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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/35664-0.txt b/35664-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..db5ff10 --- /dev/null +++ b/35664-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,15895 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook of Titan: A Romance v. 1 (of 2), by +Jean Paul Friedrich Richter + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Titan: A Romance v. 1 (of 2) + +Author: Jean Paul Friedrich Richter + +Translator: Charles T. Brooks + +Release Date: March 23, 2011 [eBook #35664] +[Most recently updated: November 22, 2021] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TITAN: A ROMANCE V. 1 (OF 2) *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +[Illustration] + + +TITAN: + +A ROMANCE. + +FROM THE GERMAN OF + +_JEAN PAUL FRIEDRICH RICHTER._ + +TRANSLATED BY + +CHARLES T. BROOKS. + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + +VOL. I. + +[Illustration] + +BOSTON: +TICKNOR AND FIELDS. +1864. + + +Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1862, by + +TICKNOR AND FIELDS, + +in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of +Massachusetts. + +THIRD EDITION. + + +_UNIVERSITY PRESS:_ +WELCH, BIGELOW, AND COMPANY, +_CAMBRIDGE._ + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE. + + +The "Titan" is Jean Paul's longest--and the author meant it, and held +it, to be his greatest and best--romance; and his public (including Mr. +Carlyle) seems, on the whole, to have sustained his opinion. He was ten +years about it, and his other works, written in the interval, were +preparatory and tributary to this. + +As to the _general_ meaning of the title there can hardly, on the whole, +be any doubt. It does _not_ refer, as the division into Jubilees and +Cycles might, to be sure, suggest to one on first approaching it, to the +titanic scale and scope of the work, but to the titanic violence against +which it is aimed. + +It seems, indeed, from a letter of the author's, that he thought at +first of calling it "Anti-Titan." The only question in regard to the +_application_ of the title seems to be, whether the champion of truth +and justice against the moral Titans in this case was meant to be +understood as represented by the hero of the story, with his friends, +resisting the iniquity which moved earth and hell to ruin him, or +whether the book itself is the Anti-Titan, and an age of extravagance +the Titan. + +A French critic says of the "Titan":-- + +"It is a poem, a romance; a psychological _résumé_, a satire, an elegy, +a drama, a fantasy; having for theme and text the enigma of civilization +in the eighteenth century. + +"How is it to end, this civilization which exaggerates alike +intellectual and industrial power at the expense of the life of the +soul,--wholly factitious, theatrical,--intoxicating, consuming itself +with pleasure, seeking everywhere new enjoyments,--exploring all the +secrets of nature, without being able to penetrate the first causes, the +secrets of God,--what will be the fate of these generations +supersaturated with romances, dramas, journals, with science, ambition, +with vehement aspirations after the unknown and impossible?... + +"In augmenting the sum of its desires, will it augment the sum of its +happiness? Is it not going to increase immensely its capacity of +suffering? + +"Will it not be the giant that scales heaven-- + +"And that falls crushed to death? + +"TITAN!" + +In giving his romance the title of "Titan," says the same writer, "it is +not Albano de Cesara the author has in view, but his antipode, Captain +Roquairol,--that romantic being, that insatiable lover of pleasure, that +anticipated Byron, that scaler of heaven,--who, after having piled +mountain upon mountain to attain his object, ends in finding himself +buried under the ruins.... + +"Even while at work upon 'Hesperus,' he had formed the resolution of +placing a pure man, great and noble, by the side of a reprobate, and of +surrounding them both with a multitude of beings corresponding to them. +He wished to concentrate in a single work all the ideas of high +philosophy which he had disseminated in his other creations, and to show +them followed by their natural consequences. So strong a mind could not +stop there: he resolved to show the absurdity of exaggeration, whether +in good or in evil, in virtue or in vice. + +"Hence those reproductions of the same types, those satellites +gravitating around their respective planets; in fine, those parodies of +the principal personages of the drama. + +"By the side of the coldness and the vast plans of Don Gaspard de +Cesara, we have the no less dangerous intrigues, though upon a less +elevated scale, of the Minister von Froulay; by the side of the +ventriloquist Uncle, the lying Roquairol; the Princess Isabelle is +opposed to Linda de Romeiro, the aerial Liana to her physical +counterpart, the Princess Idoine; the comic vulgarity of Dr. Sphex +contrasts with the more elevated buffoonery of Schoppe; and if we have +Bouverot, we have also Dion, that Greek so elegant and so noble, happy +mixture of the antique and the modern, that artist so sensible and so +true.... + +"The history of Albano, opposed to Roquairol, is the history, taken from +his tenderest childhood to the epoch of his greatest development, of a +being who, as the strictest consequence of a quite special education, +goes through life, wounding himself with all its griefs, drinking at the +source of all its lawful pleasures; suffering with nobleness, tasting of +happiness, but only the purest kind; exposed every instant to see +himself drawn away by fallacious principles, and nevertheless moving on +with a steady step towards the end which his reason has marked out for +him; sacrificing to the fulfilment of his duties all the delights that a +debauched court can offer a young man entering into the world. While all +the personages who gravitate around him, and who represent each a +different aberration from the fundamental principle of the work, fall +successively at his side, victims of the natural consequences of their +passions, he, strengthening himself by every fall of which he is +witness, ends by attaining the loftiest position which the ambition of +man can desire,--a position which he could not have expected, and for +which, consequently, he had not been able to make the sacrifices that, +in the course of the work, he does not cease to achieve." + +The author whom we have thus copiously quoted alludes to Jean Paul's +having had the idea of "Titan" while writing "Hesperus." This reminds us +of a Philistine disparagement of the "Titan," that so many of the +characters of the other work reappear here under new names. There are +some critics who ought to object to the full moon, that she is only the +same old moon that we had, in her first quarter or half, several nights +ago. However, as we have not yet had "Hesperus" in English, nor are +likely to for some time, this kind of objection will not trouble English +readers of "Titan." + +Jean Paul has been justly praised for his success in drawing and shading +female characters. Our French critic says: "Richter has the rare merit +of placing on the stage in the same work six female personages, who have +not a shadow of resemblance to each other, and who, from the moment of +their appearance on the scene to that of their quitting it, never +deviate a single minute from the character the author has given them." + +The fate of his Titanide, Linda, created a loud remonstrance in Germany; +and one can hardly, indeed, help feeling as if poetic justice had been a +little caricatured, at least, in Richter's disposal of that half +strong-headed and half headstrong woman. Painful, however, as her end +is, the Translator could not listen an instant to the suggestion of +omitting a line of the scenes in which that terrible tragedy is brought +to a close. + +When the "Titan" first appeared, complaint was made by some that there +was too much of drollery, by others that there was not enough; some +found too much sentimentality, others too much philosophy; the +Translator has found it full, if not of that brevity which is the soul +of _wit_ (not, however, of humor), yet of that variety which is the +spice of life. + +The Translator (or Transplanter, for he aspires to the title) of this +huge production, in his solicitude to preserve the true German aroma of +its native earth, may have brought away some part of the soil, and even +stones, clinging to the roots (_stones of offence_ they may prove to +many, stones of stumbling to many more). He can only say, that if he had +made Jean Paul always talk in ordinary, conventional, straightforward, +instantly intelligible prose, the reader would not have had _Jean Paul +the Only_. + +And yet it is confidently claimed that, under all the exuberance of +metaphor and simile, and learned technical illustrations and odd +digressions, and gorgeous episodes and witching interludes, that +characterizes Richter, every attentive and thoughtful reader will find a +broad and solid ground of real good sense and good feeling, and that in +this extraordinary man whom, at times, his best friends were almost +tempted to call a crazy giant, will be found one whose _heart_ (to use +the homely phrase) is ever _in the right place_. + +It has seemed necessary to give a few notes, and only a few. Properly to +furnish such a work with annotations would require Jean Paul's own +voluminous un-commonplace-books of all out-of-the-way knowledge, and +that _Dictionary to Jean Paul_ which one of his countrymen began, but +unfortunately carried only through one of his works, the work on +Education, _Levana_. + +The Translator desires emphatically to express his obligations to his +friend, Rev. Dr. Furness, of Philadelphia, and to _his_ friend, the +accomplished scholar, Mr. Knorr, to whose kind and patient care whatever +of accuracy or felicity there may be in his version of the first Jubilee +is largely due; also, to Rev. Dr. Hedge, and all the friends who have +helped him with suggestion and encouragement in this large and difficult +undertaking, he makes his warmest acknowledgments;--and he closes by +commending the Titan to all lovers of the humanities, confident (in the +words of Mrs. Lee, in her Life of Jean Paul) that "the more it is read, +the more it will be acknowledged a work of exalted genius, pure +morality, and perennial beauty." + + C. T. B. + NEWPORT, R. I. + + + + +TO + +THE FOUR LOVELY AND NOBLE SISTERS ON THE THRONE.[1] + +_THE DREAM OF TRUTH._ + + +Aphrodite, Aglaia, Euphrosyne, and Thalia once looked down into the +clear-obscure of earth, and, weary of the ever-bright but cold Olympus, +yearned to enter in beneath the clouds of our world, where the Soul +loves more because it suffers more, and where it is sadder but more +warm. They heard the holy tones ascend, with which Polyhymnia passes +invisibly up and down the low, anxious earth, to cheer and lift our +hearts; and they mourned that their throne stood so far from the sighs +of the helpless. + +Then they determined to take the earthly veil, and to clothe themselves +in our mortal form. They came down from Olympus; Love and little loves +and genii flew playfully after them, and our nightingales fluttered to +meet them out of the bosom of May. + +But, as they touched the first flowers of earth, and flung only rays of +light, and cast no shadows, then the earnest Queen of gods and men, +Fate, raised her eternal sceptre, and said: "The immortal becomes mortal +upon the earth, and every spirit becomes a human being!" + +So they became human beings and sisters, and were called _Louisa_, +_Charlotte_, _Theresa_, _Frederica_; the little loves and genii +transformed themselves into their children, and flew into their maternal +arms, and the motherly and sisterly hearts throbbed full of new love in +a great embrace. And when the white banner of the blooming spring +fluttered abroad, and more human thrones stood before them,--and when, +blissfully softened by love, the harmonica of life, they looked upon +each other and their happy children, and were speechless for love and +bliss,--then did Polyhymnia, invisible, float by over them, and +recognize them, and gave them the tones wherewith the heart expresses +and awakens love and joy. + +And the dream was ended and fulfilled; it had, as is always the case, +shaped itself after waking reality. Therefore, be it consecrated to the +four fair and noble sisters, and let all which is like it in _Titan_ be +so consecrated too! + + JEAN PAUL FR. RICHTER. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] The Titan was published during the years 1800-1803. The four +sisters were the four daughters of the Duke of Mecklenburg, viz. +the Duchess of Hildburghausen, the Princess von Solms, the +Princess of Thun and Taxis, and the Louisa who afterward became +Queen of Prussia, and was so in the Liberation War.--TR. + + + + +CONTENTS OF VOL. I. + + +FIRST JUBILEE. + PAGE + +PASSAGE TO ISOLA BELLA.--FIRST DAY OF JOY IN THE TITAN.--THE +PASQUIN-IDOLATER.--INTEGRITY OF THE EMPIRE +EULOGIZED.--EFFERVESCENCE OF YOUTH.--LUXURY OF +BLEEDING.--RECOGNITION OF A FATHER.--GROTESQUE +TESTAMENT.--GERMAN PREDILECTION FOR POEMS AND THE ARTS.--THE +FATHER OF DEATH.--GHOST-SCENE.--THE BLOODY DREAM.--THE SWING +OF FANCY 1 + + +SECOND JUBILEE. + +THE TWO BIOGRAPHICAL COURTS.--THE HERDSMAN'S HUT.--THE +FLYING.--THE SALE OF HAIR.--THE DANGEROUS BIRD-POLE.--A +STORM LOCKED UP IN A COACH.--LOW MOUNTAIN-MUSIC.--THE LOVING +CHILD.--MR. VON FALTERLE FROM VIENNA.--THE TORTURE +SOUPÉ.--THE SHATTERED HEART.--WERTHER WITHOUT BEARD, BUT +WITH A SHOT.--THE RECONCILIATION 70 + + +THIRD JUBILEE. + +METHODS OF THE TWO PROFESSIONAL GARDENERS IN THEIR +PEDAGOGICAL GRAFTING-SCHOOL.--VINDICATION OF VANITY.--DAWN +OF FRIENDSHIP.--MORNING STAR OF LOVE. 110 + + +FOURTH JUBILEE. + +HIGH STYLE OF LOVE.--THE GOTHA POCKET-ALMANAC.--DREAMS ON +THE TOWER.--THE SACRAMENT AND THE THUNDER-STORM.--THE +NIGHT-JOURNEY INTO ELYSIUM.--NEW ACTORS AND STAGES, AND THE +ULTIMATUM OF THE SCHOOL-YEARS 128 + + +FIFTH JUBILEE. + +GRAND-ENTRY.--DR. SPHEX.--THE DRUMMING CORPSE.--THE LETTER +OF THE KNIGHT.--RETROGRADATION OF THE +DYING-DAY.--JULIENNE.--THE STILL GOOD-FRIDAY OF OLD +AGE.--THE HEALTHY AND BASHFUL HEREDITARY +PRINCE.--ROQUAIROL.--THE BLINDNESS.--SPHEX'S PREDILECTION +FOR TEARS.--THE FATAL BANQUET.--THE DOLOROSO OF LOVE 161 + + +SIXTH JUBILEE. + +THE TEN PERSECUTIONS OF THE READER.--LIANA'S EASTERN +ROOM.--DISPUTATION UPON PATIENCE.--THE PICTURESQUE CURE 197 + + +SEVENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO'S PECULIARITY.--THE INTRICATE INTERLACINGS OF +POLITICS.--THE HEROSTRATUS OF GAMING-TABLES.--PATERNAL +"MANDATUM SINE CLAUSULA."--GOOD SOCIETY.--MR. VON +BOUVEROT.--LIANA'S SPIRITUAL AND BODILY PRESENCE 215 + + +EIGHTH JUBILEE. + +LE PETIT LEVER OF DR. SPHEX.--PATH TO +LILAR.--WOODLAND-BRIDGE.--THE MORNING IN +ARCADIA.--CHARITON.--LIANA'S LETTER AND PSALM OF +GRATITUDE.--SENTIMENTAL JOURNEY THROUGH A GARDEN.--THE +FLUTE-DELL.--CONCERNING THE REALITY OF THE IDEAL 238 + + +NINTH JUBILEE. + +PLEASURE OF COURT-MOURNING.--THE BURIAL.--ROQUAIROL.--LETTER +TO HIM.--THE SEVEN LAST WORDS IN THE WATER.--THE SWEARING OF +ALLEGIANCE.--MASQUERADE.--PUPPET MASQUERADE.--THE HEAD IN +THE AIR, TARTARUS, THE SPIRIT-VOICE, THE FRIEND, THE +CATACOMB, AND THE TWO UNITED MEN 268 + + +TENTH JUBILEE. + +ROQUAIROL'S ADVOCATUS DIABOLI.--THE FESTIVAL DAY OF +FRIENDSHIP 310 + + +ELEVENTH JUBILEE. + +EMBROIDERY.--ANGLAISE.--CEREUS SERPENS.--MUSICAL FANTASIES 334 + + +TWELFTH JUBILEE. + +FROULAY'S BIRTHDAY AND PROJECTS.--EXTRA-LEAF.--RABETTE.--THE +HARMONICA.--NIGHT.--THE PIOUS FATHER.--THE WONDROUS +STAIRWAY.--THE APPARITION 351 + + +THIRTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ROQUAIROL'S LOVE.--PHILIPPIC AGAINST LOVERS.--THE +PICTURES.--ALBANO ALBANI.--THE HARMONIC TÊTE-À-TÊTE.--THE +RIDE TO BLUMENBÜHL 384 + + +FOURTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO AND LIANA 405 + + +FIFTEENTH JUBILEE. + +MAN AND WOMAN 432 + + +SIXTEENTH JUBILEE. + +THE SORROWS OF A DAUGHTER 481 + + + + +TITAN. + +FIRST JUBILEE. + + PASSAGE TO ISOLA BELLA.--FIRST DAY OF JOY IN THE TITAN.--THE + PASQUIN-IDOLATER.--INTEGRITY OF THE EMPIRE + EULOGIZED.--EFFERVESCENCE OF YOUTH.--LUXURY OF + BLEEDING.--RECOGNITION OF A FATHER.--GROTESQUE + TESTAMENT.--GERMAN PREDILECTION FOR POEMS AND THE ARTS.--THE + FATHER OF DEATH.--GHOST-SCENE.--THE BLOODY DREAM.--THE SWING + OF FANCY. + + +1. CYCLE. + +On a fine spring evening, the young Spanish Count Cesara came, with his +companions, Schoppe and Dian, to Sesto, in order the next morning to +cross over to the Borromæan island, Isola Bella, in Lago Maggiore. The +proudly blooming youth glowed with the excitement of travelling, and +with thoughts of the coming morrow, when he should see the isle, that +gayly decorated throne of Spring, and on it a man who had been promised +him for twenty years. This twofold glow exalted my picturesque hero to +the form of an angry god of the Muses. His beauty made a more triumphal +entry into Italian eyes than into the narrow Northern ones from the +midst of which he had come; in Milan many had wished he were of marble, +and stood with elder gods of stone, either in the Farnese Palace or in +the Clementine Museum, or in the Villa of Albani; nay, had not the +Bishop of Novara, with his sword at his side, a few hours before, asked +Schoppe (riding behind) who he was? And had not the latter, with a droll +squaring of the wrinkle-circle round his lips, made this copious answer +(by way of enlightening his spiritual lordship): "It's my Telemachus, +and I am the Mentor. I am the milling-machine and the die which coins +him,--the wolf's tooth and flattening mill which polishes him down,--the +man, in short, that regulates him"? + +The glowing form of the youthful Cesara was still more ennobled by the +earnestness of an eye always buried in the future, and of a firmly shut, +manly mouth, and by the daring decision of young, fresh faculties; he +seemed as yet to be a burning-glass in the moonlight, or a dark precious +stone of too much color, which the world, as in the case of other +jewels, can brighten and improve only by cutting _hollow_. + +As he drew nearer and nearer, the island attracted him, as one world +does another, more and more intensely. His internal restlessness rose as +the outward tranquillity deepened. Beside all this, Dian, a Greek by +birth and an artist, who had often circumnavigated and sketched Isola +Bella and Isola Madre, brought these obelisks of Nature still nearer to +his soul in glowing pictures; and Schoppe often spoke of the great man +whom the youth was to see to-morrow for the first time. As the people +were carrying by, down below in the street, an old man fast asleep, into +whose strongly marked face the setting sun cast fire and life, and who +was, in short, a corpse borne uncovered, after the Italian custom, +suddenly, in a wild and hurried tone, he asked his friends, "Does my +father look thus?" + +But what impels him with such intense emotions towards the island is +this: He had, on Isola Bella, with his sister, who afterward went to +Spain, and by the side of his mother, who had since passed to the +shadowy land, sweetly toyed and dreamed away the first three years of +his life, lying in the bosom of the high flowers of Nature; the island +had been, to the morning slumber of life, to his childhood's hours, a +Raphael's painted sleeping-chamber. But he had retained nothing of it +all in his head and heart, save in the one a deep, sadly sweet emotion +at the name, and in the other the squirrel, which, as the family +scutcheon of the Borromæans, stands on the upper terrace of the island. + +After the death of his mother his father transplanted him from the +garden-mould of Italy--some of which, however, still adhered to the +tap-roots--into the royal forest of Germany; namely, to Blumenbühl, in +the principality of Hohenfliess, which is as good as unknown to the +Germans; there he had him educated in the house of a worthy nobleman, +or, to speak more meaningly and allegorically, he caused the pedagogical +professional gardeners to run round him with their water-pots, +grafting-knives, and pruning-shears, till the tall, slender palm-tree, +full of sago-pith and protecting thorns, outgrew them, and could no +longer be reached by their pots and shears. + +And now, when he shall have returned from the island, he is to pass from +the field-bed of the country to the tanvat and hot-bed of the city, and +to the trellises of the court garden; in a word, to Pestitz, the +university and chief city of Hohenfliess, even the sight of which, until +this time, his father had strictly forbidden him. + +And to-morrow he sees that father for the first time! He must have +burned with desire, since his whole life had been one preparation for +this meeting, and his foster-parents and teachers had been a sort of +chalcographic company, who had engraved in copper a portrait of the +author of his life-book so magnificently opposite the title-page. His +father, Gaspard de Cesara, Knight of the Golden Fleece (whether Spanish +or Austrian I should be glad to be precisely informed myself), a spirit +naturally three-edged, sharp, and brightly polished, had in his youth +wild energies, for whose play only a battle-field or a kingdom would +have been roomy enough, and which in high life had as little power of +motion as a sea-monster in a harbor. He satisfied them by playing +star-parts with all ranks in comedies and tragedies, by the prosecution +of all sciences, and by an eternal tour: he was intimate and often +involved with great and small men and courts, yet always marched along +as a stream with its own waves through the sea of the world. And now, +after having completed his travels by land and sea round the whole +circumference of life, round its joys and capacities and systems, he +still continues (especially since the Present, that ape of the Past, is +always running after him) to pursue his studies and geographical +journeyings; but always for scientific purposes, just as he visits now +the European battle-fields. As for the rest, he is not at all gloomy, +still less gay, but composed and calm; he does not even hate and love, +blame and praise other men any more than he does himself, but values +every one in his kind, the dove in hers and the tiger in his. What often +seems vengeance is merely the determined, soldier-like tread wherewith a +man, who can never flee and fear, but only knows how to advance and +stand his ground, tramples down larks'-eggs and ears of corn. + +I think that the corner which I have thus snipped off from the +Whistonian chart of this comet, for the benefit of mankind, is broad +enough. I will, before I discourse further, reserve the privilege to +myself, of sometimes calling Don Gaspard _the Knight_, without appending +to him the Golden Fleece; and, secondly, of not being obliged by +courtesy towards the short memory of readers to steal from his son +Cesara (under which designation the old man will never appear) his +Christian name, which, to be sure, is _Albano_. + +As Don Gaspard was about leaving Italy for Spain, he had, through +Schoppe, caused our Albano, or Cesara, to be brought hither without any +one's knowing why he did it at so late a period. Was it his pleasure, +perhaps, to gaze into the full spring-time of the young twigs? Did he +wish to unfold to the youth some rules for rustics in the +century-almanac of court life? Would he imitate the old Gauls, or the +modern inhabitants of the Cape, who never suffered their sons in their +presence till they were grown up and capable of bearing arms? Was +nothing less than that his idea? This much only I comprehend, that I +should be a very good-natured fool if I were, in the very fore-court of +the work, to suffer myself to be burdened with the task of drawing and +dotting out from the few data that I now have, in the case of a man so +remarkable, and whose magnetic needle declines so many degrees,--a +Wilkes's magnetic table of inclinations;--he, not I, is the father of +his son, to be sure, and he knows of course why he did not send for him +till his beard was grown. + +When it struck twenty-three o'clock (the hour before sundown), and +Albano would have counted up the tedious strokes, he was so excited that +he was not in a condition to ascend the long tone-ladder;[2] he must +away to the shore of the Lago, in which the up-towering islands rise +like sceptred sea-gods. Here stood the noble youth, his inspired +countenance full of the evening glow, with exalted emotions of heart, +sighing for his veiled father, who, hitherto, with an influence like +that of the sun behind a bank of clouds, had made the day of his life +warm and light. This longing was not filial love,--_that_ belonged to +his foster-parents, for childlike love can only spring up toward a heart +whereon we have long reposed, and which has protected us, as it were, +with the first heart's-leaves against cold nights and hot days,--his +love was higher or rarer. Across his soul had been cast a gigantic +shadow of his father's image, which lost nothing by Gaspard's coldness. +Dian compared it to the repose on the sublime countenance of the Juno +Ludovici; and the enthusiastic son likened it to another sudden chill +which often comes into the heart in company with too great warmth from +another's heart, as burning-glasses burn feeblest precisely in the +hottest days. He even hoped he might perchance melt off by his love this +father's heart, so painfully frozen to the glaciers of life: the youth +comprehended not how possible it was to resist a true, warm heart, at +least his. + +Our hero, reared in the Carthusian monastery of rural life, and more in +past ages than his own, applied to every subject antediluvian gigantic +standards of measurement; the invisibility of the Knight constituted a +part of his greatness, and the Moses'-veil doubled the glory which it +concealed. Our youth had, in general, a singular leaning toward +extraordinary men, of whom others stand in dread. He read the eulogies +of every great man with as much delight as if they were meant for him; +and if the mass of people consider uncommon spirits as, for that very +reason, bad,--just as they take all strange petrifactions to be Devil's +bones,--in him the reverse was the case: in him _love_ dwelt a neighbor +to _wonder_, and his breast was always at the same time wide and warm. +To be sure, every young man and every great man who looks upon another +as great, considers him for that very reason as too great. But in every +noble heart burns a perpetual thirst for a nobler, in the fair, for a +fairer; it wishes to behold its ideal out of itself, in bodily presence, +with glorified or adopted form, in order the more easily to attain to +it, because the lofty man can ripen only by a lofty one, as diamond can +be polished only by diamond. On the other hand, does a litterateur, a +cit, a newspaper carrier or contributor wish to get a glimpse of a great +head,--and is he as greedy for a great head as for an abortion with +three heads,--or a Pope with as many caps,--or a stuffed shark,--or a +speaking-machine or a butter-machine,--it is not because his inner man +is burdened and beset by the soul-inspiring ideal of a great man, pope, +shark, three-headed monster, or butter-model, but it is because he +thinks, in the morning, "I can't help wondering how the creature looks," +and because, in the evening, he means to tell how he looks, over a glass +of beer. + +Albano looked from the shore with increasing restlessness across the +shining water toward the holy dwelling-place of his past childhood, his +departed mother, his absent sister. The songs of gladness thrilled +through him as they came floating along on the distant boats; every +running wave--the foaming surge--raised a higher in his bosom; the giant +statue of St. Borromæus,[3] looking away over the cities, embodied the +exalted one (his father) who stood erect in his heart, and the blooming +pyramid, the island, was the paternal throne; the sparkling chain of the +mountains and glaciers wound itself fast around his spirit, and lifted +him up to lofty beings and lofty thoughts. + +The first journey, especially when Nature casts over the long road +nothing but white radiance and orange-blossoms and chestnut-shadows, +imparts to the youth what the last journey often takes away from the +man,--a dreaming heart, wings for the ice-chasms of life, and wide-open +arms for every human breast. + +He went back, and with his commanding eye begged his friends to set sail +this very evening, although Don Gaspard was not to come to the island +till to-morrow morning. Often, what he wanted to do in a week, he +proposed to himself for the next day, and at last did it at once. Dian +tapped the impetuous Boreas on the head lovingly, and said: "Impatient +being, thou hast here the wings of a Mercury, and down there too +(pointing to his feet)! But just cool off! In the pleasant +after-midnight we embark, and when the dawn reddens in the sky we land." +Dian had not merely an artistic eye to his well-formed darling, but also +a tender interest in him, because he had often, in Blumenbühl, where he +had business as public architect, been the friend and guide of his +childhood and youth, and because now on the island he must tear himself +from his arms for some time and be absent at Rome. Since he (the public +architect) considered the same extravagance which he would rebuke in an +old man to be no extravagance in a youth,--an inundation to be no +inundation in Egypt, though it would be in Holland,--and since he +assumed a different average temperature for every individual, age, and +people, and in holy human nature found no string to be cut off, but only +at most to be tuned, surely Cesara must have cherished toward the +cheerful and indulgent teacher, on whose two tables of laws stood only, +Joy and moderation! a right hearty attachment, even more hearty than for +the laws themselves. + +The images of the present and of the near future and of his father had +so filled the breast of the Count with greatness and immortality, that +he could not comprehend how any one could let himself be buried without +having achieved both, and that as often as the landlord brought in +anything, he pitied the man, particularly as he was always singing, and, +like the Neapolitans and Russians, in the minor key, because he was +never to be anything, certainly not immortal. The latter is a mistake; +for he gets his immortality here, and I take pleasure in giving place +and life to his name, _Pippo_ (abbreviated from Philippo). When, at +last, they paid and were about to go, and Pippo kissed a Kremnitz ducat, +saying, "Praised be the holy Virgin with the child on her _right_ arm," +Albano was pleased that the father took after his pious little daughter, +who had been all the evening rocking and feeding an image of the child +Jesus. To be sure, Schoppe remarked, she would carry the child more +_lightly_ on her left arm;[4] but the error of the good youth is a merit +in him as well as the truth. + +Beneath the splendor of a full moon they went on board the bark, and +glided away over the gleaming waters. Schoppe shipped some wines with +them, "not so much," said he, "that there is nothing to be had on the +island, as for this reason, that if the vessel should leak, then there +would be no need of pumping out anything but the flagons,[5] and she +would float again." + +Cesara sank, silently, deeper and deeper into the glimmering beauties of +the shore and of the night. The nightingales warbled as if inspired on +the triumphal gate of spring. His heart grew in his breast like a melon +under its glass-bell, and his breast heaved higher and higher over the +swelling fruit. All at once he reflected that he should in this way see +the tulip-tree of the sparkling morn and the garlands of the island put +together only like an artificial, Italian silk-flower, stamen by stamen, +leaf by leaf; then was he seized with his old thirst for one single +draining draught from Nature's horn of plenty; he shut his eyes, not to +open them again, till he should stand upon the highest terrace of the +island before the morning sun. Schoppe thought he was asleep; but the +Greek smilingly guessed the epicurism of this artificial blindness, and +bound, himself, before those great insatiable eyes the broad, black +taffeta-ribbon, which, like a woman's ribbon or lace mask, contrasted +singularly and sweetly with his blooming but manly face. + +Now the two began to tease and tantalize him in a friendly way with oral +night-pictures of the magnificent adornments of the shores between which +they passed. "How proudly," said Dian to Schoppe, "rises yonder the +castle of Lizanza, and its mountain, like a Hercules, with twelvefold +girdles of vine-clusters!" "The Count," said Schoppe in a lower tone to +Dian, "loses a vast deal by this bandaging of his eyes. See you not, +architect, to speak poetically, the glimmer of the city of Arona? How +beautifully she lays on Luna's blanc d'Espagne, and seems to be setting +herself out and prinking up for to-morrow in the powder-mantle of +moonshine which is flung around her! But that is nothing; still better +looks St. Borromæus yonder, who has the moon on his head like a +freshly-washed night-cap; stands not the giant there like the Micromegas +of the German body politic, just as high, just as stiff and stark?" + +The happy youth was silent, and returned for answer a hand-pressure of +love;--he only dreamed of the present, and signified he could wait and +deny himself. With the heart of a child from whom the curtains and the +after-midnight hide the approaching Christmas present of the morrow, he +was borne along in the pleasure-boat, with tightly bandaged eyes, toward +the approaching, heavenly kingdom. Dian drew, as well as the double +light of the moonshine and the aurora permitted, a sketch of the veiled +dreamer in his scrap-book. I wish I had it here, and could see in it how +my darling, with the optic nerves tied up, strains at once the eye of +dream directed toward the inner world, and the ear of attention so +sharply set toward the outer. How beautiful is such a thing, +painted,--how much more beautiful realized in life! + +The mantle of night grew thinner and cooler,--the morning air fanned +livingly against the breast,--the larks mingled with the nightingales +and with the singing boatmen,--and he heard, beneath his bandage, which +was growing lighter and lighter, the joyful discoveries of his friends, +who saw in the open cities along the shore the reviving stir of human +life, and on the waterfalls of the mountains the alternate reflections +of clouds and ruddy sky. At last the breaking splendors of morn hung +like a festoon of Hesperides-apples around the distant tops of the +chestnut-trees; and now they disembarked upon Isola Bella. + +The veiled dreamer heard, as they ascended with him the ten terraces of +the garden, the deep-drawn sigh and shudder of joy close beside him, and +all the quick entreaties of astonishment; but he held the bandage fast, +and went blindfold from terrace to terrace, thrilled with +orange-fragrance, refreshed by higher, freer breezes, fanned by +laurel-foliage,--and when they had gained at last the highest terrace, +and looked down upon the lake, heaving its green waters sixty ells +below, then Schoppe cried, "Now! now!" But Cesara said, "No! the sun +first!" and at that moment the morning wind flung up the sunlight +gleaming through the dark twigs, and it flamed free on the summits,--and +Dian snatched off the bandage, and said, "Look round!" "O God!" cried he +with a shriek of ecstasy, as all the gates of the new heaven flew open, +and the Olympus of nature, with its thousand reposing gods, stood around +him. What a world! There stood the Alps, like brother giants of the Old +World, linked together, far away in the past, holding high up over +against the sun the shining shields of the glaciers. The giants wore +blue girdles of forest, and at their feet lay hills and vineyards, and +through the aisles and arches of grape-clusters the morning winds played +with cascades as with watered-silk ribbons, and the liquid brimming +mirror of the lake hung down by the ribbons from the mountains, and +they fluttered down into the mirror, and a carved work of chestnut woods +formed its frame.... Albano turned slowly round and round, looked into +the heights, into the depths, into the sun, into the blossoms; and on +all summits burned the alarm-fires of mighty Nature, and in all depths +their reflections,--a creative earthquake beat like a heart under the +earth and sent forth mountains and seas.... O then, when he saw on the +bosom of the infinite mother the little swarming children, as they +darted by under every wave and under every cloud,--and when the morning +breeze drove distant ships in between the Alps,--and when _Isola Madre_ +towered up opposite to him, with her seven gardens, and tempted him to +lean upon the air and be wafted over on level sweep from his summit to +her own,--and when he saw the pheasants darting down from the _Madre_ +into the waves,--then did he seem to stand like a storm-bird with +ruffled plumage on his blooming nest, his arms were lifted like wings by +the morning wind, and he longed to cast himself over the terrace after +the pheasants, and cool his heart in the tide of Nature. + +Ashamed, he took, without looking round him, the hands of his friends +and pressed them in mute fervor, that he might not be obliged to speak. +The magnificent universe had painfully expanded, and then blissfully +overflowed his great breast; and now, when he opened his eyes, like an +eagle, wide and full upon the sun, and when the blinding brightness hid +the earth, and he began to be lonely, and the earth became smoke and the +sun a soft, white world, which gleamed only around the margin,--then did +his whole, full soul, like a thunder-cloud, burst asunder and burn and +weep, and from the pure, white sun his mother looked upon him, and in +the fire and smoke of the earth his father and his life stood veiled. + +Silently he went down the terraces, often passing his hand across his +moist eyes to wipe away the dazzling shadow which danced on all the +summits and all the steps. + +Exalted Nature! when we see and love thee, we love our fellow-men more +warmly; and when we must pity or forget them, thou still remainest with +us, reposing before the moist eye like a verdant chain of mountains in +the evening red. Ah, before the soul in whose sight the morning dew of +its ideals has faded to a cold, gray drizzle,--and before the heart, +which, in the subterranean passages of this life, meets no longer men, +but only dry, crooked-up mummies on crutches in catacombs,--and before +the eye which is impoverished and forsaken, and which no human creature +will any longer gladden,--and before the proud son of the gods whom his +unbelief and his lonely bosom, emptied of humanity, rivet down to an +eternal, unchangeable anguish,--before all these thou remainest, +quickening Nature, with thy flowers and mountains and cataracts, a +faithful comforter; and the bleeding son of the gods, cold and +speechless, dashes the drop of anguish from his eyes, that they may +rest, far and clear, on thy volcanoes, and on thy Springs, and on thy +suns! + + +2. CYCLE. + +I could wish nothing finer for one whom I held dear, than a mother,--a +sister,--three years of living together on Isola Bella,--and then in the +twentieth, a morning hour when he should land on the Eden-island, and, +enjoying all this with the eye and memory at once, clasp and strain it +to his open soul. O thou all too happy Albano, on the rose-parterre of +childhood,--under the deep, blue sky of Italy,--in the midst of +luxuriant, blossom-laden citron-foliage,--in the bosom of _beautiful_ +nature, who caresses and holds thee like a mother, and in the presence +of _sublime_ nature, which stands like a father in the distance, and +with a heart which expects its own father to-day! + +The three now roamed with slow, unsteady steps through the swimming +paradise. Although both of the others had often trodden it before, still +their silver age became a golden age, by sympathy with Albano's ecstasy; +the sight of another's rapture wakes the old impression of our own. As +people who live near breakers and cataracts speak louder than others, so +did the majestic sounding of the swollen sea of life impart to them all, +even Schoppe, a stronger language; only he never could hit upon such +imposing words, at least gestures, as another man. + +Schoppe, who must needs fling a farewell kiss back to dear Italy, would +gladly still have conserved the last scattered drops that hung around +the cup of joy, which were sweet as Italian wines, full of German fire +without the German acid. By acid he meant leave-taking and emotion. "If +fate," said he, "fires a single retreating shot, by Heaven, I quietly +turn my nag and ride whistling back. The deuce must be in the beast (or +on him) if a clever jockey could not so break his mourning steed that +the creature should carry himself very well as a companion-horse to the +festive steed.[6] I school my sun-horse as well as my sumpter-horse far +otherwise." + +First of all, now, they took possession of this Otaheite-island by +marches, and every one of its provinces must pay them, as a Persian +province does its emperor, a different pleasure. "The lower terraces," +said Schoppe, "must deliver to us squatter-sovereigns the tithe of fruit +and sack, in citron and orange fragrance,--the upper pays off the +imperial tax in _prospects_,--the Grotto down below there will pay, I +hope, Jews-scot in the _murmur_ of waters, and the cypress-wood up +yonder its princess's tribute in _coolness_,--the ships will not defraud +us of their Rhine and Neckar toll, but pay that down by showing +themselves in the distance." + +It is not difficult for me to perceive that Schoppe, by these quizzical +sallies, aimed to allay the violent commotions of Cesara's brain and +heart; for the splendor of the morning enchantment, although the youth +spoke composedly of lesser things, had not yet gone from his sight. In +him every excitement vibrated long after (one in the morning lasted the +whole day), for the same reason that an alarm-bell keeps on humming +longer than a sheep-bell; although such a continuing echo could neither +distract his attention nor disturb his actions or his words. + +The Knight was to come at noon. Meanwhile they roamed and revelled and +went humming about in stiller enjoyment with bees-wings and +bees-probosces through the richly-honeyed Flora of the island; and they +had that serene naturalness of children, artists, and Southern people, +which sips only from the honey-cup of the moment; and, accordingly, they +found in every dashing wave, in every citron-frame, in every statue +among blossoms, in every dancing reflection, in every darting ship, more +than one flower which opened its full cup wider under the warm sky, +whereas, with us, under our cold one, it fares as with the bees, against +whom the frosts of May shut the flowers up. O, the islanders are right! +Our greatest and most lasting error is, that we look for life, that is, +its happiness, as the materialists look for the soul, in the combination +of parts, as if the whole or the relation of its component parts could +give us anything which each individual part had not already. Does then +the heaven of our existence, like the blue one over our heads, consist +of mere empty air, which, when near to, and in little, is only a +transparent nothing, and which only in the distance and in gross becomes +blue ether? The century casts the flower-seeds of thy joy only from the +porous sowing-machine of minutes, or rather, to the blest eternity +itself there is no other handle than the instant. It is not that life +consists of seventy years, but the seventy years consist of a continuous +life, and one has lived, at all events, and lived enough, die when one +may. + + +3. CYCLE. + +When, at length, the three sons of joy were about to seat themselves in +the dining-hall of a laurel grove before their meat-and-drink offering, +which Schoppe had stored away in the provision ship at Sesto, at that +moment, a genteel stranger, elegantly dressed in one color, came through +the twigs, with slow, stately steps, up to the reclining company, and +addressed himself, forthwith, without inquiry, to Cesara, in slow, soft, +and precisely pronounced German: "I am intrusted with an apology to Sir +Count Cesara."--"From my father?" asked he quickly. "Beg pardon,--from +my prince," replied the stranger; "he forbade your noble father, who +arose ill, to travel in the cool of the morning, but towards evening he +will meet you. In the mean time," he added, with a gracious smile and a +slight bow, "I sacrifice something on the noble Knight's account, in +commencing the pleasure of being longer with you hereafter, Sir Count, +by bringing you disappointment." Schoppe, who was neater at guessing +than at speaking, immediately broke out,--for he never let himself be +imposed upon by any man: "We are then pedagogic copartners and +confederates. Welcome, dear Gray-leaguesman!"[7] "It gives me pleasure," +said the stranger, coldly, who was dressed in gray. + +But Schoppe had hit it; the stranger was hereafter to occupy the place +of chief tutor to Cesara, and Schoppe was collaborator. To me this seems +judicious; the electric-sparkling Schoppe could serve as the cat's-skin, +the fox-tail, the glass cylinder, which should completely charge our +youth, composed as he was of conductors and non-conductors; the chief +tutor, as principal, being the operator and spark-taker, who should +discharge him with his Franklin's-points. + +The man was named Von Augusti, was Lector to the prince, and had lived +much in the great world; he seemed, as is the case with all of this +court-stamp, ten years older than he really was, for he was in fact only +just thirty-seven. + +One would have to suffer for it from the inverted ink-pots of the +reviewing Xanthippes, if one should leave the reviewers or Xanthippes in +any uncertainty as to who the prince really was of whom we have all made +mention above. It was the hereditary Prince of Hohenfliess, in whose +village of Blumenbühl the Count had been brought up, and into whose +chief city he was next to remove. The Hohenfliess Infante was hurrying +back, in a great dust and all out of breath, from Italy, wherein he had +left much spare coin and land-scrip, to Germany, in order there to coin, +upon his own account, allegiance-medals, because his reigning father was +going down the steps into the hereditary sepulchre, and was even now +within a few paces of his coffin. + +During dinner the Lector Augusti spoke of the lovely scenery with true +taste, but with little warmth and impulse, preferring it by far to some +Tempestas[8] in the Borromæan palace. Thence he passed on, in order to +have occasion of mentioning the Knight as often as possible, to the +personalities of the Court, and confessed that the German gentleman, M. +de Bouverot, stood in especial favor,--for with courtiers and saints +everything goes by grace,--and that the Prince was uncommonly afflicted +in his nerves, &c. Courtiers, who, for the most part, cut their very +souls according to the pattern of another's, do, however, draw up their +ministerial reports of court so copiously and seriously for the +uninitiated, that the reader of their gazettes must needs either laugh +or go to sleep; a court-man and the book _Des Erreurs et de la Verité_ +call the general of the Jesuits God, the Jesuits men, and the +non-Jesuits beasts. Schoppe listened with a dreadful pucker and twist of +feature; he hated courts bitterly. Young Albano thought not much better +of them; nay, as he was fond of venture, and liked much better to work +and fight with the arm than with the fingers of the inner man, and +delighted in tackling to the snow-plough and harrow and sowing-machine +of life war-horses and thunder-steeds, instead of a team of clever +home-and field-horses, of course people who went carefully and +considerately to work, and would rather do light, lacquered work, and +delicate ladies' work, than Hercules'-labors, he did not particularly +fancy. However he could not but feel a respect for the modesty of +Augusti, (based as it was upon a noble self-reliance,) which never let +him say a word about himself, as well as for the knowledge he had gained +by travel. + +Cesara,--by the way I shall continue through this Cycle to write it with +a C, agreeably to the Spanish orthography; but in and after the 4th, +since I am not used to that letter in my orthography, and cannot be +forever misrepresenting myself through a long book, it will be written +with a Z,--Cesara could not hear enough from the Lector about his +father. He related to him the last act of the Knight in Rome, but with +an irreligious coldness which produced in the youth a chill of a +different kind. Don Gaspard, namely, had laid a wager with a German +Nuncius, picture against picture, that he would take a certain German +(Augusti would not name him), whose life was only one prolonged, moral +filth-month in the princely stable of Epicurus, and in two days, without +seeing him, would convert him for as long a time as the Nuncio should +desire. The latter accepted the wager, but caused the German to be +secretly watched. After two days the German locked himself up, became +devout, pale, still, bed-ridden, and in conduct came near to a true +Christian. The Nuncio watched the mischief for a week, then demanded the +sudden retransformation, or the Circe's wand, which should bring back +again the beastly shape. The Knight touched the German with the wand, +and the Epicurean swine stood there perfectly sound and well. I know not +which is the more inexplicable, the miracle, or the cold-bloodedness of +the thing. But the Lector could not say with what menstrua Gaspard +forced these rapid solutions and evaporations and precipitations. + +At length the Lector, who had long been _frappé_ with the vocation and +the collaboratorship of the singular Schoppe, came, by polite +circumlocutions, upon the question, how the Knight had become acquainted +with him. "Through the Pasquino," he replied. "He was just stepping +round the corner of the Palazzo degli Ursini, when he saw some Romans +and our hereditary prince standing round a man who was on his knees +(they were my knees) before the statues of Pasquino and Marforio, and +offering to them the following prayer: Dear Castor and Pollux! why do ye +not secularize yourselves out of the ecclesiastical estate, and travel +through my Germany _in partibus infidelium_, or as two diligent vicars? +Could you not go round among the cities of the empire as missionary +preachers and referendaries, or post yourselves as _chevaliers +d'honneur_ and armorial bearers on either side of a throne? Would to God +they might at least vote thee, Pasquino, royal high-chaplain and master +of ceremonies in the court chapels, or let thee down from the roof by a +rope at the christening as baptismal angel! Say, could not you twins, +now, once come forward and speak as petition-masters-general in the +halls of the Diet, or, as _magistri sententiarum_, oppugn one another +within the walls of the universities on Commencement days? Pasquino, can +no Delia Porta[9] restore thee, were it only so far that thou mightest, +at least, at Congresses and treaty-makings of the diplomatic corps, play +the _silhouetteur_ as the figure-head of the stove, or must you serve at +the highest only in university libraries, as the busts of critical +editors? Ah, gay pair, would that Chigi, who stands here beside me, +might only model you into a portable pocket edition for ladies, I would +put you by, and not take you out of my pocket till I reached Germany! I +can, however, do it even here on the island," said Schoppe; whereupon he +drew forth the satirical work of art; for the renowned architect and +modeller, Chigi, who heard him, had really cast a copy of it. Schoppe +went on to tell how Don Gaspard then seriously stepped up to him, and +asked him, in Spanish, who he was. "I am (he answered also in Spanish) +actual Titular librarian to the Grand Master at Malta, and a descendant +of the so-called grammatical dog, the toothed humanist, Scioppius +(German Schoppe); my baptismal name is Pero, Piero, Pietro (Peter). But +many here call me, by mistake, Sciupio or Sciopio (extravagance)." + +Gaspard had an impartial, deep-reaching eye for every spirit, even +though it were most unlike his own; and, least of all, did he seek a +repetition of himself. He therefore took the librarian home with him. +Since, now, the latter seemed to live solely by portrait-painting, and +was besides just meaning to go back to Germany, he accordingly proposed +to this rich, many-eyed, rough spirit, Albano's society, which only the +present fellow-laborer, Augusti, was to share with him. But there were +four things which the librarian demanded beforehand, as +preliminaries,--a sitting from the Count, his profile, and--when both +these had been granted--yet a third and a fourth, in the following +terms: "Must I suffer myself to be _calendered_[10] by the +three estates, and forced to take on gloss and smoothness by +polishing-presses? I will not; whithersoever else, be it to +heaven or hell, I will accompany your son, but not into the +stamping-washing-roasting-melting-and-forcing-works of great houses." +This was granted easiest of all; besides, the second Imperial vicegerent +of the paternal supremacy, Augusti, was appointed to the business in +question. But upon the fourth point they came near falling out. Schoppe, +who would rather be an outlaw than a slave or a freedman, and whose +ground, no less imperially free than fruitful, would not endure a hedge, +could accommodate himself only to accidental, undetermined services, and +felt obliged to decline the _fixum_ of a salary. "I will," said he, +"deliver occasional sermons, but none of your weekly sermons; nay, it +may be, oftentimes, I shall not enter the desk for a half-year +together." The Knight considered it beneath him to be under obligations, +and drew back, till Schoppe hit upon the diagonal road, and said he +would give his society as a _don gratuit_, and should expect of the +Knight, from time to time, a considerable _don gratuit_ in return. As +for the rest, Schoppe was now full as dear to the Knight as the +first-best Turk of the Court who had ever helped him up his +carriage-steps; his trial of a man was like a post-mortem examination, +and after the trial he neither loved nor hated more cordially; to him, +as he looked into the show-piece of blustering life, the manager and the +first and second mistresses, and the Lears and Iphigenias and heroes +were no friends, nor were the Kasperls and the tyrants and +supernumeraries foes, but they were simply different actors in different +parts. Ah, Gaspard, standest thou, then, in the front box, and not also +on the stage of life itself? And dost thou not in the great drama +recognize, like Hamlet, a lesser one? Ay, does not every stage imply, +after all, a twofold life,--a copying and a copied? + +Either the glass or two (or more) of wine, or else his annoying contrast +to the elegant, sedate Lector, set Schoppe's winnowing-mill with all its +wheels in motion, though this humor of his found small scope on the +enchanting island; and when Augusti expressed a wish that Schoppe might +go to Germany under happier auspices than other painters, the latter +drew forth a pack of gilded pictures of German patron saints, and said, +shuffling them: "Many a one would here lay a papal miserere on the desk +and sing it off, particularly if, like me, he had to go into winter +quarters among the German ice and fog-banks in the middle of +spring;--and it is with reluctance, I am free to confess, I leave the +Harlequin and Pulzinella and Scapin, and the whole _comedia dell' arte_ +behind. But the gentlemen saints whom I here shuffle have brought the +lands under their charge into high and dry condition, and one passes +through them with comfort. Mr. Architect, you laugh, but you know +altogether too little of what these painted heavenly advowees hourly +undertake in behalf of the German circles. Mr. Architect, show me, after +all, a country anywhere, in which so many cudgels, programmes, +professors, _Perukes-allongées_, learned advertisements, imperial +notices, cits and surburbans, ceremonies, coronations, and Heidelberg +tubs, but without indwelling Diogeneses, are to be mustered together as +in the aforementioned? Or I appeal to you, Mr. Von Augusti! Point out to +me, I pray, one single territory which is provided with such a _Long +Parliament_, namely, a most lengthy Diet of the Empire, as it were, an +extraordinarily wholesome _pillula perpetua_[11] which the patient is +incessantly swallowing, and which as incessantly purges him; and who is +not reminded, as well as myself, in this connection, of the _capitulatio +perpetua_, and in general of the body politic of the Empire, that +_perpetuum immobile_,--and on good grounds?" Here Schoppe drank. "The +body of the Empire becomes thereby, like the first principle of morals, +or like virgin earth, altogether insoluble; nay, supposing one of us +were to take an electoral sword, and cut it in two therewith, as if it +were an earwig, still the half with the teeth would, like the cloven +earwig, turn round and eat the latter half clean up,--and then there +would be the whole continuous earwig rejoined and well fed into the +bargain. It is not by any means to be regretted as a consequence of this +close _nexus_ of the Empire, that the corpus can devour and digest its +own limbs, as the brook-crab does its stomach, without any real harm to +itself, so that the corpus, like a Homeric god, can only be wounded, but +not killed. Take this bunchy polypus-stalk, I often say, mash it to a +pulp with Rösel,--turn it wrong side outward like a glove,--like +Lichtenberg, cut the polypus in two dexterously with a hair,--like +Trembley, stick and incorporate several severed limbs into one another, +as other naturalists do imperial cities, abbeys, small provinces into +greater, or the reverse,--and then examine after some days; verily, +magnificent and whole and well, thy polypus will be found sitting there +again, or my name is not Schoppe." + +The Count had heard him again and again on this subject, and could +therefore more easily and properly smile; the Lector, however, was +learning all this for the first time, and even the comic actor is not +such to his new hearers. But amidst all these diversions there still +sounded on in Albano's soul a confused tumult, like the murmuring of +the waterfall of the coming times. He peered longingly through the +wavering seams of the laurel-foliage, out toward the shining hills, when +Dian said, in his painter's-language: "Is it not as if all the gods +stood, with thousands of cornucopias, on the mountains around Lago +Maggiore, and poured down wine and cascades, till the lake, like a +goblet of joy, foams over and gushes down with the brimming juice?" +Schoppe replied: "Pleasures of exceeding flavor, like pineapples, have +the misfortune, that, like pineapples, they make the gums bleed." "I +think," said Augusti, "that one ought not to reflect much upon the +pleasures of life, any more than upon the beauties of a good poem; one +enjoys both better without counting or dissecting them." "And I," said +Cesara, "would calculate and dissect from very pride; whatever came of +it I would abide, and I should be ashamed to be unhappy about it. If +life, like the olive, is a bitter fruit, then grasp both with the press, +and they will afford the sweetest oil." Here he rose to remain alone on +the island till evening; he asked indulgence, but gave no excuse. His +lofty, ambitious soul was incapable of descending to the smallest lie, +even towards an animal. In Blumenbühl he used daily to entice the tame +pigeons near him by holding out food; and his foster-sister often begged +him to catch one; but he always said, "No," for he would not betray the +confidence even of a brute creature. + +While they followed him with their eyes, as he slowly retired through +the laurel shades, with the shadows dancing after him and stray sunbeams +gliding down over him, and, as in a dream, gently bent the branches +apart with his hands extended before him, Dian broke forth: "What a +statue of Jupiter!" "And the ancients," said Schoppe, joining in, +"believed, moreover, that every god dwelt in his own statue." "A +magnificent, threefold breadth of brow, nasal bridge, and breast!" +continued Dian. "A Hercules planting olive-trees on Olympus!" "It struck +me very much," said the Lector, "that, after considerable study, I could +read in his countenance what I wished and what was mutually +contradictory,--coldness, warmth, innocence and gentleness, most readily +defiance and force." Schoppe added: "It may be still harder for himself +to compel such a congress of warring powers within him to become a +peace-congress." "How beautifully," said the humanly feeling Dian, "must +love sit upon so mighty a form, and how sublimely must anger!" "Those +are two poetic beauties," replied Schoppe, "out of which two +Pedagogiarchs and Zenophons, like us, can make little with their Cyrus +in their Cyropædia." + + +4. CYCLE. + +Zesara had tasted only three glasses of wine; but the must of his thick, +hot blood fermented under it mightily. The day grew more and more into a +Daphnian and Delphic grove, in whose whispering and steamy thicket he +lost himself deeper and deeper,--the sun hung in the blue like a white +glistening snow-ball,--the glaciers cast their silvery glances down into +the green,--from distant clouds it thundered occasionally,[12] as if +spring were rolling along in his triumphal chariot far away towards us +at the north,--the living glow of the climate and the hour, and the holy +fire of two raptures, the remembered and the expected, warmed to life +all his powers. And now that fever of young health seized upon him, in +which it always seemed to him as if a particular heart beat in every +limb,--the lungs and the heart are heavy and full of blood,--the breath +is hot as a Harmattan wind,--and the eye dark in its own blaze,--and the +limbs are weary with energy. In this overcharge of the electrical cloud +he had a peculiar passion for destroying. When younger, he often +relieved himself by rolling fragments of rock to a summit and letting +them roll down, or by running on the full gallop till his breath grew +_longer_, or most surely by hurting himself with a penknife (as he had +heard of Cardan's doing), and even bleeding himself a little +occasionally. Seldom do ordinary, and still seldomer extraordinary, men +attain full-blooming youth of body and spirit, but when it does happen, +so much the more luxuriantly does one root bear a whole flower-garden. + +With such emotions Albano now stood alone behind the palace towards the +south, when a sport of his boyish years occurred to him. + +He had, namely, often in May, during a heavy wind, climbed up into a +thick-limbed apple-tree, which supported a whole green hanging cabinet, +and had laid himself down in the arms of its branches. And when, in this +situation, the wavering pleasure-grove swung him about amidst the +juggling play of the lily-butterflies and the hum of bees and insects +and the clouds of blossoms, and when the flaunting top now buried him in +rich green, now launched him into deep blue, and now into the sunshine, +then did his fancy stretch the tree to gigantic dimensions: it grew +alone in the Universe, as if it were the tree of endless life, its root +pierced far down into the abyss, the white-red clouds hung upon it as +blossoms, the moon as a fruit, the little stars glistened like dew, and +Albano reposed in its infinite summit, and a storm swayed the summit +from day into night and from night into day. + +And now he stood looking up to a tall cypress. A southeast breeze had +arisen from its siesta in Rome, and flying along had cooled itself by +the way in the tops of the lemon-trees and in a thousand brooks and +shadows, and now lay cradled in the arms of the cypress. Then he climbed +up the tree, in order at least to tire himself. But how did the world +stretch out before him, with its woods, its islands, and its mountains, +when he saw the thunder-cloud lying over Rome's seven hills, just as if +that old spirit were speaking from the gloom which once wrought in the +seven hills as in seven Vesuviuses, that had stood before the face of +the earth so many centuries with fiery columns, with erect tempests, and +had overspread it with clouds and ashes and fertility, till they at last +burst themselves asunder! The mirror-wall of the glaciers stood, like +his father, unmelted before the warm rays of heaven, and only glistened +and remained cold and hard,--from the broad expanse of the lake the +sunny hills seemed on every hand to rise as from their bath, and the +little ships of men seemed to lie fast stranded in the distance,--and, +floating far and wide around him, the great spirits of the past went by, +and under their invisible tread only the woods bowed themselves, the +flower-beds scarcely at all. Then did the outward past become in Albano +his own future,--no melancholy, but a thirst after all greatness that +inhabits and uplifts the spirit, and a shrinking from the unclean baits +of the future painfully compressed his eyelids, and heavy drops fell +from them. He came down, because his internal dizziness grew at last to +a physical. His rural education and the influence of Dian, who +reverenced the modest course of nature, had preserved the budding garden +of his faculties from the untimely morning sun and hasty growth; but the +expectation of the evening and the journey he had taken had conspired +to make the day of his life now too warm and stimulating. + +Roaming and dreaming, he lost himself among orange-blossoms. Suddenly it +was to him as if a sweet stirring in his inmost heart made it enlarge +painfully, and grow void, and then full again. Ah, he knew not that it +was the fragrances which he had here in childhood so often drunk into +his bosom, and which now darkly but powerfully called back every fantasy +and remembrance of the past, for the very reason that fragrances, unlike +the worn-out objects of the eye and ear, seldomer present themselves, +and therefore the more easily and intensely renew the faded sensations. +But when he happened into an arcade of the palace, which was colored +mosaically with variegated stones and shells, and when he saw the waves +playing and dancing on the threshold of the grotto, then did a +moss-grown past all at once reveal itself: he sounded his +recollections,--the colored stones of the grotto lay as it were full of +inscriptions of a former time before his memory. Ah, here had he been a +thousand times with his mother! She had showed him the shells and +forbidden him to approach the waves; and once, as the sun was rising and +the rippled lake and all the pebbles glistened, he had waked up on her +bosom, in the midst of the blaze of lights. + +O, was not, then, the place sacred, and was not here the overpowering +desire pardonable, which he had so long felt to-day, to open a wound in +his arm for the relief of the restless and tormenting blood? + +He scratched himself, but accidentally too deep, and with a cool and +pleasant exaltation of his more lightly-breathing nature he watched the +red fountain of his arm in the setting sun, and became, as if a burden +had fallen off from him, calm, sober, still, and tender. He thought of +his departed mother, whose love remained now forever unrequited. Ah, +gladly would he have poured out this blood for her,--and now, too, love +for his sickly father gushed up more warmly than ever in his bosom. O +come soon, said his heart, I will love thee so inexpressibly, thou dear +Father! + +The sun grew cold on the damp earth,--and now only the indented mural +crown formed by the gold wedges of the glacier-peaks glowed above the +spent clouds,--and the magic-lantern of nature threw its images longer +and fainter every moment, when a tall form, in an open red mantle, came +slowly along towards him round the cedar-trees, pressed with the right +hand the region of its heart, where little sparks glimmered, and with +the half-raised left crushed a waxen mask into a lump, and looked down +into its own breast. Suddenly it stiffened against the wall of the +palace in a petrified posture. Albano placed his hand upon his light +wound, and drew near to the petrified one. What a form! From a dry, +haggard face projected between eyes which gleamed on, half hid beneath +their sockets, a contemptuous nose with a proud curl,--there stood a +cherub with the germ of the fall, a scornful, imperious spirit, who +could not love aught, not even his own heart, hardly a higher,--one of +those terrible beings who exalt themselves above men, above misfortune, +above the earth, and above conscience, and to whom it is all the same +whatever human blood they shed, whether another's or their own. + +It was Don Gaspard. + +The sparkling chain of his order, made of steel and precious stones, +betrayed him. He had been seized with the catalepsy, his old complaint. +"O father!" said Albano, with terror, and embraced the immovable form; +but it was as if he clasped cold death to his heart. He tasted the +bitterness of a hell,--he kissed the rigid lip, and cried more +loudly,--at last, letting fall his arm, he started back from him, and +the exposed wound bled again without his feeling it; and gnashing his +teeth with wild, youthful love and with anguish, and with great +ice-drops in his eyes, he gazed upon the mute form, and tore its hand +from its heart. At this Gaspard, awaking, opened his eyes, and said, +"Welcome, my dear son!" Then the child, with overmastering bliss and +love, sank on his father's heart, and wept, and was silent. "Thou +bleedest, Albano," said Gaspard, softly holding him off; "bandage +thyself!" "Let me bleed; I will die with thee, if thou diest! O, how +long have I pined for thee, my good father!" said Albano, yet more +deeply agitated by his father's sick heart, which he now felt beating +more heavily against his own. "Very good; but bandage thyself!" said he; +and as the son did it, and while hurrying on the bandage, gazed with +insatiable love into the eye of his father,--that eye which cast only +cold glances like his jewelled ring; just then, on the chestnut-tops +which had been to-day the throne of the morning sun, the soft moon +opened soothingly her holy eye, and it was to the inflamed Albano, in +this home of his childhood and his mother, as if the spirit of his +mother were looking from heaven, and calling down, "I shall weep if you +do not love each other." His swelling heart overflowed, and he said +softly to his father, who was growing paler in the moonlight, "Dost thou +not love me, then?" "Dear Alban," replied the father, "one cannot answer +thee enough: thou art very good,--it is very good." But with the pride +of a love which boldly measured itself with his father's, he seized +firmly the hand with the mask, and looked on the Knight with fiery eyes. +"My son," replied the weary one, "I have yet much to say to thee to-day, +and little time, because I travel to-morrow,--and I know not how long +the beating of my heart will let me speak." Ah, then, that previous sign +of a touched soul had been only the sign of a disordered pulse. Thou +poor son, how must thy swollen sea stiffen before this sharp air,--ah, +how must thy warm heart cleave to the ice-cold metal, and tear itself +away not without a skin-peeling wound! + +But, good youth! who of us could blame thee that wounds should +attach thee as it were by a tie of _blood_ to thy true or false +demigod,--although a demigod is oftener joined to a demi-beast than a +demi-man,--and that thou shouldst so painfully love! Ah, what ardent +soul has not once uttered the prayer of love in vain, and then, lamed by +the chilling poison, like other poisoned victims, not been able any +longer to move its heavy tongue and heavy heart! But love on, thou warm +soul! like spring-flowers, like night-butterflies, tender love at last +breaks through the hard-frozen soil, and every heart, which desires +nothing else than a heart, finds at last its bosom! + + +5. CYCLE. + +The Knight took him up to a gallery supported by a row of stone pillars, +which lemon-trees strewed all over with perfumes and with little, lively +shadows, silver-edged by the moon. He drew two medallions from his +pocket-book,--one represented a remarkably youthful-looking female face, +with the circumscription, "Nous ne nous verrons jamais, mon fils." +"Here is thy mother," said Gaspard, giving it to him, "and here thy +sister"; and handed him the second, whose lines ran into an indistinct, +antiquated shape, with the circumscription, "Nous nous verrons un jour, +mon frère." He now began his discourse, which he delivered in such a low +tone and in so many loose sheets (one comma often coming at one end of +the gallery and the next at the other), and with such an alternation of +quick and slow paces, that the ear of any eavesdropping inquisitor +keeping step with them, under the gallery, had there been one down +there, could not have caught three drops of connected sound. "Thy +attention, dear Alban," he continued, "not thy fancy, must now be put on +the stretch. Thou art, unhappily, to-day too romantic for one who is to +hear so many romantic things. The Countess of Cesara ever loved the +mysterious; thou wilt perceive it in the commission which she gave me a +few days before her death, and which I was obliged to promise I would +execute this very Good-Friday." + +He said further, before beginning, that, as his catalepsy and +palpitation of the heart increased critically, he must hasten to Spain +to arrange his affairs, and, still more, those of his ward, the Countess +of Romeiro. Alban made one brotherly inquiry about his dear sister, so +long separated from him; his father gave him to hope he should soon see +her, as she intended to visit Switzerland with the Countess. + +As I do not perceive what people will gain by it, if I insert those (to +me) annoying geese-feet[13] with the everlasting "said he," I will +relate the commission in person. There would, at a certain time (the +Knight said), come to him three unknown persons,--one in the morning, +one at noon, and one in the evening,--and each one would present him a +card, in a sealed envelope, containing merely the name of the city and +the house wherein the picture-cabinet, which Albano must visit the very +same night, was to be found. In this cabinet he must touch and press all +the nails of the pictures till he comes to one behind which the pressure +makes a repeating-clock, built into the wall, strike twelve. Here he +finds behind the picture a secret arras-door, behind which sits a female +form with an open souvenir and three rings on her left hand, and a +crayon in her right. When he presses the ring of the middle finger, the +form will rise amidst the rolling of the internal wheel-work, step out +into the chamber, and the wheel-work, which is running down, will stop +with her at a wall whereon she indicates, by the crayon, a hidden +compartment, in which lie a pocket-perspective glass and the waxen +impression of a coffin-key. The eye-glass of the perspective arranges by +an optical anamorphosis the snarl of withering lines on the medallion of +his sister, which he had to-day received, into a sweet, young form, and +the object-glass gives back to the immature image of his mother the +lineaments of mature life. Then he is to press the ring-finger, and +immediately the dumb, cold figure will begin to write with the crayon in +the souvenir, and designate to him, in a few words, the place of the +coffin, of whose key he has the waxen impression. In the coffin lies a +black marble slab, in the form of a black Bible; and when he has broken +it he will find a kernel therein, from which is to grow the +Christmas-tree of his whole life. If the slab is not in the coffin, then +he is to give the last ring of the little finger a pressure,--but what +this wooden Guerike's weather-prophet of his destiny would do, the +Knight himself could not predict. + +I am fully of opinion that from this bizarre testament the +repeating-work and half of the wheel-work might easily be broken out, +(just as clocks are now made in London with only two wheels,) without +doing the dial-work or the movement of the hands the least injury. + +Upon Albano all this testamentary whirl and whiz had, contrary to my +expectation, almost no effect; excepting to produce a more tender love +for the good mother who, when she already beheld, in the stream of life +below, the swift image of the pouncing hawk of death, thought only of +her son. Upon the fixed, iron countenance of his father he so gazed +during this narrative with tender gratitude for the pains he had taken +to remember and relate, as almost to lose the thread of the discourse, +and in the moonshine and to the eye of his fancy the Knight grew to a +Colossus of Rhodes, hiding half the horizon of the present, a being for +whom this testamentary memory-work seemed almost too trivial. + +Thus far Don Gaspard had spoken merely as a genuine man of the world, +who always excludes from his speech (into which no special, intimate +relations enter) all mention or flattery of a person, of others as well +as of himself, and regards even historical persons merely as conditions +of things, so that two such impersonalities with their grim coldness +seemed to be only two speaking logics or sciences, not living beings +with beating hearts. O, how softly did it flow, like a tender melody, +into Albano's lovesick heart, which the pure and mild moon, and the +glimmering island-garden of his early days, and the voice of his mother +sounding on and echoing in his soul, all conspired to melt, when at +length the _father_ said: "So much have I to tell of the Countess. Of +myself I have nothing to say to thee but to express my constant +satisfaction hitherto with thy life." "O, give me, dearest father, +instruction and counsel for my future government," said the enraptured +man, and as Gaspard's right hand twitched convulsively toward his more +hurriedly beating heart, he followed it with his left to the sick spot +and pressed intensely the hysterical heart as if he could arrest by +grasping at the spokes this down-hill-rolling wheel of life. The Knight +replied: "I have nothing more to say to thee. The _Linden City_ +(Pestitz) is now open to thee; thy mother had shut it against thee. The +hereditary Prince, who will soon be Prince, and the minister, Von +Froulay, who is my friend, will be thine. I believe it will be of +service to thee to cultivate their acquaintance." + +The sharp-sighted Gaspard saw at this moment suddenly flit across the +pure, open countenance of the youth strange emotions and hot blushes, +which nothing immediate could explain, and which instantly passed away, +as if annihilated, when he thus continued: "To a man of rank, sciences +and polite learning, which to others are final ends, are only means and +recreations; and great as thy inclination for them may be, thou wilt, +however, surely, in the end give actions the preference over enjoyments; +thou wilt not feel thyself born to instruct or amuse men merely, but to +manage and to rule them. It were well if thou couldst gain the minister, +and thereby the knowledge of government and political economy which he +can give thee; for in the sketch of one country as well as of one court +thou hast the grand outlines of every greater one to which thou mayest +be called, and for which thou wilt have to educate thyself. It is my +wish that thou shouldst be even a favorite of the Prince and the Court, +less because thou hast need of connections than because thou needest +experience. Only through men are men to be subdued and surpassed, not +by books and superior qualities. One must not display his worth in order +to gain men, but gain them first, and then, and not until then, show his +worth. There is no calamity like ignorance; and not so much by virtue as +by understanding is man made formidable and fortunate. Thou hast at most +to shun men who are too like thee, particularly the noble." The +corrosive sublimate of his irony consisted here, not in his pronouncing +"noble" with an accented, ironical tone, but in his pronouncing it, +contrary to what might have been expected, coldly and without any tone +at all. Albano's hand, still on his, had for some time slipped down from +his father's heart along the sharp-edged steel chain of his order to the +golden, metal-cold lamb that hung from it. The youth, like all young men +and hermits, had too severe notions of courtiers and men of the world: +he held them to be decided basilisks and dragons,--although I can still +excuse that, if he means by basilisks only what the naturalists +mean,--wingless lizards,--and by dragons, nothing but winged ones, and +thus regards them only as amphibia, hardly less cold and odious than +Linnæus defines such to be. Besides, he cherished (so easily does +Plutarch become the seducer of youth whose biographer he might have +been, like me) more contempt than reverence for the _artolatry_ (loaf +and fish service) of our age, always transubstantiating (inversely) its +_god_ into _bread_,--for the best bread-studies or bread-carts,--for the +making of a _carrière_,--for every one, in short, who was not a +dare-devil, and who, instead of catapultas and war machines, operated +with some sort of invisible magnetic wands, suction-works, and +cupping-glasses, and took anything in that way. Every young man has a +fine season in his life when he will accept no office, and every young +woman has the same in hers, when she will accept no husband; by and by +they both change, and often take one another into the bargain. + +As the Knight advanced the above propositions, certainly not offensive +to any man of the world, there swelled in his son a holy, generous +pride,--it seemed to him as if his heart and even his body, like that of +a praying saint, were lifted by a soaring genius far above the +race-courses of a greedy, creeping age,--the great men of a greater time +passed before him under their triumphal arches, and beckoned him to come +nearer to them: in the east lay Rome and the moon, and before him the +Circus of the Alps,--a mighty Past by the side of a mighty Present. With +the proud and generous consciousness that there is something more +godlike in us than prudence and understanding, he laid hold of his +father, and said: "This whole day, dear father, has been one increasing +agitation in my heart. I cannot speak nor think rightly for emotion. +Father, I will visit them all; I will soar away above men; but I despise +the dirty road to the object. I will in the sea of the world rise like a +living man by _swimming_, and not like a drowned man by _corruption_. +Yes, father, let Fate cast a gravestone upon this breast, and crush it, +when it has lost virtue and the divinity and its own heart." + +What made Albano speak so warmly was that he could not avoid an +irrepressible veneration for the great soul of the Knight; he +continually represented to himself the pangs and the lingering death of +so strong a life, the sharp smoke of so great a coldly quenched fire, +and inferred from the emotions of his own living soul what must be those +of his father, who in his opinion had only gradually thus crumbled upon +a broad bed of black, cold worldlings, as the diamond cannot be +volatilized except on a bed of dead, burnt-out, blacksmith's coals. Don +Gaspard, who seldom, and then only mildly, found fault with men,--not +from love, but from indifference,--patiently replied to the youth: "Thy +warmth is to be praised. All will come right in good time. Now let us +eat." + + +6. CYCLE. + +The banquet-hall of our Islanders was in the rich palace of the absent +Borromæan family. They conceded to the lovely island the prize-apple of +Paris and the laurel-wreath. Augusti and Gaspard wrote their eulogies +upon it in a clear, easy style, only Gaspard used the more antitheses. +Albano's breast was filled with a new world, his eye with radiance, his +cheeks with joyous blood. The Architect extolled as well the taste as +the purse of the hereditary Prince, who by means of both had brought +with him to his country, not artistic masters indeed, but still +masterpieces, and at whose instance this very Dian was going to Italy to +take casts for him there of the antiques. Schoppe replied: "I hope the +German is as well supplied with painters' academies and painters' colics +as any other people; our pictures on goods, our illuminated Theses in +Augsburg, our margins of newspapers, and our vignettes in every dramatic +work, (whereby we had an earlier _Shakespeare Gallery_ than London,) our +gallows-birds hung in effigy,--are well known to every one, and show at +first sight how far we carry the thing. But I will even allow that +Greeks and Italians paint as well as we; still we tower far above them +in this, that we, like nature and noble suitors, never seek isolated +beauty, without connected advantage. A beauty which we cannot also +roast, sell at auction, wear, or marry, passes with us only for just +what it is worth; beauty is with us (I hope) never anything else but +selvage and trimming to utility, just as, also, at the Diet of the +Empire, it is not the side-tables of confectionery, but the +session-tables, that are the proper work-tables of the body politic. +Genuine Beauty and Art are therefore with us set, painted, stamped only +on things which at the same time bring in something; e. g. fine Madonnas +only in the journals of fashion,--etched leaves only on packages of +tobacco-leaves,--cameos on pipe-bowls,--gems on seals, and wood-cuts on +tallies; flower-pieces are sought, but on bandboxes,--faithful +Wouwermanns, but in horses' stalls before the stallions,[14]--bas-reliefs +of princes' heads, either on dollars or on Bavarian beer-pitcher covers, +but both must be of unalloyed pewter,--rose-pieces and lily-pieces, but +on tattooed women. On a similar principle, in Basedow's system of +education, beautiful painting and the Latin vocabulary were always +linked together, because the Institute more easily retains the latter by +the help of the former. So, too, Van der Kabel never painted a hare to +order, without requiring for himself one freshly-shot model after +another to eat and copy. So again, the artist Calear painted beautiful +hose, but painted them immediately on to his own legs." + +The Knight heard such talk with pleasure, though he neither laughed at +nor imitated it; to him all colors in the prism of genius were +agreeable. Only to the Architect it was not enough in Greek taste, and +not courtly enough for the Lector. The latter turned round to the +departing Dian, with a somewhat flattering air, while Schoppe was +recovering breath for renewed detraction of us Germans, and said: +"Formerly Rome took away from other lands only works of art, but now +artists themselves." + +Schoppe continued: "So also our statues are no idle, dawdling citizens, +but they all drive a trade;--such as are caryates hold up houses; such +as are angels bear baptismal vessels; and heathen water-gods labor at +the public fountains, and pour out water into the pitchers of the +maidens." + +The Count spoke warmly for us, the Lector brilliantly: the Knight +remarked, that the German taste and the German talent for poetic +beauties made good and explained their want of both for other beauties +(on the ground of climate, form of government, poverty, &c.). The Knight +resembled a celestial telescope, through which the planets appear larger +and the suns smaller; like that instrument, he took away from suns their +borrowed lustre, without restoring to them their true and greater glory; +he cut in twain, indeed, the noose of a Judas, but he extinguished the +halo on a Christ's head, and in general he sought to make out +ingeniously a parity and equality between darkness and light. + +Schoppe was never silenced (I am sorry that in his toleration-mandate +for Europe the German Circles should have been left out). He began +again: "The little which I just brought forward in praise of the +serviceable Germans has, it seems, provoked contradiction. But the +slight laurel-crown which I place upon the holy body of the Empire shall +never blind my eyes to the bald spots. I have often thought it +commendable in Socrates and Christ, that they did not teach in Hamburg, +in Vienna, or in any Brandenburg city, and go through the streets with +their disciples; they would have been questioned, in the name of the +magistrates, whether they could not work; and had both been with +families in Wetzlar, they would have extorted from the latter the +_negligence-money_.[15] Touching the poetic art, Sir Knight, I have +known many a citizen of the Empire who could make but little out of an +ode unless it were upon himself: he fancied he could tell when poetic +liberties infringed upon the liberty of the Empire: such a man, who +certainly always marched to his work regularly, composedly, and +considerately in Saxon term-times, was exceedingly pained and perplexed +by poetic flights. And is it, then, so unaccountable and bad? The worthy +inhabitant of an imperial city binds on in front a napkin when he wishes +to weep, in order that he may not stain his satin vest, and the tears +which fall from his eyes upon a letter of condolence he marks as he +would any darker punctuation: what wonder, if, like the ranger, he +should know no fairer flower than that on the posteriors of the stag, +and if the poetical violets, like the botanical,[16] should operate upon +him as a mild emetic. Such were, according to my notion, one way at +least of warding off the reproach which is flung at us Germans." + + +7. CYCLE. + +What a singular night followed upon this singular day! Sleepy with +travelling, all went to rest; only Albano, in whom the hot eventful day +still burned on, said to the Knight that he could not now, with his +breast full of fire, find coolness and rest anywhere but under the cold +stars and the blossoms of the Italian spring. He leaned against a statue +on the upper terrace, near a blooming balustrade of citrons, that he +might sweetly shut his eyes beneath the starry heaven, and still more +sweetly open them in the morning. Even in his earlier youth had he, as +well as myself, wished himself upon the Italian roofs of warm lands, in +order, not as a night-walker, but as a regular sleeper, to wake up +thereon. + +How magnificently there does the eye open upon the radiant hanging +gardens full of eternal blossoms above thee, whereas on thy German +sweltry feather-pillow thou hast nothing before thee, when thou lookest +up, but the bed-tail! + +While Zesara was thus traversing waves, mountains, and stars with a +stiller and stiller soul, and when at last garden and sky and lake ran +together into one dark Colossus, and he sadly thought of his pale +mother, and of his sister, and of the announced wonders of his future +life, a figure dressed all in black, with the image of a death's-head on +its breast, came slowly and painfully, and with trembling breath, up the +terraces behind him. "Remember death!" it said. "Thou art Albano de +Zesara?" "Yes," said Zesara, "who art thou?" "I am," it said, "a father +of death.[17] It is not from fear, but from habit, I tremble so." + +The limbs of the man continued to quake all over, in a frightful and +almost audible manner. Zesara had often wished an adventure for his idle +bravery; now he had it before him. Meantime, however, he kept a sharp +watch with his eye, and when the monk said, "Look up to the evening star +and tell me when it goes down, for my sight is weak," he threw only a +hasty glance upwards. "Three stars," said he, "are still between it and +the Alps." "When it sets," the father continued, "then thy sister in +Spain gives up the ghost, and thereupon she will speak with thee here +from Heaven." Zesara was hardly touched by a finger of the cold hand of +horror, simply because he was not in a room, but in the midst of young +Nature, who stations her mountains and stars as watchmen around the +trembling spirit; or it may have been because the vast and substantial +bodily world, so near before us, crowds out and hides with its +building-work the world of spirits. He asked, with indignation: "Who art +thou? What knowest thou? What wilt thou?" and grasped at the folded +hands of the monk, and held both imprisoned in one of his. "Thou dost +not know me, my son," said the father of death, calmly. "I am a +Zahouri,[18] and come from Spain from thy sister; I see the dead down in +the earth, and know beforehand when they will appear and discourse. But +their apparition above ground I do not see, and their discourse I cannot +hear." + +Here he looked sharply at the youth, whose features suddenly grew rigid +and lengthened, for a voice like a female and familiar one began slowly +over his head: "Take the crown,--take the crown,--I will help thee." The +monk asked: "Is the evening-star already gone down? Is _it_ talking with +thee?" Zesara looked upward, and could not answer; the voice from Heaven +spake again, and said the same thing. The monk guessed as much, and +said: "Thus did thy father hear thy mother from on high, when he was in +Germany; but he had me thrown into prison for a long time, because he +thought I deceived him." At the mention of his "father," whose disbelief +of the spiritual Zesara knew, he hurried the monk, by his two hands +held fast in his own single and strong one, down the terraces, in order +to hear where the voice might now be. The old man smiled softly; the +voice again spake above him, but in these words: "Love the beautiful +one,--love the beautiful one,--I will help thee." A skiff was moored to +the shore, which he had already seen during the day. The monk, who +apparently wished to do away the suspicion of a voice being concealed +anywhere, stepped into the gondola, and beckoned him to follow. The +youth, relying on his bodily and mental strength and his skill in +swimming, boldly pushed off with the monk from the island; but what a +shudder seized upon his innermost fibres, when not only the voice above +him called again, "Love the beautiful one whom I will show thee,--I will +help thee," but when he even saw, off toward the terrace, a female form, +with long, chestnut-brown hair, and dark eyes, and a shining, swan-like +neck, and with the complexion and vigor of the richest climate, rise, +like a nobler Aphrodite, revealed down to her bosom, from out the +deepest waves. But in a few seconds the Goddess sank back again beneath +the surface, and the spirit-voice continued to whisper overhead, "Love +the beautiful one whom I showed thee." The monk coldly and silently +prayed during the scene, of which he heard and saw nothing. At length he +said: "On the next Ascension-day, at the hour of thy birth, thou wilt +stand beside a heart which is not within a breast, and thy sister will +announce to thee from Heaven the name of thy bride." + +When before us feeble, rheumy creatures, who, like Polypuses and +flowers, only _feel_ and _seek_, but cannot _see_ the light of a higher +element, a flash darts, in the total eclipse of our life, through the +earthly mass which hangs before our higher sun,[19] that ray cuts in +pieces the nerve of vision, which can bear only _forms_, not _light_; no +burning terror wings the heart and the blood, but a cold shudder at our +own thoughts, and in the presence of a new, incomprehensible world, +chains the warm stream, and life becomes ice. + +Albano, from whose teeming fancy a chaos might spring as easily as a +universe, grew pale; but it was with him as if he lost not so much his +spirit as his understanding. He rowed impetuously, almost unconsciously, +to the shore,--he could not look the father of death in the face, +because his wild fancy, tearing everything to pieces, distorted and +distended all forms, like clouds, into horrid shapes,--he hardly heard +the monk when he said, by way of farewell, "Next Good Friday, perhaps, I +may come again." The monk stepped on board a skiff which came along of +itself (propelled, probably, by a wheel under the water), and soon +disappeared behind, or in, the little Fisher's island (Isola peschiere). + +For the space of a minute Alban reeled, and it appeared to him as if the +garden and the sky and all were a floating and fleeting fog-bank,--as if +nothing _were_, as if he had not lived. This arsenical qualm was at once +blown away from his stifled breast by the breath of the Librarian, +Schoppe, who was piping merrily at the chamber window; all at once his +life grew warm again, the earth came back, and existence _was_. Schoppe, +who could not sleep for warmth, now came down to make his own bed also +on the tenth terrace. He saw in Zesara an intense inward agitation, but +he had long been accustomed to such, and made no inquiries. + + +8. CYCLE. + +Not by reasonings, but by pleasantries, is the ice most easily melted in +our choked-up wheel-work. After a chatty hour, not much more was left of +all that had passed in the youth's mind than a vexatious feeling and a +happy one; the former, to think that he had not taken the monk by the +cowl and carried him before the Knight; and the latter, at the +remembrance of the noble female form, and at the very prospect of a life +full of adventures. Still, when he closed his eyes, monsters full of +wings, worlds full of flames, and a deep-weltering chaos, swept around +his soul. + +At last, in the cool of the after-midnight, his tired senses, under a +slow and dissolving influence, approached the magnetic mountain of +slumber; but what a dream came to him on that still mountain! He lay (so +he dreamed) on the crater of Hecla. An upheaved column of water lifted +him with it, and held him balanced on its hot waves in mid-heaven. High +in the ethereal night above him stretched a gloomy tempest, like a long +dragon, swollen with devoured constellations; near below hung a bright +little cloud, attracted by the tempest,--through the light gauze of the +little cloud flowed a dark red, either of two rose-buds or of two lips, +and a green stripe of a veil or of an olive-twig, and a ring of +milk-blue pearls or of forget-me-not,--at length a little vapor diffused +itself over the red, and nothing was there but an open, blue eye, which +looked up to Albano infinitely mild and imploring; and he stretched out +his hands towards the enveloped form, but the water-column was too low. +Then the black tempest flung hailstones, but in their fall they became +snow, and then dew-drops, and at last, in the little cloud, silvery +light; and the green veil swept illuminated in the vapor. Then Albano +exclaimed, "I will shed all my tears and swell the column, that I may +reach thee, fair eye!" And the blue eye grew moist with longing, and +closed with love. The column grew with a loud roaring, the tempest +lowered itself, and pressed down the little cloud before it, but he +could not touch it. Then he tore open his veins and cried, "I have no +more tears, but all my blood will I pour out for thee, that I may reach +thy heart." Under the bleeding the column rose higher and faster,--the +broad, blue ether began to swim, and the tempest was dissipated like +spray, and all the stars that it had swallowed came forth with living +looks,--the little cloud, hovering freely, floated gleaming down to the +column,--the blue eye, as it approached, opened slowly, and suddenly +closed and buried itself deeper in its light; but a soft sigh whispered +in the cloud, "Draw me to thy heart!" O, then he flung his arms through +the flashing light and swept away the mist, and snatched a white form, +that seemed to be made of moonlight, to his glowing breast. But ah! the +melting snow of the light escaped from his hot arms,--the beloved one +melted away and became a tear, and the warm tear found its way through +his breast, and sank into his heart, and burned therein; and his heart +began to dissolve, and seemed as if it would die.... Then he opened his +eyes. + +But what an unearthly waking! The little, white, spent cloud, stained +with storm-drops, still hung bending down over him, in Heaven,--it was +the bright, lovingly near moon, that had come in above him. He had bled +in his sleep, the bandage of his wounded arm having been pushed off by +its violent movement. His raptures had melted the night-frost of +ghostly terror. In a transfiguring euthanasia, his firm being fluttered +loosely around like an uncertain dream,--he had been wafted and rocked +upward into the starry heaven as on a mother's breast, and all the stars +had flowed into the moon and enlarged her glory,--his heart, flung into +a warm tear, gently dissolved therein,--out of him was only shadow, +within him dazzling light,--the wind of the flying earth swept by before +the upright flame of his soul, and it bent not. Ah, his Psyche glided +with keen, unruffled, inaudible falcon-pinions, in silent ecstasy +through the thin air of life.... + +It appeared to him as if he were dying, for it was some time before he +became aware of the increasing warmth of his bleeding left arm, which +had lifted him into the long Elysium that reached over from his dreaming +into his waking state. He refastened the bandage more tightly. + +All at once he heard, during the operation, a louder plashing below him +than mere waters could make. He looked over the balcony, and saw his +father and Dian, without a farewell,--which, with Gaspard, was +only the poisonous meadow-saffron in the autumnal moment of +leave-taking,--fleeing, like blossom-leaves dropped out of the +flower-wreath of his life, away across the waves amid the swan-song of +the nightingales!... O, thou good young man, how often has this night +befooled and robbed thee! He spread out his arms after them,--the pain +of the dream still continued, and inspired him,--his flying father +seemed to him a loving father again,--in anguish he called down, +"Father, look round upon me! Ah, how canst thou thus forsake me without +a syllable? And thou too, Dian! O comfort me, if you hear me!" Dian +threw kisses to him, and Gaspard laid his hand upon his sick heart. +Albano thought of that copyist of death, the palsy, and would gladly +have held out his wounded arm over the waves, and poured out his warm +life as a libation for his father, and he called after them, "Farewell! +farewell!" Languishing, he pressed the cold, stony limbs of a colossal +statue to his burning veins, and tears of vain longing gushed down his +fair face, while the warm tones of the Italian nightingales, trilling in +response to each other from bank and island, sucked his heart till it +was sore with soft vampyre-tongues.----Ah, when thou shalt be loved, +glowing youth, how thou wilt love!--In his thirst for a warm, +communicative soul, he woke up his Schoppe, and pointed out to him the +fugitives. But while the latter was saying something or other +consolatory, Albano gazed fixedly at the gray speck of the skiff, and +heard not a word. + + +9. CYCLE. + +The two continued up, and refreshed themselves by a stroll through the +dewy island; and the sight of the alto-rilievo of day, as it came out in +glistening colors from the fading crayon-drawings of the moonlight, woke +them to full life. Augusti joined them, and proposed to them to take the +half-hour's sail over to Isola Madre. Albano heartily besought the two +to sail over alone, and leave him here to his solitary walks. The Lector +now detected, with a sharper look, the traces of the young man's nightly +adventures,--how beautifully had the dream, the monk, the sleeplessness, +the bleeding, subdued the bold, defiant form, and softened every tone, +and that mighty energy was now only a magic waterfall by moonlight! +Augusti took it for caprice, and went alone with Schoppe; but the fewest +persons possible comprehend, that it is only with the fewest persons +possible, (and not with an army of visitors,) properly only with +two,--the most intimate and like-minded friend and the beloved +object,--one can bear to take a walk. Verily, I had as lief kneel down +to make a declaration of love openly, in the face of a whole court, on +the birthday of a princess,--for show me, I pray, the difference,--as to +gaze on thee, Nature, my beloved, through a long vanguard and rear-guard +of witnesses to my enraptured attitude! + +How happy did solitude make Albano, whose heart and eyes were full of +tears, which he concealed for shame, and which yet so justified and +exalted him in his own mind! For he labored under the singular mistake +of fiery and vigorous youths,--the idea that he had not a tender heart, +had too little feeling, and was hard to be moved. But now his enervation +gave him a soft, poetical forenoon, such as he had never before known, +and in which he would fain have embraced tearfully all that he had ever +loved,--his good, dear, far-off foster parents in Blumenbühl; his poor +father, ill just in spring, when death always builds his flower-decked +gate of sacrifice; and his sister, buried in the veil of the past, whose +likeness he had gotten, whose after-voice he had heard this night, and +whose last hour the nightly liar had brought so near to him in his +fiction. Even the nocturnal magic-lantern show, still going on in his +heart, troubled him by its mysteriousness, since he could not ascribe it +to any known person, and by the prediction that at his birth-hour, which +was so near,--the next Ascension-day,--he should learn the name of his +bride. The laughing day took away, indeed, from the ghost-scenes their +deathly hue, but gave to the crown and the water-goddess fresh +radiance. + +He roamed dreamily through all holy places in this promised land. He +went into the dark Arcade where he had found his childhood's relics and +his father, and took up, with a sad feeling, the crushed mask which had +fallen on the ground. He ascended the gallery, checkered with +lemon-shadows and sunbeams, and looked toward the tall cypresses and the +chestnut summits in the far blue, where the moon had appeared to him +like an opening mother's eye. He approached a cascade, behind the +laurel-grove, which was broken into twenty landing-places, as his life +was into twenty years, and he felt not its thin rain upon his hot +cheeks. + +He then went back again to the top of the high terrace to look for his +returning friends. How brokenly and magically did the sunshine of the +outward world steal into the dark, holy labyrinth of the inner! Nature, +which yesterday had been a flaming sun-ball, was to-day an evening star, +full of twilight: the world and the future lay around him so vast, and +yet so near and tangible, as glaciers before a rain appear nearer in the +deepening blue. He stationed himself on the balcony, and held on by the +colossal statue; and his eye glanced down to the lake, and up to the +Alps and to the heavens, and down again; and, under the friendly air of +Hesperia, all the waves and all the leaves fluttered beneath their light +veil. White towers glistened from the green of the shore, and bells and +birds crossed their music in the wind: a painful yearning seized him, as +he looked along the track of his father; and, ah! toward the _warmer_ +Spain, full of voluptuous spring-times, full of soft orange-nights, full +of the scattered limbs of dismembered giant mountain-ridges, heaped +around in wild grandeur,--thither how gladly would he have flown through +the lovely sky! At length, joy and dreaming and parting were all melted +into that nameless melancholy, in which the excess of delight clothes +the pain of limitation,--because, indeed, it is easier to _overflow_ +than to _fill_ our hearts. + +All at once Albano was touched and smitten,--as if the Divinity of Love +had sent an earthquake into his inner temple, to consecrate him for her +approaching apparition,--as he read on a young Indian-tree near him the +little sign bearing its name,--the "Liana." He gazed upon it tenderly, +and said again and again, "Dear Liana!" He would fain have broken off a +twig for himself; but when he reflected, that if he did water would run +out of it, he said, "No, Liana, I will not cause thee to weep!" and so +forbore, because in his memory the plant stood in some sort of +relationship to an unknown dear being. With inexpressible longings to be +away, he now looked toward the temple-gates of Germany,--the Alps. The +snow-white angel of his dream seemed to veil herself deep in a +spring-cloud, and to glide along in it speechless,--and it was to him as +if he heard from afar harmonica-tones. He drew forth, just for the sake +of having something German, a letter-case, whereon his foster-sister +Rabette had embroidered the words, "Gedenke unserer" (Think of us): he +felt himself alone, and was now glad to see his friends, who were gayly +rowing back from Isola Madre. + +Ah, Albano, what a morning would this have been for a spirit like thine +ten years later, when the compact bud of young vigor had unfolded its +leaves more widely and tenderly and freely! To a soul like thine would +have arisen at such a period, when the present was pale before it, two +worlds at once,--the two rings around the Saturn of time,--that of the +past and that of the future: then wouldst thou not merely have glanced +over a short interval of race-ground to the pure, white goal, but turned +thyself round, and surveyed the long, winding track already run. Thou +wouldst have reckoned up the thousand mistakes of the will, the missteps +of the soul, and the irreparable waste of heart and brain. Couldst thou +then have looked upon the ground without asking thyself: "Ah, have the +thousand and four earthquakes[20] which have passed through me, as +through the land behind me, enriched me as these have enriched the soil? +O, since all experiences are so dear,--since they cost us either our +days, or our energies, or our illusions,--O why must man every morning, +in the presence of Nature, who profits by every dew-drop that stands in +a flower-cup, blush with such a sense of impoverishment over the +thousand vainly dried tears which he has already shed and caused! From +springs this almighty mother draws summers; from winters, springs; from +volcanoes, woods and mountains; from hell, a heaven; from this, a +greater,--and we, foolish children, know not how from a given past to +prepare for ourselves a future, which shall satisfy us! We peck, like +the Alpine daw, at everything shiny, and carry the red-hot coals aside +as if they were gold-pieces, and set houses on fire with them. Ah! more +than one great and glorious world goes down in the heart, and leaves +nothing behind; and it is precisely the stream of the higher geniuses +which flies to spray and fertilizes nothing, even as high waterfalls +break and flutter in thin mist over the earth." + +Albano welcomed his friends with atoning tenderness; but the youth +became, as the day waxed, as dull and heavy-hearted as one who has +stripped his chamber at the inn, settled his bill, and has only a few +moments left to walk up and down in the bare, rough stubble-field, +before the horses are brought. Like falling bodies, resolutions moved in +his impetuous soul with increasing velocity and force every new second: +with outward mildness, but inward vehemence, he begged his friends to +start with him this very day. And so in the afternoon he went away with +them from the still island of his childhood, speedily to enter, through +the chestnut avenues of Milan, on a new theatre of his life, and to come +upon the trap-door, which opens down into the subterranean passage of so +many mysteries. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[2] Scale.--TR. + +[3] This statue, thirty-five ells high, on a pedestal of +twenty-five ells, in whose head twelve men can find room, stands +near Arona, and is exactly of a height with Isola Bella, which +stands over against it, and which rises on ten gardens or +terraces built one upon another.--_Keysler's Travels, &c._, Vol. +I. + +[4] The old Kremnitz ducats have the infant Jesus on the right +arm; but the new and _lighter_ ones on the left. + +[5] Franklin advised the preserving and corking up of vessels +from which all the liquor had been drunk, in order thereby to +keep the ship afloat. + +[6] The horse, in the funeral procession of a prince, that comes +last, and is decked out gayly for the successor of the +deceased.--TR. + +[7] Gray-league (Grau-bünden), the Swiss Canton of the +Grisons.--TR. + +[8] Pictures by Peter Molyn, who, on account of his fine storms, +was called only Tempesta. + +[9] The Pasquino is notoriously mutilated.--Delia Porta was a +great restorer of old statues. + +[10] I. e. to be pressed between two wooden cylinders and a +metallic one. + +[11] This pill consists of Antimonia Regia, and by reason of its +hardness may be swallowed over and over again with the same +effect each time; only a little wine is sprinkled on it before +each repetition of the experiment. + +[12] _Tirare di primavere_, the people call it; and Peter Schoppe +translated it grandly enough, _Electrical pistol-firing of +spring_. + +[13] Quotation-marks.--TR. + +[14] A good Wouwermann means, in painters' language, a +well-executed horse, the sight of which has an influence on the +beauty of the future colt. + +[15] This name is given to the quantum which is withheld from the +associate judges of the Supreme Court when they have not worked +enough. + +[16] The Ipecacuanha belongs to the Violet species. + +[17] Of the order of St. Paul, or _memento mori_, which died in +France in the seventeenth century. The above address is its usual +greeting. + +[18] The Zahouris in Spain are, as is well known, gifted with the +power of discerning corpses, veins of metal, &c. far under the +earth. + +[19] According to the account of some astronomers, that the sun, +when eclipsed, has sometimes shone through an opening of the +moon, Ulloa, e. g., assures us that he once witnessed. + +[20] In Calabria (1785) a thousand and four earthquakes happened +in the space of three fourths of a year.--_Münter's Travels, &c._ + + + + +_INTRODUCTORY PROGRAMME_ + +TO TITAN. + + +Before I dedicated Titan to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor and Feudal +Provost of Flachsenfingen, Mr. Von Hafenreffer, I first requested +permission from him in the following terms:-- + +"Since you have assisted far more in this history than the Russian Court +did in Voltaire's Genesis-History of Peter the Great, you cannot confer +any handsomer favor upon a heart longing to thank you, than the +permission to offer and dedicate to you, as to a Jew's God, what you +have created." + +But he wrote me back on the spot:-- + + "For the same reason, you might still better, in imitation + of Sonnenfels, dedicate the work to yourself, and, in a more + just sense than others, combine in one person author and + patron. I beg you then (were it only on Mr. Von **'s and + Mrs. Von **'s account) to leave me out of the play, and + confine yourself to the most indispensable notices, which + you may be pleased to give the public, of the very + mechanical interest which I have in your beautiful work; but + for the gods' sake, hic hæc hoc hujus huic hunc hanc hoc hoc + hac hoc. + + "VON HAFENREFFER." + + +The Latin line is a cipher, and shall remain dark to the public. +What the same public has to demand in the way of Introductory +Programme consists of four explanations of title, and one of +fact. + +The first nominal explanation, which relates to the _Jubilee Period_, I +get from the founder of the Period, the Rector Franke, who explains it +to be an Era or space of time, invented by him, of one hundred and +fifty-two Cycles, each of which contains in itself its good forty-nine +tropical Lunar-Solar years. The word _Jubilee_ is prefixed by the Rector +for this reason, that in every seventh year a lesser, and in every seven +times seventh, or forty-ninth, a greater, Jubilee-, Intercalary-, +Indulgence-, Sabbath-, or Trumpet-year occurred, in which one lived +without debts, without sowing and laboring, and without slavery. I make +a sufficiently happy application, as it seems to me, of this title, +Jubilee, to my historical chapters, which conduct the business-man and +the business-woman round and round in an easy cycle or circle full of +free Sabbath-, Indulgence-, Trumpet-, and Jubilee-hours, in which both +have neither to sow nor to pay, but only to reap and to rest; for I am +the only one who, like the bowed and crooked-up drudge of a ploughman, +stand at my writing-table, and see sowing-machines, and debts of honor, +and manacles, before and on me. The seven thousand four hundred and +forty-eight tropical Lunar-Solar years which one of Franke's Jubilee +periods includes are also found with me, but only dramatically, because +in every chapter just that number of ideas--and ideas are, indeed, the +long and cubic measure of time--will be presented by me to the reader, +till the short time has become as long to him as the chapter required. + +A Cycle, which is the subject of my second nominal definition, needs by +this time no definition at all. + +The third nominal definition has to describe the _obligato-leaves_, +which I edit in loose sheets in every Jubilee period. The +obligato-leaves admit absolutely none but pure contemporaneous facts, +less immediately connected with my hero, concerning persons, however, +the more immediately connected with him; in the obligato-leaves, +moreover, not the smallest satirical extravasate of digression, no, not +of the size of a blister, is perceptible; but the happy reader journeys +on with his dear ones, free and wide awake, right through the ample +court-residence and riding-ground and landscape of a whole, long volume, +amidst purely historical figures, surrounded on all sides by busy +mining-companies and Jews'-congregations, advancing columns on the +march, mounted hordes, and companies of strolling players,--and his eye +cannot be satisfied with seeing. + +But when the Tome is ended, then begins--this is the last nominal +definition--a small one, in which I give just what I choose (only no +narrative), and in which I flit to and fro so joyously, with my long +bee's-sting, from one blossom-nectary and honey-cell to another, that I +name the little sub-volume, made up as it is merely for the private +gratification of my own extravagance, very fitly my _honey-moons_, +because I make less honey therein than I eat, busily employed, not as a +working-bee to supply the hive, but as a bee-master to take up the comb. +Until now I had surely supposed that every reader would readily +distinguish the transits of my satirical trailing-comets from the +undisturbed march of my historical planetary system, and I had asked +myself: "Is it, in a monthly journal, any sacrifice of historical unity +to break off one essay, and follow it up with a new one; and have the +readers complained at all, if e. g. in the annual sets of the 'Horen,' +Cellini's history, as is sometimes the case, breaks off abruptly, and a +wholly different paper is foisted in?" But what actually happened? + +As in the year 1795 a medical society in Brussels made the +_contrat-social_ among themselves, that every one should pay a fine of a +crown, who, during a meeting, should give utterance to any other sound +than a medical one; so, as is well known, has a similar edict, under +date of July 9th, been issued to all biographers, that we shall always +stick to the subject-matter,--which is the history,--because otherwise +people will begin to talk with us. The intention of the mandate is this, +that when a biographer, in a Universal History of the World, of twenty +volumes, or even a longer one,--as in this, for instance,--thinks or +laughs once or twice, i. e. digresses, the culprit shall stand out in +the critical pillory as his own Pasquino and Marforio,--which sentence +has been already executed on me more than once. + +Now, however, I put an entirely new face upon matters, inasmuch as, in +the first place, I draw a marked line in this work between history and +digression, a few cases of dispensation excepted; secondly, inasmuch as +the liberties which I had taken in my former works are in the present +reduced to a prescriptive right and confirmed into a servitude, the +reader surrenders at once when he knows, that, after a volume full of +Jubilee-periods, one is to follow which is entirely full of nothing but +honey-months. I take shame to myself, when I remember how I once, in +former works, stood with the beggar's staff before the reader, and +begged for the privilege of digression, when I might, after all,--as I +do here,--have extorted the loan, as one has to demand of women, as a +matter of course, not only the _tribute_ as _alms_, but also the _don +gratuit_ as _quarterly assessment_. So does not merely the cultivated +Regent at the Diet, but even the rude Arab, who extorts from the +traveller, besides the cash, a deed of gift for the same. + +I come now to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor, Von Hafenreffer, who is +the subject of my promised _exposé of fact_. + +It must have been formerly learned from the 45th Dog-Post-Day, who +governs Flachsenfingen, namely, my revered father. This striking +promotion of mine was, at the bottom, more a step than a spring; for I +was, previously, no less than a Jurist, consequently the germ or bud of +an embryo Doctor _utriusque_, and consequently a nobleman, since in the +Doctor the whole spawn and yolk of the Knight lies; therefore the +former, as well as the latter, when anything chances by, lives upon his +saddle or stirrup, although less in a robber's castle than in a robber's +chamber; I have, therefore, since the preferment, changed less myself +than my castle of residence;--the paternal seat in Flachsenfingen is at +present my own. + +I care not now to eat my sugar-cake at court with sin,--although one +earns sugar-cake and manna more comfortably than ship-bread,--but I +represent, in order to make a profit upon my adventure, the whole +Flachsenfingen Department of Foreign Affairs at home here in the castle, +together with the requisite deciphering chancery. This, then, is what we +shall do: we have a Procurator in Vienna, two Residents in five Imperial +cities, a Secretary of the Comitia in Ratisbon under the +Cross-Bench,[21] three Chancery-clerks of the circle, and an +Envoyé-Plenipotentiary at a well-known and considerable court not far +from Hohenfliess, who is no other than the aforementioned Mr. Feudal +Provost Von Hafenreffer. To the latter my father has even advanced a +complete silver-service, which we lend him, till he shall have received +his recall, because it is for our own interest that a Flachsenfingen +ambassador should, while abroad, do extraordinary honor, by his +extravagance, to the princely hat or coronet of Flachsenfingen. + +Now it is no joke to stand on such a post as this of mine; the whole +legation-writing-and-reading company write to me under frank, the +_chiffre banal_ and the _chiffre déchiffrant_ are in my hands, and I +understand, as it seems to me, the whole mess. It is unutterable, all +that I thus learn: it could not be read by men nor drawn by horses, if I +were disposed to hatch, biographically, and feed and reel off the whole +silk-worm seed of novels, which the corps of ambassadors send me every +post-day in closely-sealed packages. Yes (to use another metaphor), the +biographical timber which my float-inspection launches for me from up +above,--now into the Elbe, now into the Saale, now into the +Danube,--stands already so high before me in the ship-yard, that I could +not use it up, supposing I drove on the æsthetical building of my +biographical fools'-ships, masquerade-balls, and enchanted castles, day +and night, year out and year in, and never danced, nor rode, nor spoke, +nor sneezed again in my life.... + +Verily, whenever (as I often do) I weigh my ovary as an author against +many another spawn, I ask out-right, with a certain chagrin, why a man +should come to bear so great a one, who cannot give it forth from +himself for want of time and place, while another hardly lays and +hatches a wind-egg. If I could despatch a picket from my +legation-division to knightly book-makers with its official reports, +would they not gladly exchange ruins for castles, and subterranean +cloister-passages for corridors, and spirits for bodies? whereas, now, +for want of the official reports of a picket, wenches must represent +women of the world, veimers[22] ministers of justice, as well as jesters +pages, castle-chaplains court-preachers, and robber-barons the +Pointeurs.[23] + +I come back to my ambassador, Von Hafenreffer. At the above-mentioned +distinguished court sits this excellent gentleman, and supplies +me--without neglecting other duties--from month to month with as many +personalities of my Hohenfliess hero as he can, by means of his +legation-soothsayers or clairvoyants, ferret out;--the smallest trifles +are with him weighty enough for a despatch. Certainly a quite different +way of thinking from that of other ambassadors, who in their reports +make room only for events which afterwards are to make their entrance +into the Universal History! Hafenreffer has in every _cul de sac_, +servant's chamber and attic, in every chimney and tavern, his +opera-glass of a spy, who often, in order to discover one of my hero's +virtues, takes upon himself ten sins. Of course, with such a +hand-and-horse service of good luck, no one of us can wonder,--that is, +I mean, with such a cistern-wheel turned for me by Fortune herself,--with +such thieves' thumbs affixed to my own writing-fingers,--with +such silhouetteurs of a hero, who make everything except color,--in +short, with such an extraordinary concatenation of circumstances, or +Montgolfiers,[24]--it cannot of course be anything but just what is +expected, if the man who is lifted by them should, on his mountain +height up there, bring together and afterward send down a work which +will be freely translated after the last day (for it deserves as much) +on the Sun, on Uranus and Sirius, and for which even the lucky +quill-scraper who nibbed the pens for it, and the compositor who prints +the errata, will take more airs upon themselves than the author himself, +and upon which neither the swift scythe nor the tardy _tooth_ of +time,--especially since the latter can, if requisite, be cut in two by +the tooth-saw of the critical file,--shall be able to make any +impression. And when to such eminent advantages the author adds that of +humility, then there is no longer any one to be compared with him; but +unhappily every nature holds itself,--as Dr. Crusius does the +world,--not for the best, indeed, but still as very good. + +The present _Titan_ enjoys, besides, the further advantage that I at +this moment inhabit and grace the paternal court, and accordingly, as +draughtsman, have certain sins near and bright before my eyes in a +position most favorable for observation, of which at least Vanity, +Libertinism, and Idleness will stay and sit for their likeness; for fate +has sowed these mushrooms and mosses as high as possible among the upper +classes, because in the lower and broader they would have spread too +much, and sucked them dry,--which seems to be the pattern of that same +foresight by which ships always have their assafœtida which they +bring from Persia hanging overhead on the mast, in order that its stench +may not contaminate the freight on deck. Moreover, I have up here in the +court all the new fashions already around me for my observation and +contempt, before they have been, down below there, only traduced, not to +say commended,--e. g. the fine fashion of the Parisians, that women +shall by a slight tuck in their dress show their calves, which they do +in Paris, in order to let it be seen that they are not gentlemen, who, +as is well known, walk on wooden legs,--this fashion will to-morrow or +day after to-morrow (for it has arrived on an individual lady) be +certainly introduced. But the females of Flachsenfingen imitate this +fashion on quite another ground,--for gentlemen among us have no +defect,--and that is, as a way of proving that they are human beings, +and not apes (to say nothing less), since, according to Camper and +others, man alone has calves. The same proof was adduced ten years ago, +only on higher grounds. For since, according to Haller, man is +distinguished from monkey in no other respect than by the possession of +a posterior, the female officers of the crown, the dressing-maids, +sought as much as possible to magnify in the persons of their mistresses +this characteristic of their sex by art,--by the so-called _cul de +Paris_; and, with such a penultimate of the ultimate, it became then a +jest and an amusement to distinguish at a distance of two hundred paces +a woman of the world from her female ape,--a thing which now many who +know their Buffon by heart will venture to do, when they are no nearer +to her than too near. + +Similar biographical Denunciantes and Familiars I maintain in several +of the German cities;--my honored father pays for them;--in most places +one, but in Leipsic two, in Dresden three, in Berlin six, in Vienna as +many in every quarter of the city. Machines of such a nature, so much +like perspective-glasses, whereby one can survey from his bed all that +is going on in the street below, of course make it easy for an author, +from behind his inkstand, to see clear down into dark household +operations going on in some by-lane, hidden among buildings twenty miles +distant. Therefore, the singular case may happen to me every week, that +a staid, quiet man, whom nobody knows but his barber, and whose course +of life is like a dark, unfrequented _cul de sac_, but whom one of my +envoys and spies secretly follows, with a biographical concave mirror, +which casts an image of the man, waistcoat, breeches, walk, and all, +into my study, situated at a distance of thirty miles,--the case may +occur to me, I say, that such a secluded man shall accidentally step up +to the counter of the bookseller, and in my work, which lies there +smoking hot from the oven, shall find himself, with all his hair, +buttons, buckles, and warts, as clearly pictured out on the three +hundred and seventy-first page, as the impressions of _Indian_ plants +which are found on rocks in France. That, however, is no matter. + +People, on the other hand, who live at the same place with me, as the +people of Hof formerly did, come off well; for I keep no ambassadors +near me. + +But this very advantage of getting my anecdotes, not out of my head, but +from despatches, obliges me to take more pains in putting them into +cipher, than others would have in dressing them up or thinking them out. +No less a miracle than that which bars up and hides the masonic mystery, +and the invisible church, and the invisible lodge, has seemed thus far +to avert the discovery of the _true_ names of my histories, and, indeed, +with such success, that of all the manuscripts which have hitherto been +despatched to the publishers, filled with conjectures on the subject, +not one has smelt the mouse,--and truly fortunate for the world; for so +soon, e. g., as one person shall have nosed out the names of the first +volumes of Titan, disguised as they have been in the best hieroglyphic +chancery offices, that moment I upset my inkstand, and publish no more. + +Nothing is to be inferred from the names which I use, for I press into +the service God-parents for my heroes in the most singular ways. Have I +not, e. g., often of an evening, during the marching and countermarching +of the German armies, who made their crusades to the holy sepulchre of +freedom, gone up and down through the lanes of the camp, with my +writing-tablets in my hands, and caught and entered the names of the +privates,--which, just before bedtime, were called out aloud, like the +names of saints,--just as they fell, in order to distribute them again +among my biographical people? And has not merit been promoted thereby, +and many a common soldier risen to be a nobleman fit for table and +tournament, and have not provost-marshals been raised to ministers of +justice, and red-cloaks to _patribus purpuratis_? And did ever a cock +crow in all the army after this corps of observation slinking round +mobilized on two legs? + +For authors who wish at the same time to narrate and disguise true +anecdotes, I am, perhaps, on the whole, a model and file-leader. I have +studied and imitated longer than other historical inquirers those little +innocent stretching and wrenching processes which can make a history +unrecognizable to the very hero of the same, and I fancy I know how one +is to make good biographies of princes, protocols of high traitors, +legends of saints, and auto-biographies; no stronger touches decide the +matter than those slight ones, by which Peter of Cortona (or Beretino) +in the presence of Ferdinand of Tuscany transformed a weeping child into +a laughing one, and the reverse. + +Voltaire demands more than once, as he always does,--for he gave +mankind, like an army, every order of march three times, and repeated +himself and everything else most indefatigably,--that the historian +shall arrange his history after the law-table of the drama, to a +dramatic focal point. It is, however, one of the first dramatic rules +which Lessing, Aristotle, and the Greek models give us, that the +dramatic poet must lend to every historical circumstance which he treats +all that is favorable to the poetic illusion, as well as keep clear of +everything opposite, and that he must never sacrifice beauty to truth, +but the reverse. Voltaire gave, as is well known, not only the easy +rule, but the hard model also; and this great theatre poet of the +world's theatre, in his _benefit_ dramas of Peter and Charles, never +stuck to the truth where he was sure he could attain sooner to illusion. +And that is properly the genuine romantic history corresponding to the +historical romance. It is not for me, but for others,--namely, the +Provost and the Secretaries of Legation,--to decide how far I have +treated a true history illusorily. It is a misfortune that the true +history of my hero can hardly ever see the light; otherwise the justice +might be done me that connoisseurs would confront my poetical deviations +with the truth, and thereafter give each of us more easily his own, as +well the truth as myself. But this reward is what all royal +historiographers and scandalous chroniclers must resign _nolens volens_, +because the true history never appears in conjunction with their works. + +But in the composition of a history an author must also keep a sharp +look-out upon this point, that it shall not only hit and betray no real +persons, but also no false ones, and in fact nobody at all. Before I, e. +g., choose a name for a bad prince, I must look through the genealogical +index of all governing and governed families, in order not to use a name +which some person or other already bears; thus, in Otaheite, even the +words which sound like the name of the king are abolished after his +coronation, and supplied by others. Now, as I was formerly acquainted +with no living courts at all, I was not in a situation, when preparing +the battle-pieces and night-pieces which I painted of the Cabals, the +Egoism, and the Libertinism of biographical courts, to succeed in +skilfully avoiding every resemblance to real ones; yes, for such an +idiot as I, it was a miserable help, even, to be often laying +Machiavelli open before me, in order, with the assistance of the French +history, by painting from the two, to turn off the edge of the +application at least upon countries in which no Frenchman or Italian +ever had the influence that is generally attributed to both of them upon +other Germans; just as Herder, in opposition to those naturalists who +derive certain misshapen tribes of men from a half-parentage of apes, +makes the very good remark that most of the resemblances to apes--the +retreating skull of the Calmucks, the prominent ears of the Pevas, the +slender hands in Carolina--appear just in those countries where there +are no apes at all. Formerly, then, as was said, striking unlikenesses I +could not succeed in hitting; now, on the contrary, every court around +which my legation-flotilla coasts is well known to me, and therefore +secure from accidental resemblances, particularly every one which I +describe,--that of Flachsenfingen, that of Hohenfliess, &c. The +theatrical mask which I have on in my works is not the mask of the Greek +comedian, which was embossed after the face of the individual +satirized,[25] but the mask of Nero, which, when he acted a goddess on +the stage, looked like his mistress,[26] and when he acted a god, like +himself. + +Enough! This digressive introductory programme has been somewhat long, +but the Jubilee-period was so, too: the longer the St. John's day of a +country, the longer its St. Thomas's night. And now let us dance along +together into the book,--into this free ball of the world,--I first as +leader in the dance, and then the readers as hop-dancers after me; so +that, amidst the sounding baptismal and funeral bells in the Chinese +house of this world-building,--welcomed by the singing-school of the +muses,--serenaded from on high by the guitar of Phœbus,--we may dance +gayly from Tome to Tome, from Cycle to Cycle, from one digression to +another, from one dash to another,--till either the work comes to an +end, or the workman, or everybody! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[21] _Querbank_,--Bench for Protestant Bishops in the Germanic +Diet. + +[22] _Veimer_,--old Westphalian judges. + +[23] Tellers in faro-banks. + +[24] The inventor of the balloon.--TR. + +[25] Reflexions Critiques sur la Poesie, etc. de Dubois, Tom. I. +Sect. 42. + +[26] Sueton. Nero. + + + + +SECOND JUBILEE. + + THE TWO BIOGRAPHICAL COURTS.--THE HERDSMAN'S HUT.--THE + FLYING.--THE SALE OF HAIR.--THE DANGEROUS BIRD-POLE.--A + STORM LOCKED UP IN A COACH.--LOW MOUNTAIN-MUSIC.--THE LOVING + CHILD.--MR. VON FALTERLE FROM VIENNA.--THE + TORTURE-SOUPÉ.--THE SHATTERED HEART.--WERTHER WITHOUT BEARD, + BUT WITH A SHOT.--THE RECONCILIATION. + + +10. CYCLE. + +In the bloom of youthful powers, and the brightness of youthful +prospects, the Count, between his two companions, flew back through the +full, glowing Milan, where the ear and the cluster and the olive often +ripen together on the same clod of earth. The very name of Milan +(Mayland) opened to him a whole spring, because, like myself, in all +things which belong to May--in May-flowers, May-chafers, even May +butter--he found, when a child, as much enchantment as in childhood +itself. Add to this, that he was on horseback; the saddle was with him a +princely seat of the blest, while a saddle-room was a Ratisbon bench of +counts, and every nag his Pegasus. While on the island, and during that +mental and bodily exhaustion in which the soul loves better to frequent +clare-obscure and pastoral worlds, than hot, dusty military- and +fencing-schools, all anticipation of the coming riddles and conflicts of +his life had been repulsive to him; but now, with his heart full of the +glow of travel and the blood of spring, he stretched out his young arms +no less for a foe than for a female friend, as if thirsting for a double +conquest. + +The farther the island receded, so much the more did the magic-smoke +around the nocturnal apparition sink to the ground, and leave behind in +full view merely an inexplicable juggler. Now for the first time he +revealed the ghost-story to his companions. Schoppe and Augusti shook +their heads thoughtfully, but each thought of something different;--the +Librarian sought a _physical_ solution of the acoustic and optical +illusion; the Lector sought a _political_ one: he could not at all +comprehend what the stage-manager of this grave-digger's scene specially +meant by it all. + +This one comfort the Librarian held to, that Alban on his birthday was +directed to pay a visit to the heart without a breast, which visit he +could just forego, and so make the seer out to be a myops and a liar. +"Would to Heaven," said he, "an Ezekiel would just prophesy to me that I +should bring him to the gallows! I would not do it for any money, but I +would, without mercy, make it fatal, not to his neck, but to his credit +and his brains." To his incredulous father, also, Albano wrote, during +the journey, not without a blush, the incredible history; for he had too +few years over his head, and too much energy and daring, to love reserve +in himself or others. Only weak, caterpillar- and hedgehog-like souls +curl and crumple up into themselves at every touch: under the free brain +beats gladly a free heart. + +At last, when sunny mountains and shady forests enough, like days and +nights that have been lived through, had been left behind them, they +approached the goal of their long riding-ground, full of countries, and +now the Principality of _Hohenfliess_ lay only one principality distant +from them. This second principality, which was next-door neighbor to the +first, and which by breaking through the walls might easily have been +merged with it into one common political structure, was called, as is +known to geographical readers, _Haarhaar_. The Lector told the +Librarian, as they approached the armorial and boundary stones, that the +two courts looked upon each other almost as deadly foes; not so much +because they were _diplomatic_ relatives--although it is true that, +among princes, uncle, cousin, brother, signify no more than +brother-in-law applied to postilions, or father and mother to the old +folks among the Brandenburghers--as because they were really relatives, +and each other's heirs. It would cost me too much room, if I were +disposed to set before the reader the family-trees of the two +courts,--which were their Upas-trees and Dragon-trees,--with all their +heraldic leaves, water-shoots, and lichens; the result must content him, +namely, that Hohenfliess, land and people, would fall to the +principality of Haarhaar, in case the hereditary prince, Luigi, the last +hollow shoot and sapling of the male stock of Hohenfliess, were to +wither away. What hordes of Venetian Lion-heads Haarhaar pours into the +land of future inheritance, who are to devour nothing there but learned +advertisements and placards, and what knavish bands of political +mechanics it colonizes there, as in a sort of Botany Bay, cannot be told +for want of time. And yet Haarhaar again, on the other hand, is so +generous as to desire nothing more heartily than to see the financial +estate of Hohenfliess--its business, agriculture, silk manufactures, and +breed of horses--in the highest bloom, and to hate and curse in the +highest degree all public extravagance, that enervation of the great +intercostal-nerve (money), as the mightiest canonical impediment to +population. "The Regent," says the truly philanthropic Prince of +Haarhaar, "is the chief shepherd, not the butcher, of the state: not +even the wool-shears should he take into his hands so often as the +shepherd's-flute; not of the _energies_ and _matrimonial prospects_ of +others is our cousin (Luigi) master, but of his own, these he must +ruin!" + +As they rode into the territory of Hohenfliess, they might have made an +excursion to Blumenbühl,[27] which lies aside from Pestitz, and taken a +look, as it were, at the nursery of Albano (Isola Bella being his +cradle), had not the latter felt a burning hunger and thirst for the +city, and a dread like hydrophobia of a second leave-taking, which +besides only confuses the clear echo of the first. His journey, the +conversation of his father, the pictures of the conjurer, the nearness +of the academy, had so ruffled up our bird roc's wing-feathers, which at +his age are always too long as the steering tail-feathers are too short, +that they would only have been sprained in the confinement of +Blumenbühl. By Heavens! he longed to be something in the state or the +world; for he felt a deadly disgust towards that narcotic waste of high +life through whose poppy-garden of pleasure men stagger about, sleepy +and drunken, till they fall down in a twofold lameness. + +It may not have been remembered by the readers of the first Jubilee, +because it was in a note, that Albano had never yet been permitted to go +to Pestitz, and on very good grounds indeed, which are known, however, +to the Knight only, but not to me. This long closing of the city-gates +against him only made him the more eager to enter them. And now they +stood with their horses upon a broad eminence, whence they saw the +church-towers of Pestitz before them in the west, and, if they turned +round, the tower of Blumenbühl below them to the east; from the one and +from the other came floating to them a noonday hum: Albano heard his +future and his past sounding together. He looked down into the village, +and up at a neat little red house on a neighboring mountain, which +gleamed after him, like a bright pictured urn of long-extinguished days. +He sighed; he looked over the far building-ground of his future life, +and now with loosened rein dashed onward toward the towers of the +Linden-city, as towards the palms of his race-ground. + +But the neat little house played its antics before him like a red +shadow. For, ah! had he not once in that herdsman's hut spent a dreamy +day, full of adventures, and that, too, in the very season of childhood, +when the soul, on the rainbow-bridge of fancy, glides along, dry-shod, +over the walls and ditches of this lower earth? We will now go back with +him into this lovely day, this childhood's eve of life's festival, and +become acquainted with those earlier hours, which sent back to him so +sweetly from this herdsman's hut the Ranz des Vaches of youth. + + +11. CYCLE. + +It was, then, on a magnificent St. James's day--and likewise on the +birthday of the Provincial Director, Wehrfritz, who, however, had not +received the title yet--that this same director--that was to be--had +his chariot trundled out in the morning to ride to Pestitz, and see the +Minister, and, as Factor of the Province, convert the _flail_ of the +state, by way of experiment, into a _drill-plough_. He was a brisk, +bustling man, to whom a day of furlough was longer than a day of drill +to others, and to whom nothing made time pass heavily but pastime. "In +the evening, however," he said to himself, "I'll make a good day of it, +for it happens to be my birthday." His birthday present was to consist +in making one; he proposed, namely, to bring home little Albano an +Oesterlein's harpsichord out of his own purse,--little as there was in +it,--and a music-master, into the bargain, at the desire of Don Gaspard. + +But why not, at the outset, explain all this in the clearest manner to +the reader? + +Don Gaspard, then, in revising a scheme of education for Albano, had +chosen that more attention should be paid to his bodily health than to +mental superfetation; he thought the tree of knowledge should be grafted +with the tree of life. Ah! whoever sacrifices health to wisdom has +generally sacrificed wisdom too, and only _inborn_ not _acquired_ +sickliness is profitable to head and heart. Accordingly, Albano had not +to lug along, bending under the weight, the many-volumed encyclopædia of +all sciences in his book-straps, but merely grammars. That is to say, +the rector of the place,--named Wehmeier, better known by the title of +Band-box-master,--after schooling the village youth for the usual number +of hours, was accustomed to seek his fairest _Struve's spare hours_, his +_Otia_ and _Noctes Hagianæ_, in teaching Albano, and driving into the +mill-wheel axle of the everlastingly active boy--impelled by internal +streams--alphabetic pins,--so as to make it the barrel of a +speech-organ. Of course, however, Zesara soon wished to move something +heavier than the key-board of languages; thus, for example, the +language-organ barrel became, in a proper sense, the barrel of a +hand-organ. For whole hours, without any special knowledge of +counterpoint, would he practise on the parish organ (he knew neither +note nor key, and stood hard, all through the piece, on the thundering +pedal), trying his hand at the most horrible discords, before which the +Enharmonics of all Piccinists must be struck dumb, only to bury himself +so much the longer and deeper in the accidental prize of a chord. So, +also, did his soul, full of sap, work off its energy in leaf-buds, as it +were, and shoots and runners, by making pictures, clay statuary, +sun-dials, and designs of all sorts, and even in the juristical rockery +of his foster-father, for example, in Fabri's State Chancery, it sent +its thirsty roots around and out over the dry leaves, as plants do often +in herbariums. O, how he pined for lessons and teachers vaguely dreamed +of (just as in childhood he had aspired from octavos to quartos, from +quarto to folio, from folio even to a book as large as the world, which +would be the world itself)! But so much the better! only hunger digests, +only love impregnates; the sigh of longing alone is the animating _aura +seminalis_ to the Orpheus egg of knowledge. This you do not consider, +you flying teachers, who give children the draught earlier than the +thirst; you who, like some florists, insert into the split stock of the +flowers ready-made lack-dyes, and put foreign musk into their cups, +instead of simply giving them morning sun and flower-soil,--and who +grant young souls no quiet hours, but bustle round them during the +dusting period of their blooming vine, against all the rules of the +vine-dressers, with your hoeing and your dunging and your clipping. O, +can you ever, when you thus prematurely force them, with their unripe +organs, into the great realm of truths and beauties, just as we all, +alas! with our dark senses, creep into lovely Nature, and blunt +ourselves to the perception of her beauty,--can you ever, in any way, +make good to them the great year which they would have lived to see, had +they, growing up like the new-created Adam, been able to turn round with +their open, thirsty senses, in the glorious universe of spirits? Hence +it is that your _élèves_ so nearly resemble the foot-paths, which in +spring grow green first of all, but at a later period wind along yellow +and hard-trodden through the blooming meadows. + +Wehrfritz, as he stood on the carriage-steps and turned his face towards +him, repeated his charge to have an oversight of the young Count, and +made the mark ["with care"] with which merchants commend valuable boxes +of goods to the post, strong and thick upon him: he loved the fiery +child as his own (he had only one, and that not a son); the Knight had +confidence in him, and, to justify it, since the point of honor was the +centre of gravity and pole of all his motions, he would, without +hesitation, if the boy, for instance, should break his head, cut his own +off; and finally Albano must stand a remarkably good examination at +evening before the new teacher from the city. + +Albina von Wehrfritz, the spouse, promised everything in the name of all +that was sacred; she might have compared herself to the Evangelists Mark +and John, because her impetuous husband quite often represented the +creatures who are pictured as the companions of the two saints, those +king-beasts, the lion and the eagle, just as many another wife, in +reference to her companion, may be compared with Luke, and mine with +Matthew.[28] Besides, she had bespoken for the evening a little family +feast, full of sportive, party-colored ephemerons of joy, and by great +good luck already, some days before, the diploma had come in which +installed our Wehrfritz as Provincial Director, and which had been laid +up against this day as a birthday christening present. + +But hardly had Wehrfritz got beyond the castle garden when Albano +stepped forth with his project, and announced his intention of sitting +out the whole holiday up there in the solitary little shooting-house; +for he loved to play alone, and an elderly guest was pleasanter to him +than a boy to play with. Women are like Father Lodoli, who (according to +Lambert's day-book) shunned nothing so much as the little word, Yes; at +least, they do not say it till after, No. The foster-mother (I will, +however, in future, cut off from her and from the foster-sister, +Rabette, that annoying _foster_) said, without thinking, No, although +she knew that she had never yet carried one through against the stubborn +little fellow. Then she borrowed very good dehortations from the will +and pleasure of the Provincial Director, and bade him consider,--then +the red-cheeked, good-natured Rabette took her brother's part, and +pleaded for him, without knowing why,--then Albina protested at least he +should not expect his dinner to be sent to him on the mountain,--then he +marched out of the yard.... So have I often stood by and watched how the +female elbows and knuckles, during the stemming of a strong opposition, +gradually, before my eyes, became gristle, and bent up. Only in the +presence of Wehrfritz had Albina strength enough for a long No. + + +12. CYCLE. + +Our hero had passed over from those childish years in which Hercules +strangled the serpents, into the years of confirmation, when he warmed +them under his waistcoat, to behead them again in later years. +Exultingly did his new and old Adam--they flew side by side--flap their +wings out there under a blue heaven which had absolutely no anchoring +ground. What cared he for meal-time? All children before and during a +journey carry no stomach under their wings, just as that of the +butterfly shrinks up when his wings are spread. The oft-mentioned +herdsman's hut, or little shooting-house, was nothing less than a +shooting-house with a sentry-box, for a pensioned soldier's wife, with a +shooting-stand in the lower story and a summer-house chamber in the +upper, wherein old Wehrfritz every summer meant to have a rural party +and a bird shooting, but never had it, because the poor man dismasted +and unrigged himself in his work-chamber as others do in their +dining-room. For, although the state entices its servants like dogs for +the tenth time, only to cudgel them off again for the eleventh, and +although Wehrfritz every assize day forswore all state business and +earnings,--because an honest man like him finds always in the body +politic as much to restore as in the antique statues of which only the +stone _drapery_ remains,--nevertheless, he knew no softer couch and +feather-bed to rest on, than a still higher bench of oars, and he was +just now making every exertion to be Provincial Director. + +The German courts will have their own thoughts on the subject when I +offer them the following boyish idyl. My black-eyed shepherd stormed the +herdsman's mountain fortification, and received from the soldier's wife +the door-key to the white and green summer cabinet. By Heavens! when all +eastern and western window-shutters and windows were flung open, and the +wind stole fluttering through the papers and cooling through the sweltry +chamber, and when, outside, heaven and earth stood round about the +windows and looked in beckoning,--when Albano beheld, under the window +toward the east, the deep broad valley with the leaping, stony brook, on +which all the glimmering disks of light which, like pebbles, the sun +shot aslant, glanced up the mountain side,--when at the western window +he saw, behind hills and woods, the arc of the sky, the mountain of the +Linden-city, that slept like a coiled-up giant on the earth,--when he +placed himself at one window after another, and said, "How magnificent!" +then his raptures in the chamber grew at last so exalted, that he must +needs go forth, in order, out of doors, to exalt them still higher. + +The Goddess of Peace seemed to have here her church and her church seat. +The active soldier's wife was planting early peas in a little garden +full of high bushes, and now and then threw up a clod of earth into the +cherry-tree among the feathered fruit-thieves, and again fell to +sprinkling indefatigably the new linen and the planted salad, and yet +ran willingly from time to time to the little ten-year-old maiden, who, +blind from the measles, sat knitting on the door-sill, and only when she +dropped a stitch called on her mother as interposing goddess. Albano +stationed himself on the outermost balcony of the lovely opening valley, +and every fanning of the wind breathed into his heart the old childish +longing, that he could only fly. Ah, what bliss thus to snatch himself +away from the receding earthly footstool, and cast himself free and +passive into the broad ether!--and so plashing up and down in the cool, +all-pervading air-bath, to fly at mid-day into the darkling cloud, and +unseen to float beside the lark as she warbles below it,--or to sweep +after the eagle, and in the flight to see cities only as sculptured +assemblages of steps, and long streams only as gray, loose threads drawn +between two or three countries, and meadows and hills shrunk up to +little color-grains and colored shadows, and at length alight on the +peak of a tower, and place himself over against the blazing evening sun, +and then to soar upward when he had sunk, and look down once more into +his eye still beaming on, bright and open, in the vault of night, and at +last, when the earth-ball, whirling over, hides his orb, to flutter, +intoxicated with rapture, into the forest-conflagration of all the red +clouds!... + +Whence comes it that these bodily wings lift us like spiritual ones? +Whence had Albano this irrepressible longing for heights, for the +slater's weaver-shuttle, for mountain-peaks, for the balloon,--just as +if these were helpers out of bed to the prisoners of this low +earth-couch? Ah, thou dear deluded one! Thy soul, still covered with its +chrysalis shell, confounds as yet the horizon of the eye with the +horizon of the heart, and outer elevation with inner, and soars through +the physical heaven after the ideal one! For the same power which in the +presence of great thoughts lifts our head and our body and expands the +chest, raises the body also even with the dark yearning after greatness, +and the chrysalis swells with the beating wings of the Psyche; yes, it +must needs be, that by the same band wherewith the soul draws up the +body the body also can lift up the soul. + +The least Albano could do was to fly on foot down the mountain, to wade +along with the brook, which was running away into the pale-green birch +thicket to cool itself. Often before had his Robinsonading mania blown +him to all points and leaves of the wind-rose,[29] and he loved to go +with an unknown road a pretty piece of way to see what way it would +itself take. He ran along on the silver Ariadne's thread of the brook, +deep into the green labyrinth, and proposed, in fact, to come out +through the back door of the long thicket upon a distant prospect. He +could not accomplish it,--the birches grew now lighter, now darker, the +brook broader,--the larks seemed to sing, out there, far and high +overhead;--but he was obstinate. Extremes had from of old a magnetic +polarity for him; as the medium had only points of indifference. Thus, +for example, except the highest degree of the barometer, no other was so +agreeable to him as the lowest, and the shortest day was as welcome as +the longest; but the day after either was fatal.[30] + +At last, after the progress of some hours in time and space, he heard, +beyond the lightening birches, and through a noise louder than that of +the brook, his name uttered repeatedly, in low tones of commendation, by +two female voices. Instantly he galloped panting back again, indifferent +to the risk of lungs and life. He heard his name long after again called +out on all sides of him, but in a cry;--it was his private patron saint, +the castellain of the hut, who fired these shots of distress on his +account at the foot of the mountain. + +He went up thither, and the round table of the earth lay clear and with +a singularly softening aspect around his thirsty eye. Truly, the stretch +of distance, together with weariness, must have reminded this bird of +passage, behind the song-grating of the breast, of his own distant +lands and times, and have made him melancholy at the thought, when the +landscape so mottled with red roofs spread out before him its white, +glistening stones and ponds, like light-magnets and sun-splinters,--when +he saw on the long, gray causeway to Linden-town--views of which hung in +the summer-house, and of which two spires shot up among the +mountains--distant travellers plodding on toward the city whose gates +for him were closed,--and when, indeed, everything seemed flying +westward, the pigeons that went whispering by, floating over the +grain-fields, and the shadows of the clouds that glided lightly away +over high gardens.... Ah, the youngest heart has the waves of the +oldest, only without the sounding-lead to fathom their depths! Learned +Germany has, I perceive, for several cycles, held itself ready for great +fates and fatalities, which are to give this herdsman's day of my hero +the necessary dignity; I, who ought to have the first knowledge on the +subject, do not at present know of any such. Childhood--ah yes, every +age--often leaves behind in our hearts imperishable days, which every +other heart had forgotten: so did this day never fade from Albano's. +Sometimes a child's-day is at once made immortal by a clearer glimpse of +consciousness; in children, especially such as Zesara, the spiritual eye +turns far earlier and more sharply upon the world within the breast than +they show or we imagine. + +Now it struck one o'clock in the castle-tower. The near and beloved +tone, reminding him of his near foster-mother, and of the denied dinner, +and the sight of the little blind one, who already had her twig of the +bread-tree or her dry reindeer's moss in her hand,--and the thought that +this was the birthday of his foster-father,--and his inexpressible love +for his afflicted mother, upon whose neck he often suddenly fell when +he was alone,--and his heart, bedewed with Nature, made him begin to +weep. But not for this did the stubborn little fellow go home; only the +Alpine shepherdess had run on unbidden to betray the fugitive to his +seeking mother. + +He would fain in this noonday stillness extort from the little blind +Lea, upon whose countenance a soft, delicate line-work ran legibly +through the punctuation of the pocks, a few words, or at least, as a +fellow-laborer, the long stick wherewith she had to drive the pigeons +from the peas and the sparrows from the cherries; but she pressed her +arm in silence against her eyes, bashful before the distinguished young +gentleman. At last the woman brought the pottage for the lost son, and +from Rabette a little smelling-bottle of dessert-wine into the bargain. + +Albina von Wehrfritz was one of those women who, unlike states, keep +only their promises, but never a threat,--resembling the forest-officers +of Nuremberg, who, upon the smallest violation of the forest-laws, +impose a fine of one hundred florins, and in the same hour modify it to +one hundred kreutzers.[31] They, however, like Solon, who gave out his +laws for a hundred years in advance, give out theirs according to the +proportion of their smaller jurisdiction, to last one hundred seconds. + + +13. CYCLE. + +I would make more out of Albano's commemoration-dinner, which he, like a +grown-up trencher-man, could carve in the little chamber, and distribute +among the family circle, and at which he could fill for himself, were I +not going to meet weightier incidents which befell during the carrying +back of the table dinner-service. + +Albano went out, with the whole sea of his inner being sparkling and +phosphorescing under the influence of the wine and the forenoon, and the +blue heaven fluttering in stronger breezes around him. He felt as if the +morning had long since gone by; and he remembered it with a tender +emotion, as we all in youth remember childhood, in age youth,--even as +at evening we remember the morning,--and the forms of Nature drew nearer +to him and moved their eyes like Catholic images. Thus does the present +offer us only shapes for optical anamorphoses, and only our spirit is +the sublime mirror which transposes them into fair human forms. With +what a sweet dip into dreams did he, when he met the fanning of the +eastern wind, close his eyes, and draw the hum of the landscape, the +screaming of the cocks and birds, and a herdsman's flute, as if deeper +and deeper into his shaded soul! And then when he opened his eyes again +on the shore of the mountain, there lay peaceful down below in the +valley the pastured white lambs by the side of the flutist, and overhead +in heaven lay stretched out far away above them the shining, fleecy +lamb-clouds! + +Meanwhile, he was fain for once to take the liberty of shutting his eyes +and groping too far into the garden,--besides, the blind girl did not +see,--holding his arms open before him so as not to run against +anything, when all at once his breast touched a second, and looking up, +he found the trembling maiden so near to him, who bent aside, +stammering, "Ah, no! ah, no!" "It is only I," said the innocent one, +holding her fast; "truly, I will not harm thee!"--and as she, with a +modest shyness, trusted him, he held her a little while, and gazed down +on her bowed head with sweet emotion. + +Heartily glad would he have been to give the terrified one dole-money +and benefits in this comedy for the poor; he had, however, nothing by +him, till, luckily, his sister Rabette, that bandagist,--from whose +ribbon mania he erroneously concluded that many girls are diabolically +possessed for ribbons, and swallow them like jugglers, but never give +them back,--she, and his new hair-band, came into his mind. He wound +off, joyfully, the long, silken swathing-band from his head on hers. But +the lovely neighborhood, the tie-work of an _inner_, finer band, and the +blessedness of giving, and the vivacity of his inborn exuberance, so +overcame him, that he would gladly have emptied the Green Cellar of +Dresden into her apron, when a Jew pedler, with his smaller, silken one +on his stomach, and with a bagful of bought-up hair on his back, came +trudging up the Pestitz road. The Jew suffered himself, very willingly, +to be called, but nothing to be borrowed from him, despite all bills of +exchange proposed to be drawn upon parents and pocket money. Ah, a +magnificent red cap-ribbon would have been as becoming to Lea's blind +eyes as a red bandage to a wound! For a blind lady loves to prink +herself as much as one who can see, unless she is self-conceited, and +would rather please herself in the glass than others out of it. The +merchant was very glad to let her feel of the ribbon, and said he bought +up hair in the villages, and yesterday the children of the inn, with a +piece of burning punk, had crisped up his whole sackful of queues into +short wool, and if the young gentleman would let him trim his brown hair +down to the nape of the neck, he should, on the spot, have the ribbon, +and a very serviceable leather queue of Würzburg fabric into the +bargain. What was to be done? The ribbon was very red,--so was Lea with +hope,--the Jew said he must pack up,--besides, the hair-queue which he +had hitherto worn ran like a second backbone down over the whole of the +first, and became to Alban, by reason of the tedious swathing, every +morning, a check-rein and snaffle-bridle of his mettle. In brief, the +poor, plucked hare resigned to the Jew the royal French Insigné, and +buckled on the Würzburg sheath. + +And now he shook her hand right soundly, and said, with a whole Paradise +of loving joyousness in his face: "The ribbon is, no doubt, very +pleasant to thee, thou poor, blind thing!" Then the everlasting rogue +actually climbed the cherry-tree in order, up there, as a living +scare-crow, to spoil the cherries for the sparrows, and, as a fruit-god, +to throw down several of them to her as rosaries and festoons. + +By Heaven! up there among the heart-cherries, it seemed as if real +wolf-cherries must be working in the head of the boy: as the earth had +her dark, middle ages, so have children often dark, middle days, full of +pure _monkery_ and mischief. On the high boughs, the growing landscape, +and the sun declining towards the mountains, and particularly the spires +of Pestitz, gleamed upon him with such heavenly light, that he could not +now imagine to himself anything higher than the bird-pole near him, nor +any more blessedly enthroned crown-eagle than one on the pole.... + +But now I beg every one of my fair readers either to step into the +shooting-house, or make the best of her way out of it with the soldier's +wife, who is running on to tell the naughty thing to her gracious +lady,--for few of them can stand it out with me to see our hero, the +male support of _Titan_, firmly planted by some farmers' boys--to whom, +moreover, Albina has intrusted the _remarche-règlement_ of hastening his +return--on a cross-stick, which is fitted in just under the crotch of +the bird-pole, and with his belly bound down to it, and so lying +horizontal in the air, gradually lifted through the wide sweep of the +arch, and held up in mid-heaven. It is too bad! but the servants could +not possibly resist the supplications of his mighty eyes, his +picturesque will and spirit, and the offered recompenses and +coronation-coins, in comparison with which he verily weighed only half +as much as the last bird. + +I am, nevertheless, partial to thee, little one, despite that stiff +dare-neck of thine built up between head and heart. Thy monstrous +Baroque-pearls of energies will time soon, as the artists in the Green +Cellar do with physical pearls, use up in the finishing of a fine +figure! + +The imperial history of our imperial eagle on his pedestal, covering at +the same time the events that took place on the mountain, when the +Band-box master and Provincial Director came accidentally to the manned +bird-pole, shall be incontinently resumed, when we have the 14th Cycle. + + +14. CYCLE. + +Master Wehmeier, who could not at a distance explain to himself the form +and motion of the bird, had made up towards it, and now saw his pupil +lifted up on the cross. He fell instantly into the plunge-bath of an icy +shudder at his daring, but soon came out of this into the shower-bath of +a perspiring anxiety, which came over him at the thought of seeing every +minute his _élève_ fall down and be crushed into twenty-six fragments, +like Osiris, or into thirty, like the Medicean Venus; "and this too, +now," he thought besides, "just as I have brought the young Satan so far +along in languages, and lived to win some honor by him." He therefore +scolded only the operators in the raising department, but not the +sentinel aloft, because there was reason to apprehend he might take a +lurch in the effort of answering, and pitch down. Hard upon the heels of +the optical chariot with which the Devil threatened to run over the +master, thus spell-bound in the circle of agonizing anxiety, followed a +real one, wherein sat the future Provincial Director. Ah, good God! +Besides, the Director always filled up his whole gall-bladder full of +bitter extracts at the Minister's house, merely because he found there +better-behaved and stiller children, without, however, reflecting--like +a hundred other fathers who must be included in the charge--that +children, like their parents, appear better to strangers than they are, +and that, above all, city life, instead of the porous, thick bark of +village life, overlays them with a smooth, white birch-roll, while yet, +in the end, like their parents and courtiers, they prove to resemble +chestnuts, being smooth only on the outer shell, but within confoundedly +bristly. Thus surely will the finest man in the country always be +outwitted by at least princes and ministers, who are ten years +old,--supposing even he could manage it more easily with their fathers. + +When Wehrfritz saw his foster-son in his eyrie on the Schreckhorn, and +the Band-box master below, looking up at him, he imagined the instructor +had arranged it all, and began loudly to vent upon his neck, from the +locked-up carriage, a little heaven of thunder-storms and thunder-claps. +The persecuted Wehmeier began also, upon the mountain, to bawl up at the +Schreckhorn, by way of making it evident to the Director that he was in +the way of his office, and with the hammer of the law, as with a +forming stamp-hammer, could mould a pupil as well as another man. The +soldier's wife wrung her hands,--the servants arranged themselves for +the taking down from the cross,--the poor little fellow, in a fever, +drew his knife, and called down, "He would instantly cut himself loose +and cast himself down so soon as ever any one should let down the pole." +He would have done it--and put an untimely end to his life and my +Titan--merely because he dreaded the disgrace of the real and verbal +insults he might get from his father before so many people (yes, in the +chariot sat a gentleman who was a perfect stranger) worse than suicide +and hell. But the Director, full of foolhardihood himself, and yet +proportionately hating it in a child, was not to be disconcerted at +that, and cried out, in a terrible tone, after the servant who had the +key of the coach-door; he would get out and go up. He was indescribably +exasperated, first, because behind the coach he had fastened on an +Oesterlein's harpsichord as a gift for the present day of joy;--ah, +Albano! why do thy joys, like the slurs of an ale-house fiddler, +end in a discord?