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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/37005-8.txt b/37005-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..d793687 --- /dev/null +++ b/37005-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6891 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Devil's Elixir, by E. T. A. Hoffmann + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Devil's Elixir + Vol. II (of 2) + +Author: E. T. A. Hoffmann + +Release Date: August 8, 2011 [EBook #37005] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR *** + + + + +Produced by Irma Špehar, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + + + + + + + + + + + THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR. + + FROM THE GERMAN OF + E. T. A. HOFFMANN. + + + _In diesem Jahre wandelte auch her_ DEUVEL _offentlich auf den + Strassen von Berlin.----_ + + _Haftit Microc. Berol. p. 1043._ + + In that yeare, the Deville was alsoe seene walking publiclie on the + streetes of Berline.---- + + + VOL. II + + WILLIAM BLACKWOOD, EDINBURGH: + AND T. CADELL, LONDON. + 1829. + + + + +THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Who is there, over the wide world, who has not, at one period or +another, in a more or less degree, felt the mysterious influences of +love?--Whoever thou art, then, courteous reader, who shalt, after the +lapse of years, turn over these papers, recall, I beseech you, to +recollection that noontide interval of dazzling brightness--contemplate +once more that beautiful image, which came, like an impersonization of +the abstract spirit of love, from divine regions, to meet you. + +At that time, it was through her,--through her alone, that thou +seemed'st assured of thine own existence! Canst thou not yet remember, +how the rushing streams, the waving trees, and the balmy winds of +evening, spoke to thee, in articulate and intelligible accents, of her, +and of the prevailing passion which possessed thy whole heart and +soul?--Canst thou yet behold how the flowers unfolded their bright +beaming eyes, bearing to thine from her kisses and salutation? + +Yet, suppose that she herself had actually come--that she vowed to be +thine, and thine only--to live for thee alone--then didst thou fold her +in thy embraces, and it seemed as if Heaven opened its eternal realms to +receive you--as if thou could'st raise thyself with her above all the +petty sorrows or enjoyments of this every-day and earthly sphere. Yet +scarcely hadst thou formed such hopes ere she was lost! The bland +illusion was broken. No longer could'st thou hear the music of her +celestial voice; and only the sorrowful complaints of the despairing and +forsaken lover sounded amid the desolate loneliness! + +If then, reader, to me unknown!--if thou hast ever been persecuted by +such a destiny, join, then, and sympathize with the grief of the +penitent monk, who, recollecting still the sunny gleams of his youthful +attachment, weeps on his hard couch, and whose fearful groans +reverberate, in the stillness of night, through the gloomy aisles of the +convent!--But thou, too, in spirit to me related, doubtless wilt concur +in my belief, that it is not till _after death_, that the mysterious +gifts and enjoyments of this passion can be obtained and fulfilled! This +truth is, indeed, announced to us by many a hollow prophesying voice, +which rises on our ears from the immeasurable depths of eternity; and as +in those rites, celebrated by our earliest ancestors, (the children of +nature,) death appears also to us the high festival of love! + +I have said before, that my leading object in these pages was rapid, +concise narrative, without any attempt at description. But of my +emotions on meeting Aurelia, that evening, in the palace, no words +could, however skilfully laboured, convey any adequate impression. I was +struck as if with a thundershock. My breast heaved--my heart beat +convulsively--and every pulse and vein throbbed almost audibly. + +"To _her_!--to _her_!"--It seemed as if an over-powering impulse would +force me to thrust aside the contemptible mob of insipid worldlings--of +every-day flatterers, scarcely possessed of one rational idea, by whom +she was surrounded--to crush, like webs of gossamer, those despicable +barriers, and snatch her to my arms, in all the wild frenzy of +undisguised passion! Methought I could have exclaimed aloud--"What, +unhappy girl, dost thou strive against? With that supernatural power, +which has irresistibly and unalterably chained thee to me?--Am I not thy +fate, and art thou not indeed mine for ever?" + +Yet notwithstanding these emotions, I contrived, far better than +formerly, at the Baron's castle, to conceal from the bystanders my +agitation. Besides, the eyes of all were directed to Aurelia; and thus, +in a circle of people, who to my concerns were perfectly indifferent, I +contrived to move about, without being particularly remarked or spoken +to, which to me would have been intolerable, as I could but see, hear, +and think of her alone. + +Let no one insist that a truly beautiful girl appears to most advantage +in a homely household dress. On the contrary, the beauty of woman, like +that of flowers in a parterre, is then most attractive and irresistible +when they are arrayed in their fullest pomp and magnificence. Say, +then, oh lover! to whom I have before addressed myself, when thou for +the first time beholdest the empress of thy heart--who had before worn a +simple garb, now attired with splendour and gleaming, the _cynosure_ of +a brilliant party--did not a new and nameless rapture vibrate through +every nerve and vein? She would appear to you indeed so strange! but +this, joined to the knowledge that she was in reality _the same_, +heightened the charms by which thy soul was wholly subjected. What +unspeakable pleasure, if thou could'st, by stealth, seize and press her +hand in the crowd, and say to thyself, she, who is here the magnet of +all eyes, is mine by indissoluble bonds, and lives for me alone! + +Thus I beheld Aurelia on that evening dressed with becoming splendour +for her first introduction at court. Then the spirit of evil once more +became powerful within me, and lifted up his internal voice, to which I +now bent a willing ear--"Seest thou not now, Medardus," it began, "how +thou triumph'st over all the conditional laws and limitations of this +life--how Destiny now submits herself to thy will, and only knots more +firmly the threads which thou thyself hadst spun?" + +There were many other women at court who might well have passed for +beautiful, but before the dazzling charms of Aurelia, they faded away +into utter insignificance. A kind of inspiration now seemed to take +possession of the most insipid and common-place characters. Even the old +courtiers gave up their usual strain of unmeaning talk, and visibly +exerted themselves, in order to appear to the best advantage in the eyes +of the beautiful stranger. + +Aurelia received all this homage with looks fixed on the ground, and +with deep blushes; but now, when the Prince assembled the elder +courtiers about himself, and many a handsome youth timidly and +respectfully drew near her, she began, by degrees, to lose her +embarrassment, and to seem more cheerful. + +There was, in particular, a certain Major of the _garde d'honneur_, who +succeeded in attracting a good deal of her attention, so that she at +last appeared occupied with him in lively discourse. I knew this Major +to be a decided favourite of the female sex; with a fine ear, he could +catch even the very tone, sentiment, and voice of the person whom he +addressed, so that the deceived listener seemed to hear a miraculous +anticipation of her own thoughts--a chord struck in perfect unison. I +now stood not far from Aurelia, who appeared to take no notice of me. +Many times I was on the point of going up to her, but, as if bound by +iron fetters, I could not move from the spot on which I stood. The +bitterness of envy and jealousy possessed my heart. At last, as I +steadfastly gazed on Aurelia and her fortunate companion, methought that +the Major's features were changed into those of Victorin! + +As if actuated by some demon, I wholly lost all self-possession. In a +convulsed tone of bitter scorn and mockery, I laughed aloud--"Ha, ha, +ha!--Thou _revenant_!--Thou cursed libertine!" cried I, "has thy bed +then, in the devil's abyss, been so downy, that, in frenzied passion, +thou darest aspire to the chosen paramour of the Monk?" + +I know not if I actually uttered these words, but I heard myself laugh, +and started up as from a dream, when the old Court-Marshal, taking my +arm, gently inquired, "What makes you so merry, Mr Leonard?" An ice-cold +shuddering passed over my whole frame. + +Were not these the identical words of the pious brother Cyrillus, when, +at the time of my investiture, he remarked my sinful laughter?--Scarcely +was I able to utter some incoherent nonsense in reply--I felt conscious +that Aurelia was no longer near to me, but did not venture to look up to +see what had become of her. Instinctively, I resolved to make my escape, +and ran with my utmost speed through the illuminated apartments. +Doubtless, my appearance was in the utmost degree disordered, for I +remarked how every one cleared the way for me as if seized with horror +and affright. At length, I arrived at the outer-door, and leapt headlong +rather than ran down the broad marble staircase. + +Henceforward I completely avoided the court; for to see Aurelia again, +without betraying the mystery which it was my interest to conceal, +seemed to me impossible. Abandoned to my own reveries, I ran through the +fields and woods, thinking of her, and beholding her alone. My +conviction always became more certain that some mysterious destiny bound +up her fate indissolubly with mine, and that my pursuit of her, which +had many times appeared to me as an unpardonable crime, was but the +fulfilment of an eternal and unalterable decree. + +Thus encouraging myself, I laughed at the danger which now threatened +me, if Aurelia should recognize in me the murderer of Hermogen! Besides, +this appeared to me very improbable; and, meanwhile, the attentions of +those fluttering youths who laboured to win for themselves the good +graces of her who was altogether and exclusively mine, filled me with +the utmost scorn and contempt for their endeavours. + +"What," said I, "are to me these Counts, Freyherrs, Chamberlains, and +military officers, in their motley coats bedaubed with lace, and hung +with orders? What are they more than gaudy impertinent insects, which, +if they became troublesome, I could with one blow crush to +annihilation?" + +Reflecting on the chapel adventure of the Cistertian Convent, it seemed +to me as if, robed in my capuchin tunic, I could step in among them with +Aurelia, habited like a bride, in my arms, and that this proud and +haughty Princess should be forced even to sanction the marriage, and +prepare the bridal festival for that conquering and triumphant monk, +whom she now so much despised. Labouring with such thoughts, I +frequently pronounced aloud, and unconsciously, the name of Aurelia; +and, as before in the Capuchin Convent, laughed and howled like a +madman! + +But, ere long, this tempest was laid, and I began quietly to take +counsel with myself in what manner I was now to act. Thus I was one +morning gliding through the park, considering whether it would be +prudent for me to attend another evening party at court, which had been +announced to me, when some one touched me on the shoulder. It was the +physician. + +To my great surprise, after the usual salutations, he looked steadfastly +in my face, took hold of my arm, and requested that I would allow him to +feel my pulse. "What's the meaning of all this?" cried I, with some +impatience.--"Nay," said he, "there is a sort of madness going about +here, that seizes all at once upon honest Christian people, and makes +them utter tremendous noises, though some will have it that the said +noises are nothing more than very immoderate laughter. At the same time, +this may be all a misconception; this devil of madness may be only a +slight fever, with heat in the blood; therefore I beg of you, sir, +allow me to feel your pulse." + +"I assure you, sir," said I, "that I am well, and by no means understand +the drift of this discourse." The physician, however, had kept hold of +my arm, and now taking out his watch, counted my pulse with great +precision. His conduct, indeed, puzzled me completely, and I entreated +of him to explain himself. + +"Do you not know, then, Mr Leonard," replied he, "that your behaviour +has lately brought the whole court into the utmost confusion and +consternation? Since that time, the lady of the upper Chamberlain has +been almost perpetually in hysterics; and the President of the +Consistorial Court has been obliged to put off hearing the weightiest +causes, because it was your pleasure to tramp with all your might upon +his gouty toes; so that, now confined to his arm-chair, he sits at home +roaring and cursing most notably. This happened when you were running +out of the hall, after you had laughed in such a demoniacal tone without +any perceptible reason, that all were seized with the utmost horror." + +At that moment I thought of the Court-Marshal, and said that I indeed +recollected having laughed in that sudden manner, but that my conduct +surely could not have been attended by such consequences, as the Marshal +had only asked me, with great coolness, "Why I was so merry?" + +"Nay, nay," answered the physician, "that will not prove much--The +Marshal is such a _homo impavidus_, that the very devil himself could +scarcely put him out of his way--He retained his ordinary placidity of +manner, but the Consistorial President, on the other hand, was +exceedingly disturbed in mind as well as in body, and maintained +seriously, that none but the devil could have laughed in such a +style.--But what is worst of all, our beautiful Aurelia was seized with +such excessive terror, that all the efforts of the family to quiet her +were in vain,--and she was soon obliged to retire, to the utter despair +of the company. At the moment too, when you, Mr Leonard, so charmingly +laughed, the Baroness Aurelia is said to have shrieked out the name, +"Hermogen!" Now what may be the meaning of all this?--You are generally +a pleasant, lively, and prudent man, Mr Leonard, and I cannot regret +having confided to you the story of Francesco, which, if all suggestions +be true, must be to you particularly intelligible and instructive!" + +During this discourse, the physician had continued to hold my arm, and +to gaze steadfastly in my face. Tired of this restraint, I disengaged +myself with some roughness--and answered--"I really know not how to +interpret all this discourse of yours, sir; but I must confess, that +when I saw the beautiful Aurelia surrounded by that tribe of conceited +young gentry, a very bitter remembrance from my early life was called up +in my mind; and that, seized with a kind of angry scorn at the behaviour +of such empty-brained coxcombs, I forgot in whose presence I was, and +laughed aloud in a manner that would only have been warrantable when I +was alone. I am truly sorry that I have unintentionally brought about so +much mischief; but I have done penance on that score, having for some +time denied myself the pleasure of being at court. I hope that the +Prince's family and the Baroness Aurelia will excuse me." + +"Alas! dear Mr Leonard," said the Doctor, "one is indeed subject to +strange attacks and varieties of mind, which we might yet easily resist, +if we were but pure in heart, and quiet in conscience." + +"Who is there," said I vehemently, "on this earthly sphere, that may +boast of being so?"--The physician suddenly changed his looks and tone. +Mildly and seriously he said--"Mr Leonard, you appear to me to be really +and truly sick: your looks are pale and disordered--your eyes are sunk, +and gleam with a strange kind of fire--your pulse, too, is feverish, and +your voice sounds strangely.--Shall I prescribe something for you?" + +"Poison!" answered I, in a kind of hollow whisper.--"Ho, ho," said the +physician, "does it stand thus with you?--Nay, nay, instead of poison, +rather the tranquillizing and sedative remedy of pleasant society, and +moderate dissipation. It may, however, be, that"--(hesitating)--"It is +wonderful indeed, but----" + +"I must beg of you, sir," said I, now quite angry, "not to torment me in +that manner by your broken hints, but at once to speak out." + +"Hold!" answered the Doctor. "Not so fast, Mr Leonard--yonder comes the +Princess--there are in this world the strangest delusions, and for my +part, I feel almost a conviction that people have here built up an +hypothesis which a few minutes' explanation will dissolve into nothing. +Yonder, as I said, comes the Princess with Aurelia.--Do you make use of +this accidental rencontre. Offer your own excuses for your behaviour. +Properly, indeed, your only crime is, that you have laughed--in an +extraordinary tone it is true, and rather inopportunely. But who can +help it, if people with weak nerves have on that occasion chosen to be +so absurdly terrified?--Adieu!" + +The physician started away with that vivacity which to him was +peculiar.--The Princess and Aurelia were coming down the walk to meet +me. I trembled; but with my whole strength laboured to regain composure, +for after the mysterious discourse of the physician, I felt that it was +my duty on the instant to defend my character. Resolutely, therefore, I +went forward to meet them; but no sooner had Aurelia fixed her eyes upon +me than she became deadly pale, and to my utter astonishment, with a +suppressed scream, she fell down in a fainting fit, to the ground. I +wished to assist her, but with looks of aversion and horror, the +Princess then motioned me away, at the same time calling loudly for +help! + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +As if hunted by a thousand devils and furies, I ran away homewards +through the park--I shut myself up in my lodgings, and gnashing my teeth +with rage and despair, threw myself on the bed. Evening came, and then +the dark hours of night, and I still lay there obstinately cherishing my +grief. At last I heard the outer gate of the house open, and many voices +murmuring and whispering confusedly together. Then there was a noise of +heavy steps tottering and clattering up the staircase,--and with three +hollow knocks on my door, I was commanded to rise and open it in the +name of the magistracy. Without clearly comprehending the danger that +awaited me, I yet felt an instinctive conviction that I was now for ever +lost. + +To save myself instantly by flight--This was my only thought, and I flew +to the window, tearing open the lattice. This, however, availed me +nothing,--for before the house door, I saw a troop of armed men, one of +whom directly observed me, and at the same moment, the door of my +apartment was burst in--several men immediately stood around me, whom I +recognized for officers of police, and who shewed me an order of the +Justiciary Court for my immediate imprisonment. Any attempt at +resistance would now have been in vain. They led me down stairs, and +placed me in a carriage, which stood there ready to receive me, and +which immediately drove off rapidly, through the streets. + +When arrived at the place which seemed that of my destination, after +being led through divers passages and corridors; also up staircases +_that staircases were none_, but seemed (having no steps[1]) to be like +the side of a mountain; I inquired "Where I was?" I received for answer, +"In the prison of the upper castle." In this place, according to +information already received on the arrestment of others, I knew that +dangerous and treasonable criminals were shut up during the time that +their trial was going on, or was in preparation. + +[Footnote 1: This is exemplified in the (old) royal palace at Berlin.] + +My apartment was comfortless and ghastly enough; but, in a little time, +my bed and some other furniture were brought, and the gaoler asked if I +wanted anything more. To get rid of him, I answered "No;" and at last +was left alone. The receding steps through the long-sounding passages, +with the opening and shutting of many doors, if I had not known it +already, would have sufficiently made me aware that I was in one of the +innermost prisons of the fortress. + +It was to myself inconceivable, how, during a pretty long drive, I had +remained quite quiet, nay, under a kind of stunning and stupefaction of +the senses. I beheld all images that passed before me, as if they +existed only in the half-effaced colours of a faded picture. Now, too, I +did not resign myself to sleep, but to a kind of faint or swoon, +paralysing the faculty of clear thought, and yet leaving me awake to the +most horrible and fantastic apprehensions. + +When I awoke in the bright light of the morning, I, for the first time, +gradually took counsel with myself, and fully recollected all that had +happened, and whither I had been brought. As to the room wherein I lay, +its inconvenience made less impression on me than it would have done +upon another. The vaulted roof, and want of comfort, only reminded me of +my cell in the Capuchin Convent; and the chamber would scarcely have +appeared to me a prison, if it had not been that the small and only +window was strongly barred with iron, and so high, that I could scarcely +reach it with my upstretched hands, far less look out from it on the +prospect. + +Only a narrow sunbeam fell through this high loop-hole; and being +anxious to examine the environs of my prison, I drew my bed to the wall +under it; over this placed my table, and was just in the act of mounting +up, when my gaoler stepped in and seemed very much surprised at my +proceedings. He inquired roughly what I was about there; and on +receiving for answer, that I only wished, for diversion, to look out at +the window, he did not say a word; but, in significant silence, made the +bed, the table, and chair, be taken away: after which, having set down +my breakfast, he again disappeared. + +After about an hour, he came back, accompanied by two other men, and +led me through long passages, up stairs and down stairs, till I entered, +at last, into an audience-hall of moderate dimensions, where one of the +supreme judges awaited me. By his side sat a young man as secretary, to +whom he afterwards dictated whatever information he got from me, in +answer to his questions. I had to thank the influence of my former +station at Court, and the respect with which I had long been treated by +all ranks, for the politeness now shewn to me by this judge. However, I +was convinced that it could only be suspicions, founded on Aurelia's +extraordinary conduct, which had led to my arrestment. + +The judge's first demand was, that I should give him a clear and concise +account of my former life. Instead of answering directly to this, I +begged to know whether I had not, in the first place, a right to know +the cause of my sudden imprisonment. He told me that I should, in due +time, have information of the crimes with which I was charged; but that, +meanwhile, it was of the utmost importance that he should learn the +exact course of my life up to that day when I first arrived at the +_residenz_; and he must remind me that, as the court possessed ample +means to detect the slightest deviation from truth, I should be watchful +for my own sake, to avoid any attempt at deception. + +This admonishment of the judge (a little spare man, with red hair, +staring eyes, and an absurdly croaking voice) was by no means lost upon +me. I recollected that I had already ventured to give the name of my +birth-place, and some account of my life, to one of the court ladies; +and that the story which I had now to weave, must of necessity be such, +as to harmonize with that which I had already promulgated. It was also +requisite to avoid all marvellous and intricate adventures. Moreover, to +lay the scene, as much as possible, in a country so distant, that +inquiries into the reality of my references would be tedious and +difficult. At that moment too, there came into my remembrance, a young +Pole, with whom I had studied in the college at Königswald. I knew the +circumstances of his life, and as the safest method now in my power, +resolved to appropriate them as my own. Thus prepared, I set out as +follows:-- + +"My arrestment, no doubt, has arisen from the imputation against me of +some heavy crime. For a considerable period, I have lived here under the +eye of the Prince, and all the town's-people, and during that time, have +been guilty of no crime nor misdemeanour; consequently it must be some +stranger lately arrived here who has accused me of a crime formerly +committed; and as my conscience assures me that I am completely free +from any such guilt, I can only account for what has occurred, by +supposing that an unhappy personal resemblance betwixt myself and some +person unknown, has led to the mistake. + +"However, it seems to me not a little severe, that on account of +_suppositions_ merely, (for here there can exist nothing more,) I should +be thus thrown into prison, and brought like a criminal for examination. +But why have I not been confronted at once with my rash, and perhaps +malicious accuser? I doubt not that individual will be found at last to +be some wicked impostor, or, at best, some misguided fool, who--" + +"Softly--softly, Mr Leonard," croaked the judge. "Correct yourself, +otherwise your words may strike against some high personage; and, +besides, I can assure you, that the individual by whom you, Mr Leonard, +have been recognized as--" (here he bit himself in the lip) "is in +truth, neither rash nor foolish, but"--(hesitating) "and besides, we +have unquestionable intelligence from ---- in the Thuringian mountains." + +Here he named the residence of the Baron von F.; and I perceived +immediately the dangers which threatened me. It was obvious that Aurelia +had recognized in me the monk, whom she probably looked upon as the +murderer of her brother. This monk, however, was Medardus, the preacher +of the Capuchin Convent, and as such had been recognized by the Baron's +steward Reinhold. The Abbess, however, knew that this Medardus was the +son of Francesco, and thus, my resemblance to him, which had so long +puzzled the Princess, must now probably have corroborated into certainty +the suspicions which the sisters had, no doubt, by letter communicated +to each other. + +It was possible even, that intelligence had been received from the +Capuchin Convent; that I had been carefully watched upon my journey; and +that they had unequivocally identified my person with that of Medardus. + +All these possibilities came crowding on my recollection, and forced me +to perceive the whole hazard of my situation. The judge, while I was +occupied in this reverie, still continued to talk on, which was very +advantageous, for I had time to repeat to myself the almost unutterable +name of the Polish town which I had assigned to the old lady at court as +the place of my birth. Scarcely, then, had the judge again repeated his +gruff demand, that I would concisely inform him as to my past course of +life, than I once more began-- + +"My proper name is Leonard Krczinski; and I am the only son of a Polish +nobleman, who had sold his property, and lived privately in the town of +Kwicziczwo."-- + +"How--what?" said the judge, endeavouring in vain to pronounce after me +either my name, or that of the town to which I had referred. The +secretary had no notion how he was to set the words on paper; I was +obliged to write down both names myself, and then went on-- + +"You perceive, sir, how difficult it is for a German tongue to imitate +these words of my language, which are so overburdened with consonants, +and herein consists the reason why I have chosen to lay aside my surname +altogether, and bear only my christian name of Leonard. + +"But this is, indeed, the only mystery or singularity which I have to +unfold. The rest of my life is the simplest and most ordinary that could +be imagined. My father, who was himself a man of good education, +approved of my decided propensity to literature and the arts, and just +before his death, had resolved on sending me to Cracow, to live there +under the care of a clergyman related to him, by name Stanislaus +Krczinski. After that event, being my father's sole heir, I was left the +uncontrolled choice of my own actions. I therefore sold the small +remnant that was left of a paternal property, called up some debts that +were due to my father, and went with the pecuniary proceeds to Cracow, +where I studied some years under the guardianship of my relation. + +"From thence I travelled to Dantzig and Königsberg; at last I was +driven, as if by irresistible impulse, to make a journey towards the +south. I trusted that the remainder of my small fortune would be +sufficient to carry me through, and that I should at last obtain a fixed +situation at some university; but in this town I had probably found my +means exhausted, if it had not been that one night's luck at the +Prince's pharo-table enabled me to live comfortably for some time, after +which I intended to prosecute my journey into Italy. + +"As to anything truly remarkable or worthy of being related--no such +adventure has ever occurred in my life. Yet perhaps, (here I recollected +myself,) I ought not to say this, for I have at least one singular +occurrence to record. It would have been quite easy for me to prove +exactly the truth of all that I have now deposed, had not a very strange +chance deprived me of my _portefeuille_, in which was contained my pass, +my journal, and various letters, which would have supplied ample +documents for that purpose." + +By this conclusion the judge was visibly surprised. It was evidently +something unexpected; he fixed his sharp staring eyes upon me, and then, +in a tone somewhat ironical, requested me to explain what strange +accident had thus unluckily put it out of my power to _prove_ (as might +have been hoped for) my assertions. + +"Some months ago," said I, "I was on my way hither by the road leading +through the mountains. The fine season of the year, and the romantic +scenery, made me resolve to perform the journey on foot. One day, being +much fatigued, I sat in the public room of an inn at a small village. I +had there got some refreshments, and had drawn out a leaf from my +pocket-book, in order to take a drawing of some old houses that had +struck my fancy. + +"At this time there arrived at the inn a horseman, whose extraordinary +dress and wild looks excited in me much astonishment. He came into the +public room obviously striving with much vain effort to look cheerful +and unconcerned, took his place opposite to me, and called for drink, +casting on me from time to time dark and suspicious glances. The man +seemed to me to be half mad, or something worse. I by no means liked +such company, and therefore, merely to avoid him, stepped out into the +court. Soon afterwards, the stranger also came out, paid the innkeeper, +hastily bowed to me, and remounting his horse, rode off at a rapid pace. + +"Afterwards, as I was in the act of setting out myself, I remembered my +_portefeuille_, which I had left on the table of the public room. I +went and found it lying where I had left it, and, in my hurry, believed +all was right. It was not till the following day, that, wishing to refer +to my pocket-book, I found the _portefeuille_ was not mine, but had, in +all probability, belonged to the stranger, who must have, by mistake, +put up mine into his pocket, and left his own in its place. + +"In the latter there was nothing but letters and cards, which to me were +unintelligible, addressed to Count Victorin. This _portefeuille_, with +the Count's papers, will be found still among my effects. In mine, which +was lost, I had, as before mentioned, my pass, my journal, and, as now +occurs to me, even my baptism certificate, the production of which would +at once have confirmed whatever regarding myself I have alleged." + +The judge here desired that I would give him an accurate description, +from head to foot, of the stranger's personal appearance. Accordingly, I +patched up a skilful composition from the features and dress of the late +Count Victorin, and of myself when on my flight from the Baron's castle. +To the judge's cross-questioning as to all the minutest circumstances of +this meeting, to which there almost seemed no end, I continued to +answer as quietly and decisively as possible, till at last the fiction +that I had thus invented, rounded itself in such manner in my own mind, +that I actually believed all that I had asserted, and ran no risk +whatever of falling into contradictions. + +Besides, there were other advantages; my first object indeed had only +been to justify my possession of these letters of Count Victorin, which +would be found in my _portefeuille_; but, by the method that I had +chosen to fulfil this purpose, I had luckily raised up an imaginary +personage, (one at least who no longer existed in reality,) who might +hereafter, as need required, play the part either of the fugitive +Medardus, or of the Count Victorin. + +Afterwards, it occurred to me also that probably Euphemia's papers must +have been examined; that among them there were no doubt letters paving +the way for Victorin's plan of appearing as a monk at the castle, and +that this would form a fresh nucleus of clouds sufficient to wrap the +whole affair in impenetrable mystery. + +Thus my internal fantasy continued to work, during the whole time of my +examination; and there were always new methods suggesting themselves, +by which I might avoid the risk of discovery; so that at last I believed +myself secure against the very worst that could happen. + +I now waited in hopes that the judge would have recourse to the criminal +accusation which had been entered against me, and concluded that I had +said quite enough as to the fortune and adventures of my own past life. + +I was mistaken, however, for he seemed as willing to go on with his +tiresome questions as if he had but just begun. Among other inquiries, +he asked, "For what reason I had formed the wish of escaping out of +prison?" I assured him that no such thought had ever entered my mind, +and that I had only wished to look out through the window. The gaoler's +testimony, however, as to the piled-up bed, chair, and table, seemed +here much against me. At last, after a most tedious interview, the judge +finally assured me, that if I attempted any prank of that sort again, I +must, of necessity, be bound to the ground with iron chains. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I was then led back to my prison. My bed, as before mentioned, had been +removed, and a straw mattress in its stead laid on the ground. The table +was firmly screwed down, and, in place of the chair, I found a very low +wooden bench. + +Many days passed over in dreary captivity, without any farther +examination, and without the slightest variety. The time of a prisoner +is seldom or never a blank; it is filled up by horrible phantoms and +distorted reveries, such as have often been described, though mine +probably were of a new character. The detail of them, however, is not +within the limits of my present undertaking; I record only simple facts, +in the manner of an obtuse old chronicler; and if there be a colouring +of imagination, it is not only unsought, but unwelcome and involuntary. + +During these three days, I did not behold the features of any living +being, except the peevish face of an old sub-janitor, who brought my +food, and in the evening lighted my lamp. Hitherto, I had felt like a +warrior, who, in a mood of martial excitement, was determined, at all, +risks, to meet danger and fight his way to the last; but such passion +had now time enough to decline entirely away. + +I fell into a dark melancholy trance, during which all things became +indifferent. Even the cherished vision of Aurelia had faded, or floated +in dim colours before me. But unless I had been in body as much +disordered as in mind, this state of apathy could not, of necessity, +continue long. In a short time my spirit was again roused, only to feel +in all its force the horrid influence of nausea and oppression, which +the dense atmosphere of the prison had produced, and against which I +vainly endeavoured to contend. + +In the night I could no longer sleep. In the strange flickering shadows +which the lamp-light threw upon the walls, myriads of distorted visages, +one after another, or hundreds at a time, seemed to be grinning out upon +me. To avoid this annoyance, I extinguished my lamp, and drew the upper +mattress over my head--but in vain! It was now dark, indeed, but the +spectres were visible by their own light, like portraits painted on a +dark ground, and I heard more frightfully the hollow moans and rattling +chains of the prisoners, through the horrid stillness of the night. + +Often did it seem to me as if I heard the dying groans of Hermogen and +Euphemia. "Am I then guilty of your destruction? Was it not your own +iniquity that brought you under the wrath of my avenging arm?" One night +I had broken out furiously with these words, when, on the silence that +for a moment succeeded, there distinctly and unequivocally arose a long +deep-drawn sigh or groan, differing from the noises which had disturbed +me before. The latter might have been imaginary--this was assuredly +real, and the sound was reverberated through the vault. Driven to +distraction, I howled out--"It is thou, Hermogen!--the hour of thy +vengeance is come--there is for me no hope of rescue!" + + * * * * * + +It might be on the tenth night of my confinement, when, half-fainting +with terror, I lay stretched out on the cold floor of my prison. I +distinctly heard on the ground directly under me a light, but very +audible knocking, which was repeated at measured intervals. I listened +attentively. The noise was continued, as if with the determination to +attract attention, and occasionally I could distinguish a strange sound +of laughter, that also seemed to come out of the earth. + +I started from the floor, and threw myself on the straw couch; but the +beating continued, with the same detestable variety of laughter and +groans. At last I heard a low, stammering, hoarse voice syllabically +pronounce my name--"Me-dar-dus!--Me-dar-dus!"--My blood ran ice cold +through every vein; but with a vehement effort I gained courage enough +to call out, "Who's there?"--The laughter now became louder--the beating +and groaning were renewed; again the stammering demon addressed +me--"Me-dar-dus!--Me-dar-dus!" + +I rose from bed, and stamped on the floor. "Whoever thou art," cried I; +"man or devil, who art thus adding to the torments of an already +miserable captive, step forth visibly before mine eyes, that I may look +on thee, or desist from this unmeaning persecution!" The beating was now +right under my feet. "He--he--he!--he--he--he!--Broth-er,--Broth-er! +Open the door!--I am here--am here! Let us go hence to the wood--to the +wood!" + +Now, methought I recognised the voice as one that I had known before, +but it was not then so broken and so stammering. Nay, with a chill +shivering of horror, I almost began to think there was something in the +accents that I now heard, resembling the tones of my own voice, and +involuntarily, as if I wished to try whether this were really so, I +stammered, in imitation, "Me-dar-dus!--Me-dar-dus!" + +Hereupon the laughter was renewed, but it now sounded scornful and +malicious.--"Broth-er,--Broth-er," said the voice, "do you know me +again?--Open the door--the--the door!--We shall go hence, to the +wood--to the wood!" "Poor insane wretch!" said I; "I cannot open the +door for thee--I cannot enable thee to go forth into the pleasant woods, +to hear the fresh rustling of the leaves, or breathe the fragrance of +Heaven's pure atmosphere. I am, as thou art, shut up, hopeless and +abandoned, within the gloomy walls of a prison." + +To this address I was answered only by sobs and moans, as if from the +bitterness of despairing grief; and the knocking became always more +faint and indistinct, till at last it ceased altogether; and from +exhaustion, I sunk into troubled slumber. + +At length the morning light had broke in slanting gleams through the +window; the locks and keys rattled, and the gaoler, whom I had not seen +for many days, entered my room. + +"Through the last night," said he, "we have heard all sorts of strange +noises in your apartment, and loud speaking. What means this?" + +"I am in the habit," answered I, "of talking loudly in my sleep, and +even when awake I indulge in soliloquy. May not this much of liberty be +granted me?" + +"Probably," said the gaoler, "it is known to you, that every endeavour +to escape, or to keep up conversation with any of your fellow-prisoners, +will be interpreted to your disadvantage?" I declared that I had never +formed any intentions of that kind; and after a few more surly remarks, +he withdrew. + +Some hours after this, I was again summoned, as before, to the hall of +judgment. It was not, however, the judge by whom I had before been +examined, but a very different personage, who now sat on the bench. He +was a man apparently much younger in years, but far surpassing his +predecessor in cleverness and versatility. + +Laying aside all the formality of office, he left his place, came up to +me in the friendliest manner, and invited me to take a chair. + +Even at this moment his appearance is vividly present to my +recollection. In constitution he seemed, for his time of life, to be +much broken down; he was very bald, and wore spectacles. But in his +whole demeanour there was so much of kindness and good-humour, that, on +this account alone, I found it would be difficult for any one, but the +most reckless and hardened of criminals, to resist his influence. + +His questions were thrown out lightly, almost in the style of ordinary +conversation, but they were well contrived, and so precisely couched, +that it was impossible to avoid giving him decisive answers. + +"In the first place, I must ask you," said he, "whether all that you +have before deponed is perfectly consistent with truth; or, at least, +whether many other circumstances may not have occurred to you as +requisite to be told, in order to corroborate your former statement?" + +"No," said I. "I have already freely communicated every circumstance +which I could mention, or which it can be necessary to mention, as to +the tenor of my simple and uniform life." + +"Have you never associated much with clergymen, and with monks?" + +"Yes--In Cracow, in Dantzig, Königsberg, Frauenberg. In the latter place +especially, with two lay monks, who officiated there as priest and +_capellan_." + +"You did not state before that you were in Frauenberg?" + +"Because I did not think it worth while to mention a short residence +there of about eight days, on my way from Dantzig to Königsberg." + +"So, you are a native of Kwicziczwo?" + +This question the judge put in the Polish language, and in the most +correct dialect, (all the while looking quite unconcerned, as if his +use of that language had been on the present occasion a matter of +course.) + +For a moment this overthrew all my self-possession. I rallied, however; +tried to recollect what little Polish I had learned from my friend +Krczinski, and made shift to answer-- + +"On a small landed property of my father, near Kwicziczwo." + +"What was the name of this estate?" + +"Krczinzicswo--the family estate of my relations." + +"For a native Pole, you do not pronounce your own language remarkably +well. To say the truth, you speak it rather like a German--How is this?" + +"For many years I have spoken nothing but German. Even while in Cracow, +I had much intercourse with German students, who wished to learn from me +our difficult language. Unawares, I may have accustomed myself to their +accent, as one finds it very easy, when living in particular districts +of the country, to adopt provincialisms." + +The judge here looked significantly on me. A slight smile passed over +his features; and, turning to the secretary, he dictated to him +something in a whisper, of which I could distinctly make out the words +"visibly embarrassed." Hereupon I wished to say something farther, in +excuse for my bad Polish, but the judge gave me no opportunity. + +"Have you never been in Königswald, where there is a large Capuchin +Convent?" + +"Never." + +"The way hither from Königsberg should have led you to that town." + +"I took another road." + +"Have you never been acquainted with a monk from the convent there?" + +"Never." + +On receiving this answer, the judge rung the bell, and in a low voice +gave an order to the attending officer. + +Soon afterwards, an opposite door opened, and how was my whole frame +shaken, and my very heart withered by terror, when I beheld the old +Brother Cyrillus! The judge asked, + +"Do you know this man?" + +"No. I have never seen him before." + +It was now the monk's turn to speak. He came nearer; looked at me +stedfastly--then clasping his hands, while tears involuntarily burst +from his eyes--"Medardus!" cried he, "Brother Medardus! In God's name, +how comes it that I find you thus horribly changed? How came you into +this condition of abandoned and obdurate wickedness? Brother Medardus, +return into thyself--Confess--Repent!--The patience and long-suffering +of God are infinite." + +"Can you then recognize this man," said the judge, "for the Monk +Medardus from the Capuchin Convent in Königswald?" + +"As I hope for Heaven's mercy," answered Cyrillus, "it is impossible for +me to think otherwise. I believe that this man, although he now appears +in a lay dress, is that very Medardus, who lived under my care as a +novice at the Capuchin Convent, and whom I attended at the altar on the +day of his consecration. Yet Medardus had on his neck a scar, in the +shape of a cross, on the left side, and if this man----" + +"You perceive," interposed the judge, turning to me, "that you are +looked upon as a runaway monk from the town of Königswald, and you may +rightly conjecture that the real monk alluded to has been guilty of +serious crimes. But this man has a particular mark on his neck, which, +according to your own account, you cannot have. This, therefore, at once +gives you the best opportunity to prove your innocence. Untie your +neckcloth." + +"There is no need of this," answered I. "It is already certain, that an +exact personal resemblance exists between myself and the fugitive +criminal, who is to me wholly unknown; for I do bear a slight scar on my +throat, such as has been described."--"Remove your neckcloth," repeated +the judge. I did so; and the scar left by the wound from the Abbess's +diamond cross, which had never been effaced, was immediately perceived. +Hereupon Cyrillus uttered a loud exclamation.--"It is--it is the same +impression of the cross," he added.--"Medardus! oh Medardus! hast thou +then renounced thy eternal weal?"--Weeping and half fainting, he sunk +into a chair. + +"What answers do you now make to the assertion of this venerable man?" +said the judge. + +For a moment I felt as if lifted up and inspired by supernatural +strength. It seemed as if the devil himself came and whispered to me. + +"What power have these despicable weaklings over thee, who art yet +strong and undaunted in spirit and in frame? Shall not Aurelia yet +become thine?" + +"This monk," said I, with great vehemence, "who sits there fainting in +his chair, is a fantastic, feeble-minded, drivelling dotard. In his +absurd visions, he takes me for a runaway capuchin from his own convent, +to whom, as it happens, I bear a personal resemblance." + +The judge had till now remained perfectly tranquil, without changing his +looks, gesture, or tone. Now, however, his visage, for the first time, +assumed a dark and lowering earnestness of expression. He rose, as if +the better to observe me, and even the glare of his spectacles was +intolerable to my feelings, so that I could not utter a word more of my +intended defence. For a moment I lost all self-possession. Abandoned to +rage and despair, I struck my clenched knuckles to my forehead, and, in +a tone which must have sounded unearthly, almost shrieked out the name +"Aurelia!" + +"What do you mean by that, sir?" said the judge, in a voice which, +though calm, had yet the effect of thunder, and reverberated through the +vaulted roof of the audience-chamber. + +"A dark and implacable destiny," said I, "dooms me to an ignominious +death. But I am innocent--I am wholly innocent of the crimes, whatever +they may be, that are charged against me. Have compassion, therefore; +and for the present, at least, let me go. I feel that madness begins to +rage through my brain, and agitate every nerve: therefore, in mercy, let +me go!" + +The judge, who had resumed his seat, and become perfectly calm, dictated +much to the secretary, of which I did not know the import. At last he +read over to me a record, in which all his questions and my answers, +with the evidence of Cyrillus, were faithfully set down. This record I +was obliged to ratify by my own signature. + +The judge then requested me, in a careless tone, to write for him, on +separate slips of paper, something in Polish and in German. I did so, +without being aware what object he had in view. He then immediately gave +the German leaf to Cyrillus, with the question, "Have these characters +any resemblance to the hand-writing of your brother, Monk Medardus?" + +"It is precisely his hand even to the most minute peculiarities," said +Cyrillus; and turning to me, was about to speak; but a look of the judge +admonished him to silence. The latter examined carefully the leaf which +I had written in Polish. He then rose, quitted the bench, and came down +to me. + +"You are no Pole," said he, in a serious and decisive manner. "This +writing is altogether incorrect, full of errors, both in grammar and +spelling. No native Pole would write in that style, even if he were +destitute of that education which you have enjoyed." + +"I was born," said I, "in Kwicziczwo, and therefore am most certainly a +Pole; but even were this not really the case, and if circumstances +compelled me to conceal my true rank and name, yet it would by no means +follow, in consequence of this, that I must turn out to be the Monk +Medardus, who, as I understand, came from the Capuchin Convent in +Königswald." + +"Alas! Brother," interposed Cyrillus, "did not our excellent Prior send +you to Rome, placing the fullest confidence in your fidelity, prudence, +and pious conduct; and is it thus that you requite him? Brother +Medardus, for God's sake, do not any longer, in this blasphemous manner, +deny the holy profession to which you belong." + +"I beg of you not to interrupt us," said the judge, and, turning again +to me, proceeded-- + +"It is my duty to observe to you, that the disinterested evidence of +this reverend clergyman affords the strongest presumptions, that you are +actually that runaway monk, for whom you have been arrested. At the same +time, I ought not to conceal, that various other persons will be brought +forward, who also insist that they have unequivocally recognised you for +that individual. Among them is one, to whom your escape from the due +punishment or coercion of the law would be attended by no little danger, +at all events, by no little fear and apprehension. Besides, many things +have been discovered in your own travelling equipage, which support the +allegations against you. + +"Finally, sir, you may rely, that inquiries will be set on foot as to +your pretended family, on which account application is already made to +the court at Posen. All these things I explain to you the more openly, +because it belongs to my office to convince you how little I wish, by +artifice, or any undue method, to extort from you the truth, which you +wish to conceal, but which, at all events, will soon be brought to +light. Prepare yourself, therefore, before-hand, as you best can. If you +are really that criminal named Medardus the Capuchin, you may be assured +that justice will soon penetrate through your deepest disguise; and you +will learn, in due time, the precise crimes of which you are accused. +If, on the other hand, you are Mr Leonard of Kwicziczwo, and only, by +some extraordinary _lusus naturæ_, forced to resemble Medardus, you will +be furnished, even by us, with clear and decisive proofs to support this +identity. + +"You appeared at your first trial, in a very disordered state of mind; +therefore I wished that you should be allowed sufficient time for mature +reflection. After what has taken place to-day, you will again have ample +store for meditation." + +"Then," said I, "you look upon all that I have said to-day as utter +falsehood? You behold in me only the runaway monk Medardus?" + +To this I received merely a slight parting bow, with the words, "Adieu, +Herr von Krczinski;" and I was forthwith led back to my prison. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Every word uttered by this judge had penetrated to my very heart, and I +was unable to subdue my vehement agitation. All the fictions that I had +invented seemed to me utterly absurd and insipid. That the chief person +who was to appear as my accuser, (and who was said to entertain such +fears of me if left at liberty,) was Aurelia, I could have no doubt. How +could I bear this, and how counteract her influence? + +I considered afterwards what might have been suspicious among my +travelling effects, and was much vexed by the recollection, that since +my residence at the castle of the Baron von F----, I had retained in my +_portefeuille_, a hair ring, on which Euphemia's name was enwoven, and +which, perhaps, might be recognized by Aurelia. Besides, it had +unfortunately occurred, that in the forest I had bound up Victorin's +portmanteau with the knotted cord, which is part of the dress of our +order; and this had still remained in my possession. + +Tormented by these thoughts, I gave myself up for lost; and unconscious +what I did, paced backwards and forwards in despair, through my narrow +chamber. Then it seemed as if there was a rushing and whispering in mine +ears,--"Thou fool," said a voice, "why should'st thou despair? Canst +thou not think on Victorin?" Hereupon, in a loud voice, I called +out--"Ha! the game is not lost!--Nay, it may yet be won!" + +My heart beat, and my bosom heaved with new impulses. I had already +thought, that among Euphemia's papers there must, of necessity, be found +something which would point to Victorin's appearance at the castle as a +monk. Resting on this assumption, (or probability,) I would, at my next +examination, amplify on my former deposition as to the meeting with +Victorin; nay, why should I not also have met with the monk Medardus? I +could plead knowledge, also, of those adventures at the castle which +ended so frightfully, and repeat them as if they came to me by hearsay. +With such stories I could interweave references to myself, and to my +resemblance with both these people. + +In order to attain my object, however, the most trifling circumstances +must be maturely weighed. I resolved, therefore, that I would commit to +writing the romance, by the incidents of which I was to be rescued. The +gaoler supplied me with the requisite materials, and I laboured with +great zeal till late in the night. In writing, my imagination was +roused, until I almost actually believed whatever I had set down to be +the truth; and I had in the closest manner spun together a web of +falsehood, wherewith I expected completely to blind the eyes of the +judge. + +The prison-clock had struck twelve, when I again heard softly, +and as if from a distance, the knocking which, on the preceding day, +so much disturbed me. I had resolved that I would pay no attention +to this noise; but it approached nearer, and became louder. There +were again, at measured intervals, the same divertisements of +knocking, laughing, and groaning. I struck my hand with great vehemence +on the table--"Be quiet!" cried I--"Silence below there!" Thus I +thought that I should banish my persecutor, and recover my composure, +but in vain! On the contrary, there arose instantly a sound of +shrill discordant laughter, and once more the same detestable +voice--"_Brüd-er-lein!--Brüd-er-lein!_[2] Up to thee! Open the door! +Open the door!" + +[Footnote 2: Little brother. One of the German diminutives of +familiarity or endearment.] + +Then right under me commenced a vehement rasping and scratching in the +floor, accompanied by continuous groans and cachinnation. In vain did I +try to write, and persuading myself that these were but illusions of the +arch enemy, determined to hold them in contempt. The noise always became +more intolerable, and was diversified occasionally by ponderous blows, +so that I momentarily expected the gaolers to enter in alarm. + +I had risen up, and was walking with the lamp in my hand, when suddenly +I felt the floor shake beneath my tread. I stepped aside, and then saw, +on the spot whereon I had stood, a stone lift itself out of the +pavement, and sink again. The phenomenon was repeated, but at the second +time I seized hold of the stone, and easily removed it from the +flooring. + +The aperture beneath was but narrow, and little or no light rose from +the gulf. Suddenly, however, as I was gazing on it, a naked arm, +emaciated, but muscular, with a knife, or dagger, in the hand, was +stretched up towards me. Struck with the utmost horror, I recoiled from +the sight. Then the stammering voice spoke from below--"Brother--brother +Me-dar-dus is there--is there!--Take--take!--Break--break!--To the +wood!--To the wood!" + +Instantly all fear and apprehension were lost. I repeated to myself, +"Take--take!--Break--break!" for I thought only of the assistance thus +offered me, and of flight! Accordingly I seized the weapon, which the +hand willingly resigned to me, and began zealously to clear away the +mortar and rubbish from the opening that had been made. + +The spectral prisoner below laboured also with might and main, till we +had dislodged four or five large stones from the vault, and laid them +aside. I had been occupied in this latter purpose, that is, in placing +the large stones in a corner of my room, that they might not interrupt +my work; when, on turning round, I perceived that my horrible assistant +had raised his naked body as far as the middle, through the aperture +that we had made. The full glare of the lamp fell on his pale features, +which were no longer obscured as formerly, by long matted locks, or the +overgrown grizzly beard, for these had been closely shaven. It could no +longer be said that I was in vigorous health, while he was emaciated, +for in that respect we were now alike. He glared on me with the grin, +the ghastly laughter, of madness on his visage. At the first glance I +RECOGNIZED MYSELF, and losing all consciousness and self-possession, +fell in a deadly swoon on the pavement. + +From this state of insensibility I was awoke by a violent pain in the +arm. There was a clear light around me; the rattling of chains, and +knocking of hammers, sounded through the vault. The gaoler and his +assistants were occupied in loading me with irons. Besides handcuffs and +ankle-fetters, I was, by means of a chain and an iron hoop, to be +fastened to the wall. + +"Now," said the gaoler, in a satisfied tone, when the workmen had +finished, "the gentleman will probably find it advisable to give over +troubling us with his attempts to escape for the future!" + +"But what crimes, then," said the blacksmith, in an under tone, "has +this obstreperous fellow committed?" + +"How?" said the gaoler, "dost thou not know that much, Jonathan? The +whole town talks of nothing else. He is a cursed Capuchin monk, who has +murdered three men. All has been fully proved. In a few days there is to +be a grand gala; and among other diversions, the scaffold and the wheel +will not fail to play their part!" + +I heard no more, and my senses were again lost. I know not how long I +remained in that state, from which I only painfully and with difficulty +awoke. I was alone, and all was utter darkness; but, after some +interval, faint gleams of daylight broke into the low deep vault, +scarcely six feet square, into which I now, with the utmost horror, +perceived that I had been removed from my former prison. I was tormented +with extreme thirst, and grappled at the water-jug which stood near me. +Cold and moist, it slipped out of my numbed hands before I had gained +from it even one imperfect draught, and, with abhorrence, I saw a large +overgrown toad crawl out of it as it lay on the floor. "Aurelia!" I +groaned, in that feeling of nameless misery into which I was now +sunk--"Aurelia!--and was it for this that I have been guilty of +hypocrisy and abominable falsehood in the court of justice--for this +only, that I might protract, by a few hours, a life of torment and +misery? What would'st thou," said I to myself, "delirious wretch, as +thou art? Thou strivest after the possession of Aurelia, who could be +thine only through an abominable and blasphemous crime; and however thou +might'st disguise thyself from the world, she would infallibly recognize +in thee the accursed murderer of Hermogen, and look on thee with +detestation. Miserable deluded fool, where are now all thy high-flown +projects, thy belief and confidence in thine own supernatural power, by +which thou could'st guide thy destiny even as thou wilt? Thou art wholly +unable and powerless to kill the worm of conscience, which gnaws on the +heart's marrow, and thou wilt shamefully perish in hopeless grief, even +if the arm of temporal justice should spare thee!" + +Thus I complained aloud, but at the moment when I uttered these words, I +felt a painful pressure on my breast, which seemed to proceed from some +hard substance in my waistcoat pocket. I grappled with it accordingly, +and drew out, to my surprise, a small stiletto. Never had I worn any +such implement since I had been in the prison. It must, of necessity, be +the same which had been held up to me by my mysterious _double_. I +recognized the glittering heft. It was the identical stiletto with which +I had killed Hermogen, and which, for many weeks, I had been without! + +Hereupon there arose in my mind an entire revolution. The inexplicable +manner in which this weapon had been returned to me, seemed like a +warning from supernatural agents. I had it in my power to escape at will +from the ignominious death that awaited me. I had it in my power to die +voluntarily for the sake of Aurelia. It seemed again as if there was a +rushing and whispering of voices around me; and among them Aurelia's +accents were clearly audible. I beheld her as when formerly she appeared +to me in the church of the Capuchin Convent. "I love thee, indeed, +Medardus," said she; "but hitherto thou understandest me not. In this +world there is for us no hope of enjoyment; the true festival and +solemnization of our love is--death." I now firmly resolved that I would +demand a new audience--that I would confess to the judge, without the +least reserve, the whole history of my wanderings, after which I would, +in obedience to the supposed warning, have recourse to suicide. + +The gaoler now made his appearance, bringing me better food than usual, +with the addition of a bottle of wine. "It is by the command of the +Prince," said he, covering a table which his servant brought in after +him. He then proceeded to unlock the chain by which I was bound to the +wall. + +Remaining firm in my determination, I took but little notice of this, +and earnestly requested that he would communicate to the judge my wish +for an audience that very afternoon, as I had much to disclose that lay +heavy on my conscience. He promised to fulfil my commission, and +retired. + +Meanwhile, I waited in vain to be summoned to my trial. No one appeared +until such time as it was quite dark, when the gaoler's servant entered +and lighted my lamp as usual. Owing to the fixed resolution which I had +adopted, I felt much more tranquil than before; and, as the night wore +on, being greatly exhausted, I fell into a deep sleep. + +My slumber was haunted, however, by a strange and very vivid dream. +Methought I was led into a high, gloomy, and vaulted hall, wherein I +saw, ranged along the walls, on high-backed chairs, a double row of +spectral figures, like clergymen, all habited in the black _talar_,[3] +and before them was a table covered with red cloth. At their head sat a +judge, and near him was a Dominican friar, in the full habit of his +order. + +[Footnote 3: Long black robe.] + +"Thou art now," said the judge, in a deep solemn voice, "given over to +the spiritual court; forasmuch as thou, obstinate and criminal as thou +art, hast attempted to deny thy real name, and the sacred profession to +which thou belongest. Franciscus, or, according to thy conventual name, +Medardus, answer, Dost thou plead guilty, or not guilty, to the crimes +of which thou hast been accused?" + +Hereupon I wished to confess all that I had done, which, in my own +estimation, was sinful or blame-worthy. But, to my great horror, that +which I uttered was not the thoughts that existed in my mind, and which +I intended to deliver. On the contrary, instead of a sincere and +repentant confession, I lost myself in wandering desultory gibberish, +which sounded even in my own ears quite unpardonable. + +Then the Dominican rose up, and, with a frightful menacing +look--"Away--to the rack with him," cried he, "the stiff-necked obdurate +sinner--to the rack with him--he deserves no mercy!" The strange figures +that were ranged along the wall rose up, stretched out their long +skeleton arms towards me, and repeated, in a hoarse horrible +unison--"Ay, ay!--to the rack with him--to the rack--to the rack!" + +Instantly I drew out my stiletto and aimed it violently towards my +heart, but, involuntarily, it slid upwards to my throat, and striking on +that part wherein the diamond necklace of the Abbess had left the sign +of the cross, the blade broke in pieces as if it were made of glass, and +left me unwounded! Then the executioner seized me, removed me from the +audience-hall, and dragged me down into a deep subterranean vault. + +_There_, however, my persecutions did not cease. The man once more +demanded of me whether I would not make a true confession? Accordingly, +I again made an attempt to do so, but my thoughts and words, as before, +were at variance. Deeply repentant, torn equally by shame and remorse, +I confessed all inwardly and in spirit; but whatever my lips brought +forth audibly, was confused, senseless, unconnected, and foreign from +the dictates of my heart. Hereafter, upon a sign received from the +Dominican, the executioner stripped me naked, and tied my wrists +together behind my back. How he placed me afterwards, I know not, but I +heard the creaking of screws and pulleys, and felt how my stretched +joints cracked, and were ready to break asunder. In the agony of +superhuman torture, I screamed loudly and awoke. + +The pain in my hands and feet continued as if I had been really on the +rack, but this proceeded from the heavy chains which I still carried; +yet, besides this, I found a strange pressure on my eye-lids, which, for +some time, I was unable to lift up. At last, it seemed as if a weight +were taken from my forehead, and I was able to raise myself on my couch. + +Here my nightly visions once more stepped forth into reality, and I felt +an ice-cold shivering through every vein. Motionless like a statue, with +his arms folded, the monk--the Dominican whom I had seen in my +dream--stood there, and glared on me with his hollow black eyes. In +that look, I at once recognized the expression of the horrible painter, +and fell, half fainting, back upon my straw-bed. + +Yet, perhaps, thought I to myself, all this was but a delusion of my +senses, which had its origin from a dream. I mustered courage, +therefore--but the monk was there! He stood, as the painter had ever +done, calm and motionless, with his relentless dark eyes fixed upon me. + +"Horrible man!" cried I, "Avaunt!--Away!--But no! Man thou art not. Thou +art the devil himself, who labours to drag me into everlasting +destruction!--Away!--I conjure thee, in the name of God, begone!" + +"Poor, short-sighted fool!" answered the Dominican, "I am not the fiend +who endeavours to bind thee with his iron fetters; who seeks to turn thy +heart from those sacred duties to which thou hast, by Divine Providence, +been appointed!--Medardus, poor insane wanderer! I have indeed appeared +frightful to thee, even at those moments when thou should'st have +recognized in me thy best friend--when thou wert tottering within a +hair's-breadth of being hurled into the eternal gulf of destruction, I +have appeared and warned thee; but my designs have ever been perverted +and misunderstood. Rise up, and listen to what I would now say!" + +The Dominican uttered this in a tone of deep melancholy and complaint. +His looks, which I had before contemplated with such affright, were +become relaxed and mild. My heart was roused by new and indescribable +emotions. This painter, who had haunted me like a demon, now appeared to +me almost like a special messenger of Providence, sent to console me in +my extreme misery and despair. + +I rose from my bed, and stepped towards him. It was no phantom! I +touched his garments. I kneeled down involuntarily, and he laid his hand +on my head as if to bless me. Then, in the brightest colouring of +imagination, a long train of beautiful and cherished images rose on my +mind. I was once more within the consecrated woods of the Holy +Lime-Tree. I stood on the self-same spot of that favourite grove, where +the strangely-dressed pilgrim brought to me the miraculous boy. From +hence I wished to move onwards to the church, which I saw also right +before me. There only it appeared to me, that I might now, penitent and +repentant, receive at last absolution of my heavy crimes. But I remained +motionless; my limbs were powerless, and I could scarcely retain the +feeling of self-identity.--Then a hollow voice pronounced the words, +"The will suffices for the deed!" + +The dream vanished. It was the painter who had spoken these words. + +"Incomprehensible being!" said I, "was it then thou, who art here with +me as a friend, who appeared leaning on the pillar on that unhappy +morning in the Capuchin church at Königswald? At night, in the trading +town of Frankenburg? And now----" + +"Stop there," said the painter; "it was I indeed who have been at all +times near to thee, in order, if possible, to rescue thee from +destruction and disgrace; but thy heart was hardened; thy senses were +perverted. The work to which thou wert chosen, must, for thine own weal +and salvation, be fulfilled." + +"Alas!" cried I, in a voice of despair, "why, then, didst thou not +withhold mine arm from that accursed deed, when Hermogen----" + +"That was not allowed me," said the painter. "Ask no farther. The +attempt to resist the eternal decrees of Omnipotence is not only sinful, +but hopeless presumption. Medardus, thou now drawest near to thy +appointed goal--_To-morrow_!" + +At these words I shuddered; for I thought that I completely understood +the painter. I believed that he knew and approved my premeditated +suicide. He now retreated towards the door of my prison.--"When," said +I, with great earnestness, "when shall I see you again?"--"AT THE GOAL," +said he, in a deep, solemn tone, that reverberated through the +vault.--"So then--_to-morrow_?" He would not answer. The door +opened--turned silently on its hinges--and the painter had vanished. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The faint gleams of daylight had long since made their way through the +gloom of my wretched prison, when at last the gaoler made his appearance +with a train of attendants, who carefully and obsequiously took off the +fetters from my wounded arms and ankles. They announced also that I +should be very soon led up for a final audience in the judgment-hall. + +The summons came accordingly. Deeply reserved, and wrapt up in my own +thoughts, becoming always more and more accustomed to the idea of +immediate death, I stepped into the audience-chamber. I had inwardly +arranged my confession in such manner, that I had only a short story to +tell, which would yet embrace every circumstance that was of importance. + +To my astonishment, the judge, directly on my entrance, left the bench, +and came to meet me. I must have looked greatly emaciated and +disfigured; for a cheerful smile, that had been at first on his +countenance, changed itself obviously into an expression of the most +painful sympathy and compassion. He shook hands, and made me take +possession of a large arm-chair. + +"Herr von Krczinski," said he, in a solemn diplomatic tone, "I am happy +in being able to announce to you some very agreeable intelligence. By +the Prince's commands, all proceedings against you are this day brought +to an end. It appears that people have hitherto confounded you with +another person; and of their mistaken accusations, your exact personal +likeness to that individual must bear the blame. Your innocence is now +established beyond the possibility of doubt. Mr Krczinski, _you are +free_!" + +A frightful giddiness now attacked me. The room, with all its furniture, +seemed turning round. The figure of the judge was multiplied a thousand +fold before mine eyes, and I fell into a swoon. When I awoke, the +servants were rubbing my temples with eau de cologne; and I recovered so +far, as to hear the judge read over a short _Protokoll_, stating that he +had duly informed me of the process being given up, and of my final +release from prison. But some indescribable feelings arising from that +last interview with the painter, repressed all joy in my bosom. It +seemed to me as if now, when people believed me innocent, I should +voluntarily make a full confession of my crimes, and then plunge the +dagger into my heart. + +I wished to speak; but the judge seemed to expect that I would retire, +and I retreated towards the door. He came after me a few steps. "I have +now," said he, in a low voice, "fulfilled my official duties, and may +confess that, from the first time of our meeting, you interested me very +much. Notwithstanding that appearances (as you must yourself allow) were +so greatly against you, yet I sincerely wished that you might not turn +out to be the horrible monster of wickedness for whom you had been +stigmatized. I may now repeat to you, in confidence, my conviction, that +you are no Pole: you were not born in Kwicziczwo: your name is not +Leonard von Krczinski." + +With composure and firmness I answered, "No."--"Nor are you a monk," +said the judge, casting his eyes on the ground, that he might not seem +to play the part of an inquisitor; but by this question I was +irresistibly agitated.--"Listen, then," said I, in a resolute tone, "and +I shall explain _all_."--"Nay, nay, be silent," said the judge. "What I +surmised at first is, according to my present belief, wholly confirmed. +I see that there is here some dark and deep mystery; and that, by some +inexplicable game of chances, your fate is involved with that of certain +personages of our court. But it is no longer my vocation to make +inquiries; and I should look upon myself as a presumptuous intermeddler, +if I wished to extort from you any of the real adventures of your life, +of which the tenure has probably been very peculiar. + +"There is but one suggestion which I cannot help offering. Would it not +be well if you were to tear yourself away from this _residenz_, where +there is so much that is hostile to your mental repose? After what has +happened, it is almost impossible that your abode here can be agreeable +to you." + +When the judge spoke in this manner, my mind again underwent an entire +revolution. All the dark shadows that had gathered around me were +suddenly dissolved. The spirit of life once more, with all its +enjoyments, vibrated through every nerve.--"Aurelia! Aurelia!--Should I +leave this place and forsake her for ever!" + +The judge looked on me with an expression of the greatest +astonishment.--"God forbid, Mr Leonard," said he, "that a very frightful +apprehension, which has now risen up in my mind, should ever be +fulfilled. But you know best the nature of your own plans. I shall say +no more." + +The hypocritical calmness with which I now answered him, was a proof +that my short-lived repentance was over and gone.--"So then," said I, +"you still look upon me as guilty?"--"Permit me, sir," said the judge, +"to keep my present fears to myself. They are, I must confess, +unsubstantiated by proof, and are perhaps the result of imaginary +apprehensions. It has been in the most conclusive manner proved, that +you are not the Monk Medardus; for that very man is in his own person +here among us, and has been recognized by the old Father Cyrillus, +though the latter had been deceived at the trial, by the exactitude of +your resemblance. Nay, this man does not deny that he is the Capuchin +Medardus, for whom you were arrested. Therefore everything has happened +that could have been desired, in order to free you from that first +imputation." + +At that moment an attendant called the judge away, and thus the dialogue +was interrupted at the very time when it began to be disagreeable to me. +I betook myself forthwith to my old lodgings in the town, where I found +my effects placed carefully in the same order in which I had left them. +My papers had been put up in a sealed envelope. Only Victorin's +_portefeuille_ and the Capuchin's hair-rope were wanting. My +suppositions as to the importance that would be attached to the latter +article were therefore correct. + +But a short time elapsed, when an equerry of the Prince made his +appearance, with a card from the Sovereign, and the present of a very +elegant box, set with diamonds. The card was in his usual familiar +style. "There have been very severe measures taken against you, Mr +Krczinski, but neither we ourselves, nor our court of justice, can +rightly be blamed. You are inconceivably like in person to a very wicked +and dangerous man. All now, however, has been cleared up to your +advantage. I send you a small token of my good will, and hope that we +shall see you soon." + +The good will of the Prince and his present were at this moment both +indifferent to me. My long imprisonment had greatly enfeebled my bodily +strength, and the extreme excitement which I had undergone, was followed +by lassitude and relaxation. Thus I had sunk into a deep and dark +melancholy, and looked on it as very fortunate when the physician came +to visit me, and prescribed some remedies, which he judged absolutely +requisite for the restoration of my health. He then, as usual, entered +into conversation. + +"Is it not," said he, "a most extraordinary chance, and concatenation of +circumstances, that, at the very moment when every one felt himself +convinced that you were that horrible monk, who had caused such +misfortunes in the family of the Baron von F----, this monk should +_himself_ actually appear, and rescue you at once from the impending +danger?" + +"It would oblige me," said I, "if you would inform me of the minuter +circumstances which led to my liberation; for as yet I have only heard +generally that the Capuchin Medardus, for whom I had been taken, had +been found here and arrested." + +"Nay, it is to be observed," answered the physician, "that he did not +come hither of his own accord, but was brought in, bound with ropes, as +a maniac, and delivered over to the police at the very time when you +first came to the _residenz_. By the way, it just now occurs to me that, +on a former occasion, when I was occupied in relating to you the +wonderful events which had happened at our court, I was interrupted, +just as I had got to the story of this abominable Medardus, the +acknowledged son of Francesco, and his enormous crimes at the castle of +the Baron von F----. I shall now take up the thread of my discourse +exactly where it was then broken off. + +"The sister of our reigning Princess, who, as you well know, is Abbess +of a Cistertian monastery at Kreuzberg, once received very kindly, and +took charge of a poor deserted woman, who, with her infant son, was +travelling homeward, towards the south, from a pilgrimage to the Convent +of the Holy Lime-Tree." + +"The woman," said I, "was Francesco's widow, and the boy was Medardus." + +"Quite right," answered the physician; "but how do you come to know +this?" + +"The events of this Medardus's life," said I, "have indeed become known +to me in a manner the strangest and most incredible. I am aware of them +even up to the period when he fled from the castle of the Baron von +F----; and of every circumstance that happened there I have received +minute information." + +"But how?" said the physician; "and from whom?" + +"In a dream," answered I; "in a dream I have had the liveliest +perception of all his sufferings and adventures." + +"You are in jest," said the physician. + +"By no means," replied I. "It actually seems to me, as if I had in a +vision become acquainted with the history of an unhappy man, who, like a +mere plaything in the hands of dark powers,--a weed cast on the waves of +a stormy sea, had been hurled hither and thither, and driven onward from +crime to crime. In the Holzheimer forest, which is not far from hence, +on my way hither, the postilion, one stormy night, drove out of the +right track, and there, in the _forst-haus_----" + +"Ha! now I understand you," said the physician, "there you met with the +monk." + +"So it is," answered I; "but he was mad." + +"He does not seem to be so now," observed the physician. "Even at that +time, no doubt, he had lucid intervals, and told you his history." + +"Not exactly," said I. "In the night, being unapprized of my arrival at +the _forst-haus_, he came into my room. Perhaps it was on account of the +extraordinary likeness existing betwixt us, that my appearance +frightened him extremely. He probably looked upon me as his _double_, +and believed that such an apparition of necessity announced his own +death. Accordingly, he began to stammer out strange confessions, to +which I listened for some time, till at last, being tired by a long +journey, I fell asleep; but the monk, not aware of this, continued to +speak on. I dreamed, but know not where the reality ended and the dream +began. So far as I can recollect, it appears to me that the monk +maintained that it could not be he who had caused the death of the +Baroness von F---- and Hermogen, but that they had both been murdered +by the Count Victorin." + +"Strange, very strange!" said the physician. "But wherefore did you +conceal this mysterious adventure at your trial?" + +"How could I imagine," answered I, "that the judge would attach any +importance to such a story? At best, it must have appeared to him a mere +romance; and will any enlightened court of justice receive evidence +which even borders on the visionary and supernatural?" + +"At least," replied the physician, "you might have at once supposed that +people were confounding you with this insane monk, and should have +pointed out him as the real Capuchin Medardus?" + +"Ay, forsooth," answered I; "and in the face of the venerable Father +Cyrillus, (such, I believe, was his name,) an old dotard, who would +absolutely have me, right or wrong, to be his Capuchin brother? Besides, +it did not occur to me either that the insane monk was Medardus, or that +the crime which he had confessed to me was the object of the present +process. But the keeper of the _forst-haus_ told me the monk had never +given up his name. How, then, did people here make the discovery?" + +"In the simplest manner," said the physician. "The monk, as you know, +had been a considerable time with the forester. Now and then, it seemed +as if he were completely cured; but at last he broke out again into +insanity so frightful, that the forester was obliged to send him hither, +where he was shut up in the mad-house. There he sat night and day, with +staring eyes, and motionless as a statue. He never uttered a word, and +must be fed, as he never moved a hand. Various methods were tried to +rouse him from this lethargy, but in vain; and his attendants were +afraid to try severe measures, for fear of bringing back his outrageous +madness. + +"A few days ago, the forester's eldest son came to the _residenz_, and +desired admittance into the mad-house, to see the monk, which, +accordingly, was granted him. Quite shocked at the hopeless state in +which he found the unhappy man, he was leaving the prison, just as +Father Cyrillus, from the Capuchin Convent in Königswald, happened to be +going past. He spoke to the latter, and begged of him to visit a poor +unhappy brother, who was shut up here, as, perhaps, the conversation of +one of his own order might be beneficial to the maniac. + +"To this Cyrillus agreed; but as soon as he saw the monk, he started +back, with a loud exclamation--'Medardus!' cried he; 'unhappy Medardus!' +And at that name the monk, who before scarcely shewed signs of life, +began to open his eyes, and attend to what went forward. He even rose +from his seat; but had scarcely done so, when, seemingly overpowered by +his cruel malady, (of which he was himself not unconscious,) he uttered +a strange hollow cry, and fell prostrate on the ground. + +"Cyrillus, accompanied by the forester's son and others, went directly +to the judge by whom you had been tried, and announced this new +discovery. The judge went back with them to the prison, where they found +the monk in a state of great weakness; but (judging by his conversation) +not at all under the influence of delirium. He confessed that he was +Medardus, from the Capuchin Convent in Königswald; and Cyrillus agreed +on his side, that your inconceivable resemblance to this Medardus had +completely deceived him. + +"Now, however, he remarked many circumstances of language, tone, and +gesture, in which Mr Leonard differed from the real Capuchin. What is +most of all remarkable is, that they discovered on the neck of the +madman the same mark, in the form of a cross, to which so much +importance was attached at your trial. Several questions also were now +put to the monk, as to the horrid incidents at the castle of the Baron +von F----, to which the only answers they could then obtain were in +broken exclamations. 'I am, indeed,' said he, 'an accursed and abandoned +criminal; but I repent deeply of all that I have done. Alas! I allowed +myself to be cheated, by temptations of the devil, out of my own reason, +and out of my immortal soul. Let my accusers but have some compassion on +me, and allow me time--I shall confess all.' + +"The Prince being duly advised of what had happened, commanded that the +proceedings against you should be brought to an end, and that you should +be immediately released from prison. This is the history of your +liberation. The monk has been brought from the mad-house into one of the +dungeons for criminals." + +"And has he yet confessed all? Is he the murderer of Euphemia, Baroness +von F----, and of Hermogen? How stands public belief with regard to the +Count Victorin?" + +"So far as I know," said the physician, "the trial of the monk was only +to begin this day. As to Count Victorin, it appears that nothing farther +must be said of him. Whatever connection those former events at our +court may seem to have with the present, all is to remain in mystery and +oblivion." + +"But," said I, "how the catastrophe at the Baron's castle can be +connected with these events at your Prince's court, I am unable to +perceive." + +"Properly," answered the physician, "I allude more to the dramatis +personæ than to the incidents." + +"I do not understand you," said I. + +"Do you not remember," said the physician, "my relation of the +circumstances attending the Duke's death?" + +"Certainly," answered I. + +"Has it not then become clear to you," resumed the doctor, "that +Francesco entertained a criminal attachment towards the Italian +Countess? That it was he who made his entrance secretly into the bridal +chamber, and who poniarded the Duke? Victorin, as you know, was the +off-spring of that crime. He and Medardus, therefore, are sons of one +father. Victorin has vanished from the world, without leaving a trace of +his fate. All inquiries after him have been in vain." + +"The monk," said I, "hurled him down into the Devil's Abyss, amid the +Thuringian mountains. Curses on the delirious fratricide!" + +Softly, at the moment after I had pronounced these words, there came on +my ears, from underneath the floor whereon we stood, the same measured +knocking which I had heard in my dungeon. Whether this were imagination +or reality, the effect on my feelings was the same. I could not contend +against the horror which now seized me. The physician seemed neither to +remark my agitation, nor the mysterious noise. + +"What!" said he, "did the monk then confess to you that Victorin also +fell by his hand?" + +"Yes," answered I. "At least I drew this conclusion from various +passages in his confused and broken confessions--connecting them also in +my own mind with the sudden disappearance of Victorin. Woe--woe to the +relentless fratricide!" + +The knocking was now more powerful. There was again a +moaning and sobbing. Methought a shrill laughter sounded +through the air, and I heard the same stammering +voice--"Me-dar-dus--Me-dar-dus!--He--he--he--Help, +help!--He--he--he--Help, help!"--I was amazed that the physician +took no notice of this, but he quietly resumed. + +"An extraordinary degree of mystery seems to rest upon Francesco's +appearance at our court. It is highly probable that he also was related +to our Prince's house. This much; at least, is certain, that Euphemia, +Baroness von F----, was the daughter----" + +With a tremendous stroke, so that the bolts and hinges seemed broken +into splinters, methought the door flew open, and I heard the voice of +the spectre absolutely scream with laughter. I could not bear this any +longer. "Ho--ho--ho! _Brüd-er-lein!_" cried I. "Here am I--Here am +I!--Come on--come on quickly, if thou would'st fight with me--Now the +owl holds his wedding-feast, and we shall mount to the roof, and contend +with each other. There the weather-cock sings aloud, and he who knocks +the other down, is king, and may drink blood!" + +"How now?" cried the physician, starting up, and seizing me by the arm. +"What the devil is all that? You are ill, Mr Leonard, dangerously ill. +Away--away with you to bed!" + +I continued, however, staring at the open door, momentarily expecting +that it would open, and that my horrible _double_ would enter _in +propria persona_. Nothing appeared, however, and I soon recovered from +the delirium and horror which had seized upon me. + +The physician insisted that I was much worse than I supposed myself to +be, and attributed all the mental derangement and wildness that I had +betrayed, to the effects of my long imprisonment, and the agitation +which, on account of my trial, I must have undergone. + +I submissively used whatever sedative remedies he prescribed; but what +most of all contributed to my recovery was, that the horrible knocking +was not heard any more, and that the intolerable _double_ seemed to have +forsaken me altogether. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The delightful season of spring had now once more returned. Every +morning the birds serenaded me at the window of my lodgings, which were +in a garden-house, near a street called the Parterre, not far from the +river. Doubtless, the year is never so delightful and interesting as +when all things are yet undeveloped, and in their prime; when the +gardener is yet going about, with his hatchet, and bill-hook, and large +sheers, lopping the branches, though the flourishing boughs are already +redolent of green buds, that give out their fresh odours in the warm +sun. One says to himself--Let the gardener, or pruner, do his worst--let +him remove every unprofitable branch, so that the daylight may fall into +the most secret recesses, where the loves of a former year have been +celebrated and are gone by, yet the trees will, ere long, be in their +full luxuriance--all that he has lopped away will soon be more than +amply replaced. + +It is the season of hope and bright anticipations. Every new flower that +rises from the teeming earth, and every bright green leaf that breaks +forth along the southern slope of the forest, calls forth responsive +feelings of buoyancy and delight in the soul. + +Thus it happened, that one morning the vernal sun darted his unclouded +golden gleams into my chamber. Sweet odours of flowers streamed through +the open window, for the wind was in the south-west. The birds, as +usual, cheered me with their songs. + +An irresistible longing urged me to go forth, and wander at will through +the open country. Despising, therefore, the directions of my physician, +I dressed, went down stairs, and betook myself, in the first place, to +the Prince's park. There the trees and shrubs, rustling with their +new-born green leaves, greeted the weakly convalescent. It seemed as if +I had just awoke from a long and heavy dream; and deep sighs were the +inexpressive tokens of rapture which I breathed forth, amid the joyous +carolling of birds, the humming of insects, and gladness of all nature. + +Ay, life itself now appeared to me like a heavy and frightful dream, not +only for the time lately passed, but through the whole interval since I +had left the convent. I now found myself in a walk, shaded by dark +platanus trees, which give out their green leaves very early in the +year; and gradually I became lost in reverie. Methought I was once more +in the garden of the Capuchin Convent at Königswald. Out of the distant +thickets rose already the well-known lofty crucifix, at which I had so +often prayed with fervent devotion for strength to resist all +temptation. + +The cross seemed to me to be now that only goal, after which I ought to +strive; _there_, prostrate in the dust, to do penance for the sinful +dreams in which I had indulged, for the guilty delusions into which I +had been led by the Arch-fiend. I stepped forward, therefore, with my +clasped hands lifted up, and with my eyes fixed upon the cross. +Methought I heard the pious hymns of the monks borne upon the air; but +it was only the mysterious voice of the woods, where the wind was up +amid the yet dry branches and the verdant foliage. + +Its influence was more than in my weakly condition I could yet bear. I +was soon obliged to support myself against a tree, and even to lie down +on the turf: yet I never lost sight of the cross, but collecting my +whole strength, rose again, and tottered on. However, I could only reach +a rustic moss-seat, in front of the consecrated thicket, where, like a +weak old man, I sat languidly down, and in hollow groans tried to +lighten the anguish of my oppressed heart. + +How long I remained in this situation, I know not. But at last I heard a +rustling, and the sounds of light steps on the walk. Instinctively, I +knew whom I was to expect--AURELIA! Scarcely had I formed the thought, +when, turning the corner of an opposite walk leading towards the seat, +she stood visibly before me! + +Description here fails me, nor indeed have I in this narrative often +attempted to describe. Tears glistened in her heavenly blue eyes; but +through those tears gleamed a kindling light of love, which was, +perhaps, foreign to the saint-like character of Aurelia. This +expression, however, reminded me at once of that mysterious visitant of +the confessional, whom in my cherished dreams I had so often beheld. +Aurelia advanced towards me. She accepted my proffered hand. "Can you," +said she in a low voice--"Can you ever forgive me?" + +Then losing all self-possession, I threw myself on the ground before +her. I seized her hand, and bathed it with my tears.--"Aurelia, +Aurelia!" cried I, "for thy sake, gladly would I endure martyrdom!--I +would die a thousand deaths!" I felt myself gently lifted up. It was +Aurelia who raised me, and who afterwards sunk into my arms. I scarcely +know how these moments passed. Probably our interview was short, for I +remember only these words--"All my best hopes are now fulfilled--all the +mysterious fears that have haunted me are at an end!--But see! we are +observed." She quickly disengaged herself from my embrace, and I saw the +Princess coming up one of the walks. Not wishing at present to venture +an interview with one whom I had never dared to look on as a friend, I +retired into the thicket, where I discovered that the object which I had +mistaken for a crucifix, was only the grey withered stem of an old +pollard willow. + +From that moment, I no longer felt any effects of my severe illness, far +less any influence of melancholy. The kiss of reconciliation which I had +thus received from Aurelia, inspired me with new life; and it seemed as +if, for the first time, I enjoyed the mysterious raptures of which even +this our terrestrial existence is susceptible. For the first time, I +knew the happiness of mutual love! I stood upon the highest pinnacle of +worldly fortune, and my path must, from henceforth, lead downwards, in +order to conduct me to that goal which the powers of darkness had seemed +to mark out for my final destination. + +It was a dream of happiness like this to which I alluded, when I before +painted the delights of my first meeting again with Aurelia at the +Prince's court. Then I addressed myself to thee, oh stranger! who may +one day read these pages. I requested thee to recall the bright sunny +days of thy first love, and to imagine that dark disappointment had +annihilated every prospect painted for thee by the fairy hands of +Hope--then would'st thou be able to sympathize with the unhappy monk, +who, in his solitary prison, moaning over the remembrance of his early +visions, lay the victim of despair. Yet once more I beg of you to +recall that happy time--but now let there be no thought nor apprehension +of disappointment--and I need not then attempt to describe to thee the +supernatural light that was now shed on my path by my fortunate love. No +gloomy thoughts had longer any influence over my mind; I began even to +entertain a firm conviction that I was not the reckless criminal who, at +the Baron's castle, had killed Hermogen and Euphemia, but that it was +actually the delirious monk whom I had met at the _forst-haus_, that had +been the culprit. + +All, therefore, that I had said to the physician appeared to me no +longer the fiction of my own brain, but the true narrative of events +which to myself remained mysterious and inexplicable. The Prince had +received me with the utmost kindness as a valued friend, whom he had +believed lost, and by whose unexpected return he had been greatly +rejoiced. This conduct of the Sovereign naturally gave the tone to that +of all my former acquaintances at court; only the Princess seemed still +to look upon me with coldness and reserve. + +I had now the opportunity of daily meetings with Aurelia, nor did any +one venture remarks on our attachment. Many times our interviews were +without witnesses; but on these occasions her saint-like purity, +mildness, and timidity of character, which I could not but observe, +inspired me with an involuntary awe and reverence. I felt that she +placed in me implicit confidence, and with no one, not even with the +nearest relation, could such meetings have been more safe. + + * * * * * + +For several days I had not seen Aurelia. She had gone with the Princess +to a neighbouring summer-house in the forest. At last I could not bear +her absence, but determined on a pedestrian excursion thither. + +When I arrived, it was already late in the evening. The sun had declined +in red effulgence in the west. The air was filled with the odoriferous +breath of young leaves and flowers, and the woods resounded with the +sweetest notes of unnumbered nightingales. The approach to the +Princess's country-house was through a very long avenue of magnificent +pine-trees, whose massy down-hanging branches swept the ground, waving +in the balmy evening breeze with a mysterious murmur; and, +notwithstanding all the enchantments of the hour and scene, methought I +almost heard a warning voice pronounce the word, "Beware!" whereupon I +only quickened my pace, and with a beating heart arrived at the +garden-gate of the summer-house. + +In the garden I met with one of the maids of honour, who pointed out to +me the wing of the chateau in which were Aurelia's apartments, for I by +no means wished to encounter the Princess. Softly I opened the door of +the anti-room, from which the warm breath of flowers and exotic plants +greeted me with their almost too-powerful fragrance. Remembrance was +busy with her dim illusions. "Is not this," said I, "the _identical_ +chamber of Aurelia at the Baron's castle, where, on that fatal +night----" Scarcely had I formed this idea, when methought a dark form +reared itself up in gigantic height behind me, and, with terror that +shook my inmost heart, I heard a voice pronounce the name, "Hermogen!" + +Losing all self-possession, I tottered onwards. I intended to knock, but +the door of the cabinet was ajar, and I saw Aurelia kneeling at a +_tabourett_, on which there was an open book, and above it a crucifix. I +looked back trembling, to see if the spectre was yet there, but it was +now vanished; then, in a tone of rapture, though not such as to alarm +her, I called out, "Aurelia--Aurelia!" "Is it possible," said she, +softly--"Leonard, my beloved, how came you hither?" She arose, and in +the next moment was folded in my arms. Her luxuriant hair hung +dishevelled over my head and shoulder. I felt her heart beat, and saw +her eyes gleam with unwonted fire; but at that moment there was a noise +behind us as if from the strong and powerful beating of wings. A moan +like the death-cry of one mortally wounded, sounded through the chamber. +"Hermogen!" cried Aurelia, and sunk fainting out of my arms. I placed +her on the sofa, but, in a voice of horror, she cried to me, +"Away--away! I command, I beseech you, begone!" + +Scarcely knowing what I did, I left the room, and soon afterwards found +myself, unawares, in the entrance-hall of the ground-floor, where I was +met by the Princess. She looked at me gravely and haughtily. "Mr +Leonard," said she, "I am indeed not a little surprised to find you +here--What means this intrusion?" By a violent effort, combating my +distraction, I stammered out some incoherent apologies, by which I +perceived, from the looks of the Princess, that she was by no means +satisfied. On the contrary, I durst not venture to remain longer in the +house, but, after a hasty obeisance, betook myself to the front-gate, +and departed. + +As I passed once more through the darkness amid the waving pine-trees, +methought I no longer walked alone! On the contrary, it seemed to me as +if some person ran all the way very near me, keeping time with my steps, +and as if I heard a stammering voice, which pronounced the words, +"Ev-er--ev-er am I with thee! Broth-er--broth-er Me-dar-dus! Go whither +thou wilt, east, north, or south, I am ever with thee!" + +Hereupon I paused and looked round me; I became convinced that this +horrible _double_, by whom I was haunted, had his existence only in my +own disturbed imagination. However, I could by no means get rid of the +frightful image; he continued to run along by my side, and to speak with +me at intervals, till at last it seemed to me as if I must actually +enter into conversation, and relate to him the recent adventures of my +life. Accordingly, I confessed that I had just now been very foolish, +and had allowed myself once more to be terrified by the insane Hermogen; +however, that St Rosalia should now very soon be irrevocably mine, and +that, for her sake only, I had become a monk, and received the +investiture and consecration. + +Then my detestable _double_ laughed and groaned as he had before done, +and stuttered out--"But lose no time--lose no time--Quick-ly, quick-ly!" + +"Nay, have a little patience," said I, "and all will go well. Only, the +blow that I struck Hermogen has not been deep enough. He has got one of +those damned protecting crosses in the throat, even as thou hast, and I +have! But my stiletto, which thou hast preserved for me, is still sharp +and bright!"--"He--he--he!--He--he--he!--Strike him well, then--strike +him well!" Such were the accents of my infernal companion, amid the dark +rushing of the pine-tree woods; nor did they end there. The same +persecution accompanied me almost the whole way homeward into town, +until at last, the fresh morning wind cooled the burning fever of my +brow, and a roseate splendour advancing in the east, announced the dawn +of a new vernal day. + +I had enjoyed only about two hours' broken rest at my lodgings, when I +received a summons to attend the Prince. I betook myself immediately to +the palace, where he received me very cordially. + +"In truth, Mr Leonard," he began, "you have won my good opinion in the +highest degree. I cannot conceal from you that my prepossessions in your +favour have ripened into real friendship. I should be sorry to lose you, +and would rejoice in contributing to your happiness. Besides, it is our +duty to atone to you as much as possible, for all that you have been +made to suffer among us. By the way, Mr Leonard, do you know what was +the direct cause of the process against you--that is, who first accused +you?" + +"No, sire," answered I. + +"Baroness Aurelia," said the Prince,--"you are astonished. Nay, it is +very true, Baroness Aurelia, Mr Leonard, mistook you for a +Capuchin."--(He laughed heartily.)--"Now, if you are a Capuchin, you are +certainly the politest and best-favoured of that order that has ever +fallen under my notice. Say, in truth, Mr Leonard, have you ever been a +monk?" + +"Sire," answered I, "I know not by what wicked fatality I am always to +be transformed into a monk; but----" + +"Well, well!" interrupted the Prince, "I am no inquisitor. It would be a +serious disaster, however, if you were bound by any clerical vows. But +to the point--Would you not like to have your revenge on Aurelia for the +mischief that she has brought on you?" + +"In what mortal's breast," said I, "would such a thought as that of +revenge arise against the amiable Baroness?" + +"Do you not love Aurelia?" said the Prince. + +I was silent, but replied by an expressive gesture, laying my hand on my +heart. + +"I know it," resumed his highness. "You have loved this young lady since +that moment when she, for the first time, made her appearance here with +the Princess. Your affection is returned, and indeed with a fervour of +which I scarcely believed the mild Aurelia to be capable. The Princess +has told me all, and I know that she lives only for you. Would you +believe, that after your imprisonment, Aurelia gave herself up to a mood +of utter despondency, and became at last so ill, that we entertained +serious apprehensions for her life? She at that time looked upon you as +the murderer of her brother, and her grief, therefore, appeared to us +unaccountable; but the truth was, that even then she loved you. + +"Now, Mr Leonard, or Mr von Krczinski, (for you are by birth noble,) I +shall fix you at the court in a manner that will be agreeable to you. +You shall marry Aurelia, and in a few days we shall solemnize the +betrothment. I myself will act in place of the bride's father. +Meanwhile, adieu!" The Prince, in his usual abrupt manner, then left the +audience-chamber. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Aurelia my wife!--the wife of a perjured and apostate monk! It may seem +incredible that my mind could undergo so many changes; but it is +nevertheless true, that though this idea had so long been cherished, and +had been familiar to myself, yet now, when I for the first time heard it +announced by another, it was attended by a clear perception of its +unfitness, and the almost utter unfeasibility of its realization. No! +said I to myself, the dark powers by whom my actions have been +instigated, whatever else of evil they may have in store, cannot have +resolved on this! I endeavoured to combat these fears, but in vain; and +yet to determine on voluntary separation from Aurelia was impossible. + +It was the idea of the marriage ceremony, which filled me with a degree +of terror to myself inexplicable. I believed, indeed, that if the +perjured monk dared to kneel before the altar, making a mockery of +sacred vows, then, of necessity, the figure of that spectral omnipresent +painter, not with a demeanour mild and friendly as in the prison, but +announcing vengeance and destruction, would appear--as at Francesco's +marriage--to overwhelm me with disgrace and misery. + +But then methought I heard, in a deep solemn tone, the words, "And yet +must Aurelia be thine! Weak-minded fool! How durst thou think of +changing that destiny which hangs over her and thee?" Scarcely were +these words uttered, when another voice rose within me--"Down--down! +throw thyself into the dust, thou blind wicked mortal! Never can she be +thine!--It is the blessed St Rosalia herself, whom thou madly think'st +to clasp in the embraces of terrestrial passion!" + +Thus utterly at variance with myself, tost hither and thither by +contending impulses, I had left the palace, and wandered through the +park, in a state of such distraction, that, to arrive at any rational +plan for my future conduct, was wholly impossible. Past and gone was now +that happier mood, in which I had looked upon my whole former life, and +especially on my adventures at the Baron's castle, as a frightful +dream! On the contrary, I saw in myself only a base criminal, and +hypocritical deceiver. All that I had said to the physician and the +judge was only a collection of foolish and badly invented falsehoods, by +no means inspired, as I had before persuaded myself, by any supernatural +voice, but the off-spring of my own feeble ingenuity. + +Lost and wrapt up in these bitter reflections, I was hurrying through +the streets towards my lodgings, when I was overtaken by one of the +Prince's carriages, which immediately stopped. I heard my own name +pronounced aloud, and saw that I was beckoned to by the physician, who +alighted, and immediately took me with him to his apartments. + +"What means all this?" said he, "you violent unreasonable man! You have +thought proper, it seems, to make your appearance like a ghost to the +Baroness Aurelia, in the gloom of night too, so suddenly, that the poor +nervous young lady has been almost frightened out of her senses, and has +been attacked by serious indisposition--Well, well," (continued he, +perceiving a change in my countenance,) "I must not frighten you. Her +illness has not lasted long. She has again been out walking, and will +return to-morrow with the Princess into town. Of you, Mr Leonard, the +Baroness has in confidence said much to me. She longs greatly to see you +again, and to excuse herself; for she allows, that her conduct at your +last visit, must have appeared to you both childish and silly." + +When I reflected on what had really passed at the summer-house, I was at +a loss how to interpret these expressions of Aurelia. The physician, +however, gave me no time to brood over this, but indulged in his usual +vein of loquacity. He gave me to understand, that he was perfectly aware +of the Prince's views for my advancement in rank, and marriage with +Aurelia. Hereupon reverting to her late fit of nervous irritability, he +gave, wickedly enough, such a caricature (for he was an excellent mimic) +of her conduct and expressions, when he had arrived express at the +summer-house, contrasting these also, with the grave ceremonious +_hauteur_ of the Princess, that I was forced, even against my will, to +laugh, (for the good humour of the physician was infectious,) and +gradually recovered a degree of cheerfulness, which, but a few minutes +before, I had supposed lost for ever. + +"Could the imagination of any man," said the physician, "have +anticipated, when you came to our _residenz_, that so many wonderful +events would, in so short a time, have taken place: First, the absurd +misunderstanding which brought you as a criminal before the Justiciary +Court--Then the truly enviable fortune which has acquired for you the +special friendship and patronage of the Prince!" + +"His highness," said I, "no doubt treated me from the first with marked +condescension and politeness. As to the advances that I have lately made +in his good graces, I ascribe this to his recollection of the unjust +prosecution by which I suffered, and which he is now desirous to atone +for." + +"The Prince's favour," said the physician, "perhaps is not owing so much +to this, as to another circumstance, which you, no doubt, can guess." + +"I cannot," answered I. + +"The people, it is true," resumed the physician, "continue to give you +the same name which you assumed on your first arrival. Every one knows, +however, that you are by birth noble, as the intelligence which has been +received from Poland confirms all that you had asserted!" + +"Admitting this intelligence to have been received," said I, "I know not +why it should have any influence on my reception at court, since, at my +first introduction there, I declared that I had no pretensions to any +rank beyond that of a citizen _particulier_, and yet was treated by all +with kindness, and even respect." + +To this the physician replied, by a harangue, which lasted nearly an +hour, on the true principles which regulate the distinction of ranks; +and the lecture being delivered with his usual vivacity, had at least +the beneficial effect of engaging my attention, and putting to flight +the gloomy thoughts by which I had been overwhelmed. I could not but +feel also a kind of triumph at the manner in which I had again seemed to +rule over my own destiny, as by accidentally choosing the Polish name of +Kwicziczwo in conversation with the old lady, on the evening of my first +presentation at court, I had created for myself that patent of nobility +which induced the Prince to bestow on me the Baroness in marriage. + + * * * * * + +As soon as I ascertained that the Princess was returned to the palace, I +hastened to Aurelia, and immediately obtained an interview. The desire +to excuse herself for the needless and capricious agitation, to which +she had given way on my last visit, gave a new tone to her voice and +manner, and new expression to her eyes, so that her timidity being less, +I could once more say to myself, "The prize will yet be thine!" Tears +glistened in her beautiful eyes, and her tone was that of earnest and +plaintive supplication. + +Still haunted by the idea of my spectral _double_, I wished to learn +from her explicitly what had been the real cause of her terror. +"Aurelia," said I, "I conjure you by all the saints, tell me what +horrible phantom was it that then appeared to you?" At this question she +gazed at me with obvious astonishment--her looks became always more and +more fixed, as if in deep thought--then suddenly started up as if to go, +but stood irresolute. At last, with both hands pressed on her eyes, she +sobbed out--"No--no--no;--It is not--it cannot be he!"-- + +Unconsciously she allowed me to support her to a chair, into which she +sank down exhausted. "For God's sake, Aurelia, who is it that you mean?" +cried I, though I had already dark anticipations of what was passing +through her mind. "Alas!" said she, "my beloved friend, were I to +confess to you the whole truth, would you not look on me as an insane +visionary? A horrible phantom accompanies me through life, and mars, by +its irresistible influence, every enjoyment, even at the times when I +should otherwise be most happy. At our very first meeting, this +frightful dream hovered, as if on dark wings, over me, spreading an +ice-cold atmosphere of death around us, where there should have +prevailed only a buoyant spirit of cheerfulness and hope. + +"In like manner, when you came into my room at the Princess's +country-house, the same evil power acquired its full dominion over me. +But this persecution is not without its especial cause. Precisely in the +same manner in which you entered my apartments, though at a later hour +of the night, an accursed monk of the Capuchin order once surprised me. +Spare me the repetition of what then occurred. Suffice it, that he +became the murderer of my brother; and _now_, your features--your tone +of voice--your figure--But no more--no more of this--let me be silent on +that subject for ever, and forgive, if possible, my weakness in this +betrayal!" + +Aurelia reclined on the sofa on which I had placed her, and seemed +unconscious of that freedom with which I now contemplated the exquisite +contour of her shape, and the angelic beauty of her features. Once +more--all better inspirations--all doubts and fears vanished from my +mind--with a fiendlike scorn and contempt, I said in a low voice--"Thou +unhappy _fated_ girl! Thou bought and sold of Satan! Thou, forsooth, +believest that thou hast escaped from thine old enemy--from the Capuchin +monk, who long ago would have led thee on to ruin and despair! But +_now_, thou art his bride; and in unconscious mockery of the religion +which thou cherishest, art doomed to kneel with him at the altar of the +Most High!" + +The powers of darkness had, for a time, acquired over me supreme +dominion. I exulted over Aurelia as my devoted prey, and began to think, +like a professed libertine, that her destruction would form the noblest +epoch in my life. Our present interview, however, was not suffered to be +of long duration, for Aurelia was summoned to attend the Princess, and I +was left alone. Her expressions in apologizing for her conduct at the +Princess's _chateau_, had convinced me that there existed some mystery +betwixt us, of the nature of which I was yet unaware, and which I had +not the means of unravelling, for I perceived that there was no chance +of inducing Aurelia to speak more explicitly on the subject. + +Accident soon after revealed to me that which she had been so determined +to conceal. One day I happened to be in the apartment of that officer of +the court, whose business it was to take charge of the receipt and +delivery of letters. He was suddenly called out, when Aurelia's +waiting-maid came with a large packet, and placed it among others which +were already on the table. A fleeting glance confirmed me that the +hand-writing was that of the Baroness, and I perceived that the +superscription was to the Abbess of the Cistertian Nunnery at +Kreuzberg. With the rapidity of lightning the thought vibrated through +me, that this packet would afford the key to many yet unexplored +mysteries, and before the officer returned, I had retired, and taken +with me Aurelia's letter--of which now follows a transcript-- + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + + + "BARONESS AURELIA VON F----, to the Abbess + of the Cistertian Convent at Kreuzberg:-- + + "My dear kind Mother--How shall I find adequate words to announce + to you that your daughter is fortunate and happy--that at length + the horrid spectre is banished, whose terrific influence, blighting + every flower, and clouding every sun-gleam, had, for a long + interval, rendered her existence utterly wretched! + + "But now self-reproach falls heavy on my heart. When after my + unhappy brother's death, and when my father perished from grief and + disappointment, you received and supported me during my otherwise + hopeless affliction, I ought then, not only to have confessed my + sins, but to have acquainted you fully and explicitly with the + strange and mysterious impressions, by which my tranquillity had + been broken. + + "I was unwilling, however, to disturb you by a detail, which would + have seemed rather like the fantastic illusions of a disordered + imagination, than reality, and of which the malignant influence + then admitted of no cure nor antidote. Circumstances are now + changed, and I can freely write to you of that secret, which has so + long been deeply concealed in my own breast. It seems to me, + indeed, as if that mysterious power by whom I have been haunted, + had mocked, like a demon, at my every prospect of happiness! I have + been tost about hither and thither, as if on the waves of a stormy + sea, and left ever and anon to perish without hope of rescue! Yet + Heaven has almost miraculously assisted me, even at the moment when + I was on the point of being irrecoverably lost. + + "In order to render my disclosures intelligible, I must look back + to the period of my earliest recollections, for even at that time, + the foundation was laid in my heart of those apprehensions which + have since grown with my growth, and strengthened with my strength. + + "It happened when I was only about four years old, that one day, + when the spring season was at its brightest and loveliest, I was + busily engaged with Hermogen at play in the castle gardens. + Hermogen had run about supplying me with a thousand varieties of + flowers, which he also assisted me to weave into garlands, with + which I adorned myself, till being completely decked out like a + fairy queen, and covered with flowers, I said, 'Now, let me go!--I + must shew myself to my mother!' + + "Hermogen, as you know, was older than I was, and exercised a kind + of authority over his sister. At these words of mine, he started + up, 'Stay here, Aurelia,' said he, in a commanding voice--'Thy + mother is in her blue closet, and speaks with the devil!' I could + not tell what my brother meant by this, but, quite overcome with + terror, I began to weep bitterly--'Foolish Aurelia,' said Hermogen, + 'wherefore weepest thou?--Your mother speaks every day with the + devil. But let us keep out of his way, and he will do us no harm!' + He spoke, and looked angrily, so that I was obliged to be silent. + + "My mother was even then in very feeble health--she was attacked + often by frightful convulsions, which left her in a state of + deathlike weakness. This happened once in presence of Hermogen, + and myself. We were ordered out of the room, and I wept bitterly; + but Hermogen only said, 'It is the devil that has done this to + her!' + + "Thus the belief was firmly impressed on my mind, that my mother + every day held conversations with some frightful spectre, whom, + even to look upon, would, to any one else, be death. (As to + religious instructions, they were, of course, yet wholly beyond my + comprehension.) One day, after rambling through the castle, I was + horrified to find myself alone in the blue cabinet which had been + alluded to by Hermogen. + + "I should instantly have taken refuge in flight, but my mother came + in with a deadly paleness on her countenance, and without observing + me, (for I stood in a corner,) in a deep melancholy tone, she + pronounced the name, 'Francesco--Francesco!' There was then a + strange rustling and rattling behind the oak pannels of the wall. + The boards began to move, and drew themselves asunder. I then saw a + full-length portrait, so admirably painted, that it had all the + animation of life, representing a man in a foreign dress, with a + dark violet-coloured mantle. + + "The figure and expressive countenance of this unknown, made on me + an indescribable impression, which I never afterwards forgot. My + admiration was such that I could no longer be silent, but uttered + an exclamation of joy, which, for the first time, made my mother + aware of my presence. Her temper, which was generally mild and + equable, was now more ruffled than on any former occasion.--'What + would'st thou here, Aurelia?' said she, in an angry tone; 'who + brought thee hither?'--'They left me all alone,' cried I, bursting + into tears. 'I know not how I came hither, and had no wish to be + here!' + + "Meanwhile the pannels were again put in motion, and the portrait + disappeared.--'Alas!' said I, 'the beautiful picture--Mother, + dearest mother, why is it gone?'--The Baroness lifted me up in her + arms, and caressed me.--'Thou art my dear good child,' said she; + 'but no one must see that picture, nor speak of its having been + there. It is now gone, Aurelia, and will never come again!' + + "Accordingly, as long as I remembered this warning, I intrusted to + no one what I had observed in the mysterious blue cabinet. Only to + Hermogen, I once said--'Dearest brother, it is not with the devil, + as you supposed, that our mother speaks, but with a young handsome + man. However, he is only a picture, and starts out of the wall when + she calls for him.'--'The devil,' answered Hermogen, with a fixed + serious look, 'may look as he will,--so says our father confessor. + But as to the Baroness, he dare no longer trouble her!'--Horror + seized on me at these words, and I begged of Hermogen, that he + never would speak of the devil again. + + "Soon after this we went to the _residenz_, and the picture + _almost_ vanished from my remembrance; nor did I think of it till + after my mother's death, when we came back to the country. The wing + of the castle in which was that blue cabinet, remained uninhabited. + Here had been my late mother's favourite apartments; and my father + could not enter them without suffering from the most painful + recollections. + + "At last, after an interval of several years, it became necessary + to order some repairs in that wing; and being now in my fourteenth + year, restless and wild, I happened to come into the blue cabinet, + just at the time when the workmen were about to tear up the floor. + When one of them was in the act of lifting a heavy table, which + stood in the middle of the room, there was a strange noise heard + behind the wall, the pannels burst asunder, and the portrait of the + unknown again became visible. + + "On examination, they discovered a spring in the floor, which being + pressed down, brought into motion certain machinery behind the + wainscot, which was accordingly drawn aside, as already described, + so as to exhibit the picture. Once more that extraordinary event of + my childhood was brought vividly to my remembrance; and, at the + recollection of my beloved mother, tears started into my eyes. Yet + I could not turn away my looks from the expressive and interesting + features of the unknown, which were so admirably painted, that they + seemed more like life and reality, than any work of art. Above all, + his eyes were so animated, that their glance seemed to penetrate + into my very soul. + + "Probably the workmen had sent word to my father, of the discovery + which they had made; for while I yet stood gazing on the unknown, + he hastily entered the room. He had scarcely cast a fleeting + glance on the picture, when he appeared almost petrified by some + mysterious emotion, and murmured to himself, in a deep tone, the + name '_Francesco!_'-- + + "Then suddenly, as if awoke from a painful reverie, he turned round + to the workmen, and, with a stern voice, commanded them, that they + should directly tear the painting from the wall, roll it up, and + give it in charge to Reinhold. I was greatly distressed by this + order. It seemed to me as if I should never more behold that form, + so heroic, noble, and interesting; who, in his foreign garb, + appeared to me almost like some prince of the spiritual world! Yet + an unconquerable timidity prevented me from requesting of my + father, that he would not allow the portrait to be destroyed. + + "In a few days, however, these impressions altogether vanished; nor + did they recur till after a long interval. I was now carried away + by the volatility and light-heartedness of youth. A thousand + sports, of my own devising, every day engaged my attention; and my + father often said, that Hermogen, at this time, had the quiet, + timid manners of a well-behaved girl; while I, on the contrary, + behaved like a wild romping boy! + + "These characteristics, however, were soon to be changed. Hermogen + was already past the years of adolescence, and began to devote his + whole attention to his own professional pursuits as a young + soldier. He thought only of hardening his frame to endure every + possible fatigue--of parades and reviews--of military + tactics--above all, of actual service in time of danger; and in + these views, his father (having determined on his son's + destination) wholly concurred. + + "For my part, my whole existence now underwent a complete + revolution, which I was then unable to interpret, and which I yet + cannot adequately describe. The solitude in which I lived probably + contributed to heighten every fantastic impression. If any new + feeling arose within me, being wholly undiverted by any external + influence, or by the usual dissipations of society to which others + can have recourse, it naturally grew into excess. I became + thoughtful, melancholy, nervous, and discontented. By night, I was + visited by strange and unaccountable dreams; and during the day, I + was, by fits, extravagantly merry, or, on the slightest + provocation, burst into a passion of tears. + + "My father observed these changes, which he ascribed to + irritability of nerves, and called in a physician, who prescribed + for me all sorts of remedies, without the slightest good effect. At + this time--I know not myself how it could have happened--but one + night the half-forgotten image of the unknown appeared before me, + in colours so vivid and lively, that he was no longer a dead + phantom on canvass, but a corporeal and living being, who gazed on + me with an aspect of kindness and compassion. + + "'Alas!' cried I, 'must I then die? What is it by which I am thus + so unspeakably tormented?'--'Thou lovest me, Aurelia,' said the + vision, 'and this is the cause of thy present illness and + distraction. But canst thou dissolve the vows of one already + devoted to heaven?' To my astonishment, I now perceived that the + unknown wore the robes of a monk. + + "Summoning my whole strength, I endeavoured to break the spells + with which the detestable dream had fettered my senses; and, for + the present moment, I succeeded in this; but I could not prevent + the same phantom from recurring to my imagination, and persecuting + me with tenfold power. I perceived only too well, that for me the + mysteries of a first love were revealed,--that, with a passionate + fervour, of which only the youthful heart is capable, I was + attached to the nameless and visionary unknown! My indisposition + seemed, however, to have attained its crisis, and I became + perceptibly better. My nervous irritability decreased, and I was + able again to mix in society; only the constant presence of that + image, my fantastic love of a being who existed only in my own + brain, rendered me so _distraite_, that I frequently gave absurd + answers when questioned; and being wholly wrapt up in my own + reveries, must have appeared to others either an affected prude, or + an unidea'd simpleton. + + "About this time, I had found, among other romances, in my + brother's room, one containing the history of a monk, who, being + overcome by temptations of the devil, renounced his vows, and fell + in love with a young lady, who in consequence perished miserably. + This I read with avidity, and though the lessons that it contained + might have been expected to open my eyes to the dangers which I was + drawing on myself, yet it had an effect directly the reverse, by + fixing my attention more and more on those visions which I ought to + have banished for ever from my mind. Frequently I thought of + Hermogen's words--'Thy mother speaks with the devil;' and began to + think, that the unknown was, in truth, an agent of the Arch-fiend, + employed to entice me to destruction. Yet I could not cease to love + him; and when Reinhold came back, on one occasion, from a journey, + and talked much of a certain Brother Medardus, whom he had heard + preach in the town of Königswald, there arose within me an obscure + dim apprehension, that the original of the beloved and yet dreaded + vision might be that very Medardus; and this belief Reinhold's + description of the preacher's features and person seemed amply to + sanction. Thereafter, the wild dreams and internal conflicts by + which I was persecuted, were increased tenfold. It happened that a + monk (as was often the case) came to visit at my father's house; + and this person chose, in a very diffuse lecture, to describe the + manifold temptations of the devil, and the wretched delusions to + which especially youthful minds were subjected, if they did not + sufficiently resist his influence. My father seemed to approve of + this discourse, and I believed it was aimed particularly at + me.--'Only unbounded trust and confidence,' said the clergyman, + 'not only in religion, but in her servants, and submissive + obedience to their injunctions and advice, can afford hopes of + rescue.' + + "Not long after this, I accompanied my father to the town of + Königswald, whither he went to attend a law process which Reinhold + had been unable to finish alone. We lived at the garden-house of + the Graf van M----, which is close by the celebrated chapel of the + Capuchin Convent; and remembering the lecture which I had heard + just before leaving home, I resolved not to lose that opportunity + of fulfilling the sacred duty of confession." + +[Aurelia's letter is very long, and contains a recapitulation, in a +diffuse rambling style, of events that are already known to the reader. +In the first place, there is her interview with Medardus in the church, +which has been described already in the first volume of these Memoirs. +After this, it appears that Aurelia was seized by a long and dangerous +illness, by which her passion for Medardus was, for a time, completely +subdued and alienated. To this change his vehement exhortation to her +in the confessional had also contributed; but, for the future, she +looked on the whole transaction as a dream, with which she had been +visited, in order that her eyes should be opened to the errors into +which she had, by a youthful imagination, been led. + +Secondly, there is a full explanation of her conduct at the time when +Medardus appeared at the castle of her father the Baron von F----. +Though she at once recognized the former object of her affections, yet, +with an unshaken perseverance, she persisted in her determination, on no +occasion whatever to betray this recognition. Many times, however, she +now underwent severe conflicts on account of a transient recurrence of +her not yet wholly conquered passion; but against these her mind was +fortified by the constant presence and advice of Hermogen. + +Thirdly, and lastly, comes a detail of recent circumstances which are +already sufficiently intelligible. No sooner had Medardus, in +consequence of Aurelia's representations, been thrown into prison, and, +by the opinion of every one, already prejudged to the scaffold, than +she became dreadfully agitated; and, although conscious that her conduct +was but the fulfilment of imperious duty, and feeling the utmost +abhorrence for him as a criminal, yet with these feelings was blended a +share of compassion, so that she almost regretted what she had done. At +this period, the discovery of the insane monk, in whom Cyrillus +recognized the true Medardus--the proofs received from Posen, that the +individual who had, in consequence of her accusations, been imprisoned, +was a Polish nobleman, and never had been a monk--effected an entire +revolution in her mind. Regret for the sufferings which she had so +unwarrantably inflicted, led naturally to the revival of her early +passion, which had now found a legitimate and innocent object. + +She dwells with satisfaction on many attributes of character and +demeanour, in which her beloved Leonard differs from, and contrasts +with, the detestable monk, by whom her brother had been put to death. +Only the adventure at the Princess's country-house had, for a time, +broken in upon this confidence, and given rise to many harassing doubts +and fears, with an oppressive feeling of mystery, by which her mind is +still clouded, and against which she earnestly entreats the prayers and +maternal blessing of the Abbess for herself and her betrothed husband.] + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Repeatedly, and with the greatest attention, I read over this letter of +Aurelia, especially the latter pages, in which there was obviously +displayed so much of true piety and confiding simplicity of heart, that, +at our next meeting, I was unable to continue my addresses in the tone +and manner in which I had before indulged. Aurelia remarked this change +in my conduct; and, struck with remorse, I penitentially confessed to +her my robbery of her letter addressed to the Lady Abbess--(which, +however, I had duly sealed and forwarded)--excusing myself on the +principle, that some mysterious and supernatural impulse had forced me +to this deed, against which it was impossible to contend. I insisted +also, that a similar influence, emanating from some high and +inexplicable source, had already shadowed forth to me in visions some of +the principal incidents in her life, which the perusal of the letter, +therefore, had only confirmed and realized.