new colleges breaking +through its immemorial sides.... Univ. men, standing at their lodge +gate and looking northward, have told me the High already contains one +college in excess. + +While the Seraph sought out Robin's rooms in Canterbury, I wandered +through the college--guiltily, I admit--looking for traces of a +popular outbreak that occurred when a ball took place at Blenheim and +House men asked in vain for leave to attend it. In time I came to my +own old rooms in Tom, and gazed rather in sorrow than anger at the +strange new name painted over the door. Twice my fingers went to the +handle, twice I told myself that "Mr. R.F. Davenant" had as much right +to privacy as I should have claimed in his place.... I wandered out +through Tom Gate, across St. Aldates, and down Brewer Street to those +pleasant digs in Micklem Hall, where I once spent an all-too-short +twelve months. Then I returned to college, crept furtively back to the +old familiar door, knocked, listened, entered.... + +"R.F. Davenant" was far more civil than I should have been at a like +intrusion. He showed me round the rooms, offered me whisky and +cigarettes, wanted to know when I had been up, whether I was going to +the Gaudy.... We were friends in a minute. I liked his fair, +neatly-parted hair and clean, fresh colouring; I liked his Meissonier +artist proofs; I liked the way the left back leg of the sofa +collapsed unless you underpinned it with a Liddle and Scott. Not a +thing was changed but the photographs on the mantelpiece. I walked +over and surveyed them critically. Then one of those things happened +that convince me an idle Quixotic Providence is watching over my least +movements: I was staring at the picture of a girl on horseback when he +volunteered the information that it was his sister. + +"Your married sister?" I suggested. + +"Do you know her?" + +He fed me on Common-room tea and quarter-pound wedges of walnut cake. +Joyce was coming up for two of the three balls I was attending, coming +unprovided with partners to chaperone some girl who had captured her +brother's wandering fancy. These elder sisters earn more crowns than +they are ever accorded; it seemed that Joyce who trampled on the world +would stretch herself out to be trampled on by her heedless only +brother. I wonder wherein the secret lies. + +"Come and dine," suggested Dick Davenant. + +I told him of my own party, and lost no time in working the Cumberland +days with his father for all they were worth. What happened to the +Seraph I never discovered. As I hurried back to the Randolph for +dinner, Robin met me with an apology in advance for the dull evening +before me. + +"'Fraid you'll have rather a rotten time," he opined. "I wish you had +let me find you some old snag or other." + +"I shall be all right, Robin," I said. + +"There's sure to be bridge _somewhere_. Or look here, what about a +roulette-board? Combine business with pleasure--what?" + +"I shall be able to amuse myself," I assured him. + +Our dinner that night was one of the gayest meals I have eaten; we +were all expectant, excited, above our usual form--with the single +exception of Philip. If I were a woman, I suppose I should notice +these things; as it was I put his silent preoccupation down to +overwork. When he approached Robin with other-world gentleness and +suggested a stroll up St. Giles after dinner "just to keep me company, +old boy," I ought to have suspected something; but it was not till the +Seraph, smoking a lonely cigar, murmured something about "_Consul +videat ne respublica detrimentum capiat_," that I saw my authority +over Gladys was being threatened. + +The girls had been despatched for their last mysterious finishing +touches, and we had the hall of the Randolph to ourselves. + +"What the deuce ought I to do, Seraph?" I asked. + +"What _can_ you do?" + +"I don't know." + +"Why do anything?" + +That is the question I always ask myself when I have no definite idea +what is expected of me. + +"I wish he'd had the consideration to wait till my brother came back," +I grumbled. + +"These little emotional crises never _do_ wait till we're ready for +them, do they?" + +"From the fulness of the heart...." + +"Oh, pardon me, I was not speaking of myself." + +"I thought you were." + +The Seraph shook his head at me. + +"No, you didn't. You aren't thinking of me, or Gladys, or Philip, or +any one but your own self." + +I hypnotised a waiter into taking my order for Benedictine. + +"No emotional crises have come _my_ way," I protested. + +"Something very curious has happened to you since we parted this +afternoon." + +I accounted for every moment of my time since our arrival in Oxford. + +"Why didn't you tell me that before?" he exclaimed when I mentioned my +chance meeting with Dick Davenant. "Joyce coming up for the ball? Will +you...? No! sorry." + +"Will I what?" + +"It's no business of mine." + +"Why d'you start talking about it, then? Will I what?" + +The Seraph knocked the ash off his cigar, finished his coffee, and sat +silent. I repeated my question. + +"Well...." he hesitated nervously. "Are you going to propose to her +to-night?" + +"Really, Seraph!" + +"You're going to--some time or other...." + +"Don't talk nonsense!" + +"...I was wondering if it would be to-night." + +I felt myself growing rather annoyed and uncomfortable. + +"Not very good form to talk like this," I said stiffly. "After all, +she's a friend of yours and mine. A joke's all very well...." + +"But I'm quite serious!" + +"My dear Seraph, d'you appreciate that I've met the girl once--a few +weeks ago--and once only since she was a child of five?" + +"Oh yes. And do you remember my telling you what was bringing you back +to England? Do you remember the impression she made on you that night? +If you're going to marry her...." + +"Seraph, drop it!" + +He withdrew into his shell, and we smoked without speaking until I +began to be sorry for snubbing him. + +"I didn't mean to be rude," I said apologetically. "But she's a nice +girl; I may see her to-night for all I know to the contrary, and this +coupling of names.... You see my point?" + +The Seraph suddenly developed a nervous, excited earnestness. + +"Let me give you a word of advice. If you're going to propose to +her--oh, all right; if X. is going to propose to her, he'd better do +it now--before the crash comes. There's going to be a very big crash; +she's going down under it. If you--if X. proposed now, she might be +got out of the way before it's too late. You--X. won't like to see the +woman he's going to marry...." + +"X. marries her then?" I asked in polite incredulity. "Oh, he should +certainly lose no time." + +"She may not accept you at once." + +"Come and get your coat, Seraph." + +"But she will later." + +"Come and get your coat," I repeated. + +"Ah--you don't believe me--well...." + +I gave him my two hands and pulled him out of his chair. + +"Can you foretell the future?" I asked with a scepticism worthy of +Nigel Rawnsley. "What time shall I breakfast to-morrow? What shall I +have for supper to-night? What tie shall I wear next Friday +fortnight?" + +The Seraph shook his head without answering. + +"Very well, then," I said decisively. + +"But you don't know either." + +Of course he was right. + +"I may not know _now_," I said, "but I shall make up my mind in due +course, and do whatever I've made up my mind to do--whether it's +choosing a tie or...." + +"Proposing to Joyce. Exactly. I've never pretended to tell you more +than what's in your own mind." + +"You talked about the woman X. was going to _marry_, not merely +propose to. The last word doesn't lie with X." + +"True. But if I know what's passing in Joyce's mind?" + +"Does she know herself?" + +"No! That's the wonderful thing about a woman's mind, it's so +disconnected. She's none of a man's faculty of taking a resolve, +seeing it, acting on it.... That's why I said she might not accept you +at once." + +"You know her mind better than she does?" + +As my interest rose, the Seraph became studiedly vague. + +"I know nothing," he answered. "I merely suggest the possibility that +a woman may form a subconscious resolution and not recognise it as +part of her mental stock-in-trade for weeks, months, years.... If you +wait for her to recognise it, you may find you come too late; if you +come before she recognises it, you may find you've come too early." + +I helped him into his coat as the three girls descended the stairs. + +"Not a very cheerful prospect for X.," I suggested. + +"X. had better help her to recognise her sub-conscious ideas," he +answered. + +I felt a boy of twenty as we drove down St. Aldates, hurried across +Tom Quad, shed our wraps and struggled into the hall. The place was +half full already, and the orchestra, with every instrument duplicated +and Lorino thundering away at a double grand, had started an opening +extra. Youthful stewards, their shirt-fronts crossed with blue and +white ribbons of office, hurried to and fro in excessive, callow +zeal; bright among the black coats shone the full regimentals of the +Bullingdon; while stray followers of Pytchley, Bicester and V.W.H. +contributed their colour to the rainbow blaze. + +My charges dutifully spilt a drop from their cups in my honour, but at +the end of an hour they were free to follow their own various +inclinations. There was no sign of Joyce in the ball-room, but I found +her at length by the stair-head, gratefully drinking in the fresh air, +flushed--or so I fancied--and occasionally passing a hand across eyes +that looked tired and strained. I gave her some champagne and led her +to her brother's room. Two armchairs that I had purchased in the +luxury-loving twenties seemed somehow to have withstood seven +undergraduate generations. + +"You were quite the last person I expected to find here," I said, +after telling her of my meeting with Dick. + +"I was quite the last person a lot of people expected to find here," +she answered. + +"Dick has a lot to be thankful for. So--for that matter--have others." + +"Dear old Dick! he has a lot to put up with, if that's what you mean. +If he hadn't been a steward, they wouldn't have admitted me. Oh, the +staring and the glaring and the pointing and the whispering!" + +I now appreciated the reason of the bright eyes and pink cheeks. + +"If you _will_ espouse unpopular political causes," I began. + +"I'm not complaining! _This_ was nothing to what I've been through in +the past. It's all in the day's work. What are you doing in Oxford?" + +I helped myself to one of Dick's cigarettes. He kept them just where I +used to keep mine. On second thoughts I put it back and ran my hand +along the under-side of the mantelpiece to the hidden shelf where I +used to keep cigars maturing. Dick had followed my admirable +precedent. I commandeered a promising Intimidad, feeling all the while +like the ghost of my twenty-year-old self revisiting the haunts of my +affection. + +"At the moment I met you, I was feeling very old and miserable," I +said, when I had told her of the party committed to my charge. "Time +was when I counted for something in this place, porters touched their +hats to me, I could be certain of an apple in the back of the neck as +I walked through the Quad. Now the hall is filled with young kings who +know not Joseph. There are not twelve men or maidens who recognise +me." + +"Perhaps they don't know you." + +"That," I said, "is not very helpful." + +"I'm sorry. There are about two hundred people in that hall who know +me, but only four recognised me. You were one. I'm grateful." + +"But what did you expect?" + +"I wasn't sure. You came with the enemy." + +It was time for me to define my attitude of political isolation. I +told her--what was no more than the truth--that I owed no allegiance +to king, country, church, or party. I have never been interested in +politics, and twenty years' absence from England have made me nothing +if not a citizen of the world. I cared nothing for the great franchise +question, it was a matter of indifference to me whether the vote was +granted or withheld. On the other hand, I have a great love of peace +and comfort, and resent any effort to force me into a position of +hostility. + +"You won't convert me, Joyce," I said. "No more will the Rodens. I +refuse to mix myself up in the miserable business. Friends and +enemies, indeed! I have no enemies, but as a friend I wish I could +persuade you to accept the _fait accompli_. You're up against _force +majeure_, you'll have to give in sooner or later. Why not sooner?" + +"Why give up at all?" + +"You're striking at an immovable body." + +"What happens when an irresistible force meets an immovable body?" + +"Is it an irresistible force?" + +"Have you seen Mavis Rawnsley the last few weeks?" + +The question was asked with fearless, impudent abruptness. + +"I don't know her to speak to," I said. "You remember we caught sight +of her that night the Seraph took us to the theatre." + +"The night I undertook to convert the idlest man in the northern +hemisphere? Yes." + +"The night that same idler undertook to re-convert you. I've not seen +her since." + +"Has her father?" + +"You must ask him." + +"I will. In fact, I have already. 'Where is Miss Rawnsley? A rumour +reaches us as we are going to press....' You'll find it all in this +week's _New Militant_, I had such fun writing it." + +"What was the rumour?" + +"We--ell!" Joyce put her head on one side and pretended to spur her +memory. "Some one said Mavis Rawnsley had disappeared. Nothing in +that, of course; _you_'ve disappeared before now. Then some one else +said she was being held to ransom till her father was converted to the +suffrage. That interested me. None of the papers said anything about +it; you'd have thought Mr. Rawnsley was making a mystery of it. +However, I wanted to know, so I'm asking the question in the leading +article. Perhaps he'll write and tell me. Do you love me enough to +give me a match?" + +I lit her cigarette and talked to her for her soul's good. + +"As I say, my law's pretty rusty," I told her in conclusion, "but you +may take it as quite certain that the penalty for abduction is rather +severe." + +"Brutally," Joyce assented with unabated cheerfulness. "But you've got +to catch your criminal before you can imprison him." + +"Or her." + +"And you can't catch without evidence." + +I wandered round the room in search of two cushions. I found only one, +but women do not need cushions to the same extent as men. + +"That's the most banal remark I've ever heard from you," I told her. +"There never was a criminal yet that didn't think he'd left no traces, +never one that didn't think he was equal to the strain of sitting +waiting to be arrested. They all end in the same way, get frightened +or become reckless----" + +"Which am I?" + +"Neither as yet. You'll become reckless, because I don't think you +know what fear means." + +"Reckless! Me reckless! If I have a glass roof put to the editorial +room of the _New Militant_, will you climb up and see my moderating +influence at work? If it hadn't been for me, we should have been +prosecuted over the first number." + +"I suppose that's Mrs. Millington?" I hazarded. An echo of her fiery +pamphlets and speeches had reached me during the heyday of the arson +and sabotage campaign. + +"What's in a name?" Joyce asked sweetly. + +"Nothing at all. I agree. You tell me there's _some one_ who has to be +restrained. I tell you you'll be arrested the day after your +restraining influence is withdrawn...." + +Joyce bowed her assent. + +"And that will happen when you're invalided home from the front." + +Joyce bowed again. "Me that never had a day's illness in my life," I +heard her murmur. + +"It'll be a new experience, and you'll have it very shortly if I know +anything of what a woman looks like when she's overworked, +over-worried, over-excited. However fit you may be in other ways, +you're man's inferior in physical stamina. For the ordinary fatigues +of life...." + +"But this wasn't!" The interruption came quickly in a tone that had +lost its early banter. "Elsie's case comes on at the end of this week. +I've been with her, I didn't want to come to-night, but she made +me--so as not to disappoint Dick. It's not very pleasant to sit +watching any one going through.... However, don't let's talk about it. +You were giving me good advice. I love good advice. It's cheap...." + +"And so very filling? I'll give no more." + +"Don't stop, it's a wonderful index. As long as people give me good +advice, I know I need never trouble to ask them for anything more." + +I weighed the remark rather deliberately. + +"You were nearer being spiteful then than I've ever heard you," I +said. + +"But wasn't it true? The only three people I can depend on not to give +me good advice are Elsie, Dick and the Seraph." + +"The only three who'll give you anything more?" + +"Among the non-politicals. I've got politicals who'd go through fire +and water for me," she declared proudly. + +"I can believe it. But only those three among the rest?" + +"Those three." She sat looking me in the eyes for a moment, then a +mischievous smile of commiseration broke over her face. "My friend, +you're not suggesting _yourself_?" + +"I'm waiting to be asked." + +"It would be waste of time. You've not been living your own sinful +selfish life all these years for nothing. If a crash ever came--it's +kindly meant, but I should have to put you under instruction for six +months before I could be certain of you." + +"You won't get six months." + +"Then it's hardly worth starting, is it? In any case we shall win +without needing to call in outside help. What about getting back to +the ball-room?" + +I exhibited my unfinished cigar. + +"When you're tired of oakum and a plank bed," I began.... + +"Caught, tried _and_ condemned. If you want to be useful, you musn't +leave it as late as that." + +"The sooner the better." + +"I'll come as soon as there's a warrant out." + +"Promise?" + +"Faithfully. But there won't be any warrant if the cause succeeds." + +"I pray you'll fail," was my fervent answer. + +Joyce threw her cigarette petulantly into the fireplace. + +"You've spoilt _every_thing by that!" + +"My help was offered to you, not to your ridiculous cause." + +"We can't be separated." + +"Will you bet?" + +"Yes." + +"What?" + +"Anything you like!" + +She sprang up and faced me with the light of battle in her eyes. The +flush had come back to her cheeks, her lips were parted, and the rope +of pearls round her neck rose and fell with her quick, excited +breathing. I shall not easily forget the picture she presented at that +moment. The room was lit by a single central globe, and against the +background of dark oak panels her black dress was almost invisible. +Standing outside the white circle of light, her slim fragile body was +hidden, but through the shadows I could see the shimmer of her spun +gold hair and the wonderful line of her gleaming white arms and +shoulders. + +"Anything you like!" she repeated in confident gay challenge. + +"I hold you to that." + +Fifteen years ago I bought a scarab-ring in Luxor. After losing it +once a day for a fortnight, I had it fitted with ingenious couplings +so designed that when I caught it in a glove the couplings drew tight +and clamped the ring to the finger. When last I found myself in Egypt, +my Arab goldsmith had been gathered to his fathers, and the secret of +those couplings is vested in myself. Three London and two Parisian +jewellers have told me they could unravel the mystery by cutting the +ring to pieces. Short of that, they confessed themselves baffled. + +"Hold out your hand, Joyce," I said. "No, the other one. There!" + +I slipped the ring on to her third finger, stepped back to the table, +and lit a cigarette. This last was purely for effect. + +Joyce looked at the ring and tried to move it. + +"No good," I said. "You may cut the ring, which would be a pity +because it's unique; and it's not yours till you've won the wager. Or +you may amputate the finger, which also would be a pity, as that too +... well, anyway, it won't be yours to amputate if I win the bet." + +Again she tried to move the ring, again without success. + +"Will you take it off, please?" + +I shook my head. + +"You said I might fix the wager." + +"Take it off, please!" she repeated, frowning disapproval upon me. +Unfortunately, like Mrs. Hilary Musgrave, she looks uncommonly well +when she disapproves. + +"Shall we go back now?" I suggested. "I've finished my cigar." + +"A joke may be carried too far," she exclaimed, stamping her foot as I +remember seeing her stamp it as a wicked, flaxen-haired child of five. + +"Heaven witness I'm not joking!" I protested. "Nothing I could say +would move you in your present frame of mind; the wager gave me my +chance. It's a ring against a hand, and on the day that sees you +separated from your infernal cause, I come to claim my reward. As long +as you and the cause remain unseparated you may keep the ring. I'm +backing my luck; I always do, and it never fails me." + +Joyce gave the ring a last despairing tug, and then with some +difficulty drew the finger of her glove over it. + +"How long must I wait before I may have the ring cut?" she asked. + +I had not considered that. + +"Till my death?" I suggested. + +"Sooner than that, I hope." + +"Oh, so do I. I want to win the wager and get my stakes back." + +Joyce passed out before me into the quadrangle, buttoning her glove as +she went. I was feeling elated by what had passed, elated and quite +deliciously surprised to find how short-lived her anger had been. + +"I'm afraid I'm bound up with the cause more intimately than you +think," she began with unexpected gentleness. "For--let me see--three +years now people have been trying to show me the error of my ways, and +I go on just the same. Men and women, friends and relations, a +Suffragan Bishop...." + +"Quite a proper distinction," I interrupted. "Neither fish, flesh, +fowl, nor good red herring." + +"...and the only result is that I sink daily deeper into the mire." + +"But this is where I come in." + +"Too late, I'm afraid. Listen. I used to have a little money of my +own. I've sold out every stock and share I possessed to help found the +_New Militant_. I'm living on the salary they pay me to edit it. That +looks like business, doesn't it?" + +I straightened my tie, buttoned the last button of my gloves, and +mounted the first step of the Hall stairs. + +"Living out in the East," I said, "I have learnt the virtue of +infinite patience." + +Joyce remained silent. It occurred to me that I had left an important +question unasked. + +"When I win my wager," I began. + +"You won't." + +"Assume I do. No one likes losing bets, but would you seriously object +to the consequences?" + +Joyce gave me the wonderful dawn of a smile before replying. + +"I've never given the matter a thought," she answered. + +"Subconsciously?" I suggested in a manner worthy of the Seraph. + +She shook her head. + +"Well, give it a thought now," I begged. + +"It wouldn't make much difference whether I objected or not." + +"If you honestly object, if you think the whole thing's a joke in +questionable taste, I'll take the ring off here and now." + +Joyce began to unbutton her glove, then stopped and looked at me. I +suppose my voice must have shown I was speaking seriously; her eyes +were soft and kind. + +"I think any girl 'ud be very lucky...." she began. I bowed, and as I +did so an imp of mischief took possession of her tongue. "...very +lucky indeed--to engage your roving affection." + +"That wasn't what you started to say." + +"I never know what I _am_ going to say. That's why I'm so good on a +platform." + +"Shall I take the ring off?" + +"I prefer to win it in fair fight." + +"If you can," I rejoined, as we pressed our way into the bright warmth +of the ball-room. + +My charges appeared to be profiting by my absence. Couple after couple +floated by with touching heads and dreamy eyes; half-way down the room +Philip was whispering in Gladys' ear and making her smile; I caught a +glimpse of Robin and Cynthia; then Sylvia and the Seraph glided past. + +"Don't they look sweet together?" said Joyce, half to herself, as our +faces were subjected to a quick, searching glance. + +"What about a turn before supper?" I suggested. + +"Am I having it with you?" + +"If you will." + +"I should like to." + +We started round the room, half-way through the waltz. Joyce was a +beautiful dancer, easy, light, and rhythmical. It was too good to +spoil with talking; I contented myself with one final remark. + +"After all," I said, "you may as well start getting used to me." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE SECOND ROUND + + "One sleeps, indeed, and wakes at intervals, + We know, but waking's the main part with us, + And my provision's for life's waking part. + Accordingly, I use heart, head and hand + All day, I build, scheme, study and make friends; + And when night overtakes me, down I lie, + Sleep, dream a little, and get done with it, + The sooner the better, to begin afresh. + What's midnight doubt before the dayspring's faith? + You, the philosopher that disbelieve, + That recognise the night, give dreams their weight-- + To be consistent--you should keep your bed, + Abstain from healthy acts that prove you man, + For fear you drowse perhaps at unawares! + And certainly at night you'll sleep and dream, + Live through the day and bustle as you please. + And so you live to sleep as I to wake, + To unbelieve as I to still believe? + Well, and the common sense o' the world calls you + Bedridden,--and its good things come to me." + + ROBERT BROWNING: "Bishop Blougram's Apology." + + +The Bullingdon Ball took place on the Tuesday night, and Joyce +returned to town the following morning. Her brother may have mentioned +the time, or it may have been pure coincidence that I should be buying +papers and watching the trains when she arrived at the station with +the girl she was chaperoning. We met as friends and exchanged papers: +I gave her the _Morning Post_ and received the _New Militant_ in +return. As the train slipped away from the platform, she waved +farewell with a carefully gloved left hand. Then Dick and I strolled +back to the House. + +In drowsy, darkened chamber Robin was sleeping the sleep of the just. +As I voyaged round his rooms, I reflected that undergraduate humour +changes little through the ages, and in Oxford as elsewhere the +unsuspecting just falls easy prey to wakeful, prowling injustice. An +enemy had visited that peaceful home of slumber. Half-hidden by +disordered bed-clothes, a cold bath prematurely awaited Robin's foot, +and on his table was spread a repast such as no right-thinking man +orders for himself after two nights' heavy dancing. Moist, indecorous +slabs of cold boiled beef, beer for six, two jars of piccalilli and a +round of over-ripe Gorgonzola cheese, offered piteous appeal to a +jaded, untasting palate. Suspended from the overmantel--that soul +might start on equal terms with body--hung the pious aspiration--"God +Bless our Home." + +"Garton, for a bob!" Robin exclaimed when I described the condition of +his rooms. + +Flinging the bed-clothes aside, he fell heavily into the bath, +extricated himself to the accompaniment of low, vehement muttering +that may have been a prayer, and bounded across the landing to render +unto Garton the things that were Garton's. I followed at a +non-committal distance, and watched the disposal of two pounds of +boiled beef in unsuspected corners of Garton's rooms. Three slices +were hidden in the tobacco jar, the rest impartially distributed +behind Garton's books--to mature and strengthen during sixteen weeks +of Long Vacation. Balancing the jug of beer on the door-top--whence it +fell and caved in the fraudulent white head of a venerable +scout--Robin hastened back to his own quarters and sported the oak. + +"I was thinking of a touch of lunch on the Cher," he observed, +exchanging his dripping pyjamas for a dressing-gown and making for a +window-seat commanding Canterbury Gate, a cigarette in one hand and a +Gorgonzola cheese in the other. "If you wouldn't mind toddling round +to Phil and the Seraph and routing the girls out, we might all meet at +the House barge at one. I'll cut along and dress as soon as I've given +Garton a little nourishment. I suppose the pickles 'ud kill him," he +added with a regretful glance at the two-pound glass jars. + +I communicated the rendezvous to Philip, threw an eye over the "Where +is Miss Rawnsley?" article as I crossed the Quad, and dropped anchor +in the Seraph's rooms. His quaint streak of femininity showed itself +in the bowls of "White Enchantress" carnations with which the tables +and mantelpiece were adorned. A neat pile of foolscap covered with +shorthand characters indicated early rising and studious method. I +found him working his way through the _Times_ and _Westminster +Gazette_ for the last three days. + +"I suppose there is no news?" I said when I had told him Robin's +arrangements for the day and described the Battle of the Beef. + +"Nothing to-day," he answered. "Have you seen yesterday's _Times_?" + +I had been far too busy with Joyce and my three wards to spare a +moment for the papers. I now read for the first time that the Prime +Minister had moved for the appropriation of all Private Members' days. +The Poor Law Reform Bill would engage the attention of the House for +the remainder of the Session, to the exclusion of Female Suffrage and +every other subject. + +"That's Rawnsley's answer to _this_," I said, giving the Seraph my +copy of the _New Militant_. + +"I wonder what the answer of the _New Militant_ will be to Rawnsley," +he murmured when he had read the article. + +"That is for you to say," I told him. "You read the Heavens and +interpret dreams and forecast the future...." + +"Fortunately I can't." + +This was an unexpected point of view. + +"Wouldn't you if you could?" I asked. + +"Would any one go on living if he didn't cheat himself into believing +the future was not going to be quite as black as the present?" + +This was not the right frame of mind for a man who had spent two +nights dancing with Sylvia--to the exclusion of every one else, and I +told him so. + +"Come along to the Randolph," he exclaimed impatiently. "To-day, +to-night; and to-morrow all will be over. I was a fool to come. I +don't know why I did." + +We picked up our hats and strolled into King Edward Street. + +"You came because Sylvia invited you," I reminded him. "I heard the +invitation. Young Rawnsley was not there, but Culling and Gartside +were, and a dozen more I don't know by name. Any of them might have +been chosen instead, but--they weren't. You should be more grateful +for your advantages, my young friend." + +"I'm not." + +I linked my arm in his, and tried to find out what was upsetting him. + +"You've been having some senseless, needless quarrel with her...." I +hazarded. + +"How can two people quarrel when they've not a single point in common? +Our lives are on parallel lines, continue them indefinitely and +they'll never meet. Therefore--it's a mistake to bring the parallels +so close together that one can see the other." + +For a moment I wondered whether he had put his fortune to the test and +received a rebuff. + +"Does Sylvia think your lives are on parallel lines?" I asked. + +"What experience or imagination do you think a girl like that's got? +It never occurs to them that everybody's not turned out of the same +machine as themselves, with the same ideas, beliefs, upbringing, +position, means. D'you suppose Sylvia appreciates that she spends more +money on dress in six months than I earn in a year? Can she imagine +that I hate and despise all the little conventions that she wouldn't +transgress for all the wealth of the Indies? The doctrines she's +learnt from her mother, the doctrines she'll want to teach her +children--can she imagine that I regard them as so much witchcraft +that I wouldn't imperil my soul by asking any sane child to believe? +I'm an infidel, a penniless, unconventional Bohemian, and she--well, +you know the atmosphere of Brandon Court. What's the good of our going +on meeting?" + +"Nigel is neither infidel, unconventional, nor Bohemian," I said. +"Moreover, he stands on the threshold of a big career...." + +"I daresay," said the Seraph as I paused. + +"Nigel was not invited. Gartside may be an infidel if he ever troubles +to think of such things; he is certainly not penniless or Bohemian. He +is a large-framed, large-hearted hero, with every worldly advantage a +girl could desire. Gartside was not invited. No more were the others. +You were." + +"She hadn't known me two days; perhaps two days aren't long enough to +find me out." + +"Feminine intuition...." I began. + +"Feminine intuition's a woman's power of jumping to wrong conclusions +quicker than men. Unless you want to get yourself into trouble, you'd +better not march into Sylvia's presence with a _New Militant_ in your +hand." + +I thanked him for the reminder, and bequeathed the offending sheet to +the Martyrs' Memorial. The heavy type of the headline, "Where is Miss +Rawnsley?" reminded me of our earlier conversation. + +"I shan't be sorry to get rid of my charges," I remarked. "They're a +responsibility in these troublous times." + +"Sylvia's in no danger," he answered with great confidence. + +"I'm not so sure." + +"She's absolutely safe." + +"How do you know?" + +He looked at me doubtfully, and the confidence died out of his eyes. + +"I don't. It's--just an opinion." + +"Even if you're right, there's still Gladys," I said. + +"I'd forgotten her." + +"She's a fair mark." + +"I suppose so." + +"Though not as good as Sylvia." + +"I assure you Sylvia's in no danger." + +"But how do you know?" I repeated. + +"I tell you; it's only an opinion." + +"But you don't express any opinion about Gladys." + +"How could I?" + +"How can you about Sylvia?" + +He hesitated, flushed, opened his lips and shut them again in his old +tantalising way. + +"I don't know," he answered as we entered the Randolph, and walked to +the end of the hall where the three girls were awaiting us. + +Robin had provided an imposing flotilla for our accommodation. His own +punt was reserved for Cynthia, himself, and the luncheon-baskets; a +mysterious reconciliation had placed Garton's at the disposal of +Philip, Gladys, and myself, while Sylvia and the Seraph were stowed +away in a Canadian canoe, detached by act of sheer piracy from the +adjoining Univ. barge. We took the old course through Mesopotamia and +over the Rollers, mooring for luncheon half a mile above the Cherwell +Hotel. Hunger and a sense of duty secured my presence for that meal +and tea; in the interval I retired for a siesta. Distance, I find, +lends enchantment to a chaperon. + +It was in my absence that Philip asked Gladys to marry him. On my +reappearance at tea-time, Robin shouted the news across a not +inconsiderable section of Oxfordshire. I affected the usual surprise, +warned Philip that he must await my brother's approval, and shook +hands with him avuncularly. Then I watched the orgy of kissing that +seems inseparable from announcements of this kind. A mathematician +would work out the possible combinations in two minutes, but his +calculation would, as ever, be upset by the intrusion of the personal +equation, for Robin kissed Gladys not once, but many times, less with +a view to welcoming her as a sister than from a reasonable belief that +such ill-timed assiduity would exasperate her elder brother. + +In time it occurred to some one to make tea, and at six o'clock the +flotilla started home. Robin ostentatiously transferred me from +Philip's punt to his own, and with equal ostentation announced his +intention of starting last so as to round up the laggards. The +Canadian canoe shot gracefully ahead, and was soon lost to view; a +fast stream was running, and the boat needed little assistance from +the paddle. I have no doubt that in the late afternoon sun, and with +an accompaniment of rippling water gently lapping the sides of the +boat, time passed all too quickly. Fragments of conversation were +disinterred for my benefit in the course of the following weeks, to +set me wondering anew what sympathetic nimbus I must wear that girls +and boys like Sylvia and the Seraph should unlock their hearts for my +inspection. + +I gather that Sylvia called for the verdict on the success of their +expedition to Oxford, and that the Seraph found for her, but with +reluctant, qualified judgment. + +"You're not sorry you came?" she asked. "Well, what's lacking? I'm +responsible for bringing you here; I want everything to be quite +perfect." + +"Everything _is_ perfect, Sylvia." + +She shook her head. + +"_Some_thing's wrong. You're moody and silent and troubled, just like +you were the first time we met. D'you remember that night? You looked +as if you thought I was going to bite you. I don't bite, Seraph. Tell +me what's the matter, there's still one night more; I want to make you +glad you came." + +"You can't make me gladder than I am. But you can't find roses without +thorns. I wish we weren't all going back to-morrow." + +"It's only to London." + +"I know, but it'll all be different." + +"But why?" + +"I don't know, but it _will_ be. These three days wouldn't have been +so glorious if I hadn't remembered every moment of the time that they +were--just three days." + +Shipping his paddle, he lay back in the boat and plunged his arms up +to the elbow in the cool, reedy water. Sylvia roused him with a +challenge. + +"Four days would have bored you?" + +"Have you ever met the man who _was_ bored by four days of your +company?" + +"Don't you sometimes fancy you know me better than most?" + +"I've known you since Whitsun." + +"You've known me since...." + +She stopped abruptly. The Seraph lifted a wet hand, and watched the +water trickling in zigzag rivulets up his arm. + +"Shall I finish it for you?" he asked. + +"You don't know what I was going to say." + +"You've known me since the day I was born." + +"Why do you think I was going to say that?" + +"You were, weren't you?" + +"I stopped in the middle." + +"You'd thought out the end." + +"Had I?" + +"Unconsciously?" + +A hand waved in impatient protest. + +"If it was unconscious, how should I know?" + +The Seraph glanced quickly up at her face, and turned away. + +"True," he answered absently. + +"No one could know," she persisted. + +"_I_ knew." + +"Guessed." + +For answer he picked up his coat from the bottom of the boat, and +extracted a closely written sheet of college note-paper. Folding it so +that only the last line was visible, he handed it her with the words-- + +"You'll find it there." + +Sylvia read the line, and gazed in perplexity at her companion. + +"But I never _said_ it," she persisted. + +"You were going to." + +She turned the paper over without answering. + +"What's on the other side?" she asked. + +The Seraph extended an anxious hand. + +"Please don't read that!" he implored her. "It's not meant for you to +see." + +"Is it about me?" + +"Yes." + +"Then why shouldn't I see it?" + +"You may, but not now." + +"Well, when?" + +The Seraph's manner had grown suddenly agitated. To gain time, he +produced a cigarette, but his agitation was betrayed in the trembling +hand that held the match. + +"When we meet again," he answered after a pause. + +"We meet again to-night." + +"When we meet--after parting." + +"We part to dress for dinner." + +"I mean a long, serious parting," he replied in a low voice. + +Sylvia laughed at his suddenly grave expression. + +"Are we going to quarrel?" she asked. + +He nodded without speaking. + +"Why, Seraph?" she asked more gently. + +"We can't help it." + +"It takes two to make a quarrel. _I_ don't want to." + +"We shouldn't--if we were the only two souls in creation." + +Sylvia sat silent, fidgeting with a signet ring, and from time to time +looking questioningly into the troubled blue eyes before her. + +"How do you _know_ these things?" she asked at length. "You can't +know." + +"Call it guessing, but I was right over the unfinished sentence, +wasn't I?" + +"Perhaps, but how do you know?" + +"I don't. It's fancy. Some people spend their lives awake, others +dreaming." He shrugged his shoulders. "I dream. And sometimes the +dream's so real that I know it must be true." + +Sylvia smiled with a shy wistfulness he had not seen on her face +before. + +"I wish you wouldn't dream we were going to quarrel," she said. "I +don't want to lose you as a friend." + +"You won't. Some day I shall be able to help you, when you want help +badly." + +Almost imperceptibly her mouth hardened its lines, and her eyes +recovered their disdainful, independent fire. + +"Why should I want help?" she asked. + +"I don't know," was all he could answer. "You will." + +Their canoe had drifted to the Rollers. The Seraph landed, helped +Sylvia out of the boat, and stood silently by while it was hauled up +and lowered into the water on the other side. As they paddled slowly +through Mesopotamia neither was able--perhaps neither was willing--to +pick up the threads of the conversation where they had been dropped. +In silence they passed the Magdalen Bathing Place, through the shade +of Addison's Walk, under the Bridge and alongside the Meadows. +Sylvia's mind grappled uneasily with the half-comprehended words he +had spoken. + +"Do we meet and make it up?" she asked with assumed lightness of tone +as the canoe passed through the scummy, winding mouth of the Cher and +shot clear into the Isis. + +"We meet." + +"And make it up?" she repeated. + +"I don't know." + +"Do you care?" + +"Sylvia!" + +"What will you do?" + +"If we don't?" The Seraph sat motionless for a moment, and then began +paddling the boat alongside the barges. "I shall go abroad. I've never +been to India. I want to go there. And then I shall go on to Japan, +and from Japan to some of Stevenson's islands in the South Seas. I've +seen everything else that I want to see." + +"And then?" + +He raised his eyebrows and shook his head uncertainly. + +"Burial at sea, I hope." + +"Seraph, if you talk like that we shall quarrel now." + +"But it's true." + +"There'd be nothing more in life?" + +"Not if we quarrelled and never made it up." + +"But if we _did_----" + +"Ah, that'ud make all the difference in the world." + +For a moment they looked into each other's eyes: then Sylvia's fell. + +"I don't want to quarrel," she said. "I don't believe we shall, I +don't see why we need. If we do, I'm prepared to make it up." + +"I wonder if you will be when the time comes," he answered. + +We were, with a single, noteworthy exception--a subdued party that +night at dinner. Philip and Gladys had much to occupy their minds and +little their tongues: Sylvia and the Seraph were silent and +reflective: I, too, in my unobtrusive middle-aged fashion, had passed +an eventful night and morning. The exception was Robin, who furnished +conversational relief in the form of Stone Age pleasantries at the +expense of his brother in particular, engaged couples in general, and +the whole immemorial institution of wedlock. I have forgotten some of +his more striking parallels, but I recollect that each fresh dish +called forth a new simile. + +"Pity oysters aren't in season, Toby," he remarked. "Marriage is like +your first oyster, horrid to look at, clammy to touch, and only to be +swallowed at a gulp." "Clear soup for me, please. When I'm offered +thick, I always wonder what the cook's trying to hide. Thick soup is +like marriage." "Why does dressed crab always remind me of marriage? I +suppose because it's irresistible, indigestible, and if carelessly +mixed, full of little pieces of shell." "Capercailzie is symbolical of +married life: too much for one, not enough for two." "Matrimony is +like a cigarette before port: it destroys the palate for the best +things in life." + +No one paid any attention to Robin as he rambled on to his own +infinite contentment: he would probably still be rambling but for the +arrival of an express letter directed to me in Arthur Roden's writing. +We were digesting dinner over a cigar in the hall, and after reading +the letter I took Sylvia and the Seraph aside, and communicated its +contents. By some chance it was included in a miscellaneous bundle of +papers I packed up before leaving England, and I have it before me on +my table as I write. + +"Private and Confidential," it began-- + + "MY DEAR TOBY," + + "If this arrives in time, I shall be glad if you will send me a + wire to say all is well with Sylvia and the others. We are a + good deal alarmed by the latest move of the Militants. You will + have seen that Rawnsley got up in the House the other day and + moved to appropriate all Private Members' time till the end of + the Session, in this way frustrating all idea of the Suffrage + coming up in the form of a Private Member's Bill. + + "The Militants have made their counterstroke without loss of + time. Yesterday morning Jefferson's only child--a boy of + seven--disappeared. We left J. out when we were running over + likely victims at Brandon: he was away in the _Enchantress_ + inspecting Rosyth at the time, and I suppose that was how we + forgot him. We certainly ought not to have done so, as he has + been one of the most outspoken of the anti-militants. + + "The child went yesterday with his nurse to Hyde Park. The + woman--like all her damnable kind--paid no attention to her + duty, and allowed some young guardsman to sit and talk to her. + In five minutes' time--she says it was only five minutes--the + child had disappeared. No trace of him has been found. + Jefferson, of course, is in a great state of worry, but agrees + with Rawnsley that no word of the story must be allowed to reach + the Press, and no effort spared to convince the electorate of + the utter impossibility of considering the claims at present + put forward by the Militants. I am arranging a series of + meetings in the Midlands and Home Counties as soon as the House + rises. + + "And that reminds me. Rawnsley received a second letter + immediately after the abduction of J.'s boy, telling him his + action in respect of Private Members' time had been noted, and + that he would be given till the end of the month [June] to + foreshadow an autumn session. There may be an autumn + session--that depends on the Committee Stage of the Poor Law + Bill--but the Suffrage will not come up during its course, and + Rawnsley is purposely withholding his announcement till the + month has turned. + + "For the next ten days, therefore, we may hope to be spared any + fresh attack. After that they will begin again, and as my + Midland campaign is being announced in the course of this week, + it is more than probable that the blow may be aimed at me. + + "Please shew this letter to Sylvia and the boys, and explain as + much of the Rawnsley affair as may be necessary to make it clear + to her. At present she has been told that Mavis is ill in London + and may have to undergo an operation. Tell her to use the utmost + care not to stir in public without some competent person to + escort her. Scotland Yard is increasing its bodyguards, and + everything must be done to assist them. + + "You will, of course, see the necessity of keeping this letter + private. + + "Ever yours, + "ARTHUR RODEN." + +As I gave the letter to Sylvia and the Seraph to read, I will admit +that my first feeling was one of unsubstantial relief that Joyce had +been in Oxford when the abduction took place in London. I did not in +any way condone the offence, I should not have condoned it even had I +known that she was mainly responsible for the abduction. Independently +of all moral considerations, I found myself being glad that she was +out of town at the time of the outrage. The consolation was flimsy. I +concede that. But it is interesting to me to look back now and review +my mental standpoint at that moment. I had already got beyond the +point of administering moral praise and blame: my descent to active +participation in crime followed with incredible abruptness. + +I felt the "Private and Confidential" was not binding against the +Seraph, as he had been present when Rawnsley described the +disappearance of Mavis. While he expounded her father's letter to +Sylvia, I gave its main points to Philip and Robin. The comments of +the family were characteristic of its various members. Philip shook a +statesmanlike head and opined that this was getting very serious, you +know. Robin inquired plaintively who'd want to abduct a little thing +like him. + +"I don't want any 'competent escort,'" Sylvia exclaimed with her +determined small chin in the air. + +"For less than twenty-four hours," I begged. "I'm responsible for your +safety till then. After that you can fight the matter out with your +father." + +"But I can look after myself even for the next twenty-four hours." + +I assumed my severest manner. + +"Have you ever seen me angry?" I said. + +"Do you think you could frighten me?" she asked with a demure smile. + +"I'm quite sure I couldn't," I answered helplessly. "Seraph, can you +do anything with her?" + +"Nobody can do anything with her...." + +"Seraph!" + +"...against her will." + +"That's better." + +I struck at a propitious moment. + +"When we leave here," I said to the Seraph, "you're to take her hand +and not let go till you're back in the hotel again. I give her into +your charge. Treat her...." + +I hesitated, and Sylvia interrogated me with a King's Ransom smile. + +"Treat her as she deserves," I said. "If she were my wife, ward or +daughter, I should slap her and send her to bed. So would you, so +would any man worthy of the name." + +"Would you, Seraph?" + +He was helping her into her cloak and did not answer the question. +Suddenly she turned round and looked into his eyes. + +"Would you, Seraph?" I heard her repeat. + +"I shall treat you--as you deserve to be treated," he answered slowly. + +"That's not an answer," she objected. + +"What's the good of asking him?" I said as the rest of our party +joined us. + +In the absence of Joyce I spent large portions of a dull and +interminably long night smoking excessive cigarettes and leaning +against a wall to watch the dancers. Towards three o'clock I +discovered an early edition of an evening paper and read it from cover +to cover. Canadian Pacifics were rising or falling, and some +convulsion was taking place in Rio Tintos. + +The only other news of interest I found in the Cause List. I remember +the case of Wylton _v._ Wylton and Sleabury was down for trial one day +towards the end of that week. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +A CAUSE CLBRE + + "Conventional women--but was not the phrase tautological?" + + GEORGE GISSING: "Born in Exile." + + +I always look back with regret to our return to London after +Commemoration. Our parting at the door of the Rodens' house in Cadogan +Square was more than the dispersal of a pleasant, youthful, +light-hearted gathering; it marked out a definite end to my first +careless, happy weeks in England, and foreshadowed a period of +suspense and heart-burning that separated old friends and strained old +alliances. As we shook hands and waved adieux, we were slipping +unconsciously into a future where none of us were to meet again on our +former frank, trustful footing. + +I doubt if any of us recognised this at the time--not even the Seraph, +for a man is notoriously a bad judge in his own cause. Looking back +over the last six months, I appreciate that the seeds of trouble had +already been sown, and that I ought to have been prepared for much +that followed. + +To begin with, the astonishing acrimony of speech and writing that +characterised both parties in the Suffrage controversy should have +warned me of the futility of trying to retain the friendship of Joyce +Davenant on the one hand and the Rodens on the other. Bitter were +their tongues and angry their hearts in the old, forgotten era of +demonstrations and hecklings; the bitterness increased with the +progress of the arson campaign, and its prompt, ruthless reprisals; +but I remember no political sensation equalling the suppressed, +vindictive anger of the days when the abduction policy was launched, +and no clue could be found to incriminate its perpetrators. I suffered +the fate of most neutral powers, and succeeded in arousing the +suspicions of both belligerents. + +Again, the Wylton divorce proved--if proof were ever needed--that when +English Society has ostracised a woman, her sympathisers gain nothing +for themselves by championing her cause. They had better secure +themselves greetings in the market-place by leading the chorus of +moral condemnation. Elsie Wylton would scarcely have noticed the two +added voices, and the Seraph and I might have spared ourselves much +unnecessary discomfort. He was probably too young to appreciate that +Quixotism does not pay in England, while I--well, there is no fool +like a middle-aged fool. + +Lastly, I ought to have seen the shadow cast by Sylvia's tropical +intimacy with the Seraph at Oxford. She was unquestionably +_intrigue_, and I should have seen it and been on my guard. Resist as +she might, there was something arresting in his other-world, +somnambulant attitude towards life; for him, at least, his dreams were +too real to be lightly dismissed. And his sensitive feminine sympathy +was something new to her, something strangely stimulating to a girl +who but half understood her own moods and ambitions. I have no doubt +that in their solitary passage back to Oxford she had unbent and +revealed more to him than to any other man, had unbent as far as any +woman of reserve can ever unbend to a man. Equally, I have no doubt +that in cold retrospect her passionate, uncontrolled pride exaggerated +the significance of her conduct, and magnified the moment of +unaffected friendliness into an humiliating self-betrayal. + +The Seraph--it is clear--had not responded. I know now--indeed, I knew +at the time--that Sylvia had made an indelible impression on his +receptive, emotional nature. Her wilful, rebellious self-confidence +had galvanised him as every woman of strong character will galvanise a +man of hesitations and doubts, reservations, and self-criticism. +Knowing Sylvia, I find no difficulty in understanding the ascendancy +she had established over his mind; knowing him, I can well appreciate +his exasperating diffidence and self-depreciation. It never occurred +to him that Sylvia could forget his relative poverty, obscurity, and +their thousand points of conflict; it never dawned on her that he +could be held back by honourable scruples from accepting what she had +shown herself willing to offer. The Seraph came back from Oxford +absorbed and pre-occupied with haunting memories of Sylvia; with his +curious frankness he told her in so many words that she possessed his +mind to the exclusion of every other thought. There he had stopped +short--for no reason she could see, and it was not possible for her to +go further to meet him. Next to the Capitol stands the Tarpeian Rock. +I ought to have remembered that with Sylvia it was now crown or +gibbet, and that there was no room for platonic admirers. + +With his genius for the unexpected the Seraph disappeared from our ken +for an entire week after our return to London. Gladys and I were +always running over to the Rodens' or receiving visits from Sylvia +and Philip; it appeared that he had forsaken Cadogan Square as +completely as Pont Street, and the unenthusiastic tone in which the +information was volunteered did not tempt me to prosecute further +inquiries. On about the fifth day I did pluck up courage to ask Lady +Roden if he had yet come to the surface, but so far from receiving an +intelligible answer I found myself undergoing rigorous examination +into his antecedents. "Who _is_ this Mr. Aintree?" I remember her +asking in her lifeless, faded voice. "Has he any relations? There used +to be a Sir John Aintree who was joint-master of the Meynell." + +After a series of unsuccessful inquiries over the telephone, I set out +to make personal investigation. Sylvia had carried Gladys off to +Ranelagh, and as Robin offered his services as escort to the girls, I +felt no scruples in resigning my ward to her charge. For Sylvia, I am +glad to say, my responsibility had ceased, and I was at liberty to +proceed to Adelphi Terrace, and ascertain why at any hour of the day +or night I was met with the news that Mr. Aintree was in town, but +away from his flat, and had left no word when he would be back. I +called in at the club before trying his flat. The Seraph was not +there, but I found the polyglot Culling explaining for Gartside's +benefit certain of the more obvious drolleries of the current "Vie +Parisienne." + +"Where did ye pick up yer French accent, Bob?" I heard him inquire +with feigned admiration. "In Soho? I wonder who dropped it there?" +Then he caught sight of me, and his face assumed an awful solemnity. +"'Corruptio optimi pessima!' I wonder ye've the courage to show +yerself among respectable men like me and Gartside." + +I inquired if either of them knew of the Seraph's whereabouts, but the +question appeared to add fuel to Culling's indignation. + +"Where is the Seraph?" he exclaimed. "Well ye may ask! His wings are +clipped, there's a dint in his halo, and his harp has its strings +broken. The Heavenly Choir----" He paused abruptly, seized a sheet of +foolscap and resumed his normal tone. "This'll be rather good--the +Heavenly Choir and our Seraph flung out like a common drunk same as +Gartside here. + + 'To bottomless perdition, there to dwell-- + Why can't the club afford a decent pen? + You're our committeeman, Bob, you're to blame. + I always use blank verse for my complaints.-- + To bottomless perdition, there to dwell + In adamantine chains and penal fire.'" + + JOHN MILTON: "Paradise Lost, Liber One." + +I watched the Heavenly Choir being sketched. In uniform and figure the +Archangel Gabriel presented a striking resemblance to any Keeper of +the Peace at any Music Hall. An official braided coat bulged at the +shoulders with the pressure of two cramped wings, his peaked cap had +been knocked over one eye, and his halo--in Culling's words--was "all +anyhow." As the artist insisted on a companion picture to show the +Seraph's reception in Bottomless Perdition, I turned to Gartside for +enlightenment. + +"It's been going on long enough to be getting serious," I was told. "A +solid week now." + +"_What's_ been going on?" I exclaimed in despair. "Where are we? Above +all, where's the Seraph?" + +"Isn't it telling you we are?" protested Culling. "It started on the +day you returned from your godless wanderings and prowled through +London like a lion seeking whom you might devour. 'Portrait of a +Gentleman--well known in Society--seeking whom he may devour,'" he +murmured to himself, stretching forth a hand for fresh foolscap. "And +it's been going on ever since. And nobody's had the courage to speak +to him about it. There you have the thing in a nutshell." + +I turned despairingly to Gartside, and in time was successful in +extracting and piecing together an explanation of his dark references +to the Seraph. "Once upon a time," he began. + +"When pigs were swine," Culling interrupted, "and monkeys chewed +tobacco." + +"Shut up, Paddy! Once upon a time a girl named Elsie Davenant married +a man called Arnold Wylton. Perhaps she knows why she did it, but I'm +hanged if anybody else did. She was a nice enough girl by all +accounts, and Wylton--well, I expect you've heard some queer stories +about him, they're all true. After they'd been married--how long was +it, Paddy?" + +"Oh, a few years--by the calendar," said Culling, eagerly taking up +the parable. "It's long enough she must have found 'em! Wylton used to +work in little spells of domesticity in the intervals of being +horse-whipped out of other people's houses, and disappearing abroad +while sundry little storms blew over. Morgan and Travers took in a new +partner and started a special 'Wylton Department' for settling his +actions out of court...." + +"This is all fairly ancient history," I interposed. + +"It's the extenuating circumstance," said Gartside. + +Culling warmed oratorically to his work. + +"In the fulness of time," he went on in the manner of the Ancient +Mariner, "Mrs. Wylton woke up and said, 'This is a one-sided +business.' Toby, ye're a bachelor. Let me tell you that married life +is a _mauvais quart d'heure_ made up of exquisite week-ends. While +Wylton dallied unobtrusively in Buda Pesth, giving himself out to be +the Hungarian correspondent of the _Baptist Family Herald_, Mrs. +Wylton spent her exquisite week-end at Deauville." + +He paused delicately. + +"Girls will be girls," sighed Gartside. + +"A gay cavalry major, with that way they have in the army, made a +flying descent on Deauville. He'd been seen about with her in London +quite enough to cause comment. Good-natured friends asked Wylton why +he was vegetating in Pesth when he might be in Deauville; he came, he +saw, he stayed in the self same hotel as his wife...." + +"Which curiously enough had been already chosen by the gay cavalry +major." + +Culling shook his head over the innate depravity of human nature. + +"You see the finish?" he inquired rhetorically. "They say the senior +partner in Morgan and Travers had a seizure when Wylton had finished +the last batch of cases in his own department, and strolled into the +private office to instruct proceedings for a petition." + +"Six days ago, decree nisi was granted," said Gartside. + +"Scene in Court: President expressing sympathy with Petitioner," +murmured Culling, with quick pencil already at work on the +blotting-pad. + +I lit a cigar to clear my head. + +"Where does the Seraph come in?" I persisted like a man with an _ide +fixe_. + +"In the sequel," said Gartside. "There is a right way of doing +everything, also a wrong. When one is divorced, one hides one's +diminished head...." + +"I always do," said Culling. + +"One grows a beard and goes to live in Kensington. Mrs. Wylton is +making the mistake of trying to brazen things out. 'You may cut me,' +she says, 'but ye canna brek me manly sperrit.' Consequently in every +place where she can be certain of attracting a crowd, Mrs. Wylton is +to be found in the front row of the stalls, very pretty, very quiet +and so unobtrusively dressed that you're almost tempted to damn her as +respectable." + +He lit a cigarette and I took occasion to remind him that we had not +yet come in sight of the Seraph. + +Culling took up the parable. + +"Is she alone?" he asked in a husky whisper. "Sir, she is not! Who +took her to dinner last night at Dieudonn's, the night before at the +Savoy, the night before that at the Carlton? Who has been seen with +her at the Duke of York's, the Haymarket, the St. James'?" + +"Who rides with her every summer morning in the Park?" cut in +Gartside. "It is our Seraph. Our foolish Seraph, and we lay at your +door the blame for his demoralisation. Seriously, Toby, somebody ought +to speak the word in season. He's getting talked about, and that sort +of flying in the face of public opinion doesn't do one damn's worth of +good. The woman's got to have her gruel and take her time over it. +She'll only put people's backs up by going on as she's doing at +present. Mind you, I'm sorry for her," he went on more gently. "In her +place I'd have done precisely the same thing, and I'd have done it +years ago. But I should have had the sense to recognise I'd got to +face the consequences." + +I wondered for a short two seconds if it would be of the slightest +avail to proclaim my belief in Elsie Wylton's innocence. A glance at +Culling and Gartside convinced me of the futility. + +"Where's the Seraph now?" I asked. + +"With her. Any money you like. She lives with her sister in Chester +Square; you'll find him there." + +I sent a boy off to telephone to Adelphi Terrace. Until his return +with the announcement that the Seraph was still away from home, +Gartside suggested the lines on which I was to admonish the young +offender. + +"The gay cavalry major's prudently shipped himself back to India," he +said, "and he was a pretty shadowy figure to most people as it was. +What the Seraph has to understand is that he'll get all the discredit +of being an 'and other' if he ties himself to her strings in this way. +I only give you what everybody's saying." + +I promised to ponder his advice, and after being reminded that Gladys +and I were due at his musical party the following week, and reminding +him that he was expected to lunch on my house-boat at Henley, we went +our several ways. + +Wandering circuitously round the smoking-rooms and library on my way +to the hall, I had ample corroboration of what--in Gartside's +words--everybody was saying. The Wylton divorce was the one topic of +conversation. For the most part, I found Gartside's own tolerance to +the woman representative of the general feeling in the club: his +strictures on the folly of the Seraph's conduct had a good many +echoes, though two men had the detachment to praise his disinterested +behaviour. Of the rest, those who did not condemn opined that he was +too young to know any better. + +The one discordant note was struck when I met Nigel Rawnsley in the +hall. Elsie Wylton was shot hellwards in one sentence and the Seraph +in another, but the burden of his discourse was reserved for the +sacramental nature of wedlock and the damnable heresy of divorce. I +was subjected to a lucid exposition of the Anglican doctrine of +marriage, initiated into the mysteries of the first three (or three +hundred) General Councils of the Church, presented with thumbnail +biographies of Arius and S. Athanasius, and impressed with the +necessity of unfrocking all priests who celebrated the marriage of +divorced persons. It was all very stimulating, and I found that half +my most prosaic friends were living in something that Rawnsley +damningly described as "a state of sin." + +It was tea-time before I arrived at Chester Square. I suppose I had +never taken Gartside very seriously: the moment I saw Elsie and the +Seraph, my lot was unconditionally thrown in with the publicans and +sinners. She greeted me with the smile of a woman who has no care in +the world: then as she turned to ring the bell for tea, I caught the +expression of one who is passing through Purgatory on her way to Hell. +The Seraph's eyes were telegraphing a whole code-book. I walked to the +window so that she could not see my face, nor I hers. + +"I thought you wouldn't mind my dropping in," I said as carelessly as +I could. "It was tea-time for one thing, and for another I wanted to +tell you that you've done about the pluckiest thing a woman can do. +Good luck to you! If there's anything I can do...." + +Then we shook hands again, and I found her death-like placidity a good +deal harder to bear than if she had broken down or gone into +hysterics. I do not believe the Davenant women know how to cry: +Nature left the lachrymal sac out of their composition. Yet on +reflection I can see now that she was suffering less than in the days +six weeks before when the anticipation of the divorce lowered +menacingly over her head and haunted every waking moment. It is +curious to see how suspense cards down a woman's spirit while the +shock of a catastrophe seems actually to brace her and call forth +every reserve of strength. From this time till the day of my departure +from England, Elsie was indomitable. + +"It's hard work at present," she said with a gentle, tired smile, "but +I'm going through with it." + +That was what her father used to say when I climbed with him in +Trans-Caucasia. He would say it as we crawled and fought and bit our +way up a slippery face of rock, sheer as the side of a house. And he +was five and twenty years my senior. + +"What are you doing to-night?" I asked. + +"We were trying to make up our minds when you came in," said the +Seraph. + +"Dinner somewhere, I suppose, and a theatre? What's on, Seraph? I'm +all alone to-night, and I want you and Elsie to dine with me." + +Elsie was sitting with closed eyes, bathing her forehead with scent. + +"Make it something that starts late," she said wearily. "I don't feel +I can stand many hours." + +After a brief study of the theatrical advertisements in the _Morning +Post_ the Seraph went off to make arrangements over the telephone. I +took hold of Elsie's disengaged hand and tried in a clumsy, masculine +fashion to pump courage into her tired spirit. + +"You must stick it out to the end of the Season," I told her. "It's +only a few more weeks, and then you can rest as long as you like. +Don't let people think they can drive you into hiding. If you do that, +you'll lose pride in yourself, and when you lose pride in yourself, +why should any one believe in you?" + +"How many people believe in me now?" + +"Not many. That's why I admire your pluck. But there's Joyce for one." + +"Yes, Joyce," she assented slowly. + +"And the Seraph for another." + +"Yes, the Seraph." + +"And me for a third." + +I felt her trying to draw her hand away. + +"I wonder if you do, or whether it's just because I'm a bit--hard +hit." + +I let go the hand as she rose to blow out the spirit lamp. Standing +erect--blue-eyed, pale faced and golden haired--she was wonderfully +like Joyce, I thought, with her slim, black-draped figure and slender +white neck, but a Joyce who had drunk deep of tribulation. + +"It's a pity you weren't ever at a boys' school," I said. + +"Why?" + +"If you had been, you'd know there are some boys who simply can't keep +themselves and their clothes clean, and others who can't get dirty or +untidy if they try. In time the grubby ones usually get cleaner, but +the boy who starts with a clean instinct never deteriorates into a +grub. The distinction holds good for both sexes. And it applies to +conduct as much as clothes. The Davenants can't help keeping clean. +I've known three in one generation and one in another." + +I said it because I meant it. I should have said it just the same if +Elsie had had no sister Joyce. + +The Seraph came back with Dick Davenant, and I tried to get him to +join us, but he was already engaged for dinner. Shortly afterwards I +found it was time to get home and change my clothes. In the hall I +found Joyce and pressed her into our party. It was a short, hurried +meeting, as she was saying good-bye to two colleagues or +fellow-conspirators when I appeared. I caught their names and looked +at them with some interest. One was the formidable Mrs. Millington, a +weather-beaten, stoutish woman of fifty with iron-grey hair cut short +to the neck, and double-lensed pince-nez. The other was an anmic girl +of twenty--a Miss Draper--with fanatical eyes that watched Joyce's +every movement, and a little dry cough that told me her days of +agitation were numbered. When next we met she wiped her lips after +coughing.... Mrs. Millington I never saw again. + +That night was my first effort in the vindication of Elsie Wylton. I +believe we dined at the Berkeley and went on to Daly's. The place is +immaterial; wherever we went we found--or so it seemed to our +over-sensitive, suspicious nerves--a slight hush, a movement of +turning bodies and craning necks, a whispered name. Elsie went through +it like a Royal Duchess opening a bazaar; laughing and talking with +the Seraph, turning to throw a word to Joyce or myself; untroubled, +indifferent--best of all, perfectly restrained. The hard-bought +actress-training of immemorial centuries should give woman some +superiority over man.... + +We certainly supped at the Carlton in a prominent position by the +door. I fancy no one missed seeing us. The Seraph knew everybody, of +course, and I had picked up a certain number of acquaintances in two +months. We bowed to every familiar form, and the familiar forms bowed +back to us. When they passed near our table we hypnotised them into +talking, and they brought their women-folk with them.... + +When supper was ended we moved outside for coffee and cigars, so that +none who had entered the supper room before us should leave without +running the gauntlet. We had our share of black looks and noses in +air, directed I suppose against Joyce as much as against her sister; +and many a mild husband must have submitted to a curtain lecture that +night on the text that no man will believe political or moral evil of +any woman with a pretty face. The older I get the truer I find that +text; I cannot remember the day when I was without the instinct +underlying such a belief. + +At a quarter-past twelve Elsie began to flag, and we started our +preparations for returning home. As I waited for my bill--and swore a +private oath that Gartside should translate his sympathy into acts, +and join our moral-leper colony before the week was out--an unexpected +party emerged from the restaurant and passed us on their way to +collect cloaks. Gladys and Philip, Sylvia and Robin, driven home from +Ranelagh by the impossibility of securing a table for dinner, had +eaten sketchily at Cadogan Square, hurried to the Palace, and turned +in to the Carlton to make up for lost food. + +The Seraph of course saw them first, rose up and bowed. I followed, +and both of us were rewarded by a gracious acknowledgment from Sylvia. +Then she caught sight of Joyce and Elsie, and her mouth straightened +itself and lost its smile. The change was slight, but I had been +expecting it. Another moment, and the straight lines broke to a slight +curve. Every one bowed to every one--Robin with his irrepressible, +instinctive good-humour, Philip more sedately, as befitted a public +man, the eldest son of the Attorney-General, and an avowed opponent of +the Militant Suffrage Movement. Then Sylvia passed on to get her +cloak, I arranged with Philip to take Gladys home, we bowed again and +parted. + +The whole encounter had taken less than two minutes. It was more than +enough to make Elsie say she must decline my invitation to Henley. + +"A public place is one thing, and a houseboat's another," she said. +"You wouldn't invite two people to stay with you if you knew the mere +presence of one was distasteful to the other." + +"You've got to go the whole road," I said. "If the Rodens know me, +they've got to know my friends." + +"We mustn't be in too much of a hurry," she answered. "I'm right, +aren't I, Joyce? There's no scandal about Joyce, but she's given up +visiting with the Rodens. It was beginning to get rather +uncomfortable." + +The matter was compromised by the Seraph inviting Elsie to come to +Henley in an independent party of two. They would then secure as much +publicity as could be desired without causing any kind of +embarrassment to a private gathering. + +I saw nothing of Sylvia until Gartside's Soire Musicale three nights +later. The Seraph dined with us, and when Philip snatched Gladys from +under my wing almost before the car had turned into Carlton House +Terrace, I retired with him into an inviting balcony and watched the +female side of human nature at work. + +Sylvia stood twelve feet from us, looking radiant. Instinctive wisdom +had led her to dress--as ever--in white, and to wear no jewellery but +pearls. Her black hair seemed silkier and more luxuriant than ever; +her dark eyes flashed with a certain proud vitality and assurance. +Nigel Rawnsley was talking to her, talking well, and paying her the +compliment of talking up to her level. I watched her give thrust for +thrust, parry for parry; all exquisite sword play.... His enemies +called Nigel a prig, even his friends complained he was overbearing; I +liked him, as I contrive to like most men, and only wish he could meet +more people of his own mental calibre. He had met one in Sylvia; there +was no button to his foil when he fenced with her. + +"Thus far and no farther," I murmured. + +The Seraph looked up, but I had only been thinking aloud. I was +wondering why she painted that sign over her door when Nigel +approached. A career of brilliant achievement and more brilliant +promise, her own chosen faith and ritual, ambition enough and to +spare--Nigel entered the lists well armed, and she was the only one +who could humanise him. I wondered what gulf of temperamental +antipathy parted them and placed him without the pale.... + +They talked till Culling interposed his claim for attention, +preferring the request with triplicated brogue. From time to time +Gartside strayed away from his other guests and shivered a lance in +deferential tourney. As I watched his fine figure, and looked from him +to the irrepressible Culling, and from Culling to Rawnsley's +clear-cut, intellectual face, I asked myself for the thousandth time +what indescribable affinity could be equally lacking in three men +otherwise so dissimilar. + +With light-hearted carelessness she guarded the sword's length of +territory that divided them. It was adroit, nimble fencing, but I +wondered how much it amused her. Not many women can resist the +age-long fascination of playing off one admirer against another; but I +should have written Sylvia down among the exceptions. She did not want +admiration.... Then I remembered Oxford and read into her conduct the +first calculated stages in the Seraph's castigation. If this were her +object, it failed; the Seraph was ignorant of the very nature of +jealousy. In the light of their subsequent meeting, I doubt if this +were even her motive. + +We had both received a distant bow as we entered the room, but not a +word had been vouchsafed us. I am afraid my nature is too indolent to +be greatly upset by this kind of neglect. The Seraph, I could see, +grew rather unhappy when his presence was overlooked every time he +came within speaking distance. It was not till the end of the evening +that she unbent. I had promised to take Gladys on to a ball, and at +eleven I came out of hiding and went in search of her. Culling had +just been told off to find Robin, and Sylvia stood alone. + +"Are you going on anywhere?" she asked the Seraph when they had the +room to themselves. + +"It's the Marlthrops, isn't it?" he asked. + +"And Lady Carsten. Robin and I are going there. Are you coming?" + +The Seraph's hand went to his pocket and made pretence of weighing +three or four invitations in the balance. Finally he selected the +Carsten card and glanced at it with an air of doubt. + +"Will my presence be welcome?" he asked. + +"You must ask Lady Carsten, she's invited you." + +"Welcome to you?" + +"It depends on yourself." + +"What must I do?" + +Sylvia pursed up her mouth and looked at him with head on one side. + +"Be a little more particular in the company you keep." + +"I usually am." + +"With some startling lapses." + +"I'm not aware of any." + +Sylvia drew herself up to her full height. + +"How have you spent the last week?" + +"In a variety of ways." + +"In a variety of company?" + +"The same nearly all the time." + +She nodded. + +"This is my objection." + +"If _she_ doesn't object...." A dawning flush on Sylvia's cheek warned +him to leave the sentence unfinished. + +"I'm giving you advice for your own sake because, apparently, you've +no one else to advise you," she said with the slow, elaborate +carelessness of one who is with difficulty keeping her temper. "You've +spent the last week thrusting yourself under every one's notice in +company with a woman who's just been divorced from her husband. Every +one's seen you, every one's talking about you. If you like that sort +of notoriety...." + +"Can it be avoided?" + +"You can drop the woman." + +"She's none too many friends." + +"She's one too many." + +"I cannot agree." + +"Then you put yourself on her level." + +"I should be proud to rank with her." + +Sylvia paused a moment to steady her voice. + +"I've got a temper," she remarked with exaggerated indifference, "it's +never wise for anybody to rouse it, and many people would be annoyed +if you talked to them as you're talking to me. I--simply don't think +it's worth it, but can you wonder if I ask you to choose between her +and me?" + +The Seraph's face and voice were grave. + +"The choice seems unnecessary," he said. + +"You must take it from me that I have no wish to be seen about with a +man who allows his name to be coupled with a woman of that kind." + +"What kind, Sylvia?" + +"You know my meaning." + +"But your meaning is wrong." + +"I mean an ugly word for an ugly sin. A woman of the kind that breaks +the Seventh Commandment." + +The Seraph began tearing his card in narrow strips. + +"Elsie Wylton didn't," he said quietly. + +"She told you so?" + +"I didn't need telling." + +Sylvia's expression implored pity on the credulity of man. The Seraph +was still nervously fingering his card, but no signs of emotion +ruffled her calm. The face was slightly flushed, but she bent her head +to hide it. + +"Part friends, Seraph," she said at last, "if you're not coming to the +Carstens'. Think it over, and you'll find every one will give you the +same advice." + +"I dare say." He pocketed the torn card and prepared to accompany her. +"What would you do in my place if you believed the woman innocent?" + +Sylvia shirked the question. + +"Innocent women don't get into those positions." + +"It is possible." + +"How can she prove her innocence?" + +"How do you prove her guilt?" + +"I don't attempt to go behind what the Court finds." + +At the door the Seraph hesitated. + +"To-night's only an armistice, Sylvia," he stipulated. "I must have +time to think. I'm not committed either way." + +She gave him her old friendly smile. + +"If you like." Then the smile melted away. "My ultimatum comes in +force to-morrow morning, though. You must make up your mind then." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +HENLEY--AND AFTER + + "We shall find no fiend in hell can match the fury of a + disappointed woman."--COLLEY CIBBER: "Love's Last Shift." + + +Henley Regatta was something of a disappointment to me. I had +furbished up the memories of twenty years before--which was one +mistake--and was looking forward to it--which was another. In great +measure the glory had departed from the house-boats, every one poured +into the town by train or car, and the growth of _ad hoc_ riverside +clubs had reduced the number of punts and canoes on the river itself. +Being every inch as much a snob as my neighbour, I regretted to find +Henley so deeply democratised.... + +I think, in all modesty, my own party was a success. Our houseboat was +the "Desdemona," a fair imitation of what the papers call "a floating +hotel": we brought my brother's cook from Pont Street and carried our +cellar with us from town. And there was a pleasant, assiduous +orchestra that neither ate nor slept in its zeal to play us all the +waltzes we had grown tired of hearing in London. A Mad Hatter's +luncheon started at noon and went on till midnight. Any passing boat +that liked the "Desdemona's" looks, moored alongside and boarded her: +no one criticised the food or cigars, many dropped in again for a +second or third meal in the course of the afternoon, and if they did +not know Gladys or myself, they no doubt had a friend among my guests +or waiters. + +Both those that slept on board and those that visited us at their +stomachs' prompting were cheery, light-hearted, out to enjoy +themselves. I admit my own transports were moderated by the necessity +of having to dance attendance on Lady Roden. The air became charged +with Rutlandshire Morningtons, and our conversation showed signs of +degenerating into a fantastic Burke's Auction Bridge. Two earls +counted higher than three viscounts; I called her out with one +marquis, she took the declaration away with a duke, I got it back +again with a Russian prince: she doubled me.... Apart from this, I +enjoyed myself. All the right people turned up, except Gartside who +was kept in town discussing Governorships with the India Office. + +There were Rodens to right of us, Rodens to left of us: in a field +behind us, unostentatiously smoking Virginia cigarettes, loitered a +watchful Roden bodyguard. The Regatta started on July 3rd and on the +previous day Rawnsley had given the House its time-table. There would +be no Autumn Session, but the House would sit till the end of the +third week in August to conclude the Third Reading of the Poor Law +Bill; no fresh legislation would be introduced. The New Militants had +their answer without possibility of misconstruction, and the families +of Cabinet Ministers moved nowhere without a lynx-eyed, heavy-booted, +plain-clothes escort. + +I summoned Scotland Yard out of its damp, cheerless meadow, gave it +bottled beer and a pack of cards, and told it to treat the "Desdemona" +as its own and to ring for anything likely to contribute to its +comfort. Though we had never met before and were only to meet once +again, I felt for those men as I should feel for any one deputed to +bear up the young Rodens lest at any time they dashed their feet +against stones.... + +Sylvia was laconic and decisive. She had engaged and defeated her +father, met and routed her brothers. Any one who guarded her reckless +person did so at their peril; she declined to argue the point. I fancy +Lady Roden accepted a detective more or less as part of her +too-often-withheld due; Philip was constitutional, guided by +precedent, anxious to help peace and order in the execution of their +arduous duties. The only active molestation came from Robin: left to +himself he would have ignored the detectives' very existence, but at +the fell suggestion of Culling I discovered him whiling away the +morning by bursting into the guard-room at five-minute intervals with +hysterical cries of "Save me! Oh, my God! save me!" + +The saturnine, enigmatic Michael pursued his own methods. How he had +escaped from Winchester in the midst of the terminal examinations, I +never discovered. His telegram said, "What about me for Henley, old +thing? Michael." I wired back, "Come in your thousands," and he came +in a dove-grey suit, grey socks and buckskin shoes, grey tie, silk +handkerchief and Homburg hat. I appreciated Michael more and more at +each meeting. Of a detached family he was the most detached member. +Observing me staring a trifle unceremoniously at his neck-tie, he +produced a note-book and pencil and invited my written opinion. "On +Seeing my New Tie" was inscribed on the front page, and the +comments--so far as I remember the figures--were:-- + +(1) "Oh, my God!" (forty per cent.). + +(2) "_Have_ you seen Michael's tie?" (forty per cent.). + +(3) "Michael _darling_!" (Sylvia's _cri de coeur_, ten per cent.). + +(4) "It's a devilish good tie" (my own verdict, perhaps not altogether +sincere). (Ten per cent.). + +"Come and shew yer ticket o' leave," urged Culling with derisory +finger outstretched to indicate the forces of law and order. + +"No bloody peelers for this child," Michael answered in a voice +discreetly lowered to keep the offending epithet from his sister's +ears. + +I noticed an exchange of glances between Culling and himself, but was +too busy to think much of it at the time. Eleven minutes later, +however, the majesty of Scotland Yard had been incarcerated in its own +stronghold. Culling sat outside their door improvising an oratorio on +an accordion. "The Philistines are upon thee," I heard him thunder as +I passed that way. Michael was lying prone on the deck of the +house-boat, dangling at safe distance the key of the cabin at the end +of a Japanese umbrella. + +"_Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?_" he asked, as an official hand shot +impotently out of the cabin window. The question may have been +imperfectly understood. + +"_Sanguineos quis custodes custodiet ipsos?_" he ventured. + +As there was still no answer, common humanity ordained that I should +possess myself of the key and hold a gaol delivery. The detectives +were near weeping with humiliation, but I comforted them in some +measure, won a friendship that was to serve me in good stead, and was +at length free to resume my duties as host. + +From time to time perfunctory racing took place, without arousing +either interest or resentment. We all had our own ways of passing the +time between meal and meal; one would study the teeth and smile of a +musical-comedy star, another would watch Culling at the Three Card +Trick, a third would count the Jews on a neighbouring house-boat.... +There was no sign of Elsie or the Seraph, but that was only to be +expected. He was to provide her with luncheon and publicity at Phyllis +Court, and give the "Desdemona" a wide berth. Those, at least, were +his sailing orders if he came; but Elsie had been over-tired and +over-excited for some weeks past, and I should not have been surprised +to hear she had stayed in town at the last moment. + +It is one thing to set a course, and another to steer it--of Henley +this is probably truer than of any other stretch of water in the +world. When half the punts are returning from island to post after +luncheon, and the other half paddle down stream to look at the +house-boats, the narrow water midway between start and finish becomes +hopelessly, chaotically congested. One or two skiffs and +dinghies--which should never be allowed at any regatta--make confusion +worse confounded till a timely collision breaks their sculls, or the +nose of a racing punt turns them turtle; and with the closing of the +booms, three boats begin to sprout where only one was before. + +Through a forest of dripping paddles, I watched punt, dinghy and canoe +fighting, pressing, yielding; up-stream, down-stream, broad side on, +they slid and trembled like a tesselated pavement in an earthquake. +The fatalists shipped their poles and paddles, and abandoned +themselves to the line of least resistance. Faces grew flushed, but +tempers remained creditably even.... + +"Mary, mother of God! it's our sad, bad, mad Seraph!" + +Having exhausted the possibilities of the Three Card Trick, and being +unable to secure either a pea or two thimbles, Paddy Culling had +wandered to my side and was watching the crowd like a normal man. + +I followed the direction of his eyes. The Seraph had turned fatalist +and was being squeezed nearer and nearer the "Desdemona." A last +vicious thrust by a boatload of pierrots jammed the box of his punt +under our landing-stage. He waved a hand to me and began distributing +bows among my guests. + +"Droppit sthraight from Hiven," cried Culling with unnecessary +elaboration of his already strong brogue. "The tay's wet, Mrs. Wylton, +and we waiting for some one would ask a blessing. Seraph, yer +ambrosia's on order." + +They would not leave the punt, but we brought them tea; and a fair +sprinkling of my guests testified to the success of our last few +weeks' campaign by coming down to the raft and being civil to Elsie. +There was, of course, no commotion or excitement of any kind; of those +who lingered on deck or in the saloon, fully half, I dare say, were +unconscious of what was going on below. Such was certainly the case +with Sylvia. While Paddy and I served out strawberries to the crew of +the punt, she had been washing her hands for tea, and as we crowned a +work of charity with a few cigars and a box of matches, she came out +onto the raft for assistance with the clasp of a watch-bracelet. + +Paddy volunteered his services, I looked on. Her eyes travelled idly +over the crowded segment of river opposite my boat, and completed +their circuit by resting on the punt and its occupants. Elsie bowed +and received a slight inclination of the head in return. The Seraph +bowed, and was accorded the most perfect cut I have ever witnessed. +Sylvia looked straight through him to a dinghy four yards the other +side. It was superbly, insolently done. I have always been too lazy to +cultivate the art of cutting my friends, but should occasion ever +arise, I shall go to Sylvia for the necessary tuition. + +As soon as the congestion was in some measure relieved, the Seraph +waved good-bye to me and started paddling up stream towards Henley +Bridge. Elsie had seen all that was to be seen in the cut, +and--womanlike--had read into it a variety of meanings. + +"I hope you're not tired," the Seraph said, as they landed and walked +down to the station. + +"I've had a lovely time," she answered. "Thanks most awfully for +bringing me, and for all you've done these last few weeks. And before +that." She hesitated, and then added with a regretful smile, "We must +say good-bye after to-day." + +"You're not going away?" + +"Not yet; but you've got into enough trouble on my account without +losing all your friends," she answered. + +"But I haven't." + +"You're risking one." + +"On your account?" + +She nodded. + +He had not the brazenness to attempt a direct denial. + +"Why should you think so?" he hedged. + +"Seraph, dear child, I couldn't help seeing the way she took your bow. +I got you that cut." + +"She doesn't cut Toby," he objected. "And he and I are equally +incriminated." + +"There is a difference." + +"Is there?" + +"She's quite indifferent how much _he_ soils his wings." + +The Seraph was left to digest the unspoken antithesis. His face +gradually lost the flush it had taken on after their encounter at the +raft, his eyes grew calmer and his hands steadier; on the subject of +their contention, however, he remained impenitent. + +"I shan't say good-bye till you honestly tell me you don't want to see +me again." + +"You know I can't say that, Seraph." + +"Very well, then." + +"But it isn't! The good you do me is simply not worth the harm you do +yourself. It didn't matter so much till Sylvia came to be reckoned +with." + +The Seraph shifted impatiently in his corner. + +"Neither Sylvia Roden nor any other woman or man in the world is going +to dictate who I may associate with, or who I mayn't." + +"You must make an exception to the rule in her case." + +"Why should I?" + +"Every man has to make an exception to every rule in the case of one +woman." + +His chin achieved an uncompromising angle. + +"To quote the Pharisee of blessed memory," he said, "I thank God I am +not as other men." + +Elsie was well enough acquainted with his moods to know nothing was to +be gained by further direct opposition. + +"I should like you to come to Chester Square," she compromised; "but +you mustn't be seen with me in public any more." + +"I shall ride in the Park to-morrow as usual," he persisted. + +"I shan't be there, Seraph." + +A surprise was awaiting me when Gladys and I returned to Pont Street +in the early hours of Sunday morning, after waiting to see the +fireworks--by immemorial tradition--extinguished by a tropical +downpour. Brian notified me by wireless that he was on his way home +and halfway through the Bay. He was, in fact, already overdue at +Tilbury, but had been held up while the piston of a high-compression +cylinder divested itself of essential portions of its packing. + +"Who's going to tell him about Phil?" Gladys asked in consternation +when I read her the message. We were getting on so comfortably without +my brother that I think the natural affection of us both was tinged +with resentment that he was returning by an earlier boat than he had +threatened. + +"As you are the offender," I pointed out. + +"You were responsible for me." + +"Why not leave it to Phil?" I suggested, with my genius for +compromise. + +"That's mean." + +"Well, will you tell him yourself? No! I decline to be mixed up in it. +I shan't be here. The day your parents land, I shall shift myself bag +and baggage to an hotel. Isn't the simplest solution to break off the +engagement? Well, you're very hard to please, you know." + +I really forget how we settled the question, but the news was +certainly not broken by me. The Seraph dropped in to dinner on the +last night of my guardianship, and I asked him whether he thought I +could improve on the Savoy as my next house of entertainment. + +"But you're coming to stay with _me_," he said. + +"My dear fellow, you've no experience of me as a guest. I don't know +how long I'm staying in London." + +"The longer the better, if you don't mind roughing it." + +I knew there would be no "roughing it" in his immaculate mode of +living, but the question was left undecided for the moment as I really +felt it would be better for us both to run independently. Ten weeks of +domesticity shared even with Gladys gave me a sensation of clipped +wings after my inconsiderate, caravanserai existence, and--without +wishing to be patronising--I had to remember that he was a man of very +moderate means and would feel the cost of housing me more than I +should feel it myself. The following afternoon I called round at +Adelphi Terrace to acquaint him with my decision, but something seemed +to have upset him; he was gazing abstractedly out of the window and I +had not the heart to bother him with my own ephemeral arrangements. At +the door of the flat his man apologetically asked my advice on the +case; his master was eating, drinking, and smoking practically +nothing, wandering about his room instead of going to bed, and gazing +out into space instead of his usual daily writing. + +I thought over the symptoms on my way to the Club, and decided to +employ a portion of the afternoon in playing providence with Sylvia. +It is a part for which I am unfitted by inclination, instinct, +experience, and aptitude. + +Some meeting of political stalwarts was in progress when I arrived at +Cadogan Square, but I was mercifully shewn into Sylvia's own room and +allowed to spend an interesting five minutes inspecting her books and +pictures. They formed an illuminating commentary on her character. One +shelf was devoted to works of religion, the rest to lives and +histories of the world's great women. Catherine of Siena marched in +front of the army, Florence Nightingale brought up the rear; in the +ranks were queens like Elizabeth, Catherine of Russia, and Joan of +Arc, the great uncrowned; writers from Madame de Svign to George +Eliot, actresses from Nell Gwyn to Ellen Terry, artists like Vige le +Brun, reformers like Mary Woolstonecraft. It was a catholic library, +and found space for Lady Hamilton among the rest. My inspection was +barely begun when the door opened and Sylvia came in alone. + +"'Tis sweet of you to come," she said. "Have you had tea? Well, d'you +mind having it here alone with me? I'm sure you won't want to meet all +father's constituents' wives. I hope I wasn't very long." + +"No doubt it seemed longer than it was," I answered. "Still, I've had +time to look at some of your books and make a discovery about you. If +you weren't your father's daughter, you'd be a raging militant." + +From the sudden fire in her eyes I thought I had angered her, but the +threatening flame died as quickly as it had arisen. + +"There's something in heredity after all, then," she said with a +smile. "Do I--look the sort of person that breaks windows and burns +down houses?" + +So far as looks went the same question might have been asked of Joyce +Davenant. That I did not ask it was due to a prudent resolve to keep +my friendship with Rodens and Davenants in separate watertight +compartments. + +"You look the sort of person that has a great deal of ability and +ambition, and wants a great deal of power." + +"Without forgetting that I'm still a woman." + +"Some of the militants are curiously feminine." + +"'Curiously,' is just the right adverb." + +"Joan of Arc rode astride," I pointed out. + +"Florence Nightingale didn't break windows to impress the War Office." + +"As an academic question," I said, "how's your woman of personality +going to make her influence effective in twentieth-century England?" + +"Have you met many women of personality?" + +"A fair sprinkling." + +"So I have; you could feel it as if they were mesmerising you, you had +to do anything they told you. But they'd none of them votes." + +The arrival of tea turned our thoughts from politics, and at the end +of my second cup I advanced delicately towards the purpose of my call. + +"You like plain speaking, don't you, Sylvia?" I began. + +"As plain as you like." + +"Well, you're not treating the Seraph fairly." + +I leant back and watched her raising her little dark eyebrows in +amused surprise. + +"Has he sent you here?" she asked. + +"I came on my own blundering initiative," I said. "I don't know what +the trouble's about." + +"But whatever it is, I'm to blame?" + +"Probably." + +Sylvia was delighted. "If a man doesn't think highly of women I do +like to hear him say so!" + +"As a matter of fact I'm not concerned to apportion blame to either of +you. You're both of you abnormal and irrational; as likely as not +you're both of you wrong. I wanted to tell you something about the +Seraph you may not have heard before." + +In a dozen sentences I told her of my first meeting with him in +Morocco. + +"Thanks to you," I said, "he's pretty well got over it. Remember that +I saw him then, and you didn't; so believe me when I tell you he was +suffering from what the novelists call a 'broken heart.' He won't get +over it a second time." + +"You're sure it was broken?" she asked dispassionately. "Um. It sounds +to me like a dent; press the other side, the dent comes out." + +I produced a cigarette case, and flew a distress signal for +permission. + +"I should like you to be serious about this," I said. + +"I? Where do I come in?" + +I searched vainly for matches, and eventually had to use one of my +own. + +"He's in love with you," I said. + +Sylvia dealt with the proposition in a series of short sentences +punctuated by grave nods. + +"Gratifying. If true. Seems improbable. Irrelevant, anyway. Unless I +happen to be in love with him." + +"I was not born yesterday," I reminded her. "Or the day before." + +"You might have been." + +I bowed. + +"I mean, you're so deliciously young. Do you usually go about talking +to girls as you've been talking to me?" + +I buttoned up my coat, preparatory to leaving. "Being a friend of you +both," I said, "if a word of advice----" + +"But you haven't given it." + +Literally, I suppose that was true. + +"Well, if your generosity's greater than your pride, you can apologise +to him: if your pride's greater than your generosity, waive the +apology and sink the past. I've a fair idea what the quarrel's about," +I added. + +"I see." Sylvia brought flippancy into her tone when speaking of +something too serious to be treated seriously: the flippancy was now +ebbing away, and leaving her implacable and unyielding. "Is there any +reason why I should do anything at all?" she asked. + +I stretched out my hand to bid her good-bye. "I've not done it well," +I admitted, "but the advice was not bad, and the spirit was really +good." + +"Admirable," she answered ironically. "I should be glad of such a +champion. Have you given _him_ any advice?" + +"What d'you suggest?" + +Sylvia knelt on the edge of a sofa, clasping her hands lazily behind +her head. + +"I ride in the Park every morning," she began. "I ride alone because I +prefer to be alone. My father objects, and Phil doesn't like it, +because they don't think it's safe. I think I'm quite capable of +taking care of myself, so I disregard their objection. Your friend +also rides in the Park every morning, sometimes with a rather +conspicuous woman and the last few mornings alone. I don't know +whether it's design, I don't know whether it's chance--but he rides +nearer me than I like." + +I waited for her to point the moral, mentioning incidentally that +England was a free country and the Park was open to the public. + +"He may have the whole of it," she answered, "except just that little +piece where I happen to be riding at any given moment." + +"I'm afraid you can't keep him out of even that." + +Her eyes broke into sudden blaze. "I can flog him out of it as I'd +flog any man who followed me when I forbade him." + +There was nothing more to be said, but I said it as soon as I dared. + +"We're friends, Sylvia?" She nodded. "And I can say anything I please +to you?" + +"No one can do that." + +"Anything in reason? Well, it's this--you're coming a most awful +cropper one of these fine days, my imperious little queen." + +"You think so?" + +"I do. You're half woman, and half man, and half angel, and +three-quarters devil." + +Sylvia had been counting the attributes on her fingers. + +"When I was at school," she interrupted, "they taught me it took only +two halves to make a whole." + +"I've learnt a lot since I left school. One thing is that you're the +equivalent of any three ordinary women. Now I really am going. Queen +Elizabeth, your most humble servant." + +Her hand went again to the bell, but I was ready with a better +suggestion. + +"It would be a graceful act if you offered to show me downstairs," I +said. "It'll be horribly lonely going down two great long flights all +by myself." + +She took my arm, led me down to the hall, and presented me with my hat +and stick. + +"Are you walking?" she asked as we reached the door. "If not, you may +have my private taxi. Look at him." She pointed to an olive-green car +at the corner of the Square. "I believe I must have made a conquest, +he's always there, and whenever I'm in a hurry I can depend on him. I +think he must refuse to carry any one else. It's an honour." + +I ran through my loose change, and lit upon a half-sovereign, which I +held conspicuously between thumb and first finger. + +"He'll carry me," I said. + +"I doubt it." + +"Will you bet?" + +"Oh, of course, if you offer to buy the car!" + +"You haven't the courage of your convictions," I said severely. +"Good-bye, Queen Elizabeth." + +It was well for me she declined the wager. I walked to the corner and +hailed the taxi; but the driver shook his head. + +"Engaged, sir," he said. + +"Your flag's up," I pointed out. + +"My mistake, sir." + +Nonchalantly pulling down the flag, he retired behind a copy of the +_Evening News_. I was sorry, because his voice was that of an educated +man, and I am always interested in people who have seen better days; +they remind me of my brother before he was made a judge. I had only +caught a glimpse of dark eyes, a sallow complexion and bushy black +beard and moustache. England is so preponderatingly clean-shaven that +a beard always arouses my suspicions. If the wearer be not a priest of +the Orthodox Church, I like to think of him as a Russian nihilist. + +After dinner the following night I mentioned to the Seraph that I had +run across Sylvia, and hinted that his propinquity to her in the Park +each day was not altogether welcome. + +"So she told me this morning," he said. + +"I thought you wouldn't mind my handing on an impression for what it +was worth," I added with vague floundering. + +"Oh, not at all. I shall go there just the same, though." + +"You'll annoy her." + +He shrugged his shoulders resignedly. "That's as may be. This is not +the time for her to be running any unnecessary risks." + +"You can hardly kidnap a grown woman--on horseback--in broad +daylight--in a public park," I protested. + +"The place is practically deserted at the hour she rides." + +The following day the Seraph rode as usual. Sylvia entered the Park at +her accustomed time; saw him, cut him, passed him. For a while they +cantered in the same direction, separated by a hundred and fifty +yards; then the Seraph gradually reduced the distance between their +horses. His quick eyes had marked a group of men moving furtively +through a clump of trees to the side of the road. Their character and +intentions will never be known, for Sylvia abruptly drew +rein--throwing her horse on his haunches as she did so--then she +turned in her own length, and awaited her gratuitous escort. The +Seraph had to swerve to avoid a cannon. As he passed, her hand flashed +up and cut him across the face with a switch; an instinctive pull at +the reins gave his horse a momentary check and enabled her to deal a +second cut back-handed across his shoulders. Then both turned and +faced each other. + +Sylvia sat with white face and blazing eyes. + +"It was a switch to-day, and it will be a crop to-morrow," she told +him. "It seems you have to be taught that when I say a thing I mean +it." + +The Seraph bowed and rode away without answering. Physically as well +as metaphorically he was thin-skinned, and the switch had drawn blood. +Three weeks passed before his face lost the last trace of Sylvia's +castigation. A purple wale first blackened and then turned yellowish +green. When I saw him later in the day, his face was swollen, and the +mark stretched diagonally from cheekbone to chin, crossing and cutting +the lips on its way. He gave me the story quietly and without +rancour. + +"I can't go again after this," he concluded, "but somebody ought to. +If you've got any influence with her, use it, and use it quickly. She +doesn't know--you none of you know--the danger she's in at present!" + +He jumped up to pace the room in uncontrollable nervous excitement. + +"What's going to happen, Seraph?" I asked, in a voice that was +intended to be sympathetic, sceptical, and pacifying at one and the +same moment. + +"I don't know--but she's in danger--I know that--I know that--I'm +certain of that--I know that." + +His overstrung nerves betrayed themselves in a dozen different ways. +It occurred to me that the less time he spent alone in his own society +the better. + +"I'll see if I can do anything," I said in off-hand fashion. +"Meantime, I dropped in to know if your invitation held good for a bed +under your hospitable roof-tree." + +"Delighted to have you," he answered; and then less conventionally, +"it's very kindly intended." + +"Kindness all on _your_ side," I murmured, pretending not to see that +he had plumbed the reason for my coming. + +The old, absent thought-reading look returned for an instant to his +eyes. + +"All my razors are on my dressing-table," he said. "Don't hide them. I +shan't commit suicide, but I shall want to shave. I never keep +firearms." + +I had intended to supervise my removal from Pont Street in person; on +reflection I thought it would be wiser to send instructions over the +telephone, and give the Seraph the benefit of my company for what it +was worth. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE THIRD ROUND + + "When we two parted + In silence and tears, + Half broken-hearted + To sever for years, + Pale grew thy cheek and cold, + Colder thy kiss; + Truly that hour foretold + Sorrow to this." + + LORD BYRON: _When We Two Parted_. + + +Though the flat in Adelphi Terrace became my home from this time until +the end of my residence in England, I saw little of the Seraph for the +week following my change of quarters. I think he liked my company at +meals, and whenever we were together I certainly worked hard to +distract his mind from the unhappy quarrel with Sylvia. But I will not +pretend that I sat by him day and night devising consolatory speeches; +I am no good at that kind of thing, he would have seen through me, and +we should speedily have got on one another's nerves. For the first day +or two, then, I purposely measured out my companionship in small +doses; later on, when he had got used to my presence, I became more +assiduous. Those were the days when I could see reflected in his eyes +the fast approaching nightmare of his dreams. + +My one positive achievement lay in persuading him to resume the +curious journal he had started at Brandon Court and continued in +Oxford. I called--and still call--it the third volume of Rupert +Chevasse's life, or, more accurately, "The Child of Misery"; for +though it will never be published, its literary parentage is the same, +and its elder brothers are Volumes One and Two. I count it one of the +great tragedies of the book-world that--at least in his life-time--the +third volume will never be given to the public; in my opinion--for +what that is worth--it is the finest work Aintree has ever +accomplished. At the same time I fully endorse his resolution to +withhold it; it has been a matter of lasting surprise that even I was +allowed to read the manuscript. + +He worked a great many hours each day as soon as I had helped the +flywheel over dead-point. Half-way through the morning I would wander +into the library and find a neat manuscript chapter awaiting me; when +I had finished reading, he would throw me over sheet after sheet as +each was completed. It was an interesting experience to sit, as it +were, by an observation hive and watch his vivid, hyper-sensitive mind +at work. I had been present at half the scenes and meetings he was +describing. I had heard large fragments of the dialogue and allowed my +imagination to browse on the significance of each successive +"soul-brush." Yet--I seemed to have heard and seen less than nothing! +His insight enabled him to depict a psychological development where I +had seen but a material friendship. It was one-sided, of course, and +gave me only the impression that a vital, commanding spirit like +Sylvia's would leave on his delicate, receptive imagination. When at a +later date Sylvia took me into her confidence and showed me reverse +and obverse side by side, I felt like one who has assumed a fourth +dimension and looked down from a higher plane into the very hearts of +two fellow-creatures. It was a curious experience to see those souls +stripped bare--I am not sure that I wish to repeat it--there comes a +point where a painful "study of mankind is man." + +While the Seraph worked, I had plentiful excuse for playing truant. +Decency ordained that after my twenty years' respite I should spend a +certain amount of time with my brother and his wife, and since +Sylvia's edict of banishment, I was the sole channel of communication +between Cadogan Square and Adelphi Terrace. It was noticeable--though +I say it in no carping spirit--that Philip sought my company a shade +less assiduously when I ceased to watch over the welfare of Gladys. +Finally, I devoted a portion of each day to Chester Square. Elsie +adhered to her decision that the Seraph must be no more seen in +company with her in public, and even a private call at the house was +impossible so long as his face carried the marks of Sylvia's +resentment. + +The burden of the publicity-campaign fell on my shoulders, though it +came to be relieved--to his honour be it said!--by Gartside. I gave +him my views of Elsie's behaviour, brought the two of them together at +dinner, and left his big, kind heart to do the rest. He responded as I +knew he would, and his adhesion to our party was matter of grave +offence to Elsie's detractors, for his name carried more weight with +the little-minded than the rest of us put together. Culling enrolled +himself for a while, but dropped away as he dropped out of most +sustained efforts. Laziness brought about his defection more than want +of faith or the pressure of orthodox friends; indeed I am not sure +that his strongest motive in joining us was not a passing desire to +confound Nigel Rawnsley. In this as in other things, we never treated +him seriously; but with Gartside it was different. At a time when +Carnforth's resignation of the Bombay Governorship was in the hands of +the India Office--and it was an open secret that Gartside's name stood +high on the list of possible successors--it required some courage to +incur the kind of notoriety that without doubt we both of us did +incur. He ought to have been lunching with Anglo-Indians and patting +the cheeks of Cabinet Ministers' children, instead of trying to infect +Society with his belief in a divorced woman's innocence. + +In the course of the campaign I began to see a little, but only a +little, more of Joyce than I had been privileged to do during the time +when I was supposed to be watching over the destiny of Gladys. I am +not sure that I altogether enjoyed my new liberty of access to her +house; it worried me to see how overworked and tired she was beginning +to look, though I had the doubtful satisfaction of knowing that +nothing I could say or do would check her. She risked her health as +recklessly as she had been risking her liberty since the inauguration +of the New Militancy. I had to treat her politics like a cold in the +head and allow them to run their nine days' course. Though I saw she +was still cumbered with my scarab ring, we never referred to our +meeting in Oxford. I am vain enough to think that she did not regard +me even at this time with complete disfavour, but I will atone for my +vanity by saying I dared do next to nothing to forward my suit. My +foothold was altogether too precarious; an attempt to climb higher +would only have involved me in a headlong fall. + +And yet, before I had been a week at Adelphi Terrace, I made the +attempt. Elsie telephoned one evening that she was going out, but +would have to leave Joyce who was too tired to face a restaurant and +theatre. She would be dining alone; if I had nothing better to do, +would I look in for a few minutes and see if I could cheer her up? I +had promised to dine with Nigel, but it was a small party and I +managed to slip away before ten. Joyce was half asleep when I was +shown into the drawing-room; she did not hear me announced, and I was +standing within two feet of her before she noticed my presence. + +"I've run you to earth at last," I said. + +Then I observed a thing that made me absurdly pleased. Joyce was +looking very white and tired, with dark rings round the eyes, and +under either cheekbone a little hollow that ought not to have been +there. When she opened her eyes and saw me, I could swear to a tiny +flush of pleasure; the blue eyes brightened, and she smiled as +children smile in their sleep. + +"Very nearly inside it," she answered, with a woebegone shake of the +head. "Oh, Toby, but I'm so tired! Don't make me get up." + +I had no thoughts of doing so. Indeed, my mind was solely concerned +with the reflection that she had called me Toby; it was the first +time. + +"What have you been doing to get yourself into this state?" I asked +severely. + +"Working." + +"There you are!" I said. "Something always happens when people take to +work. I shall now read you a short lecture on female stamina." + +"You're sure you wouldn't prefer to smoke?" + +"I can do both." + +"Oh, that's not fair." + +Joyce Davenant and Sylvia Roden have only two characteristics in +common; one is that I am very fond of both, the other, that I can do +nothing with either. I capitulated, and selected a cigarette. + +"A live dog's worth a good many dead lions," I reminded her as a final +shot. + +"Are _you_ trying to convince me of the error of my ways?" + +"I am not your Suffragan Bishop," I answered in the tone Robert +Spencer adopted in telling a surprised House of Commons that he was +not an agricultural labourer. + +"I'm so glad. I couldn't bear an argument to-night." + +The effort she had made on my arrival had spent itself, and I was not +at all certain whether I ought to stay. + +"Look here," I said, "if you're too tired to see me, I'll go." + +"Please, don't!" she laid a restraining hand on my sleeve. "I'm all +right if you don't argue or use long words; but I've had such a +headache the last few days that I haven't been able to sleep, and now +I don't seem able to fix my attention properly, or remember things." + +I had met these symptoms before; the first time in India with men who +were being kept too long at work in the hot weather. + +"In other words, you want a long rest." + +She nodded without speaking. + +"Why don't you take it?" + +"I simply can't. I've put my hand to the plough, and you know what we +are. Obstinate, hard-mouthed brutes, the whole family of us. I've got +other people to consider, I mustn't fail them." + +"And the benighted, insignificant people who don't happen to be your +followers? Some of them may cherish a flickering interest in your +existence." + +"Oh! they don't count." + +"Thank you, Joyce." + +She held out a pacifying hand. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be +ungracious. But those women---- You know, you get rather attached to +people when you've spoken and fought and been imprisoned side by side +with them. I always feel rather mean; any one of them 'ud die for me, +and I'm not at all sure I'd do the same for them. Everything's been +different since Elsie got her freedom; it's easier to fight for a +person than a principle." + +"Are you weakening?" + +"Heavens! No! I'm just showing you I should be honour-bound to stand +by my fellows even if I lost all faith in the cause. I say, don't go +on smoking cigarettes; ring the bell and make Dick give you a cigar. +He's in the house somewhere. I heard him come in a few minutes ago." + +"I came to see you," I pointed out. + +"But I'm dreadfully poor company to-night." + +"I take you as I find you, in sickness and health, weal and woe----" + +"Mr. Merivale!" + +Her voice was very stern. + +"You remember our wager?" I said, with a shrug of the shoulders. + +"It was a joke," she retorted. "And not in very good taste. Oh, I was +as much to blame as you were." + +"But I was quite serious." + +"Did you seriously think I should give up the Cause?" + +"I offered very long odds. A twopenny ring--but you remember what they +were." + +"Are you any nearer winning?" + +"I should like to think so." + +"Because we haven't answered Mr. Rawnsley's time-arrangements in the +House?" + +"Oh, I've no doubt the reply has been posted." + +She nodded significantly. "And they haven't found their hostages yet." + +"But they've paid no ransom." + +"It's an indurance test." + +I got up to find myself a match. As I did so, I caught a glimpse of +her left hand, wearing the scarab-ring; it disappeared for a moment, +and to my surprise reappeared without the ring. + +"Suppose we call the bet off?" she suggested. "It was all rather +silly." + +"Odds offered and taken and horses running. It's too late now. How did +you find out the secret?" + +"I didn't. My finger shrank and the ring came off three days ago when +I was washing my hands." + +"You didn't pull?" + +"No." + +"Show me." + +"It was like this," she began, slipping the ring back on to the third +finger. "Rather loose----" + +I tightened the couplings before she saw what I was about. + +"That's soon remedied. Come to me when the finger's nice and plump +again, and I'll let it out." + +A shadow of annoyance crossed her face. + +"Now I shall have it cut," she said. + +"You could have had that done three weeks ago. You could have thrown +the thing away three days ago. You didn't do either." + +A smile dimpled its way into her cheeks. "How old are you? Over +forty?" + +"What a way of looking at things!" I exclaimed. "Marlborough was fifty +before he started his campaigns, Wren nearer fifty than forty before +ever he put pencil to paper. You don't know the possibilities of +virgin soil." + +"I was wondering how long it was since you left school." + +I got up and dusted the flecks of cigarette ash from my shirt. + +"I'm going now," I said. "It's time you were in bed. Just one word +before I go. You want to win this wager, don't you? So do I. Well, if +you don't give yourself a holiday, you're going to break down and lose +it." + +Smiling mischievously, she got up and took my proffered hand. + +"It'll be an ill-wind, then----" + +"Damn the wager!" I burst out. "I don't want to win it at that price. +Joyce, if I say I'm beaten, will you be a good girl and go to bed and +stay there? Win or lose, I can't bear to see you looking as ill as you +are now." + +She shook her head a little sadly. "I can't take a holiday now." + +"You'll lose the wager." + +She looked up swiftly into my face, and lowered her eyes. + +"I don't know that I mind that much." + +"Joyce!" + +"But I can't take a holiday," she repeated. + +I opened the door, and on the threshold waved my hand in farewell. + +"Won't you wait till Elsie comes back?" she asked. + +"I will wait for no one." + +"But where are you off to?" + +I scratched my chin, as one does when one wishes to appear reflective. + +"I am going to break the Militant Suffrage Movement." + +"A good many people have failed," she warned me. + +"They never tried." + +"How will you begin?" + +I walked downstairs thoughtfully, weighed Dick's tall hat in the +balance, and decided in favour of my own. + +"I have no idea," I called back to the figure at the stair-head. + +The Seraph had marked his confidence in me by the bestowal of a +latch-key. I let myself in at Adelphi Terrace and wandered round the +flat in search of him. He was not in the library or dining-room, but +at length I discovered him in pyjamas sitting in the balcony outside +his bedroom, and gazing disconsolately out over the river. He knew +where I had been before I had time to tell him, and was able to make a +fairly accurate guess at the nature of my conversation with Joyce. +Perhaps there was nothing very wonderful in that, but it fitted in +with the rest of his theory: I remember he summarised her mental +condition by saying that a certain sub-conscious idea was coming to be +consciously apprehended. It was a cumbrous way of saying that both +Joyce and I had made rather an important discovery; what puzzled me +then, and puzzles me still, is that at my first meeting with her +either of us should have given him grounds for forming any theory at +all. Even admitting that I may have been visibly impressed, I could +see no response in her; but I have almost given up trying to +understand the Seraph's mind or mode of thought. + +"You've not got her yet," he warned me. + +"No one knows that better than I do." + +"Her mind's still very full of her cause." + +"Yes, damn it." + +"Almost as full of it as of you. She's torn between you, and you'll +have to fight if you want to keep your foothold." + +I told him, as I had told Joyce, that I proposed to break the Suffrage +movement. + +"How?" he asked. + +"I thought you might be able to help. What _is_ going to be the end of +it?" + +He shook his head moodily, and picked up a cigarette. + +"I'm not a prophet." + +"You've prophesied to some purpose before now," I reminded him. + +He paused to look at me with the cigarette in one hand and a lighted +match in the other. + +"Guesswork," I heard him murmur. + +"But it worked out right?" + +"Coincidence." + +"_You_ don't think that." + +"I may think the world's flat if it amuses me," he answered, blowing +out the match. + +The abruptness of his tone was unusual. + +"What's been worrying you, Seraph?" I asked. + +"Nothing. Why?" + +I lay back in my chair and looked him up and down. + +"You've forgotten to light your cigarette," I pointed out. "You're +shaking as if you'd got malaria, and wherever your mind may be, it's +not in this room and it's not attending to me." + +"I'm sorry," he apologised, sitting down. "I'm rather tired." + +To belie his words he jumped up again and began pacing feverishly up +and down before the open balcony window. + +"Let's hear about it," I urged. + +"You can't do any good." + +"Let _me_ judge of that." + +He paused irresolutely and stood leaning his head against the frame +of the window and looking out at the flaming sky-signs on the far side +of the river. + +"It won't do any good," he repeated over his shoulder. "Nobody 'ud +believe you, but--I don't know, you might try. She must be warned. +Sylvia, I mean. She's absolutely on the brink, and if some one doesn't +save her, she'll be over. I can't interfere, I should only precipitate +it. Will you go, Toby? She might listen to you. It's worth getting +your face laid open to keep her out of danger. Will you go?" + +He turned and faced me, wild-eyed and excited. His lips were white, +and his fingers locked and unlocked themselves in uncontrollable +nervous restlessness. + +"What's the danger?" I asked, with studied deliberation. + +"I don't know. How should I? But it's there; will you go?" + +"I don't mind trying," I answered, taking out my watch. + +"You must go now!" + +It was a quarter to one, and I told him so. Nobody can be less +sensitive than I to the charge of eccentricity, but I refuse to +disturb a Cabinet Minister's household at one in the morning to +proclaim that an overstrung nervous visionary has a premonition that +peril of a vague undefined order is menacing the daughter of the +house. + +"We must wait till Christian hours," I insisted. + +"Ah, you don't believe it; no one does!" + +At eleven o'clock next morning--as soon, in fact, as I had drunk my +coffee and was comfortably shaved and dressed--I drove round to +Cadogan Square in search of Sylvia. I had no very clear idea what +warning I was to give her when we met; indeed I felt wholly +ridiculous and slightly resentful. However, my word had gone forth, +and I was indisposed to upset the Seraph by breaking it. I left him in +the library, silent and pale, writing hard and accumulating an +industrious pile of manuscript against my return. By morning light no +trace remained of his overnight excitement. + +To my secret relief Sylvia was not in when I arrived. The man believed +she was shopping and would be out to luncheon, but if I called again +about three I should probably find her at home. It hardly seemed worth +my while to return to Adelphi Terrace, so I ordered some cigars, took +a turn in the Park, lunched at the Club, and talked mild scandal with +Paddy Culling. At three I presented myself once more in Cadogan +Square. + +The door stood open, and Sylvia appeared in sight as I mounted the +steps. + +"Worse and worse!" she exclaimed as she gave me a hurried shake of the +hand. "I was so sorry to be out when you called this morning. Look +here, will you go inside and tell mother you're coming to dinner +to-night." + +"But I'm dining out already." + +"Oh, well, when will you come? Ring up and fix a night. I must simply +fly now." + +"It won't take a minute." + +"Honestly I can't wait! I've got to go down to Chiswick of all +unearthly places! My poor old darling of a frulein's been taken ill +and she's got no one to look after her. I _must_ just see she's got +everything she wants. It's horribly rude, but you will forgive me, +won't you? She rang up at half-past twelve, and I've only just got +back." + +Touching my hand with the tips of her fingers, she flashed down the +steps before I could stop her. The bearded Orthodox Church retainer +was waiting at the kerb, and I heard her call out "Twenty-seven, +Teignmouth Road, Chiswick," as he slammed the door and clambered into +his seat. I caught my last glimpse of her rounding the corner into +Sloane Street, the same black and white study that I had admired when +I first visited Gladys--white dress, black hat; white skin, dark hair, +and soft unfathomable brown eyes; a splash of red at the throat, a +flush of colour in her cheeks. Then I hailed a taxi on my own account +and drove back to Adelphi Terrace. + +The Seraph was still in the library, sitting as I had left him more +than four hours before. An empty coffee cup at his elbow marked the +only visible difference. He was writing quicker than I think I have +ever seen a man write, and allowed me to enter the room and drop into +an armchair by the window without raising his eyes or appearing to +notice my presence. I had been there a full five minutes before he +condescended--still without looking up from his writing--to address +me. + +"You couldn't stop her, then?" + +"No." + +"But you saw her?" + +"Just for a moment." + +"'Just for a moment.' Those were the words I had used." + +He stopped writing, drew a line under the last words, blotted the page +and threw it face-downwards on the pile of manuscript. Then for the +first time our eyes met, and I saw it was only by biting his lips and +gripping the arms of the chair that he could keep control over +himself. + +"You'd like some tea," he said, in the manner of a man recalling his +mind from a distance. "Can you reach the bell?" + +"Is this the end of the chapter?" I asked as he tidied the pile of +manuscript and bored it with a paper fastener. + +"It's the end of everything." + +"How far does it carry you?" + +"To your parting from Sylvia." + +"Present time, in fact?" + +"Forty minutes ago." + +I checked him by my watch. "And what now?" I asked. + +He looked up at me, looked through me, I might say, and sat staring at +the window without answering. + +The next two hours were the most uncomfortable I have ever spent. If +in old age my guardian angel offers me the chance of living my whole +life over again, I shall refuse the offer if I am compelled to endure +once again that silent July afternoon. The Seraph sat from four till +six without speech or movement. As the sun's rays lengthened, they +fell on his face and lit it with cold, merciless limelight. He had +started pale and grew gradually grey; the eyes seemed to darken and +increase in size as the face became momentarily more pinched and +drawn. I could see the lips whitening and drying, the forehead dewing +with tiny beads of perspiration. + +I made a brave show of noticing nothing. Tea was brought in; I poured +him out a cup, drank three myself, and ostentatiously sampled two +varieties of sandwich and one of cake. I cut my cigar noisily, damned +with audible good humour when the matches refused to strike, picked up +a review and threw it down again, and wandered round the room in +search of a book, humming to myself the while. + +At six I could stand it no longer. + +"I'm going to play the piano, Seraph," I said. + +"For pity's sake don't!" he begged me, with a shudder; but I had my +way. + +When the _City of Pekin_ went down in '95 as she tried to round the +Horn, one of my fellow-passengers was a gigantic, iron-nerved man from +one of the Western States. I suppose we all of us found it trying work +to sit calm while the boats were lowered away: no one knew how long we +could keep our heads above water and we all had a shrewd suspicion that +the boat accommodation was insufficient. We should have been more +miserable than we were if it had not occurred to the Westerner to +distract our minds. In spite of a thirty-degree list he sat down to the +piano and I helped hold him in position while we thundered out the old +songs that every one knows without consciously learning--"Clementine," +"The Tarpaulin Jacket," "In Cellar Cool." We were taking a call for +"The Tavern in the Town" when word reached us that there was room in +the last boat. + +I set myself to distract the Seraph's mind, and gave him a tireless +succession of waltzes and ragtimes till eight o'clock. Then the bell +of the telephone rang, and I was told Philip Roden wished to speak to +me. + +"It's about Sylvia," he began. "She hasn't come back yet, and we don't +know where she is. The man says you had a word with her as she started +out: did she say where she was going?" + +I told him of the message from Chiswick, and repeated the address I +had heard her give the chauffeur. + +"I don't know what the matter was," I added. "Sylvia may have found +the woman worse than she expected. Hadn't you better inquire who took +the message and see if he or she can throw any light on the mystery?" + +I was half dressed for dinner when Philip rang me up again, this time +with well-marked anxiety in his voice. + +"I say, there's something very fishy about this," he began. "I've just +rung up the Chiswick address and the Frulein answered in person. She +wasn't ill, she hadn't been ill, and she certainly hadn't sent any +message to Sylvia." + +"Well, but who----?" I started. + +"Lord knows!" he answered. "It might be any one. The address is a +boarding house with a common telephone: any one in the house could +have used it. You said twelve-thirty, didn't you? The Frulein was out +in Richmond Park at twelve-thirty." + +"What about Sylvia?" I asked. + +"That's the devil of it: Sylvia hadn't been near the place. When was +it exactly that you saw her? Three-five, three-ten? And she turned +into Sloane Street? North or South? Well, North's the Knightsbridge +end. And that's all you can say?" + +I mentioned the invitation she had given me, and asked if I could be +of any assistance in helping to trace her. Philip told me he was going +at once to Chiswick to investigate the mystery of the telephone, and +promised to advise me if there was anything fresh to report. Then he +rang off, and I gave a _rsum_ of our conversation to the Seraph. He +had just come out of the bath and was sitting wrapped in a towel on +the edge of the bed. I remember noticing at the time how thin he had +gone the last few weeks: he had always been slightly built, but the +outline of his collarbones and ribs was sharply discernible under the +skin. + +"I think it would be rather friendly if I went round after dinner to +see if there's any news of her," I concluded. + +"There won't be," he answered. + +"Well, that of course we can't say." + +"_I_ can. They won't have found her, they don't know where she is." + +"Philip may hear something in Chiswick; it looks like a silly +practical joke." + +"But you know it isn't." + +"I don't know what to think," I answered, as I returned to my room and +the final stages of my toilet. I soon came back, however, to tie my +tie in front of his glass and propound a random question. "I suppose +_you_ don't know where she is?" + +"How should I?" + +"You sometimes do." + +"So do other people." + +"You sometimes know where she is when other people don't--and when +you've no better grounds for knowing than other people." + +He was still sitting on the bed in _dshabille_, his hands clasped +round his bare knees and his head bowed down and resting on his hands. +For a moment he looked up into my face, then dropped his head again +without speaking. + +"You remember what happened at Brandon Court?" I persisted. + +"Guess-work," he answered. + +"Nonsense!" + +"Well, what other explanation do you offer?" + +"I don't know; you've got some extra sensitiveness where Sylvia's +concerned. Call it the Sixth Sense, if you like." + +"There _is_ no Sixth Sense. I thought Nigel disposed of that fallacy +at Brandon." + +"Not to my satisfaction--or yours." + +The Seraph jumped up and began to dress. + +"Well, anyway I don't know where she is now," he observed. + +"Meaning that you did once?" + +"You _say_ I did." + +"You know you did." + +"There's not much sign of it now." + +"May be in abeyance. It may come back." + +I watched him spend an unduly long time selecting and rejecting +dress-socks. + +"It won't come back as long as the connection's broken at her end," I +heard him murmur. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE ZEAL THAT OUTRUNS DISCRETION + + "Selina! The time has arrived to impart + The covert design of my passionate heart. + No vulgar solicitudes torture my breast, + No common ambition deprives me of rest.... + My soul is absorbed in a scheme as sublime + As ever was carved on the tablets of time. + To-morrow, at latest, through London shall ring + The echo and crash of a notable thing. + I start from my fetters, I scorn to be dumb, + Selina! the Hour and the Woman are come... + Hither to the rescue, ladies! + Let not fear your spirits vex. + On the plan by me that made is + Hangs the future of your sex... + Shall she then be left to mourn her + Isolation and her shame? + Come in troops round Hyde Park Corner, + Every true Belgravian dame." + + SIR GEORGE OTTO TREVELYAN: "The Modern Ecclesiazus." + + +I ought to have known better than to go round to Cadogan Square next +morning. Bereaved families, like swarming bees, are best left alone; +and I knew beforehand that I could render no assistance. At the same +time, I felt it would be unfriendly to treat Sylvia's disappearance as +part of the trivial round and common task, especially after my +overnight conversation with Philip. And if I could bring back any news +to the Seraph, I knew I should be more than compensated for my +journey. + +Save for its master and mistress, I found the house deserted. Philip +had organised himself into one search party, Robin into another: Nigel +Rawnsley appeared to be successfully usurping authority at Scotland +Yard, and from Sloane Street and Chiswick respectively Gartside and +Culling paced slowly to a central place of meeting. Every shopkeeper, +loafer, postman, and hawker along the route was subjected to searching +inquisition: the car, its passenger, and black-bearded driver were +described and re-described. My two detective friends from Henley, as I +afterwards found out, passed a cheerful day at headquarters, drinking +down unsweetened reprimands and striving to explain the difficulties +of protecting a young woman who refused to be shadowed. + +I admired the way Arthur Roden took punishment. When armchair critics +scoff at a generation of opportunist politicians, I think of him--and +of Rawnsley, who suffered first and longest. Their public +pronouncements never wavered; the Suffrage must be opposed and +defeated on its own merits or demerits, and no attacks on property, no +menaces to person could shake them from what they regarded as a +national duty. Even if I chose to think old Rawnsley's mechanical, +cold-blooded inhumanity extended to the members of his own family, it +would be impossible to charge Jefferson with indifference to his only +child, or Roden with want of affection towards his only daughter. I +know of no girl who exacted as much admiring devotion from the members +of her own family as Sylvia: or one who repaid the exaction so +generously. + +Their wives were even more uncompromising than the Ministers. I have +no doubt the New Militants thought to strike at the fathers through +the mothers, and the reasoning seemed tolerably sound. I admit I +expected at first to find Mrs. Rawnsley and Mrs. Jefferson calling for +quarter before their husbands, and if the New Militants miscalculated, +I miscalculated with them. I had not expected their policy of +abduction to arouse much active sympathy, but the bitter, +uncompromising resentment it evoked far surpassed my anticipations. +Had the perpetrators been discovered, I believe they would have been +lynched in the street; and without going to such lengths, I feel +confident that the mothers themselves would have sacrificed their own +children rather than yield a single inch to women who had so outraged +every maternal instinct. Had their own feelings inclined to surrender, +Rawnsley, Jefferson, and Roden would have surrendered only over their +wives' bodies. + +"We shall go on exactly as before," Arthur told me when I asked his +plans. "The enemy has varied its usual form of communication; this is +what I have received." + +He threw me a typed sheet of paper. + +"We shall be glad to know _within the next ten days_ (expiring +Saturday) when the Government will guarantee the introduction of a +bill to give women the parliamentary vote on the same terms as it is +enjoyed by men." + +"How are you answering this?" I asked. + +"My campaign in the Midlands is all arranged," was the reply, "and +will go forward in due course." + +"And Sylvia?" + +"Anything that can be done will be done. I am offering two thousand +pounds reward...." + +"Are you making the whole thing public?" + +"It's more than half public already. We tried to keep it secret, as +you know. To avoid giving them a free advertisement. However, they've +advertised themselves by broad hints in the _New Militant_; the +gutter-press has taken it up until half England knows and the other +half suspects. Rawnsley's seeing the _Times_, and you'll have the +whole story in to-morrow's papers. I shall confirm it at Birmingham +next week." He paused, and drummed with his fingers on the library +table. "I can't answer for the men, but there's not a mother in the +length and breadth of the land who won't be on our side when the story +comes out." + +The ultimate collapse of the whole New Militant campaign has proved +his sagacity as a prophet. + +"You've got no traces yet of Mavis Rawnsley and the Jefferson boy?" I +asked. + +"So far the police are completely baffled. They're clever, these +women, very clever." + +"No clue?" + +"Nothing you could take into court. We're not even sure where to look +for the perpetrators." + +"You've no suspicions?" I ventured to ask. + +"Oh, suspicions, certainly." He looked at me shrewdly and with a spice +of disfavour. "Candidly, I suspect your friend Miss Davenant." + +"Why her in particular?" I asked carelessly. + +"By a process of exclusion. The old constitutional agitators, the +Blacks and the Campions and that lot, are out of the question; they've +publicly denounced the slightest breach of the law. I acquit the Old +Militants, too--the Gregorys and Haseldines and Ganons. They're too +stupid, for one thing; they go on burning houses and breaking windows +in their old fatuous way. And for another thing they haven't the +nerve...." + +"There are a good many Hunger-Strikers among them," I interposed, +probably with the dishonest intention of spreading his suspicions over +the widest possible area. + +"Less than before," he answered. "And their arch-Hunger-Striker, the +Haseldine woman, carried meat lozenges with her the last time she +visited Holloway. No, they're cowards. If you want brain and courage +you must look to a little group of women who detached themselves from +the Old Militant party. Mrs. Millington was one and Miss Davenant was +another." + +"The eminently moderate staff of the ultra-constitutional _New +Militant_," I said as I prepared to leave. + +"If you've any influence with either of those women and want to save +them a long stretch of penal servitude, now's your time to warn them." + +"Good Heavens! you don't suppose I'm admitted to their counsels!" + +"You could advise them as a friend." + +"When you tell me there's not enough suspicion to carry into court? I +fear they wouldn't listen." + +"They might prefer to stop play before their luck turns," he answered +as he accompanied me to the door. "Their quiescent state is the most +significant, most suspicious, most damning thing about them. If a +house-breaker opened a religious bookshop, you might think he had +reformed. Or you might think he was preparing an extra large coup. Or +you might think he sold sermons by day and cracked cribs by night." + +"What cynics you public men are!" I exclaimed as I ran down the steps +and turned in the direction of Chester Square. + +I have said that "Providence" is not one of my star _rles_, and I had +every reason to know that my eloquence was unavailing when set to the +task of converting Joyce from her militant campaign. However, I have +seen stones worn away by constant dripping.... And in any case I had +not been near the house for nearly two days. + +"I'm afraid you can't see Joyce," Elsie told me as we shook hands. +"She wouldn't go to bed when the doctor told her, and now she's really +rather bad." + +I was more upset by the news than I care to say, but Elsie hastened to +assure me. + +"It's nothing much so far," she said. "But she's got a temperature and +can't sleep, and worries a good deal." + +"Can't we get her away?" I exclaimed impatiently. + +Elsie shook her head. + +"I've tried, but she simply won't leave town." + +"But what's to keep her?" + +"There's the paper every week." + +It always annoys me to find any one thinking the world will come to an +end unless run on his or her own favourite lines. + +"If she died, some one else would have to edit it," I pointed out. +"Who's doing it now?" + +"Mrs. Millington. I'm afraid it's no use telling people that till they +_are_ dead." + +"And then it's a little late in the day," I answered irritably. + +Elsie proceeded to give me the real reason for Joyce's obstinacy. + +"When you're dead you don't have to take responsibility for your +deputy's mistakes." + +"That's it, is it? Mrs. Millington setting the Thames on fire?" + +"Her zeal sometimes outruns her discretion," said Elsie with a smile. +"That's what's chiefly worrying Joyce." + +I picked up my hat and stick and moved towards the door. + +"And Joyce is losing her nerve?" I hazarded. + +"She's not up to her usual form," was all Elsie would answer. + +"Give her my love," I said at the door, "and best wishes for a quick +recovery. If she isn't well in two days' time, I shall carry her off +by main force and put her into a nursing home." + +Then I went off to lunch at the Club, and found fault with the food, +the wine, the cigars and all creation. Paddy Culling opened a +subscription list to buy me a box of liver pills. The Seraph--after I +had been two minutes at Adelphi Terrace--said he was sorry Joyce was +no better.... I thanked him for his sympathy, and sat down to read the +current copy of the _New Militant_. + +In my careless, hot-blooded youth I made a collection of inanimate +journalistic curiosities. It was my sole offence against the wise rule +that to collect anything--from wives up to postage stamps--is a mark +of incipient mental decay. There was the _Punch_, with the cartoon +showing the relief of Khartoum; and I remember I had a copy of the +suppressed issue of the _Times_, when the compositors usurped control +of Empire and edited one of Harcourt's Budget speeches on lines of +their own. There was also a pink _Pall Mall Gazette_, bought wet from +the machine at a shilling the copy, when paper ran out and they +borrowed the pink reserve rolls of the _Globe_. I had a copy of +another journal that described in moving language the massacre of the +Peking Legations. The Legations were, in fact, never massacred, but +they should have been on any theory of probability, and, for aught I +know, the enterprising journalist may have believed with Wilde that +Nature tends to copy Art. + +I also had several illustrated weeklies depicting--by the pen of Our +Special Artist--that first Coronation Ceremony of Edward the Seventh, +and the verbal account of it given by "A Peeress" who had been +present. More lately I acquired the original American paper which sent +the _Titanic_ to her grave with the band playing "Nearer, my God, to +Thee."... + +I am half sorry the collection is dispersed. I should have liked to +add the one historic number of the _New Militant_ that appeared under +Mrs. Millington's fire-and-brimstone editorship. To the collector it +is curious, as being the last issue of the paper; by the mental +pathologist it is regarded as an interesting example of what is by +common consent called "Militant Hysteria." The general public will +remember it as the documentary evidence which at last enabled the +police to secure a warrant of arrest against the "proprietors, +printers and publishers of the newspaper called and known as the _New +Militant_," to raid the printing office in Clerkenwell, and lay bare +the private memoranda of the New Militant organisation. + +My own copy did not survive my departure from England, and I could not +do Mrs. Millington the injustice of trying to reproduce her deathless +periods. I remember there was a great deal of "Where is Miss Rawnsley? +Where is Master Jefferson? Where is Miss Roden?" Such questions +implicated no one, and only annoyed inconsequential persons like +myself, who detest being set conundrums of which I do not know the +answer by some one who obviously does. The practice is futile and +vexatious. + +The incriminating words came heavy-typed in the last paragraph of the +leading article, and contained an unmistakable threat that the policy +of abduction would continue until female suffrage had been secured. + +After dinner that night I strolled round to the Club to hear what +people were saying. + +"They've done for themselves this time," Gartside told me with much +assurance when I ran across him in the hall. "Don't ask me where I got +it from, and don't let it go any further, but there's a warrant out +against some one." + +I was conscious of a very uncomfortable sensation of hollowness. + +"Is it indiscreet to ask who?" + +"I can't tell you, because I don't know. I fancy you proceed against +the whole lot, printers included." + +"They've not wasted much time," I said. + +It was Tuesday night. The _New Militant_ went to press at midday and +was on sale next morning throughout the country. In London, of course, +it could be obtained overnight, and I had secured an early copy by +calling at the office itself. + +I stood in the middle of the hall wondering exactly what I could do to +prevent the arm of the law stretching out and folding Chester Square +in its embrace. I was still wondering when Paddy Culling bounded up +the steps and seized Gartside and myself by either hand. + +"It's yourself should have been there," he panted, momentarily +releasing my arm in order to mop a red, dripping forehead. His broken +collar and caved-in hat suggested a fight: his brogue reminded me that +the offer of a golden throne in heaven will not avail to keep an +Irishman out of a brawl. "Down Clerkenwell way ut was, the War of the +Woild Women. The polis...." + +He was settling down to a narrative of epic proportions. The Irish are +this world's finest raconteurs as they are its finest fighters, riders +and gentlemen. It was an insult, but I could not wait. + +"Have they raided the place, Paddy?" I asked. + +"They have." His eyes reproached me for my interruption. "The +polis...." + +"Did they get any one?" + +"Am I telling ye or am I not? Answer me that." + +"I know, Paddy," I said with all the contrition at my command. "But +I've got to go, and I just wanted the main outline...." + +"They got Mrs. Millington," he began again, "and she fighting the way +ye'd say she'd passed her born days being evicted. There was one had +the finger bitten off him and another scratched in the face till the +gutters ran blood. Five strong men held her down and stamped out the +life of her, and five more dragged her down the road by the hair of +her head and droppit her like a swung cat over the railings of the +common mortuary. The vultures...." + +"Did they get any one else?" I interrupted. + +"It's the fine tale ye're spoiling," he complained. + +"But just tell me that," I pleaded. + +"They did not," he answered with ill-concealed disgust. "Unless ye'd +be calling a printer's devil one of God's fine men and women. But the +polis...." + +I hurried down the steps and jumped into a taxi. I thought first of +calling to warn them at Chester Square. Then I decided to communicate +by telephone. If Joyce had not already been arrested, and if I was to +be of any assistance later on, I could not afford to be discovered in +the incriminating neighbourhood of her house. + +I gave the Seraph the heads of my story as I looked up the number and +waited for my call. + +"You're through," the Exchange told me after an interminable delay. + +"Hallo, hallo!" I kept calling, for what seemed like half an hour. +"Will you give another ring, please, Exchange?" + +A further age dragged its course, and I was told that there did not +seem to be any one at the other end. + +"Now will you tell me what we're to do, Seraph?" I exclaimed. + +We sat and stared at each other for the best part of five minutes. +Then the decision was taken out of our hands. I saw him prick up his +ears to catch a sound too faint for my grosser senses. + +"Some one coming upstairs," he whispered. "It's a woman, and she's +coming slowly. Now she's stopped. Now she's coming on again." + +I rose from my chair and tiptoed across the room. + +"Can it be Joyce?" I asked, sinking my own voice to a whisper. + +"She's going on to the next floor," he answered with a shake of the +head; and then with sudden excitement, "Now she's coming back." + +"She mustn't ring the bell," I cried, running out into the hall. + +"It's all right, there's nobody here but ourselves," he called out as +I opened the door and ran out onto the landing. + +Ten feet in front of me, leaning back against the banisters, stood +Joyce Davenant. One hand covered her eyes and the other was pressed to +her heart. She was trembling with fever and panting with the exertion +of climbing four flights of stairs. A long fur coat stretched down to +bare feet thrust into slippers, her head was covered by a shawl, +though the hair fell loosely inside her coat. At the neck I could see +the frilled collar of a nightdress. + +"Joyce!" I exclaimed. + +She uncovered her face and showed eyes preternaturally bright, and +white cheeks lit by a single spot of brilliant colour. + +"I said I'd come when there was a warrant out," she panted with game, +gallant attempt at a smile. Then I caught her in my arms as she fell +forward, and carried her as gently as I could inside the flat. + +I left it to the Seraph to take off her coat and lay her in his own +bed. He did it as tenderly as any woman. Then we went to the far side +of the room and held a whispered consultation. I am afraid I could +suggest nothing of value, and the credit of our arrangement lies +wholly at his door. + +"We must get a nurse," he began. "Elsie mustn't be seen coming near +the place or the game's up. What about that woman who helped you bring +Connie Matheson home from Malta this spring? Can you trust her? Have +you got her address? Well, you must see if you can get her to-night. +No, not yet. We want a doctor. Her own man? No! It would give us away +at once. Look out Maybury-Reynardson's address in the telephone book, +somewhere in Cavendish Square. He's a sportsman; he'll do it if you +say it's for me. You must go and see him in person; we don't want the +Exchange-girls listening. Anything more? I'll square my man and his +wife when they come in. Oh, tell your nurse the condition this poor +child's come in; say it's a bachelor establishment and we haven't got +a stitch of anything, and can't send to Chester Square for it. Tell +her to bring...." + +He paused to listen as heavy feet ascended the stairs. The noise was +loud enough even for me this time. There was a ring at the door. + +"Wine cellar. Locked. Haven't got key," he whispered turning out the +light and locking himself inside the room with Joyce. + +I opened the front door and found myself faced with the two Roden +detectives I had corrupted with bottled beer at Henley. + +"Why, this is like old times!" I said. "Have you been able to find any +trace of Miss Roden?" + +They had not, and I see now that my question was singularly tactless. +They bore no resentment, however, and told me they had called on other +business. There was a warrant out against Miss Davenant. She was not +to be found at the Clerkenwell printing office, and while Chester +Square was being searched, a woman had slipped out of the house by a +side door, entered a car and driven away. + +"Could you follow her?" I asked, with all the Englishman's love of the +chase. + +That, it appeared, had been difficult, as the number of the car seemed +to have been wilfully obscured. + +"That's an offence, isn't it?" I asked. + +It was, and the driver--if traced--would find himself in trouble. They +had followed a likely-looking car and seen it turn southward out of +the Strand. When they reached Adelphi Terrace, however, there was only +one car in sight, drawn up outside our door and presenting a +creditably clear number-plate. Its driver had vaguely seen another +car, but had not particularly noticed it. They called on chance, as +this was the only suite with lights in it. Had I seen or heard +anything of the car or a woman getting out of it? + +"I've only just come in myself," I told them. "Half an hour, to be +exact. That was possibly my taxi you saw outside. I didn't notice the +number. How long ago did you see your suspected car turn into Adelphi +Terrace? Ten minutes? Oh, then I should have seen any one who came up +here, shouldn't I? Would you like to look round to make sure?" + +The senior man stepped back and glanced up at the name painted over +the door. + +"It's Mr. Aintree's flat," I explained. "I'm staying with him." + +The man hesitated uncertainly. + +"I haven't any authority," he began. + +"Oh, hang the authority!" I said. "Mr. Aintree wouldn't mind. +Dining-room, wine-cellar, library.... Won't you come in? Not even for +a drink? Sure? Well, good-night. Oh, it's no trouble." + +Detectives--or such few of them as I have met--remind me of +Customs-house officials: if you offer your keys and go out of your way +to lay bare your secrets before their eyes, they will in all +probability let you through without opening a single trunk. They are +perverse as women--and simple as children. + +I tapped at the Seraph's door and told him I had disposed of the +police without uttering a single falsehood. It was almost the last +time I was able to make that boast. We gave our friends ten minutes' +start, and I then set out in search of nurse and doctor. Joyce looked +shockingly ill when I left, but her breathing was peaceful. +Occasionally she moved or moaned in her sleep; as I turned at the door +for a last look, the Seraph was rearranging her pillow and smoothing +the hair back from her face. + +I had to walk into the Strand to find a taxi. Outside the Vaudeville I +met my brother and his wife, and was bidden to sup with them at the +Savoy. I refused for many reasons, the first being that a man who +starts a career of crime at the age of forty-two must not for very +decency be seen eating in company with a judge of the High Court. My +meeting did good in giving me the idea of establishing a succession of +_alibis_. When I had made the necessary arrangements with +Maybury-Reynardson and the nurse, I looked in once more at the Club. + +Culling, Gartside and Nigel Rawnsley had the north smoking-room to +themselves. They seemed to be discussing some plan of campaign, and +the rescue of Sylvia was its object. Perhaps I should not say +"discussing": Nigel was holding forth in a way that made me think he +must have been a Grand Inquisitor in some previous incarnation. The +ruthlessness of a Torquemada was directed by Napoleonic statecraft and +brought down to date by the terrorism of a brow-beating counsel. The +combination was highly impressive; his own contribution consisted in +an exquisite choice of epithets. + +"Talk to the Chief," I heard him say in summary of his plan of +campaign. "Get him to arrange for Merivale, J., to try the case, and +you'll find the woman Millington will exhibit surprising celerity in +imparting whatever information she may have gathered in respect of the +whereabouts of Mavis and Sylvia and the Jefferson boy." + +"King's Evidence, d'you mean?" asked Gartside. "Not she!" + +"Inconceivably less ornate than that. I agree with you that she might +withhold her consent. It is therefore more expedient to coax her into +the confessional without implicating her fellow conspirators. If you +were being tried by Merivale and saw seven years' penal servitude +stretching in pleasing prospect before you, you'd want to start the +day on terms of reasonable amity with your judge. If you knew +Merivale's daughter was engaged to marry a man whose sister had been +spirited away, would you not strive to acquire merit in the eyes of +your judge's family by saying where the sister could be found? It is +approximately equivalent to a year's reduction of sentence." + +Paddy Culling scratched his head thoughtfully with a paper knife. + +"If Miss Davenant's afther hiding herself in one of the coops where +the other little chicken's stored away...." he began. + +"She's not," Nigel interrupted decisively. "The risk's too +considerable; she wouldn't want to betray herself and her hostages at +the same moment. She's in London...." + +"Is she?" asked Gartside. + +"She was to-day at lunch-time, because her doctor called at the house. +Of course, the police in their infinite sagacity must needs start +searching at the wrong end and afford her opportunities of escape." + +"Out of London if she wanted to," persisted Gartside. + +"Not by train," said Nigel. "Every station's watched...." + +"By car." + +"By airship, equally. The woman's seriously ill; you'd kill her." + +Paddy Culling looked at his friend a little enviously. + +"You know a lot about the inside of that house," he said. + +"By the simple expedient of the sovereign in season to the +kitchen-maid, who, like the rest of her class, was unquestionably +loyal, but more unquestionably impecunious. The woman Davenant's in +London, and they'll find her in three days. Where she is, I can't tell +you. I may know more when I've seen the officers' reports to-morrow +morning. Sylvia I'll undertake to find within a week. The woman +Millington will give her away, and if she doesn't, the woman Davenant +will have to." + +"When you've caught her," said Culling quietly. + +"Not even when you've caught her," said Gartside with greater +knowledge. "I know the breed. It's pedigree stock." + +Nigel lit a cigarette with ostentatious elaboration. + +"Even pedigree stock has its less spirited moments," he said. "For +example, when it's seriously ill. I fancy I could make the woman +Davenant tell me all I wanted in three minutes." + +The tone was extraordinarily sinister. I seemed to realise in a flash +why Sylvia, with a woman's quicker, deeper insight, kept the speaker +at a distance.... However, I had come to the Club to establish an +_alibi_, not to reflect on the character of Sylvia's admirers. And I +wanted to get back to Adelphi Terrace as soon as my purpose was +effected. + +"I was sorry to run away in the middle of your story, Paddy," I said. +"I'd promised to meet a man, and I was rather late as it was. You'd +got as far as the disposal of Mrs. Millington's body in the common +mortuary and the arrest of a poor, mean printer's devil. What happened +then? Was any one else caught?" + +Paddy looked at me almost with affection, his eyes alight with +oratorical fire. + +"It's yourself should have been there to see it," he began, grasping +my arm with one hand and making his points with the other. "The polis +and red coats was there, and the newspaper men in their thousands, and +the gravediggers in their tens of thousands...." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE AMATEUR DETECTIVE + + "My mind ... rebels at stagnation. Give me problems, give + me work, give me the most abstruse cryptogram, or the + most intricate analysis, and I am in my own proper + atmosphere.... I crave for mental exaltation. That is why + I have chosen my own particular profession, or rather + created it, for I am the only one in the world ... the + only unofficial consulting detective.... I am the last + and highest court of appeal in detection.... I examine + the data, as an expert, and pronounce a specialist's + opinion. I claim no credit in such cases. My name figures + in no newspaper. The work itself, the pleasure of finding + a field for my peculiar powers, is my highest + reward."--SIR A. CONAN DOYLE: "The Sign of Four." + + +Premonitions--so far as my gross person is concerned--are a matter of +digestion, nerves and liver. If I woke up on the morning after Joyce's +flight to Adelphi Terrace with a dull sense of impending disaster, I +ascribe it to the fact that I had passed a more than ordinarily +hideous night. Unlike the Seraph, who never went to bed, I had +sufficient philosophy to turn in when the doctor had left and the +nurse was comfortably established. It had been made clear to me that I +could do no manner of good by staying up and getting in people's +way.... + +I started in my own room, but quickly took refuge in the library. If +there are two sounds I cannot endure, one is that of a crying child, +and the other of a woman--or man for that matter--moaning in pain. +Even in the library I could hear Joyce suffering. Maybury-Reynardson +had told us she was all right, and there is no point in calling in +experts if you are going to disbelieve them. But I do not want to +experience another night of the same kind. + +And in the morning the papers were calculated to heighten the horror +of the worst premonitions I could experience. I opened the _Times_, +noted in passing that Gartside had fulfilled popular expectation by +being appointed to the Governorship of Bombay, and turned to the +account of the Clerkenwell raid. Culling was right in saying Mrs. +Millington's had been the only arrest of importance; but he had left +the battlefield at the end of the fighting, and had not waited to see +the conquerors march into the citadel. + +I felt myself growing chilled and old as I read of the discoveries in +the printing office. Mrs. Millington would stand charged with +incitement to crime and public threat of abduction; serious enough, if +you will, but her debt was discharged as soon as she had paid the +penalty for a single article in a single paper. Her threats were +embryonic, not yet materialised. Joyce stood to bear the burden of the +three abductions carried out to date.... + +I am no criminologist, and can offer neither explanation nor theory of +the mental amblyopia that leads criminals to leave one weak link, one +soft brick, one bent girder, to ruin a triumph of design and +construction. They always do--men and women, veterans and tiros--and +Joyce was no exception. When the police broke open the safe in her +editorial office, the first document they found was the half sheet of +Chester Square notepaper that the journalists agreed to christen "The +Time Table." + +It was written in Joyce's hand, and her writing could be identified +by a short-sighted illiterate at ten yards' distance. I have forgotten +the dates by this time, and can only guess at them approximately; +words and names have been added in full where Joyce put only initials. +This was the famous Time Table:-- + + + 500, Chester Square, S.W. + + May 8. Rejection of W. (women's) S. (suffrage) Amendment. + + May 9. M.R. (Mavis Rawnsley) letter R. (Rawnsley). + + June 17. P.--(private) M. (members') Day. [This was ruled + through.] + + June 16. R.'s (Rawnsley's) Time Table. + + June 17. P. (Paul) J. (Jefferson) Letters R. and J. (Rawnsley + and Jefferson). + + June 30. R. (Rawnsley) to decide re A.S. (Autumn Session). + + July 2. R. (Rawnsley) in H. (House). No A.S. (Autumn Session). + + July 9. S. (Sylvia) R. (Roden). Letters R. (Rawnsley) & R. + (Roden). + + July 19. R. (Rawnsley) to reply re facilities. + + July 20. W.G. [I am not sure whether this refers to Walter + Greatorex, the ten-year-old son of the President of the Board + of Agriculture and Fisheries, or Lady Winifred Gaythorne, + daughter of the Marquis of Berwick--of the India Office. Both + Greatorex and Berwick were opposed to the franchise, but in a + mild, unoffending fashion. The invariable typed challenge does + not help me to decide, as only one letter was to be sent, the + usual Letter R. (Rawnsley)]. + +"So far the police have been unable to discover the whereabouts of +Miss Davenant," the article concluded. That was the sole, poor +consolation I could offer to a white, tired Seraph as I threw him the +paper and went back to my gloomy premonitions. + +As he read, I thought over my last _alibi_ in the north smoking-room +at the Club. I wondered what story my friends, the Henley detectives, +were concocting in their report, and what action Nigel Rawnsley would +take when he had digested it. + +It is not entirely my "wisdom after the event" that made me select +Nigel as our most formidable opponent, nor altogether my memory of the +lead he had taken in the discussion overnight; I was beginning to +appreciate his character. When he is Prime Minister of England, like +his father before him, it will be in virtue of the same qualities. A +brain of steel and a ruthless, iron resolution will force the +hoi +physei archomenoi+ to follow and obey him. He will be feared, possibly +even hated, but the hatred will leave him indifferent so long as power +is conceded him. I have met no young man so resolute or successful in +getting his own way; few who give me the impression of being so +ruthless and, perhaps, unscrupulous in their methods. He is still +preserved from active mischief by his astonishing self-consciousness +and lack of humour; when he has outgrown these juvenilities, he will +be really formidable. His wife--when she comes--will have my sympathy, +for what that is worth; but there will be many women less discerning +than Sylvia to strive for the privilege. + +It was noon before the Amateur Detective invaded us. The Seraph's +man--who had already been admitted to our secret, and would at any +time have been crucified head-downwards for his master--flung open the +library door with the words-- + +"Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, Lord Gartside, Mr. Culling, Mr. Philip Roden." + +The Seraph rose and offered chairs. You could to some extent weigh +and discriminate characters by the various modes of entry. Nigel +refused to be seated, placed his hat on the table and produced a +typewritten transcript of the two detectives' reports in the +traditional manner of a stage American policeman--which in passing, I +may say, is nothing like any American policeman I have ever met +anywhere in America or the civilised world. Philip and Gartside were +self-conscious and uncomfortable; Culling strove to hide his +embarrassment by more than usual affability. + +"It's ill ye're looking, Seraph," he remarked, as he accepted a +cigarette. "And has this great ugly brute Toby been slashing the face +off you?" + +Then the inquiry began, with Philip as first spokesman. + +"Sorry to invade you like this, Seraph," he began, "but it's about my +sister. You know she's disappeared? Well, we were wondering if you +could help us to find her." + +"I'll do anything I can...." the Seraph started. + +"Do you know where she is?" Nigel cut in. + +"I'm afraid I don't." + +"Do you know any one who does?" Philip asked. + +"I don't know that I do." + +Philip hesitated, started a sentence, and closed his lips again +without completing it. Nigel took up the examination. + +"You know Miss Davenant, I believe?" + +"Yes." + +"Does she know where Sylvia and Mavis are?" + +"I have no idea. You must ask her." + +"I propose to." + +The Seraph turned to Philip, glancing at the clock as he did so. + +"I'm afraid the limits of my utility are soon reached. If there's +anything I can do...." + +"You can tell us where Miss Davenant is hiding," said Nigel. + +"Can I?" + +"You can and will." + +The Seraph treated him to a long, unhurried scrutiny, starting from +the boots and working up to the freckled face and sandy hair. Then he +turned away, as though the subject had no further interest for him. + +Nigel tried to return the stare, but broke into a blush and took +refuge in his typewritten transcripts. + +"I have here," he said, "a copy of the reports of the two detectives +who watched Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square last night. They +saw a woman, with her hair loose, and a long coat over whatever +clothes she was wearing, jump into a car and drive to Adelphi +Terrace." + +"They were certain of the identity of the car?" I asked. + +"Perfectly." + +"They weren't when I talked to them last night," I said. "No +number--no nothing. They thought it was the same car and called in on +chance, as there was a light here, to see if we knew anything. I +offered to show them round, but they wouldn't come in, so we prayed +for mutually sweet dreams and parted." + +Nigel tapped his papers. + +"I have here their sworn statement that the car which left Chester +Square was the car that turned into Adelphi Terrace." + +"Perjury--like joy--cometh in the morning," I observed. + +"That is as may be. I happen to know that Miss Davenant is seriously +ill; I imagine, wherever she has gone, she has not gone far. The +number of houses within easy reach of Chester Square--houses that +would take her in when there's a warrant out for her arrest--is +limited. These considerations lead me to believe that the statement of +these men is not perjured." + +"I will apologise when next we meet," I said. When a young man like +Nigel becomes stilted and dignified, I cannot repress a natural +inclination to flippancy. + +Philip intervened before Nigel could mature a crushing repartee. + +"Look here, Seraph," he began. "Just as a favour, and not because we +have any right to ask, will you say whether Miss Davenant's anywhere +in this flat? If you say she is, I'm afraid we shall have to tell the +police; if you say she isn't, we'll go away and not bother you any +more." + +"You must speak for yourself," Nigel interposed, before the Seraph +could answer. + +We sat for a moment in silence. Then Nigel continued his statement +with unmistakable menace in his tone. + +"If once the police intervene, the question becomes more serious and +involves any one found harbouring a person for whom a warrant of +arrest has been issued. I naturally do not wish to go to extremes." He +turned to me: "You offered to show the detectives round these rooms +last night; will you make me the same offer?" + +I pointed to the Seraph. + +"They aren't my rooms. I'm only a guest. I took it upon myself to make +the offer in the Seraph's absence." + +He repeated his request in the proper quarter, but was met with an +uncompromising refusal. + +"May I ask your reason?" he said. + +"It is a question of manners," answered the Seraph. + +"Then you wish me to apply for a search-warrant?" + +"I am entirely indifferent. If you think it worth while, apply for one. +As soon as it is presented, the police--are--welcome--to--any-- +discoveries--they--may--make." + +The Seraph spoke with the quiet scorn of injured innocence. I saw a +shadow of uncertainty settle on Nigel's face. The Seraph must have +seen it, too; we preserved a strategic silence until uncertainty had +matured into horrid doubt. I felt sorry for Nigel, as I feel sorry for +any successful egoist in the toils of anticipated ridicule. + +"It would be quicker to clear the matter up now," he said. + +"My whole day is at your disposal." + +"But mine is not. What is that room?" + +"A spare bedroom, now occupied by Toby, if you ask for information." + +Nigel started to cross the room. + +"I like to check all verbal information," he remarked. + +The Seraph had shorter distance to cover, and was standing with his +back to the door when Nigel got there. + +"I allow no unauthorised person to search my rooms without my leave," +he said. + +"You cannot always prevent it." + +"I can in this case." + +"We are four to one." + +"You are one to two." + +"My mistake, no doubt." He waved a hand round the room to indicate his +allies. + +"Assuredly your mistake, if you think Toby will stand by and let you +search my rooms without my leave, or that any one of the others would +raise a finger to help you." + +Not one of his three allies had moved a step to support him. Nigel was +impressed. Without retreating from his position he tried the effect of +bluff. + +"You forget the circumstances are exceptional. My sister has been +spirited away, and so has Phil's. If we think you know the whereabouts +of the woman who kidnapped them, we shall neither of us hesitate to +employ timely physical force on you, perhaps inflict salutary physical +pain." + +"You may try, if you like." + +"If I try, I shall succeed." + +"You don't really think that, you know." + +Gartside felt it was time to restore the peace. Walking up to Nigel, +he led him firmly back to his place at the table and motioned the +Seraph to his old position in the armchair by the fireplace. There was +a long, awkward silence. Then Culling crossed the room, and sat on the +arm of the Seraph's chair. + +"Ye're white and ill, Seraph," he said, "and ye know I'm not the man +would badger you. We're in a hole, and maybe ye can give us a hoist +out of it. Do ye, or do ye not, know where Miss Davenant's hiding +herself?" + +The Seraph looked him steadily in his eyes. + +"Yes." + +"Well, is she, or is she not, in these rooms?" + +"Would _you_ like to search them?" + +"Damn it, no, man! Give us yer word, and that's enough." + +For a fraction of time the Seraph gazed at the faces of Culling, +Philip and Gartside, weighing the characters and measuring the men. + +"It's not enough for Rawnsley," he said. + +"It'ull have to be." + +"He likes to check all verbal information." + +Culling shook his clenched fists in the air and involved us all in a +comprehensive curse. The Seraph lit himself a cigarette, blew out the +match with a deliberation Nigel could not have surpassed, and +addressed the company. + +"We seem to have reached a deadlock," he began. "Shall I offer a +solution? The four of you come here and charge me with harbouring the +woman who is supposed to have made away with Miss Rawnsley and Miss +Roden. Very good. Every man is free to entertain any suspicions he +likes, and to ventilate them--provided he doesn't forget his manners. +Three of you behaved like gentlemen, the fourth followed his own +methods. I should like to oblige those three. Rawnsley, you have +menaced me with personal violence, and threatened me with a search +warrant. You have done this in my own library. If you will apologise, +and undertake not to enter these rooms again or to molest me here or +anywhere else, and if you will further undertake not yourself to +apply--or incite any one else to apply--for a warrant to search the +flat, I shall have pleasure in accompanying Gartside wherever he +chooses to go, unlocking any doors that may be locked, and offering +him every facility in inspecting every nook and cranny in these rooms. +As you may not accept verbal information even from him, I shall have +pleasure in extending my offer to Culling. The one will be able to +check the other." + +He blew three smoke-rings and waited for an answer. + +There was another moment of general discomfort. Nigel jibbed at the +idea of apologising, Gartside and Culling would have done anything to +avoid accepting the offer; from Philip's miserable fidgeting I could +see that he had been persuaded into coming against his better +judgment. For myself, I waited as a condemned man waits for the drop +to fall. It was bound to come in a few seconds' time, but--illogically +enough--I had ceased to dread it. My one fear was that Joyce should +betray herself by one of those pitiful moans that had mingled with my +dreams and vexed my sleep throughout the night. To this hour I can +remember thinking how horror-stricken I should be if that sound broke +out again. It had begun to get on my nerves.... The discovery itself +was inevitable; I could imagine no trick or illusion that would enable +the Seraph to steer his inquisitors past one of the principal rooms in +the flat. + +"I apologise for any offence I may have given, and I undertake all +that you ask." + +It was not gracefully done, but the Seraph accepted the words for the +spirit. + +"Come on, and let's get it over!" Culling exclaimed, jumping up and +cramming his hat on the back of his head. With sinking heart I saw the +three of them framed in the doorway, Gartside's huge form towering +over the other two. + +"Devilish sorry about the whole business," I heard him begin as the +door closed. It was opened again for a moment as the Seraph reminded +me where the drinks were kept, and suggested I should compound a +cocktail. Then it closed finally. + +Outside in the hall Culling added his contribution to the general +apology. + +"Come quietly," was all the Seraph would answer. "I hope she's +sleeping." + +Both men paused abruptly and gazed first at the Seraph and then at +each other. He returned their gaze unwaveringly, surprised apparently +that they should be surprised. Then he led them wide-eyed with +expectation across the hall; wide-eyed they watched him bend and +listen, tap and gently open a bedroom door. The nurse rose from her +chair at the bedside and placed a finger on her lips-- + +"Praise God, she's sleeping!" murmured Paddy Culling, with instinctive +reverence removing his hat. Gartside looked for a moment at the +flushed cheeks and parched lips, then turned away as the Seraph closed +the door. + +"Mustn't go back yet," he said. "We'd better look at one or two more +rooms just to fill in time." + +One of the shortest recorded councils of war was held in the bathroom. +Culling, with his quick, superficial sympathy had already made up his +mind, but Gartside stood staring out of the window with head bent and +hands locked behind his back, struggling and torn between an +unwillingness to hurt Joyce and a deep hungry desire to bring Sylvia +safely out of her unknown hiding-place. + +"You'll kill her if you move her," the Seraph remarked, +dispassionately but with careful choice of time. Gartside's foot +tapped the floor irresolutely. "Toby's engaged to marry her," he added +softly. + +With a sigh and a shrug of the shoulders Gartside turned to Culling, +nodded without speaking, and linked arms with the Seraph. + +"You're a good little devil," he said with a forced smile. "When this +poor girl's better, get her to say where Sylvia is. She'll tell you. +And let me know when the whole damned thing's straightened out. I'm +off to Bombay in ten days' time. And it isn't very cheerful going off +without knowing where Sylvia is. Now we've been out long enough," he +added in firm, normal tones. + +All three of us looked up quickly as the door opened. Culling's hat +was once more on his head, and he was trying to pull on a pair of +gloves and light a cigarette at the same time. + +"All over but the cheering," he began abruptly. "High and low we've +searched, and not found enough of a woman would make a man leave Eden, +and she the only woman in the world." + +"You've searched every room?" asked Nigel with a suspicious glance at +the Seraph. + +"Cellar to garret," answered Culling serenely, "and no living creature +but a pair of goldfinches, and one of them dead; unless you'd be +counting the buxom matron that the Seraph dashes my hopes by sayin' +has a taste for drink like the many best of us, and she married +already, and the mother of fourteen brace of twins and a good plain +cook into the bargain." + +Nigel picked up his papers and turned to Gartside for corroboration. + +"We searched every room," he was told, "and Miss Davenant's not here. +Seraph, we owe you...." + +The apology was cut short, as speaker and listeners paused to catch a +sound that floated through the silent hall and in at the open library +door. A long, troubled moaning it was, the sound I had heard all night +and dreaded all the morning. + +"I shall have to check the verbal information after all," said Nigel +as he put back his hat and papers on the table. + +"Where are you off to?" asked Gartside as he approached the door. + +"It seems I must search the house myself." + +"You undertook to accept our finding." + +"I thought I could trust you." + +"I have said Miss Davenant is not in these rooms," said Gartside in a +warning voice. + +"If you said it a hundred times I should still disbelieve you. Let me +pass, please." + +He raised a hand to clear himself a passage, but in physical strength +he had met more than his match. Seizing both wrists in one hand and +both ankles in the other, Gartside carried him like a child's doll +across the room to the open library window, thrust him through it, and +held him for ninety seconds stretched at arm's length three storeys +above the level of the street. The veins stood out on his forehead, +and I heard his voice rumbling like the distant mutter of thunder. + +"When I say a thing, Nigel, you have to believe me. The moon's of +green cheese if I tell you to believe it, and when I say Miss +Davenant's not in this flat, she's not and never has been, and never +will be. You see?" + +Stepping back from the window, he dropped his burden on a neighbouring +sofa. Nigel straightened his tie, brushed his clothes, and once more +gathered up his hat, his papers, and the remains of his dignity. + +"Culling says there is no woman but a cook in the house," he began, +with the studied tranquillity of an angry man. "He clearly lies. +Gartside says Miss Davenant is not in the flat. He probably lies, but +it is always possible that the sound we heard may have come from some +woman Aintree thinks fit to keep in his rooms. In either event, I do +not feel bound by the undertaking I have given." He pulled out a +note-book and pretended to consult it. "To-day's Wednesday. If my +sister and Sylvia have not been restored to their families by midday +on Monday, I shall apply for a warrant to have these rooms searched. +They will, of course, be watched in the interval. If Lord Gartside or +any other person presumes to lay a finger on me, I shall summon him +for assault." + +Pocketing the note-book he passed out of the flat with the air I +suspect Rhadamanthus of assuming, when he is leaving the court for the +luncheon interval, and has had a disagreeable morning with the +prisoners. Culling accompanied him to prevent a sudden bolt at a +suspicious-looking door, Philip followed with the Seraph, I brought up +the rear with Gartside. All of us were smarting with the Englishman's +traditional dislike of a "scene." + +"I never congratulated you on the Bombay appointment," I said, with +praiseworthy design of scrambling onto neutral territory. "How soon +are you off?" + +"Friday week," he answered. + +"It's little enough time--nine days." + +"Oh, I've known for some little while beyond that. It was only made +public to-day." + +"It's a pleasant post," I said reflectively. "In a tolerably pleasant +country. I shall probably come to stay with you; I'm forgetting what +India's like." + +"I wish you would," he said warmly. + +"How are you going? P. and O. I suppose?" + +"No, I shall go in my own yacht." + +Culling turned round to reprove me for my forgetfulness. + +"We Gartsides always take our own yachts when we cross the ocean to +take up our new responsibilities of Empire," he explained. + +"Where do you sail from?" I ask. "Marseilles?" + +"Southampton. Are you coming to see me off?" + +"I might. It depends whether I can get away. Half London will be +there, I suppose?" + +Candidly I cannot say whether my questions were prompted by what the +Seraph would call a sub-conscious plan of campaign. Gartside +undeniably thought they were, and met me gallantly. + +"I'm eating a farewell dinner every night till I sail," he said. Then, +sinking his voice, he added, "You know the yacht--she's roomy, and +there will be only my two aide-de-camps and myself. No one will be +seeing me off, because I haven't told them when I'm sailing. It's the +usual route--anywhere in the Mediterranean. But I can't sail before +Friday week." + +"I see. Well," I held out my hand, "if I _don't_ see you again, I'll +say good-bye." + +"Good-bye. Best of luck!" he answered, and waved a hand as I walked +back and rejoined the Seraph in the hall. + +He was so white that I expected every moment to see him faint, and his +clothes were wet with perspiration. I, who am not so fine-drawn, had +found the last hour a little trying. + +"You're going to bed in decent time to-night," I told him. "I'm going +to see Nurse, and find out if she knows of any one she can trust to +come and help her. And I'm going to keep you out of the sick-room at +the point of a bayonet if you've got one." + +I had expected a protest, but none came. He sat with closed eyes, +resting his head on his hand. + +"I suppose that will be best," he assented at last. + +"And now you're coming to get something to eat," I said, leading him +into the dining-room. + +"I'm not hungry," he complained. + +"But you're going to eat a great deal," I said, pushing him into his +chair and selecting a serviceable, sharp-pronged pickle-fork. + +After luncheon I had my usual siesta, prolonged rather beyond my usual +hour. It was five o'clock when I awoke, and I found the Seraph playing +with a sheet of paper. He had written "Thursday, Friday, Saturday, +Sunday, Monday" on it, and after "Monday," "12.0 P.M." + +"What's all this?" I asked. + +"Our days of grace." + +I added "Friday week" to the calendar. + +"If we can get Joyce well enough to move away from Nigel's damned +cordon of police," I said, "and if we can hide her somewhere till +Friday week, friend Gartside's yacht is going to solve a good many +problems." + +"It's not going to find Sylvia," he answered. + +That was unquestionably true. + +"I don't know how that's going to be managed," I said. + +We sat without speaking until dinner-time, and ate a silent dinner. At +eleven o'clock he left the room, changed out of his dress clothes into +a tweed suit, and put on a hat and brown walking boots. + +"Where are you off to?" I asked when he came back. + +"I'm going to find Sylvia." + +The expression in his eyes convinced me--if I wanted any +convincing--that the strain of the last few days had proved too much +for him. + +"Leave it till the morning," I said in the tone one adopts in talking +to lunatics and drunken men. + +"She wants me now." + +"A few hours won't make any difference," I urged. "You'll start +fresher if you have a night's rest to the good." + +The Seraph held out his hand. + +"Good-bye. You think I'm mad. I'm not. No more than I ever am. But +Sylvia wants me, and I must go to her." + +"Where is she?" I asked. + +"I don't know." + +"Then how are you going to find her?" + +"I don't know." + +"Well, where will you start looking?" + +"I don't know." + +He was already halfway across the hall. I balanced the rival claims of +Joyce and himself. She at least had a doctor and nurse, and a second +nurse was coming in the morning. He had no one. + +"Damn you, Seraph!" I said under my breath, and then aloud: "Wait a +bit and I'll come too." + +"Hurry up then!" he answered chafing visibly at the delay. + +I spoke a hurried word to the nurse, took a last look at Joyce, +changed my clothes and joined him on the landing. + +"Which way first?" I asked, and received the answer I might have +expected. + +"I don't know." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE SIXTH SENSE + + "There was no sound at all within the room. But ... he + saw a woman's face. + + "He saw it quite clearly for perhaps five seconds, the + face rising white from the white column of the throat, the + dark and weighty coronal of the hair, the curved lips + which alone had any colour, the eyes, deep and troubled, + which seemed to hint a prayer for help which they + disdained to make--for five seconds, perhaps, the illusion + remained, for five seconds the face looked out at him ... + lit palely, as it seemed, by its own pallor, and so + vanished." + + A.E.W. MASON: "Miranda of the Balcony." + + +Neither by inclination nor habit am I more blasphemous or foul-mouthed +than my neighbour, but I should not relish being ordered a year in +Purgatory for every occasion on which I repeated "Damn you, Seraph!" +in the course of the following nineteen or twenty hours. + +It was nearly midnight when we left Adelphi Terrace, and I had in my +own mind fixed one hour as the maximum duration of my patience or +willingness to humour a demented neurotic. Thirty minutes out, thirty +minutes back, and then the Seraph would go to bed, if I had to keep +him covered with my revolver. _En parenthse_, I wish I could break +myself of the habit of carrying loaded firearms by night. In the +settled, orderly Old Countries it is unnecessary; in the West it is +merely foolish. I should be the richer by the contents of six +chambers before I had time to draw on the quick, resourceful child of +a Western State.... Nevertheless, my revolver and I are inseparable. + +We started down the Strand, along the Mall, past Buckingham Palace, +and through Eaton Square to the Cadogan Estate. This was what I ought +to have expected, if I had had time to sort out my expectations. The +Seraph stood for a few minutes looking up at the Rodens' slumbering +house, and then walked slowly eastward into Sloane Street. + +"Shall we go back now?" I suggested, in the voice one uses to deceive +a child. + +"I'm not mad, Toby," he answered, like a boy repeating a lesson. "I +must find Sylvia." + +He wandered into Knightsbridge, hesitated, and then set out at an +uncertain three miles an hour along the border of the park towards +Kensington. I realized with a sinking heart that he was heading for +Chiswick. + +"Better leave it till the morning, Seraph," I urged, with a hand on +his shoulder. "She'll be in bed, and we mustn't disturb her." + +He shook me off, and wandered on--hands in pocket and eyes to the +ground. Twice I thought he would have blundered into an early +market-cart, but catastrophe was averted more by the drivers' resource +than any prudence on his own part. As we left Kensington and trudged +on through the hideous purlieus of Hammersmith, I began to visualize +our arrival at the Frulein's house, and my stammering, incoherent +apologies for my companion's behaviour. + +The deferential speech was not required. On entering Chiswick High +Street we should have turned to the right up Goldhawk Road, and then +taken the second or third turning to the left into Teignmouth +Terrace. The Seraph plodded resolutely on, looking neither to the +right nor left, through Hounslow, past the walls of Sion Park and the +gas-works of Brentford, into Colnbrook and open country. There was no +reason why he should not follow the great road as far as the Romans +had built it--and beyond. Night was lifting, and the stars paled in +the blue uncertain light of early dawn. + +I gripped him by the shoulders and made him look me in the face. + +"We're going back now," I said. + +"_You_ can." + +"You're coming with me." + +"I must find Sylvia." + +"If you'll come back now, I'll take you to her in the morning." + +"I'm not a child, Toby, and I'm not mad." + +"You're behaving as if you were both." + +"I must find Sylvia," he repeated, as though that were an answer to +every conceivable question. + +"If you're sane," I said, "you can appreciate the insanity of walking +from London to Bath in search of a girl who may be in Scotland or on +the Gold Coast for all you know. She's as likely to be in the Mile End +Road as on the Bath Road. Why not look there? It's nearer Adelphi +Terrace, at all events." + +He looked at me for a moment reproachfully, as though his last friend +had failed him, then turned and plodded westward.... + +"God's truth!" I cried. "Where are you off to?" + +"I must find Sylvia," he answered. + +"But where? Where?" + +"I don't know." + +"Why this God-stricken road rather than another?" + +"She came along here." + +"How do you know?" + +He raised his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders. + +"She did," was all he would answer. + +It was near Langley that I threatened him with personal injury. He had +quickened his pace and shot slightly ahead of me. I have never been of +a fleshy build, and with the exception of excessive cigar-smoking, my +tastes are moderate. On the other hand, I never take exercise save +under compulsion, or walk a mile if I can possibly ride, drive, or +fly. We had covered some twenty miles since leaving home, my feet +seemed cased in divers' boots, my mouth was parched with thirst, and I +was ravenously hungry. + +"Are you sane?" I asked, as I caught him up. + +"As sane as I ever am." + +"Then you will understand my terms. We are going to leave the main +road and walk straight to Langley Station. We are going to take the +first train back to town, and we are...." + +"You can," he interrupted. + +"You will come with me. Don't tell me you have to find Sylvia, because +it will be waste of breath. I have here a six-chambered revolver, +loaded. Unless you come to the station with me, here and now, I shall +empty one chamber into each of your legs. And if any one thinks I'm +murdering you, I shall say I'm in pursuit of a dangerous lunatic. And +when they see you, they'll believe me." + +He looked at me for perhaps half a second, and then walked on. It was, +I suppose, the answer I deserved. + +It came as a surprise to me when he accepted my breakfast proposition +at Slough. I put his assent down to sheer perversity, for I should +have breakfasted in any case. My mind was made up. I would ask him for +the last time to accompany me back to London, and if he refused I +would return to Adelphi Terrace and bed, leaving him to follow the +sun's path till he pitched head-foremost into the Bristol Channel.... + +I breakfasted unwashed, unshaven, dusty, at full length on a sofa in a +private room, simmering with grievance and irritability. + +"_Now_ then," I said, as I lit a cigar, threw the Seraph another, and +turned to a Great Western time-table. + +"I must be getting on," he answered, giving me back my cigar. + +"Just a moment," I said. "Up-trains, Sundays. Up-trains, week-days. +Ten-fifteen. Horses and carriages only. Ten-thirty; that'ull do me. +I'll walk with you as far as the cross-roads." + +I was so angry with myself and him that we parted without a word or +shake of the hand. I watched him striding westward in the direction of +Salt Hill, and carried my temper with me towards the station. The +first twenty yards were covered at a swinging, resolute pace, the +second more slowly. I was still far from the station when an absurd, +irritating sensation of shame brought me to a standstill. Mad, +unreasonable as I knew him to be, the more I thought of the Seraph, +the less I liked the idea of leaving him in his present state. The +sight of a garage, with cars for hire, decided me. I ordered one for +the day, with the option of renewing on the same terms as long as I +wanted it. + +"Take the money while you can get it," I warned the proprietor, with +the petulance of a tired man. "With luck you'll next hear of me from +the inside of a padded cell. Now!" I said to the driver, "listen very +carefully. I'm about as angry as a man can be. Here are two sovereigns +for yourself; take them, and say nothing, whatever language you may +hear me use. I want you to drive along the Bath Road until you see a +young man in a grey tweed suit walking along with his eyes on the +ground. You're to keep him in sight wherever he goes. _He's_ mad, and +_I'm_ mad, and _everybody's_ mad. Follow him, and address a remark to +me at your peril. I've been up all night, I've walked from London to +Slough, and I'm now going to sleep." + +My orders called forth not so much as the lift of an eyebrow. The +difference between eccentricity and madness may be measured in pounds +sterling. A rich man is never mad in England, unless, of course, his +heirs-at-law cast wistful glances at the pounds sterling. In that case +there will be an Inquisition and a report to the Masters.... My driver +left me to slumber undisturbed. + +I slept only in snatches. The car would run a mile, pass the Seraph, +pull up, wait, start forward and stop again. Once I invited him to +come aboard, but he shook his head. I dozed, and dreamed, and woke, +asking the driver what had come of our quarry. + +"He's following, sir," he told me. + +I was struck with an ingenious idea. + +"At the next cross-roads," I said, "turn off to the right or left, +drive a hundred yards and pull up. If he follows, we'll lead him round +in a circle and draw him back to London." + +We shot ahead, turned and waited. In time a dusty figure came in sight +trudging wearily on. At the cross-roads he came for a moment into full +view, and then passed out of sight along the Bath Road without so +much as throwing a glance in the direction of the car. + +"Damn you, damn you, damn you, Seraph!" I said, as I ordered the +driver to start once more in pursuit. + +At Taplow the dragging feet tripped and brought him down. Through a +three-cornered tear in the leg of his trousers I could see blood +flowing freely; his hands were cut and his forehead bruised, but he +once more rejected my offer of a seat in the car. Opposite Skindles he +stumbled again, but recovered himself and tramped on over the bridge, +into Maidenhead, and through the crowded, narrow High Street. +Passers-by stared at the strange, dusty apparition; he was too +absorbed to notice, I too angry to be resentful. + +It was as we mounted Castle Hill and worked forward towards Maidenhead +Thicket that I noticed his pace increasing. A steady four miles an +hour gave way to intermittent spells of running. I heard him panting +as he came alongside the car, and the rays of a July afternoon sun +brought beads of sweat to glisten dustily on his lips and forehead. + +"Wait here," I said to the driver as we came to the fringe of the +Thicket. To our right stretched the straight, white Henley Road; ahead +of us lay Reading and Bath. + +The Seraph trotted up, passed us without a word or look, and stumbled +on towards Reading. + +"Forward!" I said to the driver, and then countermanded my order and +bade him wait. + +Twenty yards ahead of us the Seraph had come to a standstill, and was +casting about like a hound that has overshot the scent. I watched him +pause, and heard the very whimper of a hound at fault. Then he walked +back to the fork of the road, gazed north-west towards Henley, and +stood for a moment on tiptoe with closed eyes, head thrown back and +arms outstretched like a pirouetting dancer. + +I waited for him to fall. I say "waited" advisedly, for I could have +done nothing to save him. I ought to have jumped out, called the +driver to my aid, tied hands and feet, and borne my prisoner back to +London and a madhouse. Throughout the night and morning, well into the +afternoon, I had cursed him for one lunatic and myself for another. My +own madness lay in following him instead of shrugging my shoulders and +leaving him to his fate. His madness ... as I watched the strained +pose of nervous alertness, I wondered whether he was so mad after all. + +With startling suddenness the rigid form relaxed, eyes opened, head +fell forward, arms dropped to the body. He ran fifty yards along the +road, hesitated, plunged blindly through a clump of low gorse bushes, +and fell prone in the middle of a grass ride. + +"Stop where you are!" I called to the driver as I ran down the road +and turned into the bridle-path. + +The Seraph was lying with one foot caught in a tangle of bracken. He +was conscious, but breathed painfully. I helped him upright, supported +him with an arm round the body, and tried to lead him back to the car. + +"This way!" he gasped, pointing down the ride. Half a mile away I +caught sight of a creeper-covered bungalow--picturesque, peaceful, +inanimate, but with its eastern aspect ruined by the presence of a new +corrugated iron shed. I judged it to be a garage by the presence of +green tins of motor spirit. + +"She's there--Sylvia!" he panted, slowly recovering his breath as we +walked down the bridle-path. "Go in and get her. Make them give her +up!" + +I looked at his torn, dusty clothes, his white face and dizzy eyes. At +the fork of the road I had come near to being converted. It was +another matter altogether to invade a strange house and call upon an +unknown householder to yield up the person of a young woman who ought +not to be there, who could only be there by an implied charge of +felonious abduction, who probably was not there, who certainly was not +there.... I am at heart conventional, decorous, sensitive to ridicule. + +"We can't," I said weakly. "It's a strange house; we don't know that +she's there; we might expose ourselves to an action for slander...." + +He walked to the gate of the garden, freed himself from the support of +my arm, and marched up to the front door. I took inglorious cover +behind a walnut-tree and heard him knock. There was a pause. A window +opened and closed; another pause, and the sound of feet approaching. +Then the door opened. + +"I have come for Miss Roden," I heard him say. + +"Roden? Miss Roden? No one of that name lives here." + +The voice was that of a woman, and I tried to catch sight of the face. +I had heard that voice before, or one suspiciously like it. + +"I will give you two minutes to produce Miss Roden." + +The answering voice quivered with sudden indignation. + +"You must be intoxicated. Take your foot out of the door and go away, +or I'll call a man and have you given in charge." + +The voice, rising in shrill, tremulous excitement, would have added +something more, but was silenced by a fit of coughing. I left my +walnut-tree, pushed open the gate, and arrived at the bungalow door +as the coughing ceased and a handkerchief dabbed furtively at a fleck +of bright red froth. + +"Miss Draper, I believe?" I said. + +She looked at me in surprise. + +"That is my name." + +"We met at Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square. Don't apologize +for not remembering me, we were never introduced. I just caught your +name. We have called...." + +"Is this person a friend of yours?" she asked, pointing a contemptuous +finger at the Seraph. + +"He is. We have called for Miss Roden." + +"She is not here." + +"One minute gone," said the Seraph, watch in hand. + +Miss Draper turned her head and called to some one inside the house. I +think the name was "John." + +"I am armed," I warned her. + +She paid no attention. + +"One minute and a half," said the Seraph. + +I put my hand out to cover the watch, and addressed Miss Draper. + +"I don't think you appreciate the strength of our position," I began. +"You are no doubt aware that the office of the _New Militant_ has been +raided; your friend Mrs. Millington has been arrested, and there is a +warrant out against your other friend, Miss Davenant." + +"They haven't caught her," said Miss Draper, defiantly. + +I could almost forgive her when I saw the look of doglike fidelity +that the mention of Joyce's name brought into her eyes. + +"Do you know where she is?" asked the Seraph. + +"I shan't say." + +"I think it probable that you do _not_ know," I answered. "Miss +Davenant is critically ill, and is lying at the present time in my +friend's flat." + +"You expect me to believe that?" + +"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. The flat is already +suspected and watched." + +"Why don't they search it?" + +"Because England is a corrupt country," I said, boldly inventing. "I +have what is called a friend at Court. Miss Davenant's sister--Mrs. +Wylton--is an old friend of mine, and I wish to spare her the pain of +seeing Miss Davenant arrested--in a critical condition--if it can be +avoided. My friend at Court has been persuaded to suspend the issue of +a search-warrant, if Miss Roden and the others are restored to their +families before midnight to-night. I may say in passing that if Miss +Davenant were arrested, tried and imprisoned, it would be no more than +she richly deserved. However, I do not expect you to agree with me. +Out of regard to Mrs. Wylton we have come down here. I need not say +how we found Miss Roden was being kept here----" + +"She is not." + +I sighed resignedly. + +"You wish Miss Davenant to be given up?" + +"You don't know where Miss Davenant is, and I do." + +It was bluff against bluff, but we could go on no longer on the old +lines. I produced my revolver as a guarantee of determination, +pocketed it once more, pushed my way past her as gently as I could, +waited for the Seraph to follow, and then closed the door. + +"I am now going to search the house," I told Miss Draper. "This is +your last chance. Tell me where Miss Roden is, and I will compound a +felony, and let you and every one else in the house escape. Put a +single obstacle in my way, and I will have the lot of you arrested. +Which is it to be?" + +She started to tell me again that Sylvia was not there. I made a step +across the room and saw her cover her face with her hands. The battle +was over. + +"Where is she?" I demanded, thanking God that it has not often been my +lot to fight with women. + +Miss Draper pointed to a door on the left of the hall; the key was in +the lock. + +"No tricks?" I asked. + +She shook her head. + +"You had better make yourself scarce." + +Even as I put my hand to the door she vanished into the back of the +house. I heard the sound of an engine starting, and rushed out to see +if I had even now been outwitted. The garrison was driving out hatless +and coatless, stripped of all honours of war; in the driving-seat sat +my friend the bearded priest of the Orthodox Church, his beard +somewhat awry. Miss Draper was beside him; there was no one else. + +I returned to the hall--where the Seraph was sleeping upright against +the wall--opened the door and entered a darkened room. As my eyes grew +accustomed to the subdued light, I traced the outline of a window, and +drew back the curtains. The sun flooded in, and showed me that I stood +in a bedroom. A table with an untasted meal stood against one wall; by +the other was a camp bedstead. At length on the bed, fully dressed but +blindfolded, gagged, and bound hand and foot, lay Sylvia Roden. + +I cut the cords, tore away the bandages, and watched her rise stiffly +to her feet. Then I shut the door and stood awkwardly at the window, +while she buried her face in her hands and sobbed. + +It was soon over, but she was the better for it. I watched her drink +three tumblers of water and seize a crust of dry bread. It appeared +that she had conducted a hunger-strike of her own for the last +twenty-four hours; and I think she looked it. Her face was white with +the whiteness of a person who has been long confined in a small, dark +room. A bruise over one temple showed that her captors had had to deal +with a woman of metal, and her wrists were chafed and cut with the +pressure of the cords. Worst of all was her change of spirit; the +voice had lost its proud ring of assurance, the dark eyes were +frightened. Sylvia Roden was almost broken. + +"You didn't expect to see me, Sylvia," I said, as I buttered the stale +crusts to make them less unappetizing. + +She shook her head without answering. + +"Did you think no one was ever coming?" + +She looked at me still with the frightened expression in her eyes. + +"No." + +The uncertainty of her tone made me wonder whom she had been +expecting. My question was answered before I could ask it. + +"How did you find me?" + +"The Seraph brought me here." + +Her pale cheeks took on a tinge of colour. + +"Where is he?" she asked. + +"Outside." + +"I must go to him!" she exclaimed, jumping up and then swaying +dizzily. + +I pressed her back into her chair. + +"Wait till you've had some food," I said, "and then I'll bring him +in." + +"But I don't want any more." + +"Sylvia," I said firmly, "if you're not a good girl we shan't rescue +you another time." + +She ate a few slices of bread and butter while I gave her an outline +of our journey down from London. Then we went out into the hall. The +Seraph had collapsed from his upright position, and was lying in a +heap with his head on the floor. I carried him out of the hall and +laid him on the bed in Sylvia's prison. His heart was beating, but he +seemed to have fallen into a deep trance. Sylvia bent down and kissed +the dusty forehead. Then her eyes fell on a faint red mark running +diagonally from one cheek-bone, across the mouth, to the point of the +chin. She had started crying again when I left the room in search of +brandy. + +I stayed away as long as I thought necessary to satisfy myself that +there were no other prisoners in the house. When I came back, the +tears were still wet on her cheeks, and she was bathing his face and +waiting for the eyes to open. + +"Your prison doesn't run to brandy," I told her. "We must get him to +Maidenhead, and I'll give him some there. I've got a car waiting about +half a mile away. Will you look after him while I fetch it?" + +"Don't be long," she said, with an anxious look at the white, still +face. + +"No longer than I can help. Here's a revolver in case any one wants to +abduct either of you. It's loaded, so be careful." + +I placed the revolver on the table and picked up my hat. + +"Sylvia!" I said at the door. + +"Yes?" + +"Can you be trusted to look after him properly?" + +She smiled for the first time since her release from captivity. + +"I think so," she said. Then the voice quavered and she turned away. +"He's rather precious." + +The car was brought to the door, and the driver--who, after all, had +been paid not to be surprised--looked on unemotionally as we carried +the Seraph on board. I occupied an uncomfortable little seat backing +the engine, while Sylvia sat in one corner and the Seraph was propped +up in the other. + +On the way back I was compelled to repeat _in extenso_ the whole story +of our search, from the hour we left Adelphi Terrace to the moment +when Miss Draper bolted with the Orthodox Church priest and I forced +my way into the darkened prison cell. + +Sylvia's face was an interesting study in expression as the narrative +proceeded. + +"But how could he _know_?" she asked in a puzzled tone when I had +ended. "You must explain that. I don't see how it's possible." + +"Madam, I have provided you with a story," I replied in the manner of +Dr. Johnson; "I am not obliged to provide you with a moral." + +As a matter of fact I had reversed the natural order, and given the +moral before the story. The moral was pointed when I drank a friendly +cup of tea in Cadogan Square; the day before she marked his cheek with +its present angry wale. + +Of course, if you point morals before there's a story to hang them +from, you must expect to see them disregarded. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +OR THE OBVIOUS ALTERNATIVE + + "If one puts forward an idea to a true Englishman--always + a rash thing to do--he never dreams of considering + whether the idea is right or wrong. The one thing he + considers of any importance is whether one believes it + oneself.... The inherited stupidity of the race--sound + English common sense...." + + OSCAR WILDE: "The Picture of Dorian Gray." + + +If the Seraph's quest for Sylvia was one of the strangest experiences +of my life, I count our return to London among its pleasantest +memories. Almost before I had time to cut the cords round her wrists +and ankles, I was telling myself that Joyce now lay free from the +menace of an inquisition at Adelphi Terrace. Thursday afternoon. She +had eight days to pick up sufficient strength for Maybury-Reynardson +to say I might smuggle her to Southampton and convey her on board the +S.Y. _Ariel_.... I hope I was not heartless or ungrateful in thinking +more of her than of the white, unconscious boy in front of me; there +was nothing more that I could do, and if there had been, Sylvia would +have forestalled me. + +I count the return a pleasant memory for the light it threw on +Sylvia's character. Passion and pride had faded out of her dark eyes; +I could no longer call her Queen Elizabeth; but she was very tender +and remorseful to the man she had injured. This was the Sylvia of an +Oxford summer evening; I could recognise her from the Seraph's +description. I treasure the memory because it was the only glimpse I +ever caught of this side of her character; when next we met--before +her last parting from the Seraph--she had gone back to the earlier +hard haughtiness, and though I loved Sylvia at all times, I loved her +least when she was regal. + +And lastly I dwell on this memory for the way she talked to me when my +tale was done. It was then she showed me the reverse side of her +relations with the Seraph, and filled in those spaces that the +manuscript narrative in Adelphi Terrace left blank. I remember most of +what she told me; their meetings and conversations, her deepening +interest, rising curiosity, growing attachment.... I had watched the +Sixth Sense as a spectator; she gave me her own curiosity--uneasiness-- +belief and disbelief--ultimate uncertainty. I realised then what it +must have meant to such a girl to find a man who was conscious of her +presence at a distance and could see the workings of her mind before +they were apparent to herself in any definite form. I learned to +appreciate the thrill she must have experienced on discovering a soul +in sympathy with her own restless, volatile, hungry spirit. + +I remember it all, but I will not be guilty of the sacrilege of +committing it to paper. No girl has ever spoken her heart to me as +Sylvia then spoke it; I am not sure that I want to be again admitted +to such confidences. It is all strange, and sad, and unsatisfactory; +but above all it is sacred. Her imprisonment had taken the fire out of +Sylvia's blood; and her meeting with the Seraph had worked on her +emotions. At another time she would have been more reticent. As after +our return from Oxford, I sometimes think we were punished by an +extreme of cold for having been injudiciously admitted to bask in an +extreme of heat. That is the way with the English climate, and with a +certain number of reserved, proud girls who grow up under its +influence.... + +I dropped Sylvia at Cadogan Square without going in, and carried the +Seraph straight back to Adelphi Terrace. Maybury-Reynardson was paying +Joyce an evening visit; the report was satisfactory so far as it went, +but indicated that we must exercise great patience before a complete +cure could be expected. I asked--on a matter of life and +death--whether she could be moved in a week's time. He preferred to +give no opinion, and reminded me that I must not attempt to see or +speak to the patient. Then I turned him over to the Seraph, ordered +myself some dinner, and went to bed. + +In the morning a telephone message informed me that Arthur Roden would +like us both to go round to Cadogan Square. I answered that it was out +of the question so far as the Seraph was concerned; and it was not +till late on the Saturday afternoon that I felt justified in letting +him get out of bed and accompany me. He still looked perilously white +and ill, and though one strain had been removed by the discovery of +Sylvia, and another by the departure of the search-warrant bogey, I +could see no good purpose in his being called in to assist at an +affecting reconciliation, and having to submit to a noisy chorus of +congratulation. + +We were spared both. I suppose I shall never know the true reason for +the reception that awaited us, but I distribute the responsibility in +equal shares between Lady Roden and Nigel Rawnsley. And of course I +have to keep reminding myself that I had been present at the search, +while they were not; that they were plain, matter-of-fact +materialists with a rational cause for every effect, while I--well, I +put myself out of court at once by asking them to believe in an +absurdity called a Sixth Sense. + +I find it hard, however, to forgive Nigel his part in the scene that +followed; so far as I can see he was actuated first by jealousy on +Sylvia's account, secondly by personal venom against the Seraph as a +result of the unauthorised search-party, and lastly by the obstinate +anger of a strong-willed, successful egoist, who has been driven to +dwell even temporarily in the shade of unsuccess. Lady Roden, it must +never be forgotten, had to sink the memory of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, and the quarterings and armorial devices of an entire +Heralds' College, before she could be expected to do justice to a man +like the Seraph. + +We were shown into the library, and found Arthur, Nigel and Philip +seated before us like the Beasts in Revelation. Lady Roden and Sylvia +entered later and sat to one side. There was much bowing and no +hand-shaking. + +The story of the search was already known--Sylvia had told it as soon +as she got home, probably in my own words; and in the first, fine, +careless rapture, I have no doubt she had spoken of the Seraph in the +strain I had heard in the car. If this were the case, Lady Roden's +eyes must have been abruptly and painfully opened. I felt sorry for +her. Rutlandshire Morningtons frowned sour disfavour from the walls at +the possibility of her daughter--with her daughter's faith and +wealth--allying herself with an infidel, unknown, relationless vagrant +like Lambert Aintree. Rationalism in the person of Nigel Rawnsley was +called in to discredit the story of the search and save Sylvia from +squandering herself on a common adventurer. + +"You remember the terms of our agreement last Wednesday?" he began. "I +undertook to suspend application for a search warrant...." + +"If we discovered Sylvia," I said. "Yes?" + +"And my sister Mavis." + +I hope Nigel did not see my jaw drop. Save for the moment when I +looked casually through the other rooms in the Maidenhead bungalow I +had completely forgotten the Mavis stipulation. Every plan and hope I +had cherished in respect of Joyce had been cherished in vain. + +"The time was to expire on Monday, at noon," said the Seraph. + +"Exactly. I thought I would remind you that only half the undertaking +had been carried out. That is all." + +Nigel would make an admirable proctor; he is to the manner born. I had +quite the old feeling of being five shillings the poorer for straying +round the streets of Oxford at night without academical dress. + +I caught the Seraph's eye and made as if to rise. + +"One moment," said Arthur. "There is a good deal more to come." + +I folded my arms resignedly. Any one may lecture me if it amuses him +to do so, but the Seraph ought to have been in bed instead of having +to submit to examination by an old K.C. + +"The question is a good deal wider," Arthur began. "You, Aintree, are +suspected of harbouring at your flat a woman who is wanted by the +police on a most serious charge...." + +"I thought we'd cleared all this up on Wednesday," I said, with an +impatient glance at Nigel. + +"No arrangement you may have made on Wednesday is binding on me." + +"It was binding on your son, who sits on one side of you," I said, +"and on Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, who sits on the other." + +Arthur drew himself up, no doubt unconsciously. + +"As a Minister of the Crown I cannot be a party to any connivance at +crime." + +"Philip and Nigel," I said. "As sons of Ministers of the Crown, I hope +you will take that to heart." + +"What I have to say----" Arthur began. + +"One moment!" I interrupted. "Are you speaking as a Minister of the +Crown or a father of a family? Sylvia's been restored to you as the +result of your son and Nigel conniving at what you hope and believe to +be a crime. You wouldn't have got her back without that immoral +compromise." + +"The flat would have been searched," said Nigel. + +"It was. Paddy and Gartside searched it and declared themselves +satisfied...." + +"They lied." + +"Will you repeat that to Gartside?" I asked invitingly. "I fancy not. +They searched and declared themselves satisfied. I offered to show the +detectives round ten minutes after--by all accounts--this woman ought +to have taken refuge there. Anybody could have searched it if they'd +approached the owner properly." + +He ignored my implied reproof and stuck to his guns. + +"There was a woman there when Gartside said there was not." + +"Gartside only said Miss Davenant wasn't there." + +It was the Seraph speaking, slowly and almost for the first time. His +face flushed crimson as he said it. I could not help looking at +Sylvia; I looked away again quickly. + +"There was _some_ woman there, then?" said Nigel. + +My cue was plain, and I took it. + +"Miss Davenant is the only person whose name is before the house," I +interposed. "Gartside said she was not there. Were you satisfied, +Phil? I thought so. It's no good asking you, Nigel; you won't be +satisfied till you've searched in person, and that you can't do till +after Monday. Every one who agreed to Wednesday's compromise is bound +by it till Monday midday. If after that Nigel _still_ thinks it worth +while to conduct Scotland Yard over the flat, of course we shan't +attempt to stop him. As for any one who was not present or personally +bound by Wednesday's compromise, that is to say, you, Arthur--do you +declare to win by 'Father of a Family' or 'Minister of the Crown'? You +must take one or the other." + +"The two are inseparable," he answered shortly. + +"You must contrive to separate them. If you declare 'Father of a +Family,' you must hold yourself bound by Phil's arrangement. If you +declare 'Minister of the Crown,' you oughtn't to have profited by the +compromise, you oughtn't to have allowed us to restore Sylvia to you. +Common schoolboy honour tells you that. Incidentally, why haven't you +had the flat searched already? As a Minister of the Crown, you +know...." + +If my heart had not been beating so quickly, I should have liked to +study their faces at leisure. The history of the last two days was +written with tolerable clearness. Nigel had told Arthur--and possibly +his own father--the story of his visit to Adelphi Terrace; he had +hinted sufficient to incite one or both to take the matter up +officially. Then Philip had intervened and depicted himself as bound +in honour to take no step until the expiration of the armistice. Their +faces told a pretty tale of "pull devil, pull baker," with Nigel at +the head, Philip at the feet, and Arthur twisting and struggling +between them. + +I had no need to ask why the flat had not yet been searched, but I +repeated my question. + +"And when _are_ you going to search it?" I added. + +Arthur attempted a compromise. + +"If you will give me your word...." he began. + +"Not a bit of it!" I said. "Are you bound or are you not? Sylvia's in +the room to settle any doubts on the subject." + +He yielded after a struggle. + +"I will take no steps to search the flat until after midday on Monday, +provided Mavis is restored by then." + +I made another attempt to rise, but Arthur waved me back into my seat. + +"I have not finished yet. As you point out, Sylvia is in the room. I +wish to know how she got here, and I wish still more to know how she +was ever spirited away in the first instance." + +"I know nothing about the getting away. She may be able to throw light +on that. Hasn't she told you how we found her?" + +"She has given me your version." + +"Then I don't suppose I can add anything to it." + +"You might substitute a story that would hold a little more water." + +"I am afraid I am not naturally inventive." + +"Since when?" + +His tone told me that I had definitely lost Arthur as a friend--which +was regrettable, but if I could play the part of whetstone to his +repartee I was content to see him draw profit from the _dbris_ of our +friendship. + +"It is only fair to say that you and Aintree are regarded with a good +deal of suspicion," he went on. "Apart from the question of the +flat...." + +"Not again!" I begged. + +"I have not mentioned the report of the officers who watched Miss +Davenant's house in...." + +"Nigel has," I interrupted. "_Ad nauseam._ My interview was apparently +very different from their report. Suppose we have them in?" + +"They are not in the house." + +"Then hadn't we better leave them out of the discussion? What else are +we suspected of?" + +Arthur traced a pattern on the blotting-pad, and then looked up very +sternly. + +"Complicity with the whole New Militant campaign." + +I turned to the Seraph. + +"This is devilish serious," I said. "Incitement to crime, three +abductions, more in contemplation. I shouldn't have thought it to look +at you. Naughty boy!" + +Arthur was really angry at that. I knew it by his old habit of growing +red behind the ears. + +"You appear to think this is a fit subject for jesting," he burst out. + +"I laugh that I may not weep," I said. "A charge like this is rather +upsetting. Have you bothered about any evidence?" + +"You will find there is perhaps more evidence than you relish. Apart +from your intimacy with Miss Davenant...." + +"She's a very pretty woman," I interrupted. + +"...you have successfully kept one foot in either camp. You were +present when Rawnsley told me of the abduction of Mavis, and added +that the matter was being kept secret. Miss Davenant at once +published an article entitled 'Where is Miss Rawnsley?'" + +"If she really abducted the girl, she'd naturally notice it was being +kept quiet," I objected. + +"On the day after Private Members' time had been appropriated, +Jefferson's boy disappeared; Miss Davenant must have been warned in +time to have her plans laid. She referred to my midland campaign, and +had an accomplice lying in wait for my daughter with a car, the same +day that Rawnsley made his announcement that there would be no autumn +session." + +"You will find all this on the famous Time Table," I reminded him. + +"She got her information from some one who knew the arrangements of +the Government." + +"I'm surprised you continued to know me," I said, and turned to the +Seraph. "It's devilish serious, as I said before, but it seems to be +my funeral." + +Arthur soon undeceived me. + +"You are both equally incriminated. Aintree, is it not the case that +on one occasion in Oxford and another in London, you warned my +daughter that trouble was in store for her?" + +The Seraph had been sitting silent and with closed eyes since his +single intervention. He now opened his eyes and bowed without +speaking. + +"I suggest that you knew an attempt would be made to abduct her?" + +"No." + +"You are quite certain?" + +"Quite." + +"Then why the warning?" + +"I knew trouble was coming; I didn't know she would be abducted." + +"What form of trouble did you anticipate?" + +"No form in particular." + +"Why trouble at all?" + +"I knew it was coming." + +"But how?" + +He hesitated, and then closed his eyes wearily. + +"I don't know." + +Arthur balanced a quill pen between the first fingers of both hands. + +"On Wednesday last your rooms were visited, and the question of a +search-warrant raised. You obtained a promise that the warrant would +not be applied for if my daughter and Miss Rawnsley were restored +within five days. Did you know at that time where they were?" + +"No." + +"When did you find out?" + +"I don't know where Miss Rawnsley is. I didn't know where your +daughter was till we came to the house." + +"We none of us know our hats are in the hall till we look to make +certain," Nigel interrupted; "but you found her?" + +"Yes." + +"No one told you where she was?" Arthur went on. + +"No." + +"Then how did you find her?" + +"I believe she has told you." + +"She has given me Merivale's version. I want yours." + +"I don't know." + +"How did you start?" + +"She's told you. I walked out of the house, and went on till I found +her." + +"How did you know where to look?" + +"I didn't." + +"It was pure coincidence that you should walk some thirty miles, +passing thousands of houses, and walk straight to the right house--a +house you didn't know, a house standing away from any main road? This +was pure coincidence?" + +"I knew she was there." + +"I think you said you didn't know till you got there. Which do you +mean?" + +"I felt sure she _was_ there." + +"You felt that when you left London?" + +"I knew she was in that direction. That's how I found the way." + +"No one had told you where to look?" + +"No." + +"Of the scores of roads out of London, you took just the right one. Of +the millions of houses to the west of London you chose the right one. +You ask me to believe that you walked thirty miles, straight to the +right house, because you knew, because you 'felt' she was there?" + +"I ask you to believe nothing." + +"You make that task quite easy. I suggest that when you were given +five days' grace you went to some person who knew of my daughter's +whereabouts, and got the necessary information?" + +"No." + +Arthur retired from the examination with a smile of +self-congratulation, and Nigel took up the running. + +"Do you know where my sister is?" + +"No." + +"Can you--er--_feel_ where she is?" + +"No." + +"Can you walk from this house and find her?" + +"No." + +"How soon will you be able to do so?" + +With eyes still closed, the Seraph shook his head. + +"Never, unless some one tells me where she is." + +"Is any one likely to, before Monday at noon?" + +"No." + +"Then how do you propose to find her?" + +"I don't." + +"You know the consequences?" + +"Yes." + +Nigel proceeded to model himself on his leader with praiseworthy +fidelity. + +"I suggest that the person who told you where to look for Miss Roden +is no longer available to tell you where to look for my sister?" + +"No one told me where to look for Miss Roden." + +"But you found her, and you can't find my sister?" + +"That is so." + +"You suggest no reason for the difference?" + +For an instant the Seraph opened his eyes and looked across to Sylvia. +Had she wished, she could have saved him, and his eyes said as much. +I, too, looked across and found her watching him with the same +expression that had come over her face when he suggested the +possibility of a woman being hidden in his rooms the previous +Wednesday morning. + +"I suggest no reason," he said at last. + +Nigel's examination closed, and I thought it prudent to ask for a +window to be opened and water brought for the Seraph. Sylvia's eyes +melted in momentary compassion. I walked over and sat beside her at a +discreet distance from her mother. + +"Not worth saving, Sylvia?" I asked. + +A sceptical chin raised itself in the air, but the eyes still believed +in him. + +"How did they get hold of me?" she asked, "and how did he find me? How +_could_ he, if he didn't know all along?" + +"Remember Brandon Court," I said. + +"Why didn't he mention it?" + +I pointed to the Bench. + +"My dear child, look at them! Why not talk higher mathematics to a +boa-constrictor?" + +"If he can't make them believe it, why should I?" + +"Because you _know_." + +"What?" + +"Everything. You know he's in love with you, and you're in love with +him." + +"I'm not!" + +Her voice quivered with passion; there was nothing for it but a bold +stroke. And one risk more or less hardly mattered. + +"Can you keep a secret, Sylvia?" + +"It depends." + +"No. Absolutely?" + +"All right." + +I lowered my voice to a whisper. + +"There _was_ a woman in his rooms last Wednesday, and she is the woman +I am engaged to marry." + +Her look of scorn was caused less by concern for my morals than by +pity for my simplicity in thinking she would believe such a story. + +"I don't believe it." + +"You must. It's your last chance. If you let him go now, you'll lose +him for ever, and I'm not going to let you blight your life and his, +if I can stop it. You must make up your mind now. Do you believe me?" + +Her expression of scorn had vanished and given place to one of painful +perplexity. + +"I'm not...." + +"Do you believe me, Sylvia?" + +She hesitated in an agony of indecision, until the moment was lost. +The water had arrived, and Arthur was dismissing me from the Presence. + +"You're not going to arrest us, then?" I said. + +"I reserve perfect freedom of action," he answered, in the Front Bench +manner. + +"Quite right," I said. "I only wish you'd reserved the inquisition +till this boy was in a better state to receive it. Would it interfere +with your liberty of action if I asked you to say a word of thanks +either to Aintree, myself, or both? I believe it is usual when a man +loses his daughter and has her restored to him." + +A few minutes more would have tried my temper. Arthur sat down again +at his table, opened a drawer, and took out a cheque-book. + +"According to your story it was Aintree who was chiefly instrumental +in making the discovery?" + +"That was the lie we agreed on," I said. + +Arthur wrote a cheque for two thousand pounds, and handed it to the +Seraph with the words-- + +"That, I think, clears all obligations between us." + +"Except that of manners," I exclaimed. "The House of Commons----" + +But he had rung the bell, and was tidying his papers into neat, +superfluous bundles. + +Philip had the courage to shake me by the hand and say he hoped to see +me again soon. I am not sufficiently cynical to say it was prompted by +the reflection that Gladys was my niece, because he was every whit as +cordial to the Seraph. + +I shook hands with Sylvia, and found her watching the Seraph fold and +pocket the two thousand pound cheque. + +"He's taking it!" she said. + +"Your father should have been ashamed to make the offer. It serves him +right if his offer's accepted. Don't blame the Seraph. If Nigel and +your father proceed on the lines they've gone on this afternoon, one +or both of us will have to cut the country. The Seraph's not made of +money; he'll want all he can lay hands on. Now then, Sylvia, it's two +lives you're playing with." + +She had not yet made up her mind, and indecision chilled the warmth of +her eyes and the smile on her lips. I watched the effort, and wondered +if it would suffice for the Seraph. Then question and answer told +their tale. + +"When shall we see you again?" I heard her ask as I walked to the +door. + +"I can hardly say," came the low reply. "I'm leaving England shortly. +I shall go across India, and spend some time in Japan--and then visit +the Islands of the South Seas. It's a thing I've always wanted to do. +After that? I don't know...." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY + + "The instant he entered the room it was plain that all + was lost.... + + "'I cannot find it,' said he, 'and I must have it. Where + is it?... Where is my bench?... Time presses; and I must + finish those shoes.' + + "They looked at one another, and their hearts died within + them. + + "'Come, come!' said he, in a whimpering miserable way: + 'let me get to work. Give me my work.' + + "...Carton was the first to speak: + + "'The last chance is gone: it was not much....'" + + CHARLES DICKENS: "A Tale of Two Cities." + + +As I helped the Seraph out of the house and into a taxi, I was trying +to string together a few words of sympathy and encouragement. Then I +looked at his face, and decided to save my breath. Physically and +mentally he was too hard hit to profit by any consolation I could +offer. As a clumsy symbol of good intention I held out my hand, and +had it gripped and retained till we reached Adelphi Terrace. + +"Never mind me," he said, in a slow, sing-song voice, hesitating like +a man speaking an unfamiliar language. "It's you and Joyce we've got +to consider." + +"Don't worry your head, Seraph," I said. "We'll find a way out. You've +got to be quiet and get well." + +"But what are you going to do?" + +"I've no idea," I answered blankly. + +The Seraph sighed and lifted his feet wearily on to the seat opposite. + +"You played that last hand well, Toby. I'm afraid you'll have to go on +playing without any support from me. I'm dummy, I'm only good for two +possible tricks." + +I waited to see the hand exposed. + +"I can't find Mavis," he went on. "You see that?" + +"I do." + +"You must ask Joyce to tell you. She spoke a few words this morning, +and she's getting stronger. If she refuses ... but she won't if you +ask her." + +"If she does?" + +"You must go on bluffing Nigel. He doesn't know who's in the flat, and +old Roden doesn't know either. They'd have searched three days ago, +they'd have arrested us to-day on suspicion if they hadn't been afraid +of making fools of themselves. Keep bluffing, Toby. The keener you are +to get the search over and done with, the more they'll be afraid of a +mare's nest." The words trailed off in a sigh. "If there's anything I +can do I'll do it, but I'm afraid you'll find me pretty useless." + +"You're going quietly to bed for forty-eight hours," I told him. + +He raised no protest, and I heard him murmur, "Saturday night. Sunday +night. Monday night. It'll be all over then, one way or the other." + +On reaching the flat I carried him upstairs, ordered some soup, and +smoked a cigarette in the hall. Maybury-Reynardson was completing his +evening inspection, and when he came out I asked for the bulletin. + +"It's in the right direction," he told me, "but very, very slow. The +mind's working back to normal whenever she wakes, and she's been +talking a little. I'm afraid you must go on being patient." + +"Could she answer a question?" + +"You mustn't ask any." + +"I'm afraid it's absolutely necessary." + +"What d'you want to know?" + +"The police will search this flat on Monday if we don't find out +before then where Miss Rawnsley was taken to when she disappeared." + +Maybury-Reynardson shook his head. + +"You mustn't think of bothering her with questions of that kind. If +you did, I don't suppose she could help you." + +"But you said the mind was normal?" + +"Working back to normal. Everything's there, but she can't put it in +order. The memory larder is full, but her hands are too weak to lift +things down from the shelves." + +"It's a matter of life and death," I urged. + +"If it was a matter of eternal salvation I doubt if she could help +you. Do you dream? Well, could you piece together the fragments of all +you dreamt last night? You might have done so a moment after waking, +little pieces may come back to you when some one suggests the right +train of thought. That's Miss Davenant's condition. To change the +parallel, her eyes can see, but they see 'through a glass darkly.'" + +I thought the matter over while he was examining and prescribing for +the Seraph. + +"We're in a tight corner, Seraph," I said when he had gone. "I don't +see any other way out, I'm going to take the responsibility of +disobeying him." + +He offered no suggestion, and I walked to the door of Joyce's room and +put my fingers to the handle. Then I came back and made him open his +eyes and listen to me. + +"I'll take the blame," I said; "but will you see if you can make her +understand? She's known you longer." + +It was not the true reason. When I reached the door I was smitten with +the fear that she would not recognise me, and my nerve failed. + +We explained our intentions to a reluctant nurse; I fidgeted outside +in the hall and heard the Seraph walk up to the bedside and ask Joyce +how she was. + +"I'm better, thanks," she answered. "Let me see, do I know you?" There +was a weak laugh. "I should like to be friends with you, you've got +such nice eyes." + +The Seraph took her hand and asked if she knew any one named Mavis +Rawnsley. + +"Oh, yes, I know her. Her father's the Prime Minister. Mavis, yes, I +know her." + +"Do you know where she is?" + +"Mavis Rawnsley? She was at the theatre last night. What theatre was +it? She was in the stalls, and I was in a box. Who else was there? +Were you? She was with her mother. Where is she now? Yes, I know Miss +Rawnsley well." + +"Do you know where she is now?" + +"I expect she's at the theatre." + +She closed her eyes, and the Seraph came back to the door, shaking his +head. I tiptoed into the room, looked round the screen and watched +Joyce smiling in her sleep. As I looked, her eyes opened and met mine. + +"Why, I know you!" she exclaimed. "You're my husband. You took me to +the theatre last night, when we saw Mavis Rawnsley. We were in a box, +and she was in the stalls. Some one wanted to know where Mavis was. +Tell them we saw her at the theatre, will you?" + +She held out her hand to me; I bent down, kissed her forehead, and +crept out of the room. The Seraph was lying on the bed we had made up +for him in my room. I helped him to undress, and retired to the +library with a cigar--to forget Joyce and plan the bluffing of Nigel. + +My first act was to get into communication with Paddy Culling on the +telephone. + +"Will you do me another favour?" I began. "Well, it's this. I want you +to get hold of Nigel and take him to lunch or dine to-morrow--Sunday--at +the Club. Let me know which, and the time. When you've finished eating, +lead him away to a quiet corner--the North Smoking Room or the +Strangers' Card Room. Hold him in conversation till I come. I shall +drop in accidentally, and start pulling his leg. You can help, but do +it in moderation; we mustn't make him savage--only uncomfortable. You +understand? Right." + +Then I went to bed. + +On Sunday morning I started out in the direction of Chester Square, +and made two discoveries on the way. The first was that our house was +being unceasingly watched by a tall Yorkshireman in plain clothes and +regulation boots; the second, that the Yorkshireman was in his turn +being intermittently watched by Nigel Rawnsley. His opinion of the +Criminal Investigation Department must have been as low--if not as +kindly--as my own. On two more occasions that day I found him engaged +on a flying visit of inspection--to keep Scotland Yard up to the +Rawnsley mark and answer the eternal question that Juvenal propounded +and Michael Roden amended for his own benefit and mine at Henley. + +Elsie received me with anxious enquiries after her sister. I gave a +full report, propounded my plan of campaign, and was rewarded by being +shown the extensive and beautiful contents of her wardrobe. I should +never have believed one woman could accumulate so many clothes; there +seemed a dress for every day and evening of the year, and she could +have worn a fresh hat each hour without repeating herself. My own rule +is to have one suit I can wear in a bad light, and four that I cannot. +With hats the practice is even simpler; I flaunt a new one until it is +stolen, and then wear the changeling until a substitute of even +greater seediness has been supplied. My instincts are conservative, +and my hats more symbolical than decorative; for me they typify the +great, sad law that every change is a change for the worse. + +My only complaint against Elsie was that her wardrobe contained too +much of what university authorities would call the "subfuse" element. +The most conspicuous garments I could find were a white coat and +skirt, white stockings and shoes, black hat and veil, and heliotrope +dust coat. I am no judge whether they looked well in combination, but +I challenge the purblind to say they were inconspicuous. To my eyes +the _tout ensemble_ was so striking that I laid them on a chair and +gazed in wondering admiration until it was time to call up Gartside +and warn him that I stood in need of luncheon. + +Carlton House Terrace had a depressing, derelict appearance that +foreboded the departure of its lord. All the favourite pictures and +ornaments seemed to have been stowed away in preparation for India, +neat piles of books were distributed about the library floor, and +every scrap of paper seemed to have been tidied into a drawer. We sat +down a pleasant party of three, and I made the acquaintance of +Gartside's cousin and aide-de-camp, Lord Raymond Sturling. An +agreeable fellow he seemed, who put himself and his services entirely +at my disposal in the event of my deciding to come for a part or all +of the way. I could only avail myself of his offer to the extent of +sending him to see if Mountjoy's villa at Rimini was still in the +market, and if so what his figure was for giving me immediate +possession. + +Gartside himself was as hospitable as ever in offering me every +available inch on the yacht for the accommodation of myself and any +friends I might care to bring with me. I ran through the list and +found myself wondering if Maybury-Reynardson could be persuaded to +come. I had hardly known him long enough to call him a friend, but he +had gone out of his way to oblige me in coming to attend Joyce, and on +general principles I think most big London practitioners are the +better for a few days at sea at the close of the London season. + +I called round in Cavendish Square for a cup of tea, and told him he +was pulled down and in need of a change. + +"Look at the good it did my brother," I said. "Just to Marseilles and +back. Or if you'll come to Genoa and overland to Rimini, I shall be +very glad to put you up for as long as you can stay. It's Gartside's +own yacht, and I'm authorised by him to invite whom I please. He's a +capital host, and you'll be done to a turn. The only fault I have to +find with his arrangements is that he carries no doctor, and I'm +sufficiently middle-aged to be fussy on a point like that. Anybody +taken ill, you know, anybody coming on board ill, and it would be +devilish awkward. I shall insist on a doctor. He'll be Gartside's +guest, but I shall pay his fees, of course, and he can name his own +figure. What do you think of the idea? We shall be to all intents and +purposes a bachelor party." + +When Maybury-Reynardson's name was first mentioned to me on the +evening of Joyce's flight, the Seraph had justly described him as a +"sportsman." Under the grave official mask I could see a twinkling eye +and a flickering smile. + +"It depends on one case of nervous breakdown that I've got on hand at +present," he said. "If my patient's well enough...." + +"She's got to be," I said. + +"When do you sail?" + +"Friday." + +"You can't make it later?" + +"Absolutely impossible." + +"This is Sunday. I'll tell you when we're a little nearer the day." + +"She must be moved on Thursday afternoon." + +"Must? Must?" he repeated with a smile. "Whose patient is she?" + +"Whose wife's she going to be?" I asked in my turn. + +"I suppose it'll be pretty hot," he said. "First week in August. I +must get some thin clothes." + +"Include them in the fee," I suggested. + +"Damn the fee!" he answered, as we walked to the door. + +Paddy Culling had arranged to give Nigel his dinner at eight. I had +comfortable time to dress and dine at Adelphi Terrace, and nine-thirty +found me wandering round the Club in search of company. + +"Praise heaven for the sight of a friendly face!" I exclaimed as I +stumbled across Paddy and Nigel in the North Smoking Room. + +"Where was ut ye dined?" asked Paddy, as I pulled up a chair and rang +for cigars. To a practised ear his brogue was an eloquent war signal. + +"In the sick-house," I told him, "Adelphi Terrace." + +"Is ut catching?" he inquired. "It's not for my own self I'm asking, +but Nigel here. I owe ut to empire and postherity to see he runs no +risks." + +I reassured him on the score of posterity. + +"He's just knocked up and over-tired," I said, "and I'm keeping him in +bed till Wednesday or Thursday." + +"Then he'll not be walking ye into the Lake District to find Miss +Mavis for the present," Paddy observed with an eye on Nigel. + +"He'll be walking nowhere till Wednesday at earliest," I said with +great determination. + +Paddy cut a cigar, and assumed an air of dissatisfaction. + +"I'd have ye remember the days of grace," he grumbled. + +I shrugged my shoulders without answering. + +"Where's me pound of flesh?" he demanded. "Manin' no disrispec' to +Miss Mavis," he added apologetically to Nigel. + +"I'm afraid I can't help you to find her," I said. + +"Can the Seraph?" + +"I don't suppose so. In any case he can do nothing for the present." + +Paddy returned to his cigar and we smoked in silence till Nigel picked +up the threads where they had been dropped. + +"You say Aintree's ill," he began cautiously. "If I were disposed to +regard the time of illness as so many _dies non_, would he be in a +position to find my sister by the end of the week?" + +"Frankly, I see no likelihood." + +"It's an extra five days." + +"What good can they do? Or five weeks for that matter?" + +"You should know best." + +"I have no more idea where your sister is than you have, and no better +means of finding out." + +"And Aintree?" + +"In speaking for myself, I spoke for him. If he knew or had any means +of finding out he'd tell me." + +Paddy flicked the ash off his cigar and entered the firing line. + +"When the days of grace have expired, ye'll have yer contract +unfulfilled?" + +"And we shall be prepared to face the consequences." + +"Och, yer be damned! Is the Seraph?" + +"He can't help himself." I had sowed sufficient good seed and saw no +profit in staying longer. "I shall see you both to-morrow at noon?" + +"Not me," said Paddy. "I've searched the place once." + +"You, Nigel?" + +"If I think fit," he answered loftily. + +"I only ask, because you mustn't worry the Seraph. You can search his +rooms, but you mustn't try to cross-question him. He's not equal to +it." + +"I think you'd be wise to accept the extension of time." + +"My dear man, what's the good? If we can't find your sister, we can't. +Saturday's no better than Monday. As Monday was the original time, +you'd better stick to it and get your search over." + +"If Aintree's ill...." + +"Humbug! Nigel," I said. "If you believe we're harbouring a criminal, +it's your duty to verify your belief. If you think you can teach +Scotland Yard its business, bring your detectives and prove your +superior wisdom. Bring 'em to-morrow; bring 'em to-night if you like, +and as many as you can get. The more there are," I said, turning at +the door to fire a last shot, "the more voices will be raised in +thanksgiving for Nigel Rawnsley." + +The following morning I just mentioned to the Seraph that we need +expect no search-party that day, and then went on to complete certain +other arrangements. Raymond Sturling called in on the Tuesday morning +to report his success in the negotiations for Mountjoy's villa at +Rimini. I rang up my solicitor and told him to conclude all +formalities, and on the Wednesday afternoon dropped in at Carlton +House Terrace, and mentioned that Maybury-Reynardson had cleared up +odds and ends of work and felt justified in accepting my vicarious +invitation to accompany the Governor of Bombay as far as Genoa. On +Thursday I called at Chester Square. + +Elsie's car was standing at the door when I arrived, and she had paid +me the compliment of putting on all the clothes I had most admired on +the previous Sunday. Very slim and pretty she looked in the white coat +and skirt, and when she smiled I could almost have said it was Joyce. +The face was older, of course, but that difference was masked when she +dropped the black veil; the slight figure and fine golden hair might +have belonged to either sister. + +I complimented her on her appearance, and suggested driving round to +Adelphi Terrace. The Seraph was still rather weak and in need of +attention, and though I had two nurses in the flat to look after +Joyce, they would not be there for ever. As we crossed Trafalgar +Square into the Strand I recommended Elsie to raise her veil. + +"Just as I thought," I murmured as we entered Adelphi Terrace. My +plain-clothes Yorkshireman was watching the house from the opposite +side of the road; Nigel was watching my plain-clothes Yorkshireman +from the corner of the Terrace. + +"Bow to him," I said to Elsie. "He may not deign to recognise you, but +he can't help seeing you. Quite good! Now then, remember that sprained +ankle!" + +With a footman on one side and myself on the other, she was half +carried out of the car, across the pavement and into the house. The +ankle grew miraculously better when she forgot herself, and started to +run upstairs; I date its recovery from the moment when we passed out +of my Yorkshire friend's field of vision. + +I said good-bye to the Seraph while Elsie was in Joyce's room. I never +waste vain tears over the past, but when I saw him for the last time, +weak, suffering and heart-broken--two large blue eyes gazing at me out +of a white immobile face--I half regretted we had ever met, and +heartily wished our parting had been different. Ill as he was, I could +have taken him; but it would have been an added risk, and above all, +he refused to come. As at our first meeting in Morocco, he was setting +out solitary and unfriended--to forget.... + +Despite our dress-rehearsal the previous day, an hour had passed +before Joyce appeared in the white coat and skirt, black hat and +heliotrope dust-coat. She greeted me with a weak, pathetic little +smile, bent over the Seraph's bed and kissed him, and then suffered me +to carry her downstairs. As in bringing Elsie into the house, the +footman and I took each an arm, across the pavement into the car. My +Yorkshire friend watched us with interest, and I could not find it in +my heart to grudge him the pleasure. He must have found little enough +padding to fill out the spaces in his daily report. And all that his +present scrutiny told him was that a woman's veil was up when she +entered a house, and down when she left it. + +We drove north-west out of London, to the rendezvous fixed by Raymond +Sturling on the outskirts of Hendon. Maybury-Reynardson awaited us, +and directed operations while we shifted Joyce into a car with a couch +already prepared. Her luggage had been brought from Chester Square in +the morning and was piled on the roof and at the back. + +"A _mariage de convenance_," Sturling remarked with a smile, as he saw +me inspecting the labels. + +"Lady Raymond Sturling. S.Y. _Ariel_, Southampton," was the name and +destination I found written. + +"It may save trouble," he added apologetically. "I thought you +wouldn't mind." + +His foresight was justified. We drove slowly down to Southampton and +arrived an hour before sunset, Joyce in one car with Maybury-Reynardson, +Sturling with me in the other. I had anticipated that all ports and +railway termini would be watched for a woman of Joyce's age and figure, +and we were not allowed to board the tender without a challenge. + +"My wife," Sturling explained brusquely. "Yes, be as quick as you can, +please. I want to get her on board as soon as possible. +Sturling--aide-de-camp to Lord Gartside, to Bombay by his own yacht. +There she is, the _Ariel_, sailing to-morrow. These gentlemen? Mr. +Merivale and Dr. Maybury-Reynardson. Friends of Lord Gartside. That +all?" + +"All in order, my lord." + +"Right away." + +As the tender steamed out I turned to mark the graceful lines of the +_Ariel_. She was a clean, pretty boat at all times, and when I thought +of the service she was doing two of her passengers, I could have +kissed every plank of her white decks. Her mainmast flew the burgee of +the R.Y.S., and the White Ensign fluttered at her stern; I remember +the official reports had announced that the new governor would proceed +direct to Bombay, calling only at Suez to coal. The Turkish flag +flying at the foremast showed that Gartside was taking no steps to +correct a popular delusion. + +"Lady Raymond Sturling's" nurses arrived by an early train on Friday +morning, followed at noon by Gartside in a special. We sailed at +three. Paddy Culling sent wireless messages at four, four-thirty and +five: "Sursum corda" was the first; "Keep your tails up" the second; +and "Haste to the Wedding" completed the series. + +I was not comfortable until we had passed out of territorial waters. +Any one nurse may leave her patient and walk abroad in search of air +and exercise: the second must not quit the house till the first has +returned. I remembered that too late, when our two friends were +already on board; and until I heard the anchor weighed, I was +wondering if the same thought had stirred the sluggish imagination of +the plain-clothes Yorkshireman. Whatever his suspicions, it appears +that he did not succeed in making them real to Nigel. If he had there +would have been no undignified raid on Adelphi Terrace next morning, +and the feelings of one rising young statesman need not have been +ruffled. + +While Maybury-Reynardson was paying Joyce his nightly visit, I paced +the deck with Gartside, silently and in grateful enjoyment of a cigar. +As the light at the Needles dwindled and vanished, we became as +reflective as befitted one man who was leaving England for several +years, and another who had left her for ever. It was not till we had +tramped a dozen times up and down that he broke his long silence. + +"How did you find Sylvia?" he asked in a tone that showed how his +thoughts had been occupied. + +I told him the story as she herself had heard it, adding as much of +the earlier history as was necessary to convince him. + +"Perhaps I'm not leaving so much behind after all," was his comment. +"Good luck to the Seraph! He's a nice boy." + +"He'll need all the luck he can get," I answered. "You'll get oil and +water to mingle quicker than you'll bring those two together. Tell me +how it's to be done, Gartside, and you'll put the coping-stone on all +your labours." + +In the darkness I heard him sigh. + +"I can't help you. I'm not a diplomatist, I'm just a lumpy, +good-tempered ox. Sylvia saw that, bless her! Poor Paddy!" he added +softly. "He's as fond of her as we any of us were." + +I mentioned the trinity of wireless messages. + +"That's like Paddy," he said with a laugh. "Well, he's right. You're +the only one that's come out on top, and good wishes to you for the +future!" + +We shook hands and strolled in the direction of our cabins. + +"You don't want thanks," I said, "but if you do you know where to come +for them." + +"Oh well!" I heard him laugh, but there was no laughter in his eyes +when the light of the chart-room lamp fell on his face. "If I can't +get what I want, there's some satisfaction in helping a friend to get +what _he_ wants." + +"I'll have that copied out and hung on my shaving-glass," I said. "I +shall want that text during the next few months." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"I'm going to bring Sylvia and the Seraph together," I answered in the +same tone I had told Joyce I was going to break the Militant Suffrage +movement. + +"And how are you going to do that?" + +"God knows!" I replied with a woeful shake of the head. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE RAID + + "I can see you flying before the laughter like ... + tremulous leaves before the wind, and the laughter will + pursue you to Paris, where they'll make little songs + about you on the boulevards, and the Riviera, where + they'll sell your photographs on picture postcards. I can + see you fleeing across the Atlantic to ... the immensity + of America, and there the Yellow Press, pea-green with + frenzy, will pile column of ridicule upon column of + invective. Oh, ... do you think it isn't worth while to + endure six months' hard labour to amuse the world so + profoundly?" + + W.S. MAUGHAM: "Jack Straw." + + +The appropriate milieu for Individualism is a desert island inhabited +by the Individualist. + +Another or others may have expressed the same sentiment in earlier and +better language: I have become attached to my own form by use and +habit. The words rise automatically to my lips whenever I think of the +Davenant women; of Elsie and her obstinate, ill-advised marriage, her +efforts to regain freedom, the desperate stroke that gave her divorce +in exchange for reputation, her gallant unyielding attempt to win that +reputation back.... Or maybe I find myself thinking of Joyce and her +loyal long devotion to a cause that lost her friends and money, gained +her hatred and contempt, and threatened her ultimately with illness, +imprisonment and--well, I prefer not to dwell on the risks she was +calling down on her foolish young head. + +It was a courageous, forlorn-hope individualism--the kind that sets +your blood tingling and perhaps raises an obstinate lump in your +throat--but it was wasteful, sadly wasteful. I remember the night +Elsie joined us at Rimini. I met her at the station, escorted her to +the Villa Monreale, led her to Joyce's bedroom, watched them meet and +kiss.... "Gods of my fathers," I murmured, "what have you won, the +pair of you, for all your courage and endurance?" + +The individualism showed its most impracticable angularity when you +tried to force it into a cooperative, well-disciplined scheme like our +escape from England. Sometimes I marvel that we ever got away at all; +You could count on Gartside and Sturling, Maybury-Reynardson and the +nurses, Culling and the Seraph; they were not individualists. It was +no small achievement to make Joyce and Elsie answer to the word of +command. Do I libel poor Joyce in saying she would have proved more +troublesome had her head ached less savagely and her whole body been +less weak? I think not. Elsie certainly showed me that the moment my +grip slackened she was bound by her very nature to take the bit +between her teeth and bolt to the cliff-edge of disaster. + +I blame her no more than I blame a dipsomaniac; I bear her no ill-will +for causing the one miscarriage in my plans. I am not piqued or +chagrined--only sorrowful. Had she obeyed orders, we might have seen +her spared the final humiliation, the last stultification of her +campaign to win a reputation. + +When I called Gartside to witness my intention of moving heaven and +earth to bring Sylvia and the Seraph into communication, I did not +mention that I had already taken the first step. We sailed on Friday +at three, and at three-thirty Culling was to post a letter I had +written to Sylvia. I have no natural eloquence or powers of +persuasion, but I did go down on my knees, so to say, and implore her +again not to let two lives be ruined if she had it in her power to +avert catastrophe. Only a little sacrifice of pride was demanded, but +she must unbend further than at their last meeting if she was to +overcome the Seraph's curious bent of self-depreciation. + +Then I frankly worked on her feelings and described the Seraph's +condition when we left Adelphi Terrace. His nerves had broken down +during the anxious days before her disappearance; and the strain of +finding her, the disappointment of her reception after the event, and +the day by day worry of having Joyce in the house and never knowing +when to expect a search-warrant or an arrest, had proved far too great +a burden for his overwrought, sensitive, highly-strung nature. + +I said it was no more than common humanity for her to see how he was +getting on, and made no bones of telling her how bad I thought him. +Elsie was due to slip out of Adelphi Terrace on the Friday evening, +catch the nine o'clock boat train to Calais, run direct to the villa +at Rimini and make all ready for our arrival. I make no secret of the +fact that when I wrote to Sylvia I was not at all relishing the idea +of the Seraph lying there with no one but the housekeeper and her +husband to look after him. + +Perhaps Elsie too did not care for that prospect, perhaps she speaks +no more than the truth in saying he grew gradually worse after our +departure, perhaps her pent-up individualism was seeking a riotous, +undisciplined outlet. Nine o'clock came and went without bringing her +a step nearer the Continental boat train. At ten she was still sitting +by his bedside, at twelve she had to watch and listen as he began to +grow light-headed. Not until eight on the Saturday morning did she +steal away to her sister's deserted room and lie down for a few hours' +sleep. By that time she had called in her own doctor, veronal had been +administered, and the Seraph had sunk into a heavy trance-like +slumber. + +He was still sleeping at noon when Sylvia arrived in obedience to my +letter. Her coming was characteristic. As soon as she had decided to +swallow her own pride, she summoned witnesses to be spectators of what +she was doing. Sylvia could never be furtive or other than frank and +courageous; she told her mother that she was going immediately to +Adelphi Terrace and going alone. + +Opposition was inevitable, but she disregarded it. Lady Roden forbade +her going, reminding her--I have no doubt--of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, common respectability, and the Seraph's entire +unworthiness. I can picture Sylvia standing with one foot impatiently +tapping the floor, otherwise unmoved, unangered, calm and intensely +resolute. The homily ended--as is the way of most sermons--when her +mother had marshalled all arguments, reviewed, dismissed, assembled +and reinspected them a second and third time. Then Sylvia put on her +hat, called at a florist's on the way, and presented herself at +Adelphi Terrace. + +The Seraph's man opened the bedroom door and came back to report that +the patient was still sleeping. + +"I've brought him some flowers," she said. "I suppose it's no good +waiting? You can't say how soon he's likely to wake up?" + +Something in her tone suggested that she would like to wait, and the +man showed her into the library, provided her with papers, and +withdrew to answer a second ring at the front door bell. + +Sylvia was still wandering round the room, glancing at the pictures +and reading the titles of the books, when her attention was attracted +by the sound of men's voices raised in altercation. Some one appeared +to be forcing an entry which the butler was loyally trying to oppose. + +"Here's the warrant," said a voice, "properly signed, all in order. If +you interfere with these officers in the discharge of their duty, you +do so at your own risk." + +Sylvia listened with astonishment that changed quickly to alarm. The +voice was that of Nigel Rawnsley, speaking as one having authority. + +"One of you stay here," he went on, "and see that nobody leaves the +flat. The other come with me. Take the library first." + +The door opened, and for an amazed moment Nigel stood staring at the +library's sole occupant. + +"Sylvia!" he exclaimed. "What on earth brings you here?" + +His tone so resembled her mother's that all Sylvia's latent opposition +and obstinacy were called into play. + +"Have you any objection to my being here?" she asked. + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"It was rather a surprise." + +"As I don't always warn you beforehand, I'm afraid a good many things +I do must come as a surprise to you." + +"And to yourself?" + +"You must explain that." + +"Surely no explanation is needed?" + +"No explanation is wanted. We can start level, and I needn't bother to +explain my presence here." + +Nigel hastened to welcome a seeming ally. + +"I imagine Aintree could supply that," he said. + +She drew herself suddenly erect in a pose that demanded his right to +use such words. The vindictiveness of his tone and the jealousy of his +expression warned her that the Seraph lay in formidable peril. + +"I want to find what Aintree and his friends have done to my sister, +and I suppose you have a little account to settle with him in respect +of an uncomfortable few days you lately spent at Maidenhead." + +"Do you imagine he had any hand in that?" she asked contemptuously. + +"He knew where to look for you," was the significant answer, "and he +found that out from the woman he's been hiding in these rooms. As it's +too much trouble for him to find out where my sister is, I've called +to gain that information from the lady herself." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Search the flat." + +"And if she isn't here?" + +"She _was_." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Oh, I admit I didn't see her. It may have been any one. But there's a +very strong probability, and I'm going on that." + +"And if there's no one here now?" + +"She must have got away." + +"Yes, I think I could have worked that out for myself." + +"What d'you mean?" + +"What are you going to do if you find no one?" + +"If there's no woman now, the woman who got away was Miss Davenant. If +Aintree has been harbouring Miss Davenant...." He paused delicately. + +"Well?" + +"I'm afraid he'll have some difficulty in persuading a judge not to +sentence him to a considerable term of imprisonment." + +"You'll have him arrested?" + +"That is one of the regrettable but necessary preliminaries. _I_ +shan't do anything." + +"Except rub your hands?" she taunted. + +"Not even that," he answered with supercilious patience. Then, seeing +no profit in pursuing his conversation with Sylvia, he raised his +voice to summon the detectives into the library. "We'll take this room +first," he told her, "and then leave you undisturbed." + +The detectives did not answer his summons immediately and he turned to +fetch them from the hall. As he did so Sylvia saw him start with +surprise. Two paces behind them, an unseen auditor of their +conversation, stood Elsie Wylton. With a slight bow to Sylvia she +entered the library and in the Seraph's interests requested Nigel to +carry out his search as quickly and silently as possible. + +"He's sleeping now," she said, "but he's been awake most of the night, +so please don't disturb him. If you'll search the other rooms, I'll +stay here and talk to Miss Roden." + +Nigel retired with a nicely blended expression of amazement, +humiliation and menace. As the ring of his footsteps grew gradually +fainter, Elsie turned to Sylvia with outstretched hands. + +"I'm so glad you've come," she began. "I was afraid...." + +"How long has he been ill?" interrupted Sylvia in a voice of stern +authority. + +"It's some time now...." + +"And how long have you been here?" + +There was an unmistakable challenge in her tone. Elsie's thoughts had +been so much concerned with the Seraph, her mind was so braced in +readiness to meet Nigel's attack, that for the moment her own share in +the quarrel with Sylvia was forgotten. The library door stood open; +outside in the hall the amateur detective was directing operations. + +"Some time," she answered with studied vagueness. + +The simmering suspicions of eight ambiguous weeks were brought to +boiling point in Sylvia's mind. + +"How long?" she repeated. + +Elsie leaned forward, a finger to her lips; before she could speak, +the hall was filled with the creak of heavy boots and Nigel appeared +in the doorway. + +"She's not here," he announced. + +"Who were you looking for?" Elsie inquired, masking her impatience at +his untimely return. + +"Your sister." + +"Oh, I could have told you that." + +"She _was_ here." + +"Was she? What a pity you didn't come sooner! Why, Mr. Merivale +invited you on Sunday, he told me. When he met you at your Club. I'm +afraid you and the--er--gentleman outside have had your journey in +vain." + +Nigel's face flushed at the taunt and a certain uncomfortable prospect +of polite criticism from the Criminal Investigation Department he had +undertaken to educate. + +"Not altogether," he said. + +"No?" + +"We've found Aintree." + +"Ah; yes. I wanted to get him away to the sea, but he's not fit to +move yet." + +"He may have to." + +"Not yet." + +"A warrant for his arrest won't wait for him to get well--and away." + +Nigel had never learned to disguise his feelings, and the threatening +tone of his voice left no doubt in Elsie's mind that he was rapidly +becoming desperate and would double his stakes to retrieve his earlier +losings. + +"So you're arresting him?" she said. + +"He has obligingly piled up so much evidence against himself," he +answered with a lift of the eyebrows. + +"The same kind of evidence that led you to search these rooms for my +sister?" + +Nigel stood rigidly on his dignity. + +"That will be forthcoming at the proper time and place." + +"Unlike my sister," she rejoined in a mischievous undertone. + +"Possibly she may be forthcoming when Aintree has been arrested." + +A provoking smile came to disturb the last remnants of gravity on +Elsie's face, lending dimples to her cheeks and laughter to her eyes. + +"Possibly he won't be arrested," she remarked. + +"You will prevent it?" + +"I leave that to you." + +"It's a matter for the police. I have no part or lot in it." + +Elsie laughed unrestrainedly at his stiff dignity. + +"You'll move heaven and earth to spare yourself a second humiliation +like the present," she told him with a wise shake of the head. "It's +ridiculous enough to search a man's rooms for a woman who isn't there, +but you can't--you really can't arrest a man for harbouring a woman +when there's no shred of evidence to show she was ever under the same +roof." + +Her mockery deepened the flush on Nigel's thin skin to an angry spot +of red on either cheek. + +"You forget that several of us visited this place the day after Miss +Roden disappeared," he answered. + +Elsie looked him steadily in the eyes. + +"I have every reason to remember it." + +"Your sister was here then." + +"You saw her?" + +"I heard her." + +"You heard _a_ woman." + +"It was your sister or yourself." + +"Or one of a million others." + +Nigel thumped out his points on the top of a revolving bookcase. + +"I had the house watched. No woman entered or left till yesterday. +Barring two nurses, and they're accounted for. You or your sister must +have left here yesterday." + +"And not come back?" + +"No." + +"Well, that makes it much easier, doesn't it? If one went out and +never came back, and you find the other here the following day, it +looks ... I mean to say, a perfectly impartial outsider might think, +that it was my sister who got away and I who remained behind." + +"Exactly. And it's on the same simple reasoning that Aintree will be +arrested." + +Nigel crooked his umbrella over his arm and slowly drew on his gloves. +It was a moment of exquisite, manifest triumph. Elsie stood disarmed +and helpless; Sylvia was too proud to ask terms of such a conqueror. + +"All the same, what a pity you didn't come before the bird was +flown!" Elsie suggested with the sole idea of gaining time. + +"It's something to have found Aintree at home," Nigel returned. + +"And you're going to arrest him for harbouring my sister?" Elsie +walked into the hall and stood with her fingers on the handle of the +door. Her heart was beating so fast that she felt sure she must be +betraying emotion in her face. There was only one way of saving the +Seraph, and she had resolved to take it. That it involved the +immediate and irrevocable sacrifice of her reputation did not disturb +her: she was filled with pity and doubt--pity for Sylvia, and doubt +whether Nigel would accept her sacrifice. "I suppose--you're quite +certain--he wasn't harbouring--_me_?" + +Nigel's unimaginative mind hardly weighed the possibility. + +"There's no warrant against you." + +"Fortunately not." + +"Then why should he harbour you?" + +Elsie waited till her lips and voice were under control. Then she +turned away from Sylvia and faced him with the steadiness of +desperation. + +"It's a very wicked world, Mr. Rawnsley." + +There was a moment's silence: then Sylvia leapt to her feet with +cheeks aflame. + +"D'you mean you were here the whole time?" + +"Some one was. Ask Mr. Rawnsley." + +"Were you?" + +"D'you think it likely?" + +"How should I know?" + +Elsie hardened her heart to play the unwelcome rle to its bitter end. + +"You know my character, you've not had time to forget my divorce or +the way I thrust myself under the noses of respectable people. Have I +got much more bloom to lose?" + +"It's not true! The Seraph ... he _wouldn't_!" + +"You used to see us about together." + +"There's nothing in that!" + +"Enough to make you cut him at Henley." Each fresh word fell like a +lash across Sylvia's cheeks, but as long as Nigel dawdled irresolutely +at the door it was impossible to end the torture. + +"_Will_ you say whether you were here the whole time?" she demanded of +Elsie. + +"'Course she wasn't," Nigel struck in. "There are convenances even in +this kind of life. Merivale was here the whole time." + +"_Was_ he?" Elsie asked. Every new question seemed to suck her deeper +down. + +"I have his word and the evidence of my own eyes." + +"You know he was actually living here? Not merely dropping in from +time to time? It's important, my reputation seems to hang on it. If I +was the woman Lord Gartside found, and Mr. Merivale didn't happen to +be living here to chaperon us, the Seraph couldn't have been +harbouring my sister, but it's good-bye to the remains of my good +name. And if Mr. Merivale _was_ here, I couldn't have been living here +too, and the Seraph may have harboured one criminal or fifty. Which +was it? I don't like to guess. Mr. Rawnsley, just tell me +confidentially what you believe yourself." + +Nigel bowed stiffly and prepared to leave the room. + +"As the conduct of the case is not in my hands," he answered loftily, +"my opinion is of no moment." + +Elsie held the door open for him, shaking her head and smiling +mischievously to herself. + +"So there's nothing for it but a general arrest? Well, _che sera +sera_: I suppose it'll be all over in a week or two, and then we shall +be let out in time to see the fun. It'll be worth it. I wish women +were admitted to your Club, it 'ud be so amusing to hear your friends +chaffing you about your great mare's nest. 'Well, Rawnsley, what's +this I hear about your giving up politics and going to Scotland Yard?' +Men are such cats, aren't they? Every one would start teasing you at +the House, the thing 'ud get into the papers, they'd hear of it in +your constituency. Can you picture yourself addressing a big meeting +and being heckled? A woman getting up and asking how you crushed the +great militant movement and brought all the ringleaders to book? One +or two people would laugh gently, and the laughter would spread and +grow louder as every one joined in. They'd laugh at you in private +houses and clubs, and the House of Commons. They'd laugh at you in the +streets. Funny men with red noses and comic little hats would come on +at the music halls and imitate you. They'd laugh and laugh till their +sides ached and the tears streamed down their cheeks, and you'd try to +live it down and find you couldn't, and in the end you'd have to leave +England and live abroad, until they'd found something else to laugh +at. You're going? Not arresting us now? Oh, of course, you haven't got +the proper warrant. Well, I expect we shall be here when you come +back. Good-bye, and good luck to you in your new career!" + +The door closed heavily behind his indignant back, and Elsie turned a +little wearily to Sylvia, bracing herself for an explanation that +would be as hard as her recent battle. The mockery had died out of her +voice and the laughter out of her eyes. + +"Shall I go and see if the Seraph's awake yet?" she temporised, "or +would you prefer to leave a message?" + +Sylvia tried to speak, but no words would come--only a dry, choking +sob of utter misery and disillusionment. With hasty steps she crossed +to the door and fumbled blindly for the handle. + +"Miss Roden! Sylvia!" + +"_Don't_ call me that!" + +"I'm sorry. Miss Roden, I've got something to say to you!" + +"I don't want to hear it, I only want to get away!" + +"You must listen, your whole life's at stake--and the Seraph's, too." + +The mention of his name brought her to a momentary standstill. + +"What is it?" she demanded. + +"You must shut that door." + +"I won't." + +Elsie wrung her hands in desperation. Outside on the landing, three +paces from where they were standing, Nigel Rawnsley had paused to +light a cigarette. + +"It's about--the woman who was here," she whispered as he began to +descend the stairs. + +"Was it you?" + +Elsie shook her head. + +"No, say it! say it! Yes or no." + +The sound of Nigel's descending footsteps had abruptly ceased at the +angle of the stairs. + +"For God's sake come back inside here a minute!" Elsie implored her. + +"I won't, it's no good; I shouldn't believe you whatever you said. If +you weren't here, why did you say you were? And if you were---- Oh, +let me go, let me go!" + +With a smothered sob she broke away from Elsie's restraining hand and +rushed precipitously down the stairs. Nigel tried to walk level with +her, but she passed him and hurried out into the street. Elsie closed +the door and walked with a heavy heart into the library. On a table by +the window reposed the bouquet of flowers that Sylvia had +brought--lilies, late roses and carnations, all white as the Seraph +loved them. Taking them in her hand, she tiptoed out of the room and +across the hall to the Seraph's door. He was still sleeping, but awoke +in the early afternoon and inquired whether any one had called. + +"The search-party," Elsie told him, forcing a smile. + +"Who was there?" + +"Young Mr. Rawnsley and two detectives." + +"Was that all?" + +The pathetic eagerness of his tone cut her to the quick. + +"Wasn't it enough?" she asked indifferently. + +The Seraph shielded his eyes from the light with one hand. + +"I don't know. Sometimes I used to think I knew when other +people--some people--were near me. I fancied--when I was asleep--I +suppose it must have been a dream--I don't know--I fancied there was +some one else quite close." + +He turned restlessly on the bed and caught Elsie's fingers in a +bloodless, wasted hand. + +"How did you keep the search-party out?" he inquired. + +"I didn't. They came in, and looked into every room. For some +unaccountable reason," she added ironically, "Joyce was nowhere to be +found." + +"Were they surprised to see you here?" + +"A little. I told them you were seedy and I'd called to inquire." + +The Seraph lay silent till he had gathered sufficient strength to go +on talking. + +"I suppose they really thought you'd been here the whole time?" + +"Oh no!" + +"But how else...." + +"I don't know," Elsie interrupted quickly. "You must ask _them_ who +the woman was Mr. Rawnsley heard the first time he was here. They +couldn't say it was me without suggesting that you and I were both +compromised." + +She sprinkled some scent on a handkerchief and bathed his forehead. + +"Do you think you can get some more sleep, Seraph? I want to get you +well as soon as possible, and then I must take you abroad. London in +August isn't good for little boys." + +"Where shall we go?" + +"I must join Toby and Joyce at Rimini." + +The Seraph sighed and closed his eyes. + +"I can't go there yet. They'll be--frightfully happy--wrapped up in +each other--all that sort of thing. I don't want to see them yet." + +Elsie dropped no hint of the time that must elapse before Joyce was +strong again or "frightfully happy." + +"Where shall it be then?" she asked. + +The Seraph pressed her fingers to his lips. + +"You go there, Elsie. I must travel alone. I shall go to the East. I +shan't come back for some time. If ever." + +The effort of talking and the trend of the conversation had made him +restless. Elsie smoothed his pillow, and rose to leave the room. + +As he watched her walk to the door, his eyes fell for the first time +on the bouquet of roses and lilies. + +"Who brought those?" he inquired. + +"I found them in the library," she answered. + +"Is there no name?" + +For a moment she pretended to look for a card, then shook her head +without speaking. As she saw him lying in bed, she wondered if he +would ever know the price at which his freedom from arrest had been +purchased. Of her own sacrifice she thought little; it was but +generous payment of a long outstanding debt. All her imagination was +concentrated on Sylvia--her sanguine, happy arrival, the morning's +long agony, her hopeless, agonised departure. + +"And no message?" the Seraph persisted with a mixture of eagerness and +disappointment. + +"No." + +"I wonder who they can be from." + +"One of your numerous admirers, I suppose," Elsie answered carelessly. +Then she opened the door, walked wearily to her own room, and +tried--unsuccessfully--to cry. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +RIMINI + + "We left our country for our country's good." + + GEORGE BARRINGTON: _Prologue_. + + +We arrived in Rimini at the end of the first week in August--Joyce, +her two nurses, Maybury-Reynardson and I. Elsie joined us as soon as +we were comfortably settled in the villa, and has stayed on week after +week, month after month, tending her poor sister with a devotion that +touched my selfish, hardened old heart. Dick came for a few days +before the beginning of the law term; otherwise we have been a party +of three, as the doctor and nurses returned to England as soon as +Joyce appeared to be out of danger. + +Rimini turns cold at the beginning of November, and we have had to +make arrangements for going into winter quarters. Cairo and the +Riviera are a little public for two escaped criminals, but I hear +there is a tolerable hotel at Taormina; and as Joyce has never been in +Sicily before, we might spend at least the beginning of our honeymoon +there. For myself, I do not mind where we go so long as we can escape +from Rimini. I want no unnecessary reminders of the last three months, +the weary waiting, the frequent false dawns of convalescence, the +regular relapses. They have been bad months for Joyce, but I venture +to think they were worse for Elsie and myself. In my own case there +definitely came an early day when my nervous system showed signs of +striking work; it was then that I embarked on my first and last +venture in prose composition. + +When she is well enough to be bothered with such vain trivialities, I +shall present my manuscript to Joyce. I hope she will read it, for I +have intended it for her eyes alone; and if she rejects the task, I +shall feel guilty of having wasted an incredible amount of good sermon +paper. And when she has read it, she must light a little fire and burn +every sheet of it; not even Elsie must see it, though she has been +instrumental in giving me information over the last chapters that I +should not otherwise have obtained. + +I think my decision is wise and necessary. In part the book is too +intimate an account of Sylvia's character and the Seraph's feelings +for me to be justified in making it public: in part, the pair of us +have already done sufficient injury to Rodens and Rawnsleys without +giving the world our candid opinion of either family: in part, we have +to remember that during the last eight months, wherever we found the +law of England obtruding itself on our gaze, we broke it with a light +heart and untroubled conscience. There is not the least good in taking +the world into our confidence in the matter of these little +transgressions. + +In a week's time there will be a quiet wedding at the British +Consulate; it will take place in the presence of a Consul who has +treated me with such uniform kindness that I have sometimes wondered +if he has ever heard of such things as extradition orders. Our +marriage will be the last chapter of one phase in my life. It opened +on a day when I walked up the steps of the Club, and paused for a +moment to gaze at the altered face of Pall Mall and read on a +contents-bill that the old militants had broken every window on the +east side of Bond Street, interrupted a meeting, and burnt down an +Elizabethan house in Hertfordshire. "Shocking," I remember thinking, +"and quite unimpressive." Before I was twelve hours older, Fate had +introduced me to a young woman whose machinations may or may not have +been infinitely more shocking; they were certainly not unimpressive. + +The closing scenes of the Militant campaign are soon given. Elsie left +London and joined us here as soon as the Seraph was fit to travel. +That was three days after Nigel's second raid. They must have been +anxious days, as our rising young statesman seems to have been torn +between a quite bloodthirsty lust for revenge and a morbid horror of +another fiasco as humiliating as his search-party. Elsie went round by +Marseilles, saw the Seraph on board a P. and O. mailboat bound for +Bombay and came overland to Rimini. When I met her and heard the +details of her flight, I could tell her that all danger was over, +and--if Justice had not been done--the stolen goods had at least been +restored. + +The news reached us as we came out of the Bay. Gartside and I were on +deck, watching the sun strike golden splinters out of the hock-bottle +towers of the royal palace at Cintra. The wireless operator came down +with a tapped message that Mrs. Millington had revealed the +whereabouts of Mavis Rawnsley and young Paul Jefferson. He added that +the police had so far discovered no trace of that hardened +criminal--Miss Joyce Davenant. + +When Elsie joined us and told me the story of the Rawnsley raid, I +could not help thinking once again, "_Plus a change, plus c'est la +mme chose_." The gallant fight she had made for freedom and +reputation ended in disaster, and she left England branded with the +stigma that the Divorce Court had striven to impose and we had fought +tooth and nail to remove. Joyce's struggle for the suffrage ended, as +she now knows, in putting the suffrage further from the forefront of +practical politics than it has been for a generation. When the +recording angel allots to each one of us our share of responsibility +in moulding the face of history, what effective change will be +credited to the united or separate efforts of Rawnsleys and Rodens, +Seraphs, Davenants and Merivales? + +Two results stand out. The first is a marriage that will be celebrated +at the Consulate in a week's time, the second is a listless letter +penned in exile, signed by the Seraph and dated from Yokohama. Joyce +knows I am tolerably fond of her, and will acquit me of speaking +rhetorically if I say that I would wipe the last eight months--and all +they mean to us both--from the pages of Time, if I could spare the +Seraph what he has been through since I dined with him that first +evening at the Ritz. Here is the letter, and no one will be surprised +to learn that I spent a melancholy day after reading it. + +"I send you the last chapters of Volume III. As you've waded through +the earlier stuff, you may care to see the record brought up to date. +I call it 'The End' because there's nothing more to write, and if +there were, I shouldn't write it. Some day I suppose I may have to +write again, when my present money (Roden's money) is exhausted. Not +till then. + +"India was one disappointment, and Japan another, though the fault, I +imagine, lay in my lack of appreciation. The South Seas will be a +third. '_Caelum non animum mutant qui trans mare currunt_.' I don't +want to move on, but I can't stand Yokohama any longer. + +"When I get to San Francisco I shall probably cross the States, +arriving in New York at the end of December. Then I suppose one has to +see this Panama Canal. After that, God knows. + +"Before I left England I was looking for the MS. of the earlier +chapters of Vol. III. I couldn't find them. Did you by any chance get +them mixed up in your luggage? If so, please destroy them at once, +with the new chapters, as soon as you have read them. Don't let +anybody see them, even Joyce. In this I depend on your friendship and +honour. + +"I hope Joyce is all right again now. Give my love to her and Elsie, +and take my best wishes for yourself. You--I suppose--are a fixture at +Rimini, or at any rate out of England. I can't answer for myself, but +I don't expect we shall meet again. You must have found me a +depressing host in London. I'm sorry. Good-bye." + +He said that even Joyce was not to see the third volume--put me on my +honour, in fact--and see it she shall not. There is another reason. I +read those last chapters and then went through the whole volume from +beginning to end. Without exaggeration the effect was overwhelming--his +style is so artless, his pathos so unpremeditated. I felt as if I had +been re-reading Hardy's most poignant novels--"Tess" and "Jude" and "A +Pair of Blue Eyes." It was horrible. I went up to my room, lit the fire +and prepared for the holocaust. + +Then I was tempted. Yes, he puts me on my honour, depends on my +friendship, all that sort of thing.... But I did not burn a sheet. It +was a chilly evening, I lit a cigar, and waited for the pyre to burst +into destructive flame. As I watched and meditated, Sylvia's little +face seemed to look at me out of the fire, the black coals crowning +her forehead as I used to see it crowned with her own lustrous hair. I +thought of our last meeting when she struggled with her devils of +pride and unbelief; and of her meeting with Elsie when she came in +hope and left in humiliation. I confess I love Sylvia very +dearly--love her as all men love her--for her beauty, her queenliness +and clean, passionate pride; love her because I know something of her +loneliness, her passion for service, and the repeated rejections of +her sacrifices. And I love her a little more on my own account, +because she talked to me as if I had been her own sister, and I +perhaps know--better than any one--what she must have been through +during those sad, mad months in England. + +Well, I broke faith with the Seraph and wrote her a line of overture. +I was perhaps a fool to do it, as I had already had evidence in plenty +of my incompetence to play the _rle_ of Providence. "I am sending you +the MS. of a book," I told her. "It is the third volume of Gordon +Tremayne's 'Child of Misery'. I know you have read the first two +volumes, for we have discussed and admired them together a dozen +times. Did you ever suspect who the author was? + +"In telling you it was the Seraph, I am breaking my word to him and +running the risk of being branded and disowned. I must tell you, +though, to explain the existence of the third volume. I watched it +being written, day by day. That evening on the Cher, when he +anticipated some words you were going to say, the words had already +been written down as part of the current chapter. I saw him brought up +short when you were spirited away and the connection was broken. Most +wonderful of all, I was present when the connection was re-established +and he jumped up like one possessed, exclaiming, 'Sylvia wants me!' + +"When you have read these pages, you will not be in a position to +doubt any longer. He loves you as no woman was ever loved before, and +in him you have found the half that completes and interprets your +'_me incomprise_.' Get him back, Sylvia. I don't know how it's to be +done, but you must use your woman's wit to find a way. I'm asking for +his sake and yours, not for mine--though I would give much to see 'The +Child of Misery' growing to happier manhood. + +"I am afraid you will say I am hardly the man to ask anything of you +or yours. The Rodens and Merivales have hardly made a success of their +recent relationship. But I should like to be forgiven. What is my +crime? That I helped to keep justice from touching a woman who had +done you and your family a great wrong. Well, Sylvia, you'd have done +the same thing and told the same lies, had you been in my place and +had you wanted Joyce as badly as I wanted her. So will you forgive me +and be friends? And if you forgive me, will you forgive the woman +who's going to be my wife in a few days' time? I must reconcile myself +to the idea of being estranged from the rest of your family, but +(between ourselves) I'll let 'em all go if you'll write and say Joyce +and I are not quite such monsters of iniquity as you may have thought +us. + +"One thing more. When you've read the third volume, you will no longer +doubt that Mrs. Wylton's presence in Adelphi Terrace was due to +charitable impulse towards Joyce and the Seraph. And you ought to +think well of any one who played the Good Samaritan to the Seraph. +Don't try to rehabilitate her character in public; it can only be done +at a risk to the Seraph's personal safety. And in any case you won't +convince a man like Nigel or the men he's already told the story to. + +"Return me the MS. when you've read it, will you? I was entrusted with +its destruction, and put on honour not to let another soul read it. +You see how I keep my trust. The worst thing you can say of me is what +I've already said of myself--that most damning of all judgments--that +I meant well." + +I sent that letter to Sylvia nine days ago, and received her reply +this morning. She returned me the MS., and I burnt it--with the +knowledge that I was destroying one of the greatest literary treasures +of this generation.... Well, they had to do the same with some of +Ruskin's letters. + +"I wish you had not told me to send you back the book," she began. "I +should have liked to keep it. Or rather--I don't know--I half wish you +hadn't sent it at all. The time that has passed since the beginning of +August has been rather hard to bear, and the book has only turned +misgiving into certainty. + +"Of course I forgive you! As if there were anything to forgive! And +Miss Davenant too. I hope she is better now. Will you ask her to +accept my love and best wishes for the future? And of course I include +you. We were good friends, weren't we? As I said we should be the +first time we met. Only I said then that you would find me worth +having as a friend, and I'm afraid I did everything I could to +disprove it. You stood me awfully well. I think you knew most of the +dark corners in my mean little soul--and if you did, perhaps you see +that I didn't do much beyond showing my true nature. + +"This isn't a pose--I'm really--well, I was going to say 'broken'--but +I hope I'm a little more tolerant. You'd hardly recognise me if you +saw me, there's little enough of the 'Queen Elizabeth' about me now. +It's a horrid, flat world, and I wish I could find something in it to +interest me. May I ask for just one good mark? You wrote to me when +you left England, telling me to swallow my pride and go to see the +Seraph. Well, it was a struggle, but I did go--as you know. When I got +there, I seemed to find more than I could bear, and so of course +everything went wrong. But I did try, and you will give me my one +little good mark, won't you? I want it. + +"Mother says I'm run down and in need of a change, so Phil's taking me +over to the United States at the beginning of December. There's a sort +of Parliamentary Polytechnic Tour to Panama, every one who can get +away is going to see the Canal. I don't in the least want to go, but I +suppose the States can hardly be duller than England, and as long as +mother thinks I must have a change, change I must have. If it isn't +Panama it will be somewhere worse. + +"We shall spend Christmas in New York. Will you send me a letter of +good wishes to the Fifth Avenue Hotel? And tell me where you are going +to settle permanently and whether you will let me come and see you. If +your wife will not mind, I should like to see you both again--well and +happy, I hope. Somebody must be happy in this world, or it wouldn't go +on. I don't want to lose you as a friend; I'm feeling lonely enough as +it is. + +"I am hardly likely to see the Seraph again, but if you meet him, I +should like you to give him a message. Say it is from a woman who did +him a great wrong: say she now knows the wrong she did him and has +been punished for it. Tell him you know how much she hates ever +apologising or admitting she was wrong, but that she wants him to know +of her apology before she finally passes out of his memory. Will you +tell him that? It won't do any good, but it will make me more +comfortable in my mind." + +At the bottom of the page six words had been scratched out. I did not +mean to read them, but the obliteration was incomplete, and the +firelight shining up through the paper enabled me to decipher: "Oh, my +God, I am miserable." Then followed the signature: "Affectionately +yours (may I sign myself 'affectionately'?) Sylvia." + +After reading her letter I concentrated my thoughts on the question +how to blot out time, annihilate space, bridge two continents, and +bring two proud, sore, sensitive spirits into communion. My method of +attaining concentration of mind is to think of something different and +wait for inspiration to solve my original problem. Joyce may remember +the day when I stumped into her room and talked at large of honeymoons +and winter resorts. That was the time when my mind was concentrated on +the problem of Sylvia and the Seraph. She will further recollect +assenting to my suggestion of a villa at Taormina. + +On leaving her room I strolled round to the bank to see if they had +agents in Sicily or could give me any information on the subject of a +suitable villa. They were kind but helpless, and eventually I thought +it the safer course to write for rooms at an hotel and look for a +villa at our leisure. Ambling out of the bank, I wandered in the +direction of the telegraph office. + +Inspiration came in the interval between wiring for rooms and engaging +berths on the Wagon-Lits--I knew it would. As soon as our places were +booked I walked back to the telegraph office and cabled to the Seraph +at Yokohama. "Letter and enclosures received with thanks," I wired. +"All nonsense about not meeting again. Will you lunch Christmas Day, +one-thirty? Fifth Avenue Hotel, New York.--TOBY." + +Then I came back to the Villa Monreale. + +Joyce's first words were to tell me I had been away a very long time. +Flattering as this was, I had to justify myself and account for every +moment of my absence. She wanted to know what I had wired to the +Seraph, and as husbands and wives _in posse_ should have no secrets +from each other, I showed her the draft of my cable. Her face was a +study. + +"My dear!" she exclaimed, "we can't go all the way to New York even to +see the Seraph. You suggested Taormina when you left here...." + +"Quite so," I assented. + +"Did you order rooms?" + +"Yes." + +"Then we can't go to New York." + +"I never proposed to." + +"Why did you invite the Seraph to lunch with us there?" + +"I didn't." + +"Toby!" + +She was not satisfied till I spelt out the draft of the cable word by +word; and then she rather resented my remarks about the incurable +sloppiness of the female mind. As a matter of fact, I cannot claim +originality for the phrase; I believe a Liberal Prime Minister coined +it as a terse description of his opponents' mental shortcomings. I +only borrowed it for the nonce. + +"Will--you--lunch--Christmas Day----" I pointed out. "It doesn't say +we shall be there to receive him." + +"I don't understand it," she said rather wearily. I have since +honourably resolved not to be guilty of facetiousness when we are +married, but at the moment I was rather pleased with my little +stratagem. + +"I'm arranging for some one to be there to meet him," I said. + +"Who?" she asked. + +"A young woman named Sylvia Roden," I answered. + +And even then her appreciation of my diplomacy was grudging. + + + + +EPILOGUE + + TRISTRAM. + + "Raise the light, my page! that I may see her-- + Thou art come at last, then, haughty Queen? + Long I've waited, long I've fought my fever; + Late thou comest, cruel hast thou been." + + ISEULT. + + "Blame me not, poor sufferer! that I tarried; + Bound I was, I could not break the band. + Chide not with the past, but feel the present! + I am here--we meet--I hold thy hand." + + MATTHEW ARNOLD: "Tristram and Iseult." + + +I had intended to write no more, but as we left the Consulate to-day +after our wedding, a cable was handed me by my smiling Italian valet. + +"Paddy Culling for a bob!" I said, as I opened it and prepared for +some whimsical message of congratulation. + +I was wrong. The cable was my reply from Yokohama. + +"No offence intended," it ran. "Delighted lunch as +suggested.--SERAPH." + + +THE END + + +PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, LONDON AND BECCLES. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + + +-----------------------------------------------------------+ + | Typographical errors corrected in text: | + | | + | Page 4: repellant replaced with repellent | + | Page 52: "ths same advice" replaced with | + | "the same advice" | + | Page 90: been been replaced with been | + | Page 95: torso replaced with trio | + | Page 119: "because its unique" replaced with | + | "because it's unique" | + | Page 125: femineity replaced with femininity | + | Page 127: dispise replaced with despise | + | Page 233: Fralein replaced with Frulein | + | | + | Page 66: A sackbut is a trombone from the Renaissance | + | and Baroque eras. | + | | + +-----------------------------------------------------------+ + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SIXTH SENSE*** + + +******* This file should be named 37164-8.txt or 37164-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/3/7/1/6/37164 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: The Sixth Sense</p> +<p> A Novel</p> +<p>Author: Stephen McKenna</p> +<p>Release Date: August 22, 2011 [eBook #37164]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SIXTH SENSE***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3 class="pg">E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell<br /> + and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (http://www.pgdp.net)</h3> +<div class="tr"> +<p class="cen" style="font-weight: bold;">Transcriber's Note:</p> +<br /> +<p class="noin">Inconsistent hyphenation and dialect spelling in the original document has been preserved.</p> +<p class="noin" style="text-align: left;">Obvious typographical errors have been corrected. +For a complete list, please see the <span style="white-space: nowrap;"><a href="#TN">end of this document</a>.</span></p> +</div> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> + +<div class="img"> +<img border="0" src="images/cover.jpg" width="50%" alt="Book Cover" /> +</div> + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h2>THE SIXTH SENSE</h2> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + +<h1>THE SIXTH SENSE</h1> + +<h2><i>A NOVEL</i></h2> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h4>BY</h4> +<h2>STEPHEN McKENNA</h2> +<h4>AUTHOR OF "THE RELUCTANT LOVERS" "SHEILA INTERVENES"</h4> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<div class="block3"><p>"The World is a Comedy to those that think, a tragedy + to those who feel."</p> +<p class="right"><i>Horace Walpole to Sir Horace Mann.</i></p> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h4>LONDON<br /> +CHAPMAN & HALL, <span class="sc">Ltd.</span><br /> +1915</h4> + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h4>À L'INTROUVABLE</h4> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="toc" id="toc"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h3>CONTENTS</h3> +<br /> + +<div class="centered"> +<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" width="65%" summary="Table of Contents"> + <tr> + <td class="tdr" width="10%" style="font-size: 80%;">CHAPTER</td> + <td class="tdl" width="70%"> </td> + <td class="tdr" width="20%" style="font-size: 80%;">PAGE</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#PROLOGUE">PROLOGUE. <span class="sc">London After Twenty Years</span></a></td> + <td class="tdr">1</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">I.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_I">War à Outrance</a></td> + <td class="tdr">25</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">II.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_II">Supper With a Mystic</a></td> + <td class="tdr">46</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">III.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_III">Brandon Court</a></td> + <td class="tdr">62</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">IV.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">The First Round</a></td> + <td class="tdr">84</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">V.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_V">Commemoration</a></td> + <td class="tdr">103</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VI.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">The Second Round</a></td> + <td class="tdr">123</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VII.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">A Cause Célèbre</a></td> + <td class="tdr">140</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">VIII.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">Henley—and After</a></td> + <td class="tdr">160</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">IX.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">The Third Round</a></td> + <td class="tdr">178</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">X.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_X">The Zeal That outruns Discretion</a></td> + <td class="tdr"> 197</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XI.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">The Amateur Detective</a></td> + <td class="tdr">214</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XII.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">The Sixth Sense</a></td> + <td class="tdr">232</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XIII.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">Or the Obvious Alternative</a></td> + <td class="tdr">247</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XIV.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">Through a Glass Darkly</a></td> + <td class="tdr">263</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XV.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">The Raid</a></td> + <td class="tdr">279</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr">XVI.</td> + <td class="tdlsc"><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">Rimini</a></td> + <td class="tdr">296</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdr"> </td> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#EPILOGUE">EPILOGUE</a></td> + <td class="tdr">308</td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="PROLOGUE" id="PROLOGUE"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[1]</a></span><br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h2>THE SIXTH SENSE</h2> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h3>PROLOGUE</h3> + +<h4>LONDON AFTER TWENTY YEARS</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">"As when a traveller, bound from North to South,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Scouts fur in Russia: what's its use in France?<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In France spurns flannel: where's its need in Spain?<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In Spain drops cloth, too cumbrous for Algiers!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Linen goes next, and last the skin itself,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A superfluity at Timbuctoo.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When, through his journey was the fool at ease?<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I'm at ease now, friend; worldly in this world,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I take and like its way of life; I think<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My brothers who administer the means,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Live better for my comfort—that's good too;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And God, if he pronounce upon such life,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Approves my service, which is better still."<br /></span> +</div> +</div> +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">Robert Browning</span>: "Bishop Blougram's Apology."</p> +<br /> + +<p>I paused, with my foot on the lowest step of the Club, to mark the +changes that had overtaken Pall Mall during my twenty years' absence +from England.</p> + +<p>The old War Office, of course, was gone; some of the shops on the +north side were being demolished; and the Automobile Club was new and +unassimilated. In my day, too, the Athenæum had not been painted +Wedgwood-green. Compared, however, with the Strand or Mall, Piccadilly +or <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[2]</a></span>Whitehall, marvellously little change had taken place. I made an +exception in favour of the character and velocity of the traffic: the +bicycle boom was in its infancy when I left England: I returned to +find the horse practically extinct, and the streets of London as +dangerous as the railway stations of America.</p> + +<p>I wondered how long it would take me to get used to the London of +1913.... Then I wondered if I should find anything to keep me long +enough to grow acclimatised. Chance had brought me back to England, +chance and the "wandering foot" might as easily bear me away again. It +has always been a matter of indifference to me where I live, what I +do, whom I meet. If I never seem to get bored, it is perhaps because I +am never long enough in one place or at one occupation. There was no +reason why England should not keep me amused....</p> + +<p>A man crossed the road and sold me a <i>Westminster Gazette</i>. I opened +it to see what was engaging the England of 1913, remembering as I did +so that the <i>Westminster</i> was the last paper of importance to be +published before I went abroad. As I glanced at the headlines, twenty +years seemed to drop out of my life. Another Home Rule Bill was being +acclaimed as the herald of the Millennium; Ulster was being told to +fight and be right: the Welsh Church was once more being +disestablished, while in foreign politics a confederation of Balkan +States was spending its blood and treasure in clearing Europe of the +Turk, to a faint echoing accompaniment of Gladstone's "bag and +baggage" trumpet call. At home and abroad, English politics repeated +themselves with curiously dull monotony.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[3]</a></span>Then I turned to the middle page, and saw I had spoken too hastily. +"Suffragette Outrages" seemed to fill three columns of the paper. My +return to England had synchronised with a political campaign more +ruthless, intransigeant and unyielding than anything since the Fenian +outrages of my childhood. I read of unique fifteenth-century houses +burnt to the ground, interrupted meetings, assaults on Ministers, +sabotage in public buildings, and the demolition of plate-glass +windows at the hands of an uncompromising, fearless and diabolically +ingenious army of destroyers. On the other side of the account were +entered long sentences, hunger-strikes, forcible feeding and something +that was called "A Cat and Mouse Act." I was to hear more of that +later: it was indeed the political parent of the "New Militant +Campaign" whose life coincided with my own residence in England. I +fancy the supporters of the bill like Roden, Rawnsley or Jefferson +genuinely believed they had killed hunger-striking—and with it the +spirit of militancy—when the Government assumed the power of +imprisoning, releasing and re-imprisoning at will. The event proved +that they had only driven militancy into a fresh channel....</p> + +<p>It is curious to reflect that as I at last mounted the steps and +entered the Club, I was wondering where it would be possible to meet +the resolute, indomitable women who formed the Council of War to the +militant army. It would be a new, alluring experience. I was so +occupied with my thoughts that I hardly noticed the hall porter +confronting me with the offer of the New Members' Address Book.</p> + +<p>"Surely a new porter?" I suggested. At ten guineas a year for twenty +years, it was costing me <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[4]</a></span>two hundred and ten pounds to enter the +Club, and I did not care to have my expensive right challenged.</p> + +<p>"Seventeen years, sir," he answered with the gruff, repellent +stiffness of the English official.</p> + +<p>"I must have been before your time, then," I said.</p> + +<p>Of course he disbelieved me, on the score of age if for no other +reason; and the page boy who dogged my steps into the Cloak Room, was +sent—I have no doubt—to act as custodian of the umbrellas. My age is +forty-two, but I have never succeeded in looking more than about eight +and twenty: perhaps I have never tried, as I find that a world of +personal exertion and trouble is saved by allowing other people to do +my trying, thinking, arranging for me ... whatever I am, others have +made me.</p> + +<p>There was not a single familiar face in the hall, and I passed into +the Morning Room, like a ghost ascending from Hades to call on Æneas. +Around me in arm-chair groups by the fire, or quarrelsome knots +suspended over the day's bill of fare, were sleek, full-bodied +creatures of dignified girth and portentous gravity—fathers of +families, successes in life. These—I told myself—were my +contemporaries; their faces were for the most part unknown, but this +was hardly surprising as many of my friends are dead and most of the +survivors are to be found at the Bar. A barrister with anything of a +practice cannot afford time to lunch in the spacious atmosphere of +Pall Mall, and the smaller the practice, the greater his anxiety to +conceal his leisure. For a moment I felt painfully insignificant, +lonely and unfriended.</p> + +<p>I was walking towards the Coffee Room when <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span>a heavy hand descended on +my shoulder and an incredulous voice gasped out——</p> + +<p>"Toby, by Gad!"</p> + +<p>No one had called me by that name for fifteen years, and I turned to +find a stout, middle-aged man with iron-grey hair and a red face +extending a diffident palm.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," he added hastily, as he saw my expression of +surprise. "I thought for a moment...."</p> + +<p>"You were right," I interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Toby Merivale," he said with profound deliberation. "I thought you +were dead."</p> + +<p>The same remark had already been made to me four times that morning.</p> + +<p>"That's not original," I objected.</p> + +<p>"Do you know who I am?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"You used to be Arthur Roden in the old days when I knew you. That was +before they made you a Privy Councillor and His Majesty's +Attorney-General."</p> + +<p>"By Gad, I can hardly believe it!" he exclaimed, shaking my hand a +second time and carrying me off to luncheon. "What have you been doing +with yourself? Where have you been? Why did you go away?"</p> + +<p>"As Dr. Johnson once remarked...." I began.</p> + +<p>"'Questioning is not a mode of conversation among gentlemen,'" he +interrupted. "I know; but if you drop out of the civilised world for +the third of a lifetime...."</p> + +<p>"You've not ordered yourself any lunch."</p> + +<p>"Oh, hang lunch!"</p> + +<p>"But you haven't ordered any for me, either."</p> + +<p>My poor story—for what it was worth—started with the plovers' eggs, +and finished neck-to-neck <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span>with the cheese. I told him how I had gone +down to the docks twenty years before to see young Handgrove off to +India, and how at the last moment he had cajoled me into accompanying +him.... Arthur came with me in spirit from India to the diamond mines +of South Africa where I made my money, took part with me in the +Jameson Raid, and kept me company during those silent, discreet months +when we all lay <i>perdus</i> wondering what course the Government was +going to pursue towards the Raiders. Then I sketched my share in the +war, and made him laugh by saying I had been three times mentioned in +despatches. My experience of blackwater fever was sandwiched in +between the settlement of South Africa, and my departure to the scene +of the Russo-Japanese war: last of all came the years of vegetation, +during which I had idled round the Moorish fringe of the Desert or +sauntered from one Mediterranean port to another.</p> + +<p>"What brings you home now?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Home? Oh, to England. I've a young friend stationed out at Malta, and +when I was out there three weeks ago I found his wife down with a +touch of fever. He wanted her brought to London, couldn't come +himself, so suggested I should take charge. <i>J'y suis</i>...."</p> + +<p>I hesitated.</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, Arthur. I've no plans. If you have any suggestions to +make...."</p> + +<p>"Come and spend Whitsun with me in Hampshire."</p> + +<p>"Done."</p> + +<p>"You're not married?"</p> + +<p>"'Sir,'" I said in words Sir James Murray <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span>believes Dr. Johnson ought +to have used, "'in order to be facetious it is not necessary to be +indecent.'"</p> + +<p>"And never will be, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"I've no plans. You, of course...."</p> + +<p>I paused delicately, in part because I was sure he wanted to tell me +all about himself, in part because I could not for the life of me +remember what had come of the domestic side of his career during my +absence abroad. He was married, and the father of a certain number of +children before I left England; I had no idea how far the +ramifications went.</p> + +<p>It appeared that his wife—who was still living—had presented him +with Philip, now aged twenty-six, his father's private secretary and +member for some Scotch borough; Sylvia, aged twenty-four, and +unmarried; Robin, aged twenty-one, and in his last year at Oxford; and +Michael, an <i>enfant terrible</i> of sixteen still at Winchester. I fancy +there were no more; these were certainly all I ever met, either in +Cadogan Square or Brandon Court.</p> + +<p>In his public life I suppose Arthur Roden would be called a successful +man. I remember him during the barren first few years of practice, but +soon after my departure from England reports used to reach me showing +the increasing volume of his work, until he became one of the busiest +juniors on the Common Law side, reading briefs at four in the morning, +and sending a clerk out to buy his new clothes. After taking silk at +an early age, he had entered the House and been made Attorney-General +in 1912.</p> + +<p>"I was appointed the same day your brother was raised to the Bench," +he told me.