--and, secondly, because he had there a +singing-dancing-music-and fencing-master from the polished and brilliant +house of the Minister for Albano, sitting beside him on the cushion as +spectator of this _début_. Gottlieb sprang from the box, and round +before the coach-door, ran his hand, cursing, through all his +pockets;--the coach-key was not in one of them. The incarcerated +Director lashed himself up and down in his cage like a wagging leopard, +and his fury was like that of a lion, who, when one hunter after another +has shot at him, flies at the third. At all events, there was Alban, in +his noose, sawing the air to and fro. The Band-box master was best off; +for he was half dead, and his cold body, running all away in a sweat of +agony, transmitted little more sense of the outward world; his +consciousness was packed away tight and good as snuff in cold lead. + +Ah, I feel more keenly for the tormented boy than if I were sitting with +him up on the pole; over his touchingly noble countenance, with its +finely-curved nose, shame and the western aurora throw a purple hue, and +the low sun hangs with kisses on his cheeks, as if on the last and +highest roses of the dark earth, and he must withdraw his defiant eyes +from the beloved sun and from the day which still dwells thereon, and +from the two steeple knobs of the Linden-city which glimmer on the sides +turned from him, and sorrowfully cast down his strongly-drawn and +sharply-angled eyebrows, which Dian likened to the too heroic and +energetic ones of the infant Jesus in Raphael's ascending Madonna, to +behold the hot and close altercation which was taking place on the +ground below. + +Gottlieb, with all his pains, could not squeeze out the key, for he had +it in his pocket, and in his hand, and did not like much to produce it, +from partiality for the young master, whom the whole service loved, "as +if they could eat him,"--as much as they loved the nine-pin alley. He +voted for sending and fetching the lock-smith, but the coachman outvoted +him, with the advice to drive immediately to the door of the +work-shop,--and growled at the horses, and drove off the imprisoned, +controversial preacher in his pulpit, with the packed-up Oesterlein's +harpsichord, at a smart trot. All that the Bombardier, during Gottlieb's +mounting, had time to throw out of the carriage, consisted in his +staving through a window, and firing, from the port-hole, a few of the +most indispensable parting shots at the ill-omened bird on the pole. + +By this time the magister had recovered his spirit and vexation, and +boldly commanded the taking down of the Absalom. While the child came +slowly down before him on his perch, he inserted the five incisor-teeth +of his fingers, as a music-pen, into his scalp, and ruled or raked down +along his occiput, with a view to playfully rectifying the crooked line +of the hair, by pulling it moderately with his hand, as with the end of +a fiddle-stick, when, to his astonishment, off came from my hero the +Würzburg queue like a tail-feather. + +Wehmeier stared at the _cauda prehensilis_ (the ring-tail), and by his +attention's being thus drawn off to the lesser fault, Albano gained as +much as Alcibiades did from the lopping off of the tail of +his--Robespierre. The magister thanked God that he would not sup to-day +with old Wehrfritz, and sent him, with his mock queue, brow-beaten, +home. + + +15. CYCLE. + +The good-hearted Albina had been all day long removing out of the way of +her lord all inflammatory stuff (for the vitriol naptha of his nervous +spirit caught the fire of anger afar off), in order that nothing might +transform her pleasure-castles into incendiary places of joy,--yes, as a +sort of suburbs to the heavenly Jerusalem of the evening, Rabette had +packed away an orchestra of miners that had chanced to pass by, in the +cabinet of the dining-room,--and for Albano Albina had already contrived +an heraldic costume, in which he should deliver to him the _vocation_ of +the Province. Ah, but what did the lady get from it all but flames, +which Wehrfritz vomited forth at his entrance, while he, as a camel in +his maw, had laid up besides, a long, cold stream of water for the +sprinkling of the magister? + +Albina, who, like most women, took the gall-stone pelting of her husband +for the fifty pounds of passengers' ballast, which, to a passenger in +the marriage-stage-coach, go free, cheerfully gave him, at first, as +ever, credit of being right, and concealed every tear of unhappiness, +because cold sprinkling hardens men and salad,--then step by step she +took back the right,--but made the blame at first mild on her tongue, as +nurses make the washing-water of the children lukewarm in their +mouths,--and at last said he should just give the child up to her. + +But we are making old Wehrfritz swell under our hand to a dragon of the +Apocalypse, to a beast of Gevaudan, and a tyrant, whereas he is in +reality only a lamb with two little horns. Had he not on his birth-feast +in the drudging year of his slaving life a claim upon one unburdened +evening, at least with a child whom he loved more strongly than his own, +and for whom he had loaded himself down with a harpsichord and a +teacher? And had he not a hundred times forbidden him--though he himself +dared and did too much--to imitate him, and risk himself upon horseback, +or in a tempest, in a pouring rain, or in a snow-storm? And had he not +just come from the pedagogical knout-master, the Minister, whose +educational system was only a longer real territion and a shorter +condemnation? And does not the sight of stern parents make one sterner, +and of mild ones, on the contrary, milder? + +Albano first met Rabette with his leathern hind-axle in his hand, on his +defiant way to the father's study, and therefore to the court-martial +punishment of a real revolutionary tribunal. But she caught him from +behind, with the angelic greeting, "Art thou here, Absalom?" and set him +down by force; and, after the necessary astonishment and questioning, +tied on the _vena cava_ of his hair tightly and ungently, and showed up +to him, in a fearful light, the whirlwind of paternal wrath that awaited +him; and again, in a ludicrous light, the lull of the musical +mountain-department, who, near the dining-room, that race-ground and +hunting-ground of the Director, striding up and down in rage and +impatience, were waiting with a pause for times of peace; and finally +she released him with a kiss, saying, "I pity you, you rogue!" + +He marched, with a defiance which the tightness of his hair aggravated, +into the dining-room. "Out of my sight!" said the sparkling assailant. +Alban instantly stepped back out of the door, enraged at the injustice +of this wrath, and for that very reason the less troubled at its +unhealthiness; for his benefactor kept passionately running up to the +table, which was spread for the birthday feast, and, after an old bad +habit of his, extinguishing the well-kindled lime-pit of his indignation +with wine. + +In a few moments the musical academy and mining company, transformed by +their ill-humor into growling contra-bassists, struck up also. The time +had been tedious to them in the dry cabinet, so the bassoonist and the +violinist had taken it into their heads to entertain themselves with a +low tuning. The Director, who could not comprehend what in the world +that forlorn sound was that floated around him, took it for some time to +be a melodious humming in his ears, when suddenly the hammer-master of +the dulcimer let his musical hammer fall on the stringed floor. +Wehrfritz in an instant tore open the doors, and saw before him the +whole musical nest and conspiracy sitting in a circle, armed and +waiting. He asked them, hastily, "What business they had in the +cabinet?" and, after a flying donation of a few curses and cuffs, +ordered the whole garrison, without any tinkling noise, with their +leather aprons and _culs de Paris_, to take themselves off instantly. + +Albina, with a tender look, beckoned her outlawed darling into her +sewing-chamber, where she asked him, quite composedly, because she knew +he would not lie, to tell the truth. After hearing his report, she +represented to him a little his fault (although she blamed the present +child, in comparison with the absent man, pretty much in the style in +which she had previously blamed the present man, in comparison with the +absent child), and still more the consequences; she pointed out (untying +and tying again his cravat the while, and buttoning some of his +waistcoat buttons) how her husband was disgraced in Albano's person +before the second school-consul, (with four and twenty Fasces,) whom he +had brought with him, the music- and dancing-master, Mr. Von Falterle, +who was up-stairs dressing himself; how the dancing-master would +certainly write all about it to Don Gaspard; and how for her good man +the whole sweet, painted jelly-apple of to-day's joy had been turned +into water: and now he must, even on this festive day, afflict his soul +in solitude, and, perhaps, catch his death from drinking so much to +drown his anger. Women, like harpers, usually, during their playing, +convert, with small pedals, the whole tones of truth into semi-tones. +After she had still further enumerated to him all the paternal +evening-tempests which he had ever drawn upon himself by his rides and +his Robinson's voyages of discovery, and whose thunder-claps had, on +every occasion, only melted down the lightning-conductor (namely, +herself), she added, with that touching tone flowing, not from the bony +throat, but from the swelling heart, "Ah, Albano, thou wilt one day +think of thy foster-mother, when it is too late!" and melted into tears. + +Hitherto the unmeltable slags and the molten portion of his heart had +been boiling up together within him, and the warm flood had pressed +upward, ever higher and hotter, in his bosom, only his face had remained +cold and hard,--for certain persons have, exactly at the melting point, +the greatest appearance and capacity of hardening, as snow freezes just +before a thaw; but now the strain upon the too tightly-bound queue, +which was the paradoxical sign of the approaching eruption, made him, in +the paroxysm of his fury, tear the Würzburg appendage off over his head. +Before Albina saw it, she had handed him the Directorship appointment, +with the words, "I ought hardly to do it; but just hand it to him, and +say it was my present, and that thou wilt be quite another boy in +future." But when she saw his hand armed, she asked, in a terrified +tone, with the deep echo of a wearied-out grief, "Alban!" and turned +immediately away from the poor child, whose pain she misunderstood, with +too bitter tears, and said: "What new trouble is this? O, how you all +torment my heart to-day! Go away! O, come here," she called after him, +"and relate the circumstances!" And when he had innocently and truly +done this, her voice, overpowered with tears, could no longer blame him, +but only say, mildly, "Well, then, carry the present." Nevertheless, she +had it in mind to represent to her husband the abbreviation of the hair +as an act of obedience to her will, and to the fashion of city children +in high life. + +Alban went; but on the painful way, the full glands of his tears and his +long-repressed heart broke forth, and he entered with eyes still weeping +before his solitary foster-father, who was resting his tired and +thinking head; and the boy held out to him, while yet a great way off, +the big-sealed document, and could only say, "The present," and nothing +more, and sparks darted with the storm-drops from his hot eyes. Lay +thyself, innocent one, softly on thy father's unbuttoned bosom; and +while he holds in his right hand the enchanted cup of glory, and makes +himself drunk with it, let him not on any account push thee away with +his left! The repelling hand will by and by come to pulsate languidly +and lightly upon thy wet, fiery cheeks, and warm, penitent eyes: then +will the old man read the _Decretum_ over again still more slowly, so as +almost to postpone the very first sound; then will he, when thou, with +indescribable impetuosity, pressest his hand to thy face to kiss it, +make appear as if he had just awaked, and say, with saltpetre coldness +and glistening eyes, "Call mother"; and then, when thou liftest upon him +thy glowing countenance all quivering with love from under thy +downfallen locks, and when they are flung softly back from thy cherry +cheeks,--then will he look a pretty long time after his departing +darling, and brush away something from his eyes, that he may run over +the address of the diploma at his will. + +Say, Albano, have I not guessed right? + + +16. CYCLE. + +Every post of honor lifts the heart of a man who is placed on it above +the vapor of life, the hail-clouds of calamity, the frosty mists of +discontent, and the inflammable air of wrath. I will hold the magic leaf +of a favorable criticism before a gnashing were-wolf: immediately he +shall stand before me as a licking lamb, with little twirling tail; and +if the wife of an author could only play before her heated literary +partner every time a critical trumpeter's piece on Fame's trumpet, he +would become like an angel, and she like that ale-house fiddler who, in +his bear-catching, softened the Saul in Bruin by his jigs. + +Wehrfritz came to meet Albina as a new-born seraph, and recounted to her +his glory. Yes, in order to atone to her for the explosions of his Etna, +he said not, as usual, _nolo episcopari_; he did not say he was hemmed +round by an impassable mountain chain of labors; but, instead of that +perverse drawing back of the hand from the out-shaking cornucopia of +fortune,--instead of that virgin bashfulness of rapture which is more +common to brides,--he betrayed the heartiness of a widow, and told +Albina her wishes of the morning had already become gifts; and asked +what had become of the promised supper, and the company, and the +Magister, and the dancing-master (whom the other had not yet seen), and +Rabette, and all. + +But Albina had already long since announced to the Magister, through +Albano, the invitation, and the dispersion of all storms, and the +arrival of the new commission. Wehmeier, to tell the truth, had the +greatest reluctance to eat with a nobleman, merely because, as +entertaining _acteur_ of the table, he had so much to do with +conversing, _savoir vivre_, looking out for others, keeping his limbs in +proper attitude, and passing all eatables, that, for want of leisure, he +was obliged to swallow such little things as pickled cucumbers, +chestnuts, crabs' tails, and the like, down whole, and without tasting +them; so that afterward he often had to carry round with him the hard +fodder, like a swallowed Jonah, for three days together in the hunter's +pouch of his stomach. Only this time he gladly dressed himself for the +feast, because he was curious and angry about his pedagogical colleague, +and that out of anxiety lest haply this new joint-tenant should assume +to himself the magnificent _winter crop_ in Alban's sowed field as his +own _summer crop_. He ascribed to his abbreviated method of teaching all +the wonderful energies of his pupil, i. e. to the water-soil the +aromatic essence of the plant which grew therein.[32] + +With so much the greater indulgent love he came, leading with his own +hand the halved pupil, to Rabette's cabinet, in a sap-green plush with a +three-leaved collar. "Mr. Von Falterle here," said Rabette on his +entrance, not from raillery, but from inconsiderateness; "thought some +time ago it was you when the dog tried to get in." "My dear sir," +replied coldly and gravely the _paradeur_ of a Falterle by the side of +our farm-horse, "the dog scratched at the door; but it is usual, as well +at the minister's as in all great houses of Paris, for every one to +scratch with the finger-nail when he wishes admittance merely into a +cabinet, and not into a principal apartment." + +What a splendidly picturesque contrast of the two +brothers-in-office!--the master of accomplishments with the motley +scarf-skin or hind-apron of a yellow summer-dress, as if with the yellow +outer wings of a buttermoth, whose dark under-wings represent the +waistcoat (when he unbuttons it); Wehmeier, on the other hand, in a +roomy, sap-green plush, which a tent-maker seemed to have hung on him, +and with belly and shanks quivering in the black velvet half-mourning of +candidates, who wear it till they carbonize into clear black. Falterle +had his glazed frost pantaloons plated and cast round his legs, and +every wrinkle in them produced one upon his face, as if the latter were +the lining of the former; while along the thighs of the Band-box-master +wound upward the cockle-stairs of his swaddling modests.[33] The former +in bridal-shoes, the latter in pump-chambers,--the one flapping up like +a soft, slimy gold tench, with the belly-fins of his bosom-ruffles, with +the side-fins of his hand-ruffles, and with the tail-fins of a trinomial +root or queue hanging on three little ermine tails; the Magister, in his +green plush, looking for all the world like a green whiting or a chub. A +magnificent set-off, I repeat! + +The whiting would gladly have eaten up the tench, when the goldfish led +forth on his right arm Rabette, and on his left Albano, to dinner. But +now it grew much worse. Alban, with his usual impetuosity, had his +napkin open first,--which became now, as it were, introductory programme +and dokimasticum of Falterle's system of teaching. "_Posément, +Monsieur_," said he to the novice, "_il est messéant de déplier la +serviette avant que les autres aient déplié les leurs_." After some +minutes, Alban thought he would blow his soup cool; it was one _à la +Brittanière_, with rings. "_Il est mésseant, Monsieur_," said +the master of accomplishments, "_de souffler sa soupe_." The +Band-box-master, who had already made up his mouth to vent a puff from +the bellows of his chest at a spoonful of rings, stopped short, +frightened into a dead calm. + +When afterward a veal-stuffed cabbage-bomb fell like a central sun on +the table-cloth, the Magister boldly gobbled down the burning minced +veal, as a juggler or an ostrich swallows glowing coals, and breathed +more inwardly than outwardly. + +After the bomb, came in a pike _au four_, to which, as is well known, +the cutting away of the head and tail, and the closing up of the belly +give the appearance of a roe's loin. When Albano asked his old teacher +what it was, the latter replied, "A delicate roe's loin." "_Pardonnez, +Monsieur_," said his rival gourmand, "_c'est du brochet au four, mon +cher Compte; mais il est mésseant de demander le nom de quelque mets +qu'il soit,--on feint de le savoir_." + +It is easy to show that this horizontal shot from a double rifle pierced +through the Magister's marrow and bone; the _instruments of passion_ +which lay in the cut-off head of the pike _au four_, as in an armory, +continued to do their execution in his. Like most schoolmasters, he +thought himself to have the finest manners, so long as he taught them, +and fought against bad ones; so long he prized them uncommonly, just as +he did his dress; but when he was outdone in either, then he must needs +despise them from his heart. It brought him to his legs again that he +was all the while silently comparing the master of accomplishments with +the two Catos and Homer's heroes, who ate not much better than swine, +and that he thus tied the Viennite to a pillory, and thrashed him most +lustily thereon, with one hand, while with the other he rung above him +the shame-bell. Yes, he placed himself, in order to make his official +brother small, upon a distant planet, and looked down upon the bomb and +the pike _au four_, and could not help laughing up there on his planet, +to find that this yellow-silk shop-keeper of Nature, with his rubbish of +brains, was no bigger than a paste-eel. Then he pitied his forsaken +pupil, and so came down again, and swore on the way to weed as much out +of him every day as that other fellow raked in. + +We shall learn quite soon enough how Albano's nerves quivered on this +lathe, and under these smoothing-planes. The Director was indescribably +delighted with this pedagogical cutting and polishing of so great a +diamond, although the cutting (according to Jeffries) takes from all +diamonds half their weight, and although he himself had all his, and +more carats than angles. Wehrfritz could never entirely forgive,--at +which point he was now aiming, because he had brought with him for the +little one the Oesterleins harpsichord,--until at least with one word he +had inflicted a short martyrdom; accordingly, blind to Albano's +concealed bloody expiation of the fault, he communicated to the company +how strictly the Minister educated his children, how they, e. g., for +any involuntary coughing or laughing at the table, like Prussian cavalry +soldiers, who fall off or lose their hats in the wind, suffer +punishment, and how they were, to be sure, no older than Albano, but +quite as well-mannered as grown people. At the house of the Minister he +had, on the contrary, boasted to-day the acquirements of his foster-son; +but many parents build up in every other house smoking altars of incense +for the same child, which in their own they smoke with brimstone, like +vines and bees. Besides, deuse take it! they, like princes (fathers of +their country), make redoubled demands precisely when children have +satisfied immoderate ones; so that the latter, by _opera +supererogationis_ in the shape of advanced lessons, forfeit rather than +win their play-hours. Do we not admire it in great philosophers, e. g. +Malebranche, and great generals, e. g. Scipio, that, after the greatest +achievements which they made in the kingdom of truths, or in a +geographical, they betook themselves to the nursery, and there carried +on real child's fooleries, in order gently to relax the bow wherewith +they had shot so many lies and liars to the ground. And why shall not +this simile, wherewith St. John defended himself when he allowed himself +a play-hour with his tame partridge, also excuse children for being +children, when they have previously stretched too crooked the yet thin +bow? + +But now on with our story! Old Wehrfritz recounted to Rabette, in a very +friendly manner, "how he had seen to-day the pupil of Don Zesara, the +magnificent Countess de Romeiro, actually only twelve years old, but +with such a deportment as only a court dame had, and how the noble +Knight experienced more joy than usual in his little ward." These hard, +clattering words tore, as if he had hydrophobia, the open nerves of the +ambitious boy, since the Knight had hitherto been to him the +life's-goal, the eternal wish, and the _frère terrible_, wherewith they +kept him under,--but he sat still there without a sign, and choked his +crying heart. Wehrfritz recognized this dumb lip-biting of feeling; +however, he acted as if Albano had not understood him. + +Now began the Viennite too, hurling about his fire-balls into all +corners and niches of the Ministerial Vatican, merely to throw a +favorable light upon his dancing and music scholars therein, as well as +himself. Cannot the daughter of the Minister, hardly ten years old, +speak all the modern languages and play on the harmonica, which Albano +has never yet once heard, and even execute four-handed sonatas of +Kotzeluch, and sing already like a nightingale, on boughs that have not +yet put on their foliage too, and in fact passages from operas, which +made her nightingale breast grow hollow, so that he had to leave? Yes, +cannot her brother do far more, and has he not read out all the +circulating libraries, particularly the plays, which he also performs on +amateur stages into the bargain? And is he not at this precise hour +making his case right good in to-day's masquerade ball, if he only meets +there the object that inspires him? Wehmeier did wrong to sit opposite +our jewel-humming-bird, Falterle, like a horned-owl or a bird-spider, +ready to pluck and eat the humming-bird every minute. Verily, Falterle +said nothing out of malice; he could not despise or hate anybody, +because his mental eyes were so deeply buried in his own inflated "I," +that he could not look with them at all out beyond his swollen self; he +harmed no soul, and fluttered round people only as a still butterfly, +not as a buzzing, stinging horse-fly, and sucked no blood, but only +honey (i. e. a little praise). + +"Pray, tell me, Mr. Von Falterle," said Wehrfritz, who, so soon as he +had brought down this cold lightning-flash upon Albano, would no longer +shoot cold and flying insinuations at him, "does the young minister +sometimes sit on a bird-pole, like our Albano here?" That was too much +for thee, tormented child! "No," said Albano, in a brassy tone, and with +the friendliness of a corpse, which signifies another death to follow; +and with an optical cloud of floating complexions, left the seat +cracking under his dumb convulsions, and with clenched fingers went +slowly out. + +The poor young man had, to-day, since the apparent forgiveness of his +Adamitish fall, and since the sight of the elegant new teacher, for whom +he had so long rejoiced in hope, and whose fine copperplate encasement +was just of a kind to have an imposing effect upon a child, cast off the +last chrysalis-shell of his inner being, and promised himself high +things. Some hand had within an hour snatched his inner man from the +close, drowsy cradle of childhood,--he had sprung at once out of the +warming-basket, had thrown stuffed-hat and frock far away from him,--he +saw the _toga virilis_ hanging in the distance, and marched into it, and +said, "Cannot I, too, be a youth?" + +Ah, thou dear boy! man, especially the rosy-cheeked little man, too +easily cheats himself with taking repentance for reformation, +resolutions for actions, blossoms for fruits, as on the naked twig of +the fig-tree seeming _fruits_ sprout forth, which are only the fleshy +rinds of the _blossoms_! + +And now, while all the nerves and roots of his soul lay naked and +exposed to the harsh air, and with such fair, fresh impulses,--just now +must he be so often trampled upon and disgraced. Honor burned in his +bosom,--he determined to pass through the coming years as through a +white colonnade of monumental pillars,--already a mere Alumnus from the +city was, to his soul thirsting for glory and knowledge, a classic +author,--and was he to endure it that the Director should falsely +accuse, and the Vienna master caricature him to the Knight his father? +Hard tears were struck, like sparks, from his proud, insulted soul, and +the heat dissolved the comet nucleus of his inner world into a sweltry +mist. In short, he resolved to run away to Pestitz in the night,--rush +into his father's presence, tell him all, and then come home again +without saying a word of it. At the end of the village he found a +night-express, of whom he inquired the way to Pestitz, and who wondered +at the little pilgrim without a hat. + +But first let my readers look with me at the nest of the supper-party. +This very express brought the Vienna master a bad piece of news touching +the so-long-praised son of the Minister, whose name was Roquairol. + +The above-mentioned female pupil of the Knight, the little Countess of +Romeiro, was very beautiful: cold ones called her an angel, and +enthusiastic ones a goddess. Roquairol had none of your Belgic veins, +wherein, as in Saturn, all liquids lie as fixed, frozen bodies, but +African arteries, in which, as in Mercury, melted metals run round. When +the Countess was with his sister, he was always trying, with the common +boldness of boys in high-life, to run his heart, filled with a venous +system of quick matches, upon hers, as a good fireship; but she placed +his sister as a fire-wall before her. Unfortunately she had gone, by +chance, dressed as Werther's Lotta, to this evening's masquerade, and +the splendor of her despotic charms was swallowed up and flashed round +by eyes all darkly glowing behind masks: he took his inner and outer +both off, pressed towards her, and demanded, with some haste--because +she threatened to be off, and with some confidence, which he had won on +the amateur-stage, and with pantomimic passionateness, which on that +stage had always gained him the finest serenade of clapping +hands--demanded nothing just now but reciprocal love. Werther's Lotta +haughtily turned upon him her splendid back, covered with ringlets; +beside himself, he ran home, took Werther's costume and pistol and came +back. Then, with a physiognomical hurricane on his countenance, he +stepped up before her and said, showing the weapon, he would kill +himself here in the hall, if she rejected him. She looked upon him a +little too politely, and asked what he wanted. But Werther, half drunk +with Lotta's charms, with Werther's sorrows, and with punch, after the +fifth or sixth "No!" (being already used to public acting,) before the +whole masquerade, pointed the murderous weapon against himself, pulled +the trigger, but luckily injured only his left ear-flap,--so that +nothing more can be hung on that,--and grazed the side of his head. She +instantly fled, and set out upon her journey, and he fell down, +bleeding, and was carried home. + +This story blew out many lamps in Falterle's triumphal arch, and lighted +up many on Wehmeier's; but it set Albina at once into agony about her +quite as wild mad-cap Albano. She asked after him in the kitchen, and +the express-messenger helped her to a clew by his account of the boy +without a hat. She hastened, herself, in her usual extravagance of +anxiety, out through the village. A good genius--the yard-dog, +Melak--had proved the antagonist-muscle and turnpike-gate of the +fugitive. That is to say, Melak wanted to go too, and Alban chose rather +that a patron and coast-guard so serviceable to the castle-yard, and who +oftener warned away intruders than the night-watch did themselves, +should go home again. Melak was firm in his matters: he wanted +reasons,--namely, sticks and stones thrown at him; but the weeping boy, +whose burning hands the cold nose of the good-natured animal refreshed, +could not give him a hard word, but he merely turned the fawning dog +right about, and said softly, Go home! But Melak recognized no decrees +except loud ones; he kept turning round again; and in the midst of these +inversions,--during which, in Albano's mind, always on a Brockenberg and +seeing giant forms loom and glide through the clouds, his tears and +every undeserved word burned deeper and deeper,--he was found by his +innocent mother. + +"Albano," said she, with a friendly but forced composure, "thou here in +the cold night-air?" This conduct and language of the only soul which he +had injured, took so strong a hold on his full soul, which needed a +vent, whether in tears or in gall, that, with a spasmodic shock of his +overstrained heart, he sprang upon her neck, and hung there, melted in +tears. At her questions, he could not confess his cruel purpose, but +merely pressed himself more strongly to her heart. And now came the +anxious and penitent Director, too, following after, whom the child's +situation had melted over, and said: "Silly devil! was my meaning then +so evil?" and took the little hand to lead the way back again. Probably +Albano's anger was exhausted by the effusion of love, and satisfied +through the appeasing of his ambition; accordingly and immediately, +strange to tell, with greater affection towards Wehrfritz than towards +Albina, he went back with them, and wept by the way, merely from tender +emotion. + +When he entered the room, his face was as if transfigured, though a +little swollen; the tears had washed away, as with a flood, his +defiance, and drawn all his heart's soft lines of beauty upon his +countenance, somewhat as the rain shows in transparent, trembling +threads the heaven-flower (nostock), which does not appear in the sun. +He placed himself in a posture of attention near his father, and kept +his hand the whole evening, and Albina enjoyed in the double love a +double bliss; and even on the faces of the servants lay scattered +fragments of the third mock-rainbow of the domestic peace,--the sign of +the covenant after the assuaging of the waters. + +Verily, I have often formed the wish--and afterwards made a picture out +of it--that I could be present at all reconciliations in the world, +because no love moves us so deeply as _returning_ love. It must touch +Immortals, when they see men, the heavy-laden, and often held so widely +asunder by fate or by fault, how, like the Valisneria,[34] they will +tear themselves away from the marshy bottom, and ascend into a fairer +element; and then, in the freer upper air, how they will conquer the +distance between their hearts and come together. But it must also pain +Immortals when they behold us under the violent _tempests_ of life +arrayed against each other on the _battle-field_ of enmity, under double +blows, and so mortally smitten at once by remote destiny and by that +nearer hand which should bind up our wounds! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[27] I have already said that he was brought up there, under the +Provincial Director, _Von Wehrfritz_. + +[28] With this Evangelist, as is well known, an angel is +associated. + +[29] Compass. + +[30] Odious, or tabooed.--TR. + +[31] To a German President of Finance, Vol. I. p. 296. + +[32] For Boyle found in his experiments that ranunculi, mints, +&c., which he suffered to grow large in the water, developed the +usual aromatic virtues. + +[33] Some would rather hear this word than _breeches_. + +[34] The female Valisneria lies rolled up under the water, out of +which it lifts its bud, to bloom in the open air; the male then +loosens itself from the too short stalk and swims to her with its +dry blossom-dust. + + + + +THIRD JUBILEE. + + METHODS OF THE TWO PROFESSIONAL GARDENERS IN THEIR + PEDAGOGICAL GRAFTING-SCHOOL.--VINDICATION OF VANITY.--DAWN + OF FRIENDSHIP.--MORNING STAR OF LOVE. + + +17. CYCLE. + +If we open the two school-rooms, we shall see the Band-box-master, in +the forenoon, sitting and brooding upon the two-yolked eggs of the +_élève_, and the accomplishing master, in the afternoon, just as the +cock-pigeon guards the nest the former part of the day, and the female +the latter. + +Now Wehmeier, as well as his competitor, was fain to take possession of +his pupil with wholly new instructions; but what were new to him were +new to himself. Like most of the older schoolmasters, he knew--of +astronomy, except the little that was found in the book of Joshua, and +of physics, except the few errors which existed in his rather-forgotten +than torn-up manuscript books, and of philosophy, except that of +Gottsched, which required, however, a riper pupil, and of other real +sciences--strictly speaking, nothing, except a little history. If +ever--in the literary Sahara, to which the tormenting screw of +school-lessons, without end, and the beggar's or cripple's wagon of a +life without pay, that had been turned rather into dross than into ore, +had exiled him--new methods of teaching or new discoveries came to his +ears (they never came to his eyes), he noted, at the moment, that they +were his own, only with a shade of variation; and he concealed from no +one the plagiarism. I heartily beg, however, all silken and powdered and +curly-haired Princes' instructors, blame not too sorely my poor +Wehmeier, so deeply overlaid with the heavy, thick strata of fate, for +his subterranean optics and his crookedness of posture, but reckon his +eight children and his eight school-hours and his approaching fifties in +his life's grotto of Antiparos, and then decide whether the man can, +under these circumstances, come out again into light? + +But yet of history he knew, as was said, something; and this he seized +upon as pedagogical lucky-bone and Fortunatus's wishing-cap. Had he not +already, in that epical, picturesque style of paraphrase,--whereby he +could relate the smallest market-town history in such an interesting and +fictitious way, (for whence will a good story-teller draw the thousand +lesser but necessary touches but from his head?)--lectured out to his +Albano Hübner's Biblical History, in a manner extremely touching? And +which wept most during the delivery, teacher or scholar? + +Now he had three historical courses open before him. He could strike +into the geographical road, which begins with the wretchedest history in +the world,--the history of countries. But only the British and the +French, at most, can begin history as an epic, and a description of the +earth backward; on the contrary, a Haarhaar, Baireuth, or Mecklenberg +princely patristic gives hollow teeth hollow nuts to crack, without meat +for head and heart. And does not one magnify thereby a twig of history, +on which the accident of birth has deposited the young barkchafer, most +disproportionately into a tree of consanguinity? And what cares one in +Berlin, for instance, to inquire after a lineage of Margraves, or in +Hof, after the pedigree of the Regents of Hohenzollern? + +The second method is the chronological, or that which tackles the horses +in front; this starts with the birthday of the world, which, according +to Petavius and the Rabbins, came into the world on the forenoon of the +22d October,[35] hastens on to the 28th of October as the first clown's +and blunderhead's day of the young Adam, then marches away over the +29th, the first Sunday, Fast-day, and Bankruptcy-day, and so on down to +the Bankruptcy- and Fast-day of the latest child of Adam, who is +compelled to listen to the case. + +This milky-way was, for our Magister, too long, too dreary, too strange. +He steered the middle track between the foregoing, which leads to the +rich two Indies of history, Greece and Rome. The ancients work upon us +more through their deeds than through their writings, more upon the +heart than upon the taste; one fallen century after another receives +from them the double history as the two sacraments and means of grace +for moral confirmation, and their writings, to which their stone works +of art attach every after age, are the eternal Bible-institute against +every failure of a Kanstein's. But let us now, on a fine summer morning, +walk along several times before the Rectorate-residence, and listen, +ourselves also, outside, to hear with what voice the Magister within, +although in old-fashioned applications, cites out of Plutarch,--the +biographical Shakespeare of Universal History,--not the shadowy world of +states, but the angels of the churches who shine therein, the holy +family of great men, and cast a passing glance at the sparkling eye with +which the inspired boy hangs upon the moral antiques which the teacher, +as in a foundery, assembles around him. O, when the mighty storm-clouds +of the heroic past thus hung around Zesara's soul as on a mountain, and +descended upon it with still lightnings and drops, was not then the +whole mountain charged with heavenly fire, and every green thing that +blossomed thereupon fertilized, quickened, and called forth? And could +he, then, so beautifully beclouded, haply look down into low reality? +Nay, did not teacher as well as scholar, amid the market-din of the +Roman and Athenian forums, where they went round in the train of Cato +and Socrates, remain entirely ignorant that the busy mistress was +cooking, bed-making, scolding, and scouring close beside them? Of the +eight screaming children, on account of the very multitude, they heard +nothing; for a single buzzing fly a man cannot bear, without a terrible +effort, in his chamber, while he could easily a whole swarm. Even so, +from their eyes, the school-room, on whose floor nothing was wanting +which is thrown into canary-cages for nest-building,--hair, moss, +roe's-hair, pulled flannel, and finger-lengths of yarn,--was hidden by +the floor of the (geographical and historical) Old World, which, like +the pavement of St. Paul's church in Rome, consists of marble ruins full +of broken inscriptions. + + +18. CYCLE. + +The reader is now curious about the afternoon, when the _élève_ is sent +into the polishing-mill of the Viennite, in order to know what sort of a +polishing he gets there. It cannot but make him still more curious, when +I repeat that Wehmeier, who, like other literati, resembled the elephant +in clumsiness and sagacity, found nothing more agreeable to think +of--and, therefore, to describe--in ancient history, than a great man, +who had on little, as, for instance, Diogenes, or went barefoot, like +Cato, or unshaven, like the philosophers; nay, he hit the very +Mittel-Mark, and drew out for himself Frederick the Second's clothes, +whereby he gained as much as Mr. Pagé in Paris, and carried _his_ +shirts, like the noble Saladin's, and with similar proclamations, on +poles for show, and sketched, as a second _Scheiner_, the best map we +have of the sun-spots of snuff on Frederick. Then he took these naked, +rough colossi, and piled them together into one scale, and threw into +the other the light, wainscoted figures, like Falterle and the nice +Nuremberg Kinder-gärten of modern courts, and besought the scholar to +take notice which way the swaying tongue of the balance would +incline.... + +I am not wholly on thy side here, Magister, since vigorous youths too +easily, without any prompting, tear in pieces the thin plate of the +ceremonial law, and often the platers, the head masters of ceremonies, +into the bargain. For weaklings, the method is good. + +Now, when Albano came to the accomplishing master, he could but faintly, +on account of the loud resonance of the previous lesson,--for children +of a certain depth, like buildings of a certain size, give an +_echo_,--apprehend what Falterle commanded; and only when he remained +some days without the historical sensation was he more widely open to +the lesser instructions, as gilded things cannot be silvered over till +the gold is worn off. The misfortune was, too, that he had to go through +his task-dances in the very next room to the study of the Director, who +was there occupied with his own. It often happened that Wehrfritz, when +Alban was as _distrait_ and inattentive in the Anglaise as a partner in +love, would cry out, while he was dictating in there, "In the name of +the three devils, chassez!" Quite as many cases might one reckon in +which, when the music-master, like a bass-drum, with everlasting +exhortations glided away through adagio into piano, the man had to call +out in there, with the strongest imaginable fortissimo, "Pianissimo, +Satan! pianissimo!" Sometimes he was obliged to rise from his labors, +when, in the fencing-lesson, all admonitions to "quart!" availed +nothing, and open the door, and, grim with fury, say to him of Vienna, +"For God's sake, sir, don't be a hare! Prick his leather soundly, if he +doesn't mind!" Whereupon the courtly fencing-master would only gently +encourage him to "quart thrust." + +Nevertheless, he learned much. In such early years one cannot rise above +the finery nor the fine arts of a Falterle, who, besides, was reinforced +with the magical advantage of having shone and taught in the forbidden +metropolis. Only the loud stride and the boots were not to be taken from +the pupil; but the shoulders soon grew horizontal, and the head +perpendicular; and the oscillating fingers, together with the restless +body, were steadied with Stahl's eye-holder. In general, men with a +_liberal_ soul in a finely-built body have already, without Falterle's +espalier-wall and scissors, an agreeable shape and stature. Moreover, +he felt toward the neat, friendly Falterle that holy _first love for +men_ wherewith a child's heart twines round all inmates of his home and +village; and simply for this reason, that a lady could wind the Viennite +about her ring-finger,--yes, inside of the gold ring itself,--and +because he spoke and lied about the Knight of the Golden Fleece as about +a king, and because he was the most agreeable creature that ever trod +the earth. + +As I mean in my biographies to teach tolerance and even-handed justice +toward all characters, I must here lead the way with a pattern of +toleration, by remarking of Falterle, that his poor, thin soul had not +the power to develop itself under the stone table of the laws of +etiquette, and under the wooden yoke of an imposing station. To whom did +the poor devil ever do any harm? Not even to ladies, for whom indeed he +was always laboring before the looking-glass, like a copperplate +engraver, upon his dear self, but only, like other sculptors, by this +artistic work, to display pure beauties, not to mislead them. The +sea-water of his life--for he is neither a millionnaire, nor even the +greatest _savant_ of the age, although he has read about among many +circulating libraries--is sweetened by the water of beauty, wherein he +hourly bathes. He swills and gormandizes scarcely at all. If he curses +and swears, he does it in foreign languages, as the Papist makes his +prayers, and flatters very few except himself. + +The vain man, and still more the vain woman, hate vain persons much too +violently; for such persons, after all, are more diseased in the head +than in the will. I can here cheerfully appeal to every thinking reader, +whether he ever, even when he was going about with an uncommonly vain +feeling, remembers to have detected any deep qualms of conscience or +discords in himself, which, however, were never wanting, when he lied +very much or was too hard. Much rather has he, on such occasions, +experienced an uncommonly agreeable rocking of his inner man in the +cradle of state. Hence a vain man is as hard to cure as a gambler; but +for this further reason,--most sins are occasional sermons and +occasional poems, and must frequently be set aside, from the third to +the tenth commandment inclusive. Marriage, the Sabbath, a man's word, +cannot be broken at any given hour. One cannot bear false witness +against himself, any more than he can play ninepins or fight a duel with +himself. Many considerable sins can only be committed on Easter-Fair or +New-Year's Day, or in the Palais Royal, or in the Vatican. Many royal, +margravely, princely crimes are possible only once in a whole life; many +never at all,--for instance, the sin against the Holy Ghost. On the +contrary, one can praise and crown himself inwardly day and night, +summer and winter, in every place,--in the pulpit, in the Prater, in the +general's tent, on the back seat of a sleigh, in the princely chair, in +any part of Germany,--for instance, in Weimar. What! and must one let +this perennial balsam-plant, which continually perfumes the inner man, +be plucked up or lopped off? + + +19. CYCLE. + +All these occupations and thorns were to Albano right good, sharp +earthquake-conductors, since in his bosom already more subterranean +storm-matter circulated than is needed to burst the thin wall of a man's +chest. Now he began to get on deeper and deeper into the wild +thunder-months of life. The longing to see Don Zesara caught new warmth +from the Roman history, which lifted up on high before him Caesar's +colossal image, and wrote under it, "Zesara." The veiled Linden-city was +carried over by his fancy and set upon seven hills, and exalted to a +Rome. A post-horn rang through his innermost being, like a Swiss Ranz +des Vaches, which builds out into the ether all summits of our wishes in +long and shining mountain-chains; and it blew for him the signal of a +tent-striking, and all cities of the earth lay with open gates and with +broad highways round about him. And when, at this period, on a cool, +clear summer morning, he marched along metrically by the side of a +regiment on its way to Pestitz, so long as he could hear the sound of +the drums and fifes, then did his soul celebrate a Handel's Alexander's +Feast; the past became audible,--the rattling of the triumphal cars, the +movement of the Spartan bands and their flutes, and the clear trumpet of +Fame,--and, as if at the sound of the last trumpets, his soul arose +among none but glorified dead on the unbolted earth, and, with them, +still marched onward. + +When History leads a noble youth to the plains of Marathon, and up to +the Capitol, he would fain have at his side a friend,--a comrade,--a +brother-in-arms, but no more than this,--no sister-in-arms; for a +heroine injures a hero greatly. Into the energetic youth friendship +enters earlier than love: the former appears, like the lark, in the +early spring of life, and goes not away till late autumn; the latter +comes and flees, like the quail, with the warm season. Albano already +heard this lark warbling, invisible, in the air: he found a friend, not +in Blumenbühl, not in the Linden-city, not in any place, but in his own +bosom; and the name of that friend was--Roquairol. + +The case was this: For people like myself, country life is the honey +wherein they take the pill of city life. Falterle, on the contrary, +could not worry down the bitter country life without the silvering-over +of city life: thrice every week he ran over to Pestitz, either into the +boxes of the amateur-theatre as dramaturgist, or on the stage itself as +actor. Now, on every such occasion, he took his little part-book out +into the village with him, and there, relying on this rehearsal of the +play, studied his part independently of those of his colleagues; just +as, to this day, every state-servant commits his to memory without a +glance at those of his fellow-performers: hence every one of us consists +of only one faculty, and, as in the Russian hunting-music, knows how to +fife only one tone, and must throw his strength into the pauses. Into +these fragments of theatricals, then, borrowed from Falterle, Albano +entered with a rapture which his master soon sought to increase by +exchanging for these limited sectors of the globe the whole dramatic +world. + +The Viennite had long since eulogized before him the suicidal mad-cap +Roquairol as a genius in learning,--and himself as particularly such in +teaching; and now he adduced the proof of it from the great parts which +the mad-cap always played so well. For the rest, it was not his fault +that he did not exceedingly disparage the Minister's son, whom he +envied, not only for his theatrical, but for his erotic achievements. +For the inventively rich Roquairol had with that shot at himself in his +thirteenth year saluted and won the whole female sex, and made himself, +out of a sacrificial victim, priest of sacrifices, and manager of the +amateuress-theatre, attached to the amateur-theatre; whereas the shy, +stupid Falterle, with his still-born fancy, could never bring a charmer +to any other step than the pas retrograde in a minuet, or to anything +more than a setting of the fingers, when he wanted to get himself set in +her heart. But the vain man cannot deny others any praise which is also +his own. + +How must all this have won our friend's admiration for a youth whom he +saw pass through his soul now as Charles Moor, now as Hamlet, as +Clavigo, as Egmont! As regards the notorious masquerade-shot described +in a former Jubilee period, our so inexperienced Hercules, dazzled as he +was by the naked dagger of Cato, must have accredited that shot to such +a kindred Heraclide, as one of his twelve tragical labors. The +fee-court-provost Hafenreffer even tells me, Albano once disputed with +the Vienna gentleman, who had long since let himself down from a +schoolmaster to a schoolmate, about the finest ways of dying, and, in +opposition to the tender Falterle, who declared _himself_ in favor of +the sleeping-potion, declared himself on Roquairol's side, even with the +stronger addition: "He should like best of all to stand on the top of a +tower and draw the lightning on his head!" In this latter article he +shows the high feeling of the ancients, who held death by lightning to +be no damnation, but a deification; but might not physical causes also +have had something to do with it, for his elbows and his hair often +flashed out, in the dark, electric fire, and more than once a holy +circle streamed out round his head even in the cradle? The Provost is +strong for this view of the matter. + +Albano, at last, could find no way to cool his fiery heart but by taking +paper and writing to the invisible friend, and giving it in charge to +the gentleman from Vienna. Falterle, who was complaisance itself--and +withal untruth itself, too--in spite of his aversion to Roquairol, took +the letters with him, and was _heartily glad to do it_ ("I am quite at +home at the Minister's," said he); but never delivered a single one of +them, since he had as little influence in the proud Froulay-palace as +with the son himself, and so he merely brought back with him every time +a new and valid reason why Roquairol had not been able to answer: he was +either too very busy, or in the sick-chair, or in company,--but every +letter _had delighted him_; and our unsuspecting youth firmly believed +it all, and kept on writing and hoping. It would have been handsomely +done of the Legation's-counsellor, had he only, that is to say, if he +could, been so obliging as to hand over to me Albano's palm-leaves of a +loving heart; not for the archives of this book, but merely for my +documents relating to the case, for the catalogue of petals, which I for +my own private use am stitching and gluing together, of Albano's +flowering-time. + + +20. CYCLE. + +Our Zesara, on entering into the years when the song of poets and +nightingales flows more deeply into the softened soul, became suddenly +another being. He grew stiller and wilder at once, more tender and more +impetuous, as, for instance, he once flew in the highest rage to the +help of a dog yelping under the blows of the cudgel. Heaven and earth, +which hitherto in his bosom, as in the Egyptian system, had run into +each other, that is to say, the ideal and the real, worked themselves +free from each other, and Heaven ascended and receded, pure and high and +brilliant,--upon the inner world rose a sun and upon the outer a moon, +but the two worlds and hemispheres attracted each other and made one +whole,--his step became slower, his bright eye dreamy, his +athlete-gymnastics less frequent,--he could not now help loving all +human beings more warmly, and feeling them more near to him; and often +with closed eyes he fell trembling upon the neck of his foster-mother, +or out in the open air bade his foster-father, at his starting on his +journeys, a more lonely and heartfelt farewell. + +And now before such clear and sharp eyes the Isis-veil of Nature became +transparent, and a living Goddess looked down into his heart with +features full of soul. Ah, as if he had found his mother, so did he now +find Nature,--now for the first time he knew what spring was, and the +moon, and the ruddy dawn, and the starry night.... Ah, we have all once +known it, we have all once been tinged with the morning-redness of +life!... O, why do we not regard all _first_ stirrings of human emotion +as holy, as firstlings for the altar of God? There is truly nothing +purer and warmer than our first friendship, our first love, our first +striving after truths, our first feeling for Nature: like Adam, we are +made mortals out of immortals; like Egyptians, we are governed earlier +by gods than by men; and the ideal foreruns the reality, as, with some +trees, the tender _blossoms_ anticipate the broad, rough _leaves_, in +order that the latter may not set before the dusting and fructifying of +the former. + +When, as often happened, Albano came home from his inner and outer +roamings, at once intoxicated and thirsty,--with senses at the same time +_shut_ and _sharpened_, but dreaming like sleepers who feel the more +painfully the putting out of the light,--at such times of course it +needed only a few cold drops of cold words to make the hot, flowing +soul, upon the contact of the strange, cold bodies, scatter in zigzag +and globules; whereas a warm mould would have rounded the fluid mass +into the loveliest form. + +Circumstances being such, of course no one will wonder at what I am +presently to report. The dancing-, music-, and fencing-master, who +boasted little of his steps, touches, and thrusts, but so much the more +of his (Imperial Diet-) Literature,--for he had the new names of the +months, the orthography of Klopstock, and the Latin characters in German +letters sooner in _his_ letters than any one of us,--would fain show the +house of Wehrfritz that he understood a little more of literature and +knew a thing or two better than other Viennites (the more so since he +read absolutely nothing, not even political newspapers and novels, +because he preferred real, living men); he therefore never came into the +house without two pockets full of romance and verse for Rabette and +Albano. He was encouraged in this by his endless officiousness, and his +emulous race-running with his colleague Wehmeier in education, and the +interest which he took in the youth now growing so silent, whom he +wished to help out of the sweet _dreams_ which the _ruby_[36] of his +glittering young life inspired with the exegetic _dream-books_, the +works of the poets. The revolution which had taken place in the youth, +who now mowed away whole romantic glades of Everdingen, and plucked +whole poetical flower-borders of Huysum, I have now neither time nor +wish even so much as tolerably to portray, on account of the +above-promised wondrous circumstance; suffice it, that Albano, so +situated,--the heaven of the poetic art open before him, the promised +land of Romance spread out before his eyes,--resembled a planet, +assailed by several whizzing comets, and blazing up with them into a +common conflagration. + +But what further? The Vienna master--this I must still premise--was a +vain fool (at least in matters of humility, for example, his pigmy feet, +his literature, his success with women), and particularly loved, by +familiar pictures of great ones and ladies, to have inferred his +confederation with the originals. The poor devil was, to be sure, poor, +and believed, with many other authors, that he--unlike Solomon, who +prayed for wisdom and received gold--had inversely had the misfortune +while supplicating for the latter to receive only the former. In short, +on such grounds as these he would have been very glad, let it be +observed in passing, to know that the belief prevailed in the house of +Wehrfritz that he stood on very good terms with his former pupil, the +Minister's daughter,--_Liana_, I think it was, if I read Hafenreffer's +handwriting correctly,--and that he quite often saw her, and spoke with +her mother. Add to this, that there was not one word of truth in the +whole: through the temple in which Liana was there was no door-way for +him. But so much the less could he let the Director get ahead of him, +who often saw her, and always praised her more warmly at home, merely +for the sake of scolding the rude innocence of Rabette, who had never +been educated by anybody. The Vienna master wished also, of course, to +draw the Count--to whom he only showed the coasts of Roquairol's isle of +friendship afar off, but no point for landing--cunningly away from the +brother through the sister (he had found it impossible longer to deceive +and hold him back); for why did he paint it out before him at such +length, how poisonously, some years before, the night-and death-chill +brought on by that parting shot of a brother whom she too devotedly +loved had fallen upon those tender, white leaves of her heart? + +Quite often would he, during a meal, hang up broad merit-tables, +countersigned by Wehrfritz, of Liana's progress in music and painting, +in order, seemingly, to stimulate his pupil on the harpsichord and in +drawing to greater achievements. For if it was not for appearance' sake, +why did he paste up such very long altar-pieces of Liana's charms before +Rabette, that impartial one, who, vying only with parsons' daughters, +and not with those of ministers, heard almost as gladly the praise of +_city_ beauties as we do of _Homer's_, and in whose presence only a +windy fool, that would fain hold himself upright in the saddle before +women by singing the praises of other women, could intone such eulogies +as his were of Liana? Verily, before such a resigned and unenvious soul +as Rabette,--especially as her complexion and hands and hair were none +of the softest, at least harder than Falterle's,--I would not for any +prize-medal in the world have undertaken, as he however did, to bring +near, in high colors, the happy results with which the Minister, in +order to bring over Liana's uncommonly youthful beauty, by proper +training, into her present years, had done his best by means of delicate +and almost meagre fare, by tight lacing, by shutting up his orangery, +whose window he seldom lifted off from this flower of a milder +clime,--still less would I have cared to be able to describe, like him, +how she had thereby become a tender creature of pastil-dust, which the +gusts of fate and the monsoons of climate could almost blow to +pieces,--and that she actually could only wash herself with spirits of +soap, and only with the softest linen dry herself without pain, and +could not pluck three gooseberries without making her finger bleed. + +The shallow Viennite, who, if he spied a man of rank standing up on the +cupola of a mountain, could never take off his hat before him, down in +the marsh, without saying, in a low tone, at the same time, "Your most +profoundly obedient servant!" and who spoke of distinguished people, at +the farthest, only in familiar or satirical tones (to show his +connection), but never in earnest criticism, was, of course, as became +him, not the man to call old Froulay a stiff, sharp gravestone, under +which two such tender flowers as his lady with the ivy (Liana) twining +round her, crooked and crowded, had to wind their way out into light. +Mr. Von Hafenreffer, to his honor,--in respect that he is a +Legation's-Counsellor and Fee-Court-Provost,--makes here the quite +different but more feeling observation, that the hard strata of such +connections as those through which Liana's life-rill must needs filter +and force its way, make it purer and clearer, just as all hard strata +are filtering-stones of water,--and all her charms become, indeed, +through her father's tyranny, torments, but also all her torments +become, through her own patience, charms.... + +But, good Zesara, supposing now thou art compelled, daily, to hear all +this,--and supposing the master of accomplishments forgets not to +depict, besides, how she has never grieved him with a disobedient look, +or a tardiness, how cheerfully she always brought him the paper-marks of +the lessons, and, at the end, her schooling-money or an invitation,--and +how carefully, mildly, and courteously she behaved toward her servants, +and how one must have thought her heart could not be warmer than her +very philanthropy made it, if one had not seen her still more ardent +filial affection for her mother;--good Zesara, I say, what if thou +hearest all this in addition to thy romances, and that, too, of the +sister of thy Roquairol; for every one, if it is only half practicable, +loves to spin himself into one chrysalis with the sister of his +friend,--and beside all this, of a maiden in the consecrated +Linden-city, about which Don Gaspard, as the old Prussians[37] did about +their sacred groves, draws additional mystic curtains; and, what is +harder than all, just after the turning-point of thy seventeenth year, +Zesara, when the monsoons and spring winds of the passions already sweep +over the waves of the blood! For, of course, at an earlier period, in +the midst of the learned club of so many linguists,--i. e. books of +linguists, of eclectics, upper-rabbins,--of ten wise men from the East +and from Greece, and, by reason of the uncommonly dazzling +_Epictetus'-lamps_ which the said Decemvirate of wise men had lighted at +the day-star of the wise ones,--at such a time, I say, it was hardly to +be expected of thee that love's little Turin-lantern, which he kept as +yet unopened in his pocket, should strike thy eye very strongly! But +now, my dear, now, I say! Truly, nowhere could any of us find less +fault, if we are uncommonly attentive to it, with what he does in the +21st Cycle, than in this 20th. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[35] The preceding fine October days, as well as the Dog-holidays +and April, and, in short, the rest of the previous part of the +year, were created on the above-mentioned 22d October, and the +said day itself also, after their time. I thus easily shift the +inquiry about all that earlier period. For if any one dates the +world differently, e. g. from the 20th March, as Lipsius and the +Fathers did, still he must fall in with my after-creation of the +forepart of the year, when I thrust home upon him with his own +previous question. + +[36] It used to be believed that a ruby gave pleasant dreams. + +[37] Arnold's Ecclesiastical History of Prussia, Vol. I. + + + + +FOURTH JUBILEE. + + HIGH STYLE OF LOVE.--THE GOTHA POCKET-ALMANAC.--DREAMS ON + THE TOWER.--THE SACRAMENT AND THE THUNDER-STORM.--THE + NIGHT-JOURNEY INTO ELYSIUM.--NEW ACTORS AND STAGES, AND THE + ULTIMATUM OF THE SCHOOL-YEARS. + + +21. CYCLE. + +How many blessed Adams of sixteen and a half years will be at this +moment enjoying their siesta in the grass of Paradise, and seeing their +future bosom-companion created out of the materials of their own hearts! +But they seek her not, like the first Adam, close beside them on the +building-spot, but at a good distance from their own couch, because +distance of space lends as much enchantment to the view as distance of +time. Accordingly, every youth seats himself in the mail-coach with the +full persuasion that in the cities for which he is booked quite +different and more divine Madonnas stand at the doors of the houses than +in his cursèd one; and the young men of those cities, again, on their +part, take passage in the arriving stage-coach, and go riding hopefully +into his. + +Ah, this sounds far too rude and harsh for all that I have in my mind, +and it is to me as if I were offering the reader, instead of the living, +floating rose-fragrance, only the stiff, hard, thick, porcelain-rose! +Albano, I will uncover and unclose thy silent, thickly-curtained heart, +so that we all may see therein the saintly image of Liana, the ascending +Raphael's-Mary, but, like the pictures of the saints in Passion-week, +hanging behind the veil, which thou liftest with trembling to adore it, +when thou openest thy books of devotion,--the Romances,--and when thou +findest therein the prayers which belong to thy saint. Even _I_ find it +hard not to do like thee and the ancients, and make a mystery of the +name of thy guardian goddess,--concerning inner spiritual apparitions +(for outer ones are bodily apparitions) the seer is glad to be silent +nine days long;--and with thy blind belief in Liana's virtuous character +being a thousand times higher than thine is, and with thy holy sense of +honor, which watches over another's, it is, of course, a riddle to thee +how others, for instance the Vienna master or Wehrfritz, without the +least blushing, can talk so loudly and fondly of her, when thou thyself +hardly darest before others to--dream of her much. Truly, Albano is a +good creature! Further, how such a light Psyche as Liana, so +crystallized into solid ether, somewhat like the risen Christ, can at +all eat carps and pick the bones out,--or stir the stack of salad in the +blue dish with the long, wooden, miniature pitch-forks,--or how it can +be that she weighs half a pound more in the sedan than a blue +butterfly,--or how she can laugh loud (but that, however, she never did, +my friend);--all this, and in general the whole petty service of this +incarnate earthly life, was, to the winged youth, a riddle and a real +impossibility, or at least the reality thereof was a sort of _fixed-star +occultation_; why shall I suppress that he would have been far less +astonished at a pair of angel's footsteps stamped into Italian rocks, +than at a pair of Liana's in the ground, and that he would have given +for any one single trace or relic of her--I mention only a thread-spool +or a tambour-flower--nothing less than whole cords of the wood of the +holy cross, together with casks of the holy nails, and several apostolic +wardrobes, together with the holy duplicate-bodies into the bargain. + +So have I often longingly wished I could have only a pound of earth from +the moon, or as much as a horn of sun-dust from the sun, before me on my +table and in my hands. So do most of us authors of consequence hover +before a reader out of our own country in like manner as fine, ethereal +images, of whom it is hard to comprehend how they can eat a slice of +bacon, or drink a glass of March beer, or wear a pair of boots; it seems +as if people would collapse when they read anything about Lessing's +razor, Shakespeare's English saddle, Rousseau's bear-skin cap, Psalmist +David's navel, Homer's sleeve, Gellert's queue-tie, Ramler's night-cap, +and the bald-pate under mine, though that is not of much more +consequence. + +The old Provincial Director, seeing that a maiden in no way gains so +much with a youth as by praises which his parents bestow upon her, made +some considerable contributions toward the canonization of Liana, by +frequently weighing against her the rustic Rabette, who laughed just as +he did, and insinuating a contrast between his indulgent wife and the +strict Minister's lady: he then took occasion to set forth in detail +after what strict rules of pure composition this counterpointist (the +Minister's lady) harmoniously arranged the melodious tones of Liana, and +particularly how she discountenanced all rudeness and laughter. Female +souls are peacocks, whose jewelled plumage must be sheltered in nice and +whitened apartments, whereas ours remain clean in duck-coops. Albano +pictured to himself mother and daughter in the double forms in which the +painters give us angels, namely, the intelligent, strict mother, as one +who hides in a long cloud, with only her _head_ visible, and Liana as a +glorified child that, with its tender wings, flutters about a white +cloud. + +How he longed for something, though it were only a fallen, faded rose +of--silk from Pestitz; and yet he could not for shame ask the Vienna +teacher for anything except at the very last, after long thinking, +though with a betraying glow, for one--lesson-mark; "for he had never +yet seen one," he said. Falterle had one at this moment in his +pocket,--the number 15, Liana's former age, was written upon it;--she +might have written the number possibly;--still it was something. Ah, +could he not more willingly have beset the Director for some romances +out of the portable-library of the Minister's lady, in which the +daughter must certainly have read, yes, and might well even have +forgotten some notes of her reading? He actually did it; but Wehrfritz +condemned and cursed in the beginning all romances as poisoned letters; +then he forgot over five times to ask for any;--and finally he brought +with him a novel of Madam Genlis, together with a Gotha pocket-almanac. +These books of the blest--in comparison with which my own works and the +Alexandrine Library and the blue library are only miserable +_remittenda_--had all the stamps of women's books; for they all +contained some ornament or other of female heads, namely, a thimbleful +of hair-powder as they do, fag-ends of silk-ribbon as they do, for +demarcation-lines and memoranda of readings,--and just the same +fragrance (which Semler also praises in the books of alchemy), and which +they seemed to have borrowed from the blossoms of Paradise. Ah, happy +reader of the fairest book (I mean the Count), canst thou ask more? + +By all means; and he found more, too, namely, in the latter end of the +Gotha pocket-almanac, on the two blank parchment-leaves, the words, +"Concert for the Poor, the 21st February," and "Play for the Poor, the +1st Nov." I have often, in my chase after mysteries, beaten out, on +these leaves, the weightiest ones from the bush. "Yes, that is my +pupil's hand," said Falterle; "she and her mother seldom let such an +opportunity slip, because the Minister does not allow them otherwise to +give much to the poor." Do not detain me here about the beauty of her +handwriting,--besides one writes better on parchment and slate than on +paper, and a literary lady, exactly unlike a literary man in this, has +more calligraphy than illiterate ones,--but let me hasten on to the +working of these _incunabula_ of Liana, whose Dominical characters +diffuse over a loving man nothing but bright, inner Sundays of the soul, +and whose leaves resemble in sanctity the Epistles which, in the Middle +Ages, fell from heaven upon the earth. Now, for the first time, was it +to him as if the flying angel, whose shadow hitherto had only glided +over the earth, folded up his pinions, and held his downward course in +the track of the shadow, not far from the spot where Albano stands. He +learned the Gotha pocket-almanac by heart. + +As he believed Liana to be much tenderer and better than he, and as she +appeared to his fancy like Hesper, who, among all the planets, moves +around the sun with the least eccentricity, and he to himself like the +distant Uranus, who does so with the greatest; and since he could not, +without a blaze of shame on his cheek, think of falling behind the +daughter and mother in moral polish, he became at once (no man knew why) +more gentle, mild, compliant, attentive to his person, obedient to the +Vienna teacher,--for Liana had been so too,--and his whole Vesuvius[38] +was kept under by the veil of a saint. The North American adores the +form which appears to him in dreams, as his guardian spirit. O, does not +even thus, to the youth, a fair dream often become his genius? + + +22. CYCLE. + +A Whitsuntide, such as I am now about to describe, Albano, excepting in +the Acts of the Apostles, one can hardly find anywhere else than in +thine! + +He had, hitherto, often listened to Liana's invalid-history with the +deafness of a vigorous, fire-proof youth, when, on one occasion, the +Director brought word home, that the pious lady of the Minister would +let her daughter partake the sacrament on the first Whitsuntide holiday, +because she was apprehensive death regarded such a creature as a +strawberry, which must be plucked before the sun had shone upon it. Ah, +Albano saw death at this moment groping about, and with his stony heel +treading on the pale red berry and crushing it. And then this Philomela +without a tongue, because she had hitherto been compelled to be dumb, +had, like a Procne, sent him only the pictured history of her heavy +existence, and only the leaves of parchment! All loving emotions, like +plants, shoot up the most rapidly in the tempestuous atmosphere of life. +Albano felt at once a wide, deep woe, and a tormenting fever-warmth in +his heart, eaten hollow as it was by death. In his musical and poetic +phantasyings on his Oesterlein's-harpsichord, the dreamed tones of +Liana's voice and the weeping music of the harmonica, which she could +play, and which he had never heard, strangely mingled, like her +swan-song, with his harmonies. But this was not enough; he even wrote, +secretly, a Tragedy, (thou good soul!) wherein he, with wet eyes, +intrusted all his tenderest and bitterest feelings to _another's_ +lips,--but he only kindled them fearfully, while he expressed them. +Every one can remark that he proposed in this way to escape that babbler +and spy, accident; but not every one observes--something quite original +in the case; in _another's_ name, he might, he thought, venture to give +his deep pain a more passionate expression, for which, in his own name, +before so many stoic classical heroes, he could not for shame muster up +the courage. But in this way the classics could not touch him. + +The still, warm enthusiasm grew under the hot covering of this glass +bell much greater yet; namely, to such a degree, that he touchingly +begged his foster-parents to let him on the first Whitsuntide holiday go +to the--Holy Sacrament. The dilapidated state of the village church, +wherein it could hardly be partaken a year longer, must needs speak as +strongly in his favor, as the dilapidated state of Liana's health did in +hers. Always will there remain in our poor human souls, separated from +each other by bodies and wildernesses, the longing to be at least doing +the same thing at the same time with one another, at one and the same +hour to look up at the moon, or (as Addison relates) to send our prayers +above it; and thus is thy wish, Albano, a human, a tender one, to kneel +at the same hour with thy invisible Liana, at the steps of the altar, +and then to rise fiery and commanding after the coronation of the inner +man! He had in the still country built up the altar of religion high and +firm in his soul, as all men of lofty fancy do: on mountains are always +seen temples and chapels. + +But I must never accompany him into the Whitsuntide church before +ascending with him the church-tower. Could anything be conceived more +delicious, than when, at this period, on fair Sundays, so soon as there +was nothing but the heavy sun swimming through the wide heavens, he +climbed to the belfry of the tower, and, covered with the murmuring +waves of the chime, looked out all alone over the earth below, and upon +the western boundary hills of the beloved city? When presently the storm +of sound swept and confounded all together, and when the jewel-sparkling +of the ponds, and the flowery pleasure-tent of the frolicking spring, +and the red castles on the white roads, and the scattered trains of +church-going people slowly winding along between the dark-green +corn-fields, and the stream girdling round the rich pastures and the +blue mountains, those smoking altars of morning sacrifices, and the +whole extended splendor of the visible creation poured into his soul +with a glimmering overflow, and all appeared to him as a dim +dream-landscape--O then arose his inner colosseum full of silent, +godlike forms of spiritual antiques, and the torch-gleam of Fancy[39] +glanced round upon them like the play of a moving magic life,--and there +he saw among the gods a _friend_ and a _loved_ one reposing, and he +glowed and trembled.... Then the bells died away with a heavy groan, and +became dumb,--he stepped back from the bright spring into the dark +tower,--he fastened his eye only on the empty, blue night before him, +into which the distant earth sent up nothing save sometimes a butterfly +blown out of its course, a swallow cruising by, or a pigeon hovering +overhead,--the blue veil of Ether[40] fluttered in a thousand folds over +veiled gods in the distance,--O then, then the cheated heart could not +but exclaim, in its loneliness, Ah! where shall I find--where, in the +wide regions of space, in this short life--the souls which I love +eternally and so profoundly? Ah, thou dear one! what is more painfully +and longer sought, then, than a heart? When man stands before the sea +and on mountains, and before pyramids and ruins, and in the presence of +misfortune, and feels himself exalted, then does he stretch out his arms +after the great _Friendship_. And when music, and moonlight, and spring +and spring tears softly move him, then his heart dissolves, and he wants +_Love_. And he who has never sought either is a thousand times poorer +than he who has lost both. + +Let us now step into the Whitsuntide church, where the deep stream of +his fancy, for the first time in his life, overflowed, and carried his +heart far away, and sounded on with it in a new channel: a physical +storm had swollen this stream. Early in the forenoon, the dark +powder-house of a storm-cloud stood mute near the hot sun, and was +glowing with his beams; and only occasionally, during divine service, +some distant, strange cloud let fall a clap on the fire-drum: but when +Albano stepped before the altar with exalted, glorified emotions, and +when he ventured only to mask his love for Liana in an inward prayer for +her, and in a picture of her to-day's devotion, and of her pale form in +the dark bride-attire of piety, and when he softly felt as if his +purified, sanctified soul were now more worthy of that lovely one,--just +then, the tempest, with all its playing war-machines and revolving +cannons,[41] marched over from the Linden-city, and passed, armed and +hot, right over the church. Albano, however, in the consciousness of a +holy inspiration, felt no fear; but so soon as he heard the distant +rumbling of the falling avalanche, he thought only of Liana, and of its +striking the Linden-city church; and now, when over his head the sun +kindled with his hot looks the powder-tower of the storm-cloud, and made +it fly into a thousand flashes and claps, then did that partiality for +the death by lightning which had been nourished in him by the ancients +drive the terrible supposition into his heart, that Liana was now dead +and lost to him in the glory of transfigured holiness. O then, must he +indeed also believe that now the wing of the lightning snatches him +above the clouds. And when long flashes blazed about the saint and the +angels of the altar, and when the trembling voices of the singers, +growing louder, and the tolling of the familiar bells, mingled with the +crashing thunder, and he caught, amid the deafening din, a high, fine +organ-tone, which he took for one of the tones of that unheard +harmonica,--then did he mount, deified, upon the triumphal and +thunder-car by the side of his Liana; the theatre-curtain of life and +the stage burned away from under him; and they soared away, linked +together and radiant, far through the cool, pure ether!... + +But the twelfth hour banished these spiritual apparitions and the +tempest; Albano stepped out into a bluer, cooler, breezier sky,--and the +glistening sun looked down with a friendly smile on the affrighted +earth, whose bright tears still quivered in all her flower-eyes. And +now when in the afternoon Albano heard of the peaceful march of the +thunder through Liana's city, then by his faith in her newly-assured +life, and by the soft dead-gold of resting fancy, and by the holy +stillness of the regenerated bosom, and by the increased fervor of his +love, there grew up out of all regions of his soul an evening-red, magic +Arcadia,--and never did a man enter upon a fairer one. + + +23. CYCLE. + +IT arises not merely from my courtesy towards a reading posterity, my +dear Zesara, but also from a real courtesy toward thee, that I so +faithfully transcribe all acts in this pastoral of thy life; in thy +later days these melodious ones shall echo in thy ears refreshingly out +of my book, and in the evening, after thy labors, thou wilt read nothing +more gladly than my labors here. + +The following night deserves its Cycle. Soon after Whitsuntide he was +tormented with weekly medical notes upon a new malady of poor Liana, +which had begun, just as if he had guessed right, on Sacrament-day. He +heard that she was living or suffering in _Lilar_, the pleasure- and +residence-garden of the old Prince, in company with her brother, of +whose silence the Vienna master had just got up to his thousand and +first reason. Now, around Lilar, although not far from Pestitz, his +father had drawn no chains of prohibition. Liana's night-lamp might, +perhaps, glimmer a welcome, or at all events her harmonica sound +one,--yes, her brother might haply be still walking round in the +garden,--the June night was, besides, serene and magnificent. Ah, in +short, he started. + +It was late and still; far out of the sleeping village, of which all the +lights were extinguished, he could still catch the flute-pieces of the +clock in the castle upon the Pestitz mountain. It was a quickener to +him, that his road lay for some distance along the Linden-city causeway. +He fixed his eyes steadily on the western mountains, where the stars +seemed to fall to _her_ like white blossoms. Up on the distant height, +the Hercules' cross-way, the right arm ran downward and wound along +through groves and meadows to the blooming Lilar. + +March on, drunk with joy, full of young, light images, through the +Italian night, which glimmers and breathes its fragrance around thee, +and which, as over Hesperia, not far from the warm moon, hangs out a +golden evening-star[42] in the blue west, as if over the dwelling of the +beloved soul! To thee and thy young eyes the stars as yet only shed down +hopes, no remembrances; thou hast in thy hand a plucked, stiff +apple-twig, full of _red_ buds, which, like unhappy beings, become too +_pale_ when they bloom out; but thou makest not, as yet, any such +applications thereof as we do. + +Now he stood glowing and trembling in a dell before Lilar, which, +however, a singular round wood, of walks lined with trees, still hid +from his view. The wood grew up in the middle to a blooming mount, which +was embosomed and encircled so curiously with broad sunflowers, festoons +of cherries, and glancing silver-poplars and rose-trees, that it seemed, +by the picturesque _ignes-fatui_ of the moon, to be a single, enormous +kettle-tree, full of fruits and blossoms. Albano was fain to ascend its +summit, and be, as it were, on the observatory of the heaven, or Lilar, +spread out below; he found at last in the wood an open alley. + +The foliage, with its spiral alleys, wound him round into a deeper and +deeper night, through which not the moon, but only the heat lightnings, +could break, with which the warm, cloudless heavens were overcharged. +The magic circles of the mount rose ever smaller and smaller out of the +leaves into the blossoms,--two naked children, among myrtles, had twined +their arms caressingly about each other's bent head,--they were statues +of Cupid and Psyche,--rosy night-butterflies were licking, with their +short tongues, the honey-dew from the leaves, and the glowworms, like +sparks struck off from the glow of evening, went trailing like gold +threads around the rose-bushes; he climbed amid summits and roots behind +the aromatic balustrade toward heaven; but the little spiral alley +running round with him hung before the stars purple night-violets, and +hid the deep gardens with orange summits; at length he sprang from the +highest round of his Jacob's-ladder, with all his senses, out into an +uncovered, living heaven; a light hill-top, only fringed with variegated +flower-cups, received and cradled him under the stars, and a white altar +gleamed brightly beside him in the moonlight. + +But gaze down, fiery man, with thy fresh heart, full of youth, on the +magnificent, immeasurable, enchanted Lilar! A second twilight-world, +such as tender tones picture to us, an open morning-dream spreads out +before thee, with high triumphal arches, with whispering labyrinthine +walks, with islands of the blest; the pure snow of the sunken moon +lingers now only on the groves and triumphal gates, and on the +silver-dust of the fountain-water, and the night, flowing off from all +waters and vales, swims over the Elysian fields of the heavenly realm +of shadows, in which, to earthly memory, the unknown forms appear like +Otaheite-shores, pastoral countries, Daphnian groves, and poplar-islands +of our present world,--wondrous lights glide through the dark foliage, +and all is one lovely, magic confusion. What mean those high, open doors +or arches, and the pierced groves and the ruddy splendor behind them, +and a white child sleeping among orange-lilies and gold-flowers, from +whose cups delicate flames trickle,[43] as if angels had flown too near +over them? The lightnings reveal swans, sleeping on the waves under +clouds drunk with light, and their flaming trains blaze like gold after +them in among the thick trees,[44] as goldfishes turn their burning +backs out of the water,--and even around thy summit, Albano, the great +eyes of the sunflowers turn on thee their fiery looks, as if kindled by +the sparks of the glowworms. + +"And in this kingdom of light," thought Albano, trembling, "the still +angel of my future hides himself and glorifies it, when he appears. O +where dwellest thou, good Liana? In that white temple? or in the arbor +between the rose-fields? or up there in the green Arcadian +summer-house?" If love makes even pangs to be pleasures, and exalts the +shadowy sphere of the earth into a starry sphere, O what an enchantment +will it lend to delight! Albano could not possibly, in this outer and +inner splendor, think of Liana as sick; he represented to himself just +now only the blissful future, and with a yearning embrace knelt down at +the altar; he looked toward the glittering garden, and pictured to +himself how it would be when he should one day tread with _her_ every +island of this Eden,--when holy Nature should lay his and her hands in +one another upon these altar-steps,--when he should sketch to her on the +way the Hesperia of life, the pastoral land of first love, and then its +holy exultation and its sweet tears, and how he should not then be able +to look round into the eyes of that most tender heart, because he should +already know that they were overflowing with bliss. Just then he saw, in +the moonshine above the triumphal arches, two illuminated forms move +like spirits; but his glowing soul went on with its painting, and he +imagined to himself how, when the nightingales trilled in this Eden, he +should look up to her and say, in a delirium of love, "O Liana, I bore +thee long ago in my heart,--once upon that mountain, when thou wast +sick."... + +This startled him, and he came to himself; he was indeed on the +mountain,--but he had forgotten the sickness. Now, kneeling, he threw +his arms around the cold stone, and prayed for her whom he so loved, and +who, also, surely had prayed here; and his head sank, weeping and +darkened, upon the altar. He heard human steps approaching down below on +the winding hill, and, with trembling joy, he thought it might be his +father; but he boldly remained on his knees. At last there stepped in +across the flowery border a tall, bent old man, like the noble bishop of +Spangenberg; his calm countenance smiled full of eternal love, and no +pains appeared upon it, and it seemed to fear none. The old man, in mute +gladness, pressed the youth's hands together as a sign that he should +pray on, knelt down beside him, and that ecstasy to which frequent +prayer transfigures one spread its saintly radiance over that form full +of years. Singular was this union and this silence. The fragment of the +moon, which was all that yet jutted above the earth, burned darklier, +and at last went down; then the old man rose, and, with that easiness of +transition which comes from being habituated to devotion, put questions +about Albano's name and residence; after the answer, he merely said, +"Pray on thy way to God, the all-gracious,--and go to sleep before the +storm comes, my son!" + +Never can that voice and form pass away out of Albano's heart; the soul +of the old man peered, like the sun in an annular eclipse, shining, full +circle, out over the dark body, which strove to hide it with its +earth-mould. Deeply struck, to the very roots of his nerves, Albano +rose, and the broadening flashes of the lightning showed him now, down +below near the enchanted garden, a second dark, entangled, horrible one, +a sort of Tartarus to the Elysium. He departed with singular and +conflicting emotions,--the future, and the beings therein, appeared to +him, on his way, to stand very near, and already to run to and fro like +theatre lights behind the transparent curtain,--and he longed for some +weighty enterprise as a refreshment for his inflamed heart; but he had +to rest his head, full of this heath-fire, on the pillow, and the high +thunder, like a god of the night, mingled with its first claps in his +dreams. + + +24. CYCLE. + +THE unknown old man lingered many days in Albano's soul, and would not +stir. In fact, the channel of his life now needed a bend, to break the +stress of the stream. Fate can educate men like him only by a change of +circumstances, just as it can weak ones only by a continuance of the +same. For if it went on much longer in this way, and the chandelier in +his temple should, by inner earthquakes, be thrown into ever increasing +vibrations, the consequence would be, at last, that no candle could any +longer burn therein. What Imperial-Diet-grievances did not Wehrfritz and +Hafenreffer already jointly present on the subject, when the shipmaster +Blanchard, in Blumenbühl, went up with his aerostatic soap-bubbles, and +Zesara could hardly, by almost the absolute despotism of the Director, +be kept back from embarking! And how divine a thing does he not imagine +it would be, not only to hurl down to the earth its iron rings and +arrest warrants, and soar away, perpendicularly, above all its +market-rubbish and boundary-trees and Hercules'-pillars, and sweep +around it as a constellation, but also to hover above the magic Lilar +and the hermetically-sealed Linden-city with devouring eyes, and to lift +a whole, full, heavy world to his thirsty heart, by the handle of a +single look! + +But fate broke the fall of this swift stream. Namely, as good luck would +have it, the Blumenbühl church had this long time been daily threatening +to tumble down,--and I was wishing the Whitsuntide lightning had gone in +there, and had made ears and legs for the building committee,--when by +still greater good luck the old Prince was taken sick. Now in the church +was the hereditary sepulchre of the Prince, which could not conveniently +serve, on the other hand, as the hereditary sepulchre of the church. + +About this time it must needs happen that the old Princess, with the +Minister Froulay, passed through the village. The two had long since +commissioned themselves as Imperial vicars, business-agents, and +sceptre bearers of the State, because the feeble old gentleman had been +glad to give up the amusements and burdens, the glitter and weight of +the crown, and admit those two feudal guardians into the hereditary +office of the sceptre. In short, the age of the church, together with +that of the princely couple, decided the building of a new roofing and +covering for the vault. + +The Provincial-Director was one of the inspecting committee, and invited +the distinguished company to his house; among whom, the Provincial +architect, Dian, and the Counsellor of Art, Fraischdörfer, as artists, +and the little princess as naturalist, are particularly to be noticed. + +The poor dancing-master got wind of the procession through a telescope, +just as he was stretching his feet, full of _pas_, into a warm +foot-bath. It will not gratify anybody, that the Vienna gentleman had +but one thing in common with the old Magister,--what the Devil shares +with the horse, namely, the foot, which measured its good foot and a +half, Paris measure, and that, therefore, his double root, in the narrow +forcing-pots of shoes, shot out into a fruit-bearing, knotty-stock, full +of inoculating eyes, i. e. corns. To-day he would have cut these gordian +knots in a foot-bath; but, as it was, he must, on occasion of such a +visit,--although he had never stretched them,--put on his tightest +children's shoes, for effect. Thus are men often caught with too tight +shoes, as monkeys are with too heavy ones. + +Albano, on the contrary, stood in buskins. In general, every one who +simply came from Pestitz, had, in his eyes, consecrated holy earth on +his soles; and here he looked with the loving reverence of a village +youth upon a somewhat oldish, but red-cheeked and tall-built princess, +whose chin was bent up by time, and whose friendly face--perhaps, by way +of hiding the many wrinkles--was buried deep in a whole bush of +millinery. She kept this head moving to and fro with a smiling +comparison, as of brother and sister, between him and Rabette; for +mothers always look, in mothers, for the children first. He should have +further known that he had before him a friend of Liana in the +frizzle-headed _little_ princess, who, although already of his age, yet +with a friendly liveliness, which can never be subscribed to by the +court-marshalship, looked up at all, and even took Rabette by the hand, +and drew from her an indescribably good-natured and stiff smile. The +formidable one of the party was to him the Minister, a man full of +strong parts, both of body and soul, full of furious, murderous +passions, only that they lay bound with flowery chains, and with respect +to whom, although his hard face was written over only out of courtliness +with the twelve friendly signs of the zodiac of love, it would not be +specially apparent how one could be father and guide to the weak-nerved +Liana, when the iron parts, of which man carries more in his blood than +any other animal, had settled, not as in the case of Götz of +Berlichingen, into his hand, but into his brow and heart. + +I give merely a flying glance at the only member of the company who was +intolerable to Albano,--the art-counsellor, Fraischdörfer, who had +thrown off his face, like the drapery of the ancients, into folds of +simple and noble greatness. This man, I must explain, had wanted for +many years to have our bashful little hero sit to him, even to the very +pit of his stomach, in order to represent, whether in a crayon likeness +or a medallion I know not, his face, and the broad, high, Plato-like +breast shining out from his shirt-frills. But the bashful child played +about himself with his hands and feet so lustily, that nothing could +possibly be caught and copied except the naked face without the +pedestal, the thorax. Before me, on the contrary, dear academy, must +thou now for years keep thyself on the model-stand, like a stylite, and +expose to my drawing-pen thy head and thy breast, together with its +cubic contents, not to mention the groupings at all. + +He had, perhaps, to thank his noble form for it, that the beautifully +built, straight-nosed, and magnificently slender Dian--with his raven +hair and black, eagle eye, who in every pliant motion showed a higher +freedom of carriage than is gained in ball-rooms and court-saloons--came +up to him warmly, and, with very few glances, saw to the green bottom of +the deep but clear sea of the young man, and discerned the pearl-banks +there. Albano, with his too loud, vehement voice,--with his respectful +but sharply-moving eyes,--with his rooted posture,--expressed an +agreeable mixture of inward culture and ascendency with external rustic +modesty and mildness, like a tulip-tree not as yet cut up for a +tulip-bed,--a rural hermitage and log-house with golden furniture. He +had the faults of youth in its recluseness; but men and winter radishes +must be sowed _far apart_, in order that they may grow _large_: men and +trees that stand near together have, it is true, a more slender and +tapering trunk, but no power to brave the tempest, nor such a rich crown +and branching as those that stand free. With the most unembarrassed +heartiness, the architect disclosed to the glowing youth, "They should +from this time forth see each other every week, since he was to come +daily to oversee the building of the church." + +The whole Wehrfritz household is now peeping out after the majestic +procession, even to the last disappearing chariot-wheel, and is, of +course, eager to say three words upon the lavender-water of joy that +leaves such a fragrance behind it, which the procession had sprinkled +into all corners and upon all pieces of furniture. From the Master of +exercises--who, with the compression-machines on his feet, stood only so +far as the excrescences in Purgatory, but from there up to the crown of +his head in heaven (because the affable Princess had remembered very +well his five positions)--even to the modest Rabette, the eulogist of +her victorious rival,--and even to Albina, who was agreeably impressed +with such warm, motherly love in a Fürstinn toward the Princess,--and +even to the Director, who looked back with pleasure on the nobly +sustained blade- and anchor-proof of his foster-son and the universal +probity of this converted portion of the great world, because the man +never observed that Princes and Ministers, just as they have in their +wardrobes mountain- and mining-habits, so also carry about in their +dressing-chamber Directorate-dresses, furred gowns of justice, +consistorial sheep-skins, and women's opera-dresses;--from all these, +even to the Director, the glad echo swelled, to die away in Zesara with +an alarm-cannon. His ambition took arms; his liberty-tree shot forth +into blossoms; the standards of his youthful wishes were consecrated and +flung to the breeze of heaven; and on the myrtle crown he covered a +heavy helm with a glittering, high-waving, plumed crest.... + +The following Cycle is composed merely for the purpose of showing how +all this is to be taken. + + +25. CYCLE. + +It is also my opinion that the antiphonious double choir of the two +educational colleagues, Wehmeier and Falterle, had hitherto trained our +Norman, as well as two similar gymnasiarchs, Governess England and +domestic French instructress France, have actually educated the +charity-school-girl Germany according to the best school-books, so that +now we, in our turn, are in a condition to school the Poles, and, with +the ferule, from the desk of our princely schools, to kantschu them down +as much as is necessary. + +But now too much had waked up in Albano. He felt overswelling energies +which found no teacher. His father, roving round through Italy, seemed +to be neglecting him. That seat of the muses, Pestitz,--which now had +_one_ more muse added to its number,--seemed to be unjustly barred +against him. Often he knew not how to stay away. Fancy, heart, blood, +and ambition were at boiling heat. In such a case, as in every +fermenting cask, nothing is more dangerous than an empty space, whether +from a want of knowledge or of occupation. + +_Dian filled up the cask._ + +He came each week from the city, as if he had to arrange the hammer-work +of the church, according to plans, as well as the building of its walls. +A youth who sees his first Greek cannot, at the outset, rightly believe +it at all; he takes him for a classic glorification,--a printed sheet +out of Plutarch. And if his heart burns like that of my hero, and if his +Greek is of Spartan descent, like Dian,--namely, an unconquered +_Mainotte_, who has been brought up in the classic double choir of the +æsthetic singing-schools in Atiniah (Athens) and Rome,--then is it +natural that the inspired youth should stand every day in the dust-and +rubbish-clouds of the falling church-walls, and wait to see his +commander come forth from behind the cloudy pillar. + +Dian accompanied his beloved in his walks, often read half the night +with him, and took him with him on the architectural journeys which he +had constantly to make into the country. He introduced him with inspired +reverence into the holy world of Homer and of Sophocles, and went with +him among the loftier beings of this twin Prometheus, those nobly +formed, completely developed men, yet unperverted by a partial +provincial culture, who, like Solomon, had a time for everything +human,--for laughing, weeping, eating, fearing, and hoping,--and who +shunned merely rude immoderateness; who sacrificed on the altars of all +gods, but on that of Nemesis first of all. And Dian, whose inner man was +a whole, from which no member is torn away, no one swollen, and all +fully grown, himself went round with his darling as such a Greek of +Homer and Sophocles. While Wehmeier and the foster-parents were always +running after him with a pulpit and a pew, at every passionate +expression of anger, or desire, or exultation, he, on the contrary, with +fair, liberal freedom, made room for him to unfold himself to his full +breadth and height. He respected in the youth the St. Elmo's or St. +Helena's fire, as he did frost in an old man: the heart of vigorous men, +he thought, must, like a porcelain vase, in the beginning, be turned too +large and too wide; in the furnace of the world it would soon enough +shrink up to a proper size. I too require of youth, at first, +intolerance, then, after some years, tolerance,--that as the stony, sour +fruit of a strong young heart, this as the soft winter-fruit of an older +head. + +But while the Architect drew with him, and with him examined casts of +the antiques and works of art, he at the same time made manifest most +beautifully to the youth his love for the artistical _sign of the +Balance_ in man (who ought to be his own work of art), and his aversion +to every paroxysm, which breaks the outward beauty as well as the inward +into folds and wrinkles, and his desire to regulate his form and his +heart after the lofty pattern of repose on the antiques. + +The Architect, as artists often do, and the Swiss still oftener, +preserved European culture and rural _naïveté_ and simplicity side by +side, like his beloved profession, wherein, more than in other arts, +beauty and surveying reason border upon each other; he therefore at +first let Albano look in and listen at the window of the philosophical +lecture-hall from without, standing in the open air. He led him, not +into the stone-quarry, lime-pit, and timber-yard of metaphysics, but +directly into the ready-made, beautiful oratory, formed of the materials +thence collected, otherwise called Natural Theology. He did not let him +forge and solder ring after ring of any iron chain of reasoning, but +showed such a one to him as a deep-reaching well-chain, whereby Truth, +sitting at the bottom, is to be drawn up; or as a chain hanging from +heaven, whereby the lower gods (the philosophers) are to draw Jupiter +down. In short, the _skeleton_ and _muscle-preparation_ of metaphysics +he concealed in the _God-man_ of religion. And so it should be (in the +beginning); grammar is learned from language more easily than the latter +from the former; criticism from works of art, the skeleton from the +body, more easily than the reverse; although we always do reverse it. +Unfortunate is it for the youth of our day, that they are obliged to +shake the drops and the insects from the tree of knowledge, before the +fruit. + +And now he boldly threw open to him all the chamber-doors of the +philosophical schools, i. e. the three heavens; for in this youthful +season one still takes the wick of every learned light of the world for +asbestos, as Brahmins dress themselves in asbestos; and the masses of +ice around the poles of our spiritual world represent, at this early +age, like the actual ones in the visible world, cities and temples on +azure-blue columns. + +Now when Albano had read himself to the flaming point upon some great +idea or other, as Immortality or Deity, he had then to write upon it; +because the Architect believed, and I too, that in the educational world +nothing goes beyond writing,--not even reading and speaking; and that a +man may read thirty years with less improvement than he would gain by +writing a half. It is just in this way that we authors mount to such +heights; hence it is that even the worst of us, if we hold out, become +somewhat, at last, and write ourselves up from Schilda to Abdera, and +from there away up to Grub Street. + +But what a glowing hour then came on for our darling! What are all +Chinese lantern-festivals to the high festival for which an inflamed +youth lights up all the chambers of his brain, and in this illumination +throws out his first essays? + +In the forepart, and on the very threshold of the essay perhaps, Albano +still crept along step by step, and made use merely of his head; but as +he got further on, and his heart quivered with wings, and like a comet +he must needs sweep along before only shimmering constellations of great +truths, could he then restrain himself from imitating the rosy-red +Flamingo, who, in his passage towards the sun, seems to paint himself +into a flying brand, and to clothe himself in wings of fire? When at +length he reached the practical application, verily every one was like +the others; in each he formed and sowed an Arcadia full of human angels, +who in three minutes could cross over on a Charon's pontoon thrown in +for the purpose, and land in the Elysium which floated so near: in every +one of these practical applications all men were saints, all saints +beatified; all mornings blossoms, and all evenings fruit; Liana +perfectly well, and he not far from it--her lover;--all nations ascended +more easily the noonday heights; and he upon his own, like men upon +mountains, saw everything good nearer to him. Ah! the whole boggy +present, full of stumps and blood-suckers, had he kicked aside, and was +now encircled only with floating green worlds, full of pastures, which +the sun-ball of his head had projected into the ether. + +Blissful, blissful time! thou hast long since gone by! O, the years in +which man reads and makes his first poems and systems, when the spirit +creates and blesses its first worlds, and when, full of fresh +morning-thoughts, it sees the first constellations of truth come up +bringing an eternal splendor, and stand ever before the longing heart, +which has enjoyed them, and to which time, by and by, offers only +astronomical newspapers and refraction-tables on the morning-stars, only +antiquated truths and rejuvenated lies! O, then was man, like a fresh, +thirsty child, suckled and reared with the milk of wisdom; at a later +period he is only cured with it, as a withered, sceptical, hectic +patient! But thou canst, indeed, never come back again, glorious season +of _first love_ for the truth, and these sighs can only give me a +warmer remembrance of thee; and if thou ever shouldst return, it +certainly could not be down here in the low mine-shaft of life, where +our morning splendor consists of the little flames that play upon the +quartz crystals, and our sun is a mine-lamp,--no; but it may happen +then, when death reveals us, and tears away from over the heads of the +pale-yellow workmen the coffin-lid of the mine-shaft, and we now again +stand as first men on a new, full earth, and under a fresh, immeasurable +heaven! + +Into this golden age of his heart fell also his acquaintance with +Rousseau and Shakespeare, of whom the former exalted him above his +century, and the latter above this life. I will not say here how +Shakespeare ruled, sovereign, in his heart,--not through the breathing +of living characters, but by lifting him up out of the loud kingdom of +earth into the silent realm of infinity. When one dips his head at night +under water, there is an awful stillness round about him; into a similar +supernatural stillness of the under-world does Shakespeare introduce us. + +What many schoolmasters may blame in Dian is this, that he gave the +youth all books indiscriminately, without any exact course of reading. +But Alban asked, in later years: "Is such a course anything but folly? +Is it possible? For does Fate ever arrange the appearance of new books, +or systems, or teachers, or outward circumstances, or conversations, so +according to paragraphs, that one needs nothing more than to transcribe +all that passes upon the memory, and he shall have the order into the +bargain? Does not every head need and make its own? And does more depend +on the order in which the meats follow each other, or on the digestion +of them?" + + +26. CYCLE. + +While Dian was causing a nobler temple to go up in the heavens than the +stone one in the village, the Princess, whose _castrum doloris_ this was +to be, died; they had, therefore, to deposit her remains for a time in +the accommodations of a Pestitz church. This changed one or two thousand +things. The Crown-prince of Hohenfliess, Luigi, must now, will he nill +he, come back from Italy, to the princely chair, in which the old man, +bent up with years, had, for a long time, diminutive and speechless, +been rather lying than sitting,--although the Minister standing behind +the princely arm-chair took off his figure and voice in a sufficiently +lively manner. Don Gaspard, who had not listened to any of the previous +letters of Albano, now despatched to him the following orders, which +rushed like fiery wine through his veins: "On my way back from Italy we +meet, in thy birthplace, _Isola Bella_. Thou wilt be sent for." Even +readers who have not had a week's practice in folding and sealing +letters of a diplomatic corps, will easily observe that the Knight of +the Fleece is thinking to bring his son acquainted with the young +prince, and to establish and insure their first Pestitz connections. + +But I beg the world now to measure the Paradise of a man, who after so +long seafaring at last sees the long shores of the new world stretch out +into the ocean. Was not life at this moment open to him in a hundred +directions? Laurel-wreaths, ivy-wreaths, flower-wreaths, myrtle-wreaths, +wheat-garlands,--all these crowns overhung the great gate of Pestitz and +its house-doors. Thou brother, thou sister, (I mean Roquairol and +Liana,) what a full, yearning soul was marching to meet you! and what a +dreaming and innocent one! Homer and Sophocles, and the ancient history +and Dian, and Rousseau, that magus of youth,--and Shakespeare and the +British weeklies (wherein a higher and more human poesy speaks than in +their abstract poems),--all these had left behind in the happy youth an +everlasting light, an unparalleled purity, wings for every Mount Tabor, +and the fairest but most difficult wishes. He resembled, not the urbane +French, who, like ponds, reflect the hue of the nearest bank, but those +loftier men, who, like the sea, wear the color of the boundless heavens. + +In fact, now was the ripest, best point of time for his change. Through +Dian and his journeys, even Albano's _exterior_ man had been trained to +grace in fashionable saloons. Men, like bullets, go farthest when they +are smoothest; besides, there remained sticking on Zesara diamond-points +enough at which mediocrity stumbles and is wounded, and even uncommon +worth is an uncommon fault,--as _high_ towers, for that very reason, +appear _bent over_. Zesara learned, even outside the circle of country +youngsters, a readiness of ideas and words, which formerly stood at his +service only in a state of enthusiasm; for wit, generally a foe of the +latter, was with him merely a servant and child thereof. He did not, +like witty sucklings, coquette with all ideas, but he was either beset +by them or not touched at all; hence came that silent, slow, +unostentatious ripening of his power; he resembled mountains of a +gradual ascent, which always yield more booty than those which rise +abruptly. With great trees, the seed is smaller and in spring the +blossoms later than in the case of small bushes. + +The time ere Gaspard's messenger came to take him away was to the +detained youth an eternity, and the village a prison; it shrivelled up +to the household-buildings of a convent. The hidden plan of his life, +written, however, by encaustic into his brain, was, as with all such +young men, this, to be and do nothing more than--everything; that is to +say, to bless, to glorify, and to enlighten at once himself and a +country,--to be a Frederick II. upon the throne; in other words, a +storm-cloud, which should contain thunders of excommunication for the +sinner, electrical light for the deaf, blind, and lame, showers for the +insects, and warm drops for thirsty flowers, hail for enemies, an +attraction for everything, for leaves and dust, and a rainbow for the +end. Now, as he could not succeed Frederick II., he proposes to be +hereafter minister at least,--especially as Wehrfritz made so much out +of this by-sceptre,--this offshoot and chip of the mother sceptre,--and +in his spare hours a great poet and philosopher withal. + +I shall be delighted, Count, if thou shouldst become a second Frederick, +the second and only; my book will profit by it and I myself mould my +future thereby as a rare historiographer, compounded of Zenophon, +Curtius, and Voltaire! + + +27. CYCLE. + +Zesara will never forget the spring evening, on which he saw a passenger +in a greatcoat,--a little limping and covered with brown +travelling-paint, to which his white eyeballs formed a shining +contrast,--wade across the shallow brook beside the high bridge, and +how, further, the passenger took with him a watch-man's cane which the +then Lieutenant of the Beggar's Police had just leaned against his +house-door, a vicarious fellow-laborer, and handed the said cane, on his +way, to a cripple, with the words: "Old man, I have nothing by me +smaller than the stick. If anybody asks you about it, just tell them you +are keeping guard in the village against the confounded beggar tribe, +but have not eyes enough." At the same time our pilgrim reached out to a +rector's little son, who needed it for about three minutes, his +pocket-handkerchief. + +It was of course our old Librarian by title, Schoppe, whom Don Gaspard +had despatched with the note of invitation for Isola Bella. Albano's +delight was so great, that only some days later did the youth mistake +the odd humorist, whereas the latter soon correctly weighed the light, +ardent, still wildling. Did it not fare still worse with the old +Provincial Director, who, merely because he rated the _body_ politic of +the Empire as high as if he were the installed _soul_ therein, upon +Schoppe's sallies against the constitution, came out in a patriotic +fury: "Sir," said he, in an excited manner, "even if there were a flaw +anywhere, still a true German would be bound to maintain a profound +silence on the subject, unless he can help the matter, especially in +such cursed times." + +The finest of all was, that, at Luigi's request, the Architect had to +set out at the same time, for the purpose of fetching casts of antiques +from Rome. + +And now march on, that soon ye may come back again, and we may at last +for once fairly enter Pestitz! It may well be expected that thou, good +child (I should rather say, wild-bee), wilt take thy flight from the +rural honey-tree into the glass beehive of the city, with deeper pangs +than thou hadst imagined beforehand,--has not even the old foster-father +gone off on his journey without saying his farewell, only to escape +thine?--and, as to thy good mother, it seems to her as if one of the +angry Parcæ were tearing a son from her breast, as if his tender +love-bond, woven only of childish familiarity, would not stretch out +into the far future,--and thy sister locks herself up in the attic, her +rustic heart raging with fiery torments, and cannot say anything to +thee, nor give thee anything, but a letter-case previously and privately +worked by her with the silken circumscription: "Remember us!" and even +on thy laurel-seeking head will the triumphal arch or rainbow of +leave-taking, when thou passest under it, fling down heavy, heavy drops, +(ah, they will continue to hang longer on the eyes that look after +thee!) thy honest old teacher Wehmeier will pour out upon thee the last +stream of his words and tears, and say, and thy tender heart will not +smile at it: "He is a worn out, old fellow, and has now nothing before +him but the hole (the grave); thou, on the contrary, art a fresh, young +blood, full of languages and antiquities and magnificent, god-given +talents,--of course he shall not live to see thee make a famous man, but +his children well may; and these poor worms,--thou must one day adopt +them, young master!" + +Thou pure soul, on every familiar house, on every dear garden and valley +will sorrow, indeed, sharpen her clasp-knife, and tear open therewith +softly gushing wounds in thy glowing, tender heart. What do I say? even +from thy friendly morning- and evening-heights, the nunnery-gratings of +thy holiest hopes, and from Liana herself, thou wilt seem to be stealing +away. + +But cast thy weeping eyes over the broad, blue Italy, and dry them in +the spring breezes. Life begins,--the signals for the martial exercises +and tournaments of manly youth are given, and, in the midst of the +Olympic battle-games, thou wilt hear the music of neighboring concert- +and dancing-halls magnificently pealing around thee. + +What phantasies are these I am playing here? What! is it not more than +too well known to all of us, that he has been gone this long time, ever +since the very first Jubilee-period,--yes, and come back again, and has +already, ever since the second--and we are now counting the fourth--been +sitting in company with the Librarian and the Lector, on horseback, +before Pestitz, unable to get in, on account of the barricade of +the---- + +FOOTNOTES: + +[38] In Catania, the veil of St. Agatha is the only antidote to +Etna. + +[39] Allusion to the torches, before which the Colosseum and the +Antiques and the glaciers, which are both, are seen magically +gleaming. + +[40] As the Queen of Heaven, Juno is always, by the ancients, +clothed in a blue veil.--_Hagedorn on Painting._ + +[41] An old machine that fires many shots at once. + +[42] In Italy the stars look not silvery, but golden. + +[43] In a tempestuous atmosphere, little flames are emitted by +orange-lilies, gold-flowers, sunflowers, Indian pinks, &c. + +[44] Probably on fluttering gold plates after the birds. + + + + +FIFTH JUBILEE? + +GRAND-ENTRY.--DR. SPHEX.--THE DRUMMING CORPSE.--THE LETTER OF THE +KNIGHT.--RETROGRADATION OF THE DYING-DAY.--JULIENNE.--THE STILL +GOOD-FRIDAY OF OLD AGE.--THE HEALTHY AND BASHFUL HEREDITARY +PRINCE.--ROQUAIROL.--THE BLINDNESS.--SPHEX'S PREDILECTION FOR +TEARS.--THE FATAL BANQUET.--THE DOLOROSO OF LOVE. + + +28. CYCLE. + +When he came to the fork of the road, of which the right prong points to +Lilar, Albano, with a somewhat heavy heart, spurred his horse across, +and flew up the hill, till the bright city, like an illuminated St. +Peter's dome, blazed far and wide in this spring night of his fancies. +It lay, like a giant, with its shoulders (the upper city) resting on the +heights, and stretched its other half (the lower city) down into the +valley. It was noon, and not a cloud in heaven; at noonday a city stands +before you in full, white disk, whereas a village does not, until +evening, come out of its first quarter into full light. It was well +fortified, not by Rimpler or Vauban, but by a blooming palisade of +lindens. The long wall of the palaces of the mountain-city gleamed from +above a welcome to our Albano, and the statues, on their Italian roofs, +directed themselves towards him as way-guides and criers of joy; over +all the palaces ran the iron framework of the lightning-rods, like a +throne-scaffolding of the thunder, with golden sceptre-points; down +along the side of the mountain lay camped the lower city, by the side of +the stream between shady avenues, with its gay façades towards the +streets, and its white back turned toward Nature; carpenters were +hammering away like a forge on the green-sward among the peeled trunks +of trees, and the children were clattering round with the birch-bark; +cloth-makers were stretching out green cloths like bird-nets in the sun; +from the distance came white-covered carriers'-wagons jogging along the +country-road, and by the sides of the way shorn sheep were grazing under +the warm shadow of the rich, bright linden-blossoms,--and over all these +groups the noonday chime of bells from the dear, familiar towers (those +relics and light-houses that gleamed out of the dusk of his earlier +days), floated like one all-embracing and animating soul, and called +together the friendly throngs of people. + +Contemplate the heated face of my hero, who at last is riding into the +open streets, built up in his fancy of temples of the sun, where, who +knows but that at every long window, on every balcony, Liana may be +standing? where the lying or prophetic riddles of Isola Bella must be +unravelled,--where all household gods and household fates of his nearest +future lie hid,--where now the Mont Blanc of the Court and the Alps of +Parnassus, both of which he has to climb, lie with their feet stretching +close before him. All this would have oppressed me not a little; but in +the young man, especially before the chandelier of the sun, a shower of +light gushed down. O, when the morning-wind of youth blows, the inner +mercury-column stands high, even though the external weather be not of +the best. + +Few of us, when we have gone on horseback to the academy, may have +happened into such a refreshing stir as met my hero: chimney-sweeps were +singing away overhead out of their pulpits and black holes to the +passers below, and a building-orator,[45] on the ridgepole of a new +house, was exorcising the future conflagration, and quenching one in his +own breast, and slinging the glass fire-bucket far over the scaffolding; +yes, when we have ridden with our hero through the laughing congregation +of the roof-preacher, and through the ranks of blooming sons of the +Muses,[46] who stand arm in arm, among whom Alban sent round his fiery +eye to find his Roquairol,--after all this, when we reach his future +residence, a new clamor salutes our ears. + +It came from the Land-physicus[47] Sphex, his future landlord, who is to +resign to him half his palace (for the Doctor is made wealthy by his +cures), because the house lies exactly in the highest part of the upper +city, or the Westminster of the Court; while in the lower town are +domiciled the students and the _city_. The short, thick-set Dr. Sphex +was standing, as our trio rode up, by the side of a tall man, who sat +upon a stone bench, and held in readiness two drum-sticks upon a child's +drum. At a signal from Sphex, the tall man beat a faint roll upon his +drum, and the Doctor said to him, calmly, "Vagabond!" Although Sphex had +turned round a little toward the loud, approaching horsemen, still he +soon made him go on with his tattooing, and said, "Scoundrel!" but +during the last beat he just hastily slipped in, "Scamp!" + +The horsemen dismounted; the Doctor led them, without ceremony, into the +house, after he had given the drummer a hint, with his hand, not to +stir. He opened them their four (or twelve) walls, and said, coldly, +"Step into your three cavities." Albano marched out of the warm splendor +of day into the cool, purple Erebus of the red-hung chamber, as into a +picture-hall of painting dreams, into a silver-hut, as it were, for the +dark mine-work of his life. He recognized therein the open hand of his +rich father, from the pictures of the carpet to the alabaster statues on +the wall; and in the cabinet he found, among the gifts of his +foster-parents, all his poetical and philosophical text-books, which had +been sent after him,--fair reflections from the still land of youth, +left far behind him by his journey, in whose flower-vases only +concordias had hitherto bloomed, whereas now wild rockets must be +planted in them. Then (not the goddess of night her mantle, but) the +goddess of twilight threw her veil over his eye, and, in the +clare-obscure, made the forms of youth--many of them armed, many +crowned, a troop of fates and graces--beset his heart, which had +hitherto been so calm, with their arms and levers, until it became soft +and languid _for three minutes_; verily, to a youth, especially this +one, the sea-storms, those favorites of the painter, the laboring +volcanoes of the natural philosopher, and the comets of the astronomer, +are full as precious, in the moral world, as they are to them in the +physical. + +Albano, now separated from Liana only by streets and days, almost feared +his dreamy raptures might betray their object. "Any letters?" inquired +the Lector, in his short manner, abbreviated for the sake of adaptation +to citizens. "Bring it up, Van Swieten!" said Sphex, to a little son, +who, with two others, named Boerhave and Galen, had hitherto been +acting as a corresponding deciphering-chancery to the new guests behind +a curtain. "Our old Lord," added Sphex, at once, as if it had some +connection with the letter, "has done lording it at last; for five days +he has been dead as a mouse, as I long ago predicted." "The old Prince?" +asked Augusti, with astonishment. "But why have I not yet remarked +anything of funeral bells, knockers hung with black, bottles of tears, +and lamentation in the city?" inquired Schoppe. + +The Physicus explained. Namely, he had, as physician in ordinary, +prophesied, with sufficient boldness, the third day's dying of the old +prince, and happily hit it. Only as, exactly one day after the mournful +event, his successor, Luigi, proposed to make his entrance into Pestitz, +and, as the announcement of the high death would have extinguished, with +lachrymal-vessels, the whole oil-fed illumination in honor of the son, +and hung the flowery triumphal arches with mourning-weeds, the people +had not been willing, although to the greatest disadvantage of the +prophetic Sphex, to let matters get wind before the new prince had had +his reception, just as that Greek, at the news of his son's death, +postponed mourning till after the completion of his thanksgiving +sacrifice. Sphex protested that he had many years before fixed, in the +case of the illustrious deceased, the nativity of his consumption by his +white teeth,[48] and never had he hit a death-hour better than at that +time; he would, however, leave it to any and every man to decide whether +a physician, who has made his prophecy everywhere known, can spin much +silk in a period of such political embezzlement. "But," replied +Schoppe, "if people continue to carry along their deceased monarchs, +like their dead soldiers, as if they were alive, in the ranks; still +they can hardly do otherwise; for as in the case of great men it is +generally so plaguy hard to prove that they are living, so is it also no +easy thing to make out when they are dead; coldness and stiffness and +corruption prove too little. To be sure, one may, perhaps, conceal royal +death-beds for the same reason which led the Persians to hide royal +graves, in order to abridge as much as possible for the poor children, +the people, the bitter interval between the death and the new +inauguration. Yes, as according to a legal fiction the king never dies, +we have to thank God that we ever learn the fact at all, and that it +does not fare with his death as with the death of the quite as immortal +Voltaire, which the Paris journalists were not permitted, by any means, +to announce." + +Van Swieten and Boerhave and Galen, after staying out a long while, +brought in a letter for Albano, with Gaspard's seal; he tore it open, +with the unsuspecting eagerness of youth, without a glance at the cover; +but the Lector took that into his hand and turned it over and over like +a Post-Office Clerk, Doctor of Heraldry, and Keeper of the Seal, as was +his custom at the inquest of sphragistic wounds, and gently shook his +head over the badly renewed and patched patent of nobility, namely, the +impression of the arms on the wax. "Have the youngsters done any injury +to the seal?" said Sphex. "My father, also," said Albano, reading to +conceal an agitation which reached even to the outer man, and which a +flight of heavy thoughts had suddenly occasioned among all his inner +twigs, "has already heard of the Prince's death." At that Augusti shook +his head still more; for as Sphex had previously jumped at once from +the subject of the letter to that of the Prince's death, this leap +almost presupposed the reading of the same. Let my reader deduce from +this the rule, to take the distance of two tones, from one to the other +of which people jump in his presence, and to infer from that the +intermediate and connecting tone between the two, which they wish to +conceal. + +At present it was very well for the Count that the Doctor showed the +tutors their apartments; ah, his soul, already staggering with the +events of the past day, was now so intensely tossed by the contents of +the letter! + + +29. CYCLE. + +When Sphex opened the Librarian's room for him, the said room was +already occupied with a box of vipers (also arrived from Italy), with +three-quarters of a hundred weight of flax, a white hoop-petticoat, and +three silk shoes, with the holes punched, belonging to the doctoress, +and a supply of camomile. The medical married couple had thought the +pedagogical couple nested together; but Schoppe replied admirably well, +and almost with some irony toward the more politely treated Augusti: +"The more powerful and intellectual and great two men are, so much the +less can they bear each other under one ceiling, as great insects, which +live on _fruits_, are unsocial (for example, in every hazel-nut there +sits only one chafer), whereas the little ones, which only live on +_leaves_,--for instance, the leaf-lice,--cleave together nest-wise." +Zesara would by all means have been glad to hold to his insatiable heart +the friend whom fate had placed thereupon, constantly in every situation +and season as a brother-in-arms; but Schoppe has the right of it. +Friends, lovers, and married people must have everything else in common, +but not a chamber. The gross requisitions and trifling incidents of +bodily presence gather as lamp-smoke around the pure, white flame of +love. As the echo is always of more syllables the farther off our call +starts, so must the soul from which we desire a fairer echo not be too +near ours; and hence the nearness of souls increases with the distance +of bodies. + +The Doctor caused his noisy children to run like a cleansing stream +through the Augean stable; but he went down again to the drummer, with +whom, according to his own story, his connection stood thus: Sphex had +already, several years before, ventured certain peculiar conjectures +upon the secretion of fat and the diameter of the fat-cells, in a +treatise which he would not publish till he could append to it the +anatomical drawings thereunto appertaining, for which he was awaiting +the dissection and injection of the drummer that sat there. This sickly, +simple, flabby man, named _Malt_, he had a year since, when certain +symptoms of the fat-eye attached to him, taken to board gratis, on +condition that he should let himself be dissected when he was dead. +Unfortunately Sphex has found, for a considerable time, that the corpse +daily falls away and dries up from the likeness of an eel to a +horned-snake; and he cannot possibly make out what does it, since he +allows him nothing emaciating, neither thinking, nor motion, nor +passions, sensibility, vinegar, nor anything else. + +As to the drum, the corpse is obliged--since he is full as hard of +hearing as he is of comprehending, and never can adopt a reason, for the +very reason that he never hears one--to carry that round, strapped to +him, because during its vibration he can better apprehend what his +employer and prosector has to censure in him.[49] The Doctor now began +to scold at him down below--Schoppe stood listening at the window--in +the following wise: "I would the Devil had taken your cursed father of +blessed memory before he had died. You shrink up like army-cloth under +your lamentation, and yet never wake him up, though you cried your nose +away. Drum better, church-mouse! Don't you know, then, scrub, that you +have made a contract with another, to grow into fat as well as you can, +and that it's expensive maintaining a fellow that steals his wages in +this way, till he becomes available? Others would gladly grow fat, if +they had such a chance. And you! speak, rope!" Malt let the drum-sticks +clatter down under his thighs, and said: "Thou hast hit the true secret +of thy trouble with me,--there is no real blessing upon our grease,--and +one of us silently wears away at the thought. As to my blessed father, +verily, I send him out of my head, let him happen in when he will." + + +30. CYCLE. + +The paternal letter, which shook Albano's soul in all its joints, runs, +when translated, thus:-- + +"Dear Albano: I regret to say, that in the Campanian vale I received a +letter informing me of the continued recurrence and increasing violence +of thy sister's asphyxias; it was written on Good Friday, and looked +forward to her death as a settled thing. I, too, am prepared for the +event. So much the more am I struck with thy account of the juggler of +the Island, who would play the prophet. Such a prediction presupposes +some circumstance or other, which I must trace out more nearly in Spain. +I think I already know the impostor. Be thou, on thy birthday, watchful, +armed, cool, and bold, and, if possible, hold the _jongleur_ fast; but +bring no ridicule upon thyself by speaking of the subject. Dian is in +Rome, working away right bravely. Put on court-mourning for the dear old +Prince, out of courtesy. Addio! + + "G. DE C." + +"Ah, precious sister!" he sighed inwardly, and drew out her medallion, +and looked through his tears upon the features of an old age which was +denied her, and read with dim eyes the refuted subscription: "We see +each other again." Now, when life was opening before him broad and +smiling, it came home to him much more nearly, that fate laid its hand +so darkly and heavily upon his sister; to which was added, too, the +melancholy question, whether he was not guilty of her disappearance and +decline, since on his account the frightful Zahouri of the Island had +carried on perhaps a sacrificing jugglery: even the circumstance that +she was his weakly twin-sister was a pang. But now his feelings stood +contending against each other in his mind, as on a battle-field. "What +destiny is on its way to meet me!" thought he. "Take the crown!" that +voice had said. "What one?" his ambitious spirit rose up and asked, and +boldly conjectured whether it consisted of laurels or thorns or metals. +"Love the beautiful one!" it had said; he asked not, however, in this +case, "What one?" only he feared, since the father of Death seemed +terribly to certify his name and credentials, that the voice announced +for the ascension- and birth-night might name some other name than the +most beloved. + +In the evening, after the three new-comers had fairly got through their +household arrangements,--which, however, had never yet been able to +efface from Albano's undulating soul the multiplied magic splendor of +the Linden-city,--the Lector introduced the Count to the hereditary +prince, Luigi. That individual was engaged half an hour every day +copying in the picture-gallery; and appointed the two to attend him +there. They went in. Any other than myself would have set before the +world a bill of fare _raisonné_ of all the show-dishes in the gallery; +but I cannot so much as present it with the seventeen pictures, over +whose charms those silken shame-aprons or veils hung, which a Paris dame +would gladly take off from her own, merely for the sake of modestly +covering therewith works of art. One may easily conceive that our Alban, +in this picture-gallery, must have been vividly reminded of that one of +his mother's,[50] and that he would gladly have pressed every nail, had +no one been there. + +But the Princess Julienne was there, whom he (as we all do) still +recognized right well as a Blumenbühl acquaintance, as she also did him. +She was truly full of youthful charms, but one did not find these out +till one had been for two days violently in love with her; that made her +every minute afterward prettier, as in fact love is rather the father +than the son of the goddess of grace, and his quiver the best casket of +jewels and the richest toilet-box, and his bandage the best _mouchoir +de Venus_ and beauty-patch that I know. + +She was just sketching the gypsum-cast of a noble old head, which seemed +to the Count as if it must have been drawn from the antique-cabinet of +his memory, and toward which his swelling heart flowed out right +lovingly; but he could not recall the original. At last Julienne, in +despite of etiquette, said, looking up most kindly, "Ah, dear Augusti, +my father lies dead in Lilar." The word Lilar suddenly colored, in +Albano, the pale image of recollection,--perfectly like this white bust +had the old man in the moonshine looked, who, in that poetical +summer-night, pressed Zesara's hands together on the mountain for +prayer, and said, "Go home to sleep, dear son, ere the storm comes." Now +another would have inquired after the name of the bust, and then, and +not till then, have disclosed the nocturnal history; but the Count, in +his warmth, did merely the latter, after waiting a short time for the +conversation to run out. Augusti, when Albano began the history--to +_him_ a foreign one--of his acquaintance with the original, was on +thorns to interrupt him; but Julienne gave him a nod, to let him go on, +and the youth true-heartedly communicated to the sympathizing soul the +beautiful meeting, with a tenderness of emotion and fire, both of which +increased when her eyes flowed over into her smiles. "It was my +father,--that is his cast," said Julienne, weeping and glad. Albano, +after his manner, clasped his hands together, with a sigh, before the +bust, and said, "Thou noble, heartily-beloved form!" and his large eye +gleamed with love and sorrow. + +The good female soul was carried away by a sympathy so uncourtly, and +she gave herself up completely to her inborn fire. Female and court life +is truly only a longer _punishment of bearing arms_ (as, according to +the model of the yes-sirs, there are no-sirs, so royal governesses are +true no-ma'ams); the seven-colored cockade of gay, dancing liberty is +there torn off, or runs into the black of court-mourning; every female +pleasure-grove must be an unholy one; I know nothing more fatal,--but +the curly-haired Julienne, in spite of you and me, broke through the +eternal imprisonment (with sweet bread and strong water), some twelve +times a day, and laughed to the free heavens, and offended (herself and +others never) the royal governess always. She now related to the Count +(while from nervous weakness and vivacity she continued to smile more +brightly and speak more rapidly) how her dear, feeble father, more +childlike than childish, whose old lips and disabled thoughts could not +possibly any longer do more than lisp a response to prayers, had shut +himself up with a snowy-headed mystical court-preacher in an oratory at +Lilar (a gray head loves to hide itself before it disappears forever, +and seeks, like birds, a dark place for going to sleep),--and how she +and Fräulein von Froulay (Liana) had alternately read prayers before the +half-blind old man, and, as it were, tolled the evening-bell of devotion +to the weary, sleep-drunken life. She painted how, in this antechamber +of the tomb, he had outlived or forgotten all that he had once loved; +how he had kept always asking after her mother, whose death was ever +slipping again from his memory; and how the dimmed eye had taken every +hour of the day for evening, and accordingly every one who went out as +one going to bed. + +We will not look too long at this late time of life, when men again, +like children, shrink up for the more lasting cradle of the +grave; and when, like flowers sleeping at evening, they become +_undistinguishable_, and grow all alike, even before death makes them +so. + +The Lector, like all courtiers, was particularly ill-suited with these +funereals; he would also fain heal the Job's malady of her lamentation +by changing the current of discourse, and bringing it nearer to Liana. +But in the very act of describing the sympathy and sacrifices of this +friend, and when memory brought back to her the long, tearful embrace in +which Liana had locked her and pain at once as it were fast to her +bosom, then came back into her heart anew every dark, heavy drop of +blood which her powerful arteries had sent forth, and she ceased to +portray either this history or the head upon which she had been engaged. + +The two female friends were none of those who send a kiss to each other +through two thicknesses of veil, or who know how to hug each other +without wounding or bruising a curl, or whose love-feast every year, as +the sacramental bread every century, breaks lighter and thinner; but +they loved each other intensely,--with eyes, lips, and hearts,--like two +good angels. And if hitherto joy had taken her harvest-wreath and made +it a wedding-ring of friendship, so now did grief seek to do the same +with his girdle of thorns. You good souls! to me it is very easily +imaginable how such a pure, bright linking of souls should at once +painfully distend and blissfully exalt the heart of your friend Albano, +as the aerostatic ball at once destructively swells and soars. For +Liana's entry, there stood besides beautifully decorated triumphal gates +to the highest heavens in his innermost being! + +Meanwhile a stranger would not, without this pen of mine (nor I myself +without the fee-provost Hafenreffer), have been able to observe +anything in the Count, while speaking, except a mild, wandering glow in +his face, and rapidity of utterance. + + +31. CYCLE. + +Into the midst of these delineations and enjoyments the successor, or +rather the _afterwinter_ of the cold old man, Luigi, suddenly entered. +With a flat, carved work of spongy face, on which nothing expressed +itself but the everlasting discontent of life-prodigals, and with a +little full-grown miniver[51] on his head (as forerunner of the +wisdom-teeth), and with the unfruitful superfetation of a voluminous +belly, he came up to Albano with the greatest courtliness, in which a +flat frostiness towards all men stood prominent. He immediately began to +dust about him with the bran of empty, rapid, disconnected questions, +and was constantly in a hurry; for he suffered almost more ennui than he +caused; as in general, there is no one with whom life drags so +disagreeably as with him who tries to make it shorter. Luigi had run +over the earth as quickly as through a powdering room, and had, as in +such a room, become decently gray; the milk-vessels of his outer and +inner man had, because they were to be converted into cream-pots and +custard-cups, for that very reason, perverted themselves into +poison-cups and goblets of sorrow. As often as I pass along before a +painted prince's-suite in a corridor, I always fall upon my old project, +and say, with entire conviction: "Could we only contrive for once, like +the Spartans and all the older nations, to get a regent to the throne in +a _healthy_ state, then we should have a _good_ one into the bargain, +and all would go well. But I know these are no times for such a thing. +It is a sin, that only at torture do surgeons and physicians assist, not +at joy, to point out nicely the degree of pleasure as they do of the +rack, and to indicate the innocent conditions." + +Albano, a stranger in the company and in the eyes of this class of men, +looked upon the gulf between himself and Luigi as much less deep than it +was; it was merely annoying and uncomfortable to him, as it is to +certain people, when, without their knowledge, a cat is in the chamber. +The progress of moral enervation and refinement will yet so cleanse and +equalize all our exteriors,--and according to the same law, indeed, by +which _physical weakness_ throws back the _eruptions of the skin_ and +drives them into the _nobler_ parts,--that verily an angel and a satan +will come at last to be distinguishable in nothing except in the heart. +Alban had already brought with him from Wehrfritz, whom he always heard +contending for the right of the province against the prince, an aversion +to his successor; so much the more easily flamed up in him a moral +indignation, when Luigi turned toward the pictures and drew aside the +curtains or aprons from several of the most indecent, in order, not +without taste and knowledge, to appraise their artistic worth. A copied +Venus of Titian, lying upon a white cloth, was only the forerunner. +Although the innocent hereditary prince made his _voyage pittoresque_ +through this gallery with the artistical coldness of a gallery inspector +and anatomist, and sought more to show than to enrich his knowledge, +still the inexperienced youth took it all up with a deaf and blind +passionateness, which I know not how to vindicate in any way, not even +by the presence of the princess, and so much the less, because in the +first place she busily divided her soul only between the gypsum-bust +and its copy, and because, secondly, in our day, ladies' watches and +fans (if they are tasty) have pictures on them which Albano would want +other fans to hide. The two flames of wrath and shame overspread his +face with a glowing reflection; but his awkward honesty of scorn +contrasted with the ease of the Lector, who with his cold tone, quite as +precise as it was light, preserved independence and protected purity. +"They please me not, one of them," he said, with severity: "I would give +them all away for a single storm of Tempesta's." Luigi smiled at his +scholar-like eye and feeling. When they stepped into the second +picture-chamber, Albano heard the Princess going away. As this apartment +threatened him with still more rent veils of the _un_holiest, he took +his leave without special ceremony, and went back without the Lector, +who had to-day to give a reading. + +Never did Schoppe grasp his throbbing hand more heartily than this time; +the aspect of an abashed young man is almost fairer (especially rarer) +than that of an abashed virgin; the former appears more tender and +feminine, as the latter appears more strong and manly, by a mixture of +the indignation of virtue. Schoppe, who, like Pope, Swift, Boileau, +forced into combination a sacred reverence for the sex with cynicism of +dress and language, emptied the greatest vials of wrath upon all +libertinage, and fell like a satirical Bellona upon the best free +people; this time, however, he rather took them under his protection, +and said, "The whole tribe love the blush of shame in others decidedly, +and defend it more willingly than shamelessness, just as (and on the +same kind of grounds) blind persons prefer the _scarlet_ color. One may +liken them to _toads_, who set the costly toad-stone (their heart) on +no other cloth as they do upon a _red_ one." + +The Lector--who with all his purity and correctness would, nevertheless, +without hesitation, have helped a Scarron write his ode on the seat of a +duchess--when he would treat the matter of the Count's flight, was at a +loss what to make of it, when the latter sprinkled him with some +rose-vinegar, and said, "The bad man's father is lying on the board, and +one lies before his own iron brow: O, the bad man!" Certainly the +physical and moral nearness of the two fair female hearts, and his love +for them, had done most to excite the Count against Luigi's artistic +cynicism. The Lector merely replied, "He would hear the same at the +Minister's and everywhere; and his false delicacy would very soon +surrender." "Do the saints," inquired Schoppe, "dwell only _upon_ the +palaces and not _in_ them?" For Froulay's bore upon its platform a whole +row of stone apostles; and on one corner stood a statue of Mary, which +was to be seen from Sphex's house among nothing but roofs. + +Youthful Zesara! how does this marble Madonna chase the blood-waves +through thy face, as if she were the sister of thy fairer one, or her +tutelar and household goddess! But he took care not to hasten his +entrance into this _Lararium_ of his soul, namely, the delivery of his +father's letter of introduction, by a single whisper, for fear of +suspicion; so many missteps does the good man make in the very gentile +fore-court of love; how shall he stand in the fore-court of the women, +or get a footing in the dim Holy of Holies? + + +32. CYCLE. + +The Court now caused to be made known in writing (it could not speak for +sorrow) that the dead Nestor had departed this life. I set aside here +the lamentation of the city, together with the rejoicing of the same +over the new perspective. The Land-physicus Sphex had to eviscerate the +Regent like a mighty beast,--whereas we subjects are served up with all +our viscera, like snipes and ground-sparrows, on the table of the worms. +At evening, there reposed the pale one on his bed of state,--the +princely hat and the whole electrical apparatus of the throne-thunder +lay quite as still and cold beside him on a Tabouret; he had the +suitable torches and corpse-watchers around him. These Swiss-guards of +the dead (the sound of the word rings through me, and I at this moment +see Liberty lying on her bed of state in the Alps, and the Swiss +guarding her) consist, as is well known, of two regency-counsellors, two +counsellors of the exchequer, and so on. One of the +exchequer-counsellors was Captain Roquairol. It can be only touched upon +here, in the way of interpolation, how this youth, who of financial +matters understood little more than a treasury-counsellor in ----h,[52] +arose, nevertheless, to be a counsellor in war-matters there,--namely, +against his own will, through old Froulay, who (in himself no very +sentimental gentleman) was always reviving and retouching the youthful +remembrances of the old Prince, because, in this tender mood, one could +get from him by begging what one would. How odious and low! so can a +poor prince have not a smile, not a tear, not a happy thought, out of +which some court-mendicant, who sees it, will not make a door-handle to +open something for himself, or a dagger-handle to inflict a wound; not a +sound can he utter which some forester and bugle-master of the chase +shall not pervert to the purpose of a mouth-piece and tally-ho. + +Julienne, at nine o'clock in the evening, visited the only heart which, +in the whole court, beat like hers and for hers,--her good Liana. The +latter gladly offered her forehead to her commencing sick-headache, and +sought only to feel and to still another's pain. The friends, who, +before strangers' eyes, only displayed pleasantry, and before each other +only a tender, enthusiastic seriousness, sank more and more deeply into +this mood before the severe and religious lady of the Minister, who +never found in Julienne so much soul as in the soft hour after weeping, +as stock-gilliflowers begin to scent the air when they are sprinkled. +Not the struggle, but the flight of pain, beautifies the person; hence +the countenance of the dead is transfigured, because the agonies have +cooled away. The maidens stood enthusiastically together at the window, +the waxing moonlight of their fancy was made full moonlight by that of +the outer world; they formed the nun's-plan to live together, and go in +and out together for life. Often it seemed to them, in this still hour +of emotion (and the thought made them shudder), as if the murmuring +wings of departed souls swept by over them (it was only a couple of +flies, who, with feet and wings, had caught a few tones on the harp of +the Minister's lady); and Julienne thought most bitterly of her dead +father in Lilar. + +At last she begged the sister of her soul to ride with her this night to +Lilar, and to share and assuage the last and deepest woe of an orphan. +She did it willingly; but the "yes" was hard to extort from the +Minister's lady. I see the gentle forms step, from their long embrace in +the carriage, out into the mourning chamber at Lilar,--Julienne, the +smaller of the two, with quivering eyes and changing color; Liana, more +pale with megrim and mourning, and milder and taller than her companion, +having completed her growth in her twelfth year.[53] + +Like supernatural beings the two maidens beamed upon Roquairol's soul, +already burning in every corner. A single tear-drop had power to bring +into this calcining oven boiling and desolation. Already this whole +evening had he been glancing at the old man with fearful shudderings at +the childish end of that faded spirit, which once had been as fiery as +his own now was; and the longer he looked, so much the thicker +smoke-clouds floated from the open crater of the grave over into his +green-blooming life, and he heard therein a thundering, and he saw +therein an iron hand glowing and threatening to grasp at human hearts. + +Amidst these grim dreams, which illuminated every inner stain of his +being, and which sternly threatened him that a day would come, when, in +his volcano too, there would remain nothing fruitful but the--ashes, the +mournful maidens entered, who, on their way, had wept only over the face +that had grown _cold_, and now wept still more heavily over the form +that had grown _beautiful_; for the hand of death had effaced from it +the lines of the last years,--the prominent chin, the fire-mounds of the +passions, and so many pains underscored with wrinkles, and had, as it +were, painted upon the earthly tabernacle the reflection of that fresh, +still morning light which now invested the disrobed soul. But upon +Julienne a black taffeta-plaster on the eyebrows, which had been left +behind by a blow,--this sign of wounds made a more violent impression +than all signs of healing: she observed only the tears, but not the +words of Liana. "O, how beautifully he rests there!" "But why does he +rest?" said her brother, with that voice, murmuring from his innermost +being, which she recognized as coming from the amateur-stage; and +grasped her hand with agitation, because he and she loved each other +fervently, and his lava broke now through the thin crust: "for this +reason,--because the heart is cut out of his breast, because the wheel +is broken at the cistern, because the fire-wheel of rapture, the +fountain-wheel of tears, moves therein no more!" + +This cruel allusion to the opening of the body wrought terribly on the +sick Liana. She must needs avert her eyes from the covered breast, +because the anguish cramped the breath in her lungs; and yet the wild +man, desolating others as well as himself, who had hitherto been silent +by the side of the stiff corpse-guard, went on with redoubled crushing: +"Feel'st thou how painfully this cricket-ball of fate, this Ixion's +wheel of the wishes, rolls within us? Only the breast without a heart is +calm." + +At once Liana took a longer and more intense look at the corpse; an +ice-cold edge, as if of death's scythe, cut through her burning +brain,--the funeral torches (it seemed to her) burned dimmer and +dimmer,--then she saw in the corner of the chamber a dark cloud playing +and growing up;--then the cloud began to fly, and, full of gushing +night, rushed over her eyes,--then the thick night struck deep roots +into her wounded eyes, and the affrighted soul could only say, "Ah, +brother, I am blind!" + +Only hard man, but no woman, will be able to conceive that an æsthetic +pleasure at the murderous tragedy found its way into Roquairol's +frightful anguish. Julienne left the dead, and her old sorrow, and, with +the new one, flung herself around her neck, and moaned: "O my Liana, my +Liana! Seest thou not yet? Do look up at me!" The distracted and +distracting brother led on the sister, upon whose pale cheeks only +single drops fell like hard, cold water, with the sharp question: "Does +no destroying angel, with red wings, whiz through thy night; hurls he no +yellow vipers at thy heart, and no sword-fish into thy network of +nerves, in order that they may be entangled therein, and whet their +saw-teeth in the wounds? I am happy in my pain; such thistles scratch us +up,[54] according to good moralists, and smooth us down too. Thou +anguish-stricken blind one, what say'st thou,--have I made thee truly +miserable again?" "Madman!" said Julienne, "let her alone: thou art +destroying her." "O, he is not to blame for that," said Liana; "the +headache long since made it misty to my eyes." + +The friends took their departure in double darkness, and therein will I +leave it with all its agonies. Then Liana begged her maiden to say +nothing of it to her mother so little time before sleep, since it might, +perhaps, go away in the night. But in vain; the Minister's lady was +accustomed to close her day on the bosom and lips of her daughter. The +latter now came in, led along, and sought her mother's heart with a +groping, sidelong motion, and, in this beloved neighborhood, could no +longer refrain from a softer weeping; then, indeed, all was betrayed and +confessed. The mother first sent for the Doctor before she, with wet +eyes and with her gentle arms around her, heard her afflicted daughter's +story. Sphex came, examined the eyes and pulse, and made no more of it +than a nervous prostration. + +The Minister, who had everywhere in the house leading-hounds with +fine--ears, came in, upon being informed; and while Sphex stood by, he +made, except long strides, nothing but this little note, "_Voyez, +Madame, comme votre le Cain[55] joue son rôle à merveille_." + +As soon as Sphex had gone out, Froulay let loose several +billion-pounders and hand-grenades upon his lady. "Such," he observed, +"are the consequences of your visionary scheme of education (to be sure +his own, in respect to his son, had not turned out specially well). Why +did you let the sick ninny go?" He would himself have still more gladly +allowed it from courtly views; but men love to blame the faults which +they have been saved the trouble of committing; in general, like +head-cooks, they had rather apply the knife to the _white_- than to the +_dark_-feathered fowl. "_Vous aimez, ce me semble, à anticiper le sort +de cette reveuse un peu avant qu'il soit decidé de nôtre._"[56] Her +silence only made him the more bitter. "_O, ce sied si bien à votre art +cosmétique que de rendre aveugle et de l'être, le dieu de l'amour s'y +prête de modèle._" Wounded by this extreme severity,--especially as the +Minister himself had chosen and commanded this very _cosmetic_ education +of Liana, against the maternal wishes, to gratify his political +ones,--the mother had to go and hide and dry her wet eyes in her +daughter's bosom. Married men and the latest literati regard themselves +as flints, whose power of giving _light_ is reckoned according to their +_sharp corners_. Our forefathers ascribed to a diamond belt the power to +kindle love between spouses. I also still find in jewels this power; +only this stone (which appertains to the flint species) leaves one, +after the marriage-compact, as cold and hard as it is itself. Probably +Froulay's marriage-bond was one of such precious stone. + +But the lady only said, "Dear Minister, leave we that! only spare you +the sick one." "_Voilà précisement ce qui fût votre affaire_," said he, +laughing scornfully. In vain did Liana eloquently and touchingly pour +out to him her mistaken yet moving convictions, (aimed at the wall, +however,) and plead for her brother, which everlasting advocacy of all +sorts of people (which proved too much) was her only failing;--all in +vain, for his sympathy with an afflicted one consisted in nothing but +fury against the tormentors, and his love toward Liana showed itself +only in hatred of the same. "Peace, fool! But _Monsieur le Cain_ comes +not into my house, madam, till further orders!" Out of forbearance, I +say nothing further to the old conjugal bully than go--to the devil, or +at least to bed. + + +33. CYCLE. + +The German public may still remember the _obligato-sheets_ promised in +the Introductory Programme, and ask me what has become of them. The +foregoing Cycle was the first, most excellent Public; but see through +the matter, how it is with obligato-sheets, and that perhaps as much +history lies therein as in any one Cycle, however it may be called. + +The Count had not yet learned anything of Liana's misfortune, when he, +with the others, went down to the dinner of the Doctor, who to-day was +very hospitable. They found him seized with a most violent fit of +laughter, his hands thrust into his sides, and his eyes bent over two +little ointment vessels on the table. He stood up, and was quite +serious. The fact was, he found in Reil's Archives of Physiology, that, +according to Fourcroy and Vauquelin, tears dye violet-juice green, and +therefore contain alkali. In order to prove the proposition and the +tears, he had thrown himself into a chair, and laughed in right hearty +earnest, so as afterward to cry and get a drop or two for the +brine-gauge of the proposition; he would gladly have wrought himself +into another kind of emotion, but he understood his own nature, and knew +that nothing could be got out of it so,--not a drop. + +He left the guests alone a moment,--the lady was not yet to be +seen,--Malt sat on an ottoman,--the children had satirical looks,--in +short, Impudence dwelt in this house as in her temple. Ridicule had no +effect upon the old man, and he only countermanded what displeased +himself, not what displeased others. + +At length the rosy-cheeked wife of the physician flourished into the +apartment,--as preparatory course or preamble of the dinner,--with three +or four _esprits_ or _feathers in her cap_,--with a dapple +neck-apron,--in a red ball-dress, from which waltzing had taken out the +color in which she had rouged,--and with a perforated fancy-fan. If I +wished, I could be interested in her; for, touching these _esprits_ +(since the _esprit_, like the brain in Embrya, often sets itself upon +the brain-pan, and there suns itself), she thought women and partridges +were best served up at table with feathers on their heads; touching the +fan, she meant to have it understood she had just come from a morning +call (whereby she very clearly implied that ladies could no more go +through the streets without their fan-stick than joiners without their +rule); touching the rest, she knew the guest was a Count. Accordingly, +it appears that she belongs to the honorables, who (for the most part), +like rattlesnakes, are never better to be enjoyed than when one has +previously put the head out of the way; but that we have still time +enough to believe, when we come to understand her better. + +The beautiful Zesara was for her blind, deaf, dumb, destitute of smell, +taste, feeling; but there are many women whom one cannot, with the +greatest pains and tediousness, displease; Schoppe could do it more +easily. Sphex, for his own personal predilections, made more out of a +cell of fat in Malt than out of the whole cellular texture of a lady, +even of his own; like all business people, he held women to be veritable +_angels_, whom God had sent for the ministration of the saints (the +business men). + +The dinner course began. Augusti, a delicate eater, enjoyed much, and +took not only to the fine service, but to the torn napkins; the like of +which he had often had in his lap at court, because there, in morals and +in linen, rents are preferred to plasters. Soon, as usual, came forth +even the outposts and first skirmishes of miserable dishes, the common +prophets and forerunners of the best tit-bits, although at a hundred +tables I have cursed them, that they did not, like good monthly +magazines, give the best pieces first, and the most meagre last. The +Doctor had already said to the three boys,--"Galen, Boerhave, Van +Swieten, what is the polite way of sitting?" and the three physicians +had already shoved three right hands between the waistcoat buttons, and +three left hands into the waistcoat pockets, and sat waiting, "bolt +upright" when good chap-sager was brought in for the dessert. Sphex +partly expressed pleasure in cheese, partly a horror of it, just as he +found it in the way of his shop-business. He remarked, on one hand, how +joiners, in their glue-pot, had no better glue than what stood here +before them,--it had just that binding quality in a man,--yet he would +rather, for his own individual self, with Dr. Junker, apply it +externally, like arsenic; but he also confessed, on the other hand, that +the chap-sager for the Lector was poison. "I would pledge myself for +it," said he, "that you, if one could examine you, would be found +hectic! the long fingers and the long neck speak in my favor, and +particularly are white teeth, according to Camper, a bad sign. Persons, +on the contrary, who have a set of teeth like my lady there may feel +safe." + +Augusti smiled, and merely asked the Doctor's lady, at what time one +could best gain access to the Minister. + +Such poisonous reflections, as well as cats'-dinners,[57] he gave out, +not from satirical malice, but from mere indifference to others, whom, +like an honest man, he never suffered in the least to sway him in his +actions. With the liberty-cap of the doctor's hat on his head, he +received, from his medical indispensableness, so many academic freedoms, +that he, between his four house-walls, ate and acted not more freely +than between the showy, bristling pale-work of the court. Did he ever +there--I ask that--let a drop of sweet wine pass his lips without +previously drawing out an Ephraimite, which did not itself outlive the +probation-day, and hanging it in the glass, merely to prove before the +court whether the Ephraimite therein did not grow black? And if the +silver did so, was there not as good as a demonstration of the wine +being oversmoked, and could not the physician have _applied_ the whole +right neatly, court, sweetness, blackening, poisoning, and oversmoking, +if he had been the man to do it? + +The Lector's accidentally inquiring about the time of seeing the +Minister was what Albano had to thank for saving him from first learning +the painful misfortune in the house of the Minister, or in the presence +of the blind girl herself. "You can," answered Sara, the Doctoress, +"also despatch the servant; he will subscribe for you all; I, however, +pity none as I do the daughter." Now broke loose a storm of questions +about the unknown accident. "It is so," began the physician, sulkily; +but soon (because he saw in some eyes water for his mill, and because he +sought to roll off all medical blame from himself upon Captain +Roquairol) he set himself as well as he could to pathetic detail, and +lied almost like a sentimentalist. With an unobserved hint to the +_affected_ lady, he pushed an empty dish towards her as a lachrymatory, +in order that nothing might be lost. From the eclipsed eyes of the +vainly struggling youth, this first woe of his life snatched some great +drops. "May recovery be possible?" asked Augusti, exceedingly troubled, +on account of his connection with the family. + +"Certainly; it is a mere affection of the nerves," replied Schoppe, +briskly, "and nothing more." Whytt relates, that a lady who had too much +acid in her stomach (in the _heart_ it were still worse) saw everything +in a _cloud_, as girls do at the approach of sick-headache. Sphex, who +had lied only for the sake of pathos and alkali, and who was vexed that +the Librarian should have been of his private opinion, answered just as +if the latter had not spoken at all. "The highest degree of consumption, +Mr. Lector, often winds up with blindness, and it were well, in this +case, to prescribe for both. Meanwhile I am acquainted with a certain +periodical nervous blindness. I had the case in a lady[58] whom I +brought out of it merely by blood-letting, smoke of burnt coffee, and +the evening fog from the water; this we are now trying again in the case +of our nervous patient. A dutiful physician will, however, always wish +the devil would take mother and brother." + +In other words, the return of Liana's periodical malady almost +distracted him. Offences against his honor, his love, his sympathy, +never wrought the Physicus into a heat; through all such he kept on his +glazed frost surtout; but disturbances of his cures heated him even to +the degree of flying to pieces; and so are we all a kind of +Prince-Rupert's-drops, which can bear the hammer and never break, till +one just breaks off the little thread point, and they fly into a +thousand splinters; with Achilles, it was the heel, with Sphex, the +medical D.'s ring-finger, with me, the writing-finger. The Doctor now +shook out the contents of his heart, as some call their gall-bladder; he +swore by all the devils he had done more for her than any and every +physician,--he had, however, already foreseen that such a stupid +education--merely to look well and pray and read and sing--would prove a +cursed poor economy,--he had often longed to break the harmonica-bells +and tambour-needles,[59]--he had often called the attention of the +mother, with sufficient distinctness and without indulgence, to Liana's +so-called charms, and to her sensibility, her bright redness of cheeks, +and velvet-soft skin; but had seemed to himself, by so doing, almost to +gratify more than to distress her. The only thing that delighted him +was, that the maiden had, some years before, caught a deadly sickness +from the first holy sacrament, from which he had tried to keep her away, +because he had already experienced, in the case of a fourth patient, the +most melancholy consequences from this holy act. + +To the astonishment of every one my Count took part against all with +Roquairol. Ah, thy first spring-storms were even now whirling round +imprisoned in thy bosom, without a friendly hand to give them an outlet, +and thou wouldst cover thy bloody grief! And wast thou not seeking a +spirit full of flames, and eyes full of flames for thine own, and +wouldst thou not rather have entered into brotherhood with a thundering +hell-god than with an insipid pietistical saint, forever gnawing like a +moth? Sharply he asks the Doctor, "What have you done with the Prince's +heart?" "I have it not," said Sphex, startled; "it lies in +_Tartarus_,[60] although it would have been more profitable to science +had one been permitted to put it among one's preparations; it was large +and very singular." He was thinking how often--when he could--he had, as +an augur, during the dissection, secretly slipped aside one or another +important member--as a princely or a cavalier-robber, _à la +minutta_--for his study,--a honey-bag which he gladly cut out for +himself with his anatomical honey-knife. + +"Has the young lady, then, an unhappy passion, or anything of the sort?" +inquired Schoppe. "More than one," said Sphex; "cripples, idiots, young +orphans, blind Methusalems,--all these passions she has. Sports and +young gentlemen, I often say to the old lady, would be better for her +health." + +But on this point, in the requirement of cheerfulness, I give in to him. +Joy is the only universal tincture which I would prepare; it works +uniformly as _antispasmodicum_, as _glutinans_ and _astringens_. The oil +of gladness serves as ointment for _burns_ and _chills_ at once. Spring, +for example, is a spring-medicine; a country-party, an oyster-medicine; +a recreation at the watering-places is, in itself, a glass of _bitters_; +a ball is a _motion_; a carnival, a _course_[61] of medicine;--and hence +the seat of the _blest_ is at the same time the seat of the _immortals_. + +"Yes, he had finally," the Doctor concluded,--"as they were people of +rank,--prescribed a dose of _pride_ (of the meadows), which manifests +all the officinal healing powers of joy; taken in a stronger dose, it +works fully as well as enjoyment itself, enlivens the pulse, steels the +fibres, opens the pores, and chases the blood through the long venous +labyrinth.