--"As a proof," said I, "of +the intellectual sympathy existing betwixt us, I could long ere now have +informed you of a wonderful dream by which I was myself visited, in +which you confessed to me your love; but methought I was transformed +into a miserable monk, whose heart, instead of being rejoiced by such +good fortune, was torn by remorse and self-reproach. I loved you, +indeed, with the utmost fervour; but my love was mortal sin; for I had +regularly taken the vows of a Capuchin; and you, Aurelia, were +metamorphosed into the blessed St Rosalia." + +At these words Aurelia started up in affright. "For God's sake, +Leonard," said she, "say no more! Our lives are mutually obscured by +some frightful and impenetrable mystery; and the less we endeavour to +break through the veil by which it is now wrapt in darkness, the better. +Who knows what insupportable horrors may be therein concealed? Let us +think no more of such frightful inquiries, but rely firmly on each +other. That you have read my letter to the Abbess no doubt surprises +and vexes me. But what is done cannot be retrieved. As to its contents, +I would willingly have imparted them to you _viva voce_, if I had known +that it was to serve any good purpose, for no secrets dare exist betwixt +us. But to say the truth, Leonard, it appears to me that you yourself +struggle against the evil influence of much that is wrapt up in your own +bosom, and which, on account of false shame, you do not allow to pass +your lips. If possible, be for the future sincere! How much would your +heart be lightened by a free confession, and as to our attachment, its +bonds would thereby be strengthened tenfold!" + +At these words of Aurelia, I felt in all its bitterness the torment of +conscious deception and hypocrisy. I reflected with the keenest +self-reproach, how, only a few moments before, I had voluntarily +practised imposition against this pious simple-hearted girl; and an +almost unconquerable impulse arose within me to confess to her +_all_--even the worst that I could utter against myself, and yet +methought I should not even then lose her affection! + +"Aurelia! my guardian angel, who rescued me from----" I had thus even +begun my confession, when the Princess abruptly entered the room, and +produced an entire change, not only in my behaviour, but in my feelings. +Her manner, as usual, was haughty and ceremonious. I met her with all +the outward forms of respect, but internally with emotions of scorn and +defiance. As the acknowledged bridegroom of Aurelia, she was now obliged +to bear with me, and I boldly kept my place, though I perceived that her +aversion to me was by no means abated. In truth, it was only when alone +with Aurelia that I was now free from all wicked thoughts and impulses. +At such moments, the beatitude of Heaven seemed to descend on me, and I +began once more to wish anxiously for our marriage, in despite of every +obstacle. + +About this time it came to pass that a remarkable dream one night +greatly disturbed my rest, by the recollection of which I continued for +several days to be haunted. Methought the figure of my mother stood +vividly before me, and when I wished to salute and welcome her, I +perceived it was but an aerial phantom which assumed her features, and +mocked my filial embrace. "To what purpose this absurd deception?" cried +I, angrily--"Thou delusive shadow, what would'st thou here?" + +Then methought my mother wept bitterly. The tears that she shed were +changed into bright dazzling stars which floated through the air, and +began to form a circle round my head; but ever and anon, a black +frightful hand, like that of a demon, with long claws, broke the circle +as soon as it was nearly formed. "Thou, whom I brought pure and sinless +into the world," said my mother, "and whose infancy and youth I watched +over with such care, hast thou lost all energy and self-command, that +thou submittest, like a grovelling slave, to every enticement of Satan? +Now, indeed, I can look into thine inmost heart, since the load of +earthly existence, under which I have long struggled, is taken from my +shoulders. Rouse thyself, Franciscus! Resist the fiend that besets thee, +and he will flee! I shall once more adorn thee, as in early days, with +ribbons and flowers, for St Bernard's day is come, and thou shalt again +be a pious and happy child!" + +Now it seemed to me as if, in obedience to my mother's admonition, I +must once more begin singing one of the lovely anthems which I had +learned in my youth, but frightful and indescribable noises overpowered +my voice. My attempts at music were like the howling of a wild beast; +and betwixt me and my phantom visitant there fell, rustling and +undulating, the folds of a massy black veil, supported by the spectral +arms of demons, with long hideous talons. Thus ended my dream. + +Two days afterwards, I happened to meet in the park the chief judge of +the criminal court, who came up to me in a very friendly manner, and +entered into conversation. + +"Do you know," said he, "that the final issue of Medardus's trial has +again become very doubtful? Judgment of death had nearly been pronounced +against him, indeed was all but carried into effect, when he again +shewed symptoms of madness. The court received intelligence of the death +of his mother. I made this known to him. Then he laughed aloud like a +maniac, and in a tone which would have inspired the stoutest heart with +horror--'The Duchess of Neuenburg!' said he, (naming the wife of the +late Duke, brother of our Sovereign,)--'She is long since dead. If this +is all the intelligence you had to bring, the trouble might have been +spared!' + +"In consequence of this paroxysm, the execution of the sentence is +delayed, and a new medical inquiry set on foot. However, it is +generally believed that his madness is only pretended, and that his +condemnation is therefore inevitable." + +I afterwards obtained information of the day and hour of my mother's +death, and found that these corresponded exactly with the time at which +she had appeared to me in that remarkable vision. + + * * * * * + +The day which the Prince had appointed for our marriage was at last +arrived; and the ceremony was to take place in the morning, at the altar +of St Rosalia, in the church of a neighbouring convent, which (I know +not for what reason) Aurelia preferred to the Prince's chapel. I passed +the preceding night in watching and prayer.--Alas! I did not reflect +that prayer under such circumstances, and cherishing such intentions in +my heart, was only adding by blasphemy to my previous guilt. + +When I went to Aurelia, she came, dressed in white, and wearing roses as +her only ornament, to meet me. Never had she looked more beautiful; but +in the fashion of her dress, and in the flower wreaths that she had +chosen, there was something that inspired me with strange and mysterious +recollections, which I knew not how to define. At the same moment I +remembered that the painting over the altar, at which the marriage +ceremony was to take place, represented the martyrdom of St Rosalia, and +that the saint was there dressed precisely as Aurelia now appeared, +whereupon my whole frame was shaken with horrid and uncontrollable +apprehensions, which it was hardly in my power to conceal. + +We had no time for conversation, however. Scarcely had I saluted +Aurelia, when a servant of the Prince announced that we were waited for +by the wedding-party. She quickly drew on her gloves, and gave me her +arm. Then one of her attendants remarked that some ringlets of her hair +had fallen loose, and begged for a moment's delay. Aurelia seemed vexed +at the interruption, but waited accordingly. + +At that moment a hollow rumbling noise, and a tumult of voices on the +street, attracted our attention. At Aurelia's request I hastened to the +window. There, just before the palace, was a _leiter-wagen_, which, on +account of some obstacle, had stopped in the street. The car was +surrounded by the executioners of justice; and within it, I perceived +the horrible monk, who sat looking backwards, while before him was a +capuchin, earnestly engaged in prayer. His countenance was deadly pale, +and again disfigured by a grizzly beard, but the features of my +detestable _double_ were to me but too easily recognizable. + +When the carriage, that had been for a short space interrupted by the +crowd, began to roll on, he seemed awoke from his reverie, and turning +up his staring spectral eyes towards me, instantly became animated. He +laughed and howled aloud--"_Brüd-er-lein_--_Brüd-er-lein!_" cried +he.--"Bride-groom!--Bride-groom!--Come quickly--come quickly.--Up--up to +the roof of the house. There the owl holds his wedding-feast; the +weather-cock sings aloud! There shall we contend together, and whoever +casts the other down, is king, and may drink blood!" + +The howling voice in which he uttered these words, the glare of his +eyes, and the horrible writhings of his visage, that was like that of an +animated corse, were more than, weakened as I was by previous +agitation, I was able to withstand. From that moment I lost all +self-possession; I became also utterly insane, and unconscious what I +did! At first I tried to speak calmly. "Horrible wretch!" said I; "what +mean'st thou? What would'st thou from me?" + +Then I grinned, jabbered, and howled back to the madman; and Aurelia, in +an agony of terror, broke from her attendants, and ran up to me. With +all her strength, she seized my arms, and endeavoured to draw me from +the window. "For God's sake," cried she, "leave that horrible spectacle; +they are dragging Medardus, the murderer of my brother, to the scaffold. +Leonard!--Leonard!" + +Then all the demons of hell seemed awoke within me, and manifested, in +its utmost extent, that power which they are allowed to exercise over an +obdurate and unrepentant sinner. With reckless cruelty I repulsed +Aurelia, who trembled, as if shook by convulsions, in every +limb.--"Ha--ha--ha!" I almost shrieked aloud--"foolish, insane girl! I +myself, thy lover, thy chosen bridegroom, am the murderer of thy +brother! Would'st thou by thy complaints bring down destruction from +heaven on thy sworn husband?--Ho--ho--ho! I am king--I am king--and will +drink blood!" + +I drew out the stiletto--I struck at Aurelia,--blood streamed over my +arm and hand, and she fell lifeless at my feet. I rushed down +stairs,--forced my way through the crowd to the carriage--seized the +monk by the collar, and with supernatural strength tore him from the +car. Then I was arrested by the executioner; but with the stiletto in my +hand, I defended myself so furiously, that I broke loose, and rushed +into the thick of the mob, where, in a few moments, I found myself +wounded by a stab in the side; but the people were struck with such +terror, that I made my way through them as far as to the neighbouring +wall of the park, which, by a frightful effort, I leapt over. + +"Murder--murder!--Stop--stop the murderer!" I had fallen down, almost +fainting, on the other side of the wall, but these outcries instantly +gave me new strength. Some were knocking with great violence, in vain +endeavours to break open one of the park gates, which, not being the +regular entrance, was always kept closed. Others were striving to +clamber over the wall, which I had cleared by an incredible leap. I +rose, and exerting my utmost speed, ran forward. I came, ere long, to a +broad _fosse_, by which the park was separated from the adjoining +forest. By another tremendous effort, I jumped over, and continued to +run on through the wood, until at last I sank down, utterly exhausted, +under a tree. + +I know not how the time had passed, but it was already evening, and dark +shadows reigned through the forest, when I came again to my +recollection. My progress in running so far had passed over like an +obscure dream. I recollect only the wind roaring amid the dense canopy +of the trees, and that many times I mistook some old moss-grown pollard +stem for an officer of justice, armed and ready to seize upon me! + +When I awoke from the swoon and utter stupefaction into which I had +fallen, my first impulse was merely to set out again, like a hunted wild +beast, and fly, if possible, from my pursuers to the very end of the +earth! As soon, however, as I was only past the frontiers of the +Prince's dominions, I would certainly be safe from all immediate +persecution. + +I rose accordingly, but scarcely had I advanced a few steps, when there +was a violent rustling in the thicket; and from thence, in a state of +the most vehement rage and excitement, sprung the monk, who, no doubt in +consequence of the disturbance that I had raised, had contrived to make +his escape from the guards and executioners. + +In a paroxysm of madness he flew towards me, leaping through the bushes +like a tiger, and finally sprung upon my shoulders, clasping his arms +about my throat, so that I was almost suffocated. Under any other +circumstances, I would have instantly freed myself from such an attack, +but I was enfeebled to the last degree by the exertions I had undergone, +and all that I could attempt was to render this feebleness subservient +to my rescue. I fell down under his weight, and endeavoured to take +advantage of that event. I rolled myself on the ground, and grappled +with him; but in vain! I could not disengage myself, and my +infernal double laughed scornfully. His abominable accents, +"He--he--he!--He--he--he!" sounded amid the desolate loneliness of the +woods. + +During this contest, the moon broke, only for a moment, through the +clouds, for the night was gloomy and tempestuous. Then, as her silvery +gleam slanted through the dark shade of the pine trees, I beheld, in all +its horror, the deadly pale visage of my _second self_, with the same +expression which had glared out upon me from the cart in which he had +been dragged to execution. "He--he--he--Broth-er, broth-er!--Ever, ever +I am with thee!--Leave thee, leave thee never!--Cannot run as thou +canst! Must carry--carry me! Come straight from the gallows--They would +have nailed me to the wheel--He--he--he!--He--he--he!" + +Thus the infernal spectre howled and laughed aloud as we lay on the +ground; but ere the fleeting moonbeam had passed away, I was roused once +more to furious rage. I sprang up like a bear in the embraces of a +boa-constrictor, and ran with my utmost force against trees and +fragments of rock, so that if I could not kill him, I might at least +wound him in such manner that he would be under the necessity of letting +me go. But in vain. He only laughed the more loudly and scornfully; and +my personal sufferings were increased tenfold by my endeavours to end +them. + +I then strove with my whole remaining strength to burst asunder his +hands, which were firmly knotted round my throat, but the supernatural +energies of the monster threatened me with strangulation. At last, after +a furious conflict, he suddenly fell, as if lifeless, on the ground: and +though scarcely able to breathe, I had run onwards for some yards, when +again he sat upon my shoulders, laughing as before, and stammering out +the same horrible words. Of new succeeded the same efforts of despairing +rage! Of new I was freed! Then again locked in the embraces of this +demoniacal spectre! + +After this I lost all consciousness.--I am utterly unable to say +distinctly how long I was persecuted by my relentless _double_. It seems +to me as if my struggles must have continued at least during a whole +month; and that during this long period I neither ate nor drank. I +remember only _one_ lucid interval. All the rest is utter darkness. + +I had just succeeded in throwing off my double, when a clear gleam of +sun-light brightened the woods, and with it a pleasant sound of bells +rose on mine ear. I distinguished unequivocally the chimes of a convent, +which rung for early mass. For a moment I rejoiced; but then the thought +came like annihilation upon me--"Thou hast murdered Aurelia!" and once +more losing all self-possession and recollection, I fell in despair upon +the earth. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Methought the air in which I breathed had a mildness and fragrance such +as now I had never known; but, as yet, I was labouring under the +influence of a deep and morbid slumber. I felt a strange irritation, a +shooting prickly pain in every vein and fibre, till it seemed as if my +frame was split and divided an hundred fold, and every division thence +arising assumed a peculiar and individual principle of life, while the +head in vain strove to command the limbs, which, like unfaithful +vassals, would not submit themselves to its dominion. + +Then, methought, each of these separated parts became a glittering fiery +point, which began to turn itself round in a circle, till hundreds of +them, whirling rapidly together, formed at last the appearance of a +fixed ball of fire, which darted forth flames and coruscations. "These +are my limbs which are thus moving," said I to myself; "now I am for +certain about to awake." + +At that moment, when the fiery ball was turning round, I felt sudden and +violent pain, and distinctly heard the sound of a clear chime of bells. +"Away, away--Onward, onward!" cried I, believing myself still in the +wood, and making a vehement effort to rise up, but I fell back powerless +on my couch. Now, for the first time, I was restored to perfect +consciousness, and saw, with great surprise, that I was no longer in the +forest. In the dress of a Capuchin monk, I lay upon a well-stuffed +mattress. The room was vaulted and lofty; a pair of rush-bottomed +chairs, and a small table, stood beside my bed. + +I concluded that my state of unconsciousness must have continued for a +long time, and that, while in that unhappy situation, I must have been +brought to some convent or other, where the monks were, by their rule, +obliged to receive the sick. Probably my clothes had been torn, and they +had been obliged, for the meanwhile, to supply me with a cowl. However +this might be, there was no doubt that I had escaped from all immediate +danger. I was also free from pain, though very weak, therefore continued +quite tranquil, having no doubt that my protectors would, in due time, +look after their charge. + +Accordingly, it was not long before I heard steps that seemed, from +their sound, to approach through a long stone-floored gallery. My door +opened, and I saw two men, of whom one had a lay dress, the other wore +the habit of the brethren of charity. They came up to me in silence; the +man in the lay dress fixed his eyes on me, and seemed much astonished. +"I am again come to myself, sir," said I, in a weak voice. "Heaven be +praised, who has restored to me my reason. But will you be so good as to +inform me where I am, and how I have been brought hither?" + +Without answering me, the physician (as I supposed him to be) turned to +the clergyman, and said, in Italian, "This is indeed very extraordinary. +His looks are, since our last visit, completely changed. His speech is +quite clear, only weak. Some particular crisis must have taken place in +his malady." + +"For my part," said the monk, "I have no doubt that he is completely +cured." + +"Of that," said the physician, "we cannot judge, until we have seen how +he may conduct himself for the next few days. But do you not understand +as much German as to speak with him?" + +The monk answered in the negative. + +"I understand and speak Italian," interrupted I. "Tell me, then, I +beseech you, where I am, and how I found my way hither?" + +"Ha!" cried the physician, "our difficulties are then at an end. You +find yourself, reverend sir, in a place where every possible precaution +has been, and will be taken, for your perfect recovery. Three months ago +you were brought hither in a very critical and dangerous situation; but, +under our care and attention, you seem to have made great progress +towards convalescence; and if we shall have the good fortune to complete +your cure, you may then freely pursue your journey, for, as I have +understood, you wish to go to Rome." + +"Did I come to you, then," said I, "in this Capuchin dress which I now +wear?" + +"Truly you did so," said the physician; "but give over, I pray you, this +asking of questions, and do not disquiet yourself--everything shall, in +due time, be explained to your satisfaction. Our business at present is +to attend to your bodily health." + +He then felt my pulse, and the monk, who had for a moment disappeared, +returned with a cup full of some liquid, which the physician desired me +to drink, and then to tell him what I thought it was. I obeyed, and told +him that what I had drunk seemed to me a strong and nourishing +meat-broth. "Good--very good," said the monk, with a smile of +satisfaction. They then left me alone, with a promise of returning in a +short time. + +Through the next three days, I was attended with the utmost skill and +kindness by the brethren and the physician. I continued rapidly to +improve, and at the end of that time was able to rise up, and, leaning +on the monk's arm, to walk through the room. He led me to the window and +opened the lattice. A delightfully warm and fragrant (but not sultry) +air, such as till then I had never breathed, came in at the window. +Without, I beheld an extensive garden, wherein all sorts of fruit-trees +grew, and flourished in the highest luxuriance. There were also +delightful arbours, bowers, and temples; while, even around the window +from which I looked, the grapes hung in rich massy clusters. Above all, +however, it was, with the clear cloudless blue of the sky that I was +altogether enchanted. I could not find words to express my admiration. + +"Where am I then?" cried I. "Have the blessed saints granted to a +wretched sinner to dwell in their Elysium?" + +The monk smiled contentedly at my raptures. "You are in Italy, brother," +said he. + +"In Italy!" repeated I, with the utmost astonishment. I then urged the +clergyman to explain to me more particularly how I could have found my +way to such a distance. He referred me to the physician, who just then +entered, and who at last informed me, that a strange man of most +eccentric manners had brought me hither about three months ago, and +begged that I might be taken into their house; that, finally, I was in a +regular hospital, which was taken charge of by the brethren of charity. + +As I gradually gained more strength, I found that the monk and physician +willingly entered into conversation with me on various subjects of +literature and the arts. The latter, as if in order to obtain +information for himself, even requested me to write down many things +which he afterwards read over in my presence; but I was puzzled by +observing that, instead of praising what I had written on its own +account, he only said, "Indeed?--This looks well!--I have not been +deceived--Excellent--excellent!" + +I was now allowed at certain hours to walk in the garden, where, +however, I was greatly discomposed by the sight of strange spectral +figures, who, as if quite unable to take care of themselves, were led +about by the monks. Once, in particular, I was struck by the appearance +of a tall haggard man, in a dingy yellow mantle, who was led by two of +the brethren, one on each side, and in this manner met me as I was +returning to the house. At every step, he made the most absurd +gesticulations, as if he were about to commence a _pas seul_, at the +same time whistling shrilly an accompaniment. + +Astonished at this, I stood gazing on the man, but the monk by whom I +was attended drew me suddenly away. "Come, come, dear brother Medardus!" +said he, "that is no business of yours!" + +"For God's sake," said I, "tell me how is it that you know anything of +my name?" + +The vehemence with which I put this question seemed to discompose my +attendant. "For what reason," said he, "should we not know your name? +The man by whom you were brought hither, named you without hesitation, +and you were accordingly entered in the list of the house--Medardus, +brother of the Capuchin Convent at Königswald." + +Once more I felt the ice-cold shuddering of terror vibrate in every +limb. But whoever was the unknown by whom I had been brought to the +hospital, whether he were or were not initiated in the horrible +mysteries of my life, he certainly had not cherished any evil intentions +towards me, for I had been treated with the greatest care and +tenderness, and was, besides, at liberty to go whereever I wished. + +After this walk, I had returned to my chamber, and was leaning out at +the open window inhaling the delightful fragrance of the air, which +seemed to inspire me with new life and energy in every fibre, when I +beheld in the garden a man coming up the middle walk, whom I thought +that I had seen before, but could not immediately recollect where. + +He was a diminutive withered figure, had upon his head a small hat with +a long peaked crown, and was dressed in a miserable weather-beaten +surtout. In his gait, he rather danced than walked; nay, every now and +then cut a caper right up into the air; and anon, started off to one +side, as if he were possessed by the demon of St Vitus. Occasionally he +made a full stop, and at one of these intervals, perceiving me at the +window, he took off his high-peaked hat, and waved it in the air, then +kissed his hand repeatedly, with an emphasis of gesticulation which at +once confirmed and cleared up my recollection. There was but one +individual in the world who could have practised these manoeuvres, and +that was Belcampo! He vanished, however, among the trees; but, not long +afterwards, I heard a particular rap at the door, of which the style and +manner immediately taught me whom I was to expect. + +"Schönfeld!" said I, as he indeed made his appearance; "how, in the name +of wonder, have you found your way hither?" + +"Ach--ach!" said he, twisting his face, as if he were about to +weep--"how should I have come hither otherwise than driven and hurled +onwards as I was by that malignant and relentless destiny, which never +fails to persecute every man of true genius. On account of a murder, I +was obliged to fly from the rich and flourishing town of Frankenburg." + +"On account of a murder!--What would'st thou say?" interrupted I, with +considerable agitation. + +"Ay, truly," answered he--"on account of a murder. I had, in a fit of +wrath, immolated the left whisker of the youngest _Commerziensrath_ in +that free town, and had also dangerously wounded the right mustachio." + +"Once more," said I, "I must beg of you to give up these absurd and +unmeaning jokes, and to tell your story connectedly, otherwise you had +better leave the room." + +"Nay, dear brother Medardus," he resumed, "this is indeed unforeseen and +unaccountable; now that you are restored to health, you would send me +from you in disgrace; but, as long as you were ill, you were glad to +have me for a companion in your room, and to be always near to you." + +"What does all this mean?" cried I, quite confounded; "and how have you +got to the knowledge of my name Medardus?" + +"Look," said he, with an ironical smile, "if you please, at the +right-hand lappelle of your monk's cowl." + +I did so, and became almost petrified with terror and astonishment, for +I found the name "Medardus" embroidered thereupon; and, on more accurate +inspection, I could discover also that this was the identical tunic +which, on my flight from the castle of the Baron von F----, I had thrown +into a hollow tree in the forest. + +Schönfeld did not fail to remark my agitation, over which he seemed +wickedly to triumph. With his fore-finger on his nose, and lifting +himself on tiptoe, he looked stedfastly in my face. I remained +speechless; then, in a low and pensive tone, he resumed-- + +"Your excellency, no doubt, wonders at the handsome dress which has been +chosen for you. To say the truth, it seemed in every respect to fit and +become you better than the nut-brown suit, with plated buttons, which +my wise friend Damon supplied for you. It was I, the banished, the +despised and misunderstood Belcampo, who provided for you this dress, in +order to cover your nakedness. Brother Medardus, you were then, indeed, +but in a sorry plight, for, instead of great-coat, vest, pantaloons, +English frock, &c. &c. you wore, in the simplest, and most unpretending +manner, your own skin. As to a proper friseur, you thought as little of +him as you did of a tailor, performing his functions with your own ten +fingers, in a style which was by no means to be commended." + +"Give over these disgusting follies," said I, much incensed; +"Schönfeld--I insist on your being rational, otherwise I will hear no +more!" + +"Pietro Belcampo is my name," interrupted he, with great vehemence; "Ay, +Pietro Belcampo; for we are now in Italy, and you must know, reverend +sir, that I, simple as I here stand, impersonize that folly, which +luckily has been present on every disastrous occasion, to assist your +wisdom; and without which, you would have found yourself miserably +deficient. It is from Folly alone that you have derived protection. By +this alone your boasted reason, which is unable to hold itself upright, +but totters about like a drunk man or a child, has been supported, and +instructed to find the right road home, that is to say, to the +mad-house, where we are both happily arrived." + +By these last words I was much agitated. I thought on the strange +figures that I had seen, especially on the tall haggard man in the dingy +yellow mantle, who had made such absurd gesticulations; and could +entertain no doubt that Schönfeld had told me the truth. "Ay, dear +brother Medardus," resumed Schönfeld, with solemn voice and gestures; +"Folly is, indeed, on this earth, the true intellectual queen. Reason, +on the other hand, is only a pitiful viceroy, who never troubles himself +with what happens beyond his own narrow boundaries, who, from sheer +_ennui_, indeed, makes his soldiers be exercised on the _parade-platz_, +though the said soldiers afterwards, in time of danger, cannot fire a +single volley in proper time. But Folly, the true queen of the people, +marches in with kettle-drums and trumpets--Huzza! Huzza!--before and +behind her, triumph and rejoicing! The lieges straightway emancipate +themselves from the constraint in which Reason would have held them, and +will no longer stand or walk as their pedantic tutor would have them to +do. At last he calls the roll, and complains,--'Lo! Folly hath robbed me +of my best recruits--hath driven them away--driven their wits a +wool-gathering--ay, driven them mad.' That is a play of words, dear +brother Medardus, and such play is like a glowing pair of curling-irons +in the hand of Folly, with which she can twist such a thought!" + +"Desist, I once more entreat of you," said I, "desist from this childish +clatter of unmeaning words, and tell me concisely how you came hither, +and what you know regarding the dress which I now wear!" Hereupon I +seized him by both arms, and forced him into a chair, where he seemed to +recollect himself, fixed his eyes stedfastly on the ground, and with a +deep sigh resumed,-- + +"I have saved your life," said he, "for the second time. It was I who +enabled you to escape from the town of Frankenburg. It was I, too, who +brought you hither." + +"But, in the name of Heaven," said I, "where did you last find me?" + +I had let him go, and he instantly bolted up--"Ha, brother Medardus," +said he, "if I, weak and diminutive as I seem, had not contrived to bear +you on my shoulders, your limbs would by this time, have lain the food +of ravens on the wheel!" + +I shuddered as if ready to faint, and sunk into a chair. At that moment +my attendant monk entered the room. "How hast thou come hither? Who gave +thee liberty now to enter this room?" said he, very angrily, to +Belcampo. + +"Alas! venerable father," said the latter, in a supplicating tone, and +pretending to burst into tears, "I could no longer resist the vehement +impulse to visit my dearest friend, whom I had rescued from danger of +death!" + +I now recovered myself. "Tell me, brother," said I to the monk, "did +this man really bring me hither?" + +The monk hesitated. + +"I scarcely know," said I, "in what sort of hospital I am now protected, +but I can easily suppose that I have been in the most frightful of all +conditions. You perceive, however, that I am now quite well, and +therefore, I may hear all which was before intentionally concealed from +me, when you supposed that my nerves were yet too irritable." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +"It is, indeed, quite true," said the monk, "this man brought you hither +about three months and a half ago. He had, according to his own account, +found you in the Lovanian forest, (which separates the dominions of the +Prince of Laguria, from our district,) and had recognized you for the +Capuchin Medardus from Königswald, who had before, on a journey to Rome, +passed through a town where he then lived. + +"When first brought among us, you were in a state of utter apathy. You +walked when you were led, remained standing if one let you alone, and +seated or laid yourself down according as you were put into the required +position. Food and drink we were obliged to pour down your throat; as to +words, you were able only to utter hollow unintelligible sounds, and +your eyes appeared to stare, without the power of distinguishing any +object. Belcampo then never left you, but was your faithful attendant. +After an interval of about a month, you fell into a state of outrageous +madness, and we were obliged to place you in one of the cells +appropriated for persons in that frightful malady. You were then like a +ferocious wild beast; but I dare not describe your sufferings more +minutely, as the picture might be too painful. After some weeks, your +state of apathy again returned, and seemed more obstinate than ever, but +at last, God be praised, you awoke from your stupefaction, into your +present convalescence." + +Schönfeld had, during this narrative of the monk, seated himself, as if +in deep reflection, leaning his head on his hand. "Ay, truly," he +resumed, "I know that I am sometimes little better than a self-conceited +fool; but the air of the mad-house, destructive to reasonable people, +has on me had a very beneficial influence. I begin to speculate on my +own errors, which is no bad sign. If, generally speaking, I exist only +through my own self-consciousness, it is only requisite that this +consciousness should pull off the fool's motley coat, and I shall shew +myself to the world, a very wise, rational gentleman. But, oh, heavens! +is not a genial friseur, according to the principles of his character +and profession, a privileged fool and coxcomb? Such folly is, in truth, +a protection from all madness; and I can assure you, reverend sir, that +in a north-west wind, I can distinguish very well between a church-tower +and a lamp-post!" + +"If this be really the case," said I, "give us a proof of it now by a +quiet rational narrative, how you discovered me in the wood, and brought +me to this house." + +"That shall immediately be done," said Belcampo, "though the reverend +father on my right hand looks at me with a very suspicious aspect. You +must know, then, that on the morning after your escape from Frankenburg, +the foreign painter, with his collection of pictures, had also, in an +inconceivable manner, vanished; and although the disturbance that you +had raised at first excited a good deal of notice, yet, in the stream of +other events, and the bustle of the fair, it was ere long forgotten. It +was not till after the murder at the castle of the Baron von F---- +became generally talked of, and the magistracy of that district +published handbills, offering a reward for the arrest of Medardus, a +Capuchin monk in Königswald, that people were reminded of the painter +having indeed told the whole story, and recognized in you the said +brother Medardus. + +"The landlord of the hotel wherein you had lodged, confirmed a +supposition that had already got afloat, of my having been accessory to +your flight. The people, therefore, fixed their attention on me, and +would have thrown me into prison. Having long wished to quit for ever +the miserable course of life that I had been dragging on, my resolution +was, in consequence, very speedily adopted. I determined to go into +Italy, where there are _Abbatés_ with powdered wigs, and encouragement +is yet afforded to an accomplished _friseur_. On my way thither I saw +you in the _residenz_ of the Prince von Rosenthurm. The people there +talked of your marriage with the Baroness Aurelia, and of the +condemnation and execution of the monk Medardus. + +"I had also an opportunity of seeing this criminal monk, and whatever +his history might have been, I was convinced at once that you were the +true Medardus. I placed myself in your way, but you did not observe me, +and I left the Prince's _residenz_, in order to follow out my own plans. + +"After a long and fatiguing journey, I had taken up my night's rest at a +small obscure hamlet. In the morning I rose very early, as was the +custom of the inhabitants there, and prepared to continue my laborious +progress through a forest, which lay in gloomy darkness before me. Just +as the first gleams of the morning had begun to break through the clouds +of the east, there was a rustling in the thickets, and a man, with his +hair matted, and staring out in various directions, his beard, too, in +the same disorder, but wearing an elegant modern suit of clothes, leaped +past me! + +"His looks were wild and outrageous, and I gazed after him with the +greatest astonishment, but in a moment he had disappeared again in the +thick of the tangled coppice, and I could see no more of him. I walked +onwards, therefore; but what words can express the horror that I felt, +when right before me I saw a naked human figure stretched out flat upon +the ground! There seemed to me no doubt that a murder had been +committed, and that the fugitive whom I had before seen was the +murderer. + +"I knelt down beside the naked man, recognized at once your features, +and perceived that you still breathed. Close beside you lay the Capuchin +habit, which at this moment you are wearing. With much labour and +stratagem I contrived to dress you in it, and to drag you along with me. +At last you awoke out of your deep swoon, but you remained in that +frightful state of apathy in which this reverend gentleman has described +you. + +"It cost me no little exertion to get you dragged along, and +consequently it was not till late in the evening that I was able to +reach an ale-house, which was situated in the middle of the forest. Here +I placed you upon a bench of turf at the door, where you lay as if +utterly overcome and drunk with sleep. I then went into the house to +procure you food and drink, and, found (as I suspected might be the +case) a party of hussars, who, as the hostess informed me, were in +pursuit of a monk, who, in an inconceivable manner, had escaped at the +moment when, on account of his enormous crimes, preparations were making +for his death on the scaffold. + +"It was to me an inexplicable mystery how you could have escaped out of +the _residenz_ into the forest; but the entire conviction that you were +the Medardus whom they now sought after, made me exert myself to the +utmost to rescue you from the danger which now hovered over you. Of +course, I brought you away directly from the ale-house, in which +undertaking I was favoured by the increasing darkness; and thereafter +choosing always the by-roads and most unfrequented tracks, I succeeded +at last in conducting you over the frontiers. + +"Finally, after long and incredible wanderings, I came with you to this +house, where the inhabitants received us both, as I declared that I was +not willing to separate from you. Here I was convinced that you were +perfectly secure, for by no means would the venerable fathers give up a +sick person whom they had once received, to any criminal court. + +"In this very chamber, then, I faithfully attended and nursed you; for +as to your own five senses, you were indeed but very indifferently +provided. Nor were the movements of your limbs to be commended. Neither +Vestris nor Noverre would have given you much encouragement, for your +head hung down on your breast, and when any one wished you to stand +upright, then you tumbled about like a capotted nine-pin or skittle. As +to your celebrated eloquence, too, you fared still worse, for you were +d----d _monosyllabic_, and in your lucid intervals, only said, 'Hu--hu!' +and 'Me--me!' out of which expressions your thoughts and wishes were not +to be very clearly divined: Indeed, it was to be supposed, that your +rational faculties had become unfaithful to you, and were gone +a-vagabondizing on their own private account. + +"At last you became all of a sudden extravagantly merry, cut inordinate +capers in the air, and roared aloud with sheer exuberance of delight, +tearing your habit at the same time, in order, we supposed, to escape +even from the smallest restraint. Your appetite was then----" + +"Stop, stop, Schönfeld," cried I, "give over this horrible and cruel +raillery--you have already sufficiently informed me of the frightful +situation into which I had fallen. Thanks and praise to the +long-suffering and mercy of Heaven, and the intercession of the saints, +that I am now rescued!" + +"Alas! reverend sir," resumed Schönfeld, "in what respect are you the +better of all that you have gained, I mean of this peculiar attribute of +the soul, which is called self-consciousness? Methinks it might well be +compared to the cursed activity of a pettifogging toll-keeper, or +excise-officer, at best, or a controller of customs, who has established +his damnable _comptoir_ in the brain, and upon the last indication of +goods coming forth from hence, cries out 'Hey day! The export is +forbidden. These wares must remain in the country.' The richest jewels, +like contemptible grains of seed, remain stuck in the earth, and at +last, all that rises above the surface are _runkelrüben_,[4] from an +hundred thousand weight of which, perhaps a quarter of an ounce of bad +sugar is afterwards extracted; and yet this pitiful export is, forsooth, +to lay the foundation of trade with the glorious city of the New +Jerusalem in the realms above, where all is magnificence and splendour. +Oh, heavens! I would have given all my dearly bought powder _à la +Marchalle_, or _à la Pompadour_, or _à la Reine de Golconde_,--would +have cast it into the river, where it is deepest, if by transi-to-trade, +I could have obtained from thence but a _quentlein_ of the golden dust of +the sun's rays, to dress the wigs of reverend professors, and men of +learning, but in the first place, mine own! What do I say? If my +excellent friend Damon, reverend sir, had, instead of the flea-coloured +frock, contrived to hang about your shoulders one of those robes made of +the morning light, in which the burgesses of the holy city walk to +church, then, as to dignity and gentility, we should have come off very +differently; but as the matter stood, the world held you for a common +_glebæ adscriptus_, and the devil for your cousin-german!" + +[Footnote 4: Beet-roots.] + +Schönfeld had risen up, and walked, or rather hopped, about the room, +with vehement gesticulations, and twisting his features into incredible +contortions. He was in the plenitude of his vein, kindling up one folly +by another. I therefore seized him again by both arms. "Art thou +resolved," said I, "to secure thyself a place in this hospital instead +of me? Is it impossible for thee to talk more than five minutes +together without falling into these absurdities?" + +"Is then all that I utter," said he, "so very foolish, when thus the +spirit comes upon me?" + +"That is precisely what renders your talk so intolerable," said I. +"There is often good sense at the bottom of all this gibberish, but so +abominably metamorphosed, that a thought, good in itself, is like a fine +dress hung over with party-coloured rags. Like a drunk man, thou canst +not proceed in a straight direction, but art everlastingly floundering +away hither and thither. Thy conduct is never consistent or +consecutive." + +"What is conduct?" said Schönfeld, with a contemptuous smile--"What is +conduct, most venerable Capuchin? Doth not that term imply the +preconception in the mind of some fixed and certain object, for the +attainment of which we shape and adapt our procedure? Are you, reverend +sir, sure of your own object? Are you not rather afraid that you may +have occasionally admitted too little alloy in your spirituous +potations, and now, like a giddy tower-watcher, see two goals, without +knowing the right one? Besides, sir, let it be forgiven to one of my +profession, if he is apt, perhaps too often, to have recourse to the +humorous and the _outré_, in order to season the insipidity of this +life, as we add Spanish pepper to cauliflower; without this, an artist +of my vocation would be but a pitiful _dummkopf_,[5] who carries his +privilege in his pocket, without ever daring to make use of it." + +[Footnote 5: Blockhead.] + +The monk had remained in the room, and had looked attentively at +Belcampo and at me; but as we spoke German, he did not understand a +single word. At last, he resolutely interrupted our dialogue. "Excuse +me, gentlemen," said he, "if I put an end to a discourse from which it +is impossible for either of you to derive any advantage. Your health, +brother, is yet much too weak to bear with a conversation which probably +awakens painful recollections as to your past life. Besides, you will +have time enough to learn all that your friend has to inform you of, as +when you leave our establishment, he will no doubt accompany you. +Belcampo has a strange manner of speaking; and by his eloquence and +gesticulations together, never fails, when he tells a story, to bring +every adventure vividly before the eyes of his listener. In Germany he +must, I suppose, be looked on as mad. Here in Italy, he would be valued +as a capital buffoon, and on the stage might make a fortune." + +Schönfeld stared with all his might at the clergyman, then lifted +himself on tiptoe, clasped his hands over his head, and called out in +Italian, "Thou warning voice from the world of spirits--thou voice of +omnipotent destiny! To me thou hast spoken at last through the organs of +this reverend father. Belcampo--Belcampo! How could'st thou mistake so +long thy true vocation? It is now resolved!" He then ran out of the +room, and for that day I saw no more of him. + + * * * * * + +Next morning he made his appearance, equipt for a journey. "Dear Brother +Medardus," said he, "you are now quite recovered; you do not any longer +require my assistance. I therefore take my departure, in order to go, as +the spirit moves me, into the world. Farewell, then! Yet permit me that +I exercise on you, for the last time, my art, although in my own +estimation it has now become utterly contemptible." + +Hereupon he drew out his razors, comb, and scissars, and with a thousand +grimaces, _more suo_, brought my hair and visage into proper order. At +last he took his leave, with many tears; and as the man, notwithstanding +his fidelity, had become very strange and mysterious, and knew more of +my history than I could have wished, I was not sorry to find myself free +from his tiresome conversation. + + * * * * * + +The physician's remedies had been of great service to me; and as, by +taking every day longer and longer walks, I had quite recovered my +strength, I became convinced that I was able for the fatigues of a +pedestrian journey, and resolved to leave a house, which, however +suitable to the sick, was by no means a congenial abode for those who +were in health. + +The plan of going to Rome had been, without any volition of my own, +brought so far into execution. I had always been advancing farther +towards the place of my destination, and resolved, therefore, that I +would now persevere in the same course. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +At last I had taken leave of the charitable brethren, and set out as a +pilgrim on that high road, which I was told was the proper route to the +great city. Notwithstanding that my health was now thoroughly +reinstated, yet I was conscious of a strange apathy of mind, which threw +a dark shade on every image, rendering the prospects before me grey, +withered, and cloudy. Without even any clear remembrance of my past +life, I was completely occupied by cares for the present moment. Towards +evening, I always looked out anxiously for some place, (generally a +convent or private house,) where I would be able to extort food and +shelter for the night. I rejoiced not a little, when I met with persons +sufficiently devout to fill my knap-sack and wine-bottle, in return for +which I mechanically repeated, according to monastic form, the customary +blessings. In short, I had sunk in spirit, as well as in outward +observances, into an ordinary, stupid, and depraved mendicant friar. + +At last, after many adventures, no one of which deserves particular +commemoration, (for they were all of a similar character,) I came at +last to a great Capuchin Convent, which, surrounded only by houses +belonging to the establishment, and forming in itself a little town, is +situated not far from Rome. This convent, though within itself large and +populous, is, in other respects, lonely and insulated. The monks are by +their rule obliged to receive others of the same order, and I imagined +that I should live for some time with much comfort among them. + +Accordingly I made up a story, such as I thought would sound favourably +in their ears. I pretended that the convent to which I belonged in +Germany had been recently broken up; that consequently I had been thrown +on the wide world, and wished to be received into some other monastery, +under the same laws. + +With that hospitality and cheerfulness which are peculiar to the Italian +clergy, they, in the first place, entertained me sumptuously, and the +Prior formally said, that if no fulfilment of a sacred vow obliged me +to travel farther, I was welcome to remain there as long as I chose. + + * * * * * + +It was now the hour of vespers. The monks went to their appointed places +in the choir, and I walked into the church. I was deeply impressed by +the bold and magnificent architecture of the great aisle--but, alas! my +spirit could now no more be exalted by those raptures which in early +days attended me in the church of the Holy Lime-Tree, to which this bore +a marked and mysterious resemblance! + +When I had completed my devotions at the high altar, I indulged myself +in walking through the different subsidiary aisles, contemplating the +paintings at various shrines, which, as usual, represented the +martyrdoms of the saints, to whom they were severally consecrated. At +last I was attracted by a small and retired chapel, where the altar was +exquisitely illuminated by the beams of the now setting sun, that +streamed in through the painted window. + +I wished to examine the picture, and devoutly making the sign of the +cross, mounted up the marble steps. Oh, heaven! It was precisely the +same, the fatal altar-piece of my own convent--the martyrdom of St +Rosalia! Methought, however, the figure was yet more beautiful, more +exquisitely attractive and seducing. It was Aurelia, in her fullest +bloom of beauty, that I beheld; and my whole past life, which I had +begun to forget, with all its wanderings and crimes--the murder of +Euphemia, of Hermogen, and of Aurelia, revived on my recollection, as if +concentrated instantaneously into one horrible thought, that penetrated +my heart and brain, like a burning hot implement of torture. + +I threw myself prostrate on the stone floor. I was convulsively shook +and torn by my inward conflicts, as if I had been laid on the rack of +the most cruel and relentless inquisition. Death would have been +welcome--but, alas! death would not come to my relief! Hereupon I began +to tear my garments, in the furious rage of despair. I howled in +hopeless anguish, so that my voice resounded through the vaulted aisles +of the church. + +"I am cursed," cried I aloud--"I am cursed for ever. There is for me no +grace, no consolation more--neither in this world nor in the next. To +hell--to hell am I doomed! Sentence of eternal damnation has gone forth +against me--an accursed and abandoned sinner!" + +My cries of course alarmed the whole community. People came, lifted me +up, and carried me from the altar of St Rosalia. The service was now +over, and the monks assembled in the chapel. At their head was the +Prior. He looked at me with an indescribable mildness and gravity of +expression, which reminded me of Leonardus. He then advanced and took me +by the hand, while to me it seemed as if some blessed saint, hovering in +the air, held up the miserable sinner above the fiery and bottomless +pool of destruction into which he was about to plunge. + +"You are ill and feverish, brother," said the Prior; "the fatigues of +your long pilgrimage have been too great a trial of your strength, but +we shall carry you safely into the sick ward of the convent, where you +will be faithfully attended by our physician, and restored to health." + +I could not make any articulate answer to this address. I knelt before +him in abject misery, and even kissed the hem of his garment. +Deep-drawn sighs, which I could not repress, betrayed the frightful +condition of my soul. The monks again lifted me up, and brought me into +the refectorium, where they insisted on my accepting of some +refreshments. + +On a sign from the Prior, the brethren then retired, and I remained with +him alone. + +"Brother," he began, "your conscience seems to be loaded with some heavy +sins; for nothing but repentance almost without hope, on account of some +extraordinary crime, could have given rise to such conduct as you have +this evening exhibited. Yet great and boundless are the mercy and +long-suffering of God; very powerful, too, is the intercession of the +saints. Therefore, take courage! You shall confess to me; and when this +duty is fulfilled, the consolations of the church shall not be wanting." + +These words in themselves were not remarkable; but the tone and manner +of the Prior made on me such an impression, that at this moment +methought the mysterious pilgrim of the Holy Lime-Tree stood beside me, +and as if he were the only being on the wide earth to whom I was bound +to disclose the horrors of my life, and from whom I must allow nothing +to remain concealed. Still I was unable to speak. I could only prostrate +myself again upon the earth before the old man. + +"I am now obliged," said he, "to return to the chapel. Should you +resolve to follow my counsel, you will find me there." + +My determination was already fixed. As soon as I had, by a great effort, +recovered some degree of composure, I hastened after the Prior, and +found him waiting in the confessional. Acting according to the impulse +of the moment, I began to speak, for the first time since a very long +period, without the slightest attempt at disguise. On the contrary, I +confessed all the adventures of my life, from first to last, without +mitigating a single circumstance, which the severest censor could have +suggested against me! + +Horrible was the penance which the Prior now imposed upon me! Forbid to +appear again in the church--shut out like an alien from the society of +the monks, I was henceforth confined to the charnel vaults of the +convent--miserably prolonging my life by a stinted portion of tasteless +roots and water, scourging myself with knotted ropes, and mangling my +flesh with various implements of martyrdom, which the ingenuity of +demoniacal malevolence had _first_ invented, lifting up my voice only in +bitter accusations against myself, or in the most passionate and abject +supplications for deliverance from that hell whose flames already seemed +to burn within me! + +But when my blood streamed from an hundred wounds--when pain, in a +hundred scorpion stings, assailed me--and nature yielded at last, from +inability to continue the conflict, so that I fell asleep like an +exhausted child, even in despite of my torments--then the horrid imagery +of dreams molested me with a new and involuntary martyrdom. + +Methought I saw Euphemia, who came floating towards me in all the +luxuriance of her beauty, and casting on me the most seductive glances. +But I cried out aloud, "What would'st thou from me, thou accursed sinful +woman? No! hell shall not triumph over the truly penitent!" Then +methought her form, before so wanton and luxurious, shook and shivered. +She threw aside her robes, and a horror, like that of annihilation, +seized upon me; for I saw that her body was dried up into a skeleton, +and through the ribs of the spectre I saw not worms, but numberless +serpents that twined and twisted within and without, thrusting out their +heads and forked burning tongues towards me. + +"Away!--begone!" cried I, in delirium; "thy serpents are stinging my +already wounded flesh. They would fatten on my heart's-blood,--but +then--I should die--I should die--Death would release me from thy +vengeance!" + +"My serpents," howled out the spectre, who now seemed like an infernal +fury,--"my serpents may nourish themselves from thy heart's-blood, but +herein consists not thy torment, oh wretched sinner! Thy pain is within +thine own bosom, and in vain hopest thou for release in death. Thy +torment is the thought of thine own crimes, and this thought is +eternal!" + +Hereafter the figure of Hermogen, streaming with blood, rose up out of +the dusky void, and Euphemia fled before him. He, too, staid not; but +rushed past, with an hideous groan, and pointing to a wound in his +throat, which had the form of the cross. + +I now wished to pray; but my senses were lost and overcome in the +confusion that ensued. At first the whole air was animated, and filled +with rustling and flapping of wings, and gibbering of unearthly voices. +Then mortals, whom I had before known in the world, appeared +metamorphosed into the most insane caricatures. Heads, with well-known +features, came crawling about me on scarecrow legs, which grew out of +their own ears. Strange winged monsters, too, which I knew not, and +could not name, came floating through the air. Among these were ravens, +and other birds, with human faces. But at last, these gave place to the +Bishop's choir-master, at Königswald, with his sister. The latter +wheeled herself about in a wild and furious _walz_, to which her brother +supplied the music; but he kept all the while strumming on his own +breast, which had become a violin. + +Belcampo, whom I recognised, although he wore a hateful lizard's head, +and sat upon a disgusting winged serpent, came driving up towards me. He +wanted to comb my beard with a red-hot iron comb; but could not succeed +in his attempt. The tumult always became wilder and wilder. More strange +and indescribable were the figures, from the smallest beetle, dancing on +large human feet, up to the long drawn-out horse skeleton, with blazing +eyes, and with his own hide made into a pillion, upon which sat a rider, +with a gleaming owl's head. A gigantic bottomless beaker served for his +coat of mail, and an inverted funnel was his helmet. + +"Hell," cried a voice, "is in a mood of mirth, and triumphs!" Hereupon I +heard myself laugh aloud; but the exertion of laughter tore my breast; +my pain became more scorching, and my wounds bled more fiercely. + +At last the rabble rout vanished, and there came forward the glorious +form of a woman more beauteous than the fairest of the boasted +Circassians on earth! She walked up towards me.--"Oh, heaven, it is +Aurelia!"--"I live," said she; "I live, and I am now for ever thine!" + +Then the raging fires of sinful passion once more arose within me. I +flew to Aurelia, seized and embraced her with fervour. All weakness and +exhaustion were utterly forgotten; but instead of her light and +sylph-like form, methought I felt the weight and the torture of burning +lead or iron laid on my breast. My visage and eyes, too, were scratched +and wounded as if with rough bristles, like a wool-dresser's comb; and +Satan roared aloud, with thrilling laughter--"Now, _now_ art thou wholly +mine!" + +With a shriek of terror I awoke, and anon my blood flowed anew in +streams, from the strokes of the knotted whip, with which, in hopeless +agony, I chastised myself. For the crime of that interview with Aurelia, +though but in a dream, demanded double penance, and I was resolved to +run the risk even of committing indirect suicide, rather than omit one +iota of the prescribed inflictions. + + * * * * * + +At last, the period appointed by the Prior for my seclusion in the +vaults was over, and, by his express command, I was obliged to remove +from thence, in order to finish the remainder of my penance in the +convent, although my cell was yet to be separated from all the other +brethren; for, by such gradations, I was at last to arrive at his +permission to return to the church, and to the society of the monks. + +But with the latter gradations of penance I was not myself satisfied. I +was enjoined only solitude and a daily use of the knotted rope; but I +stedfastly refused every better sort of food which was now offered to +me; and when at last allowed to enter the church, I lay for whole days +on the cold marble floor, before the shrine of St Rosalia, and chastised +myself in my cell in the most cruel and immoderate degree. By these +outward sufferings, I thought that I should overcome the more fearful +pains by which I was inwardly tormented, but in vain! Those phantoms, +the off-spring of my own perturbed imagination, always returned, and I +believed myself given up a helpless prey to Satan, who thus, for his own +special divertisement, assailed me, and enticed me to commit those sins +in _thought_, which in _deed_ were no longer in my power. + +The severe penance imposed upon me, and the unheard-of perseverance with +which it was fulfilled, excited in the highest degree the attention of +the monks. They contemplated me with a kind of reverential awe, and many +times I heard whisperings among them--"He is indeed a saint!" This +expression was to me unspeakably distressing, for it reminded me vividly +of that moment in the Capuchin Convent of Königswald, when, in my +outrageous delirium, I had called out to the spectral painter, "I am the +blessed St Anthony!" + +The very last and concluding stage of the penance imposed by the Prior, +had now passed away, yet I had never desisted from self-martyrdom. +Nature seemed unable to bear up any longer against the violence which I +inflicted. My eyes were dim and sunk in their sockets. My bleeding frame +was become a mere skeleton, so that, when for hours I had lain on the +marble floor, I was not able to raise myself till the monks came to +assist me. + +At last, the Prior one day sent for me to his consulting-room. +"Brother," said he, "do you now feel, after the severe penance you have +undergone, your mind soothed and lightened? Have the consolations of +Heaven been poured upon you?" + +In the hollow tone of despair, I answered him, "No!" + +"Brother," he resumed, "when, after your confession of horrid crimes, I +inflicted on you that severe penance, I satisfied the laws of the +church, which demand that a malefactor whom the arm of justice has not +reached, but who voluntarily confesses his evil actions, should also, +by his outward conduct, prove the _reality_ of his repentance. Yet I +believe, (and the best authorities are on my side,) that the most +excruciating torments which the penitent can inflict on himself, do not, +as soon as he himself grounds any confidence on these exercises, +diminish, by one fraction, the amount of his guilt. To no human +intellect is it given to explain how the omniscient and eternal Ruler +measures and weighs the deeds of mankind; but lost for ever must that +mortal be, who deludes himself with expectations of taking Heaven by +storm, through the force of penitential infliction. + +"Moreover, the individual who believes that, by the fulfilment of such +duties, the crimes of which he has been convicted are, of necessity, +blotted out and atoned, proves, by this very belief, that his inward +repentance has neither been true nor complete. But as for you, dear +brother Medardus, you have yet experienced no consolation, and _this_, +in my opinion, proves the truth of your conversion. Give up now, I +command you, all chastisements--allow yourself better food, and no +longer avoid the society of your brethren. + +"Learn, besides, that your extraordinary life, with all its complicated +involvements, is better known to me than it is even to yourself. A +fatality from which you could not escape, gave to the devil a certain +influence over you; and, while you committed crimes which to your own +nature were abhorrent, you were only his tool, or implement. + +"Dream not, however, that you are on this account less sinful in the +eyes of Heaven, or of the church, for on you was bestowed ample power, +if you had had the resolution to exert it, to conquer in a spirited +battle the fiend who beset you. In what mortal heart has not this +influence of our arch-enemy raged like a tempest, resisting every +impulse of good? But without this conflict, virtue could have no +existence--For in what doth virtue consist, but in the triumph (after a +hard-fought battle) of good over evil? + +"But, as one source of consolation, I can inform you, that you have +accused yourself of a crime wherein you have been guilty in intention, +but not in effect. Aurelia yet lives. In your madness you probably +wounded yourself, and it was your own blood that streamed over your +hands. Aurelia still lives;--this fact I have amply ascertained." + +Hereupon I fell on my knees, with my hands uplifted in fervent prayer, +and burst into tears. + +"Know farther," said the Prior, "that the strange old painter, of whom, +in your confession, you spoke so much, has, as long as I can remember, +been an occasional visitor at our convent, and probably may, before +long, again appear among us. Long ago he gave me a parchment book to +take charge of, in which are numerous drawings, but more especially a +kind of chronicle, to which, as often as he came hither, he always added +a few lines or pages. He has not left me under any injunctions not to +shew this book to any one whom its contents may interest, and, of +course, I shall not hesitate to intrust it with you. Indeed, this now +becomes my indispensable duty, and hence you will learn the wonderful +entanglements of your own destiny, which at one time led you as if into +a higher world of visions and miracles, and, at another, into the most +ordinary and most depraved scenes of what is called the world. + +"It has been said that miracles have now wholly vanished from the earth; +but this is a doctrine which I, for one, am by no means inclined to +accede to. Miracles, if by that name we understand only that which we +by no means can explain or account for, certainly have continued among +us, though it is true, that by the observance of a few fixed and limited +rules, our philosophers seem (in their own conceit at least) to give +laws to nature; yet, nevertheless, there are phenomena every now and +then recurring, which put all their boasted wisdom to shame, and which, +in our obstinate stupidity, because they are not explainable, we +therefore reject, as unworthy of belief. + +"In this manner we deny, among other things, the possibility of a +spiritual apparition, inasmuch as it is impossible for an incorporeal +figure to be mirrored on the surface of the human eye, which is +corporeal, the absurd fallacy and sophism of which reasoning is obvious. +To tell the truth, I look upon this ancient painter as one of those +extraordinary apparitions, which put to the blush all ordinary rules and +theories. I am doubtful even if his corporeal figure is such as we can +properly call real. This much is certain, that no one here ever +discovered in him the ordinary functions of life. He would neither eat, +drink, nor sleep; nor did I ever observe him either writing or drawing, +though it was obvious, notwithstanding, that in the book, in which he +only appeared to read, there were always more leaves written or painted +on when he went away, than there had been before. + +"I should observe, also, that all which the book contains, appeared to +me to be mere _griffon-age_, or fantastic sketches of an insane artist, +until you came to our convent. Then, for the first time, its pages came +to be legible and intelligible, after you, dear brother Medardus, had +confessed to me. + +"I dare not give utterance more particularly to my own suppositions, or +apprehensions, regarding the real character of this old painter, and his +relationship to you. You will yourself guess at the truth, or, more +probably, it will develope itself in the clearest light before you, when +you have attentively perused this book. Go then, take every proper +method and precaution to restore your bodily, as well as mental +energies, and, in a few days, if you feel yourself recovered, as I hope +will be the case, you shall receive from me the mysterious volume, +which, meanwhile, I retain, as you have not strength at present for the +task of deciphering it." + +Henceforward, I was of course under the necessity of acting according to +the injunctions of the Prior. I ate with the brethren at their public +table, and omitted all chastisements, confining myself to fervent and +prolonged prayer at the altars of the saints. Although my heart +continued to bleed inwardly, and my mind was still much disturbed, yet +at last those horrible phantoms and diabolical temptations by which I +had been persecuted, came to an end. Often, when tired to death, I +passed sleepless nights on my hard couch, there was around me a waving +as if of seraphs' wings; and I beheld the lovely form of the living +Aurelia, who, with her eyes full of tears and celestial compassion, bent +down over me. She stretched out her hand, as if protectingly, and +diffusing blessings over my head. Then my eye-lids sank down, and a mild +refreshing slumber poured new strength into my veins. + +When the Prior observed that my mind and frame had once more regained +some degree of healthy excitement, he again sent for me in private, and +gave me the painter's parchment book, admonishing me to read it with +attention in my own cell. + +I opened the volume, and the first of its contents which struck my eye +were drawings for those paintings which still exist in the Church of the +Holy Lime-Tree, and which had, from earliest youth, possessed so +mysterious an influence over my whole life. Formerly, the possession of +this book would have agitated me almost to madness, from the degree of +anxiety which it would have excited. Now, however, after the discipline +which I had undergone, I was perfectly calm. Besides, there was scarcely +any degree of mystery left which I had not by anticipation already +developed. That which the painter had here, in a small scarcely-legible +hand, set down, intermixed with sketches both in black lead and in +colours, was but a distinct and clear delineation of my own dreams and +apprehensions, brought out indeed with a degree of precision and +accuracy of which I could not have been capable. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +After mature reflection, I have judged it superfluous to transcribe in +this place the parchment book of the old and supernatural painter; +though I might be tempted to do so by the consideration, that no one +else could ever be enabled to understand and follow out its intricate +details, or even to decipher the hand-writing. He sets out by speaking +of himself in the third, but afterwards, or towards the close of his +narrative, uses the first personal pronoun. + +He was the eldest son of a certain Prince Camillo di Rosoli, (who had in +early life been distinguished for his bravery and military talents,) and +had been sent by his father, at an early age, into the world, where, to +the great surprise of his noble friends and relations, he devoted +himself almost exclusively to the study of painting, under a celebrated +master of that art in Rome. Here he had already been for a considerable +time, when his father, having been requested by the Republic of Genua to +take the command of a powerful fleet against the Algerine corsairs, sent +an abrupt and peremptory order for the young prince to return home. To +this, Francesco, for that was his name, returned for answer, that a +prince, surrounded by all the pomp and dignity incident to high rank, +was, in his estimation, a mere cipher, in comparison with the character +of an independent man of genius, whose wants were few, and who could +supply these wants by the exercise of his art. A prince, he said, was, +by the circumstances under which he lived, much more subdued and slavish +than even the poorest artist:--for his own part, he knew well enough how +to wield the pallet and pencils, but by no means the sceptre. Finally, +that as to exploits in warfare, whether by sea or land, they were +barbarous and abhorrent to his nature; whereas the creations of the +painter were like reflections on canvass of the divine spirit, of which +a share sometimes descends on favoured mortals. + +Thus he sent back his father's messengers with contumely and disgrace, +and the old prince, being thereby violently incensed, dispatched other +ambassadors, who had no better success; whereupon, they informed him, +that, if he did not obey his father's orders, they were commissioned to +say, that he would be disinherited, and never more permitted to assume +that rank which he had now virtually, though not formally, resigned. + +To these conditions Francesco made no objections whatever;--on the +contrary, he gave up to his younger brother, in a regular charter, all +claims on the family estates; and as the old prince soon after lost his +life in battle, Zenobio succeeded to the government, and Francesco +continued to live poorly enough on a small pension, which his brother +voluntarily bestowed upon him. + +Francesco was originally of a proud and overbearing temper; but his +instructor in the art of painting, the celebrated Leonardo di Rovino, +was one of the most pious and ingenious of men. Finding that his pupil +had actually renounced the fortune and rank to which he had been born, +he gave him such good counsel and example, that for some years Francesco +behaved as a very obedient and faithful disciple, assisting his master +in the completion of several great works, which were almost wholly +devoted to the illustration of the Christian miracles, and the glorious +lives of the Saints. + +After some time, however, it came to pass that Francesco raised himself +to the rank of a master on his own account, and was engaged to paint +many altar-pieces for churches, &c., in which Leonardo continued kindly +to assist him, until at length, being very far advanced in years, he +died. + +Then like a fire long with difficulty suppressed, the native pride and +insolence of Francesco's character again broke forth. He looked on +himself as the greatest painter of his time, and joining with this +notion of his own pre-eminence, the recollection of his hereditary rank, +he assumed for himself the title of the Noble Painter. Of his once +revered master, Leonardo, he now spoke with contempt, and invented for +himself a new school of art, which was well adapted to attract the +admiration of the multitude. He diligently studied the works of the +ancient statuaries; among which, a certain renowned figure of Venus, +above all others, engaged his attention; and henceforth no one could +equal him in representing the luxurious seductions of the female form, +which he always introduced naked, giving to his figures, by means of +dark shadows in the back ground, and a brilliance of colouring, which +were particularly his own, the most magical effect of _alto relievo_. + +It happened that in the great city he fell into the society of a set of +wild young men, most of them of high rank, who were delighted to have +for their companion a man in birth equal to themselves, though, as an +artist and man of genius, more interesting than men of mere fortune and +family can generally pretend to be. Francesco was but too willing to +attend their feasts and festivals, and was delighted by the praise with +which they constantly fed his vanity, insisting, in particular, on the +high advantages which he possessed over the artists of that age, by his +preference of the ancient models, and his correctness as to drawing and +anatomy. + +Being all of them unable or unwilling to submit to any degree of +restraint, and cherishing no other principle than that of yielding to +the extravagance of youthful imagination, and the indulgence of their +own passions, they formed a plan of renouncing altogether the Christian +Religion, and adopting fantastically the creed and manners of the +ancient Romans. + +In this manner they for some time continued to lead a shameless and most +dissolute life, in consequence of which, it happened that Francesco, +neglecting the orders which were from time to time sent to him from +convents and other religious institutions, fell into grievous distress +for want of ready money. Added to this it so happened, that the salary +usually allowed him by his brother Zenobio, was not paid at the regular +time. He now recollected that the monks of a certain Capuchin convent +had some months before offered a large sum for an altar piece, +representing the martyrdom of St Rosalia, which commission he had, under +the influence of his dissolute pleasures, and apostacy from the +Christian faith, refused to execute. Now, however, he resolved to +perform the work required of him, wholly for the sake of the reward with +which it would be attended. + +Accordingly he began, intending to paint the martyrdom of St Rosalia, in +his usual glaring and seductive manner, modelling her form and features +after those of the favourite Venus which has already been mentioned. In +the pencil drawing which he made in the first place, he succeeded well +enough, and the wicked young men, his companions, were highly delighted +with the notion of setting up a heathenish idol, instead of a real +picture of a Christian saint, in the church. + +But when Francesco came actually to paint, lo! by some inexplicable +influence, the work turned out very differently from what he had +intended.--A more powerful inspiration overcame that of wicked deceit, +and hatred to the Christian faith, by which he had been till then +actuated. It seemed as if the countenance of an angel, from the realms +of the blest, began to dawn on his perceptions, out of the dark clouds +which he had laid for the ground-work on his canvass. Involuntarily a +kind of religious terror took possession of his mind. He became fearful +of offending the blessed martyr whom he was employed to represent, and +around the body, which, according to the original design, he had painted +naked, were at last thrown the elegant folds of a dark-red dress, with a +sky-blue shawl or mantle. + +The Capuchin monks had, in their letter to the painter, only expressed +their wish for a portrait of St Rosalia, that is to say, for a single +figure, and for this purpose had his drawing been prepared; but now, led +on by the workings of his own creative spirit, he invented a grand +historical design, and introduced many figures, grouped with great +skill, and which blended very harmoniously with that of the principal +personage. In short, Francesco's attention was wholly absorbed by this +work, so that the shameful course of life which he had before led was +completely broken of, or at least interrupted. + +It came to pass, however, that he found himself quite unable to finish, +according to his own notions, the countenance of the saint; and this +disappointment tormented him so exceedingly, that he had no rest by +night or by day. He no longer thought of having recourse to his +favourite statue of Venus, but it seemed to him as if he beheld his old +master Leonardo, who looked at him mournfully, and addressed him in +these words--"Alas! I would willingly assist you, but I dare not! You +must first renounce all your sinful and shameless propensities, and, in +deep repentance and contrition, pray for the interposition of the +saints, against whom you have so fearfully offended." + +The wicked young men, whose society had been long neglected by +Francesco, once more sought him out, and found him in his painting +room, but wholly unemployed; for, in consequence of his mental anxiety, +he had fallen sick, and was lying powerless and despairing on his couch. +On the appearance of his friends he complained to them bitterly of his +misfortune, and expressed his belief that some malignant demon had +interfered to rob him of his former reputation, and would prevent him +altogether from completing his picture of St Rosalia. + +At this they all laughed aloud. "Ha, brother," cried one among them, "it +is easy to perceive that solitude and fasting have been the demons that +have brought this illness upon you. Come then, my friends, let us devote +a libation of good old wine to Esculapius, and the benevolent Hygeia, in +order that this feeble youth may again be restored!" + +They sent immediately for Syracusan wine, which these fantastic young +men drank out of antique-fashioned horns, and silver beakers, pouring +forth, as they expressed it, their libations to Hygeia, before the +unfinished picture. Afterwards, when they began to drink stoutly, and +insisted on Francesco joining in their orgies, the latter resolved +positively not to taste a drop of their wine, and would take no share in +their merriment; although they drank the health of his favourite +goddess, and tried every stratagem to flatter his vanity, and engage his +attention. + +At last, one of them exclaimed, "Our _penseroso_ comrade there is +perhaps really sick, and cannot so easily be cured as we had supposed. +Yet, methinks, he hath acted very wrongfully in refusing to taste the +remedies that have been already prescribed for him. Be this as it may, +seeing that he is so very ill, I shall directly go hence, and obtain for +him the assistance of a learned physician." The youth then threw his +mantle around him, girted on his sword, and marched out. Scarcely, +however, had he got beyond the door, when he returned again.--"Look you +now, comrades," he exclaimed, "I am myself the man who will effectually +cure this poor despairing artist!" + +He then put on, as well as he could, the character of an old ridiculous +physician,--bent himself half double,--walked with his knees knocking +together, and twisted his face into an hundred wrinkles,--so that, in +truth, he looked like an hideous old man; and his companions, greatly +diverted, cried out, "See what learned physiognomies the doctor cuts!" + +The doctor went up to Francesco, and pretended to feel his pulse. Then, +in a pompous rough voice, "Why, thou poor devil!" cried he, "what has +brought it into thine addled brain to fall sick in this manner? Thy +pulse beats regularly; what then is the matter with thee? Be that as it +may, I must make haste to cure thy distemper, whether real or imaginary, +and thou must submissively follow all my prescriptions; for in the state +in which thou now art, thy Donna Venus will never be pleased with thee. +It might be, however, that, if thy visage were less pale, and thy looks +not so downcast, the Lady Rosalia herself would receive you kindly. +Here, then, thou poor desponding shepherd! sip up a little of that +miraculous cordial which I always carry about with me. As you wish to +paint portraits of saints and angels, my drink will probably be of +especial service to you; for it is wine from the celebrated cellar of St +Anthony." + +With these words, the pretended doctor had pulled out a small and +oddly-shaped flask from underneath his mantle, from which flask he now +drew the cork. Instantly there spread itself all around, an +extraordinary stupifying vapour, by which most of the youths were so +confused and overcome, that, one by one, in the course of a few seconds, +they all dropt in their chairs, closed their eyes, and fell asleep. + +Francesco, meanwhile, as if tired of this mummery, and vexed to have +been mocked and flouted at, snatched the bottle with violence from the +doctor, intending at first to dash it against the wall. On the contrary, +however, the odour attracted him so much, that he put it to his lips, +and instantly swallowed a copious draught. + +"Much good may it do you!" said the doctor, who now assumed his former +countenance and youthful demeanour. But, at that moment, the door +opened, and the youth, who had before departed in order to bring a +physician, reappeared _in propria persona_. His double, who must have +been the devil, stepped forward, and made him a formal bow, whereat the +whole party were so affrighted, that they all (having been awoke from +sleep by the noise of his entrance) started up, ran away, and tumbled +headlong down stairs. + +Even like the raging of a volcano was now the tempest which arose within +the heart and soul of Francesco! All the Heathen stories which he had +before painted, revived once more, in tenfold force, on his imagination, +and their _dramatis personæ_ floated around him in forms as seductive, +and colours as brilliant, as if they had been alive, and corporeally +present.--"But thou, my beloved goddess!" he exclaimed, addressing +himself to the favourite Venus whom he had so often painted--"thou must +assume also life, and a tangible form, and become mine, otherwise I +shall devote myself from henceforth to Pluto, and the subterranean +powers of darkness!" + +Then he beheld, according to his distempered phantasy, the animated +figure of his admired statue, with an exquisite bloom on her complexion, +standing right before the unfinished picture, and kindly nodding towards +him. + +Hereupon, seized with a sudden fit of inspiration, he started from his +couch, ran to his _easel_, and began to paint at the head of St Rosalia; +for he thought that he would now be able to make an exact copy from the +features of his Venus. It seemed to him, however, as if the firmest +efforts of volition could not command his hand--as if, in spite of all +his endeavours, the pencil glided away from the unfinished countenance +of Rosalia, to the profane figures by which the rest of the canvass was +tenanted--and the heavenly aspect of the saint, unfinished as it was, +and that came there he knew not how, always broke out more visibly and +powerfully into view, till at last the eyes seemed to move, and look +into his very soul. Finally, he was overcome with such agitation, that +he dropped his pallet and pencils, and fell to the ground as if dead, in +a state of utter despair and insensibility. + +When, after a long interval, he awoke from his trance, and had with +difficulty raised himself up, he did not venture to look at the picture, +which had now become so terrific, but crawled, with his eyes fixed on +the ground, towards the table, where he still found the doctor's +extraordinary bottle of wine, out of which he indulged himself with a +long and powerful draught. + +Francesco was, by this means, completely restored and energized. New +life and spirit vibrated through every limb and fibre of his frame. He +mustered up courage enough to look at his picture; and, behold! it was +now completed, even to the finest touches of the pencil which in his +best days he could have been able to bestow! But what appeared most +remarkable, was, that not the saintly countenance of Rosalia, but that +of his old favourite Venus, now smiled with the most seductive +expression and glances of love upon him. + +Accordingly, Francesco, from that moment, became the victim of the most +sinful and delirious passion. He thought of the Pagan statuary +Pygmalion, whose history had supplied him with a subject for one of his +former profane works, and like him, he implored the gods, that they +would infuse life into the creations of his art. Very soon it appeared +to him as if the principal figures in his picture began to move and to +swell forward in _alto relievo_; but when he tried to clasp the phantom +in his arms, he found that the dead, cold canvass still mocked at his +embrace! Thereupon he tore his hair, and behaved like one possessed by +the devil. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Already two days and two nights had Francesco passed in a state of +raging delirium. On the third day, when he, as if petrified, and +motionless like a statue, was standing before the picture, the door of +his chamber opened, and there was a rustling behind him as if of female +garments. He turned round, and beheld a very beautiful woman, whom he +recognized at once as the original of his picture. + +His astonishment was now beyond all description when he beheld that +form, which he had so long contemplated as a marble statue, living, +breathing, and blooming, before him. Nay, he was seized with a kind of +mysterious terror, when he looked from his beautiful visitant back to +the picture, of which the resemblance was so accurate, that it appeared +like the reflection of her features in a mirror. + +He felt the fullest conviction, that this event was the effect of +supernatural agency; he could not utter a word, but, overcome by his +fears, fell on his knees before the strange lady, whom he scarcely +believed to be more than an aerial phantom. + +This living Venus raised him up, however, and immediately proceeded to +relate to him her own history. + +She had seen Francesco at the time when he was yet a pupil in the school +of Leonardo di Rovino. She was then but very young, but had conceived +for him a passion so ardent, that it had never lost possession of her +heart; and at last she had determined on leaving her parents and +friends, who resided in the country, and wandering away to find him in +Rome, as an inward voice had told her that he loved her very much; and +that, merely from the force of that attachment, had been led to paint +her portrait, which warning she now found to have been strictly true. + +Francesco now believed all that she told him. He became persuaded that a +secret mental sympathy existed between himself and this stranger, which +had given rise to the passion by which he had so long been haunted. He +forgot the statue, and gave himself no trouble with inquiries as to how +the resemblance betwixt it and his new visitor had been produced. Indeed +such questions would have been very needless, as they admitted not of +any satisfactory answer. + +The consequence of this visit was the solemnization (not by Christian, +but by heathen rites) of a marriage betwixt the strange woman and +Francesco, which was attended by all his libertine friends and +associates. As it was found that his bride had brought with her a casket +filled with jewels and ready money, he immediately hired servants, and +purchased a house, where they lived in great splendour and luxury for +many months. + +At the close of this period the paramour of Francesco gave birth to a +son, which event was followed by her death, attended by circumstances so +mysterious and horrible, that Francesco was obliged to fly from Rome, +being accused of sorcery and witchcraft, also of divers other crimes +peculiarly odious and abhorrent to the spirit and laws of the Christian +religion. In consequence of all this, he was obliged to make his escape +suddenly during the night, taking with him his child; and, as if +endowed with supernatural energies, he made his way onwards to a wild +and mountainous district of country, which he had before visited in his +days of extravagance and pleasure, and where he knew that there was a +cavern cut in the rock, in which he was now glad to take refuge with the +child from a violent thunder storm. + +As to the child, he could not have himself explained by what influence +he was induced to bear it along with him; for, in truth, he only wished +for its destruction. On being thrown on the hard floor of the cave, +however, the infant, for the first time, uttered some fearful and +melancholy cries, which penetrated to Francesco's heart; and hereupon, +he, being moved with compassion, tried every method in his power for its +preservation. + +For this purpose, indeed, he was not well provided. At first he could +only offer the child an orange to suck; but afterwards he recollected +the doctor's extraordinary flask, of which the contents seemed +inexhaustible, and which he had found on his departure, and brought with +him. From this bottle he administered a few drops to the infant, who +thereupon seemed miraculously strengthened and tranquillized; and he +made for it, as well as he could, a bed of heather and soft moss, +protecting it from damp and cold with his mantle. + +Hereafter, Francesco passed several weeks in the cavern, living like a +penitent hermit; and, incredible as it may seem, the child lived also, +being supplied with food from the contributions that his father received +from pious and compassionate neighbours. But Francesco's mind, +meanwhile, became quite wandering and irrational. He prayed, indeed, +with great zeal, to the blessed saints, that they would intercede for +him, a miserable sinner; for his heart was now wholly alienated from his +profane and blasphemous errors. Above all, he preferred many +supplications to St Rosalia. + +Thus it happened, that the wretched man, one beautiful and serene +evening, was prostrate on his knees, in the wilderness. He watched the +receding sun, which, at last, was slowly lost in the water, leaving the +western sky like a sea of red dazzling waves; and that ruddy light faded +ere long into the sombre grey tints of evening, the forerunner of dark +night. Then Francesco perceived in the atmosphere the roseate gleam of +an extraordinary light, which at first he noticed only as a strange +phenomenon, because the sun had now departed. But the red light assumed +a particular form, and floated always nearer and nearer to the penitent, +till at last he recognized the figure of St Rosalia, kneeling on a +bright cloud, and surrounded by angels. Then he heard a voice like that +of soft and articulate music, which pronounced the words, "Forgive, oh +Lord! this mortal, who, in his weakness, was not able to escape the +deeply-laid snares, and resist the manifold temptations, of Satan!" + +Hereupon lightnings quivered through that roseate cloud, and there was a +deep and reverberating thunder-clap. A fearful voice answered the prayer +of the saint,--"Oftentimes mortals have sinned and been forgiven; but +what habitant of earth hath ever transgressed like this one? NO +HAPPINESS IN LIFE, NOR PEACE IN THE GRAVE, SHALL BE GRANTED TO HIM, SO +LONG AS THE SINFUL RACE TO WHICH HE HATH GIVEN RISE, SHALL EXIST UPON +THE EARTH!" + +Francesco now sunk down, as if annihilated in the dust; for he +thoroughly knew that his irrevocable doom had been pronounced; and that, +by the most horrible destiny, he would now be driven, like a second +Ahasuerus, through the realms of life, without hope of enjoyment here, +or confidence of salvation hereafter. + +Of course, he now fled, without thinking of the child in the cave; for +though he could not now wish for its existence, yet he dared not add to +his already heavy crimes, by that of child-murder. He lived, being no +longer able to paint, in extreme and abject misery. Many times it came +into his mind, as if, for the glory of the Christian religion, he must +yet execute extensive and magnificent works; and, consequently, he made +out in his thoughts grand designs, both as to drawing and colouring, +which should illustrate and represent the history of the blessed Virgin, +and St Rosalia. But how could he begin those paintings, as he now did +not possess a single _scudo_ to supply himself with canvass and colours, +and only supported himself by the small pittance of alms, which he +received at the doors of churches? + +Into the churches also, like other mendicants, he was allowed freely to +enter; and thus it befell, that one bright and beautiful evening, though +at a late hour, when the sun had gone down, he sat staring on an +opposite empty wall, and filled it in imagination with the paintings +which his genius was yet fully competent to execute. While he sat thus +absorbed in reverie, he saw two female figures, who, silently and with +noiseless steps, approached him. Their countenances were veiled, so that +he had no perception of their features; but, with a voice that rose on +his ears like celestial music, one of them addressed to him the +following admonition:-- + + "In the remote land of East Prussia is the celebrated + Convent of the Holy Lime-Tree, wherein + Providence has vouchsafed to shew many miracles; + but the magnificent chapel there erected is yet + without any ornaments of painting. Go thither, + then! Let the practice of your art as a painter + become to you an exercise of devotion, and your + now desponding soul will be refreshed with heavenly + consolation!" + +With these words, the two female figures melted away in a gleam of +light, and left the air filled with the fragrance of roses and lilies. +Francesco was convinced of the supernatural character of these +visitants, and resolved that he would on the following day begin his +pilgrimage. On that same evening it happened, that a servant of +Zenobio's, after much trouble, found him out, paid him two years' +arrears of his allotted income, and invited him kindly to his brother's +court. + + * * * * * + +Thus far the old painter had written of himself in the third person, +which, in his later memoranda, he exchanges for the first. I consider it +needless to transcribe his historical account of the various fortunes +and intricate relationships of that illegitimate race which he had +founded, and of which I am a descendant. No reader would take the +trouble of following out a detail which could scarcely be understood, +unless thrown into the form of a genealogical tree. Besides, the mind +revolts from the contemplation of enormous and complicated guilt! +Suffice it to say, that the child which had been left in the cave was +accidentally found and preserved; that a small ivory cup, which, along +with the bottle of the devil's elixir, was discovered at the same time, +bore, for an inscription, the painter's name, Francesco, by which the +boy was afterwards baptized. + +Many years passed away, and, according to the curse which had been +pronounced against him, the painter's life was miraculously prolonged, +in order that, by unheard-of penitence, he might expiate his own crimes. +Meanwhile, he beheld the powers of darkness unceasingly employed against +him. The boy who had been found in the cave, and who was protected and +educated, first in the palace of Count Philippo di Saverno, in Italy, +afterwards in the Court of Prince Zenobio, had several children, among +whom were two, a son and daughter, who especially inherited their +father's wicked propensities, and yielded to the temptations of the +devil. + +The family afterwards branched out so widely, that the painter's book +alone would supply materials for many volumes. To this family belonged +the Princess von Rosenthurm, the Abbess of the Cistertian Convent, both +the first and second Baroness von F----, and the Count Victorin, who, +notwithstanding the mystery under which he had been reared and educated +in Italy, I now ascertained to be my brother. After the horrible crimes +which my father had perpetrated at the court of Rosenthurm, he was +arrested in his flight by an attack of severe illness, which detained +him long at the house of a benevolent countryman, whose daughter (my +mother) he afterwards married. For some time after this event, by his +knowledge of literature and the arts, he contrived to obtain employment +in the world, having assumed a fictitious name, and established himself +under a principality where his person and features were wholly unknown. +But sooner or later, sin is, even in this world, visited by punishment, +and the just anger of the Almighty. My father was again attacked by +sickness, so that the remnant of the once considerable legacy left him +by his father, was wholly spent. He fell into the bitterest poverty, and +was at the same time assailed by such horrors of conscience, that his +life became a continued miserable penance. + +At last Heaven, by means of an extraordinary vision, sent to him a gleam +of consolation. He was warned that he should make a pilgrimage to the +Convent of the Holy Lime-Tree in Prussia, and that the birth of a son +should there announce to him the grace and forgiveness of Heaven. + + * * * * * + +The last words in the manuscript are as follows. More, indeed, seems to +have been written, but in a scrawl half obliterated, and so faint that +it could not be deciphered. + + * * * * * + +"In the forest by which the Convent of the Lime-Tree is surrounded, I +appeared to the melancholy mother as she wept over her lately born, and +fatherless infant, and revived her almost annihilated spirit with words +of consolation. Miraculously sometimes has the favour of Heaven seemed +to be won for children who are born within the limits of a blest +sanctuary. They have even been visited by supernatural and celestial +visions, kindling up in their infant minds the fires of divine love, and +the holiest aspirations. The mother has, in holy baptism, given to this +child his father's name, Francesco, or, according to conventual +language, Franciscus. + + * * * * * + +"Wilt thou then, oh Franciscus! prove to be that long-wished-for +descendant, who, born on consecrated ground, will atone, by the piety +of his earthly pilgrimage, for the crimes that were heaped up by his +ancestors? And wilt thou procure for the wretched penitent refuge in the +grave? + +"I have taken such precautions, that the boy will remain for many years +far from the world and its seductive delusions; nay, I have resolved +that he shall become a monk. This destination, the same blessed saint +who poured divine consolation into my soul announced to his mother, and +this event may, indeed, be the forerunner of divine grace, and +forgiveness, which, with the splendour of the morning light, has at last +beamed forth upon me, so that I seem, in my inward mind, to observe +clearly, by anticipation, every event of the future. + +"Methinks I already behold this youth undergo the deadly strife with the +fiends of darkness, who, with the most fearful weapons, press in upon +him. He falls a victim to their infernal artifices, yet a beatified +female elevates over his head the crown of victory. It is the blessed St +Rosalia herself, by whom he is rescued. As often as the mercy of Heaven +allows it to me, I shall be near him in infancy, in youth, and in +manhood, and will protect him to the utmost of my limited power." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +The fame of my sanctity had now spread in such a manner abroad, that +when I allowed myself to be seen in the streets of Rome, there were +passengers who begged me for a moment to speak with them, and then, with +the humblest prostration, implored my blessing. No doubt, my severe +penitence must excite attention, for I had renewed in their utmost +extent all my devotional exercises; but even my strange appearance, my +neglect of my dress, &c. might be enough to excite the imagination of +the lively Italians, who are ready at all times to fix on any remarkable +individual for the hero of a religious legend. Often, when unconscious +of all that passed around me, I had thrown myself on the steps of an +altar, I was awoke from my inward contemplation by the murmur of prayer, +and groans of repentance, from those who had collected around me, as if +wishing to implore my saintly intercession with Heaven. + +As in the Capuchin Convent, I frequently heard it called out in the +streets behind me--"There goes the saint!" and such words never failed +to strike like daggers to my heart. I wished, therefore, to leave Rome, +and had made my arrangements for this purpose, when, to my utter +astonishment, and indeed terror, the Prior of the Convent wherein I +lodged, announced to me that the Pope had ordered me to appear before +him. + +Dark apprehensions arose within me, that perhaps the powers of hell were +more than ever on the watch, and laboured by new stratagems to draw me +into destruction. Meanwhile, I summoned up all my courage, and at an +hour which was duly announced to me, repaired to the Vatican. + +I was to have a private audience, and the Pope, who was still a handsome +man, and looked as if he had been in the prime of life, received me +sitting on a richly ornamented elbow-chair. Two very beautiful boys, in +the dress of Sacristans, attended to serve him with iced water; and as +the weather was very hot, they were constantly employed in cooling the +atmosphere with large fans made of herons' feathers. + +I went up to his Holiness with the utmost humility, and paid to him the +customary homage of kneeling. He fixed his eyes sharply on me, but +instead of the grave severity, which, from a distance, seemed to me +before to characterize his features, his looks displayed much good +humour, and he welcomed me with a very agreeable smile. + +His first inquiries were only common-place questions, as to whence I +came, what had brought me to Rome, &c. He then rose from his chair, and +assuming a more serious tone, "Brother Medardus," said he, "I have +summoned you hither, because I had received extraordinary accounts of +your piety. But wherefore do you perform your devotional exercises +openly before the people, and in the most public churches? You probably +wish to be looked on as a chosen saint, a pre-elect of Heaven, and to be +worshipped by the fanatical mob. But inquire into thine own heart, +whence this idea first arose, and by what means it has acquired such +ascendancy. If your intentions are not pure before the eye of the +Almighty, and before me, his appointed Viceroy, then, Brother Medardus, +your now flourishing sanctity will soon come to a shameful end." + +These last words the Pope uttered in a deep powerful voice, and his eyes +gleamed as if in anger. For the first time, since a very long period, I +felt myself accused, without being guilty of the faults with which I was +charged. On this account I was not only able to retain perfect +composure, but even to answer him with some degree of fervour and +eloquence. + +"Heaven," said I, "has indeed granted to your Holiness to look into my +inmost heart, which is loaded and oppressed with a weight of unspeakable +crimes, of which my deep consciousness may perhaps prove the sincerity +of my repentance. Far from my thoughts is any attempt at hypocrisy. I +never had any ambition to influence the minds of the people; on the +contrary, the attention which they direct to me is abhorrent to my +feelings, and causes to me the utmost pain and regret. In support of +what I have now said, will your Holiness grant to a wretched penitent an +opportunity of relating the events of his life, that he may prove the +sincerity of his contrition, and his utter self-annihilation at the +remembrance of the sins which he hath committed?" + +On receiving permission, I accordingly went on to narrate, as concisely +as I could, the whole circumstances and adventures of my life, only +omitting names, which were of no consequence as to the facts that I +related against myself. The Pope listened with the greatest attention, +appearing always more and more interested. At last, by many +extraordinary looks and gestures, he evinced the astonishment that I had +excited. + +"Your history, Brother Medardus," said he, "is, indeed, the most +mysterious that I have ever heard. Do you then believe in the immediate, +and _visible_ agency of the devil?" I was about to answer, but he went +on. "Do you believe that the wine which you stole from the +relic-chamber, and drank, really impelled you to the crimes which you +have committed?" + +"Like a water distilled from pestilential herbs," said I, "it gave new +strength to the seeds of vice and wickedness which lurked within me, +till at length they burst from their concealment, and spread into +luxuriant and multiplying growth!" + +Upon this answer, the Pope seemed to sink into reflection, and said, +more as if communing with himself, than addressing me,-- + +"What if the same rules of nature by which corporeal life is usually +governed, applied also to the mind? If every seed or scion must bring +forth and perpetuate that which is like to itself? There are whole +families of murderers, and of robbers. In such cases this was the +hereditary sin, entailed on a race followed by some inexpiable curse!" + +"If he who is descended from a sinful ancestor," said I, "must of +necessity sin again, it follows from this doctrine, that there is no +sin!" + +"Nay," said the Pope, "the Almighty created a gigantic power, who can +yet tame and control the appetite for crime, which, like a furious wild +beast, rages within us. This giant is named Conscience, and from his +combat with the beast, arise our independence and volition. In the +victory of the giant consists virtue; in the victory of the beast +consists sin." The Pope was silent a few moments. He then added in a +milder voice, "Do you believe, Brother Medardus, that it is becoming for +the Viceroy of Heaven, to reason thus with you on virtue and vice?" + +"Your Holiness," said I, "has condescended to allow the humblest of your +servants to hear your opinions on this matter; and it well becomes the +warrior to speak freely on that combat, whose dangers he has himself +encountered, and in which he has long since obtained the palm of +victory!" + +"You have a favourable opinion of me, Brother," said the Pope; "or do +you look upon the Tiara, as the laurel crown, announcing my victory to +the world?" + + * * * * * + + [_The Editor has here left out two or three pages of this + conversation, as it seems irrelevant to the general tenure of the + narrative._] + + * * * * * + +Hereupon the Pope again rose from his chair. "Thou art an excellent +orator, Brother Medardus," said he, "and hast spoken after my own +heart--we shall, as I perceive, understand one another better ere long +than we now do. Remain at Rome. In a few days you will be promoted to +the dignity of Prior of the Capuchin Convent, where a situation is now +vacant, and afterwards, perhaps, you will be chosen for my Father +Confessor. Go then, behave yourself with more prudence in the churches, +and think not of raising yourself to canonization. The calendar is +already crowded!--Farewell!" + +Our interview ended here, and by these last words of the Pope, I was not +a little astonished, as indeed I had been by his whole behaviour +throughout, which was completely at variance with the picture which I +had previously drawn of him. I had imagined not only that he was a +worthily appointed Vicegerent of Heaven on this earth, but that he was +gifted with every virtue, and all mental energies. He had, on the +contrary, falsely supposed that I was actuated by the base ambition of +being looked on as a saint, and now wished to excite in my mind a desire +for other temporal distinctions, which was, in truth, not less sinful. + +Notwithstanding my perplexity and dissatisfaction, I was led to conform +to what the Pope had enjoined, as to the intermission of my penitential +exercises; and I wandered for some days idly through the streets of +Rome, meditating chiefly on my past life, on the penitence which I had +undergone, and the career which was yet before me. + +On the last of these idle days, as I passed through the Spanish Square, +there was a mob assembled round the stage of a puppet-player. My +attention was at once attracted by the croaking voice of Pulcinello, and +the laughter of the audience. The first act was ended as I came up--the +curtain dropped, and the audience stood in anxious expectation of the +second. + +The little curtain again drew up. The youthful King David appeared with +his sling and his sackful of pebbles. With the most ludicrous gestures, +he proved that the monstrous giant should now be slain, and Israel +rescued. Then there was heard a fearful hollow roaring and rustling +under the stage, whereupon the giant mounted up, with a huge and most +absurdly ill-proportioned head. How was I astonished, when, at my first +glance of this giant's head, I recognized the features of my old friend +Belcampo. Right under his head he had, by means of an ingenious +apparatus, contrived to fit on a small body, conformable to those of the +other puppets, while his own person was concealed by the stage drapery, +which last served, at the same time, for the mantle of the giant. +Goliah, with most hideous grimaces of visage and contortions of his +dwarfish body, held a proud and threatening discourse, which King David +only now and then interrupted by a shrill and contemptuous laughter. + +The mob were diverted out of all measure, and I myself being wonderfully +attracted by this new apparition of Belcampo, allowed myself to be +carried away by the impression of the moment, and broke out into the +unrestrained and hearty laughter of boyish delight. Alas, how often +before was my laughter only the convulsive vibration of that internal +torment which preyed upon my heart! + +Hereafter, the combat with the giant was preceded by a long disputation, +wherein King David demonstrated, with great erudition and eloquence, +wherefore he must and would smite his frightful antagonist to death. +Belcampo made all the muscles of his countenance writhe and play with +the most inconceivable vivacity, indicating extreme rage. His gigantic +arms stretched themselves out against the less than little David, who, +meanwhile, saved himself by incredible leaps and bendings, vanishing +altogether, and then coming into sight again--now here, now there, even +from the folds of the giant's own mantle. At last the pebble flew from +David's sling against Goliah's head. He fell down lifeless, and the +curtain dropped. + +I laughed always more and more, excited not merely by the absurdity of +Pulcinello, but by my previous recollection of Belcampo's grotesque +genius. Probably I laughed too loud, for the people seemed to notice my +conduct; and, when I turned round, there was a dignified Abbot standing +near me. + +"I rejoice, reverend sir," said he, "to find that you have not +altogether lost your relish for terrestrial enjoyments. After I had +witnessed your most extraordinary penitence and devotion, I believed +that it would be wholly impossible for you to be diverted with follies +such as these." + +While the Abbot spoke thus, it seemed to me as if I ought to feel +ashamed of my levity, but involuntarily I answered him in a way of which +I directly afterwards repented. "Believe me, Signor _Abbate_," said I, +"the man who has once combated, like a stout swimmer, with the stormy +waves of this changeful life, never loses altogether the power of +lifting up his head bravely from the dark flood!" + +The Abbot looked at me with significant glances. "Indeed!" said he, "I +know not which to praise most, the poetry or logic of your illustration. +I believe that I now understand you completely, and admire you, reverend +sir, from the bottom of my heart!" + +"I know not, for my part, Signor _Abbate_," replied I, "how a poor +penitent monk can have excited your admiration." + +"Excellent!" said the Abbot. "You do not, most reverend father, run any +risk of forgetting the part you have to play!--You are worthy to be the +favourite of the Pope!" + +"His Holiness," answered I, "has indeed been pleased to honour me with +an audience. I have done homage before him in the dust, as is becoming +towards him, whom, on account of his tried virtues, Omnipotence has +chosen for his vicegerent on earth." + +"Well, then," replied the Abbot, "you, too, are no doubt a well-chosen +vassal of the triple-crowned, and will nobly fulfil the duties required +of you. But, believe me, the present Pope is a jewel of virtue, compared +to Alexander the Sixth, and you may perhaps have erred sadly in your +reckoning. Go on with your part, however--What is well begun is half +ended!--Farewell, most reverend father!" + +With a laugh of unrepressed scorn, the Abbot started away, leaving me +confounded and almost petrified at his conduct. When I connected his +expressions with my own remarks on the Pope, I became convinced that the +latter was by no means that conqueror deservedly crowned "after his +combat with the beast," such as I had supposed him to be; and, at the +same time, I could no longer entertain any doubt that my penitential +exercises must, to the majority of the public, have appeared but as a +hypocritical and artificial system, adopted only to force myself into +notice. Astonished and bitterly mortified, I returned home to my +convent, and going into the church, had recourse to long and zealous +prayer. + +Then the scales seemed to fall from my hitherto blinded eyes, and I +recognized at once the temptation of the powers of darkness, who had of +new endeavoured to involve me in their snares. Only rapid and instant +flight could save me from destruction. And I determined with the first +rays of the next morning to set out on my way. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +It was already night when I heard the gate-bell of the convent forcibly +rung. Soon after, the brother who officiated as porter, came into my +cell and told me there was a strangely-dressed man without, who insisted +on speaking with me. I went accordingly to the parlour. It was Belcampo, +who, in his usual mad style, capered up to me, seized me by both arms, +and drew me, with an air of great mystery, aside into a corner. + +"Medardus," said he, in a low and hurried tone, "you may make what +arrangements you please for your own destruction; but Folly is once more +come on the wings of the west wind to the rescue of your helpless +wisdom. If there is but the slightest corner or thread of your habit +remaining in sight, this arm will yet draw you back from out the yawning +and bottomless abyss. Oh, Medardus! remember and acknowledge once more +the power of love and of friendship. Think on David and Jonathan, +dearest Capuchin!" + +"I have admired you as Goliah, no doubt," answered I; "but what can have +brought you hither at this time, I have yet to learn." + +"What brought me hither!" said Belcampo, with great fervour. "What else +could have impelled me, but an unreasonable, a boundless attachment to a +Capuchin, whose head I once set to rights (in more senses of these words +than one) when it was in very formidable disorder; who threw about him +his blood-red golden ducats, with lavish profusion; who had intercourse +with abominable _revenants_; who, finally, after he had committed a few +trifling murders, was about to marry the most beautiful woman in the +world, with whom----" + +"Stop--stop there!" cried I--"no more of this, thou cruel-hearted and +reckless fool. Heavily have I already done penance for all with which +thou hast now, in thy wicked humour, reproached me!" + +"Ha! Brother Medardus," said Belcampo, "are the scars then so tender and +sensitive of those wounds with which the powers of darkness assailed +you? This proves that your recovery is not yet perfect; so, then, I +shall be as mild and quiet as a child--I shall tame the wildness of my +fantasy--shall no more cut caprioles either mentally or corporeally--but +only inform you, that as my attachment and friendship, chiefly on +account of your sublime madness, which you call wisdom, are very great, +I am determined to preserve your life as long as possible, and protect +you from every danger that you bring upon yourself. + +"Concealed in my puppet-show theatre, I have chanced to overhear a +discourse relating to you. The Pope has determined to make you the Prior +of one of the most distinguished Capuchin Convents, and also to appoint +you his own Father Confessor. Fly, then, quickly--fly from Rome, for +dagger and poison are already prepared for you. I know one bravo who has +even now got his retaining fee for sending you in all haste to the other +world. In a word, you have come in the way of a certain famous +Dominican, who has hitherto been the Pope's confessor. You are obnoxious +to him and all his adherents; and, to conclude, to-morrow morning you +must no longer be found within the walls of Rome!" + +This new occurrence I was at no loss to connect in my mind with the +expressions of the unknown _Abbate_. The two warnings were exactly in +keeping with each other, and I stood so lost in thought, that I scarcely +noticed the absurd conduct of Belcampo, who embraced me with great +fervour, and then with hideous grimaces and contortions took his +departure. + +It might now be past midnight, when I heard the hollow rolling of a +carriage over the pavement of the Court. Soon afterwards, I observed +steps on the stone-stairs. There was a knocking at my door, which I +opened, and beheld the Father Guardian of the Convent, who was followed +by a man in disguise, masked, and carrying a torch in his hand. + +"Brother Medardus," said the guardian, "we are informed that a dying man +desires your spiritual assistance, and the last unction. Do then what +the rule enjoins. Follow this man, who will lead you to the person who +requires your attendance." + +Hereupon, a cold shuddering ran through my limbs. The apprehension rose +vividly within me, that they were leading me to my own death; yet I +dared not refuse, but instantly rose, put on my habit, and followed the +stranger, who lighted me down stairs, opened the door of the carriage, +and forced me to enter it. + +In the carriage there were two other men, also disguised, who placed me +betwixt them. I inquired whither I was to be led, and who it was that +wished for my prayers and last services? No answer. In deep silence, we +drove on through several streets. For some time, I believed, by the +sound of the wheels, that we were already beyond the city walls; but +again, I perceived that we came through an arched gate-way, and then +drove once more over paved streets. + +At last, the carriage stopped, and I felt that they immediately bound up +my hands; and that a thick night-cap was drawn over my face, by which I +was completely blinded. At this I expressed some dissatisfaction and +anxiety. + +"No evil shall befall you," said a rough voice, "only you must be silent +as to all that you see and hear, otherwise your death is inevitable." + +They now lifted me out of the carriage. There was a rattling of keys and +locks. Then a gate opened that groaned heavily, and creaked on its rusty +and unoiled hinges. We entered, and they led me at first through long +corridors, and at last down stairs deeper and deeper. The echoing sounds +of our steps convinced me that we were in vaults, and the abominable and +oppressive air proved that these vaults were destined for the reception +of the dead. + +At last we stood still. My hands were untied, and the cap taken from my +head. I found myself in a large apartment, dimly lighted by a lamp hung +from the ceiling. + +There was a man in black robes, and wearing a mask, probably the same +who had come for me to the Capuchin Convent. He stood next to me; and +along the walls of the room, seated on two benches, I beheld many +Dominican monks. + +The horrible dream already narrated, which occurred to me in the prison +at the _residenz_ of the Prince von Rosenthurm, came back vividly on my +remembrance. I held it for certain, that I was now to meet an immediate +and cruel death; yet I remained silent, and only prayed inwardly, not +for rescue from the danger that awaited me, but for a religious and +sanctified end. + +After some moments of gloomy silence and expectation, one of the monks +came to me, and said, with a hollow voice, "Medardus, we have here +doomed to death a brother of your order. His sentence is this night to +be carried into execution. From you he expects absolution and admonition +in his last moments. Go, then, and fulfil what belongs to your office." + +The mask in black robes, who stood near me, now took me by the arm, and +led me from the audience-chamber through a narrow passage, into a small +vaulted cell. + +Here I found lying in a corner, on a straw-bed, a pale and emaciated +spectre--properly speaking, a mere skeleton--half-clothed, or rather +hung like a scarecrow, with rags. The mask placed the lamp which he had +brought with him on a stone-table, in the middle of the vault, and +retired. + +I then approached nearer the wretched couch of the prisoner. My name had +been announced, and with great difficulty he turned himself round +towards me. I was confounded when I recognized the features of the +venerable Cyrillus. A smile as of celestial beatitude came over his +countenance, though I knew not wherefore he was thus rejoiced. + +"So then," said he, "the abominable ministers of hell, who dwell in this +building, have for once not deceived me. Through them I learned that +you, dear Brother Medardus, were in Rome; and as I expressed a great +wish to speak with you, they promised me to bring you here at the hour +of my death. That hour is now arrived, and they have not forgotten their +contract." + +Hereupon, I kneeled down beside the venerable and pious old man. I +conjured him, in the first place, to tell me, how it was possible that +he could have been doomed by any society, calling themselves religious, +either to imprisonment or death? + +"No, no! dear Brother Medardus," said Cyrillus, "not till after I have +confessed my manifold crimes, and, in the first place, those which I +have through inadvertence committed against you; not till after you +have, according to the holy institutes of our church, reconciled me with +Heaven, dare I speak any farther as to my own earthly misery, and +worldly cares. You already know, that I myself, as well as all the rest +of our community, looked upon you as the most hardened and most +unpardonable of sinners. According to our belief, you had, by a +continued chain of errors, heaped up the most enormous guilt on your +head, so that we expelled you from our society. Yet your chief crime was +but in yielding to the impulse of one fatal moment, in which the devil +cast his noose round your neck, and dragged you away from the holy +sanctuary, into the distractions of this sinful world. + +"Then an abominable swindler, assuming your name, your dress, and, as if +he were the devil incarnate, also your corporeal figure, committed those +crimes, which had almost drawn upon you the shameful death of a +murderer. It has indeed been proved against you, that you have on one +occasion sinned, inasmuch as you wished to break your monastic vows; but +that you are unstained by those enormities which were imputed to you, +there can be no doubt. Return then to our convent, Medardus, where the +brethren will receive him whom they believed for ever lost, with +redoubled kindness and rejoicing." + +Here the old man, overcome by weakness, sank back, fainting on his +couch; and resisting the excitement which his words had produced upon +me, I remembered that my present duty was to attend to Cyrillus only, +and the welfare of his soul, which he had intrusted to my care. +Therefore I laboured as well as I could, by friction, and raising him in +the bed, to recover the unhappy prisoner from his insensibility. + +At last he was restored, and went regularly through his confession; he, +the pious and almost blameless old man, humbling himself before me, the +depraved sinner! But when I absolved the self-accusing monk, whose only +fault seemed to be that he had on many subjects _doubted_, and by these +doubts had been driven hither and thither, it seemed to me as if, +notwithstanding my own manifold offences, a divine spirit were kindled +up within me--as if I were but the unworthy instrument, the corporeal +organ, by which Omnipotence spoke temporally to souls not yet released +from their temporal bondage. + +"Oh, Brother Medardus," said Cyrillus, lifting his eyes full of devotion +to Heaven, "how have your words refreshed and strengthened me! Gladly +shall I now go to meet death, which the traitors residing here have +prepared for me. I fall a victim to that abominable treachery and +concealed wickedness, by which the throne of the Pope is now +surrounded.----" + +I heard hollow sounding steps, that always came nearer and nearer. Then +keys rattled in the door-lock. + +Cyrillus raised himself up with a violent and fearful effort.--"Return," +said he, "return, Medardus, to the happiness and security of our own +convent. Leonardus is already informed as to all that has occurred; he +knows in what manner I am now about to die. Conjure him to be silent as +to this last event; for how soon, even without this, would death have +claimed a weak and tottering old man! Farewell, my brother! Pray for the +salvation of my soul! My spirit shall be with you, when, in our convent +at Königswald, you read for me the prayers over the dead. Above all, I +beseech you to be silent as to whatever you have witnessed here; for +otherwise you will bring on yourself certain destruction, and involve +our community in endless disputes." + +On this point I made him a solemn promise. The disguised men had come +into the room. They lifted up the old monk out of bed, and, as he had +not strength enough to walk, dragged him through the corridor towards +the vaulted hall, or audience-chamber, in which I had before been. + +On a signal from the masks, I had followed the prisoner, and now found +that the Dominicans had arranged themselves in a circle, within which +they brought the old man, and then commanded him to kneel down upon a +small heap of earth, which they had laid in the centre of the circle. + +A crucifix was now placed by one of the masks in his hands, and he +grasped it with great fervour. According to the duty of my office, I had +also gone within the circle, and prayed aloud. Before I had ended, one +of the Dominicans pulled me by the arm, and spoke to me aside. At that +moment I observed a sword gleam in the hand of one of the masks; and in +an instant, at a single blow, the head of Cyrillus was dissevered, and +rolled down, streaming a torrent of blood, at my feet. + +I could not endure the horror of this spectacle, but threw myself on the +earth, in a state of half fainting and half consciousness. On my +recovery, I found that I was in a small apartment fitted up like a cell. +A Dominican came up to me. + +"You are terrified perhaps," said he; "yet, brother, methinks you +should rather rejoice to have beheld with your own eyes this perfect +martyrdom. By that name, of course, it must be distinguished, if a +brother of your convent undergoes the execution of his sentence; for, no +doubt, you are, to a man, _all_ saints!" + +"We are not saints," replied I; "but we can at least say this +much--Never was an innocent man within the walls of our convent +murdered--Let me now go! I have fulfilled my duty faithfully, and with +self-satisfaction. The spirit of my departed brother, who is now in +Heaven, will, as I trust, be near to me, if I should fall into the hands +of accursed murderers!" + +"I do not doubt," said the Dominican, "that your departed brother, +Cyrillus, will, in such case, be able to assist you. Methinks, however, +you ought not to call the judgment which has been executed against him, +a murder. Cyrillus had committed enormous misdemeanours against the now +reigning Vicegerent of the Almighty; and it was by his (I mean by the +Pope's) express command, that your brother was condemned to death. But +as he must have confessed all to you, it is needless to speak with you +any farther on this subject. Rather take, before you go, a little of +this cordial for your bodily refreshment; for you look quite pale, and +much agitated." + +With these words, accompanied by a good-humoured smile, the Dominican +handed to me a crystal cup, filled with a dark red-coloured and strongly +fragrant wine, which, like champagne, foamed and mantled. + +I scarce knew how to interpret the obscure apprehensions which were +within me. Surely this was the self-same wine which had once before been +presented to me by the Baroness Euphemia von F----, which I then luckily +refused to taste! I had no time for reflections, however; for the monk +was attentively watching me. Involuntarily, and without thought, I put +up my left hand over my face, as if blinded by the glare of the lamp; +and with the other, lifting my glass, poured the wine into the wide +sleeve of my habit. + +The Dominican was effectually deceived.--"Much good may it do you!" said +he; at the same time hastily opening the door, and making signs for my +departure. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +I was again brought into the carriage, which, to my surprise, was now +empty; and they drove me rapidly away. The terrors of the night--the +violent excitement which I had undergone, and my grief for the +unfortunate Cyrillus, combined to produce a deep gloomy reverie, in +which I scarcely remembered where I was, or knew what was passing around +me. When the carriage stopped, I took no notice; but from this trance I +was awoke by two men, who lifted me (as if I had been unable to help +myself) out of the carriage, and then threw me down, roughly enough, +upon the ground. + +The morning had already broke, and I found myself before the gate of my +own convent, of which I immediately rang the bell. The porter was +terrified at my pale and disordered aspect; and, of course, had +announced his apprehensions to the Prior, for, immediately after early +mass, the latter came with anxious looks into my cell. + +To his questions I only answered generally, that the death of the person +whom I had been sent for to absolve had been very horrible, and that, +consequently, I could not help being much agitated. The Prior was +satisfied with this answer, but soon afterwards, from the insupportable +torment which I felt in my left arm, I could not contain myself, but +screamed out aloud. + +The surgeon of the convent was sent for, and, meanwhile, the sleeve of +my habit ripped open; but the cloth had already grown into my flesh, and +the whole arm was found withered, and eaten away to the very bone, by a +deleterious caustic. + +"I was to have drunk wine," said I to the Prior, "but allowed the +contents of the glass to run thus into my sleeve." I said no more, +remembering the injunctions of Cyrillus to secrecy. + +On the arrival of the physician, he declared that the wine had been +impregnated with the most destructive and corrosive of all poisons; but +by the remedies which he applied, my torment was lessened, at least, +though by no means assuaged. My recovery was slow and tedious; for it +was considered doubtful whether the limb ought not to be amputated. I +escaped that misfortune, however; but my arm remains to this hour +withered and powerless. + +"I am now perfectly aware," said the Prior, one morning after I became +convalescent, "of the peculiar circumstances by which you have lost the +use of your arm. The pious Brother Cyrillus vanished in the most +mysterious manner from our convent and from Rome; and you, dear Brother +Medardus, will in the same manner be lost, if you do not immediately +change your residence. During your illness, many suspicious inquiries +were made after you, and had it not been for my watchfulness, and the +faithful attachment of your brethren, probably you would not now have +been in life. + +"To me you appeared from the first an extraordinary man, under the +influence of a destiny, whose final decrees are yet inscrutable; but +however this may be, you have certainly, since your arrival in Rome, +attracted far too much attention, to escape the animosity and +watchfulness of certain people, who, no doubt, wish you to be removed +out of their way. My advice is, therefore, that you should return home +to your own country, and to your own convent. May all happiness, and, +above all, the grace of God, be with you!" + +Even without this admonition of the Prior, I should have clearly felt, +that so long as I remained in Rome, my life must be in constant danger. +To this painful thought, others were added. I was haunted still by the +recollection of my numberless and enormous crimes; then, above all, +there was the immediate torment of my festering and withered arm. I +could not value a life which was so useless and miserable, but, on the +contrary, reverted frequently to the thoughts of suicide, which only the +terror of committing a new crime prevented me from carrying into +execution. But even without this, I might soon fall in the way of +obtaining for myself a timely and welcome martyrdom, and whether this +should occur at Rome or elsewhere was to me indifferent. + +More and more, however, I accustomed myself to dwell on the thoughts of +a speedy and violent death, to which, by my penitence, I considered +myself entitled. Methought I saw the figure of the monk Medardus, _of +myself_, issuing from the gates of the convent, and passing along the +road. Then there appeared behind him a dark and indefinable form, who +stabbed him with a stiletto to the heart. A crowd immediately collected +round the bloody corpse. "Medardus!" cried they; "the pious and blessed +penitent Medardus is murdered!" + +These words were spread and repeated hundred-fold through the streets; +and the crowd always became more numerous, lamenting the loss of a saint +so gifted and distinguished. Women kneeled down, and reverentially dipt +their handkerchiefs in the blood which flowed from my wounds. In doing +this, one of them remarked the scar of the cross on my neck, whereupon +she exclaimed aloud--"He is indeed a martyr--a glorified saint! See here +the impress of Heaven, which he has borne on his earthly frame!" +Hereupon all the multitude threw themselves on their knees, and happy +were those who could touch the mortal remains of the saint, or even the +hem of his garment! Then a new impulse was given. There was an opening +made in the crowd. A bier was brought forward, ornamented with a +profusion of flowers, and in triumphant march, with prayer, and the +choral voice of divine music, the attendant youths carry on it the dead +body of the saint onwards to the church of St Peter! + +Thus my still wandering and deluded fantasy elaborated, in the most +vivid colours, a picture, representing my own martyrdom. Without once +apprehending how the deceitful demon of pride led me on, and by new +methods laboured to ensure my destruction, I resolved, after my perfect +recovery, to remain in Rome; to continue the same penitential life which +I had hitherto adopted, and then either to die in the full odour and +splendour of sanctity, or else, being rescued by the Pope, to raise +myself up to high dignities and power in the church. + +My convalescence, as I have already mentioned, was very tedious, but the +powerful energies of my constitution enabled me at first to bear up +against the torture, and at last triumph over that abominable poison, +which had not only destroyed one limb, but threatened, by sympathy, to +injure my whole vitals. The physician, however, had no doubts of my +perfect restoration. Indeed, it was only at those moments of mental +confusion which usually precede sleep, that I was liable still to +feverish attacks and delirium. + +In one of these paroxysms I was visited by an extraordinary dream, of +which the circumstances were far too wild and confused to be faithfully +described. Methought I again looked on my own dead body, but not as +before in a public street of Rome. It was now laid in a lonely _berceau_ +walk of the convent at Königswald, where every object in the landscape +came in vivid colours to my remembrance. Methought I was conscious of my +own separate existence, as a self-subsisting idea, and then I ascended, +as if borne up by my own buoyancy, from the realms of earth, and ere +long found myself floating in a cloud of a beautiful roseate colour. +There I beheld a magnificent array of wood-crowned mountains and rocky +cliffs, gleaming in the morning sun, but far more beautiful than those +of the earth. Anon, methought I stood at the lofty gate of a gorgeous +palace, and wished to enter; but fearful bolts of lightning crossed and +re-crossed each other, like fiery lances, betwixt me and the entrance, +till I was struck down into the bosom of a damp, obscure, and colourless +cloud. As I fell down deeper and deeper, I again beheld the dead body, +which raised itself up and stared upon me with ghastly, lustreless eyes, +and howled out some accents of lamentation, like the north wind in a +narrow ravine. Anon, methought the face of all nature became dead and +withered. The flowers declined their heads, sank down, and faded away. +The trees lost every leaf, and their dry branches rattled like the +marrowless joints of a skeleton. I saw men and women too, no longer like +living beings, but like pale, hideous spectres, and they threw +themselves in despair on the earth, calling out, "Mercy! mercy! Is then +the guilt of our crimes so enormous, that thou, oh Lord, givest unto our +Arch-Enemy power to destroy, and render vain the sin-offering of our +blood?" + +I wished for annihilation, though, being a disembodied idea, this was +impossible. Then methought I was, as if by an electrical shock, roused +up from my sleep. The great clock of the convent struck twelve. "The +dead raise themselves up," said a voice; "they rise out of their +graves, and are gone to divine worship." Accordingly, I began to pray. +Then I heard a slight knocking at my door, and believed it was one of my +brethren, who wished to come into the room, till, with +unspeakable horror, I recognized the voice of my ghostly +DOUBLE.