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</a></span>"I should think he makes a pretty bad Judge," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"Resolute," said Arthur. "We want firmness."</p> + +<p>I knew what that meant. According to unsympathetic papers, Mr. Justice +Merivale had conducted a Bloody Assize among the Militants of the +Suffrage Army. When Roden prosecuted in person, there was short shrift +indeed.</p> + +<p>"We've killed militancy between us," he boasted.</p> + +<p>"And I understand you're burnt together in effigy."</p> + +<p>His face grew suddenly stern.</p> + +<p>"They haven't stopped at that. There've been two attempts to fire +Brandon Court, and one wing of your brother's house was burnt down a +few weeks ago. I expect you found him rather shaken."</p> + +<p>"I haven't seen him yet."</p> + +<p>Arthur looked surprised.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you ought to," he said. "I'm afraid he won't be able to last out +the rest of the term without a change. It's got on his nerves. Got on +his wife's nerves, too. Your niece is the only one who doesn't seem to +care; but then I think girls have very little imagination. It's the +same with Sylvia. By the way, I suppose you know you've got a niece?"</p> + +<p>We paid our bills, and walked upstairs to the Smoking Room.</p> + +<p>"What'll be their next move?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't think there will be a next move," he answered slowly. "What +can they do?"</p> + +<p>I shrugged my shoulders.</p> + +<p>"I'm only an onlooker, but d'you believe this Cat and Mouse Act is +going to stop them? My knowledge is mere newspaper knowledge, but to +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[9]</a></span>be beaten by a device like that—it isn't in keeping with the +character of the women who've organised the Militant Campaign so far."</p> + +<p>"What <i>can</i> they do?" he repeated.</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"They don't either. One or two of the most determined law breakers are +in reality spies; they've kept us posted in the successive steps of +the campaign up to the present. Now they report that there's no plan +for the future. They know it would be futile to start assassination; +if they go on burning and breaking, a proportion of them get caught +and punished. Hunger striking's been killed by the Cat and Mouse Act. +Well, militancy's dead, Toby. If you come down to the House to-night, +you'll be present at the funeral."</p> + +<p>"What's happening?"</p> + +<p>"It's the division on the Suffrage amendment to the Electoral Reform +Bill. Hullo! here's Philip. Let me introduce my eldest son."</p> + +<p>I made friends with Philip as we crossed the Park and entered the +House. He was curiously like the Arthur I had known twenty years +before—tall, dark-haired, clean-featured, with an exuberant zest for +life tempered to an almost imperceptible degree by the reserve of the +responsible public man. The physical and mental vigour of father and +son left me silently admiring; as they hurried along at a swinging +five miles an hour, I took stock of their powerful, untiring frames, +quick movements, and crisp, machine-made speech. They were hard, +business-like, unimaginative, with the qualities of those defects and +the defects of those qualities; trained, taught, and equipped to play +the midwife to any of the bureaucratic social reforms that have been +brought into the English political world the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a></span>last few years, but +helpless and impotently perplexed in face of an idea outside their +normal ken. They were highly efficient average English politicians. +Either or both would reform you the Poor Law, nationalise a railway, +or disestablish a Church; but send Philip to India, set Arthur to +carry out Cromer's work in Egypt, and you would see English dominion +driven from two continents as speedily as North drove it from America. +It was one of the paradoxes of English politics that Arthur should +have been entrusted with the problem of Suffrage militancy, a paradox +of the same order as that whereby Strafford grappled with the problem +of a parliamentary system.</p> + +<p>"You'll stay a few minutes," Philip urged as I abandoned him to Empire +and wandered off to pay my belated respects to my brother.</p> + +<p>I glanced round me and shook my head. I would not grow old all at +once, and yet—Gladstone was Prime Minister when I left England: his +statue now dominated the public lobby. And Salisbury, Harcourt, +Chamberlain, Parnell, Labby—their voices were sunk in the great +silence. In my day Committee Room Number Fifteen used to be an object +of historic interest....</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"They say the lion and the lizard keep<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The Halls where Jamshyd gloried, and drank deep:<br /></span> +<span class="i1">And Bahram, the great hunter, the wild ass<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stamps o'er his head, and he lies fast asleep."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>I quoted the lines to Philip apologetically, reminding him that the +Omar Khayyam vogue had not come in when I left England. "I shall see +you at Brandon Court," I added.</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do till then?" he asked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a></span>"Heaven knows! I never make arrangements. Things just happen to me. I +always contrive to be in the thick of whatever's going on. I don't +know how long I shall stay in England, or where I shall go to +afterwards. But whether it's a railway strike or a coronation, I shall +be there. I don't like it, I'm a peaceful man by nature, but I can't +help it. I always get dragged into these things."</p> + +<p>Philip scratched his chin thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"I don't know that we've got any great sensations at the present +time," he said.</p> + +<p>"Something will turn up," I answered in the words of one greater than +myself, as I waved my hand in farewell and started back in the +direction of the Club.</p> + +<p>I knew my brother would not leave Court till at least four o'clock, so +I had to dispose of an hour before it was time to call round in Pont +Street. The Club had emptied since luncheon, and I drew blank in one +place after another until fate directed my steps to the Card Room. +There were two men playing bézique, one of them poor Tom Wilding whom +I had left lame and returned to find half paralysed and three parts +blind. The other—who played with a wonderful patience, calling the +names of the cards—I recognised as my young friend Lambert Aintree +who had parted from me in Morocco five years before. I reminded them +both of my identity, and we sat gossiping till an attendant arrived to +wheel poor Wilding away for his afternoon drive.</p> + +<p>Leaving the card-table, Aintree joined me on the window-seat and +subjected my face, clothes and general appearance to a rapid scrutiny. +It was the practised, comprehensive glance of an old physician in +making diagnosis, and I waited for <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a></span>him to pronounce on my case. Five +years ago in Morocco he had exhibited a disconcerting and almost +uncanny skill in reading character and observing little forgotten +points that every one else missed. The results of his observation were +usually shrouded in the densest veils of uncommunicativeness: I +sometimes wonder if I have ever met a more silent man. When you could +get him to talk, he was usually worth hearing: for the most part, +however, talking like every other form of activity seemed too much of +an exertion. I understand him now better than I did, but I am not so +foolish as to pretend that I understand him completely. I am a man of +three dimensions: Aintree, I am convinced, was endowed with the +privilege of a fourth.</p> + +<p>"Well?" I said invitingly, as he brought his examination to an end and +looked out of the window.</p> + +<p>His answer was to throw me over a cigarette and light one himself.</p> + +<p>"Take an interest in me," I said plaintively. "Say you thought I was +dead...."</p> + +<p>"Everyone's said that."</p> + +<p>"True," I admitted.</p> + +<p>"And they've all asked you when you landed, and how long you were +staying, and what brought you to England."</p> + +<p>"It would be rather friendly if you did the same."</p> + +<p>"You couldn't tell me—any more than you could tell them."</p> + +<p>"But I could. It was Sunday morning."</p> + +<p>"About then. I knew that. You've been here long enough to get English +clothes, and," he gave me another rapid look, "to have them made for +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span>you. How long you're here for—you don't know."</p> + +<p>"Not to a day," I conceded. "Well, why did I come?"</p> + +<p>"You don't know."</p> + +<p>"Pardon me." I told him of my visit to Malta and the charitable +guardianship of my friend's convalescent wife.</p> + +<p>"But that wasn't the real reason."</p> + +<p>"It was the only reason."</p> + +<p>"The only one you thought of at the time."</p> + +<p>I was amazed at the certainty of his tone.</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow," I said. "I am a more or less rational creature, a +reason comes along and compels me to do a thing. If I were a woman, no +doubt I should do a thing and find reasons for it afterwards."</p> + +<p>"Don't you ever do a thing on impulse, instinctively? And analyse your +motives afterwards to see what prompted you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, possibly. But not on this occasion."</p> + +<p>"You're sure?"</p> + +<p>"What are you driving at?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"You'll find out in time."</p> + +<p>"I should like to know now."</p> + +<p>Aintree inhaled the smoke of his cigarette and answered with eyes +half-closed.</p> + +<p>"Most men of your age wake up one morning to find they've turned +forty. They feel it would be good to renew their youth, they play with +the idea of getting married."</p> + +<p>"Is this to my address?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"D'you feel it applies to your case?"</p> + +<p>"I can solemnly assure you that such an idea never crossed my mind."</p> + +<p>"Not consciously."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span>"Nor unconsciously."</p> + +<p>"What do you know of the unconscious ideas in your own mind?"</p> + +<p>"Hang it," I said, "what do <i>you</i> know of the unconscious ideas in +my—or any one else's mind?"</p> + +<p>"I'm interested in them," he answered quietly. "Tell me if you ever +feel my prophecy coming true."</p> + +<p>"You shall be best man," I promised him. "Married! One doesn't marry +at my age."</p> + +<p>It was a glorious spring afternoon, and I suggested that he should +accompany me part of my way to Pont Street.</p> + +<p>"Tell me what you've been doing with yourself since you stayed with me +five years ago," I said as we stepped into Pall Mall.</p> + +<p>He seemed to shiver and retreat into his shell as soon as the +conversation became focussed on himself.</p> + +<p>"I've done nothing," he answered briefly, and relapsed into one of his +wonted spells of silence.</p> + +<p>In the blazing afternoon sunlight I returned him the compliment of a +careful scrutiny. He had come to Morocco five years before as a boy of +one-and-twenty just down from Oxford. A girl to whom he had been +engaged had died of consumption a few months before, and he was +straying into the Desert, broken, unnerved, and hopeless, to forget +her. I must have seemed sympathetic, or he would not have unburdened +himself of the whole pitiful little tragedy. At twenty-one you feel +these things more keenly perhaps than in after life; there were +moments when I feared he was going to follow her....</p> + +<p>Five years may have healed the wound, but they left him listless, +dispirited, and sore. He was more <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span>richly endowed with nerves than any +man or woman I know, and all the energy of his being seemed +requisitioned to keep them under control. Less through love of mystery +than for fear of self-betrayal his face wore the expressionless mask +of a sphynx. He was fair, thin, and pale, with large frightened eyes, +sapphire blue in colour, and troubled with the vague, tired +restlessness that you see in overwrought, sensitive women. The nose +and mouth were delicate and almost ineffeminate, with lips tightly +closed as though he feared to reveal emotion in opening them. You see +women and children with mouths set in that thin, hard line when they +know a wickering lip or catch in the breath will give the lie to their +brave front. And there were nerves, nerves, nerves everywhere, never +so much present as when the voice was lazily drawling, the hands +steady, and the eyes dreamily half-closed. I wonder if anything ever +escaped those watchful, restless eyes; his entire soul seemed stored +up and shining out of them; and I wonder what was the process of +deduction in his curious, quick, feminine brain. Before I left England +I tried to evolve a formula that would fit him; "a woman's senses and +intuition in a man's body" was the best I could devise, and I am +prepared at once to admit the inadequacy of the label. For one thing +his intuition transcended that of any woman I have ever known.</p> + +<p>As he would not talk about himself, I started to wile away the time by +telling him of my meeting with the Rodens, and their invitation to +Hampshire.</p> + +<p>"I was asked too," he told me. "I shan't go."</p> + +<p>"But why not?"</p> + +<p>"Unsociability, I suppose. I don't go out much."</p> + +<p>"It's a bachelor's party, I understand."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span>"That's the best thing I've heard about it. Did they say who'd be +there? If you're not careful you'll have politics to eat, politics to +drink, and politics to smoke."</p> + +<p>"Come and create a diversion," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"I'll think about it. Is Phil going to be there? Oh, then it won't be +a bachelor party. I could name one young woman who will be there for +certain, only I mustn't make mischief. Did you find Roden much +changed?"</p> + +<p>I tried to sort out my impressions of Arthur.</p> + +<p>"Harder than he used to be. I shouldn't care to be a militant +prosecuted by him."</p> + +<p>Aintree raised his eyebrows slightly.</p> + +<p>"I don't think they mind him; they can look after themselves."</p> + +<p>"I've never met one."</p> + +<p>"Would you like to?"</p> + +<p>"Who is she?"</p> + +<p>"Joyce Davenant, the queen bee of the swarm. Dine with me to-night at +the Ritz; seven o'clock, I'm afraid, but we are going to a first +night."</p> + +<p>"Is she a daughter of old Jasper Davenant? I used to shoot with him."</p> + +<p>"The younger daughter. Do you know her sister, Mrs. Wylton? She's +coming too. You'd better meet her," he went on with a touch of acidity +in his tone, "you'll hear her name so much during the next few months +that it will be something to say you've seen her in the flesh."</p> + +<p>I only remembered Elsie Wylton as a young girl with her hair down her +back. Of her husband, Arnold Wylton, I suppose every one has heard; he +enjoys the reputation of being a man who literally cannot be flogged +past a petticoat. How such a girl came to marry such a man no rational +person <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span>has ever been able to explain; and it never sweetens the +amenities of debate to talk vaguely of marriages being made in heaven. +I met Wylton twice, and on both occasions he was living in retirement +abroad. I have no wish to meet him a third time.</p> + +<p>"How did she ever come to marry a fellow like that?" I asked.</p> + +<p>Aintree shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Her father was dead, or he'd have stopped it. Nobody else felt it +their business to interfere, and it wouldn't have made the slightest +difference if they had. You know what the Davenants are like—or +perhaps you don't. Nothing shakes them when they've made up their +minds to do a thing."</p> + +<p>"But didn't she know the man's reputation?" I persisted.</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose so. Wylton had never been mixed up in any overt +scandal, so the women wouldn't know; and it's always a tall order for +a man to lay information against another man when a girl's engaged to +marry him. She just walked into it with her eyes shut."</p> + +<p>"And now she's divorcing him at last?"</p> + +<p>"The other way about."</p> + +<p>I felt sure I could not have heard him correctly.</p> + +<p>"The other way about," he repeated deliberately. "Oh, she'd have got +rid of him years ago if he'd given her the chance! Wylton was too +clever; he knew the divorce law inside out; he was alive to all its +little technicalities. He's sailed close to the wind a number of +times, but never close enough to be in danger."</p> + +<p>"And what's happening now?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"She's forced his hand—gone to some trouble to compromise herself. +She couldn't divorce him, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span>it was the only way, she's making him +divorce her. Rather a burlesque of justice, isn't it? Elsie Wylton, +the respondent in an undefended action! The daughter of Jasper +Davenant—one of the finest, cleanest, bravest women I know. And the +successful petitioner will be Arnold Wylton, who ought to have been +thrashed out of half the houses and clubs in London. Who ought to have +been cited as a co-respondent half a dozen times over if he hadn't +been so clever in covering up his tracks. I wonder if he's got +sufficient humour to appreciate the delicate irony of <i>his</i> coming +sanctimoniously into court to divorce <i>her</i>. It's a sickening +business, we won't discuss it—but it will be the one topic of +conversation in a few weeks' time."</p> + +<p>We walked in silence for a few yards.</p> + +<p>"Was the man any one of note?" I asked. "The co-respondent?"</p> + +<p>"Fellow in the Indian Army," Aintree answered. "I don't suppose you +know him. It was a bogus case; he just lent his name."</p> + +<p>I sniffed incredulously.</p> + +<p>"The world won't believe <i>that</i>," I said.</p> + +<p>"Elsie's going to make it."</p> + +<p>I shook my head.</p> + +<p>"She can't. Would you?"</p> + +<p>"Most certainly. So will you when you've met her. You knew the father +well? She's her father's own daughter."</p> + +<p>The gospel of Jasper Davenant was simple and sound. Never pull a +horse, never forge a cheque, never get involved in the meshes of +married women. Apart from that, nothing mattered: though to be his +true disciple, you must never lose your head, never lose your temper, +never be afraid of man or woman, brute or devil. He was the North +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span>American Indian of chivalrous romance, transplanted to Cumberland with +little loss of essential characteristics.</p> + +<p>"I look forward to meeting them both," I said as we parted at +Buckingham Gate. "Seven o'clock? I'll try not to be late."</p> + +<p>Walking on alone through Sloane Square, something set me thinking of +my boast to Philip Roden. Within three hours I was apparently going to +meet one woman whose name was mixed up with the most prominent <i>cause +célèbre</i> of the year, and another who was a <i>cause célèbre</i> in +herself—the redoubtable Miss Joyce Davenant of the Militant Suffrage +Union. That my introduction should come from the peace-loving, +nerve-ridden Aintree, was in accordance with the best ironical +traditions of life. I was not surprised then: I should have still less +reason to be surprised now. In the last six months he has placed me +under obligations which I shall never be able to meet: in all +probability he expects no repayment; the active side of his unhappy, +fatalistic temperament is seen in his passionate desire to make life +less barren and melancholy for others. Tom Wilding can testify to this +at the bézique table: Elsie and Joyce and I can endorse the testimony +in a hundred ways and half a hundred places.</p> + +<p>As I turned into Pont Street a private car was drawn up by the kerb +opposite my brother's house. I dawdled for a few steps while a pretty, +brown-eyed, black-haired girl said good-bye to a friend at the door +and drove away. It was no more than a glimpse that I caught, but the +smiling, small-featured face attracted me. I wondered who she was, and +who was the girl with auburn hair who persisted in standing on my +brother's top step long after the car <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span>was out of sight, instead of +retiring indoors and leaving me an unembarrassed entry.</p> + +<p>I pretended not to see her as I mounted the steps, but the pretence +was torn away when I heard her addressing me as "Uncle Simon."</p> + +<p>"You must be Gladys," I said, wondering if I looked as sheepish as I +felt. "How did you recognise me?"</p> + +<p>"By your photograph," she said. "You haven't altered a bit."</p> + +<p>On the whole I carried it off fairly well, though I was glad Arthur +Roden was not present after my implied familiarity with my niece's +existence. Of course I knew I had a niece, and that her birthday +fell—like the Bastille—on July 14th. Usually I remembered the date +and sent her some little trifle, and she would write me a friendly +letter of thanks. If I had kept count of the number of birthdays, I +should have known she was now nineteen, but then one never does keep +count of these things. Frankly, I had imagined her to be about seven +or eight, and her handwriting—by becoming steadily more unformed and +sporadic the older she grew—did nothing to dispel the illusion. +Instead of curious little pieces of jewellery I might easily have sent +her a doll....</p> + +<p>"Where's the Judge?" I asked as she kissed me and led the way upstairs +to her room.</p> + +<p>"He's not home yet," she answered to my relief.</p> + +<p>"And your mother?"</p> + +<p>But my sister-in-law also was out, and I reconciled myself without +difficulty to the prospect of taking tea alone with my niece. Possibly +as a romantic reaction from her father, possibly with her mother Eve's +morbid craving for forbidden fruit, Gladys had elevated me into a +Tradition. The whole of her pretty, sun-splashed room seemed hung with +absurd <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span>curios I had sent her from out-of-the-way parts of the world, +while on a table by the window stood a framed photograph of myself in +tweeds that only an undergraduate would have worn, and a tie loosely +arranged in a vast sailor's knot after the unsightly fashion of the +early 'nineties. My hair was unduly long, and at my feet lay a large +dog; it must have been a property borrowed for the purpose, as I hate +and have always hated dogs.</p> + +<p>"A wasted, unsatisfactory life, Gladys," I said as my tour of +inspection concluded itself in front of my own portrait. "I wish I'd +known about you before. I'd have asked Brian to let me adopt you."</p> + +<p>"Would you like to now?"</p> + +<p>In the East a complimentary speech is not usually interpreted so +literally or promptly.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it's too late," I answered regretfully.</p> + +<p>"Afraid?"</p> + +<p>"Your father and mother...."</p> + +<p>"Would you if I were left an orphan?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I would, but you mustn't say things like that even in +joke."</p> + +<p>Gladys poured me out a cup of tea and extended a cream jug at a +menacing angle.</p> + +<p>"Not for worlds if it's China," I exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"It is. Uncle Toby...." She seemed to hesitate over the name, but I +prefer it to Simon and bowed encouragement, "I'm going to be an orphan +in three days' time. At least, it's that or very sea-sick."</p> + +<p>I begged for an explanation. It appeared that Pont Street was in +domestic convulsion over the health of Mr. Justice Merivale. As Roden +had hinted, a succession of militant outrages directed against his +person and property, not to mention threatening letters and attempted +violence, had <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span>seriously shaken his nerve. Under doctor's orders he +was leaving England for a short sea cruise as soon as the Courts rose +at Whitsun.</p> + +<p>"He's only going to Marseilles and back," she explained. "Mother's +going with him, and something's got to be done with me. I don't want +to make a nuisance of myself, but I should simply die if they tried to +take me through the Bay."</p> + +<p>"Do you think they'd trust me?" I asked. From an early age my brother +has regarded me as the Black Sheep of an otherwise irreproachable +family of two.</p> + +<p>"They'd jump at it!" Irreverently I tried to visualise Brian jumping. +"The Rodens wanted me to go to them, but it wouldn't be fair on +Sylvia. She'd be tied to me the whole time."</p> + +<p>"I can imagine worse fates."</p> + +<p>"For her? or for me?"</p> + +<p>"Either or both."</p> + +<p>"I'll tell her. Did you see her driving away as you arrived? If you'll +adopt me, I'll introduce you."</p> + +<p>"I've arranged that already. Whitsuntide will be spent at Brandon +Court improving my acquaintance with her."</p> + +<p>Gladys regarded me with frank admiration.</p> + +<p>"You haven't wasted much time. But if you're going there, you may just +as well adopt me. I shall be down there too, and if you're my +guardian...."</p> + +<p>"It'll save all trouble with the luggage. Well, it's for your parents +to decide. You can guess my feelings."</p> + +<p>I waited till after six in the hopes of seeing my brother, and was +then only allowed to depart on the plea of my engagement with Aintree +and a promise to dine and arrange details of my stewardship the +following night.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span>"Write it down!" Gladys implored me as I hastened downstairs. "You'll +only forget it if you don't. Eight-fifteen to-morrow. Haven't you got +a book?"</p> + +<p>I explained that on the fringe of the desert where I had lived of +late, social engagements were not too numerous to be carried in the +head.</p> + +<p>"That won't do for London," she said with much firmness, and I was +incontinently burdened with a leather pocket-diary.</p> + +<p>Dressing for dinner that night, the little leather diary made me +reflective. As a very young man I used to keep a journal: it belonged +to a time when I was not too old to give myself unnecessary trouble, +nor too disillusioned to appreciate the unimportance of my impressions +or the ephemeral character of the names that figured in its pages. For +a single moment I played with the idea of recording my experiences in +England. Now that the last chapter is closed and the little diary is +one of the bare half-dozen memorials of my checkered sojourn in +England, I half wish I had not been too lazy to carry my idea into +effect. After a lapse of only seven months I find there are many minor +points already forgotten. The outline is clear enough in my memory, +but the details are blurred, and the dates are in riotous confusion.</p> + +<p>It is fruitless to waste regrets over a lost opportunity, but I wish I +had started my journal on the day Gladys presented me with my now +shabby little note-book. I should have written "Prologue" against this +date—to commemorate my meetings with Roden and Joyce Davenant, +Aintree and Mrs. Wylton, Gladys and Philip. To commemorate, too, my +first glimpse of Sylvia....</p> + +<p>Yes, I should have written "Prologue" against <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span>this date: and then +natural indolence would have tempted me to pack my bag and wander +abroad once more, if I could have foreseen for one moment the turmoil +and excitement of the following six months.</p> + +<p>I can only add that I am extremely glad I did no such thing.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER I<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>WAR À OUTRANCE</h4> + +<div class="block2"><p>"<span class="sc">Ridgeon</span>: I have a curious aching; I dont +know where; I cant localise it. Sometimes I think +it's my heart; sometimes I suspect my spine. It +doesn't exactly hurt me, but it unsettles me +completely. I feel that something is going to +happen....</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Sir Patrick</span>: You are sure there are no +voices?</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Ridgeon</span>: Quite sure.</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Sir Patrick</span>: Then it's only foolishness.</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Ridgeon</span>: Have you ever met anything like it +before in your practice?</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Sir Patrick</span>: Oh yes. Often. It's very common +between the ages of seventeen and twenty-two. It +sometimes comes on again at forty or thereabouts. +You're a bachelor, you see. It's not serious—if +you're careful.</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Ridgeon</span>: About my food?</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Sir Patrick</span>: No; about your behaviour.... +Youre not going to die; but you may be going to make a +fool of yourself."</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="sc">Bernard Shaw</span>: "The Doctor's Dilemma."</p> +</div> +<br /> + +<p>I was a few minutes late for dinner, as a guest should be. Aintree had +quite properly arrived before me, and was standing in the lounge of +the Ritz talking to two slim, fair-haired women, with very white skin +and very blue eyes. I have spent so much of my time in the East and +South that this light colouring has almost faded from my memory. I +associated it exclusively with England, and in time began to fancy it +must be an imagination of my boyhood. The English blondes you meet +returning from India by P & O are usually <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span>so bleached and dried by +the sun that you find yourself doubting whether the truly golden hair +and forget-me-not eyes of your dreams are ever discoverable in real +life. But the fascination endures even when you suspect you are +cherishing an illusion.</p> + +<p>I had been wondering, as I drove down, whether any trace survived of +the two dare-devil, fearless, riotous children I had seen by +flashlight glimpses, when an invitation from old Jasper Davenant +brought me to participate in one of his amazing Cumberland shoots. I +was twenty or twenty-one at the time; Elsie must have been seven, and +Joyce five. Mrs. Davenant was alive in those days, and Dick still +unborn. My memory of the two children is a misty confusion of cut +hands, broken knees, torn clothes, and daily whippings. Jasper wanted +to make fine animals of his children, and set them to swim as soon as +they could walk, and to hunt as soon as their fingers were large +enough to hold a rein.</p> + +<p>When I was climbing with him in Trans-Caucasia, I asked how the young +draft was shaping. That was ten years later, and I gathered that Elsie +was beginning to be afraid of being described as a tomboy. On such a +subject Joyce was quite indifferent. She attended her first hunt ball +at twelve, against orders and under threat of castigation; half the +hunt broke their backs in bending down to dance with her, as soon as +they had got over the surprise of seeing a short-frocked, +golden-haired fairy marching into the ball-room and defying her father +to send her home. "You know the consequences?" he had said with +pathetic endeavour to preserve parental authority. "I think it's worth +it," was her answer. That night the Master interceded with old <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a></span>Jasper +to save Joyce her whipping, and the next morning saw an attempt to +establish order without recourse to the civil hand. "I'll let you off +this time," Jasper had said, "if you'll promise not to disobey me +again." "Not good enough," was Joyce's comment with grave deliberate +shake of the head. "Then I shall have to flog you." "I think you'd +better. You said you would, and you'd make me feel mean if you didn't. +I've had my fun."</p> + +<p>The words might be taken for the Davenant motto, in substitution of +the present "Vita brevis." Gay and gallant, half savage, half +moss-rider, lawless and light-hearted, they would stick at nothing to +compass the whim of the moment, and come up for judgment with +uncomplaining faces on the day of inevitable retribution. Joyce had +run away from two schools because the Christmas term clashed with the +hunting. I never heard the reason why she was expelled from a third; +but I have no doubt it was adequate. She would ride anything that had +a back, drive anything that had a bit or steering-wheel, thrash a +poacher with her own hand, and take or offer a bet at any hour of the +day or night. That was the character her father gave her. I had seen +and heard little of the family since his death, Elsie's marriage and +Joyce's abrupt, marauding descent on Oxford, where she worked twelve +hours a day for three years, secured two firsts, and brought her name +before the public as a writer of political pamphlets, and a pioneer in +the suffrage agitation.</p> + +<p>"We really oughtn't to need introduction," said Mrs. Wylton, as +Aintree brought me up to be presented. "I remember you quite well. I +shouldn't think you've altered a bit. How long is it?"</p> + +<p>"Twenty years," I said. "You have—grown, rather."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a></span>She had grown staider and sadder, as well as older; but the bright +golden hair, white skin, and blue eyes were the same as I remembered +in Cumberland. A black dress clung closely to her slim, tall figure, +and a rope of pearls was her only adornment.</p> + +<p>I turned and shook hands with Joyce, marvelling at the likeness +between the two sisters. There was no rope of pearls, only a thin band +of black velvet round the neck. Joyce was dressed in white silk, and +wore malmaisons at her waist. Those, you would say, were the only +differences—until time granted you a closer scrutiny, and you saw +that Elsie was a Joyce who had passed through the fire. Something of +her courage had been scorched and withered in the ordeal; my pity went +out to her as we met. Joyce demanded another quality than pity. I +hardly know what to call it—homage, allegiance, devotion. She +impressed me, as not half a dozen people have impressed me in this +life—Rhodes, Chamberlain, and one or two more—with the feeling that +I was under the dominion of one who had always had her way, and would +always have it; one who came armed with a plan and a purpose among +straying sheep who awaited her lead.... And with it all she was +twenty-eight, and looked less; smiling, soft and childlike; so slim +and fragile that you might snap her across your knee like a lath rod.</p> + +<p>Aintree and Mrs. Wylton led the way into the dining-room.</p> + +<p>"I can't honestly say I remember you," Joyce remarked as we prepared +to follow. "I was too young when you went away. I suppose we <i>did</i> +meet?"</p> + +<p>"The last time I heard of you...." I began.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span>"Oh, don't!" she interrupted with a laugh. "You must have heard some +pretty bad things. You know, people won't meet me now. I'm a.... Wait +a bit—'A disgrace to my family,' 'a traitor to my class,' 'a reproach +to my upbringing!' I've 'drilled incendiary lawlessness into a +compact, organised force,' I'm 'an example of acute militant +hysteria.' Heaven knows what else! D'you still feel equal to dining at +the same table? It's brave of you; that boy in front—he's too good +for this world—he's the only non-political friend I've got. I'm +afraid you'll find me dreadfully changed—that is, if we ever did +meet."</p> + +<p>"As I was saying...."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I interrupted! I'm so sorry. You drop into the habit of +interrupting if you're a militant. As you were saying, the last time +we met...."</p> + +<p>"The last time we met, strictly speaking we didn't meet at all. I came +to say good-bye, but you'd just discovered that a pony was necessary +to your happiness. It was an <i>idée fixe</i>, you were a fanatic, you +broke half a Crown Derby dinner-service when you couldn't get it. When +I came to say good-bye, you were locked in the nursery with an +insufficient allowance of bread and water."</p> + +<p>Joyce shook her head sadly.</p> + +<p>"I was an awful child."</p> + +<p>"Was?"</p> + +<p>She looked up with reproach in her blue eyes.</p> + +<p>"Haven't I improved?"</p> + +<p>"You were a wonderfully pretty child."</p> + +<p>"Oh, never mind looks!"</p> + +<p>"But I do. They're the only things worth having."</p> + +<p>"They're not enough."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span>"Leave that to be said by the women who haven't any."</p> + +<p>"In any case they don't last."</p> + +<p>"And while they do, you slight them."</p> + +<p>"I? They're far too useful!" She paused at the door of the dining-room +to survey her reflection in the mirror; then turned to me with a slow, +childlike smile. "I think I'm looking rather nice to-night."</p> + +<p>"You looked nice twenty years ago. Not content with that, you broke a +dinner-service to get a pony."</p> + +<p>"Fancy your remembering that all these years!"</p> + +<p>"I was reminded of it the moment I saw you. <i>Plus ça change, plus +c'est la même chose.</i> You are still not content with looking extremely +nice, you <i>must</i> break a dinner-service now and again."</p> + +<p>Joyce raised her eyebrows, and patiently stated a self-evident +proposition.</p> + +<p>"I must have a thing if I think I've a right to it," she pouted.</p> + +<p>"You were condemned to bread and water twenty years ago to convince +you of your error."</p> + +<p>"I get condemned to that now."</p> + +<p>"Dull eating, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I've never tried."</p> + +<p>"You did then?"</p> + +<p>"I threw it out of the window, plate and all."</p> + +<p>We threaded our way through to a table at the far side of the room.</p> + +<p>"Indeed you've not changed," I said. "You might still be that wilful +child of five that I remember so well."</p> + +<p>"You've forgotten one thing about me," she answered.</p> + +<p>"What's that?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span>"I got the pony," she replied with a mischievous laugh.</p> + +<p>How far the others enjoyed that dinner, I cannot say. Aintree was an +admirable host, and made a point of seeing that every one had too much +to eat and drink; to the conversation he contributed as little as Mrs. +Wylton. I did not know then how near the date of the divorce was +approaching. Both sat silent and reflective, one overshadowed by the +Past, the other by the Future: on the opposite side of the table, +living and absorbed in the Present, typifying it and luxuriating in +its every moment, was Joyce Davenant. I, too, contrive to live in the +present, if by that you mean squeezing the last drop of enjoyment out +of each sunny day's pleasure and troubling my head as little about the +future as the past....</p> + +<p>I made Joyce tell me her version of the suffrage war; it was like +dipping into the memoirs of a prescribed Girondist. She had written +and spoken, debated and petitioned. When an obdurate Parliament told +her there was no real demand for the vote among women themselves, she +had organised great peaceful demonstrations and "marches past": when +sceptics belittled her processions and said you could persuade any one +to sign any petition in favour of anything, she had massed a +determined army in Parliament Square, raided the House and broken into +the Prime Minister's private room.</p> + +<p>The raid was followed by short terms of imprisonment for the +ringleaders. Joyce came out of Holloway, blithe and unrepentant, and +hurried from a congratulatory luncheon to an afternoon meeting at the +Albert Hall, and from that to the first round of the heckling +campaign. For six months no Minister could address a meeting without +the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span>certainty of persistent interruption, and no sooner had it been +decided first to admit only such women as were armed with tickets, and +then no women at all, than the country was flung into the throes of a +General Election, and the Militants sought out every uncertain +Ministerial constituency and threw the weight of their influence into +the scale of the Opposition candidate.</p> + +<p>Joyce told me of the papers they had founded and the bills they had +promoted. The heckling of Ministers at unsuspected moments was reduced +to a fine art: the whole sphere of their activities seemed governed by +an almost diabolical ingenuity and resourcefulness. I heard of fresh +terms of imprisonment, growing longer as the public temper warmed; the +institution of the Hunger Strike, the counter move of Forcible +Feeding, a short deadlock, and at last the promulgation of the "Cat +and Mouse" Bill.</p> + +<p>I was not surprised to hear some of the hardest fighting had been +against over-zealous, misdirected allies. It cannot be said too often +that Joyce herself would stick at nothing—fire, flood or dynamite—to +secure what she conceived to be her rights. But if vitriol had to be +thrown, she would see that it fell into the eyes of the right, +responsible person: in her view it was worse than useless to attempt +pressure on A by breaking B's windows. She had stood severely aloof +from the latter developments of militancy, and refused to lend her +countenance to the idly exasperating policy of injuring treasures of +art, interrupting public races, breaking non-combatants' windows and +burning down unique, priceless houses.</p> + +<p>"Where do you stand now?" I asked as dinner drew to a close. "I +renewed my acquaintance with <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span>Arthur Roden to-day, and he invited me +down to the House to assist at the final obsequies of the Militant +movement."</p> + +<p>Joyce shook her head dispassionately over the ingrained stupidity of +mankind.</p> + +<p>"I think it's silly to talk like that before the battle's over. Don't +you?"</p> + +<p>"He seemed quite certain of the result."</p> + +<p>"Napoleon was so certain that he was going to invade England that he +had medals struck to commemorate the capture of London. I've got one +at home. I'd rather like to send it him, only it 'ud look flippant."</p> + +<p>I reminded her that she had not answered my question.</p> + +<p>"Roden says that the 'Cat and Mouse' Act has killed the law-breakers," +I told her, "and to-night's division is going to kill the +constitutionalists. What are you going to do?"</p> + +<p>Joyce turned to me with profound solemnity, sat for a moment with her +head on one side, and then allowed a smile to press its way through +the serious mask. As I watched the eyes softening and the cheeks +breaking into dimples, I appreciated the hopelessness of trying to be +serious with a fanatic who only made fun of her enemies.</p> + +<p>"What would <i>you</i> do?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Give it up," I answered. "Yield to <i>force majeure</i>. I've lived long +enough in the East to feel the beauty and usefulness of resignation."</p> + +<p>"But if we <i>won't</i> give it up?"</p> + +<p>I shrugged my shoulders.</p> + +<p>"What <i>can</i> you do?"</p> + +<p>"I'm inviting suggestions. You're a man, so I thought you'd be sure to +be helpful. Of course we've got our own plan, and when the +Amendment's <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span>rejected to-night, you'll be able to buy a copy of the +first number of a new paper to-morrow morning. It's called the <i>New +Militant</i>, only a penny, and really worth reading. I've written most +of it myself. And then we're going to start a fresh militant campaign, +rather ingenious, and directed against the real obstructionists. No +more window-breaking or house-burning, but real serious fighting, just +where it will hurt them most. Something must come of it," she +concluded. "I hope it may not be blood."</p> + +<p>Aintree roused himself from his attitude of listless indifference.</p> + +<p>"You'll gain nothing by militancy," he pronounced. "I've no axe to +grind, you may have the vote or go without it. You may take mine away, +or give me two. But your cause has gone back steadily, ever since you +adopted militant tactics."</p> + +<p>"The Weary Seraph cares for none of these things," Joyce remarked. I +requested a moment's silence to ponder the exquisite fitness of the +name. Had I thought for a year I could not have found a better +description for the shy boy with the alert face and large frightened +eyes. "Every one calls him that," Joyce went on. "And he doesn't like +it. I should love to be called seraphic, but no one will; I'm too full +of original sin. Well, Seraph, you may disapprove of militancy if you +like, but you must suggest something to put in its place."</p> + +<p>"I don't know that I can."</p> + +<p>Joyce turned to her sister.</p> + +<p>"These men-things aren't helpful, are they, Elsie?"</p> + +<p>"I'm a good destructive critic," I said in self-justification.</p> + +<p>"There are so many without you," Joyce answered, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span>laying her hand on +my arm. "Listen, Mr. Merivale. You've probably noticed there's very +little argument about the suffrage; everything that can be said on +either side has already been said a thousand times. You're going to +refuse us the vote. Good. I should do the same in your place. There +are more of us than there are of you, and we shall swamp you if we all +get the vote. You can't give it to some of us and not others, because +the brain is not yet born that can think of a perfect partial +franchise. Will you give it to property and leave out the factory +workers? Will you give it to spinsters and leave out the women who +bear children to the nation? Will you give it to married women and +leave out the unprotected spinsters? It's all or none: I say all, you +say none. You say I'm not fit for a vote, I say I am. We reach an +impasse, and might argue till daybreak without getting an inch further +forward. We're fighting to swamp you, you're fighting to keep your +head above water. We're reduced to a trial of strength."</p> + +<p>She leant back in her chair, and I presented her with a dish of salted +almonds, partly as a reward, partly because I never eat them myself.</p> + +<p>"I admire your summary of the situation," I said. "You've only omitted +one point. In a trial of strength between man and woman, man is still +the stronger."</p> + +<p>"And woman the more resourceful."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps."</p> + +<p>"She's certainly the more ruthless," Joyce answered, as she finished +her coffee and drew on her gloves.</p> + +<p>"War <i>à outrance</i>," I commented as we left the dining-room. "And what +after the war?"</p> + +<p>"When we've got the vote...." she began.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span>"Napoleon and the capture of London," I murmured.</p> + +<p>"Oh well, you don't think I go in for a thing unless I'm going to win, +do you? When we get the vote, we shall work to secure as large a share +of public life as men enjoy, and we shall put women on an equality +with men in things like divorce," she added between closed teeth.</p> + +<p>"Suppose for the sake of argument you're beaten? I imagine even Joyce +Davenant occasionally meets with little checks?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes. When Joyce was seven, she wanted to go skating, and her +father said the ice wouldn't bear and she mustn't go. Joyce went, and +fell in and nearly got drowned. And when she got home, her father was +very angry and whipped her with a crop."</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"That's all. Only—he said afterwards that she took it rather well, +there was no crying."</p> + +<p>I wondered then, as I have always wondered, whether she in any way +appreciated the seriousness of the warfare she was waging on society.</p> + +<p>"A month in the second division at Holloway is one thing...." I began.</p> + +<p>"It'll be seven years' penal servitude if I'm beaten," she +interrupted. Her tone was innocent alike of flippancy and bravado.</p> + +<p>"Forty votes aren't worth that. I've got three, so I ought to know."</p> + +<p>Joyce's eyes turned in the direction of her sister who was coming out +of the dining-room with Aintree.</p> + +<p>"<i>She's</i> worth some sacrifice."</p> + +<p>"You couldn't make her lot easier if you had every vote in creation. +She's up against the existing <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a></span>divorce law, and that's buttressed by +every Church, and every dull married woman in the country. You're +starting conversation at the wrong end, Joyce."</p> + +<p>Her little arched eyebrows raised themselves at the name.</p> + +<p>"Joyce?" she repeated.</p> + +<p>"You were Joyce when last we met."</p> + +<p>"That was twenty years ago."</p> + +<p>"It seems less. I should like to blot out those years."</p> + +<p>"And have me back in nursery frocks and long hair?"</p> + +<p>"Better than long convict frocks and short hair," I answered with +laborious antithesis.</p> + +<p>"Then I haven't improved?"</p> + +<p>"You're perfect—off duty, in private life."</p> + +<p>"I have no private life."</p> + +<p>"I've seen a glimpse of it to-night."</p> + +<p>"An hour's holiday. I say good-bye to it for good this evening when I +say good-bye to you."</p> + +<p>"But not for good?"</p> + +<p>"You'll not want the burden of my friendship when war's declared. If +you like to come in as an ally...?"</p> + +<p>"Do you think you could convert me?"</p> + +<p>She looked at me closely.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>I shook my head.</p> + +<p>"What'd you bet?" she challenged me.</p> + +<p>"It would be like robbing a child's money-box," I answered. "You're +dealing with the laziest man in the northern hemisphere."</p> + +<p>"How long will you be in England?"</p> + +<p>"I've no idea."</p> + +<p>"Six months? In six months I'll make you the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a></span>Prince Rupert of the +militant army. Then when we're sent to prison—Sir Arthur Roden's a +friend of yours—you can arrange for our cells to be side by side, and +we'll tap on the dividing wall."</p> + +<p>I had an idea that our unsociable prison discipline insisted on +segregating male and female offenders. It was not the moment, however, +for captious criticism.</p> + +<p>"If I stay six months," I said, "I'll undertake to divorce you from +your militant army."</p> + +<p>"The laziest man in the northern hemisphere?"</p> + +<p>"I've never found anything worth doing before."</p> + +<p>"It's a poor ambition. And the militants want me."</p> + +<p>"They haven't the monopoly of that."</p> + +<p>Joyce smiled in spite of herself, and under her breath I caught the +word "Cheek!"</p> + +<p>"I'm pledged to them," she said aloud. "Possession's nine points of +the law."</p> + +<p>"I don't expect to hear <i>you</i> calling the law and the prophets in +aid."</p> + +<p>"It's a woman's privilege to make the best of both worlds," she +answered, as Elsie carried her off to fetch their cloaks.</p> + +<p>"There is only one world," I called out as she left me. "This is it. I +am going to make the best of it."</p> + +<p>"How?"</p> + +<p>"By appropriating to myself whatever's worth having in it."</p> + +<p>"How?" she repeated.</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you in six months' time."</p> + +<p>Aintree sauntered up with his coat under his arm as Joyce and her +sister vanished from sight.</p> + +<p>"Rather wonderful, isn't she?" he remarked.</p> + +<p>"Which?" I asked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span>"Oh, really!" he exclaimed in disgusted protest.</p> + +<p>"They are astonishingly alike," I said <i>à propos</i> of nothing.</p> + +<p>"They're often mistaken for each other."</p> + +<p>"I can well believe it."</p> + +<p>"It's a mistake you're not likely to make," he answered significantly.</p> + +<p>I took hold of his shoulders, and made him look me in the eyes.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that, Seraph?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," he answered. "What did I say? I really forget; I was +thinking what a wife Joyce would make for a man who likes having his +mind made up for him, and feels that his youth is slipping +imperceptibly away."</p> + +<p>I made no answer, because I could not see what answer was possible. +And, further, I was playing with a day-dream.... The Seraph +interrupted with some remark about her effect on a public meeting, and +my mind set itself to visualise the scene. I could imagine her easy +directness and gay self-confidence capturing the heart of her +audience; it mattered little how she spoke or what she ordered them to +do; the fascination lay in her happy, untroubled voice, and the +graceful movements of her slim, swaying body. Behind the careless +front they knew of her resolute, unwhimpering courage; she tossed the +laws of England in the air as a juggler tosses glass balls, and when +one fell to the ground and shivered in a thousand pieces she was ready +to pay the price with a smiling face, and a hand waving gay farewell. +It was the lighthearted recklessness of Sydney Carton or Rupert of +Hentzau, the one courage that touches the brutal, beef-fed English +imagination....</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span>"Why the hell does she do it, Seraph?" I exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you stop her, if you don't like it?"</p> + +<p>"What influence have <i>I</i> got over her?"</p> + +<p>"Some—not much. You can develop it. I? Good heavens, <i>I</i>'ve no +control. You've got the seeds.... No, you must just believe me when I +say it is so. You wouldn't understand if I told you the reason."</p> + +<p>"It seems to me the more I see of you the less I do understand you," I +objected.</p> + +<p>"Quite likely," he answered. "It isn't even worth trying."</p> + +<p>The play which the Seraph was taking us to see was <i>The Heir-at-Law</i>, +and though we went on the first night, it was running throughout my +residence in England, and for anything I know to the contrary may +still be playing to crowded houses. It was the biggest dramatic +success of recent years, and for technical construction, subtlety of +characterization, and brilliance of dialogue, ranks deservedly as a +masterpiece. As a young man I used to do a good deal of theatre-going, +and attended most of the important first nights. Why, I hardly know; +possibly because there was a good deal of difficulty in getting seats, +possibly because at that age it amused us to pose as <i>virtuosi</i>, and +say we liked to form our own opinion of a play before the critics had +had time to tell us what to think of it. I remember the acting usually +had an appearance of being insufficiently rehearsed, the players were +often nervous and inaudible, and most of the plays themselves wanted +substantial cutting.</p> + +<p>"The last things I saw in England," I told Mrs. Wylton, "were <i>The +Second Mrs. Tanqueray</i>, and <i>A Woman of No Importance</i>."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span>Dramatic history has developed apace since those days. I recollect we +thought Pinero the most daring dramatist since Ibsen; we talked sagely +of a revolution in the English theatre. There must have been many +revolutions since then! Even the wit of Wilde has grown a little +out-moded since '93. As we drove down to the Cornmarket I was given to +understand that the dramatic firmament had been many times disturbed +in twenty years; Shaw had followed a meteoric path, Barker burned with +fitful brilliance, while aloft in splendid isolation shone the +inexorable cold light of Galsworthy....</p> + +<p>"Who's the new man you're taking us to see?" Joyce asked the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"Gordon Tremayne," he answered.</p> + +<p>"The man who wrote 'The Child of Misery'? I didn't know he wrote +plays."</p> + +<p>"I believe this is his first. Do you know his books?"</p> + +<p>"Forward and backward and upside down," I answered. "He's one of the +coming men."</p> + +<p>I am not a great novel reader, and have no idea how I came across +Tremayne's first book, "The Marriage of Gretchen," but when once I had +read it, I watched the publisher's announcements for other books from +the same pen. The second one belonged still to the experimental stage: +then the whole literary world was convulsed by the first volume of his +"Child of Misery."</p> + +<p>I suppose by now it is as well-known as that other strange masterpiece +of self-revelation—"Jean Christophe"—which in many ways it so +closely resembles. In one respect it shared the same immortality, and +"Jean Christophe's" future was not more eagerly watched in France than +"Rupert Chevasse's" in England. The hero—for want of a <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span>better +name—was torn from the pages of the book and invested by his readers +with flesh and blood reality. We all wanted to know how the theme +would develop, and none of us could guess. The first volume gave you +the childhood and upbringing of Rupert—and incidentally revealed to +my unimaginative mind what a hell life must be for an over-sensitive +boy at an English public school. The second opened with his marriage +to Kathleen, went on to her death and ended with the appalling mental +prostration of Rupert. I suppose every one had a different theory how +the third volume would shape....</p> + +<p>"What sort of a fellow is this Tremayne?" I asked the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"I've never met him," he answered, and closured my next question by +jumping up and helping Mrs. Wylton out of the taxi.</p> + +<p>From our box we had an admirable view of both stage and house. One or +two critics and a sprinkling of confirmed first-nighters had survived +from the audiences I knew twenty years before, but the newcomers were +in the ascendant. It was a good house, and I recognised more than one +quondam acquaintance. Mrs. Rawnsley, the Prime Minister's wife, was +pointed out to me by Joyce: she was there with her daughter, and for a +moment I thought I ought to go and speak. When I recollected that we +had not met since her marriage, and thought of the voluminous +explanations that would be necessitated, I decided to sit on in the +box and talk to Joyce. Indeed, I only mention the fact of my seeing +mother and daughter there, because it sometimes strikes me as curious +that so large a part should have been played in my life by a girl of +nineteen with sandy hair and over-freckled face whom I saw on that +occasion for the first, last and only time.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span><i>The Heir-at-Law</i> went with a fine swing. There were calls at the end +of each act, and the lights were kept low after the final curtain +while the whole house rang from pit to gallery with a chorus of +"Author! Author!" The Seraph began looking for his coat as soon as the +curtain fell, but I wanted to see the great Gordon Tremayne.</p> + +<p>"He won't appear," I was told when I refused to move.</p> + +<p>"How do you know?"</p> + +<p>Aintree hesitated, and then pointed to the stage, where the manager +had advanced to the footlights and was explaining that the author was +not in the house.</p> + +<p>We struggled out into the passage and made our way into the hall.</p> + +<p>"Where does one sup these times?" I asked the Seraph.</p> + +<p>He suggested the Carlton and I handed on the suggestion to Mrs. +Wylton, not in any way as a reflection on his admirable dinner, but as +a precautionary measure against hunger in the night. Mrs. Wylton in +turn consulted her sister, who appeared by common consent to be +credited with the dominant mind of the party.</p> + +<p>"I should love...." Joyce was beginning when something made her stop +short. I followed the direction of her eyes, and caught sight of a +wretched newspaper boy approaching with the last edition of an evening +paper. Against his legs flapped a flimsy newsbill, and on the bill +were four gigantic words:—</p> + +<p class="cenlgsc"><b>Defeat of Suffrage Amendment.</b></p> + +<p>Joyce met my eyes with a determined little smile.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span>"Not to-night, thanks," she said. "I've a lot of work to do before I +go to bed."</p> + +<p>"When shall I see you again?" I asked.</p> + +<p>She held out a small gloved hand.</p> + +<p>"You won't. It's good-bye."</p> + +<p>"But why?"</p> + +<p>"It's war <i>à outrance</i>."</p> + +<p>"That's no concern of mine."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. Those that are not with me are against me."</p> + +<p>I offered a bribe in the form of matches and a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"Don't you have an armistice even for tea?" I asked.</p> + +<p>She shook her head provokingly.</p> + +<p>"Joyce," I said, "when you were five, I had every reason, +justification and opportunity for slapping you. I refrained. Now when +I think of my wasted chances...."</p> + +<p>"You can come to tea any time. Seraph'll give you the address."</p> + +<p>"That's a better frame of mind," I said, as I hailed a taxi and put +the two women inside it.</p> + +<p>"It won't be an armistice," she called back over her shoulder.</p> + +<p>"It'll have to be. I bring peace wherever I go."</p> + +<p>"I shall convert you."</p> + +<p>"If there's any conversion...."</p> + +<p>"When are you coming?" she interrupted.</p> + +<p>"Not for a day or two," I answered regretfully. "I'm spending Whitsun +with the Rodens."</p> + +<p>Joyce shook my hand in silence through the window of the taxi, and +then abruptly congratulated me.</p> + +<p>"What on?" I asked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span>"Your week-end party. How perfectly glorious!"</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"You're going to be in at the death," she answered, as the taxi jerked +itself epileptically away from the kerb.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER II<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>SUPPER WITH A MYSTIC</h4> + +<div class="block3"><p>"I can look into your soul. D'you know what I +see...? ... I see your soul."—<span class="sc">John +Masefield</span>, "The Tragedy of Nan."</p></div> +<br /> + +<p>I stood absent-mindedly staring at the back of the taxi till it +disappeared down Pall Mall and the Seraph brought me to earth with an +invitation to supper.</p> + +<p>"...if it won't be too much of an anti-climax to have supper with me +alone," I heard him murmuring.</p> + +<p>At that moment I wanted to stride away to the Park, tramp up and down +by myself, and think—think calmly, think savagely, try every fashion +of thinking.</p> + +<p>"To be quite candid," I said, as I linked arms and turned in the +direction of the Club, "if you nailed me down like a Strasburg goose, +I don't believe you could fill me fuller than you've already done at +dinner."</p> + +<p>"Let me bear you company, then. It'll keep you from thinking. Wait a +minute; I want to have this prescription made up."</p> + +<p>I followed him into a chemist's shop and waited patiently while a +powerful soporific was compounded. I have myself subsisted too many +years on heroic remedies to retain the average Englishman's horror of +what he calls "drugs." At the same time I do <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span>not like to see boys of +six and twenty playing with toys as dangerous as the Seraph's little +grey-white powders; nor do I like to see them so much as feeling the +need.</p> + +<p>"Under advice?" I asked, as we came out into the street.</p> + +<p>"Originally. I don't need it often, but I'm rather unsettled +to-night."</p> + +<p>He had been restless throughout the play, and the hand that paid for +the powders had trembled more than was necessary.</p> + +<p>"You were all right at dinner," I said.</p> + +<p>"That was some time ago," he answered.</p> + +<p>"Everything went off admirably; there's been nothing to worry you."</p> + +<p>"Reaction," he muttered abruptly, as we mounted the steps of the Club.</p> + +<p>Supper was a gloomy meal, as we ate in silence and had the whole huge +dining-room to ourselves. I ought not to complain or be surprised, as +silence was the Seraph's normal state, and my mind was far too full of +other things to discuss the ordinary banalities of the day. With the +arrival of the cigars, however, I began to feel unsociable, and told +him to talk to me.</p> + +<p>"What about?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Anything."</p> + +<p>"There's only one thing you're thinking about at the moment."</p> + +<p>"Oh?"</p> + +<p>"You're thinking of the past three months generally, and the past +three hours in particular."</p> + +<p>"That doesn't carry me very far," I said.</p> + +<p>He switched off the table lights and lay back in his chair with legs +crossed.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think it strange and—unsettling? <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span>Three months ago life +was rounded and complete; you were all-sufficient to yourself. One day +was just like another, till the morning when you woke up and felt +lonely—lonely and wasted, gradually growing old. Till three, four +hours ago you tried to define your new hunger.... Now you've forgotten +it, now you're wondering why you can't drive out of your mind the +vision of a girl you've not seen for twenty years. Shall I go on? +You've just had a new thought; you were thinking I was impertinent, +that I oughtn't to talk like this, that you ought to be angry.... Then +you decided you couldn't be, because I was right." He paused, and then +exclaimed quickly, "Now, now there's another new thought! You're not +going to be angry, you know it's true, you're interested, you want to +find out how I know it's true, but you want to seem sceptical so as to +save your face." He hesitated a second time, and added quietly, "Now +you've made up your mind, you're going to say nothing, you think +that's non-committal, you're going to wait in the hope that I shall +tell you how I know."</p> + +<p>I made no answer, and he sat silent for a while, tracing his initials +with the end of a match in the little mound of cigar ash on his plate.</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you how I know," he said at last. "But it was true, +wasn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Suppose it was?"</p> + +<p>His shoulders gave a slight shrug.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know. I just wanted to see if I was right."</p> + +<p>I turned up the table lamp again so that I could see his face.</p> + +<p>"Just as a matter of personal interest," I said, "do you suggest that +I always show the world what I'm thinking about?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span>"Not the world."</p> + +<p>"You?"</p> + +<p>"As a rule. Not more than other people."</p> + +<p>"Can you tell what everybody's thinking of?"</p> + +<p>"I can with a good many men."</p> + +<p>"Not women?"</p> + +<p>He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"They often don't know themselves. They think in fits and +starts—jerkily; it's hard to follow them."</p> + +<p>"How do you do it?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. You must watch people's eyes; then you'll find the +expression is always changing, never the same for two minutes in +succession—you just <i>see</i>."</p> + +<p>"I'm hanged if I do."</p> + +<p>"Your eyes must be quick. Look here, you're walking along in evening +dress, and I throw a lump of mud on to your shirt front. In a fraction +of a second you hit me over the head with your cane. That's all, isn't +it? But you know it isn't all; there are a dozen mental processes +between the mud-throwing and the head-hitting. You're horror-stricken +at the mess I've made of your shirt, you wonder if you'll have time to +go back and change into a clean one, and if so, how late you'll be. +You're annoyed that any one should throw mud at you, you're +flabbergasted that <i>I</i> should be the person. You're impotently angry. +Gradually a desire for revenge overcomes every other feeling; you're +going to hurt me. A little thought springs up, and you wonder whether +I shall summon you for assault; you decide to risk it Another little +thought—will you hit me on the body or the head? You decide the head +because it'll hurt more. Still another thought—how hard to hit? You +don't want to kill me and you don't want to make me blind. You decide +to be on the safe <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a></span>side and hit rather gently. Then—then at last +you're ready with the cane. Is that right?"</p> + +<p>I thought it over very carefully.</p> + +<p>"I suppose so. But no one can see those thoughts succeeding each +other. There isn't time."</p> + +<p>The Seraph shook his head in polite contradiction.</p> + +<p>"The same sort of thing was said when instantaneous photography was +introduced. You got pictures of horses galloping, and people solemnly +assured you it was physically impossible for horses' legs to get into +such attitudes."</p> + +<p>"How do you account for it?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Don't know. Eyes different from other people's, I suppose."</p> + +<p>I could see he preferred to discuss the power in the abstract rather +than in relation to himself, but my curiosity was piqued.</p> + +<p>"Anything else?" I asked.</p> + +<p>He listened for a moment; the Club was sunk in profound silence. Then +I heard him imitating a familiar deep voice: "Oh—er—porter, taxi, +please."</p> + +<p>"Why d'you do that?" I asked, not quite certain of his meaning.</p> + +<p>"Don't you know whose voice that was supposed to be?"</p> + +<p>"It was Arthur Roden's," I said.</p> + +<p>He nodded. "Just leaving the Club."</p> + +<p>I jumped up and ran into the hall.</p> + +<p>"Is Sir Arthur Roden in the Club?" I asked the porter.</p> + +<p>"Just left this moment, sir," he answered.</p> + +<p>I came back and sat down opposite the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"I want to hear more about this," I said. "I'm beginning to get +interested."</p> + +<p>He shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Why not?" I persisted.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a></span>"I don't like talking about it. I don't understand it, there's a lot +more that I haven't told you about. I only——"</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p>"I only told you this much because you didn't like to see me taking +drugs. I wanted to show you my nerves were rather—abnormal."</p> + +<p>"As if I didn't know that! Why don't you do something for them?"</p> + +<p>"Such as?"</p> + +<p>"Occupy your mind more."</p> + +<p>"My mind's about as fully occupied as it will stand," he answered as +we left the dining-room and went in search of our coats.</p> + +<p>As I was staying at the Savoy and he was living in Adelphi Terrace, +our homeward roads were the same. We started in silence, and before we +had gone five yards I knew the grey-white powder would be called in +aid that night. He was in a state of acute nervous excitement; the arm +that linked itself in mine trembled appreciably through two +thicknesses of coat, and I could feel him pressing against my side +like a frightened woman. Once he begged me not to repeat our recent +conversation.</p> + +<p>As we entered the Strand, the sight of the theatres gave me a fresh +train of thought.</p> + +<p>"You ought to write a book, Seraph," I said with the easy abruptness +one employs in advancing these general propositions.</p> + +<p>"What about?"</p> + +<p>"Anything. Novel, play, psychological study. Look here, my young +friend, psychology in literature is the power of knowing what's going +on in people's minds, and being able to communicate that knowledge to +paper. How many writers possess the power? If you look at the rot that +gets published, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a></span>the rot that gets produced at the theatres, my +question answers itself. At the present day there aren't six +psychologists above the mediocre in all England; barring Henry James +there's been no great psychologist since Dostoievski. And this power +that other people attain by years of heart-breaking labour and +observation, comes to you—by some freak of nature—ready made. You +could write a good book, Seraph; why don't you?"</p> + +<p>"I might try."</p> + +<p>"I know what that means."</p> + +<p>"I don't think you do," he answered. "I pay a lot of attention to your +advice."</p> + +<p>"Thank you," I said with an ironical bow.</p> + +<p>"I do. Five years ago, in Morocco, you gave me the same advice."</p> + +<p>"I'm still waiting to see the result."</p> + +<p>"You've seen it."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"You told me to write a book, I wrote it. You've read it."</p> + +<p>"In my sleep?"</p> + +<p>"I hope not."</p> + +<p>"Name, please? I've never so much as seen the outside of it."</p> + +<p>"I didn't write in my own name."</p> + +<p>"Name of book and pseudonym?" I persisted.</p> + +<p>His lips opened, and then shut in silence.</p> + +<p>"I shan't tell you," he murmured after a pause.</p> + +<p>"It won't go any further," I promised.</p> + +<p>"I don't want even you to know."</p> + +<p>"Seraph, we've got no secrets. At least I hope not."</p> + +<p>We had come alongside the entrance to the Savoy, but neither of us +thought of turning in.</p> + +<p>"Name, please?" I repeated after we had walked in silence to the +Wellington Street crossing and were <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span>waiting for a stream of traffic +to pass on towards Waterloo Bridge.</p> + +<p>"'The Marriage of Gretchen,'" he answered.</p> + +<p>"'The History of David Copperfield,'" I suggested.</p> + +<p>"You see, you won't believe me," he complained.</p> + +<p>"Try something a little less well—known: get hold of a book that's +been published anonymously."</p> + +<p>"'Gretchen' was published over a <i>nom de plume</i>."</p> + +<p>"By 'Gordon Tremayne,'" I said, "whoever he may be."</p> + +<p>"You don't know him?"</p> + +<p>"Do you? No, I remember as we drove down to the theatre you said you +didn't."</p> + +<p>"I said I'd never met him," he corrected me.</p> + +<p>"A mere quibble," I protested.</p> + +<p>"It's an important distinction. Do you know anybody who <i>has</i> met +him?"</p> + +<p>I turned half round to give him the benefit of what was intended for a +smile of incredulity. He met my gaze unfalteringly. Suddenly it was +borne in upon me that he was speaking the truth.</p> + +<p>"Will you kindly explain the whole mystery?" I begged.</p> + +<p>"Now you can understand why I was jumpy at the theatre to-night," he +answered in parenthesis.</p> + +<p>He told me the story as we walked along Fleet Street, and we had +reached Ludgate Circus and turned down New Bridge Street before the +fantastic tangle was straightened out.</p> + +<p>Acting on the advice I had given him when he stayed with me in +Morocco, he had sought mental distraction in the composition of +"Gretchen," and had offered it to the publishers under an assumed name +through the medium of a solicitor. We three alone were acquainted with +the carefully guarded secret. His subsequent books appeared in the +same way: <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span>even the <i>Heir-at-Law</i> I had just witnessed came to a +similar cumbrous birth, and was rehearsed and produced without +criticism or suggestion from the author.</p> + +<p>I could see no reason for a <i>nom de plume</i> in the case of "Gretchen" +or the other novel of nonage; with the "Child of Misery" it was +different. I suspect the first volume of being autobiographical; the +second, to my certain knowledge, embodies a slice torn ruthlessly out +of the Seraph's own life. An altered setting, the marriage of Rupert +and Kathleen, were two out of a dozen variations from the actual; but +the touching, idyllic boy and girl romance, with its shattering +termination, had taken place a few months—a few weeks, I might +say—before our first meeting in Morocco. I imagine it was because I +was the only man who had seen him in those dark days, that he broke +through his normal reserve and admitted me to his confidence.</p> + +<p>"When do you propose to avow your own children?" I asked.</p> + +<p>He shook his head without answering. I suppose it is what I ought to +have expected, but in the swaggering, self-advertising twentieth +century it seemed incredible that I had found a man content for all +time to bind his laurels round the brow of a lay figure.</p> + +<p>"In time...." I began, but he shook his head again.</p> + +<p>"You can stop me with a single sentence. I'm in your hands. 'Gordon +Tremayne' dies as soon as his identity's discovered."</p> + +<p>Years ago I remember William Sharp using the same threat with "'Fiona +Macleod.'"</p> + +<p>"You think it's just self-consciousness," he went on in self-defence. +"You think after what's passed...."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span>"It's getting farther away each day, Seraph," I suggested gently as he +hesitated.</p> + +<p>"I know. 'Tisn't that—altogether. It's the future."</p> + +<p>"What's going to happen?"</p> + +<p>"If 'Gordon Tremayne' knew that," he answered, "you wouldn't find him +writing plays."</p> + +<p>Arm-in-arm we walked the length of the Embankment. As I grew to know +the Seraph better, I learnt not to interrupt his long silences. It was +trying for the patience, I admit, but his natural shyness even with +friends was so great that you could see him balancing an idea for +minutes at a time before he found courage to put it into words. I was +always reminded of the way a tortoise projects its head cautiously +from the shell, looks all round, starts, stops, starts again, before +mustering resolution to take a step forward....</p> + +<p>"D'you believe in premonitions, Toby?" he asked as we passed +Cleopatra's Needle on our second journey eastward.</p> + +<p>"Yes," I answered. I should have said it in any case, to draw him out; +as a matter of fact, I have the greatest difficulty in knowing what I +do or do not believe. On the rare occasions when I do make up my mind +on any point I generally have to reconsider my decision.</p> + +<p>"I had a curious premonition lately," he went on. "One of these days +you may see it in the third volume of 'The Child of Misery.'"....</p> + +<p>I cannot give the story in his own words, because I was merely a +credulous, polite listener. He believed in his premonition, and the +belief gave a vigour and richness to the recital which I cannot hope +or attempt to reproduce. Here is a prosaic record of the facts. At the +close of the previous <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span>winter he had found himself in attendance at a +costume ball, muffled to the eyes in the cerements of an Egyptian +mummy. The dress was too hot for dancing, and he was wandering through +the ball-room inspecting the costumes, when an unreasoning impulse +drove him out into the entrance hall. Even as he went, the impulse +seemed more than a caprice; in his own words, had his feet been +manacled, he would have gone there crawling on his knees.</p> + +<p>The hall was almost deserted when he arrived. A tall Crusader in coat +armour stood smoking a cigarette and talking to a Savoyard +peasant-girl. Their conversation was desultory, but the words spoken +by the girl fixed a careless, frank, self-confident voice in his +memory. Then the Crusader was despatched on an errand, and the +peasant-girl strolled up and down the hall.</p> + +<p>In a mirror over the fireplace the Seraph watched her movements. She +was slight and of medium height, with small features and fine black +hair falling to the waist in two long plaits. The brown eyes, set far +apart and deep in their sockets, were never still, and the face wore +an expression of restless, rebellious energy.... Once their eyes met, +but the mummy wrappings were discouraging. The girl continued her +walk, and the Seraph returned to his mirror. Whatever his mission, the +Crusader was unduly long away; his partner grew visibly impatient, and +once, for no ostensible reason, the expression reflected in the mirror +changed from impatience to disquiet; the brown eyes lost their fire +and self-confidence, the mouth grew wistful, the whole face lonely and +frightened.</p> + +<p>It was this expression that came to haunt the Seraph's dreams. In a +fantastic succession of visions he found himself talking frankly and +intimately with <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span>the Savoyard peasant; their conversation was always +interrupted, suddenly and brutally, as though she had been snatched +away. Gradually—like sunlight breaking waterily through a mist—the +outline of her features become visible again, then the eyes wide open +with fear, then the mouth with lips imploringly parted.</p> + +<p>The Seraph had quickened his pace till we were striding along at +almost five miles an hour. Opposite the south end of Middle Temple +Lane he dragged his arm abruptly out of mine, planted his elbows on +the parapet of the Embankment, and stared out over the muddy waters, +with knuckles pressed crushingly to either side of his forehead.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what to make of it!" he exclaimed. "What does it mean? +Who is she? Why does she keep coming to me like this? I don't know +her, I've caught that one glimpse of her. Yet night after night. And +it's so real, I often don't know whether I'm awake or asleep. I've +never felt so ... so <i>conscious</i> of anybody in my life. I saw her for +those few minutes, but I'm as sure as I'm sure of death that I shall +meet her again——"</p> + +<p>"Don't you want to?"</p> + +<p>He passed a hand wearily in front of his eyes, and linked an arm once +more in mine.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," he answered as we turned slowly back and walked up +Norfolk Street into the Strand. "Yes, if it's just to satisfy +curiosity and find out who she is. But there's something more, there's +some big catastrophe brewing. I'd sooner be out of it. At least ... +she may want help. I don't know. I honestly don't know."</p> + +<p>When we got back to the Savoy I invited him up to my room for a drink. +He refused on the score of lateness, though I could see he was +reluctant to be left to his own company.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span>"Don't think me sceptical," I said, "because I can't interpret your +dreams. And don't think I imagine it's all fancy if I tell you to +change your ideas, change your work, change your surroundings. The +Rodens have invited you down to their place, why don't you come?"</p> + +<p>He shivered at the abrupt contact with reality.</p> + +<p>"I do hate meeting people," he protested.</p> + +<p>"Seraph," I said, "I'm an unworthy vessel, but on your own showing I +shall be submerged in politics if there isn't some one to create a +diversion. Come to oblige me."</p> + +<p>He hesitated for several moments, alternately crushing his opera hat +and jerking it out straight.</p> + +<p>"All right," he said at last.</p> + +<p>"You will be my salvation."</p> + +<p>"You deserve it, for what it's worth."</p> + +<p>"God forbid!" I cried in modest disclaimer.</p> + +<p>"You're the only one that isn't quite sure I'm mad," he answered, +turning away in the direction of Adelphi Terrace.</p> + +<p>For the next two days I had little time to spare for the Seraph's +premonitions or Joyce Davenant's conspiracies. My brother sailed from +Tilbury on the Friday, I was due the following day at the Rodens, and +in the interval there were incredibly numerous formalities to be +concluded before Gladys was finally entrusted to my care. The scene of +reconciliation between her father and myself was most affecting. In +the old days when Brian toiled at his briefs and I sauntered away the +careless happy years of my youth, there is little doubt that I was +held out as an example not to be followed. We need not go into the +question which of us made the better bargain with life, but I know my +brother largely supported himself in the early days of struggle by +reflecting <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span>that a more than ordinarily hideous retribution was in +store for me. Do I wrong him in fancying he must have suffered +occasional pangs of disappointment?</p> + +<p>Perhaps I do; there was really no time for him to be disappointed. +Almost before retribution could be expected to have her slings and +arrows in readiness, my ramblings in the diamond fields of South +Africa had made me richer than he could ever hope to become by playing +the Industrious Apprentice at the English Common Law Bar. More +charitable than the Psalmist—from whom indeed he differs in all +material respects—Brian could not bring himself to believe that any +one who flourished like the green bay tree was fundamentally wicked. +At our meeting he was almost cordial. Any slight reserve may be +attributed to reasonable vexation that he had grown old and scarred in +the battle of life while time with me had apparently stood still.</p> + +<p>For all our cordiality, Gladys was not given away without substantial +good advice. He was glad to see me settling down, home again from my +curious ... well, home again from my wanderings; steadying with age. I +was face to face with a great responsibility.... I suppose it was +inevitable, and I did my best to appear patient, but in common +fairness a judge has no more right than a shopwalker to import a trade +manner into private life. The homily to which I was subjected should +have been reserved for the Bench; there it is expected of a judge; +indeed he is paid five thousand a year to live up to the expectation.</p> + +<p>When Brian had ended I was turned over to the attention of my +sister-in-law. Like a wise woman she did not attempt competition with +her husband, and I was dismissed with the statement that Gladys would +cause me no trouble, and an inconsistent <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span>exhortation that I was not +to let her get into mischief. Finally, in case of illness or other +mishap, I was to telegraph immediately by means of a code contrived +for the occasion. I remember a great many birds figured among the +code-words: "Penguin" meant "She has taken a slight chill, but I have +had the doctor in, and she is in bed with a hot water-bottle"; +"Linnet" meant "Scarlatina"; "Bustard" "Appendicitis, operation +successfully performed, going on well." Being neither ornithologist +nor physician, I had no idea there were so many possible diseases, or +even so that there were enough birds to go round. It is perhaps +needless to add that I lost my copy of the code the day after they +sailed, and only discovered it by chance a fortnight ago when Brian +and his wife had been many months restored to their only child, and I +had passed out of the life of all three—presumably for ever.</p> + +<p>In case no better opportunity offer, I hasten to put it on record that +my sister-in-law spoke no more than the truth in saying her daughter +would cause me no trouble. I do not wish for a better ward. During the +weeks that I was her foster father, circumstances brought me in +contact with some two or three hundred girls of similar age and +position. They were all a little more emancipated, rational, and +independent than the girls of my boyhood, but of all that I came to +know intimately, Gladys was the least abnormal and most tractable.</p> + +<p>I grew to be very fond of her before we parted, and my chief present +regret is that I see so little likelihood of meeting her again. She +was affectionate, obedient, high-spirited—tasting life for the first +time, finding the savour wonderfully sweet on her lips, knowing it +could not last, determined to drain the last drop of enjoyment before +wedlock called her to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span>the responsibilities of the drab, workaday +world. She had none of Joyce Davenant's personality, her reckless +courage and obstinate, fearless devilry; none of Sylvia Roden's +passionate fire, her icy reserve and imperious temper. Side by side +with either, Gladys would seem indeterminate, characterless; but she +was the only one of the three I would have welcomed as a ward in those +thunderous summer days before the storm burst in its fury and scorched +Joyce and Sylvia alike. There were giants in those days, but England +has only limited accommodation for supermen. Had I my time and choice +over again, my handkerchief would still fall on the shoulder of my +happy, careless, laughing, slangy, disrespectful niece.</p> + +<p>I accompanied Gladys to Tilbury and saw her parents safely on board +the <i>Bessarabia</i>. On our return to Pont Street I found a letter of +instructions to guide us in our forthcoming visit to Hampshire. My +niece had half opened it before she noticed the address.</p> + +<p>"It was Phil's writing, so I thought it must be for me," was her +ingenious explanation.</p> + +<p>As I completed the opening and began to read the letter, my mind went +abruptly back to some enigmatic words of Seraph's: "Is Phil going to +be there?". I remembered him asking. "Oh then it certainly won't be a +bachelor party."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER III<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>BRANDON COURT</h4> + +<div class="block3"><p>"I remember waiting for you when the steamer came in. +Do you?"</p> + +<p>"At the Lily Lock, beyond Hong Kong and Java?"</p> + +<p>"Do <i>you</i> call it that too?" ...</p> + +<p>... "You're the Boy, my Brushwood Boy, and I've known +you all my life!"—<span class="sc">Rudyard Kipling</span>, "The +Brushwood Boy."</p></div> +<br /> + +<p>The following morning I took up my new duties in earnest, and conveyed +myself and my luggage from the Savoy to Pont Street.</p> + +<p>"I'm allowing plenty of time for the train," I told Gladys when she +had finished keeping me waiting. "Apparently we've got to meet the +rest of the party at Waterloo, and Phil isn't certain if he'll be +there."</p> + +<p>As we drove down to the station I refreshed my memory with a second +reading of his admirably lucid instructions.</p> + +<p>"Eleven fifteen is the train," he wrote. "If I'm not there, make the +Seraph introduce you: he knows everybody. If he cries off at the last +minute (it's just like him), you'll have to manage on your own +account, with occasional help from Gladys. She doesn't know Rawnsley +or Culling, but she'll point out Gartside if you don't recognize +him...."</p> + +<p>"Do you <i>know</i> him?" Gladys asked me in surprise.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span>"I used to, many years ago. In fact I did him a small service when he +had for the moment forgotten that he was in the East and that the +Orient does not always see eye to eye with the West."</p> + +<p>Gladys' feminine curiosity was instantly aroused, but I refused to +gratify it. After all it was ancient history now, Gartside was several +years younger at the time, and in the parlance of the day, "it was the +sort of thing that might have happened to any one." He is now a highly +respected member of the House of Lords, occupying an important public +position. I should long ago have forgotten the whole episode but for +his promise that if ever he had a chance of repaying me he would do +so. I have every reason now to remember that the bread I cast on the +waters returned to me after not many days.</p> + +<p>"What's he like now?" I asked Gladys.</p> + +<p>"Oh, a topper!"</p> + +<p>I find the rising generation defines with a minimum of words.</p> + +<p>"I mean he's a real white man," she proceeded, <i>per obscurans ad +obscurantius</i>; I was left to find out for myself how much remained of +the old Gartside. I found him little changed, and still a magnificent +specimen of humanity, six feet four in height, fifteen stone in +weight, as strong as a giant, and as gentle as a woman. He was the +kindest, most courteous, largest-hearted man I have ever met: slow of +speech, slow of thought, slow of perception. I am afraid you might +starve at his side without his noticing it; when once he had seen your +plight he would give you his last crust and go hungry himself. He was +brave and just as few men have the courage to be; you trusted and +followed him implicitly; with greater quickness and more imagination +he would have been a great man, but with his weak initiative and +unready <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span>sympathy he might lead you to irreparable disaster. I suppose +he was five and thirty at this time, balder than when I last met him, +and stouter than in the days when he backed himself to stroke a +Leander four half-way over the Putney course against the 'Varsity +Eight.</p> + +<p>I went on with Philip's letter of explanation.</p> + +<p>"Nigel Rawnsley you will find majestic, Olympian, and omniscient. He +is tall, sandy-haired, and lantern-jawed like his father; do not +comment on the likeness, as he cherishes the belief that the Prime +Minister's son is of somewhat greater importance than the Prime +Minister. If you hear him speak before you see him, you will recognise +him by his exquisite taste in recondite epithets. He will hail you +with a Greek quotation, convict you of inaccuracy and ignorance on +five different matters of common knowledge in as many minutes, and +finally give you up as hopeless. This is just his manner. It is also +his manner to wear a conspicuous gold cross to mark his religious +enthusiasms, and to travel third as an earnest of democratic +instincts. He is not a bad fellow if you don't take him too seriously; +he is making a mark in the House."</p> + +<p>"Prig," murmured Gladys with conviction, as I came to the end of the +Rawnsley dossier. She did not know him, but was giving expression to a +very general feeling.</p> + +<p>I crossed swords more than once with Nigel Rawnsley in the course of +the following few months, and in our duelling caught sight of more +than one unamiable side to his character. While my mood is charitable, +I may perhaps say a word in his favour. It is just possible that I +have met more types of men than Philip Roden; it takes me longer to +size them up; perhaps also I see a little deeper than he did. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a></span>Nigel +went through life handicapped by an insatiable ambition and an +abnormal self-consciousness. Without charm of manner or strength of +personality, he must have been from earliest schooldays one of those +who—like the Jews—trample that they be not trampled on. He became +overbearing for fear of being insignificant, corrected your facts for +fear of being squeezed out of the conversation, and sharpened his +tongue to secure your respect if not your love. Some one in the House +christened him "Whitaker's Almanack," but in fact his knowledge was +not exceptionally wide. He was always right because he had the wisdom +to keep silent when out of his depth, and intervene effectively when +he was sure of his ground.</p> + +<p>I never heard him in Court, but his defect as a statesman must have +been apparent as a barrister; he would take no risks, try no bluff, +make no attack till horse, foot, and gun were marshalled in readiness. +Given time he would win by dogged perseverance, but, as in my own +case, he must know to his cost that a slippery opponent will give him +no time for his ponderous grappling. Nigel's great natural gifts will +carry him to the front when he has learnt a little more humanity; and +humanity will come as he loses his dread of ridicule. At present the +youngest parliamentary hand can brush aside his weighty facts and +figures by a simple ill-natured witticism; and the fact that I am not +now languishing in one of His Majesty's gaols is due to my discovery +of the weak spot in his armour. Though my heart beat fast, I was still +able to laugh at him in my moment of crisis; and so long as I +laughed—though he had all the trumps in his hand—he must needs think +I had reason for my laughter.</p> + +<p>"The last of the party," Philip's letter concluded, "will be Pat +Culling. He is an irrepressible <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a></span>Irishman of some thirty summers, with +a brogue that becomes unintelligible whenever he remembers to employ +it. You will find him thin and short, with a lean, expressionless +face, grey eyes, and black hair. He can play any musical instrument +from a sackbut to a Jew's harp, and speak any language from Czech to +Choctaw. Incidentally he is the idlest and most sociable man in +Europe, and gets (and gives) more amusement out of life than any one I +know.</p> + +<p>"You should look for him first at the front of the train, where he +will be bribing the driver to let him travel on the engine; failing +that, try the station-master's office, where he will be ordering a +special in broken Polish; or the collector's gate, where he will be +losing his ticket and discovering it in the inspector's back hair. He +is a skilled conjuror, and may produce a bowl of gold fish from your +hat at any moment. On second thoughts, you will more probably find him +gently baiting the incorruptible Rawnsley, who makes an admirable +foil. Don't be lured into playing poker on the way down; Paddy will +deal himself five aces with the utmost <i>sang froid</i>."</p> + +<p>"Now we know exactly where we are," I remarked replacing the letter in +my pocket, as our taxi mounted the sloping approach to Waterloo.</p> + +<p>"And it's all wasted labour," said Gladys as I began to assemble her +belongings from different corners of the cab. "Phil's here the whole +time."</p> + +<p>I reminded myself that I stood <i>in loco parentis</i>, shook hands with +Philip and plunged incontinently into a sea of introductions.</p> + +<p>The journey down was unexpectedly tranquil. Gladys and Philip +conversed in a discreet undertone, paying no more attention to my +presence than if I had been the other side of the world. Gartside told +me how life had treated him since our parting in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span>Asia Minor; while +Culling produced a drawing block and embarked on an illustrated +history of Rawnsley's early years. It was entitled "L'Avénement de +Nigel," and the series began with the first cabinet council hastily +summoned to be informed of the birth—I noticed that the ministers +were arrayed in the conventional robes of the Magi—it concluded with +the first meeting of electors addressed by the budding statesman. For +reasons best known to the artist, his victim was throughout deprived +of the consolation of clothing, though he seldom appeared without the +badge of the C.E.M.S. Rawnsley grew progressively more uncomfortable +as the series proceeded, and in the interests of peace I was not sorry +when we arrived at Brandon Junction.</p> + +<p>We strolled out into the station yard while our luggage was being +collected. A car was awaiting us, with a girl in the driving-seat, and +from the glimpse gained a few days earlier in Pont Street, I +recognized her as Sylvia Roden. I should have liked to enjoy a long +rude stare, but my attention was distracted by the changed demeanour +of my fellow travellers. Gartside advanced with the air Mark Antony +must have assumed in bartering away a world for a smile from +Cleopatra; Rawnsley struggled to produce a Sir Walter Raleigh effect +without the cloak; even Culling was momentarily sobered.</p> + +<p>When I turned from her admirers to Sylvia herself, it was to marvel at +the dominion and assurance of an English girl in her beauty and proud +youth. She sat in a long white dust-coat, her fingers toying with the +ends of a long motor veil. The small oval face, surmounted by rippling +black hair, was a singularly perfect setting for two lustrous, soft, +unfathomable brown eyes. As she held her court, a smile of challenge +hovered round her small, straight mouth, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span>as though she were conscious +of the homage paid her, and claimed it as a right; behind the smile +there lurked—or so I fancied—a suggestion of weariness as with one +whom mere adoration leaves disillusioned. Her manner was a baffling +blend of frankness and reserve. The <i>camaraderie</i> of her greeting +reminded me she was one girl brought up in a circle of brothers; +fearless and unaffected, she met us on equal terms and was hailed by +her Christian name. But the frankness was skin deep, and I pitied the +man who should presume on her manner to attempt unwelcome intimacy. It +was a fascinating blend, and she knew its fascination; her friends +were distantly addressed as "Mr. Rawnsley," "Lord Gartside," "Mr. +Culling."</p> + +<p>Gladys and I had lingered behind the others, but at our approach +Sylvia jumped down from the car and ran towards us. Her movements were +astonishingly light and quick, and when I amused an idle moment in +trying to fit her with a formula I decided that her veins must be +filled with radium. Possibly the description conveys nothing to other +people; it exactly expresses the feeling that her mobile face, quick +movements of body and passionate nature inspired in me. Later on I +remember the Seraph pointed to the tremendous mental and physical +energy of her father and brothers, asking how a slight girl's frame +could contain such fire without eruption.</p> + +<p>Eruptions there certainly were, devastating and cataclysmic....</p> + +<p>"How are you, my child?" she exclaimed, catching Gladys by the hands. +"And where's the wicked uncle?"</p> + +<p>My niece indicated my presence, and I bowed.</p> + +<p>"You?" Sylvia took me in with one rapid glance, and then held out a +hand. "But you look hardly older than Phil."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span>"I feel even younger," I began.</p> + +<p>"Face massage," Culling murmured.</p> + +<p>"A good conscience," I protested.</p> + +<p>"Why did you have to leave England?" he retorted.</p> + +<p>It was the first time I had heard it suggested that my exile was other +than voluntary. I attempted no explanation as I knew Culling would +outbid me. Instead, we gathered silently round the car and watched +Philip attempting with much seriousness to allot seats among an +excessive population that spent its time criticising and rejecting his +arrangements.</p> + +<p>"It's the fault of the Roden family!" he exclaimed at last in +desperation. "Why did I come down by this train, and why did you come +to meet us, Sylvia? We're two too many. Look here, climb in, +everybody, and Bob and I'll go in the other car."</p> + +<p>"You can't ask a Baron of the United Kingdom to go as luggage," +objected Culling who had vetoed twice as many suggestions as any one +else.</p> + +<p>"Well, you come, Pat," said Phil.</p> + +<p>"We Cullings aren't to be put off with something that's not good +enough for Lord Gartside," was the dignified rejoinder.</p> + +<p>Philip was seized with inspiration.</p> + +<p>"Does any one care to walk?" he asked. "Gladys?"</p> + +<p>"You're not going to take this child over wet fields in thin shoes," +his sister interposed. "She's got a cold as it is."</p> + +<p>My eyes strayed casually to the ground and taught me that Sylvia was +shod with neat, serviceable brogues.</p> + +<p>"I'll walk," I volunteered in an aside to her, "if you'll show me the +way."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span>Within two minutes the car had been despatched on its road, and Sylvia +and I set out at an easy, swinging pace through the town and across +the four miles of low meadow land that separated us from Brandon +Court.</p> + +<p>"Rather good, that," I remarked as we got clear of the town.</p> + +<p>"What was?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Abana, Pharpar and yet a third river of Damascus flowed near at hand, +but it was the sluggish old waters of Jordan that were found worthy."</p> + +<p>We were walking single-file along a footpath, and a stile imposed a +temporary check. Sylvia mounted it and sat on the top bar, looking +down on me.</p> + +<p>"Are we going to be friends?" she asked abruptly.</p> + +<p>"I sincerely hope so."</p> + +<p>"It rests with you. And you must decide now, while there's still time +to go back and get a cab at the station."</p> + +<p>"We were starting rather well," I pointed out.</p> + +<p>"That's just what you weren't doing," she said with a determined shake +of the head. "If we're going to be friends, you must promise never to +make remarks like that. You don't mean them, and I don't like them. +Will you promise?"</p> + +<p>"The flesh is weak," I protested.</p> + +<p>"Am I worth a little promise like that?"</p> + +<p>"Lord! yes," I said. "But I always break my promises."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't break this one. It's bad enough with Abana and Pharpar, +as you call them. You know you're really—you won't mind my saying +it?—you're old enough...."</p> + +<p>"Age only makes me more susceptible," I lamented. The statement was +perfectly true and I have suffered much mental disquiet on the +subject. So far as I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span>can see, my declining years will be one long +riot of senile infidelity.</p> + +<p>"I don't mind that," said Sylvia with a close-lipped smile; "but I +don't want pretty speeches." She jumped down from the stile and stood +facing me, with her clear brown eyes looking straight into mine. +"You're not in love with me, are you?"</p> + +<p>I hesitated for a fraction of time, as any man would; but her foot +tapped the ground with impatience.</p> + +<p>"Don't be absurd!" she exclaimed, "you know you're not; you've known +me five minutes. Well,"—her voice suddenly lost any asperity it may +have contained, and she laid her hand almost humbly on my arm—"please +don't behave as if you were. I hate it, and hate it, and hate it, till +I can hardly contain myself. But I should like you as a friend. You've +knocked about the world, you're seasoned——"</p> + +<p>I held out my hand to seal the bargain.</p> + +<p>"I was horribly rude just now!" she exclaimed with sudden penitence. +"I was afraid you were going to be like all the rest."</p> + +<p>"Tell me what's expected of me," I begged.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. I just want to be friends. You'll find I'm worth it," she +added with a flash of pride.</p> + +<p>"I think I saw that the moment we met."</p> + +<p>"I wonder."</p> + +<p>It was some time before I did full justice to Sylvia, some time before +I appreciated the pathetic loneliness of her existence. For twenty +years she and Philip had been staunch allies. His triumphs and +troubles had been carried home from school to be discussed and shared +with his sister; on the first night of every holiday the pair of them +had religiously taken themselves out to dinner and a theatre, and +Sylvia had been in attendance at every important <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span>match in which he +was taking part, and every speech day at which he was presented with a +prize. The tradition was carried on at Oxford, and had only come to an +end when Philip entered public life and won his way into the House of +Commons. Their confidences had then grown gradually less frequent, and +Sylvia, whose one cry—like Kundry's—had ever been, "Let me serve," +found herself without the opportunity of service. The Roden household, +when I first entered it, was curiously unsympathetic; she was without +an ally; there was much affection and woefully little understanding. +Her father never took counsel with the women of his family, Philip had +slipped away, and neither Robin nor Michael was old enough to take his +place. With her vague, ill-defined craving to be of account in the +world, it was small wonder if she felt herself unfriended and her +devotional overtures rejected. Had her father been any one else, I am +convinced that Sylvia would have joined Joyce Davenant and sought an +outlet for her activities in militancy.</p> + +<p>"You're remarkably refreshing, Sylvia," I said. She raised her +eyebrows at the name. "Oh, well," I went on, "if we're going to be +friends.... Besides, it's a very pretty name."</p> + +<p>"I hate it!" she exclaimed. "Sylvia Forstead Mornington Roden. I hate +them all!"</p> + +<p>"Were you called after Lady Forstead?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Did you know her?"</p> + +<p>I shook my head. Of course I had heard of her and the money left by +her husband, who had chanced to own the land on which Renton came +afterwards to be built. Most of that money, I learned later, was +reposing in trust till Sylvia was twenty-five.</p> + +<p>"Your taste in godmothers is commendable," I remarked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span>"You think so?" she asked without conviction.</p> + +<p>It is not good for a young girl to be burdened with great possessions; +they distort her outlook on life. I wondered to what extent Sylvia was +being troubled in anticipation, but the wonder was idle: nature had +troubled her with sufficient good looks to make mercenary admirers +superfluous.</p> + +<p>"Most people...." I began, but stopped as she came to a sudden +standstill.</p> + +<p>"I <i>say</i>, we forgot all about Mr. Aintree!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"He didn't come," I reassured her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Phil said perhaps he mightn't. I gather he usually does accept +invitations and not turn up. I hate people who can't be reasonably +polite."</p> + +<p>"He usually refuses the invitation," I said in the Seraph's defence.</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>I shrugged my shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Shyness, I suppose."</p> + +<p>"I hate shy people."</p> + +<p>"You must ask him."</p> + +<p>"I don't know him. What's he like?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I thought you did. He...." I paused and tried to think how the +Seraph should be described; it was not easy. "Medium height," I +ventured at last, "fair hair, rather a white face; curious, rather +haunting dark eyes. Middle twenties, but usually looks younger. Very +nervous and overwrought, frightfully shy...."</p> + +<p>"Sounds like a degenerate poet."</p> + +<p>"He's had a good deal of trouble," I added. "Be kind to him, Sylvia. +Life's a long agony to him when he's with strangers."</p> + +<p>"I hate shy people," she repeated. "It's so silly to be awkward."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span>"He's not awkward. Incidentally, what a number of things you find time +to hate!"</p> + +<p>"I know. I'm composed entirely of hates and bad tempers. And I hate +myself more than anybody else."</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"Because I don't understand myself," she answered, "and I can't +control myself."</p> + +<p>On arriving at the house I was introduced to my hostess. Lady Roden +was a colourless woman who had sunk to a secondary position in the +household. This was perhaps not surprising in a family that contained +Arthur as the nominal head, and Philip, Sylvia, Robin, and Michael as +Mayors of the Palace. What she lacked in authority was made up in +prestige. On no single day of her life of fifty years did she forget +that she was a Rutlandshire Mornington. I fear I have little respect +for Morningtons—or any other pre-Conquest families—whether they come +from Rutlandshire or any other part of the globe. Such inborn +reverence as I in common with all other Englishmen may ever have +possessed has been starved by many years absence abroad. At Brandon +Court I found the sentiment flourishing hardily: Lady Roden dug for +pedigrees as a dog scratches for a bone. "You are a brother of the +Judge?" she said when we met. "Then—let me see—your sister-in-law +was a Hylton."</p> + +<p>I had expected to find the atmosphere oppressive with Front Bench +politics, but the influence of Pat Culling was salutary. Discussion +quailed before his powers of illustration, and the study of "The Rt. +Hon. Sir Arthur Roden Mixing his Metaphors in the Cause of Empire"—it +now hangs in the library of Cadogan Square—rescued the conversation +from controversial destruction. In lieu of politics we had <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span>to arrange +for the arrival of our last two guests; Aintree had wired that he was +coming by a later train, and Rawnsley's sister Mavis had to be brought +over some twenty miles from Hanningfold on the Sussex borders. Sylvia +volunteered for the longer journey in her own little runabout, while +the Seraph was to be fetched in the car that went nightly to Brandon +Junction for Arthur's official, cabinet-minister's despatch case.</p> + +<p>"What's come over our Seraph the last few years?" Culling asked me, +when the two cars had gone their respective ways and we were smoking a +cheroot in the Dutch Garden. "I've known him from a bit of a boy that +high, and now—God knows—it's in a decline you'd say he was taken. +You can't please him and you can't even anger him. He's like a man has +his heart broken."</p> + +<p>I did not know what answer to give.</p> + +<p>"Just a passing mood," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"It's a mood will have him destroyed," said Culling, gloomily.</p> + +<p>He was a kind-hearted, pleasant, superficial fellow, one of those +feckless, humorous Irishmen who laugh at the absurdities of the world +and themselves, and go on laughing till life comes to hold no other +business—a splendid engine for work or fighting, but too idle almost +to make a start, too little concentrated ever to keep the wheel +moving, a man of short cuts and golden roads.... He talked with easy +kindness of the Seraph till a horn sounded far away down the drive and +the Brandon car swept tortuously through the elm avenue to the house.</p> + +<p>"A common drunk and disorderly!" Culling shouted as the Seraph came +towards us with his right arm in a sling. He had that morning shut his +thumb in the front door of his flat, and while we <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span>dragged the depths +of Waterloo for his body, he had been sitting with his doctor, sick +and faint, having the wound dressed. His face was whiter than usual, +and his manner restless.</p> + +<p>"I've kept my promise," he remarked to me.</p> + +<p>"I was giving up hope."</p> + +<p>"I <i>had</i> to come," he answered in vague perplexity, and relapsed into +one of his longest silences.</p> + +<p>We wandered for an hour through the grand old-world gardens, +reverently worshipping their many-coloured spring splendour. Flaming +masses of azaleas blazed forth from a background of white and mauve +rhododendrons; white, grey, and purple lilac squandered their wealth +in riotous display, while the Golden Rain flashed in the evening sun, +and a scented breeze spread the grass walks with a yellow carpet. We +drew a last luxurious deep breath, and turned to watch the nymphæas +closing their eyes for the night.</p> + +<p>Beyond the water garden, in an orchard deep with fallen apple-blossom, +Rawnsley and Gartside were stretched in wicker chairs watching an old +spaniel race across the grass in sheer exhilaration of spirit.</p> + +<p>"Come and study the Sixth Sense," Gartside called out as we +approached.</p> + +<p>"There isn't such a thing, but there's no harm in your studying it," +said Rawnsley, in a tone that indicated it mattered little what any of +us did to improve or debase our minds.</p> + +<p>"Martel!" The dog bounded up at Gartside's call, and he showed us two +glazed, sightless eyes. "Good dog!" He patted the animal's neck, and +Martel raced away to the far end of the orchard. "That dog's as blind +as my boot, but he steers himself as though he'd eyes all over his +head. By Jove! I thought he'd brained himself that time!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a></span>Martel had raced at top speed to the foot of a gnarled apple tree. At +two yards' distance he swerved as though a whip had struck him, and +passed into safety. The same thing happened half a dozen times in as +many minutes.</p> + +<p>"He <i>knows</i> it's there," said Gartside. "He's got a sense of distance. +If that isn't a sixth sense, what is it?"</p> + +<p>"Intensified smell-sense," Rawnsley pronounced. "If <i>you</i> were blind, +you'd find your smelling and hearing intensified."</p> + +<p>"Not enough," said Gartside.</p> + +<p>"It's all you'll get. A sense is the perceptiveness of an organ. +You've eyes, ears, a nose, a palate, and a number of sensitive +surfaces. If you want a sixth sense, you must have a sixth perceive +organ. You haven't. Therefore you must be content with seeing, +hearing, smelling, tasting, and touching."</p> + +<p>Gartside was not satisfied with the narrow category.</p> + +<p>"I know a man who can always tell when there's a cat in the room."</p> + +<p>"Before or after seeing it?" Rawnsley inquired politely.</p> + +<p>"Oh, before. Genuine case. I tested him by locking a cat in the +sideboard once when he was coming to dine with me. He complained the +moment he got into the room."</p> + +<p>"Acute smell-sense," Rawnsley decided.</p> + +<p>"You hear of people who can foretell a change in the weather," +Gartside went on.</p> + +<p>"Usually wrong," said Rawnsley. "When they're right, and it isn't +coincidence, you can trace it to the influence of a changed atmosphere +on a sensitive part of their body. An old wound, for instance. Acute +touch sense."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a></span>I happened to catch sight of the Seraph lying on his face piling the +fallen apple-blossoms into little heaps.</p> + +<p>"What about a sense of futurity?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Did you ever meet the man could spot a Derby winner?" asked Culling, +infected by Rawnsley's scepticism.</p> + +<p>"Futurity in respect of yourself," I defined. "What's called +'premonition.'"</p> + +<p>Rawnsley demolished me with patient weightiness.</p> + +<p>"You come down to breakfast with a headache...."</p> + +<p>"Owin' to the unwisdom of mixin' your drinks," Culling interposed.</p> + +<p>"...Everything's black. In the course of the day you hear a friend's +dead. 'Ah!' you say, 'I knew something was going to happen.' What +about all those other mornings...."</p> + +<p>"Terribly plentiful!" said Culling.</p> + +<p>"...When everything's black and nothing happens? It's pure +coincidence."</p> + +<p>I defined my meaning yet more narrowly.</p> + +<p>"I have in mind the premonition of something quite definite."</p> + +<p>"For instance?"</p> + +<p>I told him of a phenomenon that has frequently come under my +observation in the East—the power possessed by many natives of +foretelling the exact hour of their death. Quite recently I came +across a case in the Troad where I fell in with a young Greek who had +been wasting for months with some permanent, indefinable fever. One +morning I found him sitting dressed in his library, the temperature +was normal and the pulse regular; he seemed in perfect health. I +congratulated him on his recovery, and was informed that he would die +punctually at eight that evening.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span>In the course of the day his will was drawn up and signed, the +relatives took their farewells, and a priest administered supreme +unction. I called again at seven o'clock. He seemed still in perfect +health and full possession of his faculties, but repeated his +assertion that he would pass away at eight. I told him not to be +morbid. At ten minutes to eight he warned me that his time was at +hand; after another three minutes he undressed and lay motionless on +his bed. At two minutes past eight the heart had ceased to beat.</p> + +<p>"Auto-hypnosis," said Rawnsley when I had done. "A long debilitating +illness in which the mind became more and more abnormal and subject to +fancies. An idea—from a dream, perhaps—that death will take place at +a certain hour. The mind becomes obsessed by that idea until the body +is literally done to death. It's no more premonition than if I say I'm +going to dine to-night between eight and nine. I've an idea I shall, I +shall do my best to make that idea fruitful, and nothing but an +unforeseen eventuality will prevent my premonition coming true. Stick +to the five senses and three dimensions, Merivale. And now come and +dress, or I may not get my dinner after all."</p> + +<p>"I think Rawnsley's disposed of premonitions," said the Seraph from +the grass. Possibly I was the only one who detected a note of irony in +his voice.</p> + +<p>We had been given adjoining rooms, and in the course of dressing I had +a visit from him with the request that I should tie his tie.</p> + +<p>"Choose the other hand next time," I advised him, when I had done my +bad best. "Authors and pianists, you know—it's your livelihood."</p> + +<p>"It'll be well enough by the time I've anything to write."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span>"Is your Miserable Child causing trouble?"</p> + +<p>Never at that time having been myself guilty of a line of prose or +verse, I could only judge of composition by the light of pure reason. +To write an entirely imaginative work would be—as the poet said of +love—"the devil." An autobiographical novel, I thought, would be like +keeping a diary and chopping it into chapters of approximately equal +length.</p> + +<p>"Have you ever kept a diary a week in advance?" the Seraph asked when +I put this view before him.</p> + +<p>"Why not wait a week?" I suggested, again in the light of pure reason.</p> + +<p>"You'd lose the psychology of expectation—uncertainty."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you would," I assented hazily.</p> + +<p>"I want to dispose of my premonition on the Rawnsley lines."</p> + +<p>"What form does it take?"</p> + +<p>His lips parted, and closed again quickly.</p> + +<p>"I'll let you know in a week's time," he answered.</p> + +<p>Sylvia had not returned when we assembled in the drawing-room, and +after waiting long enough to chill the soup and burn the <i>entrée</i>, it +was decided to start without her. Nothing of that dinner survives in +my memory, from which I infer that cooking and conversation were +unrelievedly mediocre. With the appearance of the cigars I moved away +from Lady Roden's empty chair to the place vacated by Gladys between +Philip and the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"Thumb hurting you?" I asked.</p> + +<p>He looked so white that I thought he must be in pain.</p> + +<p>"I'm all right, thanks," he answered. Immediately to belie his words +the sudden opening of the door made him jump almost out of his chair. +I saw the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span>footman who was handing round the coffee bend down and +whisper something to Arthur.</p> + +<p>"Sylvia's turned up at last," we were told.</p> + +<p>"Did the car break down?" I asked; but Arthur could only say that she +had returned twenty minutes before and was changing her dress.</p> + +<p>"Has she brought Mavis?" asked Rawnsley.</p> + +<p>"The man only said...."</p> + +<p>Arthur left the sentence unfinished and turned his head to find Sylvia +framed in the open doorway. She had changed into a white silk dress, +and was wearing a string of pearls round her slender throat. Posed +with one hand to the necklace and the other still holding the handle +of the door, she made a picture I shall not easily forget. A study in +black and white it was, with the dark hair and eyes thrown into relief +by her pale face and light dress.... I must have stared +unceremoniously, but my stare was distracted by a numbing grip on my +forearm. I found the Seraph making his fingers almost meet through +bone and muscle; he had half risen and was gazing at her with parted +lips and shining eyes. Then we all rose to our feet as she came into +the room.</p> + +<p>"The car went all right," she explained, slipping into an empty chair +by her father's side. "Please sit down, all of you, or I shall be +sorry I came. I'm only here for a minute. Mavis hasn't come, Mr. +Rawnsley. Your mother didn't know why she was staying on in town; she +ought to have been down last night or first thing this morning. She +hadn't wired or anything, so I waited till the six-forty got in, and +as she wasn't on that, I came back alone. No, no dinner, thanks. Mrs. +Rawnsley gave me some sandwiches."</p> + +<p>"I hope there's nothing wrong," I said in the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span>tone that tries to be +sympathetic and only succeeds in arousing general misgiving.</p> + +<p>Sylvia turned her eyes in my direction, catching sight of the Seraph +as she did so.</p> + +<p>"I'm so sorry!" she exclaimed, jumping up and walking round to him +with that wonderful flashing smile that I once in poetical mood +likened to a white rose bursting into flower. "I didn't see you when I +came in. Oh, poor child, what have you done to your hand?"</p> + +<p>I watched their faces as the Seraph explained; strong emotion on the +one, polite conventional sympathy on the other.</p> + +<p>"Move up one place, Phil," she commanded when the explanation was +ended. "I want to talk to our invalid."</p> + +<p>Sylvia's presence kept us lingering long over our cigars, and when at +last we reached the drawing-room, it was to find that Gladys had +already been packed off to bed with mustard plasters and black currant +tea. Life abruptly ceased to have any interest for Philip. I stood +about till my host and hostess were established at the bridge table +with Culling and Gartside, and then accepted the Seraph's invitation +for a stroll on the terrace.</p> + +<p>He executed one of the most masterly silences of my experience. Time +and again we paced that terrace till the others had retired to bed and +a single light in the library shone like a Polyphemus eye out of the +face of the darkened house. I pressed for no confidences, knowing that +at the fitting season he would feel the need of a confidant and +unburden himself to me. That was the most feminine of the Seraph's +many feminine characteristics.</p> + +<p>It was a wonderfully still, moonlight evening. You would have said he +and I were the two last men <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span>in the world, and Brandon Court the only +house in England—till you rounded the corner of the terrace and found +two detectives from Scotland Yard screened by the angle of the house. +Since the beginning of the militant outrages, no cabinet minister had +been allowed to stir without a bodyguard; through the mists of thirty +years I recalled the dynamiter days of my boyhood. In one form or +other the militants, like the poor, were always with us.</p> + +<p>It was after one when the Seraph stalked moodily through the open +library window on his way to bed. Had he been less pre-occupied, he +would have seen something that interested me, though I suppose it +would have enlightened neither of us.</p> + +<p>On a table by the door stood a photograph of Sylvia. I noticed the +frame first, then the face, and finally the dress. She had arrayed +herself as a Savoyard peasant with short skirt, bare arms and hair +braided in two long plaits. It was not a good likeness, because no +portrait could do justice to a face that owed its fascination to the +fact of never being seen in repose; but it was good enough for me to +judge the effect of such a face on a man of impressionable +temperament....</p> + +<p>I had an admirable night's rest, as I always do. I awoke once or +twice, it is true, but dropped off again immediately—almost before I +had time to appreciate that the Seraph was pacing to and fro in the +adjoining room.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER IV<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THE FIRST ROUND</h4> + +<div class="block3"><p>"<span class="sc">Brassbound</span>: You are not my guest: you are +my prisoner.</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Sir Howard</span>: Prisoner?</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Brassbound</span>: I warned you. You should have +taken my warning.</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Sir Howard</span>: ... Am I to understand, then, +that you are a brigand? Is this a matter of ransom?</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Brassbound</span>: ... All the wealth of England +shall not ransom you.</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Sir Howard</span>: Then what do you expect to gain +by this?</p> + +<p><span class="sc">Brassbound</span>: Justice...."</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="sc">Bernard Shaw</span>: "Captain Brassbound's Conversion."</p> +</div> +<br /> + +<p>But for Pat Culling the library was deserted when I entered it the +following morning. I found him with a lighted cigarette jauntily +placed behind one ear, at work on an illustrated biography of the +Seraph. Loose sheets still wet from his quick, prolific pen lay +scattered over chairs, tables and floor, and ranged from "The Budding +of the Wing" to "The Chariot of Fire." Fra Angelico, as an irreverent +pavement artist, was Culling's artistic parent for the time being.</p> + +<p>"Merivale! on my soul!" he exclaimed as he caught sight of me. +"Returning from church, washed of all his sins and thinkin' what fun +it'll be to start again. We want more paper for this."</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact I had not been to church, but Philip had kindly +arranged for my coffee to be brought me in bed, and I saw no reason +for refusing the offer. It was not as if I had work to neglect, and +for some years I have found that other people tend to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span>be somewhat +irritating in the early morning. When I breakfast alone, I am not in +the least fretful, but I believe it to be physiologically true that +the facial muscles grow stiff during sleep, and this makes it +difficult for many people to be smiling and conversational for the +first few hours after waking. So at least I was informed by a medical +student who had spent much time studying the subject in his own +person.</p> + +<p>"Seraph up yet?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Is ut up?" Culling exclaimed in scorn, and I learnt for the first +time that the Seraph habitually lived on berries and cold water, slept +in a draught, and mortified his flesh with a hair shirt. He had, +further, seen the sun rise, wetted his wings in an icy river and +escorted Sylvia to the early service.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad one of us was there," I said.</p> + +<p>"Be glad it wasn't you," answered Culling darkly. "Seraph's in +disgrace over something."</p> + +<p>The reason, as I heard some time later, was his unwillingness to enter +Sylvia's place of worship. The Seraph has devoted considerable time +and money to the study of comparative religion, he will analyse any +known faith, and when he has traced its constituent parts back to +their magical origin, he feels he has done something really worth +doing. Sylvia—like most <i>dévôtes</i>—could not believe in the existence +of a conscientious free-thinker. Why two attractive young people +should have bothered their heads over such matters, passes my +comprehension. I have always found the man who demolishes a religion +only one degree less tiresome than the man who discovers religion for +the first time. Most men seem fated to do one or the other—and to +tell me all about it.</p> + +<p>"Where's she hiding herself now?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Only gone to bring the rest of the family home."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span>Almost before the words were out of his mouth, the door burst open and +admitted Robin and Michael. The Roden boys were all marked with a +strong family likeness, thin, lithe, and active, with black hair and +brown eyes. Robin had outgrown the age of eccentricity in dress, but +Michael persevered with a succession of elaborate colour-schemes. He +was dressed that morning in brown shoes, brown socks, a brown suit and +brown Homburg hat; even his shirt had a faint brown line, and his +handkerchief a brown border. Of a Sphinx-like family, he was the most +enigmatic; his leading characteristics were a surprisingly fluent use +of the epithet "bloody," and a condition of permanent insolvency. The +first reminded me of the great far-off day when I tested the efficacy +of that word in presence of my parents; the second was the basis of +our too short friendship. Finding a ten-pound note in my pocket, I +tossed Michael whether I should give it to him or keep it myself. I +forget who won; he certainly had the note.</p> + +<p>A leave-out day from Winchester accounted for Michael's presence. +Robin had slipped away from Oxford for the nominal purpose of a few +days' rest before his Schools, and with the underlying intention of +perfecting certain intricate arrangements for celebrating his last +Commemoration.</p> + +<p>"You'll come, won't you?" he asked as soon as we had been introduced. +"House, Bullingdon and Masonic...."</p> + +<p>"Who's paying?" asked Michael.</p> + +<p>"Guv'nor, I hope."</p> + +<p>"<i>Je</i> ne <i>pense pas</i>," murmured Michael, as he wandered round the +library in search of a chair that would fit in with his colour-scheme.</p> + +<p>"You come," Robin went on regardless of the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span>interruption. "I've got +six tickets for each. You, and Gladys. Two. Phil, three. Me, four...."</p> + +<p>"Only one girl so far," Culling interposed. "D'you and Phil dance +together? And who has the beads? Some one's got to wear a bead +necklace, you aren't admitted without it even in Russia. University +dancing costume, I believe it's called."</p> + +<p>"Silly ass!" Robin murmured without heat, but Culling was already +depicting two nude gladiators struggling in front of the Town Hall for +the possession of an exiguous necklace. The Vice-Chancellor and +Hebdomadal Council hurried in horror-stricken file down St. Aldates +from Carfax.</p> + +<p>"You, Gladys, and Phil," continued Robin dispassionately. "Sylvia...."</p> + +<p>"Oh, am I coming?" asked Sylvia who had just entered the room, and was +unpinning a motor-veil.</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>yes</i>, darling Sylvia!" Robin—I know—was both fond and proud of +his sister, but the tone of <i>ad hoc</i> blandishment suggested that +experience had taught him to persuade rather than coerce. "You'll +come, if you love me, and bring Mavis," he added with eyes bashfully +averted. "Now another man, and a girl for Mr. Merivale."</p> + +<p>"Is mother included?" asked Sylvia.</p> + +<p>"Not if Mr. Merivale comes," Robin answered in modest triumph. "Who'd +you like?" he asked me.</p> + +<p>"Keep a spare ticket up your sleeve," I counselled. "Don't lay on any +one specially for me, I've seen my best dancing days. In any case I +shouldn't last the course three nights running. You'll find me +drifting away for a little bridge if I see you're not getting up to +mischief."</p> + +<p>Robin sucked his pencil meditatively, waved to the Seraph who had just +entered the room, and turned to his sister.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span>"Well, who's it to be?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't yet know if I'm coming," Sylvia answered.</p> + +<p>"Rot! You must!" said Robin in a tone of mingled firmness and +misgiving that suggested memories of previous unsuccessful efforts to +hustle his sister. "Think it over," he added more mildly, "but let me +know soon, I want the thing fixed up. Whose car, Phil? It's the +driving of Jehu, for he driveth furiously."</p> + +<p>Philip closed a Blue Book, removed his feet from the back of Culling's +chair and strolled to the window. A long green touring car was racing +up the drive, cutting all corners.</p> + +<p>"The Old Man, by Jove!" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Who?"</p> + +<p>"Rawnsley. I wonder what he wants."</p> + +<p>Michael, who had at last found a brown leather armchair to accord with +the day's colour scheme, took on himself to explain the Prime +Minister's sudden appearance.</p> + +<p>"He's come to fetch that bloody Nigel away," he volunteered. "Praise +God with a loud voice. Or else it's a war with Germany."</p> + +<p>"Or the offer of a peerage," I suggested pessimistically.</p> + +<p>"I much prefer the war with Germany," answered Michael, with the +selfishness of youth. "I've no use for honourables, and he'd only be a +viscount. 'Gad, I wonder if old Gillingham's handed in his knife and +fork! That means the Chancellorship for the guv'nor, and they'll make +him an earl, and you'll be Lady Sylvia, my adored sister. How +perfectly bloody! I shall emigrate."</p> + +<p>We were soon put out of our suspense. The library was in theory the +inviolable sanctuary of the Attorney General, and at Philip's +suggestion we <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span>began to retreat through the open French windows into +the garden. The Seraph and I, however, stood at the end of the file +and were caught by Arthur and the Prime Minister before we could +escape. Rawnsley had forgotten me during my absence abroad, and we had +to be introduced afresh.</p> + +<p>"Don't go for a moment," said Arthur, as we made another movement +towards the window. "You may be able to help us."</p> + +<p>I pulled up a chair and watched Rawnsley fumbling for a +spectacle-case. He had aged rather painfully since the day I first met +him five-and-twenty years before, as President of the Board of Trade, +coming to Oxford to address some political club.</p> + +<p>"Sheet of paper? A.B.C., Roden?" he demanded in the quick, staccato +voice of a man who is always trying to compress three weeks' work into +three days. He had his son's ruthless vigour and wilful assurance +without any of Nigel's thin-skinned self-consciousness. "Thanks. Now. +My daughter's missing, Mr. Merivale. You may be able to help. Do you +know her by sight?"</p> + +<p>I mentioned the glimpse I had caught of her at the theatre.</p> + +<p>"Quite enough. She left Downing Street yesterday morning at a quarter +to ten and was to call at her dressmaker's and come down to +Hanningford by the eleven-twenty. We've only two decent trains in the +day, and if she missed that she was to lunch in town and come by the +four-ten. You left at eleven-fifteen, from platform five. The +eleven-twenty goes from platform four. May I ask if you saw anything +of her before you left?"</p> + +<p>I said I had not, and added that I was so busily engaged in meeting +old friends and being introduced <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a></span>to new ones that I had had neither +time nor eyes....</p> + +<p>"Thank you!" he interrupted, turning to the Seraph. "Mr. Aintree, you +know my daughter, and Roden tells me you came down by the four-ten +yesterday afternoon. The train slips a coach at Longfield, a few miles +beyond Hanningford. Did you by any chance see who was travelling by +the slip?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph was no more helpful than I had been, and Rawnsley shut the +A.B.C. with an impatient slap.</p> + +<p>"We must try in other directions, then," he said. "She never left +London."</p> + +<p>"Have you tried the dressmaker's?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Arrived ten, left ten-forty," said Rawnsley.</p> + +<p>"Are any of her friends ill?" I asked. "Is she likely to have been +called away suddenly?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know why she's disappeared," Rawnsley answered. "This letter +makes that quite plain. I want to find where it took place—with a +view to tracing her."</p> + +<p>He threw me over a typewritten letter, with the words, "Received by +first delivery to-day, posted in the late fee box of the South-Western +District Office at Victoria."</p> + +<p>The letter, so far as I remember it, ran as follows:</p> + +<div class="block"><p> +"<span class="sc">Dear Sir,</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>"This is to inform you that your daughter is well and in safe +keeping, but that she is being held as a hostage pending the +satisfactory settlement of the Suffrage Question. As you are +aware, Sir George Marklake has secured second place in the +ballot for Private Member's Bills. Your daughter will be +permitted to communicate with you by post, subject to +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a></span>reasonable censorship; on the day when you promise special +facilities and Government support for the Marklake Bill, and +again at the end of the Report Stage and Third Reading. The same +privilege will be accorded at the end of each stage in the House +of Lords, and she will be restored to you on the day following +that on which the Bill receives the Royal Assent.</p> + +<p>"You will hardly need to be reminded that the Marklake Bill is +to be taken on the first Private Member's night after the +Recess. Should you fail to give the assurances we require, it +will be necessary for us to take such further steps as may seem +best calculated to secure the settlement we desire."</p></div> +<br /> + +<p>It took me some minutes to digest the letter before I was in a +condition to offer even the most perfunctory condolence. Now that the +blow had been struck, I found myself wondering why it had never been +attempted before.</p> + +<p>"You've no clue?" I asked.</p> + +<p>Rawnsley inspected the letter carefully and held it up to the light.</p> + +<p>"Written with a Remington, I should say. And a new one, without a +single defect in type or alignment. And the paper is made by +Hitchcock. That's all I have to go on."</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do?"</p> + +<p>"Advise Scotland Yard, I suppose. Then await developments. I don't +wish what I've told you this morning to go any further; no good +purpose will be served by giving the militants a free advertisement. +When I am in town, it is to be understood that Mavis is with her +mother at Hanningford; and when I am at Hanningford, Mavis must be at +Downing Street."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a></span>One has no business in private life to badger ministers with political +questions, but I could not help asking what line Rawnsley proposed to +take with the Marklake Bill. His grey eyes flashed with momentary +fire.</p> + +<p>"It won't be taken this session," he declared. "I'm moving to +appropriate all Private Members' time for the Poor Law Bill. And +that's all, I think; I must be getting back to my wife, she's—a good +deal upset. Can you spare Nigel, Roden? I should like to take him if I +may. Good-bye, Mr. Merivale. Good-bye, Mr. —— Oh, by the way, Roden, +remember you're tarred with the same brush. As soon as the Recess is +over, you'll have to keep a close watch on your family. Harding's +another; I shall have to warn him."</p> + +<p>Rawnsley's departure left me with a feeling of anti-climax and vague +discomfort. Short of assassination, which would have defeated its own +object, a policy of abduction was the boldest and most effective that +the militants could devise at a time when—in Joyce's words—all +arguments had been exhausted on both sides and war <i>à outrance</i> was +declared by women who insisted on a vote against men who refused to +concede it. I had every reason to think I knew whose brain had evolved +that abduction policy; its reckless simplicity and directness were +characteristic. Then and now I wondered, and still wonder, whether the +author of that policy had sufficient imagination and perspective to +appreciate the enormity of her offence, or the seriousness of the +penalty attendant on non-success.</p> + +<p>"Ber-luddy day!" exclaimed Michael, rejoining us in the library and +delicately brushing occasional drops of moisture from his immaculate +person. A heavy downpour of rain was starting, and though I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span>looked +like being spared initiation into the mysteries of golf—which I am +not yet infirm enough to learn—it was not very clear how we were to +kill time between meal and meal. Gladys was spending the morning +quietly in her room, Philip wandered to and fro like a troubled +spirit, and Sylvia had mysteriously departed.</p> + +<p>In time Michael condescended to give us the reason. It appeared that +while we were closeted with Rawnsley in the library, Robin had decided +that rest and relaxation before his Schools could best be secured by +the organisation of an impromptu Calico Ball, to be given that night +to all who would come. While he sat at the telephone summoning the +County of Hampshire to do his bidding, Sylvia had departed in her +little white runabout to purchase masks and a bale of calico from +Brandon Junction, and scour the neighbourhood in search of piano, +violin, and 'cello. The wet afternoon was to be spent by the women of +the party in improvising costumes, by the men in French-chalking the +floor of the ball-room.</p> + +<p>I took the precaution of calling on Gladys to acquaint her with the +day's arrangements, and beg her to see that I was not compelled to +wear any costume belittling to the dignity of a middle-aged uncle. +Then after writing a bulletin to catch my brother at Gibraltar, I felt +I had earned rest and a cheroot before luncheon. Brandon Court was one +of those admirably appointed houses where you could be certain of +finding wooden matches in every room; it was not, however, till I got +back to the library that I found companionship and the Seraph. He was +lying on a sofa writing slowly and painfully with his left hand.</p> + +<p>"If that's volume three," I said, "I won't interrupt. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span>If it's +anything else, we'd better smoke and talk. I will do the smoking."</p> + +<p>"I'm only scribbling," he answered. "There's no hurry about volume +three."</p> + +<p>"Your public—<i>quorum pars non magna sum</i>—is growing impatient."</p> + +<p>"There won't be any volume three," he said quietly.</p> + +<p>"But why not? I mean, a mere temporary hitch...."</p> + +<p>"It's not that. If it wasn't for this hand I could write like, well, +like you <i>do</i> write once in a lifetime."</p> + +<p>"What's to stop you?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. I only said there wouldn't be a volume three. I shan't +publish it."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>His big blue eyes looked up at me thoughtfully for a moment from under +their long lashes. Then he crumpled up the half-covered sheet of +paper, remarking—</p> + +<p>"There are some things you can't make public."</p> + +<p>"But with a <i>nom de plume</i>...."</p> + +<p>"I might let <i>you</i> see it," he conceded.</p> + +<p>There we had to leave the subject, as the library was soon afterwards +invaded by zealous seekers after luncheon, first Lady Roden and +Gartside, then the rest of the party with the single exception of +Sylvia. Lady Roden walked over to the window and gazed in dismay at +the unceasing downpour.</p> + +<p>"Is Sylvia back yet, does anybody know?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"She came in about a quarter of an hour ago," volunteered the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"Was she very wet?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't see her."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span>Lady Roden bustled out of the room to make first-hand investigation.</p> + +<p>"She took a Burberry with her," Robin called out; then springing up he +seized an ebony paper knife and advanced on Michael who was reclining +decoratively on a Chesterfield sofa. "Talking of Burberries," he went +on, with menace in his tone, "what the deuce d'you mean by stealing +mine, Michael?"</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't be seen dead in your bloody Burberry," Michael responded +with delicate languor.</p> + +<p>The Roden boys were all much of a size, and on the subject of raided +and disputed garments a fierce border warfare raged unintermittently +round their bedroom doors. It was so invariable a rule with Michael to +meet all direct charges with an equally direct denial that his +brothers placed but slight reliance on his word.</p> + +<p>"What was it doing in your room, then?" persisted Robin, as he applied +the paper-knife to the soles of Michael's feet.</p> + +<p>"That was Phil's," said Michael ingenuously.</p> + +<p>Robin turned to his elder brother with the suggestion of a little +disciplinary boiling-oil.</p> + +<p>"It'll be enough if we just ruffle him," answered the humane Philip. +"Keep the door, Pat. Now, Robin!"</p> + +<p>The perfect harmony of their attack argued long practice. Almost +before I had time to move out of the way, Culling was standing with +his back to the door while a scuffling trio on the hearthrug indicated +that castigation was already being meted out. Within two minutes the +immaculate Michael had been reduced to slim, white nudity, and even as +the decorous Gartside proffered a consolatory "<i>Times'</i> Educational +Supplement," the two brothers and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span>Culling had divided the raiment and +taken their centrifugal course through the house, secreting boots, +socks, tie and collar in a succession of ingeniously inaccessible +places as they went. Then the gong sounded, and Gartside took me in to +luncheon.</p> + +<p>Such little breezes, as I afterwards discovered, were characteristic +of Brandon Court when the three brothers were at home and Philip had +forgotten his public dignity. I could have spared the present +outbreak, as the inflammatory word "Burberry" had kept me from putting +a certain question to the Seraph. At one-thirty he had told Lady Roden +that Sylvia had come in about a quarter of an hour before: to be +strictly accurate, she had entered the yard as the stable clock struck +one-fifteen, and had come into the house three minutes later by a side +door and gone straight to her room by a side staircase. The Seraph and +I had been sitting in the library since twelve-forty-five. The library +looked out over a terrace on to the lawn: stable yard, side door and +side staircase were at the diametrically opposite angle of the house. +It was impossible for any one, even with the Seraph's uncannily acute +senses, to hear a sound from the stable yard; even had it been +possible, he could not have identified it as the sound of Sylvia's +return.</p> + +<p>I put my question in the smoking-room after luncheon, but got no +satisfactory answer. Meeting Sylvia in the hall a few minutes later, I +took my revenge by setting her to find out.</p> + +<p>The afternoon was spent in polishing the ball-room floor. Others +worked, I offered advice. At one point, Michael, too, showed a +tendency to offer advice, but the threat that his young body would be +dragged up and down till the bones cut through the skin and scratched +the floor, was effectual in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span>persuading him to swathe his feet in +towels and wade through uncharted seas of French chalk to the infinite +detriment of the blue colour-scheme he had been forced into adopting +for luncheon.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Roden, Sylvia and Gladys retired with their three maids and a +bale of calico. From time to time one of us would be summoned to have +our measurements taken, but no indication was manifested of the guise +in which we were to appear. At eight we retired to our rooms with +sinking hearts; at eight-thirty a group of sheepish men loitered at +the stair-head, waiting for one less self-conscious than the rest to +give a lead to the others.</p> + +<p>The ball—when it came and found us filled and reckless with +dinner—proved an unqualified success. My indistinct memory of it +recalls a number of pretty girls who danced well, talked very quickly, +and called me—without exception—"my dear." I sat out two with +Sylvia, and was cut three times by Gladys, who disappeared with Philip +at an early stage. Further, I supped twice with two creditably hungry +girls, discussed the lineage of the county with Lady Roden, and smoked +a sympathetic cigarette with a nice-looking shy boy of fifteen, who +was always being cut by Gladys when he was not being cut by some one +else. His name was Willoughby, and I hope some girl has smiled on him +less absent-mindedly than my niece.</p> + +<p>In my few spare moments I watched Sylvia dealing with her male guests. +Culling approached and was rewarded with a smile and one dance. +Gartside followed and received an even sweeter, Tristan-und-Isolde +smile, and the same proportion of her programme. The Seraph, +arm-in-sling, hung unostentatiously on the outskirts of the crowd, and +with much hesitation summoned courage to ask if she <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span>could spare him +one to sit out. She gave him two, and extended it later to three.</p> + +<p>I heard afterwards that at the end of the third he prepared to return +to the ball-room.</p> + +<p>"Who are you taking this one with?" she asked him.</p> + +<p>"No one," he told her.</p> + +<p>"Why not stay here, then?"</p> + +<p>"Haven't you promised it to young Willoughby?"</p> + +<p>"He'll survive the disappointment," said Sylvia lightly.</p> + +<p>The Seraph shook his head. "May I have one later?" he asked. "You +oughtn't to cut Willoughby, he's been looking forward to it."</p> + +<p>Sylvia was not accustomed or inclined to dictation from others.</p> + +<p>"Have you asked him?" she said, uncertain whether to be amused or +angry.</p> + +<p>"It wasn't necessary. Haven't you felt his eyes on you while you were +dancing? He thinks you're the most wonderful girl in the world. There +he's right. He'll treasure up every word you speak, every smile you +give him; he'll send himself to sleep picturing ways of saving your +life at the cost of his own. And he'll dream of you all night."</p> + +<p>The Seraph's tranquil, unemotional voice had grown so earnest that +Sylvia found herself growing serious in spite of herself.</p> + +<p>"I wish you wouldn't discuss me with boys like that," she said, more +to gain time than administer reproof.</p> + +<p>"Should I have discussed you?" exclaimed the Seraph. "And would he +have told me? Why can't you, why can't any girl understand the mind of +a boy of fifteen? You'd make such men of them if <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span>you'd only take the +trouble. Look at him now, he's thinking out wonderful speeches to make +to you...."</p> + +<p>"I <i>hope</i> not," said Sylvia ruefully.</p> + +<p>"He'll forget them all when he meets you. I was fifteen once."</p> + +<p>"I wonder if you'll ever be more."</p> + +<p>The Seraph made no answer.</p> + +<p>"That wasn't meant for a snub," said Sylvia reassuringly.</p> + +<p>"I know that."</p> + +<p>Sylvia looked at him curiously. "Is there anything you <i>don't</i> know?" +she asked as they descended the stairs to the ball-room.</p> + +<p>"I don't even know if you're going to let me take you in to supper."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad there's something."</p> + +<p>"That's not an answer."</p> + +<p>"Do you want to?"</p> + +<p>"You ought to know that without asking."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid there's a great deal about you I <i>don't</i> know."</p> + +<p>Supper was ended and their table deserted before Sylvia put the +question with which I had primed her that afternoon.</p> + +<p>"Is there anything I <i>don't</i> know? to use your own words," said the +Seraph evasively.</p> + +<p>"That's not an answer, to use yours."</p> + +<p>"It's the only answer I can give," he replied, with that curious +expression in his dark eyes that did duty for a smile.</p> + +<p>"Why won't you tell me? I'm interested. It's about myself, so I've a +right to know."</p> + +<p>"But I can't explain; I don't know. It never happened before."</p> + +<p>"Never?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span>The Seraph thought over his first meeting with her the previous day.</p> + +<p>"Never with any one else," he answered.</p> + +<p>Sylvia shook her head in perplexity.</p> + +<p>"I don't understand," she said. "Either it was just coincidence and +you were talking without thinking, or else ... I don't know. It's +rather funny. D'you want to smoke? Let's go out on to the terrace."</p> + +<p>"The detectives are there."</p> + +<p>"No, father said they weren't to appear to-night."</p> + +<p>"They're out there."</p> + +<p>"How d'you know?"</p> + +<p>"I can hear them."</p> + +<p>Sylvia looked round at the closed plate-glass windows.</p> + +<p>"You <i>can't</i>," she said incredulously.</p> + +<p>"Will you bet? No, I don't want to rob you. Shall I tell you something +else? You opened a fresh bottle of scent to-night when you dressed for +dinner. It's Chaminade, the same kind that you were using before, but +this is fresher. Had you noticed it?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph was considerably less impressed by his powers than Sylvia +appeared to be.</p> + +<p>"Anything else?" she asked after a pause.</p> + +<p>The Seraph wrinkled his brows in thought.</p> + +<p>"Gladys Merivale was coughing last night," he said. "Some one passed +my door at two o'clock and went into her room. I don't know who it +was, but it wasn't you. The coughing stopped for a time, but started +again just before three. Then you passed by and went in."</p> + +<p>"How do you know?"</p> + +<p>"I heard you."</p> + +<p>"You may have heard some one; you didn't <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span>know it was me. I went once +and mother went once. You couldn't tell which was which."</p> + +<p>The Seraph lit a cigarette and walked with her to the door of the +supper-room.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it was your mother?" he said. "Then she went the first time."</p> + +<p>"But how do you know?" Sylvia repeated.</p> + +<p>"I can't explain, any more than about the car coming back this +morning."</p> + +<p>Sylvia shook her head a little uneasily.</p> + +<p>"You're abnormal," she pronounced.</p> + +<p>"Because I...?"</p> + +<p>"Go on."</p> + +<p>"Because I know a fraction more about you than other people?"</p> + +<p>"Do you?"</p> + +<p>"Only a fraction. It would take time to understand you."</p> + +<p>"How much? I hate to be thought a sphinx."</p> + +<p>"However little I wanted, we should be parted before I got it."</p> + +<p>"Why? How? How parted?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Don't ask me to read the future," he said with a sigh.</p> + +<p>At the end of the ball I found the Roden boys congratulating +themselves on the success of the evening. I added my quota of praise, +and was pressed to state if I now felt equal to three successive +nights at Commemoration.</p> + +<p>"Which reminds me!" Robin exclaimed, flying off at his usual tangent. +"Where's Sylvia? Sylvia, my angel, what about Commem.?"</p> + +<p>His sister looked tired but happy, and in some way excited.</p> + +<p>"I'll come if you want me," she answered, putting <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span>her arm round +Robin's neck and kissing him good-night. "Yes, all right—I will. Oh, +Mr. Rawnsley told me this morning that Mavis wouldn't be able to come, +so you must get another girl."</p> + +<p>Robin dropped his voice confidentially.</p> + +<p>"See if you can persuade Cynthia to come. And we're still a man +short."</p> + +<p>Sylvia looked slowly round the room with thoughtful, unsmiling +eyes—past Culling, past Gartside....</p> + +<p>"Will you come, Seraph?" she asked.</p> + +<p>Less than a day and a half had passed since I had noticed her practice +of avoiding Christian names. For some reason I had supposed nicknames +to fall into the same category.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER V<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>COMMEMORATION</h4> + +<div class="block2"><p>"Oxford ... the seat of one of the most ancient and +celebrated universities in Europe, is situated amid +picturesque environs at the confluence of the +Cherwell and the Thames.... Oxford is on the whole +more attractive than Cambridge to the ordinary +visitor.... The best time for a visit is the end of +the Summer term.... This period of mingled work and +play (the latter predominating) is named +<i>Commemoration</i>.... It is almost needless to add that +an introduction to a 'Don' will greatly add to the +visitor's pleasure and profit."</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="sc">Karl Baedecker</span>: "Handbook for Travellers: +Great Britain."</p></div> +<br /> + +<p>Of the weeks that passed between my return to London from Brandon +Court and our departure from London to Oxford, I have only the most +indistinct recollection. My engagement book earned many honourable +scars before I carried it away into my present exile, but for May and +the first half of June there appears a black, undecipherable smudge +that my memory tells me should represent a long succession of late +nights and crowded days. Individual items are blurred out of +recognition; my general sense of the period is that I pretended to be +preternaturally young, and was punished by being made to feel +prematurely old.</p> + +<p>It was the busiest part of the London season, and Gladys appeared to +receive cards for an average of three balls a night on five nights of +the week. I accompanied her everywhere, growing gradually broken to +the work and relieved of my more serious <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span>responsibilities by the fact +that Philip Roden was too busy at the House to waste his nights in a +ball-room. We seemed to move in the midst of a stage army, the same +few hundred men, women, and dowagers reappearing in an endless +march-past. With the advent of the big hotels, hospitality had changed +in character since the days when I counted myself a Londoner: there +was more of it and it was less hospitable. The rising generation, and +more particularly the female portion of it, seemed to have taken +matters into its own hands.</p> + +<p>Regularly each morning, after a late breakfast, Gladys would set me to +write a series of common-form letters: "Dear Mr. Blank," I would say, +"My niece and I shall be so pleased if you will dine with us here +to-night at 8.30 and go on to Lady Anonym's ball." Then Gladys would +bring unknowing guest and unknown hostess into communication. "Can I +speak to Lady Anonym?" I would hear her call down the telephone. "Oh, +good morning! I say, do you think you could <i>possibly</i> do with another +man for your ball to-night? Honest? It <i>is</i> sweet of you. Oh, quite a +nice thing—Mr. Incognito Blank, 101, Utopia Chambers, St. James. +Thanks, most awfully. Oh no, not <i>him</i>, he's the most awful stiff; +this is a dear thing. Well, I would have, only he's only just got back +to England, he's been shooting big game...."