[62] In the case of his weakly lady, such as they saw her +there, he had used, he said, this medicament long ago by dresses and a +doctor's rank, and had helped her to her legs thereby. But he would +rather cure sixty common women than one distinguished one,--and he +should regret, as family physician, merely his receipts and medical +opinions, in case, as he certainly believed, the fair Liana should go +hence." + +The first question which Albano, who never missed anything that was +said, put to Augusti on the way back from the Doctor's, was, What the +Doctor's wife meant by the subscribing servant? He explained it. There +is, namely, in Pestitz, as in Leipsic, an observance, that when a man +dies or falls into any other misfortune, his family place a blank sheet +of paper, with pen and ink, in the entrance-hall, in order that persons, +who take and show a nearer interest, may send a lackey thither, to set +their names on the paper as well as he knows how; this merchant-like +indorsement of the nearer interest, this descending representative +system by means of servants, who are generally, now-a-days, the +telegraphs of our hearts, sweetens and alleviates for both cities great +sorrow and sympathy through pen and ink. + +"What! is that it? O God!" said Alban, and grew unusually indignant, as +if people were forcing servants upon him as chrysographs and +business-agents of his feelings. "O ye egotistical jugglers! through the +pen of scribbling lackeys do ye pour yourselves out? Lector, I would +condole with Satan himself more warmly than thus!" + +Why is this veiled spirit so lively and loud? Ah, everything had moved +him. Not merely lamentation over poor Liana, persecuted by all the +nightly arrows of destiny, entered like iron into his open heart, but +also amazement at the gloomy intermingling of fate with his young life. +Roquairol's ever-recurring expression, "_Breast without a heart_," +sounded to him as if it must be familiar; at last the converse of the +expression came to his thoughts, the word of the Sphinx on the island, +"_Heart without a breast_." So, then, even this riddle was solved, and +the place fixed, when he was to hear, contrary to every expectation, the +prophecy of the loved one; but how incomprehensible,--incomprehensible! + +"O yes! Liana she is called, and no God shall change the name," said his +innermost soul. For in earlier years even the most vigorous youth +prefers, in maidens, interesting delicacy of health and a tender fulness +of feeling and a moisture of the eye,--just as, in general, at Albano's +age, one values the flood (later the ebb) of the eyes too highly, +although, too often, like an over-rich inundation, they wash away the +seed-corns of the best resolutions;--whereas, at a later period, +(because he proposes to himself marriage and housekeeping,) he looks out +rather for bright and sharp than after moist eyes, and for cold and +healthy blood. + +As Albano, for the most part, drew down the fire from his internal +clouds on the discharging chains of the harpsichord strings,--seldomer +into the Hippocrene of poetry,--so did he now unconsciously make out of +his inner _charivari_ a passage on the harpsichord. I transpose his +fantasy into my fancy in the following manner. On the softest +minor-tones the blindness, with its long pains, passed by, and in the +whispering-gallery of music he heard all the soft sighs of Liana +repeated aloud. Then harder minor-tones led him down into Tartarus, to +the grave and heart of the friendly old man who had once prayed with +him, and then, in this spirit-hour, fell softly, like a dew-drop from +heaven, the sound, Liana! With a thunder-clap of ecstasy he fell into +the major-key, and asked himself, "This delicate, pure soul could fate +promise to thy imperfect heart?" And when he answered himself, that she +would perhaps love him, because she could not see him,--for first love +is not vain; and when he saw her led by her gigantic brother, and when +he thought of the high friendship which he would give and require of +_him_; then did his fingers run over the keys in an exalting war-music, +and the heavenly hours sounded before him, which he should enjoy, when +his two eternal dreams should pass over livingly out of night into day, +and when brother and sister should furnish at once, to his so youthful +heart, a loved one and a friend. Here his inner and outer storms softly +died away, and the evenly-balanced _temperament_ of the instrument +became that of the player.... + +But a soul like his is more easily appeased with sorrow than with joy. +As if the reality had already arrived, he pressed on still further; +indescribably fair and unearthly, he saw Liana's image trembling in her +cup of sorrow; for the crown of thorns easily ennobles a head to a +Christ's head, and the blood of an undeserved wound is a redness on the +cheek of the inner man, and the soul which has suffered too much is +easily loved too much. The tender Liana appeared to him as already spun +into the funeral veil for the Flora of the second world, as the tender +limbs of the bee-nymph lie transparently folded over the little +breast,--the white form of snow, which had once, in his dream, melted +away on his heart, opened the bright little cloud again, and looked, +blind and weeping, upon the earth, and said, "Albano, I shall die before +I have seen thee."--"And even if thou shouldst never see me," said the +dying heart in his breast, "yet will I still love thee. And even if thou +shouldst soon pass away, Liana, still I gladly choose sorrow, and walk +faithfully with thee till thou art in heaven."... Heaven and hell had +both at once drawn aside their curtains before him,--only a few notes, +and those the same as before, and only the highest, and that only +interruptedly and faintly, could he any longer strike; and at last his +hands sank down, and he began to weep, but without too severe pangs,--as +the storm which has unburdened itself of its lightnings and thunders +stands now over the earth only as a soft, diffused rain. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[45] One who dedicated a new house (somewhat as we name a ship). +The _glass fire-bucket_ which _quenched the inner conflagration_ +was probably the wine-glass or beer-tumbler.--TR. + +[46] Collegians.--TR. + +[47] Provincial Physician.--TR. + +[48] According to Camper, hectic patients have very white and +fair teeth. + +[49] Derham (in his Physico-Theology, 1750) observes that the +deaf hear best under a noise; e. g. one hard of hearing, under +the sound of bells; a deaf housewife, under the drumming of the +house-servant. Hence when princes and ministers, who for the most +part hear badly, are passing through the country, kettle-drums +are beat and cannon fired, so that they can hear the people more +easily. + +[50] In whose wall the lady with the souvenir sits. + +[51] A kind of gray fur.--TR. + +[52] Baireuth.--TR. + +[53] This precocious completion of growth I have observed in many +distinguished women, just as if these Psyches should resemble +butterflies, which do not grow after coming out of the chrysalis +state. + +[54] Cloth is roughened with thistles, i.e. scratched up, in +order to the better shearing of it afterwards. + +[55] A distinguished actor of tragedy. + +[56] He means here their divorce, which was only deferred by the +mutual wish to keep Liana. + +[57] Poor dinners, just as cat-silver is an inferior metal.--TR. + +[58] A weak-nerved lady (I know not whether it is the same) who +had much religion, fancy, and suffering, became, as she tells me, +blind in the same way, and was cured in the same way. + +[59] The eternal pricking of the sensitive finger-nerves by +knitting, tambour, and other needles, perhaps as much as the +touching of the harmonica-bells, makes one, by stimulating, weak +in the nerves. + +[60] Tartarus is the melancholy part of Lilar. + +[61] Kursus--corso.--TR. + +[62] Pride of the meadows quickens the circulation of the blood +even to frenzy. This whole observation on the pharmaceutic value +of pride of the meadows is taken from Tissot's "Traité sur les +Nerfs." + + + + +SIXTH JUBILEE. + + THE TEN PERSECUTIONS OF THE READER.--LIANA'S EASTERN + ROOM.--DISPUTATION UPON PATIENCE.--THE PICTURESQUE CURE. + + +34. CYCLE. + +Postulates--apothegms--philosophems--Erasmian adages--observations of +Rochefoucauld, La Bruyere, Lavater, do I in one week invent in countless +numbers, more than I can in six months get rid of by bringing them into +my biographical _petits soupés_ as episode-dishes. Thus does the +lottery-mintage of my _unprinted_ manuscripts swell higher and higher +every day, the more extracts and winnings I deal out to my reader +therefrom in print. In this way I creep out of the world without having, +while in it, said anything. Lavater takes a more rational course; he +lets the whole lottery-wheel, filled with treasures, under the title of +manuscripts (just as we, inversely, despatch manuscripts to the +publishers by mail under the title of printed matter) circulate even +among the _literati_. + +But why shall I not do the same, and let at least one or two lymphatic +veins of my water-treasure leap up and run out? I limit myself to ten +persecutions of the reader,--calling my ten aphorisms thus, merely +because I imagine the readers to be martyrs of their opinions, and +myself the Regent who converts them by force. The following aphorism, if +one reckons the foregoing as the first persecution, is, I hope, the + + +_SECOND._ + +Nothing sifts and winnows our preferences and partialities better than +an imitation of the same by others. For a genius there are no sharper +polishing-machines and grinding-disks at hand than his apes. If, +further, every one of us could see running along beside him a duplicate +of himself, a complete Archimimus[63] and repeater in complimenting, +taking off the hat, dancing, speaking, scolding, bragging, &c.; by +Heaven! such an exact repeating-work of our discords would make quite +other people out of me and other people than we are at present. The +first and least step which we should take toward reflection and virtue +would be this, that we should find our bodily methodology, e. g. our +walk, dress, dialect, our oaths, looks, favorite dishes, &c., no better +than those of all others, but just the same. Princes have the good +fortune that all courtiers around them station themselves as faithful +supernumerary copyists and pier-mirrors of _their_ selves, and propose +to improve them by this Helot-mimicry. But they seldom attain their good +end, because the Prince,--and that were also to be feared of me and the +reader,--like the principle of _non-distinguendum_, does not believe in +any real twins, but imagines that in morals, as in catoptrics, every +mirror and mock rainbow shows everything _inverted_. + + +_THIRD._ + +It is easier and handier for men to flatter than to praise. + + +_FOURTH._ + +In the centuries before us humanity appears to us to be growing up; in +those which come after us, to be fading away; in our own, to burst forth +in glorious bloom: thus do the clouds, only when in our zenith, seem to +move straight forward, those in front of us come up from the horizon, +the others behind us sail downward with fore-shortened forms. + + +_FIFTH._ + +What makes old age so sad is, not that our joys, but that our hopes then +cease.[64] + + +_SIXTH._ + +The old age of women is sadder and more solitary than that of men; +spare, therefore, in them their years, their sorrows, and their sex! In +fact, life often resembles the trap-tree with its spines directed +upward, on which the bear easily clambers up to the honey-bait, but from +which he can slide down again only under severe stings. + + +_SEVENTH._ + +Have compassion on Poverty, but a hundred times more on Impoverishment! +Only the former, not the latter, makes nations and individuals better. + + +_EIGHTH._ + +Love lessens woman's delicacy and increases man's. + + +_NINTH._ + +When two persons, in suddenly turning a corner, knock their heads +together, each begins anxiously to apologize, and thinks only the other +feels the pain and that he himself has all the blame. (Only I excuse +myself without any embarrassment, for the very reason that I know, by my +persecutions, how the other party thinks.) Would to God we did not +invert this in the case of moral offences! + + +_LAST PERSECUTION OF THE READER._ + +Deluded and darkened man, living on from the mourning veil to the +corpse-veil, thinks there is no further evil beyond that which he has +immediately to overcome; and forgets that after the victory the new +situation brings a new struggle. Hence, as before swift ships there +swims a hill of water and a corresponding billowy abyss glides along +close behind, so always before us is there a mountain, which we hope to +climb, and behind us still a deep valley out of which we seem to have +ascended. + +Thus does the reader vainly hope now, after having stood out ten +persecutions, to ride into the haven of the story, and there to +lead a peaceable life, free from the troubled one of my +characters; but can any spiritual or worldly arm, then, protect +him against scattered similes,--against hemispherical +headaches,--whimsies,--reviews,--curtain-lectures,--rainy +months,--or in fact honey-moons, which come in at the end of +every volume?-- + +Now for our History! In the evening Albano and Augusti went with the +paternal letter of credit to the Minister's. The frostiness and pride of +that individual the Lector endeavored, on their way, to varnish over by +praising his laboriousness and discernment. With a knocking at his heart +the Count seized the door-knocker to the heaven- or hell-gate of his +future destiny. In the antechamber--that higher servant's apartment and +_Limbus infantum et patrum_--there were still people enough, for +Froulay regarded an antechamber as a stage, which must never be empty, +and on which, as in the Jewish temple, according to the Rabbins, for +those who kneel and pray, it is never too close. The Minister's lady was +not present as a patient here, merely because she was looking after one +of her own elsewhere. The Minister also was not here,--because he made +few ceremonies, and only demanded uncommonly many,--but in his +working-cabinet; he had heretofore had his head under the warm +throne-canopy and taken a deep bite into the forbidden apple of the +Empire, therefore he willingly made a sacrifice (not _to_ others, but +_of_ others), and let himself, as a saintly statue, be hung round with +votive limbs, without having to bestir his own, and, like St. Franciscus +at Oporto, with letters of thanks and petitions which he never opens. + +Froulay came, and was--as ever, _aside_ from business--as courteous as a +Persian. For Augusti was his home friend,--i. e. the Minister's lady was +_his_ home-friend,--and Albano was not a good person to run against; +because one had occasion for his foster-father in the votes of the +Province, and because the youth by a peculiar and proper pride of his +own commanded men. There is a certain noble pride through which merits +shine brighter than through modesty. Froulay had not the most +comfortable part before him; for the Court of Haarhaar was as +disaffected toward the Knight of the Fleece, as he was toward it;[65] +but Haarhaar was to be without doubt (according to all Italian +_surgical_ reports) and in a few years (according to all _nosological_ +ones) the heir of his inheritance and throne. Now the bad thing about it +was, that the Minister, who, like a good Christian, looked mainly to the +future, had to creep along between the German Herr von Bouverot, on the +one hand, who was secretly a creature of Haarhaar, and the demands of +the present moment, on the other. + +He received the Count, I said, in an uncommonly obliging manner, as well +as the Lector, and disclosed to the two that he must present to them his +lady, who desired their acquaintance. He sent word to her, but, without +waiting an answer, conducted them both into her apartment. Now was it to +the youth as if the heavy door of a still and holy temple turned on its +hinges. Even I too, at this moment, during their passage through the +rooms, share so in his foolishness that I fall into full as great +anxiety, as if I went in behind them. When we entered the eastern room, +which was extended out at pleasure by picturesque paper-tapestry into a +latticed arbor of woodbine, there sat merely the Minister's lady, who +received us pleasantly, with firm and cold reserve in look and tone. Her +severely closed and faintly-marked lips mutely spoke a seriousness which +is the gift of a good heart, and a stillness which is the ornament of +beauty,--as many wings, only when they are folded, shower down +peacocks'-eyes,--and her eye gleamed with the good-will of reason; but +the eyelids had been, by stern years, drawn deeply in, with a sickly +expression, over the mild sight. Ah, as oftentimes between newly-married +people a dividing sword was laid, so did Froulay grind daily at a +three-edged one which separated him and her! Singularly did the impure +roil on his face contrast with the aftersummer serenity on hers, +although before witnesses, as it seemed, he took away the irony from his +courteousness towards her, and kept hatred, as others do love, only for +solitude. + +Fortunately this nut-tree, which threw an unwholesome, frosty nut-shadow +on the whole flowerage of love and poetry, soon transplanted itself back +again among more congenial guests. The Minister's lady, after the first +expressions of courtesy, directed herself more to the Lector, whose +correct, civilian's measure accorded entirely with her religious one; +especially as only he could ask and condole with her about Liana. She +replied, that this room of Liana's had been left exactly as it was the +evening the blindness came on, in order that, when she recovered, it +might remain for her a pleasant remembrancer, or a mournful one for +others, if she did not. O, deeply moved Albano, if every absence +glorifies, how much more must it do so with so many traces of the +beloved object's presence! I confess, except a loved one, I know of +nothing lovelier than her sitting-room in her absence. + +On Liana's work-table lay a sketched outline of a Christ's head near the +open Messiah,--a folded walking-veil, together with the green +walking-fan, with inscribed wishes of female friends,--some cut-out +envelopes,--the gossiping letter of one of Froulay's tenants,--a whole +lacquerwork sheep-fold, with wagon, stalls, and house, with whose +Lilliputian Arcadia she had proposed to please Dian's children,[66]--a +plucked leaf from the thinning album of a female friend, which she had +trimmed with an India-ink flower border and then planted full of fair +wishes, of which fate had robbed her own life. Ah, beautiful heart, how +fondly would I sketch and hand round something like a tabular view of +all the little mosaic of thy lightsome past, had the fee-provost entered +more intimately into these matters! But what moves me and the Count more +deeply is a framed embroidery, on which her needle, like an +ingrafting-knife, had, on that dark day, ingrafted a rose with two buds, +and which wanted nothing more but the thorns. O, _these_ had destiny +only too fully developed on thy roses of joy, and then pressed them so +deeply through thy breast even to the heart! + +At no hour of his life was Albano's love so tender and holy as at this, +or his sympathy so fervent. Fortunately, the Minister's lady was all the +time looking out of the window into the garden, and did not perceive his +emotion. At last she went on to point out Liana's harmonica, which stood +near; then was his heart too full and visible; he started with the hasty +words, _he had never yet heard one_, and stepped before it. Ah, he was +fain to touch something whereon her finger had so often rested. He laid +his hand, as upon a sacred thing, on those prayer-bells which had so +often trembled under hers for pious thoughts; but they gave him no +answer, till the Lector, a connoisseur in the A B C as in the technology +of all arts, gave him in three words the indispensable instructions. Now +did he drink into his soul, full of sighs and struggles, the first +tri-clang, the first plaintive syllables of that mother-tongue of the +pining breast,--ah, of those _mutes'-bells_ which the inner man shakes +in his hand, because he has no tongue! and his veins beat wildly like +wings which wafted him up from the ground, and bore him to a higher +prospect than that which opens into the last joy or the last agony. For +in strong men great pains and joys become overlooking heights of the +whole road of life. + +I know not whether many readers will believe the fault _possible_, which +he now _actually_ committed. The Minister's wife, in the course +of conversation, had very naturally--_apropos_ of Liana and +Roquairol--fallen upon the proposition that no school is more necessary +to children than that of patience, because, either the will must be +broken in childhood or the heart in old age. Ah, she and her daughter +themselves knelt, indeed, full of patience, before fate, whether loading +or armed; although the mother's was a pious patience, which looked more +to Heaven than to the wound, Liana's a loving patience, which resigns +itself to new sorrows as to old sicknesses, as a queen does on +coronation-day to the pains and friction of her heavy jewelry, and like +a child that sweetly sleeps away and more sweetly dreams away his scars. +But Zesara, who like a wolf fled the very clanking of a chain, and new, +exasperated, against everything of the kind, from the light carcanets +and chains of knighthood even to the heavy harbor-chains which obstruct +the passage of youth out into the laboring sea, could not restrain +himself, especially with that heart of his so full of emotions, from +saying, in too great warmth: "Man must defend himself; sooner would I, +in a free struggle, empty all my veins on the stirring battle-field than +shed one drop from them bound to the rack."--"Patience," said the +Minister's lady, who was full of it, "contends and conquers also, only +in the heart."--"Dear Count," said Augusti, alluding not merely to +Arria,[67] "the women must always say to the men, 'It does not hurt!'" + +I have not till now had an opportunity to make known this fault of +Albano, that he never spoke his opinion more freely and strongly than +just then when he had reason to fear losing one or two heavens of his +life by the stake; in cases of less danger he could be more yielding. +Although, therefore, he observed that the Minister's lady was painfully +reminded thereby of the muscular, but also hard-grasping, hand of her +wild son,--or much rather _for the very reason_ that he observed it, and +because he proposed to be armor-bearer to this future friend,--he stuck +to his opinion, threw all instruments for breaking in the young manly +will out of the school-rooms into the street, and said, in his strongly +relieved style: "The Goths preferred never to send their children to +school, in order that they might remain lions. Even if maidens must be +soaked in milk a day before planting them out in the civil world, boys, +however, must be stuck, like apricots, with the stony shell in the +earth, because they will soon enough throw off and forsake the stone by +their rooting and growth."--The Lector, with his fine openness,--a +crystal vase with golden edge,--remarked, with a gentle reprimand of +Alban's impetuosity, that at least the way in which they had severally +adduced their proofs was one of those very proofs themselves; and women +needed and showed more patience with persons, and we more with things. + +The Minister's wife, who imagined herself listening more to her son than +to his friend, was silent, and stepped nearer to the window. Amid these +war-troubles the evening had wheeled her resplendent moon up over the +eastern mountains, and the streams of her light flowed in at this +moment, from all quarters, through the whole garden that lay stretched +out before the eastern room, and lay in its broad alleys and +flower-circles, when all at once a little round house appeared through +upshooting water-jets, kindled into triumphal arches by the moon-light, +and stood, even to its Italian trellised roof, all in a blaze. With soft +emotion, the Minister's lady said: "On that water-house stands my Liana; +she is trying the evaporation of the fountain; the physician promises +himself much therefrom. And Providence grant it!" + +But the agitated Zesara, with all his sharp eyes, could not, however, in +the full dazzling light of the level moon, and behind the quivering +nunnery-grate of confined silver-or lymphatic-veins, individualize +anything at this moment from the glimmering Eden, except an +undistinguishable, still, white form. But it was enough for a weeping +and burning heart. "Thou angel of my youthful dreams," thought he, "may +it be thou! I greet thee with a thousand woes and joys. Ah! can there +then be sorrows in thee, thou heavenly soul!" And it came over him, that +if she were here in the room, with her afflicted and enchanting form, +she would melt his whole being with sympathy, and he could now have cast +off the embrace of the brother, by whose hand fate had closed her soft +eyes in that long dream. + +The stifling air of the most painful sympathy caused him to look away, +and turn round, and fasten on the open Messiah those eyes whose drops he +would not show; but the recollection that he was repeating her last +reading-pleasure made them fall only hotter and thicker. Suddenly +something darkening, which fluttered down before the window like a +falling raven, directed his look again to Liana, over whom stood a fully +illuminated little cloud, as if it were a risen or descending saintly +halo. Immortals seemed to dwell thereupon as on Ossian's clouds, +awaiting their sister; and when she at length moved and slowly sank down +into the water-house, seemed it not then as if her garment of flesh +were passing into the earth, and her peaceful spirit into the cloud? + +Here Augusti, as the mother had to follow the returning invalid into the +sick-chamber, gave him the hint for departure, which he took willingly; +his love contented itself for the present with solitude, and with the +hope of another meeting. Young love and young birds need, in the +beginning, only to be _warmed_ by _covering_, and not till later to be +_nourished_. + +But a paraclete or comforter whispered softly in the ear of the youth's +heart as they departed: to-morrow thou wilt see her only a few steps +from thee in the garden! And that is very easily brought about; he has +only, at evening-twilight to-morrow, when the evening-walker makes use +of her eye-medicine, to repair to the alley, and from among the leaves +look freely up into the magic countenance, and then drink in the whole +doctrine of felicity in one paragraph, one passage, breath, moment;--but +what a prospect! + +The Count begged the Lector not to sit long with the busy Minister. When +they found him again, he hardly--behind a pile of public +documents--remembered, after considerable (perhaps counterfeited) +thought, that they had been there, and deeply regretted that they were +going away. Ah, the comforter is whispering all the evening and all +night,--To-morrow, Albano! + + +35. CYCLE. + +As the juggling night threw our Albano from one side and vision to the +other,--for not the near past but the near future wearies us with +rehearsals of our waking acts, with dreams,--how glad he was, in the +morning, that his fairest future had not yet gone by. Two very +Eulenspiegelish wishes often lodge in man: I often form the wish with my +whole heart, that some real joy of mine, e. g. a master-work, a +pleasure-journey, &c., might yet at last have an end; and, secondly, the +wish above referred to, that one or another pleasure might stay away a +little longer. + +The evening came with the greatest pleasure of all, when Zesara, like Le +Gentil starting for the East Indies, set off for the eastern park of the +Minister, to observe the transit of his evening star Venus; but only +through the moon. Before the lighted windows of the palace he stopped +among the people, and reflected, whether it were quite allowable thus to +run into the garden; but really, had he been turned back, his thirsting +heart would have carried him in through a whole Clerus and Diplomatic +Congress posted before the gate. Boldly he strode along through the +noisy palace before a barricade of tackled carriages, turned the iron +lattice-gate, and stepped hastily into the nearest leafy avenue. Here, +attended by a torch-dance of gleaming hopes, he went to and fro, but his +eye was a telescope, and his ear was a hearing-trumpet. The green avenue +wound up over the garden till it grew into another near the bath-house; +into this he entered so as not to meet the blind one, or rather her +attendant. + +But nothing came. To be sure he had not, like the moon,--as was, indeed, +to have been expected of him,--come a half-hour too late, but in fact a +half-hour too early. The moon, that star which leads wise men full of +incense to the adoration, at last let fall broad, long, silver-leaves, +like festive tapestry, into Liana's eastern room,--the Madonna on the +palace was arrayed in the halo and nun's-veil of her rays,--the +Minister's wife stood already at the window,--Nature played the +larghetto[68] of an enchanted evening in deeper and deeper +strains,--when Albano caught nothing further except a smaller one, made +up of mere tones, which came from the bath-house, the pleasure-seat of +all his wishes, and which, dying, would fain breathe its last with the +spring-day. But he could not guess who played it. One might have +inferred that it was Roquairol, merely because he afterward, as I shall +relate, according to the April-like nature of his musical temperament, +sprang up out of pianissimo into a too wild fortissimo. The brother, +exiled by his father, could at least in the bath-house see and console +his dear sister, and show her his love and his penitence; although his +stormy repentance makes a second necessary, and at last became only a +more pious repetition of his fault. + +Although Albano's fancy was a retina of the universe, on which every +world sharply pictured itself, and his heart the sounding-board of the +sphere-music, in which each revolved, yet neither the evening nor the +larghetto, with their rays and tones, could pierce through the high +waves which expectation as well as anxiety (both obscure nature and art) +dashed up within him. The bank of the fountains is entwined around with +a green ring of orange-trees, whose blossoms, in the East, according to +the Selam-cipher, signify _hopes_; but really one after another was +short-lived, when he thought of the cold, clear mother, or of his +perhaps vain waiting. The fountains leaped not yet,--he kept plucking +away, like a premature autumn, more and more of the broad fan-leaves +from his blooming Spanish wall, and still, through all his widening +windows, saw no Liana coming down along the pebbly path (which was +impossible, for the very reason that she had been long standing in the +bath-house with her brother), and he began to despair of her appearance, +when the brother suddenly stormed into the above-mentioned fortissimo, +and all the fountains sent up before the moon murmuring wreaths of +sparkling silver. Albano looked out.... + +Liana stood up there in the glimmer of the moon, behind the fluttering +water. What an apparition! He tore asunder the twigs of the foliage +before his face, and gazed, uncovered and breathless, upon the sacredly +beautiful form! As Grecian gods stand and look unearthly before the +torch, so shone Liana before the moon, overshadowed with the myriad +glancing reflections of the silvery rainbows, and the blest youth saw +irradiated the young, open, still Mary's-brow, upon which no vexation +and no effort had as yet cast a wave,--and the thin, tender, +scarcely-arched line of the eyebrows,--and the face like a perfect +pearl, oval and white,--and the loosely flowing ringlets lying on the +May-flowers over her heart,--and the delicate grace's-proportions, +which, like the white attire, seemed to exalt the form,--and the ideal +stillness of her nature, which made her place, instead of an arm, only a +finger upon the balustrade, as if the Psyche only floated over the +lily-bells of the body, and neither shook nor bowed them,--and the large +blue eyes, which, while the head sank a little, opened upward with such +inexpressible beauty, and seemed to lose themselves in dreams and in +distant plains reflecting the evening-twilight's glow! + +Thou too fortunate man!--to whom the only visible goddess, Beauty, +appears so suddenly, in her omnipotence, and attended by all her +heavens! The present, with its shapes, is unknown to thee,--the past +fades away,--the near tones seem to steal from the depth of +distance,--the unearthly apparition overflows and overpowers with +splendor the mortal breast! + +Ah, why must a deep, cold cloud steal through this pure and lofty +heaven? Ah, why didst thou not find the heavenly one earlier or +later?--and why must she herself remind thee of her sorrow? + +For Liana--into whose veiled eye only a strong light could trickle +through--was looking for the moon, which was a little overhung by its +own aurora, and she turned her head around gropingly, because she +thought a linden-top concealed it;--and this uncertain inclination so +suddenly pictured to him her misfortune in a thousand colors! A quick +pang pressed his eyes, so that tears and sparks darted from them, and +pity cried within him: "O thou innocent eye! why art thou veiled? Why +from this grateful, good soul is May and the whole creation taken away? +And she sends round in vain a look of love after her mother and her +companion, and--O God! she knows not where they stand." + +But the curtain of the moon soon floated aside, and she smiled serenely +on its radiance, as the blind Milton in his immortal song smiles upon +the sun, or as an inhabitant of earth smiles upon the earliest splendor +of the next life. + +A nightingale, who hitherto, while hopping after a glow-worm among the +distant flowers, had responded to the tones in the chamber only with +single game-calls and complemental notes of joy, flew nearer to Liana, +and the winged miniature-organ drew out at once all its flute-stops, so +that Liana, forgetting her blindness, looked down, and Albano started +back alarmed, as if she were looking upon him. Then was her pale face, +upon the cheeks of which a light redness played, as upon the white pink, +tenderly suffused with the faint red bloom of emotion under the mingling +tones of the brother and of the nightingale,--the eyelids quivered +oftener over the gleaming eyes,--and at last the gleam became a quiet +tear,--it was not a tear of pain nor of joy, but that soft tear in which +the longing of the heart overflows; as, in spring, overfull twigs, +though unwounded, weep. + +There dwells in man a rough, blind cyclops, who in our storms always +begins to speak, and gives us fatal counsel. Frightfully at this moment, +in Zesara, did the whole awakened energy of his bosom bestir +itself,--that wild spirit which drags us on condor's wings to the brink +of the precipice; and the cyclops cried aloud in him: "Rush out,--kneel +before her,--tell her thy whole heart;--what though thou then art lost +forever, if thou hast only caught one sound of this soul!--and then cool +and sacrifice thyself in the cold waters at her feet." Verily he +thirsted for the fresh basin in which the fountains leaped back. But ah! +before this gentle, this afflicted and pure one? "No," said the good +spirit in him, "wound her not again, as her brother did. O spare her! be +silent, respectful: then thou lovest her." + +Here he stepped out on the illuminated earth as into a heavenly hall, +and took the open sun-path, but softly, along before the fountains. As +he passed by her, all at once the arcade of drops, which had half +latticed her round, collapsed, and Liana stood cloudless, as a pure +Luna, without her cloud-court, in the deep blue of heaven; a shining +lily[69] from the next world, which, to herself, is a sign that she is +soon to pass thither. O his heart, full of virtue, felt with trembling +the nearness of virtue in another; and, with all signs of the deepest +veneration, he walked along by the quiet being, who could not observe +them. + +Not till, at every step, a heaven had escaped from him, and he at last +had none but the one above his head, did he become quite gentle; and +then he was glad that he had not been bolder. How the earth now shines +to him, how the heaven of suns approaches him, how his heart loves! O, +at some future time after yet many years, when this _glowing_ +rose-garden of rapture already lies far behind thy back, how softly and +magically will it, when thou turnest round and lookest toward it, +glimmer after thee as a _white_ rose-parterre of memory! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[63] The title of a man, among the Romans, who walked behind the +corpse and acted out the looks and character which the deceased +had when living.--_Pers._, Sat. 3. + +[64] As Solomon says, "Desire shall fail."--TR. + +[65] It had formerly refused to give the Spanish knight the hand +of the Princess; but I have had the promise of satisfactory +documents on this weighty article. + +[66] Dian's family reside at Lilar. + +[67] Roman Arria, who stabbed herself to show her Poetus how to +die.--TR. + +[68] A movement in music a little more than two degrees quicker +than adagio.--TR. + +[69] It used to be believed that a lily lying in the +singing-seats signified the death of the person to whom it +belonged. + + + + +SEVENTH JUBILEE. + + ALBANO'S PECULIARITY.--THE INTRICATE INTERLACINGS OF + POLITICS.--THE HEROSTRATUS OF GAMING-TABLES.--PATERNAL + "MANDATUM SINE CLAUSULA."--GOOD SOCIETY.--MR. VON + BOUVEROT.--LIANA'S SPIRITUAL AND BODILY PRESENCE. + + +36. CYCLE. + +If the Feudal-Provost Von Hafenreffer had no existence except as a +creature of my fancy, I should certainly proceed with my history, and +tell the world, as matter of fact (and the whole romance-writing set +would go to the death upon it[70]), that Albano was sitting there the +next morning, blind and deaf, behind the broad bandage which the +bandage-maker Cupid had bound before his eyes,--that he had not been +able to count more than _five_, except at evening, when he cast up the +strokes of the clock, in order, afterward, to run in a magic circle +round the Froulay water-house, like one who sets out to _charm the fire_ +which glides snake-like after him,--that he had, through those two +blow-holes[71] wherewith sentimental whales blubber right out in +bookstores, spouted out considerable streams,--for the rest, had never +looked at another book (except some leaves in the book of Nature), nor +at another human being (except a blind man),--"and to this my surgeon's +certificate of erotic wound-fevers (I would say at the conclusion of my +lies) Nature manifestly sets her privy seal." + +That she does not, says Hafenreffer; these are nothing but confounded +lies; the case is quite otherwise, thus:-- + +Zesara never stole a second time into Froulay's garden; a proud blush of +shame darted over him at the very thought of the painful blush with +which he should come in contact, for the first time, with a mistrustful +or inquiring eye. + +But in this wise the dear soul remained hid from him until her recovery, +as the May-month did from her; and he silently tormented himself with +reckonings up of her sufferings and doubts of her cure. He was ashamed +to be taking any pleasure during her period of sadness, and forbade +himself the enjoyment of spring and the visiting of Lilar: ah! he knew +too, full well, that the loving spring and Lilar, where she had received +so many joys and the last wound, would make his heart too ungovernable +and too full. + +His thirst for knowledge and worth, his pride, which bade him stand in a +glorious light with his father and his two friends, impelled him onward +in his career. With all his native fire he threw himself upon +jurisprudence, and took no longer any other walks than between the +lecture-room and his study-chamber. To this zeal he was driven by a +characteristic passion for completeness; everything imperfect was to him +almost a physical horror; he was shocked at defective collections, +broken sets of monthly magazines, lawsuits left to sleep, libraries, +because he could never read them out, people who died as aspirants for +office, or in the midst of building-plans, or without a rounded system +of thought, or as journeymen clothiers' boys or shoemakers' apprentices, +and even Augusti's flute-playing, which he only took up _by the way_. It +was the same energy which made him hold the bridle of Psyche's winged +horse tight, and stick the rowel of the spur into him; even when a child +he had experimented on this kind of force, in the holding of his breath, +or in the painful pressure of a sore spot,--and, by Heaven! he now, +figuratively, did both again. There dwelt in him a mighty will, which +merely said to the serving-company of impulses, Let it be! Such a will +is not stoicism, which rules merely over internal _malefactors_, or +_knaves_, or _prisoners of war_, or _children_, but it is that genially +energetic spirit, which conditions and binds the healthy _savages_ of +our bosoms, and which says more royally to itself, than the Spanish +regent to others, I, the king! + +Ah, of course (how could his warm soul do otherwise?) he often stood, at +midnight, before the breezy window, and looked tearfully at the white +Madonna of the ministerial palace, silvered by the pure moon. Yes, in +the daytime, he often sketched in his souvenir (it happened to be a +fountain and a form behind it, nothing more), or he read in the Messiah +(naturally going on with the canto which he had already begun at the +house of the Minister's lady), or he informed himself about nervous +maladies, (was he, perhaps, with all his studying, guarded against +them?) or he let the fire of his fingers run over the strings,--nay, he +would have plucked nothing but roses, although with thorns, had this +been their blooming season. + +And this sighing, stifled soul must shut itself up! O, he began already +to fear every key of the harpsichord would become a stylus, the +instrument itself a box of letters, and all actions treacherously +legible words. For he must keep silent. The first young love, like that +of business people (those of the Electorate of Saxony excepted), needs +no instruments of speech, at most only a portable inkstand and pen. Only +worldly people, who repeat their declarations of love quite as often as +the players, are in a situation--and on similar grounds--to publish +them, just as the players do. But in the holier season of life the image +of the most beloved soul is hung, not in the parlor and antechamber, but +in the dim, silent oratory: only with loved ones do we speak of loved +ones. Ah, it was with reluctance that he even heard others speak of his +saint; and he often stole (with the altar of incense in his bosom) out +of the room where people were carrying round for her a censer more full +of coal-smoke than of frankincense. + + +37. CYCLE. + +They were expecting every day in Pestitz the return of the German +gentleman M. de Bouverot, who had been in Haarhaar, putting the last +retouching hand to the almost sketched marriage contract between Luigi +and a Haarhaar princess, Isabella. Augusti was not partial to him, and +even said Bouverot had no _honnêteté_;[72] and related the following, +but with the soft irony of a man of the world: + +Some years before, Bouverot had been sent by the court of Haarhaar[73] +to the Pope at Rome, in relation to certain canonical difficulties; +just at the time when Luigi also made the princely procession to Rome, +together with his Romish indictions.[74] Now Haarhaar, which in truth +already went _chapeau-bas_ with the princely hat of Hohenfliess, and had +every possible officinal prospect of wearing it, would not, for this +very reason, present the appearance of looking with cold eyes on the +extinction of the race of Hohenfliess, the more, as the very male +support of the line, Luigi, even in his first years, was not a hero of +any great nervous significance. Nay, it must needs be a matter of some +consequence to the court of Haarhaar that the good thin autumn-flowerage +should return, if possible, _otherwise_ than it went out; and even on +such grounds it privily instructed the German gentleman to +rule and watch over all his pleasures and pains as _maître de +plaisirs_,--especially with _maîtresses de plaisirs_,--in such a manner +as to give perfect satisfaction in this respect. Meanwhile, if our +princely abiturient[75] had started pure as a fœtus, unhappily he was +brought back ground down to a _punctum saliens_, especially as, by +sundry caprioles and other leaps through the hoop of pleasure, he was +spoiled for the leap into the knight's saddle. It may be possible that +the German gentleman was too sanguine in his expectations of the +rejuvenescence of the Prince; yes, he may have imitated the +youth-restoring, wondrous essence of the Marquis d'Aymar,[76] whereby an +innocent old lady, who anointed herself with the elixir more than her +years required, was, through the excessive renovation, reduced to a +little child. In short, by this crusade under the Knight of the Cross, +Bouverot, the princely seat of Hohenfliess--as is often the consequence +of crusades--will be left open at the proper time, and Haarhaar will +seat itself thereon. + +I confess reluctantly that Albano, in the beginning,--because, with all +his sharp-sightedness, his purity was quite as great,--comprehended the +fact only confusedly; but when he did get the idea, it was to him +_pharmaceutic_ manna, as it was to Schoppe _Israelitish_. "The Knight of +the Cross," said the latter, "beareth not his cross in vain,--it does +him quite as much service as one daubed on the houses in Italy does to +them: not a soul may do on either of them what even in Rome may be done +before every antechamber." + +Not long after that our three friends were going out into the street +just at the hour when the noisy carriages rolled along to tea and play, +when a litter was carried by before them with the seat _backward_, +whereupon, however, a man was sitting. "Holy Father!" cried Schoppe, "in +there sits, bodily, Cephisio, from Rome, who must sometime or other give +me a sound drubbing."--"Softly, softly!" said Augusti, "that is the +German gentleman; Cephisio is his Arcadian name."[77]--"Well, I rejoice +so much the more that I once in my life had a hearty, downright set-to +with the red-nose," said he, turning round and accompanying the litter, +with his arms thrust under it, for almost ten paces, in order to get a +better view of the caged bird, before the latter snatched-to the +curtains. Albano caught a glimpse within the litter, as it passed +swiftly along, only of a sharp eye drawn like a dagger, and a +red-glowing nose-bud. + +Schoppe came back and related the transactions in Rome. He said, +against all mortal sinners, blood-guilty men, and imps of iniquity he +bore no such bitter and grim wrath as against professional bankers, +_croupiers_,[78] and _Grecs_; if he had a canker-worm-iron wherewith he +might scrape away this vermin from the earth, or a cochineal-mill +wherewith he might grind them to powder, he would do it most cordially. +"O heavens!" he then broke out, "had I in fact my foot just stretched +out over the curling, coiling worm-stalk (and though that foot had the +gout in it), I would gladly dash it down upon them, and tread out the +vile filth." But what he could, he did. Being his own travelling +servant, and a decoy-spider, darting to and fro through all Europe, he +had full often the pleasure of getting these faro-leaf-caterpillars and +leaf-sappers under his thumb,--of becoming their pretended +associate,--learning their tactics,--and then rolling some fire-wheel or +other into their hissing snakes'-hole. I am not intimately instructed +whether it is known in Leipsic who the ringleader was that, a short time +since, at the fair, played a mock-police with mimic-constables, and +broke up a bank;--at least the bankers were altogether out on the +subject, because they were expecting the real police the next day, and +were begging for some indulgences and _il_legal-benefits; but I am in a +condition here to name the thief-catcher: it was Schoppe. The spoils he +applied mostly to the purpose of running new mines under the +faro-tables. + +With Cephisio he had played his cards otherwise. He stepped up before +his bank, and looked on for some minutes, and at last presented a card +with a shield-louis-d'or. It won, and he showed behind the card a long +roll of louis. Bouverot would not pay this roll. "He had not seen +anything," he said. "What is your _croupier_ sitting there for, then?" +said Schoppe, and pronounced them swindlers, if they did not pay. To +escape greater damage, they paid him his winnings. He took the money +coldly, and departed, with these words to the Pointeurs: "Gentlemen, I +assure you, you are playing here with finished cheats; but they have +paid me only because I knew them." Amidst the increasing stiffness and +paleness of the partners he turned, and slowly, with his +broad-shouldered, compact figure, and his knotty cudgel, walked away +unscathed. + +Augusti wished from his heart--for the persecution's sake--that Bouverot +might not know the Librarian again. They found at home an invitation +from the Minister to tea and supper. "The poor daughter!" said Augusti; +"for the sake of this Bouverot, the half-blind one must go to-morrow to +the table." Meanwhile, our youth will then surely see her again at last, +and only a spring-day separates him from the dearest object! If Augusti +is right, then my observation fits in here, that a good sound villain is +always the motive-pike which sets the still, quaker-like carp-tribe in +the pond to swimming; the hidden pock-matter, which brings cold children +at once to life. + + +38. CYCLE. + +Liana's eyes healed, but only slowly: Nature would not lead her at once +out of her sombre prison into the sun; she could now, like the +philosophers, just recognize light rather than forms. Nevertheless, the +Minister issued cabinet orders that she should day after to-morrow play +on the harmonica, appear at the _souper_, and even make the salad, and +thereby mask her blindness. He sometimes commanded impossible things, in +order to meet with as much disobedience as his anger needed for the +purpose of venting itself in punishment. Certain people keep themselves +all day long full of vexation beforehand for some coming event or other, +like urinal phosphate, which always boils under the microscope, or +forges, wherein every day fire breaks out. + +The Minister's lady pronounced her soft, firm, No. About the harmonica +she said she had asked the Doctor, in his name, who had strictly +forbidden it; and the rest was an impossibility. Here he could already, +he felt so like it, be angry at several things, especially at the asking +of the Doctor, which, however, had not yet taken place; he grew mad +enough, and swore he should act according to _his own_ principles, and +devil a bit did he care for _other_ people's. + +This _principle_ was in the present case the German gentleman. That is +to say, the above-mentioned anecdote--Bouverot's guardianship of the +hereditary Prince on his travels, or the design of the thing--had at +both courts come to be the common talk in assemblies and at tables, and +was hidden only from the Prince Luigi; for on thrones, there are almost +no mysteries to any one excepting him (hardly his wife) who sits +thereupon, as in whispering-galleries the people in distant corners hear +everything aloud, only not he who stands in the middle. The German +gentleman was, therefore, in the Hohenfliess system, the important +port-vein and pulmonary artery wherewith even Froulay would water +himself. The latter is obliged throughout to serve the present and the +future, or two masters, of whom the one of Haarhaar might very soon be +his. + +Bouverot was attached not merely to Froulay the minister, but to Froulay +the father; a man like him, who causes to be sent after him from Italy a +whole cabinet of Art, and whose acquaintance with the arts has so long +knit together even him and the Prince, must know how to prize a Madonna +of such carnation as Liana, and of the Romish school, and, what is more, +who, detached from the canvas, moved as a full, breathing rose. As to +marrying the rose, that he could not propose to himself, because he was +a German Herr. + +He had not seen her since his Italian tour,--nor had the Count +either,--to both the Minister wished to show her as a round pearl of +special whiteness and figure. Froulay had--which after all happens +oftener than we imagine--quite as much vanity as pride; the latter to +repel blame, the former to court praise. But I should have now to write +a tournament-chronicle to tell posterity the half of all his raging and +racing and lance-thrusts, in a fight wherein he served under the banners +of enmity, vanity, and avarice. He was no more to be hunted to death +than a wolf. All weapons were alike to him, and he was ever taking +sharper and more poisonous ones. In the old _judicial_ duels between man +and wife, the man stood commonly up to his stomach in a pit, in order to +bring his strength down to a level with the woman's, and she struck at +him with a stone tied up in a veil; but in the _matrimonial_ duels the +man seems to stand in the free air and the woman in the earth, and she +often has only the _veil_ without the stone. + +In this combat there stepped between the two a shining peace-angel who +caught the wounds, namely, Liana. The daughter, who had an enthusiastic +love for her mother, and the womanly reverence for the stronger sex +toward her father, and who suffered so endlessly under their strifes, +fell upon her mother's neck and begged her to allow her what her father +demanded; she would certainly do everything so as not to excite +observation; she would take the greatest pains and practise herself +specially beforehand,--ah, he would otherwise only be still more unkind +to her poor brother,--this discord, merely on her account, was so +painful to her, and perhaps more injurious than playing on the +harmonica. + +"My child, thou knowest," said the mother, for now she _had_ asked, +"what the physician said yesterday against the harmonica; the rest is at +thine own risk!" Liana kissed her joyfully. She must needs be led to her +father, that she might make known to him aloud the gladness of her +obedience. "I thank you, and be hanged," said he, softly; "it is simply +your cursed duty." She left him with her joy dissipated to atoms, but +without any great pangs; she was already accustomed to this. + + +39. CYCLE. + +The Lector, while they were yet on their way to the Minister's, begged +Albano to moderate the fire of his assertions and his pantomimes. He +made known to him only so much of the family-jar as was necessary, in +order that he might not, by a mistaken idea of her restoration, throw +Liana into embarrassment. As they entered the card-room, everything was +already in full blaze. + +As, at this time, no one is presented to him, I must do it; they are +disciples (at least _twelfth_ disciples) of the Minister. + +And first, I introduce to thee the holy President of Justice, Von +Landrok, a good apothecary's-balance of Themis, which weighs out +scruples, and wherein no false weights lie; but what is quite as bad, +much smut, rubbish, and rust. Those at the ombre-table near by are the +lords and ladies of Vey, Flöl, and Kob, sleek, fine souls, like minerals +in cabinets, polished off on the show-side, but on the concealed base +still jagged and scratching. + +Go with me to the entrance of the next apartment; here I have to present +to thee the young but fat canon Von Meiler, who, in order to line and +stuff out and pad his inner man with a thick, warm, outer one, needs to +fleece no more peasants yearly than the number of linden-trees the +Russian peels for his bark-shoes, namely, one hundred and fifty. + +The apartment into which thou art looking I present to thee as a +fly-glass full of courtiers, who, in order to enter into the _kingdom of +heaven_, have become not merely _children_, but in fact _embryons_ of +four weeks, who, as is well known, look like flies; if Swift desires of +his servants nothing more than the _shutting-to_ of the doors, these +wish nothing of their employer and bread-provider but the _leaving-open_ +of the same. + +I have the honor to set before thee yonder--it is he who is not +playing--the holy Church-Counsellor, Schäpe, who would fain be chief +chaplain to the court; a soft scoundrel, who soaks and softens the +seed-corns of the divine and human word, like melon-seed (they are +thereby to spring up sooner in the heart), so long in sugared wine, that +they rot in it; a spiritual lord who never in his life _offered_ any +other prayers than the two which he always refuses, the _fourth_ and +_fifth_.[79] + +But the Lector will soon name to thee, at the window, every one of the +lords and dames, coldly, gently, and without pantomime. At present the +Minister himself conducts thee to a gentleman, one of the players, with +a cross on, who drinks water with saltpetre, and is continually licking +his dry mouth; it is _Bouverot_,--he is just rising in thy presence; +examine the cold, but impudent and cutting, sharply-ground eye, whose +corners resemble a pair of open tinman's-shears, or a trap set,--the red +nose, and the hard, lipless mouth, whose reddish crab's-claw, worn off +by whetting, pinches together,--the cocked-up chin, and the whole +stocky, firm figure. Albano does not surprise him; he has already seen +all men, and he inquires about no one. + +The Minister refreshed the youth, whose inner being was one snarl, with +the promise that at supper he would present to him his daughter. He +offered him a game; but Alban replied, with a too youthful accent, he +never played. + +He could now roam round through the lanes of the card-tables, and survey +whatever he wished. In such a case one posts himself, if there is no one +of the company whom he can endure, exactly before or beside the face he +detests the most, in order inwardly to lash himself into vexation at +every word and every feature of the countenance. Albano might have had +many visages in his eye which were, at least in a small degree, +intolerable, and by which he might have stationed himself;--nay, no +sufficient reasons could have been assigned why he should not have given +his whole attention to a certain chaffy, dried up paste-eel, a weakling +full of impertinence, who was observing through an eye-glass the card +constellations as they came up, while Albano could extend the feelers +of his optic nerves even to the spots on the cards in the second +apartment;--there would, indeed, have been no reasons, had not the +German gentleman been there; before him he must place himself; of him he +knew the most and the worst; he stood in distant connection with +Schoppe, even with Liana. Furies! in the neighborhood of certain faces +the pinions of the soul crumple up and mew themselves as swans' and +pigeons' feathers are crushed before eagles' quills; it was as +uncomfortable and close for all the innocent feelings in such a roomy +breast as Albano's, as it is to a flock of pigeons into whose cote some +one has thrown the tail of a polecat. + +I cannot disguise the fact, he muttered and growled inwardly at all the +man did and had,--whether it was his having fingers whose points were +finely shaved for the faro-game, and whose nails had been somewhat +peeled off by an altogether worse game of _hazard_ yet,--or his looking +occasionally through the hair of his eyebrows,--or (only once) squashing +a fly by a sudden snapping to of his lips like a fly-trap,--or his +uttering now a line of German and now of French, which I expect of good +circles, whereas only low people never bring out a German word, except a +few, such as _Lansquenet_,[80] _canif_ (kneif), _birambrot_ (bier am +brod), excepted. Suffice it, he thought always of Schoppe's fine +expression: "There are men and times at which and with whom nothing +could be more refreshing to an honest man than--to give them a sound +drubbing." Duelling is quite as good, thought the Count. + +However, Schoppe must here be justified by an authority. Namely, the +author himself, otherwise such a soft, warm swan-skin, could never stand +behind card-table-chairs without becoming a complete game-cock, and +spreading out his scratching, bristly wing the wider the longer he idly +looked on; the reason is this, that in general one finds only those +people more and more tolerable and better upon acquaintance, with whom +one pursues and purposes the same kind of objects. + +Albano wished heartily he had his brother-in-arms Schoppe with him now; +he went often, it is true, to Augusti to vent himself; but _he_ always +sought to pacify him; yes, by keeping himself constantly engaged with +the church-counsellor, he cut off from him the opportunity of betraying +his youthful, inexperienced soul to listeners. Moreover, the Lector +chose afterward for half an hour--what familiar friends often do in the +absence of familiar female friends--the latter (namely, absence). + +The Count stood some time behind Bouverot's seat, and looked into a +Chinese mirror, japanned on the inside with grotesque figures, and +changed his position constantly, till he brought Cephisio's face to +appear therein right beside a painted dragon, just by way of +comparison;--all this went on, interrupted, however, by constantly +increasing heart-beatings for Liana, when the servants opened the doors +to the supper-hall; and now his heart thumped even to pain, and his +form, already so blooming with youth, hung all full of the roses of +happy and modest confusion. + + +40. CYCLE. + +With beating heart and burning cheek he made his way into the midst of +the motley promenading throng with some old lady or other, who, in her +vanity, misunderstood him, and at once hung on his arm like a +spring-bracelet, and who got nothing from him but--answers. With flying +and piercing glances he stepped into the bright hall, which seemed as if +it were made of crystallized light, and into the sea of heads. He was +just making some answer when he caught, in the tumult behind him, the +low words, "I certainly hear my brother,"--and immediately the still +lower refutation, "It is my Count." He turned round; between the Lector +and her mother stood the dear Liana, a modest, timid, pale-red angel, in +a black silk dress, over which ran only the glittering spring-frost of a +silver chain, and with a light ribbon in her blond hair. The mother +presented her to him, and the tender cheek bloomed more redly,--for she +had, indeed, confounded the similar voices of the guest and the +brother,--and she cast down those beautiful eyes which could see +nothing. Ah, Albano, how violently thy heart trembles now that the past +has become present, the moonlit night a spring morning; and this still +form, now so near thee, works far more mightily than in any dream! She +was too holy in his sight for him to have been able to utter a lie +before her about the apparent recovery; he preferred silence;--and thus +the warmest friend of her life came to her the first time only veiled +and dumb. + +The Lector soon led her away to her seat under the second lustre; +opposite her sat her mother (probably, for this reason, that the good, +unconscious daughter, who surely could not always be letting her eyelids +fall, might raise them with friendliness and propriety towards a beloved +being); the German gentleman, as an acquaintance, seated himself, +without further ceremony, on her right, Augusti on her left,--Zesara, as +Count, came far up above beside the highest lady. + +Deuse take it! that is, unfortunately, so often my own case! I assert +the upper seat of honor,--and observe, a mile below me, the daughter, +but, like a myops, only half of her, and can bring about nothing the +whole evening. Do pray transpose me without any scruples down beside +her,--you have to deal with nothing more than a puffed-up man,--why, on +earth, as in the heavens, must, then, the largest planets be placed +exactly the farthest from their sun? + +I now draw my readers to the Minister's table, not to show them the +ministerial pomp ingrafted upon avarice, or his dance of honor hemmed in +between the parallel lines of etiquette, or even his family arms, which +were carried round on every chafing-dish and salt-cellar, and with the +ice and mustard,--enough for us to know the ubiquity of the insignia +upon his flower-pots, shirts, bed-clothes, dog's cravats, and all his +thoughts; but the reader shall just now look only at my hero. + +He is very prominent. Upon such a new-comer, people, in a +residence-city, have already, before he has fairly given the driver his +drinking-money, got all possible light of nature and revelation; +nineteen of the company were fastened upon him as his moral odometers. +The boldness of his nature and his rank made up with him for worldly +tact, which was missed nowhere except in this, that he never took sides +except in the very strongest manner, and always ran off into general and +cosmopolitan observations. But see, I pray you!--O, I wish Liana could +see it,--how the rosy glow and the fresh green of his healthiness shines +among the yellow sicklings of the age, out of whom, as from ships on the +African coast of youth, all the pitch that held them together had run +out,--and how the cheek-redness of spiritual health, a tender, +ever-returning suffusion (from anxiety about Liana) graces him, whereas +most of the world's people at the table seem, like cotton wool, to take +all colors more easily than _red_! + +He looked and listened, against the salvation-laws of visiting, too much +to Liana. She ate, under the heightened redness of a fear of mistaking, +only sparingly, but without embarrassment; the Lector, with easy hand, +barred up against her the smallest road to error. What astonished him +was, that she covered such a sensitive and easily weeping heart with +such an unembarrassed cheerfulness of countenance and conversation. +Young man! _that_ is, with the most delicate maidens, free from pangs of +love, no covering and disguise, but an enjoying of the moment and +habitual courtesy! She retained so considerately (what she had probably +learned beforehand) the relative rank of the familiar voices, that she +never directed her answer to the wrong place. She, however, looked often +to her mother with full eyes, and smiled then still more serenely, not, +however, for the purpose of deceiving, but from real, hearty love. + +Touching her salad, the best and most fit to be a prince's table-guest +among my female readers, who had seen her mix it, would have taken +several fork-loads thereof. Uncommonly charming was it, when, growing +more earnest and red, she drew off her glove before the blue, celestial +hemisphere of glass; with white hands and supple arms, without a silken +fold, worked away in the green, between the blue of the glass and the +black of the silk; considerately felt for the vinegar-and oil-castors, +and poured out as much as her practice (and the deciphered advice of the +Lector,--at least so it seems to me) directed. By heavens! the dressing +is, in this case, the salad; and the vain Minister, who had no +understanding of pictures, had a great eye for things that would make +good pictures. + +The mother seemed scarcely to look at the leaf-mixing. To the Count, the +Minister's lady seemed to-day to have only good-breeding and no pious +strictness; but he did not yet sufficiently know those polished women, +who have refinement without wit, sensibility without fire, clearness +without coldness; who borrow of the snail his feelers, his softness, his +coolness, and his dumb gait, and who demand and deserve more confidence +than they obtain. + +At this moment came in Cephisio, like an angel among three men in the +fiery furnace, but a dark angel. To the Count, his contiguity of seat, +and every word he addressed to Liana, was already a crucifixion,--only +to pass with a look from her to him was an agony, little different from +that which I should have, if I had spent a day at Dresden in the antique +Olympus of ancient gods, and then, on going out, should fall into a +refectory full of swollen monks, or into a naturalist's cabinet full of +stuffed malefactors' skins and bottled embryo-spiders. However he was +pacified--in my opinion, only deceived--by one thing, that the German +gentleman did not blaze away in lyrics beside her, was neither in heaven +nor out of his head, but in his head, and quite composed and very +polite. There are no pigeons, Count,--ask the farmers,--which the hawks +oftener pounce upon than the _glossy white_ ones! + +The German gentleman now produced a snuff-box, with a neat picture of +Lilar, and asked Liana how it pleased her; he liked the sentimentality +of it particularly. + +The Lector was terrified, leaned forward toward the box-piece, and threw +out a few opinions beforehand which should guide the half-blind one in +forming her own; but after she had passed it two or three times +obliquely against the lights and near before her eyes, she was able to +express an original opinion herself, that the child illuminated by the +half-sunken sun, who is drawn aloft by a flower-chain under the +triumphal arch, was, to her feelings, "so very lovely." Here--and I have +observed the same case in a half-blind lady of powerful fancy and +receptive sense of art--the effort and the artistic sense, or the +spiritual eye, came to meet the bodily half-way. The box, as well as its +snuff, was presented farther on, and came down along to the Counsellor +of Arts, Fraischdörfer, upon whom the new Prince's love of the arts and +the favorite's knowledge in them now placed new crowns; he found fault +with nothing but the white of the blossoms. "Spring," said he, "is, by +reason of its wearisome whiteness, a mere monochrome; I have visited +Lilar only in autumn." "There is the nightingale's song, too, which we +of course cannot paint, but yet we can hear it," said Liana, cheerfully; +he was her teacher, and now, in the technology of painting, even her +father's. Over all her acquisitions and inner fruits and blossoms the +rose of silence had been painted; to that her tyrannical father had +entirely accustomed her, and especially before men, in whom she always +revered copied fathers. + +When the landscape came to Albano, and he held before him in miniature +that spring night when Lilar and the noble old man appeared to him so +enchantingly,--and as he touched what the dear soul had handled,--and +now in his own soul all accordant strings trembled,--just then the Devil +struck again a dissonant chord of the seventh:-- + +"The Prince, gracious sir," said the Minister to the German gentleman, +"was yesterday buried in private; only eight days hence we have the +public interment. We are obliged to hasten, because the suspension of +the court-mourning lasts until the inauguration, on _ascension-day_, is +gone by." I am too much excited to express myself upon the eternal +master of ceremonies, Froulay, who would have raised a lantern-tax in +the sun, and bridge-toll before park-bridges and asses'-bridges; but +Albano, dazzled by so many side-lights and glancing rays,--reminded of +Liana's sorrow over the old man, of his birthday, of the heart without a +breast, and of the madness of the world,--was not in a condition, +however much he had intended appearing in gentleness and lambs' clothes +before Froulay, to keep the latter on; but he must needs (and louder +than he meant), in opposition to his next neighbor, the Church +Counsellor, Schäpe, with too great youthful exasperation (not lessened +by the eager listening of Liana for the brotherly voice) declare himself +against many things,--against the everlasting dead sham-life of +men,--against the ceremonial haughtiness of a soulless form,--against +this starving on love merely from making false shows of it;--ah, his +whole heart burned on his lip! + +The honest Schäpe, whom I just now called a scoundrel, took, with +several expressions of countenance, Albano's part. But I do not by any +means, friend Albano!--thou hast yet to learn for the first time that +men, in respect to ceremonies, modes, and laws, like a flock of sheep, +will, in a body, provided the bell-wether can only be got to leap over a +pole, continue to leap carefully over the same place when the pole has +been taken away;--and the most and highest leaps, in the state, are +those we make without the pole. But a youth would be an ordinary one who +should love civil life very early, however certain it is that he and we +all judge too bitterly the faults of every office which we do not +ourselves hold. + +The company listened in silence, and, out of politeness, only inwardly +admired; on Liana fell a tender seriousness. + +They rose,--the closeness vanished,--so did his zeal;--but, whether it +came from the speaking, or the contemplation of the loved object, or +from a youthful over-leaping of the hedges of visiting-propriety,--(it +arose not, however, from want of manners),--the fact is not to be denied +(and I do my best, too, to give it exactly) that the Count left the poor +old lady who had been escorted in by him,--Hafenreffer himself knows not +her name,--left her standing, and, I believe unconsciously, took Liana +under his escort. Ah, her! What shall I say of the magic nearness of the +dreamed-of soul,--of the light resting of her hand, felt only by the arm +of the inner man, not of the outer,--of the shortness of the heavenly +way, which should have been at least as long as Frederick Street? +Verily, he himself said nothing,--he thought merely of the abominable +Inhibitorial-room, where their separation must take place,--he trembled +at every effort to speak. "You have, perhaps," said Liana, lightly and +openly, who loved to hear the friendly voice, especially after the warm +discourse, "already visited our Lilar?"--"Truly not; but have you?" he +said, too much confused. "My mother and I have made it our favorite home +every spring." + +Now were they in the parting-chamber. Alas! there and thus he stood with +her, who saw nothing, for some seconds immovable, and looked straight +before him, wanting to say something, till he was aroused by her mother, +who was eagerly seeking, for her affection, which the whole evening had +been nourishing, a sequestered hour on her daughter's heart,--and so all +was over, for both vanished like apparitions. + +But Alban was as a man who is deserted by a glorious dream, and who all +the morning is so inwardly blest, but remembers the dream no more. And +yet, stands not Lilar open to him, and will he not surely see it, so +soon as ever Liana can see it too? + +Never was he more gentle. The attentive Lector, in this warm, fruitful +seed-time, threw in some good seed. He said, as they looked out together +into the moonlit night, Albano had this evening hardly brought forward +anything but thorny and exaggerated truths, which only imbitter, but do +not enlighten. At another time the Count would have asked him whether he +should have carried himself like Froulay and Bouverot, who, with all +possible tolerance, presented theses and antitheses to each other, like +an academical respondent and opponent, who previously prepare in concert +logical wounds and plasters of equal length;--but to-day he was very +kindly disposed towards him. Augusti had so delicately and +affectionately cared for mother and daughter,--he had, without +blackening or whitewashing, said much good, but nothing hastily, and his +expositions had been calmly listened to: he had neither flattered nor +offended. Albano, therefore, replied, softly: "But it is surely better +to imbitter, dear Augusti, than to put to sleep. And to whom shall I +then say the truth but to those who have it not nor any faith in it? +Surely not to others." "One can speak any truth," said he, "but one +cannot reckon as truth every mode and mood in which he speaks it." + +"Ah!" said Albano, and looked up; beneath the starry heaven stood the +marble Madonna of the palace, like a patron saint, softly +illuminated,--and he thought of her sister,[81]--and of Lilar,--and of +spring,--and of many dreams,--and how full his heart was of eternal +love, and that he had as yet no friend and no loved one. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[70] Lit. "Let themselves be struck dead thereupon," i. e. lay +their life that it was so. We have a vulgarism: "I'll be shot if +it's not so."--TR. + +[71] _Blase-löcher_, mouth-pieces.--TR. + +[72] _Honnêteté_ entirely excludes, in the higher classes, +murder; _dés honnêteté_, lying, &c., except in a _certain_ +degree. + +[73] This court is Catholic, but the country Lutheran; and to +this latter confession that of Hohenfliess also subscribes. + +[74] Or convocations every fifteen years.--TR. + +[75] A departing graduate.--TR. + +[76] See Count Lamberg's Day-book of a Man of the World. + +[77] Whoever goes to the Academy of the Arcadians, takes an +Arcadian name. + +[78] One who watches the card and takes up the money at the +bank.--TR. + +[79] Give us our daily bread, and forgive us our debts.--[? TR.] + +[80] Lanzknecht.--TR. + +[81] Liana.--TR. + + + + +EIGHTH JUBILEE. + + LE PETIT LEVER OF DR. SPHEX.--PATH TO + LILAR.--WOODLAND-BRIDGE.--THE MORNING IN + ARCADIA.--CHARITON.--LIANA'S LETTER AND PSALM OF + GRATITUDE.--SENTIMENTAL JOURNEY THROUGH A GARDEN.--THE + FLUTE-DELL.--CONCERNING THE REALITY OF THE IDEAL. + + +41. CYCLE. + +I Sat up all last night till towards morning,--for I cannot suffer any +strange _déchiffreur_ in the case,--in order to cipher out the Jubilee +to the very last word, so enchained was I by its charms; I hope, +however, as the mere thin leaf-skeleton from Hafenreffer's hand has +already done so much, that now, when I run through its veins with +sap-colors and glossy green, the leaf will do absolute miracles. + +With the Count it had been troubled weather since last evening. For the +patient, modest form which he had seen shone, like the purpose of a +great deed, before all the images of his soul; and in his dreams, and +before he sank to slumber, her gentle voice became the Philomela of a +spring-night. Withal, he heard them continually talking about her, +especially the Doctor, who every morning announced further progress of +the ocular cure, and at last placed Liana's setting out for Lilar nearer +and nearer. To hear of a loved one, however, even the most indifferent +thing, is far mightier than to think of her. He heard further, that her +brother, since the murder of her eyes, had withdrawn entirely from the +city, in which he would not again appear except on a so-called +festive-steed at the Prince's funeral;--and around this Eden, or rather +around its creatress, so high a garden-wall had been run, and he went +round the wall and found no gate. + +I know nothing more odious than this; but in what residence-city is it +otherwise? If I ever wrote a Romance (of which there is no probability), +one thing I affirm openly, there is nothing which I would so sedulously +shun as a residence-city, and a heroine in it saintly enough for a +canoness. For the conjunction of the upper planets is more easily +brought about than that of the upper class of lovers. Does _he_ wish to +speak alone with _her_ at Court or at tea or in her family, there stands +the Court, the tea-party, the family close by;--will he meet her in the +park, she rides, like the Chinese couriers, double, because we give a +consciousness to maidens, as nature gives all important organs, +duplicate, just as we give good wine double bottom;--will he meet her at +least accidentally in the street, then there stalks along behind her (if +the street lies in Dresden), a sour servant as her plague-vinegar, +soul-keeper, _curator sexus_, _chevalier d'honneur_, genius of Socrates, +contradictor, and Pestilentiary. In the country, on the other hand, the +parson's daughter takes a run (that is all), because the evening is so +heavenly, about the fields of the parsonage, and the candidate needs do +nothing more than put on his boots. Really, among people of rank, the +mantle of (erotic) love seems in the beginning to be a Dr. Faust's +mantle, which swears to soar over everything, whereas it merely covers +over everything; only, at last, there stands a Schreckhorn, a Mount +Pilate, and a Jungfrau, before one's nose. + +Blessed hero! On Friday came the Lector, and reported, that on Monday +the illustrious deceased--namely, his empty coffin--is to be buried, and +Roquairol rides the festive-steed,--and Liana is almost well, for she +goes with the Minister's lady to-morrow to Lilar, in all probability to +escape some sad black-bordered notes of condolence,--and, on the +following ascension-day comes the consecration and masquerade.... + +Blessed hero! I repeat. For hitherto what hast thou possessed of the +blooming vale of Tempe, except the barren heights whereon thou stood'st +looking down into the enchantment? + + +42. CYCLE. + +On the May-Saturday-evening, at 7 o'clock, every vapor disappeared from +the sky, and the brightly departing sun went to meet a glorious Sunday. +Albano, who then, at length, meant to visit the unseen Lilar, was, on +the evening before, as sacredly happy as if he were celebrating +confession eve before the first holy supper;--his sleep was one constant +ecstasy and awaking, and in every dream a mimic Sunday morning rose, and +the future became the dark prelude of the present. + +Early on Sunday he was about to sally forth, when he had to pass by the +half-glass door of the Doctor. "Sir Count, one moment!" cried he. When +he entered, the Doctor said, "Directly, dear Sir Count!" and went on +with what he was about. To the painters, who, in future centuries, will +draw from me as they have hitherto from Homer, I present the following +group of the Doctor as a treasure; he lay on his left side; Galen was +smoothing down his father's back with a little scratch-brush, while +Boerhave stood near him with a broad comb, and kept dragging that +instrument perpendicularly (not obliquely) through the hair. He always +said he knew nothing that cheered him up so, and was such a good +aperient, as brush and comb. Before the bed stood Van Swieten in a thick +fur, which the correctioner had to wear when the weather was warm and +his behavior bad, in order that he might, thus arrayed, be laughed at, +as well as half roasted. + +Two girls stood waiting there in full Sunday gala, and were thinking of +going out into the country to see a parson's daughter, and to the +village church; these he first mauled, limb by limb, with the hammer of +the law. He loved to make his children antipodes of Romish defendants, +who appear in rags and tatters, and so he set them in the pillory, all +ruffled and tasselled, especially before strangers. The Count had +already this long time, on the red children's account, been standing +with his face turned toward the open window; he could not, however, +refrain from saying, in Latin, "Were he his child, he would long ago +have made way with himself; he knew nothing more degrading than to be +scolded in finery." "It takes so much the deeper hold," said Sphex, in +German, and fired only these few farewell shots after the girls: "You +are a pair of geese, and will do nothing in church but just cackle about +your rags and tags; why don't you mind the parson? He is an ass, but he +preaches well enough for you she-asses; in the evening do you tell me +every word of the sermon." + +"Here is a laxative drink, Sir Count, which, as you are going to Lilar, +I beg you to give the Architect's lady for her little toads; but don't +take it ill!" By the deuse! that is what precisely those people most +frequently say, who, themselves, never take anything ill. The +Count,--who at another time would have contemptuously turned his back +upon him,--now blushing and silent before the preserver of his Liana, +put it into his pocket, because, too, it was for the children of his +beloved Dian, to whose spouse he wished to bear greetings and news. + + +43. CYCLE. + +Lilar is not, like so many princely gardens, a torn-out leaf +of a Hirschfeld,--a dead landscape-figurant and mimic- and +miniature-park,--one of those show-dishes which are now served up and +sketched at every court, of ruins, wildernesses, and woodland-cottages, +but Lilar is the _lusus naturæ_ and bucolic poem of the romantic and +sometimes juggling fancy of the old Prince. We shall soon enter in a +body behind our hero, but only into _Elysium_. _Tartarus_ is something +entirely different, and the second part of Lilar. This separation of the +contrasts I praise even more than all. I have long wanted to go into a +better garden than the common chameleonic ones are, where one hands you +China and Italy, summer-house and charnel-house, hermitage and palace, +poverty and riches (as in the cities and hearts of the proprietors), all +on one dish, and where day and night, without an aurora, without a +mezzotinto, are placed side by side. Lilar, on the contrary,--where the +Elysium justifies its happy name by connected pleasure-tents and +pleasure-groves, as the Tartarus does its gloomy one, by lonesome, +veiled horrors,--_that_ is drawn right out of my heart. + +But where is our youth now going with his dreams? He is yet on the +romantic road that leads into Lilar, properly the first garden-walk of +the same. He strolled along an embowered road, which gently rose over +hills, with open orchards, and into yellow-blooming grounds, and which, +like the Rhine, now forced its way through green, ivy-clad rocks, and +now opened its flying, smiling shores behind the twigs. Now the white +benches under jessamine bushes and the white country-seats became more +frequent; he drew nearer, and the nightingales and canary-birds[82] of +Lilar came roving along, like birds announcing land. The morning blew +fresh through the spring, and the indented foliage yet held fast its +light, ethereal drops. A carrier lay sleeping on his rack-wagon, which +the beasts, browsing right and left, safely drew along the smooth road. +Albano heard, in the Sunday stillness, not the war-cry of oppressive +labor, but the peace-bells of the towers: in the morning chime the +future speaks, as in evening chimes the past; and at this golden age of +the day there stood, also, a golden age in his fresh bosom. + +Now the fork-tailed chimney-swallows began to quiver with their purple +breasts over the heavenly blue of the wild germanders, announcing the +approach of our dwellings as well as their own; when his road seemed +about to pass through an old, open, ruined castle, overhung with rich, +thick leaves, like scales, at whose entrance, or egress, a red arm, +pointing aside with the white inscription, "Way out of Tartarus into +Elysium," stretched out toward a neighboring thicket. + +His heart rose within him at this double nearness of such opposite days. +With long steps he pressed on toward the Elysian wood, which seemed to +be cut off from him by a broad ditch. But he soon came out of the +bush-work before a green bridge, which flung its arch like a giant +serpent across the ditch, not, however, on the earth, but among the +summits of the trees. It bore him in through a blooming wilderness of +oaks, firs, silver-poplars, fruit-trees, and lindens. Then it brought +him out into the open country, and now Lilar, from the east, flung, over +the wide-extending spikes of grain, the splendor of a high golden ball +to meet him. The bridge sank gently with him again into fragrant, +glimmering broom, and beneath and beside him sang and fluttered +canary-birds, thrushes, finches, and nightingales, while the well-fed +brood slept under the covert of the bridge. At last, after passing an +arched avenue, it came up again to the light, and now he saw the +blooming mountain cupola with the white altar, whereon he had knelt on a +night of his youth; and farther to the south behind him, the veil and +dividing-wall of Tartarus, a high-reared wood; and as he stepped onward, +Elysium opened upon him more broadly,--a lane of small houses with +Italian roofs full of little trees, smiled joyfully and familiarly upon +the sight out of the green world-map of dells, groves, paths, lakes; and +in the east five triumphal gates opened passages into a wide-extending +plain, waving on like a green-glistening sea, and in the west five +others stood opposite to them with opened lands and mountains. + +As Albano passed down along the slowly-descending sweep of the bridge, +there came forth into view, now blazing fountains, now red beds, now new +gardens enfolded in the great one, and every step created the Eden anew. +Full of awe he stepped out, as upon a hallowed soil, on the consecrated +earth of the old Prince and the _pious father_[83] and Dian and Liana; +his wild course was arrested, and entangled, as if by an earthquake; the +pure paradise seemed made merely for Liana's pure soul; and now for the +first time a timid question about the propriety of his hasty journey, +and the loving fear of meeting for the first time her healed eye, made +his happy bosom grow uneasy. + +But how festal, how living, is all around him! On the waters which gleam +through the groves swans are gliding; the pheasant stalks away into the +bushes, deer peep curiously behind him out of the wood through which he +has come, and white and black pigeons run busily under the gates, and on +the western hills hang bleating sheep by the side of reposing lambs; +even the breast of the turtle-dove in some hidden valley trembles with +the _languido_ of love. He strode through a long, high-bushed +rose-field, that seemed a settlement and plantation of hedge-sparrows +and nightingales, which hopped out of the bushes on the growing +grass-banks, and ran out in vain after little worms; and the lark sailed +away on high over this second world, made for the more innocent of God's +creatures, and sank behind the gates into the grain-fields. + +Intoxicate thyself more and more, good youth, and link thy flowers into +a chain as closely as the boy toward whom thou art hastening. For, +overhead, on the Italian roof, before whose balustrade-breastwork +silver-poplars, girdled about with broad vine-leaves, played, and which, +in the spring-night, he had taken for a bower in roses, stood a +blooming boy bent forward, who was letting down a chain of marigolds, +and kept fastening on new rings to the too short green cable. "My name +is Pollux," he answered briskly to Alban's soft question, "but my sister +is named Helena,[84] but my little brother is named Echion." "And thy +father?" "He is not here now, he is away off there in Rome; just go in +to mother Chariton, I am coming immediately." On what fairer day, in +what fairer place, with what fairer hearts could he come into the holy +family of the beloved Dian, than on this morning, and with this mood? + +He went into the bright, laughing house, which was full of windows and +green Venetian blinds. When he entered into the spring-room he found +Chariton, a young, slender woman, looking almost like a girl of +seventeen,[85] with the little Echion at her breast, defending herself +against the sickly and excitable Helena, who, standing in a chair under +the window, kept swinging in a many-leaved sling of a vine-branch, and +trying to girdle and blind therewith the eyes of her mother. With +charming confusion, wishing at once to rise, with her left hand to +remove the leafy fetters without tearing, and to cover up the suckling +more closely, she stepped forward, inclining her head, to meet the +beautiful youth, with childlike friendliness and warmth, but with +infinite shyness, not on account of the rank indicated by his dress, but +because he was a man, and looked so noble, even like her Greek. He told +her, with an enchanting love, which, perhaps, she had never seen so +magnificently pictured, on his strong countenance, his name, and the +gratitude which his heart kept in store for her husband, and the news +and greetings which he had brought from him. How the innocent fire +blazed out of the dark eyes of the timid creature! "Was then my lord," +so she called her husband, "very well and happy?" And so she began now, +unembarrassed as a child, a long examination all about her husband. + +Pollux came dancing in with his long chain. Alban playfully took out the +Doctor's medicine from his pocket, and said, "This is what you are to +take." "Must I drink it right down, mother?" said the hero. Here she +inquired quite as naively after the detailed prescriptions of the +Doctor, until the little suckling at her breast rebelled, and drove her +into a by-room to sit over the cradle. She excused herself, and said the +little one must go to sleep, because she was going to walk with Liana, +for whom she was looking every minute. + +Children love powerful faces. Alban was at once the favorite of children +and dogs, only he could never act with the little jumping troop, on the +childish playground, when grown spectators were in the boxes. + +"I can do a good many things!" said Pollux. "And I can read, sir!" +rejoined Helena to her brother. "But then only in German; but I can read +Latin letters splendidly, you!" replied the little man to her, and ran +round through the room after readings and specimens; but in vain. "Man, +wait a little!" said he, and ran up-stairs into Liana's chamber, and +brought one of Liana's letters. + + +43a. CYCLE. + +Albano knew not that Liana had the upper--so bloomingly shaded--chamber +reserved for her own private use, wherein she frequently--especially +when her mother remained behind in the city--drew, wrote, and read. The +childlike Chariton, inspired with the love-draught of friendship, did +not know at all how she could possibly so much as show her warmth of +kindness to the fair, affectionate friend: ah, what was a chamber? Now +into this always open room came the children, whom Liana sometimes heard +read; and thus was Pollux able on the present occasion to fetch out of +the solitary room the sheet which she had written this morning. + +While Albano, during the errand, sat so alone in the keeping-room of the +far-off friend of his youth, near _his_ still, pale daughter, who looked +now at him and now at a toy sheep-fold, as well known to him as Liana's +eastern chamber, when the morning breeze swept in the glorious hum +through the cool window, especially when, in the light cut-work of the +floor the Chinese shadows of the vine and poplar foliage crinkled into +each other, and when, at length, Chariton began to sing the suckling to +sleep with a quicker, louder lullaby, which sounded to him like her +echoing sigh after the fair land of her youth; then was his full heart, +which had been already so stirred by all the events of the morning, +wondrously moved, and--especially by the flickering sham-fight of the +shadows--almost to tears; and the child looked up more and more +meaningly into his face. + +Then came Pollux back with his two quarto leaves, and now set himself at +once to his lesson. The very first page composed the melody to Alban's +inner songs; but he could neither guess the authoress nor the date of +the letter, except further along, by a desultory sort of reading to and +fro. The leaves belonged to previous ones; not so much as a grain of +writing-sand evinced their recent birth (for Liana was too courtly to +use any); further, all the names were disguised; that is to say, +Julienne, to whom they were directed, had unfortunately in Argenson's +_bureau de décachetage_, where she resided, i.e. at court, demanded them +in cipher, and she accordingly took the name of Elisa; Roquairol was +called Charles, and Liana her little Linda. Linda, as will be well +remembered, is the baptismal name of the young Countess of Romeiro, with +whom the Princess on the day of that (for Roquairol) so bloody +masquerade had established an eternal heart- and letter-alliance; Liana, +to whose pure, poetic eyes every noble woman became a blessed saint and +heroine, the opaque jewel a bright, pure, transparent one, loved the +high Countess as if with the heart of her brother and her female friend +at once, and the gentle soul named herself, unconscious of her worth, +only the little Linda of her Elisa. + +Nor did Albano recognize the delicate running-hand; Julienne loved the +French language even to its letters, but Liana's resembled not the +scrawled Gallic protocols, but the neatly-rounded handwriting of the +English. + +Here is her leaf at last. O thou lovely being! how long have I thirsted +for the first sounds of thy refreshing soul! + + + "Sunday Morning. + + "... But to-day, Elisa, I am so profoundly happy, and the + evening-mist is transformed to an aurora in heaven. I ought + not to give thee yesterday's work at all. I was too much + troubled. But might not my dear mother, who had come hither + merely for my sake, become thereby still sicker, whatever + appearances of tolerable health she might, for that very + reason, assume with me? And then came thy form, beloved one, + and all thy sorrow and the painful neighborhood,[86] and our + last evening here. O how reproachfully did all that pass + before my heavy heart! So, as we stopped before the house of + dear Chariton, and she kissed my mother's hand with tears of + joy; then was I so weak that I too turned aside and shed + tears, but other tears,--I wept for the rejoicing one + herself, who indeed could not know whether at that hour her + precious friend in Rome might not be sick or dying. + + "But now the dark, gray mist is wholly blown away from the + flower-garden of thy little Linda, and all the blossoms of + life shine in their pure, high colors before her. After + midnight my mother's headache passed almost entirely away, + and she was still sleeping so sweetly this morning. O, what + were my feelings then! Soon after five o'clock I went down + into the garden and shrunk back at the splendor which burned + in the dew and between the leaves; the sun was just looking + in under the triumphal gates,--all the lakes sparkled in a + broad fire,--a gleaming haze floated like a saintly halo + around the edge of the earth which the heaven touched,--and + a high waving and singing streamed through the splendor of + morn. + + "And into this unlocked world I had come back restored and + so happy. I wanted continually to cry out: 'I have thee + again, thou bright sun! and you, ye lovely flowers! and ye + proud mountains, ye have not changed! and ye are green + again, and, like me, renewed, ye sweet scented trees!' I + floated, as if transfigured, in an endless felicity, Elisa, + weak, but light and free; I had, so it seemed to me, put off + this burdensome clay under the earth and kept only the + beating heart, and in my enraptured bosom warm + tear-fountains gushed down, as if over flowers, and covered + them with brightness. + + "'Ah, God!' said I, trembling at the very greatness of my + joy, 'was it then a mere sleep, that immovable repose of + mother?' and I must needs (smile on!) before I went further, + go up to her again. I crept breathless to the bedside, bent + listeningly over her, and my good mother opened slowly her + still gently dozing eyes, looked upon me languidly but + affectionately, and closed them again without stirring, and + gave me only her dear hand. + + "Now could I right blissfully return to my garden; I bore, + however, a morning-greeting to the ever-cheerful Chariton, + and told her that I might be found on the broad way to the + _altar_,[87] if I should be wanted for anything. Ah, Elisa, + what feelings then were mine! And why had I not thee by the + hand, and why could not my distressed Charles see that his + sister was so happy? As, after a warm rain, the evening-red + and the liquid sunlight run from all the gold-green hills, + so stood a quivering splendor over my whole inner being and + over my past, and everywhere lay bright tears of joy. A + sweet gnawing consumed away my heart as if to death, and all + was so near to me and so dear! I could have answered the + whispering aspen and thanked the spring-breezes which fanned + so coolingly my hot eye! The sun had laid itself with a + motherly warmth on my heart, and brooded over us all,--the + cold flower, the naked young bird, the stiff butterfly, and + every creature. Ah, such should man be too, thought I; and I + took the sandy path, and spared the life of the poor little + blade of grass and the flower that peeped so lovingly, which + truly breathe and wake like us. I drove not away the thirsty + white butterflies and pigeons which stood beside each other + and bent down from the moist turf to drink. O, I could have + stroked the waves ... this creation is truly so precious and + from God's hand, and every the smallest-shaped heart has + surely its blood and a longing, and into every little + eye-point under the leaf the whole sun and a little spring + enter and abide! + + "I leaned, a little exhausted, under the first triumphal + arch, ere I ascended to the altar, and looked out into the + glimmering landscape full of villages and orchards and + hills; and the glistening dew, and the ringing of the + village-bells, and the chime of the herd-bells, and the + floating of the birds over all, filled me with peace and + light. Yes, in such peace and seclusion and serenity will I + spend my fleeting life, thought I: does not the little + Sad-cloak persuade me, who, before my eyes, with his wings + torn by autumn, nevertheless flutters again around his + flowers; and does not the night-butterfly admonish me, who + clings, chilled, to the hard statue, and cannot soar to the + blossoms of day? Therefore will I never stir from my mother; + only let the precious Elisa stay with us as long as her + Linda lives, and call her noble friend soon,[88] that I may + see and heartily love her! + + "I went up the green-shaded mountain, but with pain: joy + weakens me so much. Think of me, Elisa: I shall some time + die of a great joy or of a great, all too great woe! The + spiral path to the altar was painted with the hues of the + blossom-dust, and overhead, not colored and stationary, but + shifting, burning rainbows quivered through the twigs of the + mountain. Why stood I to-day in a splendor such as I never + knew before?[89] And when the morning breeze fanned and + lifted me, and when I dipped myself deeper into the blue + heaven, then said I, 'Now thou art in Elysium.' Then it was + to me as if a voice said, 'This is the earthly Elysium, and + thou art not yet sanctified for the other.' O, how ardently + did I then form the purpose to disentangle myself from so + many faults, and especially to renounce that too hasty + imagination of offence, which I may indeed conceal from + others, but through which I nevertheless injure them. And + then I prayed at the altar, and thanked the Eternal + Goodness, and wept unconsciously; perhaps too much, but yet + without my eyes smarting. + + "At last I wrote the poem of thanks which I append to this, + and which I will put into verse, if the _pious father_ + approves. + + +"POEM OF THANKS. + +"'Do I then gaze again with blessed eyes into thy blooming world, thou +All-loving One, and weep again, because I am happy? Why did I then fear? +When I went under the earth in the darkness like the dead, and caught +only a distant sound of the loved ones and of spring above me, why was +my feeble heart in fear that there was no more hope for life and light? +For thou wast by me in the darkness, and didst lead me up out of the +vault into thy spring; and around me stood thy joyous children, and the +serene heavens, and all my smiling loved ones! O, I will now hope more +steadfastly! Continue thou to break off from the sick plant all rank +flowers, that the rest may more fully ripen! Thou dost indeed lead thy +human creatures into thy heaven and to thyself over a long mountain; and +they go through the storms of life along the mountain, only +overshadowed, not smitten, by the clouds, and only our eye grows wet. +But when I come to thee, when Death again throws his dark cloud over me, +and draws me away from all that I love into the deeper cavern, and thou, +All-gracious, settest me free once more, and bearest me into thy +spring,--into a still fairer one than this, which is itself so +magnificent,--will then my frail heart, near thy judgment-seat, beat as +gladly as to-day, and will the mortal bosom dare to breathe in thy +ethereal spring? O, make me pure in this earthly one, and let me live +here, as if I were already walking in thy heaven!'" + + * * * * * + +If even you, ye friends, who have never seen her, are yet won and +touched by the patient, pure form, which can resignedly rejoice that the +storm-cloud has, after all, only sent down rain-drops upon it, and no +hailstones, how must she then have agitated the deeply-moved heart of +her friend! He felt a consecration of his whole being, just as if Virtue +came down incarnate in this shape from heaven, to hallow him with her +smile, and then flew back in a shining path, and he followed, inspired +and exalted, in her track. + +He urged the boy instantly to carry back the leaves, in order to spare +her and himself--as she might appear any moment--the most painful of +surprises; yet he firmly resolved--cost what it might--to be true, and +confess to her, this very day, what he had done. + +The little fellow ran up stairs and down again, remained a long time +before the door, and came in with Liana by the hand, who was dressed in +white, with a black veil. She looked in and around a little perplexed, +as she with both hands pushed back the veil from her friendly face; but +she heard Chariton's lullaby. She did not know him till he spoke; and +then her whole beautiful being reddened like an illuminated landscape +after an evening shower: she had the pleasure, she said, of knowing his +father. Probably she knew the son still better by Julienne's and +Augusti's pictures, and on more congenial sides; her sisterly heart was +certainly moved, too, by his brotherly voice; for the charm, and even +preferableness, of resemblance and copy is so great, that one who looks +like even an indifferent person becomes more dear to us, like the echo +of an empty sound, merely because, in this case as in the imitative art, +the past and absent, shining through the fancy, become a present. + +The gradually lowering tone of the mother's lullaby announced the +sinking of the infant to slumber, and at last the diminuendo died away, +and Chariton, with glistening eyes, ran to take Liana's hand. A frank +and serene friendship bloomed between the innocent hearts, and held them +entwined, as the vine does the neighboring poplars. Chariton related to +her what Albano had related, with a reliance upon her most fervent +sympathy. Liana listened to her friend with eager attention; but that +was quite as much as if she were looking at the historical source itself +that was so near at hand. + + +44. CYCLE. + +At last they began a journey through the garden. Pollux very +reluctantly, and only after Liana's promise to draw him a horse again +to-day, stayed behind as patron-saint of the cradle. Alban said, to the +extreme joy of the Architect's wife, who could now show the beautiful +man everything, that he had seen but little of Lilar yet. How +bewitchingly the two forms, linked in friendship, walked before him side +by side! Chariton, although a matron, yet of a Grecian slenderness, +fluttered along as a younger sister beside the lily-form of her somewhat +taller Liana. The former seemed, according to the classification of the +landscape-painters, nature in motion; Liana, nature in repose. As he +joined Liana again, by whose left hand Helena was running along,--the +mother on the right,--he found her softly-descending profile +indescribably touching, and around the mouth he recognized lines which +sorrow had drawn, the scars of returning days; while the lovely maiden, +on the sunny side of the front face, as in her easy conversation, +manifested a free, benignant cheerfulness, which Albano, who had never +knocked at the school-room door of any young ladies' academy, found it +hard to reconcile with her tearful poetry. O, if the tear of woman +passes away lightly, so flutters away still more lightly woman's smile; +and the latter, still oftener than the former, is only appearance! + +He tried, from a longing of the thirsty heart, to catch the little one's +hand, but she hung with both upon Liana's left; presently, however, she +skipped away, and plucked three iris-flowers,--which, like her, +resembled butterflies,--and gave one to her mother, and two to Liana, +with the words, "Give _him_ one too!" And Liana handed it to him, +lifting her friendly face upon him as she did so with that holy +maiden-look which is bright and attentive, but not searching, expressive +of childlike sympathy without giving and demanding. Nevertheless, +several times during the day did she let those holy eyes sink down; but +what compelled her to it was, that on Zesara's rocky face, softened +though it was by love, there rested a physiognomical right of the +stronger: he seemed to look upon a shy soul with a hundred eyes, and his +two true ones blazed as warmly, although quite as purely, as the sun's +eye in the ether. + +The iris-flowers have this peculiarity, that one smells them, another +not; only to these three beings in one did the cups open themselves +equally wide, and they rejoiced long over this community of enjoyment. +Helena ran forward and disappeared behind a low bush; she sat on a +child's bench by a child's table, awaiting, with a smile, the grown +people. The good old Prince had low moss-benches, little garden-chairs, +little table- and pot-orangeries, and the like, placed everywhere, for +the children, about the resting-places of their elders; for he loved to +draw these refreshing open flowers of humanity near to his heart! "One +wishes so often," said Liana, "to live in the patriarchal time, or in +Arcadia, or in Otaheite; children are, indeed,--do you not believe +so?--everywhere the same, and one has already in them what only the most +remote time and the most remote region can insure." He indeed believed +it, and gladly; but he kept asking himself, How can such an unstained +Aphrodite be born out of the dead sea of a court, as pure dew and rain +arise out of the briny water of the ocean? + +While speaking, she occasionally drew an uncommonly graceful--how shall +I write it--_H'm!_ after her words, which, although a grammatical +blunder at court, betrayed an unspeakable good nature; but I describe +it, not in order that all my fair readers may let this attractive +interjection be heard the very next Sunday. + +"The same," replied Albano,--but he meant it well,--"holds of the +animals: the swan yonder is like the one in Paradise." She took it just +as it was meant; but the reason was the pious Father Spener, her +teacher; for at Albano's question touching Lilar's abundance of +beautiful and gentle creatures, she answered: "The old Lord loved these +creatures with a real tenderness, and they could often bring him even to +tears. The pious Father thinks so too; he says, since they do everything +at God's behest by instinct, accordingly it seems to him, when he +contemplates the care of the parents for their young, just as if the +Infinitely Gracious One were doing it all himself." They ascended now a +half-shaded bridge, over a long water-mirror hung round with quivering +poplars, wherein Liana's emblem, namely, a swan, slept on the +water-rings, the bent neck beautifully nestled on the back, the head +upon the wing, and gently wafted more by the breezes than by the waves. +"So reposes the innocent soul!" said Alban, and thought, perhaps, of +Liana, but without the courage to confess it. "And thus it awakes!" +Liana added with emotion, as this white magnified dove slowly raised its +head from the wing; for she thought of her mother's waking on this very +day. + +Chariton, as if all made up of salient points, was continually turning +to Liana, and asking: "Shall we go this way? or in through there? or out +through here? If my lord were only here! he knows all about it." She +would gladly have led him round every fount and every flower, and looked +into the youth's face as lovingly as into that of her friend. Liana said +to her, on the cross way at the bridge: "I think the flute-dell yonder, +with the gleaming gold ball, will perhaps be pleasantest, especially for +a lover of music; and, besides, they will look for me there, when they +bring the harp to my mother." She had promised to come back to her as +soon as that arrived. She shunned every path toward the south, where +Tartarus frowned behind its high curtain. + +Liana spoke now of the contest between painting and music, and of +Herder's charming official report of this strife. She, although a votary +of the pencil, gave in her vote, as was natural to the female and the +lyric heart, entirely for tones, and Albano, although a good pianist, +was rather for colors, "This magnificent landscape," said Albano, "is in +fact a picture, and so is every fair human form." "Were I blind," said +Chariton, naively, "then I should not see my lovely Liana." She replied: +"My teacher, the Counsellor of Arts, Fraischdörfer, also set painting +above music. But to me, when I hear music, it is as if I heard _a loud +past_ or _a loud future_. Music has something holy; unlike the other +arts, it cannot paint anything but what is good."[90] Verily, she was +herself a moral church-music, the angel-stop in the organ. The pure +Albano felt, by her side, the necessity and the existence of a yet +tenderer purity; and it seemed to him as if a man might injure, even +unconsciously, a soul like this, whose understanding was hardly anything +more than a finer feeling,--as window-glasses of pure transparency are +often broken, because they appear as if they were not. He turned round +mechanically, because he was always one step in advance, and not only +the blooming Lilar, but also Liana's full form, shone at once and +transfigured into his soul. To clasp her to his heart was not now his +yearning, but to snatch this being, who had so often suffered, from +every flame; to rush for her, sword in hand, upon her foe, to bear her +mightily through the deep, cold hell-floods of life;--that would have +illuminated his existence. + + +45. CYCLE. + +They saw, already, some moist lights, of the high fountains that leaped +from above down into the flute-dell, flickering aloft before them, when +Liana, contrary to Chariton's expectation, begged them both to go with +her into a pathless oak-grove;--she looked upon him so contentedly and +open-heartedly as she said it, and without that womanly suspicion of +being misunderstood! In the dusky grove rose a wild rock, with the +words, "To my friend Zesara." The late Princess had caused this memorial +Alp to be erected to Albano's father. Struck, agitated, with smarting +eyes the son stood before it, and leaned upon it, as on Gaspard's +breast, and pressed his arm up against the sharp stone, and cried, with +the deepest emotion, "O thou good father!" His whole youth, and Isola +Bella, and the future, fell at once upon a heart which the whole morning +had wrought upon, and it could not longer restrain the pressing tears. +Chariton was serious, Liana continued faintly to smile,--but like an +angel in prayer. How often, ye fair souls! have I, in this chapter, been +compelled to constrain my deeply-impressed heart, which would fain +address and disturb you: but I will constrain it again! + +They stepped silently back into daylight. But Albano's waves of emotion +never fell suddenly; they expanded themselves into broad rings. His eye +was not yet dry when he came into the heavenly vale,--into that +resting-place of the wishes, where dreams might have gone round freely, +without sleep. Chariton--from her earnestness much more busy--had, after +a questioning glance at Liana to know whether she might, (namely, let +certain machines play,) hastened on before them. They passed through the +blooming veil, which retired as they approached;--and Albano beheld now +the youthful dream of an enchanted valley in Spain, that entangled one +in a net of scents and shadows, set out livingly on the earth before +him. On the mountains bloomed orange-walks, the stands hidden in the +higher terrace,--everything which bears great blossoms on its twigs, +from the Linden even to the grape-vine and the apple-tree, drank down +below at the brook, or climbed or crowned the two long mountains, which +wound, with their blossoms, around the flowers of the low ground, and +mutually inclined themselves, to promise an endless valley; fountains +placed on the slopes of the mountains threw behind one another silver +rainbows over the trees into the brook; in the east burned the gold +globe beside the sun,--the last mirror of his dying evening-glance. +"Receive my thanks, thou noble old man!" Albano was continually +repeating. + +Liana went with him along the western ridge as far as a bank covered +with blossoms, under the arch that fluttered above, where one may survey +the first and second windings of the vale, and, over in the north, high +pines, and behind them, the spire of a church-tower, and below, an +auricula meadow, while Chariton, opposite them on the eastern height, +behind a statue of a Muse,--for the Nine Muses beamed from the green +Tempe,--seemed to be winding up weights and pressing springs. "My +brother," Liana, in a low tone, broke the silence, going on meanwhile +with the knitting-work which she had taken from her friend, "wishes +very much to see you." The soul of Albano, now awakened with all its +holy faculties, felt itself wholly like her, and free from +embarrassment, and he said, "Even in my childhood I loved your _Charles_ +like a brother; I have as yet no friend." The tenderly-moved souls did +not remark that the word Charles came from the letter. + +All at once single flute-tones floated up overhead on the mountains and +out of the bowers,--more and more continually joined them,--they +quivered through each other in a beautiful confusion,--at last +flute-choirs broke forth mightily on all sides, like angels, and soared +toward heaven;--they proclaimed how sweet is spring, and how joy weeps, +and how our heart longs, and then vanished overhead in the blue +spring,--and the nightingales flew up from the cool flowers and alighted +on the bright tree-tops, and cried joyfully into the triumphal songs of +May,--and the fanning of the morning-breeze swayed the lofty, glimmering +rainbows to and fro, and threw them far into the flowers. + +Liana's work sank out of her hands into her lap, and, in a way peculiar +to herself, while she leaned her head forward like a Muse, she cast her +eye upward, fixing it upon a dreamy distance; her blue eye glimmered as +the blue cloudless ether overflows with soft lightning in the tepid +summer-night;--but the youth's spirit blazed up in its emotion, like the +sea in a storm. She drew down the black veil,--certainly not against sun +and air alone; and Albano, with an inner world pictured on his agitated +form, played--a sublime contrast to himself--with the ringlets of the +little Helena, whom he had drawn towards him, and looked, with big +tears, into her simple, little face, which understood him not. + +At this moment the mother came hastening over into the silence, and +asked, in a very friendly manner, how he liked it all. His other +ecstasies resolved themselves into a commendation of the tones; and the +dear Greek herself extolled what she had often heard, more and more +strongly, as if it were new to her, and listened most intently with him. + +A maiden with the harp looked in through the entering-thicket of the +vale, and Liana saw the sign, and rose up. As she was on the point of +raising her veil and departing, the great-hearted youth bethought him of +his confession: "I have read your to-day's letter,--by heaven, I must +say it now!" said he. She drew the veil no higher, and said, with +trembling voice, "You surely have not read it! you could not have been +in my chamber?" and looked at Chariton. He replied, he had not read it +all, but yet a good deal of it; and related in three words a much milder +history than Liana could have hoped. "The naughty Pollux!" Chariton kept +saying. "O God, forgive me, I pray you, this sin of ignorance!" said +Albano. She threw back the dark veil for a second, and said, with +heightened color and downcast look, appeased, perhaps, by her joy at the +agreeable disappointment of her worse expectation: "It belonged merely +to a female friend; and you will perhaps, if I ask you, not read +anything again." And during the fall of the veil her eye looked up +soothingly and forgivingly, and with her beloved she slowly departed +from him. + +O thou holy soul, love my youth! Art thou not the first love of this +heart of fire, the morning-star in the early dawn of his life, thou, +this good, pure, and tender one? O, the first love of man, the Philomel +among the spring-tones of life, is always indeed, because we so err, so +hardly treated by Fate, and always killed and buried, but now, if for +once, two good souls, in the white-blossomed May of life, bearing the +sweet tears of spring in their bosoms, with the glistening buds and +hopes of a whole youth, and with the first, unprofaned longing, and with +the firstling of life as well as of the year, the forget-me-not of love +in their hearts,--if such kindred beings could meet each other and trust +each other, and in the blissful month swear a union for all the wintry +months of this earthly time; and if each heart could say to the +other,--"Hail to me, that I found thee in the holiest season of life, +before I had erred; and that I can die and not have loved anyone like +thee!"--O Liana! O Zesara! how fortunate must your beautiful souls be! + +The youth lingered a few minutes longer in the magic world that was +working around him, whose tones and fountains murmured like the waters +and machines in the solitary mine; but at last there was something +violent in the solitary monotone and glimmer of the valley, wherein he +had been left so alone. He hurried on by the nearest way, sprinkled +occasionally with veins of water, through the curtain of foliage, and +stepped out once more into the free morning earth of Lilar. How strange! +how distant! how changed was all! Into his wide open inner world the +outer world poured in with full streams. He himself was changed; he +could not go into the night of the oak-grove, to the rocky emblem of his +father. When he was over the bridge that stands in the twigs, he saw the +gentle company slowly walking over the broad silver-white garden-path, +and he blessed Liana, who could now press to her agitated heart the +heart of a mother. The little one often whirled round dancing, and +perhaps saw him, but no one turned back. The harp, carried along after +them, was swept by the eastern breeze, and it snatched tones from the +awakened strings as from an Æolian harp, and bore them onward with it; +and the youth listened with melancholy to the receding murmur, as of +swans that hasten away over the lands, while behind him the empty vale +continued to speak lonesomely in the fluting pastoral-songs of love, and +hovering tones, gliding along after him, came faintly and dimly to his +ear. But he went back up the mountain of the altar; and as he looked +over the bright region, and saw still the white forms moving in the +distance, he let his whole, beautiful soul dissolve itself in weeping. +And here close we the richest day of his youthful life! + +But, ye good beings, who have a heart, and find none, or who have the +loved objects only _in_, and not _on_, your bosoms, am I not, like the +Greeks, drawing all these pictures of bliss, as it were, on the marble +sarcophagi of your changed, slumbering past? Am I not the _Archimime_, +who, following after, mimics before you the mouldering forms which your +soul has buried? And thou, younger or poorer man, to whom time, instead +of a past, has only given a future,--wilt thou not one day say to me, I +should have concealed from thee many blessed forms, like holy bodies, +for fear thou wouldst worship them? and wilt thou not add, that, had it +not been for these Phœnix-portraits, thou mightst have cherished +lighter wishes, and had many fulfilled? And how much pain have I then +caused you all! But myself, too; for how could it fare better with me +than with the rest of you? + +Your conclusion would, accordingly, be this: since you can never really +live pleasant days so pleasantly as they shine afterward in _memory_, or +beforehand in _hope_, you would, therefore, rather have the present day +without either; and since only at the two poles of the elliptic arch of +time one can catch the low music of the spheres, and in the centre of +the present nothing, you would, therefore, rather stay and listen in the +middle; but as to the past and the future,--neither of which can any man +live to see, because they are only two different poesy-gardens of our +heart, an Iliad and Odyssey, a Milton's Paradise Lost and Regained,--you +will not listen to them at all, or have anything to do with them, in +order that you may nestle down, deaf and blind, in an animal present. + +By Heaven! sooner give me the finest, strongest poison of ideals, so +that I may at least not snore away my moment, but dream it away, and +then die on it! But the very dying would be my own fault; for whoso +would fain translate _poetic_ dreams into waking reality[91] is more +foolish than the North American, who realizes his _nightly_ ones: he +proposes, like a Cleopatra, to pervert the splendor of the pearls of dew +into a refreshing drink, and the rainbow of fancy to a permanent arch, +bridging over the rain-waters. Yes, O God, Thou wilt and canst give us +one day a reality, which shall embody and redouble and satisfy our +present ideals,--as thou hast, indeed, already proved to us, in our love +here below, which intoxicates us with moments in which the inner +becomes the outer, and the Ideal, Reality; but _then_--no, for the Then +of the life hereafter, this little _Now_, has no voice; but if, I say, +here below fiction could become fact, and our pastoral poetry pastoral +life, and every dream a day,--ah, even then would desire still remain +enhanced only, not fulfilled: the higher reality would only beget a +higher poetry, and higher remembrances and hopes;--in _Arcadia_ we +should pine after _Utopia_; and on every sun we should see an +unfathomable starry heaven retiring before us, and we should--sigh as we +do here! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[82] They have a whole room for winter quarters, of which in +summer the windows are merely thrown open. + +[83] Such was the general title of the secluded Emeritus, the +court preacher, Spener, who resided there, and who was related to +the noble old pious Spener, not only on the paternal side, but +also on the spiritual. + +[84] They had these names as twins. + +[85] The grammar seems to require "a still almost maidenly +looking woman of seventeen years," but the translator did not +dare to think Jean Paul could have meant that, consistently with +the ages of the three children, though, as an Oriental, Chariton +may have married _very_ young. + +[86] The Tartarus with Julienne's father's heart. + +[87] Such is the name of that mount which Albano found in the +well-known spring night. + +[88] Linda de Romeiro. + +[89] The reason is, that after her recovery she was still +short-sighted, and to a short-sighted person the dew is so much +the more brilliant. + +[90] This proposition, that pure music, without text, cannot +represent anything immoral, deserves to be more investigated and +developed by me. + +[91] It cannot be objected to me, that in fact the scenes of my +book have been actually experienced, and that no one would wish +to experience any better; for in the representation of fancy +reality assumes new charms, charms with which every other faded +present magically glimmers through the memory. I appeal here to +the sensations of the very characters who figure in _Titan_, +whether they would not in my book--in case they should ever light +upon it--find in the pictured scenes, which, however, are their +own, a higher enchantment, which has gone from the real, and +which, to be sure, might produce such an effect--but altogether +illusorily--that my characters could wish to live _their own +life_. + + + + +NINTH JUBILEE. + + PLEASURE OF COURT-MOURNING.--THE BURIAL.--ROQUAIROL.--LETTER + TO HIM.--THE SEVEN LAST WORDS IN THE WATER.--THE SWEARING OF + ALLEGIANCE.--MASQUERADE.--PUPPET MASQUERADE.--THE HEAD IN + THE AIR, TARTARUS, THE SPIRIT-VOICE, THE FRIEND, THE + CATACOMB, AND THE TWO UNITED MEN. + + +46. CYCLE. + +Ripening love is the stillest: the shady flowers in this spring, as in +the other, shun sunlight. Albano spun himself deep into his +Sunday-dreams, and drew, as well as he could, the green poppy-leaf of +reality into his web,--namely, the Monday, which was to show him, at the +state-burial of the Prince, the brother of his maiden-friend. + +This day of festive sadness, at which the third but greatest princely +coffin was to be conveyed to its repose, at last broke, and had been +made momentous already by the preparatory festival, at which the two +first coffins, together with the old man, had been interred, somewhat as +virtues are buried in the very beginning of a century, and not till its +end their empty names and wrappages and half-bindings. At the rehearsal- +and prefiguring-burial of the illustrious deceased, the old pious Father +Spener too, his last friend, had gone down with him into the vault, in +order to have opened the wooden and tin casing of the run-down +wheel-work, and to cover over upon the still breast of the dear sleeper +his youthful portrait and his own with the colored side down, without +speaking or weeping; and the court made much of this morning- and +evening-offering of friendship. + +Everything swells up monstrously for man, of which they are obliged to +talk a long while,--all Pestitz societies were auxiliary funeral +societies, and full of burial-marshals,--every scaffolding of the +neighboring future was a mausoleum, and every word a funeral sermon or +an epitaph upon the pale man. Sphex, as his physician in ordinary, +rejoiced in his part of the sorrow and the procession,--the Lector had +already tried on the court mourning, in the place of his cast-off +winter-garb, and found it to fit,--the court-marshal had not a minute's +rest, and the last day, which opens all graves and closes none, had come +to him now before its time,--the Minister, Von Froulay, whom the cold +Luigi willingly left to do everything, was, as a lover of old princely +pomp, and as convoking director of the present occasion, as much in +heaven himself as was the illustrious deceased,--the women had risen +from their beds this morning as to a new life, because to these busy +_drapery-paintresses_ a long chain of coats and of their wearers +probably weighs as much as a span of blood-related horses does to their +husbands. + +Albano waited impatiently at the window for Liana's brother, and loved +the invisible one more and more ardently; like two connected wings, +Friendship and Love stirred and lifted each other within him. The +mourning-spool, namely, the empty coffin, had been fixed in Tartarus, +and was gradually wound off, and now the dark mourning-ribbon would soon +be ready to be stretched to the upper city. Already, for an hour and a +half before the arrival of the procession, the saltpetre of the female +crowd had been crystallized on the walls and the windows. Sara, the +Doctor's wife, came up with the children and the deaf Cadaver into +Schoppe's chamber, the second door of which stood open into Albano's, +and, with an ogling, amorous look, spoke in to the Count: "Up here one +can overlook the whole much better, and his excellency will pardon it." +"You just stay together there, and don't you trouble M. the Count," said +she, turning back to the children, and was on the point of entering the +Count's chamber, at whose threshold Schoppe, just coming from Albano, +caught and stopped her. + +Now Sara was one of those common women who are more carried away +themselves by their own charms than successful in carrying others away +therewith. She would merely set her face in the chair, and let it kindle +and singe and burn, while she on her part (relying on her _lazy +Jack_[92] of a visage) quietly and coolly worked away at other things, +either simple trash or vile scandal; and then when she had been a +_clothes'-rod_ of women, as Attila was a Heaven's rod of nations, she +looked round and surveyed the damage which the fire of her face had done +in the male tinder-boxes. Particularly on the rich and beautiful Count +had she an eye,--under Cupid's bandage. Her head was full of good +physiognomical fragments; and Lavater's objection, that most +physiognomists unfortunately study nothing in the whole man but the +face, could not hit in any point her pure physiognomical sense. + +Schoppe, readily divining that with this female soul-dealer the walk or +_gang_ was a press-gang,[93] the white linen, hunting-gear, the shawl, a +bird-net,[94] and the neck, a swan's-neck for any fox that happened to +be near, caught her by the hand at the threshold of the two chambers, +and asked her, "Do you, also, take as much interest as I in the +universal joy of the land, and the long-desired court-mourning? Your +eyes indicate something like it, Mrs. Provincial Physician." "What +interest do you mean?" said the medical lady, struck quite stupid. "In +the pleasure of the courtiers, who, in general, are distinguished from +monkeys, as the orang-outangs are, by the fact that they seldom make +leaps of joy; at least, like young performers on the piano-forte, they +drum away, without the smallest emotion, their most mournful and their +merriest pieces one after the other. O, if only nothing bitter should +spoil the mourning of the court-household! Do you wish the dear ones to +have arrayed themselves in vain in the black robes of joy, wherein, like +the grandsons of those who were left behind in the battle of Leuctra, +they go to meet the jubilee of a new prince? What!" Unluckily she +replied, in a sarcastic tone: "Black is, in these parts, the +mourning-color, Mr. Schoppe." "Black, Mrs. Doctor!" (he bounced back +with astonishment.) "Black?--black is a travelling-color, and +bridal-color, and gala-color, and, in Rome, a princely-children's color; +and, in Spain, it is a law of the empire that the courtiers, like the +Jews in Morocco,[95] shall appear in black. + +"Pestalozzi, madam--but there's Malt, does he understand me?" Schoppe +turned round to the man, who had his drum on, and meant secretly to tap +it during the procession, so as to catch something of the muffled +funeral drums, and exhorted him to give a beat or two, in order that he +might profit by the discourse. "Malt," said he, louder, "Pestalozzi +remarks very justly, that the great ones of our time, in face, dress, +posture, image-worship, superstition, and love for charlatans, approach +daily nearer and nearer the Asiatics; it speaks in favor of Pestalozzi, +that they borrow of the Chinese, who dress themselves in black for joy, +and in white for mourning, not merely temples and gardens and +caricatures, but also this very black of joy." + +Among the children,--of whom the uneducated alone were not +ill-bred,--Boerhave, Galen, and Van Swieten made themselves most +prominent by the inlaid work and designs of the present company, which +they were engraving on their bread and butter; and Galen showed his +satirical projection of Mama, saying, "Only see what a long nose I have +made Mama have!" + +The Librarian, who was turning something similar, arrested her, as she +offered to go in, assuring her he would not let her pass till she +surrendered to his views: the funeral column of march could hardly have +got an acre's distance out of Tartarus, and would give him time enough. +He continued:-- + +"Genuine mourning, on the contrary, my dear, always, like anger, makes +one party-colored, or, like terror, white; e. g. the creatures of a dead +Pope mourn violet, so does the French king, his lady chestnut brown, the +Venetian Senate, for their Doge, red. But to a regent you cannot, more +than I, allow any mourning whatever; to the high-priest and a Jewish +king[96] it was wholly forbidden; why should we allow the household more +than the master? And must not a sovereign, my best one! who should +permit the expensiveness of public mourning, manifestly open afresh the +closed wounds of private sorrow? And could he, when, like Cicero,[97] he +had, by his exile, thrown twenty thousand people into mourning weeds, +answer it to his conscience, that his last act was a _Droit d'Aubaine_, +a robbery, and that the dying-bed, whereupon one formerly bequeathed +clothing to servants and the poor, should now strip them thereof? No, +madam, that does not look like regents at least, who often, even by +their dying, as Marcion[98] asserted of Christ's journey to hell, bring +up a Cain, Absalom, and several others of the Old-Testament culprits out +of hell into the heaven of the new administration. + +"You do not yet give in, and the Cadaver looks at me like a cow; but +consider this: peruke- and stuff-weavers have frequently besought +crowned heads to wear their manufactures, in order that they might get a +sale for them;--an hereditary and crown-prince, on the first happy +consecration- and regency-day, when he deposes, that is, deposits his +predecessor in the ground, puts on coal-black, because the black wool is +not good for much, and does not sell well, and such an example at once +strikes the whole metropolis,--even cattle, drums, pulpits, black. Only +one word more, love: I assure you there is nothing coming yet but the +company of choristers. For this very reason has the princely corpse, +which might easily spoil the whole pleasure of the funeral, been +previously disposed of, and only a vacant box is carried along, in order +that the procession may have no other _pensées_ than _Anglaises_[99].... +O dearest, one last word: What can you see, then, in the corps of +equerries and pages? Well, go now! I too rejoice to see at once so many +people, and the prince so happy in the midst of his children." + +But the longer he saw the procession growing, that loose juggler's +thread, by which they were letting down the empty but figured chest of +Cypselus[100] into the family vault, so much the more indignant became +his mockery. He applied his hypothesis to every sable member of the dark +chain. He praised them for opening the _bal masqué_ of the new +administration with these slow minuet steps, and preparing themselves +for the waltz of the wedding and the grandfather's-dance of the +allegiance-day. He said, as one loved on festive days to make everything +easy for himself and his beast, as, accordingly, the Jews, on the +Sabbath, would not allow themselves or their cattle to carry anything, +not even the hens to carry the rags sticking to them; so he saw with +pleasure, that in the ceremony-carriages, and in the parade-box, and on +the mourning-horses, nothing was suffered to lie or sit; yes, that even +the trains of the mourning-mantles were borne by pages, and the four +points of the bier-cloth by four stout gentlemen. The only fault he +found was, that the soldiery in their joy had seized their guns upside +down, and that precisely the persons of the highest rank, Luigi, +Froulay, Bouverot, as they came from a hasty funeral potation at once +into the open air, were obliged, by reason of their staggering, to be +led along and held up on both sides. + + +47. CYCLE. + +In Albano another spirit spoke than in Schoppe, but the two soon met. To +the Count the night-like forms of crape, the still funeral banners, the +dead-march, the creeping sick-man's-walk, and the tolling of the bells, +opened wide all earth's charnel-houses, especially as before his +blooming eyes these death plays came for the first time: but one thing +more loudly than all--one will hardly guess what--proclaimed before him +the partings of life,--namely, the beat of the drum stifled by the +funeral cloth; a muffled drum was to him a broken reverberation of all +earthly catacombs. He heard the dumb, strangled complainings of our +hearts,--he saw higher beings looking down from above on the lamentable +three hours' comedy of our life, wherein the ruddy child of the first +act fades in the fifth to the old man in jubilee, and then, grown up and +bowed down, vanishes behind the falling curtain. + +As, in spring, we think more of death, autumn, and winter than in +summer, so also does the most fiery and energetic youth paint out to +himself in _his_ season of life's year, the dark leafless one oftener +and more vividly than the man in that stage which is nearest to it; for +in both springs the wings of the ideal unfold widely and find room only +in a future. But before the youth, Death comes in blooming, Greek form; +before the tired, older man, in Gothic. + +Schoppe generally began with _comic_ humor, and ended with _tragic_; so +also now did the empty mourning-chest, the crape of the horses, their +emblazoned caparisons, the Prince's contempt of the heavy German +Ceremonial; in short, the whole heartless mummery, lead him up to an +eminence, to which the contemplation of a multitude of men at once +always impelled him, and where, with an exaltation, indignation, and +laughing bitterness hard to describe, he looked down upon the eternal, +tyrannical, belittling, objectless and joyless, bewildered and oppressed +frenzy of mankind, and his own too. + +Suddenly a gay, shining knight broke the dark chain: it was Roquairol, +on the parading gala-horse, who agitated our two men, and none besides. +A pale, broken-down face, glazed over with long inward fire, stripped of +all youthful roses, lightening out of the diamond-pits of the eyes under +the dark, overhanging eyebrows, rode along in a tragic merriment, in +which the lines of the veins were redoubled under the early wrinkles of +passion. What a being, full of worn-out life! Only courtiers or his +father could have set down this tragic exultation to an adulatory +rejoicing over the new regency; but Albano took it all into his heart, +and grew pale with inward emotion, and said, "Yes, it is he! O, good +Schoppe, he will certainly become our friend, this distracted youth. How +painfully does the noble one laugh at this gravity, and at crowns, and +graves and all! Ah, he too has, indeed, once died." "There the rider is +right," said Schoppe, with quivering eyes, and suddenly tapped Albano's +hand and then his own head; "my very skull here appears to me like a +close _bonsoir_, like a light-extinguisher, which death claps upon +me,--we are neat silvered figures, kept up in an electrical dance, and +we leap up with the spark; fortunately I am still alive and +kicking,--and there is our good Lector creeping along, too, and +trailing his long crape,"--in which respect Augusti's citizenly-serious +mood contrasted very strongly with the humanly-serious one of the +Librarian. + +All at once Schoppe, out of patience with this general emotion, said: +"What a masquerade for the sake of a mask! Rag and tag for a piece of +rag-paper! Throw a man quietly into his hole, and call nobody to see. I +always admire London and Paris, where they toll no alarm-bells, nor set +the neighborhood stirring, when the undertaker carries one, who has +fallen asleep, to bed." "No, no," said Zesara, full of capacity for +grief, "I admire it not: to whomsoever the holy dead are of no +consequence, to him the living are so too;--no, I will gladly let my +heart break into one tear after another, if I can only still remember +the dear being." + +O, how did the neighborhood accord with his heart! In a cistern, before +which the coffin of the coffin passed by, there stood a bronze statue of +the old man on horseback, who saw pass by below him the unsaddled +mourning-horses, and the mounted festive-steed; a deaf and dumb man was +stopping from door to door, and making, with his bell, a begging jingle, +which neither he nor the buried one could hear: and was not the +forgotten Prince laid in the earth all unseen, and more lonesome than +any one of his subjects? O Zesara! it sank into thy heart, how easily +man is forgotten, whether he lies in the urn or in the pyramid; and how +our immortal self is regarded, like an actor, as _absent_, so soon as it +is once behind the scenes, and frets and fumes no longer among the +players on the stage. + +But had not the gray hermit, Spener, laid upon the sunken breast of that +deeper hermit a double youth? O, in this frosty hour of pomp and +pageantry, counts not the faithful Julienne every tone of the funeral +bell with the beads of her tears,--that poor daughter whom sickness has +exempted from the ceremonials, not from pain, who now has lost her _last +but one_, perhaps her _last_ relative, since her brother is hardly one? +And will not Liana, in her Elysium, guess the farce of sorrow which is +acted so near to her over behind the high trees in Tartarus? And if she +suspects anything, O how profoundly will she mourn! + +All this the noble youth heard in his soul, and he thirsted hotly after +the friendship of the heart: it was to him as if its mountain- and +life-air floated down from eternity, and blew the grave-dust away from +his life-path, and he saw, up yonder, the Genius place his inverted +torch upon the cold bosom, not to extinguish the immortal life, but to +enkindle the immortal love. + +He could not now do otherwise than go forth into the open air, and, amid +the flying tones of spring and the deep, hollow murmur of the receding +dead march, write the following words to Liana's brother, in which he +said to him, after a youthful style, Be my friend! + + + "TO CHARLES. + + "Stranger! At this hour, when, in the dead sea and through + our tears, the triumphal columns and thrones of men and + their bridge-posts appear to us _broken_, a true heart puts + a question to thee frankly, and let thine answer it + willingly and in truth! + + "Has the longest prayer of man been answered to thee, + stranger, and hast thou thy friend? Do thy wishes and nerves + and days grow together with his, like the four cedars on + Lebanon, which can bear nothing around them but eagles? + Hast thou two hearts and four arms, and livest thou twice + over, as if immortal, in the battling world? Or standest + thou solitary and alone upon a frosty, dumb, slender, + glacier-point, having no human being to whom thou canst show + the Alps of creation, and with the heavens arching far above + thee and abysses yawning below? When thy birthday comes, + hast thou no being to shake thy hand, and look thee in the + eye and say, We still cleave together faster than ever? + + "Stranger: if thou hast had no friend, hast thou deserved + one? When spring kindled into life, and opened all her + honey-cups, and her serene heaven, and all the hundred gates + of her Paradise, hast thou, like me, bitterly looked up and + begged of God a heart for thine? O when, at evening, the sun + went down like a mountain, and his flames departed from the + earth, and now only his red breath floated upward to the + silvery stars, hast thou beheld the brotherly shadows of + friendship which sank together on battle-fields, like stars + of one constellation, stealing forth through the bloody + clouds out of the old world, like giants; and didst thou + think of _this_,--how imperishably they loved each other, + and thou, like me, wast alone? And, solitary one, when + night--that season at which the spirit of man, as in torrid + climes, _toils_ and _travels_--reveals her cold suns above + thee in a sparkling chain, and when, still, among all the + distant forms of the ether there is no dear loved one, and + immensity painfully draws thee up, and thou feelest, upon + the cold earth, that thy heart beats against no breast but + only thine own,--O beloved! weepest thou then, and most + bitterly? + + "Charles, often have I reckoned up, on my birthday, the + increasing years,--the feathers in the broad wing of + time,--and thought upon the sounding flight of youth: then I + stretched my hand far out after a friend, who should stick + by me in the Charon's skiff wherein we are born, when the + seasons of life's year glide by along the shore before me, + with their flowers and leaves and fruits, and when, on the + long stream, the human race shoots downward in its thousand + cradles and coffins. + + "Ah, it is not the gay, variegated shore that flies by, but + man and his stream: forever bloom the seasons in the gardens + up and down along the shore; only _we_ sweep by once for all + before the garden, and never return. + + "But our friend goes too. O, if thou at this hour of death's + juggleries art contemplating the pale Prince, with the + images of youth on his breast, and thinking of the gray + friend who secretly bewails him in Tartarus, then will thy + heart dissolve, and in soft, warm flames run round through + thy bosom, and softly say: 'I will love, and then die, and + then love--O Almighty, show me the soul which longs and + languishes like mine!' + + "If thou say'st that, if thou art thus, then come to my + heart: I am as thou. Grasp my hand, and hold it till it + withers. I have seen thy form to-day, and on it the marks of + life's wounds: hasten to me; I will bleed and struggle at + thy side. I have long and early sought and loved thee. Like + two streams will we mingle and grow, and bear our burdens, + and dry up together. Like silver in the furnace, we will run + together with glowing light, and all slags shall lie cast + out around the pure shimmering metal. Laugh not, then, any + longer so grimly, to think what _ignes-fatui_ men are; like + _ignes-fatui we_ burn and fly away in the rainy storm of + time. And then, when time is gone by, we find each other + again, and it will be again in the spring. + + "ALBANO DE CESARA." + + + + +48. CYCLE. + +How gloriously,--before all the beating veins of the inner man, like +those of the outer in old age, have stiffened into gristle, and all the +vessels have become inflexible and earthy, and the moral pulse, like the +physical, hardly makes sixty strokes in a minute, and before the shy old +fool, at every emotion, reserves a piece of his nature which he keeps +cold and dry, and which is to wait for another occasion, as sprinkled +raspberry leaves always remain dry on the rough side,--how gloriously, I +say, before this period of espionage, does a youth, especially an +Albano, step along his path, how freely, boldly, and exultingly! and +seeks with equal confidence the friend and the foe, and closes with him, +to fight either for him or against him! + +Let this excuse Albano's fiery letter! The next day he received from +Roquairol this answer:-- + + "I am as thou. On ascension-evening I will seek thee among + the masks. + + "CHARLES." + + + +The redness of mortification rushed over the Count's face at this +artificial postponement of the acquaintance; he felt that, after such a +tone from the heart, _he_ would have immediately, without a dead interim +of five days, and without an _homage-day masquerade_ in a double sense, +gone to his friend and become his. But now he swore no longer to run to +meet him, but only to wait for him. However, the roused indignation soon +subsided, and he began to invent fairer and fairer mitigations for the +first leaf of the so-long-sought favorite. Charles might certainly, e. +g. not wish to mix up the holy time of the first recognition with this +bustle of taking the allegiance-oath,--or that first suicidal masquerade +might have made every succeeding one an inspiring era of a new second +life,--or he knew, perhaps, in fact, about Albano's birthday,--or, +finally, this glowing spirit chose to run or fly on his own track. + +Meanwhile, his note made the Count reproach himself for his own letter, +as if it had been a sin against his Schoppe; he held it to be a sin, in +one friendship, to yearn after another; but thou mistakest, fair soul! +Friendship has steps which lead up on the throne of God, through all +spirits, even to the Infinite: only love is satiable, and, like truth, +admits no three degrees of comparison; and a single being fills its +heart. Moreover, Albano and Schoppe, in such a mutual metempsychosis of +their ideas, and such a near relationship of their pride and nobility, +held each other far more dear than they showed to each other. For, as +Schoppe, in fact, showed nothing, one could love him in return only with +the finger on the lip, but, perhaps, so much the more strongly. Albano +was a burning-hot concave mirror, which has its object near, and +represents it erect behind itself; Schoppe one which holds the object +far off, and throws an inverted image of it into the air. + +On the evening before his birthday, and the day of allegiance, Albano +stood alone at his window, and pondered his past,--for a last day is +more solemn than a first: on the 31st of December I reckon up three +hundred and sixty-five days and their fates; on the first of January I +think of nothing, because, in fact, the whole future is transparent, or +may be all out in five minutes;--while the vesper-bell pealed over the +fast-closing twentieth year of his life, and the vesper-hour rose within +him, he measured the _abside-line_[101] of his moral being, and looked +up at the towering pile of the approaching morrow, which hung full +either of spring-showers or hailstones. Never yet had he so tenderly +surveyed the circle of his beloved beings, or glanced through the open +doors of futurity, as at this time. + +But the fair hour was spoiled by Malt, who burst in with the information +that the limping gentleman had leaped overboard. From the dormer-window +might be seen a returning village funeral-procession, conglomerated +around the spot on the bank where Schoppe had plunged in. With frightful +wildness--for in Albano indignation was next-door neighbor to terror and +pain--he dragged along with him, as he flew to the rescue, the lazy +provincial physician, and even threatened him with hard words; for Sphex +was going to wait for a carriage, and meanwhile represent to himself the +possible cases of too late preparations for a rescue, and besides, +perhaps, cherished a hope of serving up Schoppe, on the anatomical +table, as Doctor's-feast of science. + +The youth ran out with him,--through corn-fields, amidst tears and +amidst curses,--with alternate clenched fist and outspread palm, and his +eye grew more and more dim and dizzy, and his heart hotter and hotter, +the nearer they approached the dark circle. At last they could not only +see the Librarian, but also hear him; in good case he turned towards +them his curly head from among the reeds, and, occasionally, as he was +haranguing the mourning-retinue, he flung up, in a fiery manner, his +hairy arm above the water-plants. + +Of course the case stood thus:-- + +His sorites, as long as he lived, was the following: "He had come into +the world, not feet foremost, but head foremost, and, accordingly, +carried his head and nose high and lofty,[102] because he could not help +it. Now he knew of no more genuine freedom than health;--every malady +shuts up and warps the soul, and the earth is, merely for that +reason, a universal block-house, _la salpetrière_ and house of +bruises;[103]--whoso made use of an oyster-snail-viper medicine was +himself a slimy, snaky, sticking viper, oyster, snail, and therefore the +ever-free savages killed their invalids, and the vigorous Spartans gave +no patient an office, least of all the crown;--and strength was +especially necessary, in our degenerate days, in order to maul qualified +subjects, because, to his certain knowledge, the fist with some +substance in it was the best plaintiff's plea and _actio ex lege +diffamari_ which a citizen could institute." + +Therefore he bathed summer and winter in ice-cold water, just as he, for +the same reason, kept himself temperate in all things. + +Now, then, in this odious May-weather, he had merely, in his gray +hussar-cloak,--at home, his night-gown,--and with shoes down at the +heel, gone to the water-side; he had previously stripped himself at the +house so as to be ready as soon as he should arrive at the bank. The +mourning-company, who saw him go at his swift pace down to the water, +and at last throw off everything and leap in, could not but believe the +man meant to drown himself, and ran in a body to his bathing-place, not +to let him do it. "Do not drown himself!" cried the mourning-company of +blacks, while yet afar off. He just let them come on till he could +discourse the matter to them somewhat nearer, in the following wise:--"I +am yet open to conviction; I can hear reason, good folk, though I am +already standing up to my neck in the water; but suffer yourselves to be +correctly informed in this case, dear _Cherstens_ generally, for so +Christians were called in the time of Charles. I am a poor +Sacramentarian, and can hardly recollect what I have hitherto lived on, +it was so bloody-desperate little. Whatever I have undertaken in this +world, no blessing went with it, but it was all crab's-track backwards +and forward. I set up, in Vienna, a neat little magazine of snipes' +dung, but I made nothing out of it for want of snipes. I took hold on +the other end, and hawked about in Carlsbad, for the lords and great +ones, who are accustomed to set a picture upon every old stool and piece +of trumpery, fine engravings for waste-paper and privy purposes, in +order that, instead of the mere printed paper, they might have something +tasty for consumption; but the whole set was left, a dead loss, on my +hands, because the manner was too hard and not ideal enough. In London I +prepared ready-made speeches (for I am a _litterateur_) to be used by +men who are hanged, and yet would fain have something to say for +themselves: I offered them to the richest parliamentary orators, and +even knaves of booksellers, but came near having to use the speeches for +myself. I would gladly have got my living by vomiting,[104] but that +requires funds. I tried once to get a settlement as note-stand to a +count's regiment, because it looks stupid enough on drill- and +parade-days to see every one with a musical flap hanging on his +shoulder, from which his next neighbor behind plays. I offered for a +trifle to wear all the musicalia on my own person, and stand before them +with the notes; but the first-lieutenant (who is at once in the regency +and in the treasury) thought it would make the fifers laugh when they +came to blow. Thus has it fared with me from time immemorial, dear +Cherstens--but don't trample about on my precious cloak there! As ill +luck would have it, I entered into wedlock with a lady of Vienna, who +was endowed with melted seals;[105] her name was _Prænumerantia +Elementaria Philanthropia_;[106] you don't know what this means in +German,--a real hell-broom, who chased me, all heated, like a hunted +stag, into the reeds here. Cherstens, I should defame myself in the +water, were I to come out plainly with the whole story of our woful +condition;[107] ... in short, my Philanthropia before marriage was soft +as the spines of a new-born hedge-hog, but in the nuptial state, when +the foliage was off, I saw, as on trees in winter, one raven's- and +devil's-nest after another. She was all the time dressing herself and +dressing herself, till it was time to undress; when a fault in me or the +children had been removed, she would still continue to scold a little, +as one continues to vomit, when the emetic and everything is out; she +indulged me preciously little, and had I had a Fontanel[108] she would +have reproached me for the fresh pea which I should have been obliged +every day to put into it; in short, we two pulled opposite ways,--the +linch-pin of love came out in the struggle, and I came with the +forward-wheels down into the water here, and my Prænumerantia stays with +the hind-wheels at home. See, my women, this is why I do violence to +myself--besides, the gnawing-man[109] would have, at any rate, caught me +by the throat; but behold yourselves in me as in a mirror! For when a +man who is a _litterateur_, and therefore, as you yet know by the case +of Fichte, goes about as instituted overseer, schoolmaster, and mentor +of the human race, leaps overboard before his wife's face, and lets his +Ephorie and tutorship go, you may conclude from this of what your own +husbands, who cannot measure themselves with me at all in learning, are +capable, in case you are such Prænumerantias, Elementarias, and +Philanthropias as unfortunately you have the appearance of being. But," +he concluded suddenly, as he saw Albano and the Doctor, "clear +yourselves away; I am going to drown myself!" + +"Ah, dear Schoppe!" said Albano. Schoppe blushed at his situation. "It +must be a clown," said the retiring funeral retinue. "What child's +foolery is this, then?" asked Sphex, resenting Albano's former passion +and the anatomical misshot, and derived satisfaction from telling the +story of the latter's rage. Schoppe knew how heartily the noble youth +loved him, and he would not say anything, because he was ashamed, but he +swore to himself (in the grotesque style to which he was accustomed even +in soliloquy) very shortly to let him into his breast-cavern, and show +him hanging therein a whole, wild heart full of love. + + +49. CYCLE. + +The blue day on which an ascension, a rendering of allegiance, and a +birthday were to be celebrated already stood over Pestitz, after having +cast off its morning-red,--two horses were already harbingers of four, +the lowly coach-box, of the highest,--the country nobility already went +down, uncomfortably frizzled, into the rooms of the inn, and scolded at +being cheated out of the fairest weather for heath-cock coupling, +and the city nobility, yet unpowdered, spoke of the day, but +without real earnestness,--the court-micrometer,[110] the +court-marshal, was surrounded by all his quartermasters,--the +court-transit-instruments,[111] the courtiers, instead of their +half-holiday, when they work only in the afternoon, had a whole +working-day, and were already standing at the wash-table,--the +allegiance-preacher, Schäpe, believed almost every word of his +discourse, because he had read it too many times over, and the nearness +of publication infused emotion into him,--there was no longer a domino +to be had for the evening, except among the Jews,--when a man alighted +at the door of the Doctor's house, who among all others was the most +honest and hearty about the allegiance, the Director Wehrfritz. There +were a son and a father in each other's arms, a fiery youth and a fiery +man. Albano seemed to him no longer to be the old Albano, but--warmer +than ever. He brought with him from "his women," as he called them, +congratulatory letters and birthday presents; he himself made not much +of the birthday or forgot it, and Albano had only celebrated it a little +just after waking. These festivals belong more to the other sex, who +gladly toy with times and seasons in the way of loving and giving. + +The Titular Librarian marched out to a village, named Klosterdorf, where +the Mayor with his family, after an ancient custom, had to imitate the +Prince with his, and so, as commissioner, drive in the allegiance of the +neighboring circle; this, Schoppe said, he still was pleased with, but +the other worked too fatally on his inwards. The Director, dazzled by +the prospects of the day, and posted in the front with an official +speech to the chivalry, fell into a quarrel with Schoppe. "The Exchequer +and the Court," said he, "have been, of course, from time immemorial, +such as they are; but the Princes, dear sir, are good; they are +themselves sucked dry, and then they seem to be the suckers." +"Somewhat," rejoined Schoppe, "as the death-vampyres only give out blood +from themselves, while they appear to take it; but I make up for that +again by attributing wholly to the Regents, besides the sins of others, +the merits, victories, and sacrifices of others also; herein they are +the pelicans, who shed a blood for their children which really at a +distance seems to be their own." + +All went off: Schoppe, out into the country; Wehrfritz, to church with +the procession; Albano, into a spectator's-box in the allegiance-hall; +for he would not in any wise be stuck into the train of the Prince, not +even as embroidery. Soon the noisy stream of pomp came sounding back +into the hall. The chivalry, the spirituality, and the cities mounted +the stage, where the oath was to be taken. In the court-yard of the +castle one foot stood upon another, and a needle might, to be sure, have +reached the ground, but no one could do so, to pick it up; everybody +looked up at the balcony, and cursed before he _swore_. The Prince, too, +stayed not away; the throne, that graduated and paraphrased princely +seat, stood open, and Fraischdörfer had decorated it with beautiful +mythological and heraldic shoulder-pieces and appendages. + +Opposite the Count bloomed the court-dames, and below them a rose and a +lily, Julienne and Liana. As one lifts his eye from the stiff frosty +landscape of winter to the blue breathing heavens which looked down upon +our spring evenings, and wherein the light summer clouds floated and the +rainbow stood, so did he glance over the shining snow-light of the court +at the lovely Grace of spring, around whom remembrances hung, like +flowers, and who now stood so far aloof, so cut off, so imprisoned in +the heavy finery of the court! Only through her friend, who sits beside +her, was she gently melted and harmonized with the dazzling present. + +Now began fine official speeches, the longest being made by the old +Minister, the shortest by Wehrfritz: the Prince let the warm eulogies +glide over his December-visage without thawing it down,--a mistaken +indifference! For the praise of the Minister, as well as of other +court-servants, may yet help him with posterity, since, according to +Bacon, no praise is of more consequence than that which servants give, +because they surely know their master best. + +Then the Upper-Secretary, Heiderscheid, read Luigi's genealogical table, +and illuminated the hollow family-tree, together with its dryness, and +the last pale green twig; with sunken eyes Julienne heard this amid the +_vivat_ of the people, and Albano, never subdued by _one_ thought alone, +saw her eyes, and could not, however intently the Regent listened, +avoid the funeral picture, how, one day, and that very soon, this +extinguished man would bear down after him the name of his whole race +into the vault; he saw them carving the inverted arms and hanging the +shield upside down, and heard the shovels strike against the helmet and +fling the earth after the coffin. Gloomy idea! the tender sister would +certainly have wept, had she only been alone! + +At last the turn came to those, to whom it never comes first, although +they are the only ones who have a hearty meaning in such ceremonies. +Heiderscheid stepped out on the balcony, and caused the noisy swarming +multitude to stretch out the forefinger and thumb, and repeat the oath +after him. The mass, always fascinated, shouted their _vivat_; in the +dazzled eyes gleamed the confident expectation of a better regency and +love for the unknown individual. The Count, whom a multitude generally +made enthusiastic, as it did Schoppe melancholy, glowed with the +inspiration of brotherly love and thirst for achievement; he saw +princes, like omnipotent ones, holding sway on their eminences, and saw +the blooming provinces and the gay cities of a wisely-ruled land spread +out before him; he represented to himself how he, were he a prince, +could, with the electric sparkling of the sceptre-point, dart, with an +animating shock, into millions of united hearts at once, whereas he +could now, with so great difficulty, scarcely kindle a few of the +nearest; he saw his throne, as a mountain in morning light, pouring out, +instead of lava, navigable streams through the lands, and breaking the +storms, with a hum of harvests and festivals around its feet; he thought +to himself how far, from such a high place, he could send light abroad, +like a moon, which does not hide the sun by day, but, from her +elevation, flings his distant brightness into the night,--and how he +would, instead of only defending, _create_ and _educate_ freedom, and be +a regent for the sake of forming self-regents.