--"Broth-er--Broth-er!" said the voice--"I am here--I am +here!--Come with me--Come with me!" + +I wished thereupon to start up from my couch, but a shuddering coldness +had fettered every limb, and every attempted movement produced only a +convulsive inward struggle. My only refuge was in prayer; and I heard, +in a strange manner, the audible effect of my own voice. Now it +gradually triumphed over the renewed knocking and stammering of the +spectre; but at last all was confused and lost in the hum of ten +thousand voices, as when the air is filled with myriads of insects. Anon +this humming changed to articulate lamentations as before, and methought +I was again wrapt in the dark cloud; but suddenly there came over it a +gleam of the most exquisite morning red. Through the dark vapours +descended a tall and dignified form, on whose bosom a cross shone with +dazzling effulgence. The features were those of St Rosalia! + +The lamentations were now turned to an exulting hymn of praise; and from +afar I beheld the landscape again blooming in all the luxuriance of +spring. Only my own voice was now heard, lamenting--"Shall I then alone, +of all these rejoicing inhabitants of earth, be given a prey to +everlasting torments?"--Then a change came over that beautiful phantom. +Its awe-striking dignity was transformed into mild grace and +beneficence, and a sweet smile was diffused over her features. + +"AURELIA!" cried I aloud, and with that name I at last in reality awoke, +and saw the clear morning light beaming into my cell. + +By this introduction of Aurelia I clearly recognized the new endeavours +of the restless powers of darkness against me; and no sooner was this +perception aroused, than I understood also the nature of those delusions +by which I had been induced to remain in Rome. I hastened down to the +church, and prayed with great fervour, leaving out, however, all bodily +chastisements, having need of all the strength that I could muster for +my long and fatiguing journey. Before the mid-day sun shot down his +perpendicular and insupportable beams, I was already far from Rome, +taking precisely the same road by which I had come thither. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +I determined to avoid the _residenz_ of the Prince; not because I was +afraid to be recognized and punished, but because I could not bear to +look on the scene of my horrible offences. Moreover, should Aurelia +still reside there, I felt that I had no certainty of avoiding new +temptations; and this apprehension, perhaps, proved, more than any other +circumstance, the reality of my penitence and conversion. The conviction +afforded me some consolation, that at least the diabolical spirit of +pride was annihilated within me, and that I no longer wished to throw +myself into danger, from a vain confidence in my own strength. + + * * * * * + +My long pilgrimage was without any incidents deserving of record. At +last I had arrived amid the well-known Thuringian mountains; and one +morning, through the dense vapours that lingered in a valley before me, +I beheld a castle, which I instantly recognized to be that of the late +Baron von F----. As I came nearer, alas! how was the scene now changed +from what it had been! The walks and ornaments of the parks were become +a wilderness of ruin and devastation. The shrubberies, parterres, and +young plantations, were either torn up by the cattle, or converted into +ploughed fields. The road on which I walked, after entering the path, +was overgrown with moss and weeds; and even the beautiful lawn before +the mansion-house, that used to be so carefully kept, was now covered +with a herd of cattle, and another of swine, that had rooted up all its +verdure. The windows of the castle, too, were broken, and looked +ghastly. The steps leading up to the principal entry were ruinous, and +covered with lichens and grass that waved in the wind. Through the whole +domain there seemed not to be one living being. All was neglected and +lonely. + +On passing through a dense thicket, which had once been my favourite +walk, I heard an obscure sound of moaning and lamentation. Then I +perceived a grey-headed old man at some distance, who, though his +countenance was turned towards me, did not seem in the least to notice +my presence or approach. On the contrary, when I came almost close to +him, he uttered, as if talking to himself in deep reverie, the +words,--"Dead--dead and gone,--all dead and gone, whom I once loved in +this world. Oh, Aurelia! thou, too, the last, art dead to all sublunary +enjoyments!" + +I now recognized Reinhold, the old intendant, though grief had so much +changed his appearance, that at first I knew not who he was. I had do +wish to speak with any one, but now remained as if involuntarily rooted +to the spot. + +"Aurelia dead!" cried I. "No, no, old man, thou art misinformed. The +power of the all-seeing and omniscient Judge protected her from the +stiletto of the murderer!" + +The old man started at these words as if he had been struck by +lightning. "Who is here?" cried he, vehemently--"Who is here?--Leopold! +Leopold!" A boy now sprung out from the thicket, and on perceiving me, +pronounced the customary salutation--"_Laudetur Jesus Christus!_"--"_In +omnia sæcula sæculorum_" answered I. Then the old man raised himself up. +"Leopold! Leopold!" said he, with great energy; "Who is among us? What +is this man?" + +Now, for the first time, I perceived that Reinhold was blind. The boy +answered him. "A reverend monk, Herr Intendant; a monk of the Capuchin +order." Upon these words, it seemed as if the old man was seized by the +utmost terror and abhorrence. + +"Away--away!" cried he. "Boy, lead me from hence--To my room--to my +room! Peter shall close all the doors, and keep watch.--Away--away!" +With these words, he seemed to exert his utmost strength to escape from +me, as from a furious wild beast. The boy looked at him and me +alternately, as if quite confounded, and at a loss how to act; but the +old man, instead of allowing himself to be led, forced on his attendant, +and they soon disappeared through a gate, which, as I perceived, was +immediately locked behind them. + +I was much shocked at this adventure, and fled as quickly as I could +from this place, the scene of my greatest crimes, which now appeared to +me more abominable than ever. I soon afterwards found myself in dense +thickets of the forest, and but for the direction which the sun +afforded, would not have known what path to choose, or whither +to turn. I sank into a deep reverie, in which I almost lost all +self-consciousness of what was immediately around me; till at last, +being much fatigued, I laid myself down on a mossy couch, formed on the +spreading roots of a wild oak tree, not far from which I saw a small +artificially formed eminence, on which was planted a cross. Gazing on +this, I soon fell into a profound sleep, and the bodily exertions that I +had undergone were such, that I now slumbered without ever being visited +by any of my former visions. + +On awaking from my sleep, I was surprised to perceive an old countryman +seated near me, who, as soon as he saw that I raised myself up, +respectfully took off his cap. + +"No doubt, reverend father," said he, "you have travelled a far way, and +are greatly fatigued, otherwise you would not have chosen _this_ as your +resting-place. Or it may be that you are an entire stranger, and know +not the peculiar circumstances connected with this spot?" + +I assured him, that being a stranger, a pilgrim from the most distant +parts of Italy, I could not possibly have any knowledge of the +circumstances to which he alluded. + +"Well," said the countryman, "the warning which I wished to give you is +particularly applicable to all brethren of your order; for it is said +that some years ago a Capuchin monk was murdered in this very part of +the forest; consequently, when I saw you sleeping on the grass, I +determined to station myself here, and be ready to defend you from +whatever danger you might be threatened with. Whether the story of your +brother's death at this place be true or false, this much is certain, +that at the time alluded to, a Capuchin came as a passing guest to our +village, and after staying all night, walked away in the morning, +through these mountains. On that very day, a neighbour of mine going as +usual to big work through the deep valley below what is called the +'Devil's Ground,' suddenly heard a piercing hideous cry, which continued +for a few seconds, and then strangely died away in the air. He insists, +(though to me this appears very improbable,) that at the same time when +he heard the cry, he saw the form of a man shoot down from the +jutting-out point of rock above, into the bottomless abyss. + +"This evidence was so circumstantial, that all the village began to +think it possible that the Capuchin who had left us that morning might +really have fallen down from the cliff, and we tried every method in our +power, without endangering our own lives, to find out his dead body in +the chasm. + +"Our labour proved fruitless, however; we laughed at the man who had put +us to much trouble, and ridiculed him still more when he afterwards +insisted, that in returning home at night, he had plainly seen the +figure of a man rising out of the water. + +"This last must have indeed been mere imagination; but afterwards we +understood that the Capuchin, God knows wherefore, had been murdered by +a man of rank, who had afterwards thrown down the body from that point +of rock which we call the Devil's Chair. + +"That the murder must have been committed near the spot where we now +are, I am fully persuaded; for, as I was once sitting quietly after hard +work, and looking at an old hollow oak-tree, methought I saw something +like a corner of dark-brown cloth hanging out, which excited my +curiosity. Accordingly, when I went to the tree, I drew out of it, to my +great surprise, a Capuchin tunic, quite fresh and new, which I therefore +took home to my cottage. I perceived that one of the sleeves was stained +with blood, and in one corner found embroidered, the name 'Medardus.' + +"It occurred to me that it would be a pious and praise-worthy action if +I sold the habit, and give the money that it would bring to our priest, +requesting him to read prayers for the benefit of the poor murdered man. +Consequently, I took the dress with me to town, but no old-clothesman +would purchase it, and there was no Capuchin Convent in the place. + +"At last there came up to me a man, who, by his dress, must have been a +_chasseur_, or forester. He said that he was just then in want of such a +garment, and gave at once the money that I had demanded for it. +Returning home, I made our priest say several masses, and as I could not +contrive to station a cross in the Devil's Abyss, I placed one here, as +a memorial of the Capuchin's cruel fate. + +"However, the deceased father must have had not a few sins to answer +for; his ghost is said to wander about here still, and has been seen by +divers people, so that the priest's labours have been of no great +service in his behalf. Therefore, reverend father, I would earnestly +entreat of you, when you have returned safe to your own convent, to read +prayers now and then for the soul of your unfortunate brother, Medardus. +Will you promise me this?" + +"You are in a mistake, my good friend," said I; "the Capuchin Medardus, +who some years ago passed through your village, is not murdered; there +is no need of masses for him, since he still lives, and must by his own +labours and repentance work out the salvation of his soul. I am myself +this very Medardus.--Look here!" + +With these words I threw open my tunic, and shewed him my name +embroidered, as he had described, on the outside of the lapelle. +Scarcely had the _bauer_ looked at the name, when he grew deadly pale, +and stared at me with every sign of the utmost horror. Then suddenly he +started up, and without uttering a word, ran as if he had been pursued +by fiends into the wood. + +It was obvious that he took me for the ghost of this murdered Medardus, +and all endeavours would have failed to convince him of his error. The +remoteness of the place, and the deep stillness, broken only by the +roaring of the not far distant river, were well suited to awake in my +mind the most horrible imagery. I thought once more of my detestable +_double_, and infected almost with the terror of the countryman, I felt +myself agitated to my inmost heart, and believed that the frightful +spectre of my second self would start out from some dark thicket against +me. + +Summoning my utmost courage, I again stepped forward on my journey, but +so much was I disturbed by the revived notion of my ghostly _double_, +that not till after a considerable time had I leisure to recollect that +the countryman's narrative had completely cleared up to me the mystery +how the delirious monk had first got possession of the tunic, which, on +our flight into Italy, he had left with me, and which I had recognized +as unquestionably my own. The forester whom he had applied to for a new +dress, had, of course, purchased it from the countryman in the +market-town. + +I was deeply impressed by the confused and broken manner in which the +_bauer_ had told the fatal events of the Devil's Ground, for I thus +perceived the intricate web--the concatenation of circumstances, in +which the powers of darkness seemed to have done their utmost to produce +that fearful exchange of characters betwixt myself and Victorin. The +strange sight that had been seen by the _bauer_, too, of a man rising +out of the abyss, which his companions believed only a vision, appeared +to me of no little importance. I looked forward with confidence to an +explanation of this also, though without knowing where it could be +obtained. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +After a few days more of restless walking, it was with a beating heart, +and eyes swimming in tears, that I once more beheld the well-known +towers of the Cistertian Monastery, and village of Heidebach. Anxious as +I now am to wind up this long and painful narrative, I shall not pause +to describe and analyze my feelings at thus visiting once more the +scenes of my youth, which, in the yellow light of a still autumnal day, +lay in all their wonted calmness and beauty before me. + +I passed through the village, went up the hill, and came to the great +square shaded by tall trees before the gate of the convent. Here, for +some time, I paused, seating myself on a stone bench in a recess, +reviving all my oldest and most cherished recollections, that came over +my mind like shadows of a dream. Scarcely could I now believe that I was +the same Francesco who had there spent so many years with a heart +unclouded by care, and to whom guilt and remorse were yet known only by +name. + +While thus occupied, I heard at some distance a swelling voice of +melody--it was an anthem sung by male voices. A large crucifix became +visible, and I found that a procession was coming up the hill. The monks +walked in pairs, and at the first glance I recognized that they were my +own brethren, and that the old Leonardus, supported by a young man whose +name I did not know, was at their head. Without noticing me, they +continued their anthem, and passed on through the convent gate. + +They were followed by the Dominicans and Franciscans, also from the town +of Königswald, and walking in the same order of procession. Then several +coaches drove up, in which were the nuns of St Clare. From all this I +perceived that some remarkable festival was now to be solemnized. + +The church doors were opened, and I went in. People were adorning the +altars, and especially the high altar, with flower garlands, and a +sacristan gave directions for a great quantity of fresh roses, as the +Abbess had particularly desired that they should predominate. Having +resolved that I would immediately request permission to join my +brethren, I first strengthened myself by fervent prayer, after which I +went into the convent, and inquired for the Prior Leonardus. + +The porteress then led me into a hall, where the Prior was seated in an +arm-chair, surrounded by his brethren. Agitated to the utmost degree, +and indeed quite overpowered, I could not refrain from bursting into +tears, and falling at his feet. "Medardus!" he exclaimed, and a murmur +sounded immediately through the ranks of all the brethren. "Brother +Medardus!" said they--"Brother Medardus, the long-lost, is returned!" + +I was immediately lifted up from the prostration into which I had +involuntarily sunk, and all the brethren, even those with whom I was +before unacquainted, fervently embraced me.--"Thanks and everlasting +praise," they exclaimed, "to the mercy and long-suffering of Heaven, +that you have thus been rescued from the snares and temptations of that +deceitful world. But relate, dearest brother--tell us your +adventures--all that you have encountered!" + +Thus there arose among them a murmur of confused and anxious inquiries; +but, meanwhile, the Prior rose up and made a sign for me to follow him +privately into another room, which was regularly appropriated for his +use when he visited the convent. + +"Medardus," he began, "you have in the most wicked manner broken your +monastic vows, and deceived that faith which was reposed in you by all +our community. Instead of fulfilling the commissions with which I +intrusted you, you became a disgraceful fugitive, no one knows why, nor +whither. On this account, I could order you to be imprisoned for life, +or to be immured, and left to perish without food or drink, if I chose +to act according to the severe laws of our order." + +"Judge me, then, venerable father," interrupted I--"judge me according +as the conventual law directs. I should resign with pleasure the burden +of a miserable life; for indeed I feel but too deeply that the severest +penance to which I could subject myself, would to me bring no +consolation." + +"Recover yourself," said Leonardus; "be composed and tranquil. I have +now fulfilled my duty in speaking to you as an abbot; but, as a friend +and father, I have yet to address you, and to hear what you have to say +in your own justification. In a wonderful manner you have been rescued +at Rome, from the death with which you was threatened. To the disorders +which prevail there, Cyrillus has been the only sacrifice." + +"Is it possible, then," said I, "that you already know----" + +"I know it all," answered the Prior; "I am aware, that you rendered +spiritual assistance to the poor man in his last moments; and I have +been informed of the stratagem of the Dominicans, who thought they had +administered deadly poison in the wine which they offered you as a +cordial drink. Had you swallowed but a single drop, it must have caused +your death in a few minutes; of course you found some opportune method +of evading this." + +"Only look here," said I, and, rolling up the sleeve of my tunic, shewed +the Prior my withered arm, which was like that of a skeleton; describing +to him, at the same time, how I had suspected the fate that was intended +me, and found means to pour all the liquor into my sleeve. + +Leonardus started as he beheld this frightful spectacle, and muttered to +himself--"Thou hast indeed done penance, as it was fitting, for thou +hast committed many crimes.--But Cyrillus--the good and pious +Cyrillus!"---- + +He paused, and I took this opportunity of remarking, that the precise +cause of my brother's death, and the accusation which had been made +against him, remained, up to that day, unknown to me. + +"Perhaps you too," said the Prior, "would have shared the same fate, if, +like him, you had stepped forward as a plenipotentiary of our convent. +You already know, that the claim of our house, if admitted, and carried +into effect, would almost annihilate the income of the Cardinal +von ----; which income he at present draws without any right to its +appropriation. This was the reason why the Cardinal suddenly made up a +friendship with the Pope's father confessor, (with whom he had till then +been at variance,) and thus acquired, in the Dominican, a powerful ally, +whom he could employ against Cyrillus. + +"The latter was introduced to the Pope, and received with particular +favour; in such manner, that he was admitted into the society of the +dignitaries by whom his Holiness is surrounded, and enabled to appear as +often as he chose at the Vatican. Cyrillus, of course, soon became +painfully aware, how much the Vicegerent of God seeks and finds his +kingdom in this world, and its pleasures,--how he is made subservient as +the mere tool of a mob of hypocrites, who turn him hither and thither, +as if vacillating between heaven and hell. Doubtless this seems +inconsistent with the powerful talents and energetic spirit, of which he +has, on various occasions, shewn himself possessed; but which they +contrive, by the most abominable means, to pervert and to subdue. + +"Our pious brother Cyrillus, as might have been foreseen, was much +distressed at all this, and found himself called on, by irresistible +impulses, to avert, if possible, the misfortunes which might thus fall +upon the church. Accordingly, as the spirit moved him, he took divers +opportunities to rouse and agitate, by the most fervid eloquence, the +heart of the Pope, and forcibly to disengage his soul from all +terrestrial pleasures or ambition. + +"The Pope, as it usually happens to enfeebled minds, was, in truth, much +affected by what Cyrillus had said; and this was precisely the +opportunity which his wicked ministers had watched for, in order to +carry their plans into execution. With an air of great mystery and +importance, they revealed to his Holiness their discovery of nothing +less than a regular conspiracy against him, which was to deprive him of +the triple crown. For this purpose, Cyrillus had been commissioned to +deliver these private lectures, and induce the Pope to submit to some +public act of penance, which would serve as a signal for the open +out-break of the rebellion that was already organized among the +cardinals. + +"Accordingly, on the next appearance of our zealous and excellent +brother, the Pope imagined that, in his present discourse, he could +detect many concealed and treacherous designs. Cyrillus, however, did +not hesitate to persist in his attempts, assuring his Holiness, that he +who did not wholly renounce the pleasures of this world, and humble his +heart, even as the most submissive and self-accusing penitent, was +wholly unfit to be the Vicegerent of God, and would bring a load of +reproach and shame on the church, from which the latter should make +itself free. + +"After one of these interviews, the iced-water which the Pope was in the +habit of drinking, was found to have been poisoned. That Cyrillus was +perfectly guiltless on that score, it is needless for me to make any +assertion to you, who knew him. His Holiness, however, was convinced of +his guilt; and the order for his imprisonment and execution in the +Dominican Convent was the consequence. + +"The hatred of the Dominicans towards you, after the attention which you +had received from the Pope, and his intentions openly expressed of +raising the Capuchin penitent to high dignities, requires no +explanation. You had thus become more dangerous, in their estimation, +than Cyrillus had ever been; and they would have felt the less remorse +at your destruction, as they doubted not that your penitential +observances were the result of the basest hypocrisy, and a desire of +temporal advancement. + +"With regard to my accurate knowledge of all that occurred to you in +Rome, there is in this no mystery. I have a friend at the metropolis, +who is thoroughly acquainted even with the most secret occurrences which +take place in the Vatican, and who faithfully informs me of them by +letters, written in a cypher which has hitherto baffled all attempts at +discovery. + +"But on my side, there are many questions to be asked, of which the +solution yet appears to me an inscrutable mystery. When you lived at the +Capuchin Convent, near to Rome, of which the Prior is my near relation, +I believed that your penitence was genuine, and from the heart. Yet, in +the city, you must have been actuated by very different motives. Above +all, why did you seek to gain the Pope's attention by an incredible and +marvellous story? Why accuse yourself of crimes which you had never +committed? Were you, then, ever at the castle of the Baron von F----?" + +"Alas, venerable father!" said I, "that was indeed the scene of my most +horrible crimes. Is it possible that, in your eyes also, I have appeared +a liar and hypocrite?" + +"Truly," said the Prior, "now that I speak with, and see you, I am +forced to believe that your repentance and self-inflicted sufferings +have been sincere. Still there are difficulties, which I am wholly +unable to clear up. + +"Soon after your flight from the _residenz_ of the Prince von +Rosenthurm, and after the monk, with whom Cyrillus had confounded you, +had, as if by miracle, escaped, it was proved by the discovery of +letters, and other concomitant testimony, that the Count Victorin, +disguised as a monk, had been at the Baron's castle, and must have been +the perpetrator of the crimes charged against you. Reinhold, his old +steward, indeed, vehemently disputed this notion. But suddenly +Victorin's _chasseur_ made his appearance, and explained that his master +had lived long concealed in the Thuringian forest; that he had allowed +his beard to grow, and had said that he would take the first opportunity +of providing himself with a Capuchin tunic, which he intended to wear +for at least twelve months, in order to carry on certain adventures. +Finally, he declared, that, after having been for some days absent from +his master, on business, he had, on his return, found him completely +disguised in a monk's dress, at which he was not surprised, as he, the +day before, observed, at some distance, the figure of a Capuchin pilgrim +in the forest, from whom he doubted not that his master had supplied +himself with the masquerade attire. He insisted that he knew the Count +far too well to have been deceived, and, besides, had spoken with him +frequently betwixt the period of that occurrence and his disappearance +from the castle. This deposition of the _chasseur_ completely +invalidated the opinion of Reinhold; but the utter vanishing of the +Count, of whom not a single trace could be found, remained quite +incomprehensible. + +"In the _residenz_, the Princess von Rosenthurm started the hypothesis, +that the pretended Herr von Krczinski, from Kwicziczwo, had been really +the Count Victorin; and was the more inclined to this belief, on account +of the resemblance that she had found between this pretender and +Francesco, of whose guilt no one now entertained any doubt. The story of +the Prince's forester, describing a maniac, who had wandered about in +this forest, and afterwards lived in his house, almost sanctioned the +hypothesis. The madman had been recognized as Medardus. Victorin, in +order to possess himself of his tunic, had cast him down into the abyss +below the Devil's Chair. Here, by some chance or other, he had not been +killed in the fall, but only wounded on the head. The pain of his wound, +with hunger and thirst, made him delirious; and he ran about, perhaps +obtaining a morsel of food now and then from some compassionate +countryman, and half clothed with miserable rags, till he was kindly +received into the house of the forester. + +"Two things, however, remained here inexplicable, namely, how this +Medardus could have run away to such a distance out of the mountains +without being arrested, and how, even in his lucid intervals, he should +confess to the judges and the physician crimes which he had never +committed. Hereupon some individuals insisted that these lucid intervals +were delusive--that he never had been free from his madness, and that as +there are no limits to the varieties of that malady, it was possible +that he had, by the force of his own perverted imagination, invented all +the circumstances which he related, and that the belief of them was the +one, fixed, and obstinate idea, (the characteristic of insanity,) which +never left him. + +"The judge of the criminal court, on the other hand, (whose wisdom was +held in great reverence,) declared that the pretended Herr von Krczinski +was not only no Pole, but also no count, and certainly not the Count +Victorin. Moreover, that the monk assuredly was, and continued mad on +every occasion, on which account the Court had intended that his +sentence should be that of constant imprisonment, in order that he might +be prevented from committing more crimes; but the Prince, who was much +shocked by the calamities brought on the family of the Baron von F----, +changed this decision into that of execution on the scaffold. + +"Such is the nature of mankind in this transitory life, that every +impression, however vivid, loses, after a short time, almost all its +influence, and fades away into pale and dusky colours. But now the +notion that Aurelia's fugitive bridegroom had been Count Victorin, +brought the story of the Italian Countess fresh into the remembrance of +every one. Even those who before knew nothing of the matter, were +informed by others who thought there was no longer any need for keeping +the secret, and all agreed in considering it quite natural that the +features of Medardus should resemble those of Victorin, as they had both +been sons of one father. + +"The Prince at last determined that no farther attempt should be made to +break the veil of mystery. He wished rather that all these unhappy +involvements, which no one could be found to unravel, should be allowed +to rest, and be forgotten. Only Aurelia----" + +"Aurelia!" cried I, with vehemence, "for God's sake, reverend sir, tell +me what has become of Aurelia?" + + * * * * * + +[Some pages are here left out by the Editor.] + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +"You are sincere, Medardus," said the Prior; "your silence on this point +is to me better than the most fervid eloquence. I felt the most perfect +conviction that it was you only who had in the _residenz_ played the +part of a Polish nobleman, and wished to marry the Baroness Aurelia. +Moreover, I had traced out pretty accurately your route. A strange man, +by name Schönfeld, or Belcampo, who called himself a professor and an +artist, called here, and gave me the wished-for intelligence. At one +period I was indeed quite convinced that you had been the murderer of +Hermogen and Euphemia, on which account I entertained, if possible, the +more horror at your plan of seizing and involving Aurelia in your own +destruction. + +"I might indeed have arrested you, and perhaps it was my duty to have +done so; but, far from considering myself as a minister of vengeance, I +resigned you and your earthly conduct to the eternal decrees and +guidance of Providence. That you were, in a manner, little less than +miraculously preserved and carried through so many dangers, proved to +me, that your destruction, so far as this life is concerned, was not yet +resolved. + +"But now, it is most important for you to hear the circumstances by +which I was afterwards led, and indeed forced to believe, that Count +Victorin had actually appeared as the Capuchin, in the Thuringian +mountains, at the castle of Baron von F----. + +"Some time ago, Brother Sebastian, our porter, was awoke from his sleep +by an extraordinary noise of sobbing and groaning at the gate, which +sounded like the voice of a man in the last agony. + +"The day had just dawned, and he immediately rose. On opening the +outward gate, he found a man lying on the steps, half petrified with +cold, and miserably exhausted. With great effort the stranger brought +out the words, that he was Medardus, a monk who had fled from our +monastery. + +"Sebastian was much alarmed, and immediately came to me with accounts of +what had happened below. I summoned the brethren around me, and went to +inquire into the matter. The stranger seemed to have fainted, whereupon +we lifted him up, and brought him into the refectorium. In spite of the +horribly disfigured countenance of the man, we still thought that we +could recognize your features. Indeed, several were of opinion that it +was the change of dress, more than any other circumstance, which made a +difference. The stranger had a long beard, like a monk, and wore a +lay-habit, now much torn and destroyed, but which had at first been very +handsome. He had silk stockings, a gold buckle still on one of his +shoes, a white satin waistcoat----" + +"A chesnut-coloured coat," interrupted I, "of the finest cloth; richly +embroidered linen, and a plain gold ring upon his finger." + +"Precisely so," said Leonardus; "but, in God's name, how could you know +these particulars?" + +Alas! it was the identical dress which I had worn on that fatal day of +my marriage in the _residenz_. My horrible double again stood vividly +before mine eyes. It was no longer the mere phantom of my own disturbed +brain that had seemed to follow me through the woods, but the real and +substantial madman, or demon, by whom my strength had been overpowered, +and who had at last robbed me of my clothes, in order to represent me in +this manner at the convent. I begged of Leonardus, that, before asking +any other questions, he would proceed with his narrative, from which, +perhaps, a perfect explanation of the mysteries in which I had been +involved would at last dawn upon me. + +"After a trial of several days," said Leonardus, "we began to perceive +that the man was utterly and incurably mad; and, notwithstanding that +his features resembled yours very closely, and he incessantly cried out, +'I am Medardus, and have come home to do penance among you,' we all +concluded that this was but an obstinately fixed delusion of the maniac. + +"To this change of opinion we were led by divers proofs. For example, we +brought him into the church; where, as he endeavoured to imitate us in +the usual devotional exercises, we perceived plainly that he had never +before been in a convent. The question then always gained more and more +influence over my mind--'What if this madman, who has, according to his +own account, fled from the _residenz_ of Rosenthurm, and escaped the +punishment of the scaffold, were actually the Count Victorin?' + +"The story which the maniac had before told to the forester was already +known to me, but I was almost of opinion with the judge at Rosenthurm, +that the discovery and drinking out of the Devil's Elixir, his residence +in a convent, where he was condemned to prison, and all the rest, might +be mere visions, the off-spring of his own malady, aided perhaps by some +extraordinary magnetic influence of your mind over his--I was the more +inclined to this notion, because the stranger had, in his paroxysms, +often exclaimed that he was a Count, and a ruling sovereign. On the +whole, I resolved, as he could have no claim on our care, to give him up +to the hospital of St Getreu, where it was not impossible that the skill +and tenderness with which he would be treated, might at last effect his +recovery, after which his rational confessions might clear away that +load of uncertainty under which we laboured. + +"This resolution I had not time to put in practice. During the following +night I was awoke by the great bell, which you know is rung whenever +any one is taken dangerously ill and requires my assistance. On inquiry, +I was informed that the stranger had asked for me so calmly and +earnestly, that it was probable his madness had left him, and that he +wished to confess. But, however this might be, his bodily weakness had +so much increased, that it was scarcely possible for him to survive +through the night. + +"'Forgive me, venerable father,' said the stranger, after I had +addressed to him a few words of pious admonition--'forgive me, that I +have hitherto attempted to deceive you--I am not Medardus, the monk who +fled from your convent, but the Count Victorin. _Prince_, indeed, I +should be called, since I derive my birth from princes. This I advise +you to notice, with due respect, otherwise my anger may yet overtake +you!' + +"'Even if you are a ruling prince,' said I, 'that circumstance, within +our walls, and in your present condition, is not of any importance +whatever; and it would, in my opinion, be much more suitable, and more +for your own advantage, if you would now turn your thoughts altogether +from such vain and terrestrial considerations.' + +"At these words he stared on me, and his senses seemed wandering; but +some strengthening drops having been administered, he revived, and began +again to speak, though, to my great disappointment, in a style so wild +and delirious, that his discourse scarce admits of repetition. + +"'It seems to me,' said he, 'as if I must soon die, and that before +leaving this world I must lighten my heart by confession. I know, +moreover, that you have power over me; for, however you attempt to +disguise yourself, I perceive very well that you are St Anthony, and you +best know what misfortunes your infernal Elixirs have produced in this +world. I had indeed grand designs in view when I first resolved to +become a monk with a long beard, a shaven head, and a brown tunic tied +with hair ropes. But, after long deliberation, it seemed to me as if my +most secret thoughts played false with him to whom they owed their +birth--as if they departed from me, and dressed themselves up in a +cursed masquerade, representing MYSELF. I recognized the likeness--the +identity--it was my _double_, and I was horrified. + +"'This _double_, too, had superhuman strength, and hurled me down from +the black rocks, through the trees and bushes, into the abyss, where a +snow-white radiant princess rose out of the foaming water to receive me. +She took me in her arms and bathed my wounds, so that I no longer felt +any pain. I had now indeed become a monk, but that infernal second-self +proved stronger than I was, and drove me on in the paths of wickedness, +till I was forced to murder the princess that had rescued me, along with +her only brother. I was then thrown into prison; but you yourself, St +Anthony, know better than I, in what manner, after I had drunk up your +cursed Elixir, you brought me out, and carried me away through the air. + +"'The green forest king received me badly enough, although he knew very +well that I was a prince, and therefore of equal rank; but my +second-self interfered betwixt us, telling the king all sorts of +calumnies against me, and insisted, that because we had committed these +damnable crimes together, we must continue inseparable, and enjoy all +things in partnership. + +"'This happened accordingly, but when the king wanted to cut off our +heads, we ran away, and on the road at last quarrelled and separated. I +saw that this parasitical _double_ had resolved on being perpetually +nourished by my powerful spirit, though I had then not food enough for +myself; and I therefore knocked him down, beat him soundly, and took +from him his coat.' + +"So far the ravings of the man had some resemblance, however distant and +shadowy, to the truth; but afterwards he lost himself in the sheer +absurdities of his malady, out of which not a word could be understood. +About an hour afterwards, as the first bell was rung for early prayers, +he started up with a hideous cry, then fell back on his couch, and, as +we all believed, instantly expired. + +"Accordingly, I made the body be removed into the dead-room, and gave +orders, that, after the usual interval, he should be buried, not in the +convent vaults, but in a spot of consecrated ground in our garden. But +you may well imagine our utter astonishment, when, on returning to the +dead-room, we found that the supposed lifeless body was no longer to be +seen! All inquiries after him were in vain, and I was obliged to despair +of gaining any farther information as to the strange involvements that +subsisted betwixt you and this man. + +"No doubt, however, remained on my mind that he was Count Victorin. +According to the story of the chasseur, he had murdered a Capuchin monk +in the forest, and put on his tunic in order to carry on some intrigue +in the castle. The crimes which he had thus begun, ended perhaps in a +way that he did not expect--with the murder of the Baroness and of the +young Baron Hermogen. Perhaps he was then mad, as Reinhold maintained, +or became so upon his flight, being tormented by a reproving conscience. +The dress which he wore, and the murder of the Capuchin, gave rise in +his mind to the fixed delusion that he was a monk, and that his +individuality was split into two hostile and contending powers. + +"Only the period betwixt his flight from the Baron's castle and that of +his arrival at the forester's house remains obscure. We know not how he +could have lived all that time; nor is it conceivable how the story of +his living in a convent, and being rescued from prison, had originated. +Again, the time of his appearing to the forester will by no means answer +with the date which Reinhold fixes for Victorin's departure from the +Thuringian mountains." + +"Stop, stop, father," said I; "every hope of obtaining, notwithstanding +the fearful load of my crimes, forgiveness through the mercy and +long-suffering of Heaven, must perish in my soul, if I do not, with the +deepest repentance and self-condemnation, relate to you all the +circumstances of my life, as I have before narrated them in holy +confession!" + +When I now went through this detail, the Prior's astonishment increased +beyond all bounds. At last he said, "I must believe all that you have +told, Medardus, if it were for no other reason than that, while you +spoke, I perceived in your tone and looks the most unequivocal proofs of +sincere and heartfelt repentance. Who can explain, but, at the same +time, who can deny or disprove, the extraordinary mental sympathy and +connection that has thus subsisted between two brothers, sons of a +wretched sinner, and themselves both acted on and misled by the powers +of darkness?[6] + +[Footnote 6: According to the devil's assertion, if two individuals +should drink out of the same flask, they would henceforth possess a +wonderful reciprocity of thoughts and feelings, though mutually and +unconsciously acting for the destruction of each other. See Vol. I. pp. +46, 68.--EDIT.] + +"It is now certain that Victorin had rescued himself from the rocky +abyss into which you had thrown him, (his fall probably having been +broken by the water,) that he was the delirious monk whom the forester +protected, who persecuted you as your _double_, and who died, or seemed +to die, in our convent. He was an agent of our Arch-Enemy, placed in +your way for the express purpose of misleading you from the path of +virtue, or veiling from your sight that light of truth which otherwise +might have dawned upon you. Or shall we look upon him not as Victorin, +but as an incarnate demon, who, for his own hellish purposes, had +availed himself of your unhappy brother's bodily frame? + +"Alas! it is too true that the devil yet wanders restless and watchful +through the earth, offering, as of yore, to unwary mortals, his +deceitful Elixirs! Who is there that has not, at one period or another, +found some of these deadly drinks agreeable and seductive to his taste? +But such is the will of Heaven. Man must be subjected to temptations; +and then, by the reproaches of his own conscience, being made aware of +the dangers into which a moment of levity and relaxation has betrayed +him, summon up strength and resolution to avoid such errors for the +future. Thus, as the natural life of man is sometimes prolonged by +poison, so the soul indirectly owes its final weal to the dark and +destructive principle of evil.--Go now, Medardus, and join the +brethren." + +I was about to retire, but the Prior called me back.--"You have no doubt +observed," said he, "the preparations for a great festival. The Baroness +Aurelia is to-morrow to take the veil, and receives the conventual name +of Rosalia!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +The agitation which I felt at these words was indeed indescribable. As +if struck by a thunderbolt, I had almost fallen to the ground, and could +make no answer. Hereupon the Prior seemed greatly incensed.--"Go to your +brethren!" said he, in a tone of sternness and anger;--and I tottered +away, almost senseless, or totally unable to analyze my own sensations, +to the refectorium, where the monks were assembled. + +Here I was assailed by a storm of anxious inquiries; but I was no longer +able to utter a single word on the adventures of my own life. Only the +bright and beaming form of Aurelia came vividly before mine eyes, and +all other imagery of the past faded into obscurity. Under pretext of +having devotional duties to perform, I left the brethren, and betook +myself to the chapel, which lay at the further extremity of the +extensive convent garden. Here I wished to pray; but the slightest +noise, even the light rustling of the wind among the faded leaves, made +me start up, and broke every pious train of contemplation. + +"It is she--I shall see her again!--Aurelia comes!"--In these words a +voice seemed to address me, and my heart was at once agitated with fear +and with rapture. It seemed to me as if indeed at some distance I heard +the sounds of soft whispering voices. I started up, left the chapel, +and, behold! there were two nuns walking through an _allée_ of lime +trees, and between them a person in the dress of a novice. Certainly +that was Aurelia. My limbs were seized with a convulsive shuddering; my +heart beat so violently, that I could hardly breathe; and I wished to go +from the place; but, being unable to walk, I fell, not fainting, but +overcome with the vehemence of my internal conflict, powerless to the +ground. The nuns, and with them the novice, vanished into the thickets. + +What a day and what a night I had to encounter! I strove to diversify +the emotions under which I laboured, by a visit to the house in which my +mother had lived; but, alas! it no longer existed. The garden--the +tower--the old castle--all were gone; and the ground on which they once +stood had been converted, by a new proprietor, into a ploughed field. I +was but slightly affected by this change, for my whole heart and soul +were devoted to that one object. I wandered about repeating her +name--"Aurelia! Aurelia!" This distraction continued also through the +long night. There was, for the time, no other thought--no other image, +but hers, that could gain any influence over my attention. + +As soon as the first beams of the morning had begun to break through the +autumnal wreaths of white vapour that hovered in the valley, the convent +bells rung to announce the festival of a nun's investiture and +dedication. Soon afterwards, the brethren assembled in the great public +hall, where, too, in a short time, the Abbess appeared, attended by two +of her sisterhood. + +Undescribable was the feeling which filled my heart, when I once more +beheld her, who, towards my father, had been so deeply attached, and, +after he had through his crimes broken off a union which promised him +every happiness, had yet transferred her unconquerable affection to his +son. + +That son she had endeavoured to rear up to a life of virtue and piety; +but, like his father, he heaped up crime on crime, so that every hope of +the adoptive mother, who wished to find in the one consolation for the +profligacy of the other, was annihilated. + +With my head hung downwards, and eyes fixed on the ground, I listened to +the discourse, wherein the Abbess once more formally announced to the +assembled monks, Aurelia's entrance into the Cistertian Convent; and +begged of them to pray zealously at the decisive moment of the last vow, +in order that the Arch-Fiend might not have any power at that time to +torment the pious virgin, by his abominable delusions.--"Heavy and +severe," said she, "were the trials which this young woman had already +to resist. There was no method of temptation which the great adversary +of mankind did not employ, in order to lead her unawares into the +commission of sins, from which she should awake when it was too late, as +if from a hideous dream, to perish in shame and despair! + +"Yet Omnipotence protected this truly pious votary of the church; and if +on this day, too, the adversary should approach her, and once more aim +at her destruction, her history now will be the more glorious. I +request, then, your most zealous prayers--not that this chosen votary +may be firm and unchanged in her resolve, for her mind has long been +devoted wholly to Heaven; but that no earthly misfortune may interrupt +the solemn act of her investiture, or disturb her thoughts in that +sacred act. I must confess that a mysterious timidity--an apprehension, +has got possession of my mind, for which I am unable to account, but +which I have no power of resisting." + +Hereupon it became clear and obvious, that the Abbess alluded to me +alone, as that evil adversary--that destructive demon, who would +probably interrupt the ceremony. She had heard of my arrival, and, being +aware of my previous history, had imagined that I came with the fixed +intention of committing some new crime to prevent Aurelia from taking +the veil. The consciousness how groundless were these suspicions, and of +the change which my mind had undergone, caused, for the moment, a sinful +feeling of self-approbation, which I ought to have repressed, but +which, like other vices, obtained a victory before I was on my guard. +The Abbess did not vouchsafe towards me a single look, or the slightest +sign of recognition. Hereupon I felt once more that proud spirit of +scorn and defiance, by which I had been formerly actuated towards the +Princess in the _residenz_; and when the Abbess spoke these words, +instead of wishing, as of yore, to humble myself before her in the dust, +I could have walked up to her, and said:-- + +"Wert thou then always so pure and elevated in soul, that the pleasures +of terrestrial life never had for thee any attraction? When thou daily +sawest my father, wert thou so well guarded by devotion, that sinful +thoughts never entered into thy mind? Or, when adorned with the _infula_ +and crosier, in all thy conventual dignity, did his image never wake +within thee a longing desire to return into the world? Hast thou +contended with the dark powers as I have done? Or canst thou flatter +thyself with having gained a true victory, if thou hast never been +called into a severe combat? Deem not thyself so proudly elevated that +thou canst despise him, who submitted indeed to the most powerful of +enemies, yet again raised himself up by deep repentance, and the +severest penance." + +The sudden and demoniacal change that I had undergone, must have been +visible in my exterior looks and deportment; for the brother who was +next to me, inquired, "What is the matter with you, Brother Medardus? +Why do you cast such angry looks towards the truly sanctified Abbess?" + +"Ay, indeed," answered I, almost audibly; "she may indeed be sanctified, +for she carried her head always so high, that the contamination of +profane life could not reach her; and yet, methinks, she appears to me +at this moment less like a Christian saint than a pagan priestess, who, +with the bloody knife in her hand, prepares to immolate before an idol +her human victim!" + +I know not how I came to pronounce these blasphemous words, which were +out of the track of my previous ideas, but with them arose in my mind a +multitude of the most horrible and distracting images, which seemed to +unite and harmonize together, as if for the purpose of gaining more +strength, and effectually obtaining the victory over any degree of +rational self-possession I had left. + +Aurelia was for ever to forsake and renounce this world!--She was to +bind herself, as I had done, by a vow, that appeared to me only the +invention of religious fanaticism, to renounce all earthly enjoyments! +Old impressions, which I had believed for ever lost, revived on me with +tenfold strength and influence. My attention was again wholly engrossed +by the one idea, that Aurelia and the monk should yet be united, though +it were but for a moment, and then perish together, a sacrifice to the +subterranean powers of darkness. Nay, like a hideous spectre, like Satan +himself, the thought of murder once more rose on my mind. I beheld +myself with the bloody dagger in my hand!--Alas, poor blinded wretch! I +did not perceive that at the moment when I had conceived such resentment +against the Abbess for her supposed allusions, I was given up a prey to +perhaps the severest trial to which the power of the devil had ever +subjected me, and by which I was to be enticed to the most hideous crime +of which I had yet even dreamed! + +The brother to whom I had spoken looked at me terrified. "For the love +of God, and all the saints," said he, "what words are you muttering +there?" The Abbess was now about to leave the hall. On her retreat, her +eyes accidentally encountered mine. I perceived that she immediately +grew pale, that she tottered, and must lean on the attendant nuns. +Methought also I could distinguish the words,--"Merciful Heaven, my +worst fears then are confirmed!" + +Soon after, she summoned the Prior Leonardus to a private audience; but, +meanwhile, the bells were again rung, and with them was united the deep +thundering notes of the organ. The consecration anthem was just begun, +and was distinctly heard from the church, when the Prior returned into +the hall. Now the monks of the different orders arranged themselves all +in solemn processions, and advanced towards the church, which was now +just as crowded as it used formerly to be at the anniversary of the +blessed St Bernard. On the right side of the high altar, which was +richly adorned with red and white roses, were elevated seats placed for +the clergy opposite to the tribune, whereon the Bishop's _capelle_ +performed the music of the high mass, at which he himself was the +officiating priest. + +One of the monks with whom I had formerly been acquainted, and to whom +probably Leonardus had given directions, called me to take my place next +to him. I perceived that he watched even my slightest movements, and he +insisted that I should pray without ceasing out of my Breviary. + +The decisive moment was now drawing near. The nuns of St Clare assembled +themselves within the small square, enclosed by an iron railing, before +the high altar, while, through a private door from behind the altar, the +Cistertians brought forward Aurelia. + +A whispering rustled through the crowded church on her appearance; the +organ was silent, and only the simple anthem of the nuns in the choir +vibrated to the very heart of every listener. Till now, I had not +ventured to lift up mine eyes, and on doing so, I trembled convulsively, +so that my Breviary fell to the ground. I bent down to take it up, but a +sudden giddiness seized me, and I should have fallen after my book, had +not my watchful brother seized and held me back. "What is the matter +with you, Medardus?" said he--"Resist the demon that besets you, and he +will flee!" + +I made a violent effort to be tranquil, looked up again, and saw Aurelia +kneeling at the high altar. Oh, heavens! her beauty of countenance, and +symmetry of form, were more than ever dazzling and seductive! She was +dressed, too, as a bride, precisely as she had been on that fatal day of +our intended marriage, with wreaths of myrtle and roses twisted in her +luxuriant and skilfully-plaited hair. The devotion--the solemnity and +agitation of the moment, had heightened the bloom on her cheeks; and in +her eyes, uplifted to heaven, lay an expression of desire, which, in +another place, or on another occasion, might have been very differently +interpreted. + +What were those moments, after I had recognized Aurelia at the +_residenz_ of the Prince von Rosenthurm, compared to this? I said that +my feelings then were indescribable, but my passions now raged and +burned within me with a violence which I had never before known. Every +vein and fibre in my frame was convulsed and swollen by the vehemence +of my conflict, and I grasped the reading-desk with such force, that the +boards cracked and broke beneath the pressure. + +Meanwhile, I prayed internally with great fervour--"Oh, merciful +Heaven--Oh, ye blessed saints, intercede for me!--Let me not become +mad!--only not mad!--Save me--save me from this hellish torment!--Save +me from utter frenzy, otherwise I must commit the most horrible of +crimes, and give up my soul to everlasting destruction!" Such were my +inward aspirations, for I felt how every moment the evil spirit was +acquiring more and more an ascendancy over me. It seemed to me as if +Aurelia, too, had a share in the crime which I alone was committing, as +if the vow that she was about to take was _not_ to be the bride of +Heaven, but to become _mine_! To rush up to the altar, to press her in +my arms in one last delicious embrace, and then stab her to the +heart--this impulse became almost irresistible. The demon raged more and +more wildly in my heart--I was about to scream out, "Stop there, deluded +fools!--Not a virgin, as you believe, pure and emancipated from earthly +bonds and passion, but the devoted bride of the perjured monk, would +you consecrate to Heaven!" * * * * When I heard Aurelia's voice, +however, as she began to pronounce the vow, then it seemed as if a mild +gleam of moonlight broke through the dark and stormy clouds by which my +reason had been obscured. By this pure light I detected all the +artifices of my relentless adversary, whom I was thus, with tenfold +vigour, enabled to resist. Every word uttered by Aurelia, like the +encouraging voice of a guardian seraph, gave me new strength, and, after +an arduous conflict, I was left victor. That black and hideous impulse +to new crimes was put to flight, and with it every remains of sinful +passion. Aurelia was again the pious votary of Heaven, whose prayer +could rescue me from eternal remorse and destruction. Her vows were to +me the source of consolation and of hope; I could look again without +despair into the blue unclouded vaults of heaven! The monk who had +watched over me, immediately perceived this change. "Thou hast bravely +resisted the adversary, Medardus. This was perhaps the last and severest +trial which has been destined for thee by the will of the Almighty!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +The vow was now pronounced, and during that part of the service +consisting of question and response, sung by the nuns of St Clare, the +veil was to be laid on Aurelia. Already they had taken the myrtles and +roses from her head, and were in the act of cutting off her long and +luxuriant locks, when an extraordinary tumult arose in the church. I +remarked how the people who stood in the aisles were thrust and driven +about. Many of them, too, were violently knocked down, and the +disturbance made its way always nearer and nearer, till it arrived at +the centre of the church, before which time I could not distinguish the +cause. + +With the most furious looks and gestures, striking with his clenched +fists at all who stood in his way, and still pressing forward, there now +appeared a half-naked man, with the rags of a Capuchin dress hung about +his body! At the first glance, I recognized my diabolical _double_; but +already at the moment when, anticipating some horrible event, I was in +the act of leaving the gallery to throw myself in his way, the horrible +wretch had leaped over the railing of the altar. The terrified nuns +shrieked and dispersed, but the Abbess undauntedly held Aurelia firmly +clasped in her arms. "Ha, ha, ha!" screamed the madman in a thrilling +tone, "would'st thou rob me of my Princess?--Ha, ha, ha!--The Princess +is my bride, my bride!" + +With these words he tore the fainting Aurelia from the Abbess, and with +incredible quickness pulled out a stiletto, elevated it high over her +head, and then plunged it into her heart, so that the blood sprung in +torrents from the wound.--"Hurrah!--hurrah!" cried the maniac; "now have +I won my bride--have won the Princess!" With these words he rushed +through the private grating behind the altar, and disappeared. + +The church-aisles and vaults reverberated with the deafening shrieks of +the nuns, and outcries of the people.--"Murder!--Murder at the altar of +the Lord!" cried they, crowding to the spot. + +"Watch all the gates of the convent, that the murderer may not escape!" +cried Leonardus, in a loud voice; and many accordingly left the church, +seizing the staves and crosiers that had been used in the procession, +and rushing after the monster through the aisles of the convent. + +All was the transaction of a moment, and soon after, I was kneeling +beside Aurelia, the nuns having, as well as they could, bound up her +wound, while others assisted the now fainting Abbess. + +"_Sancta Rosalia, ora pro nobis!_" I heard these words spoken near me in +a powerful and steadfast voice; and all who yet remained in the church +cried out, "A miracle!--A miracle!--She is indeed a martyr! _Sancta +Rosalia, ora pro nobis!_" + +I looked up, the old painter stood near, but with a mild earnestness on +his features, precisely as when he had appeared to me in the prison. It +seemed to me already as if every earthly tie was broken. I felt no pain +at the fate of Aurelia, nor could I now experience any apprehension or +horror from the apparition of the painter. It seemed, on the contrary, +as if the mysterious nets, by which the powers of hell had so long held +me entangled, were now completely dissolved and broken. + +"A miracle!--A miracle!" shouted again all the people. "Do you see the +old man in the violet-coloured mantle? He has descended out of the +picture over the high altar!--I saw it!" + +"I too!"--"And I too!" cried many confused voices, till again all fell +upon their knees, and the tumult subsided into the murmur of zealous +prayer, interrupted occasionally by violent sobbing and weeping. + +The Abbess at last awoke from her faint.--"Aurelia!" cried she, with the +heart-rending tone of deep and violent grief,--"Aurelia, my child! my +pious daughter! But why do I complain?--Almighty Heaven, it was thy +resolve!" + +A kind of bier, or couch, tied on hand-poles, was now brought, on which +Aurelia was to be placed. When she was lifted up for this purpose, she +opened her eyes, and seeing me beside her, "Medardus," said she, "thou +hast indeed submitted to the temptation of our adversary. But was I then +pure from the contamination of sin, when I placed in my affection for +thee all my hopes of earthly happiness? An immutable decree of +Providence had resolved that we should be the means of expiating the +heavy crimes of our ancestors, and thus we were united by a bond of +love, whose proper throne is beyond the stars, and the enjoyment of +whose votaries partakes nothing in common with terrestrial pleasure. + +"But our watchful and cunning adversary succeeded but too well in +concealing from us altogether this true interpretation of our +attachment--nay, in such manner to delude and entice us, that we only +construed and exemplified that which was in its nature heavenly and +spiritual, by means earthly and corporeal. + +"Alas! was it not I myself, who, in the confessional, betrayed to you my +affection, which afterwards, instead of kindling within you the +celestial flames of heavenly and everlasting love, degenerated into the +fire of selfish and impure passion, which afterwards you endeavoured to +quench by unheard-of and enormous crimes? But, Medardus, be of good +courage. The miserable maniac, whom our Arch-Adversary has deluded into +the belief that he is transformed into thee, and must fulfil what thou +hadst begun, is but the mere tool or implement of that higher Power, +through which the intentions of the latter are fulfilled. Soon, very +soon----" + +Here Aurelia, who had spoken the last words with her eyes closed, and a +voice scarcely audible, fell again into a faint, yet death could not yet +triumph over her. Indeed, all that she had said was but in fragments and +single words, so broken and disjointed, that it was with much difficulty +the sense could be collected, which I have above put together. + +"Has she confessed to you, reverend sir?" said the nuns. "Have you +consoled her?"--"By no means," said I; "she has indeed poured +consolation on my mind, but I am unable to aid her!" + +"Happy art thou, Medardus! Thy trials will soon be at an end, and I then +am free!" + +It was the painter who still stood near me, and who had spoken these +last words. I went up to him, and began,--"Forsake me not, then, thou +wonderful and miraculous man, but remain ever with me!" I know not how +my senses, when I wished to speak farther, became, in the strangest +manner, confused and lost. I could not bring out a word, but fell into a +state betwixt waking and dreaming, out of which I was roused by loud +shouts and outcries. + +I now no longer saw the painter. My attention was directed only to a +crowd of countrymen, citizens from the town, and soldiers, who had +forced their way into the church, and insisted that it should be allowed +them to search through every apartment of the convent, as the murderer +certainly must be still within its walls. The Abbess, who was afraid of +the disorders that would ensue, refused this; but, notwithstanding the +influence of her high dignity, she could not appease the minds of the +people. They reproached her, on the contrary, with a wish to conceal the +murderer, because he was a monk, and, raging more violently, threatened +to force for themselves that admittance which she had refused. + +Leonardus then mounted the pulpit, and after a few words of +admonishment, on the sin of profaning a sanctuary by such tumult, he +assured them that the murderer was by no means a monk, but a madman, +whom he himself had taken out of compassion into his convent, where he +had, to all appearance, died; but, after being carried to the +dead-room, had unaccountably recovered from his supposed death, and +escaped, taking with him an old tunic, which, at his earnest request, +had been charitably lent to him during his stay in the monastery. If he +were now concealed anywhere within these walls, it would be impossible +for him, after the precautions that had been taken, to make his escape. +The crowd were at last quieted, and permitted the removal of Aurelia. + +It was found that the bier on which she was placed could not be carried +through the wicket-door behind the altar. It was, therefore, brought in +solemn procession through the aisle of the church, and across the court, +into the convent. The Abbess, supported by two nuns, walked close behind +the bier. Four Cistertian sisters carried over it a canopy, and all the +rest followed,--then the brethren of the different orders, and lastly +the people, who now behaved with the most respectful silence. The bier +was covered with roses and myrtle wreaths; and thus the procession moved +slowly on. + +The sisters who belonged to the choir must have returned to their +station; for as we reached the middle of the long and spacious aisle, +deep fearful tones of the organ sounded mournfully from above. Then, +lo! as if awoke by those notes, Aurelia once more raised herself slowly +up, and lifted her clasped hands in fervent prayer to Heaven. Again the +people fell upon their knees, and called out, "_Sancta Rosalia, ora pro +nobis!_" Thus was the vision realized, which, at my first meeting with +Aurelia, I had announced, though then actuated only by base and devilish +hypocrisy. + +The bier was first set down in the great hall of the convent; and as the +nuns and the brethren formed a circle, and prayed around her, she +suddenly fell into the arms of the Abbess, with a long deep sigh. She +was dead! + + * * * * * + +The multitude were still gathered round the gates, and when the bell +announced to them the death of the consecrated virgin, all broke out +into new lamentations. Many of them made a vow to remain in the village +till after the funeral of Aurelia, and to devote that period to fasting +and prayer. The rumour of this fearful event was rapidly spread abroad, +so that Aurelia's obsequies, which were solemnized four days thereafter, +resembled one of the highest festivals of the church on the canonization +of a saint. As formerly, on St Bernard's eve, the convent lawn was +covered with a great crowd from the town of Königswald, and from all +quarters; but there was no longer to be heard among them the wonted +voice of mirth. Their time was spent in sighs and tears; and if a voice +was raised aloud, it was but to utter execrations against the murderer, +who had supernaturally vanished, nor could a trace of him be discovered. +Far deeper was the influence of these three days (which I spent mostly +in the garden-chapel) on the weal of my soul, than my long laborious +penitence in the Capuchin Convent of Rome. When I reflected on my past +life, I perceived plainly how, although armed and protected from +earliest youth with the best lessons of piety and virtue, I had yet, +like a pusillanimous coward, yielded to Satan, whose aim was to foster +and cherish the criminal race, from which I was sprung, so that its +representatives might still be multiplied, and still fettered by bonds +of vice and wickedness upon the earth. My sins were but trifling and +venial when I first became acquainted with the choir-master's sister, +and first gave way to the impulses of pride and self-confidence. But, +alas! I was too careless to remember the doctrine which I had yet often +inculcated on others, that _venial_ errors, unless immediately +corrected, form a sure and solid foundation for sins which are _mortal_. +Then the Devil threw that Elixir into my way, which, like a poison +working against the soul instead of the body, completed his victory over +me. I heeded not the earnest admonitions of the unknown painter, the +Abbess, or the Prior. + +Aurelia's appearance at the confessional was a decisive effort for my +destruction. Then, as the body, under the influence of poison, falls +into disease, so my spirit, under the operation of that hellish cordial, +was infected and destroyed by sin. How could the votary, the slave of +Satan, recognize the true nature of those bonds by which Omnipotence, as +a symbol of that eternal love, (whose marriage festival is death,) had +joined Aurelia's fate and mine? + +Rejoicing in his first victories, Satan then haunted me in the form of +an accursed madman, between whose spirit and mine there seemed to be a +reciprocal and alternate power of influencing each other. I was obliged +to ascribe his apparent death (of which I in reality was guiltless) to +myself; and thus became familiarized with the thought of murder. Or was +Victorin really killed, and did the Arch-Fiend re-animate his body, (as +the vampyres in Hungary rise from the grave,) for his own especial +purposes? May it not suffice to say, that this brother, called Victorin, +who derived his birth from an accursed and abominable crime, became to +me an impersonization of the evil principle, who forced me into hideous +guilt, and tormented me with his unrelenting persecution? + +Till that very moment when I heard Aurelia pronounce her vows, my heart +was not yet pure from sin; not till then had the Evil One lost over me +his dominion; but the wonderful inward tranquillity--the cheerfulness as +if poured from Heaven into my heart, when she addressed to me her last +words, convinced me that her death was the promise of my forgiveness and +reconciliation. Then, as in the solemn requiem, the choir sung the +words--"_Confutatis maledictis, flammis acribus addictis_," I trembled; +but at the passage, "_Voca me cum benedictis_," it seemed to me as if I +beheld, in the dazzling radiance of celestial light, Aurelia, who first +looked down with an expression of saintly compassion upon me, and then +lifting up her head, which was surrounded with a dazzling ring of stars, +to the Almighty, preferred an ardent supplication for the deliverance of +my soul! At the words, "_Ora supplex et acclinis cor contritum, quasi +cinis_," I sank down into the dust; but how different now were my inward +feelings of humility and submission, from that _passionate_ +self-condemnation, those cruel and violent penances, which I had +formerly undergone at the Capuchin Convent! + +Now, for the first time, my spirit was enabled to distinguish truth from +falsehood, and by the new light, which was then shed around me, every +temptation of the devil must, from henceforward, remain vain and +ineffectual. It was not Aurelia's death, but the cruel and horrible +manner in which it had occurred, by which I had been at first so deeply +agitated. But how short was the interval, ere I perceived and recognized +in its fullest extent, even in this event, the goodness and mercy of +Heaven! The martyrdom of the pious, the tried, and absolved bride! Had +she then died for my sake? No! It was not till now, after she had been +withdrawn from this world, that she appeared to me like a dazzling +gleam, sent down from the realms of eternal love, to brighten the path +of an unhappy sinner. Aurelia's death was, as she had before said, our +marriage festival, the solemnization of that love, which, like a +celestial essence, has its throne and dominion above the stars, and +admits nought in common with grovelling and perishable earthly +pleasures! These thoughts indeed raised me above myself; and accordingly +these three days in the Cistertian Convent might truly be called the +happiest of my life. + +After the funeral obsequies, which took place on the fourth day, +Leonardus was on the point of returning with the brethren home to his +own convent. When their procession was ready to set out, the Abbess +summoned me to a private audience. I found her alone, in her high +vaulted parlour, the same room wherein I had my first introduction, and +which then inspired me with such awe and terror. She was now in the +greatest emotion, and tears burst involuntarily from her eyes. + +"Son Medardus!" said she, "for I can again address you thus, all now is +known and explained to me, so that I have no questions to ask. You have +at last survived the temptations by which, unhappy and worthy to be +pitied, you were assailed and overtaken! Alas, Medardus, only she, _she_ +alone, who intercedes for us at the judgment throne of Heaven, is pure +from sin. Did I not stand on the very brink of the abyss, when, with a +heart given up to the allurements of earthly pleasure, I was on the +point of selling myself to a murderer? And yet, son Medardus, and yet I +have wept sinful tears in my lonely cell, when thinking of your father! +Go then, in God's name. Every apprehension by which I have often been +assailed, that in you I had reared and educated even the most wicked of +the race, is banished from my soul. Farewell!" + + * * * * * + +Leonardus, who had no doubt revealed to the Abbess whatever +circumstances of my life remained yet unknown to her, proved to me by +his conduct that he also had forgiven me, and recommended me in his +prayers to Heaven. The old regulations of the conventual life remained +unbroken, and I was allowed to take my place, on an equal footing with +the brethren, as formerly. + +One day the Prior desired to speak with me. "Brother Medardus," said he, +"I should like still to impose upon you one act of penitence."--I humbly +inquired wherein this was to consist. "I advise you," answered +Leonardus, "to commit to paper a history of your life. In your +manuscript do not leave out any incident--not only of those which are +leading and important, but even such as are comparatively insignificant. +Especially, detail at great length whatever happened to you in the +varied scenes of the profane world. Your imagination will probably by +this means carry you back into that life which you have now for ever +renounced. All that was absurd or solemn, mirthful or horrible, will be +once more vividly impressed on your senses; nay, it is possible, that +you may for a moment look upon Aurelia, not as a nun and a martyr, but +as she once appeared in the world. Yet if the Evil One has wholly lost +his dominion over you; if you have indeed turned away your affections +from all that is terrestrial, then you will hover, like a disengaged +spirit, as if on seraph's wings, above all these earthly remembrances, +and the impression thus called up will vanish without leaving any trace +behind." + +I did as the Prior had commanded; and, alas! the consequences were such +as he had desired me to expect. A tempest of conflicting emotions, of +pain and pleasure, of desire, and abhorrence, rose in my heart as I +revived the circumstances of my life. Thou, to whom I have already +addressed myself, who mayest one day read these pages, I spoke to thee +more than once of the highest meridian sun-light of love, when Aurelia's +image arose in all its celestial beauty on my soul. But there is a love +far different from terrestrial passion, (which last generally works its +own destruction.)--There is another and far different love, and in +_this_ may be truly found that meridian sun-light which I described, +when, far removed above the influences of earthly desire, the beloved +object, like a gleam from heaven, kindles in thy heart all the highest, +the holiest, and most blissful inspirations which are shed down from the +realms of the saints on poor mortals. By this thought have I been +refreshed and comforted, when, on my remembrance of the most seductive +moments which this world bestowed on me, tears yet gushed from mine +eyes, and wounds, long cicatrized, broke open and bled anew. + +I know that probably in the hour of death the adversary will yet have +power to torment me. But steadfastly, and with fervent longing, I wait +for the moment which is to withdraw me from this life; for it is on that +event that the fulfilment of all that Aurelia, all that the blessed St +Rosalia, has promised to me, depends. Pray--pray for me, oh, ye +beatified Virgin! in that dark hour, that the powers of hell, to which I +have so often yielded, may not once more, and for the last time, conquer +me, and tear me with him to the abyss of everlasting destruction! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +_Additions by Father Spiridion, Librarian of the Capuchin Monastery at +Königswald._ + + +In the night of the 3d-4th September, in this year 17--, much that is +worthy of being recorded has happened in our monastery. It might be +about midnight, when, in the cell of Brother Medardus, which was next to +mine, I overheard a strange noise of stammering and laughing, which +continued for a considerable time; and at intervals I heard also obscure +sounds of lamentation, sobbing, and groaning. It seemed to me as if I +could distinguish the articulate accents of a most disagreeable broken +voice, from which I involuntarily recoiled and shuddered, and which +pronounced the words "_Brüd-er-lein! Brüd-er-lein!_--Come with me--Come +with me.--The bride is here--The bride is here!"--I immediately started +up, and wished to inquire for Brother Medardus; but then there fell +upon me an unaccountable and supernatural horror, so that my limbs shook +and my jaws clattered, as if in the cold fit of an ague. Thereafter, I +went not into the cell of Brother Medardus, but to the Prior, and, with +some trouble, woke him from his sleep. The Prior was much alarmed by my +description of what I had heard, and desired me to bring consecrated +candles, and then we should both go to the assistance of Medardus. I did +as he commanded me, lighted the candles at the lamp beside the image of +the blessed Virgin in the aisle, and we went along the corridor, till we +came near the cell. There Leonardus stood for some time, listening at +the door; but the voice which I had described to him was no longer to be +heard. On the contrary, we observed a pleasant silvery sound, as of the +ringing of bells, and methought the air was filled with the fragrance of +roses. Leonardus was about to enter, when the door opened, and lo! there +stepped forth the form of a very tall man, with a long white beard, +attired in a dark violet-coloured mantle. I was indescribably terrified, +knowing well that this must be a supernatural apparition, for the +convent gates were all firmly locked, and it was impossible for any +stranger, without my knowledge, to have gained admittance. Leonardus, +however, looked at him boldly, though without uttering a word. "The hour +of fulfilment is not far distant," said the figure, in a tone very +hollow and solemn. With these words he vanished in the obscurity of the +corridor, so that my fear was greatly increased, and I had almost let +the candles fall out of my hand. The Prior, who, by his extreme piety +and strength of faith, is wholly protected from any such fear of ghosts, +took me by the arm. "Now," said he, "let us go, and speak with Brother +Medardus." We entered accordingly, and found our brother, who for some +time past had been in very weak health, already dying. He could no +longer speak, and breathed with great difficulty. The Prior assisted +him; and I went to ring the great bell, and awaken the brethren. "Rise +up--rise up," cried I in a loud voice; "Brother Medardus is on the point +of death." They all attended on the instant, so that not one of our +number was wanting, and stood, with consecrated candles in their hands, +round the couch of the dying man, every one feeling for him deep regret +and compassion. Leonardus commanded that he should be laid on a bier, +carried down to the church, and placed before the high altar, which was +accordingly done. There, to our utter astonishment, he recovered, and +began to speak. Leonardus, after confession and absolution had been +regularly gone through, administered the last unction. Thereupon, while +the Prior continued with the dying man, consoling and supporting him, we +betook ourselves to the choir, and sang the usual dirge for the soul's +weal of our departing brother. On the following day, namely, on the 5th +September, 17--, exactly as the convent clock struck twelve, Brother +Medardus expired in the arms of the Prior. We remarked that it was +precisely on the same day, and at the same hour, in the preceding year, +that the nun Rosalia, in a horrible manner, just after she had taken the +vows, had been murdered. + +At the funeral, during the requiem also, the following circumstance +occurred. We perceived that the air was strongly perfumed by roses, and +on looking round, saw, that to the celebrated picture of St Rosalia's +martyrdom, painted by an old unknown Italian artist, (which was +purchased for a large sum by our convent, in Rome,) there was a large +garland affixed, of the finest and freshest roses, which at this late +season had become very rare. The porter said, that early in the morning +a ragged, very miserable-looking beggar, unobserved by any of us, had +climbed up to the picture, and hung on it this wreath. The same beggar +made his appearance before the funeral was over, and forced his way +among the brethren. We intended to order him away; but when Leonardus +had sharply looked at, and seemed to recognize him, he was allowed, by +the Prior's order, to remain. He was afterwards, by his earnest +entreaty, received as a lay-monk into the convent, by the name of +Brother Peter, as he had been in the world called Peter Schönfeld; and +we granted him this honoured name so much the more readily, as he was +always very quiet and well-behaved, only now and then made strange +grimaces, and laughed very absurdly, which, however, as it could not be +called sinful, only served for our diversion. The Prior said, that +Brother Peter's intellectual light was quenched and obscured by the +vapours of folly, so that nothing in this world appeared to him without +being strangely caricatured and metamorphosed. We scarcely understood +what the learned Prior meant by these allusions, but perceived that he +had known something of the former life of our lay-brother Peter, which +induced him charitably to admit the poor man among us. + +Thus to the manuscript, which is said to contain an account of our late +brother's life, (but which I have not read,) I have added, not without +labour, and all to the greater glory of God and our religion, this +circumstantial history of his death. Peace to the soul of Medardus, and +may the Almighty one day call him to a blessed resurrection, and receive +him into the choir of the saints, for his death was indeed very pious! + + +THE END. + + + EDINBURGH: + Printed by James Ballantyne and Co. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Devil's Elixir, by E. T. A. 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T. A. Hoffmann + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Devil's Elixir + Vol. II (of 2) + +Author: E. T. A. Hoffmann + +Release Date: August 8, 2011 [EBook #37005] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR *** + + + + +Produced by Irma Špehar, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + +<h1>THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR.</h1> + +<h2>FROM THE GERMAN OF<br /> +E. T. A. HOFFMANN.</h2> + + +<blockquote><p><i>In diesem Jahre wandelte auch her</i> <span class="smcap">Deuvel</span> <i>offentlich auf den +Strassen von Berlin.——</i></p> + +<p class="right"><i>Haftit Microc. Berol. p. 1043.</i></p> + +<p>In that yeare, the Deville was alsoe seene walking publiclie on the +streetes of Berline.——</p></blockquote> + + +<h3>VOL. II</h3> + +<h3>WILLIAM BLACKWOOD, EDINBURGH:<br /> +AND T. CADELL, LONDON.<br /> +1829.</h3> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p class="center"> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII.</a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII.</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.</h2> + + +<p>Who is there, over the wide world, who has not, at one period or +another, in a more or less degree, felt the mysterious influences of +love?—Whoever thou art, then, courteous reader, who shalt, after the +lapse of years, turn over these papers, recall, I beseech you, to +recollection that noontide interval of dazzling brightness—contemplate +once more that beautiful image, which came, like an impersonization of +the abstract spirit of love, from divine regions, to meet you.</p> + +<p>At that time, it was through her,—through her alone, that thou +seemed'st assured of thine own existence! Canst thou not yet remember, +how the rushing streams, the waving trees, and the balmy winds of +evening, spoke to thee, in articulate and intelligible accents, of her, +and of the prevailing passion which possessed thy whole heart and +soul?—Canst thou yet behold how the flowers unfolded their bright +beaming eyes, bearing to thine from her kisses and salutation?</p> + +<p>Yet, suppose that she herself had actually come—that she vowed to be +thine, and thine only—to live for thee alone—then didst thou fold her +in thy embraces, and it seemed as if Heaven opened its eternal realms to +receive you—as if thou could'st raise thyself with her above all the +petty sorrows or enjoyments of this every-day and earthly sphere. Yet +scarcely hadst thou formed such hopes ere she was lost! The bland +illusion was broken. No longer could'st thou hear the music of her +celestial voice; and only the sorrowful complaints of the despairing and +forsaken lover sounded amid the desolate loneliness!</p> + +<p>If then, reader, to me unknown!—if thou hast ever been persecuted by +such a destiny, join, then, and sympathize with the grief of the +penitent monk, who, recollecting still the sunny gleams of his youthful +attachment, weeps on his hard couch, and whose fearful groans +reverberate, in the stillness of night, through the gloomy aisles of the +convent!—But thou, too, in spirit to me related, doubtless wilt concur +in my belief, that it is not till <i>after death</i>, that the mysterious +gifts and enjoyments of this passion can be obtained and fulfilled! This +truth is, indeed, announced to us by many a hollow prophesying voice, +which rises on our ears from the immeasurable depths of eternity; and as +in those rites, celebrated by our earliest ancestors, (the children of +nature,) death appears also to us the high festival of love!</p> + +<p>I have said before, that my leading object in these pages was rapid, +concise narrative, without any attempt at description. But of my +emotions on meeting Aurelia, that evening, in the palace, no words +could, however skilfully laboured, convey any adequate impression. I was +struck as if with a thundershock. My breast heaved—my heart beat +convulsively—and every pulse and vein throbbed almost audibly.</p> + +<p>"To <i>her</i>!—to <i>her</i>!"—It seemed as if an over-powering impulse would +force me to thrust aside the contemptible mob of insipid worldlings—of +every-day flatterers, scarcely possessed of one rational idea, by whom +she was surrounded—to crush, like webs of gossamer, those despicable +barriers, and snatch her to my arms, in all the wild frenzy of +undisguised passion! Methought I could have exclaimed aloud—"What, +unhappy girl, dost thou strive against? With that supernatural power, +which has irresistibly and unalterably chained thee to me?—Am I not thy +fate, and art thou not indeed mine for ever?"</p> + +<p>Yet notwithstanding these emotions, I contrived, far better than +formerly, at the Baron's castle, to conceal from the bystanders my +agitation. Besides, the eyes of all were directed to Aurelia; and thus, +in a circle of people, who to my concerns were perfectly indifferent, I +contrived to move about, without being particularly remarked or spoken +to, which to me would have been intolerable, as I could but see, hear, +and think of her alone.</p> + +<p>Let no one insist that a truly beautiful girl appears to most advantage +in a homely household dress. On the contrary, the beauty of woman, like +that of flowers in a parterre, is then most attractive and irresistible +when they are arrayed in their fullest pomp and magnificence. Say, +then, oh lover! to whom I have before addressed myself, when thou for +the first time beholdest the empress of thy heart—who had before worn a +simple garb, now attired with splendour and gleaming, the <i>cynosure</i> of +a brilliant party—did not a new and nameless rapture vibrate through +every nerve and vein? She would appear to you indeed so strange! but +this, joined to the knowledge that she was in reality <i>the same</i>, +heightened the charms by which thy soul was wholly subjected. What +unspeakable pleasure, if thou could'st, by stealth, seize and press her +hand in the crowd, and say to thyself, she, who is here the magnet of +all eyes, is mine by indissoluble bonds, and lives for me alone!</p> + +<p>Thus I beheld Aurelia on that evening dressed with becoming splendour +for her first introduction at court. Then the spirit of evil once more +became powerful within me, and lifted up his internal voice, to which I +now bent a willing ear—"Seest thou not now, Medardus," it began, "how +thou triumph'st over all the conditional laws and limitations of this +life—how Destiny now submits herself to thy will, and only knots more +firmly the threads which thou thyself hadst spun?"</p> + +<p>There were many other women at court who might well have passed for +beautiful, but before the dazzling charms of Aurelia, they faded away +into utter insignificance. A kind of inspiration now seemed to take +possession of the most insipid and common-place characters. Even the old +courtiers gave up their usual strain of unmeaning talk, and visibly +exerted themselves, in order to appear to the best advantage in the eyes +of the beautiful stranger.</p> + +<p>Aurelia received all this homage with looks fixed on the ground, and +with deep blushes; but now, when the Prince assembled the elder +courtiers about himself, and many a handsome youth timidly and +respectfully drew near her, she began, by degrees, to lose her +embarrassment, and to seem more cheerful.</p> + +<p>There was, in particular, a certain Major of the <i>garde d'honneur</i>, who +succeeded in attracting a good deal of her attention, so that she at +last appeared occupied with him in lively discourse. I knew this Major +to be a decided favourite of the female sex; with a fine ear, he could +catch even the very tone, sentiment, and voice of the person whom he +addressed, so that the deceived listener seemed to hear a miraculous +anticipation of her own thoughts—a chord struck in perfect unison. I +now stood not far from Aurelia, who appeared to take no notice of me. +Many times I was on the point of going up to her, but, as if bound by +iron fetters, I could not move from the spot on which I stood. The +bitterness of envy and jealousy possessed my heart. At last, as I +steadfastly gazed on Aurelia and her fortunate companion, methought that +the Major's features were changed into those of Victorin!</p> + +<p>As if actuated by some demon, I wholly lost all self-possession. In a +convulsed tone of bitter scorn and mockery, I laughed aloud—"Ha, ha, +ha!—Thou <i>revenant</i>!—Thou cursed libertine!" cried I, "has thy bed +then, in the devil's abyss, been so downy, that, in frenzied passion, +thou darest aspire to the chosen paramour of the Monk?"</p> + +<p>I know not if I actually uttered these words, but I heard myself laugh, +and started up as from a dream, when the old Court-Marshal, taking my +arm, gently inquired, "What makes you so merry, Mr Leonard?" An ice-cold +shuddering passed over my whole frame.</p> + +<p>Were not these the identical words of the pious brother Cyrillus, when, +at the time of my investiture, he remarked my sinful laughter?—Scarcely +was I able to utter some incoherent nonsense in reply—I felt conscious +that Aurelia was no longer near to me, but did not venture to look up to +see what had become of her. Instinctively, I resolved to make my escape, +and ran with my utmost speed through the illuminated apartments. +Doubtless, my appearance was in the utmost degree disordered, for I +remarked how every one cleared the way for me as if seized with horror +and affright. At length, I arrived at the outer-door, and leapt headlong +rather than ran down the broad marble staircase.</p> + +<p>Henceforward I completely avoided the court; for to see Aurelia again, +without betraying the mystery which it was my interest to conceal, +seemed to me impossible. Abandoned to my own reveries, I ran through the +fields and woods, thinking of her, and beholding her alone. My +conviction always became more certain that some mysterious destiny bound +up her fate indissolubly with mine, and that my pursuit of her, which +had many times appeared to me as an unpardonable crime, was but the +fulfilment of an eternal and unalterable decree.</p> + +<p>Thus encouraging myself, I laughed at the danger which now threatened +me, if Aurelia should recognize in me the murderer of Hermogen! Besides, +this appeared to me very improbable; and, meanwhile, the attentions of +those fluttering youths who laboured to win for themselves the good +graces of her who was altogether and exclusively mine, filled me with +the utmost scorn and contempt for their endeavours.</p> + +<p>"What," said I, "are to me these Counts, Freyherrs, Chamberlains, and +military officers, in their motley coats bedaubed with lace, and hung +with orders? What are they more than gaudy impertinent insects, which, +if they became troublesome, I could with one blow crush to +annihilation?"</p> + +<p>Reflecting on the chapel adventure of the Cistertian Convent, it seemed +to me as if, robed in my capuchin tunic, I could step in among them with +Aurelia, habited like a bride, in my arms, and that this proud and +haughty Princess should be forced even to sanction the marriage, and +prepare the bridal festival for that conquering and triumphant monk, +whom she now so much despised. Labouring with such thoughts, I +frequently pronounced aloud, and unconsciously, the name of Aurelia; +and, as before in the Capuchin Convent, laughed and howled like a +madman!</p> + +<p>But, ere long, this tempest was laid, and I began quietly to take +counsel with myself in what manner I was now to act. Thus I was one +morning gliding through the park, considering whether it would be +prudent for me to attend another evening party at court, which had been +announced to me, when some one touched me on the shoulder. It was the +physician.</p> + +<p>To my great surprise, after the usual salutations, he looked steadfastly +in my face, took hold of my arm, and requested that I would allow him to +feel my pulse. "What's the meaning of all this?" cried I, with some +impatience.—"Nay," said he, "there is a sort of madness going about +here, that seizes all at once upon honest Christian people, and makes +them utter tremendous noises, though some will have it that the said +noises are nothing more than very immoderate laughter. At the same time, +this may be all a misconception; this devil of madness may be only a +slight fever, with heat in the blood; therefore I beg of you, sir, +allow me to feel your pulse."</p> + +<p>"I assure you, sir," said I, "that I am well, and by no means understand +the drift of this discourse." The physician, however, had kept hold of +my arm, and now taking out his watch, counted my pulse with great +precision. His conduct, indeed, puzzled me completely, and I entreated +of him to explain himself.</p> + +<p>"Do you not know, then, Mr Leonard," replied he, "that your behaviour +has lately brought the whole court into the utmost confusion and +consternation? Since that time, the lady of the upper Chamberlain has +been almost perpetually in hysterics; and the President of the +Consistorial Court has been obliged to put off hearing the weightiest +causes, because it was your pleasure to tramp with all your might upon +his gouty toes; so that, now confined to his arm-chair, he sits at home +roaring and cursing most notably. This happened when you were running +out of the hall, after you had laughed in such a demoniacal tone without +any perceptible reason, that all were seized with the utmost horror."</p> + +<p>At that moment I thought of the Court-Marshal, and said that I indeed +recollected having laughed in that sudden manner, but that my conduct +surely could not have been attended by such consequences, as the Marshal +had only asked me, with great coolness, "Why I was so merry?"</p> + +<p>"Nay, nay," answered the physician, "that will not prove much—The +Marshal is such a <i>homo impavidus</i>, that the very devil himself could +scarcely put him out of his way—He retained his ordinary placidity of +manner, but the Consistorial President, on the other hand, was +exceedingly disturbed in mind as well as in body, and maintained +seriously, that none but the devil could have laughed in such a +style.—But what is worst of all, our beautiful Aurelia was seized with +such excessive terror, that all the efforts of the family to quiet her +were in vain,—and she was soon obliged to retire, to the utter despair +of the company. At the moment too, when you, Mr Leonard, so charmingly +laughed, the Baroness Aurelia is said to have shrieked out the name, +"Hermogen!" Now what may be the meaning of all this?—You are generally +a pleasant, lively, and prudent man, Mr Leonard, and I cannot regret +having confided to you the story of Francesco, which, if all suggestions +be true, must be to you particularly intelligible and instructive!"</p> + +<p>During this discourse, the physician had continued to hold my arm, and +to gaze steadfastly in my face. Tired of this restraint, I disengaged +myself with some roughness—and answered—"I really know not how to +interpret all this discourse of yours, sir; but I must confess, that +when I saw the beautiful Aurelia surrounded by that tribe of conceited +young gentry, a very bitter remembrance from my early life was called up +in my mind; and that, seized with a kind of angry scorn at the behaviour +of such empty-brained coxcombs, I forgot in whose presence I was, and +laughed aloud in a manner that would only have been warrantable when I +was alone. I am truly sorry that I have unintentionally brought about so +much mischief; but I have done penance on that score, having for some +time denied myself the pleasure of being at court. I hope that the +Prince's family and the Baroness Aurelia will excuse me."</p> + +<p>"Alas! dear Mr Leonard," said the Doctor, "one is indeed subject to +strange attacks and varieties of mind, which we might yet easily resist, +if we were but pure in heart, and quiet in conscience."</p> + +<p>"Who is there," said I vehemently, "on this earthly sphere, that may +boast of being so?"—The physician suddenly changed his looks and tone. +Mildly and seriously he said—"Mr Leonard, you appear to me to be really +and truly sick: your looks are pale and disordered—your eyes are sunk, +and gleam with a strange kind of fire—your pulse, too, is feverish, and +your voice sounds strangely.—Shall I prescribe something for you?"</p> + +<p>"Poison!" answered I, in a kind of hollow whisper.—"Ho, ho," said the +physician, "does it stand thus with you?—Nay, nay, instead of poison, +rather the tranquillizing and sedative remedy of pleasant society, and +moderate dissipation. It may, however, be, that"—(hesitating)—"It is +wonderful indeed, but——"</p> + +<p>"I must beg of you, sir," said I, now quite angry, "not to torment me in +that manner by your broken hints, but at once to speak out."</p> + +<p>"Hold!" answered the Doctor. "Not so fast, Mr Leonard—yonder comes the +Princess—there are in this world the strangest delusions, and for my +part, I feel almost a conviction that people have here built up an +hypothesis which a few minutes' explanation will dissolve into nothing. +Yonder, as I said, comes the Princess with Aurelia.—Do you make use of +this accidental rencontre. Offer your own excuses for your behaviour. +Properly, indeed, your only crime is, that you have laughed—in an +extraordinary tone it is true, and rather inopportunely. But who can +help it, if people with weak nerves have on that occasion chosen to be +so absurdly terrified?—Adieu!"</p> + +<p>The physician started away with that vivacity which to him was +peculiar.—The Princess and Aurelia were coming down the walk to meet +me. I trembled; but with my whole strength laboured to regain composure, +for after the mysterious discourse of the physician, I felt that it was +my duty on the instant to defend my character. Resolutely, therefore, I +went forward to meet them; but no sooner had Aurelia fixed her eyes upon +me than she became deadly pale, and to my utter astonishment, with a +suppressed scream, she fell down in a fainting fit, to the ground. I +wished to assist her, but with looks of aversion and horror, the +Princess then motioned me away, at the same time calling loudly for +help!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.</h2> + + +<p>As if hunted by a thousand devils and furies, I ran away homewards +through the park—I shut myself up in my lodgings, and gnashing my teeth +with rage and despair, threw myself on the bed. Evening came, and then +the dark hours of night, and I still lay there obstinately cherishing my +grief. At last I heard the outer gate of the house open, and many voices +murmuring and whispering confusedly together. Then there was a noise of +heavy steps tottering and clattering up the staircase,—and with three +hollow knocks on my door, I was commanded to rise and open it in the +name of the magistracy. Without clearly comprehending the danger that +awaited me, I yet felt an instinctive conviction that I was now for ever +lost.</p> + +<p>To save myself instantly by flight—This was my only thought, and I flew +to the window, tearing open the lattice. This, however, availed me +nothing,—for before the house door, I saw a troop of armed men, one of +whom directly observed me, and at the same moment, the door of my +apartment was burst in—several men immediately stood around me, whom I +recognized for officers of police, and who shewed me an order of the +Justiciary Court for my immediate imprisonment. Any attempt at +resistance would now have been in vain. They led me down stairs, and +placed me in a carriage, which stood there ready to receive me, and +which immediately drove off rapidly, through the streets.</p> + +<p>When arrived at the place which seemed that of my destination, after +being led through divers passages and corridors; also up staircases +<i>that staircases were none</i>, but seemed (having no steps<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a>) to be like +the side of a mountain; I inquired "Where I was?" I received for answer, +"In the prison of the upper castle." In this place, according to +information already received on the arrestment of others, I knew that +dangerous and treasonable criminals were shut up during the time that +their trial was going on, or was in preparation.</p> + +<p>My apartment was comfortless and ghastly enough; but, in a little time, +my bed and some other furniture were brought, and the gaoler asked if I +wanted anything more. To get rid of him, I answered "No;" and at last +was left alone. The receding steps through the long-sounding passages, +with the opening and shutting of many doors, if I had not known it +already, would have sufficiently made me aware that I was in one of the +innermost prisons of the fortress.</p> + +<p>It was to myself inconceivable, how, during a pretty long drive, I had +remained quite quiet, nay, under a kind of stunning and stupefaction of +the senses. I beheld all images that passed before me, as if they +existed only in the half-effaced colours of a faded picture. Now, too, I +did not resign myself to sleep, but to a kind of faint or swoon, +paralysing the faculty of clear thought, and yet leaving me awake to the +most horrible and fantastic apprehensions.</p> + +<p>When I awoke in the bright light of the morning, I, for the first time, +gradually took counsel with myself, and fully recollected all that had +happened, and whither I had been brought. As to the room wherein I lay, +its inconvenience made less impression on me than it would have done +upon another. The vaulted roof, and want of comfort, only reminded me of +my cell in the Capuchin Convent; and the chamber would scarcely have +appeared to me a prison, if it had not been that the small and only +window was strongly barred with iron, and so high, that I could scarcely +reach it with my upstretched hands, far less look out from it on the +prospect.</p> + +<p>Only a narrow sunbeam fell through this high loop-hole; and being +anxious to examine the environs of my prison, I drew my bed to the wall +under it; over this placed my table, and was just in the act of mounting +up, when my gaoler stepped in and seemed very much surprised at my +proceedings. He inquired roughly what I was about there; and on +receiving for answer, that I only wished, for diversion, to look out at +the window, he did not say a word; but, in significant silence, made the +bed, the table, and chair, be taken away: after which, having set down +my breakfast, he again disappeared.</p> + +<p>After about an hour, he came back, accompanied by two other men, and +led me through long passages, up stairs and down stairs, till I entered, +at last, into an audience-hall of moderate dimensions, where one of the +supreme judges awaited me. By his side sat a young man as secretary, to +whom he afterwards dictated whatever information he got from me, in +answer to his questions. I had to thank the influence of my former +station at Court, and the respect with which I had long been treated by +all ranks, for the politeness now shewn to me by this judge. However, I +was convinced that it could only be suspicions, founded on Aurelia's +extraordinary conduct, which had led to my arrestment.</p> + +<p>The judge's first demand was, that I should give him a clear and concise +account of my former life. Instead of answering directly to this, I +begged to know whether I had not, in the first place, a right to know +the cause of my sudden imprisonment. He told me that I should, in due +time, have information of the crimes with which I was charged; but that, +meanwhile, it was of the utmost importance that he should learn the +exact course of my life up to that day when I first arrived at the +<i>residenz</i>; and he must remind me that, as the court possessed ample +means to detect the slightest deviation from truth, I should be watchful +for my own sake, to avoid any attempt at deception.</p> + +<p>This admonishment of the judge (a little spare man, with red hair, +staring eyes, and an absurdly croaking voice) was by no means lost upon +me. I recollected that I had already ventured to give the name of my +birth-place, and some account of my life, to one of the court ladies; +and that the story which I had now to weave, must of necessity be such, +as to harmonize with that which I had already promulgated. It was also +requisite to avoid all marvellous and intricate adventures. Moreover, to +lay the scene, as much as possible, in a country so distant, that +inquiries into the reality of my references would be tedious and +difficult. At that moment too, there came into my remembrance, a young +Pole, with whom I had studied in the college at Königswald. I knew the +circumstances of his life, and as the safest method now in my power, +resolved to appropriate them as my own. Thus prepared, I set out as +follows:—</p> + +<p>"My arrestment, no doubt, has arisen from the imputation against me of +some heavy crime. For a considerable period, I have lived here under the +eye of the Prince, and all the town's-people, and during that time, have +been guilty of no crime nor misdemeanour; consequently it must be some +stranger lately arrived here who has accused me of a crime formerly +committed; and as my conscience assures me that I am completely free +from any such guilt, I can only account for what has occurred, by +supposing that an unhappy personal resemblance betwixt myself and some +person unknown, has led to the mistake.</p> + +<p>"However, it seems to me not a little severe, that on account of +<i>suppositions</i> merely, (for here there can exist nothing more,) I should +be thus thrown into prison, and brought like a criminal for examination. +But why have I not been confronted at once with my rash, and perhaps +malicious accuser? I doubt not that individual will be found at last to +be some wicked impostor, or, at best, some misguided fool, who—"</p> + +<p>"Softly—softly, Mr Leonard," croaked the judge. "Correct yourself, +otherwise your words may strike against some high personage; and, +besides, I can assure you, that the individual by whom you, Mr Leonard, +have been recognized as—" (here he bit himself in the lip) "is in +truth, neither rash nor foolish, but"—(hesitating) "and besides, we +have unquestionable intelligence from —— in the Thuringian mountains."</p> + +<p>Here he named the residence of the Baron von F.; and I perceived +immediately the dangers which threatened me. It was obvious that Aurelia +had recognized in me the monk, whom she probably looked upon as the +murderer of her brother. This monk, however, was Medardus, the preacher +of the Capuchin Convent, and as such had been recognized by the Baron's +steward Reinhold. The Abbess, however, knew that this Medardus was the +son of Francesco, and thus, my resemblance to him, which had so long +puzzled the Princess, must now probably have corroborated into certainty +the suspicions which the sisters had, no doubt, by letter communicated +to each other.</p> + +<p>It was possible even, that intelligence had been received from the +Capuchin Convent; that I had been carefully watched upon my journey; and +that they had unequivocally identified my person with that of Medardus.</p> + +<p>All these possibilities came crowding on my recollection, and forced me +to perceive the whole hazard of my situation. The judge, while I was +occupied in this reverie, still continued to talk on, which was very +advantageous, for I had time to repeat to myself the almost unutterable +name of the Polish town which I had assigned to the old lady at court as +the place of my birth. Scarcely, then, had the judge again repeated his +gruff demand, that I would concisely inform him as to my past course of +life, than I once more began—</p> + +<p>"My proper name is Leonard Krczinski; and I am the only son of a Polish +nobleman, who had sold his property, and lived privately in the town of +Kwicziczwo."—</p> + +<p>"How—what?" said the judge, endeavouring in vain to pronounce after me +either my name, or that of the town to which I had referred. The +secretary had no notion how he was to set the words on paper; I was +obliged to write down both names myself, and then went on—</p> + +<p>"You perceive, sir, how difficult it is for a German tongue to imitate +these words of my language, which are so overburdened with consonants, +and herein consists the reason why I have chosen to lay aside my surname +altogether, and bear only my christian name of Leonard.</p> + +<p>"But this is, indeed, the only mystery or singularity which I have to +unfold. The rest of my life is the simplest and most ordinary that could +be imagined. My father, who was himself a man of good education, +approved of my decided propensity to literature and the arts, and just +before his death, had resolved on sending me to Cracow, to live there +under the care of a clergyman related to him, by name Stanislaus +Krczinski. After that event, being my father's sole heir, I was left the +uncontrolled choice of my own actions. I therefore sold the small +remnant that was left of a paternal property, called up some debts that +were due to my father, and went with the pecuniary proceeds to Cracow, +where I studied some years under the guardianship of my relation.</p> + +<p>"From thence I travelled to Dantzig and Königsberg; at last I was +driven, as if by irresistible impulse, to make a journey towards the +south. I trusted that the remainder of my small fortune would be +sufficient to carry me through, and that I should at last obtain a fixed +situation at some university; but in this town I had probably found my +means exhausted, if it had not been that one night's luck at the +Prince's pharo-table enabled me to live comfortably for some time, after +which I intended to prosecute my journey into Italy.</p> + +<p>"As to anything truly remarkable or worthy of being related—no such +adventure has ever occurred in my life. Yet perhaps, (here I recollected +myself,) I ought not to say this, for I have at least one singular +occurrence to record. It would have been quite easy for me to prove +exactly the truth of all that I have now deposed, had not a very strange +chance deprived me of my <i>portefeuille</i>, in which was contained my pass, +my journal, and various letters, which would have supplied ample +documents for that purpose."</p> + +<p>By this conclusion the judge was visibly surprised. It was evidently +something unexpected; he fixed his sharp staring eyes upon me, and then, +in a tone somewhat ironical, requested me to explain what strange +accident had thus unluckily put it out of my power to <i>prove</i> (as might +have been hoped for) my assertions.</p> + +<p>"Some months ago," said I, "I was on my way hither by the road leading +through the mountains. The fine season of the year, and the romantic +scenery, made me resolve to perform the journey on foot. One day, being +much fatigued, I sat in the public room of an inn at a small village. I +had there got some refreshments, and had drawn out a leaf from my +pocket-book, in order to take a drawing of some old houses that had +struck my fancy.</p> + +<p>"At this time there arrived at the inn a horseman, whose extraordinary +dress and wild looks excited in me much astonishment. He came into the +public room obviously striving with much vain effort to look cheerful +and unconcerned, took his place opposite to me, and called for drink, +casting on me from time to time dark and suspicious glances. The man +seemed to me to be half mad, or something worse. I by no means liked +such company, and therefore, merely to avoid him, stepped out into the +court. Soon afterwards, the stranger also came out, paid the innkeeper, +hastily bowed to me, and remounting his horse, rode off at a rapid pace.</p> + +<p>"Afterwards, as I was in the act of setting out myself, I remembered my +<i>portefeuille</i>, which I had left on the table of the public room. I +went and found it lying where I had left it, and, in my hurry, believed +all was right. It was not till the following day, that, wishing to refer +to my pocket-book, I found the <i>portefeuille</i> was not mine, but had, in +all probability, belonged to the stranger, who must have, by mistake, +put up mine into his pocket, and left his own in its place.</p> + +<p>"In the latter there was nothing but letters and cards, which to me were +unintelligible, addressed to Count Victorin. This <i>portefeuille</i>, with +the Count's papers, will be found still among my effects. In mine, which +was lost, I had, as before mentioned, my pass, my journal, and, as now +occurs to me, even my baptism certificate, the production of which would +at once have confirmed whatever regarding myself I have alleged."</p> + +<p>The judge here desired that I would give him an accurate description, +from head to foot, of the stranger's personal appearance. Accordingly, I +patched up a skilful composition from the features and dress of the late +Count Victorin, and of myself when on my flight from the Baron's castle. +To the judge's cross-questioning as to all the minutest circumstances of +this meeting, to which there almost seemed no end, I continued to +answer as quietly and decisively as possible, till at last the fiction +that I had thus invented, rounded itself in such manner in my own mind, +that I actually believed all that I had asserted, and ran no risk +whatever of falling into contradictions.</p> + +<p>Besides, there were other advantages; my first object indeed had only +been to justify my possession of these letters of Count Victorin, which +would be found in my <i>portefeuille</i>; but, by the method that I had +chosen to fulfil this purpose, I had luckily raised up an imaginary +personage, (one at least who no longer existed in reality,) who might +hereafter, as need required, play the part either of the fugitive +Medardus, or of the Count Victorin.</p> + +<p>Afterwards, it occurred to me also that probably Euphemia's papers must +have been examined; that among them there were no doubt letters paving +the way for Victorin's plan of appearing as a monk at the castle, and +that this would form a fresh nucleus of clouds sufficient to wrap the +whole affair in impenetrable mystery.</p> + +<p>Thus my internal fantasy continued to work, during the whole time of my +examination; and there were always new methods suggesting themselves, +by which I might avoid the risk of discovery; so that at last I believed +myself secure against the very worst that could happen.</p> + +<p>I now waited in hopes that the judge would have recourse to the criminal +accusation which had been entered against me, and concluded that I had +said quite enough as to the fortune and adventures of my own past life.</p> + +<p>I was mistaken, however, for he seemed as willing to go on with his +tiresome questions as if he had but just begun. Among other inquiries, +he asked, "For what reason I had formed the wish of escaping out of +prison?" I assured him that no such thought had ever entered my mind, +and that I had only wished to look out through the window. The gaoler's +testimony, however, as to the piled-up bed, chair, and table, seemed +here much against me. At last, after a most tedious interview, the judge +finally assured me, that if I attempted any prank of that sort again, I +must, of necessity, be bound to the ground with iron chains.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.</h2> + + +<p>I was then led back to my prison. My bed, as before mentioned, had been +removed, and a straw mattress in its stead laid on the ground. The table +was firmly screwed down, and, in place of the chair, I found a very low +wooden bench.</p> + +<p>Many days passed over in dreary captivity, without any farther +examination, and without the slightest variety. The time of a prisoner +is seldom or never a blank; it is filled up by horrible phantoms and +distorted reveries, such as have often been described, though mine +probably were of a new character. The detail of them, however, is not +within the limits of my present undertaking; I record only simple facts, +in the manner of an obtuse old chronicler; and if there be a colouring +of imagination, it is not only unsought, but unwelcome and involuntary.</p> + +<p>During these three days, I did not behold the features of any living +being, except the peevish face of an old sub-janitor, who brought my +food, and in the evening lighted my lamp. Hitherto, I had felt like a +warrior, who, in a mood of martial excitement, was determined, at all, +risks, to meet danger and fight his way to the last; but such passion +had now time enough to decline entirely away.</p> + +<p>I fell into a dark melancholy trance, during which all things became +indifferent. Even the cherished vision of Aurelia had faded, or floated +in dim colours before me. But unless I had been in body as much +disordered as in mind, this state of apathy could not, of necessity, +continue long. In a short time my spirit was again roused, only to feel +in all its force the horrid influence of nausea and oppression, which +the dense atmosphere of the prison had produced, and against which I +vainly endeavoured to contend.</p> + +<p>In the night I could no longer sleep. In the strange flickering shadows +which the lamp-light threw upon the walls, myriads of distorted visages, +one after another, or hundreds at a time, seemed to be grinning out upon +me. To avoid this annoyance, I extinguished my lamp, and drew the upper +mattress over my head—but in vain! It was now dark, indeed, but the +spectres were visible by their own light, like portraits painted on a +dark ground, and I heard more frightfully the hollow moans and rattling +chains of the prisoners, through the horrid stillness of the night.</p> + +<p>Often did it seem to me as if I heard the dying groans of Hermogen and +Euphemia. "Am I then guilty of your destruction? Was it not your own +iniquity that brought you under the wrath of my avenging arm?" One night +I had broken out furiously with these words, when, on the silence that +for a moment succeeded, there distinctly and unequivocally arose a long +deep-drawn sigh or groan, differing from the noises which had disturbed +me before. The latter might have been imaginary—this was assuredly +real, and the sound was reverberated through the vault. Driven to +distraction, I howled out—"It is thou, Hermogen!—the hour of thy +vengeance is come—there is for me no hope of rescue!"</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>It might be on the tenth night of my confinement, when, half-fainting +with terror, I lay stretched out on the cold floor of my prison. I +distinctly heard on the ground directly under me a light, but very +audible knocking, which was repeated at measured intervals. I listened +attentively. The noise was continued, as if with the determination to +attract attention, and occasionally I could distinguish a strange sound +of laughter, that also seemed to come out of the earth.</p> + +<p>I started from the floor, and threw myself on the straw couch; but the +beating continued, with the same detestable variety of laughter and +groans. At last I heard a low, stammering, hoarse voice syllabically +pronounce my name—"Me-dar-dus!—Me-dar-dus!"—My blood ran ice cold +through every vein; but with a vehement effort I gained courage enough +to call out, "Who's there?"—The laughter now became louder—the beating +and groaning were renewed; again the stammering demon addressed +me—"Me-dar-dus!—Me-dar-dus!"</p> + +<p>I rose from bed, and stamped on the floor. "Whoever thou art," cried I; +"man or devil, who art thus adding to the torments of an already +miserable captive, step forth visibly before mine eyes, that I may look +on thee, or desist from this unmeaning persecution!" The beating was now +right under my feet. "He—he—he!—he—he—he!—Broth-er,—Broth-er! +Open the door!—I am here—am here! Let us go hence to the wood—to the +wood!"</p> + +<p>Now, methought I recognised the voice as one that I had known before, +but it was not then so broken and so stammering. Nay, with a chill +shivering of horror, I almost began to think there was something in the +accents that I now heard, resembling the tones of my own voice, and +involuntarily, as if I wished to try whether this were really so, I +stammered, in imitation, "Me-dar-dus!—Me-dar-dus!"</p> + +<p>Hereupon the laughter was renewed, but it now sounded scornful and +malicious.—"Broth-er,—Broth-er," said the voice, "do you know me +again?—Open the door—the—the door!—We shall go hence, to the +wood—to the wood!" "Poor insane wretch!" said I; "I cannot open the +door for thee—I cannot enable thee to go forth into the pleasant woods, +to hear the fresh rustling of the leaves, or breathe the fragrance of +Heaven's pure atmosphere. I am, as thou art, shut up, hopeless and +abandoned, within the gloomy walls of a prison."</p> + +<p>To this address I was answered only by sobs and moans, as if from the +bitterness of despairing grief; and the knocking became always more +faint and indistinct, till at last it ceased altogether; and from +exhaustion, I sunk into troubled slumber.</p> + +<p>At length the morning light had broke in slanting gleams through the +window; the locks and keys rattled, and the gaoler, whom I had not seen +for many days, entered my room.</p> + +<p>"Through the last night," said he, "we have heard all sorts of strange +noises in your apartment, and loud speaking. What means this?"</p> + +<p>"I am in the habit," answered I, "of talking loudly in my sleep, and +even when awake I indulge in soliloquy. May not this much of liberty be +granted me?"</p> + +<p>"Probably," said the gaoler, "it is known to you, that every endeavour +to escape, or to keep up conversation with any of your fellow-prisoners, +will be interpreted to your disadvantage?" I declared that I had never +formed any intentions of that kind; and after a few more surly remarks, +he withdrew.</p> + +<p>Some hours after this, I was again summoned, as before, to the hall of +judgment. It was not, however, the judge by whom I had before been +examined, but a very different personage, who now sat on the bench. He +was a man apparently much younger in years, but far surpassing his +predecessor in cleverness and versatility.</p> + +<p>Laying aside all the formality of office, he left his place, came up to +me in the friendliest manner, and invited me to take a chair.</p> + +<p>Even at this moment his appearance is vividly present to my +recollection. In constitution he seemed, for his time of life, to be +much broken down; he was very bald, and wore spectacles. But in his +whole demeanour there was so much of kindness and good-humour, that, on +this account alone, I found it would be difficult for any one, but the +most reckless and hardened of criminals, to resist his influence.</p> + +<p>His questions were thrown out lightly, almost in the style of ordinary +conversation, but they were well contrived, and so precisely couched, +that it was impossible to avoid giving him decisive answers.</p> + +<p>"In the first place, I must ask you," said he, "whether all that you +have before deponed is perfectly consistent with truth; or, at least, +whether many other circumstances may not have occurred to you as +requisite to be told, in order to corroborate your former statement?"</p> + +<p>"No," said I. "I have already freely communicated every circumstance +which I could mention, or which it can be necessary to mention, as to +the tenor of my simple and uniform life."</p> + +<p>"Have you never associated much with clergymen, and with monks?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—In Cracow, in Dantzig, Königsberg, Frauenberg. In the latter place +especially, with two lay monks, who officiated there as priest and +<i>capellan</i>."</p> + +<p>"You did not state before that you were in Frauenberg?"</p> + +<p>"Because I did not think it worth while to mention a short residence +there of about eight days, on my way from Dantzig to Königsberg."</p> + +<p>"So, you are a native of Kwicziczwo?"</p> + +<p>This question the judge put in the Polish language, and in the most +correct dialect, (all the while looking quite unconcerned, as if his +use of that language had been on the present occasion a matter of +course.)</p> + +<p>For a moment this overthrew all my self-possession. I rallied, however; +tried to recollect what little Polish I had learned from my friend +Krczinski, and made shift to answer—</p> + +<p>"On a small landed property of my father, near Kwicziczwo."</p> + +<p>"What was the name of this estate?"</p> + +<p>"Krczinzicswo—the family estate of my relations."</p> + +<p>"For a native Pole, you do not pronounce your own language remarkably +well. To say the truth, you speak it rather like a German—How is this?"</p> + +<p>"For many years I have spoken nothing but German. Even while in Cracow, +I had much intercourse with German students, who wished to learn from me +our difficult language. Unawares, I may have accustomed myself to their +accent, as one finds it very easy, when living in particular districts +of the country, to adopt provincialisms."</p> + +<p>The judge here looked significantly on me. A slight smile passed over +his features; and, turning to the secretary, he dictated to him +something in a whisper, of which I could distinctly make out the words +"visibly embarrassed." Hereupon I wished to say something farther, in +excuse for my bad Polish, but the judge gave me no opportunity.</p> + +<p>"Have you never been in Königswald, where there is a large Capuchin +Convent?"</p> + +<p>"Never."</p> + +<p>"The way hither from Königsberg should have led you to that town."</p> + +<p>"I took another road."</p> + +<p>"Have you never been acquainted with a monk from the convent there?"</p> + +<p>"Never."</p> + +<p>On receiving this answer, the judge rung the bell, and in a low voice +gave an order to the attending officer.</p> + +<p>Soon afterwards, an opposite door opened, and how was my whole frame +shaken, and my very heart withered by terror, when I beheld the old +Brother Cyrillus! The judge asked,</p> + +<p>"Do you know this man?"</p> + +<p>"No. I have never seen him before."</p> + +<p>It was now the monk's turn to speak. He came nearer; looked at me +stedfastly—then clasping his hands, while tears involuntarily burst +from his eyes—"Medardus!" cried he, "Brother Medardus! In God's name, +how comes it that I find you thus horribly changed? How came you into +this condition of abandoned and obdurate wickedness? Brother Medardus, +return into thyself—Confess—Repent!—The patience and long-suffering +of God are infinite."</p> + +<p>"Can you then recognize this man," said the judge, "for the Monk +Medardus from the Capuchin Convent in Königswald?"</p> + +<p>"As I hope for Heaven's mercy," answered Cyrillus, "it is impossible for +me to think otherwise. I believe that this man, although he now appears +in a lay dress, is that very Medardus, who lived under my care as a +novice at the Capuchin Convent, and whom I attended at the altar on the +day of his consecration. Yet Medardus had on his neck a scar, in the +shape of a cross, on the left side, and if this man——"</p> + +<p>"You perceive," interposed the judge, turning to me, "that you are +looked upon as a runaway monk from the town of Königswald, and you may +rightly conjecture that the real monk alluded to has been guilty of +serious crimes. But this man has a particular mark on his neck, which, +according to your own account, you cannot have. This, therefore, at once +gives you the best opportunity to prove your innocence. Untie your +neckcloth."</p> + +<p>"There is no need of this," answered I. "It is already certain, that an +exact personal resemblance exists between myself and the fugitive +criminal, who is to me wholly unknown; for I do bear a slight scar on my +throat, such as has been described."—"Remove your neckcloth," repeated +the judge. I did so; and the scar left by the wound from the Abbess's +diamond cross, which had never been effaced, was immediately perceived. +Hereupon Cyrillus uttered a loud exclamation.—"It is—it is the same +impression of the cross," he added.—"Medardus! oh Medardus! hast thou +then renounced thy eternal weal?"—Weeping and half fainting, he sunk +into a chair.</p> + +<p>"What answers do you now make to the assertion of this venerable man?" +said the judge.</p> + +<p>For a moment I felt as if lifted up and inspired by supernatural +strength. It seemed as if the devil himself came and whispered to me.</p> + +<p>"What power have these despicable weaklings over thee, who art yet +strong and undaunted in spirit and in frame? Shall not Aurelia yet +become thine?"