</p> + +<p>This was the retail method. In the case of intimate friends, Gladys +would be encouraged to send in her own list of desirable invitees. +Because I am old-fashioned and unacquainted with English ways, I trust +I am not inaccessible to new ideas. I would carry the policy of +promiscuity to its logical conclusion. An announcement in the <i>Times</i> +with draft <i>ménu</i>, name of band and programme of music—even <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a></span>a +placard outside Claridge's—would save endless postage and stationery, +and could not pack the ball-room tighter than on a dozen occasions I +remember. Hostesses who believe that numbers are the soul of +hospitality, could be certain beforehand of the success of their +efforts; superior young men would continue to remark, "Society gettin' +very mixed, what?" exactly as they have done ever since I entered my +first ball-room at the age of seventeen. Everybody, in short, would be +pleased.</p> + +<p>We saw a good deal of Sylvia during those weeks, as for reasons of her +own she would frequently drop in at Pont Street and conduct her share +of the arrangements over our telephone. Occasionally Gladys would be +called in as an accomplice, I would hear "Mr. Aintree's" name added to +Lady Anonym's list, and Gladys would remark with fine carelessness, +"Oh, just send him the card, if you will; don't bother to say who it +comes from." The Seraph may have suspected, but he never had +documentary proof of the originating cause of some of his invitations.</p> + +<p>In making our arrangements for Commemoration, I decided to take the +greater part of my charges to Oxford by road. Robin, of course, was +still in residence, and Philip promised to come down by the first +possible train. Gladys, Sylvia, the Seraph, and a <i>pis-aller</i> of +Robin's named Cynthia Bargrave constituted my flock; we motored +quietly down to Henley, where we lunched and chartered a houseboat for +the Regatta, and arrived in Oxford with ample time for the three girls +to have a comfortable rest before dinner. I made rather a point of +this, as they were going to have three very tiring days and would +naturally wish to look their best; moreover, I wanted to roam round +the town with the Seraph.</p> + +<p>Even Oxford, that I thought could never alter, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a></span>had changed during my +years of absence. The little, nameless back-street colleges I would +gladly sacrifice to the Destroyer, for they serve no purpose beyond +that of breeding proctors, and I know we counted it an indignity to be +fined by the scion of a college we had to reach by cab. But the High +should have been inviolate; there wanted no new colleges breaking +through its immemorial sides.... Univ. men, standing at their lodge +gate and looking northward, have told me the High already contains one +college in excess.</p> + +<p>While the Seraph sought out Robin's rooms in Canterbury, I wandered +through the college—guiltily, I admit—looking for traces of a +popular outbreak that occurred when a ball took place at Blenheim and +House men asked in vain for leave to attend it. In time I came to my +own old rooms in Tom, and gazed rather in sorrow than anger at the +strange new name painted over the door. Twice my fingers went to the +handle, twice I told myself that "Mr. R.F. Davenant" had as much right +to privacy as I should have claimed in his place.... I wandered out +through Tom Gate, across St. Aldates, and down Brewer Street to those +pleasant digs in Micklem Hall, where I once spent an all-too-short +twelve months. Then I returned to college, crept furtively back to the +old familiar door, knocked, listened, entered....</p> + +<p>"R.F. Davenant" was far more civil than I should have been at a like +intrusion. He showed me round the rooms, offered me whisky and +cigarettes, wanted to know when I had been up, whether I was going to +the Gaudy.... We were friends in a minute. I liked his fair, +neatly-parted hair and clean, fresh colouring; I liked his Meissonier +artist proofs; I liked the way the left back leg of the sofa +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span>collapsed unless you underpinned it with a Liddle and Scott. Not a +thing was changed but the photographs on the mantelpiece. I walked +over and surveyed them critically. Then one of those things happened +that convince me an idle Quixotic Providence is watching over my least +movements: I was staring at the picture of a girl on horseback when he +volunteered the information that it was his sister.</p> + +<p>"Your married sister?" I suggested.</p> + +<p>"Do you know her?"</p> + +<p>He fed me on Common-room tea and quarter-pound wedges of walnut cake. +Joyce was coming up for two of the three balls I was attending, coming +unprovided with partners to chaperone some girl who had captured her +brother's wandering fancy. These elder sisters earn more crowns than +they are ever accorded; it seemed that Joyce who trampled on the world +would stretch herself out to be trampled on by her heedless only +brother. I wonder wherein the secret lies.</p> + +<p>"Come and dine," suggested Dick Davenant.</p> + +<p>I told him of my own party, and lost no time in working the Cumberland +days with his father for all they were worth. What happened to the +Seraph I never discovered. As I hurried back to the Randolph for +dinner, Robin met me with an apology in advance for the dull evening +before me.</p> + +<p>"'Fraid you'll have rather a rotten time," he opined. "I wish you had +let me find you some old snag or other."</p> + +<p>"I shall be all right, Robin," I said.</p> + +<p>"There's sure to be bridge <i>somewhere</i>. Or look here, what about a +roulette-board? Combine business with pleasure—what?"</p> + +<p>"I shall be able to amuse myself," I assured him.</p> + +<p>Our dinner that night was one of the gayest meals <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span>I have eaten; we +were all expectant, excited, above our usual form—with the single +exception of Philip. If I were a woman, I suppose I should notice +these things; as it was I put his silent preoccupation down to +overwork. When he approached Robin with other-world gentleness and +suggested a stroll up St. Giles after dinner "just to keep me company, +old boy," I ought to have suspected something; but it was not till the +Seraph, smoking a lonely cigar, murmured something about "<i>Consul +videat ne respublica detrimentum capiat</i>," that I saw my authority +over Gladys was being threatened.</p> + +<p>The girls had been despatched for their last mysterious finishing +touches, and we had the hall of the Randolph to ourselves.</p> + +<p>"What the deuce ought I to do, Seraph?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"What <i>can</i> you do?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"Why do anything?"</p> + +<p>That is the question I always ask myself when I have no definite idea +what is expected of me.</p> + +<p>"I wish he'd had the consideration to wait till my brother came back," +I grumbled.</p> + +<p>"These little emotional crises never <i>do</i> wait till we're ready for +them, do they?"</p> + +<p>"From the fulness of the heart...."</p> + +<p>"Oh, pardon me, I was not speaking of myself."</p> + +<p>"I thought you were."</p> + +<p>The Seraph shook his head at me.</p> + +<p>"No, you didn't. You aren't thinking of me, or Gladys, or Philip, or +any one but your own self."</p> + +<p>I hypnotised a waiter into taking my order for Benedictine.</p> + +<p>"No emotional crises have come <i>my</i> way," I protested.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span>"Something very curious has happened to you since we parted this +afternoon."</p> + +<p>I accounted for every moment of my time since our arrival in Oxford.</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you tell me that before?" he exclaimed when I mentioned my +chance meeting with Dick Davenant. "Joyce coming up for the ball? Will +you...? No! sorry."</p> + +<p>"Will I what?"</p> + +<p>"It's no business of mine."</p> + +<p>"Why d'you start talking about it, then? Will I what?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph knocked the ash off his cigar, finished his coffee, and sat +silent. I repeated my question.</p> + +<p>"Well...." he hesitated nervously. "Are you going to propose to her +to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Really, Seraph!"</p> + +<p>"You're going to—some time or other...."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk nonsense!"</p> + +<p>"...I was wondering if it would be to-night."</p> + +<p>I felt myself growing rather annoyed and uncomfortable.</p> + +<p>"Not very good form to talk like this," I said stiffly. "After all, +she's a friend of yours and mine. A joke's all very well...."</p> + +<p>"But I'm quite serious!"</p> + +<p>"My dear Seraph, d'you appreciate that I've met the girl once—a few +weeks ago—and once only since she was a child of five?"</p> + +<p>"Oh yes. And do you remember my telling you what was bringing you back +to England? Do you remember the impression she made on you that night? +If you're going to marry her...."</p> + +<p>"Seraph, drop it!"</p> + +<p>He withdrew into his shell, and we smoked without speaking until I +began to be sorry for snubbing him.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>"I didn't mean to be rude," I said apologetically. "But she's a nice +girl; I may see her to-night for all I know to the contrary, and this +coupling of names.... You see my point?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph suddenly developed a nervous, excited earnestness.</p> + +<p>"Let me give you a word of advice. If you're going to propose to +her—oh, all right; if X. is going to propose to her, he'd better do +it now—before the crash comes. There's going to be a very big crash; +she's going down under it. If you—if X. proposed now, she might be +got out of the way before it's too late. You—X. won't like to see the +woman he's going to marry...."</p> + +<p>"X. marries her then?" I asked in polite incredulity. "Oh, he should +certainly lose no time."</p> + +<p>"She may not accept you at once."</p> + +<p>"Come and get your coat, Seraph."</p> + +<p>"But she will later."</p> + +<p>"Come and get your coat," I repeated.</p> + +<p>"Ah—you don't believe me—well...."</p> + +<p>I gave him my two hands and pulled him out of his chair.</p> + +<p>"Can you foretell the future?" I asked with a scepticism worthy of +Nigel Rawnsley. "What time shall I breakfast to-morrow? What shall I +have for supper to-night? What tie shall I wear next Friday +fortnight?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph shook his head without answering.</p> + +<p>"Very well, then," I said decisively.</p> + +<p>"But you don't know either."</p> + +<p>Of course he was right.</p> + +<p>"I may not know <i>now</i>," I said, "but I shall make up my mind in due +course, and do whatever I've made up my mind to do—whether it's +choosing a tie or...."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span>"Proposing to Joyce. Exactly. I've never pretended to tell you more +than what's in your own mind."</p> + +<p>"You talked about the woman X. was going to <i>marry</i>, not merely +propose to. The last word doesn't lie with X."</p> + +<p>"True. But if I know what's passing in Joyce's mind?"</p> + +<p>"Does she know herself?"</p> + +<p>"No! That's the wonderful thing about a woman's mind, it's so +disconnected. She's none of a man's faculty of taking a resolve, +seeing it, acting on it.... That's why I said she might not accept you +at once."</p> + +<p>"You know her mind better than she does?"</p> + +<p>As my interest rose, the Seraph became studiedly vague.</p> + +<p>"I know nothing," he answered. "I merely suggest the possibility that +a woman may form a subconscious resolution and not recognise it as +part of her mental stock-in-trade for weeks, months, years.... If you +wait for her to recognise it, you may find you come too late; if you +come before she recognises it, you may find you've come too early."</p> + +<p>I helped him into his coat as the three girls descended the stairs.</p> + +<p>"Not a very cheerful prospect for X.," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"X. had better help her to recognise her sub-conscious ideas," he +answered.</p> + +<p>I felt a boy of twenty as we drove down St. Aldates, hurried across +Tom Quad, shed our wraps and struggled into the hall. The place was +half full already, and the orchestra, with every instrument duplicated +and Lorino thundering away at a double grand, had started an opening +extra. Youthful stewards, their shirt-fronts crossed with blue and +white ribbons of office, hurried to and fro in excessive, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span>callow +zeal; bright among the black coats shone the full regimentals of the +Bullingdon; while stray followers of Pytchley, Bicester and V.W.H. +contributed their colour to the rainbow blaze.</p> + +<p>My charges dutifully spilt a drop from their cups in my honour, but at +the end of an hour they were free to follow their own various +inclinations. There was no sign of Joyce in the ball-room, but I found +her at length by the stair-head, gratefully drinking in the fresh air, +flushed—or so I fancied—and occasionally passing a hand across eyes +that looked tired and strained. I gave her some champagne and led her +to her brother's room. Two armchairs that I had purchased in the +luxury-loving twenties seemed somehow to have withstood seven +undergraduate generations.</p> + +<p>"You were quite the last person I expected to find here," I said, +after telling her of my meeting with Dick.</p> + +<p>"I was quite the last person a lot of people expected to find here," +she answered.</p> + +<p>"Dick has a lot to be thankful for. So—for that matter—have others."</p> + +<p>"Dear old Dick! he has a lot to put up with, if that's what you mean. +If he hadn't been a steward, they wouldn't have admitted me. Oh, the +staring and the glaring and the pointing and the whispering!"</p> + +<p>I now appreciated the reason of the bright eyes and pink cheeks.</p> + +<p>"If you <i>will</i> espouse unpopular political causes," I began.</p> + +<p>"I'm not complaining! <i>This</i> was nothing to what I've been through in +the past. It's all in the day's work. What are you doing in Oxford?"</p> + +<p>I helped myself to one of Dick's cigarettes. He kept them just where I +used to keep mine. On <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span>second thoughts I put it back and ran my hand +along the under-side of the mantelpiece to the hidden shelf where I +used to keep cigars maturing. Dick had followed my admirable +precedent. I commandeered a promising Intimidad, feeling all the while +like the ghost of my twenty-year-old self revisiting the haunts of my +affection.</p> + +<p>"At the moment I met you, I was feeling very old and miserable," I +said, when I had told her of the party committed to my charge. "Time +was when I counted for something in this place, porters touched their +hats to me, I could be certain of an apple in the back of the neck as +I walked through the Quad. Now the hall is filled with young kings who +know not Joseph. There are not twelve men or maidens who recognise +me."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps they don't know you."</p> + +<p>"That," I said, "is not very helpful."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry. There are about two hundred people in that hall who know +me, but only four recognised me. You were one. I'm grateful."</p> + +<p>"But what did you expect?"</p> + +<p>"I wasn't sure. You came with the enemy."</p> + +<p>It was time for me to define my attitude of political isolation. I +told her—what was no more than the truth—that I owed no allegiance +to king, country, church, or party. I have never been interested in +politics, and twenty years' absence from England have made me nothing +if not a citizen of the world. I cared nothing for the great franchise +question, it was a matter of indifference to me whether the vote was +granted or withheld. On the other hand, I have a great love of peace +and comfort, and resent any effort to force me into a position of +hostility.</p> + +<p>"You won't convert me, Joyce," I said. "No more will the Rodens. I +refuse to mix myself up in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span>the miserable business. Friends and +enemies, indeed! I have no enemies, but as a friend I wish I could +persuade you to accept the <i>fait accompli</i>. You're up against <i>force +majeure</i>, you'll have to give in sooner or later. Why not sooner?"</p> + +<p>"Why give up at all?"</p> + +<p>"You're striking at an immovable body."</p> + +<p>"What happens when an irresistible force meets an immovable body?"</p> + +<p>"Is it an irresistible force?"</p> + +<p>"Have you seen Mavis Rawnsley the last few weeks?"</p> + +<p>The question was asked with fearless, impudent abruptness.</p> + +<p>"I don't know her to speak to," I said. "You remember we caught sight +of her that night the Seraph took us to the theatre."</p> + +<p>"The night I undertook to convert the idlest man in the northern +hemisphere? Yes."</p> + +<p>"The night that same idler undertook to re-convert you. I've not seen +her since."</p> + +<p>"Has her father?"</p> + +<p>"You must ask him."</p> + +<p>"I will. In fact, I have already. 'Where is Miss Rawnsley? A rumour +reaches us as we are going to press....' You'll find it all in this +week's <i>New Militant</i>, I had such fun writing it."</p> + +<p>"What was the rumour?"</p> + +<p>"We—ell!" Joyce put her head on one side and pretended to spur her +memory. "Some one said Mavis Rawnsley had disappeared. Nothing in +that, of course; <i>you</i>'ve disappeared before now. Then some one else +said she was being held to ransom till her father was converted to the +suffrage. That interested me. None of the papers said anything about +it; you'd have thought Mr. Rawnsley was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span>making a mystery of it. +However, I wanted to know, so I'm asking the question in the leading +article. Perhaps he'll write and tell me. Do you love me enough to +give me a match?"</p> + +<p>I lit her cigarette and talked to her for her soul's good.</p> + +<p>"As I say, my law's pretty rusty," I told her in conclusion, "but you +may take it as quite certain that the penalty for abduction is rather +severe."</p> + +<p>"Brutally," Joyce assented with unabated cheerfulness. "But you've got +to catch your criminal before you can imprison him."</p> + +<p>"Or her."</p> + +<p>"And you can't catch without evidence."</p> + +<p>I wandered round the room in search of two cushions. I found only one, +but women do not need cushions to the same extent as men.</p> + +<p>"That's the most banal remark I've ever heard from you," I told her. +"There never was a criminal yet that didn't think he'd left no traces, +never one that didn't think he was equal to the strain of sitting +waiting to be arrested. They all end in the same way, get frightened +or become reckless——"</p> + +<p>"Which am I?"</p> + +<p>"Neither as yet. You'll become reckless, because I don't think you +know what fear means."</p> + +<p>"Reckless! Me reckless! If I have a glass roof put to the editorial +room of the <i>New Militant</i>, will you climb up and see my moderating +influence at work? If it hadn't been for me, we should have been +prosecuted over the first number."</p> + +<p>"I suppose that's Mrs. Millington?" I hazarded. An echo of her fiery +pamphlets and speeches had reached me during the heyday of the arson +and sabotage campaign.</p> + +<p>"What's in a name?" Joyce asked sweetly.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span>"Nothing at all. I agree. You tell me there's <i>some one</i> who has to be +restrained. I tell you you'll be arrested the day after your +restraining influence is withdrawn...."</p> + +<p>Joyce bowed her assent.</p> + +<p>"And that will happen when you're invalided home from the front."</p> + +<p>Joyce bowed again. "Me that never had a day's illness in my life," I +heard her murmur.</p> + +<p>"It'll be a new experience, and you'll have it very shortly if I know +anything of what a woman looks like when she's overworked, +over-worried, over-excited. However fit you may be in other ways, +you're man's inferior in physical stamina. For the ordinary fatigues +of life...."</p> + +<p>"But this wasn't!" The interruption came quickly in a tone that had +lost its early banter. "Elsie's case comes on at the end of this week. +I've been with her, I didn't want to come to-night, but she made +me—so as not to disappoint Dick. It's not very pleasant to sit +watching any one going through.... However, don't let's talk about it. +You were giving me good advice. I love good advice. It's cheap...."</p> + +<p>"And so very filling? I'll give no more."</p> + +<p>"Don't stop, it's a wonderful index. As long as people give me good +advice, I know I need never trouble to ask them for anything more."</p> + +<p>I weighed the remark rather deliberately.</p> + +<p>"You were nearer being spiteful then than I've ever heard you," I +said.</p> + +<p>"But wasn't it true? The only three people I can depend on not to give +me good advice are Elsie, Dick and the Seraph."</p> + +<p>"The only three who'll give you anything more?"</p> + +<p>"Among the non-politicals. I've got politicals <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span>who'd go through fire +and water for me," she declared proudly.</p> + +<p>"I can believe it. But only those three among the rest?"</p> + +<p>"Those three." She sat looking me in the eyes for a moment, then a +mischievous smile of commiseration broke over her face. "My friend, +you're not suggesting <i>yourself</i>?"</p> + +<p>"I'm waiting to be asked."</p> + +<p>"It would be waste of time. You've not been living your own sinful +selfish life all these years for nothing. If a crash ever came—it's +kindly meant, but I should have to put you under instruction for six +months before I could be certain of you."</p> + +<p>"You won't get six months."</p> + +<p>"Then it's hardly worth starting, is it? In any case we shall win +without needing to call in outside help. What about getting back to +the ball-room?"</p> + +<p>I exhibited my unfinished cigar.</p> + +<p>"When you're tired of oakum and a plank bed," I began....</p> + +<p>"Caught, tried <i>and</i> condemned. If you want to be useful, you musn't +leave it as late as that."</p> + +<p>"The sooner the better."</p> + +<p>"I'll come as soon as there's a warrant out."</p> + +<p>"Promise?"</p> + +<p>"Faithfully. But there won't be any warrant if the cause succeeds."</p> + +<p>"I pray you'll fail," was my fervent answer.</p> + +<p>Joyce threw her cigarette petulantly into the fireplace.</p> + +<p>"You've spoilt <i>every</i>thing by that!"</p> + +<p>"My help was offered to you, not to your ridiculous cause."</p> + +<p>"We can't be separated."</p> + +<p>"Will you bet?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"Anything you like!"</p> + +<p>She sprang up and faced me with the light of battle in her eyes. The +flush had come back to her cheeks, her lips were parted, and the rope +of pearls round her neck rose and fell with her quick, excited +breathing. I shall not easily forget the picture she presented at that +moment. The room was lit by a single central globe, and against the +background of dark oak panels her black dress was almost invisible. +Standing outside the white circle of light, her slim fragile body was +hidden, but through the shadows I could see the shimmer of her spun +gold hair and the wonderful line of her gleaming white arms and +shoulders.</p> + +<p>"Anything you like!" she repeated in confident gay challenge.</p> + +<p>"I hold you to that."</p> + +<p>Fifteen years ago I bought a scarab-ring in Luxor. After losing it +once a day for a fortnight, I had it fitted with ingenious couplings +so designed that when I caught it in a glove the couplings drew tight +and clamped the ring to the finger. When last I found myself in Egypt, +my Arab goldsmith had been gathered to his fathers, and the secret of +those couplings is vested in myself. Three London and two Parisian +jewellers have told me they could unravel the mystery by cutting the +ring to pieces. Short of that, they confessed themselves baffled.</p> + +<p>"Hold out your hand, Joyce," I said. "No, the other one. There!"</p> + +<p>I slipped the ring on to her third finger, stepped back to the table, +and lit a cigarette. This last was purely for effect.</p> + +<p>Joyce looked at the ring and tried to move it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a></span>"No good," I said. "You may cut the ring, which would be a pity +because it's unique; and it's not yours till you've won the wager. Or +you may amputate the finger, which also would be a pity, as that too +... well, anyway, it won't be yours to amputate if I win the bet."</p> + +<p>Again she tried to move the ring, again without success.</p> + +<p>"Will you take it off, please?"</p> + +<p>I shook my head.</p> + +<p>"You said I might fix the wager."</p> + +<p>"Take it off, please!" she repeated, frowning disapproval upon me. +Unfortunately, like Mrs. Hilary Musgrave, she looks uncommonly well +when she disapproves.</p> + +<p>"Shall we go back now?" I suggested. "I've finished my cigar."</p> + +<p>"A joke may be carried too far," she exclaimed, stamping her foot as I +remember seeing her stamp it as a wicked, flaxen-haired child of five.</p> + +<p>"Heaven witness I'm not joking!" I protested. "Nothing I could say +would move you in your present frame of mind; the wager gave me my +chance. It's a ring against a hand, and on the day that sees you +separated from your infernal cause, I come to claim my reward. As long +as you and the cause remain unseparated you may keep the ring. I'm +backing my luck; I always do, and it never fails me."</p> + +<p>Joyce gave the ring a last despairing tug, and then with some +difficulty drew the finger of her glove over it.</p> + +<p>"How long must I wait before I may have the ring cut?" she asked.</p> + +<p>I had not considered that.</p> + +<p>"Till my death?" I suggested.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a></span>"Sooner than that, I hope."</p> + +<p>"Oh, so do I. I want to win the wager and get my stakes back."</p> + +<p>Joyce passed out before me into the quadrangle, buttoning her glove as +she went. I was feeling elated by what had passed, elated and quite +deliciously surprised to find how short-lived her anger had been.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I'm bound up with the cause more intimately than you +think," she began with unexpected gentleness. "For—let me see—three +years now people have been trying to show me the error of my ways, and +I go on just the same. Men and women, friends and relations, a +Suffragan Bishop...."</p> + +<p>"Quite a proper distinction," I interrupted. "Neither fish, flesh, +fowl, nor good red herring."</p> + +<p>"...and the only result is that I sink daily deeper into the mire."</p> + +<p>"But this is where I come in."</p> + +<p>"Too late, I'm afraid. Listen. I used to have a little money of my +own. I've sold out every stock and share I possessed to help found the +<i>New Militant</i>. I'm living on the salary they pay me to edit it. That +looks like business, doesn't it?"</p> + +<p>I straightened my tie, buttoned the last button of my gloves, and +mounted the first step of the Hall stairs.</p> + +<p>"Living out in the East," I said, "I have learnt the virtue of +infinite patience."</p> + +<p>Joyce remained silent. It occurred to me that I had left an important +question unasked.</p> + +<p>"When I win my wager," I began.</p> + +<p>"You won't."</p> + +<p>"Assume I do. No one likes losing bets, but would you seriously object +to the consequences?"</p> + +<p>Joyce gave me the wonderful dawn of a smile before replying.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span>"I've never given the matter a thought," she answered.</p> + +<p>"Subconsciously?" I suggested in a manner worthy of the Seraph.</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Well, give it a thought now," I begged.</p> + +<p>"It wouldn't make much difference whether I objected or not."</p> + +<p>"If you honestly object, if you think the whole thing's a joke in +questionable taste, I'll take the ring off here and now."</p> + +<p>Joyce began to unbutton her glove, then stopped and looked at me. I +suppose my voice must have shown I was speaking seriously; her eyes +were soft and kind.</p> + +<p>"I think any girl 'ud be very lucky...." she began. I bowed, and as I +did so an imp of mischief took possession of her tongue. "...very +lucky indeed—to engage your roving affection."</p> + +<p>"That wasn't what you started to say."</p> + +<p>"I never know what I <i>am</i> going to say. That's why I'm so good on a +platform."</p> + +<p>"Shall I take the ring off?"</p> + +<p>"I prefer to win it in fair fight."</p> + +<p>"If you can," I rejoined, as we pressed our way into the bright warmth +of the ball-room.</p> + +<p>My charges appeared to be profiting by my absence. Couple after couple +floated by with touching heads and dreamy eyes; half-way down the room +Philip was whispering in Gladys' ear and making her smile; I caught a +glimpse of Robin and Cynthia; then Sylvia and the Seraph glided past.</p> + +<p>"Don't they look sweet together?" said Joyce, half to herself, as our +faces were subjected to a quick, searching glance.</p> + +<p>"What about a turn before supper?" I suggested.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span>"Am I having it with you?"</p> + +<p>"If you will."</p> + +<p>"I should like to."</p> + +<p>We started round the room, half-way through the waltz. Joyce was a +beautiful dancer, easy, light, and rhythmical. It was too good to +spoil with talking; I contented myself with one final remark.</p> + +<p>"After all," I said, "you may as well start getting used to me."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER VI<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THE SECOND ROUND</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"One sleeps, indeed, and wakes at intervals,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">We know, but waking's the main part with us,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And my provision's for life's waking part.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Accordingly, I use heart, head and hand<br /></span> +<span class="i0">All day, I build, scheme, study and make friends;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And when night overtakes me, down I lie,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Sleep, dream a little, and get done with it,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The sooner the better, to begin afresh.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">What's midnight doubt before the dayspring's faith?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">You, the philosopher that disbelieve,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That recognise the night, give dreams their weight—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To be consistent—you should keep your bed,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Abstain from healthy acts that prove you man,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For fear you drowse perhaps at unawares!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And certainly at night you'll sleep and dream,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Live through the day and bustle as you please.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And so you live to sleep as I to wake,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To unbelieve as I to still believe?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Well, and the common sense o' the world calls you<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Bedridden,—and its good things come to me."<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +</div></div> +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">Robert Browning</span>: "Bishop Blougram's Apology."</p> +<br /> + +<p>The Bullingdon Ball took place on the Tuesday night, and Joyce +returned to town the following morning. Her brother may have mentioned +the time, or it may have been pure coincidence that I should be buying +papers and watching the trains when she arrived at the station with +the girl she was chaperoning. We met as friends and exchanged papers: +I gave her the <i>Morning Post</i> and received <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span>the <i>New Militant</i> in +return. As the train slipped away from the platform, she waved +farewell with a carefully gloved left hand. Then Dick and I strolled +back to the House.</p> + +<p>In drowsy, darkened chamber Robin was sleeping the sleep of the just. +As I voyaged round his rooms, I reflected that undergraduate humour +changes little through the ages, and in Oxford as elsewhere the +unsuspecting just falls easy prey to wakeful, prowling injustice. An +enemy had visited that peaceful home of slumber. Half-hidden by +disordered bed-clothes, a cold bath prematurely awaited Robin's foot, +and on his table was spread a repast such as no right-thinking man +orders for himself after two nights' heavy dancing. Moist, indecorous +slabs of cold boiled beef, beer for six, two jars of piccalilli and a +round of over-ripe Gorgonzola cheese, offered piteous appeal to a +jaded, untasting palate. Suspended from the overmantel—that soul +might start on equal terms with body—hung the pious aspiration—"God +Bless our Home."</p> + +<p>"Garton, for a bob!" Robin exclaimed when I described the condition of +his rooms.</p> + +<p>Flinging the bed-clothes aside, he fell heavily into the bath, +extricated himself to the accompaniment of low, vehement muttering +that may have been a prayer, and bounded across the landing to render +unto Garton the things that were Garton's. I followed at a +non-committal distance, and watched the disposal of two pounds of +boiled beef in unsuspected corners of Garton's rooms. Three slices +were hidden in the tobacco jar, the rest impartially distributed +behind Garton's books—to mature and strengthen during sixteen weeks +of Long Vacation. Balancing the jug of beer on the door-top—whence it +fell and caved in the fraudulent white head of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span>a venerable +scout—Robin hastened back to his own quarters and sported the oak.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking of a touch of lunch on the Cher," he observed, +exchanging his dripping pyjamas for a dressing-gown and making for a +window-seat commanding Canterbury Gate, a cigarette in one hand and a +Gorgonzola cheese in the other. "If you wouldn't mind toddling round +to Phil and the Seraph and routing the girls out, we might all meet at +the House barge at one. I'll cut along and dress as soon as I've given +Garton a little nourishment. I suppose the pickles 'ud kill him," he +added with a regretful glance at the two-pound glass jars.</p> + +<p>I communicated the rendezvous to Philip, threw an eye over the "Where +is Miss Rawnsley?" article as I crossed the Quad, and dropped anchor +in the Seraph's rooms. His quaint streak of femininity showed itself +in the bowls of "White Enchantress" carnations with which the tables +and mantelpiece were adorned. A neat pile of foolscap covered with +shorthand characters indicated early rising and studious method. I +found him working his way through the <i>Times</i> and <i>Westminster +Gazette</i> for the last three days.</p> + +<p>"I suppose there is no news?" I said when I had told him Robin's +arrangements for the day and described the Battle of the Beef.</p> + +<p>"Nothing to-day," he answered. "Have you seen yesterday's <i>Times</i>?"</p> + +<p>I had been far too busy with Joyce and my three wards to spare a +moment for the papers. I now read for the first time that the Prime +Minister had moved for the appropriation of all Private Members' days. +The Poor Law Reform Bill would engage the attention of the House for +the remainder of the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span>Session, to the exclusion of Female Suffrage and +every other subject.</p> + +<p>"That's Rawnsley's answer to <i>this</i>," I said, giving the Seraph my +copy of the <i>New Militant</i>.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what the answer of the <i>New Militant</i> will be to Rawnsley," +he murmured when he had read the article.</p> + +<p>"That is for you to say," I told him. "You read the Heavens and +interpret dreams and forecast the future...."</p> + +<p>"Fortunately I can't."</p> + +<p>This was an unexpected point of view.</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't you if you could?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Would any one go on living if he didn't cheat himself into believing +the future was not going to be quite as black as the present?"</p> + +<p>This was not the right frame of mind for a man who had spent two +nights dancing with Sylvia—to the exclusion of every one else, and I +told him so.</p> + +<p>"Come along to the Randolph," he exclaimed impatiently. "To-day, +to-night; and to-morrow all will be over. I was a fool to come. I +don't know why I did."</p> + +<p>We picked up our hats and strolled into King Edward Street.</p> + +<p>"You came because Sylvia invited you," I reminded him. "I heard the +invitation. Young Rawnsley was not there, but Culling and Gartside +were, and a dozen more I don't know by name. Any of them might have +been chosen instead, but—they weren't. You should be more grateful +for your advantages, my young friend."</p> + +<p>"I'm not."</p> + +<p>I linked my arm in his, and tried to find out what was upsetting him.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>"You've been having some senseless, needless quarrel with her...." I +hazarded.</p> + +<p>"How can two people quarrel when they've not a single point in common? +Our lives are on parallel lines, continue them indefinitely and +they'll never meet. Therefore—it's a mistake to bring the parallels +so close together that one can see the other."</p> + +<p>For a moment I wondered whether he had put his fortune to the test and +received a rebuff.</p> + +<p>"Does Sylvia think your lives are on parallel lines?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"What experience or imagination do you think a girl like that's got? +It never occurs to them that everybody's not turned out of the same +machine as themselves, with the same ideas, beliefs, upbringing, +position, means. D'you suppose Sylvia appreciates that she spends more +money on dress in six months than I earn in a year? Can she imagine +that I hate and despise all the little conventions that she wouldn't +transgress for all the wealth of the Indies? The doctrines she's +learnt from her mother, the doctrines she'll want to teach her +children—can she imagine that I regard them as so much witchcraft +that I wouldn't imperil my soul by asking any sane child to believe? +I'm an infidel, a penniless, unconventional Bohemian, and she—well, +you know the atmosphere of Brandon Court. What's the good of our going +on meeting?"</p> + +<p>"Nigel is neither infidel, unconventional, nor Bohemian," I said. +"Moreover, he stands on the threshold of a big career...."</p> + +<p>"I daresay," said the Seraph as I paused.</p> + +<p>"Nigel was not invited. Gartside may be an infidel if he ever troubles +to think of such things; he is certainly not penniless or Bohemian. He +is <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span>a large-framed, large-hearted hero, with every worldly advantage a +girl could desire. Gartside was not invited. No more were the others. +You were."</p> + +<p>"She hadn't known me two days; perhaps two days aren't long enough to +find me out."</p> + +<p>"Feminine intuition...." I began.</p> + +<p>"Feminine intuition's a woman's power of jumping to wrong conclusions +quicker than men. Unless you want to get yourself into trouble, you'd +better not march into Sylvia's presence with a <i>New Militant</i> in your +hand."</p> + +<p>I thanked him for the reminder, and bequeathed the offending sheet to +the Martyrs' Memorial. The heavy type of the headline, "Where is Miss +Rawnsley?" reminded me of our earlier conversation.</p> + +<p>"I shan't be sorry to get rid of my charges," I remarked. "They're a +responsibility in these troublous times."</p> + +<p>"Sylvia's in no danger," he answered with great confidence.</p> + +<p>"I'm not so sure."</p> + +<p>"She's absolutely safe."</p> + +<p>"How do you know?"</p> + +<p>He looked at me doubtfully, and the confidence died out of his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I don't. It's—just an opinion."</p> + +<p>"Even if you're right, there's still Gladys," I said.</p> + +<p>"I'd forgotten her."</p> + +<p>"She's a fair mark."</p> + +<p>"I suppose so."</p> + +<p>"Though not as good as Sylvia."</p> + +<p>"I assure you Sylvia's in no danger."</p> + +<p>"But how do you know?" I repeated.</p> + +<p>"I tell you; it's only an opinion."</p> + +<p>"But you don't express any opinion about Gladys."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span>"How could I?"</p> + +<p>"How can you about Sylvia?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated, flushed, opened his lips and shut them again in his old +tantalising way.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," he answered as we entered the Randolph, and walked to +the end of the hall where the three girls were awaiting us.</p> + +<p>Robin had provided an imposing flotilla for our accommodation. His own +punt was reserved for Cynthia, himself, and the luncheon-baskets; a +mysterious reconciliation had placed Garton's at the disposal of +Philip, Gladys, and myself, while Sylvia and the Seraph were stowed +away in a Canadian canoe, detached by act of sheer piracy from the +adjoining Univ. barge. We took the old course through Mesopotamia and +over the Rollers, mooring for luncheon half a mile above the Cherwell +Hotel. Hunger and a sense of duty secured my presence for that meal +and tea; in the interval I retired for a siesta. Distance, I find, +lends enchantment to a chaperon.</p> + +<p>It was in my absence that Philip asked Gladys to marry him. On my +reappearance at tea-time, Robin shouted the news across a not +inconsiderable section of Oxfordshire. I affected the usual surprise, +warned Philip that he must await my brother's approval, and shook +hands with him avuncularly. Then I watched the orgy of kissing that +seems inseparable from announcements of this kind. A mathematician +would work out the possible combinations in two minutes, but his +calculation would, as ever, be upset by the intrusion of the personal +equation, for Robin kissed Gladys not once, but many times, less with +a view to welcoming her as a sister than from a reasonable belief that +such ill-timed assiduity would exasperate her elder brother.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a></span>In time it occurred to some one to make tea, and at six o'clock the +flotilla started home. Robin ostentatiously transferred me from +Philip's punt to his own, and with equal ostentation announced his +intention of starting last so as to round up the laggards. The +Canadian canoe shot gracefully ahead, and was soon lost to view; a +fast stream was running, and the boat needed little assistance from +the paddle. I have no doubt that in the late afternoon sun, and with +an accompaniment of rippling water gently lapping the sides of the +boat, time passed all too quickly. Fragments of conversation were +disinterred for my benefit in the course of the following weeks, to +set me wondering anew what sympathetic nimbus I must wear that girls +and boys like Sylvia and the Seraph should unlock their hearts for my +inspection.</p> + +<p>I gather that Sylvia called for the verdict on the success of their +expedition to Oxford, and that the Seraph found for her, but with +reluctant, qualified judgment.</p> + +<p>"You're not sorry you came?" she asked. "Well, what's lacking? I'm +responsible for bringing you here; I want everything to be quite +perfect."</p> + +<p>"Everything <i>is</i> perfect, Sylvia."</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"<i>Some</i>thing's wrong. You're moody and silent and troubled, just like +you were the first time we met. D'you remember that night? You looked +as if you thought I was going to bite you. I don't bite, Seraph. Tell +me what's the matter, there's still one night more; I want to make you +glad you came."</p> + +<p>"You can't make me gladder than I am. But you can't find roses without +thorns. I wish we weren't all going back to-morrow."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a></span>"It's only to London."</p> + +<p>"I know, but it'll all be different."</p> + +<p>"But why?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know, but it <i>will</i> be. These three days wouldn't have been +so glorious if I hadn't remembered every moment of the time that they +were—just three days."</p> + +<p>Shipping his paddle, he lay back in the boat and plunged his arms up +to the elbow in the cool, reedy water. Sylvia roused him with a +challenge.</p> + +<p>"Four days would have bored you?"</p> + +<p>"Have you ever met the man who <i>was</i> bored by four days of your +company?"</p> + +<p>"Don't you sometimes fancy you know me better than most?"</p> + +<p>"I've known you since Whitsun."</p> + +<p>"You've known me since...."</p> + +<p>She stopped abruptly. The Seraph lifted a wet hand, and watched the +water trickling in zigzag rivulets up his arm.</p> + +<p>"Shall I finish it for you?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"You don't know what I was going to say."</p> + +<p>"You've known me since the day I was born."</p> + +<p>"Why do you think I was going to say that?"</p> + +<p>"You were, weren't you?"</p> + +<p>"I stopped in the middle."</p> + +<p>"You'd thought out the end."</p> + +<p>"Had I?"</p> + +<p>"Unconsciously?"</p> + +<p>A hand waved in impatient protest.</p> + +<p>"If it was unconscious, how should I know?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph glanced quickly up at her face, and turned away.</p> + +<p>"True," he answered absently.</p> + +<p>"No one could know," she persisted.</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> knew."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a></span>"Guessed."</p> + +<p>For answer he picked up his coat from the bottom of the boat, and +extracted a closely written sheet of college note-paper. Folding it so +that only the last line was visible, he handed it her with the words—</p> + +<p>"You'll find it there."</p> + +<p>Sylvia read the line, and gazed in perplexity at her companion.</p> + +<p>"But I never <i>said</i> it," she persisted.</p> + +<p>"You were going to."</p> + +<p>She turned the paper over without answering.</p> + +<p>"What's on the other side?" she asked.</p> + +<p>The Seraph extended an anxious hand.</p> + +<p>"Please don't read that!" he implored her. "It's not meant for you to +see."</p> + +<p>"Is it about me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Then why shouldn't I see it?"</p> + +<p>"You may, but not now."</p> + +<p>"Well, when?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph's manner had grown suddenly agitated. To gain time, he +produced a cigarette, but his agitation was betrayed in the trembling +hand that held the match.</p> + +<p>"When we meet again," he answered after a pause.</p> + +<p>"We meet again to-night."</p> + +<p>"When we meet—after parting."</p> + +<p>"We part to dress for dinner."</p> + +<p>"I mean a long, serious parting," he replied in a low voice.</p> + +<p>Sylvia laughed at his suddenly grave expression.</p> + +<p>"Are we going to quarrel?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He nodded without speaking.</p> + +<p>"Why, Seraph?" she asked more gently.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span>"We can't help it."</p> + +<p>"It takes two to make a quarrel. <i>I</i> don't want to."</p> + +<p>"We shouldn't—if we were the only two souls in creation."</p> + +<p>Sylvia sat silent, fidgeting with a signet ring, and from time to time +looking questioningly into the troubled blue eyes before her.</p> + +<p>"How do you <i>know</i> these things?" she asked at length. "You can't +know."</p> + +<p>"Call it guessing, but I was right over the unfinished sentence, +wasn't I?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, but how do you know?"</p> + +<p>"I don't. It's fancy. Some people spend their lives awake, others +dreaming." He shrugged his shoulders. "I dream. And sometimes the +dream's so real that I know it must be true."</p> + +<p>Sylvia smiled with a shy wistfulness he had not seen on her face +before.</p> + +<p>"I wish you wouldn't dream we were going to quarrel," she said. "I +don't want to lose you as a friend."</p> + +<p>"You won't. Some day I shall be able to help you, when you want help +badly."</p> + +<p>Almost imperceptibly her mouth hardened its lines, and her eyes +recovered their disdainful, independent fire.</p> + +<p>"Why should I want help?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't know," was all he could answer. "You will."</p> + +<p>Their canoe had drifted to the Rollers. The Seraph landed, helped +Sylvia out of the boat, and stood silently by while it was hauled up +and lowered into the water on the other side. As they paddled slowly +through Mesopotamia neither was able—perhaps neither was willing—to +pick up the threads <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span>of the conversation where they had been dropped. +In silence they passed the Magdalen Bathing Place, through the shade +of Addison's Walk, under the Bridge and alongside the Meadows. +Sylvia's mind grappled uneasily with the half-comprehended words he +had spoken.</p> + +<p>"Do we meet and make it up?" she asked with assumed lightness of tone +as the canoe passed through the scummy, winding mouth of the Cher and +shot clear into the Isis.</p> + +<p>"We meet."</p> + +<p>"And make it up?" she repeated.</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"Do you care?"</p> + +<p>"Sylvia!"</p> + +<p>"What will you do?"</p> + +<p>"If we don't?" The Seraph sat motionless for a moment, and then began +paddling the boat alongside the barges. "I shall go abroad. I've never +been to India. I want to go there. And then I shall go on to Japan, +and from Japan to some of Stevenson's islands in the South Seas. I've +seen everything else that I want to see."</p> + +<p>"And then?"</p> + +<p>He raised his eyebrows and shook his head uncertainly.</p> + +<p>"Burial at sea, I hope."</p> + +<p>"Seraph, if you talk like that we shall quarrel now."</p> + +<p>"But it's true."</p> + +<p>"There'd be nothing more in life?"</p> + +<p>"Not if we quarrelled and never made it up."</p> + +<p>"But if we <i>did</i>——"</p> + +<p>"Ah, that'ud make all the difference in the world."</p> + +<p>For a moment they looked into each other's eyes: then Sylvia's fell.</p> + +<p>"I don't want to quarrel," she said. "I don't <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span>believe we shall, I +don't see why we need. If we do, I'm prepared to make it up."</p> + +<p>"I wonder if you will be when the time comes," he answered.</p> + +<p>We were, with a single, noteworthy exception—a subdued party that +night at dinner. Philip and Gladys had much to occupy their minds and +little their tongues: Sylvia and the Seraph were silent and +reflective: I, too, in my unobtrusive middle-aged fashion, had passed +an eventful night and morning. The exception was Robin, who furnished +conversational relief in the form of Stone Age pleasantries at the +expense of his brother in particular, engaged couples in general, and +the whole immemorial institution of wedlock. I have forgotten some of +his more striking parallels, but I recollect that each fresh dish +called forth a new simile.</p> + +<p>"Pity oysters aren't in season, Toby," he remarked. "Marriage is like +your first oyster, horrid to look at, clammy to touch, and only to be +swallowed at a gulp." "Clear soup for me, please. When I'm offered +thick, I always wonder what the cook's trying to hide. Thick soup is +like marriage." "Why does dressed crab always remind me of marriage? I +suppose because it's irresistible, indigestible, and if carelessly +mixed, full of little pieces of shell." "Capercailzie is symbolical of +married life: too much for one, not enough for two." "Matrimony is +like a cigarette before port: it destroys the palate for the best +things in life."</p> + +<p>No one paid any attention to Robin as he rambled on to his own +infinite contentment: he would probably still be rambling but for the +arrival of an express letter directed to me in Arthur Roden's writing. +We were digesting dinner over a cigar in the hall, and after reading +the letter I took Sylvia <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span>and the Seraph aside, and communicated its +contents. By some chance it was included in a miscellaneous bundle of +papers I packed up before leaving England, and I have it before me on +my table as I write.</p> + +<p>"Private and Confidential," it began—</p> + +<div class="block"> +<p class="sc">"My Dear Toby,"</p> + +<p>"If this arrives in time, I shall be glad if you will send me a +wire to say all is well with Sylvia and the others. We are a +good deal alarmed by the latest move of the Militants. You will +have seen that Rawnsley got up in the House the other day and +moved to appropriate all Private Members' time till the end of +the Session, in this way frustrating all idea of the Suffrage +coming up in the form of a Private Member's Bill.</p> + +<p>"The Militants have made their counterstroke without loss of +time. Yesterday morning Jefferson's only child—a boy of +seven—disappeared. We left J. out when we were running over +likely victims at Brandon: he was away in the <i>Enchantress</i> +inspecting Rosyth at the time, and I suppose that was how we +forgot him. We certainly ought not to have done so, as he has +been one of the most outspoken of the anti-militants.</p> + +<p>"The child went yesterday with his nurse to Hyde Park. The +woman—like all her damnable kind—paid no attention to her +duty, and allowed some young guardsman to sit and talk to her. +In five minutes' time—she says it was only five minutes—the +child had disappeared. No trace of him has been found. +Jefferson, of course, is in a great state of worry, but agrees +with Rawnsley that no word of the story must be allowed to reach +the Press, and no effort spared to convince the electorate of +the utter impossibility of considering the claims at <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span>present +put forward by the Militants. I am arranging a series of +meetings in the Midlands and Home Counties as soon as the House +rises.</p> + +<p>"And that reminds me. Rawnsley received a second letter +immediately after the abduction of J.'s boy, telling him his +action in respect of Private Members' time had been noted, and +that he would be given till the end of the month [June] to +foreshadow an autumn session. There may be an autumn +session—that depends on the Committee Stage of the Poor Law +Bill—but the Suffrage will not come up during its course, and +Rawnsley is purposely withholding his announcement till the +month has turned.</p> + +<p>"For the next ten days, therefore, we may hope to be spared any +fresh attack. After that they will begin again, and as my +Midland campaign is being announced in the course of this week, +it is more than probable that the blow may be aimed at me.</p> + +<p>"Please shew this letter to Sylvia and the boys, and explain as +much of the Rawnsley affair as may be necessary to make it clear +to her. At present she has been told that Mavis is ill in London +and may have to undergo an operation. Tell her to use the utmost +care not to stir in public without some competent person to +escort her. Scotland Yard is increasing its bodyguards, and +everything must be done to assist them.</p> + +<p>"You will, of course, see the necessity of keeping this letter +private.</p> + +<p class="right"><span style="padding-right: 10%;">"Ever yours,</span><br /> +"<span class="sc">Arthur Roden</span>."</p> +</div> +<br /> + +<p>As I gave the letter to Sylvia and the Seraph to read, I will admit +that my first feeling was one of unsubstantial relief that Joyce had +been in Oxford <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span>when the abduction took place in London. I did not in +any way condone the offence, I should not have condoned it even had I +known that she was mainly responsible for the abduction. Independently +of all moral considerations, I found myself being glad that she was +out of town at the time of the outrage. The consolation was flimsy. I +concede that. But it is interesting to me to look back now and review +my mental standpoint at that moment. I had already got beyond the +point of administering moral praise and blame: my descent to active +participation in crime followed with incredible abruptness.</p> + +<p>I felt the "Private and Confidential" was not binding against the +Seraph, as he had been present when Rawnsley described the +disappearance of Mavis. While he expounded her father's letter to +Sylvia, I gave its main points to Philip and Robin. The comments of +the family were characteristic of its various members. Philip shook a +statesmanlike head and opined that this was getting very serious, you +know. Robin inquired plaintively who'd want to abduct a little thing +like him.</p> + +<p>"I don't want any 'competent escort,'" Sylvia exclaimed with her +determined small chin in the air.</p> + +<p>"For less than twenty-four hours," I begged. "I'm responsible for your +safety till then. After that you can fight the matter out with your +father."</p> + +<p>"But I can look after myself even for the next twenty-four hours."</p> + +<p>I assumed my severest manner.</p> + +<p>"Have you ever seen me angry?" I said.</p> + +<p>"Do you think you could frighten me?" she asked with a demure smile.</p> + +<p>"I'm quite sure I couldn't," I answered helplessly. "Seraph, can you +do anything with her?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody can do anything with her...."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span>"Seraph!"</p> + +<p>"...against her will."</p> + +<p>"That's better."</p> + +<p>I struck at a propitious moment.</p> + +<p>"When we leave here," I said to the Seraph, "you're to take her hand +and not let go till you're back in the hotel again. I give her into +your charge. Treat her...."</p> + +<p>I hesitated, and Sylvia interrogated me with a King's Ransom smile.</p> + +<p>"Treat her as she deserves," I said. "If she were my wife, ward or +daughter, I should slap her and send her to bed. So would you, so +would any man worthy of the name."</p> + +<p>"Would you, Seraph?"</p> + +<p>He was helping her into her cloak and did not answer the question. +Suddenly she turned round and looked into his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Would you, Seraph?" I heard her repeat.</p> + +<p>"I shall treat you—as you deserve to be treated," he answered slowly.</p> + +<p>"That's not an answer," she objected.</p> + +<p>"What's the good of asking him?" I said as the rest of our party +joined us.</p> + +<p>In the absence of Joyce I spent large portions of a dull and +interminably long night smoking excessive cigarettes and leaning +against a wall to watch the dancers. Towards three o'clock I +discovered an early edition of an evening paper and read it from cover +to cover. Canadian Pacifics were rising or falling, and some +convulsion was taking place in Rio Tintos.</p> + +<p>The only other news of interest I found in the Cause List. I remember +the case of Wylton <i>v.</i> Wylton and Sleabury was down for trial one day +towards the end of that week.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER VII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>A CAUSE CÉLÈBRE</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i4">"Conventional women—but was not the phrase tautological?"<br /></span> +</div></div> +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">George Gissing</span>: "Born in Exile."</p> +<br /> + +<p>I always look back with regret to our return to London after +Commemoration. Our parting at the door of the Rodens' house in Cadogan +Square was more than the dispersal of a pleasant, youthful, +light-hearted gathering; it marked out a definite end to my first +careless, happy weeks in England, and foreshadowed a period of +suspense and heart-burning that separated old friends and strained old +alliances. As we shook hands and waved adieux, we were slipping +unconsciously into a future where none of us were to meet again on our +former frank, trustful footing.</p> + +<p>I doubt if any of us recognised this at the time—not even the Seraph, +for a man is notoriously a bad judge in his own cause. Looking back +over the last six months, I appreciate that the seeds of trouble had +already been sown, and that I ought to have been prepared for much +that followed.</p> + +<p>To begin with, the astonishing acrimony of speech and writing that +characterised both parties in the Suffrage controversy should have +warned me of the futility of trying to retain the friendship of Joyce +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a></span>Davenant on the one hand and the Rodens on the other. Bitter were +their tongues and angry their hearts in the old, forgotten era of +demonstrations and hecklings; the bitterness increased with the +progress of the arson campaign, and its prompt, ruthless reprisals; +but I remember no political sensation equalling the suppressed, +vindictive anger of the days when the abduction policy was launched, +and no clue could be found to incriminate its perpetrators. I suffered +the fate of most neutral powers, and succeeded in arousing the +suspicions of both belligerents.</p> + +<p>Again, the Wylton divorce proved—if proof were ever needed—that when +English Society has ostracised a woman, her sympathisers gain nothing +for themselves by championing her cause. They had better secure +themselves greetings in the market-place by leading the chorus of +moral condemnation. Elsie Wylton would scarcely have noticed the two +added voices, and the Seraph and I might have spared ourselves much +unnecessary discomfort. He was probably too young to appreciate that +Quixotism does not pay in England, while I—well, there is no fool +like a middle-aged fool.</p> + +<p>Lastly, I ought to have seen the shadow cast by Sylvia's tropical +intimacy with the Seraph at Oxford. She was unquestionably +<i>intriguée</i>, and I should have seen it and been on my guard. Resist as +she might, there was something arresting in his other-world, +somnambulant attitude towards life; for him, at least, his dreams were +too real to be lightly dismissed. And his sensitive feminine sympathy +was something new to her, something strangely stimulating to a girl +who but half understood her own moods and ambitions. I have no doubt +that in their solitary passage back to Oxford she had unbent and +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[142]</a></span>revealed more to him than to any other man, had unbent as far as any +woman of reserve can ever unbend to a man. Equally, I have no doubt +that in cold retrospect her passionate, uncontrolled pride exaggerated +the significance of her conduct, and magnified the moment of +unaffected friendliness into an humiliating self-betrayal.</p> + +<p>The Seraph—it is clear—had not responded. I know now—indeed, I knew +at the time—that Sylvia had made an indelible impression on his +receptive, emotional nature. Her wilful, rebellious self-confidence +had galvanised him as every woman of strong character will galvanise a +man of hesitations and doubts, reservations, and self-criticism. +Knowing Sylvia, I find no difficulty in understanding the ascendancy +she had established over his mind; knowing him, I can well appreciate +his exasperating diffidence and self-depreciation. It never occurred +to him that Sylvia could forget his relative poverty, obscurity, and +their thousand points of conflict; it never dawned on her that he +could be held back by honourable scruples from accepting what she had +shown herself willing to offer. The Seraph came back from Oxford +absorbed and pre-occupied with haunting memories of Sylvia; with his +curious frankness he told her in so many words that she possessed his +mind to the exclusion of every other thought. There he had stopped +short—for no reason she could see, and it was not possible for her to +go further to meet him. Next to the Capitol stands the Tarpeian Rock. +I ought to have remembered that with Sylvia it was now crown or +gibbet, and that there was no room for platonic admirers.</p> + +<p>With his genius for the unexpected the Seraph disappeared from our ken +for an entire week after our return to London. Gladys and I were +always <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[143]</a></span>running over to the Rodens' or receiving visits from Sylvia +and Philip; it appeared that he had forsaken Cadogan Square as +completely as Pont Street, and the unenthusiastic tone in which the +information was volunteered did not tempt me to prosecute further +inquiries. On about the fifth day I did pluck up courage to ask Lady +Roden if he had yet come to the surface, but so far from receiving an +intelligible answer I found myself undergoing rigorous examination +into his antecedents. "Who <i>is</i> this Mr. Aintree?" I remember her +asking in her lifeless, faded voice. "Has he any relations? There used +to be a Sir John Aintree who was joint-master of the Meynell."</p> + +<p>After a series of unsuccessful inquiries over the telephone, I set out +to make personal investigation. Sylvia had carried Gladys off to +Ranelagh, and as Robin offered his services as escort to the girls, I +felt no scruples in resigning my ward to her charge. For Sylvia, I am +glad to say, my responsibility had ceased, and I was at liberty to +proceed to Adelphi Terrace, and ascertain why at any hour of the day +or night I was met with the news that Mr. Aintree was in town, but +away from his flat, and had left no word when he would be back. I +called in at the club before trying his flat. The Seraph was not +there, but I found the polyglot Culling explaining for Gartside's +benefit certain of the more obvious drolleries of the current "Vie +Parisienne."</p> + +<p>"Where did ye pick up yer French accent, Bob?" I heard him inquire +with feigned admiration. "In Soho? I wonder who dropped it there?" +Then he caught sight of me, and his face assumed an awful solemnity. +"'Corruptio optimi pessima!' I wonder ye've the courage to show +yerself among respectable men like me and Gartside."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[144]</a></span>I inquired if either of them knew of the Seraph's whereabouts, but the +question appeared to add fuel to Culling's indignation.</p> + +<p>"Where is the Seraph?" he exclaimed. "Well ye may ask! His wings are +clipped, there's a dint in his halo, and his harp has its strings +broken. The Heavenly Choir——" He paused abruptly, seized a sheet of +foolscap and resumed his normal tone. "This'll be rather good—the +Heavenly Choir and our Seraph flung out like a common drunk same as +Gartside here.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'To bottomless perdition, there to dwell—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Why can't the club afford a decent pen?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">You're our committeeman, Bob, you're to blame.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I always use blank verse for my complaints.—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To bottomless perdition, there to dwell<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In adamantine chains and penal fire.'"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">John Milton</span>: "Paradise Lost, Liber One."</p> + +<br /> + +<p>I watched the Heavenly Choir being sketched. In uniform and figure the +Archangel Gabriel presented a striking resemblance to any Keeper of +the Peace at any Music Hall. An official braided coat bulged at the +shoulders with the pressure of two cramped wings, his peaked cap had +been knocked over one eye, and his halo—in Culling's words—was "all +anyhow." As the artist insisted on a companion picture to show the +Seraph's reception in Bottomless Perdition, I turned to Gartside for +enlightenment.</p> + +<p>"It's been going on long enough to be getting serious," I was told. "A +solid week now."</p> + +<p>"<i>What's</i> been going on?" I exclaimed in despair. "Where are we? Above +all, where's the Seraph?"</p> + +<p>"Isn't it telling you we are?" protested Culling. "It started on the +day you returned from your godless wanderings and prowled through +London <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[145]</a></span>like a lion seeking whom you might devour. 'Portrait of a +Gentleman—well known in Society—seeking whom he may devour,'" he +murmured to himself, stretching forth a hand for fresh foolscap. "And +it's been going on ever since. And nobody's had the courage to speak +to him about it. There you have the thing in a nutshell."</p> + +<p>I turned despairingly to Gartside, and in time was successful in +extracting and piecing together an explanation of his dark references +to the Seraph. "Once upon a time," he began.</p> + +<p>"When pigs were swine," Culling interrupted, "and monkeys chewed +tobacco."</p> + +<p>"Shut up, Paddy! Once upon a time a girl named Elsie Davenant married +a man called Arnold Wylton. Perhaps she knows why she did it, but I'm +hanged if anybody else did. She was a nice enough girl by all +accounts, and Wylton—well, I expect you've heard some queer stories +about him, they're all true. After they'd been married—how long was +it, Paddy?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, a few years—by the calendar," said Culling, eagerly taking up +the parable. "It's long enough she must have found 'em! Wylton used to +work in little spells of domesticity in the intervals of being +horse-whipped out of other people's houses, and disappearing abroad +while sundry little storms blew over. Morgan and Travers took in a new +partner and started a special 'Wylton Department' for settling his +actions out of court...."</p> + +<p>"This is all fairly ancient history," I interposed.</p> + +<p>"It's the extenuating circumstance," said Gartside.</p> + +<p>Culling warmed oratorically to his work.</p> + +<p>"In the fulness of time," he went on in the manner of the Ancient +Mariner, "Mrs. Wylton woke up and said, 'This is a one-sided +business.' Toby, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[146]</a></span>ye're a bachelor. Let me tell you that married life +is a <i>mauvais quart d'heure</i> made up of exquisite week-ends. While +Wylton dallied unobtrusively in Buda Pesth, giving himself out to be +the Hungarian correspondent of the <i>Baptist Family Herald</i>, Mrs. +Wylton spent her exquisite week-end at Deauville."</p> + +<p>He paused delicately.</p> + +<p>"Girls will be girls," sighed Gartside.</p> + +<p>"A gay cavalry major, with that way they have in the army, made a +flying descent on Deauville. He'd been seen about with her in London +quite enough to cause comment. Good-natured friends asked Wylton why +he was vegetating in Pesth when he might be in Deauville; he came, he +saw, he stayed in the self same hotel as his wife...."</p> + +<p>"Which curiously enough had been already chosen by the gay cavalry +major."</p> + +<p>Culling shook his head over the innate depravity of human nature.</p> + +<p>"You see the finish?" he inquired rhetorically. "They say the senior +partner in Morgan and Travers had a seizure when Wylton had finished +the last batch of cases in his own department, and strolled into the +private office to instruct proceedings for a petition."</p> + +<p>"Six days ago, decree nisi was granted," said Gartside.</p> + +<p>"Scene in Court: President expressing sympathy with Petitioner," +murmured Culling, with quick pencil already at work on the +blotting-pad.</p> + +<p>I lit a cigar to clear my head.</p> + +<p>"Where does the Seraph come in?" I persisted like a man with an <i>idée +fixe</i>.</p> + +<p>"In the sequel," said Gartside. "There is a right way of doing +everything, also a wrong. When one is divorced, one hides one's +diminished head...."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</a></span>"I always do," said Culling.</p> + +<p>"One grows a beard and goes to live in Kensington. Mrs. Wylton is +making the mistake of trying to brazen things out. 'You may cut me,' +she says, 'but ye canna brek me manly sperrit.' Consequently in every +place where she can be certain of attracting a crowd, Mrs. Wylton is +to be found in the front row of the stalls, very pretty, very quiet +and so unobtrusively dressed that you're almost tempted to damn her as +respectable."</p> + +<p>He lit a cigarette and I took occasion to remind him that we had not +yet come in sight of the Seraph.</p> + +<p>Culling took up the parable.</p> + +<p>"Is she alone?" he asked in a husky whisper. "Sir, she is not! Who +took her to dinner last night at Dieudonné's, the night before at the +Savoy, the night before that at the Carlton? Who has been seen with +her at the Duke of York's, the Haymarket, the St. James'?"</p> + +<p>"Who rides with her every summer morning in the Park?" cut in +Gartside. "It is our Seraph. Our foolish Seraph, and we lay at your +door the blame for his demoralisation. Seriously, Toby, somebody ought +to speak the word in season. He's getting talked about, and that sort +of flying in the face of public opinion doesn't do one damn's worth of +good. The woman's got to have her gruel and take her time over it. +She'll only put people's backs up by going on as she's doing at +present. Mind you, I'm sorry for her," he went on more gently. "In her +place I'd have done precisely the same thing, and I'd have done it +years ago. But I should have had the sense to recognise I'd got to +face the consequences."</p> + +<p>I wondered for a short two seconds if it would <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</a></span>be of the slightest +avail to proclaim my belief in Elsie Wylton's innocence. A glance at +Culling and Gartside convinced me of the futility.</p> + +<p>"Where's the Seraph now?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"With her. Any money you like. She lives with her sister in Chester +Square; you'll find him there."</p> + +<p>I sent a boy off to telephone to Adelphi Terrace. Until his return +with the announcement that the Seraph was still away from home, +Gartside suggested the lines on which I was to admonish the young +offender.</p> + +<p>"The gay cavalry major's prudently shipped himself back to India," he +said, "and he was a pretty shadowy figure to most people as it was. +What the Seraph has to understand is that he'll get all the discredit +of being an 'and other' if he ties himself to her strings in this way. +I only give you what everybody's saying."</p> + +<p>I promised to ponder his advice, and after being reminded that Gladys +and I were due at his musical party the following week, and reminding +him that he was expected to lunch on my house-boat at Henley, we went +our several ways.</p> + +<p>Wandering circuitously round the smoking-rooms and library on my way +to the hall, I had ample corroboration of what—in Gartside's +words—everybody was saying. The Wylton divorce was the one topic of +conversation. For the most part, I found Gartside's own tolerance to +the woman representative of the general feeling in the club: his +strictures on the folly of the Seraph's conduct had a good many +echoes, though two men had the detachment to praise his disinterested +behaviour. Of the rest, those who did not condemn opined that he was +too young to know any better.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</a></span>The one discordant note was struck when I met Nigel Rawnsley in the +hall. Elsie Wylton was shot hellwards in one sentence and the Seraph +in another, but the burden of his discourse was reserved for the +sacramental nature of wedlock and the damnable heresy of divorce. I +was subjected to a lucid exposition of the Anglican doctrine of +marriage, initiated into the mysteries of the first three (or three +hundred) General Councils of the Church, presented with thumbnail +biographies of Arius and S. Athanasius, and impressed with the +necessity of unfrocking all priests who celebrated the marriage of +divorced persons. It was all very stimulating, and I found that half +my most prosaic friends were living in something that Rawnsley +damningly described as "a state of sin."</p> + +<p>It was tea-time before I arrived at Chester Square. I suppose I had +never taken Gartside very seriously: the moment I saw Elsie and the +Seraph, my lot was unconditionally thrown in with the publicans and +sinners. She greeted me with the smile of a woman who has no care in +the world: then as she turned to ring the bell for tea, I caught the +expression of one who is passing through Purgatory on her way to Hell. +The Seraph's eyes were telegraphing a whole code-book. I walked to the +window so that she could not see my face, nor I hers.</p> + +<p>"I thought you wouldn't mind my dropping in," I said as carelessly as +I could. "It was tea-time for one thing, and for another I wanted to +tell you that you've done about the pluckiest thing a woman can do. +Good luck to you! If there's anything I can do...."</p> + +<p>Then we shook hands again, and I found her death-like placidity a good +deal harder to bear than if she had broken down or gone into +hysterics. I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</a></span>do not believe the Davenant women know how to cry: +Nature left the lachrymal sac out of their composition. Yet on +reflection I can see now that she was suffering less than in the days +six weeks before when the anticipation of the divorce lowered +menacingly over her head and haunted every waking moment. It is +curious to see how suspense cards down a woman's spirit while the +shock of a catastrophe seems actually to brace her and call forth +every reserve of strength. From this time till the day of my departure +from England, Elsie was indomitable.</p> + +<p>"It's hard work at present," she said with a gentle, tired smile, "but +I'm going through with it."</p> + +<p>That was what her father used to say when I climbed with him in +Trans-Caucasia. He would say it as we crawled and fought and bit our +way up a slippery face of rock, sheer as the side of a house. And he +was five and twenty years my senior.</p> + +<p>"What are you doing to-night?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"We were trying to make up our minds when you came in," said the +Seraph.</p> + +<p>"Dinner somewhere, I suppose, and a theatre? What's on, Seraph? I'm +all alone to-night, and I want you and Elsie to dine with me."</p> + +<p>Elsie was sitting with closed eyes, bathing her forehead with scent.</p> + +<p>"Make it something that starts late," she said wearily. "I don't feel +I can stand many hours."</p> + +<p>After a brief study of the theatrical advertisements in the <i>Morning +Post</i> the Seraph went off to make arrangements over the telephone. I +took hold of Elsie's disengaged hand and tried in a clumsy, masculine +fashion to pump courage into her tired spirit.</p> + +<p>"You must stick it out to the end of the Season," <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</a></span>I told her. "It's +only a few more weeks, and then you can rest as long as you like. +Don't let people think they can drive you into hiding. If you do that, +you'll lose pride in yourself, and when you lose pride in yourself, +why should any one believe in you?"</p> + +<p>"How many people believe in me now?"</p> + +<p>"Not many. That's why I admire your pluck. But there's Joyce for one."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Joyce," she assented slowly.</p> + +<p>"And the Seraph for another."</p> + +<p>"Yes, the Seraph."</p> + +<p>"And me for a third."</p> + +<p>I felt her trying to draw her hand away.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if you do, or whether it's just because I'm a bit—hard +hit."</p> + +<p>I let go the hand as she rose to blow out the spirit lamp. Standing +erect—blue-eyed, pale faced and golden haired—she was wonderfully +like Joyce, I thought, with her slim, black-draped figure and slender +white neck, but a Joyce who had drunk deep of tribulation.</p> + +<p>"It's a pity you weren't ever at a boys' school," I said.</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"If you had been, you'd know there are some boys who simply can't keep +themselves and their clothes clean, and others who can't get dirty or +untidy if they try. In time the grubby ones usually get cleaner, but +the boy who starts with a clean instinct never deteriorates into a +grub. The distinction holds good for both sexes. And it applies to +conduct as much as clothes. The Davenants can't help keeping clean. +I've known three in one generation and one in another."</p> + +<p>I said it because I meant it. I should have said it just the same if +Elsie had had no sister Joyce.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</a></span>The Seraph came back with Dick Davenant, and I tried to get him to +join us, but he was already engaged for dinner. Shortly afterwards I +found it was time to get home and change my clothes. In the hall I +found Joyce and pressed her into our party. It was a short, hurried +meeting, as she was saying good-bye to two colleagues or +fellow-conspirators when I appeared. I caught their names and looked +at them with some interest. One was the formidable Mrs. Millington, a +weather-beaten, stoutish woman of fifty with iron-grey hair cut short +to the neck, and double-lensed pince-nez. The other was an anæmic girl +of twenty—a Miss Draper—with fanatical eyes that watched Joyce's +every movement, and a little dry cough that told me her days of +agitation were numbered. When next we met she wiped her lips after +coughing.... Mrs. Millington I never saw again.</p> + +<p>That night was my first effort in the vindication of Elsie Wylton. I +believe we dined at the Berkeley and went on to Daly's. The place is +immaterial; wherever we went we found—or so it seemed to our +over-sensitive, suspicious nerves—a slight hush, a movement of +turning bodies and craning necks, a whispered name. Elsie went through +it like a Royal Duchess opening a bazaar; laughing and talking with +the Seraph, turning to throw a word to Joyce or myself; untroubled, +indifferent—best of all, perfectly restrained. The hard-bought +actress-training of immemorial centuries should give woman some +superiority over man....</p> + +<p>We certainly supped at the Carlton in a prominent position by the +door. I fancy no one missed seeing us. The Seraph knew everybody, of +course, and I had picked up a certain number of acquaintances in two +months. We bowed to every familiar form, and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</a></span>the familiar forms bowed +back to us. When they passed near our table we hypnotised them into +talking, and they brought their women-folk with them....</p> + +<p>When supper was ended we moved outside for coffee and cigars, so that +none who had entered the supper room before us should leave without +running the gauntlet. We had our share of black looks and noses in +air, directed I suppose against Joyce as much as against her sister; +and many a mild husband must have submitted to a curtain lecture that +night on the text that no man will believe political or moral evil of +any woman with a pretty face. The older I get the truer I find that +text; I cannot remember the day when I was without the instinct +underlying such a belief.</p> + +<p>At a quarter-past twelve Elsie began to flag, and we started our +preparations for returning home. As I waited for my bill—and swore a +private oath that Gartside should translate his sympathy into acts, +and join our moral-leper colony before the week was out—an unexpected +party emerged from the restaurant and passed us on their way to +collect cloaks. Gladys and Philip, Sylvia and Robin, driven home from +Ranelagh by the impossibility of securing a table for dinner, had +eaten sketchily at Cadogan Square, hurried to the Palace, and turned +in to the Carlton to make up for lost food.</p> + +<p>The Seraph of course saw them first, rose up and bowed. I followed, +and both of us were rewarded by a gracious acknowledgment from Sylvia. +Then she caught sight of Joyce and Elsie, and her mouth straightened +itself and lost its smile. The change was slight, but I had been +expecting it. Another moment, and the straight lines broke to a slight +curve. Every one bowed to every one—Robin with <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</a></span>his irrepressible, +instinctive good-humour, Philip more sedately, as befitted a public +man, the eldest son of the Attorney-General, and an avowed opponent of +the Militant Suffrage Movement. Then Sylvia passed on to get her +cloak, I arranged with Philip to take Gladys home, we bowed again and +parted.</p> + +<p>The whole encounter had taken less than two minutes. It was more than +enough to make Elsie say she must decline my invitation to Henley.</p> + +<p>"A public place is one thing, and a houseboat's another," she said. +"You wouldn't invite two people to stay with you if you knew the mere +presence of one was distasteful to the other."</p> + +<p>"You've got to go the whole road," I said. "If the Rodens know me, +they've got to know my friends."</p> + +<p>"We mustn't be in too much of a hurry," she answered. "I'm right, +aren't I, Joyce? There's no scandal about Joyce, but she's given up +visiting with the Rodens. It was beginning to get rather +uncomfortable."</p> + +<p>The matter was compromised by the Seraph inviting Elsie to come to +Henley in an independent party of two. They would then secure as much +publicity as could be desired without causing any kind of +embarrassment to a private gathering.</p> + +<p>I saw nothing of Sylvia until Gartside's Soirée Musicale three nights +later. The Seraph dined with us, and when Philip snatched Gladys from +under my wing almost before the car had turned into Carlton House +Terrace, I retired with him into an inviting balcony and watched the +female side of human nature at work.</p> + +<p>Sylvia stood twelve feet from us, looking radiant. Instinctive wisdom +had led her to dress—as ever—in white, and to wear no jewellery but +pearls. Her <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[155]</a></span>black hair seemed silkier and more luxuriant than ever; +her dark eyes flashed with a certain proud vitality and assurance. +Nigel Rawnsley was talking to her, talking well, and paying her the +compliment of talking up to her level. I watched her give thrust for +thrust, parry for parry; all exquisite sword play.... His enemies +called Nigel a prig, even his friends complained he was overbearing; I +liked him, as I contrive to like most men, and only wish he could meet +more people of his own mental calibre. He had met one in Sylvia; there +was no button to his foil when he fenced with her.</p> + +<p>"Thus far and no farther," I murmured.</p> + +<p>The Seraph looked up, but I had only been thinking aloud. I was +wondering why she painted that sign over her door when Nigel +approached. A career of brilliant achievement and more brilliant +promise, her own chosen faith and ritual, ambition enough and to +spare—Nigel entered the lists well armed, and she was the only one +who could humanise him. I wondered what gulf of temperamental +antipathy parted them and placed him without the pale....</p> + +<p>They talked till Culling interposed his claim for attention, +preferring the request with triplicated brogue. From time to time +Gartside strayed away from his other guests and shivered a lance in +deferential tourney. As I watched his fine figure, and looked from him +to the irrepressible Culling, and from Culling to Rawnsley's +clear-cut, intellectual face, I asked myself for the thousandth time +what indescribable affinity could be equally lacking in three men +otherwise so dissimilar.</p> + +<p>With light-hearted carelessness she guarded the sword's length of +territory that divided them. It was adroit, nimble fencing, but I +wondered how <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[156]</a></span>much it amused her. Not many women can resist the +age-long fascination of playing off one admirer against another; but I +should have written Sylvia down among the exceptions. She did not want +admiration.... Then I remembered Oxford and read into her conduct the +first calculated stages in the Seraph's castigation. If this were her +object, it failed; the Seraph was ignorant of the very nature of +jealousy. In the light of their subsequent meeting, I doubt if this +were even her motive.</p> + +<p>We had both received a distant bow as we entered the room, but not a +word had been vouchsafed us. I am afraid my nature is too indolent to +be greatly upset by this kind of neglect. The Seraph, I could see, +grew rather unhappy when his presence was overlooked every time he +came within speaking distance. It was not till the end of the evening +that she unbent. I had promised to take Gladys on to a ball, and at +eleven I came out of hiding and went in search of her. Culling had +just been told off to find Robin, and Sylvia stood alone.</p> + +<p>"Are you going on anywhere?" she asked the Seraph when they had the +room to themselves.</p> + +<p>"It's the Marlthrops, isn't it?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"And Lady Carsten. Robin and I are going there. Are you coming?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph's hand went to his pocket and made pretence of weighing +three or four invitations in the balance. Finally he selected the +Carsten card and glanced at it with an air of doubt.</p> + +<p>"Will my presence be welcome?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"You must ask Lady Carsten, she's invited you."</p> + +<p>"Welcome to you?"</p> + +<p>"It depends on yourself."</p> + +<p>"What must I do?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[157]</a></span>Sylvia pursed up her mouth and looked at him with head on one side.</p> + +<p>"Be a little more particular in the company you keep."</p> + +<p>"I usually am."</p> + +<p>"With some startling lapses."</p> + +<p>"I'm not aware of any."</p> + +<p>Sylvia drew herself up to her full height.</p> + +<p>"How have you spent the last week?"</p> + +<p>"In a variety of ways."</p> + +<p>"In a variety of company?"</p> + +<p>"The same nearly all the time."</p> + +<p>She nodded.</p> + +<p>"This is my objection."</p> + +<p>"If <i>she</i> doesn't object...." A dawning flush on Sylvia's cheek warned +him to leave the sentence unfinished.</p> + +<p>"I'm giving you advice for your own sake because, apparently, you've +no one else to advise you," she said with the slow, elaborate +carelessness of one who is with difficulty keeping her temper. "You've +spent the last week thrusting yourself under every one's notice in +company with a woman who's just been divorced from her husband. Every +one's seen you, every one's talking about you. If you like that sort +of notoriety...."</p> + +<p>"Can it be avoided?"</p> + +<p>"You can drop the woman."</p> + +<p>"She's none too many friends."</p> + +<p>"She's one too many."</p> + +<p>"I cannot agree."</p> + +<p>"Then you put yourself on her level."</p> + +<p>"I should be proud to rank with her."</p> + +<p>Sylvia paused a moment to steady her voice.</p> + +<p>"I've got a temper," she remarked with exaggerated indifference, "it's +never wise for anybody to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[158]</a></span>rouse it, and many people would be annoyed +if you talked to them as you're talking to me. I—simply don't think +it's worth it, but can you wonder if I ask you to choose between her +and me?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph's face and voice were grave.</p> + +<p>"The choice seems unnecessary," he said.</p> + +<p>"You must take it from me that I have no wish to be seen about with a +man who allows his name to be coupled with a woman of that kind."</p> + +<p>"What kind, Sylvia?"</p> + +<p>"You know my meaning."</p> + +<p>"But your meaning is wrong."</p> + +<p>"I mean an ugly word for an ugly sin. A woman of the kind that breaks +the Seventh Commandment."</p> + +<p>The Seraph began tearing his card in narrow strips.</p> + +<p>"Elsie Wylton didn't," he said quietly.</p> + +<p>"She told you so?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't need telling."</p> + +<p>Sylvia's expression implored pity on the credulity of man. The Seraph +was still nervously fingering his card, but no signs of emotion +ruffled her calm. The face was slightly flushed, but she bent her head +to hide it.</p> + +<p>"Part friends, Seraph," she said at last, "if you're not coming to the +Carstens'. Think it over, and you'll find every one will give you the +same advice."</p> + +<p>"I dare say." He pocketed the torn card and prepared to accompany her. +"What would you do in my place if you believed the woman innocent?"</p> + +<p>Sylvia shirked the question.</p> + +<p>"Innocent women don't get into those positions."</p> + +<p>"It is possible."</p> + +<p>"How can she prove her innocence?"</p> + +<p>"How do you prove her guilt?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[159]</a></span>"I don't attempt to go behind what the Court finds."</p> + +<p>At the door the Seraph hesitated.</p> + +<p>"To-night's only an armistice, Sylvia," he stipulated. "I must have +time to think. I'm not committed either way."</p> + +<p>She gave him her old friendly smile.</p> + +<p>"If you like." Then the smile melted away. "My ultimatum comes in +force to-morrow morning, though. You must make up your mind then."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER VIII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>HENLEY—AND AFTER</h4> + +<div class="block3"><p>"We shall find no fiend in hell can match the fury of +a disappointed woman."—<span class="sc">Colley Cibber</span>: +"Love's Last Shift."</p></div> +<br /> + +<p>Henley Regatta was something of a disappointment to me. I had +furbished up the memories of twenty years before—which was one +mistake—and was looking forward to it—which was another. In great +measure the glory had departed from the house-boats, every one poured +into the town by train or car, and the growth of <i>ad hoc</i> riverside +clubs had reduced the number of punts and canoes on the river itself. +Being every inch as much a snob as my neighbour, I regretted to find +Henley so deeply democratised....</p> + +<p>I think, in all modesty, my own party was a success. Our houseboat was +the "Desdemona," a fair imitation of what the papers call "a floating +hotel": we brought my brother's cook from Pont Street and carried our +cellar with us from town. And there was a pleasant, assiduous +orchestra that neither ate nor slept in its zeal to play us all the +waltzes we had grown tired of hearing in London. A Mad Hatter's +luncheon started at noon and went on till midnight. Any passing boat +that liked the "Desdemona's" looks, moored alongside and boarded her: +no one criticised the food or cigars, many <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</a></span>dropped in again for a +second or third meal in the course of the afternoon, and if they did +not know Gladys or myself, they no doubt had a friend among my guests +or waiters.</p> + +<p>Both those that slept on board and those that visited us at their +stomachs' prompting were cheery, light-hearted, out to enjoy +themselves. I admit my own transports were moderated by the necessity +of having to dance attendance on Lady Roden. The air became charged +with Rutlandshire Morningtons, and our conversation showed signs of +degenerating into a fantastic Burke's Auction Bridge. Two earls +counted higher than three viscounts; I called her out with one +marquis, she took the declaration away with a duke, I got it back +again with a Russian prince: she doubled me.... Apart from this, I +enjoyed myself. All the right people turned up, except Gartside who +was kept in town discussing Governorships with the India Office.</p> + +<p>There were Rodens to right of us, Rodens to left of us: in a field +behind us, unostentatiously smoking Virginia cigarettes, loitered a +watchful Roden bodyguard. The Regatta started on July 3rd and on the +previous day Rawnsley had given the House its time-table. There would +be no Autumn Session, but the House would sit till the end of the +third week in August to conclude the Third Reading of the Poor Law +Bill; no fresh legislation would be introduced. The New Militants had +their answer without possibility of misconstruction, and the families +of Cabinet Ministers moved nowhere without a lynx-eyed, heavy-booted, +plain-clothes escort.</p> + +<p>I summoned Scotland Yard out of its damp, cheerless meadow, gave it +bottled beer and a pack of cards, and told it to treat the "Desdemona" +as its <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</a></span>own and to ring for anything likely to contribute to its +comfort. Though we had never met before and were only to meet once +again, I felt for those men as I should feel for any one deputed to +bear up the young Rodens lest at any time they dashed their feet +against stones....</p> + +<p>Sylvia was laconic and decisive. She had engaged and defeated her +father, met and routed her brothers. Any one who guarded her reckless +person did so at their peril; she declined to argue the point. I fancy +Lady Roden accepted a detective more or less as part of her +too-often-withheld due; Philip was constitutional, guided by +precedent, anxious to help peace and order in the execution of their +arduous duties. The only active molestation came from Robin: left to +himself he would have ignored the detectives' very existence, but at +the fell suggestion of Culling I discovered him whiling away the +morning by bursting into the guard-room at five-minute intervals with +hysterical cries of "Save me! Oh, my God! save me!"</p> + +<p>The saturnine, enigmatic Michael pursued his own methods. How he had +escaped from Winchester in the midst of the terminal examinations, I +never discovered. His telegram said, "What about me for Henley, old +thing? Michael." I wired back, "Come in your thousands," and he came +in a dove-grey suit, grey socks and buckskin shoes, grey tie, silk +handkerchief and Homburg hat. I appreciated Michael more and more at +each meeting. Of a detached family he was the most detached member. +Observing me staring a trifle unceremoniously at his neck-tie, he +produced a note-book and pencil and invited my written opinion. "On +Seeing my New Tie" was inscribed on the front page, and the +comments—so far as I remember the figures—were:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</a></span>(1) "Oh, my God!" (forty per cent.).</p> + +<p>(2) "<i>Have</i> you seen Michael's tie?" (forty per cent.).</p> + +<p>(3) "Michael <i>darling</i>!" (Sylvia's <i>cri de cœur</i>, ten per cent.).</p> + +<p>(4) "It's a devilish good tie" (my own verdict, perhaps not altogether +sincere). (Ten per cent.).</p> + +<p>"Come and shew yer ticket o' leave," urged Culling with derisory +finger outstretched to indicate the forces of law and order.</p> + +<p>"No bloody peelers for this child," Michael answered in a voice +discreetly lowered to keep the offending epithet from his sister's +ears.</p> + +<p>I noticed an exchange of glances between Culling and himself, but was +too busy to think much of it at the time. Eleven minutes later, +however, the majesty of Scotland Yard had been incarcerated in its own +stronghold. Culling sat outside their door improvising an oratorio on +an accordion. "The Philistines are upon thee," I heard him thunder as +I passed that way. Michael was lying prone on the deck of the +house-boat, dangling at safe distance the key of the cabin at the end +of a Japanese umbrella.</p> + +<p>"<i>Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?</i>" he asked, as an official hand shot +impotently out of the cabin window. The question may have been +imperfectly understood.</p> + +<p>"<i>Sanguineos quis custodes custodiet ipsos?</i>" he ventured.</p> + +<p>As there was still no answer, common humanity ordained that I should +possess myself of the key and hold a gaol delivery. The detectives +were near weeping with humiliation, but I comforted them in some +measure, won a friendship that was to serve me in good stead, and was +at length free to resume my duties as host.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</a></span>From time to time perfunctory racing took place, without arousing +either interest or resentment. We all had our own ways of passing the +time between meal and meal; one would study the teeth and smile of a +musical-comedy star, another would watch Culling at the Three Card +Trick, a third would count the Jews on a neighbouring house-boat.... +There was no sign of Elsie or the Seraph, but that was only to be +expected. He was to provide her with luncheon and publicity at Phyllis +Court, and give the "Desdemona" a wide berth. Those, at least, were +his sailing orders if he came; but Elsie had been over-tired and +over-excited for some weeks past, and I should not have been surprised +to hear she had stayed in town at the last moment.</p> + +<p>It is one thing to set a course, and another to steer it—of Henley +this is probably truer than of any other stretch of water in the +world. When half the punts are returning from island to post after +luncheon, and the other half paddle down stream to look at the +house-boats, the narrow water midway between start and finish becomes +hopelessly, chaotically congested. One or two skiffs and +dinghies—which should never be allowed at any regatta—make confusion +worse confounded till a timely collision breaks their sculls, or the +nose of a racing punt turns them turtle; and with the closing of the +booms, three boats begin to sprout where only one was before.</p> + +<p>Through a forest of dripping paddles, I watched punt, dinghy and canoe +fighting, pressing, yielding; up-stream, down-stream, broad side on, +they slid and trembled like a tesselated pavement in an earthquake. +The fatalists shipped their poles and paddles, and abandoned +themselves to the line of least resistance. Faces grew flushed, but +tempers remained creditably even....</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</a></span>"Mary, mother of God! it's our sad, bad, mad Seraph!"</p> + +<p>Having exhausted the possibilities of the Three Card Trick, and being +unable to secure either a pea or two thimbles, Paddy Culling had +wandered to my side and was watching the crowd like a normal man.</p> + +<p>I followed the direction of his eyes. The Seraph had turned fatalist +and was being squeezed nearer and nearer the "Desdemona." A last +vicious thrust by a boatload of pierrots jammed the box of his punt +under our landing-stage. He waved a hand to me and began distributing +bows among my guests.</p> + +<p>"Droppit sthraight from Hiven," cried Culling with unnecessary +elaboration of his already strong brogue. "The tay's wet, Mrs. Wylton, +and we waiting for some one would ask a blessing. Seraph, yer +ambrosia's on order."</p> + +<p>They would not leave the punt, but we brought them tea; and a fair +sprinkling of my guests testified to the success of our last few +weeks' campaign by coming down to the raft and being civil to Elsie. +There was, of course, no commotion or excitement of any kind; of those +who lingered on deck or in the saloon, fully half, I dare say, were +unconscious of what was going on below. Such was certainly the case +with Sylvia. While Paddy and I served out strawberries to the crew of +the punt, she had been washing her hands for tea, and as we crowned a +work of charity with a few cigars and a box of matches, she came out +onto the raft for assistance with the clasp of a watch-bracelet.</p> + +<p>Paddy volunteered his services, I looked on. Her eyes travelled idly +over the crowded segment of river opposite my boat, and completed +their circuit by resting on the punt and its occupants. Elsie bowed +and received a slight inclination of the head <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</a></span>in return. The Seraph +bowed, and was accorded the most perfect cut I have ever witnessed. +Sylvia looked straight through him to a dinghy four yards the other +side. It was superbly, insolently done. I have always been too lazy to +cultivate the art of cutting my friends, but should occasion ever +arise, I shall go to Sylvia for the necessary tuition.</p> + +<p>As soon as the congestion was in some measure relieved, the Seraph +waved good-bye to me and started paddling up stream towards Henley +Bridge. Elsie had seen all that was to be seen in the cut, +and—womanlike—had read into it a variety of meanings.</p> + +<p>"I hope you're not tired," the Seraph said, as they landed and walked +down to the station.</p> + +<p>"I've had a lovely time," she answered. "Thanks most awfully for +bringing me, and for all you've done these last few weeks. And before +that." She hesitated, and then added with a regretful smile, "We must +say good-bye after to-day."</p> + +<p>"You're not going away?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet; but you've got into enough trouble on my account without +losing all your friends," she answered.</p> + +<p>"But I haven't."</p> + +<p>"You're risking one."</p> + +<p>"On your account?"</p> + +<p>She nodded.</p> + +<p>He had not the brazenness to attempt a direct denial.</p> + +<p>"Why should you think so?" he hedged.</p> + +<p>"Seraph, dear child, I couldn't help seeing the way she took your bow. +I got you that cut."</p> + +<p>"She doesn't cut Toby," he objected. "And he and I are equally +incriminated."</p> + +<p>"There is a difference."</p> + +<p>"Is there?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</a></span>"She's quite indifferent how much <i>he</i> soils his wings."</p> + +<p>The Seraph was left to digest the unspoken antithesis. His face +gradually lost the flush it had taken on after their encounter at the +raft, his eyes grew calmer and his hands steadier; on the subject of +their contention, however, he remained impenitent.</p> + +<p>"I shan't say good-bye till you honestly tell me you don't want to see +me again."</p> + +<p>"You know I can't say that, Seraph."</p> + +<p>"Very well, then."</p> + +<p>"But it isn't! The good you do me is simply not worth the harm you do +yourself. It didn't matter so much till Sylvia came to be reckoned +with."</p> + +<p>The Seraph shifted impatiently in his corner.</p> + +<p>"Neither Sylvia Roden nor any other woman or man in the world is going +to dictate who I may associate with, or who I mayn't."</p> + +<p>"You must make an exception to the rule in her case."</p> + +<p>"Why should I?"</p> + +<p>"Every man has to make an exception to every rule in the case of one +woman."</p> + +<p>His chin achieved an uncompromising angle.</p> + +<p>"To quote the Pharisee of blessed memory," he said, "I thank God I am +not as other men."</p> + +<p>Elsie was well enough acquainted with his moods to know nothing was to +be gained by further direct opposition.</p> + +<p>"I should like you to come to Chester Square," she compromised; "but +you mustn't be seen with me in public any more."</p> + +<p>"I shall ride in the Park to-morrow as usual," he persisted.</p> + +<p>"I shan't be there, Seraph."</p> + +<p>A surprise was awaiting me when Gladys and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</a></span>I returned to Pont Street +in the early hours of Sunday morning, after waiting to see the +fireworks—by immemorial tradition—extinguished by a tropical +downpour. Brian notified me by wireless that he was on his way home +and halfway through the Bay. He was, in fact, already overdue at +Tilbury, but had been held up while the piston of a high-compression +cylinder divested itself of essential portions of its packing.</p> + +<p>"Who's going to tell him about Phil?" Gladys asked in consternation +when I read her the message. We were getting on so comfortably without +my brother that I think the natural affection of us both was tinged +with resentment that he was returning by an earlier boat than he had +threatened.</p> + +<p>"As you are the offender," I pointed out.</p> + +<p>"You were responsible for me."</p> + +<p>"Why not leave it to Phil?" I suggested, with my genius for +compromise.</p> + +<p>"That's mean."</p> + +<p>"Well, will you tell him yourself? No! I decline to be mixed up in it. +I shan't be here. The day your parents land, I shall shift myself bag +and baggage to an hotel. Isn't the simplest solution to break off the +engagement? Well, you're very hard to please, you know."</p> + +<p>I really forget how we settled the question, but the news was +certainly not broken by me. The Seraph dropped in to dinner on the +last night of my guardianship, and I asked him whether he thought I +could improve on the Savoy as my next house of entertainment.</p> + +<p>"But you're coming to stay with <i>me</i>," he said.</p> + +<p>"My dear fellow, you've no experience of me as a guest. I don't know +how long I'm staying in London."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</a></span>"The longer the better, if you don't mind roughing it."</p> + +<p>I knew there would be no "roughing it" in his immaculate mode of +living, but the question was left undecided for the moment as I really +felt it would be better for us both to run independently. Ten weeks of +domesticity shared even with Gladys gave me a sensation of clipped +wings after my inconsiderate, caravanserai existence, and—without +wishing to be patronising—I had to remember that he was a man of very +moderate means and would feel the cost of housing me more than I +should feel it myself. The following afternoon I called round at +Adelphi Terrace to acquaint him with my decision, but something seemed +to have upset him; he was gazing abstractedly out of the window and I +had not the heart to bother him with my own ephemeral arrangements. At +the door of the flat his man apologetically asked my advice on the +case; his master was eating, drinking, and smoking practically +nothing, wandering about his room instead of going to bed, and gazing +out into space instead of his usual daily writing.</p> + +<p>I thought over the symptoms on my way to the Club, and decided to +employ a portion of the afternoon in playing providence with Sylvia. +It is a part for which I am unfitted by inclination, instinct, +experience, and aptitude.</p> + +<p>Some meeting of political stalwarts was in progress when I arrived at +Cadogan Square, but I was mercifully shewn into Sylvia's own room and +allowed to spend an interesting five minutes inspecting her books and +pictures. They formed an illuminating commentary on her character. One +shelf was devoted to works of religion, the rest to lives and +histories of the world's great women. Catherine <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</a></span>of Siena marched in +front of the army, Florence Nightingale brought up the rear; in the +ranks were queens like Elizabeth, Catherine of Russia, and Joan of +Arc, the great uncrowned; writers from Madame de Sévigné to George +Eliot, actresses from Nell Gwyn to Ellen Terry, artists like Vigée le +Brun, reformers like Mary Woolstonecraft. It was a catholic library, +and found space for Lady Hamilton among the rest. My inspection was +barely begun when the door opened and Sylvia came in alone.</p> + +<p>"'Tis sweet of you to come," she said. "Have you had tea? Well, d'you +mind having it here alone with me? I'm sure you won't want to meet all +father's constituents' wives. I hope I wasn't very long."</p> + +<p>"No doubt it seemed longer than it was," I answered. "Still, I've had +time to look at some of your books and make a discovery about you. If +you weren't your father's daughter, you'd be a raging militant."</p> + +<p>From the sudden fire in her eyes I thought I had angered her, but the +threatening flame died as quickly as it had arisen.</p> + +<p>"There's something in heredity after all, then," she said with a +smile. "Do I—look the sort of person that breaks windows and burns +down houses?"</p> + +<p>So far as looks went the same question might have been asked of Joyce +Davenant. That I did not ask it was due to a prudent resolve to keep +my friendship with Rodens and Davenants in separate watertight +compartments.</p> + +<p>"You look the sort of person that has a great deal of ability and +ambition, and wants a great deal of power."</p> + +<p>"Without forgetting that I'm still a woman."</p> + +<p>"Some of the militants are curiously feminine."</p> + +<p>"'Curiously,' is just the right adverb."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</a></span>"Joan of Arc rode astride," I pointed out.</p> + +<p>"Florence Nightingale didn't break windows to impress the War Office."</p> + +<p>"As an academic question," I said, "how's your woman of personality +going to make her influence effective in twentieth-century England?"</p> + +<p>"Have you met many women of personality?"</p> + +<p>"A fair sprinkling."</p> + +<p>"So I have; you could feel it as if they were mesmerising you, you had +to do anything they told you. But they'd none of them votes."</p> + +<p>The arrival of tea turned our thoughts from politics, and at the end +of my second cup I advanced delicately towards the purpose of my call.</p> + +<p>"You like plain speaking, don't you, Sylvia?" I began.</p> + +<p>"As plain as you like."</p> + +<p>"Well, you're not treating the Seraph fairly."</p> + +<p>I leant back and watched her raising her little dark eyebrows in +amused surprise.</p> + +<p>"Has he sent you here?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"I came on my own blundering initiative," I said. "I don't know what +the trouble's about."</p> + +<p>"But whatever it is, I'm to blame?"</p> + +<p>"Probably."</p> + +<p>Sylvia was delighted. "If a man doesn't think highly of women I do +like to hear him say so!"</p> + +<p>"As a matter of fact I'm not concerned to apportion blame to either of +you. You're both of you abnormal and irrational; as likely as not +you're both of you wrong. I wanted to tell you something about the +Seraph you may not have heard before."</p> + +<p>In a dozen sentences I told her of my first meeting with him in +Morocco.</p> + +<p>"Thanks to you," I said, "he's pretty well got over it. Remember that +I saw him then, and you <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</a></span>didn't; so believe me when I tell you he was +suffering from what the novelists call a 'broken heart.' He won't get +over it a second time."</p> + +<p>"You're sure it was broken?" she asked dispassionately. "Um. It sounds +to me like a dent; press the other side, the dent comes out."</p> + +<p>I produced a cigarette case, and flew a distress signal for +permission.</p> + +<p>"I should like you to be serious about this," I said.</p> + +<p>"I? Where do I come in?"</p> + +<p>I searched vainly for matches, and eventually had to use one of my +own.</p> + +<p>"He's in love with you," I said.</p> + +<p>Sylvia dealt with the proposition in a series of short sentences +punctuated by grave nods.</p> + +<p>"Gratifying. If true. Seems improbable. Irrelevant, anyway. Unless I +happen to be in love with him."</p> + +<p>"I was not born yesterday," I reminded her. "Or the day before."</p> + +<p>"You might have been."</p> + +<p>I bowed.</p> + +<p>"I mean, you're so deliciously young. Do you usually go about talking +to girls as you've been talking to me?"</p> + +<p>I buttoned up my coat, preparatory to leaving. "Being a friend of you +both," I said, "if a word of advice——"</p> + +<p>"But you haven't given it."</p> + +<p>Literally, I suppose that was true.</p> + +<p>"Well, if your generosity's greater than your pride, you can apologise +to him: if your pride's greater than your generosity, waive the +apology and sink the past. I've a fair idea what the quarrel's about," +I added.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[173]</a></span>"I see." Sylvia brought flippancy into her tone when speaking of +something too serious to be treated seriously: the flippancy was now +ebbing away, and leaving her implacable and unyielding. "Is there any +reason why I should do anything at all?" she asked.</p> + +<p>I stretched out my hand to bid her good-bye. "I've not done it well," +I admitted, "but the advice was not bad, and the spirit was really +good."</p> + +<p>"Admirable," she answered ironically. "I should be glad of such a +champion. Have you given <i>him</i> any advice?"</p> + +<p>"What d'you suggest?"</p> + +<p>Sylvia knelt on the edge of a sofa, clasping her hands lazily behind +her head.</p> + +<p>"I ride in the Park every morning," she began. "I ride alone because I +prefer to be alone. My father objects, and Phil doesn't like it, +because they don't think it's safe. I think I'm quite capable of +taking care of myself, so I disregard their objection. Your friend +also rides in the Park every morning, sometimes with a rather +conspicuous woman and the last few mornings alone. I don't know +whether it's design, I don't know whether it's chance—but he rides +nearer me than I like."</p> + +<p>I waited for her to point the moral, mentioning incidentally that +England was a free country and the Park was open to the public.</p> + +<p>"He may have the whole of it," she answered, "except just that little +piece where I happen to be riding at any given moment."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid you can't keep him out of even that."</p> + +<p>Her eyes broke into sudden blaze. "I can flog him out of it as I'd +flog any man who followed me when I forbade him."</p> + +<p>There was nothing more to be said, but I said it as soon as I dared.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[174]</a></span>"We're friends, Sylvia?" She nodded. "And I can say anything I please +to you?"</p> + +<p>"No one can do that."</p> + +<p>"Anything in reason? Well, it's this—you're coming a most awful +cropper one of these fine days, my imperious little queen."</p> + +<p>"You think so?"</p> + +<p>"I do. You're half woman, and half man, and half angel, and +three-quarters devil."</p> + +<p>Sylvia had been counting the attributes on her fingers.</p> + +<p>"When I was at school," she interrupted, "they taught me it took only +two halves to make a whole."</p> + +<p>"I've learnt a lot since I left school. One thing is that you're the +equivalent of any three ordinary women. Now I really am going. Queen +Elizabeth, your most humble servant."</p> + +<p>Her hand went again to the bell, but I was ready with a better +suggestion.</p> + +<p>"It would be a graceful act if you offered to show me downstairs," I +said. "It'll be horribly lonely going down two great long flights all +by myself."</p> + +<p>She took my arm, led me down to the hall, and presented me with my hat +and stick.</p> + +<p>"Are you walking?" she asked as we reached the door. "If not, you may +have my private taxi. Look at him." She pointed to an olive-green car +at the corner of the Square. "I believe I must have made a conquest, +he's always there, and whenever I'm in a hurry I can depend on him. I +think he must refuse to carry any one else. It's an honour."</p> + +<p>I ran through my loose change, and lit upon a half-sovereign, which I +held conspicuously between thumb and first finger.</p> + +<p>"He'll carry me," I said.</p> + +<p>"I doubt it."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[175]</a></span>"Will you bet?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course, if you offer to buy the car!"</p> + +<p>"You haven't the courage of your convictions," I said severely. +"Good-bye, Queen Elizabeth."</p> + +<p>It was well for me she declined the wager. I walked to the corner and +hailed the taxi; but the driver shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Engaged, sir," he said.</p> + +<p>"Your flag's up," I pointed out.</p> + +<p>"My mistake, sir."</p> + +<p>Nonchalantly pulling down the flag, he retired behind a copy of the +<i>Evening News</i>. I was sorry, because his voice was that of an educated +man, and I am always interested in people who have seen better days; +they remind me of my brother before he was made a judge. I had only +caught a glimpse of dark eyes, a sallow complexion and bushy black +beard and moustache. England is so preponderatingly clean-shaven that +a beard always arouses my suspicions. If the wearer be not a priest of +the Orthodox Church, I like to think of him as a Russian nihilist.</p> + +<p>After dinner the following night I mentioned to the Seraph that I had +run across Sylvia, and hinted that his propinquity to her in the Park +each day was not altogether welcome.</p> + +<p>"So she told me this morning," he said.</p> + +<p>"I thought you wouldn't mind my handing on an impression for what it +was worth," I added with vague floundering.</p> + +<p>"Oh, not at all. I shall go there just the same, though."</p> + +<p>"You'll annoy her."</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders resignedly. "That's as may be. This is not +the time for her to be running any unnecessary risks."</p> + +<p>"You can hardly kidnap a grown woman—on <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[176]</a></span>horseback—in broad +daylight—in a public park," I protested.</p> + +<p>"The place is practically deserted at the hour she rides."</p> + +<p>The following day the Seraph rode as usual. Sylvia entered the Park at +her accustomed time; saw him, cut him, passed him. For a while they +cantered in the same direction, separated by a hundred and fifty +yards; then the Seraph gradually reduced the distance between their +horses. His quick eyes had marked a group of men moving furtively +through a clump of trees to the side of the road. Their character and +intentions will never be known, for Sylvia abruptly drew +rein—throwing her horse on his haunches as she did so—then she +turned in her own length, and awaited her gratuitous escort. The +Seraph had to swerve to avoid a cannon. As he passed, her hand flashed +up and cut him across the face with a switch; an instinctive pull at +the reins gave his horse a momentary check and enabled her to deal a +second cut back-handed across his shoulders. Then both turned and +faced each other.</p> + +<p>Sylvia sat with white face and blazing eyes.</p> + +<p>"It was a switch to-day, and it will be a crop to-morrow," she told +him. "It seems you have to be taught that when I say a thing I mean +it."</p> + +<p>The Seraph bowed and rode away without answering. Physically as well +as metaphorically he was thin-skinned, and the switch had drawn blood. +Three weeks passed before his face lost the last trace of Sylvia's +castigation. A purple wale first blackened and then turned yellowish +green. When I saw him later in the day, his face was swollen, and the +mark stretched diagonally from cheekbone to chin, crossing and cutting +the lips on its way. He gave me the story quietly and without +rancour.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[177]</a></span>"I can't go again after this," he concluded, "but somebody ought to. +If you've got any influence with her, use it, and use it quickly. She +doesn't know—you none of you know—the danger she's in at present!"</p> + +<p>He jumped up to pace the room in uncontrollable nervous excitement.</p> + +<p>"What's going to happen, Seraph?" I asked, in a voice that was +intended to be sympathetic, sceptical, and pacifying at one and the +same moment.</p> + +<p>"I don't know—but she's in danger—I know that—I know that—I'm +certain of that—I know that."</p> + +<p>His overstrung nerves betrayed themselves in a dozen different ways. +It occurred to me that the less time he spent alone in his own society +the better.</p> + +<p>"I'll see if I can do anything," I said in off-hand fashion. +"Meantime, I dropped in to know if your invitation held good for a bed +under your hospitable roof-tree."</p> + +<p>"Delighted to have you," he answered; and then less conventionally, +"it's very kindly intended."</p> + +<p>"Kindness all on <i>your</i> side," I murmured, pretending not to see that +he had plumbed the reason for my coming.</p> + +<p>The old, absent thought-reading look returned for an instant to his +eyes.</p> + +<p>"All my razors are on my dressing-table," he said. "Don't hide them. I +shan't commit suicide, but I shall want to shave. I never keep +firearms."</p> + +<p>I had intended to supervise my removal from Pont Street in person; on +reflection I thought it would be wiser to send instructions over the +telephone, and give the Seraph the benefit of my company for what it +was worth.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[178]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER IX<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THE THIRD ROUND</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i9">"When we two parted<br /></span> +<span class="i10">In silence and tears,<br /></span> +<span class="i9">Half broken-hearted<br /></span> +<span class="i10">To sever for years,<br /></span> +<span class="i9">Pale grew thy cheek and cold,<br /></span> +<span class="i10">Colder thy kiss;<br /></span> +<span class="i9">Truly that hour foretold<br /></span> +<span class="i10">Sorrow to this."<br /></span> +</div></div> +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">Lord Byron</span>: <i>When We Two Parted</i>.</p> +<br /> + +<p>Though the flat in Adelphi Terrace became my home from this time until +the end of my residence in England, I saw little of the Seraph for the +week following my change of quarters. I think he liked my company at +meals, and whenever we were together I certainly worked hard to +distract his mind from the unhappy quarrel with Sylvia. But I will not +pretend that I sat by him day and night devising consolatory speeches; +I am no good at that kind of thing, he would have seen through me, and +we should speedily have got on one another's nerves. For the first day +or two, then, I purposely measured out my companionship in small +doses; later on, when he had got used to my presence, I became more +assiduous. Those were the days when I could see reflected in his eyes +the fast approaching nightmare of his dreams.</p> + +<p>My one positive achievement lay in persuading him to resume the +curious journal he had started at <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[179]</a></span>Brandon Court and continued in +Oxford. I called—and still call—it the third volume of Rupert +Chevasse's life, or, more accurately, "The Child of Misery"; for +though it will never be published, its literary parentage is the same, +and its elder brothers are Volumes One and Two. I count it one of the +great tragedies of the book-world that—at least in his life-time—the +third volume will never be given to the public; in my opinion—for +what that is worth—it is the finest work Aintree has ever +accomplished. At the same time I fully endorse his resolution to +withhold it; it has been a matter of lasting surprise that even I was +allowed to read the manuscript.</p> + +<p>He worked a great many hours each day as soon as I had helped the +flywheel over dead-point. Half-way through the morning I would wander +into the library and find a neat manuscript chapter awaiting me; when +I had finished reading, he would throw me over sheet after sheet as +each was completed. It was an interesting experience to sit, as it +were, by an observation hive and watch his vivid, hyper-sensitive mind +at work. I had been present at half the scenes and meetings he was +describing. I had heard large fragments of the dialogue and allowed my +imagination to browse on the significance of each successive +"soul-brush." Yet—I seemed to have heard and seen less than nothing! +His insight enabled him to depict a psychological development where I +had seen but a material friendship. It was one-sided, of course, and +gave me only the impression that a vital, commanding spirit like +Sylvia's would leave on his delicate, receptive imagination. When at a +later date Sylvia took me into her confidence and showed me reverse +and obverse side by side, I felt like one who has assumed a fourth +dimension and looked down from a higher plane into the very hearts <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[180]</a></span>of +two fellow-creatures. It was a curious experience to see those souls +stripped bare—I am not sure that I wish to repeat it—there comes a +point where a painful "study of mankind is man."</p> + +<p>While the Seraph worked, I had plentiful excuse for playing truant. +Decency ordained that after my twenty years' respite I should spend a +certain amount of time with my brother and his wife, and since +Sylvia's edict of banishment, I was the sole channel of communication +between Cadogan Square and Adelphi Terrace. It was noticeable—though +I say it in no carping spirit—that Philip sought my company a shade +less assiduously when I ceased to watch over the welfare of Gladys. +Finally, I devoted a portion of each day to Chester Square. Elsie +adhered to her decision that the Seraph must be no more seen in +company with her in public, and even a private call at the house was +impossible so long as his face carried the marks of Sylvia's +resentment.</p> + +<p>The burden of the publicity-campaign fell on my shoulders, though it +came to be relieved—to his honour be it said!—by Gartside. I gave +him my views of Elsie's behaviour, brought the two of them together at +dinner, and left his big, kind heart to do the rest. He responded as I +knew he would, and his adhesion to our party was matter of grave +offence to Elsie's detractors, for his name carried more weight with +the little-minded than the rest of us put together. Culling enrolled +himself for a while, but dropped away as he dropped out of most +sustained efforts. Laziness brought about his defection more than want +of faith or the pressure of orthodox friends; indeed I am not sure +that his strongest motive in joining us was not a passing desire to +confound Nigel Rawnsley. In this as in other things, we never treated +him seriously; but with Gartside it was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[181]</a></span>different. At a time when +Carnforth's resignation of the Bombay Governorship was in the hands of +the India Office—and it was an open secret that Gartside's name stood +high on the list of possible successors—it required some courage to +incur the kind of notoriety that without doubt we both of us did +incur. He ought to have been lunching with Anglo-Indians and patting +the cheeks of Cabinet Ministers' children, instead of trying to infect +Society with his belief in a divorced woman's innocence.</p> + +<p>In the course of the campaign I began to see a little, but only a +little, more of Joyce than I had been privileged to do during the time +when I was supposed to be watching over the destiny of Gladys. I am +not sure that I altogether enjoyed my new liberty of access to her +house; it worried me to see how overworked and tired she was beginning +to look, though I had the doubtful satisfaction of knowing that +nothing I could say or do would check her. She risked her health as +recklessly as she had been risking her liberty since the inauguration +of the New Militancy. I had to treat her politics like a cold in the +head and allow them to run their nine days' course. Though I saw she +was still cumbered with my scarab ring, we never referred to our +meeting in Oxford. I am vain enough to think that she did not regard +me even at this time with complete disfavour, but I will atone for my +vanity by saying I dared do next to nothing to forward my suit. My +foothold was altogether too precarious; an attempt to climb higher +would only have involved me in a headlong fall.</p> + +<p>And yet, before I had been a week at Adelphi Terrace, I made the +attempt. Elsie telephoned one evening that she was going out, but +would have to leave Joyce who was too tired to face a restaurant <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[182]</a></span>and +theatre. She would be dining alone; if I had nothing better to do, +would I look in for a few minutes and see if I could cheer her up? I +had promised to dine with Nigel, but it was a small party and I +managed to slip away before ten. Joyce was half asleep when I was +shown into the drawing-room; she did not hear me announced, and I was +standing within two feet of her before she noticed my presence.</p> + +<p>"I've run you to earth at last," I said.</p> + +<p>Then I observed a thing that made me absurdly pleased. Joyce was +looking very white and tired, with dark rings round the eyes, and +under either cheekbone a little hollow that ought not to have been +there. When she opened her eyes and saw me, I could swear to a tiny +flush of pleasure; the blue eyes brightened, and she smiled as +children smile in their sleep.</p> + +<p>"Very nearly inside it," she answered, with a woebegone shake of the +head. "Oh, Toby, but I'm so tired! Don't make me get up."</p> + +<p>I had no thoughts of doing so. Indeed, my mind was solely concerned +with the reflection that she had called me Toby; it was the first +time.</p> + +<p>"What have you been doing to get yourself into this state?" I asked +severely.</p> + +<p>"Working."</p> + +<p>"There you are!" I said. "Something always happens when people take to +work. I shall now read you a short lecture on female stamina."</p> + +<p>"You're sure you wouldn't prefer to smoke?"</p> + +<p>"I can do both."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's not fair."</p> + +<p>Joyce Davenant and Sylvia Roden have only two characteristics in +common; one is that I am very fond of both, the other, that I can do +nothing with either. I capitulated, and selected a cigarette.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[183]</a></span>"A live dog's worth a good many dead lions," I reminded her as a final +shot.</p> + +<p>"Are <i>you</i> trying to convince me of the error of my ways?"</p> + +<p>"I am not your Suffragan Bishop," I answered in the tone Robert +Spencer adopted in telling a surprised House of Commons that he was +not an agricultural labourer.</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad. I couldn't bear an argument to-night."</p> + +<p>The effort she had made on my arrival had spent itself, and I was not +at all certain whether I ought to stay.</p> + +<p>"Look here," I said, "if you're too tired to see me, I'll go."</p> + +<p>"Please, don't!" she laid a restraining hand on my sleeve. "I'm all +right if you don't argue or use long words; but I've had such a +headache the last few days that I haven't been able to sleep, and now +I don't seem able to fix my attention properly, or remember things."</p> + +<p>I had met these symptoms before; the first time in India with men who +were being kept too long at work in the hot weather.</p> + +<p>"In other words, you want a long rest."</p> + +<p>She nodded without speaking.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you take it?"</p> + +<p>"I simply can't. I've put my hand to the plough, and you know what we +are. Obstinate, hard-mouthed brutes, the whole family of us. I've got +other people to consider, I mustn't fail them."</p> + +<p>"And the benighted, insignificant people who don't happen to be your +followers? Some of them may cherish a flickering interest in your +existence."</p> + +<p>"Oh! they don't count."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Joyce."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[184]</a></span>She held out a pacifying hand. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be +ungracious. But those women—— You know, you get rather attached to +people when you've spoken and fought and been imprisoned side by side +with them. I always feel rather mean; any one of them 'ud die for me, +and I'm not at all sure I'd do the same for them. Everything's been +different since Elsie got her freedom; it's easier to fight for a +person than a principle."</p> + +<p>"Are you weakening?"</p> + +<p>"Heavens! No! I'm just showing you I should be honour-bound to stand +by my fellows even if I lost all faith in the cause. I say, don't go +on smoking cigarettes; ring the bell and make Dick give you a cigar. +He's in the house somewhere. I heard him come in a few minutes ago."</p> + +<p>"I came to see you," I pointed out.</p> + +<p>"But I'm dreadfully poor company to-night."</p> + +<p>"I take you as I find you, in sickness and health, weal and woe——"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Merivale!"</p> + +<p>Her voice was very stern.</p> + +<p>"You remember our wager?" I said, with a shrug of the shoulders.</p> + +<p>"It was a joke," she retorted. "And not in very good taste. Oh, I was +as much to blame as you were."</p> + +<p>"But I was quite serious."</p> + +<p>"Did you seriously think I should give up the Cause?"</p> + +<p>"I offered very long odds. A twopenny ring—but you remember what they +were."</p> + +<p>"Are you any nearer winning?"</p> + +<p>"I should like to think so."</p> + +<p>"Because we haven't answered Mr. Rawnsley's time-arrangements in the +House?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[185]</a></span>"Oh, I've no doubt the reply has been posted."</p> + +<p>She nodded significantly. "And they haven't found their hostages yet."</p> + +<p>"But they've paid no ransom."</p> + +<p>"It's an indurance test."</p> + +<p>I got up to find myself a match. As I did so, I caught a glimpse of +her left hand, wearing the scarab-ring; it disappeared for a moment, +and to my surprise reappeared without the ring.</p> + +<p>"Suppose we call the bet off?" she suggested. "It was all rather +silly."</p> + +<p>"Odds offered and taken and horses running. It's too late now. How did +you find out the secret?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't. My finger shrank and the ring came off three days ago when +I was washing my hands."</p> + +<p>"You didn't pull?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Show me."</p> + +<p>"It was like this," she began, slipping the ring back on to the third +finger. "Rather loose——"</p> + +<p>I tightened the couplings before she saw what I was about.</p> + +<p>"That's soon remedied. Come to me when the finger's nice and plump +again, and I'll let it out."</p> + +<p>A shadow of annoyance crossed her face.</p> + +<p>"Now I shall have it cut," she said.</p> + +<p>"You could have had that done three weeks ago. You could have thrown +the thing away three days ago. You didn't do either."</p> + +<p>A smile dimpled its way into her cheeks. "How old are you? Over +forty?"</p> + +<p>"What a way of looking at things!" I exclaimed. "Marlborough was fifty +before he started his campaigns, Wren nearer fifty than forty before +ever he put pencil to paper. You don't know the possibilities of +virgin soil."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[186]</a></span>"I was wondering how long it was since you left school."</p> + +<p>I got up and dusted the flecks of cigarette ash from my shirt.</p> + +<p>"I'm going now," I said. "It's time you were in bed. Just one word +before I go. You want to win this wager, don't you? So do I. Well, if +you don't give yourself a holiday, you're going to break down and lose +it."</p> + +<p>Smiling mischievously, she got up and took my proffered hand.</p> + +<p>"It'll be an ill-wind, then——"</p> + +<p>"Damn the wager!" I burst out. "I don't want to win it at that price. +Joyce, if I say I'm beaten, will you be a good girl and go to bed and +stay there? Win or lose, I can't bear to see you looking as ill as you +are now."</p> + +<p>She shook her head a little sadly. "I can't take a holiday now."</p> + +<p>"You'll lose the wager."</p> + +<p>She looked up swiftly into my face, and lowered her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I don't know that I mind that much."</p> + +<p>"Joyce!"</p> + +<p>"But I can't take a holiday," she repeated.</p> + +<p>I opened the door, and on the threshold waved my hand in farewell.</p> + +<p>"Won't you wait till Elsie comes back?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"I will wait for no one."</p> + +<p>"But where are you off to?"</p> + +<p>I scratched my chin, as one does when one wishes to appear reflective.</p> + +<p>"I am going to break the Militant Suffrage Movement."</p> + +<p>"A good many people have failed," she warned me.</p> + +<p>"They never tried."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[187]</a></span>"How will you begin?"</p> + +<p>I walked downstairs thoughtfully, weighed Dick's tall hat in the +balance, and decided in favour of my own.</p> + +<p>"I have no idea," I called back to the figure at the stair-head.</p> + +<p>The Seraph had marked his confidence in me by the bestowal of a +latch-key. I let myself in at Adelphi Terrace and wandered round the +flat in search of him. He was not in the library or dining-room, but +at length I discovered him in pyjamas sitting in the balcony outside +his bedroom, and gazing disconsolately out over the river. He knew +where I had been before I had time to tell him, and was able to make a +fairly accurate guess at the nature of my conversation with Joyce. +Perhaps there was nothing very wonderful in that, but it fitted in +with the rest of his theory: I remember he summarised her mental +condition by saying that a certain sub-conscious idea was coming to be +consciously apprehended. It was a cumbrous way of saying that both +Joyce and I had made rather an important discovery; what puzzled me +then, and puzzles me still, is that at my first meeting with her +either of us should have given him grounds for forming any theory at +all. Even admitting that I may have been visibly impressed, I could +see no response in her; but I have almost given up trying to +understand the Seraph's mind or mode of thought.</p> + +<p>"You've not got her yet," he warned me.</p> + +<p>"No one knows that better than I do."</p> + +<p>"Her mind's still very full of her cause."</p> + +<p>"Yes, damn it."</p> + +<p>"Almost as full of it as of you. She's torn between you, and you'll +have to fight if you want to keep your foothold."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[188]</a></span>I told him, as I had told Joyce, that I proposed to break the Suffrage +movement.</p> + +<p>"How?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I thought you might be able to help. What <i>is</i> going to be the end of +it?"</p> + +<p>He shook his head moodily, and picked up a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"I'm not a prophet."</p> + +<p>"You've prophesied to some purpose before now," I reminded him.</p> + +<p>He paused to look at me with the cigarette in one hand and a lighted +match in the other.</p> + +<p>"Guesswork," I heard him murmur.</p> + +<p>"But it worked out right?"</p> + +<p>"Coincidence."</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> don't think that."</p> + +<p>"I may think the world's flat if it amuses me," he answered, blowing +out the match.</p> + +<p>The abruptness of his tone was unusual.</p> + +<p>"What's been worrying you, Seraph?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. Why?"</p> + +<p>I lay back in my chair and looked him up and down.</p> + +<p>"You've forgotten to light your cigarette," I pointed out. "You're +shaking as if you'd got malaria, and wherever your mind may be, it's +not in this room and it's not attending to me."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry," he apologised, sitting down. "I'm rather tired."</p> + +<p>To belie his words he jumped up again and began pacing feverishly up +and down before the open balcony window.</p> + +<p>"Let's hear about it," I urged.</p> + +<p>"You can't do any good."</p> + +<p>"Let <i>me</i> judge of that."</p> + +<p>He paused irresolutely and stood leaning his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[189]</a></span>head against the frame +of the window and looking out at the flaming sky-signs on the far side +of the river.</p> + +<p>"It won't do any good," he repeated over his shoulder. "Nobody 'ud +believe you, but—I don't know, you might try. She must be warned. +Sylvia, I mean. She's absolutely on the brink, and if some one doesn't +save her, she'll be over. I can't interfere, I should only precipitate +it. Will you go, Toby? She might listen to you. It's worth getting +your face laid open to keep her out of danger. Will you go?"</p> + +<p>He turned and faced me, wild-eyed and excited. His lips were white, +and his fingers locked and unlocked themselves in uncontrollable +nervous restlessness.</p> + +<p>"What's the danger?" I asked, with studied deliberation.</p> + +<p>"I don't know. How should I? But it's there; will you go?"</p> + +<p>"I don't mind trying," I answered, taking out my watch.</p> + +<p>"You must go now!"</p> + +<p>It was a quarter to one, and I told him so. Nobody can be less +sensitive than I to the charge of eccentricity, but I refuse to +disturb a Cabinet Minister's household at one in the morning to +proclaim that an overstrung nervous visionary has a premonition that +peril of a vague undefined order is menacing the daughter of the +house.</p> + +<p>"We must wait till Christian hours," I insisted.</p> + +<p>"Ah, you don't believe it; no one does!"</p> + +<p>At eleven o'clock next morning—as soon, in fact, as I had drunk my +coffee and was comfortably shaved and dressed—I drove round to +Cadogan Square in search of Sylvia. I had no very clear idea what +warning I was to give her when we met; <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[190]</a></span>indeed I felt wholly +ridiculous and slightly resentful. However, my word had gone forth, +and I was indisposed to upset the Seraph by breaking it. I left him in +the library, silent and pale, writing hard and accumulating an +industrious pile of manuscript against my return. By morning light no +trace remained of his overnight excitement.</p> + +<p>To my secret relief Sylvia was not in when I arrived. The man believed +she was shopping and would be out to luncheon, but if I called again +about three I should probably find her at home. It hardly seemed worth +my while to return to Adelphi Terrace, so I ordered some cigars, took +a turn in the Park, lunched at the Club, and talked mild scandal with +Paddy Culling. At three I presented myself once more in Cadogan +Square.</p> + +<p>The door stood open, and Sylvia appeared in sight as I mounted the +steps.</p> + +<p>"Worse and worse!" she exclaimed as she gave me a hurried shake of the +hand. "I was so sorry to be out when you called this morning. Look +here, will you go inside and tell mother you're coming to dinner +to-night."</p> + +<p>"But I'm dining out already."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, when will you come? Ring up and fix a night. I must simply +fly now."</p> + +<p>"It won't take a minute."</p> + +<p>"Honestly I can't wait! I've got to go down to Chiswick of all +unearthly places! My poor old darling of a fräulein's been taken ill +and she's got no one to look after her. I <i>must</i> just see she's got +everything she wants. It's horribly rude, but you will forgive me, +won't you? She rang up at half-past twelve, and I've only just got +back."</p> + +<p>Touching my hand with the tips of her fingers, she flashed down the +steps before I could stop her. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[191]</a></span>The bearded Orthodox Church retainer +was waiting at the kerb, and I heard her call out "Twenty-seven, +Teignmouth Road, Chiswick," as he slammed the door and clambered into +his seat. I caught my last glimpse of her rounding the corner into +Sloane Street, the same black and white study that I had admired when +I first visited Gladys—white dress, black hat; white skin, dark hair, +and soft unfathomable brown eyes; a splash of red at the throat, a +flush of colour in her cheeks. Then I hailed a taxi on my own account +and drove back to Adelphi Terrace.</p> + +<p>The Seraph was still in the library, sitting as I had left him more +than four hours before. An empty coffee cup at his elbow marked the +only visible difference. He was writing quicker than I think I have +ever seen a man write, and allowed me to enter the room and drop into +an armchair by the window without raising his eyes or appearing to +notice my presence. I had been there a full five minutes before he +condescended—still without looking up from his writing—to address +me.</p> + +<p>"You couldn't stop her, then?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"But you saw her?"</p> + +<p>"Just for a moment."</p> + +<p>"'Just for a moment.' Those were the words I had used."</p> + +<p>He stopped writing, drew a line under the last words, blotted the page +and threw it face-downwards on the pile of manuscript. Then for the +first time our eyes met, and I saw it was only by biting his lips and +gripping the arms of the chair that he could keep control over +himself.</p> + +<p>"You'd like some tea," he said, in the manner of a man recalling his +mind from a distance. "Can you reach the bell?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[192]</a></span>"Is this the end of the chapter?" I asked as he tidied the pile of +manuscript and bored it with a paper fastener.</p> + +<p>"It's the end of everything."</p> + +<p>"How far does it carry you?"</p> + +<p>"To your parting from Sylvia."</p> + +<p>"Present time, in fact?"</p> + +<p>"Forty minutes ago."</p> + +<p>I checked him by my watch. "And what now?" I asked.</p> + +<p>He looked up at me, looked through me, I might say, and sat staring at +the window without answering.</p> + +<p>The next two hours were the most uncomfortable I have ever spent. If +in old age my guardian angel offers me the chance of living my whole +life over again, I shall refuse the offer if I am compelled to endure +once again that silent July afternoon. The Seraph sat from four till +six without speech or movement. As the sun's rays lengthened, they +fell on his face and lit it with cold, merciless limelight. He had +started pale and grew gradually grey; the eyes seemed to darken and +increase in size as the face became momentarily more pinched and +drawn. I could see the lips whitening and drying, the forehead dewing +with tiny beads of perspiration.</p> + +<p>I made a brave show of noticing nothing. Tea was brought in; I poured +him out a cup, drank three myself, and ostentatiously sampled two +varieties of sandwich and one of cake. I cut my cigar noisily, damned +with audible good humour when the matches refused to strike, picked up +a review and threw it down again, and wandered round the room in +search of a book, humming to myself the while.</p> + +<p>At six I could stand it no longer.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to play the piano, Seraph," I said.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[193]</a></span>"For pity's sake don't!" he begged me, with a shudder; but I had my +way.</p> + +<p>When the <i>City of Pekin</i> went down in '95 as she tried to round the +Horn, one of my fellow-passengers was a gigantic, iron-nerved man from +one of the Western States. I suppose we all of us found it trying work +to sit calm while the boats were lowered away: no one knew how long we +could keep our heads above water and we all had a shrewd suspicion that +the boat accommodation was insufficient. We should have been more +miserable than we were if it had not occurred to the Westerner to +distract our minds. In spite of a thirty-degree list he sat down to the +piano and I helped hold him in position while we thundered out the old +songs that every one knows without consciously learning—"Clementine," +"The Tarpaulin Jacket," "In Cellar Cool." We were taking a call for +"The Tavern in the Town" when word reached us that there was room in +the last boat.</p> + +<p>I set myself to distract the Seraph's mind, and gave him a tireless +succession of waltzes and ragtimes till eight o'clock. Then the bell +of the telephone rang, and I was told Philip Roden wished to speak to +me.</p> + +<p>"It's about Sylvia," he began. "She hasn't come back yet, and we don't +know where she is. The man says you had a word with her as she started +out: did she say where she was going?"</p> + +<p>I told him of the message from Chiswick, and repeated the address I +had heard her give the chauffeur.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what the matter was," I added. "Sylvia may have found +the woman worse than she expected. Hadn't you better inquire who took +the message and see if he or she can throw any light on the mystery?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[194]</a></span>I was half dressed for dinner when Philip rang me up again, this time +with well-marked anxiety in his voice.</p> + +<p>"I say, there's something very fishy about this," he began. "I've just +rung up the Chiswick address and the Fräulein answered in person. She +wasn't ill, she hadn't been ill, and she certainly hadn't sent any +message to Sylvia."</p> + +<p>"Well, but who——?" I started.</p> + +<p>"Lord knows!" he answered. "It might be any one. The address is a +boarding house with a common telephone: any one in the house could +have used it. You said twelve-thirty, didn't you? The Fräulein was out +in Richmond Park at twelve-thirty."</p> + +<p>"What about Sylvia?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"That's the devil of it: Sylvia hadn't been near the place. When was +it exactly that you saw her? Three-five, three-ten? And she turned +into Sloane Street? North or South? Well, North's the Knightsbridge +end. And that's all you can say?"</p> + +<p>I mentioned the invitation she had given me, and asked if I could be +of any assistance in helping to trace her. Philip told me he was going +at once to Chiswick to investigate the mystery of the telephone, and +promised to advise me if there was anything fresh to report. Then he +rang off, and I gave a <i>résumé</i> of our conversation to the Seraph. He +had just come out of the bath and was sitting wrapped in a towel on +the edge of the bed. I remember noticing at the time how thin he had +gone the last few weeks: he had always been slightly built, but the +outline of his collarbones and ribs was sharply discernible under the +skin.</p> + +<p>"I think it would be rather friendly if I went round after dinner to +see if there's any news of her," I concluded.</p> + +<p>"There won't be," he answered.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[195]</a></span>"Well, that of course we can't say."</p> + +<p>"<i>I</i> can. They won't have found her, they don't know where she is."</p> + +<p>"Philip may hear something in Chiswick; it looks like a silly +practical joke."</p> + +<p>"But you know it isn't."</p> + +<p>"I don't know what to think," I answered, as I returned to my room and +the final stages of my toilet. I soon came back, however, to tie my +tie in front of his glass and propound a random question. "I suppose +<i>you</i> don't know where she is?"</p> + +<p>"How should I?"</p> + +<p>"You sometimes do."</p> + +<p>"So do other people."</p> + +<p>"You sometimes know where she is when other people don't—and when +you've no better grounds for knowing than other people."</p> + +<p>He was still sitting on the bed in <i>déshabille</i>, his hands clasped +round his bare knees and his head bowed down and resting on his hands. +For a moment he looked up into my face, then dropped his head again +without speaking.</p> + +<p>"You remember what happened at Brandon Court?" I persisted.</p> + +<p>"Guess-work," he answered.</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!"</p> + +<p>"Well, what other explanation do you offer?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know; you've got some extra sensitiveness where Sylvia's +concerned. Call it the Sixth Sense, if you like."</p> + +<p>"There <i>is</i> no Sixth Sense. I thought Nigel disposed of that fallacy +at Brandon."</p> + +<p>"Not to my satisfaction—or yours."</p> + +<p>The Seraph jumped up and began to dress.</p> + +<p>"Well, anyway I don't know where she is now," he observed.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</a></span>"Meaning that you did once?"</p> + +<p>"You <i>say</i> I did."</p> + +<p>"You know you did."</p> + +<p>"There's not much sign of it now."</p> + +<p>"May be in abeyance. It may come back."</p> + +<p>I watched him spend an unduly long time selecting and rejecting +dress-socks.</p> + +<p>"It won't come back as long as the connection's broken at her end," I +heard him murmur.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER X<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THE ZEAL THAT OUTRUNS DISCRETION</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">"Selina! The time has arrived to impart<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The covert design of my passionate heart.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">No vulgar solicitudes torture my breast,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">No common ambition deprives me of rest....<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My soul is absorbed in a scheme as sublime<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As ever was carved on the tablets of time.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To-morrow, at latest, through London shall ring<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The echo and crash of a notable thing.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I start from my fetters, I scorn to be dumb,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Selina! the Hour and the Woman are come...<br /></span> +<span class="i3">Hither to the rescue, ladies!<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Let not fear your spirits vex.<br /></span> +<span class="i3">On the plan by me that made is<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Hangs the future of your sex...<br /></span> +<span class="i3">Shall she then be left to mourn her<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Isolation and her shame?<br /></span> +<span class="i3">Come in troops round Hyde Park Corner,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Every true Belgravian dame."<br /></span> +</div></div> +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">Sir George Otto Trevelyan</span>: "The Modern Ecclesiazusæ."</p> +<br /> + +<p>I ought to have known better than to go round to Cadogan Square next +morning. Bereaved families, like swarming bees, are best left alone; +and I knew beforehand that I could render no assistance. At the same +time, I felt it would be unfriendly to treat Sylvia's disappearance as +part of the trivial round and common task, especially after my +overnight conversation with Philip. And if I could bring back any news +to the Seraph, I knew I should be more than compensated for my +journey.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</a></span>Save for its master and mistress, I found the house deserted. Philip +had organised himself into one search party, Robin into another: Nigel +Rawnsley appeared to be successfully usurping authority at Scotland +Yard, and from Sloane Street and Chiswick respectively Gartside and +Culling paced slowly to a central place of meeting. Every shopkeeper, +loafer, postman, and hawker along the route was subjected to searching +inquisition: the car, its passenger, and black-bearded driver were +described and re-described. My two detective friends from Henley, as I +afterwards found out, passed a cheerful day at headquarters, drinking +down unsweetened reprimands and striving to explain the difficulties +of protecting a young woman who refused to be shadowed.</p> + +<p>I admired the way Arthur Roden took punishment. When armchair critics +scoff at a generation of opportunist politicians, I think of him—and +of Rawnsley, who suffered first and longest. Their public +pronouncements never wavered; the Suffrage must be opposed and +defeated on its own merits or demerits, and no attacks on property, no +menaces to person could shake them from what they regarded as a +national duty. Even if I chose to think old Rawnsley's mechanical, +cold-blooded inhumanity extended to the members of his own family, it +would be impossible to charge Jefferson with indifference to his only +child, or Roden with want of affection towards his only daughter. I +know of no girl who exacted as much admiring devotion from the members +of her own family as Sylvia: or one who repaid the exaction so +generously.</p> + +<p>Their wives were even more uncompromising than the Ministers. I have +no doubt the New Militants thought to strike at the fathers through +the mothers, and the reasoning seemed tolerably sound. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</a></span>I admit I +expected at first to find Mrs. Rawnsley and Mrs. Jefferson calling for +quarter before their husbands, and if the New Militants miscalculated, +I miscalculated with them. I had not expected their policy of +abduction to arouse much active sympathy, but the bitter, +uncompromising resentment it evoked far surpassed my anticipations. +Had the perpetrators been discovered, I believe they would have been +lynched in the street; and without going to such lengths, I feel +confident that the mothers themselves would have sacrificed their own +children rather than yield a single inch to women who had so outraged +every maternal instinct. Had their own feelings inclined to surrender, +Rawnsley, Jefferson, and Roden would have surrendered only over their +wives' bodies.</p> + +<p>"We shall go on exactly as before," Arthur told me when I asked his +plans. "The enemy has varied its usual form of communication; this is +what I have received."</p> + +<p>He threw me a typed sheet of paper.</p> + +<p>"We shall be glad to know <i>within the next ten days</i> (expiring +Saturday) when the Government will guarantee the introduction of a +bill to give women the parliamentary vote on the same terms as it is +enjoyed by men."</p> + +<p>"How are you answering this?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"My campaign in the Midlands is all arranged," was the reply, "and +will go forward in due course."</p> + +<p>"And Sylvia?"</p> + +<p>"Anything that can be done will be done. I am offering two thousand +pounds reward...."</p> + +<p>"Are you making the whole thing public?"</p> + +<p>"It's more than half public already. We tried to keep it secret, as +you know. To avoid giving them a free advertisement. However, they've +advertised <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</a></span>themselves by broad hints in the <i>New Militant</i>; the +gutter-press has taken it up until half England knows and the other +half suspects. Rawnsley's seeing the <i>Times</i>, and you'll have the +whole story in to-morrow's papers. I shall confirm it at Birmingham +next week." He paused, and drummed with his fingers on the library +table. "I can't answer for the men, but there's not a mother in the +length and breadth of the land who won't be on our side when the story +comes out."</p> + +<p>The ultimate collapse of the whole New Militant campaign has proved +his sagacity as a prophet.</p> + +<p>"You've got no traces yet of Mavis Rawnsley and the Jefferson boy?" I +asked.</p> + +<p>"So far the police are completely baffled. They're clever, these +women, very clever."</p> + +<p>"No clue?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing you could take into court. We're not even sure where to look +for the perpetrators."</p> + +<p>"You've no suspicions?" I ventured to ask.</p> + +<p>"Oh, suspicions, certainly." He looked at me shrewdly and with a spice +of disfavour. "Candidly, I suspect your friend Miss Davenant."</p> + +<p>"Why her in particular?" I asked carelessly.</p> + +<p>"By a process of exclusion. The old constitutional agitators, the +Blacks and the Campions and that lot, are out of the question; they've +publicly denounced the slightest breach of the law. I acquit the Old +Militants, too—the Gregorys and Haseldines and Ganons. They're too +stupid, for one thing; they go on burning houses and breaking windows +in their old fatuous way. And for another thing they haven't the +nerve...."