[112] "But why am I not +one?" said he mournfully. + +Noble youth! do thy estates, then, furnish thee no subjects? But just so +does the lesser prince believe he would govern a duchy quite otherwise, +and the higher one believes the same in regard to a kingdom, and so does +the highest, in regard to universal monarchy. + +Meanwhile, all through this singular uneasy day, wild perspectives of +youth passed to and fro before him, and the old spirit-voice, which he +was going to meet to-day, repeated in him the dark exhortation, Take the +crown! Wehrfritz came back in the evening with a red face from the fiery +allegiance-banquet, and Albano took an agitated leave of him, as if of +the ebb and calm of life--his childish youth; for to-day he launched out +deeper into its waves. Schoppe came back and wanted to have him before +the sight-hole of his show-box, wherein he slid through the +vicariate-allegiance-swearing in Klosterdorf, in a series of comic +pictures; but these contrasted too severely with higher ones, and gave +little pleasure. + +At night Albano put on his beautiful, serious character-mask, that of a +knight-templar,--for a comic one his form, and almost his mood, was too +great;--the latter was made still more solemn by this funeral dress of a +whole murdered knightly order. After he had caused to be described to +him once more the awful paths of Tartarus, and the burial-place of the +Prince's heart, to avoid mistaking of the way in the night, he went +forth, about ten o'clock, with a high-heaving bosom, which the +night-larvæ[113] of fancy, together with friendship and love and the +whole future, conspired to excite. + + +50. CYCLE. + +Albano stepped, for the first time, into the inverted puppet-world of a +masquerade, as into a dancing realm of the dead. The black forms, the +slit masks, the strange eyes, gleaming as out of night behind them, +which, as in that mouldering Sultan in the coffin, alone remained +alive,--the mingling and mimicking of all ranks, the flying and +ring-running of the clinking dance, and his own solitude under the +mask,--all this translated him, with his Shakespearian frame of spirit, +into an enchanted and ghostly island full of juggleries, chimeras, and +metamorphoses. Ah, this is the bloody scaffold, was his first thought, +where the brother of thy Liana rent his young life, like a +mourning-garment; and he looked fearfully round, as if he feared +Roquairol might again attempt death. + +Among the masks he found no one under which he could suppose him to be; +this meaningless cousinship of standing parts, footmen, butchers, Moors, +ancestors, &c.,--these could not conceal any loved one of Albano's. +Lonesomely and inquisitively he paced up and down behind the rows of the +Anglaise; and more than ten eyes, which glistened opposite in the +annular eclipse of the lace mask,--for women, from their +open-heartedness, do not love masks, but are fond of showing +themselves,--followed the powerfully and pliantly built form, which, +with the bold helm and plume, with the crossed white mantle and the +gleaming mail on his breast, seemed to bring a knight out of the heroic +age. + +At last a masked lady, who was chatting between unmasked ones, came up +to him with long steps and large feet, and boldly grasped his hand as if +for a dance. He was extremely embarrassed at the boldness of the +summons, and about the choice of an answer; it is valor precisely that +loves to marry itself to gallantry, as the Damascene blade, besides +hardness, possesses a perpetual fragrance; but the lady only wrote in +his hand his initials, with the interrogation-mark after them,--"_v. +C.?_" and after the Yes, the charming one said, softly, "Do you not +remember me? the master of exercises, Von Falterle?" Albano testified, +notwithstanding his dislike of the part, a real joy at finding again a +companion of his youth. He asked which mask was Captain Roquairol; +Falterle assured him he had not yet arrived. + +By this time--as the footmen, the butchers, Falterle, &c., were only the +snow-drops of this masquerade-spring--better flowers--violets, +forget-me-nots, and primroses--had sprung up or come in. For one such +forget-me-not I see a churl entering, puffed out behind and before, and +convex like a burning-glass, who now opened the back-door and shook out +confects from his hump-back, and then the front-door and produced +sausages. Hafenreffer, however, writes me the invention has once before +appeared at a masquerade in Vienna. Then came a company of German +play-cards, which shuffled and played out and took each other; a fine +emblem of atheism, which exhibits it wholly free from the absurdity +wherewith men have so loved to disfigure it! Mr. Von Augusti appeared +also, but in simple dress and domino; he became (incomprehensibly to the +Count) very soon the polar-star of the dancers, and the controlling +Cartesian vortex of the dancing-school. + +With what miserable, black ammunition-biscuit and beggar's-bread of +enjoyment these people get along! thought Albano, to whom, all day long, +his dreams, those Jupiter's-doves, had been bringing ambrosia. And how +pale and stale is their fire, their fancy, and their speech, he thought +too. Verily, a life down in a gloomy glacier-chasm! for he imagined +everybody must speak and feel as intensely and ardently as he. + +Now came a limping man, with a great glass-chest on his belly; of course +it was easy to recognize the Librarian; he had on--either because he +sent too late, or would not pay, for a domino--something black, which he +had borrowed of a mourning-cloak lender, and was covered from +shoulder-blade to shin-bone with awful masks, which he, with many +finger-signs, offered mostly to those people who played their parts +behind the opposite kind, e. g. short-nosed ones to long noses. He was +waiting for the beginning of a hop Anglaise, the notes for which stood +just on the hand-organ of his chest; then he, too, began; he had therein +an excellent puppet-masquerade which had been planed out by Bestelmaier, +and now he set the little masks to hopping parallel with the great ones. +His object was a comparative anatomy of the two masquerades, and the +parallelism was melancholy. Besides, he had rigged it all out with +by-work: little dumb persons swung their little bells in the chest; a +tolerably grown-up child rocked the cradle of an inanimate doll, with +which the little fool still played; a mechanic was working away at his +speaking machine, by which he was going to show the world how far mere +mechanism could go toward giving life to puppets; a live, white +mouse[114] sprang out by a little chain, and would have upset many of +the club, if he could have broken it; a starling, buried-alive, a true +first Greek comedy and school for scandal in miniature, was practising +upon the dancing-company the death-blow of the tongue with perfect +freedom and without distinction; a looking-glass-wall mimicked the +living scenes of the chest so deceptively, that every one took the +images for true puppets. + +The point of this comico-tragic dagger came home directly enough upon +Albano, as, besides, the hopping wax-figure-cabinet of the great +masquerade seemed to double the solitude of man, and to separate two +selves by four faces; but Schoppe went further. + +In his glass case stood a faro-bank, and by it a little man, who cut out +the masked banker in black paper, but into a likeness of the German +gentleman; this picture he carried into the card-chamber, where a +bank-keeping mask--most certainly Cephisio--must needs hear and see him. +The banker looked at him some time inquiringly. Another, dressed wholly +in black, with a dying expression, which represented the _Hippocratica +facies_,[115] did the same. Albano looked towards it with a fiery +glance, because it occurred to him it might be Roquairol, for it had his +stature and torch-like eye. The pale mask lost much, and kept redoubling +its loss; at that it drank out of a quill immoderate draughts of +Champagne wine. The Lector came up; Schoppe kept on playing before the +eyes that crowded round; the pale mask looked steadily and sternly at +the Count. Schoppe took off his own before Bouverot; but there was +another under it; he pulled this off; it disclosed an under-mask of the +under-mask; he carried on the process to the fifth root;--at last his +own rough face came forth, but bronzed with gold-beater's skin and +distorted, as it turned towards Bouverot, with an almost frightful glaze +and smile. + +The pale mask itself seemed to start, and hastened with long strides off +into the dancing-hall; it threw itself wildly into the wildest of the +dance. This, too, confirmed Albano's conjecture, as well as its great +defying hat, which seemed to him a crown, because he prized nothing more +highly about manly attire than fur, cloak, and hat. + +More and more fingers continually drew the letters "_v. C._" in his +hand, and he nodded composedly. The time surrounded him with manifold +dramas, and everywhere he stood between theatre-curtains. As with uneasy +head and heart he stepped to the window, to see whether he should soon +have moonshine for his night-walk, he saw a heavy hearse, flanked by +torches, move along across the market, which was conveying a manor-lord +to his family-vault; and the undisturbed night-watchman called out, +behind the creeping dead man, the beginning of the spirit-hour and of a +birth-hour, which is precious to us. Could his smitten heart refrain +from saying to him how sharply Death, the hard, solid, insoluble, with +its glacier-air, sweeps through the warm scenes of life, and leaves +behind it all over which it breathes stiff and snow-white? Could he help +thinking of the cold young sister, whose voice now awaited him in +Tartarus? And as Schoppe, with his puppet-parody, came to him, and he +pointed out to him the street, and the latter said: "Bon! Friend Death +sits on his game-wagon, and glances quietly up, as if the friend would +say, 'Bon! only dance on; I make my return trip, and carry you too to +your place and spot,'"--how close must it have been to him under his +sultry visor! At this second the pale mask came, with others, to the +window; he opened his glowing face for coolness; a hasty draught of +wine, and still more his fancy, showed him the world in burning +surfaces; the mask surveyed him closely, with a dark, uncertain glow of +the eye, which he at last could no longer bear, because it might as well +have been kindled by hatred as by love, just as the spots on the sun +seem now like abysses and now like mountains. + +Eleven o'clock had gone by; he suddenly disappeared from the hot looks +and the crushing throng, and betook himself on his way to the heart +without a breast. + + +51. CYCLE. + +While he stood at the gate awaiting his sword, a group of new masks +(mostly representatives of lifelessness, e. g. a boot, peruke-stand, +&c.) came running into the city, and peered with astonishment at the +tall, white, knightly stranger. He took his sword with him, but no +servant. Whatever the danger into which the visit of a secluded, gloomy +catacomb-avenue, and the foreknowledge of this visit on the part of +others, might plunge him, his character left him no other choice than +the one which he had made; no, he would sooner have let himself be +murdered than shamed before his father. + +How thy spirit mounted aloft, like a lightning-flash darting upward +toward heaven, when the great Night, with her saintly halo of stars, +stood erect before thee!--Beneath the heavens there is no terror, only +under the earth!--Broad shadows lay across his road to Elysium, which on +Sunday had been colored with dew-drops and butterflies. In the distance +fiery prongs grew out of the earth and moved along;--it was the hearse +with the torches in the lower road. When he came to the cross-way which +leads through the ruined castle into Tartarus, he looked round toward +the enchanted grove, on whose winding bridge life and songs of joy had +met him; all was dumb therein, and only a long gray bird of prey +(probably a paper dragon) wheeled over it to and fro. + +He passed through the old castle into an orchard that had been sawed +down, and looked like a tree-churchyard; then into a pale wood, full of +peeled May-trees, which with faded ribbons and banners all looked toward +Elysium,--a withered pleasure grove of so many happy days. Some +windmills, with their long shadow-arms, struck into the midst, and were +continually seizing and vanishing. + +Impetuously Albano ran down a stairway darkened with hangings, and came +upon an old battle-field,--a gloomy waste with a black wall, of which +the monotony was broken only by white gypsum heads, which stood in the +earth as if they were on the point of sinking or of resurrection; a +tower full of blind gates and blind windows stood in the midst, and the +solitary clock talked with itself therein, and, with its iron rod +swaying to and fro, seemed fain to divide the wave of time, which ever +tended to run together again: it struck three quarters to twelve, and +deep in the wood the echo murmured as if in sleep, and softly spake once +more to fleeting man of fleeting time. The road ran in an eternal circle +round about the churchyard wall, without coming to a gate. Alban must, +according to his information, seek a spot in the wall where it roared +and reeled under him. + +At last he stepped upon a stone which sank with him; then a section of +the wall fell down; and a tangled wood, full of clumps of trees, whose +stems twined together into bush-work, intercepted every beam of the +moon. As he looked round him under the gate, there hung over the shadowy +stairway a pale head like a bust of the murder-field, and passed down +without a body, and the bloodless dead seemed to awake and run after +it;--the cold hellstone[116] of horror contracted his heart: he stood: +the death's-head hovered immovable over the last step! + +All at once his heart sucked in warm blood again; he turned toward the +misshapen wood with drawn sword, because he was bearing along his life +in his hand near armed Death. He followed in the darkness of the +moss-green towers the roar of the subterranean flood and the rocking of +the ground. Unfortunately he looked round again, and there stood the +death's-head behind him still, but high in the air on the trunk of a +giant. The extreme of horror always drove him with compressed eyes full +upon a phantom; he called twice through the echoing wood, "Who's there?" +But when, at this moment, a second head seemed all at once to stand +beside the first, then his hand clove, frozen, to the ice-cold key of +the gate of the world of the dead, and he tore it away bleeding. + +He fled, and plunged through thicker and thicker twigs, till at last he +came out into an open garden and into the splendor of the moon; here, ah +here, when he saw the holy, immortal heavens and the rich stars in the +north gleaming again, which never rise nor set, the pole-star and +Friederich's-Ehre,[117] the Bear and the Serpent, and Charles's Wain +and Cassiopæa, which looked down upon him mildly, as if with the bright +winking eyes of eternal spirits, then his spirit asked itself, "Who can +lay hands on me? I am a spirit among spirits"; and the courage of +immortality beat again in his warm breast. + +But what a singular garden! Great and little flowerless beds, full of +yew, rue, and rosemary, divided it among them; a circle of weeping +birches drooped like a funeral train around the mute spot; under the +garden murmured the buried brook, and in the middle stood a white altar, +near which lay a man. + +Albano was strengthened by the appearance of the common dress and the +mechanic's bundle on which the sleeper rested; he stepped quite close to +him, and read the golden inscription of the altar: "Take my last +offering, all-gracious one!" The heart of the Prince must here be +mouldering in the altar. + +Ah, after these rigid scenes, it soothed his soul even to tears to find +here human words and a human sleep, and the remembrance of God; but as +he looked with emotion at the sleeper, suddenly that sister's voice +which he had heard on Isola Bella said softly in his ear, "I give thee +Linda de Romeiro." "Ah, good God!" he cried, and turned round; and there +was nothing on either side of him, and he held himself up by the corner +of the altar. "I give thee Linda de Romeiro," it said again; frightfully +the thought seized him, that the hovering death's-head might be speaking +near him, and he shook the sound sleeper, who woke not, and shook and +called still more violently, when the voice spake for a third time. + +"What?" said the drowsy man, "directly! What will he?--you?" and raised +himself reluctantly and with a yawn; but at the sight of the naked sword +fell down on his knees, and said: "Mercy! I will, indeed, give up all!" + +"Zesara!" a cry came from the wood,--"Zesara, where art thou?" and he +heard his own voice; but now he boldly called back, "At the altar!" A +black form rushed out, with a white mask in hand, and hesitated in the +moonlight before the armed one. Then at length Albano recognized the +brother of Liana, for whom he had so long panted; he flung his sword +behind him, and ran to meet him. Roquairol stood before him mute, pale, +and with a sublime repose on his countenance. Albano continued to stand +near him, and said with emotion, "Hast thou been seeking me, Charles?" +Roquairol nodded silently, and had tears in his eyes, and opened his +arms. Ah, then could the blissful man, with all the flames and tears of +love fall upon the long-loved soul, and he kept saying incessantly, "Now +we have each other! now we have each other!" And more and more +passionately he embraced him, as the pillar of his future, and melted +into tears, because now, indeed, the buried love of so many years and so +many choked up fountains of the poor heart could at once gush forth. +Roquairol, trembling, only clasped him to himself gently with one arm, +and said, but without passion, "I am a dying man, and that is my face," +holding forth the yellow death-mask; "but I have my Albano, and will die +on his bosom." + +Wildly they twined around each other; the sap of life, Love, ran through +them with a creative power; the ground over the rolling, subterranean +flood shook more violently; and the starry heaven, with the white, magic +breath of its trembling stars, floated around the magic glow. + +Ah ye happy ones! + + +52. CYCLE. + +Some men are born fast friends; their first finding of each other is +only a second, and they then, like those who have been long parted, +bring to each other not only a future, but a past also;--this latter our +happy ones demanded of one another impatiently. Roquairol answered +Alban's question, How he came hither, in a fiery manner: "He had been +following him this whole evening,--he had gazed at him at the window +during the funeral pomp with such a painful longing, and had almost been +constrained to fly and embrace him,--he had already, but a moment ago, +stood close by him, and at his question, 'Who's there?' immediately +taken off his mask." Now did Albano's fallen arm strike again tensely +through the thin magic-lantern show of ghostly fear, as he now +learned that the two-headed giant had grown entirely out of an +optically-magnifying, mistaken notion of the distance of a form which +was so near, and the death's-head had forfeited its body on the stairway +only by the dark curtains and its black dress; even the hard +spirit-scene at the altar seemed to him now less insuperable through the +rich gain of living love. + +Roquairol asked him what woe or joy had driven him hither at midnight to +a _Moravian_ churchyard, and whither he had sent the man with the sword. +Albano did not know that Moravians reposed here; and, moreover, he had +not observed that the sword, probably from fear of its being used, had +been stolen. He answered, "My dead sister was fain to speak with me at +the altar; and she has spoken"; but he feared to say more of this. Then +Roquairol's countenance suddenly changed; he stared at him, and demanded +confirmation and explanation; during this he looked into the air as if +he would draw faces from it by his looks, and said monotonously, fixing +his eyes, however, on Albano the while, "Dead one, dead one, speak +again!" But only the death-flood went on speaking under them, and +nothing more. But he threw himself before the altar on his knees, and +said in measured tone, and yet with trembling lips: "Fly open, +spirit-gate, and show thy transparent world. I fear not you, the +transparent ones; I become one of you, when you appear, and walk with +you, and become an apparition myself." "O my good one, forbear," Albano +entreated, not only from piety, but from love also; for an accident, a +night-bird shooting over, might, indeed, kill them by horror: this +horror stood, too, not far from them; for on the illuminated side of the +weeping birches stepped out a white, majestic old form. But when +Roquairol, frantic with wine and fancy, reached out the dying mask into +the air, and said, turning toward the grave of the heart, "Take this +face, if thou hast none, old man, and look at me from behind it!" Alban +seized him; the white form stepped back with bowed head and folded arms +into the branches; the round tower on the battle-field struck the hour, +and the dreamy region, murmuring, struck a response. + +"Come to my warm heart, thou passionate soul. O that I were permitted to +receive thee on my very birthday, at my very birth-hour!" This sound +melted at once the ever-changing man, and he hung upon him with wet eyes +of joy, and said: "And to keep me even till our dying hours! O look not +upon me, thou unchangeable, because I appear so wavering and broken; in +the waves of life man breaks and crinkles as the staff flickers in the +water, but the essential being stands nevertheless firm as the staff. I +will follow thee into other parts of Tartarus; but still relate the +history." + +To give this history amounted to opening a _sanctum sanctorum_ of the +inner man, or even a coffin to the light of day; but do you believe that +Albano bethought himself a minute? or would you yourselves? We are all +better, franker, warmer friends than we know and show; only let the +right spirit meet you,--such a one as thirsting Love ever +demands,--pure, large, clear, and tender and warm,--and you give him +everything, and love him without measure, because he is without fault. +Albano found in this stranger the first friend who ever responded to his +whole heart with like tones, the first eye which his shy feelings did +not shun, a soul before whose first tear flowers started up out of his +whole future life as out of the dry wastes of torrid climes during the +rainy season;--hence love gave his strong spirit only the equable, broad +motion of a sea, whereas his friend, although older and longer-trained, +was a stream with waterfalls. + +Charles led him into the so-called catacomb, while he listened to the +ghost-story of Isola Bella, which, however, from having been exhausted +by the former, he heard with diminished fear. A dreary, charred vale, +full of sunken shafts, basked gray in the moonshine; out of the wood +crept forth the death-flood below their feet, and leaped down a stony +stairway into the catacombs. The two followed it on another that ran by +its side. The entrance bore as frontispiece an old dial-plate, of which +the lightning had once struck away the hour _one_. "One?" said Albano; +"singular!--just our coming hour!" + +How adventurously does the catacomb now wind onward! The long +death-flood murmurs obscurely far in through the darkness, and glimmers +at times under the silvery stream which the moonlight sends in through +the shaft-openings; immovable creatures--horses, dogs, birds--stand +drinking on the dark bank, that is to say, their stuffed skins; small +gravestones, worn smooth by time, with a few names and limbs, are the +pavement; on a brighter niche we read that a nun was immured here; in +another stands the petrified skeleton of a miner, who was buried alive, +with gilded ribs and thighs; in scattered spots were black paper hearts +of men shot by the arquebuse, and heaped-up nosegays of poor sinners; +the rod which had whipped a forgiven penitent to death, a glass bust +with a phosphorus point in the water, chrisom-cloths[118] and other +children's clothes and playthings, and a dwarf skeleton. + +As the explanatory words of Roquairol, whose life-path always ran down +into vaults and out over graves, beat out life more and more thin and +transparent before him, Zesara, after his manner, at once shaking his +head, heaving forward his breast, stamping in the sand, and cursing +(which he easily did in terror and in strong emotion), broke out with +the words: "By the Devil! thou crushest my breast and thine own. It is +not so! Are we not together? Have I not thy warm, living hand? Burns not +within us the fire of immortality? Burnt-out coals are these bones, and +nothing more; and the heavenly flame which has consumed them has again +seized upon other fuel, and blazes on. O," he added, as if comforted, +and stepped into the brook and looked through the opening of the shaft +up to the rich moon, which streamed down from heaven, and his great eyes +filled with splendor,--"O, there is a heaven and an immortality; we +remain not in the dark hole of life; we, too, sweep through the ether +like thee, thou shining world!" + +"Ah, thou glorious one," said Charles, whose soul consisted of souls, "I +will now bring thee to a more cheerful place." They had hardly gone +eight steps, when it darkened behind them, and a sword, flung in +overhead, came perpendicularly down, and struck with its point in the +sand under the waves. "O thou infernal devil up there!" cried the +infuriate Roquairol; but Albano was softened at the thought of the iron +virgin[119] of the death-hour, who had folded her sharp arms together so +near him. They clasped each other more warmly, and went silent and sad +towards a low music and a grave-mound. They seated themselves upon it +opposite an avenue which formed a right angle with the tormenting +catacomb, lined with green moss, and of which crumbled sparks of rotten +wood pointed out the extent. It lost itself in an open gate, and a +prospect of Elysium, of which only the white summits of some +silver-poplars were distinguishable, and in the distance was seen the +spring redness of midnight blooming in the heavens, and two stars +twinkling overhead. The gate, however, was grated, and guarded by a +skeleton with an Æolian harp in his hand, which seemed to strike upon it +the thin minor tones which the draught of wind just now wafted into the +cavern. + +"Here," said Charles, at the beautiful spot, and made more curious by +the deadly fling of Albano's sword, "finish your narrative of to-day!" +Albano reported to him candidly the word which the sister's voice had +spoken: "I give thee Linda de Romeiro." In the tumult of his inner being +he thought not of the anecdote, that she was the very one for whom +Charles when a boy had proposed to die. "Romeiro?" he started up. "Be +still! She? O thou mocking executioner, Fate! Why she, and to-day? Ah, +Albano, for her I early braved death," he continued, weeping, and sank +upon his breast, "and that is what has made my heart so bad, because I +have lost her. Do thou only take her, for thou art a pure spirit; the +glorious shape which appeared to thee on the sea, so she looks, or now +still fairer. Ah, Albano!" This noble youth trembled at the complicated +plot, and at the destiny, and said: "No, no, thou dear Charles, thou +thinkest falsely about everything." + +Suddenly it was as if all the constellations rang, and a melodious +spirit-choir thronged in through the gate. Albano was startled. +"Nothing; let be," said Charles. "It is not the skeleton; the _pious +father_ is walking in the _flute-dell_, and is just drawing out his +flutes, because he prays. But how sayest thou, I think falsely of +everything?" "How?" repeated Albano, and could not, in the magic circle +of these echoes, which all-powerfully brought back to him that Sunday +morning, either think or speak. For did not the silver-poplars wave to +and fro against the stars, and rosy clouds lie couched about the +heavens, and did not the whole Elysium pass openly by with the sounds +which had floated through it, with the tears which had besprinkled it, +and with the dreams which no heart forgets, and with the holy form which +eternally abides in his breast? And now he held so fast the hand of her +brother; so near was he to love and friendship, those two foci in the +ellipse of life's pathway; impetuously he embraced the brother, with the +words: "By Heaven, I say to thee, she whom thou hast just named concerns +me not, and never will." + +"But, Albano, thou dost not surely know her yet?" said Charles, pursuing +his inquiries, perhaps, too hardly; for the noble youth beside him was +too bashful and too steadfast to unlock the sanctuary of wishes to the +kinsman of his loved one; to a stranger he could have done it much more +easily. "O torment me not," he answered sensitively; but he added more +softly, "Believe me, I pray you believe me, this first time, my good +brother!" Charles yielded full as seldom as he; and although swallowing +the inquisitive tone, and speaking in a right loving one, nevertheless +said this: "By my bliss, I'll do it, and with joy; a heart must have +been heartily loved and divinely blessed which can renounce such a one." +Ah, does Albano, then, know that! He only leaned silently, with his +fiery cheek full of roses, on Liana's brother, shunning scrutiny for +shame; but when the expiring calls of the flute-dell gathered together +like sighs in his breast, and reminded him too often how that Sunday +morning closed, how Liana stole away, and how he looked after her with +dim, wet eyes from the altar; then, although his heart did not break, +his eye broke into tears, and he wept violently, but silently, on his +first friend. + +Then, with mute souls, they turned homeward, and looked thoughtfully +toward the long, vanishing ways of the future; and when they parted, +they well felt that they loved each other right heartily, that is, right +bitterly. + +On the morrow the pious father lay prostrate under a shock which was +more blissful than mournful; for he said he had in the night seen his +friend, the deceased Prince, walking, clad in white, through Tartarus. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[92] [_Fauler Heinz._] Or Athanor, a chemical stove, which works +on for a long time without poking. [Corresponding to our +air-tight stove. _Athanor_, from the Greek, _undying_?--TR.] + +[93] The translator had to resort to the Scotch to help him get +this pun into English. + +[94] Ezek. xiii. 18: "Woe to the women that sew pillows to all +arm-holes, and make kerchiefs upon the head of every stature, to +hunt souls!"--TR. + +[95] According to Lempriere. + +[96] Sanhedrim, c. 2, Misch. 3. + +[97] Cic. ad Quirit. post redit, c. 3. + +[98] His sect represented Christ's journey to hell as having +released all the wicked from that region, but not Abraham, Enoch, +the prophets, &c.--Tertul. adv. Marcion. + +[99] A title given to black colors. + +[100] The Corinthian, who was hidden from his enemies in a chest +of cedar, ivory, and gold, richly adorned with figures in relief, +and at last expelled the usurpers and mounted the throne.--TR. + +[101] The line which is drawn from the aphelion to the +perihelion, the two apsides, or the nearest and farthest points +of a planet's distance from the sun. + +[102] A child coming into the world face foremost cannot +afterward bend its head forward.--_The Mother of a Family_, Vol. +V. + +[103] The name of the Invalid Hospital in Copenhagen. + +[104] In Darwin's Zoönomy, page 529, the case is adduced of a man +who did this before spectators. In Paris another did the same by +swallowing air. + +[105] In Vienna there was an Institute which made new sealing-wax +out of old, and endowed poor persons with the proceeds. + +[106] Such was the tasteless name by which Basedow was going to +baptize a daughter, in memory of the appearing of an elementary +work by subscription. See Schlichtegroll's Necrology. + +[107] _Wehestande_, a parody of _Ehestande_, wedded state. + +[108] An issue. + +[109] A name given in some places to the consumption. + +[110] A micrometer consists of fine threads stretched across in +the telescope, which serve to measure the smallest distance. + +[111] The transit-instrument, or culminatory, observes when a +star has reached the highest point in its course. + +[112] Autarchs; for monarchs or sole-rulers are etymologically +distinguished from self-rulers. + +[113] Ghosts of the dead.--TR. + +[114] Does he allude to the frightful white form, in my "vision +of annihilation"? + +[115] A phrase applied to the form of a dying man. [Properly a +distemper which gives one a deathly look. See Bailey's +Dictionary.--TR.] + +[116] The _lapis infernalis_, or silver cautery.--TR. + +[117] Frederick's Honor. + +[118] Linen cloths smeared with aromatic ointment, anciently +placed on the heads of children just born or baptized.--TR. + +[119] An allusion to a well-known instrument of the +Inquisition.--TR. + + + + +TENTH JUBILEE. + + ROQUAIROL'S ADVOCATUS DIABOLI.[120]--THE FESTIVAL DAY OF + FRIENDSHIP. + + +53. CYCLE.[121] + +Not toward the years of childhood, but toward the season of youth, +should we revert the most longingly, if we came forth out of the latter +as innocent as out of the former. It is the festival day of our life, +when all avenues are full of music and finery, and all houses are hung +round with golden tapestries, and when Existence, Art, and Virtue, like +gentle _goddesses_, still woo us with caresses; whereas, in after years, +they summon us, like stern _gods_, with commands! And at this period +Friendship dwells as yet in a serenely open Grecian temple, not, as +later, in a narrow Gothic chapel. + +Richly and majestically did life now glitter around Albano, covered with +islands and ships; he had his whole breast full of friendship and youth, +and could now let the impetuous energy of love, which on Isola Bella had +rebounded from a statue, from his father, burst freely and joyously +upon a man who appeared to him fully as his youthful dream had sketched +him. He could not let go Charles for a day; he laid bare to him his soul +and his whole life--(only Liana's name retired deeper and deeper into +his heart); all models of friendship among the ancients he was fain to +copy and renew, and do and suffer everything for his loved friend; his +being was now a double-choir; he drank in every joy with two hearts; a +double heaven embosomed his life in pure ether. + +When, on the following day, he met the form of the new friend,--which +was all that remained to him of the nightly show-piece of the +spirit-world, as a pale moon is left by the extinguished stars of +night,--and when he found him so bald-headed and white, as the fiery +smoke-column of an Ætna ascends gray in the daytime, he seemed to see +the whilom suicide standing before him, the more freely, but all the +more warmly, did he stretch his hand across to the solitary being, who, +after his leap over life, dwelt now only on his grave, as on a remote +island. Others, for this very reason, would draw their hand away: the +baffled self-murderer, who has made a rent in this fair, firm life, +comes back from his death-hour as a strange, uncomfortable ghost, whom +we can trust no longer, because in his ungovernableness he may at any +moment play again the give-away game with the human form. + +Therefore Albano saw in the chaotic life of the Captain only the +disorder of a being who is packing up and marching away. When he stepped +for the first time into his friend's summer-chamber, he saw, of course, +a servant's livery wardrobe, a theatrical green-room, and an officer's +tent before him at once. On the table lay confused tribes of books, as +on a battle-field, and on Schiller's Tragedies the Hippocratic face of +the masquerade, and on the Court Almanac a pistol; the book-shelf was +occupied by the sword-belt, together with its wash-ball of chalk, a +chocolate-mill, an empty candlestick, a pomatum-box, matches, the wet +hand-towel and the dried mouth-napkin; the glasshouse of a run-down +hour-glass, and the washing-and the writing-table stood open, on which +latter I, to my astonishment, look in vain for any support whatever, or +writing-sand on it; the comb-cloth, or powder-mantle, leaned back on the +ottoman, and a long neck-cloth rode on the stove-screen, and the antlers +on the wall had two hats with feathers shoved over the right and left +ears; letters and visiting-cards were impaled like butterflies on the +window-curtains. I should not have been capable of writing a billet +there, much less a Cycle. + +Is there not, however, a sunny-bright, free-fluttering age, when one +loves to see everything which announces roving unrest, striking of +tents, and nomadic liberty, and when one would be thankful to keep house +in a travelling-carriage, and write and sleep therein? And does not one +in those years look upon precisely such a students' chamber as this as a +spiritual students' endowment of genius, and every chaos as an +infusorial one full of life? Forgive my hero this truant time; there was +still something noble in his nature, that kept him back from becoming an +imitator of what he eulogized. + +As, after the melting away of a late winter, all at once the green +garment of earth flutters up high in flowers and blossoms, so in the +warm air of friendship and fancy did Albano's nature start up at once +into luxuriant verdure and bloom. Charles had and understood all states +of the heart; he created them dramatically in himself and others; he was +a second Russia, which harbors all climates, from France even to Nova +Zembla, and wherein, for that very reason, every one finds his own: he +was everything to everybody, although for himself nothing. He could +throw himself into any character, although for that very reason it +sometimes took his fancy only to carry out the most convenient. The +girths, belly-bands, cruppers, and saddle-straps of court, town, and +city life, his Bucephalus had long since cleared; and if the Count was +vexed every day at the lingual leading-string of the Lector, who +pronounced everything correctly.--Kanaster instead of Knaster, Juften +instead of Juchten, Fünfzig instead of Füfzig, and Barbieren (the _r_ in +which I myself take to be a stupid barbarism),--Roquairol was a +free-thinker, even to the degree of being a hectoring free-speaker; and +spoke, according to an expression of his own, which was at the same time +an example of the fact, "right out of his liver and jaw." He was annoyed +that there should still cleave to the Count a certain epic dignity of +speech acquired from books. They often thought over and cursed with one +another the pitiful bald life which one would lead, who, like the +Lector, should live as a well-bred citizen of extraction, have conduite +and a nice dress, and a tolerable dapper knowledge of several +departments, and for refreshment his table-wine, and taste for excellent +masters in painting and other arts, and should advance to higher posts +merely as stepping-stones to still higher, and yet, after all this, have +to stretch himself out, all frizzled and washed, in his coffin, in order +that the gigantic body-world might, forsooth, hand over its Pestitz +representative also to the sublime world of spirits. No, said Albano, +rather throw a dark mountain-chain of sorrows into the dead level of +life, that one may, at least, have a prospect and something great. + +But Roquairol was not the man that he seemed to him;--friendship has its +deceptions as well as love;--and often, when he had long looked upon +this love-drunken, high-hearted youth, with his chaste maiden-cheeks and +proud, manly brow, who reposed such a confidence upon _his_ wavering +soul, and whose heart stood so wide open, and the holiness of whose +fancy even he envied, then did the delusion of the noble one move him +even to pain, and his heart struggled to break forth, and longed to say +to him, with tears: Albano, I am not worthy of thee! But in that case I +lose him, he always added; for he shunned the moral orthodoxy and +decision of a man, who was not, like a maiden, to be provoked and +repelled and won back again, all in sport. And yet the day came--the +momentous day for both--when he did it. How could he ever have resisted +_Fancy_, when he only resisted _by and through_ Fancy? I do him half +injustice: hear the better angel, who opens his mouth. + +Roquairol is a child and victim of the age. As the higher youth of our +times are so early and richly overhung with the roses of joy that, like +the inhabitants of spice-islands, they lose their smell, and by and by +put under their heads a Sybarite-pillow of roses, drink rose-sirup and +bathe themselves in rose-oil,[122] until nothing more is left them +thereof for a stimulus except the thorns, so are most of them--and often +the very same ones--stuffed full in the beginning, by their +philanthropic teachers, with the _fruits_ of knowledge, so that they +come soon to desire only the honey-thick extracts, then the cider and +perry thereof, until at last they ruin themselves with the brandy made +of that. Now if, in addition to this, they have, like Roquairol, a fancy +that makes their life a naphtha-soil, out of which every step draws +fire, then does the flame, into which the sciences are thrown, and the +consumption become still greater. For these burnt-out prodigals of life +there is then no new pleasure and no new truth left, and they have no +old one entire and fresh; a dried-up future, full of arrogance, disgust +with life, unbelief and contradiction, lies round about them. Only the +wing of fancy still continues to quiver on their corpse. + +Poor Charles! Thou didst still more! Not merely truths, but feelings +also, he anticipated. All grand situations of humanity, all emotions to +which Love and Friendship and Nature exalt the heart, all these he went +through in poems earlier than in life, as play-actor and theatre-poet +earlier than as man, earlier on the sunny side of fancy than on the +stormy side of reality; hence, when they at last appeared, living, in +his breast, he could deliberately seize them, govern them, kill them, +and stuff them well for the refrigeratory of future remembrance. The +unhappy love for Linda de Romeiro, which, at a later period, would +perhaps have steeled him, opened thus early all the veins of his heart, +and bathed it warmly in its own blood; he plunged into good and bad +dissipations and amours, and afterward represented on paper or on the +stage everything that he repented or blessed; and every representation +made him grow more and more hollow, as abysses have been left in the sun +by ejected worlds. His heart could not do without the holy +sensibilities; but they were simply a new luxury, a tonic, at best; and +precisely in proportion to their height did the road run down the more +abruptly into the slough of the unholiest ones. As in the dramatic poet +angelically pure and filthy scenes stand in conjunction and close +succession, so in his life; he foddered, as in Surinam, his hogs with +pine-apples; like the elder giants, he had soaring wings and creeping +snakes'-feet.[123] + +Unfortunate is the female soul which loses its way, and is caught in one +of these great webs stretched out in mid-heaven; and happy is she, when +she tears through them, unpoisoned, and merely soils her bees'-wings. +But this all-powerful fancy, this streaming love, this softness and +strength, this all-mastering coolness and collectedness, will overspread +every female Psyche with webs, if she neglects to brush away the first +threads. O that I could warn you, poor maidens, against such condors, +which fly up with you in their claws! The heaven of our days hangs full +of these eagles. They love you not, though they think so; because, like +the blest in Mahomet's paradise, instead of their lost arms of love, +they have only wings of fancy. They are like great streams, warm only +along the shore, and in the middle cold. + +Now enthusiast, now libertine in love, he ran through the alternation +between ether and slime more and more rapidly, till he mixed them both. +His blossoms shot up on the varnished flower-staff of the Ideal, which, +however, rotted, colorless, in the ground. Start with horror, but +believe it,--he sometimes plunged on purpose into sins and torments, in +order, down there, by the pangs of remorse and humiliation, to cut into +himself more deeply the oath of reformation; somewhat as the physicians, +Darwin and Sydenham, assert that _strengthening_ remedies (Peruvian +bark, steel, opium) work more powerfully when _weakening_ ones +(bleeding, emetics, &c.) have been previously prescribed. + +External relations might, perhaps, have helped him somewhat, and the vow +of poverty might have made the two other vows lighter for him; had he +been sold as a negro slave, his spirit would have been a free white, and +a work-house would have been to him a purgatory. It was for this reason +the early Christians always gave those who were possessed some +occupation or other, e. g. sweeping out the churches,[124] &c. But the +lazy life of an officer wrought upon him to make him only still more +vain and bold. + +So stood matters in his breast, when he came to Albano's,--hunting like +an epicure after love, but merely to play with it; with an untrue heart, +whose feeling was more lyric poetry, than real, sound being; incapable +of being true, nay, hardly capable of being false, because every truth +assimilated to the poetic representation, and this again to that; able +much more easily on the stage and at the tragic writing-desk to hit the +true language of passion than in life, as Boileau could only imitate +dancers, but never a dance; indifferent, contemptuous, and decided +against the exhausted, worthless life, wherein all that is settled and +indispensable--hearts and joys and truths--melted down and floated +about; with reckless energy, capable of daring and sacrificing anything +which a man respects, because he respected nothing, and ever looking +round after his iron patron-saint, Death; faint-hearted in his +resolutions, and even in his errors fluctuating, and yet devoid only of +the _tuning-hammer_, and not of the _tuning-fork_, of the finest +morality; and, in the midst of the roar of passion, standing in the +bright light of reflection, as the victim of the hydrophobia knows his +madness, and gives warning of it. + +Only _one_ good angel had not flown with the rest,--Friendship. His so +often blown-up and collapsed heart could hardly soar to love; but +friendship it had not yet squandered away. His sister he had hitherto +loved as a friend,--so fraternally, so freely, so increasingly! And now +Albano, splendidly armed, had come to his embrace! + +In the beginning he played with him, too, lyingly, as he had with +himself at the masquerade and in Tartarus. He soon observed that the +country youth saw him falsely, dazzled by his own rays, but he chose +rather to verify the error than to correct it. Men--and he--are like the +fountain of the sun near the Temple of Jupiter Ammon, which in the +morning only was cold; at noon, lukewarm; in the evening, warm; and at +midnight, hot: now he depended so much on the seasons of the day, as the +sound and vigorous Albano did so little, who accordingly imagined a +great man was great all day, from the time of getting up to the time of +lying down, as the heralds always represent the eagle with outspread +wings, that he seldom went in the morning, but mostly in the evening, to +Albano, when the whole girandole[125] of his faculties and feelings +burned in the wine-spirit which he had previously poured upon it out of +flasks. + +But do you know the medicine of example, the healing power of +admiration, and of that soul-strengthener, reverence? "It is shameful of +me," said Roquairol, "when he is so credulous and open and honest. No, I +will deceive the whole world, only not his soul!" Such natures would +fain make good their devastation of humanity by being true to one. +Humanity is a constellation, in which _one_ star often describes half +the figure. + +From this hour forth, his resolution of the heartiest confession and +atonement stood fixed; and Alban, before whom life had not yet run down +into a jelly of corruption, but was capable of being analyzed as a sound +and well-defined organism, and who did not, like Charles, complain that +nothing would take right hold of him, but everything played round him +like air,--_he_ it was who was to bring back youth to his sick wishes, +and with the help of the pure youth's unwavering perceptions and the +danger of losing his friendship, Roquairol proposed forcing himself to +keep with _him_ the word of fruit-bearing repentance, which to himself +he had too often broken. + +Let us follow him into the day, when he tells everything. + + +54. CYCLE. + +Once Albano came early in the forenoon to the Captain, when the latter +was usually, according to his own expression, "a fag-end of a +yesterday's candle stuck on thorns"; but to-day he stood working away +blusteringly at the piano-forte and writing-desk by turns; and, like a +dried-up infusorial animal, was already, even at this early hour, the +same old, busy creature, because wine enough had been poured upon him, +that is to say, a good deal. Full of rapture, he ran to meet the welcome +friend. Albano brought him from Falterle the childish leaves of +love--for the Master of Exercises had not had the heart to throw them +into the fire--which he had written from Blumenbühl to the unknown +heart. Charles would have been moved on the subject almost to tears, +had he not already been so before the arrival. The Count had to stay +there all day, and neglect everything; it was his first day of +irregularity; it was comic to see how the otherwise unfettered youth, +subservient, however, to a long habit of daily exertions, struggled +against the short calm, in which he should sail no ship, as against a +sin. + +Meanwhile, it was heavenly; the low-lying day of childhood, which once +clothed him with wings, when the house was full of guests, and he, +wherever he wanted to be, came up again above the horizon; the +conversation played and made gifts with everything which exalts and +enriches us; all his faculties were unchained and in ecstatic dance. Men +of genius have as many festal days as others do working days, and hence +it is that they can hardly endure a trivial and commonplace[126] +intercalary-day, and especially on such days of youth! When Charles +conjured before him tragic storm-clouds from Shakespeare, Goethe, +Klinger, Schiller, and life saw itself colossally represented in the +poetic magnifying-mirror, then did all the sleeping giants of his inner +world rise up; his father came and his future, even his friend stood +forth there as in new relief, out of that shining, fantastic time of +childhood, when he had dreamed of him beforehand in these characters; +and in the internal procession of heroes, even the cloud that floated +through the heavens and the guard-troop marching away across the market +were incorporated. His friend appeared to him far greater than he was, +because, like all youths, he still believed of actors and poets, that, +like miners, they always received into their bodies the metals in which +they labored. How often they both said, in that favorite metaphor of the +young man, "Life is a dream," and only became thereby more glad and +wide-awake! The old man says it differently. And the dark gate of death, +to which Charles so loved to lead the way, became before the youth's eye +a glass door, behind which lay the bright, golden age of the belated +heart in immeasurable meadows. + +Maidens, I own,--as their conversations are more fragmentary, +matter-of-fact, and less intoxicating,--instead of such an Eden-park, go +for a spruce Dutch garden, well trimmed with crab's-shears and +lady-scissors, which is furnished them every day in the afternoon by the +black hour, which serves up to them on the coffee- or tea-table, the +small black-board[127] of some evil reports, a couple of new shawls +sitting by, a well-bred man who passes by with a will or marriage +certificate, and finally the hope of the domestic report. Come back to +our young men! + +Towards evening the Captain received a red billet. "Very well!" said he +to the woman who brought it, and nodded. "You'll get nothing out of +that, madam," said he, turning toward Albano. "Brother, guard only +against married women. Just snap once, for a joke, at one of their red +beauty-patches; instantly they dart their fish-hooks into your +nape.[128] Seven of these hooks, such as you see here, have made a +lodgement in mine alone." The innocent child Albano! He took it for +something morally great to assert at once the friendship of seven +married ladies, and would gladly have been in Charles's case; he could +not see the mischief of it,--that these female friends, like the +Romans, love to clip the wings of victory (namely, of ourselves), so +that the Divinity may not fly any farther. + +On a fine day, nothing is so fine as its sunset. The Count proposed to +ride out into the evening twilight, and on the hill to look at the sun. +They trotted through the streets; Charles pulled off his great cocked-up +hat, now before a fine nose, now before a great pair of eyes, now +before transparent forelocks. They flew into the Linden avenue, +which was festally decked with a motley wain-scoting of female +street-_sitters_.[129] A tall woman, with piercing, fiery eyes, in a red +shawl and yellow dress, strode through the female flower-bed, towering +like the flower-goddess: it was the authoress of the red note; she was, +however, more attentive to the beautiful Count than to her friend. On +all walls and trees bloomed the rose-espalier of the evening redness. +They blustered up the white road toward Blumenbühl; on both sides the +gold-green sea of spring heaved its living waves; a feathered world went +rowing about therein, and the birds dove down deep among the flowers; +behind the friends blazed the sun, and before them lay the heights of +Blumenbühl, all rosy-red. Having reached the eminence, they turned their +horses toward the sun, which reposed behind the cupolas and +smoke-columns of the proudly burning city, in distant, bright gardens. +In wondrous nearness lay the illuminated earth round about them, and +Albano could see the white statues on Liana's roof blush like life under +the blooming clouds. He drove his horse close to his companion's, to lay +his hand on Charles's shoulder; and thus they beheld in silence how the +lovely sun laid down his golden cloud-crown, and, with the fluttering +foliage-breath around his hot brow, descended into the sea. And when it +grew dusky on the earth, and a glow lighted up the heavens, and Albano +leaned across and drew his friend over to his burning heart, then rose +the evening-chime in Blumenbühl. "And down below there," said Charles, +with soft voice, and turned thither, "lies thy peaceful Blumenbühl, like +a still churchyard of thy childhood's days. How happy are children, +Albano,--ah, how happy are children!" "Are not we so?" answered he, with +tears of joy. "Charles, how often have I stood on high places, in +evenings like this, and fervently stretched out my childish hands after +thee and after the world. Now indeed I have it all. Truly, thou art not +right." But he, sick with the murmur and ringing-in-his-ears of long +past times, remained deaf to the word, and said, "Only our cradle-songs, +only those cradle-songs, sounding back on the memory, soothe the soul to +slumber, when it has wept itself hot." + +More silently and slowly they rode back. Albano bore a new world of love +and bliss in his bosom; and the youth,--not yet a debtor to the past, +but a guest of the present,--sweetly unbent by the long Jubilee of the +day, sank into clear-obscure dreams, like a towering bird of prey +hanging silent on pinions open with ecstasy. + +"We will stay all night at Ratto's," said Charles, when they reached the +city. + + +55. CYCLE. + +They alighted down in Ratto's Italian Cellar. The house seemed to the +Count at first, after the contemplation of broad nature, like a fragment +of rock rolled upon it,--although every story, indeed, groans under +architectural burdens,--but the heavy feeling of subterranean +confinement[130] soon forgot itself, and singular was the sound that +came down into the Italian vault of the rattling of carriages overhead. +The Captain bespoke a _punch royal_. If he goes on so in his +good fire-regulation, and always has a full cask at home as +extinguishing-apparatus, and his hose-pipes well proved, then my book +cannot be touched by the objection, that, as in Grandison, too much tea +is consumed; more likely is it that too much strong drink will be +absorbed. + +Schoppe was sitting in the Italian souterrain. He loved not the Captain, +because his inexorable eye spied out in him two faults which to him were +heartily intolerable, "the chronic ulcer of vanity and an unholy +guzzling and gormandizing upon feelings." Charles paid him back his +dislike; the hottest waves of his enthusiasm immediately bristled up in +ice-peaks before the Titular Librarian's face. Only not to-day! He drank +so amply of king's-punch,--whereof a couple of glasses might have burnt +through all the heads of Briareus or of the Lernean serpent,--that he +then said everything, even pious things. "By heavens!" said he, healing +himself in this Bethesda-pool by--drawing from it, "since it is all +fiddle-faddle about this growing better, one should obfuscate +himself[131] with a shot, in order that the baited spirit may once for +all go free from its wounds and sins." "From sins?" said Schoppe; "lice +and tape-worms of the better sort will by all means emigrate from my +territory, when I grow cold; but the worst of them my inner man will +certainly carry up with it. By the hangman! who tells you, then, that +this whole churchyard of poor sinners here below shall at once march +home as an invisible church full of martyrs and Socrateses, and every +Bedlam come out a high-light lodge? I was thinking to-day of the next +world, when I saw a woman in the market with five little pigs, every one +of which she would fain drive before her with a string tied to its leg, +but which shot off from her and from each other like wisps of electric +light; now, said I, we, with our few faculties and wishes, which this +cultivating age sets out _in quintuplo_, fare already as pitifully as +the woman with her drove; but when we get ten or more new farrows by the +rope, as the second world, like an America, must surely bring new +objects and wishes, how will the Ephorus[132] manage his office there? I +prepare myself to expect there greater indescribable distresses, feudal +crimes and oppositions." But Roquairol was in his red blaze; he exalted +himself far above Schoppe and above himself, and denied immortality +plumply, by way of parodying Schoppe. "An individual man," said he, +"could hardly, on his own account alone, believe in immortality; but +when he sees the masses, he has pity, and holds it worth the while, and +believes the second world is a _monte testaceo_ of human potsherds. Man +cannot come nearer to God and the Devil hereafter than he does already +here; like a tavern-sign, his _reverse_ is painted just like his +_obverse_. But we need the fictitious future for a present; when we +hover ever so still above our slime, we yet are continually flapping, +like carps lying still, with poetic fins and wings. Hence we must needs +dress up the future paradise so gloriously that only gods shall fit into +it, but, just as in princes' gardens, no dogs. Mere trumpery! We cut +out for ourselves glorified bodies, which resemble soldiers'-coats; +_pockets_ and _buttonholes_ are wanting; what pleasure can they hold, +then?" Albano looked upon him with amazement. "Knowest thou, Albano, +what I mean? Just the opposite." So easy is everything for fancy, even +freaks of humor. + +At this moment he was called out. He came back with a red billet-doux. +He put on his cravat,--he had been sitting there _à la Hamlet_,--and +said to Albano he would fly back in an hour. At the threshold he paused, +still thinking whether he should go, then ran swiftly up the steps. + +In Albano the cup of joy, into which the whole day had been pouring, +overflowed with the sparkling foam of a waggish humor. By heaven! +drollery became him as charmingly as an emotion, and he often walked +round for a long time without speaking, with a roguish smile, as +slumbering children smile, when, as the saying is, angels are playing +with them. + +Roquairol came back with strangely excited eyes; he had stormed wildly +into his heart; he had been wicked, for the sake of despairing, and +then, on his knees, at the bottom of the precipice, confessing to his +friend the nature of his life. This man, so wilful, lay involuntarily +bound to the windmill wings of his fancy, and was now fettered by a +calm, now whirled round by the storm, which he imagined himself cutting +through. He was now, after the analogy of the fire-eaters, a +fire-drinker, in the uneasy expectation of Schoppe's departure. The +latter departed at last, despite Albano's entreaty, with the answer: +"_Redeem the time_, says the Apostle; but that means, Prolong your life +all you can: _that_ is time. To this end the best shops of the times, +the apothecaries', require that a man, after _punch royal_, shall go to +bed and sweat immoderately." + +Now how changed was all! When Zesara joyfully fell on his neck,--when +the delirium of youth grew to the melodies of love, as the rain in +Derbyshire-hollow at a distance becomes harmonies,--when from the +Count's lips flowed sweetly, as one bleeds in his sleep, his whole inner +being, his whole past life, and all his plans of the future, even the +proudest (only not the tenderest one),--and when, like Adam in the state +of innocence (according to Madame Bourignon), he placed himself in such +crystal transparency before his friend's eye, not from weakness, but +from old instinct, and in the faith that such his friend must be,--then +did tears of the most loving admiration come into the eyes of the +unhappy Roquairol at the unvarnished purity, and at the energetic, +credulous, unsophisticated nature, and at the almost smile-provoking +_naïve_ and lofty earnestness of the red-cheeked youth. He sobbed upon +that joy-drunken bosom, and Albano grew tender, because he thought he +was too little so, and his friend so very much in that mood. + +"Come out o' doors,--out o' doors!" said Charles; and that had long been +Albano's wish. It struck one, as they saw, on the narrow cellar-stairs, +the stars of the spring heaven overhead glistening down through the +entrance of the shaft. How freshly flowed the inhaled night over the hot +lips! How firmly stood the world-rotunda, built with its fixed rows of +stars high and far away over the flying tent-streets of the city! How +was the fiery eye of Albano refreshed and expanded by the giant masses +of the glimmering spring, and the sight of day slumbering under the +transparent mantle of night! Zephyrs, the butterflies of day, fluttered +already about their dear flowers, and sucked from the blossoms, and +brought in incense for the morning; a sleep-drunken lark soared +occasionally into the still heavens with a loud day in her throat; over +the dark meadows and bushes the dew had already been sprinkled, whose +jewel-sea was to burn before the sun; and in the north floated the +purple pennons of Aurora, as she sailed toward morning. With an exalting +power the thought seized the youth, that this very minute was measuring +millions of little and long lives, and the walk of the sap-caterpillar +and the flight of the sun, and that this very same time was being lived +through by the worm and God, from worlds to worlds, through the +universe. "O God!" he exclaimed, "how glorious it is to exist!" + +Charles merely clung, with the drooping, heavy feathers of the +night-bird, to the cheerful constellations around him. "Happy for thee," +said he, "that thou canst be thus, and that the sphinx in thy bosom +still sleeps. Thou knowest not what I am about to do. I knew a wretch +who could portray her right well. In the cavern of man's breast, said +he, lies a monster on its four claws, with upturned Madonna's face, and +looks round smiling, for a time, and so does man too. Suddenly it +springs up, buries its claws into the breast, rends it with lion's-tail +and hard wings, and roots and rushes and roars, and everywhere blood +runs down the torn cavern of the breast. All at once it stretches itself +out again, bloody, and smiles away again with the fair Madonna's face. +O, he looked all bloodless, the wretch! because the beast so fed upon +him and thirstily lapped at his heart." + +"Horrible!" said Albano; "and yet I do not quite understand thee." The +moon at this moment lifted herself up, together with a flock of clouds +that lay darkly camped along her sides, and she drew a storm-wind after +her, which drove them among the stars. Charles went on more wildly: "In +the beginning, the wretch found it as yet good: he had as yet sound +pains and pleasures, real sins and virtues; but as the monster smiled +and tore faster and faster, and he continued to alternate more and more +rapidly between pleasure and pain, good and evil; and when blasphemies +and obscene images crept into his prayers, and he could neither convert +nor harden himself; then did he lie there, in a dreary exhaustion of +bleeding, in the tepid, gray, dry mist-banks of life, and thus was dying +all the time he lived.--Why weepest thou? Knowest thou that wretch?" +"No," said Albano, mildly. "I am he!" "Thou? Terrible God, not thou!" +"O, it is I; and though thou despisest me, thou wilt be what I ... No, +my innocent one, I say it not. See, even now the sphinx rises again. O +pray with me, help me, that I may not be obliged to sin,--only not be +obliged! I must drink, I must debauch, I must be a hypocrite,--I am a +hypocrite at this moment." Zesara saw the rigid eye, the pale, shattered +face, and, in a rage of love, shook him with both arms, and stammered, +with deep emotion, "By the Almighty! this is not true! thou art indeed +so tender and pale and unhappy and innocent." + +"Rosy-cheek," said Charles, "I seem to thee pure and bright as yonder +orb; but she too, like me, casts a long shadow up toward heaven." Zesara +let go of him, took a long look toward the sublime, dark Tartarus, +encompassing Elysium like a funeral train, and pressed away bitter +tears, which flowed at the remembrance how he had found therein his +first friend, who was now melting away at his side. Just then the +night-wind tore up a fir-tree which had been killed by the +wood-caterpillar, and Albano pointed silently to the crashing tree. +Charles shrieked: "Yes, that is I!" "Ah, Charles, have I then lost thee +to-day?" said the guiltless friend, with infinite pain; and the fair +stars of spring fell like hissing sparks into his wounds. + +This word dissolved Charles's overstrained heart into good, true tears; +a holy spirit came over him, and bade him not torment the pure soul with +his own, not take away its faith, but silently sacrifice to it his wild +self, and every selfish thought. Softly he laid himself on his friend's +bosom, and with magical, low words, and full of humility, and without +fiery images, told him his whole heart; and that it was not wicked, but +only unhappy and weak, and that he ought to have been as heartily +sincere towards him, who thought too well of him, as towards God; and +that he swore, by the hour of death, to be such as he,--to confess to +him everything, always,--to become holy through him. "Ah, I have only +been loved so very little!" he concluded. And Albano, the +love-intoxicated, glowing man, the good man, who knew by his own +experience the sacred excesses and exaggerations of remorse, and took +these confessions to be such, came back, inspired, to the old covenant +with unmeasured love. "Thou art an ardent man!" said Charles; "why do +men, then, always lie frozen together on each other's breasts, as on +Mount Bernard,[133] with rigid eye, with stiffened arms? O why camest +thou to me so late? I had been another creature. Why came she[134] so +early? In the village down below there, at the narrow, lowly +church-door,--there I first saw her through whom my life became a +mummy. Verily, I am speaking now with composure. They carried along +before me, as I went out to walk, a corpse-like white youth on a bier +into Tartarus: it was only a statue, but it was the emblem of my future. +An evil genius said to me, 'Love the fair one whom I show thee.' She +stood at the church-door, surrounded by people of the congregation, who +wondered at the boldness with which she took up, in her two hands, a +silver-gray, tongue-darting snake, and dandled it. Like a daring +goddess, she bent her firm, smooth brow, her dark eye, and the +rose-blossoms of her countenance upon the adder's head, which Nature had +trodden flat, and played with it close to her breast. 'Cleopatra!' said +I, although a boy. She, too, even then, understood it, looked up calmly +and coldly from the snake, and gave it back, and turned round. O, on my +young breast she flung the chilling, life-gnawing viper. But, truly, it +is now all gone by, and I speak calmly. Only in the hours, Albano, when +my bloody clothes of that night, which my sister has laid up, come +before my eyes, then I suffer once more, and ask, 'Poor, well-meaning +boy! wherefore didst thou then grow older?' But, as I said, it is all +over now. To thee, only to thee, may a better genius say, 'Love the fair +one whom I show thee!'" + +But what a world of thoughts now flew at once into Albano's mind! "He +continues to torment himself," thought he, "with the old jealousy about +Romeiro. I will open heart to heart, and tell the good brother that it +is indeed his sister I love, and that eternally." His cheeks glowed, his +heart flamed, he stood, priest-like, before the altar of friendship, +with the fairest offering, sincerity. "O Charles," said he, "now, +perhaps, she might be otherwise disposed towards thee. My father is +travelling with her, and thou wilt see her." He took his hand, and went +with him more quickly up to a dark group of trees, to unfold, in the +shadow, his tenderly blushing soul. "Take my most precious secret," he +began, "but speak not of it,--not even with me. Dost thou not guess it, +my first brother? The soul that I have loved, as long as I have loved +thee?"--softly, very softly he added,--"thy sister?" and sank on his +lips to kiss away the first sounds. + +But Charles, in the tumult of rapture and of love, like an earth at the +up-coming of Spring, could not contain himself; he pressed him to +himself; he let him go; he embraced him again; he wept for bliss; he +shut to Albano's eyes, and said, as if he had found his sister anew, +"Brother!" In vain did Albano seek to stifle, with his hand, every other +syllable on his lips. He began to paint to the excited youth--who, amid +the secluded and poetic book-world, had acquired a higher tenderness +than the actual intercourse of society teaches--the portrait of Liana; +how she did and suffered; how she watched and pleaded for him, and even +impoverished herself to wipe out his debts; how she never severely +blamed, but only mildly entreated him, and all that, not from artificial +patience, but from genuine, ardent love; and how this, after all, made +up hardly the accessories of her picture. In this purer inspiration than +the foregoing evening had granted him, what crowned his bliss was, that +he could love his sister, among all beings, the most intensely and the +most disinterestedly, and with a love the most free from poetic luxury +and caprice. Really strengthened by the feeling that he could, for once, +exult with a pure and holy affection, he lifted once more in freedom his +disengaged hands, hitherto, like Milo's, jammed and caught in the tree +of happiness and life, which he would fain have torn open; he breathed +fresh, living air and courage, and the plan of his inner perfection was +now gracefully rounded by new good fortune and a consciousness full of +fair objects. + +The moon stood high in heaven, the clouds had been driven away, and +never did the morning-star rise brighter on two human beings. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[120] At the canonization of a saint, the _Devil_ was heard by +_attorney_, in the shape of objections to the act. Jean Paul, +with a slight variation of the sense of the old title, hints a +converse process in Roquairol's case, making the better angel +show cause why sentence of _damnation_ should not be absolutely +pronounced against him.--TR. + +[121] Here began Jean Paul's second volume of the Titan.--TR. + +[122] Ottar of Roses.--TR. + +[123] The above description of Roquairol reminds one of a German +_Sinn-spruch_ on sensuality, from the Persian:-- + + "Make his reason serve his passions, + That is what man never should; + _To the Devil's kitchen, angels_ + _Never carry wood_." + +[124] Simon's Christian Antiquities. Mursinna, &c., p. 143. + +[125] Branch candlestick.--TR. + +[126] Schlendrians,--of a slow fellow,--corresponding to our _old +fogy_.--TR. + +[127] Or Black-book.--TR. + +[128] Allusion to the mode of angling for frogs with a bit of red +cloth. + +[129] Spazier-sitzerinnen,--not _gängerinnen_, i. e. +street-walkers.--TR. + +[130] _Zwinger_ means, originally, the narrow space between +town-walls and town.--TR. + +[131] Literally, press something before his brow.--TR. + +[132] Overseer, a Lacedæmonian officer.--TR. + +[133] Strangers who are frozen are placed by the monks, unburied, +beside each other, each leaning on the next one's breast. + +[134] Linda de Romeiro. + + + + +ELEVENTH JUBILEE. + +EMBROIDERY.--ANGLAISE.--CEREUS SERPENS.--MUSICAL FANTASIES. + + +56. CYCLE. + +Joyfully did Roquairol, on the first evening when he knew his father had +gone a journey, bear to his friend the invitation to go with him to his +mother. Albano blushed charmingly for the first time, at the thought of +that fiery night which had wrung from him the oldest mystery; for +hitherto neither of them, in the common hours of life, had retouched the +sacred subject. Only the Captain could easily and willingly speak of +Linda as well as of every other loss. + +Liana always beheld her brother--the creator and ruling spirit of her +softest hours--with the heartiest joy, although he generally wanted to +get something when he came; for joy she flew to meet him, with the book +in her hand which she had been reading as her mother embroidered. She +and her mother had spent the whole day pleasantly and alone, alternately +relieving each other at embroidering and reading; as often as the +Minister travelled, they were at once free from discord and from the +visiting Charivari. With what emotion did Albano recognize the eastern +chamber, from which he had seen, for the first time, the dear maiden, +only as a blind one, standing in the distance between watery columns! +The good Liana received him more unconstrainedly than he could meet her, +after Charles's initiation into his wishes. What a paradisiacal mingling +of unaffected shyness and overflowing friendliness, stillness and fire, +of bashfulness and grace of movement, of playful kindness, of silent +consciousness! Therefore belongs to her the magnificent surname of +Virgil, the maidenly. In our days of female Jordan-almonds, academical, +strong-minded women, of hop-dances and double-quick-march steps in the +flat-shoe, the Virgilian title is not often called for. Only for ten +years (reckoning from the fourteenth) can I give it to a maiden; +afterward she becomes more manneristic. Such a graceful being is usually +at once thirteen and seventeen years old. + +Why wast thou so bewitchingly unembarrassed, tender Liana! excepting +because thou, like the Bourignon, didst not once know what was to be +avoided, and because thy holy guilelessness excluded the suspicious +spying out of remote designs, the bending of the ear toward the ground +to listen for an approaching foe, and all coquettish manifestoes and +warlike preparations? Men were as yet to thee commanding fathers and +brothers; and therefore didst thou lift upon them, not yet _proudly_, +but so _affectionately_, that true pair of eyes! + +And with this good-natured look, and with her smile,--whose continuance +is often, on _men's_ faces, but not on _maidens'_, the title-vignette of +falsehood,--she received our noble youth, but not him alone. + +She seated herself at the embroidery-frame; and the mother soon launched +the Count out into the cool, high sea of general conversation, into +which only occasionally the son threw up a green, warm island. Alban +looked on to see how Liana made her mosaic flower-pieces grow; how the +little white hand lay on the black satin ground (Froulay's _thorax_ is +to wear the flowers on his birthday), and how her pure brow, over which +the curly hair transparently waved, bent forward, and how her face, when +she spoke, or when she looked after new colors of silk, lifted itself +up, animated with the higher glow of industry in the eye and on the +cheek. Charles sometimes hastily stretched out his hand towards her. She +willingly reached hers across; he laid it between his two, and turned it +over, looked into the palm, pressed it with both hands, and the brother +and sister smiled upon each other affectionately. And each time Albano +turned from his conversation with the mother, and true-heartedly smiled +with them. But poor hero! It is of itself a Herculean labor to sit idly +by where fine work is going on, such as embroidery, miniature painting, +&c.; but above all, with a spirit like thine, which has so many sails, +together with a couple of storms in behind, to lie inactively at anchor +beside the embroidery-frame, and not to be, say, a spinning Hercules +(that were easy), but only one that sees spinning,--and that, too, in +the presence of a great spring and sunset out of doors,--and, in +addition to all this, in the company of a mother, so chary of her words +(in fact, before any mother, it is of itself an impossibility to +introduce an edifying conversation with the daughter),--these are sore +things. + +He looked down sharply at the embroidered Flora. "Nothing pains me so +much," said he,--for he always philosophized, and everything useless on +the earth troubled him grievously,--"as that so many thousand artificial +ornaments should be created in vain in the world, without a single eye +ever meeting and enjoying them. It will touch me very nearly if this +green leaflet here is not especially observed." With the same sorrow +over fruitless, unenjoyed plantings of labor, he often shut his eyes +upon wall-paper foliage, upon worked flowers, upon architectural +decorations. Liana might have taken it as a painter's censure of the +overladen stitch-garden, which, merely out of love for her father, she +was sowing so full,--for Froulay, born in the days when they still +trimmed the gold-lace with clothes, rather than the reverse, was fond of +buttoning a little silk herbary round his body,--but she only smiled, +and said, "Well, the little leaf has surely escaped that evil destiny: +it _is_ observed." + +"What matters a thing's being forgotten and useless?" said Roquairol, +taking up the word, full of indifference to the Lector, who was just +entering, and full of indifference to the opinion of his mother, to +whom, as well as to his father, only the entreaties of his sister +sometimes made him submissive. "Enough that a thing _is_. The birds sing +and the stars move in majesty over the wildernesses, and no man sees the +splendor. In fact, everywhere, in and out of man, more passes unseen +than seen. Nature draws out of endless seas, and without exhausting +them; we, too, are a nature, and should draw and pour out, and not be +always anxiously reckoning upon the profit, for watering purposes, of +every transient shower and rainbow. Just keep on embroidering, sister!" +he concluded, ironically. + +"The Princess comes to-day!" said the Lector, and, delighted with the +prospect, Liana kissed her mother's hand. She looked up often and +confidentially from her embroidery at the courtier, who seemed to be +very intimate, but who, as a refined man, was full as much respected +and as respectful as if he were there for the first time. + +The announcement of the Princess set the Captain into a charming state +of easy good-humor; a female part was to him as necessary for society as +to the French for an opera, and the presence of a lady helped him as +much in teaching, as the absence of a button did Kant.[135] By way of +drawing his sister off from the flowers, he removed the red veil from a +statue on the card-table, and threw it, like a little red dawn, over the +lilies on the face of the embroideress; just then the door opened and +Julienne entered. Liana, trying to remove the veil, in her haste to +welcome her, entangled herself in the little red dawn. Albano +mechanically reached out to her his hand to relieve her of the veil, and +she gave it to him, and a dear, full look besides. O how his enraptured +eye shone! + +Julienne brought with her a train of _jeux d'esprit_. The Captain, who, +like a pyrotechnist, could give his fire all forms and colors, +reinforced her with his; and his sister sowed, as it were, the flowers +with which the zephyrettes of raillery could play. Julienne almost said +no to yes, and yes to no; only toward the Minister's lady was she +serious and submissive,--a sign that, on her arena of disputation, among +the grains of sand particles of golden sand still lay, whereas for +philosophers the arena is the prize and the ground,--at once the +battle-field, the _Champ de Mars_, and the _Champs Elysées_. Upon the +Count she fixed her passionate gaze as boldly as only princesses may +venture to and love to; and when he returned the glance of her brown +eye, she cast it down; but she remembered him, from her old visit in +Blumenbühl, and inquired after his friends. He now entered with pleasure +upon something that was as ardent as his own soul,--encomiums. It is +against the finest politeness to praise or blame persons with +warmth,--things one may. While he portrayed with grateful remembrance +his sister Rabette, Julienne became so earnestly and deeply absorbed in +his eye, that she started, and asked the Lector about the steps of the +_Anglaise_ which he had led at the masquerade. When he had done his best +to give an idea of it, she said she had not understood a word of what he +had been saying; one must, after all, execute it. + +And herewith I suddenly introduce my fair readers in a body to a +domestic ball of two couples. See the two sisters-in-soul, side by side, +like two wings on _one_ dove, harmoniously flutter up and down. Albano +had expected Julienne would form a contrast, by nimble and sprightly +fluttering, to the still, hovering movement of her friend; but both +undulated lightly, like waves, by and through each other, and there was +not a motion too much nor too swift. + +Hence I have so often wished that maidens might always dance exactly +like the Graces and the Hours,--that is to say, only with one another, +not with us gentlemen. The present union of the female wave-line with +the masculine swallow-like zigzag, as well in dress as in motion, does +not remarkably beautify the dance. + +Liana assumed a new ethereal form, somewhat as an angel while flying +back into heaven lays aside his graceful earthly one. The dancing-floor +is to woman's beauty what the horse's back is to ours; on both the +mutual enchantment unfolds itself, and only a rider can match a dancing +maiden. Fortunate Albano! thou who hardly dar'st take the finger-points +of Liana's offered hand in thine! thou gettest enough. And only look at +this friendly maiden, whose eyes and lips Charis so smilingly brightens +for the dance, and who yet, on the other hand, appears so touchingly, +because she is a little pale! How different from those capricious or +inflexible step-sisters, who, with half a Cato of Utica on the wrinkled +or tightly stretched face, hop, fall back, and slip round. Julienne +flies joyfully to and fro; and it is hard to say before whose eyes she +loves to flutter best, Liana's or Albano's. + +When it was done, Julienne wanted to begin over again. Liana looked at +her mother, and immediately begged her friend rather for a cooling off. +A mere pretext! A female friend loves to be alone with a female friend; +the two loved each other before people only with a veil upon their +hearts, and longed for the dark arbor where it might fall off. Liana had +a real loving impatience, till she could, with her duplicate-soul, her +twin-heart, snatch moments free from witnesses in the garden of evening +and May. They came back changed and full of tender seriousness. The +lovely beings were perhaps as like each other in their innermost souls +and in stillness as in the dance, and more so than they seemed. + +And thus passed with our youth a fair-starred evening! Pardon him, +however, that he grasped and pressed this nosegay so close as to feel +some of the thorns. His heart, whose love grew painfully near another, +could not help finding this other, where there was no sign of response, +at once _higher_ and _farther_ off. Her love was love of man,--her smile +was meant for every kind eye,--she was so cheerful. In Lilar she easily +passed into emotion and general contemplations; not so here,--of course +she would look right sympathetically upon her wildly loving brother, +who, since that confession-night, had twined himself as if with +oak-roots around the darling; but her half-blind love for the brother +might indeed be only, in the deceiving light of reflection, shining upon +_his_ friend. All this the modest one said to himself. But what he had +enjoyed in full measure of ecstasy was the increasing, clear, tender, +steadfast love of his soul's-brother. + + +57. CYCLE. + +As to Liana's secret inclination and Zesara's prospects I shall never +once institute any conjectures, although I might erase them again before +printing. I remember what came of it, when I and others, on a former +occasion, covered over with our hands Hafenreffer's official reports +upon matters of consequence, and undertook to unfold at length, by pure +fancy, how things might have gone on;--it was of no use! And naturally +enough; for women and Spanish houses have, to begin with, many _doors_ +and few _windows_, and it is easier to _get_ into their hearts than to +_look_ into them. Particularly maidens', I mean; since women, +physiognomically and morally, are more strongly marked and boldly +developed, I would rather undertake to guess at and so portray ten +mothers than two daughters. The bodily portrait-painters make the same +complaint. + +Whoever observes the influence of night, will find that the doubts and +anxieties which he had contracted the evening previous about the heroine +of his life it has, for the most part, completely killed by the time it +gets to be towards morning. Albano, in the spring morning, opened his +eyes upon life as in a triumphal car, and the fresh steeds stamped +before it, and he could only let them have the reins. + +He alighted with his friend at Liana's after a few years, that is, days; +the Minister had not yet come back. Heavens! how new and bloomingly +young was her form, and yet how unchanged her demeanor! Why is it, +thought he, that I can get only her motions, not all her features, by +heart? Why can I not imprint this face, even to the least smile, like a +holy antique, cleanly and deeply upon my brain, that so it may float +before me in eternal presence? For this reason, my dear: young and +beautiful forms are the very ones which are hard for the memory as for +the pencil; and coarse, old, masculine ones easier for both. Again he +filled himself with joys and sighs by looking at her,--and these were +increased by the nearness of the garden, wherein June with his evening +splendor lay encamped. O, if only _one_ moment could come to him, in +which his whole soul might speak its inspiration! Out of doors there lay +the young, fiery spring, basking, like an Antinoüs, in the garden, and +the moon, impatient for the fair June-night, stood already under the +gate of the east, and found the living day and the lingering sun still +in the field. But the mother refused to the asking look of Liana the +sight of sunset,--"on account of the unwholesome _Serein_."[136] Albano, +with his heart full of manly blood, thought this maternal barrier around +a child's health very small. + +The hour for shutting gates upon to-day's Eden would have struck for him +the next minute, had it not been for the Captain and the _Cereus +serpens_. + +The Captain came running down from the Italian roof, and announced that +the Cereus would bloom this evening at ten o'clock, the gardener said, +and he should stay there. "And thou too," he said to Albano. All that +the double limitations of forbearing tenderness toward sister and friend +would allow he lovingly set at stake, for the sake of pleasing the +latter. Liana herself begged him to wait for the blooming; she was so +delighted to find it was so near! Her soul hung upon flowers, like bees +and dew. Already had her friend, the pious Spener, who fixed an +enraptured eye upon these living arabesques of God's throne, made her a +friend to these mute, ever-sleeping children of the Infinite; but still +more had her own maidenly and her suffering heart done it. Have you +never met tender, female souls, into whose blossoming time fate had +thrown cold clouds, and who now, like Rousseau, sought other flowers +than those of joy, and who wearied themselves with stooping, in valleys +and on rocks, to gather and to forget, and to fly from the dead _Pomona_ +to the young _Flora_? The thorough-bass and Latin, wherewith _Hermes_ +proposes to divert maidens, must yield here to the broad, variegated +hieroglyphics of Nature, the rich study of Botany. + +A nameless tenderness for Liana came into Albano's soul at the little +four-seated supper-table; it seemed to him as if he were now nearer to +her, and a relative; and yet he comprehended not his kinswoman, when, +from every serious mood into which her mother sank, she strove to win +her back with pleasantries. Out of doors the nightingales were calling +man into the lovely night; and no one pined more to be abroad than he. + +For the soul's eyes, the _blue_ of heaven is what the _green_ of earth +is to the bodily eyes, namely, an inward strengthening. When Zesara, at +length, came free and clear out of the fetters of the room,--out of this +spiritual house-arrest into the free realm of heaven, and beneath all +the stars and on the magic Olympus of statues, at which he had so often +longingly looked up,--then did his forcibly contracted breast +elastically expand: how the constellations of life moved to meet each +other in brighter forms; how did spring and night sit enthroned! + +The old gardener, who, simply from a grateful attachment to "the +good-souled, condescending Fräulein," had, with rare pains, forced these +early blossoms from the _Cereus serpens_, stood up there already, +apparently as an observer of the flowers, but in fact as an expectant of +the greatest praise, with a brown, indented, pitted, and serious face, +which did not challenge praise with a single smile. + +Liana thanked the gardener before she came to the blossoms; then she +praised them and his pains. The old man merely waited for every other +one of the company to be astonished also; then he went drowsily off to +bed, with a firm faith that Liana would to-morrow remember him in such a +way as to make him contented. + +The exotic beads of nectar-fragrance which hung in five white calyxes, +crowned as it were with brown leaf-work, seized the fancy. The odors +from the spring of a hotter clime drew it away into remote dreams. Liana +only stroked with a soft finger, as one glides over eyelids, the little +incense-vases, without touching with predatory hand the full little +garden of tender stamina which crowded together in the cup. "How lovely, +how very tender!" said she, with childlike happiness. "What a cluster of +five little evening stars! Why come they only by night,--the dear, shy +little flowers?" Charles seemed to be on the point of breaking one. "O +let it live!" she begged; "to-morrow they will all have died of +themselves. Charles! thus does so much else fade," she added, in a lower +tone. "Everything!" said he, sharply. But the mother, against Liana's +will, had heard it. "Such death-thoughts," said she, "I love not in +youth; they lame its wings." "And then," replied Liana, with a +maiden-like turning of the tables, "it just stays with us, that's all, +like the crane in Kleist's fable, whose wings they broke, so that he +could not travel with the rest into the warm land." + +This gay, motley veil of deep earnestness was not transparent enough for +our friend. But by and by the good maiden took pains to look just as the +careful mother wished. The benumbing lily which the earth wears on her +breast, the moon; and the whole dazzling Pantheon of the starry heavens; +and the city, with its pierced-work of night-lights; and the high, +majestic, dark avenues; and on meadows and brooks the milk-white +lunar-silver, wherewith the earth spun itself into an evening-star; and +the nightingales singing out of distant gardens;--did not all this stir +omnipotently every heart, till it would fain confess with tears its +longing? And the softest heart of all which beat at this moment below +the stars, could it have succeeded in wholly veiling itself? Almost! She +had accustomed herself, before her mother, to dry away with her eye, so +to speak, the tear, before it grew big enough to fall. + +Singular was her appearance, the next minute, to the Count. The mother +was speaking with her son; Liana stood, far from the latter, with face +turned half aside, and a little discolored by the moon, near a white +statue of the holy Virgin, and looking out into the night. All at once +she looked upon him and smiled, just as if a living being had appeared +to her in the abyss of ether, and her lip would speak. Earthly form more +exalted and touching had never before met his eyes; the balustrade by +which he held swayed to and fro (but it was he himself who shook it), +and his whole soul cried, "To-day, now, I love the heavenly one with the +highest, the deepest love I have felt." So he also said lately, and so +will he say oftener: can man, with the innumerable waves of love, +institute measurements of altitude, and point to that one which has +mounted the highest? Thus does man, whereever he may be standing, always +imagine himself standing in the centre of heaven. + +Ah, at this moment he was again surprised, but it was with an "Ah!" +Liana went to her mother, and when _she_ felt in the hand of her darling +a slight shudder, she importuned her to go out of the night-air, and +would not give over till she left with her the magic spot. + +The friends stayed behind. According to Albano's reckoning, it would +not, of course, have been too much, if, in this frank time, wherein our +holier thoughts, hidden by the common light of day, reveal themselves +like stars, they had all lingered on the roof till toward morning. The +two walked for a time up and down in silence. At last the incense-altar +of the five flowers held them fast. Albano clasped accidentally the +neighboring statue with both hands, and said: "On high places, one wants +to throw something down,--even himself oftentimes; and I, too, would +fain throw myself off into the world, into far-distant lands, as often +as I gaze into the nightly redness yonder, and as often as I come under +orangery-blossoms, as under these. Brother, how is it with thee? The +heavens and the earth open out so broadly: why, then, must the spirit +so creep into itself?" "Just so do I feel," said he; "and in the head, +generally, has the spirit more room than in the heart." But here, by a +delicate guess, he arrived, through agreeably circuitous routes, at the +accidental discovery of the reason why his sister had hurried down so +soon. + +"Even to obstinacy," said he, "she pushes her care for her mother. The +last time, when she observed that mother saw her grow pale under the +dance, she immediately ceased. To me alone she shows her whole heart, +and every drop of blood, and all innocent tears therein; especially does +she believe something in respect to the future, which she anxiously +conceals from mother." "She smiled to herself just before she went +away," said Albano, and drew Charles's hand over his eyes, "as if she +saw up there a being from the veiled world." "Didst thou too see that?" +replied Charles. "And then did her lip stir? O friend, God knows what +infatuates her; but this is certain, she firmly believes she is to die +next year." Albano would not let him speak further. Too intensely +excited, he pressed himself to his friend's breast; his heart beat +wildly, and he said: "O brother, remain always my friend!" + +They went down. In the apartment which adjoined Liana's they found her +piano-forte open. Now that was just what the Count had missed. In +passion--even in mere fire of the brain--one grasps not so much at the +pen as at the string; and in that state alone does musical fantasying +succeed better than poetic. Albano, thanking, meanwhile, the muse of +sweet sounds that there were forty-four transitions,[137] seated himself +at the keys, with the intention now to beat a musical fire-drum, and +roar like a storm into the still ashes, and drive out a clear, +sparkling swarm of tones. He did it, too, and well enough, and better +and better; but the instrument struggled, rebelled. It was built for a +female hand, and would only speak in female tones, with lute-plaints, as +a woman with a friend of her own sex. + +Charles had never heard him play so, and was astonished at such fulness. +But the reason was, the Lector was not there; before certain +persons--and he was one of them--the playing hand freezes, so that one +only labors and lumbers to and fro in a pair of leaden gloves; and, +secondly, before a multitude it is easier playing than before one, +because the latter stands definitely before the soul, the former floats +vaguely. And, besides all that, blessed Albano, thou knowest who hears +thee. The morning air of hope flutters around thee in tones,--the wild +life of youth stalks with vigorous limbs and loud strides up and down +before thee,--the moonlight, undesecrated by any gross earthly light, +hallows the sounding apartment. Liana's last songs lie open before thee, +and the advancing moonshine will let thee read them soon,--and the +nightingale in the mother's neighboring chamber contends with thy tones, +as if summoned by the Tuba to the field. + +Liana came in with her mother, not till late, because the heavy din of +tones had something in it hard and painful to both. He could see the two +sitting sidewise at the lower window, and how Liana held her mother's +hand. Charles, after his manner, walked up and down with long steps, and +sometimes stood still near him. Albano, in this nearness of the still +soul, soon came out of the wilderness of harmony into simple moonlit +passages, where only a few tones moved delicately like graces, and quite +as lightly linked as they. The artistical hurly-burly of unharmonious +_ignes fatui_ is only the forerunner of the melodious Charites; and +these alone insinuate themselves into the softer souls. It seemed to +him--the illusion was complete--as if he were speaking aloud with Liana; +and when the tones, like lovers, went on ever repeating the same thing +from heartiness and zest, did he not mean Liana, and say to her, "How I +love thee! O how I love thee!" Did he not ask her, "Why mournest thou? +why weepest thou?" And did he not say to her, "Look into this mute +heart, and fly not from it, O pure, innocent one, my own!" + +How did the good youth blush, when suddenly the caressing friend placed +his hands over _his_ friend's eyes, which hitherto, unseen in the +darkness, had been overflowing for love! Charles stepped warmly to his +sister, and she, of her own accord, took his hand and said words of +love. Then Albano took refuge in the murmuring wilderness of sounds, +until his eyes were dried enough for the leave-taking by lamp-light; by +slow degrees he let the cradle of our heart cease rocking, and closed so +mildly and faintly, and was silent for a little while, and then slowly +rose. O, in this mute, young bosom lived every blessed thing which the +most glorious love can bestow! + +They parted seriously. No one spoke of the music. Liana seemed +transfigured. Albano dared not, in this spirit-hour of the heart, with +an eye which had so recently calmed itself, rest long upon her mild blue +ones. Her deeply touched soul expressed itself, as maidens are wont, to +her brother only, and that by a more ardent embrace. And from the holy +youth she could not, in parting, conceal the tone and the look, which +he will never forget. + +That night he awoke often, and knew not what it was that so blissfully +rocked his being. Ah! it was the tone whose echo rang through his +slumber, and the dear eye which still looked upon him in his dreams. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[135] He is said, in teaching, to have always looked at the spot +on a student's coat where the button was gone; and was +embarrassed when it was sewed on again. + +[136] The evening hour, which people in southern countries shun +so much. + +[137] From one key to another.--TR. + + + + +TWELFTH JUBILEE. + + FROULAY'S BIRTHDAY AND PROJECTS.--EXTRA-LEAF.--BABETTE.--THE + HARMONICA.--NIGHT.--THE PIOUS FATHER.--THE WONDROUS + STAIRWAY.--THE APPARITION. + + +58. CYCLE. + +Happy Albano! thou wouldst not have remained so, hadst thou, on the +birthday of the Minister, heard what he then proposed! + +Already, for a considerable time, had Froulay been full of noticeable, +stormy signs, and might any moment, one must needs fear, let the +thunderbolt fly from him; that is to say, he was gay and mild. Thus, +also, in the case of phlegmatic children, does great liveliness threaten +an eruption of the chicken-pox. As he was a father and a despot,--(the +Greeks had for both only the one word, despot,)--so was it expected of +him, as connubial storm-maker,[138] that he would provide the usual +storms and foul weather for his family. Connubial storm-material for the +mere _troubling_ of marriage can never be wanting, when one considers +how little is required even for its dissolution; for instance, among +the Jews, merely that the woman scream too loud, burn the dinner, leave +her shoes in the place for the man's, &c. Beside all this, there was +much in the present case about which there was a good chance to thunder; +e. g. Liana, upon whom one might visit the misdemeanor of the brother, +because he obstinately stayed away and begged for no grace. One always +loves to let his indignation loose upon wife, daughter, and son at once, +and would rather be a land-rain than a transient shower; one child can +more easily imbitter than sweeten a whole family. + +But Froulay still continued the smiling John. Nay, did he not--I have +the proofs--carry it so far, that when, on one occasion, his daughter, +in taking leave of the Princess, fell upon her neck,--instead of +representing to her, with flashing eyes, how one must only accept, not +reciprocate, familiarities with superiors, and must take care not to +forget one's self precisely then, when _they_ do forget themselves,--and +instead of sternly asking whether she had ever seen him, in his warmest +love toward the Prince, offend against _the Dehors_,--instead, I say, of +doing this, and hailing and storming the while, did he not merely break +out that once into the fair words: "Child, thou art too affectionate +toward thy distinguished friend; ask thy mother; she knows, too, what +friendly _liaisons_ are"? + +Only Liana--although so often deceived by these calms--was full of +unutterable hope and joy at the domestic peace, and believed in its +permanence, especially as the paternal birthday was so near, that +Olympiad and normal period upon which and by which the house reckoned so +largely. During the whole year the Minister had been looking out for +this day, in order, in the morning, when the congratulations came, not +to forget to make believe he had forgotten it, but to be astonished on +the subject,--all owing to business, he said; and at evening, when the +guests came,--on account of business he never dined, he said, to +astonish _them_. He was alternately the worshipper and image-breaker of +etiquette, ministerial and opposition party thereof, as his vanity +dictated. + +Liana importuned her brother, till he promised to do something to please +his father; he composed, for the purpose, a family-piece, in which he +introduced the whole confession-night between himself and Albano, only +he converted Albano into a sister. Liana gladly studied this part also +for the birthday, although she had to deliver the blooming vest. + +The Minister, contrary to expectation, accepted the vest, the Captain +and his hand-bill for the evening's performance, graciously; for he was +wont, on former occasions, like some other fathers, to growl the louder +the more his children stroked him. He danced away like a Polack right +merrily with his family, and stuck the rod[139] behind the fur. Nothing +worse at this moment revolved in his head than the question, where it +would be best to open the amateur theatre, whether in the _Salon de +Lecture_ or in the _Salon des bains domestiques_; for the two halls were +entirely distinguished from one another, and from the other chambers, by +their names. + +The day came. Albano, whose invitation Charles had to extort, because +the Minister, out of pride, hated his pride, brought with him, +unfortunately, in his soul, the tone which Liana had given him the last +time to carry home with him. His hope had hitherto lived upon this +tone. O blame him not for it! The airy nothing of a sigh bears often a +pastoral world or an orcus on its ephemeron's-wing. Everything weighty +may, like a rock, be placed on a point, whereupon a child's finger can +set it in rotation. + +But the tone had died away. Liana knew no other way than that, in the +visiting congregation,--of whose moral pneumatophobia,[140] after all, +she was not aware in its full extent,--one should hide every religious +emotion behind the church fan. Boxes, pit, and farthing gallery were, +almost at the usual play-hour, set off and filled out with Gratulantes, +all fit to be canons. The German gentleman was made particularly +prominent by the rich and insolent ostentation of his circumstances. Of +the visiting-company-lane it can, in passing, only be observed, that in +it, as in the antiphlogistic system, _oxygen_[141] played the chief +part, which, however, was given out less by the lungs than by the heart. + +When the curtain rose, and Roquairol made that night of forgiveness and +ecstasy pass by again in a still more glowing form than it had actually +had; when this dreamy imitation seemed the first appearance of the +actual reality, how hotly and deeply did he burn himself thereby into +his friend's soul! (Good Albano! This art of being his own _revenant_, +his own ghost, his mock- and mimic-self, and of counterfeiting the +splendid edition of his own life, should have left thee smaller hopes!) +The Count must needs, in this most grave society that ever sate around +him, break out into an unseemly weeping. And why did Charles put +Albano's words, of that memorable night, into the mouth of Liana, so +bewitchingly interesting in her emotion, and thus make his love, +wrought upon by so many charms, grow even to anguish? + +The German gentleman himself gave to Liana, that white swan, floating, +tinged with rosy redness, through the evening glow of Phœbus, several +loud, and to the Count annoying signs of approbation. The Minister was +chiefly glad that all this happened in his honor, and that the point of +the last act was still going to throw a very special epigrammatic +laurel-wreath on his crown. + +He got the wreath. The pair of children were very favorably criticised +by the Erlangen literary gazette[142] of spectators, and by the +belles-lettres review, and covered over with crowns,--with noble +martyrs' crowns. The German gentleman had and used the public right of +ushering in the Coronation, and the Coronation-car. Base man! why should +thy beetle's-eyes be permitted to creep gnawingly over the holy roses +which emotion and sisterly love plants on Liana's cheeks? But how much +gayer still was the old gentleman,--so much so that he flirted with the +oldest ladies,--when he saw the knight bring out magnificently into full +daylight his interest in Liana, not fantastically or sentimentally, but +by still and steady advances and marked attention, by jokes and glances +and sly addresses, and at last by something decisive! That is to say, +the German gentleman drew the old man into a cabinet, and both came back +out of it vehemently animated. + +The lovely Liana, withdrawn into her own heart, fled from the upas-tree +of the laurel away to her comforting mother. Liana had preserved, in the +midst of the stormy mill-races of daily _assemblées_, a low voice and a +delicate ear, and the tumult had driven her inward, and left her almost +shy. + +The fair soul seldom guessed anything, except a fair soul: she so easily +divined her like; with such difficulty her counterpart. Bouverot's +advances seemed to her the usual forward and side steps of manly +courtesy; and his knightly celibacy did not allow her entirely to +understand him. Do not the lilies of innocence bloom earlier than the +roses of shame, as the purple color, in the beginning, only dyes pale, +and not till afterward puts on the red glow, when it lies before the +sun? She kept herself this evening near her mother, because she +perceived in her an unwonted seriousness. When Froulay had taken off +from his head the birthday garland, wherein were planted more thorns and +stalks than flowers,--when he had taken off the crown of thorns, and +stood in his night-cap amidst his family,--he addressed himself to the +business whereupon he had been thinking all the evening. "My little +dove," said he to his daughter, borrowing a good expression from the +Bastile,[143]--"my little dove, leave me and _Guillemette_ alone." He +now laid bare his upper teeth by a characteristic grin, and said he had, +as he hoped, something agreeable to communicate to her. "You know," he +continued, "what I owe to the German gentleman." He meant not thanks, +but money and consideration. + +We love to dwell upon it as a matter of great praise in the family of +the Quintii,[144] that they never possessed gold: I adduce--without +arraying a thousand other families of whom the same is to be sworn--only +Froulay's. Certain families, like antimony, have no chemical affinity +whatever with that metal, however much they might wish it; certainly +Froulay wished it: he looked very much to his interest (to nothing +else), he willingly (although only in cases of collision) set conscience +and honor aside; but he got no further than to great outlays and great +projects, simply because he sought money, not as the end and aim of his +ambition, but only as the means of ambition and enterprise. Even for +some pictures which Bouverot had purchased for the Prince in Italy he +still owed that individual the purchase-shilling which he had taken out +of the treasury. By his bonds as if by circulars, he stood in +widely-extended connections. He would gladly have transposed his +marriage contract into a bond, and had, with his lady, at least that +most intimate community--of goods; for, under present circumstances, +divorce and bankruptcy stood in neighborly relations to each other; but, +as was said, many men, with the best talons,--like the eagle of the +Romish king,[145]--have nothing in them. + +He continued: "Now, perhaps, this _géne_ will cease. Have you hitherto +made any observations upon him?" She shook her head. "I have," he +replied, "for a long time, and such as were really consoling to +me,--_j'avais le nez bon quant à cela_,--he has a real liking for my +Liana." + +The Minister's lady here could draw no inference, and begged him, with +disguised astonishment, to come to the _agreeable_ matter. Comically on +his face did the show of friendship wrestle with the expectation that he +should be under the necessity immediately of being exasperated. He +replied: "Is not _this_ an agreeable matter? The knight means it in +earnest. He wished now to be privately espoused to her; after three +years he retires from the order, and her fortune is made. _Vous êtes, je +l'espere, pour cette fois, un peu sur mes interêts, ils sont les +vôtres._" + +Her maternal heart, so suddenly and deeply wounded, wept, and could +hardly be concealed. "Herr von Froulay!" said she, when she had composed +herself a little; "I do not disguise my astonishment. Such a disparity +in years, in tastes, in religion."[146] + +"That is the knight's affair, not ours," he replied, refreshed by her +angry confusedness, and, like the weather, in his coldness threw only +fine, sharp snow, no hail. "As to Liana's heart, I beg you just to sound +that." "O, that innocent heart? You are mocking!" "_Posito!_ so much the +more gladly will the _innocent_ heart reconcile itself to make her +father's fortune, if she is not the greatest egotist. I should never +love to constrain an obedient daughter." "_N'epuiséz pas ce chapitre; +mon cœur est en presse._ It will cost her her life, which already +hangs by such frail threads." This allusion always struck the fire of +wrath from his flint. "_Tant mieux_," said he; "then it will never go +further than an engagement! I had almost said--_Sacre!_ and who is to +blame for that? So it fares with me at the hands of the Captain too,--in +the beginning my children promise everything, then they turn out +nothing. But, madam," he said, swiftly and venomously collecting +himself; and, instead of compressing his lips and teeth, merely pinching +moderately the auditory organs of a sleeping lap-dog; "you alone indeed +know, by your influence upon Liana, how to dress and redress everything. +Perhaps she belongs to you by a still prior claim than to me. I am not +then compromitted with the knight. The advantages I detail no further." +His breast was here already warmed under the vulture-skin of rage. + +But the noble lady now indignantly rose, and said: "Herr von Froulay! +hitherto I have not spoken of myself. Never will I counsel or +countenance or consent to it,--I will do the opposite. Herr von Bouverot +is not worthy of my Liana." + +The Minister, during this speech, had several times unnecessarily +snapped-to the snuffers over the wax candles, and only beheaded the +point of the flame; the fixed air of wrath now colored the roses of his +lips (as the chemical does botanical ones) blue. "_Bon!_" he replied, "I +travel; you can reflect on the subject,--but I give my word of honor, +that I never consent to any other match; and though it were (whereupon +he looked at the lady ironically) still more considerable[147] than the +one just projected,--either the maiden obeys or she suffers, _decidéz_! +_Mais je me fie à l'amour que vous portéz au pere et à la fille; vous +nous rendréz tous assêz contens._" And then he went forth, not like a +tempest, but like a rainbow, which he manufactured out of the eighth +color only, namely, the black, and that with his eyebrows. + +After some days of resentment with the mother and the daughter, he rode, +as Luigi's business-agent, to Haarhaar to see the princely bride. The +oppressed mother confided to her oldest and only friend, the Lector, the +sad secret. The two had now a pure relation of friendship toward one +another, which, in France, in consequence of the higher respect for +women, is more common. In the first years of the ministerial forced +marriage, which dawned not with morning dew, but with morning frost, +perhaps the hawk-moth[148] Cupid fluttered after them; but by and by +children drove away this sphinx. The wife is often forgotten when she +becomes the mother. She, therefore, with her characteristic cool and +clear strength, took all that was ambiguous in her relation to Augusti +forever out of the way; and he made her firmness more easy by his own, +because he, with more love of honor than of women, grew not more red at +any kind of braided-work than at that of a basket,[149] and erroneously +believed that a man who receives it, has as much to be ashamed of as a +woman who does. + +The Lector could foresee that she would also, after her divorce,--which +she postponed only for Liana's sake,--remain single, if only for this +reason, in order not to deprive her daughter of an allodial estate, +Klosterdorf, for the reservation of which she had now for one and twenty +years exposed herself to the battering-ram and scythe-chariot and +blunderbuss of the old Minister. Whether she was not even silently +intending her dear Liana for a man so firm and tender, who differed from +her in nothing but in a worldly coolness toward positive religion, is +another and more delicate question. Such a reciprocal gift were worthy +such a mother and friend, who must know from her heart, that combined +feelings of tenderness and honor prepare for a loved soul a surer bliss +than the love which genius offers, that alternation of flying heat and +flying cold,--that fire which, like the electric, always twice +destroys,--in the stroke and in the rebound. The Lector himself started +not that question; for he never made rash, unsafe plans; and what one +would have been more so than that of such a connection, in his poverty, +or with such a father-in-law, in a country where, as in the Electorate +of Saxony, a statute, so beneficial (for parents), can countermand even +a marriage of many years' standing, which has been concluded without +parental consent? + +With moist eyes the Minister's lady showed him the new storm-clouds, +which had again descended upon her and her Liana. She could build upon +his fine eye for the world, upon his dumb lip and upon his ready hand +for business. He said, as ever, he had foreseen all this; but proved to +her that Bouverot, if only from avarice, would never exchange his +knightly cross for the wedding-ring, whatever designs he might cherish +with regard to Liana. He gave her to surmise, so far as a tender regard +to her sore relations would tolerate, to what degree of readiness for +compliance with Bouverot's wishes the very frailty of Liana's life might +allure the Minister, in order to harvest it before it had done blooming. +For Froulay could much more nimbly swallow demands against honor than +injuries done to his vanity, as the victim of hydrophobia can much more +easily get down solid morsels than fluids. Yet all this did not sound so +immorally hard to the Minister's lady as readers of the middling classes +might imagine; I appeal to the more sensible among the higher. + +Augusti and the Minister's lady saw that something must certainly be +done for Liana during the Minister's absence; and both wonderfully +coincided in their project. Liana must go into the country this pleasant +season,--she must muster up health for the wars that were in +prospect,--she must be put out of the way of the knight's visits, which +now the birthday would multiply fourfold,--even the Minister must have +nothing to object to the place. And where can this be? Simply under the +roof of the Director Wehrfritz, who cannot endure the German gentleman, +because he knows his poisonous relation to the Prince. But of course +there are first still other mountains to be climbed than that which lies +on the way to Blumenbühl. + +The reader himself must now get over a low one; and that is a short +comico-tragic Extra-leaf upon + + +THE GREEN-MARKET OF DAUGHTERS. + +The following is certain: every owner of a very beautiful or very rich +daughter keeps, as it were, a Pitt under his roof, which to himself is +of no service, and which he must put to its first use after it has long +lain idle, by selling it to a _Regent_.[150] Strictly and commercially +speaking, daughters are not an article of trade; for the parental grand +adventurers no one can confound with those female dealers in second-hand +frippery, and stall-women, whose transit-business one does not love to +name; but a stock, with which one gains in a South Sea, or a clod, +wherewith one transfers symbolically (_scortatione_) real estate. "_Je +ne vends que mes paysages et donne les figures par dessus le +marche_,"[151] said Claude Lorraine, like a father,--and could easily +say it, because he had the figures painted in his landscapes by +_others_;--even so in the purchase or marriage-contract only the +knightly seats are supposed, and the bride who resides upon them is +thrown into the bargain. Even so, higher up, is a princess merely a +blooming twig, which a princely sponsor plucks off and carries home, not +for the sake of the _fruits_, but because a _bee-swarm_ of lands and +people has attached itself thereto. + +If a father, like our Minister, has not much, then he can pawn his +children, as the Egyptians did their parents (namely, the mummies of +them), as mortgages and hand-pledges or imperial pawns, which are not +redeemed. + +At present the mercantile order, which formerly dealt only in foreign +products, has got possession of this branch of commerce also; methinks, +however, they might find room enough in their lower vaults to be selfish +and damned, without going up stairs to the daughter. In Guinea only the +nobility can trade; with us they are cut off and debarred from almost +all trade, except the small trade in daughters, and the few other things +which grow on their own estates; hence is it that they hold so fast to +this liberty of trade, and that the noblesse seem here to be a Hanse +alliance for this delicate branch of business; so that one may, in some +manner, compare the high standing[152] of this class with the _higher_ +one (in a literal sense) which marketable people in Rome were obliged to +mount[153] in order to be seen. + +It is a common objection of young and (so-called) sensitive hearts, that +this sort of transaction very much constrains, or in fact crushes love; +whereas nothing perhaps makes so good a preparation for it as this very +thing. For when the bargain is once concluded and entered by the +bookkeeper (the parson) in the ledger, then does the time truly come on +when the daughter can consider and provide for her heart, namely, the +fair season after marriage, which is universally assumed in France and +Italy, and is gradually coming to be in Germany also, as the more +suitable time for a female heart to choose freely among the host of +men; her state then, like the Venetian, grows out of a commercial into a +conquering one. The husband himself, too, is quite as little interrupted +afterward as beforehand in his love by this short business transaction; +all is, that now--as in Nuremberg every Jew is followed by an old +woman--close upon the heels of our bridegroom a young one is seen. Nay, +often, the nuptial tradesman conceives an inclination even for the +article which he has carried home with him,--which is an uncommon piece +of good fortune; and as Moses Mendelssohn, with his bundle of silken +wares under his arm, thought out his _letters_ upon the _affections_, so +do better men, amidst their business, meditate love-letters on this +branch of trade, and deal with the virgin--as merchants in Messina[154] +do with the holy virgin--in Co.; but of course such profitable +connections of love with business must always be rare birds, and are +little to be counted upon. + +The foregoing I wrote for parents who are fond of sporting with +children's happiness; I will now out of their and my sport make +something serious. I ask you, in the first place, about your right to +prescribe for morally free beings their inclinations, or even the show +of inclination, and by one act of despotism to stretch the poisonous +leaden sceptre over a whole free life. Your ten years more of +apprenticeship to life make as little distinction in the reciprocal +liberty as talent or its want. Why do you not as well enjoin upon your +daughters _friendship_ for life? Why do you not, in the second marriage, +exercise the same right? But you have even no right to reject, except in +the age of minority, when the child has not yet any right to choose. Or +do you demand, upon their leaving the paternal roof, as pay for +training them up to freedom, the sacrifice of this very freedom itself? +You act as if you had been educators, without having been yourselves +educated; whereas you are merely paying off to your children a heavy +inherited debt to your parents, which you can never pay back to _them_; +and I know but one unpaid creditor in this respect, the first man, and +but one insolvent debtor, the last. Or do you shield yourselves under +the barbarously immoral Roman prejudice, which offers children for sale +as white negroes of the parents, because the power allowed at an earlier +period over the non-moral being slips over, unobserved from the +gradualness of its development, into a power over the moral being? + +If you may, out of love, force children to their happiness, so may they +afterward, quite as well out of gratitude force you to yours. But what +is, then, the happiness for which you are to throw away their whole +heart, with all its dreams? Chiefly _your own_; _your_ glory and +aggrandizement, _your_ feuds and friendships, are they to quench and buy +with the offering of their innermost souls. Dare you own aloud your +silent presuppositions in regard to the happiness of a forced marriage; +for example, the dispensableness of love in wedlock, the hope of a +death, the (perhaps) double infidelity, as well toward the connubial +merchant as toward the extra-connubial lover? You must presuppose them +sinners,[155] in order not to be yourselves robbers? + +Tell me not that marriages of inclination often turn out ill, and forced +marriages often well enough, as may be seen in the instance of the +Moravians, the old Germans, and Orientals. Name me rather all barbaric +times and nations, in which--for both indeed only reckon the man, never +the wife--a happy marriage means nothing more than a happy husband. No +one stands by near enough to hear and to count a woman's sighs; the +unheard pang becomes at last speechless; new wounds weaken the bleeding +of the oldest. Further: the ill-luck of fancy-marriages is chargeable +upon your very opposition to them, and your war against the married +couple. Still further: every forced marriage is, in fact, for the most +part, half a marriage of fancy. Finally: the best marriages are in the +middling class, where the bond is more apt to be love; and the worst in +the higher, where it is more a mercenary motive; and as often as in +these classes a prince should choose merely with his heart, he would get +a heart, and never lose nor betray it. + +Now, then, what sort of a hand is that into which you so often force the +fairest, finest, richest, but rebellious one? Commonly, a black, old, +withered, greedy fist. For decrepit, rich, or aspiring libertines have +too much of the connoisseur, too much satiety and freedom, to steal any +other than the most splendid creatures; the less perfect fall into the +hands and homes of mere lovers and amateurs. But how base is a man, who, +abandoned of his own character, backed merely by the despotic edict of a +stranger, paying for his fortune with a stolen one, can now drag away +the unprotected soul from the yearning eyes of a weeping love into a +long, cold life, and clasp her to his arms as against the edges of +frosty swords, and therein so near to his eye see her bleed and grow +pale and quiver! The man of honor even gives with a blush, but he takes +not with a blush; and the better lion, the beast, spares woman;[156] +but these soul-buyers extort from constrained beings at last even the +testimony of free-will. + +Mother of the poor heart, which thou wilt bless by misfortune, hear me! +Suppose thy daughter should harden herself against the misery which is +forced upon her, hast thou not reduced her rich dream of life to empty +sleep, and taken out of it love's islands of the blest, and all that +bloomed thereon; the fair days when one roamed over them, and the +perpetual happy retrospect of them when they already lie with their +blooming peaks low in the horizon? Mother, if this happy time was ever +in thy breast, then snatch it not from thy daughter; and if it was +barbarously torn from thee, then think of thy bitter pang, and bequeath +it not! + +Suppose, further, she makes the kidnapper of her soul happy, reckon now +what she might have been to its darling; and whether she does not then +deserve anything better than to gratify a jailer, locked in with her +forever by one shutting of the prison-door. But it seldom fares so well +as this; thou wilt heap a double disaster upon thy soul,--the long agony +of thy daughter, and the growing coldness of her husband, who by and by +comes to feel and resent refusals. Thou hast cast a shadow over the time +when man first needs the morning-sun,--namely, youth. O, sooner make all +other seasons of the day of life cloudy; they are all alike, the third +and the fourth and fifth decades; only at sunrise let it not rain into +life; only this one never returning, irredeemable time darken not! + +But how, if thou shouldst be sacrificing not merely joys, relations, a +happy marriage, hopes, a whole posterity, to thy plans and commands, +but the very being herself[157] whom thou constrainest? Who can justify +thee, or dry thy tears, when thy best daughter,--for she is the very one +who will be most likely to obey, be dumb and die, as the monks of La +Trappe see their cloister burn down, without one of them breaking the +vow of silence,[158]--when she, I say, like a fruit half in the sun and +half in the shade, blooms outwardly, and inwardly grows cold and pale; +when she, dying after her lifeless heart, at last can no longer conceal +anything from thee, but for years bears round the paleness and the pangs +of decline in the very orient of life; and when thou canst not console +her, because thou hast crushed her, and thy conscience cannot suppress +the name of infanticide; and when at last the worn-out victim lies there +under thy tears, and the wrestling creature, so affrighted and so young, +so faint, and yet thirsting for life, forgiving and complaining, with +languishing and longing looks, with painfully confused and conflicting +emotions, sinks with her blooming limbs into the bottomless flood of +death,--O guilty mother on the shore, thou who hast pushed her in, who +will comfort thee? But I would call every guiltless one, and show her +the bitter dying, and ask her, Shall thy child also perish thus? + + +59. CYCLE. + +It was a romantic day for Zesara, even outwardly; sun-sparks and +rain-drops played dazzlingly through the heavens. He had received a +letter from his father, dated at Madrid, which stamped at last the black +seal of certainty on the threatened death of his sister, and in which +there was nothing agreeable but the intelligence that Don Gaspard, with +the Countess of Romeiro, whose guardianship he was now concluding, would +travel in autumn (the Italian spring) to Italy. Two tones had been, in +his life, stolen away from the musical scale of love; he had never known +by experience what it was to love a brother or a sister. The coincidence +of her death-night with that night in Tartarus, this whole clawing into +the holy images and wishes of his heart, stirred up his spirit, and he +felt with indignation how impotently a whole assailing world might seek +to remove Liana's image from his soul; and again he painfully felt, that +this very Liana herself believed in her near decline. + +In this situation was he found by an unexpected invitation from the +Minister's lady herself,--sun-sparks and rain-drops played in his heaven +also. He flew; in the antechamber stood the angel who broke the six +apocalyptic seals,--Rabette. She had run to meet him from a bashfulness +before company, and had embraced him sooner than he her. How gladly did +he look into the familiar, honest face! with tears he heard the name of +brother, when he had lost a sister to-day! + +The reason of her appearance was this: when the Director was at the +Minister's lady's the last time, the latter had, with easy, disguised +hand, opened her house to his daughter, "for the sake of a knowledge of +empty city life, and for change,"--in order that she might hereafter +venture to knock at _his_ door on her own daughter's behalf. He said he +would "forward the female wild deer to her with pleasure, and all +possible despatch." And as in Blumenbühl Rabette had answered him No, +then Yes, then No, then Yes, and had held with her mother, even before +midnight, an imperial-exchequer-revision, a mint-probation-day about +everything which a human being from the country can wear in the city, +she packed up there and unpacked here. + +"Ah, I am afraid in there," said she to Albano; "they are all too +clever, and I am now so stupid!" He found beside the domestic trio the +Princess also, and the little Helena from Lilar, that lovely medallion +of a fine day to his stirred heart. Indescribably was he smitten with +Liana's womanly advances to Rabette, as if he shared her with her. With +courtesy and tenderness, a mildness also, which was without falsehood or +pride, came to the help of the embarrassed playmate, on whose face the +inborn gayety and eloquence of nature now singularly contrasted with her +artificial dumb gravity. Charles, with his ready familiarity, was more +in a condition to entangle than to extricate her; only Liana gave to her +soul and tongue, if only by the embroidery-frame, a free field; Rabette +could write with the embroidering needle, no illuminated and initial +letters, indeed, but still a good running-hand. + +She gave--turning her face toward her brother's, in order to pluck +courage therefrom--a clear report of the dangerous road and upsets, +laughing all the while, after the manner of the people when they are +telling their mishaps. Her brother was to her, at the company's expense, +both company and world; upon him alone streamed forth her warmth and +speech. She said she could from her chamber see him "play on the +harpsichord." Liana immediately led both thither. How richly and +sublimely, beyond Rabette's demands upon city-life, was the maidenly +_hospitium_ set out, from the tulip (not a blooming one, but a +work-basket of Liana's,--although every tulip is such a basket for the +finger of spring) even to the piano-forte, of which she, of course, for +the present can use no more than seven treble-keys for half a waltz? +Five moderate trunks of clothes--for therewith she thought to come out, +and show the city that the country too could wear clothes--represented +to him in their well-known flower-pieces and tin bands the old +impressions (_incunabula_) of his earliest days of life; and to-day +every trace of the old season of love refreshed him. She made him look +for his windows, from one of which the Librarian was fixing a hard gaze +on a paving-stone in the street to see how often he could hit it by +spitting. + +Here alone, in the presence only of the brother, Liana spoke more loudly +to the sister the word of friendship, and assured her how happy she +meant to make her, and how sincere she was in all that she promised. O +look not into the flame of the pure, religious, sisterly love with any +yellow eye of jealousy! Can you not comprehend that this fair soul even +now distributes its rich flames among all sisterly hearts, until love +concentrates them into _one_ sun; as, according to the ancients, the +scattered lightnings of night gather themselves in the morning into one +solid solar orb? She was, everywhere, an eye for every heart; like a +mother, she never once forgot the little in the great; and she poured +out (let no one deny me the privilege of printing this minute example) +for little Helena the cup of coffee, which the Doctor forbade, half +full of cream, in order that it might be without strength or harm. + +The impatient Princess had already looked ten times toward the heavens, +through which now beams of light, now rain-columns flew, till at length +out of the consumed cloud-snow the broad fields of blue grew up, and +Julienne could lead out the delighted young people into the garden, to +the annoyance of the Minister's lady, who did not like to expose Liana +to the _Serein_,--five or six blasts of the evening-wind, and the wading +through rain-water that stood a nineteenth of a line[159] deep. She +herself stayed behind. How new-born, glistening, and inviting was all +down below! The larks soared out of the distant fields like tones, and +warbled near over the garden,--in all the leaves hung stars, and the +evening air threw the liquid jewelry, the trembling earrings, from the +blossoms down upon the flowers, and bore sweet incense to meet the bees. +The Idyl of the year, Spring, parcelled its sweet pastoral land among +the young souls. Albano took his sister's hand, but he listened vacantly +to her intelligence from home. Liana went far in advance with the +Princess, and bathed herself in the open heavens of confidential +communion. + +Suddenly Julienne stood still, chatting playfully with her, in order to +let the Count come up, and to inquire after letters from Don Gaspard, +and after tidings of the Countess Romeiro. He communicated, with glowing +countenance, the contents of to-day's letter. In Julienne's physiognomy +there was a smile almost of raillery. To the intelligence of Linda's +intended journey she replied: "That is just herself; she will fain learn +everything,--travel over everything. I wager she climbs up _on_ Mont +Blanc and _into_ Vesuvius. Liana and I call her, for this reason, the +Titaness." How graciously did Liana listen, with her eyes wholly on her +female friend! "You are not acquainted with her?" she inquired of the +tortured one. He answered, emphatically, in the negative. Roquairol came +up; "_Passéz, Monsieur_," said she, making room, and giving him a sign +to move on. Liana looked very earnestly after. "_La voici!_" said +Julienne, letting the cover of a likeness spring up, by a pressure, on a +ring of her little hand. Good youth! it was exactly the form which +arose, that magic night, out of Lago Maggiore, sent to thee by the +spirits! "She is hit there, exactly," said she to the agitated man. +"Very," said he, confusedly. She did not investigate this +contradictory[160] "very"; but Liana looked at him; "very--beautifully +and boldly!" he continued; "but I do not love boldness in women." "O, +one can readily believe that of men!" replied Julienne; "no hostile +power loves it in the other party." + +They passed along now through the chestnut avenue by the holy spot where +Albano had seen, for the first time, the bride of his hopes shining and +suffering behind the water-jets. O it was here that he would gladly, +with that soul of his painfully excited by the mutual reaction of +wonderful circumstances, have knelt down before the still angel so near +him! The tender Julienne perceived that she had to spare an agitated +heart; after a tolerably loud silence, she said, in a serious tone: "A +lovely evening,--we'll go to the water-house. There is where Liana was +cured, Count! The fountains must leap, too." "O the fountains!" said +Albano, and looked with indescribable emotion upon Liana. She thought, +however, he meant those in the flute-dell. Helena cried out behind for +them to wait, and came tripping along after with two little hands full +of dewy auriculas, which she had plucked, and gave them all to Liana, +expecting from her, as collatress of benefices, the flower-distribution. +"The little one, too, still thinks of the beautiful Sunday at Lilar," +said Liana. She gave the Princess one or two, and Helena nodded; and +when Liana looked at her, she nodded again, as a sign the Count should +have something too: "More yet!" she cried, when he had got some; and the +more Liana gave, the more did the child cry, "More,"--as children are +wont to do, in the hyperboles of their tendency to the infinite. + +They went over a green bridge, and came into a neat room. Instead of the +piano-forte formerly there, stood a glass chapel of the goddess of +music, a harmonica. The Captain screwed in behind a tapestry-door, and +immediately all the confined spring-waters shot up outside with silvery +wings toward heaven. O how the sprinkled world burned as they stepped +out on the top! + +Why wast thou, my Albano, just at this hour not entirely happy? Why, +then, do pains pierce through all our unions,--and why does the heart, +like its veins, bleed most richly when it is heated? Above them lay the +still, wounded heavens in the bandage of a long, white mass of cloud; +the evening sun stood as yet behind the palace, but on both sides of it +his purple mantle of clouds floated in broad folds away across the sky; +and if one turned round toward the east to the mountains of Blumenbühl, +green living flames streamed upward, and, like golden birds, the _ignes +fatui_ danced through the moist twigs and on the eastern windows, but +the fountains still threw their white silver into the gold. + +Then the sun swam forth, with red hot breast, drawing golden circles in +the clouds, and the arching water-shoots burned bright. Julienne bent +upon Albano--near whom she had constantly remained, as if by way of +atonement--a hearty look, as if he were her brother, and Charles said to +Liana, "Sister, thy evening song!" "With all my heart," said she; for +she was right glad of the opportunity to withdraw herself, with the +melancholy seriousness of her enjoyment, and down below in the solitary +room to utter aloud, on the harmonica-bells, all that which rapture and +the eyes bury in silence. + +She went down; the melodious requiem of the day went up,--the zephyr of +sound, the harmonica, flew, waving, over the garden-blossoms,--and the +tones cradled themselves on the thin lilies of the up-growing water, and +the silver lilies burst aloft for pleasure, and from the brightness of +the sun, into flamy blossoms, and over yonder reposed mother sun in a +blue pasture, and looked greatly and tenderly upon her human children. +Canst thou, then, hold thy heart, Albano, so that it shall remain +concealed with its joys and sorrows, when thou hearest the peaceful +virgin walking in the moonlight of tones? O when the tone which trickles +down in the ether announces to her the early wasting away of her life, +and when the soft, long-drawn melodies flow away from her like the +rose-oil of many crushed days; dost thou not think of that, Albano? How +the human creature plays! The little Helena flings up auriculas at the +flashing water-veins, in order that she may dash one of them with the +spray of the intercepted jet, and the youth Zesara bends far over the +balustrade, and lets the stream of water leap off from his sloping hand +upon his hot face and eye, in order to cool and conceal himself. The +fiery veil was snatched from him by his sister; Rabette was one of +those persons whom this musical tremor gnaws upon even physically, just +as, on the other hand, the Captain was little affected by the harmonica, +and indeed was always least moved when others were most so; there were +no pains with which the innocent girl was less familiar than with sweet +ones; the bitter-sweet melancholy into which she sank away in the idle +solitude of Sundays, she and others had scolded at as mere sullenness. +At this moment she felt all at once, with a blush, her stout heart +seized, whirled round, and scalded through as by hot whirlpools. Besides +it had to-day already been swayed to and fro by the meeting with her +brother again, the leaving of her mother, and her confused bashfulness +before strangers, and even by the sight of the sunny-red mountain of +Blumenbühl. In vain did the fresh brown eyes and the overripe full lip +battle against the uprending pain; the hot springs tore their way +through, and the blooming face with the strong chin grew red and full of +tears. Painfully ashamed, and dreading to be taken for a child, +especially as all her companions' emotions had remained invisible, she +pressed her handkerchief over her burning face, and said to her brother, +"I must go away, I am not well, I shall choke,"--and ran down to the +gentle Liana. + +Yes, thou needest only carry thither thy shy pangs! Liana turned, and +saw her hastily and violently drying her eyes. Ah, hers too were indeed +full. When Rabette saw it, she said, courageously, "I absolutely cannot +hear it,--I must scream,--I am really ashamed of myself." "O thou dear +heart," cried Liana, joyfully falling upon her neck, "be not ashamed, +and look into my eye! Sister, come to me, as often as thou art troubled; +I will gladly weep with thy soul, and dry thy eye even sooner than my +own." There was an overmastering enchantment in these tones,--in these +looks of love, because Liana fancied she was mourning over some eclipsed +star or other of her life. And never did trembling gratitude embrace +more freshly and youthfully a venerated heart than did Rabette Liana. + +And now came Albano. Awakened by the dying away of the cradle-song, he +had hurried after her, leaving all the cold and other drops unwiped from +his fiery cheeks. "What ails thee, sister?" he asked, hastily. Liana, +still lingering in the embrace and the inspiration, answered quickly, +"You have a good sister; I will love her as her brother does." The sweet +words of the so deeply affected souls and the fiery storm of his being +carried him away, and he clasped the embracing ones and pressed the +sisterly hearts to each other and kissed his sister; when, at the sight +of Liana's confused bending aside of her head, he was terrified and +flamed up crimson. + +He must needs fly. With these wild agitations he could not stay in the +presence of Liana, and before the cold, mirroring glances of the +company. But the night was to be as wonderful as the day; he hastened +with live looks, that appeared like angry ones, out of the city to the +Titaness, Nature, who at once calms and exalts us. He went along by +exposed mill-wheels, about which the stream wound itself in foam. The +evening clouds stretched themselves out like giants at rest, and basked +in the ruddy dawn of America, and the storm swept among them, and the +fiery Briareuses started up; night built the triumphal-arch of the +milky-way, and the giants marched gloomily under. And in every element +Nature, like a storm-bird, beat her rustling wings. + +Albano lay, without knowing it, on the woodland bridge of Lilar, under +which the wind-streams went roaring through. He glowed like the clouds +with the lingering tinges of _his_ sun; his inner wings were, like those +of the ostrich, full of spines, and wounded while they lifted him; the +romantic spiritual day, the letter of his father, Liana's tearful eyes, +his boldness, and then his bliss and remorse about it, and now the +sublime night-world on all sides round about him, passed to and fro +within him and shook his young heart; he touched with his fiery cheek +the moistened tree-tops, and did not cool himself, and he was near to +that sounding, flying heart, the nightingale, and yet hardly heard her. +Like a sun, his heart goes through his pale thoughts, and quenches on +its path one constellation after another. On the earth and in the +heavens, in the past and in the future, stood before Albano only one +form; "Liana," said his heart, "Liana," said all nature. + +He went down the bridge and up the western triumphal-arch, and the +glimmering Lilar lay before him in repose. Lo! there he saw the old +"pious father" on the balustrade of the arch, fast asleep. But how +different was the revered form from the picture of it which he had +shaped to himself according to that of the deceased Prince. The white +locks, flowing richly down under the Quaker hat, the femininely and +poetically rounded brow, the arched nose and the youthful lip, which +even in late life had not yet withered, and the childlikeness of the +soft face, announced a heart which, in the evening-twilight of age, +takes its rest and looks toward the stars. How lonely is the holy sleep! +The Death-angel has conducted man out of the light world into the dark +hermitage built over it; his friends stand without near the cell; +within, the hermit talks with himself, and his darkness grows brighter +and brighter, and jewels and pastures and whole spring-days gleam out at +last,--and all is clear and broad! Albano stood before the sleep with an +earnest soul, which contemplates life and its riddles;--not only the +incoming and the outgoing of life are hidden with a manifold veil, but +even the short path itself; as around Egyptian temples, so around the +greatest of all temples sphinxes lie, and, reversing the case as it was +with the sphinx, he only solves the riddle who dies. + +The old man spoke, behind the speech-grating of sleep, with dead ones +who had journeyed with him over the morning meadows of youth, and +addressed with heavy lip the dead Prince and his spouse. How sublimely +did the curtain of the venerable countenance, pictured over with a long +life, hang down before the pastoral world of youth dancing behind it, +and how touchingly did the gray form roam round with its youthful crown +in the cold evening dew of life, taking it for morning-dew, and looking +toward the east, and toward the sun! The youth ventured only to touch +lovingly a lock of the old man; he meant to leave him, in order not to +alarm him with a strange form, before the rising moon should have +touched his eyelids and awakened him. Only he would first crown the +teacher of his loved one with the twigs of a neighboring laurel. When he +came back from it, the moon had already penetrated with her radiance +through the great eyelids, and the old man opened them before the +exalted youth, who, with the glowing rosy moon of his countenance, +glorified by the moon overhead, stood before him like a genius with the +crown. "Justus!" cried the old man, "is it thou?" He took him for the +old Prince, who, with just such blooming cheeks and open eyes, had +passed before him in the under-world of dreams. + +But he soon came back out of the dreamy Elysium into the botanical, and +knew even Albano's name. The Count, with open mien, grasped his hands, +and said to him how long and profoundly he had respected him. Spener +answered in few and quiet words, as old men do who have seen everything +on the earth so often. The glory of the moonlight flowed down now on the +tall form, and the quietly open eye was illumined,--an eye which not so +much penetrates as lets everything penetrate it. The almost cold +stillness of the features, the youthful gait of the tall form, which +bore its years upright as a crown upon the head, not as a burden upon +the back, more as flowers than as fruit, the singular mixture of former +manly ardor and of womanly tenderness,--all this called up before Albano +the image of a prophet of the Eastern land. That broad stream which came +roaring down through the alps of youth, glides now calmly and smoothly +through its pastures; but throw rocks before it, and again it starts up +roaring. + +The old man looked upon the youthful youth, the oftener the more warmly. +In our days youth is, in young men, a bodily and spiritual beauty at +once. He invited him to accompany him this beautiful night to his quiet +cottage, which stands overhead there near the church-spire, that looks +down from above into flute-dell. On the singular, mazy paths which they +now took, Lilar was transformed to Albano's eyes into a new world; like +flying silver clouds of night, the glimmering beauties were continually +shifting and arranging themselves together into new groups, and +occasionally the two companions penetrated through exotic shrubbery with +lively-colored blossoms and wondrous odors. The pious father asked him +with interest about his former and present life. + +They came to the opening of a dark passage into the earth. Spener, in a +friendly manner, took Albano's right hand, and said this way led _up_ to +his mountain-abode. But soon it seemed to go downward. The stream of the +vale, the Rosana, sounded even in here, but only single drops of +moonlight trickled through scattered mountain openings overspun with +twigs. The excavation extended farther downward; still more remotely +murmured the water in the vale. And yet a nightingale sang a lay that +grew nearer and nearer. Albano was composed and silent. Everywhere they +went along before narrow gates of splendor which only a star of heaven +seemed to fling in. They descended now to a distant, illuminated magic +bower of bright red and poisonous dark flowers, arched over at once with +little peaked leaves and great broad foliage; and a confusing white +light, partly sprinkled about by the living rays that gushed in, and +partly flying off from the lilies only as white dust, drew the eye into +an intoxicating whirl. Zesara entered with a dazzled eye, and as he +looked to the right, in the direction of the fire that rained in, he +found Spener's eye sharply fixed upon something to the left; he looked +thither, and saw an old man, entirely like the deceased Prince, dart by +and stalk into a side cavern; his hand quivered with affright, so did +Spener's,--the latter pressed hastily on downward; and at last there +glistened a blue, starry opening: they stepped out.... + +Heavens! a new starry arch; a pale sun moves through the stars, and they +swim, as in play, after him,--below reposes an enraptured earth full of +glitter and flowers; its mountains run gleaming away up toward the arch +of heaven, and bend over toward Sirius; and through the unknown land +delights glide, like dreams over which man weeps for joy. + +"What is that? Am I on or under the earth?" said Albano, astounded; and +his wandering eye fled for refuge to the face of a living man,--"I saw a +dead man." Much more affectionately than before, the old man answered, +"This is Lilar; behind us is my little house!" He explained the +mechanical illusion[161] of the descent. "Here, now, have I stood so +many thousand times, and feasted myself with so fervent a heart on the +works of God. How looked the form, my son?" "Like the dead Prince," said +Alban. In a startled, but almost commanding tone, Spener said, with a +low voice, "Be silent, like me, until his time,--it was not he. Thy +salvation and the salvation of many hangs thereon. Go no more to-day +through the passage." + +Albano, half-angered by all the experience of this singular day, said, +"Well, then, I go back through Tartarus. But what means the ghostly +creation that everywhere pursues me?" "Thou hast," said the old man, +lovingly and refreshingly, laying a finger on the youth's brow, "nothing +but invisible friends about thee,--and cast thyself everywhere upon God. +There are a great many Christians who say, God is near or far off, that +his wisdom and his goodness appear quite specially in one age or +another,--truly that is idle deception; is he not the unchangeable, +eternal Love, and does he not love and bless us at one hour just as much +as at another?" As we ought, properly, to call the eclipse of the sun an +eclipse of the earth, so it is man who is obscured, never the Infinite; +but we are like the people who look at the obscuration of the sun in the +water, and then, when the water trembles, cry out, "See how the +glorious sun struggles!" + +Albano stepped into the solitude of the old man's neatly ordered +dwelling, only with heaviness, because, in the hot ashes of his volcano, +every feeling put forth and throve the more luxuriantly. Spener +pointed over from his mountain-ridge to the little so-called +"Thunderhouse,"[162] and advised him to occupy it this summer. Albano +took his leave at length, but his agitated heart was a sea, in which the +morning sun is glowingly still half reflected, and into which, at +evening, a lead-colored storm dips, and which swells glistening under +the storm. He looked up from below at the old man, who was looking after +him; but he would hardly have wondered to-day if _he_ had either sunk or +ascended. With indignant and spirited resolutions, to stake and +sacrifice his life for his love, at which cold hands were grasping, he +strode without any fear through Tartarus, which, by the magnifying +mirror of night, was distorted into a black giant armament: thus is the +spirit-world only a region of our inner world, and _I_ fear only +_myself_. When he stood before the altar of the heart in the dumb night, +where nothing was audible but the thoughts, then did the bold spirit +advise him repeatedly to call upon the dead old man, and swear aloud by +his heart, full of dust; but when he looked up to the fair heavens, his +heart was consecrated, and only prayed, "O good God, give me Liana!" + +It grew dark; the clouds, which he had taken for the shining mountains +of a new earth, stretching away into the heavens, had reached the moon, +and overshadowed it with darkness. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[138] _Tempestiarii_, or Storm-makers, was a name given, in the +Middle Ages, to the master-wizards who could conjure up foul +weather. Weather-prayers were used in the churches against them, +and other wizard-masters called in to counteract the former. + +[139] The Polish dancer always carries a rod under the fur-dress, +wherewith his partner is excused by a blow or two, when she makes +a misstep.--_Upper Siles. Monthly Mag._, July, 1788. + +[140] Dread of spirits. + +[141] The German for this is _sauer-stoff_ (sour-stuff).--TR. + +[142] A noted review in Richter's day, published at Erlangen near +Nuremberg.--TR. + +[143] Thus did the turnkeys name their prisoners. + +[144] Alexand. ab Al., v. 4. + +[145] To distinguish himself from the eagle of the Emperor, who +holds something in both claws. + +[146] Bouverot was a Catholic. + +[147] He meant one with the poor Lector. + +[148] Literally, "twilight-bird."--TR. + +[149] To _get the basket_ means a refusal.--TR. + +[150] I do not mean (as perhaps may appear from the _selling_) +Pitt the Minister, but Pitt the Diamond, which the father of the +present Pitt traded away to the Duke Regent of France, and for +whose splinters he got twelve thousand ducats into the bargain. + +[151] I sell only my landscapes, and throw in the figures. + +[152] _Stand_, in German, has the double meaning of an _estate_ +and a _stand_.--TR. + +[153] Plaut. Bacch., Act 4, Scen. 7, 4, 16, 17. + +[154] Seventh Part of the new Collection of Travels. + +[155] I speak more particularly of the daughters, because they +are the most frequent and greatest victims; the sons are +bloodless mass-offerings. + +[156] Pliny, Nat. Hist., VIII. 16. + +[157] And this is quite probable. Dr. Edward Hill reckoned that +in England eight thousand die annually of unhappy love,--of +broken hearts, as the Englishwomen touchingly express it. Beddoes +shows that vegetable food--and of this such victims are +particularly fond--fosters consumption, and that females incline +to this. Besides, the times of longing, which of itself, even +without disappointment, as homesickness shows, is a poisonous +revolving leaden ball, occur in youth, when the seed of pectoral +maladies most easily springs up. O many married ones fall, under +misconstructions, victims to the death-angel, into whose hand +they had, previously to marriage, put the sword they themselves +had sharpened! + +[158] Forster's Views, Vol. I. + +[159] A line (French) is one twelfth of an inch.--TR. + +[160] Because he had just said he did not know her.--TR. + +[161] Weigel. in Jena, invented the inverted bridge (_pons +heteroclitus_), a stairway on which a person seems to descend, by +going up.--_Bush's Handbook of Inventions_, Vol. VII. + +[162] It had the name from its height and its being so often +struck with lightning. + + + + +THIRTEENTH JUBILEE. + + ROQUAIROL'S LOVE.--PHILIPPIC AGAINST LOVERS.--THE + PICTURES.--ALBANO ALBANI.--THE HARMONIC TÊTE-À-TÊTE.--THE + RIDE TO BLUMENBÜHL. + + +60. CYCLE. + +Out of the drops which the harmonica had wrung from Rabette's heart the +old enchanter, Fate, is perhaps preparing, as other enchanters do out of +blood, dark forms; for Roquairol had seen it, and wondered at the +sensibility of a heart which hitherto had been set in motion more by +occupations than by romances. Now he drew nearer to her with a new +interest. Since the night of the oath, he had drawn his heart out of all +unworthy fetters. In this freedom of victory, he went forward proudly, +and stretched out his arms more lightly and longingly after noble love. +He now visited his sister incessantly; but he still kept to himself. +Rabette was not fair enough for him, beside his tender sister. She was +an artificial ribbon-rose beside one by Van der Ruysch; she said +herself, naively, that she looked, with her village-complexion in white +lawn, like black-tea in white cups. But in her healthy eyes, not yet +corroded into dimness by tragical drops, and on her fresh lips, life +glowed; her powerful chin and her arched nose threatened and promised +spirit and strength; and her upright and downright heart grasped and +repelled decidedly and intensely. He determined to prove her. The +Talmud[163] forbids to inquire after the price of a thing, when one does +not mean to buy it; but the Roquairols always cheapen and look further. +They tear a soul in two, as children do a bee, in order to eat out of it +the honey which it would gather. They borrow from the eel, not only his +dexterity in slipping away, but also the power to twine around the arm +and crush it. + +And now he let all the dazzling powers of his multi-form nature play +before her,--the sense of his ascendency permitted him to move freely +and gracefully, and the careless heart seemed open on all sides,--he +linked so freely earnestness and jest, glow and glitter, the greatest +and the least, and energy with mildness. Unhappy girl! now art thou his; +and he snatches thee from thy _terra firma_ with rapacious wings up into +the air, and then hurls thee down. Like a vine running on a +lightning-rod, thou wilt richly unfold thy powers and bloom up on him; +but he will draw down the lightning upon himself and thy blossoms, and +strip thee of thy leaves and rend thee utterly. + +Rabette had never conceived of such a man, much less seen one; he made +his way by main force into her sound heart, and a new world went in +after him. Through Liana's love for the Captain, hers mounted still +higher; and the two could speak of their brothers in friendly +reciprocation. The good Liana sought to bring to the help of her friend +many a thing which would hardly take hold, particularly mythology, +which, by reason of the French pronunciation of the names of the gods, +was still more unserviceable to her. Even with books Liana sought to +bring them together; so that reading was to her a sort of week-day +Divine service, which she attended with true devotion, and was always +delighted when it was over. Through all these water-wheels of knowledge +streamed Roquairol's love, and helped drive and draw. How many blushes +now flitted without any occasion over her whole face! The laugh which +once expressed her gayety, came now too often, and betokened only a +helpless heart, which longed to sigh. + +So stood matters with her when Charles once playfully stole behind her +and covered her eyes with his hand, in order, under the mask of her +brother's voice, to give her soft, sisterly names. She confounded the +similar voices; she pressed the hand heartily, but her eye was hot and +moist. Then she discovered the mistake, and flew with the concealed +evening and morning redness of her countenance out of the room. Now he +looked closer into the eyes of Liana, who blamed him for it, and hers +too had wept. She would fain at first conceal from him the object of the +sisterly emotion; but another's No was to him, of old, an auxiliary +verb,--a fair wind blowing him into port. Liana grew more and more +agitated; at last she related how Rabette's account of Albano's youthful +history had drawn from her in turn the history of his early relations, +and that she had portrayed to her the bloody night of the masquerade, +and even shown his bloody dress. "And then," said Liana, "she wept with +me as heartily as if she had been thy sister. O, it is a dear heart!" +Charles saw the two linked together like two pastures, namely, by the +rainbow which stands over both with its drops; he drew her with thankful +love to his breast. "Art thou then happy?" asked Liana, in a tone +ominous of something sad. + +She must needs disclose to him her full heart, and tell him all. He +heard with astonishment, how that whole Tartarus-night, on which the +unknown voice had promised Linda de Romeiro to his friend, had been made +known to her. By whom? She held an inexorable silence; he contented +himself, because, to be sure, it could only have been Augusti, who was +the only one that knew of it. "And now believest thou, thou heart from +heaven," said he, "that I and the brother of my soul could ever separate +by robbing each other? O, it is all otherwise, all otherwise! He curses +the mock-spirits and the object of the mimicry. O he loves me; and my +heart will rejoice in the day when it is his!" The touching ambiguity of +these last words dissolved him in a sacred melancholy. + +But she, in the midst of the heartiest overflow of feeling, took part, +as if out of piety, with the spirits, and said: "Speak not thus of +spiritual apparitions! They exist, that I know,--only one needs not fear +them." Here, however, with firm hand she held fast the veil over her +experiences; he too had known long since, that, notwithstanding her most +tremblingly delicate feelings, which shrunk even from the sight of the +blue veins on the lily hand, as from a wound, she had appeared +unexpectedly courageous before the dead and in the ghostly hours of +fantasy. + +Behind the waves of so different an emotion which now drove his heart up +and down, Rabette was eclipsed. He burned now only for the hour when he +could tell his Albano the singular treachery of the Lector. + + +61. CYCLE. + +Even before the Captain disclosed to his friend Augusti's probable +treachery, Albano was almost entirely at variance with his two tutors. +In a circle full of young hearts which beat for one another, and still +more fondly fight for one another, two always take an indissoluble hold +of each other, and become one at others' expense. + +Albano boldly broke with every one whom Charles displeased. Besides, +Schoppe had long been loved by few, because few can endure a perfectly +free man; the flower-chains hold better, they think, when galley-chains +run through them. He, therefore, could not bear it, when one "with too +close a love clambered up round him so tightly that he had the freedom +of his arms no more than if he wore them in bandages of eighty +heads."