</p> + +<p>"This monk," said I, with great vehemence, "who sits there fainting in +his chair, is a fantastic, feeble-minded, drivelling dotard. In his +absurd visions, he takes me for a runaway capuchin from his own convent, +to whom, as it happens, I bear a personal resemblance."</p> + +<p>The judge had till now remained perfectly tranquil, without changing his +looks, gesture, or tone. Now, however, his visage, for the first time, +assumed a dark and lowering earnestness of expression. He rose, as if +the better to observe me, and even the glare of his spectacles was +intolerable to my feelings, so that I could not utter a word more of my +intended defence. For a moment I lost all self-possession. Abandoned to +rage and despair, I struck my clenched knuckles to my forehead, and, in +a tone which must have sounded unearthly, almost shrieked out the name +"Aurelia!"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that, sir?" said the judge, in a voice which, +though calm, had yet the effect of thunder, and reverberated through the +vaulted roof of the audience-chamber.</p> + +<p>"A dark and implacable destiny," said I, "dooms me to an ignominious +death. But I am innocent—I am wholly innocent of the crimes, whatever +they may be, that are charged against me. Have compassion, therefore; +and for the present, at least, let me go. I feel that madness begins to +rage through my brain, and agitate every nerve: therefore, in mercy, let +me go!"</p> + +<p>The judge, who had resumed his seat, and become perfectly calm, dictated +much to the secretary, of which I did not know the import. At last he +read over to me a record, in which all his questions and my answers, +with the evidence of Cyrillus, were faithfully set down. This record I +was obliged to ratify by my own signature.</p> + +<p>The judge then requested me, in a careless tone, to write for him, on +separate slips of paper, something in Polish and in German. I did so, +without being aware what object he had in view. He then immediately gave +the German leaf to Cyrillus, with the question, "Have these characters +any resemblance to the hand-writing of your brother, Monk Medardus?"</p> + +<p>"It is precisely his hand even to the most minute peculiarities," said +Cyrillus; and turning to me, was about to speak; but a look of the judge +admonished him to silence. The latter examined carefully the leaf which +I had written in Polish. He then rose, quitted the bench, and came down +to me.</p> + +<p>"You are no Pole," said he, in a serious and decisive manner. "This +writing is altogether incorrect, full of errors, both in grammar and +spelling. No native Pole would write in that style, even if he were +destitute of that education which you have enjoyed."</p> + +<p>"I was born," said I, "in Kwicziczwo, and therefore am most certainly a +Pole; but even were this not really the case, and if circumstances +compelled me to conceal my true rank and name, yet it would by no means +follow, in consequence of this, that I must turn out to be the Monk +Medardus, who, as I understand, came from the Capuchin Convent in +Königswald."</p> + +<p>"Alas! Brother," interposed Cyrillus, "did not our excellent Prior send +you to Rome, placing the fullest confidence in your fidelity, prudence, +and pious conduct; and is it thus that you requite him? Brother +Medardus, for God's sake, do not any longer, in this blasphemous manner, +deny the holy profession to which you belong."</p> + +<p>"I beg of you not to interrupt us," said the judge, and, turning again +to me, proceeded—</p> + +<p>"It is my duty to observe to you, that the disinterested evidence of +this reverend clergyman affords the strongest presumptions, that you are +actually that runaway monk, for whom you have been arrested. At the same +time, I ought not to conceal, that various other persons will be brought +forward, who also insist that they have unequivocally recognised you for +that individual. Among them is one, to whom your escape from the due +punishment or coercion of the law would be attended by no little danger, +at all events, by no little fear and apprehension. Besides, many things +have been discovered in your own travelling equipage, which support the +allegations against you.</p> + +<p>"Finally, sir, you may rely, that inquiries will be set on foot as to +your pretended family, on which account application is already made to +the court at Posen. All these things I explain to you the more openly, +because it belongs to my office to convince you how little I wish, by +artifice, or any undue method, to extort from you the truth, which you +wish to conceal, but which, at all events, will soon be brought to +light. Prepare yourself, therefore, before-hand, as you best can. If you +are really that criminal named Medardus the Capuchin, you may be assured +that justice will soon penetrate through your deepest disguise; and you +will learn, in due time, the precise crimes of which you are accused. +If, on the other hand, you are Mr Leonard of Kwicziczwo, and only, by +some extraordinary <i>lusus naturæ</i>, forced to resemble Medardus, you will +be furnished, even by us, with clear and decisive proofs to support this +identity.</p> + +<p>"You appeared at your first trial, in a very disordered state of mind; +therefore I wished that you should be allowed sufficient time for mature +reflection. After what has taken place to-day, you will again have ample +store for meditation."</p> + +<p>"Then," said I, "you look upon all that I have said to-day as utter +falsehood? You behold in me only the runaway monk Medardus?"</p> + +<p>To this I received merely a slight parting bow, with the words, "Adieu, +Herr von Krczinski;" and I was forthwith led back to my prison.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.</h2> + + +<p>Every word uttered by this judge had penetrated to my very heart, and I +was unable to subdue my vehement agitation. All the fictions that I had +invented seemed to me utterly absurd and insipid. That the chief person +who was to appear as my accuser, (and who was said to entertain such +fears of me if left at liberty,) was Aurelia, I could have no doubt. How +could I bear this, and how counteract her influence?</p> + +<p>I considered afterwards what might have been suspicious among my +travelling effects, and was much vexed by the recollection, that since +my residence at the castle of the Baron von F——, I had retained in my +<i>portefeuille</i>, a hair ring, on which Euphemia's name was enwoven, and +which, perhaps, might be recognized by Aurelia. Besides, it had +unfortunately occurred, that in the forest I had bound up Victorin's +portmanteau with the knotted cord, which is part of the dress of our +order; and this had still remained in my possession.</p> + +<p>Tormented by these thoughts, I gave myself up for lost; and unconscious +what I did, paced backwards and forwards in despair, through my narrow +chamber. Then it seemed as if there was a rushing and whispering in mine +ears,—"Thou fool," said a voice, "why should'st thou despair? Canst +thou not think on Victorin?" Hereupon, in a loud voice, I called +out—"Ha! the game is not lost!—Nay, it may yet be won!"</p> + +<p>My heart beat, and my bosom heaved with new impulses. I had already +thought, that among Euphemia's papers there must, of necessity, be found +something which would point to Victorin's appearance at the castle as a +monk. Resting on this assumption, (or probability,) I would, at my next +examination, amplify on my former deposition as to the meeting with +Victorin; nay, why should I not also have met with the monk Medardus? I +could plead knowledge, also, of those adventures at the castle which +ended so frightfully, and repeat them as if they came to me by hearsay. +With such stories I could interweave references to myself, and to my +resemblance with both these people.</p> + +<p>In order to attain my object, however, the most trifling circumstances +must be maturely weighed. I resolved, therefore, that I would commit to +writing the romance, by the incidents of which I was to be rescued. The +gaoler supplied me with the requisite materials, and I laboured with +great zeal till late in the night. In writing, my imagination was +roused, until I almost actually believed whatever I had set down to be +the truth; and I had in the closest manner spun together a web of +falsehood, wherewith I expected completely to blind the eyes of the +judge.</p> + +<p>The prison-clock had struck twelve, when I again heard softly, +and as if from a distance, the knocking which, on the preceding day, +so much disturbed me. I had resolved that I would pay no attention +to this noise; but it approached nearer, and became louder. There +were again, at measured intervals, the same divertisements of +knocking, laughing, and groaning. I struck my hand with great vehemence +on the table—"Be quiet!" cried I—"Silence below there!" Thus I +thought that I should banish my persecutor, and recover my composure, +but in vain! On the contrary, there arose instantly a sound of +shrill discordant laughter, and once more the same detestable +voice—"<i>Brüd-er-lein!—Brüd-er-lein!</i><a name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a> Up to thee! Open the door! +Open the door!"</p> + +<p>Then right under me commenced a vehement rasping and scratching in the +floor, accompanied by continuous groans and cachinnation. In vain did I +try to write, and persuading myself that these were but illusions of the +arch enemy, determined to hold them in contempt. The noise always became +more intolerable, and was diversified occasionally by ponderous blows, +so that I momentarily expected the gaolers to enter in alarm.</p> + +<p>I had risen up, and was walking with the lamp in my hand, when suddenly +I felt the floor shake beneath my tread. I stepped aside, and then saw, +on the spot whereon I had stood, a stone lift itself out of the +pavement, and sink again. The phenomenon was repeated, but at the second +time I seized hold of the stone, and easily removed it from the +flooring.</p> + +<p>The aperture beneath was but narrow, and little or no light rose from +the gulf. Suddenly, however, as I was gazing on it, a naked arm, +emaciated, but muscular, with a knife, or dagger, in the hand, was +stretched up towards me. Struck with the utmost horror, I recoiled from +the sight. Then the stammering voice spoke from below—"Brother—brother +Me-dar-dus is there—is there!—Take—take!—Break—break!—To the +wood!—To the wood!"</p> + +<p>Instantly all fear and apprehension were lost. I repeated to myself, +"Take—take!—Break—break!" for I thought only of the assistance thus +offered me, and of flight! Accordingly I seized the weapon, which the +hand willingly resigned to me, and began zealously to clear away the +mortar and rubbish from the opening that had been made.</p> + +<p>The spectral prisoner below laboured also with might and main, till we +had dislodged four or five large stones from the vault, and laid them +aside. I had been occupied in this latter purpose, that is, in placing +the large stones in a corner of my room, that they might not interrupt +my work; when, on turning round, I perceived that my horrible assistant +had raised his naked body as far as the middle, through the aperture +that we had made. The full glare of the lamp fell on his pale features, +which were no longer obscured as formerly, by long matted locks, or the +overgrown grizzly beard, for these had been closely shaven. It could no +longer be said that I was in vigorous health, while he was emaciated, +for in that respect we were now alike. He glared on me with the grin, +the ghastly laughter, of madness on his visage. At the first glance I +<span class="smcap">recognized myself</span>, and losing all consciousness and self-possession, +fell in a deadly swoon on the pavement.</p> + +<p>From this state of insensibility I was awoke by a violent pain in the +arm. There was a clear light around me; the rattling of chains, and +knocking of hammers, sounded through the vault. The gaoler and his +assistants were occupied in loading me with irons. Besides handcuffs and +ankle-fetters, I was, by means of a chain and an iron hoop, to be +fastened to the wall.</p> + +<p>"Now," said the gaoler, in a satisfied tone, when the workmen had +finished, "the gentleman will probably find it advisable to give over +troubling us with his attempts to escape for the future!"</p> + +<p>"But what crimes, then," said the blacksmith, in an under tone, "has +this obstreperous fellow committed?"</p> + +<p>"How?" said the gaoler, "dost thou not know that much, Jonathan? The +whole town talks of nothing else. He is a cursed Capuchin monk, who has +murdered three men. All has been fully proved. In a few days there is to +be a grand gala; and among other diversions, the scaffold and the wheel +will not fail to play their part!"</p> + +<p>I heard no more, and my senses were again lost. I know not how long I +remained in that state, from which I only painfully and with difficulty +awoke. I was alone, and all was utter darkness; but, after some +interval, faint gleams of daylight broke into the low deep vault, +scarcely six feet square, into which I now, with the utmost horror, +perceived that I had been removed from my former prison. I was tormented +with extreme thirst, and grappled at the water-jug which stood near me. +Cold and moist, it slipped out of my numbed hands before I had gained +from it even one imperfect draught, and, with abhorrence, I saw a large +overgrown toad crawl out of it as it lay on the floor. "Aurelia!" I +groaned, in that feeling of nameless misery into which I was now +sunk—"Aurelia!—and was it for this that I have been guilty of +hypocrisy and abominable falsehood in the court of justice—for this +only, that I might protract, by a few hours, a life of torment and +misery? What would'st thou," said I to myself, "delirious wretch, as +thou art? Thou strivest after the possession of Aurelia, who could be +thine only through an abominable and blasphemous crime; and however thou +might'st disguise thyself from the world, she would infallibly recognize +in thee the accursed murderer of Hermogen, and look on thee with +detestation. Miserable deluded fool, where are now all thy high-flown +projects, thy belief and confidence in thine own supernatural power, by +which thou could'st guide thy destiny even as thou wilt? Thou art wholly +unable and powerless to kill the worm of conscience, which gnaws on the +heart's marrow, and thou wilt shamefully perish in hopeless grief, even +if the arm of temporal justice should spare thee!"</p> + +<p>Thus I complained aloud, but at the moment when I uttered these words, I +felt a painful pressure on my breast, which seemed to proceed from some +hard substance in my waistcoat pocket. I grappled with it accordingly, +and drew out, to my surprise, a small stiletto. Never had I worn any +such implement since I had been in the prison. It must, of necessity, be +the same which had been held up to me by my mysterious <i>double</i>. I +recognized the glittering heft. It was the identical stiletto with which +I had killed Hermogen, and which, for many weeks, I had been without!</p> + +<p>Hereupon there arose in my mind an entire revolution. The inexplicable +manner in which this weapon had been returned to me, seemed like a +warning from supernatural agents. I had it in my power to escape at will +from the ignominious death that awaited me. I had it in my power to die +voluntarily for the sake of Aurelia. It seemed again as if there was a +rushing and whispering of voices around me; and among them Aurelia's +accents were clearly audible. I beheld her as when formerly she appeared +to me in the church of the Capuchin Convent. "I love thee, indeed, +Medardus," said she; "but hitherto thou understandest me not. In this +world there is for us no hope of enjoyment; the true festival and +solemnization of our love is—death." I now firmly resolved that I would +demand a new audience—that I would confess to the judge, without the +least reserve, the whole history of my wanderings, after which I would, +in obedience to the supposed warning, have recourse to suicide.</p> + +<p>The gaoler now made his appearance, bringing me better food than usual, +with the addition of a bottle of wine. "It is by the command of the +Prince," said he, covering a table which his servant brought in after +him. He then proceeded to unlock the chain by which I was bound to the +wall.</p> + +<p>Remaining firm in my determination, I took but little notice of this, +and earnestly requested that he would communicate to the judge my wish +for an audience that very afternoon, as I had much to disclose that lay +heavy on my conscience. He promised to fulfil my commission, and +retired.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, I waited in vain to be summoned to my trial. No one appeared +until such time as it was quite dark, when the gaoler's servant entered +and lighted my lamp as usual. Owing to the fixed resolution which I had +adopted, I felt much more tranquil than before; and, as the night wore +on, being greatly exhausted, I fell into a deep sleep.</p> + +<p>My slumber was haunted, however, by a strange and very vivid dream. +Methought I was led into a high, gloomy, and vaulted hall, wherein I +saw, ranged along the walls, on high-backed chairs, a double row of +spectral figures, like clergymen, all habited in the black <i>talar</i>,<a name="FNanchor_3_3" id="FNanchor_3_3"></a><a href="#Footnote_3_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</a> +and before them was a table covered with red cloth. At their head sat a +judge, and near him was a Dominican friar, in the full habit of his +order.</p> + +<p>"Thou art now," said the judge, in a deep solemn voice, "given over to +the spiritual court; forasmuch as thou, obstinate and criminal as thou +art, hast attempted to deny thy real name, and the sacred profession to +which thou belongest. Franciscus, or, according to thy conventual name, +Medardus, answer, Dost thou plead guilty, or not guilty, to the crimes +of which thou hast been accused?"</p> + +<p>Hereupon I wished to confess all that I had done, which, in my own +estimation, was sinful or blame-worthy. But, to my great horror, that +which I uttered was not the thoughts that existed in my mind, and which +I intended to deliver. On the contrary, instead of a sincere and +repentant confession, I lost myself in wandering desultory gibberish, +which sounded even in my own ears quite unpardonable.</p> + +<p>Then the Dominican rose up, and, with a frightful menacing +look—"Away—to the rack with him," cried he, "the stiff-necked obdurate +sinner—to the rack with him—he deserves no mercy!" The strange figures +that were ranged along the wall rose up, stretched out their long +skeleton arms towards me, and repeated, in a hoarse horrible +unison—"Ay, ay!—to the rack with him—to the rack—to the rack!"</p> + +<p>Instantly I drew out my stiletto and aimed it violently towards my +heart, but, involuntarily, it slid upwards to my throat, and striking on +that part wherein the diamond necklace of the Abbess had left the sign +of the cross, the blade broke in pieces as if it were made of glass, and +left me unwounded! Then the executioner seized me, removed me from the +audience-hall, and dragged me down into a deep subterranean vault.</p> + +<p><i>There</i>, however, my persecutions did not cease. The man once more +demanded of me whether I would not make a true confession? Accordingly, +I again made an attempt to do so, but my thoughts and words, as before, +were at variance. Deeply repentant, torn equally by shame and remorse, +I confessed all inwardly and in spirit; but whatever my lips brought +forth audibly, was confused, senseless, unconnected, and foreign from +the dictates of my heart. Hereafter, upon a sign received from the +Dominican, the executioner stripped me naked, and tied my wrists +together behind my back. How he placed me afterwards, I know not, but I +heard the creaking of screws and pulleys, and felt how my stretched +joints cracked, and were ready to break asunder. In the agony of +superhuman torture, I screamed loudly and awoke.</p> + +<p>The pain in my hands and feet continued as if I had been really on the +rack, but this proceeded from the heavy chains which I still carried; +yet, besides this, I found a strange pressure on my eye-lids, which, for +some time, I was unable to lift up. At last, it seemed as if a weight +were taken from my forehead, and I was able to raise myself on my couch.</p> + +<p>Here my nightly visions once more stepped forth into reality, and I felt +an ice-cold shivering through every vein. Motionless like a statue, with +his arms folded, the monk—the Dominican whom I had seen in my +dream—stood there, and glared on me with his hollow black eyes. In +that look, I at once recognized the expression of the horrible painter, +and fell, half fainting, back upon my straw-bed.</p> + +<p>Yet, perhaps, thought I to myself, all this was but a delusion of my +senses, which had its origin from a dream. I mustered courage, +therefore—but the monk was there! He stood, as the painter had ever +done, calm and motionless, with his relentless dark eyes fixed upon me.</p> + +<p>"Horrible man!" cried I, "Avaunt!—Away!—But no! Man thou art not. Thou +art the devil himself, who labours to drag me into everlasting +destruction!—Away!—I conjure thee, in the name of God, begone!"</p> + +<p>"Poor, short-sighted fool!" answered the Dominican, "I am not the fiend +who endeavours to bind thee with his iron fetters; who seeks to turn thy +heart from those sacred duties to which thou hast, by Divine Providence, +been appointed!—Medardus, poor insane wanderer! I have indeed appeared +frightful to thee, even at those moments when thou should'st have +recognized in me thy best friend—when thou wert tottering within a +hair's-breadth of being hurled into the eternal gulf of destruction, I +have appeared and warned thee; but my designs have ever been perverted +and misunderstood. Rise up, and listen to what I would now say!"</p> + +<p>The Dominican uttered this in a tone of deep melancholy and complaint. +His looks, which I had before contemplated with such affright, were +become relaxed and mild. My heart was roused by new and indescribable +emotions. This painter, who had haunted me like a demon, now appeared to +me almost like a special messenger of Providence, sent to console me in +my extreme misery and despair.</p> + +<p>I rose from my bed, and stepped towards him. It was no phantom! I +touched his garments. I kneeled down involuntarily, and he laid his hand +on my head as if to bless me. Then, in the brightest colouring of +imagination, a long train of beautiful and cherished images rose on my +mind. I was once more within the consecrated woods of the Holy +Lime-Tree. I stood on the self-same spot of that favourite grove, where +the strangely-dressed pilgrim brought to me the miraculous boy. From +hence I wished to move onwards to the church, which I saw also right +before me. There only it appeared to me, that I might now, penitent and +repentant, receive at last absolution of my heavy crimes. But I remained +motionless; my limbs were powerless, and I could scarcely retain the +feeling of self-identity.—Then a hollow voice pronounced the words, +"The will suffices for the deed!"</p> + +<p>The dream vanished. It was the painter who had spoken these words.</p> + +<p>"Incomprehensible being!" said I, "was it then thou, who art here with +me as a friend, who appeared leaning on the pillar on that unhappy +morning in the Capuchin church at Königswald? At night, in the trading +town of Frankenburg? And now——"</p> + +<p>"Stop there," said the painter; "it was I indeed who have been at all +times near to thee, in order, if possible, to rescue thee from +destruction and disgrace; but thy heart was hardened; thy senses were +perverted. The work to which thou wert chosen, must, for thine own weal +and salvation, be fulfilled."</p> + +<p>"Alas!" cried I, in a voice of despair, "why, then, didst thou not +withhold mine arm from that accursed deed, when Hermogen——"</p> + +<p>"That was not allowed me," said the painter. "Ask no farther. The +attempt to resist the eternal decrees of Omnipotence is not only sinful, +but hopeless presumption. Medardus, thou now drawest near to thy +appointed goal—<i>To-morrow</i>!"</p> + +<p>At these words I shuddered; for I thought that I completely understood +the painter. I believed that he knew and approved my premeditated +suicide. He now retreated towards the door of my prison.—"When," said +I, with great earnestness, "when shall I see you again?"—"<span class="smcap">At the goal</span>," +said he, in a deep, solemn tone, that reverberated through the +vault.—"So then—<i>to-morrow</i>?" He would not answer. The door +opened—turned silently on its hinges—and the painter had vanished.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.</h2> + + +<p>The faint gleams of daylight had long since made their way through the +gloom of my wretched prison, when at last the gaoler made his appearance +with a train of attendants, who carefully and obsequiously took off the +fetters from my wounded arms and ankles. They announced also that I +should be very soon led up for a final audience in the judgment-hall.</p> + +<p>The summons came accordingly. Deeply reserved, and wrapt up in my own +thoughts, becoming always more and more accustomed to the idea of +immediate death, I stepped into the audience-chamber. I had inwardly +arranged my confession in such manner, that I had only a short story to +tell, which would yet embrace every circumstance that was of importance.</p> + +<p>To my astonishment, the judge, directly on my entrance, left the bench, +and came to meet me. I must have looked greatly emaciated and +disfigured; for a cheerful smile, that had been at first on his +countenance, changed itself obviously into an expression of the most +painful sympathy and compassion. He shook hands, and made me take +possession of a large arm-chair.</p> + +<p>"Herr von Krczinski," said he, in a solemn diplomatic tone, "I am happy +in being able to announce to you some very agreeable intelligence. By +the Prince's commands, all proceedings against you are this day brought +to an end. It appears that people have hitherto confounded you with +another person; and of their mistaken accusations, your exact personal +likeness to that individual must bear the blame. Your innocence is now +established beyond the possibility of doubt. Mr Krczinski, <i>you are +free</i>!"</p> + +<p>A frightful giddiness now attacked me. The room, with all its furniture, +seemed turning round. The figure of the judge was multiplied a thousand +fold before mine eyes, and I fell into a swoon. When I awoke, the +servants were rubbing my temples with eau de cologne; and I recovered so +far, as to hear the judge read over a short <i>Protokoll</i>, stating that he +had duly informed me of the process being given up, and of my final +release from prison. But some indescribable feelings arising from that +last interview with the painter, repressed all joy in my bosom. It +seemed to me as if now, when people believed me innocent, I should +voluntarily make a full confession of my crimes, and then plunge the +dagger into my heart.</p> + +<p>I wished to speak; but the judge seemed to expect that I would retire, +and I retreated towards the door. He came after me a few steps. "I have +now," said he, in a low voice, "fulfilled my official duties, and may +confess that, from the first time of our meeting, you interested me very +much. Notwithstanding that appearances (as you must yourself allow) were +so greatly against you, yet I sincerely wished that you might not turn +out to be the horrible monster of wickedness for whom you had been +stigmatized. I may now repeat to you, in confidence, my conviction, that +you are no Pole: you were not born in Kwicziczwo: your name is not +Leonard von Krczinski."</p> + +<p>With composure and firmness I answered, "No."—"Nor are you a monk," +said the judge, casting his eyes on the ground, that he might not seem +to play the part of an inquisitor; but by this question I was +irresistibly agitated.—"Listen, then," said I, in a resolute tone, "and +I shall explain <i>all</i>."—"Nay, nay, be silent," said the judge. "What I +surmised at first is, according to my present belief, wholly confirmed. +I see that there is here some dark and deep mystery; and that, by some +inexplicable game of chances, your fate is involved with that of certain +personages of our court. But it is no longer my vocation to make +inquiries; and I should look upon myself as a presumptuous intermeddler, +if I wished to extort from you any of the real adventures of your life, +of which the tenure has probably been very peculiar.</p> + +<p>"There is but one suggestion which I cannot help offering. Would it not +be well if you were to tear yourself away from this <i>residenz</i>, where +there is so much that is hostile to your mental repose? After what has +happened, it is almost impossible that your abode here can be agreeable +to you."</p> + +<p>When the judge spoke in this manner, my mind again underwent an entire +revolution. All the dark shadows that had gathered around me were +suddenly dissolved. The spirit of life once more, with all its +enjoyments, vibrated through every nerve.—"Aurelia! Aurelia!—Should I +leave this place and forsake her for ever!"</p> + +<p>The judge looked on me with an expression of the greatest +astonishment.—"God forbid, Mr Leonard," said he, "that a very frightful +apprehension, which has now risen up in my mind, should ever be +fulfilled. But you know best the nature of your own plans. I shall say +no more."</p> + +<p>The hypocritical calmness with which I now answered him, was a proof +that my short-lived repentance was over and gone.—"So then," said I, +"you still look upon me as guilty?"—"Permit me, sir," said the judge, +"to keep my present fears to myself. They are, I must confess, +unsubstantiated by proof, and are perhaps the result of imaginary +apprehensions. It has been in the most conclusive manner proved, that +you are not the Monk Medardus; for that very man is in his own person +here among us, and has been recognized by the old Father Cyrillus, +though the latter had been deceived at the trial, by the exactitude of +your resemblance. Nay, this man does not deny that he is the Capuchin +Medardus, for whom you were arrested. Therefore everything has happened +that could have been desired, in order to free you from that first +imputation."</p> + +<p>At that moment an attendant called the judge away, and thus the dialogue +was interrupted at the very time when it began to be disagreeable to me. +I betook myself forthwith to my old lodgings in the town, where I found +my effects placed carefully in the same order in which I had left them. +My papers had been put up in a sealed envelope. Only Victorin's +<i>portefeuille</i> and the Capuchin's hair-rope were wanting. My +suppositions as to the importance that would be attached to the latter +article were therefore correct.</p> + +<p>But a short time elapsed, when an equerry of the Prince made his +appearance, with a card from the Sovereign, and the present of a very +elegant box, set with diamonds. The card was in his usual familiar +style. "There have been very severe measures taken against you, Mr +Krczinski, but neither we ourselves, nor our court of justice, can +rightly be blamed. You are inconceivably like in person to a very wicked +and dangerous man. All now, however, has been cleared up to your +advantage. I send you a small token of my good will, and hope that we +shall see you soon."</p> + +<p>The good will of the Prince and his present were at this moment both +indifferent to me. My long imprisonment had greatly enfeebled my bodily +strength, and the extreme excitement which I had undergone, was followed +by lassitude and relaxation. Thus I had sunk into a deep and dark +melancholy, and looked on it as very fortunate when the physician came +to visit me, and prescribed some remedies, which he judged absolutely +requisite for the restoration of my health. He then, as usual, entered +into conversation.</p> + +<p>"Is it not," said he, "a most extraordinary chance, and concatenation of +circumstances, that, at the very moment when every one felt himself +convinced that you were that horrible monk, who had caused such +misfortunes in the family of the Baron von F——, this monk should +<i>himself</i> actually appear, and rescue you at once from the impending +danger?"</p> + +<p>"It would oblige me," said I, "if you would inform me of the minuter +circumstances which led to my liberation; for as yet I have only heard +generally that the Capuchin Medardus, for whom I had been taken, had +been found here and arrested."</p> + +<p>"Nay, it is to be observed," answered the physician, "that he did not +come hither of his own accord, but was brought in, bound with ropes, as +a maniac, and delivered over to the police at the very time when you +first came to the <i>residenz</i>. By the way, it just now occurs to me that, +on a former occasion, when I was occupied in relating to you the +wonderful events which had happened at our court, I was interrupted, +just as I had got to the story of this abominable Medardus, the +acknowledged son of Francesco, and his enormous crimes at the castle of +the Baron von F——. I shall now take up the thread of my discourse +exactly where it was then broken off.</p> + +<p>"The sister of our reigning Princess, who, as you well know, is Abbess +of a Cistertian monastery at Kreuzberg, once received very kindly, and +took charge of a poor deserted woman, who, with her infant son, was +travelling homeward, towards the south, from a pilgrimage to the Convent +of the Holy Lime-Tree."</p> + +<p>"The woman," said I, "was Francesco's widow, and the boy was Medardus."</p> + +<p>"Quite right," answered the physician; "but how do you come to know +this?"</p> + +<p>"The events of this Medardus's life," said I, "have indeed become known +to me in a manner the strangest and most incredible. I am aware of them +even up to the period when he fled from the castle of the Baron von +F——; and of every circumstance that happened there I have received +minute information."</p> + +<p>"But how?" said the physician; "and from whom?"</p> + +<p>"In a dream," answered I; "in a dream I have had the liveliest +perception of all his sufferings and adventures."</p> + +<p>"You are in jest," said the physician.</p> + +<p>"By no means," replied I. "It actually seems to me, as if I had in a +vision become acquainted with the history of an unhappy man, who, like a +mere plaything in the hands of dark powers,—a weed cast on the waves of +a stormy sea, had been hurled hither and thither, and driven onward from +crime to crime. In the Holzheimer forest, which is not far from hence, +on my way hither, the postilion, one stormy night, drove out of the +right track, and there, in the <i>forst-haus</i>——"</p> + +<p>"Ha! now I understand you," said the physician, "there you met with the +monk."</p> + +<p>"So it is," answered I; "but he was mad."</p> + +<p>"He does not seem to be so now," observed the physician. "Even at that +time, no doubt, he had lucid intervals, and told you his history."</p> + +<p>"Not exactly," said I. "In the night, being unapprized of my arrival at +the <i>forst-haus</i>, he came into my room. Perhaps it was on account of the +extraordinary likeness existing betwixt us, that my appearance +frightened him extremely. He probably looked upon me as his <i>double</i>, +and believed that such an apparition of necessity announced his own +death. Accordingly, he began to stammer out strange confessions, to +which I listened for some time, till at last, being tired by a long +journey, I fell asleep; but the monk, not aware of this, continued to +speak on. I dreamed, but know not where the reality ended and the dream +began. So far as I can recollect, it appears to me that the monk +maintained that it could not be he who had caused the death of the +Baroness von F—— and Hermogen, but that they had both been murdered +by the Count Victorin."</p> + +<p>"Strange, very strange!" said the physician. "But wherefore did you +conceal this mysterious adventure at your trial?"</p> + +<p>"How could I imagine," answered I, "that the judge would attach any +importance to such a story? At best, it must have appeared to him a mere +romance; and will any enlightened court of justice receive evidence +which even borders on the visionary and supernatural?"</p> + +<p>"At least," replied the physician, "you might have at once supposed that +people were confounding you with this insane monk, and should have +pointed out him as the real Capuchin Medardus?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, forsooth," answered I; "and in the face of the venerable Father +Cyrillus, (such, I believe, was his name,) an old dotard, who would +absolutely have me, right or wrong, to be his Capuchin brother? Besides, +it did not occur to me either that the insane monk was Medardus, or that +the crime which he had confessed to me was the object of the present +process. But the keeper of the <i>forst-haus</i> told me the monk had never +given up his name. How, then, did people here make the discovery?"</p> + +<p>"In the simplest manner," said the physician. "The monk, as you know, +had been a considerable time with the forester. Now and then, it seemed +as if he were completely cured; but at last he broke out again into +insanity so frightful, that the forester was obliged to send him hither, +where he was shut up in the mad-house. There he sat night and day, with +staring eyes, and motionless as a statue. He never uttered a word, and +must be fed, as he never moved a hand. Various methods were tried to +rouse him from this lethargy, but in vain; and his attendants were +afraid to try severe measures, for fear of bringing back his outrageous +madness.</p> + +<p>"A few days ago, the forester's eldest son came to the <i>residenz</i>, and +desired admittance into the mad-house, to see the monk, which, +accordingly, was granted him. Quite shocked at the hopeless state in +which he found the unhappy man, he was leaving the prison, just as +Father Cyrillus, from the Capuchin Convent in Königswald, happened to be +going past. He spoke to the latter, and begged of him to visit a poor +unhappy brother, who was shut up here, as, perhaps, the conversation of +one of his own order might be beneficial to the maniac.</p> + +<p>"To this Cyrillus agreed; but as soon as he saw the monk, he started +back, with a loud exclamation—'Medardus!' cried he; 'unhappy Medardus!' +And at that name the monk, who before scarcely shewed signs of life, +began to open his eyes, and attend to what went forward. He even rose +from his seat; but had scarcely done so, when, seemingly overpowered by +his cruel malady, (of which he was himself not unconscious,) he uttered +a strange hollow cry, and fell prostrate on the ground.</p> + +<p>"Cyrillus, accompanied by the forester's son and others, went directly +to the judge by whom you had been tried, and announced this new +discovery. The judge went back with them to the prison, where they found +the monk in a state of great weakness; but (judging by his conversation) +not at all under the influence of delirium. He confessed that he was +Medardus, from the Capuchin Convent in Königswald; and Cyrillus agreed +on his side, that your inconceivable resemblance to this Medardus had +completely deceived him.</p> + +<p>"Now, however, he remarked many circumstances of language, tone, and +gesture, in which Mr Leonard differed from the real Capuchin. What is +most of all remarkable is, that they discovered on the neck of the +madman the same mark, in the form of a cross, to which so much +importance was attached at your trial. Several questions also were now +put to the monk, as to the horrid incidents at the castle of the Baron +von F——, to which the only answers they could then obtain were in +broken exclamations. 'I am, indeed,' said he, 'an accursed and abandoned +criminal; but I repent deeply of all that I have done. Alas! I allowed +myself to be cheated, by temptations of the devil, out of my own reason, +and out of my immortal soul. Let my accusers but have some compassion on +me, and allow me time—I shall confess all.'</p> + +<p>"The Prince being duly advised of what had happened, commanded that the +proceedings against you should be brought to an end, and that you should +be immediately released from prison. This is the history of your +liberation. The monk has been brought from the mad-house into one of the +dungeons for criminals."</p> + +<p>"And has he yet confessed all? Is he the murderer of Euphemia, Baroness +von F——, and of Hermogen? How stands public belief with regard to the +Count Victorin?"</p> + +<p>"So far as I know," said the physician, "the trial of the monk was only +to begin this day. As to Count Victorin, it appears that nothing farther +must be said of him. Whatever connection those former events at our +court may seem to have with the present, all is to remain in mystery and +oblivion."</p> + +<p>"But," said I, "how the catastrophe at the Baron's castle can be +connected with these events at your Prince's court, I am unable to +perceive."</p> + +<p>"Properly," answered the physician, "I allude more to the dramatis +personæ than to the incidents."</p> + +<p>"I do not understand you," said I.</p> + +<p>"Do you not remember," said the physician, "my relation of the +circumstances attending the Duke's death?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly," answered I.</p> + +<p>"Has it not then become clear to you," resumed the doctor, "that +Francesco entertained a criminal attachment towards the Italian +Countess? That it was he who made his entrance secretly into the bridal +chamber, and who poniarded the Duke? Victorin, as you know, was the +off-spring of that crime. He and Medardus, therefore, are sons of one +father. Victorin has vanished from the world, without leaving a trace of +his fate. All inquiries after him have been in vain."</p> + +<p>"The monk," said I, "hurled him down into the Devil's Abyss, amid the +Thuringian mountains. Curses on the delirious fratricide!"</p> + +<p>Softly, at the moment after I had pronounced these words, there came on +my ears, from underneath the floor whereon we stood, the same measured +knocking which I had heard in my dungeon. Whether this were imagination +or reality, the effect on my feelings was the same. I could not contend +against the horror which now seized me. The physician seemed neither to +remark my agitation, nor the mysterious noise.</p> + +<p>"What!" said he, "did the monk then confess to you that Victorin also +fell by his hand?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," answered I. "At least I drew this conclusion from various +passages in his confused and broken confessions—connecting them also in +my own mind with the sudden disappearance of Victorin. Woe—woe to the +relentless fratricide!"</p> + +<p>The knocking was now more powerful. There was again a +moaning and sobbing. Methought a shrill laughter sounded +through the air, and I heard the same stammering +voice—"Me-dar-dus—Me-dar-dus!—He—he—he—Help, +help!—He—he—he—Help, help!"—I was amazed that the physician +took no notice of this, but he quietly resumed.</p> + +<p>"An extraordinary degree of mystery seems to rest upon Francesco's +appearance at our court. It is highly probable that he also was related +to our Prince's house. This much; at least, is certain, that Euphemia, +Baroness von F——, was the daughter——"</p> + +<p>With a tremendous stroke, so that the bolts and hinges seemed broken +into splinters, methought the door flew open, and I heard the voice of +the spectre absolutely scream with laughter. I could not bear this any +longer. "Ho—ho—ho! <i>Brüd-er-lein!</i>" cried I. "Here am I—Here am +I!—Come on—come on quickly, if thou would'st fight with me—Now the +owl holds his wedding-feast, and we shall mount to the roof, and contend +with each other. There the weather-cock sings aloud, and he who knocks +the other down, is king, and may drink blood!"</p> + +<p>"How now?" cried the physician, starting up, and seizing me by the arm. +"What the devil is all that? You are ill, Mr Leonard, dangerously ill. +Away—away with you to bed!"</p> + +<p>I continued, however, staring at the open door, momentarily expecting +that it would open, and that my horrible <i>double</i> would enter <i>in +propria persona</i>. Nothing appeared, however, and I soon recovered from +the delirium and horror which had seized upon me.</p> + +<p>The physician insisted that I was much worse than I supposed myself to +be, and attributed all the mental derangement and wildness that I had +betrayed, to the effects of my long imprisonment, and the agitation +which, on account of my trial, I must have undergone.</p> + +<p>I submissively used whatever sedative remedies he prescribed; but what +most of all contributed to my recovery was, that the horrible knocking +was not heard any more, and that the intolerable <i>double</i> seemed to have +forsaken me altogether.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + + +<p>The delightful season of spring had now once more returned. Every +morning the birds serenaded me at the window of my lodgings, which were +in a garden-house, near a street called the Parterre, not far from the +river. Doubtless, the year is never so delightful and interesting as +when all things are yet undeveloped, and in their prime; when the +gardener is yet going about, with his hatchet, and bill-hook, and large +sheers, lopping the branches, though the flourishing boughs are already +redolent of green buds, that give out their fresh odours in the warm +sun. One says to himself—Let the gardener, or pruner, do his worst—let +him remove every unprofitable branch, so that the daylight may fall into +the most secret recesses, where the loves of a former year have been +celebrated and are gone by, yet the trees will, ere long, be in their +full luxuriance—all that he has lopped away will soon be more than +amply replaced.</p> + +<p>It is the season of hope and bright anticipations. Every new flower that +rises from the teeming earth, and every bright green leaf that breaks +forth along the southern slope of the forest, calls forth responsive +feelings of buoyancy and delight in the soul.</p> + +<p>Thus it happened, that one morning the vernal sun darted his unclouded +golden gleams into my chamber. Sweet odours of flowers streamed through +the open window, for the wind was in the south-west. The birds, as +usual, cheered me with their songs.</p> + +<p>An irresistible longing urged me to go forth, and wander at will through +the open country. Despising, therefore, the directions of my physician, +I dressed, went down stairs, and betook myself, in the first place, to +the Prince's park. There the trees and shrubs, rustling with their +new-born green leaves, greeted the weakly convalescent. It seemed as if +I had just awoke from a long and heavy dream; and deep sighs were the +inexpressive tokens of rapture which I breathed forth, amid the joyous +carolling of birds, the humming of insects, and gladness of all nature.</p> + +<p>Ay, life itself now appeared to me like a heavy and frightful dream, not +only for the time lately passed, but through the whole interval since I +had left the convent. I now found myself in a walk, shaded by dark +platanus trees, which give out their green leaves very early in the +year; and gradually I became lost in reverie. Methought I was once more +in the garden of the Capuchin Convent at Königswald. Out of the distant +thickets rose already the well-known lofty crucifix, at which I had so +often prayed with fervent devotion for strength to resist all +temptation.</p> + +<p>The cross seemed to me to be now that only goal, after which I ought to +strive; <i>there</i>, prostrate in the dust, to do penance for the sinful +dreams in which I had indulged, for the guilty delusions into which I +had been led by the Arch-fiend. I stepped forward, therefore, with my +clasped hands lifted up, and with my eyes fixed upon the cross. +Methought I heard the pious hymns of the monks borne upon the air; but +it was only the mysterious voice of the woods, where the wind was up +amid the yet dry branches and the verdant foliage.</p> + +<p>Its influence was more than in my weakly condition I could yet bear. I +was soon obliged to support myself against a tree, and even to lie down +on the turf: yet I never lost sight of the cross, but collecting my +whole strength, rose again, and tottered on. However, I could only reach +a rustic moss-seat, in front of the consecrated thicket, where, like a +weak old man, I sat languidly down, and in hollow groans tried to +lighten the anguish of my oppressed heart.</p> + +<p>How long I remained in this situation, I know not. But at last I heard a +rustling, and the sounds of light steps on the walk. Instinctively, I +knew whom I was to expect—<span class="smcap">Aurelia</span>! Scarcely had I formed the thought, +when, turning the corner of an opposite walk leading towards the seat, +she stood visibly before me!</p> + +<p>Description here fails me, nor indeed have I in this narrative often +attempted to describe. Tears glistened in her heavenly blue eyes; but +through those tears gleamed a kindling light of love, which was, +perhaps, foreign to the saint-like character of Aurelia. This +expression, however, reminded me at once of that mysterious visitant of +the confessional, whom in my cherished dreams I had so often beheld. +Aurelia advanced towards me. She accepted my proffered hand. "Can you," +said she in a low voice—"Can you ever forgive me?"</p> + +<p>Then losing all self-possession, I threw myself on the ground before +her. I seized her hand, and bathed it with my tears.—"Aurelia, +Aurelia!" cried I, "for thy sake, gladly would I endure martyrdom!—I +would die a thousand deaths!" I felt myself gently lifted up. It was +Aurelia who raised me, and who afterwards sunk into my arms. I scarcely +know how these moments passed. Probably our interview was short, for I +remember only these words—"All my best hopes are now fulfilled—all the +mysterious fears that have haunted me are at an end!—But see! we are +observed." She quickly disengaged herself from my embrace, and I saw the +Princess coming up one of the walks. Not wishing at present to venture +an interview with one whom I had never dared to look on as a friend, I +retired into the thicket, where I discovered that the object which I had +mistaken for a crucifix, was only the grey withered stem of an old +pollard willow.</p> + +<p>From that moment, I no longer felt any effects of my severe illness, far +less any influence of melancholy. The kiss of reconciliation which I had +thus received from Aurelia, inspired me with new life; and it seemed as +if, for the first time, I enjoyed the mysterious raptures of which even +this our terrestrial existence is susceptible. For the first time, I +knew the happiness of mutual love! I stood upon the highest pinnacle of +worldly fortune, and my path must, from henceforth, lead downwards, in +order to conduct me to that goal which the powers of darkness had seemed +to mark out for my final destination.</p> + +<p>It was a dream of happiness like this to which I alluded, when I before +painted the delights of my first meeting again with Aurelia at the +Prince's court. Then I addressed myself to thee, oh stranger! who may +one day read these pages. I requested thee to recall the bright sunny +days of thy first love, and to imagine that dark disappointment had +annihilated every prospect painted for thee by the fairy hands of +Hope—then would'st thou be able to sympathize with the unhappy monk, +who, in his solitary prison, moaning over the remembrance of his early +visions, lay the victim of despair. Yet once more I beg of you to +recall that happy time—but now let there be no thought nor apprehension +of disappointment—and I need not then attempt to describe to thee the +supernatural light that was now shed on my path by my fortunate love. No +gloomy thoughts had longer any influence over my mind; I began even to +entertain a firm conviction that I was not the reckless criminal who, at +the Baron's castle, had killed Hermogen and Euphemia, but that it was +actually the delirious monk whom I had met at the <i>forst-haus</i>, that had +been the culprit.</p> + +<p>All, therefore, that I had said to the physician appeared to me no +longer the fiction of my own brain, but the true narrative of events +which to myself remained mysterious and inexplicable. The Prince had +received me with the utmost kindness as a valued friend, whom he had +believed lost, and by whose unexpected return he had been greatly +rejoiced. This conduct of the Sovereign naturally gave the tone to that +of all my former acquaintances at court; only the Princess seemed still +to look upon me with coldness and reserve.</p> + +<p>I had now the opportunity of daily meetings with Aurelia, nor did any +one venture remarks on our attachment. Many times our interviews were +without witnesses; but on these occasions her saint-like purity, +mildness, and timidity of character, which I could not but observe, +inspired me with an involuntary awe and reverence. I felt that she +placed in me implicit confidence, and with no one, not even with the +nearest relation, could such meetings have been more safe.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>For several days I had not seen Aurelia. She had gone with the Princess +to a neighbouring summer-house in the forest. At last I could not bear +her absence, but determined on a pedestrian excursion thither.</p> + +<p>When I arrived, it was already late in the evening. The sun had declined +in red effulgence in the west. The air was filled with the odoriferous +breath of young leaves and flowers, and the woods resounded with the +sweetest notes of unnumbered nightingales. The approach to the +Princess's country-house was through a very long avenue of magnificent +pine-trees, whose massy down-hanging branches swept the ground, waving +in the balmy evening breeze with a mysterious murmur; and, +notwithstanding all the enchantments of the hour and scene, methought I +almost heard a warning voice pronounce the word, "Beware!" whereupon I +only quickened my pace, and with a beating heart arrived at the +garden-gate of the summer-house.</p> + +<p>In the garden I met with one of the maids of honour, who pointed out to +me the wing of the chateau in which were Aurelia's apartments, for I by +no means wished to encounter the Princess. Softly I opened the door of +the anti-room, from which the warm breath of flowers and exotic plants +greeted me with their almost too-powerful fragrance. Remembrance was +busy with her dim illusions. "Is not this," said I, "the <i>identical</i> +chamber of Aurelia at the Baron's castle, where, on that fatal +night——" Scarcely had I formed this idea, when methought a dark form +reared itself up in gigantic height behind me, and, with terror that +shook my inmost heart, I heard a voice pronounce the name, "Hermogen!"</p> + +<p>Losing all self-possession, I tottered onwards. I intended to knock, but +the door of the cabinet was ajar, and I saw Aurelia kneeling at a +<i>tabourett</i>, on which there was an open book, and above it a crucifix. I +looked back trembling, to see if the spectre was yet there, but it was +now vanished; then, in a tone of rapture, though not such as to alarm +her, I called out, "Aurelia—Aurelia!" "Is it possible," said she, +softly—"Leonard, my beloved, how came you hither?" She arose, and in +the next moment was folded in my arms. Her luxuriant hair hung +dishevelled over my head and shoulder. I felt her heart beat, and saw +her eyes gleam with unwonted fire; but at that moment there was a noise +behind us as if from the strong and powerful beating of wings. A moan +like the death-cry of one mortally wounded, sounded through the chamber. +"Hermogen!" cried Aurelia, and sunk fainting out of my arms. I placed +her on the sofa, but, in a voice of horror, she cried to me, +"Away—away! I command, I beseech you, begone!"</p> + +<p>Scarcely knowing what I did, I left the room, and soon afterwards found +myself, unawares, in the entrance-hall of the ground-floor, where I was +met by the Princess. She looked at me gravely and haughtily. "Mr +Leonard," said she, "I am indeed not a little surprised to find you +here—What means this intrusion?" By a violent effort, combating my +distraction, I stammered out some incoherent apologies, by which I +perceived, from the looks of the Princess, that she was by no means +satisfied. On the contrary, I durst not venture to remain longer in the +house, but, after a hasty obeisance, betook myself to the front-gate, +and departed.</p> + +<p>As I passed once more through the darkness amid the waving pine-trees, +methought I no longer walked alone! On the contrary, it seemed to me as +if some person ran all the way very near me, keeping time with my steps, +and as if I heard a stammering voice, which pronounced the words, +"Ev-er—ev-er am I with thee! Broth-er—broth-er Me-dar-dus! Go whither +thou wilt, east, north, or south, I am ever with thee!"</p> + +<p>Hereupon I paused and looked round me; I became convinced that this +horrible <i>double</i>, by whom I was haunted, had his existence only in my +own disturbed imagination. However, I could by no means get rid of the +frightful image; he continued to run along by my side, and to speak with +me at intervals, till at last it seemed to me as if I must actually +enter into conversation, and relate to him the recent adventures of my +life. Accordingly, I confessed that I had just now been very foolish, +and had allowed myself once more to be terrified by the insane Hermogen; +however, that St Rosalia should now very soon be irrevocably mine, and +that, for her sake only, I had become a monk, and received the +investiture and consecration.</p> + +<p>Then my detestable <i>double</i> laughed and groaned as he had before done, +and stuttered out—"But lose no time—lose no time—Quick-ly, quick-ly!"</p> + +<p>"Nay, have a little patience," said I, "and all will go well. Only, the +blow that I struck Hermogen has not been deep enough. He has got one of +those damned protecting crosses in the throat, even as thou hast, and I +have! But my stiletto, which thou hast preserved for me, is still sharp +and bright!"—"He—he—he!—He—he—he!—Strike him well, then—strike +him well!" Such were the accents of my infernal companion, amid the dark +rushing of the pine-tree woods; nor did they end there. The same +persecution accompanied me almost the whole way homeward into town, +until at last, the fresh morning wind cooled the burning fever of my +brow, and a roseate splendour advancing in the east, announced the dawn +of a new vernal day.</p> + +<p>I had enjoyed only about two hours' broken rest at my lodgings, when I +received a summons to attend the Prince. I betook myself immediately to +the palace, where he received me very cordially.</p> + +<p>"In truth, Mr Leonard," he began, "you have won my good opinion in the +highest degree. I cannot conceal from you that my prepossessions in your +favour have ripened into real friendship. I should be sorry to lose you, +and would rejoice in contributing to your happiness. Besides, it is our +duty to atone to you as much as possible, for all that you have been +made to suffer among us. By the way, Mr Leonard, do you know what was +the direct cause of the process against you—that is, who first accused +you?"</p> + +<p>"No, sire," answered I.</p> + +<p>"Baroness Aurelia," said the Prince,—"you are astonished. Nay, it is +very true, Baroness Aurelia, Mr Leonard, mistook you for a +Capuchin."—(He laughed heartily.)—"Now, if you are a Capuchin, you are +certainly the politest and best-favoured of that order that has ever +fallen under my notice. Say, in truth, Mr Leonard, have you ever been a +monk?"</p> + +<p>"Sire," answered I, "I know not by what wicked fatality I am always to +be transformed into a monk; but——"</p> + +<p>"Well, well!" interrupted the Prince, "I am no inquisitor. It would be a +serious disaster, however, if you were bound by any clerical vows. But +to the point—Would you not like to have your revenge on Aurelia for the +mischief that she has brought on you?"</p> + +<p>"In what mortal's breast," said I, "would such a thought as that of +revenge arise against the amiable Baroness?"</p> + +<p>"Do you not love Aurelia?" said the Prince.</p> + +<p>I was silent, but replied by an expressive gesture, laying my hand on my +heart.</p> + +<p>"I know it," resumed his highness. "You have loved this young lady since +that moment when she, for the first time, made her appearance here with +the Princess. Your affection is returned, and indeed with a fervour of +which I scarcely believed the mild Aurelia to be capable. The Princess +has told me all, and I know that she lives only for you. Would you +believe, that after your imprisonment, Aurelia gave herself up to a mood +of utter despondency, and became at last so ill, that we entertained +serious apprehensions for her life? She at that time looked upon you as +the murderer of her brother, and her grief, therefore, appeared to us +unaccountable; but the truth was, that even then she loved you.</p> + +<p>"Now, Mr Leonard, or Mr von Krczinski, (for you are by birth noble,) I +shall fix you at the court in a manner that will be agreeable to you. +You shall marry Aurelia, and in a few days we shall solemnize the +betrothment. I myself will act in place of the bride's father. +Meanwhile, adieu!" The Prince, in his usual abrupt manner, then left the +audience-chamber.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + + +<p>Aurelia my wife!—the wife of a perjured and apostate monk! It may seem +incredible that my mind could undergo so many changes; but it is +nevertheless true, that though this idea had so long been cherished, and +had been familiar to myself, yet now, when I for the first time heard it +announced by another, it was attended by a clear perception of its +unfitness, and the almost utter unfeasibility of its realization. No! +said I to myself, the dark powers by whom my actions have been +instigated, whatever else of evil they may have in store, cannot have +resolved on this! I endeavoured to combat these fears, but in vain; and +yet to determine on voluntary separation from Aurelia was impossible.</p> + +<p>It was the idea of the marriage ceremony, which filled me with a degree +of terror to myself inexplicable. I believed, indeed, that if the +perjured monk dared to kneel before the altar, making a mockery of +sacred vows, then, of necessity, the figure of that spectral omnipresent +painter, not with a demeanour mild and friendly as in the prison, but +announcing vengeance and destruction, would appear—as at Francesco's +marriage—to overwhelm me with disgrace and misery.</p> + +<p>But then methought I heard, in a deep solemn tone, the words, "And yet +must Aurelia be thine! Weak-minded fool! How durst thou think of +changing that destiny which hangs over her and thee?" Scarcely were +these words uttered, when another voice rose within me—"Down—down! +throw thyself into the dust, thou blind wicked mortal! Never can she be +thine!—It is the blessed St Rosalia herself, whom thou madly think'st +to clasp in the embraces of terrestrial passion!"</p> + +<p>Thus utterly at variance with myself, tost hither and thither by +contending impulses, I had left the palace, and wandered through the +park, in a state of such distraction, that, to arrive at any rational +plan for my future conduct, was wholly impossible. Past and gone was now +that happier mood, in which I had looked upon my whole former life, and +especially on my adventures at the Baron's castle, as a frightful +dream! On the contrary, I saw in myself only a base criminal, and +hypocritical deceiver. All that I had said to the physician and the +judge was only a collection of foolish and badly invented falsehoods, by +no means inspired, as I had before persuaded myself, by any supernatural +voice, but the off-spring of my own feeble ingenuity.</p> + +<p>Lost and wrapt up in these bitter reflections, I was hurrying through +the streets towards my lodgings, when I was overtaken by one of the +Prince's carriages, which immediately stopped. I heard my own name +pronounced aloud, and saw that I was beckoned to by the physician, who +alighted, and immediately took me with him to his apartments.</p> + +<p>"What means all this?" said he, "you violent unreasonable man! You have +thought proper, it seems, to make your appearance like a ghost to the +Baroness Aurelia, in the gloom of night too, so suddenly, that the poor +nervous young lady has been almost frightened out of her senses, and has +been attacked by serious indisposition—Well, well," (continued he, +perceiving a change in my countenance,) "I must not frighten you. Her +illness has not lasted long. She has again been out walking, and will +return to-morrow with the Princess into town. Of you, Mr Leonard, the +Baroness has in confidence said much to me. She longs greatly to see you +again, and to excuse herself; for she allows, that her conduct at your +last visit, must have appeared to you both childish and silly."</p> + +<p>When I reflected on what had really passed at the summer-house, I was at +a loss how to interpret these expressions of Aurelia. The physician, +however, gave me no time to brood over this, but indulged in his usual +vein of loquacity. He gave me to understand, that he was perfectly aware +of the Prince's views for my advancement in rank, and marriage with +Aurelia. Hereupon reverting to her late fit of nervous irritability, he +gave, wickedly enough, such a caricature (for he was an excellent mimic) +of her conduct and expressions, when he had arrived express at the +summer-house, contrasting these also, with the grave ceremonious +<i>hauteur</i> of the Princess, that I was forced, even against my will, to +laugh, (for the good humour of the physician was infectious,) and +gradually recovered a degree of cheerfulness, which, but a few minutes +before, I had supposed lost for ever.</p> + +<p>"Could the imagination of any man," said the physician, "have +anticipated, when you came to our <i>residenz</i>, that so many wonderful +events would, in so short a time, have taken place: First, the absurd +misunderstanding which brought you as a criminal before the Justiciary +Court—Then the truly enviable fortune which has acquired for you the +special friendship and patronage of the Prince!"</p> + +<p>"His highness," said I, "no doubt treated me from the first with marked +condescension and politeness. As to the advances that I have lately made +in his good graces, I ascribe this to his recollection of the unjust +prosecution by which I suffered, and which he is now desirous to atone +for."</p> + +<p>"The Prince's favour," said the physician, "perhaps is not owing so much +to this, as to another circumstance, which you, no doubt, can guess."</p> + +<p>"I cannot," answered I.</p> + +<p>"The people, it is true," resumed the physician, "continue to give you +the same name which you assumed on your first arrival. Every one knows, +however, that you are by birth noble, as the intelligence which has been +received from Poland confirms all that you had asserted!"</p> + +<p>"Admitting this intelligence to have been received," said I, "I know not +why it should have any influence on my reception at court, since, at my +first introduction there, I declared that I had no pretensions to any +rank beyond that of a citizen <i>particulier</i>, and yet was treated by all +with kindness, and even respect."</p> + +<p>To this the physician replied, by a harangue, which lasted nearly an +hour, on the true principles which regulate the distinction of ranks; +and the lecture being delivered with his usual vivacity, had at least +the beneficial effect of engaging my attention, and putting to flight +the gloomy thoughts by which I had been overwhelmed. I could not but +feel also a kind of triumph at the manner in which I had again seemed to +rule over my own destiny, as by accidentally choosing the Polish name of +Kwicziczwo in conversation with the old lady, on the evening of my first +presentation at court, I had created for myself that patent of nobility +which induced the Prince to bestow on me the Baroness in marriage.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>As soon as I ascertained that the Princess was returned to the palace, I +hastened to Aurelia, and immediately obtained an interview. The desire +to excuse herself for the needless and capricious agitation, to which +she had given way on my last visit, gave a new tone to her voice and +manner, and new expression to her eyes, so that her timidity being less, +I could once more say to myself, "The prize will yet be thine!" Tears +glistened in her beautiful eyes, and her tone was that of earnest and +plaintive supplication.</p> + +<p>Still haunted by the idea of my spectral <i>double</i>, I wished to learn +from her explicitly what had been the real cause of her terror. +"Aurelia," said I, "I conjure you by all the saints, tell me what +horrible phantom was it that then appeared to you?" At this question she +gazed at me with obvious astonishment—her looks became always more and +more fixed, as if in deep thought—then suddenly started up as if to go, +but stood irresolute. At last, with both hands pressed on her eyes, she +sobbed out—"No—no—no;—It is not—it cannot be he!"—</p> + +<p>Unconsciously she allowed me to support her to a chair, into which she +sank down exhausted. "For God's sake, Aurelia, who is it that you mean?" +cried I, though I had already dark anticipations of what was passing +through her mind. "Alas!" said she, "my beloved friend, were I to +confess to you the whole truth, would you not look on me as an insane +visionary? A horrible phantom accompanies me through life, and mars, by +its irresistible influence, every enjoyment, even at the times when I +should otherwise be most happy. At our very first meeting, this +frightful dream hovered, as if on dark wings, over me, spreading an +ice-cold atmosphere of death around us, where there should have +prevailed only a buoyant spirit of cheerfulness and hope.</p> + +<p>"In like manner, when you came into my room at the Princess's +country-house, the same evil power acquired its full dominion over me. +But this persecution is not without its especial cause. Precisely in the +same manner in which you entered my apartments, though at a later hour +of the night, an accursed monk of the Capuchin order once surprised me. +Spare me the repetition of what then occurred. Suffice it, that he +became the murderer of my brother; and <i>now</i>, your features—your tone +of voice—your figure—But no more—no more of this—let me be silent on +that subject for ever, and forgive, if possible, my weakness in this +betrayal!"</p> + +<p>Aurelia reclined on the sofa on which I had placed her, and seemed +unconscious of that freedom with which I now contemplated the exquisite +contour of her shape, and the angelic beauty of her features. Once +more—all better inspirations—all doubts and fears vanished from my +mind—with a fiendlike scorn and contempt, I said in a low voice—"Thou +unhappy <i>fated</i> girl! Thou bought and sold of Satan! Thou, forsooth, +believest that thou hast escaped from thine old enemy—from the Capuchin +monk, who long ago would have led thee on to ruin and despair! But +<i>now</i>, thou art his bride; and in unconscious mockery of the religion +which thou cherishest, art doomed to kneel with him at the altar of the +Most High!"</p> + +<p>The powers of darkness had, for a time, acquired over me supreme +dominion. I exulted over Aurelia as my devoted prey, and began to think, +like a professed libertine, that her destruction would form the noblest +epoch in my life. Our present interview, however, was not suffered to be +of long duration, for Aurelia was summoned to attend the Princess, and I +was left alone. Her expressions in apologizing for her conduct at the +Princess's <i>chateau</i>, had convinced me that there existed some mystery +betwixt us, of the nature of which I was yet unaware, and which I had +not the means of unravelling, for I perceived that there was no chance +of inducing Aurelia to speak more explicitly on the subject.</p> + +<p>Accident soon after revealed to me that which she had been so determined +to conceal. One day I happened to be in the apartment of that officer of +the court, whose business it was to take charge of the receipt and +delivery of letters. He was suddenly called out, when Aurelia's +waiting-maid came with a large packet, and placed it among others which +were already on the table. A fleeting glance confirmed me that the +hand-writing was that of the Baroness, and I perceived that the +superscription was to the Abbess of the Cistertian Nunnery at +Kreuzberg. With the rapidity of lightning the thought vibrated through +me, that this packet would afford the key to many yet unexplored +mysteries, and before the officer returned, I had retired, and taken +with me Aurelia's letter—of which now follows a transcript—</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + + +<blockquote> +<p>"<span class="smcap">Baroness Aurelia von F——</span>, to the Abbess +of the Cistertian Convent at Kreuzberg:—</p> + +<p>"My dear kind Mother—How shall I find adequate words to announce +to you that your daughter is fortunate and happy—that at length +the horrid spectre is banished, whose terrific influence, blighting +every flower, and clouding every sun-gleam, had, for a long +interval, rendered her existence utterly wretched!</p> + +<p>"But now self-reproach falls heavy on my heart. When after my +unhappy brother's death, and when my father perished from grief and +disappointment, you received and supported me during my otherwise +hopeless affliction, I ought then, not only to have confessed my +sins, but to have acquainted you fully and explicitly with the +strange and mysterious impressions, by which my tranquillity had +been broken.</p> + +<p>"I was unwilling, however, to disturb you by a detail, which would +have seemed rather like the fantastic illusions of a disordered +imagination, than reality, and of which the malignant influence +then admitted of no cure nor antidote. Circumstances are now +changed, and I can freely write to you of that secret, which has so +long been deeply concealed in my own breast. It seems to me, +indeed, as if that mysterious power by whom I have been haunted, +had mocked, like a demon, at my every prospect of happiness! I have +been tost about hither and thither, as if on the waves of a stormy +sea, and left ever and anon to perish without hope of rescue! Yet +Heaven has almost miraculously assisted me, even at the moment when +I was on the point of being irrecoverably lost.</p> + +<p>"In order to render my disclosures intelligible, I must look back +to the period of my earliest recollections, for even at that time, +the foundation was laid in my heart of those apprehensions which +have since grown with my growth, and strengthened with my strength.</p> + +<p>"It happened when I was only about four years old, that one day, +when the spring season was at its brightest and loveliest, I was +busily engaged with Hermogen at play in the castle gardens. +Hermogen had run about supplying me with a thousand varieties of +flowers, which he also assisted me to weave into garlands, with +which I adorned myself, till being completely decked out like a +fairy queen, and covered with flowers, I said, 'Now, let me go!—I +must shew myself to my mother!'</p> + +<p>"Hermogen, as you know, was older than I was, and exercised a kind +of authority over his sister. At these words of mine, he started +up, 'Stay here, Aurelia,' said he, in a commanding voice—'Thy +mother is in her blue closet, and speaks with the devil!' I could +not tell what my brother meant by this, but, quite overcome with +terror, I began to weep bitterly—'Foolish Aurelia,' said Hermogen, +'wherefore weepest thou?—Your mother speaks every day with the +devil. But let us keep out of his way, and he will do us no harm!' +He spoke, and looked angrily, so that I was obliged to be silent.</p> + +<p>"My mother was even then in very feeble health—she was attacked +often by frightful convulsions, which left her in a state of +deathlike weakness. This happened once in presence of Hermogen, +and myself. We were ordered out of the room, and I wept bitterly; +but Hermogen only said, 'It is the devil that has done this to +her!'</p> + +<p>"Thus the belief was firmly impressed on my mind, that my mother +every day held conversations with some frightful spectre, whom, +even to look upon, would, to any one else, be death. (As to +religious instructions, they were, of course, yet wholly beyond my +comprehension.) One day, after rambling through the castle, I was +horrified to find myself alone in the blue cabinet which had been +alluded to by Hermogen.</p> + +<p>"I should instantly have taken refuge in flight, but my mother came +in with a deadly paleness on her countenance, and without observing +me, (for I stood in a corner,) in a deep melancholy tone, she +pronounced the name, 'Francesco—Francesco!' There was then a +strange rustling and rattling behind the oak pannels of the wall. +The boards began to move, and drew themselves asunder. I then saw a +full-length portrait, so admirably painted, that it had all the +animation of life, representing a man in a foreign dress, with a +dark violet-coloured mantle.</p> + +<p>"The figure and expressive countenance of this unknown, made on me +an indescribable impression, which I never afterwards forgot. My +admiration was such that I could no longer be silent, but uttered +an exclamation of joy, which, for the first time, made my mother +aware of my presence. Her temper, which was generally mild and +equable, was now more ruffled than on any former occasion.—'What +would'st thou here, Aurelia?' said she, in an angry tone; 'who +brought thee hither?'—'They left me all alone,' cried I, bursting +into tears. 'I know not how I came hither, and had no wish to be +here!'</p> + +<p>"Meanwhile the pannels were again put in motion, and the portrait +disappeared.—'Alas!' said I, 'the beautiful picture—Mother, +dearest mother, why is it gone?'—The Baroness lifted me up in her +arms, and caressed me.—'Thou art my dear good child,' said she; +'but no one must see that picture, nor speak of its having been +there. It is now gone, Aurelia, and will never come again!'</p> + +<p>"Accordingly, as long as I remembered this warning, I intrusted to +no one what I had observed in the mysterious blue cabinet. Only to +Hermogen, I once said—'Dearest brother, it is not with the devil, +as you supposed, that our mother speaks, but with a young handsome +man. However, he is only a picture, and starts out of the wall when +she calls for him.'—'The devil,' answered Hermogen, with a fixed +serious look, 'may look as he will,—so says our father confessor. +But as to the Baroness, he dare no longer trouble her!'—Horror +seized on me at these words, and I begged of Hermogen, that he +never would speak of the devil again.</p> + +<p>"Soon after this we went to the <i>residenz</i>, and the picture +<i>almost</i> vanished from my remembrance; nor did I think of it till +after my mother's death, when we came back to the country. The wing +of the castle in which was that blue cabinet, remained uninhabited. +Here had been my late mother's favourite apartments; and my father +could not enter them without suffering from the most painful +recollections.</p> + +<p>"At last, after an interval of several years, it became necessary +to order some repairs in that wing; and being now in my fourteenth +year, restless and wild, I happened to come into the blue cabinet, +just at the time when the workmen were about to tear up the floor. +When one of them was in the act of lifting a heavy table, which +stood in the middle of the room, there was a strange noise heard +behind the wall, the pannels burst asunder, and the portrait of the +unknown again became visible.</p> + +<p>"On examination, they discovered a spring in the floor, which being +pressed down, brought into motion certain machinery behind the +wainscot, which was accordingly drawn aside, as already described, +so as to exhibit the picture. Once more that extraordinary event of +my childhood was brought vividly to my remembrance; and, at the +recollection of my beloved mother, tears started into my eyes. Yet +I could not turn away my looks from the expressive and interesting +features of the unknown, which were so admirably painted, that they +seemed more like life and reality, than any work of art. Above all, +his eyes were so animated, that their glance seemed to penetrate +into my very soul.</p> + +<p>"Probably the workmen had sent word to my father, of the discovery +which they had made; for while I yet stood gazing on the unknown, +he hastily entered the room. He had scarcely cast a fleeting +glance on the picture, when he appeared almost petrified by some +mysterious emotion, and murmured to himself, in a deep tone, the +name '<i>Francesco!</i>'—</p> + +<p>"Then suddenly, as if awoke from a painful reverie, he turned round +to the workmen, and, with a stern voice, commanded them, that they +should directly tear the painting from the wall, roll it up, and +give it in charge to Reinhold. I was greatly distressed by this +order. It seemed to me as if I should never more behold that form, +so heroic, noble, and interesting; who, in his foreign garb, +appeared to me almost like some prince of the spiritual world! Yet +an unconquerable timidity prevented me from requesting of my +father, that he would not allow the portrait to be destroyed.</p> + +<p>"In a few days, however, these impressions altogether vanished; nor +did they recur till after a long interval. I was now carried away +by the volatility and light-heartedness of youth. A thousand +sports, of my own devising, every day engaged my attention; and my +father often said, that Hermogen, at this time, had the quiet, +timid manners of a well-behaved girl; while I, on the contrary, +behaved like a wild romping boy!</p> + +<p>"These characteristics, however, were soon to be changed. Hermogen +was already past the years of adolescence, and began to devote his +whole attention to his own professional pursuits as a young +soldier. He thought only of hardening his frame to endure every +possible fatigue—of parades and reviews—of military +tactics—above all, of actual service in time of danger; and in +these views, his father (having determined on his son's +destination) wholly concurred.</p> + +<p>"For my part, my whole existence now underwent a complete +revolution, which I was then unable to interpret, and which I yet +cannot adequately describe. The solitude in which I lived probably +contributed to heighten every fantastic impression. If any new +feeling arose within me, being wholly undiverted by any external +influence, or by the usual dissipations of society to which others +can have recourse, it naturally grew into excess. I became +thoughtful, melancholy, nervous, and discontented. By night, I was +visited by strange and unaccountable dreams; and during the day, I +was, by fits, extravagantly merry, or, on the slightest +provocation, burst into a passion of tears.</p> + +<p>"My father observed these changes, which he ascribed to +irritability of nerves, and called in a physician, who prescribed +for me all sorts of remedies, without the slightest good effect. At +this time—I know not myself how it could have happened—but one +night the half-forgotten image of the unknown appeared before me, +in colours so vivid and lively, that he was no longer a dead +phantom on canvass, but a corporeal and living being, who gazed on +me with an aspect of kindness and compassion.</p> + +<p>"'Alas!' cried I, 'must I then die? What is it by which I am thus +so unspeakably tormented?'—'Thou lovest me, Aurelia,' said the +vision, 'and this is the cause of thy present illness and +distraction. But canst thou dissolve the vows of one already +devoted to heaven?' To my astonishment, I now perceived that the +unknown wore the robes of a monk.</p> + +<p>"Summoning my whole strength, I endeavoured to break the spells +with which the detestable dream had fettered my senses; and, for +the present moment, I succeeded in this; but I could not prevent +the same phantom from recurring to my imagination, and persecuting +me with tenfold power. I perceived only too well, that for me the +mysteries of a first love were revealed,—that, with a passionate +fervour, of which only the youthful heart is capable, I was +attached to the nameless and visionary unknown! My indisposition +seemed, however, to have attained its crisis, and I became +perceptibly better. My nervous irritability decreased, and I was +able again to mix in society; only the constant presence of that +image, my fantastic love of a being who existed only in my own +brain, rendered me so <i>distraite</i>, that I frequently gave absurd +answers when questioned; and being wholly wrapt up in my own +reveries, must have appeared to others either an affected prude, or +an unidea'd simpleton.</p> + +<p>"About this time, I had found, among other romances, in my +brother's room, one containing the history of a monk, who, being +overcome by temptations of the devil, renounced his vows, and fell +in love with a young lady, who in consequence perished miserably. +This I read with avidity, and though the lessons that it contained +might have been expected to open my eyes to the dangers which I was +drawing on myself, yet it had an effect directly the reverse, by +fixing my attention more and more on those visions which I ought to +have banished for ever from my mind. Frequently I thought of +Hermogen's words—'Thy mother speaks with the devil;' and began to +think, that the unknown was, in truth, an agent of the Arch-fiend, +employed to entice me to destruction. Yet I could not cease to love +him; and when Reinhold came back, on one occasion, from a journey, +and talked much of a certain Brother Medardus, whom he had heard +preach in the town of Königswald, there arose within me an obscure +dim apprehension, that the original of the beloved and yet dreaded +vision might be that very Medardus; and this belief Reinhold's +description of the preacher's features and person seemed amply to +sanction. Thereafter, the wild dreams and internal conflicts by +which I was persecuted, were increased tenfold. It happened that a +monk (as was often the case) came to visit at my father's house; +and this person chose, in a very diffuse lecture, to describe the +manifold temptations of the devil, and the wretched delusions to +which especially youthful minds were subjected, if they did not +sufficiently resist his influence. My father seemed to approve of +this discourse, and I believed it was aimed particularly at +me.—'Only unbounded trust and confidence,' said the clergyman, +'not only in religion, but in her servants, and submissive +obedience to their injunctions and advice, can afford hopes of +rescue.'</p> + +<p>"Not long after this, I accompanied my father to the town of +Königswald, whither he went to attend a law process which Reinhold +had been unable to finish alone. We lived at the garden-house of +the Graf van M——, which is close by the celebrated chapel of the +Capuchin Convent; and remembering the lecture which I had heard +just before leaving home, I resolved not to lose that opportunity +of fulfilling the sacred duty of confession."</p></blockquote> + +<p>[Aurelia's letter is very long, and contains a recapitulation, in a +diffuse rambling style, of events that are already known to the reader. +In the first place, there is her interview with Medardus in the church, +which has been described already in the first volume of these Memoirs. +After this, it appears that Aurelia was seized by a long and dangerous +illness, by which her passion for Medardus was, for a time, completely +subdued and alienated. To this change his vehement exhortation to her +in the confessional had also contributed; but, for the future, she +looked on the whole transaction as a dream, with which she had been +visited, in order that her eyes should be opened to the errors into +which she had, by a youthful imagination, been led.</p> + +<p>Secondly, there is a full explanation of her conduct at the time when +Medardus appeared at the castle of her father the Baron von F——. +Though she at once recognized the former object of her affections, yet, +with an unshaken perseverance, she persisted in her determination, on no +occasion whatever to betray this recognition. Many times, however, she +now underwent severe conflicts on account of a transient recurrence of +her not yet wholly conquered passion; but against these her mind was +fortified by the constant presence and advice of Hermogen.</p> + +<p>Thirdly, and lastly, comes a detail of recent circumstances which are +already sufficiently intelligible. No sooner had Medardus, in +consequence of Aurelia's representations, been thrown into prison, and, +by the opinion of every one, already prejudged to the scaffold, than +she became dreadfully agitated; and, although conscious that her conduct +was but the fulfilment of imperious duty, and feeling the utmost +abhorrence for him as a criminal, yet with these feelings was blended a +share of compassion, so that she almost regretted what she had done. At +this period, the discovery of the insane monk, in whom Cyrillus +recognized the true Medardus—the proofs received from Posen, that the +individual who had, in consequence of her accusations, been imprisoned, +was a Polish nobleman, and never had been a monk—effected an entire +revolution in her mind. Regret for the sufferings which she had so +unwarrantably inflicted, led naturally to the revival of her early +passion, which had now found a legitimate and innocent object.</p> + +<p>She dwells with satisfaction on many attributes of character and +demeanour, in which her beloved Leonard differs from, and contrasts +with, the detestable monk, by whom her brother had been put to death. +Only the adventure at the Princess's country-house had, for a time, +broken in upon this confidence, and given rise to many harassing doubts +and fears, with an oppressive feeling of mystery, by which her mind is +still clouded, and against which she earnestly entreats the prayers and +maternal blessing of the Abbess for herself and her betrothed husband.]</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + + +<p>Repeatedly, and with the greatest attention, I read over this letter of +Aurelia, especially the latter pages, in which there was obviously +displayed so much of true piety and confiding simplicity of heart, that, +at our next meeting, I was unable to continue my addresses in the tone +and manner in which I had before indulged. Aurelia remarked this change +in my conduct; and, struck with remorse, I penitentially confessed to +her my robbery of her letter addressed to the Lady Abbess—(which, +however, I had duly sealed and forwarded)—excusing myself on the +principle, that some mysterious and supernatural impulse had forced me +to this deed, against which it was impossible to contend. I insisted +also, that a similar influence, emanating from some high and +inexplicable source, had already shadowed forth to me in visions some of +the principal incidents in her life, which the perusal of the letter, +therefore, had only confirmed and realized.—"As a proof," said I, "of +the intellectual sympathy existing betwixt us, I could long ere now have +informed you of a wonderful dream by which I was myself visited, in +which you confessed to me your love; but methought I was transformed +into a miserable monk, whose heart, instead of being rejoiced by such +good fortune, was torn by remorse and self-reproach. I loved you, +indeed, with the utmost fervour; but my love was mortal sin; for I had +regularly taken the vows of a Capuchin; and you, Aurelia, were +metamorphosed into the blessed St Rosalia."</p> + +<p>At these words Aurelia started up in affright. "For God's sake, +Leonard," said she, "say no more! Our lives are mutually obscured by +some frightful and impenetrable mystery; and the less we endeavour to +break through the veil by which it is now wrapt in darkness, the better. +Who knows what insupportable horrors may be therein concealed? Let us +think no more of such frightful inquiries, but rely firmly on each +other. That you have read my letter to the Abbess no doubt surprises +and vexes me. But what is done cannot be retrieved. As to its contents, +I would willingly have imparted them to you <i>viva voce</i>, if I had known +that it was to serve any good purpose, for no secrets dare exist betwixt +us. But to say the truth, Leonard, it appears to me that you yourself +struggle against the evil influence of much that is wrapt up in your own +bosom, and which, on account of false shame, you do not allow to pass +your lips. If possible, be for the future sincere! How much would your +heart be lightened by a free confession, and as to our attachment, its +bonds would thereby be strengthened tenfold!"</p> + +<p>At these words of Aurelia, I felt in all its bitterness the torment of +conscious deception and hypocrisy. I reflected with the keenest +self-reproach, how, only a few moments before, I had voluntarily +practised imposition against this pious simple-hearted girl; and an +almost unconquerable impulse arose within me to confess to her +<i>all</i>—even the worst that I could utter against myself, and yet +methought I should not even then lose her affection!</p> + +<p>"Aurelia! my guardian angel, who rescued me from——" I had thus even +begun my confession, when the Princess abruptly entered the room, and +produced an entire change, not only in my behaviour, but in my feelings. +Her manner, as usual, was haughty and ceremonious. I met her with all +the outward forms of respect, but internally with emotions of scorn and +defiance. As the acknowledged bridegroom of Aurelia, she was now obliged +to bear with me, and I boldly kept my place, though I perceived that her +aversion to me was by no means abated. In truth, it was only when alone +with Aurelia that I was now free from all wicked thoughts and impulses. +At such moments, the beatitude of Heaven seemed to descend on me, and I +began once more to wish anxiously for our marriage, in despite of every +obstacle.</p> + +<p>About this time it came to pass that a remarkable dream one night +greatly disturbed my rest, by the recollection of which I continued for +several days to be haunted. Methought the figure of my mother stood +vividly before me, and when I wished to salute and welcome her, I +perceived it was but an aerial phantom which assumed her features, and +mocked my filial embrace. "To what purpose this absurd deception?" cried +I, angrily—"Thou delusive shadow, what would'st thou here?"</p> + +<p>Then methought my mother wept bitterly. The tears that she shed were +changed into bright dazzling stars which floated through the air, and +began to form a circle round my head; but ever and anon, a black +frightful hand, like that of a demon, with long claws, broke the circle +as soon as it was nearly formed. "Thou, whom I brought pure and sinless +into the world," said my mother, "and whose infancy and youth I watched +over with such care, hast thou lost all energy and self-command, that +thou submittest, like a grovelling slave, to every enticement of Satan? +Now, indeed, I can look into thine inmost heart, since the load of +earthly existence, under which I have long struggled, is taken from my +shoulders. Rouse thyself, Franciscus! Resist the fiend that besets thee, +and he will flee! I shall once more adorn thee, as in early days, with +ribbons and flowers, for St Bernard's day is come, and thou shalt again +be a pious and happy child!"</p> + +<p>Now it seemed to me as if, in obedience to my mother's admonition, I +must once more begin singing one of the lovely anthems which I had +learned in my youth, but frightful and indescribable noises overpowered +my voice. My attempts at music were like the howling of a wild beast; +and betwixt me and my phantom visitant there fell, rustling and +undulating, the folds of a massy black veil, supported by the spectral +arms of demons, with long hideous talons. Thus ended my dream.</p> + +<p>Two days afterwards, I happened to meet in the park the chief judge of +the criminal court, who came up to me in a very friendly manner, and +entered into conversation.</p> + +<p>"Do you know," said he, "that the final issue of Medardus's trial has +again become very doubtful? Judgment of death had nearly been pronounced +against him, indeed was all but carried into effect, when he again +shewed symptoms of madness. The court received intelligence of the death +of his mother. I made this known to him. Then he laughed aloud like a +maniac, and in a tone which would have inspired the stoutest heart with +horror—'The Duchess of Neuenburg!' said he, (naming the wife of the +late Duke, brother of our Sovereign,)—'She is long since dead. If this +is all the intelligence you had to bring, the trouble might have been +spared!'</p> + +<p>"In consequence of this paroxysm, the execution of the sentence is +delayed, and a new medical inquiry set on foot. However, it is +generally believed that his madness is only pretended, and that his +condemnation is therefore inevitable."</p> + +<p>I afterwards obtained information of the day and hour of my mother's +death, and found that these corresponded exactly with the time at which +she had appeared to me in that remarkable vision.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>The day which the Prince had appointed for our marriage was at last +arrived; and the ceremony was to take place in the morning, at the altar +of St Rosalia, in the church of a neighbouring convent, which (I know +not for what reason) Aurelia preferred to the Prince's chapel. I passed +the preceding night in watching and prayer.—Alas! I did not reflect +that prayer under such circumstances, and cherishing such intentions in +my heart, was only adding by blasphemy to my previous guilt.</p> + +<p>When I went to Aurelia, she came, dressed in white, and wearing roses as +her only ornament, to meet me. Never had she looked more beautiful; but +in the fashion of her dress, and in the flower wreaths that she had +chosen, there was something that inspired me with strange and mysterious +recollections, which I knew not how to define. At the same moment I +remembered that the painting over the altar, at which the marriage +ceremony was to take place, represented the martyrdom of St Rosalia, and +that the saint was there dressed precisely as Aurelia now appeared, +whereupon my whole frame was shaken with horrid and uncontrollable +apprehensions, which it was hardly in my power to conceal.</p> + +<p>We had no time for conversation, however. Scarcely had I saluted +Aurelia, when a servant of the Prince announced that we were waited for +by the wedding-party. She quickly drew on her gloves, and gave me her +arm. Then one of her attendants remarked that some ringlets of her hair +had fallen loose, and begged for a moment's delay. Aurelia seemed vexed +at the interruption, but waited accordingly.</p> + +<p>At that moment a hollow rumbling noise, and a tumult of voices on the +street, attracted our attention. At Aurelia's request I hastened to the +window. There, just before the palace, was a <i>leiter-wagen</i>, which, on +account of some obstacle, had stopped in the street. The car was +surrounded by the executioners of justice; and within it, I perceived +the horrible monk, who sat looking backwards, while before him was a +capuchin, earnestly engaged in prayer. His countenance was deadly pale, +and again disfigured by a grizzly beard, but the features of my +detestable <i>double</i> were to me but too easily recognizable.</p> + +<p>When the carriage, that had been for a short space interrupted by the +crowd, began to roll on, he seemed awoke from his reverie, and turning +up his staring spectral eyes towards me, instantly became animated. He +laughed and howled aloud—"<i>Brüd-er-lein</i>—<i>Brüd-er-lein!</i>" cried +he.—"Bride-groom!—Bride-groom!—Come quickly—come quickly.—Up—up to +the roof of the house. There the owl holds his wedding-feast; the +weather-cock sings aloud! There shall we contend together, and whoever +casts the other down, is king, and may drink blood!"</p> + +<p>The howling voice in which he uttered these words, the glare of his +eyes, and the horrible writhings of his visage, that was like that of an +animated corse, were more than, weakened as I was by previous +agitation, I was able to withstand. From that moment I lost all +self-possession; I became also utterly insane, and unconscious what I +did! At first I tried to speak calmly. "Horrible wretch!" said I; "what +mean'st thou? What would'st thou from me?"</p> + +<p>Then I grinned, jabbered, and howled back to the madman; and Aurelia, in +an agony of terror, broke from her attendants, and ran up to me. With +all her strength, she seized my arms, and endeavoured to draw me from +the window. "For God's sake," cried she, "leave that horrible spectacle; +they are dragging Medardus, the murderer of my brother, to the scaffold. +Leonard!—Leonard!"</p> + +<p>Then all the demons of hell seemed awoke within me, and manifested, in +its utmost extent, that power which they are allowed to exercise over an +obdurate and unrepentant sinner. With reckless cruelty I repulsed +Aurelia, who trembled, as if shook by convulsions, in every +limb.—"Ha—ha—ha!" I almost shrieked aloud—"foolish, insane girl! I +myself, thy lover, thy chosen bridegroom, am the murderer of thy +brother! Would'st thou by thy complaints bring down destruction from +heaven on thy sworn husband?—Ho—ho—ho! I am king—I am king—and will +drink blood!"</p> + +<p>I drew out the stiletto—I struck at Aurelia,—blood streamed over my +arm and hand, and she fell lifeless at my feet. I rushed down +stairs,—forced my way through the crowd to the carriage—seized the +monk by the collar, and with supernatural strength tore him from the +car. Then I was arrested by the executioner; but with the stiletto in my +hand, I defended myself so furiously, that I broke loose, and rushed +into the thick of the mob, where, in a few moments, I found myself +wounded by a stab in the side; but the people were struck with such +terror, that I made my way through them as far as to the neighbouring +wall of the park, which, by a frightful effort, I leapt over.</p> + +<p>"Murder—murder!—Stop—stop the murderer!" I had fallen down, almost +fainting, on the other side of the wall, but these outcries instantly +gave me new strength. Some were knocking with great violence, in vain +endeavours to break open one of the park gates, which, not being the +regular entrance, was always kept closed. Others were striving to +clamber over the wall, which I had cleared by an incredible leap. I +rose, and exerting my utmost speed, ran forward. I came, ere long, to a +broad <i>fosse</i>, by which the park was separated from the adjoining +forest. By another tremendous effort, I jumped over, and continued to +run on through the wood, until at last I sank down, utterly exhausted, +under a tree.</p> + +<p>I know not how the time had passed, but it was already evening, and dark +shadows reigned through the forest, when I came again to my +recollection. My progress in running so far had passed over like an +obscure dream. I recollect only the wind roaring amid the dense canopy +of the trees, and that many times I mistook some old moss-grown pollard +stem for an officer of justice, armed and ready to seize upon me!</p> + +<p>When I awoke from the swoon and utter stupefaction into which I had +fallen, my first impulse was merely to set out again, like a hunted wild +beast, and fly, if possible, from my pursuers to the very end of the +earth! As soon, however, as I was only past the frontiers of the +Prince's dominions, I would certainly be safe from all immediate +persecution.</p> + +<p>I rose accordingly, but scarcely had I advanced a few steps, when there +was a violent rustling in the thicket; and from thence, in a state of +the most vehement rage and excitement, sprung the monk, who, no doubt in +consequence of the disturbance that I had raised, had contrived to make +his escape from the guards and executioners.</p> + +<p>In a paroxysm of madness he flew towards me, leaping through the bushes +like a tiger, and finally sprung upon my shoulders, clasping his arms +about my throat, so that I was almost suffocated. Under any other +circumstances, I would have instantly freed myself from such an attack, +but I was enfeebled to the last degree by the exertions I had undergone, +and all that I could attempt was to render this feebleness subservient +to my rescue. I fell down under his weight, and endeavoured to take +advantage of that event. I rolled myself on the ground, and grappled +with him; but in vain! I could not disengage myself, and my +infernal double laughed scornfully. His abominable accents, +"He—he—he!—He—he—he!" sounded amid the desolate loneliness of the +woods.</p> + +<p>During this contest, the moon broke, only for a moment, through the +clouds, for the night was gloomy and tempestuous. Then, as her silvery +gleam slanted through the dark shade of the pine trees, I beheld, in all +its horror, the deadly pale visage of my <i>second self</i>, with the same +expression which had glared out upon me from the cart in which he had +been dragged to execution. "He—he—he—Broth-er, broth-er!—Ever, ever +I am with thee!—Leave thee, leave thee never!—Cannot run as thou +canst! Must carry—carry me! Come straight from the gallows—They would +have nailed me to the wheel—He—he—he!—He—he—he!"</p> + +<p>Thus the infernal spectre howled and laughed aloud as we lay on the +ground; but ere the fleeting moonbeam had passed away, I was roused once +more to furious rage. I sprang up like a bear in the embraces of a +boa-constrictor, and ran with my utmost force against trees and +fragments of rock, so that if I could not kill him, I might at least +wound him in such manner that he would be under the necessity of letting +me go. But in vain. He only laughed the more loudly and scornfully; and +my personal sufferings were increased tenfold by my endeavours to end +them.</p> + +<p>I then strove with my whole remaining strength to burst asunder his +hands, which were firmly knotted round my throat, but the supernatural +energies of the monster threatened me with strangulation. At last, after +a furious conflict, he suddenly fell, as if lifeless, on the ground: and +though scarcely able to breathe, I had run onwards for some yards, when +again he sat upon my shoulders, laughing as before, and stammering out +the same horrible words. Of new succeeded the same efforts of despairing +rage! Of new I was freed! Then again locked in the embraces of this +demoniacal spectre!</p> + +<p>After this I lost all consciousness.—I am utterly unable to say +distinctly how long I was persecuted by my relentless <i>double</i>. It seems +to me as if my struggles must have continued at least during a whole +month; and that during this long period I neither ate nor drank. I +remember only <i>one</i> lucid interval. All the rest is utter darkness.</p> + +<p>I had just succeeded in throwing off my double, when a clear gleam of +sun-light brightened the woods, and with it a pleasant sound of bells +rose on mine ear. I distinguished unequivocally the chimes of a convent, +which rung for early mass. For a moment I rejoiced; but then the thought +came like annihilation upon me—"<span class="smcap">Thou hast murdered Aurelia!</span>" and once +more losing all self-possession and recollection, I fell in despair upon +the earth.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.</h2> + + +<p>Methought the air in which I breathed had a mildness and fragrance such +as now I had never known; but, as yet, I was labouring under the +influence of a deep and morbid slumber. I felt a strange irritation, a +shooting prickly pain in every vein and fibre, till it seemed as if my +frame was split and divided an hundred fold, and every division thence +arising assumed a peculiar and individual principle of life, while the +head in vain strove to command the limbs, which, like unfaithful +vassals, would not submit themselves to its dominion.</p> + +<p>Then, methought, each of these separated parts became a glittering fiery +point, which began to turn itself round in a circle, till hundreds of +them, whirling rapidly together, formed at last the appearance of a +fixed ball of fire, which darted forth flames and coruscations. "These +are my limbs which are thus moving," said I to myself; "now I am for +certain about to awake."</p> + +<p>At that moment, when the fiery ball was turning round, I felt sudden and +violent pain, and distinctly heard the sound of a clear chime of bells. +"Away, away—Onward, onward!" cried I, believing myself still in the +wood, and making a vehement effort to rise up, but I fell back powerless +on my couch. Now, for the first time, I was restored to perfect +consciousness, and saw, with great surprise, that I was no longer in the +forest. In the dress of a Capuchin monk, I lay upon a well-stuffed +mattress. The room was vaulted and lofty; a pair of rush-bottomed +chairs, and a small table, stood beside my bed.</p> + +<p>I concluded that my state of unconsciousness must have continued for a +long time, and that, while in that unhappy situation, I must have been +brought to some convent or other, where the monks were, by their rule, +obliged to receive the sick. Probably my clothes had been torn, and they +had been obliged, for the meanwhile, to supply me with a cowl. However +this might be, there was no doubt that I had escaped from all immediate +danger. I was also free from pain, though very weak, therefore continued +quite tranquil, having no doubt that my protectors would, in due time, +look after their charge.</p> + +<p>Accordingly, it was not long before I heard steps that seemed, from +their sound, to approach through a long stone-floored gallery. My door +opened, and I saw two men, of whom one had a lay dress, the other wore +the habit of the brethren of charity. They came up to me in silence; the +man in the lay dress fixed his eyes on me, and seemed much astonished. +"I am again come to myself, sir," said I, in a weak voice. "Heaven be +praised, who has restored to me my reason. But will you be so good as to +inform me where I am, and how I have been brought hither?"</p> + +<p>Without answering me, the physician (as I supposed him to be) turned to +the clergyman, and said, in Italian, "This is indeed very extraordinary. +His looks are, since our last visit, completely changed. His speech is +quite clear, only weak. Some particular crisis must have taken place in +his malady."</p> + +<p>"For my part," said the monk, "I have no doubt that he is completely +cured."</p> + +<p>"Of that," said the physician, "we cannot judge, until we have seen how +he may conduct himself for the next few days. But do you not understand +as much German as to speak with him?"</p> + +<p>The monk answered in the negative.</p> + +<p>"I understand and speak Italian," interrupted I. "Tell me, then, I +beseech you, where I am, and how I found my way hither?"</p> + +<p>"Ha!" cried the physician, "our difficulties are then at an end. You +find yourself, reverend sir, in a place where every possible precaution +has been, and will be taken, for your perfect recovery. Three months ago +you were brought hither in a very critical and dangerous situation; but, +under our care and attention, you seem to have made great progress +towards convalescence; and if we shall have the good fortune to complete +your cure, you may then freely pursue your journey, for, as I have +understood, you wish to go to Rome."</p> + +<p>"Did I come to you, then," said I, "in this Capuchin dress which I now +wear?"</p> + +<p>"Truly you did so," said the physician; "but give over, I pray you, this +asking of questions, and do not disquiet yourself—everything shall, in +due time, be explained to your satisfaction. Our business at present is +to attend to your bodily health."</p> + +<p>He then felt my pulse, and the monk, who had for a moment disappeared, +returned with a cup full of some liquid, which the physician desired me +to drink, and then to tell him what I thought it was. I obeyed, and told +him that what I had drunk seemed to me a strong and nourishing +meat-broth. "Good—very good," said the monk, with a smile of +satisfaction. They then left me alone, with a promise of returning in a +short time.</p> + +<p>Through the next three days, I was attended with the utmost skill and +kindness by the brethren and the physician. I continued rapidly to +improve, and at the end of that time was able to rise up, and, leaning +on the monk's arm, to walk through the room. He led me to the window and +opened the lattice. A delightfully warm and fragrant (but not sultry) +air, such as till then I had never breathed, came in at the window. +Without, I beheld an extensive garden, wherein all sorts of fruit-trees +grew, and flourished in the highest luxuriance. There were also +delightful arbours, bowers, and temples; while, even around the window +from which I looked, the grapes hung in rich massy clusters. Above all, +however, it was, with the clear cloudless blue of the sky that I was +altogether enchanted. I could not find words to express my admiration.</p> + +<p>"Where am I then?" cried I. "Have the blessed saints granted to a +wretched sinner to dwell in their Elysium?"</p> + +<p>The monk smiled contentedly at my raptures. "You are in Italy, brother," +said he.</p> + +<p>"In Italy!" repeated I, with the utmost astonishment. I then urged the +clergyman to explain to me more particularly how I could have found my +way to such a distance. He referred me to the physician, who just then +entered, and who at last informed me, that a strange man of most +eccentric manners had brought me hither about three months ago, and +begged that I might be taken into their house; that, finally, I was in a +regular hospital, which was taken charge of by the brethren of charity.</p> + +<p>As I gradually gained more strength, I found that the monk and physician +willingly entered into conversation with me on various subjects of +literature and the arts. The latter, as if in order to obtain +information for himself, even requested me to write down many things +which he afterwards read over in my presence; but I was puzzled by +observing that, instead of praising what I had written on its own +account, he only said, "Indeed?—This looks well!—I have not been +deceived—Excellent—excellent!"</p> + +<p>I was now allowed at certain hours to walk in the garden, where, +however, I was greatly discomposed by the sight of strange spectral +figures, who, as if quite unable to take care of themselves, were led +about by the monks. Once, in particular, I was struck by the appearance +of a tall haggard man, in a dingy yellow mantle, who was led by two of +the brethren, one on each side, and in this manner met me as I was +returning to the house. At every step, he made the most absurd +gesticulations, as if he were about to commence a <i>pas seul</i>, at the +same time whistling shrilly an accompaniment.</p> + +<p>Astonished at this, I stood gazing on the man, but the monk by whom I +was attended drew me suddenly away. "Come, come, dear brother Medardus!" +said he, "that is no business of yours!"</p> + +<p>"For God's sake," said I, "tell me how is it that you know anything of +my name?"</p> + +<p>The vehemence with which I put this question seemed to discompose my +attendant. "For what reason," said he, "should we not know your name? +The man by whom you were brought hither, named you without hesitation, +and you were accordingly entered in the list of the house—Medardus, +brother of the Capuchin Convent at Königswald."</p> + +<p>Once more I felt the ice-cold shuddering of terror vibrate in every +limb. But whoever was the unknown by whom I had been brought to the +hospital, whether he were or were not initiated in the horrible +mysteries of my life, he certainly had not cherished any evil intentions +towards me, for I had been treated with the greatest care and +tenderness, and was, besides, at liberty to go whereever I wished.</p> + +<p>After this walk, I had returned to my chamber, and was leaning out at +the open window inhaling the delightful fragrance of the air, which +seemed to inspire me with new life and energy in every fibre, when I +beheld in the garden a man coming up the middle walk, whom I thought +that I had seen before, but could not immediately recollect where.</p> + +<p>He was a diminutive withered figure, had upon his head a small hat with +a long peaked crown, and was dressed in a miserable weather-beaten +surtout. In his gait, he rather danced than walked; nay, every now and +then cut a caper right up into the air; and anon, started off to one +side, as if he were possessed by the demon of St Vitus. Occasionally he +made a full stop, and at one of these intervals, perceiving me at the +window, he took off his high-peaked hat, and waved it in the air, then +kissed his hand repeatedly, with an emphasis of gesticulation which at +once confirmed and cleared up my recollection. There was but one +individual in the world who could have practised these manœuvres, and +that was Belcampo! He vanished, however, among the trees; but, not long +afterwards, I heard a particular rap at the door, of which the style and +manner immediately taught me whom I was to expect.</p> + +<p>"Schönfeld!" said I, as he indeed made his appearance; "how, in the name +of wonder, have you found your way hither?"</p> + +<p>"Ach—ach!" said he, twisting his face, as if he were about to +weep—"how should I have come hither otherwise than driven and hurled +onwards as I was by that malignant and relentless destiny, which never +fails to persecute every man of true genius. On account of a murder, I +was obliged to fly from the rich and flourishing town of Frankenburg."</p> + +<p>"On account of a murder!—What would'st thou say?" interrupted I, with +considerable agitation.</p> + +<p>"Ay, truly," answered he—"on account of a murder. I had, in a fit of +wrath, immolated the left whisker of the youngest <i>Commerziensrath</i> in +that free town, and had also dangerously wounded the right mustachio."</p> + +<p>"Once more," said I, "I must beg of you to give up these absurd and +unmeaning jokes, and to tell your story connectedly, otherwise you had +better leave the room."</p> + +<p>"Nay, dear brother Medardus," he resumed, "this is indeed unforeseen and +unaccountable; now that you are restored to health, you would send me +from you in disgrace; but, as long as you were ill, you were glad to +have me for a companion in your room, and to be always near to you."</p> + +<p>"What does all this mean?" cried I, quite confounded; "and how have you +got to the knowledge of my name Medardus?"</p> + +<p>"Look," said he, with an ironical smile, "if you please, at the +right-hand lappelle of your monk's cowl."</p> + +<p>I did so, and became almost petrified with terror and astonishment, for +I found the name "Medardus" embroidered thereupon; and, on more accurate +inspection, I could discover also that this was the identical tunic +which, on my flight from the castle of the Baron von F——, I had thrown +into a hollow tree in the forest.</p> + +<p>Schönfeld did not fail to remark my agitation, over which he seemed +wickedly to triumph. With his fore-finger on his nose, and lifting +himself on tiptoe, he looked stedfastly in my face. I remained +speechless; then, in a low and pensive tone, he resumed—</p> + +<p>"Your excellency, no doubt, wonders at the handsome dress which has been +chosen for you. To say the truth, it seemed in every respect to fit and +become you better than the nut-brown suit, with plated buttons, which +my wise friend Damon supplied for you. It was I, the banished, the +despised and misunderstood Belcampo, who provided for you this dress, in +order to cover your nakedness. Brother Medardus, you were then, indeed, +but in a sorry plight, for, instead of great-coat, vest, pantaloons, +English frock, &c. &c. you wore, in the simplest, and most unpretending +manner, your own skin. As to a proper friseur, you thought as little of +him as you did of a tailor, performing his functions with your own ten +fingers, in a style which was by no means to be commended."</p> + +<p>"Give over these disgusting follies," said I, much incensed; +"Schönfeld—I insist on your being rational, otherwise I will hear no +more!"</p> + +<p>"Pietro Belcampo is my name," interrupted he, with great vehemence; "Ay, +Pietro Belcampo; for we are now in Italy, and you must know, reverend +sir, that I, simple as I here stand, impersonize that folly, which +luckily has been present on every disastrous occasion, to assist your +wisdom; and without which, you would have found yourself miserably +deficient. It is from Folly alone that you have derived protection. By +this alone your boasted reason, which is unable to hold itself upright, +but totters about like a drunk man or a child, has been supported, and +instructed to find the right road home, that is to say, to the +mad-house, where we are both happily arrived."</p> + +<p>By these last words I was much agitated. I thought on the strange +figures that I had seen, especially on the tall haggard man in the dingy +yellow mantle, who had made such absurd gesticulations; and could +entertain no doubt that Schönfeld had told me the truth. "Ay, dear +brother Medardus," resumed Schönfeld, with solemn voice and gestures; +"Folly is, indeed, on this earth, the true intellectual queen. Reason, +on the other hand, is only a pitiful viceroy, who never troubles himself +with what happens beyond his own narrow boundaries, who, from sheer +<i>ennui</i>, indeed, makes his soldiers be exercised on the <i>parade-platz</i>, +though the said soldiers afterwards, in time of danger, cannot fire a +single volley in proper time. But Folly, the true queen of the people, +marches in with kettle-drums and trumpets—Huzza! Huzza!—before and +behind her, triumph and rejoicing! The lieges straightway emancipate +themselves from the constraint in which Reason would have held them, and +will no longer stand or walk as their pedantic tutor would have them to +do. At last he calls the roll, and complains,—'Lo! Folly hath robbed me +of my best recruits—hath driven them away—driven their wits a +wool-gathering—ay, driven them mad.' That is a play of words, dear +brother Medardus, and such play is like a glowing pair of curling-irons +in the hand of Folly, with which she can twist such a thought!"</p> + +<p>"Desist, I once more entreat of you," said I, "desist from this childish +clatter of unmeaning words, and tell me concisely how you came hither, +and what you know regarding the dress which I now wear!" Hereupon I +seized him by both arms, and forced him into a chair, where he seemed to +recollect himself, fixed his eyes stedfastly on the ground, and with a +deep sigh resumed,—</p> + +<p>"I have saved your life," said he, "for the second time. It was I who +enabled you to escape from the town of Frankenburg. It was I, too, who +brought you hither."</p> + +<p>"But, in the name of Heaven," said I, "where did you last find me?"</p> + +<p>I had let him go, and he instantly bolted up—"Ha, brother Medardus," +said he, "if I, weak and diminutive as I seem, had not contrived to bear +you on my shoulders, your limbs would by this time, have lain the food +of ravens on the wheel!"</p> + +<p>I shuddered as if ready to faint, and sunk into a chair. At that moment +my attendant monk entered the room. "How hast thou come hither? Who gave +thee liberty now to enter this room?" said he, very angrily, to +Belcampo.</p> + +<p>"Alas! venerable father," said the latter, in a supplicating tone, and +pretending to burst into tears, "I could no longer resist the vehement +impulse to visit my dearest friend, whom I had rescued from danger of +death!"</p> + +<p>I now recovered myself. "Tell me, brother," said I to the monk, "did +this man really bring me hither?"</p> + +<p>The monk hesitated.</p> + +<p>"I scarcely know," said I, "in what sort of hospital I am now protected, +but I can easily suppose that I have been in the most frightful of all +conditions. You perceive, however, that I am now quite well, and +therefore, I may hear all which was before intentionally concealed from +me, when you supposed that my nerves were yet too irritable."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + + +<p>"It is, indeed, quite true," said the monk, "this man brought you hither +about three months and a half ago. He had, according to his own account, +found you in the Lovanian forest, (which separates the dominions of the +Prince of Laguria, from our district,) and had recognized you for the +Capuchin Medardus from Königswald, who had before, on a journey to Rome, +passed through a town where he then lived.</p> + +<p>"When first brought among us, you were in a state of utter apathy. You +walked when you were led, remained standing if one let you alone, and +seated or laid yourself down according as you were put into the required +position. Food and drink we were obliged to pour down your throat; as to +words, you were able only to utter hollow unintelligible sounds, and +your eyes appeared to stare, without the power of distinguishing any +object. Belcampo then never left you, but was your faithful attendant. +After an interval of about a month, you fell into a state of outrageous +madness, and we were obliged to place you in one of the cells +appropriated for persons in that frightful malady. You were then like a +ferocious wild beast; but I dare not describe your sufferings more +minutely, as the picture might be too painful. After some weeks, your +state of apathy again returned, and seemed more obstinate than ever, but +at last, God be praised, you awoke from your stupefaction, into your +present convalescence."</p> + +<p>Schönfeld had, during this narrative of the monk, seated himself, as if +in deep reflection, leaning his head on his hand. "Ay, truly," he +resumed, "I know that I am sometimes little better than a self-conceited +fool; but the air of the mad-house, destructive to reasonable people, +has on me had a very beneficial influence. I begin to speculate on my +own errors, which is no bad sign. If, generally speaking, I exist only +through my own self-consciousness, it is only requisite that this +consciousness should pull off the fool's motley coat, and I shall shew +myself to the world, a very wise, rational gentleman. But, oh, heavens! +is not a genial friseur, according to the principles of his character +and profession, a privileged fool and coxcomb? Such folly is, in truth, +a protection from all madness; and I can assure you, reverend sir, that +in a north-west wind, I can distinguish very well between a church-tower +and a lamp-post!"</p> + +<p>"If this be really the case," said I, "give us a proof of it now by a +quiet rational narrative, how you discovered me in the wood, and brought +me to this house."</p> + +<p>"That shall immediately be done," said Belcampo, "though the reverend +father on my right hand looks at me with a very suspicious aspect. You +must know, then, that on the morning after your escape from Frankenburg, +the foreign painter, with his collection of pictures, had also, in an +inconceivable manner, vanished; and although the disturbance that you +had raised at first excited a good deal of notice, yet, in the stream of +other events, and the bustle of the fair, it was ere long forgotten. It +was not till after the murder at the castle of the Baron von F—— +became generally talked of, and the magistracy of that district +published handbills, offering a reward for the arrest of Medardus, a +Capuchin monk in Königswald, that people were reminded of the painter +having indeed told the whole story, and recognized in you the said +brother Medardus.</p> + +<p>"The landlord of the hotel wherein you had lodged, confirmed a +supposition that had already got afloat, of my having been accessory to +your flight. The people, therefore, fixed their attention on me, and +would have thrown me into prison. Having long wished to quit for ever +the miserable course of life that I had been dragging on, my resolution +was, in consequence, very speedily adopted. I determined to go into +Italy, where there are <i>Abbatés</i> with powdered wigs, and encouragement +is yet afforded to an accomplished <i>friseur</i>. On my way thither I saw +you in the <i>residenz</i> of the Prince von Rosenthurm. The people there +talked of your marriage with the Baroness Aurelia, and of the +condemnation and execution of the monk Medardus.</p> + +<p>"I had also an opportunity of seeing this criminal monk, and whatever +his history might have been, I was convinced at once that you were the +true Medardus. I placed myself in your way, but you did not observe me, +and I left the Prince's <i>residenz</i>, in order to follow out my own plans.</p> + +<p>"After a long and fatiguing journey, I had taken up my night's rest at a +small obscure hamlet. In the morning I rose very early, as was the +custom of the inhabitants there, and prepared to continue my laborious +progress through a forest, which lay in gloomy darkness before me. Just +as the first gleams of the morning had begun to break through the clouds +of the east, there was a rustling in the thickets, and a man, with his +hair matted, and staring out in various directions, his beard, too, in +the same disorder, but wearing an elegant modern suit of clothes, leaped +past me!</p> + +<p>"His looks were wild and outrageous, and I gazed after him with the +greatest astonishment, but in a moment he had disappeared again in the +thick of the tangled coppice, and I could see no more of him. I walked +onwards, therefore; but what words can express the horror that I felt, +when right before me I saw a naked human figure stretched out flat upon +the ground! There seemed to me no doubt that a murder had been +committed, and that the fugitive whom I had before seen was the +murderer.</p> + +<p>"I knelt down beside the naked man, recognized at once your features, +and perceived that you still breathed. Close beside you lay the Capuchin +habit, which at this moment you are wearing. With much labour and +stratagem I contrived to dress you in it, and to drag you along with me. +At last you awoke out of your deep swoon, but you remained in that +frightful state of apathy in which this reverend gentleman has described +you.</p> + +<p>"It cost me no little exertion to get you dragged along, and +consequently it was not till late in the evening that I was able to +reach an ale-house, which was situated in the middle of the forest. Here +I placed you upon a bench of turf at the door, where you lay as if +utterly overcome and drunk with sleep. I then went into the house to +procure you food and drink, and, found (as I suspected might be the +case) a party of hussars, who, as the hostess informed me, were in +pursuit of a monk, who, in an inconceivable manner, had escaped at the +moment when, on account of his enormous crimes, preparations were making +for his death on the scaffold.</p> + +<p>"It was to me an inexplicable mystery how you could have escaped out of +the <i>residenz</i> into the forest; but the entire conviction that you were +the Medardus whom they now sought after, made me exert myself to the +utmost to rescue you from the danger which now hovered over you. Of +course, I brought you away directly from the ale-house, in which +undertaking I was favoured by the increasing darkness; and thereafter +choosing always the by-roads and most unfrequented tracks, I succeeded +at last in conducting you over the frontiers.</p> + +<p>"Finally, after long and incredible wanderings, I came with you to this +house, where the inhabitants received us both, as I declared that I was +not willing to separate from you. Here I was convinced that you were +perfectly secure, for by no means would the venerable fathers give up a +sick person whom they had once received, to any criminal court.</p> + +<p>"In this very chamber, then, I faithfully attended and nursed you; for +as to your own five senses, you were indeed but very indifferently +provided. Nor were the movements of your limbs to be commended. Neither +Vestris nor Noverre would have given you much encouragement, for your +head hung down on your breast, and when any one wished you to stand +upright, then you tumbled about like a capotted nine-pin or skittle. As +to your celebrated eloquence, too, you fared still worse, for you were +d——d <i>monosyllabic</i>, and in your lucid intervals, only said, 'Hu—hu!' +and 'Me—me!' out of which expressions your thoughts and wishes were not +to be very clearly divined: Indeed, it was to be supposed, that your +rational faculties had become unfaithful to you, and were gone +a-vagabondizing on their own private account.</p> + +<p>"At last you became all of a sudden extravagantly merry, cut inordinate +capers in the air, and roared aloud with sheer exuberance of delight, +tearing your habit at the same time, in order, we supposed, to escape +even from the smallest restraint. Your appetite was then——"</p> + +<p>"Stop, stop, Schönfeld," cried I, "give over this horrible and cruel +raillery—you have already sufficiently informed me of the frightful +situation into which I had fallen. Thanks and praise to the +long-suffering and mercy of Heaven, and the intercession of the saints, +that I am now rescued!"</p> + +<p>"Alas! reverend sir," resumed Schönfeld, "in what respect are you the +better of all that you have gained, I mean of this peculiar attribute of +the soul, which is called self-consciousness? Methinks it might well be +compared to the cursed activity of a pettifogging toll-keeper, or +excise-officer, at best, or a controller of customs, who has established +his damnable <i>comptoir</i> in the brain, and upon the last indication of +goods coming forth from hence, cries out 'Hey day! The export is +forbidden. These wares must remain in the country.' The richest jewels, +like contemptible grains of seed, remain stuck in the earth, and at +last, all that rises above the surface are <i>runkelrüben</i>,<a name="FNanchor_4_4" id="FNanchor_4_4"></a><a href="#Footnote_4_4" class="fnanchor">[4]</a> from an +hundred thousand weight of which, perhaps a quarter of an ounce of bad +sugar is afterwards extracted; and yet this pitiful export is, forsooth, +to lay the foundation of trade with the glorious city of the New +Jerusalem in the realms above, where all is magnificence and splendour. +Oh, heavens! I would have given all my dearly bought powder <i>à la +Marchalle</i>, or <i>à la Pompadour</i>, or <i>à la Reine de Golconde</i>,—would +have cast it into the river, where it is deepest, if by transi-to-trade, +I could have obtained from thence but a <i>quentlein</i> of the golden dust of +the sun's rays, to dress the wigs of reverend professors, and men of +learning, but in the first place, mine own! What do I say? If my +excellent friend Damon, reverend sir, had, instead of the flea-coloured +frock, contrived to hang about your shoulders one of those robes made of +the morning light, in which the burgesses of the holy city walk to +church, then, as to dignity and gentility, we should have come off very +differently; but as the matter stood, the world held you for a common +<i>glebæ adscriptus</i>, and the devil for your cousin-german!"</p> + +<p>Schönfeld had risen up, and walked, or rather hopped, about the room, +with vehement gesticulations, and twisting his features into incredible +contortions. He was in the plenitude of his vein, kindling up one folly +by another. I therefore seized him again by both arms. "Art thou +resolved," said I, "to secure thyself a place in this hospital instead +of me? Is it impossible for thee to talk more than five minutes +together without falling into these absurdities?"</p> + +<p>"Is then all that I utter," said he, "so very foolish, when thus the +spirit comes upon me?"</p> + +<p>"That is precisely what renders your talk so intolerable," said I. +"There is often good sense at the bottom of all this gibberish, but so +abominably metamorphosed, that a thought, good in itself, is like a fine +dress hung over with party-coloured rags. Like a drunk man, thou canst +not proceed in a straight direction, but art everlastingly floundering +away hither and thither. Thy conduct is never consistent or +consecutive."</p> + +<p>"What is conduct?" said Schönfeld, with a contemptuous smile—"What is +conduct, most venerable Capuchin? Doth not that term imply the +preconception in the mind of some fixed and certain object, for the +attainment of which we shape and adapt our procedure? Are you, reverend +sir, sure of your own object? Are you not rather afraid that you may +have occasionally admitted too little alloy in your spirituous +potations, and now, like a giddy tower-watcher, see two goals, without +knowing the right one? Besides, sir, let it be forgiven to one of my +profession, if he is apt, perhaps too often, to have recourse to the +humorous and the <i>outré</i>, in order to season the insipidity of this +life, as we add Spanish pepper to cauliflower; without this, an artist +of my vocation would be but a pitiful <i>dummkopf</i>,<a name="FNanchor_5_5" id="FNanchor_5_5"></a><a href="#Footnote_5_5" class="fnanchor">[5]</a> who carries his +privilege in his pocket, without ever daring to make use of it."