</p> + +<p>"There are a good many Hunger-Strikers among them," I interposed, +probably with the dishonest intention of spreading his suspicions over +the widest possible area.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</a></span>"Less than before," he answered. "And their arch-Hunger-Striker, the +Haseldine woman, carried meat lozenges with her the last time she +visited Holloway. No, they're cowards. If you want brain and courage +you must look to a little group of women who detached themselves from +the Old Militant party. Mrs. Millington was one and Miss Davenant was +another."</p> + +<p>"The eminently moderate staff of the ultra-constitutional <i>New +Militant</i>," I said as I prepared to leave.</p> + +<p>"If you've any influence with either of those women and want to save +them a long stretch of penal servitude, now's your time to warn them."</p> + +<p>"Good Heavens! you don't suppose I'm admitted to their counsels!"</p> + +<p>"You could advise them as a friend."</p> + +<p>"When you tell me there's not enough suspicion to carry into court? I +fear they wouldn't listen."</p> + +<p>"They might prefer to stop play before their luck turns," he answered +as he accompanied me to the door. "Their quiescent state is the most +significant, most suspicious, most damning thing about them. If a +house-breaker opened a religious bookshop, you might think he had +reformed. Or you might think he was preparing an extra large coup. Or +you might think he sold sermons by day and cracked cribs by night."</p> + +<p>"What cynics you public men are!" I exclaimed as I ran down the steps +and turned in the direction of Chester Square.</p> + +<p>I have said that "Providence" is not one of my star <i>rôles</i>, and I had +every reason to know that my eloquence was unavailing when set to the +task of converting Joyce from her militant campaign. However, I have +seen stones worn away by constant <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</a></span>dripping.... And in any case I had +not been near the house for nearly two days.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid you can't see Joyce," Elsie told me as we shook hands. +"She wouldn't go to bed when the doctor told her, and now she's really +rather bad."</p> + +<p>I was more upset by the news than I care to say, but Elsie hastened to +assure me.</p> + +<p>"It's nothing much so far," she said. "But she's got a temperature and +can't sleep, and worries a good deal."</p> + +<p>"Can't we get her away?" I exclaimed impatiently.</p> + +<p>Elsie shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I've tried, but she simply won't leave town."</p> + +<p>"But what's to keep her?"</p> + +<p>"There's the paper every week."</p> + +<p>It always annoys me to find any one thinking the world will come to an +end unless run on his or her own favourite lines.</p> + +<p>"If she died, some one else would have to edit it," I pointed out. +"Who's doing it now?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Millington. I'm afraid it's no use telling people that till they +<i>are</i> dead."</p> + +<p>"And then it's a little late in the day," I answered irritably.</p> + +<p>Elsie proceeded to give me the real reason for Joyce's obstinacy.</p> + +<p>"When you're dead you don't have to take responsibility for your +deputy's mistakes."</p> + +<p>"That's it, is it? Mrs. Millington setting the Thames on fire?"</p> + +<p>"Her zeal sometimes outruns her discretion," said Elsie with a smile. +"That's what's chiefly worrying Joyce."</p> + +<p>I picked up my hat and stick and moved towards the door.</p> + +<p>"And Joyce is losing her nerve?" I hazarded.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</a></span>"She's not up to her usual form," was all Elsie would answer.</p> + +<p>"Give her my love," I said at the door, "and best wishes for a quick +recovery. If she isn't well in two days' time, I shall carry her off +by main force and put her into a nursing home."</p> + +<p>Then I went off to lunch at the Club, and found fault with the food, +the wine, the cigars and all creation. Paddy Culling opened a +subscription list to buy me a box of liver pills. The Seraph—after I +had been two minutes at Adelphi Terrace—said he was sorry Joyce was +no better.... I thanked him for his sympathy, and sat down to read the +current copy of the <i>New Militant</i>.</p> + +<p>In my careless, hot-blooded youth I made a collection of inanimate +journalistic curiosities. It was my sole offence against the wise rule +that to collect anything—from wives up to postage stamps—is a mark +of incipient mental decay. There was the <i>Punch</i>, with the cartoon +showing the relief of Khartoum; and I remember I had a copy of the +suppressed issue of the <i>Times</i>, when the compositors usurped control +of Empire and edited one of Harcourt's Budget speeches on lines of +their own. There was also a pink <i>Pall Mall Gazette</i>, bought wet from +the machine at a shilling the copy, when paper ran out and they +borrowed the pink reserve rolls of the <i>Globe</i>. I had a copy of +another journal that described in moving language the massacre of the +Peking Legations. The Legations were, in fact, never massacred, but +they should have been on any theory of probability, and, for aught I +know, the enterprising journalist may have believed with Wilde that +Nature tends to copy Art.</p> + +<p>I also had several illustrated weeklies <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</a></span>depicting—by the pen of Our +Special Artist—that first Coronation Ceremony of Edward the Seventh, +and the verbal account of it given by "A Peeress" who had been +present. More lately I acquired the original American paper which sent +the <i>Titanic</i> to her grave with the band playing "Nearer, my God, to +Thee."...</p> + +<p>I am half sorry the collection is dispersed. I should have liked to +add the one historic number of the <i>New Militant</i> that appeared under +Mrs. Millington's fire-and-brimstone editorship. To the collector it +is curious, as being the last issue of the paper; by the mental +pathologist it is regarded as an interesting example of what is by +common consent called "Militant Hysteria." The general public will +remember it as the documentary evidence which at last enabled the +police to secure a warrant of arrest against the "proprietors, +printers and publishers of the newspaper called and known as the <i>New +Militant</i>," to raid the printing office in Clerkenwell, and lay bare +the private memoranda of the New Militant organisation.</p> + +<p>My own copy did not survive my departure from England, and I could not +do Mrs. Millington the injustice of trying to reproduce her deathless +periods. I remember there was a great deal of "Where is Miss Rawnsley? +Where is Master Jefferson? Where is Miss Roden?" Such questions +implicated no one, and only annoyed inconsequential persons like +myself, who detest being set conundrums of which I do not know the +answer by some one who obviously does. The practice is futile and +vexatious.</p> + +<p>The incriminating words came heavy-typed in the last paragraph of the +leading article, and contained an unmistakable threat that the policy +of abduction would continue until female suffrage had been secured.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</a></span>After dinner that night I strolled round to the Club to hear what +people were saying.</p> + +<p>"They've done for themselves this time," Gartside told me with much +assurance when I ran across him in the hall. "Don't ask me where I got +it from, and don't let it go any further, but there's a warrant out +against some one."</p> + +<p>I was conscious of a very uncomfortable sensation of hollowness.</p> + +<p>"Is it indiscreet to ask who?"</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you, because I don't know. I fancy you proceed against +the whole lot, printers included."</p> + +<p>"They've not wasted much time," I said.</p> + +<p>It was Tuesday night. The <i>New Militant</i> went to press at midday and +was on sale next morning throughout the country. In London, of course, +it could be obtained overnight, and I had secured an early copy by +calling at the office itself.</p> + +<p>I stood in the middle of the hall wondering exactly what I could do to +prevent the arm of the law stretching out and folding Chester Square +in its embrace. I was still wondering when Paddy Culling bounded up +the steps and seized Gartside and myself by either hand.</p> + +<p>"It's yourself should have been there," he panted, momentarily +releasing my arm in order to mop a red, dripping forehead. His broken +collar and caved-in hat suggested a fight: his brogue reminded me that +the offer of a golden throne in heaven will not avail to keep an +Irishman out of a brawl. "Down Clerkenwell way ut was, the War of the +Woild Women. The polis...."</p> + +<p>He was settling down to a narrative of epic proportions. The Irish are +this world's finest raconteurs as they are its finest fighters, riders +and gentlemen. It was an insult, but I could not wait.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</a></span>"Have they raided the place, Paddy?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"They have." His eyes reproached me for my interruption. "The +polis...."</p> + +<p>"Did they get any one?"</p> + +<p>"Am I telling ye or am I not? Answer me that."</p> + +<p>"I know, Paddy," I said with all the contrition at my command. "But +I've got to go, and I just wanted the main outline...."</p> + +<p>"They got Mrs. Millington," he began again, "and she fighting the way +ye'd say she'd passed her born days being evicted. There was one had +the finger bitten off him and another scratched in the face till the +gutters ran blood. Five strong men held her down and stamped out the +life of her, and five more dragged her down the road by the hair of +her head and droppit her like a swung cat over the railings of the +common mortuary. The vultures...."</p> + +<p>"Did they get any one else?" I interrupted.</p> + +<p>"It's the fine tale ye're spoiling," he complained.</p> + +<p>"But just tell me that," I pleaded.</p> + +<p>"They did not," he answered with ill-concealed disgust. "Unless ye'd +be calling a printer's devil one of God's fine men and women. But the +polis...."</p> + +<p>I hurried down the steps and jumped into a taxi. I thought first of +calling to warn them at Chester Square. Then I decided to communicate +by telephone. If Joyce had not already been arrested, and if I was to +be of any assistance later on, I could not afford to be discovered in +the incriminating neighbourhood of her house.</p> + +<p>I gave the Seraph the heads of my story as I looked up the number and +waited for my call.</p> + +<p>"You're through," the Exchange told me after an interminable delay.</p> + +<p>"Hallo, hallo!" I kept calling, for what seemed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</a></span>like half an hour. +"Will you give another ring, please, Exchange?"</p> + +<p>A further age dragged its course, and I was told that there did not +seem to be any one at the other end.</p> + +<p>"Now will you tell me what we're to do, Seraph?" I exclaimed.</p> + +<p>We sat and stared at each other for the best part of five minutes. +Then the decision was taken out of our hands. I saw him prick up his +ears to catch a sound too faint for my grosser senses.</p> + +<p>"Some one coming upstairs," he whispered. "It's a woman, and she's +coming slowly. Now she's stopped. Now she's coming on again."</p> + +<p>I rose from my chair and tiptoed across the room.</p> + +<p>"Can it be Joyce?" I asked, sinking my own voice to a whisper.</p> + +<p>"She's going on to the next floor," he answered with a shake of the +head; and then with sudden excitement, "Now she's coming back."</p> + +<p>"She mustn't ring the bell," I cried, running out into the hall.</p> + +<p>"It's all right, there's nobody here but ourselves," he called out as +I opened the door and ran out onto the landing.</p> + +<p>Ten feet in front of me, leaning back against the banisters, stood +Joyce Davenant. One hand covered her eyes and the other was pressed to +her heart. She was trembling with fever and panting with the exertion +of climbing four flights of stairs. A long fur coat stretched down to +bare feet thrust into slippers, her head was covered by a shawl, +though the hair fell loosely inside her coat. At the neck I could see +the frilled collar of a nightdress.</p> + +<p>"Joyce!" I exclaimed.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</a></span>She uncovered her face and showed eyes preternaturally bright, and +white cheeks lit by a single spot of brilliant colour.</p> + +<p>"I said I'd come when there was a warrant out," she panted with game, +gallant attempt at a smile. Then I caught her in my arms as she fell +forward, and carried her as gently as I could inside the flat.</p> + +<p>I left it to the Seraph to take off her coat and lay her in his own +bed. He did it as tenderly as any woman. Then we went to the far side +of the room and held a whispered consultation. I am afraid I could +suggest nothing of value, and the credit of our arrangement lies +wholly at his door.</p> + +<p>"We must get a nurse," he began. "Elsie mustn't be seen coming near +the place or the game's up. What about that woman who helped you bring +Connie Matheson home from Malta this spring? Can you trust her? Have +you got her address? Well, you must see if you can get her to-night. +No, not yet. We want a doctor. Her own man? No! It would give us away +at once. Look out Maybury-Reynardson's address in the telephone book, +somewhere in Cavendish Square. He's a sportsman; he'll do it if you +say it's for me. You must go and see him in person; we don't want the +Exchange-girls listening. Anything more? I'll square my man and his +wife when they come in. Oh, tell your nurse the condition this poor +child's come in; say it's a bachelor establishment and we haven't got +a stitch of anything, and can't send to Chester Square for it. Tell +her to bring...."</p> + +<p>He paused to listen as heavy feet ascended the stairs. The noise was +loud enough even for me this time. There was a ring at the door.</p> + +<p>"Wine cellar. Locked. Haven't got key," he <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</a></span>whispered turning out the +light and locking himself inside the room with Joyce.</p> + +<p>I opened the front door and found myself faced with the two Roden +detectives I had corrupted with bottled beer at Henley.</p> + +<p>"Why, this is like old times!" I said. "Have you been able to find any +trace of Miss Roden?"</p> + +<p>They had not, and I see now that my question was singularly tactless. +They bore no resentment, however, and told me they had called on other +business. There was a warrant out against Miss Davenant. She was not +to be found at the Clerkenwell printing office, and while Chester +Square was being searched, a woman had slipped out of the house by a +side door, entered a car and driven away.</p> + +<p>"Could you follow her?" I asked, with all the Englishman's love of the +chase.</p> + +<p>That, it appeared, had been difficult, as the number of the car seemed +to have been wilfully obscured.</p> + +<p>"That's an offence, isn't it?" I asked.</p> + +<p>It was, and the driver—if traced—would find himself in trouble. They +had followed a likely-looking car and seen it turn southward out of +the Strand. When they reached Adelphi Terrace, however, there was only +one car in sight, drawn up outside our door and presenting a +creditably clear number-plate. Its driver had vaguely seen another +car, but had not particularly noticed it. They called on chance, as +this was the only suite with lights in it. Had I seen or heard +anything of the car or a woman getting out of it?</p> + +<p>"I've only just come in myself," I told them. "Half an hour, to be +exact. That was possibly my taxi you saw outside. I didn't notice the +number. How long ago did you see your suspected car turn <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</a></span>into Adelphi +Terrace? Ten minutes? Oh, then I should have seen any one who came up +here, shouldn't I? Would you like to look round to make sure?"</p> + +<p>The senior man stepped back and glanced up at the name painted over +the door.</p> + +<p>"It's Mr. Aintree's flat," I explained. "I'm staying with him."</p> + +<p>The man hesitated uncertainly.</p> + +<p>"I haven't any authority," he began.</p> + +<p>"Oh, hang the authority!" I said. "Mr. Aintree wouldn't mind. +Dining-room, wine-cellar, library.... Won't you come in? Not even for +a drink? Sure? Well, good-night. Oh, it's no trouble."</p> + +<p>Detectives—or such few of them as I have met—remind me of +Customs-house officials: if you offer your keys and go out of your way +to lay bare your secrets before their eyes, they will in all +probability let you through without opening a single trunk. They are +perverse as women—and simple as children.</p> + +<p>I tapped at the Seraph's door and told him I had disposed of the +police without uttering a single falsehood. It was almost the last +time I was able to make that boast. We gave our friends ten minutes' +start, and I then set out in search of nurse and doctor. Joyce looked +shockingly ill when I left, but her breathing was peaceful. +Occasionally she moved or moaned in her sleep; as I turned at the door +for a last look, the Seraph was rearranging her pillow and smoothing +the hair back from her face.</p> + +<p>I had to walk into the Strand to find a taxi. Outside the Vaudeville I +met my brother and his wife, and was bidden to sup with them at the +Savoy. I refused for many reasons, the first being that a man who +starts a career of crime at the age of forty-two must not for very +decency be seen eating in company <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</a></span>with a judge of the High Court. My +meeting did good in giving me the idea of establishing a succession of +<i>alibis</i>. When I had made the necessary arrangements with +Maybury-Reynardson and the nurse, I looked in once more at the Club.</p> + +<p>Culling, Gartside and Nigel Rawnsley had the north smoking-room to +themselves. They seemed to be discussing some plan of campaign, and +the rescue of Sylvia was its object. Perhaps I should not say +"discussing": Nigel was holding forth in a way that made me think he +must have been a Grand Inquisitor in some previous incarnation. The +ruthlessness of a Torquemada was directed by Napoleonic statecraft and +brought down to date by the terrorism of a brow-beating counsel. The +combination was highly impressive; his own contribution consisted in +an exquisite choice of epithets.</p> + +<p>"Talk to the Chief," I heard him say in summary of his plan of +campaign. "Get him to arrange for Merivale, J., to try the case, and +you'll find the woman Millington will exhibit surprising celerity in +imparting whatever information she may have gathered in respect of the +whereabouts of Mavis and Sylvia and the Jefferson boy."</p> + +<p>"King's Evidence, d'you mean?" asked Gartside. "Not she!"</p> + +<p>"Inconceivably less ornate than that. I agree with you that she might +withhold her consent. It is therefore more expedient to coax her into +the confessional without implicating her fellow conspirators. If you +were being tried by Merivale and saw seven years' penal servitude +stretching in pleasing prospect before you, you'd want to start the +day on terms of reasonable amity with your judge. If you knew +Merivale's daughter was engaged to marry a man whose sister had been +spirited away, would you <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</a></span>not strive to acquire merit in the eyes of +your judge's family by saying where the sister could be found? It is +approximately equivalent to a year's reduction of sentence."</p> + +<p>Paddy Culling scratched his head thoughtfully with a paper knife.</p> + +<p>"If Miss Davenant's afther hiding herself in one of the coops where +the other little chicken's stored away...." he began.</p> + +<p>"She's not," Nigel interrupted decisively. "The risk's too +considerable; she wouldn't want to betray herself and her hostages at +the same moment. She's in London...."</p> + +<p>"Is she?" asked Gartside.</p> + +<p>"She was to-day at lunch-time, because her doctor called at the house. +Of course, the police in their infinite sagacity must needs start +searching at the wrong end and afford her opportunities of escape."</p> + +<p>"Out of London if she wanted to," persisted Gartside.</p> + +<p>"Not by train," said Nigel. "Every station's watched...."</p> + +<p>"By car."</p> + +<p>"By airship, equally. The woman's seriously ill; you'd kill her."</p> + +<p>Paddy Culling looked at his friend a little enviously.</p> + +<p>"You know a lot about the inside of that house," he said.</p> + +<p>"By the simple expedient of the sovereign in season to the +kitchen-maid, who, like the rest of her class, was unquestionably +loyal, but more unquestionably impecunious. The woman Davenant's in +London, and they'll find her in three days. Where she is, I can't tell +you. I may know more when I've seen the officers' reports to-morrow +morning. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</a></span>Sylvia I'll undertake to find within a week. The woman +Millington will give her away, and if she doesn't, the woman Davenant +will have to."</p> + +<p>"When you've caught her," said Culling quietly.</p> + +<p>"Not even when you've caught her," said Gartside with greater +knowledge. "I know the breed. It's pedigree stock."</p> + +<p>Nigel lit a cigarette with ostentatious elaboration.</p> + +<p>"Even pedigree stock has its less spirited moments," he said. "For +example, when it's seriously ill. I fancy I could make the woman +Davenant tell me all I wanted in three minutes."</p> + +<p>The tone was extraordinarily sinister. I seemed to realise in a flash +why Sylvia, with a woman's quicker, deeper insight, kept the speaker +at a distance.... However, I had come to the Club to establish an +<i>alibi</i>, not to reflect on the character of Sylvia's admirers. And I +wanted to get back to Adelphi Terrace as soon as my purpose was +effected.</p> + +<p>"I was sorry to run away in the middle of your story, Paddy," I said. +"I'd promised to meet a man, and I was rather late as it was. You'd +got as far as the disposal of Mrs. Millington's body in the common +mortuary and the arrest of a poor, mean printer's devil. What happened +then? Was any one else caught?"</p> + +<p>Paddy looked at me almost with affection, his eyes alight with +oratorical fire.</p> + +<p>"It's yourself should have been there to see it," he began, grasping +my arm with one hand and making his points with the other. "The polis +and red coats was there, and the newspaper men in their thousands, and +the gravediggers in their tens of thousands...."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER XI<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THE AMATEUR DETECTIVE</h4> + +<div class="block2"><p>"My mind ... rebels at stagnation. Give me problems, +give me work, give me the most abstruse cryptogram, +or the most intricate analysis, and I am in my own +proper atmosphere.... I crave for mental exaltation. +That is why I have chosen my own particular +profession, or rather created it, for I am the only +one in the world ... the only unofficial consulting +detective.... I am the last and highest court of +appeal in detection.... I examine the data, as an +expert, and pronounce a specialist's opinion. I claim +no credit in such cases. My name figures in no +newspaper. The work itself, the pleasure of finding a +field for my peculiar powers, is my highest +reward."—<span class="sc">Sir A. Conan Doyle</span>: "The Sign of +Four."</p></div> +<br /> + +<p>Premonitions—so far as my gross person is concerned—are a matter of +digestion, nerves and liver. If I woke up on the morning after Joyce's +flight to Adelphi Terrace with a dull sense of impending disaster, I +ascribe it to the fact that I had passed a more than ordinarily +hideous night. Unlike the Seraph, who never went to bed, I had +sufficient philosophy to turn in when the doctor had left and the +nurse was comfortably established. It had been made clear to me that I +could do no manner of good by staying up and getting in people's +way....</p> + +<p>I started in my own room, but quickly took refuge in the library. If +there are two sounds I cannot endure, one is that of a crying child, +and the other of a woman—or man for that matter—moaning in pain. +Even in the library I could hear <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</a></span>Joyce suffering. Maybury-Reynardson +had told us she was all right, and there is no point in calling in +experts if you are going to disbelieve them. But I do not want to +experience another night of the same kind.</p> + +<p>And in the morning the papers were calculated to heighten the horror +of the worst premonitions I could experience. I opened the <i>Times</i>, +noted in passing that Gartside had fulfilled popular expectation by +being appointed to the Governorship of Bombay, and turned to the +account of the Clerkenwell raid. Culling was right in saying Mrs. +Millington's had been the only arrest of importance; but he had left +the battlefield at the end of the fighting, and had not waited to see +the conquerors march into the citadel.</p> + +<p>I felt myself growing chilled and old as I read of the discoveries in +the printing office. Mrs. Millington would stand charged with +incitement to crime and public threat of abduction; serious enough, if +you will, but her debt was discharged as soon as she had paid the +penalty for a single article in a single paper. Her threats were +embryonic, not yet materialised. Joyce stood to bear the burden of the +three abductions carried out to date....</p> + +<p>I am no criminologist, and can offer neither explanation nor theory of +the mental amblyopia that leads criminals to leave one weak link, one +soft brick, one bent girder, to ruin a triumph of design and +construction. They always do—men and women, veterans and tiros—and +Joyce was no exception. When the police broke open the safe in her +editorial office, the first document they found was the half sheet of +Chester Square notepaper that the journalists agreed to christen "The +Time Table."</p> + +<p>It was written in Joyce's hand, and her writing <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[216]</a></span>could be identified +by a short-sighted illiterate at ten yards' distance. I have forgotten +the dates by this time, and can only guess at them approximately; +words and names have been added in full where Joyce put only initials. +This was the famous Time Table:—</p> + +<div class="block2" style="padding-top: .5em; padding-bottom: .5em;"> +<p class="right">500, Chester Square, S.W.</p> + +<p class="hang">May 8. Rejection of W. (women's) S. (suffrage) Amendment.</p> + +<p class="hang">May 9. M.R. (Mavis Rawnsley) letter R. (Rawnsley).</p> + +<p class="hang"><del>June 17. P.—(private) M. (members') Day.</del> [This was ruled +through.]</p> + +<p class="hang">June 16. R.'s (Rawnsley's) Time Table.</p> + +<p class="hang">June 17. P. (Paul) J. (Jefferson) Letters R. and J. (Rawnsley +and Jefferson).</p> + +<p class="hang">June 30. R. (Rawnsley) to decide re A.S. (Autumn Session).</p> + +<p class="hang">July 2. R. (Rawnsley) in H. (House). No A.S. (Autumn Session).</p> + +<p class="hang">July 9. S. (Sylvia) R. (Roden). Letters R. (Rawnsley) & R. +(Roden).</p> + +<p class="hang">July 19. R. (Rawnsley) to reply re facilities.</p> + +<p class="hang">July 20. W.G. [I am not sure whether this refers to Walter +Greatorex, the ten-year-old son of the President of the Board +of Agriculture and Fisheries, or Lady Winifred Gaythorne, +daughter of the Marquis of Berwick—of the India Office. Both +Greatorex and Berwick were opposed to the franchise, but in a +mild, unoffending fashion. The invariable typed challenge does +not help me to decide, as only one letter was to be sent, the +usual Letter R. (Rawnsley)].</p></div> + +<p>"So far the police have been unable to discover the whereabouts of +Miss Davenant," the article concluded. That was the sole, poor +consolation I could <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[217]</a></span>offer to a white, tired Seraph as I threw him the +paper and went back to my gloomy premonitions.</p> + +<p>As he read, I thought over my last <i>alibi</i> in the north smoking-room +at the Club. I wondered what story my friends, the Henley detectives, +were concocting in their report, and what action Nigel Rawnsley would +take when he had digested it.</p> + +<p>It is not entirely my "wisdom after the event" that made me select +Nigel as our most formidable opponent, nor altogether my memory of the +lead he had taken in the discussion overnight; I was beginning to +appreciate his character. When he is Prime Minister of England, like +his father before him, it will be in virtue of the same qualities. A +brain of steel and a ruthless, iron resolution will force the +<span class="Greek" title="hoi physei archomenoi">οἱ +φύσει ἀρχόμενοι</span> +to follow and obey him. He will be feared, +possibly even hated, but the hatred will leave him indifferent so long +as power is conceded him. I have met no young man so resolute or +successful in getting his own way; few who give me the impression of +being so ruthless and, perhaps, unscrupulous in their methods. He is +still preserved from active mischief by his astonishing +self-consciousness and lack of humour; when he has outgrown these +juvenilities, he will be really formidable. His wife—when she +comes—will have my sympathy, for what that is worth; but there will +be many women less discerning than Sylvia to strive for the privilege.</p> + +<p>It was noon before the Amateur Detective invaded us. The Seraph's +man—who had already been admitted to our secret, and would at any +time have been crucified head-downwards for his master—flung open the +library door with the words—</p> + +<p>"Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, Lord Gartside, Mr. Culling, Mr. Philip Roden."</p> + +<p>The Seraph rose and offered chairs. You could <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[218]</a></span>to some extent weigh +and discriminate characters by the various modes of entry. Nigel +refused to be seated, placed his hat on the table and produced a +typewritten transcript of the two detectives' reports in the +traditional manner of a stage American policeman—which in passing, I +may say, is nothing like any American policeman I have ever met +anywhere in America or the civilised world. Philip and Gartside were +self-conscious and uncomfortable; Culling strove to hide his +embarrassment by more than usual affability.</p> + +<p>"It's ill ye're looking, Seraph," he remarked, as he accepted a +cigarette. "And has this great ugly brute Toby been slashing the face +off you?"</p> + +<p>Then the inquiry began, with Philip as first spokesman.</p> + +<p>"Sorry to invade you like this, Seraph," he began, "but it's about my +sister. You know she's disappeared? Well, we were wondering if you +could help us to find her."</p> + +<p>"I'll do anything I can...." the Seraph started.</p> + +<p>"Do you know where she is?" Nigel cut in.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I don't."</p> + +<p>"Do you know any one who does?" Philip asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't know that I do."</p> + +<p>Philip hesitated, started a sentence, and closed his lips again +without completing it. Nigel took up the examination.</p> + +<p>"You know Miss Davenant, I believe?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Does she know where Sylvia and Mavis are?"</p> + +<p>"I have no idea. You must ask her."</p> + +<p>"I propose to."</p> + +<p>The Seraph turned to Philip, glancing at the clock as he did so.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</a></span>"I'm afraid the limits of my utility are soon reached. If there's +anything I can do...."</p> + +<p>"You can tell us where Miss Davenant is hiding," said Nigel.</p> + +<p>"Can I?"</p> + +<p>"You can and will."</p> + +<p>The Seraph treated him to a long, unhurried scrutiny, starting from +the boots and working up to the freckled face and sandy hair. Then he +turned away, as though the subject had no further interest for him.</p> + +<p>Nigel tried to return the stare, but broke into a blush and took +refuge in his typewritten transcripts.</p> + +<p>"I have here," he said, "a copy of the reports of the two detectives +who watched Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square last night. They +saw a woman, with her hair loose, and a long coat over whatever +clothes she was wearing, jump into a car and drive to Adelphi +Terrace."</p> + +<p>"They were certain of the identity of the car?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Perfectly."</p> + +<p>"They weren't when I talked to them last night," I said. "No +number—no nothing. They thought it was the same car and called in on +chance, as there was a light here, to see if we knew anything. I +offered to show them round, but they wouldn't come in, so we prayed +for mutually sweet dreams and parted."</p> + +<p>Nigel tapped his papers.</p> + +<p>"I have here their sworn statement that the car which left Chester +Square was the car that turned into Adelphi Terrace."</p> + +<p>"Perjury—like joy—cometh in the morning," I observed.</p> + +<p>"That is as may be. I happen to know that Miss Davenant is seriously +ill; I imagine, wherever she has <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</a></span>gone, she has not gone far. The +number of houses within easy reach of Chester Square—houses that +would take her in when there's a warrant out for her arrest—is +limited. These considerations lead me to believe that the statement of +these men is not perjured."</p> + +<p>"I will apologise when next we meet," I said. When a young man like +Nigel becomes stilted and dignified, I cannot repress a natural +inclination to flippancy.</p> + +<p>Philip intervened before Nigel could mature a crushing repartee.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Seraph," he began. "Just as a favour, and not because we +have any right to ask, will you say whether Miss Davenant's anywhere +in this flat? If you say she is, I'm afraid we shall have to tell the +police; if you say she isn't, we'll go away and not bother you any +more."</p> + +<p>"You must speak for yourself," Nigel interposed, before the Seraph +could answer.</p> + +<p>We sat for a moment in silence. Then Nigel continued his statement +with unmistakable menace in his tone.</p> + +<p>"If once the police intervene, the question becomes more serious and +involves any one found harbouring a person for whom a warrant of +arrest has been issued. I naturally do not wish to go to extremes." He +turned to me: "You offered to show the detectives round these rooms +last night; will you make me the same offer?"</p> + +<p>I pointed to the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"They aren't my rooms. I'm only a guest. I took it upon myself to make +the offer in the Seraph's absence."</p> + +<p>He repeated his request in the proper quarter, but was met with an +uncompromising refusal.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</a></span>"May I ask your reason?" he said.</p> + +<p>"It is a question of manners," answered the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"Then you wish me to apply for a search-warrant?"</p> + +<p>"I am entirely indifferent. If you think it worth while, apply for one. +As soon as it is presented, the police—are—welcome—to—any— +discoveries—they—may—make."</p> + +<p>The Seraph spoke with the quiet scorn of injured innocence. I saw a +shadow of uncertainty settle on Nigel's face. The Seraph must have +seen it, too; we preserved a strategic silence until uncertainty had +matured into horrid doubt. I felt sorry for Nigel, as I feel sorry for +any successful egoist in the toils of anticipated ridicule.</p> + +<p>"It would be quicker to clear the matter up now," he said.</p> + +<p>"My whole day is at your disposal."</p> + +<p>"But mine is not. What is that room?"</p> + +<p>"A spare bedroom, now occupied by Toby, if you ask for information."</p> + +<p>Nigel started to cross the room.</p> + +<p>"I like to check all verbal information," he remarked.</p> + +<p>The Seraph had shorter distance to cover, and was standing with his +back to the door when Nigel got there.</p> + +<p>"I allow no unauthorised person to search my rooms without my leave," +he said.</p> + +<p>"You cannot always prevent it."</p> + +<p>"I can in this case."</p> + +<p>"We are four to one."</p> + +<p>"You are one to two."</p> + +<p>"My mistake, no doubt." He waved a hand round the room to indicate his +allies.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</a></span>"Assuredly your mistake, if you think Toby will stand by and let you +search my rooms without my leave, or that any one of the others would +raise a finger to help you."</p> + +<p>Not one of his three allies had moved a step to support him. Nigel was +impressed. Without retreating from his position he tried the effect of +bluff.</p> + +<p>"You forget the circumstances are exceptional. My sister has been +spirited away, and so has Phil's. If we think you know the whereabouts +of the woman who kidnapped them, we shall neither of us hesitate to +employ timely physical force on you, perhaps inflict salutary physical +pain."</p> + +<p>"You may try, if you like."</p> + +<p>"If I try, I shall succeed."</p> + +<p>"You don't really think that, you know."</p> + +<p>Gartside felt it was time to restore the peace. Walking up to Nigel, +he led him firmly back to his place at the table and motioned the +Seraph to his old position in the armchair by the fireplace. There was +a long, awkward silence. Then Culling crossed the room, and sat on the +arm of the Seraph's chair.</p> + +<p>"Ye're white and ill, Seraph," he said, "and ye know I'm not the man +would badger you. We're in a hole, and maybe ye can give us a hoist +out of it. Do ye, or do ye not, know where Miss Davenant's hiding +herself?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph looked him steadily in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Well, is she, or is she not, in these rooms?"</p> + +<p>"Would <i>you</i> like to search them?"</p> + +<p>"Damn it, no, man! Give us yer word, and that's enough."</p> + +<p>For a fraction of time the Seraph gazed at the faces of Culling, +Philip and Gartside, weighing the characters and measuring the men.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</a></span>"It's not enough for Rawnsley," he said.</p> + +<p>"It'ull have to be."</p> + +<p>"He likes to check all verbal information."</p> + +<p>Culling shook his clenched fists in the air and involved us all in a +comprehensive curse. The Seraph lit himself a cigarette, blew out the +match with a deliberation Nigel could not have surpassed, and +addressed the company.</p> + +<p>"We seem to have reached a deadlock," he began. "Shall I offer a +solution? The four of you come here and charge me with harbouring the +woman who is supposed to have made away with Miss Rawnsley and Miss +Roden. Very good. Every man is free to entertain any suspicions he +likes, and to ventilate them—provided he doesn't forget his manners. +Three of you behaved like gentlemen, the fourth followed his own +methods. I should like to oblige those three. Rawnsley, you have +menaced me with personal violence, and threatened me with a search +warrant. You have done this in my own library. If you will apologise, +and undertake not to enter these rooms again or to molest me here or +anywhere else, and if you will further undertake not yourself to +apply—or incite any one else to apply—for a warrant to search the +flat, I shall have pleasure in accompanying Gartside wherever he +chooses to go, unlocking any doors that may be locked, and offering +him every facility in inspecting every nook and cranny in these rooms. +As you may not accept verbal information even from him, I shall have +pleasure in extending my offer to Culling. The one will be able to +check the other."</p> + +<p>He blew three smoke-rings and waited for an answer.</p> + +<p>There was another moment of general discomfort. Nigel jibbed at the +idea of apologising, Gartside and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</a></span>Culling would have done anything to +avoid accepting the offer; from Philip's miserable fidgeting I could +see that he had been persuaded into coming against his better +judgment. For myself, I waited as a condemned man waits for the drop +to fall. It was bound to come in a few seconds' time, but—illogically +enough—I had ceased to dread it. My one fear was that Joyce should +betray herself by one of those pitiful moans that had mingled with my +dreams and vexed my sleep throughout the night. To this hour I can +remember thinking how horror-stricken I should be if that sound broke +out again. It had begun to get on my nerves.... The discovery itself +was inevitable; I could imagine no trick or illusion that would enable +the Seraph to steer his inquisitors past one of the principal rooms in +the flat.</p> + +<p>"I apologise for any offence I may have given, and I undertake all +that you ask."</p> + +<p>It was not gracefully done, but the Seraph accepted the words for the +spirit.</p> + +<p>"Come on, and let's get it over!" Culling exclaimed, jumping up and +cramming his hat on the back of his head. With sinking heart I saw the +three of them framed in the doorway, Gartside's huge form towering +over the other two.</p> + +<p>"Devilish sorry about the whole business," I heard him begin as the +door closed. It was opened again for a moment as the Seraph reminded +me where the drinks were kept, and suggested I should compound a +cocktail. Then it closed finally.</p> + +<p>Outside in the hall Culling added his contribution to the general +apology.</p> + +<p>"Come quietly," was all the Seraph would answer. "I hope she's +sleeping."</p> + +<p>Both men paused abruptly and gazed first at the Seraph and then at +each other. He returned their <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</a></span>gaze unwaveringly, surprised apparently +that they should be surprised. Then he led them wide-eyed with +expectation across the hall; wide-eyed they watched him bend and +listen, tap and gently open a bedroom door. The nurse rose from her +chair at the bedside and placed a finger on her lips—</p> + +<p>"Praise God, she's sleeping!" murmured Paddy Culling, with instinctive +reverence removing his hat. Gartside looked for a moment at the +flushed cheeks and parched lips, then turned away as the Seraph closed +the door.</p> + +<p>"Mustn't go back yet," he said. "We'd better look at one or two more +rooms just to fill in time."</p> + +<p>One of the shortest recorded councils of war was held in the bathroom. +Culling, with his quick, superficial sympathy had already made up his +mind, but Gartside stood staring out of the window with head bent and +hands locked behind his back, struggling and torn between an +unwillingness to hurt Joyce and a deep hungry desire to bring Sylvia +safely out of her unknown hiding-place.</p> + +<p>"You'll kill her if you move her," the Seraph remarked, +dispassionately but with careful choice of time. Gartside's foot +tapped the floor irresolutely. "Toby's engaged to marry her," he added +softly.</p> + +<p>With a sigh and a shrug of the shoulders Gartside turned to Culling, +nodded without speaking, and linked arms with the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"You're a good little devil," he said with a forced smile. "When this +poor girl's better, get her to say where Sylvia is. She'll tell you. +And let me know when the whole damned thing's straightened out. I'm +off to Bombay in ten days' time. And it isn't very cheerful going off +without knowing where Sylvia is. Now we've been out long enough," he +added in firm, normal tones.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[226]</a></span>All three of us looked up quickly as the door opened. Culling's hat +was once more on his head, and he was trying to pull on a pair of +gloves and light a cigarette at the same time.</p> + +<p>"All over but the cheering," he began abruptly. "High and low we've +searched, and not found enough of a woman would make a man leave Eden, +and she the only woman in the world."</p> + +<p>"You've searched every room?" asked Nigel with a suspicious glance at +the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"Cellar to garret," answered Culling serenely, "and no living creature +but a pair of goldfinches, and one of them dead; unless you'd be +counting the buxom matron that the Seraph dashes my hopes by sayin' +has a taste for drink like the many best of us, and she married +already, and the mother of fourteen brace of twins and a good plain +cook into the bargain."</p> + +<p>Nigel picked up his papers and turned to Gartside for corroboration.</p> + +<p>"We searched every room," he was told, "and Miss Davenant's not here. +Seraph, we owe you...."</p> + +<p>The apology was cut short, as speaker and listeners paused to catch a +sound that floated through the silent hall and in at the open library +door. A long, troubled moaning it was, the sound I had heard all night +and dreaded all the morning.</p> + +<p>"I shall have to check the verbal information after all," said Nigel +as he put back his hat and papers on the table.</p> + +<p>"Where are you off to?" asked Gartside as he approached the door.</p> + +<p>"It seems I must search the house myself."</p> + +<p>"You undertook to accept our finding."</p> + +<p>"I thought I could trust you."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[227]</a></span>"I have said Miss Davenant is not in these rooms," said Gartside in a +warning voice.</p> + +<p>"If you said it a hundred times I should still disbelieve you. Let me +pass, please."</p> + +<p>He raised a hand to clear himself a passage, but in physical strength +he had met more than his match. Seizing both wrists in one hand and +both ankles in the other, Gartside carried him like a child's doll +across the room to the open library window, thrust him through it, and +held him for ninety seconds stretched at arm's length three storeys +above the level of the street. The veins stood out on his forehead, +and I heard his voice rumbling like the distant mutter of thunder.</p> + +<p>"When I say a thing, Nigel, you have to believe me. The moon's of +green cheese if I tell you to believe it, and when I say Miss +Davenant's not in this flat, she's not and never has been, and never +will be. You see?"</p> + +<p>Stepping back from the window, he dropped his burden on a neighbouring +sofa. Nigel straightened his tie, brushed his clothes, and once more +gathered up his hat, his papers, and the remains of his dignity.</p> + +<p>"Culling says there is no woman but a cook in the house," he began, +with the studied tranquillity of an angry man. "He clearly lies. +Gartside says Miss Davenant is not in the flat. He probably lies, but +it is always possible that the sound we heard may have come from some +woman Aintree thinks fit to keep in his rooms. In either event, I do +not feel bound by the undertaking I have given." He pulled out a +note-book and pretended to consult it. "To-day's Wednesday. If my +sister and Sylvia have not been restored to their families by midday +on Monday, I shall apply for a warrant to have these rooms searched. +They will, of course, be watched in <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[228]</a></span>the interval. If Lord Gartside or +any other person presumes to lay a finger on me, I shall summon him +for assault."</p> + +<p>Pocketing the note-book he passed out of the flat with the air I +suspect Rhadamanthus of assuming, when he is leaving the court for the +luncheon interval, and has had a disagreeable morning with the +prisoners. Culling accompanied him to prevent a sudden bolt at a +suspicious-looking door, Philip followed with the Seraph, I brought up +the rear with Gartside. All of us were smarting with the Englishman's +traditional dislike of a "scene."</p> + +<p>"I never congratulated you on the Bombay appointment," I said, with +praiseworthy design of scrambling onto neutral territory. "How soon +are you off?"</p> + +<p>"Friday week," he answered.</p> + +<p>"It's little enough time—nine days."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've known for some little while beyond that. It was only made +public to-day."</p> + +<p>"It's a pleasant post," I said reflectively. "In a tolerably pleasant +country. I shall probably come to stay with you; I'm forgetting what +India's like."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would," he said warmly.</p> + +<p>"How are you going? P. and O. I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"No, I shall go in my own yacht."</p> + +<p>Culling turned round to reprove me for my forgetfulness.</p> + +<p>"We Gartsides always take our own yachts when we cross the ocean to +take up our new responsibilities of Empire," he explained.</p> + +<p>"Where do you sail from?" I ask. "Marseilles?"</p> + +<p>"Southampton. Are you coming to see me off?"</p> + +<p>"I might. It depends whether I can get away. Half London will be +there, I suppose?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[229]</a></span>Candidly I cannot say whether my questions were prompted by what the +Seraph would call a sub-conscious plan of campaign. Gartside +undeniably thought they were, and met me gallantly.</p> + +<p>"I'm eating a farewell dinner every night till I sail," he said. Then, +sinking his voice, he added, "You know the yacht—she's roomy, and +there will be only my two aide-de-camps and myself. No one will be +seeing me off, because I haven't told them when I'm sailing. It's the +usual route—anywhere in the Mediterranean. But I can't sail before +Friday week."</p> + +<p>"I see. Well," I held out my hand, "if I <i>don't</i> see you again, I'll +say good-bye."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye. Best of luck!" he answered, and waved a hand as I walked +back and rejoined the Seraph in the hall.</p> + +<p>He was so white that I expected every moment to see him faint, and his +clothes were wet with perspiration. I, who am not so fine-drawn, had +found the last hour a little trying.</p> + +<p>"You're going to bed in decent time to-night," I told him. "I'm going +to see Nurse, and find out if she knows of any one she can trust to +come and help her. And I'm going to keep you out of the sick-room at +the point of a bayonet if you've got one."</p> + +<p>I had expected a protest, but none came. He sat with closed eyes, +resting his head on his hand.</p> + +<p>"I suppose that will be best," he assented at last.</p> + +<p>"And now you're coming to get something to eat," I said, leading him +into the dining-room.</p> + +<p>"I'm not hungry," he complained.</p> + +<p>"But you're going to eat a great deal," I said, pushing him into his +chair and selecting a serviceable, sharp-pronged pickle-fork.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[230]</a></span>After luncheon I had my usual siesta, prolonged rather beyond my usual +hour. It was five o'clock when I awoke, and I found the Seraph playing +with a sheet of paper. He had written "Thursday, Friday, Saturday, +Sunday, Monday" on it, and after "Monday," "12.0 P.M."</p> + +<p>"What's all this?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Our days of grace."</p> + +<p>I added "Friday week" to the calendar.</p> + +<p>"If we can get Joyce well enough to move away from Nigel's damned +cordon of police," I said, "and if we can hide her somewhere till +Friday week, friend Gartside's yacht is going to solve a good many +problems."</p> + +<p>"It's not going to find Sylvia," he answered.</p> + +<p>That was unquestionably true.</p> + +<p>"I don't know how that's going to be managed," I said.</p> + +<p>We sat without speaking until dinner-time, and ate a silent dinner. At +eleven o'clock he left the room, changed out of his dress clothes into +a tweed suit, and put on a hat and brown walking boots.</p> + +<p>"Where are you off to?" I asked when he came back.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to find Sylvia."</p> + +<p>The expression in his eyes convinced me—if I wanted any +convincing—that the strain of the last few days had proved too much +for him.</p> + +<p>"Leave it till the morning," I said in the tone one adopts in talking +to lunatics and drunken men.</p> + +<p>"She wants me now."</p> + +<p>"A few hours won't make any difference," I urged. "You'll start +fresher if you have a night's rest to the good."</p> + +<p>The Seraph held out his hand.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye. You think I'm mad. I'm not. No <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[231]</a></span>more than I ever am. But +Sylvia wants me, and I must go to her."</p> + +<p>"Where is she?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"Then how are you going to find her?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"Well, where will you start looking?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>He was already halfway across the hall. I balanced the rival claims of +Joyce and himself. She at least had a doctor and nurse, and a second +nurse was coming in the morning. He had no one.</p> + +<p>"Damn you, Seraph!" I said under my breath, and then aloud: "Wait a +bit and I'll come too."</p> + +<p>"Hurry up then!" he answered chafing visibly at the delay.</p> + +<p>I spoke a hurried word to the nurse, took a last look at Joyce, +changed my clothes and joined him on the landing.</p> + +<p>"Which way first?" I asked, and received the answer I might have +expected.</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[232]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER XII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THE SIXTH SENSE</h4> + +<div class="block2"><p>"There was no sound at all within the room. But ... +he saw a woman's face.</p> + +<p>"He saw it quite clearly for perhaps five seconds, the +face rising white from the white column of the throat, +the dark and weighty coronal of the hair, the curved +lips which alone had any colour, the eyes, deep and +troubled, which seemed to hint a prayer for help which +they disdained to make—for five seconds, perhaps, the +illusion remained, for five seconds the face looked +out at him ... lit palely, as it seemed, by its own +pallor, and so vanished."</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="sc">A.E.W. Mason</span>: "Miranda of the Balcony."</p> +</div> +<br /> + +<p>Neither by inclination nor habit am I more blasphemous or foul-mouthed +than my neighbour, but I should not relish being ordered a year in +Purgatory for every occasion on which I repeated "Damn you, Seraph!" +in the course of the following nineteen or twenty hours.</p> + +<p>It was nearly midnight when we left Adelphi Terrace, and I had in my +own mind fixed one hour as the maximum duration of my patience or +willingness to humour a demented neurotic. Thirty minutes out, thirty +minutes back, and then the Seraph would go to bed, if I had to keep +him covered with my revolver. <i>En parenthèse</i>, I wish I could break +myself of the habit of carrying loaded firearms by night. In the +settled, orderly Old Countries it is unnecessary; in the West it is +merely foolish. I should be <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</a></span>the richer by the contents of six +chambers before I had time to draw on the quick, resourceful child of +a Western State.... Nevertheless, my revolver and I are inseparable.</p> + +<p>We started down the Strand, along the Mall, past Buckingham Palace, +and through Eaton Square to the Cadogan Estate. This was what I ought +to have expected, if I had had time to sort out my expectations. The +Seraph stood for a few minutes looking up at the Rodens' slumbering +house, and then walked slowly eastward into Sloane Street.</p> + +<p>"Shall we go back now?" I suggested, in the voice one uses to deceive +a child.</p> + +<p>"I'm not mad, Toby," he answered, like a boy repeating a lesson. "I +must find Sylvia."</p> + +<p>He wandered into Knightsbridge, hesitated, and then set out at an +uncertain three miles an hour along the border of the park towards +Kensington. I realized with a sinking heart that he was heading for +Chiswick.</p> + +<p>"Better leave it till the morning, Seraph," I urged, with a hand on +his shoulder. "She'll be in bed, and we mustn't disturb her."</p> + +<p>He shook me off, and wandered on—hands in pocket and eyes to the +ground. Twice I thought he would have blundered into an early +market-cart, but catastrophe was averted more by the drivers' resource +than any prudence on his own part. As we left Kensington and trudged +on through the hideous purlieus of Hammersmith, I began to visualize +our arrival at the Fräulein's house, and my stammering, incoherent +apologies for my companion's behaviour.</p> + +<p>The deferential speech was not required. On entering Chiswick High +Street we should have turned to the right up Goldhawk Road, and then +taken the second or third turning to the left into <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</a></span>Teignmouth +Terrace. The Seraph plodded resolutely on, looking neither to the +right nor left, through Hounslow, past the walls of Sion Park and the +gas-works of Brentford, into Colnbrook and open country. There was no +reason why he should not follow the great road as far as the Romans +had built it—and beyond. Night was lifting, and the stars paled in +the blue uncertain light of early dawn.</p> + +<p>I gripped him by the shoulders and made him look me in the face.</p> + +<p>"We're going back now," I said.</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> can."</p> + +<p>"You're coming with me."</p> + +<p>"I must find Sylvia."</p> + +<p>"If you'll come back now, I'll take you to her in the morning."</p> + +<p>"I'm not a child, Toby, and I'm not mad."</p> + +<p>"You're behaving as if you were both."</p> + +<p>"I must find Sylvia," he repeated, as though that were an answer to +every conceivable question.</p> + +<p>"If you're sane," I said, "you can appreciate the insanity of walking +from London to Bath in search of a girl who may be in Scotland or on +the Gold Coast for all you know. She's as likely to be in the Mile End +Road as on the Bath Road. Why not look there? It's nearer Adelphi +Terrace, at all events."</p> + +<p>He looked at me for a moment reproachfully, as though his last friend +had failed him, then turned and plodded westward....</p> + +<p>"God's truth!" I cried. "Where are you off to?"</p> + +<p>"I must find Sylvia," he answered.</p> + +<p>"But where? Where?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</a></span>"Why this God-stricken road rather than another?"</p> + +<p>"She came along here."</p> + +<p>"How do you know?"</p> + +<p>He raised his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"She did," was all he would answer.</p> + +<p>It was near Langley that I threatened him with personal injury. He had +quickened his pace and shot slightly ahead of me. I have never been of +a fleshy build, and with the exception of excessive cigar-smoking, my +tastes are moderate. On the other hand, I never take exercise save +under compulsion, or walk a mile if I can possibly ride, drive, or +fly. We had covered some twenty miles since leaving home, my feet +seemed cased in divers' boots, my mouth was parched with thirst, and I +was ravenously hungry.</p> + +<p>"Are you sane?" I asked, as I caught him up.</p> + +<p>"As sane as I ever am."</p> + +<p>"Then you will understand my terms. We are going to leave the main +road and walk straight to Langley Station. We are going to take the +first train back to town, and we are...."</p> + +<p>"You can," he interrupted.</p> + +<p>"You will come with me. Don't tell me you have to find Sylvia, because +it will be waste of breath. I have here a six-chambered revolver, +loaded. Unless you come to the station with me, here and now, I shall +empty one chamber into each of your legs. And if any one thinks I'm +murdering you, I shall say I'm in pursuit of a dangerous lunatic. And +when they see you, they'll believe me."</p> + +<p>He looked at me for perhaps half a second, and then walked on. It was, +I suppose, the answer I deserved.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</a></span>It came as a surprise to me when he accepted my breakfast proposition +at Slough. I put his assent down to sheer perversity, for I should +have breakfasted in any case. My mind was made up. I would ask him for +the last time to accompany me back to London, and if he refused I +would return to Adelphi Terrace and bed, leaving him to follow the +sun's path till he pitched head-foremost into the Bristol Channel....</p> + +<p>I breakfasted unwashed, unshaven, dusty, at full length on a sofa in a +private room, simmering with grievance and irritability.</p> + +<p>"<i>Now</i> then," I said, as I lit a cigar, threw the Seraph another, and +turned to a Great Western time-table.</p> + +<p>"I must be getting on," he answered, giving me back my cigar.</p> + +<p>"Just a moment," I said. "Up-trains, Sundays. Up-trains, week-days. +Ten-fifteen. Horses and carriages only. Ten-thirty; that'ull do me. +I'll walk with you as far as the cross-roads."</p> + +<p>I was so angry with myself and him that we parted without a word or +shake of the hand. I watched him striding westward in the direction of +Salt Hill, and carried my temper with me towards the station. The +first twenty yards were covered at a swinging, resolute pace, the +second more slowly. I was still far from the station when an absurd, +irritating sensation of shame brought me to a standstill. Mad, +unreasonable as I knew him to be, the more I thought of the Seraph, +the less I liked the idea of leaving him in his present state. The +sight of a garage, with cars for hire, decided me. I ordered one for +the day, with the option of renewing on the same terms as long as I +wanted it.</p> + +<p>"Take the money while you can get it," I warned <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</a></span>the proprietor, with +the petulance of a tired man. "With luck you'll next hear of me from +the inside of a padded cell. Now!" I said to the driver, "listen very +carefully. I'm about as angry as a man can be. Here are two sovereigns +for yourself; take them, and say nothing, whatever language you may +hear me use. I want you to drive along the Bath Road until you see a +young man in a grey tweed suit walking along with his eyes on the +ground. You're to keep him in sight wherever he goes. <i>He's</i> mad, and +<i>I'm</i> mad, and <i>everybody's</i> mad. Follow him, and address a remark to +me at your peril. I've been up all night, I've walked from London to +Slough, and I'm now going to sleep."</p> + +<p>My orders called forth not so much as the lift of an eyebrow. The +difference between eccentricity and madness may be measured in pounds +sterling. A rich man is never mad in England, unless, of course, his +heirs-at-law cast wistful glances at the pounds sterling. In that case +there will be an Inquisition and a report to the Masters.... My driver +left me to slumber undisturbed.</p> + +<p>I slept only in snatches. The car would run a mile, pass the Seraph, +pull up, wait, start forward and stop again. Once I invited him to +come aboard, but he shook his head. I dozed, and dreamed, and woke, +asking the driver what had come of our quarry.</p> + +<p>"He's following, sir," he told me.</p> + +<p>I was struck with an ingenious idea.</p> + +<p>"At the next cross-roads," I said, "turn off to the right or left, +drive a hundred yards and pull up. If he follows, we'll lead him round +in a circle and draw him back to London."</p> + +<p>We shot ahead, turned and waited. In time a dusty figure came in sight +trudging wearily on. At the cross-roads he came for a moment into full +view, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</a></span>and then passed out of sight along the Bath Road without so +much as throwing a glance in the direction of the car.</p> + +<p>"Damn you, damn you, damn you, Seraph!" I said, as I ordered the +driver to start once more in pursuit.</p> + +<p>At Taplow the dragging feet tripped and brought him down. Through a +three-cornered tear in the leg of his trousers I could see blood +flowing freely; his hands were cut and his forehead bruised, but he +once more rejected my offer of a seat in the car. Opposite Skindles he +stumbled again, but recovered himself and tramped on over the bridge, +into Maidenhead, and through the crowded, narrow High Street. +Passers-by stared at the strange, dusty apparition; he was too +absorbed to notice, I too angry to be resentful.</p> + +<p>It was as we mounted Castle Hill and worked forward towards Maidenhead +Thicket that I noticed his pace increasing. A steady four miles an +hour gave way to intermittent spells of running. I heard him panting +as he came alongside the car, and the rays of a July afternoon sun +brought beads of sweat to glisten dustily on his lips and forehead.</p> + +<p>"Wait here," I said to the driver as we came to the fringe of the +Thicket. To our right stretched the straight, white Henley Road; ahead +of us lay Reading and Bath.</p> + +<p>The Seraph trotted up, passed us without a word or look, and stumbled +on towards Reading.</p> + +<p>"Forward!" I said to the driver, and then countermanded my order and +bade him wait.</p> + +<p>Twenty yards ahead of us the Seraph had come to a standstill, and was +casting about like a hound that has overshot the scent. I watched him +pause, and heard the very whimper of a hound at fault. Then he walked +back to the fork of the road, gazed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</a></span>north-west towards Henley, and +stood for a moment on tiptoe with closed eyes, head thrown back and +arms outstretched like a pirouetting dancer.</p> + +<p>I waited for him to fall. I say "waited" advisedly, for I could have +done nothing to save him. I ought to have jumped out, called the +driver to my aid, tied hands and feet, and borne my prisoner back to +London and a madhouse. Throughout the night and morning, well into the +afternoon, I had cursed him for one lunatic and myself for another. My +own madness lay in following him instead of shrugging my shoulders and +leaving him to his fate. His madness ... as I watched the strained +pose of nervous alertness, I wondered whether he was so mad after all.</p> + +<p>With startling suddenness the rigid form relaxed, eyes opened, head +fell forward, arms dropped to the body. He ran fifty yards along the +road, hesitated, plunged blindly through a clump of low gorse bushes, +and fell prone in the middle of a grass ride.</p> + +<p>"Stop where you are!" I called to the driver as I ran down the road +and turned into the bridle-path.</p> + +<p>The Seraph was lying with one foot caught in a tangle of bracken. He +was conscious, but breathed painfully. I helped him upright, supported +him with an arm round the body, and tried to lead him back to the car.</p> + +<p>"This way!" he gasped, pointing down the ride. Half a mile away I +caught sight of a creeper-covered bungalow—picturesque, peaceful, +inanimate, but with its eastern aspect ruined by the presence of a new +corrugated iron shed. I judged it to be a garage by the presence of +green tins of motor spirit.</p> + +<p>"She's there—Sylvia!" he panted, slowly recovering his breath as we +walked down the bridle-path. "Go in and get her. Make them give her +up!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</a></span>I looked at his torn, dusty clothes, his white face and dizzy eyes. At +the fork of the road I had come near to being converted. It was +another matter altogether to invade a strange house and call upon an +unknown householder to yield up the person of a young woman who ought +not to be there, who could only be there by an implied charge of +felonious abduction, who probably was not there, who certainly was not +there.... I am at heart conventional, decorous, sensitive to ridicule.</p> + +<p>"We can't," I said weakly. "It's a strange house; we don't know that +she's there; we might expose ourselves to an action for slander...."</p> + +<p>He walked to the gate of the garden, freed himself from the support of +my arm, and marched up to the front door. I took inglorious cover +behind a walnut-tree and heard him knock. There was a pause. A window +opened and closed; another pause, and the sound of feet approaching. +Then the door opened.</p> + +<p>"I have come for Miss Roden," I heard him say.</p> + +<p>"Roden? Miss Roden? No one of that name lives here."</p> + +<p>The voice was that of a woman, and I tried to catch sight of the face. +I had heard that voice before, or one suspiciously like it.</p> + +<p>"I will give you two minutes to produce Miss Roden."</p> + +<p>The answering voice quivered with sudden indignation.</p> + +<p>"You must be intoxicated. Take your foot out of the door and go away, +or I'll call a man and have you given in charge."</p> + +<p>The voice, rising in shrill, tremulous excitement, would have added +something more, but was silenced by a fit of coughing. I left my +walnut-tree, pushed <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[241]</a></span>open the gate, and arrived at the bungalow door +as the coughing ceased and a handkerchief dabbed furtively at a fleck +of bright red froth.</p> + +<p>"Miss Draper, I believe?" I said.</p> + +<p>She looked at me in surprise.</p> + +<p>"That is my name."</p> + +<p>"We met at Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square. Don't apologize +for not remembering me, we were never introduced. I just caught your +name. We have called...."</p> + +<p>"Is this person a friend of yours?" she asked, pointing a contemptuous +finger at the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"He is. We have called for Miss Roden."</p> + +<p>"She is not here."</p> + +<p>"One minute gone," said the Seraph, watch in hand.</p> + +<p>Miss Draper turned her head and called to some one inside the house. I +think the name was "John."</p> + +<p>"I am armed," I warned her.</p> + +<p>She paid no attention.</p> + +<p>"One minute and a half," said the Seraph.</p> + +<p>I put my hand out to cover the watch, and addressed Miss Draper.</p> + +<p>"I don't think you appreciate the strength of our position," I began. +"You are no doubt aware that the office of the <i>New Militant</i> has been +raided; your friend Mrs. Millington has been arrested, and there is a +warrant out against your other friend, Miss Davenant."</p> + +<p>"They haven't caught her," said Miss Draper, defiantly.</p> + +<p>I could almost forgive her when I saw the look of doglike fidelity +that the mention of Joyce's name brought into her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Do you know where she is?" asked the Seraph.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[242]</a></span>"I shan't say."</p> + +<p>"I think it probable that you do <i>not</i> know," I answered. "Miss +Davenant is critically ill, and is lying at the present time in my +friend's flat."</p> + +<p>"You expect me to believe that?"</p> + +<p>"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. The flat is already +suspected and watched."</p> + +<p>"Why don't they search it?"</p> + +<p>"Because England is a corrupt country," I said, boldly inventing. "I +have what is called a friend at Court. Miss Davenant's sister—Mrs. +Wylton—is an old friend of mine, and I wish to spare her the pain of +seeing Miss Davenant arrested—in a critical condition—if it can be +avoided. My friend at Court has been persuaded to suspend the issue of +a search-warrant, if Miss Roden and the others are restored to their +families before midnight to-night. I may say in passing that if Miss +Davenant were arrested, tried and imprisoned, it would be no more than +she richly deserved. However, I do not expect you to agree with me. +Out of regard to Mrs. Wylton we have come down here. I need not say +how we found Miss Roden was being kept here——"</p> + +<p>"She is not."</p> + +<p>I sighed resignedly.</p> + +<p>"You wish Miss Davenant to be given up?"</p> + +<p>"You don't know where Miss Davenant is, and I do."</p> + +<p>It was bluff against bluff, but we could go on no longer on the old +lines. I produced my revolver as a guarantee of determination, +pocketed it once more, pushed my way past her as gently as I could, +waited for the Seraph to follow, and then closed the door.</p> + +<p>"I am now going to search the house," I told Miss Draper. "This is +your last chance. Tell me <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[243]</a></span>where Miss Roden is, and I will compound a +felony, and let you and every one else in the house escape. Put a +single obstacle in my way, and I will have the lot of you arrested. +Which is it to be?"</p> + +<p>She started to tell me again that Sylvia was not there. I made a step +across the room and saw her cover her face with her hands. The battle +was over.</p> + +<p>"Where is she?" I demanded, thanking God that it has not often been my +lot to fight with women.</p> + +<p>Miss Draper pointed to a door on the left of the hall; the key was in +the lock.</p> + +<p>"No tricks?" I asked.</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"You had better make yourself scarce."</p> + +<p>Even as I put my hand to the door she vanished into the back of the +house. I heard the sound of an engine starting, and rushed out to see +if I had even now been outwitted. The garrison was driving out hatless +and coatless, stripped of all honours of war; in the driving-seat sat +my friend the bearded priest of the Orthodox Church, his beard +somewhat awry. Miss Draper was beside him; there was no one else.</p> + +<p>I returned to the hall—where the Seraph was sleeping upright against +the wall—opened the door and entered a darkened room. As my eyes grew +accustomed to the subdued light, I traced the outline of a window, and +drew back the curtains. The sun flooded in, and showed me that I stood +in a bedroom. A table with an untasted meal stood against one wall; by +the other was a camp bedstead. At length on the bed, fully dressed but +blindfolded, gagged, and bound hand and foot, lay Sylvia Roden.</p> + +<p>I cut the cords, tore away the bandages, and watched her rise stiffly +to her feet. Then I shut the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[244]</a></span>door and stood awkwardly at the window, +while she buried her face in her hands and sobbed.</p> + +<p>It was soon over, but she was the better for it. I watched her drink +three tumblers of water and seize a crust of dry bread. It appeared +that she had conducted a hunger-strike of her own for the last +twenty-four hours; and I think she looked it. Her face was white with +the whiteness of a person who has been long confined in a small, dark +room. A bruise over one temple showed that her captors had had to deal +with a woman of metal, and her wrists were chafed and cut with the +pressure of the cords. Worst of all was her change of spirit; the +voice had lost its proud ring of assurance, the dark eyes were +frightened. Sylvia Roden was almost broken.</p> + +<p>"You didn't expect to see me, Sylvia," I said, as I buttered the stale +crusts to make them less unappetizing.</p> + +<p>She shook her head without answering.</p> + +<p>"Did you think no one was ever coming?"</p> + +<p>She looked at me still with the frightened expression in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>The uncertainty of her tone made me wonder whom she had been +expecting. My question was answered before I could ask it.</p> + +<p>"How did you find me?"</p> + +<p>"The Seraph brought me here."</p> + +<p>Her pale cheeks took on a tinge of colour.</p> + +<p>"Where is he?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Outside."</p> + +<p>"I must go to him!" she exclaimed, jumping up and then swaying +dizzily.</p> + +<p>I pressed her back into her chair.</p> + +<p>"Wait till you've had some food," I said, "and then I'll bring him +in."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[245]</a></span>"But I don't want any more."</p> + +<p>"Sylvia," I said firmly, "if you're not a good girl we shan't rescue +you another time."</p> + +<p>She ate a few slices of bread and butter while I gave her an outline +of our journey down from London. Then we went out into the hall. The +Seraph had collapsed from his upright position, and was lying in a +heap with his head on the floor. I carried him out of the hall and +laid him on the bed in Sylvia's prison. His heart was beating, but he +seemed to have fallen into a deep trance. Sylvia bent down and kissed +the dusty forehead. Then her eyes fell on a faint red mark running +diagonally from one cheek-bone, across the mouth, to the point of the +chin. She had started crying again when I left the room in search of +brandy.</p> + +<p>I stayed away as long as I thought necessary to satisfy myself that +there were no other prisoners in the house. When I came back, the +tears were still wet on her cheeks, and she was bathing his face and +waiting for the eyes to open.</p> + +<p>"Your prison doesn't run to brandy," I told her. "We must get him to +Maidenhead, and I'll give him some there. I've got a car waiting about +half a mile away. Will you look after him while I fetch it?"</p> + +<p>"Don't be long," she said, with an anxious look at the white, still +face.</p> + +<p>"No longer than I can help. Here's a revolver in case any one wants to +abduct either of you. It's loaded, so be careful."</p> + +<p>I placed the revolver on the table and picked up my hat.</p> + +<p>"Sylvia!" I said at the door.</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"Can you be trusted to look after him properly?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[246]</a></span>She smiled for the first time since her release from captivity.</p> + +<p>"I think so," she said. Then the voice quavered and she turned away. +"He's rather precious."</p> + +<p>The car was brought to the door, and the driver—who, after all, had +been paid not to be surprised—looked on unemotionally as we carried +the Seraph on board. I occupied an uncomfortable little seat backing +the engine, while Sylvia sat in one corner and the Seraph was propped +up in the other.</p> + +<p>On the way back I was compelled to repeat <i>in extenso</i> the whole story +of our search, from the hour we left Adelphi Terrace to the moment +when Miss Draper bolted with the Orthodox Church priest and I forced +my way into the darkened prison cell.</p> + +<p>Sylvia's face was an interesting study in expression as the narrative +proceeded.</p> + +<p>"But how could he <i>know</i>?" she asked in a puzzled tone when I had +ended. "You must explain that. I don't see how it's possible."</p> + +<p>"Madam, I have provided you with a story," I replied in the manner of +Dr. Johnson; "I am not obliged to provide you with a moral."</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact I had reversed the natural order, and given the +moral before the story. The moral was pointed when I drank a friendly +cup of tea in Cadogan Square; the day before she marked his cheek with +its present angry wale.</p> + +<p>Of course, if you point morals before there's a story to hang them +from, you must expect to see them disregarded.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[247]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER XIII<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>OR THE OBVIOUS ALTERNATIVE</h4> + +<div class="block2"><p>"If one puts forward an idea to a true +Englishman—always a rash thing to do—he never +dreams of considering whether the idea is right or +wrong. The one thing he considers of any importance +is whether one believes it oneself.... The inherited +stupidity of the race—sound English common +sense...."</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="sc">Oscar Wilde</span>: "The Picture of Dorian Gray."</p> +</div> +<br /> + +<p>If the Seraph's quest for Sylvia was one of the strangest experiences +of my life, I count our return to London among its pleasantest +memories. Almost before I had time to cut the cords round her wrists +and ankles, I was telling myself that Joyce now lay free from the +menace of an inquisition at Adelphi Terrace. Thursday afternoon. She +had eight days to pick up sufficient strength for Maybury-Reynardson +to say I might smuggle her to Southampton and convey her on board the +S.Y. <i>Ariel</i>.... I hope I was not heartless or ungrateful in thinking +more of her than of the white, unconscious boy in front of me; there +was nothing more that I could do, and if there had been, Sylvia would +have forestalled me.</p> + +<p>I count the return a pleasant memory for the light it threw on +Sylvia's character. Passion and pride had faded out of her dark eyes; +I could no longer call her Queen Elizabeth; but she was very tender +and remorseful to the man she had injured. This was the Sylvia of an +Oxford summer evening; <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[248]</a></span>I could recognise her from the Seraph's +description. I treasure the memory because it was the only glimpse I +ever caught of this side of her character; when next we met—before +her last parting from the Seraph—she had gone back to the earlier +hard haughtiness, and though I loved Sylvia at all times, I loved her +least when she was regal.</p> + +<p>And lastly I dwell on this memory for the way she talked to me when my +tale was done. It was then she showed me the reverse side of her +relations with the Seraph, and filled in those spaces that the +manuscript narrative in Adelphi Terrace left blank. I remember most of +what she told me; their meetings and conversations, her deepening +interest, rising curiosity, growing attachment.... I had watched the +Sixth Sense as a spectator; she gave me her own curiosity—uneasiness— +belief and disbelief—ultimate uncertainty. I realised then what it +must have meant to such a girl to find a man who was conscious of her +presence at a distance and could see the workings of her mind before +they were apparent to herself in any definite form. I learned to +appreciate the thrill she must have experienced on discovering a soul +in sympathy with her own restless, volatile, hungry spirit.</p> + +<p>I remember it all, but I will not be guilty of the sacrilege of +committing it to paper. No girl has ever spoken her heart to me as +Sylvia then spoke it; I am not sure that I want to be again admitted +to such confidences. It is all strange, and sad, and unsatisfactory; +but above all it is sacred. Her imprisonment had taken the fire out of +Sylvia's blood; and her meeting with the Seraph had worked on her +emotions. At another time she would have been more reticent. As after +our return from Oxford, I sometimes think we were punished by an +extreme of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</a></span>cold for having been injudiciously admitted to bask in an +extreme of heat. That is the way with the English climate, and with a +certain number of reserved, proud girls who grow up under its +influence....</p> + +<p>I dropped Sylvia at Cadogan Square without going in, and carried the +Seraph straight back to Adelphi Terrace. Maybury-Reynardson was paying +Joyce an evening visit; the report was satisfactory so far as it went, +but indicated that we must exercise great patience before a complete +cure could be expected. I asked—on a matter of life and +death—whether she could be moved in a week's time. He preferred to +give no opinion, and reminded me that I must not attempt to see or +speak to the patient. Then I turned him over to the Seraph, ordered +myself some dinner, and went to bed.</p> + +<p>In the morning a telephone message informed me that Arthur Roden would +like us both to go round to Cadogan Square. I answered that it was out +of the question so far as the Seraph was concerned; and it was not +till late on the Saturday afternoon that I felt justified in letting +him get out of bed and accompany me. He still looked perilously white +and ill, and though one strain had been removed by the discovery of +Sylvia, and another by the departure of the search-warrant bogey, I +could see no good purpose in his being called in to assist at an +affecting reconciliation, and having to submit to a noisy chorus of +congratulation.</p> + +<p>We were spared both. I suppose I shall never know the true reason for +the reception that awaited us, but I distribute the responsibility in +equal shares between Lady Roden and Nigel Rawnsley. And of course I +have to keep reminding myself that I had been present at the search, +while they were not; that <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</a></span>they were plain, matter-of-fact +materialists with a rational cause for every effect, while I—well, I +put myself out of court at once by asking them to believe in an +absurdity called a Sixth Sense.</p> + +<p>I find it hard, however, to forgive Nigel his part in the scene that +followed; so far as I can see he was actuated first by jealousy on +Sylvia's account, secondly by personal venom against the Seraph as a +result of the unauthorised search-party, and lastly by the obstinate +anger of a strong-willed, successful egoist, who has been driven to +dwell even temporarily in the shade of unsuccess. Lady Roden, it must +never be forgotten, had to sink the memory of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, and the quarterings and armorial devices of an entire +Heralds' College, before she could be expected to do justice to a man +like the Seraph.</p> + +<p>We were shown into the library, and found Arthur, Nigel and Philip +seated before us like the Beasts in Revelation. Lady Roden and Sylvia +entered later and sat to one side. There was much bowing and no +hand-shaking.</p> + +<p>The story of the search was already known—Sylvia had told it as soon +as she got home, probably in my own words; and in the first, fine, +careless rapture, I have no doubt she had spoken of the Seraph in the +strain I had heard in the car. If this were the case, Lady Roden's +eyes must have been abruptly and painfully opened. I felt sorry for +her. Rutlandshire Morningtons frowned sour disfavour from the walls at +the possibility of her daughter—with her daughter's faith and +wealth—allying herself with an infidel, unknown, relationless vagrant +like Lambert Aintree. Rationalism in the person of Nigel Rawnsley was +called in to discredit the story of the search and save Sylvia from +squandering herself on a common adventurer.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</a></span>"You remember the terms of our agreement last Wednesday?" he began. "I +undertook to suspend application for a search warrant...."</p> + +<p>"If we discovered Sylvia," I said. "Yes?"</p> + +<p>"And my sister Mavis."</p> + +<p>I hope Nigel did not see my jaw drop. Save for the moment when I +looked casually through the other rooms in the Maidenhead bungalow I +had completely forgotten the Mavis stipulation. Every plan and hope I +had cherished in respect of Joyce had been cherished in vain.</p> + +<p>"The time was to expire on Monday, at noon," said the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"Exactly. I thought I would remind you that only half the undertaking +had been carried out. That is all."</p> + +<p>Nigel would make an admirable proctor; he is to the manner born. I had +quite the old feeling of being five shillings the poorer for straying +round the streets of Oxford at night without academical dress.</p> + +<p>I caught the Seraph's eye and made as if to rise.</p> + +<p>"One moment," said Arthur. "There is a good deal more to come."</p> + +<p>I folded my arms resignedly. Any one may lecture me if it amuses him +to do so, but the Seraph ought to have been in bed instead of having +to submit to examination by an old K.C.</p> + +<p>"The question is a good deal wider," Arthur began. "You, Aintree, are +suspected of harbouring at your flat a woman who is wanted by the +police on a most serious charge...."</p> + +<p>"I thought we'd cleared all this up on Wednesday," I said, with an +impatient glance at Nigel.</p> + +<p>"No arrangement you may have made on Wednesday is binding on me."</p> + +<p>"It was binding on your son, who sits on one side <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</a></span>of you," I said, +"and on Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, who sits on the other."</p> + +<p>Arthur drew himself up, no doubt unconsciously.</p> + +<p>"As a Minister of the Crown I cannot be a party to any connivance at +crime."</p> + +<p>"Philip and Nigel," I said. "As sons of Ministers of the Crown, I hope +you will take that to heart."</p> + +<p>"What I have to say——" Arthur began.</p> + +<p>"One moment!" I interrupted. "Are you speaking as a Minister of the +Crown or a father of a family? Sylvia's been restored to you as the +result of your son and Nigel conniving at what you hope and believe to +be a crime. You wouldn't have got her back without that immoral +compromise."</p> + +<p>"The flat would have been searched," said Nigel.</p> + +<p>"It was. Paddy and Gartside searched it and declared themselves +satisfied...."</p> + +<p>"They lied."</p> + +<p>"Will you repeat that to Gartside?" I asked invitingly. "I fancy not. +They searched and declared themselves satisfied. I offered to show the +detectives round ten minutes after—by all accounts—this woman ought +to have taken refuge there. Anybody could have searched it if they'd +approached the owner properly."</p> + +<p>He ignored my implied reproof and stuck to his guns.</p> + +<p>"There was a woman there when Gartside said there was not."</p> + +<p>"Gartside only said Miss Davenant wasn't there."</p> + +<p>It was the Seraph speaking, slowly and almost for the first time. His +face flushed crimson as he said it. I could not help looking at +Sylvia; I looked away again quickly.</p> + +<p>"There was <i>some</i> woman there, then?" said Nigel.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</a></span>My cue was plain, and I took it.</p> + +<p>"Miss Davenant is the only person whose name is before the house," I +interposed. "Gartside said she was not there. Were you satisfied, +Phil? I thought so. It's no good asking you, Nigel; you won't be +satisfied till you've searched in person, and that you can't do till +after Monday. Every one who agreed to Wednesday's compromise is bound +by it till Monday midday. If after that Nigel <i>still</i> thinks it worth +while to conduct Scotland Yard over the flat, of course we shan't +attempt to stop him. As for any one who was not present or personally +bound by Wednesday's compromise, that is to say, you, Arthur—do you +declare to win by 'Father of a Family' or 'Minister of the Crown'? You +must take one or the other."</p> + +<p>"The two are inseparable," he answered shortly.</p> + +<p>"You must contrive to separate them. If you declare 'Father of a +Family,' you must hold yourself bound by Phil's arrangement. If you +declare 'Minister of the Crown,' you oughtn't to have profited by the +compromise, you oughtn't to have allowed us to restore Sylvia to you. +Common schoolboy honour tells you that. Incidentally, why haven't you +had the flat searched already? As a Minister of the Crown, you +know...."</p> + +<p>If my heart had not been beating so quickly, I should have liked to +study their faces at leisure. The history of the last two days was +written with tolerable clearness. Nigel had told Arthur—and possibly +his own father—the story of his visit to Adelphi Terrace; he had +hinted sufficient to incite one or both to take the matter up +officially. Then Philip had intervened and depicted himself as bound +in honour to take no step until the expiration of the armistice. Their +faces told a pretty tale of "pull <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</a></span>devil, pull baker," with Nigel at +the head, Philip at the feet, and Arthur twisting and struggling +between them.</p> + +<p>I had no need to ask why the flat had not yet been searched, but I +repeated my question.</p> + +<p>"And when <i>are</i> you going to search it?" I added.</p> + +<p>Arthur attempted a compromise.</p> + +<p>"If you will give me your word...." he began.</p> + +<p>"Not a bit of it!" I said. "Are you bound or are you not? Sylvia's in +the room to settle any doubts on the subject."</p> + +<p>He yielded after a struggle.</p> + +<p>"I will take no steps to search the flat until after midday on Monday, +provided Mavis is restored by then."</p> + +<p>I made another attempt to rise, but Arthur waved me back into my seat.</p> + +<p>"I have not finished yet. As you point out, Sylvia is in the room. I +wish to know how she got here, and I wish still more to know how she +was ever spirited away in the first instance."</p> + +<p>"I know nothing about the getting away. She may be able to throw light +on that. Hasn't she told you how we found her?"</p> + +<p>"She has given me your version."</p> + +<p>"Then I don't suppose I can add anything to it."</p> + +<p>"You might substitute a story that would hold a little more water."</p> + +<p>"I am afraid I am not naturally inventive."</p> + +<p>"Since when?"</p> + +<p>His tone told me that I had definitely lost Arthur as a friend—which +was regrettable, but if I could play the part of whetstone to his +repartee I was content to see him draw profit from the <i>débris</i> of our +friendship.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</a></span>"It is only fair to say that you and Aintree are regarded with a good +deal of suspicion," he went on. "Apart from the question of the +flat...."</p> + +<p>"Not again!" I begged.</p> + +<p>"I have not mentioned the report of the officers who watched Miss +Davenant's house in...."</p> + +<p>"Nigel has," I interrupted. "<i>Ad nauseam.</i> My interview was apparently +very different from their report. Suppose we have them in?"</p> + +<p>"They are not in the house."</p> + +<p>"Then hadn't we better leave them out of the discussion? What else are +we suspected of?"</p> + +<p>Arthur traced a pattern on the blotting-pad, and then looked up very +sternly.</p> + +<p>"Complicity with the whole New Militant campaign."</p> + +<p>I turned to the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"This is devilish serious," I said. "Incitement to crime, three +abductions, more in contemplation. I shouldn't have thought it to look +at you. Naughty boy!"</p> + +<p>Arthur was really angry at that. I knew it by his old habit of growing +red behind the ears.</p> + +<p>"You appear to think this is a fit subject for jesting," he burst out.</p> + +<p>"I laugh that I may not weep," I said. "A charge like this is rather +upsetting. Have you bothered about any evidence?"</p> + +<p>"You will find there is perhaps more evidence than you relish. Apart +from your intimacy with Miss Davenant...."</p> + +<p>"She's a very pretty woman," I interrupted.</p> + +<p>"...you have successfully kept one foot in either camp. You were +present when Rawnsley told me of the abduction of Mavis, and added +that the matter was being kept secret. Miss Davenant <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[256]</a></span>at once +published an article entitled 'Where is Miss Rawnsley?'"</p> + +<p>"If she really abducted the girl, she'd naturally notice it was being +kept quiet," I objected.</p> + +<p>"On the day after Private Members' time had been appropriated, +Jefferson's boy disappeared; Miss Davenant must have been warned in +time to have her plans laid. She referred to my midland campaign, and +had an accomplice lying in wait for my daughter with a car, the same +day that Rawnsley made his announcement that there would be no autumn +session."</p> + +<p>"You will find all this on the famous Time Table," I reminded him.</p> + +<p>"She got her information from some one who knew the arrangements of +the Government."</p> + +<p>"I'm surprised you continued to know me," I said, and turned to the +Seraph. "It's devilish serious, as I said before, but it seems to be +my funeral."</p> + +<p>Arthur soon undeceived me.</p> + +<p>"You are both equally incriminated. Aintree, is it not the case that +on one occasion in Oxford and another in London, you warned my +daughter that trouble was in store for her?"</p> + +<p>The Seraph had been sitting silent and with closed eyes since his +single intervention. He now opened his eyes and bowed without +speaking.</p> + +<p>"I suggest that you knew an attempt would be made to abduct her?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"You are quite certain?"</p> + +<p>"Quite."</p> + +<p>"Then why the warning?"</p> + +<p>"I knew trouble was coming; I didn't know she would be abducted."</p> + +<p>"What form of trouble did you anticipate?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[257]</a></span>"No form in particular."</p> + +<p>"Why trouble at all?"</p> + +<p>"I knew it was coming."</p> + +<p>"But how?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated, and then closed his eyes wearily.</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>Arthur balanced a quill pen between the first fingers of both hands.</p> + +<p>"On Wednesday last your rooms were visited, and the question of a +search-warrant raised. You obtained a promise that the warrant would +not be applied for if my daughter and Miss Rawnsley were restored +within five days. Did you know at that time where they were?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"When did you find out?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know where Miss Rawnsley is. I didn't know where your +daughter was till we came to the house."</p> + +<p>"We none of us know our hats are in the hall till we look to make +certain," Nigel interrupted; "but you found her?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"No one told you where she was?" Arthur went on.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Then how did you find her?"</p> + +<p>"I believe she has told you."</p> + +<p>"She has given me Merivale's version. I want yours."</p> + +<p>"I don't know."</p> + +<p>"How did you start?"</p> + +<p>"She's told you. I walked out of the house, and went on till I found +her."</p> + +<p>"How did you know where to look?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[258]</a></span>"It was pure coincidence that you should walk some thirty miles, +passing thousands of houses, and walk straight to the right house—a +house you didn't know, a house standing away from any main road? This +was pure coincidence?"</p> + +<p>"I knew she was there."</p> + +<p>"I think you said you didn't know till you got there. Which do you +mean?"</p> + +<p>"I felt sure she <i>was</i> there."</p> + +<p>"You felt that when you left London?"</p> + +<p>"I knew she was in that direction. That's how I found the way."</p> + +<p>"No one had told you where to look?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Of the scores of roads out of London, you took just the right one. Of +the millions of houses to the west of London you chose the right one. +You ask me to believe that you walked thirty miles, straight to the +right house, because you knew, because you 'felt' she was there?"</p> + +<p>"I ask you to believe nothing."</p> + +<p>"You make that task quite easy. I suggest that when you were given +five days' grace you went to some person who knew of my daughter's +whereabouts, and got the necessary information?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>Arthur retired from the examination with a smile of +self-congratulation, and Nigel took up the running.</p> + +<p>"Do you know where my sister is?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Can you—er—<i>feel</i> where she is?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Can you walk from this house and find her?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"How soon will you be able to do so?"</p> + +<p>With eyes still closed, the Seraph shook his head.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[259]</a></span>"Never, unless some one tells me where she is."</p> + +<p>"Is any one likely to, before Monday at noon?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Then how do you propose to find her?"</p> + +<p>"I don't."</p> + +<p>"You know the consequences?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>Nigel proceeded to model himself on his leader with praiseworthy +fidelity.</p> + +<p>"I suggest that the person who told you where to look for Miss Roden +is no longer available to tell you where to look for my sister?"</p> + +<p>"No one told me where to look for Miss Roden."</p> + +<p>"But you found her, and you can't find my sister?"</p> + +<p>"That is so."</p> + +<p>"You suggest no reason for the difference?"</p> + +<p>For an instant the Seraph opened his eyes and looked across to Sylvia. +Had she wished, she could have saved him, and his eyes said as much. +I, too, looked across and found her watching him with the same +expression that had come over her face when he suggested the +possibility of a woman being hidden in his rooms the previous +Wednesday morning.</p> + +<p>"I suggest no reason," he said at last.</p> + +<p>Nigel's examination closed, and I thought it prudent to ask for a +window to be opened and water brought for the Seraph. Sylvia's eyes +melted in momentary compassion. I walked over and sat beside her at a +discreet distance from her mother.</p> + +<p>"Not worth saving, Sylvia?" I asked.</p> + +<p>A sceptical chin raised itself in the air, but the eyes still believed +in him.</p> + +<p>"How did they get hold of me?" she asked, "and how did he find me? How +<i>could</i> he, if he didn't know all along?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[260]</a></span>"Remember Brandon Court," I said.</p> + +<p>"Why didn't he mention it?"</p> + +<p>I pointed to the Bench.</p> + +<p>"My dear child, look at them! Why not talk higher mathematics to a +boa-constrictor?"</p> + +<p>"If he can't make them believe it, why should I?"</p> + +<p>"Because you <i>know</i>."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"Everything. You know he's in love with you, and you're in love with +him."</p> + +<p>"I'm not!"</p> + +<p>Her voice quivered with passion; there was nothing for it but a bold +stroke. And one risk more or less hardly mattered.</p> + +<p>"Can you keep a secret, Sylvia?"</p> + +<p>"It depends."</p> + +<p>"No. Absolutely?"</p> + +<p>"All right."</p> + +<p>I lowered my voice to a whisper.</p> + +<p>"There <i>was</i> a woman in his rooms last Wednesday, and she is the woman +I am engaged to marry."</p> + +<p>Her look of scorn was caused less by concern for my morals than by +pity for my simplicity in thinking she would believe such a story.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe it."</p> + +<p>"You must. It's your last chance. If you let him go now, you'll lose +him for ever, and I'm not going to let you blight your life and his, +if I can stop it. You must make up your mind now. Do you believe me?"</p> + +<p>Her expression of scorn had vanished and given place to one of painful +perplexity.</p> + +<p>"I'm not...."</p> + +<p>"Do you believe me, Sylvia?"</p> + +<p>She hesitated in an agony of indecision, until the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[261]</a></span>moment was lost. +The water had arrived, and Arthur was dismissing me from the Presence.</p> + +<p>"You're not going to arrest us, then?" I said.</p> + +<p>"I reserve perfect freedom of action," he answered, in the Front Bench +manner.</p> + +<p>"Quite right," I said. "I only wish you'd reserved the inquisition +till this boy was in a better state to receive it. Would it interfere +with your liberty of action if I asked you to say a word of thanks +either to Aintree, myself, or both? I believe it is usual when a man +loses his daughter and has her restored to him."</p> + +<p>A few minutes more would have tried my temper. Arthur sat down again +at his table, opened a drawer, and took out a cheque-book.</p> + +<p>"According to your story it was Aintree who was chiefly instrumental +in making the discovery?"</p> + +<p>"That was the lie we agreed on," I said.</p> + +<p>Arthur wrote a cheque for two thousand pounds, and handed it to the +Seraph with the words—</p> + +<p>"That, I think, clears all obligations between us."</p> + +<p>"Except that of manners," I exclaimed. "The House of Commons——"</p> + +<p>But he had rung the bell, and was tidying his papers into neat, +superfluous bundles.</p> + +<p>Philip had the courage to shake me by the hand and say he hoped to see +me again soon. I am not sufficiently cynical to say it was prompted by +the reflection that Gladys was my niece, because he was every whit as +cordial to the Seraph.</p> + +<p>I shook hands with Sylvia, and found her watching the Seraph fold and +pocket the two thousand pound cheque.</p> + +<p>"He's taking it!" she said.</p> + +<p>"Your father should have been ashamed to make the offer. It serves him +right if his offer's accepted. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[262]</a></span>Don't blame the Seraph. If Nigel and +your father proceed on the lines they've gone on this afternoon, one +or both of us will have to cut the country. The Seraph's not made of +money; he'll want all he can lay hands on. Now then, Sylvia, it's two +lives you're playing with."</p> + +<p>She had not yet made up her mind, and indecision chilled the warmth of +her eyes and the smile on her lips. I watched the effort, and wondered +if it would suffice for the Seraph. Then question and answer told +their tale.</p> + +<p>"When shall we see you again?" I heard her ask as I walked to the +door.</p> + +<p>"I can hardly say," came the low reply. "I'm leaving England shortly. +I shall go across India, and spend some time in Japan—and then visit +the Islands of the South Seas. It's a thing I've always wanted to do. +After that? I don't know...."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[263]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER XIV<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY</h4> + +<div class="block3"><p>"The instant he entered the room it was plain that +all was lost....</p> + +<p>"'I cannot find it,' said he, 'and I must have it. +Where is it?... Where is my bench?... Time presses; +and I must finish those shoes.'</p> + +<p>"They looked at one another, and their hearts died +within them.</p> + +<p>"'Come, come!' said he, in a whimpering miserable way: +'let me get to work. Give me my work.'</p> + +<p>"...Carton was the first to speak:</p> + +<p>"'The last chance is gone: it was not much....'"</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="sc">Charles Dickens</span>: "A Tale of Two Cities."</p> +</div> +<br /> + +<p>As I helped the Seraph out of the house and into a taxi, I was trying +to string together a few words of sympathy and encouragement. Then I +looked at his face, and decided to save my breath. Physically and +mentally he was too hard hit to profit by any consolation I could +offer. As a clumsy symbol of good intention I held out my hand, and +had it gripped and retained till we reached Adelphi Terrace.</p> + +<p>"Never mind me," he said, in a slow, sing-song voice, hesitating like +a man speaking an unfamiliar language. "It's you and Joyce we've got +to consider."</p> + +<p>"Don't worry your head, Seraph," I said. "We'll find a way out. You've +got to be quiet and get well."</p> + +<p>"But what are you going to do?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[264]</a></span>"I've no idea," I answered blankly.</p> + +<p>The Seraph sighed and lifted his feet wearily on to the seat opposite.</p> + +<p>"You played that last hand well, Toby. I'm afraid you'll have to go on +playing without any support from me. I'm dummy, I'm only good for two +possible tricks."</p> + +<p>I waited to see the hand exposed.</p> + +<p>"I can't find Mavis," he went on. "You see that?"</p> + +<p>"I do."</p> + +<p>"You must ask Joyce to tell you. She spoke a few words this morning, +and she's getting stronger. If she refuses ... but she won't if you +ask her."</p> + +<p>"If she does?"</p> + +<p>"You must go on bluffing Nigel. He doesn't know who's in the flat, and +old Roden doesn't know either. They'd have searched three days ago, +they'd have arrested us to-day on suspicion if they hadn't been afraid +of making fools of themselves. Keep bluffing, Toby. The keener you are +to get the search over and done with, the more they'll be afraid of a +mare's nest." The words trailed off in a sigh. "If there's anything I +can do I'll do it, but I'm afraid you'll find me pretty useless."</p> + +<p>"You're going quietly to bed for forty-eight hours," I told him.</p> + +<p>He raised no protest, and I heard him murmur, "Saturday night. Sunday +night. Monday night. It'll be all over then, one way or the other."</p> + +<p>On reaching the flat I carried him upstairs, ordered some soup, and +smoked a cigarette in the hall. Maybury-Reynardson was completing his +evening inspection, and when he came out I asked for the bulletin.</p> + +<p>"It's in the right direction," he told me, "but <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[265]</a></span>very, very slow. The +mind's working back to normal whenever she wakes, and she's been +talking a little. I'm afraid you must go on being patient."</p> + +<p>"Could she answer a question?"</p> + +<p>"You mustn't ask any."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it's absolutely necessary."</p> + +<p>"What d'you want to know?"</p> + +<p>"The police will search this flat on Monday if we don't find out +before then where Miss Rawnsley was taken to when she disappeared."</p> + +<p>Maybury-Reynardson shook his head.</p> + +<p>"You mustn't think of bothering her with questions of that kind. If +you did, I don't suppose she could help you."</p> + +<p>"But you said the mind was normal?"</p> + +<p>"Working back to normal. Everything's there, but she can't put it in +order. The memory larder is full, but her hands are too weak to lift +things down from the shelves."</p> + +<p>"It's a matter of life and death," I urged.</p> + +<p>"If it was a matter of eternal salvation I doubt if she could help +you. Do you dream? Well, could you piece together the fragments of all +you dreamt last night? You might have done so a moment after waking, +little pieces may come back to you when some one suggests the right +train of thought. That's Miss Davenant's condition. To change the +parallel, her eyes can see, but they see 'through a glass darkly.'"</p> + +<p>I thought the matter over while he was examining and prescribing for +the Seraph.</p> + +<p>"We're in a tight corner, Seraph," I said when he had gone. "I don't +see any other way out, I'm going to take the responsibility of +disobeying him."</p> + +<p>He offered no suggestion, and I walked to the door of Joyce's room and +put my fingers to the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[266]</a></span>handle. Then I came back and made him open his +eyes and listen to me.</p> + +<p>"I'll take the blame," I said; "but will you see if you can make her +understand? She's known you longer."</p> + +<p>It was not the true reason. When I reached the door I was smitten with +the fear that she would not recognise me, and my nerve failed.</p> + +<p>We explained our intentions to a reluctant nurse; I fidgeted outside +in the hall and heard the Seraph walk up to the bedside and ask Joyce +how she was.</p> + +<p>"I'm better, thanks," she answered. "Let me see, do I know you?" There +was a weak laugh. "I should like to be friends with you, you've got +such nice eyes."</p> + +<p>The Seraph took her hand and asked if she knew any one named Mavis +Rawnsley.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I know her. Her father's the Prime Minister. Mavis, yes, I +know her."</p> + +<p>"Do you know where she is?"</p> + +<p>"Mavis Rawnsley? She was at the theatre last night. What theatre was +it? She was in the stalls, and I was in a box. Who else was there? +Were you? She was with her mother. Where is she now? Yes, I know Miss +Rawnsley well."</p> + +<p>"Do you know where she is now?"</p> + +<p>"I expect she's at the theatre."</p> + +<p>She closed her eyes, and the Seraph came back to the door, shaking his +head. I tiptoed into the room, looked round the screen and watched +Joyce smiling in her sleep. As I looked, her eyes opened and met mine.</p> + +<p>"Why, I know you!" she exclaimed. "You're my husband. You took me to +the theatre last night, when we saw Mavis Rawnsley. We were in a box, +and she was in the stalls. Some one wanted to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[267]</a></span>know where Mavis was. +Tell them we saw her at the theatre, will you?"</p> + +<p>She held out her hand to me; I bent down, kissed her forehead, and +crept out of the room. The Seraph was lying on the bed we had made up +for him in my room. I helped him to undress, and retired to the +library with a cigar—to forget Joyce and plan the bluffing of Nigel.</p> + +<p>My first act was to get into communication with Paddy Culling on the +telephone.</p> + +<p>"Will you do me another favour?" I began. "Well, it's this. I want you +to get hold of Nigel and take him to lunch or dine to-morrow—Sunday—at +the Club. Let me know which, and the time. When you've finished eating, +lead him away to a quiet corner—the North Smoking Room or the +Strangers' Card Room. Hold him in conversation till I come. I shall drop +in accidentally, and start pulling his leg. You can help, but do it in +moderation; we mustn't make him savage—only uncomfortable. You +understand? Right."</p> + +<p>Then I went to bed.</p> + +<p>On Sunday morning I started out in the direction of Chester Square, +and made two discoveries on the way. The first was that our house was +being unceasingly watched by a tall Yorkshireman in plain clothes and +regulation boots; the second, that the Yorkshireman was in his turn +being intermittently watched by Nigel Rawnsley. His opinion of the +Criminal Investigation Department must have been as low—if not as +kindly—as my own. On two more occasions that day I found him engaged +on a flying visit of inspection—to keep Scotland Yard up to the +Rawnsley mark and answer the eternal question that Juvenal propounded +and Michael Roden amended for his own benefit and mine at Henley.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[268]</a></span>Elsie received me with anxious enquiries after her sister. I gave a +full report, propounded my plan of campaign, and was rewarded by being +shown the extensive and beautiful contents of her wardrobe. I should +never have believed one woman could accumulate so many clothes; there +seemed a dress for every day and evening of the year, and she could +have worn a fresh hat each hour without repeating herself. My own rule +is to have one suit I can wear in a bad light, and four that I cannot. +With hats the practice is even simpler; I flaunt a new one until it is +stolen, and then wear the changeling until a substitute of even +greater seediness has been supplied. My instincts are conservative, +and my hats more symbolical than decorative; for me they typify the +great, sad law that every change is a change for the worse.</p> + +<p>My only complaint against Elsie was that her wardrobe contained too +much of what university authorities would call the "subfuse" element. +The most conspicuous garments I could find were a white coat and +skirt, white stockings and shoes, black hat and veil, and heliotrope +dust coat. I am no judge whether they looked well in combination, but +I challenge the purblind to say they were inconspicuous. To my eyes +the <i>tout ensemble</i> was so striking that I laid them on a chair and +gazed in wondering admiration until it was time to call up Gartside +and warn him that I stood in need of luncheon.</p> + +<p>Carlton House Terrace had a depressing, derelict appearance that +foreboded the departure of its lord. All the favourite pictures and +ornaments seemed to have been stowed away in preparation for India, +neat piles of books were distributed about the library floor, and +every scrap of paper seemed to have been <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[269]</a></span>tidied into a drawer. We sat +down a pleasant party of three, and I made the acquaintance of +Gartside's cousin and aide-de-camp, Lord Raymond Sturling. An +agreeable fellow he seemed, who put himself and his services entirely +at my disposal in the event of my deciding to come for a part or all +of the way. I could only avail myself of his offer to the extent of +sending him to see if Mountjoy's villa at Rimini was still in the +market, and if so what his figure was for giving me immediate +possession.</p> + +<p>Gartside himself was as hospitable as ever in offering me every +available inch on the yacht for the accommodation of myself and any +friends I might care to bring with me. I ran through the list and +found myself wondering if Maybury-Reynardson could be persuaded to +come. I had hardly known him long enough to call him a friend, but he +had gone out of his way to oblige me in coming to attend Joyce, and on +general principles I think most big London practitioners are the +better for a few days at sea at the close of the London season.</p> + +<p>I called round in Cavendish Square for a cup of tea, and told him he +was pulled down and in need of a change.</p> + +<p>"Look at the good it did my brother," I said. "Just to Marseilles and +back. Or if you'll come to Genoa and overland to Rimini, I shall be +very glad to put you up for as long as you can stay. It's Gartside's +own yacht, and I'm authorised by him to invite whom I please. He's a +capital host, and you'll be done to a turn. The only fault I have to +find with his arrangements is that he carries no doctor, and I'm +sufficiently middle-aged to be fussy on a point like that. Anybody +taken ill, you know, anybody coming on board ill, and it would be +devilish awkward. I shall insist on a doctor. He'll be <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[270]</a></span>Gartside's +guest, but I shall pay his fees, of course, and he can name his own +figure. What do you think of the idea? We shall be to all intents and +purposes a bachelor party."</p> + +<p>When Maybury-Reynardson's name was first mentioned to me on the +evening of Joyce's flight, the Seraph had justly described him as a +"sportsman." Under the grave official mask I could see a twinkling eye +and a flickering smile.</p> + +<p>"It depends on one case of nervous breakdown that I've got on hand at +present," he said. "If my patient's well enough...."</p> + +<p>"She's got to be," I said.</p> + +<p>"When do you sail?"</p> + +<p>"Friday."</p> + +<p>"You can't make it later?"</p> + +<p>"Absolutely impossible."</p> + +<p>"This is Sunday. I'll tell you when we're a little nearer the day."</p> + +<p>"She must be moved on Thursday afternoon."</p> + +<p>"Must? Must?" he repeated with a smile. "Whose patient is she?"</p> + +<p>"Whose wife's she going to be?" I asked in my turn.</p> + +<p>"I suppose it'll be pretty hot," he said. "First week in August. I +must get some thin clothes."</p> + +<p>"Include them in the fee," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"Damn the fee!" he answered, as we walked to the door.</p> + +<p>Paddy Culling had arranged to give Nigel his dinner at eight. I had +comfortable time to dress and dine at Adelphi Terrace, and nine-thirty +found me wandering round the Club in search of company.</p> + +<p>"Praise heaven for the sight of a friendly face!" I exclaimed as I +stumbled across Paddy and Nigel in the North Smoking Room.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[271]</a></span>"Where was ut ye dined?" asked Paddy, as I pulled up a chair and rang +for cigars. To a practised ear his brogue was an eloquent war signal.</p> + +<p>"In the sick-house," I told him, "Adelphi Terrace."</p> + +<p>"Is ut catching?" he inquired. "It's not for my own self I'm asking, +but Nigel here. I owe ut to empire and postherity to see he runs no +risks."</p> + +<p>I reassured him on the score of posterity.</p> + +<p>"He's just knocked up and over-tired," I said, "and I'm keeping him in +bed till Wednesday or Thursday."</p> + +<p>"Then he'll not be walking ye into the Lake District to find Miss +Mavis for the present," Paddy observed with an eye on Nigel.</p> + +<p>"He'll be walking nowhere till Wednesday at earliest," I said with +great determination.</p> + +<p>Paddy cut a cigar, and assumed an air of dissatisfaction.</p> + +<p>"I'd have ye remember the days of grace," he grumbled.</p> + +<p>I shrugged my shoulders without answering.</p> + +<p>"Where's me pound of flesh?" he demanded. "Manin' no disrispec' to +Miss Mavis," he added apologetically to Nigel.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I can't help you to find her," I said.</p> + +<p>"Can the Seraph?"</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose so. In any case he can do nothing for the present."</p> + +<p>Paddy returned to his cigar and we smoked in silence till Nigel picked +up the threads where they had been dropped.</p> + +<p>"You say Aintree's ill," he began cautiously. "If I were disposed to +regard the time of illness as so many <i>dies non</i>, would he be in a +position to find my sister by the end of the week?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[272]</a></span>"Frankly, I see no likelihood."</p> + +<p>"It's an extra five days."</p> + +<p>"What good can they do? Or five weeks for that matter?"</p> + +<p>"You should know best."</p> + +<p>"I have no more idea where your sister is than you have, and no better +means of finding out."</p> + +<p>"And Aintree?"</p> + +<p>"In speaking for myself, I spoke for him. If he knew or had any means +of finding out he'd tell me."</p> + +<p>Paddy flicked the ash off his cigar and entered the firing line.</p> + +<p>"When the days of grace have expired, ye'll have yer contract +unfulfilled?"</p> + +<p>"And we shall be prepared to face the consequences."</p> + +<p>"Och, yer be damned! Is the Seraph?"</p> + +<p>"He can't help himself." I had sowed sufficient good seed and saw no +profit in staying longer. "I shall see you both to-morrow at noon?"</p> + +<p>"Not me," said Paddy. "I've searched the place once."</p> + +<p>"You, Nigel?"</p> + +<p>"If I think fit," he answered loftily.</p> + +<p>"I only ask, because you mustn't worry the Seraph. You can search his +rooms, but you mustn't try to cross-question him. He's not equal to +it."</p> + +<p>"I think you'd be wise to accept the extension of time."</p> + +<p>"My dear man, what's the good? If we can't find your sister, we can't. +Saturday's no better than Monday. As Monday was the original time, +you'd better stick to it and get your search over."</p> + +<p>"If Aintree's ill...."</p> + +<p>"Humbug! Nigel," I said. "If you believe we're <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[273]</a></span>harbouring a criminal, +it's your duty to verify your belief. If you think you can teach +Scotland Yard its business, bring your detectives and prove your +superior wisdom. Bring 'em to-morrow; bring 'em to-night if you like, +and as many as you can get. The more there are," I said, turning at +the door to fire a last shot, "the more voices will be raised in +thanksgiving for Nigel Rawnsley."</p> + +<p>The following morning I just mentioned to the Seraph that we need +expect no search-party that day, and then went on to complete certain +other arrangements. Raymond Sturling called in on the Tuesday morning +to report his success in the negotiations for Mountjoy's villa at +Rimini. I rang up my solicitor and told him to conclude all +formalities, and on the Wednesday afternoon dropped in at Carlton +House Terrace, and mentioned that Maybury-Reynardson had cleared up +odds and ends of work and felt justified in accepting my vicarious +invitation to accompany the Governor of Bombay as far as Genoa. On +Thursday I called at Chester Square.</p> + +<p>Elsie's car was standing at the door when I arrived, and she had paid +me the compliment of putting on all the clothes I had most admired on +the previous Sunday. Very slim and pretty she looked in the white coat +and skirt, and when she smiled I could almost have said it was Joyce. +The face was older, of course, but that difference was masked when she +dropped the black veil; the slight figure and fine golden hair might +have belonged to either sister.</p> + +<p>I complimented her on her appearance, and suggested driving round to +Adelphi Terrace. The Seraph was still rather weak and in need of +attention, and though I had two nurses in the flat to look after +Joyce, they would not be there for ever. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[274]</a></span>As we crossed Trafalgar +Square into the Strand I recommended Elsie to raise her veil.</p> + +<p>"Just as I thought," I murmured as we entered Adelphi Terrace. My +plain-clothes Yorkshireman was watching the house from the opposite +side of the road; Nigel was watching my plain-clothes Yorkshireman +from the corner of the Terrace.</p> + +<p>"Bow to him," I said to Elsie. "He may not deign to recognise you, but +he can't help seeing you. Quite good! Now then, remember that sprained +ankle!"</p> + +<p>With a footman on one side and myself on the other, she was half +carried out of the car, across the pavement and into the house. The +ankle grew miraculously better when she forgot herself, and started to +run upstairs; I date its recovery from the moment when we passed out +of my Yorkshire friend's field of vision.</p> + +<p>I said good-bye to the Seraph while Elsie was in Joyce's room. I never +waste vain tears over the past, but when I saw him for the last time, +weak, suffering and heart-broken—two large blue eyes gazing at me out +of a white immobile face—I half regretted we had ever met, and +heartily wished our parting had been different. Ill as he was, I could +have taken him; but it would have been an added risk, and above all, +he refused to come. As at our first meeting in Morocco, he was setting +out solitary and unfriended—to forget....</p> + +<p>Despite our dress-rehearsal the previous day, an hour had passed +before Joyce appeared in the white coat and skirt, black hat and +heliotrope dust-coat. She greeted me with a weak, pathetic little +smile, bent over the Seraph's bed and kissed him, and then suffered me +to carry her downstairs. As in bringing Elsie into the house, the +footman and I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[275]</a></span>took each an arm, across the pavement into the car. My +Yorkshire friend watched us with interest, and I could not find it in +my heart to grudge him the pleasure. He must have found little enough +padding to fill out the spaces in his daily report. And all that his +present scrutiny told him was that a woman's veil was up when she +entered a house, and down when she left it.</p> + +<p>We drove north-west out of London, to the rendezvous fixed by Raymond +Sturling on the outskirts of Hendon. Maybury-Reynardson awaited us, +and directed operations while we shifted Joyce into a car with a couch +already prepared. Her luggage had been brought from Chester Square in +the morning and was piled on the roof and at the back.</p> + +<p>"A <i>mariage de convenance</i>," Sturling remarked with a smile, as he saw +me inspecting the labels.</p> + +<p>"Lady Raymond Sturling. S.Y. <i>Ariel</i>, Southampton," was the name and +destination I found written.</p> + +<p>"It may save trouble," he added apologetically. "I thought you +wouldn't mind."</p> + +<p>His foresight was justified. We drove slowly down to Southampton and +arrived an hour before sunset, Joyce in one car with Maybury-Reynardson, +Sturling with me in the other. I had anticipated that all ports and +railway termini would be watched for a woman of Joyce's age and figure, +and we were not allowed to board the tender without a challenge.</p> + +<p>"My wife," Sturling explained brusquely. "Yes, be as quick as you can, +please. I want to get her on board as soon as possible. +Sturling—aide-de-camp to Lord Gartside, to Bombay by his own yacht. +There she is, the <i>Ariel</i>, sailing to-morrow. These gentlemen? Mr. +Merivale and Dr. Maybury-Reynardson. Friends of Lord Gartside. That +all?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[276]</a></span>"All in order, my lord."</p> + +<p>"Right away."</p> + +<p>As the tender steamed out I turned to mark the graceful lines of the +<i>Ariel</i>. She was a clean, pretty boat at all times, and when I thought +of the service she was doing two of her passengers, I could have +kissed every plank of her white decks. Her mainmast flew the burgee of +the R.Y.S., and the White Ensign fluttered at her stern; I remember +the official reports had announced that the new governor would proceed +direct to Bombay, calling only at Suez to coal. The Turkish flag +flying at the foremast showed that Gartside was taking no steps to +correct a popular delusion.</p> + +<p>"Lady Raymond Sturling's" nurses arrived by an early train on Friday +morning, followed at noon by Gartside in a special. We sailed at +three. Paddy Culling sent wireless messages at four, four-thirty and +five: "Sursum corda" was the first; "Keep your tails up" the second; +and "Haste to the Wedding" completed the series.</p> + +<p>I was not comfortable until we had passed out of territorial waters. +Any one nurse may leave her patient and walk abroad in search of air +and exercise: the second must not quit the house till the first has +returned. I remembered that too late, when our two friends were +already on board; and until I heard the anchor weighed, I was +wondering if the same thought had stirred the sluggish imagination of +the plain-clothes Yorkshireman. Whatever his suspicions, it appears +that he did not succeed in making them real to Nigel. If he had there +would have been no undignified raid on Adelphi Terrace next morning, +and the feelings of one rising young statesman need not have been +ruffled.</p> + +<p>While Maybury-Reynardson was paying Joyce <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[277]</a></span>his nightly visit, I paced +the deck with Gartside, silently and in grateful enjoyment of a cigar. +As the light at the Needles dwindled and vanished, we became as +reflective as befitted one man who was leaving England for several +years, and another who had left her for ever. It was not till we had +tramped a dozen times up and down that he broke his long silence.</p> + +<p>"How did you find Sylvia?" he asked in a tone that showed how his +thoughts had been occupied.</p> + +<p>I told him the story as she herself had heard it, adding as much of +the earlier history as was necessary to convince him.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I'm not leaving so much behind after all," was his comment. +"Good luck to the Seraph! He's a nice boy."</p> + +<p>"He'll need all the luck he can get," I answered. "You'll get oil and +water to mingle quicker than you'll bring those two together. Tell me +how it's to be done, Gartside, and you'll put the coping-stone on all +your labours."</p> + +<p>In the darkness I heard him sigh.</p> + +<p>"I can't help you. I'm not a diplomatist, I'm just a lumpy, +good-tempered ox. Sylvia saw that, bless her! Poor Paddy!" he added +softly. "He's as fond of her as we any of us were."</p> + +<p>I mentioned the trinity of wireless messages.</p> + +<p>"That's like Paddy," he said with a laugh. "Well, he's right. You're +the only one that's come out on top, and good wishes to you for the +future!"</p> + +<p>We shook hands and strolled in the direction of our cabins.</p> + +<p>"You don't want thanks," I said, "but if you do you know where to come +for them."</p> + +<p>"Oh well!" I heard him laugh, but there was no laughter in his eyes +when the light of the chart-room <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[278]</a></span>lamp fell on his face. "If I can't +get what I want, there's some satisfaction in helping a friend to get +what <i>he</i> wants."</p> + +<p>"I'll have that copied out and hung on my shaving-glass," I said. "I +shall want that text during the next few months."</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do?"</p> + +<p>"I'm going to bring Sylvia and the Seraph together," I answered in the +same tone I had told Joyce I was going to break the Militant Suffrage +movement.</p> + +<p>"And how are you going to do that?"</p> + +<p>"God knows!" I replied with a woeful shake of the head.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[279]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER XV<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>THE RAID</h4> + +<div class="block3"><p>"I can see you flying before the laughter like ... +tremulous leaves before the wind, and the laughter +will pursue you to Paris, where they'll make little +songs about you on the boulevards, and the Riviera, +where they'll sell your photographs on picture +postcards. I can see you fleeing across the Atlantic +to ... the immensity of America, and there the Yellow +Press, pea-green with frenzy, will pile column of +ridicule upon column of invective. Oh, ... do you +think it isn't worth while to endure six months' hard +labour to amuse the world so profoundly?"</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="sc">W.S. Maugham</span>: "Jack Straw."</p> +</div> +<br /> + +<p>The appropriate milieu for Individualism is a desert island inhabited +by the Individualist.</p> + +<p>Another or others may have expressed the same sentiment in earlier and +better language: I have become attached to my own form by use and +habit. The words rise automatically to my lips whenever I think of the +Davenant women; of Elsie and her obstinate, ill-advised marriage, her +efforts to regain freedom, the desperate stroke that gave her divorce +in exchange for reputation, her gallant unyielding attempt to win that +reputation back.... Or maybe I find myself thinking of Joyce and her +loyal long devotion to a cause that lost her friends and money, gained +her hatred and contempt, and threatened her ultimately with illness, +imprisonment and—well, I prefer not to dwell on the risks she was +calling down on her foolish young head.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[280]</a></span>It was a courageous, forlorn-hope individualism—the kind that sets +your blood tingling and perhaps raises an obstinate lump in your +throat—but it was wasteful, sadly wasteful. I remember the night +Elsie joined us at Rimini. I met her at the station, escorted her to +the Villa Monreale, led her to Joyce's bedroom, watched them meet and +kiss.... "Gods of my fathers," I murmured, "what have you won, the +pair of you, for all your courage and endurance?"</p> + +<p>The individualism showed its most impracticable angularity when you +tried to force it into a cooperative, well-disciplined scheme like our +escape from England. Sometimes I marvel that we ever got away at all; +You could count on Gartside and Sturling, Maybury-Reynardson and the +nurses, Culling and the Seraph; they were not individualists. It was +no small achievement to make Joyce and Elsie answer to the word of +command. Do I libel poor Joyce in saying she would have proved more +troublesome had her head ached less savagely and her whole body been +less weak? I think not. Elsie certainly showed me that the moment my +grip slackened she was bound by her very nature to take the bit +between her teeth and bolt to the cliff-edge of disaster.</p> + +<p>I blame her no more than I blame a dipsomaniac; I bear her no ill-will +for causing the one miscarriage in my plans. I am not piqued or +chagrined—only sorrowful. Had she obeyed orders, we might have seen +her spared the final humiliation, the last stultification of her +campaign to win a reputation.</p> + +<p>When I called Gartside to witness my intention of moving heaven and +earth to bring Sylvia and the Seraph into communication, I did not +mention that I had already taken the first step. We sailed on Friday +at three, and at three-thirty Culling was <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[281]</a></span>to post a letter I had +written to Sylvia. I have no natural eloquence or powers of +persuasion, but I did go down on my knees, so to say, and implore her +again not to let two lives be ruined if she had it in her power to +avert catastrophe. Only a little sacrifice of pride was demanded, but +she must unbend further than at their last meeting if she was to +overcome the Seraph's curious bent of self-depreciation.</p> + +<p>Then I frankly worked on her feelings and described the Seraph's +condition when we left Adelphi Terrace. His nerves had broken down +during the anxious days before her disappearance; and the strain of +finding her, the disappointment of her reception after the event, and +the day by day worry of having Joyce in the house and never knowing +when to expect a search-warrant or an arrest, had proved far too great +a burden for his overwrought, sensitive, highly-strung nature.</p> + +<p>I said it was no more than common humanity for her to see how he was +getting on, and made no bones of telling her how bad I thought him. +Elsie was due to slip out of Adelphi Terrace on the Friday evening, +catch the nine o'clock boat train to Calais, run direct to the villa +at Rimini and make all ready for our arrival. I make no secret of the +fact that when I wrote to Sylvia I was not at all relishing the idea +of the Seraph lying there with no one but the housekeeper and her +husband to look after him.</p> + +<p>Perhaps Elsie too did not care for that prospect, perhaps she speaks +no more than the truth in saying he grew gradually worse after our +departure, perhaps her pent-up individualism was seeking a riotous, +undisciplined outlet. Nine o'clock came and went without bringing her +a step nearer the Continental boat train. At ten she was still sitting +by his <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[282]</a></span>bedside, at twelve she had to watch and listen as he began to +grow light-headed. Not until eight on the Saturday morning did she +steal away to her sister's deserted room and lie down for a few hours' +sleep. By that time she had called in her own doctor, veronal had been +administered, and the Seraph had sunk into a heavy trance-like +slumber.</p> + +<p>He was still sleeping at noon when Sylvia arrived in obedience to my +letter. Her coming was characteristic. As soon as she had decided to +swallow her own pride, she summoned witnesses to be spectators of what +she was doing. Sylvia could never be furtive or other than frank and +courageous; she told her mother that she was going immediately to +Adelphi Terrace and going alone.</p> + +<p>Opposition was inevitable, but she disregarded it. Lady Roden forbade +her going, reminding her—I have no doubt—of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, common respectability, and the Seraph's entire +unworthiness. I can picture Sylvia standing with one foot impatiently +tapping the floor, otherwise unmoved, unangered, calm and intensely +resolute. The homily ended—as is the way of most sermons—when her +mother had marshalled all arguments, reviewed, dismissed, assembled +and reinspected them a second and third time. Then Sylvia put on her +hat, called at a florist's on the way, and presented herself at +Adelphi Terrace.</p> + +<p>The Seraph's man opened the bedroom door and came back to report that +the patient was still sleeping.</p> + +<p>"I've brought him some flowers," she said. "I suppose it's no good +waiting? You can't say how soon he's likely to wake up?"</p> + +<p>Something in her tone suggested that she would like to wait, and the +man showed her into the library, provided her with papers, and +withdrew to answer a second ring at the front door bell.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[283]</a></span>Sylvia was still wandering round the room, glancing at the pictures +and reading the titles of the books, when her attention was attracted +by the sound of men's voices raised in altercation. Some one appeared +to be forcing an entry which the butler was loyally trying to oppose.</p> + +<p>"Here's the warrant," said a voice, "properly signed, all in order. If +you interfere with these officers in the discharge of their duty, you +do so at your own risk."</p> + +<p>Sylvia listened with astonishment that changed quickly to alarm. The +voice was that of Nigel Rawnsley, speaking as one having authority.</p> + +<p>"One of you stay here," he went on, "and see that nobody leaves the +flat. The other come with me. Take the library first."</p> + +<p>The door opened, and for an amazed moment Nigel stood staring at the +library's sole occupant.</p> + +<p>"Sylvia!" he exclaimed. "What on earth brings you here?"</p> + +<p>His tone so resembled her mother's that all Sylvia's latent opposition +and obstinacy were called into play.</p> + +<p>"Have you any objection to my being here?" she asked.</p> + +<p>He shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>"It was rather a surprise."</p> + +<p>"As I don't always warn you beforehand, I'm afraid a good many things +I do must come as a surprise to you."</p> + +<p>"And to yourself?"</p> + +<p>"You must explain that."</p> + +<p>"Surely no explanation is needed?"</p> + +<p>"No explanation is wanted. We can start level, and I needn't bother to +explain my presence here."</p> + +<p>Nigel hastened to welcome a seeming ally.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[284]</a></span>"I imagine Aintree could supply that," he said.</p> + +<p>She drew herself suddenly erect in a pose that demanded his right to +use such words. The vindictiveness of his tone and the jealousy of his +expression warned her that the Seraph lay in formidable peril.</p> + +<p>"I want to find what Aintree and his friends have done to my sister, +and I suppose you have a little account to settle with him in respect +of an uncomfortable few days you lately spent at Maidenhead."</p> + +<p>"Do you imagine he had any hand in that?" she asked contemptuously.</p> + +<p>"He knew where to look for you," was the significant answer, "and he +found that out from the woman he's been hiding in these rooms. As it's +too much trouble for him to find out where my sister is, I've called +to gain that information from the lady herself."</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do?"</p> + +<p>"Search the flat."</p> + +<p>"And if she isn't here?"</p> + +<p>"She <i>was</i>."</p> + +<p>"Are you sure?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I admit I didn't see her. It may have been any one. But there's a +very strong probability, and I'm going on that."</p> + +<p>"And if there's no one here now?"</p> + +<p>"She must have got away."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think I could have worked that out for myself."</p> + +<p>"What d'you mean?"</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do if you find no one?"</p> + +<p>"If there's no woman now, the woman who got away was Miss Davenant. If +Aintree has been harbouring Miss Davenant...." He paused delicately.</p> + +<p>"Well?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[285]</a></span>"I'm afraid he'll have some difficulty in persuading a judge not to +sentence him to a considerable term of imprisonment."</p> + +<p>"You'll have him arrested?"</p> + +<p>"That is one of the regrettable but necessary preliminaries. <i>I</i> +shan't do anything."</p> + +<p>"Except rub your hands?" she taunted.</p> + +<p>"Not even that," he answered with supercilious patience. Then, seeing +no profit in pursuing his conversation with Sylvia, he raised his +voice to summon the detectives into the library. "We'll take this room +first," he told her, "and then leave you undisturbed."</p> + +<p>The detectives did not answer his summons immediately and he turned to +fetch them from the hall. As he did so Sylvia saw him start with +surprise. Two paces behind them, an unseen auditor of their +conversation, stood Elsie Wylton. With a slight bow to Sylvia she +entered the library and in the Seraph's interests requested Nigel to +carry out his search as quickly and silently as possible.</p> + +<p>"He's sleeping now," she said, "but he's been awake most of the night, +so please don't disturb him. If you'll search the other rooms, I'll +stay here and talk to Miss Roden."</p> + +<p>Nigel retired with a nicely blended expression of amazement, +humiliation and menace. As the ring of his footsteps grew gradually +fainter, Elsie turned to Sylvia with outstretched hands.</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad you've come," she began. "I was afraid...."</p> + +<p>"How long has he been ill?" interrupted Sylvia in a voice of stern +authority.</p> + +<p>"It's some time now...."</p> + +<p>"And how long have you been here?"</p> + +<p>There was an unmistakable challenge in her tone. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[286]</a></span>Elsie's thoughts had +been so much concerned with the Seraph, her mind was so braced in +readiness to meet Nigel's attack, that for the moment her own share in +the quarrel with Sylvia was forgotten. The library door stood open; +outside in the hall the amateur detective was directing operations.</p> + +<p>"Some time," she answered with studied vagueness.</p> + +<p>The simmering suspicions of eight ambiguous weeks were brought to +boiling point in Sylvia's mind.</p> + +<p>"How long?" she repeated.</p> + +<p>Elsie leaned forward, a finger to her lips; before she could speak, +the hall was filled with the creak of heavy boots and Nigel appeared +in the doorway.</p> + +<p>"She's not here," he announced.</p> + +<p>"Who were you looking for?" Elsie inquired, masking her impatience at +his untimely return.</p> + +<p>"Your sister."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I could have told you that."</p> + +<p>"She <i>was</i> here."</p> + +<p>"Was she? What a pity you didn't come sooner! Why, Mr. Merivale +invited you on Sunday, he told me. When he met you at your Club. I'm +afraid you and the—er—gentleman outside have had your journey in +vain."</p> + +<p>Nigel's face flushed at the taunt and a certain uncomfortable prospect +of polite criticism from the Criminal Investigation Department he had +undertaken to educate.</p> + +<p>"Not altogether," he said.</p> + +<p>"No?"</p> + +<p>"We've found Aintree."</p> + +<p>"Ah; yes. I wanted to get him away to the sea, but he's not fit to +move yet."</p> + +<p>"He may have to."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[287]</a></span>"Not yet."</p> + +<p>"A warrant for his arrest won't wait for him to get well—and away."</p> + +<p>Nigel had never learned to disguise his feelings, and the threatening +tone of his voice left no doubt in Elsie's mind that he was rapidly +becoming desperate and would double his stakes to retrieve his earlier +losings.</p> + +<p>"So you're arresting him?" she said.</p> + +<p>"He has obligingly piled up so much evidence against himself," he +answered with a lift of the eyebrows.</p> + +<p>"The same kind of evidence that led you to search these rooms for my +sister?"</p> + +<p>Nigel stood rigidly on his dignity.</p> + +<p>"That will be forthcoming at the proper time and place."</p> + +<p>"Unlike my sister," she rejoined in a mischievous undertone.</p> + +<p>"Possibly she may be forthcoming when Aintree has been arrested."</p> + +<p>A provoking smile came to disturb the last remnants of gravity on +Elsie's face, lending dimples to her cheeks and laughter to her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Possibly he won't be arrested," she remarked.</p> + +<p>"You will prevent it?"</p> + +<p>"I leave that to you."</p> + +<p>"It's a matter for the police. I have no part or lot in it."</p> + +<p>Elsie laughed unrestrainedly at his stiff dignity.</p> + +<p>"You'll move heaven and earth to spare yourself a second humiliation +like the present," she told him with a wise shake of the head. "It's +ridiculous enough to search a man's rooms for a woman who isn't there, +but you can't—you really can't arrest a man for harbouring a woman +when there's no shred <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[288]</a></span>of evidence to show she was ever under the same +roof."</p> + +<p>Her mockery deepened the flush on Nigel's thin skin to an angry spot +of red on either cheek.</p> + +<p>"You forget that several of us visited this place the day after Miss +Roden disappeared," he answered.</p> + +<p>Elsie looked him steadily in the eyes.</p> + +<p>"I have every reason to remember it."</p> + +<p>"Your sister was here then."</p> + +<p>"You saw her?"</p> + +<p>"I heard her."</p> + +<p>"You heard <i>a</i> woman."</p> + +<p>"It was your sister or yourself."</p> + +<p>"Or one of a million others."</p> + +<p>Nigel thumped out his points on the top of a revolving bookcase.</p> + +<p>"I had the house watched. No woman entered or left till yesterday. +Barring two nurses, and they're accounted for. You or your sister must +have left here yesterday."</p> + +<p>"And not come back?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Well, that makes it much easier, doesn't it? If one went out and +never came back, and you find the other here the following day, it +looks ... I mean to say, a perfectly impartial outsider might think, +that it was my sister who got away and I who remained behind."</p> + +<p>"Exactly. And it's on the same simple reasoning that Aintree will be +arrested."</p> + +<p>Nigel crooked his umbrella over his arm and slowly drew on his gloves. +It was a moment of exquisite, manifest triumph. Elsie stood disarmed +and helpless; Sylvia was too proud to ask terms of such a conqueror.</p> + +<p>"All the same, what a pity you didn't come before <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[289]</a></span>the bird was +flown!" Elsie suggested with the sole idea of gaining time.</p> + +<p>"It's something to have found Aintree at home," Nigel returned.</p> + +<p>"And you're going to arrest him for harbouring my sister?" Elsie +walked into the hall and stood with her fingers on the handle of the +door. Her heart was beating so fast that she felt sure she must be +betraying emotion in her face. There was only one way of saving the +Seraph, and she had resolved to take it. That it involved the +immediate and irrevocable sacrifice of her reputation did not disturb +her: she was filled with pity and doubt—pity for Sylvia, and doubt +whether Nigel would accept her sacrifice. "I suppose—you're quite +certain—he wasn't harbouring—<i>me</i>?"</p> + +<p>Nigel's unimaginative mind hardly weighed the possibility.</p> + +<p>"There's no warrant against you."</p> + +<p>"Fortunately not."</p> + +<p>"Then why should he harbour you?"</p> + +<p>Elsie waited till her lips and voice were under control. Then she +turned away from Sylvia and faced him with the steadiness of +desperation.</p> + +<p>"It's a very wicked world, Mr. Rawnsley."</p> + +<p>There was a moment's silence: then Sylvia leapt to her feet with +cheeks aflame.</p> + +<p>"D'you mean you were here the whole time?"</p> + +<p>"Some one was. Ask Mr. Rawnsley."</p> + +<p>"Were you?"</p> + +<p>"D'you think it likely?"</p> + +<p>"How should I know?"</p> + +<p>Elsie hardened her heart to play the unwelcome rôle to its bitter end.</p> + +<p>"You know my character, you've not had time to forget my divorce or +the way I thrust myself under <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[290]</a></span>the noses of respectable people. Have I +got much more bloom to lose?"</p> + +<p>"It's not true! The Seraph ... he <i>wouldn't</i>!"</p> + +<p>"You used to see us about together."</p> + +<p>"There's nothing in that!"</p> + +<p>"Enough to make you cut him at Henley." Each fresh word fell like a +lash across Sylvia's cheeks, but as long as Nigel dawdled irresolutely +at the door it was impossible to end the torture.</p> + +<p>"<i>Will</i> you say whether you were here the whole time?" she demanded of +Elsie.</p> + +<p>"'Course she wasn't," Nigel struck in. "There are convenances even in +this kind of life. Merivale was here the whole time."</p> + +<p>"<i>Was</i> he?" Elsie asked. Every new question seemed to suck her deeper +down.</p> + +<p>"I have his word and the evidence of my own eyes."</p> + +<p>"You know he was actually living here? Not merely dropping in from +time to time? It's important, my reputation seems to hang on it. If I +was the woman Lord Gartside found, and Mr. Merivale didn't happen to +be living here to chaperon us, the Seraph couldn't have been +harbouring my sister, but it's good-bye to the remains of my good +name. And if Mr. Merivale <i>was</i> here, I couldn't have been living here +too, and the Seraph may have harboured one criminal or fifty. Which +was it? I don't like to guess. Mr. Rawnsley, just tell me +confidentially what you believe yourself."</p> + +<p>Nigel bowed stiffly and prepared to leave the room.</p> + +<p>"As the conduct of the case is not in my hands," he answered loftily, +"my opinion is of no moment."</p> + +<p>Elsie held the door open for him, shaking her head and smiling +mischievously to herself.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[291]</a></span>"So there's nothing for it but a general arrest? Well, <i>che sera +sera</i>: I suppose it'll be all over in a week or two, and then we shall +be let out in time to see the fun. It'll be worth it. I wish women +were admitted to your Club, it 'ud be so amusing to hear your friends +chaffing you about your great mare's nest. 'Well, Rawnsley, what's +this I hear about your giving up politics and going to Scotland Yard?' +Men are such cats, aren't they? Every one would start teasing you at +the House, the thing 'ud get into the papers, they'd hear of it in +your constituency. Can you picture yourself addressing a big meeting +and being heckled? A woman getting up and asking how you crushed the +great militant movement and brought all the ringleaders to book? One +or two people would laugh gently, and the laughter would spread and +grow louder as every one joined in. They'd laugh at you in private +houses and clubs, and the House of Commons. They'd laugh at you in the +streets. Funny men with red noses and comic little hats would come on +at the music halls and imitate you. They'd laugh and laugh till their +sides ached and the tears streamed down their cheeks, and you'd try to +live it down and find you couldn't, and in the end you'd have to leave +England and live abroad, until they'd found something else to laugh +at. You're going? Not arresting us now? Oh, of course, you haven't got +the proper warrant. Well, I expect we shall be here when you come +back. Good-bye, and good luck to you in your new career!"</p> + +<p>The door closed heavily behind his indignant back, and Elsie turned a +little wearily to Sylvia, bracing herself for an explanation that +would be as hard as her recent battle. The mockery had died out of her +voice and the laughter out of her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Shall I go and see if the Seraph's awake yet?" <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[292]</a></span>she temporised, "or +would you prefer to leave a message?"</p> + +<p>Sylvia tried to speak, but no words would come—only a dry, choking +sob of utter misery and disillusionment. With hasty steps she crossed +to the door and fumbled blindly for the handle.</p> + +<p>"Miss Roden! Sylvia!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Don't</i> call me that!"</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry. Miss Roden, I've got something to say to you!"</p> + +<p>"I don't want to hear it, I only want to get away!"</p> + +<p>"You must listen, your whole life's at stake—and the Seraph's, too."</p> + +<p>The mention of his name brought her to a momentary standstill.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" she demanded.</p> + +<p>"You must shut that door."</p> + +<p>"I won't."</p> + +<p>Elsie wrung her hands in desperation. Outside on the landing, three +paces from where they were standing, Nigel Rawnsley had paused to +light a cigarette.</p> + +<p>"It's about—the woman who was here," she whispered as he began to +descend the stairs.</p> + +<p>"Was it you?"</p> + +<p>Elsie shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No, say it! say it! Yes or no."</p> + +<p>The sound of Nigel's descending footsteps had abruptly ceased at the +angle of the stairs.</p> + +<p>"For God's sake come back inside here a minute!" Elsie implored her.</p> + +<p>"I won't, it's no good; I shouldn't believe you whatever you said. If +you weren't here, why did you say you were? And if you were—— Oh, +let me go, let me go!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[293]</a></span>With a smothered sob she broke away from Elsie's restraining hand and +rushed precipitously down the stairs. Nigel tried to walk level with +her, but she passed him and hurried out into the street. Elsie closed +the door and walked with a heavy heart into the library. On a table by +the window reposed the bouquet of flowers that Sylvia had +brought—lilies, late roses and carnations, all white as the Seraph +loved them. Taking them in her hand, she tiptoed out of the room and +across the hall to the Seraph's door. He was still sleeping, but awoke +in the early afternoon and inquired whether any one had called.</p> + +<p>"The search-party," Elsie told him, forcing a smile.</p> + +<p>"Who was there?"</p> + +<p>"Young Mr. Rawnsley and two detectives."</p> + +<p>"Was that all?"</p> + +<p>The pathetic eagerness of his tone cut her to the quick.</p> + +<p>"Wasn't it enough?" she asked indifferently.</p> + +<p>The Seraph shielded his eyes from the light with one hand.</p> + +<p>"I don't know. Sometimes I used to think I knew when other +people—some people—were near me. I fancied—when I was asleep—I +suppose it must have been a dream—I don't know—I fancied there was +some one else quite close."</p> + +<p>He turned restlessly on the bed and caught Elsie's fingers in a +bloodless, wasted hand.</p> + +<p>"How did you keep the search-party out?" he inquired.</p> + +<p>"I didn't. They came in, and looked into every room. For some +unaccountable reason," she added ironically, "Joyce was nowhere to be +found."</p> + +<p>"Were they surprised to see you here?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[294]</a></span>"A little. I told them you were seedy and I'd called to inquire."</p> + +<p>The Seraph lay silent till he had gathered sufficient strength to go +on talking.</p> + +<p>"I suppose they really thought you'd been here the whole time?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no!"</p> + +<p>"But how else...."</p> + +<p>"I don't know," Elsie interrupted quickly. "You must ask <i>them</i> who +the woman was Mr. Rawnsley heard the first time he was here. They +couldn't say it was me without suggesting that you and I were both +compromised."</p> + +<p>She sprinkled some scent on a handkerchief and bathed his forehead.</p> + +<p>"Do you think you can get some more sleep, Seraph? I want to get you +well as soon as possible, and then I must take you abroad. London in +August isn't good for little boys."</p> + +<p>"Where shall we go?"</p> + +<p>"I must join Toby and Joyce at Rimini."</p> + +<p>The Seraph sighed and closed his eyes.</p> + +<p>"I can't go there yet. They'll be—frightfully happy—wrapped up in +each other—all that sort of thing. I don't want to see them yet."</p> + +<p>Elsie dropped no hint of the time that must elapse before Joyce was +strong again or "frightfully happy."</p> + +<p>"Where shall it be then?" she asked.</p> + +<p>The Seraph pressed her fingers to his lips.</p> + +<p>"You go there, Elsie. I must travel alone. I shall go to the East. I +shan't come back for some time. If ever."</p> + +<p>The effort of talking and the trend of the conversation had made him +restless. Elsie smoothed his pillow, and rose to leave the room.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[295]</a></span>As he watched her walk to the door, his eyes fell for the first time +on the bouquet of roses and lilies.</p> + +<p>"Who brought those?" he inquired.</p> + +<p>"I found them in the library," she answered.</p> + +<p>"Is there no name?"</p> + +<p>For a moment she pretended to look for a card, then shook her head +without speaking. As she saw him lying in bed, she wondered if he +would ever know the price at which his freedom from arrest had been +purchased. Of her own sacrifice she thought little; it was but +generous payment of a long outstanding debt. All her imagination was +concentrated on Sylvia—her sanguine, happy arrival, the morning's +long agony, her hopeless, agonised departure.</p> + +<p>"And no message?" the Seraph persisted with a mixture of eagerness and +disappointment.</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"I wonder who they can be from."</p> + +<p>"One of your numerous admirers, I suppose," Elsie answered carelessly. +Then she opened the door, walked wearily to her own room, and +tried—unsuccessfully—to cry.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[296]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>CHAPTER XVI<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">ToC</a></span></h3> + +<h4>RIMINI</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i4">"We left our country for our country's good."<br /></span> +</div></div> +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">George Barrington</span>: <i>Prologue</i>.</p> +<br /> + +<p>We arrived in Rimini at the end of the first week in August—Joyce, +her two nurses, Maybury-Reynardson and I. Elsie joined us as soon as +we were comfortably settled in the villa, and has stayed on week after +week, month after month, tending her poor sister with a devotion that +touched my selfish, hardened old heart. Dick came for a few days +before the beginning of the law term; otherwise we have been a party +of three, as the doctor and nurses returned to England as soon as +Joyce appeared to be out of danger.</p> + +<p>Rimini turns cold at the beginning of November, and we have had to +make arrangements for going into winter quarters. Cairo and the +Riviera are a little public for two escaped criminals, but I hear +there is a tolerable hotel at Taormina; and as Joyce has never been in +Sicily before, we might spend at least the beginning of our honeymoon +there. For myself, I do not mind where we go so long as we can escape +from Rimini. I want no unnecessary reminders of the last three months, +the weary waiting, the frequent false dawns of convalescence, the +regular relapses. They have been bad months for Joyce, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[297]</a></span>but I venture +to think they were worse for Elsie and myself. In my own case there +definitely came an early day when my nervous system showed signs of +striking work; it was then that I embarked on my first and last +venture in prose composition.</p> + +<p>When she is well enough to be bothered with such vain trivialities, I +shall present my manuscript to Joyce. I hope she will read it, for I +have intended it for her eyes alone; and if she rejects the task, I +shall feel guilty of having wasted an incredible amount of good sermon +paper. And when she has read it, she must light a little fire and burn +every sheet of it; not even Elsie must see it, though she has been +instrumental in giving me information over the last chapters that I +should not otherwise have obtained.</p> + +<p>I think my decision is wise and necessary. In part the book is too +intimate an account of Sylvia's character and the Seraph's feelings +for me to be justified in making it public: in part, the pair of us +have already done sufficient injury to Rodens and Rawnsleys without +giving the world our candid opinion of either family: in part, we have +to remember that during the last eight months, wherever we found the +law of England obtruding itself on our gaze, we broke it with a light +heart and untroubled conscience. There is not the least good in taking +the world into our confidence in the matter of these little +transgressions.