[164] The sarcastic liveliness of his pantomime chilled the +Captain, by having the appearance of a somewhat stricter observation, +more than did the composed face of the Lector, who from that very +circumstance took everything more sharply into his still eye. + +The good Schoppe had one fault which no Albano forgives, namely, his +intolerance toward the "female saintly images of isinglass," as he +expressed it,--toward the tender errors of the heart, the sacred +excesses by which man weaves into this short life a still shorter +pleasure. On one occasion Charles walked up and down with arms akimbo +and drooping head, as on a stage, and said, accidentally, so that the +Titular-librarian overheard him, "O I was very little understood by the +world in my youth." He said nothing further; but let anybody shake, in +jest, a baker's dozen[165] of hornets, a basket of crabs, a mug of +wood-pismires, all at once over the Librarian's skin, and take a flying +observation of the effect of the stinging, nipping, biting; then can +one, in a measure at least, conceive what a quivering, swelling, and +irritation there was in him, so soon as he heard the above-mentioned +phraseology. "Mr. Captain!" he began, drawing in a long breath, "I can +stand through a good deal on this rusty, stupid earth,--famine, +pestilence, courts, the stone, and fools from pole to pole; but your +phraseology surpasses the strength of my shoulders. Sir Captain, you +may, most certainly, use this rhetoric with perfect justice, because +you, as you say, are not understood. But, O heavens! O devils! I hear, +in fact, thirty thousand young men and maidens, from one +circulating-library to another, all with inflated breast, saying and +groaning round and round, that nobody understands them, neither their +grandfather nor their god-parents, nor the conrector, when, in fact, the +wrapping-paper,[166] commonplace pack does not itself understand. But +the young man means by this merely a maiden, and the maiden a young man; +these can appreciate each other. Out of love will I undertake, as out of +potatoes, to serve up fourteen different dishes; let one just shear off, +as they do off of the bears in Göttingen, its beastly hair, and no +Blumenbach would any longer recognize it. + +"Mr. Von Froulay, I have somewhat often compared this cursed exaltation +of souls, merely from low motives, with the English horsetails, which +also always stand pointing to heaven, only because their sinews have +been cut. Must not one be mad, when one hears every day, and reads every +day, how the commonest souls, the very doggerels and trumpeters' pieces +of Nature, think themselves exalted by love above all people, like cats +that fly with hogs' bladders buckled on to them; how they rendezvous in +the hare's form and emporium of love, the other world, as on a +Blocksberg, and how, on this finch-ground, in this theatrical green-room +(or dressing-room, which then becomes the opposite), they drive their +business until they are coupled. Then it's all over; fancy and poesy, +which now should be to them for the first time serviceable, are caught! +They run away from them like lice from the dead, although on these the +hair continues to sprout out. They shudder at the next world; and when +they become widowers and widows, they do their courting very well +without the hogs' bladders, and without the decoy-feathers, and the +folding screen of the next world. Such a thing as this now, Sir Captain, +provokes one, and then, in the heat, the just must suffer with the +unjust, as your ears unfortunately attest!" + +Alban, who never light-mindedly forgave, silently separated himself from +a heart, which, as he unjustly said, quenched the flames of love with +satiric gall. + +In the chain of friendship with Augusti, one ring after another +absolutely broke in twain. The Count found in the Lector a spirit of +littleness which was more revolting to him than any bad spirit. The +elegance of a good courtier, his propensity to keep the smallest secrets +as faithfully as the greatest, his passion for starting up behind every +action a long plan, his thirsty curiosity for genuine historical +sources, at court and in the city, and his coldness toward philosophy, +so dried up the overstrained image which Albano had formed of him, that +it wrinkled up and grew full of rents. Such dissimilarities never rise +among cultivated men to open feuds; but they secretly put upon the inner +man one piece of armor after another, till he stands there in solid +mail, and strikes out. + +Now, in addition to all this, the Lector bore the Captain a hearty +grudge, because he cost the Minister's lady many anxious hours, and +Liana, and even the Count, much money, and because he seemed to him to +pervert the youth. The otherwise directly ascending flame of Albano was +now, by the obstacles thrown in the way of his love, bent on all sides, +and, like soldering fire, burned more sharply; but this sharpness +Augusti ascribed to the friend. Albano appeared to those whom he loved +warmer, to those whom he endured colder, than he was, and his +earnestness was easily confounded with defiance and pride; but the +Lector imagined that Albano's love was stolen from him by Charles. + +He undertook, with equal refinement and frankness, to play off on the +Count a good map-card of the spots which were thickly sown in the +heavenly body of this Jupiter. But he tore every map. Charles's painful +confessions on that night extinguished all additions by other hands. And +Albano's grand faith, that one must shield a friend entirely, and trust +him entirely, warded off every influence. O it is a holy time, in which +man desires offerings and priests, _without fail_, for the altar of +friendship and love, and--beholds them; and it is a too cruel time, in +which the so often cheated, belied bosom prophesies to itself, on +another's bosom, in the midst of the love-draught of the moment, the +cold neighborhood of bankruptcy! + +As the Lector saw perfectly that Alban, at many of his charges against +Charles,--for instance, of his wildness and disorder,--remained cold, +for the reason that he might deem himself to be reproached over +another's shoulders, as the French (according to Thickness) give +strangers praise over their own; he now, instead of the point of +similarity, took hold of an entire dissimilarity of the Captain, his +light-mindedness toward the sex. But this only made the matter worse. +For, in matters of love, Charles was to him the higher fire-worshipper, +and the Lector only the one whom the coal of this fire blackens. Augusti +cherished, in regard to love, pretty nearly the principles of the great +world, which, merely for honor's sake, he never coined into action, and +he assigned only the cloud-heaven near the earth to love. The Captain, +however, spoke of a third heaven, or heaven of joy, as belonging +thereto, wherein only saints are the blest. Augusti, after the manner of +the great world, spoke much more freely than he acted, and sometimes as +openly as if he were dining in the hall of a watering-place. Charles +spoke like a maiden. The virgin ear of Albano, which was mostly closed +in good visiting-parlors, and which in study-chambers remained open, +united to his want of the experience that a cynical tongue is often +found in the most continent men, for instance, in our buffoonery-loving +forefathers, and an ascetic one in modest libertines,--these two things +must naturally have involved the pure young man in a double error. + +Thus did Augusti start up within him more and more storm-birds. Both +came often to the verge of a complete feud and challenge; for the Lector +had too much honor to fear any one thing, and dared in cold blood as +much as another in hot. + +Now, at length, did Charles disclose fully to his friend, though with +all the tenderness of friendship, Liana's acquaintance with that +Tartarus-night. "The otherwise reserved Lector must be after nearer +advantages with his tattling," Albano concluded, and now the toad of +jealousy, which lives and grows in the living tree without any visible +way in or out, nursed itself to full size in his warm heart. Unanswered +love is besides the most jealous. God knows whether he is not +scenery-master of these ghost scenes working in and through each other +with so many wheels. All these are Albano's private conclusions; open +accusations were forbidden by his sense of honor. But his warm heart, +always expressing itself, demanded a warmer society, and this he found +when he followed the pious father, and went to Lilar into the +Thunderhouse, into the midst of the flowers and summits, in order, lying +nearer to the heart of Nature, to dream and enjoy more sweetly. + +There was only one warm, sun-bright spot for him in Charles's historical +picture; namely, the hope that perhaps only the mistakes about his +relation to the Countess, out of which Liana had been helped by her +brother, had dictated to her the evenly cold deportment which she had +hitherto maintained towards him. On this sunny side Rabette threw a +billet, in which she wrote him that she was going back to her parents on +Saturday, because the Minister was coming. That hope, this intelligence, +the prospect of less favorable circumstances, his going to Lilar,--all +this decided him in the purpose of snatching to himself a solitary +moment, and therein casting off before Liana the veil from his soul and +hers. + + +62. CYCLE. + +Singularly did events cut across each other on the day when Albano came +into the Ministerial house to take leave of Rabette, and (a trembling +voice said within him) of Liana, too. Rabette beckoned to him, from the +window, to come to her chamber. She had folded together the Icarus's +wings of her apparel into the trunks. Over her inner being a prostrating +storm swept to and fro. Charles had disturbed the equilibrium of her +heart by his warmth, and had not restored it again by a word of +recompense. Like the doves, she flutters around the high conflagration. +O may she not, like them, escape with singed feathers, and come back +again, and at last fall into it! She said she had longed for her +friends, ever since she saw yesterday a flock of sheep driven through +the city. She should accompany, on Saturday, Liana and her mother to +attend the consecration of the church, and the interment of the princely +couple. He begged her, so abruptly and eagerly, to contrive for him +to-day a solitary moment with her friend in the garden, that he +absolutely did not hear her sweet news of Liana's intention to stay +there and make her a visit. + +Alas! he found with the Minister's lady that showman of magnificent +pictures, who, like Nature, made not only a beginning of his spring, but +an end of his autumn, with poisonous flowers,[167] Mr. Von Bouverot. +Dian had sent him four heavenly copies from Rome; these he opened with +dry, artistic palate. Liana received the Count again as ever. Was, +perhaps, Raphael's _Madonna della Sedia_, in whose heaven-descended +palladium her tender soul was absorbed, the seal-keeper of her holiest +mystery? The all-forgetting artistic passion became her so gracefully! +Her optic nerves had become, by her long painting, like delicate +feelers, which closed fast around lovely forms. Certain female forms, +like this one, stirred up her whole soul. For she had, in childhood, +sketched in her inner heaven shining constellations of the heroines of +romances, and in general of unseen women; great ideas of their spirit, +their heavenly walk, their exaltation above all that she had ever seen; +and she had felt equal shyness and longing to meet one such. Hence she +went forth out of this colossal nympheum[168] of her fancy, so easily +dazzled, and with such warm, heartfelt reverence, to meet pure female +friends and the Countess Romeiro. Now certain pictures brought back +these altar-pieces like copies. The good girl thought not of _this_, but +her friend may well have done so, that one needed only to quicken into +life the eyes of this loving, down-gazing Mary, and merely to warm these +lips with tones, and then one had Liana. + +The German gentleman went on, and now placed beside each other Raphael's +Joseph, telling his brothers a dream, and the older Joseph, interpreting +one to a king, and began to translate the three Raphaels into words, and +that with so much felicity, and not only with so much insight into +mechanics and genius, but also with such a precise setting forth of +every human and moral lineament, that Albano took him for a hypocrite, +and Liana for a very good man. She seized every word with a wide-open +heart. When Bouverot painted the prophesying Joseph, as at once +childlike, natural, still, and firm as a rock, and glowing and +threatening, there stood the original at her side. + +There also dropped from the German gentleman much thought about Da +Vinci's boy Christ in the Temple, about the magnificently executed +fraternization and adoption of the boy and the youth in one face. Liana +had also copied the copy, but she and her mother were modestly silent on +the subject. + +But at last Franciscus Albani disturbed the calm that had hitherto +prevailed, by his "Repose during the Flight." While he acted the +dream-interpreter to these picturesque dreams, and Rabette had her eyes +fastened sharply on the Saint Joseph of this picture, sitting beside +Mary, with an open book, Liana said, unluckily, "A fine Albani!" "I +should think not," Rabette whispered; "brother is much more beautiful +than this praying Joseph!" She had confounded Albani with Albano; her +whole picture-gallery lay in the hymn-book, whose hymns she separated +from each other with golden-red saints. The others did not comprehend; +they knew him only as Count of Zesara,--but Liana, sweetly blushing, +flung at Rabette a tenderly reproving glance, and looked, with mute +endurance, more closely at another picture. Never before in Albano,--in +whom the strongest and the tenderest feelings coupled, as the echo makes +thunder louder and music lower,--had the bitter-sweet mingling of love +and pity and shame wrought more warmly, and he could have at once knelt +down before the maiden, and yet have kept silent. + +The German gentleman had finished, and said to the men, with a look full +of victory, "He had, however, something more in his case, which bore +away the palm from the Raphaels; and he would beg them to follow him +into the adjoining apartment." On the way, he observed, that few works +were executed with such magnificent freedom and bold abandon. In the +room he unpacked a little bronze Satyr, against whom an overtaken nymph +is defending herself. "Divine!" said Bouverot, and held the group by a +thread, in order not to rub off the rust. "Divine! I set the Satyr +against the Christ!" Few have even a moderate idea of the amazement of +my hero, when he saw the critic set virtue and vice at once at a round +table, without any quarrel for precedency. + +With a fiery glance of contempt, he turned away, and wondered that the +Lector remained. It seems to be unknown to him that painting, like +poetry, only in its childhood related to gods and divine service, but +that by and by, when they grew up to a higher stature, they must needs +stride out from this narrow churchyard,--as a chapel[169] was originally +a church with church-music, until both were left out, and the pure music +retained. Bouverot had the regard for pure form in so high a degree, +that not only the smuttiest, most immoral subject, but even the most +pure and devout, could not contaminate his enjoyment; like slate, he +stood the two proofs of heating and freezing, without undergoing any +change. + +Albano had seen the maidens through the window in the alley, and +hastened down to take leave of his sister, and to something more +weighty. He came, with fuller roses on his cheeks than those which +glowed around him, to a grassy bank, where Liana, with his sister, was +sitting behind the red parasol, with half-drooping eyelids, and head +bent aside, softly absorbed in the harvest of evening, suffused with a +sunny redness by the parasol, in white dress, with a little slender +black cross on her tender bosom, and with a full rose; she looked upon +our lover so simply, her voice was so sisterly, and all was such pure, +careless love! She told him how delighted she was with the scenes of his +youth, and with country life, and how Rabette would conduct her +everywhere; and particularly to the consecration discourse, which her +father-confessor, Spener, was to deliver on Sunday. She talked herself +into a glow, with picturing how greatly the great breast of the old man +would be moved by the dirge and pæan over the ashes of his princely +friend. + +Rabette had nothing in her mind but the solitary minute, which she would +fain leave her brother to enjoy with her. She begged her, in a lively +manner, to play for her yet once more on the harmonica. Albano, at this +proposal, plucked for himself a moderate nosegay from the--foliage of +the tree that hung over his head. Liana looked at her warningly, as much +as to say: "I shall spoil thy cheerfulness for thee again." But she +insisted. At the entrance into the water-house, a light blush flitted +across Albano, at the thought of the latest past and the nearest future. + +Liana speedily opened the harmonica, but the water, the colophonium[170] +of the bells, was wanting. Rabette was just going to fill a glass down +at the fountains, for the sake of leaving them alone; but the Count, +from manly awkwardness about entering at once into a ruse, stepped +courteously before her and fetched it himself. Hardly, at length, had +the lovely, pleasing creature laid, with a sigh, her delicate hands on +the brown bells, when Rabette said to her, she would go down into the +alley to hear how it sounded at a distance. As if at the painful +sunstroke of a too sudden and great pleasure, his heart started up, he +heard the triumphal car of love rolling afar off, and he was fain to +leap into it and rattle away into life. The credulous Liana took the +withdrawal for a veil which Rabette wished to throw over her eye, +sweetly breaking into tears at music, and immediately removed her hands +from the bells; but Rabette kissed her entreatingly, pressed back her +hands upon them, and ran down. "The true heart!" said Liana; but this +pure, guileless confidence in her friend touched him, and he could not +say, Yes. + +When, in the meadows of Persia, a happy one, who, on the luxuriant +enamel has been sleeping down among the pinks and lilies and tulips, +blissfully opens his eyes at the first evening call of the nightingale +upon the still, tepid world, and the motley twilight, through which some +gold threads of the evening sun float glowingly: that blissful one is +like the youth Albano in the enchanted chamber,--the Venetian blinds +scattered round broken lights, trembling green shadows; and there was a +holy twilight as in groves around temples; only murmuring bees flew, out +of the loud, distant world, through the silent cell, into the noise +again. Some sharp streaks of sunshine, like lightnings before sleepers, +were wafted romantically to and fro with the rose; and in this dreamy +grotto, amid the rustling wood of the world, the solitude was not +disturbed by so much as the shadowy existence of a mirror. + +Into this enchantment she let the tones fly out of her hands like +nightingales,--the tones were propelled towards Albano, as by a storm, +now more clearly, and now more faintly; he stood before her, with folded +hands, as if in prayer, and hung with thousand looks of love on the +downward gazing form; all at once she lifted upon him that holy eye, +full of sympathy, but she suddenly cast it down before the sun-glance of +his. + +Now the great eyelids immovably closed upon the sweet looks, and gave +her, like a sleep, the appearance of absence; she seemed a white +May-flower on wintry soil, hanging down its blossom-bells. She was a +dying saint in the devotion of harmony, which she heard rather than +made; only the red lip she took with her as a warm reflection of life, +as a last rose, that was to deck the fleeting angel; O could he disturb +this prayer of music with a word of his? + +With narrower and narrower circles did the magnetic vortex of tones and +of love clasp him round,--and now, when the drawing of the harmonica, +like the water-drawing of the scorching sun, licked up his heart; and +when the lightnings of passion darted over his whole life, and illumined +the mountain-ridges of the future and the valleys of the past, and when +he felt his whole being concentrated into one moment, he saw some drops +trickle out from Liana's drooping eyes, and she looked up cheerfully to +let them fall; then Albano snatched her hand away from the keys, and +cried, with the heart-rending tone of his longing, "O God, Liana!" + +She trembled, she blushed, she looked at him, and knew not that she +still wept and looked on, and continued to play no more. "No, Albano, +no!" she said, softly, and drew her hand out of his, and covered her +face, started at the pause of the musical tones, and collected herself +and again made them flow out slowly, and said, with trembling voice: +"You are a noble being. You are like my Charles, but quite as +passionate. Only one request! I am about to leave the city for a +while." + +His alarm at this became ecstasy, when she named the place, his +Blumenbühl. She went on with difficulty before the delighted lover; her +hand often lay for a long time on the dissonance in forgetfulness of the +analysis; her eyes glimmered more moistly, although she said nothing +more than this: "Be to my brother, who loves you inexpressibly, as he +has loved no other yet,--O be to him everything! My mother recognizes +your influence. Draw him,--I will speak it out!--especially draw him off +from playing deeply!" + +He could hardly, for his confusion, asseverate the "Yes," when Rabette +came running in with the almost unsuitably accented tidings, that the +mother was coming. Probably she had seen that Rabette was alone. Albano +parted from the pair with abrupt wishes of a pleasant journey, and +forgot, in the flurry, to answer in the affirmative Rabette's request +for a visit. The mother, meeting him, ascribed his ardor to a brother's +emotion at taking leave. + +While he hastened through the wealth of the season, he thought of the +rich future,--of Liana's stammering and veiling: do not fair female +souls, like those angels before the prophet, need only two wings to lift +them, but four to veil themselves? The sea of life ran in high waves, +but everywhere it flashed on its broad surface, and sparks dropped from +the oar. + + +63. CYCLE. + +Ah, on the morning following this, the evening redness of a whole heaven +had grown, to be sure, into a sad cloudiness. For Liana walked before +the youth in such long, thick veils. Any mystery of trouble throws up +cold cloister-walls between hearts drawn near together; that is +manifest. Hitherto accidents of various kinds had bent aside some +flowers which Liana had drawn as a veil over her heart (as the ground +stories in cities prevent looking in at the windows by flowers and +grape-vines), and had disclosed the darkest corner of the background, in +which something like the reverse side of a bust hung, which, turned +round, would perhaps resemble the Count. But as yet the image hangs with +its face toward the wall. However, a female heart is often like marble; +the cunning stone-cutter strikes a thousand blows, without the Parian +block showing the line of a crack; but all at once it breaks asunder +into the very form which the cunning stone-cutter has so long been +hammering after. + +On Saturday, when the Minister's lady and the pair of friends were about +to start for Blumenbühl, in order to behold the burial and the +consecration, the Captain came to the Count, not only full of joy,--for +he had gladly, out of love to Rabette, helped make for Liana, not +_wings_ indeed, but still _wing-shells_, and out of a threefold interest +for his friend, helped tighten the fly-work,--but also full of anxiety. +But, ye muses! why in the poetical world are there rarely any +occurrences which have such manifold motives as often in the actual? + +His anxiety was simply this, lest his father should arrive earlier than +his mother went off,--for he knew the Minister. The latter intended, +according to his letters, to arrive on Monday or Tuesday (Saturday at +the latest); but this might--as Froulay loved to let his friends swim in +the broad play-room of expectation--still more certainly threaten that +he--because, like the Basle clocks,[171] he always struck an hour too +early, and came in the hope of catching his people at some right odious +thing--might at any minute come driving in at the court-yard gate. If he +came driving furiously up this forenoon, or at the moment when the +servant was lifting the daughter into the carriage, and the mother +already sat therein, then was this much certain, by a thousand +conclusions from observance, that both would have to go up into the +house again; that he would order all trunks and boxes unpacked, and, as +to the daughter of the Provincial Director, after her ten thousand +entreaties,--although her very second would freeze upon her lips,--he +would, in a friendly manner, with quite jocose equanimity, let her be +carried home, as a solitary member of a conclave, in a close carriage. +Certain men--and he is their generalissimo--know no sweeter cordial for +themselves, than to put under lock and key, before the very nose of +their friends, the garden-gates of some Arcadia or other, for which they +have not drawn up for them a map of the route and region, and judicially +to seal them up. Besides, just before a pleasure party, most parents +secrete gall; if Froulay, in fact, could absolutely prevent one, that +was as much for him as if he were himself returning home from one red +and gay. + +At three o'clock in the afternoon, our friends went to walk beneath the +loveliest sky. Everything had been already arranged; Charles proposed to +follow to-morrow; Albano not till Monday, after the general return (his +tender motives, and the hard ones of others, decided it); and there +floated through the whole vaulted blue no cloud but Charles's concern +lest the second depositing of the princely corpse might draw his father +along as early as to-day,... when he suddenly cried out, with a curse: +"There he comes!" He knew him by the tiger-spotted post-team, and still +more by the long line of horses tackled on tandem. A purgatorial moment +of life! The carriage rattled swiftly down the street; the head horses +streamed forth in a longer and quite disorderly train; the people +stared. At last the pulling distance became an acre long,--that seemed +quite impossible,--when Albano's eagle eye discovered that there was no +leather connection between the post-train, and at last, that in fact +there was merely a strange churl, with two horses, accidentally riding +along before the carriage, and at this moment they saw the open +triumphal car, with the female trinity slowly moving up the Blumenbühl +heights, and the blended tulip-bed of the three parasols glimmered long +after them. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[163] Basa Metzia, c. 4, m 10. + +[164] The _head_ of a bandage is a technical term in +surgery.--TR. + +[165] The German word _mandel_ (literally _almond_) means a +collection of _fifteen_. There being no one word expressing it +collectively in English, _baker's dozen_ (which means thirteen) +seems to come near enough.--TR. + +[166] See Dr. Franklin's verses, comparing different classes of +people to different kinds of paper. Sparks's edition of +Franklin's Works, Vol. II. p. 161.--TR. + +[167] It is well known that spring flowers, on account of +dampness and shade, are for the most part suspicious; as also the +autumnal ones. + +[168] Museum of Nymphæ or Chrysalides.--TR. + +[169] In the artistic technical sense.--TR. + +[170] A black resin, used for violin-strings.--TR. + +[171] Alluding to the case where by this change of the town-clock +the Basle people outwitted an enemy--TR. + + + + +FOURTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO AND LIANA. + + +64. CYCLE. + +So many tender and holy sensibilities flutter round in our inner world, +which, like angels, can never assume the bodily form of outward action, +so many rich, full flowers stand therein which bear no seed, that it is +lucky poetry has been invented, which easily treasures up all these +inborn spirits and the flower-fragrance in its limbo. With this I catch, +dear Albano, thy glorious perfume-breathing Sunday, and hold fast the +invisible incense for the Schneider's-skin of the world! + +On Sunday he moved to the thunder-house in Lilar. The Lector kept +himself up with the hope that the Count would very soon tread down the +flower-parterre of the new enjoyment as flat and dead as a cross-way. It +was a fine morning, all sprinkled with dew; a fresh wind blew from Lilar +over the blooming grain; and the sun burned alone in a cool heaven. Over +the Blumenbühl road a swarm of people were plodding onward, and no one +went long alone; on the Eastern heights he saw his friend Charles, with +bowed crest, dashing to meet the sun. + +The breezes of Lilar came flying to welcome him with a breath of +orange-fragrance, and blew away the ashes which rested on the glowing +altar-coals of that first magnificent Sunday. He went down the bridge, +and Pollux, early in his finery, came driving a ruffled turkey-cock to +meet him. A _Sœur Servante_ of old Spener had been already for an +hour cooking at Chariton's, merely to see him go by. The latter ran, +festally decked, out of the house, which opened itself gayly with all +its windows to the whole heavens, to meet him, and, in the confusion of +her joy, broke out with the main matter first, namely, that everything +was ready and beautiful up there in the little house, and whether he +would have his dinner up there. She would fain, in the midst of the +conversation, pull Pollux out of the Count's fingers, but he let him +swing up for a kiss, and won thereby every heart, even the old one +behind the kitchen fire. + +While he marched off toward his little house through the western +triumphal arch, he felt, with indescribable strength and sweetness, that +the lovely time of youth is our Italy and Greece, full of gods, temples, +and bliss,--and which, alas! so often Goths and Vandals stalk through +and strip with their talons. + +His blooming path ran at length into the descending and ascending +stairway, which he had passed with Spener; single streaks of day burned +themselves into the moist ground and painted the scattered twigs fiery +and golden. In the mystic bower, where the dead Prince had stalked along +before him in the by-cavern, he found no such cavern, but only an empty +niche. He stepped out above, as out of the haunch of the earth. His +little house lay on the crooked back of the mountain ridge. Down below +reposed around him those elephants of the earth, the hills, and Lilar +gloriously swelling in blossoms, and he looked from his windows into +the camp of the giants of Nature. + +Meanwhile he could not now stay on the window-sill, nor near the +inspiring Æolian harp, nor in the eye-prison of books; through streams +and woods and over mountains fresh nature longed to sweep. That he did. + +There are sometimes between the every-day days of life--when the rainbow +of Nature appears to us only broken up, and as a misshapen, motley mass +on the horizon--certain creation-days, when she rounds and contracts +herself into a fair form, nay, when she becomes alive, and speaks to us +like a soul. To-day Albano had such a day for the first time. Ah, years +often pass away and bring no such day! While he went thus roaming along +on both sides of the mountain ridge, the northeast wind began to flow +fuller and fuller to meet him;--without wind, a landscape was to him a +stiff, fast-nailed wall-tapestry;--and now the wind rolled the solid +land over into a fluid state. The neighboring trees shook themselves +like doves sweetly shuddering in its bath, but in the distance the woods +stood fast, like hosts in battle array, and their summits like lances. +Majestically swam through the blue the silvery islands, the clouds, and +on the earth shadows stalked like giants over streams and mountains; in +the valley sparkled the Rosana, and rolled into the oak grove. He went +down into the warm vale; the flowery pastures foamed and their seed +played in its cloud-fleece ere the earth caught it; the swan spread +voluptuously his long wing; pairs of doves were pecking each other for +love; and everywhere lay beds and twigs full of hot maternal bosoms and +eggs. Like a glorious blue bouquet, the neck of the reposing peacock +played off its dissolving colors in the high grasses. He stepped under +the oaks, which with knotty arms seized hold upon heaven, and with +knotty roots the earth. The Rosana talked alone with the murmuring wood, +and ate away, foaming, at the rocky crags and at the decaying +shore;--night and evening and day chased each other in the mystic grove. +He stepped into the stream, and went out with it before a warm, busy +plain full of villages, and out from them came the Sabbath sounds, and +out of the grain-fields larks arose, and on the mountains human +foot-paths crept upward,--the trees lifted themselves up as living +things, and the distant men seemed to be fast-rooted, and became only +little shoots on the low bark of the enormous tree of life. + +The soul of the youth was cast into the holy fire; like asbestos-paper, +he drew it out quenched and blank; it was to him as if he knew nothing, +as if he were _one_ thought; and here the feeling came upon him in a +wonderfully new manner, that is the world, thou art on the world;--he +was _one_ being with it,--all was _one_ life, clouds and men and trees. +He felt himself grasped by innumerable polypus-arms, and swallowed up at +the same time with them, and yet running on in the infinite heart. + +In a blissful bewilderment he arrived at his dwelling, from which little +Pollux came rolling down the mountain to meet him, and call him to +dinner. In the little house the very thought of his heart was expressed +by the Æolian harp at the open window. While the child was thundering +away with his little fist on the harpsichord, and the birds joyfully +screamed in out of the trees, the soul of the world swept exulting and +sighing through the Æolian strings, now lawlessly and now regularly, +playing with the storms and they with it; and Albano seemed to hear the +streams of life rushing between their shores, the countries of the +earth,--and through flower-veins and oak-veins, and through +hearts,--around the earth, bearing clouds on their bosom,--and the +stream, which thunders through eternity, a Divine hand was pouring out +under the veil. + +Albano came, with the innocent boy dancing before him, to the still +smiling mother. Even here, between the four walls, the sails continued +to propel him which the great morning had swelled. Nothing surprised +him, nothing seemed to him common, nothing remote; the wave and the drop +in the endless sea of life flowed away in indivisible union with the +streams and whirlpools which it bore onward. Before Chariton he stood +like a shining god, and she would gladly have veiled either him or +herself. Never was humanity individualized in purer forms, crippled by +no alloy of provincialism or nationality, than in this circle of joy, +wherein childhood, womanhood, and manhood, twined with flowers, met and +softly clasped each other. + +Chariton spoke constantly of Liana, out of love, not merely for the +absent one, but also for the one who stood near; for, although she +looked with those open eyes, which seem more to image quietly than to +behold, more to let in than to draw in, still she was, like children, +virgins, country people, and savages, at once open-heartedly true and +keen. She had easily detected Albano's love, because everything is +easier to disguise from women,--even hatred, than its opposite. She +praised Liana infinitely, particularly her incomparable kindness; and +"her lord had said, few men had so much heart as she, for she had often +been, without any fear, whole nights with her in Tartarus." Certainly, +neither was this explicable to the Count. The marvellous is the aureole +of a beloved head; a sun, softened down to a human countenance, takes +less powerful hold than a beloved countenance glorified into a +sun-image. + +More and more heartily delighted at his delight, she offered to lead him +into Liana's chamber. A simple little chamber,--under a green twilight +of glimmering vine foliage, some books of Fénelon and Herder, old +flowers still in their water-glasses, little Chinese dishes, Julienne's +portrait, and another of a deceased youthful friend, whose name was +Caroline, an unstained writing-stand, with English-pressed paper,--was +what he found. The holy spring hours of the virgin passed by before him, +dropping dew like sunny clouds. + +He happened to touch a penknife, when Chariton brought quills to be cut, +"because," she said, "they had so much trouble on this score since her +master had gone away." For a woman can more easily drive any pen--even +the epic and Kantian--than make one; and here, as in several other +cases, the stronger sex must lend the weaker a hand. + +Albano wished to see, also, the working-chamber of his teacher; but this +she decidedly--although an hour's eating together had not given her any +new courage--refused, because her master had forbidden it. He begged +once more; but she smiled more and more painfully, and adhered to her +gentle no. + +He now dreamed away the murmur of the morning in the magic garden, on +whose waters and paths the moonshine and reflection of memory played. +Out of the nine million square miles of common earth, how do certain +poetical lands stand out to a poetical heart! On the mountain with the +altar, where he once saw her disappear down below, the afternoon chime +of Blumenbühl came wafted to him with the fanning of a freer ether; and +his childhood's life, and the present scenes yonder, and Liana, gave him +a tender heart, and he surveyed, with dimmer eyes, the transfigured +land. + +At evening came happy church-goers from Blumenbühl, and praised the +consecration and the burial mightily. He saw the pious father still +standing up there on the back of the mountain. The morning when he +should be able to see Liana a whole day, and perhaps tell her all, +overspread his life with a morning dew, glimmering around him in +splendid rainbow circles. Even in bed he sang for joy the morning song +of the rowers on Lago Maggiore,--the constellations over Blumenbühl +shone through the open window of his little Alp-house down into his +closing eye. When the bright moon and flute-tones from the vale awakened +him again, the silent rapture still glowed on under the ashes of +slumber, and grew till it closed his eyes again. + + +65. CYCLE. + +Under a fresh morning-blue, Albano, full of hopes that he should to-day +clear up his life, so constantly running into white fog, took the same +old road which once brought him hither by night (in the 23d Cycle) in +order on the mountain to see Elysium and Liana. The whole blooming path +was to him a Roman earth, out of which he dug up the beautifully +pictured vases of the past; and the nearer the village, so much the +broader grew the hallowed spots. He wondered that the lambs and +shepherd-boys had not, like the grass, shot up taller during his +absence, which, itself, in consequence of the growth of his heart and +the many-complexioned vicissitude of his experiences, appeared very much +prolonged to his imagination. Like a morning draught of clear +alpine-water, the old clang of the herdsman's horn gushed into his +breast; but the narrow alder-path, into which he used to drive the +Director's riding-horse before unsaddling, and the very court-yard, even +the four walls and the ceiling-pictures of domestic bliss, cramped up +both root and summit in his swelling soul, which longed to grow into the +earth and into the heavens; he was yet in the years when one opens high +to the air with a treadle the tympan of life's clavichord, in order that +the harmonious roar may swell out everywhere. + +In the castle how profusely was his heart covered with hearts, and the +youngest love drowned by the old, from the easily weeping mother, +Albina, even to the hand-extending old servants, who, on his account, +stirred more briskly their petrified limbs! He found all his +loves--Liana excepted--in Wehrfritz's study,[172] because he loved +"young folk" and discourse, and always insisted that they should set out +the breakfast on his table of papers, which, he said, was as good as a +breakfast-table with varnished scrap-pictures that nobody saw. Albano +tormented himself with the fear that the Minister's lady had been the +church-robber of a very goddess, and carried Liana back yesterday,--till +the Captain hastily explained the non-appearance. The good soul had had +yesterday to atone for the commotion of her sympathizing heart with +sick-headache. Her loved teacher, Spener, with his sublime +soul-stillness,--those eyes, which wept no more over the earth, buried +with the princely pair,--standing with his head under the cold polar +star of eternity, so that now, like the pole, it no longer saw any stars +rise or set,--calmly, and with hands apostolically folded in one +another, speaking so all-persuasively upon the sorrow and the great end +of this pale life, pressing, with his inspired speech, men's hearts to +the verge of tearful emotion, and yet with exalted tenderness drawing +them back from extreme grief, that so only the heart may weep without +the eye,--and then the consecration of the coupled coffins and of the +church,--O, in the delicate Liana these emotions could not surely fail +to grow into sorrows, and all that her teacher buried in silence was in +her spoken aloud. In addition to this, she had not taken the usual +medicine of keeping still, but had disguised all her pangs behind active +joy, so as to give her departing mother no pains, although herself far +too great ones. + +Into the midst of this explanation she herself entered pleasantly, in a +white morning-dress, with a nosegay of Chinese roses,--a little pale and +tired,--looking up with a dreamy softness,--her voice somewhat low,--the +roses on her cheeks closed into buds,--and, like a child, smiling upon +every heart;--thou angel of heaven! who may dare to love and reward +thee? She beheld the lofty youth;--all the lilies of her still face +were, contrary to her wont, baptized into a heavenly morning-red of joy, +and a tender purple lingered upon them. + +She asked him, with an open manner, why he had not come yesterday to the +festivities, and disclosed, as a matter of moment, that they would all +to-day visit the pious father, for whom she had been tying her +dwarf-roses. He took gladly the fourth voice in the concert of the +pleasure-party. What a magnificent hanging garden, with its loveliest +flowers and prospects, is built out into the evening-hours! How many +happy ones a single roof covers! + +The ingenuous Rabette, more brisk and busy for her still gladness, was, +unweariedly, Liana's sick-nurse and Roquairol's lion-keeper and +_maîtresse de plaisirs_, who made every one of the mother's ground-plans +of pleasure broader by a half, and her whole being was so happy! Ah, her +poor innocent heart had not yet, indeed, been loved by any one, and +therefore it glows, with the fresh energies of the first love, so +brightly and truly before a mighty one which seems to come down to it +with a blessing, like a loving god, drawing after it a whole heaven! +Roquairol saw how bewitchingly a busy activity shook aside in the +play-room of her character and her occupations the heavily hanging +foliage, which in the visiting parlor darkly overspread her real worth; +she was even made more lovely by the darker, neat house-dress, since he +by his preaching had sent back every white drapery of her brunette +person into the wardrobe. She would not obey her mother in this matter, +till he had demanded it. Nay, he had yesterday brought her to the point +of really wearing about with her the watch which the proud Minister's +lady had presented her, though she blushed like fire at the unwonted +ornament. Meanwhile he proposed to take with her, as it were, a true +serpentine flowery way to the altar of his love's _loud_ Yes,--the +_silent_ one he was saying all the time;--he knew she would get in at +once so soon as he rode forth with the conch-chariot of Venus, to which +he had tackled a dove and a hawk. + +How gloriously the forenoon flew away on golden wing-shells and on +transparent wings! The beloved Albano was introduced into all the +changes of the house; the finest was in his study-chamber, which Rabette +had transformed into her toilet-chamber, sewing-room, and study, and +which again, since yesterday, had become guest-chamber and library to +Liana. How gladly did he step to the western window, where he had so +often caused his invisible father and the beloved one to appear, in an +unearthly manner, in the crystal mirror of his fancy! On the panes were +many L's and R's drawn by his boyish hand. Liana asked what the R's +meant; "Roquairol," said he, for she did not inquire after the L. With +infinite sweetness did the thought flow around his heart, that his +beloved was indeed to live through some blooming days in the dreamy cell +of his first fresh life. Liana showed him with childlike joy how she +shared everything, that is, the chamber, fairly with Rabette, in her +double housekeeping and chum-ship, and how she made her very hostess her +guest. + +I have often admired with envy the fine, light, nomadic life of maidens +in their Arcadian life-segments; easily do these _doves of passage_ +flutter into a strange family, and sew and laugh and visit there, with +the daughter of the house, one or two months, and one takes the +ingrafted shoot for a family twig; on the other hand, we _house-pigeons_ +are inhabitive and hard to transplant, and generally, after a few days, +journey back again. Since we, as more brittle material, less easily melt +in with the family ore; since we do not weave our work into that of +others so easily as maidens do theirs,--because carriages full of +working-tools must follow after us,--and since we need much and contrive +much;--from all this our claim to a passport is very well deduced, +without the least detriment to our characters. + +After a half-eternity of dressing,--since, in the neighborhood of the +loved one, an hour of absence lasts longer than a month when she is far +off,--the maidens entered, equipped for travelling, in the black dress +of brides. How charmingly the roses become Rabette, in her dark hair, +and the lace edging on the white neck, and the timid flames of her pure +eye, and the flitting blushes! And Liana--I speak not of this saint. +Even the good old Director, when the innocent face looked upon him so +childlike from beneath the white veil of India muslin, sprinkled with +gold wire, which was simply thrown over her head after the manner of the +nuns, could not but give his satisfaction words: "Like a nun, like an +angel!" She answered: "I wanted once really to be one with a friend; but +now I take the veil later than she," she added, with a wondrous tone. + +She hung to-day with tender enthusiasm upon Rabette, perhaps from the +weakness of ill health, perhaps from love for Albano and the parents, +and perhaps because Rabette, in her love, was so good and beautiful, and +because she herself was nothing but heart. She had, besides, the sacred +fault of forming too enthusiastic conceptions of her female +friends,--into which the nobler maidens easily fall, and which belongs +less to married women,--carried to an unusual height; thus, for +instance, her friend Caroline, who had met her like a heroine of romance +only on the romantic playground of friendship and beautiful nature, she +could not, in the beginning, without a rending away of the saintly halo, +at all conceive of as having hands, which drove the needle and +flat-iron, and other implements of the female field of labor. + +Whoso will feel the tenderest participation in joy, let him look not at +happy children, but at the parents who rejoice to see them happy. Never +did the blue-eyed and round-eyed Albina--across whose face time had +struck many a note of life thrice over, among which, however, no +step-motherly discord appeared--look oftener to and fro, and more +benignantly, than from one to another of these couples; for such they +were, according to the maternal astrology of the aberrations and +perturbations of these double-stars. The father, who maintained the +"hypocrisy and spiritlessness[173] of the young people now-a-days," +compared with the ambition of his contemporaries and comrades, was +chained to the Captain, who, as manager of his inner theatre, had to-day +assigned himself the part of a gay youth. He pleased him even by the +pithy flowers of speech, which the hidden breeze let fly from him; for +as every genius must have its rough idiom, its doggerel verse, so had +he--(others have the devil, the deuse)--the journeyman's greeting of +genius, _Rascal_, together with the derivatives, _rascality_, &c. But +how much more mightily did Albano carry away all female hearts by the +stillness with which, like a quiet aftersummer, he let fall his fruits. +The parents ascribed this reserve to city life: as if Charles had not +been longer to this painter's school! No, Love is the Italian school of +man; and the more vigorous and elevated he is, of precisely so much the +higher tenderness is he capable, as on high trees the fruit rounds +itself into a milder and sweeter form than on low ones. Not in unmanly +characters does mildness charm, but in manly ones; as energy does, not +in unwomanly ones, but in the womanly. + +The good youth! While Charles, unhappily, always knew clearly when his +glance burned and lightened, how innocently blazes from thy eyes a +glowing heart, which knows it not! May thy evening be the seed-corn of a +youth full of blossoms! The chariot rolls on, without thy knowing +whether it is to be a chariot of Elijah or of Phaeton, whether thou art, +by means of it, to soar to heaven or to fall therefrom! + + +66. CYCLE. + +The carriage flew through the village with the four young people. How +grateful to our youth was the expanse of heaven and of earth! The portal +of life--youth--was hung with flowers and lights. They rolled along at +the foot of the mountain by the bird-pole, the sign-post of a boyish +Arcadia, by the cradle where, in the enraptured sleep of childhood, he +had stretched out his boyish arm after the high heaven; and through the +birch thicket, now dwindled in his eyes to a bush, which, on that golden +morning, he had found so broad and long; and by the open triumphal arch +of the east, behind which the sea of the many-shaped Lilar poured the +tide of its charms; and when they arrived behind the mountain-wall of +the flute-dell, they sent back the carriage. + +They walked on a glorious earth, under a glorious heaven. Pure and white +swam the sun like a swan through the blue flood,--meadows and villages +crowded up close around the distant, low mountain-ridges; a soft wind +swayed the green waves of the crop to and fro all over the plain; on the +hills shadows lay fast asleep under the wings of white clouds; and +behind the summits of the heights the mast-trees of the Rhine ships +majestically sailed away. + +As Albano went along so close by the side of his beloved, the purgatory +burning under his Eden fell back deeper and deeper into the earth's +core; full of uneasiness and hope, he cast his fiery eye now on the +summer, now on the mild vesper-star, which glimmered so near to him out +of the spring ether. The good maiden seemed to-day more still, serious, +and restless than usual. As they went through a little wood, open on all +sides, along the ridge of a hill that ran round the flute-dell, Liana +suddenly said to the Count, she heard flutes. Scarcely could he say, he +heard only far-off turtle-doves, when she at once collected herself as +for something wonderful, fixed her eyes on heaven, smiled, and suddenly +looked round toward Albano, and grew red. Then turning to him, she said: +"I will be frank; I hear at this moment music within me.[174] Forgive me +to-day my weakness and tenderness; it comes from yesterday." "I--you?" +said he, passionately; for he, about whom in sicknesses only burning +images stormed, was inspired with veneration for a being to whom, as if +from her higher world, low tones like golden sunbeams reach down in her +pains, and pass veiled through the rough deep. + +But Liana, as if for the sake of turning aside his enthusiasm, came upon +the subject of her friend Caroline, and told how she always hovered +before her on such days, and especially on this walk. "In the beginning +I sought her out," said Liana, "because she resembled my Linda. She was +my instructress, although she was only a few weeks older than I. Her +pure, severe, unflinching character, and her readiness to sacrifice +herself cheerfully and in silence, made her even, if I may say so, +worthy of veneration in the eyes of her mother. She was never seen to +weep, tender as she was, for she wished to keep her mother always +cheerful. We were going to take the veil in company, for the sake of +being always together; I should not live to become old, she said, and I +must spend my short life happily and without anxiety; but also in +preparation for the next. Ah, she herself went up before me! +Night-watching by the sick-bed of her mother, and sorrow for her death, +took her away. She received the holy supper, for which we were preparing +ourselves together, only on her death-bed. Then did the angel give me +this veil, in which I am some time to follow her. O good, good +Caroline!" She wept unconcealedly, and pressed, with emotion, Albano's +hand. "O, I should not have begun about this! There comes already our +friend; we will be right cheerful!" + +They had now passed through a high wood of under-brush, which teasingly +disclosed and hid by turns the landscapes that glided around them, and +had come near to the spire which looks in upon the flute-dell, and near +which lay a solitary church and Spener's dwelling, and in the plain +below the open village. Spener came to meet his pupil--after the manner +of old men--unconcerned about the others; and a young roe ran after him. +A beautiful spot! Little white peacocks; turtle-doves at large; a city +of bees in the midst of their bee-flora,--all bespoke the tranquil old +man, whom the earth serves and honors, and who, indifferent towards it, +lives only in God. He came--disappointing one's expectation of an +ecclesiastical gravity--with a light playfulness upon the gay train, and +laid his finger in benediction on the forehead of Liana, who seemed to +be his granddaughter, as it were, a second tree-blossom in the late +autumn of life. In a daughterly way, she placed the bunch of dwarf-roses +in his bosom, and took very careful notice whether it pleased him. She +smiled quite serenely, and all her tears seemed fanned away; but she +resembled the rain-sprinkled tree, when the sun laughs out again,--the +least agitation flings the old rain from the still leaves. + +The old man was delighted with the sympathy of the young people, and +remained with them upon the blooming and resounding eminence, which sat +enthroned between a wide landscape and the richly laden mountain-ridge, +running away into Elysium. Since, as with one who ascends in a balloon, +the tones of earth did not reach him from so great a distance as its +forms, they let him talk more than listen, as one spares old people. + +He spoke soon of that in which his heart lived and breathed, but in a +singular, half-theological, half-French, Wolfian, and poetic speech. One +ought, of many a mystic's poetry and philosophy to give, instead of +verbal, real translations, in order that it may be seen how the pure +gold of truth glows under all wrappages. Spener says, in my translation: +"He had formerly, before he found the right way, tormented himself in +every human friendship and love. He had, when he was fervently loved, +said to himself, that he could surely never so regard or love himself; +and even so the beloved being could not truly so think of itself, as the +loving one did, and though it were ever so perfect or so full of +self-love. If every one looked upon others as upon himself, there could +be no ardent love. But all love demands an object of infinite worth, and +dies of every inexplicable and clearly recognized failure; it projects +its objects out of all and above all, and requires a reciprocal love +without limits, without any selfishness, without division, without +pause, without end. Such an object is verily the divine being, but not +fleeting, sinful, changeable man. Therefore must the lovesick heart sink +into the Giver himself of this and of all love, into the fulness of all +that is good and beautiful, into the disinterested, unlimited, +universal Love, and dissolve and revive therein, blest in the +alternation of contraction and expansion. Then it looks back upon the +world and finds everywhere God and his reflection: the worlds are his +deeds; every pious man is a word, a look, of the All-loving; for love to +God is the Divine thing, and the heart yearns for him in every heart." + +"But," said Albano, whose fresh, energetic life rebelled against all +mystical annihilation, "how, then, does God love us?" "As a father loves +his child, not because it is the best child, but because it needs +him."[175] "And whence," he further inquired, "comes, then, the evil in +man, and whence sorrow?" "From the Devil," said the old man, and +pictured out uninterruptedly, with transfigured joy, the heaven of his +heart,--how it was always surrounded with the all-beloved, all-loving +One, how it never desired any good fortune or any gifts from him at all +(which one did not wish even in earthly love), but only a higher and +higher love towards himself, and how, while the evening mists of old age +were gathering thicker and thicker around his senses, his heart felt +itself, in the darkness of life, embraced more and more closely by the +invisible arms. "I shall soon be with God!" said he, with a radiance of +love on that countenance of his, chilled with life, and breaking in +under the weight of years. One could have borne to see him die. So +stands Mont Blanc before the rising moon; night veils his feet and his +breast, but the light summit hangs high in the dark heaven as a star +among the stars. + +Liana, like a daughter, had not let her eye nor her hand go from him, +and had languishingly drunk in every sound; her brother had heard him +with more pleasure than Albano, but merely for the sake of remodelling +more clearly and fully the mystic Hero into the mimic Mount Athos of his +representation, and Rabette had contemplated him as in a church among +believing by-thoughts. + +He withdrew now without ceremony to take care of his animals, which he +loved, as he did everything involuntary, for instance, children, as +coming at first hand from God. "Everything is divine," he said, "and +nothing earthly but what is immoral." He could not bear to smoke bees +with brimstone, let flowers dry up with thirst in the pot-cage, or see +an overdriven wounded horse, and he passed by a butcher's stall not +without shuddering limbs. + +"Shall we," said friend Charles, "take in the glorious evening on the +magnificent mountain road, and see thy thunder-house, and cast down +every cup of sorrow into the vales below?" Through what a magic +neighborhood did they now pass along the sloping ridge of the +thunder-house! On the right, as it were, the occident of nature; on the +left, the orient; before them Lilar, glittering in the _faerie_ of +evening,--lying in the arms of the glancing Rosana,--golden grain behind +silver-poplars, and overhead a heaven filled with a life-intoxicated, +tumultuous creation,--and the sun-god stalking away over his +evening-world, and stooping a little under the midnight to raise his +golden head in the east. Albano went forth, holding Liana's holy hand. +"O how beautiful is all!" said he. "How the fluttering world-map rustles +and murmurs with long streams and woods,--how the eastern mountains bask +in steadfast repose,--how the groves climb the hills, with glowing +stems! One could plunge down into the smoking vales and into the cold, +glistening waves. Ah, Liana, how beautiful is all!" "And God is on the +earth," said she. "And in thee!" said he, and thought of the word of the +old man, that love seeks God, and that he dwells in the heart which we +esteem. + +Now came rolling toward him the great waves which the Æolian-harp dashed +out in the thunder-house; and his genius flew by before him with the +words, "Tell her there thy whole heart!" + +Before the little tabernacle of yesterday's dreams his stormy heart was +dissolved; and the sun and the earth reeled before his passionate tears. +As he entered with her into the rosy splendor of the evening sun that +filled the apartment, and into the spirit-like din of tones discoursing +with one another alone, he seized Liana's hands and pressed them wildly +to his breast, and sank down before her speechless and dazzled; flames +and tears suffused his eyes and his cheeks,--the whirlwind of tones blew +into his blazing soul,--the mild angel of innocence bowed herself, +weeping and trembling, toward the burning sun-god, and a sharp pain +twined itself like a pale serpent through the roses of the mild +countenance,--and Albano stammered: "Liana, I love thee!" + +Then the serpent turned round and clasped and covered the sweet rosy +form. "O good Albano! thou art unhappy, but I am innocent!" She stepped +back with dignity, and quickly drew down the white veil over her face, +and said, beside herself, "Wouldst thou love the dead? This is my +corpse-veil; the coming year it will lie upon this face." "That is not +true," said Albano. "Caroline, answer him!" said she, and stared at the +burning sun as if looking for a higher apparition. Frightful moment! as +during an earthquake the sea heaves and the air rests in fearful +stillness, so was his lip dumb beside the veiled one, and his whole +heart was a storm. On the strings swept by a sighing world of spirits, +and the last ended with a sharp scream. The beauty of the earth was +distorted before him, and in the evening clouds broad fiery banners were +planted; and the sun's eye shut-to in blood. + +All at once Liana folded her hands as if in prayer, and smiled and +blushed; then she raised the veil from her divine eyes, and the +transfigured one, tinged with the rosy reflection, looked on him +tenderly,--and cast her eye down,--and raised it again,--and again let +it sink,--and the veil fell again before her, and she said, in a low +tone, "I will love thee, good Albano, if I do not make thee miserable." +"I will die with thee!" said he. "What then?"--And now let a holy cloud +veil the sun-god, who moves flaming through the midst of his stars! + +His solitude and Liana's solution of so many wonders were suspended by +the entrance of Rabette and Charles, who both seemed more touched than +blessed,--she by the comforting nearness of the loved one, he by the +singular situation and the subduing evening; for after certain beings a +storm follows, and they must, against their will, make the steps that +they take more rapid. + +When Albano, with the peace-angel of his life, with the beloved one, +who, in the midst of the rush of her feelings, heard, nevertheless, the +voice of her female friend, walked forth again once more alone upon the +rocky causeway between fragrant vales of Tempe in the glimmering world, +he felt as if he had struggled through his life like an eagle through a +storm-cloud, and as if the black tempest were running far away below his +wings, and the whole starry heaven burned bright above his head. Liana, +with maidenly nobleness and firmness, gave him, before he had put a +question, the answer: "I must now tell you a mystery, which I have +hidden from every one, and even from my mother, because it would have +disquieted her. I spoke just now of my never-to-be-forgotten Caroline. +On the day of my sacrament, which I had wished to take with her, I went +back by night from my teacher to my mother, and in fact through the +singular, long cavern, wherein one seems to descend, when one is in +reality going upward. My maid went before with the lantern. In the +romantic arbor, where a concave mirror stands, I turn round toward the +full moon which was streaming in, from a dread of the wild mirror, which +distorts people too horribly. Suddenly I hear a heavenly concert, such +as I often heard again afterward in sicknesses,--I think of my blessed +friend,--and gaze, full of longing, into the moon. Then I saw her +opposite to me, beaming with innumerable rays: in her fair eyes was a +tender look, but yet something dissolving; the tender mouth, almost the +only living feature, resembled a red, but transparent fruit, and all her +hues seemed to be nothing but light. Yet only in the blue eye and red +mouth did the angel seem like Caroline. I could sketch her, if one could +paint with light. I became dangerously sick; then she appeared to me +oftener, and refreshed me with inexpressibly sweet tones,--they were not +properly words,--whereupon I always sank into a soft sleep, as into a +sweet death. Once I asked her--more with inner words--whether I should, +then, soon come to her into the realm of light. She answered, I should +not die just now, but somewhat later; and she named very clearly the +coming year, and the very day, which I have, however, forgotten.... O +dear Albano! forgive me only a few words! I soon recovered, and mourned +over the slow, lingering passage of time...." + +"No," Albano interrupted her, for his feelings were striking against +each other like swords, "I revere, but I hate her dangerous phantom. +Fancy and sickness are the parents of the air-born, destroying angel, +who flies scorching, like a dumb heat-lightning, over all the blossoms +of youth!" + +She answered, with emotion, "O thou good, pure spirit! thou hast never +distressed me, thou hast ever comforted, guided, made me happy and +holy,--a phantom is it, Albano? It even preserves me against all +phantoms of terror, against all ghostly fear, because it is always about +me. Why, if it is only a phantom, does it never appear to me in my +dreams?[176] Why comes it not when I will? But it comes only in weighty +cases; then I consult and obey it very willingly. It has already to-day, +Albano," she added, in a lower and fainter tone, "twice appeared to me +on the way, when I heard the inner music, and previously in the +thunder-house, when the sun went down, and has affectionately answered +me." + +"And what says it, heavenly one?" asked Albano, innocently. "I saw it +only on the way, and asked no question," replied the childlike one, +blushing; and here, all at once, her holy soul stood unconsciously +without a veil before him; for she had, in the thunder-house, received +from the invisible Caroline the yes to her love; because that being was +her own creation, and this a suggestion of her own. Yes indeed, heavenly +one! thou standest before the mirror with the virgin's veil over thy +form, and when thy image softly raises its own, thou fanciest thyself +still covered! + +No word can express Albano's veneration for such a sanctified heart, +which dreamed into such distinctness glorified beings; whose golden +flowers only grew the higher over the thought of death, as earthly ones +do in churchyards over the reality; which, simultaneously with his own, +invisible hands had drawn into two similar dreams;[177] to which one was +ashamed to give common truths for its holy errors. "Thou art from +heaven," he said, inspired, and his joy became the pearl melted in the +eye which quenches the thirst of the human heart; "therefore thou +wouldst go back thither!" "O, I consecrate to thee, my friend," said +she, smilingly weeping, and pressed his hand to her pure heart, "the +whole little life which I have, every hour to the last, and I will, +meanwhile, prepare thee for everything which God sends." + +Before they entered the cottage of the pious father, Albano seized his +friend's hand, and the sisters joined each other. The friends went +forward for a time in silence; Charles looked upon Albano, and found the +peace of blessedness upon his face. When the latter saw how Liana +pressed her overfraught heart to her sister's, then were sincerity and +joy too strong in him, and he fell without a word upon the heart of the +dear brother of the eternal bride, and let him silently guess all from +his tears of bliss. O, he might have guessed it, to be sure, from the +bridal look of love which his sister more seldom removed from his +friend, and from the heartiness wherewith she drew Rabette to her heart; +just as if they two would soon be related to each other, as if her +brother himself would soon speak more sweetly, since he for some time +had no longer called her the little Linda; and consecrated her thereon +for the heart of her brother. Not before the pious father did the +enraptured look hold itself much in abeyance, which Albano, standing as +if under the gate of eternity, cast into the heavens, gleaming like +worlds one behind another; he was still and tender, and in his heart +dwelt all hearts. O love _one_ heart purely and warmly, then thou lovest +all hearts after it, and the heart in its heaven sees like the +journeying sun, from the dew-drop even to the ocean, nothing but mirrors +which it warms and fills. + +But in Roquairol started up immediately, when he saw the heavenly bliss +so near, the mutinous spirit of his past, and struck with a bloody +epilepsy the limbs of the inner man: those immortal sighings after an +ever-flying peace again tormented him; his transgressions and errors, +and even the hours when he innocently suffered, were painfully reckoned +up before him; and then he spoke, (and stirred every heart, but most of +all poor Rabette's, which he pressed against his own to warm himself, +as, according to the tradition, the eagle does with the dove, after +which he does not tear her to pieces,)--nobly he spoke then of life's +wilderness, and of fate, which burns out man, like Vesuvius, into a +crater, and then again sows cool meadows therein, and fills it again +with fire; and of the only blessedness of this hollow life, love, and of +the injury inflicted, when fate with its winds sways and rubs a +flower[178] to and fro, and thereby cuts through the green skin against +the earth. + +But while he thus spoke, he looked on the glowing Rabette, and would +fain by these warmings burst open, as it were by force, the fast-closed +flower-bud of his love, and spread its leaves out under the sun. O the +bewildered and yearning one was surely not yet quite happy even to-day, +and he wished not so much to affect others as himself. + +With what blissful presentiments did they step out again before the +sphinx of night, who lay smiling before them with soft, starry glances! +Did they not go through a still, glimmering, subterranean world, light +and free, without the heavy clogging earth on their feet, while in the +wide Elysium the warm ether only flutters because invisible Psyches fan +it with their wings? And out of the flute-dell the old man sends after +them his tones as sweet arrows of love, in order that the swelling heart +may blissfully bleed of their woundings. Albano and Liana came out upon +a prospect where the broad eastern landscape, with its light-streaks of +blooming poppy-fields, and its dark villages, ascended the soft +mountains, where the moon awoke, and the splendor of her garment already +swept like that of a spirit through heaven: here they remained standing +and waiting for Luna. Albano held her hand. All the mountain-ridges of +his life stood in a glowing dawn. "Liana," said he, "what innumerable +springs are there at this moment up yonder on the worlds which hang in +the heavens; but this is the fairest!" "Ah, life is lovely, and to-day +it is too dear to me! Albano," she added, in a low voice, and her whole +face became an exalted, tearless love, and the stars wove and +embroidered its bridal dress, "if God calls me, then may he let me +always appear to thee as Caroline does to me. O, if I could only attend +thee thus through thy whole dear life, and console and warn thee, I +would willingly wish for no other heaven." + +But as he was about to express the fulness of his love, and the anger +of his pain about the death-delusion, just then came his wild friend, +who, like a Vesuvius, pouring out at once lava- and rain-streams over +the credulous Rabette, had made both her heart and his own only fuller, +not lighter; then Charles beheld the glorified beings and the blue +horizon, where already the moon was flinging forth her glimmering light +between the bristling mast-peaks and summits, and looked again into the +splendor of holy love. Then could he no longer contain himself; his +heart, full of agony, mounted to an eternal purpose, as if to God, and +he embraced Albano and Rabette, and said: "Beloved man! beloved maiden! +keep my unhappy heart!" + +Rabette clung around him compassionately, as a mother around her child, +and gave up to him, in hot, gushing tears, her whole soul. Albano, +astonished, enfolded in his arms the love-bond; Liana was drawn to the +beloved hearts by the whirlpool of bliss. Unheard the flutes sounded on, +unseen waved the white banners of the stars overhead. Charles spoke +frantic words of love, and wild wishes of dying for joy. Albano touched +trembling Liana's flower-lip, as John kissed Christ, and the heavy +milky-way bent down like a magic wand toward his golden bliss. Liana +sighed: O mother, how happy are thy children! The moon had already flown +up into the blue, like a white angel of peace, and glorified the great +embrace; but the blest ones marked it not. Like a sounding waterfall, +their rich life covered them, and they knew not that the flutes had +ceased, and all the hills were shining.[179] + +FOOTNOTES: + +[172] Museum (home of the muses) is the beautiful German name for +it.--TR. + +[173] _Kopf-und Ohr-hängerei._ Hanging down of head (hypocrisy) +and ears.--TR. + +[174] This self-resounding--as the Æolian-harp [_riesen-harfe_, +giant-harp, in German.--TR.], when the weather changes, sounds +without a touch--is common in sick-headache and other maladies of +weakness; hence in dying; for instance, in Jacob Boehme, life, +like a concert-clock, rung out its hours amidst surrounding +harmonies. + +[175] Some disinterested love or other must from eternity have +existed. As there are eternal truths, so must there also be an +eternal love. + +[176] For the same reason, perhaps, that the poet does not see +his, so often and distinctly beheld, creations pass in his dreams +among the images of the day. + +[177] For on his and her sacrament-day he had imagined her death +by lightning. + +[178] The winter stock-jelliflower. + +[179] Jean Paul's second volume ends here.--TR. + + + + +FIFTEENTH JUBILEE. + +MAN AND WOMAN. + + +67. CYCLE. + +I have often in the theatre made the pleasant experience, that when +painful scenes immediately followed the rising of the curtain, I took +but a slight interest in them, while in joyful ones which, immediately +after the music, came on with their own music, I took the greatest; man +demands more that sorrow than that rapture should show its motive and +its apology. Without hesitation, therefore, I begin a third volume[180] +with blisses of which, to be sure, the foregoing couple have been +preparing more than enough. + +At the moment where our story has arrived, among all the descendants of +Adam who lifted a glad face to heaven, and imaged in that face a still +fairer heaven, there must have been some one who had the highest +heaven,--a happiest of all men. Ah yes! And to be sure, among all +suffering creatures upon this _globe_, which our short race makes a +_plain_, there must also have been one most unhappy; and may the poor +man soon lie down to sleep under, not _on_, his rocky road! Although I +could wish that Albano might not be the happiest of all,--in order that +there might yet be a higher heaven above his,--still it is probable +that, on the morning after that holiest night, in his present dream of +the richest dream, deep in the threefold bloom of youth, of nature, and +of anticipation, he bore the broadest heaven in himself which the narrow +bosom of man can span. + +He looked from his thunder-house,--that little temple on whose walls +still lingered the radiance of the goddess who had therein become +visible to him,--out over the new-created mountains and gardens of +Lilar; and it was to him as if he looked into his white and red blooming +future, adorned with mountain-peaks and fruit-tree-tops, a full Paradise +built out into the naked earth. He looked round in his future after any +robbers of joy who might attack his triumphal chariot; he found them all +visibly too weak to cope with his arms and weapons. He called up Liana's +parents, and his own father, and the host of spirits which had hitherto +been working in the air, and set them out on the road which lay between +him and his beloved; in his muscles glowed more than sufficient power +easily to dash through them to her, and take her with him into his life +by main force. "Yes," said he, "I am completely happy, and need nothing +more,--no fortune, only my heart and hers!" Albano, may thy evil genius +not have heard this dangerous thought, so as to carry it to Nemesis! O, +in this wildly entangled wood of thy life, no step, even in the blooming +avenues of pleasure, is wholly safe; and amidst the very fulness of this +artistic garden there awaits thee a strange, gloomy upas-tree, and +breathes cold poisons into thy life! Therefore it was better as it was +once, when men were still lowly and prayed to God even in their great +raptures; for in the neighborhood of the Infinite One the fiery eye +sinks and weeps, but only out of gratitude. + +Let no mean almanac measurement be applied to the fair eternity which he +now lived, when he saw the beloved every evening, every morning, in her +little village. As evening star she went forth before his dreams; as +morning star, before his day. The interval both filled out with letters, +which they themselves carried to each other. When they parted at +evening, not long before they were to see each other again, and while in +the north already the rose-bud twigs shot along low down in the heavens, +which during men's sleep speedily grew out toward the east, in order to +hang down from heaven with thousands of full-blown roses ere the sun and +love came back again,--and when his friend Charles stayed with him by +night, and he asked, in the course of an hour, whence the light came, +whether from the morning or from the moon,--and when he sallied forth, +while moon and morning still appeared together in the dew-dripping +pleasure-woods,--and when the road, left only a few hours before, +appeared wholly new and the absence too long, (because Cupid's wing is +half a second-hand, which shows the day of the month, and half a +month-hand, which points to the second, and because, in the neighborhood +of the loved one, the shortest absence lasts longer than the longest +when she is far away,)--and when at last he saw her again,--then was the +earth a sun, from which rays proceeded: his heart stood all in light; +and as a man, who on a spring morning dreams of a spring-morning, finds +it still brighter around him when he awakes, so, after the blessed +youthful dream of the beloved, did he open his eyes before her, and +desire the fairest dream no more. + +Sometimes they saw each other, when the long summer day was too long, +on distant mountains, where by appointment they looked upon the +harvests; sometimes Rabette came alone to Lilar to her brother, that he +might hear something from Liana. When Liana had read a book, he read it +after her; often he read it first and she last. Whatever of divine the +fairest, purest souls can manifest to each other when they unfold +themselves,--a holy heart which makes one still holier, a glowing heart +which makes one still more glowing,--that they manifested to each other. +Albano was mild toward all, and the radiance of a higher beauty and +youth filled his countenance. The fair realms of nature and of his +childhood were both adorned by love, not it by either of them; he had +mounted from the pale, light moon-car of hope upon the sounding, shining +sun-car of living ecstasy. Even on the galleys of wooden sciences, as if +animated by the wonder-working hand of Bacchus, masts and shrouds +fluttered out into vine-stalks and clusters. If he went to the Froulay +house, he always, because he went in full of tolerance, came back +without any sacrifice of the same: the Minister, who had returned from +Haarhaar with a veil of gay, blooming ideas on his face, imparted to him +charming prospects of the exultation wherewith city and country would +celebrate the approaching marriage-feast of the Prince and the gain of +the most beautiful bride. + +And had he not, in addition to all, his friend too? When one stands so +close before the flame of joy, one does indeed shun men,--because they +easily step between us and the pleasant warmth,--but one seeks them too; +a hearty friend is our wish and joy, who shall gently lead on, without +chasing away, the happy dream in which we sleep and speak. Charles +played softly into his friend's dream; he would, however, have also done +it from sincere love for the sister. + +In fact, with so much youth, summer weather, innocence, freedom, +beautiful scenery, and deep love and friendship, there may well be +constructed, even on this low earth, something like that which up in +heaven is called a heaven; and a celestial chart, an Elysium-atlas, +which one should map out thereof, would perhaps look not far otherwise +than this: in front, a long pastoral land, with scattered +pleasure-castles and summer-houses; a philanthropist's grove in the +middle, the Tabor mountains overhead, with herdsmen upon them, long +Campanian vales; then the broad archipelago, with St. Peter's islands; +over on the other side the shores of a new pastoral continent, all +covered with Daphnean groves and gardens of Alcinoüs; behind that again, +stretching far inward, an Arcadia; and so on. + +All the philosophy and stoicism that he now had in him--for he held that +which the arm out of the clouds gave him as booty gained by his +own--Albano applied to the purpose of taking _from_ his ecstasy the +moderation which they impart. Moderation, he said, was only for patients +and pigmies; and all those anxious, evenly balanced sticklers for +temperament[181] and time-keepers had, whether in the cultivation of a +pleasure or of a talent, profited themselves more than the world; on the +contrary, their antipodes had benefited the world more than +themselves.[182] + +He kept in view very good fundamental principles. Man, said he, is free +and without limits,--not in respect to what he will do or enjoy, but in +respect to what he will do without; he can, if he _will_, will to +dispense with _everything_. In fact, he continued, one has simply the +choice, either _always_ or _never_ to fear; for thy life-tent stands +over a loaded mine, and, round about, the hours aim at thee naked +weapons. Only one in a thousand[183] hits; and, in any case, I am sure I +would sooner fall standing than bending like a coward. But, he +concluded, in order to justify himself on the subject, is then +steadfastness made for nothing better than for a surgeon and +serving-maid, and not much rather for our muse and goddess? for it is +not surely a good, merely because it helps do without something which we +have lost, but it is intrinsically one, and a greater than the one whose +place it supplies; even the happiest must acquire it, even without +outward occasion or bestowal; yes, it is so much the better, if it is +possessed earlier than applied. + +These deceptions or justifications were partly weapons of self-defence +against the tragic Roquairol, who would fain heighten every pleasure, +and even those of his friend, by sombre contrasts; and partly they were +such as a noble man, who hitherto has plunged into sorrow without +measuring its depth, and who would always feel his power of swimming +through life, must necessarily fall upon, when he is inwardly aware that +the centre of gravity of his bliss and of his hell has shifted and +fallen out of himself into another being. "O, what if she should die?" +he asked himself. He had not been wont to shudder so at the thought of +any death as of this. Therefore he squeezed these thorns of fancy right +sharply in his hand in order to crush them. At last, when the pure +country air of love and the shepherd-dance in this Arcadia had brought +more and more roses to Liana's cheek, then his thorns ceased to grow. + +To all other vipers of life, so long as they could find no entrance +through Liana's heart, he was inaccessible. At whatever price,--and +though he should have to forsake, give up, provoke, undertake all,--he +would buy Liana. The phantoms of terror which came threateningly to meet +him out of two houses,--Froulay's and Gaspard's,--he let come on, and +dispelled them: let the foe once show himself, thought he, so am I his +foe too. Often he stood in Tartarus, and found, in this still life of +death _in rilievo_, peace of soul. The actual world takes more quickly +our image than we its; even here he gained soft, broad, life-illumining +hopes and sweet tears, which flowed from him at the thought of Liana's +faith in her death, not because he believed in the probability, but in +the improbability thereof, which, through love and joy and recovery, +would daily grow greater. + +Only one misfortune was there for him, against which every weapon +snapped in pieces, whose possibility, however, he held to be a sinful +thought,--namely, that he and Liana, by some fault or time or the +world's influence, might cease to love each other. Here, relying on two +hearts, he boldly defied the future. O, who has not said, when, in +reliance upon a warm eternity, he has expressed his rapture, The Fatal +Sister may clip the thread of our life, but shall she come and open the +scissors against the bond of our love? The very next day the Fatal +Sister has stood before him, and snapped the scissors to. + + +68. CYCLE. + +Once Roquairol came quite late to take Albano with him to the +"Evening-Star Party" at the herdsman's hut, which he had arranged with +Rabette. The Captain loved to build around the warm springs of his love +and joy the well-curb of wholly select days and circumstances; if he +could contrive it, for instance, he made his declarations of love, say +on a birthday, during a total eclipse of the sun, on a valentine's day, +in a blooming hot-house in winter, in a skating chair on the ice, or in +a charnel-house; so, too, he loved to quarrel with others in significant +days and places, in the church-pew, in the beginning of spring or +winter, in the green-room of the amateur theatre, at a great fire, or +not far from Tartarus or in the flute-dell. Albano, however, was too +young, as others are too old, to have to season his fresh feeling with +artificial hours and situations; he preferred to beautify the latter +through the former. + +With impetuous joy Albano flew along the road to the unexpected +pleasure. Last evening had been so rich,--the four rivers of Paradise +had, in one cataract, poured down from heaven into his heart,--and this +evening he would leap into its sprayey whirlpool. The evening heaven +itself was so fair and pure, and Hesperus went with growing splendor +down his brightly glimmering path. + +Rabette waited at the foot of the mountain on which stood the herdsman's +hut (the little shooting-house), in order to lead him unsuspecting to +the unprepared female friend, who at the window, with her gleaming eye +on Hesperus, lay musing, and thought of the full, glowing autumn +flowers, which, at this late time of her life, and so shortly before the +longest night, were springing up. She was troubled to-day about many +things. She had, in fact, sought hitherto more to deserve and to justify +than to enjoy and increase her love, and more to bless with it another's +heart than her own. How indescribably she longed to do deeds for +him,--only sacrifices were to her deeds,--and she really envied her +friend who had, every time, at least to prepare Charles a beverage. As +she knew no other way, she expressed her devoted zeal by greater +daughterly love and attention to Albano's parents and sister; and +learned even to cook a little, which other ministers' daughters, who +make nothing but salad and tea, must pardon her, especially when they +reflect that, in Liana's case, they themselves would not have done +otherwise, but rather have made one dish more. Yes, she accounted +Rabette as more virtuous, because she could be more broadly and +extensively active; Rabette, on the other hand, held Liana to be the +better of the two, because she prayed so much the more. A similar error +they repeated twofold in respect to the brothers; Rabette thought +Charles the gentler, and Liana, Albano; both, according to inferences +from their mutual reports. + +So long as a woman loves, she loves right on, steadily. A man has to do +something between whiles. Liana transformed everything into his image +and his name: this mountain, this little chamber, this, to him once +dangerous, bird-pole, became the crayon pencils for his stereotype +image. She always came back upon this, that he deserved something better +than her; for love is lowliness, on the wedding-ring sparkles no jewel. +It touched her that her early death affected him. There she saw still +the maiden blinded by the small-pox, whom he had once unconsciously +pressed to his heart;[184] and, with the quick apprehension of sadness, +she felt herself to resemble the blind one also, in that incident, and +not merely in the similar, although shorter night, which pain had once +thrown over her eyes. + +As gentle as her emblem, Hesperus, dipping into the western horizon of +life, did she seem to her lover. She never could pass immediately out of +her own heart into the startling present; her turnings were always like +those of the sunflower, very slow, and every sensation lived long in her +faithful breast. Seldom, indeed, does a lover find the welcome of his +loved one like the last image, which the farewell had imparted to him; a +female soul must--so man desires--with all the wings, storms, heavens, +of the last minute, sound over into the next. But Liana had ever +received her friend shyly and softly, and otherwise than she had parted +with him; and sometimes, to his fiery spirit, this tender waiting, this +slow lifting of the eyelid, appeared almost as a return to the old +coldness. + +To-day it seized the more ardent Count more strongly than usual. Like a +pair of strange children who are to become acquainted with each other, +and smile upon and touch each other, the two stood beside each other +friendly and embarrassed. She told how she had made his sister tell her +of his childish break-neck adventure on this mountain. A loved maiden +knows no more beautiful, no richer history than that of her friend. "O +even then," he said with emotion, "I looked toward thy mountains! Thy +name, like a golden inscription, was written on my whole youth. Ah, +Liana! didst thou haply love me as I thee, when thou hadst not yet seen +me?" + +"Certainly not, Albano," answered she, "not till long after!" She meant, +however, her blindness; and said he appeared to her in this twilight of +the eyes, on that evening when he ate with her father, like an old +northern king's son, somewhat like Olo,[185] and she had had a certain +awe before him, as for her father and brother. Her high respect for men +the fewest were hardly worthy to guess, not to say, occasion. "And how +when thou hadst regained thy sight?" said Albano. "I just told thee +that," she replied naively. "But when thou didst so love my brother," +she continued, "and wast so good to thy sister, then to be sure I quite +took heart, and am now and henceforth thy second sister. Besides, thou +hast lost one--Albano, believe me, I know I am surely unworthy, +especially of thee; but I have _one_ consolation." + +Perplexed by this mixture of sanctity and coldness, he could only +passionately kiss her, and was constrained, without contradicting her, +to ask forthwith, "What consolation?" "That thou wilt one day be +entirely happy," said she softly. "Liana, speak more plainly!" said he. +For he understood not that she meant her death and the announcement of +Linda by the spirits. "I mean after one year," she replied, "from the +date of the predictions." He looked at her speechless, wild, guessing +and trembling. She fell weeping upon his heart, and suddenly gave vent +to the swell of inward sighs: "Shall I not then be dead at that time," +said she with deep emotion, "and look down from eternity to see that +thou art rewarded for thy love to Liana? And that, too, certainly in a +high degree!" + +Weep, be angry, suffer, exult, and wonder more and more, passionate +youth! But, to be sure, thou comprehendest not this lowly soul!--Holy +humility! thou only virtue which God, not man, created! Thou art higher +than all which thou concealest or knowest not! Thou heavenly beam of +light! like the earthly light,[186] thou showest all other colors and +floatest thyself invisible, colorless, in heaven! Let no one profane +thy unconsciousness by instruction! When thy little white blossoms have +once fallen, they come not again, and around thy fruits only modesty +then spreads her foliage. + +Painfully did the heart in Albano split into contradictions, as if into +two, his own heart and Liana's. She was nothing but pure love and +lowliness, and the splendor of her talents was only a foreign +border-work, as white marble images of the gods have the variegated +border only as decoration: one could not do anything but adore her, even +in her errors. On the other hand, she had, in conjunction with tender, +susceptible feelings, such firm opinions and errors; his modesty fought +so vainly against her humility, and his clear-sightedness against her +visionary tendency. The hostile train which this propensity drew after +it he saw too clearly sweeping along over all the joys of her life. His +ever-besetting suspicion, that she loved him merely because she hated +nothing, and that she was always a sister instead of a lover, again +charged home upon him like an armed man. Thus did all things fight +together in this case,--duty and desire, fortune and place. Both were +new and unknown to each other, because of love; but Liana divined as +little as he. O how strange to each other and unlike each other two +human beings, kindred souls, become, merely because a Divinity hovers +between the two and shines upon both! + +Something remained in him unharmonious and unsolved. He felt it so +sadly, now that the summer night glimmered for higher raptures than he +possessed; now that, deep in the ether, the trembling evening star +pressed on after the sun through the rose-clouds under which he was +buried; now that the meadows of grain breathed perfume and murmured not, +and the closed pastures grew green and did not glow, and the world and +every nightingale slept, and life below was a still cloister-garden, +and, only overhead, the constellations, like silver, ethereal harps, +seemed to tremble and sound before the spring winds of distant Edens. + +He must needs see Liana again to-morrow, by way of tuning his heart. +Rabette came up from the mountain with her friend, infinitely animated. +Both seemed almost exhausted with laughing and joking; for Roquairol +carried everything, even mirth, to the degree of pain. He had converted +the evening star, for which he had given the invitation, into a hothouse +and homestead of pleasant conceits and allusions. At first he would not +come home with her, even to-morrow; but at last he consented, when +Rabette assured him "she understood the fine gentleman well enough, but +he must nevertheless just let her take care of things." + +When the ruddy dawn arose, Albano, accompanied by him, came again; but +the garden-gate of the "manor-garden" was already open, and Liana +already in the arbor. A stitched book of public documents (seemingly) +lay in her lap, and her folded hands beside it; she looked rather +straightforward, as in thought, than upwards, as in prayer; yet she +received her Albano with so mild and distant a smile, as a man, greeting +a guest who comes right into the midst of his prayers, smiles upon him, +and then continues his devotion. The Count had hitherto been obliged +always to prepare himself for a certain reserve in her reception of him. +A misunderstanding, which returns quickly, however often it is removed, +acts again and again as deludingly and freshly as at the first time. He +felt very strongly that something more fixed than that first virgin +bashfulness, wherewith a maiden will always invent for the dazzling sun +of love, besides the dawn, a twilight too, and again another for that, +hindered the fiery melting together of their souls. + +He asked what she was reading; she hesitated, covering it up. A thought, +suddenly darting upon her, seemed to open her heart; she gave him the +book, and said it was a French manuscript,--namely, written prayers, +drawn up by her mother several years before, which touched her more than +her own thoughts; but still there was ever-more looking through her +tenderly woven face a cloistral thought, which sought to leave her +heart. What could Albano object to this Psalmist of the heart? Who can +answer a songstress? A praying female stands, as does also an unhappy +one, on a high, holy place, which our arms cannot reach. But how +miserable must most prayers be, since, although in earlier life +possessing the attraction of charms, like the rosary, which is made out +of sweet-smelling woods, yet afterward in advanced age they act only as +blemishes, and like the relic or the death's-head with which the rosary +itself ends! + +Without waiting for his question, she told him at once what had +disturbed her during her prayer; namely, this passage in it: _O mon +Dieu, fais que je sois toujours vraie et sincere_, &c., whereas she had +hitherto concealed her love from her dear mother. She added, she would +come now very soon, and then the closed heart should be opened to her. +"No," said he, almost angrily, "thou mayest not; thy secret is also +mine!" Men are often hardened by that in prose which in poetry softens +them; for example, woman's piety and open-heartedness. + +Now no one hated more than he the clutching of the parental +writing-finger, forefinger, and little finger into a pair of clasped +hands; not that he feared, on the part of the Minister, wars or +rivals,--he rather presupposed open arms and feasts of joy,--but +because, to his magnanimous spirit, at once claiming and granting +liberty, nothing was more revolting than the reflection, what smutty +turf now for the kindling of the fire the parents might lay on the altar +of love, or what pots they might set on to boil; how easily, then, even +poetic parents often transform themselves with the children into prosaic +or juristical ones, the father into an administrative, the mother into a +financial board; how, then, to say the least, the court atmosphere makes +one a bondsman, just as only the poetic heaven's ether makes free; and +what perturbations his Hesperus might expect from the attracting world, +the old Minister, who found nothing more unprofitable about love than +love itself, and to whom the holiest sensibilities seemed about as +useful for marriages of rank as the Hebrew is for preachers, namely, +more in examination than in actual service. So ill did he think of his +father-in-law, for he knew not something still worse. + +But the good daughter thought far higher of her mother than did a +stranger, and her heart struggled painfully against concealing from her +her love. She appealed to her brother, who was just entering. But he was +wholly of Albano's mind. "Women," he added, not in the best humor, "are +more fond of speaking _about_ love than _in_ love; men, the reverse." +"No," said Liana, decidedly; "_if_ my mother ask me, I cannot be +untrue." "God!" cried Albano, with a shudder, "and who could wish that?" +For to him, also, free truth was the open helmet of the soul's nobility; +only he spoke it merely from self-respect, and Liana out of human +affection. + +Rabette came with the tea-things and a flask, wherein was tea-juice and +elementary fire, or nerve-ether for the Captain,--arrack. He never liked +to visit people in the morning, with whom he could not drink it till +evening; Rabette had yesterday guessed this naughtiness, and to-day +gratified it. "How can the soul," said the sound Albano to him often, +"make itself a slave to the belly and the senses? Are we not already +bound closely enough by the fetters of the body, and thou wilt still +draw chains through the chains?" To this Roquairol had always the same +answer: "Just the reverse! Through the corporeal itself, I free myself +from the corporeal; for instance, by wine from blood. As long as thou +canst never escape servitude to the bodily senses, and all thy +consciousness and thy thinking can only, through a bodily servitude, +attaching itself to the glebe of the earth, abide in their nobility; I +cannot perceive why thou dost not properly use these rebels and despots +as thy servants? Why must I let the body only work ill upon me, and not +advantageously as well?" Albano stood to it, that the still light of +health was more dignified than the poppy-oil flame of a slave of opium; +and the fate of being prisoner of war to the body, which one spirit has +to bear in common with the whole human army, more honorable than the +cramping confinement of a personal arrest. + +To-day, however, not even the spirituous brimstone-smoked tea-water +could wash away a certain discontent from Roquairol, whom night-watching +had colored more pale, as it had the Count more red. He could not be +reconciled to it, that the manor-garden was all shut in with a +board-fence as high as a man, which was less intended as a +billiard-table border, not to let the eye-ball go out, than as a +mountebank's booth, to let nothing in, and which of course insured no +other _prospect_ than the prospect proper; quite as little did the +pleasure-garden commend itself to his favor by the fact that the +turf-benches on which they sat in the arbor had not yet been mowed, that +in all the beds only vegetables for the trimming of cooked meat flapped +about, that nothing ripe yet hung there but one or two moles in their +hanging death-beds, that on a bowling-green, whereupon one rolls into a +tinkling middle-hole, the crooked return-alley let the balls run home +again, much more easily than they could--unless one threw them--be made +to pass over the earth-bottom of the main alley, and that no orangery +was anywhere to be seen, excepting once, when fortunately the +garden-gate stood open, just as a blooming orangery box passed by in a +wheelbarrow on its way to Lilar. + +The Captain needed only to bring forward these particulars satirically, +and thereby inwardly to wound the outwardly laughing Rabette,--because +no woman can bear to hear fault found with her bodily property, whether +it be children, clothes, cakes, or furniture;[187] and then his +mountain-heights could gradually disencumber themselves of their clouds +again, and Rabette become still more uncommonly gay. + +Albano, in this morning hour of the day, and, as it were, of childhood, +and in this little paradise-garden of his childish years, was inwardly +glad,--for in the first love, as in Shakespeare's pieces, nothing +depends on the wooden stage of the performance; but to-day's afterwinter +of yesterday's chill would nevertheless not melt. The morning-blue began +to be filled with brighter and brighter golden fleeces; as the garden, +like small cities, had only two gates, the upper and the lower, he +opened like an aurora that of the morning sun; the splendor gushed in +over the smoking green; the Rosana gliding below caught lightnings, and +flung them over hitherward; Albano departed finally full of love and +bliss. + +But the love was greater than the bliss. + + +69. CYCLE. + +Flying Spring! (I mean love, just as one calls the after summer a +_flying summer_) thou hurriest away of thyself over our heads with +arrowy speed; why do authors again hurry over thee? Thou art the German +blossoming season; which is never a blossoming month long. We read all +winter in almanacs and similes much about its magnificence, and we pine +for it; at last it hangs thick on the dark boughs six days long, and +beside that, under cold May showers, sweeping bliss-month[188] storms, +and with a dumb-session of half-frozen nightingales,--and then, when one +comes out at length into the garden, the footpath is already white with +blossoms, and the tree at most full of green; then it is over, till in +winter we again hear with exaltation of heart the beginning of a tale: +"It was just in the lovely season of the blossoming." Even so do I see +few authors, at the long session-and-scribbling-table of romance, +working right and left for the benefit of the reading-desk, who, after +the long preface to love, do not so soon as, like a war, it is declared, +forthwith conclude it; and really, there are more steps _to_ love than +_in_ it; all that is _coming to be_,--for instance, spring, youth, +morning, learning,--opens out more widely and in a richer variety of +hues than fixed _being_; but is not this latter in turn a progress, only +a higher; and this, again, a state of being, only a quicker? + +Albano would fain lead along more beautifully the fleeting, divine +season, when the heart is our god; he would have it rather fly _upward_ +than fly _away_. He was angry the next day with nobody but himself. He +tore his way through such petty and yet closely entangling troubles, +through a condition like that of men during an earthquake, when an +invisible vapor holds the heavy foot as a snare. "I would rather let +myself be rained on upon mountains," said he, "than in valleys." Men of +quick fancy more easily reconcile themselves to the loved one when she +is absent, than when she is present. + +After some days, he went again to Blumenbühl just before sundown. A +burning red cut through the night-like gloom of the foliage. His +darkening, woody road was made, by the flames which danced about +therein, an enchanted one. He transferred his illuminated present deep +into a future, shady past. O, after years, thought he, when thou +returnest, when all is gone by and changed, the trees grown up, human +beings passed away, and only the mountains and the brook left, then wilt +thou congratulate thyself that thou couldst once in these walks so often +journey to thy sweetest heart, and on either hand the music and the +glory of Nature went along with thy joyful soul, as the moon seems to +the child to run after him through all streets. An unwonted rapture +flung through his whole being the long, broad streak of sunshine; the +farthest flowers of his fancy opened; all tones came through a brighter +ether, and sounded nearer. The flowers around him, too, exhaled a keener +fragrance, and the peal of the bell sounded nearer; and both are signs +of foul weather. + +Thus inwardly happy, he made his appearance,--and, indeed, without +Roquairol, who in fact came more and more seldom,--and found his beloved +up in his childhood's study, her guest-chamber, which was now the usual +scene of his visits. In a white dress, with dark trimming, as in a +beautiful half-mourning, she sat at the drawing-table with her eyes +sharper than usual, buried in a picture. She flew to his heart, but only +to lead him back presently to the dear form upon which her heart hung as +in a mother's arms. She related that her mother had been here to-day +with the Princess, and had showed so much pleasure in her improving +color, such infinite kindness toward her happy daughter. "She was +obliged," continued she, "to let me take a slight sketch of her, in +order that I might only look upon her so much the longer, and have +something of her to keep by me. I am just finishing the outline of the +face, but it is absolutely too poor a likeness." She could not tear her +fancy away from the image, and still less from the original. To be sure, +no more beautiful medallion can hang _on_ a daughter's heart, or in fact +_in_ it, than that of a mother; but, nevertheless, Albano thought to-day +the hanging-ring took up too broad a space. + +She talked only of her mother. "I certainly sin," said she; "she asked +me in such a friendly way whether thou camest often, but I said only +yes, and nothing further. O good Albano, how gladly would I have given +up to her frankly my whole soul!" + +He answered, that the mother seemed not to be so frank; she perhaps knew +already the whole through the Lector, and the pure draught of love would +now be continually disturbed by foreign substances. Against Augusti he +declared himself very strongly, but Liana quite as strongly upheld him. +Through both that counterfeiter of the coin of truth, namely, +suspicion,--the suspicion that she perhaps loved him as she loved +everything, since she grew as by a living tie to everything +good,--gained, under Albano's sensibilities, which besides had been +to-day so warm and glad, more and more mint-stamps and currency. + +She suspected nothing, but she came back to the subject of her secrecy. +"But why, then, does it make me unhappy," said she, "if it is right? +Beloved one, my Caroline too appears to me no longer, and truly that is +no good sign." This spectral-machinery always came on as oppressively +and gloomily to him as a thunder-cloud in the outer world. His old +exasperation against the teasings practised in his own case by apes of +the air, whom he could not lay hold of, passed over into a similar +feeling against Liana's optical self-deception. That veil presented her +by Caroline, wherewith, in the beginning, she had so sublimely arrayed +herself for the cloister of the tomb,--that travelling veil for the next +world,--had long been to this Hercules a burning garment, drenched in +the poisonous blood of a Nessus; therefore she no longer dared to wear +it before him. The conclusion that the fancy of being destined to death +laid the seed of the reality, and that in the deep overhanging cloud an +accident might easily attract the striking-spark of death, fell like a +mourning into his love festival. So are all strange sea-wonders of fancy +(like this death-delusion) desired only _in_ fancy (in romance), but not +in life, except once on fantastic heights; but then must such comets, +like others, soon recede again from our heaven. + +He spoke now very seriously,--of suicidal fancies, of life's duties, of +wilful blindness to the fairest signs of her recovery, among which he +reckoned as well the disappearance of the optical Caroline as the +blooming of her color. She heard him patiently; but through the +Princess, who, notwithstanding her love, seldom left behind with him +pleasant impressions, her fancy had to-day taken quite another road, far +beyond herself and her grave. She stood only before Linda's image, of +which Julienne had this afternoon communicated to her sharper outlines +than maidens are wont to give of maidens. "She is a very good girl," +they say of each other. Linda's manly spirit, her warm attachment to +Gaspard in connection with her contempt of the mass of men, her +inflexibility, her bold strides in manly knowledge, her masterly and +often severe letters, more pithy than flowery, and, most of all, her +probably approaching arrival, took a powerful hold of Liana's tender +heart. "My Albano must have her," was the constant thought of this +disinterested soul; and if the Princess had had the intention of +humiliating comparisons, she remarked it not, but fulfilled it. The good +creature found, too, so much of a higher providence here,--for example, +that her brother need now no longer be the rival of her lover and of his +friend,--that she herself could portray beforehand her vigorous Albano +to the proud Romeiro, and that certainly, despite all opposition, all +the ghostly prophecies strikingly connected and coincided with each +other. All this she now said (because she concealed only her sorrows, +not her hopes) right to the Count's face. + +What a gnashing bite did an evil genius at this moment make into his +tenderest life! That glowing love which neither divides nor is divided +possessed _his_ heart, he thought, not hers. He came very near to +showing up his inner being just as it was, all kindled at once, as if by +a lightning stroke, into a lofty blaze. Only the innocent white brow, +with festive roses in its little ringlets; the childishly bright +looking-up of the pure blue pair of eyes, and the soft face, which even +at a musical fortissimo, and at every vehemence in movement or laughter +on the part of another, caught a sickly redness from the beating heart; +and his indignant shame at the levity with which a man can abuse his +omnipotence and his sex, to the terror of the tenderer, restrained him, +like guardian spirits; and he said merely, in that noble anger which +sounded like a tender emotion, "O Liana, thou art hard to-day!" + +"And yet I am indeed so tender!" said the innocent one. The two had +hitherto been standing at the window, before the dark tempest which came +rolling on out of Lilar. She turned suddenly round; for since the day of +her blindness, when a dark cloud had seemed to fly towards her, she had +never been able to look at one long; and Albano's tall form, with his +whole live-glowing face and his soul-speaking eyes, stood illumined by +the evening light before her. With the hand which he left free she +softly and playfully swept aside the dark hair from his defiant +forehead, smoothed the contracted eyebrow, and said, as his look stung +like a sun, and his mouth shut with determination, "O, joyfully, +joyfully, shall this fair face one day smile!" He smiled, but sadly. +"And then shall I be still more blest than to-day!" said she, and +started, for a lightning-flash darted across his earnest face, as over a +jagged mountain, and showed it, like that of the god of war, illuminated +with war-flames. + +He hurried away; would not be held back; spoke of a weather-cooling; +went out into the storm; and left Liana behind in the joy that she had +spoken to-day merely out of pure love. From the last house in the +village Rabette flew to meet him; the torrents of the restrained tears +rolled down his cheeks. "What dost thou want? why weepest thou?" she +cried. "Thou art dreaming!" cried he, and hurried, without further +answer, out into the tempest, which had suddenly, like a mantle-fish, +flung itself stiflingly over the whole heaven. There, under the +rain-drops and lightning-flashes, he began, first of all, to reckon up +for himself the best proofs that Liana had saintly charms, divine sense, +all virtues, especially universal philanthropy, daughterly, sisterly, +friendly affection, only not, however, the glowing love for one +person,--at least, not for him. She is so entirely and exclusively--such +is always his conclusion--possessed and absorbed with the present +object, whether it be myself or a broken arm of the little Pollux, that +it hides from her heaven and earth. Hence the setting of her life's day, +with all the attendant partings, is no more to her than the setting of a +star. Hence it was that I stood beside her so long, with a heart full of +the pangs of love, and she saw not into my love, because she found none +in her own bosom. And this is what makes it so bitter, when man, pining +in poverty among the common hearts of earth, is rendered by the noblest +only unhappy at last. + +The rain pattered and trickled through the leaves, the fire darted +through the woods, and the Wild Huntsman of the storm drove his crazy +chase. This refreshed and rejoiced him like the cooling hand of a friend +taking his to guide him. As he ascended, not through the cavern, but +outside over the back of the mountain to his high thunder-house, he saw +a thick, gray night of rain settle down heavily upon the green Lilar, +and on the winding Tartarus rested under the flashes the illuminated +storm. He shuddered, on entering his little house, at a cry which his +Æolian-harp emitted under the snatches of the wind; for it had once, +gilded by the evening sun, ethereally clothed his young love like +starlight, and had followed it with ever-varying tones, as it went out +over this suffering life. + + +70. CYCLE. + +On the morning after both storms were dissolved into a still +cloudiness.--And out of the great griefs came only errors. Weaklings +that we are! when at our sham execution fate touches us with the rod, +not with the sword, we sink impotently from the block, and feel the +process of dying reach far into our life! All fevers, including +spiritual ones, are cooled by the freshness of a new morning, just as +sad evening stirs all their embers into a glow. Who of us has not at +evening,--that proper witching hour of tormenting spectres, +house-haunting ghosts and hobgoblins,--caught in the threads which he +himself had spun, but which he took for a web spread by other hands, +entangled himself more and more deeply the more he turned about and +tried to extricate himself, till in the morning he saw his turnkey +before him, namely, himself? + +Albano saw on the whole theatre of yesterday's war nothing left standing +but a pale, kindly figure in half-mourning, who looked round after him +with innocent maidenly eyes, and toward which he could not help looking +over, albeit she was now more a bride of God than of a mortal. He felt +now, to be sure, more strongly how high his demands upon real friends +rose, than he once did, when he could heighten at pleasure the highest +which he made upon the beings of his dreams, whom he always cast exactly +into the temporary mould of his heart; and how he was possessed by a +spirit that spared no one, that would stretch the wings of every other +according to its own, because it could bear no individuality except that +which was copied. + +He had hitherto experienced from all his loved ones too little +opposition, as Liana had too much; both extremes injure one. The +spiritual as well as the physical man, without the resistance of the +outer atmosphere, is blown up and burst by the inner, and without the +resistance of the inner is crushed by the outer; only the equilibrium +between inner resistance and outer pressure keeps a fair play-room open +for life and its culture. Besides, men--since only the best of them +appreciate in the best of their own sex strong conviction--can hardly +tolerate it in women, and would have them not merely the reflection, but +even the echo, of themselves. They want, I mean, not merely the look, +but also the word, that says yes. + +Albano punished himself with several days of voluntary absence, till the +unclean clouds should have cleared away from within him which had +overshadowed the gnomon of the sundial of his inner man. "When I am +quite cheerful and good-natured," said he, "I will go back to her, and +err no more." He errs at this moment. Whenever a strange, uncomfortable +semitone has repeatedly intruded itself between all the harmonies of two +natures, it swells more and more fatally till it drowns the key-note, +and ends all. The dividing tone was, in this case, the strength of the +man's pitch in connection with the strength of the woman's. But the +highest love is most easily wounded by the slightest difference. O, +little avails it then for man to say to himself, I will be another man! +Only in the finest, only in unimpaired enthusiasm, does he propose to +himself such a thing; but it is just when the feeling is impaired, when +he were hardly capable of the purpose, that he has to rise to the +fulfilment of it, and then he can hardly make the achievement. + +The Count went in the morning, as usual, to his lecture-rooms and +parlors in the city. In the former it was hard for him to fix his +instruments and his eyes upon the stars of the sciences, and to take +sight, sailing as he was on such a sea of emotion. In the latter he +found the Lector colder than ever, the Bibliothecary warmer, the +household more inflated. He went to Roquairol, whom he to-day loved and +treated still more cordially, as if by way of atonement to his offended +sister. Charles said at once, with his sudden and tragical flinging up +of the curtain of futurity, "All was discovered,--in the highest degree +of probability!" As often as lovers see that their Calypso's +island--which, to be sure, lies free on the open ocean--has at length +come to the eyes of the seafaring world, and that they are making sail +for it, they are astonished to an astonishing degree; for is there any +one Paradise which has such a loose and low palisado, allowing every +passer-by to see in, as theirs? + +For a long time, he related, had the Doctor's children always had +something to fetch from the Architect's wife at Lilar,--flowers, +medicine-phials, &c.; certainly as spy-glasses and ear-tubes of Augusti, +who again was the opera-glass of his mother. In short, his father had, +at least, been at the Greek woman's yesterday, but had luckily found +only an empty package[189] from Rabette to him (Charles), which, +according to the liberties of the ministerial Church, he had opened and +closed. + +"Why _luckily_?" said Albano. "I will justify and honor my love before +the world." "I referred to myself," he replied; "for never was my father +more friendly to me than since he broke open my last letters. He is this +afternoon in Blumenbühl, and it may well be more on my own account than +my sister's." + +Albano had no fear that the city could drill mining-galleries under his +childhood's land, so as to blow up in one conflagration the blessed +isle,--could he not trust his character and courage and Liana's +own?--but it pained him now that he had so needlessly robbed the +childlike Liana of the joy and merit of a childlike open-heartedness. +How he longed now for the atoning and recompensing moment of the first +meeting again, after the next morning! + +He stayed by his friend as by a consolation, and did not go back till +the evening redness floated about in the rain-clouds. When he came, he +found already awaiting him a letter from Liana, written to-day. + + "O good Albano, why camest thou not? How much I had to say + to thee! How I trembled for thy sake on Friday, when the + frowning cloud pursued thee with its thunder! Thou hast + weaned me too much from sorrow, so strange and heavy has it + become to me now. I was inconsolable the whole evening; at + last, when night fell, the thought sank into my mind that + thou hadst been oppressed as with presentiments, and that + the lightning loved to strike the thunder-house. Why, + indeed, art thou there? I hurried up, and knelt by my bed, + and prayed to God, although the storm had long been + dispersed, that he would have preserved thee. Smile at my + tardy prayer; but I said to him, 'Thou knewest indeed, + all-gracious One, that I would pray.' I was consoled, too, + when I looked up to the stars, and the broken ray of joy + trembled within me. + + "But in the morning Rabette made me sad again. She had seen + thee weeping on the road. A thousand times have I asked + myself, whether I am to blame for that. Can it have come + from this,--for she says so,--that I afflict thee too much + with my death thoughts? Never more shalt thou hear them; the + veil, too, is laid away; but I calculated upon thee + according to my brother, to whom, as he himself says, the + dusk of death is an evening-twilight, in which forms seem to + him more lovely. Truly, I am quite blest; for thou art even + so, and yet hast so little in having me,--only a small + flower for thy heart, but I have thyself. Leave me my + grave-mound; therefrom, as from a mountain, comes better, + more fruitful soil into my valley. O how one loves, Albano, + when all around us crumbles and sinks and melts away in + smoke, and when, still, the bond and splendor of love stand + firm and inviolate on the fleeting ground of life, as I have + often seen with emotion, when standing by waterfalls, a + rainbow hover, undisturbed and unchanged, over the bursting, + impetuous floods! O, would that the nightingales were yet + singing; now I could sing with them! Thy Æolian-harp, my + harmonica, how gladly would I have it in my hand! My father + was with us, and more cheerful and friendly toward all than + ever. Lo, even he is kindly disposed! My parents surely send + no tempest into our feast of roses. I readily did him the + pleasure, therefore,--forgive it!--of promising him, that I + would receive no visits from strangers in a strange + house--because, he said, it was improper. I must go home for + some days on account of the Prince's marriage; but I shall + see thee soon. O forgive! When my father speaks softly, my + soul cannot possibly say, No. Farewell, my noble one! + + L. + + "P. S. Soon a little leaf will come fluttering again over to + thy mountain. Only continue in perpetual joy! O God! why am + I not stronger? What beings shouldst thou then take to thy + heart!--Thou dear one!" + +How was he shamed by this full-blooming love, which never rightly knows +when it is misunderstood, and which presupposes no other fault than its +own! How sadly did the thought of the commanded separation affect him +now, after the voluntary one! He could now love her as a guarding angel +_before_ Paradise, how much more as a giving angel _in_ it! But it is +hard for a man, as the youth felt, clearly to distinguish in the female +heart, especially in this one, intention from instinct, ideas from +feelings, and in this dark, full heaven to count and arrange all the +stars. Everything like hardness, every unpromising bud, arose at last as +a flower; and her worth unfolded itself piece-wise like spring; whereas, +generally, from other maidens, a traveller who visits them carries away +with him directly at his first evening's departure a little complete +flower-catalogue of all their charms and arts, as a Brocken-passenger +gets at the tavern a neat nosegay of the various kinds of mosses which +are found on the mountain. + +He supposed she was now with her parents; and he followed, not as a +pouting schoolboy, but as a harmonious man, the giant of destiny. In the +garden rainy weather held sway, the crop of every heavy tempest, which, +like a war, always devastates the scene of conflict. + +The promised leaflet appeared: "Only be happy. We shall see each other +very, very soon, and then most blissfully. Forgive me! Ah, I long +exceedingly!" + +Now he experienced what days they were which had _once_--that is, only a +few days ago--passed before him as divine apparitions, and which now +again were to come up in the East as returning stars! Why does a +blessing, not till it is lost, cut its way like a sharp diamond so +deeply into the heart? Why must we first have lamented a thing, before +we ardently and painfully love it? Albano threw both past and future +away from him, that he might dwell wholly and purely in that present +which Liana had promised him. + + +71. CYCLE. + +On Sunday morning, when all the blue heavens stood open, and the earth +was festally decked with pearls and twigs, a gentle finger tapped at +Albano's door, which could belong to none but a female hand. It was +Liana who entered at so early an hour; Rabette and Charles without +uttered a loud greeting. On his exulting breast fell the beautiful +maiden, blooming from, her walk, with blessed, bright eyes, a freshly +bedewed rose-bud. It was his finest morning; he had a clear feeling of +Liana's love. As the Æolian-harp sounded in, she looked towards it, +remembered with a blush that fairest evening of the covenant, and +listened in silence, and dried her eyes when she turned them again +towards Albano. But he could not enter into this temple of joy without +having cleansed and healed himself by a frank confession of his late +errors. What a sweet rivalry ensued between them of confessing and +forgiving, when Liana lovingly exclaimed and owned that she had not +understood him lately, that only she was the blamable one, and that she +would begin this very moment to speak better. She could not give herself +any comfort about the secret pangs which she had caused her friend. As +mahogany furniture cracks in no temperature, and contracts no spots, and +needs no polishing, so was it with this heart, Albano's felt, as he now +swore to himself always, even when he did not understand her, to say to +himself, She is right. + +She solved for him the riddle of her appearing to-day with those +friendly looks which a good nature redoubles, when it has anything to +sweeten,--namely, she was going back to Pestitz to-day; but the carriage +would not come till late, till evening, in fact, about tea-time, and so +there remained a whole day before them; and she hoped her father would +not take this circuitous route through Lilar as a breach of her promise. +A loving maiden grows unconsciously more bold. Thereupon she sought to +make him quite calm about the peaceful intentions of her father, and +represented his strictness, in subjecting himself and others to +convenience, as the reason of his prohibition, as well as of her being +summoned back to the wedding-festival. Albano, so soon after the oath +which he had just sworn to himself, kept it, and said, She is right. + +The Captain came in with the red-cheeked Rabette, whose eyes glistened +with joy. The small apartment did not, by narrowness and confusion, make +the pleasure less. Charles, generally so much like Vesuvius, which in +the first hours of morning is still covered with snow, presented already +a warm summit; he seated himself at the instrument and thundered into +the noisy presence with a prestissimo (which lay open) of Haydn's,--that +true hour-caller of rejoicing hours,--and played, to the astonishment of +the females, the hardest part so easily, at sight, that he rather played +into it, than from it, and kept composing much (for instance, the bass) +himself; whereas Albano, with almost comic fidelity, gave you the exact +truth in music quite as much as in history, which, again, always became +in Charles's mouth a piece of his own personal biography. The morning +added wings to all their souls, whereas noon always binds men's wings +down,--hence Aurora goes with winged steeds, and the god of day with +wingless ones. "But how now are our seven pleasure-stations to be made +out?" inquired Charles, "for the day lies like a garden-hall, with +nothing but pleasure-avenues on all sides open before us." "Charles, is +it not, then, a matter of indifference _where_ a man loves?" said +Albano. Blessed one, whose heart needs nothing but one heart more, no +park into the bargain, no _opera seria_, no Mozart, no Raphael, no +eclipse of the moon, not so much as moonlight, and no read or acted +romance! + +"First, I must see my Chariton," said Liana. "Yes," added her brother, +immediately, "she can bring our dinner after us into the gothic temple." +He proposed, namely, on this lovely day, to dine in the twelfth century, +and to sit by a sombre, motley window-light, and on sharp-cornered, +heavy, thick furniture, and, as it were, darkly under the earth of a +green present, glistening overhead, to sit with blooming faces; for +thus did he overload the fullest enjoyments with external contrasts, and +enjoyed every happy present most in the near gleam and reflection of the +sharpened sickle which was to mow them away.[190] "God forbid and avert +it, friend!" said Rabette. Albano, too, deemed the friendly Greek, her +laughing children, and the neighboring rose-fields far preferable, and, +with the aid of Liana, prevailed. Before the embowered cottage the +children came running to meet them, Helena, with her little apron full +of orange-blossoms, which she had picked up, for the breaking of them +off had been forbidden her, and Pollux, in the last, light bandage of +his broken arm, the hand of which had now been obliged to work with its +companion, the right hand, at puckering up and cracking the rose-leaves. +Both gave notice: "Mother was not ready yet, and had dressed them +first." But presently, neat and simple as a priestess destined to dance +around the altar of gods of joy, sprang Chariton to meet her Liana, and, +as she came, continued adjusting her hastily donned clothes by a light +hitching and twitching. "This," said Roquairol, after he had easily +obtained from Rabette a nodding assent thereto, because she had not +understood his French request for the same, "is my spouse since +yesterday,"--and he enjoyed without further circumstance the right of +thouing her, which she, since the friendly encouragement of the +Minister, accepted the more fondly with maidenly presentiments. + +When Liana kindly announced four noonday guests for Chariton, there +stood in the dark eyes of the Greek gleams of joy, and the little face, +with great arched Italian eyebrows, became a stereotype smile, which was +not culinary embarrassment, but merely tongueless joy; which only made +her white semicircle of teeth shine more broadly, when Charles spoke +right out: "Surely thou canst help her, wife!" "Of course!" said +Rabette, quite delighted; because her heart had no longer any other lips +than her two hands, for which, if they could only lay hold of hard work, +it was full as much as if they were pressed by the hand of a lover. Did +she not again and again curse her awkward, hesitating throat, when +Roquairol, in her presence, poured out his sounding and fiery torrents +of speech? On this occasion, when he had again set off the surroundings +with artificial, shadowy refinements, he insisted upon it, of course, +that Chariton should be executive secretary, and Rabette only +corresponding secretary. Liana, too, out of a like womanliness, would +fain do something for her darling; but since she, as a maiden of rank, +could not cook anything, but only bake a little, accordingly it was +assigned her,--but reluctantly on the part of her friend, who never +loved to see the sweet form anywhere else than, like other butterflies, +by his side among the flowers,--at a quite late moment, and for a space +of ten minutes, with her eyes and in extraordinary cases with her three +writing-fingers, to co-operate in making the snow-balls, which were to +close and crown the dessert. + +Never had kitchen ball-queen a broader canopy, or a more beautifully +carved sceptre and apple, or fairer _dames d'atour_[191] than Chariton, +and vessels and fire were quite thrown into the shade thereby. + +Now the happy couples--and the children too--went out into the joyful +day, into the youthful garden, in order, like planets, with their moons, +to stand now near each other, now far off, now in opposition, and now in +conjunction, on their heavenly orbit around the same sun. "We will +launch out at a venture," said Charles, in port, "and see whether we do +not meet." Albano went with Liana after the children, who were already +skipping along on the little houses through the rose-walks, on the +bridge over the singing wood. He whose heart beats in such calm +blissfulness, seeks in the invisible church no visible one: the whole +temple of nature is the temple of love, and everywhere stand altars and +pulpits. On the smoothly descending life-stream man stands without +rudder, happy in his skiff, and leaves it to its own will. + +Then the children, mindful of the maternal prohibition against +excursions, led the way up along the right, over the bridged eminence, +to the western triumphal arch; and Helena, merely as guide of the little +convalescent, ran forward quite unexpectedly and wildly with his hand. +How gladly did Albano follow the little pilots and pointers! Heavens! +when they looked round them on the magnificent height, and into the rich +outspread day, and then into each other's eyes, how freely and broadly +did the arches of their life-bridge rear themselves, and ships, with +swollen sails and proudly towering masts, sail away beneath! Rose-trees +clambered up the triumphal arches, the children reached up, snatched +roses from their summits, and trudged away (working out and proving the +unusual obedience) over four gates, in order, from the fifth, to look +down into the smooth, shining lake, and to descend into the "enchanted +wood," where art, like the children, played her pranks. + +Out of the entrance of the wood came forth Charles and Rabette, on their +way back to Chariton over the arches, the former bound to the +wine-cellar (he had something empty therefrom in his hand), and she +intending to run a moment into the kitchen. He went blissfully, as if on +wings, and said: "Life travels to-day in the constellation of the wain, +far away through the blue." He turned round, however, to let the +_Pleiades_ rise before them, that is, the so-called "inverted rain," +which ascends only for the space of five minutes, and properly only in +an illumination. He led them all into the wondrous wood, through a light +that lay in noonday slumber, glowing under free trees, whose stems, +standing far asunder, only tendered each other their long twigs. At the +focus of the picturesque paths, he let them await the play of the rain. +The children sprang after him with their hopes, and, backed by the +courage of the grown ones, sat down by them, on designated seats of the +gods, or children's seats, between two little round lakes. + +While Charles ran swiftly up and down in zigzag, attending to the +hydraulic and other mechanism,--nearly according to the points of the +labyrinth-garden in Versailles,--they could fly about through the magic +wood that rose everywhere. An all-powerful arm of the Rosana, which +swept by without, struck in among the flowers, and bore a heavy, rich +world; now the water was a fixed mirror, now a winding, beating vein, +now a gushing spring, now a flash of lightning behind flowers, or a dark +eye behind leafy veils; tapering shores, short beds, children's gardens, +round islands, little hills, and tongues of land lay between: they held +their motley, blooming children on arm and bosom, and the blue eyes of +the forget-me-not, and the full tulip-cheeks, and the white-cheeked +lilies played together like brothers and sisters apart from strangers, +but roses ran through all. Now they heard a murmuring and purling; the +lakes beside them bubbled up; on a peeled May-tree, fenced in on an +island, the yellow fir-needles began to drop from above; from the +hanging birches on the tongue of land, an inner rain dripped and glided +down; out of the two lakes beside them water-jets flew like +flying-fishes toward heaven. Now it gushed everywhere, and rows of +fountains, those water-children, played with the flower-children. Like +birds, streams fluttered with broad wings out of the laurel-hedges, and +fell into the groups of roses. On a hill full of oaks, a water-snake +crawled up; victoriously shot out from all the mouths of the shores +besieging arches to the summits; suddenly the cheated spectators found +themselves overhung with rainbows, for the lakes flung their waters high +across over them, so that the wavering sun blazed through the +lattice-work of drops, as through a shivered jewel-world. The children +screamed with a terror of joy. The scared birds cruised through the +shower; night butterflies were cast down; the turtle-doves shook +themselves on the ground, beaten down in the torrents; the banks and the +beds held their blooming little ones beneath the heavens. + +After five minutes the whole was over, and nothing remained, save that +in all flowers and eyes the moist radiance trembled, and on the waves +the stars continued to glisten. The children ran after the +wonder-worker, Charles. "All is over outwardly," said Albano, "but not +within us. I am to-day perfectly and peacefully happy; for thou lovest +me, and the whole world, too, is friendly. Art thou, too, happy, Liana?" +She answered, "Still more happy, and I must needs weep for joy if I told +how happy I am." But she was weeping already. "See! drops!" said she, +naively, as he looked upon her, and wiped _his_, which were the +sprinklings of the rainbow, softly from his cheeks. His lips touched her +holy, tender eye, but the other remained open, and her love looked out +from it at him, and never did her holy soul hover nearer to him. + +After a few minutes this inverted heavenward shower was also over. They +went across the middle of the free gardens to the eastern parts and +gates. How brightly lay the coasts of the future before them, with +thick, high green, and nightingales flying around the shores! Rapture +makes the manly heart more womanly. The voice of his full bosom spoke +but softly to Liana, on whose countenance, turned sidewise and +heavenward, lay a still, pious gratitude; his fiery glance moved but +slowly, and rested on the beautiful world; and he went without hasty +strides around the smallest points of land. The young nightingale whet +her well-fed bill against the twig, and shook herself merrily; the old +one sang a short lullaby, and skipped chanting after fresh food; and +everywhere flew and screamed across each other's paths the children of +spring and their parents. Little white peacocks ran, without their +pride, like little children in the grass. Blissfully floated the swan +between her waves, with the white arch over the eyes that dipped under, +and blissfully hovered the glistening music-fly, like a fixed star, +undisturbed in the air, over a distant, flowery bell. The butterflies, +flying flowers, and the flowers, fettered butterflies, sought and +sheltered each other, and laid their variegated wings to wings; and the +bees exchanged flowers only for blossoms, and the rose which has no +thorns for them they exchanged only for the linden. + +"Liana," said Albano, "how I love the whole world to-day, on thy +account! I could give the flowers a kiss, and press myself into the very +heart of the full trees; I could not tread in the way of the long chafer +down there." "Should one," she replied, "ever feel otherwise? How can a +human being, I have often thought, who has a mother, and knows her love, +so afflict and rend the heart of a brute mother? But Spener says, we do +not forgive beasts even their virtues." "Let us go to him," said he. + +They came out through the eastern gate on the mountain-way behind the +flute-dell, up to the house of old Spener, which lay in noonday +brightness; but, as they heard loud reading and praying, they chose +rather to walk by at a great distance, in order not to throw so much as +their shadow into his holy heaven. + +They gazed into the fair, still flute-dell, and would fain go directly +in; at length it spoke up to them with one flute. Their friends seemed +to be down below there. The flute continued long to complain, as if +lonely and forsaken; no sisters and no fountains murmured in with it. At +last there rose, panting, in company with the flute, a timid, trembling +singer's voice, struggling forth. It was Rabette, behind the tall +bushes. She stirred both to the depths of the soul, because the poor +creature, with the labor of her helpless voice, was rendering her loved +one the meek sacrifice of obedience. "O my Albano," said Liana, twining +around him with ecstasy, "what sweetness to think that my brother is +happy, and has found peace of soul, and _that_ through thy sister!" "He +deserves all my peace," said he, with emotion; "but we will not disturb +the two, but go back the old way." For Rabette's tones were often cut +short, but it was uncertain whether by fear, or by kisses, or by +emotion. + +When they came in again through the eastern gate, the songstress and +Charles came out of the green portal to meet them, both with wet eyes. +Charles, stepping impetuously over living beds, and with wandering eyes, +grasped a hand of both with his, and said, "This is, for once in this +rainy world, a day which does not look like a night. Brother, but when +one is so deeply blest, and catches the music of the spheres, the tones +are such as were once heard in token that from Mark Antony his patron +deity, Hercules, was departing." Thus are joys, like other jewels, +mechanical poisons, which only in the distance shine, but, when touched +and swallowed, eat into us. But Albano replied, smiling, "Since thou now +fearest, dear friend, thou hast nothing to fear; for thou art not +perfectly happy. I, however, alas! fear nothing." "Bravo!" said Charles; +"now go into your kitchen, maiden!" He went into the so-called "Temple +of Dreams," but soon hastened after her into the forbidden kitchen. + +Albano visited Liana's spring chamber. Here he painted to himself from +memory that bright Sunday when Liana led him through Lilar, and he let +the past soothingly glimmer into the present; but the latter overpowered +the former with its beams. Out in the garden stood and shone, so it +seemed to him, the pure pillars of his heaven, the supporters of his +temple, the trees; and all that he here saw near him belonged again to +his happiness, Liana's books and pictures and flowers, and every little +mark of her tender hand. + +At last the saint of the Rotunda herself--suffused with a virgin blush +at this nearness and at his blushing--stepped in, to take him away into +the cool dining-room. It was small and dusky, but the heart needs not +for its heaven much space nor many stars therein, if only the star of +love has arisen. To the table-talk,--whereby alone an eating becomes a +human one,--and to the jokes,--the finest _entremets_, the powdered +sugar of conversation,--the children contributed their share, especially +as they, unqualified to ascend from the forbidden _thou_ to _you_, +always used thou-you at once. The deeply-red Chariton made extracts from +Dian's letters and from the history of her life, and from the surgeon's +bulletins in relation to Pollux's broken arm; she sought to extol the +snow-balls, listened with a half-credulous, half-cunning look to the +Captain, who spun out the sportive marriage-thou toward Rabette into +five acts, and smiled with pleasure just where it was required. +Especially did that music-barrel of all souls, Charles, spin joyously +round; that Jupiter, around whom the eclipses of so many satellites were +always flying, could show a great, serene splendor, when he and others +wished. As often as Albano, according to the old way, would not come to +his tragedy, he drew up the curtain of a comedy. To the good Rabette a +word was as good as a look from him, although she only returned the +latter, so as neither to fall into the _Thou_ nor into the _You_. +Albano, knit with ears and eyes to one soul, could not produce with his +lips much more than a smile of bliss; he could more easily have made a +hymn than a _bon-mot_, a grace at meat than a dinner speech. For his +Liana was to-day too affectionate, so contentedly and exhilaratingly did +the sweet maiden look round with such hearty play, acting the chatty, +bantering hostess, that a man who saw it and thought of her firm +death-belief, would only have been so much the more deeply affected by +this dance around the grave with flowers on the head, though he should +remark--or rather for the very reason of his remarking--that she was +here merely carrying on a joke with jocoseness itself for the +sake--according to her new moral funeral arrangement--of sweetening for +her beloved every parting-hour, as well the next as the last of all. But +this was hard to perceive, because in female souls every show easily +becomes reality, whether it be a sad or a gay one. + +How happy was her friend and every good being to think that the saint +pronounced herself blest! And then she became, in turn, still more so. +Thus does the radiance of joy dart to and fro between sympathizing +hearts, as between two mirrors, in growing multiplication, and grows +without end. + + +72. CYCLE. + +The hour of departure came rolling on with swifter and swifter wheels; +more constellations of joy went down than came up. Thus do the blooming +vineyards of life always grow green on the ups and downs of a +mountainous way, never on a smooth plain. The two lovers needed quiet +now, not walks. They took the nearest, the path to the thunder-house. +They stepped into the glimmering vesper-grounds as into a new land; at +mid-day man is awakened from one dream after another, and has always +forgotten and sees things always new. In Albano the golden splendor of +the strings of joy still lingered under the declining sun; he told her +gladly, how often he would visit her at her parents', and how he +certainly hoped to find them friendly. Liana, as a daughter and a lover, +retouched all his hopes with her own. But now she let her hitherto light +heart, which had been rocking itself on the flowers of sport, sink back +upon the solid ground of earnest. + +When there is peace and fulness in a man, he wishes not to enjoy +anything else but himself; every motion, even of the body, jostles the +full nectar-cup. They hastened out of the loud, lively garden into the +still, dark thunder-house. But when, as if parted from the world, which +lay out around the windows, brightly glistening and far receding, they +stood alone together in the little twilight, and looked upon each +other,--and when Albano's soul became like a sun-drunken mountain at +evening, light, warm, firm, and fair, and Liana's soul like an +up-gushing spring on the mountain, which glides away purely bright and +cool and hidden, and only under the touch of the evening-beam glows in +rosy redness,--and now that these souls had just found each other in the +wide, unharmonious world,--then did a mighty joy thrill through them +like a prayer, and they cast themselves upon each other's hearts, and +glowed and wept and looked upon each other exaltedly in the +embrace;--and, on the Æolian-harp, suddenly the folding doors of an +inspired concert-hall flew open, and outswelling harmonies floated by, +and suddenly again the gates shut to. + +They seated themselves at the breezy eastern window, before which the +mountains of Blumenbühl and Lilar's hills and paths lay in the sunlight. +Around them was evening shade, and all was still, and the Æolian-harp +breathed low. They only looked at each other, and felt joy to their +innermost being that they loved and possessed each other. How +ecstatically did they look, from the protection of this citadel, down +into the sounding, stirring world! Down below the wind blew the blaze of +poppies and tulips far and wide, and in among the heavy, yellow harvest. +The silver-poplars, wearing eternal May-snow, fluttered with uptossing +splendor; a flock of pigeons went rustling away, and dipped into the +blue; and overhead, amid flying clouds, stood those round temples of +God, the mountains, in rows, beside each other, bearing alternate nights +and days; and the pious father stood alone on his hill, and handed his +roe tender branches. + +"Thus may we ever remain!" said Albano, and pressed her dear hand with +both of his to his heart. "Here and hereafter!" said she. "Albano, how +often have I wished thou wert at the same time my female friend, that I +might speak with thee of thyself! Who on the earth knows how I esteem +thee, except myself alone?" "Here and hereafter? Liana, I am happier +than thou, for I alone believe in our _long_ life here," said he, all at +once changed. + +Whatever, now, may have been the reason,--whether that man is not at all +accustomed to be happy in a pure present, severed from all future and +past, because his inner heaven, like the natural one, directly over his +head and close to him, always looks dark-blue, and only round about the +distant horizon radiant; or that there is a bliss so tender and +unearthly as, like the moonshine, to be made too dark by every passing +cloud, whereas a sturdy one, like daylight, can bear the broadest; or +that Albano was too much like men who always in joy feel their powers so +strongly that they would rather kick over the table of the gods than see +a dish or a loaf of the heavenly bread less thereupon, rather be +perfectly miserable than not perfectly happy;--suffice it, he could not +and would not be guilty of longer fear and concealment. + +So, when Liana, instead of answering, only embraced him, and was silent, +because she meant to remain the whole day true to her promise not to +dash the festal tapestry of fair days with a shade of mourning-cloth, +then, as if urged on by a strange spirit, he spoke out: "Thou answerest +nothing? Only joys, not sorrows, shall I share? Thou hast not thy veil? +Wilt thou spare _me_ as a weakling? and thee alone shall thy +death-belief continue to oppress? Liana, I will have pangs, too, and all +thine,--tell all!" + +"Truly, I only meant to keep my promise," said she, "and no more. But +what then shall I say to thee, dear?" + +"Dost thou believe, then, that thou art certainly to die after a year, +superstitious one?--heavenly one!" said he. + +"In so far as it is God's will, certainly," said she. "O my good Albano, +how can I help my belief, much as it pains thee too?" And here she could +no longer restrain her tears, and all the crucifixes of memory started +up alive in the fair soul, and bled intensely. + +"God's will?" asked he. "Quite as well might he at this moment +precipitate a winter as an iceberg, into this happy summer. God?" he +repeated, looked up, knelt down, and prayed, "O thou all-loving God--But +thou shalt not die to me!" He turned, as if in anger, towards her, +incapable of continuing his prayer, for the cry of his heart, and wiping +hastily with both hands over his moist face. Now he prayed on, with a +soft, trembling voice: "No, thou all-loving One! kill not this fair, +young life! Leave us together long in purity and in peace." + +She knelt involuntarily at his side;--to-day more exhausted with +pleasures and unknown inner victories, even with long walking, so much +the more intensely struck by a moving reality that she had been spoiled +and softened by moving fancies, and inexpressibly afflicted at Albano's +sorrow;--she could not speak; her head and neck bowed, as under a +burden suddenly laid upon them; and thus, as one heavily overclouded by +a whole life, she looked down upon the floor. The embracing death-flood +sounded with one arm around her; then did she see, without looking up, +her Caroline pass by somewhere in bridal dress, and with the white, +gold-spangled veil trailing along far over life; and she saw clearly how +the celestial shape, when Albano begged for her life, shook its head +slowly to and fro. "Cease to pray!" she cried, inconsolably. "But listen +to me, thou cold apparition, and only make _him_ happy!" she prayed, but +she saw nothing more; and, with inexpressible love, she hid her face, +marked all over with the lines of agony, upon his breast. + +Here her brother called up, that the carriage was ready. She threw down +a quick, thin-voiced "Yes." "Must we part?" asked Albano; the fiery rain +of ecstasy had now fallen back into his open soul, in the shape of a +darker rain of ashes; and so he went on without any bounds to his +anguish. "Then have we seen each other for the last time?" and under the +closed eyelid his noble eye wept. + +"No! in the name of the All-gracious, no!" said she, and rose to go. +"Stay!" said he, and she staid, and embraced him again. "But do not +accompany me!" she entreated. "Not!" said he, and held her for some time +as she withdrew, by the tips of the fingers; it pained him so much, when +he saw the sufferings which had been brought upon this still form, that +these white wings of innocence had beaten themselves bloody against his +cliffs and mountain-horns. He drew her again to himself, ere he let her +and his salvation go from him. He looked after her as she slowly stole +down along the sunny mountain, drying her eyes under the twigs, and +went with bowed head along all the gay, blooming paths of the forenoon's +walk. But he gazed not after, when her carriage rolled away across the +joyous wood; he stood at the eastern window, and saw his childhood's +mountains tremble, because he had forgotten to dry his eyes. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[180] The Titan was originally divided into four volumes.--TR. + +[181] A musical term, meaning the compensation made by +transferring to imperfect concords part of the beauty of the +perfect ones.--TR. + +[182] Every partial development of course works well for the +whole; but only for this reason, because its opposite partial one +balances it in a higher equation and sum total, so that all +individual men are only the limbs of a single giant, such as the +Swedenborgian _man_ is. But in so far as, in one individual, a +want arises which helps out an opposite one in another,--so that +the road of humanity plagues and trips equally much by hills and +by hollows,--it will be seen that every one-sided fulness is, +only a cure of the times, not their health; and that the higher +law is, after all, a culture slower in the individual, but still +harmonious; less in amount, indeed, but impartial, and thereby, +in the long run, even more rapid. We always forget that--as in +mechanics power and time are mutual supplements--eternity is the +infinite power. + +[183] According to Borreux, the engineer, literally only every +thousandth shot from small-arms hits. So is it in all cases; fear +death, and then there stand flower-pots ready to fall from +chamber-windows, lightnings from the blue sky, air-guns going +off, polypuses in the heart, mad dogs, robbers, every gash in the +finger, _aqua toffana_, proud flesh, &c., in short, all +nature--that ever-going, crushing cochineal-mill--stands with +innumerable open scissors of fate round about thee, and thou hast +no consolation, save this, that--nevertheless people grow eighty +years old. Fear impoverishment: then fire, flood, famine, and +war, banditti and revolutions, set upon thee with greedy claws +and fangs; and yet, thou rich man! the poor man--creeping along +under the same birds of prey--becomes at last as rich as thou. +March, therefore, boldly through the slumbering lion-herd of +dangers, lying on the right and left, and go up to the fountain, +only do not wantonly wake them up; of course a hell-god drags +down individuals who feared nothing; but so, too, does a higher +God draw up individuals who expected nothing; and fear and hope +are swallowed in one common night. + +[184] Titan, 13. Cycle. + +[185] At the court of King Olaus, the royal youth Olo, dressed as +a peasant, offered himself as a champion of the daughter against +robbers. Then did the fire of the eyes and nobleness of form tell +as proof of a high descent; thus did Suanhita, for example, +recognize King Regner in a herdsman's guise by the beauty of his +eye and face. The king's daughter looked searchingly into Olo's +flaming eye, and came near swooning; she essayed a second look, +and was senseless; and at the third, swooned. The divine youth +therefore cast his eyelids down but uncovered his brow and his +golden hair and the signs of his rank. See "The German and his +Native Land," by Rosenthal and Karg, Vol. I. pp. 166, 167. + +[186] For what we call light is only an intenser white. No one +sees, by night, the luminous stream which rushes upward along by +the earth, pouring from the sun upon the full moon. + +[187] This warmer, tenderer, more timid, ever-praised sex, living +more in the opinion of others than in its own, is poisonously +pierced by a reproach which only pricks _us_ so as to draw a +little blood, as noxious beasts, in warm countries and months, +poison, and in cold ones only wound. Therefore let the girls' +schoolmaster consider that a dose which is satire upon the +boy--who, besides, must withstand opinion--becomes a lampoon, +when it lights upon his sister. + +[188] Poetic name for May.--TR. + +[189] In which were always enclosed letters from Liana to Albano. +Let every one see here, by two examples, how on the harmonica of +love a brother must stand in front as key-bank for the sister, +who would reach the bells. There should, therefore, always be a +couple of couples, diametrically connected in sisterhood and +affection. + +[190] "Such a character," writes Hafenreffer in this connection, +"were desirable for romancing Kotzebues, for they, as he always +will, according to his nature, create and raise the dignity of +the situation by the accidental place thereof, might, under the +cloak of his personality, humor entirely their own and disguise +the weakness of the poet under the weakness of the hero." +Methinks this is, so far as a biographer of romancers can decide, +very striking. + +[191] Tiring-women.--TR. + + + + +SIXTEENTH JUBILEE. + +THE SORROWS OF A DAUGHTER. + + +73. CYCLE. + +Clouds like these last consisted with Albano less of falling drops than +of settling dust. His life was yet a hothouse, and stood therefore +toward the sunny side. Every day brought a new apology for the absent +sweetheart, till at last she needed one no longer. But still he gave to +every day its letter of indulgence for her silence; by and by they grew +into letters of respite (moratories); finally, when she never let +anything at all be heard or read from her; then he began to re-examine +the afore-said apologies, and strike out many things therein. + +Quite as little could he find for himself, or for a note, a way of +access to her. Even the Captain had been gone for some days on a journey +to Haarhaar. With faint hands he held the heavy, drained cup of joy, +which, when empty, weighs the heaviest. The wild hypotheses which man in +such a case trots[192] through him--as in this, for instance, that of +Liana's being sick, having caught cold, her imprisonment, absence on a +journey--are, in their alternation and value, to be compared with +nothing, except with the quite as great wildness and number of the +plans which he enlists and dismisses,--that of abduction, of hate, of a +duel, of despair. + +The terrible motionless time had no gnomon on its dial-plate. He stood +as near his fate as man does to his dreams, without being able to +recognize or prepare for its form, any more than one can for that which +dreams will take. He went often into the city, through all whose streets +there was riding, running, and driving, because they were about bringing +and nailing together the beams for the grandest throne-scaffolding, on +which the princely bride at her introductory compliment in the land, +might look round the farthest; but he heard nothing there of his own +bride, except that she quite often visited the picture-gallery with the +Minister. + +Hereby two distressing hypotheses, that of her sickness, and that of her +being at war with her family, seemed to lose their stings. The best, +though the hardest thing was, to go straight to the Minister, as to +Vesuvius, in order there to have the fairest prospect. He visited the +Vesuvius. In fact this volcano was never more still and green. He asked +after everything, and expressed himself upon much which immediately +concerned the marriage festival; nor did he seek to conceal his hopes +and wishes that the Count would help welcome the admirable bride. + +At last the latter, too, must venture to unfold _his_ hopes and wishes +about the ladies. The Minister replied, with uncommon pleasantness, that +the two had just carried back the "charming Mademoiselle von Wehrfritz" +to Blumenbühl; and indulged himself forthwith in a eulogium of that +"unsophisticated nature." Albano soon took his leave, but much happier +than when he came. A few street-lamps[193] certainly were now burning on +his path. + +But in the morning he fell into a little obscure alley, where there was +not a single one; in other words, Rabette, the little reindeer, came +running to Lilar, as she yesterday had to Pestitz,--for what is a race +of a mile to a country-girl, else than a simple _Allemande_?