</p> + +<p>The monk had remained in the room, and had looked attentively at +Belcampo and at me; but as we spoke German, he did not understand a +single word. At last, he resolutely interrupted our dialogue. "Excuse +me, gentlemen," said he, "if I put an end to a discourse from which it +is impossible for either of you to derive any advantage. Your health, +brother, is yet much too weak to bear with a conversation which probably +awakens painful recollections as to your past life. Besides, you will +have time enough to learn all that your friend has to inform you of, as +when you leave our establishment, he will no doubt accompany you. +Belcampo has a strange manner of speaking; and by his eloquence and +gesticulations together, never fails, when he tells a story, to bring +every adventure vividly before the eyes of his listener. In Germany he +must, I suppose, be looked on as mad. Here in Italy, he would be valued +as a capital buffoon, and on the stage might make a fortune."</p> + +<p>Schönfeld stared with all his might at the clergyman, then lifted +himself on tiptoe, clasped his hands over his head, and called out in +Italian, "Thou warning voice from the world of spirits—thou voice of +omnipotent destiny! To me thou hast spoken at last through the organs of +this reverend father. Belcampo—Belcampo! How could'st thou mistake so +long thy true vocation? It is now resolved!" He then ran out of the +room, and for that day I saw no more of him.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Next morning he made his appearance, equipt for a journey. "Dear Brother +Medardus," said he, "you are now quite recovered; you do not any longer +require my assistance. I therefore take my departure, in order to go, as +the spirit moves me, into the world. Farewell, then! Yet permit me that +I exercise on you, for the last time, my art, although in my own +estimation it has now become utterly contemptible."</p> + +<p>Hereupon he drew out his razors, comb, and scissars, and with a thousand +grimaces, <i>more suo</i>, brought my hair and visage into proper order. At +last he took his leave, with many tears; and as the man, notwithstanding +his fidelity, had become very strange and mysterious, and knew more of +my history than I could have wished, I was not sorry to find myself free +from his tiresome conversation.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>The physician's remedies had been of great service to me; and as, by +taking every day longer and longer walks, I had quite recovered my +strength, I became convinced that I was able for the fatigues of a +pedestrian journey, and resolved to leave a house, which, however +suitable to the sick, was by no means a congenial abode for those who +were in health.</p> + +<p>The plan of going to Rome had been, without any volition of my own, +brought so far into execution. I had always been advancing farther +towards the place of my destination, and resolved, therefore, that I +would now persevere in the same course.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + + +<p>At last I had taken leave of the charitable brethren, and set out as a +pilgrim on that high road, which I was told was the proper route to the +great city. Notwithstanding that my health was now thoroughly +reinstated, yet I was conscious of a strange apathy of mind, which threw +a dark shade on every image, rendering the prospects before me grey, +withered, and cloudy. Without even any clear remembrance of my past +life, I was completely occupied by cares for the present moment. Towards +evening, I always looked out anxiously for some place, (generally a +convent or private house,) where I would be able to extort food and +shelter for the night. I rejoiced not a little, when I met with persons +sufficiently devout to fill my knap-sack and wine-bottle, in return for +which I mechanically repeated, according to monastic form, the customary +blessings. In short, I had sunk in spirit, as well as in outward +observances, into an ordinary, stupid, and depraved mendicant friar.</p> + +<p>At last, after many adventures, no one of which deserves particular +commemoration, (for they were all of a similar character,) I came at +last to a great Capuchin Convent, which, surrounded only by houses +belonging to the establishment, and forming in itself a little town, is +situated not far from Rome. This convent, though within itself large and +populous, is, in other respects, lonely and insulated. The monks are by +their rule obliged to receive others of the same order, and I imagined +that I should live for some time with much comfort among them.</p> + +<p>Accordingly I made up a story, such as I thought would sound favourably +in their ears. I pretended that the convent to which I belonged in +Germany had been recently broken up; that consequently I had been thrown +on the wide world, and wished to be received into some other monastery, +under the same laws.</p> + +<p>With that hospitality and cheerfulness which are peculiar to the Italian +clergy, they, in the first place, entertained me sumptuously, and the +Prior formally said, that if no fulfilment of a sacred vow obliged me +to travel farther, I was welcome to remain there as long as I chose.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>It was now the hour of vespers. The monks went to their appointed places +in the choir, and I walked into the church. I was deeply impressed by +the bold and magnificent architecture of the great aisle—but, alas! my +spirit could now no more be exalted by those raptures which in early +days attended me in the church of the Holy Lime-Tree, to which this bore +a marked and mysterious resemblance!</p> + +<p>When I had completed my devotions at the high altar, I indulged myself +in walking through the different subsidiary aisles, contemplating the +paintings at various shrines, which, as usual, represented the +martyrdoms of the saints, to whom they were severally consecrated. At +last I was attracted by a small and retired chapel, where the altar was +exquisitely illuminated by the beams of the now setting sun, that +streamed in through the painted window.</p> + +<p>I wished to examine the picture, and devoutly making the sign of the +cross, mounted up the marble steps. Oh, heaven! It was precisely the +same, the fatal altar-piece of my own convent—the martyrdom of St +Rosalia! Methought, however, the figure was yet more beautiful, more +exquisitely attractive and seducing. It was Aurelia, in her fullest +bloom of beauty, that I beheld; and my whole past life, which I had +begun to forget, with all its wanderings and crimes—the murder of +Euphemia, of Hermogen, and of Aurelia, revived on my recollection, as if +concentrated instantaneously into one horrible thought, that penetrated +my heart and brain, like a burning hot implement of torture.</p> + +<p>I threw myself prostrate on the stone floor. I was convulsively shook +and torn by my inward conflicts, as if I had been laid on the rack of +the most cruel and relentless inquisition. Death would have been +welcome—but, alas! death would not come to my relief! Hereupon I began +to tear my garments, in the furious rage of despair. I howled in +hopeless anguish, so that my voice resounded through the vaulted aisles +of the church.</p> + +<p>"I am cursed," cried I aloud—"I am cursed for ever. There is for me no +grace, no consolation more—neither in this world nor in the next. To +hell—to hell am I doomed! Sentence of eternal damnation has gone forth +against me—an accursed and abandoned sinner!"</p> + +<p>My cries of course alarmed the whole community. People came, lifted me +up, and carried me from the altar of St Rosalia. The service was now +over, and the monks assembled in the chapel. At their head was the +Prior. He looked at me with an indescribable mildness and gravity of +expression, which reminded me of Leonardus. He then advanced and took me +by the hand, while to me it seemed as if some blessed saint, hovering in +the air, held up the miserable sinner above the fiery and bottomless +pool of destruction into which he was about to plunge.</p> + +<p>"You are ill and feverish, brother," said the Prior; "the fatigues of +your long pilgrimage have been too great a trial of your strength, but +we shall carry you safely into the sick ward of the convent, where you +will be faithfully attended by our physician, and restored to health."</p> + +<p>I could not make any articulate answer to this address. I knelt before +him in abject misery, and even kissed the hem of his garment. +Deep-drawn sighs, which I could not repress, betrayed the frightful +condition of my soul. The monks again lifted me up, and brought me into +the refectorium, where they insisted on my accepting of some +refreshments.</p> + +<p>On a sign from the Prior, the brethren then retired, and I remained with +him alone.</p> + +<p>"Brother," he began, "your conscience seems to be loaded with some heavy +sins; for nothing but repentance almost without hope, on account of some +extraordinary crime, could have given rise to such conduct as you have +this evening exhibited. Yet great and boundless are the mercy and +long-suffering of God; very powerful, too, is the intercession of the +saints. Therefore, take courage! You shall confess to me; and when this +duty is fulfilled, the consolations of the church shall not be wanting."</p> + +<p>These words in themselves were not remarkable; but the tone and manner +of the Prior made on me such an impression, that at this moment +methought the mysterious pilgrim of the Holy Lime-Tree stood beside me, +and as if he were the only being on the wide earth to whom I was bound +to disclose the horrors of my life, and from whom I must allow nothing +to remain concealed. Still I was unable to speak. I could only prostrate +myself again upon the earth before the old man.</p> + +<p>"I am now obliged," said he, "to return to the chapel. Should you +resolve to follow my counsel, you will find me there."</p> + +<p>My determination was already fixed. As soon as I had, by a great effort, +recovered some degree of composure, I hastened after the Prior, and +found him waiting in the confessional. Acting according to the impulse +of the moment, I began to speak, for the first time since a very long +period, without the slightest attempt at disguise. On the contrary, I +confessed all the adventures of my life, from first to last, without +mitigating a single circumstance, which the severest censor could have +suggested against me!</p> + +<p>Horrible was the penance which the Prior now imposed upon me! Forbid to +appear again in the church—shut out like an alien from the society of +the monks, I was henceforth confined to the charnel vaults of the +convent—miserably prolonging my life by a stinted portion of tasteless +roots and water, scourging myself with knotted ropes, and mangling my +flesh with various implements of martyrdom, which the ingenuity of +demoniacal malevolence had <i>first</i> invented, lifting up my voice only in +bitter accusations against myself, or in the most passionate and abject +supplications for deliverance from that hell whose flames already seemed +to burn within me!</p> + +<p>But when my blood streamed from an hundred wounds—when pain, in a +hundred scorpion stings, assailed me—and nature yielded at last, from +inability to continue the conflict, so that I fell asleep like an +exhausted child, even in despite of my torments—then the horrid imagery +of dreams molested me with a new and involuntary martyrdom.</p> + +<p>Methought I saw Euphemia, who came floating towards me in all the +luxuriance of her beauty, and casting on me the most seductive glances. +But I cried out aloud, "What would'st thou from me, thou accursed sinful +woman? No! hell shall not triumph over the truly penitent!" Then +methought her form, before so wanton and luxurious, shook and shivered. +She threw aside her robes, and a horror, like that of annihilation, +seized upon me; for I saw that her body was dried up into a skeleton, +and through the ribs of the spectre I saw not worms, but numberless +serpents that twined and twisted within and without, thrusting out their +heads and forked burning tongues towards me.</p> + +<p>"Away!—begone!" cried I, in delirium; "thy serpents are stinging my +already wounded flesh. They would fatten on my heart's-blood,—but +then—I should die—I should die—Death would release me from thy +vengeance!"</p> + +<p>"My serpents," howled out the spectre, who now seemed like an infernal +fury,—"my serpents may nourish themselves from thy heart's-blood, but +herein consists not thy torment, oh wretched sinner! Thy pain is within +thine own bosom, and in vain hopest thou for release in death. Thy +torment is the thought of thine own crimes, and this thought is +eternal!"</p> + +<p>Hereafter the figure of Hermogen, streaming with blood, rose up out of +the dusky void, and Euphemia fled before him. He, too, staid not; but +rushed past, with an hideous groan, and pointing to a wound in his +throat, which had the form of the cross.</p> + +<p>I now wished to pray; but my senses were lost and overcome in the +confusion that ensued. At first the whole air was animated, and filled +with rustling and flapping of wings, and gibbering of unearthly voices. +Then mortals, whom I had before known in the world, appeared +metamorphosed into the most insane caricatures. Heads, with well-known +features, came crawling about me on scarecrow legs, which grew out of +their own ears. Strange winged monsters, too, which I knew not, and +could not name, came floating through the air. Among these were ravens, +and other birds, with human faces. But at last, these gave place to the +Bishop's choir-master, at Königswald, with his sister. The latter +wheeled herself about in a wild and furious <i>walz</i>, to which her brother +supplied the music; but he kept all the while strumming on his own +breast, which had become a violin.</p> + +<p>Belcampo, whom I recognised, although he wore a hateful lizard's head, +and sat upon a disgusting winged serpent, came driving up towards me. He +wanted to comb my beard with a red-hot iron comb; but could not succeed +in his attempt. The tumult always became wilder and wilder. More strange +and indescribable were the figures, from the smallest beetle, dancing on +large human feet, up to the long drawn-out horse skeleton, with blazing +eyes, and with his own hide made into a pillion, upon which sat a rider, +with a gleaming owl's head. A gigantic bottomless beaker served for his +coat of mail, and an inverted funnel was his helmet.</p> + +<p>"Hell," cried a voice, "is in a mood of mirth, and triumphs!" Hereupon I +heard myself laugh aloud; but the exertion of laughter tore my breast; +my pain became more scorching, and my wounds bled more fiercely.</p> + +<p>At last the rabble rout vanished, and there came forward the glorious +form of a woman more beauteous than the fairest of the boasted +Circassians on earth! She walked up towards me.—"Oh, heaven, it is +Aurelia!"—"I live," said she; "I live, and I am now for ever thine!"</p> + +<p>Then the raging fires of sinful passion once more arose within me. I +flew to Aurelia, seized and embraced her with fervour. All weakness and +exhaustion were utterly forgotten; but instead of her light and +sylph-like form, methought I felt the weight and the torture of burning +lead or iron laid on my breast. My visage and eyes, too, were scratched +and wounded as if with rough bristles, like a wool-dresser's comb; and +Satan roared aloud, with thrilling laughter—"Now, <i>now</i> art thou wholly +mine!"</p> + +<p>With a shriek of terror I awoke, and anon my blood flowed anew in +streams, from the strokes of the knotted whip, with which, in hopeless +agony, I chastised myself. For the crime of that interview with Aurelia, +though but in a dream, demanded double penance, and I was resolved to +run the risk even of committing indirect suicide, rather than omit one +iota of the prescribed inflictions.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>At last, the period appointed by the Prior for my seclusion in the +vaults was over, and, by his express command, I was obliged to remove +from thence, in order to finish the remainder of my penance in the +convent, although my cell was yet to be separated from all the other +brethren; for, by such gradations, I was at last to arrive at his +permission to return to the church, and to the society of the monks.</p> + +<p>But with the latter gradations of penance I was not myself satisfied. I +was enjoined only solitude and a daily use of the knotted rope; but I +stedfastly refused every better sort of food which was now offered to +me; and when at last allowed to enter the church, I lay for whole days +on the cold marble floor, before the shrine of St Rosalia, and chastised +myself in my cell in the most cruel and immoderate degree. By these +outward sufferings, I thought that I should overcome the more fearful +pains by which I was inwardly tormented, but in vain! Those phantoms, +the off-spring of my own perturbed imagination, always returned, and I +believed myself given up a helpless prey to Satan, who thus, for his own +special divertisement, assailed me, and enticed me to commit those sins +in <i>thought</i>, which in <i>deed</i> were no longer in my power.</p> + +<p>The severe penance imposed upon me, and the unheard-of perseverance with +which it was fulfilled, excited in the highest degree the attention of +the monks. They contemplated me with a kind of reverential awe, and many +times I heard whisperings among them—"He is indeed a saint!" This +expression was to me unspeakably distressing, for it reminded me vividly +of that moment in the Capuchin Convent of Königswald, when, in my +outrageous delirium, I had called out to the spectral painter, "I am the +blessed St Anthony!"</p> + +<p>The very last and concluding stage of the penance imposed by the Prior, +had now passed away, yet I had never desisted from self-martyrdom. +Nature seemed unable to bear up any longer against the violence which I +inflicted. My eyes were dim and sunk in their sockets. My bleeding frame +was become a mere skeleton, so that, when for hours I had lain on the +marble floor, I was not able to raise myself till the monks came to +assist me.</p> + +<p>At last, the Prior one day sent for me to his consulting-room. +"Brother," said he, "do you now feel, after the severe penance you have +undergone, your mind soothed and lightened? Have the consolations of +Heaven been poured upon you?"</p> + +<p>In the hollow tone of despair, I answered him, "No!"</p> + +<p>"Brother," he resumed, "when, after your confession of horrid crimes, I +inflicted on you that severe penance, I satisfied the laws of the +church, which demand that a malefactor whom the arm of justice has not +reached, but who voluntarily confesses his evil actions, should also, +by his outward conduct, prove the <i>reality</i> of his repentance. Yet I +believe, (and the best authorities are on my side,) that the most +excruciating torments which the penitent can inflict on himself, do not, +as soon as he himself grounds any confidence on these exercises, +diminish, by one fraction, the amount of his guilt. To no human +intellect is it given to explain how the omniscient and eternal Ruler +measures and weighs the deeds of mankind; but lost for ever must that +mortal be, who deludes himself with expectations of taking Heaven by +storm, through the force of penitential infliction.</p> + +<p>"Moreover, the individual who believes that, by the fulfilment of such +duties, the crimes of which he has been convicted are, of necessity, +blotted out and atoned, proves, by this very belief, that his inward +repentance has neither been true nor complete. But as for you, dear +brother Medardus, you have yet experienced no consolation, and <i>this</i>, +in my opinion, proves the truth of your conversion. Give up now, I +command you, all chastisements—allow yourself better food, and no +longer avoid the society of your brethren.</p> + +<p>"Learn, besides, that your extraordinary life, with all its complicated +involvements, is better known to me than it is even to yourself. A +fatality from which you could not escape, gave to the devil a certain +influence over you; and, while you committed crimes which to your own +nature were abhorrent, you were only his tool, or implement.</p> + +<p>"Dream not, however, that you are on this account less sinful in the +eyes of Heaven, or of the church, for on you was bestowed ample power, +if you had had the resolution to exert it, to conquer in a spirited +battle the fiend who beset you. In what mortal heart has not this +influence of our arch-enemy raged like a tempest, resisting every +impulse of good? But without this conflict, virtue could have no +existence—For in what doth virtue consist, but in the triumph (after a +hard-fought battle) of good over evil?</p> + +<p>"But, as one source of consolation, I can inform you, that you have +accused yourself of a crime wherein you have been guilty in intention, +but not in effect. Aurelia yet lives. In your madness you probably +wounded yourself, and it was your own blood that streamed over your +hands. Aurelia still lives;—this fact I have amply ascertained."</p> + +<p>Hereupon I fell on my knees, with my hands uplifted in fervent prayer, +and burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Know farther," said the Prior, "that the strange old painter, of whom, +in your confession, you spoke so much, has, as long as I can remember, +been an occasional visitor at our convent, and probably may, before +long, again appear among us. Long ago he gave me a parchment book to +take charge of, in which are numerous drawings, but more especially a +kind of chronicle, to which, as often as he came hither, he always added +a few lines or pages. He has not left me under any injunctions not to +shew this book to any one whom its contents may interest, and, of +course, I shall not hesitate to intrust it with you. Indeed, this now +becomes my indispensable duty, and hence you will learn the wonderful +entanglements of your own destiny, which at one time led you as if into +a higher world of visions and miracles, and, at another, into the most +ordinary and most depraved scenes of what is called the world.</p> + +<p>"It has been said that miracles have now wholly vanished from the earth; +but this is a doctrine which I, for one, am by no means inclined to +accede to. Miracles, if by that name we understand only that which we +by no means can explain or account for, certainly have continued among +us, though it is true, that by the observance of a few fixed and limited +rules, our philosophers seem (in their own conceit at least) to give +laws to nature; yet, nevertheless, there are phenomena every now and +then recurring, which put all their boasted wisdom to shame, and which, +in our obstinate stupidity, because they are not explainable, we +therefore reject, as unworthy of belief.</p> + +<p>"In this manner we deny, among other things, the possibility of a +spiritual apparition, inasmuch as it is impossible for an incorporeal +figure to be mirrored on the surface of the human eye, which is +corporeal, the absurd fallacy and sophism of which reasoning is obvious. +To tell the truth, I look upon this ancient painter as one of those +extraordinary apparitions, which put to the blush all ordinary rules and +theories. I am doubtful even if his corporeal figure is such as we can +properly call real. This much is certain, that no one here ever +discovered in him the ordinary functions of life. He would neither eat, +drink, nor sleep; nor did I ever observe him either writing or drawing, +though it was obvious, notwithstanding, that in the book, in which he +only appeared to read, there were always more leaves written or painted +on when he went away, than there had been before.</p> + +<p>"I should observe, also, that all which the book contains, appeared to +me to be mere <i>griffon-age</i>, or fantastic sketches of an insane artist, +until you came to our convent. Then, for the first time, its pages came +to be legible and intelligible, after you, dear brother Medardus, had +confessed to me.</p> + +<p>"I dare not give utterance more particularly to my own suppositions, or +apprehensions, regarding the real character of this old painter, and his +relationship to you. You will yourself guess at the truth, or, more +probably, it will develope itself in the clearest light before you, when +you have attentively perused this book. Go then, take every proper +method and precaution to restore your bodily, as well as mental +energies, and, in a few days, if you feel yourself recovered, as I hope +will be the case, you shall receive from me the mysterious volume, +which, meanwhile, I retain, as you have not strength at present for the +task of deciphering it."</p> + +<p>Henceforward, I was of course under the necessity of acting according to +the injunctions of the Prior. I ate with the brethren at their public +table, and omitted all chastisements, confining myself to fervent and +prolonged prayer at the altars of the saints. Although my heart +continued to bleed inwardly, and my mind was still much disturbed, yet +at last those horrible phantoms and diabolical temptations by which I +had been persecuted, came to an end. Often, when tired to death, I +passed sleepless nights on my hard couch, there was around me a waving +as if of seraphs' wings; and I beheld the lovely form of the living +Aurelia, who, with her eyes full of tears and celestial compassion, bent +down over me. She stretched out her hand, as if protectingly, and +diffusing blessings over my head. Then my eye-lids sank down, and a mild +refreshing slumber poured new strength into my veins.</p> + +<p>When the Prior observed that my mind and frame had once more regained +some degree of healthy excitement, he again sent for me in private, and +gave me the painter's parchment book, admonishing me to read it with +attention in my own cell.</p> + +<p>I opened the volume, and the first of its contents which struck my eye +were drawings for those paintings which still exist in the Church of the +Holy Lime-Tree, and which had, from earliest youth, possessed so +mysterious an influence over my whole life. Formerly, the possession of +this book would have agitated me almost to madness, from the degree of +anxiety which it would have excited. Now, however, after the discipline +which I had undergone, I was perfectly calm. Besides, there was scarcely +any degree of mystery left which I had not by anticipation already +developed. That which the painter had here, in a small scarcely-legible +hand, set down, intermixed with sketches both in black lead and in +colours, was but a distinct and clear delineation of my own dreams and +apprehensions, brought out indeed with a degree of precision and +accuracy of which I could not have been capable.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + + +<p>After mature reflection, I have judged it superfluous to transcribe in +this place the parchment book of the old and supernatural painter; +though I might be tempted to do so by the consideration, that no one +else could ever be enabled to understand and follow out its intricate +details, or even to decipher the hand-writing. He sets out by speaking +of himself in the third, but afterwards, or towards the close of his +narrative, uses the first personal pronoun.</p> + +<p>He was the eldest son of a certain Prince Camillo di Rosoli, (who had in +early life been distinguished for his bravery and military talents,) and +had been sent by his father, at an early age, into the world, where, to +the great surprise of his noble friends and relations, he devoted +himself almost exclusively to the study of painting, under a celebrated +master of that art in Rome. Here he had already been for a considerable +time, when his father, having been requested by the Republic of Genua to +take the command of a powerful fleet against the Algerine corsairs, sent +an abrupt and peremptory order for the young prince to return home. To +this, Francesco, for that was his name, returned for answer, that a +prince, surrounded by all the pomp and dignity incident to high rank, +was, in his estimation, a mere cipher, in comparison with the character +of an independent man of genius, whose wants were few, and who could +supply these wants by the exercise of his art. A prince, he said, was, +by the circumstances under which he lived, much more subdued and slavish +than even the poorest artist:—for his own part, he knew well enough how +to wield the pallet and pencils, but by no means the sceptre. Finally, +that as to exploits in warfare, whether by sea or land, they were +barbarous and abhorrent to his nature; whereas the creations of the +painter were like reflections on canvass of the divine spirit, of which +a share sometimes descends on favoured mortals.</p> + +<p>Thus he sent back his father's messengers with contumely and disgrace, +and the old prince, being thereby violently incensed, dispatched other +ambassadors, who had no better success; whereupon, they informed him, +that, if he did not obey his father's orders, they were commissioned to +say, that he would be disinherited, and never more permitted to assume +that rank which he had now virtually, though not formally, resigned.</p> + +<p>To these conditions Francesco made no objections whatever;—on the +contrary, he gave up to his younger brother, in a regular charter, all +claims on the family estates; and as the old prince soon after lost his +life in battle, Zenobio succeeded to the government, and Francesco +continued to live poorly enough on a small pension, which his brother +voluntarily bestowed upon him.</p> + +<p>Francesco was originally of a proud and overbearing temper; but his +instructor in the art of painting, the celebrated Leonardo di Rovino, +was one of the most pious and ingenious of men. Finding that his pupil +had actually renounced the fortune and rank to which he had been born, +he gave him such good counsel and example, that for some years Francesco +behaved as a very obedient and faithful disciple, assisting his master +in the completion of several great works, which were almost wholly +devoted to the illustration of the Christian miracles, and the glorious +lives of the Saints.</p> + +<p>After some time, however, it came to pass that Francesco raised himself +to the rank of a master on his own account, and was engaged to paint +many altar-pieces for churches, &c., in which Leonardo continued kindly +to assist him, until at length, being very far advanced in years, he +died.</p> + +<p>Then like a fire long with difficulty suppressed, the native pride and +insolence of Francesco's character again broke forth. He looked on +himself as the greatest painter of his time, and joining with this +notion of his own pre-eminence, the recollection of his hereditary rank, +he assumed for himself the title of the Noble Painter. Of his once +revered master, Leonardo, he now spoke with contempt, and invented for +himself a new school of art, which was well adapted to attract the +admiration of the multitude. He diligently studied the works of the +ancient statuaries; among which, a certain renowned figure of Venus, +above all others, engaged his attention; and henceforth no one could +equal him in representing the luxurious seductions of the female form, +which he always introduced naked, giving to his figures, by means of +dark shadows in the back ground, and a brilliance of colouring, which +were particularly his own, the most magical effect of <i>alto relievo</i>.</p> + +<p>It happened that in the great city he fell into the society of a set of +wild young men, most of them of high rank, who were delighted to have +for their companion a man in birth equal to themselves, though, as an +artist and man of genius, more interesting than men of mere fortune and +family can generally pretend to be. Francesco was but too willing to +attend their feasts and festivals, and was delighted by the praise with +which they constantly fed his vanity, insisting, in particular, on the +high advantages which he possessed over the artists of that age, by his +preference of the ancient models, and his correctness as to drawing and +anatomy.</p> + +<p>Being all of them unable or unwilling to submit to any degree of +restraint, and cherishing no other principle than that of yielding to +the extravagance of youthful imagination, and the indulgence of their +own passions, they formed a plan of renouncing altogether the Christian +Religion, and adopting fantastically the creed and manners of the +ancient Romans.</p> + +<p>In this manner they for some time continued to lead a shameless and most +dissolute life, in consequence of which, it happened that Francesco, +neglecting the orders which were from time to time sent to him from +convents and other religious institutions, fell into grievous distress +for want of ready money. Added to this it so happened, that the salary +usually allowed him by his brother Zenobio, was not paid at the regular +time. He now recollected that the monks of a certain Capuchin convent +had some months before offered a large sum for an altar piece, +representing the martyrdom of St Rosalia, which commission he had, under +the influence of his dissolute pleasures, and apostacy from the +Christian faith, refused to execute. Now, however, he resolved to +perform the work required of him, wholly for the sake of the reward with +which it would be attended.</p> + +<p>Accordingly he began, intending to paint the martyrdom of St Rosalia, in +his usual glaring and seductive manner, modelling her form and features +after those of the favourite Venus which has already been mentioned. In +the pencil drawing which he made in the first place, he succeeded well +enough, and the wicked young men, his companions, were highly delighted +with the notion of setting up a heathenish idol, instead of a real +picture of a Christian saint, in the church.</p> + +<p>But when Francesco came actually to paint, lo! by some inexplicable +influence, the work turned out very differently from what he had +intended.—A more powerful inspiration overcame that of wicked deceit, +and hatred to the Christian faith, by which he had been till then +actuated. It seemed as if the countenance of an angel, from the realms +of the blest, began to dawn on his perceptions, out of the dark clouds +which he had laid for the ground-work on his canvass. Involuntarily a +kind of religious terror took possession of his mind. He became fearful +of offending the blessed martyr whom he was employed to represent, and +around the body, which, according to the original design, he had painted +naked, were at last thrown the elegant folds of a dark-red dress, with a +sky-blue shawl or mantle.</p> + +<p>The Capuchin monks had, in their letter to the painter, only expressed +their wish for a portrait of St Rosalia, that is to say, for a single +figure, and for this purpose had his drawing been prepared; but now, led +on by the workings of his own creative spirit, he invented a grand +historical design, and introduced many figures, grouped with great +skill, and which blended very harmoniously with that of the principal +personage. In short, Francesco's attention was wholly absorbed by this +work, so that the shameful course of life which he had before led was +completely broken of, or at least interrupted.</p> + +<p>It came to pass, however, that he found himself quite unable to finish, +according to his own notions, the countenance of the saint; and this +disappointment tormented him so exceedingly, that he had no rest by +night or by day. He no longer thought of having recourse to his +favourite statue of Venus, but it seemed to him as if he beheld his old +master Leonardo, who looked at him mournfully, and addressed him in +these words—"Alas! I would willingly assist you, but I dare not! You +must first renounce all your sinful and shameless propensities, and, in +deep repentance and contrition, pray for the interposition of the +saints, against whom you have so fearfully offended."</p> + +<p>The wicked young men, whose society had been long neglected by +Francesco, once more sought him out, and found him in his painting +room, but wholly unemployed; for, in consequence of his mental anxiety, +he had fallen sick, and was lying powerless and despairing on his couch. +On the appearance of his friends he complained to them bitterly of his +misfortune, and expressed his belief that some malignant demon had +interfered to rob him of his former reputation, and would prevent him +altogether from completing his picture of St Rosalia.</p> + +<p>At this they all laughed aloud. "Ha, brother," cried one among them, "it +is easy to perceive that solitude and fasting have been the demons that +have brought this illness upon you. Come then, my friends, let us devote +a libation of good old wine to Esculapius, and the benevolent Hygeia, in +order that this feeble youth may again be restored!"</p> + +<p>They sent immediately for Syracusan wine, which these fantastic young +men drank out of antique-fashioned horns, and silver beakers, pouring +forth, as they expressed it, their libations to Hygeia, before the +unfinished picture. Afterwards, when they began to drink stoutly, and +insisted on Francesco joining in their orgies, the latter resolved +positively not to taste a drop of their wine, and would take no share in +their merriment; although they drank the health of his favourite +goddess, and tried every stratagem to flatter his vanity, and engage his +attention.</p> + +<p>At last, one of them exclaimed, "Our <i>penseroso</i> comrade there is +perhaps really sick, and cannot so easily be cured as we had supposed. +Yet, methinks, he hath acted very wrongfully in refusing to taste the +remedies that have been already prescribed for him. Be this as it may, +seeing that he is so very ill, I shall directly go hence, and obtain for +him the assistance of a learned physician." The youth then threw his +mantle around him, girted on his sword, and marched out. Scarcely, +however, had he got beyond the door, when he returned again.—"Look you +now, comrades," he exclaimed, "I am myself the man who will effectually +cure this poor despairing artist!"</p> + +<p>He then put on, as well as he could, the character of an old ridiculous +physician,—bent himself half double,—walked with his knees knocking +together, and twisted his face into an hundred wrinkles,—so that, in +truth, he looked like an hideous old man; and his companions, greatly +diverted, cried out, "See what learned physiognomies the doctor cuts!"</p> + +<p>The doctor went up to Francesco, and pretended to feel his pulse. Then, +in a pompous rough voice, "Why, thou poor devil!" cried he, "what has +brought it into thine addled brain to fall sick in this manner? Thy +pulse beats regularly; what then is the matter with thee? Be that as it +may, I must make haste to cure thy distemper, whether real or imaginary, +and thou must submissively follow all my prescriptions; for in the state +in which thou now art, thy Donna Venus will never be pleased with thee. +It might be, however, that, if thy visage were less pale, and thy looks +not so downcast, the Lady Rosalia herself would receive you kindly. +Here, then, thou poor desponding shepherd! sip up a little of that +miraculous cordial which I always carry about with me. As you wish to +paint portraits of saints and angels, my drink will probably be of +especial service to you; for it is wine from the celebrated cellar of St +Anthony."</p> + +<p>With these words, the pretended doctor had pulled out a small and +oddly-shaped flask from underneath his mantle, from which flask he now +drew the cork. Instantly there spread itself all around, an +extraordinary stupifying vapour, by which most of the youths were so +confused and overcome, that, one by one, in the course of a few seconds, +they all dropt in their chairs, closed their eyes, and fell asleep.</p> + +<p>Francesco, meanwhile, as if tired of this mummery, and vexed to have +been mocked and flouted at, snatched the bottle with violence from the +doctor, intending at first to dash it against the wall. On the contrary, +however, the odour attracted him so much, that he put it to his lips, +and instantly swallowed a copious draught.</p> + +<p>"Much good may it do you!" said the doctor, who now assumed his former +countenance and youthful demeanour. But, at that moment, the door +opened, and the youth, who had before departed in order to bring a +physician, reappeared <i>in propria persona</i>. His double, who must have +been the devil, stepped forward, and made him a formal bow, whereat the +whole party were so affrighted, that they all (having been awoke from +sleep by the noise of his entrance) started up, ran away, and tumbled +headlong down stairs.</p> + +<p>Even like the raging of a volcano was now the tempest which arose within +the heart and soul of Francesco! All the Heathen stories which he had +before painted, revived once more, in tenfold force, on his imagination, +and their <i>dramatis personæ</i> floated around him in forms as seductive, +and colours as brilliant, as if they had been alive, and corporeally +present.—"But thou, my beloved goddess!" he exclaimed, addressing +himself to the favourite Venus whom he had so often painted—"thou must +assume also life, and a tangible form, and become mine, otherwise I +shall devote myself from henceforth to Pluto, and the subterranean +powers of darkness!"</p> + +<p>Then he beheld, according to his distempered phantasy, the animated +figure of his admired statue, with an exquisite bloom on her complexion, +standing right before the unfinished picture, and kindly nodding towards +him.</p> + +<p>Hereupon, seized with a sudden fit of inspiration, he started from his +couch, ran to his <i>easel</i>, and began to paint at the head of St Rosalia; +for he thought that he would now be able to make an exact copy from the +features of his Venus. It seemed to him, however, as if the firmest +efforts of volition could not command his hand—as if, in spite of all +his endeavours, the pencil glided away from the unfinished countenance +of Rosalia, to the profane figures by which the rest of the canvass was +tenanted—and the heavenly aspect of the saint, unfinished as it was, +and that came there he knew not how, always broke out more visibly and +powerfully into view, till at last the eyes seemed to move, and look +into his very soul. Finally, he was overcome with such agitation, that +he dropped his pallet and pencils, and fell to the ground as if dead, in +a state of utter despair and insensibility.</p> + +<p>When, after a long interval, he awoke from his trance, and had with +difficulty raised himself up, he did not venture to look at the picture, +which had now become so terrific, but crawled, with his eyes fixed on +the ground, towards the table, where he still found the doctor's +extraordinary bottle of wine, out of which he indulged himself with a +long and powerful draught.</p> + +<p>Francesco was, by this means, completely restored and energized. New +life and spirit vibrated through every limb and fibre of his frame. He +mustered up courage enough to look at his picture; and, behold! it was +now completed, even to the finest touches of the pencil which in his +best days he could have been able to bestow! But what appeared most +remarkable, was, that not the saintly countenance of Rosalia, but that +of his old favourite Venus, now smiled with the most seductive +expression and glances of love upon him.</p> + +<p>Accordingly, Francesco, from that moment, became the victim of the most +sinful and delirious passion. He thought of the Pagan statuary +Pygmalion, whose history had supplied him with a subject for one of his +former profane works, and like him, he implored the gods, that they +would infuse life into the creations of his art. Very soon it appeared +to him as if the principal figures in his picture began to move and to +swell forward in <i>alto relievo</i>; but when he tried to clasp the phantom +in his arms, he found that the dead, cold canvass still mocked at his +embrace! Thereupon he tore his hair, and behaved like one possessed by +the devil.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + + +<p>Already two days and two nights had Francesco passed in a state of +raging delirium. On the third day, when he, as if petrified, and +motionless like a statue, was standing before the picture, the door of +his chamber opened, and there was a rustling behind him as if of female +garments. He turned round, and beheld a very beautiful woman, whom he +recognized at once as the original of his picture.</p> + +<p>His astonishment was now beyond all description when he beheld that +form, which he had so long contemplated as a marble statue, living, +breathing, and blooming, before him. Nay, he was seized with a kind of +mysterious terror, when he looked from his beautiful visitant back to +the picture, of which the resemblance was so accurate, that it appeared +like the reflection of her features in a mirror.</p> + +<p>He felt the fullest conviction, that this event was the effect of +supernatural agency; he could not utter a word, but, overcome by his +fears, fell on his knees before the strange lady, whom he scarcely +believed to be more than an aerial phantom.</p> + +<p>This living Venus raised him up, however, and immediately proceeded to +relate to him her own history.</p> + +<p>She had seen Francesco at the time when he was yet a pupil in the school +of Leonardo di Rovino. She was then but very young, but had conceived +for him a passion so ardent, that it had never lost possession of her +heart; and at last she had determined on leaving her parents and +friends, who resided in the country, and wandering away to find him in +Rome, as an inward voice had told her that he loved her very much; and +that, merely from the force of that attachment, had been led to paint +her portrait, which warning she now found to have been strictly true.</p> + +<p>Francesco now believed all that she told him. He became persuaded that a +secret mental sympathy existed between himself and this stranger, which +had given rise to the passion by which he had so long been haunted. He +forgot the statue, and gave himself no trouble with inquiries as to how +the resemblance betwixt it and his new visitor had been produced. Indeed +such questions would have been very needless, as they admitted not of +any satisfactory answer.</p> + +<p>The consequence of this visit was the solemnization (not by Christian, +but by heathen rites) of a marriage betwixt the strange woman and +Francesco, which was attended by all his libertine friends and +associates. As it was found that his bride had brought with her a casket +filled with jewels and ready money, he immediately hired servants, and +purchased a house, where they lived in great splendour and luxury for +many months.</p> + +<p>At the close of this period the paramour of Francesco gave birth to a +son, which event was followed by her death, attended by circumstances so +mysterious and horrible, that Francesco was obliged to fly from Rome, +being accused of sorcery and witchcraft, also of divers other crimes +peculiarly odious and abhorrent to the spirit and laws of the Christian +religion. In consequence of all this, he was obliged to make his escape +suddenly during the night, taking with him his child; and, as if +endowed with supernatural energies, he made his way onwards to a wild +and mountainous district of country, which he had before visited in his +days of extravagance and pleasure, and where he knew that there was a +cavern cut in the rock, in which he was now glad to take refuge with the +child from a violent thunder storm.</p> + +<p>As to the child, he could not have himself explained by what influence +he was induced to bear it along with him; for, in truth, he only wished +for its destruction. On being thrown on the hard floor of the cave, +however, the infant, for the first time, uttered some fearful and +melancholy cries, which penetrated to Francesco's heart; and hereupon, +he, being moved with compassion, tried every method in his power for its +preservation.</p> + +<p>For this purpose, indeed, he was not well provided. At first he could +only offer the child an orange to suck; but afterwards he recollected +the doctor's extraordinary flask, of which the contents seemed +inexhaustible, and which he had found on his departure, and brought with +him. From this bottle he administered a few drops to the infant, who +thereupon seemed miraculously strengthened and tranquillized; and he +made for it, as well as he could, a bed of heather and soft moss, +protecting it from damp and cold with his mantle.</p> + +<p>Hereafter, Francesco passed several weeks in the cavern, living like a +penitent hermit; and, incredible as it may seem, the child lived also, +being supplied with food from the contributions that his father received +from pious and compassionate neighbours. But Francesco's mind, +meanwhile, became quite wandering and irrational. He prayed, indeed, +with great zeal, to the blessed saints, that they would intercede for +him, a miserable sinner; for his heart was now wholly alienated from his +profane and blasphemous errors. Above all, he preferred many +supplications to St Rosalia.</p> + +<p>Thus it happened, that the wretched man, one beautiful and serene +evening, was prostrate on his knees, in the wilderness. He watched the +receding sun, which, at last, was slowly lost in the water, leaving the +western sky like a sea of red dazzling waves; and that ruddy light faded +ere long into the sombre grey tints of evening, the forerunner of dark +night. Then Francesco perceived in the atmosphere the roseate gleam of +an extraordinary light, which at first he noticed only as a strange +phenomenon, because the sun had now departed. But the red light assumed +a particular form, and floated always nearer and nearer to the penitent, +till at last he recognized the figure of St Rosalia, kneeling on a +bright cloud, and surrounded by angels. Then he heard a voice like that +of soft and articulate music, which pronounced the words, "Forgive, oh +Lord! this mortal, who, in his weakness, was not able to escape the +deeply-laid snares, and resist the manifold temptations, of Satan!"</p> + +<p>Hereupon lightnings quivered through that roseate cloud, and there was a +deep and reverberating thunder-clap. A fearful voice answered the prayer +of the saint,—"Oftentimes mortals have sinned and been forgiven; but +what habitant of earth hath ever transgressed like this one? <span class="smcap">No +happiness in life, nor peace in the grave, shall be granted to him, so +long as the sinful race to which he hath given rise, shall exist upon +the earth</span>!"</p> + +<p>Francesco now sunk down, as if annihilated in the dust; for he +thoroughly knew that his irrevocable doom had been pronounced; and that, +by the most horrible destiny, he would now be driven, like a second +Ahasuerus, through the realms of life, without hope of enjoyment here, +or confidence of salvation hereafter.</p> + +<p>Of course, he now fled, without thinking of the child in the cave; for +though he could not now wish for its existence, yet he dared not add to +his already heavy crimes, by that of child-murder. He lived, being no +longer able to paint, in extreme and abject misery. Many times it came +into his mind, as if, for the glory of the Christian religion, he must +yet execute extensive and magnificent works; and, consequently, he made +out in his thoughts grand designs, both as to drawing and colouring, +which should illustrate and represent the history of the blessed Virgin, +and St Rosalia. But how could he begin those paintings, as he now did +not possess a single <i>scudo</i> to supply himself with canvass and colours, +and only supported himself by the small pittance of alms, which he +received at the doors of churches?</p> + +<p>Into the churches also, like other mendicants, he was allowed freely to +enter; and thus it befell, that one bright and beautiful evening, though +at a late hour, when the sun had gone down, he sat staring on an +opposite empty wall, and filled it in imagination with the paintings +which his genius was yet fully competent to execute. While he sat thus +absorbed in reverie, he saw two female figures, who, silently and with +noiseless steps, approached him. Their countenances were veiled, so that +he had no perception of their features; but, with a voice that rose on +his ears like celestial music, one of them addressed to him the +following admonition:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"In the remote land of East Prussia is the celebrated<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Convent of the Holy Lime-Tree, wherein<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Providence has vouchsafed to shew many miracles;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">but the magnificent chapel there erected is yet<br /></span> +<span class="i0">without any ornaments of painting. Go thither,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">then! Let the practice of your art as a painter<br /></span> +<span class="i0">become to you an exercise of devotion, and your<br /></span> +<span class="i0">now desponding soul will be refreshed with heavenly<br /></span> +<span class="i0">consolation!"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>With these words, the two female figures melted away in a gleam of +light, and left the air filled with the fragrance of roses and lilies. +Francesco was convinced of the supernatural character of these +visitants, and resolved that he would on the following day begin his +pilgrimage. On that same evening it happened, that a servant of +Zenobio's, after much trouble, found him out, paid him two years' +arrears of his allotted income, and invited him kindly to his brother's +court.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Thus far the old painter had written of himself in the third person, +which, in his later memoranda, he exchanges for the first. I consider it +needless to transcribe his historical account of the various fortunes +and intricate relationships of that illegitimate race which he had +founded, and of which I am a descendant. No reader would take the +trouble of following out a detail which could scarcely be understood, +unless thrown into the form of a genealogical tree. Besides, the mind +revolts from the contemplation of enormous and complicated guilt! +Suffice it to say, that the child which had been left in the cave was +accidentally found and preserved; that a small ivory cup, which, along +with the bottle of the devil's elixir, was discovered at the same time, +bore, for an inscription, the painter's name, Francesco, by which the +boy was afterwards baptized.</p> + +<p>Many years passed away, and, according to the curse which had been +pronounced against him, the painter's life was miraculously prolonged, +in order that, by unheard-of penitence, he might expiate his own crimes. +Meanwhile, he beheld the powers of darkness unceasingly employed against +him. The boy who had been found in the cave, and who was protected and +educated, first in the palace of Count Philippo di Saverno, in Italy, +afterwards in the Court of Prince Zenobio, had several children, among +whom were two, a son and daughter, who especially inherited their +father's wicked propensities, and yielded to the temptations of the +devil.</p> + +<p>The family afterwards branched out so widely, that the painter's book +alone would supply materials for many volumes. To this family belonged +the Princess von Rosenthurm, the Abbess of the Cistertian Convent, both +the first and second Baroness von F——, and the Count Victorin, who, +notwithstanding the mystery under which he had been reared and educated +in Italy, I now ascertained to be my brother. After the horrible crimes +which my father had perpetrated at the court of Rosenthurm, he was +arrested in his flight by an attack of severe illness, which detained +him long at the house of a benevolent countryman, whose daughter (my +mother) he afterwards married. For some time after this event, by his +knowledge of literature and the arts, he contrived to obtain employment +in the world, having assumed a fictitious name, and established himself +under a principality where his person and features were wholly unknown. +But sooner or later, sin is, even in this world, visited by punishment, +and the just anger of the Almighty. My father was again attacked by +sickness, so that the remnant of the once considerable legacy left him +by his father, was wholly spent. He fell into the bitterest poverty, and +was at the same time assailed by such horrors of conscience, that his +life became a continued miserable penance.</p> + +<p>At last Heaven, by means of an extraordinary vision, sent to him a gleam +of consolation. He was warned that he should make a pilgrimage to the +Convent of the Holy Lime-Tree in Prussia, and that the birth of a son +should there announce to him the grace and forgiveness of Heaven.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>The last words in the manuscript are as follows. More, indeed, seems to +have been written, but in a scrawl half obliterated, and so faint that +it could not be deciphered.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>"In the forest by which the Convent of the Lime-Tree is surrounded, I +appeared to the melancholy mother as she wept over her lately born, and +fatherless infant, and revived her almost annihilated spirit with words +of consolation. Miraculously sometimes has the favour of Heaven seemed +to be won for children who are born within the limits of a blest +sanctuary. They have even been visited by supernatural and celestial +visions, kindling up in their infant minds the fires of divine love, and +the holiest aspirations. The mother has, in holy baptism, given to this +child his father's name, Francesco, or, according to conventual +language, Franciscus.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>"Wilt thou then, oh Franciscus! prove to be that long-wished-for +descendant, who, born on consecrated ground, will atone, by the piety +of his earthly pilgrimage, for the crimes that were heaped up by his +ancestors? And wilt thou procure for the wretched penitent refuge in the +grave?</p> + +<p>"I have taken such precautions, that the boy will remain for many years +far from the world and its seductive delusions; nay, I have resolved +that he shall become a monk. This destination, the same blessed saint +who poured divine consolation into my soul announced to his mother, and +this event may, indeed, be the forerunner of divine grace, and +forgiveness, which, with the splendour of the morning light, has at last +beamed forth upon me, so that I seem, in my inward mind, to observe +clearly, by anticipation, every event of the future.</p> + +<p>"Methinks I already behold this youth undergo the deadly strife with the +fiends of darkness, who, with the most fearful weapons, press in upon +him. He falls a victim to their infernal artifices, yet a beatified +female elevates over his head the crown of victory. It is the blessed St +Rosalia herself, by whom he is rescued. As often as the mercy of Heaven +allows it to me, I shall be near him in infancy, in youth, and in +manhood, and will protect him to the utmost of my limited power."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + + +<p>The fame of my sanctity had now spread in such a manner abroad, that +when I allowed myself to be seen in the streets of Rome, there were +passengers who begged me for a moment to speak with them, and then, with +the humblest prostration, implored my blessing. No doubt, my severe +penitence must excite attention, for I had renewed in their utmost +extent all my devotional exercises; but even my strange appearance, my +neglect of my dress, &c. might be enough to excite the imagination of +the lively Italians, who are ready at all times to fix on any remarkable +individual for the hero of a religious legend. Often, when unconscious +of all that passed around me, I had thrown myself on the steps of an +altar, I was awoke from my inward contemplation by the murmur of prayer, +and groans of repentance, from those who had collected around me, as if +wishing to implore my saintly intercession with Heaven.</p> + +<p>As in the Capuchin Convent, I frequently heard it called out in the +streets behind me—"There goes the saint!" and such words never failed +to strike like daggers to my heart. I wished, therefore, to leave Rome, +and had made my arrangements for this purpose, when, to my utter +astonishment, and indeed terror, the Prior of the Convent wherein I +lodged, announced to me that the Pope had ordered me to appear before +him.</p> + +<p>Dark apprehensions arose within me, that perhaps the powers of hell were +more than ever on the watch, and laboured by new stratagems to draw me +into destruction. Meanwhile, I summoned up all my courage, and at an +hour which was duly announced to me, repaired to the Vatican.</p> + +<p>I was to have a private audience, and the Pope, who was still a handsome +man, and looked as if he had been in the prime of life, received me +sitting on a richly ornamented elbow-chair. Two very beautiful boys, in +the dress of Sacristans, attended to serve him with iced water; and as +the weather was very hot, they were constantly employed in cooling the +atmosphere with large fans made of herons' feathers.</p> + +<p>I went up to his Holiness with the utmost humility, and paid to him the +customary homage of kneeling. He fixed his eyes sharply on me, but +instead of the grave severity, which, from a distance, seemed to me +before to characterize his features, his looks displayed much good +humour, and he welcomed me with a very agreeable smile.</p> + +<p>His first inquiries were only common-place questions, as to whence I +came, what had brought me to Rome, &c. He then rose from his chair, and +assuming a more serious tone, "Brother Medardus," said he, "I have +summoned you hither, because I had received extraordinary accounts of +your piety. But wherefore do you perform your devotional exercises +openly before the people, and in the most public churches? You probably +wish to be looked on as a chosen saint, a pre-elect of Heaven, and to be +worshipped by the fanatical mob. But inquire into thine own heart, +whence this idea first arose, and by what means it has acquired such +ascendancy. If your intentions are not pure before the eye of the +Almighty, and before me, his appointed Viceroy, then, Brother Medardus, +your now flourishing sanctity will soon come to a shameful end."</p> + +<p>These last words the Pope uttered in a deep powerful voice, and his eyes +gleamed as if in anger. For the first time, since a very long period, I +felt myself accused, without being guilty of the faults with which I was +charged. On this account I was not only able to retain perfect +composure, but even to answer him with some degree of fervour and +eloquence.</p> + +<p>"Heaven," said I, "has indeed granted to your Holiness to look into my +inmost heart, which is loaded and oppressed with a weight of unspeakable +crimes, of which my deep consciousness may perhaps prove the sincerity +of my repentance. Far from my thoughts is any attempt at hypocrisy. I +never had any ambition to influence the minds of the people; on the +contrary, the attention which they direct to me is abhorrent to my +feelings, and causes to me the utmost pain and regret. In support of +what I have now said, will your Holiness grant to a wretched penitent an +opportunity of relating the events of his life, that he may prove the +sincerity of his contrition, and his utter self-annihilation at the +remembrance of the sins which he hath committed?"</p> + +<p>On receiving permission, I accordingly went on to narrate, as concisely +as I could, the whole circumstances and adventures of my life, only +omitting names, which were of no consequence as to the facts that I +related against myself. The Pope listened with the greatest attention, +appearing always more and more interested. At last, by many +extraordinary looks and gestures, he evinced the astonishment that I had +excited.</p> + +<p>"Your history, Brother Medardus," said he, "is, indeed, the most +mysterious that I have ever heard. Do you then believe in the immediate, +and <i>visible</i> agency of the devil?" I was about to answer, but he went +on. "Do you believe that the wine which you stole from the +relic-chamber, and drank, really impelled you to the crimes which you +have committed?"</p> + +<p>"Like a water distilled from pestilential herbs," said I, "it gave new +strength to the seeds of vice and wickedness which lurked within me, +till at length they burst from their concealment, and spread into +luxuriant and multiplying growth!"</p> + +<p>Upon this answer, the Pope seemed to sink into reflection, and said, +more as if communing with himself, than addressing me,—</p> + +<p>"What if the same rules of nature by which corporeal life is usually +governed, applied also to the mind? If every seed or scion must bring +forth and perpetuate that which is like to itself? There are whole +families of murderers, and of robbers. In such cases this was the +hereditary sin, entailed on a race followed by some inexpiable curse!"</p> + +<p>"If he who is descended from a sinful ancestor," said I, "must of +necessity sin again, it follows from this doctrine, that there is no +sin!"</p> + +<p>"Nay," said the Pope, "the Almighty created a gigantic power, who can +yet tame and control the appetite for crime, which, like a furious wild +beast, rages within us. This giant is named Conscience, and from his +combat with the beast, arise our independence and volition. In the +victory of the giant consists virtue; in the victory of the beast +consists sin." The Pope was silent a few moments. He then added in a +milder voice, "Do you believe, Brother Medardus, that it is becoming for +the Viceroy of Heaven, to reason thus with you on virtue and vice?"</p> + +<p>"Your Holiness," said I, "has condescended to allow the humblest of your +servants to hear your opinions on this matter; and it well becomes the +warrior to speak freely on that combat, whose dangers he has himself +encountered, and in which he has long since obtained the palm of +victory!"</p> + +<p>"You have a favourable opinion of me, Brother," said the Pope; "or do +you look upon the Tiara, as the laurel crown, announcing my victory to +the world?"</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<blockquote><p>[<i>The Editor has here left out two or three pages of this +conversation, as it seems irrelevant to the general tenure of the +narrative.</i>]</p></blockquote> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Hereupon the Pope again rose from his chair. "Thou art an excellent +orator, Brother Medardus," said he, "and hast spoken after my own +heart—we shall, as I perceive, understand one another better ere long +than we now do. Remain at Rome. In a few days you will be promoted to +the dignity of Prior of the Capuchin Convent, where a situation is now +vacant, and afterwards, perhaps, you will be chosen for my Father +Confessor. Go then, behave yourself with more prudence in the churches, +and think not of raising yourself to canonization. The calendar is +already crowded!—Farewell!"</p> + +<p>Our interview ended here, and by these last words of the Pope, I was not +a little astonished, as indeed I had been by his whole behaviour +throughout, which was completely at variance with the picture which I +had previously drawn of him. I had imagined not only that he was a +worthily appointed Vicegerent of Heaven on this earth, but that he was +gifted with every virtue, and all mental energies. He had, on the +contrary, falsely supposed that I was actuated by the base ambition of +being looked on as a saint, and now wished to excite in my mind a desire +for other temporal distinctions, which was, in truth, not less sinful.</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding my perplexity and dissatisfaction, I was led to conform +to what the Pope had enjoined, as to the intermission of my penitential +exercises; and I wandered for some days idly through the streets of +Rome, meditating chiefly on my past life, on the penitence which I had +undergone, and the career which was yet before me.</p> + +<p>On the last of these idle days, as I passed through the Spanish Square, +there was a mob assembled round the stage of a puppet-player. My +attention was at once attracted by the croaking voice of Pulcinello, and +the laughter of the audience. The first act was ended as I came up—the +curtain dropped, and the audience stood in anxious expectation of the +second.</p> + +<p>The little curtain again drew up. The youthful King David appeared with +his sling and his sackful of pebbles. With the most ludicrous gestures, +he proved that the monstrous giant should now be slain, and Israel +rescued. Then there was heard a fearful hollow roaring and rustling +under the stage, whereupon the giant mounted up, with a huge and most +absurdly ill-proportioned head. How was I astonished, when, at my first +glance of this giant's head, I recognized the features of my old friend +Belcampo. Right under his head he had, by means of an ingenious +apparatus, contrived to fit on a small body, conformable to those of the +other puppets, while his own person was concealed by the stage drapery, +which last served, at the same time, for the mantle of the giant. +Goliah, with most hideous grimaces of visage and contortions of his +dwarfish body, held a proud and threatening discourse, which King David +only now and then interrupted by a shrill and contemptuous laughter.</p> + +<p>The mob were diverted out of all measure, and I myself being wonderfully +attracted by this new apparition of Belcampo, allowed myself to be +carried away by the impression of the moment, and broke out into the +unrestrained and hearty laughter of boyish delight. Alas, how often +before was my laughter only the convulsive vibration of that internal +torment which preyed upon my heart!</p> + +<p>Hereafter, the combat with the giant was preceded by a long disputation, +wherein King David demonstrated, with great erudition and eloquence, +wherefore he must and would smite his frightful antagonist to death. +Belcampo made all the muscles of his countenance writhe and play with +the most inconceivable vivacity, indicating extreme rage. His gigantic +arms stretched themselves out against the less than little David, who, +meanwhile, saved himself by incredible leaps and bendings, vanishing +altogether, and then coming into sight again—now here, now there, even +from the folds of the giant's own mantle. At last the pebble flew from +David's sling against Goliah's head. He fell down lifeless, and the +curtain dropped.</p> + +<p>I laughed always more and more, excited not merely by the absurdity of +Pulcinello, but by my previous recollection of Belcampo's grotesque +genius. Probably I laughed too loud, for the people seemed to notice my +conduct; and, when I turned round, there was a dignified Abbot standing +near me.</p> + +<p>"I rejoice, reverend sir," said he, "to find that you have not +altogether lost your relish for terrestrial enjoyments. After I had +witnessed your most extraordinary penitence and devotion, I believed +that it would be wholly impossible for you to be diverted with follies +such as these."</p> + +<p>While the Abbot spoke thus, it seemed to me as if I ought to feel +ashamed of my levity, but involuntarily I answered him in a way of which +I directly afterwards repented. "Believe me, Signor <i>Abbate</i>," said I, +"the man who has once combated, like a stout swimmer, with the stormy +waves of this changeful life, never loses altogether the power of +lifting up his head bravely from the dark flood!"</p> + +<p>The Abbot looked at me with significant glances. "Indeed!" said he, "I +know not which to praise most, the poetry or logic of your illustration. +I believe that I now understand you completely, and admire you, reverend +sir, from the bottom of my heart!"</p> + +<p>"I know not, for my part, Signor <i>Abbate</i>," replied I, "how a poor +penitent monk can have excited your admiration."</p> + +<p>"Excellent!" said the Abbot. "You do not, most reverend father, run any +risk of forgetting the part you have to play!—You are worthy to be the +favourite of the Pope!"</p> + +<p>"His Holiness," answered I, "has indeed been pleased to honour me with +an audience. I have done homage before him in the dust, as is becoming +towards him, whom, on account of his tried virtues, Omnipotence has +chosen for his vicegerent on earth."</p> + +<p>"Well, then," replied the Abbot, "you, too, are no doubt a well-chosen +vassal of the triple-crowned, and will nobly fulfil the duties required +of you. But, believe me, the present Pope is a jewel of virtue, compared +to Alexander the Sixth, and you may perhaps have erred sadly in your +reckoning. Go on with your part, however—What is well begun is half +ended!—Farewell, most reverend father!"</p> + +<p>With a laugh of unrepressed scorn, the Abbot started away, leaving me +confounded and almost petrified at his conduct. When I connected his +expressions with my own remarks on the Pope, I became convinced that the +latter was by no means that conqueror deservedly crowned "after his +combat with the beast," such as I had supposed him to be; and, at the +same time, I could no longer entertain any doubt that my penitential +exercises must, to the majority of the public, have appeared but as a +hypocritical and artificial system, adopted only to force myself into +notice. Astonished and bitterly mortified, I returned home to my +convent, and going into the church, had recourse to long and zealous +prayer.</p> + +<p>Then the scales seemed to fall from my hitherto blinded eyes, and I +recognized at once the temptation of the powers of darkness, who had of +new endeavoured to involve me in their snares. Only rapid and instant +flight could save me from destruction. And I determined with the first +rays of the next morning to set out on my way.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + + +<p>It was already night when I heard the gate-bell of the convent forcibly +rung. Soon after, the brother who officiated as porter, came into my +cell and told me there was a strangely-dressed man without, who insisted +on speaking with me. I went accordingly to the parlour. It was Belcampo, +who, in his usual mad style, capered up to me, seized me by both arms, +and drew me, with an air of great mystery, aside into a corner.</p> + +<p>"Medardus," said he, in a low and hurried tone, "you may make what +arrangements you please for your own destruction; but Folly is once more +come on the wings of the west wind to the rescue of your helpless +wisdom. If there is but the slightest corner or thread of your habit +remaining in sight, this arm will yet draw you back from out the yawning +and bottomless abyss. Oh, Medardus! remember and acknowledge once more +the power of love and of friendship. Think on David and Jonathan, +dearest Capuchin!"</p> + +<p>"I have admired you as Goliah, no doubt," answered I; "but what can have +brought you hither at this time, I have yet to learn."</p> + +<p>"What brought me hither!" said Belcampo, with great fervour. "What else +could have impelled me, but an unreasonable, a boundless attachment to a +Capuchin, whose head I once set to rights (in more senses of these words +than one) when it was in very formidable disorder; who threw about him +his blood-red golden ducats, with lavish profusion; who had intercourse +with abominable <i>revenants</i>; who, finally, after he had committed a few +trifling murders, was about to marry the most beautiful woman in the +world, with whom——"</p> + +<p>"Stop—stop there!" cried I—"no more of this, thou cruel-hearted and +reckless fool. Heavily have I already done penance for all with which +thou hast now, in thy wicked humour, reproached me!"</p> + +<p>"Ha! Brother Medardus," said Belcampo, "are the scars then so tender and +sensitive of those wounds with which the powers of darkness assailed +you? This proves that your recovery is not yet perfect; so, then, I +shall be as mild and quiet as a child—I shall tame the wildness of my +fantasy—shall no more cut caprioles either mentally or corporeally—but +only inform you, that as my attachment and friendship, chiefly on +account of your sublime madness, which you call wisdom, are very great, +I am determined to preserve your life as long as possible, and protect +you from every danger that you bring upon yourself.</p> + +<p>"Concealed in my puppet-show theatre, I have chanced to overhear a +discourse relating to you. The Pope has determined to make you the Prior +of one of the most distinguished Capuchin Convents, and also to appoint +you his own Father Confessor. Fly, then, quickly—fly from Rome, for +dagger and poison are already prepared for you. I know one bravo who has +even now got his retaining fee for sending you in all haste to the other +world. In a word, you have come in the way of a certain famous +Dominican, who has hitherto been the Pope's confessor. You are obnoxious +to him and all his adherents; and, to conclude, to-morrow morning you +must no longer be found within the walls of Rome!"</p> + +<p>This new occurrence I was at no loss to connect in my mind with the +expressions of the unknown <i>Abbate</i>. The two warnings were exactly in +keeping with each other, and I stood so lost in thought, that I scarcely +noticed the absurd conduct of Belcampo, who embraced me with great +fervour, and then with hideous grimaces and contortions took his +departure.</p> + +<p>It might now be past midnight, when I heard the hollow rolling of a +carriage over the pavement of the Court. Soon afterwards, I observed +steps on the stone-stairs. There was a knocking at my door, which I +opened, and beheld the Father Guardian of the Convent, who was followed +by a man in disguise, masked, and carrying a torch in his hand.</p> + +<p>"Brother Medardus," said the guardian, "we are informed that a dying man +desires your spiritual assistance, and the last unction. Do then what +the rule enjoins. Follow this man, who will lead you to the person who +requires your attendance."</p> + +<p>Hereupon, a cold shuddering ran through my limbs. The apprehension rose +vividly within me, that they were leading me to my own death; yet I +dared not refuse, but instantly rose, put on my habit, and followed the +stranger, who lighted me down stairs, opened the door of the carriage, +and forced me to enter it.</p> + +<p>In the carriage there were two other men, also disguised, who placed me +betwixt them. I inquired whither I was to be led, and who it was that +wished for my prayers and last services? No answer. In deep silence, we +drove on through several streets. For some time, I believed, by the +sound of the wheels, that we were already beyond the city walls; but +again, I perceived that we came through an arched gate-way, and then +drove once more over paved streets.</p> + +<p>At last, the carriage stopped, and I felt that they immediately bound up +my hands; and that a thick night-cap was drawn over my face, by which I +was completely blinded. At this I expressed some dissatisfaction and +anxiety.</p> + +<p>"No evil shall befall you," said a rough voice, "only you must be silent +as to all that you see and hear, otherwise your death is inevitable."</p> + +<p>They now lifted me out of the carriage. There was a rattling of keys and +locks. Then a gate opened that groaned heavily, and creaked on its rusty +and unoiled hinges. We entered, and they led me at first through long +corridors, and at last down stairs deeper and deeper. The echoing sounds +of our steps convinced me that we were in vaults, and the abominable and +oppressive air proved that these vaults were destined for the reception +of the dead.</p> + +<p>At last we stood still. My hands were untied, and the cap taken from my +head. I found myself in a large apartment, dimly lighted by a lamp hung +from the ceiling.</p> + +<p>There was a man in black robes, and wearing a mask, probably the same +who had come for me to the Capuchin Convent. He stood next to me; and +along the walls of the room, seated on two benches, I beheld many +Dominican monks.</p> + +<p>The horrible dream already narrated, which occurred to me in the prison +at the <i>residenz</i> of the Prince von Rosenthurm, came back vividly on my +remembrance. I held it for certain, that I was now to meet an immediate +and cruel death; yet I remained silent, and only prayed inwardly, not +for rescue from the danger that awaited me, but for a religious and +sanctified end.</p> + +<p>After some moments of gloomy silence and expectation, one of the monks +came to me, and said, with a hollow voice, "Medardus, we have here +doomed to death a brother of your order. His sentence is this night to +be carried into execution. From you he expects absolution and admonition +in his last moments. Go, then, and fulfil what belongs to your office."</p> + +<p>The mask in black robes, who stood near me, now took me by the arm, and +led me from the audience-chamber through a narrow passage, into a small +vaulted cell.</p> + +<p>Here I found lying in a corner, on a straw-bed, a pale and emaciated +spectre—properly speaking, a mere skeleton—half-clothed, or rather +hung like a scarecrow, with rags. The mask placed the lamp which he had +brought with him on a stone-table, in the middle of the vault, and +retired.</p> + +<p>I then approached nearer the wretched couch of the prisoner. My name had +been announced, and with great difficulty he turned himself round +towards me. I was confounded when I recognized the features of the +venerable Cyrillus. A smile as of celestial beatitude came over his +countenance, though I knew not wherefore he was thus rejoiced.</p> + +<p>"So then," said he, "the abominable ministers of hell, who dwell in this +building, have for once not deceived me. Through them I learned that +you, dear Brother Medardus, were in Rome; and as I expressed a great +wish to speak with you, they promised me to bring you here at the hour +of my death. That hour is now arrived, and they have not forgotten their +contract."</p> + +<p>Hereupon, I kneeled down beside the venerable and pious old man. I +conjured him, in the first place, to tell me, how it was possible that +he could have been doomed by any society, calling themselves religious, +either to imprisonment or death?</p> + +<p>"No, no! dear Brother Medardus," said Cyrillus, "not till after I have +confessed my manifold crimes, and, in the first place, those which I +have through inadvertence committed against you; not till after you +have, according to the holy institutes of our church, reconciled me with +Heaven, dare I speak any farther as to my own earthly misery, and +worldly cares. You already know, that I myself, as well as all the rest +of our community, looked upon you as the most hardened and most +unpardonable of sinners. According to our belief, you had, by a +continued chain of errors, heaped up the most enormous guilt on your +head, so that we expelled you from our society. Yet your chief crime was +but in yielding to the impulse of one fatal moment, in which the devil +cast his noose round your neck, and dragged you away from the holy +sanctuary, into the distractions of this sinful world.</p> + +<p>"Then an abominable swindler, assuming your name, your dress, and, as if +he were the devil incarnate, also your corporeal figure, committed those +crimes, which had almost drawn upon you the shameful death of a +murderer. It has indeed been proved against you, that you have on one +occasion sinned, inasmuch as you wished to break your monastic vows; but +that you are unstained by those enormities which were imputed to you, +there can be no doubt. Return then to our convent, Medardus, where the +brethren will receive him whom they believed for ever lost, with +redoubled kindness and rejoicing."</p> + +<p>Here the old man, overcome by weakness, sank back, fainting on his +couch; and resisting the excitement which his words had produced upon +me, I remembered that my present duty was to attend to Cyrillus only, +and the welfare of his soul, which he had intrusted to my care. +Therefore I laboured as well as I could, by friction, and raising him in +the bed, to recover the unhappy prisoner from his insensibility.</p> + +<p>At last he was restored, and went regularly through his confession; he, +the pious and almost blameless old man, humbling himself before me, the +depraved sinner! But when I absolved the self-accusing monk, whose only +fault seemed to be that he had on many subjects <i>doubted</i>, and by these +doubts had been driven hither and thither, it seemed to me as if, +notwithstanding my own manifold offences, a divine spirit were kindled +up within me—as if I were but the unworthy instrument, the corporeal +organ, by which Omnipotence spoke temporally to souls not yet released +from their temporal bondage.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Brother Medardus," said Cyrillus, lifting his eyes full of devotion +to Heaven, "how have your words refreshed and strengthened me! Gladly +shall I now go to meet death, which the traitors residing here have +prepared for me. I fall a victim to that abominable treachery and +concealed wickedness, by which the throne of the Pope is now +surrounded.——"</p> + +<p>I heard hollow sounding steps, that always came nearer and nearer. Then +keys rattled in the door-lock.</p> + +<p>Cyrillus raised himself up with a violent and fearful effort.—"Return," +said he, "return, Medardus, to the happiness and security of our own +convent. Leonardus is already informed as to all that has occurred; he +knows in what manner I am now about to die. Conjure him to be silent as +to this last event; for how soon, even without this, would death have +claimed a weak and tottering old man! Farewell, my brother! Pray for the +salvation of my soul! My spirit shall be with you, when, in our convent +at Königswald, you read for me the prayers over the dead. Above all, I +beseech you to be silent as to whatever you have witnessed here; for +otherwise you will bring on yourself certain destruction, and involve +our community in endless disputes."</p> + +<p>On this point I made him a solemn promise. The disguised men had come +into the room. They lifted up the old monk out of bed, and, as he had +not strength enough to walk, dragged him through the corridor towards +the vaulted hall, or audience-chamber, in which I had before been.</p> + +<p>On a signal from the masks, I had followed the prisoner, and now found +that the Dominicans had arranged themselves in a circle, within which +they brought the old man, and then commanded him to kneel down upon a +small heap of earth, which they had laid in the centre of the circle.</p> + +<p>A crucifix was now placed by one of the masks in his hands, and he +grasped it with great fervour. According to the duty of my office, I had +also gone within the circle, and prayed aloud. Before I had ended, one +of the Dominicans pulled me by the arm, and spoke to me aside. At that +moment I observed a sword gleam in the hand of one of the masks; and in +an instant, at a single blow, the head of Cyrillus was dissevered, and +rolled down, streaming a torrent of blood, at my feet.</p> + +<p>I could not endure the horror of this spectacle, but threw myself on the +earth, in a state of half fainting and half consciousness. On my +recovery, I found that I was in a small apartment fitted up like a cell. +A Dominican came up to me.</p> + +<p>"You are terrified perhaps," said he; "yet, brother, methinks you +should rather rejoice to have beheld with your own eyes this perfect +martyrdom. By that name, of course, it must be distinguished, if a +brother of your convent undergoes the execution of his sentence; for, no +doubt, you are, to a man, <i>all</i> saints!"</p> + +<p>"We are not saints," replied I; "but we can at least say this +much—Never was an innocent man within the walls of our convent +murdered—Let me now go! I have fulfilled my duty faithfully, and with +self-satisfaction. The spirit of my departed brother, who is now in +Heaven, will, as I trust, be near to me, if I should fall into the hands +of accursed murderers!"</p> + +<p>"I do not doubt," said the Dominican, "that your departed brother, +Cyrillus, will, in such case, be able to assist you. Methinks, however, +you ought not to call the judgment which has been executed against him, +a murder. Cyrillus had committed enormous misdemeanours against the now +reigning Vicegerent of the Almighty; and it was by his (I mean by the +Pope's) express command, that your brother was condemned to death. But +as he must have confessed all to you, it is needless to speak with you +any farther on this subject. Rather take, before you go, a little of +this cordial for your bodily refreshment; for you look quite pale, and +much agitated."</p> + +<p>With these words, accompanied by a good-humoured smile, the Dominican +handed to me a crystal cup, filled with a dark red-coloured and strongly +fragrant wine, which, like champagne, foamed and mantled.</p> + +<p>I scarce knew how to interpret the obscure apprehensions which were +within me. Surely this was the self-same wine which had once before been +presented to me by the Baroness Euphemia von F——, which I then luckily +refused to taste! I had no time for reflections, however; for the monk +was attentively watching me. Involuntarily, and without thought, I put +up my left hand over my face, as if blinded by the glare of the lamp; +and with the other, lifting my glass, poured the wine into the wide +sleeve of my habit.</p> + +<p>The Dominican was effectually deceived.—"Much good may it do you!" said +he; at the same time hastily opening the door, and making signs for my +departure.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + + +<p>I was again brought into the carriage, which, to my surprise, was now +empty; and they drove me rapidly away. The terrors of the night—the +violent excitement which I had undergone, and my grief for the +unfortunate Cyrillus, combined to produce a deep gloomy reverie, in +which I scarcely remembered where I was, or knew what was passing around +me. When the carriage stopped, I took no notice; but from this trance I +was awoke by two men, who lifted me (as if I had been unable to help +myself) out of the carriage, and then threw me down, roughly enough, +upon the ground.</p> + +<p>The morning had already broke, and I found myself before the gate of my +own convent, of which I immediately rang the bell. The porter was +terrified at my pale and disordered aspect; and, of course, had +announced his apprehensions to the Prior, for, immediately after early +mass, the latter came with anxious looks into my cell.</p> + +<p>To his questions I only answered generally, that the death of the person +whom I had been sent for to absolve had been very horrible, and that, +consequently, I could not help being much agitated. The Prior was +satisfied with this answer, but soon afterwards, from the insupportable +torment which I felt in my left arm, I could not contain myself, but +screamed out aloud.</p> + +<p>The surgeon of the convent was sent for, and, meanwhile, the sleeve of +my habit ripped open; but the cloth had already grown into my flesh, and +the whole arm was found withered, and eaten away to the very bone, by a +deleterious caustic.</p> + +<p>"I was to have drunk wine," said I to the Prior, "but allowed the +contents of the glass to run thus into my sleeve." I said no more, +remembering the injunctions of Cyrillus to secrecy.</p> + +<p>On the arrival of the physician, he declared that the wine had been +impregnated with the most destructive and corrosive of all poisons; but +by the remedies which he applied, my torment was lessened, at least, +though by no means assuaged. My recovery was slow and tedious; for it +was considered doubtful whether the limb ought not to be amputated. I +escaped that misfortune, however; but my arm remains to this hour +withered and powerless.</p> + +<p>"I am now perfectly aware," said the Prior, one morning after I became +convalescent, "of the peculiar circumstances by which you have lost the +use of your arm. The pious Brother Cyrillus vanished in the most +mysterious manner from our convent and from Rome; and you, dear Brother +Medardus, will in the same manner be lost, if you do not immediately +change your residence. During your illness, many suspicious inquiries +were made after you, and had it not been for my watchfulness, and the +faithful attachment of your brethren, probably you would not now have +been in life.</p> + +<p>"To me you appeared from the first an extraordinary man, under the +influence of a destiny, whose final decrees are yet inscrutable; but +however this may be, you have certainly, since your arrival in Rome, +attracted far too much attention, to escape the animosity and +watchfulness of certain people, who, no doubt, wish you to be removed +out of their way. My advice is, therefore, that you should return home +to your own country, and to your own convent. May all happiness, and, +above all, the grace of God, be with you!"</p> + +<p>Even without this admonition of the Prior, I should have clearly felt, +that so long as I remained in Rome, my life must be in constant danger. +To this painful thought, others were added. I was haunted still by the +recollection of my numberless and enormous crimes; then, above all, +there was the immediate torment of my festering and withered arm. I +could not value a life which was so useless and miserable, but, on the +contrary, reverted frequently to the thoughts of suicide, which only the +terror of committing a new crime prevented me from carrying into +execution. But even without this, I might soon fall in the way of +obtaining for myself a timely and welcome martyrdom, and whether this +should occur at Rome or elsewhere was to me indifferent.</p> + +<p>More and more, however, I accustomed myself to dwell on the thoughts of +a speedy and violent death, to which, by my penitence, I considered +myself entitled. Methought I saw the figure of the monk Medardus, <i>of +myself</i>, issuing from the gates of the convent, and passing along the +road. Then there appeared behind him a dark and indefinable form, who +stabbed him with a stiletto to the heart. A crowd immediately collected +round the bloody corpse. "Medardus!" cried they; "the pious and blessed +penitent Medardus is murdered!"</p> + +<p>These words were spread and repeated hundred-fold through the streets; +and the crowd always became more numerous, lamenting the loss of a saint +so gifted and distinguished. Women kneeled down, and reverentially dipt +their handkerchiefs in the blood which flowed from my wounds. In doing +this, one of them remarked the scar of the cross on my neck, whereupon +she exclaimed aloud—"He is indeed a martyr—a glorified saint! See here +the impress of Heaven, which he has borne on his earthly frame!" +Hereupon all the multitude threw themselves on their knees, and happy +were those who could touch the mortal remains of the saint, or even the +hem of his garment! Then a new impulse was given. There was an opening +made in the crowd. A bier was brought forward, ornamented with a +profusion of flowers, and in triumphant march, with prayer, and the +choral voice of divine music, the attendant youths carry on it the dead +body of the saint onwards to the church of St Peter!</p> + +<p>Thus my still wandering and deluded fantasy elaborated, in the most +vivid colours, a picture, representing my own martyrdom. Without once +apprehending how the deceitful demon of pride led me on, and by new +methods laboured to ensure my destruction, I resolved, after my perfect +recovery, to remain in Rome; to continue the same penitential life which +I had hitherto adopted, and then either to die in the full odour and +splendour of sanctity, or else, being rescued by the Pope, to raise +myself up to high dignities and power in the church.</p> + +<p>My convalescence, as I have already mentioned, was very tedious, but the +powerful energies of my constitution enabled me at first to bear up +against the torture, and at last triumph over that abominable poison, +which had not only destroyed one limb, but threatened, by sympathy, to +injure my whole vitals. The physician, however, had no doubts of my +perfect restoration. Indeed, it was only at those moments of mental +confusion which usually precede sleep, that I was liable still to +feverish attacks and delirium.</p> + +<p>In one of these paroxysms I was visited by an extraordinary dream, of +which the circumstances were far too wild and confused to be faithfully +described. Methought I again looked on my own dead body, but not as +before in a public street of Rome. It was now laid in a lonely <i>berceau</i> +walk of the convent at Königswald, where every object in the landscape +came in vivid colours to my remembrance. Methought I was conscious of my +own separate existence, as a self-subsisting idea, and then I ascended, +as if borne up by my own buoyancy, from the realms of earth, and ere +long found myself floating in a cloud of a beautiful roseate colour. +There I beheld a magnificent array of wood-crowned mountains and rocky +cliffs, gleaming in the morning sun, but far more beautiful than those +of the earth. Anon, methought I stood at the lofty gate of a gorgeous +palace, and wished to enter; but fearful bolts of lightning crossed and +re-crossed each other, like fiery lances, betwixt me and the entrance, +till I was struck down into the bosom of a damp, obscure, and colourless +cloud. As I fell down deeper and deeper, I again beheld the dead body, +which raised itself up and stared upon me with ghastly, lustreless eyes, +and howled out some accents of lamentation, like the north wind in a +narrow ravine. Anon, methought the face of all nature became dead and +withered. The flowers declined their heads, sank down, and faded away. +The trees lost every leaf, and their dry branches rattled like the +marrowless joints of a skeleton. I saw men and women too, no longer like +living beings, but like pale, hideous spectres, and they threw +themselves in despair on the earth, calling out, "Mercy! mercy! Is then +the guilt of our crimes so enormous, that thou, oh Lord, givest unto our +Arch-Enemy power to destroy, and render vain the sin-offering of our +blood?"</p> + +<p>I wished for annihilation, though, being a disembodied idea, this was +impossible. Then methought I was, as if by an electrical shock, roused +up from my sleep. The great clock of the convent struck twelve. "The +dead raise themselves up," said a voice; "they rise out of their +graves, and are gone to divine worship." Accordingly, I began to pray. +Then I heard a slight knocking at my door, and believed it was one of my +brethren, who wished to come into the room, till, with +unspeakable horror, I recognized the voice of my ghostly +<span class="smcap">Double</span>.—"Broth-er—Broth-er!" said the voice—"I am here—I am +here!—Come with me—Come with me!"</p> + +<p>I wished thereupon to start up from my couch, but a shuddering coldness +had fettered every limb, and every attempted movement produced only a +convulsive inward struggle. My only refuge was in prayer; and I heard, +in a strange manner, the audible effect of my own voice. Now it +gradually triumphed over the renewed knocking and stammering of the +spectre; but at last all was confused and lost in the hum of ten +thousand voices, as when the air is filled with myriads of insects. Anon +this humming changed to articulate lamentations as before, and methought +I was again wrapt in the dark cloud; but suddenly there came over it a +gleam of the most exquisite morning red. Through the dark vapours +descended a tall and dignified form, on whose bosom a cross shone with +dazzling effulgence. The features were those of St Rosalia!</p> + +<p>The lamentations were now turned to an exulting hymn of praise; and from +afar I beheld the landscape again blooming in all the luxuriance of +spring. Only my own voice was now heard, lamenting—"Shall I then alone, +of all these rejoicing inhabitants of earth, be given a prey to +everlasting torments?"—Then a change came over that beautiful phantom. +Its awe-striking dignity was transformed into mild grace and +beneficence, and a sweet smile was diffused over her features.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Aurelia!</span>" cried I aloud, and with that name I at last in reality awoke, +and saw the clear morning light beaming into my cell.</p> + +<p>By this introduction of Aurelia I clearly recognized the new endeavours +of the restless powers of darkness against me; and no sooner was this +perception aroused, than I understood also the nature of those delusions +by which I had been induced to remain in Rome. I hastened down to the +church, and prayed with great fervour, leaving out, however, all bodily +chastisements, having need of all the strength that I could muster for +my long and fatiguing journey. Before the mid-day sun shot down his +perpendicular and insupportable beams, I was already far from Rome, +taking precisely the same road by which I had come thither.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + + +<p>I determined to avoid the <i>residenz</i> of the Prince; not because I was +afraid to be recognized and punished, but because I could not bear to +look on the scene of my horrible offences. Moreover, should Aurelia +still reside there, I felt that I had no certainty of avoiding new +temptations; and this apprehension, perhaps, proved, more than any other +circumstance, the reality of my penitence and conversion. The conviction +afforded me some consolation, that at least the diabolical spirit of +pride was annihilated within me, and that I no longer wished to throw +myself into danger, from a vain confidence in my own strength.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>My long pilgrimage was without any incidents deserving of record. At +last I had arrived amid the well-known Thuringian mountains; and one +morning, through the dense vapours that lingered in a valley before me, +I beheld a castle, which I instantly recognized to be that of the late +Baron von F——. As I came nearer, alas! how was the scene now changed +from what it had been! The walks and ornaments of the parks were become +a wilderness of ruin and devastation. The shrubberies, parterres, and +young plantations, were either torn up by the cattle, or converted into +ploughed fields. The road on which I walked, after entering the path, +was overgrown with moss and weeds; and even the beautiful lawn before +the mansion-house, that used to be so carefully kept, was now covered +with a herd of cattle, and another of swine, that had rooted up all its +verdure. The windows of the castle, too, were broken, and looked +ghastly. The steps leading up to the principal entry were ruinous, and +covered with lichens and grass that waved in the wind. Through the whole +domain there seemed not to be one living being. All was neglected and +lonely.</p> + +<p>On passing through a dense thicket, which had once been my favourite +walk, I heard an obscure sound of moaning and lamentation. Then I +perceived a grey-headed old man at some distance, who, though his +countenance was turned towards me, did not seem in the least to notice +my presence or approach. On the contrary, when I came almost close to +him, he uttered, as if talking to himself in deep reverie, the +words,—"Dead—dead and gone,—all dead and gone, whom I once loved in +this world. Oh, Aurelia! thou, too, the last, art dead to all sublunary +enjoyments!"</p> + +<p>I now recognized Reinhold, the old intendant, though grief had so much +changed his appearance, that at first I knew not who he was. I had do +wish to speak with any one, but now remained as if involuntarily rooted +to the spot.</p> + +<p>"Aurelia dead!" cried I. "No, no, old man, thou art misinformed. The +power of the all-seeing and omniscient Judge protected her from the +stiletto of the murderer!"</p> + +<p>The old man started at these words as if he had been struck by +lightning. "Who is here?" cried he, vehemently—"Who is here?—Leopold! +Leopold!" A boy now sprung out from the thicket, and on perceiving me, +pronounced the customary salutation—"<i>Laudetur Jesus Christus!</i>"—"<i>In +omnia sæcula sæculorum</i>" answered I. Then the old man raised himself up. +"Leopold! Leopold!" said he, with great energy; "Who is among us? What +is this man?"</p> + +<p>Now, for the first time, I perceived that Reinhold was blind. The boy +answered him. "A reverend monk, Herr Intendant; a monk of the Capuchin +order." Upon these words, it seemed as if the old man was seized by the +utmost terror and abhorrence.</p> + +<p>"Away—away!" cried he. "Boy, lead me from hence—To my room—to my +room! Peter shall close all the doors, and keep watch.—Away—away!" +With these words, he seemed to exert his utmost strength to escape from +me, as from a furious wild beast. The boy looked at him and me +alternately, as if quite confounded, and at a loss how to act; but the +old man, instead of allowing himself to be led, forced on his attendant, +and they soon disappeared through a gate, which, as I perceived, was +immediately locked behind them.</p> + +<p>I was much shocked at this adventure, and fled as quickly as I could +from this place, the scene of my greatest crimes, which now appeared to +me more abominable than ever. I soon afterwards found myself in dense +thickets of the forest, and but for the direction which the sun +afforded, would not have known what path to choose, or whither +to turn. I sank into a deep reverie, in which I almost lost all +self-consciousness of what was immediately around me; till at last, +being much fatigued, I laid myself down on a mossy couch, formed on the +spreading roots of a wild oak tree, not far from which I saw a small +artificially formed eminence, on which was planted a cross. Gazing on +this, I soon fell into a profound sleep, and the bodily exertions that I +had undergone were such, that I now slumbered without ever being visited +by any of my former visions.</p> + +<p>On awaking from my sleep, I was surprised to perceive an old countryman +seated near me, who, as soon as he saw that I raised myself up, +respectfully took off his cap.</p> + +<p>"No doubt, reverend father," said he, "you have travelled a far way, and +are greatly fatigued, otherwise you would not have chosen <i>this</i> as your +resting-place. Or it may be that you are an entire stranger, and know +not the peculiar circumstances connected with this spot?"</p> + +<p>I assured him, that being a stranger, a pilgrim from the most distant +parts of Italy, I could not possibly have any knowledge of the +circumstances to which he alluded.</p> + +<p>"Well," said the countryman, "the warning which I wished to give you is +particularly applicable to all brethren of your order; for it is said +that some years ago a Capuchin monk was murdered in this very part of +the forest; consequently, when I saw you sleeping on the grass, I +determined to station myself here, and be ready to defend you from +whatever danger you might be threatened with. Whether the story of your +brother's death at this place be true or false, this much is certain, +that at the time alluded to, a Capuchin came as a passing guest to our +village, and after staying all night, walked away in the morning, +through these mountains. On that very day, a neighbour of mine going as +usual to big work through the deep valley below what is called the +'Devil's Ground,' suddenly heard a piercing hideous cry, which continued +for a few seconds, and then strangely died away in the air. He insists, +(though to me this appears very improbable,) that at the same time when +he heard the cry, he saw the form of a man shoot down from the +jutting-out point of rock above, into the bottomless abyss.</p> + +<p>"This evidence was so circumstantial, that all the village began to +think it possible that the Capuchin who had left us that morning might +really have fallen down from the cliff, and we tried every method in our +power, without endangering our own lives, to find out his dead body in +the chasm.</p> + +<p>"Our labour proved fruitless, however; we laughed at the man who had put +us to much trouble, and ridiculed him still more when he afterwards +insisted, that in returning home at night, he had plainly seen the +figure of a man rising out of the water.</p> + +<p>"This last must have indeed been mere imagination; but afterwards we +understood that the Capuchin, God knows wherefore, had been murdered by +a man of rank, who had afterwards thrown down the body from that point +of rock which we call the Devil's Chair.</p> + +<p>"That the murder must have been committed near the spot where we now +are, I am fully persuaded; for, as I was once sitting quietly after hard +work, and looking at an old hollow oak-tree, methought I saw something +like a corner of dark-brown cloth hanging out, which excited my +curiosity. Accordingly, when I went to the tree, I drew out of it, to my +great surprise, a Capuchin tunic, quite fresh and new, which I therefore +took home to my cottage. I perceived that one of the sleeves was stained +with blood, and in one corner found embroidered, the name 'Medardus.'</p> + +<p>"It occurred to me that it would be a pious and praise-worthy action if +I sold the habit, and give the money that it would bring to our priest, +requesting him to read prayers for the benefit of the poor murdered man. +Consequently, I took the dress with me to town, but no old-clothesman +would purchase it, and there was no Capuchin Convent in the place.</p> + +<p>"At last there came up to me a man, who, by his dress, must have been a +<i>chasseur</i>, or forester. He said that he was just then in want of such a +garment, and gave at once the money that I had demanded for it. +Returning home, I made our priest say several masses, and as I could not +contrive to station a cross in the Devil's Abyss, I placed one here, as +a memorial of the Capuchin's cruel fate.</p> + +<p>"However, the deceased father must have had not a few sins to answer +for; his ghost is said to wander about here still, and has been seen by +divers people, so that the priest's labours have been of no great +service in his behalf. Therefore, reverend father, I would earnestly +entreat of you, when you have returned safe to your own convent, to read +prayers now and then for the soul of your unfortunate brother, Medardus. +Will you promise me this?"</p> + +<p>"You are in a mistake, my good friend," said I; "the Capuchin Medardus, +who some years ago passed through your village, is not murdered; there +is no need of masses for him, since he still lives, and must by his own +labours and repentance work out the salvation of his soul. I am myself +this very Medardus.—Look here!"</p> + +<p>With these words I threw open my tunic, and shewed him my name +embroidered, as he had described, on the outside of the lapelle. +Scarcely had the <i>bauer</i> looked at the name, when he grew deadly pale, +and stared at me with every sign of the utmost horror. Then suddenly he +started up, and without uttering a word, ran as if he had been pursued +by fiends into the wood.</p> + +<p>It was obvious that he took me for the ghost of this murdered Medardus, +and all endeavours would have failed to convince him of his error. The +remoteness of the place, and the deep stillness, broken only by the +roaring of the not far distant river, were well suited to awake in my +mind the most horrible imagery. I thought once more of my detestable +<i>double</i>, and infected almost with the terror of the countryman, I felt +myself agitated to my inmost heart, and believed that the frightful +spectre of my second self would start out from some dark thicket against +me.</p> + +<p>Summoning my utmost courage, I again stepped forward on my journey, but +so much was I disturbed by the revived notion of my ghostly <i>double</i>, +that not till after a considerable time had I leisure to recollect that +the countryman's narrative had completely cleared up to me the mystery +how the delirious monk had first got possession of the tunic, which, on +our flight into Italy, he had left with me, and which I had recognized +as unquestionably my own. The forester whom he had applied to for a new +dress, had, of course, purchased it from the countryman in the +market-town.</p> + +<p>I was deeply impressed by the confused and broken manner in which the +<i>bauer</i> had told the fatal events of the Devil's Ground, for I thus +perceived the intricate web—the concatenation of circumstances, in +which the powers of darkness seemed to have done their utmost to produce +that fearful exchange of characters betwixt myself and Victorin. The +strange sight that had been seen by the <i>bauer</i>, too, of a man rising +out of the abyss, which his companions believed only a vision, appeared +to me of no little importance. I looked forward with confidence to an +explanation of this also, though without knowing where it could be +obtained.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + + +<p>After a few days more of restless walking, it was with a beating heart, +and eyes swimming in tears, that I once more beheld the well-known +towers of the Cistertian Monastery, and village of Heidebach. Anxious as +I now am to wind up this long and painful narrative, I shall not pause +to describe and analyze my feelings at thus visiting once more the +scenes of my youth, which, in the yellow light of a still autumnal day, +lay in all their wonted calmness and beauty before me.</p> + +<p>I passed through the village, went up the hill, and came to the great +square shaded by tall trees before the gate of the convent. Here, for +some time, I paused, seating myself on a stone bench in a recess, +reviving all my oldest and most cherished recollections, that came over +my mind like shadows of a dream. Scarcely could I now believe that I was +the same Francesco who had there spent so many years with a heart +unclouded by care, and to whom guilt and remorse were yet known only by +name.</p> + +<p>While thus occupied, I heard at some distance a swelling voice of +melody—it was an anthem sung by male voices. A large crucifix became +visible, and I found that a procession was coming up the hill. The monks +walked in pairs, and at the first glance I recognized that they were my +own brethren, and that the old Leonardus, supported by a young man whose +name I did not know, was at their head. Without noticing me, they +continued their anthem, and passed on through the convent gate.</p> + +<p>They were followed by the Dominicans and Franciscans, also from the town +of Königswald, and walking in the same order of procession. Then several +coaches drove up, in which were the nuns of St Clare. From all this I +perceived that some remarkable festival was now to be solemnized.</p> + +<p>The church doors were opened, and I went in. People were adorning the +altars, and especially the high altar, with flower garlands, and a +sacristan gave directions for a great quantity of fresh roses, as the +Abbess had particularly desired that they should predominate. Having +resolved that I would immediately request permission to join my +brethren, I first strengthened myself by fervent prayer, after which I +went into the convent, and inquired for the Prior Leonardus.</p> + +<p>The porteress then led me into a hall, where the Prior was seated in an +arm-chair, surrounded by his brethren. Agitated to the utmost degree, +and indeed quite overpowered, I could not refrain from bursting into +tears, and falling at his feet. "Medardus!" he exclaimed, and a murmur +sounded immediately through the ranks of all the brethren. "Brother +Medardus!" said they—"Brother Medardus, the long-lost, is returned!"</p> + +<p>I was immediately lifted up from the prostration into which I had +involuntarily sunk, and all the brethren, even those with whom I was +before unacquainted, fervently embraced me.—"Thanks and everlasting +praise," they exclaimed, "to the mercy and long-suffering of Heaven, +that you have thus been rescued from the snares and temptations of that +deceitful world. But relate, dearest brother—tell us your +adventures—all that you have encountered!"</p> + +<p>Thus there arose among them a murmur of confused and anxious inquiries; +but, meanwhile, the Prior rose up and made a sign for me to follow him +privately into another room, which was regularly appropriated for his +use when he visited the convent.</p> + +<p>"Medardus," he began, "you have in the most wicked manner broken your +monastic vows, and deceived that faith which was reposed in you by all +our community. Instead of fulfilling the commissions with which I +intrusted you, you became a disgraceful fugitive, no one knows why, nor +whither. On this account, I could order you to be imprisoned for life, +or to be immured, and left to perish without food or drink, if I chose +to act according to the severe laws of our order."</p> + +<p>"Judge me, then, venerable father," interrupted I—"judge me according +as the conventual law directs. I should resign with pleasure the burden +of a miserable life; for indeed I feel but too deeply that the severest +penance to which I could subject myself, would to me bring no +consolation."</p> + +<p>"Recover yourself," said Leonardus; "be composed and tranquil. I have +now fulfilled my duty in speaking to you as an abbot; but, as a friend +and father, I have yet to address you, and to hear what you have to say +in your own justification. In a wonderful manner you have been rescued +at Rome, from the death with which you was threatened. To the disorders +which prevail there, Cyrillus has been the only sacrifice."</p> + +<p>"Is it possible, then," said I, "that you already know——"</p> + +<p>"I know it all," answered the Prior; "I am aware, that you rendered +spiritual assistance to the poor man in his last moments; and I have +been informed of the stratagem of the Dominicans, who thought they had +administered deadly poison in the wine which they offered you as a +cordial drink. Had you swallowed but a single drop, it must have caused +your death in a few minutes; of course you found some opportune method +of evading this."</p> + +<p>"Only look here," said I, and, rolling up the sleeve of my tunic, shewed +the Prior my withered arm, which was like that of a skeleton; describing +to him, at the same time, how I had suspected the fate that was intended +me, and found means to pour all the liquor into my sleeve.</p> + +<p>Leonardus started as he beheld this frightful spectacle, and muttered to +himself—"Thou hast indeed done penance, as it was fitting, for thou +hast committed many crimes.—But Cyrillus—the good and pious +Cyrillus!"——</p> + +<p>He paused, and I took this opportunity of remarking, that the precise +cause of my brother's death, and the accusation which had been made +against him, remained, up to that day, unknown to me.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you too," said the Prior, "would have shared the same fate, if, +like him, you had stepped forward as a plenipotentiary of our convent. +You already know, that the claim of our house, if admitted, and carried +into effect, would almost annihilate the income of the Cardinal +von ——; which income he at present draws without any right to its +appropriation. This was the reason why the Cardinal suddenly made up a +friendship with the Pope's father confessor, (with whom he had till then +been at variance,) and thus acquired, in the Dominican, a powerful ally, +whom he could employ against Cyrillus.</p> + +<p>"The latter was introduced to the Pope, and received with particular +favour; in such manner, that he was admitted into the society of the +dignitaries by whom his Holiness is surrounded, and enabled to appear as +often as he chose at the Vatican. Cyrillus, of course, soon became +painfully aware, how much the Vicegerent of God seeks and finds his +kingdom in this world, and its pleasures,—how he is made subservient as +the mere tool of a mob of hypocrites, who turn him hither and thither, +as if vacillating between heaven and hell. Doubtless this seems +inconsistent with the powerful talents and energetic spirit, of which he +has, on various occasions, shewn himself possessed; but which they +contrive, by the most abominable means, to pervert and to subdue.</p> + +<p>"Our pious brother Cyrillus, as might have been foreseen, was much +distressed at all this, and found himself called on, by irresistible +impulses, to avert, if possible, the misfortunes which might thus fall +upon the church. Accordingly, as the spirit moved him, he took divers +opportunities to rouse and agitate, by the most fervid eloquence, the +heart of the Pope, and forcibly to disengage his soul from all +terrestrial pleasures or ambition.</p> + +<p>"The Pope, as it usually happens to enfeebled minds, was, in truth, much +affected by what Cyrillus had said; and this was precisely the +opportunity which his wicked ministers had watched for, in order to +carry their plans into execution. With an air of great mystery and +importance, they revealed to his Holiness their discovery of nothing +less than a regular conspiracy against him, which was to deprive him of +the triple crown. For this purpose, Cyrillus had been commissioned to +deliver these private lectures, and induce the Pope to submit to some +public act of penance, which would serve as a signal for the open +out-break of the rebellion that was already organized among the +cardinals.</p> + +<p>"Accordingly, on the next appearance of our zealous and excellent +brother, the Pope imagined that, in his present discourse, he could +detect many concealed and treacherous designs. Cyrillus, however, did +not hesitate to persist in his attempts, assuring his Holiness, that he +who did not wholly renounce the pleasures of this world, and humble his +heart, even as the most submissive and self-accusing penitent, was +wholly unfit to be the Vicegerent of God, and would bring a load of +reproach and shame on the church, from which the latter should make +itself free.</p> + +<p>"After one of these interviews, the iced-water which the Pope was in the +habit of drinking, was found to have been poisoned. That Cyrillus was +perfectly guiltless on that score, it is needless for me to make any +assertion to you, who knew him. His Holiness, however, was convinced of +his guilt; and the order for his imprisonment and execution in the +Dominican Convent was the consequence.</p> + +<p>"The hatred of the Dominicans towards you, after the attention which you +had received from the Pope, and his intentions openly expressed of +raising the Capuchin penitent to high dignities, requires no +explanation. You had thus become more dangerous, in their estimation, +than Cyrillus had ever been; and they would have felt the less remorse +at your destruction, as they doubted not that your penitential +observances were the result of the basest hypocrisy, and a desire of +temporal advancement.</p> + +<p>"With regard to my accurate knowledge of all that occurred to you in +Rome, there is in this no mystery. I have a friend at the metropolis, +who is thoroughly acquainted even with the most secret occurrences which +take place in the Vatican, and who faithfully informs me of them by +letters, written in a cypher which has hitherto baffled all attempts at +discovery.</p> + +<p>"But on my side, there are many questions to be asked, of which the +solution yet appears to me an inscrutable mystery. When you lived at the +Capuchin Convent, near to Rome, of which the Prior is my near relation, +I believed that your penitence was genuine, and from the heart. Yet, in +the city, you must have been actuated by very different motives. Above +all, why did you seek to gain the Pope's attention by an incredible and +marvellous story? Why accuse yourself of crimes which you had never +committed? Were you, then, ever at the castle of the Baron von F——?"</p> + +<p>"Alas, venerable father!" said I, "that was indeed the scene of my most +horrible crimes. Is it possible that, in your eyes also, I have appeared +a liar and hypocrite?"</p> + +<p>"Truly," said the Prior, "now that I speak with, and see you, I am +forced to believe that your repentance and self-inflicted sufferings +have been sincere. Still there are difficulties, which I am wholly +unable to clear up.</p> + +<p>"Soon after your flight from the <i>residenz</i> of the Prince von +Rosenthurm, and after the monk, with whom Cyrillus had confounded you, +had, as if by miracle, escaped, it was proved by the discovery of +letters, and other concomitant testimony, that the Count Victorin, +disguised as a monk, had been at the Baron's castle, and must have been +the perpetrator of the crimes charged against you. Reinhold, his old +steward, indeed, vehemently disputed this notion. But suddenly +Victorin's <i>chasseur</i> made his appearance, and explained that his master +had lived long concealed in the Thuringian forest; that he had allowed +his beard to grow, and had said that he would take the first opportunity +of providing himself with a Capuchin tunic, which he intended to wear +for at least twelve months, in order to carry on certain adventures. +Finally, he declared, that, after having been for some days absent from +his master, on business, he had, on his return, found him completely +disguised in a monk's dress, at which he was not surprised, as he, the +day before, observed, at some distance, the figure of a Capuchin pilgrim +in the forest, from whom he doubted not that his master had supplied +himself with the masquerade attire. He insisted that he knew the Count +far too well to have been deceived, and, besides, had spoken with him +frequently betwixt the period of that occurrence and his disappearance +from the castle. This deposition of the <i>chasseur</i> completely +invalidated the opinion of Reinhold; but the utter vanishing of the +Count, of whom not a single trace could be found, remained quite +incomprehensible.</p> + +<p>"In the <i>residenz</i>, the Princess von Rosenthurm started the hypothesis, +that the pretended Herr von Krczinski, from Kwicziczwo, had been really +the Count Victorin; and was the more inclined to this belief, on account +of the resemblance that she had found between this pretender and +Francesco, of whose guilt no one now entertained any doubt. The story of +the Prince's forester, describing a maniac, who had wandered about in +this forest, and afterwards lived in his house, almost sanctioned the +hypothesis. The madman had been recognized as Medardus. Victorin, in +order to possess himself of his tunic, had cast him down into the abyss +below the Devil's Chair. Here, by some chance or other, he had not been +killed in the fall, but only wounded on the head. The pain of his wound, +with hunger and thirst, made him delirious; and he ran about, perhaps +obtaining a morsel of food now and then from some compassionate +countryman, and half clothed with miserable rags, till he was kindly +received into the house of the forester.</p> + +<p>"Two things, however, remained here inexplicable, namely, how this +Medardus could have run away to such a distance out of the mountains +without being arrested, and how, even in his lucid intervals, he should +confess to the judges and the physician crimes which he had never +committed. Hereupon some individuals insisted that these lucid intervals +were delusive—that he never had been free from his madness, and that as +there are no limits to the varieties of that malady, it was possible +that he had, by the force of his own perverted imagination, invented all +the circumstances which he related, and that the belief of them was the +one, fixed, and obstinate idea, (the characteristic of insanity,) which +never left him.</p> + +<p>"The judge of the criminal court, on the other hand, (whose wisdom was +held in great reverence,) declared that the pretended Herr von Krczinski +was not only no Pole, but also no count, and certainly not the Count +Victorin. Moreover, that the monk assuredly was, and continued mad on +every occasion, on which account the Court had intended that his +sentence should be that of constant imprisonment, in order that he might +be prevented from committing more crimes; but the Prince, who was much +shocked by the calamities brought on the family of the Baron von F——, +changed this decision into that of execution on the scaffold.</p> + +<p>"Such is the nature of mankind in this transitory life, that every +impression, however vivid, loses, after a short time, almost all its +influence, and fades away into pale and dusky colours. But now the +notion that Aurelia's fugitive bridegroom had been Count Victorin, +brought the story of the Italian Countess fresh into the remembrance of +every one. Even those who before knew nothing of the matter, were +informed by others who thought there was no longer any need for keeping +the secret, and all agreed in considering it quite natural that the +features of Medardus should resemble those of Victorin, as they had both +been sons of one father.</p> + +<p>"The Prince at last determined that no farther attempt should be made to +break the veil of mystery. He wished rather that all these unhappy +involvements, which no one could be found to unravel, should be allowed +to rest, and be forgotten. Only Aurelia——"</p> + +<p>"Aurelia!" cried I, with vehemence, "for God's sake, reverend sir, tell +me what has become of Aurelia?"</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p class="center">[Some pages are here left out by the Editor.]</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + + +<p>"You are sincere, Medardus," said the Prior; "your silence on this point +is to me better than the most fervid eloquence. I felt the most perfect +conviction that it was you only who had in the <i>residenz</i> played the +part of a Polish nobleman, and wished to marry the Baroness Aurelia. +Moreover, I had traced out pretty accurately your route. A strange man, +by name Schönfeld, or Belcampo, who called himself a professor and an +artist, called here, and gave me the wished-for intelligence. At one +period I was indeed quite convinced that you had been the murderer of +Hermogen and Euphemia, on which account I entertained, if possible, the +more horror at your plan of seizing and involving Aurelia in your own +destruction.</p> + +<p>"I might indeed have arrested you, and perhaps it was my duty to have +done so; but, far from considering myself as a minister of vengeance, I +resigned you and your earthly conduct to the eternal decrees and +guidance of Providence. That you were, in a manner, little less than +miraculously preserved and carried through so many dangers, proved to +me, that your destruction, so far as this life is concerned, was not yet +resolved.</p> + +<p>"But now, it is most important for you to hear the circumstances by +which I was afterwards led, and indeed forced to believe, that Count +Victorin had actually appeared as the Capuchin, in the Thuringian +mountains, at the castle of Baron von F——.</p> + +<p>"Some time ago, Brother Sebastian, our porter, was awoke from his sleep +by an extraordinary noise of sobbing and groaning at the gate, which +sounded like the voice of a man in the last agony.</p> + +<p>"The day had just dawned, and he immediately rose. On opening the +outward gate, he found a man lying on the steps, half petrified with +cold, and miserably exhausted. With great effort the stranger brought +out the words, that he was Medardus, a monk who had fled from our +monastery.</p> + +<p>"Sebastian was much alarmed, and immediately came to me with accounts of +what had happened below. I summoned the brethren around me, and went to +inquire into the matter. The stranger seemed to have fainted, whereupon +we lifted him up, and brought him into the refectorium. In spite of the +horribly disfigured countenance of the man, we still thought that we +could recognize your features. Indeed, several were of opinion that it +was the change of dress, more than any other circumstance, which made a +difference. The stranger had a long beard, like a monk, and wore a +lay-habit, now much torn and destroyed, but which had at first been very +handsome. He had silk stockings, a gold buckle still on one of his +shoes, a white satin waistcoat——"</p> + +<p>"A chesnut-coloured coat," interrupted I, "of the finest cloth; richly +embroidered linen, and a plain gold ring upon his finger."</p> + +<p>"Precisely so," said Leonardus; "but, in God's name, how could you know +these particulars?"</p> + +<p>Alas! it was the identical dress which I had worn on that fatal day of +my marriage in the <i>residenz</i>. My horrible double again stood vividly +before mine eyes. It was no longer the mere phantom of my own disturbed +brain that had seemed to follow me through the woods, but the real and +substantial madman, or demon, by whom my strength had been overpowered, +and who had at last robbed me of my clothes, in order to represent me in +this manner at the convent. I begged of Leonardus, that, before asking +any other questions, he would proceed with his narrative, from which, +perhaps, a perfect explanation of the mysteries in which I had been +involved would at last dawn upon me.</p> + +<p>"After a trial of several days," said Leonardus, "we began to perceive +that the man was utterly and incurably mad; and, notwithstanding that +his features resembled yours very closely, and he incessantly cried out, +'I am Medardus, and have come home to do penance among you,' we all +concluded that this was but an obstinately fixed delusion of the maniac.</p> + +<p>"To this change of opinion we were led by divers proofs. For example, we +brought him into the church; where, as he endeavoured to imitate us in +the usual devotional exercises, we perceived plainly that he had never +before been in a convent. The question then always gained more and more +influence over my mind—'What if this madman, who has, according to his +own account, fled from the <i>residenz</i> of Rosenthurm, and escaped the +punishment of the scaffold, were actually the Count Victorin?'</p> + +<p>"The story which the maniac had before told to the forester was already +known to me, but I was almost of opinion with the judge at Rosenthurm, +that the discovery and drinking out of the Devil's Elixir, his residence +in a convent, where he was condemned to prison, and all the rest, might +be mere visions, the off-spring of his own malady, aided perhaps by some +extraordinary magnetic influence of your mind over his—I was the more +inclined to this notion, because the stranger had, in his paroxysms, +often exclaimed that he was a Count, and a ruling sovereign. On the +whole, I resolved, as he could have no claim on our care, to give him up +to the hospital of St Getreu, where it was not impossible that the skill +and tenderness with which he would be treated, might at last effect his +recovery, after which his rational confessions might clear away that +load of uncertainty under which we laboured.</p> + +<p>"This resolution I had not time to put in practice. During the following +night I was awoke by the great bell, which you know is rung whenever +any one is taken dangerously ill and requires my assistance. On inquiry, +I was informed that the stranger had asked for me so calmly and +earnestly, that it was probable his madness had left him, and that he +wished to confess. But, however this might be, his bodily weakness had +so much increased, that it was scarcely possible for him to survive +through the night.</p> + +<p>"'Forgive me, venerable father,' said the stranger, after I had +addressed to him a few words of pious admonition—'forgive me, that I +have hitherto attempted to deceive you—I am not Medardus, the monk who +fled from your convent, but the Count Victorin. <i>Prince</i>, indeed, I +should be called, since I derive my birth from princes. This I advise +you to notice, with due respect, otherwise my anger may yet overtake +you!'</p> + +<p>"'Even if you are a ruling prince,' said I, 'that circumstance, within +our walls, and in your present condition, is not of any importance +whatever; and it would, in my opinion, be much more suitable, and more +for your own advantage, if you would now turn your thoughts altogether +from such vain and terrestrial considerations.'</p> + +<p>"At these words he stared on me, and his senses seemed wandering; but +some strengthening drops having been administered, he revived, and began +again to speak, though, to my great disappointment, in a style so wild +and delirious, that his discourse scarce admits of repetition.</p> + +<p>"'It seems to me,' said he, 'as if I must soon die, and that before +leaving this world I must lighten my heart by confession. I know, +moreover, that you have power over me; for, however you attempt to +disguise yourself, I perceive very well that you are St Anthony, and you +best know what misfortunes your infernal Elixirs have produced in this +world. I had indeed grand designs in view when I first resolved to +become a monk with a long beard, a shaven head, and a brown tunic tied +with hair ropes. But, after long deliberation, it seemed to me as if my +most secret thoughts played false with him to whom they owed their +birth—as if they departed from me, and dressed themselves up in a +cursed masquerade, representing <span class="smcap">MYSELF</span>. I recognized the likeness—the +identity—it was my <i>double</i>, and I was horrified.