</p> + +<p>In a week's time there will be a quiet wedding at the British +Consulate; it will take place in the presence of a Consul who has +treated me with such uniform kindness that I have sometimes wondered +if he has ever heard of such things as extradition orders. Our +marriage will be the last chapter of one phase in my life. It opened +on a day when I <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[298]</a></span>walked up the steps of the Club, and paused for a +moment to gaze at the altered face of Pall Mall and read on a +contents-bill that the old militants had broken every window on the +east side of Bond Street, interrupted a meeting, and burnt down an +Elizabethan house in Hertfordshire. "Shocking," I remember thinking, +"and quite unimpressive." Before I was twelve hours older, Fate had +introduced me to a young woman whose machinations may or may not have +been infinitely more shocking; they were certainly not unimpressive.</p> + +<p>The closing scenes of the Militant campaign are soon given. Elsie left +London and joined us here as soon as the Seraph was fit to travel. +That was three days after Nigel's second raid. They must have been +anxious days, as our rising young statesman seems to have been torn +between a quite bloodthirsty lust for revenge and a morbid horror of +another fiasco as humiliating as his search-party. Elsie went round by +Marseilles, saw the Seraph on board a P. and O. mailboat bound for +Bombay and came overland to Rimini. When I met her and heard the +details of her flight, I could tell her that all danger was over, +and—if Justice had not been done—the stolen goods had at least been +restored.</p> + +<p>The news reached us as we came out of the Bay. Gartside and I were on +deck, watching the sun strike golden splinters out of the hock-bottle +towers of the royal palace at Cintra. The wireless operator came down +with a tapped message that Mrs. Millington had revealed the +whereabouts of Mavis Rawnsley and young Paul Jefferson. He added that +the police had so far discovered no trace of that hardened +criminal—Miss Joyce Davenant.</p> + +<p>When Elsie joined us and told me the story of the Rawnsley raid, I +could not help thinking once <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[299]</a></span>again, "<i>Plus ça change, plus c'est la +même chose</i>." The gallant fight she had made for freedom and +reputation ended in disaster, and she left England branded with the +stigma that the Divorce Court had striven to impose and we had fought +tooth and nail to remove. Joyce's struggle for the suffrage ended, as +she now knows, in putting the suffrage further from the forefront of +practical politics than it has been for a generation. When the +recording angel allots to each one of us our share of responsibility +in moulding the face of history, what effective change will be +credited to the united or separate efforts of Rawnsleys and Rodens, +Seraphs, Davenants and Merivales?</p> + +<p>Two results stand out. The first is a marriage that will be celebrated +at the Consulate in a week's time, the second is a listless letter +penned in exile, signed by the Seraph and dated from Yokohama. Joyce +knows I am tolerably fond of her, and will acquit me of speaking +rhetorically if I say that I would wipe the last eight months—and all +they mean to us both—from the pages of Time, if I could spare the +Seraph what he has been through since I dined with him that first +evening at the Ritz. Here is the letter, and no one will be surprised +to learn that I spent a melancholy day after reading it.</p> + +<p>"I send you the last chapters of Volume III. As you've waded through +the earlier stuff, you may care to see the record brought up to date. +I call it 'The End' because there's nothing more to write, and if +there were, I shouldn't write it. Some day I suppose I may have to +write again, when my present money (Roden's money) is exhausted. Not +till then.</p> + +<p>"India was one disappointment, and Japan another, though the fault, I +imagine, lay in my lack of appreciation. The South Seas will be a +third. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[300]</a></span>'<i>Caelum non animum mutant qui trans mare currunt</i>.' I don't +want to move on, but I can't stand Yokohama any longer.</p> + +<p>"When I get to San Francisco I shall probably cross the States, +arriving in New York at the end of December. Then I suppose one has to +see this Panama Canal. After that, God knows.</p> + +<p>"Before I left England I was looking for the MS. of the earlier +chapters of Vol. III. I couldn't find them. Did you by any chance get +them mixed up in your luggage? If so, please destroy them at once, +with the new chapters, as soon as you have read them. Don't let +anybody see them, even Joyce. In this I depend on your friendship and +honour.</p> + +<p>"I hope Joyce is all right again now. Give my love to her and Elsie, +and take my best wishes for yourself. You—I suppose—are a fixture at +Rimini, or at any rate out of England. I can't answer for myself, but +I don't expect we shall meet again. You must have found me a +depressing host in London. I'm sorry. Good-bye."</p> + +<p>He said that even Joyce was not to see the third volume—put me on my +honour, in fact—and see it she shall not. There is another reason. I +read those last chapters and then went through the whole volume from +beginning to end. Without exaggeration the effect was overwhelming—his +style is so artless, his pathos so unpremeditated. I felt as if I had +been re-reading Hardy's most poignant novels—"Tess" and "Jude" and "A +Pair of Blue Eyes." It was horrible. I went up to my room, lit the fire +and prepared for the holocaust.</p> + +<p>Then I was tempted. Yes, he puts me on my honour, depends on my +friendship, all that sort of thing.... But I did not burn a sheet. It +was a chilly evening, I lit a cigar, and waited for the pyre <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[301]</a></span>to burst +into destructive flame. As I watched and meditated, Sylvia's little +face seemed to look at me out of the fire, the black coals crowning +her forehead as I used to see it crowned with her own lustrous hair. I +thought of our last meeting when she struggled with her devils of +pride and unbelief; and of her meeting with Elsie when she came in +hope and left in humiliation. I confess I love Sylvia very +dearly—love her as all men love her—for her beauty, her queenliness +and clean, passionate pride; love her because I know something of her +loneliness, her passion for service, and the repeated rejections of +her sacrifices. And I love her a little more on my own account, +because she talked to me as if I had been her own sister, and I +perhaps know—better than any one—what she must have been through +during those sad, mad months in England.</p> + +<p>Well, I broke faith with the Seraph and wrote her a line of overture. +I was perhaps a fool to do it, as I had already had evidence in plenty +of my incompetence to play the <i>rôle</i> of Providence. "I am sending you +the MS. of a book," I told her. "It is the third volume of Gordon +Tremayne's 'Child of Misery'. I know you have read the first two +volumes, for we have discussed and admired them together a dozen +times. Did you ever suspect who the author was?</p> + +<p>"In telling you it was the Seraph, I am breaking my word to him and +running the risk of being branded and disowned. I must tell you, +though, to explain the existence of the third volume. I watched it +being written, day by day. That evening on the Cher, when he +anticipated some words you were going to say, the words had already +been written down as part of the current chapter. I saw him brought up +short when you were spirited away and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[302]</a></span>the connection was broken. Most +wonderful of all, I was present when the connection was re-established +and he jumped up like one possessed, exclaiming, 'Sylvia wants me!'</p> + +<p>"When you have read these pages, you will not be in a position to +doubt any longer. He loves you as no woman was ever loved before, and +in him you have found the half that completes and interprets your +'<i>âme incomprise</i>.' Get him back, Sylvia. I don't know how it's to be +done, but you must use your woman's wit to find a way. I'm asking for +his sake and yours, not for mine—though I would give much to see 'The +Child of Misery' growing to happier manhood.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid you will say I am hardly the man to ask anything of you +or yours. The Rodens and Merivales have hardly made a success of their +recent relationship. But I should like to be forgiven. What is my +crime? That I helped to keep justice from touching a woman who had +done you and your family a great wrong. Well, Sylvia, you'd have done +the same thing and told the same lies, had you been in my place and +had you wanted Joyce as badly as I wanted her. So will you forgive me +and be friends? And if you forgive me, will you forgive the woman +who's going to be my wife in a few days' time? I must reconcile myself +to the idea of being estranged from the rest of your family, but +(between ourselves) I'll let 'em all go if you'll write and say Joyce +and I are not quite such monsters of iniquity as you may have thought +us.</p> + +<p>"One thing more. When you've read the third volume, you will no longer +doubt that Mrs. Wylton's presence in Adelphi Terrace was due to +charitable impulse towards Joyce and the Seraph. And you ought to +think well of any one who played the Good <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[303]</a></span>Samaritan to the Seraph. +Don't try to rehabilitate her character in public; it can only be done +at a risk to the Seraph's personal safety. And in any case you won't +convince a man like Nigel or the men he's already told the story to.</p> + +<p>"Return me the MS. when you've read it, will you? I was entrusted with +its destruction, and put on honour not to let another soul read it. +You see how I keep my trust. The worst thing you can say of me is what +I've already said of myself—that most damning of all judgments—that +I meant well."</p> + +<p>I sent that letter to Sylvia nine days ago, and received her reply +this morning. She returned me the MS., and I burnt it—with the +knowledge that I was destroying one of the greatest literary treasures +of this generation.... Well, they had to do the same with some of +Ruskin's letters.</p> + +<p>"I wish you had not told me to send you back the book," she began. "I +should have liked to keep it. Or rather—I don't know—I half wish you +hadn't sent it at all. The time that has passed since the beginning of +August has been rather hard to bear, and the book has only turned +misgiving into certainty.</p> + +<p>"Of course I forgive you! As if there were anything to forgive! And +Miss Davenant too. I hope she is better now. Will you ask her to +accept my love and best wishes for the future? And of course I include +you. We were good friends, weren't we? As I said we should be the +first time we met. Only I said then that you would find me worth +having as a friend, and I'm afraid I did everything I could to +disprove it. You stood me awfully well. I think you knew most of the +dark corners in my mean little soul—and if you did, perhaps you see +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[304]</a></span>that I didn't do much beyond showing my true nature.</p> + +<p>"This isn't a pose—I'm really—well, I was going to say 'broken'—but +I hope I'm a little more tolerant. You'd hardly recognise me if you +saw me, there's little enough of the 'Queen Elizabeth' about me now. +It's a horrid, flat world, and I wish I could find something in it to +interest me. May I ask for just one good mark? You wrote to me when +you left England, telling me to swallow my pride and go to see the +Seraph. Well, it was a struggle, but I did go—as you know. When I got +there, I seemed to find more than I could bear, and so of course +everything went wrong. But I did try, and you will give me my one +little good mark, won't you? I want it.</p> + +<p>"Mother says I'm run down and in need of a change, so Phil's taking me +over to the United States at the beginning of December. There's a sort +of Parliamentary Polytechnic Tour to Panama, every one who can get +away is going to see the Canal. I don't in the least want to go, but I +suppose the States can hardly be duller than England, and as long as +mother thinks I must have a change, change I must have. If it isn't +Panama it will be somewhere worse.</p> + +<p>"We shall spend Christmas in New York. Will you send me a letter of +good wishes to the Fifth Avenue Hotel? And tell me where you are going +to settle permanently and whether you will let me come and see you. If +your wife will not mind, I should like to see you both again—well and +happy, I hope. Somebody must be happy in this world, or it wouldn't go +on. I don't want to lose you as a friend; I'm feeling lonely enough as +it is.</p> + +<p>"I am hardly likely to see the Seraph again, but <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[305]</a></span>if you meet him, I +should like you to give him a message. Say it is from a woman who did +him a great wrong: say she now knows the wrong she did him and has +been punished for it. Tell him you know how much she hates ever +apologising or admitting she was wrong, but that she wants him to know +of her apology before she finally passes out of his memory. Will you +tell him that? It won't do any good, but it will make me more +comfortable in my mind."</p> + +<p>At the bottom of the page six words had been scratched out. I did not +mean to read them, but the obliteration was incomplete, and the +firelight shining up through the paper enabled me to decipher: "Oh, my +God, I am miserable." Then followed the signature: "Affectionately +yours (may I sign myself 'affectionately'?) Sylvia."</p> + +<p>After reading her letter I concentrated my thoughts on the question +how to blot out time, annihilate space, bridge two continents, and +bring two proud, sore, sensitive spirits into communion. My method of +attaining concentration of mind is to think of something different and +wait for inspiration to solve my original problem. Joyce may remember +the day when I stumped into her room and talked at large of honeymoons +and winter resorts. That was the time when my mind was concentrated on +the problem of Sylvia and the Seraph. She will further recollect +assenting to my suggestion of a villa at Taormina.</p> + +<p>On leaving her room I strolled round to the bank to see if they had +agents in Sicily or could give me any information on the subject of a +suitable villa. They were kind but helpless, and eventually I thought +it the safer course to write for rooms at an hotel and look for a +villa at our leisure. Ambling <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[306]</a></span>out of the bank, I wandered in the +direction of the telegraph office.</p> + +<p>Inspiration came in the interval between wiring for rooms and engaging +berths on the Wagon-Lits—I knew it would. As soon as our places were +booked I walked back to the telegraph office and cabled to the Seraph +at Yokohama. "Letter and enclosures received with thanks," I wired. +"All nonsense about not meeting again. Will you lunch Christmas Day, +one-thirty? Fifth Avenue Hotel, New York.—<span class="sc">Toby</span>."</p> + +<p>Then I came back to the Villa Monreale.</p> + +<p>Joyce's first words were to tell me I had been away a very long time. +Flattering as this was, I had to justify myself and account for every +moment of my absence. She wanted to know what I had wired to the +Seraph, and as husbands and wives <i>in posse</i> should have no secrets +from each other, I showed her the draft of my cable. Her face was a +study.</p> + +<p>"My dear!" she exclaimed, "we can't go all the way to New York even to +see the Seraph. You suggested Taormina when you left here...."</p> + +<p>"Quite so," I assented.</p> + +<p>"Did you order rooms?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Then we can't go to New York."</p> + +<p>"I never proposed to."</p> + +<p>"Why did you invite the Seraph to lunch with us there?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't."</p> + +<p>"Toby!"</p> + +<p>She was not satisfied till I spelt out the draft of the cable word by +word; and then she rather resented my remarks about the incurable +sloppiness of the female mind. As a matter of fact, I cannot claim +originality for the phrase; I believe a Liberal <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[307]</a></span>Prime Minister coined +it as a terse description of his opponents' mental shortcomings. I +only borrowed it for the nonce.</p> + +<p>"Will—you—lunch—Christmas Day——" I pointed out. "It doesn't say +we shall be there to receive him."</p> + +<p>"I don't understand it," she said rather wearily. I have since +honourably resolved not to be guilty of facetiousness when we are +married, but at the moment I was rather pleased with my little +stratagem.</p> + +<p>"I'm arranging for some one to be there to meet him," I said.</p> + +<p>"Who?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"A young woman named Sylvia Roden," I answered.</p> + +<p>And even then her appreciation of my diplomacy was grudging.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="EPILOGUE" id="EPILOGUE"></a><hr /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[308]</a></span><br /> + +<h3>EPILOGUE</h3> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i6"><span class="sc">Tristram.</span><br /></span> +<span class="i2">"Raise the light, my page! that I may see her—<br /></span> +<span class="i3">Thou art come at last, then, haughty Queen?<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Long I've waited, long I've fought my fever;<br /></span> +<span class="i3">Late thou comest, cruel hast thou been."<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i6"><span class="sc">Iseult.</span><br /></span> +<span class="i2">"Blame me not, poor sufferer! that I tarried;<br /></span> +<span class="i3">Bound I was, I could not break the band.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Chide not with the past, but feel the present!<br /></span> +<span class="i3">I am here—we meet—I hold thy hand."<br /></span> +</div></div> +<p class="rightp"><span class="sc">Matthew Arnold</span>: "Tristram and Iseult."</p> +<br /> + +<p>I had intended to write no more, but as we left the Consulate to-day +after our wedding, a cable was handed me by my smiling Italian valet.</p> + +<p>"Paddy Culling for a bob!" I said, as I opened it and prepared for +some whimsical message of congratulation.</p> + +<p>I was wrong. The cable was my reply from Yokohama.</p> + +<p>"No offence intended," it ran. 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For | + | a complete list, please see the end of this document. | + | | + +------------------------------------------------------------+ + + + + + +THE SIXTH SENSE + +A Novel + +by + +STEPHEN McKENNA + +Author of "The Reluctant Lovers" "Sheila Intervenes" + + + "The World is a Comedy to those that think, a tragedy + to those who feel." + _Horace Walpole to Sir Horace Mann._ + + + + + + + +London +Chapman & Hall, Ltd. +1915 + + + + +A L'INTROUVABLE + + + + +CONTENTS + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + PROLOGUE. LONDON AFTER TWENTY YEARS 1 + + I. WAR A OUTRANCE 25 + + II. SUPPER WITH A MYSTIC 46 + + III. BRANDON COURT 62 + + IV. THE FIRST ROUND 84 + + V. COMMEMORATION 103 + + VI. THE SECOND ROUND 123 + + VII. A CAUSE CELEBRE 140 + + VIII. HENLEY--AND AFTER 160 + + IX. THE THIRD ROUND 178 + + X. THE ZEAL THAT OUTRUNS DISCRETION 197 + + XI. THE AMATEUR DETECTIVE 214 + + XII. THE SIXTH SENSE 232 + + XIII. OR THE OBVIOUS ALTERNATIVE 247 + + XIV. THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY 263 + + XV. THE RAID 279 + + XVI. RIMINI 296 + + EPILOGUE 308 + + + + +THE SIXTH SENSE + + + + +PROLOGUE + +LONDON AFTER TWENTY YEARS + + "As when a traveller, bound from North to South, + Scouts fur in Russia: what's its use in France? + In France spurns flannel: where's its need in Spain? + In Spain drops cloth, too cumbrous for Algiers! + Linen goes next, and last the skin itself, + A superfluity at Timbuctoo. + When, through his journey was the fool at ease? + I'm at ease now, friend; worldly in this world, + I take and like its way of life; I think + My brothers who administer the means, + Live better for my comfort--that's good too; + And God, if he pronounce upon such life, + Approves my service, which is better still." + + ROBERT BROWNING: "Bishop Blougram's Apology." + + +I paused, with my foot on the lowest step of the Club, to mark the +changes that had overtaken Pall Mall during my twenty years' absence +from England. + +The old War Office, of course, was gone; some of the shops on the +north side were being demolished; and the Automobile Club was new and +unassimilated. In my day, too, the Athenaeum had not been painted +Wedgwood-green. Compared, however, with the Strand or Mall, Piccadilly +or Whitehall, marvellously little change had taken place. I made an +exception in favour of the character and velocity of the traffic: the +bicycle boom was in its infancy when I left England: I returned to +find the horse practically extinct, and the streets of London as +dangerous as the railway stations of America. + +I wondered how long it would take me to get used to the London of +1913.... Then I wondered if I should find anything to keep me long +enough to grow acclimatised. Chance had brought me back to England, +chance and the "wandering foot" might as easily bear me away again. It +has always been a matter of indifference to me where I live, what I +do, whom I meet. If I never seem to get bored, it is perhaps because I +am never long enough in one place or at one occupation. There was no +reason why England should not keep me amused.... + +A man crossed the road and sold me a _Westminster Gazette_. I opened +it to see what was engaging the England of 1913, remembering as I did +so that the _Westminster_ was the last paper of importance to be +published before I went abroad. As I glanced at the headlines, twenty +years seemed to drop out of my life. Another Home Rule Bill was being +acclaimed as the herald of the Millennium; Ulster was being told to +fight and be right: the Welsh Church was once more being +disestablished, while in foreign politics a confederation of Balkan +States was spending its blood and treasure in clearing Europe of the +Turk, to a faint echoing accompaniment of Gladstone's "bag and +baggage" trumpet call. At home and abroad, English politics repeated +themselves with curiously dull monotony. + +Then I turned to the middle page, and saw I had spoken too hastily. +"Suffragette Outrages" seemed to fill three columns of the paper. My +return to England had synchronised with a political campaign more +ruthless, intransigeant and unyielding than anything since the Fenian +outrages of my childhood. I read of unique fifteenth-century houses +burnt to the ground, interrupted meetings, assaults on Ministers, +sabotage in public buildings, and the demolition of plate-glass +windows at the hands of an uncompromising, fearless and diabolically +ingenious army of destroyers. On the other side of the account were +entered long sentences, hunger-strikes, forcible feeding and something +that was called "A Cat and Mouse Act." I was to hear more of that +later: it was indeed the political parent of the "New Militant +Campaign" whose life coincided with my own residence in England. I +fancy the supporters of the bill like Roden, Rawnsley or Jefferson +genuinely believed they had killed hunger-striking--and with it the +spirit of militancy--when the Government assumed the power of +imprisoning, releasing and re-imprisoning at will. The event proved +that they had only driven militancy into a fresh channel.... + +It is curious to reflect that as I at last mounted the steps and +entered the Club, I was wondering where it would be possible to meet +the resolute, indomitable women who formed the Council of War to the +militant army. It would be a new, alluring experience. I was so +occupied with my thoughts that I hardly noticed the hall porter +confronting me with the offer of the New Members' Address Book. + +"Surely a new porter?" I suggested. At ten guineas a year for twenty +years, it was costing me two hundred and ten pounds to enter the +Club, and I did not care to have my expensive right challenged. + +"Seventeen years, sir," he answered with the gruff, repellent +stiffness of the English official. + +"I must have been before your time, then," I said. + +Of course he disbelieved me, on the score of age if for no other +reason; and the page boy who dogged my steps into the Cloak Room, was +sent--I have no doubt--to act as custodian of the umbrellas. My age is +forty-two, but I have never succeeded in looking more than about eight +and twenty: perhaps I have never tried, as I find that a world of +personal exertion and trouble is saved by allowing other people to do +my trying, thinking, arranging for me ... whatever I am, others have +made me. + +There was not a single familiar face in the hall, and I passed into +the Morning Room, like a ghost ascending from Hades to call on Aeneas. +Around me in arm-chair groups by the fire, or quarrelsome knots +suspended over the day's bill of fare, were sleek, full-bodied +creatures of dignified girth and portentous gravity--fathers of +families, successes in life. These--I told myself--were my +contemporaries; their faces were for the most part unknown, but this +was hardly surprising as many of my friends are dead and most of the +survivors are to be found at the Bar. A barrister with anything of a +practice cannot afford time to lunch in the spacious atmosphere of +Pall Mall, and the smaller the practice, the greater his anxiety to +conceal his leisure. For a moment I felt painfully insignificant, +lonely and unfriended. + +I was walking towards the Coffee Room when a heavy hand descended on +my shoulder and an incredulous voice gasped out---- + +"Toby, by Gad!" + +No one had called me by that name for fifteen years, and I turned to +find a stout, middle-aged man with iron-grey hair and a red face +extending a diffident palm. + +"I beg your pardon," he added hastily, as he saw my expression of +surprise. "I thought for a moment...." + +"You were right," I interrupted. + +"Toby Merivale," he said with profound deliberation. "I thought you +were dead." + +The same remark had already been made to me four times that morning. + +"That's not original," I objected. + +"Do you know who I am?" he asked. + +"You used to be Arthur Roden in the old days when I knew you. That was +before they made you a Privy Councillor and His Majesty's +Attorney-General." + +"By Gad, I can hardly believe it!" he exclaimed, shaking my hand a +second time and carrying me off to luncheon. "What have you been doing +with yourself? Where have you been? Why did you go away?" + +"As Dr. Johnson once remarked...." I began. + +"'Questioning is not a mode of conversation among gentlemen,'" he +interrupted. "I know; but if you drop out of the civilised world for +the third of a lifetime...." + +"You've not ordered yourself any lunch." + +"Oh, hang lunch!" + +"But you haven't ordered any for me, either." + +My poor story--for what it was worth--started with the plovers' eggs, +and finished neck-to-neck with the cheese. I told him how I had gone +down to the docks twenty years before to see young Handgrove off to +India, and how at the last moment he had cajoled me into accompanying +him.... Arthur came with me in spirit from India to the diamond mines +of South Africa where I made my money, took part with me in the +Jameson Raid, and kept me company during those silent, discreet months +when we all lay _perdus_ wondering what course the Government was +going to pursue towards the Raiders. Then I sketched my share in the +war, and made him laugh by saying I had been three times mentioned in +despatches. My experience of blackwater fever was sandwiched in +between the settlement of South Africa, and my departure to the scene +of the Russo-Japanese war: last of all came the years of vegetation, +during which I had idled round the Moorish fringe of the Desert or +sauntered from one Mediterranean port to another. + +"What brings you home now?" he asked. + +"Home? Oh, to England. I've a young friend stationed out at Malta, and +when I was out there three weeks ago I found his wife down with a +touch of fever. He wanted her brought to London, couldn't come +himself, so suggested I should take charge. _J'y suis_...." + +I hesitated. + +"Well?" + +"I don't know, Arthur. I've no plans. If you have any suggestions to +make...." + +"Come and spend Whitsun with me in Hampshire." + +"Done." + +"You're not married?" + +"'Sir,'" I said in words Sir James Murray believes Dr. Johnson ought +to have used, "'in order to be facetious it is not necessary to be +indecent.'" + +"And never will be, I suppose." + +"I've no plans. You, of course...." + +I paused delicately, in part because I was sure he wanted to tell me +all about himself, in part because I could not for the life of me +remember what had come of the domestic side of his career during my +absence abroad. He was married, and the father of a certain number of +children before I left England; I had no idea how far the +ramifications went. + +It appeared that his wife--who was still living--had presented him +with Philip, now aged twenty-six, his father's private secretary and +member for some Scotch borough; Sylvia, aged twenty-four, and +unmarried; Robin, aged twenty-one, and in his last year at Oxford; and +Michael, an _enfant terrible_ of sixteen still at Winchester. I fancy +there were no more; these were certainly all I ever met, either in +Cadogan Square or Brandon Court. + +In his public life I suppose Arthur Roden would be called a successful +man. I remember him during the barren first few years of practice, but +soon after my departure from England reports used to reach me showing +the increasing volume of his work, until he became one of the busiest +juniors on the Common Law side, reading briefs at four in the morning, +and sending a clerk out to buy his new clothes. After taking silk at +an early age, he had entered the House and been made Attorney-General +in 1912. + +"I was appointed the same day your brother was raised to the Bench," +he told me. + +"I should think he makes a pretty bad Judge," I suggested. + +"Resolute," said Arthur. "We want firmness." + +I knew what that meant. According to unsympathetic papers, Mr. Justice +Merivale had conducted a Bloody Assize among the Militants of the +Suffrage Army. When Roden prosecuted in person, there was short shrift +indeed. + +"We've killed militancy between us," he boasted. + +"And I understand you're burnt together in effigy." + +His face grew suddenly stern. + +"They haven't stopped at that. There've been two attempts to fire +Brandon Court, and one wing of your brother's house was burnt down a +few weeks ago. I expect you found him rather shaken." + +"I haven't seen him yet." + +Arthur looked surprised. + +"Oh, you ought to," he said. "I'm afraid he won't be able to last out +the rest of the term without a change. It's got on his nerves. Got on +his wife's nerves, too. Your niece is the only one who doesn't seem to +care; but then I think girls have very little imagination. It's the +same with Sylvia. By the way, I suppose you know you've got a niece?" + +We paid our bills, and walked upstairs to the Smoking Room. + +"What'll be their next move?" I asked. + +"I don't think there will be a next move," he answered slowly. "What +can they do?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"I'm only an onlooker, but d'you believe this Cat and Mouse Act is +going to stop them? My knowledge is mere newspaper knowledge, but to +be beaten by a device like that--it isn't in keeping with the +character of the women who've organised the Militant Campaign so far." + +"What _can_ they do?" he repeated. + +"I don't know." + +"They don't either. One or two of the most determined law breakers are +in reality spies; they've kept us posted in the successive steps of +the campaign up to the present. Now they report that there's no plan +for the future. They know it would be futile to start assassination; +if they go on burning and breaking, a proportion of them get caught +and punished. Hunger striking's been killed by the Cat and Mouse Act. +Well, militancy's dead, Toby. If you come down to the House to-night, +you'll be present at the funeral." + +"What's happening?" + +"It's the division on the Suffrage amendment to the Electoral Reform +Bill. Hullo! here's Philip. Let me introduce my eldest son." + +I made friends with Philip as we crossed the Park and entered the +House. He was curiously like the Arthur I had known twenty years +before--tall, dark-haired, clean-featured, with an exuberant zest for +life tempered to an almost imperceptible degree by the reserve of the +responsible public man. The physical and mental vigour of father and +son left me silently admiring; as they hurried along at a swinging +five miles an hour, I took stock of their powerful, untiring frames, +quick movements, and crisp, machine-made speech. They were hard, +business-like, unimaginative, with the qualities of those defects and +the defects of those qualities; trained, taught, and equipped to play +the midwife to any of the bureaucratic social reforms that have been +brought into the English political world the last few years, but +helpless and impotently perplexed in face of an idea outside their +normal ken. They were highly efficient average English politicians. +Either or both would reform you the Poor Law, nationalise a railway, +or disestablish a Church; but send Philip to India, set Arthur to +carry out Cromer's work in Egypt, and you would see English dominion +driven from two continents as speedily as North drove it from America. +It was one of the paradoxes of English politics that Arthur should +have been entrusted with the problem of Suffrage militancy, a paradox +of the same order as that whereby Strafford grappled with the problem +of a parliamentary system. + +"You'll stay a few minutes," Philip urged as I abandoned him to Empire +and wandered off to pay my belated respects to my brother. + +I glanced round me and shook my head. I would not grow old all at +once, and yet--Gladstone was Prime Minister when I left England: his +statue now dominated the public lobby. And Salisbury, Harcourt, +Chamberlain, Parnell, Labby--their voices were sunk in the great +silence. In my day Committee Room Number Fifteen used to be an object +of historic interest.... + + "They say the lion and the lizard keep + The Halls where Jamshyd gloried, and drank deep: + And Bahram, the great hunter, the wild ass + Stamps o'er his head, and he lies fast asleep." + +I quoted the lines to Philip apologetically, reminding him that the +Omar Khayyam vogue had not come in when I left England. "I shall see +you at Brandon Court," I added. + +"What are you going to do till then?" he asked. + +"Heaven knows! I never make arrangements. Things just happen to me. I +always contrive to be in the thick of whatever's going on. I don't +know how long I shall stay in England, or where I shall go to +afterwards. But whether it's a railway strike or a coronation, I shall +be there. I don't like it, I'm a peaceful man by nature, but I can't +help it. I always get dragged into these things." + +Philip scratched his chin thoughtfully. + +"I don't know that we've got any great sensations at the present +time," he said. + +"Something will turn up," I answered in the words of one greater than +myself, as I waved my hand in farewell and started back in the +direction of the Club. + +I knew my brother would not leave Court till at least four o'clock, so +I had to dispose of an hour before it was time to call round in Pont +Street. The Club had emptied since luncheon, and I drew blank in one +place after another until fate directed my steps to the Card Room. +There were two men playing bezique, one of them poor Tom Wilding whom +I had left lame and returned to find half paralysed and three parts +blind. The other--who played with a wonderful patience, calling the +names of the cards--I recognised as my young friend Lambert Aintree +who had parted from me in Morocco five years before. I reminded them +both of my identity, and we sat gossiping till an attendant arrived to +wheel poor Wilding away for his afternoon drive. + +Leaving the card-table, Aintree joined me on the window-seat and +subjected my face, clothes and general appearance to a rapid scrutiny. +It was the practised, comprehensive glance of an old physician in +making diagnosis, and I waited for him to pronounce on my case. Five +years ago in Morocco he had exhibited a disconcerting and almost +uncanny skill in reading character and observing little forgotten +points that every one else missed. The results of his observation were +usually shrouded in the densest veils of uncommunicativeness: I +sometimes wonder if I have ever met a more silent man. When you could +get him to talk, he was usually worth hearing: for the most part, +however, talking like every other form of activity seemed too much of +an exertion. I understand him now better than I did, but I am not so +foolish as to pretend that I understand him completely. I am a man of +three dimensions: Aintree, I am convinced, was endowed with the +privilege of a fourth. + +"Well?" I said invitingly, as he brought his examination to an end and +looked out of the window. + +His answer was to throw me over a cigarette and light one himself. + +"Take an interest in me," I said plaintively. "Say you thought I was +dead...." + +"Everyone's said that." + +"True," I admitted. + +"And they've all asked you when you landed, and how long you were +staying, and what brought you to England." + +"It would be rather friendly if you did the same." + +"You couldn't tell me--any more than you could tell them." + +"But I could. It was Sunday morning." + +"About then. I knew that. You've been here long enough to get English +clothes, and," he gave me another rapid look, "to have them made for +you. How long you're here for--you don't know." + +"Not to a day," I conceded. "Well, why did I come?" + +"You don't know." + +"Pardon me." I told him of my visit to Malta and the charitable +guardianship of my friend's convalescent wife. + +"But that wasn't the real reason." + +"It was the only reason." + +"The only one you thought of at the time." + +I was amazed at the certainty of his tone. + +"My dear fellow," I said. "I am a more or less rational creature, a +reason comes along and compels me to do a thing. If I were a woman, no +doubt I should do a thing and find reasons for it afterwards." + +"Don't you ever do a thing on impulse, instinctively? And analyse your +motives afterwards to see what prompted you?" + +"Oh, possibly. But not on this occasion." + +"You're sure?" + +"What are you driving at?" I asked. + +"You'll find out in time." + +"I should like to know now." + +Aintree inhaled the smoke of his cigarette and answered with eyes +half-closed. + +"Most men of your age wake up one morning to find they've turned +forty. They feel it would be good to renew their youth, they play with +the idea of getting married." + +"Is this to my address?" I asked. + +"D'you feel it applies to your case?" + +"I can solemnly assure you that such an idea never crossed my mind." + +"Not consciously." + +"Nor unconsciously." + +"What do you know of the unconscious ideas in your own mind?" + +"Hang it," I said, "what do _you_ know of the unconscious ideas in +my--or any one else's mind?" + +"I'm interested in them," he answered quietly. "Tell me if you ever +feel my prophecy coming true." + +"You shall be best man," I promised him. "Married! One doesn't marry +at my age." + +It was a glorious spring afternoon, and I suggested that he should +accompany me part of my way to Pont Street. + +"Tell me what you've been doing with yourself since you stayed with me +five years ago," I said as we stepped into Pall Mall. + +He seemed to shiver and retreat into his shell as soon as the +conversation became focussed on himself. + +"I've done nothing," he answered briefly, and relapsed into one of his +wonted spells of silence. + +In the blazing afternoon sunlight I returned him the compliment of a +careful scrutiny. He had come to Morocco five years before as a boy of +one-and-twenty just down from Oxford. A girl to whom he had been +engaged had died of consumption a few months before, and he was +straying into the Desert, broken, unnerved, and hopeless, to forget +her. I must have seemed sympathetic, or he would not have unburdened +himself of the whole pitiful little tragedy. At twenty-one you feel +these things more keenly perhaps than in after life; there were +moments when I feared he was going to follow her.... + +Five years may have healed the wound, but they left him listless, +dispirited, and sore. He was more richly endowed with nerves than any +man or woman I know, and all the energy of his being seemed +requisitioned to keep them under control. Less through love of mystery +than for fear of self-betrayal his face wore the expressionless mask +of a sphynx. He was fair, thin, and pale, with large frightened eyes, +sapphire blue in colour, and troubled with the vague, tired +restlessness that you see in overwrought, sensitive women. The nose +and mouth were delicate and almost ineffeminate, with lips tightly +closed as though he feared to reveal emotion in opening them. You see +women and children with mouths set in that thin, hard line when they +know a wickering lip or catch in the breath will give the lie to their +brave front. And there were nerves, nerves, nerves everywhere, never +so much present as when the voice was lazily drawling, the hands +steady, and the eyes dreamily half-closed. I wonder if anything ever +escaped those watchful, restless eyes; his entire soul seemed stored +up and shining out of them; and I wonder what was the process of +deduction in his curious, quick, feminine brain. Before I left England +I tried to evolve a formula that would fit him; "a woman's senses and +intuition in a man's body" was the best I could devise, and I am +prepared at once to admit the inadequacy of the label. For one thing +his intuition transcended that of any woman I have ever known. + +As he would not talk about himself, I started to wile away the time by +telling him of my meeting with the Rodens, and their invitation to +Hampshire. + +"I was asked too," he told me. "I shan't go." + +"But why not?" + +"Unsociability, I suppose. I don't go out much." + +"It's a bachelor's party, I understand." + +"That's the best thing I've heard about it. Did they say who'd be +there? If you're not careful you'll have politics to eat, politics to +drink, and politics to smoke." + +"Come and create a diversion," I suggested. + +"I'll think about it. Is Phil going to be there? Oh, then it won't be +a bachelor party. I could name one young woman who will be there for +certain, only I mustn't make mischief. Did you find Roden much +changed?" + +I tried to sort out my impressions of Arthur. + +"Harder than he used to be. I shouldn't care to be a militant +prosecuted by him." + +Aintree raised his eyebrows slightly. + +"I don't think they mind him; they can look after themselves." + +"I've never met one." + +"Would you like to?" + +"Who is she?" + +"Joyce Davenant, the queen bee of the swarm. Dine with me to-night at +the Ritz; seven o'clock, I'm afraid, but we are going to a first +night." + +"Is she a daughter of old Jasper Davenant? I used to shoot with him." + +"The younger daughter. Do you know her sister, Mrs. Wylton? She's +coming too. You'd better meet her," he went on with a touch of acidity +in his tone, "you'll hear her name so much during the next few months +that it will be something to say you've seen her in the flesh." + +I only remembered Elsie Wylton as a young girl with her hair down her +back. Of her husband, Arnold Wylton, I suppose every one has heard; he +enjoys the reputation of being a man who literally cannot be flogged +past a petticoat. How such a girl came to marry such a man no rational +person has ever been able to explain; and it never sweetens the +amenities of debate to talk vaguely of marriages being made in heaven. +I met Wylton twice, and on both occasions he was living in retirement +abroad. I have no wish to meet him a third time. + +"How did she ever come to marry a fellow like that?" I asked. + +Aintree shrugged his shoulders. + +"Her father was dead, or he'd have stopped it. Nobody else felt it +their business to interfere, and it wouldn't have made the slightest +difference if they had. You know what the Davenants are like--or +perhaps you don't. Nothing shakes them when they've made up their +minds to do a thing." + +"But didn't she know the man's reputation?" I persisted. + +"I don't suppose so. Wylton had never been mixed up in any overt +scandal, so the women wouldn't know; and it's always a tall order for +a man to lay information against another man when a girl's engaged to +marry him. She just walked into it with her eyes shut." + +"And now she's divorcing him at last?" + +"The other way about." + +I felt sure I could not have heard him correctly. + +"The other way about," he repeated deliberately. "Oh, she'd have got +rid of him years ago if he'd given her the chance! Wylton was too +clever; he knew the divorce law inside out; he was alive to all its +little technicalities. He's sailed close to the wind a number of +times, but never close enough to be in danger." + +"And what's happening now?" I asked. + +"She's forced his hand--gone to some trouble to compromise herself. +She couldn't divorce him, it was the only way, she's making him +divorce her. Rather a burlesque of justice, isn't it? Elsie Wylton, +the respondent in an undefended action! The daughter of Jasper +Davenant--one of the finest, cleanest, bravest women I know. And the +successful petitioner will be Arnold Wylton, who ought to have been +thrashed out of half the houses and clubs in London. Who ought to have +been cited as a co-respondent half a dozen times over if he hadn't +been so clever in covering up his tracks. I wonder if he's got +sufficient humour to appreciate the delicate irony of _his_ coming +sanctimoniously into court to divorce _her_. It's a sickening +business, we won't discuss it--but it will be the one topic of +conversation in a few weeks' time." + +We walked in silence for a few yards. + +"Was the man any one of note?" I asked. "The co-respondent?" + +"Fellow in the Indian Army," Aintree answered. "I don't suppose you +know him. It was a bogus case; he just lent his name." + +I sniffed incredulously. + +"The world won't believe _that_," I said. + +"Elsie's going to make it." + +I shook my head. + +"She can't. Would you?" + +"Most certainly. So will you when you've met her. You knew the father +well? She's her father's own daughter." + +The gospel of Jasper Davenant was simple and sound. Never pull a +horse, never forge a cheque, never get involved in the meshes of +married women. Apart from that, nothing mattered: though to be his +true disciple, you must never lose your head, never lose your temper, +never be afraid of man or woman, brute or devil. He was the North +American Indian of chivalrous romance, transplanted to Cumberland with +little loss of essential characteristics. + +"I look forward to meeting them both," I said as we parted at +Buckingham Gate. "Seven o'clock? I'll try not to be late." + +Walking on alone through Sloane Square, something set me thinking of +my boast to Philip Roden. Within three hours I was apparently going to +meet one woman whose name was mixed up with the most prominent _cause +celebre_ of the year, and another who was a _cause celebre_ in +herself--the redoubtable Miss Joyce Davenant of the Militant Suffrage +Union. That my introduction should come from the peace-loving, +nerve-ridden Aintree, was in accordance with the best ironical +traditions of life. I was not surprised then: I should have still less +reason to be surprised now. In the last six months he has placed me +under obligations which I shall never be able to meet: in all +probability he expects no repayment; the active side of his unhappy, +fatalistic temperament is seen in his passionate desire to make life +less barren and melancholy for others. Tom Wilding can testify to this +at the bezique table: Elsie and Joyce and I can endorse the testimony +in a hundred ways and half a hundred places. + +As I turned into Pont Street a private car was drawn up by the kerb +opposite my brother's house. I dawdled for a few steps while a pretty, +brown-eyed, black-haired girl said good-bye to a friend at the door +and drove away. It was no more than a glimpse that I caught, but the +smiling, small-featured face attracted me. I wondered who she was, and +who was the girl with auburn hair who persisted in standing on my +brother's top step long after the car was out of sight, instead of +retiring indoors and leaving me an unembarrassed entry. + +I pretended not to see her as I mounted the steps, but the pretence +was torn away when I heard her addressing me as "Uncle Simon." + +"You must be Gladys," I said, wondering if I looked as sheepish as I +felt. "How did you recognise me?" + +"By your photograph," she said. "You haven't altered a bit." + +On the whole I carried it off fairly well, though I was glad Arthur +Roden was not present after my implied familiarity with my niece's +existence. Of course I knew I had a niece, and that her birthday +fell--like the Bastille--on July 14th. Usually I remembered the date +and sent her some little trifle, and she would write me a friendly +letter of thanks. If I had kept count of the number of birthdays, I +should have known she was now nineteen, but then one never does keep +count of these things. Frankly, I had imagined her to be about seven +or eight, and her handwriting--by becoming steadily more unformed and +sporadic the older she grew--did nothing to dispel the illusion. +Instead of curious little pieces of jewellery I might easily have sent +her a doll.... + +"Where's the Judge?" I asked as she kissed me and led the way upstairs +to her room. + +"He's not home yet," she answered to my relief. + +"And your mother?" + +But my sister-in-law also was out, and I reconciled myself without +difficulty to the prospect of taking tea alone with my niece. Possibly +as a romantic reaction from her father, possibly with her mother Eve's +morbid craving for forbidden fruit, Gladys had elevated me into a +Tradition. The whole of her pretty, sun-splashed room seemed hung with +absurd curios I had sent her from out-of-the-way parts of the world, +while on a table by the window stood a framed photograph of myself in +tweeds that only an undergraduate would have worn, and a tie loosely +arranged in a vast sailor's knot after the unsightly fashion of the +early 'nineties. My hair was unduly long, and at my feet lay a large +dog; it must have been a property borrowed for the purpose, as I hate +and have always hated dogs. + +"A wasted, unsatisfactory life, Gladys," I said as my tour of +inspection concluded itself in front of my own portrait. "I wish I'd +known about you before. I'd have asked Brian to let me adopt you." + +"Would you like to now?" + +In the East a complimentary speech is not usually interpreted so +literally or promptly. + +"I'm afraid it's too late," I answered regretfully. + +"Afraid?" + +"Your father and mother...." + +"Would you if I were left an orphan?" + +"Of course I would, but you mustn't say things like that even in +joke." + +Gladys poured me out a cup of tea and extended a cream jug at a +menacing angle. + +"Not for worlds if it's China," I exclaimed. + +"It is. Uncle Toby...." She seemed to hesitate over the name, but I +prefer it to Simon and bowed encouragement, "I'm going to be an orphan +in three days' time. At least, it's that or very sea-sick." + +I begged for an explanation. It appeared that Pont Street was in +domestic convulsion over the health of Mr. Justice Merivale. As Roden +had hinted, a succession of militant outrages directed against his +person and property, not to mention threatening letters and attempted +violence, had seriously shaken his nerve. Under doctor's orders he +was leaving England for a short sea cruise as soon as the Courts rose +at Whitsun. + +"He's only going to Marseilles and back," she explained. "Mother's +going with him, and something's got to be done with me. I don't want +to make a nuisance of myself, but I should simply die if they tried to +take me through the Bay." + +"Do you think they'd trust me?" I asked. From an early age my brother +has regarded me as the Black Sheep of an otherwise irreproachable +family of two. + +"They'd jump at it!" Irreverently I tried to visualise Brian jumping. +"The Rodens wanted me to go to them, but it wouldn't be fair on +Sylvia. She'd be tied to me the whole time." + +"I can imagine worse fates." + +"For her? or for me?" + +"Either or both." + +"I'll tell her. Did you see her driving away as you arrived? If you'll +adopt me, I'll introduce you." + +"I've arranged that already. Whitsuntide will be spent at Brandon +Court improving my acquaintance with her." + +Gladys regarded me with frank admiration. + +"You haven't wasted much time. But if you're going there, you may just +as well adopt me. I shall be down there too, and if you're my +guardian...." + +"It'll save all trouble with the luggage. Well, it's for your parents +to decide. You can guess my feelings." + +I waited till after six in the hopes of seeing my brother, and was +then only allowed to depart on the plea of my engagement with Aintree +and a promise to dine and arrange details of my stewardship the +following night. + +"Write it down!" Gladys implored me as I hastened downstairs. "You'll +only forget it if you don't. Eight-fifteen to-morrow. Haven't you got +a book?" + +I explained that on the fringe of the desert where I had lived of +late, social engagements were not too numerous to be carried in the +head. + +"That won't do for London," she said with much firmness, and I was +incontinently burdened with a leather pocket-diary. + +Dressing for dinner that night, the little leather diary made me +reflective. As a very young man I used to keep a journal: it belonged +to a time when I was not too old to give myself unnecessary trouble, +nor too disillusioned to appreciate the unimportance of my impressions +or the ephemeral character of the names that figured in its pages. For +a single moment I played with the idea of recording my experiences in +England. Now that the last chapter is closed and the little diary is +one of the bare half-dozen memorials of my checkered sojourn in +England, I half wish I had not been too lazy to carry my idea into +effect. After a lapse of only seven months I find there are many minor +points already forgotten. The outline is clear enough in my memory, +but the details are blurred, and the dates are in riotous confusion. + +It is fruitless to waste regrets over a lost opportunity, but I wish I +had started my journal on the day Gladys presented me with my now +shabby little note-book. I should have written "Prologue" against this +date--to commemorate my meetings with Roden and Joyce Davenant, +Aintree and Mrs. Wylton, Gladys and Philip. To commemorate, too, my +first glimpse of Sylvia.... + +Yes, I should have written "Prologue" against this date: and then +natural indolence would have tempted me to pack my bag and wander +abroad once more, if I could have foreseen for one moment the turmoil +and excitement of the following six months. + +I can only add that I am extremely glad I did no such thing. + + + + +CHAPTER I + +WAR A OUTRANCE + + "RIDGEON: I have a curious aching; I dont know where; I + cant localise it. Sometimes I think it's my heart; + sometimes I suspect my spine. It doesn't exactly hurt me, + but it unsettles me completely. I feel that something is + going to happen.... + + SIR PATRICK: You are sure there are no voices? + + RIDGEON: Quite sure. + + SIR PATRICK: Then it's only foolishness. + + RIDGEON: Have you ever met anything like it before in your + practice? + + SIR PATRICK: Oh yes. Often. It's very common between the + ages of seventeen and twenty-two. It sometimes comes on + again at forty or thereabouts. You're a bachelor, you see. + It's not serious--if you're careful. + + RIDGEON: About my food? + + SIR PATRICK: No; about your behaviour.... Youre not going + to die; but you may be going to make a fool of yourself." + + BERNARD SHAW: "The Doctor's Dilemma." + + +I was a few minutes late for dinner, as a guest should be. Aintree had +quite properly arrived before me, and was standing in the lounge of +the Ritz talking to two slim, fair-haired women, with very white skin +and very blue eyes. I have spent so much of my time in the East and +South that this light colouring has almost faded from my memory. I +associated it exclusively with England, and in time began to fancy it +must be an imagination of my boyhood. The English blondes you meet +returning from India by P & O are usually so bleached and dried by +the sun that you find yourself doubting whether the truly golden hair +and forget-me-not eyes of your dreams are ever discoverable in real +life. But the fascination endures even when you suspect you are +cherishing an illusion. + +I had been wondering, as I drove down, whether any trace survived of +the two dare-devil, fearless, riotous children I had seen by +flashlight glimpses, when an invitation from old Jasper Davenant +brought me to participate in one of his amazing Cumberland shoots. I +was twenty or twenty-one at the time; Elsie must have been seven, and +Joyce five. Mrs. Davenant was alive in those days, and Dick still +unborn. My memory of the two children is a misty confusion of cut +hands, broken knees, torn clothes, and daily whippings. Jasper wanted +to make fine animals of his children, and set them to swim as soon as +they could walk, and to hunt as soon as their fingers were large +enough to hold a rein. + +When I was climbing with him in Trans-Caucasia, I asked how the young +draft was shaping. That was ten years later, and I gathered that Elsie +was beginning to be afraid of being described as a tomboy. On such a +subject Joyce was quite indifferent. She attended her first hunt ball +at twelve, against orders and under threat of castigation; half the +hunt broke their backs in bending down to dance with her, as soon as +they had got over the surprise of seeing a short-frocked, +golden-haired fairy marching into the ball-room and defying her father +to send her home. "You know the consequences?" he had said with +pathetic endeavour to preserve parental authority. "I think it's worth +it," was her answer. That night the Master interceded with old Jasper +to save Joyce her whipping, and the next morning saw an attempt to +establish order without recourse to the civil hand. "I'll let you off +this time," Jasper had said, "if you'll promise not to disobey me +again." "Not good enough," was Joyce's comment with grave deliberate +shake of the head. "Then I shall have to flog you." "I think you'd +better. You said you would, and you'd make me feel mean if you didn't. +I've had my fun." + +The words might be taken for the Davenant motto, in substitution of +the present "Vita brevis." Gay and gallant, half savage, half +moss-rider, lawless and light-hearted, they would stick at nothing to +compass the whim of the moment, and come up for judgment with +uncomplaining faces on the day of inevitable retribution. Joyce had +run away from two schools because the Christmas term clashed with the +hunting. I never heard the reason why she was expelled from a third; +but I have no doubt it was adequate. She would ride anything that had +a back, drive anything that had a bit or steering-wheel, thrash a +poacher with her own hand, and take or offer a bet at any hour of the +day or night. That was the character her father gave her. I had seen +and heard little of the family since his death, Elsie's marriage and +Joyce's abrupt, marauding descent on Oxford, where she worked twelve +hours a day for three years, secured two firsts, and brought her name +before the public as a writer of political pamphlets, and a pioneer in +the suffrage agitation. + +"We really oughtn't to need introduction," said Mrs. Wylton, as +Aintree brought me up to be presented. "I remember you quite well. I +shouldn't think you've altered a bit. How long is it?" + +"Twenty years," I said. "You have--grown, rather." + +She had grown staider and sadder, as well as older; but the bright +golden hair, white skin, and blue eyes were the same as I remembered +in Cumberland. A black dress clung closely to her slim, tall figure, +and a rope of pearls was her only adornment. + +I turned and shook hands with Joyce, marvelling at the likeness +between the two sisters. There was no rope of pearls, only a thin band +of black velvet round the neck. Joyce was dressed in white silk, and +wore malmaisons at her waist. Those, you would say, were the only +differences--until time granted you a closer scrutiny, and you saw +that Elsie was a Joyce who had passed through the fire. Something of +her courage had been scorched and withered in the ordeal; my pity went +out to her as we met. Joyce demanded another quality than pity. I +hardly know what to call it--homage, allegiance, devotion. She +impressed me, as not half a dozen people have impressed me in this +life--Rhodes, Chamberlain, and one or two more--with the feeling that +I was under the dominion of one who had always had her way, and would +always have it; one who came armed with a plan and a purpose among +straying sheep who awaited her lead.... And with it all she was +twenty-eight, and looked less; smiling, soft and childlike; so slim +and fragile that you might snap her across your knee like a lath rod. + +Aintree and Mrs. Wylton led the way into the dining-room. + +"I can't honestly say I remember you," Joyce remarked as we prepared +to follow. "I was too young when you went away. I suppose we _did_ +meet?" + +"The last time I heard of you...." I began. + +"Oh, don't!" she interrupted with a laugh. "You must have heard some +pretty bad things. You know, people won't meet me now. I'm a.... Wait +a bit--'A disgrace to my family,' 'a traitor to my class,' 'a reproach +to my upbringing!' I've 'drilled incendiary lawlessness into a +compact, organised force,' I'm 'an example of acute militant +hysteria.' Heaven knows what else! D'you still feel equal to dining at +the same table? It's brave of you; that boy in front--he's too good +for this world--he's the only non-political friend I've got. I'm +afraid you'll find me dreadfully changed--that is, if we ever did +meet." + +"As I was saying...." + +"Yes, and I interrupted! I'm so sorry. You drop into the habit of +interrupting if you're a militant. As you were saying, the last time +we met...." + +"The last time we met, strictly speaking we didn't meet at all. I came +to say good-bye, but you'd just discovered that a pony was necessary +to your happiness. It was an _idee fixe_, you were a fanatic, you +broke half a Crown Derby dinner-service when you couldn't get it. When +I came to say good-bye, you were locked in the nursery with an +insufficient allowance of bread and water." + +Joyce shook her head sadly. + +"I was an awful child." + +"Was?" + +She looked up with reproach in her blue eyes. + +"Haven't I improved?" + +"You were a wonderfully pretty child." + +"Oh, never mind looks!" + +"But I do. They're the only things worth having." + +"They're not enough." + +"Leave that to be said by the women who haven't any." + +"In any case they don't last." + +"And while they do, you slight them." + +"I? They're far too useful!" She paused at the door of the dining-room +to survey her reflection in the mirror; then turned to me with a slow, +childlike smile. "I think I'm looking rather nice to-night." + +"You looked nice twenty years ago. Not content with that, you broke a +dinner-service to get a pony." + +"Fancy your remembering that all these years!" + +"I was reminded of it the moment I saw you. _Plus ca change, plus +c'est la meme chose._ You are still not content with looking extremely +nice, you _must_ break a dinner-service now and again." + +Joyce raised her eyebrows, and patiently stated a self-evident +proposition. + +"I must have a thing if I think I've a right to it," she pouted. + +"You were condemned to bread and water twenty years ago to convince +you of your error." + +"I get condemned to that now." + +"Dull eating, isn't it?" + +"I don't know. I've never tried." + +"You did then?" + +"I threw it out of the window, plate and all." + +We threaded our way through to a table at the far side of the room. + +"Indeed you've not changed," I said. "You might still be that wilful +child of five that I remember so well." + +"You've forgotten one thing about me," she answered. + +"What's that?" + +"I got the pony," she replied with a mischievous laugh. + +How far the others enjoyed that dinner, I cannot say. Aintree was an +admirable host, and made a point of seeing that every one had too much +to eat and drink; to the conversation he contributed as little as Mrs. +Wylton. I did not know then how near the date of the divorce was +approaching. Both sat silent and reflective, one overshadowed by the +Past, the other by the Future: on the opposite side of the table, +living and absorbed in the Present, typifying it and luxuriating in +its every moment, was Joyce Davenant. I, too, contrive to live in the +present, if by that you mean squeezing the last drop of enjoyment out +of each sunny day's pleasure and troubling my head as little about the +future as the past.... + +I made Joyce tell me her version of the suffrage war; it was like +dipping into the memoirs of a prescribed Girondist. She had written +and spoken, debated and petitioned. When an obdurate Parliament told +her there was no real demand for the vote among women themselves, she +had organised great peaceful demonstrations and "marches past": when +sceptics belittled her processions and said you could persuade any one +to sign any petition in favour of anything, she had massed a +determined army in Parliament Square, raided the House and broken into +the Prime Minister's private room. + +The raid was followed by short terms of imprisonment for the +ringleaders. Joyce came out of Holloway, blithe and unrepentant, and +hurried from a congratulatory luncheon to an afternoon meeting at the +Albert Hall, and from that to the first round of the heckling +campaign. For six months no Minister could address a meeting without +the certainty of persistent interruption, and no sooner had it been +decided first to admit only such women as were armed with tickets, and +then no women at all, than the country was flung into the throes of a +General Election, and the Militants sought out every uncertain +Ministerial constituency and threw the weight of their influence into +the scale of the Opposition candidate. + +Joyce told me of the papers they had founded and the bills they had +promoted. The heckling of Ministers at unsuspected moments was reduced +to a fine art: the whole sphere of their activities seemed governed by +an almost diabolical ingenuity and resourcefulness. I heard of fresh +terms of imprisonment, growing longer as the public temper warmed; the +institution of the Hunger Strike, the counter move of Forcible +Feeding, a short deadlock, and at last the promulgation of the "Cat +and Mouse" Bill. + +I was not surprised to hear some of the hardest fighting had been +against over-zealous, misdirected allies. It cannot be said too often +that Joyce herself would stick at nothing--fire, flood or dynamite--to +secure what she conceived to be her rights. But if vitriol had to be +thrown, she would see that it fell into the eyes of the right, +responsible person: in her view it was worse than useless to attempt +pressure on A by breaking B's windows. She had stood severely aloof +from the latter developments of militancy, and refused to lend her +countenance to the idly exasperating policy of injuring treasures of +art, interrupting public races, breaking non-combatants' windows and +burning down unique, priceless houses. + +"Where do you stand now?" I asked as dinner drew to a close. "I +renewed my acquaintance with Arthur Roden to-day, and he invited me +down to the House to assist at the final obsequies of the Militant +movement." + +Joyce shook her head dispassionately over the ingrained stupidity of +mankind. + +"I think it's silly to talk like that before the battle's over. Don't +you?" + +"He seemed quite certain of the result." + +"Napoleon was so certain that he was going to invade England that he +had medals struck to commemorate the capture of London. I've got one +at home. I'd rather like to send it him, only it 'ud look flippant." + +I reminded her that she had not answered my question. + +"Roden says that the 'Cat and Mouse' Act has killed the law-breakers," +I told her, "and to-night's division is going to kill the +constitutionalists. What are you going to do?" + +Joyce turned to me with profound solemnity, sat for a moment with her +head on one side, and then allowed a smile to press its way through +the serious mask. As I watched the eyes softening and the cheeks +breaking into dimples, I appreciated the hopelessness of trying to be +serious with a fanatic who only made fun of her enemies. + +"What would _you_ do?" she asked. + +"Give it up," I answered. "Yield to _force majeure_. I've lived long +enough in the East to feel the beauty and usefulness of resignation." + +"But if we _won't_ give it up?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"What _can_ you do?" + +"I'm inviting suggestions. You're a man, so I thought you'd be sure to +be helpful. Of course we've got our own plan, and when the +Amendment's rejected to-night, you'll be able to buy a copy of the +first number of a new paper to-morrow morning. It's called the _New +Militant_, only a penny, and really worth reading. I've written most +of it myself. And then we're going to start a fresh militant campaign, +rather ingenious, and directed against the real obstructionists. No +more window-breaking or house-burning, but real serious fighting, just +where it will hurt them most. Something must come of it," she +concluded. "I hope it may not be blood." + +Aintree roused himself from his attitude of listless indifference. + +"You'll gain nothing by militancy," he pronounced. "I've no axe to +grind, you may have the vote or go without it. You may take mine away, +or give me two. But your cause has gone back steadily, ever since you +adopted militant tactics." + +"The Weary Seraph cares for none of these things," Joyce remarked. I +requested a moment's silence to ponder the exquisite fitness of the +name. Had I thought for a year I could not have found a better +description for the shy boy with the alert face and large frightened +eyes. "Every one calls him that," Joyce went on. "And he doesn't like +it. I should love to be called seraphic, but no one will; I'm too full +of original sin. Well, Seraph, you may disapprove of militancy if you +like, but you must suggest something to put in its place." + +"I don't know that I can." + +Joyce turned to her sister. + +"These men-things aren't helpful, are they, Elsie?" + +"I'm a good destructive critic," I said in self-justification. + +"There are so many without you," Joyce answered, laying her hand on +my arm. "Listen, Mr. Merivale. You've probably noticed there's very +little argument about the suffrage; everything that can be said on +either side has already been said a thousand times. You're going to +refuse us the vote. Good. I should do the same in your place. There +are more of us than there are of you, and we shall swamp you if we all +get the vote. You can't give it to some of us and not others, because +the brain is not yet born that can think of a perfect partial +franchise. Will you give it to property and leave out the factory +workers? Will you give it to spinsters and leave out the women who +bear children to the nation? Will you give it to married women and +leave out the unprotected spinsters? It's all or none: I say all, you +say none. You say I'm not fit for a vote, I say I am. We reach an +impasse, and might argue till daybreak without getting an inch further +forward. We're fighting to swamp you, you're fighting to keep your +head above water. We're reduced to a trial of strength." + +She leant back in her chair, and I presented her with a dish of salted +almonds, partly as a reward, partly because I never eat them myself. + +"I admire your summary of the situation," I said. "You've only omitted +one point. In a trial of strength between man and woman, man is still +the stronger." + +"And woman the more resourceful." + +"Perhaps." + +"She's certainly the more ruthless," Joyce answered, as she finished +her coffee and drew on her gloves. + +"War _a outrance_," I commented as we left the dining-room. "And what +after the war?" + +"When we've got the vote...." she began. + +"Napoleon and the capture of London," I murmured. + +"Oh well, you don't think I go in for a thing unless I'm going to win, +do you? When we get the vote, we shall work to secure as large a share +of public life as men enjoy, and we shall put women on an equality +with men in things like divorce," she added between closed teeth. + +"Suppose for the sake of argument you're beaten? I imagine even Joyce +Davenant occasionally meets with little checks?" + +"Oh yes. When Joyce was seven, she wanted to go skating, and her +father said the ice wouldn't bear and she mustn't go. Joyce went, and +fell in and nearly got drowned. And when she got home, her father was +very angry and whipped her with a crop." + +"Well?" + +"That's all. Only--he said afterwards that she took it rather well, +there was no crying." + +I wondered then, as I have always wondered, whether she in any way +appreciated the seriousness of the warfare she was waging on society. + +"A month in the second division at Holloway is one thing...." I began. + +"It'll be seven years' penal servitude if I'm beaten," she +interrupted. Her tone was innocent alike of flippancy and bravado. + +"Forty votes aren't worth that. I've got three, so I ought to know." + +Joyce's eyes turned in the direction of her sister who was coming out +of the dining-room with Aintree. + +"_She's_ worth some sacrifice." + +"You couldn't make her lot easier if you had every vote in creation. +She's up against the existing divorce law, and that's buttressed by +every Church, and every dull married woman in the country. You're +starting conversation at the wrong end, Joyce." + +Her little arched eyebrows raised themselves at the name. + +"Joyce?" she repeated. + +"You were Joyce when last we met." + +"That was twenty years ago." + +"It seems less. I should like to blot out those years." + +"And have me back in nursery frocks and long hair?" + +"Better than long convict frocks and short hair," I answered with +laborious antithesis. + +"Then I haven't improved?" + +"You're perfect--off duty, in private life." + +"I have no private life." + +"I've seen a glimpse of it to-night." + +"An hour's holiday. I say good-bye to it for good this evening when I +say good-bye to you." + +"But not for good?" + +"You'll not want the burden of my friendship when war's declared. If +you like to come in as an ally...?" + +"Do you think you could convert me?" + +She looked at me closely. + +"Yes." + +I shook my head. + +"What'd you bet?" she challenged me. + +"It would be like robbing a child's money-box," I answered. "You're +dealing with the laziest man in the northern hemisphere." + +"How long will you be in England?" + +"I've no idea." + +"Six months? In six months I'll make you the Prince Rupert of the +militant army. Then when we're sent to prison--Sir Arthur Roden's a +friend of yours--you can arrange for our cells to be side by side, and +we'll tap on the dividing wall." + +I had an idea that our unsociable prison discipline insisted on +segregating male and female offenders. It was not the moment, however, +for captious criticism. + +"If I stay six months," I said, "I'll undertake to divorce you from +your militant army." + +"The laziest man in the northern hemisphere?" + +"I've never found anything worth doing before." + +"It's a poor ambition. And the militants want me." + +"They haven't the monopoly of that." + +Joyce smiled in spite of herself, and under her breath I caught the +word "Cheek!" + +"I'm pledged to them," she said aloud. "Possession's nine points of +the law." + +"I don't expect to hear _you_ calling the law and the prophets in +aid." + +"It's a woman's privilege to make the best of both worlds," she +answered, as Elsie carried her off to fetch their cloaks. + +"There is only one world," I called out as she left me. "This is it. I +am going to make the best of it." + +"How?" + +"By appropriating to myself whatever's worth having in it." + +"How?" she repeated. + +"I'll tell you in six months' time." + +Aintree sauntered up with his coat under his arm as Joyce and her +sister vanished from sight. + +"Rather wonderful, isn't she?" he remarked. + +"Which?" I asked. + +"Oh, really!" he exclaimed in disgusted protest. + +"They are astonishingly alike," I said _a propos_ of nothing. + +"They're often mistaken for each other." + +"I can well believe it." + +"It's a mistake you're not likely to make," he answered significantly. + +I took hold of his shoulders, and made him look me in the eyes. + +"What do you mean by that, Seraph?" I asked. + +"Nothing," he answered. "What did I say? I really forget; I was +thinking what a wife Joyce would make for a man who likes having his +mind made up for him, and feels that his youth is slipping +imperceptibly away." + +I made no answer, because I could not see what answer was possible. +And, further, I was playing with a day-dream.... The Seraph +interrupted with some remark about her effect on a public meeting, and +my mind set itself to visualise the scene. I could imagine her easy +directness and gay self-confidence capturing the heart of her +audience; it mattered little how she spoke or what she ordered them to +do; the fascination lay in her happy, untroubled voice, and the +graceful movements of her slim, swaying body. Behind the careless +front they knew of her resolute, unwhimpering courage; she tossed the +laws of England in the air as a juggler tosses glass balls, and when +one fell to the ground and shivered in a thousand pieces she was ready +to pay the price with a smiling face, and a hand waving gay farewell. +It was the lighthearted recklessness of Sydney Carton or Rupert of +Hentzau, the one courage that touches the brutal, beef-fed English +imagination.... + +"Why the hell does she do it, Seraph?" I exclaimed. + +"Why don't you stop her, if you don't like it?" + +"What influence have _I_ got over her?" + +"Some--not much. You can develop it. I? Good heavens, _I_'ve no +control. You've got the seeds.... No, you must just believe me when I +say it is so. You wouldn't understand if I told you the reason." + +"It seems to me the more I see of you the less I do understand you," I +objected. + +"Quite likely," he answered. "It isn't even worth trying." + +The play which the Seraph was taking us to see was _The Heir-at-Law_, +and though we went on the first night, it was running throughout my +residence in England, and for anything I know to the contrary may +still be playing to crowded houses. It was the biggest dramatic +success of recent years, and for technical construction, subtlety of +characterization, and brilliance of dialogue, ranks deservedly as a +masterpiece. As a young man I used to do a good deal of theatre-going, +and attended most of the important first nights. Why, I hardly know; +possibly because there was a good deal of difficulty in getting seats, +possibly because at that age it amused us to pose as _virtuosi_, and +say we liked to form our own opinion of a play before the critics had +had time to tell us what to think of it. I remember the acting usually +had an appearance of being insufficiently rehearsed, the players were +often nervous and inaudible, and most of the plays themselves wanted +substantial cutting. + +"The last things I saw in England," I told Mrs. Wylton, "were _The +Second Mrs. Tanqueray_, and _A Woman of No Importance_." + +Dramatic history has developed apace since those days. I recollect we +thought Pinero the most daring dramatist since Ibsen; we talked sagely +of a revolution in the English theatre. There must have been many +revolutions since then! Even the wit of Wilde has grown a little +out-moded since '93. As we drove down to the Cornmarket I was given to +understand that the dramatic firmament had been many times disturbed +in twenty years; Shaw had followed a meteoric path, Barker burned with +fitful brilliance, while aloft in splendid isolation shone the +inexorable cold light of Galsworthy.... + +"Who's the new man you're taking us to see?" Joyce asked the Seraph. + +"Gordon Tremayne," he answered. + +"The man who wrote 'The Child of Misery'? I didn't know he wrote +plays." + +"I believe this is his first. Do you know his books?" + +"Forward and backward and upside down," I answered. "He's one of the +coming men." + +I am not a great novel reader, and have no idea how I came across +Tremayne's first book, "The Marriage of Gretchen," but when once I had +read it, I watched the publisher's announcements for other books from +the same pen. The second one belonged still to the experimental stage: +then the whole literary world was convulsed by the first volume of his +"Child of Misery." + +I suppose by now it is as well-known as that other strange masterpiece +of self-revelation--"Jean Christophe"--which in many ways it so +closely resembles. In one respect it shared the same immortality, and +"Jean Christophe's" future was not more eagerly watched in France than +"Rupert Chevasse's" in England. The hero--for want of a better +name--was torn from the pages of the book and invested by his readers +with flesh and blood reality. We all wanted to know how the theme +would develop, and none of us could guess. The first volume gave you +the childhood and upbringing of Rupert--and incidentally revealed to +my unimaginative mind what a hell life must be for an over-sensitive +boy at an English public school. The second opened with his marriage +to Kathleen, went on to her death and ended with the appalling mental +prostration of Rupert. I suppose every one had a different theory how +the third volume would shape.... + +"What sort of a fellow is this Tremayne?" I asked the Seraph. + +"I've never met him," he answered, and closured my next question by +jumping up and helping Mrs. Wylton out of the taxi. + +From our box we had an admirable view of both stage and house. One or +two critics and a sprinkling of confirmed first-nighters had survived +from the audiences I knew twenty years before, but the newcomers were +in the ascendant. It was a good house, and I recognised more than one +quondam acquaintance. Mrs. Rawnsley, the Prime Minister's wife, was +pointed out to me by Joyce: she was there with her daughter, and for a +moment I thought I ought to go and speak. When I recollected that we +had not met since her marriage, and thought of the voluminous +explanations that would be necessitated, I decided to sit on in the +box and talk to Joyce. Indeed, I only mention the fact of my seeing +mother and daughter there, because it sometimes strikes me as curious +that so large a part should have been played in my life by a girl of +nineteen with sandy hair and over-freckled face whom I saw on that +occasion for the first, last and only time. + +_The Heir-at-Law_ went with a fine swing. There were calls at the end +of each act, and the lights were kept low after the final curtain +while the whole house rang from pit to gallery with a chorus of +"Author! Author!" The Seraph began looking for his coat as soon as the +curtain fell, but I wanted to see the great Gordon Tremayne. + +"He won't appear," I was told when I refused to move. + +"How do you know?" + +Aintree hesitated, and then pointed to the stage, where the manager +had advanced to the footlights and was explaining that the author was +not in the house. + +We struggled out into the passage and made our way into the hall. + +"Where does one sup these times?" I asked the Seraph. + +He suggested the Carlton and I handed on the suggestion to Mrs. +Wylton, not in any way as a reflection on his admirable dinner, but as +a precautionary measure against hunger in the night. Mrs. Wylton in +turn consulted her sister, who appeared by common consent to be +credited with the dominant mind of the party. + +"I should love...." Joyce was beginning when something made her stop +short. I followed the direction of her eyes, and caught sight of a +wretched newspaper boy approaching with the last edition of an evening +paper. Against his legs flapped a flimsy newsbill, and on the bill +were four gigantic words:-- + + DEFEAT OF SUFFRAGE AMENDMENT. + +Joyce met my eyes with a determined little smile. + +"Not to-night, thanks," she said. "I've a lot of work to do before I +go to bed." + +"When shall I see you again?" I asked. + +She held out a small gloved hand. + +"You won't. It's good-bye." + +"But why?" + +"It's war _a outrance_." + +"That's no concern of mine." + +"Exactly. Those that are not with me are against me." + +I offered a bribe in the form of matches and a cigarette. + +"Don't you have an armistice even for tea?" I asked. + +She shook her head provokingly. + +"Joyce," I said, "when you were five, I had every reason, +justification and opportunity for slapping you. I refrained. Now when +I think of my wasted chances...." + +"You can come to tea any time. Seraph'll give you the address." + +"That's a better frame of mind," I said, as I hailed a taxi and put +the two women inside it. + +"It won't be an armistice," she called back over her shoulder. + +"It'll have to be. I bring peace wherever I go." + +"I shall convert you." + +"If there's any conversion...." + +"When are you coming?" she interrupted. + +"Not for a day or two," I answered regretfully. "I'm spending Whitsun +with the Rodens." + +Joyce shook my hand in silence through the window of the taxi, and +then abruptly congratulated me. + +"What on?" I asked. + +"Your week-end party. How perfectly glorious!" + +"Why?" + +"You're going to be in at the death," she answered, as the taxi jerked +itself epileptically away from the kerb. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +SUPPER WITH A MYSTIC + + "I can look into your soul. D'you know what I see...? ... + I see your soul."--JOHN MASEFIELD, "The Tragedy of Nan." + + +I stood absent-mindedly staring at the back of the taxi till it +disappeared down Pall Mall and the Seraph brought me to earth with an +invitation to supper. + +"...if it won't be too much of an anti-climax to have supper with me +alone," I heard him murmuring. + +At that moment I wanted to stride away to the Park, tramp up and down +by myself, and think--think calmly, think savagely, try every fashion +of thinking. + +"To be quite candid," I said, as I linked arms and turned in the +direction of the Club, "if you nailed me down like a Strasburg goose, +I don't believe you could fill me fuller than you've already done at +dinner." + +"Let me bear you company, then. It'll keep you from thinking. Wait a +minute; I want to have this prescription made up." + +I followed him into a chemist's shop and waited patiently while a +powerful soporific was compounded. I have myself subsisted too many +years on heroic remedies to retain the average Englishman's horror of +what he calls "drugs." At the same time I do not like to see boys of +six and twenty playing with toys as dangerous as the Seraph's little +grey-white powders; nor do I like to see them so much as feeling the +need. + +"Under advice?" I asked, as we came out into the street. + +"Originally. I don't need it often, but I'm rather unsettled +to-night." + +He had been restless throughout the play, and the hand that paid for +the powders had trembled more than was necessary. + +"You were all right at dinner," I said. + +"That was some time ago," he answered. + +"Everything went off admirably; there's been nothing to worry you." + +"Reaction," he muttered abruptly, as we mounted the steps of the Club. + +Supper was a gloomy meal, as we ate in silence and had the whole huge +dining-room to ourselves. I ought not to complain or be surprised, as +silence was the Seraph's normal state, and my mind was far too full of +other things to discuss the ordinary banalities of the day. With the +arrival of the cigars, however, I began to feel unsociable, and told +him to talk to me. + +"What about?" he asked. + +"Anything." + +"There's only one thing you're thinking about at the moment." + +"Oh?" + +"You're thinking of the past three months generally, and the past +three hours in particular." + +"That doesn't carry me very far," I said. + +He switched off the table lights and lay back in his chair with legs +crossed. + +"Don't you think it strange and--unsettling? Three months ago life +was rounded and complete; you were all-sufficient to yourself. One day +was just like another, till the morning when you woke up and felt +lonely--lonely and wasted, gradually growing old. Till three, four +hours ago you tried to define your new hunger.... Now you've forgotten +it, now you're wondering why you can't drive out of your mind the +vision of a girl you've not seen for twenty years. Shall I go on? +You've just had a new thought; you were thinking I was impertinent, +that I oughtn't to talk like this, that you ought to be angry.... Then +you decided you couldn't be, because I was right." He paused, and then +exclaimed quickly, "Now, now there's another new thought! You're not +going to be angry, you know it's true, you're interested, you want to +find out how I know it's true, but you want to seem sceptical so as to +save your face." He hesitated a second time, and added quietly, "Now +you've made up your mind, you're going to say nothing, you think +that's non-committal, you're going to wait in the hope that I shall +tell you how I know." + +I made no answer, and he sat silent for a while, tracing his initials +with the end of a match in the little mound of cigar ash on his plate. + +"I can't tell you how I know," he said at last. "But it was true, +wasn't it?" + +"Suppose it was?" + +His shoulders gave a slight shrug. + +"Oh, I don't know. I just wanted to see if I was right." + +I turned up the table lamp again so that I could see his face. + +"Just as a matter of personal interest," I said, "do you suggest that +I always show the world what I'm thinking about?" + +"Not the world." + +"You?" + +"As a rule. Not more than other people." + +"Can you tell what everybody's thinking of?" + +"I can with a good many men." + +"Not women?" + +He shook his head. + +"They often don't know themselves. They think in fits and +starts--jerkily; it's hard to follow them." + +"How do you do it?" + +"I don't know. You must watch people's eyes; then you'll find the +expression is always changing, never the same for two minutes in +succession--you just _see_." + +"I'm hanged if I do." + +"Your eyes must be quick. Look here, you're walking along in evening +dress, and I throw a lump of mud on to your shirt front. In a fraction +of a second you hit me over the head with your cane. That's all, isn't +it? But you know it isn't all; there are a dozen mental processes +between the mud-throwing and the head-hitting. You're horror-stricken +at the mess I've made of your shirt, you wonder if you'll have time to +go back and change into a clean one, and if so, how late you'll be. +You're annoyed that any one should throw mud at you, you're +flabbergasted that _I_ should be the person. You're impotently angry. +Gradually a desire for revenge overcomes every other feeling; you're +going to hurt me. A little thought springs up, and you wonder whether +I shall summon you for assault; you decide to risk it Another little +thought--will you hit me on the body or the head? You decide the head +because it'll hurt more. Still another thought--how hard to hit? You +don't want to kill me and you don't want to make me blind. You decide +to be on the safe side and hit rather gently. Then--then at last +you're ready with the cane. Is that right?" + +I thought it over very carefully. + +"I suppose so. But no one can see those thoughts succeeding each +other. There isn't time." + +The Seraph shook his head in polite contradiction. + +"The same sort of thing was said when instantaneous photography was +introduced. You got pictures of horses galloping, and people solemnly +assured you it was physically impossible for horses' legs to get into +such attitudes." + +"How do you account for it?" I asked. + +"Don't know. Eyes different from other people's, I suppose." + +I could see he preferred to discuss the power in the abstract rather +than in relation to himself, but my curiosity was piqued. + +"Anything else?" I asked. + +He listened for a moment; the Club was sunk in profound silence. Then +I heard him imitating a familiar deep voice: "Oh--er--porter, taxi, +please." + +"Why d'you do that?" I asked, not quite certain of his meaning. + +"Don't you know whose voice that was supposed to be?" + +"It was Arthur Roden's," I said. + +He nodded. "Just leaving the Club." + +I jumped up and ran into the hall. + +"Is Sir Arthur Roden in the Club?" I asked the porter. + +"Just left this moment, sir," he answered. + +I came back and sat down opposite the Seraph. + +"I want to hear more about this," I said. "I'm beginning to get +interested." + +He shook his head. + +"Why not?" I persisted. + +"I don't like talking about it. I don't understand it, there's a lot +more that I haven't told you about. I only----" + +"Well?" + +"I only told you this much because you didn't like to see me taking +drugs. I wanted to show you my nerves were rather--abnormal." + +"As if I didn't know that! Why don't you do something for them?" + +"Such as?" + +"Occupy your mind more." + +"My mind's about as fully occupied as it will stand," he answered as +we left the dining-room and went in search of our coats. + +As I was staying at the Savoy and he was living in Adelphi Terrace, +our homeward roads were the same. We started in silence, and before we +had gone five yards I knew the grey-white powder would be called in +aid that night. He was in a state of acute nervous excitement; the arm +that linked itself in mine trembled appreciably through two +thicknesses of coat, and I could feel him pressing against my side +like a frightened woman. Once he begged me not to repeat our recent +conversation. + +As we entered the Strand, the sight of the theatres gave me a fresh +train of thought. + +"You ought to write a book, Seraph," I said with the easy abruptness +one employs in advancing these general propositions. + +"What about?" + +"Anything. Novel, play, psychological study. Look here, my young +friend, psychology in literature is the power of knowing what's going +on in people's minds, and being able to communicate that knowledge to +paper. How many writers possess the power? If you look at the rot that +gets published, the rot that gets produced at the theatres, my +question answers itself. At the present day there aren't six +psychologists above the mediocre in all England; barring Henry James +there's been no great psychologist since Dostoievski. And this power +that other people attain by years of heart-breaking labour and +observation, comes to you--by some freak of nature--ready made. You +could write a good book, Seraph; why don't you?" + +"I might try." + +"I know what that means." + +"I don't think you do," he answered. "I pay a lot of attention to your +advice." + +"Thank you," I said with an ironical bow. + +"I do. Five years ago, in Morocco, you gave me the same advice." + +"I'm still waiting to see the result." + +"You've seen it." + +"What do you mean?" + +"You told me to write a book, I wrote it. You've read it." + +"In my sleep?" + +"I hope not." + +"Name, please? I've never so much as seen the outside of it." + +"I didn't write in my own name." + +"Name of book and pseudonym?" I persisted. + +His lips opened, and then shut in silence. + +"I shan't tell you," he murmured after a pause. + +"It won't go any further," I promised. + +"I don't want even you to know." + +"Seraph, we've got no secrets. At least I hope not." + +We had come alongside the entrance to the Savoy, but neither of us +thought of turning in. + +"Name, please?" I repeated after we had walked in silence to the +Wellington Street crossing and were waiting for a stream of traffic +to pass on towards Waterloo Bridge. + +"'The Marriage of Gretchen,'" he answered. + +"'The History of David Copperfield,'" I suggested. + +"You see, you won't believe me," he complained. + +"Try something a little less well--known: get hold of a book that's +been published anonymously." + +"'Gretchen' was published over a _nom de plume_." + +"By 'Gordon Tremayne,'" I said, "whoever he may be." + +"You don't know him?" + +"Do you? No, I remember as we drove down to the theatre you said you +didn't." + +"I said I'd never met him," he corrected me. + +"A mere quibble," I protested. + +"It's an important distinction. Do you know anybody who _has_ met +him?" + +I turned half round to give him the benefit of what was intended for a +smile of incredulity. He met my gaze unfalteringly. Suddenly it was +borne in upon me that he was speaking the truth. + +"Will you kindly explain the whole mystery?" I begged. + +"Now you can understand why I was jumpy at the theatre to-night," he +answered in parenthesis. + +He told me the story as we walked along Fleet Street, and we had +reached Ludgate Circus and turned down New Bridge Street before the +fantastic tangle was straightened out. + +Acting on the advice I had given him when he stayed with me in +Morocco, he had sought mental distraction in the composition of +"Gretchen," and had offered it to the publishers under an assumed name +through the medium of a solicitor. We three alone were acquainted with +the carefully guarded secret. His subsequent books appeared in the +same way: even the _Heir-at-Law_ I had just witnessed came to a +similar cumbrous birth, and was rehearsed and produced without +criticism or suggestion from the author. + +I could see no reason for a _nom de plume_ in the case of "Gretchen" +or the other novel of nonage; with the "Child of Misery" it was +different. I suspect the first volume of being autobiographical; the +second, to my certain knowledge, embodies a slice torn ruthlessly out +of the Seraph's own life. An altered setting, the marriage of Rupert +and Kathleen, were two out of a dozen variations from the actual; but +the touching, idyllic boy and girl romance, with its shattering +termination, had taken place a few months--a few weeks, I might +say--before our first meeting in Morocco. I imagine it was because I +was the only man who had seen him in those dark days, that he broke +through his normal reserve and admitted me to his confidence. + +"When do you propose to avow your own children?" I asked. + +He shook his head without answering. I suppose it is what I ought to +have expected, but in the swaggering, self-advertising twentieth +century it seemed incredible that I had found a man content for all +time to bind his laurels round the brow of a lay figure. + +"In time...." I began, but he shook his head again. + +"You can stop me with a single sentence. I'm in your hands. 'Gordon +Tremayne' dies as soon as his identity's discovered." + +Years ago I remember William Sharp using the same threat with "'Fiona +Macleod.'" + +"You think it's just self-consciousness," he went on in self-defence. +"You think after what's passed...." + +"It's getting farther away each day, Seraph," I suggested gently as he +hesitated. + +"I know. 'Tisn't that--altogether. It's the future." + +"What's going to happen?" + +"If 'Gordon Tremayne' knew that," he answered, "you wouldn't find him +writing plays." + +Arm-in-arm we walked the length of the Embankment. As I grew to know +the Seraph better, I learnt not to interrupt his long silences. It was +trying for the patience, I admit, but his natural shyness even with +friends was so great that you could see him balancing an idea for +minutes at a time before he found courage to put it into words. I was +always reminded of the way a tortoise projects its head cautiously +from the shell, looks all round, starts, stops, starts again, before +mustering resolution to take a step forward.... + +"D'you believe in premonitions, Toby?" he asked as we passed +Cleopatra's Needle on our second journey eastward. + +"Yes," I answered. I should have said it in any case, to draw him out; +as a matter of fact, I have the greatest difficulty in knowing what I +do or do not believe. On the rare occasions when I do make up my mind +on any point I generally have to reconsider my decision. + +"I had a curious premonition lately," he went on. "One of these days +you may see it in the third volume of 'The Child of Misery.'".... + +I cannot give the story in his own words, because I was merely a +credulous, polite listener. He believed in his premonition, and the +belief gave a vigour and richness to the recital which I cannot hope +or attempt to reproduce. Here is a prosaic record of the facts. At the +close of the previous winter he had found himself in attendance at a +costume ball, muffled to the eyes in the cerements of an Egyptian +mummy. The dress was too hot for dancing, and he was wandering through +the ball-room inspecting the costumes, when an unreasoning impulse +drove him out into the entrance hall. Even as he went, the impulse +seemed more than a caprice; in his own words, had his feet been +manacled, he would have gone there crawling on his knees. + +The hall was almost deserted when he arrived. A tall Crusader in coat +armour stood smoking a cigarette and talking to a Savoyard +peasant-girl. Their conversation was desultory, but the words spoken +by the girl fixed a careless, frank, self-confident voice in his +memory. Then the Crusader was despatched on an errand, and the +peasant-girl strolled up and down the hall. + +In a mirror over the fireplace the Seraph watched her movements. She +was slight and of medium height, with small features and fine black +hair falling to the waist in two long plaits. The brown eyes, set far +apart and deep in their sockets, were never still, and the face wore +an expression of restless, rebellious energy.... Once their eyes met, +but the mummy wrappings were discouraging. The girl continued her +walk, and the Seraph returned to his mirror. Whatever his mission, the +Crusader was unduly long away; his partner grew visibly impatient, and +once, for no ostensible reason, the expression reflected in the mirror +changed from impatience to disquiet; the brown eyes lost their fire +and self-confidence, the mouth grew wistful, the whole face lonely and +frightened. + +It was this expression that came to haunt the Seraph's dreams. In a +fantastic succession of visions he found himself talking frankly and +intimately with the Savoyard peasant; their conversation was always +interrupted, suddenly and brutally, as though she had been snatched +away. Gradually--like sunlight breaking waterily through a mist--the +outline of her features become visible again, then the eyes wide open +with fear, then the mouth with lips imploringly parted. + +The Seraph had quickened his pace till we were striding along at +almost five miles an hour. Opposite the south end of Middle Temple +Lane he dragged his arm abruptly out of mine, planted his elbows on +the parapet of the Embankment, and stared out over the muddy waters, +with knuckles pressed crushingly to either side of his forehead. + +"I don't know what to make of it!" he exclaimed. "What does it mean? +Who is she? Why does she keep coming to me like this? I don't know +her, I've caught that one glimpse of her. Yet night after night. And +it's so real, I often don't know whether I'm awake or asleep. I've +never felt so ... so _conscious_ of anybody in my life. I saw her for +those few minutes, but I'm as sure as I'm sure of death that I shall +meet her again----" + +"Don't you want to?" + +He passed a hand wearily in front of his eyes, and linked an arm once +more in mine. + +"I don't know," he answered as we turned slowly back and walked up +Norfolk Street into the Strand. "Yes, if it's just to satisfy +curiosity and find out who she is. But there's something more, there's +some big catastrophe brewing. I'd sooner be out of it. At least ... +she may want help. I don't know. I honestly don't know." + +When we got back to the Savoy I invited him up to my room for a drink. +He refused on the score of lateness, though I could see he was +reluctant to be left to his own company. + +"Don't think me sceptical," I said, "because I can't interpret your +dreams. And don't think I imagine it's all fancy if I tell you to +change your ideas, change your work, change your surroundings. The +Rodens have invited you down to their place, why don't you come?" + +He shivered at the abrupt contact with reality. + +"I do hate meeting people," he protested. + +"Seraph," I said, "I'm an unworthy vessel, but on your own showing I +shall be submerged in politics if there isn't some one to create a +diversion. Come to oblige me." + +He hesitated for several moments, alternately crushing his opera hat +and jerking it out straight. + +"All right," he said at last. + +"You will be my salvation." + +"You deserve it, for what it's worth." + +"God forbid!" I cried in modest disclaimer. + +"You're the only one that isn't quite sure I'm mad," he answered, +turning away in the direction of Adelphi Terrace. + +For the next two days I had little time to spare for the Seraph's +premonitions or Joyce Davenant's conspiracies. My brother sailed from +Tilbury on the Friday, I was due the following day at the Rodens, and +in the interval there were incredibly numerous formalities to be +concluded before Gladys was finally entrusted to my care. The scene of +reconciliation between her father and myself was most affecting. In +the old days when Brian toiled at his briefs and I sauntered away the +careless happy years of my youth, there is little doubt that I was +held out as an example not to be followed. We need not go into the +question which of us made the better bargain with life, but I know my +brother largely supported himself in the early days of struggle by +reflecting that a more than ordinarily hideous retribution was in +store for me. Do I wrong him in fancying he must have suffered +occasional pangs of disappointment? + +Perhaps I do; there was really no time for him to be disappointed. +Almost before retribution could be expected to have her slings and +arrows in readiness, my ramblings in the diamond fields of South +Africa had made me richer than he could ever hope to become by playing +the Industrious Apprentice at the English Common Law Bar. More +charitable than the Psalmist--from whom indeed he differs in all +material respects--Brian could not bring himself to believe that any +one who flourished like the green bay tree was fundamentally wicked. +At our meeting he was almost cordial. Any slight reserve may be +attributed to reasonable vexation that he had grown old and scarred in +the battle of life while time with me had apparently stood still. + +For all our cordiality, Gladys was not given away without substantial +good advice. He was glad to see me settling down, home again from my +curious ... well, home again from my wanderings; steadying with age. I +was face to face with a great responsibility.... I suppose it was +inevitable, and I did my best to appear patient, but in common +fairness a judge has no more right than a shopwalker to import a trade +manner into private life. The homily to which I was subjected should +have been reserved for the Bench; there it is expected of a judge; +indeed he is paid five thousand a year to live up to the expectation. + +When Brian had ended I was turned over to the attention of my +sister-in-law. Like a wise woman she did not attempt competition with +her husband, and I was dismissed with the statement that Gladys would +cause me no trouble, and an inconsistent exhortation that I was not +to let her get into mischief. Finally, in case of illness or other +mishap, I was to telegraph immediately by means of a code contrived +for the occasion. I remember a great many birds figured among the +code-words: "Penguin" meant "She has taken a slight chill, but I have +had the doctor in, and she is in bed with a hot water-bottle"; +"Linnet" meant "Scarlatina"; "Bustard" "Appendicitis, operation +successfully performed, going on well." Being neither ornithologist +nor physician, I had no idea there were so many possible diseases, or +even so that there were enough birds to go round. It is perhaps +needless to add that I lost my copy of the code the day after they +sailed, and only discovered it by chance a fortnight ago when Brian +and his wife had been many months restored to their only child, and I +had passed out of the life of all three--presumably for ever. + +In case no better opportunity offer, I hasten to put it on record that +my sister-in-law spoke no more than the truth in saying her daughter +would cause me no trouble. I do not wish for a better ward. During the +weeks that I was her foster father, circumstances brought me in +contact with some two or three hundred girls of similar age and +position. They were all a little more emancipated, rational, and +independent than the girls of my boyhood, but of all that I came to +know intimately, Gladys was the least abnormal and most tractable. + +I grew to be very fond of her before we parted, and my chief present +regret is that I see so little likelihood of meeting her again. She +was affectionate, obedient, high-spirited--tasting life for the first +time, finding the savour wonderfully sweet on her lips, knowing it +could not last, determined to drain the last drop of enjoyment before +wedlock called her to the responsibilities of the drab, workaday +world. She had none of Joyce Davenant's personality, her reckless +courage and obstinate, fearless devilry; none of Sylvia Roden's +passionate fire, her icy reserve and imperious temper. Side by side +with either, Gladys would seem indeterminate, characterless; but she +was the only one of the three I would have welcomed as a ward in those +thunderous summer days before the storm burst in its fury and scorched +Joyce and Sylvia alike. There were giants in those days, but England +has only limited accommodation for supermen. Had I my time and choice +over again, my handkerchief would still fall on the shoulder of my +happy, careless, laughing, slangy, disrespectful niece. + +I accompanied Gladys to Tilbury and saw her parents safely on board +the _Bessarabia_. On our return to Pont Street I found a letter of +instructions to guide us in our forthcoming visit to Hampshire. My +niece had half opened it before she noticed the address. + +"It was Phil's writing, so I thought it must be for me," was her +ingenious explanation. + +As I completed the opening and began to read the letter, my mind went +abruptly back to some enigmatic words of Seraph's: "Is Phil going to +be there?". I remembered him asking. "Oh then it certainly won't be a +bachelor party." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +BRANDON COURT + + "I remember waiting for you when the steamer came in. Do + you?" + + "At the Lily Lock, beyond Hong Kong and Java?" + + "Do _you_ call it that too?" ... + + ... "You're the Boy, my Brushwood Boy, and I've known you + all my life!"--RUDYARD KIPLING, "The Brushwood Boy." + + +The following morning I took up my new duties in earnest, and conveyed +myself and my luggage from the Savoy to Pont Street. + +"I'm allowing plenty of time for the train," I told Gladys when she +had finished keeping me waiting. "Apparently we've got to meet the +rest of the party at Waterloo, and Phil isn't certain if he'll be +there." + +As we drove down to the station I refreshed my memory with a second +reading of his admirably lucid instructions. + +"Eleven fifteen is the train," he wrote. "If I'm not there, make the +Seraph introduce you: he knows everybody. If he cries off at the last +minute (it's just like him), you'll have to manage on your own +account, with occasional help from Gladys. She doesn't know Rawnsley +or Culling, but she'll point out Gartside if you don't recognize +him...." + +"Do you _know_ him?" Gladys asked me in surprise. + +"I used to, many years ago. In fact I did him a small service when he +had for the moment forgotten that he was in the East and that the +Orient does not always see eye to eye with the West." + +Gladys' feminine curiosity was instantly aroused, but I refused to +gratify it. After all it was ancient history now, Gartside was several +years younger at the time, and in the parlance of the day, "it was the +sort of thing that might have happened to any one." He is now a highly +respected member of the House of Lords, occupying an important public +position. I should long ago have forgotten the whole episode but for +his promise that if ever he had a chance of repaying me he would do +so. I have every reason now to remember that the bread I cast on the +waters returned to me after not many days. + +"What's he like now?" I asked Gladys. + +"Oh, a topper!" + +I find the rising generation defines with a minimum of words. + +"I mean he's a real white man," she proceeded, _per obscurans ad +obscurantius_; I was left to find out for myself how much remained of +the old Gartside. I found him little changed, and still a magnificent +specimen of humanity, six feet four in height, fifteen stone in +weight, as strong as a giant, and as gentle as a woman. He was the +kindest, most courteous, largest-hearted man I have ever met: slow of +speech, slow of thought, slow of perception. I am afraid you might +starve at his side without his noticing it; when once he had seen your +plight he would give you his last crust and go hungry himself. He was +brave and just as few men have the courage to be; you trusted and +followed him implicitly; with greater quickness and more imagination +he would have been a great man, but with his weak initiative and +unready sympathy he might lead you to irreparable disaster. I suppose +he was five and thirty at this time, balder than when I last met him, +and stouter than in the days when he backed himself to stroke a +Leander four half-way over the Putney course against the 'Varsity +Eight. + +I went on with Philip's letter of explanation. + +"Nigel Rawnsley you will find majestic, Olympian, and omniscient. He +is tall, sandy-haired, and lantern-jawed like his father; do not +comment on the likeness, as he cherishes the belief that the Prime +Minister's son is of somewhat greater importance than the Prime +Minister. If you hear him speak before you see him, you will recognise +him by his exquisite taste in recondite epithets. He will hail you +with a Greek quotation, convict you of inaccuracy and ignorance on +five different matters of common knowledge in as many minutes, and +finally give you up as hopeless. This is just his manner. It is also +his manner to wear a conspicuous gold cross to mark his religious +enthusiasms, and to travel third as an earnest of democratic +instincts. He is not a bad fellow if you don't take him too seriously; +he is making a mark in the House." + +"Prig," murmured Gladys with conviction, as I came to the end of the +Rawnsley dossier. She did not know him, but was giving expression to a +very general feeling. + +I crossed swords more than once with Nigel Rawnsley in the course of +the following few months, and in our duelling caught sight of more +than one unamiable side to his character. While my mood is charitable, +I may perhaps say a word in his favour. It is just possible that I +have met more types of men than Philip Roden; it takes me longer to +size them up; perhaps also I see a little deeper than he did. Nigel +went through life handicapped by an insatiable ambition and an +abnormal self-consciousness. Without charm of manner or strength of +personality, he must have been from earliest schooldays one of those +who--like the Jews--trample that they be not trampled on. He became +overbearing for fear of being insignificant, corrected your facts for +fear of being squeezed out of the conversation, and sharpened his +tongue to secure your respect if not your love. Some one in the House +christened him "Whitaker's Almanack," but in fact his knowledge was +not exceptionally wide. He was always right because he had the wisdom +to keep silent when out of his depth, and intervene effectively when +he was sure of his ground. + +I never heard him in Court, but his defect as a statesman must have +been apparent as a barrister; he would take no risks, try no bluff, +make no attack till horse, foot, and gun were marshalled in readiness. +Given time he would win by dogged perseverance, but, as in my own +case, he must know to his cost that a slippery opponent will give him +no time for his ponderous grappling. Nigel's great natural gifts will +carry him to the front when he has learnt a little more humanity; and +humanity will come as he loses his dread of ridicule. At present the +youngest parliamentary hand can brush aside his weighty facts and +figures by a simple ill-natured witticism; and the fact that I am not +now languishing in one of His Majesty's gaols is due to my discovery +of the weak spot in his armour. Though my heart beat fast, I was still +able to laugh at him in my moment of crisis; and so long as I +laughed--though he had all the trumps in his hand--he must needs think +I had reason for my laughter. + +"The last of the party," Philip's letter concluded, "will be Pat +Culling. He is an irrepressible Irishman of some thirty summers, with +a brogue that becomes unintelligible whenever he remembers to employ +it. You will find him thin and short, with a lean, expressionless +face, grey eyes, and black hair. He can play any musical instrument +from a sackbut to a Jew's harp, and speak any language from Czech to +Choctaw. Incidentally he is the idlest and most sociable man in +Europe, and gets (and gives) more amusement out of life than any one I +know. + +"You should look for him first at the front of the train, where he +will be bribing the driver to let him travel on the engine; failing +that, try the station-master's office, where he will be ordering a +special in broken Polish; or the collector's gate, where he will be +losing his ticket and discovering it in the inspector's back hair. He +is a skilled conjuror, and may produce a bowl of gold fish from your +hat at any moment. On second thoughts, you will more probably find him +gently baiting the incorruptible Rawnsley, who makes an admirable +foil. Don't be lured into playing poker on the way down; Paddy will +deal himself five aces with the utmost _sang froid_." + +"Now we know exactly where we are," I remarked replacing the letter in +my pocket, as our taxi mounted the sloping approach to Waterloo. + +"And it's all wasted labour," said Gladys as I began to assemble her +belongings from different corners of the cab. "Phil's here the whole +time." + +I reminded myself that I stood _in loco parentis_, shook hands with +Philip and plunged incontinently into a sea of introductions. + +The journey down was unexpectedly tranquil. Gladys and Philip +conversed in a discreet undertone, paying no more attention to my +presence than if I had been the other side of the world. Gartside told +me how life had treated him since our parting in Asia Minor; while +Culling produced a drawing block and embarked on an illustrated +history of Rawnsley's early years. It was entitled "L'Avenement de +Nigel," and the series began with the first cabinet council hastily +summoned to be informed of the birth--I noticed that the ministers +were arrayed in the conventional robes of the Magi--it concluded with +the first meeting of electors addressed by the budding statesman. For +reasons best known to the artist, his victim was throughout deprived +of the consolation of clothing, though he seldom appeared without the +badge of the C.E.M.S. Rawnsley grew progressively more uncomfortable +as the series proceeded, and in the interests of peace I was not sorry +when we arrived at Brandon Junction. + +We strolled out into the station yard while our luggage was being +collected. A car was awaiting us, with a girl in the driving-seat, and +from the glimpse gained a few days earlier in Pont Street, I +recognized her as Sylvia Roden. I should have liked to enjoy a long +rude stare, but my attention was distracted by the changed demeanour +of my fellow travellers. Gartside advanced with the air Mark Antony +must have assumed in bartering away a world for a smile from +Cleopatra; Rawnsley struggled to produce a Sir Walter Raleigh effect +without the cloak; even Culling was momentarily sobered. + +When I turned from her admirers to Sylvia herself, it was to marvel at +the dominion and assurance of an English girl in her beauty and proud +youth. She sat in a long white dust-coat, her fingers toying with the +ends of a long motor veil. The small oval face, surmounted by rippling +black hair, was a singularly perfect setting for two lustrous, soft, +unfathomable brown eyes. As she held her court, a smile of challenge +hovered round her small, straight mouth, as though she were conscious +of the homage paid her, and claimed it as a right; behind the smile +there lurked--or so I fancied--a suggestion of weariness as with one +whom mere adoration leaves disillusioned. Her manner was a baffling +blend of frankness and reserve. The _camaraderie_ of her greeting +reminded me she was one girl brought up in a circle of brothers; +fearless and unaffected, she met us on equal terms and was hailed by +her Christian name. But the frankness was skin deep, and I pitied the +man who should presume on her manner to attempt unwelcome intimacy. It +was a fascinating blend, and she knew its fascination; her friends +were distantly addressed as "Mr. Rawnsley," "Lord Gartside," "Mr. +Culling." + +Gladys and I had lingered behind the others, but at our approach +Sylvia jumped down from the car and ran towards us. Her movements were +astonishingly light and quick, and when I amused an idle moment in +trying to fit her with a formula I decided that her veins must be +filled with radium. Possibly the description conveys nothing to other +people; it exactly expresses the feeling that her mobile face, quick +movements of body and passionate nature inspired in me. Later on I +remember the Seraph pointed to the tremendous mental and physical +energy of her father and brothers, asking how a slight girl's frame +could contain such fire without eruption. + +Eruptions there certainly were, devastating and cataclysmic.... + +"How are you, my child?" she exclaimed, catching Gladys by the hands. +"And where's the wicked uncle?" + +My niece indicated my presence, and I bowed. + +"You?" Sylvia took me in with one rapid glance, and then held out a +hand. "But you look hardly older than Phil." + +"I feel even younger," I began. + +"Face massage," Culling murmured. + +"A good conscience," I protested. + +"Why did you have to leave England?" he retorted. + +It was the first time I had heard it suggested that my exile was other +than voluntary. I attempted no explanation as I knew Culling would +outbid me. Instead, we gathered silently round the car and watched +Philip attempting with much seriousness to allot seats among an +excessive population that spent its time criticising and rejecting his +arrangements. + +"It's the fault of the Roden family!" he exclaimed at last in +desperation. "Why did I come down by this train, and why did you come +to meet us, Sylvia? We're two too many. Look here, climb in, +everybody, and Bob and I'll go in the other car." + +"You can't ask a Baron of the United Kingdom to go as luggage," +objected Culling who had vetoed twice as many suggestions as any one +else. + +"Well, you come, Pat," said Phil. + +"We Cullings aren't to be put off with something that's not good +enough for Lord Gartside," was the dignified rejoinder. + +Philip was seized with inspiration. + +"Does any one care to walk?" he asked. "Gladys?" + +"You're not going to take this child over wet fields in thin shoes," +his sister interposed. "She's got a cold as it is." + +My eyes strayed casually to the ground and taught me that Sylvia was +shod with neat, serviceable brogues. + +"I'll walk," I volunteered in an aside to her, "if you'll show me the +way." + +Within two minutes the car had been despatched on its road, and Sylvia +and I set out at an easy, swinging pace through the town and across +the four miles of low meadow land that separated us from Brandon +Court. + +"Rather good, that," I remarked as we got clear of the town. + +"What was?" she asked. + +"Abana, Pharpar and yet a third river of Damascus flowed near at hand, +but it was the sluggish old waters of Jordan that were found worthy." + +We were walking single-file along a footpath, and a stile imposed a +temporary check. Sylvia mounted it and sat on the top bar, looking +down on me. + +"Are we going to be friends?" she asked abruptly. + +"I sincerely hope so." + +"It rests with you. And you must decide now, while there's still time +to go back and get a cab at the station." + +"We were starting rather well," I pointed out. + +"That's just what you weren't doing," she said with a determined shake +of the head. "If we're going to be friends, you must promise never to +make remarks like that. You don't mean them, and I don't like them. +Will you promise?" + +"The flesh is weak," I protested. + +"Am I worth a little promise like that?" + +"Lord! yes," I said. "But I always break my promises." + +"You mustn't break this one. It's bad enough with Abana and Pharpar, +as you call them. You know you're really--you won't mind my saying +it?--you're old enough...." + +"Age only makes me more susceptible," I lamented. The statement was +perfectly true and I have suffered much mental disquiet on the +subject. So far as I can see, my declining years will be one long +riot of senile infidelity. + +"I don't mind that," said Sylvia with a close-lipped smile; "but I +don't want pretty speeches." She jumped down from the stile and stood +facing me, with her clear brown eyes looking straight into mine. +"You're not in love with me, are you?" + +I hesitated for a fraction of time, as any man would; but her foot +tapped the ground with impatience. + +"Don't be absurd!" she exclaimed, "you know you're not; you've known +me five minutes. Well,"--her voice suddenly lost any asperity it may +have contained, and she laid her hand almost humbly on my arm--"please +don't behave as if you were. I hate it, and hate it, and hate it, till +I can hardly contain myself. But I should like you as a friend. You've +knocked about the world, you're seasoned----" + +I held out my hand to seal the bargain. + +"I was horribly rude just now!" she exclaimed with sudden penitence. +"I was afraid you were going to be like all the rest." + +"Tell me what's expected of me," I begged. + +"Nothing. I just want to be friends. You'll find I'm worth it," she +added with a flash of pride. + +"I think I saw that the moment we met." + +"I wonder." + +It was some time before I did full justice to Sylvia, some time before +I appreciated the pathetic loneliness of her existence. For twenty +years she and Philip had been staunch allies. His triumphs and +troubles had been carried home from school to be discussed and shared +with his sister; on the first night of every holiday the pair of them +had religiously taken themselves out to dinner and a theatre, and +Sylvia had been in attendance at every important match in which he +was taking part, and every speech day at which he was presented with a +prize. The tradition was carried on at Oxford, and had only come to an +end when Philip entered public life and won his way into the House of +Commons. Their confidences had then grown gradually less frequent, and +Sylvia, whose one cry--like Kundry's--had ever been, "Let me serve," +found herself without the opportunity of service. The Roden household, +when I first entered it, was curiously unsympathetic; she was without +an ally; there was much affection and woefully little understanding. +Her father never took counsel with the women of his family, Philip had +slipped away, and neither Robin nor Michael was old enough to take his +place. With her vague, ill-defined craving to be of account in the +world, it was small wonder if she felt herself unfriended and her +devotional overtures rejected. Had her father been any one else, I am +convinced that Sylvia would have joined Joyce Davenant and sought an +outlet for her activities in militancy. + +"You're remarkably refreshing, Sylvia," I said. She raised her +eyebrows at the name. "Oh, well," I went on, "if we're going to be +friends.... Besides, it's a very pretty name." + +"I hate it!" she exclaimed. "Sylvia Forstead Mornington Roden. I hate +them all!" + +"Were you called after Lady Forstead?" I asked. + +"Yes. Did you know her?" + +I shook my head. Of course I had heard of her and the money left by +her husband, who had chanced to own the land on which Renton came +afterwards to be built. Most of that money, I learned later, was +reposing in trust till Sylvia was twenty-five. + +"Your taste in godmothers is commendable," I remarked. + +"You think so?" she asked without conviction. + +It is not good for a young girl to be burdened with great possessions; +they distort her outlook on life. I wondered to what extent Sylvia was +being troubled in anticipation, but the wonder was idle: nature had +troubled her with sufficient good looks to make mercenary admirers +superfluous. + +"Most people...." I began, but stopped as she came to a sudden +standstill. + +"I _say_, we forgot all about Mr. Aintree!" she exclaimed. + +"He didn't come," I reassured her. + +"Oh, Phil said perhaps he mightn't. I gather he usually does accept +invitations and not turn up. I hate people who can't be reasonably +polite." + +"He usually refuses the invitation," I said in the Seraph's defence. + +"Why?" + +I shrugged my shoulders. + +"Shyness, I suppose." + +"I hate shy people." + +"You must ask him." + +"I don't know him. What's he like?" + +"Oh, I thought you did. He...." I paused and tried to think how the +Seraph should be described; it was not easy. "Medium height," I +ventured at last, "fair hair, rather a white face; curious, rather +haunting dark eyes. Middle twenties, but usually looks younger. Very +nervous and overwrought, frightfully shy...." + +"Sounds like a degenerate poet." + +"He's had a good deal of trouble," I added. "Be kind to him, Sylvia. +Life's a long agony to him when he's with strangers." + +"I hate shy people," she repeated. "It's so silly to be awkward." + +"He's not awkward. Incidentally, what a number of things you find time +to hate!" + +"I know. I'm composed entirely of hates and bad tempers. And I hate +myself more than anybody else." + +"Why?" + +"Because I don't understand myself," she answered, "and I can't +control myself." + +On arriving at the house I was introduced to my hostess. Lady Roden +was a colourless woman who had sunk to a secondary position in the +household. This was perhaps not surprising in a family that contained +Arthur as the nominal head, and Philip, Sylvia, Robin, and Michael as +Mayors of the Palace. What she lacked in authority was made up in +prestige. On no single day of her life of fifty years did she forget +that she was a Rutlandshire Mornington. I fear I have little respect +for Morningtons--or any other pre-Conquest families--whether they come +from Rutlandshire or any other part of the globe. Such inborn +reverence as I in common with all other Englishmen may ever have +possessed has been starved by many years absence abroad. At Brandon +Court I found the sentiment flourishing hardily: Lady Roden dug for +pedigrees as a dog scratches for a bone. "You are a brother of the +Judge?" she said when we met. "Then--let me see--your sister-in-law +was a Hylton." + +I had expected to find the atmosphere oppressive with Front Bench +politics, but the influence of Pat Culling was salutary. Discussion +quailed before his powers of illustration, and the study of "The Rt. +Hon. Sir Arthur Roden Mixing his Metaphors in the Cause of Empire"--it +now hangs in the library of Cadogan Square--rescued the conversation +from controversial destruction. In lieu of politics we had to arrange +for the arrival of our last two guests; Aintree had wired that he was +coming by a later train, and Rawnsley's sister Mavis had to be brought +over some twenty miles from Hanningfold on the Sussex borders. Sylvia +volunteered for the longer journey in her own little runabout, while +the Seraph was to be fetched in the car that went nightly to Brandon +Junction for Arthur's official, cabinet-minister's despatch case. + +"What's come over our Seraph the last few years?" Culling asked me, +when the two cars had gone their respective ways and we were smoking a +cheroot in the Dutch Garden. "I've known him from a bit of a boy that +high, and now--God knows--it's in a decline you'd say he was taken. +You can't please him and you can't even anger him. He's like a man has +his heart broken." + +I did not know what answer to give. + +"Just a passing mood," I suggested. + +"It's a mood will have him destroyed," said Culling, gloomily. + +He was a kind-hearted, pleasant, superficial fellow, one of those +feckless, humorous Irishmen who laugh at the absurdities of the world +and themselves, and go on laughing till life comes to hold no other +business--a splendid engine for work or fighting, but too idle almost +to make a start, too little concentrated ever to keep the wheel +moving, a man of short cuts and golden roads.... He talked with easy +kindness of the Seraph till a horn sounded far away down the drive and +the Brandon car swept tortuously through the elm avenue to the house. + +"A common drunk and disorderly!" Culling shouted as the Seraph came +towards us with his right arm in a sling. He had that morning shut his +thumb in the front door of his flat, and while we dragged the depths +of Waterloo for his body, he had been sitting with his doctor, sick +and faint, having the wound dressed. His face was whiter than usual, +and his manner restless. + +"I've kept my promise," he remarked to me. + +"I was giving up hope." + +"I _had_ to come," he answered in vague perplexity, and relapsed into +one of his longest silences. + +We wandered for an hour through the grand old-world gardens, +reverently worshipping their many-coloured spring splendour. Flaming +masses of azaleas blazed forth from a background of white and mauve +rhododendrons; white, grey, and purple lilac squandered their wealth +in riotous display, while the Golden Rain flashed in the evening sun, +and a scented breeze spread the grass walks with a yellow carpet. We +drew a last luxurious deep breath, and turned to watch the nymphaeas +closing their eyes for the night. + +Beyond the water garden, in an orchard deep with fallen apple-blossom, +Rawnsley and Gartside were stretched in wicker chairs watching an old +spaniel race across the grass in sheer exhilaration of spirit. + +"Come and study the Sixth Sense," Gartside called out as we +approached. + +"There isn't such a thing, but there's no harm in your studying it," +said Rawnsley, in a tone that indicated it mattered little what any of +us did to improve or debase our minds. + +"Martel!" The dog bounded up at Gartside's call, and he showed us two +glazed, sightless eyes. "Good dog!" He patted the animal's neck, and +Martel raced away to the far end of the orchard. "That dog's as blind +as my boot, but he steers himself as though he'd eyes all over his +head. By Jove! I thought he'd brained himself that time!" + +Martel had raced at top speed to the foot of a gnarled apple tree. At +two yards' distance he swerved as though a whip had struck him, and +passed into safety. The same thing happened half a dozen times in as +many minutes. + +"He _knows_ it's there," said Gartside. "He's got a sense of distance. +If that isn't a sixth sense, what is it?" + +"Intensified smell-sense," Rawnsley pronounced. "If _you_ were blind, +you'd find your smelling and hearing intensified." + +"Not enough," said Gartside. + +"It's all you'll get. A sense is the perceptiveness of an organ. +You've eyes, ears, a nose, a palate, and a number of sensitive +surfaces. If you want a sixth sense, you must have a sixth perceive +organ. You haven't. Therefore you must be content with seeing, +hearing, smelling, tasting, and touching." + +Gartside was not satisfied with the narrow category. + +"I know a man who can always tell when there's a cat in the room." + +"Before or after seeing it?" Rawnsley inquired politely. + +"Oh, before. Genuine case. I tested him by locking a cat in the +sideboard once when he was coming to dine with me. He complained the +moment he got into the room." + +"Acute smell-sense," Rawnsley decided. + +"You hear of people who can foretell a change in the weather," +Gartside went on. + +"Usually wrong," said Rawnsley. "When they're right, and it isn't +coincidence, you can trace it to the influence of a changed atmosphere +on a sensitive part of their body. An old wound, for instance. Acute +touch sense." + +I happened to catch sight of the Seraph lying on his face piling the +fallen apple-blossoms into little heaps. + +"What about a sense of futurity?" I asked. + +"Did you ever meet the man could spot a Derby winner?" asked Culling, +infected by Rawnsley's scepticism. + +"Futurity in respect of yourself," I defined. "What's called +'premonition.'" + +Rawnsley demolished me with patient weightiness. + +"You come down to breakfast with a headache...." + +"Owin' to the unwisdom of mixin' your drinks," Culling interposed. + +"...Everything's black. In the course of the day you hear a friend's +dead. 'Ah!' you say, 'I knew something was going to happen.' What +about all those other mornings...." + +"Terribly plentiful!" said Culling. + +"...When everything's black and nothing happens? It's pure +coincidence." + +I defined my meaning yet more narrowly. + +"I have in mind the premonition of something quite definite." + +"For instance?" + +I told him of a phenomenon that has frequently come under my +observation in the East--the power possessed by many natives of +foretelling the exact hour of their death. Quite recently I came +across a case in the Troad where I fell in with a young Greek who had +been wasting for months with some permanent, indefinable fever. One +morning I found him sitting dressed in his library, the temperature +was normal and the pulse regular; he seemed in perfect health. I +congratulated him on his recovery, and was informed that he would die +punctually at eight that evening. + +In the course of the day his will was drawn up and signed, the +relatives took their farewells, and a priest administered supreme +unction. I called again at seven o'clock. He seemed still in perfect +health and full possession of his faculties, but repeated his +assertion that he would pass away at eight. I told him not to be +morbid. At ten minutes to eight he warned me that his time was at +hand; after another three minutes he undressed and lay motionless on +his bed. At two minutes past eight the heart had ceased to beat. + +"Auto-hypnosis," said Rawnsley when I had done. "A long debilitating +illness in which the mind became more and more abnormal and subject to +fancies. An idea--from a dream, perhaps--that death will take place at +a certain hour. The mind becomes obsessed by that idea until the body +is literally done to death. It's no more premonition than if I say I'm +going to dine to-night between eight and nine. I've an idea I shall, I +shall do my best to make that idea fruitful, and nothing but an +unforeseen eventuality will prevent my premonition coming true. Stick +to the five senses and three dimensions, Merivale. And now come and +dress, or I may not get my dinner after all." + +"I think Rawnsley's disposed of premonitions," said the Seraph from +the grass. Possibly I was the only one who detected a note of irony in +his voice. + +We had been given adjoining rooms, and in the course of dressing I had +a visit from him with the request that I should tie his tie. + +"Choose the other hand next time," I advised him, when I had done my +bad best. "Authors and pianists, you know--it's your livelihood." + +"It'll be well enough by the time I've anything to write." + +"Is your Miserable Child causing trouble?" + +Never at that time having been myself guilty of a line of prose or +verse, I could only judge of composition by the light of pure reason. +To write an entirely imaginative work would be--as the poet said of +love--"the devil." An autobiographical novel, I thought, would be like +keeping a diary and chopping it into chapters of approximately equal +length. + +"Have you ever kept a diary a week in advance?" the Seraph asked when +I put this view before him. + +"Why not wait a week?" I suggested, again in the light of pure reason. + +"You'd lose the psychology of expectation--uncertainty." + +"I suppose you would," I assented hazily. + +"I want to dispose of my premonition on the Rawnsley lines." + +"What form does it take?" + +His lips parted, and closed again quickly. + +"I'll let you know in a week's time," he answered. + +Sylvia had not returned when we assembled in the drawing-room, and +after waiting long enough to chill the soup and burn the _entree_, it +was decided to start without her. Nothing of that dinner survives in +my memory, from which I infer that cooking and conversation were +unrelievedly mediocre. With the appearance of the cigars I moved away +from Lady Roden's empty chair to the place vacated by Gladys between +Philip and the Seraph. + +"Thumb hurting you?" I asked. + +He looked so white that I thought he must be in pain. + +"I'm all right, thanks," he answered. Immediately to belie his words +the sudden opening of the door made him jump almost out of his chair. +I saw the footman who was handing round the coffee bend down and +whisper something to Arthur. + +"Sylvia's turned up at last," we were told. + +"Did the car break down?" I asked; but Arthur could only say that she +had returned twenty minutes before and was changing her dress. + +"Has she brought Mavis?" asked Rawnsley. + +"The man only said...." + +Arthur left the sentence unfinished and turned his head to find Sylvia +framed in the open doorway. She had changed into a white silk dress, +and was wearing a string of pearls round her slender throat. Posed +with one hand to the necklace and the other still holding the handle +of the door, she made a picture I shall not easily forget. A study +in black and white it was, with the dark hair and eyes thrown into +relief by her pale face and light dress.... I must have stared +unceremoniously, but my stare was distracted by a numbing grip on my +forearm. I found the Seraph making his fingers almost meet through +bone and muscle; he had half risen and was gazing at her with parted +lips and shining eyes. Then we all rose to our feet as she came into +the room. + +"The car went all right," she explained, slipping into an empty chair +by her father's side. "Please sit down, all of you, or I shall be +sorry I came. I'm only here for a minute. Mavis hasn't come, Mr. +Rawnsley. Your mother didn't know why she was staying on in town; she +ought to have been down last night or first thing this morning. She +hadn't wired or anything, so I waited till the six-forty got in, and +as she wasn't on that, I came back alone. No, no dinner, thanks. Mrs. +Rawnsley gave me some sandwiches." + +"I hope there's nothing wrong," I said in the tone that tries to be +sympathetic and only succeeds in arousing general misgiving. + +Sylvia turned her eyes in my direction, catching sight of the Seraph +as she did so. + +"I'm so sorry!" she exclaimed, jumping up and walking round to him +with that wonderful flashing smile that I once in poetical mood +likened to a white rose bursting into flower. "I didn't see you when I +came in. Oh, poor child, what have you done to your hand?" + +I watched their faces as the Seraph explained; strong emotion on the +one, polite conventional sympathy on the other. + +"Move up one place, Phil," she commanded when the explanation was +ended. "I want to talk to our invalid." + +Sylvia's presence kept us lingering long over our cigars, and when at +last we reached the drawing-room, it was to find that Gladys had +already been packed off to bed with mustard plasters and black currant +tea. Life abruptly ceased to have any interest for Philip. I stood +about till my host and hostess were established at the bridge table +with Culling and Gartside, and then accepted the Seraph's invitation +for a stroll on the terrace. + +He executed one of the most masterly silences of my experience. Time +and again we paced that terrace till the others had retired to bed and +a single light in the library shone like a Polyphemus eye out of the +face of the darkened house. I pressed for no confidences, knowing that +at the fitting season he would feel the need of a confidant and +unburden himself to me. That was the most feminine of the Seraph's +many feminine characteristics. + +It was a wonderfully still, moonlight evening. You would have said he +and I were the two last men in the world, and Brandon Court the only +house in England--till you rounded the corner of the terrace and found +two detectives from Scotland Yard screened by the angle of the house. +Since the beginning of the militant outrages, no cabinet minister had +been allowed to stir without a bodyguard; through the mists of thirty +years I recalled the dynamiter days of my boyhood. In one form or +other the militants, like the poor, were always with us. + +It was after one when the Seraph stalked moodily through the open +library window on his way to bed. Had he been less pre-occupied, he +would have seen something that interested me, though I suppose it +would have enlightened neither of us. + +On a table by the door stood a photograph of Sylvia. I noticed the +frame first, then the face, and finally the dress. She had arrayed +herself as a Savoyard peasant with short skirt, bare arms and hair +braided in two long plaits. It was not a good likeness, because no +portrait could do justice to a face that owed its fascination to the +fact of never being seen in repose; but it was good enough for me to +judge the effect of such a face on a man of impressionable +temperament.... + +I had an admirable night's rest, as I always do. I awoke once or +twice, it is true, but dropped off again immediately--almost before I +had time to appreciate that the Seraph was pacing to and fro in the +adjoining room. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE FIRST ROUND + + "BRASSBOUND: You are not my guest: you are my prisoner. + + SIR HOWARD: Prisoner? + + BRASSBOUND: I warned you. You should have taken my + warning. + + SIR HOWARD: ... Am I to understand, then, that you are a + brigand? Is this a matter of ransom? + + BRASSBOUND: ... All the wealth of England shall not ransom + you. + + SIR HOWARD: Then what do you expect to gain by this? + + BRASSBOUND: Justice...." + + BERNARD SHAW: "Captain Brassbound's Conversion." + + +But for Pat Culling the library was deserted when I entered it the +following morning. I found him with a lighted cigarette jauntily +placed behind one ear, at work on an illustrated biography of the +Seraph. Loose sheets still wet from his quick, prolific pen lay +scattered over chairs, tables and floor, and ranged from "The Budding +of the Wing" to "The Chariot of Fire." Fra Angelico, as an irreverent +pavement artist, was Culling's artistic parent for the time being. + +"Merivale! on my soul!" he exclaimed as he caught sight of me. +"Returning from church, washed of all his sins and thinkin' what fun +it'll be to start again. We want more paper for this." + +As a matter of fact I had not been to church, but Philip had kindly +arranged for my coffee to be brought me in bed, and I saw no reason +for refusing the offer. It was not as if I had work to neglect, and +for some years I have found that other people tend to be somewhat +irritating in the early morning. When I breakfast alone, I am not in +the least fretful, but I believe it to be physiologically true that +the facial muscles grow stiff during sleep, and this makes it +difficult for many people to be smiling and conversational for the +first few hours after waking. So at least I was informed by a medical +student who had spent much time studying the subject in his own +person. + +"Seraph up yet?" I asked. + +"Is ut up?" Culling exclaimed in scorn, and I learnt for the first +time that the Seraph habitually lived on berries and cold water, slept +in a draught, and mortified his flesh with a hair shirt. He had, +further, seen the sun rise, wetted his wings in an icy river and +escorted Sylvia to the early service. + +"I'm glad one of us was there," I said. + +"Be glad it wasn't you," answered Culling darkly. "Seraph's in +disgrace over something." + +The reason, as I heard some time later, was his unwillingness to enter +Sylvia's place of worship. The Seraph has devoted considerable time +and money to the study of comparative religion, he will analyse any +known faith, and when he has traced its constituent parts back to +their magical origin, he feels he has done something really worth +doing. Sylvia--like most _devotes_--could not believe in the existence +of a conscientious free-thinker. Why two attractive young people +should have bothered their heads over such matters, passes my +comprehension. I have always found the man who demolishes a religion +only one degree less tiresome than the man who discovers religion for +the first time. Most men seem fated to do one or the other--and to +tell me all about it. + +"Where's she hiding herself now?" I asked. + +"Only gone to bring the rest of the family home." + +Almost before the words were out of his mouth, the door burst open and +admitted Robin and Michael. The Roden boys were all marked with a +strong family likeness, thin, lithe, and active, with black hair and +brown eyes. Robin had outgrown the age of eccentricity in dress, but +Michael persevered with a succession of elaborate colour-schemes. He +was dressed that morning in brown shoes, brown socks, a brown suit and +brown Homburg hat; even his shirt had a faint brown line, and his +handkerchief a brown border. Of a Sphinx-like family, he was the most +enigmatic; his leading characteristics were a surprisingly fluent use +of the epithet "bloody," and a condition of permanent insolvency. The +first reminded me of the great far-off day when I tested the efficacy +of that word in presence of my parents; the second was the basis of +our too short friendship. Finding a ten-pound note in my pocket, I +tossed Michael whether I should give it to him or keep it myself. I +forget who won; he certainly had the note. + +A leave-out day from Winchester accounted for Michael's presence. +Robin had slipped away from Oxford for the nominal purpose of a few +days' rest before his Schools, and with the underlying intention of +perfecting certain intricate arrangements for celebrating his last +Commemoration. + +"You'll come, won't you?" he asked as soon as we had been introduced. +"House, Bullingdon and Masonic...." + +"Who's paying?" asked Michael. + +"Guv'nor, I hope." + +"_Je_ ne _pense pas_," murmured Michael, as he wandered round the +library in search of a chair that would fit in with his colour-scheme. + +"You come," Robin went on regardless of the interruption. "I've got +six tickets for each. You, and Gladys. Two. Phil, three. Me, four...." + +"Only one girl so far," Culling interposed. "D'you and Phil dance +together? And who has the beads? Some one's got to wear a bead +necklace, you aren't admitted without it even in Russia. University +dancing costume, I believe it's called." + +"Silly ass!" Robin murmured without heat, but Culling was already +depicting two nude gladiators struggling in front of the Town Hall for +the possession of an exiguous necklace. The Vice-Chancellor and +Hebdomadal Council hurried in horror-stricken file down St. Aldates +from Carfax. + +"You, Gladys, and Phil," continued Robin dispassionately. "Sylvia...." + +"Oh, am I coming?" asked Sylvia who had just entered the room, and was +unpinning a motor-veil. + +"Oh, _yes_, darling Sylvia!" Robin--I know--was both fond and proud of +his sister, but the tone of _ad hoc_ blandishment suggested that +experience had taught him to persuade rather than coerce. "You'll +come, if you love me, and bring Mavis," he added with eyes bashfully +averted. "Now another man, and a girl for Mr. Merivale." + +"Is mother included?" asked Sylvia. + +"Not if Mr. Merivale comes," Robin answered in modest triumph. "Who'd +you like?" he asked me. + +"Keep a spare ticket up your sleeve," I counselled. "Don't lay on any +one specially for me, I've seen my best dancing days. In any case I +shouldn't last the course three nights running. You'll find me +drifting away for a little bridge if I see you're not getting up to +mischief." + +Robin sucked his pencil meditatively, waved to the Seraph who had just +entered the room, and turned to his sister. + +"Well, who's it to be?" he asked. + +"I don't yet know if I'm coming," Sylvia answered. + +"Rot! You must!" said Robin in a tone of mingled firmness and +misgiving that suggested memories of previous unsuccessful efforts to +hustle his sister. "Think it over," he added more mildly, "but let me +know soon, I want the thing fixed up. Whose car, Phil? It's the +driving of Jehu, for he driveth furiously." + +Philip closed a Blue Book, removed his feet from the back of Culling's +chair and strolled to the window. A long green touring car was racing +up the drive, cutting all corners. + +"The Old Man, by Jove!" he exclaimed. + +"Who?" + +"Rawnsley. I wonder what he wants." + +Michael, who had at last found a brown leather armchair to accord with +the day's colour scheme, took on himself to explain the Prime +Minister's sudden appearance. + +"He's come to fetch that bloody Nigel away," he volunteered. "Praise +God with a loud voice. Or else it's a war with Germany." + +"Or the offer of a peerage," I suggested pessimistically. + +"I much prefer the war with Germany," answered Michael, with the +selfishness of youth. "I've no use for honourables, and he'd only be a +viscount. 'Gad, I wonder if old Gillingham's handed in his knife and +fork! That means the Chancellorship for the guv'nor, and they'll make +him an earl, and you'll be Lady Sylvia, my adored sister. How +perfectly bloody! I shall emigrate." + +We were soon put out of our suspense. The library was in theory the +inviolable sanctuary of the Attorney General, and at Philip's +suggestion we began to retreat through the open French windows into +the garden. The Seraph and I, however, stood at the end of the file +and were caught by Arthur and the Prime Minister before we could +escape. Rawnsley had forgotten me during my absence abroad, and we had +to be introduced afresh. + +"Don't go for a moment," said Arthur, as we made another movement +towards the window. "You may be able to help us." + +I pulled up a chair and watched Rawnsley fumbling for a +spectacle-case. He had aged rather painfully since the day I first met +him five-and-twenty years before, as President of the Board of Trade, +coming to Oxford to address some political club. + +"Sheet of paper? A.B.C., Roden?" he demanded in the quick, staccato +voice of a man who is always trying to compress three weeks' work into +three days. He had his son's ruthless vigour and wilful assurance +without any of Nigel's thin-skinned self-consciousness. "Thanks. Now. +My daughter's missing, Mr. Merivale. You may be able to help. Do you +know her by sight?" + +I mentioned the glimpse I had caught of her at the theatre. + +"Quite enough. She left Downing Street yesterday morning at a quarter +to ten and was to call at her dressmaker's and come down to +Hanningford by the eleven-twenty. We've only two decent trains in the +day, and if she missed that she was to lunch in town and come by the +four-ten. You left at eleven-fifteen, from platform five. The +eleven-twenty goes from platform four. May I ask if you saw anything +of her before you left?" + +I said I had not, and added that I was so busily engaged in meeting +old friends and being introduced to new ones that I had had neither +time nor eyes.... + +"Thank you!" he interrupted, turning to the Seraph. "Mr. Aintree, you +know my daughter, and Roden tells me you came down by the four-ten +yesterday afternoon. The train slips a coach at Longfield, a few miles +beyond Hanningford. Did you by any chance see who was travelling by +the slip?" + +The Seraph was no more helpful than I had been, and Rawnsley shut the +A.B.C. with an impatient slap. + +"We must try in other directions, then," he said. "She never left +London." + +"Have you tried the dressmaker's?" I asked. + +"Arrived ten, left ten-forty," said Rawnsley. + +"Are any of her friends ill?" I asked. "Is she likely to have been +called away suddenly?" + +"Oh, I know why she's disappeared," Rawnsley answered. "This letter +makes that quite plain. I want to find where it took place--with a +view to tracing her." + +He threw me over a typewritten letter, with the words, "Received by +first delivery to-day, posted in the late fee box of the South-Western +District Office at Victoria." + +The letter, so far as I remember it, ran as follows: + + "DEAR SIR, + + "This is to inform you that your daughter is well and in safe + keeping, but that she is being held as a hostage pending the + satisfactory settlement of the Suffrage Question. As you are + aware, Sir George Marklake has secured second place in the + ballot for Private Member's Bills. Your daughter will be + permitted to communicate with you by post, subject to + reasonable censorship; on the day when you promise special + facilities and Government support for the Marklake Bill, and + again at the end of the Report Stage and Third Reading. The same + privilege will be accorded at the end of each stage in the House + of Lords, and she will be restored to you on the day following + that on which the Bill receives the Royal Assent. + + "You will hardly need to be reminded that the Marklake Bill is + to be taken on the first Private Member's night after the + Recess. Should you fail to give the assurances we require, it + will be necessary for us to take such further steps as may seem + best calculated to secure the settlement we desire." + +It took me some minutes to digest the letter before I was in a +condition to offer even the most perfunctory condolence. Now that the +blow had been struck, I found myself wondering why it had never been +attempted before. + +"You've no clue?" I asked. + +Rawnsley inspected the letter carefully and held it up to the light. + +"Written with a Remington, I should say. And a new one, without a +single defect in type or alignment. And the paper is made by +Hitchcock. That's all I have to go on." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Advise Scotland Yard, I suppose. Then await developments. I don't +wish what I've told you this morning to go any further; no good +purpose will be served by giving the militants a free advertisement. +When I am in town, it is to be understood that Mavis is with her +mother at Hanningford; and when I am at Hanningford, Mavis must be at +Downing Street." + +One has no business in private life to badger ministers with political +questions, but I could not help asking what line Rawnsley proposed to +take with the Marklake Bill. His grey eyes flashed with momentary +fire. + +"It won't be taken this session," he declared. "I'm moving to +appropriate all Private Members' time for the Poor Law Bill. And +that's all, I think; I must be getting back to my wife, she's--a good +deal upset. Can you spare Nigel, Roden? I should like to take him if I +may. Good-bye, Mr. Merivale. Good-bye, Mr. ---- Oh, by the way, Roden, +remember you're tarred with the same brush. As soon as the Recess is +over, you'll have to keep a close watch on your family. Harding's +another; I shall have to warn him." + +Rawnsley's departure left me with a feeling of anti-climax and vague +discomfort. Short of assassination, which would have defeated its own +object, a policy of abduction was the boldest and most effective that +the militants could devise at a time when--in Joyce's words--all +arguments had been exhausted on both sides and war _a outrance_ was +declared by women who insisted on a vote against men who refused to +concede it. I had every reason to think I knew whose brain had evolved +that abduction policy; its reckless simplicity and directness were +characteristic. Then and now I wondered, and still wonder, whether the +author of that policy had sufficient imagination and perspective to +appreciate the enormity of her offence, or the seriousness of the +penalty attendant on non-success. + +"Ber-luddy day!" exclaimed Michael, rejoining us in the library and +delicately brushing occasional drops of moisture from his immaculate +person. A heavy downpour of rain was starting, and though I looked +like being spared initiation into the mysteries of golf--which I am +not yet infirm enough to learn--it was not very clear how we were to +kill time between meal and meal. Gladys was spending the morning +quietly in her room, Philip wandered to and fro like a troubled +spirit, and Sylvia had mysteriously departed. + +In time Michael condescended to give us the reason. It appeared that +while we were closeted with Rawnsley in the library, Robin had decided +that rest and relaxation before his Schools could best be secured by +the organisation of an impromptu Calico Ball, to be given that night +to all who would come. While he sat at the telephone summoning the +County of Hampshire to do his bidding, Sylvia had departed in her +little white runabout to purchase masks and a bale of calico from +Brandon Junction, and scour the neighbourhood in search of piano, +violin, and 'cello. The wet afternoon was to be spent by the women of +the party in improvising costumes, by the men in French-chalking the +floor of the ball-room. + +I took the precaution of calling on Gladys to acquaint her with the +day's arrangements, and beg her to see that I was not compelled to +wear any costume belittling to the dignity of a middle-aged uncle. +Then after writing a bulletin to catch my brother at Gibraltar, I felt +I had earned rest and a cheroot before luncheon. Brandon Court was one +of those admirably appointed houses where you could be certain of +finding wooden matches in every room; it was not, however, till I got +back to the library that I found companionship and the Seraph. He was +lying on a sofa writing slowly and painfully with his left hand. + +"If that's volume three," I said, "I won't interrupt. If it's +anything else, we'd better smoke and talk. I will do the smoking." + +"I'm only scribbling," he answered. "There's no hurry about volume +three." + +"Your public--_quorum pars non magna sum_--is growing impatient." + +"There won't be any volume three," he said quietly. + +"But why not? I mean, a mere temporary hitch...." + +"It's not that. If it wasn't for this hand I could write like, well, +like you _do_ write once in a lifetime." + +"What's to stop you?" + +"Nothing. I only said there wouldn't be a volume three. I shan't +publish it." + +"Why not?" + +His big blue eyes looked up at me thoughtfully for a moment from under +their long lashes. Then he crumpled up the half-covered sheet of +paper, remarking-- + +"There are some things you can't make public." + +"But with a _nom de plume_...." + +"I might let _you_ see it," he conceded. + +There we had to leave the subject, as the library was soon afterwards +invaded by zealous seekers after luncheon, first Lady Roden and +Gartside, then the rest of the party with the single exception of +Sylvia. Lady Roden walked over to the window and gazed in dismay at +the unceasing downpour. + +"Is Sylvia back yet, does anybody know?" she asked. + +"She came in about a quarter of an hour ago," volunteered the Seraph. + +"Was she very wet?" + +"I didn't see her." + +Lady Roden bustled out of the room to make first-hand investigation. + +"She took a Burberry with her," Robin called out; then springing up he +seized an ebony paper knife and advanced on Michael who was reclining +decoratively on a Chesterfield sofa. "Talking of Burberries," he went +on, with menace in his tone, "what the deuce d'you mean by stealing +mine, Michael?" + +"Wouldn't be seen dead in your bloody Burberry," Michael responded +with delicate languor. + +The Roden boys were all much of a size, and on the subject of raided +and disputed garments a fierce border warfare raged unintermittently +round their bedroom doors. It was so invariable a rule with Michael to +meet all direct charges with an equally direct denial that his +brothers placed but slight reliance on his word. + +"What was it doing in your room, then?" persisted Robin, as he applied +the paper-knife to the soles of Michael's feet. + +"That was Phil's," said Michael ingenuously. + +Robin turned to his elder brother with the suggestion of a little +disciplinary boiling-oil. + +"It'll be enough if we just ruffle him," answered the humane Philip. +"Keep the door, Pat. Now, Robin!" + +The perfect harmony of their attack argued long practice. Almost +before I had time to move out of the way, Culling was standing with +his back to the door while a scuffling trio on the hearthrug indicated +that castigation was already being meted out. Within two minutes the +immaculate Michael had been reduced to slim, white nudity, and even as +the decorous Gartside proffered a consolatory "_Times'_ Educational +Supplement," the two brothers and Culling had divided the raiment and +taken their centrifugal course through the house, secreting boots, +socks, tie and collar in a succession of ingeniously inaccessible +places as they went. Then the gong sounded, and Gartside took me in to +luncheon. + +Such little breezes, as I afterwards discovered, were characteristic +of Brandon Court when the three brothers were at home and Philip had +forgotten his public dignity. I could have spared the present +outbreak, as the inflammatory word "Burberry" had kept me from putting +a certain question to the Seraph. At one-thirty he had told Lady Roden +that Sylvia had come in about a quarter of an hour before: to be +strictly accurate, she had entered the yard as the stable clock struck +one-fifteen, and had come into the house three minutes later by a side +door and gone straight to her room by a side staircase. The Seraph and +I had been sitting in the library since twelve-forty-five. The library +looked out over a terrace on to the lawn: stable yard, side door and +side staircase were at the diametrically opposite angle of the house. +It was impossible for any one, even with the Seraph's uncannily acute +senses, to hear a sound from the stable yard; even had it been +possible, he could not have identified it as the sound of Sylvia's +return. + +I put my question in the smoking-room after luncheon, but got no +satisfactory answer. Meeting Sylvia in the hall a few minutes later, I +took my revenge by setting her to find out. + +The afternoon was spent in polishing the ball-room floor. Others +worked, I offered advice. At one point, Michael, too, showed a +tendency to offer advice, but the threat that his young body would be +dragged up and down till the bones cut through the skin and scratched +the floor, was effectual in persuading him to swathe his feet in +towels and wade through uncharted seas of French chalk to the infinite +detriment of the blue colour-scheme he had been forced into adopting +for luncheon. + +Mrs. Roden, Sylvia and Gladys retired with their three maids and a +bale of calico. From time to time one of us would be summoned to have +our measurements taken, but no indication was manifested of the guise +in which we were to appear. At eight we retired to our rooms with +sinking hearts; at eight-thirty a group of sheepish men loitered at +the stair-head, waiting for one less self-conscious than the rest to +give a lead to the others. + +The ball--when it came and found us filled and reckless with +dinner--proved an unqualified success. My indistinct memory of it +recalls a number of pretty girls who danced well, talked very quickly, +and called me--without exception--"my dear." I sat out two with +Sylvia, and was cut three times by Gladys, who disappeared with Philip +at an early stage. Further, I supped twice with two creditably hungry +girls, discussed the lineage of the county with Lady Roden, and smoked +a sympathetic cigarette with a nice-looking shy boy of fifteen, who +was always being cut by Gladys when he was not being cut by some one +else. His name was Willoughby, and I hope some girl has smiled on him +less absent-mindedly than my niece. + +In my few spare moments I watched Sylvia dealing with her male guests. +Culling approached and was rewarded with a smile and one dance. +Gartside followed and received an even sweeter, Tristan-und-Isolde +smile, and the same proportion of her programme. The Seraph, +arm-in-sling, hung unostentatiously on the outskirts of the crowd, and +with much hesitation summoned courage to ask if she could spare him +one to sit out. She gave him two, and extended it later to three. + +I heard afterwards that at the end of the third he prepared to return +to the ball-room. + +"Who are you taking this one with?" she asked him. + +"No one," he told her. + +"Why not stay here, then?" + +"Haven't you promised it to young Willoughby?" + +"He'll survive the disappointment," said Sylvia lightly. + +The Seraph shook his head. "May I have one later?" he asked. "You +oughtn't to cut Willoughby, he's been looking forward to it." + +Sylvia was not accustomed or inclined to dictation from others. + +"Have you asked him?" she said, uncertain whether to be amused or +angry. + +"It wasn't necessary. Haven't you felt his eyes on you while you were +dancing? He thinks you're the most wonderful girl in the world. There +he's right. He'll treasure up every word you speak, every smile you +give him; he'll send himself to sleep picturing ways of saving your +life at the cost of his own. And he'll dream of you all night." + +The Seraph's tranquil, unemotional voice had grown so earnest that +Sylvia found herself growing serious in spite of herself. + +"I wish you wouldn't discuss me with boys like that," she said, more +to gain time than administer reproof. + +"Should I have discussed you?" exclaimed the Seraph. "And would he +have told me? Why can't you, why can't any girl understand the mind of +a boy of fifteen? You'd make such men of them if you'd only take the +trouble. Look at him now, he's thinking out wonderful speeches to make +to you...." + +"I _hope_ not," said Sylvia ruefully. + +"He'll forget them all when he meets you. I was fifteen once." + +"I wonder if you'll ever be more." + +The Seraph made no answer. + +"That wasn't meant for a snub," said Sylvia reassuringly. + +"I know that." + +Sylvia looked at him curiously. "Is there anything you _don't_ know?" +she asked as they descended the stairs to the ball-room. + +"I don't even know if you're going to let me take you in to supper." + +"I'm glad there's something." + +"That's not an answer." + +"Do you want to?" + +"You ought to know that without asking." + +"I'm afraid there's a great deal about you I _don't_ know." + +Supper was ended and their table deserted before Sylvia put the +question with which I had primed her that afternoon. + +"Is there anything I _don't_ know? to use your own words," said the +Seraph evasively. + +"That's not an answer, to use yours." + +"It's the only answer I can give," he replied, with that curious +expression in his dark eyes that did duty for a smile. + +"Why won't you tell me? I'm interested. It's about myself, so I've a +right to know." + +"But I can't explain; I don't know. It never happened before." + +"Never?" + +The Seraph thought over his first meeting with her the previous day. + +"Never with any one else," he answered. + +Sylvia shook her head in perplexity. + +"I don't understand," she said. "Either it was just coincidence and +you were talking without thinking, or else ... I don't know. It's +rather funny. D'you want to smoke? Let's go out on to the terrace." + +"The detectives are there." + +"No, father said they weren't to appear to-night." + +"They're out there." + +"How d'you know?" + +"I can hear them." + +Sylvia looked round at the closed plate-glass windows. + +"You _can't_," she said incredulously. + +"Will you bet? No, I don't want to rob you. Shall I tell you something +else? You opened a fresh bottle of scent to-night when you dressed for +dinner. It's Chaminade, the same kind that you were using before, but +this is fresher. Had you noticed it?" + +The Seraph was considerably less impressed by his powers than Sylvia +appeared to be. + +"Anything else?" she asked after a pause. + +The Seraph wrinkled his brows in thought. + +"Gladys Merivale was coughing last night," he said. "Some one passed +my door at two o'clock and went into her room. I don't know who it +was, but it wasn't you. The coughing stopped for a time, but started +again just before three. Then you passed by and went in." + +"How do you know?" + +"I heard you." + +"You may have heard some one; you didn't know it was me. I went once +and mother went once. You couldn't tell which was which." + +The Seraph lit a cigarette and walked with her to the door of the +supper-room. + +"Oh, it was your mother?" he said. "Then she went the first time." + +"But how do you know?" Sylvia repeated. + +"I can't explain, any more than about the car coming back this +morning." + +Sylvia shook her head a little uneasily. + +"You're abnormal," she pronounced. + +"Because I...?" + +"Go on." + +"Because I know a fraction more about you than other people?" + +"Do you?" + +"Only a fraction. It would take time to understand you." + +"How much? I hate to be thought a sphinx." + +"However little I wanted, we should be parted before I got it." + +"Why? How? How parted?" + +The Seraph shrugged his shoulders. + +"Don't ask me to read the future," he said with a sigh. + +At the end of the ball I found the Roden boys congratulating +themselves on the success of the evening. I added my quota of praise, +and was pressed to state if I now felt equal to three successive +nights at Commemoration. + +"Which reminds me!" Robin exclaimed, flying off at his usual tangent. +"Where's Sylvia? Sylvia, my angel, what about Commem.?" + +His sister looked tired but happy, and in some way excited. + +"I'll come if you want me," she answered, putting her arm round +Robin's neck and kissing him good-night. "Yes, all right--I will. Oh, +Mr. Rawnsley told me this morning that Mavis wouldn't be able to come, +so you must get another girl." + +Robin dropped his voice confidentially. + +"See if you can persuade Cynthia to come. And we're still a man +short." + +Sylvia looked slowly round the room with thoughtful, unsmiling +eyes--past Culling, past Gartside.... + +"Will you come, Seraph?" she asked. + +Less than a day and a half had passed since I had noticed her practice +of avoiding Christian names. For some reason I had supposed nicknames +to fall into the same category. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +COMMEMORATION + + "Oxford ... the seat of one of the most ancient and + celebrated universities in Europe, is situated amid + picturesque environs at the confluence of the Cherwell + and the Thames.... Oxford is on the whole more attractive + than Cambridge to the ordinary visitor.... The best time + for a visit is the end of the Summer term.... This period + of mingled work and play (the latter predominating) is + named _Commemoration_.... It is almost needless to add + that an introduction to a 'Don' will greatly add to the + visitor's pleasure and profit." + + KARL BAEDECKER: "Handbook for Travellers: Great Britain." + + +Of the weeks that passed between my return to London from Brandon +Court and our departure from London to Oxford, I have only the most +indistinct recollection. My engagement book earned many honourable +scars before I carried it away into my present exile, but for May and +the first half of June there appears a black, undecipherable smudge +that my memory tells me should represent a long succession of late +nights and crowded days. Individual items are blurred out of +recognition; my general sense of the period is that I pretended to be +preternaturally young, and was punished by being made to feel +prematurely old. + +It was the busiest part of the London season, and Gladys appeared to +receive cards for an average of three balls a night on five nights of +the week. I accompanied her everywhere, growing gradually broken to +the work and relieved of my more serious responsibilities by the fact +that Philip Roden was too busy at the House to waste his nights in a +ball-room. We seemed to move in the midst of a stage army, the same +few hundred men, women, and dowagers reappearing in an endless +march-past. With the advent of the big hotels, hospitality had changed +in character since the days when I counted myself a Londoner: there +was more of it and it was less hospitable. The rising generation, and +more particularly the female portion of it, seemed to have taken +matters into its own hands. + +Regularly each morning, after a late breakfast, Gladys would set me to +write a series of common-form letters: "Dear Mr. Blank," I would say, +"My niece and I shall be so pleased if you will dine with us here +to-night at 8.30 and go on to Lady Anonym's ball." Then Gladys would +bring unknowing guest and unknown hostess into communication. "Can I +speak to Lady Anonym?" I would hear her call down the telephone. "Oh, +good morning! I say, do you think you could _possibly_ do with another +man for your ball to-night? Honest? It _is_ sweet of you. Oh, quite a +nice thing--Mr. Incognito Blank, 101, Utopia Chambers, St. James. +Thanks, most awfully. Oh no, not _him_, he's the most awful stiff; +this is a dear thing. Well, I would have, only he's only just got back +to England, he's been shooting big game...." + +This was the retail method. In the case of intimate friends, Gladys +would be encouraged to send in her own list of desirable invitees. +Because I am old-fashioned and unacquainted with English ways, I trust +I am not inaccessible to new ideas. I would carry the policy of +promiscuity to its logical conclusion. An announcement in the _Times_ +with draft _menu_, name of band and programme of music--even a +placard outside Claridge's--would save endless postage and stationery, +and could not pack the ball-room tighter than on a dozen occasions I +remember. Hostesses who believe that numbers are the soul of +hospitality, could be certain beforehand of the success of their +efforts; superior young men would continue to remark, "Society gettin' +very mixed, what?" exactly as they have done ever since I entered my +first ball-room at the age of seventeen. Everybody, in short, would be +pleased. + +We saw a good deal of Sylvia during those weeks, as for reasons of her +own she would frequently drop in at Pont Street and conduct her share +of the arrangements over our telephone. Occasionally Gladys would be +called in as an accomplice, I would hear "Mr. Aintree's" name added to +Lady Anonym's list, and Gladys would remark with fine carelessness, +"Oh, just send him the card, if you will; don't bother to say who it +comes from." The Seraph may have suspected, but he never had +documentary proof of the originating cause of some of his invitations. + +In making our arrangements for Commemoration, I decided to take the +greater part of my charges to Oxford by road. Robin, of course, was +still in residence, and Philip promised to come down by the first +possible train. Gladys, Sylvia, the Seraph, and a _pis-aller_ of +Robin's named Cynthia Bargrave constituted my flock; we motored +quietly down to Henley, where we lunched and chartered a houseboat for +the Regatta, and arrived in Oxford with ample time for the three girls +to have a comfortable rest before dinner. I made rather a point of +this, as they were going to have three very tiring days and would +naturally wish to look their best; moreover, I wanted to roam round +the town with the Seraph. + +Even Oxford, that I thought could never alter, had changed during my +years of absence. The little, nameless back-street colleges I would +gladly sacrifice to the Destroyer, for they serve no purpose beyond +that of breeding proctors, and I know we counted it an indignity to be +fined by the scion of a college we had to reach by cab. But the High +should have been inviolate; there wanted no new colleges breaking +through its immemorial sides.... Univ. men, standing at their lodge +gate and looking northward, have told me the High already contains one +college in excess. + +While the Seraph sought out Robin's rooms in Canterbury, I wandered +through the college--guiltily, I admit--looking for traces of a +popular outbreak that occurred when a ball took place at Blenheim and +House men asked in vain for leave to attend it. In time I came to my +own old rooms in Tom, and gazed rather in sorrow than anger at the +strange new name painted over the door. Twice my fingers went to the +handle, twice I told myself that "Mr. R.F. Davenant" had as much right +to privacy as I should have claimed in his place.... I wandered out +through Tom Gate, across St. Aldates, and down Brewer Street to those +pleasant digs in Micklem Hall, where I once spent an all-too-short +twelve months. Then I returned to college, crept furtively back to the +old familiar door, knocked, listened, entered.... + +"R.F. Davenant" was far more civil than I should have been at a like +intrusion. He showed me round the rooms, offered me whisky and +cigarettes, wanted to know when I had been up, whether I was going to +the Gaudy.... We were friends in a minute. I liked his fair, +neatly-parted hair and clean, fresh colouring; I liked his Meissonier +artist proofs; I liked the way the left back leg of the sofa +collapsed unless you underpinned it with a Liddle and Scott. Not a +thing was changed but the photographs on the mantelpiece. I walked +over and surveyed them critically. Then one of those things happened +that convince me an idle Quixotic Providence is watching over my least +movements: I was staring at the picture of a girl on horseback when he +volunteered the information that it was his sister. + +"Your married sister?" I suggested. + +"Do you know her?" + +He fed me on Common-room tea and quarter-pound wedges of walnut cake. +Joyce was coming up for two of the three balls I was attending, coming +unprovided with partners to chaperone some girl who had captured her +brother's wandering fancy. These elder sisters earn more crowns than +they are ever accorded; it seemed that Joyce who trampled on the world +would stretch herself out to be trampled on by her heedless only +brother. I wonder wherein the secret lies. + +"Come and dine," suggested Dick Davenant. + +I told him of my own party, and lost no time in working the Cumberland +days with his father for all they were worth. What happened to the +Seraph I never discovered. As I hurried back to the Randolph for +dinner, Robin met me with an apology in advance for the dull evening +before me. + +"'Fraid you'll have rather a rotten time," he opined. "I wish you had +let me find you some old snag or other." + +"I shall be all right, Robin," I said. + +"There's sure to be bridge _somewhere_. Or look here, what about a +roulette-board? Combine business with pleasure--what?" + +"I shall be able to amuse myself," I assured him. + +Our dinner that night was one of the gayest meals I have eaten; we +were all expectant, excited, above our usual form--with the single +exception of Philip. If I were a woman, I suppose I should notice +these things; as it was I put his silent preoccupation down to +overwork. When he approached Robin with other-world gentleness and +suggested a stroll up St. Giles after dinner "just to keep me company, +old boy," I ought to have suspected something; but it was not till the +Seraph, smoking a lonely cigar, murmured something about "_Consul +videat ne respublica detrimentum capiat_," that I saw my authority +over Gladys was being threatened. + +The girls had been despatched for their last mysterious finishing +touches, and we had the hall of the Randolph to ourselves. + +"What the deuce ought I to do, Seraph?" I asked. + +"What _can_ you do?" + +"I don't know." + +"Why do anything?" + +That is the question I always ask myself when I have no definite idea +what is expected of me. + +"I wish he'd had the consideration to wait till my brother came back," +I grumbled. + +"These little emotional crises never _do_ wait till we're ready for +them, do they?" + +"From the fulness of the heart...." + +"Oh, pardon me, I was not speaking of myself." + +"I thought you were." + +The Seraph shook his head at me. + +"No, you didn't. You aren't thinking of me, or Gladys, or Philip, or +any one but your own self." + +I hypnotised a waiter into taking my order for Benedictine. + +"No emotional crises have come _my_ way," I protested. + +"Something very curious has happened to you since we parted this +afternoon." + +I accounted for every moment of my time since our arrival in Oxford. + +"Why didn't you tell me that before?" he exclaimed when I mentioned my +chance meeting with Dick Davenant. "Joyce coming up for the ball? Will +you...? No! sorry." + +"Will I what?" + +"It's no business of mine." + +"Why d'you start talking about it, then? Will I what?" + +The Seraph knocked the ash off his cigar, finished his coffee, and sat +silent. I repeated my question. + +"Well...." he hesitated nervously. "Are you going to propose to her +to-night?" + +"Really, Seraph!" + +"You're going to--some time or other...." + +"Don't talk nonsense!" + +"...I was wondering if it would be to-night." + +I felt myself growing rather annoyed and uncomfortable. + +"Not very good form to talk like this," I said stiffly. "After all, +she's a friend of yours and mine. A joke's all very well...." + +"But I'm quite serious!" + +"My dear Seraph, d'you appreciate that I've met the girl once--a few +weeks ago--and once only since she was a child of five?" + +"Oh yes. And do you remember my telling you what was bringing you back +to England? Do you remember the impression she made on you that night? +If you're going to marry her...." + +"Seraph, drop it!" + +He withdrew into his shell, and we smoked without speaking until I +began to be sorry for snubbing him. + +"I didn't mean to be rude," I said apologetically. "But she's a nice +girl; I may see her to-night for all I know to the contrary, and this +coupling of names.... You see my point?" + +The Seraph suddenly developed a nervous, excited earnestness. + +"Let me give you a word of advice. If you're going to propose to +her--oh, all right; if X. is going to propose to her, he'd better do +it now--before the crash comes. There's going to be a very big crash; +she's going down under it. If you--if X. proposed now, she might be +got out of the way before it's too late. You--X. won't like to see the +woman he's going to marry...." + +"X. marries her then?" I asked in polite incredulity. "Oh, he should +certainly lose no time." + +"She may not accept you at once." + +"Come and get your coat, Seraph." + +"But she will later." + +"Come and get your coat," I repeated. + +"Ah--you don't believe me--well...." + +I gave him my two hands and pulled him out of his chair. + +"Can you foretell the future?" I asked with a scepticism worthy of +Nigel Rawnsley. "What time shall I breakfast to-morrow? What shall I +have for supper to-night? What tie shall I wear next Friday +fortnight?" + +The Seraph shook his head without answering. + +"Very well, then," I said decisively. + +"But you don't know either." + +Of course he was right. + +"I may not know _now_," I said, "but I shall make up my mind in due +course, and do whatever I've made up my mind to do--whether it's +choosing a tie or...." + +"Proposing to Joyce. Exactly. I've never pretended to tell you more +than what's in your own mind." + +"You talked about the woman X. was going to _marry_, not merely +propose to. The last word doesn't lie with X." + +"True. But if I know what's passing in Joyce's mind?" + +"Does she know herself?" + +"No! That's the wonderful thing about a woman's mind, it's so +disconnected. She's none of a man's faculty of taking a resolve, +seeing it, acting on it.... That's why I said she might not accept you +at once." + +"You know her mind better than she does?" + +As my interest rose, the Seraph became studiedly vague. + +"I know nothing," he answered. "I merely suggest the possibility that +a woman may form a subconscious resolution and not recognise it as +part of her mental stock-in-trade for weeks, months, years.... If you +wait for her to recognise it, you may find you come too late; if you +come before she recognises it, you may find you've come too early." + +I helped him into his coat as the three girls descended the stairs. + +"Not a very cheerful prospect for X.," I suggested. + +"X. had better help her to recognise her sub-conscious ideas," he +answered. + +I felt a boy of twenty as we drove down St. Aldates, hurried across +Tom Quad, shed our wraps and struggled into the hall. The place was +half full already, and the orchestra, with every instrument duplicated +and Lorino thundering away at a double grand, had started an opening +extra. Youthful stewards, their shirt-fronts crossed with blue and +white ribbons of office, hurried to and fro in excessive, callow +zeal; bright among the black coats shone the full regimentals of the +Bullingdon; while stray followers of Pytchley, Bicester and V.W.H. +contributed their colour to the rainbow blaze. + +My charges dutifully spilt a drop from their cups in my honour, but at +the end of an hour they were free to follow their own various +inclinations. There was no sign of Joyce in the ball-room, but I found +her at length by the stair-head, gratefully drinking in the fresh air, +flushed--or so I fancied--and occasionally passing a hand across eyes +that looked tired and strained. I gave her some champagne and led her +to her brother's room. Two armchairs that I had purchased in the +luxury-loving twenties seemed somehow to have withstood seven +undergraduate generations. + +"You were quite the last person I expected to find here," I said, +after telling her of my meeting with Dick. + +"I was quite the last person a lot of people expected to find here," +she answered. + +"Dick has a lot to be thankful for. So--for that matter--have others." + +"Dear old Dick! he has a lot to put up with, if that's what you mean. +If he hadn't been a steward, they wouldn't have admitted me. Oh, the +staring and the glaring and the pointing and the whispering!" + +I now appreciated the reason of the bright eyes and pink cheeks. + +"If you _will_ espouse unpopular political causes," I began. + +"I'm not complaining! _This_ was nothing to what I've been through in +the past. It's all in the day's work. What are you doing in Oxford?" + +I helped myself to one of Dick's cigarettes. He kept them just where I +used to keep mine. On second thoughts I put it back and ran my hand +along the under-side of the mantelpiece to the hidden shelf where I +used to keep cigars maturing. Dick had followed my admirable +precedent. I commandeered a promising Intimidad, feeling all the while +like the ghost of my twenty-year-old self revisiting the haunts of my +affection. + +"At the moment I met you, I was feeling very old and miserable," I +said, when I had told her of the party committed to my charge. "Time +was when I counted for something in this place, porters touched their +hats to me, I could be certain of an apple in the back of the neck as +I walked through the Quad. Now the hall is filled with young kings who +know not Joseph. There are not twelve men or maidens who recognise +me." + +"Perhaps they don't know you." + +"That," I said, "is not very helpful." + +"I'm sorry. There are about two hundred people in that hall who know +me, but only four recognised me. You were one. I'm grateful." + +"But what did you expect?" + +"I wasn't sure. You came with the enemy." + +It was time for me to define my attitude of political isolation. I +told her--what was no more than the truth--that I owed no allegiance +to king, country, church, or party. I have never been interested in +politics, and twenty years' absence from England have made me nothing +if not a citizen of the world. I cared nothing for the great franchise +question, it was a matter of indifference to me whether the vote was +granted or withheld. On the other hand, I have a great love of peace +and comfort, and resent any effort to force me into a position of +hostility. + +"You won't convert me, Joyce," I said. "No more will the Rodens. I +refuse to mix myself up in the miserable business. Friends and +enemies, indeed! I have no enemies, but as a friend I wish I could +persuade you to accept the _fait accompli_. You're up against _force +majeure_, you'll have to give in sooner or later. Why not sooner?" + +"Why give up at all?" + +"You're striking at an immovable body." + +"What happens when an irresistible force meets an immovable body?" + +"Is it an irresistible force?" + +"Have you seen Mavis Rawnsley the last few weeks?" + +The question was asked with fearless, impudent abruptness. + +"I don't know her to speak to," I said. "You remember we caught sight +of her that night the Seraph took us to the theatre." + +"The night I undertook to convert the idlest man in the northern +hemisphere? Yes." + +"The night that same idler undertook to re-convert you. I've not seen +her since." + +"Has her father?" + +"You must ask him." + +"I will. In fact, I have already. 'Where is Miss Rawnsley? A rumour +reaches us as we are going to press....' You'll find it all in this +week's _New Militant_, I had such fun writing it." + +"What was the rumour?" + +"We--ell!" Joyce put her head on one side and pretended to spur her +memory. "Some one said Mavis Rawnsley had disappeared. Nothing in +that, of course; _you_'ve disappeared before now. Then some one else +said she was being held to ransom till her father was converted to the +suffrage. That interested me. None of the papers said anything about +it; you'd have thought Mr. Rawnsley was making a mystery of it. +However, I wanted to know, so I'm asking the question in the leading +article. Perhaps he'll write and tell me. Do you love me enough to +give me a match?" + +I lit her cigarette and talked to her for her soul's good. + +"As I say, my law's pretty rusty," I told her in conclusion, "but you +may take it as quite certain that the penalty for abduction is rather +severe." + +"Brutally," Joyce assented with unabated cheerfulness. "But you've got +to catch your criminal before you can imprison him." + +"Or her." + +"And you can't catch without evidence." + +I wandered round the room in search of two cushions. I found only one, +but women do not need cushions to the same extent as men. + +"That's the most banal remark I've ever heard from you," I told her. +"There never was a criminal yet that didn't think he'd left no traces, +never one that didn't think he was equal to the strain of sitting +waiting to be arrested. They all end in the same way, get frightened +or become reckless----" + +"Which am I?" + +"Neither as yet. You'll become reckless, because I don't think you +know what fear means." + +"Reckless! Me reckless! If I have a glass roof put to the editorial +room of the _New Militant_, will you climb up and see my moderating +influence at work? If it hadn't been for me, we should have been +prosecuted over the first number." + +"I suppose that's Mrs. Millington?" I hazarded. An echo of her fiery +pamphlets and speeches had reached me during the heyday of the arson +and sabotage campaign. + +"What's in a name?" Joyce asked sweetly. + +"Nothing at all. I agree. You tell me there's _some one_ who has to be +restrained. I tell you you'll be arrested the day after your +restraining influence is withdrawn...." + +Joyce bowed her assent. + +"And that will happen when you're invalided home from the front." + +Joyce bowed again. "Me that never had a day's illness in my life," I +heard her murmur. + +"It'll be a new experience, and you'll have it very shortly if I know +anything of what a woman looks like when she's overworked, +over-worried, over-excited. However fit you may be in other ways, +you're man's inferior in physical stamina. For the ordinary fatigues +of life...." + +"But this wasn't!" The interruption came quickly in a tone that had +lost its early banter. "Elsie's case comes on at the end of this week. +I've been with her, I didn't want to come to-night, but she made +me--so as not to disappoint Dick. It's not very pleasant to sit +watching any one going through.... However, don't let's talk about it. +You were giving me good advice. I love good advice. It's cheap...." + +"And so very filling? I'll give no more." + +"Don't stop, it's a wonderful index. As long as people give me good +advice, I know I need never trouble to ask them for anything more." + +I weighed the remark rather deliberately. + +"You were nearer being spiteful then than I've ever heard you," I +said. + +"But wasn't it true? The only three people I can depend on not to give +me good advice are Elsie, Dick and the Seraph." + +"The only three who'll give you anything more?" + +"Among the non-politicals. I've got politicals who'd go through fire +and water for me," she declared proudly. + +"I can believe it. But only those three among the rest?" + +"Those three." She sat looking me in the eyes for a moment, then a +mischievous smile of commiseration broke over her face. "My friend, +you're not suggesting _yourself_?" + +"I'm waiting to be asked." + +"It would be waste of time. You've not been living your own sinful +selfish life all these years for nothing. If a crash ever came--it's +kindly meant, but I should have to put you under instruction for six +months before I could be certain of you." + +"You won't get six months." + +"Then it's hardly worth starting, is it? In any case we shall win +without needing to call in outside help. What about getting back to +the ball-room?" + +I exhibited my unfinished cigar. + +"When you're tired of oakum and a plank bed," I began.... + +"Caught, tried _and_ condemned. If you want to be useful, you musn't +leave it as late as that." + +"The sooner the better." + +"I'll come as soon as there's a warrant out." + +"Promise?" + +"Faithfully. But there won't be any warrant if the cause succeeds." + +"I pray you'll fail," was my fervent answer. + +Joyce threw her cigarette petulantly into the fireplace. + +"You've spoilt _every_thing by that!" + +"My help was offered to you, not to your ridiculous cause." + +"We can't be separated." + +"Will you bet?" + +"Yes." + +"What?" + +"Anything you like!" + +She sprang up and faced me with the light of battle in her eyes. The +flush had come back to her cheeks, her lips were parted, and the rope +of pearls round her neck rose and fell with her quick, excited +breathing. I shall not easily forget the picture she presented at that +moment. The room was lit by a single central globe, and against the +background of dark oak panels her black dress was almost invisible. +Standing outside the white circle of light, her slim fragile body was +hidden, but through the shadows I could see the shimmer of her spun +gold hair and the wonderful line of her gleaming white arms and +shoulders. + +"Anything you like!" she repeated in confident gay challenge. + +"I hold you to that." + +Fifteen years ago I bought a scarab-ring in Luxor. After losing it +once a day for a fortnight, I had it fitted with ingenious couplings +so designed that when I caught it in a glove the couplings drew tight +and clamped the ring to the finger. When last I found myself in Egypt, +my Arab goldsmith had been gathered to his fathers, and the secret of +those couplings is vested in myself. Three London and two Parisian +jewellers have told me they could unravel the mystery by cutting the +ring to pieces. Short of that, they confessed themselves baffled. + +"Hold out your hand, Joyce," I said. "No, the other one. There!" + +I slipped the ring on to her third finger, stepped back to the table, +and lit a cigarette. This last was purely for effect. + +Joyce looked at the ring and tried to move it. + +"No good," I said. "You may cut the ring, which would be a pity +because it's unique; and it's not yours till you've won the wager. Or +you may amputate the finger, which also would be a pity, as that too +... well, anyway, it won't be yours to amputate if I win the bet." + +Again she tried to move the ring, again without success. + +"Will you take it off, please?" + +I shook my head. + +"You said I might fix the wager." + +"Take it off, please!" she repeated, frowning disapproval upon me. +Unfortunately, like Mrs. Hilary Musgrave, she looks uncommonly well +when she disapproves. + +"Shall we go back now?" I suggested. "I've finished my cigar." + +"A joke may be carried too far," she exclaimed, stamping her foot as I +remember seeing her stamp it as a wicked, flaxen-haired child of five. + +"Heaven witness I'm not joking!" I protested. "Nothing I could say +would move you in your present frame of mind; the wager gave me my +chance. It's a ring against a hand, and on the day that sees you +separated from your infernal cause, I come to claim my reward. As long +as you and the cause remain unseparated you may keep the ring. I'm +backing my luck; I always do, and it never fails me." + +Joyce gave the ring a last despairing tug, and then with some +difficulty drew the finger of her glove over it. + +"How long must I wait before I may have the ring cut?" she asked. + +I had not considered that. + +"Till my death?" I suggested. + +"Sooner than that, I hope." + +"Oh, so do I. I want to win the wager and get my stakes back." + +Joyce passed out before me into the quadrangle, buttoning her glove as +she went. I was feeling elated by what had passed, elated and quite +deliciously surprised to find how short-lived her anger had been. + +"I'm afraid I'm bound up with the cause more intimately than you +think," she began with unexpected gentleness. "For--let me see--three +years now people have been trying to show me the error of my ways, and +I go on just the same. Men and women, friends and relations, a +Suffragan Bishop...." + +"Quite a proper distinction," I interrupted. "Neither fish, flesh, +fowl, nor good red herring." + +"...and the only result is that I sink daily deeper into the mire." + +"But this is where I come in." + +"Too late, I'm afraid. Listen. I used to have a little money of my +own. I've sold out every stock and share I possessed to help found the +_New Militant_. I'm living on the salary they pay me to edit it. That +looks like business, doesn't it?" + +I straightened my tie, buttoned the last button of my gloves, and +mounted the first step of the Hall stairs. + +"Living out in the East," I said, "I have learnt the virtue of +infinite patience." + +Joyce remained silent. It occurred to me that I had left an important +question unasked. + +"When I win my wager," I began. + +"You won't." + +"Assume I do. No one likes losing bets, but would you seriously object +to the consequences?" + +Joyce gave me the wonderful dawn of a smile before replying. + +"I've never given the matter a thought," she answered. + +"Subconsciously?" I suggested in a manner worthy of the Seraph. + +She shook her head. + +"Well, give it a thought now," I begged. + +"It wouldn't make much difference whether I objected or not." + +"If you honestly object, if you think the whole thing's a joke in +questionable taste, I'll take the ring off here and now." + +Joyce began to unbutton her glove, then stopped and looked at me. I +suppose my voice must have shown I was speaking seriously; her eyes +were soft and kind. + +"I think any girl 'ud be very lucky...." she began. I bowed, and as I +did so an imp of mischief took possession of her tongue. "...very +lucky indeed--to engage your roving affection." + +"That wasn't what you started to say." + +"I never know what I _am_ going to say. That's why I'm so good on a +platform." + +"Shall I take the ring off?" + +"I prefer to win it in fair fight." + +"If you can," I rejoined, as we pressed our way into the bright warmth +of the ball-room. + +My charges appeared to be profiting by my absence. Couple after couple +floated by with touching heads and dreamy eyes; half-way down the room +Philip was whispering in Gladys' ear and making her smile; I caught a +glimpse of Robin and Cynthia; then Sylvia and the Seraph glided past. + +"Don't they look sweet together?" said Joyce, half to herself, as our +faces were subjected to a quick, searching glance. + +"What about a turn before supper?" I suggested. + +"Am I having it with you?" + +"If you will." + +"I should like to." + +We started round the room, half-way through the waltz. Joyce was a +beautiful dancer, easy, light, and rhythmical. It was too good to +spoil with talking; I contented myself with one final remark. + +"After all," I said, "you may as well start getting used to me." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE SECOND ROUND + + "One sleeps, indeed, and wakes at intervals, + We know, but waking's the main part with us, + And my provision's for life's waking part. + Accordingly, I use heart, head and hand + All day, I build, scheme, study and make friends; + And when night overtakes me, down I lie, + Sleep, dream a little, and get done with it, + The sooner the better, to begin afresh. + What's midnight doubt before the dayspring's faith? + You, the philosopher that disbelieve, + That recognise the night, give dreams their weight-- + To be consistent--you should keep your bed, + Abstain from healthy acts that prove you man, + For fear you drowse perhaps at unawares! + And certainly at night you'll sleep and dream, + Live through the day and bustle as you please. + And so you live to sleep as I to wake, + To unbelieve as I to still believe? + Well, and the common sense o' the world calls you + Bedridden,--and its good things come to me." + + ROBERT BROWNING: "Bishop Blougram's Apology." + + +The Bullingdon Ball took place on the Tuesday night, and Joyce +returned to town the following morning. Her brother may have mentioned +the time, or it may have been pure coincidence that I should be buying +papers and watching the trains when she arrived at the station with +the girl she was chaperoning. We met as friends and exchanged papers: +I gave her the _Morning Post_ and received the _New Militant_ in +return. As the train slipped away from the platform, she waved +farewell with a carefully gloved left hand. Then Dick and I strolled +back to the House. + +In drowsy, darkened chamber Robin was sleeping the sleep of the just. +As I voyaged round his rooms, I reflected that undergraduate humour +changes little through the ages, and in Oxford as elsewhere the +unsuspecting just falls easy prey to wakeful, prowling injustice. An +enemy had visited that peaceful home of slumber. Half-hidden by +disordered bed-clothes, a cold bath prematurely awaited Robin's foot, +and on his table was spread a repast such as no right-thinking man +orders for himself after two nights' heavy dancing. Moist, indecorous +slabs of cold boiled beef, beer for six, two jars of piccalilli and a +round of over-ripe Gorgonzola cheese, offered piteous appeal to a +jaded, untasting palate. Suspended from the overmantel--that soul +might start on equal terms with body--hung the pious aspiration--"God +Bless our Home." + +"Garton, for a bob!" Robin exclaimed when I described the condition of +his rooms. + +Flinging the bed-clothes aside, he fell heavily into the bath, +extricated himself to the accompaniment of low, vehement muttering +that may have been a prayer, and bounded across the landing to render +unto Garton the things that were Garton's. I followed at a +non-committal distance, and watched the disposal of two pounds of +boiled beef in unsuspected corners of Garton's rooms. Three slices +were hidden in the tobacco jar, the rest impartially distributed +behind Garton's books--to mature and strengthen during sixteen weeks +of Long Vacation. Balancing the jug of beer on the door-top--whence it +fell and caved in the fraudulent white head of a venerable +scout--Robin hastened back to his own quarters and sported the oak. + +"I was thinking of a touch of lunch on the Cher," he observed, +exchanging his dripping pyjamas for a dressing-gown and making for a +window-seat commanding Canterbury Gate, a cigarette in one hand and a +Gorgonzola cheese in the other. "If you wouldn't mind toddling round +to Phil and the Seraph and routing the girls out, we might all meet at +the House barge at one. I'll cut along and dress as soon as I've given +Garton a little nourishment. I suppose the pickles 'ud kill him," he +added with a regretful glance at the two-pound glass jars. + +I communicated the rendezvous to Philip, threw an eye over the "Where +is Miss Rawnsley?" article as I crossed the Quad, and dropped anchor +in the Seraph's rooms. His quaint streak of femininity showed itself +in the bowls of "White Enchantress" carnations with which the tables +and mantelpiece were adorned. A neat pile of foolscap covered with +shorthand characters indicated early rising and studious method. I +found him working his way through the _Times_ and _Westminster +Gazette_ for the last three days. + +"I suppose there is no news?" I said when I had told him Robin's +arrangements for the day and described the Battle of the Beef. + +"Nothing to-day," he answered. "Have you seen yesterday's _Times_?" + +I had been far too busy with Joyce and my three wards to spare a +moment for the papers. I now read for the first time that the Prime +Minister had moved for the appropriation of all Private Members' days. +The Poor Law Reform Bill would engage the attention of the House for +the remainder of the Session, to the exclusion of Female Suffrage and +every other subject. + +"That's Rawnsley's answer to _this_," I said, giving the Seraph my +copy of the _New Militant_. + +"I wonder what the answer of the _New Militant_ will be to Rawnsley," +he murmured when he had read the article. + +"That is for you to say," I told him. "You read the Heavens and +interpret dreams and forecast the future...." + +"Fortunately I can't." + +This was an unexpected point of view. + +"Wouldn't you if you could?" I asked. + +"Would any one go on living if he didn't cheat himself into believing +the future was not going to be quite as black as the present?" + +This was not the right frame of mind for a man who had spent two +nights dancing with Sylvia--to the exclusion of every one else, and I +told him so. + +"Come along to the Randolph," he exclaimed impatiently. "To-day, +to-night; and to-morrow all will be over. I was a fool to come. I +don't know why I did." + +We picked up our hats and strolled into King Edward Street. + +"You came because Sylvia invited you," I reminded him. "I heard the +invitation. Young Rawnsley was not there, but Culling and Gartside +were, and a dozen more I don't know by name. Any of them might have +been chosen instead, but--they weren't. You should be more grateful +for your advantages, my young friend." + +"I'm not." + +I linked my arm in his, and tried to find out what was upsetting him. + +"You've been having some senseless, needless quarrel with her...." I +hazarded. + +"How can two people quarrel when they've not a single point in common? +Our lives are on parallel lines, continue them indefinitely and +they'll never meet. Therefore--it's a mistake to bring the parallels +so close together that one can see the other." + +For a moment I wondered whether he had put his fortune to the test and +received a rebuff. + +"Does Sylvia think your lives are on parallel lines?" I asked. + +"What experience or imagination do you think a girl like that's got? +It never occurs to them that everybody's not turned out of the same +machine as themselves, with the same ideas, beliefs, upbringing, +position, means. D'you suppose Sylvia appreciates that she spends more +money on dress in six months than I earn in a year? Can she imagine +that I hate and despise all the little conventions that she wouldn't +transgress for all the wealth of the Indies? The doctrines she's +learnt from her mother, the doctrines she'll want to teach her +children--can she imagine that I regard them as so much witchcraft +that I wouldn't imperil my soul by asking any sane child to believe? +I'm an infidel, a penniless, unconventional Bohemian, and she--well, +you know the atmosphere of Brandon Court. What's the good of our going +on meeting?" + +"Nigel is neither infidel, unconventional, nor Bohemian," I said. +"Moreover, he stands on the threshold of a big career...." + +"I daresay," said the Seraph as I paused. + +"Nigel was not invited. Gartside may be an infidel if he ever troubles +to think of such things; he is certainly not penniless or Bohemian. He +is a large-framed, large-hearted hero, with every worldly advantage a +girl could desire. Gartside was not invited. No more were the others. +You were." + +"She hadn't known me two days; perhaps two days aren't long enough to +find me out." + +"Feminine intuition...." I began. + +"Feminine intuition's a woman's power of jumping to wrong conclusions +quicker than men. Unless you want to get yourself into trouble, you'd +better not march into Sylvia's presence with a _New Militant_ in your +hand." + +I thanked him for the reminder, and bequeathed the offending sheet to +the Martyrs' Memorial. The heavy type of the headline, "Where is Miss +Rawnsley?" reminded me of our earlier conversation. + +"I shan't be sorry to get rid of my charges," I remarked. "They're a +responsibility in these troublous times." + +"Sylvia's in no danger," he answered with great confidence. + +"I'm not so sure." + +"She's absolutely safe." + +"How do you know?" + +He looked at me doubtfully, and the confidence died out of his eyes. + +"I don't. It's--just an opinion." + +"Even if you're right, there's still Gladys," I said. + +"I'd forgotten her." + +"She's a fair mark." + +"I suppose so." + +"Though not as good as Sylvia." + +"I assure you Sylvia's in no danger." + +"But how do you know?" I repeated. + +"I tell you; it's only an opinion." + +"But you don't express any opinion about Gladys." + +"How could I?" + +"How can you about Sylvia?" + +He hesitated, flushed, opened his lips and shut them again in his old +tantalising way. + +"I don't know," he answered as we entered the Randolph, and walked to +the end of the hall where the three girls were awaiting us. + +Robin had provided an imposing flotilla for our accommodation. His own +punt was reserved for Cynthia, himself, and the luncheon-baskets; a +mysterious reconciliation had placed Garton's at the disposal of +Philip, Gladys, and myself, while Sylvia and the Seraph were stowed +away in a Canadian canoe, detached by act of sheer piracy from the +adjoining Univ. barge. We took the old course through Mesopotamia and +over the Rollers, mooring for luncheon half a mile above the Cherwell +Hotel. Hunger and a sense of duty secured my presence for that meal +and tea; in the interval I retired for a siesta. Distance, I find, +lends enchantment to a chaperon. + +It was in my absence that Philip asked Gladys to marry him. On my +reappearance at tea-time, Robin shouted the news across a not +inconsiderable section of Oxfordshire. I affected the usual surprise, +warned Philip that he must await my brother's approval, and shook +hands with him avuncularly. Then I watched the orgy of kissing that +seems inseparable from announcements of this kind. A mathematician +would work out the possible combinations in two minutes, but his +calculation would, as ever, be upset by the intrusion of the personal +equation, for Robin kissed Gladys not once, but many times, less with +a view to welcoming her as a sister than from a reasonable belief that +such ill-timed assiduity would exasperate her elder brother. + +In time it occurred to some one to make tea, and at six o'clock the +flotilla started home. Robin ostentatiously transferred me from +Philip's punt to his own, and with equal ostentation announced his +intention of starting last so as to round up the laggards. The +Canadian canoe shot gracefully ahead, and was soon lost to view; a +fast stream was running, and the boat needed little assistance from +the paddle. I have no doubt that in the late afternoon sun, and with +an accompaniment of rippling water gently lapping the sides of the +boat, time passed all too quickly. Fragments of conversation were +disinterred for my benefit in the course of the following weeks, to +set me wondering anew what sympathetic nimbus I must wear that girls +and boys like Sylvia and the Seraph should unlock their hearts for my +inspection. + +I gather that Sylvia called for the verdict on the success of their +expedition to Oxford, and that the Seraph found for her, but with +reluctant, qualified judgment. + +"You're not sorry you came?" she asked. "Well, what's lacking? I'm +responsible for bringing you here; I want everything to be quite +perfect." + +"Everything _is_ perfect, Sylvia." + +She shook her head. + +"_Some_thing's wrong. You're moody and silent and troubled, just like +you were the first time we met. D'you remember that night? You looked +as if you thought I was going to bite you. I don't bite, Seraph. Tell +me what's the matter, there's still one night more; I want to make you +glad you came." + +"You can't make me gladder than I am. But you can't find roses without +thorns. I wish we weren't all going back to-morrow." + +"It's only to London." + +"I know, but it'll all be different." + +"But why?" + +"I don't know, but it _will_ be. These three days wouldn't have been +so glorious if I hadn't remembered every moment of the time that they +were--just three days." + +Shipping his paddle, he lay back in the boat and plunged his arms up +to the elbow in the cool, reedy water. Sylvia roused him with a +challenge. + +"Four days would have bored you?" + +"Have you ever met the man who _was_ bored by four days of your +company?" + +"Don't you sometimes fancy you know me better than most?" + +"I've known you since Whitsun." + +"You've known me since...." + +She stopped abruptly. The Seraph lifted a wet hand, and watched the +water trickling in zigzag rivulets up his arm. + +"Shall I finish it for you?" he asked. + +"You don't know what I was going to say." + +"You've known me since the day I was born." + +"Why do you think I was going to say that?" + +"You were, weren't you?" + +"I stopped in the middle." + +"You'd thought out the end." + +"Had I?" + +"Unconsciously?" + +A hand waved in impatient protest. + +"If it was unconscious, how should I know?" + +The Seraph glanced quickly up at her face, and turned away. + +"True," he answered absently. + +"No one could know," she persisted. + +"_I_ knew." + +"Guessed." + +For answer he picked up his coat from the bottom of the boat, and +extracted a closely written sheet of college note-paper. Folding it so +that only the last line was visible, he handed it her with the words-- + +"You'll find it there." + +Sylvia read the line, and gazed in perplexity at her companion. + +"But I never _said_ it," she persisted. + +"You were going to." + +She turned the paper over without answering. + +"What's on the other side?" she asked. + +The Seraph extended an anxious hand. + +"Please don't read that!" he implored her. "It's not meant for you to +see." + +"Is it about me?" + +"Yes." + +"Then why shouldn't I see it?" + +"You may, but not now." + +"Well, when?" + +The Seraph's manner had grown suddenly agitated. To gain time, he +produced a cigarette, but his agitation was betrayed in the trembling +hand that held the match. + +"When we meet again," he answered after a pause. + +"We meet again to-night." + +"When we meet--after parting." + +"We part to dress for dinner." + +"I mean a long, serious parting," he replied in a low voice. + +Sylvia laughed at his suddenly grave expression. + +"Are we going to quarrel?" she asked. + +He nodded without speaking. + +"Why, Seraph?" she asked more gently. + +"We can't help it." + +"It takes two to make a quarrel. _I_ don't want to." + +"We shouldn't--if we were the only two souls in creation." + +Sylvia sat silent, fidgeting with a signet ring, and from time to time +looking questioningly into the troubled blue eyes before her. + +"How do you _know_ these things?" she asked at length. "You can't +know." + +"Call it guessing, but I was right over the unfinished sentence, +wasn't I?" + +"Perhaps, but how do you know?" + +"I don't. It's fancy. Some people spend their lives awake, others +dreaming." He shrugged his shoulders. "I dream. And sometimes the +dream's so real that I know it must be true." + +Sylvia smiled with a shy wistfulness he had not seen on her face +before. + +"I wish you wouldn't dream we were going to quarrel," she said. "I +don't want to lose you as a friend." + +"You won't. Some day I shall be able to help you, when you want help +badly." + +Almost imperceptibly her mouth hardened its lines, and her eyes +recovered their disdainful, independent fire. + +"Why should I want help?" she asked. + +"I don't know," was all he could answer. "You will." + +Their canoe had drifted to the Rollers. The Seraph landed, helped +Sylvia out of the boat, and stood silently by while it was hauled up +and lowered into the water on the other side. As they paddled slowly +through Mesopotamia neither was able--perhaps neither was willing--to +pick up the threads of the conversation where they had been dropped. +In silence they passed the Magdalen Bathing Place, through the shade +of Addison's Walk, under the Bridge and alongside the Meadows. +Sylvia's mind grappled uneasily with the half-comprehended words he +had spoken. + +"Do we meet and make it up?" she asked with assumed lightness of tone +as the canoe passed through the scummy, winding mouth of the Cher and +shot clear into the Isis. + +"We meet." + +"And make it up?" she repeated. + +"I don't know." + +"Do you care?" + +"Sylvia!" + +"What will you do?" + +"If we don't?" The Seraph sat motionless for a moment, and then began +paddling the boat alongside the barges. "I shall go abroad. I've never +been to India. I want to go there. And then I shall go on to Japan, +and from Japan to some of Stevenson's islands in the South Seas. I've +seen everything else that I want to see." + +"And then?" + +He raised his eyebrows and shook his head uncertainly. + +"Burial at sea, I hope." + +"Seraph, if you talk like that we shall quarrel now." + +"But it's true." + +"There'd be nothing more in life?" + +"Not if we quarrelled and never made it up." + +"But if we _did_----" + +"Ah, that'ud make all the difference in the world." + +For a moment they looked into each other's eyes: then Sylvia's fell. + +"I don't want to quarrel," she said. "I don't believe we shall, I +don't see why we need. If we do, I'm prepared to make it up." + +"I wonder if you will be when the time comes," he answered. + +We were, with a single, noteworthy exception--a subdued party that +night at dinner. Philip and Gladys had much to occupy their minds and +little their tongues: Sylvia and the Seraph were silent and +reflective: I, too, in my unobtrusive middle-aged fashion, had passed +an eventful night and morning. The exception was Robin, who furnished +conversational relief in the form of Stone Age pleasantries at the +expense of his brother in particular, engaged couples in general, and +the whole immemorial institution of wedlock. I have forgotten some of +his more striking parallels, but I recollect that each fresh dish +called forth a new simile. + +"Pity oysters aren't in season, Toby," he remarked. "Marriage is like +your first oyster, horrid to look at, clammy to touch, and only to be +swallowed at a gulp." "Clear soup for me, please. When I'm offered +thick, I always wonder what the cook's trying to hide. Thick soup is +like marriage." "Why does dressed crab always remind me of marriage? I +suppose because it's irresistible, indigestible, and if carelessly +mixed, full of little pieces of shell." "Capercailzie is symbolical of +married life: too much for one, not enough for two." "Matrimony is +like a cigarette before port: it destroys the palate for the best +things in life." + +No one paid any attention to Robin as he rambled on to his own +infinite contentment: he would probably still be rambling but for the +arrival of an express letter directed to me in Arthur Roden's writing. +We were digesting dinner over a cigar in the hall, and after reading +the letter I took Sylvia and the Seraph aside, and communicated its +contents. By some chance it was included in a miscellaneous bundle of +papers I packed up before leaving England, and I have it before me on +my table as I write. + +"Private and Confidential," it began-- + + "MY DEAR TOBY," + + "If this arrives in time, I shall be glad if you will send me a + wire to say all is well with Sylvia and the others. We are a + good deal alarmed by the latest move of the Militants. You will + have seen that Rawnsley got up in the House the other day and + moved to appropriate all Private Members' time till the end of + the Session, in this way frustrating all idea of the Suffrage + coming up in the form of a Private Member's Bill. + + "The Militants have made their counterstroke without loss of + time. Yesterday morning Jefferson's only child--a boy of + seven--disappeared. We left J. out when we were running over + likely victims at Brandon: he was away in the _Enchantress_ + inspecting Rosyth at the time, and I suppose that was how we + forgot him. We certainly ought not to have done so, as he has + been one of the most outspoken of the anti-militants. + + "The child went yesterday with his nurse to Hyde Park. The + woman--like all her damnable kind--paid no attention to her + duty, and allowed some young guardsman to sit and talk to her. + In five minutes' time--she says it was only five minutes--the + child had disappeared. No trace of him has been found. + Jefferson, of course, is in a great state of worry, but agrees + with Rawnsley that no word of the story must be allowed to reach + the Press, and no effort spared to convince the electorate of + the utter impossibility of considering the claims at present + put forward by the Militants. I am arranging a series of + meetings in the Midlands and Home Counties as soon as the House + rises. + + "And that reminds me. Rawnsley received a second letter + immediately after the abduction of J.'s boy, telling him his + action in respect of Private Members' time had been noted, and + that he would be given till the end of the month [June] to + foreshadow an autumn session. There may be an autumn + session--that depends on the Committee Stage of the Poor Law + Bill--but the Suffrage will not come up during its course, and + Rawnsley is purposely withholding his announcement till the + month has turned. + + "For the next ten days, therefore, we may hope to be spared any + fresh attack. After that they will begin again, and as my + Midland campaign is being announced in the course of this week, + it is more than probable that the blow may be aimed at me. + + "Please shew this letter to Sylvia and the boys, and explain as + much of the Rawnsley affair as may be necessary to make it clear + to her. At present she has been told that Mavis is ill in London + and may have to undergo an operation. Tell her to use the utmost + care not to stir in public without some competent person to + escort her. Scotland Yard is increasing its bodyguards, and + everything must be done to assist them. + + "You will, of course, see the necessity of keeping this letter + private. + + "Ever yours, + "ARTHUR RODEN." + +As I gave the letter to Sylvia and the Seraph to read, I will admit +that my first feeling was one of unsubstantial relief that Joyce had +been in Oxford when the abduction took place in London. I did not in +any way condone the offence, I should not have condoned it even had I +known that she was mainly responsible for the abduction. Independently +of all moral considerations, I found myself being glad that she was +out of town at the time of the outrage. The consolation was flimsy. I +concede that. But it is interesting to me to look back now and review +my mental standpoint at that moment. I had already got beyond the +point of administering moral praise and blame: my descent to active +participation in crime followed with incredible abruptness. + +I felt the "Private and Confidential" was not binding against the +Seraph, as he had been present when Rawnsley described the +disappearance of Mavis. While he expounded her father's letter to +Sylvia, I gave its main points to Philip and Robin. The comments of +the family were characteristic of its various members. Philip shook a +statesmanlike head and opined that this was getting very serious, you +know. Robin inquired plaintively who'd want to abduct a little thing +like him. + +"I don't want any 'competent escort,'" Sylvia exclaimed with her +determined small chin in the air. + +"For less than twenty-four hours," I begged. "I'm responsible for your +safety till then. After that you can fight the matter out with your +father." + +"But I can look after myself even for the next twenty-four hours." + +I assumed my severest manner. + +"Have you ever seen me angry?" I said. + +"Do you think you could frighten me?" she asked with a demure smile. + +"I'm quite sure I couldn't," I answered helplessly. "Seraph, can you +do anything with her?" + +"Nobody can do anything with her...." + +"Seraph!" + +"...against her will." + +"That's better." + +I struck at a propitious moment. + +"When we leave here," I said to the Seraph, "you're to take her hand +and not let go till you're back in the hotel again. I give her into +your charge. Treat her...." + +I hesitated, and Sylvia interrogated me with a King's Ransom smile. + +"Treat her as she deserves," I said. "If she were my wife, ward or +daughter, I should slap her and send her to bed. So would you, so +would any man worthy of the name." + +"Would you, Seraph?" + +He was helping her into her cloak and did not answer the question. +Suddenly she turned round and looked into his eyes. + +"Would you, Seraph?" I heard her repeat. + +"I shall treat you--as you deserve to be treated," he answered slowly. + +"That's not an answer," she objected. + +"What's the good of asking him?" I said as the rest of our party +joined us. + +In the absence of Joyce I spent large portions of a dull and +interminably long night smoking excessive cigarettes and leaning +against a wall to watch the dancers. Towards three o'clock I +discovered an early edition of an evening paper and read it from cover +to cover. Canadian Pacifics were rising or falling, and some +convulsion was taking place in Rio Tintos. + +The only other news of interest I found in the Cause List. I remember +the case of Wylton _v._ Wylton and Sleabury was down for trial one day +towards the end of that week. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +A CAUSE CELEBRE + + "Conventional women--but was not the phrase tautological?" + + GEORGE GISSING: "Born in Exile." + + +I always look back with regret to our return to London after +Commemoration. Our parting at the door of the Rodens' house in Cadogan +Square was more than the dispersal of a pleasant, youthful, +light-hearted gathering; it marked out a definite end to my first +careless, happy weeks in England, and foreshadowed a period of +suspense and heart-burning that separated old friends and strained old +alliances. As we shook hands and waved adieux, we were slipping +unconsciously into a future where none of us were to meet again on our +former frank, trustful footing. + +I doubt if any of us recognised this at the time--not even the Seraph, +for a man is notoriously a bad judge in his own cause. Looking back +over the last six months, I appreciate that the seeds of trouble had +already been sown, and that I ought to have been prepared for much +that followed. + +To begin with, the astonishing acrimony of speech and writing that +characterised both parties in the Suffrage controversy should have +warned me of the futility of trying to retain the friendship of Joyce +Davenant on the one hand and the Rodens on the other. Bitter were +their tongues and angry their hearts in the old, forgotten era of +demonstrations and hecklings; the bitterness increased with the +progress of the arson campaign, and its prompt, ruthless reprisals; +but I remember no political sensation equalling the suppressed, +vindictive anger of the days when the abduction policy was launched, +and no clue could be found to incriminate its perpetrators. I suffered +the fate of most neutral powers, and succeeded in arousing the +suspicions of both belligerents. + +Again, the Wylton divorce proved--if proof were ever needed--that when +English Society has ostracised a woman, her sympathisers gain nothing +for themselves by championing her cause. They had better secure +themselves greetings in the market-place by leading the chorus of +moral condemnation. Elsie Wylton would scarcely have noticed the two +added voices, and the Seraph and I might have spared ourselves much +unnecessary discomfort. He was probably too young to appreciate that +Quixotism does not pay in England, while I--well, there is no fool +like a middle-aged fool. + +Lastly, I ought to have seen the shadow cast by Sylvia's tropical +intimacy with the Seraph at Oxford. She was unquestionably +_intriguee_, and I should have seen it and been on my guard. Resist as +she might, there was something arresting in his other-world, +somnambulant attitude towards life; for him, at least, his dreams were +too real to be lightly dismissed. And his sensitive feminine sympathy +was something new to her, something strangely stimulating to a girl +who but half understood her own moods and ambitions. I have no doubt +that in their solitary passage back to Oxford she had unbent and +revealed more to him than to any other man, had unbent as far as any +woman of reserve can ever unbend to a man. Equally, I have no doubt +that in cold retrospect her passionate, uncontrolled pride exaggerated +the significance of her conduct, and magnified the moment of +unaffected friendliness into an humiliating self-betrayal. + +The Seraph--it is clear--had not responded. I know now--indeed, I knew +at the time--that Sylvia had made an indelible impression on his +receptive, emotional nature. Her wilful, rebellious self-confidence +had galvanised him as every woman of strong character will galvanise a +man of hesitations and doubts, reservations, and self-criticism. +Knowing Sylvia, I find no difficulty in understanding the ascendancy +she had established over his mind; knowing him, I can well appreciate +his exasperating diffidence and self-depreciation. It never occurred +to him that Sylvia could forget his relative poverty, obscurity, and +their thousand points of conflict; it never dawned on her that he +could be held back by honourable scruples from accepting what she had +shown herself willing to offer. The Seraph came back from Oxford +absorbed and pre-occupied with haunting memories of Sylvia; with his +curious frankness he told her in so many words that she possessed his +mind to the exclusion of every other thought. There he had stopped +short--for no reason she could see, and it was not possible for her to +go further to meet him. Next to the Capitol stands the Tarpeian Rock. +I ought to have remembered that with Sylvia it was now crown or +gibbet, and that there was no room for platonic admirers. + +With his genius for the unexpected the Seraph disappeared from our ken +for an entire week after our return to London. Gladys and I were +always running over to the Rodens' or receiving visits from Sylvia +and Philip; it appeared that he had forsaken Cadogan Square as +completely as Pont Street, and the unenthusiastic tone in which the +information was volunteered did not tempt me to prosecute further +inquiries. On about the fifth day I did pluck up courage to ask Lady +Roden if he had yet come to the surface, but so far from receiving an +intelligible answer I found myself undergoing rigorous examination +into his antecedents. "Who _is_ this Mr. Aintree?" I remember her +asking in her lifeless, faded voice. "Has he any relations? There used +to be a Sir John Aintree who was joint-master of the Meynell." + +After a series of unsuccessful inquiries over the telephone, I set out +to make personal investigation. Sylvia had carried Gladys off to +Ranelagh, and as Robin offered his services as escort to the girls, I +felt no scruples in resigning my ward to her charge. For Sylvia, I am +glad to say, my responsibility had ceased, and I was at liberty to +proceed to Adelphi Terrace, and ascertain why at any hour of the day +or night I was met with the news that Mr. Aintree was in town, but +away from his flat, and had left no word when he would be back. I +called in at the club before trying his flat. The Seraph was not +there, but I found the polyglot Culling explaining for Gartside's +benefit certain of the more obvious drolleries of the current "Vie +Parisienne." + +"Where did ye pick up yer French accent, Bob?" I heard him inquire +with feigned admiration. "In Soho? I wonder who dropped it there?" +Then he caught sight of me, and his face assumed an awful solemnity. +"'Corruptio optimi pessima!' I wonder ye've the courage to show +yerself among respectable men like me and Gartside." + +I inquired if either of them knew of the Seraph's whereabouts, but the +question appeared to add fuel to Culling's indignation. + +"Where is the Seraph?" he exclaimed. "Well ye may ask! His wings are +clipped, there's a dint in his halo, and his harp has its strings +broken. The Heavenly Choir----" He paused abruptly, seized a sheet of +foolscap and resumed his normal tone. "This'll be rather good--the +Heavenly Choir and our Seraph flung out like a common drunk same as +Gartside here. + + 'To bottomless perdition, there to dwell-- + Why can't the club afford a decent pen? + You're our committeeman, Bob, you're to blame. + I always use blank verse for my complaints.-- + To bottomless perdition, there to dwell + In adamantine chains and penal fire.'" + + JOHN MILTON: "Paradise Lost, Liber One." + +I watched the Heavenly Choir being sketched. In uniform and figure the +Archangel Gabriel presented a striking resemblance to any Keeper of +the Peace at any Music Hall. An official braided coat bulged at the +shoulders with the pressure of two cramped wings, his peaked cap had +been knocked over one eye, and his halo--in Culling's words--was "all +anyhow." As the artist insisted on a companion picture to show the +Seraph's reception in Bottomless Perdition, I turned to Gartside for +enlightenment. + +"It's been going on long enough to be getting serious," I was told. "A +solid week now." + +"_What's_ been going on?" I exclaimed in despair. "Where are we? Above +all, where's the Seraph?" + +"Isn't it telling you we are?" protested Culling. "It started on the +day you returned from your godless wanderings and prowled through +London like a lion seeking whom you might devour. 'Portrait of a +Gentleman--well known in Society--seeking whom he may devour,'" he +murmured to himself, stretching forth a hand for fresh foolscap. "And +it's been going on ever since. And nobody's had the courage to speak +to him about it. There you have the thing in a nutshell." + +I turned despairingly to Gartside, and in time was successful in +extracting and piecing together an explanation of his dark references +to the Seraph. "Once upon a time," he began. + +"When pigs were swine," Culling interrupted, "and monkeys chewed +tobacco." + +"Shut up, Paddy! Once upon a time a girl named Elsie Davenant married +a man called Arnold Wylton. Perhaps she knows why she did it, but I'm +hanged if anybody else did. She was a nice enough girl by all +accounts, and Wylton--well, I expect you've heard some queer stories +about him, they're all true. After they'd been married--how long was +it, Paddy?" + +"Oh, a few years--by the calendar," said Culling, eagerly taking up +the parable. "It's long enough she must have found 'em! Wylton used to +work in little spells of domesticity in the intervals of being +horse-whipped out of other people's houses, and disappearing abroad +while sundry little storms blew over. Morgan and Travers took in a new +partner and started a special 'Wylton Department' for settling his +actions out of court...." + +"This is all fairly ancient history," I interposed. + +"It's the extenuating circumstance," said Gartside. + +Culling warmed oratorically to his work. + +"In the fulness of time," he went on in the manner of the Ancient +Mariner, "Mrs. Wylton woke up and said, 'This is a one-sided +business.' Toby, ye're a bachelor. Let me tell you that married life +is a _mauvais quart d'heure_ made up of exquisite week-ends. While +Wylton dallied unobtrusively in Buda Pesth, giving himself out to be +the Hungarian correspondent of the _Baptist Family Herald_, Mrs. +Wylton spent her exquisite week-end at Deauville." + +He paused delicately. + +"Girls will be girls," sighed Gartside. + +"A gay cavalry major, with that way they have in the army, made a +flying descent on Deauville. He'd been seen about with her in London +quite enough to cause comment. Good-natured friends asked Wylton why +he was vegetating in Pesth when he might be in Deauville; he came, he +saw, he stayed in the self same hotel as his wife...." + +"Which curiously enough had been already chosen by the gay cavalry +major." + +Culling shook his head over the innate depravity of human nature. + +"You see the finish?" he inquired rhetorically. "They say the senior +partner in Morgan and Travers had a seizure when Wylton had finished +the last batch of cases in his own department, and strolled into the +private office to instruct proceedings for a petition." + +"Six days ago, decree nisi was granted," said Gartside. + +"Scene in Court: President expressing sympathy with Petitioner," +murmured Culling, with quick pencil already at work on the +blotting-pad. + +I lit a cigar to clear my head. + +"Where does the Seraph come in?" I persisted like a man with an _idee +fixe_. + +"In the sequel," said Gartside. "There is a right way of doing +everything, also a wrong. When one is divorced, one hides one's +diminished head...." + +"I always do," said Culling. + +"One grows a beard and goes to live in Kensington. Mrs. Wylton is +making the mistake of trying to brazen things out. 'You may cut me,' +she says, 'but ye canna brek me manly sperrit.' Consequently in every +place where she can be certain of attracting a crowd, Mrs. Wylton is +to be found in the front row of the stalls, very pretty, very quiet +and so unobtrusively dressed that you're almost tempted to damn her as +respectable." + +He lit a cigarette and I took occasion to remind him that we had not +yet come in sight of the Seraph. + +Culling took up the parable. + +"Is she alone?" he asked in a husky whisper. "Sir, she is not! Who +took her to dinner last night at Dieudonne's, the night before at the +Savoy, the night before that at the Carlton? Who has been seen with +her at the Duke of York's, the Haymarket, the St. James'?" + +"Who rides with her every summer morning in the Park?" cut in +Gartside. "It is our Seraph. Our foolish Seraph, and we lay at your +door the blame for his demoralisation. Seriously, Toby, somebody ought +to speak the word in season. He's getting talked about, and that sort +of flying in the face of public opinion doesn't do one damn's worth of +good. The woman's got to have her gruel and take her time over it. +She'll only put people's backs up by going on as she's doing at +present. Mind you, I'm sorry for her," he went on more gently. "In her +place I'd have done precisely the same thing, and I'd have done it +years ago. But I should have had the sense to recognise I'd got to +face the consequences." + +I wondered for a short two seconds if it would be of the slightest +avail to proclaim my belief in Elsie Wylton's innocence. A glance at +Culling and Gartside convinced me of the futility. + +"Where's the Seraph now?" I asked. + +"With her. Any money you like. She lives with her sister in Chester +Square; you'll find him there." + +I sent a boy off to telephone to Adelphi Terrace. Until his return +with the announcement that the Seraph was still away from home, +Gartside suggested the lines on which I was to admonish the young +offender. + +"The gay cavalry major's prudently shipped himself back to India," he +said, "and he was a pretty shadowy figure to most people as it was. +What the Seraph has to understand is that he'll get all the discredit +of being an 'and other' if he ties himself to her strings in this way. +I only give you what everybody's saying." + +I promised to ponder his advice, and after being reminded that Gladys +and I were due at his musical party the following week, and reminding +him that he was expected to lunch on my house-boat at Henley, we went +our several ways. + +Wandering circuitously round the smoking-rooms and library on my way +to the hall, I had ample corroboration of what--in Gartside's +words--everybody was saying. The Wylton divorce was the one topic of +conversation. For the most part, I found Gartside's own tolerance to +the woman representative of the general feeling in the club: his +strictures on the folly of the Seraph's conduct had a good many +echoes, though two men had the detachment to praise his disinterested +behaviour. Of the rest, those who did not condemn opined that he was +too young to know any better. + +The one discordant note was struck when I met Nigel Rawnsley in the +hall. Elsie Wylton was shot hellwards in one sentence and the Seraph +in another, but the burden of his discourse was reserved for the +sacramental nature of wedlock and the damnable heresy of divorce. I +was subjected to a lucid exposition of the Anglican doctrine of +marriage, initiated into the mysteries of the first three (or three +hundred) General Councils of the Church, presented with thumbnail +biographies of Arius and S. Athanasius, and impressed with the +necessity of unfrocking all priests who celebrated the marriage of +divorced persons. It was all very stimulating, and I found that half +my most prosaic friends were living in something that Rawnsley +damningly described as "a state of sin." + +It was tea-time before I arrived at Chester Square. I suppose I had +never taken Gartside very seriously: the moment I saw Elsie and the +Seraph, my lot was unconditionally thrown in with the publicans and +sinners. She greeted me with the smile of a woman who has no care in +the world: then as she turned to ring the bell for tea, I caught the +expression of one who is passing through Purgatory on her way to Hell. +The Seraph's eyes were telegraphing a whole code-book. I walked to the +window so that she could not see my face, nor I hers. + +"I thought you wouldn't mind my dropping in," I said as carelessly as +I could. "It was tea-time for one thing, and for another I wanted to +tell you that you've done about the pluckiest thing a woman can do. +Good luck to you! If there's anything I can do...." + +Then we shook hands again, and I found her death-like placidity a good +deal harder to bear than if she had broken down or gone into +hysterics. I do not believe the Davenant women know how to cry: +Nature left the lachrymal sac out of their composition. Yet on +reflection I can see now that she was suffering less than in the days +six weeks before when the anticipation of the divorce lowered +menacingly over her head and haunted every waking moment. It is +curious to see how suspense cards down a woman's spirit while the +shock of a catastrophe seems actually to brace her and call forth +every reserve of strength. From this time till the day of my departure +from England, Elsie was indomitable. + +"It's hard work at present," she said with a gentle, tired smile, "but +I'm going through with it." + +That was what her father used to say when I climbed with him in +Trans-Caucasia. He would say it as we crawled and fought and bit our +way up a slippery face of rock, sheer as the side of a house. And he +was five and twenty years my senior. + +"What are you doing to-night?" I asked. + +"We were trying to make up our minds when you came in," said the +Seraph. + +"Dinner somewhere, I suppose, and a theatre? What's on, Seraph? I'm +all alone to-night, and I want you and Elsie to dine with me." + +Elsie was sitting with closed eyes, bathing her forehead with scent. + +"Make it something that starts late," she said wearily. "I don't feel +I can stand many hours." + +After a brief study of the theatrical advertisements in the _Morning +Post_ the Seraph went off to make arrangements over the telephone. I +took hold of Elsie's disengaged hand and tried in a clumsy, masculine +fashion to pump courage into her tired spirit. + +"You must stick it out to the end of the Season," I told her. "It's +only a few more weeks, and then you can rest as long as you like. +Don't let people think they can drive you into hiding. If you do that, +you'll lose pride in yourself, and when you lose pride in yourself, +why should any one believe in you?" + +"How many people believe in me now?" + +"Not many. That's why I admire your pluck. But there's Joyce for one." + +"Yes, Joyce," she assented slowly. + +"And the Seraph for another." + +"Yes, the Seraph." + +"And me for a third." + +I felt her trying to draw her hand away. + +"I wonder if you do, or whether it's just because I'm a bit--hard +hit." + +I let go the hand as she rose to blow out the spirit lamp. Standing +erect--blue-eyed, pale faced and golden haired--she was wonderfully +like Joyce, I thought, with her slim, black-draped figure and slender +white neck, but a Joyce who had drunk deep of tribulation. + +"It's a pity you weren't ever at a boys' school," I said. + +"Why?" + +"If you had been, you'd know there are some boys who simply can't keep +themselves and their clothes clean, and others who can't get dirty or +untidy if they try. In time the grubby ones usually get cleaner, but +the boy who starts with a clean instinct never deteriorates into a +grub. The distinction holds good for both sexes. And it applies to +conduct as much as clothes. The Davenants can't help keeping clean. +I've known three in one generation and one in another." + +I said it because I meant it. I should have said it just the same if +Elsie had had no sister Joyce. + +The Seraph came back with Dick Davenant, and I tried to get him to +join us, but he was already engaged for dinner. Shortly afterwards I +found it was time to get home and change my clothes. In the hall I +found Joyce and pressed her into our party. It was a short, hurried +meeting, as she was saying good-bye to two colleagues or +fellow-conspirators when I appeared. I caught their names and looked +at them with some interest. One was the formidable Mrs. Millington, a +weather-beaten, stoutish woman of fifty with iron-grey hair cut short +to the neck, and double-lensed pince-nez. The other was an anaemic girl +of twenty--a Miss Draper--with fanatical eyes that watched Joyce's +every movement, and a little dry cough that told me her days of +agitation were numbered. When next we met she wiped her lips after +coughing.... Mrs. Millington I never saw again. + +That night was my first effort in the vindication of Elsie Wylton. I +believe we dined at the Berkeley and went on to Daly's. The place is +immaterial; wherever we went we found--or so it seemed to our +over-sensitive, suspicious nerves--a slight hush, a movement of +turning bodies and craning necks, a whispered name. Elsie went through +it like a Royal Duchess opening a bazaar; laughing and talking with +the Seraph, turning to throw a word to Joyce or myself; untroubled, +indifferent--best of all, perfectly restrained. The hard-bought +actress-training of immemorial centuries should give woman some +superiority over man.... + +We certainly supped at the Carlton in a prominent position by the +door. I fancy no one missed seeing us. The Seraph knew everybody, of +course, and I had picked up a certain number of acquaintances in two +months. We bowed to every familiar form, and the familiar forms bowed +back to us. When they passed near our table we hypnotised them into +talking, and they brought their women-folk with them.... + +When supper was ended we moved outside for coffee and cigars, so that +none who had entered the supper room before us should leave without +running the gauntlet. We had our share of black looks and noses in +air, directed I suppose against Joyce as much as against her sister; +and many a mild husband must have submitted to a curtain lecture that +night on the text that no man will believe political or moral evil of +any woman with a pretty face. The older I get the truer I find that +text; I cannot remember the day when I was without the instinct +underlying such a belief. + +At a quarter-past twelve Elsie began to flag, and we started our +preparations for returning home. As I waited for my bill--and swore a +private oath that Gartside should translate his sympathy into acts, +and join our moral-leper colony before the week was out--an unexpected +party emerged from the restaurant and passed us on their way to +collect cloaks. Gladys and Philip, Sylvia and Robin, driven home from +Ranelagh by the impossibility of securing a table for dinner, had +eaten sketchily at Cadogan Square, hurried to the Palace, and turned +in to the Carlton to make up for lost food. + +The Seraph of course saw them first, rose up and bowed. I followed, +and both of us were rewarded by a gracious acknowledgment from Sylvia. +Then she caught sight of Joyce and Elsie, and her mouth straightened +itself and lost its smile. The change was slight, but I had been +expecting it. Another moment, and the straight lines broke to a slight +curve. Every one bowed to every one--Robin with his irrepressible, +instinctive good-humour, Philip more sedately, as befitted a public +man, the eldest son of the Attorney-General, and an avowed opponent of +the Militant Suffrage Movement. Then Sylvia passed on to get her +cloak, I arranged with Philip to take Gladys home, we bowed again and +parted. + +The whole encounter had taken less than two minutes. It was more than +enough to make Elsie say she must decline my invitation to Henley. + +"A public place is one thing, and a houseboat's another," she said. +"You wouldn't invite two people to stay with you if you knew the mere +presence of one was distasteful to the other." + +"You've got to go the whole road," I said. "If the Rodens know me, +they've got to know my friends." + +"We mustn't be in too much of a hurry," she answered. "I'm right, +aren't I, Joyce? There's no scandal about Joyce, but she's given up +visiting with the Rodens. It was beginning to get rather +uncomfortable." + +The matter was compromised by the Seraph inviting Elsie to come to +Henley in an independent party of two. They would then secure as much +publicity as could be desired without causing any kind of +embarrassment to a private gathering. + +I saw nothing of Sylvia until Gartside's Soiree Musicale three nights +later. The Seraph dined with us, and when Philip snatched Gladys from +under my wing almost before the car had turned into Carlton House +Terrace, I retired with him into an inviting balcony and watched the +female side of human nature at work. + +Sylvia stood twelve feet from us, looking radiant. Instinctive wisdom +had led her to dress--as ever--in white, and to wear no jewellery but +pearls. Her black hair seemed silkier and more luxuriant than ever; +her dark eyes flashed with a certain proud vitality and assurance. +Nigel Rawnsley was talking to her, talking well, and paying her the +compliment of talking up to her level. I watched her give thrust for +thrust, parry for parry; all exquisite sword play.... His enemies +called Nigel a prig, even his friends complained he was overbearing; I +liked him, as I contrive to like most men, and only wish he could meet +more people of his own mental calibre. He had met one in Sylvia; there +was no button to his foil when he fenced with her. + +"Thus far and no farther," I murmured. + +The Seraph looked up, but I had only been thinking aloud. I was +wondering why she painted that sign over her door when Nigel +approached. A career of brilliant achievement and more brilliant +promise, her own chosen faith and ritual, ambition enough and to +spare--Nigel entered the lists well armed, and she was the only one +who could humanise him. I wondered what gulf of temperamental +antipathy parted them and placed him without the pale.... + +They talked till Culling interposed his claim for attention, +preferring the request with triplicated brogue. From time to time +Gartside strayed away from his other guests and shivered a lance in +deferential tourney. As I watched his fine figure, and looked from him +to the irrepressible Culling, and from Culling to Rawnsley's +clear-cut, intellectual face, I asked myself for the thousandth time +what indescribable affinity could be equally lacking in three men +otherwise so dissimilar. + +With light-hearted carelessness she guarded the sword's length of +territory that divided them. It was adroit, nimble fencing, but I +wondered how much it amused her. Not many women can resist the +age-long fascination of playing off one admirer against another; but I +should have written Sylvia down among the exceptions. She did not want +admiration.... Then I remembered Oxford and read into her conduct the +first calculated stages in the Seraph's castigation. If this were her +object, it failed; the Seraph was ignorant of the very nature of +jealousy. In the light of their subsequent meeting, I doubt if this +were even her motive. + +We had both received a distant bow as we entered the room, but not a +word had been vouchsafed us. I am afraid my nature is too indolent to +be greatly upset by this kind of neglect. The Seraph, I could see, +grew rather unhappy when his presence was overlooked every time he +came within speaking distance. It was not till the end of the evening +that she unbent. I had promised to take Gladys on to a ball, and at +eleven I came out of hiding and went in search of her. Culling had +just been told off to find Robin, and Sylvia stood alone. + +"Are you going on anywhere?" she asked the Seraph when they had the +room to themselves. + +"It's the Marlthrops, isn't it?" he asked. + +"And Lady Carsten. Robin and I are going there. Are you coming?" + +The Seraph's hand went to his pocket and made pretence of weighing +three or four invitations in the balance. Finally he selected the +Carsten card and glanced at it with an air of doubt. + +"Will my presence be welcome?" he asked. + +"You must ask Lady Carsten, she's invited you." + +"Welcome to you?" + +"It depends on yourself." + +"What must I do?" + +Sylvia pursed up her mouth and looked at him with head on one side. + +"Be a little more particular in the company you keep." + +"I usually am." + +"With some startling lapses." + +"I'm not aware of any." + +Sylvia drew herself up to her full height. + +"How have you spent the last week?" + +"In a variety of ways." + +"In a variety of company?" + +"The same nearly all the time." + +She nodded. + +"This is my objection." + +"If _she_ doesn't object...." A dawning flush on Sylvia's cheek warned +him to leave the sentence unfinished. + +"I'm giving you advice for your own sake because, apparently, you've +no one else to advise you," she said with the slow, elaborate +carelessness of one who is with difficulty keeping her temper. "You've +spent the last week thrusting yourself under every one's notice in +company with a woman who's just been divorced from her husband. Every +one's seen you, every one's talking about you. If you like that sort +of notoriety...." + +"Can it be avoided?" + +"You can drop the woman." + +"She's none too many friends." + +"She's one too many." + +"I cannot agree." + +"Then you put yourself on her level." + +"I should be proud to rank with her." + +Sylvia paused a moment to steady her voice. + +"I've got a temper," she remarked with exaggerated indifference, "it's +never wise for anybody to rouse it, and many people would be annoyed +if you talked to them as you're talking to me. I--simply don't think +it's worth it, but can you wonder if I ask you to choose between her +and me?" + +The Seraph's face and voice were grave. + +"The choice seems unnecessary," he said. + +"You must take it from me that I have no wish to be seen about with a +man who allows his name to be coupled with a woman of that kind." + +"What kind, Sylvia?" + +"You know my meaning." + +"But your meaning is wrong." + +"I mean an ugly word for an ugly sin. A woman of the kind that breaks +the Seventh Commandment." + +The Seraph began tearing his card in narrow strips. + +"Elsie Wylton didn't," he said quietly. + +"She told you so?" + +"I didn't need telling." + +Sylvia's expression implored pity on the credulity of man. The Seraph +was still nervously fingering his card, but no signs of emotion +ruffled her calm. The face was slightly flushed, but she bent her head +to hide it. + +"Part friends, Seraph," she said at last, "if you're not coming to the +Carstens'. Think it over, and you'll find every one will give you the +same advice." + +"I dare say." He pocketed the torn card and prepared to accompany her. +"What would you do in my place if you believed the woman innocent?" + +Sylvia shirked the question. + +"Innocent women don't get into those positions." + +"It is possible." + +"How can she prove her innocence?" + +"How do you prove her guilt?" + +"I don't attempt to go behind what the Court finds." + +At the door the Seraph hesitated. + +"To-night's only an armistice, Sylvia," he stipulated. "I must have +time to think. I'm not committed either way." + +She gave him her old friendly smile. + +"If you like." Then the smile melted away. "My ultimatum comes in +force to-morrow morning, though. You must make up your mind then." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +HENLEY--AND AFTER + + "We shall find no fiend in hell can match the fury of a + disappointed woman."--COLLEY CIBBER: "Love's Last Shift." + + +Henley Regatta was something of a disappointment to me. I had +furbished up the memories of twenty years before--which was one +mistake--and was looking forward to it--which was another. In great +measure the glory had departed from the house-boats, every one poured +into the town by train or car, and the growth of _ad hoc_ riverside +clubs had reduced the number of punts and canoes on the river itself. +Being every inch as much a snob as my neighbour, I regretted to find +Henley so deeply democratised.... + +I think, in all modesty, my own party was a success. Our houseboat was +the "Desdemona," a fair imitation of what the papers call "a floating +hotel": we brought my brother's cook from Pont Street and carried our +cellar with us from town. And there was a pleasant, assiduous +orchestra that neither ate nor slept in its zeal to play us all the +waltzes we had grown tired of hearing in London. A Mad Hatter's +luncheon started at noon and went on till midnight. Any passing boat +that liked the "Desdemona's" looks, moored alongside and boarded her: +no one criticised the food or cigars, many dropped in again for a +second or third meal in the course of the afternoon, and if they did +not know Gladys or myself, they no doubt had a friend among my guests +or waiters. + +Both those that slept on board and those that visited us at their +stomachs' prompting were cheery, light-hearted, out to enjoy +themselves. I admit my own transports were moderated by the necessity +of having to dance attendance on Lady Roden. The air became charged +with Rutlandshire Morningtons, and our conversation showed signs of +degenerating into a fantastic Burke's Auction Bridge. Two earls +counted higher than three viscounts; I called her out with one +marquis, she took the declaration away with a duke, I got it back +again with a Russian prince: she doubled me.... Apart from this, I +enjoyed myself. All the right people turned up, except Gartside who +was kept in town discussing Governorships with the India Office. + +There were Rodens to right of us, Rodens to left of us: in a field +behind us, unostentatiously smoking Virginia cigarettes, loitered a +watchful Roden bodyguard. The Regatta started on July 3rd and on the +previous day Rawnsley had given the House its time-table. There would +be no Autumn Session, but the House would sit till the end of the +third week in August to conclude the Third Reading of the Poor Law +Bill; no fresh legislation would be introduced. The New Militants had +their answer without possibility of misconstruction, and the families +of Cabinet Ministers moved nowhere without a lynx-eyed, heavy-booted, +plain-clothes escort. + +I summoned Scotland Yard out of its damp, cheerless meadow, gave it +bottled beer and a pack of cards, and told it to treat the "Desdemona" +as its own and to ring for anything likely to contribute to its +comfort. Though we had never met before and were only to meet once +again, I felt for those men as I should feel for any one deputed to +bear up the young Rodens lest at any time they dashed their feet +against stones.... + +Sylvia was laconic and decisive. She had engaged and defeated her +father, met and routed her brothers. Any one who guarded her reckless +person did so at their peril; she declined to argue the point. I fancy +Lady Roden accepted a detective more or less as part of her +too-often-withheld due; Philip was constitutional, guided by +precedent, anxious to help peace and order in the execution of their +arduous duties. The only active molestation came from Robin: left to +himself he would have ignored the detectives' very existence, but at +the fell suggestion of Culling I discovered him whiling away the +morning by bursting into the guard-room at five-minute intervals with +hysterical cries of "Save me! Oh, my God! save me!" + +The saturnine, enigmatic Michael pursued his own methods. How he had +escaped from Winchester in the midst of the terminal examinations, I +never discovered. His telegram said, "What about me for Henley, old +thing? Michael." I wired back, "Come in your thousands," and he came +in a dove-grey suit, grey socks and buckskin shoes, grey tie, silk +handkerchief and Homburg hat. I appreciated Michael more and more at +each meeting. Of a detached family he was the most detached member. +Observing me staring a trifle unceremoniously at his neck-tie, he +produced a note-book and pencil and invited my written opinion. "On +Seeing my New Tie" was inscribed on the front page, and the +comments--so far as I remember the figures--were:-- + +(1) "Oh, my God!" (forty per cent.). + +(2) "_Have_ you seen Michael's tie?" (forty per cent.). + +(3) "Michael _darling_!" (Sylvia's _cri de coeur_, ten per cent.). + +(4) "It's a devilish good tie" (my own verdict, perhaps not altogether +sincere). (Ten per cent.). + +"Come and shew yer ticket o' leave," urged Culling with derisory +finger outstretched to indicate the forces of law and order. + +"No bloody peelers for this child," Michael answered in a voice +discreetly lowered to keep the offending epithet from his sister's +ears. + +I noticed an exchange of glances between Culling and himself, but was +too busy to think much of it at the time. Eleven minutes later, +however, the majesty of Scotland Yard had been incarcerated in its own +stronghold. Culling sat outside their door improvising an oratorio on +an accordion. "The Philistines are upon thee," I heard him thunder as +I passed that way. Michael was lying prone on the deck of the +house-boat, dangling at safe distance the key of the cabin at the end +of a Japanese umbrella. + +"_Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?_" he asked, as an official hand shot +impotently out of the cabin window. The question may have been +imperfectly understood. + +"_Sanguineos quis custodes custodiet ipsos?_" he ventured. + +As there was still no answer, common humanity ordained that I should +possess myself of the key and hold a gaol delivery. The detectives +were near weeping with humiliation, but I comforted them in some +measure, won a friendship that was to serve me in good stead, and was +at length free to resume my duties as host. + +From time to time perfunctory racing took place, without arousing +either interest or resentment. We all had our own ways of passing the +time between meal and meal; one would study the teeth and smile of a +musical-comedy star, another would watch Culling at the Three Card +Trick, a third would count the Jews on a neighbouring house-boat.... +There was no sign of Elsie or the Seraph, but that was only to be +expected. He was to provide her with luncheon and publicity at Phyllis +Court, and give the "Desdemona" a wide berth. Those, at least, were +his sailing orders if he came; but Elsie had been over-tired and +over-excited for some weeks past, and I should not have been surprised +to hear she had stayed in town at the last moment. + +It is one thing to set a course, and another to steer it--of Henley +this is probably truer than of any other stretch of water in the +world. When half the punts are returning from island to post after +luncheon, and the other half paddle down stream to look at the +house-boats, the narrow water midway between start and finish becomes +hopelessly, chaotically congested. One or two skiffs and +dinghies--which should never be allowed at any regatta--make confusion +worse confounded till a timely collision breaks their sculls, or the +nose of a racing punt turns them turtle; and with the closing of the +booms, three boats begin to sprout where only one was before. + +Through a forest of dripping paddles, I watched punt, dinghy and canoe +fighting, pressing, yielding; up-stream, down-stream, broad side on, +they slid and trembled like a tesselated pavement in an earthquake. +The fatalists shipped their poles and paddles, and abandoned +themselves to the line of least resistance. Faces grew flushed, but +tempers remained creditably even.... + +"Mary, mother of God! it's our sad, bad, mad Seraph!" + +Having exhausted the possibilities of the Three Card Trick, and being +unable to secure either a pea or two thimbles, Paddy Culling had +wandered to my side and was watching the crowd like a normal man. + +I followed the direction of his eyes. The Seraph had turned fatalist +and was being squeezed nearer and nearer the "Desdemona." A last +vicious thrust by a boatload of pierrots jammed the box of his punt +under our landing-stage. He waved a hand to me and began distributing +bows among my guests. + +"Droppit sthraight from Hiven," cried Culling with unnecessary +elaboration of his already strong brogue. "The tay's wet, Mrs. Wylton, +and we waiting for some one would ask a blessing. Seraph, yer +ambrosia's on order." + +They would not leave the punt, but we brought them tea; and a fair +sprinkling of my guests testified to the success of our last few +weeks' campaign by coming down to the raft and being civil to Elsie. +There was, of course, no commotion or excitement of any kind; of those +who lingered on deck or in the saloon, fully half, I dare say, were +unconscious of what was going on below. Such was certainly the case +with Sylvia. While Paddy and I served out strawberries to the crew of +the punt, she had been washing her hands for tea, and as we crowned a +work of charity with a few cigars and a box of matches, she came out +onto the raft for assistance with the clasp of a watch-bracelet. + +Paddy volunteered his services, I looked on. Her eyes travelled idly +over the crowded segment of river opposite my boat, and completed +their circuit by resting on the punt and its occupants. Elsie bowed +and received a slight inclination of the head in return. The Seraph +bowed, and was accorded the most perfect cut I have ever witnessed. +Sylvia looked straight through him to a dinghy four yards the other +side. It was superbly, insolently done. I have always been too lazy to +cultivate the art of cutting my friends, but should occasion ever +arise, I shall go to Sylvia for the necessary tuition. + +As soon as the congestion was in some measure relieved, the Seraph +waved good-bye to me and started paddling up stream towards Henley +Bridge. Elsie had seen all that was to be seen in the cut, +and--womanlike--had read into it a variety of meanings. + +"I hope you're not tired," the Seraph said, as they landed and walked +down to the station. + +"I've had a lovely time," she answered. "Thanks most awfully for +bringing me, and for all you've done these last few weeks. And before +that." She hesitated, and then added with a regretful smile, "We must +say good-bye after to-day." + +"You're not going away?" + +"Not yet; but you've got into enough trouble on my account without +losing all your friends," she answered. + +"But I haven't." + +"You're risking one." + +"On your account?" + +She nodded. + +He had not the brazenness to attempt a direct denial. + +"Why should you think so?" he hedged. + +"Seraph, dear child, I couldn't help seeing the way she took your bow. +I got you that cut." + +"She doesn't cut Toby," he objected. "And he and I are equally +incriminated." + +"There is a difference." + +"Is there?" + +"She's quite indifferent how much _he_ soils his wings." + +The Seraph was left to digest the unspoken antithesis. His face +gradually lost the flush it had taken on after their encounter at the +raft, his eyes grew calmer and his hands steadier; on the subject of +their contention, however, he remained impenitent. + +"I shan't say good-bye till you honestly tell me you don't want to see +me again." + +"You know I can't say that, Seraph." + +"Very well, then." + +"But it isn't! The good you do me is simply not worth the harm you do +yourself. It didn't matter so much till Sylvia came to be reckoned +with." + +The Seraph shifted impatiently in his corner. + +"Neither Sylvia Roden nor any other woman or man in the world is going +to dictate who I may associate with, or who I mayn't." + +"You must make an exception to the rule in her case." + +"Why should I?" + +"Every man has to make an exception to every rule in the case of one +woman." + +His chin achieved an uncompromising angle. + +"To quote the Pharisee of blessed memory," he said, "I thank God I am +not as other men." + +Elsie was well enough acquainted with his moods to know nothing was to +be gained by further direct opposition. + +"I should like you to come to Chester Square," she compromised; "but +you mustn't be seen with me in public any more." + +"I shall ride in the Park to-morrow as usual," he persisted. + +"I shan't be there, Seraph." + +A surprise was awaiting me when Gladys and I returned to Pont Street +in the early hours of Sunday morning, after waiting to see the +fireworks--by immemorial tradition--extinguished by a tropical +downpour. Brian notified me by wireless that he was on his way home +and halfway through the Bay. He was, in fact, already overdue at +Tilbury, but had been held up while the piston of a high-compression +cylinder divested itself of essential portions of its packing. + +"Who's going to tell him about Phil?" Gladys asked in consternation +when I read her the message. We were getting on so comfortably without +my brother that I think the natural affection of us both was tinged +with resentment that he was returning by an earlier boat than he had +threatened. + +"As you are the offender," I pointed out. + +"You were responsible for me." + +"Why not leave it to Phil?" I suggested, with my genius for +compromise. + +"That's mean." + +"Well, will you tell him yourself? No! I decline to be mixed up in it. +I shan't be here. The day your parents land, I shall shift myself bag +and baggage to an hotel. Isn't the simplest solution to break off the +engagement? Well, you're very hard to please, you know." + +I really forget how we settled the question, but the news was +certainly not broken by me. The Seraph dropped in to dinner on the +last night of my guardianship, and I asked him whether he thought I +could improve on the Savoy as my next house of entertainment. + +"But you're coming to stay with _me_," he said. + +"My dear fellow, you've no experience of me as a guest. I don't know +how long I'm staying in London." + +"The longer the better, if you don't mind roughing it." + +I knew there would be no "roughing it" in his immaculate mode of +living, but the question was left undecided for the moment as I really +felt it would be better for us both to run independently. Ten weeks of +domesticity shared even with Gladys gave me a sensation of clipped +wings after my inconsiderate, caravanserai existence, and--without +wishing to be patronising--I had to remember that he was a man of very +moderate means and would feel the cost of housing me more than I +should feel it myself. The following afternoon I called round at +Adelphi Terrace to acquaint him with my decision, but something seemed +to have upset him; he was gazing abstractedly out of the window and I +had not the heart to bother him with my own ephemeral arrangements. At +the door of the flat his man apologetically asked my advice on the +case; his master was eating, drinking, and smoking practically +nothing, wandering about his room instead of going to bed, and gazing +out into space instead of his usual daily writing. + +I thought over the symptoms on my way to the Club, and decided to +employ a portion of the afternoon in playing providence with Sylvia. +It is a part for which I am unfitted by inclination, instinct, +experience, and aptitude. + +Some meeting of political stalwarts was in progress when I arrived at +Cadogan Square, but I was mercifully shewn into Sylvia's own room and +allowed to spend an interesting five minutes inspecting her books and +pictures. They formed an illuminating commentary on her character. One +shelf was devoted to works of religion, the rest to lives and +histories of the world's great women. Catherine of Siena marched in +front of the army, Florence Nightingale brought up the rear; in the +ranks were queens like Elizabeth, Catherine of Russia, and Joan of +Arc, the great uncrowned; writers from Madame de Sevigne to George +Eliot, actresses from Nell Gwyn to Ellen Terry, artists like Vigee le +Brun, reformers like Mary Woolstonecraft. It was a catholic library, +and found space for Lady Hamilton among the rest. My inspection was +barely begun when the door opened and Sylvia came in alone. + +"'Tis sweet of you to come," she said. "Have you had tea? Well, d'you +mind having it here alone with me? I'm sure you won't want to meet all +father's constituents' wives. I hope I wasn't very long." + +"No doubt it seemed longer than it was," I answered. "Still, I've had +time to look at some of your books and make a discovery about you. If +you weren't your father's daughter, you'd be a raging militant." + +From the sudden fire in her eyes I thought I had angered her, but the +threatening flame died as quickly as it had arisen. + +"There's something in heredity after all, then," she said with a +smile. "Do I--look the sort of person that breaks windows and burns +down houses?" + +So far as looks went the same question might have been asked of Joyce +Davenant. That I did not ask it was due to a prudent resolve to keep +my friendship with Rodens and Davenants in separate watertight +compartments. + +"You look the sort of person that has a great deal of ability and +ambition, and wants a great deal of power." + +"Without forgetting that I'm still a woman." + +"Some of the militants are curiously feminine." + +"'Curiously,' is just the right adverb." + +"Joan of Arc rode astride," I pointed out. + +"Florence Nightingale didn't break windows to impress the War Office." + +"As an academic question," I said, "how's your woman of personality +going to make her influence effective in twentieth-century England?" + +"Have you met many women of personality?" + +"A fair sprinkling." + +"So I have; you could feel it as if they were mesmerising you, you had +to do anything they told you. But they'd none of them votes." + +The arrival of tea turned our thoughts from politics, and at the end +of my second cup I advanced delicately towards the purpose of my call. + +"You like plain speaking, don't you, Sylvia?" I began. + +"As plain as you like." + +"Well, you're not treating the Seraph fairly." + +I leant back and watched her raising her little dark eyebrows in +amused surprise. + +"Has he sent you here?" she asked. + +"I came on my own blundering initiative," I said. "I don't know what +the trouble's about." + +"But whatever it is, I'm to blame?" + +"Probably." + +Sylvia was delighted. "If a man doesn't think highly of women I do +like to hear him say so!" + +"As a matter of fact I'm not concerned to apportion blame to either of +you. You're both of you abnormal and irrational; as likely as not +you're both of you wrong. I wanted to tell you something about the +Seraph you may not have heard before." + +In a dozen sentences I told her of my first meeting with him in +Morocco. + +"Thanks to you," I said, "he's pretty well got over it. Remember that +I saw him then, and you didn't; so believe me when I tell you he was +suffering from what the novelists call a 'broken heart.' He won't get +over it a second time." + +"You're sure it was broken?" she asked dispassionately. "Um. It sounds +to me like a dent; press the other side, the dent comes out." + +I produced a cigarette case, and flew a distress signal for +permission. + +"I should like you to be serious about this," I said. + +"I? Where do I come in?" + +I searched vainly for matches, and eventually had to use one of my +own. + +"He's in love with you," I said. + +Sylvia dealt with the proposition in a series of short sentences +punctuated by grave nods. + +"Gratifying. If true. Seems improbable. Irrelevant, anyway. Unless I +happen to be in love with him." + +"I was not born yesterday," I reminded her. "Or the day before." + +"You might have been." + +I bowed. + +"I mean, you're so deliciously young. Do you usually go about talking +to girls as you've been talking to me?" + +I buttoned up my coat, preparatory to leaving. "Being a friend of you +both," I said, "if a word of advice----" + +"But you haven't given it." + +Literally, I suppose that was true. + +"Well, if your generosity's greater than your pride, you can apologise +to him: if your pride's greater than your generosity, waive the +apology and sink the past. I've a fair idea what the quarrel's about," +I added. + +"I see." Sylvia brought flippancy into her tone when speaking of +something too serious to be treated seriously: the flippancy was now +ebbing away, and leaving her implacable and unyielding. "Is there any +reason why I should do anything at all?" she asked. + +I stretched out my hand to bid her good-bye. "I've not done it well," +I admitted, "but the advice was not bad, and the spirit was really +good." + +"Admirable," she answered ironically. "I should be glad of such a +champion. Have you given _him_ any advice?" + +"What d'you suggest?" + +Sylvia knelt on the edge of a sofa, clasping her hands lazily behind +her head. + +"I ride in the Park every morning," she began. "I ride alone because I +prefer to be alone. My father objects, and Phil doesn't like it, +because they don't think it's safe. I think I'm quite capable of +taking care of myself, so I disregard their objection. Your friend +also rides in the Park every morning, sometimes with a rather +conspicuous woman and the last few mornings alone. I don't know +whether it's design, I don't know whether it's chance--but he rides +nearer me than I like." + +I waited for her to point the moral, mentioning incidentally that +England was a free country and the Park was open to the public. + +"He may have the whole of it," she answered, "except just that little +piece where I happen to be riding at any given moment." + +"I'm afraid you can't keep him out of even that." + +Her eyes broke into sudden blaze. "I can flog him out of it as I'd +flog any man who followed me when I forbade him." + +There was nothing more to be said, but I said it as soon as I dared. + +"We're friends, Sylvia?" She nodded. "And I can say anything I please +to you?" + +"No one can do that." + +"Anything in reason? Well, it's this--you're coming a most awful +cropper one of these fine days, my imperious little queen." + +"You think so?" + +"I do. You're half woman, and half man, and half angel, and +three-quarters devil." + +Sylvia had been counting the attributes on her fingers. + +"When I was at school," she interrupted, "they taught me it took only +two halves to make a whole." + +"I've learnt a lot since I left school. One thing is that you're the +equivalent of any three ordinary women. Now I really am going. Queen +Elizabeth, your most humble servant." + +Her hand went again to the bell, but I was ready with a better +suggestion. + +"It would be a graceful act if you offered to show me downstairs," I +said. "It'll be horribly lonely going down two great long flights all +by myself." + +She took my arm, led me down to the hall, and presented me with my hat +and stick. + +"Are you walking?" she asked as we reached the door. "If not, you may +have my private taxi. Look at him." She pointed to an olive-green car +at the corner of the Square. "I believe I must have made a conquest, +he's always there, and whenever I'm in a hurry I can depend on him. I +think he must refuse to carry any one else. It's an honour." + +I ran through my loose change, and lit upon a half-sovereign, which I +held conspicuously between thumb and first finger. + +"He'll carry me," I said. + +"I doubt it." + +"Will you bet?" + +"Oh, of course, if you offer to buy the car!" + +"You haven't the courage of your convictions," I said severely. +"Good-bye, Queen Elizabeth." + +It was well for me she declined the wager. I walked to the corner and +hailed the taxi; but the driver shook his head. + +"Engaged, sir," he said. + +"Your flag's up," I pointed out. + +"My mistake, sir." + +Nonchalantly pulling down the flag, he retired behind a copy of the +_Evening News_. I was sorry, because his voice was that of an educated +man, and I am always interested in people who have seen better days; +they remind me of my brother before he was made a judge. I had only +caught a glimpse of dark eyes, a sallow complexion and bushy black +beard and moustache. England is so preponderatingly clean-shaven that +a beard always arouses my suspicions. If the wearer be not a priest of +the Orthodox Church, I like to think of him as a Russian nihilist. + +After dinner the following night I mentioned to the Seraph that I had +run across Sylvia, and hinted that his propinquity to her in the Park +each day was not altogether welcome. + +"So she told me this morning," he said. + +"I thought you wouldn't mind my handing on an impression for what it +was worth," I added with vague floundering. + +"Oh, not at all. I shall go there just the same, though." + +"You'll annoy her." + +He shrugged his shoulders resignedly. "That's as may be. This is not +the time for her to be running any unnecessary risks." + +"You can hardly kidnap a grown woman--on horseback--in broad +daylight--in a public park," I protested. + +"The place is practically deserted at the hour she rides." + +The following day the Seraph rode as usual. Sylvia entered the Park at +her accustomed time; saw him, cut him, passed him. For a while they +cantered in the same direction, separated by a hundred and fifty +yards; then the Seraph gradually reduced the distance between their +horses. His quick eyes had marked a group of men moving furtively +through a clump of trees to the side of the road. Their character and +intentions will never be known, for Sylvia abruptly drew +rein--throwing her horse on his haunches as she did so--then she +turned in her own length, and awaited her gratuitous escort. The +Seraph had to swerve to avoid a cannon. As he passed, her hand flashed +up and cut him across the face with a switch; an instinctive pull at +the reins gave his horse a momentary check and enabled her to deal a +second cut back-handed across his shoulders. Then both turned and +faced each other. + +Sylvia sat with white face and blazing eyes. + +"It was a switch to-day, and it will be a crop to-morrow," she told +him. "It seems you have to be taught that when I say a thing I mean +it." + +The Seraph bowed and rode away without answering. Physically as well +as metaphorically he was thin-skinned, and the switch had drawn blood. +Three weeks passed before his face lost the last trace of Sylvia's +castigation. A purple wale first blackened and then turned yellowish +green. When I saw him later in the day, his face was swollen, and the +mark stretched diagonally from cheekbone to chin, crossing and cutting +the lips on its way. He gave me the story quietly and without +rancour. + +"I can't go again after this," he concluded, "but somebody ought to. +If you've got any influence with her, use it, and use it quickly. She +doesn't know--you none of you know--the danger she's in at present!" + +He jumped up to pace the room in uncontrollable nervous excitement. + +"What's going to happen, Seraph?" I asked, in a voice that was +intended to be sympathetic, sceptical, and pacifying at one and the +same moment. + +"I don't know--but she's in danger--I know that--I know that--I'm +certain of that--I know that." + +His overstrung nerves betrayed themselves in a dozen different ways. +It occurred to me that the less time he spent alone in his own society +the better. + +"I'll see if I can do anything," I said in off-hand fashion. +"Meantime, I dropped in to know if your invitation held good for a bed +under your hospitable roof-tree." + +"Delighted to have you," he answered; and then less conventionally, +"it's very kindly intended." + +"Kindness all on _your_ side," I murmured, pretending not to see that +he had plumbed the reason for my coming. + +The old, absent thought-reading look returned for an instant to his +eyes. + +"All my razors are on my dressing-table," he said. "Don't hide them. I +shan't commit suicide, but I shall want to shave. I never keep +firearms." + +I had intended to supervise my removal from Pont Street in person; on +reflection I thought it would be wiser to send instructions over the +telephone, and give the Seraph the benefit of my company for what it +was worth. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE THIRD ROUND + + "When we two parted + In silence and tears, + Half broken-hearted + To sever for years, + Pale grew thy cheek and cold, + Colder thy kiss; + Truly that hour foretold + Sorrow to this." + + LORD BYRON: _When We Two Parted_. + + +Though the flat in Adelphi Terrace became my home from this time until +the end of my residence in England, I saw little of the Seraph for the +week following my change of quarters. I think he liked my company at +meals, and whenever we were together I certainly worked hard to +distract his mind from the unhappy quarrel with Sylvia. But I will not +pretend that I sat by him day and night devising consolatory speeches; +I am no good at that kind of thing, he would have seen through me, and +we should speedily have got on one another's nerves. For the first day +or two, then, I purposely measured out my companionship in small +doses; later on, when he had got used to my presence, I became more +assiduous. Those were the days when I could see reflected in his eyes +the fast approaching nightmare of his dreams. + +My one positive achievement lay in persuading him to resume the +curious journal he had started at Brandon Court and continued in +Oxford. I called--and still call--it the third volume of Rupert +Chevasse's life, or, more accurately, "The Child of Misery"; for +though it will never be published, its literary parentage is the same, +and its elder brothers are Volumes One and Two. I count it one of the +great tragedies of the book-world that--at least in his life-time--the +third volume will never be given to the public; in my opinion--for +what that is worth--it is the finest work Aintree has ever +accomplished. At the same time I fully endorse his resolution to +withhold it; it has been a matter of lasting surprise that even I was +allowed to read the manuscript. + +He worked a great many hours each day as soon as I had helped the +flywheel over dead-point. Half-way through the morning I would wander +into the library and find a neat manuscript chapter awaiting me; when +I had finished reading, he would throw me over sheet after sheet as +each was completed. It was an interesting experience to sit, as it +were, by an observation hive and watch his vivid, hyper-sensitive mind +at work. I had been present at half the scenes and meetings he was +describing. I had heard large fragments of the dialogue and allowed my +imagination to browse on the significance of each successive +"soul-brush." Yet--I seemed to have heard and seen less than nothing! +His insight enabled him to depict a psychological development where I +had seen but a material friendship. It was one-sided, of course, and +gave me only the impression that a vital, commanding spirit like +Sylvia's would leave on his delicate, receptive imagination. When at a +later date Sylvia took me into her confidence and showed me reverse +and obverse side by side, I felt like one who has assumed a fourth +dimension and looked down from a higher plane into the very hearts of +two fellow-creatures. It was a curious experience to see those souls +stripped bare--I am not sure that I wish to repeat it--there comes a +point where a painful "study of mankind is man." + +While the Seraph worked, I had plentiful excuse for playing truant. +Decency ordained that after my twenty years' respite I should spend a +certain amount of time with my brother and his wife, and since +Sylvia's edict of banishment, I was the sole channel of communication +between Cadogan Square and Adelphi Terrace. It was noticeable--though +I say it in no carping spirit--that Philip sought my company a shade +less assiduously when I ceased to watch over the welfare of Gladys. +Finally, I devoted a portion of each day to Chester Square. Elsie +adhered to her decision that the Seraph must be no more seen in +company with her in public, and even a private call at the house was +impossible so long as his face carried the marks of Sylvia's +resentment. + +The burden of the publicity-campaign fell on my shoulders, though it +came to be relieved--to his honour be it said!--by Gartside. I gave +him my views of Elsie's behaviour, brought the two of them together at +dinner, and left his big, kind heart to do the rest. He responded as I +knew he would, and his adhesion to our party was matter of grave +offence to Elsie's detractors, for his name carried more weight with +the little-minded than the rest of us put together. Culling enrolled +himself for a while, but dropped away as he dropped out of most +sustained efforts. Laziness brought about his defection more than want +of faith or the pressure of orthodox friends; indeed I am not sure +that his strongest motive in joining us was not a passing desire to +confound Nigel Rawnsley. In this as in other things, we never treated +him seriously; but with Gartside it was different. At a time when +Carnforth's resignation of the Bombay Governorship was in the hands of +the India Office--and it was an open secret that Gartside's name stood +high on the list of possible successors--it required some courage to +incur the kind of notoriety that without doubt we both of us did +incur. He ought to have been lunching with Anglo-Indians and patting +the cheeks of Cabinet Ministers' children, instead of trying to infect +Society with his belief in a divorced woman's innocence. + +In the course of the campaign I began to see a little, but only a +little, more of Joyce than I had been privileged to do during the time +when I was supposed to be watching over the destiny of Gladys. I am +not sure that I altogether enjoyed my new liberty of access to her +house; it worried me to see how overworked and tired she was beginning +to look, though I had the doubtful satisfaction of knowing that +nothing I could say or do would check her. She risked her health as +recklessly as she had been risking her liberty since the inauguration +of the New Militancy. I had to treat her politics like a cold in the +head and allow them to run their nine days' course. Though I saw she +was still cumbered with my scarab ring, we never referred to our +meeting in Oxford. I am vain enough to think that she did not regard +me even at this time with complete disfavour, but I will atone for my +vanity by saying I dared do next to nothing to forward my suit. My +foothold was altogether too precarious; an attempt to climb higher +would only have involved me in a headlong fall. + +And yet, before I had been a week at Adelphi Terrace, I made the +attempt. Elsie telephoned one evening that she was going out, but +would have to leave Joyce who was too tired to face a restaurant and +theatre. She would be dining alone; if I had nothing better to do, +would I look in for a few minutes and see if I could cheer her up? I +had promised to dine with Nigel, but it was a small party and I +managed to slip away before ten. Joyce was half asleep when I was +shown into the drawing-room; she did not hear me announced, and I was +standing within two feet of her before she noticed my presence. + +"I've run you to earth at last," I said. + +Then I observed a thing that made me absurdly pleased. Joyce was +looking very white and tired, with dark rings round the eyes, and +under either cheekbone a little hollow that ought not to have been +there. When she opened her eyes and saw me, I could swear to a tiny +flush of pleasure; the blue eyes brightened, and she smiled as +children smile in their sleep. + +"Very nearly inside it," she answered, with a woebegone shake of the +head. "Oh, Toby, but I'm so tired! Don't make me get up." + +I had no thoughts of doing so. Indeed, my mind was solely concerned +with the reflection that she had called me Toby; it was the first +time. + +"What have you been doing to get yourself into this state?" I asked +severely. + +"Working." + +"There you are!" I said. "Something always happens when people take to +work. I shall now read you a short lecture on female stamina." + +"You're sure you wouldn't prefer to smoke?" + +"I can do both." + +"Oh, that's not fair." + +Joyce Davenant and Sylvia Roden have only two characteristics in +common; one is that I am very fond of both, the other, that I can do +nothing with either. I capitulated, and selected a cigarette. + +"A live dog's worth a good many dead lions," I reminded her as a final +shot. + +"Are _you_ trying to convince me of the error of my ways?" + +"I am not your Suffragan Bishop," I answered in the tone Robert +Spencer adopted in telling a surprised House of Commons that he was +not an agricultural labourer. + +"I'm so glad. I couldn't bear an argument to-night." + +The effort she had made on my arrival had spent itself, and I was not +at all certain whether I ought to stay. + +"Look here," I said, "if you're too tired to see me, I'll go." + +"Please, don't!" she laid a restraining hand on my sleeve. "I'm all +right if you don't argue or use long words; but I've had such a +headache the last few days that I haven't been able to sleep, and now +I don't seem able to fix my attention properly, or remember things." + +I had met these symptoms before; the first time in India with men who +were being kept too long at work in the hot weather. + +"In other words, you want a long rest." + +She nodded without speaking. + +"Why don't you take it?" + +"I simply can't. I've put my hand to the plough, and you know what we +are. Obstinate, hard-mouthed brutes, the whole family of us. I've got +other people to consider, I mustn't fail them." + +"And the benighted, insignificant people who don't happen to be your +followers? Some of them may cherish a flickering interest in your +existence." + +"Oh! they don't count." + +"Thank you, Joyce." + +She held out a pacifying hand. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be +ungracious. But those women---- You know, you get rather attached to +people when you've spoken and fought and been imprisoned side by side +with them. I always feel rather mean; any one of them 'ud die for me, +and I'm not at all sure I'd do the same for them. Everything's been +different since Elsie got her freedom; it's easier to fight for a +person than a principle." + +"Are you weakening?" + +"Heavens! No! I'm just showing you I should be honour-bound to stand +by my fellows even if I lost all faith in the cause. I say, don't go +on smoking cigarettes; ring the bell and make Dick give you a cigar. +He's in the house somewhere. I heard him come in a few minutes ago." + +"I came to see you," I pointed out. + +"But I'm dreadfully poor company to-night." + +"I take you as I find you, in sickness and health, weal and woe----" + +"Mr. Merivale!" + +Her voice was very stern. + +"You remember our wager?" I said, with a shrug of the shoulders. + +"It was a joke," she retorted. "And not in very good taste. Oh, I was +as much to blame as you were." + +"But I was quite serious." + +"Did you seriously think I should give up the Cause?" + +"I offered very long odds. A twopenny ring--but you remember what they +were." + +"Are you any nearer winning?" + +"I should like to think so." + +"Because we haven't answered Mr. Rawnsley's time-arrangements in the +House?" + +"Oh, I've no doubt the reply has been posted." + +She nodded significantly. "And they haven't found their hostages yet." + +"But they've paid no ransom." + +"It's an indurance test." + +I got up to find myself a match. As I did so, I caught a glimpse of +her left hand, wearing the scarab-ring; it disappeared for a moment, +and to my surprise reappeared without the ring. + +"Suppose we call the bet off?" she suggested. "It was all rather +silly." + +"Odds offered and taken and horses running. It's too late now. How did +you find out the secret?" + +"I didn't. My finger shrank and the ring came off three days ago when +I was washing my hands." + +"You didn't pull?" + +"No." + +"Show me." + +"It was like this," she began, slipping the ring back on to the third +finger. "Rather loose----" + +I tightened the couplings before she saw what I was about. + +"That's soon remedied. Come to me when the finger's nice and plump +again, and I'll let it out." + +A shadow of annoyance crossed her face. + +"Now I shall have it cut," she said. + +"You could have had that done three weeks ago. You could have thrown +the thing away three days ago. You didn't do either." + +A smile dimpled its way into her cheeks. "How old are you? Over +forty?" + +"What a way of looking at things!" I exclaimed. "Marlborough was fifty +before he started his campaigns, Wren nearer fifty than forty before +ever he put pencil to paper. You don't know the possibilities of +virgin soil." + +"I was wondering how long it was since you left school." + +I got up and dusted the flecks of cigarette ash from my shirt. + +"I'm going now," I said. "It's time you were in bed. Just one word +before I go. You want to win this wager, don't you? So do I. Well, if +you don't give yourself a holiday, you're going to break down and lose +it." + +Smiling mischievously, she got up and took my proffered hand. + +"It'll be an ill-wind, then----" + +"Damn the wager!" I burst out. "I don't want to win it at that price. +Joyce, if I say I'm beaten, will you be a good girl and go to bed and +stay there? Win or lose, I can't bear to see you looking as ill as you +are now." + +She shook her head a little sadly. "I can't take a holiday now." + +"You'll lose the wager." + +She looked up swiftly into my face, and lowered her eyes. + +"I don't know that I mind that much." + +"Joyce!" + +"But I can't take a holiday," she repeated. + +I opened the door, and on the threshold waved my hand in farewell. + +"Won't you wait till Elsie comes back?" she asked. + +"I will wait for no one." + +"But where are you off to?" + +I scratched my chin, as one does when one wishes to appear reflective. + +"I am going to break the Militant Suffrage Movement." + +"A good many people have failed," she warned me. + +"They never tried." + +"How will you begin?" + +I walked downstairs thoughtfully, weighed Dick's tall hat in the +balance, and decided in favour of my own. + +"I have no idea," I called back to the figure at the stair-head. + +The Seraph had marked his confidence in me by the bestowal of a +latch-key. I let myself in at Adelphi Terrace and wandered round the +flat in search of him. He was not in the library or dining-room, but +at length I discovered him in pyjamas sitting in the balcony outside +his bedroom, and gazing disconsolately out over the river. He knew +where I had been before I had time to tell him, and was able to make a +fairly accurate guess at the nature of my conversation with Joyce. +Perhaps there was nothing very wonderful in that, but it fitted in +with the rest of his theory: I remember he summarised her mental +condition by saying that a certain sub-conscious idea was coming to be +consciously apprehended. It was a cumbrous way of saying that both +Joyce and I had made rather an important discovery; what puzzled me +then, and puzzles me still, is that at my first meeting with her +either of us should have given him grounds for forming any theory at +all. Even admitting that I may have been visibly impressed, I could +see no response in her; but I have almost given up trying to +understand the Seraph's mind or mode of thought. + +"You've not got her yet," he warned me. + +"No one knows that better than I do." + +"Her mind's still very full of her cause." + +"Yes, damn it." + +"Almost as full of it as of you. She's torn between you, and you'll +have to fight if you want to keep your foothold." + +I told him, as I had told Joyce, that I proposed to break the Suffrage +movement. + +"How?" he asked. + +"I thought you might be able to help. What _is_ going to be the end of +it?" + +He shook his head moodily, and picked up a cigarette. + +"I'm not a prophet." + +"You've prophesied to some purpose before now," I reminded him. + +He paused to look at me with the cigarette in one hand and a lighted +match in the other. + +"Guesswork," I heard him murmur. + +"But it worked out right?" + +"Coincidence." + +"_You_ don't think that." + +"I may think the world's flat if it amuses me," he answered, blowing +out the match. + +The abruptness of his tone was unusual. + +"What's been worrying you, Seraph?" I asked. + +"Nothing. Why?" + +I lay back in my chair and looked him up and down. + +"You've forgotten to light your cigarette," I pointed out. "You're +shaking as if you'd got malaria, and wherever your mind may be, it's +not in this room and it's not attending to me." + +"I'm sorry," he apologised, sitting down. "I'm rather tired." + +To belie his words he jumped up again and began pacing feverishly up +and down before the open balcony window. + +"Let's hear about it," I urged. + +"You can't do any good." + +"Let _me_ judge of that." + +He paused irresolutely and stood leaning his head against the frame +of the window and looking out at the flaming sky-signs on the far side +of the river. + +"It won't do any good," he repeated over his shoulder. "Nobody 'ud +believe you, but--I don't know, you might try. She must be warned. +Sylvia, I mean. She's absolutely on the brink, and if some one doesn't +save her, she'll be over. I can't interfere, I should only precipitate +it. Will you go, Toby? She might listen to you. It's worth getting +your face laid open to keep her out of danger. Will you go?" + +He turned and faced me, wild-eyed and excited. His lips were white, +and his fingers locked and unlocked themselves in uncontrollable +nervous restlessness. + +"What's the danger?" I asked, with studied deliberation. + +"I don't know. How should I? But it's there; will you go?" + +"I don't mind trying," I answered, taking out my watch. + +"You must go now!" + +It was a quarter to one, and I told him so. Nobody can be less +sensitive than I to the charge of eccentricity, but I refuse to +disturb a Cabinet Minister's household at one in the morning to +proclaim that an overstrung nervous visionary has a premonition that +peril of a vague undefined order is menacing the daughter of the +house. + +"We must wait till Christian hours," I insisted. + +"Ah, you don't believe it; no one does!" + +At eleven o'clock next morning--as soon, in fact, as I had drunk my +coffee and was comfortably shaved and dressed--I drove round to +Cadogan Square in search of Sylvia. I had no very clear idea what +warning I was to give her when we met; indeed I felt wholly +ridiculous and slightly resentful. However, my word had gone forth, +and I was indisposed to upset the Seraph by breaking it. I left him in +the library, silent and pale, writing hard and accumulating an +industrious pile of manuscript against my return. By morning light no +trace remained of his overnight excitement. + +To my secret relief Sylvia was not in when I arrived. The man believed +she was shopping and would be out to luncheon, but if I called again +about three I should probably find her at home. It hardly seemed worth +my while to return to Adelphi Terrace, so I ordered some cigars, took +a turn in the Park, lunched at the Club, and talked mild scandal with +Paddy Culling. At three I presented myself once more in Cadogan +Square. + +The door stood open, and Sylvia appeared in sight as I mounted the +steps. + +"Worse and worse!" she exclaimed as she gave me a hurried shake of the +hand. "I was so sorry to be out when you called this morning. Look +here, will you go inside and tell mother you're coming to dinner +to-night." + +"But I'm dining out already." + +"Oh, well, when will you come? Ring up and fix a night. I must simply +fly now." + +"It won't take a minute." + +"Honestly I can't wait! I've got to go down to Chiswick of all +unearthly places! My poor old darling of a fraeulein's been taken ill +and she's got no one to look after her. I _must_ just see she's got +everything she wants. It's horribly rude, but you will forgive me, +won't you? She rang up at half-past twelve, and I've only just got +back." + +Touching my hand with the tips of her fingers, she flashed down the +steps before I could stop her. The bearded Orthodox Church retainer +was waiting at the kerb, and I heard her call out "Twenty-seven, +Teignmouth Road, Chiswick," as he slammed the door and clambered into +his seat. I caught my last glimpse of her rounding the corner into +Sloane Street, the same black and white study that I had admired when +I first visited Gladys--white dress, black hat; white skin, dark hair, +and soft unfathomable brown eyes; a splash of red at the throat, a +flush of colour in her cheeks. Then I hailed a taxi on my own account +and drove back to Adelphi Terrace. + +The Seraph was still in the library, sitting as I had left him more +than four hours before. An empty coffee cup at his elbow marked the +only visible difference. He was writing quicker than I think I have +ever seen a man write, and allowed me to enter the room and drop into +an armchair by the window without raising his eyes or appearing to +notice my presence. I had been there a full five minutes before he +condescended--still without looking up from his writing--to address +me. + +"You couldn't stop her, then?" + +"No." + +"But you saw her?" + +"Just for a moment." + +"'Just for a moment.' Those were the words I had used." + +He stopped writing, drew a line under the last words, blotted the page +and threw it face-downwards on the pile of manuscript. Then for the +first time our eyes met, and I saw it was only by biting his lips and +gripping the arms of the chair that he could keep control over +himself. + +"You'd like some tea," he said, in the manner of a man recalling his +mind from a distance. "Can you reach the bell?" + +"Is this the end of the chapter?" I asked as he tidied the pile of +manuscript and bored it with a paper fastener. + +"It's the end of everything." + +"How far does it carry you?" + +"To your parting from Sylvia." + +"Present time, in fact?" + +"Forty minutes ago." + +I checked him by my watch. "And what now?" I asked. + +He looked up at me, looked through me, I might say, and sat staring at +the window without answering. + +The next two hours were the most uncomfortable I have ever spent. If +in old age my guardian angel offers me the chance of living my whole +life over again, I shall refuse the offer if I am compelled to endure +once again that silent July afternoon. The Seraph sat from four till +six without speech or movement. As the sun's rays lengthened, they +fell on his face and lit it with cold, merciless limelight. He had +started pale and grew gradually grey; the eyes seemed to darken and +increase in size as the face became momentarily more pinched and +drawn. I could see the lips whitening and drying, the forehead dewing +with tiny beads of perspiration. + +I made a brave show of noticing nothing. Tea was brought in; I poured +him out a cup, drank three myself, and ostentatiously sampled two +varieties of sandwich and one of cake. I cut my cigar noisily, damned +with audible good humour when the matches refused to strike, picked up +a review and threw it down again, and wandered round the room in +search of a book, humming to myself the while. + +At six I could stand it no longer. + +"I'm going to play the piano, Seraph," I said. + +"For pity's sake don't!" he begged me, with a shudder; but I had my +way. + +When the _City of Pekin_ went down in '95 as she tried to round the +Horn, one of my fellow-passengers was a gigantic, iron-nerved man from +one of the Western States. I suppose we all of us found it trying work +to sit calm while the boats were lowered away: no one knew how long we +could keep our heads above water and we all had a shrewd suspicion that +the boat accommodation was insufficient. We should have been more +miserable than we were if it had not occurred to the Westerner to +distract our minds. In spite of a thirty-degree list he sat down to the +piano and I helped hold him in position while we thundered out the old +songs that every one knows without consciously learning--"Clementine," +"The Tarpaulin Jacket," "In Cellar Cool." We were taking a call for +"The Tavern in the Town" when word reached us that there was room in +the last boat. + +I set myself to distract the Seraph's mind, and gave him a tireless +succession of waltzes and ragtimes till eight o'clock. Then the bell +of the telephone rang, and I was told Philip Roden wished to speak to +me. + +"It's about Sylvia," he began. "She hasn't come back yet, and we don't +know where she is. The man says you had a word with her as she started +out: did she say where she was going?" + +I told him of the message from Chiswick, and repeated the address I +had heard her give the chauffeur. + +"I don't know what the matter was," I added. "Sylvia may have found +the woman worse than she expected. Hadn't you better inquire who took +the message and see if he or she can throw any light on the mystery?" + +I was half dressed for dinner when Philip rang me up again, this time +with well-marked anxiety in his voice. + +"I say, there's something very fishy about this," he began. "I've just +rung up the Chiswick address and the Fraeulein answered in person. She +wasn't ill, she hadn't been ill, and she certainly hadn't sent any +message to Sylvia." + +"Well, but who----?" I started. + +"Lord knows!" he answered. "It might be any one. The address is a +boarding house with a common telephone: any one in the house could +have used it. You said twelve-thirty, didn't you? The Fraeulein was out +in Richmond Park at twelve-thirty." + +"What about Sylvia?" I asked. + +"That's the devil of it: Sylvia hadn't been near the place. When was +it exactly that you saw her? Three-five, three-ten? And she turned +into Sloane Street? North or South? Well, North's the Knightsbridge +end. And that's all you can say?" + +I mentioned the invitation she had given me, and asked if I could be +of any assistance in helping to trace her. Philip told me he was going +at once to Chiswick to investigate the mystery of the telephone, and +promised to advise me if there was anything fresh to report. Then he +rang off, and I gave a _resume_ of our conversation to the Seraph. He +had just come out of the bath and was sitting wrapped in a towel on +the edge of the bed. I remember noticing at the time how thin he had +gone the last few weeks: he had always been slightly built, but the +outline of his collarbones and ribs was sharply discernible under the +skin. + +"I think it would be rather friendly if I went round after dinner to +see if there's any news of her," I concluded. + +"There won't be," he answered. + +"Well, that of course we can't say." + +"_I_ can. They won't have found her, they don't know where she is." + +"Philip may hear something in Chiswick; it looks like a silly +practical joke." + +"But you know it isn't." + +"I don't know what to think," I answered, as I returned to my room and +the final stages of my toilet. I soon came back, however, to tie my +tie in front of his glass and propound a random question. "I suppose +_you_ don't know where she is?" + +"How should I?" + +"You sometimes do." + +"So do other people." + +"You sometimes know where she is when other people don't--and when +you've no better grounds for knowing than other people." + +He was still sitting on the bed in _deshabille_, his hands clasped +round his bare knees and his head bowed down and resting on his hands. +For a moment he looked up into my face, then dropped his head again +without speaking. + +"You remember what happened at Brandon Court?" I persisted. + +"Guess-work," he answered. + +"Nonsense!" + +"Well, what other explanation do you offer?" + +"I don't know; you've got some extra sensitiveness where Sylvia's +concerned. Call it the Sixth Sense, if you like." + +"There _is_ no Sixth Sense. I thought Nigel disposed of that fallacy +at Brandon." + +"Not to my satisfaction--or yours." + +The Seraph jumped up and began to dress. + +"Well, anyway I don't know where she is now," he observed. + +"Meaning that you did once?" + +"You _say_ I did." + +"You know you did." + +"There's not much sign of it now." + +"May be in abeyance. It may come back." + +I watched him spend an unduly long time selecting and rejecting +dress-socks. + +"It won't come back as long as the connection's broken at her end," I +heard him murmur. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE ZEAL THAT OUTRUNS DISCRETION + + "Selina! The time has arrived to impart + The covert design of my passionate heart. + No vulgar solicitudes torture my breast, + No common ambition deprives me of rest.... + My soul is absorbed in a scheme as sublime + As ever was carved on the tablets of time. + To-morrow, at latest, through London shall ring + The echo and crash of a notable thing. + I start from my fetters, I scorn to be dumb, + Selina! the Hour and the Woman are come... + Hither to the rescue, ladies! + Let not fear your spirits vex. + On the plan by me that made is + Hangs the future of your sex... + Shall she then be left to mourn her + Isolation and her shame? + Come in troops round Hyde Park Corner, + Every true Belgravian dame." + + SIR GEORGE OTTO TREVELYAN: "The Modern Ecclesiazusae." + + +I ought to have known better than to go round to Cadogan Square next +morning. Bereaved families, like swarming bees, are best left alone; +and I knew beforehand that I could render no assistance. At the same +time, I felt it would be unfriendly to treat Sylvia's disappearance as +part of the trivial round and common task, especially after my +overnight conversation with Philip. And if I could bring back any news +to the Seraph, I knew I should be more than compensated for my +journey. + +Save for its master and mistress, I found the house deserted. Philip +had organised himself into one search party, Robin into another: Nigel +Rawnsley appeared to be successfully usurping authority at Scotland +Yard, and from Sloane Street and Chiswick respectively Gartside and +Culling paced slowly to a central place of meeting. Every shopkeeper, +loafer, postman, and hawker along the route was subjected to searching +inquisition: the car, its passenger, and black-bearded driver were +described and re-described. My two detective friends from Henley, as I +afterwards found out, passed a cheerful day at headquarters, drinking +down unsweetened reprimands and striving to explain the difficulties +of protecting a young woman who refused to be shadowed. + +I admired the way Arthur Roden took punishment. When armchair critics +scoff at a generation of opportunist politicians, I think of him--and +of Rawnsley, who suffered first and longest. Their public +pronouncements never wavered; the Suffrage must be opposed and +defeated on its own merits or demerits, and no attacks on property, no +menaces to person could shake them from what they regarded as a +national duty. Even if I chose to think old Rawnsley's mechanical, +cold-blooded inhumanity extended to the members of his own family, it +would be impossible to charge Jefferson with indifference to his only +child, or Roden with want of affection towards his only daughter. I +know of no girl who exacted as much admiring devotion from the members +of her own family as Sylvia: or one who repaid the exaction so +generously. + +Their wives were even more uncompromising than the Ministers. I have +no doubt the New Militants thought to strike at the fathers through +the mothers, and the reasoning seemed tolerably sound. I admit I +expected at first to find Mrs. Rawnsley and Mrs. Jefferson calling for +quarter before their husbands, and if the New Militants miscalculated, +I miscalculated with them. I had not expected their policy of +abduction to arouse much active sympathy, but the bitter, +uncompromising resentment it evoked far surpassed my anticipations. +Had the perpetrators been discovered, I believe they would have been +lynched in the street; and without going to such lengths, I feel +confident that the mothers themselves would have sacrificed their own +children rather than yield a single inch to women who had so outraged +every maternal instinct. Had their own feelings inclined to surrender, +Rawnsley, Jefferson, and Roden would have surrendered only over their +wives' bodies. + +"We shall go on exactly as before," Arthur told me when I asked his +plans. "The enemy has varied its usual form of communication; this is +what I have received." + +He threw me a typed sheet of paper. + +"We shall be glad to know _within the next ten days_ (expiring +Saturday) when the Government will guarantee the introduction of a +bill to give women the parliamentary vote on the same terms as it is +enjoyed by men." + +"How are you answering this?" I asked. + +"My campaign in the Midlands is all arranged," was the reply, "and +will go forward in due course." + +"And Sylvia?" + +"Anything that can be done will be done. I am offering two thousand +pounds reward...." + +"Are you making the whole thing public?" + +"It's more than half public already. We tried to keep it secret, as +you know. To avoid giving them a free advertisement. However, they've +advertised themselves by broad hints in the _New Militant_; the +gutter-press has taken it up until half England knows and the other +half suspects. Rawnsley's seeing the _Times_, and you'll have the +whole story in to-morrow's papers. I shall confirm it at Birmingham +next week." He paused, and drummed with his fingers on the library +table. "I can't answer for the men, but there's not a mother in the +length and breadth of the land who won't be on our side when the story +comes out." + +The ultimate collapse of the whole New Militant campaign has proved +his sagacity as a prophet. + +"You've got no traces yet of Mavis Rawnsley and the Jefferson boy?" I +asked. + +"So far the police are completely baffled. They're clever, these +women, very clever." + +"No clue?" + +"Nothing you could take into court. We're not even sure where to look +for the perpetrators." + +"You've no suspicions?" I ventured to ask. + +"Oh, suspicions, certainly." He looked at me shrewdly and with a spice +of disfavour. "Candidly, I suspect your friend Miss Davenant." + +"Why her in particular?" I asked carelessly. + +"By a process of exclusion. The old constitutional agitators, the +Blacks and the Campions and that lot, are out of the question; they've +publicly denounced the slightest breach of the law. I acquit the Old +Militants, too--the Gregorys and Haseldines and Ganons. They're too +stupid, for one thing; they go on burning houses and breaking windows +in their old fatuous way. And for another thing they haven't the +nerve...." + +"There are a good many Hunger-Strikers among them," I interposed, +probably with the dishonest intention of spreading his suspicions over +the widest possible area. + +"Less than before," he answered. "And their arch-Hunger-Striker, the +Haseldine woman, carried meat lozenges with her the last time she +visited Holloway. No, they're cowards. If you want brain and courage +you must look to a little group of women who detached themselves from +the Old Militant party. Mrs. Millington was one and Miss Davenant was +another." + +"The eminently moderate staff of the ultra-constitutional _New +Militant_," I said as I prepared to leave. + +"If you've any influence with either of those women and want to save +them a long stretch of penal servitude, now's your time to warn them." + +"Good Heavens! you don't suppose I'm admitted to their counsels!" + +"You could advise them as a friend." + +"When you tell me there's not enough suspicion to carry into court? I +fear they wouldn't listen." + +"They might prefer to stop play before their luck turns," he answered +as he accompanied me to the door. "Their quiescent state is the most +significant, most suspicious, most damning thing about them. If a +house-breaker opened a religious bookshop, you might think he had +reformed. Or you might think he was preparing an extra large coup. Or +you might think he sold sermons by day and cracked cribs by night." + +"What cynics you public men are!" I exclaimed as I ran down the steps +and turned in the direction of Chester Square. + +I have said that "Providence" is not one of my star _roles_, and I had +every reason to know that my eloquence was unavailing when set to the +task of converting Joyce from her militant campaign. However, I have +seen stones worn away by constant dripping.... And in any case I had +not been near the house for nearly two days. + +"I'm afraid you can't see Joyce," Elsie told me as we shook hands. +"She wouldn't go to bed when the doctor told her, and now she's really +rather bad." + +I was more upset by the news than I care to say, but Elsie hastened to +assure me. + +"It's nothing much so far," she said. "But she's got a temperature and +can't sleep, and worries a good deal." + +"Can't we get her away?" I exclaimed impatiently. + +Elsie shook her head. + +"I've tried, but she simply won't leave town." + +"But what's to keep her?" + +"There's the paper every week." + +It always annoys me to find any one thinking the world will come to an +end unless run on his or her own favourite lines. + +"If she died, some one else would have to edit it," I pointed out. +"Who's doing it now?" + +"Mrs. Millington. I'm afraid it's no use telling people that till they +_are_ dead." + +"And then it's a little late in the day," I answered irritably. + +Elsie proceeded to give me the real reason for Joyce's obstinacy. + +"When you're dead you don't have to take responsibility for your +deputy's mistakes." + +"That's it, is it? Mrs. Millington setting the Thames on fire?" + +"Her zeal sometimes outruns her discretion," said Elsie with a smile. +"That's what's chiefly worrying Joyce." + +I picked up my hat and stick and moved towards the door. + +"And Joyce is losing her nerve?" I hazarded. + +"She's not up to her usual form," was all Elsie would answer. + +"Give her my love," I said at the door, "and best wishes for a quick +recovery. If she isn't well in two days' time, I shall carry her off +by main force and put her into a nursing home." + +Then I went off to lunch at the Club, and found fault with the food, +the wine, the cigars and all creation. Paddy Culling opened a +subscription list to buy me a box of liver pills. The Seraph--after I +had been two minutes at Adelphi Terrace--said he was sorry Joyce was +no better.... I thanked him for his sympathy, and sat down to read the +current copy of the _New Militant_. + +In my careless, hot-blooded youth I made a collection of inanimate +journalistic curiosities. It was my sole offence against the wise rule +that to collect anything--from wives up to postage stamps--is a mark +of incipient mental decay. There was the _Punch_, with the cartoon +showing the relief of Khartoum; and I remember I had a copy of the +suppressed issue of the _Times_, when the compositors usurped control +of Empire and edited one of Harcourt's Budget speeches on lines of +their own. There was also a pink _Pall Mall Gazette_, bought wet from +the machine at a shilling the copy, when paper ran out and they +borrowed the pink reserve rolls of the _Globe_. I had a copy of +another journal that described in moving language the massacre of the +Peking Legations. The Legations were, in fact, never massacred, but +they should have been on any theory of probability, and, for aught I +know, the enterprising journalist may have believed with Wilde that +Nature tends to copy Art. + +I also had several illustrated weeklies depicting--by the pen of Our +Special Artist--that first Coronation Ceremony of Edward the Seventh, +and the verbal account of it given by "A Peeress" who had been +present. More lately I acquired the original American paper which sent +the _Titanic_ to her grave with the band playing "Nearer, my God, to +Thee."