[194]--and +shook and shook her heart before him, even to its very ears, but nothing +fell out of it except pleasant images, a few heavens, a complete +wedding-day, a couple of parents-in-law, and a Captain's wife. "The +Minister had been so courteous toward me, but--the mother afterward +still more so toward my parents; and they have mentioned and praised the +Captain so much,--in short, they of course know all, my glorious, +heartily-loved brother!" said she,--but of Liana she had nothing to +bring to her glorious brother, except a bill of her health; her joyous +eye had not turned toward any dark region whatever. "We were not alone a +minute, that is the reason of it," she added, and came again upon the +subject of her Captain, whom the Minister had sent out on the Haarhaar +road, as chief marshal of the escort of the Princess; yet she referred +him to the illumination night in Lilar, when she and Liana, and the +parents on both sides, had arranged to be there. Thou good creature! who +is so cruel as to begrudge thee the glittering ring of joy, which thou +contemplatest on thy brown and hard-boiled hand, and who does not fondly +wish that its stones may never fall out? + +Soon after, the brother of the past festivals flew to the heart of the +deserted one,--Charles. He repeated almost exactly Rabette's deposition, +although not her rapture; he said,--but without special emotion,--that +his father actually threw him the brotherly hand kiss through several +rooms, distinguished and designated him quite particularly, and kindly +made use of him for business purposes; and all this merely since he had +become acquainted with his love for Rabette, and the silent assent of +the parents; for with his father, though the heart was of no account, +yet Rabette's fief was, especially as one could not trust, with all the +romantic stock-jobbing of his heart, that he would not himself one day +realize the poorest result. + +With a sighing breast, which would gladly have imparted more to an +expecting one, Charles merely related that he had found Liana well and +quiet, but not alone for one minute. The association of another's want +with his own open, rich fortune was, so Albano believed, the fair, +tender reason why Charles glided with such cool, fleeting pleasure over +the parental benediction of his soul's bond. O, how he loved him at this +moment! Could he have loved him ever so much more, he would have done +it, though Liana had been actually lost to the sum of his happiness, +merely to show himself and him that holy friendship wants no third heart +in order to love a second. + +This cloud of silence lay fixed for weeks, and grew more and more dark +around his fairest heights; and the guiltless one went round and round +through the darkness in a circle of contradictions. How must this youth +have harassed himself when he thought, as he soon did, that the parents +would, in all probability, reject an alliance with him, as he, indeed, +thought himself obliged rather to forget than to reciprocate their +advances, and that they might sacrifice two hearts to political +heartlessness; or when he let fall upon the innocent Liana the suspicion +of giving way before parental assaults, which suspicion received +reinforcement from the past through the conjecture that she had +embraced him rather in poetical enthusiasm and from goodness, and more +with wings than with arms, and that, in fact, accustomed to such long +submissions, she could hardly distinguish sacrifices and inclinations, +and might take one for the other; or when, as he soon and oftenest did, +he turned the point of all these weapons against his own breast, and +asked himself why he had such a firm confidence in friendship, and such +a wavering one in love. Then this reproach led him to a second, upon +every previous one, which he had cast upon the good soul merely for the +sake, according to the proselyting system and reforming mania which men +exercise more upon their wives than upon their friends, of melting her +down for his own mould. This last he might rue; as Holberg[195] observes +that men do not keep estates so well as women, because the former are +always wanting to improve them more than the latter; on the same ground, +also, lovers spoil women more than these do them. + +For the sake merely of getting more expeditiously from the tedious +tribunal of the future his sentence of death, or a more agreeable +document, he went again to the ministerial house. He was again smilingly +received by the Minister, and seriously by the mother; and, in reply to +his question, Liana was not quite well. He laid before old Schoppe (who +now pressed his friendship upon him more warmly, and who, for some time +near the dissecting-knife of the Doctor, had not studied any other heart +than that which was to be spattered to pieces and prepared) a short +question about the Doctor's visits at the Minister's. How was he +astonished when he heard that no one out of the house any longer made +any visits to it, (while Liana, quite blooming, went into all circles,) +except merely the Lector, who made very frequent ones! + +He well comprehended that only the Medusa's-heads of the parents could +turn the softest heart into stone against him; but even this he found +not right. He boldly demanded that she should love him more than her +parents, "not from egotism," said he to himself, "not on my account, but +on her own." A lover wishes a great, indescribable love, of which he +thinks himself always only the accidental and unworthy object, merely +for the sake of tendering the highest himself. + +Even the silent Lector, who generally placed all newly rising lights +behind light-shades and fire-screens, communicated unbidden to the Count +the novel tidings that Liana would be, under the administration of the +coming Princess, something--[196]maid of honor. His old jealous +suspicion of Augusti's wishes or relations allowed him no answer to +that. + +Now his spirit manned itself, and he wrote straight to the soul that +belonged to him, and sent the letter to her brother for delivery. The +latter came the next day, but seemed to him not to have any answer yet, +because he would otherwise have given it with the first greeting. +Charles introduced him to the Haarhaar court, where he had lately been; +said every nerve there had on jack-boots, and every heart a +hoop-petticoat; then went on to eulogize the youngest, but most +unpopular Princess, _Idoine_; declared she possessed, in addition to all +her other advantages,--for instance, purity, kindness, decision of +character, which even on the throne selects for itself its own lot and +life,--the further grace of amiableness, since even the princely bride, +who loved no one else, hung upon her heart, and--last, not least--the +advantage of a very deceptive similarity to Liana. + +"Has Liana received my letter yet?" asked Albano. Charles handed it back +to him. "By Heaven!" said he, ardently, and yet ambiguously, "I could +not get it to her just now. But, brother, canst thou believe, only for +one minute, that she does not remain forever most thine?" "I do not +believe anything at all!" said Albano, offended, and tore his leaf on +the spot into little bits no bigger than the letters. "Only _we_ will," +he continued, with a tone of emotion, "remain, as we are, firm as iron, +and flexible as iron when it comes out of the furnace." The deeply +touched friend sought to console him with the following: "Only wait, I +pray, the illumination evening;[197] then she will speak with thee. She +must certainly appear, and thou wilt wonder in what character, and for +whom." He nodded silently; he easily gathered her part from her +resemblance to Idoine, and from her expected office at court. But what +help was it to his fortune? + +With the return of his note, which he despatched against his pride, that +same pride came back in renewed strength. Now was a hot seal stamped on +Albano's bleeding lip; he had now nothing for and before him, except +time, which was now his poison, and would by and by, as he hoped, be his +antidote. Nothing was ever master over his sense of honor, when it was +once roused. He could look forward to a scaffold on which blood spurted +out, but he could not look upon a pillory where, under the heavy, +poisonous, murderous pain of scorn and self-contempt, a downcast, +distracted face hung on the sinful breast. + +Charles sometimes approached with a few lights the long night-like +riddle; but Albano, however much he wished them, staggered him by +opposition, and sought not even to hear him, much less to ask him +questions. So he lay on hard, youthful, thorny rose-buds, which a single +hour can open into tender roses. Victories beget victories, as defeats +do defeats; he found now, if not a complete relief from the emotions +which besieged him, nevertheless a mountain-fortification against them, +provisioned for a little eternity, in the shape of an astronomical +observatory. With an entire and firmly collected soul he threw himself +upon theoretical astronomy, in order not to see daylight, and upon +practical astronomy in order not to see night. The watch-tower stood +indeed upon a mountain intermediate between the city and Blumenbühl, and +commanded a view of both; but he cast his eyes only upon the +constellations, not upon those rosy-red spots of the earth, where they +now could have sucked out of the cold flower-cups only water instead of +honey. Thus amid the festive preparations in Lilar did he go armed to +meet the long delaying evening when the presence of the fairest soul +should either bless or destroy him, vainly looking from time to time at +the distant telegraph of his destiny, which was constantly moving, +uncertain whether with peaceful or hostile significance. + + +74. CYCLE. + +To remove the seals from the enrolled acts of the foregoing history for +the purpose of looking into it,--or to push back the blinds and shove up +the windows of the same,--or to uncover so many covered ways and +vehicles,--or, in fine, the whole matter,--all that is mere +metaphors,--and the most inappropriate ones, too,--which cannot serve +any other purpose than only to hold off still longer and more tediously +the long-expected solution, which they would fain describe; much rather +and better, methinks, will the whole war and peace position in the +ministerial palace be at once freely laid bare as follows:-- + +Herr Von Froulay had, as has been already mentioned, come home from +Haarhaar with a _Belle-vue_ in his face, and with a _mon-plaisir_ in his +heart (provided these tropes do not seem more elaborate than exquisite). +He told his lady openly, what had hitherto detained and enchanted him so +long,--the future Princess, who had conceived for him a more than +ordinary fancy. He threw a full, glorifying light on her enriched +understanding,--he never praised anything beyond this in +ladies,[198]--as well as a faint streak of shade upon his own _her's_; +and pronounced himself fortunate in the possession of a person whose +fine, persistent coquetry (he said) he for his part could recommend as a +model, and whose attachment he, in fact, (that he pretended not to +conceal,) reciprocated half-way, but only half-way, for it was perfectly +true, what the Duke of Lauzun[199] asserted: in order to keep the love +of Princesses, one must just hold them in right hard and short. In the +old man accordingly there shoots up, as we see, quite late,--not unlike +the case of fresh teeth,--which oftentimes old men do not cut till they +are nonagenarians,--a lover's heart beneath the star; only it is more to +be wished than hoped, he will especially play the ridiculous in the +matter. For as he all the week long holds the helm of state, either on +the rower's bench, to keep it in motion, or on the cabinet-maker's +bench, to trim it down into a fine and light shape for the Prince; the +consequence is, he is so tired when Saturday comes, that no Virgil and +no tempest could persuade him--and though his feet had not more steps to +take for the purpose than the number of feet in Virgil's hexameter, or +of commandments in the Decalogue of Moses--to accompany a Dido out of +the storm into the nearest cave. He does no such thing. He remains quite +as free from sentimental and pathetic love as from sensual, especially +as he apprehends that the former would in the end entangle him in the +latter, because like a minor-tone it has quite a different returning +scale from its ascending one. The ironical and stinging element in the +man made every marriage--even that of souls--to him as well as to other +world's people as disagreeable in the end as the spines of the hedgehogs +make theirs. He lays up, therefore, in the future for the Princess only +a cold, politic, coquettish, courtly love, such as she herself haply +has, and such as he has occasion for, in order less to gain her than to +gain from her, and to gain first of all the entire Prince. I promise +myself cosmopolitan readers, who, I hope, find no offence to this +personage in Froulay's partiality for his lady; for so soon as the +court-preacher has but once laid his joining hand on the Princess, then +has this house-steward made, as it were, the cut in the pea-hen,[200] +and she can then be taken off untouched, and be feasted on in other +places. + +I have already (in the second volume) intimated the anxiety of the +Minister's lady lest the Minister, if he should (in this volume) come +back and not find Liana at home, should chafe; but, contrary to +expectation, he approved; her use of the country air-bath fell in +exactly with his design of sending her into the vapor-bath of the court +atmosphere. He told her mother that it by no means displeased him that +she should now be entirely well, since the new Princess would select her +for her maid of honor, whenever he should say the word. He could not for +three minutes see a sceptre or a sceptrelet lying by him without proving +its polarity for himself, and either attracting or repelling something +with it. As the famous theologian, Spener,--a predecessor of our +Spener,--prayed to God so beautifully thrice a day for his friends, one +finds with similar pleasure that the courtier daily prays a little for +his friends before his god, the Prince, and seeks to obtain something. + +The Minister's lady, never opposing his changeable plans in the sketch, +but only in the execution, easily became reconciled with his latest one, +because it at least seemed rather to stand in no auxiliary relation to +the old one of the bethrothal to Bouverot. + +One evening, unfortunately, the fatal, anxious Lector--who pasted the +smallest visiting-card to a Fulda's historic chart--arrived in her +presence with his packet-ship, and came ashore having under his two arms +the state and imperial advertisements of her two children; he had one of +them under each; and yet why do I fly out upon the man? Could a +double-romance, especially when played in the open air, remain better +concealed than a single one? + +Her astonishment can be compared with the greater astonishment of her +husband, who happened to have just been screwing on in the third chamber +his tin ear,--made by Schropp of Magdeburg,--in order to listen to the +servants, and who now caught a number of things. Nevertheless, the +double-ear, with the broad meshes of its nocturnal lark-net, had only +fished up from Augusti's low, whispering, courtly lips single, long, +proper names,--such as Roquairol and Zesara. Hardly had the soft-spoken +Lector gone out, when he stepped gayly into the chamber, with his ear in +his hand, and demanded of her a report of the reports. He held +it beneath his dignity either to patch up or disguise his +suspicion,--which, even in the friendliest and gayest mood, would never +shut its Argus ears and eyes,--or to dissemble his eavesdropping, with +so much as a syllable or a blush of shame; the fair lilies of the most +colorless impudence were not painted, but branded on him. The Minister's +lady immediately seized upon the female expedient, of telling the +truth--half-way; namely, the agreeable truth of Roquairol's +well-received advances at the house of Wehrfritz, whose estate and +provincial directorship had been cast into a very fitting shape for a +father-in-law. Meanwhile the Minister had seen in his lady's face the +mourning-border around this pleasant notification-document, far too +clearly and broadly not to inquire about that prominent word "Zesara," +which his delicate tin searcher had also caught up, but he inquired in +vain; for the mother held her good daughter too dear to set this wolf on +the scent for her into her Eden; she hoped to get her out of it in a +gentler way, by a divine voice and angels; and so evaded his question. + +But the wolf now ran farther on in his track; he got the gout in his +stomach,--so it was reported to Dr. Sphex,--demanded of him speedy aid, +and also some intelligence of his tenant, the Count. Doctor and Madam +Sphex had already a grudge against the inflated youth; through their +four juvenile envoys, as _enfans perdus_ in every sense, as four +hearing-organs of every city rumor, much might be brought in on +advice-yachts from Blumenbühl and Lilar. In short, the auricular organs +fitted in so well to those of others, that Froulay, in a few days, was +in a situation to ask, with his lily brow, the Greek woman for a letter +to his son, which he offered to take along with him. + +He found one, which he broke open with great joy, without, however, +finding anything therein from Albano's or Liana's hand, but only some +stupid allusion of Rabette to that couple, which, to the Minister, were +as much as if, with his sharp exciseman's-probes, he had bored into +Liana's heart and lighted upon contraband there. Without any long, +slavish copying of the former seal, he set a second upon the letter, and +went away enlightened by it. + +We can all follow him, when we have detained ourselves only a few +minutes for his justification, with my + + +_Apology and Defence[201] in the Matter of the Second Seal upon Letters +in State Affairs._ + +Whether the examination of other people's letters pertains to old +Froulay as minister or father,--(although the latter presupposes the +former, the father of the country implying every other father and his +own too,)--I will not decide, except by the parenthesis just inserted. +The state which tackles on the post-horses before letters has, it +should seem, the right to examine more narrowly, under the closed visor +of the seal, these not so much _blind_ as blinding _passengers_,[202] in +order to know whether it is not using its horses in the service of its +enemies. The state, an ever-drawing light-magnet, means certainly only +to have light in the case, and particularly light upon all light in +general; it requires only the naked truth, without cover or covering. +All that rides and fares through its gates must, though it were dressed +in a surtout, just open its _red_ mouth, and say what name and business. + +As the common soldier must first show his letters to his officer, the +garrison-soldier of the Bastile to the governor, the monk his to the +prior, the American colonist his to the Dutchman,[203]--in order that he +may burn them up, if they find fault with him,--so, surely, can no +statesman, whether he regards the state as a barrack, or as an +Engelsburg, or as a _monasterium duplex_, or as a _European possession +in Europe_, deny it the right to keep all its letters as open as bills +of lading, patents of nobility, bills of sale, and apostolic epistles +are. The only mistake is, that it does not get hold of the letters +before they are enveloped and sealed. That is immoral enough; for it +necessitates the government to open and shut,--to draw the letter out of +the case, and put it back again, as the cook with pains turns the snail +out of his shell, and then, when he is once taken off from the fire, +shoves him back again into it, to serve him up therein. + +This last is the point of the compass and cardinal wind which is to +guide us onward; for universally acknowledged as it is, just as custom +and observance are, that the government, on the same ground on which it +opens the _last_ will, must have the power to unseal also the last but +one, and the one before that, and finally the very first, before its +heir can do it, and that a prince must be able still more readily to +bring servants' letters into the same deciphering chancery (and into +their antechamber, the unsealing chamber), wherein the letters of +princes and legates fly open before the caper-spurge,[204] nevertheless +the cork-drawing of letters,--the joint seal, the vicariate seal, the +laborious imitation of the L. S., or _loco sigilli_,--all this is +something very annoying and almost detestable; out of the wrong a right +must therefore be made by constitutional repetition. + +Something of the kind might be brought about, I flatter myself, if it +were commanded to write letters only on stamp-paper. An inspecting and +stamping office appointed for that purpose would then read everything +over beforehand. + +Or one might prohibit in future all private seals, just as they do +mint-stamps for private coin. A seal-department would then interfere, +with full rights, and seal up, as they now do the legacies of the +deceased, so in that case those of the living. + +Or--which is perhaps preferable--an epistolary _censorship_ must +commence. Unprinted newspapers, _nouvelles à la main_,[205]--that is, +letters,--can never, inasmuch as they divulge still greater mysteries, +demand a greater freedom of censorship than printed newspapers; +especially as every letter, now-a-days, so easily becomes a circular, +going everywhere. A catalogue of prohibited letters (_index +expurgandarum_) would always be, in that case, a _word to +correspondents_. + +Or let the postmasters be put under oath that they will be faithful +referendaries of whatever they find weighty or considerable in the +letters, which, before despatching, they have laid in the mental +letter-balance, and closed again, with the hope, according to the +Leibnitzian principle of the non-distinguishable seal, of speeding them +far and wide. + +If the State finds all these ways of reading and closing letters new and +difficult, then it may go on in its own way--of opening them. + + * * * * * + +Froulay flew, laughing, to his lady, and assured her her falsehood +towards him was no news to him at all. Her present plan, merely to work +against Herr von Bouverot and himself, he understood full well. Hence it +was that Rabette had had to come in, and the daughter to go out. +Meanwhile he would show the hypocrite and bigot, or whoever it might be, +that she had not merely a mother, but a father too. "She must +immediately come home; _je la ferai damer,[206] mais sans vous et sans +M. le Compte_," he concluded, with an allusion to the office of +court-dame. + +But the Minister's lady began, in accordance with her vehement contempt +of his projects and powers, with that coldness which would have more +exasperated every ardent one than this cold one, to say to him that she +must needs disapprove and oppose Liana's and the Count's love still more +than he did; that she had merely, in an excessive and otherwise never +disappointed confidence in Liana's openness of soul, believed her rather +than herself, and, notwithstanding so many signs of Albano's partiality, +let her go to Blumenbühl; that she would, however, give him her word on +the spot to act with as much energy and spirit against the Count as +against the German gentleman, and that she was, as surely as she knew +Liana, almost certain of the easiest and happiest result. + +Of course this was unexpected to him and--incredible, especially after +the previous concealment; only the finest man's soul distinguishes in +the female the blending boundaries of self-deception and wilful +delusion, weakness and deceit, accident and intent; besides, the +Minister's lady was one of those women whom one must first love in order +to know them, a case which is generally reversed. He readily accepted on +the one hand the confession of her agreement and co-operation,--merely +for the sake, hereafter, of turning it as a weapon against her;--but he +could not conceal, on the other hand, that _there again_ (that was +always his phrase) she had, according to her own confession, neglected +to watch over her children from a want of jealousy. He retained the +habit, when an open-hearted soul showed him its breaches, of marching in +upon it through those breaches, as if he himself had made them. The +penitent who knelt before him for forgiveness he would crush still +lower, and instead of the key of absolution draw forth the hammer of the +law. + +I owe it here to the Spaniards, who will one day become acquainted with +me through miserable translations,[207] and to the Austrian knighthood +of the Golden Fleece, who perhaps read the original in a counterfeit +edition, to assign the reasons why the house of Froulay did not bespeak +feasts of joy--instead of court-mourning--on the occasion of these +advances by a son of their order, a Spanish Grandee, who often lays upon +himself a German princely sceptre as a yardstick to measure himself +withal. For every Spaniard must have hitherto wondered about this. + +I answer every nation. The Froulays had, in the first place, nothing +against the union except the--certainty of separation; since on the same +ground, which the Knights of the Fleece and the Spaniards have opposed +to me, old Gaspard de Zesara can in no wise suffer a bridge to be thrown +over from his Gothard to the Jungfrau [virgin]. Secondly, on this very +ground the Minister could oppose to this romantic love a much older, +wiser, which he bore toward the German gentleman and his moneys and +_liaisons_, as well as the old grudge of the Knight of the Fleece. +Thirdly, the Minister's lady had, beside these same grounds,--and +besides several in favor of the Lector, perhaps,--one quite decisive +one, and that was, she could not endure the Count; not merely and solely +for the reason that she discovered a painful similarity between him and +her son, and even husband, in pride, in excitability, in the +characteristic fierceness of genius against poor married women, in want +of religious humility and devoutness; but the principal reason why she +could not well endure him was this: that she could not bear him. As the +system of Predestination sentences some men to hell, whether they +afterward deserve heaven or not, so a woman never takes back an enmity +to which she has once doomed any one, all that country and city, God, +time, and the individual's virtues may say to the contrary, +notwithstanding. + +In the treaty of peace, concluding the usual chamber-war, the following +private articles were adjusted between the married couple: The Count +must be, on the Father's and Director's account, treated with the most +courtly consideration, and shoved aside,--and Liana gently and gradually +drawn away from Wehrfritz's house,--the whole dissolution of the +engagement must seem to happen of itself without parental interference, +merely through the breaking off of the daughter,--and the whole affair +remain a mystery. Froulay hoped to keep the whole interlude or episode +concealed from Liana's earlier-intended, the German gentleman, +particularly as he, just now, in August, was more at the card-tables of +the baths than at home. + +So it stood; and into this cold, awful pass the friendly Liana moved on, +when on that warm living Sunday she left the blessed, open Lilar. +Refined and sanctified by joy,--for every Paradise was to her a +purifying Purgatory,--she came nobly to her mother's bosom, without +remarking the strange seriousness of the reception by reason of the +earnest warmth of her own. Her easy confession of the garden-company +opened the trying scene,--almost in the _coulisse_. For the mother, who +would fain have begun otherwise, had to mount the thunder-car at once, +in order to thunder and lighten against such incomprehensible +forgetfulness of female propriety; and yet she held in the +thunder-steeds in mid-career, in order to enjoin upon Liana immediately, +as the Minister might come any moment, a perfect silence on the subject +of to-day's garden-party. Now she cast the deepest strengthening shade +upon her previous mute falsehood towards a mother; for she arbitrarily +transposed in her story the sowing and blossoming time of this love, +even into the days preceding the journey to the country. How did the +warm soul shudder at the possibility of such an unkindness! She led her +mother as far as she could up along the pure, light pearl-brook of her +history and love, and told all that we know, but without giving much +satisfaction, because she left out precisely the main point; for, out of +forbearance toward her mother, she felt obliged to let the apparition of +Caroline, who in the beginning had been the image-stormer of her love +and then its inspiring muse and bride's-maid, together with the +death-certificate of the future, remain out of sight in the narration. + +She held, with fervent pressure, her mother's hand amidst more and more +cheerful assurances, how she had always been disposed to tell her +everything; she thought hopingly, she needed to save nothing but her +_open_ heart. O thou hast more to save, thy warm, thy whole and living +heart! Her mother now, from old habit, half believing her, found fault +with nothing more than the whole affair, its impropriety, impossibility, +folly. "O good mother," said Liana, simply remaining tender under the +harsh picturing of the future Albano; "O he is not such, assuredly not!" +Quite as tenderly did she far overlook the darkly-sketched future +refusal of Don Gaspard, because to her faith the earth was only a +blooming grave-mound hanging in the ether. "Ah!" said she, meaning how +little time she was for this world, "our love is not so important!" Her +mother took this word and the whole gentleness of her resistance, as +preludes of an easy victory. + +At this moment Albano's father-in-law came in with a kettle-drum, +alarm-bell, fire-drum, and rattlesnake, in his girdle, in order +therewith to make himself audible. First he inquired,--for he had been +listening in vain,--in a very exasperated manner, of the Minister's +lady, where she had stowed away his ear (it was the tin duplicate ear, +wherein, as in a Venetian lion's-head, all mysteries and accusations of +the whole service and family met); he said, he had a little occasion for +it just now, particularly since the newest "adventures of his worthy +daughter there." The Siamese physicians begin the healing of a patient +with treading upon him, which they call softening. In a similar manner +Froulay loved to soften, by way of moral pre-cure; and accordingly +began, with the above-mentioned speaking-machines in his girdle, to +declare his sentiments explicitly on the subject of degenerate children; +upon their arts and artifices; and upon intrigues behind fathers' backs +(so that no father can accompany a volume of love-poems with a prose +preface); backed up many points with the strongest political grounds, +which all had reference to himself and his interest, and wound up with a +little cursing. + +Liana heard him calmly, as one already accustomed to such daily +returning equinoctial storm-bursts, without any other emotion, except +that she often raised her downcast eye pityingly upon him, out of tender +sympathy for the paternal dissatisfaction. In a calm he became loudest. +"You will see to it, madam," said he, "that to-morrow forenoon she sends +the Count what she has of his, together with a farewell, and notifies +him of her new office, as an easy excuse; thou art to be court-dame to +the reigning Princess, although thou didst not deserve that I should +labor for thee!" + +"That is hard!" cried Liana, with breaking heart, falling upon her +mother. He supposed she meant the separation from Albano, not from her +mother, and asked, angrily: "Why?" "Father, I would so gladly," said +she, and turned only her face away from the embrace, "die near my +mother!" He laughed; but the Minister's lady herself shut to the +hell-gates upon the flames which he still would fain have vomited forth, +and assured him it was enough, Liana would certainly obey her parents, +and she herself would be surety for it. The preacher of the law came +down his pulpit-stairs with an audible ejaculation about a better +security, calling back, as he went, that his ear must be produced +to-morrow, and though he should have to search for it in all chests and +cupboards. + +The mother kept silence now, and let her daughter softly weep on her +neck; to both, after this drought of the soul, the draught of love was +refreshment and medicine. They came out of each other's arms with +cheered spirits, but both with entirely delusive hopes. + + +75. CYCLE. + +A hard, black morning; only the outward atmospheric morning was +dark-blue; there was nothing loud and stormy, except perchance the +swarms of bees in the linden-thicket; the heaven's ether seemed to +flutter away high over the stony streets, so as to settle down low in +the bright open Lilar upon all hill-tops and tree-tops, and, blue as +peacock's plumage, to play its hues over the twigs. + +Liana found on her writing-table a billet, folded in large quarto, +wherein the Minister, ever-working, like a heart, sought even at this +early hour of the morning, before raising out of the public documents +for the several administration and exchequer counsellors the transient +tempests which were necessary to fruitfulness, to descend upon his +shuddering daughter with a cold morning rain-gust. In the decretal +letter referred to, he developed more in detail, upon a sheet and a half +what he had meant yesterday,--separation on the spot; and offered six +grounds of separation,--first, his uncongenial relation with the Knight +of the Fleece; secondly, her own and the Count's youth; thirdly, the +approaching place of court-dame; fourthly, that she was his daughter, +and this the first sacrifice to which he, her father, for all his +previous ones, had ever laid claim; fifthly, she might perceive, by his +indulgent "Yes," to the love of her brother, whose apparent improvement +he held out to her as a model, that he lived and cared only for the +welfare of his children; sixthly, he would send her to Fort * * * to his +brother, the commandant, in case she were refractory, by way of exiling, +punishing, and bringing her round; and neither weeping, nor falling at +feet, nor mother, nor hell should bend him; and he gave her three days' +time for reflection. + +Mutely, and with wet eyes, she handed to her who had been hitherto her +comforter the heavy sheet. But the comforter had become a judge: "What +wilt thou do?" said the Minister's lady. "I will suffer," said Liana, +"in order that _he_ may not suffer; how could I so sorely sin against +him?" The mother, whether actually under the old notion of her easy +conversion, or from dissimulation, took that "He" for the father, and +asked: "Say'st thou nothing of me?" Liana blushed at the substitution, +and said: "Ah! poor me, I will not indeed be happy,--only true!" How had +she during this night prayingly lived and wept amidst the fearful wars +of all her inner angels! A love so guiltless, consecrated by her holy +friend in heaven,--a fidelity so exceedingly abridged by early death; +so sound-hearted a youth, shooting up with high, fruit-bearing summit +heavenward, whom not even ghostly voices could scare or allure out of +his faithful childhood's love toward her, insignificant one; the +everlasting discomfort and grief which he would experience at the first, +greatest lie against his heart; her short, straight path through life, +and the nearness of that cross-way, at which she should wish to throw +back,--not stones, but flowers upon the other pilgrims;--all these forms +took her by _one_ hand to draw her away from her mother, who called +after her with the words: "See how ungratefully thou art going from me, +and I have so long suffered and toiled for thee!" Then came Liana back +again out of the dusky, warm rose-vale of love into the dry, flat +earth-surface of a life, wherein nothing breaks the monotony save her +last mound. O how imploringly did she look up to the stars, to see +whether they did not move as the eyes of her Caroline, and tell her +_how_ she must sacrifice herself, whether for her lover or for her +parents; but the stars stood friendly, cold, and still in the steadfast +heavens. + +But, when the morning sun again beamed upon her heart, it beat +hopefully, newly strengthened with the resolution to endure this day for +Albano full many sorrows,--ah yes, even the first. Could Caroline, +thought she, approve a love to which I must be untrue? + +Hardly had she left the lips of her mother with the morning greeting, +when the latter sought, but more earnestly than yesterday, to draw up +the roots of this steadfast heart out of its strange soil by a longer +use of yesterday's flower-extractor. In her comparative anatomy of +Albano and Roquairol, from the similarity of voice even to that of +stature, she grew more and more cutting, till Liana, with a maiden's +wit, at once asked, "But why may my brother, then, love Rabette?" +"_Quelle comparaison!_" said the mother. "Art thou nothing better than +she?" "She _does_, strictly speaking, much more than I," said she, quite +candidly. "Didst thou never quarrel with the wild Zesara?" asked the +mother. "Never, except when I was in the wrong," said she, innocently. + +The mother was alarmed to perceive more and more clearly that she had to +pull up deeper and stronger roots than light flowers strike into the +soil. She concentrated all her maternal powers of attraction and +lifting-machines upon one point, for the upturning of the still green +myrtle. She disclosed to her the Minister's dark plan of an alliance +with the German gentleman, her hitherto concealed strifes and sighs on +the subject, her thus far effectual resistance, and the latest paternal +stratagem, to make her a garrison-prisoner with his brother, and thereby +probably Herr von Bouverot a besieger of the citadel. + +For some readers and relicts of the heavy, old-fashioned, golden age of +morality, the remark is here introduced and printed, that a peculiar, +cold, unsparing, often shocking and provoking, candor of remark upon the +nearest relatives and the tenderest relations is so very much at home in +the higher ranks, that even the fairer souls, among whom, surely, this +mother belongs, cannot, absolutely, understand or do otherwise. + +"O thou best mother!" cried Liana, agitated, but not by the thought of +the rattle and the snaky breath of Bouverot, or of his murderous spring +at her heart,--she thought with as much indifference of being betrothed +to him as any innocent one does of his dying on a scaffold,--but by the +thought of the long building over and crowding out of sight of the +motherly tears, the streams of motherly love, which had hitherto flowed +nourishingly deep down under her flowers. She threw herself gratefully +between those helpful arms. They closed not around her, because the +Minister's lady was not to be made weak and soft by any washing wave and +surge of sudden emotion. + +Into this embrace the Minister struck or stepped in. "So!" said he, +hastily. "My ear, madam," he continued, "cannot be found again at all +among the domestics; I have that to tell you." For he had to-day posted +himself upon a law-giving Sinai, and thundered into the ears of the +service assembled at its foot the inquiry after his own ear, "because I +must believe," he had said to them, "that you, for very good reasons, +have stolen it from me." Then he had swept like a hail-storm, or a +kitchen-smoke in windy weather, through the servants' apartments and +corners, one by one, in quest of his ear. "And thou?" said he, in a +half-friendly tone to Liana. She kissed his hand, which he, as the Pope +does his foot, always despatched for kisses, as proxy and lip-bearer, +agent, and _de latere nuncio_ of his mouth. + +"She continues disobedient," said the severe lady. "Then she is a little +like you," said he, because the mistrustful one looked upon the embrace +as a conspiracy against him and his Bouverot. Upon this, his ice-Hecla +burst out, and flamed and flowed, now upon daughter, now upon wife. The +former was absolutely a miserable creature, he said; and only the +Captain was worth anything, whom he luckily had educated by himself +alone. He saw through all, heard all, though they had hid away his +ear-trumpet. There was, accordingly, as he saw, (he pointed to his +unsealed morning-psalm,[208]) a communication between the two colleges; +but he invoked God to punish him if he did not--"my dear daughter, pray +answer at last!" he begged. + +"My father," said Liana, who, since the fraternization of Bouverot and +the ill treatment from her mother, had begun to feel her heart wake up, +which, however, could only despise and never hate, "my mother has to-day +and yesterday told me all; but I have surely duties towards the Count!" +A bolder liveliness than her parents had ever missed or found in her +beamed under her upraised eye. "Ah, I will truly remain faithful to him +just as long as I live," said she. "_C'est bien peu_," replied the +Minister, astounded at such pertness. + +Liana listened now, for the first time, after the word which had escaped +her; then, in order to justify the past and her mother, she conceived +the pleasant and ridiculous purpose, of moving and converting the old +gentleman by her ghost-visions or dream-seeings. She begged of him a +solitary interview, and afterward--when it was reluctantly +granted--intreated him therein for his sacred promise to be silent +towards her mother, because she feared to show to that loving one the +clock-wheels of her death-bell rattling so near to the fatal stroke. The +old gentleman could only, with a comic expression,--which made him look +like one who with a bad cold wants to laugh,--vow that he would keep his +word so far as was necessary, because never, so far as he could +recollect, had his word been kept by him, only he had been often kept by +his word. In such men, word and deed are like theatrical thunder and +lightning, which, though generally occurring in close connection, and +simultaneously in heaven, on the stage break forth out of separate +corners, and by means of different operators. But Liana would not rest +till he had put on a word-keeping, sincere face,--a painted window. +Thereupon she began, after a kissing of the hand,[209] her ghostly +history. + +With unbroken seriousness, and firmly contracted muscles, he heard the +extraordinary narration through; then, without saying a word, he took +her by the hand and led her back into the presence of her mother, to +whom he handed her over with a long psalm of praise and thanksgiving +about her successful daughter's-school. "His boy's-school with Charles +had not been blessed to him, at least in this degree," he added. As a +proof, he frankly communicated to her--cold-bloodedly working up all +Liana's pangs, as the coopers do cypress-branches into cask-hoops--the +little which he had promised to bury in silence, because he always +prostituted either himself or the other party, generally both. Liana sat +there, deeply red, and growing hotter and hotter, with downcast eyes, +and begged God to preserve her filial love towards her father. + +No sympathizing eye shall be further pained with the opening of a new +scene, when the ice of his irony broke, and became a raging stream, into +which flowed tears of maternal indignation, also, at the thought of a +precious being, and her feverish, fatal, dreaming of herself away into +the last sleep. The object and the danger almost united the married +couple for the second time; when there is a glazed frost, people go very +much arm in arm. "Thou hast sent nothing to Lilar?" asked the father. +"Without your permission I certainly should not do it," said she; but +she meant her letters, not Albano's. He took advantage of the +misunderstanding, and said, "Thou hast, however, surely." "I will gladly +do, and let be done everything," said she, "but only on condition the +Count consents, in order that I may not appear to him disingenuous; he +has my sacred word for my truth!" At this mild firmness, at this Peter's +rock overgrown with tender flowers, the father stumbled the hardest. In +addition to this, the transition of a haughty lover from his own wishes +to those of his enemies, supposing they had allowed Liana the question +to the Count, was so impossible on the one hand, and the solicitation of +this change, whether it were granted or refused, absolutely so degrading +on the other, that the astounded Minister's lady felt her pride rise, +and asked again, "Is this thy last word to us, Liana?" And when Liana, +weeping, answered, "I cannot help it; God be gracious to me!" she turned +away indignantly toward the Minister, and said: "Do now what you take to +be _convenable_; I wash my hands in innocence!" "Not so entirely, _ma +chère_; but very well!" said he, "thou wilt stay after to-morrow in thy +chamber, till thou hast corrected thyself, and art more worthy of our +presence!" he announced, as he went out, to Liana; firing at her +meanwhile two eye-volleys, wherein, according to my estimate, far more +reverberating fires, tormenting ghosts, eating, devouring medicaments, +brain and heart-borers, were promised, than a man can generally hold to +give or bear to receive. + +Poor maiden! Thy last August is very hard, and no harvest-month day! +Thou lookest out into the time, where thy little coffin stands, on which +a cruel angel wipes away the still fresh flower-pieces of love running +round it, in order that it may, all white, as rosy-white as thy soul or +thy last form, be consigned to the grave! + +This banishment by her mother into the desert of her cloister-chamber +was quite as frightful to her, only not more frightful than her anger, +which she had to-day, only for the third time, experienced, though not +deserved. It was to her as if now, after the warm sun had gone down, the +bright evening glow had also sunk below the horizon, and it grew dark +and cold in the world. She remained this whole day, which was yet +allowed her, with her mother; gave, however, only answers, looked +friendly, did everything cheerfully and readily, and--as she quickly +dashed away, with her tiny finger, every gathering dew-drop out of the +corner of her eyes, as if it were dust, because she thought, at night I +can weep enough,--she had very dry eyes; and all that, in order not to +be an additional burden to her oppressed mother. But she, as mothers so +easily do, confounded a timid, loving stillness with the dawning of +obduracy; and when Liana, with the innocent design of consolation, +wished to have Caroline's picture brought for her from Lilar, this +innocence also passed for hardness, and was punished and reciprocated +with a corresponding on the part of the parent, namely, with the +permission to send. Only the Minister's lady demanded the French prayers +of her again, as if she were not worthy to lay them under her present +heart. Never are human beings smaller than when they want to plague and +punish without knowing _how_. + +As every one who rules, whether he sits on a chair of instruction or a +princely one, or, like parents, on both, when the occupant of its +footstool once leaves off his former obedience, imputes that obedience +to him, not as a mitigation, but as an aggravation of his offence, so +did the Minister's lady also toward her hitherto so uniformly docile +child. She hated her pure love, which burned like ether, without ashes, +smoke, or coal, so much the more, and held it to be either the author +or the victim of an incendiary fire, particularly as her own married +love hitherto had seldom been anything more than a showy chimney-piece. + +Liana at last, too heavily constrained, since on the other side of the +wall-tapestry the serene day, the loveliest sky was blooming, ascended +to the Italian roof. She saw how people were travelling and riding back +contentedly from their little places of pleasure, because the earth was +one; on Lilar's bushy path the walkers were sauntering with a blissful +slowness home,--in the streets there was a loud carpentering at the +festive scaffoldings and Charles's-wains for the princely bride, and the +finished wheels were rolled along for trial,--and everywhere were heard +the drillings of the young music, which when grown up was to go before +her. But when Liana looked upon herself, and saw her life alone standing +here in dark raiment,--over yonder the empty house of her loved one, +here her own, which to her had also become empty,--this very spot, which +still reminded her of a lovelier, rarer blossoming than that of the +_Cereus serpens_,--and oh! this cold solitude, in which her heart +to-day, for the first time, lived without a heart; for her brother, the +chorister of her short song of gladness, had been sent off, and Julienne +had for some time been incomprehensibly invisible to her,--no, she could +not see the fair sun go down, who, so serene and white, was sinking to +slumber with his high evening star,--or listen to the happy evening +chorus of the long day, but left the shining eminence. O how does joy +die a stranger in the untenanted, dark bosom, when she finds no sister +and becomes a spectre there! Thus does the beautiful green, that spring +color, when a cloud paints it, betoken nothing but long moisture. + +When she entered, soon, the asylum of day, the bedchamber, the heavens +without flashed heat-lightning; O why just now, cruel fate?--But here, +before the still-life of night, when life, covered with her veil, sounds +more faintly,--here may all her tears, which a heavy day has been +pressing,[210] gush forth freely. On the pillow, as if it bore the last, +long sleep, rests this exhausted head more softly than on the bosom +which reproachfully reckons up against it its tears; and it weeps +softly, not _upon_, only _for_ loved ones. + +According to her custom, she was on the point of opening her mother's +prayers, when she recollected, with a startled feeling, that they had +been taken from her. Then she looked up with burning tears to God, and +prepared alone out of her broken heart a prayer to him, and only angels +counted the words and the tears. + + +76. CYCLE. + +The father had made this chamber-imprisonment a punitory mark of her +refusal. With deep anguish she uttered this mute no, in the very fact +that she voluntarily stayed in the chamber, and denied her mother the +morning kiss. She had, in the course of the night, cast many an ardent +look at the dead image of her counsellor Caroline, but no original, no +fever-created form had appeared to her. Can I longer doubt, she inferred +from this, that the divine apparition, which has spoken the assenting +word to my love, was something higher than my own creation, since I must +otherwise have been able to form it again over against her picture? + +She had Albano's blooming letters in her desk, and opened it, in order +to look over from her island into the remote orient land of warmer +times; but she shut it to again; she was ashamed to be secretly happy, +while her mother was sorrowful, who into these melancholy days had not +even come, like her, out of pleasant ones. + +Froulay did not long leave her alone, but soon sent for her; not, +however, to sound her or pronounce her free, but for the purpose--which, +as may well be conceived, required an unvarnished brow and cheek, whose +fibrous network was as hard to be colored as his with the Turkish red of +shame--of appointing her his mistress in artistic language, and taking +her with him to the Prince's gallery, in order to learn from her the +explanation of these frontispieces (for such they were to him) in this +private deaf-and-dumb institution so well that he might be in a +condition, so soon as the Princess should come to inspect it, to +represent something better than a mute before the beauties of the +pictures and the image-worshipping Regentess. Liana had to transfer an +impression of every pictured limb, with the praise or blame appertaining +thereunto, over into his serious brain, together with the name of the +master. How delightedly and completely did she give this kallipædeia to +her growling old cornute,[211] and would-be _connoisseur_ in painting, +who paid her not a single thankful look as instruction-money! + +At noon, for the first time, did the daughter find her longed-for +mother, among the kitchen-servants, very serious and sad. She ventured +not to kiss her mouth, but only her hand, and opened upon her her +love-streaming eyes only timidly and a little. Dinner seemed a +funeral-feast. Only the old gentleman, who on a battle-field would have +danced his marriage-minuet, and celebrated his birthday, was in good +spirits and appetite, and full of salt. In case of a family jar, he +usually ate _en famille_, and found in biting table-speeches, as common +people do in winter and in famine, a sharper zest for food. Quarrelling, +of itself, strengthens and animates, as physicians can electrify +themselves merely by whipping something.[212] + +Laughable, and yet lamentable, was it that poor Liana, who was all day +long to keep a prison, was always called out of it just for +to-day,--this time into the carriage again, which was to set down the +sad heart and the smiling face before nothing but bright palaces. She +had to go with her parents to the Princess, and look as happy as they, +who, on the melancholy road, regarded her as if she were to be envied. +So does the heart which has been born not far from the throne never +bleed, except behind the curtain, and never laugh but when it rises; +just as these same distinguished ones were formerly executed only in +secret. The Prince, who was ridiculously loud on the subject of his +marriage; Bouverot, just returned from card-tables or privateering +planks, whom Liana now, since the latest intelligences, could only +endure with a shudder; and the Princess herself; who excused her +previous absence from her on account of the distraction of preparing for +the festival, and who very strangely jested at once about love and +men,--only to a Liana who guessed so little, suffered so much, and +endured so willingly, could all these beings and incidents seem anything +but the most intolerable. + +Ah, what was intolerable, but the iron unchangeableness of these +connections, the fixedness of such an eternal mountain-snow? Not the +greatness, but the indefiniteness, of pain; not the minotaur of the +labyrinth, its cellar-frost, sharp-cornered rocks, and vaults, make the +breast contract and the blood curdle therein, but the long night and +winding of its egress. Even under bodily maladies, therefore, unwonted +new ones, whose last moment stretches away beyond our power of +prediction, appear to us more ominous and oppressive than recurring +ones, which, as neighboring frontier-enemies, are ever attacking us, and +find us in arms. + +Thus stood the dumb Liana in a cloud, when the exulting Rabette, with a +bosom full of old joys and new hope, came running into the house,--that +sister of the holy youth who had been torn away from her, that +confederate of such glorious days. She was honorably received, and +constantly attended by a guard of honor,--the Minister's lady,--because +she might, indeed, as likely be an ambassadress of the Count as an +electress of her son. The cunning girl sought to snatch some solitary +moments with Liana by boldly begging for her company to Blumenbühl. The +company was granted, and even that of the mother freely offered, into +the bargain. Liana led the way to Blumenbühl over the still-blooming +churchyard of buried days. What a torrent of tears struggled upward in +her breast when she parted from the still happy Rabette! _She_ had +innocently left to the house one of the greatest apples of discord for +the evening meal which the Minister had ever plucked for his fruit-dish +with his apple-gatherer. Therefore he supped again _en famille_. That is +to say, a silly word had escaped Rabette about the Sunday's meeting at +Lilar. "Of that," said Froulay, in a very friendly manner, "thou hast +not made one word of remark, daughter." "I did to my mother +immediately," she replied, too fast. "I should be glad, too, to take an +interest in thy amusements," said he, saving up his fury. In the +pleasantest mood imaginable did this raftsman of so many tears and +hewn-down blossoming branches, which he let float down thereupon, take +his seat at the supper-table. He first asked servants and family for his +auxiliary ear. Thereupon he passed over to the French, although the +plate-exchangers found a rough translation thereof for themselves, a +_versio interlinearis_, on his face, by way of giving notice that the +distinguished Count had been there, and had inquired after mother and +daughter. "With good right he asked for you both," continued the moral +glacier, who loved to cool his warm food. "You are conspired, as I heard +again to-day, to keep silence towards me; but why, then, shall I still +trust you?" He hated from his heart every lie which he did not utter +himself; so he seriously regarded himself as moral, disinterested, and +gentle, merely for this reason, that he inexorably insisted upon all +this in the case of others. With an abundant supply of the stinging +nettles of persiflage,--the botanical ones also come forward best in +cold and stony soil,--he covered over all his opening and closing +lobster-claws, as we keep brook-crabs in nettles, and took first his +tender child between the claws. Her soft, submissive smile he took for +contempt and wickedness. How comes this soft one intelligibly by his +paternal name, unless one assumes the old hypothesis, that children are +usually most like that for which the pregnant mother vainly longed, +which in this case was a soft spouse? Then he assailed, but more +vehemently, the mother, in order by his mistrust to set her at variance +with his daughter; yes, in order, perhaps, to torment the latter, by +means of her mother's sufferings, into childlike sacrifices and +resolutions. He very freely declared himself--for the egotist finds the +most egotists, as love and Liana find only love, and no +self-love--against the egotism around and beside him, and concealed not +how very cordially he cursed them both for female egotists (as the old +heathen did the Christians for atheists). The Minister's lady, +accustomed to live with the Minister in no wedlock so little as in that +of souls,--as Voltaire defines friendship,--said merely to Liana, "For +whom do I suffer so?" "Ah, I know," she answered, meekly. And so he +dismissed both full of the deepest sorrows, and thought afterward of his +business matters. + +This general distress was increased by something which should have +lessened it. The Minister was vexed that he had daily, in the midst of +his wrath, to consult the taste of the women upon his--exterior. He +wanted, at the marriage festival,--for the sake of his beloved,--to be a +true bird of paradise, a Paradeur, a _Vénus a belles fesses_.[213] Of +old he had loved to act the double part of statesman and courtier, and +would fain, by way of monopolizing pride and vanity, grow into a +Diogenes-Aristippus. Something of this, however, was not vanity; but +that tormenting spirit of the male sex, the spirit of order and +orthodoxy, would not go out of him. He was a man who would flourish +against his very livery the clothes-switch wherewith the servant had let +a few particles of dust settle on the state coat; still more dangerous +was it--because he sat between two looking-glasses, the frizzling-glass +and the large mirror in the stove-screen--to lay the dust rightly on his +own wool; and hardest of all was it for him to be satisfied with the +_fixing_ of his children. Liana, as artist, had now to suggest the +proper color of a new surtout. _Sachets_, or smelling-bags, he directed +to be filled, and with them his pockets; and a musk-plant pot placed in +his window, not because he wished to use the leaves for perfume (that he +expected of his fingers), but because he wished to anoint his fingers by +rubbing the leaves together. Patent pomatum for the hands, and English +pressed ornamental paper also for the same (when they wished to use a +_billet-doux_ pen), and other knickknacks, excited less attention than +the snuff which he procured for himself; not, however, for his nose, but +for his lips, in order to rub them red. In fact, he would have rendered +himself quite ridiculous in the eyes of many a merry blade, if such a +one had seen him draw privately out of his souvenir the hair-tweezers, +and with them the hair out of his eyebrows, just where the saddle of +life, as upon a horse's back, had worn it white; and only the Minister +himself could look serious during the process, when he sat before the +looking-glass, smiling through all the finest ways of smiling,--the best +one he caught and kept,--or when he tried the most graceful modes of +throwing one's self on the sofa,--how often he had to practise +this!--and finally, in short, through all his operations upon himself. + +Fortunately for the mother, the good Lector came; from the hand of this +old friend she had so often taken, if not a Jacob's ladder, yet a +mining-ladder, upon which to climb out of the abyss; hopefully she now +laid before him all her trouble. He promised some help, upon the +condition of speaking with Liana alone in her chamber. He went to her +and declared tenderly his knowledge and her situation. + +How did the childlike maiden blush at the sharp day-beams which smote +the scented night-violet of her love! But the friend of her childhood +spoke softly to this smitten heart, and of his equal love for her and +her friend; of the temperament of her father, and of the necessity of +considerate measures; and said the best was to make him a sacred vow +that she would yield to her parent's wish of her strictly avoiding the +Count, only until he had received from his father, to whom he himself, +as attendant of the son, had long been obliged to communicate +intelligence and inquiries about the new connection, the yes or no in +respect to it; if it were "no,"--which he would not answer for,--then +Albano must solve the riddle; if it were "yes," he himself would stand +security for a second on the part of her parents; at the same time, +however, he must lay claim to her profoundest silence toward them in +relation to his inquiries, whereby they might perhaps find themselves +compromitted. Thereby he rooted himself only the more deeply in her +confidence. + +She asked, trembling, how long the answer would tarry? "Six, eight, +eleven days after the nuptials at most!" said he, reckoning. Yes, good +Augusti! "Ah! we are all suffering, indeed," said she, and added, +confidentially, and out of a weeping breast: "But is he well?" "He is +diligent," was the reply. + +So he brought her, burdened with two secrets, and for the present +consenting to an interim-separation, back to her mother; but she +bestowed only upon the Lector the reward of a friendly look. He desired, +meantime,--after his Carthusian manner,--no other reward than the most +good-natured silence toward the Minister on the subject of his +interference, since the latter might hold his deserts in this connection +much greater than they were. + +The eight days' improvement and abstinence was announced to the +Minister. He believed, however,--keeping in reserve a mistrust towards +his lady,--that he could carry the war farther into the enemy's country +with his own weapons; nevertheless, he contented himself, at the same +time, with the new respite and Liana's disincarceration, for the sake of +driving his daughter before him to his beloved at the nuptial festival, +blooming and healthy as a sparkling pea-hen. + +Roquairol at this moment came back, and ushered into the house a cloud +or two full of beautiful, bright morning redness. He delivered to his +father tidings and greetings from the Princess. To Liana he brought the +echo of that beloved voice, which had once said to her heaven: "Let it +be!"--ah! the last melody among the discords of the unharmonious time! +He guessed easily--for he learned little from his mother, who neglected +him, and nothing from her daughter--how all stood. When he was actually +on the point of slipping Albano's letter to her, in the twilight of +evening, into her work-bag, and she said, with an ah! of love, "No, it +is against my word,--but at some future time, Charles!"--then he saw, as +he expressed it, "with crying indignation, his sister, in Charon's open +boat, sailing into the Tartarus of all sorrows." About his friend he +thought less than of his sister. The friendly, flattering Minister--he +presented, as a proof of it, a valuable saddle to the Captain--informed +him of Rabette's visit, and gave hints about betrothment and the like. +Charles said, boldly: "He postponed every thought of his own happiness, +so long as his dear sister saw none before her." By way of drawing the +old gentleman again into more interest for Liana, he suggested to him a +romantic invention for the marriage festival, which Froulay did not +dream of, when he already stood quite close to it; namely, Idoine (the +sister of the bride) was strikingly like Liana. The Princess loved her +inexpressibly, but saw her only seldom, because on account of her strong +character, which once refused a royal marriage, she lived in a village +built and governed by herself, in a courtly exile from court. He now +proposed to his father the poetic question, whether, on the illumination +night, Liana might not for a few minutes, in the dream-temple, which was +entirely suited to this beautiful illusion, delight the Princess with +the image of her beloved sister. + +Whether it was that love toward the Princess made the Minister bolder, +or he was intoxicated by the desire of brilliantly introducing Liana to +her office of court-lady; suffice it, he found in the idea good sense. +If anything supplied tobacco for the calumet of the _ex parte_ peace +which he had made with his son, it was this theatrical part. He hastened +immediately to the Prince and the Princess with the prayer for his +permission and her sympathy; and then, when he had secured both, he +hastened on to his Orestes, Bouverot, and said: "_Il m'est venu une idée +tres singulière qui peut-être l'est trop; cependant le prince l'a +approuvée_," etc.,--and finally--for he must not forget her either--to +Liana. + +The Captain had already sought to persuade her beforehand. The mother +opposed the dramatic imitation from self-respect, and Liana from +humility; such a representation seemed to her a piece of presumption. +But at last she gave in, simply because the sisterly love of the +Princess had seemed to her so great and unattainable, just as if she did +not cherish a similar sentiment in her own heart; thus she always +regarded only the image in the mirror, not herself, as beautiful; just +as the astronomer thinks the same evening, with its red splendors and +night shadows, more sublime and enchanting, when he finds it in the +moon, than when he stands in the midst of it on the earth. Perhaps, too, +there entered another element of secret sweetness into Liana's love for +the Prince's bride, namely, a step-daughter's affection; because she +should once have been the bride of the Knight Gaspard. Women regard +relationship more than we; hence, too, their ancestral pride is always +several ancestors older than ours. + +Thus, then, did she make ready her oppressed heart for the light plays +of the shining festival, which the coming Cycles are to present on the +New-Year's holiday, as it were, of a new Jubilee. + + +END OF VOL. I. + +Cambridge: Stereotyped and Printed by Welch, Bigelow, & Co. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[192] This is Jean Paul's own image.--TR. + +[193] That is, of course, some lights of hope.--TR. + +[194] A German or Suabian dance.--TR. + +[195] His Moral Treatises, Vol. II. p. 96. + +[196] The Germans call the dash the _stroke of thought_. Here it +implies an emphatic pause, as much as to say, "What do you think +is coming?"--TR. + +[197] At the Prince's marriage. + +[198] With the Egyptians the enchanters were only learned men; +with him the learned women were enchantresses. + +[199] _Mémoires secrets sur les Règnes de Louis XIV._, etc. Par +Duclos. Tom. I. + +[200] It is well known that a cut is made in a fowl left whole as +a sign that it has been upon the Prince's table, so that it may +not be set on again, but otherwise enjoyed. + +[201] In German, _Schutz- und Stich-blatt_,--literally, a plate +to defend the hand in parrying and thrusting,--_Blatt_, meaning +_leaf_ (of paper) also, conveys a _pun_ not easily +translated.--TR. + +[202] The blind-passenger in the German stage-coach corresponds +to our _dead-head_ in stage or steamboat.--TR. + +[203] See Klockenbring's collected Essays. + +[204] (In German, _Spring-wurzel_.) The juice of some plant +(perhaps Devil's-milk) highly and quickly corrosive.--TR. + +[205] News by hand.--TR. + +[206] The King had to _damer_, or make a dame of an unmarried +maiden of rank, before she could go to Versailles to court. + +[207] Not so miserable perhaps as a French mangling the +translator remembers to have seen.--TR. + +[208] He refers to the letter he had left on Liana's table, and +which she had shown to her mother.--TR. + +[209] _Fist_ in the original.--TR. + +[210] I.e. as in a wine-press.--TR. + +[211] Alluding to the horned hat once worn by graduated printers' +apprentices.--TR. + +[212] Beseke discovered it. See "On the Elemental Fire," by him, +1786. + +[213] Venus with beautiful thighs.--TR. + + * * * * * + +RICHTER'S WRITINGS. + + +TITAN. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Titan: A Romance v. 1 (of 2) + +Author: Jean Paul Friedrich Richter + +Translator: Charles T. Brooks + +Release Date: March 23, 2011 [eBook #35664] +[Most recently updated: November 22, 2021] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TITAN: A ROMANCE V. 1 (OF 2) *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;"> +<img src="images/frontis.jpg" width="500" height="539" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<h1>TITAN:</h1> + +<h2>A ROMANCE.</h2> + +<h4>FROM THE GERMAN OF</h4> + +<h2><i>JEAN PAUL FRIEDRICH RICHTER.</i></h2> + +<h4>TRANSLATED BY</h4> + +<h3>CHARLES T. BROOKS.</h3> + +<h4>IN TWO VOLUMES.</h4> + +<h4>VOL. I.</h4> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 150px;"> +<img src="images/illus004.jpg" width="150" height="189" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p class="center"> +BOSTON:<br /> +TICKNOR AND FIELDS.<br /> +1864.<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1862, by<br /> +<br /> +TICKNOR AND FIELDS,<br /> +<br /> +in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of<br /> +Massachusetts.<br /> +<br /> +THIRD EDITION.<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<i><span class="smcap">University Press:</span></i><br /> +<span class="smcap">Welch, Bigelow, and Company</span>,<br /> +<i><span class="smcap">Cambridge.</span></i><br /> +</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_iii" id="Page_iii">[Pg iii]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/hornstart.jpg" width="550" height="137" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<h2>TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE.</h2> + + +<p>The "Titan" is Jean Paul's longest—and the author meant it, and held +it, to be his greatest and best—romance; and his public (including Mr. +Carlyle) seems, on the whole, to have sustained his opinion. He was ten +years about it, and his other works, written in the interval, were +preparatory and tributary to this.</p> + +<p>As to the <i>general</i> meaning of the title there can hardly, on the whole, +be any doubt. It does <i>not</i> refer, as the division into Jubilees and +Cycles might, to be sure, suggest to one on first approaching it, to the +titanic scale and scope of the work, but to the titanic violence against +which it is aimed.</p> + +<p>It seems, indeed, from a letter of the author's, that he thought at +first of calling it "Anti-Titan." The only question in regard to the +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_iv" id="Page_iv">[Pg iv]</a></span><i>application</i> of the title seems to be, whether the champion of truth +and justice against the moral Titans in this case was meant to be +understood as represented by the hero of the story, with his friends, +resisting the iniquity which moved earth and hell to ruin him, or +whether the book itself is the Anti-Titan, and an age of extravagance +the Titan.</p> + +<p>A French critic says of the "Titan":—</p> + +<p>"It is a poem, a romance; a psychological <i>résumé</i>, a satire, an elegy, +a drama, a fantasy; having for theme and text the enigma of civilization +in the eighteenth century.</p> + +<p>"How is it to end, this civilization which exaggerates alike +intellectual and industrial power at the expense of the life of the +soul,—wholly factitious, theatrical,—intoxicating, consuming itself +with pleasure, seeking everywhere new enjoyments,—exploring all the +secrets of nature, without being able to penetrate the first causes, the +secrets of God,—what will be the fate of these generations +supersaturated with romances, dramas, journals, with science, ambition, +with vehement aspirations after the unknown and impossible?...</p> + +<p>"In augmenting the sum of its desires, will it augment the sum of its +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_v" id="Page_v">[Pg v]</a></span>happiness? Is it not going to increase immensely its capacity of +suffering?</p> + +<p>"Will it not be the giant that scales heaven—</p> + +<p>"And that falls crushed to death?</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Titan!</span>"</p> + +<p>In giving his romance the title of "Titan," says the same writer, "it is +not Albano de Cesara the author has in view, but his antipode, Captain +Roquairol,—that romantic being, that insatiable lover of pleasure, that +anticipated Byron, that scaler of heaven,—who, after having piled +mountain upon mountain to attain his object, ends in finding himself +buried under the ruins....</p> + +<p>"Even while at work upon 'Hesperus,' he had formed the resolution of +placing a pure man, great and noble, by the side of a reprobate, and of +surrounding them both with a multitude of beings corresponding to them. +He wished to concentrate in a single work all the ideas of high +philosophy which he had disseminated in his other creations, and to show +them followed by their natural consequences. So strong a mind could not +stop there: he resolved to show the absurdity of exaggeration, whether +in good or in evil, in virtue or in vice.</p> + +<p>"Hence those reproductions of the same types, those satellites +gravitating around their respective<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_vi" id="Page_vi">[Pg vi]</a></span> planets; in fine, those parodies of +the principal personages of the drama.</p> + +<p>"By the side of the coldness and the vast plans of Don Gaspard de +Cesara, we have the no less dangerous intrigues, though upon a less +elevated scale, of the Minister von Froulay; by the side of the +ventriloquist Uncle, the lying Roquairol; the Princess Isabelle is +opposed to Linda de Romeiro, the aerial Liana to her physical +counterpart, the Princess Idoine; the comic vulgarity of Dr. Sphex +contrasts with the more elevated buffoonery of Schoppe; and if we have +Bouverot, we have also Dion, that Greek so elegant and so noble, happy +mixture of the antique and the modern, that artist so sensible and so +true....</p> + +<p>"The history of Albano, opposed to Roquairol, is the history, taken from +his tenderest childhood to the epoch of his greatest development, of a +being who, as the strictest consequence of a quite special education, +goes through life, wounding himself with all its griefs, drinking at the +source of all its lawful pleasures; suffering with nobleness, tasting of +happiness, but only the purest kind; exposed every instant to see +himself drawn away by fallacious principles, and nevertheless moving on +with a steady step towards the end which his reason has<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_vii" id="Page_vii">[Pg vii]</a></span> marked out for +him; sacrificing to the fulfilment of his duties all the delights that a +debauched court can offer a young man entering into the world. While all +the personages who gravitate around him, and who represent each a +different aberration from the fundamental principle of the work, fall +successively at his side, victims of the natural consequences of their +passions, he, strengthening himself by every fall of which he is +witness, ends by attaining the loftiest position which the ambition of +man can desire,—a position which he could not have expected, and for +which, consequently, he had not been able to make the sacrifices that, +in the course of the work, he does not cease to achieve."</p> + +<p>The author whom we have thus copiously quoted alludes to Jean Paul's +having had the idea of "Titan" while writing "Hesperus." This reminds us +of a Philistine disparagement of the "Titan," that so many of the +characters of the other work reappear here under new names. There are +some critics who ought to object to the full moon, that she is only the +same old moon that we had, in her first quarter or half, several nights +ago. However, as we have not yet had "Hesperus" in English, nor are +likely to for some time, this kind of objection will not trouble English +readers of "Titan."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_viii" id="Page_viii">[Pg viii]</a></span></p> + +<p>Jean Paul has been justly praised for his success in drawing and shading +female characters. Our French critic says: "Richter has the rare merit +of placing on the stage in the same work six female personages, who have +not a shadow of resemblance to each other, and who, from the moment of +their appearance on the scene to that of their quitting it, never +deviate a single minute from the character the author has given them."</p> + +<p>The fate of his Titanide, Linda, created a loud remonstrance in Germany; +and one can hardly, indeed, help feeling as if poetic justice had been a +little caricatured, at least, in Richter's disposal of that half +strong-headed and half headstrong woman. Painful, however, as her end +is, the Translator could not listen an instant to the suggestion of +omitting a line of the scenes in which that terrible tragedy is brought +to a close.</p> + +<p>When the "Titan" first appeared, complaint was made by some that there +was too much of drollery, by others that there was not enough; some +found too much sentimentality, others too much philosophy; the +Translator has found it full, if not of that brevity which is the soul +of <i>wit</i> (not, however, of humor), yet of that variety which is the +spice of life.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_ix" id="Page_ix">[Pg ix]</a></span></p> + +<p>The Translator (or Transplanter, for he aspires to the title) of this +huge production, in his solicitude to preserve the true German aroma of +its native earth, may have brought away some part of the soil, and even +stones, clinging to the roots (<i>stones of offence</i> they may prove to +many, stones of stumbling to many more). He can only say, that if he had +made Jean Paul always talk in ordinary, conventional, straightforward, +instantly intelligible prose, the reader would not have had <i>Jean Paul +the Only</i>.</p> + +<p>And yet it is confidently claimed that, under all the exuberance of +metaphor and simile, and learned technical illustrations and odd +digressions, and gorgeous episodes and witching interludes, that +characterizes Richter, every attentive and thoughtful reader will find a +broad and solid ground of real good sense and good feeling, and that in +this extraordinary man whom, at times, his best friends were almost +tempted to call a crazy giant, will be found one whose <i>heart</i> (to use +the homely phrase) is ever <i>in the right place</i>.</p> + +<p>It has seemed necessary to give a few notes, and only a few. Properly to +furnish such a work with annotations would require Jean Paul's own +voluminous un-commonplace-books of all out-of-the-way<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_x" id="Page_x">[Pg x]</a></span> knowledge, and +that <i>Dictionary to Jean Paul</i> which one of his countrymen began, but +unfortunately carried only through one of his works, the work on +Education, <i>Levana</i>.</p> + +<p>The Translator desires emphatically to express his obligations to his +friend, Rev. Dr. Furness, of Philadelphia, and to <i>his</i> friend, the +accomplished scholar, Mr. Knorr, to whose kind and patient care whatever +of accuracy or felicity there may be in his version of the first Jubilee +is largely due; also, to Rev. Dr. Hedge, and all the friends who have +helped him with suggestion and encouragement in this large and difficult +undertaking, he makes his warmest acknowledgments;—and he closes by +commending the Titan to all lovers of the humanities, confident (in the +words of Mrs. Lee, in her Life of Jean Paul) that "the more it is read, +the more it will be acknowledged a work of exalted genius, pure +morality, and perennial beauty."</p> + +<p class="sig"> +C. T. B.<br /> +<span class="smcap">Newport, R. I.</span><br /> +</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/harpend.jpg" width="400" height="83" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xi" id="Page_xi">[Pg xi]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/3flowerstart.jpg" width="550" height="142" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h4>TO</h4> + +<h2>THE FOUR LOVELY AND NOBLE SISTERS ON THE THRONE.<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a> +</h2> +<h3><i>THE DREAM OF TRUTH.</i></h3> + + +<p>Aphrodite, Aglaia, Euphrosyne, and Thalia once looked down into the +clear-obscure of earth, and, weary of the ever-bright but cold Olympus, +yearned to enter in beneath the clouds of our world, where the Soul +loves more because it suffers more, and where it is sadder but more +warm. They heard the holy tones ascend, with which Polyhymnia passes +invisibly up and down the low, anxious earth, to cheer and lift our +hearts; and they mourned that their throne stood so far from the sighs +of the helpless.</p> + +<p>Then they determined to take the earthly veil, and to clothe themselves +in our mortal form. They came down from Olympus; Love and little loves +and genii flew playfully after them, and our nightingales fluttered to +meet them out of the bosom of May.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xii" id="Page_xii">[Pg xii]</a></span></p> + +<p>But, as they touched the first flowers of earth, and flung only rays of +light, and cast no shadows, then the earnest Queen of gods and men, +Fate, raised her eternal sceptre, and said: "The immortal becomes mortal +upon the earth, and every spirit becomes a human being!"</p> + +<p>So they became human beings and sisters, and were called <i>Louisa</i>, +<i>Charlotte</i>, <i>Theresa</i>, <i>Frederica</i>; the little loves and genii +transformed themselves into their children, and flew into their maternal +arms, and the motherly and sisterly hearts throbbed full of new love in +a great embrace. And when the white banner of the blooming spring +fluttered abroad, and more human thrones stood before them,—and when, +blissfully softened by love, the harmonica of life, they looked upon +each other and their happy children, and were speechless for love and +bliss,—then did Polyhymnia, invisible, float by over them, and +recognize them, and gave them the tones wherewith the heart expresses +and awakens love and joy.</p> + +<p>And the dream was ended and fulfilled; it had, as is always the case, +shaped itself after waking reality. Therefore, be it consecrated to the +four fair and noble sisters, and let all which is like it in <i>Titan</i> be +so consecrated too!</p> + +<p class="sig"> +<span class="smcap">Jean Paul Fr. Richter.</span><br /> +</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/flowerend.jpg" width="400" height="79" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> The Titan was published during the years 1800-1803. The +four sisters were the four daughters of the Duke of Mecklenburg, viz. +the Duchess of Hildburghausen, the Princess von Solms, the Princess of +Thun and Taxis, and the Louisa who afterward became Queen of Prussia, +and was so in the Liberation War.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xiii" id="Page_xiii">[Pg xiii]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/rivetstart.jpg" width="550" height="140" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>CONTENTS OF VOL. I.</h2> + + +<p>FIRST JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="tocnum">PAGE</span><br /></p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Passage To Isola Bella.—First Day of Joy in the Titan.—The +Pasquin-Idolater.—Integrity of the Empire +eulogized.—Effervescence of Youth.—Luxury of +Bleeding.—Recognition of a Father.—Grotesque +Testament.—German Predilection for Poems and the Arts.—The +Father of Death.—Ghost-Scene.—The Bloody Dream.—The Swing +of Fancy</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_1'>1</a></span></p> + + +<p>SECOND JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The two Biographical Courts.—The Herdsman's Hut.—The +Flying.—The Sale of Hair.—The Dangerous Bird-pole.—A +Storm locked up in a Coach.—Low Mountain-Music.—The loving +Child.—Mr. Von Falterle from Vienna.—The Torture +Soupé.—The Shattered Heart.—Werther without Beard, but +with a Shot.—The Reconciliation</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_70'>70</a></span></p> + +<p>THIRD JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Methods of the two Professional Gardeners in their +Pedagogical Grafting-School.—Vindication of Vanity.—Dawn +of Friendship.—Morning Star of Love.</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_110'>110</a></span></p> + +<p>FOURTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">High Style of Love.—The Gotha Pocket-Almanac.—Dreams on +the Tower.—The Sacrament<br /> and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xiv" id="Page_xiv">[Pg xiv]</a></span> Thunder-Storm.—The +Night-Journey into Elysium.—New Actors and Stages, and the +Ultimatum of the School-Years</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_128'>128</a></span></p> + +<p>FIFTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Grand-Entry.—Dr. Sphex.—The drumming Corpse.—The Letter +of the Knight.—Retrogradation of the +Dying-Day.—Julienne.—The still Good-Friday of Old +Age.—The healthy and bashful hereditary +Prince.—Roquairol.—The Blindness.—Sphex's Predilection +for Tears.—The fatal Banquet.—The Doloroso of Love</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_161'>161</a></span></p> + +<p>SIXTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The Ten Persecutions of the Reader.—Liana's Eastern +Room.—Disputation upon Patience.—The picturesque Cure</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_197'>197</a></span></p> + +<p>SEVENTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Albano's Peculiarity.—The intricate Interlacings of +Politics.—The Herostratus of Gaming-Tables.—Paternal +"Mandatum sine Clausula."—Good Society.—Mr. Von +Bouverot.—Liana's Spiritual and Bodily Presence</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_215'>215</a></span></p> + +<p>EIGHTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Le petit Lever of Dr. Sphex.—Path to +Lilar.—Woodland-Bridge.—The Morning in +Arcadia.—Chariton.—Liana's Letter and Psalm of +Gratitude.—Sentimental Journey through a Garden.—The +Flute-Dell.—Concerning the Reality of the Ideal</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_238'>238</a></span></p> + +<p>NINTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Pleasure of Court-Mourning.—The Burial.—Roquairol.—Letter +to him.—The Seven last Words in the Water.—The Swearing of +Allegiance.—Masquerade.—Puppet Masquerade.—The Head in +the Air, Tartarus, the Spirit-Voice, the Friend, the +Catacomb, and the two united Men</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_268'>268</a></span><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xv" id="Page_xv">[Pg xv]</a></span></p> + +<p>TENTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Roquairol's Advocatus Diaboli.—The Festival Day of +Friendship</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_310'>310</a></span></p> + +<p>ELEVENTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Embroidery.—Anglaise.—Cereus Serpens.—Musical Fantasies</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_334'>334</a></span></p> + +<p>TWELFTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Froulay's Birthday and Projects.—Extra-Leaf.—Rabette.—The +Harmonica.—Night.—The Pious Father.—The Wondrous +Stairway.—The Apparition</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_351'>351</a></span></p> + +<p>THIRTEENTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Roquairol's Love.—Philippic Against Lovers.—The +Pictures.—Albano Albani.—The Harmonic Tête-à -tête.—The +Ride to Blumenbühl</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_384'>384</a></span></p> + +<p>FOURTEENTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Albano and Liana</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_405'>405</a></span></p> + +<p>FIFTEENTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Man and Woman</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_432'>432</a></span></p> + +<p>SIXTEENTH JUBILEE.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">The Sorrows of a Daughter</span> <span class="tocnum"><a href='#Page_481'>481</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/oend.jpg" width="400" height="83" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/shieldstart.jpg" width="550" height="131" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>TITAN.</h2> + +<h2>FIRST JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Passage to Isola Bella.—First Day of Joy in the Titan.—The +Pasquin-Idolater.—Integrity of the Empire +Eulogized.—Effervescence of Youth.—Luxury of +Bleeding.—Recognition of a Father.—Grotesque +Testament.—German Predilection For Poems and the Arts.—The +Father of Death.—Ghost-scene.—the Bloody Dream.—The Swing +of Fancy.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>1. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/o.jpg" width="100" height="105" alt="O" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2"> +On a fine spring evening, the young Spanish Count Cesara came, with his +companions, Schoppe and Dian, to Sesto, in order the next morning to +cross over to the Borromæan island, Isola Bella, in Lago Maggiore. The +proudly blooming youth glowed with the excitement of travelling, and +with thoughts of the coming morrow, when he should see the isle, that +gayly decorated throne of Spring, and on it a man who had been promised +him for twenty years. This twofold glow exalted my picturesque hero to +the form of an angry god of the Muses. His beauty made a more triumphal +entry into Italian eyes than into the narrow Northern ones from the +midst of which he had come; in Milan many had wished he were of marble, +and stood with elder gods of stone, either in the Farnese Palace or in +the Clementine<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span> Museum, or in the Villa of Albani; nay, had not the +Bishop of Novara, with his sword at his side, a few hours before, asked +Schoppe (riding behind) who he was? And had not the latter, with a droll +squaring of the wrinkle-circle round his lips, made this copious answer +(by way of enlightening his spiritual lordship): "It's my Telemachus, +and I am the Mentor. I am the milling-machine and the die which coins +him,—the wolf's tooth and flattening mill which polishes him down,—the +man, in short, that regulates him"?</p></div> + +<p>The glowing form of the youthful Cesara was still more ennobled by the +earnestness of an eye always buried in the future, and of a firmly shut, +manly mouth, and by the daring decision of young, fresh faculties; he +seemed as yet to be a burning-glass in the moonlight, or a dark precious +stone of too much color, which the world, as in the case of other +jewels, can brighten and improve only by cutting <i>hollow</i>.</p> + +<p>As he drew nearer and nearer, the island attracted him, as one world +does another, more and more intensely. His internal restlessness rose as +the outward tranquillity deepened. Beside all this, Dian, a Greek by +birth and an artist, who had often circumnavigated and sketched Isola +Bella and Isola Madre, brought these obelisks of Nature still nearer to +his soul in glowing pictures; and Schoppe often spoke of the great man +whom the youth was to see to-morrow for the first time. As the people +were carrying by, down below in the street, an old man fast asleep, into +whose strongly marked face the setting sun cast fire and life, and who +was, in short, a corpse borne uncovered, after the Italian custom, +suddenly, in a wild and hurried tone, he asked his friends, "Does my +father look thus?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span></p> + +<p>But what impels him with such intense emotions towards the island is +this: He had, on Isola Bella, with his sister, who afterward went to +Spain, and by the side of his mother, who had since passed to the +shadowy land, sweetly toyed and dreamed away the first three years of +his life, lying in the bosom of the high flowers of Nature; the island +had been, to the morning slumber of life, to his childhood's hours, a +Raphael's painted sleeping-chamber. But he had retained nothing of it +all in his head and heart, save in the one a deep, sadly sweet emotion +at the name, and in the other the squirrel, which, as the family +scutcheon of the Borromæans, stands on the upper terrace of the island.</p> + +<p>After the death of his mother his father transplanted him from the +garden-mould of Italy—some of which, however, still adhered to the +tap-roots—into the royal forest of Germany; namely, to Blumenbühl, in +the principality of Hohenfliess, which is as good as unknown to the +Germans; there he had him educated in the house of a worthy nobleman, +or, to speak more meaningly and allegorically, he caused the pedagogical +professional gardeners to run round him with their water-pots, +grafting-knives, and pruning-shears, till the tall, slender palm-tree, +full of sago-pith and protecting thorns, outgrew them, and could no +longer be reached by their pots and shears.</p> + +<p>And now, when he shall have returned from the island, he is to pass from +the field-bed of the country to the tanvat and hot-bed of the city, and +to the trellises of the court garden; in a word, to Pestitz, the +university and chief city of Hohenfliess, even the sight of which, until +this time, his father had strictly forbidden him.</p> + +<p>And to-morrow he sees that father for the first time!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> He must have +burned with desire, since his whole life had been one preparation for +this meeting, and his foster-parents and teachers had been a sort of +chalcographic company, who had engraved in copper a portrait of the +author of his life-book so magnificently opposite the title-page. His +father, Gaspard de Cesara, Knight of the Golden Fleece (whether Spanish +or Austrian I should be glad to be precisely informed myself), a spirit +naturally three-edged, sharp, and brightly polished, had in his youth +wild energies, for whose play only a battle-field or a kingdom would +have been roomy enough, and which in high life had as little power of +motion as a sea-monster in a harbor. He satisfied them by playing +star-parts with all ranks in comedies and tragedies, by the prosecution +of all sciences, and by an eternal tour: he was intimate and often +involved with great and small men and courts, yet always marched along +as a stream with its own waves through the sea of the world. And now, +after having completed his travels by land and sea round the whole +circumference of life, round its joys and capacities and systems, he +still continues (especially since the Present, that ape of the Past, is +always running after him) to pursue his studies and geographical +journeyings; but always for scientific purposes, just as he visits now +the European battle-fields. As for the rest, he is not at all gloomy, +still less gay, but composed and calm; he does not even hate and love, +blame and praise other men any more than he does himself, but values +every one in his kind, the dove in hers and the tiger in his. What often +seems vengeance is merely the determined, soldier-like tread wherewith a +man, who can never flee and fear, but only knows how to advance and +stand his ground, tramples down larks'-eggs and ears of corn.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p> + +<p>I think that the corner which I have thus snipped off from the +Whistonian chart of this comet, for the benefit of mankind, is broad +enough. I will, before I discourse further, reserve the privilege to +myself, of sometimes calling Don Gaspard <i>the Knight</i>, without appending +to him the Golden Fleece; and, secondly, of not being obliged by +courtesy towards the short memory of readers to steal from his son +Cesara (under which designation the old man will never appear) his +Christian name, which, to be sure, is <i>Albano</i>.</p> + +<p>As Don Gaspard was about leaving Italy for Spain, he had, through +Schoppe, caused our Albano, or Cesara, to be brought hither without any +one's knowing why he did it at so late a period. Was it his pleasure, +perhaps, to gaze into the full spring-time of the young twigs? Did he +wish to unfold to the youth some rules for rustics in the +century-almanac of court life? Would he imitate the old Gauls, or the +modern inhabitants of the Cape, who never suffered their sons in their +presence till they were grown up and capable of bearing arms? Was +nothing less than that his idea? This much only I comprehend, that I +should be a very good-natured fool if I were, in the very fore-court of +the work, to suffer myself to be burdened with the task of drawing and +dotting out from the few data that I now have, in the case of a man so +remarkable, and whose magnetic needle declines so many degrees,—a +Wilkes's magnetic table of inclinations;—he, not I, is the father of +his son, to be sure, and he knows of course why he did not send for him +till his beard was grown.</p> + +<p>When it struck twenty-three o'clock (the hour before sundown), and +Albano would have counted up the tedious strokes, he was so excited that +he was not in a condition<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> to ascend the long tone-ladder;<a name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a> he must +away to the shore of the Lago, in which the up-towering islands rise +like sceptred sea-gods. Here stood the noble youth, his inspired +countenance full of the evening glow, with exalted emotions of heart, +sighing for his veiled father, who, hitherto, with an influence like +that of the sun behind a bank of clouds, had made the day of his life +warm and light. This longing was not filial love,—<i>that</i> belonged to +his foster-parents, for childlike love can only spring up toward a heart +whereon we have long reposed, and which has protected us, as it were, +with the first heart's-leaves against cold nights and hot days,—his +love was higher or rarer. Across his soul had been cast a gigantic +shadow of his father's image, which lost nothing by Gaspard's coldness. +Dian compared it to the repose on the sublime countenance of the Juno +Ludovici; and the enthusiastic son likened it to another sudden chill +which often comes into the heart in company with too great warmth from +another's heart, as burning-glasses burn feeblest precisely in the +hottest days. He even hoped he might perchance melt off by his love this +father's heart, so painfully frozen to the glaciers of life: the youth +comprehended not how possible it was to resist a true, warm heart, at +least his.</p> + +<p>Our hero, reared in the Carthusian monastery of rural life, and more in +past ages than his own, applied to every subject antediluvian gigantic +standards of measurement; the invisibility of the Knight constituted a +part of his greatness, and the Moses'-veil doubled the glory which it +concealed. Our youth had, in general, a singular leaning toward +extraordinary men, of whom others stand in dread. He read the eulogies +of every great man with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> as much delight as if they were meant for him; +and if the mass of people consider uncommon spirits as, for that very +reason, bad,—just as they take all strange petrifactions to be Devil's +bones,—in him the reverse was the case: in him <i>love</i> dwelt a neighbor +to <i>wonder</i>, and his breast was always at the same time wide and warm. +To be sure, every young man and every great man who looks upon another +as great, considers him for that very reason as too great. But in every +noble heart burns a perpetual thirst for a nobler, in the fair, for a +fairer; it wishes to behold its ideal out of itself, in bodily presence, +with glorified or adopted form, in order the more easily to attain to +it, because the lofty man can ripen only by a lofty one, as diamond can +be polished only by diamond. On the other hand, does a litterateur, a +cit, a newspaper carrier or contributor wish to get a glimpse of a great +head,—and is he as greedy for a great head as for an abortion with +three heads,—or a Pope with as many caps,—or a stuffed shark,—or a +speaking-machine or a butter-machine,—it is not because his inner man +is burdened and beset by the soul-inspiring ideal of a great man, pope, +shark, three-headed monster, or butter-model, but it is because he +thinks, in the morning, "I can't help wondering how the creature looks," +and because, in the evening, he means to tell how he looks, over a glass +of beer.</p> + +<p>Albano looked from the shore with increasing restlessness across the +shining water toward the holy dwelling-place of his past childhood, his +departed mother, his absent sister. The songs of gladness thrilled +through him as they came floating along on the distant boats; every +running wave—the foaming surge—raised a higher in his bosom; the giant +statue of St. Borromæus,<a name="FNanchor_3_3" id="FNanchor_3_3"></a><a href="#Footnote_3_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</a> looking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> away over the cities, embodied the +exalted one (his father) who stood erect in his heart, and the blooming +pyramid, the island, was the paternal throne; the sparkling chain of the +mountains and glaciers wound itself fast around his spirit, and lifted +him up to lofty beings and lofty thoughts.</p> + +<p>The first journey, especially when Nature casts over the long road +nothing but white radiance and orange-blossoms and chestnut-shadows, +imparts to the youth what the last journey often takes away from the +man,—a dreaming heart, wings for the ice-chasms of life, and wide-open +arms for every human breast.</p> + +<p>He went back, and with his commanding eye begged his friends to set sail +this very evening, although Don Gaspard was not to come to the island +till to-morrow morning. Often, what he wanted to do in a week, he +proposed to himself for the next day, and at last did it at once. Dian +tapped the impetuous Boreas on the head lovingly, and said: "Impatient +being, thou hast here the wings of a Mercury, and down there too +(pointing to his feet)! But just cool off! In the pleasant +after-midnight we embark, and when the dawn reddens in the sky we land." +Dian had not merely an artistic eye to his well-formed darling, but also +a tender interest in him, because he had often, in Blumenbühl, where he +had business as public architect, been the friend and guide of his +childhood and youth, and because now on the island he must tear himself +from his arms for some time and be absent at Rome. Since he (the public +architect) considered the same extravagance<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> which he would rebuke in an +old man to be no extravagance in a youth,—an inundation to be no +inundation in Egypt, though it would be in Holland,—and since he +assumed a different average temperature for every individual, age, and +people, and in holy human nature found no string to be cut off, but only +at most to be tuned, surely Cesara must have cherished toward the +cheerful and indulgent teacher, on whose two tables of laws stood only, +Joy and moderation! a right hearty attachment, even more hearty than for +the laws themselves.</p> + +<p>The images of the present and of the near future and of his father had +so filled the breast of the Count with greatness and immortality, that +he could not comprehend how any one could let himself be buried without +having achieved both, and that as often as the landlord brought in +anything, he pitied the man, particularly as he was always singing, and, +like the Neapolitans and Russians, in the minor key, because he was +never to be anything, certainly not immortal. The latter is a mistake; +for he gets his immortality here, and I take pleasure in giving place +and life to his name, <i>Pippo</i> (abbreviated from Philippo). When, at +last, they paid and were about to go, and Pippo kissed a Kremnitz ducat, +saying, "Praised be the holy Virgin with the child on her <i>right</i> arm," +Albano was pleased that the father took after his pious little daughter, +who had been all the evening rocking and feeding an image of the child +Jesus. To be sure, Schoppe remarked, she would carry the child more +<i>lightly</i> on her left arm;<a name="FNanchor_4_4" id="FNanchor_4_4"></a><a href="#Footnote_4_4" class="fnanchor">[4]</a> but the error of the good youth is a merit +in him as well as the truth.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span></p> +<p>Beneath the splendor of a full moon they went on board the bark, and +glided away over the gleaming waters. Schoppe shipped some wines with +them, "not so much," said he, "that there is nothing to be had on the +island, as for this reason, that if the vessel should leak, then there +would be no need of pumping out anything but the flagons,<a name="FNanchor_5_5" id="FNanchor_5_5"></a><a href="#Footnote_5_5" class="fnanchor">[5]</a> and she +would float again."</p> + +<p>Cesara sank, silently, deeper and deeper into the glimmering beauties of +the shore and of the night. The nightingales warbled as if inspired on +the triumphal gate of spring. His heart grew in his breast like a melon +under its glass-bell, and his breast heaved higher and higher over the +swelling fruit. All at once he reflected that he should in this way see +the tulip-tree of the sparkling morn and the garlands of the island put +together only like an artificial, Italian silk-flower, stamen by stamen, +leaf by leaf; then was he seized with his old thirst for one single +draining draught from Nature's horn of plenty; he shut his eyes, not to +open them again, till he should stand upon the highest terrace of the +island before the morning sun. Schoppe thought he was asleep; but the +Greek smilingly guessed the epicurism of this artificial blindness, and +bound, himself, before those great insatiable eyes the broad, black +taffeta-ribbon, which, like a woman's ribbon or lace mask, contrasted +singularly and sweetly with his blooming but manly face.</p> + +<p>Now the two began to tease and tantalize him in a friendly way with oral +night-pictures of the magnificent adornments of the shores between which +they passed. "How proudly," said Dian to Schoppe, "rises yonder the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> +castle of Lizanza, and its mountain, like a Hercules, with twelvefold +girdles of vine-clusters!" "The Count," said Schoppe in a lower tone to +Dian, "loses a vast deal by this bandaging of his eyes. See you not, +architect, to speak poetically, the glimmer of the city of Arona? How +beautifully she lays on Luna's blanc d'Espagne, and seems to be setting +herself out and prinking up for to-morrow in the powder-mantle of +moonshine which is flung around her! But that is nothing; still better +looks St. Borromæus yonder, who has the moon on his head like a +freshly-washed night-cap; stands not the giant there like the Micromegas +of the German body politic, just as high, just as stiff and stark?"</p> + +<p>The happy youth was silent, and returned for answer a hand-pressure of +love;—he only dreamed of the present, and signified he could wait and +deny himself. With the heart of a child from whom the curtains and the +after-midnight hide the approaching Christmas present of the morrow, he +was borne along in the pleasure-boat, with tightly bandaged eyes, toward +the approaching, heavenly kingdom. Dian drew, as well as the double +light of the moonshine and the aurora permitted, a sketch of the veiled +dreamer in his scrap-book. I wish I had it here, and could see in it how +my darling, with the optic nerves tied up, strains at once the eye of +dream directed toward the inner world, and the ear of attention so +sharply set toward the outer. How beautiful is such a thing, +painted,—how much more beautiful realized in life!</p> + +<p>The mantle of night grew thinner and cooler,—the morning air fanned +livingly against the breast,—the larks mingled with the nightingales +and with the singing boatmen,—and he heard, beneath his bandage, which +was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> growing lighter and lighter, the joyful discoveries of his friends, +who saw in the open cities along the shore the reviving stir of human +life, and on the waterfalls of the mountains the alternate reflections +of clouds and ruddy sky. At last the breaking splendors of morn hung +like a festoon of Hesperides-apples around the distant tops of the +chestnut-trees; and now they disembarked upon Isola Bella.</p> + +<p>The veiled dreamer heard, as they ascended with him the ten terraces of +the garden, the deep-drawn sigh and shudder of joy close beside him, and +all the quick entreaties of astonishment; but he held the bandage fast, +and went blindfold from terrace to terrace, thrilled with +orange-fragrance, refreshed by higher, freer breezes, fanned by +laurel-foliage,—and when they had gained at last the highest terrace, +and looked down upon the lake, heaving its green waters sixty ells +below, then Schoppe cried, "Now! now!" But Cesara said, "No! the sun +first!" and at that moment the morning wind flung up the sunlight +gleaming through the dark twigs, and it flamed free on the summits,—and +Dian snatched off the bandage, and said, "Look round!" "O God!" cried he +with a shriek of ecstasy, as all the gates of the new heaven flew open, +and the Olympus of nature, with its thousand reposing gods, stood around +him. What a world! There stood the Alps, like brother giants of the Old +World, linked together, far away in the past, holding high up over +against the sun the shining shields of the glaciers. The giants wore +blue girdles of forest, and at their feet lay hills and vineyards, and +through the aisles and arches of grape-clusters the morning winds played +with cascades as with watered-silk ribbons, and the liquid brimming +mirror of the lake hung down by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> the ribbons from the mountains, and +they fluttered down into the mirror, and a carved work of chestnut woods +formed its frame.... Albano turned slowly round and round, looked into +the heights, into the depths, into the sun, into the blossoms; and on +all summits burned the alarm-fires of mighty Nature, and in all depths +their reflections,—a creative earthquake beat like a heart under the +earth and sent forth mountains and seas.... O then, when he saw on the +bosom of the infinite mother the little swarming children, as they +darted by under every wave and under every cloud,—and when the morning +breeze drove distant ships in between the Alps,—and when <i>Isola Madre</i> +towered up opposite to him, with her seven gardens, and tempted him to +lean upon the air and be wafted over on level sweep from his summit to +her own,—and when he saw the pheasants darting down from the <i>Madre</i> +into the waves,—then did he seem to stand like a storm-bird with +ruffled plumage on his blooming nest, his arms were lifted like wings by +the morning wind, and he longed to cast himself over the terrace after +the pheasants, and cool his heart in the tide of Nature.</p> + +<p>Ashamed, he took, without looking round him, the hands of his friends +and pressed them in mute fervor, that he might not be obliged to speak. +The magnificent universe had painfully expanded, and then blissfully +overflowed his great breast; and now, when he opened his eyes, like an +eagle, wide and full upon the sun, and when the blinding brightness hid +the earth, and he began to be lonely, and the earth became smoke and the +sun a soft, white world, which gleamed only around the margin,—then did +his whole, full soul, like a thunder-cloud, burst asunder and burn and +weep, and from the pure, white<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> sun his mother looked upon him, and in +the fire and smoke of the earth his father and his life stood veiled.</p> + +<p>Silently he went down the terraces, often passing his hand across his +moist eyes to wipe away the dazzling shadow which danced on all the +summits and all the steps.</p> + +<p>Exalted Nature! when we see and love thee, we love our fellow-men more +warmly; and when we must pity or forget them, thou still remainest with +us, reposing before the moist eye like a verdant chain of mountains in +the evening red. Ah, before the soul in whose sight the morning dew of +its ideals has faded to a cold, gray drizzle,—and before the heart, +which, in the subterranean passages of this life, meets no longer men, +but only dry, crooked-up mummies on crutches in catacombs,—and before +the eye which is impoverished and forsaken, and which no human creature +will any longer gladden,—and before the proud son of the gods whom his +unbelief and his lonely bosom, emptied of humanity, rivet down to an +eternal, unchangeable anguish,—before all these thou remainest, +quickening Nature, with thy flowers and mountains and cataracts, a +faithful comforter; and the bleeding son of the gods, cold and +speechless, dashes the drop of anguish from his eyes, that they may +rest, far and clear, on thy volcanoes, and on thy Springs, and on thy +suns!</p> + + +<h3>2. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>I could wish nothing finer for one whom I held dear, than a mother,—a +sister,—three years of living together on Isola Bella,—and then in the +twentieth, a morning hour when he should land on the Eden-island, and, +enjoying all this with the eye and memory at once, clasp and strain it +to his open soul. O thou all too<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> happy Albano, on the rose-parterre of +childhood,—under the deep, blue sky of Italy,—in the midst of +luxuriant, blossom-laden citron-foliage,—in the bosom of <i>beautiful</i> +nature, who caresses and holds thee like a mother, and in the presence +of <i>sublime</i> nature, which stands like a father in the distance, and +with a heart which expects its own father to-day!</p> + +<p>The three now roamed with slow, unsteady steps through the swimming +paradise. Although both of the others had often trodden it before, still +their silver age became a golden age, by sympathy with Albano's ecstasy; +the sight of another's rapture wakes the old impression of our own. As +people who live near breakers and cataracts speak louder than others, so +did the majestic sounding of the swollen sea of life impart to them all, +even Schoppe, a stronger language; only he never could hit upon such +imposing words, at least gestures, as another man.</p> + +<p>Schoppe, who must needs fling a farewell kiss back to dear Italy, would +gladly still have conserved the last scattered drops that hung around +the cup of joy, which were sweet as Italian wines, full of German fire +without the German acid. By acid he meant leave-taking and emotion. "If +fate," said he, "fires a single retreating shot, by Heaven, I quietly +turn my nag and ride whistling back. The deuce must be in the beast (or +on him) if a clever jockey could not so break his mourning steed that +the creature should carry himself very well as a companion-horse to the +festive steed.<a name="FNanchor_6_6" id="FNanchor_6_6"></a><a href="#Footnote_6_6" class="fnanchor">[6]</a> I school my sun-horse as well as my sumpter-horse far +otherwise."</p> + +<p>First of all, now, they took possession of this Otaheite-island<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> by +marches, and every one of its provinces must pay them, as a Persian +province does its emperor, a different pleasure. "The lower terraces," +said Schoppe, "must deliver to us squatter-sovereigns the tithe of fruit +and sack, in citron and orange fragrance,—the upper pays off the +imperial tax in <i>prospects</i>,—the Grotto down below there will pay, I +hope, Jews-scot in the <i>murmur</i> of waters, and the cypress-wood up +yonder its princess's tribute in <i>coolness</i>,—the ships will not defraud +us of their Rhine and Neckar toll, but pay that down by showing +themselves in the distance."</p> + +<p>It is not difficult for me to perceive that Schoppe, by these quizzical +sallies, aimed to allay the violent commotions of Cesara's brain and +heart; for the splendor of the morning enchantment, although the youth +spoke composedly of lesser things, had not yet gone from his sight. In +him every excitement vibrated long after (one in the morning lasted the +whole day), for the same reason that an alarm-bell keeps on humming +longer than a sheep-bell; although such a continuing echo could neither +distract his attention nor disturb his actions or his words.</p> + +<p>The Knight was to come at noon. Meanwhile they roamed and revelled and +went humming about in stiller enjoyment with bees-wings and +bees-probosces through the richly-honeyed Flora of the island; and they +had that serene naturalness of children, artists, and Southern people, +which sips only from the honey-cup of the moment; and, accordingly, they +found in every dashing wave, in every citron-frame, in every statue +among blossoms, in every dancing reflection, in every darting ship, more +than one flower which opened its full cup wider under the warm sky, +whereas, with us, under our cold one, it fares as with the bees, against +whom the frosts of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> May shut the flowers up. O, the islanders are right! +Our greatest and most lasting error is, that we look for life, that is, +its happiness, as the materialists look for the soul, in the combination +of parts, as if the whole or the relation of its component parts could +give us anything which each individual part had not already. Does then +the heaven of our existence, like the blue one over our heads, consist +of mere empty air, which, when near to, and in little, is only a +transparent nothing, and which only in the distance and in gross becomes +blue ether? The century casts the flower-seeds of thy joy only from the +porous sowing-machine of minutes, or rather, to the blest eternity +itself there is no other handle than the instant. It is not that life +consists of seventy years, but the seventy years consist of a continuous +life, and one has lived, at all events, and lived enough, die when one +may.</p> + + +<h3>3. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>When, at length, the three sons of joy were about to seat themselves in +the dining-hall of a laurel grove before their meat-and-drink offering, +which Schoppe had stored away in the provision ship at Sesto, at that +moment, a genteel stranger, elegantly dressed in one color, came through +the twigs, with slow, stately steps, up to the reclining company, and +addressed himself, forthwith, without inquiry, to Cesara, in slow, soft, +and precisely pronounced German: "I am intrusted with an apology to Sir +Count Cesara."—"From my father?" asked he quickly. "Beg pardon,—from +my prince," replied the stranger; "he forbade your noble father, who +arose ill, to travel in the cool of the morning, but towards evening he +will meet you. In the mean time," he added, with a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> gracious smile and a +slight bow, "I sacrifice something on the noble Knight's account, in +commencing the pleasure of being longer with you hereafter, Sir Count, +by bringing you disappointment." Schoppe, who was neater at guessing +than at speaking, immediately broke out,—for he never let himself be +imposed upon by any man: "We are then pedagogic copartners and +confederates. Welcome, dear Gray-leaguesman!"<a name="FNanchor_7_7" id="FNanchor_7_7"></a><a href="#Footnote_7_7" class="fnanchor">[7]</a> "It gives me pleasure," +said the stranger, coldly, who was dressed in gray.</p> + +<p>But Schoppe had hit it; the stranger was hereafter to occupy the place +of chief tutor to Cesara, and Schoppe was collaborator. To me this seems +judicious; the electric-sparkling Schoppe could serve as the cat's-skin, +the fox-tail, the glass cylinder, which should completely charge our +youth, composed as he was of conductors and non-conductors; the chief +tutor, as principal, being the operator and spark-taker, who should +discharge him with his Franklin's-points.</p> + +<p>The man was named Von Augusti, was Lector to the prince, and had lived +much in the great world; he seemed, as is the case with all of this +court-stamp, ten years older than he really was, for he was in fact only +just thirty-seven.</p> + +<p>One would have to suffer for it from the inverted ink-pots of the +reviewing Xanthippes, if one should leave the reviewers or Xanthippes in +any uncertainty as to who the prince really was of whom we have all made +mention above. It was the hereditary Prince of Hohenfliess, in whose +village of Blumenbühl the Count had been brought up, and into whose +chief city he was next to remove. The Hohenfliess Infante was hurrying +back, in a great dust and all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> out of breath, from Italy, wherein he had +left much spare coin and land-scrip, to Germany, in order there to coin, +upon his own account, allegiance-medals, because his reigning father was +going down the steps into the hereditary sepulchre, and was even now +within a few paces of his coffin.</p> + +<p>During dinner the Lector Augusti spoke of the lovely scenery with true +taste, but with little warmth and impulse, preferring it by far to some +Tempestas<a name="FNanchor_8_8" id="FNanchor_8_8"></a><a href="#Footnote_8_8" class="fnanchor">[8]</a> in the Borromæan palace. Thence he passed on, in order to +have occasion of mentioning the Knight as often as possible, to the +personalities of the Court, and confessed that the German gentleman, M. +de Bouverot, stood in especial favor,—for with courtiers and saints +everything goes by grace,—and that the Prince was uncommonly afflicted +in his nerves, &c. Courtiers, who, for the most part, cut their very +souls according to the pattern of another's, do, however, draw up their +ministerial reports of court so copiously and seriously for the +uninitiated, that the reader of their gazettes must needs either laugh +or go to sleep; a court-man and the book <i>Des Erreurs et de la Verité</i> +call the general of the Jesuits God, the Jesuits men, and the +non-Jesuits beasts. Schoppe listened with a dreadful pucker and twist of +feature; he hated courts bitterly. Young Albano thought not much better +of them; nay, as he was fond of venture, and liked much better to work +and fight with the arm than with the fingers of the inner man, and +delighted in tackling to the snow-plough and harrow and sowing-machine +of life war-horses and thunder-steeds, instead of a team of clever +home-and field-horses, of course people who went carefully<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> and +considerately to work, and would rather do light, lacquered work, and +delicate ladies' work, than Hercules'-labors, he did not particularly +fancy. However he could not but feel a respect for the modesty of +Augusti, (based as it was upon a noble self-reliance,) which never let +him say a word about himself, as well as for the knowledge he had gained +by travel.</p> + +<p>Cesara,—by the way I shall continue through this Cycle to write it with +a C, agreeably to the Spanish orthography; but in and after the 4th, +since I am not used to that letter in my orthography, and cannot be +forever misrepresenting myself through a long book, it will be written +with a Z,—Cesara could not hear enough from the Lector about his +father. He related to him the last act of the Knight in Rome, but with +an irreligious coldness which produced in the youth a chill of a +different kind. Don Gaspard, namely, had laid a wager with a German +Nuncius, picture against picture, that he would take a certain German +(Augusti would not name him), whose life was only one prolonged, moral +filth-month in the princely stable of Epicurus, and in two days, without +seeing him, would convert him for as long a time as the Nuncio should +desire. The latter accepted the wager, but caused the German to be +secretly watched. After two days the German locked himself up, became +devout, pale, still, bed-ridden, and in conduct came near to a true +Christian. The Nuncio watched the mischief for a week, then demanded the +sudden retransformation, or the Circe's wand, which should bring back +again the beastly shape. The Knight touched the German with the wand, +and the Epicurean swine stood there perfectly sound and well. I know not +which is the more inexplicable, the miracle, or the cold-bloodedness of +the thing. But the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> Lector could not say with what menstrua Gaspard +forced these rapid solutions and evaporations and precipitations.</p> + +<p>At length the Lector, who had long been <i>frappé</i> with the vocation and +the collaboratorship of the singular Schoppe, came, by polite +circumlocutions, upon the question, how the Knight had become acquainted +with him. "Through the Pasquino," he replied. "He was just stepping +round the corner of the Palazzo degli Ursini, when he saw some Romans +and our hereditary prince standing round a man who was on his knees +(they were my knees) before the statues of Pasquino and Marforio, and +offering to them the following prayer: Dear Castor and Pollux! why do ye +not secularize yourselves out of the ecclesiastical estate, and travel +through my Germany <i>in partibus infidelium</i>, or as two diligent vicars? +Could you not go round among the cities of the empire as missionary +preachers and referendaries, or post yourselves as <i>chevaliers +d'honneur</i> and armorial bearers on either side of a throne? Would to God +they might at least vote thee, Pasquino, royal high-chaplain and master +of ceremonies in the court chapels, or let thee down from the roof by a +rope at the christening as baptismal angel! Say, could not you twins, +now, once come forward and speak as petition-masters-general in the +halls of the Diet, or, as <i>magistri sententiarum</i>, oppugn one another +within the walls of the universities on Commencement days? Pasquino, can +no Delia Porta<a name="FNanchor_9_9" id="FNanchor_9_9"></a><a href="#Footnote_9_9" class="fnanchor">[9]</a> restore thee, were it only so far that thou mightest, +at least, at Congresses and treaty-makings of the diplomatic corps, play +the <i>silhouetteur</i> as the figure-head of the stove, or must you serve at +the highest only in university libraries, as the busts of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> critical +editors? Ah, gay pair, would that Chigi, who stands here beside me, +might only model you into a portable pocket edition for ladies, I would +put you by, and not take you out of my pocket till I reached Germany! I +can, however, do it even here on the island," said Schoppe; whereupon he +drew forth the satirical work of art; for the renowned architect and +modeller, Chigi, who heard him, had really cast a copy of it. Schoppe +went on to tell how Don Gaspard then seriously stepped up to him, and +asked him, in Spanish, who he was. "I am (he answered also in Spanish) +actual Titular librarian to the Grand Master at Malta, and a descendant +of the so-called grammatical dog, the toothed humanist, Scioppius +(German Schoppe); my baptismal name is Pero, Piero, Pietro (Peter). But +many here call me, by mistake, Sciupio or Sciopio (extravagance)."</p> + +<p>Gaspard had an impartial, deep-reaching eye for every spirit, even +though it were most unlike his own; and, least of all, did he seek a +repetition of himself. He therefore took the librarian home with him. +Since, now, the latter seemed to live solely by portrait-painting, and +was besides just meaning to go back to Germany, he accordingly proposed +to this rich, many-eyed, rough spirit, Albano's society, which only the +present fellow-laborer, Augusti, was to share with him. But there were +four things which the librarian demanded beforehand, as +preliminaries,—a sitting from the Count, his profile, and—when both +these had been granted—yet a third and a fourth, in the following +terms: "Must I suffer myself to be <i>calendered</i><a name="FNanchor_10_10" id="FNanchor_10_10"></a><a href="#Footnote_10_10" class="fnanchor">[10]</a> by the +three estates, and forced to take on gloss and smoothness by +polishing-presses? I will not; whithersoever else, be it to +heaven or hell, I will<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> accompany your son, but not into the +stamping-washing-roasting-melting-and-forcing-works of great houses." +This was granted easiest of all; besides, the second Imperial vicegerent +of the paternal supremacy, Augusti, was appointed to the business in +question. But upon the fourth point they came near falling out. Schoppe, +who would rather be an outlaw than a slave or a freedman, and whose +ground, no less imperially free than fruitful, would not endure a hedge, +could accommodate himself only to accidental, undetermined services, and +felt obliged to decline the <i>fixum</i> of a salary. "I will," said he, +"deliver occasional sermons, but none of your weekly sermons; nay, it +may be, oftentimes, I shall not enter the desk for a half-year +together." The Knight considered it beneath him to be under obligations, +and drew back, till Schoppe hit upon the diagonal road, and said he +would give his society as a <i>don gratuit</i>, and should expect of the +Knight, from time to time, a considerable <i>don gratuit</i> in return. As +for the rest, Schoppe was now full as dear to the Knight as the +first-best Turk of the Court who had ever helped him up his +carriage-steps; his trial of a man was like a post-mortem examination, +and after the trial he neither loved nor hated more cordially; to him, +as he looked into the show-piece of blustering life, the manager and the +first and second mistresses, and the Lears and Iphigenias and heroes +were no friends, nor were the Kasperls and the tyrants and +supernumeraries foes, but they were simply different actors in different +parts. Ah, Gaspard, standest thou, then, in the front box, and not also +on the stage of life itself? And dost thou not in the great drama +recognize, like Hamlet, a lesser one? Ay, does not every stage imply, +after all, a twofold life,—a copying and a copied?</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span></p> +<p>Either the glass or two (or more) of wine, or else his annoying contrast +to the elegant, sedate Lector, set Schoppe's winnowing-mill with all its +wheels in motion, though this humor of his found small scope on the +enchanting island; and when Augusti expressed a wish that Schoppe might +go to Germany under happier auspices than other painters, the latter +drew forth a pack of gilded pictures of German patron saints, and said, +shuffling them: "Many a one would here lay a papal miserere on the desk +and sing it off, particularly if, like me, he had to go into winter +quarters among the German ice and fog-banks in the middle of +spring;—and it is with reluctance, I am free to confess, I leave the +Harlequin and Pulzinella and Scapin, and the whole <i>comedia dell' arte</i> +behind. But the gentlemen saints whom I here shuffle have brought the +lands under their charge into high and dry condition, and one passes +through them with comfort. Mr. Architect, you laugh, but you know +altogether too little of what these painted heavenly advowees hourly +undertake in behalf of the German circles. Mr. Architect, show me, after +all, a country anywhere, in which so many cudgels, programmes, +professors, <i>Perukes-allongées</i>, learned advertisements, imperial +notices, cits and surburbans, ceremonies, coronations, and Heidelberg +tubs, but without indwelling Diogeneses, are to be mustered together as +in the aforementioned? Or I appeal to you, Mr. Von Augusti! Point out to +me, I pray, one single territory which is provided with such a <i>Long +Parliament</i>, namely, a most lengthy Diet of the Empire, as it were, an +extraordinarily wholesome <i>pillula perpetua</i><a name="FNanchor_11_11" id="FNanchor_11_11"></a><a href="#Footnote_11_11" class="fnanchor">[11]</a> which the patient is +incessantly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> swallowing, and which as incessantly purges him; and who is +not reminded, as well as myself, in this connection, of the <i>capitulatio +perpetua</i>, and in general of the body politic of the Empire, that +<i>perpetuum immobile</i>,—and on good grounds?" Here Schoppe drank. "The +body of the Empire becomes thereby, like the first principle of morals, +or like virgin earth, altogether insoluble; nay, supposing one of us +were to take an electoral sword, and cut it in two therewith, as if it +were an earwig, still the half with the teeth would, like the cloven +earwig, turn round and eat the latter half clean up,—and then there +would be the whole continuous earwig rejoined and well fed into the +bargain. It is not by any means to be regretted as a consequence of this +close <i>nexus</i> of the Empire, that the corpus can devour and digest its +own limbs, as the brook-crab does its stomach, without any real harm to +itself, so that the corpus, like a Homeric god, can only be wounded, but +not killed. Take this bunchy polypus-stalk, I often say, mash it to a +pulp with Rösel,—turn it wrong side outward like a glove,—like +Lichtenberg, cut the polypus in two dexterously with a hair,—like +Trembley, stick and incorporate several severed limbs into one another, +as other naturalists do imperial cities, abbeys, small provinces into +greater, or the reverse,—and then examine after some days; verily, +magnificent and whole and well, thy polypus will be found sitting there +again, or my name is not Schoppe."</p> + +<p>The Count had heard him again and again on this subject, and could +therefore more easily and properly smile; the Lector, however, was +learning all this for the first time, and even the comic actor is not +such to his new hearers. But amidst all these diversions there still +sounded on in Albano's soul a confused tumult, like the murmuring<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> of +the waterfall of the coming times. He peered longingly through the +wavering seams of the laurel-foliage, out toward the shining hills, when +Dian said, in his painter's-language: "Is it not as if all the gods +stood, with thousands of cornucopias, on the mountains around Lago +Maggiore, and poured down wine and cascades, till the lake, like a +goblet of joy, foams over and gushes down with the brimming juice?" +Schoppe replied: "Pleasures of exceeding flavor, like pineapples, have +the misfortune, that, like pineapples, they make the gums bleed." "I +think," said Augusti, "that one ought not to reflect much upon the +pleasures of life, any more than upon the beauties of a good poem; one +enjoys both better without counting or dissecting them." "And I," said +Cesara, "would calculate and dissect from very pride; whatever came of +it I would abide, and I should be ashamed to be unhappy about it. If +life, like the olive, is a bitter fruit, then grasp both with the press, +and they will afford the sweetest oil." Here he rose to remain alone on +the island till evening; he asked indulgence, but gave no excuse. His +lofty, ambitious soul was incapable of descending to the smallest lie, +even towards an animal. In Blumenbühl he used daily to entice the tame +pigeons near him by holding out food; and his foster-sister often begged +him to catch one; but he always said, "No," for he would not betray the +confidence even of a brute creature.</p> + +<p>While they followed him with their eyes, as he slowly retired through +the laurel shades, with the shadows dancing after him and stray sunbeams +gliding down over him, and, as in a dream, gently bent the branches +apart with his hands extended before him, Dian broke forth: "What a +statue of Jupiter!" "And the ancients," said Schoppe, joining in, +"believed, moreover, that every god dwelt in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> his own statue." "A +magnificent, threefold breadth of brow, nasal bridge, and breast!" +continued Dian. "A Hercules planting olive-trees on Olympus!" "It struck +me very much," said the Lector, "that, after considerable study, I could +read in his countenance what I wished and what was mutually +contradictory,—coldness, warmth, innocence and gentleness, most readily +defiance and force." Schoppe added: "It may be still harder for himself +to compel such a congress of warring powers within him to become a +peace-congress." "How beautifully," said the humanly feeling Dian, "must +love sit upon so mighty a form, and how sublimely must anger!" "Those +are two poetic beauties," replied Schoppe, "out of which two +Pedagogiarchs and Zenophons, like us, can make little with their Cyrus +in their Cyropædia."</p> + + +<h3>4. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Zesara had tasted only three glasses of wine; but the must of his thick, +hot blood fermented under it mightily. The day grew more and more into a +Daphnian and Delphic grove, in whose whispering and steamy thicket he +lost himself deeper and deeper,—the sun hung in the blue like a white +glistening snow-ball,—the glaciers cast their silvery glances down into +the green,—from distant clouds it thundered occasionally,<a name="FNanchor_12_12" id="FNanchor_12_12"></a><a href="#Footnote_12_12" class="fnanchor">[12]</a> as if +spring were rolling along in his triumphal chariot far away towards us +at the north,—the living glow of the climate and the hour, and the holy +fire of two raptures, the remembered and the expected, warmed to life +all his powers. And now that fever of young health seized upon him, in +which it always seemed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> to him as if a particular heart beat in every +limb,—the lungs and the heart are heavy and full of blood,—the breath +is hot as a Harmattan wind,—and the eye dark in its own blaze,—and the +limbs are weary with energy. In this overcharge of the electrical cloud +he had a peculiar passion for destroying. When younger, he often +relieved himself by rolling fragments of rock to a summit and letting +them roll down, or by running on the full gallop till his breath grew +<i>longer</i>, or most surely by hurting himself with a penknife (as he had +heard of Cardan's doing), and even bleeding himself a little +occasionally. Seldom do ordinary, and still seldomer extraordinary, men +attain full-blooming youth of body and spirit, but when it does happen, +so much the more luxuriantly does one root bear a whole flower-garden.</p> + +<p>With such emotions Albano now stood alone behind the palace towards the +south, when a sport of his boyish years occurred to him.</p> + +<p>He had, namely, often in May, during a heavy wind, climbed up into a +thick-limbed apple-tree, which supported a whole green hanging cabinet, +and had laid himself down in the arms of its branches. And when, in this +situation, the wavering pleasure-grove swung him about amidst the +juggling play of the lily-butterflies and the hum of bees and insects +and the clouds of blossoms, and when the flaunting top now buried him in +rich green, now launched him into deep blue, and now into the sunshine, +then did his fancy stretch the tree to gigantic dimensions: it grew +alone in the Universe, as if it were the tree of endless life, its root +pierced far down into the abyss, the white-red clouds hung upon it as +blossoms, the moon as a fruit, the little stars glistened like dew, and +Albano reposed in its infinite summit, and a storm swayed the summit +from day into night and from night into day.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span></p> + +<p>And now he stood looking up to a tall cypress. A southeast breeze had +arisen from its siesta in Rome, and flying along had cooled itself by +the way in the tops of the lemon-trees and in a thousand brooks and +shadows, and now lay cradled in the arms of the cypress. Then he climbed +up the tree, in order at least to tire himself. But how did the world +stretch out before him, with its woods, its islands, and its mountains, +when he saw the thunder-cloud lying over Rome's seven hills, just as if +that old spirit were speaking from the gloom which once wrought in the +seven hills as in seven Vesuviuses, that had stood before the face of +the earth so many centuries with fiery columns, with erect tempests, and +had overspread it with clouds and ashes and fertility, till they at last +burst themselves asunder! The mirror-wall of the glaciers stood, like +his father, unmelted before the warm rays of heaven, and only glistened +and remained cold and hard,—from the broad expanse of the lake the +sunny hills seemed on every hand to rise as from their bath, and the +little ships of men seemed to lie fast stranded in the distance,—and, +floating far and wide around him, the great spirits of the past went by, +and under their invisible tread only the woods bowed themselves, the +flower-beds scarcely at all. Then did the outward past become in Albano +his own future,—no melancholy, but a thirst after all greatness that +inhabits and uplifts the spirit, and a shrinking from the unclean baits +of the future painfully compressed his eyelids, and heavy drops fell +from them. He came down, because his internal dizziness grew at last to +a physical. His rural education and the influence of Dian, who +reverenced the modest course of nature, had preserved the budding garden +of his faculties from the untimely morning sun and hasty growth; but the +expectation<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> of the evening and the journey he had taken had conspired +to make the day of his life now too warm and stimulating.</p> + +<p>Roaming and dreaming, he lost himself among orange-blossoms. Suddenly it +was to him as if a sweet stirring in his inmost heart made it enlarge +painfully, and grow void, and then full again. Ah, he knew not that it +was the fragrances which he had here in childhood so often drunk into +his bosom, and which now darkly but powerfully called back every fantasy +and remembrance of the past, for the very reason that fragrances, unlike +the worn-out objects of the eye and ear, seldomer present themselves, +and therefore the more easily and intensely renew the faded sensations. +But when he happened into an arcade of the palace, which was colored +mosaically with variegated stones and shells, and when he saw the waves +playing and dancing on the threshold of the grotto, then did a +moss-grown past all at once reveal itself: he sounded his +recollections,—the colored stones of the grotto lay as it were full of +inscriptions of a former time before his memory. Ah, here had he been a +thousand times with his mother! She had showed him the shells and +forbidden him to approach the waves; and once, as the sun was rising and +the rippled lake and all the pebbles glistened, he had waked up on her +bosom, in the midst of the blaze of lights.</p> + +<p>O, was not, then, the place sacred, and was not here the overpowering +desire pardonable, which he had so long felt to-day, to open a wound in +his arm for the relief of the restless and tormenting blood?</p> + +<p>He scratched himself, but accidentally too deep, and with a cool and +pleasant exaltation of his more lightly-breathing nature he watched the +red fountain of his arm<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> in the setting sun, and became, as if a burden +had fallen off from him, calm, sober, still, and tender. He thought of +his departed mother, whose love remained now forever unrequited. Ah, +gladly would he have poured out this blood for her,—and now, too, love +for his sickly father gushed up more warmly than ever in his bosom. O +come soon, said his heart, I will love thee so inexpressibly, thou dear +Father!</p> + +<p>The sun grew cold on the damp earth,—and now only the indented mural +crown formed by the gold wedges of the glacier-peaks glowed above the +spent clouds,—and the magic-lantern of nature threw its images longer +and fainter every moment, when a tall form, in an open red mantle, came +slowly along towards him round the cedar-trees, pressed with the right +hand the region of its heart, where little sparks glimmered, and with +the half-raised left crushed a waxen mask into a lump, and looked down +into its own breast. Suddenly it stiffened against the wall of the +palace in a petrified posture. Albano placed his hand upon his light +wound, and drew near to the petrified one. What a form! From a dry, +haggard face projected between eyes which gleamed on, half hid beneath +their sockets, a contemptuous nose with a proud curl,—there stood a +cherub with the germ of the fall, a scornful, imperious spirit, who +could not love aught, not even his own heart, hardly a higher,—one of +those terrible beings who exalt themselves above men, above misfortune, +above the earth, and above conscience, and to whom it is all the same +whatever human blood they shed, whether another's or their own.</p> + +<p>It was Don Gaspard.</p> + +<p>The sparkling chain of his order, made of steel and precious stones, +betrayed him. He had been seized with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> the catalepsy, his old complaint. +"O father!" said Albano, with terror, and embraced the immovable form; +but it was as if he clasped cold death to his heart. He tasted the +bitterness of a hell,—he kissed the rigid lip, and cried more +loudly,—at last, letting fall his arm, he started back from him, and +the exposed wound bled again without his feeling it; and gnashing his +teeth with wild, youthful love and with anguish, and with great +ice-drops in his eyes, he gazed upon the mute form, and tore its hand +from its heart. At this Gaspard, awaking, opened his eyes, and said, +"Welcome, my dear son!" Then the child, with overmastering bliss and +love, sank on his father's heart, and wept, and was silent. "Thou +bleedest, Albano," said Gaspard, softly holding him off; "bandage +thyself!" "Let me bleed; I will die with thee, if thou diest! O, how +long have I pined for thee, my good father!" said Albano, yet more +deeply agitated by his father's sick heart, which he now felt beating +more heavily against his own. "Very good; but bandage thyself!" said he; +and as the son did it, and while hurrying on the bandage, gazed with +insatiable love into the eye of his father,—that eye which cast only +cold glances like his jewelled ring; just then, on the chestnut-tops +which had been to-day the throne of the morning sun, the soft moon +opened soothingly her holy eye, and it was to the inflamed Albano, in +this home of his childhood and his mother, as if the spirit of his +mother were looking from heaven, and calling down, "I shall weep if you +do not love each other." His swelling heart overflowed, and he said +softly to his father, who was growing paler in the moonlight, "Dost thou +not love me, then?" "Dear Alban," replied the father, "one cannot answer +thee enough: thou art very good,—it is very good." But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> with the pride +of a love which boldly measured itself with his father's, he seized +firmly the hand with the mask, and looked on the Knight with fiery eyes. +"My son," replied the weary one, "I have yet much to say to thee to-day, +and little time, because I travel to-morrow,—and I know not how long +the beating of my heart will let me speak." Ah, then, that previous sign +of a touched soul had been only the sign of a disordered pulse. Thou +poor son, how must thy swollen sea stiffen before this sharp air,—ah, +how must thy warm heart cleave to the ice-cold metal, and tear itself +away not without a skin-peeling wound!</p> + +<p>But, good youth! who of us could blame thee that wounds should +attach thee as it were by a tie of <i>blood</i> to thy true or false +demigod,—although a demigod is oftener joined to a demi-beast than a +demi-man,—and that thou shouldst so painfully love! Ah, what ardent +soul has not once uttered the prayer of love in vain, and then, lamed by +the chilling poison, like other poisoned victims, not been able any +longer to move its heavy tongue and heavy heart! But love on, thou warm +soul! like spring-flowers, like night-butterflies, tender love at last +breaks through the hard-frozen soil, and every heart, which desires +nothing else than a heart, finds at last its bosom!</p> + + +<h3>5. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The Knight took him up to a gallery supported by a row of stone pillars, +which lemon-trees strewed all over with perfumes and with little, lively +shadows, silver-edged by the moon. He drew two medallions from his +pocket-book,—one represented a remarkably youthful-looking female face, +with the circumscription, "Nous ne<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> nous verrons jamais, mon fils." +"Here is thy mother," said Gaspard, giving it to him, "and here thy +sister"; and handed him the second, whose lines ran into an indistinct, +antiquated shape, with the circumscription, "Nous nous verrons un jour, +mon frère." He now began his discourse, which he delivered in such a low +tone and in so many loose sheets (one comma often coming at one end of +the gallery and the next at the other), and with such an alternation of +quick and slow paces, that the ear of any eavesdropping inquisitor +keeping step with them, under the gallery, had there been one down +there, could not have caught three drops of connected sound. "Thy +attention, dear Alban," he continued, "not thy fancy, must now be put on +the stretch. Thou art, unhappily, to-day too romantic for one who is to +hear so many romantic things. The Countess of Cesara ever loved the +mysterious; thou wilt perceive it in the commission which she gave me a +few days before her death, and which I was obliged to promise I would +execute this very Good-Friday."</p> + +<p>He said further, before beginning, that, as his catalepsy and +palpitation of the heart increased critically, he must hasten to Spain +to arrange his affairs, and, still more, those of his ward, the Countess +of Romeiro. Alban made one brotherly inquiry about his dear sister, so +long separated from him; his father gave him to hope he should soon see +her, as she intended to visit Switzerland with the Countess.</p> + +<p>As I do not perceive what people will gain by it, if I insert those (to +me) annoying geese-feet<a name="FNanchor_13_13" id="FNanchor_13_13"></a><a href="#Footnote_13_13" class="fnanchor">[13]</a> with the everlasting "said he," I will +relate the commission in person. There would, at a certain time (the +Knight said), come to him three unknown persons,—one in the morning, +one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> at noon, and one in the evening,—and each one would present him a +card, in a sealed envelope, containing merely the name of the city and +the house wherein the picture-cabinet, which Albano must visit the very +same night, was to be found. In this cabinet he must touch and press all +the nails of the pictures till he comes to one behind which the pressure +makes a repeating-clock, built into the wall, strike twelve. Here he +finds behind the picture a secret arras-door, behind which sits a female +form with an open souvenir and three rings on her left hand, and a +crayon in her right. When he presses the ring of the middle finger, the +form will rise amidst the rolling of the internal wheel-work, step out +into the chamber, and the wheel-work, which is running down, will stop +with her at a wall whereon she indicates, by the crayon, a hidden +compartment, in which lie a pocket-perspective glass and the waxen +impression of a coffin-key. The eye-glass of the perspective arranges by +an optical anamorphosis the snarl of withering lines on the medallion of +his sister, which he had to-day received, into a sweet, young form, and +the object-glass gives back to the immature image of his mother the +lineaments of mature life. Then he is to press the ring-finger, and +immediately the dumb, cold figure will begin to write with the crayon in +the souvenir, and designate to him, in a few words, the place of the +coffin, of whose key he has the waxen impression. In the coffin lies a +black marble slab, in the form of a black Bible; and when he has broken +it he will find a kernel therein, from which is to grow the +Christmas-tree of his whole life. If the slab is not in the coffin, then +he is to give the last ring of the little finger a pressure,—but what +this wooden Guerike's weather-prophet of his destiny would do, the +Knight himself could not predict.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span></p> + +<p>I am fully of opinion that from this bizarre testament the +repeating-work and half of the wheel-work might easily be broken out, +(just as clocks are now made in London with only two wheels,) without +doing the dial-work or the movement of the hands the least injury.</p> + +<p>Upon Albano all this testamentary whirl and whiz had, contrary to my +expectation, almost no effect; excepting to produce a more tender love +for the good mother who, when she already beheld, in the stream of life +below, the swift image of the pouncing hawk of death, thought only of +her son. Upon the fixed, iron countenance of his father he so gazed +during this narrative with tender gratitude for the pains he had taken +to remember and relate, as almost to lose the thread of the discourse, +and in the moonshine and to the eye of his fancy the Knight grew to a +Colossus of Rhodes, hiding half the horizon of the present, a being for +whom this testamentary memory-work seemed almost too trivial.</p> + +<p>Thus far Don Gaspard had spoken merely as a genuine man of the world, +who always excludes from his speech (into which no special, intimate +relations enter) all mention or flattery of a person, of others as well +as of himself, and regards even historical persons merely as conditions +of things, so that two such impersonalities with their grim coldness +seemed to be only two speaking logics or sciences, not living beings +with beating hearts. O, how softly did it flow, like a tender melody, +into Albano's lovesick heart, which the pure and mild moon, and the +glimmering island-garden of his early days, and the voice of his mother +sounding on and echoing in his soul, all conspired to melt, when at +length the <i>father</i> said: "So much have I to tell of the Countess. Of +myself I have nothing to say to thee but to express my constant +satisfaction<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> hitherto with thy life." "O, give me, dearest father, +instruction and counsel for my future government," said the enraptured +man, and as Gaspard's right hand twitched convulsively toward his more +hurriedly beating heart, he followed it with his left to the sick spot +and pressed intensely the hysterical heart as if he could arrest by +grasping at the spokes this down-hill-rolling wheel of life. The Knight +replied: "I have nothing more to say to thee. The <i>Linden City</i> +(Pestitz) is now open to thee; thy mother had shut it against thee. The +hereditary Prince, who will soon be Prince, and the minister, Von +Froulay, who is my friend, will be thine. I believe it will be of +service to thee to cultivate their acquaintance."</p> + +<p>The sharp-sighted Gaspard saw at this moment suddenly flit across the +pure, open countenance of the youth strange emotions and hot blushes, +which nothing immediate could explain, and which instantly passed away, +as if annihilated, when he thus continued: "To a man of rank, sciences +and polite learning, which to others are final ends, are only means and +recreations; and great as thy inclination for them may be, thou wilt, +however, surely, in the end give actions the preference over enjoyments; +thou wilt not feel thyself born to instruct or amuse men merely, but to +manage and to rule them. It were well if thou couldst gain the minister, +and thereby the knowledge of government and political economy which he +can give thee; for in the sketch of one country as well as of one court +thou hast the grand outlines of every greater one to which thou mayest +be called, and for which thou wilt have to educate thyself. It is my +wish that thou shouldst be even a favorite of the Prince and the Court, +less because thou hast need of connections than because thou needest +experience. Only through men are men to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> subdued and surpassed, not +by books and superior qualities. One must not display his worth in order +to gain men, but gain them first, and then, and not until then, show his +worth. There is no calamity like ignorance; and not so much by virtue as +by understanding is man made formidable and fortunate. Thou hast at most +to shun men who are too like thee, particularly the noble." The +corrosive sublimate of his irony consisted here, not in his pronouncing +"noble" with an accented, ironical tone, but in his pronouncing it, +contrary to what might have been expected, coldly and without any tone +at all. Albano's hand, still on his, had for some time slipped down from +his father's heart along the sharp-edged steel chain of his order to the +golden, metal-cold lamb that hung from it. The youth, like all young men +and hermits, had too severe notions of courtiers and men of the world: +he held them to be decided basilisks and dragons,—although I can still +excuse that, if he means by basilisks only what the naturalists +mean,—wingless lizards,—and by dragons, nothing but winged ones, and +thus regards them only as amphibia, hardly less cold and odious than +Linnæus defines such to be. Besides, he cherished (so easily does +Plutarch become the seducer of youth whose biographer he might have +been, like me) more contempt than reverence for the <i>artolatry</i> (loaf +and fish service) of our age, always transubstantiating (inversely) its +<i>god</i> into <i>bread</i>,—for the best bread-studies or bread-carts,—for the +making of a <i>carrière</i>,—for every one, in short, who was not a +dare-devil, and who, instead of catapultas and war machines, operated +with some sort of invisible magnetic wands, suction-works, and +cupping-glasses, and took anything in that way. Every young man has a +fine season in his life when he will accept no office, and every young +woman has the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> same in hers, when she will accept no husband; by and by +they both change, and often take one another into the bargain.</p> + +<p>As the Knight advanced the above propositions, certainly not offensive +to any man of the world, there swelled in his son a holy, generous +pride,—it seemed to him as if his heart and even his body, like that of +a praying saint, were lifted by a soaring genius far above the +race-courses of a greedy, creeping age,—the great men of a greater time +passed before him under their triumphal arches, and beckoned him to come +nearer to them: in the east lay Rome and the moon, and before him the +Circus of the Alps,—a mighty Past by the side of a mighty Present. With +the proud and generous consciousness that there is something more +godlike in us than prudence and understanding, he laid hold of his +father, and said: "This whole day, dear father, has been one increasing +agitation in my heart. I cannot speak nor think rightly for emotion. +Father, I will visit them all; I will soar away above men; but I despise +the dirty road to the object. I will in the sea of the world rise like a +living man by <i>swimming</i>, and not like a drowned man by <i>corruption</i>. +Yes, father, let Fate cast a gravestone upon this breast, and crush it, +when it has lost virtue and the divinity and its own heart."</p> + +<p>What made Albano speak so warmly was that he could not avoid an +irrepressible veneration for the great soul of the Knight; he +continually represented to himself the pangs and the lingering death of +so strong a life, the sharp smoke of so great a coldly quenched fire, +and inferred from the emotions of his own living soul what must be those +of his father, who in his opinion had only gradually thus crumbled upon +a broad bed of black, cold worldlings, as the diamond cannot be +volatilized except on a bed of dead, burnt-out, blacksmith's coals.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> Don +Gaspard, who seldom, and then only mildly, found fault with men,—not +from love, but from indifference,—patiently replied to the youth: "Thy +warmth is to be praised. All will come right in good time. Now let us +eat."</p> + + +<h3>6. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The banquet-hall of our Islanders was in the rich palace of the absent +Borromæan family. They conceded to the lovely island the prize-apple of +Paris and the laurel-wreath. Augusti and Gaspard wrote their eulogies +upon it in a clear, easy style, only Gaspard used the more antitheses. +Albano's breast was filled with a new world, his eye with radiance, his +cheeks with joyous blood. The Architect extolled as well the taste as +the purse of the hereditary Prince, who by means of both had brought +with him to his country, not artistic masters indeed, but still +masterpieces, and at whose instance this very Dian was going to Italy to +take casts for him there of the antiques. Schoppe replied: "I hope the +German is as well supplied with painters' academies and painters' colics +as any other people; our pictures on goods, our illuminated Theses in +Augsburg, our margins of newspapers, and our vignettes in every dramatic +work, (whereby we had an earlier <i>Shakespeare Gallery</i> than London,) our +gallows-birds hung in effigy,—are well known to every one, and show at +first sight how far we carry the thing. But I will even allow that +Greeks and Italians paint as well as we; still we tower far above them +in this, that we, like nature and noble suitors, never seek isolated +beauty, without connected advantage. A beauty which we cannot also +roast, sell at auction, wear, or marry, passes with us only for just +what it is worth; beauty is with us (I hope)<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> never anything else but +selvage and trimming to utility, just as, also, at the Diet of the +Empire, it is not the side-tables of confectionery, but the +session-tables, that are the proper work-tables of the body politic. +Genuine Beauty and Art are therefore with us set, painted, stamped only +on things which at the same time bring in something; e. g. fine Madonnas +only in the journals of fashion,—etched leaves only on packages of +tobacco-leaves,—cameos on pipe-bowls,—gems on seals, and wood-cuts on +tallies; flower-pieces are sought, but on bandboxes,—faithful +Wouwermanns, but in horses' stalls before the stallions,<a name="FNanchor_14_14" id="FNanchor_14_14"></a><a href="#Footnote_14_14" class="fnanchor">[14]</a>—bas-reliefs +of princes' heads, either on dollars or on Bavarian beer-pitcher covers, +but both must be of unalloyed pewter,—rose-pieces and lily-pieces, but +on tattooed women. On a similar principle, in Basedow's system of +education, beautiful painting and the Latin vocabulary were always +linked together, because the Institute more easily retains the latter by +the help of the former. So, too, Van der Kabel never painted a hare to +order, without requiring for himself one freshly-shot model after +another to eat and copy. So again, the artist Calear painted beautiful +hose, but painted them immediately on to his own legs."</p> + +<p>The Knight heard such talk with pleasure, though he neither laughed at +nor imitated it; to him all colors in the prism of genius were +agreeable. Only to the Architect it was not enough in Greek taste, and +not courtly enough for the Lector. The latter turned round to the +departing Dian, with a somewhat flattering air, while Schoppe was +recovering breath for renewed detraction of us Germans,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> and said: +"Formerly Rome took away from other lands only works of art, but now +artists themselves."</p> + +<p>Schoppe continued: "So also our statues are no idle, dawdling citizens, +but they all drive a trade;—such as are caryates hold up houses; such +as are angels bear baptismal vessels; and heathen water-gods labor at +the public fountains, and pour out water into the pitchers of the +maidens."</p> + +<p>The Count spoke warmly for us, the Lector brilliantly: the Knight +remarked, that the German taste and the German talent for poetic +beauties made good and explained their want of both for other beauties +(on the ground of climate, form of government, poverty, &c.). The Knight +resembled a celestial telescope, through which the planets appear larger +and the suns smaller; like that instrument, he took away from suns their +borrowed lustre, without restoring to them their true and greater glory; +he cut in twain, indeed, the noose of a Judas, but he extinguished the +halo on a Christ's head, and in general he sought to make out +ingeniously a parity and equality between darkness and light.</p> + +<p>Schoppe was never silenced (I am sorry that in his toleration-mandate +for Europe the German Circles should have been left out). He began +again: "The little which I just brought forward in praise of the +serviceable Germans has, it seems, provoked contradiction. But the +slight laurel-crown which I place upon the holy body of the Empire shall +never blind my eyes to the bald spots. I have often thought it +commendable in Socrates and Christ, that they did not teach in Hamburg, +in Vienna, or in any Brandenburg city, and go through the streets with +their disciples; they would have been questioned, in the name of the +magistrates, whether they could not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> work; and had both been with +families in Wetzlar, they would have extorted from the latter the +<i>negligence-money</i>.<a name="FNanchor_15_15" id="FNanchor_15_15"></a><a href="#Footnote_15_15" class="fnanchor">[15]</a> Touching the poetic art, Sir Knight, I have +known many a citizen of the Empire who could make but little out of an +ode unless it were upon himself: he fancied he could tell when poetic +liberties infringed upon the liberty of the Empire: such a man, who +certainly always marched to his work regularly, composedly, and +considerately in Saxon term-times, was exceedingly pained and perplexed +by poetic flights. And is it, then, so unaccountable and bad? The worthy +inhabitant of an imperial city binds on in front a napkin when he wishes +to weep, in order that he may not stain his satin vest, and the tears +which fall from his eyes upon a letter of condolence he marks as he +would any darker punctuation: what wonder, if, like the ranger, he +should know no fairer flower than that on the posteriors of the stag, +and if the poetical violets, like the botanical,<a name="FNanchor_16_16" id="FNanchor_16_16"></a><a href="#Footnote_16_16" class="fnanchor">[16]</a> should operate upon +him as a mild emetic. Such were, according to my notion, one way at +least of warding off the reproach which is flung at us Germans."</p> + + +<h3>7. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>What a singular night followed upon this singular day! Sleepy with +travelling, all went to rest; only Albano, in whom the hot eventful day +still burned on, said to the Knight that he could not now, with his +breast full of fire, find coolness and rest anywhere but under the cold +stars and the blossoms of the Italian spring. He leaned against a statue +on the upper<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> terrace, near a blooming balustrade of citrons, that he +might sweetly shut his eyes beneath the starry heaven, and still more +sweetly open them in the morning. Even in his earlier youth had he, as +well as myself, wished himself upon the Italian roofs of warm lands, in +order, not as a night-walker, but as a regular sleeper, to wake up +thereon.</p> + +<p>How magnificently there does the eye open upon the radiant hanging +gardens full of eternal blossoms above thee, whereas on thy German +sweltry feather-pillow thou hast nothing before thee, when thou lookest +up, but the bed-tail!</p> + +<p>While Zesara was thus traversing waves, mountains, and stars with a +stiller and stiller soul, and when at last garden and sky and lake ran +together into one dark Colossus, and he sadly thought of his pale +mother, and of his sister, and of the announced wonders of his future +life, a figure dressed all in black, with the image of a death's-head on +its breast, came slowly and painfully, and with trembling breath, up the +terraces behind him. "Remember death!" it said. "Thou art Albano de +Zesara?" "Yes," said Zesara, "who art thou?" "I am," it said, "a father +of death.<a name="FNanchor_17_17" id="FNanchor_17_17"></a><a href="#Footnote_17_17" class="fnanchor">[17]</a> It is not from fear, but from habit, I tremble so."</p> + +<p>The limbs of the man continued to quake all over, in a frightful and +almost audible manner. Zesara had often wished an adventure for his idle +bravery; now he had it before him. Meantime, however, he kept a sharp +watch with his eye, and when the monk said, "Look up to the evening star +and tell me when it goes down, for my sight is weak," he threw only a +hasty glance upwards. "Three stars," said he, "are still between it and +the Alps." "When<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> it sets," the father continued, "then thy sister in +Spain gives up the ghost, and thereupon she will speak with thee here +from Heaven." Zesara was hardly touched by a finger of the cold hand of +horror, simply because he was not in a room, but in the midst of young +Nature, who stations her mountains and stars as watchmen around the +trembling spirit; or it may have been because the vast and substantial +bodily world, so near before us, crowds out and hides with its +building-work the world of spirits. He asked, with indignation: "Who art +thou? What knowest thou? What wilt thou?" and grasped at the folded +hands of the monk, and held both imprisoned in one of his. "Thou dost +not know me, my son," said the father of death, calmly. "I am a +Zahouri,<a name="FNanchor_18_18" id="FNanchor_18_18"></a><a href="#Footnote_18_18" class="fnanchor">[18]</a> and come from Spain from thy sister; I see the dead down in +the earth, and know beforehand when they will appear and discourse. But +their apparition above ground I do not see, and their discourse I cannot +hear."</p> + +<p>Here he looked sharply at the youth, whose features suddenly grew rigid +and lengthened, for a voice like a female and familiar one began slowly +over his head: "Take the crown,—take the crown,—I will help thee." The +monk asked: "Is the evening-star already gone down? Is <i>it</i> talking with +thee?" Zesara looked upward, and could not answer; the voice from Heaven +spake again, and said the same thing. The monk guessed as much, and +said: "Thus did thy father hear thy mother from on high, when he was in +Germany; but he had me thrown into prison for a long time, because he +thought I deceived him." At the mention of his "father," whose disbelief +of the spiritual Zesara knew, he hurried<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> the monk, by his two hands +held fast in his own single and strong one, down the terraces, in order +to hear where the voice might now be. The old man smiled softly; the +voice again spake above him, but in these words: "Love the beautiful +one,—love the beautiful one,—I will help thee." A skiff was moored to +the shore, which he had already seen during the day. The monk, who +apparently wished to do away the suspicion of a voice being concealed +anywhere, stepped into the gondola, and beckoned him to follow. The +youth, relying on his bodily and mental strength and his skill in +swimming, boldly pushed off with the monk from the island; but what a +shudder seized upon his innermost fibres, when not only the voice above +him called again, "Love the beautiful one whom I will show thee,—I will +help thee," but when he even saw, off toward the terrace, a female form, +with long, chestnut-brown hair, and dark eyes, and a shining, swan-like +neck, and with the complexion and vigor of the richest climate, rise, +like a nobler Aphrodite, revealed down to her bosom, from out the +deepest waves. But in a few seconds the Goddess sank back again beneath +the surface, and the spirit-voice continued to whisper overhead, "Love +the beautiful one whom I showed thee." The monk coldly and silently +prayed during the scene, of which he heard and saw nothing. At length he +said: "On the next Ascension-day, at the hour of thy birth, thou wilt +stand beside a heart which is not within a breast, and thy sister will +announce to thee from Heaven the name of thy bride."</p> + +<p>When before us feeble, rheumy creatures, who, like Polypuses and +flowers, only <i>feel</i> and <i>seek</i>, but cannot <i>see</i> the light of a higher +element, a flash darts, in the total eclipse of our life, through the +earthly mass which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> hangs before our higher sun,<a name="FNanchor_19_19" id="FNanchor_19_19"></a><a href="#Footnote_19_19" class="fnanchor">[19]</a> that ray cuts in +pieces the nerve of vision, which can bear only <i>forms</i>, not <i>light</i>; no +burning terror wings the heart and the blood, but a cold shudder at our +own thoughts, and in the presence of a new, incomprehensible world, +chains the warm stream, and life becomes ice.</p> + +<p>Albano, from whose teeming fancy a chaos might spring as easily as a +universe, grew pale; but it was with him as if he lost not so much his +spirit as his understanding. He rowed impetuously, almost unconsciously, +to the shore,—he could not look the father of death in the face, +because his wild fancy, tearing everything to pieces, distorted and +distended all forms, like clouds, into horrid shapes,—he hardly heard +the monk when he said, by way of farewell, "Next Good Friday, perhaps, I +may come again." The monk stepped on board a skiff which came along of +itself (propelled, probably, by a wheel under the water), and soon +disappeared behind, or in, the little Fisher's island (Isola peschiere).