</p> + +<p>"'This <i>double</i>, too, had superhuman strength, and hurled me down from +the black rocks, through the trees and bushes, into the abyss, where a +snow-white radiant princess rose out of the foaming water to receive me. +She took me in her arms and bathed my wounds, so that I no longer felt +any pain. I had now indeed become a monk, but that infernal second-self +proved stronger than I was, and drove me on in the paths of wickedness, +till I was forced to murder the princess that had rescued me, along with +her only brother. I was then thrown into prison; but you yourself, St +Anthony, know better than I, in what manner, after I had drunk up your +cursed Elixir, you brought me out, and carried me away through the air.</p> + +<p>"'The green forest king received me badly enough, although he knew very +well that I was a prince, and therefore of equal rank; but my +second-self interfered betwixt us, telling the king all sorts of +calumnies against me, and insisted, that because we had committed these +damnable crimes together, we must continue inseparable, and enjoy all +things in partnership.</p> + +<p>"'This happened accordingly, but when the king wanted to cut off our +heads, we ran away, and on the road at last quarrelled and separated. I +saw that this parasitical <i>double</i> had resolved on being perpetually +nourished by my powerful spirit, though I had then not food enough for +myself; and I therefore knocked him down, beat him soundly, and took +from him his coat.'</p> + +<p>"So far the ravings of the man had some resemblance, however distant and +shadowy, to the truth; but afterwards he lost himself in the sheer +absurdities of his malady, out of which not a word could be understood. +About an hour afterwards, as the first bell was rung for early prayers, +he started up with a hideous cry, then fell back on his couch, and, as +we all believed, instantly expired.</p> + +<p>"Accordingly, I made the body be removed into the dead-room, and gave +orders, that, after the usual interval, he should be buried, not in the +convent vaults, but in a spot of consecrated ground in our garden. But +you may well imagine our utter astonishment, when, on returning to the +dead-room, we found that the supposed lifeless body was no longer to be +seen! All inquiries after him were in vain, and I was obliged to despair +of gaining any farther information as to the strange involvements that +subsisted betwixt you and this man.</p> + +<p>"No doubt, however, remained on my mind that he was Count Victorin. +According to the story of the chasseur, he had murdered a Capuchin monk +in the forest, and put on his tunic in order to carry on some intrigue +in the castle. The crimes which he had thus begun, ended perhaps in a +way that he did not expect—with the murder of the Baroness and of the +young Baron Hermogen. Perhaps he was then mad, as Reinhold maintained, +or became so upon his flight, being tormented by a reproving conscience. +The dress which he wore, and the murder of the Capuchin, gave rise in +his mind to the fixed delusion that he was a monk, and that his +individuality was split into two hostile and contending powers.</p> + +<p>"Only the period betwixt his flight from the Baron's castle and that of +his arrival at the forester's house remains obscure. We know not how he +could have lived all that time; nor is it conceivable how the story of +his living in a convent, and being rescued from prison, had originated. +Again, the time of his appearing to the forester will by no means answer +with the date which Reinhold fixes for Victorin's departure from the +Thuringian mountains."</p> + +<p>"Stop, stop, father," said I; "every hope of obtaining, notwithstanding +the fearful load of my crimes, forgiveness through the mercy and +long-suffering of Heaven, must perish in my soul, if I do not, with the +deepest repentance and self-condemnation, relate to you all the +circumstances of my life, as I have before narrated them in holy +confession!"</p> + +<p>When I now went through this detail, the Prior's astonishment increased +beyond all bounds. At last he said, "I must believe all that you have +told, Medardus, if it were for no other reason than that, while you +spoke, I perceived in your tone and looks the most unequivocal proofs of +sincere and heartfelt repentance. Who can explain, but, at the same +time, who can deny or disprove, the extraordinary mental sympathy and +connection that has thus subsisted between two brothers, sons of a +wretched sinner, and themselves both acted on and misled by the powers +of darkness?<a name="FNanchor_6_6" id="FNanchor_6_6"></a><a href="#Footnote_6_6" class="fnanchor">[6]</a></p> + +<p>"It is now certain that Victorin had rescued himself from the rocky +abyss into which you had thrown him, (his fall probably having been +broken by the water,) that he was the delirious monk whom the forester +protected, who persecuted you as your <i>double</i>, and who died, or seemed +to die, in our convent. He was an agent of our Arch-Enemy, placed in +your way for the express purpose of misleading you from the path of +virtue, or veiling from your sight that light of truth which otherwise +might have dawned upon you. Or shall we look upon him not as Victorin, +but as an incarnate demon, who, for his own hellish purposes, had +availed himself of your unhappy brother's bodily frame?</p> + +<p>"Alas! it is too true that the devil yet wanders restless and watchful +through the earth, offering, as of yore, to unwary mortals, his +deceitful Elixirs! Who is there that has not, at one period or another, +found some of these deadly drinks agreeable and seductive to his taste? +But such is the will of Heaven. Man must be subjected to temptations; +and then, by the reproaches of his own conscience, being made aware of +the dangers into which a moment of levity and relaxation has betrayed +him, summon up strength and resolution to avoid such errors for the +future. Thus, as the natural life of man is sometimes prolonged by +poison, so the soul indirectly owes its final weal to the dark and +destructive principle of evil.—Go now, Medardus, and join the +brethren."</p> + +<p>I was about to retire, but the Prior called me back.—"You have no doubt +observed," said he, "the preparations for a great festival. The Baroness +Aurelia is to-morrow to take the veil, and receives the conventual name +of Rosalia!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + + +<p>The agitation which I felt at these words was indeed indescribable. As +if struck by a thunderbolt, I had almost fallen to the ground, and could +make no answer. Hereupon the Prior seemed greatly incensed.—"Go to your +brethren!" said he, in a tone of sternness and anger;—and I tottered +away, almost senseless, or totally unable to analyze my own sensations, +to the refectorium, where the monks were assembled.</p> + +<p>Here I was assailed by a storm of anxious inquiries; but I was no longer +able to utter a single word on the adventures of my own life. Only the +bright and beaming form of Aurelia came vividly before mine eyes, and +all other imagery of the past faded into obscurity. Under pretext of +having devotional duties to perform, I left the brethren, and betook +myself to the chapel, which lay at the further extremity of the +extensive convent garden. Here I wished to pray; but the slightest +noise, even the light rustling of the wind among the faded leaves, made +me start up, and broke every pious train of contemplation.</p> + +<p>"It is she—I shall see her again!—Aurelia comes!"—In these words a +voice seemed to address me, and my heart was at once agitated with fear +and with rapture. It seemed to me as if indeed at some distance I heard +the sounds of soft whispering voices. I started up, left the chapel, +and, behold! there were two nuns walking through an <i>allée</i> of lime +trees, and between them a person in the dress of a novice. Certainly +that was Aurelia. My limbs were seized with a convulsive shuddering; my +heart beat so violently, that I could hardly breathe; and I wished to go +from the place; but, being unable to walk, I fell, not fainting, but +overcome with the vehemence of my internal conflict, powerless to the +ground. The nuns, and with them the novice, vanished into the thickets.</p> + +<p>What a day and what a night I had to encounter! I strove to diversify +the emotions under which I laboured, by a visit to the house in which my +mother had lived; but, alas! it no longer existed. The garden—the +tower—the old castle—all were gone; and the ground on which they once +stood had been converted, by a new proprietor, into a ploughed field. I +was but slightly affected by this change, for my whole heart and soul +were devoted to that one object. I wandered about repeating her +name—"Aurelia! Aurelia!" This distraction continued also through the +long night. There was, for the time, no other thought—no other image, +but hers, that could gain any influence over my attention.</p> + +<p>As soon as the first beams of the morning had begun to break through the +autumnal wreaths of white vapour that hovered in the valley, the convent +bells rung to announce the festival of a nun's investiture and +dedication. Soon afterwards, the brethren assembled in the great public +hall, where, too, in a short time, the Abbess appeared, attended by two +of her sisterhood.</p> + +<p>Undescribable was the feeling which filled my heart, when I once more +beheld her, who, towards my father, had been so deeply attached, and, +after he had through his crimes broken off a union which promised him +every happiness, had yet transferred her unconquerable affection to his +son.</p> + +<p>That son she had endeavoured to rear up to a life of virtue and piety; +but, like his father, he heaped up crime on crime, so that every hope of +the adoptive mother, who wished to find in the one consolation for the +profligacy of the other, was annihilated.</p> + +<p>With my head hung downwards, and eyes fixed on the ground, I listened to +the discourse, wherein the Abbess once more formally announced to the +assembled monks, Aurelia's entrance into the Cistertian Convent; and +begged of them to pray zealously at the decisive moment of the last vow, +in order that the Arch-Fiend might not have any power at that time to +torment the pious virgin, by his abominable delusions.—"Heavy and +severe," said she, "were the trials which this young woman had already +to resist. There was no method of temptation which the great adversary +of mankind did not employ, in order to lead her unawares into the +commission of sins, from which she should awake when it was too late, as +if from a hideous dream, to perish in shame and despair!</p> + +<p>"Yet Omnipotence protected this truly pious votary of the church; and if +on this day, too, the adversary should approach her, and once more aim +at her destruction, her history now will be the more glorious. I +request, then, your most zealous prayers—not that this chosen votary +may be firm and unchanged in her resolve, for her mind has long been +devoted wholly to Heaven; but that no earthly misfortune may interrupt +the solemn act of her investiture, or disturb her thoughts in that +sacred act. I must confess that a mysterious timidity—an apprehension, +has got possession of my mind, for which I am unable to account, but +which I have no power of resisting."</p> + +<p>Hereupon it became clear and obvious, that the Abbess alluded to me +alone, as that evil adversary—that destructive demon, who would +probably interrupt the ceremony. She had heard of my arrival, and, being +aware of my previous history, had imagined that I came with the fixed +intention of committing some new crime to prevent Aurelia from taking +the veil. The consciousness how groundless were these suspicions, and of +the change which my mind had undergone, caused, for the moment, a sinful +feeling of self-approbation, which I ought to have repressed, but +which, like other vices, obtained a victory before I was on my guard. +The Abbess did not vouchsafe towards me a single look, or the slightest +sign of recognition. Hereupon I felt once more that proud spirit of +scorn and defiance, by which I had been formerly actuated towards the +Princess in the <i>residenz</i>; and when the Abbess spoke these words, +instead of wishing, as of yore, to humble myself before her in the dust, +I could have walked up to her, and said:—</p> + +<p>"Wert thou then always so pure and elevated in soul, that the pleasures +of terrestrial life never had for thee any attraction? When thou daily +sawest my father, wert thou so well guarded by devotion, that sinful +thoughts never entered into thy mind? Or, when adorned with the <i>infula</i> +and crosier, in all thy conventual dignity, did his image never wake +within thee a longing desire to return into the world? Hast thou +contended with the dark powers as I have done? Or canst thou flatter +thyself with having gained a true victory, if thou hast never been +called into a severe combat? Deem not thyself so proudly elevated that +thou canst despise him, who submitted indeed to the most powerful of +enemies, yet again raised himself up by deep repentance, and the +severest penance."</p> + +<p>The sudden and demoniacal change that I had undergone, must have been +visible in my exterior looks and deportment; for the brother who was +next to me, inquired, "What is the matter with you, Brother Medardus? +Why do you cast such angry looks towards the truly sanctified Abbess?"</p> + +<p>"Ay, indeed," answered I, almost audibly; "she may indeed be sanctified, +for she carried her head always so high, that the contamination of +profane life could not reach her; and yet, methinks, she appears to me +at this moment less like a Christian saint than a pagan priestess, who, +with the bloody knife in her hand, prepares to immolate before an idol +her human victim!"</p> + +<p>I know not how I came to pronounce these blasphemous words, which were +out of the track of my previous ideas, but with them arose in my mind a +multitude of the most horrible and distracting images, which seemed to +unite and harmonize together, as if for the purpose of gaining more +strength, and effectually obtaining the victory over any degree of +rational self-possession I had left.</p> + +<p>Aurelia was for ever to forsake and renounce this world!—She was to +bind herself, as I had done, by a vow, that appeared to me only the +invention of religious fanaticism, to renounce all earthly enjoyments! +Old impressions, which I had believed for ever lost, revived on me with +tenfold strength and influence. My attention was again wholly engrossed +by the one idea, that Aurelia and the monk should yet be united, though +it were but for a moment, and then perish together, a sacrifice to the +subterranean powers of darkness. Nay, like a hideous spectre, like Satan +himself, the thought of murder once more rose on my mind. I beheld +myself with the bloody dagger in my hand!—Alas, poor blinded wretch! I +did not perceive that at the moment when I had conceived such resentment +against the Abbess for her supposed allusions, I was given up a prey to +perhaps the severest trial to which the power of the devil had ever +subjected me, and by which I was to be enticed to the most hideous crime +of which I had yet even dreamed!</p> + +<p>The brother to whom I had spoken looked at me terrified. "For the love +of God, and all the saints," said he, "what words are you muttering +there?" The Abbess was now about to leave the hall. On her retreat, her +eyes accidentally encountered mine. I perceived that she immediately +grew pale, that she tottered, and must lean on the attendant nuns. +Methought also I could distinguish the words,—"Merciful Heaven, my +worst fears then are confirmed!"</p> + +<p>Soon after, she summoned the Prior Leonardus to a private audience; but, +meanwhile, the bells were again rung, and with them was united the deep +thundering notes of the organ. The consecration anthem was just begun, +and was distinctly heard from the church, when the Prior returned into +the hall. Now the monks of the different orders arranged themselves all +in solemn processions, and advanced towards the church, which was now +just as crowded as it used formerly to be at the anniversary of the +blessed St Bernard. On the right side of the high altar, which was +richly adorned with red and white roses, were elevated seats placed for +the clergy opposite to the tribune, whereon the Bishop's <i>capelle</i> +performed the music of the high mass, at which he himself was the +officiating priest.</p> + +<p>One of the monks with whom I had formerly been acquainted, and to whom +probably Leonardus had given directions, called me to take my place next +to him. I perceived that he watched even my slightest movements, and he +insisted that I should pray without ceasing out of my Breviary.</p> + +<p>The decisive moment was now drawing near. The nuns of St Clare assembled +themselves within the small square, enclosed by an iron railing, before +the high altar, while, through a private door from behind the altar, the +Cistertians brought forward Aurelia.</p> + +<p>A whispering rustled through the crowded church on her appearance; the +organ was silent, and only the simple anthem of the nuns in the choir +vibrated to the very heart of every listener. Till now, I had not +ventured to lift up mine eyes, and on doing so, I trembled convulsively, +so that my Breviary fell to the ground. I bent down to take it up, but a +sudden giddiness seized me, and I should have fallen after my book, had +not my watchful brother seized and held me back. "What is the matter +with you, Medardus?" said he—"Resist the demon that besets you, and he +will flee!"</p> + +<p>I made a violent effort to be tranquil, looked up again, and saw Aurelia +kneeling at the high altar. Oh, heavens! her beauty of countenance, and +symmetry of form, were more than ever dazzling and seductive! She was +dressed, too, as a bride, precisely as she had been on that fatal day of +our intended marriage, with wreaths of myrtle and roses twisted in her +luxuriant and skilfully-plaited hair. The devotion—the solemnity and +agitation of the moment, had heightened the bloom on her cheeks; and in +her eyes, uplifted to heaven, lay an expression of desire, which, in +another place, or on another occasion, might have been very differently +interpreted.</p> + +<p>What were those moments, after I had recognized Aurelia at the +<i>residenz</i> of the Prince von Rosenthurm, compared to this? I said that +my feelings then were indescribable, but my passions now raged and +burned within me with a violence which I had never before known. Every +vein and fibre in my frame was convulsed and swollen by the vehemence +of my conflict, and I grasped the reading-desk with such force, that the +boards cracked and broke beneath the pressure.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, I prayed internally with great fervour—"Oh, merciful +Heaven—Oh, ye blessed saints, intercede for me!—Let me not become +mad!—only not mad!—Save me—save me from this hellish torment!—Save +me from utter frenzy, otherwise I must commit the most horrible of +crimes, and give up my soul to everlasting destruction!" Such were my +inward aspirations, for I felt how every moment the evil spirit was +acquiring more and more an ascendancy over me. It seemed to me as if +Aurelia, too, had a share in the crime which I alone was committing, as +if the vow that she was about to take was <i>not</i> to be the bride of +Heaven, but to become <i>mine</i>! To rush up to the altar, to press her in +my arms in one last delicious embrace, and then stab her to the +heart—this impulse became almost irresistible. The demon raged more and +more wildly in my heart—I was about to scream out, "Stop there, deluded +fools!—Not a virgin, as you believe, pure and emancipated from earthly +bonds and passion, but the devoted bride of the perjured monk, would +you consecrate to Heaven!" * * * * When I heard Aurelia's voice, +however, as she began to pronounce the vow, then it seemed as if a mild +gleam of moonlight broke through the dark and stormy clouds by which my +reason had been obscured. By this pure light I detected all the +artifices of my relentless adversary, whom I was thus, with tenfold +vigour, enabled to resist. Every word uttered by Aurelia, like the +encouraging voice of a guardian seraph, gave me new strength, and, after +an arduous conflict, I was left victor. That black and hideous impulse +to new crimes was put to flight, and with it every remains of sinful +passion. Aurelia was again the pious votary of Heaven, whose prayer +could rescue me from eternal remorse and destruction. Her vows were to +me the source of consolation and of hope; I could look again without +despair into the blue unclouded vaults of heaven! The monk who had +watched over me, immediately perceived this change. "Thou hast bravely +resisted the adversary, Medardus. This was perhaps the last and severest +trial which has been destined for thee by the will of the Almighty!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + + +<p>The vow was now pronounced, and during that part of the service +consisting of question and response, sung by the nuns of St Clare, the +veil was to be laid on Aurelia. Already they had taken the myrtles and +roses from her head, and were in the act of cutting off her long and +luxuriant locks, when an extraordinary tumult arose in the church. I +remarked how the people who stood in the aisles were thrust and driven +about. Many of them, too, were violently knocked down, and the +disturbance made its way always nearer and nearer, till it arrived at +the centre of the church, before which time I could not distinguish the +cause.</p> + +<p>With the most furious looks and gestures, striking with his clenched +fists at all who stood in his way, and still pressing forward, there now +appeared a half-naked man, with the rags of a Capuchin dress hung about +his body! At the first glance, I recognized my diabolical <i>double</i>; but +already at the moment when, anticipating some horrible event, I was in +the act of leaving the gallery to throw myself in his way, the horrible +wretch had leaped over the railing of the altar. The terrified nuns +shrieked and dispersed, but the Abbess undauntedly held Aurelia firmly +clasped in her arms. "Ha, ha, ha!" screamed the madman in a thrilling +tone, "would'st thou rob me of my Princess?—Ha, ha, ha!—The Princess +is my bride, my bride!"</p> + +<p>With these words he tore the fainting Aurelia from the Abbess, and with +incredible quickness pulled out a stiletto, elevated it high over her +head, and then plunged it into her heart, so that the blood sprung in +torrents from the wound.—"Hurrah!—hurrah!" cried the maniac; "now have +I won my bride—have won the Princess!" With these words he rushed +through the private grating behind the altar, and disappeared.</p> + +<p>The church-aisles and vaults reverberated with the deafening shrieks of +the nuns, and outcries of the people.—"Murder!—Murder at the altar of +the Lord!" cried they, crowding to the spot.</p> + +<p>"Watch all the gates of the convent, that the murderer may not escape!" +cried Leonardus, in a loud voice; and many accordingly left the church, +seizing the staves and crosiers that had been used in the procession, +and rushing after the monster through the aisles of the convent.</p> + +<p>All was the transaction of a moment, and soon after, I was kneeling +beside Aurelia, the nuns having, as well as they could, bound up her +wound, while others assisted the now fainting Abbess.</p> + +<p>"<i>Sancta Rosalia, ora pro nobis!</i>" I heard these words spoken near me in +a powerful and steadfast voice; and all who yet remained in the church +cried out, "A miracle!—A miracle!—She is indeed a martyr! <i>Sancta +Rosalia, ora pro nobis!</i>"</p> + +<p>I looked up, the old painter stood near, but with a mild earnestness on +his features, precisely as when he had appeared to me in the prison. It +seemed to me already as if every earthly tie was broken. I felt no pain +at the fate of Aurelia, nor could I now experience any apprehension or +horror from the apparition of the painter. It seemed, on the contrary, +as if the mysterious nets, by which the powers of hell had so long held +me entangled, were now completely dissolved and broken.</p> + +<p>"A miracle!—A miracle!" shouted again all the people. "Do you see the +old man in the violet-coloured mantle? He has descended out of the +picture over the high altar!—I saw it!"</p> + +<p>"I too!"—"And I too!" cried many confused voices, till again all fell +upon their knees, and the tumult subsided into the murmur of zealous +prayer, interrupted occasionally by violent sobbing and weeping.</p> + +<p>The Abbess at last awoke from her faint.—"Aurelia!" cried she, with the +heart-rending tone of deep and violent grief,—"Aurelia, my child! my +pious daughter! But why do I complain?—Almighty Heaven, it was thy +resolve!"</p> + +<p>A kind of bier, or couch, tied on hand-poles, was now brought, on which +Aurelia was to be placed. When she was lifted up for this purpose, she +opened her eyes, and seeing me beside her, "Medardus," said she, "thou +hast indeed submitted to the temptation of our adversary. But was I then +pure from the contamination of sin, when I placed in my affection for +thee all my hopes of earthly happiness? An immutable decree of +Providence had resolved that we should be the means of expiating the +heavy crimes of our ancestors, and thus we were united by a bond of +love, whose proper throne is beyond the stars, and the enjoyment of +whose votaries partakes nothing in common with terrestrial pleasure.</p> + +<p>"But our watchful and cunning adversary succeeded but too well in +concealing from us altogether this true interpretation of our +attachment—nay, in such manner to delude and entice us, that we only +construed and exemplified that which was in its nature heavenly and +spiritual, by means earthly and corporeal.</p> + +<p>"Alas! was it not I myself, who, in the confessional, betrayed to you my +affection, which afterwards, instead of kindling within you the +celestial flames of heavenly and everlasting love, degenerated into the +fire of selfish and impure passion, which afterwards you endeavoured to +quench by unheard-of and enormous crimes? But, Medardus, be of good +courage. The miserable maniac, whom our Arch-Adversary has deluded into +the belief that he is transformed into thee, and must fulfil what thou +hadst begun, is but the mere tool or implement of that higher Power, +through which the intentions of the latter are fulfilled. Soon, very +soon——"</p> + +<p>Here Aurelia, who had spoken the last words with her eyes closed, and a +voice scarcely audible, fell again into a faint, yet death could not yet +triumph over her. Indeed, all that she had said was but in fragments and +single words, so broken and disjointed, that it was with much difficulty +the sense could be collected, which I have above put together.</p> + +<p>"Has she confessed to you, reverend sir?" said the nuns. "Have you +consoled her?"—"By no means," said I; "she has indeed poured +consolation on my mind, but I am unable to aid her!"</p> + +<p>"Happy art thou, Medardus! Thy trials will soon be at an end, and I then +am free!"</p> + +<p>It was the painter who still stood near me, and who had spoken these +last words. I went up to him, and began,—"Forsake me not, then, thou +wonderful and miraculous man, but remain ever with me!" I know not how +my senses, when I wished to speak farther, became, in the strangest +manner, confused and lost. I could not bring out a word, but fell into a +state betwixt waking and dreaming, out of which I was roused by loud +shouts and outcries.</p> + +<p>I now no longer saw the painter. My attention was directed only to a +crowd of countrymen, citizens from the town, and soldiers, who had +forced their way into the church, and insisted that it should be allowed +them to search through every apartment of the convent, as the murderer +certainly must be still within its walls. The Abbess, who was afraid of +the disorders that would ensue, refused this; but, notwithstanding the +influence of her high dignity, she could not appease the minds of the +people. They reproached her, on the contrary, with a wish to conceal the +murderer, because he was a monk, and, raging more violently, threatened +to force for themselves that admittance which she had refused.</p> + +<p>Leonardus then mounted the pulpit, and after a few words of +admonishment, on the sin of profaning a sanctuary by such tumult, he +assured them that the murderer was by no means a monk, but a madman, +whom he himself had taken out of compassion into his convent, where he +had, to all appearance, died; but, after being carried to the +dead-room, had unaccountably recovered from his supposed death, and +escaped, taking with him an old tunic, which, at his earnest request, +had been charitably lent to him during his stay in the monastery. If he +were now concealed anywhere within these walls, it would be impossible +for him, after the precautions that had been taken, to make his escape. +The crowd were at last quieted, and permitted the removal of Aurelia.</p> + +<p>It was found that the bier on which she was placed could not be carried +through the wicket-door behind the altar. It was, therefore, brought in +solemn procession through the aisle of the church, and across the court, +into the convent. The Abbess, supported by two nuns, walked close behind +the bier. Four Cistertian sisters carried over it a canopy, and all the +rest followed,—then the brethren of the different orders, and lastly +the people, who now behaved with the most respectful silence. The bier +was covered with roses and myrtle wreaths; and thus the procession moved +slowly on.</p> + +<p>The sisters who belonged to the choir must have returned to their +station; for as we reached the middle of the long and spacious aisle, +deep fearful tones of the organ sounded mournfully from above. Then, +lo! as if awoke by those notes, Aurelia once more raised herself slowly +up, and lifted her clasped hands in fervent prayer to Heaven. Again the +people fell upon their knees, and called out, "<i>Sancta Rosalia, ora pro +nobis!</i>" Thus was the vision realized, which, at my first meeting with +Aurelia, I had announced, though then actuated only by base and devilish +hypocrisy.</p> + +<p>The bier was first set down in the great hall of the convent; and as the +nuns and the brethren formed a circle, and prayed around her, she +suddenly fell into the arms of the Abbess, with a long deep sigh. She +was dead!</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>The multitude were still gathered round the gates, and when the bell +announced to them the death of the consecrated virgin, all broke out +into new lamentations. Many of them made a vow to remain in the village +till after the funeral of Aurelia, and to devote that period to fasting +and prayer. The rumour of this fearful event was rapidly spread abroad, +so that Aurelia's obsequies, which were solemnized four days thereafter, +resembled one of the highest festivals of the church on the canonization +of a saint. As formerly, on St Bernard's eve, the convent lawn was +covered with a great crowd from the town of Königswald, and from all +quarters; but there was no longer to be heard among them the wonted +voice of mirth. Their time was spent in sighs and tears; and if a voice +was raised aloud, it was but to utter execrations against the murderer, +who had supernaturally vanished, nor could a trace of him be discovered. +Far deeper was the influence of these three days (which I spent mostly +in the garden-chapel) on the weal of my soul, than my long laborious +penitence in the Capuchin Convent of Rome. When I reflected on my past +life, I perceived plainly how, although armed and protected from +earliest youth with the best lessons of piety and virtue, I had yet, +like a pusillanimous coward, yielded to Satan, whose aim was to foster +and cherish the criminal race, from which I was sprung, so that its +representatives might still be multiplied, and still fettered by bonds +of vice and wickedness upon the earth. My sins were but trifling and +venial when I first became acquainted with the choir-master's sister, +and first gave way to the impulses of pride and self-confidence. But, +alas! I was too careless to remember the doctrine which I had yet often +inculcated on others, that <i>venial</i> errors, unless immediately +corrected, form a sure and solid foundation for sins which are <i>mortal</i>. +Then the Devil threw that Elixir into my way, which, like a poison +working against the soul instead of the body, completed his victory over +me. I heeded not the earnest admonitions of the unknown painter, the +Abbess, or the Prior.</p> + +<p>Aurelia's appearance at the confessional was a decisive effort for my +destruction. Then, as the body, under the influence of poison, falls +into disease, so my spirit, under the operation of that hellish cordial, +was infected and destroyed by sin. How could the votary, the slave of +Satan, recognize the true nature of those bonds by which Omnipotence, as +a symbol of that eternal love, (whose marriage festival is death,) had +joined Aurelia's fate and mine?</p> + +<p>Rejoicing in his first victories, Satan then haunted me in the form of +an accursed madman, between whose spirit and mine there seemed to be a +reciprocal and alternate power of influencing each other. I was obliged +to ascribe his apparent death (of which I in reality was guiltless) to +myself; and thus became familiarized with the thought of murder. Or was +Victorin really killed, and did the Arch-Fiend re-animate his body, (as +the vampyres in Hungary rise from the grave,) for his own especial +purposes? May it not suffice to say, that this brother, called Victorin, +who derived his birth from an accursed and abominable crime, became to +me an impersonization of the evil principle, who forced me into hideous +guilt, and tormented me with his unrelenting persecution?</p> + +<p>Till that very moment when I heard Aurelia pronounce her vows, my heart +was not yet pure from sin; not till then had the Evil One lost over me +his dominion; but the wonderful inward tranquillity—the cheerfulness as +if poured from Heaven into my heart, when she addressed to me her last +words, convinced me that her death was the promise of my forgiveness and +reconciliation. Then, as in the solemn requiem, the choir sung the +words—"<i>Confutatis maledictis, flammis acribus addictis</i>," I trembled; +but at the passage, "<i>Voca me cum benedictis</i>," it seemed to me as if I +beheld, in the dazzling radiance of celestial light, Aurelia, who first +looked down with an expression of saintly compassion upon me, and then +lifting up her head, which was surrounded with a dazzling ring of stars, +to the Almighty, preferred an ardent supplication for the deliverance of +my soul! At the words, "<i>Ora supplex et acclinis cor contritum, quasi +cinis</i>," I sank down into the dust; but how different now were my inward +feelings of humility and submission, from that <i>passionate</i> +self-condemnation, those cruel and violent penances, which I had +formerly undergone at the Capuchin Convent!</p> + +<p>Now, for the first time, my spirit was enabled to distinguish truth from +falsehood, and by the new light, which was then shed around me, every +temptation of the devil must, from henceforward, remain vain and +ineffectual. It was not Aurelia's death, but the cruel and horrible +manner in which it had occurred, by which I had been at first so deeply +agitated. But how short was the interval, ere I perceived and recognized +in its fullest extent, even in this event, the goodness and mercy of +Heaven! The martyrdom of the pious, the tried, and absolved bride! Had +she then died for my sake? No! It was not till now, after she had been +withdrawn from this world, that she appeared to me like a dazzling +gleam, sent down from the realms of eternal love, to brighten the path +of an unhappy sinner. Aurelia's death was, as she had before said, our +marriage festival, the solemnization of that love, which, like a +celestial essence, has its throne and dominion above the stars, and +admits nought in common with grovelling and perishable earthly +pleasures! These thoughts indeed raised me above myself; and accordingly +these three days in the Cistertian Convent might truly be called the +happiest of my life.</p> + +<p>After the funeral obsequies, which took place on the fourth day, +Leonardus was on the point of returning with the brethren home to his +own convent. When their procession was ready to set out, the Abbess +summoned me to a private audience. I found her alone, in her high +vaulted parlour, the same room wherein I had my first introduction, and +which then inspired me with such awe and terror. She was now in the +greatest emotion, and tears burst involuntarily from her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Son Medardus!" said she, "for I can again address you thus, all now is +known and explained to me, so that I have no questions to ask. You have +at last survived the temptations by which, unhappy and worthy to be +pitied, you were assailed and overtaken! Alas, Medardus, only she, <i>she</i> +alone, who intercedes for us at the judgment throne of Heaven, is pure +from sin. Did I not stand on the very brink of the abyss, when, with a +heart given up to the allurements of earthly pleasure, I was on the +point of selling myself to a murderer? And yet, son Medardus, and yet I +have wept sinful tears in my lonely cell, when thinking of your father! +Go then, in God's name. Every apprehension by which I have often been +assailed, that in you I had reared and educated even the most wicked of +the race, is banished from my soul. Farewell!"</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Leonardus, who had no doubt revealed to the Abbess whatever +circumstances of my life remained yet unknown to her, proved to me by +his conduct that he also had forgiven me, and recommended me in his +prayers to Heaven. The old regulations of the conventual life remained +unbroken, and I was allowed to take my place, on an equal footing with +the brethren, as formerly.</p> + +<p>One day the Prior desired to speak with me. "Brother Medardus," said he, +"I should like still to impose upon you one act of penitence."—I humbly +inquired wherein this was to consist. "I advise you," answered +Leonardus, "to commit to paper a history of your life. In your +manuscript do not leave out any incident—not only of those which are +leading and important, but even such as are comparatively insignificant. +Especially, detail at great length whatever happened to you in the +varied scenes of the profane world. Your imagination will probably by +this means carry you back into that life which you have now for ever +renounced. All that was absurd or solemn, mirthful or horrible, will be +once more vividly impressed on your senses; nay, it is possible, that +you may for a moment look upon Aurelia, not as a nun and a martyr, but +as she once appeared in the world. Yet if the Evil One has wholly lost +his dominion over you; if you have indeed turned away your affections +from all that is terrestrial, then you will hover, like a disengaged +spirit, as if on seraph's wings, above all these earthly remembrances, +and the impression thus called up will vanish without leaving any trace +behind."</p> + +<p>I did as the Prior had commanded; and, alas! the consequences were such +as he had desired me to expect. A tempest of conflicting emotions, of +pain and pleasure, of desire, and abhorrence, rose in my heart as I +revived the circumstances of my life. Thou, to whom I have already +addressed myself, who mayest one day read these pages, I spoke to thee +more than once of the highest meridian sun-light of love, when Aurelia's +image arose in all its celestial beauty on my soul. But there is a love +far different from terrestrial passion, (which last generally works its +own destruction.)—There is another and far different love, and in +<i>this</i> may be truly found that meridian sun-light which I described, +when, far removed above the influences of earthly desire, the beloved +object, like a gleam from heaven, kindles in thy heart all the highest, +the holiest, and most blissful inspirations which are shed down from the +realms of the saints on poor mortals. By this thought have I been +refreshed and comforted, when, on my remembrance of the most seductive +moments which this world bestowed on me, tears yet gushed from mine +eyes, and wounds, long cicatrized, broke open and bled anew.</p> + +<p>I know that probably in the hour of death the adversary will yet have +power to torment me. But steadfastly, and with fervent longing, I wait +for the moment which is to withdraw me from this life; for it is on that +event that the fulfilment of all that Aurelia, all that the blessed St +Rosalia, has promised to me, depends. Pray—pray for me, oh, ye +beatified Virgin! in that dark hour, that the powers of hell, to which I +have so often yielded, may not once more, and for the last time, conquer +me, and tear me with him to the abyss of everlasting destruction!</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<p><i>Additions by Father Spiridion, Librarian of the Capuchin Monastery at +Königswald.</i></p> + + +<p>In the night of the 3d-4th September, in this year 17—, much that is +worthy of being recorded has happened in our monastery. It might be +about midnight, when, in the cell of Brother Medardus, which was next to +mine, I overheard a strange noise of stammering and laughing, which +continued for a considerable time; and at intervals I heard also obscure +sounds of lamentation, sobbing, and groaning. It seemed to me as if I +could distinguish the articulate accents of a most disagreeable broken +voice, from which I involuntarily recoiled and shuddered, and which +pronounced the words "<i>Brüd-er-lein! Brüd-er-lein!</i>—Come with me—Come +with me.—The bride is here—The bride is here!"—I immediately started +up, and wished to inquire for Brother Medardus; but then there fell +upon me an unaccountable and supernatural horror, so that my limbs shook +and my jaws clattered, as if in the cold fit of an ague. Thereafter, I +went not into the cell of Brother Medardus, but to the Prior, and, with +some trouble, woke him from his sleep. The Prior was much alarmed by my +description of what I had heard, and desired me to bring consecrated +candles, and then we should both go to the assistance of Medardus. I did +as he commanded me, lighted the candles at the lamp beside the image of +the blessed Virgin in the aisle, and we went along the corridor, till we +came near the cell. There Leonardus stood for some time, listening at +the door; but the voice which I had described to him was no longer to be +heard. On the contrary, we observed a pleasant silvery sound, as of the +ringing of bells, and methought the air was filled with the fragrance of +roses. Leonardus was about to enter, when the door opened, and lo! there +stepped forth the form of a very tall man, with a long white beard, +attired in a dark violet-coloured mantle. I was indescribably terrified, +knowing well that this must be a supernatural apparition, for the +convent gates were all firmly locked, and it was impossible for any +stranger, without my knowledge, to have gained admittance. Leonardus, +however, looked at him boldly, though without uttering a word. "The hour +of fulfilment is not far distant," said the figure, in a tone very +hollow and solemn. With these words he vanished in the obscurity of the +corridor, so that my fear was greatly increased, and I had almost let +the candles fall out of my hand. The Prior, who, by his extreme piety +and strength of faith, is wholly protected from any such fear of ghosts, +took me by the arm. "Now," said he, "let us go, and speak with Brother +Medardus." We entered accordingly, and found our brother, who for some +time past had been in very weak health, already dying. He could no +longer speak, and breathed with great difficulty. The Prior assisted +him; and I went to ring the great bell, and awaken the brethren. "Rise +up—rise up," cried I in a loud voice; "Brother Medardus is on the point +of death." They all attended on the instant, so that not one of our +number was wanting, and stood, with consecrated candles in their hands, +round the couch of the dying man, every one feeling for him deep regret +and compassion. Leonardus commanded that he should be laid on a bier, +carried down to the church, and placed before the high altar, which was +accordingly done. There, to our utter astonishment, he recovered, and +began to speak. Leonardus, after confession and absolution had been +regularly gone through, administered the last unction. Thereupon, while +the Prior continued with the dying man, consoling and supporting him, we +betook ourselves to the choir, and sang the usual dirge for the soul's +weal of our departing brother. On the following day, namely, on the 5th +September, 17—, exactly as the convent clock struck twelve, Brother +Medardus expired in the arms of the Prior. We remarked that it was +precisely on the same day, and at the same hour, in the preceding year, +that the nun Rosalia, in a horrible manner, just after she had taken the +vows, had been murdered.</p> + +<p>At the funeral, during the requiem also, the following circumstance +occurred. We perceived that the air was strongly perfumed by roses, and +on looking round, saw, that to the celebrated picture of St Rosalia's +martyrdom, painted by an old unknown Italian artist, (which was +purchased for a large sum by our convent, in Rome,) there was a large +garland affixed, of the finest and freshest roses, which at this late +season had become very rare. The porter said, that early in the morning +a ragged, very miserable-looking beggar, unobserved by any of us, had +climbed up to the picture, and hung on it this wreath. The same beggar +made his appearance before the funeral was over, and forced his way +among the brethren. We intended to order him away; but when Leonardus +had sharply looked at, and seemed to recognize him, he was allowed, by +the Prior's order, to remain. He was afterwards, by his earnest +entreaty, received as a lay-monk into the convent, by the name of +Brother Peter, as he had been in the world called Peter Schönfeld; and +we granted him this honoured name so much the more readily, as he was +always very quiet and well-behaved, only now and then made strange +grimaces, and laughed very absurdly, which, however, as it could not be +called sinful, only served for our diversion. The Prior said, that +Brother Peter's intellectual light was quenched and obscured by the +vapours of folly, so that nothing in this world appeared to him without +being strangely caricatured and metamorphosed. We scarcely understood +what the learned Prior meant by these allusions, but perceived that he +had known something of the former life of our lay-brother Peter, which +induced him charitably to admit the poor man among us.</p> + +<p>Thus to the manuscript, which is said to contain an account of our late +brother's life, (but which I have not read,) I have added, not without +labour, and all to the greater glory of God and our religion, this +circumstantial history of his death. Peace to the soul of Medardus, and +may the Almighty one day call him to a blessed resurrection, and receive +him into the choir of the saints, for his death was indeed very pious!</p> + +<h3>THE END.</h3> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> This is exemplified in the (old) royal palace at Berlin.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_2_2" id="Footnote_2_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2_2"><span class="label">[2]</span></a> Little brother. One of the German diminutives of +familiarity or endearment.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_3_3" id="Footnote_3_3"></a><a href="#FNanchor_3_3"><span class="label">[3]</span></a> Long black robe.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_4_4" id="Footnote_4_4"></a><a href="#FNanchor_4_4"><span class="label">[4]</span></a> Beet-roots.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_5_5" id="Footnote_5_5"></a><a href="#FNanchor_5_5"><span class="label">[5]</span></a> Blockhead.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_6_6" id="Footnote_6_6"></a><a href="#FNanchor_6_6"><span class="label">[6]</span></a> According to the devil's assertion, if two individuals +should drink out of the same flask, they would henceforth possess a +wonderful reciprocity of thoughts and feelings, though mutually and +unconsciously acting for the destruction of each other. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Devil's Elixir + Vol. II (of 2) + +Author: E. T. A. Hoffmann + +Release Date: August 8, 2011 [EBook #37005] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR *** + + + + +Produced by Irma Spehar, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This +file was produced from images generously made available +by The Internet Archive/Canadian Libraries) + + + + + + + + + + + + THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR. + + FROM THE GERMAN OF + E. T. A. HOFFMANN. + + + _In diesem Jahre wandelte auch her_ DEUVEL _offentlich auf den + Strassen von Berlin.----_ + + _Haftit Microc. Berol. p. 1043._ + + In that yeare, the Deville was alsoe seene walking publiclie on the + streetes of Berline.---- + + + VOL. II + + WILLIAM BLACKWOOD, EDINBURGH: + AND T. CADELL, LONDON. + 1829. + + + + +THE DEVIL'S ELIXIR. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Who is there, over the wide world, who has not, at one period or +another, in a more or less degree, felt the mysterious influences of +love?--Whoever thou art, then, courteous reader, who shalt, after the +lapse of years, turn over these papers, recall, I beseech you, to +recollection that noontide interval of dazzling brightness--contemplate +once more that beautiful image, which came, like an impersonization of +the abstract spirit of love, from divine regions, to meet you. + +At that time, it was through her,--through her alone, that thou +seemed'st assured of thine own existence! Canst thou not yet remember, +how the rushing streams, the waving trees, and the balmy winds of +evening, spoke to thee, in articulate and intelligible accents, of her, +and of the prevailing passion which possessed thy whole heart and +soul?--Canst thou yet behold how the flowers unfolded their bright +beaming eyes, bearing to thine from her kisses and salutation? + +Yet, suppose that she herself had actually come--that she vowed to be +thine, and thine only--to live for thee alone--then didst thou fold her +in thy embraces, and it seemed as if Heaven opened its eternal realms to +receive you--as if thou could'st raise thyself with her above all the +petty sorrows or enjoyments of this every-day and earthly sphere. Yet +scarcely hadst thou formed such hopes ere she was lost! The bland +illusion was broken. No longer could'st thou hear the music of her +celestial voice; and only the sorrowful complaints of the despairing and +forsaken lover sounded amid the desolate loneliness! + +If then, reader, to me unknown!--if thou hast ever been persecuted by +such a destiny, join, then, and sympathize with the grief of the +penitent monk, who, recollecting still the sunny gleams of his youthful +attachment, weeps on his hard couch, and whose fearful groans +reverberate, in the stillness of night, through the gloomy aisles of the +convent!--But thou, too, in spirit to me related, doubtless wilt concur +in my belief, that it is not till _after death_, that the mysterious +gifts and enjoyments of this passion can be obtained and fulfilled! This +truth is, indeed, announced to us by many a hollow prophesying voice, +which rises on our ears from the immeasurable depths of eternity; and as +in those rites, celebrated by our earliest ancestors, (the children of +nature,) death appears also to us the high festival of love! + +I have said before, that my leading object in these pages was rapid, +concise narrative, without any attempt at description. But of my +emotions on meeting Aurelia, that evening, in the palace, no words +could, however skilfully laboured, convey any adequate impression. I was +struck as if with a thundershock. My breast heaved--my heart beat +convulsively--and every pulse and vein throbbed almost audibly. + +"To _her_!--to _her_!"--It seemed as if an over-powering impulse would +force me to thrust aside the contemptible mob of insipid worldlings--of +every-day flatterers, scarcely possessed of one rational idea, by whom +she was surrounded--to crush, like webs of gossamer, those despicable +barriers, and snatch her to my arms, in all the wild frenzy of +undisguised passion! Methought I could have exclaimed aloud--"What, +unhappy girl, dost thou strive against? With that supernatural power, +which has irresistibly and unalterably chained thee to me?--Am I not thy +fate, and art thou not indeed mine for ever?" + +Yet notwithstanding these emotions, I contrived, far better than +formerly, at the Baron's castle, to conceal from the bystanders my +agitation. Besides, the eyes of all were directed to Aurelia; and thus, +in a circle of people, who to my concerns were perfectly indifferent, I +contrived to move about, without being particularly remarked or spoken +to, which to me would have been intolerable, as I could but see, hear, +and think of her alone. + +Let no one insist that a truly beautiful girl appears to most advantage +in a homely household dress. On the contrary, the beauty of woman, like +that of flowers in a parterre, is then most attractive and irresistible +when they are arrayed in their fullest pomp and magnificence. Say, +then, oh lover! to whom I have before addressed myself, when thou for +the first time beholdest the empress of thy heart--who had before worn a +simple garb, now attired with splendour and gleaming, the _cynosure_ of +a brilliant party--did not a new and nameless rapture vibrate through +every nerve and vein? She would appear to you indeed so strange! but +this, joined to the knowledge that she was in reality _the same_, +heightened the charms by which thy soul was wholly subjected. What +unspeakable pleasure, if thou could'st, by stealth, seize and press her +hand in the crowd, and say to thyself, she, who is here the magnet of +all eyes, is mine by indissoluble bonds, and lives for me alone! + +Thus I beheld Aurelia on that evening dressed with becoming splendour +for her first introduction at court. Then the spirit of evil once more +became powerful within me, and lifted up his internal voice, to which I +now bent a willing ear--"Seest thou not now, Medardus," it began, "how +thou triumph'st over all the conditional laws and limitations of this +life--how Destiny now submits herself to thy will, and only knots more +firmly the threads which thou thyself hadst spun?" + +There were many other women at court who might well have passed for +beautiful, but before the dazzling charms of Aurelia, they faded away +into utter insignificance. A kind of inspiration now seemed to take +possession of the most insipid and common-place characters. Even the old +courtiers gave up their usual strain of unmeaning talk, and visibly +exerted themselves, in order to appear to the best advantage in the eyes +of the beautiful stranger. + +Aurelia received all this homage with looks fixed on the ground, and +with deep blushes; but now, when the Prince assembled the elder +courtiers about himself, and many a handsome youth timidly and +respectfully drew near her, she began, by degrees, to lose her +embarrassment, and to seem more cheerful. + +There was, in particular, a certain Major of the _garde d'honneur_, who +succeeded in attracting a good deal of her attention, so that she at +last appeared occupied with him in lively discourse. I knew this Major +to be a decided favourite of the female sex; with a fine ear, he could +catch even the very tone, sentiment, and voice of the person whom he +addressed, so that the deceived listener seemed to hear a miraculous +anticipation of her own thoughts--a chord struck in perfect unison. I +now stood not far from Aurelia, who appeared to take no notice of me. +Many times I was on the point of going up to her, but, as if bound by +iron fetters, I could not move from the spot on which I stood. The +bitterness of envy and jealousy possessed my heart. At last, as I +steadfastly gazed on Aurelia and her fortunate companion, methought that +the Major's features were changed into those of Victorin! + +As if actuated by some demon, I wholly lost all self-possession. In a +convulsed tone of bitter scorn and mockery, I laughed aloud--"Ha, ha, +ha!--Thou _revenant_!--Thou cursed libertine!" cried I, "has thy bed +then, in the devil's abyss, been so downy, that, in frenzied passion, +thou darest aspire to the chosen paramour of the Monk?" + +I know not if I actually uttered these words, but I heard myself laugh, +and started up as from a dream, when the old Court-Marshal, taking my +arm, gently inquired, "What makes you so merry, Mr Leonard?" An ice-cold +shuddering passed over my whole frame. + +Were not these the identical words of the pious brother Cyrillus, when, +at the time of my investiture, he remarked my sinful laughter?--Scarcely +was I able to utter some incoherent nonsense in reply--I felt conscious +that Aurelia was no longer near to me, but did not venture to look up to +see what had become of her. Instinctively, I resolved to make my escape, +and ran with my utmost speed through the illuminated apartments. +Doubtless, my appearance was in the utmost degree disordered, for I +remarked how every one cleared the way for me as if seized with horror +and affright. At length, I arrived at the outer-door, and leapt headlong +rather than ran down the broad marble staircase. + +Henceforward I completely avoided the court; for to see Aurelia again, +without betraying the mystery which it was my interest to conceal, +seemed to me impossible. Abandoned to my own reveries, I ran through the +fields and woods, thinking of her, and beholding her alone. My +conviction always became more certain that some mysterious destiny bound +up her fate indissolubly with mine, and that my pursuit of her, which +had many times appeared to me as an unpardonable crime, was but the +fulfilment of an eternal and unalterable decree. + +Thus encouraging myself, I laughed at the danger which now threatened +me, if Aurelia should recognize in me the murderer of Hermogen! Besides, +this appeared to me very improbable; and, meanwhile, the attentions of +those fluttering youths who laboured to win for themselves the good +graces of her who was altogether and exclusively mine, filled me with +the utmost scorn and contempt for their endeavours. + +"What," said I, "are to me these Counts, Freyherrs, Chamberlains, and +military officers, in their motley coats bedaubed with lace, and hung +with orders? What are they more than gaudy impertinent insects, which, +if they became troublesome, I could with one blow crush to +annihilation?" + +Reflecting on the chapel adventure of the Cistertian Convent, it seemed +to me as if, robed in my capuchin tunic, I could step in among them with +Aurelia, habited like a bride, in my arms, and that this proud and +haughty Princess should be forced even to sanction the marriage, and +prepare the bridal festival for that conquering and triumphant monk, +whom she now so much despised. Labouring with such thoughts, I +frequently pronounced aloud, and unconsciously, the name of Aurelia; +and, as before in the Capuchin Convent, laughed and howled like a +madman! + +But, ere long, this tempest was laid, and I began quietly to take +counsel with myself in what manner I was now to act. Thus I was one +morning gliding through the park, considering whether it would be +prudent for me to attend another evening party at court, which had been +announced to me, when some one touched me on the shoulder. It was the +physician. + +To my great surprise, after the usual salutations, he looked steadfastly +in my face, took hold of my arm, and requested that I would allow him to +feel my pulse. "What's the meaning of all this?" cried I, with some +impatience.--"Nay," said he, "there is a sort of madness going about +here, that seizes all at once upon honest Christian people, and makes +them utter tremendous noises, though some will have it that the said +noises are nothing more than very immoderate laughter. At the same time, +this may be all a misconception; this devil of madness may be only a +slight fever, with heat in the blood; therefore I beg of you, sir, +allow me to feel your pulse." + +"I assure you, sir," said I, "that I am well, and by no means understand +the drift of this discourse." The physician, however, had kept hold of +my arm, and now taking out his watch, counted my pulse with great +precision. His conduct, indeed, puzzled me completely, and I entreated +of him to explain himself. + +"Do you not know, then, Mr Leonard," replied he, "that your behaviour +has lately brought the whole court into the utmost confusion and +consternation? Since that time, the lady of the upper Chamberlain has +been almost perpetually in hysterics; and the President of the +Consistorial Court has been obliged to put off hearing the weightiest +causes, because it was your pleasure to tramp with all your might upon +his gouty toes; so that, now confined to his arm-chair, he sits at home +roaring and cursing most notably. This happened when you were running +out of the hall, after you had laughed in such a demoniacal tone without +any perceptible reason, that all were seized with the utmost horror." + +At that moment I thought of the Court-Marshal, and said that I indeed +recollected having laughed in that sudden manner, but that my conduct +surely could not have been attended by such consequences, as the Marshal +had only asked me, with great coolness, "Why I was so merry?" + +"Nay, nay," answered the physician, "that will not prove much--The +Marshal is such a _homo impavidus_, that the very devil himself could +scarcely put him out of his way--He retained his ordinary placidity of +manner, but the Consistorial President, on the other hand, was +exceedingly disturbed in mind as well as in body, and maintained +seriously, that none but the devil could have laughed in such a +style.--But what is worst of all, our beautiful Aurelia was seized with +such excessive terror, that all the efforts of the family to quiet her +were in vain,--and she was soon obliged to retire, to the utter despair +of the company. At the moment too, when you, Mr Leonard, so charmingly +laughed, the Baroness Aurelia is said to have shrieked out the name, +"Hermogen!" Now what may be the meaning of all this?--You are generally +a pleasant, lively, and prudent man, Mr Leonard, and I cannot regret +having confided to you the story of Francesco, which, if all suggestions +be true, must be to you particularly intelligible and instructive!" + +During this discourse, the physician had continued to hold my arm, and +to gaze steadfastly in my face. Tired of this restraint, I disengaged +myself with some roughness--and answered--"I really know not how to +interpret all this discourse of yours, sir; but I must confess, that +when I saw the beautiful Aurelia surrounded by that tribe of conceited +young gentry, a very bitter remembrance from my early life was called up +in my mind; and that, seized with a kind of angry scorn at the behaviour +of such empty-brained coxcombs, I forgot in whose presence I was, and +laughed aloud in a manner that would only have been warrantable when I +was alone. I am truly sorry that I have unintentionally brought about so +much mischief; but I have done penance on that score, having for some +time denied myself the pleasure of being at court. I hope that the +Prince's family and the Baroness Aurelia will excuse me." + +"Alas! dear Mr Leonard," said the Doctor, "one is indeed subject to +strange attacks and varieties of mind, which we might yet easily resist, +if we were but pure in heart, and quiet in conscience." + +"Who is there," said I vehemently, "on this earthly sphere, that may +boast of being so?"--The physician suddenly changed his looks and tone. +Mildly and seriously he said--"Mr Leonard, you appear to me to be really +and truly sick: your looks are pale and disordered--your eyes are sunk, +and gleam with a strange kind of fire--your pulse, too, is feverish, and +your voice sounds strangely.--Shall I prescribe something for you?" + +"Poison!" answered I, in a kind of hollow whisper.--"Ho, ho," said the +physician, "does it stand thus with you?--Nay, nay, instead of poison, +rather the tranquillizing and sedative remedy of pleasant society, and +moderate dissipation. It may, however, be, that"--(hesitating)--"It is +wonderful indeed, but----" + +"I must beg of you, sir," said I, now quite angry, "not to torment me in +that manner by your broken hints, but at once to speak out." + +"Hold!" answered the Doctor. "Not so fast, Mr Leonard--yonder comes the +Princess--there are in this world the strangest delusions, and for my +part, I feel almost a conviction that people have here built up an +hypothesis which a few minutes' explanation will dissolve into nothing. +Yonder, as I said, comes the Princess with Aurelia.--Do you make use of +this accidental rencontre. Offer your own excuses for your behaviour. +Properly, indeed, your only crime is, that you have laughed--in an +extraordinary tone it is true, and rather inopportunely. But who can +help it, if people with weak nerves have on that occasion chosen to be +so absurdly terrified?--Adieu!" + +The physician started away with that vivacity which to him was +peculiar.--The Princess and Aurelia were coming down the walk to meet +me. I trembled; but with my whole strength laboured to regain composure, +for after the mysterious discourse of the physician, I felt that it was +my duty on the instant to defend my character. Resolutely, therefore, I +went forward to meet them; but no sooner had Aurelia fixed her eyes upon +me than she became deadly pale, and to my utter astonishment, with a +suppressed scream, she fell down in a fainting fit, to the ground. I +wished to assist her, but with looks of aversion and horror, the +Princess then motioned me away, at the same time calling loudly for +help! + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +As if hunted by a thousand devils and furies, I ran away homewards +through the park--I shut myself up in my lodgings, and gnashing my teeth +with rage and despair, threw myself on the bed. Evening came, and then +the dark hours of night, and I still lay there obstinately cherishing my +grief. At last I heard the outer gate of the house open, and many voices +murmuring and whispering confusedly together. Then there was a noise of +heavy steps tottering and clattering up the staircase,--and with three +hollow knocks on my door, I was commanded to rise and open it in the +name of the magistracy. Without clearly comprehending the danger that +awaited me, I yet felt an instinctive conviction that I was now for ever +lost. + +To save myself instantly by flight--This was my only thought, and I flew +to the window, tearing open the lattice. This, however, availed me +nothing,--for before the house door, I saw a troop of armed men, one of +whom directly observed me, and at the same moment, the door of my +apartment was burst in--several men immediately stood around me, whom I +recognized for officers of police, and who shewed me an order of the +Justiciary Court for my immediate imprisonment. Any attempt at +resistance would now have been in vain. They led me down stairs, and +placed me in a carriage, which stood there ready to receive me, and +which immediately drove off rapidly, through the streets. + +When arrived at the place which seemed that of my destination, after +being led through divers passages and corridors; also up staircases +_that staircases were none_, but seemed (having no steps[1]) to be like +the side of a mountain; I inquired "Where I was?" I received for answer, +"In the prison of the upper castle." In this place, according to +information already received on the arrestment of others, I knew that +dangerous and treasonable criminals were shut up during the time that +their trial was going on, or was in preparation. + +[Footnote 1: This is exemplified in the (old) royal palace at Berlin.] + +My apartment was comfortless and ghastly enough; but, in a little time, +my bed and some other furniture were brought, and the gaoler asked if I +wanted anything more. To get rid of him, I answered "No;" and at last +was left alone. The receding steps through the long-sounding passages, +with the opening and shutting of many doors, if I had not known it +already, would have sufficiently made me aware that I was in one of the +innermost prisons of the fortress. + +It was to myself inconceivable, how, during a pretty long drive, I had +remained quite quiet, nay, under a kind of stunning and stupefaction of +the senses. I beheld all images that passed before me, as if they +existed only in the half-effaced colours of a faded picture. Now, too, I +did not resign myself to sleep, but to a kind of faint or swoon, +paralysing the faculty of clear thought, and yet leaving me awake to the +most horrible and fantastic apprehensions. + +When I awoke in the bright light of the morning, I, for the first time, +gradually took counsel with myself, and fully recollected all that had +happened, and whither I had been brought. As to the room wherein I lay, +its inconvenience made less impression on me than it would have done +upon another. The vaulted roof, and want of comfort, only reminded me of +my cell in the Capuchin Convent; and the chamber would scarcely have +appeared to me a prison, if it had not been that the small and only +window was strongly barred with iron, and so high, that I could scarcely +reach it with my upstretched hands, far less look out from it on the +prospect. + +Only a narrow sunbeam fell through this high loop-hole; and being +anxious to examine the environs of my prison, I drew my bed to the wall +under it; over this placed my table, and was just in the act of mounting +up, when my gaoler stepped in and seemed very much surprised at my +proceedings. He inquired roughly what I was about there; and on +receiving for answer, that I only wished, for diversion, to look out at +the window, he did not say a word; but, in significant silence, made the +bed, the table, and chair, be taken away: after which, having set down +my breakfast, he again disappeared. + +After about an hour, he came back, accompanied by two other men, and +led me through long passages, up stairs and down stairs, till I entered, +at last, into an audience-hall of moderate dimensions, where one of the +supreme judges awaited me. By his side sat a young man as secretary, to +whom he afterwards dictated whatever information he got from me, in +answer to his questions. I had to thank the influence of my former +station at Court, and the respect with which I had long been treated by +all ranks, for the politeness now shewn to me by this judge. However, I +was convinced that it could only be suspicions, founded on Aurelia's +extraordinary conduct, which had led to my arrestment. + +The judge's first demand was, that I should give him a clear and concise +account of my former life. Instead of answering directly to this, I +begged to know whether I had not, in the first place, a right to know +the cause of my sudden imprisonment. He told me that I should, in due +time, have information of the crimes with which I was charged; but that, +meanwhile, it was of the utmost importance that he should learn the +exact course of my life up to that day when I first arrived at the +_residenz_; and he must remind me that, as the court possessed ample +means to detect the slightest deviation from truth, I should be watchful +for my own sake, to avoid any attempt at deception. + +This admonishment of the judge (a little spare man, with red hair, +staring eyes, and an absurdly croaking voice) was by no means lost upon +me. I recollected that I had already ventured to give the name of my +birth-place, and some account of my life, to one of the court ladies; +and that the story which I had now to weave, must of necessity be such, +as to harmonize with that which I had already promulgated. It was also +requisite to avoid all marvellous and intricate adventures. Moreover, to +lay the scene, as much as possible, in a country so distant, that +inquiries into the reality of my references would be tedious and +difficult. At that moment too, there came into my remembrance, a young +Pole, with whom I had studied in the college at Koenigswald. I knew the +circumstances of his life, and as the safest method now in my power, +resolved to appropriate them as my own. Thus prepared, I set out as +follows:-- + +"My arrestment, no doubt, has arisen from the imputation against me of +some heavy crime. For a considerable period, I have lived here under the +eye of the Prince, and all the town's-people, and during that time, have +been guilty of no crime nor misdemeanour; consequently it must be some +stranger lately arrived here who has accused me of a crime formerly +committed; and as my conscience assures me that I am completely free +from any such guilt, I can only account for what has occurred, by +supposing that an unhappy personal resemblance betwixt myself and some +person unknown, has led to the mistake. + +"However, it seems to me not a little severe, that on account of +_suppositions_ merely, (for here there can exist nothing more,) I should +be thus thrown into prison, and brought like a criminal for examination. +But why have I not been confronted at once with my rash, and perhaps +malicious accuser? I doubt not that individual will be found at last to +be some wicked impostor, or, at best, some misguided fool, who--" + +"Softly--softly, Mr Leonard," croaked the judge. "Correct yourself, +otherwise your words may strike against some high personage; and, +besides, I can assure you, that the individual by whom you, Mr Leonard, +have been recognized as--" (here he bit himself in the lip) "is in +truth, neither rash nor foolish, but"--(hesitating) "and besides, we +have unquestionable intelligence from ---- in the Thuringian mountains." + +Here he named the residence of the Baron von F.; and I perceived +immediately the dangers which threatened me. It was obvious that Aurelia +had recognized in me the monk, whom she probably looked upon as the +murderer of her brother. This monk, however, was Medardus, the preacher +of the Capuchin Convent, and as such had been recognized by the Baron's +steward Reinhold. The Abbess, however, knew that this Medardus was the +son of Francesco, and thus, my resemblance to him, which had so long +puzzled the Princess, must now probably have corroborated into certainty +the suspicions which the sisters had, no doubt, by letter communicated +to each other. + +It was possible even, that intelligence had been received from the +Capuchin Convent; that I had been carefully watched upon my journey; and +that they had unequivocally identified my person with that of Medardus. + +All these possibilities came crowding on my recollection, and forced me +to perceive the whole hazard of my situation. The judge, while I was +occupied in this reverie, still continued to talk on, which was very +advantageous, for I had time to repeat to myself the almost unutterable +name of the Polish town which I had assigned to the old lady at court as +the place of my birth. Scarcely, then, had the judge again repeated his +gruff demand, that I would concisely inform him as to my past course of +life, than I once more began-- + +"My proper name is Leonard Krczinski; and I am the only son of a Polish +nobleman, who had sold his property, and lived privately in the town of +Kwicziczwo."-- + +"How--what?" said the judge, endeavouring in vain to pronounce after me +either my name, or that of the town to which I had referred. The +secretary had no notion how he was to set the words on paper; I was +obliged to write down both names myself, and then went on-- + +"You perceive, sir, how difficult it is for a German tongue to imitate +these words of my language, which are so overburdened with consonants, +and herein consists the reason why I have chosen to lay aside my surname +altogether, and bear only my christian name of Leonard. + +"But this is, indeed, the only mystery or singularity which I have to +unfold. The rest of my life is the simplest and most ordinary that could +be imagined. My father, who was himself a man of good education, +approved of my decided propensity to literature and the arts, and just +before his death, had resolved on sending me to Cracow, to live there +under the care of a clergyman related to him, by name Stanislaus +Krczinski. After that event, being my father's sole heir, I was left the +uncontrolled choice of my own actions. I therefore sold the small +remnant that was left of a paternal property, called up some debts that +were due to my father, and went with the pecuniary proceeds to Cracow, +where I studied some years under the guardianship of my relation. + +"From thence I travelled to Dantzig and Koenigsberg; at last I was +driven, as if by irresistible impulse, to make a journey towards the +south. I trusted that the remainder of my small fortune would be +sufficient to carry me through, and that I should at last obtain a fixed +situation at some university; but in this town I had probably found my +means exhausted, if it had not been that one night's luck at the +Prince's pharo-table enabled me to live comfortably for some time, after +which I intended to prosecute my journey into Italy. + +"As to anything truly remarkable or worthy of being related--no such +adventure has ever occurred in my life. Yet perhaps, (here I recollected +myself,) I ought not to say this, for I have at least one singular +occurrence to record. It would have been quite easy for me to prove +exactly the truth of all that I have now deposed, had not a very strange +chance deprived me of my _portefeuille_, in which was contained my pass, +my journal, and various letters, which would have supplied ample +documents for that purpose." + +By this conclusion the judge was visibly surprised. It was evidently +something unexpected; he fixed his sharp staring eyes upon me, and then, +in a tone somewhat ironical, requested me to explain what strange +accident had thus unluckily put it out of my power to _prove_ (as might +have been hoped for) my assertions. + +"Some months ago," said I, "I was on my way hither by the road leading +through the mountains. The fine season of the year, and the romantic +scenery, made me resolve to perform the journey on foot. One day, being +much fatigued, I sat in the public room of an inn at a small village. I +had there got some refreshments, and had drawn out a leaf from my +pocket-book, in order to take a drawing of some old houses that had +struck my fancy. + +"At this time there arrived at the inn a horseman, whose extraordinary +dress and wild looks excited in me much astonishment. He came into the +public room obviously striving with much vain effort to look cheerful +and unconcerned, took his place opposite to me, and called for drink, +casting on me from time to time dark and suspicious glances. The man +seemed to me to be half mad, or something worse. I by no means liked +such company, and therefore, merely to avoid him, stepped out into the +court. Soon afterwards, the stranger also came out, paid the innkeeper, +hastily bowed to me, and remounting his horse, rode off at a rapid pace. + +"Afterwards, as I was in the act of setting out myself, I remembered my +_portefeuille_, which I had left on the table of the public room. I +went and found it lying where I had left it, and, in my hurry, believed +all was right. It was not till the following day, that, wishing to refer +to my pocket-book, I found the _portefeuille_ was not mine, but had, in +all probability, belonged to the stranger, who must have, by mistake, +put up mine into his pocket, and left his own in its place. + +"In the latter there was nothing but letters and cards, which to me were +unintelligible, addressed to Count Victorin. This _portefeuille_, with +the Count's papers, will be found still among my effects. In mine, which +was lost, I had, as before mentioned, my pass, my journal, and, as now +occurs to me, even my baptism certificate, the production of which would +at once have confirmed whatever regarding myself I have alleged." + +The judge here desired that I would give him an accurate description, +from head to foot, of the stranger's personal appearance. Accordingly, I +patched up a skilful composition from the features and dress of the late +Count Victorin, and of myself when on my flight from the Baron's castle. +To the judge's cross-questioning as to all the minutest circumstances of +this meeting, to which there almost seemed no end, I continued to +answer as quietly and decisively as possible, till at last the fiction +that I had thus invented, rounded itself in such manner in my own mind, +that I actually believed all that I had asserted, and ran no risk +whatever of falling into contradictions. + +Besides, there were other advantages; my first object indeed had only +been to justify my possession of these letters of Count Victorin, which +would be found in my _portefeuille_; but, by the method that I had +chosen to fulfil this purpose, I had luckily raised up an imaginary +personage, (one at least who no longer existed in reality,) who might +hereafter, as need required, play the part either of the fugitive +Medardus, or of the Count Victorin. + +Afterwards, it occurred to me also that probably Euphemia's papers must +have been examined; that among them there were no doubt letters paving +the way for Victorin's plan of appearing as a monk at the castle, and +that this would form a fresh nucleus of clouds sufficient to wrap the +whole affair in impenetrable mystery. + +Thus my internal fantasy continued to work, during the whole time of my +examination; and there were always new methods suggesting themselves, +by which I might avoid the risk of discovery; so that at last I believed +myself secure against the very worst that could happen. + +I now waited in hopes that the judge would have recourse to the criminal +accusation which had been entered against me, and concluded that I had +said quite enough as to the fortune and adventures of my own past life. + +I was mistaken, however, for he seemed as willing to go on with his +tiresome questions as if he had but just begun. Among other inquiries, +he asked, "For what reason I had formed the wish of escaping out of +prison?" I assured him that no such thought had ever entered my mind, +and that I had only wished to look out through the window. The gaoler's +testimony, however, as to the piled-up bed, chair, and table, seemed +here much against me. At last, after a most tedious interview, the judge +finally assured me, that if I attempted any prank of that sort again, I +must, of necessity, be bound to the ground with iron chains. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I was then led back to my prison. My bed, as before mentioned, had been +removed, and a straw mattress in its stead laid on the ground. The table +was firmly screwed down, and, in place of the chair, I found a very low +wooden bench. + +Many days passed over in dreary captivity, without any farther +examination, and without the slightest variety. The time of a prisoner +is seldom or never a blank; it is filled up by horrible phantoms and +distorted reveries, such as have often been described, though mine +probably were of a new character. The detail of them, however, is not +within the limits of my present undertaking; I record only simple facts, +in the manner of an obtuse old chronicler; and if there be a colouring +of imagination, it is not only unsought, but unwelcome and involuntary. + +During these three days, I did not behold the features of any living +being, except the peevish face of an old sub-janitor, who brought my +food, and in the evening lighted my lamp. Hitherto, I had felt like a +warrior, who, in a mood of martial excitement, was determined, at all, +risks, to meet danger and fight his way to the last; but such passion +had now time enough to decline entirely away. + +I fell into a dark melancholy trance, during which all things became +indifferent. Even the cherished vision of Aurelia had faded, or floated +in dim colours before me. But unless I had been in body as much +disordered as in mind, this state of apathy could not, of necessity, +continue long. In a short time my spirit was again roused, only to feel +in all its force the horrid influence of nausea and oppression, which +the dense atmosphere of the prison had produced, and against which I +vainly endeavoured to contend. + +In the night I could no longer sleep. In the strange flickering shadows +which the lamp-light threw upon the walls, myriads of distorted visages, +one after another, or hundreds at a time, seemed to be grinning out upon +me. To avoid this annoyance, I extinguished my lamp, and drew the upper +mattress over my head--but in vain! It was now dark, indeed, but the +spectres were visible by their own light, like portraits painted on a +dark ground, and I heard more frightfully the hollow moans and rattling +chains of the prisoners, through the horrid stillness of the night. + +Often did it seem to me as if I heard the dying groans of Hermogen and +Euphemia. "Am I then guilty of your destruction? Was it not your own +iniquity that brought you under the wrath of my avenging arm?" One night +I had broken out furiously with these words, when, on the silence that +for a moment succeeded, there distinctly and unequivocally arose a long +deep-drawn sigh or groan, differing from the noises which had disturbed +me before. The latter might have been imaginary--this was assuredly +real, and the sound was reverberated through the vault. Driven to +distraction, I howled out--"It is thou, Hermogen!--the hour of thy +vengeance is come--there is for me no hope of rescue!" + + * * * * * + +It might be on the tenth night of my confinement, when, half-fainting +with terror, I lay stretched out on the cold floor of my prison. I +distinctly heard on the ground directly under me a light, but very +audible knocking, which was repeated at measured intervals. I listened +attentively. The noise was continued, as if with the determination to +attract attention, and occasionally I could distinguish a strange sound +of laughter, that also seemed to come out of the earth. + +I started from the floor, and threw myself on the straw couch; but the +beating continued, with the same detestable variety of laughter and +groans. At last I heard a low, stammering, hoarse voice syllabically +pronounce my name--"Me-dar-dus!--Me-dar-dus!"--My blood ran ice cold +through every vein; but with a vehement effort I gained courage enough +to call out, "Who's there?"--The laughter now became louder--the beating +and groaning were renewed; again the stammering demon addressed +me--"Me-dar-dus!--Me-dar-dus!" + +I rose from bed, and stamped on the floor. "Whoever thou art," cried I; +"man or devil, who art thus adding to the torments of an already +miserable captive, step forth visibly before mine eyes, that I may look +on thee, or desist from this unmeaning persecution!" The beating was now +right under my feet. "He--he--he!--he--he--he!--Broth-er,--Broth-er! +Open the door!--I am here--am here! Let us go hence to the wood--to the +wood!" + +Now, methought I recognised the voice as one that I had known before, +but it was not then so broken and so stammering. Nay, with a chill +shivering of horror, I almost began to think there was something in the +accents that I now heard, resembling the tones of my own voice, and +involuntarily, as if I wished to try whether this were really so, I +stammered, in imitation, "Me-dar-dus!--Me-dar-dus!" + +Hereupon the laughter was renewed, but it now sounded scornful and +malicious.--"Broth-er,--Broth-er," said the voice, "do you know me +again?--Open the door--the--the door!--We shall go hence, to the +wood--to the wood!" "Poor insane wretch!" said I; "I cannot open the +door for thee--I cannot enable thee to go forth into the pleasant woods, +to hear the fresh rustling of the leaves, or breathe the fragrance of +Heaven's pure atmosphere. I am, as thou art, shut up, hopeless and +abandoned, within the gloomy walls of a prison." + +To this address I was answered only by sobs and moans, as if from the +bitterness of despairing grief; and the knocking became always more +faint and indistinct, till at last it ceased altogether; and from +exhaustion, I sunk into troubled slumber. + +At length the morning light had broke in slanting gleams through the +window; the locks and keys rattled, and the gaoler, whom I had not seen +for many days, entered my room. + +"Through the last night," said he, "we have heard all sorts of strange +noises in your apartment, and loud speaking. What means this?" + +"I am in the habit," answered I, "of talking loudly in my sleep, and +even when awake I indulge in soliloquy. May not this much of liberty be +granted me?" + +"Probably," said the gaoler, "it is known to you, that every endeavour +to escape, or to keep up conversation with any of your fellow-prisoners, +will be interpreted to your disadvantage?" I declared that I had never +formed any intentions of that kind; and after a few more surly remarks, +he withdrew. + +Some hours after this, I was again summoned, as before, to the hall of +judgment. It was not, however, the judge by whom I had before been +examined, but a very different personage, who now sat on the bench. He +was a man apparently much younger in years, but far surpassing his +predecessor in cleverness and versatility. + +Laying aside all the formality of office, he left his place, came up to +me in the friendliest manner, and invited me to take a chair. + +Even at this moment his appearance is vividly present to my +recollection. In constitution he seemed, for his time of life, to be +much broken down; he was very bald, and wore spectacles. But in his +whole demeanour there was so much of kindness and good-humour, that, on +this account alone, I found it would be difficult for any one, but the +most reckless and hardened of criminals, to resist his influence. + +His questions were thrown out lightly, almost in the style of ordinary +conversation, but they were well contrived, and so precisely couched, +that it was impossible to avoid giving him decisive answers. + +"In the first place, I must ask you," said he, "whether all that you +have before deponed is perfectly consistent with truth; or, at least, +whether many other circumstances may not have occurred to you as +requisite to be told, in order to corroborate your former statement?" + +"No," said I. "I have already freely communicated every circumstance +which I could mention, or which it can be necessary to mention, as to +the tenor of my simple and uniform life." + +"Have you never associated much with clergymen, and with monks?" + +"Yes--In Cracow, in Dantzig, Koenigsberg, Frauenberg. In the latter place +especially, with two lay monks, who officiated there as priest and +_capellan_." + +"You did not state before that you were in Frauenberg?" + +"Because I did not think it worth while to mention a short residence +there of about eight days, on my way from Dantzig to Koenigsberg." + +"So, you are a native of Kwicziczwo?" + +This question the judge put in the Polish language, and in the most +correct dialect, (all the while looking quite unconcerned, as if his +use of that language had been on the present occasion a matter of +course.) + +For a moment this overthrew all my self-possession. I rallied, however; +tried to recollect what little Polish I had learned from my friend +Krczinski, and made shift to answer-- + +"On a small landed property of my father, near Kwicziczwo." + +"What was the name of this estate?" + +"Krczinzicswo--the family estate of my relations." + +"For a native Pole, you do not pronounce your own language remarkably +well. To say the truth, you speak it rather like a German--How is this?" + +"For many years I have spoken nothing but German. Even while in Cracow, +I had much intercourse with German students, who wished to learn from me +our difficult language. Unawares, I may have accustomed myself to their +accent, as one finds it very easy, when living in particular districts +of the country, to adopt provincialisms." + +The judge here looked significantly on me. A slight smile passed over +his features; and, turning to the secretary, he dictated to him +something in a whisper, of which I could distinctly make out the words +"visibly embarrassed." Hereupon I wished to say something farther, in +excuse for my bad Polish, but the judge gave me no opportunity. + +"Have you never been in Koenigswald, where there is a large Capuchin +Convent?" + +"Never." + +"The way hither from Koenigsberg should have led you to that town." + +"I took another road." + +"Have you never been acquainted with a monk from the convent there?" + +"Never." + +On receiving this answer, the judge rung the bell, and in a low voice +gave an order to the attending officer. + +Soon afterwards, an opposite door opened, and how was my whole frame +shaken, and my very heart withered by terror, when I beheld the old +Brother Cyrillus! The judge asked, + +"Do you know this man?" + +"No. I have never seen him before." + +It was now the monk's turn to speak. He came nearer; looked at me +stedfastly--then clasping his hands, while tears involuntarily burst +from his eyes--"Medardus!" cried he, "Brother Medardus! In God's name, +how comes it that I find you thus horribly changed? How came you into +this condition of abandoned and obdurate wickedness? Brother Medardus, +return into thyself--Confess--Repent!--The patience and long-suffering +of God are infinite." + +"Can you then recognize this man," said the judge, "for the Monk +Medardus from the Capuchin Convent in Koenigswald?" + +"As I hope for Heaven's mercy," answered Cyrillus, "it is impossible for +me to think otherwise. I believe that this man, although he now appears +in a lay dress, is that very Medardus, who lived under my care as a +novice at the Capuchin Convent, and whom I attended at the altar on the +day of his consecration. Yet Medardus had on his neck a scar, in the +shape of a cross, on the left side, and if this man----" + +"You perceive," interposed the judge, turning to me, "that you are +looked upon as a runaway monk from the town of Koenigswald, and you may +rightly conjecture that the real monk alluded to has been guilty of +serious crimes. But this man has a particular mark on his neck, which, +according to your own account, you cannot have. This, therefore, at once +gives you the best opportunity to prove your innocence. Untie your +neckcloth." + +"There is no need of this," answered I. "It is already certain, that an +exact personal resemblance exists between myself and the fugitive +criminal, who is to me wholly unknown; for I do bear a slight scar on my +throat, such as has been described."--"Remove your neckcloth," repeated +the judge. I did so; and the scar left by the wound from the Abbess's +diamond cross, which had never been effaced, was immediately perceived. +Hereupon Cyrillus uttered a loud exclamation.--"It is--it is the same +impression of the cross," he added.--"Medardus! oh Medardus! hast thou +then renounced thy eternal weal?"--Weeping and half fainting, he sunk +into a chair. + +"What answers do you now make to the assertion of this venerable man?" +said the judge. + +For a moment I felt as if lifted up and inspired by supernatural +strength. It seemed as if the devil himself came and whispered to me. + +"What power have these despicable weaklings over thee, who art yet +strong and undaunted in spirit and in frame? Shall not Aurelia yet +become thine?" + +"This monk," said I, with great vehemence, "who sits there fainting in +his chair, is a fantastic, feeble-minded, drivelling dotard. In his +absurd visions, he takes me for a runaway capuchin from his own convent, +to whom, as it happens, I bear a personal resemblance." + +The judge had till now remained perfectly tranquil, without changing his +looks, gesture, or tone. Now, however, his visage, for the first time, +assumed a dark and lowering earnestness of expression. He rose, as if +the better to observe me, and even the glare of his spectacles was +intolerable to my feelings, so that I could not utter a word more of my +intended defence. For a moment I lost all self-possession. Abandoned to +rage and despair, I struck my clenched knuckles to my forehead, and, in +a tone which must have sounded unearthly, almost shrieked out the name +"Aurelia!" + +"What do you mean by that, sir?" said the judge, in a voice which, +though calm, had yet the effect of thunder, and reverberated through the +vaulted roof of the audience-chamber. + +"A dark and implacable destiny," said I, "dooms me to an ignominious +death. But I am innocent--I am wholly innocent of the crimes, whatever +they may be, that are charged against me. Have compassion, therefore; +and for the present, at least, let me go. I feel that madness begins to +rage through my brain, and agitate every nerve: therefore, in mercy, let +me go!" + +The judge, who had resumed his seat, and become perfectly calm, dictated +much to the secretary, of which I did not know the import. At last he +read over to me a record, in which all his questions and my answers, +with the evidence of Cyrillus, were faithfully set down. This record I +was obliged to ratify by my own signature. + +The judge then requested me, in a careless tone, to write for him, on +separate slips of paper, something in Polish and in German. I did so, +without being aware what object he had in view. He then immediately gave +the German leaf to Cyrillus, with the question, "Have these characters +any resemblance to the hand-writing of your brother, Monk Medardus?" + +"It is precisely his hand even to the most minute peculiarities," said +Cyrillus; and turning to me, was about to speak; but a look of the judge +admonished him to silence. The latter examined carefully the leaf which +I had written in Polish. He then rose, quitted the bench, and came down +to me. + +"You are no Pole," said he, in a serious and decisive manner. "This +writing is altogether incorrect, full of errors, both in grammar and +spelling. No native Pole would write in that style, even if he were +destitute of that education which you have enjoyed." + +"I was born," said I, "in Kwicziczwo, and therefore am most certainly a +Pole; but even were this not really the case, and if circumstances +compelled me to conceal my true rank and name, yet it would by no means +follow, in consequence of this, that I must turn out to be the Monk +Medardus, who, as I understand, came from the Capuchin Convent in +Koenigswald." + +"Alas! Brother," interposed Cyrillus, "did not our excellent Prior send +you to Rome, placing the fullest confidence in your fidelity, prudence, +and pious conduct; and is it thus that you requite him? Brother +Medardus, for God's sake, do not any longer, in this blasphemous manner, +deny the holy profession to which you belong." + +"I beg of you not to interrupt us," said the judge, and, turning again +to me, proceeded-- + +"It is my duty to observe to you, that the disinterested evidence of +this reverend clergyman affords the strongest presumptions, that you are +actually that runaway monk, for whom you have been arrested. At the same +time, I ought not to conceal, that various other persons will be brought +forward, who also insist that they have unequivocally recognised you for +that individual. Among them is one, to whom your escape from the due +punishment or coercion of the law would be attended by no little danger, +at all events, by no little fear and apprehension. Besides, many things +have been discovered in your own travelling equipage, which support the +allegations against you. + +"Finally, sir, you may rely, that inquiries will be set on foot as to +your pretended family, on which account application is already made to +the court at Posen. All these things I explain to you the more openly, +because it belongs to my office to convince you how little I wish, by +artifice, or any undue method, to extort from you the truth, which you +wish to conceal, but which, at all events, will soon be brought to +light. Prepare yourself, therefore, before-hand, as you best can. If you +are really that criminal named Medardus the Capuchin, you may be assured +that justice will soon penetrate through your deepest disguise; and you +will learn, in due time, the precise crimes of which you are accused. +If, on the other hand, you are Mr Leonard of Kwicziczwo, and only, by +some extraordinary _lusus naturae_, forced to resemble Medardus, you will +be furnished, even by us, with clear and decisive proofs to support this +identity. + +"You appeared at your first trial, in a very disordered state of mind; +therefore I wished that you should be allowed sufficient time for mature +reflection. After what has taken place to-day, you will again have ample +store for meditation." + +"Then," said I, "you look upon all that I have said to-day as utter +falsehood? You behold in me only the runaway monk Medardus?" + +To this I received merely a slight parting bow, with the words, "Adieu, +Herr von Krczinski;" and I was forthwith led back to my prison. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +Every word uttered by this judge had penetrated to my very heart, and I +was unable to subdue my vehement agitation. All the fictions that I had +invented seemed to me utterly absurd and insipid. That the chief person +who was to appear as my accuser, (and who was said to entertain such +fears of me if left at liberty,) was Aurelia, I could have no doubt. How +could I bear this, and how counteract her influence? + +I considered afterwards what might have been suspicious among my +travelling effects, and was much vexed by the recollection, that since +my residence at the castle of the Baron von F----, I had retained in my +_portefeuille_, a hair ring, on which Euphemia's name was enwoven, and +which, perhaps, might be recognized by Aurelia. Besides, it had +unfortunately occurred, that in the forest I had bound up Victorin's +portmanteau with the knotted cord, which is part of the dress of our +order; and this had still remained in my possession. + +Tormented by these thoughts, I gave myself up for lost; and unconscious +what I did, paced backwards and forwards in despair, through my narrow +chamber. Then it seemed as if there was a rushing and whispering in mine +ears,--"Thou fool," said a voice, "why should'st thou despair? Canst +thou not think on Victorin?" Hereupon, in a loud voice, I called +out--"Ha! the game is not lost!--Nay, it may yet be won!" + +My heart beat, and my bosom heaved with new impulses. I had already +thought, that among Euphemia's papers there must, of necessity, be found +something which would point to Victorin's appearance at the castle as a +monk. Resting on this assumption, (or probability,) I would, at my next +examination, amplify on my former deposition as to the meeting with +Victorin; nay, why should I not also have met with the monk Medardus? I +could plead knowledge, also, of those adventures at the castle which +ended so frightfully, and repeat them as if they came to me by hearsay. +With such stories I could interweave references to myself, and to my +resemblance with both these people. + +In order to attain my object, however, the most trifling circumstances +must be maturely weighed. I resolved, therefore, that I would commit to +writing the romance, by the incidents of which I was to be rescued. The +gaoler supplied me with the requisite materials, and I laboured with +great zeal till late in the night. In writing, my imagination was +roused, until I almost actually believed whatever I had set down to be +the truth; and I had in the closest manner spun together a web of +falsehood, wherewith I expected completely to blind the eyes of the +judge. + +The prison-clock had struck twelve, when I again heard softly, +and as if from a distance, the knocking which, on the preceding day, +so much disturbed me. I had resolved that I would pay no attention +to this noise; but it approached nearer, and became louder. There +were again, at measured intervals, the same divertisements of +knocking, laughing, and groaning. I struck my hand with great vehemence +on the table--"Be quiet!" cried I--"Silence below there!" Thus I +thought that I should banish my persecutor, and recover my composure, +but in vain! On the contrary, there arose instantly a sound of +shrill discordant laughter, and once more the same detestable +voice--"_Brued-er-lein!--Brued-er-lein!_[2] Up to thee! Open the door! +Open the door!" + +[Footnote 2: Little brother. One of the German diminutives of +familiarity or endearment.] + +Then right under me commenced a vehement rasping and scratching in the +floor, accompanied by continuous groans and cachinnation. In vain did I +try to write, and persuading myself that these were but illusions of the +arch enemy, determined to hold them in contempt. The noise always became +more intolerable, and was diversified occasionally by ponderous blows, +so that I momentarily expected the gaolers to enter in alarm. + +I had risen up, and was walking with the lamp in my hand, when suddenly +I felt the floor shake beneath my tread. I stepped aside, and then saw, +on the spot whereon I had stood, a stone lift itself out of the +pavement, and sink again. The phenomenon was repeated, but at the second +time I seized hold of the stone, and easily removed it from the +flooring. + +The aperture beneath was but narrow, and little or no light rose from +the gulf. Suddenly, however, as I was gazing on it, a naked arm, +emaciated, but muscular, with a knife, or dagger, in the hand, was +stretched up towards me. Struck with the utmost horror, I recoiled from +the sight. Then the stammering voice spoke from below--"Brother--brother +Me-dar-dus is there--is there!--Take--take!--Break--break!--To the +wood!--To the wood!" + +Instantly all fear and apprehension were lost. I repeated to myself, +"Take--take!--Break--break!" for I thought only of the assistance thus +offered me, and of flight! Accordingly I seized the weapon, which the +hand willingly resigned to me, and began zealously to clear away the +mortar and rubbish from the opening that had been made. + +The spectral prisoner below laboured also with might and main, till we +had dislodged four or five large stones from the vault, and laid them +aside. I had been occupied in this latter purpose, that is, in placing +the large stones in a corner of my room, that they might not interrupt +my work; when, on turning round, I perceived that my horrible assistant +had raised his naked body as far as the middle, through the aperture +that we had made. The full glare of the lamp fell on his pale features, +which were no longer obscured as formerly, by long matted locks, or the +overgrown grizzly beard, for these had been closely shaven. It could no +longer be said that I was in vigorous health, while he was emaciated, +for in that respect we were now alike. He glared on me with the grin, +the ghastly laughter, of madness on his visage. At the first glance I +RECOGNIZED MYSELF, and losing all consciousness and self-possession, +fell in a deadly swoon on the pavement. + +From this state of insensibility I was awoke by a violent pain in the +arm. There was a clear light around me; the rattling of chains, and +knocking of hammers, sounded through the vault. The gaoler and his +assistants were occupied in loading me with irons. Besides handcuffs and +ankle-fetters, I was, by means of a chain and an iron hoop, to be +fastened to the wall. + +"Now," said the gaoler, in a satisfied tone, when the workmen had +finished, "the gentleman will probably find it advisable to give over +troubling us with his attempts to escape for the future!" + +"But what crimes, then," said the blacksmith, in an under tone, "has +this obstreperous fellow committed?" + +"How?" said the gaoler, "dost thou not know that much, Jonathan? The +whole town talks of nothing else. He is a cursed Capuchin monk, who has +murdered three men. All has been fully proved. In a few days there is to +be a grand gala; and among other diversions, the scaffold and the wheel +will not fail to play their part!" + +I heard no more, and my senses were again lost. I know not how long I +remained in that state, from which I only painfully and with difficulty +awoke. I was alone, and all was utter darkness; but, after some +interval, faint gleams of daylight broke into the low deep vault, +scarcely six feet square, into which I now, with the utmost horror, +perceived that I had been removed from my former prison. I was tormented +with extreme thirst, and grappled at the water-jug which stood near me. +Cold and moist, it slipped out of my numbed hands before I had gained +from it even one imperfect draught, and, with abhorrence, I saw a large +overgrown toad crawl out of it as it lay on the floor. "Aurelia!" I +groaned, in that feeling of nameless misery into which I was now +sunk--"Aurelia!--and was it for this that I have been guilty of +hypocrisy and abominable falsehood in the court of justice--for this +only, that I might protract, by a few hours, a life of torment and +misery? What would'st thou," said I to myself, "delirious wretch, as +thou art? Thou strivest after the possession of Aurelia, who could be +thine only through an abominable and blasphemous crime; and however thou +might'st disguise thyself from the world, she would infallibly recognize +in thee the accursed murderer of Hermogen, and look on thee with +detestation. Miserable deluded fool, where are now all thy high-flown +projects, thy belief and confidence in thine own supernatural power, by +which thou could'st guide thy destiny even as thou wilt? Thou art wholly +unable and powerless to kill the worm of conscience, which gnaws on the +heart's marrow, and thou wilt shamefully perish in hopeless grief, even +if the arm of temporal justice should spare thee!" + +Thus I complained aloud, but at the moment when I uttered these words, I +felt a painful pressure on my breast, which seemed to proceed from some +hard substance in my waistcoat pocket. I grappled with it accordingly, +and drew out, to my surprise, a small stiletto. Never had I worn any +such implement since I had been in the prison. It must, of necessity, be +the same which had been held up to me by my mysterious _double_. I +recognized the glittering heft. It was the identical stiletto with which +I had killed Hermogen, and which, for many weeks, I had been without! + +Hereupon there arose in my mind an entire revolution. The inexplicable +manner in which this weapon had been returned to me, seemed like a +warning from supernatural agents. I had it in my power to escape at will +from the ignominious death that awaited me. I had it in my power to die +voluntarily for the sake of Aurelia. It seemed again as if there was a +rushing and whispering of voices around me; and among them Aurelia's +accents were clearly audible. I beheld her as when formerly she appeared +to me in the church of the Capuchin Convent. "I love thee, indeed, +Medardus," said she; "but hitherto thou understandest me not. In this +world there is for us no hope of enjoyment; the true festival and +solemnization of our love is--death." I now firmly resolved that I would +demand a new audience--that I would confess to the judge, without the +least reserve, the whole history of my wanderings, after which I would, +in obedience to the supposed warning, have recourse to suicide. + +The gaoler now made his appearance, bringing me better food than usual, +with the addition of a bottle of wine. "It is by the command of the +Prince," said he, covering a table which his servant brought in after +him. He then proceeded to unlock the chain by which I was bound to the +wall. + +Remaining firm in my determination, I took but little notice of this, +and earnestly requested that he would communicate to the judge my wish +for an audience that very afternoon, as I had much to disclose that lay +heavy on my conscience. He promised to fulfil my commission, and +retired. + +Meanwhile, I waited in vain to be summoned to my trial. No one appeared +until such time as it was quite dark, when the gaoler's servant entered +and lighted my lamp as usual. Owing to the fixed resolution which I had +adopted, I felt much more tranquil than before; and, as the night wore +on, being greatly exhausted, I fell into a deep sleep. + +My slumber was haunted, however, by a strange and very vivid dream. +Methought I was led into a high, gloomy, and vaulted hall, wherein I +saw, ranged along the walls, on high-backed chairs, a double row of +spectral figures, like clergymen, all habited in the black _talar_,[3] +and before them was a table covered with red cloth. At their head sat a +judge, and near him was a Dominican friar, in the full habit of his +order. + +[Footnote 3: Long black robe.] + +"Thou art now," said the judge, in a deep solemn voice, "given over to +the spiritual court; forasmuch as thou, obstinate and criminal as thou +art, hast attempted to deny thy real name, and the sacred profession to +which thou belongest. Franciscus, or, according to thy conventual name, +Medardus, answer, Dost thou plead guilty, or not guilty, to the crimes +of which thou hast been accused?" + +Hereupon I wished to confess all that I had done, which, in my own +estimation, was sinful or blame-worthy. But, to my great horror, that +which I uttered was not the thoughts that existed in my mind, and which +I intended to deliver. On the contrary, instead of a sincere and +repentant confession, I lost myself in wandering desultory gibberish, +which sounded even in my own ears quite unpardonable. + +Then the Dominican rose up, and, with a frightful menacing +look--"Away--to the rack with him," cried he, "the stiff-necked obdurate +sinner--to the rack with him--he deserves no mercy!" The strange figures +that were ranged along the wall rose up, stretched out their long +skeleton arms towards me, and repeated, in a hoarse horrible +unison--"Ay, ay!--to the rack with him--to the rack--to the rack!" + +Instantly I drew out my stiletto and aimed it violently towards my +heart, but, involuntarily, it slid upwards to my throat, and striking on +that part wherein the diamond necklace of the Abbess had left the sign +of the cross, the blade broke in pieces as if it were made of glass, and +left me unwounded! Then the executioner seized me, removed me from the +audience-hall, and dragged me down into a deep subterranean vault. + +_There_, however, my persecutions did not cease. The man once more +demanded of me whether I would not make a true confession? Accordingly, +I again made an attempt to do so, but my thoughts and words, as before, +were at variance. Deeply repentant, torn equally by shame and remorse, +I confessed all inwardly and in spirit; but whatever my lips brought +forth audibly, was confused, senseless, unconnected, and foreign from +the dictates of my heart. Hereafter, upon a sign received from the +Dominican, the executioner stripped me naked, and tied my wrists +together behind my back. How he placed me afterwards, I know not, but I +heard the creaking of screws and pulleys, and felt how my stretched +joints cracked, and were ready to break asunder. In the agony of +superhuman torture, I screamed loudly and awoke. + +The pain in my hands and feet continued as if I had been really on the +rack, but this proceeded from the heavy chains which I still carried; +yet, besides this, I found a strange pressure on my eye-lids, which, for +some time, I was unable to lift up. At last, it seemed as if a weight +were taken from my forehead, and I was able to raise myself on my couch. + +Here my nightly visions once more stepped forth into reality, and I felt +an ice-cold shivering through every vein. Motionless like a statue, with +his arms folded, the monk--the Dominican whom I had seen in my +dream--stood there, and glared on me with his hollow black eyes. In +that look, I at once recognized the expression of the horrible painter, +and fell, half fainting, back upon my straw-bed. + +Yet, perhaps, thought I to myself, all this was but a delusion of my +senses, which had its origin from a dream. I mustered courage, +therefore--but the monk was there! He stood, as the painter had ever +done, calm and motionless, with his relentless dark eyes fixed upon me. + +"Horrible man!" cried I, "Avaunt!--Away!--But no! Man thou art not. Thou +art the devil himself, who labours to drag me into everlasting +destruction!--Away!--I conjure thee, in the name of God, begone!" + +"Poor, short-sighted fool!" answered the Dominican, "I am not the fiend +who endeavours to bind thee with his iron fetters; who seeks to turn thy +heart from those sacred duties to which thou hast, by Divine Providence, +been appointed!--Medardus, poor insane wanderer! I have indeed appeared +frightful to thee, even at those moments when thou should'st have +recognized in me thy best friend--when thou wert tottering within a +hair's-breadth of being hurled into the eternal gulf of destruction, I +have appeared and warned thee; but my designs have ever been perverted +and misunderstood. Rise up, and listen to what I would now say!" + +The Dominican uttered this in a tone of deep melancholy and complaint. +His looks, which I had before contemplated with such affright, were +become relaxed and mild. My heart was roused by new and indescribable +emotions. This painter, who had haunted me like a demon, now appeared to +me almost like a special messenger of Providence, sent to console me in +my extreme misery and despair. + +I rose from my bed, and stepped towards him. It was no phantom! I +touched his garments. I kneeled down involuntarily, and he laid his hand +on my head as if to bless me. Then, in the brightest colouring of +imagination, a long train of beautiful and cherished images rose on my +mind. I was once more within the consecrated woods of the Holy +Lime-Tree. I stood on the self-same spot of that favourite grove, where +the strangely-dressed pilgrim brought to me the miraculous boy. From +hence I wished to move onwards to the church, which I saw also right +before me. There only it appeared to me, that I might now, penitent and +repentant, receive at last absolution of my heavy crimes. But I remained +motionless; my limbs were powerless, and I could scarcely retain the +feeling of self-identity.--Then a hollow voice pronounced the words, +"The will suffices for the deed!" + +The dream vanished. It was the painter who had spoken these words. + +"Incomprehensible being!" said I, "was it then thou, who art here with +me as a friend, who appeared leaning on the pillar on that unhappy +morning in the Capuchin church at Koenigswald? At night, in the trading +town of Frankenburg? And now----" + +"Stop there," said the painter; "it was I indeed who have been at all +times near to thee, in order, if possible, to rescue thee from +destruction and disgrace; but thy heart was hardened; thy senses were +perverted. The work to which thou wert chosen, must, for thine own weal +and salvation, be fulfilled." + +"Alas!" cried I, in a voice of despair, "why, then, didst thou not +withhold mine arm from that accursed deed, when Hermogen----" + +"That was not allowed me," said the painter. "Ask no farther. The +attempt to resist the eternal decrees of Omnipotence is not only sinful, +but hopeless presumption. Medardus, thou now drawest near to thy +appointed goal--_To-morrow_!" + +At these words I shuddered; for I thought that I completely understood +the painter. I believed that he knew and approved my premeditated +suicide. He now retreated towards the door of my prison.--"When," said +I, with great earnestness, "when shall I see you again?"--"AT THE GOAL," +said he, in a deep, solemn tone, that reverberated through the +vault.--"So then--_to-morrow_?" He would not answer. The door +opened--turned silently on its hinges--and the painter had vanished. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +The faint gleams of daylight had long since made their way through the +gloom of my wretched prison, when at last the gaoler made his appearance +with a train of attendants, who carefully and obsequiously took off the +fetters from my wounded arms and ankles. They announced also that I +should be very soon led up for a final audience in the judgment-hall. + +The summons came accordingly. Deeply reserved, and wrapt up in my own +thoughts, becoming always more and more accustomed to the idea of +immediate death, I stepped into the audience-chamber. I had inwardly +arranged my confession in such manner, that I had only a short story to +tell, which would yet embrace every circumstance that was of importance. + +To my astonishment, the judge, directly on my entrance, left the bench, +and came to meet me. I must have looked greatly emaciated and +disfigured; for a cheerful smile, that had been at first on his +countenance, changed itself obviously into an expression of the most +painful sympathy and compassion. He shook hands, and made me take +possession of a large arm-chair. + +"Herr von Krczinski," said he, in a solemn diplomatic tone, "I am happy +in being able to announce to you some very agreeable intelligence. By +the Prince's commands, all proceedings against you are this day brought +to an end. It appears that people have hitherto confounded you with +another person; and of their mistaken accusations, your exact personal +likeness to that individual must bear the blame. Your innocence is now +established beyond the possibility of doubt. Mr Krczinski, _you are +free_!" + +A frightful giddiness now attacked me. The room, with all its furniture, +seemed turning round. The figure of the judge was multiplied a thousand +fold before mine eyes, and I fell into a swoon. When I awoke, the +servants were rubbing my temples with eau de cologne; and I recovered so +far, as to hear the judge read over a short _Protokoll_, stating that he +had duly informed me of the process being given up, and of my final +release from prison. But some indescribable feelings arising from that +last interview with the painter, repressed all joy in my bosom. It +seemed to me as if now, when people believed me innocent, I should +voluntarily make a full confession of my crimes, and then plunge the +dagger into my heart. + +I wished to speak; but the judge seemed to expect that I would retire, +and I retreated towards the door. He came after me a few steps. "I have +now," said he, in a low voice, "fulfilled my official duties, and may +confess that, from the first time of our meeting, you interested me very +much. Notwithstanding that appearances (as you must yourself allow) were +so greatly against you, yet I sincerely wished that you might not turn +out to be the horrible monster of wickedness for whom you had been +stigmatized. I may now repeat to you, in confidence, my conviction, that +you are no Pole: you were not born in Kwicziczwo: your name is not +Leonard von Krczinski." + +With composure and firmness I answered, "No."--"Nor are you a monk," +said the judge, casting his eyes on the ground, that he might not seem +to play the part of an inquisitor; but by this question I was +irresistibly agitated.--"Listen, then," said I, in a resolute tone, "and +I shall explain _all_."--"Nay, nay, be silent," said the judge. "What I +surmised at first is, according to my present belief, wholly confirmed. +I see that there is here some dark and deep mystery; and that, by some +inexplicable game of chances, your fate is involved with that of certain +personages of our court. But it is no longer my vocation to make +inquiries; and I should look upon myself as a presumptuous intermeddler, +if I wished to extort from you any of the real adventures of your life, +of which the tenure has probably been very peculiar. + +"There is but one suggestion which I cannot help offering. Would it not +be well if you were to tear yourself away from this _residenz_, where +there is so much that is hostile to your mental repose? After what has +happened, it is almost impossible that your abode here can be agreeable +to you." + +When the judge spoke in this manner, my mind again underwent an entire +revolution. All the dark shadows that had gathered around me were +suddenly dissolved. The spirit of life once more, with all its +enjoyments, vibrated through every nerve.--"Aurelia! Aurelia!--Should I +leave this place and forsake her for ever!" + +The judge looked on me with an expression of the greatest +astonishment.--"God forbid, Mr Leonard," said he, "that a very frightful +apprehension, which has now risen up in my mind, should ever be +fulfilled. But you know best the nature of your own plans. I shall say +no more." + +The hypocritical calmness with which I now answered him, was a proof +that my short-lived repentance was over and gone.--"So then," said I, +"you still look upon me as guilty?"--"Permit me, sir," said the judge, +"to keep my present fears to myself. They are, I must confess, +unsubstantiated by proof, and are perhaps the result of imaginary +apprehensions. It has been in the most conclusive manner proved, that +you are not the Monk Medardus; for that very man is in his own person +here among us, and has been recognized by the old Father Cyrillus, +though the latter had been deceived at the trial, by the exactitude of +your resemblance. Nay, this man does not deny that he is the Capuchin +Medardus, for whom you were arrested. Therefore everything has happened +that could have been desired, in order to free you from that first +imputation." + +At that moment an attendant called the judge away, and thus the dialogue +was interrupted at the very time when it began to be disagreeable to me. +I betook myself forthwith to my old lodgings in the town, where I found +my effects placed carefully in the same order in which I had left them. +My papers had been put up in a sealed envelope. Only Victorin's +_portefeuille_ and the Capuchin's hair-rope were wanting. My +suppositions as to the importance that would be attached to the latter +article were therefore correct. + +But a short time elapsed, when an equerry of the Prince made his +appearance, with a card from the Sovereign, and the present of a very +elegant box, set with diamonds. The card was in his usual familiar +style. "There have been very severe measures taken against you, Mr +Krczinski, but neither we ourselves, nor our court of justice, can +rightly be blamed. You are inconceivably like in person to a very wicked +and dangerous man. All now, however, has been cleared up to your +advantage. I send you a small token of my good will, and hope that we +shall see you soon." + +The good will of the Prince and his present were at this moment both +indifferent to me. My long imprisonment had greatly enfeebled my bodily +strength, and the extreme excitement which I had undergone, was followed +by lassitude and relaxation. Thus I had sunk into a deep and dark +melancholy, and looked on it as very fortunate when the physician came +to visit me, and prescribed some remedies, which he judged absolutely +requisite for the restoration of my health. He then, as usual, entered +into conversation. + +"Is it not," said he, "a most extraordinary chance, and concatenation of +circumstances, that, at the very moment when every one felt himself +convinced that you were that horrible monk, who had caused such +misfortunes in the family of the Baron von F----, this monk should +_himself_ actually appear, and rescue you at once from the impending +danger?" + +"It would oblige me," said I, "if you would inform me of the minuter +circumstances which led to my liberation; for as yet I have only heard +generally that the Capuchin Medardus, for whom I had been taken, had +been found here and arrested." + +"Nay, it is to be observed," answered the physician, "that he did not +come hither of his own accord, but was brought in, bound with ropes, as +a maniac, and delivered over to the police at the very time when you +first came to the _residenz_. By the way, it just now occurs to me that, +on a former occasion, when I was occupied in relating to you the +wonderful events which had happened at our court, I was interrupted, +just as I had got to the story of this abominable Medardus, the +acknowledged son of Francesco, and his enormous crimes at the castle of +the Baron von F----. I shall now take up the thread of my discourse +exactly where it was then broken off. + +"The sister of our reigning Princess, who, as you well know, is Abbess +of a Cistertian monastery at Kreuzberg, once received very kindly, and +took charge of a poor deserted woman, who, with her infant son, was +travelling homeward, towards the south, from a pilgrimage to the Convent +of the Holy Lime-Tree." + +"The woman," said I, "was Francesco's widow, and the boy was Medardus." + +"Quite right," answered the physician; "but how do you come to know +this?" + +"The events of this Medardus's life," said I, "have indeed become known +to me in a manner the strangest and most incredible. I am aware of them +even up to the period when he fled from the castle of the Baron von +F----; and of every circumstance that happened there I have received +minute information." + +"But how?" said the physician; "and from whom?" + +"In a dream," answered I; "in a dream I have had the liveliest +perception of all his sufferings and adventures." + +"You are in jest," said the physician. + +"By no means," replied I. "It actually seems to me, as if I had in a +vision become acquainted with the history of an unhappy man, who, like a +mere plaything in the hands of dark powers,--a weed cast on the waves of +a stormy sea, had been hurled hither and thither, and driven onward from +crime to crime. In the Holzheimer forest, which is not far from hence, +on my way hither, the postilion, one stormy night, drove out of the +right track, and there, in the _forst-haus_----" + +"Ha! now I understand you," said the physician, "there you met with the +monk." + +"So it is," answered I; "but he was mad." + +"He does not seem to be so now," observed the physician. "Even at that +time, no doubt, he had lucid intervals, and told you his history." + +"Not exactly," said I. "In the night, being unapprized of my arrival at +the _forst-haus_, he came into my room. Perhaps it was on account of the +extraordinary likeness existing betwixt us, that my appearance +frightened him extremely. He probably looked upon me as his _double_, +and believed that such an apparition of necessity announced his own +death. Accordingly, he began to stammer out strange confessions, to +which I listened for some time, till at last, being tired by a long +journey, I fell asleep; but the monk, not aware of this, continued to +speak on. I dreamed, but know not where the reality ended and the dream +began. So far as I can recollect, it appears to me that the monk +maintained that it could not be he who had caused the death of the +Baroness von F---- and Hermogen, but that they had both been murdered +by the Count Victorin." + +"Strange, very strange!" said the physician. "But wherefore did you +conceal this mysterious adventure at your trial?" + +"How could I imagine," answered I, "that the judge would attach any +importance to such a story? At best, it must have appeared to him a mere +romance; and will any enlightened court of justice receive evidence +which even borders on the visionary and supernatural?" + +"At least," replied the physician, "you might have at once supposed that +people were confounding you with this insane monk, and should have +pointed out him as the real Capuchin Medardus?" + +"Ay, forsooth," answered I; "and in the face of the venerable Father +Cyrillus, (such, I believe, was his name,) an old dotard, who would +absolutely have me, right or wrong, to be his Capuchin brother? Besides, +it did not occur to me either that the insane monk was Medardus, or that +the crime which he had confessed to me was the object of the present +process. But the keeper of the _forst-haus_ told me the monk had never +given up his name. How, then, did people here make the discovery?" + +"In the simplest manner," said the physician. "The monk, as you know, +had been a considerable time with the forester. Now and then, it seemed +as if he were completely cured; but at last he broke out again into +insanity so frightful, that the forester was obliged to send him hither, +where he was shut up in the mad-house. There he sat night and day, with +staring eyes, and motionless as a statue. He never uttered a word, and +must be fed, as he never moved a hand. Various methods were tried to +rouse him from this lethargy, but in vain; and his attendants were +afraid to try severe measures, for fear of bringing back his outrageous +madness. + +"A few days ago, the forester's eldest son came to the _residenz_, and +desired admittance into the mad-house, to see the monk, which, +accordingly, was granted him. Quite shocked at the hopeless state in +which he found the unhappy man, he was leaving the prison, just as +Father Cyrillus, from the Capuchin Convent in Koenigswald, happened to be +going past. He spoke to the latter, and begged of him to visit a poor +unhappy brother, who was shut up here, as, perhaps, the conversation of +one of his own order might be beneficial to the maniac. + +"To this Cyrillus agreed; but as soon as he saw the monk, he started +back, with a loud exclamation--'Medardus!' cried he; 'unhappy Medardus!' +And at that name the monk, who before scarcely shewed signs of life, +began to open his eyes, and attend to what went forward. He even rose +from his seat; but had scarcely done so, when, seemingly overpowered by +his cruel malady, (of which he was himself not unconscious,) he uttered +a strange hollow cry, and fell prostrate on the ground. + +"Cyrillus, accompanied by the forester's son and others, went directly +to the judge by whom you had been tried, and announced this new +discovery. The judge went back with them to the prison, where they found +the monk in a state of great weakness; but (judging by his conversation) +not at all under the influence of delirium. He confessed that he was +Medardus, from the Capuchin Convent in Koenigswald; and Cyrillus agreed +on his side, that your inconceivable resemblance to this Medardus had +completely deceived him. + +"Now, however, he remarked many circumstances of language, tone, and +gesture, in which Mr Leonard differed from the real Capuchin. What is +most of all remarkable is, that they discovered on the neck of the +madman the same mark, in the form of a cross, to which so much +importance was attached at your trial. Several questions also were now +put to the monk, as to the horrid incidents at the castle of the Baron +von F----, to which the only answers they could then obtain were in +broken exclamations. 'I am, indeed,' said he, 'an accursed and abandoned +criminal; but I repent deeply of all that I have done. Alas! I allowed +myself to be cheated, by temptations of the devil, out of my own reason, +and out of my immortal soul. Let my accusers but have some compassion on +me, and allow me time--I shall confess all.' + +"The Prince being duly advised of what had happened, commanded that the +proceedings against you should be brought to an end, and that you should +be immediately released from prison. This is the history of your +liberation. The monk has been brought from the mad-house into one of the +dungeons for criminals." + +"And has he yet confessed all? Is he the murderer of Euphemia, Baroness +von F----, and of Hermogen? How stands public belief with regard to the +Count Victorin?" + +"So far as I know," said the physician, "the trial of the monk was only +to begin this day. As to Count Victorin, it appears that nothing farther +must be said of him. Whatever connection those former events at our +court may seem to have with the present, all is to remain in mystery and +oblivion." + +"But," said I, "how the catastrophe at the Baron's castle can be +connected with these events at your Prince's court, I am unable to +perceive." + +"Properly," answered the physician, "I allude more to the dramatis +personae than to the incidents." + +"I do not understand you," said I. + +"Do you not remember," said the physician, "my relation of the +circumstances attending the Duke's death?" + +"Certainly," answered I. + +"Has it not then become clear to you," resumed the doctor, "that +Francesco entertained a criminal attachment towards the Italian +Countess? That it was he who made his entrance secretly into the bridal +chamber, and who poniarded the Duke? Victorin, as you know, was the +off-spring of that crime. He and Medardus, therefore, are sons of one +father. Victorin has vanished from the world, without leaving a trace of +his fate. All inquiries after him have been in vain." + +"The monk," said I, "hurled him down into the Devil's Abyss, amid the +Thuringian mountains. Curses on the delirious fratricide!" + +Softly, at the moment after I had pronounced these words, there came on +my ears, from underneath the floor whereon we stood, the same measured +knocking which I had heard in my dungeon. Whether this were imagination +or reality, the effect on my feelings was the same. I could not contend +against the horror which now seized me. The physician seemed neither to +remark my agitation, nor the mysterious noise. + +"What!" said he, "did the monk then confess to you that Victorin also +fell by his hand?" + +"Yes," answered I. "At least I drew this conclusion from various +passages in his confused and broken confessions--connecting them also in +my own mind with the sudden disappearance of Victorin. Woe--woe to the +relentless fratricide!" + +The knocking was now more powerful. There was again a +moaning and sobbing. Methought a shrill laughter sounded +through the air, and I heard the same stammering +voice--"Me-dar-dus--Me-dar-dus!