... + +I am half sorry the collection is dispersed. I should have liked to +add the one historic number of the _New Militant_ that appeared under +Mrs. Millington's fire-and-brimstone editorship. To the collector it +is curious, as being the last issue of the paper; by the mental +pathologist it is regarded as an interesting example of what is by +common consent called "Militant Hysteria." The general public will +remember it as the documentary evidence which at last enabled the +police to secure a warrant of arrest against the "proprietors, +printers and publishers of the newspaper called and known as the _New +Militant_," to raid the printing office in Clerkenwell, and lay bare +the private memoranda of the New Militant organisation. + +My own copy did not survive my departure from England, and I could not +do Mrs. Millington the injustice of trying to reproduce her deathless +periods. I remember there was a great deal of "Where is Miss Rawnsley? +Where is Master Jefferson? Where is Miss Roden?" Such questions +implicated no one, and only annoyed inconsequential persons like +myself, who detest being set conundrums of which I do not know the +answer by some one who obviously does. The practice is futile and +vexatious. + +The incriminating words came heavy-typed in the last paragraph of the +leading article, and contained an unmistakable threat that the policy +of abduction would continue until female suffrage had been secured. + +After dinner that night I strolled round to the Club to hear what +people were saying. + +"They've done for themselves this time," Gartside told me with much +assurance when I ran across him in the hall. "Don't ask me where I got +it from, and don't let it go any further, but there's a warrant out +against some one." + +I was conscious of a very uncomfortable sensation of hollowness. + +"Is it indiscreet to ask who?" + +"I can't tell you, because I don't know. I fancy you proceed against +the whole lot, printers included." + +"They've not wasted much time," I said. + +It was Tuesday night. The _New Militant_ went to press at midday and +was on sale next morning throughout the country. In London, of course, +it could be obtained overnight, and I had secured an early copy by +calling at the office itself. + +I stood in the middle of the hall wondering exactly what I could do to +prevent the arm of the law stretching out and folding Chester Square +in its embrace. I was still wondering when Paddy Culling bounded up +the steps and seized Gartside and myself by either hand. + +"It's yourself should have been there," he panted, momentarily +releasing my arm in order to mop a red, dripping forehead. His broken +collar and caved-in hat suggested a fight: his brogue reminded me that +the offer of a golden throne in heaven will not avail to keep an +Irishman out of a brawl. "Down Clerkenwell way ut was, the War of the +Woild Women. The polis...." + +He was settling down to a narrative of epic proportions. The Irish are +this world's finest raconteurs as they are its finest fighters, riders +and gentlemen. It was an insult, but I could not wait. + +"Have they raided the place, Paddy?" I asked. + +"They have." His eyes reproached me for my interruption. "The +polis...." + +"Did they get any one?" + +"Am I telling ye or am I not? Answer me that." + +"I know, Paddy," I said with all the contrition at my command. "But +I've got to go, and I just wanted the main outline...." + +"They got Mrs. Millington," he began again, "and she fighting the way +ye'd say she'd passed her born days being evicted. There was one had +the finger bitten off him and another scratched in the face till the +gutters ran blood. Five strong men held her down and stamped out the +life of her, and five more dragged her down the road by the hair of +her head and droppit her like a swung cat over the railings of the +common mortuary. The vultures...." + +"Did they get any one else?" I interrupted. + +"It's the fine tale ye're spoiling," he complained. + +"But just tell me that," I pleaded. + +"They did not," he answered with ill-concealed disgust. "Unless ye'd +be calling a printer's devil one of God's fine men and women. But the +polis...." + +I hurried down the steps and jumped into a taxi. I thought first of +calling to warn them at Chester Square. Then I decided to communicate +by telephone. If Joyce had not already been arrested, and if I was to +be of any assistance later on, I could not afford to be discovered in +the incriminating neighbourhood of her house. + +I gave the Seraph the heads of my story as I looked up the number and +waited for my call. + +"You're through," the Exchange told me after an interminable delay. + +"Hallo, hallo!" I kept calling, for what seemed like half an hour. +"Will you give another ring, please, Exchange?" + +A further age dragged its course, and I was told that there did not +seem to be any one at the other end. + +"Now will you tell me what we're to do, Seraph?" I exclaimed. + +We sat and stared at each other for the best part of five minutes. +Then the decision was taken out of our hands. I saw him prick up his +ears to catch a sound too faint for my grosser senses. + +"Some one coming upstairs," he whispered. "It's a woman, and she's +coming slowly. Now she's stopped. Now she's coming on again." + +I rose from my chair and tiptoed across the room. + +"Can it be Joyce?" I asked, sinking my own voice to a whisper. + +"She's going on to the next floor," he answered with a shake of the +head; and then with sudden excitement, "Now she's coming back." + +"She mustn't ring the bell," I cried, running out into the hall. + +"It's all right, there's nobody here but ourselves," he called out as +I opened the door and ran out onto the landing. + +Ten feet in front of me, leaning back against the banisters, stood +Joyce Davenant. One hand covered her eyes and the other was pressed to +her heart. She was trembling with fever and panting with the exertion +of climbing four flights of stairs. A long fur coat stretched down to +bare feet thrust into slippers, her head was covered by a shawl, +though the hair fell loosely inside her coat. At the neck I could see +the frilled collar of a nightdress. + +"Joyce!" I exclaimed. + +She uncovered her face and showed eyes preternaturally bright, and +white cheeks lit by a single spot of brilliant colour. + +"I said I'd come when there was a warrant out," she panted with game, +gallant attempt at a smile. Then I caught her in my arms as she fell +forward, and carried her as gently as I could inside the flat. + +I left it to the Seraph to take off her coat and lay her in his own +bed. He did it as tenderly as any woman. Then we went to the far side +of the room and held a whispered consultation. I am afraid I could +suggest nothing of value, and the credit of our arrangement lies +wholly at his door. + +"We must get a nurse," he began. "Elsie mustn't be seen coming near +the place or the game's up. What about that woman who helped you bring +Connie Matheson home from Malta this spring? Can you trust her? Have +you got her address? Well, you must see if you can get her to-night. +No, not yet. We want a doctor. Her own man? No! It would give us away +at once. Look out Maybury-Reynardson's address in the telephone book, +somewhere in Cavendish Square. He's a sportsman; he'll do it if you +say it's for me. You must go and see him in person; we don't want the +Exchange-girls listening. Anything more? I'll square my man and his +wife when they come in. Oh, tell your nurse the condition this poor +child's come in; say it's a bachelor establishment and we haven't got +a stitch of anything, and can't send to Chester Square for it. Tell +her to bring...." + +He paused to listen as heavy feet ascended the stairs. The noise was +loud enough even for me this time. There was a ring at the door. + +"Wine cellar. Locked. Haven't got key," he whispered turning out the +light and locking himself inside the room with Joyce. + +I opened the front door and found myself faced with the two Roden +detectives I had corrupted with bottled beer at Henley. + +"Why, this is like old times!" I said. "Have you been able to find any +trace of Miss Roden?" + +They had not, and I see now that my question was singularly tactless. +They bore no resentment, however, and told me they had called on other +business. There was a warrant out against Miss Davenant. She was not +to be found at the Clerkenwell printing office, and while Chester +Square was being searched, a woman had slipped out of the house by a +side door, entered a car and driven away. + +"Could you follow her?" I asked, with all the Englishman's love of the +chase. + +That, it appeared, had been difficult, as the number of the car seemed +to have been wilfully obscured. + +"That's an offence, isn't it?" I asked. + +It was, and the driver--if traced--would find himself in trouble. They +had followed a likely-looking car and seen it turn southward out of +the Strand. When they reached Adelphi Terrace, however, there was only +one car in sight, drawn up outside our door and presenting a +creditably clear number-plate. Its driver had vaguely seen another +car, but had not particularly noticed it. They called on chance, as +this was the only suite with lights in it. Had I seen or heard +anything of the car or a woman getting out of it? + +"I've only just come in myself," I told them. "Half an hour, to be +exact. That was possibly my taxi you saw outside. I didn't notice the +number. How long ago did you see your suspected car turn into Adelphi +Terrace? Ten minutes? Oh, then I should have seen any one who came up +here, shouldn't I? Would you like to look round to make sure?" + +The senior man stepped back and glanced up at the name painted over +the door. + +"It's Mr. Aintree's flat," I explained. "I'm staying with him." + +The man hesitated uncertainly. + +"I haven't any authority," he began. + +"Oh, hang the authority!" I said. "Mr. Aintree wouldn't mind. +Dining-room, wine-cellar, library.... Won't you come in? Not even for +a drink? Sure? Well, good-night. Oh, it's no trouble." + +Detectives--or such few of them as I have met--remind me of +Customs-house officials: if you offer your keys and go out of your way +to lay bare your secrets before their eyes, they will in all +probability let you through without opening a single trunk. They are +perverse as women--and simple as children. + +I tapped at the Seraph's door and told him I had disposed of the +police without uttering a single falsehood. It was almost the last +time I was able to make that boast. We gave our friends ten minutes' +start, and I then set out in search of nurse and doctor. Joyce looked +shockingly ill when I left, but her breathing was peaceful. +Occasionally she moved or moaned in her sleep; as I turned at the door +for a last look, the Seraph was rearranging her pillow and smoothing +the hair back from her face. + +I had to walk into the Strand to find a taxi. Outside the Vaudeville I +met my brother and his wife, and was bidden to sup with them at the +Savoy. I refused for many reasons, the first being that a man who +starts a career of crime at the age of forty-two must not for very +decency be seen eating in company with a judge of the High Court. My +meeting did good in giving me the idea of establishing a succession of +_alibis_. When I had made the necessary arrangements with +Maybury-Reynardson and the nurse, I looked in once more at the Club. + +Culling, Gartside and Nigel Rawnsley had the north smoking-room to +themselves. They seemed to be discussing some plan of campaign, and +the rescue of Sylvia was its object. Perhaps I should not say +"discussing": Nigel was holding forth in a way that made me think he +must have been a Grand Inquisitor in some previous incarnation. The +ruthlessness of a Torquemada was directed by Napoleonic statecraft and +brought down to date by the terrorism of a brow-beating counsel. The +combination was highly impressive; his own contribution consisted in +an exquisite choice of epithets. + +"Talk to the Chief," I heard him say in summary of his plan of +campaign. "Get him to arrange for Merivale, J., to try the case, and +you'll find the woman Millington will exhibit surprising celerity in +imparting whatever information she may have gathered in respect of the +whereabouts of Mavis and Sylvia and the Jefferson boy." + +"King's Evidence, d'you mean?" asked Gartside. "Not she!" + +"Inconceivably less ornate than that. I agree with you that she might +withhold her consent. It is therefore more expedient to coax her into +the confessional without implicating her fellow conspirators. If you +were being tried by Merivale and saw seven years' penal servitude +stretching in pleasing prospect before you, you'd want to start the +day on terms of reasonable amity with your judge. If you knew +Merivale's daughter was engaged to marry a man whose sister had been +spirited away, would you not strive to acquire merit in the eyes of +your judge's family by saying where the sister could be found? It is +approximately equivalent to a year's reduction of sentence." + +Paddy Culling scratched his head thoughtfully with a paper knife. + +"If Miss Davenant's afther hiding herself in one of the coops where +the other little chicken's stored away...." he began. + +"She's not," Nigel interrupted decisively. "The risk's too +considerable; she wouldn't want to betray herself and her hostages at +the same moment. She's in London...." + +"Is she?" asked Gartside. + +"She was to-day at lunch-time, because her doctor called at the house. +Of course, the police in their infinite sagacity must needs start +searching at the wrong end and afford her opportunities of escape." + +"Out of London if she wanted to," persisted Gartside. + +"Not by train," said Nigel. "Every station's watched...." + +"By car." + +"By airship, equally. The woman's seriously ill; you'd kill her." + +Paddy Culling looked at his friend a little enviously. + +"You know a lot about the inside of that house," he said. + +"By the simple expedient of the sovereign in season to the +kitchen-maid, who, like the rest of her class, was unquestionably +loyal, but more unquestionably impecunious. The woman Davenant's in +London, and they'll find her in three days. Where she is, I can't tell +you. I may know more when I've seen the officers' reports to-morrow +morning. Sylvia I'll undertake to find within a week. The woman +Millington will give her away, and if she doesn't, the woman Davenant +will have to." + +"When you've caught her," said Culling quietly. + +"Not even when you've caught her," said Gartside with greater +knowledge. "I know the breed. It's pedigree stock." + +Nigel lit a cigarette with ostentatious elaboration. + +"Even pedigree stock has its less spirited moments," he said. "For +example, when it's seriously ill. I fancy I could make the woman +Davenant tell me all I wanted in three minutes." + +The tone was extraordinarily sinister. I seemed to realise in a flash +why Sylvia, with a woman's quicker, deeper insight, kept the speaker +at a distance.... However, I had come to the Club to establish an +_alibi_, not to reflect on the character of Sylvia's admirers. And I +wanted to get back to Adelphi Terrace as soon as my purpose was +effected. + +"I was sorry to run away in the middle of your story, Paddy," I said. +"I'd promised to meet a man, and I was rather late as it was. You'd +got as far as the disposal of Mrs. Millington's body in the common +mortuary and the arrest of a poor, mean printer's devil. What happened +then? Was any one else caught?" + +Paddy looked at me almost with affection, his eyes alight with +oratorical fire. + +"It's yourself should have been there to see it," he began, grasping +my arm with one hand and making his points with the other. "The polis +and red coats was there, and the newspaper men in their thousands, and +the gravediggers in their tens of thousands...." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE AMATEUR DETECTIVE + + "My mind ... rebels at stagnation. Give me problems, give + me work, give me the most abstruse cryptogram, or the + most intricate analysis, and I am in my own proper + atmosphere.... I crave for mental exaltation. That is why + I have chosen my own particular profession, or rather + created it, for I am the only one in the world ... the + only unofficial consulting detective.... I am the last + and highest court of appeal in detection.... I examine + the data, as an expert, and pronounce a specialist's + opinion. I claim no credit in such cases. My name figures + in no newspaper. The work itself, the pleasure of finding + a field for my peculiar powers, is my highest + reward."--SIR A. CONAN DOYLE: "The Sign of Four." + + +Premonitions--so far as my gross person is concerned--are a matter of +digestion, nerves and liver. If I woke up on the morning after Joyce's +flight to Adelphi Terrace with a dull sense of impending disaster, I +ascribe it to the fact that I had passed a more than ordinarily +hideous night. Unlike the Seraph, who never went to bed, I had +sufficient philosophy to turn in when the doctor had left and the +nurse was comfortably established. It had been made clear to me that I +could do no manner of good by staying up and getting in people's +way.... + +I started in my own room, but quickly took refuge in the library. If +there are two sounds I cannot endure, one is that of a crying child, +and the other of a woman--or man for that matter--moaning in pain. +Even in the library I could hear Joyce suffering. Maybury-Reynardson +had told us she was all right, and there is no point in calling in +experts if you are going to disbelieve them. But I do not want to +experience another night of the same kind. + +And in the morning the papers were calculated to heighten the horror +of the worst premonitions I could experience. I opened the _Times_, +noted in passing that Gartside had fulfilled popular expectation by +being appointed to the Governorship of Bombay, and turned to the +account of the Clerkenwell raid. Culling was right in saying Mrs. +Millington's had been the only arrest of importance; but he had left +the battlefield at the end of the fighting, and had not waited to see +the conquerors march into the citadel. + +I felt myself growing chilled and old as I read of the discoveries in +the printing office. Mrs. Millington would stand charged with +incitement to crime and public threat of abduction; serious enough, if +you will, but her debt was discharged as soon as she had paid the +penalty for a single article in a single paper. Her threats were +embryonic, not yet materialised. Joyce stood to bear the burden of the +three abductions carried out to date.... + +I am no criminologist, and can offer neither explanation nor theory of +the mental amblyopia that leads criminals to leave one weak link, one +soft brick, one bent girder, to ruin a triumph of design and +construction. They always do--men and women, veterans and tiros--and +Joyce was no exception. When the police broke open the safe in her +editorial office, the first document they found was the half sheet of +Chester Square notepaper that the journalists agreed to christen "The +Time Table." + +It was written in Joyce's hand, and her writing could be identified +by a short-sighted illiterate at ten yards' distance. I have forgotten +the dates by this time, and can only guess at them approximately; +words and names have been added in full where Joyce put only initials. +This was the famous Time Table:-- + + + 500, Chester Square, S.W. + + May 8. Rejection of W. (women's) S. (suffrage) Amendment. + + May 9. M.R. (Mavis Rawnsley) letter R. (Rawnsley). + + June 17. P.--(private) M. (members') Day. [This was ruled + through.] + + June 16. R.'s (Rawnsley's) Time Table. + + June 17. P. (Paul) J. (Jefferson) Letters R. and J. (Rawnsley + and Jefferson). + + June 30. R. (Rawnsley) to decide re A.S. (Autumn Session). + + July 2. R. (Rawnsley) in H. (House). No A.S. (Autumn Session). + + July 9. S. (Sylvia) R. (Roden). Letters R. (Rawnsley) & R. + (Roden). + + July 19. R. (Rawnsley) to reply re facilities. + + July 20. W.G. [I am not sure whether this refers to Walter + Greatorex, the ten-year-old son of the President of the Board + of Agriculture and Fisheries, or Lady Winifred Gaythorne, + daughter of the Marquis of Berwick--of the India Office. Both + Greatorex and Berwick were opposed to the franchise, but in a + mild, unoffending fashion. The invariable typed challenge does + not help me to decide, as only one letter was to be sent, the + usual Letter R. (Rawnsley)]. + +"So far the police have been unable to discover the whereabouts of +Miss Davenant," the article concluded. That was the sole, poor +consolation I could offer to a white, tired Seraph as I threw him the +paper and went back to my gloomy premonitions. + +As he read, I thought over my last _alibi_ in the north smoking-room +at the Club. I wondered what story my friends, the Henley detectives, +were concocting in their report, and what action Nigel Rawnsley would +take when he had digested it. + +It is not entirely my "wisdom after the event" that made me select +Nigel as our most formidable opponent, nor altogether my memory of the +lead he had taken in the discussion overnight; I was beginning to +appreciate his character. When he is Prime Minister of England, like +his father before him, it will be in virtue of the same qualities. A +brain of steel and a ruthless, iron resolution will force the +hoi +physei archomenoi+ to follow and obey him. He will be feared, possibly +even hated, but the hatred will leave him indifferent so long as power +is conceded him. I have met no young man so resolute or successful in +getting his own way; few who give me the impression of being so +ruthless and, perhaps, unscrupulous in their methods. He is still +preserved from active mischief by his astonishing self-consciousness +and lack of humour; when he has outgrown these juvenilities, he will +be really formidable. His wife--when she comes--will have my sympathy, +for what that is worth; but there will be many women less discerning +than Sylvia to strive for the privilege. + +It was noon before the Amateur Detective invaded us. The Seraph's +man--who had already been admitted to our secret, and would at any +time have been crucified head-downwards for his master--flung open the +library door with the words-- + +"Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, Lord Gartside, Mr. Culling, Mr. Philip Roden." + +The Seraph rose and offered chairs. You could to some extent weigh +and discriminate characters by the various modes of entry. Nigel +refused to be seated, placed his hat on the table and produced a +typewritten transcript of the two detectives' reports in the +traditional manner of a stage American policeman--which in passing, I +may say, is nothing like any American policeman I have ever met +anywhere in America or the civilised world. Philip and Gartside were +self-conscious and uncomfortable; Culling strove to hide his +embarrassment by more than usual affability. + +"It's ill ye're looking, Seraph," he remarked, as he accepted a +cigarette. "And has this great ugly brute Toby been slashing the face +off you?" + +Then the inquiry began, with Philip as first spokesman. + +"Sorry to invade you like this, Seraph," he began, "but it's about my +sister. You know she's disappeared? Well, we were wondering if you +could help us to find her." + +"I'll do anything I can...." the Seraph started. + +"Do you know where she is?" Nigel cut in. + +"I'm afraid I don't." + +"Do you know any one who does?" Philip asked. + +"I don't know that I do." + +Philip hesitated, started a sentence, and closed his lips again +without completing it. Nigel took up the examination. + +"You know Miss Davenant, I believe?" + +"Yes." + +"Does she know where Sylvia and Mavis are?" + +"I have no idea. You must ask her." + +"I propose to." + +The Seraph turned to Philip, glancing at the clock as he did so. + +"I'm afraid the limits of my utility are soon reached. If there's +anything I can do...." + +"You can tell us where Miss Davenant is hiding," said Nigel. + +"Can I?" + +"You can and will." + +The Seraph treated him to a long, unhurried scrutiny, starting from +the boots and working up to the freckled face and sandy hair. Then he +turned away, as though the subject had no further interest for him. + +Nigel tried to return the stare, but broke into a blush and took +refuge in his typewritten transcripts. + +"I have here," he said, "a copy of the reports of the two detectives +who watched Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square last night. They +saw a woman, with her hair loose, and a long coat over whatever +clothes she was wearing, jump into a car and drive to Adelphi +Terrace." + +"They were certain of the identity of the car?" I asked. + +"Perfectly." + +"They weren't when I talked to them last night," I said. "No +number--no nothing. They thought it was the same car and called in on +chance, as there was a light here, to see if we knew anything. I +offered to show them round, but they wouldn't come in, so we prayed +for mutually sweet dreams and parted." + +Nigel tapped his papers. + +"I have here their sworn statement that the car which left Chester +Square was the car that turned into Adelphi Terrace." + +"Perjury--like joy--cometh in the morning," I observed. + +"That is as may be. I happen to know that Miss Davenant is seriously +ill; I imagine, wherever she has gone, she has not gone far. The +number of houses within easy reach of Chester Square--houses that +would take her in when there's a warrant out for her arrest--is +limited. These considerations lead me to believe that the statement of +these men is not perjured." + +"I will apologise when next we meet," I said. When a young man like +Nigel becomes stilted and dignified, I cannot repress a natural +inclination to flippancy. + +Philip intervened before Nigel could mature a crushing repartee. + +"Look here, Seraph," he began. "Just as a favour, and not because we +have any right to ask, will you say whether Miss Davenant's anywhere +in this flat? If you say she is, I'm afraid we shall have to tell the +police; if you say she isn't, we'll go away and not bother you any +more." + +"You must speak for yourself," Nigel interposed, before the Seraph +could answer. + +We sat for a moment in silence. Then Nigel continued his statement +with unmistakable menace in his tone. + +"If once the police intervene, the question becomes more serious and +involves any one found harbouring a person for whom a warrant of +arrest has been issued. I naturally do not wish to go to extremes." He +turned to me: "You offered to show the detectives round these rooms +last night; will you make me the same offer?" + +I pointed to the Seraph. + +"They aren't my rooms. I'm only a guest. I took it upon myself to make +the offer in the Seraph's absence." + +He repeated his request in the proper quarter, but was met with an +uncompromising refusal. + +"May I ask your reason?" he said. + +"It is a question of manners," answered the Seraph. + +"Then you wish me to apply for a search-warrant?" + +"I am entirely indifferent. If you think it worth while, apply for one. +As soon as it is presented, the police--are--welcome--to--any-- +discoveries--they--may--make." + +The Seraph spoke with the quiet scorn of injured innocence. I saw a +shadow of uncertainty settle on Nigel's face. The Seraph must have +seen it, too; we preserved a strategic silence until uncertainty had +matured into horrid doubt. I felt sorry for Nigel, as I feel sorry for +any successful egoist in the toils of anticipated ridicule. + +"It would be quicker to clear the matter up now," he said. + +"My whole day is at your disposal." + +"But mine is not. What is that room?" + +"A spare bedroom, now occupied by Toby, if you ask for information." + +Nigel started to cross the room. + +"I like to check all verbal information," he remarked. + +The Seraph had shorter distance to cover, and was standing with his +back to the door when Nigel got there. + +"I allow no unauthorised person to search my rooms without my leave," +he said. + +"You cannot always prevent it." + +"I can in this case." + +"We are four to one." + +"You are one to two." + +"My mistake, no doubt." He waved a hand round the room to indicate his +allies. + +"Assuredly your mistake, if you think Toby will stand by and let you +search my rooms without my leave, or that any one of the others would +raise a finger to help you." + +Not one of his three allies had moved a step to support him. Nigel was +impressed. Without retreating from his position he tried the effect of +bluff. + +"You forget the circumstances are exceptional. My sister has been +spirited away, and so has Phil's. If we think you know the whereabouts +of the woman who kidnapped them, we shall neither of us hesitate to +employ timely physical force on you, perhaps inflict salutary physical +pain." + +"You may try, if you like." + +"If I try, I shall succeed." + +"You don't really think that, you know." + +Gartside felt it was time to restore the peace. Walking up to Nigel, +he led him firmly back to his place at the table and motioned the +Seraph to his old position in the armchair by the fireplace. There was +a long, awkward silence. Then Culling crossed the room, and sat on the +arm of the Seraph's chair. + +"Ye're white and ill, Seraph," he said, "and ye know I'm not the man +would badger you. We're in a hole, and maybe ye can give us a hoist +out of it. Do ye, or do ye not, know where Miss Davenant's hiding +herself?" + +The Seraph looked him steadily in his eyes. + +"Yes." + +"Well, is she, or is she not, in these rooms?" + +"Would _you_ like to search them?" + +"Damn it, no, man! Give us yer word, and that's enough." + +For a fraction of time the Seraph gazed at the faces of Culling, +Philip and Gartside, weighing the characters and measuring the men. + +"It's not enough for Rawnsley," he said. + +"It'ull have to be." + +"He likes to check all verbal information." + +Culling shook his clenched fists in the air and involved us all in a +comprehensive curse. The Seraph lit himself a cigarette, blew out the +match with a deliberation Nigel could not have surpassed, and +addressed the company. + +"We seem to have reached a deadlock," he began. "Shall I offer a +solution? The four of you come here and charge me with harbouring the +woman who is supposed to have made away with Miss Rawnsley and Miss +Roden. Very good. Every man is free to entertain any suspicions he +likes, and to ventilate them--provided he doesn't forget his manners. +Three of you behaved like gentlemen, the fourth followed his own +methods. I should like to oblige those three. Rawnsley, you have +menaced me with personal violence, and threatened me with a search +warrant. You have done this in my own library. If you will apologise, +and undertake not to enter these rooms again or to molest me here or +anywhere else, and if you will further undertake not yourself to +apply--or incite any one else to apply--for a warrant to search the +flat, I shall have pleasure in accompanying Gartside wherever he +chooses to go, unlocking any doors that may be locked, and offering +him every facility in inspecting every nook and cranny in these rooms. +As you may not accept verbal information even from him, I shall have +pleasure in extending my offer to Culling. The one will be able to +check the other." + +He blew three smoke-rings and waited for an answer. + +There was another moment of general discomfort. Nigel jibbed at the +idea of apologising, Gartside and Culling would have done anything to +avoid accepting the offer; from Philip's miserable fidgeting I could +see that he had been persuaded into coming against his better +judgment. For myself, I waited as a condemned man waits for the drop +to fall. It was bound to come in a few seconds' time, but--illogically +enough--I had ceased to dread it. My one fear was that Joyce should +betray herself by one of those pitiful moans that had mingled with my +dreams and vexed my sleep throughout the night. To this hour I can +remember thinking how horror-stricken I should be if that sound broke +out again. It had begun to get on my nerves.... The discovery itself +was inevitable; I could imagine no trick or illusion that would enable +the Seraph to steer his inquisitors past one of the principal rooms in +the flat. + +"I apologise for any offence I may have given, and I undertake all +that you ask." + +It was not gracefully done, but the Seraph accepted the words for the +spirit. + +"Come on, and let's get it over!" Culling exclaimed, jumping up and +cramming his hat on the back of his head. With sinking heart I saw the +three of them framed in the doorway, Gartside's huge form towering +over the other two. + +"Devilish sorry about the whole business," I heard him begin as the +door closed. It was opened again for a moment as the Seraph reminded +me where the drinks were kept, and suggested I should compound a +cocktail. Then it closed finally. + +Outside in the hall Culling added his contribution to the general +apology. + +"Come quietly," was all the Seraph would answer. "I hope she's +sleeping." + +Both men paused abruptly and gazed first at the Seraph and then at +each other. He returned their gaze unwaveringly, surprised apparently +that they should be surprised. Then he led them wide-eyed with +expectation across the hall; wide-eyed they watched him bend and +listen, tap and gently open a bedroom door. The nurse rose from her +chair at the bedside and placed a finger on her lips-- + +"Praise God, she's sleeping!" murmured Paddy Culling, with instinctive +reverence removing his hat. Gartside looked for a moment at the +flushed cheeks and parched lips, then turned away as the Seraph closed +the door. + +"Mustn't go back yet," he said. "We'd better look at one or two more +rooms just to fill in time." + +One of the shortest recorded councils of war was held in the bathroom. +Culling, with his quick, superficial sympathy had already made up his +mind, but Gartside stood staring out of the window with head bent and +hands locked behind his back, struggling and torn between an +unwillingness to hurt Joyce and a deep hungry desire to bring Sylvia +safely out of her unknown hiding-place. + +"You'll kill her if you move her," the Seraph remarked, +dispassionately but with careful choice of time. Gartside's foot +tapped the floor irresolutely. "Toby's engaged to marry her," he added +softly. + +With a sigh and a shrug of the shoulders Gartside turned to Culling, +nodded without speaking, and linked arms with the Seraph. + +"You're a good little devil," he said with a forced smile. "When this +poor girl's better, get her to say where Sylvia is. She'll tell you. +And let me know when the whole damned thing's straightened out. I'm +off to Bombay in ten days' time. And it isn't very cheerful going off +without knowing where Sylvia is. Now we've been out long enough," he +added in firm, normal tones. + +All three of us looked up quickly as the door opened. Culling's hat +was once more on his head, and he was trying to pull on a pair of +gloves and light a cigarette at the same time. + +"All over but the cheering," he began abruptly. "High and low we've +searched, and not found enough of a woman would make a man leave Eden, +and she the only woman in the world." + +"You've searched every room?" asked Nigel with a suspicious glance at +the Seraph. + +"Cellar to garret," answered Culling serenely, "and no living creature +but a pair of goldfinches, and one of them dead; unless you'd be +counting the buxom matron that the Seraph dashes my hopes by sayin' +has a taste for drink like the many best of us, and she married +already, and the mother of fourteen brace of twins and a good plain +cook into the bargain." + +Nigel picked up his papers and turned to Gartside for corroboration. + +"We searched every room," he was told, "and Miss Davenant's not here. +Seraph, we owe you...." + +The apology was cut short, as speaker and listeners paused to catch a +sound that floated through the silent hall and in at the open library +door. A long, troubled moaning it was, the sound I had heard all night +and dreaded all the morning. + +"I shall have to check the verbal information after all," said Nigel +as he put back his hat and papers on the table. + +"Where are you off to?" asked Gartside as he approached the door. + +"It seems I must search the house myself." + +"You undertook to accept our finding." + +"I thought I could trust you." + +"I have said Miss Davenant is not in these rooms," said Gartside in a +warning voice. + +"If you said it a hundred times I should still disbelieve you. Let me +pass, please." + +He raised a hand to clear himself a passage, but in physical strength +he had met more than his match. Seizing both wrists in one hand and +both ankles in the other, Gartside carried him like a child's doll +across the room to the open library window, thrust him through it, and +held him for ninety seconds stretched at arm's length three storeys +above the level of the street. The veins stood out on his forehead, +and I heard his voice rumbling like the distant mutter of thunder. + +"When I say a thing, Nigel, you have to believe me. The moon's of +green cheese if I tell you to believe it, and when I say Miss +Davenant's not in this flat, she's not and never has been, and never +will be. You see?" + +Stepping back from the window, he dropped his burden on a neighbouring +sofa. Nigel straightened his tie, brushed his clothes, and once more +gathered up his hat, his papers, and the remains of his dignity. + +"Culling says there is no woman but a cook in the house," he began, +with the studied tranquillity of an angry man. "He clearly lies. +Gartside says Miss Davenant is not in the flat. He probably lies, but +it is always possible that the sound we heard may have come from some +woman Aintree thinks fit to keep in his rooms. In either event, I do +not feel bound by the undertaking I have given." He pulled out a +note-book and pretended to consult it. "To-day's Wednesday. If my +sister and Sylvia have not been restored to their families by midday +on Monday, I shall apply for a warrant to have these rooms searched. +They will, of course, be watched in the interval. If Lord Gartside or +any other person presumes to lay a finger on me, I shall summon him +for assault." + +Pocketing the note-book he passed out of the flat with the air I +suspect Rhadamanthus of assuming, when he is leaving the court for the +luncheon interval, and has had a disagreeable morning with the +prisoners. Culling accompanied him to prevent a sudden bolt at a +suspicious-looking door, Philip followed with the Seraph, I brought up +the rear with Gartside. All of us were smarting with the Englishman's +traditional dislike of a "scene." + +"I never congratulated you on the Bombay appointment," I said, with +praiseworthy design of scrambling onto neutral territory. "How soon +are you off?" + +"Friday week," he answered. + +"It's little enough time--nine days." + +"Oh, I've known for some little while beyond that. It was only made +public to-day." + +"It's a pleasant post," I said reflectively. "In a tolerably pleasant +country. I shall probably come to stay with you; I'm forgetting what +India's like." + +"I wish you would," he said warmly. + +"How are you going? P. and O. I suppose?" + +"No, I shall go in my own yacht." + +Culling turned round to reprove me for my forgetfulness. + +"We Gartsides always take our own yachts when we cross the ocean to +take up our new responsibilities of Empire," he explained. + +"Where do you sail from?" I ask. "Marseilles?" + +"Southampton. Are you coming to see me off?" + +"I might. It depends whether I can get away. Half London will be +there, I suppose?" + +Candidly I cannot say whether my questions were prompted by what the +Seraph would call a sub-conscious plan of campaign. Gartside +undeniably thought they were, and met me gallantly. + +"I'm eating a farewell dinner every night till I sail," he said. Then, +sinking his voice, he added, "You know the yacht--she's roomy, and +there will be only my two aide-de-camps and myself. No one will be +seeing me off, because I haven't told them when I'm sailing. It's the +usual route--anywhere in the Mediterranean. But I can't sail before +Friday week." + +"I see. Well," I held out my hand, "if I _don't_ see you again, I'll +say good-bye." + +"Good-bye. Best of luck!" he answered, and waved a hand as I walked +back and rejoined the Seraph in the hall. + +He was so white that I expected every moment to see him faint, and his +clothes were wet with perspiration. I, who am not so fine-drawn, had +found the last hour a little trying. + +"You're going to bed in decent time to-night," I told him. "I'm going +to see Nurse, and find out if she knows of any one she can trust to +come and help her. And I'm going to keep you out of the sick-room at +the point of a bayonet if you've got one." + +I had expected a protest, but none came. He sat with closed eyes, +resting his head on his hand. + +"I suppose that will be best," he assented at last. + +"And now you're coming to get something to eat," I said, leading him +into the dining-room. + +"I'm not hungry," he complained. + +"But you're going to eat a great deal," I said, pushing him into his +chair and selecting a serviceable, sharp-pronged pickle-fork. + +After luncheon I had my usual siesta, prolonged rather beyond my usual +hour. It was five o'clock when I awoke, and I found the Seraph playing +with a sheet of paper. He had written "Thursday, Friday, Saturday, +Sunday, Monday" on it, and after "Monday," "12.0 P.M." + +"What's all this?" I asked. + +"Our days of grace." + +I added "Friday week" to the calendar. + +"If we can get Joyce well enough to move away from Nigel's damned +cordon of police," I said, "and if we can hide her somewhere till +Friday week, friend Gartside's yacht is going to solve a good many +problems." + +"It's not going to find Sylvia," he answered. + +That was unquestionably true. + +"I don't know how that's going to be managed," I said. + +We sat without speaking until dinner-time, and ate a silent dinner. At +eleven o'clock he left the room, changed out of his dress clothes into +a tweed suit, and put on a hat and brown walking boots. + +"Where are you off to?" I asked when he came back. + +"I'm going to find Sylvia." + +The expression in his eyes convinced me--if I wanted any +convincing--that the strain of the last few days had proved too much +for him. + +"Leave it till the morning," I said in the tone one adopts in talking +to lunatics and drunken men. + +"She wants me now." + +"A few hours won't make any difference," I urged. "You'll start +fresher if you have a night's rest to the good." + +The Seraph held out his hand. + +"Good-bye. You think I'm mad. I'm not. No more than I ever am. But +Sylvia wants me, and I must go to her." + +"Where is she?" I asked. + +"I don't know." + +"Then how are you going to find her?" + +"I don't know." + +"Well, where will you start looking?" + +"I don't know." + +He was already halfway across the hall. I balanced the rival claims of +Joyce and himself. She at least had a doctor and nurse, and a second +nurse was coming in the morning. He had no one. + +"Damn you, Seraph!" I said under my breath, and then aloud: "Wait a +bit and I'll come too." + +"Hurry up then!" he answered chafing visibly at the delay. + +I spoke a hurried word to the nurse, took a last look at Joyce, +changed my clothes and joined him on the landing. + +"Which way first?" I asked, and received the answer I might have +expected. + +"I don't know." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE SIXTH SENSE + + "There was no sound at all within the room. But ... he + saw a woman's face. + + "He saw it quite clearly for perhaps five seconds, the + face rising white from the white column of the throat, the + dark and weighty coronal of the hair, the curved lips + which alone had any colour, the eyes, deep and troubled, + which seemed to hint a prayer for help which they + disdained to make--for five seconds, perhaps, the illusion + remained, for five seconds the face looked out at him ... + lit palely, as it seemed, by its own pallor, and so + vanished." + + A.E.W. MASON: "Miranda of the Balcony." + + +Neither by inclination nor habit am I more blasphemous or foul-mouthed +than my neighbour, but I should not relish being ordered a year in +Purgatory for every occasion on which I repeated "Damn you, Seraph!" +in the course of the following nineteen or twenty hours. + +It was nearly midnight when we left Adelphi Terrace, and I had in my +own mind fixed one hour as the maximum duration of my patience or +willingness to humour a demented neurotic. Thirty minutes out, thirty +minutes back, and then the Seraph would go to bed, if I had to keep +him covered with my revolver. _En parenthese_, I wish I could break +myself of the habit of carrying loaded firearms by night. In the +settled, orderly Old Countries it is unnecessary; in the West it is +merely foolish. I should be the richer by the contents of six +chambers before I had time to draw on the quick, resourceful child of +a Western State.... Nevertheless, my revolver and I are inseparable. + +We started down the Strand, along the Mall, past Buckingham Palace, +and through Eaton Square to the Cadogan Estate. This was what I ought +to have expected, if I had had time to sort out my expectations. The +Seraph stood for a few minutes looking up at the Rodens' slumbering +house, and then walked slowly eastward into Sloane Street. + +"Shall we go back now?" I suggested, in the voice one uses to deceive +a child. + +"I'm not mad, Toby," he answered, like a boy repeating a lesson. "I +must find Sylvia." + +He wandered into Knightsbridge, hesitated, and then set out at an +uncertain three miles an hour along the border of the park towards +Kensington. I realized with a sinking heart that he was heading for +Chiswick. + +"Better leave it till the morning, Seraph," I urged, with a hand on +his shoulder. "She'll be in bed, and we mustn't disturb her." + +He shook me off, and wandered on--hands in pocket and eyes to the +ground. Twice I thought he would have blundered into an early +market-cart, but catastrophe was averted more by the drivers' resource +than any prudence on his own part. As we left Kensington and trudged +on through the hideous purlieus of Hammersmith, I began to visualize +our arrival at the Fraeulein's house, and my stammering, incoherent +apologies for my companion's behaviour. + +The deferential speech was not required. On entering Chiswick High +Street we should have turned to the right up Goldhawk Road, and then +taken the second or third turning to the left into Teignmouth +Terrace. The Seraph plodded resolutely on, looking neither to the +right nor left, through Hounslow, past the walls of Sion Park and the +gas-works of Brentford, into Colnbrook and open country. There was no +reason why he should not follow the great road as far as the Romans +had built it--and beyond. Night was lifting, and the stars paled in +the blue uncertain light of early dawn. + +I gripped him by the shoulders and made him look me in the face. + +"We're going back now," I said. + +"_You_ can." + +"You're coming with me." + +"I must find Sylvia." + +"If you'll come back now, I'll take you to her in the morning." + +"I'm not a child, Toby, and I'm not mad." + +"You're behaving as if you were both." + +"I must find Sylvia," he repeated, as though that were an answer to +every conceivable question. + +"If you're sane," I said, "you can appreciate the insanity of walking +from London to Bath in search of a girl who may be in Scotland or on +the Gold Coast for all you know. She's as likely to be in the Mile End +Road as on the Bath Road. Why not look there? It's nearer Adelphi +Terrace, at all events." + +He looked at me for a moment reproachfully, as though his last friend +had failed him, then turned and plodded westward.... + +"God's truth!" I cried. "Where are you off to?" + +"I must find Sylvia," he answered. + +"But where? Where?" + +"I don't know." + +"Why this God-stricken road rather than another?" + +"She came along here." + +"How do you know?" + +He raised his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders. + +"She did," was all he would answer. + +It was near Langley that I threatened him with personal injury. He had +quickened his pace and shot slightly ahead of me. I have never been of +a fleshy build, and with the exception of excessive cigar-smoking, my +tastes are moderate. On the other hand, I never take exercise save +under compulsion, or walk a mile if I can possibly ride, drive, or +fly. We had covered some twenty miles since leaving home, my feet +seemed cased in divers' boots, my mouth was parched with thirst, and I +was ravenously hungry. + +"Are you sane?" I asked, as I caught him up. + +"As sane as I ever am." + +"Then you will understand my terms. We are going to leave the main +road and walk straight to Langley Station. We are going to take the +first train back to town, and we are...." + +"You can," he interrupted. + +"You will come with me. Don't tell me you have to find Sylvia, because +it will be waste of breath. I have here a six-chambered revolver, +loaded. Unless you come to the station with me, here and now, I shall +empty one chamber into each of your legs. And if any one thinks I'm +murdering you, I shall say I'm in pursuit of a dangerous lunatic. And +when they see you, they'll believe me." + +He looked at me for perhaps half a second, and then walked on. It was, +I suppose, the answer I deserved. + +It came as a surprise to me when he accepted my breakfast proposition +at Slough. I put his assent down to sheer perversity, for I should +have breakfasted in any case. My mind was made up. I would ask him for +the last time to accompany me back to London, and if he refused I +would return to Adelphi Terrace and bed, leaving him to follow the +sun's path till he pitched head-foremost into the Bristol Channel.... + +I breakfasted unwashed, unshaven, dusty, at full length on a sofa in a +private room, simmering with grievance and irritability. + +"_Now_ then," I said, as I lit a cigar, threw the Seraph another, and +turned to a Great Western time-table. + +"I must be getting on," he answered, giving me back my cigar. + +"Just a moment," I said. "Up-trains, Sundays. Up-trains, week-days. +Ten-fifteen. Horses and carriages only. Ten-thirty; that'ull do me. +I'll walk with you as far as the cross-roads." + +I was so angry with myself and him that we parted without a word or +shake of the hand. I watched him striding westward in the direction of +Salt Hill, and carried my temper with me towards the station. The +first twenty yards were covered at a swinging, resolute pace, the +second more slowly. I was still far from the station when an absurd, +irritating sensation of shame brought me to a standstill. Mad, +unreasonable as I knew him to be, the more I thought of the Seraph, +the less I liked the idea of leaving him in his present state. The +sight of a garage, with cars for hire, decided me. I ordered one for +the day, with the option of renewing on the same terms as long as I +wanted it. + +"Take the money while you can get it," I warned the proprietor, with +the petulance of a tired man. "With luck you'll next hear of me from +the inside of a padded cell. Now!" I said to the driver, "listen very +carefully. I'm about as angry as a man can be. Here are two sovereigns +for yourself; take them, and say nothing, whatever language you may +hear me use. I want you to drive along the Bath Road until you see a +young man in a grey tweed suit walking along with his eyes on the +ground. You're to keep him in sight wherever he goes. _He's_ mad, and +_I'm_ mad, and _everybody's_ mad. Follow him, and address a remark to +me at your peril. I've been up all night, I've walked from London to +Slough, and I'm now going to sleep." + +My orders called forth not so much as the lift of an eyebrow. The +difference between eccentricity and madness may be measured in pounds +sterling. A rich man is never mad in England, unless, of course, his +heirs-at-law cast wistful glances at the pounds sterling. In that case +there will be an Inquisition and a report to the Masters.... My driver +left me to slumber undisturbed. + +I slept only in snatches. The car would run a mile, pass the Seraph, +pull up, wait, start forward and stop again. Once I invited him to +come aboard, but he shook his head. I dozed, and dreamed, and woke, +asking the driver what had come of our quarry. + +"He's following, sir," he told me. + +I was struck with an ingenious idea. + +"At the next cross-roads," I said, "turn off to the right or left, +drive a hundred yards and pull up. If he follows, we'll lead him round +in a circle and draw him back to London." + +We shot ahead, turned and waited. In time a dusty figure came in sight +trudging wearily on. At the cross-roads he came for a moment into full +view, and then passed out of sight along the Bath Road without so +much as throwing a glance in the direction of the car. + +"Damn you, damn you, damn you, Seraph!" I said, as I ordered the +driver to start once more in pursuit. + +At Taplow the dragging feet tripped and brought him down. Through a +three-cornered tear in the leg of his trousers I could see blood +flowing freely; his hands were cut and his forehead bruised, but he +once more rejected my offer of a seat in the car. Opposite Skindles he +stumbled again, but recovered himself and tramped on over the bridge, +into Maidenhead, and through the crowded, narrow High Street. +Passers-by stared at the strange, dusty apparition; he was too +absorbed to notice, I too angry to be resentful. + +It was as we mounted Castle Hill and worked forward towards Maidenhead +Thicket that I noticed his pace increasing. A steady four miles an +hour gave way to intermittent spells of running. I heard him panting +as he came alongside the car, and the rays of a July afternoon sun +brought beads of sweat to glisten dustily on his lips and forehead. + +"Wait here," I said to the driver as we came to the fringe of the +Thicket. To our right stretched the straight, white Henley Road; ahead +of us lay Reading and Bath. + +The Seraph trotted up, passed us without a word or look, and stumbled +on towards Reading. + +"Forward!" I said to the driver, and then countermanded my order and +bade him wait. + +Twenty yards ahead of us the Seraph had come to a standstill, and was +casting about like a hound that has overshot the scent. I watched him +pause, and heard the very whimper of a hound at fault. Then he walked +back to the fork of the road, gazed north-west towards Henley, and +stood for a moment on tiptoe with closed eyes, head thrown back and +arms outstretched like a pirouetting dancer. + +I waited for him to fall. I say "waited" advisedly, for I could have +done nothing to save him. I ought to have jumped out, called the +driver to my aid, tied hands and feet, and borne my prisoner back to +London and a madhouse. Throughout the night and morning, well into the +afternoon, I had cursed him for one lunatic and myself for another. My +own madness lay in following him instead of shrugging my shoulders and +leaving him to his fate. His madness ... as I watched the strained +pose of nervous alertness, I wondered whether he was so mad after all. + +With startling suddenness the rigid form relaxed, eyes opened, head +fell forward, arms dropped to the body. He ran fifty yards along the +road, hesitated, plunged blindly through a clump of low gorse bushes, +and fell prone in the middle of a grass ride. + +"Stop where you are!" I called to the driver as I ran down the road +and turned into the bridle-path. + +The Seraph was lying with one foot caught in a tangle of bracken. He +was conscious, but breathed painfully. I helped him upright, supported +him with an arm round the body, and tried to lead him back to the car. + +"This way!" he gasped, pointing down the ride. Half a mile away I +caught sight of a creeper-covered bungalow--picturesque, peaceful, +inanimate, but with its eastern aspect ruined by the presence of a new +corrugated iron shed. I judged it to be a garage by the presence of +green tins of motor spirit. + +"She's there--Sylvia!" he panted, slowly recovering his breath as we +walked down the bridle-path. "Go in and get her. Make them give her +up!" + +I looked at his torn, dusty clothes, his white face and dizzy eyes. At +the fork of the road I had come near to being converted. It was +another matter altogether to invade a strange house and call upon an +unknown householder to yield up the person of a young woman who ought +not to be there, who could only be there by an implied charge of +felonious abduction, who probably was not there, who certainly was not +there.... I am at heart conventional, decorous, sensitive to ridicule. + +"We can't," I said weakly. "It's a strange house; we don't know that +she's there; we might expose ourselves to an action for slander...." + +He walked to the gate of the garden, freed himself from the support of +my arm, and marched up to the front door. I took inglorious cover +behind a walnut-tree and heard him knock. There was a pause. A window +opened and closed; another pause, and the sound of feet approaching. +Then the door opened. + +"I have come for Miss Roden," I heard him say. + +"Roden? Miss Roden? No one of that name lives here." + +The voice was that of a woman, and I tried to catch sight of the face. +I had heard that voice before, or one suspiciously like it. + +"I will give you two minutes to produce Miss Roden." + +The answering voice quivered with sudden indignation. + +"You must be intoxicated. Take your foot out of the door and go away, +or I'll call a man and have you given in charge." + +The voice, rising in shrill, tremulous excitement, would have added +something more, but was silenced by a fit of coughing. I left my +walnut-tree, pushed open the gate, and arrived at the bungalow door +as the coughing ceased and a handkerchief dabbed furtively at a fleck +of bright red froth. + +"Miss Draper, I believe?" I said. + +She looked at me in surprise. + +"That is my name." + +"We met at Miss Davenant's house in Chester Square. Don't apologize +for not remembering me, we were never introduced. I just caught your +name. We have called...." + +"Is this person a friend of yours?" she asked, pointing a contemptuous +finger at the Seraph. + +"He is. We have called for Miss Roden." + +"She is not here." + +"One minute gone," said the Seraph, watch in hand. + +Miss Draper turned her head and called to some one inside the house. I +think the name was "John." + +"I am armed," I warned her. + +She paid no attention. + +"One minute and a half," said the Seraph. + +I put my hand out to cover the watch, and addressed Miss Draper. + +"I don't think you appreciate the strength of our position," I began. +"You are no doubt aware that the office of the _New Militant_ has been +raided; your friend Mrs. Millington has been arrested, and there is a +warrant out against your other friend, Miss Davenant." + +"They haven't caught her," said Miss Draper, defiantly. + +I could almost forgive her when I saw the look of doglike fidelity +that the mention of Joyce's name brought into her eyes. + +"Do you know where she is?" asked the Seraph. + +"I shan't say." + +"I think it probable that you do _not_ know," I answered. "Miss +Davenant is critically ill, and is lying at the present time in my +friend's flat." + +"You expect me to believe that?" + +"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. The flat is already +suspected and watched." + +"Why don't they search it?" + +"Because England is a corrupt country," I said, boldly inventing. "I +have what is called a friend at Court. Miss Davenant's sister--Mrs. +Wylton--is an old friend of mine, and I wish to spare her the pain of +seeing Miss Davenant arrested--in a critical condition--if it can be +avoided. My friend at Court has been persuaded to suspend the issue of +a search-warrant, if Miss Roden and the others are restored to their +families before midnight to-night. I may say in passing that if Miss +Davenant were arrested, tried and imprisoned, it would be no more than +she richly deserved. However, I do not expect you to agree with me. +Out of regard to Mrs. Wylton we have come down here. I need not say +how we found Miss Roden was being kept here----" + +"She is not." + +I sighed resignedly. + +"You wish Miss Davenant to be given up?" + +"You don't know where Miss Davenant is, and I do." + +It was bluff against bluff, but we could go on no longer on the old +lines. I produced my revolver as a guarantee of determination, +pocketed it once more, pushed my way past her as gently as I could, +waited for the Seraph to follow, and then closed the door. + +"I am now going to search the house," I told Miss Draper. "This is +your last chance. Tell me where Miss Roden is, and I will compound a +felony, and let you and every one else in the house escape. Put a +single obstacle in my way, and I will have the lot of you arrested. +Which is it to be?" + +She started to tell me again that Sylvia was not there. I made a step +across the room and saw her cover her face with her hands. The battle +was over. + +"Where is she?" I demanded, thanking God that it has not often been my +lot to fight with women. + +Miss Draper pointed to a door on the left of the hall; the key was in +the lock. + +"No tricks?" I asked. + +She shook her head. + +"You had better make yourself scarce." + +Even as I put my hand to the door she vanished into the back of the +house. I heard the sound of an engine starting, and rushed out to see +if I had even now been outwitted. The garrison was driving out hatless +and coatless, stripped of all honours of war; in the driving-seat sat +my friend the bearded priest of the Orthodox Church, his beard +somewhat awry. Miss Draper was beside him; there was no one else. + +I returned to the hall--where the Seraph was sleeping upright against +the wall--opened the door and entered a darkened room. As my eyes grew +accustomed to the subdued light, I traced the outline of a window, and +drew back the curtains. The sun flooded in, and showed me that I stood +in a bedroom. A table with an untasted meal stood against one wall; by +the other was a camp bedstead. At length on the bed, fully dressed but +blindfolded, gagged, and bound hand and foot, lay Sylvia Roden. + +I cut the cords, tore away the bandages, and watched her rise stiffly +to her feet. Then I shut the door and stood awkwardly at the window, +while she buried her face in her hands and sobbed. + +It was soon over, but she was the better for it. I watched her drink +three tumblers of water and seize a crust of dry bread. It appeared +that she had conducted a hunger-strike of her own for the last +twenty-four hours; and I think she looked it. Her face was white with +the whiteness of a person who has been long confined in a small, dark +room. A bruise over one temple showed that her captors had had to deal +with a woman of metal, and her wrists were chafed and cut with the +pressure of the cords. Worst of all was her change of spirit; the +voice had lost its proud ring of assurance, the dark eyes were +frightened. Sylvia Roden was almost broken. + +"You didn't expect to see me, Sylvia," I said, as I buttered the stale +crusts to make them less unappetizing. + +She shook her head without answering. + +"Did you think no one was ever coming?" + +She looked at me still with the frightened expression in her eyes. + +"No." + +The uncertainty of her tone made me wonder whom she had been +expecting. My question was answered before I could ask it. + +"How did you find me?" + +"The Seraph brought me here." + +Her pale cheeks took on a tinge of colour. + +"Where is he?" she asked. + +"Outside." + +"I must go to him!" she exclaimed, jumping up and then swaying +dizzily. + +I pressed her back into her chair. + +"Wait till you've had some food," I said, "and then I'll bring him +in." + +"But I don't want any more." + +"Sylvia," I said firmly, "if you're not a good girl we shan't rescue +you another time." + +She ate a few slices of bread and butter while I gave her an outline +of our journey down from London. Then we went out into the hall. The +Seraph had collapsed from his upright position, and was lying in a +heap with his head on the floor. I carried him out of the hall and +laid him on the bed in Sylvia's prison. His heart was beating, but he +seemed to have fallen into a deep trance. Sylvia bent down and kissed +the dusty forehead. Then her eyes fell on a faint red mark running +diagonally from one cheek-bone, across the mouth, to the point of the +chin. She had started crying again when I left the room in search of +brandy. + +I stayed away as long as I thought necessary to satisfy myself that +there were no other prisoners in the house. When I came back, the +tears were still wet on her cheeks, and she was bathing his face and +waiting for the eyes to open. + +"Your prison doesn't run to brandy," I told her. "We must get him to +Maidenhead, and I'll give him some there. I've got a car waiting about +half a mile away. Will you look after him while I fetch it?" + +"Don't be long," she said, with an anxious look at the white, still +face. + +"No longer than I can help. Here's a revolver in case any one wants to +abduct either of you. It's loaded, so be careful." + +I placed the revolver on the table and picked up my hat. + +"Sylvia!" I said at the door. + +"Yes?" + +"Can you be trusted to look after him properly?" + +She smiled for the first time since her release from captivity. + +"I think so," she said. Then the voice quavered and she turned away. +"He's rather precious." + +The car was brought to the door, and the driver--who, after all, had +been paid not to be surprised--looked on unemotionally as we carried +the Seraph on board. I occupied an uncomfortable little seat backing +the engine, while Sylvia sat in one corner and the Seraph was propped +up in the other. + +On the way back I was compelled to repeat _in extenso_ the whole story +of our search, from the hour we left Adelphi Terrace to the moment +when Miss Draper bolted with the Orthodox Church priest and I forced +my way into the darkened prison cell. + +Sylvia's face was an interesting study in expression as the narrative +proceeded. + +"But how could he _know_?" she asked in a puzzled tone when I had +ended. "You must explain that. I don't see how it's possible." + +"Madam, I have provided you with a story," I replied in the manner of +Dr. Johnson; "I am not obliged to provide you with a moral." + +As a matter of fact I had reversed the natural order, and given the +moral before the story. The moral was pointed when I drank a friendly +cup of tea in Cadogan Square; the day before she marked his cheek with +its present angry wale. + +Of course, if you point morals before there's a story to hang them +from, you must expect to see them disregarded. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +OR THE OBVIOUS ALTERNATIVE + + "If one puts forward an idea to a true Englishman--always + a rash thing to do--he never dreams of considering + whether the idea is right or wrong. The one thing he + considers of any importance is whether one believes it + oneself.... The inherited stupidity of the race--sound + English common sense...." + + OSCAR WILDE: "The Picture of Dorian Gray." + + +If the Seraph's quest for Sylvia was one of the strangest experiences +of my life, I count our return to London among its pleasantest +memories. Almost before I had time to cut the cords round her wrists +and ankles, I was telling myself that Joyce now lay free from the +menace of an inquisition at Adelphi Terrace. Thursday afternoon. She +had eight days to pick up sufficient strength for Maybury-Reynardson +to say I might smuggle her to Southampton and convey her on board the +S.Y. _Ariel_.... I hope I was not heartless or ungrateful in thinking +more of her than of the white, unconscious boy in front of me; there +was nothing more that I could do, and if there had been, Sylvia would +have forestalled me. + +I count the return a pleasant memory for the light it threw on +Sylvia's character. Passion and pride had faded out of her dark eyes; +I could no longer call her Queen Elizabeth; but she was very tender +and remorseful to the man she had injured. This was the Sylvia of an +Oxford summer evening; I could recognise her from the Seraph's +description. I treasure the memory because it was the only glimpse I +ever caught of this side of her character; when next we met--before +her last parting from the Seraph--she had gone back to the earlier +hard haughtiness, and though I loved Sylvia at all times, I loved her +least when she was regal. + +And lastly I dwell on this memory for the way she talked to me when my +tale was done. It was then she showed me the reverse side of her +relations with the Seraph, and filled in those spaces that the +manuscript narrative in Adelphi Terrace left blank. I remember most of +what she told me; their meetings and conversations, her deepening +interest, rising curiosity, growing attachment.... I had watched the +Sixth Sense as a spectator; she gave me her own curiosity--uneasiness-- +belief and disbelief--ultimate uncertainty. I realised then what it +must have meant to such a girl to find a man who was conscious of her +presence at a distance and could see the workings of her mind before +they were apparent to herself in any definite form. I learned to +appreciate the thrill she must have experienced on discovering a soul +in sympathy with her own restless, volatile, hungry spirit. + +I remember it all, but I will not be guilty of the sacrilege of +committing it to paper. No girl has ever spoken her heart to me as +Sylvia then spoke it; I am not sure that I want to be again admitted +to such confidences. It is all strange, and sad, and unsatisfactory; +but above all it is sacred. Her imprisonment had taken the fire out of +Sylvia's blood; and her meeting with the Seraph had worked on her +emotions. At another time she would have been more reticent. As after +our return from Oxford, I sometimes think we were punished by an +extreme of cold for having been injudiciously admitted to bask in an +extreme of heat. That is the way with the English climate, and with a +certain number of reserved, proud girls who grow up under its +influence.... + +I dropped Sylvia at Cadogan Square without going in, and carried the +Seraph straight back to Adelphi Terrace. Maybury-Reynardson was paying +Joyce an evening visit; the report was satisfactory so far as it went, +but indicated that we must exercise great patience before a complete +cure could be expected. I asked--on a matter of life and +death--whether she could be moved in a week's time. He preferred to +give no opinion, and reminded me that I must not attempt to see or +speak to the patient. Then I turned him over to the Seraph, ordered +myself some dinner, and went to bed. + +In the morning a telephone message informed me that Arthur Roden would +like us both to go round to Cadogan Square. I answered that it was out +of the question so far as the Seraph was concerned; and it was not +till late on the Saturday afternoon that I felt justified in letting +him get out of bed and accompany me. He still looked perilously white +and ill, and though one strain had been removed by the discovery of +Sylvia, and another by the departure of the search-warrant bogey, I +could see no good purpose in his being called in to assist at an +affecting reconciliation, and having to submit to a noisy chorus of +congratulation. + +We were spared both. I suppose I shall never know the true reason for +the reception that awaited us, but I distribute the responsibility in +equal shares between Lady Roden and Nigel Rawnsley. And of course I +have to keep reminding myself that I had been present at the search, +while they were not; that they were plain, matter-of-fact +materialists with a rational cause for every effect, while I--well, I +put myself out of court at once by asking them to believe in an +absurdity called a Sixth Sense. + +I find it hard, however, to forgive Nigel his part in the scene that +followed; so far as I can see he was actuated first by jealousy on +Sylvia's account, secondly by personal venom against the Seraph as a +result of the unauthorised search-party, and lastly by the obstinate +anger of a strong-willed, successful egoist, who has been driven to +dwell even temporarily in the shade of unsuccess. Lady Roden, it must +never be forgotten, had to sink the memory of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, and the quarterings and armorial devices of an entire +Heralds' College, before she could be expected to do justice to a man +like the Seraph. + +We were shown into the library, and found Arthur, Nigel and Philip +seated before us like the Beasts in Revelation. Lady Roden and Sylvia +entered later and sat to one side. There was much bowing and no +hand-shaking. + +The story of the search was already known--Sylvia had told it as soon +as she got home, probably in my own words; and in the first, fine, +careless rapture, I have no doubt she had spoken of the Seraph in the +strain I had heard in the car. If this were the case, Lady Roden's +eyes must have been abruptly and painfully opened. I felt sorry for +her. Rutlandshire Morningtons frowned sour disfavour from the walls at +the possibility of her daughter--with her daughter's faith and +wealth--allying herself with an infidel, unknown, relationless vagrant +like Lambert Aintree. Rationalism in the person of Nigel Rawnsley was +called in to discredit the story of the search and save Sylvia from +squandering herself on a common adventurer. + +"You remember the terms of our agreement last Wednesday?" he began. "I +undertook to suspend application for a search warrant...." + +"If we discovered Sylvia," I said. "Yes?" + +"And my sister Mavis." + +I hope Nigel did not see my jaw drop. Save for the moment when I +looked casually through the other rooms in the Maidenhead bungalow I +had completely forgotten the Mavis stipulation. Every plan and hope I +had cherished in respect of Joyce had been cherished in vain. + +"The time was to expire on Monday, at noon," said the Seraph. + +"Exactly. I thought I would remind you that only half the undertaking +had been carried out. That is all." + +Nigel would make an admirable proctor; he is to the manner born. I had +quite the old feeling of being five shillings the poorer for straying +round the streets of Oxford at night without academical dress. + +I caught the Seraph's eye and made as if to rise. + +"One moment," said Arthur. "There is a good deal more to come." + +I folded my arms resignedly. Any one may lecture me if it amuses him +to do so, but the Seraph ought to have been in bed instead of having +to submit to examination by an old K.C. + +"The question is a good deal wider," Arthur began. "You, Aintree, are +suspected of harbouring at your flat a woman who is wanted by the +police on a most serious charge...." + +"I thought we'd cleared all this up on Wednesday," I said, with an +impatient glance at Nigel. + +"No arrangement you may have made on Wednesday is binding on me." + +"It was binding on your son, who sits on one side of you," I said, +"and on Mr. Nigel Rawnsley, who sits on the other." + +Arthur drew himself up, no doubt unconsciously. + +"As a Minister of the Crown I cannot be a party to any connivance at +crime." + +"Philip and Nigel," I said. "As sons of Ministers of the Crown, I hope +you will take that to heart." + +"What I have to say----" Arthur began. + +"One moment!" I interrupted. "Are you speaking as a Minister of the +Crown or a father of a family? Sylvia's been restored to you as the +result of your son and Nigel conniving at what you hope and believe to +be a crime. You wouldn't have got her back without that immoral +compromise." + +"The flat would have been searched," said Nigel. + +"It was. Paddy and Gartside searched it and declared themselves +satisfied...." + +"They lied." + +"Will you repeat that to Gartside?" I asked invitingly. "I fancy not. +They searched and declared themselves satisfied. I offered to show the +detectives round ten minutes after--by all accounts--this woman ought +to have taken refuge there. Anybody could have searched it if they'd +approached the owner properly." + +He ignored my implied reproof and stuck to his guns. + +"There was a woman there when Gartside said there was not." + +"Gartside only said Miss Davenant wasn't there." + +It was the Seraph speaking, slowly and almost for the first time. His +face flushed crimson as he said it. I could not help looking at +Sylvia; I looked away again quickly. + +"There was _some_ woman there, then?" said Nigel. + +My cue was plain, and I took it. + +"Miss Davenant is the only person whose name is before the house," I +interposed. "Gartside said she was not there. Were you satisfied, +Phil? I thought so. It's no good asking you, Nigel; you won't be +satisfied till you've searched in person, and that you can't do till +after Monday. Every one who agreed to Wednesday's compromise is bound +by it till Monday midday. If after that Nigel _still_ thinks it worth +while to conduct Scotland Yard over the flat, of course we shan't +attempt to stop him. As for any one who was not present or personally +bound by Wednesday's compromise, that is to say, you, Arthur--do you +declare to win by 'Father of a Family' or 'Minister of the Crown'? You +must take one or the other." + +"The two are inseparable," he answered shortly. + +"You must contrive to separate them. If you declare 'Father of a +Family,' you must hold yourself bound by Phil's arrangement. If you +declare 'Minister of the Crown,' you oughtn't to have profited by the +compromise, you oughtn't to have allowed us to restore Sylvia to you. +Common schoolboy honour tells you that. Incidentally, why haven't you +had the flat searched already? As a Minister of the Crown, you +know...." + +If my heart had not been beating so quickly, I should have liked to +study their faces at leisure. The history of the last two days was +written with tolerable clearness. Nigel had told Arthur--and possibly +his own father--the story of his visit to Adelphi Terrace; he had +hinted sufficient to incite one or both to take the matter up +officially. Then Philip had intervened and depicted himself as bound +in honour to take no step until the expiration of the armistice. Their +faces told a pretty tale of "pull devil, pull baker," with Nigel at +the head, Philip at the feet, and Arthur twisting and struggling +between them. + +I had no need to ask why the flat had not yet been searched, but I +repeated my question. + +"And when _are_ you going to search it?" I added. + +Arthur attempted a compromise. + +"If you will give me your word...." he began. + +"Not a bit of it!" I said. "Are you bound or are you not? Sylvia's in +the room to settle any doubts on the subject." + +He yielded after a struggle. + +"I will take no steps to search the flat until after midday on Monday, +provided Mavis is restored by then." + +I made another attempt to rise, but Arthur waved me back into my seat. + +"I have not finished yet. As you point out, Sylvia is in the room. I +wish to know how she got here, and I wish still more to know how she +was ever spirited away in the first instance." + +"I know nothing about the getting away. She may be able to throw light +on that. Hasn't she told you how we found her?" + +"She has given me your version." + +"Then I don't suppose I can add anything to it." + +"You might substitute a story that would hold a little more water." + +"I am afraid I am not naturally inventive." + +"Since when?" + +His tone told me that I had definitely lost Arthur as a friend--which +was regrettable, but if I could play the part of whetstone to his +repartee I was content to see him draw profit from the _debris_ of our +friendship. + +"It is only fair to say that you and Aintree are regarded with a good +deal of suspicion," he went on. "Apart from the question of the +flat...." + +"Not again!" I begged. + +"I have not mentioned the report of the officers who watched Miss +Davenant's house in...." + +"Nigel has," I interrupted. "_Ad nauseam._ My interview was apparently +very different from their report. Suppose we have them in?" + +"They are not in the house." + +"Then hadn't we better leave them out of the discussion? What else are +we suspected of?" + +Arthur traced a pattern on the blotting-pad, and then looked up very +sternly. + +"Complicity with the whole New Militant campaign." + +I turned to the Seraph. + +"This is devilish serious," I said. "Incitement to crime, three +abductions, more in contemplation. I shouldn't have thought it to look +at you. Naughty boy!" + +Arthur was really angry at that. I knew it by his old habit of growing +red behind the ears. + +"You appear to think this is a fit subject for jesting," he burst out. + +"I laugh that I may not weep," I said. "A charge like this is rather +upsetting. Have you bothered about any evidence?" + +"You will find there is perhaps more evidence than you relish. Apart +from your intimacy with Miss Davenant...." + +"She's a very pretty woman," I interrupted. + +"...you have successfully kept one foot in either camp. You were +present when Rawnsley told me of the abduction of Mavis, and added +that the matter was being kept secret. Miss Davenant at once +published an article entitled 'Where is Miss Rawnsley?'" + +"If she really abducted the girl, she'd naturally notice it was being +kept quiet," I objected. + +"On the day after Private Members' time had been appropriated, +Jefferson's boy disappeared; Miss Davenant must have been warned in +time to have her plans laid. She referred to my midland campaign, and +had an accomplice lying in wait for my daughter with a car, the same +day that Rawnsley made his announcement that there would be no autumn +session." + +"You will find all this on the famous Time Table," I reminded him. + +"She got her information from some one who knew the arrangements of +the Government." + +"I'm surprised you continued to know me," I said, and turned to the +Seraph. "It's devilish serious, as I said before, but it seems to be +my funeral." + +Arthur soon undeceived me. + +"You are both equally incriminated. Aintree, is it not the case that +on one occasion in Oxford and another in London, you warned my +daughter that trouble was in store for her?" + +The Seraph had been sitting silent and with closed eyes since his +single intervention. He now opened his eyes and bowed without +speaking. + +"I suggest that you knew an attempt would be made to abduct her?" + +"No." + +"You are quite certain?" + +"Quite." + +"Then why the warning?" + +"I knew trouble was coming; I didn't know she would be abducted." + +"What form of trouble did you anticipate?" + +"No form in particular." + +"Why trouble at all?" + +"I knew it was coming." + +"But how?" + +He hesitated, and then closed his eyes wearily. + +"I don't know." + +Arthur balanced a quill pen between the first fingers of both hands. + +"On Wednesday last your rooms were visited, and the question of a +search-warrant raised. You obtained a promise that the warrant would +not be applied for if my daughter and Miss Rawnsley were restored +within five days. Did you know at that time where they were?" + +"No." + +"When did you find out?" + +"I don't know where Miss Rawnsley is. I didn't know where your +daughter was till we came to the house." + +"We none of us know our hats are in the hall till we look to make +certain," Nigel interrupted; "but you found her?" + +"Yes." + +"No one told you where she was?" Arthur went on. + +"No." + +"Then how did you find her?" + +"I believe she has told you." + +"She has given me Merivale's version. I want yours." + +"I don't know." + +"How did you start?" + +"She's told you. I walked out of the house, and went on till I found +her." + +"How did you know where to look?" + +"I didn't." + +"It was pure coincidence that you should walk some thirty miles, +passing thousands of houses, and walk straight to the right house--a +house you didn't know, a house standing away from any main road? This +was pure coincidence?" + +"I knew she was there." + +"I think you said you didn't know till you got there. Which do you +mean?" + +"I felt sure she _was_ there." + +"You felt that when you left London?" + +"I knew she was in that direction. That's how I found the way." + +"No one had told you where to look?" + +"No." + +"Of the scores of roads out of London, you took just the right one. Of +the millions of houses to the west of London you chose the right one. +You ask me to believe that you walked thirty miles, straight to the +right house, because you knew, because you 'felt' she was there?" + +"I ask you to believe nothing." + +"You make that task quite easy. I suggest that when you were given +five days' grace you went to some person who knew of my daughter's +whereabouts, and got the necessary information?" + +"No." + +Arthur retired from the examination with a smile of +self-congratulation, and Nigel took up the running. + +"Do you know where my sister is?" + +"No." + +"Can you--er--_feel_ where she is?" + +"No." + +"Can you walk from this house and find her?" + +"No." + +"How soon will you be able to do so?" + +With eyes still closed, the Seraph shook his head. + +"Never, unless some one tells me where she is." + +"Is any one likely to, before Monday at noon?" + +"No." + +"Then how do you propose to find her?" + +"I don't." + +"You know the consequences?" + +"Yes." + +Nigel proceeded to model himself on his leader with praiseworthy +fidelity. + +"I suggest that the person who told you where to look for Miss Roden +is no longer available to tell you where to look for my sister?" + +"No one told me where to look for Miss Roden." + +"But you found her, and you can't find my sister?" + +"That is so." + +"You suggest no reason for the difference?" + +For an instant the Seraph opened his eyes and looked across to Sylvia. +Had she wished, she could have saved him, and his eyes said as much. +I, too, looked across and found her watching him with the same +expression that had come over her face when he suggested the +possibility of a woman being hidden in his rooms the previous +Wednesday morning. + +"I suggest no reason," he said at last. + +Nigel's examination closed, and I thought it prudent to ask for a +window to be opened and water brought for the Seraph. Sylvia's eyes +melted in momentary compassion. I walked over and sat beside her at a +discreet distance from her mother. + +"Not worth saving, Sylvia?" I asked. + +A sceptical chin raised itself in the air, but the eyes still believed +in him. + +"How did they get hold of me?" she asked, "and how did he find me? How +_could_ he, if he didn't know all along?" + +"Remember Brandon Court," I said. + +"Why didn't he mention it?" + +I pointed to the Bench. + +"My dear child, look at them! Why not talk higher mathematics to a +boa-constrictor?" + +"If he can't make them believe it, why should I?" + +"Because you _know_." + +"What?" + +"Everything. You know he's in love with you, and you're in love with +him." + +"I'm not!" + +Her voice quivered with passion; there was nothing for it but a bold +stroke. And one risk more or less hardly mattered. + +"Can you keep a secret, Sylvia?" + +"It depends." + +"No. Absolutely?" + +"All right." + +I lowered my voice to a whisper. + +"There _was_ a woman in his rooms last Wednesday, and she is the woman +I am engaged to marry." + +Her look of scorn was caused less by concern for my morals than by +pity for my simplicity in thinking she would believe such a story. + +"I don't believe it." + +"You must. It's your last chance. If you let him go now, you'll lose +him for ever, and I'm not going to let you blight your life and his, +if I can stop it. You must make up your mind now. Do you believe me?" + +Her expression of scorn had vanished and given place to one of painful +perplexity. + +"I'm not...." + +"Do you believe me, Sylvia?" + +She hesitated in an agony of indecision, until the moment was lost. +The water had arrived, and Arthur was dismissing me from the Presence. + +"You're not going to arrest us, then?" I said. + +"I reserve perfect freedom of action," he answered, in the Front Bench +manner. + +"Quite right," I said. "I only wish you'd reserved the inquisition +till this boy was in a better state to receive it. Would it interfere +with your liberty of action if I asked you to say a word of thanks +either to Aintree, myself, or both? I believe it is usual when a man +loses his daughter and has her restored to him." + +A few minutes more would have tried my temper. Arthur sat down again +at his table, opened a drawer, and took out a cheque-book. + +"According to your story it was Aintree who was chiefly instrumental +in making the discovery?" + +"That was the lie we agreed on," I said. + +Arthur wrote a cheque for two thousand pounds, and handed it to the +Seraph with the words-- + +"That, I think, clears all obligations between us." + +"Except that of manners," I exclaimed. "The House of Commons----" + +But he had rung the bell, and was tidying his papers into neat, +superfluous bundles. + +Philip had the courage to shake me by the hand and say he hoped to see +me again soon. I am not sufficiently cynical to say it was prompted by +the reflection that Gladys was my niece, because he was every whit as +cordial to the Seraph. + +I shook hands with Sylvia, and found her watching the Seraph fold and +pocket the two thousand pound cheque. + +"He's taking it!" she said. + +"Your father should have been ashamed to make the offer. It serves him +right if his offer's accepted. Don't blame the Seraph. If Nigel and +your father proceed on the lines they've gone on this afternoon, one +or both of us will have to cut the country. The Seraph's not made of +money; he'll want all he can lay hands on. Now then, Sylvia, it's two +lives you're playing with." + +She had not yet made up her mind, and indecision chilled the warmth of +her eyes and the smile on her lips. I watched the effort, and wondered +if it would suffice for the Seraph. Then question and answer told +their tale. + +"When shall we see you again?" I heard her ask as I walked to the +door. + +"I can hardly say," came the low reply. "I'm leaving England shortly. +I shall go across India, and spend some time in Japan--and then visit +the Islands of the South Seas. It's a thing I've always wanted to do. +After that? I don't know...." + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY + + "The instant he entered the room it was plain that all + was lost.... + + "'I cannot find it,' said he, 'and I must have it. Where + is it?... Where is my bench?... Time presses; and I must + finish those shoes.' + + "They looked at one another, and their hearts died within + them. + + "'Come, come!' said he, in a whimpering miserable way: + 'let me get to work. Give me my work.' + + "...Carton was the first to speak: + + "'The last chance is gone: it was not much....'" + + CHARLES DICKENS: "A Tale of Two Cities." + + +As I helped the Seraph out of the house and into a taxi, I was trying +to string together a few words of sympathy and encouragement. Then I +looked at his face, and decided to save my breath. Physically and +mentally he was too hard hit to profit by any consolation I could +offer. As a clumsy symbol of good intention I held out my hand, and +had it gripped and retained till we reached Adelphi Terrace. + +"Never mind me," he said, in a slow, sing-song voice, hesitating like +a man speaking an unfamiliar language. "It's you and Joyce we've got +to consider." + +"Don't worry your head, Seraph," I said. "We'll find a way out. You've +got to be quiet and get well." + +"But what are you going to do?" + +"I've no idea," I answered blankly. + +The Seraph sighed and lifted his feet wearily on to the seat opposite. + +"You played that last hand well, Toby. I'm afraid you'll have to go on +playing without any support from me. I'm dummy, I'm only good for two +possible tricks." + +I waited to see the hand exposed. + +"I can't find Mavis," he went on. "You see that?" + +"I do." + +"You must ask Joyce to tell you. She spoke a few words this morning, +and she's getting stronger. If she refuses ... but she won't if you +ask her." + +"If she does?" + +"You must go on bluffing Nigel. He doesn't know who's in the flat, and +old Roden doesn't know either. They'd have searched three days ago, +they'd have arrested us to-day on suspicion if they hadn't been afraid +of making fools of themselves. Keep bluffing, Toby. The keener you are +to get the search over and done with, the more they'll be afraid of a +mare's nest." The words trailed off in a sigh. "If there's anything I +can do I'll do it, but I'm afraid you'll find me pretty useless." + +"You're going quietly to bed for forty-eight hours," I told him. + +He raised no protest, and I heard him murmur, "Saturday night. Sunday +night. Monday night. It'll be all over then, one way or the other." + +On reaching the flat I carried him upstairs, ordered some soup, and +smoked a cigarette in the hall. Maybury-Reynardson was completing his +evening inspection, and when he came out I asked for the bulletin. + +"It's in the right direction," he told me, "but very, very slow. The +mind's working back to normal whenever she wakes, and she's been +talking a little. I'm afraid you must go on being patient." + +"Could she answer a question?" + +"You mustn't ask any." + +"I'm afraid it's absolutely necessary." + +"What d'you want to know?" + +"The police will search this flat on Monday if we don't find out +before then where Miss Rawnsley was taken to when she disappeared." + +Maybury-Reynardson shook his head. + +"You mustn't think of bothering her with questions of that kind. If +you did, I don't suppose she could help you." + +"But you said the mind was normal?" + +"Working back to normal. Everything's there, but she can't put it in +order. The memory larder is full, but her hands are too weak to lift +things down from the shelves." + +"It's a matter of life and death," I urged. + +"If it was a matter of eternal salvation I doubt if she could help +you. Do you dream? Well, could you piece together the fragments of all +you dreamt last night? You might have done so a moment after waking, +little pieces may come back to you when some one suggests the right +train of thought. That's Miss Davenant's condition. To change the +parallel, her eyes can see, but they see 'through a glass darkly.'" + +I thought the matter over while he was examining and prescribing for +the Seraph. + +"We're in a tight corner, Seraph," I said when he had gone. "I don't +see any other way out, I'm going to take the responsibility of +disobeying him." + +He offered no suggestion, and I walked to the door of Joyce's room and +put my fingers to the handle. Then I came back and made him open his +eyes and listen to me. + +"I'll take the blame," I said; "but will you see if you can make her +understand? She's known you longer." + +It was not the true reason. When I reached the door I was smitten with +the fear that she would not recognise me, and my nerve failed. + +We explained our intentions to a reluctant nurse; I fidgeted outside +in the hall and heard the Seraph walk up to the bedside and ask Joyce +how she was. + +"I'm better, thanks," she answered. "Let me see, do I know you?" There +was a weak laugh. "I should like to be friends with you, you've got +such nice eyes." + +The Seraph took her hand and asked if she knew any one named Mavis +Rawnsley. + +"Oh, yes, I know her. Her father's the Prime Minister. Mavis, yes, I +know her." + +"Do you know where she is?" + +"Mavis Rawnsley? She was at the theatre last night. What theatre was +it? She was in the stalls, and I was in a box. Who else was there? +Were you? She was with her mother. Where is she now? Yes, I know Miss +Rawnsley well." + +"Do you know where she is now?" + +"I expect she's at the theatre." + +She closed her eyes, and the Seraph came back to the door, shaking his +head. I tiptoed into the room, looked round the screen and watched +Joyce smiling in her sleep. As I looked, her eyes opened and met mine. + +"Why, I know you!" she exclaimed. "You're my husband. You took me to +the theatre last night, when we saw Mavis Rawnsley. We were in a box, +and she was in the stalls. Some one wanted to know where Mavis was. +Tell them we saw her at the theatre, will you?" + +She held out her hand to me; I bent down, kissed her forehead, and +crept out of the room. The Seraph was lying on the bed we had made up +for him in my room. I helped him to undress, and retired to the +library with a cigar--to forget Joyce and plan the bluffing of Nigel. + +My first act was to get into communication with Paddy Culling on the +telephone. + +"Will you do me another favour?" I began. "Well, it's this. I want you +to get hold of Nigel and take him to lunch or dine to-morrow--Sunday--at +the Club. Let me know which, and the time. When you've finished eating, +lead him away to a quiet corner--the North Smoking Room or the +Strangers' Card Room. Hold him in conversation till I come. I shall +drop in accidentally, and start pulling his leg. You can help, but do +it in moderation; we mustn't make him savage--only uncomfortable. You +understand? Right." + +Then I went to bed. + +On Sunday morning I started out in the direction of Chester Square, +and made two discoveries on the way. The first was that our house was +being unceasingly watched by a tall Yorkshireman in plain clothes and +regulation boots; the second, that the Yorkshireman was in his turn +being intermittently watched by Nigel Rawnsley. His opinion of the +Criminal Investigation Department must have been as low--if not as +kindly--as my own. On two more occasions that day I found him engaged +on a flying visit of inspection--to keep Scotland Yard up to the +Rawnsley mark and answer the eternal question that Juvenal propounded +and Michael Roden amended for his own benefit and mine at Henley. + +Elsie received me with anxious enquiries after her sister. I gave a +full report, propounded my plan of campaign, and was rewarded by being +shown the extensive and beautiful contents of her wardrobe. I should +never have believed one woman could accumulate so many clothes; there +seemed a dress for every day and evening of the year, and she could +have worn a fresh hat each hour without repeating herself. My own rule +is to have one suit I can wear in a bad light, and four that I cannot. +With hats the practice is even simpler; I flaunt a new one until it is +stolen, and then wear the changeling until a substitute of even +greater seediness has been supplied. My instincts are conservative, +and my hats more symbolical than decorative; for me they typify the +great, sad law that every change is a change for the worse. + +My only complaint against Elsie was that her wardrobe contained too +much of what university authorities would call the "subfuse" element. +The most conspicuous garments I could find were a white coat and +skirt, white stockings and shoes, black hat and veil, and heliotrope +dust coat. I am no judge whether they looked well in combination, but +I challenge the purblind to say they were inconspicuous. To my eyes +the _tout ensemble_ was so striking that I laid them on a chair and +gazed in wondering admiration until it was time to call up Gartside +and warn him that I stood in need of luncheon. + +Carlton House Terrace had a depressing, derelict appearance that +foreboded the departure of its lord. All the favourite pictures and +ornaments seemed to have been stowed away in preparation for India, +neat piles of books were distributed about the library floor, and +every scrap of paper seemed to have been tidied into a drawer. We sat +down a pleasant party of three, and I made the acquaintance of +Gartside's cousin and aide-de-camp, Lord Raymond Sturling. An +agreeable fellow he seemed, who put himself and his services entirely +at my disposal in the event of my deciding to come for a part or all +of the way. I could only avail myself of his offer to the extent of +sending him to see if Mountjoy's villa at Rimini was still in the +market, and if so what his figure was for giving me immediate +possession. + +Gartside himself was as hospitable as ever in offering me every +available inch on the yacht for the accommodation of myself and any +friends I might care to bring with me. I ran through the list and +found myself wondering if Maybury-Reynardson could be persuaded to +come. I had hardly known him long enough to call him a friend, but he +had gone out of his way to oblige me in coming to attend Joyce, and on +general principles I think most big London practitioners are the +better for a few days at sea at the close of the London season. + +I called round in Cavendish Square for a cup of tea, and told him he +was pulled down and in need of a change. + +"Look at the good it did my brother," I said. "Just to Marseilles and +back. Or if you'll come to Genoa and overland to Rimini, I shall be +very glad to put you up for as long as you can stay. It's Gartside's +own yacht, and I'm authorised by him to invite whom I please. He's a +capital host, and you'll be done to a turn. The only fault I have to +find with his arrangements is that he carries no doctor, and I'm +sufficiently middle-aged to be fussy on a point like that. Anybody +taken ill, you know, anybody coming on board ill, and it would be +devilish awkward. I shall insist on a doctor. He'll be Gartside's +guest, but I shall pay his fees, of course, and he can name his own +figure. What do you think of the idea? We shall be to all intents and +purposes a bachelor party." + +When Maybury-Reynardson's name was first mentioned to me on the +evening of Joyce's flight, the Seraph had justly described him as a +"sportsman." Under the grave official mask I could see a twinkling eye +and a flickering smile. + +"It depends on one case of nervous breakdown that I've got on hand at +present," he said. "If my patient's well enough...." + +"She's got to be," I said. + +"When do you sail?" + +"Friday." + +"You can't make it later?" + +"Absolutely impossible." + +"This is Sunday. I'll tell you when we're a little nearer the day." + +"She must be moved on Thursday afternoon." + +"Must? Must?" he repeated with a smile. "Whose patient is she?" + +"Whose wife's she going to be?" I asked in my turn. + +"I suppose it'll be pretty hot," he said. "First week in August. I +must get some thin clothes." + +"Include them in the fee," I suggested. + +"Damn the fee!" he answered, as we walked to the door. + +Paddy Culling had arranged to give Nigel his dinner at eight. I had +comfortable time to dress and dine at Adelphi Terrace, and nine-thirty +found me wandering round the Club in search of company. + +"Praise heaven for the sight of a friendly face!" I exclaimed as I +stumbled across Paddy and Nigel in the North Smoking Room. + +"Where was ut ye dined?" asked Paddy, as I pulled up a chair and rang +for cigars. To a practised ear his brogue was an eloquent war signal. + +"In the sick-house," I told him, "Adelphi Terrace." + +"Is ut catching?" he inquired. "It's not for my own self I'm asking, +but Nigel here. I owe ut to empire and postherity to see he runs no +risks." + +I reassured him on the score of posterity. + +"He's just knocked up and over-tired," I said, "and I'm keeping him in +bed till Wednesday or Thursday." + +"Then he'll not be walking ye into the Lake District to find Miss +Mavis for the present," Paddy observed with an eye on Nigel. + +"He'll be walking nowhere till Wednesday at earliest," I said with +great determination. + +Paddy cut a cigar, and assumed an air of dissatisfaction. + +"I'd have ye remember the days of grace," he grumbled. + +I shrugged my shoulders without answering. + +"Where's me pound of flesh?" he demanded. "Manin' no disrispec' to +Miss Mavis," he added apologetically to Nigel. + +"I'm afraid I can't help you to find her," I said. + +"Can the Seraph?" + +"I don't suppose so. In any case he can do nothing for the present." + +Paddy returned to his cigar and we smoked in silence till Nigel picked +up the threads where they had been dropped. + +"You say Aintree's ill," he began cautiously. "If I were disposed to +regard the time of illness as so many _dies non_, would he be in a +position to find my sister by the end of the week?" + +"Frankly, I see no likelihood." + +"It's an extra five days." + +"What good can they do? Or five weeks for that matter?" + +"You should know best." + +"I have no more idea where your sister is than you have, and no better +means of finding out." + +"And Aintree?" + +"In speaking for myself, I spoke for him. If he knew or had any means +of finding out he'd tell me." + +Paddy flicked the ash off his cigar and entered the firing line. + +"When the days of grace have expired, ye'll have yer contract +unfulfilled?" + +"And we shall be prepared to face the consequences." + +"Och, yer be damned! Is the Seraph?" + +"He can't help himself." I had sowed sufficient good seed and saw no +profit in staying longer. "I shall see you both to-morrow at noon?" + +"Not me," said Paddy. "I've searched the place once." + +"You, Nigel?" + +"If I think fit," he answered loftily. + +"I only ask, because you mustn't worry the Seraph. You can search his +rooms, but you mustn't try to cross-question him. He's not equal to +it." + +"I think you'd be wise to accept the extension of time." + +"My dear man, what's the good? If we can't find your sister, we can't. +Saturday's no better than Monday. As Monday was the original time, +you'd better stick to it and get your search over." + +"If Aintree's ill...." + +"Humbug! Nigel," I said. "If you believe we're harbouring a criminal, +it's your duty to verify your belief. If you think you can teach +Scotland Yard its business, bring your detectives and prove your +superior wisdom. Bring 'em to-morrow; bring 'em to-night if you like, +and as many as you can get. The more there are," I said, turning at +the door to fire a last shot, "the more voices will be raised in +thanksgiving for Nigel Rawnsley." + +The following morning I just mentioned to the Seraph that we need +expect no search-party that day, and then went on to complete certain +other arrangements. Raymond Sturling called in on the Tuesday morning +to report his success in the negotiations for Mountjoy's villa at +Rimini. I rang up my solicitor and told him to conclude all +formalities, and on the Wednesday afternoon dropped in at Carlton +House Terrace, and mentioned that Maybury-Reynardson had cleared up +odds and ends of work and felt justified in accepting my vicarious +invitation to accompany the Governor of Bombay as far as Genoa. On +Thursday I called at Chester Square. + +Elsie's car was standing at the door when I arrived, and she had paid +me the compliment of putting on all the clothes I had most admired on +the previous Sunday. Very slim and pretty she looked in the white coat +and skirt, and when she smiled I could almost have said it was Joyce. +The face was older, of course, but that difference was masked when she +dropped the black veil; the slight figure and fine golden hair might +have belonged to either sister. + +I complimented her on her appearance, and suggested driving round to +Adelphi Terrace. The Seraph was still rather weak and in need of +attention, and though I had two nurses in the flat to look after +Joyce, they would not be there for ever. As we crossed Trafalgar +Square into the Strand I recommended Elsie to raise her veil. + +"Just as I thought," I murmured as we entered Adelphi Terrace. My +plain-clothes Yorkshireman was watching the house from the opposite +side of the road; Nigel was watching my plain-clothes Yorkshireman +from the corner of the Terrace. + +"Bow to him," I said to Elsie. "He may not deign to recognise you, but +he can't help seeing you. Quite good! Now then, remember that sprained +ankle!" + +With a footman on one side and myself on the other, she was half +carried out of the car, across the pavement and into the house. The +ankle grew miraculously better when she forgot herself, and started to +run upstairs; I date its recovery from the moment when we passed out +of my Yorkshire friend's field of vision. + +I said good-bye to the Seraph while Elsie was in Joyce's room. I never +waste vain tears over the past, but when I saw him for the last time, +weak, suffering and heart-broken--two large blue eyes gazing at me out +of a white immobile face--I half regretted we had ever met, and +heartily wished our parting had been different. Ill as he was, I could +have taken him; but it would have been an added risk, and above all, +he refused to come. As at our first meeting in Morocco, he was setting +out solitary and unfriended--to forget.... + +Despite our dress-rehearsal the previous day, an hour had passed +before Joyce appeared in the white coat and skirt, black hat and +heliotrope dust-coat. She greeted me with a weak, pathetic little +smile, bent over the Seraph's bed and kissed him, and then suffered me +to carry her downstairs. As in bringing Elsie into the house, the +footman and I took each an arm, across the pavement into the car. My +Yorkshire friend watched us with interest, and I could not find it in +my heart to grudge him the pleasure. He must have found little enough +padding to fill out the spaces in his daily report. And all that his +present scrutiny told him was that a woman's veil was up when she +entered a house, and down when she left it. + +We drove north-west out of London, to the rendezvous fixed by Raymond +Sturling on the outskirts of Hendon. Maybury-Reynardson awaited us, +and directed operations while we shifted Joyce into a car with a couch +already prepared. Her luggage had been brought from Chester Square in +the morning and was piled on the roof and at the back. + +"A _mariage de convenance_," Sturling remarked with a smile, as he saw +me inspecting the labels. + +"Lady Raymond Sturling. S.Y. _Ariel_, Southampton," was the name and +destination I found written. + +"It may save trouble," he added apologetically. "I thought you +wouldn't mind." + +His foresight was justified. We drove slowly down to Southampton and +arrived an hour before sunset, Joyce in one car with Maybury-Reynardson, +Sturling with me in the other. I had anticipated that all ports and +railway termini would be watched for a woman of Joyce's age and figure, +and we were not allowed to board the tender without a challenge. + +"My wife," Sturling explained brusquely. "Yes, be as quick as you can, +please. I want to get her on board as soon as possible. +Sturling--aide-de-camp to Lord Gartside, to Bombay by his own yacht. +There she is, the _Ariel_, sailing to-morrow. These gentlemen? Mr. +Merivale and Dr. Maybury-Reynardson. Friends of Lord Gartside. That +all?" + +"All in order, my lord." + +"Right away." + +As the tender steamed out I turned to mark the graceful lines of the +_Ariel_. She was a clean, pretty boat at all times, and when I thought +of the service she was doing two of her passengers, I could have +kissed every plank of her white decks. Her mainmast flew the burgee of +the R.Y.S., and the White Ensign fluttered at her stern; I remember +the official reports had announced that the new governor would proceed +direct to Bombay, calling only at Suez to coal. The Turkish flag +flying at the foremast showed that Gartside was taking no steps to +correct a popular delusion. + +"Lady Raymond Sturling's" nurses arrived by an early train on Friday +morning, followed at noon by Gartside in a special. We sailed at +three. Paddy Culling sent wireless messages at four, four-thirty and +five: "Sursum corda" was the first; "Keep your tails up" the second; +and "Haste to the Wedding" completed the series. + +I was not comfortable until we had passed out of territorial waters. +Any one nurse may leave her patient and walk abroad in search of air +and exercise: the second must not quit the house till the first has +returned. I remembered that too late, when our two friends were +already on board; and until I heard the anchor weighed, I was +wondering if the same thought had stirred the sluggish imagination of +the plain-clothes Yorkshireman. Whatever his suspicions, it appears +that he did not succeed in making them real to Nigel. If he had there +would have been no undignified raid on Adelphi Terrace next morning, +and the feelings of one rising young statesman need not have been +ruffled. + +While Maybury-Reynardson was paying Joyce his nightly visit, I paced +the deck with Gartside, silently and in grateful enjoyment of a cigar. +As the light at the Needles dwindled and vanished, we became as +reflective as befitted one man who was leaving England for several +years, and another who had left her for ever. It was not till we had +tramped a dozen times up and down that he broke his long silence. + +"How did you find Sylvia?" he asked in a tone that showed how his +thoughts had been occupied. + +I told him the story as she herself had heard it, adding as much of +the earlier history as was necessary to convince him. + +"Perhaps I'm not leaving so much behind after all," was his comment. +"Good luck to the Seraph! He's a nice boy." + +"He'll need all the luck he can get," I answered. "You'll get oil and +water to mingle quicker than you'll bring those two together. Tell me +how it's to be done, Gartside, and you'll put the coping-stone on all +your labours." + +In the darkness I heard him sigh. + +"I can't help you. I'm not a diplomatist, I'm just a lumpy, +good-tempered ox. Sylvia saw that, bless her! Poor Paddy!" he added +softly. "He's as fond of her as we any of us were." + +I mentioned the trinity of wireless messages. + +"That's like Paddy," he said with a laugh. "Well, he's right. You're +the only one that's come out on top, and good wishes to you for the +future!" + +We shook hands and strolled in the direction of our cabins. + +"You don't want thanks," I said, "but if you do you know where to come +for them." + +"Oh well!" I heard him laugh, but there was no laughter in his eyes +when the light of the chart-room lamp fell on his face. "If I can't +get what I want, there's some satisfaction in helping a friend to get +what _he_ wants." + +"I'll have that copied out and hung on my shaving-glass," I said. "I +shall want that text during the next few months." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"I'm going to bring Sylvia and the Seraph together," I answered in the +same tone I had told Joyce I was going to break the Militant Suffrage +movement. + +"And how are you going to do that?" + +"God knows!" I replied with a woeful shake of the head. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE RAID + + "I can see you flying before the laughter like ... + tremulous leaves before the wind, and the laughter will + pursue you to Paris, where they'll make little songs + about you on the boulevards, and the Riviera, where + they'll sell your photographs on picture postcards. I can + see you fleeing across the Atlantic to ... the immensity + of America, and there the Yellow Press, pea-green with + frenzy, will pile column of ridicule upon column of + invective. Oh, ... do you think it isn't worth while to + endure six months' hard labour to amuse the world so + profoundly?" + + W.S. MAUGHAM: "Jack Straw." + + +The appropriate milieu for Individualism is a desert island inhabited +by the Individualist. + +Another or others may have expressed the same sentiment in earlier and +better language: I have become attached to my own form by use and +habit. The words rise automatically to my lips whenever I think of the +Davenant women; of Elsie and her obstinate, ill-advised marriage, her +efforts to regain freedom, the desperate stroke that gave her divorce +in exchange for reputation, her gallant unyielding attempt to win that +reputation back.... Or maybe I find myself thinking of Joyce and her +loyal long devotion to a cause that lost her friends and money, gained +her hatred and contempt, and threatened her ultimately with illness, +imprisonment and--well, I prefer not to dwell on the risks she was +calling down on her foolish young head. + +It was a courageous, forlorn-hope individualism--the kind that sets +your blood tingling and perhaps raises an obstinate lump in your +throat--but it was wasteful, sadly wasteful. I remember the night +Elsie joined us at Rimini. I met her at the station, escorted her to +the Villa Monreale, led her to Joyce's bedroom, watched them meet and +kiss.... "Gods of my fathers," I murmured, "what have you won, the +pair of you, for all your courage and endurance?" + +The individualism showed its most impracticable angularity when you +tried to force it into a cooperative, well-disciplined scheme like our +escape from England. Sometimes I marvel that we ever got away at all; +You could count on Gartside and Sturling, Maybury-Reynardson and the +nurses, Culling and the Seraph; they were not individualists. It was +no small achievement to make Joyce and Elsie answer to the word of +command. Do I libel poor Joyce in saying she would have proved more +troublesome had her head ached less savagely and her whole body been +less weak? I think not. Elsie certainly showed me that the moment my +grip slackened she was bound by her very nature to take the bit +between her teeth and bolt to the cliff-edge of disaster. + +I blame her no more than I blame a dipsomaniac; I bear her no ill-will +for causing the one miscarriage in my plans. I am not piqued or +chagrined--only sorrowful. Had she obeyed orders, we might have seen +her spared the final humiliation, the last stultification of her +campaign to win a reputation. + +When I called Gartside to witness my intention of moving heaven and +earth to bring Sylvia and the Seraph into communication, I did not +mention that I had already taken the first step. We sailed on Friday +at three, and at three-thirty Culling was to post a letter I had +written to Sylvia. I have no natural eloquence or powers of +persuasion, but I did go down on my knees, so to say, and implore her +again not to let two lives be ruined if she had it in her power to +avert catastrophe. Only a little sacrifice of pride was demanded, but +she must unbend further than at their last meeting if she was to +overcome the Seraph's curious bent of self-depreciation. + +Then I frankly worked on her feelings and described the Seraph's +condition when we left Adelphi Terrace. His nerves had broken down +during the anxious days before her disappearance; and the strain of +finding her, the disappointment of her reception after the event, and +the day by day worry of having Joyce in the house and never knowing +when to expect a search-warrant or an arrest, had proved far too great +a burden for his overwrought, sensitive, highly-strung nature. + +I said it was no more than common humanity for her to see how he was +getting on, and made no bones of telling her how bad I thought him. +Elsie was due to slip out of Adelphi Terrace on the Friday evening, +catch the nine o'clock boat train to Calais, run direct to the villa +at Rimini and make all ready for our arrival. I make no secret of the +fact that when I wrote to Sylvia I was not at all relishing the idea +of the Seraph lying there with no one but the housekeeper and her +husband to look after him. + +Perhaps Elsie too did not care for that prospect, perhaps she speaks +no more than the truth in saying he grew gradually worse after our +departure, perhaps her pent-up individualism was seeking a riotous, +undisciplined outlet. Nine o'clock came and went without bringing her +a step nearer the Continental boat train. At ten she was still sitting +by his bedside, at twelve she had to watch and listen as he began to +grow light-headed. Not until eight on the Saturday morning did she +steal away to her sister's deserted room and lie down for a few hours' +sleep. By that time she had called in her own doctor, veronal had been +administered, and the Seraph had sunk into a heavy trance-like +slumber. + +He was still sleeping at noon when Sylvia arrived in obedience to my +letter. Her coming was characteristic. As soon as she had decided to +swallow her own pride, she summoned witnesses to be spectators of what +she was doing. Sylvia could never be furtive or other than frank and +courageous; she told her mother that she was going immediately to +Adelphi Terrace and going alone. + +Opposition was inevitable, but she disregarded it. Lady Roden forbade +her going, reminding her--I have no doubt--of Rutlandshire +Morningtons, common respectability, and the Seraph's entire +unworthiness. I can picture Sylvia standing with one foot impatiently +tapping the floor, otherwise unmoved, unangered, calm and intensely +resolute. The homily ended--as is the way of most sermons--when her +mother had marshalled all arguments, reviewed, dismissed, assembled +and reinspected them a second and third time. Then Sylvia put on her +hat, called at a florist's on the way, and presented herself at +Adelphi Terrace. + +The Seraph's man opened the bedroom door and came back to report that +the patient was still sleeping. + +"I've brought him some flowers," she said. "I suppose it's no good +waiting? You can't say how soon he's likely to wake up?" + +Something in her tone suggested that she would like to wait, and the +man showed her into the library, provided her with papers, and +withdrew to answer a second ring at the front door bell. + +Sylvia was still wandering round the room, glancing at the pictures +and reading the titles of the books, when her attention was attracted +by the sound of men's voices raised in altercation. Some one appeared +to be forcing an entry which the butler was loyally trying to oppose. + +"Here's the warrant," said a voice, "properly signed, all in order. If +you interfere with these officers in the discharge of their duty, you +do so at your own risk." + +Sylvia listened with astonishment that changed quickly to alarm. The +voice was that of Nigel Rawnsley, speaking as one having authority. + +"One of you stay here," he went on, "and see that nobody leaves the +flat. The other come with me. Take the library first." + +The door opened, and for an amazed moment Nigel stood staring at the +library's sole occupant. + +"Sylvia!" he exclaimed. "What on earth brings you here?" + +His tone so resembled her mother's that all Sylvia's latent opposition +and obstinacy were called into play. + +"Have you any objection to my being here?" she asked. + +He shrugged his shoulders. + +"It was rather a surprise." + +"As I don't always warn you beforehand, I'm afraid a good many things +I do must come as a surprise to you." + +"And to yourself?" + +"You must explain that." + +"Surely no explanation is needed?" + +"No explanation is wanted. We can start level, and I needn't bother to +explain my presence here." + +Nigel hastened to welcome a seeming ally. + +"I imagine Aintree could supply that," he said. + +She drew herself suddenly erect in a pose that demanded his right to +use such words. The vindictiveness of his tone and the jealousy of his +expression warned her that the Seraph lay in formidable peril. + +"I want to find what Aintree and his friends have done to my sister, +and I suppose you have a little account to settle with him in respect +of an uncomfortable few days you lately spent at Maidenhead." + +"Do you imagine he had any hand in that?" she asked contemptuously. + +"He knew where to look for you," was the significant answer, "and he +found that out from the woman he's been hiding in these rooms. As it's +too much trouble for him to find out where my sister is, I've called +to gain that information from the lady herself." + +"What are you going to do?" + +"Search the flat." + +"And if she isn't here?" + +"She _was_." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Oh, I admit I didn't see her. It may have been any one. But there's a +very strong probability, and I'm going on that." + +"And if there's no one here now?" + +"She must have got away." + +"Yes, I think I could have worked that out for myself." + +"What d'you mean?" + +"What are you going to do if you find no one?" + +"If there's no woman now, the woman who got away was Miss Davenant. If +Aintree has been harbouring Miss Davenant...." He paused delicately. + +"Well?" + +"I'm afraid he'll have some difficulty in persuading a judge not to +sentence him to a considerable term of imprisonment." + +"You'll have him arrested?" + +"That is one of the regrettable but necessary preliminaries. _I_ +shan't do anything." + +"Except rub your hands?" she taunted. + +"Not even that," he answered with supercilious patience. Then, seeing +no profit in pursuing his conversation with Sylvia, he raised his +voice to summon the detectives into the library. "We'll take this room +first," he told her, "and then leave you undisturbed." + +The detectives did not answer his summons immediately and he turned to +fetch them from the hall. As he did so Sylvia saw him start with +surprise. Two paces behind them, an unseen auditor of their +conversation, stood Elsie Wylton. With a slight bow to Sylvia she +entered the library and in the Seraph's interests requested Nigel to +carry out his search as quickly and silently as possible. + +"He's sleeping now," she said, "but he's been awake most of the night, +so please don't disturb him. If you'll search the other rooms, I'll +stay here and talk to Miss Roden." + +Nigel retired with a nicely blended expression of amazement, +humiliation and menace. As the ring of his footsteps grew gradually +fainter, Elsie turned to Sylvia with outstretched hands. + +"I'm so glad you've come," she began. "I was afraid...." + +"How long has he been ill?" interrupted Sylvia in a voice of stern +authority. + +"It's some time now...." + +"And how long have you been here?" + +There was an unmistakable challenge in her tone. Elsie's thoughts had +been so much concerned with the Seraph, her mind was so braced in +readiness to meet Nigel's attack, that for the moment her own share in +the quarrel with Sylvia was forgotten. The library door stood open; +outside in the hall the amateur detective was directing operations. + +"Some time," she answered with studied vagueness. + +The simmering suspicions of eight ambiguous weeks were brought to +boiling point in Sylvia's mind. + +"How long?" she repeated. + +Elsie leaned forward, a finger to her lips; before she could speak, +the hall was filled with the creak of heavy boots and Nigel appeared +in the doorway. + +"She's not here," he announced. + +"Who were you looking for?" Elsie inquired, masking her impatience at +his untimely return. + +"Your sister." + +"Oh, I could have told you that." + +"She _was_ here." + +"Was she? What a pity you didn't come sooner! Why, Mr. Merivale +invited you on Sunday, he told me. When he met you at your Club. I'm +afraid you and the--er--gentleman outside have had your journey in +vain." + +Nigel's face flushed at the taunt and a certain uncomfortable prospect +of polite criticism from the Criminal Investigation Department he had +undertaken to educate. + +"Not altogether," he said. + +"No?" + +"We've found Aintree." + +"Ah; yes. I wanted to get him away to the sea, but he's not fit to +move yet." + +"He may have to." + +"Not yet." + +"A warrant for his arrest won't wait for him to get well--and away." + +Nigel had never learned to disguise his feelings, and the threatening +tone of his voice left no doubt in Elsie's mind that he was rapidly +becoming desperate and would double his stakes to retrieve his earlier +losings. + +"So you're arresting him?" she said. + +"He has obligingly piled up so much evidence against himself," he +answered with a lift of the eyebrows. + +"The same kind of evidence that led you to search these rooms for my +sister?" + +Nigel stood rigidly on his dignity. + +"That will be forthcoming at the proper time and place." + +"Unlike my sister," she rejoined in a mischievous undertone. + +"Possibly she may be forthcoming when Aintree has been arrested." + +A provoking smile came to disturb the last remnants of gravity on +Elsie's face, lending dimples to her cheeks and laughter to her eyes. + +"Possibly he won't be arrested," she remarked. + +"You will prevent it?" + +"I leave that to you." + +"It's a matter for the police. I have no part or lot in it." + +Elsie laughed unrestrainedly at his stiff dignity. + +"You'll move heaven and earth to spare yourself a second humiliation +like the present," she told him with a wise shake of the head. "It's +ridiculous enough to search a man's rooms for a woman who isn't there, +but you can't--you really can't arrest a man for harbouring a woman +when there's no shred of evidence to show she was ever under the same +roof." + +Her mockery deepened the flush on Nigel's thin skin to an angry spot +of red on either cheek. + +"You forget that several of us visited this place the day after Miss +Roden disappeared," he answered. + +Elsie looked him steadily in the eyes. + +"I have every reason to remember it." + +"Your sister was here then." + +"You saw her?" + +"I heard her." + +"You heard _a_ woman." + +"It was your sister or yourself." + +"Or one of a million others." + +Nigel thumped out his points on the top of a revolving bookcase. + +"I had the house watched. No woman entered or left till yesterday. +Barring two nurses, and they're accounted for. You or your sister must +have left here yesterday." + +"And not come back?" + +"No." + +"Well, that makes it much easier, doesn't it? If one went out and +never came back, and you find the other here the following day, it +looks ... I mean to say, a perfectly impartial outsider might think, +that it was my sister who got away and I who remained behind." + +"Exactly. And it's on the same simple reasoning that Aintree will be +arrested." + +Nigel crooked his umbrella over his arm and slowly drew on his gloves. +It was a moment of exquisite, manifest triumph. Elsie stood disarmed +and helpless; Sylvia was too proud to ask terms of such a conqueror. + +"All the same, what a pity you didn't come before the bird was +flown!" Elsie suggested with the sole idea of gaining time. + +"It's something to have found Aintree at home," Nigel returned. + +"And you're going to arrest him for harbouring my sister?" Elsie +walked into the hall and stood with her fingers on the handle of the +door. Her heart was beating so fast that she felt sure she must be +betraying emotion in her face. There was only one way of saving the +Seraph, and she had resolved to take it. That it involved the +immediate and irrevocable sacrifice of her reputation did not disturb +her: she was filled with pity and doubt--pity for Sylvia, and doubt +whether Nigel would accept her sacrifice. "I suppose--you're quite +certain--he wasn't harbouring--_me_?" + +Nigel's unimaginative mind hardly weighed the possibility. + +"There's no warrant against you." + +"Fortunately not." + +"Then why should he harbour you?" + +Elsie waited till her lips and voice were under control. Then she +turned away from Sylvia and faced him with the steadiness of +desperation. + +"It's a very wicked world, Mr. Rawnsley." + +There was a moment's silence: then Sylvia leapt to her feet with +cheeks aflame. + +"D'you mean you were here the whole time?" + +"Some one was. Ask Mr. Rawnsley." + +"Were you?" + +"D'you think it likely?" + +"How should I know?" + +Elsie hardened her heart to play the unwelcome role to its bitter end. + +"You know my character, you've not had time to forget my divorce or +the way I thrust myself under the noses of respectable people. Have I +got much more bloom to lose?" + +"It's not true! The Seraph ... he _wouldn't_!" + +"You used to see us about together." + +"There's nothing in that!" + +"Enough to make you cut him at Henley." Each fresh word fell like a +lash across Sylvia's cheeks, but as long as Nigel dawdled irresolutely +at the door it was impossible to end the torture. + +"_Will_ you say whether you were here the whole time?" she demanded of +Elsie. + +"'Course she wasn't," Nigel struck in. "There are convenances even in +this kind of life. Merivale was here the whole time." + +"_Was_ he?" Elsie asked. Every new question seemed to suck her deeper +down. + +"I have his word and the evidence of my own eyes." + +"You know he was actually living here? Not merely dropping in from +time to time? It's important, my reputation seems to hang on it. If I +was the woman Lord Gartside found, and Mr. Merivale didn't happen to +be living here to chaperon us, the Seraph couldn't have been +harbouring my sister, but it's good-bye to the remains of my good +name. And if Mr. Merivale _was_ here, I couldn't have been living here +too, and the Seraph may have harboured one criminal or fifty. Which +was it? I don't like to guess. Mr. Rawnsley, just tell me +confidentially what you believe yourself." + +Nigel bowed stiffly and prepared to leave the room. + +"As the conduct of the case is not in my hands," he answered loftily, +"my opinion is of no moment." + +Elsie held the door open for him, shaking her head and smiling +mischievously to herself. + +"So there's nothing for it but a general arrest? Well, _che sera +sera_: I suppose it'll be all over in a week or two, and then we shall +be let out in time to see the fun. It'll be worth it. I wish women +were admitted to your Club, it 'ud be so amusing to hear your friends +chaffing you about your great mare's nest. 'Well, Rawnsley, what's +this I hear about your giving up politics and going to Scotland Yard?' +Men are such cats, aren't they? Every one would start teasing you at +the House, the thing 'ud get into the papers, they'd hear of it in +your constituency. Can you picture yourself addressing a big meeting +and being heckled? A woman getting up and asking how you crushed the +great militant movement and brought all the ringleaders to book? One +or two people would laugh gently, and the laughter would spread and +grow louder as every one joined in. They'd laugh at you in private +houses and clubs, and the House of Commons. They'd laugh at you in the +streets. Funny men with red noses and comic little hats would come on +at the music halls and imitate you. They'd laugh and laugh till their +sides ached and the tears streamed down their cheeks, and you'd try to +live it down and find you couldn't, and in the end you'd have to leave +England and live abroad, until they'd found something else to laugh +at. You're going? Not arresting us now? Oh, of course, you haven't got +the proper warrant. Well, I expect we shall be here when you come +back. Good-bye, and good luck to you in your new career!" + +The door closed heavily behind his indignant back, and Elsie turned a +little wearily to Sylvia, bracing herself for an explanation that +would be as hard as her recent battle. The mockery had died out of her +voice and the laughter out of her eyes. + +"Shall I go and see if the Seraph's awake yet?" she temporised, "or +would you prefer to leave a message?" + +Sylvia tried to speak, but no words would come--only a dry, choking +sob of utter misery and disillusionment. With hasty steps she crossed +to the door and fumbled blindly for the handle. + +"Miss Roden! Sylvia!" + +"_Don't_ call me that!" + +"I'm sorry. Miss Roden, I've got something to say to you!" + +"I don't want to hear it, I only want to get away!" + +"You must listen, your whole life's at stake--and the Seraph's, too." + +The mention of his name brought her to a momentary standstill. + +"What is it?" she demanded. + +"You must shut that door." + +"I won't." + +Elsie wrung her hands in desperation. Outside on the landing, three +paces from where they were standing, Nigel Rawnsley had paused to +light a cigarette. + +"It's about--the woman who was here," she whispered as he began to +descend the stairs. + +"Was it you?" + +Elsie shook her head. + +"No, say it! say it! Yes or no." + +The sound of Nigel's descending footsteps had abruptly ceased at the +angle of the stairs. + +"For God's sake come back inside here a minute!" Elsie implored her. + +"I won't, it's no good; I shouldn't believe you whatever you said. If +you weren't here, why did you say you were? And if you were---- Oh, +let me go, let me go!" + +With a smothered sob she broke away from Elsie's restraining hand and +rushed precipitously down the stairs. Nigel tried to walk level with +her, but she passed him and hurried out into the street. Elsie closed +the door and walked with a heavy heart into the library. On a table by +the window reposed the bouquet of flowers that Sylvia had +brought--lilies, late roses and carnations, all white as the Seraph +loved them. Taking them in her hand, she tiptoed out of the room and +across the hall to the Seraph's door. He was still sleeping, but awoke +in the early afternoon and inquired whether any one had called. + +"The search-party," Elsie told him, forcing a smile. + +"Who was there?" + +"Young Mr. Rawnsley and two detectives." + +"Was that all?" + +The pathetic eagerness of his tone cut her to the quick. + +"Wasn't it enough?" she asked indifferently. + +The Seraph shielded his eyes from the light with one hand. + +"I don't know. Sometimes I used to think I knew when other +people--some people--were near me. I fancied--when I was asleep--I +suppose it must have been a dream--I don't know--I fancied there was +some one else quite close." + +He turned restlessly on the bed and caught Elsie's fingers in a +bloodless, wasted hand. + +"How did you keep the search-party out?" he inquired. + +"I didn't. They came in, and looked into every room. For some +unaccountable reason," she added ironically, "Joyce was nowhere to be +found." + +"Were they surprised to see you here?" + +"A little. I told them you were seedy and I'd called to inquire." + +The Seraph lay silent till he had gathered sufficient strength to go +on talking. + +"I suppose they really thought you'd been here the whole time?" + +"Oh no!" + +"But how else...." + +"I don't know," Elsie interrupted quickly. "You must ask _them_ who +the woman was Mr. Rawnsley heard the first time he was here. They +couldn't say it was me without suggesting that you and I were both +compromised." + +She sprinkled some scent on a handkerchief and bathed his forehead. + +"Do you think you can get some more sleep, Seraph? I want to get you +well as soon as possible, and then I must take you abroad. London in +August isn't good for little boys." + +"Where shall we go?" + +"I must join Toby and Joyce at Rimini." + +The Seraph sighed and closed his eyes. + +"I can't go there yet. They'll be--frightfully happy--wrapped up in +each other--all that sort of thing. I don't want to see them yet." + +Elsie dropped no hint of the time that must elapse before Joyce was +strong again or "frightfully happy." + +"Where shall it be then?" she asked. + +The Seraph pressed her fingers to his lips. + +"You go there, Elsie. I must travel alone. I shall go to the East. I +shan't come back for some time. If ever." + +The effort of talking and the trend of the conversation had made him +restless. Elsie smoothed his pillow, and rose to leave the room. + +As he watched her walk to the door, his eyes fell for the first time +on the bouquet of roses and lilies. + +"Who brought those?" he inquired. + +"I found them in the library," she answered. + +"Is there no name?" + +For a moment she pretended to look for a card, then shook her head +without speaking. As she saw him lying in bed, she wondered if he +would ever know the price at which his freedom from arrest had been +purchased. Of her own sacrifice she thought little; it was but +generous payment of a long outstanding debt. All her imagination was +concentrated on Sylvia--her sanguine, happy arrival, the morning's +long agony, her hopeless, agonised departure. + +"And no message?" the Seraph persisted with a mixture of eagerness and +disappointment. + +"No." + +"I wonder who they can be from." + +"One of your numerous admirers, I suppose," Elsie answered carelessly. +Then she opened the door, walked wearily to her own room, and +tried--unsuccessfully--to cry. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +RIMINI + + "We left our country for our country's good." + + GEORGE BARRINGTON: _Prologue_. + + +We arrived in Rimini at the end of the first week in August--Joyce, +her two nurses, Maybury-Reynardson and I. Elsie joined us as soon as +we were comfortably settled in the villa, and has stayed on week after +week, month after month, tending her poor sister with a devotion that +touched my selfish, hardened old heart. Dick came for a few days +before the beginning of the law term; otherwise we have been a party +of three, as the doctor and nurses returned to England as soon as +Joyce appeared to be out of danger. + +Rimini turns cold at the beginning of November, and we have had to +make arrangements for going into winter quarters. Cairo and the +Riviera are a little public for two escaped criminals, but I hear +there is a tolerable hotel at Taormina; and as Joyce has never been in +Sicily before, we might spend at least the beginning of our honeymoon +there. For myself, I do not mind where we go so long as we can escape +from Rimini. I want no unnecessary reminders of the last three months, +the weary waiting, the frequent false dawns of convalescence, the +regular relapses. They have been bad months for Joyce, but I venture +to think they were worse for Elsie and myself. In my own case there +definitely came an early day when my nervous system showed signs of +striking work; it was then that I embarked on my first and last +venture in prose composition. + +When she is well enough to be bothered with such vain trivialities, I +shall present my manuscript to Joyce. I hope she will read it, for I +have intended it for her eyes alone; and if she rejects the task, I +shall feel guilty of having wasted an incredible amount of good sermon +paper. And when she has read it, she must light a little fire and burn +every sheet of it; not even Elsie must see it, though she has been +instrumental in giving me information over the last chapters that I +should not otherwise have obtained. + +I think my decision is wise and necessary. In part the book is too +intimate an account of Sylvia's character and the Seraph's feelings +for me to be justified in making it public: in part, the pair of us +have already done sufficient injury to Rodens and Rawnsleys without +giving the world our candid opinion of either family: in part, we have +to remember that during the last eight months, wherever we found the +law of England obtruding itself on our gaze, we broke it with a light +heart and untroubled conscience. There is not the least good in taking +the world into our confidence in the matter of these little +transgressions. + +In a week's time there will be a quiet wedding at the British +Consulate; it will take place in the presence of a Consul who has +treated me with such uniform kindness that I have sometimes wondered +if he has ever heard of such things as extradition orders. Our +marriage will be the last chapter of one phase in my life. It opened +on a day when I walked up the steps of the Club, and paused for a +moment to gaze at the altered face of Pall Mall and read on a +contents-bill that the old militants had broken every window on the +east side of Bond Street, interrupted a meeting, and burnt down an +Elizabethan house in Hertfordshire. "Shocking," I remember thinking, +"and quite unimpressive." Before I was twelve hours older, Fate had +introduced me to a young woman whose machinations may or may not have +been infinitely more shocking; they were certainly not unimpressive. + +The closing scenes of the Militant campaign are soon given. Elsie left +London and joined us here as soon as the Seraph was fit to travel. +That was three days after Nigel's second raid. They must have been +anxious days, as our rising young statesman seems to have been torn +between a quite bloodthirsty lust for revenge and a morbid horror of +another fiasco as humiliating as his search-party. Elsie went round by +Marseilles, saw the Seraph on board a P. and O. mailboat bound for +Bombay and came overland to Rimini. When I met her and heard the +details of her flight, I could tell her that all danger was over, +and--if Justice had not been done--the stolen goods had at least been +restored. + +The news reached us as we came out of the Bay. Gartside and I were on +deck, watching the sun strike golden splinters out of the hock-bottle +towers of the royal palace at Cintra. The wireless operator came down +with a tapped message that Mrs. Millington had revealed the +whereabouts of Mavis Rawnsley and young Paul Jefferson. He added that +the police had so far discovered no trace of that hardened +criminal--Miss Joyce Davenant. + +When Elsie joined us and told me the story of the Rawnsley raid, I +could not help thinking once again, "_Plus ca change, plus c'est la +meme chose_." The gallant fight she had made for freedom and +reputation ended in disaster, and she left England branded with the +stigma that the Divorce Court had striven to impose and we had fought +tooth and nail to remove. Joyce's struggle for the suffrage ended, as +she now knows, in putting the suffrage further from the forefront of +practical politics than it has been for a generation. When the +recording angel allots to each one of us our share of responsibility +in moulding the face of history, what effective change will be +credited to the united or separate efforts of Rawnsleys and Rodens, +Seraphs, Davenants and Merivales? + +Two results stand out. The first is a marriage that will be celebrated +at the Consulate in a week's time, the second is a listless letter +penned in exile, signed by the Seraph and dated from Yokohama. Joyce +knows I am tolerably fond of her, and will acquit me of speaking +rhetorically if I say that I would wipe the last eight months--and all +they mean to us both--from the pages of Time, if I could spare the +Seraph what he has been through since I dined with him that first +evening at the Ritz. Here is the letter, and no one will be surprised +to learn that I spent a melancholy day after reading it. + +"I send you the last chapters of Volume III. As you've waded through +the earlier stuff, you may care to see the record brought up to date. +I call it 'The End' because there's nothing more to write, and if +there were, I shouldn't write it. Some day I suppose I may have to +write again, when my present money (Roden's money) is exhausted. Not +till then. + +"India was one disappointment, and Japan another, though the fault, I +imagine, lay in my lack of appreciation. The South Seas will be a +third. '_Caelum non animum mutant qui trans mare currunt_.' I don't +want to move on, but I can't stand Yokohama any longer. + +"When I get to San Francisco I shall probably cross the States, +arriving in New York at the end of December. Then I suppose one has to +see this Panama Canal. After that, God knows. + +"Before I left England I was looking for the MS. of the earlier +chapters of Vol. III. I couldn't find them. Did you by any chance get +them mixed up in your luggage? If so, please destroy them at once, +with the new chapters, as soon as you have read them. Don't let +anybody see them, even Joyce. In this I depend on your friendship and +honour. + +"I hope Joyce is all right again now. Give my love to her and Elsie, +and take my best wishes for yourself. You--I suppose--are a fixture at +Rimini, or at any rate out of England. I can't answer for myself, but +I don't expect we shall meet again. You must have found me a +depressing host in London. I'm sorry. Good-bye." + +He said that even Joyce was not to see the third volume--put me on my +honour, in fact--and see it she shall not. There is another reason. I +read those last chapters and then went through the whole volume from +beginning to end. Without exaggeration the effect was overwhelming--his +style is so artless, his pathos so unpremeditated. I felt as if I had +been re-reading Hardy's most poignant novels--"Tess" and "Jude" and "A +Pair of Blue Eyes." It was horrible. I went up to my room, lit the fire +and prepared for the holocaust. + +Then I was tempted. Yes, he puts me on my honour, depends on my +friendship, all that sort of thing.... But I did not burn a sheet. It +was a chilly evening, I lit a cigar, and waited for the pyre to burst +into destructive flame. As I watched and meditated, Sylvia's little +face seemed to look at me out of the fire, the black coals crowning +her forehead as I used to see it crowned with her own lustrous hair. I +thought of our last meeting when she struggled with her devils of +pride and unbelief; and of her meeting with Elsie when she came in +hope and left in humiliation. I confess I love Sylvia very +dearly--love her as all men love her--for her beauty, her queenliness +and clean, passionate pride; love her because I know something of her +loneliness, her passion for service, and the repeated rejections of +her sacrifices. And I love her a little more on my own account, +because she talked to me as if I had been her own sister, and I +perhaps know--better than any one--what she must have been through +during those sad, mad months in England. + +Well, I broke faith with the Seraph and wrote her a line of overture. +I was perhaps a fool to do it, as I had already had evidence in plenty +of my incompetence to play the _role_ of Providence. "I am sending you +the MS. of a book," I told her. "It is the third volume of Gordon +Tremayne's 'Child of Misery'. I know you have read the first two +volumes, for we have discussed and admired them together a dozen +times. Did you ever suspect who the author was? + +"In telling you it was the Seraph, I am breaking my word to him and +running the risk of being branded and disowned. I must tell you, +though, to explain the existence of the third volume. I watched it +being written, day by day. That evening on the Cher, when he +anticipated some words you were going to say, the words had already +been written down as part of the current chapter. I saw him brought up +short when you were spirited away and the connection was broken. Most +wonderful of all, I was present when the connection was re-established +and he jumped up like one possessed, exclaiming, 'Sylvia wants me!' + +"When you have read these pages, you will not be in a position to +doubt any longer. He loves you as no woman was ever loved before, and +in him you have found the half that completes and interprets your +'_ame incomprise_.' Get him back, Sylvia. I don't know how it's to be +done, but you must use your woman's wit to find a way. I'm asking for +his sake and yours, not for mine--though I would give much to see 'The +Child of Misery' growing to happier manhood. + +"I am afraid you will say I am hardly the man to ask anything of you +or yours. The Rodens and Merivales have hardly made a success of their +recent relationship. But I should like to be forgiven. What is my +crime? That I helped to keep justice from touching a woman who had +done you and your family a great wrong. Well, Sylvia, you'd have done +the same thing and told the same lies, had you been in my place and +had you wanted Joyce as badly as I wanted her. So will you forgive me +and be friends? And if you forgive me, will you forgive the woman +who's going to be my wife in a few days' time? I must reconcile myself +to the idea of being estranged from the rest of your family, but +(between ourselves) I'll let 'em all go if you'll write and say Joyce +and I are not quite such monsters of iniquity as you may have thought +us. + +"One thing more. When you've read the third volume, you will no longer +doubt that Mrs. Wylton's presence in Adelphi Terrace was due to +charitable impulse towards Joyce and the Seraph. And you ought to +think well of any one who played the Good Samaritan to the Seraph. +Don't try to rehabilitate her character in public; it can only be done +at a risk to the Seraph's personal safety. And in any case you won't +convince a man like Nigel or the men he's already told the story to. + +"Return me the MS. when you've read it, will you? I was entrusted with +its destruction, and put on honour not to let another soul read it. +You see how I keep my trust. The worst thing you can say of me is what +I've already said of myself--that most damning of all judgments--that +I meant well." + +I sent that letter to Sylvia nine days ago, and received her reply +this morning. She returned me the MS., and I burnt it--with the +knowledge that I was destroying one of the greatest literary treasures +of this generation.... Well, they had to do the same with some of +Ruskin's letters. + +"I wish you had not told me to send you back the book," she began. "I +should have liked to keep it. Or rather--I don't know--I half wish you +hadn't sent it at all. The time that has passed since the beginning of +August has been rather hard to bear, and the book has only turned +misgiving into certainty. + +"Of course I forgive you! As if there were anything to forgive! And +Miss Davenant too. I hope she is better now. Will you ask her to +accept my love and best wishes for the future? And of course I include +you. We were good friends, weren't we? As I said we should be the +first time we met. Only I said then that you would find me worth +having as a friend, and I'm afraid I did everything I could to +disprove it. You stood me awfully well. I think you knew most of the +dark corners in my mean little soul--and if you did, perhaps you see +that I didn't do much beyond showing my true nature. + +"This isn't a pose--I'm really--well, I was going to say 'broken'--but +I hope I'm a little more tolerant. You'd hardly recognise me if you +saw me, there's little enough of the 'Queen Elizabeth' about me now. +It's a horrid, flat world, and I wish I could find something in it to +interest me. May I ask for just one good mark? You wrote to me when +you left England, telling me to swallow my pride and go to see the +Seraph. Well, it was a struggle, but I did go--as you know. When I got +there, I seemed to find more than I could bear, and so of course +everything went wrong. But I did try, and you will give me my one +little good mark, won't you? I want it. + +"Mother says I'm run down and in need of a change, so Phil's taking me +over to the United States at the beginning of December. There's a sort +of Parliamentary Polytechnic Tour to Panama, every one who can get +away is going to see the Canal. I don't in the least want to go, but I +suppose the States can hardly be duller than England, and as long as +mother thinks I must have a change, change I must have. If it isn't +Panama it will be somewhere worse. + +"We shall spend Christmas in New York. Will you send me a letter of +good wishes to the Fifth Avenue Hotel? And tell me where you are going +to settle permanently and whether you will let me come and see you. If +your wife will not mind, I should like to see you both again--well and +happy, I hope. Somebody must be happy in this world, or it wouldn't go +on. I don't want to lose you as a friend; I'm feeling lonely enough as +it is. + +"I am hardly likely to see the Seraph again, but if you meet him, I +should like you to give him a message. Say it is from a woman who did +him a great wrong: say she now knows the wrong she did him and has +been punished for it. Tell him you know how much she hates ever +apologising or admitting she was wrong, but that she wants him to know +of her apology before she finally passes out of his memory. Will you +tell him that? It won't do any good, but it will make me more +comfortable in my mind." + +At the bottom of the page six words had been scratched out. I did not +mean to read them, but the obliteration was incomplete, and the +firelight shining up through the paper enabled me to decipher: "Oh, my +God, I am miserable." Then followed the signature: "Affectionately +yours (may I sign myself 'affectionately'?) Sylvia." + +After reading her letter I concentrated my thoughts on the question +how to blot out time, annihilate space, bridge two continents, and +bring two proud, sore, sensitive spirits into communion. My method of +attaining concentration of mind is to think of something different and +wait for inspiration to solve my original problem. Joyce may remember +the day when I stumped into her room and talked at large of honeymoons +and winter resorts. That was the time when my mind was concentrated on +the problem of Sylvia and the Seraph. She will further recollect +assenting to my suggestion of a villa at Taormina. + +On leaving her room I strolled round to the bank to see if they had +agents in Sicily or could give me any information on the subject of a +suitable villa. They were kind but helpless, and eventually I thought +it the safer course to write for rooms at an hotel and look for a +villa at our leisure. Ambling out of the bank, I wandered in the +direction of the telegraph office. + +Inspiration came in the interval between wiring for rooms and engaging +berths on the Wagon-Lits--I knew it would. As soon as our places were +booked I walked back to the telegraph office and cabled to the Seraph +at Yokohama. "Letter and enclosures received with thanks," I wired. +"All nonsense about not meeting again. Will you lunch Christmas Day, +one-thirty? Fifth Avenue Hotel, New York.--TOBY." + +Then I came back to the Villa Monreale. + +Joyce's first words were to tell me I had been away a very long time. +Flattering as this was, I had to justify myself and account for every +moment of my absence. She wanted to know what I had wired to the +Seraph, and as husbands and wives _in posse_ should have no secrets +from each other, I showed her the draft of my cable. Her face was a +study. + +"My dear!" she exclaimed, "we can't go all the way to New York even to +see the Seraph. You suggested Taormina when you left here...." + +"Quite so," I assented. + +"Did you order rooms?" + +"Yes." + +"Then we can't go to New York." + +"I never proposed to." + +"Why did you invite the Seraph to lunch with us there?" + +"I didn't." + +"Toby!" + +She was not satisfied till I spelt out the draft of the cable word by +word; and then she rather resented my remarks about the incurable +sloppiness of the female mind. As a matter of fact, I cannot claim +originality for the phrase; I believe a Liberal Prime Minister coined +it as a terse description of his opponents' mental shortcomings. I +only borrowed it for the nonce. + +"Will--you--lunch--Christmas Day----" I pointed out. "It doesn't say +we shall be there to receive him." + +"I don't understand it," she said rather wearily. I have since +honourably resolved not to be guilty of facetiousness when we are +married, but at the moment I was rather pleased with my little +stratagem. + +"I'm arranging for some one to be there to meet him," I said. + +"Who?" she asked. + +"A young woman named Sylvia Roden," I answered. + +And even then her appreciation of my diplomacy was grudging. + + + + +EPILOGUE + + TRISTRAM. + + "Raise the light, my page! that I may see her-- + Thou art come at last, then, haughty Queen? + Long I've waited, long I've fought my fever; + Late thou comest, cruel hast thou been." + + ISEULT. + + "Blame me not, poor sufferer! that I tarried; + Bound I was, I could not break the band. + Chide not with the past, but feel the present! + I am here--we meet--I hold thy hand." + + MATTHEW ARNOLD: "Tristram and Iseult." + + +I had intended to write no more, but as we left the Consulate to-day +after our wedding, a cable was handed me by my smiling Italian valet. + +"Paddy Culling for a bob!" I said, as I opened it and prepared for +some whimsical message of congratulation. + +I was wrong. The cable was my reply from Yokohama. + +"No offence intended," it ran. "Delighted lunch as +suggested.--SERAPH." + + +THE END + + +PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, LONDON AND BECCLES. + + + + + * * * * * + + + + + +-----------------------------------------------------------+ + | Typographical errors corrected in text: | + | | + | Page 4: repellant replaced with repellent | + | Page 52: "ths same advice" replaced with | + | "the same advice" | + | Page 90: been been replaced with been | + | Page 95: torso replaced with trio | + | Page 119: "because its unique" replaced with | + | "because it's unique" | + | Page 125: femineity replaced with femininity | + | Page 127: dispise replaced with despise | + | Page 233: Frauelein replaced with Fraeulein | + | | + | Page 66: A sackbut is a trombone from the Renaissance | + | and Baroque eras. | + | | + +-----------------------------------------------------------+ + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SIXTH SENSE*** + + +******* This file should be named 37164.txt or 37164.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/3/7/1/6/37164 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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