</p> + +<p>For the space of a minute Alban reeled, and it appeared to him as if the +garden and the sky and all were a floating and fleeting fog-bank,—as if +nothing <i>were</i>, as if he had not lived. This arsenical qualm was at once +blown away from his stifled breast by the breath of the Librarian, +Schoppe, who was piping merrily at the chamber window; all at once his +life grew warm again, the earth came back, and existence <i>was</i>. Schoppe, +who could not sleep for warmth, now came down to make his own bed also +on the tenth terrace. He saw in Zesara an intense inward agitation, but +he had long been accustomed to such, and made no inquiries.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></p> + +<h3>8. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Not by reasonings, but by pleasantries, is the ice most easily melted in +our choked-up wheel-work. After a chatty hour, not much more was left of +all that had passed in the youth's mind than a vexatious feeling and a +happy one; the former, to think that he had not taken the monk by the +cowl and carried him before the Knight; and the latter, at the +remembrance of the noble female form, and at the very prospect of a life +full of adventures. Still, when he closed his eyes, monsters full of +wings, worlds full of flames, and a deep-weltering chaos, swept around +his soul.</p> + +<p>At last, in the cool of the after-midnight, his tired senses, under a +slow and dissolving influence, approached the magnetic mountain of +slumber; but what a dream came to him on that still mountain! He lay (so +he dreamed) on the crater of Hecla. An upheaved column of water lifted +him with it, and held him balanced on its hot waves in mid-heaven. High +in the ethereal night above him stretched a gloomy tempest, like a long +dragon, swollen with devoured constellations; near below hung a bright +little cloud, attracted by the tempest,—through the light gauze of the +little cloud flowed a dark red, either of two rose-buds or of two lips, +and a green stripe of a veil or of an olive-twig, and a ring of +milk-blue pearls or of forget-me-not,—at length a little vapor diffused +itself over the red, and nothing was there but an open, blue eye, which +looked up to Albano infinitely mild and imploring; and he stretched out +his hands towards the enveloped form, but the water-column was too low. +Then the black tempest flung hailstones, but in their fall they became +snow, and then dew-drops,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> and at last, in the little cloud, silvery +light; and the green veil swept illuminated in the vapor. Then Albano +exclaimed, "I will shed all my tears and swell the column, that I may +reach thee, fair eye!" And the blue eye grew moist with longing, and +closed with love. The column grew with a loud roaring, the tempest +lowered itself, and pressed down the little cloud before it, but he +could not touch it. Then he tore open his veins and cried, "I have no +more tears, but all my blood will I pour out for thee, that I may reach +thy heart." Under the bleeding the column rose higher and faster,—the +broad, blue ether began to swim, and the tempest was dissipated like +spray, and all the stars that it had swallowed came forth with living +looks,—the little cloud, hovering freely, floated gleaming down to the +column,—the blue eye, as it approached, opened slowly, and suddenly +closed and buried itself deeper in its light; but a soft sigh whispered +in the cloud, "Draw me to thy heart!" O, then he flung his arms through +the flashing light and swept away the mist, and snatched a white form, +that seemed to be made of moonlight, to his glowing breast. But ah! the +melting snow of the light escaped from his hot arms,—the beloved one +melted away and became a tear, and the warm tear found its way through +his breast, and sank into his heart, and burned therein; and his heart +began to dissolve, and seemed as if it would die.... Then he opened his +eyes.</p> + +<p>But what an unearthly waking! The little, white, spent cloud, stained +with storm-drops, still hung bending down over him, in Heaven,—it was +the bright, lovingly near moon, that had come in above him. He had bled +in his sleep, the bandage of his wounded arm having been pushed off by +its violent movement. His raptures<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> had melted the night-frost of +ghostly terror. In a transfiguring euthanasia, his firm being fluttered +loosely around like an uncertain dream,—he had been wafted and rocked +upward into the starry heaven as on a mother's breast, and all the stars +had flowed into the moon and enlarged her glory,—his heart, flung into +a warm tear, gently dissolved therein,—out of him was only shadow, +within him dazzling light,—the wind of the flying earth swept by before +the upright flame of his soul, and it bent not. Ah, his Psyche glided +with keen, unruffled, inaudible falcon-pinions, in silent ecstasy +through the thin air of life....</p> + +<p>It appeared to him as if he were dying, for it was some time before he +became aware of the increasing warmth of his bleeding left arm, which +had lifted him into the long Elysium that reached over from his dreaming +into his waking state. He refastened the bandage more tightly.</p> + +<p>All at once he heard, during the operation, a louder plashing below him +than mere waters could make. He looked over the balcony, and saw his +father and Dian, without a farewell,—which, with Gaspard, was +only the poisonous meadow-saffron in the autumnal moment of +leave-taking,—fleeing, like blossom-leaves dropped out of the +flower-wreath of his life, away across the waves amid the swan-song of +the nightingales!... O, thou good young man, how often has this night +befooled and robbed thee! He spread out his arms after them,—the pain +of the dream still continued, and inspired him,—his flying father +seemed to him a loving father again,—in anguish he called down, +"Father, look round upon me! Ah, how canst thou thus forsake me without +a syllable? And thou too, Dian! O comfort me, if you hear me!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> Dian +threw kisses to him, and Gaspard laid his hand upon his sick heart. +Albano thought of that copyist of death, the palsy, and would gladly +have held out his wounded arm over the waves, and poured out his warm +life as a libation for his father, and he called after them, "Farewell! +farewell!" Languishing, he pressed the cold, stony limbs of a colossal +statue to his burning veins, and tears of vain longing gushed down his +fair face, while the warm tones of the Italian nightingales, trilling in +response to each other from bank and island, sucked his heart till it +was sore with soft vampyre-tongues.——Ah, when thou shalt be loved, +glowing youth, how thou wilt love!—In his thirst for a warm, +communicative soul, he woke up his Schoppe, and pointed out to him the +fugitives. But while the latter was saying something or other +consolatory, Albano gazed fixedly at the gray speck of the skiff, and +heard not a word.</p> + + +<h3>9. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The two continued up, and refreshed themselves by a stroll through the +dewy island; and the sight of the alto-rilievo of day, as it came out in +glistening colors from the fading crayon-drawings of the moonlight, woke +them to full life. Augusti joined them, and proposed to them to take the +half-hour's sail over to Isola Madre. Albano heartily besought the two +to sail over alone, and leave him here to his solitary walks. The Lector +now detected, with a sharper look, the traces of the young man's nightly +adventures,—how beautifully had the dream, the monk, the sleeplessness, +the bleeding, subdued the bold, defiant form, and softened every tone, +and that mighty energy was now only a magic waterfall by moonlight!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> +Augusti took it for caprice, and went alone with Schoppe; but the fewest +persons possible comprehend, that it is only with the fewest persons +possible, (and not with an army of visitors,) properly only with +two,—the most intimate and like-minded friend and the beloved +object,—one can bear to take a walk. Verily, I had as lief kneel down +to make a declaration of love openly, in the face of a whole court, on +the birthday of a princess,—for show me, I pray, the difference,—as to +gaze on thee, Nature, my beloved, through a long vanguard and rear-guard +of witnesses to my enraptured attitude!</p> + +<p>How happy did solitude make Albano, whose heart and eyes were full of +tears, which he concealed for shame, and which yet so justified and +exalted him in his own mind! For he labored under the singular mistake +of fiery and vigorous youths,—the idea that he had not a tender heart, +had too little feeling, and was hard to be moved. But now his enervation +gave him a soft, poetical forenoon, such as he had never before known, +and in which he would fain have embraced tearfully all that he had ever +loved,—his good, dear, far-off foster parents in Blumenbühl; his poor +father, ill just in spring, when death always builds his flower-decked +gate of sacrifice; and his sister, buried in the veil of the past, whose +likeness he had gotten, whose after-voice he had heard this night, and +whose last hour the nightly liar had brought so near to him in his +fiction. Even the nocturnal magic-lantern show, still going on in his +heart, troubled him by its mysteriousness, since he could not ascribe it +to any known person, and by the prediction that at his birth-hour, which +was so near,—the next Ascension-day,—he should learn the name of his +bride. The laughing day took away, indeed, from the ghost-scenes their +deathly hue,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> but gave to the crown and the water-goddess fresh +radiance.</p> + +<p>He roamed dreamily through all holy places in this promised land. He +went into the dark Arcade where he had found his childhood's relics and +his father, and took up, with a sad feeling, the crushed mask which had +fallen on the ground. He ascended the gallery, checkered with +lemon-shadows and sunbeams, and looked toward the tall cypresses and the +chestnut summits in the far blue, where the moon had appeared to him +like an opening mother's eye. He approached a cascade, behind the +laurel-grove, which was broken into twenty landing-places, as his life +was into twenty years, and he felt not its thin rain upon his hot +cheeks.</p> + +<p>He then went back again to the top of the high terrace to look for his +returning friends. How brokenly and magically did the sunshine of the +outward world steal into the dark, holy labyrinth of the inner! Nature, +which yesterday had been a flaming sun-ball, was to-day an evening star, +full of twilight: the world and the future lay around him so vast, and +yet so near and tangible, as glaciers before a rain appear nearer in the +deepening blue. He stationed himself on the balcony, and held on by the +colossal statue; and his eye glanced down to the lake, and up to the +Alps and to the heavens, and down again; and, under the friendly air of +Hesperia, all the waves and all the leaves fluttered beneath their light +veil. White towers glistened from the green of the shore, and bells and +birds crossed their music in the wind: a painful yearning seized him, as +he looked along the track of his father; and, ah! toward the <i>warmer</i> +Spain, full of voluptuous spring-times, full of soft orange-nights, full +of the scattered limbs of dismembered giant mountain-ridges,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> heaped +around in wild grandeur,—thither how gladly would he have flown through +the lovely sky! At length, joy and dreaming and parting were all melted +into that nameless melancholy, in which the excess of delight clothes +the pain of limitation,—because, indeed, it is easier to <i>overflow</i> +than to <i>fill</i> our hearts.</p> + +<p>All at once Albano was touched and smitten,—as if the Divinity of Love +had sent an earthquake into his inner temple, to consecrate him for her +approaching apparition,—as he read on a young Indian-tree near him the +little sign bearing its name,—the "Liana." He gazed upon it tenderly, +and said again and again, "Dear Liana!" He would fain have broken off a +twig for himself; but when he reflected, that if he did water would run +out of it, he said, "No, Liana, I will not cause thee to weep!" and so +forbore, because in his memory the plant stood in some sort of +relationship to an unknown dear being. With inexpressible longings to be +away, he now looked toward the temple-gates of Germany,—the Alps. The +snow-white angel of his dream seemed to veil herself deep in a +spring-cloud, and to glide along in it speechless,—and it was to him as +if he heard from afar harmonica-tones. He drew forth, just for the sake +of having something German, a letter-case, whereon his foster-sister +Rabette had embroidered the words, "Gedenke unserer" (Think of us): he +felt himself alone, and was now glad to see his friends, who were gayly +rowing back from Isola Madre.</p> + +<p>Ah, Albano, what a morning would this have been for a spirit like thine +ten years later, when the compact bud of young vigor had unfolded its +leaves more widely and tenderly and freely! To a soul like thine would +have arisen at such a period, when the present was pale before it, two +worlds at once,—the two rings around the Saturn<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> of time,—that of the +past and that of the future: then wouldst thou not merely have glanced +over a short interval of race-ground to the pure, white goal, but turned +thyself round, and surveyed the long, winding track already run. Thou +wouldst have reckoned up the thousand mistakes of the will, the missteps +of the soul, and the irreparable waste of heart and brain. Couldst thou +then have looked upon the ground without asking thyself: "Ah, have the +thousand and four earthquakes<a name="FNanchor_20_20" id="FNanchor_20_20"></a><a href="#Footnote_20_20" class="fnanchor">[20]</a> which have passed through me, as +through the land behind me, enriched me as these have enriched the soil? +O, since all experiences are so dear,—since they cost us either our +days, or our energies, or our illusions,—O why must man every morning, +in the presence of Nature, who profits by every dew-drop that stands in +a flower-cup, blush with such a sense of impoverishment over the +thousand vainly dried tears which he has already shed and caused! From +springs this almighty mother draws summers; from winters, springs; from +volcanoes, woods and mountains; from hell, a heaven; from this, a +greater,—and we, foolish children, know not how from a given past to +prepare for ourselves a future, which shall satisfy us! We peck, like +the Alpine daw, at everything shiny, and carry the red-hot coals aside +as if they were gold-pieces, and set houses on fire with them. Ah! more +than one great and glorious world goes down in the heart, and leaves +nothing behind; and it is precisely the stream of the higher geniuses +which flies to spray and fertilizes nothing, even as high waterfalls +break and flutter in thin mist over the earth."</p> + +<p>Albano welcomed his friends with atoning tenderness; but the youth +became, as the day waxed, as dull and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> heavy-hearted as one who has +stripped his chamber at the inn, settled his bill, and has only a few +moments left to walk up and down in the bare, rough stubble-field, +before the horses are brought. Like falling bodies, resolutions moved in +his impetuous soul with increasing velocity and force every new second: +with outward mildness, but inward vehemence, he begged his friends to +start with him this very day. And so in the afternoon he went away with +them from the still island of his childhood, speedily to enter, through +the chestnut avenues of Milan, on a new theatre of his life, and to come +upon the trap-door, which opens down into the subterranean passage of so +many mysteries.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_2_2" id="Footnote_2_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2_2"><span class="label">[2]</span></a> Scale.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_3_3" id="Footnote_3_3"></a><a href="#FNanchor_3_3"><span class="label">[3]</span></a> This statue, thirty-five ells high, on a pedestal of +twenty-five ells, in whose head twelve men can find room, stands near +Arona, and is exactly of a height with Isola Bella, which stands over +against it, and which rises on ten gardens or terraces built one upon +another.—<i>Keysler's Travels, &c.</i>, Vol. I.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_4_4" id="Footnote_4_4"></a><a href="#FNanchor_4_4"><span class="label">[4]</span></a> The old Kremnitz ducats have the infant Jesus on the right +arm; but the new and <i>lighter</i> ones on the left.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_5_5" id="Footnote_5_5"></a><a href="#FNanchor_5_5"><span class="label">[5]</span></a> Franklin advised the preserving and corking up of vessels +from which all the liquor had been drunk, in order thereby to keep the +ship afloat.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_6_6" id="Footnote_6_6"></a><a href="#FNanchor_6_6"><span class="label">[6]</span></a> The horse, in the funeral procession of a prince, that +comes last, and is decked out gayly for the successor of the +deceased.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_7_7" id="Footnote_7_7"></a><a href="#FNanchor_7_7"><span class="label">[7]</span></a> Gray-league (Grau-bünden), the Swiss Canton of the +Grisons.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_8_8" id="Footnote_8_8"></a><a href="#FNanchor_8_8"><span class="label">[8]</span></a> Pictures by Peter Molyn, who, on account of his fine +storms, was called only Tempesta.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_9_9" id="Footnote_9_9"></a><a href="#FNanchor_9_9"><span class="label">[9]</span></a> The Pasquino is notoriously mutilated.—Delia Porta was a +great restorer of old statues.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_10_10" id="Footnote_10_10"></a><a href="#FNanchor_10_10"><span class="label">[10]</span></a> I. e. to be pressed between two wooden cylinders and a +metallic one.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_11_11" id="Footnote_11_11"></a><a href="#FNanchor_11_11"><span class="label">[11]</span></a> This pill consists of Antimonia Regia, and by reason of +its hardness may be swallowed over and over again with the same effect +each time; only a little wine is sprinkled on it before each repetition +of the experiment.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_12_12" id="Footnote_12_12"></a><a href="#FNanchor_12_12"><span class="label">[12]</span></a> <i>Tirare di primavere</i>, the people call it; and Peter +Schoppe translated it grandly enough, <i>Electrical pistol-firing of +spring</i>.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_13_13" id="Footnote_13_13"></a><a href="#FNanchor_13_13"><span class="label">[13]</span></a> Quotation-marks.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_14_14" id="Footnote_14_14"></a><a href="#FNanchor_14_14"><span class="label">[14]</span></a> A good Wouwermann means, in painters' language, a +well-executed horse, the sight of which has an influence on the beauty +of the future colt.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_15_15" id="Footnote_15_15"></a><a href="#FNanchor_15_15"><span class="label">[15]</span></a> This name is given to the quantum which is withheld from +the associate judges of the Supreme Court when they have not worked +enough.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_16_16" id="Footnote_16_16"></a><a href="#FNanchor_16_16"><span class="label">[16]</span></a> The Ipecacuanha belongs to the Violet species.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_17_17" id="Footnote_17_17"></a><a href="#FNanchor_17_17"><span class="label">[17]</span></a> Of the order of St. Paul, or <i>memento mori</i>, which died in +France in the seventeenth century. The above address is its usual +greeting.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_18_18" id="Footnote_18_18"></a><a href="#FNanchor_18_18"><span class="label">[18]</span></a> The Zahouris in Spain are, as is well known, gifted with +the power of discerning corpses, veins of metal, &c. far under the +earth.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_19_19" id="Footnote_19_19"></a><a href="#FNanchor_19_19"><span class="label">[19]</span></a> According to the account of some astronomers, that the +sun, when eclipsed, has sometimes shone through an opening of the moon, +Ulloa, e. g., assures us that he once witnessed.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_20_20" id="Footnote_20_20"></a><a href="#FNanchor_20_20"><span class="label">[20]</span></a> In Calabria (1785) a thousand and four earthquakes +happened in the space of three fourths of a year.—<i>Münter's Travels, +&c.</i></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><i>INTRODUCTORY PROGRAMME</i></h2> + +<h3>TO TITAN.</h3> + + +<p>Before I dedicated Titan to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor and Feudal +Provost of Flachsenfingen, Mr. Von Hafenreffer, I first requested +permission from him in the following terms:—</p> + +<p>"Since you have assisted far more in this history than the Russian Court +did in Voltaire's Genesis-History of Peter the Great, you cannot confer +any handsomer favor upon a heart longing to thank you, than the +permission to offer and dedicate to you, as to a Jew's God, what you +have created."</p> + +<p>But he wrote me back on the spot:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"For the same reason, you might still better, in imitation +of Sonnenfels, dedicate the work to yourself, and, in a more +just sense than others, combine in one person author<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> and +patron. I beg you then (were it only on Mr. Von **'s and +Mrs. Von **'s account) to leave me out of the play, and +confine yourself to the most indispensable notices, which +you may be pleased to give the public, of the very +mechanical interest which I have in your beautiful work; but +for the gods' sake, hic hæc hoc hujus huic hunc hanc hoc hoc +hac hoc.</p> + +<p class="sig"> +"<span class="smcap">Von Hafenreffer.</span>"<br /> +</p> +</div> + +<p>The Latin line is a cipher, and shall remain dark to the public. +What the same public has to demand in the way of Introductory +Programme consists of four explanations of title, and one of +fact.</p> + +<p>The first nominal explanation, which relates to the <i>Jubilee Period</i>, I +get from the founder of the Period, the Rector Franke, who explains it +to be an Era or space of time, invented by him, of one hundred and +fifty-two Cycles, each of which contains in itself its good forty-nine +tropical Lunar-Solar years. The word <i>Jubilee</i> is prefixed by the Rector +for this reason, that in every seventh year a lesser, and in every seven +times seventh, or forty-ninth, a greater, Jubilee-, Intercalary-, +Indulgence-, Sabbath-, or Trumpet-year occurred, in which one lived +without debts, without sowing and laboring, and without slavery. I make +a sufficiently happy application, as it seems to me, of this title, +Jubilee, to my historical chapters, which conduct the business-man and +the business-woman round and round in an easy cycle or circle full of +free Sabbath-, Indulgence-, Trumpet-, and Jubilee-hours, in which both +have neither to sow nor to pay, but only to reap and to rest; for I am +the only one who, like the bowed and crooked-up drudge of a ploughman, +stand at my writing-table, and see sowing-machines, and debts of honor, +and manacles, before and on me. The seven thousand four<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> hundred and +forty-eight tropical Lunar-Solar years which one of Franke's Jubilee +periods includes are also found with me, but only dramatically, because +in every chapter just that number of ideas—and ideas are, indeed, the +long and cubic measure of time—will be presented by me to the reader, +till the short time has become as long to him as the chapter required.</p> + +<p>A Cycle, which is the subject of my second nominal definition, needs by +this time no definition at all.</p> + +<p>The third nominal definition has to describe the <i>obligato-leaves</i>, +which I edit in loose sheets in every Jubilee period. The +obligato-leaves admit absolutely none but pure contemporaneous facts, +less immediately connected with my hero, concerning persons, however, +the more immediately connected with him; in the obligato-leaves, +moreover, not the smallest satirical extravasate of digression, no, not +of the size of a blister, is perceptible; but the happy reader journeys +on with his dear ones, free and wide awake, right through the ample +court-residence and riding-ground and landscape of a whole, long volume, +amidst purely historical figures, surrounded on all sides by busy +mining-companies and Jews'-congregations, advancing columns on the +march, mounted hordes, and companies of strolling players,—and his eye +cannot be satisfied with seeing.</p> + +<p>But when the Tome is ended, then begins—this is the last nominal +definition—a small one, in which I give just what I choose (only no +narrative), and in which I flit to and fro so joyously, with my long +bee's-sting, from one blossom-nectary and honey-cell to another, that I +name the little sub-volume, made up as it is merely for the private +gratification of my own extravagance, very fitly my <i>honey-moons</i>, +because I make less honey therein<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> than I eat, busily employed, not as a +working-bee to supply the hive, but as a bee-master to take up the comb. +Until now I had surely supposed that every reader would readily +distinguish the transits of my satirical trailing-comets from the +undisturbed march of my historical planetary system, and I had asked +myself: "Is it, in a monthly journal, any sacrifice of historical unity +to break off one essay, and follow it up with a new one; and have the +readers complained at all, if e. g. in the annual sets of the 'Horen,' +Cellini's history, as is sometimes the case, breaks off abruptly, and a +wholly different paper is foisted in?" But what actually happened?</p> + +<p>As in the year 1795 a medical society in Brussels made the +<i>contrat-social</i> among themselves, that every one should pay a fine of a +crown, who, during a meeting, should give utterance to any other sound +than a medical one; so, as is well known, has a similar edict, under +date of July 9th, been issued to all biographers, that we shall always +stick to the subject-matter,—which is the history,—because otherwise +people will begin to talk with us. The intention of the mandate is this, +that when a biographer, in a Universal History of the World, of twenty +volumes, or even a longer one,—as in this, for instance,—thinks or +laughs once or twice, i. e. digresses, the culprit shall stand out in +the critical pillory as his own Pasquino and Marforio,—which sentence +has been already executed on me more than once.</p> + +<p>Now, however, I put an entirely new face upon matters, inasmuch as, in +the first place, I draw a marked line in this work between history and +digression, a few cases of dispensation excepted; secondly, inasmuch as +the liberties which I had taken in my former works are in the present +reduced to a prescriptive right and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> confirmed into a servitude, the +reader surrenders at once when he knows, that, after a volume full of +Jubilee-periods, one is to follow which is entirely full of nothing but +honey-months. I take shame to myself, when I remember how I once, in +former works, stood with the beggar's staff before the reader, and +begged for the privilege of digression, when I might, after all,—as I +do here,—have extorted the loan, as one has to demand of women, as a +matter of course, not only the <i>tribute</i> as <i>alms</i>, but also the <i>don +gratuit</i> as <i>quarterly assessment</i>. So does not merely the cultivated +Regent at the Diet, but even the rude Arab, who extorts from the +traveller, besides the cash, a deed of gift for the same.</p> + +<p>I come now to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor, Von Hafenreffer, who is +the subject of my promised <i>exposé of fact</i>.</p> + +<p>It must have been formerly learned from the 45th Dog-Post-Day, who +governs Flachsenfingen, namely, my revered father. This striking +promotion of mine was, at the bottom, more a step than a spring; for I +was, previously, no less than a Jurist, consequently the germ or bud of +an embryo Doctor <i>utriusque</i>, and consequently a nobleman, since in the +Doctor the whole spawn and yolk of the Knight lies; therefore the +former, as well as the latter, when anything chances by, lives upon his +saddle or stirrup, although less in a robber's castle than in a robber's +chamber; I have, therefore, since the preferment, changed less myself +than my castle of residence;—the paternal seat in Flachsenfingen is at +present my own.</p> + +<p>I care not now to eat my sugar-cake at court with sin,—although one +earns sugar-cake and manna more comfortably than ship-bread,—but I +represent, in order to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> make a profit upon my adventure, the whole +Flachsenfingen Department of Foreign Affairs at home here in the castle, +together with the requisite deciphering chancery. This, then, is what we +shall do: we have a Procurator in Vienna, two Residents in five Imperial +cities, a Secretary of the Comitia in Ratisbon under the +Cross-Bench,<a name="FNanchor_21_21" id="FNanchor_21_21"></a><a href="#Footnote_21_21" class="fnanchor">[21]</a> three Chancery-clerks of the circle, and an +Envoyé-Plenipotentiary at a well-known and considerable court not far +from Hohenfliess, who is no other than the aforementioned Mr. Feudal +Provost Von Hafenreffer. To the latter my father has even advanced a +complete silver-service, which we lend him, till he shall have received +his recall, because it is for our own interest that a Flachsenfingen +ambassador should, while abroad, do extraordinary honor, by his +extravagance, to the princely hat or coronet of Flachsenfingen.</p> + +<p>Now it is no joke to stand on such a post as this of mine; the whole +legation-writing-and-reading company write to me under frank, the +<i>chiffre banal</i> and the <i>chiffre déchiffrant</i> are in my hands, and I +understand, as it seems to me, the whole mess. It is unutterable, all +that I thus learn: it could not be read by men nor drawn by horses, if I +were disposed to hatch, biographically, and feed and reel off the whole +silk-worm seed of novels, which the corps of ambassadors send me every +post-day in closely-sealed packages. Yes (to use another metaphor), the +biographical timber which my float-inspection launches for me from up +above,—now into the Elbe, now into the Saale, now into the +Danube,—stands already so high before me in the ship-yard, that I could +not use it up, supposing I drove on the æsthetical building of my +biographical fools'-ships, masquerade-balls, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> enchanted castles, day +and night, year out and year in, and never danced, nor rode, nor spoke, +nor sneezed again in my life....</p> + +<p>Verily, whenever (as I often do) I weigh my ovary as an author against +many another spawn, I ask out-right, with a certain chagrin, why a man +should come to bear so great a one, who cannot give it forth from +himself for want of time and place, while another hardly lays and +hatches a wind-egg. If I could despatch a picket from my +legation-division to knightly book-makers with its official reports, +would they not gladly exchange ruins for castles, and subterranean +cloister-passages for corridors, and spirits for bodies? whereas, now, +for want of the official reports of a picket, wenches must represent +women of the world, veimers<a name="FNanchor_22_22" id="FNanchor_22_22"></a><a href="#Footnote_22_22" class="fnanchor">[22]</a> ministers of justice, as well as jesters +pages, castle-chaplains court-preachers, and robber-barons the +Pointeurs.<a name="FNanchor_23_23" id="FNanchor_23_23"></a><a href="#Footnote_23_23" class="fnanchor">[23]</a></p> + +<p>I come back to my ambassador, Von Hafenreffer. At the above-mentioned +distinguished court sits this excellent gentleman, and supplies +me—without neglecting other duties—from month to month with as many +personalities of my Hohenfliess hero as he can, by means of his +legation-soothsayers or clairvoyants, ferret out;—the smallest trifles +are with him weighty enough for a despatch. Certainly a quite different +way of thinking from that of other ambassadors, who in their reports +make room only for events which afterwards are to make their entrance +into the Universal History! Hafenreffer has in every <i>cul de sac</i>, +servant's chamber and attic, in every chimney and tavern, his +opera-glass of a spy, who often, in order to discover one of my hero's +virtues, takes upon himself ten sins. Of course, with such a +hand-and-horse service<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> of good luck, no one of us can wonder,—that is, +I mean, with such a cistern-wheel turned for me by Fortune herself,—with +such thieves' thumbs affixed to my own writing-fingers,—with +such silhouetteurs of a hero, who make everything except color,—in +short, with such an extraordinary concatenation of circumstances, or +Montgolfiers,<a name="FNanchor_24_24" id="FNanchor_24_24"></a><a href="#Footnote_24_24" class="fnanchor">[24]</a>—it cannot of course be anything but just what is +expected, if the man who is lifted by them should, on his mountain +height up there, bring together and afterward send down a work which +will be freely translated after the last day (for it deserves as much) +on the Sun, on Uranus and Sirius, and for which even the lucky +quill-scraper who nibbed the pens for it, and the compositor who prints +the errata, will take more airs upon themselves than the author himself, +and upon which neither the swift scythe nor the tardy <i>tooth</i> of +time,—especially since the latter can, if requisite, be cut in two by +the tooth-saw of the critical file,—shall be able to make any +impression. And when to such eminent advantages the author adds that of +humility, then there is no longer any one to be compared with him; but +unhappily every nature holds itself,—as Dr. Crusius does the +world,—not for the best, indeed, but still as very good.</p> + +<p>The present <i>Titan</i> enjoys, besides, the further advantage that I at +this moment inhabit and grace the paternal court, and accordingly, as +draughtsman, have certain sins near and bright before my eyes in a +position most favorable for observation, of which at least Vanity, +Libertinism, and Idleness will stay and sit for their likeness; for fate +has sowed these mushrooms and mosses as high as possible among the upper +classes, because in the lower and broader they would have spread too +much, and sucked them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> dry,—which seems to be the pattern of that same +foresight by which ships always have their assafÅ“tida which they +bring from Persia hanging overhead on the mast, in order that its stench +may not contaminate the freight on deck. Moreover, I have up here in the +court all the new fashions already around me for my observation and +contempt, before they have been, down below there, only traduced, not to +say commended,—e. g. the fine fashion of the Parisians, that women +shall by a slight tuck in their dress show their calves, which they do +in Paris, in order to let it be seen that they are not gentlemen, who, +as is well known, walk on wooden legs,—this fashion will to-morrow or +day after to-morrow (for it has arrived on an individual lady) be +certainly introduced. But the females of Flachsenfingen imitate this +fashion on quite another ground,—for gentlemen among us have no +defect,—and that is, as a way of proving that they are human beings, +and not apes (to say nothing less), since, according to Camper and +others, man alone has calves. The same proof was adduced ten years ago, +only on higher grounds. For since, according to Haller, man is +distinguished from monkey in no other respect than by the possession of +a posterior, the female officers of the crown, the dressing-maids, +sought as much as possible to magnify in the persons of their mistresses +this characteristic of their sex by art,—by the so-called <i>cul de +Paris</i>; and, with such a penultimate of the ultimate, it became then a +jest and an amusement to distinguish at a distance of two hundred paces +a woman of the world from her female ape,—a thing which now many who +know their Buffon by heart will venture to do, when they are no nearer +to her than too near.</p> + +<p>Similar biographical Denunciantes and Familiars I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> maintain in several +of the German cities;—my honored father pays for them;—in most places +one, but in Leipsic two, in Dresden three, in Berlin six, in Vienna as +many in every quarter of the city. Machines of such a nature, so much +like perspective-glasses, whereby one can survey from his bed all that +is going on in the street below, of course make it easy for an author, +from behind his inkstand, to see clear down into dark household +operations going on in some by-lane, hidden among buildings twenty miles +distant. Therefore, the singular case may happen to me every week, that +a staid, quiet man, whom nobody knows but his barber, and whose course +of life is like a dark, unfrequented <i>cul de sac</i>, but whom one of my +envoys and spies secretly follows, with a biographical concave mirror, +which casts an image of the man, waistcoat, breeches, walk, and all, +into my study, situated at a distance of thirty miles,—the case may +occur to me, I say, that such a secluded man shall accidentally step up +to the counter of the bookseller, and in my work, which lies there +smoking hot from the oven, shall find himself, with all his hair, +buttons, buckles, and warts, as clearly pictured out on the three +hundred and seventy-first page, as the impressions of <i>Indian</i> plants +which are found on rocks in France. That, however, is no matter.</p> + +<p>People, on the other hand, who live at the same place with me, as the +people of Hof formerly did, come off well; for I keep no ambassadors +near me.</p> + +<p>But this very advantage of getting my anecdotes, not out of my head, but +from despatches, obliges me to take more pains in putting them into +cipher, than others would have in dressing them up or thinking them out. +No less a miracle than that which bars up and hides the masonic mystery, +and the invisible church, and the invisible lodge,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> has seemed thus far +to avert the discovery of the <i>true</i> names of my histories, and, indeed, +with such success, that of all the manuscripts which have hitherto been +despatched to the publishers, filled with conjectures on the subject, +not one has smelt the mouse,—and truly fortunate for the world; for so +soon, e. g., as one person shall have nosed out the names of the first +volumes of Titan, disguised as they have been in the best hieroglyphic +chancery offices, that moment I upset my inkstand, and publish no more.</p> + +<p>Nothing is to be inferred from the names which I use, for I press into +the service God-parents for my heroes in the most singular ways. Have I +not, e. g., often of an evening, during the marching and countermarching +of the German armies, who made their crusades to the holy sepulchre of +freedom, gone up and down through the lanes of the camp, with my +writing-tablets in my hands, and caught and entered the names of the +privates,—which, just before bedtime, were called out aloud, like the +names of saints,—just as they fell, in order to distribute them again +among my biographical people? And has not merit been promoted thereby, +and many a common soldier risen to be a nobleman fit for table and +tournament, and have not provost-marshals been raised to ministers of +justice, and red-cloaks to <i>patribus purpuratis</i>? And did ever a cock +crow in all the army after this corps of observation slinking round +mobilized on two legs?</p> + +<p>For authors who wish at the same time to narrate and disguise true +anecdotes, I am, perhaps, on the whole, a model and file-leader. I have +studied and imitated longer than other historical inquirers those little +innocent stretching and wrenching processes which can make a history +unrecognizable to the very hero of the same, and I fancy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> I know how one +is to make good biographies of princes, protocols of high traitors, +legends of saints, and auto-biographies; no stronger touches decide the +matter than those slight ones, by which Peter of Cortona (or Beretino) +in the presence of Ferdinand of Tuscany transformed a weeping child into +a laughing one, and the reverse.</p> + +<p>Voltaire demands more than once, as he always does,—for he gave +mankind, like an army, every order of march three times, and repeated +himself and everything else most indefatigably,—that the historian +shall arrange his history after the law-table of the drama, to a +dramatic focal point. It is, however, one of the first dramatic rules +which Lessing, Aristotle, and the Greek models give us, that the +dramatic poet must lend to every historical circumstance which he treats +all that is favorable to the poetic illusion, as well as keep clear of +everything opposite, and that he must never sacrifice beauty to truth, +but the reverse. Voltaire gave, as is well known, not only the easy +rule, but the hard model also; and this great theatre poet of the +world's theatre, in his <i>benefit</i> dramas of Peter and Charles, never +stuck to the truth where he was sure he could attain sooner to illusion. +And that is properly the genuine romantic history corresponding to the +historical romance. It is not for me, but for others,—namely, the +Provost and the Secretaries of Legation,—to decide how far I have +treated a true history illusorily. It is a misfortune that the true +history of my hero can hardly ever see the light; otherwise the justice +might be done me that connoisseurs would confront my poetical deviations +with the truth, and thereafter give each of us more easily his own, as +well the truth as myself. But this reward is what all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> royal +historiographers and scandalous chroniclers must resign <i>nolens volens</i>, +because the true history never appears in conjunction with their works.</p> + +<p>But in the composition of a history an author must also keep a sharp +look-out upon this point, that it shall not only hit and betray no real +persons, but also no false ones, and in fact nobody at all. Before I, e. +g., choose a name for a bad prince, I must look through the genealogical +index of all governing and governed families, in order not to use a name +which some person or other already bears; thus, in Otaheite, even the +words which sound like the name of the king are abolished after his +coronation, and supplied by others. Now, as I was formerly acquainted +with no living courts at all, I was not in a situation, when preparing +the battle-pieces and night-pieces which I painted of the Cabals, the +Egoism, and the Libertinism of biographical courts, to succeed in +skilfully avoiding every resemblance to real ones; yes, for such an +idiot as I, it was a miserable help, even, to be often laying +Machiavelli open before me, in order, with the assistance of the French +history, by painting from the two, to turn off the edge of the +application at least upon countries in which no Frenchman or Italian +ever had the influence that is generally attributed to both of them upon +other Germans; just as Herder, in opposition to those naturalists who +derive certain misshapen tribes of men from a half-parentage of apes, +makes the very good remark that most of the resemblances to apes—the +retreating skull of the Calmucks, the prominent ears of the Pevas, the +slender hands in Carolina—appear just in those countries where there +are no apes at all. Formerly, then, as was said, striking unlikenesses I +could not succeed in hitting; now, on the contrary, every court<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> around +which my legation-flotilla coasts is well known to me, and therefore +secure from accidental resemblances, particularly every one which I +describe,—that of Flachsenfingen, that of Hohenfliess, &c. The +theatrical mask which I have on in my works is not the mask of the Greek +comedian, which was embossed after the face of the individual +satirized,<a name="FNanchor_25_25" id="FNanchor_25_25"></a><a href="#Footnote_25_25" class="fnanchor">[25]</a> but the mask of Nero, which, when he acted a goddess on +the stage, looked like his mistress,<a name="FNanchor_26_26" id="FNanchor_26_26"></a><a href="#Footnote_26_26" class="fnanchor">[26]</a> and when he acted a god, like +himself.</p> + +<p>Enough! This digressive introductory programme has been somewhat long, +but the Jubilee-period was so, too: the longer the St. John's day of a +country, the longer its St. Thomas's night. And now let us dance along +together into the book,—into this free ball of the world,—I first as +leader in the dance, and then the readers as hop-dancers after me; so +that, amidst the sounding baptismal and funeral bells in the Chinese +house of this world-building,—welcomed by the singing-school of the +muses,—serenaded from on high by the guitar of PhÅ“bus,—we may dance +gayly from Tome to Tome, from Cycle to Cycle, from one digression to +another, from one dash to another,—till either the work comes to an +end, or the workman, or everybody!</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/flowerend.jpg" width="400" height="79" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_21_21" id="Footnote_21_21"></a><a href="#FNanchor_21_21"><span class="label">[21]</span></a> <i>Querbank</i>,—Bench for Protestant Bishops in the Germanic +Diet.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_22_22" id="Footnote_22_22"></a><a href="#FNanchor_22_22"><span class="label">[22]</span></a> <i>Veimer</i>,—old Westphalian judges.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_23_23" id="Footnote_23_23"></a><a href="#FNanchor_23_23"><span class="label">[23]</span></a> Tellers in faro-banks.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_24_24" id="Footnote_24_24"></a><a href="#FNanchor_24_24"><span class="label">[24]</span></a> The inventor of the balloon.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_25_25" id="Footnote_25_25"></a><a href="#FNanchor_25_25"><span class="label">[25]</span></a> Reflexions Critiques sur la Poesie, etc. de Dubois, Tom. +I. Sect. 42.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_26_26" id="Footnote_26_26"></a><a href="#FNanchor_26_26"><span class="label">[26]</span></a> Sueton. Nero.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/hornstart.jpg" width="550" height="137" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>SECOND JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">The two Biographical Courts.—The Herdsman's Hut.—The +Flying.—The Sale of Hair.—The dangerous Bird-pole.—A +Storm locked up in a Coach.—Low Mountain-Music.—The loving +child.—Mr. Von Falterle from Vienna.—The +Torture-Soupé.—The Shattered Heart.—Werther without Beard, +but with a Shot.—The Reconciliation.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>10. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/i.jpg" width="100" height="108" alt="I" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_3">In the bloom of youthful powers, and the brightness of youthful +prospects, the Count, between his two companions, flew back through the +full, glowing Milan, where the ear and the cluster and the olive often +ripen together on the same clod of earth. The very name of Milan +(Mayland) opened to him a whole spring, because, like myself, in all +things which belong to May—in May-flowers, May-chafers, even May +butter—he found, when a child, as much enchantment as in childhood +itself. Add to this, that he was on horseback; the saddle was with him a +princely seat of the blest, while a saddle-room was a Ratisbon bench of +counts, and every nag his Pegasus. While on the island, and during that +mental and bodily exhaustion in which the soul loves better to frequent +clare-obscure and pastoral worlds, than hot, dusty military- and +fencing-schools, all anticipation of the coming riddles and conflicts of +his life had been repulsive to him; but now, with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> his heart full of the +glow of travel and the blood of spring, he stretched out his young arms +no less for a foe than for a female friend, as if thirsting for a double +conquest.</p></div> + +<p>The farther the island receded, so much the more did the magic-smoke +around the nocturnal apparition sink to the ground, and leave behind in +full view merely an inexplicable juggler. Now for the first time he +revealed the ghost-story to his companions. Schoppe and Augusti shook +their heads thoughtfully, but each thought of something different;—the +Librarian sought a <i>physical</i> solution of the acoustic and optical +illusion; the Lector sought a <i>political</i> one: he could not at all +comprehend what the stage-manager of this grave-digger's scene specially +meant by it all.</p> + +<p>This one comfort the Librarian held to, that Alban on his birthday was +directed to pay a visit to the heart without a breast, which visit he +could just forego, and so make the seer out to be a myops and a liar. +"Would to Heaven," said he, "an Ezekiel would just prophesy to me that I +should bring him to the gallows! I would not do it for any money, but I +would, without mercy, make it fatal, not to his neck, but to his credit +and his brains." To his incredulous father, also, Albano wrote, during +the journey, not without a blush, the incredible history; for he had too +few years over his head, and too much energy and daring, to love reserve +in himself or others. Only weak, caterpillar- and hedgehog-like souls +curl and crumple up into themselves at every touch: under the free brain +beats gladly a free heart.</p> + +<p>At last, when sunny mountains and shady forests enough, like days and +nights that have been lived through, had been left behind them, they +approached the goal of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> their long riding-ground, full of countries, and +now the Principality of <i>Hohenfliess</i> lay only one principality distant +from them. This second principality, which was next-door neighbor to the +first, and which by breaking through the walls might easily have been +merged with it into one common political structure, was called, as is +known to geographical readers, <i>Haarhaar</i>. The Lector told the +Librarian, as they approached the armorial and boundary stones, that the +two courts looked upon each other almost as deadly foes; not so much +because they were <i>diplomatic</i> relatives—although it is true that, +among princes, uncle, cousin, brother, signify no more than +brother-in-law applied to postilions, or father and mother to the old +folks among the Brandenburghers—as because they were really relatives, +and each other's heirs. It would cost me too much room, if I were +disposed to set before the reader the family-trees of the two +courts,—which were their Upas-trees and Dragon-trees,—with all their +heraldic leaves, water-shoots, and lichens; the result must content him, +namely, that Hohenfliess, land and people, would fall to the +principality of Haarhaar, in case the hereditary prince, Luigi, the last +hollow shoot and sapling of the male stock of Hohenfliess, were to +wither away. What hordes of Venetian Lion-heads Haarhaar pours into the +land of future inheritance, who are to devour nothing there but learned +advertisements and placards, and what knavish bands of political +mechanics it colonizes there, as in a sort of Botany Bay, cannot be told +for want of time. And yet Haarhaar again, on the other hand, is so +generous as to desire nothing more heartily than to see the financial +estate of Hohenfliess—its business, agriculture, silk manufactures, and +breed of horses—in the highest bloom, and to hate and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> curse in the +highest degree all public extravagance, that enervation of the great +intercostal-nerve (money), as the mightiest canonical impediment to +population. "The Regent," says the truly philanthropic Prince of +Haarhaar, "is the chief shepherd, not the butcher, of the state: not +even the wool-shears should he take into his hands so often as the +shepherd's-flute; not of the <i>energies</i> and <i>matrimonial prospects</i> of +others is our cousin (Luigi) master, but of his own, these he must +ruin!"</p> + +<p>As they rode into the territory of Hohenfliess, they might have made an +excursion to Blumenbühl,<a name="FNanchor_27_27" id="FNanchor_27_27"></a><a href="#Footnote_27_27" class="fnanchor">[27]</a> which lies aside from Pestitz, and taken a +look, as it were, at the nursery of Albano (Isola Bella being his +cradle), had not the latter felt a burning hunger and thirst for the +city, and a dread like hydrophobia of a second leave-taking, which +besides only confuses the clear echo of the first. His journey, the +conversation of his father, the pictures of the conjurer, the nearness +of the academy, had so ruffled up our bird roc's wing-feathers, which at +his age are always too long as the steering tail-feathers are too short, +that they would only have been sprained in the confinement of +Blumenbühl. By Heavens! he longed to be something in the state or the +world; for he felt a deadly disgust towards that narcotic waste of high +life through whose poppy-garden of pleasure men stagger about, sleepy +and drunken, till they fall down in a twofold lameness.</p> + +<p>It may not have been remembered by the readers of the first Jubilee, +because it was in a note, that Albano had never yet been permitted to go +to Pestitz, and on very good grounds indeed, which are known, however, +to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> Knight only, but not to me. This long closing of the city-gates +against him only made him the more eager to enter them. And now they +stood with their horses upon a broad eminence, whence they saw the +church-towers of Pestitz before them in the west, and, if they turned +round, the tower of Blumenbühl below them to the east; from the one and +from the other came floating to them a noonday hum: Albano heard his +future and his past sounding together. He looked down into the village, +and up at a neat little red house on a neighboring mountain, which +gleamed after him, like a bright pictured urn of long-extinguished days. +He sighed; he looked over the far building-ground of his future life, +and now with loosened rein dashed onward toward the towers of the +Linden-city, as towards the palms of his race-ground.</p> + +<p>But the neat little house played its antics before him like a red +shadow. For, ah! had he not once in that herdsman's hut spent a dreamy +day, full of adventures, and that, too, in the very season of childhood, +when the soul, on the rainbow-bridge of fancy, glides along, dry-shod, +over the walls and ditches of this lower earth? We will now go back with +him into this lovely day, this childhood's eve of life's festival, and +become acquainted with those earlier hours, which sent back to him so +sweetly from this herdsman's hut the Ranz des Vaches of youth.</p> + + +<h3>11. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>It was, then, on a magnificent St. James's day—and likewise on the +birthday of the Provincial Director, Wehrfritz, who, however, had not +received the title yet—that this same director—that was to be—had +his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> chariot trundled out in the morning to ride to Pestitz, and see the +Minister, and, as Factor of the Province, convert the <i>flail</i> of the +state, by way of experiment, into a <i>drill-plough</i>. He was a brisk, +bustling man, to whom a day of furlough was longer than a day of drill +to others, and to whom nothing made time pass heavily but pastime. "In +the evening, however," he said to himself, "I'll make a good day of it, +for it happens to be my birthday." His birthday present was to consist +in making one; he proposed, namely, to bring home little Albano an +Oesterlein's harpsichord out of his own purse,—little as there was in +it,—and a music-master, into the bargain, at the desire of Don Gaspard.</p> + +<p>But why not, at the outset, explain all this in the clearest manner to +the reader?</p> + +<p>Don Gaspard, then, in revising a scheme of education for Albano, had +chosen that more attention should be paid to his bodily health than to +mental superfetation; he thought the tree of knowledge should be grafted +with the tree of life. Ah! whoever sacrifices health to wisdom has +generally sacrificed wisdom too, and only <i>inborn</i> not <i>acquired</i> +sickliness is profitable to head and heart. Accordingly, Albano had not +to lug along, bending under the weight, the many-volumed encyclopædia of +all sciences in his book-straps, but merely grammars. That is to say, +the rector of the place,—named Wehmeier, better known by the title of +Band-box-master,—after schooling the village youth for the usual number +of hours, was accustomed to seek his fairest <i>Struve's spare hours</i>, his +<i>Otia</i> and <i>Noctes Hagianæ</i>, in teaching Albano, and driving into the +mill-wheel axle of the everlastingly active boy—impelled by internal +streams—alphabetic pins,—so as to make it the barrel of a +speech-organ. Of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> course, however, Zesara soon wished to move something +heavier than the key-board of languages; thus, for example, the +language-organ barrel became, in a proper sense, the barrel of a +hand-organ. For whole hours, without any special knowledge of +counterpoint, would he practise on the parish organ (he knew neither +note nor key, and stood hard, all through the piece, on the thundering +pedal), trying his hand at the most horrible discords, before which the +Enharmonics of all Piccinists must be struck dumb, only to bury himself +so much the longer and deeper in the accidental prize of a chord. So, +also, did his soul, full of sap, work off its energy in leaf-buds, as it +were, and shoots and runners, by making pictures, clay statuary, +sun-dials, and designs of all sorts, and even in the juristical rockery +of his foster-father, for example, in Fabri's State Chancery, it sent +its thirsty roots around and out over the dry leaves, as plants do often +in herbariums. O, how he pined for lessons and teachers vaguely dreamed +of (just as in childhood he had aspired from octavos to quartos, from +quarto to folio, from folio even to a book as large as the world, which +would be the world itself)! But so much the better! only hunger digests, +only love impregnates; the sigh of longing alone is the animating <i>aura +seminalis</i> to the Orpheus egg of knowledge. This you do not consider, +you flying teachers, who give children the draught earlier than the +thirst; you who, like some florists, insert into the split stock of the +flowers ready-made lack-dyes, and put foreign musk into their cups, +instead of simply giving them morning sun and flower-soil,—and who +grant young souls no quiet hours, but bustle round them during the +dusting period of their blooming vine, against all the rules of the +vine-dressers, with your hoeing and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> your dunging and your clipping. O, +can you ever, when you thus prematurely force them, with their unripe +organs, into the great realm of truths and beauties, just as we all, +alas! with our dark senses, creep into lovely Nature, and blunt +ourselves to the perception of her beauty,—can you ever, in any way, +make good to them the great year which they would have lived to see, had +they, growing up like the new-created Adam, been able to turn round with +their open, thirsty senses, in the glorious universe of spirits? Hence +it is that your <i>élèves</i> so nearly resemble the foot-paths, which in +spring grow green first of all, but at a later period wind along yellow +and hard-trodden through the blooming meadows.</p> + +<p>Wehrfritz, as he stood on the carriage-steps and turned his face towards +him, repeated his charge to have an oversight of the young Count, and +made the mark ["with care"] with which merchants commend valuable boxes +of goods to the post, strong and thick upon him: he loved the fiery +child as his own (he had only one, and that not a son); the Knight had +confidence in him, and, to justify it, since the point of honor was the +centre of gravity and pole of all his motions, he would, without +hesitation, if the boy, for instance, should break his head, cut his own +off; and finally Albano must stand a remarkably good examination at +evening before the new teacher from the city.</p> + +<p>Albina von Wehrfritz, the spouse, promised everything in the name of all +that was sacred; she might have compared herself to the Evangelists Mark +and John, because her impetuous husband quite often represented the +creatures who are pictured as the companions of the two saints, those +king-beasts, the lion and the eagle, just as many another wife, in +reference to her companion, may<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> be compared with Luke, and mine with +Matthew.<a name="FNanchor_28_28" id="FNanchor_28_28"></a><a href="#Footnote_28_28" class="fnanchor">[28]</a> Besides, she had bespoken for the evening a little family +feast, full of sportive, party-colored ephemerons of joy, and by great +good luck already, some days before, the diploma had come in which +installed our Wehrfritz as Provincial Director, and which had been laid +up against this day as a birthday christening present.</p> + +<p>But hardly had Wehrfritz got beyond the castle garden when Albano +stepped forth with his project, and announced his intention of sitting +out the whole holiday up there in the solitary little shooting-house; +for he loved to play alone, and an elderly guest was pleasanter to him +than a boy to play with. Women are like Father Lodoli, who (according to +Lambert's day-book) shunned nothing so much as the little word, Yes; at +least, they do not say it till after, No. The foster-mother (I will, +however, in future, cut off from her and from the foster-sister, +Rabette, that annoying <i>foster</i>) said, without thinking, No, although +she knew that she had never yet carried one through against the stubborn +little fellow. Then she borrowed very good dehortations from the will +and pleasure of the Provincial Director, and bade him consider,—then +the red-cheeked, good-natured Rabette took her brother's part, and +pleaded for him, without knowing why,—then Albina protested at least he +should not expect his dinner to be sent to him on the mountain,—then he +marched out of the yard.... So have I often stood by and watched how the +female elbows and knuckles, during the stemming of a strong opposition, +gradually, before my eyes, became gristle, and bent up. Only in the +presence of Wehrfritz had Albina strength enough for a long No.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span></p> + +<h3>12. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Our hero had passed over from those childish years in which Hercules +strangled the serpents, into the years of confirmation, when he warmed +them under his waistcoat, to behead them again in later years. +Exultingly did his new and old Adam—they flew side by side—flap their +wings out there under a blue heaven which had absolutely no anchoring +ground. What cared he for meal-time? All children before and during a +journey carry no stomach under their wings, just as that of the +butterfly shrinks up when his wings are spread. The oft-mentioned +herdsman's hut, or little shooting-house, was nothing less than a +shooting-house with a sentry-box, for a pensioned soldier's wife, with a +shooting-stand in the lower story and a summer-house chamber in the +upper, wherein old Wehrfritz every summer meant to have a rural party +and a bird shooting, but never had it, because the poor man dismasted +and unrigged himself in his work-chamber as others do in their +dining-room. For, although the state entices its servants like dogs for +the tenth time, only to cudgel them off again for the eleventh, and +although Wehrfritz every assize day forswore all state business and +earnings,—because an honest man like him finds always in the body +politic as much to restore as in the antique statues of which only the +stone <i>drapery</i> remains,—nevertheless, he knew no softer couch and +feather-bed to rest on, than a still higher bench of oars, and he was +just now making every exertion to be Provincial Director.</p> + +<p>The German courts will have their own thoughts on the subject when I +offer them the following boyish idyl. My black-eyed shepherd stormed the +herdsman's mountain<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> fortification, and received from the soldier's wife +the door-key to the white and green summer cabinet. By Heavens! when all +eastern and western window-shutters and windows were flung open, and the +wind stole fluttering through the papers and cooling through the sweltry +chamber, and when, outside, heaven and earth stood round about the +windows and looked in beckoning,—when Albano beheld, under the window +toward the east, the deep broad valley with the leaping, stony brook, on +which all the glimmering disks of light which, like pebbles, the sun +shot aslant, glanced up the mountain side,—when at the western window +he saw, behind hills and woods, the arc of the sky, the mountain of the +Linden-city, that slept like a coiled-up giant on the earth,—when he +placed himself at one window after another, and said, "How magnificent!" +then his raptures in the chamber grew at last so exalted, that he must +needs go forth, in order, out of doors, to exalt them still higher.</p> + +<p>The Goddess of Peace seemed to have here her church and her church seat. +The active soldier's wife was planting early peas in a little garden +full of high bushes, and now and then threw up a clod of earth into the +cherry-tree among the feathered fruit-thieves, and again fell to +sprinkling indefatigably the new linen and the planted salad, and yet +ran willingly from time to time to the little ten-year-old maiden, who, +blind from the measles, sat knitting on the door-sill, and only when she +dropped a stitch called on her mother as interposing goddess. Albano +stationed himself on the outermost balcony of the lovely opening valley, +and every fanning of the wind breathed into his heart the old childish +longing, that he could only fly. Ah, what bliss thus to snatch himself +away from the receding earthly footstool, and cast himself<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> free and +passive into the broad ether!—and so plashing up and down in the cool, +all-pervading air-bath, to fly at mid-day into the darkling cloud, and +unseen to float beside the lark as she warbles below it,—or to sweep +after the eagle, and in the flight to see cities only as sculptured +assemblages of steps, and long streams only as gray, loose threads drawn +between two or three countries, and meadows and hills shrunk up to +little color-grains and colored shadows, and at length alight on the +peak of a tower, and place himself over against the blazing evening sun, +and then to soar upward when he had sunk, and look down once more into +his eye still beaming on, bright and open, in the vault of night, and at +last, when the earth-ball, whirling over, hides his orb, to flutter, +intoxicated with rapture, into the forest-conflagration of all the red +clouds!...</p> + +<p>Whence comes it that these bodily wings lift us like spiritual ones? +Whence had Albano this irrepressible longing for heights, for the +slater's weaver-shuttle, for mountain-peaks, for the balloon,—just as +if these were helpers out of bed to the prisoners of this low +earth-couch? Ah, thou dear deluded one! Thy soul, still covered with its +chrysalis shell, confounds as yet the horizon of the eye with the +horizon of the heart, and outer elevation with inner, and soars through +the physical heaven after the ideal one! For the same power which in the +presence of great thoughts lifts our head and our body and expands the +chest, raises the body also even with the dark yearning after greatness, +and the chrysalis swells with the beating wings of the Psyche; yes, it +must needs be, that by the same band wherewith the soul draws up the +body the body also can lift up the soul.</p> + +<p>The least Albano could do was to fly on foot down the mountain, to wade +along with the brook, which was running<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> away into the pale-green birch +thicket to cool itself. Often before had his Robinsonading mania blown +him to all points and leaves of the wind-rose,<a name="FNanchor_29_29" id="FNanchor_29_29"></a><a href="#Footnote_29_29" class="fnanchor">[29]</a> and he loved to go +with an unknown road a pretty piece of way to see what way it would +itself take. He ran along on the silver Ariadne's thread of the brook, +deep into the green labyrinth, and proposed, in fact, to come out +through the back door of the long thicket upon a distant prospect. He +could not accomplish it,—the birches grew now lighter, now darker, the +brook broader,—the larks seemed to sing, out there, far and high +overhead;—but he was obstinate. Extremes had from of old a magnetic +polarity for him; as the medium had only points of indifference. Thus, +for example, except the highest degree of the barometer, no other was so +agreeable to him as the lowest, and the shortest day was as welcome as +the longest; but the day after either was fatal.<a name="FNanchor_30_30" id="FNanchor_30_30"></a><a href="#Footnote_30_30" class="fnanchor">[30]</a></p> + +<p>At last, after the progress of some hours in time and space, he heard, +beyond the lightening birches, and through a noise louder than that of +the brook, his name uttered repeatedly, in low tones of commendation, by +two female voices. Instantly he galloped panting back again, indifferent +to the risk of lungs and life. He heard his name long after again called +out on all sides of him, but in a cry;—it was his private patron saint, +the castellain of the hut, who fired these shots of distress on his +account at the foot of the mountain.</p> + +<p>He went up thither, and the round table of the earth lay clear and with +a singularly softening aspect around his thirsty eye. Truly, the stretch +of distance, together with weariness, must have reminded this bird of +passage, behind the song-grating of the breast, of his own distant<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> +lands and times, and have made him melancholy at the thought, when the +landscape so mottled with red roofs spread out before him its white, +glistening stones and ponds, like light-magnets and sun-splinters,—when +he saw on the long, gray causeway to Linden-town—views of which hung in +the summer-house, and of which two spires shot up among the +mountains—distant travellers plodding on toward the city whose gates +for him were closed,—and when, indeed, everything seemed flying +westward, the pigeons that went whispering by, floating over the +grain-fields, and the shadows of the clouds that glided lightly away +over high gardens.... Ah, the youngest heart has the waves of the +oldest, only without the sounding-lead to fathom their depths! Learned +Germany has, I perceive, for several cycles, held itself ready for great +fates and fatalities, which are to give this herdsman's day of my hero +the necessary dignity; I, who ought to have the first knowledge on the +subject, do not at present know of any such. Childhood—ah yes, every +age—often leaves behind in our hearts imperishable days, which every +other heart had forgotten: so did this day never fade from Albano's. +Sometimes a child's-day is at once made immortal by a clearer glimpse of +consciousness; in children, especially such as Zesara, the spiritual eye +turns far earlier and more sharply upon the world within the breast than +they show or we imagine.</p> + +<p>Now it struck one o'clock in the castle-tower. The near and beloved +tone, reminding him of his near foster-mother, and of the denied dinner, +and the sight of the little blind one, who already had her twig of the +bread-tree or her dry reindeer's moss in her hand,—and the thought that +this was the birthday of his foster-father,—and his inexpressible love +for his afflicted mother,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> upon whose neck he often suddenly fell when +he was alone,—and his heart, bedewed with Nature, made him begin to +weep. But not for this did the stubborn little fellow go home; only the +Alpine shepherdess had run on unbidden to betray the fugitive to his +seeking mother.</p> + +<p>He would fain in this noonday stillness extort from the little blind +Lea, upon whose countenance a soft, delicate line-work ran legibly +through the punctuation of the pocks, a few words, or at least, as a +fellow-laborer, the long stick wherewith she had to drive the pigeons +from the peas and the sparrows from the cherries; but she pressed her +arm in silence against her eyes, bashful before the distinguished young +gentleman. At last the woman brought the pottage for the lost son, and +from Rabette a little smelling-bottle of dessert-wine into the bargain.</p> + +<p>Albina von Wehrfritz was one of those women who, unlike states, keep +only their promises, but never a threat,—resembling the forest-officers +of Nuremberg, who, upon the smallest violation of the forest-laws, +impose a fine of one hundred florins, and in the same hour modify it to +one hundred kreutzers.<a name="FNanchor_31_31" id="FNanchor_31_31"></a><a href="#Footnote_31_31" class="fnanchor">[31]</a> They, however, like Solon, who gave out his +laws for a hundred years in advance, give out theirs according to the +proportion of their smaller jurisdiction, to last one hundred seconds.</p> + + +<h3>13. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>I would make more out of Albano's commemoration-dinner, which he, like a +grown-up trencher-man, could carve in the little chamber, and distribute +among the family circle, and at which he could fill for himself,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> were I +not going to meet weightier incidents which befell during the carrying +back of the table dinner-service.</p> + +<p>Albano went out, with the whole sea of his inner being sparkling and +phosphorescing under the influence of the wine and the forenoon, and the +blue heaven fluttering in stronger breezes around him. He felt as if the +morning had long since gone by; and he remembered it with a tender +emotion, as we all in youth remember childhood, in age youth,—even as +at evening we remember the morning,—and the forms of Nature drew nearer +to him and moved their eyes like Catholic images. Thus does the present +offer us only shapes for optical anamorphoses, and only our spirit is +the sublime mirror which transposes them into fair human forms. With +what a sweet dip into dreams did he, when he met the fanning of the +eastern wind, close his eyes, and draw the hum of the landscape, the +screaming of the cocks and birds, and a herdsman's flute, as if deeper +and deeper into his shaded soul! And then when he opened his eyes again +on the shore of the mountain, there lay peaceful down below in the +valley the pastured white lambs by the side of the flutist, and overhead +in heaven lay stretched out far away above them the shining, fleecy +lamb-clouds!</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, he was fain for once to take the liberty of shutting his eyes +and groping too far into the garden,—besides, the blind girl did not +see,—holding his arms open before him so as not to run against +anything, when all at once his breast touched a second, and looking up, +he found the trembling maiden so near to him, who bent aside, +stammering, "Ah, no! ah, no!" "It is only I," said the innocent one, +holding her fast; "truly, I will not harm thee!"—and as she, with a +modest shyness, trusted him, he held her a little while, and gazed down +on her bowed head with sweet emotion.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span></p> + +<p>Heartily glad would he have been to give the terrified one dole-money +and benefits in this comedy for the poor; he had, however, nothing by +him, till, luckily, his sister Rabette, that bandagist,—from whose +ribbon mania he erroneously concluded that many girls are diabolically +possessed for ribbons, and swallow them like jugglers, but never give +them back,—she, and his new hair-band, came into his mind. He wound +off, joyfully, the long, silken swathing-band from his head on hers. But +the lovely neighborhood, the tie-work of an <i>inner</i>, finer band, and the +blessedness of giving, and the vivacity of his inborn exuberance, so +overcame him, that he would gladly have emptied the Green Cellar of +Dresden into her apron, when a Jew pedler, with his smaller, silken one +on his stomach, and with a bagful of bought-up hair on his back, came +trudging up the Pestitz road. The Jew suffered himself, very willingly, +to be called, but nothing to be borrowed from him, despite all bills of +exchange proposed to be drawn upon parents and pocket money. Ah, a +magnificent red cap-ribbon would have been as becoming to Lea's blind +eyes as a red bandage to a wound! For a blind lady loves to prink +herself as much as one who can see, unless she is self-conceited, and +would rather please herself in the glass than others out of it. The +merchant was very glad to let her feel of the ribbon, and said he bought +up hair in the villages, and yesterday the children of the inn, with a +piece of burning punk, had crisped up his whole sackful of queues into +short wool, and if the young gentleman would let him trim his brown hair +down to the nape of the neck, he should, on the spot, have the ribbon, +and a very serviceable leather queue of Würzburg fabric into the +bargain. What was to be done? The ribbon was very red,—so was Lea<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> with +hope,—the Jew said he must pack up,—besides, the hair-queue which he +had hitherto worn ran like a second backbone down over the whole of the +first, and became to Alban, by reason of the tedious swathing, every +morning, a check-rein and snaffle-bridle of his mettle. In brief, the +poor, plucked hare resigned to the Jew the royal French Insigné, and +buckled on the Würzburg sheath.</p> + +<p>And now he shook her hand right soundly, and said, with a whole Paradise +of loving joyousness in his face: "The ribbon is, no doubt, very +pleasant to thee, thou poor, blind thing!" Then the everlasting rogue +actually climbed the cherry-tree in order, up there, as a living +scare-crow, to spoil the cherries for the sparrows, and, as a fruit-god, +to throw down several of them to her as rosaries and festoons.</p> + +<p>By Heaven! up there among the heart-cherries, it seemed as if real +wolf-cherries must be working in the head of the boy: as the earth had +her dark, middle ages, so have children often dark, middle days, full of +pure <i>monkery</i> and mischief. On the high boughs, the growing landscape, +and the sun declining towards the mountains, and particularly the spires +of Pestitz, gleamed upon him with such heavenly light, that he could not +now imagine to himself anything higher than the bird-pole near him, nor +any more blessedly enthroned crown-eagle than one on the pole....</p> + +<p>But now I beg every one of my fair readers either to step into the +shooting-house, or make the best of her way out of it with the soldier's +wife, who is running on to tell the naughty thing to her gracious +lady,—for few of them can stand it out with me to see our hero, the +male support of <i>Titan</i>, firmly planted by some farmers'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> boys—to whom, +moreover, Albina has intrusted the <i>remarche-règlement</i> of hastening his +return—on a cross-stick, which is fitted in just under the crotch of +the bird-pole, and with his belly bound down to it, and so lying +horizontal in the air, gradually lifted through the wide sweep of the +arch, and held up in mid-heaven. It is too bad! but the servants could +not possibly resist the supplications of his mighty eyes, his +picturesque will and spirit, and the offered recompenses and +coronation-coins, in comparison with which he verily weighed only half +as much as the last bird.</p> + +<p>I am, nevertheless, partial to thee, little one, despite that stiff +dare-neck of thine built up between head and heart. Thy monstrous +Baroque-pearls of energies will time soon, as the artists in the Green +Cellar do with physical pearls, use up in the finishing of a fine +figure!</p> + +<p>The imperial history of our imperial eagle on his pedestal, covering at +the same time the events that took place on the mountain, when the +Band-box master and Provincial Director came accidentally to the manned +bird-pole, shall be incontinently resumed, when we have the 14th Cycle.</p> + + +<h3>14. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Master Wehmeier, who could not at a distance explain to himself the form +and motion of the bird, had made up towards it, and now saw his pupil +lifted up on the cross. He fell instantly into the plunge-bath of an icy +shudder at his daring, but soon came out of this into the shower-bath of +a perspiring anxiety, which came over him at the thought of seeing every +minute his <i>élève</i> fall down and be crushed into twenty-six fragments, +like Osiris, or into thirty, like the Medicean Venus;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> "and this too, +now," he thought besides, "just as I have brought the young Satan so far +along in languages, and lived to win some honor by him." He therefore +scolded only the operators in the raising department, but not the +sentinel aloft, because there was reason to apprehend he might take a +lurch in the effort of answering, and pitch down. Hard upon the heels of +the optical chariot with which the Devil threatened to run over the +master, thus spell-bound in the circle of agonizing anxiety, followed a +real one, wherein sat the future Provincial Director. Ah, good God! +Besides, the Director always filled up his whole gall-bladder full of +bitter extracts at the Minister's house, merely because he found there +better-behaved and stiller children, without, however, reflecting—like +a hundred other fathers who must be included in the charge—that +children, like their parents, appear better to strangers than they are, +and that, above all, city life, instead of the porous, thick bark of +village life, overlays them with a smooth, white birch-roll, while yet, +in the end, like their parents and courtiers, they prove to resemble +chestnuts, being smooth only on the outer shell, but within confoundedly +bristly. Thus surely will the finest man in the country always be +outwitted by at least princes and ministers, who are ten years +old,—supposing even he could manage it more easily with their fathers.</p> + +<p>When Wehrfritz saw his foster-son in his eyrie on the Schreckhorn, and +the Band-box master below, looking up at him, he imagined the instructor +had arranged it all, and began loudly to vent upon his neck, from the +locked-up carriage, a little heaven of thunder-storms and thunder-claps. +The persecuted Wehmeier began also, upon the mountain, to bawl up at the +Schreckhorn, by way of making it evident to the Director that he was in +the way of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> his office, and with the hammer of the law, as with a +forming stamp-hammer, could mould a pupil as well as another man. The +soldier's wife wrung her hands,—the servants arranged themselves for +the taking down from the cross,—the poor little fellow, in a fever, +drew his knife, and called down, "He would instantly cut himself loose +and cast himself down so soon as ever any one should let down the pole." +He would have done it—and put an untimely end to his life and my +Titan—merely because he dreaded the disgrace of the real and verbal +insults he might get from his father before so many people (yes, in the +chariot sat a gentleman who was a perfect stranger) worse than suicide +and hell. But the Director, full of foolhardihood himself, and yet +proportionately hating it in a child, was not to be disconcerted at +that, and cried out, in a terrible tone, after the servant who had the +key of the coach-door; he would get out and go up. He was indescribably +exasperated, first, because behind the coach he had fastened on an +Oesterlein's harpsichord as a gift for the present day of joy;—ah, +Albano! why do thy joys, like the slurs of an ale-house fiddler, +end in a discord?—and, secondly, because he had there a +singing-dancing-music-and fencing-master from the polished and brilliant +house of the Minister for Albano, sitting beside him on the cushion as +spectator of this <i>début</i>. Gottlieb sprang from the box, and round +before the coach-door, ran his hand, cursing, through all his +pockets;—the coach-key was not in one of them. The incarcerated +Director lashed himself up and down in his cage like a wagging leopard, +and his fury was like that of a lion, who, when one hunter after another +has shot at him, flies at the third. At all events, there was Alban, in +his noose, sawing the air to and fro. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> Band-box master was best off; +for he was half dead, and his cold body, running all away in a sweat of +agony, transmitted little more sense of the outward world; his +consciousness was packed away tight and good as snuff in cold lead.</p> + +<p>Ah, I feel more keenly for the tormented boy than if I were sitting with +him up on the pole; over his touchingly noble countenance, with its +finely-curved nose, shame and the western aurora throw a purple hue, and +the low sun hangs with kisses on his cheeks, as if on the last and +highest roses of the dark earth, and he must withdraw his defiant eyes +from the beloved sun and from the day which still dwells thereon, and +from the two steeple knobs of the Linden-city which glimmer on the sides +turned from him, and sorrowfully cast down his strongly-drawn and +sharply-angled eyebrows, which Dian likened to the too heroic and +energetic ones of the infant Jesus in Raphael's ascending Madonna, to +behold the hot and close altercation which was taking place on the +ground below.</p> + +<p>Gottlieb, with all his pains, could not squeeze out the key, for he had +it in his pocket, and in his hand, and did not like much to produce it, +from partiality for the young master, whom the whole service loved, "as +if they could eat him,"—as much as they loved the nine-pin alley. He +voted for sending and fetching the lock-smith, but the coachman outvoted +him, with the advice to drive immediately to the door of the +work-shop,—and growled at the horses, and drove off the imprisoned, +controversial preacher in his pulpit, with the packed-up Oesterlein's +harpsichord, at a smart trot. All that the Bombardier, during Gottlieb's +mounting, had time to throw out of the carriage, consisted in his +staving through a window, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> firing, from the port-hole, a few of the +most indispensable parting shots at the ill-omened bird on the pole.</p> + +<p>By this time the magister had recovered his spirit and vexation, and +boldly commanded the taking down of the Absalom. While the child came +slowly down before him on his perch, he inserted the five incisor-teeth +of his fingers, as a music-pen, into his scalp, and ruled or raked down +along his occiput, with a view to playfully rectifying the crooked line +of the hair, by pulling it moderately with his hand, as with the end of +a fiddle-stick, when, to his astonishment, off came from my hero the +Würzburg queue like a tail-feather.</p> + +<p>Wehmeier stared at the <i>cauda prehensilis</i> (the ring-tail), and by his +attention's being thus drawn off to the lesser fault, Albano gained as +much as Alcibiades did from the lopping off of the tail of +his—Robespierre. The magister thanked God that he would not sup to-day +with old Wehrfritz, and sent him, with his mock queue, brow-beaten, +home.</p> + + +<h3>15. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The good-hearted Albina had been all day long removing out of the way of +her lord all inflammatory stuff (for the vitriol naptha of his nervous +spirit caught the fire of anger afar off), in order that nothing might +transform her pleasure-castles into incendiary places of joy,—yes, as a +sort of suburbs to the heavenly Jerusalem of the evening, Rabette had +packed away an orchestra of miners that had chanced to pass by, in the +cabinet of the dining-room,—and for Albano Albina had already contrived +an heraldic costume, in which he should deliver to him the <i>vocation</i> of +the Province. Ah, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> what did the lady get from it all but flames, +which Wehrfritz vomited forth at his entrance, while he, as a camel in +his maw, had laid up besides, a long, cold stream of water for the +sprinkling of the magister?</p> + +<p>Albina, who, like most women, took the gall-stone pelting of her husband +for the fifty pounds of passengers' ballast, which, to a passenger in +the marriage-stage-coach, go free, cheerfully gave him, at first, as +ever, credit of being right, and concealed every tear of unhappiness, +because cold sprinkling hardens men and salad,—then step by step she +took back the right,—but made the blame at first mild on her tongue, as +nurses make the washing-water of the children lukewarm in their +mouths,—and at last said he should just give the child up to her.</p> + +<p>But we are making old Wehrfritz swell under our hand to a dragon of the +Apocalypse, to a beast of Gevaudan, and a tyrant, whereas he is in +reality only a lamb with two little horns. Had he not on his birth-feast +in the drudging year of his slaving life a claim upon one unburdened +evening, at least with a child whom he loved more strongly than his own, +and for whom he had loaded himself down with a harpsichord and a +teacher? And had he not a hundred times forbidden him—though he himself +dared and did too much—to imitate him, and risk himself upon horseback, +or in a tempest, in a pouring rain, or in a snow-storm? And had he not +just come from the pedagogical knout-master, the Minister, whose +educational system was only a longer real territion and a shorter +condemnation? And does not the sight of stern parents make one sterner, +and of mild ones, on the contrary, milder?</p> + +<p>Albano first met Rabette with his leathern hind-axle in his hand, on his +defiant way to the father's study, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> therefore to the court-martial +punishment of a real revolutionary tribunal. But she caught him from +behind, with the angelic greeting, "Art thou here, Absalom?" and set him +down by force; and, after the necessary astonishment and questioning, +tied on the <i>vena cava</i> of his hair tightly and ungently, and showed up +to him, in a fearful light, the whirlwind of paternal wrath that awaited +him; and again, in a ludicrous light, the lull of the musical +mountain-department, who, near the dining-room, that race-ground and +hunting-ground of the Director, striding up and down in rage and +impatience, were waiting with a pause for times of peace; and finally +she released him with a kiss, saying, "I pity you, you rogue!"</p> + +<p>He marched, with a defiance which the tightness of his hair aggravated, +into the dining-room. "Out of my sight!" said the sparkling assailant. +Alban instantly stepped back out of the door, enraged at the injustice +of this wrath, and for that very reason the less troubled at its +unhealthiness; for his benefactor kept passionately running up to the +table, which was spread for the birthday feast, and, after an old bad +habit of his, extinguishing the well-kindled lime-pit of his indignation +with wine.</p> + +<p>In a few moments the musical academy and mining company, transformed by +their ill-humor into growling contra-bassists, struck up also. The time +had been tedious to them in the dry cabinet, so the bassoonist and the +violinist had taken it into their heads to entertain themselves with a +low tuning. The Director, who could not comprehend what in the world +that forlorn sound was that floated around him, took it for some time to +be a melodious humming in his ears, when suddenly the hammer-master of +the dulcimer let his musical hammer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> fall on the stringed floor. +Wehrfritz in an instant tore open the doors, and saw before him the +whole musical nest and conspiracy sitting in a circle, armed and +waiting. He asked them, hastily, "What business they had in the +cabinet?" and, after a flying donation of a few curses and cuffs, +ordered the whole garrison, without any tinkling noise, with their +leather aprons and <i>culs de Paris</i>, to take themselves off instantly.</p> + +<p>Albina, with a tender look, beckoned her outlawed darling into her +sewing-chamber, where she asked him, quite composedly, because she knew +he would not lie, to tell the truth. After hearing his report, she +represented to him a little his fault (although she blamed the present +child, in comparison with the absent man, pretty much in the style in +which she had previously blamed the present man, in comparison with the +absent child), and still more the consequences; she pointed out (untying +and tying again his cravat the while, and buttoning some of his +waistcoat buttons) how her husband was disgraced in Albano's person +before the second school-consul, (with four and twenty Fasces,) whom he +had brought with him, the music- and dancing-master, Mr. Von Falterle, +who was up-stairs dressing himself; how the dancing-master would +certainly write all about it to Don Gaspard; and how for her good man +the whole sweet, painted jelly-apple of to-day's joy had been turned +into water: and now he must, even on this festive day, afflict his soul +in solitude, and, perhaps, catch his death from drinking so much to +drown his anger. Women, like harpers, usually, during their playing, +convert, with small pedals, the whole tones of truth into semi-tones. +After she had still further enumerated to him all the paternal +evening-tempests which he had ever drawn upon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> himself by his rides and +his Robinson's voyages of discovery, and whose thunder-claps had, on +every occasion, only melted down the lightning-conductor (namely, +herself), she added, with that touching tone flowing, not from the bony +throat, but from the swelling heart, "Ah, Albano, thou wilt one day +think of thy foster-mother, when it is too late!" and melted into tears.</p> + +<p>Hitherto the unmeltable slags and the molten portion of his heart had +been boiling up together within him, and the warm flood had pressed +upward, ever higher and hotter, in his bosom, only his face had remained +cold and hard,—for certain persons have, exactly at the melting point, +the greatest appearance and capacity of hardening, as snow freezes just +before a thaw; but now the strain upon the too tightly-bound queue, +which was the paradoxical sign of the approaching eruption, made him, in +the paroxysm of his fury, tear the Würzburg appendage off over his head. +Before Albina saw it, she had handed him the Directorship appointment, +with the words, "I ought hardly to do it; but just hand it to him, and +say it was my present, and that thou wilt be quite another boy in +future." But when she saw his hand armed, she asked, in a terrified +tone, with the deep echo of a wearied-out grief, "Alban!" and turned +immediately away from the poor child, whose pain she misunderstood, with +too bitter tears, and said: "What new trouble is this? O, how you all +torment my heart to-day! Go away! O, come here," she called after him, +"and relate the circumstances!" And when he had innocently and truly +done this, her voice, overpowered with tears, could no longer blame him, +but only say, mildly, "Well, then, carry the present." Nevertheless, she +had it in mind to represent to her husband the abbreviation of the hair +as an act of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> obedience to her will, and to the fashion of city children +in high life.</p> + +<p>Alban went; but on the painful way, the full glands of his tears and his +long-repressed heart broke forth, and he entered with eyes still weeping +before his solitary foster-father, who was resting his tired and +thinking head; and the boy held out to him, while yet a great way off, +the big-sealed document, and could only say, "The present," and nothing +more, and sparks darted with the storm-drops from his hot eyes. Lay +thyself, innocent one, softly on thy father's unbuttoned bosom; and +while he holds in his right hand the enchanted cup of glory, and makes +himself drunk with it, let him not on any account push thee away with +his left! The repelling hand will by and by come to pulsate languidly +and lightly upon thy wet, fiery cheeks, and warm, penitent eyes: then +will the old man read the <i>Decretum</i> over again still more slowly, so as +almost to postpone the very first sound; then will he, when thou, with +indescribable impetuosity, pressest his hand to thy face to kiss it, +make appear as if he had just awaked, and say, with saltpetre coldness +and glistening eyes, "Call mother"; and then, when thou liftest upon him +thy glowing countenance all quivering with love from under thy +downfallen locks, and when they are flung softly back from thy cherry +cheeks,—then will he look a pretty long time after his departing +darling, and brush away something from his eyes, that he may run over +the address of the diploma at his will.</p> + +<p>Say, Albano, have I not guessed right?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>16. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Every post of honor lifts the heart of a man who is placed on it above +the vapor of life, the hail-clouds of calamity, the frosty mists of +discontent, and the inflammable air of wrath. I will hold the magic leaf +of a favorable criticism before a gnashing were-wolf: immediately he +shall stand before me as a licking lamb, with little twirling tail; and +if the wife of an author could only play before her heated literary +partner every time a critical trumpeter's piece on Fame's trumpet, he +would become like an angel, and she like that ale-house fiddler who, in +his bear-catching, softened the Saul in Bruin by his jigs.</p> + +<p>Wehrfritz came to meet Albina as a new-born seraph, and recounted to her +his glory. Yes, in order to atone to her for the explosions of his Etna, +he said not, as usual, <i>nolo episcopari</i>; he did not say he was hemmed +round by an impassable mountain chain of labors; but, instead of that +perverse drawing back of the hand from the out-shaking cornucopia of +fortune,—instead of that virgin bashfulness of rapture which is more +common to brides,—he betrayed the heartiness of a widow, and told +Albina her wishes of the morning had already become gifts; and asked +what had become of the promised supper, and the company, and the +Magister, and the dancing-master (whom the other had not yet seen), and +Rabette, and all.</p> + +<p>But Albina had already long since announced to the Magister, through +Albano, the invitation, and the dispersion of all storms, and the +arrival of the new commission. Wehmeier, to tell the truth, had the +greatest reluctance to eat with a nobleman, merely because, as +entertaining<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> <i>acteur</i> of the table, he had so much to do with +conversing, <i>savoir vivre</i>, looking out for others, keeping his limbs in +proper attitude, and passing all eatables, that, for want of leisure, he +was obliged to swallow such little things as pickled cucumbers, +chestnuts, crabs' tails, and the like, down whole, and without tasting +them; so that afterward he often had to carry round with him the hard +fodder, like a swallowed Jonah, for three days together in the hunter's +pouch of his stomach. Only this time he gladly dressed himself for the +feast, because he was curious and angry about his pedagogical colleague, +and that out of anxiety lest haply this new joint-tenant should assume +to himself the magnificent <i>winter crop</i> in Alban's sowed field as his +own <i>summer crop</i>. He ascribed to his abbreviated method of teaching all +the wonderful energies of his pupil, i. e. to the water-soil the +aromatic essence of the plant which grew therein.<a name="FNanchor_32_32" id="FNanchor_32_32"></a><a href="#Footnote_32_32" class="fnanchor">[32]</a></p> + +<p>With so much the greater indulgent love he came, leading with his own +hand the halved pupil, to Rabette's cabinet, in a sap-green plush with a +three-leaved collar. "Mr. Von Falterle here," said Rabette on his +entrance, not from raillery, but from inconsiderateness; "thought some +time ago it was you when the dog tried to get in." "My dear sir," +replied coldly and gravely the <i>paradeur</i> of a Falterle by the side of +our farm-horse, "the dog scratched at the door; but it is usual, as well +at the minister's as in all great houses of Paris, for every one to +scratch with the finger-nail when he wishes admittance merely into a +cabinet, and not into a principal apartment."</p> + +<p>What a splendidly picturesque contrast of the two<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> +brothers-in-office!—the master of accomplishments with the motley +scarf-skin or hind-apron of a yellow summer-dress, as if with the yellow +outer wings of a buttermoth, whose dark under-wings represent the +waistcoat (when he unbuttons it); Wehmeier, on the other hand, in a +roomy, sap-green plush, which a tent-maker seemed to have hung on him, +and with belly and shanks quivering in the black velvet half-mourning of +candidates, who wear it till they carbonize into clear black. Falterle +had his glazed frost pantaloons plated and cast round his legs, and +every wrinkle in them produced one upon his face, as if the latter were +the lining of the former; while along the thighs of the Band-box-master +wound upward the cockle-stairs of his swaddling modests.<a name="FNanchor_33_33" id="FNanchor_33_33"></a><a href="#Footnote_33_33" class="fnanchor">[33]</a> The former +in bridal-shoes, the latter in pump-chambers,—the one flapping up like +a soft, slimy gold tench, with the belly-fins of his bosom-ruffles, with +the side-fins of his hand-ruffles, and with the tail-fins of a trinomial +root or queue hanging on three little ermine tails; the Magister, in his +green plush, looking for all the world like a green whiting or a chub. A +magnificent set-off, I repeat!</p> + +<p>The whiting would gladly have eaten up the tench, when the goldfish led +forth on his right arm Rabette, and on his left Albano, to dinner. But +now it grew much worse. Alban, with his usual impetuosity, had his +napkin open first,—which became now, as it were, introductory programme +and dokimasticum of Falterle's system of teaching. "<i>Posément, +Monsieur</i>," said he to the novice, "<i>il est messéant de déplier la +serviette avant que les autres aient déplié les leurs</i>." After some +minutes, Alban thought he would blow his soup cool; it was one <i>à la +Brittanière</i>, with rings. "<i>Il est mésseant, Monsieur</i>,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> said +the master of accomplishments, "<i>de souffler sa soupe</i>." The +Band-box-master, who had already made up his mouth to vent a puff from +the bellows of his chest at a spoonful of rings, stopped short, +frightened into a dead calm.</p> + +<p>When afterward a veal-stuffed cabbage-bomb fell like a central sun on +the table-cloth, the Magister boldly gobbled down the burning minced +veal, as a juggler or an ostrich swallows glowing coals, and breathed +more inwardly than outwardly.</p> + +<p>After the bomb, came in a pike <i>au four</i>, to which, as is well known, +the cutting away of the head and tail, and the closing up of the belly +give the appearance of a roe's loin. When Albano asked his old teacher +what it was, the latter replied, "A delicate roe's loin." "<i>Pardonnez, +Monsieur</i>," said his rival gourmand, "<i>c'est du brochet au four, mon +cher Compte; mais il est mésseant de demander le nom de quelque mets +qu'il soit,—on feint de le savoir</i>."</p> + +<p>It is easy to show that this horizontal shot from a double rifle pierced +through the Magister's marrow and bone; the <i>instruments of passion</i> +which lay in the cut-off head of the pike <i>au four</i>, as in an armory, +continued to do their execution in his. Like most schoolmasters, he +thought himself to have the finest manners, so long as he taught them, +and fought against bad ones; so long he prized them uncommonly, just as +he did his dress; but when he was outdone in either, then he must needs +despise them from his heart. It brought him to his legs again that he +was all the while silently comparing the master of accomplishments with +the two Catos and Homer's heroes, who ate not much better than swine, +and that he thus tied the Viennite to a pillory, and thrashed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> him most +lustily thereon, with one hand, while with the other he rung above him +the shame-bell. Yes, he placed himself, in order to make his official +brother small, upon a distant planet, and looked down upon the bomb and +the pike <i>au four</i>, and could not help laughing up there on his planet, +to find that this yellow-silk shop-keeper of Nature, with his rubbish of +brains, was no bigger than a paste-eel. Then he pitied his forsaken +pupil, and so came down again, and swore on the way to weed as much out +of him every day as that other fellow raked in.</p> + +<p>We shall learn quite soon enough how Albano's nerves quivered on this +lathe, and under these smoothing-planes. The Director was indescribably +delighted with this pedagogical cutting and polishing of so great a +diamond, although the cutting (according to Jeffries) takes from all +diamonds half their weight, and although he himself had all his, and +more carats than angles. Wehrfritz could never entirely forgive,—at +which point he was now aiming, because he had brought with him for the +little one the Oesterleins harpsichord,—until at least with one word he +had inflicted a short martyrdom; accordingly, blind to Albano's +concealed bloody expiation of the fault, he communicated to the company +how strictly the Minister educated his children, how they, e. g., for +any involuntary coughing or laughing at the table, like Prussian cavalry +soldiers, who fall off or lose their hats in the wind, suffer +punishment, and how they were, to be sure, no older than Albano, but +quite as well-mannered as grown people. At the house of the Minister he +had, on the contrary, boasted to-day the acquirements of his foster-son; +but many parents build up in every other house smoking altars of incense +for the same child, which in their own they smoke with brimstone, like +vines and bees. Besides,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> deuse take it! they, like princes (fathers of +their country), make redoubled demands precisely when children have +satisfied immoderate ones; so that the latter, by <i>opera +supererogationis</i> in the shape of advanced lessons, forfeit rather than +win their play-hours. Do we not admire it in great philosophers, e. g. +Malebranche, and great generals, e. g. Scipio, that, after the greatest +achievements which they made in the kingdom of truths, or in a +geographical, they betook themselves to the nursery, and there carried +on real child's fooleries, in order gently to relax the bow wherewith +they had shot so many lies and liars to the ground. And why shall not +this simile, wherewith St. John defended himself when he allowed himself +a play-hour with his tame partridge, also excuse children for being +children, when they have previously stretched too crooked the yet thin +bow?</p> + +<p>But now on with our story! Old Wehrfritz recounted to Rabette, in a very +friendly manner, "how he had seen to-day the pupil of Don Zesara, the +magnificent Countess de Romeiro, actually only twelve years old, but +with such a deportment as only a court dame had, and how the noble +Knight experienced more joy than usual in his little ward." These hard, +clattering words tore, as if he had hydrophobia, the open nerves of the +ambitious boy, since the Knight had hitherto been to him the +life's-goal, the eternal wish, and the <i>frère terrible</i>, wherewith they +kept him under,—but he sat still there without a sign, and choked his +crying heart. Wehrfritz recognized this dumb lip-biting of feeling; +however, he acted as if Albano had not understood him.</p> + +<p>Now began the Viennite too, hurling about his fire-balls into all +corners and niches of the Ministerial Vatican, merely to throw a +favorable light upon his dancing and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> music scholars therein, as well as +himself. Cannot the daughter of the Minister, hardly ten years old, +speak all the modern languages and play on the harmonica, which Albano +has never yet once heard, and even execute four-handed sonatas of +Kotzeluch, and sing already like a nightingale, on boughs that have not +yet put on their foliage too, and in fact passages from operas, which +made her nightingale breast grow hollow, so that he had to leave? Yes, +cannot her brother do far more, and has he not read out all the +circulating libraries, particularly the plays, which he also performs on +amateur stages into the bargain? And is he not at this precise hour +making his case right good in to-day's masquerade ball, if he only meets +there the object that inspires him? Wehmeier did wrong to sit opposite +our jewel-humming-bird, Falterle, like a horned-owl or a bird-spider, +ready to pluck and eat the humming-bird every minute. Verily, Falterle +said nothing out of malice; he could not despise or hate anybody, +because his mental eyes were so deeply buried in his own inflated "I," +that he could not look with them at all out beyond his swollen self; he +harmed no soul, and fluttered round people only as a still butterfly, +not as a buzzing, stinging horse-fly, and sucked no blood, but only +honey (i. e. a little praise).</p> + +<p>"Pray, tell me, Mr. Von Falterle," said Wehrfritz, who, so soon as he +had brought down this cold lightning-flash upon Albano, would no longer +shoot cold and flying insinuations at him, "does the young minister +sometimes sit on a bird-pole, like our Albano here?" That was too much +for thee, tormented child! "No," said Albano, in a brassy tone, and with +the friendliness of a corpse, which signifies another death to follow; +and with an optical cloud of floating complexions, left the seat +cracking under<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> his dumb convulsions, and with clenched fingers went +slowly out.</p> + +<p>The poor young man had, to-day, since the apparent forgiveness of his +Adamitish fall, and since the sight of the elegant new teacher, for whom +he had so long rejoiced in hope, and whose fine copperplate encasement +was just of a kind to have an imposing effect upon a child, cast off the +last chrysalis-shell of his inner being, and promised himself high +things. Some hand had within an hour snatched his inner man from the +close, drowsy cradle of childhood,—he had sprung at once out of the +warming-basket, had thrown stuffed-hat and frock far away from him,—he +saw the <i>toga virilis</i> hanging in the distance, and marched into it, and +said, "Cannot I, too, be a youth?"</p> + +<p>Ah, thou dear boy! man, especially the rosy-cheeked little man, too +easily cheats himself with taking repentance for reformation, +resolutions for actions, blossoms for fruits, as on the naked twig of +the fig-tree seeming <i>fruits</i> sprout forth, which are only the fleshy +rinds of the <i>blossoms</i>!</p> + +<p>And now, while all the nerves and roots of his soul lay naked and +exposed to the harsh air, and with such fair, fresh impulses,—just now +must he be so often trampled upon and disgraced. Honor burned in his +bosom,—he determined to pass through the coming years as through a +white colonnade of monumental pillars,—already a mere Alumnus from the +city was, to his soul thirsting for glory and knowledge, a classic +author,—and was he to endure it that the Director should falsely +accuse, and the Vienna master caricature him to the Knight his father? +Hard tears were struck, like sparks, from his proud, insulted soul, and +the heat dissolved the comet nucleus of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> his inner world into a sweltry +mist. In short, he resolved to run away to Pestitz in the night,—rush +into his father's presence, tell him all, and then come home again +without saying a word of it. At the end of the village he found a +night-express, of whom he inquired the way to Pestitz, and who wondered +at the little pilgrim without a hat.</p> + +<p>But first let my readers look with me at the nest of the supper-party. +This very express brought the Vienna master a bad piece of news touching +the so-long-praised son of the Minister, whose name was Roquairol.</p> + +<p>The above-mentioned female pupil of the Knight, the little Countess of +Romeiro, was very beautiful: cold ones called her an angel, and +enthusiastic ones a goddess. Roquairol had none of your Belgic veins, +wherein, as in Saturn, all liquids lie as fixed, frozen bodies, but +African arteries, in which, as in Mercury, melted metals run round. When +the Countess was with his sister, he was always trying, with the common +boldness of boys in high-life, to run his heart, filled with a venous +system of quick matches, upon hers, as a good fireship; but she placed +his sister as a fire-wall before her. Unfortunately she had gone, by +chance, dressed as Werther's Lotta, to this evening's masquerade, and +the splendor of her despotic charms was swallowed up and flashed round +by eyes all darkly glowing behind masks: he took his inner and outer +both off, pressed towards her, and demanded, with some haste—because +she threatened to be off, and with some confidence, which he had won on +the amateur-stage, and with pantomimic passionateness, which on that +stage had always gained him the finest serenade of clapping +hands—demanded nothing just now but reciprocal love. Werther's Lotta +haughtily turned upon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> him her splendid back, covered with ringlets; +beside himself, he ran home, took Werther's costume and pistol and came +back. Then, with a physiognomical hurricane on his countenance, he +stepped up before her and said, showing the weapon, he would kill +himself here in the hall, if she rejected him. She looked upon him a +little too politely, and asked what he wanted. But Werther, half drunk +with Lotta's charms, with Werther's sorrows, and with punch, after the +fifth or sixth "No!" (being already used to public acting,) before the +whole masquerade, pointed the murderous weapon against himself, pulled +the trigger, but luckily injured only his left ear-flap,—so that +nothing more can be hung on that,—and grazed the side of his head. She +instantly fled, and set out upon her journey, and he fell down, +bleeding, and was carried home.</p> + +<p>This story blew out many lamps in Falterle's triumphal arch, and lighted +up many on Wehmeier's; but it set Albina at once into agony about her +quite as wild mad-cap Albano. She asked after him in the kitchen, and +the express-messenger helped her to a clew by his account of the boy +without a hat. She hastened, herself, in her usual extravagance of +anxiety, out through the village. A good genius—the yard-dog, +Melak—had proved the antagonist-muscle and turnpike-gate of the +fugitive. That is to say, Melak wanted to go too, and Alban chose rather +that a patron and coast-guard so serviceable to the castle-yard, and who +oftener warned away intruders than the night-watch did themselves, +should go home again. Melak was firm in his matters: he wanted +reasons,—namely, sticks and stones thrown at him; but the weeping boy, +whose burning hands the cold nose of the good-natured animal refreshed, +could not give him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> a hard word, but he merely turned the fawning dog +right about, and said softly, Go home! But Melak recognized no decrees +except loud ones; he kept turning round again; and in the midst of these +inversions,—during which, in Albano's mind, always on a Brockenberg and +seeing giant forms loom and glide through the clouds, his tears and +every undeserved word burned deeper and deeper,—he was found by his +innocent mother.</p> + +<p>"Albano," said she, with a friendly but forced composure, "thou here in +the cold night-air?" This conduct and language of the only soul which he +had injured, took so strong a hold on his full soul, which needed a +vent, whether in tears or in gall, that, with a spasmodic shock of his +overstrained heart, he sprang upon her neck, and hung there, melted in +tears. At her questions, he could not confess his cruel purpose, but +merely pressed himself more strongly to her heart. And now came the +anxious and penitent Director, too, following after, whom the child's +situation had melted over, and said: "Silly devil! was my meaning then +so evil?" and took the little hand to lead the way back again. Probably +Albano's anger was exhausted by the effusion of love, and satisfied +through the appeasing of his ambition; accordingly and immediately, +strange to tell, with greater affection towards Wehrfritz than towards +Albina, he went back with them, and wept by the way, merely from tender +emotion.</p> + +<p>When he entered the room, his face was as if transfigured, though a +little swollen; the tears had washed away, as with a flood, his +defiance, and drawn all his heart's soft lines of beauty upon his +countenance, somewhat as the rain shows in transparent, trembling +threads the heaven-flower (nostock), which does not appear in the sun. +He placed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> himself in a posture of attention near his father, and kept +his hand the whole evening, and Albina enjoyed in the double love a +double bliss; and even on the faces of the servants lay scattered +fragments of the third mock-rainbow of the domestic peace,—the sign of +the covenant after the assuaging of the waters.</p> + +<p>Verily, I have often formed the wish—and afterwards made a picture out +of it—that I could be present at all reconciliations in the world, +because no love moves us so deeply as <i>returning</i> love. It must touch +Immortals, when they see men, the heavy-laden, and often held so widely +asunder by fate or by fault, how, like the Valisneria,<a name="FNanchor_34_34" id="FNanchor_34_34"></a><a href="#Footnote_34_34" class="fnanchor">[34]</a> they will +tear themselves away from the marshy bottom, and ascend into a fairer +element; and then, in the freer upper air, how they will conquer the +distance between their hearts and come together. But it must also pain +Immortals when they behold us under the violent <i>tempests</i> of life +arrayed against each other on the <i>battle-field</i> of enmity, under double +blows, and so mortally smitten at once by remote destiny and by that +nearer hand which should bind up our wounds!</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/oend.jpg" width="400" height="83" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_27_27" id="Footnote_27_27"></a><a href="#FNanchor_27_27"><span class="label">[27]</span></a> I have already said that he was brought up there, under +the Provincial Director, <i>Von Wehrfritz</i>.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_28_28" id="Footnote_28_28"></a><a href="#FNanchor_28_28"><span class="label">[28]</span></a> With this Evangelist, as is well known, an angel is +associated.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_29_29" id="Footnote_29_29"></a><a href="#FNanchor_29_29"><span class="label">[29]</span></a> Compass.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_30_30" id="Footnote_30_30"></a><a href="#FNanchor_30_30"><span class="label">[30]</span></a> Odious, or tabooed.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_31_31" id="Footnote_31_31"></a><a href="#FNanchor_31_31"><span class="label">[31]</span></a> To a German President of Finance, Vol. I. p. 296.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_32_32" id="Footnote_32_32"></a><a href="#FNanchor_32_32"><span class="label">[32]</span></a> For Boyle found in his experiments that ranunculi, mints, +&c., which he suffered to grow large in the water, developed the usual +aromatic virtues.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_33_33" id="Footnote_33_33"></a><a href="#FNanchor_33_33"><span class="label">[33]</span></a> Some would rather hear this word than <i>breeches</i>.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_34_34" id="Footnote_34_34"></a><a href="#FNanchor_34_34"><span class="label">[34]</span></a> The female Valisneria lies rolled up under the water, out +of which it lifts its bud, to bloom in the open air; the male then +loosens itself from the too short stalk and swims to her with its dry +blossom-dust.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/rivetstart.jpg" width="550" height="140" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>THIRD JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Methods of the two Professional Gardeners in their +Pedagogical Grafting-School.—Vindication of Vanity.—Dawn +of Friendship.—Morning Star of Love.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>17. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/i.jpg" width="100" height="108" alt="I" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_3">If we open the two school-rooms, we shall see the Band-box-master, in +the forenoon, sitting and brooding upon the two-yolked eggs of the +<i>élève</i>, and the accomplishing master, in the afternoon, just as the +cock-pigeon guards the nest the former part of the day, and the female +the latter.</p></div> + +<p>Now Wehmeier, as well as his competitor, was fain to take possession of +his pupil with wholly new instructions; but what were new to him were +new to himself. Like most of the older schoolmasters, he knew—of +astronomy, except the little that was found in the book of Joshua, and +of physics, except the few errors which existed in his rather-forgotten +than torn-up manuscript books, and of philosophy, except that of +Gottsched, which required, however, a riper pupil, and of other real +sciences—strictly speaking, nothing, except a little history. If +ever—in the literary Sahara, to which the tormenting screw of +school-lessons, without end, and the beggar's or cripple's wagon of a +life without pay, that had been turned rather into dross than into ore, +had exiled him—new methods<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> of teaching or new discoveries came to his +ears (they never came to his eyes), he noted, at the moment, that they +were his own, only with a shade of variation; and he concealed from no +one the plagiarism. I heartily beg, however, all silken and powdered and +curly-haired Princes' instructors, blame not too sorely my poor +Wehmeier, so deeply overlaid with the heavy, thick strata of fate, for +his subterranean optics and his crookedness of posture, but reckon his +eight children and his eight school-hours and his approaching fifties in +his life's grotto of Antiparos, and then decide whether the man can, +under these circumstances, come out again into light?</p> + +<p>But yet of history he knew, as was said, something; and this he seized +upon as pedagogical lucky-bone and Fortunatus's wishing-cap. Had he not +already, in that epical, picturesque style of paraphrase,—whereby he +could relate the smallest market-town history in such an interesting and +fictitious way, (for whence will a good story-teller draw the thousand +lesser but necessary touches but from his head?)—lectured out to his +Albano Hübner's Biblical History, in a manner extremely touching? And +which wept most during the delivery, teacher or scholar?</p> + +<p>Now he had three historical courses open before him. He could strike +into the geographical road, which begins with the wretchedest history in +the world,—the history of countries. But only the British and the +French, at most, can begin history as an epic, and a description of the +earth backward; on the contrary, a Haarhaar, Baireuth, or Mecklenberg +princely patristic gives hollow teeth hollow nuts to crack, without meat +for head and heart. And does not one magnify thereby a twig of history, +on which the accident of birth has deposited the young barkchafer,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> most +disproportionately into a tree of consanguinity? And what cares one in +Berlin, for instance, to inquire after a lineage of Margraves, or in +Hof, after the pedigree of the Regents of Hohenzollern?</p> + +<p>The second method is the chronological, or that which tackles the horses +in front; this starts with the birthday of the world, which, according +to Petavius and the Rabbins, came into the world on the forenoon of the +22d October,<a name="FNanchor_35_35" id="FNanchor_35_35"></a><a href="#Footnote_35_35" class="fnanchor">[35]</a> hastens on to the 28th of October as the first clown's +and blunderhead's day of the young Adam, then marches away over the +29th, the first Sunday, Fast-day, and Bankruptcy-day, and so on down to +the Bankruptcy- and Fast-day of the latest child of Adam, who is +compelled to listen to the case.</p> + +<p>This milky-way was, for our Magister, too long, too dreary, too strange. +He steered the middle track between the foregoing, which leads to the +rich two Indies of history, Greece and Rome. The ancients work upon us +more through their deeds than through their writings, more upon the +heart than upon the taste; one fallen century after another receives +from them the double history as the two sacraments and means of grace +for moral confirmation, and their writings, to which their stone works +of art attach every after age, are the eternal Bible-institute against +every failure of a Kanstein's. But let us now, on a fine summer morning, +walk along several<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> times before the Rectorate-residence, and listen, +ourselves also, outside, to hear with what voice the Magister within, +although in old-fashioned applications, cites out of Plutarch,—the +biographical Shakespeare of Universal History,—not the shadowy world of +states, but the angels of the churches who shine therein, the holy +family of great men, and cast a passing glance at the sparkling eye with +which the inspired boy hangs upon the moral antiques which the teacher, +as in a foundery, assembles around him. O, when the mighty storm-clouds +of the heroic past thus hung around Zesara's soul as on a mountain, and +descended upon it with still lightnings and drops, was not then the +whole mountain charged with heavenly fire, and every green thing that +blossomed thereupon fertilized, quickened, and called forth? And could +he, then, so beautifully beclouded, haply look down into low reality? +Nay, did not teacher as well as scholar, amid the market-din of the +Roman and Athenian forums, where they went round in the train of Cato +and Socrates, remain entirely ignorant that the busy mistress was +cooking, bed-making, scolding, and scouring close beside them? Of the +eight screaming children, on account of the very multitude, they heard +nothing; for a single buzzing fly a man cannot bear, without a terrible +effort, in his chamber, while he could easily a whole swarm. Even so, +from their eyes, the school-room, on whose floor nothing was wanting +which is thrown into canary-cages for nest-building,—hair, moss, +roe's-hair, pulled flannel, and finger-lengths of yarn,—was hidden by +the floor of the (geographical and historical) Old World, which, like +the pavement of St. Paul's church in Rome, consists of marble ruins full +of broken inscriptions.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>18. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The reader is now curious about the afternoon, when the <i>élève</i> is sent +into the polishing-mill of the Viennite, in order to know what sort of a +polishing he gets there. It cannot but make him still more curious, when +I repeat that Wehmeier, who, like other literati, resembled the elephant +in clumsiness and sagacity, found nothing more agreeable to think +of—and, therefore, to describe—in ancient history, than a great man, +who had on little, as, for instance, Diogenes, or went barefoot, like +Cato, or unshaven, like the philosophers; nay, he hit the very +Mittel-Mark, and drew out for himself Frederick the Second's clothes, +whereby he gained as much as Mr. Pagé in Paris, and carried <i>his</i> +shirts, like the noble Saladin's, and with similar proclamations, on +poles for show, and sketched, as a second <i>Scheiner</i>, the best map we +have of the sun-spots of snuff on Frederick. Then he took these naked, +rough colossi, and piled them together into one scale, and threw into +the other the light, wainscoted figures, like Falterle and the nice +Nuremberg Kinder-gärten of modern courts, and besought the scholar to +take notice which way the swaying tongue of the balance would +incline....</p> + +<p>I am not wholly on thy side here, Magister, since vigorous youths too +easily, without any prompting, tear in pieces the thin plate of the +ceremonial law, and often the platers, the head masters of ceremonies, +into the bargain. For weaklings, the method is good.</p> + +<p>Now, when Albano came to the accomplishing master, he could but faintly, +on account of the loud resonance of the previous lesson,—for children +of a certain depth, like buildings of a certain size, give an +<i>echo</i>,—apprehend<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> what Falterle commanded; and only when he remained +some days without the historical sensation was he more widely open to +the lesser instructions, as gilded things cannot be silvered over till +the gold is worn off. The misfortune was, too, that he had to go through +his task-dances in the very next room to the study of the Director, who +was there occupied with his own. It often happened that Wehrfritz, when +Alban was as <i>distrait</i> and inattentive in the Anglaise as a partner in +love, would cry out, while he was dictating in there, "In the name of +the three devils, chassez!" Quite as many cases might one reckon in +which, when the music-master, like a bass-drum, with everlasting +exhortations glided away through adagio into piano, the man had to call +out in there, with the strongest imaginable fortissimo, "Pianissimo, +Satan! pianissimo!" Sometimes he was obliged to rise from his labors, +when, in the fencing-lesson, all admonitions to "quart!" availed +nothing, and open the door, and, grim with fury, say to him of Vienna, +"For God's sake, sir, don't be a hare! Prick his leather soundly, if he +doesn't mind!" Whereupon the courtly fencing-master would only gently +encourage him to "quart thrust."</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, he learned much. In such early years one cannot rise above +the finery nor the fine arts of a Falterle, who, besides, was reinforced +with the magical advantage of having shone and taught in the forbidden +metropolis. Only the loud stride and the boots were not to be taken from +the pupil; but the shoulders soon grew horizontal, and the head +perpendicular; and the oscillating fingers, together with the restless +body, were steadied with Stahl's eye-holder. In general, men with a +<i>liberal</i> soul in a finely-built body have already, without Falterle's +espalier-wall and scissors, an agreeable shape and stature.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> Moreover, +he felt toward the neat, friendly Falterle that holy <i>first love for +men</i> wherewith a child's heart twines round all inmates of his home and +village; and simply for this reason, that a lady could wind the Viennite +about her ring-finger,—yes, inside of the gold ring itself,—and +because he spoke and lied about the Knight of the Golden Fleece as about +a king, and because he was the most agreeable creature that ever trod +the earth.</p> + +<p>As I mean in my biographies to teach tolerance and even-handed justice +toward all characters, I must here lead the way with a pattern of +toleration, by remarking of Falterle, that his poor, thin soul had not +the power to develop itself under the stone table of the laws of +etiquette, and under the wooden yoke of an imposing station. To whom did +the poor devil ever do any harm? Not even to ladies, for whom indeed he +was always laboring before the looking-glass, like a copperplate +engraver, upon his dear self, but only, like other sculptors, by this +artistic work, to display pure beauties, not to mislead them. The +sea-water of his life—for he is neither a millionnaire, nor even the +greatest <i>savant</i> of the age, although he has read about among many +circulating libraries—is sweetened by the water of beauty, wherein he +hourly bathes. He swills and gormandizes scarcely at all. If he curses +and swears, he does it in foreign languages, as the Papist makes his +prayers, and flatters very few except himself.</p> + +<p>The vain man, and still more the vain woman, hate vain persons much too +violently; for such persons, after all, are more diseased in the head +than in the will. I can here cheerfully appeal to every thinking reader, +whether he ever, even when he was going about with an uncommonly vain +feeling, remembers to have detected<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> any deep qualms of conscience or +discords in himself, which, however, were never wanting, when he lied +very much or was too hard. Much rather has he, on such occasions, +experienced an uncommonly agreeable rocking of his inner man in the +cradle of state. Hence a vain man is as hard to cure as a gambler; but +for this further reason,—most sins are occasional sermons and +occasional poems, and must frequently be set aside, from the third to +the tenth commandment inclusive. Marriage, the Sabbath, a man's word, +cannot be broken at any given hour. One cannot bear false witness +against himself, any more than he can play ninepins or fight a duel with +himself. Many considerable sins can only be committed on Easter-Fair or +New-Year's Day, or in the Palais Royal, or in the Vatican. Many royal, +margravely, princely crimes are possible only once in a whole life; many +never at all,—for instance, the sin against the Holy Ghost. On the +contrary, one can praise and crown himself inwardly day and night, +summer and winter, in every place,—in the pulpit, in the Prater, in the +general's tent, on the back seat of a sleigh, in the princely chair, in +any part of Germany,—for instance, in Weimar. What! and must one let +this perennial balsam-plant, which continually perfumes the inner man, +be plucked up or lopped off?</p> + + +<h3>19. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>All these occupations and thorns were to Albano right good, sharp +earthquake-conductors, since in his bosom already more subterranean +storm-matter circulated than is needed to burst the thin wall of a man's +chest. Now he began to get on deeper and deeper into the wild +thunder-months of life. The longing to see<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> Don Zesara caught new warmth +from the Roman history, which lifted up on high before him Caesar's +colossal image, and wrote under it, "Zesara." The veiled Linden-city was +carried over by his fancy and set upon seven hills, and exalted to a +Rome. A post-horn rang through his innermost being, like a Swiss Ranz +des Vaches, which builds out into the ether all summits of our wishes in +long and shining mountain-chains; and it blew for him the signal of a +tent-striking, and all cities of the earth lay with open gates and with +broad highways round about him. And when, at this period, on a cool, +clear summer morning, he marched along metrically by the side of a +regiment on its way to Pestitz, so long as he could hear the sound of +the drums and fifes, then did his soul celebrate a Handel's Alexander's +Feast; the past became audible,—the rattling of the triumphal cars, the +movement of the Spartan bands and their flutes, and the clear trumpet of +Fame,—and, as if at the sound of the last trumpets, his soul arose +among none but glorified dead on the unbolted earth, and, with them, +still marched onward.</p> + +<p>When History leads a noble youth to the plains of Marathon, and up to +the Capitol, he would fain have at his side a friend,—a comrade,—a +brother-in-arms, but no more than this,—no sister-in-arms; for a +heroine injures a hero greatly. Into the energetic youth friendship +enters earlier than love: the former appears, like the lark, in the +early spring of life, and goes not away till late autumn; the latter +comes and flees, like the quail, with the warm season. Albano already +heard this lark warbling, invisible, in the air: he found a friend, not +in Blumenbühl, not in the Linden-city, not in any place, but in his own +bosom; and the name of that friend was—Roquairol.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span></p> + +<p>The case was this: For people like myself, country life is the honey +wherein they take the pill of city life. Falterle, on the contrary, +could not worry down the bitter country life without the silvering-over +of city life: thrice every week he ran over to Pestitz, either into the +boxes of the amateur-theatre as dramaturgist, or on the stage itself as +actor. Now, on every such occasion, he took his little part-book out +into the village with him, and there, relying on this rehearsal of the +play, studied his part independently of those of his colleagues; just +as, to this day, every state-servant commits his to memory without a +glance at those of his fellow-performers: hence every one of us consists +of only one faculty, and, as in the Russian hunting-music, knows how to +fife only one tone, and must throw his strength into the pauses. Into +these fragments of theatricals, then, borrowed from Falterle, Albano +entered with a rapture which his master soon sought to increase by +exchanging for these limited sectors of the globe the whole dramatic +world.</p> + +<p>The Viennite had long since eulogized before him the suicidal mad-cap +Roquairol as a genius in learning,—and himself as particularly such in +teaching; and now he adduced the proof of it from the great parts which +the mad-cap always played so well. For the rest, it was not his fault +that he did not exceedingly disparage the Minister's son, whom he +envied, not only for his theatrical, but for his erotic achievements. +For the inventively rich Roquairol had with that shot at himself in his +thirteenth year saluted and won the whole female sex, and made himself, +out of a sacrificial victim, priest of sacrifices, and manager of the +amateuress-theatre, attached to the amateur-theatre; whereas the shy, +stupid Falterle, with his still-born fancy, could never bring a charmer +to any other<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> step than the pas retrograde in a minuet, or to anything +more than a setting of the fingers, when he wanted to get himself set in +her heart. But the vain man cannot deny others any praise which is also +his own.</p> + +<p>How must all this have won our friend's admiration for a youth whom he +saw pass through his soul now as Charles Moor, now as Hamlet, as +Clavigo, as Egmont! As regards the notorious masquerade-shot described +in a former Jubilee period, our so inexperienced Hercules, dazzled as he +was by the naked dagger of Cato, must have accredited that shot to such +a kindred Heraclide, as one of his twelve tragical labors. The +fee-court-provost Hafenreffer even tells me, Albano once disputed with +the Vienna gentleman, who had long since let himself down from a +schoolmaster to a schoolmate, about the finest ways of dying, and, in +opposition to the tender Falterle, who declared <i>himself</i> in favor of +the sleeping-potion, declared himself on Roquairol's side, even with the +stronger addition: "He should like best of all to stand on the top of a +tower and draw the lightning on his head!" In this latter article he +shows the high feeling of the ancients, who held death by lightning to +be no damnation, but a deification; but might not physical causes also +have had something to do with it, for his elbows and his hair often +flashed out, in the dark, electric fire, and more than once a holy +circle streamed out round his head even in the cradle? The Provost is +strong for this view of the matter.</p> + +<p>Albano, at last, could find no way to cool his fiery heart but by taking +paper and writing to the invisible friend, and giving it in charge to +the gentleman from Vienna. Falterle, who was complaisance itself—and +withal untruth itself, too—in spite of his aversion to Roquairol,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> took +the letters with him, and was <i>heartily glad to do it</i> ("I am quite at +home at the Minister's," said he); but never delivered a single one of +them, since he had as little influence in the proud Froulay-palace as +with the son himself, and so he merely brought back with him every time +a new and valid reason why Roquairol had not been able to answer: he was +either too very busy, or in the sick-chair, or in company,—but every +letter <i>had delighted him</i>; and our unsuspecting youth firmly believed +it all, and kept on writing and hoping. It would have been handsomely +done of the Legation's-counsellor, had he only, that is to say, if he +could, been so obliging as to hand over to me Albano's palm-leaves of a +loving heart; not for the archives of this book, but merely for my +documents relating to the case, for the catalogue of petals, which I for +my own private use am stitching and gluing together, of Albano's +flowering-time.</p> + + +<h3>20. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Our Zesara, on entering into the years when the song of poets and +nightingales flows more deeply into the softened soul, became suddenly +another being. He grew stiller and wilder at once, more tender and more +impetuous, as, for instance, he once flew in the highest rage to the +help of a dog yelping under the blows of the cudgel. Heaven and earth, +which hitherto in his bosom, as in the Egyptian system, had run into +each other, that is to say, the ideal and the real, worked themselves +free from each other, and Heaven ascended and receded, pure and high and +brilliant,—upon the inner world rose a sun and upon the outer a moon, +but the two worlds and hemispheres attracted each other and made one +whole,—his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> step became slower, his bright eye dreamy, his +athlete-gymnastics less frequent,—he could not now help loving all +human beings more warmly, and feeling them more near to him; and often +with closed eyes he fell trembling upon the neck of his foster-mother, +or out in the open air bade his foster-father, at his starting on his +journeys, a more lonely and heartfelt farewell.</p> + +<p>And now before such clear and sharp eyes the Isis-veil of Nature became +transparent, and a living Goddess looked down into his heart with +features full of soul. Ah, as if he had found his mother, so did he now +find Nature,—now for the first time he knew what spring was, and the +moon, and the ruddy dawn, and the starry night.... Ah, we have all once +known it, we have all once been tinged with the morning-redness of +life!... O, why do we not regard all <i>first</i> stirrings of human emotion +as holy, as firstlings for the altar of God? There is truly nothing +purer and warmer than our first friendship, our first love, our first +striving after truths, our first feeling for Nature: like Adam, we are +made mortals out of immortals; like Egyptians, we are governed earlier +by gods than by men; and the ideal foreruns the reality, as, with some +trees, the tender <i>blossoms</i> anticipate the broad, rough <i>leaves</i>, in +order that the latter may not set before the dusting and fructifying of +the former.</p> + +<p>When, as often happened, Albano came home from his inner and outer +roamings, at once intoxicated and thirsty,—with senses at the same time +<i>shut</i> and <i>sharpened</i>, but dreaming like sleepers who feel the more +painfully the putting out of the light,—at such times of course it +needed only a few cold drops of cold words to make the hot, flowing +soul, upon the contact of the strange, cold bodies, scatter in zigzag +and globules; whereas a warm<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> mould would have rounded the fluid mass +into the loveliest form.</p> + +<p>Circumstances being such, of course no one will wonder at what I am +presently to report. The dancing-, music-, and fencing-master, who +boasted little of his steps, touches, and thrusts, but so much the more +of his (Imperial Diet-) Literature,—for he had the new names of the +months, the orthography of Klopstock, and the Latin characters in German +letters sooner in <i>his</i> letters than any one of us,—would fain show the +house of Wehrfritz that he understood a little more of literature and +knew a thing or two better than other Viennites (the more so since he +read absolutely nothing, not even political newspapers and novels, +because he preferred real, living men); he therefore never came into the +house without two pockets full of romance and verse for Rabette and +Albano. He was encouraged in this by his endless officiousness, and his +emulous race-running with his colleague Wehmeier in education, and the +interest which he took in the youth now growing so silent, whom he +wished to help out of the sweet <i>dreams</i> which the <i>ruby</i><a name="FNanchor_36_36" id="FNanchor_36_36"></a><a href="#Footnote_36_36" class="fnanchor">[36]</a> of his +glittering young life inspired with the exegetic <i>dream-books</i>, the +works of the poets. The revolution which had taken place in the youth, +who now mowed away whole romantic glades of Everdingen, and plucked +whole poetical flower-borders of Huysum, I have now neither time nor +wish even so much as tolerably to portray, on account of the +above-promised wondrous circumstance; suffice it, that Albano, so +situated,—the heaven of the poetic art open before him, the promised +land of Romance spread out before his eyes,—resembled a planet, +assailed by several whizzing comets, and blazing up with them into a +common conflagration.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p> +<p>But what further? The Vienna master—this I must still premise—was a +vain fool (at least in matters of humility, for example, his pigmy feet, +his literature, his success with women), and particularly loved, by +familiar pictures of great ones and ladies, to have inferred his +confederation with the originals. The poor devil was, to be sure, poor, +and believed, with many other authors, that he—unlike Solomon, who +prayed for wisdom and received gold—had inversely had the misfortune +while supplicating for the latter to receive only the former. In short, +on such grounds as these he would have been very glad, let it be +observed in passing, to know that the belief prevailed in the house of +Wehrfritz that he stood on very good terms with his former pupil, the +Minister's daughter,—<i>Liana</i>, I think it was, if I read Hafenreffer's +handwriting correctly,—and that he quite often saw her, and spoke with +her mother. Add to this, that there was not one word of truth in the +whole: through the temple in which Liana was there was no door-way for +him. But so much the less could he let the Director get ahead of him, +who often saw her, and always praised her more warmly at home, merely +for the sake of scolding the rude innocence of Rabette, who had never +been educated by anybody. The Vienna master wished also, of course, to +draw the Count—to whom he only showed the coasts of Roquairol's isle of +friendship afar off, but no point for landing—cunningly away from the +brother through the sister (he had found it impossible longer to deceive +and hold him back); for why did he paint it out before him at such +length, how poisonously, some years before, the night-and death-chill +brought on by that parting shot of a brother whom she too devotedly +loved had fallen upon those tender, white leaves of her heart?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span></p> + +<p>Quite often would he, during a meal, hang up broad merit-tables, +countersigned by Wehrfritz, of Liana's progress in music and painting, +in order, seemingly, to stimulate his pupil on the harpsichord and in +drawing to greater achievements. For if it was not for appearance' sake, +why did he paste up such very long altar-pieces of Liana's charms before +Rabette, that impartial one, who, vying only with parsons' daughters, +and not with those of ministers, heard almost as gladly the praise of +<i>city</i> beauties as we do of <i>Homer's</i>, and in whose presence only a +windy fool, that would fain hold himself upright in the saddle before +women by singing the praises of other women, could intone such eulogies +as his were of Liana? Verily, before such a resigned and unenvious soul +as Rabette,—especially as her complexion and hands and hair were none +of the softest, at least harder than Falterle's,—I would not for any +prize-medal in the world have undertaken, as he however did, to bring +near, in high colors, the happy results with which the Minister, in +order to bring over Liana's uncommonly youthful beauty, by proper +training, into her present years, had done his best by means of delicate +and almost meagre fare, by tight lacing, by shutting up his orangery, +whose window he seldom lifted off from this flower of a milder +clime,—still less would I have cared to be able to describe, like him, +how she had thereby become a tender creature of pastil-dust, which the +gusts of fate and the monsoons of climate could almost blow to +pieces,—and that she actually could only wash herself with spirits of +soap, and only with the softest linen dry herself without pain, and +could not pluck three gooseberries without making her finger bleed.</p> + +<p>The shallow Viennite, who, if he spied a man of rank<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> standing up on the +cupola of a mountain, could never take off his hat before him, down in +the marsh, without saying, in a low tone, at the same time, "Your most +profoundly obedient servant!" and who spoke of distinguished people, at +the farthest, only in familiar or satirical tones (to show his +connection), but never in earnest criticism, was, of course, as became +him, not the man to call old Froulay a stiff, sharp gravestone, under +which two such tender flowers as his lady with the ivy (Liana) twining +round her, crooked and crowded, had to wind their way out into light. +Mr. Von Hafenreffer, to his honor,—in respect that he is a +Legation's-Counsellor and Fee-Court-Provost,—makes here the quite +different but more feeling observation, that the hard strata of such +connections as those through which Liana's life-rill must needs filter +and force its way, make it purer and clearer, just as all hard strata +are filtering-stones of water,—and all her charms become, indeed, +through her father's tyranny, torments, but also all her torments +become, through her own patience, charms....</p> + +<p>But, good Zesara, supposing now thou art compelled, daily, to hear all +this,—and supposing the master of accomplishments forgets not to +depict, besides, how she has never grieved him with a disobedient look, +or a tardiness, how cheerfully she always brought him the paper-marks of +the lessons, and, at the end, her schooling-money or an invitation,—and +how carefully, mildly, and courteously she behaved toward her servants, +and how one must have thought her heart could not be warmer than her +very philanthropy made it, if one had not seen her still more ardent +filial affection for her mother;—good Zesara, I say, what if thou +hearest all this in addition to thy romances, and that, too, of the +sister of thy Roquairol;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> for every one, if it is only half practicable, +loves to spin himself into one chrysalis with the sister of his +friend,—and beside all this, of a maiden in the consecrated +Linden-city, about which Don Gaspard, as the old Prussians<a name="FNanchor_37_37" id="FNanchor_37_37"></a><a href="#Footnote_37_37" class="fnanchor">[37]</a> did about +their sacred groves, draws additional mystic curtains; and, what is +harder than all, just after the turning-point of thy seventeenth year, +Zesara, when the monsoons and spring winds of the passions already sweep +over the waves of the blood! For, of course, at an earlier period, in +the midst of the learned club of so many linguists,—i. e. books of +linguists, of eclectics, upper-rabbins,—of ten wise men from the East +and from Greece, and, by reason of the uncommonly dazzling +<i>Epictetus'-lamps</i> which the said Decemvirate of wise men had lighted at +the day-star of the wise ones,—at such a time, I say, it was hardly to +be expected of thee that love's little Turin-lantern, which he kept as +yet unopened in his pocket, should strike thy eye very strongly! But +now, my dear, now, I say! Truly, nowhere could any of us find less +fault, if we are uncommonly attentive to it, with what he does in the +21st Cycle, than in this 20th.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/harpend.jpg" width="400" height="83" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_35_35" id="Footnote_35_35"></a><a href="#FNanchor_35_35"><span class="label">[35]</span></a> The preceding fine October days, as well as the +Dog-holidays and April, and, in short, the rest of the previous part of +the year, were created on the above-mentioned 22d October, and the said +day itself also, after their time. I thus easily shift the inquiry about +all that earlier period. For if any one dates the world differently, e. +g. from the 20th March, as Lipsius and the Fathers did, still he must +fall in with my after-creation of the forepart of the year, when I +thrust home upon him with his own previous question.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_36_36" id="Footnote_36_36"></a><a href="#FNanchor_36_36"><span class="label">[36]</span></a> It used to be believed that a ruby gave pleasant dreams.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_37_37" id="Footnote_37_37"></a><a href="#FNanchor_37_37"><span class="label">[37]</span></a> Arnold's Ecclesiastical History of Prussia, Vol. I.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/barstart.jpg" width="550" height="138" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<h2>FOURTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">High Style of Love.—The Gotha Pocket-Almanac.—Dreams on +the Tower.—The Sacrament and the Thunder-Storm.—The +Night-Journey into Elysium.—New Actors and Stages, and the +Ultimatum of the School-Years.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>21. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/h.jpg" width="100" height="109" alt="H" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">How many blessed Adams of sixteen and a half years will be at this +moment enjoying their siesta in the grass of Paradise, and seeing their +future bosom-companion created out of the materials of their own hearts! +But they seek her not, like the first Adam, close beside them on the +building-spot, but at a good distance from their own couch, because +distance of space lends as much enchantment to the view as distance of +time. Accordingly, every youth seats himself in the mail-coach with the +full persuasion that in the cities for which he is booked quite +different and more divine Madonnas stand at the doors of the houses than +in his cursèd one; and the young men of those cities, again, on their +part, take passage in the arriving stage-coach, and go riding hopefully +into his.</p></div> + +<p>Ah, this sounds far too rude and harsh for all that I have in my mind, +and it is to me as if I were offering the reader, instead of the living, +floating rose-fragrance, only the stiff, hard, thick, porcelain-rose! +Albano, I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> will uncover and unclose thy silent, thickly-curtained heart, +so that we all may see therein the saintly image of Liana, the ascending +Raphael's-Mary, but, like the pictures of the saints in Passion-week, +hanging behind the veil, which thou liftest with trembling to adore it, +when thou openest thy books of devotion,—the Romances,—and when thou +findest therein the prayers which belong to thy saint. Even <i>I</i> find it +hard not to do like thee and the ancients, and make a mystery of the +name of thy guardian goddess,—concerning inner spiritual apparitions +(for outer ones are bodily apparitions) the seer is glad to be silent +nine days long;—and with thy blind belief in Liana's virtuous character +being a thousand times higher than thine is, and with thy holy sense of +honor, which watches over another's, it is, of course, a riddle to thee +how others, for instance the Vienna master or Wehrfritz, without the +least blushing, can talk so loudly and fondly of her, when thou thyself +hardly darest before others to—dream of her much. Truly, Albano is a +good creature! Further, how such a light Psyche as Liana, so +crystallized into solid ether, somewhat like the risen Christ, can at +all eat carps and pick the bones out,—or stir the stack of salad in the +blue dish with the long, wooden, miniature pitch-forks,—or how it can +be that she weighs half a pound more in the sedan than a blue +butterfly,—or how she can laugh loud (but that, however, she never did, +my friend);—all this, and in general the whole petty service of this +incarnate earthly life, was, to the winged youth, a riddle and a real +impossibility, or at least the reality thereof was a sort of <i>fixed-star +occultation</i>; why shall I suppress that he would have been far less +astonished at a pair of angel's footsteps stamped into Italian rocks, +than at a pair of Liana's in the ground,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> and that he would have given +for any one single trace or relic of her—I mention only a thread-spool +or a tambour-flower—nothing less than whole cords of the wood of the +holy cross, together with casks of the holy nails, and several apostolic +wardrobes, together with the holy duplicate-bodies into the bargain.</p> + +<p>So have I often longingly wished I could have only a pound of earth from +the moon, or as much as a horn of sun-dust from the sun, before me on my +table and in my hands. So do most of us authors of consequence hover +before a reader out of our own country in like manner as fine, ethereal +images, of whom it is hard to comprehend how they can eat a slice of +bacon, or drink a glass of March beer, or wear a pair of boots; it seems +as if people would collapse when they read anything about Lessing's +razor, Shakespeare's English saddle, Rousseau's bear-skin cap, Psalmist +David's navel, Homer's sleeve, Gellert's queue-tie, Ramler's night-cap, +and the bald-pate under mine, though that is not of much more +consequence.</p> + +<p>The old Provincial Director, seeing that a maiden in no way gains so +much with a youth as by praises which his parents bestow upon her, made +some considerable contributions toward the canonization of Liana, by +frequently weighing against her the rustic Rabette, who laughed just as +he did, and insinuating a contrast between his indulgent wife and the +strict Minister's lady: he then took occasion to set forth in detail +after what strict rules of pure composition this counterpointist (the +Minister's lady) harmoniously arranged the melodious tones of Liana, and +particularly how she discountenanced all rudeness and laughter. Female +souls are peacocks, whose jewelled plumage must be sheltered in nice and +whitened apartments, whereas ours remain clean in duck-coops.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> Albano +pictured to himself mother and daughter in the double forms in which the +painters give us angels, namely, the intelligent, strict mother, as one +who hides in a long cloud, with only her <i>head</i> visible, and Liana as a +glorified child that, with its tender wings, flutters about a white +cloud.</p> + +<p>How he longed for something, though it were only a fallen, faded rose +of—silk from Pestitz; and yet he could not for shame ask the Vienna +teacher for anything except at the very last, after long thinking, +though with a betraying glow, for one—lesson-mark; "for he had never +yet seen one," he said. Falterle had one at this moment in his +pocket,—the number 15, Liana's former age, was written upon it;—she +might have written the number possibly;—still it was something. Ah, +could he not more willingly have beset the Director for some romances +out of the portable-library of the Minister's lady, in which the +daughter must certainly have read, yes, and might well even have +forgotten some notes of her reading? He actually did it; but Wehrfritz +condemned and cursed in the beginning all romances as poisoned letters; +then he forgot over five times to ask for any;—and finally he brought +with him a novel of Madam Genlis, together with a Gotha pocket-almanac. +These books of the blest—in comparison with which my own works and the +Alexandrine Library and the blue library are only miserable +<i>remittenda</i>—had all the stamps of women's books; for they all +contained some ornament or other of female heads, namely, a thimbleful +of hair-powder as they do, fag-ends of silk-ribbon as they do, for +demarcation-lines and memoranda of readings,—and just the same +fragrance (which Semler also praises in the books of alchemy), and which +they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> seemed to have borrowed from the blossoms of Paradise. Ah, happy +reader of the fairest book (I mean the Count), canst thou ask more?</p> + +<p>By all means; and he found more, too, namely, in the latter end of the +Gotha pocket-almanac, on the two blank parchment-leaves, the words, +"Concert for the Poor, the 21st February," and "Play for the Poor, the +1st Nov." I have often, in my chase after mysteries, beaten out, on +these leaves, the weightiest ones from the bush. "Yes, that is my +pupil's hand," said Falterle; "she and her mother seldom let such an +opportunity slip, because the Minister does not allow them otherwise to +give much to the poor." Do not detain me here about the beauty of her +handwriting,—besides one writes better on parchment and slate than on +paper, and a literary lady, exactly unlike a literary man in this, has +more calligraphy than illiterate ones,—but let me hasten on to the +working of these <i>incunabula</i> of Liana, whose Dominical characters +diffuse over a loving man nothing but bright, inner Sundays of the soul, +and whose leaves resemble in sanctity the Epistles which, in the Middle +Ages, fell from heaven upon the earth. Now, for the first time, was it +to him as if the flying angel, whose shadow hitherto had only glided +over the earth, folded up his pinions, and held his downward course in +the track of the shadow, not far from the spot where Albano stands. He +learned the Gotha pocket-almanac by heart.</p> + +<p>As he believed Liana to be much tenderer and better than he, and as she +appeared to his fancy like Hesper, who, among all the planets, moves +around the sun with the least eccentricity, and he to himself like the +distant Uranus, who does so with the greatest; and since he could not, +without a blaze of shame on his cheek, think<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> of falling behind the +daughter and mother in moral polish, he became at once (no man knew why) +more gentle, mild, compliant, attentive to his person, obedient to the +Vienna teacher,—for Liana had been so too,—and his whole Vesuvius<a name="FNanchor_38_38" id="FNanchor_38_38"></a><a href="#Footnote_38_38" class="fnanchor">[38]</a> +was kept under by the veil of a saint. The North American adores the +form which appears to him in dreams, as his guardian spirit. O, does not +even thus, to the youth, a fair dream often become his genius?</p> + + +<h3>22. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>A Whitsuntide, such as I am now about to describe, Albano, excepting in +the Acts of the Apostles, one can hardly find anywhere else than in +thine!</p> + +<p>He had, hitherto, often listened to Liana's invalid-history with the +deafness of a vigorous, fire-proof youth, when, on one occasion, the +Director brought word home, that the pious lady of the Minister would +let her daughter partake the sacrament on the first Whitsuntide holiday, +because she was apprehensive death regarded such a creature as a +strawberry, which must be plucked before the sun had shone upon it. Ah, +Albano saw death at this moment groping about, and with his stony heel +treading on the pale red berry and crushing it. And then this Philomela +without a tongue, because she had hitherto been compelled to be dumb, +had, like a Procne, sent him only the pictured history of her heavy +existence, and only the leaves of parchment! All loving emotions, like +plants, shoot up the most rapidly in the tempestuous atmosphere of life. +Albano felt at once a wide, deep woe, and a tormenting fever-warmth in +his heart, eaten hollow<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> as it was by death. In his musical and poetic +phantasyings on his Oesterlein's-harpsichord, the dreamed tones of +Liana's voice and the weeping music of the harmonica, which she could +play, and which he had never heard, strangely mingled, like her +swan-song, with his harmonies. But this was not enough; he even wrote, +secretly, a Tragedy, (thou good soul!) wherein he, with wet eyes, +intrusted all his tenderest and bitterest feelings to <i>another's</i> +lips,—but he only kindled them fearfully, while he expressed them. +Every one can remark that he proposed in this way to escape that babbler +and spy, accident; but not every one observes—something quite original +in the case; in <i>another's</i> name, he might, he thought, venture to give +his deep pain a more passionate expression, for which, in his own name, +before so many stoic classical heroes, he could not for shame muster up +the courage. But in this way the classics could not touch him.</p> + +<p>The still, warm enthusiasm grew under the hot covering of this glass +bell much greater yet; namely, to such a degree, that he touchingly +begged his foster-parents to let him on the first Whitsuntide holiday go +to the—Holy Sacrament. The dilapidated state of the village church, +wherein it could hardly be partaken a year longer, must needs speak as +strongly in his favor, as the dilapidated state of Liana's health did in +hers. Always will there remain in our poor human souls, separated from +each other by bodies and wildernesses, the longing to be at least doing +the same thing at the same time with one another, at one and the same +hour to look up at the moon, or (as Addison relates) to send our prayers +above it; and thus is thy wish, Albano, a human, a tender one, to kneel +at the same hour with thy invisible Liana, at the steps of the altar, +and then to rise fiery and commanding<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> after the coronation of the inner +man! He had in the still country built up the altar of religion high and +firm in his soul, as all men of lofty fancy do: on mountains are always +seen temples and chapels.</p> + +<p>But I must never accompany him into the Whitsuntide church before +ascending with him the church-tower. Could anything be conceived more +delicious, than when, at this period, on fair Sundays, so soon as there +was nothing but the heavy sun swimming through the wide heavens, he +climbed to the belfry of the tower, and, covered with the murmuring +waves of the chime, looked out all alone over the earth below, and upon +the western boundary hills of the beloved city? When presently the storm +of sound swept and confounded all together, and when the jewel-sparkling +of the ponds, and the flowery pleasure-tent of the frolicking spring, +and the red castles on the white roads, and the scattered trains of +church-going people slowly winding along between the dark-green +corn-fields, and the stream girdling round the rich pastures and the +blue mountains, those smoking altars of morning sacrifices, and the +whole extended splendor of the visible creation poured into his soul +with a glimmering overflow, and all appeared to him as a dim +dream-landscape—O then arose his inner colosseum full of silent, +godlike forms of spiritual antiques, and the torch-gleam of Fancy<a name="FNanchor_39_39" id="FNanchor_39_39"></a><a href="#Footnote_39_39" class="fnanchor">[39]</a> +glanced round upon them like the play of a moving magic life,—and there +he saw among the gods a <i>friend</i> and a <i>loved</i> one reposing, and he +glowed and trembled.... Then the bells died away with a heavy groan, and +became dumb,—he stepped back from the bright spring into the dark +tower,—he fastened his eye<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> only on the empty, blue night before him, +into which the distant earth sent up nothing save sometimes a butterfly +blown out of its course, a swallow cruising by, or a pigeon hovering +overhead,—the blue veil of Ether<a name="FNanchor_40_40" id="FNanchor_40_40"></a><a href="#Footnote_40_40" class="fnanchor">[40]</a> fluttered in a thousand folds over +veiled gods in the distance,—O then, then the cheated heart could not +but exclaim, in its loneliness, Ah! where shall I find—where, in the +wide regions of space, in this short life—the souls which I love +eternally and so profoundly? Ah, thou dear one! what is more painfully +and longer sought, then, than a heart? When man stands before the sea +and on mountains, and before pyramids and ruins, and in the presence of +misfortune, and feels himself exalted, then does he stretch out his arms +after the great <i>Friendship</i>. And when music, and moonlight, and spring +and spring tears softly move him, then his heart dissolves, and he wants +<i>Love</i>. And he who has never sought either is a thousand times poorer +than he who has lost both.