--He--he--he--Help, +help!--He--he--he--Help, help!"--I was amazed that the physician +took no notice of this, but he quietly resumed. + +"An extraordinary degree of mystery seems to rest upon Francesco's +appearance at our court. It is highly probable that he also was related +to our Prince's house. This much; at least, is certain, that Euphemia, +Baroness von F----, was the daughter----" + +With a tremendous stroke, so that the bolts and hinges seemed broken +into splinters, methought the door flew open, and I heard the voice of +the spectre absolutely scream with laughter. I could not bear this any +longer. "Ho--ho--ho! _Brued-er-lein!_" cried I. "Here am I--Here am +I!--Come on--come on quickly, if thou would'st fight with me--Now the +owl holds his wedding-feast, and we shall mount to the roof, and contend +with each other. There the weather-cock sings aloud, and he who knocks +the other down, is king, and may drink blood!" + +"How now?" cried the physician, starting up, and seizing me by the arm. +"What the devil is all that? You are ill, Mr Leonard, dangerously ill. +Away--away with you to bed!" + +I continued, however, staring at the open door, momentarily expecting +that it would open, and that my horrible _double_ would enter _in +propria persona_. Nothing appeared, however, and I soon recovered from +the delirium and horror which had seized upon me. + +The physician insisted that I was much worse than I supposed myself to +be, and attributed all the mental derangement and wildness that I had +betrayed, to the effects of my long imprisonment, and the agitation +which, on account of my trial, I must have undergone. + +I submissively used whatever sedative remedies he prescribed; but what +most of all contributed to my recovery was, that the horrible knocking +was not heard any more, and that the intolerable _double_ seemed to have +forsaken me altogether. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +The delightful season of spring had now once more returned. Every +morning the birds serenaded me at the window of my lodgings, which were +in a garden-house, near a street called the Parterre, not far from the +river. Doubtless, the year is never so delightful and interesting as +when all things are yet undeveloped, and in their prime; when the +gardener is yet going about, with his hatchet, and bill-hook, and large +sheers, lopping the branches, though the flourishing boughs are already +redolent of green buds, that give out their fresh odours in the warm +sun. One says to himself--Let the gardener, or pruner, do his worst--let +him remove every unprofitable branch, so that the daylight may fall into +the most secret recesses, where the loves of a former year have been +celebrated and are gone by, yet the trees will, ere long, be in their +full luxuriance--all that he has lopped away will soon be more than +amply replaced. + +It is the season of hope and bright anticipations. Every new flower that +rises from the teeming earth, and every bright green leaf that breaks +forth along the southern slope of the forest, calls forth responsive +feelings of buoyancy and delight in the soul. + +Thus it happened, that one morning the vernal sun darted his unclouded +golden gleams into my chamber. Sweet odours of flowers streamed through +the open window, for the wind was in the south-west. The birds, as +usual, cheered me with their songs. + +An irresistible longing urged me to go forth, and wander at will through +the open country. Despising, therefore, the directions of my physician, +I dressed, went down stairs, and betook myself, in the first place, to +the Prince's park. There the trees and shrubs, rustling with their +new-born green leaves, greeted the weakly convalescent. It seemed as if +I had just awoke from a long and heavy dream; and deep sighs were the +inexpressive tokens of rapture which I breathed forth, amid the joyous +carolling of birds, the humming of insects, and gladness of all nature. + +Ay, life itself now appeared to me like a heavy and frightful dream, not +only for the time lately passed, but through the whole interval since I +had left the convent. I now found myself in a walk, shaded by dark +platanus trees, which give out their green leaves very early in the +year; and gradually I became lost in reverie. Methought I was once more +in the garden of the Capuchin Convent at Koenigswald. Out of the distant +thickets rose already the well-known lofty crucifix, at which I had so +often prayed with fervent devotion for strength to resist all +temptation. + +The cross seemed to me to be now that only goal, after which I ought to +strive; _there_, prostrate in the dust, to do penance for the sinful +dreams in which I had indulged, for the guilty delusions into which I +had been led by the Arch-fiend. I stepped forward, therefore, with my +clasped hands lifted up, and with my eyes fixed upon the cross. +Methought I heard the pious hymns of the monks borne upon the air; but +it was only the mysterious voice of the woods, where the wind was up +amid the yet dry branches and the verdant foliage. + +Its influence was more than in my weakly condition I could yet bear. I +was soon obliged to support myself against a tree, and even to lie down +on the turf: yet I never lost sight of the cross, but collecting my +whole strength, rose again, and tottered on. However, I could only reach +a rustic moss-seat, in front of the consecrated thicket, where, like a +weak old man, I sat languidly down, and in hollow groans tried to +lighten the anguish of my oppressed heart. + +How long I remained in this situation, I know not. But at last I heard a +rustling, and the sounds of light steps on the walk. Instinctively, I +knew whom I was to expect--AURELIA! Scarcely had I formed the thought, +when, turning the corner of an opposite walk leading towards the seat, +she stood visibly before me! + +Description here fails me, nor indeed have I in this narrative often +attempted to describe. Tears glistened in her heavenly blue eyes; but +through those tears gleamed a kindling light of love, which was, +perhaps, foreign to the saint-like character of Aurelia. This +expression, however, reminded me at once of that mysterious visitant of +the confessional, whom in my cherished dreams I had so often beheld. +Aurelia advanced towards me. She accepted my proffered hand. "Can you," +said she in a low voice--"Can you ever forgive me?" + +Then losing all self-possession, I threw myself on the ground before +her. I seized her hand, and bathed it with my tears.--"Aurelia, +Aurelia!" cried I, "for thy sake, gladly would I endure martyrdom!--I +would die a thousand deaths!" I felt myself gently lifted up. It was +Aurelia who raised me, and who afterwards sunk into my arms. I scarcely +know how these moments passed. Probably our interview was short, for I +remember only these words--"All my best hopes are now fulfilled--all the +mysterious fears that have haunted me are at an end!--But see! we are +observed." She quickly disengaged herself from my embrace, and I saw the +Princess coming up one of the walks. Not wishing at present to venture +an interview with one whom I had never dared to look on as a friend, I +retired into the thicket, where I discovered that the object which I had +mistaken for a crucifix, was only the grey withered stem of an old +pollard willow. + +From that moment, I no longer felt any effects of my severe illness, far +less any influence of melancholy. The kiss of reconciliation which I had +thus received from Aurelia, inspired me with new life; and it seemed as +if, for the first time, I enjoyed the mysterious raptures of which even +this our terrestrial existence is susceptible. For the first time, I +knew the happiness of mutual love! I stood upon the highest pinnacle of +worldly fortune, and my path must, from henceforth, lead downwards, in +order to conduct me to that goal which the powers of darkness had seemed +to mark out for my final destination. + +It was a dream of happiness like this to which I alluded, when I before +painted the delights of my first meeting again with Aurelia at the +Prince's court. Then I addressed myself to thee, oh stranger! who may +one day read these pages. I requested thee to recall the bright sunny +days of thy first love, and to imagine that dark disappointment had +annihilated every prospect painted for thee by the fairy hands of +Hope--then would'st thou be able to sympathize with the unhappy monk, +who, in his solitary prison, moaning over the remembrance of his early +visions, lay the victim of despair. Yet once more I beg of you to +recall that happy time--but now let there be no thought nor apprehension +of disappointment--and I need not then attempt to describe to thee the +supernatural light that was now shed on my path by my fortunate love. No +gloomy thoughts had longer any influence over my mind; I began even to +entertain a firm conviction that I was not the reckless criminal who, at +the Baron's castle, had killed Hermogen and Euphemia, but that it was +actually the delirious monk whom I had met at the _forst-haus_, that had +been the culprit. + +All, therefore, that I had said to the physician appeared to me no +longer the fiction of my own brain, but the true narrative of events +which to myself remained mysterious and inexplicable. The Prince had +received me with the utmost kindness as a valued friend, whom he had +believed lost, and by whose unexpected return he had been greatly +rejoiced. This conduct of the Sovereign naturally gave the tone to that +of all my former acquaintances at court; only the Princess seemed still +to look upon me with coldness and reserve. + +I had now the opportunity of daily meetings with Aurelia, nor did any +one venture remarks on our attachment. Many times our interviews were +without witnesses; but on these occasions her saint-like purity, +mildness, and timidity of character, which I could not but observe, +inspired me with an involuntary awe and reverence. I felt that she +placed in me implicit confidence, and with no one, not even with the +nearest relation, could such meetings have been more safe. + + * * * * * + +For several days I had not seen Aurelia. She had gone with the Princess +to a neighbouring summer-house in the forest. At last I could not bear +her absence, but determined on a pedestrian excursion thither. + +When I arrived, it was already late in the evening. The sun had declined +in red effulgence in the west. The air was filled with the odoriferous +breath of young leaves and flowers, and the woods resounded with the +sweetest notes of unnumbered nightingales. The approach to the +Princess's country-house was through a very long avenue of magnificent +pine-trees, whose massy down-hanging branches swept the ground, waving +in the balmy evening breeze with a mysterious murmur; and, +notwithstanding all the enchantments of the hour and scene, methought I +almost heard a warning voice pronounce the word, "Beware!" whereupon I +only quickened my pace, and with a beating heart arrived at the +garden-gate of the summer-house. + +In the garden I met with one of the maids of honour, who pointed out to +me the wing of the chateau in which were Aurelia's apartments, for I by +no means wished to encounter the Princess. Softly I opened the door of +the anti-room, from which the warm breath of flowers and exotic plants +greeted me with their almost too-powerful fragrance. Remembrance was +busy with her dim illusions. "Is not this," said I, "the _identical_ +chamber of Aurelia at the Baron's castle, where, on that fatal +night----" Scarcely had I formed this idea, when methought a dark form +reared itself up in gigantic height behind me, and, with terror that +shook my inmost heart, I heard a voice pronounce the name, "Hermogen!" + +Losing all self-possession, I tottered onwards. I intended to knock, but +the door of the cabinet was ajar, and I saw Aurelia kneeling at a +_tabourett_, on which there was an open book, and above it a crucifix. I +looked back trembling, to see if the spectre was yet there, but it was +now vanished; then, in a tone of rapture, though not such as to alarm +her, I called out, "Aurelia--Aurelia!" "Is it possible," said she, +softly--"Leonard, my beloved, how came you hither?" She arose, and in +the next moment was folded in my arms. Her luxuriant hair hung +dishevelled over my head and shoulder. I felt her heart beat, and saw +her eyes gleam with unwonted fire; but at that moment there was a noise +behind us as if from the strong and powerful beating of wings. A moan +like the death-cry of one mortally wounded, sounded through the chamber. +"Hermogen!" cried Aurelia, and sunk fainting out of my arms. I placed +her on the sofa, but, in a voice of horror, she cried to me, +"Away--away! I command, I beseech you, begone!" + +Scarcely knowing what I did, I left the room, and soon afterwards found +myself, unawares, in the entrance-hall of the ground-floor, where I was +met by the Princess. She looked at me gravely and haughtily. "Mr +Leonard," said she, "I am indeed not a little surprised to find you +here--What means this intrusion?" By a violent effort, combating my +distraction, I stammered out some incoherent apologies, by which I +perceived, from the looks of the Princess, that she was by no means +satisfied. On the contrary, I durst not venture to remain longer in the +house, but, after a hasty obeisance, betook myself to the front-gate, +and departed. + +As I passed once more through the darkness amid the waving pine-trees, +methought I no longer walked alone! On the contrary, it seemed to me as +if some person ran all the way very near me, keeping time with my steps, +and as if I heard a stammering voice, which pronounced the words, +"Ev-er--ev-er am I with thee! Broth-er--broth-er Me-dar-dus! Go whither +thou wilt, east, north, or south, I am ever with thee!" + +Hereupon I paused and looked round me; I became convinced that this +horrible _double_, by whom I was haunted, had his existence only in my +own disturbed imagination. However, I could by no means get rid of the +frightful image; he continued to run along by my side, and to speak with +me at intervals, till at last it seemed to me as if I must actually +enter into conversation, and relate to him the recent adventures of my +life. Accordingly, I confessed that I had just now been very foolish, +and had allowed myself once more to be terrified by the insane Hermogen; +however, that St Rosalia should now very soon be irrevocably mine, and +that, for her sake only, I had become a monk, and received the +investiture and consecration. + +Then my detestable _double_ laughed and groaned as he had before done, +and stuttered out--"But lose no time--lose no time--Quick-ly, quick-ly!" + +"Nay, have a little patience," said I, "and all will go well. Only, the +blow that I struck Hermogen has not been deep enough. He has got one of +those damned protecting crosses in the throat, even as thou hast, and I +have! But my stiletto, which thou hast preserved for me, is still sharp +and bright!"--"He--he--he!--He--he--he!--Strike him well, then--strike +him well!" Such were the accents of my infernal companion, amid the dark +rushing of the pine-tree woods; nor did they end there. The same +persecution accompanied me almost the whole way homeward into town, +until at last, the fresh morning wind cooled the burning fever of my +brow, and a roseate splendour advancing in the east, announced the dawn +of a new vernal day. + +I had enjoyed only about two hours' broken rest at my lodgings, when I +received a summons to attend the Prince. I betook myself immediately to +the palace, where he received me very cordially. + +"In truth, Mr Leonard," he began, "you have won my good opinion in the +highest degree. I cannot conceal from you that my prepossessions in your +favour have ripened into real friendship. I should be sorry to lose you, +and would rejoice in contributing to your happiness. Besides, it is our +duty to atone to you as much as possible, for all that you have been +made to suffer among us. By the way, Mr Leonard, do you know what was +the direct cause of the process against you--that is, who first accused +you?" + +"No, sire," answered I. + +"Baroness Aurelia," said the Prince,--"you are astonished. Nay, it is +very true, Baroness Aurelia, Mr Leonard, mistook you for a +Capuchin."--(He laughed heartily.)--"Now, if you are a Capuchin, you are +certainly the politest and best-favoured of that order that has ever +fallen under my notice. Say, in truth, Mr Leonard, have you ever been a +monk?" + +"Sire," answered I, "I know not by what wicked fatality I am always to +be transformed into a monk; but----" + +"Well, well!" interrupted the Prince, "I am no inquisitor. It would be a +serious disaster, however, if you were bound by any clerical vows. But +to the point--Would you not like to have your revenge on Aurelia for the +mischief that she has brought on you?" + +"In what mortal's breast," said I, "would such a thought as that of +revenge arise against the amiable Baroness?" + +"Do you not love Aurelia?" said the Prince. + +I was silent, but replied by an expressive gesture, laying my hand on my +heart. + +"I know it," resumed his highness. "You have loved this young lady since +that moment when she, for the first time, made her appearance here with +the Princess. Your affection is returned, and indeed with a fervour of +which I scarcely believed the mild Aurelia to be capable. The Princess +has told me all, and I know that she lives only for you. Would you +believe, that after your imprisonment, Aurelia gave herself up to a mood +of utter despondency, and became at last so ill, that we entertained +serious apprehensions for her life? She at that time looked upon you as +the murderer of her brother, and her grief, therefore, appeared to us +unaccountable; but the truth was, that even then she loved you. + +"Now, Mr Leonard, or Mr von Krczinski, (for you are by birth noble,) I +shall fix you at the court in a manner that will be agreeable to you. +You shall marry Aurelia, and in a few days we shall solemnize the +betrothment. I myself will act in place of the bride's father. +Meanwhile, adieu!" The Prince, in his usual abrupt manner, then left the +audience-chamber. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +Aurelia my wife!--the wife of a perjured and apostate monk! It may seem +incredible that my mind could undergo so many changes; but it is +nevertheless true, that though this idea had so long been cherished, and +had been familiar to myself, yet now, when I for the first time heard it +announced by another, it was attended by a clear perception of its +unfitness, and the almost utter unfeasibility of its realization. No! +said I to myself, the dark powers by whom my actions have been +instigated, whatever else of evil they may have in store, cannot have +resolved on this! I endeavoured to combat these fears, but in vain; and +yet to determine on voluntary separation from Aurelia was impossible. + +It was the idea of the marriage ceremony, which filled me with a degree +of terror to myself inexplicable. I believed, indeed, that if the +perjured monk dared to kneel before the altar, making a mockery of +sacred vows, then, of necessity, the figure of that spectral omnipresent +painter, not with a demeanour mild and friendly as in the prison, but +announcing vengeance and destruction, would appear--as at Francesco's +marriage--to overwhelm me with disgrace and misery. + +But then methought I heard, in a deep solemn tone, the words, "And yet +must Aurelia be thine! Weak-minded fool! How durst thou think of +changing that destiny which hangs over her and thee?" Scarcely were +these words uttered, when another voice rose within me--"Down--down! +throw thyself into the dust, thou blind wicked mortal! Never can she be +thine!--It is the blessed St Rosalia herself, whom thou madly think'st +to clasp in the embraces of terrestrial passion!" + +Thus utterly at variance with myself, tost hither and thither by +contending impulses, I had left the palace, and wandered through the +park, in a state of such distraction, that, to arrive at any rational +plan for my future conduct, was wholly impossible. Past and gone was now +that happier mood, in which I had looked upon my whole former life, and +especially on my adventures at the Baron's castle, as a frightful +dream! On the contrary, I saw in myself only a base criminal, and +hypocritical deceiver. All that I had said to the physician and the +judge was only a collection of foolish and badly invented falsehoods, by +no means inspired, as I had before persuaded myself, by any supernatural +voice, but the off-spring of my own feeble ingenuity. + +Lost and wrapt up in these bitter reflections, I was hurrying through +the streets towards my lodgings, when I was overtaken by one of the +Prince's carriages, which immediately stopped. I heard my own name +pronounced aloud, and saw that I was beckoned to by the physician, who +alighted, and immediately took me with him to his apartments. + +"What means all this?" said he, "you violent unreasonable man! You have +thought proper, it seems, to make your appearance like a ghost to the +Baroness Aurelia, in the gloom of night too, so suddenly, that the poor +nervous young lady has been almost frightened out of her senses, and has +been attacked by serious indisposition--Well, well," (continued he, +perceiving a change in my countenance,) "I must not frighten you. Her +illness has not lasted long. She has again been out walking, and will +return to-morrow with the Princess into town. Of you, Mr Leonard, the +Baroness has in confidence said much to me. She longs greatly to see you +again, and to excuse herself; for she allows, that her conduct at your +last visit, must have appeared to you both childish and silly." + +When I reflected on what had really passed at the summer-house, I was at +a loss how to interpret these expressions of Aurelia. The physician, +however, gave me no time to brood over this, but indulged in his usual +vein of loquacity. He gave me to understand, that he was perfectly aware +of the Prince's views for my advancement in rank, and marriage with +Aurelia. Hereupon reverting to her late fit of nervous irritability, he +gave, wickedly enough, such a caricature (for he was an excellent mimic) +of her conduct and expressions, when he had arrived express at the +summer-house, contrasting these also, with the grave ceremonious +_hauteur_ of the Princess, that I was forced, even against my will, to +laugh, (for the good humour of the physician was infectious,) and +gradually recovered a degree of cheerfulness, which, but a few minutes +before, I had supposed lost for ever. + +"Could the imagination of any man," said the physician, "have +anticipated, when you came to our _residenz_, that so many wonderful +events would, in so short a time, have taken place: First, the absurd +misunderstanding which brought you as a criminal before the Justiciary +Court--Then the truly enviable fortune which has acquired for you the +special friendship and patronage of the Prince!" + +"His highness," said I, "no doubt treated me from the first with marked +condescension and politeness. As to the advances that I have lately made +in his good graces, I ascribe this to his recollection of the unjust +prosecution by which I suffered, and which he is now desirous to atone +for." + +"The Prince's favour," said the physician, "perhaps is not owing so much +to this, as to another circumstance, which you, no doubt, can guess." + +"I cannot," answered I. + +"The people, it is true," resumed the physician, "continue to give you +the same name which you assumed on your first arrival. Every one knows, +however, that you are by birth noble, as the intelligence which has been +received from Poland confirms all that you had asserted!" + +"Admitting this intelligence to have been received," said I, "I know not +why it should have any influence on my reception at court, since, at my +first introduction there, I declared that I had no pretensions to any +rank beyond that of a citizen _particulier_, and yet was treated by all +with kindness, and even respect." + +To this the physician replied, by a harangue, which lasted nearly an +hour, on the true principles which regulate the distinction of ranks; +and the lecture being delivered with his usual vivacity, had at least +the beneficial effect of engaging my attention, and putting to flight +the gloomy thoughts by which I had been overwhelmed. I could not but +feel also a kind of triumph at the manner in which I had again seemed to +rule over my own destiny, as by accidentally choosing the Polish name of +Kwicziczwo in conversation with the old lady, on the evening of my first +presentation at court, I had created for myself that patent of nobility +which induced the Prince to bestow on me the Baroness in marriage. + + * * * * * + +As soon as I ascertained that the Princess was returned to the palace, I +hastened to Aurelia, and immediately obtained an interview. The desire +to excuse herself for the needless and capricious agitation, to which +she had given way on my last visit, gave a new tone to her voice and +manner, and new expression to her eyes, so that her timidity being less, +I could once more say to myself, "The prize will yet be thine!" Tears +glistened in her beautiful eyes, and her tone was that of earnest and +plaintive supplication. + +Still haunted by the idea of my spectral _double_, I wished to learn +from her explicitly what had been the real cause of her terror. +"Aurelia," said I, "I conjure you by all the saints, tell me what +horrible phantom was it that then appeared to you?" At this question she +gazed at me with obvious astonishment--her looks became always more and +more fixed, as if in deep thought--then suddenly started up as if to go, +but stood irresolute. At last, with both hands pressed on her eyes, she +sobbed out--"No--no--no;--It is not--it cannot be he!"-- + +Unconsciously she allowed me to support her to a chair, into which she +sank down exhausted. "For God's sake, Aurelia, who is it that you mean?" +cried I, though I had already dark anticipations of what was passing +through her mind. "Alas!" said she, "my beloved friend, were I to +confess to you the whole truth, would you not look on me as an insane +visionary? A horrible phantom accompanies me through life, and mars, by +its irresistible influence, every enjoyment, even at the times when I +should otherwise be most happy. At our very first meeting, this +frightful dream hovered, as if on dark wings, over me, spreading an +ice-cold atmosphere of death around us, where there should have +prevailed only a buoyant spirit of cheerfulness and hope. + +"In like manner, when you came into my room at the Princess's +country-house, the same evil power acquired its full dominion over me. +But this persecution is not without its especial cause. Precisely in the +same manner in which you entered my apartments, though at a later hour +of the night, an accursed monk of the Capuchin order once surprised me. +Spare me the repetition of what then occurred. Suffice it, that he +became the murderer of my brother; and _now_, your features--your tone +of voice--your figure--But no more--no more of this--let me be silent on +that subject for ever, and forgive, if possible, my weakness in this +betrayal!" + +Aurelia reclined on the sofa on which I had placed her, and seemed +unconscious of that freedom with which I now contemplated the exquisite +contour of her shape, and the angelic beauty of her features. Once +more--all better inspirations--all doubts and fears vanished from my +mind--with a fiendlike scorn and contempt, I said in a low voice--"Thou +unhappy _fated_ girl! Thou bought and sold of Satan! Thou, forsooth, +believest that thou hast escaped from thine old enemy--from the Capuchin +monk, who long ago would have led thee on to ruin and despair! But +_now_, thou art his bride; and in unconscious mockery of the religion +which thou cherishest, art doomed to kneel with him at the altar of the +Most High!" + +The powers of darkness had, for a time, acquired over me supreme +dominion. I exulted over Aurelia as my devoted prey, and began to think, +like a professed libertine, that her destruction would form the noblest +epoch in my life. Our present interview, however, was not suffered to be +of long duration, for Aurelia was summoned to attend the Princess, and I +was left alone. Her expressions in apologizing for her conduct at the +Princess's _chateau_, had convinced me that there existed some mystery +betwixt us, of the nature of which I was yet unaware, and which I had +not the means of unravelling, for I perceived that there was no chance +of inducing Aurelia to speak more explicitly on the subject. + +Accident soon after revealed to me that which she had been so determined +to conceal. One day I happened to be in the apartment of that officer of +the court, whose business it was to take charge of the receipt and +delivery of letters. He was suddenly called out, when Aurelia's +waiting-maid came with a large packet, and placed it among others which +were already on the table. A fleeting glance confirmed me that the +hand-writing was that of the Baroness, and I perceived that the +superscription was to the Abbess of the Cistertian Nunnery at +Kreuzberg. With the rapidity of lightning the thought vibrated through +me, that this packet would afford the key to many yet unexplored +mysteries, and before the officer returned, I had retired, and taken +with me Aurelia's letter--of which now follows a transcript-- + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + + + "BARONESS AURELIA VON F----, to the Abbess + of the Cistertian Convent at Kreuzberg:-- + + "My dear kind Mother--How shall I find adequate words to announce + to you that your daughter is fortunate and happy--that at length + the horrid spectre is banished, whose terrific influence, blighting + every flower, and clouding every sun-gleam, had, for a long + interval, rendered her existence utterly wretched! + + "But now self-reproach falls heavy on my heart. When after my + unhappy brother's death, and when my father perished from grief and + disappointment, you received and supported me during my otherwise + hopeless affliction, I ought then, not only to have confessed my + sins, but to have acquainted you fully and explicitly with the + strange and mysterious impressions, by which my tranquillity had + been broken. + + "I was unwilling, however, to disturb you by a detail, which would + have seemed rather like the fantastic illusions of a disordered + imagination, than reality, and of which the malignant influence + then admitted of no cure nor antidote. Circumstances are now + changed, and I can freely write to you of that secret, which has so + long been deeply concealed in my own breast. It seems to me, + indeed, as if that mysterious power by whom I have been haunted, + had mocked, like a demon, at my every prospect of happiness! I have + been tost about hither and thither, as if on the waves of a stormy + sea, and left ever and anon to perish without hope of rescue! Yet + Heaven has almost miraculously assisted me, even at the moment when + I was on the point of being irrecoverably lost. + + "In order to render my disclosures intelligible, I must look back + to the period of my earliest recollections, for even at that time, + the foundation was laid in my heart of those apprehensions which + have since grown with my growth, and strengthened with my strength. + + "It happened when I was only about four years old, that one day, + when the spring season was at its brightest and loveliest, I was + busily engaged with Hermogen at play in the castle gardens. + Hermogen had run about supplying me with a thousand varieties of + flowers, which he also assisted me to weave into garlands, with + which I adorned myself, till being completely decked out like a + fairy queen, and covered with flowers, I said, 'Now, let me go!--I + must shew myself to my mother!' + + "Hermogen, as you know, was older than I was, and exercised a kind + of authority over his sister. At these words of mine, he started + up, 'Stay here, Aurelia,' said he, in a commanding voice--'Thy + mother is in her blue closet, and speaks with the devil!' I could + not tell what my brother meant by this, but, quite overcome with + terror, I began to weep bitterly--'Foolish Aurelia,' said Hermogen, + 'wherefore weepest thou?--Your mother speaks every day with the + devil. But let us keep out of his way, and he will do us no harm!' + He spoke, and looked angrily, so that I was obliged to be silent. + + "My mother was even then in very feeble health--she was attacked + often by frightful convulsions, which left her in a state of + deathlike weakness. This happened once in presence of Hermogen, + and myself. We were ordered out of the room, and I wept bitterly; + but Hermogen only said, 'It is the devil that has done this to + her!' + + "Thus the belief was firmly impressed on my mind, that my mother + every day held conversations with some frightful spectre, whom, + even to look upon, would, to any one else, be death. (As to + religious instructions, they were, of course, yet wholly beyond my + comprehension.) One day, after rambling through the castle, I was + horrified to find myself alone in the blue cabinet which had been + alluded to by Hermogen. + + "I should instantly have taken refuge in flight, but my mother came + in with a deadly paleness on her countenance, and without observing + me, (for I stood in a corner,) in a deep melancholy tone, she + pronounced the name, 'Francesco--Francesco!' There was then a + strange rustling and rattling behind the oak pannels of the wall. + The boards began to move, and drew themselves asunder. I then saw a + full-length portrait, so admirably painted, that it had all the + animation of life, representing a man in a foreign dress, with a + dark violet-coloured mantle. + + "The figure and expressive countenance of this unknown, made on me + an indescribable impression, which I never afterwards forgot. My + admiration was such that I could no longer be silent, but uttered + an exclamation of joy, which, for the first time, made my mother + aware of my presence. Her temper, which was generally mild and + equable, was now more ruffled than on any former occasion.--'What + would'st thou here, Aurelia?' said she, in an angry tone; 'who + brought thee hither?'--'They left me all alone,' cried I, bursting + into tears. 'I know not how I came hither, and had no wish to be + here!' + + "Meanwhile the pannels were again put in motion, and the portrait + disappeared.--'Alas!' said I, 'the beautiful picture--Mother, + dearest mother, why is it gone?'--The Baroness lifted me up in her + arms, and caressed me.--'Thou art my dear good child,' said she; + 'but no one must see that picture, nor speak of its having been + there. It is now gone, Aurelia, and will never come again!' + + "Accordingly, as long as I remembered this warning, I intrusted to + no one what I had observed in the mysterious blue cabinet. Only to + Hermogen, I once said--'Dearest brother, it is not with the devil, + as you supposed, that our mother speaks, but with a young handsome + man. However, he is only a picture, and starts out of the wall when + she calls for him.'--'The devil,' answered Hermogen, with a fixed + serious look, 'may look as he will,--so says our father confessor. + But as to the Baroness, he dare no longer trouble her!'--Horror + seized on me at these words, and I begged of Hermogen, that he + never would speak of the devil again. + + "Soon after this we went to the _residenz_, and the picture + _almost_ vanished from my remembrance; nor did I think of it till + after my mother's death, when we came back to the country. The wing + of the castle in which was that blue cabinet, remained uninhabited. + Here had been my late mother's favourite apartments; and my father + could not enter them without suffering from the most painful + recollections. + + "At last, after an interval of several years, it became necessary + to order some repairs in that wing; and being now in my fourteenth + year, restless and wild, I happened to come into the blue cabinet, + just at the time when the workmen were about to tear up the floor. + When one of them was in the act of lifting a heavy table, which + stood in the middle of the room, there was a strange noise heard + behind the wall, the pannels burst asunder, and the portrait of the + unknown again became visible. + + "On examination, they discovered a spring in the floor, which being + pressed down, brought into motion certain machinery behind the + wainscot, which was accordingly drawn aside, as already described, + so as to exhibit the picture. Once more that extraordinary event of + my childhood was brought vividly to my remembrance; and, at the + recollection of my beloved mother, tears started into my eyes. Yet + I could not turn away my looks from the expressive and interesting + features of the unknown, which were so admirably painted, that they + seemed more like life and reality, than any work of art. Above all, + his eyes were so animated, that their glance seemed to penetrate + into my very soul. + + "Probably the workmen had sent word to my father, of the discovery + which they had made; for while I yet stood gazing on the unknown, + he hastily entered the room. He had scarcely cast a fleeting + glance on the picture, when he appeared almost petrified by some + mysterious emotion, and murmured to himself, in a deep tone, the + name '_Francesco!_'-- + + "Then suddenly, as if awoke from a painful reverie, he turned round + to the workmen, and, with a stern voice, commanded them, that they + should directly tear the painting from the wall, roll it up, and + give it in charge to Reinhold. I was greatly distressed by this + order. It seemed to me as if I should never more behold that form, + so heroic, noble, and interesting; who, in his foreign garb, + appeared to me almost like some prince of the spiritual world! Yet + an unconquerable timidity prevented me from requesting of my + father, that he would not allow the portrait to be destroyed. + + "In a few days, however, these impressions altogether vanished; nor + did they recur till after a long interval. I was now carried away + by the volatility and light-heartedness of youth. A thousand + sports, of my own devising, every day engaged my attention; and my + father often said, that Hermogen, at this time, had the quiet, + timid manners of a well-behaved girl; while I, on the contrary, + behaved like a wild romping boy! + + "These characteristics, however, were soon to be changed. Hermogen + was already past the years of adolescence, and began to devote his + whole attention to his own professional pursuits as a young + soldier. He thought only of hardening his frame to endure every + possible fatigue--of parades and reviews--of military + tactics--above all, of actual service in time of danger; and in + these views, his father (having determined on his son's + destination) wholly concurred. + + "For my part, my whole existence now underwent a complete + revolution, which I was then unable to interpret, and which I yet + cannot adequately describe. The solitude in which I lived probably + contributed to heighten every fantastic impression. If any new + feeling arose within me, being wholly undiverted by any external + influence, or by the usual dissipations of society to which others + can have recourse, it naturally grew into excess. I became + thoughtful, melancholy, nervous, and discontented. By night, I was + visited by strange and unaccountable dreams; and during the day, I + was, by fits, extravagantly merry, or, on the slightest + provocation, burst into a passion of tears. + + "My father observed these changes, which he ascribed to + irritability of nerves, and called in a physician, who prescribed + for me all sorts of remedies, without the slightest good effect. At + this time--I know not myself how it could have happened--but one + night the half-forgotten image of the unknown appeared before me, + in colours so vivid and lively, that he was no longer a dead + phantom on canvass, but a corporeal and living being, who gazed on + me with an aspect of kindness and compassion. + + "'Alas!' cried I, 'must I then die? What is it by which I am thus + so unspeakably tormented?'--'Thou lovest me, Aurelia,' said the + vision, 'and this is the cause of thy present illness and + distraction. But canst thou dissolve the vows of one already + devoted to heaven?' To my astonishment, I now perceived that the + unknown wore the robes of a monk. + + "Summoning my whole strength, I endeavoured to break the spells + with which the detestable dream had fettered my senses; and, for + the present moment, I succeeded in this; but I could not prevent + the same phantom from recurring to my imagination, and persecuting + me with tenfold power. I perceived only too well, that for me the + mysteries of a first love were revealed,--that, with a passionate + fervour, of which only the youthful heart is capable, I was + attached to the nameless and visionary unknown! My indisposition + seemed, however, to have attained its crisis, and I became + perceptibly better. My nervous irritability decreased, and I was + able again to mix in society; only the constant presence of that + image, my fantastic love of a being who existed only in my own + brain, rendered me so _distraite_, that I frequently gave absurd + answers when questioned; and being wholly wrapt up in my own + reveries, must have appeared to others either an affected prude, or + an unidea'd simpleton. + + "About this time, I had found, among other romances, in my + brother's room, one containing the history of a monk, who, being + overcome by temptations of the devil, renounced his vows, and fell + in love with a young lady, who in consequence perished miserably. + This I read with avidity, and though the lessons that it contained + might have been expected to open my eyes to the dangers which I was + drawing on myself, yet it had an effect directly the reverse, by + fixing my attention more and more on those visions which I ought to + have banished for ever from my mind. Frequently I thought of + Hermogen's words--'Thy mother speaks with the devil;' and began to + think, that the unknown was, in truth, an agent of the Arch-fiend, + employed to entice me to destruction. Yet I could not cease to love + him; and when Reinhold came back, on one occasion, from a journey, + and talked much of a certain Brother Medardus, whom he had heard + preach in the town of Koenigswald, there arose within me an obscure + dim apprehension, that the original of the beloved and yet dreaded + vision might be that very Medardus; and this belief Reinhold's + description of the preacher's features and person seemed amply to + sanction. Thereafter, the wild dreams and internal conflicts by + which I was persecuted, were increased tenfold. It happened that a + monk (as was often the case) came to visit at my father's house; + and this person chose, in a very diffuse lecture, to describe the + manifold temptations of the devil, and the wretched delusions to + which especially youthful minds were subjected, if they did not + sufficiently resist his influence. My father seemed to approve of + this discourse, and I believed it was aimed particularly at + me.--'Only unbounded trust and confidence,' said the clergyman, + 'not only in religion, but in her servants, and submissive + obedience to their injunctions and advice, can afford hopes of + rescue.' + + "Not long after this, I accompanied my father to the town of + Koenigswald, whither he went to attend a law process which Reinhold + had been unable to finish alone. We lived at the garden-house of + the Graf van M----, which is close by the celebrated chapel of the + Capuchin Convent; and remembering the lecture which I had heard + just before leaving home, I resolved not to lose that opportunity + of fulfilling the sacred duty of confession." + +[Aurelia's letter is very long, and contains a recapitulation, in a +diffuse rambling style, of events that are already known to the reader. +In the first place, there is her interview with Medardus in the church, +which has been described already in the first volume of these Memoirs. +After this, it appears that Aurelia was seized by a long and dangerous +illness, by which her passion for Medardus was, for a time, completely +subdued and alienated. To this change his vehement exhortation to her +in the confessional had also contributed; but, for the future, she +looked on the whole transaction as a dream, with which she had been +visited, in order that her eyes should be opened to the errors into +which she had, by a youthful imagination, been led. + +Secondly, there is a full explanation of her conduct at the time when +Medardus appeared at the castle of her father the Baron von F----. +Though she at once recognized the former object of her affections, yet, +with an unshaken perseverance, she persisted in her determination, on no +occasion whatever to betray this recognition. Many times, however, she +now underwent severe conflicts on account of a transient recurrence of +her not yet wholly conquered passion; but against these her mind was +fortified by the constant presence and advice of Hermogen. + +Thirdly, and lastly, comes a detail of recent circumstances which are +already sufficiently intelligible. No sooner had Medardus, in +consequence of Aurelia's representations, been thrown into prison, and, +by the opinion of every one, already prejudged to the scaffold, than +she became dreadfully agitated; and, although conscious that her conduct +was but the fulfilment of imperious duty, and feeling the utmost +abhorrence for him as a criminal, yet with these feelings was blended a +share of compassion, so that she almost regretted what she had done. At +this period, the discovery of the insane monk, in whom Cyrillus +recognized the true Medardus--the proofs received from Posen, that the +individual who had, in consequence of her accusations, been imprisoned, +was a Polish nobleman, and never had been a monk--effected an entire +revolution in her mind. Regret for the sufferings which she had so +unwarrantably inflicted, led naturally to the revival of her early +passion, which had now found a legitimate and innocent object. + +She dwells with satisfaction on many attributes of character and +demeanour, in which her beloved Leonard differs from, and contrasts +with, the detestable monk, by whom her brother had been put to death. +Only the adventure at the Princess's country-house had, for a time, +broken in upon this confidence, and given rise to many harassing doubts +and fears, with an oppressive feeling of mystery, by which her mind is +still clouded, and against which she earnestly entreats the prayers and +maternal blessing of the Abbess for herself and her betrothed husband.] + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +Repeatedly, and with the greatest attention, I read over this letter of +Aurelia, especially the latter pages, in which there was obviously +displayed so much of true piety and confiding simplicity of heart, that, +at our next meeting, I was unable to continue my addresses in the tone +and manner in which I had before indulged. Aurelia remarked this change +in my conduct; and, struck with remorse, I penitentially confessed to +her my robbery of her letter addressed to the Lady Abbess--(which, +however, I had duly sealed and forwarded)--excusing myself on the +principle, that some mysterious and supernatural impulse had forced me +to this deed, against which it was impossible to contend. I insisted +also, that a similar influence, emanating from some high and +inexplicable source, had already shadowed forth to me in visions some of +the principal incidents in her life, which the perusal of the letter, +therefore, had only confirmed and realized.--"As a proof," said I, "of +the intellectual sympathy existing betwixt us, I could long ere now have +informed you of a wonderful dream by which I was myself visited, in +which you confessed to me your love; but methought I was transformed +into a miserable monk, whose heart, instead of being rejoiced by such +good fortune, was torn by remorse and self-reproach. I loved you, +indeed, with the utmost fervour; but my love was mortal sin; for I had +regularly taken the vows of a Capuchin; and you, Aurelia, were +metamorphosed into the blessed St Rosalia." + +At these words Aurelia started up in affright. "For God's sake, +Leonard," said she, "say no more! Our lives are mutually obscured by +some frightful and impenetrable mystery; and the less we endeavour to +break through the veil by which it is now wrapt in darkness, the better. +Who knows what insupportable horrors may be therein concealed? Let us +think no more of such frightful inquiries, but rely firmly on each +other. That you have read my letter to the Abbess no doubt surprises +and vexes me. But what is done cannot be retrieved. As to its contents, +I would willingly have imparted them to you _viva voce_, if I had known +that it was to serve any good purpose, for no secrets dare exist betwixt +us. But to say the truth, Leonard, it appears to me that you yourself +struggle against the evil influence of much that is wrapt up in your own +bosom, and which, on account of false shame, you do not allow to pass +your lips. If possible, be for the future sincere! How much would your +heart be lightened by a free confession, and as to our attachment, its +bonds would thereby be strengthened tenfold!" + +At these words of Aurelia, I felt in all its bitterness the torment of +conscious deception and hypocrisy. I reflected with the keenest +self-reproach, how, only a few moments before, I had voluntarily +practised imposition against this pious simple-hearted girl; and an +almost unconquerable impulse arose within me to confess to her +_all_--even the worst that I could utter against myself, and yet +methought I should not even then lose her affection! + +"Aurelia! my guardian angel, who rescued me from----" I had thus even +begun my confession, when the Princess abruptly entered the room, and +produced an entire change, not only in my behaviour, but in my feelings. +Her manner, as usual, was haughty and ceremonious. I met her with all +the outward forms of respect, but internally with emotions of scorn and +defiance. As the acknowledged bridegroom of Aurelia, she was now obliged +to bear with me, and I boldly kept my place, though I perceived that her +aversion to me was by no means abated. In truth, it was only when alone +with Aurelia that I was now free from all wicked thoughts and impulses. +At such moments, the beatitude of Heaven seemed to descend on me, and I +began once more to wish anxiously for our marriage, in despite of every +obstacle. + +About this time it came to pass that a remarkable dream one night +greatly disturbed my rest, by the recollection of which I continued for +several days to be haunted. Methought the figure of my mother stood +vividly before me, and when I wished to salute and welcome her, I +perceived it was but an aerial phantom which assumed her features, and +mocked my filial embrace. "To what purpose this absurd deception?" cried +I, angrily--"Thou delusive shadow, what would'st thou here?" + +Then methought my mother wept bitterly. The tears that she shed were +changed into bright dazzling stars which floated through the air, and +began to form a circle round my head; but ever and anon, a black +frightful hand, like that of a demon, with long claws, broke the circle +as soon as it was nearly formed. "Thou, whom I brought pure and sinless +into the world," said my mother, "and whose infancy and youth I watched +over with such care, hast thou lost all energy and self-command, that +thou submittest, like a grovelling slave, to every enticement of Satan? +Now, indeed, I can look into thine inmost heart, since the load of +earthly existence, under which I have long struggled, is taken from my +shoulders. Rouse thyself, Franciscus! Resist the fiend that besets thee, +and he will flee! I shall once more adorn thee, as in early days, with +ribbons and flowers, for St Bernard's day is come, and thou shalt again +be a pious and happy child!" + +Now it seemed to me as if, in obedience to my mother's admonition, I +must once more begin singing one of the lovely anthems which I had +learned in my youth, but frightful and indescribable noises overpowered +my voice. My attempts at music were like the howling of a wild beast; +and betwixt me and my phantom visitant there fell, rustling and +undulating, the folds of a massy black veil, supported by the spectral +arms of demons, with long hideous talons. Thus ended my dream. + +Two days afterwards, I happened to meet in the park the chief judge of +the criminal court, who came up to me in a very friendly manner, and +entered into conversation. + +"Do you know," said he, "that the final issue of Medardus's trial has +again become very doubtful? Judgment of death had nearly been pronounced +against him, indeed was all but carried into effect, when he again +shewed symptoms of madness. The court received intelligence of the death +of his mother. I made this known to him. Then he laughed aloud like a +maniac, and in a tone which would have inspired the stoutest heart with +horror--'The Duchess of Neuenburg!' said he, (naming the wife of the +late Duke, brother of our Sovereign,)--'She is long since dead. If this +is all the intelligence you had to bring, the trouble might have been +spared!' + +"In consequence of this paroxysm, the execution of the sentence is +delayed, and a new medical inquiry set on foot. However, it is +generally believed that his madness is only pretended, and that his +condemnation is therefore inevitable." + +I afterwards obtained information of the day and hour of my mother's +death, and found that these corresponded exactly with the time at which +she had appeared to me in that remarkable vision. + + * * * * * + +The day which the Prince had appointed for our marriage was at last +arrived; and the ceremony was to take place in the morning, at the altar +of St Rosalia, in the church of a neighbouring convent, which (I know +not for what reason) Aurelia preferred to the Prince's chapel. I passed +the preceding night in watching and prayer.--Alas! I did not reflect +that prayer under such circumstances, and cherishing such intentions in +my heart, was only adding by blasphemy to my previous guilt. + +When I went to Aurelia, she came, dressed in white, and wearing roses as +her only ornament, to meet me. Never had she looked more beautiful; but +in the fashion of her dress, and in the flower wreaths that she had +chosen, there was something that inspired me with strange and mysterious +recollections, which I knew not how to define. At the same moment I +remembered that the painting over the altar, at which the marriage +ceremony was to take place, represented the martyrdom of St Rosalia, and +that the saint was there dressed precisely as Aurelia now appeared, +whereupon my whole frame was shaken with horrid and uncontrollable +apprehensions, which it was hardly in my power to conceal. + +We had no time for conversation, however. Scarcely had I saluted +Aurelia, when a servant of the Prince announced that we were waited for +by the wedding-party. She quickly drew on her gloves, and gave me her +arm. Then one of her attendants remarked that some ringlets of her hair +had fallen loose, and begged for a moment's delay. Aurelia seemed vexed +at the interruption, but waited accordingly. + +At that moment a hollow rumbling noise, and a tumult of voices on the +street, attracted our attention. At Aurelia's request I hastened to the +window. There, just before the palace, was a _leiter-wagen_, which, on +account of some obstacle, had stopped in the street. The car was +surrounded by the executioners of justice; and within it, I perceived +the horrible monk, who sat looking backwards, while before him was a +capuchin, earnestly engaged in prayer. His countenance was deadly pale, +and again disfigured by a grizzly beard, but the features of my +detestable _double_ were to me but too easily recognizable. + +When the carriage, that had been for a short space interrupted by the +crowd, began to roll on, he seemed awoke from his reverie, and turning +up his staring spectral eyes towards me, instantly became animated. He +laughed and howled aloud--"_Brued-er-lein_--_Brued-er-lein!_" cried +he.--"Bride-groom!--Bride-groom!--Come quickly--come quickly.--Up--up to +the roof of the house. There the owl holds his wedding-feast; the +weather-cock sings aloud! There shall we contend together, and whoever +casts the other down, is king, and may drink blood!" + +The howling voice in which he uttered these words, the glare of his +eyes, and the horrible writhings of his visage, that was like that of an +animated corse, were more than, weakened as I was by previous +agitation, I was able to withstand. From that moment I lost all +self-possession; I became also utterly insane, and unconscious what I +did! At first I tried to speak calmly. "Horrible wretch!" said I; "what +mean'st thou? What would'st thou from me?" + +Then I grinned, jabbered, and howled back to the madman; and Aurelia, in +an agony of terror, broke from her attendants, and ran up to me. With +all her strength, she seized my arms, and endeavoured to draw me from +the window. "For God's sake," cried she, "leave that horrible spectacle; +they are dragging Medardus, the murderer of my brother, to the scaffold. +Leonard!--Leonard!" + +Then all the demons of hell seemed awoke within me, and manifested, in +its utmost extent, that power which they are allowed to exercise over an +obdurate and unrepentant sinner. With reckless cruelty I repulsed +Aurelia, who trembled, as if shook by convulsions, in every +limb.--"Ha--ha--ha!" I almost shrieked aloud--"foolish, insane girl! I +myself, thy lover, thy chosen bridegroom, am the murderer of thy +brother! Would'st thou by thy complaints bring down destruction from +heaven on thy sworn husband?--Ho--ho--ho! I am king--I am king--and will +drink blood!" + +I drew out the stiletto--I struck at Aurelia,--blood streamed over my +arm and hand, and she fell lifeless at my feet. I rushed down +stairs,--forced my way through the crowd to the carriage--seized the +monk by the collar, and with supernatural strength tore him from the +car. Then I was arrested by the executioner; but with the stiletto in my +hand, I defended myself so furiously, that I broke loose, and rushed +into the thick of the mob, where, in a few moments, I found myself +wounded by a stab in the side; but the people were struck with such +terror, that I made my way through them as far as to the neighbouring +wall of the park, which, by a frightful effort, I leapt over. + +"Murder--murder!--Stop--stop the murderer!" I had fallen down, almost +fainting, on the other side of the wall, but these outcries instantly +gave me new strength. Some were knocking with great violence, in vain +endeavours to break open one of the park gates, which, not being the +regular entrance, was always kept closed. Others were striving to +clamber over the wall, which I had cleared by an incredible leap. I +rose, and exerting my utmost speed, ran forward. I came, ere long, to a +broad _fosse_, by which the park was separated from the adjoining +forest. By another tremendous effort, I jumped over, and continued to +run on through the wood, until at last I sank down, utterly exhausted, +under a tree. + +I know not how the time had passed, but it was already evening, and dark +shadows reigned through the forest, when I came again to my +recollection. My progress in running so far had passed over like an +obscure dream. I recollect only the wind roaring amid the dense canopy +of the trees, and that many times I mistook some old moss-grown pollard +stem for an officer of justice, armed and ready to seize upon me! + +When I awoke from the swoon and utter stupefaction into which I had +fallen, my first impulse was merely to set out again, like a hunted wild +beast, and fly, if possible, from my pursuers to the very end of the +earth! As soon, however, as I was only past the frontiers of the +Prince's dominions, I would certainly be safe from all immediate +persecution. + +I rose accordingly, but scarcely had I advanced a few steps, when there +was a violent rustling in the thicket; and from thence, in a state of +the most vehement rage and excitement, sprung the monk, who, no doubt in +consequence of the disturbance that I had raised, had contrived to make +his escape from the guards and executioners. + +In a paroxysm of madness he flew towards me, leaping through the bushes +like a tiger, and finally sprung upon my shoulders, clasping his arms +about my throat, so that I was almost suffocated. Under any other +circumstances, I would have instantly freed myself from such an attack, +but I was enfeebled to the last degree by the exertions I had undergone, +and all that I could attempt was to render this feebleness subservient +to my rescue. I fell down under his weight, and endeavoured to take +advantage of that event. I rolled myself on the ground, and grappled +with him; but in vain! I could not disengage myself, and my +infernal double laughed scornfully. His abominable accents, +"He--he--he!--He--he--he!" sounded amid the desolate loneliness of the +woods. + +During this contest, the moon broke, only for a moment, through the +clouds, for the night was gloomy and tempestuous. Then, as her silvery +gleam slanted through the dark shade of the pine trees, I beheld, in all +its horror, the deadly pale visage of my _second self_, with the same +expression which had glared out upon me from the cart in which he had +been dragged to execution. "He--he--he--Broth-er, broth-er!--Ever, ever +I am with thee!--Leave thee, leave thee never!--Cannot run as thou +canst! Must carry--carry me! Come straight from the gallows--They would +have nailed me to the wheel--He--he--he!--He--he--he!" + +Thus the infernal spectre howled and laughed aloud as we lay on the +ground; but ere the fleeting moonbeam had passed away, I was roused once +more to furious rage. I sprang up like a bear in the embraces of a +boa-constrictor, and ran with my utmost force against trees and +fragments of rock, so that if I could not kill him, I might at least +wound him in such manner that he would be under the necessity of letting +me go. But in vain. He only laughed the more loudly and scornfully; and +my personal sufferings were increased tenfold by my endeavours to end +them. + +I then strove with my whole remaining strength to burst asunder his +hands, which were firmly knotted round my throat, but the supernatural +energies of the monster threatened me with strangulation. At last, after +a furious conflict, he suddenly fell, as if lifeless, on the ground: and +though scarcely able to breathe, I had run onwards for some yards, when +again he sat upon my shoulders, laughing as before, and stammering out +the same horrible words. Of new succeeded the same efforts of despairing +rage! Of new I was freed! Then again locked in the embraces of this +demoniacal spectre! + +After this I lost all consciousness.--I am utterly unable to say +distinctly how long I was persecuted by my relentless _double_. It seems +to me as if my struggles must have continued at least during a whole +month; and that during this long period I neither ate nor drank. I +remember only _one_ lucid interval. All the rest is utter darkness. + +I had just succeeded in throwing off my double, when a clear gleam of +sun-light brightened the woods, and with it a pleasant sound of bells +rose on mine ear. I distinguished unequivocally the chimes of a convent, +which rung for early mass. For a moment I rejoiced; but then the thought +came like annihilation upon me--"Thou hast murdered Aurelia!" and once +more losing all self-possession and recollection, I fell in despair upon +the earth. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +Methought the air in which I breathed had a mildness and fragrance such +as now I had never known; but, as yet, I was labouring under the +influence of a deep and morbid slumber. I felt a strange irritation, a +shooting prickly pain in every vein and fibre, till it seemed as if my +frame was split and divided an hundred fold, and every division thence +arising assumed a peculiar and individual principle of life, while the +head in vain strove to command the limbs, which, like unfaithful +vassals, would not submit themselves to its dominion. + +Then, methought, each of these separated parts became a glittering fiery +point, which began to turn itself round in a circle, till hundreds of +them, whirling rapidly together, formed at last the appearance of a +fixed ball of fire, which darted forth flames and coruscations. "These +are my limbs which are thus moving," said I to myself; "now I am for +certain about to awake." + +At that moment, when the fiery ball was turning round, I felt sudden and +violent pain, and distinctly heard the sound of a clear chime of bells. +"Away, away--Onward, onward!" cried I, believing myself still in the +wood, and making a vehement effort to rise up, but I fell back powerless +on my couch. Now, for the first time, I was restored to perfect +consciousness, and saw, with great surprise, that I was no longer in the +forest. In the dress of a Capuchin monk, I lay upon a well-stuffed +mattress. The room was vaulted and lofty; a pair of rush-bottomed +chairs, and a small table, stood beside my bed. + +I concluded that my state of unconsciousness must have continued for a +long time, and that, while in that unhappy situation, I must have been +brought to some convent or other, where the monks were, by their rule, +obliged to receive the sick. Probably my clothes had been torn, and they +had been obliged, for the meanwhile, to supply me with a cowl. However +this might be, there was no doubt that I had escaped from all immediate +danger. I was also free from pain, though very weak, therefore continued +quite tranquil, having no doubt that my protectors would, in due time, +look after their charge. + +Accordingly, it was not long before I heard steps that seemed, from +their sound, to approach through a long stone-floored gallery. My door +opened, and I saw two men, of whom one had a lay dress, the other wore +the habit of the brethren of charity. They came up to me in silence; the +man in the lay dress fixed his eyes on me, and seemed much astonished. +"I am again come to myself, sir," said I, in a weak voice. "Heaven be +praised, who has restored to me my reason. But will you be so good as to +inform me where I am, and how I have been brought hither?" + +Without answering me, the physician (as I supposed him to be) turned to +the clergyman, and said, in Italian, "This is indeed very extraordinary. +His looks are, since our last visit, completely changed. His speech is +quite clear, only weak. Some particular crisis must have taken place in +his malady." + +"For my part," said the monk, "I have no doubt that he is completely +cured." + +"Of that," said the physician, "we cannot judge, until we have seen how +he may conduct himself for the next few days. But do you not understand +as much German as to speak with him?" + +The monk answered in the negative. + +"I understand and speak Italian," interrupted I. "Tell me, then, I +beseech you, where I am, and how I found my way hither?" + +"Ha!" cried the physician, "our difficulties are then at an end. You +find yourself, reverend sir, in a place where every possible precaution +has been, and will be taken, for your perfect recovery. Three months ago +you were brought hither in a very critical and dangerous situation; but, +under our care and attention, you seem to have made great progress +towards convalescence; and if we shall have the good fortune to complete +your cure, you may then freely pursue your journey, for, as I have +understood, you wish to go to Rome." + +"Did I come to you, then," said I, "in this Capuchin dress which I now +wear?" + +"Truly you did so," said the physician; "but give over, I pray you, this +asking of questions, and do not disquiet yourself--everything shall, in +due time, be explained to your satisfaction. Our business at present is +to attend to your bodily health." + +He then felt my pulse, and the monk, who had for a moment disappeared, +returned with a cup full of some liquid, which the physician desired me +to drink, and then to tell him what I thought it was. I obeyed, and told +him that what I had drunk seemed to me a strong and nourishing +meat-broth. "Good--very good," said the monk, with a smile of +satisfaction. They then left me alone, with a promise of returning in a +short time. + +Through the next three days, I was attended with the utmost skill and +kindness by the brethren and the physician. I continued rapidly to +improve, and at the end of that time was able to rise up, and, leaning +on the monk's arm, to walk through the room. He led me to the window and +opened the lattice. A delightfully warm and fragrant (but not sultry) +air, such as till then I had never breathed, came in at the window. +Without, I beheld an extensive garden, wherein all sorts of fruit-trees +grew, and flourished in the highest luxuriance. There were also +delightful arbours, bowers, and temples; while, even around the window +from which I looked, the grapes hung in rich massy clusters. Above all, +however, it was, with the clear cloudless blue of the sky that I was +altogether enchanted. I could not find words to express my admiration. + +"Where am I then?" cried I. "Have the blessed saints granted to a +wretched sinner to dwell in their Elysium?" + +The monk smiled contentedly at my raptures. "You are in Italy, brother," +said he. + +"In Italy!" repeated I, with the utmost astonishment. I then urged the +clergyman to explain to me more particularly how I could have found my +way to such a distance. He referred me to the physician, who just then +entered, and who at last informed me, that a strange man of most +eccentric manners had brought me hither about three months ago, and +begged that I might be taken into their house; that, finally, I was in a +regular hospital, which was taken charge of by the brethren of charity. + +As I gradually gained more strength, I found that the monk and physician +willingly entered into conversation with me on various subjects of +literature and the arts. The latter, as if in order to obtain +information for himself, even requested me to write down many things +which he afterwards read over in my presence; but I was puzzled by +observing that, instead of praising what I had written on its own +account, he only said, "Indeed?--This looks well!--I have not been +deceived--Excellent--excellent!" + +I was now allowed at certain hours to walk in the garden, where, +however, I was greatly discomposed by the sight of strange spectral +figures, who, as if quite unable to take care of themselves, were led +about by the monks. Once, in particular, I was struck by the appearance +of a tall haggard man, in a dingy yellow mantle, who was led by two of +the brethren, one on each side, and in this manner met me as I was +returning to the house. At every step, he made the most absurd +gesticulations, as if he were about to commence a _pas seul_, at the +same time whistling shrilly an accompaniment. + +Astonished at this, I stood gazing on the man, but the monk by whom I +was attended drew me suddenly away. "Come, come, dear brother Medardus!" +said he, "that is no business of yours!" + +"For God's sake," said I, "tell me how is it that you know anything of +my name?" + +The vehemence with which I put this question seemed to discompose my +attendant. "For what reason," said he, "should we not know your name? +The man by whom you were brought hither, named you without hesitation, +and you were accordingly entered in the list of the house--Medardus, +brother of the Capuchin Convent at Koenigswald." + +Once more I felt the ice-cold shuddering of terror vibrate in every +limb. But whoever was the unknown by whom I had been brought to the +hospital, whether he were or were not initiated in the horrible +mysteries of my life, he certainly had not cherished any evil intentions +towards me, for I had been treated with the greatest care and +tenderness, and was, besides, at liberty to go whereever I wished. + +After this walk, I had returned to my chamber, and was leaning out at +the open window inhaling the delightful fragrance of the air, which +seemed to inspire me with new life and energy in every fibre, when I +beheld in the garden a man coming up the middle walk, whom I thought +that I had seen before, but could not immediately recollect where. + +He was a diminutive withered figure, had upon his head a small hat with +a long peaked crown, and was dressed in a miserable weather-beaten +surtout. In his gait, he rather danced than walked; nay, every now and +then cut a caper right up into the air; and anon, started off to one +side, as if he were possessed by the demon of St Vitus. Occasionally he +made a full stop, and at one of these intervals, perceiving me at the +window, he took off his high-peaked hat, and waved it in the air, then +kissed his hand repeatedly, with an emphasis of gesticulation which at +once confirmed and cleared up my recollection. There was but one +individual in the world who could have practised these manoeuvres, and +that was Belcampo! He vanished, however, among the trees; but, not long +afterwards, I heard a particular rap at the door, of which the style and +manner immediately taught me whom I was to expect. + +"Schoenfeld!" said I, as he indeed made his appearance; "how, in the name +of wonder, have you found your way hither?" + +"Ach--ach!" said he, twisting his face, as if he were about to +weep--"how should I have come hither otherwise than driven and hurled +onwards as I was by that malignant and relentless destiny, which never +fails to persecute every man of true genius. On account of a murder, I +was obliged to fly from the rich and flourishing town of Frankenburg." + +"On account of a murder!--What would'st thou say?" interrupted I, with +considerable agitation. + +"Ay, truly," answered he--"on account of a murder. I had, in a fit of +wrath, immolated the left whisker of the youngest _Commerziensrath_ in +that free town, and had also dangerously wounded the right mustachio." + +"Once more," said I, "I must beg of you to give up these absurd and +unmeaning jokes, and to tell your story connectedly, otherwise you had +better leave the room." + +"Nay, dear brother Medardus," he resumed, "this is indeed unforeseen and +unaccountable; now that you are restored to health, you would send me +from you in disgrace; but, as long as you were ill, you were glad to +have me for a companion in your room, and to be always near to you." + +"What does all this mean?" cried I, quite confounded; "and how have you +got to the knowledge of my name Medardus?" + +"Look," said he, with an ironical smile, "if you please, at the +right-hand lappelle of your monk's cowl." + +I did so, and became almost petrified with terror and astonishment, for +I found the name "Medardus" embroidered thereupon; and, on more accurate +inspection, I could discover also that this was the identical tunic +which, on my flight from the castle of the Baron von F----, I had thrown +into a hollow tree in the forest. + +Schoenfeld did not fail to remark my agitation, over which he seemed +wickedly to triumph. With his fore-finger on his nose, and lifting +himself on tiptoe, he looked stedfastly in my face. I remained +speechless; then, in a low and pensive tone, he resumed-- + +"Your excellency, no doubt, wonders at the handsome dress which has been +chosen for you. To say the truth, it seemed in every respect to fit and +become you better than the nut-brown suit, with plated buttons, which +my wise friend Damon supplied for you. It was I, the banished, the +despised and misunderstood Belcampo, who provided for you this dress, in +order to cover your nakedness. Brother Medardus, you were then, indeed, +but in a sorry plight, for, instead of great-coat, vest, pantaloons, +English frock, &c. &c. you wore, in the simplest, and most unpretending +manner, your own skin. As to a proper friseur, you thought as little of +him as you did of a tailor, performing his functions with your own ten +fingers, in a style which was by no means to be commended." + +"Give over these disgusting follies," said I, much incensed; +"Schoenfeld--I insist on your being rational, otherwise I will hear no +more!" + +"Pietro Belcampo is my name," interrupted he, with great vehemence; "Ay, +Pietro Belcampo; for we are now in Italy, and you must know, reverend +sir, that I, simple as I here stand, impersonize that folly, which +luckily has been present on every disastrous occasion, to assist your +wisdom; and without which, you would have found yourself miserably +deficient. It is from Folly alone that you have derived protection. By +this alone your boasted reason, which is unable to hold itself upright, +but totters about like a drunk man or a child, has been supported, and +instructed to find the right road home, that is to say, to the +mad-house, where we are both happily arrived." + +By these last words I was much agitated. I thought on the strange +figures that I had seen, especially on the tall haggard man in the dingy +yellow mantle, who had made such absurd gesticulations; and could +entertain no doubt that Schoenfeld had told me the truth. "Ay, dear +brother Medardus," resumed Schoenfeld, with solemn voice and gestures; +"Folly is, indeed, on this earth, the true intellectual queen. Reason, +on the other hand, is only a pitiful viceroy, who never troubles himself +with what happens beyond his own narrow boundaries, who, from sheer +_ennui_, indeed, makes his soldiers be exercised on the _parade-platz_, +though the said soldiers afterwards, in time of danger, cannot fire a +single volley in proper time. But Folly, the true queen of the people, +marches in with kettle-drums and trumpets--Huzza! Huzza!--before and +behind her, triumph and rejoicing! The lieges straightway emancipate +themselves from the constraint in which Reason would have held them, and +will no longer stand or walk as their pedantic tutor would have them to +do. At last he calls the roll, and complains,--'Lo! Folly hath robbed me +of my best recruits--hath driven them away--driven their wits a +wool-gathering--ay, driven them mad.' That is a play of words, dear +brother Medardus, and such play is like a glowing pair of curling-irons +in the hand of Folly, with which she can twist such a thought!" + +"Desist, I once more entreat of you," said I, "desist from this childish +clatter of unmeaning words, and tell me concisely how you came hither, +and what you know regarding the dress which I now wear!" Hereupon I +seized him by both arms, and forced him into a chair, where he seemed to +recollect himself, fixed his eyes stedfastly on the ground, and with a +deep sigh resumed,-- + +"I have saved your life," said he, "for the second time. It was I who +enabled you to escape from the town of Frankenburg. It was I, too, who +brought you hither." + +"But, in the name of Heaven," said I, "where did you last find me?" + +I had let him go, and he instantly bolted up--"Ha, brother Medardus," +said he, "if I, weak and diminutive as I seem, had not contrived to bear +you on my shoulders, your limbs would by this time, have lain the food +of ravens on the wheel!" + +I shuddered as if ready to faint, and sunk into a chair. At that moment +my attendant monk entered the room. "How hast thou come hither? Who gave +thee liberty now to enter this room?" said he, very angrily, to +Belcampo. + +"Alas! venerable father," said the latter, in a supplicating tone, and +pretending to burst into tears, "I could no longer resist the vehement +impulse to visit my dearest friend, whom I had rescued from danger of +death!" + +I now recovered myself. "Tell me, brother," said I to the monk, "did +this man really bring me hither?" + +The monk hesitated. + +"I scarcely know," said I, "in what sort of hospital I am now protected, +but I can easily suppose that I have been in the most frightful of all +conditions. You perceive, however, that I am now quite well, and +therefore, I may hear all which was before intentionally concealed from +me, when you supposed that my nerves were yet too irritable." + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +"It is, indeed, quite true," said the monk, "this man brought you hither +about three months and a half ago. He had, according to his own account, +found you in the Lovanian forest, (which separates the dominions of the +Prince of Laguria, from our district,) and had recognized you for the +Capuchin Medardus from Koenigswald, who had before, on a journey to Rome, +passed through a town where he then lived. + +"When first brought among us, you were in a state of utter apathy. You +walked when you were led, remained standing if one let you alone, and +seated or laid yourself down according as you were put into the required +position. Food and drink we were obliged to pour down your throat; as to +words, you were able only to utter hollow unintelligible sounds, and +your eyes appeared to stare, without the power of distinguishing any +object. Belcampo then never left you, but was your faithful attendant. +After an interval of about a month, you fell into a state of outrageous +madness, and we were obliged to place you in one of the cells +appropriated for persons in that frightful malady. You were then like a +ferocious wild beast; but I dare not describe your sufferings more +minutely, as the picture might be too painful. After some weeks, your +state of apathy again returned, and seemed more obstinate than ever, but +at last, God be praised, you awoke from your stupefaction, into your +present convalescence." + +Schoenfeld had, during this narrative of the monk, seated himself, as if +in deep reflection, leaning his head on his hand. "Ay, truly," he +resumed, "I know that I am sometimes little better than a self-conceited +fool; but the air of the mad-house, destructive to reasonable people, +has on me had a very beneficial influence. I begin to speculate on my +own errors, which is no bad sign. If, generally speaking, I exist only +through my own self-consciousness, it is only requisite that this +consciousness should pull off the fool's motley coat, and I shall shew +myself to the world, a very wise, rational gentleman. But, oh, heavens! +is not a genial friseur, according to the principles of his character +and profession, a privileged fool and coxcomb? Such folly is, in truth, +a protection from all madness; and I can assure you, reverend sir, that +in a north-west wind, I can distinguish very well between a church-tower +and a lamp-post!" + +"If this be really the case," said I, "give us a proof of it now by a +quiet rational narrative, how you discovered me in the wood, and brought +me to this house." + +"That shall immediately be done," said Belcampo, "though the reverend +father on my right hand looks at me with a very suspicious aspect. You +must know, then, that on the morning after your escape from Frankenburg, +the foreign painter, with his collection of pictures, had also, in an +inconceivable manner, vanished; and although the disturbance that you +had raised at first excited a good deal of notice, yet, in the stream of +other events, and the bustle of the fair, it was ere long forgotten. It +was not till after the murder at the castle of the Baron von F---- +became generally talked of, and the magistracy of that district +published handbills, offering a reward for the arrest of Medardus, a +Capuchin monk in Koenigswald, that people were reminded of the painter +having indeed told the whole story, and recognized in you the said +brother Medardus. + +"The landlord of the hotel wherein you had lodged, confirmed a +supposition that had already got afloat, of my having been accessory to +your flight. The people, therefore, fixed their attention on me, and +would have thrown me into prison. Having long wished to quit for ever +the miserable course of life that I had been dragging on, my resolution +was, in consequence, very speedily adopted. I determined to go into +Italy, where there are _Abbates_ with powdered wigs, and encouragement +is yet afforded to an accomplished _friseur_. On my way thither I saw +you in the _residenz_ of the Prince von Rosenthurm. The people there +talked of your marriage with the Baroness Aurelia, and of the +condemnation and execution of the monk Medardus. + +"I had also an opportunity of seeing this criminal monk, and whatever +his history might have been, I was convinced at once that you were the +true Medardus. I placed myself in your way, but you did not observe me, +and I left the Prince's _residenz_, in order to follow out my own plans. + +"After a long and fatiguing journey, I had taken up my night's rest at a +small obscure hamlet. In the morning I rose very early, as was the +custom of the inhabitants there, and prepared to continue my laborious +progress through a forest, which lay in gloomy darkness before me. Just +as the first gleams of the morning had begun to break through the clouds +of the east, there was a rustling in the thickets, and a man, with his +hair matted, and staring out in various directions, his beard, too, in +the same disorder, but wearing an elegant modern suit of clothes, leaped +past me! + +"His looks were wild and outrageous, and I gazed after him with the +greatest astonishment, but in a moment he had disappeared again in the +thick of the tangled coppice, and I could see no more of him. I walked +onwards, therefore; but what words can express the horror that I felt, +when right before me I saw a naked human figure stretched out flat upon +the ground! There seemed to me no doubt that a murder had been +committed, and that the fugitive whom I had before seen was the +murderer. + +"I knelt down beside the naked man, recognized at once your features, +and perceived that you still breathed. Close beside you lay the Capuchin +habit, which at this moment you are wearing. With much labour and +stratagem I contrived to dress you in it, and to drag you along with me. +At last you awoke out of your deep swoon, but you remained in that +frightful state of apathy in which this reverend gentleman has described +you. + +"It cost me no little exertion to get you dragged along, and +consequently it was not till late in the evening that I was able to +reach an ale-house, which was situated in the middle of the forest. Here +I placed you upon a bench of turf at the door, where you lay as if +utterly overcome and drunk with sleep. I then went into the house to +procure you food and drink, and, found (as I suspected might be the +case) a party of hussars, who, as the hostess informed me, were in +pursuit of a monk, who, in an inconceivable manner, had escaped at the +moment when, on account of his enormous crimes, preparations were making +for his death on the scaffold. + +"It was to me an inexplicable mystery how you could have escaped out of +the _residenz_ into the forest; but the entire conviction that you were +the Medardus whom they now sought after, made me exert myself to the +utmost to rescue you from the danger which now hovered over you. Of +course, I brought you away directly from the ale-house, in which +undertaking I was favoured by the increasing darkness; and thereafter +choosing always the by-roads and most unfrequented tracks, I succeeded +at last in conducting you over the frontiers. + +"Finally, after long and incredible wanderings, I came with you to this +house, where the inhabitants received us both, as I declared that I was +not willing to separate from you. Here I was convinced that you were +perfectly secure, for by no means would the venerable fathers give up a +sick person whom they had once received, to any criminal court. + +"In this very chamber, then, I faithfully attended and nursed you; for +as to your own five senses, you were indeed but very indifferently +provided. Nor were the movements of your limbs to be commended. Neither +Vestris nor Noverre would have given you much encouragement, for your +head hung down on your breast, and when any one wished you to stand +upright, then you tumbled about like a capotted nine-pin or skittle. As +to your celebrated eloquence, too, you fared still worse, for you were +d----d _monosyllabic_, and in your lucid intervals, only said, 'Hu--hu!' +and 'Me--me!' out of which expressions your thoughts and wishes were not +to be very clearly divined: Indeed, it was to be supposed, that your +rational faculties had become unfaithful to you, and were gone +a-vagabondizing on their own private account. + +"At last you became all of a sudden extravagantly merry, cut inordinate +capers in the air, and roared aloud with sheer exuberance of delight, +tearing your habit at the same time, in order, we supposed, to escape +even from the smallest restraint. Your appetite was then----" + +"Stop, stop, Schoenfeld," cried I, "give over this horrible and cruel +raillery--you have already sufficiently informed me of the frightful +situation into which I had fallen. Thanks and praise to the +long-suffering and mercy of Heaven, and the intercession of the saints, +that I am now rescued!" + +"Alas! reverend sir," resumed Schoenfeld, "in what respect are you the +better of all that you have gained, I mean of this peculiar attribute of +the soul, which is called self-consciousness? Methinks it might well be +compared to the cursed activity of a pettifogging toll-keeper, or +excise-officer, at best, or a controller of customs, who has established +his damnable _comptoir_ in the brain, and upon the last indication of +goods coming forth from hence, cries out 'Hey day! The export is +forbidden. These wares must remain in the country.' The richest jewels, +like contemptible grains of seed, remain stuck in the earth, and at +last, all that rises above the surface are _runkelrueben_,[4] from an +hundred thousand weight of which, perhaps a quarter of an ounce of bad +sugar is afterwards extracted; and yet this pitiful export is, forsooth, +to lay the foundation of trade with the glorious city of the New +Jerusalem in the realms above, where all is magnificence and splendour. +Oh, heavens! I would have given all my dearly bought powder _a la +Marchalle_, or _a la Pompadour_, or _a la Reine de Golconde_,--would +have cast it into the river, where it is deepest, if by transi-to-trade, +I could have obtained from thence but a _quentlein_ of the golden dust of +the sun's rays, to dress the wigs of reverend professors, and men of +learning, but in the first place, mine own! What do I say? If my +excellent friend Damon, reverend sir, had, instead of the flea-coloured +frock, contrived to hang about your shoulders one of those robes made of +the morning light, in which the burgesses of the holy city walk to +church, then, as to dignity and gentility, we should have come off very +differently; but as the matter stood, the world held you for a common +_glebae adscriptus_, and the devil for your cousin-german!" + +[Footnote 4: Beet-roots.] + +Schoenfeld had risen up, and walked, or rather hopped, about the room, +with vehement gesticulations, and twisting his features into incredible +contortions. He was in the plenitude of his vein, kindling up one folly +by another. I therefore seized him again by both arms. "Art thou +resolved," said I, "to secure thyself a place in this hospital instead +of me? Is it impossible for thee to talk more than five minutes +together without falling into these absurdities?" + +"Is then all that I utter," said he, "so very foolish, when thus the +spirit comes upon me?" + +"That is precisely what renders your talk so intolerable," said I. +"There is often good sense at the bottom of all this gibberish, but so +abominably metamorphosed, that a thought, good in itself, is like a fine +dress hung over with party-coloured rags. Like a drunk man, thou canst +not proceed in a straight direction, but art everlastingly floundering +away hither and thither. Thy conduct is never consistent or +consecutive." + +"What is conduct?" said Schoenfeld, with a contemptuous smile--"What is +conduct, most venerable Capuchin? Doth not that term imply the +preconception in the mind of some fixed and certain object, for the +attainment of which we shape and adapt our procedure? Are you, reverend +sir, sure of your own object? Are you not rather afraid that you may +have occasionally admitted too little alloy in your spirituous +potations, and now, like a giddy tower-watcher, see two goals, without +knowing the right one? Besides, sir, let it be forgiven to one of my +profession, if he is apt, perhaps too often, to have recourse to the +humorous and the _outre_, in order to season the insipidity of this +life, as we add Spanish pepper to cauliflower; without this, an artist +of my vocation would be but a pitiful _dummkopf_,[5] who carries his +privilege in his pocket, without ever daring to make use of it." + +[Footnote 5: Blockhead.] + +The monk had remained in the room, and had looked attentively at +Belcampo and at me; but as we spoke German, he did not understand a +single word. At last, he resolutely interrupted our dialogue. "Excuse +me, gentlemen," said he, "if I put an end to a discourse from which it +is impossible for either of you to derive any advantage. Your health, +brother, is yet much too weak to bear with a conversation which probably +awakens painful recollections as to your past life. Besides, you will +have time enough to learn all that your friend has to inform you of, as +when you leave our establishment, he will no doubt accompany you. +Belcampo has a strange manner of speaking; and by his eloquence and +gesticulations together, never fails, when he tells a story, to bring +every adventure vividly before the eyes of his listener. In Germany he +must, I suppose, be looked on as mad. Here in Italy, he would be valued +as a capital buffoon, and on the stage might make a fortune." + +Schoenfeld stared with all his might at the clergyman, then lifted +himself on tiptoe, clasped his hands over his head, and called out in +Italian, "Thou warning voice from the world of spirits--thou voice of +omnipotent destiny! To me thou hast spoken at last through the organs of +this reverend father. Belcampo--Belcampo! How could'st thou mistake so +long thy true vocation? It is now resolved!" He then ran out of the +room, and for that day I saw no more of him. + + * * * * * + +Next morning he made his appearance, equipt for a journey. "Dear Brother +Medardus," said he, "you are now quite recovered; you do not any longer +require my assistance. I therefore take my departure, in order to go, as +the spirit moves me, into the world. Farewell, then! Yet permit me that +I exercise on you, for the last time, my art, although in my own +estimation it has now become utterly contemptible." + +Hereupon he drew out his razors, comb, and scissars, and with a thousand +grimaces, _more suo_, brought my hair and visage into proper order. At +last he took his leave, with many tears; and as the man, notwithstanding +his fidelity, had become very strange and mysterious, and knew more of +my history than I could have wished, I was not sorry to find myself free +from his tiresome conversation. + + * * * * * + +The physician's remedies had been of great service to me; and as, by +taking every day longer and longer walks, I had quite recovered my +strength, I became convinced that I was able for the fatigues of a +pedestrian journey, and resolved to leave a house, which, however +suitable to the sick, was by no means a congenial abode for those who +were in health. + +The plan of going to Rome had been, without any volition of my own, +brought so far into execution. I had always been advancing farther +towards the place of my destination, and resolved, therefore, that I +would now persevere in the same course. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +At last I had taken leave of the charitable brethren, and set out as a +pilgrim on that high road, which I was told was the proper route to the +great city. Notwithstanding that my health was now thoroughly +reinstated, yet I was conscious of a strange apathy of mind, which threw +a dark shade on every image, rendering the prospects before me grey, +withered, and cloudy. Without even any clear remembrance of my past +life, I was completely occupied by cares for the present moment. Towards +evening, I always looked out anxiously for some place, (generally a +convent or private house,) where I would be able to extort food and +shelter for the night. I rejoiced not a little, when I met with persons +sufficiently devout to fill my knap-sack and wine-bottle, in return for +which I mechanically repeated, according to monastic form, the customary +blessings. In short, I had sunk in spirit, as well as in outward +observances, into an ordinary, stupid, and depraved mendicant friar. + +At last, after many adventures, no one of which deserves particular +commemoration, (for they were all of a similar character,) I came at +last to a great Capuchin Convent, which, surrounded only by houses +belonging to the establishment, and forming in itself a little town, is +situated not far from Rome. This convent, though within itself large and +populous, is, in other respects, lonely and insulated. The monks are by +their rule obliged to receive others of the same order, and I imagined +that I should live for some time with much comfort among them. + +Accordingly I made up a story, such as I thought would sound favourably +in their ears. I pretended that the convent to which I belonged in +Germany had been recently broken up; that consequently I had been thrown +on the wide world, and wished to be received into some other monastery, +under the same laws. + +With that hospitality and cheerfulness which are peculiar to the Italian +clergy, they, in the first place, entertained me sumptuously, and the +Prior formally said, that if no fulfilment of a sacred vow obliged me +to travel farther, I was welcome to remain there as long as I chose. + + * * * * * + +It was now the hour of vespers. The monks went to their appointed places +in the choir, and I walked into the church. I was deeply impressed by +the bold and magnificent architecture of the great aisle--but, alas! my +spirit could now no more be exalted by those raptures which in early +days attended me in the church of the Holy Lime-Tree, to which this bore +a marked and mysterious resemblance! + +When I had completed my devotions at the high altar, I indulged myself +in walking through the different subsidiary aisles, contemplating the +paintings at various shrines, which, as usual, represented the +martyrdoms of the saints, to whom they were severally consecrated. At +last I was attracted by a small and retired chapel, where the altar was +exquisitely illuminated by the beams of the now setting sun, that +streamed in through the painted window. + +I wished to examine the picture, and devoutly making the sign of the +cross, mounted up the marble steps. Oh, heaven! It was precisely the +same, the fatal altar-piece of my own convent--the martyrdom of St +Rosalia! Methought, however, the figure was yet more beautiful, more +exquisitely attractive and seducing. It was Aurelia, in her fullest +bloom of beauty, that I beheld; and my whole past life, which I had +begun to forget, with all its wanderings and crimes--the murder of +Euphemia, of Hermogen, and of Aurelia, revived on my recollection, as if +concentrated instantaneously into one horrible thought, that penetrated +my heart and brain, like a burning hot implement of torture. + +I threw myself prostrate on the stone floor. I was convulsively shook +and torn by my inward conflicts, as if I had been laid on the rack of +the most cruel and relentless inquisition. Death would have been +welcome--but, alas! death would not come to my relief! Hereupon I began +to tear my garments, in the furious rage of despair. I howled in +hopeless anguish, so that my voice resounded through the vaulted aisles +of the church. + +"I am cursed," cried I aloud--"I am cursed for ever. There is for me no +grace, no consolation more--neither in this world nor in the next. To +hell--to hell am I doomed! Sentence of eternal damnation has gone forth +against me--an accursed and abandoned sinner!" + +My cries of course alarmed the whole community. People came, lifted me +up, and carried me from the altar of St Rosalia. The service was now +over, and the monks assembled in the chapel. At their head was the +Prior. He looked at me with an indescribable mildness and gravity of +expression, which reminded me of Leonardus. He then advanced and took me +by the hand, while to me it seemed as if some blessed saint, hovering in +the air, held up the miserable sinner above the fiery and bottomless +pool of destruction into which he was about to plunge. + +"You are ill and feverish, brother," said the Prior; "the fatigues of +your long pilgrimage have been too great a trial of your strength, but +we shall carry you safely into the sick ward of the convent, where you +will be faithfully attended by our physician, and restored to health." + +I could not make any articulate answer to this address. I knelt before +him in abject misery, and even kissed the hem of his garment. +Deep-drawn sighs, which I could not repress, betrayed the frightful +condition of my soul. The monks again lifted me up, and brought me into +the refectorium, where they insisted on my accepting of some +refreshments. + +On a sign from the Prior, the brethren then retired, and I remained with +him alone. + +"Brother," he began, "your conscience seems to be loaded with some heavy +sins; for nothing but repentance almost without hope, on account of some +extraordinary crime, could have given rise to such conduct as you have +this evening exhibited. Yet great and boundless are the mercy and +long-suffering of God; very powerful, too, is the intercession of the +saints. Therefore, take courage! You shall confess to me; and when this +duty is fulfilled, the consolations of the church shall not be wanting." + +These words in themselves were not remarkable; but the tone and manner +of the Prior made on me such an impression, that at this moment +methought the mysterious pilgrim of the Holy Lime-Tree stood beside me, +and as if he were the only being on the wide earth to whom I was bound +to disclose the horrors of my life, and from whom I must allow nothing +to remain concealed. Still I was unable to speak. I could only prostrate +myself again upon the earth before the old man. + +"I am now obliged," said he, "to return to the chapel. Should you +resolve to follow my counsel, you will find me there." + +My determination was already fixed. As soon as I had, by a great effort, +recovered some degree of composure, I hastened after the Prior, and +found him waiting in the confessional. Acting according to the impulse +of the moment, I began to speak, for the first time since a very long +period, without the slightest attempt at disguise. On the contrary, I +confessed all the adventures of my life, from first to last, without +mitigating a single circumstance, which the severest censor could have +suggested against me! + +Horrible was the penance which the Prior now imposed upon me! Forbid to +appear again in the church--shut out like an alien from the society of +the monks, I was henceforth confined to the charnel vaults of the +convent--miserably prolonging my life by a stinted portion of tasteless +roots and water, scourging myself with knotted ropes, and mangling my +flesh with various implements of martyrdom, which the ingenuity of +demoniacal malevolence had _first_ invented, lifting up my voice only in +bitter accusations against myself, or in the most passionate and abject +supplications for deliverance from that hell whose flames already seemed +to burn within me! + +But when my blood streamed from an hundred wounds--when pain, in a +hundred scorpion stings, assailed me--and nature yielded at last, from +inability to continue the conflict, so that I fell asleep like an +exhausted child, even in despite of my torments--then the horrid imagery +of dreams molested me with a new and involuntary martyrdom. + +Methought I saw Euphemia, who came floating towards me in all the +luxuriance of her beauty, and casting on me the most seductive glances. +But I cried out aloud, "What would'st thou from me, thou accursed sinful +woman? No! hell shall not triumph over the truly penitent!" Then +methought her form, before so wanton and luxurious, shook and shivered. +She threw aside her robes, and a horror, like that of annihilation, +seized upon me; for I saw that her body was dried up into a skeleton, +and through the ribs of the spectre I saw not worms, but numberless +serpents that twined and twisted within and without, thrusting out their +heads and forked burning tongues towards me. + +"Away!--begone!" cried I, in delirium; "thy serpents are stinging my +already wounded flesh. They would fatten on my heart's-blood,--but +then--I should die--I should die--Death would release me from thy +vengeance!" + +"My serpents," howled out the spectre, who now seemed like an infernal +fury,--"my serpents may nourish themselves from thy heart's-blood, but +herein consists not thy torment, oh wretched sinner! Thy pain is within +thine own bosom, and in vain hopest thou for release in death. Thy +torment is the thought of thine own crimes, and this thought is +eternal!" + +Hereafter the figure of Hermogen, streaming with blood, rose up out of +the dusky void, and Euphemia fled before him. He, too, staid not; but +rushed past, with an hideous groan, and pointing to a wound in his +throat, which had the form of the cross. + +I now wished to pray; but my senses were lost and overcome in the +confusion that ensued. At first the whole air was animated, and filled +with rustling and flapping of wings, and gibbering of unearthly voices. +Then mortals, whom I had before known in the world, appeared +metamorphosed into the most insane caricatures. Heads, with well-known +features, came crawling about me on scarecrow legs, which grew out of +their own ears. Strange winged monsters, too, which I knew not, and +could not name, came floating through the air. Among these were ravens, +and other birds, with human faces. But at last, these gave place to the +Bishop's choir-master, at Koenigswald, with his sister. The latter +wheeled herself about in a wild and furious _walz_, to which her brother +supplied the music; but he kept all the while strumming on his own +breast, which had become a violin. + +Belcampo, whom I recognised, although he wore a hateful lizard's head, +and sat upon a disgusting winged serpent, came driving up towards me. He +wanted to comb my beard with a red-hot iron comb; but could not succeed +in his attempt. The tumult always became wilder and wilder. More strange +and indescribable were the figures, from the smallest beetle, dancing on +large human feet, up to the long drawn-out horse skeleton, with blazing +eyes, and with his own hide made into a pillion, upon which sat a rider, +with a gleaming owl's head. A gigantic bottomless beaker served for his +coat of mail, and an inverted funnel was his helmet. + +"Hell," cried a voice, "is in a mood of mirth, and triumphs!" Hereupon I +heard myself laugh aloud; but the exertion of laughter tore my breast; +my pain became more scorching, and my wounds bled more fiercely. + +At last the rabble rout vanished, and there came forward the glorious +form of a woman more beauteous than the fairest of the boasted +Circassians on earth! She walked up towards me.--"Oh, heaven, it is +Aurelia!"--"I live," said she; "I live, and I am now for ever thine!" + +Then the raging fires of sinful passion once more arose within me. I +flew to Aurelia, seized and embraced her with fervour. All weakness and +exhaustion were utterly forgotten; but instead of her light and +sylph-like form, methought I felt the weight and the torture of burning +lead or iron laid on my breast. My visage and eyes, too, were scratched +and wounded as if with rough bristles, like a wool-dresser's comb; and +Satan roared aloud, with thrilling laughter--"Now, _now_ art thou wholly +mine!" + +With a shriek of terror I awoke, and anon my blood flowed anew in +streams, from the strokes of the knotted whip, with which, in hopeless +agony, I chastised myself. For the crime of that interview with Aurelia, +though but in a dream, demanded double penance, and I was resolved to +run the risk even of committing indirect suicide, rather than omit one +iota of the prescribed inflictions. + + * * * * * + +At last, the period appointed by the Prior for my seclusion in the +vaults was over, and, by his express command, I was obliged to remove +from thence, in order to finish the remainder of my penance in the +convent, although my cell was yet to be separated from all the other +brethren; for, by such gradations, I was at last to arrive at his +permission to return to the church, and to the society of the monks. + +But with the latter gradations of penance I was not myself satisfied. I +was enjoined only solitude and a daily use of the knotted rope; but I +stedfastly refused every better sort of food which was now offered to +me; and when at last allowed to enter the church, I lay for whole days +on the cold marble floor, before the shrine of St Rosalia, and chastised +myself in my cell in the most cruel and immoderate degree. By these +outward sufferings, I thought that I should overcome the more fearful +pains by which I was inwardly tormented, but in vain! Those phantoms, +the off-spring of my own perturbed imagination, always returned, and I +believed myself given up a helpless prey to Satan, who thus, for his own +special divertisement, assailed me, and enticed me to commit those sins +in _thought_, which in _deed_ were no longer in my power. + +The severe penance imposed upon me, and the unheard-of perseverance with +which it was fulfilled, excited in the highest degree the attention of +the monks. They contemplated me with a kind of reverential awe, and many +times I heard whisperings among them--"He is indeed a saint!" This +expression was to me unspeakably distressing, for it reminded me vividly +of that moment in the Capuchin Convent of Koenigswald, when, in my +outrageous delirium, I had called out to the spectral painter, "I am the +blessed St Anthony!" + +The very last and concluding stage of the penance imposed by the Prior, +had now passed away, yet I had never desisted from self-martyrdom. +Nature seemed unable to bear up any longer against the violence which I +inflicted. My eyes were dim and sunk in their sockets. My bleeding frame +was become a mere skeleton, so that, when for hours I had lain on the +marble floor, I was not able to raise myself till the monks came to +assist me. + +At last, the Prior one day sent for me to his consulting-room. +"Brother," said he, "do you now feel, after the severe penance you have +undergone, your mind soothed and lightened? Have the consolations of +Heaven been poured upon you?" + +In the hollow tone of despair, I answered him, "No!" + +"Brother," he resumed, "when, after your confession of horrid crimes, I +inflicted on you that severe penance, I satisfied the laws of the +church, which demand that a malefactor whom the arm of justice has not +reached, but who voluntarily confesses his evil actions, should also, +by his outward conduct, prove the _reality_ of his repentance. Yet I +believe, (and the best authorities are on my side,) that the most +excruciating torments which the penitent can inflict on himself, do not, +as soon as he himself grounds any confidence on these exercises, +diminish, by one fraction, the amount of his guilt. To no human +intellect is it given to explain how the omniscient and eternal Ruler +measures and weighs the deeds of mankind; but lost for ever must that +mortal be, who deludes himself with expectations of taking Heaven by +storm, through the force of penitential infliction. + +"Moreover, the individual who believes that, by the fulfilment of such +duties, the crimes of which he has been convicted are, of necessity, +blotted out and atoned, proves, by this very belief, that his inward +repentance has neither been true nor complete. But as for you, dear +brother Medardus, you have yet experienced no consolation, and _this_, +in my opinion, proves the truth of your conversion. Give up now, I +command you, all chastisements--allow yourself better food, and no +longer avoid the society of your brethren. + +"Learn, besides, that your extraordinary life, with all its complicated +involvements, is better known to me than it is even to yourself. A +fatality from which you could not escape, gave to the devil a certain +influence over you; and, while you committed crimes which to your own +nature were abhorrent, you were only his tool, or implement. + +"Dream not, however, that you are on this account less sinful in the +eyes of Heaven, or of the church, for on you was bestowed ample power, +if you had had the resolution to exert it, to conquer in a spirited +battle the fiend who beset you. In what mortal heart has not this +influence of our arch-enemy raged like a tempest, resisting every +impulse of good? But without this conflict, virtue could have no +existence--For in what doth virtue consist, but in the triumph (after a +hard-fought battle) of good over evil? + +"But, as one source of consolation, I can inform you, that you have +accused yourself of a crime wherein you have been guilty in intention, +but not in effect. Aurelia yet lives. In your madness you probably +wounded yourself, and it was your own blood that streamed over your +hands. Aurelia still lives;--this fact I have amply ascertained." + +Hereupon I fell on my knees, with my hands uplifted in fervent prayer, +and burst into tears. + +"Know farther," said the Prior, "that the strange old painter, of whom, +in your confession, you spoke so much, has, as long as I can remember, +been an occasional visitor at our convent, and probably may, before +long, again appear among us. Long ago he gave me a parchment book to +take charge of, in which are numerous drawings, but more especially a +kind of chronicle, to which, as often as he came hither, he always added +a few lines or pages. He has not left me under any injunctions not to +shew this book to any one whom its contents may interest, and, of +course, I shall not hesitate to intrust it with you. Indeed, this now +becomes my indispensable duty, and hence you will learn the wonderful +entanglements of your own destiny, which at one time led you as if into +a higher world of visions and miracles, and, at another, into the most +ordinary and most depraved scenes of what is called the world. + +"It has been said that miracles have now wholly vanished from the earth; +but this is a doctrine which I, for one, am by no means inclined to +accede to. Miracles, if by that name we understand only that which we +by no means can explain or account for, certainly have continued among +us, though it is true, that by the observance of a few fixed and limited +rules, our philosophers seem (in their own conceit at least) to give +laws to nature; yet, nevertheless, there are phenomena every now and +then recurring, which put all their boasted wisdom to shame, and which, +in our obstinate stupidity, because they are not explainable, we +therefore reject, as unworthy of belief. + +"In this manner we deny, among other things, the possibility of a +spiritual apparition, inasmuch as it is impossible for an incorporeal +figure to be mirrored on the surface of the human eye, which is +corporeal, the absurd fallacy and sophism of which reasoning is obvious. +To tell the truth, I look upon this ancient painter as one of those +extraordinary apparitions, which put to the blush all ordinary rules and +theories. I am doubtful even if his corporeal figure is such as we can +properly call real. This much is certain, that no one here ever +discovered in him the ordinary functions of life. He would neither eat, +drink, nor sleep; nor did I ever observe him either writing or drawing, +though it was obvious, notwithstanding, that in the book, in which he +only appeared to read, there were always more leaves written or painted +on when he went away, than there had been before. + +"I should observe, also, that all which the book contains, appeared to +me to be mere _griffon-age_, or fantastic sketches of an insane artist, +until you came to our convent. Then, for the first time, its pages came +to be legible and intelligible, after you, dear brother Medardus, had +confessed to me. + +"I dare not give utterance more particularly to my own suppositions, or +apprehensions, regarding the real character of this old painter, and his +relationship to you. You will yourself guess at the truth, or, more +probably, it will develope itself in the clearest light before you, when +you have attentively perused this book. Go then, take every proper +method and precaution to restore your bodily, as well as mental +energies, and, in a few days, if you feel yourself recovered, as I hope +will be the case, you shall receive from me the mysterious volume, +which, meanwhile, I retain, as you have not strength at present for the +task of deciphering it." + +Henceforward, I was of course under the necessity of acting according to +the injunctions of the Prior. I ate with the brethren at their public +table, and omitted all chastisements, confining myself to fervent and +prolonged prayer at the altars of the saints. Although my heart +continued to bleed inwardly, and my mind was still much disturbed, yet +at last those horrible phantoms and diabolical temptations by which I +had been persecuted, came to an end. Often, when tired to death, I +passed sleepless nights on my hard couch, there was around me a waving +as if of seraphs' wings; and I beheld the lovely form of the living +Aurelia, who, with her eyes full of tears and celestial compassion, bent +down over me. She stretched out her hand, as if protectingly, and +diffusing blessings over my head. Then my eye-lids sank down, and a mild +refreshing slumber poured new strength into my veins. + +When the Prior observed that my mind and frame had once more regained +some degree of healthy excitement, he again sent for me in private, and +gave me the painter's parchment book, admonishing me to read it with +attention in my own cell. + +I opened the volume, and the first of its contents which struck my eye +were drawings for those paintings which still exist in the Church of the +Holy Lime-Tree, and which had, from earliest youth, possessed so +mysterious an influence over my whole life. Formerly, the possession of +this book would have agitated me almost to madness, from the degree of +anxiety which it would have excited. Now, however, after the discipline +which I had undergone, I was perfectly calm. Besides, there was scarcely +any degree of mystery left which I had not by anticipation already +developed. That which the painter had here, in a small scarcely-legible +hand, set down, intermixed with sketches both in black lead and in +colours, was but a distinct and clear delineation of my own dreams and +apprehensions, brought out indeed with a degree of precision and +accuracy of which I could not have been capable. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +After mature reflection, I have judged it superfluous to transcribe in +this place the parchment book of the old and supernatural painter; +though I might be tempted to do so by the consideration, that no one +else could ever be enabled to understand and follow out its intricate +details, or even to decipher the hand-writing. He sets out by speaking +of himself in the third, but afterwards, or towards the close of his +narrative, uses the first personal pronoun. + +He was the eldest son of a certain Prince Camillo di Rosoli, (who had in +early life been distinguished for his bravery and military talents,) and +had been sent by his father, at an early age, into the world, where, to +the great surprise of his noble friends and relations, he devoted +himself almost exclusively to the study of painting, under a celebrated +master of that art in Rome. Here he had already been for a considerable +time, when his father, having been requested by the Republic of Genua to +take the command of a powerful fleet against the Algerine corsairs, sent +an abrupt and peremptory order for the young prince to return home. To +this, Francesco, for that was his name, returned for answer, that a +prince, surrounded by all the pomp and dignity incident to high rank, +was, in his estimation, a mere cipher, in comparison with the character +of an independent man of genius, whose wants were few, and who could +supply these wants by the exercise of his art. A prince, he said, was, +by the circumstances under which he lived, much more subdued and slavish +than even the poorest artist:--for his own part, he knew well enough how +to wield the pallet and pencils, but by no means the sceptre. Finally, +that as to exploits in warfare, whether by sea or land, they were +barbarous and abhorrent to his nature; whereas the creations of the +painter were like reflections on canvass of the divine spirit, of which +a share sometimes descends on favoured mortals. + +Thus he sent back his father's messengers with contumely and disgrace, +and the old prince, being thereby violently incensed, dispatched other +ambassadors, who had no better success; whereupon, they informed him, +that, if he did not obey his father's orders, they were commissioned to +say, that he would be disinherited, and never more permitted to assume +that rank which he had now virtually, though not formally, resigned. + +To these conditions Francesco made no objections whatever;--on the +contrary, he gave up to his younger brother, in a regular charter, all +claims on the family estates; and as the old prince soon after lost his +life in battle, Zenobio succeeded to the government, and Francesco +continued to live poorly enough on a small pension, which his brother +voluntarily bestowed upon him. + +Francesco was originally of a proud and overbearing temper; but his +instructor in the art of painting, the celebrated Leonardo di Rovino, +was one of the most pious and ingenious of men. Finding that his pupil +had actually renounced the fortune and rank to which he had been born, +he gave him such good counsel and example, that for some years Francesco +behaved as a very obedient and faithful disciple, assisting his master +in the completion of several great works, which were almost wholly +devoted to the illustration of the Christian miracles, and the glorious +lives of the Saints. + +After some time, however, it came to pass that Francesco raised himself +to the rank of a master on his own account, and was engaged to paint +many altar-pieces for churches, &c., in which Leonardo continued kindly +to assist him, until at length, being very far advanced in years, he +died. + +Then like a fire long with difficulty suppressed, the native pride and +insolence of Francesco's character again broke forth. He looked on +himself as the greatest painter of his time, and joining with this +notion of his own pre-eminence, the recollection of his hereditary rank, +he assumed for himself the title of the Noble Painter. Of his once +revered master, Leonardo, he now spoke with contempt, and invented for +himself a new school of art, which was well adapted to attract the +admiration of the multitude. He diligently studied the works of the +ancient statuaries; among which, a certain renowned figure of Venus, +above all others, engaged his attention; and henceforth no one could +equal him in representing the luxurious seductions of the female form, +which he always introduced naked, giving to his figures, by means of +dark shadows in the back ground, and a brilliance of colouring, which +were particularly his own, the most magical effect of _alto relievo_. + +It happened that in the great city he fell into the society of a set of +wild young men, most of them of high rank, who were delighted to have +for their companion a man in birth equal to themselves, though, as an +artist and man of genius, more interesting than men of mere fortune and +family can generally pretend to be. Francesco was but too willing to +attend their feasts and festivals, and was delighted by the praise with +which they constantly fed his vanity, insisting, in particular, on the +high advantages which he possessed over the artists of that age, by his +preference of the ancient models, and his correctness as to drawing and +anatomy. + +Being all of them unable or unwilling to submit to any degree of +restraint, and cherishing no other principle than that of yielding to +the extravagance of youthful imagination, and the indulgence of their +own passions, they formed a plan of renouncing altogether the Christian +Religion, and adopting fantastically the creed and manners of the +ancient Romans. + +In this manner they for some time continued to lead a shameless and most +dissolute life, in consequence of which, it happened that Francesco, +neglecting the orders which were from time to time sent to him from +convents and other religious institutions, fell into grievous distress +for want of ready money. Added to this it so happened, that the salary +usually allowed him by his brother Zenobio, was not paid at the regular +time. He now recollected that the monks of a certain Capuchin convent +had some months before offered a large sum for an altar piece, +representing the martyrdom of St Rosalia, which commission he had, under +the influence of his dissolute pleasures, and apostacy from the +Christian faith, refused to execute. Now, however, he resolved to +perform the work required of him, wholly for the sake of the reward with +which it would be attended. + +Accordingly he began, intending to paint the martyrdom of St Rosalia, in +his usual glaring and seductive manner, modelling her form and features +after those of the favourite Venus which has already been mentioned. In +the pencil drawing which he made in the first place, he succeeded well +enough, and the wicked young men, his companions, were highly delighted +with the notion of setting up a heathenish idol, instead of a real +picture of a Christian saint, in the church. + +But when Francesco came actually to paint, lo! by some inexplicable +influence, the work turned out very differently from what he had +intended.--A more powerful inspiration overcame that of wicked deceit, +and hatred to the Christian faith, by which he had been till then +actuated. It seemed as if the countenance of an angel, from the realms +of the blest, began to dawn on his perceptions, out of the dark clouds +which he had laid for the ground-work on his canvass. Involuntarily a +kind of religious terror took possession of his mind. He became fearful +of offending the blessed martyr whom he was employed to represent, and +around the body, which, according to the original design, he had painted +naked, were at last thrown the elegant folds of a dark-red dress, with a +sky-blue shawl or mantle. + +The Capuchin monks had, in their letter to the painter, only expressed +their wish for a portrait of St Rosalia, that is to say, for a single +figure, and for this purpose had his drawing been prepared; but now, led +on by the workings of his own creative spirit, he invented a grand +historical design, and introduced many figures, grouped with great +skill, and which blended very harmoniously with that of the principal +personage. In short, Francesco's attention was wholly absorbed by this +work, so that the shameful course of life which he had before led was +completely broken of, or at least interrupted. + +It came to pass, however, that he found himself quite unable to finish, +according to his own notions, the countenance of the saint; and this +disappointment tormented him so exceedingly, that he had no rest by +night or by day. He no longer thought of having recourse to his +favourite statue of Venus, but it seemed to him as if he beheld his old +master Leonardo, who looked at him mournfully, and addressed him in +these words--"Alas! I would willingly assist you, but I dare not! You +must first renounce all your sinful and shameless propensities, and, in +deep repentance and contrition, pray for the interposition of the +saints, against whom you have so fearfully offended." + +The wicked young men, whose society had been long neglected by +Francesco, once more sought him out, and found him in his painting +room, but wholly unemployed; for, in consequence of his mental anxiety, +he had fallen sick, and was lying powerless and despairing on his couch. +On the appearance of his friends he complained to them bitterly of his +misfortune, and expressed his belief that some malignant demon had +interfered to rob him of his former reputation, and would prevent him +altogether from completing his picture of St Rosalia. + +At this they all laughed aloud. "Ha, brother," cried one among them, "it +is easy to perceive that solitude and fasting have been the demons that +have brought this illness upon you. Come then, my friends, let us devote +a libation of good old wine to Esculapius, and the benevolent Hygeia, in +order that this feeble youth may again be restored!" + +They sent immediately for Syracusan wine, which these fantastic young +men drank out of antique-fashioned horns, and silver beakers, pouring +forth, as they expressed it, their libations to Hygeia, before the +unfinished picture. Afterwards, when they began to drink stoutly, and +insisted on Francesco joining in their orgies, the latter resolved +positively not to taste a drop of their wine, and would take no share in +their merriment; although they drank the health of his favourite +goddess, and tried every stratagem to flatter his vanity, and engage his +attention. + +At last, one of them exclaimed, "Our _penseroso_ comrade there is +perhaps really sick, and cannot so easily be cured as we had supposed. +Yet, methinks, he hath acted very wrongfully in refusing to taste the +remedies that have been already prescribed for him. Be this as it may, +seeing that he is so very ill, I shall directly go hence, and obtain for +him the assistance of a learned physician." The youth then threw his +mantle around him, girted on his sword, and marched out. Scarcely, +however, had he got beyond the door, when he returned again.--"Look you +now, comrades," he exclaimed, "I am myself the man who will effectually +cure this poor despairing artist!" + +He then put on, as well as he could, the character of an old ridiculous +physician,--bent himself half double,--walked with his knees knocking +together, and twisted his face into an hundred wrinkles,--so that, in +truth, he looked like an hideous old man; and his companions, greatly +diverted, cried out, "See what learned physiognomies the doctor cuts!" + +The doctor went up to Francesco, and pretended to feel his pulse. Then, +in a pompous rough voice, "Why, thou poor devil!" cried he, "what has +brought it into thine addled brain to fall sick in this manner? Thy +pulse beats regularly; what then is the matter with thee? Be that as it +may, I must make haste to cure thy distemper, whether real or imaginary, +and thou must submissively follow all my prescriptions; for in the state +in which thou now art, thy Donna Venus will never be pleased with thee. +It might be, however, that, if thy visage were less pale, and thy looks +not so downcast, the Lady Rosalia herself would receive you kindly. +Here, then, thou poor desponding shepherd! sip up a little of that +miraculous cordial which I always carry about with me. As you wish to +paint portraits of saints and angels, my drink will probably be of +especial service to you; for it is wine from the celebrated cellar of St +Anthony." + +With these words, the pretended doctor had pulled out a small and +oddly-shaped flask from underneath his mantle, from which flask he now +drew the cork. Instantly there spread itself all around, an +extraordinary stupifying vapour, by which most of the youths were so +confused and overcome, that, one by one, in the course of a few seconds, +they all dropt in their chairs, closed their eyes, and fell asleep. + +Francesco, meanwhile, as if tired of this mummery, and vexed to have +been mocked and flouted at, snatched the bottle with violence from the +doctor, intending at first to dash it against the wall. On the contrary, +however, the odour attracted him so much, that he put it to his lips, +and instantly swallowed a copious draught. + +"Much good may it do you!" said the doctor, who now assumed his former +countenance and youthful demeanour. But, at that moment, the door +opened, and the youth, who had before departed in order to bring a +physician, reappeared _in propria persona_. His double, who must have +been the devil, stepped forward, and made him a formal bow, whereat the +whole party were so affrighted, that they all (having been awoke from +sleep by the noise of his entrance) started up, ran away, and tumbled +headlong down stairs. + +Even like the raging of a volcano was now the tempest which arose within +the heart and soul of Francesco! All the Heathen stories which he had +before painted, revived once more, in tenfold force, on his imagination, +and their _dramatis personae_ floated around him in forms as seductive, +and colours as brilliant, as if they had been alive, and corporeally +present.--"But thou, my beloved goddess!" he exclaimed, addressing +himself to the favourite Venus whom he had so often painted--"thou must +assume also life, and a tangible form, and become mine, otherwise I +shall devote myself from henceforth to Pluto, and the subterranean +powers of darkness!" + +Then he beheld, according to his distempered phantasy, the animated +figure of his admired statue, with an exquisite bloom on her complexion, +standing right before the unfinished picture, and kindly nodding towards +him. + +Hereupon, seized with a sudden fit of inspiration, he started from his +couch, ran to his _easel_, and began to paint at the head of St Rosalia; +for he thought that he would now be able to make an exact copy from the +features of his Venus. It seemed to him, however, as if the firmest +efforts of volition could not command his hand--as if, in spite of all +his endeavours, the pencil glided away from the unfinished countenance +of Rosalia, to the profane figures by which the rest of the canvass was +tenanted--and the heavenly aspect of the saint, unfinished as it was, +and that came there he knew not how, always broke out more visibly and +powerfully into view, till at last the eyes seemed to move, and look +into his very soul. Finally, he was overcome with such agitation, that +he dropped his pallet and pencils, and fell to the ground as if dead, in +a state of utter despair and insensibility. + +When, after a long interval, he awoke from his trance, and had with +difficulty raised himself up, he did not venture to look at the picture, +which had now become so terrific, but crawled, with his eyes fixed on +the ground, towards the table, where he still found the doctor's +extraordinary bottle of wine, out of which he indulged himself with a +long and powerful draught. + +Francesco was, by this means, completely restored and energized. New +life and spirit vibrated through every limb and fibre of his frame. He +mustered up courage enough to look at his picture; and, behold! it was +now completed, even to the finest touches of the pencil which in his +best days he could have been able to bestow! But what appeared most +remarkable, was, that not the saintly countenance of Rosalia, but that +of his old favourite Venus, now smiled with the most seductive +expression and glances of love upon him. + +Accordingly, Francesco, from that moment, became the victim of the most +sinful and delirious passion. He thought of the Pagan statuary +Pygmalion, whose history had supplied him with a subject for one of his +former profane works, and like him, he implored the gods, that they +would infuse life into the creations of his art. Very soon it appeared +to him as if the principal figures in his picture began to move and to +swell forward in _alto relievo_; but when he tried to clasp the phantom +in his arms, he found that the dead, cold canvass still mocked at his +embrace! Thereupon he tore his hair, and behaved like one possessed by +the devil. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +Already two days and two nights had Francesco passed in a state of +raging delirium. On the third day, when he, as if petrified, and +motionless like a statue, was standing before the picture, the door of +his chamber opened, and there was a rustling behind him as if of female +garments. He turned round, and beheld a very beautiful woman, whom he +recognized at once as the original of his picture. + +His astonishment was now beyond all description when he beheld that +form, which he had so long contemplated as a marble statue, living, +breathing, and blooming, before him. Nay, he was seized with a kind of +mysterious terror, when he looked from his beautiful visitant back to +the picture, of which the resemblance was so accurate, that it appeared +like the reflection of her features in a mirror. + +He felt the fullest conviction, that this event was the effect of +supernatural agency; he could not utter a word, but, overcome by his +fears, fell on his knees before the strange lady, whom he scarcely +believed to be more than an aerial phantom. + +This living Venus raised him up, however, and immediately proceeded to +relate to him her own history. + +She had seen Francesco at the time when he was yet a pupil in the school +of Leonardo di Rovino. She was then but very young, but had conceived +for him a passion so ardent, that it had never lost possession of her +heart; and at last she had determined on leaving her parents and +friends, who resided in the country, and wandering away to find him in +Rome, as an inward voice had told her that he loved her very much; and +that, merely from the force of that attachment, had been led to paint +her portrait, which warning she now found to have been strictly true. + +Francesco now believed all that she told him. He became persuaded that a +secret mental sympathy existed between himself and this stranger, which +had given rise to the passion by which he had so long been haunted. He +forgot the statue, and gave himself no trouble with inquiries as to how +the resemblance betwixt it and his new visitor had been produced. Indeed +such questions would have been very needless, as they admitted not of +any satisfactory answer. + +The consequence of this visit was the solemnization (not by Christian, +but by heathen rites) of a marriage betwixt the strange woman and +Francesco, which was attended by all his libertine friends and +associates. As it was found that his bride had brought with her a casket +filled with jewels and ready money, he immediately hired servants, and +purchased a house, where they lived in great splendour and luxury for +many months. + +At the close of this period the paramour of Francesco gave birth to a +son, which event was followed by her death, attended by circumstances so +mysterious and horrible, that Francesco was obliged to fly from Rome, +being accused of sorcery and witchcraft, also of divers other crimes +peculiarly odious and abhorrent to the spirit and laws of the Christian +religion. In consequence of all this, he was obliged to make his escape +suddenly during the night, taking with him his child; and, as if +endowed with supernatural energies, he made his way onwards to a wild +and mountainous district of country, which he had before visited in his +days of extravagance and pleasure, and where he knew that there was a +cavern cut in the rock, in which he was now glad to take refuge with the +child from a violent thunder storm. + +As to the child, he could not have himself explained by what influence +he was induced to bear it along with him; for, in truth, he only wished +for its destruction. On being thrown on the hard floor of the cave, +however, the infant, for the first time, uttered some fearful and +melancholy cries, which penetrated to Francesco's heart; and hereupon, +he, being moved with compassion, tried every method in his power for its +preservation. + +For this purpose, indeed, he was not well provided. At first he could +only offer the child an orange to suck; but afterwards he recollected +the doctor's extraordinary flask, of which the contents seemed +inexhaustible, and which he had found on his departure, and brought with +him. From this bottle he administered a few drops to the infant, who +thereupon seemed miraculously strengthened and tranquillized; and he +made for it, as well as he could, a bed of heather and soft moss, +protecting it from damp and cold with his mantle. + +Hereafter, Francesco passed several weeks in the cavern, living like a +penitent hermit; and, incredible as it may seem, the child lived also, +being supplied with food from the contributions that his father received +from pious and compassionate neighbours. But Francesco's mind, +meanwhile, became quite wandering and irrational. He prayed, indeed, +with great zeal, to the blessed saints, that they would intercede for +him, a miserable sinner; for his heart was now wholly alienated from his +profane and blasphemous errors. Above all, he preferred many +supplications to St Rosalia. + +Thus it happened, that the wretched man, one beautiful and serene +evening, was prostrate on his knees, in the wilderness. He watched the +receding sun, which, at last, was slowly lost in the water, leaving the +western sky like a sea of red dazzling waves; and that ruddy light faded +ere long into the sombre grey tints of evening, the forerunner of dark +night. Then Francesco perceived in the atmosphere the roseate gleam of +an extraordinary light, which at first he noticed only as a strange +phenomenon, because the sun had now departed. But the red light assumed +a particular form, and floated always nearer and nearer to the penitent, +till at last he recognized the figure of St Rosalia, kneeling on a +bright cloud, and surrounded by angels. Then he heard a voice like that +of soft and articulate music, which pronounced the words, "Forgive, oh +Lord! this mortal, who, in his weakness, was not able to escape the +deeply-laid snares, and resist the manifold temptations, of Satan!" + +Hereupon lightnings quivered through that roseate cloud, and there was a +deep and reverberating thunder-clap. A fearful voice answered the prayer +of the saint,--"Oftentimes mortals have sinned and been forgiven; but +what habitant of earth hath ever transgressed like this one? NO +HAPPINESS IN LIFE, NOR PEACE IN THE GRAVE, SHALL BE GRANTED TO HIM, SO +LONG AS THE SINFUL RACE TO WHICH HE HATH GIVEN RISE, SHALL EXIST UPON +THE EARTH!" + +Francesco now sunk down, as if annihilated in the dust; for he +thoroughly knew that his irrevocable doom had been pronounced; and that, +by the most horrible destiny, he would now be driven, like a second +Ahasuerus, through the realms of life, without hope of enjoyment here, +or confidence of salvation hereafter. + +Of course, he now fled, without thinking of the child in the cave; for +though he could not now wish for its existence, yet he dared not add to +his already heavy crimes, by that of child-murder. He lived, being no +longer able to paint, in extreme and abject misery. Many times it came +into his mind, as if, for the glory of the Christian religion, he must +yet execute extensive and magnificent works; and, consequently, he made +out in his thoughts grand designs, both as to drawing and colouring, +which should illustrate and represent the history of the blessed Virgin, +and St Rosalia. But how could he begin those paintings, as he now did +not possess a single _scudo_ to supply himself with canvass and colours, +and only supported himself by the small pittance of alms, which he +received at the doors of churches? + +Into the churches also, like other mendicants, he was allowed freely to +enter; and thus it befell, that one bright and beautiful evening, though +at a late hour, when the sun had gone down, he sat staring on an +opposite empty wall, and filled it in imagination with the paintings +which his genius was yet fully competent to execute. While he sat thus +absorbed in reverie, he saw two female figures, who, silently and with +noiseless steps, approached him. Their countenances were veiled, so that +he had no perception of their features; but, with a voice that rose on +his ears like celestial music, one of them addressed to him the +following admonition:-- + + "In the remote land of East Prussia is the celebrated + Convent of the Holy Lime-Tree, wherein + Providence has vouchsafed to shew many miracles; + but the magnificent chapel there erected is yet + without any ornaments of painting. Go thither, + then! Let the practice of your art as a painter + become to you an exercise of devotion, and your + now desponding soul will be refreshed with heavenly + consolation!" + +With these words, the two female figures melted away in a gleam of +light, and left the air filled with the fragrance of roses and lilies. +Francesco was convinced of the supernatural character of these +visitants, and resolved that he would on the following day begin his +pilgrimage. On that same evening it happened, that a servant of +Zenobio's, after much trouble, found him out, paid him two years' +arrears of his allotted income, and invited him kindly to his brother's +court. + + * * * * * + +Thus far the old painter had written of himself in the third person, +which, in his later memoranda, he exchanges for the first. I consider it +needless to transcribe his historical account of the various fortunes +and intricate relationships of that illegitimate race which he had +founded, and of which I am a descendant. No reader would take the +trouble of following out a detail which could scarcely be understood, +unless thrown into the form of a genealogical tree. Besides, the mind +revolts from the contemplation of enormous and complicated guilt! +Suffice it to say, that the child which had been left in the cave was +accidentally found and preserved; that a small ivory cup, which, along +with the bottle of the devil's elixir, was discovered at the same time, +bore, for an inscription, the painter's name, Francesco, by which the +boy was afterwards baptized. + +Many years passed away, and, according to the curse which had been +pronounced against him, the painter's life was miraculously prolonged, +in order that, by unheard-of penitence, he might expiate his own crimes. +Meanwhile, he beheld the powers of darkness unceasingly employed against +him. The boy who had been found in the cave, and who was protected and +educated, first in the palace of Count Philippo di Saverno, in Italy, +afterwards in the Court of Prince Zenobio, had several children, among +whom were two, a son and daughter, who especially inherited their +father's wicked propensities, and yielded to the temptations of the +devil. + +The family afterwards branched out so widely, that the painter's book +alone would supply materials for many volumes. To this family belonged +the Princess von Rosenthurm, the Abbess of the Cistertian Convent, both +the first and second Baroness von F----, and the Count Victorin, who, +notwithstanding the mystery under which he had been reared and educated +in Italy, I now ascertained to be my brother. After the horrible crimes +which my father had perpetrated at the court of Rosenthurm, he was +arrested in his flight by an attack of severe illness, which detained +him long at the house of a benevolent countryman, whose daughter (my +mother) he afterwards married. For some time after this event, by his +knowledge of literature and the arts, he contrived to obtain employment +in the world, having assumed a fictitious name, and established himself +under a principality where his person and features were wholly unknown. +But sooner or later, sin is, even in this world, visited by punishment, +and the just anger of the Almighty. My father was again attacked by +sickness, so that the remnant of the once considerable legacy left him +by his father, was wholly spent. He fell into the bitterest poverty, and +was at the same time assailed by such horrors of conscience, that his +life became a continued miserable penance. + +At last Heaven, by means of an extraordinary vision, sent to him a gleam +of consolation. He was warned that he should make a pilgrimage to the +Convent of the Holy Lime-Tree in Prussia, and that the birth of a son +should there announce to him the grace and forgiveness of Heaven. + + * * * * * + +The last words in the manuscript are as follows. More, indeed, seems to +have been written, but in a scrawl half obliterated, and so faint that +it could not be deciphered. + + * * * * * + +"In the forest by which the Convent of the Lime-Tree is surrounded, I +appeared to the melancholy mother as she wept over her lately born, and +fatherless infant, and revived her almost annihilated spirit with words +of consolation. Miraculously sometimes has the favour of Heaven seemed +to be won for children who are born within the limits of a blest +sanctuary. They have even been visited by supernatural and celestial +visions, kindling up in their infant minds the fires of divine love, and +the holiest aspirations. The mother has, in holy baptism, given to this +child his father's name, Francesco, or, according to conventual +language, Franciscus. + + * * * * * + +"Wilt thou then, oh Franciscus! prove to be that long-wished-for +descendant, who, born on consecrated ground, will atone, by the piety +of his earthly pilgrimage, for the crimes that were heaped up by his +ancestors? And wilt thou procure for the wretched penitent refuge in the +grave? + +"I have taken such precautions, that the boy will remain for many years +far from the world and its seductive delusions; nay, I have resolved +that he shall become a monk. This destination, the same blessed saint +who poured divine consolation into my soul announced to his mother, and +this event may, indeed, be the forerunner of divine grace, and +forgiveness, which, with the splendour of the morning light, has at last +beamed forth upon me, so that I seem, in my inward mind, to observe +clearly, by anticipation, every event of the future. + +"Methinks I already behold this youth undergo the deadly strife with the +fiends of darkness, who, with the most fearful weapons, press in upon +him. He falls a victim to their infernal artifices, yet a beatified +female elevates over his head the crown of victory. It is the blessed St +Rosalia herself, by whom he is rescued. As often as the mercy of Heaven +allows it to me, I shall be near him in infancy, in youth, and in +manhood, and will protect him to the utmost of my limited power." + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +The fame of my sanctity had now spread in such a manner abroad, that +when I allowed myself to be seen in the streets of Rome, there were +passengers who begged me for a moment to speak with them, and then, with +the humblest prostration, implored my blessing. No doubt, my severe +penitence must excite attention, for I had renewed in their utmost +extent all my devotional exercises; but even my strange appearance, my +neglect of my dress, &c. might be enough to excite the imagination of +the lively Italians, who are ready at all times to fix on any remarkable +individual for the hero of a religious legend. Often, when unconscious +of all that passed around me, I had thrown myself on the steps of an +altar, I was awoke from my inward contemplation by the murmur of prayer, +and groans of repentance, from those who had collected around me, as if +wishing to implore my saintly intercession with Heaven. + +As in the Capuchin Convent, I frequently heard it called out in the +streets behind me--"There goes the saint!" and such words never failed +to strike like daggers to my heart. I wished, therefore, to leave Rome, +and had made my arrangements for this purpose, when, to my utter +astonishment, and indeed terror, the Prior of the Convent wherein I +lodged, announced to me that the Pope had ordered me to appear before +him. + +Dark apprehensions arose within me, that perhaps the powers of hell were +more than ever on the watch, and laboured by new stratagems to draw me +into destruction. Meanwhile, I summoned up all my courage, and at an +hour which was duly announced to me, repaired to the Vatican. + +I was to have a private audience, and the Pope, who was still a handsome +man, and looked as if he had been in the prime of life, received me +sitting on a richly ornamented elbow-chair. Two very beautiful boys, in +the dress of Sacristans, attended to serve him with iced water; and as +the weather was very hot, they were constantly employed in cooling the +atmosphere with large fans made of herons' feathers. + +I went up to his Holiness with the utmost humility, and paid to him the +customary homage of kneeling. He fixed his eyes sharply on me, but +instead of the grave severity, which, from a distance, seemed to me +before to characterize his features, his looks displayed much good +humour, and he welcomed me with a very agreeable smile. + +His first inquiries were only common-place questions, as to whence I +came, what had brought me to Rome, &c. He then rose from his chair, and +assuming a more serious tone, "Brother Medardus," said he, "I have +summoned you hither, because I had received extraordinary accounts of +your piety. But wherefore do you perform your devotional exercises +openly before the people, and in the most public churches? You probably +wish to be looked on as a chosen saint, a pre-elect of Heaven, and to be +worshipped by the fanatical mob. But inquire into thine own heart, +whence this idea first arose, and by what means it has acquired such +ascendancy. If your intentions are not pure before the eye of the +Almighty, and before me, his appointed Viceroy, then, Brother Medardus, +your now flourishing sanctity will soon come to a shameful end." + +These last words the Pope uttered in a deep powerful voice, and his eyes +gleamed as if in anger. For the first time, since a very long period, I +felt myself accused, without being guilty of the faults with which I was +charged. On this account I was not only able to retain perfect +composure, but even to answer him with some degree of fervour and +eloquence. + +"Heaven," said I, "has indeed granted to your Holiness to look into my +inmost heart, which is loaded and oppressed with a weight of unspeakable +crimes, of which my deep consciousness may perhaps prove the sincerity +of my repentance. Far from my thoughts is any attempt at hypocrisy. I +never had any ambition to influence the minds of the people; on the +contrary, the attention which they direct to me is abhorrent to my +feelings, and causes to me the utmost pain and regret. In support of +what I have now said, will your Holiness grant to a wretched penitent an +opportunity of relating the events of his life, that he may prove the +sincerity of his contrition, and his utter self-annihilation at the +remembrance of the sins which he hath committed?" + +On receiving permission, I accordingly went on to narrate, as concisely +as I could, the whole circumstances and adventures of my life, only +omitting names, which were of no consequence as to the facts that I +related against myself. The Pope listened with the greatest attention, +appearing always more and more interested. At last, by many +extraordinary looks and gestures, he evinced the astonishment that I had +excited. + +"Your history, Brother Medardus," said he, "is, indeed, the most +mysterious that I have ever heard. Do you then believe in the immediate, +and _visible_ agency of the devil?" I was about to answer, but he went +on. "Do you believe that the wine which you stole from the +relic-chamber, and drank, really impelled you to the crimes which you +have committed?" + +"Like a water distilled from pestilential herbs," said I, "it gave new +strength to the seeds of vice and wickedness which lurked within me, +till at length they burst from their concealment, and spread into +luxuriant and multiplying growth!" + +Upon this answer, the Pope seemed to sink into reflection, and said, +more as if communing with himself, than addressing me,-- + +"What if the same rules of nature by which corporeal life is usually +governed, applied also to the mind? If every seed or scion must bring +forth and perpetuate that which is like to itself? There are whole +families of murderers, and of robbers. In such cases this was the +hereditary sin, entailed on a race followed by some inexpiable curse!" + +"If he who is descended from a sinful ancestor," said I, "must of +necessity sin again, it follows from this doctrine, that there is no +sin!" + +"Nay," said the Pope, "the Almighty created a gigantic power, who can +yet tame and control the appetite for crime, which, like a furious wild +beast, rages within us. This giant is named Conscience, and from his +combat with the beast, arise our independence and volition. In the +victory of the giant consists virtue; in the victory of the beast +consists sin." The Pope was silent a few moments. He then added in a +milder voice, "Do you believe, Brother Medardus, that it is becoming for +the Viceroy of Heaven, to reason thus with you on virtue and vice?" + +"Your Holiness," said I, "has condescended to allow the humblest of your +servants to hear your opinions on this matter; and it well becomes the +warrior to speak freely on that combat, whose dangers he has himself +encountered, and in which he has long since obtained the palm of +victory!" + +"You have a favourable opinion of me, Brother," said the Pope; "or do +you look upon the Tiara, as the laurel crown, announcing my victory to +the world?" + + * * * * * + + [_The Editor has here left out two or three pages of this + conversation, as it seems irrelevant to the general tenure of the + narrative._] + + * * * * * + +Hereupon the Pope again rose from his chair. "Thou art an excellent +orator, Brother Medardus," said he, "and hast spoken after my own +heart--we shall, as I perceive, understand one another better ere long +than we now do. Remain at Rome. In a few days you will be promoted to +the dignity of Prior of the Capuchin Convent, where a situation is now +vacant, and afterwards, perhaps, you will be chosen for my Father +Confessor. Go then, behave yourself with more prudence in the churches, +and think not of raising yourself to canonization. The calendar is +already crowded!--Farewell!" + +Our interview ended here, and by these last words of the Pope, I was not +a little astonished, as indeed I had been by his whole behaviour +throughout, which was completely at variance with the picture which I +had previously drawn of him. I had imagined not only that he was a +worthily appointed Vicegerent of Heaven on this earth, but that he was +gifted with every virtue, and all mental energies. He had, on the +contrary, falsely supposed that I was actuated by the base ambition of +being looked on as a saint, and now wished to excite in my mind a desire +for other temporal distinctions, which was, in truth, not less sinful. + +Notwithstanding my perplexity and dissatisfaction, I was led to conform +to what the Pope had enjoined, as to the intermission of my penitential +exercises; and I wandered for some days idly through the streets of +Rome, meditating chiefly on my past life, on the penitence which I had +undergone, and the career which was yet before me. + +On the last of these idle days, as I passed through the Spanish Square, +there was a mob assembled round the stage of a puppet-player. My +attention was at once attracted by the croaking voice of Pulcinello, and +the laughter of the audience. The first act was ended as I came up--the +curtain dropped, and the audience stood in anxious expectation of the +second. + +The little curtain again drew up. The youthful King David appeared with +his sling and his sackful of pebbles. With the most ludicrous gestures, +he proved that the monstrous giant should now be slain, and Israel +rescued. Then there was heard a fearful hollow roaring and rustling +under the stage, whereupon the giant mounted up, with a huge and most +absurdly ill-proportioned head. How was I astonished, when, at my first +glance of this giant's head, I recognized the features of my old friend +Belcampo. Right under his head he had, by means of an ingenious +apparatus, contrived to fit on a small body, conformable to those of the +other puppets, while his own person was concealed by the stage drapery, +which last served, at the same time, for the mantle of the giant. +Goliah, with most hideous grimaces of visage and contortions of his +dwarfish body, held a proud and threatening discourse, which King David +only now and then interrupted by a shrill and contemptuous laughter. + +The mob were diverted out of all measure, and I myself being wonderfully +attracted by this new apparition of Belcampo, allowed myself to be +carried away by the impression of the moment, and broke out into the +unrestrained and hearty laughter of boyish delight. Alas, how often +before was my laughter only the convulsive vibration of that internal +torment which preyed upon my heart! + +Hereafter, the combat with the giant was preceded by a long disputation, +wherein King David demonstrated, with great erudition and eloquence, +wherefore he must and would smite his frightful antagonist to death. +Belcampo made all the muscles of his countenance writhe and play with +the most inconceivable vivacity, indicating extreme rage. His gigantic +arms stretched themselves out against the less than little David, who, +meanwhile, saved himself by incredible leaps and bendings, vanishing +altogether, and then coming into sight again--now here, now there, even +from the folds of the giant's own mantle. At last the pebble flew from +David's sling against Goliah's head. He fell down lifeless, and the +curtain dropped. + +I laughed always more and more, excited not merely by the absurdity of +Pulcinello, but by my previous recollection of Belcampo's grotesque +genius. Probably I laughed too loud, for the people seemed to notice my +conduct; and, when I turned round, there was a dignified Abbot standing +near me. + +"I rejoice, reverend sir," said he, "to find that you have not +altogether lost your relish for terrestrial enjoyments. After I had +witnessed your most extraordinary penitence and devotion, I believed +that it would be wholly impossible for you to be diverted with follies +such as these." + +While the Abbot spoke thus, it seemed to me as if I ought to feel +ashamed of my levity, but involuntarily I answered him in a way of which +I directly afterwards repented. "Believe me, Signor _Abbate_," said I, +"the man who has once combated, like a stout swimmer, with the stormy +waves of this changeful life, never loses altogether the power of +lifting up his head bravely from the dark flood!" + +The Abbot looked at me with significant glances. "Indeed!" said he, "I +know not which to praise most, the poetry or logic of your illustration. +I believe that I now understand you completely, and admire you, reverend +sir, from the bottom of my heart!" + +"I know not, for my part, Signor _Abbate_," replied I, "how a poor +penitent monk can have excited your admiration." + +"Excellent!" said the Abbot. "You do not, most reverend father, run any +risk of forgetting the part you have to play!--You are worthy to be the +favourite of the Pope!" + +"His Holiness," answered I, "has indeed been pleased to honour me with +an audience. I have done homage before him in the dust, as is becoming +towards him, whom, on account of his tried virtues, Omnipotence has +chosen for his vicegerent on earth." + +"Well, then," replied the Abbot, "you, too, are no doubt a well-chosen +vassal of the triple-crowned, and will nobly fulfil the duties required +of you. But, believe me, the present Pope is a jewel of virtue, compared +to Alexander the Sixth, and you may perhaps have erred sadly in your +reckoning. Go on with your part, however--What is well begun is half +ended!--Farewell, most reverend father!" + +With a laugh of unrepressed scorn, the Abbot started away, leaving me +confounded and almost petrified at his conduct. When I connected his +expressions with my own remarks on the Pope, I became convinced that the +latter was by no means that conqueror deservedly crowned "after his +combat with the beast," such as I had supposed him to be; and, at the +same time, I could no longer entertain any doubt that my penitential +exercises must, to the majority of the public, have appeared but as a +hypocritical and artificial system, adopted only to force myself into +notice. Astonished and bitterly mortified, I returned home to my +convent, and going into the church, had recourse to long and zealous +prayer. + +Then the scales seemed to fall from my hitherto blinded eyes, and I +recognized at once the temptation of the powers of darkness, who had of +new endeavoured to involve me in their snares. Only rapid and instant +flight could save me from destruction. And I determined with the first +rays of the next morning to set out on my way. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +It was already night when I heard the gate-bell of the convent forcibly +rung. Soon after, the brother who officiated as porter, came into my +cell and told me there was a strangely-dressed man without, who insisted +on speaking with me. I went accordingly to the parlour. It was Belcampo, +who, in his usual mad style, capered up to me, seized me by both arms, +and drew me, with an air of great mystery, aside into a corner. + +"Medardus," said he, in a low and hurried tone, "you may make what +arrangements you please for your own destruction; but Folly is once more +come on the wings of the west wind to the rescue of your helpless +wisdom. If there is but the slightest corner or thread of your habit +remaining in sight, this arm will yet draw you back from out the yawning +and bottomless abyss. Oh, Medardus! remember and acknowledge once more +the power of love and of friendship. Think on David and Jonathan, +dearest Capuchin!" + +"I have admired you as Goliah, no doubt," answered I; "but what can have +brought you hither at this time, I have yet to learn." + +"What brought me hither!" said Belcampo, with great fervour. "What else +could have impelled me, but an unreasonable, a boundless attachment to a +Capuchin, whose head I once set to rights (in more senses of these words +than one) when it was in very formidable disorder; who threw about him +his blood-red golden ducats, with lavish profusion; who had intercourse +with abominable _revenants_; who, finally, after he had committed a few +trifling murders, was about to marry the most beautiful woman in the +world, with whom----" + +"Stop--stop there!" cried I--"no more of this, thou cruel-hearted and +reckless fool. Heavily have I already done penance for all with which +thou hast now, in thy wicked humour, reproached me!" + +"Ha! Brother Medardus," said Belcampo, "are the scars then so tender and +sensitive of those wounds with which the powers of darkness assailed +you? This proves that your recovery is not yet perfect; so, then, I +shall be as mild and quiet as a child--I shall tame the wildness of my +fantasy--shall no more cut caprioles either mentally or corporeally--but +only inform you, that as my attachment and friendship, chiefly on +account of your sublime madness, which you call wisdom, are very great, +I am determined to preserve your life as long as possible, and protect +you from every danger that you bring upon yourself. + +"Concealed in my puppet-show theatre, I have chanced to overhear a +discourse relating to you. The Pope has determined to make you the Prior +of one of the most distinguished Capuchin Convents, and also to appoint +you his own Father Confessor. Fly, then, quickly--fly from Rome, for +dagger and poison are already prepared for you. I know one bravo who has +even now got his retaining fee for sending you in all haste to the other +world. In a word, you have come in the way of a certain famous +Dominican, who has hitherto been the Pope's confessor. You are obnoxious +to him and all his adherents; and, to conclude, to-morrow morning you +must no longer be found within the walls of Rome!" + +This new occurrence I was at no loss to connect in my mind with the +expressions of the unknown _Abbate_. The two warnings were exactly in +keeping with each other, and I stood so lost in thought, that I scarcely +noticed the absurd conduct of Belcampo, who embraced me with great +fervour, and then with hideous grimaces and contortions took his +departure. + +It might now be past midnight, when I heard the hollow rolling of a +carriage over the pavement of the Court. Soon afterwards, I observed +steps on the stone-stairs. There was a knocking at my door, which I +opened, and beheld the Father Guardian of the Convent, who was followed +by a man in disguise, masked, and carrying a torch in his hand. + +"Brother Medardus," said the guardian, "we are informed that a dying man +desires your spiritual assistance, and the last unction. Do then what +the rule enjoins. Follow this man, who will lead you to the person who +requires your attendance." + +Hereupon, a cold shuddering ran through my limbs. The apprehension rose +vividly within me, that they were leading me to my own death; yet I +dared not refuse, but instantly rose, put on my habit, and followed the +stranger, who lighted me down stairs, opened the door of the carriage, +and forced me to enter it. + +In the carriage there were two other men, also disguised, who placed me +betwixt them. I inquired whither I was to be led, and who it was that +wished for my prayers and last services? No answer. In deep silence, we +drove on through several streets. For some time, I believed, by the +sound of the wheels, that we were already beyond the city walls; but +again, I perceived that we came through an arched gate-way, and then +drove once more over paved streets. + +At last, the carriage stopped, and I felt that they immediately bound up +my hands; and that a thick night-cap was drawn over my face, by which I +was completely blinded. At this I expressed some dissatisfaction and +anxiety. + +"No evil shall befall you," said a rough voice, "only you must be silent +as to all that you see and hear, otherwise your death is inevitable." + +They now lifted me out of the carriage. There was a rattling of keys and +locks. Then a gate opened that groaned heavily, and creaked on its rusty +and unoiled hinges. We entered, and they led me at first through long +corridors, and at last down stairs deeper and deeper. The echoing sounds +of our steps convinced me that we were in vaults, and the abominable and +oppressive air proved that these vaults were destined for the reception +of the dead. + +At last we stood still. My hands were untied, and the cap taken from my +head. I found myself in a large apartment, dimly lighted by a lamp hung +from the ceiling. + +There was a man in black robes, and wearing a mask, probably the same +who had come for me to the Capuchin Convent. He stood next to me; and +along the walls of the room, seated on two benches, I beheld many +Dominican monks. + +The horrible dream already narrated, which occurred to me in the prison +at the _residenz_ of the Prince von Rosenthurm, came back vividly on my +remembrance. I held it for certain, that I was now to meet an immediate +and cruel death; yet I remained silent, and only prayed inwardly, not +for rescue from the danger that awaited me, but for a religious and +sanctified end. + +After some moments of gloomy silence and expectation, one of the monks +came to me, and said, with a hollow voice, "Medardus, we have here +doomed to death a brother of your order. His sentence is this night to +be carried into execution. From you he expects absolution and admonition +in his last moments. Go, then, and fulfil what belongs to your office." + +The mask in black robes, who stood near me, now took me by the arm, and +led me from the audience-chamber through a narrow passage, into a small +vaulted cell. + +Here I found lying in a corner, on a straw-bed, a pale and emaciated +spectre--properly speaking, a mere skeleton--half-clothed, or rather +hung like a scarecrow, with rags. The mask placed the lamp which he had +brought with him on a stone-table, in the middle of the vault, and +retired. + +I then approached nearer the wretched couch of the prisoner. My name had +been announced, and with great difficulty he turned himself round +towards me. I was confounded when I recognized the features of the +venerable Cyrillus. A smile as of celestial beatitude came over his +countenance, though I knew not wherefore he was thus rejoiced. + +"So then," said he, "the abominable ministers of hell, who dwell in this +building, have for once not deceived me. Through them I learned that +you, dear Brother Medardus, were in Rome; and as I expressed a great +wish to speak with you, they promised me to bring you here at the hour +of my death. That hour is now arrived, and they have not forgotten their +contract." + +Hereupon, I kneeled down beside the venerable and pious old man. I +conjured him, in the first place, to tell me, how it was possible that +he could have been doomed by any society, calling themselves religious, +either to imprisonment or death? + +"No, no! dear Brother Medardus," said Cyrillus, "not till after I have +confessed my manifold crimes, and, in the first place, those which I +have through inadvertence committed against you; not till after you +have, according to the holy institutes of our church, reconciled me with +Heaven, dare I speak any farther as to my own earthly misery, and +worldly cares. You already know, that I myself, as well as all the rest +of our community, looked upon you as the most hardened and most +unpardonable of sinners. According to our belief, you had, by a +continued chain of errors, heaped up the most enormous guilt on your +head, so that we expelled you from our society. Yet your chief crime was +but in yielding to the impulse of one fatal moment, in which the devil +cast his noose round your neck, and dragged you away from the holy +sanctuary, into the distractions of this sinful world. + +"Then an abominable swindler, assuming your name, your dress, and, as if +he were the devil incarnate, also your corporeal figure, committed those +crimes, which had almost drawn upon you the shameful death of a +murderer. It has indeed been proved against you, that you have on one +occasion sinned, inasmuch as you wished to break your monastic vows; but +that you are unstained by those enormities which were imputed to you, +there can be no doubt. Return then to our convent, Medardus, where the +brethren will receive him whom they believed for ever lost, with +redoubled kindness and rejoicing." + +Here the old man, overcome by weakness, sank back, fainting on his +couch; and resisting the excitement which his words had produced upon +me, I remembered that my present duty was to attend to Cyrillus only, +and the welfare of his soul, which he had intrusted to my care. +Therefore I laboured as well as I could, by friction, and raising him in +the bed, to recover the unhappy prisoner from his insensibility. + +At last he was restored, and went regularly through his confession; he, +the pious and almost blameless old man, humbling himself before me, the +depraved sinner! But when I absolved the self-accusing monk, whose only +fault seemed to be that he had on many subjects _doubted_, and by these +doubts had been driven hither and thither, it seemed to me as if, +notwithstanding my own manifold offences, a divine spirit were kindled +up within me--as if I were but the unworthy instrument, the corporeal +organ, by which Omnipotence spoke temporally to souls not yet released +from their temporal bondage. + +"Oh, Brother Medardus," said Cyrillus, lifting his eyes full of devotion +to Heaven, "how have your words refreshed and strengthened me! Gladly +shall I now go to meet death, which the traitors residing here have +prepared for me. I fall a victim to that abominable treachery and +concealed wickedness, by which the throne of the Pope is now +surrounded.----" + +I heard hollow sounding steps, that always came nearer and nearer. Then +keys rattled in the door-lock. + +Cyrillus raised himself up with a violent and fearful effort.--"Return," +said he, "return, Medardus, to the happiness and security of our own +convent. Leonardus is already informed as to all that has occurred; he +knows in what manner I am now about to die. Conjure him to be silent as +to this last event; for how soon, even without this, would death have +claimed a weak and tottering old man! Farewell, my brother! Pray for the +salvation of my soul! My spirit shall be with you, when, in our convent +at Koenigswald, you read for me the prayers over the dead. Above all, I +beseech you to be silent as to whatever you have witnessed here; for +otherwise you will bring on yourself certain destruction, and involve +our community in endless disputes." + +On this point I made him a solemn promise. The disguised men had come +into the room. They lifted up the old monk out of bed, and, as he had +not strength enough to walk, dragged him through the corridor towards +the vaulted hall, or audience-chamber, in which I had before been. + +On a signal from the masks, I had followed the prisoner, and now found +that the Dominicans had arranged themselves in a circle, within which +they brought the old man, and then commanded him to kneel down upon a +small heap of earth, which they had laid in the centre of the circle. + +A crucifix was now placed by one of the masks in his hands, and he +grasped it with great fervour. According to the duty of my office, I had +also gone within the circle, and prayed aloud. Before I had ended, one +of the Dominicans pulled me by the arm, and spoke to me aside. At that +moment I observed a sword gleam in the hand of one of the masks; and in +an instant, at a single blow, the head of Cyrillus was dissevered, and +rolled down, streaming a torrent of blood, at my feet. + +I could not endure the horror of this spectacle, but threw myself on the +earth, in a state of half fainting and half consciousness. On my +recovery, I found that I was in a small apartment fitted up like a cell. +A Dominican came up to me. + +"You are terrified perhaps," said he; "yet, brother, methinks you +should rather rejoice to have beheld with your own eyes this perfect +martyrdom. By that name, of course, it must be distinguished, if a +brother of your convent undergoes the execution of his sentence; for, no +doubt, you are, to a man, _all_ saints!" + +"We are not saints," replied I; "but we can at least say this +much--Never was an innocent man within the walls of our convent +murdered--Let me now go! I have fulfilled my duty faithfully, and with +self-satisfaction. The spirit of my departed brother, who is now in +Heaven, will, as I trust, be near to me, if I should fall into the hands +of accursed murderers!" + +"I do not doubt," said the Dominican, "that your departed brother, +Cyrillus, will, in such case, be able to assist you. Methinks, however, +you ought not to call the judgment which has been executed against him, +a murder. Cyrillus had committed enormous misdemeanours against the now +reigning Vicegerent of the Almighty; and it was by his (I mean by the +Pope's) express command, that your brother was condemned to death. But +as he must have confessed all to you, it is needless to speak with you +any farther on this subject. Rather take, before you go, a little of +this cordial for your bodily refreshment; for you look quite pale, and +much agitated." + +With these words, accompanied by a good-humoured smile, the Dominican +handed to me a crystal cup, filled with a dark red-coloured and strongly +fragrant wine, which, like champagne, foamed and mantled. + +I scarce knew how to interpret the obscure apprehensions which were +within me. Surely this was the self-same wine which had once before been +presented to me by the Baroness Euphemia von F----, which I then luckily +refused to taste! I had no time for reflections, however; for the monk +was attentively watching me. Involuntarily, and without thought, I put +up my left hand over my face, as if blinded by the glare of the lamp; +and with the other, lifting my glass, poured the wine into the wide +sleeve of my habit. + +The Dominican was effectually deceived.--"Much good may it do you!" said +he; at the same time hastily opening the door, and making signs for my +departure. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +I was again brought into the carriage, which, to my surprise, was now +empty; and they drove me rapidly away. The terrors of the night--the +violent excitement which I had undergone, and my grief for the +unfortunate Cyrillus, combined to produce a deep gloomy reverie, in +which I scarcely remembered where I was, or knew what was passing around +me. When the carriage stopped, I took no notice; but from this trance I +was awoke by two men, who lifted me (as if I had been unable to help +myself) out of the carriage, and then threw me down, roughly enough, +upon the ground. + +The morning had already broke, and I found myself before the gate of my +own convent, of which I immediately rang the bell. The porter was +terrified at my pale and disordered aspect; and, of course, had +announced his apprehensions to the Prior, for, immediately after early +mass, the latter came with anxious looks into my cell. + +To his questions I only answered generally, that the death of the person +whom I had been sent for to absolve had been very horrible, and that, +consequently, I could not help being much agitated. The Prior was +satisfied with this answer, but soon afterwards, from the insupportable +torment which I felt in my left arm, I could not contain myself, but +screamed out aloud. + +The surgeon of the convent was sent for, and, meanwhile, the sleeve of +my habit ripped open; but the cloth had already grown into my flesh, and +the whole arm was found withered, and eaten away to the very bone, by a +deleterious caustic. + +"I was to have drunk wine," said I to the Prior, "but allowed the +contents of the glass to run thus into my sleeve." I said no more, +remembering the injunctions of Cyrillus to secrecy. + +On the arrival of the physician, he declared that the wine had been +impregnated with the most destructive and corrosive of all poisons; but +by the remedies which he applied, my torment was lessened, at least, +though by no means assuaged. My recovery was slow and tedious; for it +was considered doubtful whether the limb ought not to be amputated. I +escaped that misfortune, however; but my arm remains to this hour +withered and powerless. + +"I am now perfectly aware," said the Prior, one morning after I became +convalescent, "of the peculiar circumstances by which you have lost the +use of your arm. The pious Brother Cyrillus vanished in the most +mysterious manner from our convent and from Rome; and you, dear Brother +Medardus, will in the same manner be lost, if you do not immediately +change your residence. During your illness, many suspicious inquiries +were made after you, and had it not been for my watchfulness, and the +faithful attachment of your brethren, probably you would not now have +been in life. + +"To me you appeared from the first an extraordinary man, under the +influence of a destiny, whose final decrees are yet inscrutable; but +however this may be, you have certainly, since your arrival in Rome, +attracted far too much attention, to escape the animosity and +watchfulness of certain people, who, no doubt, wish you to be removed +out of their way. My advice is, therefore, that you should return home +to your own country, and to your own convent. May all happiness, and, +above all, the grace of God, be with you!" + +Even without this admonition of the Prior, I should have clearly felt, +that so long as I remained in Rome, my life must be in constant danger. +To this painful thought, others were added. I was haunted still by the +recollection of my numberless and enormous crimes; then, above all, +there was the immediate torment of my festering and withered arm. I +could not value a life which was so useless and miserable, but, on the +contrary, reverted frequently to the thoughts of suicide, which only the +terror of committing a new crime prevented me from carrying into +execution. But even without this, I might soon fall in the way of +obtaining for myself a timely and welcome martyrdom, and whether this +should occur at Rome or elsewhere was to me indifferent. + +More and more, however, I accustomed myself to dwell on the thoughts of +a speedy and violent death, to which, by my penitence, I considered +myself entitled. Methought I saw the figure of the monk Medardus, _of +myself_, issuing from the gates of the convent, and passing along the +road. Then there appeared behind him a dark and indefinable form, who +stabbed him with a stiletto to the heart. A crowd immediately collected +round the bloody corpse. "Medardus!" cried they; "the pious and blessed +penitent Medardus is murdered!" + +These words were spread and repeated hundred-fold through the streets; +and the crowd always became more numerous, lamenting the loss of a saint +so gifted and distinguished. Women kneeled down, and reverentially dipt +their handkerchiefs in the blood which flowed from my wounds. In doing +this, one of them remarked the scar of the cross on my neck, whereupon +she exclaimed aloud--"He is indeed a martyr--a glorified saint! See here +the impress of Heaven, which he has borne on his earthly frame!" +Hereupon all the multitude threw themselves on their knees, and happy +were those who could touch the mortal remains of the saint, or even the +hem of his garment! Then a new impulse was given. There was an opening +made in the crowd. A bier was brought forward, ornamented with a +profusion of flowers, and in triumphant march, with prayer, and the +choral voice of divine music, the attendant youths carry on it the dead +body of the saint onwards to the church of St Peter! + +Thus my still wandering and deluded fantasy elaborated, in the most +vivid colours, a picture, representing my own martyrdom. Without once +apprehending how the deceitful demon of pride led me on, and by new +methods laboured to ensure my destruction, I resolved, after my perfect +recovery, to remain in Rome; to continue the same penitential life which +I had hitherto adopted, and then either to die in the full odour and +splendour of sanctity, or else, being rescued by the Pope, to raise +myself up to high dignities and power in the church. + +My convalescence, as I have already mentioned, was very tedious, but the +powerful energies of my constitution enabled me at first to bear up +against the torture, and at last triumph over that abominable poison, +which had not only destroyed one limb, but threatened, by sympathy, to +injure my whole vitals. The physician, however, had no doubts of my +perfect restoration. Indeed, it was only at those moments of mental +confusion which usually precede sleep, that I was liable still to +feverish attacks and delirium. + +In one of these paroxysms I was visited by an extraordinary dream, of +which the circumstances were far too wild and confused to be faithfully +described. Methought I again looked on my own dead body, but not as +before in a public street of Rome. It was now laid in a lonely _berceau_ +walk of the convent at Koenigswald, where every object in the landscape +came in vivid colours to my remembrance. Methought I was conscious of my +own separate existence, as a self-subsisting idea, and then I ascended, +as if borne up by my own buoyancy, from the realms of earth, and ere +long found myself floating in a cloud of a beautiful roseate colour. +There I beheld a magnificent array of wood-crowned mountains and rocky +cliffs, gleaming in the morning sun, but far more beautiful than those +of the earth. Anon, methought I stood at the lofty gate of a gorgeous +palace, and wished to enter; but fearful bolts of lightning crossed and +re-crossed each other, like fiery lances, betwixt me and the entrance, +till I was struck down into the bosom of a damp, obscure, and colourless +cloud. As I fell down deeper and deeper, I again beheld the dead body, +which raised itself up and stared upon me with ghastly, lustreless eyes, +and howled out some accents of lamentation, like the north wind in a +narrow ravine. Anon, methought the face of all nature became dead and +withered. The flowers declined their heads, sank down, and faded away. +The trees lost every leaf, and their dry branches rattled like the +marrowless joints of a skeleton. I saw men and women too, no longer like +living beings, but like pale, hideous spectres, and they threw +themselves in despair on the earth, calling out, "Mercy! mercy! Is then +the guilt of our crimes so enormous, that thou, oh Lord, givest unto our +Arch-Enemy power to destroy, and render vain the sin-offering of our +blood?" + +I wished for annihilation, though, being a disembodied idea, this was +impossible. Then methought I was, as if by an electrical shock, roused +up from my sleep. The great clock of the convent struck twelve. "The +dead raise themselves up," said a voice; "they rise out of their +graves, and are gone to divine worship." Accordingly, I began to pray. +Then I heard a slight knocking at my door, and believed it was one of my +brethren, who wished to come into the room, till, with +unspeakable horror, I recognized the voice of my ghostly +DOUBLE.--"Broth-er--Broth-er!" said the voice--"I am here--I am +here!--Come with me--Come with me!" + +I wished thereupon to start up from my couch, but a shuddering coldness +had fettered every limb, and every attempted movement produced only a +convulsive inward struggle. My only refuge was in prayer; and I heard, +in a strange manner, the audible effect of my own voice. Now it +gradually triumphed over the renewed knocking and stammering of the +spectre; but at last all was confused and lost in the hum of ten +thousand voices, as when the air is filled with myriads of insects. Anon +this humming changed to articulate lamentations as before, and methought +I was again wrapt in the dark cloud; but suddenly there came over it a +gleam of the most exquisite morning red. Through the dark vapours +descended a tall and dignified form, on whose bosom a cross shone with +dazzling effulgence. The features were those of St Rosalia! + +The lamentations were now turned to an exulting hymn of praise; and from +afar I beheld the landscape again blooming in all the luxuriance of +spring. Only my own voice was now heard, lamenting--"Shall I then alone, +of all these rejoicing inhabitants of earth, be given a prey to +everlasting torments?"--Then a change came over that beautiful phantom. +Its awe-striking dignity was transformed into mild grace and +beneficence, and a sweet smile was diffused over her features. + +"AURELIA!" cried I aloud, and with that name I at last in reality awoke, +and saw the clear morning light beaming into my cell. + +By this introduction of Aurelia I clearly recognized the new endeavours +of the restless powers of darkness against me; and no sooner was this +perception aroused, than I understood also the nature of those delusions +by which I had been induced to remain in Rome. I hastened down to the +church, and prayed with great fervour, leaving out, however, all bodily +chastisements, having need of all the strength that I could muster for +my long and fatiguing journey. Before the mid-day sun shot down his +perpendicular and insupportable beams, I was already far from Rome, +taking precisely the same road by which I had come thither. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +I determined to avoid the _residenz_ of the Prince; not because I was +afraid to be recognized and punished, but because I could not bear to +look on the scene of my horrible offences. Moreover, should Aurelia +still reside there, I felt that I had no certainty of avoiding new +temptations; and this apprehension, perhaps, proved, more than any other +circumstance, the reality of my penitence and conversion. The conviction +afforded me some consolation, that at least the diabolical spirit of +pride was annihilated within me, and that I no longer wished to throw +myself into danger, from a vain confidence in my own strength. + + * * * * * + +My long pilgrimage was without any incidents deserving of record. At +last I had arrived amid the well-known Thuringian mountains; and one +morning, through the dense vapours that lingered in a valley before me, +I beheld a castle, which I instantly recognized to be that of the late +Baron von F----. As I came nearer, alas! how was the scene now changed +from what it had been! The walks and ornaments of the parks were become +a wilderness of ruin and devastation. The shrubberies, parterres, and +young plantations, were either torn up by the cattle, or converted into +ploughed fields. The road on which I walked, after entering the path, +was overgrown with moss and weeds; and even the beautiful lawn before +the mansion-house, that used to be so carefully kept, was now covered +with a herd of cattle, and another of swine, that had rooted up all its +verdure. The windows of the castle, too, were broken, and looked +ghastly. The steps leading up to the principal entry were ruinous, and +covered with lichens and grass that waved in the wind. Through the whole +domain there seemed not to be one living being. All was neglected and +lonely. + +On passing through a dense thicket, which had once been my favourite +walk, I heard an obscure sound of moaning and lamentation. Then I +perceived a grey-headed old man at some distance, who, though his +countenance was turned towards me, did not seem in the least to notice +my presence or approach. On the contrary, when I came almost close to +him, he uttered, as if talking to himself in deep reverie, the +words,--"Dead--dead and gone,--all dead and gone, whom I once loved in +this world. Oh, Aurelia! thou, too, the last, art dead to all sublunary +enjoyments!" + +I now recognized Reinhold, the old intendant, though grief had so much +changed his appearance, that at first I knew not who he was. I had do +wish to speak with any one, but now remained as if involuntarily rooted +to the spot. + +"Aurelia dead!" cried I. "No, no, old man, thou art misinformed. The +power of the all-seeing and omniscient Judge protected her from the +stiletto of the murderer!" + +The old man started at these words as if he had been struck by +lightning. "Who is here?" cried he, vehemently--"Who is here?--Leopold! +Leopold!" A boy now sprung out from the thicket, and on perceiving me, +pronounced the customary salutation--"_Laudetur Jesus Christus!_"--"_In +omnia saecula saeculorum_" answered I. Then the old man raised himself up. +"Leopold! Leopold!" said he, with great energy; "Who is among us? What +is this man?" + +Now, for the first time, I perceived that Reinhold was blind. The boy +answered him. "A reverend monk, Herr Intendant; a monk of the Capuchin +order." Upon these words, it seemed as if the old man was seized by the +utmost terror and abhorrence. + +"Away--away!" cried he. "Boy, lead me from hence--To my room--to my +room! Peter shall close all the doors, and keep watch.--Away--away!" +With these words, he seemed to exert his utmost strength to escape from +me, as from a furious wild beast. The boy looked at him and me +alternately, as if quite confounded, and at a loss how to act; but the +old man, instead of allowing himself to be led, forced on his attendant, +and they soon disappeared through a gate, which, as I perceived, was +immediately locked behind them. + +I was much shocked at this adventure, and fled as quickly as I could +from this place, the scene of my greatest crimes, which now appeared to +me more abominable than ever. I soon afterwards found myself in dense +thickets of the forest, and but for the direction which the sun +afforded, would not have known what path to choose, or whither +to turn. I sank into a deep reverie, in which I almost lost all +self-consciousness of what was immediately around me; till at last, +being much fatigued, I laid myself down on a mossy couch, formed on the +spreading roots of a wild oak tree, not far from which I saw a small +artificially formed eminence, on which was planted a cross. Gazing on +this, I soon fell into a profound sleep, and the bodily exertions that I +had undergone were such, that I now slumbered without ever being visited +by any of my former visions. + +On awaking from my sleep, I was surprised to perceive an old countryman +seated near me, who, as soon as he saw that I raised myself up, +respectfully took off his cap. + +"No doubt, reverend father," said he, "you have travelled a far way, and +are greatly fatigued, otherwise you would not have chosen _this_ as your +resting-place. Or it may be that you are an entire stranger, and know +not the peculiar circumstances connected with this spot?" + +I assured him, that being a stranger, a pilgrim from the most distant +parts of Italy, I could not possibly have any knowledge of the +circumstances to which he alluded. + +"Well," said the countryman, "the warning which I wished to give you is +particularly applicable to all brethren of your order; for it is said +that some years ago a Capuchin monk was murdered in this very part of +the forest; consequently, when I saw you sleeping on the grass, I +determined to station myself here, and be ready to defend you from +whatever danger you might be threatened with. Whether the story of your +brother's death at this place be true or false, this much is certain, +that at the time alluded to, a Capuchin came as a passing guest to our +village, and after staying all night, walked away in the morning, +through these mountains. On that very day, a neighbour of mine going as +usual to big work through the deep valley below what is called the +'Devil's Ground,' suddenly heard a piercing hideous cry, which continued +for a few seconds, and then strangely died away in the air. He insists, +(though to me this appears very improbable,) that at the same time when +he heard the cry, he saw the form of a man shoot down from the +jutting-out point of rock above, into the bottomless abyss. + +"This evidence was so circumstantial, that all the village began to +think it possible that the Capuchin who had left us that morning might +really have fallen down from the cliff, and we tried every method in our +power, without endangering our own lives, to find out his dead body in +the chasm. + +"Our labour proved fruitless, however; we laughed at the man who had put +us to much trouble, and ridiculed him still more when he afterwards +insisted, that in returning home at night, he had plainly seen the +figure of a man rising out of the water. + +"This last must have indeed been mere imagination; but afterwards we +understood that the Capuchin, God knows wherefore, had been murdered by +a man of rank, who had afterwards thrown down the body from that point +of rock which we call the Devil's Chair. + +"That the murder must have been committed near the spot where we now +are, I am fully persuaded; for, as I was once sitting quietly after hard +work, and looking at an old hollow oak-tree, methought I saw something +like a corner of dark-brown cloth hanging out, which excited my +curiosity. Accordingly, when I went to the tree, I drew out of it, to my +great surprise, a Capuchin tunic, quite fresh and new, which I therefore +took home to my cottage. I perceived that one of the sleeves was stained +with blood, and in one corner found embroidered, the name 'Medardus.' + +"It occurred to me that it would be a pious and praise-worthy action if +I sold the habit, and give the money that it would bring to our priest, +requesting him to read prayers for the benefit of the poor murdered man. +Consequently, I took the dress with me to town, but no old-clothesman +would purchase it, and there was no Capuchin Convent in the place. + +"At last there came up to me a man, who, by his dress, must have been a +_chasseur_, or forester. He said that he was just then in want of such a +garment, and gave at once the money that I had demanded for it. +Returning home, I made our priest say several masses, and as I could not +contrive to station a cross in the Devil's Abyss, I placed one here, as +a memorial of the Capuchin's cruel fate. + +"However, the deceased father must have had not a few sins to answer +for; his ghost is said to wander about here still, and has been seen by +divers people, so that the priest's labours have been of no great +service in his behalf. Therefore, reverend father, I would earnestly +entreat of you, when you have returned safe to your own convent, to read +prayers now and then for the soul of your unfortunate brother, Medardus. +Will you promise me this?" + +"You are in a mistake, my good friend," said I; "the Capuchin Medardus, +who some years ago passed through your village, is not murdered; there +is no need of masses for him, since he still lives, and must by his own +labours and repentance work out the salvation of his soul. I am myself +this very Medardus.--Look here!" + +With these words I threw open my tunic, and shewed him my name +embroidered, as he had described, on the outside of the lapelle. +Scarcely had the _bauer_ looked at the name, when he grew deadly pale, +and stared at me with every sign of the utmost horror. Then suddenly he +started up, and without uttering a word, ran as if he had been pursued +by fiends into the wood. + +It was obvious that he took me for the ghost of this murdered Medardus, +and all endeavours would have failed to convince him of his error. The +remoteness of the place, and the deep stillness, broken only by the +roaring of the not far distant river, were well suited to awake in my +mind the most horrible imagery. I thought once more of my detestable +_double_, and infected almost with the terror of the countryman, I felt +myself agitated to my inmost heart, and believed that the frightful +spectre of my second self would start out from some dark thicket against +me. + +Summoning my utmost courage, I again stepped forward on my journey, but +so much was I disturbed by the revived notion of my ghostly _double_, +that not till after a considerable time had I leisure to recollect that +the countryman's narrative had completely cleared up to me the mystery +how the delirious monk had first got possession of the tunic, which, on +our flight into Italy, he had left with me, and which I had recognized +as unquestionably my own. The forester whom he had applied to for a new +dress, had, of course, purchased it from the countryman in the +market-town. + +I was deeply impressed by the confused and broken manner in which the +_bauer_ had told the fatal events of the Devil's Ground, for I thus +perceived the intricate web--the concatenation of circumstances, in +which the powers of darkness seemed to have done their utmost to produce +that fearful exchange of characters betwixt myself and Victorin. The +strange sight that had been seen by the _bauer_, too, of a man rising +out of the abyss, which his companions believed only a vision, appeared +to me of no little importance. I looked forward with confidence to an +explanation of this also, though without knowing where it could be +obtained. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +After a few days more of restless walking, it was with a beating heart, +and eyes swimming in tears, that I once more beheld the well-known +towers of the Cistertian Monastery, and village of Heidebach. Anxious as +I now am to wind up this long and painful narrative, I shall not pause +to describe and analyze my feelings at thus visiting once more the +scenes of my youth, which, in the yellow light of a still autumnal day, +lay in all their wonted calmness and beauty before me. + +I passed through the village, went up the hill, and came to the great +square shaded by tall trees before the gate of the convent. Here, for +some time, I paused, seating myself on a stone bench in a recess, +reviving all my oldest and most cherished recollections, that came over +my mind like shadows of a dream. Scarcely could I now believe that I was +the same Francesco who had there spent so many years with a heart +unclouded by care, and to whom guilt and remorse were yet known only by +name. + +While thus occupied, I heard at some distance a swelling voice of +melody--it was an anthem sung by male voices. A large crucifix became +visible, and I found that a procession was coming up the hill. The monks +walked in pairs, and at the first glance I recognized that they were my +own brethren, and that the old Leonardus, supported by a young man whose +name I did not know, was at their head. Without noticing me, they +continued their anthem, and passed on through the convent gate. + +They were followed by the Dominicans and Franciscans, also from the town +of Koenigswald, and walking in the same order of procession. Then several +coaches drove up, in which were the nuns of St Clare. From all this I +perceived that some remarkable festival was now to be solemnized. + +The church doors were opened, and I went in. People were adorning the +altars, and especially the high altar, with flower garlands, and a +sacristan gave directions for a great quantity of fresh roses, as the +Abbess had particularly desired that they should predominate. Having +resolved that I would immediately request permission to join my +brethren, I first strengthened myself by fervent prayer, after which I +went into the convent, and inquired for the Prior Leonardus. + +The porteress then led me into a hall, where the Prior was seated in an +arm-chair, surrounded by his brethren. Agitated to the utmost degree, +and indeed quite overpowered, I could not refrain from bursting into +tears, and falling at his feet. "Medardus!" he exclaimed, and a murmur +sounded immediately through the ranks of all the brethren. "Brother +Medardus!" said they--"Brother Medardus, the long-lost, is returned!" + +I was immediately lifted up from the prostration into which I had +involuntarily sunk, and all the brethren, even those with whom I was +before unacquainted, fervently embraced me.--"Thanks and everlasting +praise," they exclaimed, "to the mercy and long-suffering of Heaven, +that you have thus been rescued from the snares and temptations of that +deceitful world. But relate, dearest brother--tell us your +adventures--all that you have encountered!" + +Thus there arose among them a murmur of confused and anxious inquiries; +but, meanwhile, the Prior rose up and made a sign for me to follow him +privately into another room, which was regularly appropriated for his +use when he visited the convent. + +"Medardus," he began, "you have in the most wicked manner broken your +monastic vows, and deceived that faith which was reposed in you by all +our community. Instead of fulfilling the commissions with which I +intrusted you, you became a disgraceful fugitive, no one knows why, nor +whither. On this account, I could order you to be imprisoned for life, +or to be immured, and left to perish without food or drink, if I chose +to act according to the severe laws of our order." + +"Judge me, then, venerable father," interrupted I--"judge me according +as the conventual law directs. I should resign with pleasure the burden +of a miserable life; for indeed I feel but too deeply that the severest +penance to which I could subject myself, would to me bring no +consolation." + +"Recover yourself," said Leonardus; "be composed and tranquil. I have +now fulfilled my duty in speaking to you as an abbot; but, as a friend +and father, I have yet to address you, and to hear what you have to say +in your own justification. In a wonderful manner you have been rescued +at Rome, from the death with which you was threatened. To the disorders +which prevail there, Cyrillus has been the only sacrifice." + +"Is it possible, then," said I, "that you already know----" + +"I know it all," answered the Prior; "I am aware, that you rendered +spiritual assistance to the poor man in his last moments; and I have +been informed of the stratagem of the Dominicans, who thought they had +administered deadly poison in the wine which they offered you as a +cordial drink. Had you swallowed but a single drop, it must have caused +your death in a few minutes; of course you found some opportune method +of evading this." + +"Only look here," said I, and, rolling up the sleeve of my tunic, shewed +the Prior my withered arm, which was like that of a skeleton; describing +to him, at the same time, how I had suspected the fate that was intended +me, and found means to pour all the liquor into my sleeve. + +Leonardus started as he beheld this frightful spectacle, and muttered to +himself--"Thou hast indeed done penance, as it was fitting, for thou +hast committed many crimes.--But Cyrillus--the good and pious +Cyrillus!"---- + +He paused, and I took this opportunity of remarking, that the precise +cause of my brother's death, and the accusation which had been made +against him, remained, up to that day, unknown to me. + +"Perhaps you too," said the Prior, "would have shared the same fate, if, +like him, you had stepped forward as a plenipotentiary of our convent. +You already know, that the claim of our house, if admitted, and carried +into effect, would almost annihilate the income of the Cardinal +von ----; which income he at present draws without any right to its +appropriation. This was the reason why the Cardinal suddenly made up a +friendship with the Pope's father confessor, (with whom he had till then +been at variance,) and thus acquired, in the Dominican, a powerful ally, +whom he could employ against Cyrillus. + +"The latter was introduced to the Pope, and received with particular +favour; in such manner, that he was admitted into the society of the +dignitaries by whom his Holiness is surrounded, and enabled to appear as +often as he chose at the Vatican. Cyrillus, of course, soon became +painfully aware, how much the Vicegerent of God seeks and finds his +kingdom in this world, and its pleasures,--how he is made subservient as +the mere tool of a mob of hypocrites, who turn him hither and thither, +as if vacillating between heaven and hell. Doubtless this seems +inconsistent with the powerful talents and energetic spirit, of which he +has, on various occasions, shewn himself possessed; but which they +contrive, by the most abominable means, to pervert and to subdue. + +"Our pious brother Cyrillus, as might have been foreseen, was much +distressed at all this, and found himself called on, by irresistible +impulses, to avert, if possible, the misfortunes which might thus fall +upon the church. Accordingly, as the spirit moved him, he took divers +opportunities to rouse and agitate, by the most fervid eloquence, the +heart of the Pope, and forcibly to disengage his soul from all +terrestrial pleasures or ambition. + +"The Pope, as it usually happens to enfeebled minds, was, in truth, much +affected by what Cyrillus had said; and this was precisely the +opportunity which his wicked ministers had watched for, in order to +carry their plans into execution. With an air of great mystery and +importance, they revealed to his Holiness their discovery of nothing +less than a regular conspiracy against him, which was to deprive him of +the triple crown. For this purpose, Cyrillus had been commissioned to +deliver these private lectures, and induce the Pope to submit to some +public act of penance, which would serve as a signal for the open +out-break of the rebellion that was already organized among the +cardinals. + +"Accordingly, on the next appearance of our zealous and excellent +brother, the Pope imagined that, in his present discourse, he could +detect many concealed and treacherous designs. Cyrillus, however, did +not hesitate to persist in his attempts, assuring his Holiness, that he +who did not wholly renounce the pleasures of this world, and humble his +heart, even as the most submissive and self-accusing penitent, was +wholly unfit to be the Vicegerent of God, and would bring a load of +reproach and shame on the church, from which the latter should make +itself free. + +"After one of these interviews, the iced-water which the Pope was in the +habit of drinking, was found to have been poisoned. That Cyrillus was +perfectly guiltless on that score, it is needless for me to make any +assertion to you, who knew him. His Holiness, however, was convinced of +his guilt; and the order for his imprisonment and execution in the +Dominican Convent was the consequence. + +"The hatred of the Dominicans towards you, after the attention which you +had received from the Pope, and his intentions openly expressed of +raising the Capuchin penitent to high dignities, requires no +explanation. You had thus become more dangerous, in their estimation, +than Cyrillus had ever been; and they would have felt the less remorse +at your destruction, as they doubted not that your penitential +observances were the result of the basest hypocrisy, and a desire of +temporal advancement. + +"With regard to my accurate knowledge of all that occurred to you in +Rome, there is in this no mystery. I have a friend at the metropolis, +who is thoroughly acquainted even with the most secret occurrences which +take place in the Vatican, and who faithfully informs me of them by +letters, written in a cypher which has hitherto baffled all attempts at +discovery. + +"But on my side, there are many questions to be asked, of which the +solution yet appears to me an inscrutable mystery. When you lived at the +Capuchin Convent, near to Rome, of which the Prior is my near relation, +I believed that your penitence was genuine, and from the heart. Yet, in +the city, you must have been actuated by very different motives. Above +all, why did you seek to gain the Pope's attention by an incredible and +marvellous story? Why accuse yourself of crimes which you had never +committed? Were you, then, ever at the castle of the Baron von F----?" + +"Alas, venerable father!" said I, "that was indeed the scene of my most +horrible crimes. Is it possible that, in your eyes also, I have appeared +a liar and hypocrite?" + +"Truly," said the Prior, "now that I speak with, and see you, I am +forced to believe that your repentance and self-inflicted sufferings +have been sincere. Still there are difficulties, which I am wholly +unable to clear up. + +"Soon after your flight from the _residenz_ of the Prince von +Rosenthurm, and after the monk, with whom Cyrillus had confounded you, +had, as if by miracle, escaped, it was proved by the discovery of +letters, and other concomitant testimony, that the Count Victorin, +disguised as a monk, had been at the Baron's castle, and must have been +the perpetrator of the crimes charged against you. Reinhold, his old +steward, indeed, vehemently disputed this notion. But suddenly +Victorin's _chasseur_ made his appearance, and explained that his master +had lived long concealed in the Thuringian forest; that he had allowed +his beard to grow, and had said that he would take the first opportunity +of providing himself with a Capuchin tunic, which he intended to wear +for at least twelve months, in order to carry on certain adventures. +Finally, he declared, that, after having been for some days absent from +his master, on business, he had, on his return, found him completely +disguised in a monk's dress, at which he was not surprised, as he, the +day before, observed, at some distance, the figure of a Capuchin pilgrim +in the forest, from whom he doubted not that his master had supplied +himself with the masquerade attire. He insisted that he knew the Count +far too well to have been deceived, and, besides, had spoken with him +frequently betwixt the period of that occurrence and his disappearance +from the castle. This deposition of the _chasseur_ completely +invalidated the opinion of Reinhold; but the utter vanishing of the +Count, of whom not a single trace could be found, remained quite +incomprehensible. + +"In the _residenz_, the Princess von Rosenthurm started the hypothesis, +that the pretended Herr von Krczinski, from Kwicziczwo, had been really +the Count Victorin; and was the more inclined to this belief, on account +of the resemblance that she had found between this pretender and +Francesco, of whose guilt no one now entertained any doubt. The story of +the Prince's forester, describing a maniac, who had wandered about in +this forest, and afterwards lived in his house, almost sanctioned the +hypothesis. The madman had been recognized as Medardus. Victorin, in +order to possess himself of his tunic, had cast him down into the abyss +below the Devil's Chair. Here, by some chance or other, he had not been +killed in the fall, but only wounded on the head. The pain of his wound, +with hunger and thirst, made him delirious; and he ran about, perhaps +obtaining a morsel of food now and then from some compassionate +countryman, and half clothed with miserable rags, till he was kindly +received into the house of the forester. + +"Two things, however, remained here inexplicable, namely, how this +Medardus could have run away to such a distance out of the mountains +without being arrested, and how, even in his lucid intervals, he should +confess to the judges and the physician crimes which he had never +committed. Hereupon some individuals insisted that these lucid intervals +were delusive--that he never had been free from his madness, and that as +there are no limits to the varieties of that malady, it was possible +that he had, by the force of his own perverted imagination, invented all +the circumstances which he related, and that the belief of them was the +one, fixed, and obstinate idea, (the characteristic of insanity,) which +never left him. + +"The judge of the criminal court, on the other hand, (whose wisdom was +held in great reverence,) declared that the pretended Herr von Krczinski +was not only no Pole, but also no count, and certainly not the Count +Victorin. Moreover, that the monk assuredly was, and continued mad on +every occasion, on which account the Court had intended that his +sentence should be that of constant imprisonment, in order that he might +be prevented from committing more crimes; but the Prince, who was much +shocked by the calamities brought on the family of the Baron von F----, +changed this decision into that of execution on the scaffold. + +"Such is the nature of mankind in this transitory life, that every +impression, however vivid, loses, after a short time, almost all its +influence, and fades away into pale and dusky colours. But now the +notion that Aurelia's fugitive bridegroom had been Count Victorin, +brought the story of the Italian Countess fresh into the remembrance of +every one. Even those who before knew nothing of the matter, were +informed by others who thought there was no longer any need for keeping +the secret, and all agreed in considering it quite natural that the +features of Medardus should resemble those of Victorin, as they had both +been sons of one father. + +"The Prince at last determined that no farther attempt should be made to +break the veil of mystery. He wished rather that all these unhappy +involvements, which no one could be found to unravel, should be allowed +to rest, and be forgotten. Only Aurelia----" + +"Aurelia!" cried I, with vehemence, "for God's sake, reverend sir, tell +me what has become of Aurelia?" + + * * * * * + +[Some pages are here left out by the Editor.] + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +"You are sincere, Medardus," said the Prior; "your silence on this point +is to me better than the most fervid eloquence. I felt the most perfect +conviction that it was you only who had in the _residenz_ played the +part of a Polish nobleman, and wished to marry the Baroness Aurelia. +Moreover, I had traced out pretty accurately your route. A strange man, +by name Schoenfeld, or Belcampo, who called himself a professor and an +artist, called here, and gave me the wished-for intelligence. At one +period I was indeed quite convinced that you had been the murderer of +Hermogen and Euphemia, on which account I entertained, if possible, the +more horror at your plan of seizing and involving Aurelia in your own +destruction. + +"I might indeed have arrested you, and perhaps it was my duty to have +done so; but, far from considering myself as a minister of vengeance, I +resigned you and your earthly conduct to the eternal decrees and +guidance of Providence. That you were, in a manner, little less than +miraculously preserved and carried through so many dangers, proved to +me, that your destruction, so far as this life is concerned, was not yet +resolved. + +"But now, it is most important for you to hear the circumstances by +which I was afterwards led, and indeed forced to believe, that Count +Victorin had actually appeared as the Capuchin, in the Thuringian +mountains, at the castle of Baron von F----. + +"Some time ago, Brother Sebastian, our porter, was awoke from his sleep +by an extraordinary noise of sobbing and groaning at the gate, which +sounded like the voice of a man in the last agony. + +"The day had just dawned, and he immediately rose. On opening the +outward gate, he found a man lying on the steps, half petrified with +cold, and miserably exhausted. With great effort the stranger brought +out the words, that he was Medardus, a monk who had fled from our +monastery. + +"Sebastian was much alarmed, and immediately came to me with accounts of +what had happened below. I summoned the brethren around me, and went to +inquire into the matter. The stranger seemed to have fainted, whereupon +we lifted him up, and brought him into the refectorium. In spite of the +horribly disfigured countenance of the man, we still thought that we +could recognize your features. Indeed, several were of opinion that it +was the change of dress, more than any other circumstance, which made a +difference. The stranger had a long beard, like a monk, and wore a +lay-habit, now much torn and destroyed, but which had at first been very +handsome. He had silk stockings, a gold buckle still on one of his +shoes, a white satin waistcoat----" + +"A chesnut-coloured coat," interrupted I, "of the finest cloth; richly +embroidered linen, and a plain gold ring upon his finger." + +"Precisely so," said Leonardus; "but, in God's name, how could you know +these particulars?" + +Alas! it was the identical dress which I had worn on that fatal day of +my marriage in the _residenz_. My horrible double again stood vividly +before mine eyes. It was no longer the mere phantom of my own disturbed +brain that had seemed to follow me through the woods, but the real and +substantial madman, or demon, by whom my strength had been overpowered, +and who had at last robbed me of my clothes, in order to represent me in +this manner at the convent. I begged of Leonardus, that, before asking +any other questions, he would proceed with his narrative, from which, +perhaps, a perfect explanation of the mysteries in which I had been +involved would at last dawn upon me. + +"After a trial of several days," said Leonardus, "we began to perceive +that the man was utterly and incurably mad; and, notwithstanding that +his features resembled yours very closely, and he incessantly cried out, +'I am Medardus, and have come home to do penance among you,' we all +concluded that this was but an obstinately fixed delusion of the maniac. + +"To this change of opinion we were led by divers proofs. For example, we +brought him into the church; where, as he endeavoured to imitate us in +the usual devotional exercises, we perceived plainly that he had never +before been in a convent. The question then always gained more and more +influence over my mind--'What if this madman, who has, according to his +own account, fled from the _residenz_ of Rosenthurm, and escaped the +punishment of the scaffold, were actually the Count Victorin?' + +"The story which the maniac had before told to the forester was already +known to me, but I was almost of opinion with the judge at Rosenthurm, +that the discovery and drinking out of the Devil's Elixir, his residence +in a convent, where he was condemned to prison, and all the rest, might +be mere visions, the off-spring of his own malady, aided perhaps by some +extraordinary magnetic influence of your mind over his--I was the more +inclined to this notion, because the stranger had, in his paroxysms, +often exclaimed that he was a Count, and a ruling sovereign. On the +whole, I resolved, as he could have no claim on our care, to give him up +to the hospital of St Getreu, where it was not impossible that the skill +and tenderness with which he would be treated, might at last effect his +recovery, after which his rational confessions might clear away that +load of uncertainty under which we laboured. + +"This resolution I had not time to put in practice. During the following +night I was awoke by the great bell, which you know is rung whenever +any one is taken dangerously ill and requires my assistance. On inquiry, +I was informed that the stranger had asked for me so calmly and +earnestly, that it was probable his madness had left him, and that he +wished to confess. But, however this might be, his bodily weakness had +so much increased, that it was scarcely possible for him to survive +through the night. + +"'Forgive me, venerable father,' said the stranger, after I had +addressed to him a few words of pious admonition--'forgive me, that I +have hitherto attempted to deceive you--I am not Medardus, the monk who +fled from your convent, but the Count Victorin. _Prince_, indeed, I +should be called, since I derive my birth from princes. This I advise +you to notice, with due respect, otherwise my anger may yet overtake +you!' + +"'Even if you are a ruling prince,' said I, 'that circumstance, within +our walls, and in your present condition, is not of any importance +whatever; and it would, in my opinion, be much more suitable, and more +for your own advantage, if you would now turn your thoughts altogether +from such vain and terrestrial considerations.' + +"At these words he stared on me, and his senses seemed wandering; but +some strengthening drops having been administered, he revived, and began +again to speak, though, to my great disappointment, in a style so wild +and delirious, that his discourse scarce admits of repetition. + +"'It seems to me,' said he, 'as if I must soon die, and that before +leaving this world I must lighten my heart by confession. I know, +moreover, that you have power over me; for, however you attempt to +disguise yourself, I perceive very well that you are St Anthony, and you +best know what misfortunes your infernal Elixirs have produced in this +world. I had indeed grand designs in view when I first resolved to +become a monk with a long beard, a shaven head, and a brown tunic tied +with hair ropes. But, after long deliberation, it seemed to me as if my +most secret thoughts played false with him to whom they owed their +birth--as if they departed from me, and dressed themselves up in a +cursed masquerade, representing MYSELF. I recognized the likeness--the +identity--it was my _double_, and I was horrified. + +"'This _double_, too, had superhuman strength, and hurled me down from +the black rocks, through the trees and bushes, into the abyss, where a +snow-white radiant princess rose out of the foaming water to receive me. +She took me in her arms and bathed my wounds, so that I no longer felt +any pain. I had now indeed become a monk, but that infernal second-self +proved stronger than I was, and drove me on in the paths of wickedness, +till I was forced to murder the princess that had rescued me, along with +her only brother. I was then thrown into prison; but you yourself, St +Anthony, know better than I, in what manner, after I had drunk up your +cursed Elixir, you brought me out, and carried me away through the air. + +"'The green forest king received me badly enough, although he knew very +well that I was a prince, and therefore of equal rank; but my +second-self interfered betwixt us, telling the king all sorts of +calumnies against me, and insisted, that because we had committed these +damnable crimes together, we must continue inseparable, and enjoy all +things in partnership. + +"'This happened accordingly, but when the king wanted to cut off our +heads, we ran away, and on the road at last quarrelled and separated. I +saw that this parasitical _double_ had resolved on being perpetually +nourished by my powerful spirit, though I had then not food enough for +myself; and I therefore knocked him down, beat him soundly, and took +from him his coat.' + +"So far the ravings of the man had some resemblance, however distant and +shadowy, to the truth; but afterwards he lost himself in the sheer +absurdities of his malady, out of which not a word could be understood. +About an hour afterwards, as the first bell was rung for early prayers, +he started up with a hideous cry, then fell back on his couch, and, as +we all believed, instantly expired. + +"Accordingly, I made the body be removed into the dead-room, and gave +orders, that, after the usual interval, he should be buried, not in the +convent vaults, but in a spot of consecrated ground in our garden. But +you may well imagine our utter astonishment, when, on returning to the +dead-room, we found that the supposed lifeless body was no longer to be +seen! All inquiries after him were in vain, and I was obliged to despair +of gaining any farther information as to the strange involvements that +subsisted betwixt you and this man. + +"No doubt, however, remained on my mind that he was Count Victorin. +According to the story of the chasseur, he had murdered a Capuchin monk +in the forest, and put on his tunic in order to carry on some intrigue +in the castle. The crimes which he had thus begun, ended perhaps in a +way that he did not expect--with the murder of the Baroness and of the +young Baron Hermogen. Perhaps he was then mad, as Reinhold maintained, +or became so upon his flight, being tormented by a reproving conscience. +The dress which he wore, and the murder of the Capuchin, gave rise in +his mind to the fixed delusion that he was a monk, and that his +individuality was split into two hostile and contending powers. + +"Only the period betwixt his flight from the Baron's castle and that of +his arrival at the forester's house remains obscure. We know not how he +could have lived all that time; nor is it conceivable how the story of +his living in a convent, and being rescued from prison, had originated. +Again, the time of his appearing to the forester will by no means answer +with the date which Reinhold fixes for Victorin's departure from the +Thuringian mountains." + +"Stop, stop, father," said I; "every hope of obtaining, notwithstanding +the fearful load of my crimes, forgiveness through the mercy and +long-suffering of Heaven, must perish in my soul, if I do not, with the +deepest repentance and self-condemnation, relate to you all the +circumstances of my life, as I have before narrated them in holy +confession!" + +When I now went through this detail, the Prior's astonishment increased +beyond all bounds. At last he said, "I must believe all that you have +told, Medardus, if it were for no other reason than that, while you +spoke, I perceived in your tone and looks the most unequivocal proofs of +sincere and heartfelt repentance. Who can explain, but, at the same +time, who can deny or disprove, the extraordinary mental sympathy and +connection that has thus subsisted between two brothers, sons of a +wretched sinner, and themselves both acted on and misled by the powers +of darkness?[6] + +[Footnote 6: According to the devil's assertion, if two individuals +should drink out of the same flask, they would henceforth possess a +wonderful reciprocity of thoughts and feelings, though mutually and +unconsciously acting for the destruction of each other. See Vol. I. pp. +46, 68.--EDIT.] + +"It is now certain that Victorin had rescued himself from the rocky +abyss into which you had thrown him, (his fall probably having been +broken by the water,) that he was the delirious monk whom the forester +protected, who persecuted you as your _double_, and who died, or seemed +to die, in our convent. He was an agent of our Arch-Enemy, placed in +your way for the express purpose of misleading you from the path of +virtue, or veiling from your sight that light of truth which otherwise +might have dawned upon you. Or shall we look upon him not as Victorin, +but as an incarnate demon, who, for his own hellish purposes, had +availed himself of your unhappy brother's bodily frame? + +"Alas! it is too true that the devil yet wanders restless and watchful +through the earth, offering, as of yore, to unwary mortals, his +deceitful Elixirs! Who is there that has not, at one period or another, +found some of these deadly drinks agreeable and seductive to his taste? +But such is the will of Heaven. Man must be subjected to temptations; +and then, by the reproaches of his own conscience, being made aware of +the dangers into which a moment of levity and relaxation has betrayed +him, summon up strength and resolution to avoid such errors for the +future. Thus, as the natural life of man is sometimes prolonged by +poison, so the soul indirectly owes its final weal to the dark and +destructive principle of evil.--Go now, Medardus, and join the +brethren." + +I was about to retire, but the Prior called me back.--"You have no doubt +observed," said he, "the preparations for a great festival. The Baroness +Aurelia is to-morrow to take the veil, and receives the conventual name +of Rosalia!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +The agitation which I felt at these words was indeed indescribable. As +if struck by a thunderbolt, I had almost fallen to the ground, and could +make no answer. Hereupon the Prior seemed greatly incensed.--"Go to your +brethren!" said he, in a tone of sternness and anger;--and I tottered +away, almost senseless, or totally unable to analyze my own sensations, +to the refectorium, where the monks were assembled. + +Here I was assailed by a storm of anxious inquiries; but I was no longer +able to utter a single word on the adventures of my own life. Only the +bright and beaming form of Aurelia came vividly before mine eyes, and +all other imagery of the past faded into obscurity. Under pretext of +having devotional duties to perform, I left the brethren, and betook +myself to the chapel, which lay at the further extremity of the +extensive convent garden. Here I wished to pray; but the slightest +noise, even the light rustling of the wind among the faded leaves, made +me start up, and broke every pious train of contemplation. + +"It is she--I shall see her again!--Aurelia comes!"--In these words a +voice seemed to address me, and my heart was at once agitated with fear +and with rapture. It seemed to me as if indeed at some distance I heard +the sounds of soft whispering voices. I started up, left the chapel, +and, behold! there were two nuns walking through an _allee_ of lime +trees, and between them a person in the dress of a novice. Certainly +that was Aurelia. My limbs were seized with a convulsive shuddering; my +heart beat so violently, that I could hardly breathe; and I wished to go +from the place; but, being unable to walk, I fell, not fainting, but +overcome with the vehemence of my internal conflict, powerless to the +ground. The nuns, and with them the novice, vanished into the thickets. + +What a day and what a night I had to encounter! I strove to diversify +the emotions under which I laboured, by a visit to the house in which my +mother had lived; but, alas! it no longer existed. The garden--the +tower--the old castle--all were gone; and the ground on which they once +stood had been converted, by a new proprietor, into a ploughed field. I +was but slightly affected by this change, for my whole heart and soul +were devoted to that one object. I wandered about repeating her +name--"Aurelia! Aurelia!" This distraction continued also through the +long night. There was, for the time, no other thought--no other image, +but hers, that could gain any influence over my attention. + +As soon as the first beams of the morning had begun to break through the +autumnal wreaths of white vapour that hovered in the valley, the convent +bells rung to announce the festival of a nun's investiture and +dedication. Soon afterwards, the brethren assembled in the great public +hall, where, too, in a short time, the Abbess appeared, attended by two +of her sisterhood. + +Undescribable was the feeling which filled my heart, when I once more +beheld her, who, towards my father, had been so deeply attached, and, +after he had through his crimes broken off a union which promised him +every happiness, had yet transferred her unconquerable affection to his +son. + +That son she had endeavoured to rear up to a life of virtue and piety; +but, like his father, he heaped up crime on crime, so that every hope of +the adoptive mother, who wished to find in the one consolation for the +profligacy of the other, was annihilated. + +With my head hung downwards, and eyes fixed on the ground, I listened to +the discourse, wherein the Abbess once more formally announced to the +assembled monks, Aurelia's entrance into the Cistertian Convent; and +begged of them to pray zealously at the decisive moment of the last vow, +in order that the Arch-Fiend might not have any power at that time to +torment the pious virgin, by his abominable delusions.--"Heavy and +severe," said she, "were the trials which this young woman had already +to resist. There was no method of temptation which the great adversary +of mankind did not employ, in order to lead her unawares into the +commission of sins, from which she should awake when it was too late, as +if from a hideous dream, to perish in shame and despair! + +"Yet Omnipotence protected this truly pious votary of the church; and if +on this day, too, the adversary should approach her, and once more aim +at her destruction, her history now will be the more glorious. I +request, then, your most zealous prayers--not that this chosen votary +may be firm and unchanged in her resolve, for her mind has long been +devoted wholly to Heaven; but that no earthly misfortune may interrupt +the solemn act of her investiture, or disturb her thoughts in that +sacred act. I must confess that a mysterious timidity--an apprehension, +has got possession of my mind, for which I am unable to account, but +which I have no power of resisting." + +Hereupon it became clear and obvious, that the Abbess alluded to me +alone, as that evil adversary--that destructive demon, who would +probably interrupt the ceremony. She had heard of my arrival, and, being +aware of my previous history, had imagined that I came with the fixed +intention of committing some new crime to prevent Aurelia from taking +the veil. The consciousness how groundless were these suspicions, and of +the change which my mind had undergone, caused, for the moment, a sinful +feeling of self-approbation, which I ought to have repressed, but +which, like other vices, obtained a victory before I was on my guard. +The Abbess did not vouchsafe towards me a single look, or the slightest +sign of recognition. Hereupon I felt once more that proud spirit of +scorn and defiance, by which I had been formerly actuated towards the +Princess in the _residenz_; and when the Abbess spoke these words, +instead of wishing, as of yore, to humble myself before her in the dust, +I could have walked up to her, and said:-- + +"Wert thou then always so pure and elevated in soul, that the pleasures +of terrestrial life never had for thee any attraction? When thou daily +sawest my father, wert thou so well guarded by devotion, that sinful +thoughts never entered into thy mind? Or, when adorned with the _infula_ +and crosier, in all thy conventual dignity, did his image never wake +within thee a longing desire to return into the world? Hast thou +contended with the dark powers as I have done? Or canst thou flatter +thyself with having gained a true victory, if thou hast never been +called into a severe combat? Deem not thyself so proudly elevated that +thou canst despise him, who submitted indeed to the most powerful of +enemies, yet again raised himself up by deep repentance, and the +severest penance." + +The sudden and demoniacal change that I had undergone, must have been +visible in my exterior looks and deportment; for the brother who was +next to me, inquired, "What is the matter with you, Brother Medardus? +Why do you cast such angry looks towards the truly sanctified Abbess?" + +"Ay, indeed," answered I, almost audibly; "she may indeed be sanctified, +for she carried her head always so high, that the contamination of +profane life could not reach her; and yet, methinks, she appears to me +at this moment less like a Christian saint than a pagan priestess, who, +with the bloody knife in her hand, prepares to immolate before an idol +her human victim!" + +I know not how I came to pronounce these blasphemous words, which were +out of the track of my previous ideas, but with them arose in my mind a +multitude of the most horrible and distracting images, which seemed to +unite and harmonize together, as if for the purpose of gaining more +strength, and effectually obtaining the victory over any degree of +rational self-possession I had left. + +Aurelia was for ever to forsake and renounce this world!--She was to +bind herself, as I had done, by a vow, that appeared to me only the +invention of religious fanaticism, to renounce all earthly enjoyments! +Old impressions, which I had believed for ever lost, revived on me with +tenfold strength and influence. My attention was again wholly engrossed +by the one idea, that Aurelia and the monk should yet be united, though +it were but for a moment, and then perish together, a sacrifice to the +subterranean powers of darkness. Nay, like a hideous spectre, like Satan +himself, the thought of murder once more rose on my mind. I beheld +myself with the bloody dagger in my hand!--Alas, poor blinded wretch! I +did not perceive that at the moment when I had conceived such resentment +against the Abbess for her supposed allusions, I was given up a prey to +perhaps the severest trial to which the power of the devil had ever +subjected me, and by which I was to be enticed to the most hideous crime +of which I had yet even dreamed! + +The brother to whom I had spoken looked at me terrified. "For the love +of God, and all the saints," said he, "what words are you muttering +there?" The Abbess was now about to leave the hall. On her retreat, her +eyes accidentally encountered mine. I perceived that she immediately +grew pale, that she tottered, and must lean on the attendant nuns. +Methought also I could distinguish the words,--"Merciful Heaven, my +worst fears then are confirmed!" + +Soon after, she summoned the Prior Leonardus to a private audience; but, +meanwhile, the bells were again rung, and with them was united the deep +thundering notes of the organ. The consecration anthem was just begun, +and was distinctly heard from the church, when the Prior returned into +the hall. Now the monks of the different orders arranged themselves all +in solemn processions, and advanced towards the church, which was now +just as crowded as it used formerly to be at the anniversary of the +blessed St Bernard. On the right side of the high altar, which was +richly adorned with red and white roses, were elevated seats placed for +the clergy opposite to the tribune, whereon the Bishop's _capelle_ +performed the music of the high mass, at which he himself was the +officiating priest. + +One of the monks with whom I had formerly been acquainted, and to whom +probably Leonardus had given directions, called me to take my place next +to him. I perceived that he watched even my slightest movements, and he +insisted that I should pray without ceasing out of my Breviary. + +The decisive moment was now drawing near. The nuns of St Clare assembled +themselves within the small square, enclosed by an iron railing, before +the high altar, while, through a private door from behind the altar, the +Cistertians brought forward Aurelia. + +A whispering rustled through the crowded church on her appearance; the +organ was silent, and only the simple anthem of the nuns in the choir +vibrated to the very heart of every listener. Till now, I had not +ventured to lift up mine eyes, and on doing so, I trembled convulsively, +so that my Breviary fell to the ground. I bent down to take it up, but a +sudden giddiness seized me, and I should have fallen after my book, had +not my watchful brother seized and held me back. "What is the matter +with you, Medardus?" said he--"Resist the demon that besets you, and he +will flee!" + +I made a violent effort to be tranquil, looked up again, and saw Aurelia +kneeling at the high altar. Oh, heavens! her beauty of countenance, and +symmetry of form, were more than ever dazzling and seductive! She was +dressed, too, as a bride, precisely as she had been on that fatal day of +our intended marriage, with wreaths of myrtle and roses twisted in her +luxuriant and skilfully-plaited hair. The devotion--the solemnity and +agitation of the moment, had heightened the bloom on her cheeks; and in +her eyes, uplifted to heaven, lay an expression of desire, which, in +another place, or on another occasion, might have been very differently +interpreted. + +What were those moments, after I had recognized Aurelia at the +_residenz_ of the Prince von Rosenthurm, compared to this? I said that +my feelings then were indescribable, but my passions now raged and +burned within me with a violence which I had never before known. Every +vein and fibre in my frame was convulsed and swollen by the vehemence +of my conflict, and I grasped the reading-desk with such force, that the +boards cracked and broke beneath the pressure. + +Meanwhile, I prayed internally with great fervour--"Oh, merciful +Heaven--Oh, ye blessed saints, intercede for me!--Let me not become +mad!--only not mad!--Save me--save me from this hellish torment!--Save +me from utter frenzy, otherwise I must commit the most horrible of +crimes, and give up my soul to everlasting destruction!" Such were my +inward aspirations, for I felt how every moment the evil spirit was +acquiring more and more an ascendancy over me. It seemed to me as if +Aurelia, too, had a share in the crime which I alone was committing, as +if the vow that she was about to take was _not_ to be the bride of +Heaven, but to become _mine_! To rush up to the altar, to press her in +my arms in one last delicious embrace, and then stab her to the +heart--this impulse became almost irresistible. The demon raged more and +more wildly in my heart--I was about to scream out, "Stop there, deluded +fools!--Not a virgin, as you believe, pure and emancipated from earthly +bonds and passion, but the devoted bride of the perjured monk, would +you consecrate to Heaven!" * * * * When I heard Aurelia's voice, +however, as she began to pronounce the vow, then it seemed as if a mild +gleam of moonlight broke through the dark and stormy clouds by which my +reason had been obscured. By this pure light I detected all the +artifices of my relentless adversary, whom I was thus, with tenfold +vigour, enabled to resist. Every word uttered by Aurelia, like the +encouraging voice of a guardian seraph, gave me new strength, and, after +an arduous conflict, I was left victor. That black and hideous impulse +to new crimes was put to flight, and with it every remains of sinful +passion. Aurelia was again the pious votary of Heaven, whose prayer +could rescue me from eternal remorse and destruction. Her vows were to +me the source of consolation and of hope; I could look again without +despair into the blue unclouded vaults of heaven! The monk who had +watched over me, immediately perceived this change. "Thou hast bravely +resisted the adversary, Medardus. This was perhaps the last and severest +trial which has been destined for thee by the will of the Almighty!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +The vow was now pronounced, and during that part of the service +consisting of question and response, sung by the nuns of St Clare, the +veil was to be laid on Aurelia. Already they had taken the myrtles and +roses from her head, and were in the act of cutting off her long and +luxuriant locks, when an extraordinary tumult arose in the church. I +remarked how the people who stood in the aisles were thrust and driven +about. Many of them, too, were violently knocked down, and the +disturbance made its way always nearer and nearer, till it arrived at +the centre of the church, before which time I could not distinguish the +cause. + +With the most furious looks and gestures, striking with his clenched +fists at all who stood in his way, and still pressing forward, there now +appeared a half-naked man, with the rags of a Capuchin dress hung about +his body! At the first glance, I recognized my diabolical _double_; but +already at the moment when, anticipating some horrible event, I was in +the act of leaving the gallery to throw myself in his way, the horrible +wretch had leaped over the railing of the altar. The terrified nuns +shrieked and dispersed, but the Abbess undauntedly held Aurelia firmly +clasped in her arms. "Ha, ha, ha!" screamed the madman in a thrilling +tone, "would'st thou rob me of my Princess?--Ha, ha, ha!--The Princess +is my bride, my bride!" + +With these words he tore the fainting Aurelia from the Abbess, and with +incredible quickness pulled out a stiletto, elevated it high over her +head, and then plunged it into her heart, so that the blood sprung in +torrents from the wound.--"Hurrah!--hurrah!" cried the maniac; "now have +I won my bride--have won the Princess!" With these words he rushed +through the private grating behind the altar, and disappeared. + +The church-aisles and vaults reverberated with the deafening shrieks of +the nuns, and outcries of the people.--"Murder!--Murder at the altar of +the Lord!" cried they, crowding to the spot. + +"Watch all the gates of the convent, that the murderer may not escape!" +cried Leonardus, in a loud voice; and many accordingly left the church, +seizing the staves and crosiers that had been used in the procession, +and rushing after the monster through the aisles of the convent. + +All was the transaction of a moment, and soon after, I was kneeling +beside Aurelia, the nuns having, as well as they could, bound up her +wound, while others assisted the now fainting Abbess. + +"_Sancta Rosalia, ora pro nobis!_" I heard these words spoken near me in +a powerful and steadfast voice; and all who yet remained in the church +cried out, "A miracle!--A miracle!--She is indeed a martyr! _Sancta +Rosalia, ora pro nobis!_" + +I looked up, the old painter stood near, but with a mild earnestness on +his features, precisely as when he had appeared to me in the prison. It +seemed to me already as if every earthly tie was broken. I felt no pain +at the fate of Aurelia, nor could I now experience any apprehension or +horror from the apparition of the painter. It seemed, on the contrary, +as if the mysterious nets, by which the powers of hell had so long held +me entangled, were now completely dissolved and broken. + +"A miracle!--A miracle!" shouted again all the people. "Do you see the +old man in the violet-coloured mantle? He has descended out of the +picture over the high altar!--I saw it!" + +"I too!"--"And I too!" cried many confused voices, till again all fell +upon their knees, and the tumult subsided into the murmur of zealous +prayer, interrupted occasionally by violent sobbing and weeping. + +The Abbess at last awoke from her faint.--"Aurelia!" cried she, with the +heart-rending tone of deep and violent grief,--"Aurelia, my child! my +pious daughter! But why do I complain?--Almighty Heaven, it was thy +resolve!" + +A kind of bier, or couch, tied on hand-poles, was now brought, on which +Aurelia was to be placed. When she was lifted up for this purpose, she +opened her eyes, and seeing me beside her, "Medardus," said she, "thou +hast indeed submitted to the temptation of our adversary. But was I then +pure from the contamination of sin, when I placed in my affection for +thee all my hopes of earthly happiness? An immutable decree of +Providence had resolved that we should be the means of expiating the +heavy crimes of our ancestors, and thus we were united by a bond of +love, whose proper throne is beyond the stars, and the enjoyment of +whose votaries partakes nothing in common with terrestrial pleasure. + +"But our watchful and cunning adversary succeeded but too well in +concealing from us altogether this true interpretation of our +attachment--nay, in such manner to delude and entice us, that we only +construed and exemplified that which was in its nature heavenly and +spiritual, by means earthly and corporeal. + +"Alas! was it not I myself, who, in the confessional, betrayed to you my +affection, which afterwards, instead of kindling within you the +celestial flames of heavenly and everlasting love, degenerated into the +fire of selfish and impure passion, which afterwards you endeavoured to +quench by unheard-of and enormous crimes? But, Medardus, be of good +courage. The miserable maniac, whom our Arch-Adversary has deluded into +the belief that he is transformed into thee, and must fulfil what thou +hadst begun, is but the mere tool or implement of that higher Power, +through which the intentions of the latter are fulfilled. Soon, very +soon----" + +Here Aurelia, who had spoken the last words with her eyes closed, and a +voice scarcely audible, fell again into a faint, yet death could not yet +triumph over her. Indeed, all that she had said was but in fragments and +single words, so broken and disjointed, that it was with much difficulty +the sense could be collected, which I have above put together. + +"Has she confessed to you, reverend sir?" said the nuns. "Have you +consoled her?"--"By no means," said I; "she has indeed poured +consolation on my mind, but I am unable to aid her!" + +"Happy art thou, Medardus! Thy trials will soon be at an end, and I then +am free!" + +It was the painter who still stood near me, and who had spoken these +last words. I went up to him, and began,--"Forsake me not, then, thou +wonderful and miraculous man, but remain ever with me!" I know not how +my senses, when I wished to speak farther, became, in the strangest +manner, confused and lost. I could not bring out a word, but fell into a +state betwixt waking and dreaming, out of which I was roused by loud +shouts and outcries. + +I now no longer saw the painter. My attention was directed only to a +crowd of countrymen, citizens from the town, and soldiers, who had +forced their way into the church, and insisted that it should be allowed +them to search through every apartment of the convent, as the murderer +certainly must be still within its walls. The Abbess, who was afraid of +the disorders that would ensue, refused this; but, notwithstanding the +influence of her high dignity, she could not appease the minds of the +people. They reproached her, on the contrary, with a wish to conceal the +murderer, because he was a monk, and, raging more violently, threatened +to force for themselves that admittance which she had refused. + +Leonardus then mounted the pulpit, and after a few words of +admonishment, on the sin of profaning a sanctuary by such tumult, he +assured them that the murderer was by no means a monk, but a madman, +whom he himself had taken out of compassion into his convent, where he +had, to all appearance, died; but, after being carried to the +dead-room, had unaccountably recovered from his supposed death, and +escaped, taking with him an old tunic, which, at his earnest request, +had been charitably lent to him during his stay in the monastery. If he +were now concealed anywhere within these walls, it would be impossible +for him, after the precautions that had been taken, to make his escape. +The crowd were at last quieted, and permitted the removal of Aurelia. + +It was found that the bier on which she was placed could not be carried +through the wicket-door behind the altar. It was, therefore, brought in +solemn procession through the aisle of the church, and across the court, +into the convent. The Abbess, supported by two nuns, walked close behind +the bier. Four Cistertian sisters carried over it a canopy, and all the +rest followed,--then the brethren of the different orders, and lastly +the people, who now behaved with the most respectful silence. The bier +was covered with roses and myrtle wreaths; and thus the procession moved +slowly on. + +The sisters who belonged to the choir must have returned to their +station; for as we reached the middle of the long and spacious aisle, +deep fearful tones of the organ sounded mournfully from above. Then, +lo! as if awoke by those notes, Aurelia once more raised herself slowly +up, and lifted her clasped hands in fervent prayer to Heaven. Again the +people fell upon their knees, and called out, "_Sancta Rosalia, ora pro +nobis!_" Thus was the vision realized, which, at my first meeting with +Aurelia, I had announced, though then actuated only by base and devilish +hypocrisy. + +The bier was first set down in the great hall of the convent; and as the +nuns and the brethren formed a circle, and prayed around her, she +suddenly fell into the arms of the Abbess, with a long deep sigh. She +was dead! + + * * * * * + +The multitude were still gathered round the gates, and when the bell +announced to them the death of the consecrated virgin, all broke out +into new lamentations. Many of them made a vow to remain in the village +till after the funeral of Aurelia, and to devote that period to fasting +and prayer. The rumour of this fearful event was rapidly spread abroad, +so that Aurelia's obsequies, which were solemnized four days thereafter, +resembled one of the highest festivals of the church on the canonization +of a saint. As formerly, on St Bernard's eve, the convent lawn was +covered with a great crowd from the town of Koenigswald, and from all +quarters; but there was no longer to be heard among them the wonted +voice of mirth. Their time was spent in sighs and tears; and if a voice +was raised aloud, it was but to utter execrations against the murderer, +who had supernaturally vanished, nor could a trace of him be discovered. +Far deeper was the influence of these three days (which I spent mostly +in the garden-chapel) on the weal of my soul, than my long laborious +penitence in the Capuchin Convent of Rome. When I reflected on my past +life, I perceived plainly how, although armed and protected from +earliest youth with the best lessons of piety and virtue, I had yet, +like a pusillanimous coward, yielded to Satan, whose aim was to foster +and cherish the criminal race, from which I was sprung, so that its +representatives might still be multiplied, and still fettered by bonds +of vice and wickedness upon the earth. My sins were but trifling and +venial when I first became acquainted with the choir-master's sister, +and first gave way to the impulses of pride and self-confidence. But, +alas! I was too careless to remember the doctrine which I had yet often +inculcated on others, that _venial_ errors, unless immediately +corrected, form a sure and solid foundation for sins which are _mortal_. +Then the Devil threw that Elixir into my way, which, like a poison +working against the soul instead of the body, completed his victory over +me. I heeded not the earnest admonitions of the unknown painter, the +Abbess, or the Prior. + +Aurelia's appearance at the confessional was a decisive effort for my +destruction. Then, as the body, under the influence of poison, falls +into disease, so my spirit, under the operation of that hellish cordial, +was infected and destroyed by sin. How could the votary, the slave of +Satan, recognize the true nature of those bonds by which Omnipotence, as +a symbol of that eternal love, (whose marriage festival is death,) had +joined Aurelia's fate and mine? + +Rejoicing in his first victories, Satan then haunted me in the form of +an accursed madman, between whose spirit and mine there seemed to be a +reciprocal and alternate power of influencing each other. I was obliged +to ascribe his apparent death (of which I in reality was guiltless) to +myself; and thus became familiarized with the thought of murder. Or was +Victorin really killed, and did the Arch-Fiend re-animate his body, (as +the vampyres in Hungary rise from the grave,) for his own especial +purposes? May it not suffice to say, that this brother, called Victorin, +who derived his birth from an accursed and abominable crime, became to +me an impersonization of the evil principle, who forced me into hideous +guilt, and tormented me with his unrelenting persecution? + +Till that very moment when I heard Aurelia pronounce her vows, my heart +was not yet pure from sin; not till then had the Evil One lost over me +his dominion; but the wonderful inward tranquillity--the cheerfulness as +if poured from Heaven into my heart, when she addressed to me her last +words, convinced me that her death was the promise of my forgiveness and +reconciliation. Then, as in the solemn requiem, the choir sung the +words--"_Confutatis maledictis, flammis acribus addictis_," I trembled; +but at the passage, "_Voca me cum benedictis_," it seemed to me as if I +beheld, in the dazzling radiance of celestial light, Aurelia, who first +looked down with an expression of saintly compassion upon me, and then +lifting up her head, which was surrounded with a dazzling ring of stars, +to the Almighty, preferred an ardent supplication for the deliverance of +my soul! At the words, "_Ora supplex et acclinis cor contritum, quasi +cinis_," I sank down into the dust; but how different now were my inward +feelings of humility and submission, from that _passionate_ +self-condemnation, those cruel and violent penances, which I had +formerly undergone at the Capuchin Convent! + +Now, for the first time, my spirit was enabled to distinguish truth from +falsehood, and by the new light, which was then shed around me, every +temptation of the devil must, from henceforward, remain vain and +ineffectual. It was not Aurelia's death, but the cruel and horrible +manner in which it had occurred, by which I had been at first so deeply +agitated. But how short was the interval, ere I perceived and recognized +in its fullest extent, even in this event, the goodness and mercy of +Heaven! The martyrdom of the pious, the tried, and absolved bride! Had +she then died for my sake? No! It was not till now, after she had been +withdrawn from this world, that she appeared to me like a dazzling +gleam, sent down from the realms of eternal love, to brighten the path +of an unhappy sinner. Aurelia's death was, as she had before said, our +marriage festival, the solemnization of that love, which, like a +celestial essence, has its throne and dominion above the stars, and +admits nought in common with grovelling and perishable earthly +pleasures! These thoughts indeed raised me above myself; and accordingly +these three days in the Cistertian Convent might truly be called the +happiest of my life. + +After the funeral obsequies, which took place on the fourth day, +Leonardus was on the point of returning with the brethren home to his +own convent. When their procession was ready to set out, the Abbess +summoned me to a private audience. I found her alone, in her high +vaulted parlour, the same room wherein I had my first introduction, and +which then inspired me with such awe and terror. She was now in the +greatest emotion, and tears burst involuntarily from her eyes. + +"Son Medardus!" said she, "for I can again address you thus, all now is +known and explained to me, so that I have no questions to ask. You have +at last survived the temptations by which, unhappy and worthy to be +pitied, you were assailed and overtaken! Alas, Medardus, only she, _she_ +alone, who intercedes for us at the judgment throne of Heaven, is pure +from sin. Did I not stand on the very brink of the abyss, when, with a +heart given up to the allurements of earthly pleasure, I was on the +point of selling myself to a murderer? And yet, son Medardus, and yet I +have wept sinful tears in my lonely cell, when thinking of your father! +Go then, in God's name. Every apprehension by which I have often been +assailed, that in you I had reared and educated even the most wicked of +the race, is banished from my soul. Farewell!" + + * * * * * + +Leonardus, who had no doubt revealed to the Abbess whatever +circumstances of my life remained yet unknown to her, proved to me by +his conduct that he also had forgiven me, and recommended me in his +prayers to Heaven. The old regulations of the conventual life remained +unbroken, and I was allowed to take my place, on an equal footing with +the brethren, as formerly. + +One day the Prior desired to speak with me. "Brother Medardus," said he, +"I should like still to impose upon you one act of penitence."--I humbly +inquired wherein this was to consist. "I advise you," answered +Leonardus, "to commit to paper a history of your life. In your +manuscript do not leave out any incident--not only of those which are +leading and important, but even such as are comparatively insignificant. +Especially, detail at great length whatever happened to you in the +varied scenes of the profane world. Your imagination will probably by +this means carry you back into that life which you have now for ever +renounced. All that was absurd or solemn, mirthful or horrible, will be +once more vividly impressed on your senses; nay, it is possible, that +you may for a moment look upon Aurelia, not as a nun and a martyr, but +as she once appeared in the world. Yet if the Evil One has wholly lost +his dominion over you; if you have indeed turned away your affections +from all that is terrestrial, then you will hover, like a disengaged +spirit, as if on seraph's wings, above all these earthly remembrances, +and the impression thus called up will vanish without leaving any trace +behind." + +I did as the Prior had commanded; and, alas! the consequences were such +as he had desired me to expect. A tempest of conflicting emotions, of +pain and pleasure, of desire, and abhorrence, rose in my heart as I +revived the circumstances of my life. Thou, to whom I have already +addressed myself, who mayest one day read these pages, I spoke to thee +more than once of the highest meridian sun-light of love, when Aurelia's +image arose in all its celestial beauty on my soul. But there is a love +far different from terrestrial passion, (which last generally works its +own destruction.)--There is another and far different love, and in +_this_ may be truly found that meridian sun-light which I described, +when, far removed above the influences of earthly desire, the beloved +object, like a gleam from heaven, kindles in thy heart all the highest, +the holiest, and most blissful inspirations which are shed down from the +realms of the saints on poor mortals. By this thought have I been +refreshed and comforted, when, on my remembrance of the most seductive +moments which this world bestowed on me, tears yet gushed from mine +eyes, and wounds, long cicatrized, broke open and bled anew. + +I know that probably in the hour of death the adversary will yet have +power to torment me. But steadfastly, and with fervent longing, I wait +for the moment which is to withdraw me from this life; for it is on that +event that the fulfilment of all that Aurelia, all that the blessed St +Rosalia, has promised to me, depends. Pray--pray for me, oh, ye +beatified Virgin! in that dark hour, that the powers of hell, to which I +have so often yielded, may not once more, and for the last time, conquer +me, and tear me with him to the abyss of everlasting destruction! + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +_Additions by Father Spiridion, Librarian of the Capuchin Monastery at +Koenigswald._ + + +In the night of the 3d-4th September, in this year 17--, much that is +worthy of being recorded has happened in our monastery. It might be +about midnight, when, in the cell of Brother Medardus, which was next to +mine, I overheard a strange noise of stammering and laughing, which +continued for a considerable time; and at intervals I heard also obscure +sounds of lamentation, sobbing, and groaning. It seemed to me as if I +could distinguish the articulate accents of a most disagreeable broken +voice, from which I involuntarily recoiled and shuddered, and which +pronounced the words "_Brued-er-lein! Brued-er-lein!_--Come with me--Come +with me.--The bride is here--The bride is here!"--I immediately started +up, and wished to inquire for Brother Medardus; but then there fell +upon me an unaccountable and supernatural horror, so that my limbs shook +and my jaws clattered, as if in the cold fit of an ague. Thereafter, I +went not into the cell of Brother Medardus, but to the Prior, and, with +some trouble, woke him from his sleep. The Prior was much alarmed by my +description of what I had heard, and desired me to bring consecrated +candles, and then we should both go to the assistance of Medardus. I did +as he commanded me, lighted the candles at the lamp beside the image of +the blessed Virgin in the aisle, and we went along the corridor, till we +came near the cell. There Leonardus stood for some time, listening at +the door; but the voice which I had described to him was no longer to be +heard. On the contrary, we observed a pleasant silvery sound, as of the +ringing of bells, and methought the air was filled with the fragrance of +roses. Leonardus was about to enter, when the door opened, and lo! there +stepped forth the form of a very tall man, with a long white beard, +attired in a dark violet-coloured mantle. I was indescribably terrified, +knowing well that this must be a supernatural apparition, for the +convent gates were all firmly locked, and it was impossible for any +stranger, without my knowledge, to have gained admittance. Leonardus, +however, looked at him boldly, though without uttering a word. "The hour +of fulfilment is not far distant," said the figure, in a tone very +hollow and solemn. With these words he vanished in the obscurity of the +corridor, so that my fear was greatly increased, and I had almost let +the candles fall out of my hand. The Prior, who, by his extreme piety +and strength of faith, is wholly protected from any such fear of ghosts, +took me by the arm. "Now," said he, "let us go, and speak with Brother +Medardus." We entered accordingly, and found our brother, who for some +time past had been in very weak health, already dying. He could no +longer speak, and breathed with great difficulty. The Prior assisted +him; and I went to ring the great bell, and awaken the brethren. "Rise +up--rise up," cried I in a loud voice; "Brother Medardus is on the point +of death." They all attended on the instant, so that not one of our +number was wanting, and stood, with consecrated candles in their hands, +round the couch of the dying man, every one feeling for him deep regret +and compassion. Leonardus commanded that he should be laid on a bier, +carried down to the church, and placed before the high altar, which was +accordingly done. There, to our utter astonishment, he recovered, and +began to speak. Leonardus, after confession and absolution had been +regularly gone through, administered the last unction. Thereupon, while +the Prior continued with the dying man, consoling and supporting him, we +betook ourselves to the choir, and sang the usual dirge for the soul's +weal of our departing brother. On the following day, namely, on the 5th +September, 17--, exactly as the convent clock struck twelve, Brother +Medardus expired in the arms of the Prior. We remarked that it was +precisely on the same day, and at the same hour, in the preceding year, +that the nun Rosalia, in a horrible manner, just after she had taken the +vows, had been murdered. + +At the funeral, during the requiem also, the following circumstance +occurred. We perceived that the air was strongly perfumed by roses, and +on looking round, saw, that to the celebrated picture of St Rosalia's +martyrdom, painted by an old unknown Italian artist, (which was +purchased for a large sum by our convent, in Rome,) there was a large +garland affixed, of the finest and freshest roses, which at this late +season had become very rare. The porter said, that early in the morning +a ragged, very miserable-looking beggar, unobserved by any of us, had +climbed up to the picture, and hung on it this wreath. The same beggar +made his appearance before the funeral was over, and forced his way +among the brethren. We intended to order him away; but when Leonardus +had sharply looked at, and seemed to recognize him, he was allowed, by +the Prior's order, to remain. He was afterwards, by his earnest +entreaty, received as a lay-monk into the convent, by the name of +Brother Peter, as he had been in the world called Peter Schoenfeld; and +we granted him this honoured name so much the more readily, as he was +always very quiet and well-behaved, only now and then made strange +grimaces, and laughed very absurdly, which, however, as it could not be +called sinful, only served for our diversion. The Prior said, that +Brother Peter's intellectual light was quenched and obscured by the +vapours of folly, so that nothing in this world appeared to him without +being strangely caricatured and metamorphosed. We scarcely understood +what the learned Prior meant by these allusions, but perceived that he +had known something of the former life of our lay-brother Peter, which +induced him charitably to admit the poor man among us. + +Thus to the manuscript, which is said to contain an account of our late +brother's life, (but which I have not read,) I have added, not without +labour, and all to the greater glory of God and our religion, this +circumstantial history of his death. Peace to the soul of Medardus, and +may the Almighty one day call him to a blessed resurrection, and receive +him into the choir of the saints, for his death was indeed very pious! + + +THE END. + + + EDINBURGH: + Printed by James Ballantyne and Co. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Devil's Elixir, by E. T. A. 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