</p> + +<p>Let us now step into the Whitsuntide church, where the deep stream of +his fancy, for the first time in his life, overflowed, and carried his +heart far away, and sounded on with it in a new channel: a physical +storm had swollen this stream. Early in the forenoon, the dark +powder-house of a storm-cloud stood mute near the hot sun, and was +glowing with his beams; and only occasionally, during divine service, +some distant, strange cloud let fall a clap on the fire-drum: but when +Albano stepped before the altar with exalted, glorified emotions, and +when he ventured only to mask his love for Liana in an inward prayer for +her, and in a picture of her to-day's devotion, and of her pale form in +the dark bride-attire of piety, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> when he softly felt as if his +purified, sanctified soul were now more worthy of that lovely one,—just +then, the tempest, with all its playing war-machines and revolving +cannons,<a name="FNanchor_41_41" id="FNanchor_41_41"></a><a href="#Footnote_41_41" class="fnanchor">[41]</a> marched over from the Linden-city, and passed, armed and +hot, right over the church. Albano, however, in the consciousness of a +holy inspiration, felt no fear; but so soon as he heard the distant +rumbling of the falling avalanche, he thought only of Liana, and of its +striking the Linden-city church; and now, when over his head the sun +kindled with his hot looks the powder-tower of the storm-cloud, and made +it fly into a thousand flashes and claps, then did that partiality for +the death by lightning which had been nourished in him by the ancients +drive the terrible supposition into his heart, that Liana was now dead +and lost to him in the glory of transfigured holiness. O then, must he +indeed also believe that now the wing of the lightning snatches him +above the clouds. And when long flashes blazed about the saint and the +angels of the altar, and when the trembling voices of the singers, +growing louder, and the tolling of the familiar bells, mingled with the +crashing thunder, and he caught, amid the deafening din, a high, fine +organ-tone, which he took for one of the tones of that unheard +harmonica,—then did he mount, deified, upon the triumphal and +thunder-car by the side of his Liana; the theatre-curtain of life and +the stage burned away from under him; and they soared away, linked +together and radiant, far through the cool, pure ether!...</p> + +<p>But the twelfth hour banished these spiritual apparitions and the +tempest; Albano stepped out into a bluer, cooler, breezier sky,—and the +glistening sun looked down with a friendly smile on the affrighted +earth, whose bright<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> tears still quivered in all her flower-eyes. And +now when in the afternoon Albano heard of the peaceful march of the +thunder through Liana's city, then by his faith in her newly-assured +life, and by the soft dead-gold of resting fancy, and by the holy +stillness of the regenerated bosom, and by the increased fervor of his +love, there grew up out of all regions of his soul an evening-red, magic +Arcadia,—and never did a man enter upon a fairer one.</p> + + +<h3>23. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>IT arises not merely from my courtesy towards a reading posterity, my +dear Zesara, but also from a real courtesy toward thee, that I so +faithfully transcribe all acts in this pastoral of thy life; in thy +later days these melodious ones shall echo in thy ears refreshingly out +of my book, and in the evening, after thy labors, thou wilt read nothing +more gladly than my labors here.</p> + +<p>The following night deserves its Cycle. Soon after Whitsuntide he was +tormented with weekly medical notes upon a new malady of poor Liana, +which had begun, just as if he had guessed right, on Sacrament-day. He +heard that she was living or suffering in <i>Lilar</i>, the pleasure- and +residence-garden of the old Prince, in company with her brother, of +whose silence the Vienna master had just got up to his thousand and +first reason. Now, around Lilar, although not far from Pestitz, his +father had drawn no chains of prohibition. Liana's night-lamp might, +perhaps, glimmer a welcome, or at all events her harmonica sound +one,—yes, her brother might haply be still walking round in the +garden,—the June night was, besides, serene and magnificent. Ah, in +short, he started.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p> + +<p>It was late and still; far out of the sleeping village, of which all the +lights were extinguished, he could still catch the flute-pieces of the +clock in the castle upon the Pestitz mountain. It was a quickener to +him, that his road lay for some distance along the Linden-city causeway. +He fixed his eyes steadily on the western mountains, where the stars +seemed to fall to <i>her</i> like white blossoms. Up on the distant height, +the Hercules' cross-way, the right arm ran downward and wound along +through groves and meadows to the blooming Lilar.</p> + +<p>March on, drunk with joy, full of young, light images, through the +Italian night, which glimmers and breathes its fragrance around thee, +and which, as over Hesperia, not far from the warm moon, hangs out a +golden evening-star<a name="FNanchor_42_42" id="FNanchor_42_42"></a><a href="#Footnote_42_42" class="fnanchor">[42]</a> in the blue west, as if over the dwelling of the +beloved soul! To thee and thy young eyes the stars as yet only shed down +hopes, no remembrances; thou hast in thy hand a plucked, stiff +apple-twig, full of <i>red</i> buds, which, like unhappy beings, become too +<i>pale</i> when they bloom out; but thou makest not, as yet, any such +applications thereof as we do.</p> + +<p>Now he stood glowing and trembling in a dell before Lilar, which, +however, a singular round wood, of walks lined with trees, still hid +from his view. The wood grew up in the middle to a blooming mount, which +was embosomed and encircled so curiously with broad sunflowers, festoons +of cherries, and glancing silver-poplars and rose-trees, that it seemed, +by the picturesque <i>ignes-fatui</i> of the moon, to be a single, enormous +kettle-tree, full of fruits and blossoms. Albano was fain to ascend its +summit, and be, as it were, on the observatory of the heaven,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> or Lilar, +spread out below; he found at last in the wood an open alley.</p> + +<p>The foliage, with its spiral alleys, wound him round into a deeper and +deeper night, through which not the moon, but only the heat lightnings, +could break, with which the warm, cloudless heavens were overcharged. +The magic circles of the mount rose ever smaller and smaller out of the +leaves into the blossoms,—two naked children, among myrtles, had twined +their arms caressingly about each other's bent head,—they were statues +of Cupid and Psyche,—rosy night-butterflies were licking, with their +short tongues, the honey-dew from the leaves, and the glowworms, like +sparks struck off from the glow of evening, went trailing like gold +threads around the rose-bushes; he climbed amid summits and roots behind +the aromatic balustrade toward heaven; but the little spiral alley +running round with him hung before the stars purple night-violets, and +hid the deep gardens with orange summits; at length he sprang from the +highest round of his Jacob's-ladder, with all his senses, out into an +uncovered, living heaven; a light hill-top, only fringed with variegated +flower-cups, received and cradled him under the stars, and a white altar +gleamed brightly beside him in the moonlight.</p> + +<p>But gaze down, fiery man, with thy fresh heart, full of youth, on the +magnificent, immeasurable, enchanted Lilar! A second twilight-world, +such as tender tones picture to us, an open morning-dream spreads out +before thee, with high triumphal arches, with whispering labyrinthine +walks, with islands of the blest; the pure snow of the sunken moon +lingers now only on the groves and triumphal gates, and on the +silver-dust of the fountain-water, and the night, flowing off from all +waters and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> vales, swims over the Elysian fields of the heavenly realm +of shadows, in which, to earthly memory, the unknown forms appear like +Otaheite-shores, pastoral countries, Daphnian groves, and poplar-islands +of our present world,—wondrous lights glide through the dark foliage, +and all is one lovely, magic confusion. What mean those high, open doors +or arches, and the pierced groves and the ruddy splendor behind them, +and a white child sleeping among orange-lilies and gold-flowers, from +whose cups delicate flames trickle,<a name="FNanchor_43_43" id="FNanchor_43_43"></a><a href="#Footnote_43_43" class="fnanchor">[43]</a> as if angels had flown too near +over them? The lightnings reveal swans, sleeping on the waves under +clouds drunk with light, and their flaming trains blaze like gold after +them in among the thick trees,<a name="FNanchor_44_44" id="FNanchor_44_44"></a><a href="#Footnote_44_44" class="fnanchor">[44]</a> as goldfishes turn their burning +backs out of the water,—and even around thy summit, Albano, the great +eyes of the sunflowers turn on thee their fiery looks, as if kindled by +the sparks of the glowworms.</p> + +<p>"And in this kingdom of light," thought Albano, trembling, "the still +angel of my future hides himself and glorifies it, when he appears. O +where dwellest thou, good Liana? In that white temple? or in the arbor +between the rose-fields? or up there in the green Arcadian +summer-house?" If love makes even pangs to be pleasures, and exalts the +shadowy sphere of the earth into a starry sphere, O what an enchantment +will it lend to delight! Albano could not possibly, in this outer and +inner splendor, think of Liana as sick; he represented to himself just +now only the blissful future, and with a yearning embrace knelt down at +the altar; he looked toward the glittering garden, and pictured to +himself how<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> it would be when he should one day tread with <i>her</i> every +island of this Eden,—when holy Nature should lay his and her hands in +one another upon these altar-steps,—when he should sketch to her on the +way the Hesperia of life, the pastoral land of first love, and then its +holy exultation and its sweet tears, and how he should not then be able +to look round into the eyes of that most tender heart, because he should +already know that they were overflowing with bliss. Just then he saw, in +the moonshine above the triumphal arches, two illuminated forms move +like spirits; but his glowing soul went on with its painting, and he +imagined to himself how, when the nightingales trilled in this Eden, he +should look up to her and say, in a delirium of love, "O Liana, I bore +thee long ago in my heart,—once upon that mountain, when thou wast +sick."...</p> + +<p>This startled him, and he came to himself; he was indeed on the +mountain,—but he had forgotten the sickness. Now, kneeling, he threw +his arms around the cold stone, and prayed for her whom he so loved, and +who, also, surely had prayed here; and his head sank, weeping and +darkened, upon the altar. He heard human steps approaching down below on +the winding hill, and, with trembling joy, he thought it might be his +father; but he boldly remained on his knees. At last there stepped in +across the flowery border a tall, bent old man, like the noble bishop of +Spangenberg; his calm countenance smiled full of eternal love, and no +pains appeared upon it, and it seemed to fear none. The old man, in mute +gladness, pressed the youth's hands together as a sign that he should +pray on, knelt down beside him, and that ecstasy to which frequent +prayer transfigures one spread its saintly radiance over that form full +of years. Singular<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> was this union and this silence. The fragment of the +moon, which was all that yet jutted above the earth, burned darklier, +and at last went down; then the old man rose, and, with that easiness of +transition which comes from being habituated to devotion, put questions +about Albano's name and residence; after the answer, he merely said, +"Pray on thy way to God, the all-gracious,—and go to sleep before the +storm comes, my son!"</p> + +<p>Never can that voice and form pass away out of Albano's heart; the soul +of the old man peered, like the sun in an annular eclipse, shining, full +circle, out over the dark body, which strove to hide it with its +earth-mould. Deeply struck, to the very roots of his nerves, Albano +rose, and the broadening flashes of the lightning showed him now, down +below near the enchanted garden, a second dark, entangled, horrible one, +a sort of Tartarus to the Elysium. He departed with singular and +conflicting emotions,—the future, and the beings therein, appeared to +him, on his way, to stand very near, and already to run to and fro like +theatre lights behind the transparent curtain,—and he longed for some +weighty enterprise as a refreshment for his inflamed heart; but he had +to rest his head, full of this heath-fire, on the pillow, and the high +thunder, like a god of the night, mingled with its first claps in his +dreams.</p> + + +<h3>24. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>THE unknown old man lingered many days in Albano's soul, and would not +stir. In fact, the channel of his life now needed a bend, to break the +stress of the stream. Fate can educate men like him only by a change of +circumstances, just as it can weak ones only<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> by a continuance of the +same. For if it went on much longer in this way, and the chandelier in +his temple should, by inner earthquakes, be thrown into ever increasing +vibrations, the consequence would be, at last, that no candle could any +longer burn therein. What Imperial-Diet-grievances did not Wehrfritz and +Hafenreffer already jointly present on the subject, when the shipmaster +Blanchard, in Blumenbühl, went up with his aerostatic soap-bubbles, and +Zesara could hardly, by almost the absolute despotism of the Director, +be kept back from embarking! And how divine a thing does he not imagine +it would be, not only to hurl down to the earth its iron rings and +arrest warrants, and soar away, perpendicularly, above all its +market-rubbish and boundary-trees and Hercules'-pillars, and sweep +around it as a constellation, but also to hover above the magic Lilar +and the hermetically-sealed Linden-city with devouring eyes, and to lift +a whole, full, heavy world to his thirsty heart, by the handle of a +single look!</p> + +<p>But fate broke the fall of this swift stream. Namely, as good luck would +have it, the Blumenbühl church had this long time been daily threatening +to tumble down,—and I was wishing the Whitsuntide lightning had gone in +there, and had made ears and legs for the building committee,—when by +still greater good luck the old Prince was taken sick. Now in the church +was the hereditary sepulchre of the Prince, which could not conveniently +serve, on the other hand, as the hereditary sepulchre of the church.</p> + +<p>About this time it must needs happen that the old Princess, with the +Minister Froulay, passed through the village. The two had long since +commissioned themselves as Imperial vicars, business-agents, and +sceptre<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> bearers of the State, because the feeble old gentleman had been +glad to give up the amusements and burdens, the glitter and weight of +the crown, and admit those two feudal guardians into the hereditary +office of the sceptre. In short, the age of the church, together with +that of the princely couple, decided the building of a new roofing and +covering for the vault.</p> + +<p>The Provincial-Director was one of the inspecting committee, and invited +the distinguished company to his house; among whom, the Provincial +architect, Dian, and the Counsellor of Art, Fraischdörfer, as artists, +and the little princess as naturalist, are particularly to be noticed.</p> + +<p>The poor dancing-master got wind of the procession through a telescope, +just as he was stretching his feet, full of <i>pas</i>, into a warm +foot-bath. It will not gratify anybody, that the Vienna gentleman had +but one thing in common with the old Magister,—what the Devil shares +with the horse, namely, the foot, which measured its good foot and a +half, Paris measure, and that, therefore, his double root, in the narrow +forcing-pots of shoes, shot out into a fruit-bearing, knotty-stock, full +of inoculating eyes, i. e. corns. To-day he would have cut these gordian +knots in a foot-bath; but, as it was, he must, on occasion of such a +visit,—although he had never stretched them,—put on his tightest +children's shoes, for effect. Thus are men often caught with too tight +shoes, as monkeys are with too heavy ones.</p> + +<p>Albano, on the contrary, stood in buskins. In general, every one who +simply came from Pestitz, had, in his eyes, consecrated holy earth on +his soles; and here he looked with the loving reverence of a village +youth upon a somewhat oldish, but red-cheeked and tall-built princess,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> +whose chin was bent up by time, and whose friendly face—perhaps, by way +of hiding the many wrinkles—was buried deep in a whole bush of +millinery. She kept this head moving to and fro with a smiling +comparison, as of brother and sister, between him and Rabette; for +mothers always look, in mothers, for the children first. He should have +further known that he had before him a friend of Liana in the +frizzle-headed <i>little</i> princess, who, although already of his age, yet +with a friendly liveliness, which can never be subscribed to by the +court-marshalship, looked up at all, and even took Rabette by the hand, +and drew from her an indescribably good-natured and stiff smile. The +formidable one of the party was to him the Minister, a man full of +strong parts, both of body and soul, full of furious, murderous +passions, only that they lay bound with flowery chains, and with respect +to whom, although his hard face was written over only out of courtliness +with the twelve friendly signs of the zodiac of love, it would not be +specially apparent how one could be father and guide to the weak-nerved +Liana, when the iron parts, of which man carries more in his blood than +any other animal, had settled, not as in the case of Götz of +Berlichingen, into his hand, but into his brow and heart.</p> + +<p>I give merely a flying glance at the only member of the company who was +intolerable to Albano,—the art-counsellor, Fraischdörfer, who had +thrown off his face, like the drapery of the ancients, into folds of +simple and noble greatness. This man, I must explain, had wanted for +many years to have our bashful little hero sit to him, even to the very +pit of his stomach, in order to represent, whether in a crayon likeness +or a medallion I know not, his face, and the broad, high, Plato-like +breast shining out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> from his shirt-frills. But the bashful child played +about himself with his hands and feet so lustily, that nothing could +possibly be caught and copied except the naked face without the +pedestal, the thorax. Before me, on the contrary, dear academy, must +thou now for years keep thyself on the model-stand, like a stylite, and +expose to my drawing-pen thy head and thy breast, together with its +cubic contents, not to mention the groupings at all.</p> + +<p>He had, perhaps, to thank his noble form for it, that the beautifully +built, straight-nosed, and magnificently slender Dian—with his raven +hair and black, eagle eye, who in every pliant motion showed a higher +freedom of carriage than is gained in ball-rooms and court-saloons—came +up to him warmly, and, with very few glances, saw to the green bottom of +the deep but clear sea of the young man, and discerned the pearl-banks +there. Albano, with his too loud, vehement voice,—with his respectful +but sharply-moving eyes,—with his rooted posture,—expressed an +agreeable mixture of inward culture and ascendency with external rustic +modesty and mildness, like a tulip-tree not as yet cut up for a +tulip-bed,—a rural hermitage and log-house with golden furniture. He +had the faults of youth in its recluseness; but men and winter radishes +must be sowed <i>far apart</i>, in order that they may grow <i>large</i>: men and +trees that stand near together have, it is true, a more slender and +tapering trunk, but no power to brave the tempest, nor such a rich crown +and branching as those that stand free. With the most unembarrassed +heartiness, the architect disclosed to the glowing youth, "They should +from this time forth see each other every week, since he was to come +daily to oversee the building of the church."</p> + +<p>The whole Wehrfritz household is now peeping out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> after the majestic +procession, even to the last disappearing chariot-wheel, and is, of +course, eager to say three words upon the lavender-water of joy that +leaves such a fragrance behind it, which the procession had sprinkled +into all corners and upon all pieces of furniture. From the Master of +exercises—who, with the compression-machines on his feet, stood only so +far as the excrescences in Purgatory, but from there up to the crown of +his head in heaven (because the affable Princess had remembered very +well his five positions)—even to the modest Rabette, the eulogist of +her victorious rival,—and even to Albina, who was agreeably impressed +with such warm, motherly love in a Fürstinn toward the Princess,—and +even to the Director, who looked back with pleasure on the nobly +sustained blade- and anchor-proof of his foster-son and the universal +probity of this converted portion of the great world, because the man +never observed that Princes and Ministers, just as they have in their +wardrobes mountain- and mining-habits, so also carry about in their +dressing-chamber Directorate-dresses, furred gowns of justice, +consistorial sheep-skins, and women's opera-dresses;—from all these, +even to the Director, the glad echo swelled, to die away in Zesara with +an alarm-cannon. His ambition took arms; his liberty-tree shot forth +into blossoms; the standards of his youthful wishes were consecrated and +flung to the breeze of heaven; and on the myrtle crown he covered a +heavy helm with a glittering, high-waving, plumed crest....</p> + +<p>The following Cycle is composed merely for the purpose of showing how +all this is to be taken.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>25. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>It is also my opinion that the antiphonious double choir of the two +educational colleagues, Wehmeier and Falterle, had hitherto trained our +Norman, as well as two similar gymnasiarchs, Governess England and +domestic French instructress France, have actually educated the +charity-school-girl Germany according to the best school-books, so that +now we, in our turn, are in a condition to school the Poles, and, with +the ferule, from the desk of our princely schools, to kantschu them down +as much as is necessary.</p> + +<p>But now too much had waked up in Albano. He felt overswelling energies +which found no teacher. His father, roving round through Italy, seemed +to be neglecting him. That seat of the muses, Pestitz,—which now had +<i>one</i> more muse added to its number,—seemed to be unjustly barred +against him. Often he knew not how to stay away. Fancy, heart, blood, +and ambition were at boiling heat. In such a case, as in every +fermenting cask, nothing is more dangerous than an empty space, whether +from a want of knowledge or of occupation.</p> + +<p><i>Dian filled up the cask.</i></p> + +<p>He came each week from the city, as if he had to arrange the hammer-work +of the church, according to plans, as well as the building of its walls. +A youth who sees his first Greek cannot, at the outset, rightly believe +it at all; he takes him for a classic glorification,—a printed sheet +out of Plutarch. And if his heart burns like that of my hero, and if his +Greek is of Spartan descent, like Dian,—namely, an unconquered +<i>Mainotte</i>, who has been brought up in the classic double choir of the +æsthetic singing-schools in Atiniah (Athens) and Rome,—then is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> it +natural that the inspired youth should stand every day in the dust-and +rubbish-clouds of the falling church-walls, and wait to see his +commander come forth from behind the cloudy pillar.</p> + +<p>Dian accompanied his beloved in his walks, often read half the night +with him, and took him with him on the architectural journeys which he +had constantly to make into the country. He introduced him with inspired +reverence into the holy world of Homer and of Sophocles, and went with +him among the loftier beings of this twin Prometheus, those nobly +formed, completely developed men, yet unperverted by a partial +provincial culture, who, like Solomon, had a time for everything +human,—for laughing, weeping, eating, fearing, and hoping,—and who +shunned merely rude immoderateness; who sacrificed on the altars of all +gods, but on that of Nemesis first of all. And Dian, whose inner man was +a whole, from which no member is torn away, no one swollen, and all +fully grown, himself went round with his darling as such a Greek of +Homer and Sophocles. While Wehmeier and the foster-parents were always +running after him with a pulpit and a pew, at every passionate +expression of anger, or desire, or exultation, he, on the contrary, with +fair, liberal freedom, made room for him to unfold himself to his full +breadth and height. He respected in the youth the St. Elmo's or St. +Helena's fire, as he did frost in an old man: the heart of vigorous men, +he thought, must, like a porcelain vase, in the beginning, be turned too +large and too wide; in the furnace of the world it would soon enough +shrink up to a proper size. I too require of youth, at first, +intolerance, then, after some years, tolerance,—that as the stony, sour +fruit of a strong young heart, this as the soft winter-fruit of an older +head.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span></p> + +<p>But while the Architect drew with him, and with him examined casts of +the antiques and works of art, he at the same time made manifest most +beautifully to the youth his love for the artistical <i>sign of the +Balance</i> in man (who ought to be his own work of art), and his aversion +to every paroxysm, which breaks the outward beauty as well as the inward +into folds and wrinkles, and his desire to regulate his form and his +heart after the lofty pattern of repose on the antiques.</p> + +<p>The Architect, as artists often do, and the Swiss still oftener, +preserved European culture and rural <i>naïveté</i> and simplicity side by +side, like his beloved profession, wherein, more than in other arts, +beauty and surveying reason border upon each other; he therefore at +first let Albano look in and listen at the window of the philosophical +lecture-hall from without, standing in the open air. He led him, not +into the stone-quarry, lime-pit, and timber-yard of metaphysics, but +directly into the ready-made, beautiful oratory, formed of the materials +thence collected, otherwise called Natural Theology. He did not let him +forge and solder ring after ring of any iron chain of reasoning, but +showed such a one to him as a deep-reaching well-chain, whereby Truth, +sitting at the bottom, is to be drawn up; or as a chain hanging from +heaven, whereby the lower gods (the philosophers) are to draw Jupiter +down. In short, the <i>skeleton</i> and <i>muscle-preparation</i> of metaphysics +he concealed in the <i>God-man</i> of religion. And so it should be (in the +beginning); grammar is learned from language more easily than the latter +from the former; criticism from works of art, the skeleton from the +body, more easily than the reverse; although we always do reverse it. +Unfortunate is it for the youth of our day, that they are obliged to +shake the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> drops and the insects from the tree of knowledge, before the +fruit.</p> + +<p>And now he boldly threw open to him all the chamber-doors of the +philosophical schools, i. e. the three heavens; for in this youthful +season one still takes the wick of every learned light of the world for +asbestos, as Brahmins dress themselves in asbestos; and the masses of +ice around the poles of our spiritual world represent, at this early +age, like the actual ones in the visible world, cities and temples on +azure-blue columns.</p> + +<p>Now when Albano had read himself to the flaming point upon some great +idea or other, as Immortality or Deity, he had then to write upon it; +because the Architect believed, and I too, that in the educational world +nothing goes beyond writing,—not even reading and speaking; and that a +man may read thirty years with less improvement than he would gain by +writing a half. It is just in this way that we authors mount to such +heights; hence it is that even the worst of us, if we hold out, become +somewhat, at last, and write ourselves up from Schilda to Abdera, and +from there away up to Grub Street.</p> + +<p>But what a glowing hour then came on for our darling! What are all +Chinese lantern-festivals to the high festival for which an inflamed +youth lights up all the chambers of his brain, and in this illumination +throws out his first essays?</p> + +<p>In the forepart, and on the very threshold of the essay perhaps, Albano +still crept along step by step, and made use merely of his head; but as +he got further on, and his heart quivered with wings, and like a comet +he must needs sweep along before only shimmering constellations of great +truths, could he then restrain himself from imitating<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> the rosy-red +Flamingo, who, in his passage towards the sun, seems to paint himself +into a flying brand, and to clothe himself in wings of fire? When at +length he reached the practical application, verily every one was like +the others; in each he formed and sowed an Arcadia full of human angels, +who in three minutes could cross over on a Charon's pontoon thrown in +for the purpose, and land in the Elysium which floated so near: in every +one of these practical applications all men were saints, all saints +beatified; all mornings blossoms, and all evenings fruit; Liana +perfectly well, and he not far from it—her lover;—all nations ascended +more easily the noonday heights; and he upon his own, like men upon +mountains, saw everything good nearer to him. Ah! the whole boggy +present, full of stumps and blood-suckers, had he kicked aside, and was +now encircled only with floating green worlds, full of pastures, which +the sun-ball of his head had projected into the ether.</p> + +<p>Blissful, blissful time! thou hast long since gone by! O, the years in +which man reads and makes his first poems and systems, when the spirit +creates and blesses its first worlds, and when, full of fresh +morning-thoughts, it sees the first constellations of truth come up +bringing an eternal splendor, and stand ever before the longing heart, +which has enjoyed them, and to which time, by and by, offers only +astronomical newspapers and refraction-tables on the morning-stars, only +antiquated truths and rejuvenated lies! O, then was man, like a fresh, +thirsty child, suckled and reared with the milk of wisdom; at a later +period he is only cured with it, as a withered, sceptical, hectic +patient! But thou canst, indeed, never come back again, glorious season +of <i>first love</i> for the truth, and these sighs can only give me a +warmer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> remembrance of thee; and if thou ever shouldst return, it +certainly could not be down here in the low mine-shaft of life, where +our morning splendor consists of the little flames that play upon the +quartz crystals, and our sun is a mine-lamp,—no; but it may happen +then, when death reveals us, and tears away from over the heads of the +pale-yellow workmen the coffin-lid of the mine-shaft, and we now again +stand as first men on a new, full earth, and under a fresh, immeasurable +heaven!</p> + +<p>Into this golden age of his heart fell also his acquaintance with +Rousseau and Shakespeare, of whom the former exalted him above his +century, and the latter above this life. I will not say here how +Shakespeare ruled, sovereign, in his heart,—not through the breathing +of living characters, but by lifting him up out of the loud kingdom of +earth into the silent realm of infinity. When one dips his head at night +under water, there is an awful stillness round about him; into a similar +supernatural stillness of the under-world does Shakespeare introduce us.</p> + +<p>What many schoolmasters may blame in Dian is this, that he gave the +youth all books indiscriminately, without any exact course of reading. +But Alban asked, in later years: "Is such a course anything but folly? +Is it possible? For does Fate ever arrange the appearance of new books, +or systems, or teachers, or outward circumstances, or conversations, so +according to paragraphs, that one needs nothing more than to transcribe +all that passes upon the memory, and he shall have the order into the +bargain? Does not every head need and make its own? And does more depend +on the order in which the meats follow each other, or on the digestion +of them?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>26. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>While Dian was causing a nobler temple to go up in the heavens than the +stone one in the village, the Princess, whose <i>castrum doloris</i> this was +to be, died; they had, therefore, to deposit her remains for a time in +the accommodations of a Pestitz church. This changed one or two thousand +things. The Crown-prince of Hohenfliess, Luigi, must now, will he nill +he, come back from Italy, to the princely chair, in which the old man, +bent up with years, had, for a long time, diminutive and speechless, +been rather lying than sitting,—although the Minister standing behind +the princely arm-chair took off his figure and voice in a sufficiently +lively manner. Don Gaspard, who had not listened to any of the previous +letters of Albano, now despatched to him the following orders, which +rushed like fiery wine through his veins: "On my way back from Italy we +meet, in thy birthplace, <i>Isola Bella</i>. Thou wilt be sent for." Even +readers who have not had a week's practice in folding and sealing +letters of a diplomatic corps, will easily observe that the Knight of +the Fleece is thinking to bring his son acquainted with the young +prince, and to establish and insure their first Pestitz connections.</p> + +<p>But I beg the world now to measure the Paradise of a man, who after so +long seafaring at last sees the long shores of the new world stretch out +into the ocean. Was not life at this moment open to him in a hundred +directions? Laurel-wreaths, ivy-wreaths, flower-wreaths, myrtle-wreaths, +wheat-garlands,—all these crowns overhung the great gate of Pestitz and +its house-doors. Thou brother, thou sister, (I mean Roquairol and +Liana,) what a full, yearning soul was marching to meet you! and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> what a +dreaming and innocent one! Homer and Sophocles, and the ancient history +and Dian, and Rousseau, that magus of youth,—and Shakespeare and the +British weeklies (wherein a higher and more human poesy speaks than in +their abstract poems),—all these had left behind in the happy youth an +everlasting light, an unparalleled purity, wings for every Mount Tabor, +and the fairest but most difficult wishes. He resembled, not the urbane +French, who, like ponds, reflect the hue of the nearest bank, but those +loftier men, who, like the sea, wear the color of the boundless heavens.</p> + +<p>In fact, now was the ripest, best point of time for his change. Through +Dian and his journeys, even Albano's <i>exterior</i> man had been trained to +grace in fashionable saloons. Men, like bullets, go farthest when they +are smoothest; besides, there remained sticking on Zesara diamond-points +enough at which mediocrity stumbles and is wounded, and even uncommon +worth is an uncommon fault,—as <i>high</i> towers, for that very reason, +appear <i>bent over</i>. Zesara learned, even outside the circle of country +youngsters, a readiness of ideas and words, which formerly stood at his +service only in a state of enthusiasm; for wit, generally a foe of the +latter, was with him merely a servant and child thereof. He did not, +like witty sucklings, coquette with all ideas, but he was either beset +by them or not touched at all; hence came that silent, slow, +unostentatious ripening of his power; he resembled mountains of a +gradual ascent, which always yield more booty than those which rise +abruptly. With great trees, the seed is smaller and in spring the +blossoms later than in the case of small bushes.</p> + +<p>The time ere Gaspard's messenger came to take him away was to the +detained youth an eternity, and the village<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> a prison; it shrivelled up +to the household-buildings of a convent. The hidden plan of his life, +written, however, by encaustic into his brain, was, as with all such +young men, this, to be and do nothing more than—everything; that is to +say, to bless, to glorify, and to enlighten at once himself and a +country,—to be a Frederick II. upon the throne; in other words, a +storm-cloud, which should contain thunders of excommunication for the +sinner, electrical light for the deaf, blind, and lame, showers for the +insects, and warm drops for thirsty flowers, hail for enemies, an +attraction for everything, for leaves and dust, and a rainbow for the +end. Now, as he could not succeed Frederick II., he proposes to be +hereafter minister at least,—especially as Wehrfritz made so much out +of this by-sceptre,—this offshoot and chip of the mother sceptre,—and +in his spare hours a great poet and philosopher withal.</p> + +<p>I shall be delighted, Count, if thou shouldst become a second Frederick, +the second and only; my book will profit by it and I myself mould my +future thereby as a rare historiographer, compounded of Zenophon, +Curtius, and Voltaire!</p> + + +<h3>27. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Zesara will never forget the spring evening, on which he saw a passenger +in a greatcoat,—a little limping and covered with brown +travelling-paint, to which his white eyeballs formed a shining +contrast,—wade across the shallow brook beside the high bridge, and +how, further, the passenger took with him a watch-man's cane which the +then Lieutenant of the Beggar's Police had just leaned against his +house-door, a vicarious fellow-laborer, and handed the said cane, on his +way, to a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> cripple, with the words: "Old man, I have nothing by me +smaller than the stick. If anybody asks you about it, just tell them you +are keeping guard in the village against the confounded beggar tribe, +but have not eyes enough." At the same time our pilgrim reached out to a +rector's little son, who needed it for about three minutes, his +pocket-handkerchief.</p> + +<p>It was of course our old Librarian by title, Schoppe, whom Don Gaspard +had despatched with the note of invitation for Isola Bella. Albano's +delight was so great, that only some days later did the youth mistake +the odd humorist, whereas the latter soon correctly weighed the light, +ardent, still wildling. Did it not fare still worse with the old +Provincial Director, who, merely because he rated the <i>body</i> politic of +the Empire as high as if he were the installed <i>soul</i> therein, upon +Schoppe's sallies against the constitution, came out in a patriotic +fury: "Sir," said he, in an excited manner, "even if there were a flaw +anywhere, still a true German would be bound to maintain a profound +silence on the subject, unless he can help the matter, especially in +such cursed times."</p> + +<p>The finest of all was, that, at Luigi's request, the Architect had to +set out at the same time, for the purpose of fetching casts of antiques +from Rome.</p> + +<p>And now march on, that soon ye may come back again, and we may at last +for once fairly enter Pestitz! It may well be expected that thou, good +child (I should rather say, wild-bee), wilt take thy flight from the +rural honey-tree into the glass beehive of the city, with deeper pangs +than thou hadst imagined beforehand,—has not even the old foster-father +gone off on his journey without saying his farewell, only to escape +thine?—and, as to thy good mother, it seems to her as if one of the +angry Parcæ<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> were tearing a son from her breast, as if his tender +love-bond, woven only of childish familiarity, would not stretch out +into the far future,—and thy sister locks herself up in the attic, her +rustic heart raging with fiery torments, and cannot say anything to +thee, nor give thee anything, but a letter-case previously and privately +worked by her with the silken circumscription: "Remember us!" and even +on thy laurel-seeking head will the triumphal arch or rainbow of +leave-taking, when thou passest under it, fling down heavy, heavy drops, +(ah, they will continue to hang longer on the eyes that look after +thee!) thy honest old teacher Wehmeier will pour out upon thee the last +stream of his words and tears, and say, and thy tender heart will not +smile at it: "He is a worn out, old fellow, and has now nothing before +him but the hole (the grave); thou, on the contrary, art a fresh, young +blood, full of languages and antiquities and magnificent, god-given +talents,—of course he shall not live to see thee make a famous man, but +his children well may; and these poor worms,—thou must one day adopt +them, young master!"</p> + +<p>Thou pure soul, on every familiar house, on every dear garden and valley +will sorrow, indeed, sharpen her clasp-knife, and tear open therewith +softly gushing wounds in thy glowing, tender heart. What do I say? even +from thy friendly morning- and evening-heights, the nunnery-gratings of +thy holiest hopes, and from Liana herself, thou wilt seem to be stealing +away.</p> + +<p>But cast thy weeping eyes over the broad, blue Italy, and dry them in +the spring breezes. Life begins,—the signals for the martial exercises +and tournaments of manly youth are given, and, in the midst of the +Olympic battle-games, thou wilt hear the music of neighboring concert- +and dancing-halls magnificently pealing around thee.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p> + +<p>What phantasies are these I am playing here? What! is it not more than +too well known to all of us, that he has been gone this long time, ever +since the very first Jubilee-period,—yes, and come back again, and has +already, ever since the second—and we are now counting the fourth—been +sitting in company with the Librarian and the Lector, on horseback, +before Pestitz, unable to get in, on account of the barricade of +the——</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/flowerend.jpg" width="400" height="79" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_38_38" id="Footnote_38_38"></a><a href="#FNanchor_38_38"><span class="label">[38]</span></a> In Catania, the veil of St. Agatha is the only antidote to +Etna.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_39_39" id="Footnote_39_39"></a><a href="#FNanchor_39_39"><span class="label">[39]</span></a> Allusion to the torches, before which the Colosseum and +the Antiques and the glaciers, which are both, are seen magically +gleaming.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_40_40" id="Footnote_40_40"></a><a href="#FNanchor_40_40"><span class="label">[40]</span></a> As the Queen of Heaven, Juno is always, by the ancients, +clothed in a blue veil.—<i>Hagedorn on Painting.</i></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_41_41" id="Footnote_41_41"></a><a href="#FNanchor_41_41"><span class="label">[41]</span></a> An old machine that fires many shots at once.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_42_42" id="Footnote_42_42"></a><a href="#FNanchor_42_42"><span class="label">[42]</span></a> In Italy the stars look not silvery, but golden.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_43_43" id="Footnote_43_43"></a><a href="#FNanchor_43_43"><span class="label">[43]</span></a> In a tempestuous atmosphere, little flames are emitted by +orange-lilies, gold-flowers, sunflowers, Indian pinks, &c.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_44_44" id="Footnote_44_44"></a><a href="#FNanchor_44_44"><span class="label">[44]</span></a> Probably on fluttering gold plates after the birds.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/3flowerstart.jpg" width="550" height="142" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>FIFTH JUBILEE?</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Grand-Entry.—Dr. Sphex.—The drumming Corpse.—The Letter of the +Knight.—Retrogradation of the Dying-Day.—Julienne.—The still +Good-Friday of Old Age.—The healthy and bashful hereditary +Prince.—Roquairol.—The Blindness.—Sphex's Predilection for +Tears.—The fatal Banquet.—the Doloroso of Love.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>28. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/w.jpg" width="100" height="105" alt="W" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">When he came to the fork of the road, of which the right prong points to +Lilar, Albano, with a somewhat heavy heart, spurred his horse across, +and flew up the hill, till the bright city, like an illuminated St. +Peter's dome, blazed far and wide in this spring night of his fancies. +It lay, like a giant, with its shoulders (the upper city) resting on the +heights, and stretched its other half (the lower city) down into the +valley. It was noon, and not a cloud in heaven; at noonday a city stands +before you in full, white disk, whereas a village does not, until +evening, come out of its first quarter into full light. It was well +fortified, not by Rimpler or Vauban, but by a blooming palisade of +lindens. The long wall of the palaces of the mountain-city gleamed from +above a welcome to our Albano, and the statues, on their Italian roofs, +directed themselves towards him as way-guides and criers of joy; over +all the palaces ran the iron framework of the lightning-rods,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> like a +throne-scaffolding of the thunder, with golden sceptre-points; down +along the side of the mountain lay camped the lower city, by the side of +the stream between shady avenues, with its gay façades towards the +streets, and its white back turned toward Nature; carpenters were +hammering away like a forge on the green-sward among the peeled trunks +of trees, and the children were clattering round with the birch-bark; +cloth-makers were stretching out green cloths like bird-nets in the sun; +from the distance came white-covered carriers'-wagons jogging along the +country-road, and by the sides of the way shorn sheep were grazing under +the warm shadow of the rich, bright linden-blossoms,—and over all these +groups the noonday chime of bells from the dear, familiar towers (those +relics and light-houses that gleamed out of the dusk of his earlier +days), floated like one all-embracing and animating soul, and called +together the friendly throngs of people.</p></div> + +<p>Contemplate the heated face of my hero, who at last is riding into the +open streets, built up in his fancy of temples of the sun, where, who +knows but that at every long window, on every balcony, Liana may be +standing? where the lying or prophetic riddles of Isola Bella must be +unravelled,—where all household gods and household fates of his nearest +future lie hid,—where now the Mont Blanc of the Court and the Alps of +Parnassus, both of which he has to climb, lie with their feet stretching +close before him. All this would have oppressed me not a little; but in +the young man, especially before the chandelier of the sun, a shower of +light gushed down. O, when the morning-wind of youth blows, the inner +mercury-column stands high, even though the external weather be not of +the best.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span></p> + +<p>Few of us, when we have gone on horseback to the academy, may have +happened into such a refreshing stir as met my hero: chimney-sweeps were +singing away overhead out of their pulpits and black holes to the +passers below, and a building-orator,<a name="FNanchor_45_45" id="FNanchor_45_45"></a><a href="#Footnote_45_45" class="fnanchor">[45]</a> on the ridgepole of a new +house, was exorcising the future conflagration, and quenching one in his +own breast, and slinging the glass fire-bucket far over the scaffolding; +yes, when we have ridden with our hero through the laughing congregation +of the roof-preacher, and through the ranks of blooming sons of the +Muses,<a name="FNanchor_46_46" id="FNanchor_46_46"></a><a href="#Footnote_46_46" class="fnanchor">[46]</a> who stand arm in arm, among whom Alban sent round his fiery +eye to find his Roquairol,—after all this, when we reach his future +residence, a new clamor salutes our ears.</p> + +<p>It came from the Land-physicus<a name="FNanchor_47_47" id="FNanchor_47_47"></a><a href="#Footnote_47_47" class="fnanchor">[47]</a> Sphex, his future landlord, who is to +resign to him half his palace (for the Doctor is made wealthy by his +cures), because the house lies exactly in the highest part of the upper +city, or the Westminster of the Court; while in the lower town are +domiciled the students and the <i>city</i>. The short, thick-set Dr. Sphex +was standing, as our trio rode up, by the side of a tall man, who sat +upon a stone bench, and held in readiness two drum-sticks upon a child's +drum. At a signal from Sphex, the tall man beat a faint roll upon his +drum, and the Doctor said to him, calmly, "Vagabond!" Although Sphex had +turned round a little toward the loud, approaching horsemen, still he +soon made him go on with his tattooing, and said, "Scoundrel!" but +during the last beat he just hastily slipped in, "Scamp!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p><p>The horsemen dismounted; the Doctor led them, without ceremony, into the +house, after he had given the drummer a hint, with his hand, not to +stir. He opened them their four (or twelve) walls, and said, coldly, +"Step into your three cavities." Albano marched out of the warm splendor +of day into the cool, purple Erebus of the red-hung chamber, as into a +picture-hall of painting dreams, into a silver-hut, as it were, for the +dark mine-work of his life. He recognized therein the open hand of his +rich father, from the pictures of the carpet to the alabaster statues on +the wall; and in the cabinet he found, among the gifts of his +foster-parents, all his poetical and philosophical text-books, which had +been sent after him,—fair reflections from the still land of youth, +left far behind him by his journey, in whose flower-vases only +concordias had hitherto bloomed, whereas now wild rockets must be +planted in them. Then (not the goddess of night her mantle, but) the +goddess of twilight threw her veil over his eye, and, in the +clare-obscure, made the forms of youth—many of them armed, many +crowned, a troop of fates and graces—beset his heart, which had +hitherto been so calm, with their arms and levers, until it became soft +and languid <i>for three minutes</i>; verily, to a youth, especially this +one, the sea-storms, those favorites of the painter, the laboring +volcanoes of the natural philosopher, and the comets of the astronomer, +are full as precious, in the moral world, as they are to them in the +physical.</p> + +<p>Albano, now separated from Liana only by streets and days, almost feared +his dreamy raptures might betray their object. "Any letters?" inquired +the Lector, in his short manner, abbreviated for the sake of adaptation +to citizens. "Bring it up, Van Swieten!" said Sphex, to a little son, +who, with two others, named Boerhave<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> and Galen, had hitherto been +acting as a corresponding deciphering-chancery to the new guests behind +a curtain. "Our old Lord," added Sphex, at once, as if it had some +connection with the letter, "has done lording it at last; for five days +he has been dead as a mouse, as I long ago predicted." "The old Prince?" +asked Augusti, with astonishment. "But why have I not yet remarked +anything of funeral bells, knockers hung with black, bottles of tears, +and lamentation in the city?" inquired Schoppe.</p> + +<p>The Physicus explained. Namely, he had, as physician in ordinary, +prophesied, with sufficient boldness, the third day's dying of the old +prince, and happily hit it. Only as, exactly one day after the mournful +event, his successor, Luigi, proposed to make his entrance into Pestitz, +and, as the announcement of the high death would have extinguished, with +lachrymal-vessels, the whole oil-fed illumination in honor of the son, +and hung the flowery triumphal arches with mourning-weeds, the people +had not been willing, although to the greatest disadvantage of the +prophetic Sphex, to let matters get wind before the new prince had had +his reception, just as that Greek, at the news of his son's death, +postponed mourning till after the completion of his thanksgiving +sacrifice. Sphex protested that he had many years before fixed, in the +case of the illustrious deceased, the nativity of his consumption by his +white teeth,<a name="FNanchor_48_48" id="FNanchor_48_48"></a><a href="#Footnote_48_48" class="fnanchor">[48]</a> and never had he hit a death-hour better than at that +time; he would, however, leave it to any and every man to decide whether +a physician, who has made his prophecy everywhere known, can spin much +silk in a period of such political embezzlement.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> "But," replied +Schoppe, "if people continue to carry along their deceased monarchs, +like their dead soldiers, as if they were alive, in the ranks; still +they can hardly do otherwise; for as in the case of great men it is +generally so plaguy hard to prove that they are living, so is it also no +easy thing to make out when they are dead; coldness and stiffness and +corruption prove too little. To be sure, one may, perhaps, conceal royal +death-beds for the same reason which led the Persians to hide royal +graves, in order to abridge as much as possible for the poor children, +the people, the bitter interval between the death and the new +inauguration. Yes, as according to a legal fiction the king never dies, +we have to thank God that we ever learn the fact at all, and that it +does not fare with his death as with the death of the quite as immortal +Voltaire, which the Paris journalists were not permitted, by any means, +to announce."</p> + +<p>Van Swieten and Boerhave and Galen, after staying out a long while, +brought in a letter for Albano, with Gaspard's seal; he tore it open, +with the unsuspecting eagerness of youth, without a glance at the cover; +but the Lector took that into his hand and turned it over and over like +a Post-Office Clerk, Doctor of Heraldry, and Keeper of the Seal, as was +his custom at the inquest of sphragistic wounds, and gently shook his +head over the badly renewed and patched patent of nobility, namely, the +impression of the arms on the wax. "Have the youngsters done any injury +to the seal?" said Sphex. "My father, also," said Albano, reading to +conceal an agitation which reached even to the outer man, and which a +flight of heavy thoughts had suddenly occasioned among all his inner +twigs, "has already heard of the Prince's death." At that Augusti shook +his head still<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> more; for as Sphex had previously jumped at once from +the subject of the letter to that of the Prince's death, this leap +almost presupposed the reading of the same. Let my reader deduce from +this the rule, to take the distance of two tones, from one to the other +of which people jump in his presence, and to infer from that the +intermediate and connecting tone between the two, which they wish to +conceal.</p> + +<p>At present it was very well for the Count that the Doctor showed the +tutors their apartments; ah, his soul, already staggering with the +events of the past day, was now so intensely tossed by the contents of +the letter!</p> + + +<h3>29. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>When Sphex opened the Librarian's room for him, the said room was +already occupied with a box of vipers (also arrived from Italy), with +three-quarters of a hundred weight of flax, a white hoop-petticoat, and +three silk shoes, with the holes punched, belonging to the doctoress, +and a supply of camomile. The medical married couple had thought the +pedagogical couple nested together; but Schoppe replied admirably well, +and almost with some irony toward the more politely treated Augusti: +"The more powerful and intellectual and great two men are, so much the +less can they bear each other under one ceiling, as great insects, which +live on <i>fruits</i>, are unsocial (for example, in every hazel-nut there +sits only one chafer), whereas the little ones, which only live on +<i>leaves</i>,—for instance, the leaf-lice,—cleave together nest-wise." +Zesara would by all means have been glad to hold to his insatiable heart +the friend whom fate had placed thereupon, constantly in every situation +and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> season as a brother-in-arms; but Schoppe has the right of it. +Friends, lovers, and married people must have everything else in common, +but not a chamber. The gross requisitions and trifling incidents of +bodily presence gather as lamp-smoke around the pure, white flame of +love. As the echo is always of more syllables the farther off our call +starts, so must the soul from which we desire a fairer echo not be too +near ours; and hence the nearness of souls increases with the distance +of bodies.</p> + +<p>The Doctor caused his noisy children to run like a cleansing stream +through the Augean stable; but he went down again to the drummer, with +whom, according to his own story, his connection stood thus: Sphex had +already, several years before, ventured certain peculiar conjectures +upon the secretion of fat and the diameter of the fat-cells, in a +treatise which he would not publish till he could append to it the +anatomical drawings thereunto appertaining, for which he was awaiting +the dissection and injection of the drummer that sat there. This sickly, +simple, flabby man, named <i>Malt</i>, he had a year since, when certain +symptoms of the fat-eye attached to him, taken to board gratis, on +condition that he should let himself be dissected when he was dead. +Unfortunately Sphex has found, for a considerable time, that the corpse +daily falls away and dries up from the likeness of an eel to a +horned-snake; and he cannot possibly make out what does it, since he +allows him nothing emaciating, neither thinking, nor motion, nor +passions, sensibility, vinegar, nor anything else.</p> + +<p>As to the drum, the corpse is obliged—since he is full as hard of +hearing as he is of comprehending, and never can adopt a reason, for the +very reason that he never hears one—to carry that round, strapped to +him,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> because during its vibration he can better apprehend what his +employer and prosector has to censure in him.<a name="FNanchor_49_49" id="FNanchor_49_49"></a><a href="#Footnote_49_49" class="fnanchor">[49]</a> The Doctor now began +to scold at him down below—Schoppe stood listening at the window—in +the following wise: "I would the Devil had taken your cursed father of +blessed memory before he had died. You shrink up like army-cloth under +your lamentation, and yet never wake him up, though you cried your nose +away. Drum better, church-mouse! Don't you know, then, scrub, that you +have made a contract with another, to grow into fat as well as you can, +and that it's expensive maintaining a fellow that steals his wages in +this way, till he becomes available? Others would gladly grow fat, if +they had such a chance. And you! speak, rope!" Malt let the drum-sticks +clatter down under his thighs, and said: "Thou hast hit the true secret +of thy trouble with me,—there is no real blessing upon our grease,—and +one of us silently wears away at the thought. As to my blessed father, +verily, I send him out of my head, let him happen in when he will."</p> + + +<h3>30. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The paternal letter, which shook Albano's soul in all its joints, runs, +when translated, thus:—</p> + +<p>"Dear Albano: I regret to say, that in the Campanian vale I received a +letter informing me of the continued recurrence and increasing violence +of thy sister's asphyxias;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> it was written on Good Friday, and looked +forward to her death as a settled thing. I, too, am prepared for the +event. So much the more am I struck with thy account of the juggler of +the Island, who would play the prophet. Such a prediction presupposes +some circumstance or other, which I must trace out more nearly in Spain. +I think I already know the impostor. Be thou, on thy birthday, watchful, +armed, cool, and bold, and, if possible, hold the <i>jongleur</i> fast; but +bring no ridicule upon thyself by speaking of the subject. Dian is in +Rome, working away right bravely. Put on court-mourning for the dear old +Prince, out of courtesy. Addio!</p> + +<p class="sig">"<span class="smcap">G. de C.</span>"</p> + +<p>"Ah, precious sister!" he sighed inwardly, and drew out her medallion, +and looked through his tears upon the features of an old age which was +denied her, and read with dim eyes the refuted subscription: "We see +each other again." Now, when life was opening before him broad and +smiling, it came home to him much more nearly, that fate laid its hand +so darkly and heavily upon his sister; to which was added, too, the +melancholy question, whether he was not guilty of her disappearance and +decline, since on his account the frightful Zahouri of the Island had +carried on perhaps a sacrificing jugglery: even the circumstance that +she was his weakly twin-sister was a pang. But now his feelings stood +contending against each other in his mind, as on a battle-field. "What +destiny is on its way to meet me!" thought he. "Take the crown!" that +voice had said. "What one?" his ambitious spirit rose up and asked, and +boldly conjectured whether it consisted of laurels or thorns or metals. +"Love the beautiful one!" it had said; he asked not,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> however, in this +case, "What one?" only he feared, since the father of Death seemed +terribly to certify his name and credentials, that the voice announced +for the ascension- and birth-night might name some other name than the +most beloved.</p> + +<p>In the evening, after the three new-comers had fairly got through their +household arrangements,—which, however, had never yet been able to +efface from Albano's undulating soul the multiplied magic splendor of +the Linden-city,—the Lector introduced the Count to the hereditary +prince, Luigi. That individual was engaged half an hour every day +copying in the picture-gallery; and appointed the two to attend him +there. They went in. Any other than myself would have set before the +world a bill of fare <i>raisonné</i> of all the show-dishes in the gallery; +but I cannot so much as present it with the seventeen pictures, over +whose charms those silken shame-aprons or veils hung, which a Paris dame +would gladly take off from her own, merely for the sake of modestly +covering therewith works of art. One may easily conceive that our Alban, +in this picture-gallery, must have been vividly reminded of that one of +his mother's,<a name="FNanchor_50_50" id="FNanchor_50_50"></a><a href="#Footnote_50_50" class="fnanchor">[50]</a> and that he would gladly have pressed every nail, had +no one been there.</p> + +<p>But the Princess Julienne was there, whom he (as we all do) still +recognized right well as a Blumenbühl acquaintance, as she also did him. +She was truly full of youthful charms, but one did not find these out +till one had been for two days violently in love with her; that made her +every minute afterward prettier, as in fact love is rather the father +than the son of the goddess of grace, and his quiver the best casket of +jewels and the richest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> toilet-box, and his bandage the best <i>mouchoir +de Venus</i> and beauty-patch that I know.</p> + +<p>She was just sketching the gypsum-cast of a noble old head, which seemed +to the Count as if it must have been drawn from the antique-cabinet of +his memory, and toward which his swelling heart flowed out right +lovingly; but he could not recall the original. At last Julienne, in +despite of etiquette, said, looking up most kindly, "Ah, dear Augusti, +my father lies dead in Lilar." The word Lilar suddenly colored, in +Albano, the pale image of recollection,—perfectly like this white bust +had the old man in the moonshine looked, who, in that poetical +summer-night, pressed Zesara's hands together on the mountain for +prayer, and said, "Go home to sleep, dear son, ere the storm comes." Now +another would have inquired after the name of the bust, and then, and +not till then, have disclosed the nocturnal history; but the Count, in +his warmth, did merely the latter, after waiting a short time for the +conversation to run out. Augusti, when Albano began the history—to +<i>him</i> a foreign one—of his acquaintance with the original, was on +thorns to interrupt him; but Julienne gave him a nod, to let him go on, +and the youth true-heartedly communicated to the sympathizing soul the +beautiful meeting, with a tenderness of emotion and fire, both of which +increased when her eyes flowed over into her smiles. "It was my +father,—that is his cast," said Julienne, weeping and glad. Albano, +after his manner, clasped his hands together, with a sigh, before the +bust, and said, "Thou noble, heartily-beloved form!" and his large eye +gleamed with love and sorrow.</p> + +<p>The good female soul was carried away by a sympathy so uncourtly, and +she gave herself up completely to her inborn fire. Female and court life +is truly only a longer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> <i>punishment of bearing arms</i> (as, according to +the model of the yes-sirs, there are no-sirs, so royal governesses are +true no-ma'ams); the seven-colored cockade of gay, dancing liberty is +there torn off, or runs into the black of court-mourning; every female +pleasure-grove must be an unholy one; I know nothing more fatal,—but +the curly-haired Julienne, in spite of you and me, broke through the +eternal imprisonment (with sweet bread and strong water), some twelve +times a day, and laughed to the free heavens, and offended (herself and +others never) the royal governess always. She now related to the Count +(while from nervous weakness and vivacity she continued to smile more +brightly and speak more rapidly) how her dear, feeble father, more +childlike than childish, whose old lips and disabled thoughts could not +possibly any longer do more than lisp a response to prayers, had shut +himself up with a snowy-headed mystical court-preacher in an oratory at +Lilar (a gray head loves to hide itself before it disappears forever, +and seeks, like birds, a dark place for going to sleep),—and how she +and Fräulein von Froulay (Liana) had alternately read prayers before the +half-blind old man, and, as it were, tolled the evening-bell of devotion +to the weary, sleep-drunken life. She painted how, in this antechamber +of the tomb, he had outlived or forgotten all that he had once loved; +how he had kept always asking after her mother, whose death was ever +slipping again from his memory; and how the dimmed eye had taken every +hour of the day for evening, and accordingly every one who went out as +one going to bed.</p> + +<p>We will not look too long at this late time of life, when men again, +like children, shrink up for the more lasting cradle of the +grave; and when, like flowers sleeping<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> at evening, they become +<i>undistinguishable</i>, and grow all alike, even before death makes them +so.</p> + +<p>The Lector, like all courtiers, was particularly ill-suited with these +funereals; he would also fain heal the Job's malady of her lamentation +by changing the current of discourse, and bringing it nearer to Liana. +But in the very act of describing the sympathy and sacrifices of this +friend, and when memory brought back to her the long, tearful embrace in +which Liana had locked her and pain at once as it were fast to her +bosom, then came back into her heart anew every dark, heavy drop of +blood which her powerful arteries had sent forth, and she ceased to +portray either this history or the head upon which she had been engaged.</p> + +<p>The two female friends were none of those who send a kiss to each other +through two thicknesses of veil, or who know how to hug each other +without wounding or bruising a curl, or whose love-feast every year, as +the sacramental bread every century, breaks lighter and thinner; but +they loved each other intensely,—with eyes, lips, and hearts,—like two +good angels. And if hitherto joy had taken her harvest-wreath and made +it a wedding-ring of friendship, so now did grief seek to do the same +with his girdle of thorns. You good souls! to me it is very easily +imaginable how such a pure, bright linking of souls should at once +painfully distend and blissfully exalt the heart of your friend Albano, +as the aerostatic ball at once destructively swells and soars. For +Liana's entry, there stood besides beautifully decorated triumphal gates +to the highest heavens in his innermost being!</p> + +<p>Meanwhile a stranger would not, without this pen of mine (nor I myself +without the fee-provost Hafenreffer),<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> have been able to observe +anything in the Count, while speaking, except a mild, wandering glow in +his face, and rapidity of utterance.</p> + + +<h3>31. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Into the midst of these delineations and enjoyments the successor, or +rather the <i>afterwinter</i> of the cold old man, Luigi, suddenly entered. +With a flat, carved work of spongy face, on which nothing expressed +itself but the everlasting discontent of life-prodigals, and with a +little full-grown miniver<a name="FNanchor_51_51" id="FNanchor_51_51"></a><a href="#Footnote_51_51" class="fnanchor">[51]</a> on his head (as forerunner of the +wisdom-teeth), and with the unfruitful superfetation of a voluminous +belly, he came up to Albano with the greatest courtliness, in which a +flat frostiness towards all men stood prominent. He immediately began to +dust about him with the bran of empty, rapid, disconnected questions, +and was constantly in a hurry; for he suffered almost more ennui than he +caused; as in general, there is no one with whom life drags so +disagreeably as with him who tries to make it shorter. Luigi had run +over the earth as quickly as through a powdering room, and had, as in +such a room, become decently gray; the milk-vessels of his outer and +inner man had, because they were to be converted into cream-pots and +custard-cups, for that very reason, perverted themselves into +poison-cups and goblets of sorrow. As often as I pass along before a +painted prince's-suite in a corridor, I always fall upon my old project, +and say, with entire conviction: "Could we only contrive for once, like +the Spartans and all the older nations, to get a regent to the throne in +a <i>healthy</i> state, then we should have a <i>good</i> one into the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> bargain, +and all would go well. But I know these are no times for such a thing. +It is a sin, that only at torture do surgeons and physicians assist, not +at joy, to point out nicely the degree of pleasure as they do of the +rack, and to indicate the innocent conditions."</p> + +<p>Albano, a stranger in the company and in the eyes of this class of men, +looked upon the gulf between himself and Luigi as much less deep than it +was; it was merely annoying and uncomfortable to him, as it is to +certain people, when, without their knowledge, a cat is in the chamber. +The progress of moral enervation and refinement will yet so cleanse and +equalize all our exteriors,—and according to the same law, indeed, by +which <i>physical weakness</i> throws back the <i>eruptions of the skin</i> and +drives them into the <i>nobler</i> parts,—that verily an angel and a satan +will come at last to be distinguishable in nothing except in the heart. +Alban had already brought with him from Wehrfritz, whom he always heard +contending for the right of the province against the prince, an aversion +to his successor; so much the more easily flamed up in him a moral +indignation, when Luigi turned toward the pictures and drew aside the +curtains or aprons from several of the most indecent, in order, not +without taste and knowledge, to appraise their artistic worth. A copied +Venus of Titian, lying upon a white cloth, was only the forerunner. +Although the innocent hereditary prince made his <i>voyage pittoresque</i> +through this gallery with the artistical coldness of a gallery inspector +and anatomist, and sought more to show than to enrich his knowledge, +still the inexperienced youth took it all up with a deaf and blind +passionateness, which I know not how to vindicate in any way, not even +by the presence of the princess, and so much the less, because in the +first place she busily<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> divided her soul only between the gypsum-bust +and its copy, and because, secondly, in our day, ladies' watches and +fans (if they are tasty) have pictures on them which Albano would want +other fans to hide. The two flames of wrath and shame overspread his +face with a glowing reflection; but his awkward honesty of scorn +contrasted with the ease of the Lector, who with his cold tone, quite as +precise as it was light, preserved independence and protected purity. +"They please me not, one of them," he said, with severity: "I would give +them all away for a single storm of Tempesta's." Luigi smiled at his +scholar-like eye and feeling. When they stepped into the second +picture-chamber, Albano heard the Princess going away. As this apartment +threatened him with still more rent veils of the <i>un</i>holiest, he took +his leave without special ceremony, and went back without the Lector, +who had to-day to give a reading.</p> + +<p>Never did Schoppe grasp his throbbing hand more heartily than this time; +the aspect of an abashed young man is almost fairer (especially rarer) +than that of an abashed virgin; the former appears more tender and +feminine, as the latter appears more strong and manly, by a mixture of +the indignation of virtue. Schoppe, who, like Pope, Swift, Boileau, +forced into combination a sacred reverence for the sex with cynicism of +dress and language, emptied the greatest vials of wrath upon all +libertinage, and fell like a satirical Bellona upon the best free +people; this time, however, he rather took them under his protection, +and said, "The whole tribe love the blush of shame in others decidedly, +and defend it more willingly than shamelessness, just as (and on the +same kind of grounds) blind persons prefer the <i>scarlet</i> color. One may +liken them to <i>toads</i>, who set the costly toad-stone<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> (their heart) on +no other cloth as they do upon a <i>red</i> one."</p> + +<p>The Lector—who with all his purity and correctness would, nevertheless, +without hesitation, have helped a Scarron write his ode on the seat of a +duchess—when he would treat the matter of the Count's flight, was at a +loss what to make of it, when the latter sprinkled him with some +rose-vinegar, and said, "The bad man's father is lying on the board, and +one lies before his own iron brow: O, the bad man!" Certainly the +physical and moral nearness of the two fair female hearts, and his love +for them, had done most to excite the Count against Luigi's artistic +cynicism. The Lector merely replied, "He would hear the same at the +Minister's and everywhere; and his false delicacy would very soon +surrender." "Do the saints," inquired Schoppe, "dwell only <i>upon</i> the +palaces and not <i>in</i> them?" For Froulay's bore upon its platform a whole +row of stone apostles; and on one corner stood a statue of Mary, which +was to be seen from Sphex's house among nothing but roofs.</p> + +<p>Youthful Zesara! how does this marble Madonna chase the blood-waves +through thy face, as if she were the sister of thy fairer one, or her +tutelar and household goddess! But he took care not to hasten his +entrance into this <i>Lararium</i> of his soul, namely, the delivery of his +father's letter of introduction, by a single whisper, for fear of +suspicion; so many missteps does the good man make in the very gentile +fore-court of love; how shall he stand in the fore-court of the women, +or get a footing in the dim Holy of Holies?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>32. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The Court now caused to be made known in writing (it could not speak for +sorrow) that the dead Nestor had departed this life. I set aside here +the lamentation of the city, together with the rejoicing of the same +over the new perspective. The Land-physicus Sphex had to eviscerate the +Regent like a mighty beast,—whereas we subjects are served up with all +our viscera, like snipes and ground-sparrows, on the table of the worms. +At evening, there reposed the pale one on his bed of state,—the +princely hat and the whole electrical apparatus of the throne-thunder +lay quite as still and cold beside him on a Tabouret; he had the +suitable torches and corpse-watchers around him. These Swiss-guards of +the dead (the sound of the word rings through me, and I at this moment +see Liberty lying on her bed of state in the Alps, and the Swiss +guarding her) consist, as is well known, of two regency-counsellors, two +counsellors of the exchequer, and so on. One of the +exchequer-counsellors was Captain Roquairol. It can be only touched upon +here, in the way of interpolation, how this youth, who of financial +matters understood little more than a treasury-counsellor in ——h,<a name="FNanchor_52_52" id="FNanchor_52_52"></a><a href="#Footnote_52_52" class="fnanchor">[52]</a> +arose, nevertheless, to be a counsellor in war-matters there,—namely, +against his own will, through old Froulay, who (in himself no very +sentimental gentleman) was always reviving and retouching the youthful +remembrances of the old Prince, because, in this tender mood, one could +get from him by begging what one would. How odious and low! so can a +poor prince have not a smile, not a tear, not a happy thought, out of +which some court-mendicant, who sees it,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> will not make a door-handle to +open something for himself, or a dagger-handle to inflict a wound; not a +sound can he utter which some forester and bugle-master of the chase +shall not pervert to the purpose of a mouth-piece and tally-ho.</p> + +<p>Julienne, at nine o'clock in the evening, visited the only heart which, +in the whole court, beat like hers and for hers,—her good Liana. The +latter gladly offered her forehead to her commencing sick-headache, and +sought only to feel and to still another's pain. The friends, who, +before strangers' eyes, only displayed pleasantry, and before each other +only a tender, enthusiastic seriousness, sank more and more deeply into +this mood before the severe and religious lady of the Minister, who +never found in Julienne so much soul as in the soft hour after weeping, +as stock-gilliflowers begin to scent the air when they are sprinkled. +Not the struggle, but the flight of pain, beautifies the person; hence +the countenance of the dead is transfigured, because the agonies have +cooled away. The maidens stood enthusiastically together at the window, +the waxing moonlight of their fancy was made full moonlight by that of +the outer world; they formed the nun's-plan to live together, and go in +and out together for life. Often it seemed to them, in this still hour +of emotion (and the thought made them shudder), as if the murmuring +wings of departed souls swept by over them (it was only a couple of +flies, who, with feet and wings, had caught a few tones on the harp of +the Minister's lady); and Julienne thought most bitterly of her dead +father in Lilar.</p> + +<p>At last she begged the sister of her soul to ride with her this night to +Lilar, and to share and assuage the last and deepest woe of an orphan. +She did it willingly;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> but the "yes" was hard to extort from the +Minister's lady. I see the gentle forms step, from their long embrace in +the carriage, out into the mourning chamber at Lilar,—Julienne, the +smaller of the two, with quivering eyes and changing color; Liana, more +pale with megrim and mourning, and milder and taller than her companion, +having completed her growth in her twelfth year.<a name="FNanchor_53_53" id="FNanchor_53_53"></a><a href="#Footnote_53_53" class="fnanchor">[53]</a></p> + +<p>Like supernatural beings the two maidens beamed upon Roquairol's soul, +already burning in every corner. A single tear-drop had power to bring +into this calcining oven boiling and desolation. Already this whole +evening had he been glancing at the old man with fearful shudderings at +the childish end of that faded spirit, which once had been as fiery as +his own now was; and the longer he looked, so much the thicker +smoke-clouds floated from the open crater of the grave over into his +green-blooming life, and he heard therein a thundering, and he saw +therein an iron hand glowing and threatening to grasp at human hearts.</p> + +<p>Amidst these grim dreams, which illuminated every inner stain of his +being, and which sternly threatened him that a day would come, when, in +his volcano too, there would remain nothing fruitful but the—ashes, the +mournful maidens entered, who, on their way, had wept only over the face +that had grown <i>cold</i>, and now wept still more heavily over the form +that had grown <i>beautiful</i>; for the hand of death had effaced from it +the lines of the last years,—the prominent chin, the fire-mounds of the +passions, and so many pains underscored with wrinkles, and had, as it +were, painted upon the earthly tabernacle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> the reflection of that fresh, +still morning light which now invested the disrobed soul. But upon +Julienne a black taffeta-plaster on the eyebrows, which had been left +behind by a blow,—this sign of wounds made a more violent impression +than all signs of healing: she observed only the tears, but not the +words of Liana. "O, how beautifully he rests there!" "But why does he +rest?" said her brother, with that voice, murmuring from his innermost +being, which she recognized as coming from the amateur-stage; and +grasped her hand with agitation, because he and she loved each other +fervently, and his lava broke now through the thin crust: "for this +reason,—because the heart is cut out of his breast, because the wheel +is broken at the cistern, because the fire-wheel of rapture, the +fountain-wheel of tears, moves therein no more!"</p> + +<p>This cruel allusion to the opening of the body wrought terribly on the +sick Liana. She must needs avert her eyes from the covered breast, +because the anguish cramped the breath in her lungs; and yet the wild +man, desolating others as well as himself, who had hitherto been silent +by the side of the stiff corpse-guard, went on with redoubled crushing: +"Feel'st thou how painfully this cricket-ball of fate, this Ixion's +wheel of the wishes, rolls within us? Only the breast without a heart is +calm."</p> + +<p>At once Liana took a longer and more intense look at the corpse; an +ice-cold edge, as if of death's scythe, cut through her burning +brain,—the funeral torches (it seemed to her) burned dimmer and +dimmer,—then she saw in the corner of the chamber a dark cloud playing +and growing up;—then the cloud began to fly, and, full of gushing +night, rushed over her eyes,—then the thick<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> night struck deep roots +into her wounded eyes, and the affrighted soul could only say, "Ah, +brother, I am blind!"</p> + +<p>Only hard man, but no woman, will be able to conceive that an æsthetic +pleasure at the murderous tragedy found its way into Roquairol's +frightful anguish. Julienne left the dead, and her old sorrow, and, with +the new one, flung herself around her neck, and moaned: "O my Liana, my +Liana! Seest thou not yet? Do look up at me!" The distracted and +distracting brother led on the sister, upon whose pale cheeks only +single drops fell like hard, cold water, with the sharp question: "Does +no destroying angel, with red wings, whiz through thy night; hurls he no +yellow vipers at thy heart, and no sword-fish into thy network of +nerves, in order that they may be entangled therein, and whet their +saw-teeth in the wounds? I am happy in my pain; such thistles scratch us +up,<a name="FNanchor_54_54" id="FNanchor_54_54"></a><a href="#Footnote_54_54" class="fnanchor">[54]</a> according to good moralists, and smooth us down too. Thou +anguish-stricken blind one, what say'st thou,—have I made thee truly +miserable again?" "Madman!" said Julienne, "let her alone: thou art +destroying her." "O, he is not to blame for that," said Liana; "the +headache long since made it misty to my eyes."</p> + +<p>The friends took their departure in double darkness, and therein will I +leave it with all its agonies. Then Liana begged her maiden to say +nothing of it to her mother so little time before sleep, since it might, +perhaps, go away in the night. But in vain; the Minister's lady was +accustomed to close her day on the bosom and lips of her daughter. The +latter now came in, led along, and sought her mother's heart with a +groping, sidelong motion, and, in this beloved neighborhood, could no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> +longer refrain from a softer weeping; then, indeed, all was betrayed and +confessed. The mother first sent for the Doctor before she, with wet +eyes and with her gentle arms around her, heard her afflicted daughter's +story. Sphex came, examined the eyes and pulse, and made no more of it +than a nervous prostration.</p> + +<p>The Minister, who had everywhere in the house leading-hounds with +fine—ears, came in, upon being informed; and while Sphex stood by, he +made, except long strides, nothing but this little note, "<i>Voyez, +Madame, comme votre le Cain<a name="FNanchor_55_55" id="FNanchor_55_55"></a><a href="#Footnote_55_55" class="fnanchor">[55]</a> joue son rôle à merveille</i>."</p> + +<p>As soon as Sphex had gone out, Froulay let loose several +billion-pounders and hand-grenades upon his lady. "Such," he observed, +"are the consequences of your visionary scheme of education (to be sure +his own, in respect to his son, had not turned out specially well). Why +did you let the sick ninny go?" He would himself have still more gladly +allowed it from courtly views; but men love to blame the faults which +they have been saved the trouble of committing; in general, like +head-cooks, they had rather apply the knife to the <i>white</i>- than to the +<i>dark</i>-feathered fowl. "<i>Vous aimez, ce me semble, à anticiper le sort +de cette reveuse un peu avant qu'il soit decidé de nôtre.</i>"<a name="FNanchor_56_56" id="FNanchor_56_56"></a><a href="#Footnote_56_56" class="fnanchor">[56]</a> Her +silence only made him the more bitter. "<i>O, ce sied si bien à votre art +cosmétique que de rendre aveugle et de l'être, le dieu de l'amour s'y +prête de modèle.</i>" Wounded by this extreme severity,—especially as the +Minister himself had chosen and commanded this very <i>cosmetic</i> education +of Liana, against the maternal wishes, to gratify his political +ones,—the mother had to go and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> hide and dry her wet eyes in her +daughter's bosom. Married men and the latest literati regard themselves +as flints, whose power of giving <i>light</i> is reckoned according to their +<i>sharp corners</i>. Our forefathers ascribed to a diamond belt the power to +kindle love between spouses. I also still find in jewels this power; +only this stone (which appertains to the flint species) leaves one, +after the marriage-compact, as cold and hard as it is itself. Probably +Froulay's marriage-bond was one of such precious stone.</p> + +<p>But the lady only said, "Dear Minister, leave we that! only spare you +the sick one." "<i>Voilà précisement ce qui fût votre affaire</i>," said he, +laughing scornfully. In vain did Liana eloquently and touchingly pour +out to him her mistaken yet moving convictions, (aimed at the wall, +however,) and plead for her brother, which everlasting advocacy of all +sorts of people (which proved too much) was her only failing;—all in +vain, for his sympathy with an afflicted one consisted in nothing but +fury against the tormentors, and his love toward Liana showed itself +only in hatred of the same. "Peace, fool! But <i>Monsieur le Cain</i> comes +not into my house, madam, till further orders!" Out of forbearance, I +say nothing further to the old conjugal bully than go—to the devil, or +at least to bed.</p> + + +<h3>33. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The German public may still remember the <i>obligato-sheets</i> promised in +the Introductory Programme, and ask me what has become of them. The +foregoing Cycle was the first, most excellent Public; but see through +the matter, how it is with obligato-sheets, and that perhaps as much +history lies therein as in any one Cycle, however it may be called.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span></p> + +<p>The Count had not yet learned anything of Liana's misfortune, when he, +with the others, went down to the dinner of the Doctor, who to-day was +very hospitable. They found him seized with a most violent fit of +laughter, his hands thrust into his sides, and his eyes bent over two +little ointment vessels on the table. He stood up, and was quite +serious. The fact was, he found in Reil's Archives of Physiology, that, +according to Fourcroy and Vauquelin, tears dye violet-juice green, and +therefore contain alkali. In order to prove the proposition and the +tears, he had thrown himself into a chair, and laughed in right hearty +earnest, so as afterward to cry and get a drop or two for the +brine-gauge of the proposition; he would gladly have wrought himself +into another kind of emotion, but he understood his own nature, and knew +that nothing could be got out of it so,—not a drop.</p> + +<p>He left the guests alone a moment,—the lady was not yet to be +seen,—Malt sat on an ottoman,—the children had satirical looks,—in +short, Impudence dwelt in this house as in her temple. Ridicule had no +effect upon the old man, and he only countermanded what displeased +himself, not what displeased others.</p> + +<p>At length the rosy-cheeked wife of the physician flourished into the +apartment,—as preparatory course or preamble of the dinner,—with three +or four <i>esprits</i> or <i>feathers in her cap</i>,—with a dapple +neck-apron,—in a red ball-dress, from which waltzing had taken out the +color in which she had rouged,—and with a perforated fancy-fan. If I +wished, I could be interested in her; for, touching these <i>esprits</i> +(since the <i>esprit</i>, like the brain in Embrya, often sets itself upon +the brain-pan, and there suns itself), she thought women and partridges +were best served up at table with feathers on their heads;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> touching the +fan, she meant to have it understood she had just come from a morning +call (whereby she very clearly implied that ladies could no more go +through the streets without their fan-stick than joiners without their +rule); touching the rest, she knew the guest was a Count. Accordingly, +it appears that she belongs to the honorables, who (for the most part), +like rattlesnakes, are never better to be enjoyed than when one has +previously put the head out of the way; but that we have still time +enough to believe, when we come to understand her better.</p> + +<p>The beautiful Zesara was for her blind, deaf, dumb, destitute of smell, +taste, feeling; but there are many women whom one cannot, with the +greatest pains and tediousness, displease; Schoppe could do it more +easily. Sphex, for his own personal predilections, made more out of a +cell of fat in Malt than out of the whole cellular texture of a lady, +even of his own; like all business people, he held women to be veritable +<i>angels</i>, whom God had sent for the ministration of the saints (the +business men).</p> + +<p>The dinner course began. Augusti, a delicate eater, enjoyed much, and +took not only to the fine service, but to the torn napkins; the like of +which he had often had in his lap at court, because there, in morals and +in linen, rents are preferred to plasters. Soon, as usual, came forth +even the outposts and first skirmishes of miserable dishes, the common +prophets and forerunners of the best tit-bits, although at a hundred +tables I have cursed them, that they did not, like good monthly +magazines, give the best pieces first, and the most meagre last. The +Doctor had already said to the three boys,—"Galen, Boerhave, Van +Swieten, what is the polite way of sitting?" and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> three physicians +had already shoved three right hands between the waistcoat buttons, and +three left hands into the waistcoat pockets, and sat waiting, "bolt +upright" when good chap-sager was brought in for the dessert. Sphex +partly expressed pleasure in cheese, partly a horror of it, just as he +found it in the way of his shop-business. He remarked, on one hand, how +joiners, in their glue-pot, had no better glue than what stood here +before them,—it had just that binding quality in a man,—yet he would +rather, for his own individual self, with Dr. Junker, apply it +externally, like arsenic; but he also confessed, on the other hand, that +the chap-sager for the Lector was poison. "I would pledge myself for +it," said he, "that you, if one could examine you, would be found +hectic! the long fingers and the long neck speak in my favor, and +particularly are white teeth, according to Camper, a bad sign. Persons, +on the contrary, who have a set of teeth like my lady there may feel +safe."</p> + +<p>Augusti smiled, and merely asked the Doctor's lady, at what time one +could best gain access to the Minister.</p> + +<p>Such poisonous reflections, as well as cats'-dinners,<a name="FNanchor_57_57" id="FNanchor_57_57"></a><a href="#Footnote_57_57" class="fnanchor">[57]</a> he gave out, +not from satirical malice, but from mere indifference to others, whom, +like an honest man, he never suffered in the least to sway him in his +actions. With the liberty-cap of the doctor's hat on his head, he +received, from his medical indispensableness, so many academic freedoms, +that he, between his four house-walls, ate and acted not more freely +than between the showy, bristling pale-work of the court. Did he ever +there—I ask that—let a drop of sweet wine pass his lips without +previously drawing out an Ephraimite, which did not itself outlive the +probation-day, and hanging it in the glass,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> merely to prove before the +court whether the Ephraimite therein did not grow black? And if the +silver did so, was there not as good as a demonstration of the wine +being oversmoked, and could not the physician have <i>applied</i> the whole +right neatly, court, sweetness, blackening, poisoning, and oversmoking, +if he had been the man to do it?</p> + +<p>The Lector's accidentally inquiring about the time of seeing the +Minister was what Albano had to thank for saving him from first learning +the painful misfortune in the house of the Minister, or in the presence +of the blind girl herself. "You can," answered Sara, the Doctoress, +"also despatch the servant; he will subscribe for you all; I, however, +pity none as I do the daughter." Now broke loose a storm of questions +about the unknown accident. "It is so," began the physician, sulkily; +but soon (because he saw in some eyes water for his mill, and because he +sought to roll off all medical blame from himself upon Captain +Roquairol) he set himself as well as he could to pathetic detail, and +lied almost like a sentimentalist. With an unobserved hint to the +<i>affected</i> lady, he pushed an empty dish towards her as a lachrymatory, +in order that nothing might be lost. From the eclipsed eyes of the +vainly struggling youth, this first woe of his life snatched some great +drops. "May recovery be possible?" asked Augusti, exceedingly troubled, +on account of his connection with the family.</p> + +<p>"Certainly; it is a mere affection of the nerves," replied Schoppe, +briskly, "and nothing more." Whytt relates, that a lady who had too much +acid in her stomach (in the <i>heart</i> it were still worse) saw everything +in a <i>cloud</i>, as girls do at the approach of sick-headache. Sphex, who +had lied only for the sake of pathos and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> alkali, and who was vexed that +the Librarian should have been of his private opinion, answered just as +if the latter had not spoken at all. "The highest degree of consumption, +Mr. Lector, often winds up with blindness, and it were well, in this +case, to prescribe for both. Meanwhile I am acquainted with a certain +periodical nervous blindness. I had the case in a lady<a name="FNanchor_58_58" id="FNanchor_58_58"></a><a href="#Footnote_58_58" class="fnanchor">[58]</a> whom I +brought out of it merely by blood-letting, smoke of burnt coffee, and +the evening fog from the water; this we are now trying again in the case +of our nervous patient. A dutiful physician will, however, always wish +the devil would take mother and brother."</p> + +<p>In other words, the return of Liana's periodical malady almost +distracted him. Offences against his honor, his love, his sympathy, +never wrought the Physicus into a heat; through all such he kept on his +glazed frost surtout; but disturbances of his cures heated him even to +the degree of flying to pieces; and so are we all a kind of +Prince-Rupert's-drops, which can bear the hammer and never break, till +one just breaks off the little thread point, and they fly into a +thousand splinters; with Achilles, it was the heel, with Sphex, the +medical D.'s ring-finger, with me, the writing-finger. The Doctor now +shook out the contents of his heart, as some call their gall-bladder; he +swore by all the devils he had done more for her than any and every +physician,—he had, however, already foreseen that such a stupid +education—merely to look well and pray and read and sing—would prove a +cursed poor economy,—he had often longed to break the harmonica-bells +and tambour-needles,<a name="FNanchor_59_59" id="FNanchor_59_59"></a><a href="#Footnote_59_59" class="fnanchor">[59]</a>—he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> had often called the attention of the +mother, with sufficient distinctness and without indulgence, to Liana's +so-called charms, and to her sensibility, her bright redness of cheeks, +and velvet-soft skin; but had seemed to himself, by so doing, almost to +gratify more than to distress her. The only thing that delighted him +was, that the maiden had, some years before, caught a deadly sickness +from the first holy sacrament, from which he had tried to keep her away, +because he had already experienced, in the case of a fourth patient, the +most melancholy consequences from this holy act.</p> + +<p>To the astonishment of every one my Count took part against all with +Roquairol. Ah, thy first spring-storms were even now whirling round +imprisoned in thy bosom, without a friendly hand to give them an outlet, +and thou wouldst cover thy bloody grief! And wast thou not seeking a +spirit full of flames, and eyes full of flames for thine own, and +wouldst thou not rather have entered into brotherhood with a thundering +hell-god than with an insipid pietistical saint, forever gnawing like a +moth? Sharply he asks the Doctor, "What have you done with the Prince's +heart?" "I have it not," said Sphex, startled; "it lies in +<i>Tartarus</i>,<a name="FNanchor_60_60" id="FNanchor_60_60"></a><a href="#Footnote_60_60" class="fnanchor">[60]</a> although it would have been more profitable to science +had one been permitted to put it among one's preparations; it was large +and very singular." He was thinking how often—when he could—he had, as +an augur, during the dissection, secretly slipped aside one or another +important member—as a princely or a cavalier-robber, <i>à la +minutta</i>—for his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> study,—a honey-bag which he gladly cut out for +himself with his anatomical honey-knife.</p> + +<p>"Has the young lady, then, an unhappy passion, or anything of the sort?" +inquired Schoppe. "More than one," said Sphex; "cripples, idiots, young +orphans, blind Methusalems,—all these passions she has. Sports and +young gentlemen, I often say to the old lady, would be better for her +health."</p> + +<p>But on this point, in the requirement of cheerfulness, I give in to him. +Joy is the only universal tincture which I would prepare; it works +uniformly as <i>antispasmodicum</i>, as <i>glutinans</i> and <i>astringens</i>. The oil +of gladness serves as ointment for <i>burns</i> and <i>chills</i> at once. Spring, +for example, is a spring-medicine; a country-party, an oyster-medicine; +a recreation at the watering-places is, in itself, a glass of <i>bitters</i>; +a ball is a <i>motion</i>; a carnival, a <i>course</i><a name="FNanchor_61_61" id="FNanchor_61_61"></a><a href="#Footnote_61_61" class="fnanchor">[61]</a> of medicine;—and hence +the seat of the <i>blest</i> is at the same time the seat of the <i>immortals</i>.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he had finally," the Doctor concluded,—"as they were people of +rank,—prescribed a dose of <i>pride</i> (of the meadows), which manifests +all the officinal healing powers of joy; taken in a stronger dose, it +works fully as well as enjoyment itself, enlivens the pulse, steels the +fibres, opens the pores, and chases the blood through the long venous +labyrinth.<a name="FNanchor_62_62" id="FNanchor_62_62"></a><a href="#Footnote_62_62" class="fnanchor">[62]</a> In the case of his weakly lady, such as they saw her +there, he had used, he said, this medicament long ago by dresses and a +doctor's rank, and had helped her to her legs thereby. But he would +rather cure sixty common women than one distinguished one,—and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> he +should regret, as family physician, merely his receipts and medical +opinions, in case, as he certainly believed, the fair Liana should go +hence."</p> + +<p>The first question which Albano, who never missed anything that was +said, put to Augusti on the way back from the Doctor's, was, What the +Doctor's wife meant by the subscribing servant? He explained it. There +is, namely, in Pestitz, as in Leipsic, an observance, that when a man +dies or falls into any other misfortune, his family place a blank sheet +of paper, with pen and ink, in the entrance-hall, in order that persons, +who take and show a nearer interest, may send a lackey thither, to set +their names on the paper as well as he knows how; this merchant-like +indorsement of the nearer interest, this descending representative +system by means of servants, who are generally, now-a-days, the +telegraphs of our hearts, sweetens and alleviates for both cities great +sorrow and sympathy through pen and ink.</p> + +<p>"What! is that it? O God!" said Alban, and grew unusually indignant, as +if people were forcing servants upon him as chrysographs and +business-agents of his feelings. "O ye egotistical jugglers! through the +pen of scribbling lackeys do ye pour yourselves out? Lector, I would +condole with Satan himself more warmly than thus!"</p> + +<p>Why is this veiled spirit so lively and loud? Ah, everything had moved +him. Not merely lamentation over poor Liana, persecuted by all the +nightly arrows of destiny, entered like iron into his open heart, but +also amazement at the gloomy intermingling of fate with his young life. +Roquairol's ever-recurring expression, "<i>Breast without a heart</i>," +sounded to him as if it must be familiar; at last the converse of the +expression came<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> to his thoughts, the word of the Sphinx on the island, +"<i>Heart without a breast</i>." So, then, even this riddle was solved, and +the place fixed, when he was to hear, contrary to every expectation, the +prophecy of the loved one; but how incomprehensible,—incomprehensible!</p> + +<p>"O yes! Liana she is called, and no God shall change the name," said his +innermost soul. For in earlier years even the most vigorous youth +prefers, in maidens, interesting delicacy of health and a tender fulness +of feeling and a moisture of the eye,—just as, in general, at Albano's +age, one values the flood (later the ebb) of the eyes too highly, +although, too often, like an over-rich inundation, they wash away the +seed-corns of the best resolutions;—whereas, at a later period, +(because he proposes to himself marriage and housekeeping,) he looks out +rather for bright and sharp than after moist eyes, and for cold and +healthy blood.</p> + +<p>As Albano, for the most part, drew down the fire from his internal +clouds on the discharging chains of the harpsichord strings,—seldomer +into the Hippocrene of poetry,—so did he now unconsciously make out of +his inner <i>charivari</i> a passage on the harpsichord. I transpose his +fantasy into my fancy in the following manner. On the softest +minor-tones the blindness, with its long pains, passed by, and in the +whispering-gallery of music he heard all the soft sighs of Liana +repeated aloud. Then harder minor-tones led him down into Tartarus, to +the grave and heart of the friendly old man who had once prayed with +him, and then, in this spirit-hour, fell softly, like a dew-drop from +heaven, the sound, Liana! With a thunder-clap of ecstasy he fell into +the major-key, and asked himself, "This delicate, pure soul could fate +promise to thy imperfect heart?" And when he answered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> himself, that she +would perhaps love him, because she could not see him,—for first love +is not vain; and when he saw her led by her gigantic brother, and when +he thought of the high friendship which he would give and require of +<i>him</i>; then did his fingers run over the keys in an exalting war-music, +and the heavenly hours sounded before him, which he should enjoy, when +his two eternal dreams should pass over livingly out of night into day, +and when brother and sister should furnish at once, to his so youthful +heart, a loved one and a friend. Here his inner and outer storms softly +died away, and the evenly-balanced <i>temperament</i> of the instrument +became that of the player....</p> + +<p>But a soul like his is more easily appeased with sorrow than with joy. +As if the reality had already arrived, he pressed on still further; +indescribably fair and unearthly, he saw Liana's image trembling in her +cup of sorrow; for the crown of thorns easily ennobles a head to a +Christ's head, and the blood of an undeserved wound is a redness on the +cheek of the inner man, and the soul which has suffered too much is +easily loved too much. The tender Liana appeared to him as already spun +into the funeral veil for the Flora of the second world, as the tender +limbs of the bee-nymph lie transparently folded over the little +breast,—the white form of snow, which had once, in his dream, melted +away on his heart, opened the bright little cloud again, and looked, +blind and weeping, upon the earth, and said, "Albano, I shall die before +I have seen thee."—"And even if thou shouldst never see me," said the +dying heart in his breast, "yet will I still love thee. And even if thou +shouldst soon pass away, Liana, still I gladly choose sorrow, and walk +faithfully with thee till thou art in heaven."... Heaven<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> and hell had +both at once drawn aside their curtains before him,—only a few notes, +and those the same as before, and only the highest, and that only +interruptedly and faintly, could he any longer strike; and at last his +hands sank down, and he began to weep, but without too severe pangs,—as +the storm which has unburdened itself of its lightnings and thunders +stands now over the earth only as a soft, diffused rain.</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/flowerend.jpg" width="400" height="79" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_45_45" id="Footnote_45_45"></a><a href="#FNanchor_45_45"><span class="label">[45]</span></a> One who dedicated a new house (somewhat as we name a +ship). The <i>glass fire-bucket</i> which <i>quenched the inner conflagration</i> +was probably the wine-glass or beer-tumbler.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_46_46" id="Footnote_46_46"></a><a href="#FNanchor_46_46"><span class="label">[46]</span></a> Collegians.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_47_47" id="Footnote_47_47"></a><a href="#FNanchor_47_47"><span class="label">[47]</span></a> Provincial Physician.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_48_48" id="Footnote_48_48"></a><a href="#FNanchor_48_48"><span class="label">[48]</span></a> According to Camper, hectic patients have very white and +fair teeth.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_49_49" id="Footnote_49_49"></a><a href="#FNanchor_49_49"><span class="label">[49]</span></a> Derham (in his Physico-Theology, 1750) observes that the +deaf hear best under a noise; e. g. one hard of hearing, under the sound +of bells; a deaf housewife, under the drumming of the house-servant. +Hence when princes and ministers, who for the most part hear badly, are +passing through the country, kettle-drums are beat and cannon fired, so +that they can hear the people more easily.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_50_50" id="Footnote_50_50"></a><a href="#FNanchor_50_50"><span class="label">[50]</span></a> In whose wall the lady with the souvenir sits.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_51_51" id="Footnote_51_51"></a><a href="#FNanchor_51_51"><span class="label">[51]</span></a> A kind of gray fur.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_52_52" id="Footnote_52_52"></a><a href="#FNanchor_52_52"><span class="label">[52]</span></a> Baireuth.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_53_53" id="Footnote_53_53"></a><a href="#FNanchor_53_53"><span class="label">[53]</span></a> This precocious completion of growth I have observed in +many distinguished women, just as if these Psyches should resemble +butterflies, which do not grow after coming out of the chrysalis state.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_54_54" id="Footnote_54_54"></a><a href="#FNanchor_54_54"><span class="label">[54]</span></a> Cloth is roughened with thistles, i.e. scratched up, in +order to the better shearing of it afterwards.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_55_55" id="Footnote_55_55"></a><a href="#FNanchor_55_55"><span class="label">[55]</span></a> A distinguished actor of tragedy.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_56_56" id="Footnote_56_56"></a><a href="#FNanchor_56_56"><span class="label">[56]</span></a> He means here their divorce, which was only deferred by +the mutual wish to keep Liana.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_57_57" id="Footnote_57_57"></a><a href="#FNanchor_57_57"><span class="label">[57]</span></a> Poor dinners, just as cat-silver is an inferior +metal.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_58_58" id="Footnote_58_58"></a><a href="#FNanchor_58_58"><span class="label">[58]</span></a> A weak-nerved lady (I know not whether it is the same) who +had much religion, fancy, and suffering, became, as she tells me, blind +in the same way, and was cured in the same way.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_59_59" id="Footnote_59_59"></a><a href="#FNanchor_59_59"><span class="label">[59]</span></a> The eternal pricking of the sensitive finger-nerves by +knitting, tambour, and other needles, perhaps as much as the touching of +the harmonica-bells, makes one, by stimulating, weak in the nerves.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_60_60" id="Footnote_60_60"></a><a href="#FNanchor_60_60"><span class="label">[60]</span></a> Tartarus is the melancholy part of Lilar.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_61_61" id="Footnote_61_61"></a><a href="#FNanchor_61_61"><span class="label">[61]</span></a> Kursus—corso.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_62_62" id="Footnote_62_62"></a><a href="#FNanchor_62_62"><span class="label">[62]</span></a> Pride of the meadows quickens the circulation of the blood +even to frenzy. This whole observation on the pharmaceutic value of +pride of the meadows is taken from Tissot's "Traité sur les Nerfs."</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/shieldstart.jpg" width="550" height="131" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>SIXTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">The Ten Persecutions of the Reader.—Liana's Eastern +Room.—Disputation upon Patience.—The Picturesque Cure.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>34. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/p.jpg" width="100" height="112" alt="P" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">Postulates—apothegms—philosophems—Erasmian adages—observations of +Rochefoucauld, La Bruyere, Lavater, do I in one week invent in countless +numbers, more than I can in six months get rid of by bringing them into +my biographical <i>petits soupés</i> as episode-dishes. Thus does the +lottery-mintage of my <i>unprinted</i> manuscripts swell higher and higher +every day, the more extracts and winnings I deal out to my reader +therefrom in print. In this way I creep out of the world without having, +while in it, said anything. Lavater takes a more rational course; he +lets the whole lottery-wheel, filled with treasures, under the title of +manuscripts (just as we, inversely, despatch manuscripts to the +publishers by mail under the title of printed matter) circulate even +among the <i>literati</i>.</p></div> + +<p>But why shall I not do the same, and let at least one or two lymphatic +veins of my water-treasure leap up and run out? I limit myself to ten +persecutions of the reader,—calling my ten aphorisms thus, merely +because I imagine the readers to be martyrs of their opinions,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> and +myself the Regent who converts them by force. The following aphorism, if +one reckons the foregoing as the first persecution, is, I hope, the</p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Second.</span></i></h4> + +<p>Nothing sifts and winnows our preferences and partialities better than +an imitation of the same by others. For a genius there are no sharper +polishing-machines and grinding-disks at hand than his apes. If, +further, every one of us could see running along beside him a duplicate +of himself, a complete Archimimus<a name="FNanchor_63_63" id="FNanchor_63_63"></a><a href="#Footnote_63_63" class="fnanchor">[63]</a> and repeater in complimenting, +taking off the hat, dancing, speaking, scolding, bragging, &c.; by +Heaven! such an exact repeating-work of our discords would make quite +other people out of me and other people than we are at present. The +first and least step which we should take toward reflection and virtue +would be this, that we should find our bodily methodology, e. g. our +walk, dress, dialect, our oaths, looks, favorite dishes, &c., no better +than those of all others, but just the same. Princes have the good +fortune that all courtiers around them station themselves as faithful +supernumerary copyists and pier-mirrors of <i>their</i> selves, and propose +to improve them by this Helot-mimicry. But they seldom attain their good +end, because the Prince,—and that were also to be feared of me and the +reader,—like the principle of <i>non-distinguendum</i>, does not believe in +any real twins, but imagines that in morals, as in catoptrics, every +mirror and mock rainbow shows everything <i>inverted</i>.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span></p> +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Third.</span></i></h4> + +<p>It is easier and handier for men to flatter than to praise.</p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Fourth.</span></i></h4> + +<p>In the centuries before us humanity appears to us to be growing up; in +those which come after us, to be fading away; in our own, to burst forth +in glorious bloom: thus do the clouds, only when in our zenith, seem to +move straight forward, those in front of us come up from the horizon, +the others behind us sail downward with fore-shortened forms.</p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Fifth.</span></i></h4> + +<p>What makes old age so sad is, not that our joys, but that our hopes then +cease.<a name="FNanchor_64_64" id="FNanchor_64_64"></a><a href="#Footnote_64_64" class="fnanchor">[64]</a></p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Sixth.</span></i></h4> + +<p>The old age of women is sadder and more solitary than that of men; +spare, therefore, in them their years, their sorrows, and their sex! In +fact, life often resembles the trap-tree with its spines directed +upward, on which the bear easily clambers up to the honey-bait, but from +which he can slide down again only under severe stings.</p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Seventh.</span></i></h4> + +<p>Have compassion on Poverty, but a hundred times more on Impoverishment! +Only the former, not the latter, makes nations and individuals better.</p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Eighth.</span></i></h4> + +<p>Love lessens woman's delicacy and increases man's.</p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Ninth.</span></i></h4> + +<p>When two persons, in suddenly turning a corner, knock<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> their heads +together, each begins anxiously to apologize, and thinks only the other +feels the pain and that he himself has all the blame. (Only I excuse +myself without any embarrassment, for the very reason that I know, by my +persecutions, how the other party thinks.) Would to God we did not +invert this in the case of moral offences!</p> + +<h4><i><span class="smcap">Last Persecution of the Reader.</span></i></h4> + +<p>Deluded and darkened man, living on from the mourning veil to the +corpse-veil, thinks there is no further evil beyond that which he has +immediately to overcome; and forgets that after the victory the new +situation brings a new struggle. Hence, as before swift ships there +swims a hill of water and a corresponding billowy abyss glides along +close behind, so always before us is there a mountain, which we hope to +climb, and behind us still a deep valley out of which we seem to have +ascended.</p> + +<p>Thus does the reader vainly hope now, after having stood out ten +persecutions, to ride into the haven of the story, and there to +lead a peaceable life, free from the troubled one of my +characters; but can any spiritual or worldly arm, then, protect +him against scattered similes,—against hemispherical +headaches,—whimsies,—reviews,—curtain-lectures,—rainy +months,—or in fact honey-moons, which come in at the end of +every volume?—</p> + +<p>Now for our History! In the evening Albano and Augusti went with the +paternal letter of credit to the Minister's. The frostiness and pride of +that individual the Lector endeavored, on their way, to varnish over by +praising his laboriousness and discernment. With a knocking at his heart +the Count seized the door-knocker to the heaven- or hell-gate of his +future destiny. In the antechamber—that higher servant's apartment and +<i>Limbus<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> infantum et patrum</i>—there were still people enough, for +Froulay regarded an antechamber as a stage, which must never be empty, +and on which, as in the Jewish temple, according to the Rabbins, for +those who kneel and pray, it is never too close. The Minister's lady was +not present as a patient here, merely because she was looking after one +of her own elsewhere. The Minister also was not here,—because he made +few ceremonies, and only demanded uncommonly many,—but in his +working-cabinet; he had heretofore had his head under the warm +throne-canopy and taken a deep bite into the forbidden apple of the +Empire, therefore he willingly made a sacrifice (not <i>to</i> others, but +<i>of</i> others), and let himself, as a saintly statue, be hung round with +votive limbs, without having to bestir his own, and, like St. Franciscus +at Oporto, with letters of thanks and petitions which he never opens.</p> + +<p>Froulay came, and was—as ever, <i>aside</i> from business—as courteous as a +Persian. For Augusti was his home friend,—i. e. the Minister's lady was +<i>his</i> home-friend,—and Albano was not a good person to run against; +because one had occasion for his foster-father in the votes of the +Province, and because the youth by a peculiar and proper pride of his +own commanded men. There is a certain noble pride through which merits +shine brighter than through modesty. Froulay had not the most +comfortable part before him; for the Court of Haarhaar was as +disaffected toward the Knight of the Fleece, as he was toward it;<a name="FNanchor_65_65" id="FNanchor_65_65"></a><a href="#Footnote_65_65" class="fnanchor">[65]</a> +but Haarhaar was to be without doubt (according to all Italian +<i>surgical</i> reports) and in a few years<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> (according to all <i>nosological</i> +ones) the heir of his inheritance and throne. Now the bad thing about it +was, that the Minister, who, like a good Christian, looked mainly to the +future, had to creep along between the German Herr von Bouverot, on the +one hand, who was secretly a creature of Haarhaar, and the demands of +the present moment, on the other.</p> + +<p>He received the Count, I said, in an uncommonly obliging manner, as well +as the Lector, and disclosed to the two that he must present to them his +lady, who desired their acquaintance. He sent word to her, but, without +waiting an answer, conducted them both into her apartment. Now was it to +the youth as if the heavy door of a still and holy temple turned on its +hinges. Even I too, at this moment, during their passage through the +rooms, share so in his foolishness that I fall into full as great +anxiety, as if I went in behind them. When we entered the eastern room, +which was extended out at pleasure by picturesque paper-tapestry into a +latticed arbor of woodbine, there sat merely the Minister's lady, who +received us pleasantly, with firm and cold reserve in look and tone. Her +severely closed and faintly-marked lips mutely spoke a seriousness which +is the gift of a good heart, and a stillness which is the ornament of +beauty,—as many wings, only when they are folded, shower down +peacocks'-eyes,—and her eye gleamed with the good-will of reason; but +the eyelids had been, by stern years, drawn deeply in, with a sickly +expression, over the mild sight. Ah, as oftentimes between newly-married +people a dividing sword was laid, so did Froulay grind daily at a +three-edged one which separated him and her! Singularly did the impure +roil on his face contrast with the aftersummer serenity on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> hers, +although before witnesses, as it seemed, he took away the irony from his +courteousness towards her, and kept hatred, as others do love, only for +solitude.</p> + +<p>Fortunately this nut-tree, which threw an unwholesome, frosty nut-shadow +on the whole flowerage of love and poetry, soon transplanted itself back +again among more congenial guests. The Minister's lady, after the first +expressions of courtesy, directed herself more to the Lector, whose +correct, civilian's measure accorded entirely with her religious one; +especially as only he could ask and condole with her about Liana. She +replied, that this room of Liana's had been left exactly as it was the +evening the blindness came on, in order that, when she recovered, it +might remain for her a pleasant remembrancer, or a mournful one for +others, if she did not. O, deeply moved Albano, if every absence +glorifies, how much more must it do so with so many traces of the +beloved object's presence! I confess, except a loved one, I know of +nothing lovelier than her sitting-room in her absence.</p> + +<p>On Liana's work-table lay a sketched outline of a Christ's head near the +open Messiah,—a folded walking-veil, together with the green +walking-fan, with inscribed wishes of female friends,—some cut-out +envelopes,—the gossiping letter of one of Froulay's tenants,—a whole +lacquerwork sheep-fold, with wagon, stalls, and house, with whose +Lilliputian Arcadia she had proposed to please Dian's children,<a name="FNanchor_66_66" id="FNanchor_66_66"></a><a href="#Footnote_66_66" class="fnanchor">[66]</a>—a +plucked leaf from the thinning album of a female friend, which she had +trimmed with an India-ink flower border and then planted full of fair +wishes, of which fate had robbed her own life. Ah, beautiful heart, how +fondly would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> I sketch and hand round something like a tabular view of +all the little mosaic of thy lightsome past, had the fee-provost entered +more intimately into these matters! But what moves me and the Count more +deeply is a framed embroidery, on which her needle, like an +ingrafting-knife, had, on that dark day, ingrafted a rose with two buds, +and which wanted nothing more but the thorns. O, <i>these</i> had destiny +only too fully developed on thy roses of joy, and then pressed them so +deeply through thy breast even to the heart!</p> + +<p>At no hour of his life was Albano's love so tender and holy as at this, +or his sympathy so fervent. Fortunately, the Minister's lady was all the +time looking out of the window into the garden, and did not perceive his +emotion. At last she went on to point out Liana's harmonica, which stood +near; then was his heart too full and visible; he started with the hasty +words, <i>he had never yet heard one</i>, and stepped before it. Ah, he was +fain to touch something whereon her finger had so often rested. He laid +his hand, as upon a sacred thing, on those prayer-bells which had so +often trembled under hers for pious thoughts; but they gave him no +answer, till the Lector, a connoisseur in the A B C as in the technology +of all arts, gave him in three words the indispensable instructions. Now +did he drink into his soul, full of sighs and struggles, the first +tri-clang, the first plaintive syllables of that mother-tongue of the +pining breast,—ah, of those <i>mutes'-bells</i> which the inner man shakes +in his hand, because he has no tongue! and his veins beat wildly like +wings which wafted him up from the ground, and bore him to a higher +prospect than that which opens into the last joy or the last agony. For +in strong men great pains and joys become overlooking heights of the +whole road of life.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span></p> + +<p>I know not whether many readers will believe the fault <i>possible</i>, which +he now <i>actually</i> committed. The Minister's wife, in the course +of conversation, had very naturally—<i>apropos</i> of Liana and +Roquairol—fallen upon the proposition that no school is more necessary +to children than that of patience, because, either the will must be +broken in childhood or the heart in old age. Ah, she and her daughter +themselves knelt, indeed, full of patience, before fate, whether loading +or armed; although the mother's was a pious patience, which looked more +to Heaven than to the wound, Liana's a loving patience, which resigns +itself to new sorrows as to old sicknesses, as a queen does on +coronation-day to the pains and friction of her heavy jewelry, and like +a child that sweetly sleeps away and more sweetly dreams away his scars. +But Zesara, who like a wolf fled the very clanking of a chain, and new, +exasperated, against everything of the kind, from the light carcanets +and chains of knighthood even to the heavy harbor-chains which obstruct +the passage of youth out into the laboring sea, could not restrain +himself, especially with that heart of his so full of emotions, from +saying, in too great warmth: "Man must defend himself; sooner would I, +in a free struggle, empty all my veins on the stirring battle-field than +shed one drop from them bound to the rack."—"Patience," said the +Minister's lady, who was full of it, "contends and conquers also, only +in the heart."—"Dear Count," said Augusti, alluding not merely to +Arria,<a name="FNanchor_67_67" id="FNanchor_67_67"></a><a href="#Footnote_67_67" class="fnanchor">[67]</a> "the women must always say to the men, 'It does not hurt!'"</p> + +<p>I have not till now had an opportunity to make known this fault of +Albano, that he never spoke his opinion<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> more freely and strongly than +just then when he had reason to fear losing one or two heavens of his +life by the stake; in cases of less danger he could be more yielding. +Although, therefore, he observed that the Minister's lady was painfully +reminded thereby of the muscular, but also hard-grasping, hand of her +wild son,—or much rather <i>for the very reason</i> that he observed it, and +because he proposed to be armor-bearer to this future friend,—he stuck +to his opinion, threw all instruments for breaking in the young manly +will out of the school-rooms into the street, and said, in his strongly +relieved style: "The Goths preferred never to send their children to +school, in order that they might remain lions. Even if maidens must be +soaked in milk a day before planting them out in the civil world, boys, +however, must be stuck, like apricots, with the stony shell in the +earth, because they will soon enough throw off and forsake the stone by +their rooting and growth."—The Lector, with his fine openness,—a +crystal vase with golden edge,—remarked, with a gentle reprimand of +Alban's impetuosity, that at least the way in which they had severally +adduced their proofs was one of those very proofs themselves; and women +needed and showed more patience with persons, and we more with things.</p> + +<p>The Minister's wife, who imagined herself listening more to her son than +to his friend, was silent, and stepped nearer to the window. Amid these +war-troubles the evening had wheeled her resplendent moon up over the +eastern mountains, and the streams of her light flowed in at this +moment, from all quarters, through the whole garden that lay stretched +out before the eastern room, and lay in its broad alleys and +flower-circles, when all at once a little round house appeared through +upshooting<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> water-jets, kindled into triumphal arches by the moon-light, +and stood, even to its Italian trellised roof, all in a blaze. With soft +emotion, the Minister's lady said: "On that water-house stands my Liana; +she is trying the evaporation of the fountain; the physician promises +himself much therefrom. And Providence grant it!"</p> + +<p>But the agitated Zesara, with all his sharp eyes, could not, however, in +the full dazzling light of the level moon, and behind the quivering +nunnery-grate of confined silver-or lymphatic-veins, individualize +anything at this moment from the glimmering Eden, except an +undistinguishable, still, white form. But it was enough for a weeping +and burning heart. "Thou angel of my youthful dreams," thought he, "may +it be thou! I greet thee with a thousand woes and joys. Ah! can there +then be sorrows in thee, thou heavenly soul!" And it came over him, that +if she were here in the room, with her afflicted and enchanting form, +she would melt his whole being with sympathy, and he could now have cast +off the embrace of the brother, by whose hand fate had closed her soft +eyes in that long dream.</p> + +<p>The stifling air of the most painful sympathy caused him to look away, +and turn round, and fasten on the open Messiah those eyes whose drops he +would not show; but the recollection that he was repeating her last +reading-pleasure made them fall only hotter and thicker. Suddenly +something darkening, which fluttered down before the window like a +falling raven, directed his look again to Liana, over whom stood a fully +illuminated little cloud, as if it were a risen or descending saintly +halo. Immortals seemed to dwell thereupon as on Ossian's clouds, +awaiting their sister; and when she at length moved and slowly sank down +into the water-house, seemed it not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> then as if her garment of flesh +were passing into the earth, and her peaceful spirit into the cloud?</p> + +<p>Here Augusti, as the mother had to follow the returning invalid into the +sick-chamber, gave him the hint for departure, which he took willingly; +his love contented itself for the present with solitude, and with the +hope of another meeting. Young love and young birds need, in the +beginning, only to be <i>warmed</i> by <i>covering</i>, and not till later to be +<i>nourished</i>.</p> + +<p>But a paraclete or comforter whispered softly in the ear of the youth's +heart as they departed: to-morrow thou wilt see her only a few steps +from thee in the garden! And that is very easily brought about; he has +only, at evening-twilight to-morrow, when the evening-walker makes use +of her eye-medicine, to repair to the alley, and from among the leaves +look freely up into the magic countenance, and then drink in the whole +doctrine of felicity in one paragraph, one passage, breath, moment;—but +what a prospect!</p> + +<p>The Count begged the Lector not to sit long with the busy Minister. When +they found him again, he hardly—behind a pile of public +documents—remembered, after considerable (perhaps counterfeited) +thought, that they had been there, and deeply regretted that they were +going away. Ah, the comforter is whispering all the evening and all +night,—To-morrow, Albano!</p> + + +<h3>35. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>As the juggling night threw our Albano from one side and vision to the +other,—for not the near past but the near future wearies us with +rehearsals of our waking acts, with dreams,—how glad he was, in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> +morning, that his fairest future had not yet gone by. Two very +Eulenspiegelish wishes often lodge in man: I often form the wish with my +whole heart, that some real joy of mine, e. g. a master-work, a +pleasure-journey, &c., might yet at last have an end; and, secondly, the +wish above referred to, that one or another pleasure might stay away a +little longer.</p> + +<p>The evening came with the greatest pleasure of all, when Zesara, like Le +Gentil starting for the East Indies, set off for the eastern park of the +Minister, to observe the transit of his evening star Venus; but only +through the moon. Before the lighted windows of the palace he stopped +among the people, and reflected, whether it were quite allowable thus to +run into the garden; but really, had he been turned back, his thirsting +heart would have carried him in through a whole Clerus and Diplomatic +Congress posted before the gate. Boldly he strode along through the +noisy palace before a barricade of tackled carriages, turned the iron +lattice-gate, and stepped hastily into the nearest leafy avenue. Here, +attended by a torch-dance of gleaming hopes, he went to and fro, but his +eye was a telescope, and his ear was a hearing-trumpet. The green avenue +wound up over the garden till it grew into another near the bath-house; +into this he entered so as not to meet the blind one, or rather her +attendant.</p> + +<p>But nothing came. To be sure he had not, like the moon,—as was, indeed, +to have been expected of him,—come a half-hour too late, but in fact a +half-hour too early. The moon, that star which leads wise men full of +incense to the adoration, at last let fall broad, long, silver-leaves, +like festive tapestry, into Liana's eastern room,—the Madonna on the +palace was arrayed in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> halo and nun's-veil of her rays,—the +Minister's wife stood already at the window,—Nature played the +larghetto<a name="FNanchor_68_68" id="FNanchor_68_68"></a><a href="#Footnote_68_68" class="fnanchor">[68]</a> of an enchanted evening in deeper and deeper +strains,—when Albano caught nothing further except a smaller one, made +up of mere tones, which came from the bath-house, the pleasure-seat of +all his wishes, and which, dying, would fain breathe its last with the +spring-day. But he could not guess who played it. One might have +inferred that it was Roquairol, merely because he afterward, as I shall +relate, according to the April-like nature of his musical temperament, +sprang up out of pianissimo into a too wild fortissimo. The brother, +exiled by his father, could at least in the bath-house see and console +his dear sister, and show her his love and his penitence; although his +stormy repentance makes a second necessary, and at last became only a +more pious repetition of his fault.</p> + +<p>Although Albano's fancy was a retina of the universe, on which every +world sharply pictured itself, and his heart the sounding-board of the +sphere-music, in which each revolved, yet neither the evening nor the +larghetto, with their rays and tones, could pierce through the high +waves which expectation as well as anxiety (both obscure nature and art) +dashed up within him. The bank of the fountains is entwined around with +a green ring of orange-trees, whose blossoms, in the East, according to +the Selam-cipher, signify <i>hopes</i>; but really one after another was +short-lived, when he thought of the cold, clear mother, or of his +perhaps vain waiting. The fountains leaped not yet,—he kept plucking +away, like a premature autumn, more and more of the broad fan-leaves<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> +from his blooming Spanish wall, and still, through all his widening +windows, saw no Liana coming down along the pebbly path (which was +impossible, for the very reason that she had been long standing in the +bath-house with her brother), and he began to despair of her appearance, +when the brother suddenly stormed into the above-mentioned fortissimo, +and all the fountains sent up before the moon murmuring wreaths of +sparkling silver. Albano looked out....</p> + +<p>Liana stood up there in the glimmer of the moon, behind the fluttering +water. What an apparition! He tore asunder the twigs of the foliage +before his face, and gazed, uncovered and breathless, upon the sacredly +beautiful form! As Grecian gods stand and look unearthly before the +torch, so shone Liana before the moon, overshadowed with the myriad +glancing reflections of the silvery rainbows, and the blest youth saw +irradiated the young, open, still Mary's-brow, upon which no vexation +and no effort had as yet cast a wave,—and the thin, tender, +scarcely-arched line of the eyebrows,—and the face like a perfect +pearl, oval and white,—and the loosely flowing ringlets lying on the +May-flowers over her heart,—and the delicate grace's-proportions, +which, like the white attire, seemed to exalt the form,—and the ideal +stillness of her nature, which made her place, instead of an arm, only a +finger upon the balustrade, as if the Psyche only floated over the +lily-bells of the body, and neither shook nor bowed them,—and the large +blue eyes, which, while the head sank a little, opened upward with such +inexpressible beauty, and seemed to lose themselves in dreams and in +distant plains reflecting the evening-twilight's glow!</p> + +<p>Thou too fortunate man!—to whom the only visible<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> goddess, Beauty, +appears so suddenly, in her omnipotence, and attended by all her +heavens! The present, with its shapes, is unknown to thee,—the past +fades away,—the near tones seem to steal from the depth of +distance,—the unearthly apparition overflows and overpowers with +splendor the mortal breast!</p> + +<p>Ah, why must a deep, cold cloud steal through this pure and lofty +heaven? Ah, why didst thou not find the heavenly one earlier or +later?—and why must she herself remind thee of her sorrow?</p> + +<p>For Liana—into whose veiled eye only a strong light could trickle +through—was looking for the moon, which was a little overhung by its +own aurora, and she turned her head around gropingly, because she +thought a linden-top concealed it;—and this uncertain inclination so +suddenly pictured to him her misfortune in a thousand colors! A quick +pang pressed his eyes, so that tears and sparks darted from them, and +pity cried within him: "O thou innocent eye! why art thou veiled? Why +from this grateful, good soul is May and the whole creation taken away? +And she sends round in vain a look of love after her mother and her +companion, and—O God! she knows not where they stand."</p> + +<p>But the curtain of the moon soon floated aside, and she smiled serenely +on its radiance, as the blind Milton in his immortal song smiles upon +the sun, or as an inhabitant of earth smiles upon the earliest splendor +of the next life.</p> + +<p>A nightingale, who hitherto, while hopping after a glow-worm among the +distant flowers, had responded to the tones in the chamber only with +single game-calls and complemental notes of joy, flew nearer to Liana, +and the winged miniature-organ drew out at once all its flute-stops, so +that Liana, forgetting her blindness, looked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> down, and Albano started +back alarmed, as if she were looking upon him. Then was her pale face, +upon the cheeks of which a light redness played, as upon the white pink, +tenderly suffused with the faint red bloom of emotion under the mingling +tones of the brother and of the nightingale,—the eyelids quivered +oftener over the gleaming eyes,—and at last the gleam became a quiet +tear,—it was not a tear of pain nor of joy, but that soft tear in which +the longing of the heart overflows; as, in spring, overfull twigs, +though unwounded, weep.</p> + +<p>There dwells in man a rough, blind cyclops, who in our storms always +begins to speak, and gives us fatal counsel. Frightfully at this moment, +in Zesara, did the whole awakened energy of his bosom bestir +itself,—that wild spirit which drags us on condor's wings to the brink +of the precipice; and the cyclops cried aloud in him: "Rush out,—kneel +before her,—tell her thy whole heart;—what though thou then art lost +forever, if thou hast only caught one sound of this soul!—and then cool +and sacrifice thyself in the cold waters at her feet." Verily he +thirsted for the fresh basin in which the fountains leaped back. But ah! +before this gentle, this afflicted and pure one? "No," said the good +spirit in him, "wound her not again, as her brother did. O spare her! be +silent, respectful: then thou lovest her."</p> + +<p>Here he stepped out on the illuminated earth as into a heavenly hall, +and took the open sun-path, but softly, along before the fountains. As +he passed by her, all at once the arcade of drops, which had half +latticed her round, collapsed, and Liana stood cloudless, as a pure +Luna, without her cloud-court, in the deep blue of heaven; a shining +lily<a name="FNanchor_69_69" id="FNanchor_69_69"></a><a href="#Footnote_69_69" class="fnanchor">[69]</a> from the next world, which, to herself, is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> a sign that she is +soon to pass thither. O his heart, full of virtue, felt with trembling +the nearness of virtue in another; and, with all signs of the deepest +veneration, he walked along by the quiet being, who could not observe +them.</p> + +<p>Not till, at every step, a heaven had escaped from him, and he at last +had none but the one above his head, did he become quite gentle; and +then he was glad that he had not been bolder. How the earth now shines +to him, how the heaven of suns approaches him, how his heart loves! O, +at some future time after yet many years, when this <i>glowing</i> +rose-garden of rapture already lies far behind thy back, how softly and +magically will it, when thou turnest round and lookest toward it, +glimmer after thee as a <i>white</i> rose-parterre of memory!</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/oend.jpg" width="400" height="83" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_63_63" id="Footnote_63_63"></a><a href="#FNanchor_63_63"><span class="label">[63]</span></a> The title of a man, among the Romans, who walked behind +the corpse and acted out the looks and character which the deceased had +when living.—<i>Pers.</i>, Sat. 3.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_64_64" id="Footnote_64_64"></a><a href="#FNanchor_64_64"><span class="label">[64]</span></a> As Solomon says, "Desire shall fail."—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_65_65" id="Footnote_65_65"></a><a href="#FNanchor_65_65"><span class="label">[65]</span></a> It had formerly refused to give the Spanish knight the +hand of the Princess; but I have had the promise of satisfactory +documents on this weighty article.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_66_66" id="Footnote_66_66"></a><a href="#FNanchor_66_66"><span class="label">[66]</span></a> Dian's family reside at Lilar.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_67_67" id="Footnote_67_67"></a><a href="#FNanchor_67_67"><span class="label">[67]</span></a> Roman Arria, who stabbed herself to show her Poetus how to +die.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_68_68" id="Footnote_68_68"></a><a href="#FNanchor_68_68"><span class="label">[68]</span></a> A movement in music a little more than two degrees quicker +than adagio.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_69_69" id="Footnote_69_69"></a><a href="#FNanchor_69_69"><span class="label">[69]</span></a> It used to be believed that a lily lying in the +singing-seats signified the death of the person to whom it belonged.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/hornstart.jpg" width="550" height="137" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>SEVENTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Albano's Peculiarity.—The intricate Interlacings of +Politics.—The Herostratus of Gaming-Tables.—Paternal +"Mandatum sine Clausula."—Good Society.—Mr. Von +Bouverot.—Liana's Spiritual and Bodily Presence.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>36. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/i.jpg" width="100" height="108" alt="I" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_3">If the Feudal-Provost Von Hafenreffer had no existence except as a +creature of my fancy, I should certainly proceed with my history, and +tell the world, as matter of fact (and the whole romance-writing set +would go to the death upon it<a name="FNanchor_70_70" id="FNanchor_70_70"></a><a href="#Footnote_70_70" class="fnanchor">[70]</a>), that Albano was sitting there the +next morning, blind and deaf, behind the broad bandage which the +bandage-maker Cupid had bound before his eyes,—that he had not been +able to count more than <i>five</i>, except at evening, when he cast up the +strokes of the clock, in order, afterward, to run in a magic circle +round the Froulay water-house, like one who sets out to <i>charm the fire</i> +which glides snake-like after him,—that he had, through those two +blow-holes<a name="FNanchor_71_71" id="FNanchor_71_71"></a><a href="#Footnote_71_71" class="fnanchor">[71]</a> wherewith sentimental whales blubber right out in +bookstores, spouted out considerable streams,—for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> the rest, had never +looked at another book (except some leaves in the book of Nature), nor +at another human being (except a blind man),—"and to this my surgeon's +certificate of erotic wound-fevers (I would say at the conclusion of my +lies) Nature manifestly sets her privy seal."</p></div> + +<p>That she does not, says Hafenreffer; these are nothing but confounded +lies; the case is quite otherwise, thus:—</p> + +<p>Zesara never stole a second time into Froulay's garden; a proud blush of +shame darted over him at the very thought of the painful blush with +which he should come in contact, for the first time, with a mistrustful +or inquiring eye.</p> + +<p>But in this wise the dear soul remained hid from him until her recovery, +as the May-month did from her; and he silently tormented himself with +reckonings up of her sufferings and doubts of her cure. He was ashamed +to be taking any pleasure during her period of sadness, and forbade +himself the enjoyment of spring and the visiting of Lilar: ah! he knew +too, full well, that the loving spring and Lilar, where she had received +so many joys and the last wound, would make his heart too ungovernable +and too full.</p> + +<p>His thirst for knowledge and worth, his pride, which bade him stand in a +glorious light with his father and his two friends, impelled him onward +in his career. With all his native fire he threw himself upon +jurisprudence, and took no longer any other walks than between the +lecture-room and his study-chamber. To this zeal he was driven by a +characteristic passion for completeness; everything imperfect was to him +almost a physical horror; he was shocked at defective collections, +broken sets<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> of monthly magazines, lawsuits left to sleep, libraries, +because he could never read them out, people who died as aspirants for +office, or in the midst of building-plans, or without a rounded system +of thought, or as journeymen clothiers' boys or shoemakers' apprentices, +and even Augusti's flute-playing, which he only took up <i>by the way</i>. It +was the same energy which made him hold the bridle of Psyche's winged +horse tight, and stick the rowel of the spur into him; even when a child +he had experimented on this kind of force, in the holding of his breath, +or in the painful pressure of a sore spot,—and, by Heaven! he now, +figuratively, did both again. There dwelt in him a mighty will, which +merely said to the serving-company of impulses, Let it be! Such a will +is not stoicism, which rules merely over internal <i>malefactors</i>, or +<i>knaves</i>, or <i>prisoners of war</i>, or <i>children</i>, but it is that genially +energetic spirit, which conditions and binds the healthy <i>savages</i> of +our bosoms, and which says more royally to itself, than the Spanish +regent to others, I, the king!</p> + +<p>Ah, of course (how could his warm soul do otherwise?) he often stood, at +midnight, before the breezy window, and looked tearfully at the white +Madonna of the ministerial palace, silvered by the pure moon. Yes, in +the daytime, he often sketched in his souvenir (it happened to be a +fountain and a form behind it, nothing more), or he read in the Messiah +(naturally going on with the canto which he had already begun at the +house of the Minister's lady), or he informed himself about nervous +maladies, (was he, perhaps, with all his studying, guarded against +them?) or he let the fire of his fingers run over the strings,—nay, he +would have plucked nothing but roses, although with thorns, had this +been their blooming season.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span></p> + +<p>And this sighing, stifled soul must shut itself up! O, he began already +to fear every key of the harpsichord would become a stylus, the +instrument itself a box of letters, and all actions treacherously +legible words. For he must keep silent. The first young love, like that +of business people (those of the Electorate of Saxony excepted), needs +no instruments of speech, at most only a portable inkstand and pen. Only +worldly people, who repeat their declarations of love quite as often as +the players, are in a situation—and on similar grounds—to publish +them, just as the players do. But in the holier season of life the image +of the most beloved soul is hung, not in the parlor and antechamber, but +in the dim, silent oratory: only with loved ones do we speak of loved +ones. Ah, it was with reluctance that he even heard others speak of his +saint; and he often stole (with the altar of incense in his bosom) out +of the room where people were carrying round for her a censer more full +of coal-smoke than of frankincense.</p> + + +<h3>37. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>They were expecting every day in Pestitz the return of the German +gentleman M. de Bouverot, who had been in Haarhaar, putting the last +retouching hand to the almost sketched marriage contract between Luigi +and a Haarhaar princess, Isabella. Augusti was not partial to him, and +even said Bouverot had no <i>honnêteté</i>;<a name="FNanchor_72_72" id="FNanchor_72_72"></a><a href="#Footnote_72_72" class="fnanchor">[72]</a> and related the following, +but with the soft irony of a man of the world:</p> + +<p>Some years before, Bouverot had been sent by the court of Haarhaar<a name="FNanchor_73_73" id="FNanchor_73_73"></a><a href="#Footnote_73_73" class="fnanchor">[73]</a> +to the Pope at Rome, in relation to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> certain canonical difficulties; +just at the time when Luigi also made the princely procession to Rome, +together with his Romish indictions.<a name="FNanchor_74_74" id="FNanchor_74_74"></a><a href="#Footnote_74_74" class="fnanchor">[74]</a> Now Haarhaar, which in truth +already went <i>chapeau-bas</i> with the princely hat of Hohenfliess, and had +every possible officinal prospect of wearing it, would not, for this +very reason, present the appearance of looking with cold eyes on the +extinction of the race of Hohenfliess, the more, as the very male +support of the line, Luigi, even in his first years, was not a hero of +any great nervous significance. Nay, it must needs be a matter of some +consequence to the court of Haarhaar that the good thin autumn-flowerage +should return, if possible, <i>otherwise</i> than it went out; and even on +such grounds it privily instructed the German gentleman to +rule and watch over all his pleasures and pains as <i>maître de +plaisirs</i>,—especially with <i>maîtresses de plaisirs</i>,—in such a manner +as to give perfect satisfaction in this respect. Meanwhile, if our +princely abiturient<a name="FNanchor_75_75" id="FNanchor_75_75"></a><a href="#Footnote_75_75" class="fnanchor">[75]</a> had started pure as a fÅ“tus, unhappily he was +brought back ground down to a <i>punctum saliens</i>, especially as, by +sundry caprioles and other leaps through the hoop of pleasure, he was +spoiled for the leap into the knight's saddle. It may be possible that +the German gentleman was too sanguine in his expectations of the +rejuvenescence of the Prince; yes, he may have imitated the +youth-restoring, wondrous essence of the Marquis d'Aymar,<a name="FNanchor_76_76" id="FNanchor_76_76"></a><a href="#Footnote_76_76" class="fnanchor">[76]</a> whereby an +innocent old lady, who anointed herself with the elixir more than her +years required, was, through the excessive renovation, reduced to a +little child. In short, by this crusade under the Knight of the Cross, +Bouverot, the princely seat of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> Hohenfliess—as is often the consequence +of crusades—will be left open at the proper time, and Haarhaar will +seat itself thereon.</p> + +<p>I confess reluctantly that Albano, in the beginning,—because, with all +his sharp-sightedness, his purity was quite as great,—comprehended the +fact only confusedly; but when he did get the idea, it was to him +<i>pharmaceutic</i> manna, as it was to Schoppe <i>Israelitish</i>. "The Knight of +the Cross," said the latter, "beareth not his cross in vain,—it does +him quite as much service as one daubed on the houses in Italy does to +them: not a soul may do on either of them what even in Rome may be done +before every antechamber."</p> + +<p>Not long after that our three friends were going out into the street +just at the hour when the noisy carriages rolled along to tea and play, +when a litter was carried by before them with the seat <i>backward</i>, +whereupon, however, a man was sitting. "Holy Father!" cried Schoppe, "in +there sits, bodily, Cephisio, from Rome, who must sometime or other give +me a sound drubbing."—"Softly, softly!" said Augusti, "that is the +German gentleman; Cephisio is his Arcadian name."<a name="FNanchor_77_77" id="FNanchor_77_77"></a><a href="#Footnote_77_77" class="fnanchor">[77]</a>—"Well, I rejoice +so much the more that I once in my life had a hearty, downright set-to +with the red-nose," said he, turning round and accompanying the litter, +with his arms thrust under it, for almost ten paces, in order to get a +better view of the caged bird, before the latter snatched-to the +curtains. Albano caught a glimpse within the litter, as it passed +swiftly along, only of a sharp eye drawn like a dagger, and a +red-glowing nose-bud.</p> + +<p>Schoppe came back and related the transactions in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> Rome. He said, +against all mortal sinners, blood-guilty men, and imps of iniquity he +bore no such bitter and grim wrath as against professional bankers, +<i>croupiers</i>,<a name="FNanchor_78_78" id="FNanchor_78_78"></a><a href="#Footnote_78_78" class="fnanchor">[78]</a> and <i>Grecs</i>; if he had a canker-worm-iron wherewith he +might scrape away this vermin from the earth, or a cochineal-mill +wherewith he might grind them to powder, he would do it most cordially. +"O heavens!" he then broke out, "had I in fact my foot just stretched +out over the curling, coiling worm-stalk (and though that foot had the +gout in it), I would gladly dash it down upon them, and tread out the +vile filth." But what he could, he did. Being his own travelling +servant, and a decoy-spider, darting to and fro through all Europe, he +had full often the pleasure of getting these faro-leaf-caterpillars and +leaf-sappers under his thumb,—of becoming their pretended +associate,—learning their tactics,—and then rolling some fire-wheel or +other into their hissing snakes'-hole. I am not intimately instructed +whether it is known in Leipsic who the ringleader was that, a short time +since, at the fair, played a mock-police with mimic-constables, and +broke up a bank;—at least the bankers were altogether out on the +subject, because they were expecting the real police the next day, and +were begging for some indulgences and <i>il</i>legal-benefits; but I am in a +condition here to name the thief-catcher: it was Schoppe. The spoils he +applied mostly to the purpose of running new mines under the +faro-tables.</p> + +<p>With Cephisio he had played his cards otherwise. He stepped up before +his bank, and looked on for some minutes, and at last presented a card +with a shield-louis-d'or. It won, and he showed behind the card a long +roll<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> of louis. Bouverot would not pay this roll. "He had not seen +anything," he said. "What is your <i>croupier</i> sitting there for, then?" +said Schoppe, and pronounced them swindlers, if they did not pay. To +escape greater damage, they paid him his winnings. He took the money +coldly, and departed, with these words to the Pointeurs: "Gentlemen, I +assure you, you are playing here with finished cheats; but they have +paid me only because I knew them." Amidst the increasing stiffness and +paleness of the partners he turned, and slowly, with his +broad-shouldered, compact figure, and his knotty cudgel, walked away +unscathed.</p> + +<p>Augusti wished from his heart—for the persecution's sake—that Bouverot +might not know the Librarian again. They found at home an invitation +from the Minister to tea and supper. "The poor daughter!" said Augusti; +"for the sake of this Bouverot, the half-blind one must go to-morrow to +the table." Meanwhile, our youth will then surely see her again at last, +and only a spring-day separates him from the dearest object! If Augusti +is right, then my observation fits in here, that a good sound villain is +always the motive-pike which sets the still, quaker-like carp-tribe in +the pond to swimming; the hidden pock-matter, which brings cold children +at once to life.</p> + + +<h3>38. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Liana's eyes healed, but only slowly: Nature would not lead her at once +out of her sombre prison into the sun; she could now, like the +philosophers, just recognize light rather than forms. Nevertheless, the +Minister issued cabinet orders that she should day after to-morrow play +on the harmonica, appear at the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> <i>souper</i>, and even make the salad, and +thereby mask her blindness. He sometimes commanded impossible things, in +order to meet with as much disobedience as his anger needed for the +purpose of venting itself in punishment. Certain people keep themselves +all day long full of vexation beforehand for some coming event or other, +like urinal phosphate, which always boils under the microscope, or +forges, wherein every day fire breaks out.</p> + +<p>The Minister's lady pronounced her soft, firm, No. About the harmonica +she said she had asked the Doctor, in his name, who had strictly +forbidden it; and the rest was an impossibility. Here he could already, +he felt so like it, be angry at several things, especially at the asking +of the Doctor, which, however, had not yet taken place; he grew mad +enough, and swore he should act according to <i>his own</i> principles, and +devil a bit did he care for <i>other</i> people's.</p> + +<p>This <i>principle</i> was in the present case the German gentleman. That is +to say, the above-mentioned anecdote—Bouverot's guardianship of the +hereditary Prince on his travels, or the design of the thing—had at +both courts come to be the common talk in assemblies and at tables, and +was hidden only from the Prince Luigi; for on thrones, there are almost +no mysteries to any one excepting him (hardly his wife) who sits +thereupon, as in whispering-galleries the people in distant corners hear +everything aloud, only not he who stands in the middle. The German +gentleman was, therefore, in the Hohenfliess system, the important +port-vein and pulmonary artery wherewith even Froulay would water +himself. The latter is obliged throughout to serve the present and the +future, or two masters, of whom the one of Haarhaar might very soon be +his.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p> + +<p>Bouverot was attached not merely to Froulay the minister, but to Froulay +the father; a man like him, who causes to be sent after him from Italy a +whole cabinet of Art, and whose acquaintance with the arts has so long +knit together even him and the Prince, must know how to prize a Madonna +of such carnation as Liana, and of the Romish school, and, what is more, +who, detached from the canvas, moved as a full, breathing rose. As to +marrying the rose, that he could not propose to himself, because he was +a German Herr.</p> + +<p>He had not seen her since his Italian tour,—nor had the Count +either,—to both the Minister wished to show her as a round pearl of +special whiteness and figure. Froulay had—which after all happens +oftener than we imagine—quite as much vanity as pride; the latter to +repel blame, the former to court praise. But I should have now to write +a tournament-chronicle to tell posterity the half of all his raging and +racing and lance-thrusts, in a fight wherein he served under the banners +of enmity, vanity, and avarice. He was no more to be hunted to death +than a wolf. All weapons were alike to him, and he was ever taking +sharper and more poisonous ones. In the old <i>judicial</i> duels between man +and wife, the man stood commonly up to his stomach in a pit, in order to +bring his strength down to a level with the woman's, and she struck at +him with a stone tied up in a veil; but in the <i>matrimonial</i> duels the +man seems to stand in the free air and the woman in the earth, and she +often has only the <i>veil</i> without the stone.</p> + +<p>In this combat there stepped between the two a shining peace-angel who +caught the wounds, namely, Liana. The daughter, who had an enthusiastic +love for her mother, and the womanly reverence for the stronger sex +toward her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> father, and who suffered so endlessly under their strifes, +fell upon her mother's neck and begged her to allow her what her father +demanded; she would certainly do everything so as not to excite +observation; she would take the greatest pains and practise herself +specially beforehand,—ah, he would otherwise only be still more unkind +to her poor brother,—this discord, merely on her account, was so +painful to her, and perhaps more injurious than playing on the +harmonica.</p> + +<p>"My child, thou knowest," said the mother, for now she <i>had</i> asked, +"what the physician said yesterday against the harmonica; the rest is at +thine own risk!" Liana kissed her joyfully. She must needs be led to her +father, that she might make known to him aloud the gladness of her +obedience. "I thank you, and be hanged," said he, softly; "it is simply +your cursed duty." She left him with her joy dissipated to atoms, but +without any great pangs; she was already accustomed to this.</p> + + +<h3>39. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The Lector, while they were yet on their way to the Minister's, begged +Albano to moderate the fire of his assertions and his pantomimes. He +made known to him only so much of the family-jar as was necessary, in +order that he might not, by a mistaken idea of her restoration, throw +Liana into embarrassment. As they entered the card-room, everything was +already in full blaze.</p> + +<p>As, at this time, no one is presented to him, I must do it; they are +disciples (at least <i>twelfth</i> disciples) of the Minister.</p> + +<p>And first, I introduce to thee the holy President of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> Justice, Von +Landrok, a good apothecary's-balance of Themis, which weighs out +scruples, and wherein no false weights lie; but what is quite as bad, +much smut, rubbish, and rust. Those at the ombre-table near by are the +lords and ladies of Vey, Flöl, and Kob, sleek, fine souls, like minerals +in cabinets, polished off on the show-side, but on the concealed base +still jagged and scratching.</p> + +<p>Go with me to the entrance of the next apartment; here I have to present +to thee the young but fat canon Von Meiler, who, in order to line and +stuff out and pad his inner man with a thick, warm, outer one, needs to +fleece no more peasants yearly than the number of linden-trees the +Russian peels for his bark-shoes, namely, one hundred and fifty.</p> + +<p>The apartment into which thou art looking I present to thee as a +fly-glass full of courtiers, who, in order to enter into the <i>kingdom of +heaven</i>, have become not merely <i>children</i>, but in fact <i>embryons</i> of +four weeks, who, as is well known, look like flies; if Swift desires of +his servants nothing more than the <i>shutting-to</i> of the doors, these +wish nothing of their employer and bread-provider but the <i>leaving-open</i> +of the same.</p> + +<p>I have the honor to set before thee yonder—it is he who is not +playing—the holy Church-Counsellor, Schäpe, who would fain be chief +chaplain to the court; a soft scoundrel, who soaks and softens the +seed-corns of the divine and human word, like melon-seed (they are +thereby to spring up sooner in the heart), so long in sugared wine, that +they rot in it; a spiritual lord who never in his life <i>offered</i> any +other prayers than the two which he always refuses, the <i>fourth</i> and +<i>fifth</i>.<a name="FNanchor_79_79" id="FNanchor_79_79"></a><a href="#Footnote_79_79" class="fnanchor">[79]</a></p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span></p> +<p>But the Lector will soon name to thee, at the window, every one of the +lords and dames, coldly, gently, and without pantomime. At present the +Minister himself conducts thee to a gentleman, one of the players, with +a cross on, who drinks water with saltpetre, and is continually licking +his dry mouth; it is <i>Bouverot</i>,—he is just rising in thy presence; +examine the cold, but impudent and cutting, sharply-ground eye, whose +corners resemble a pair of open tinman's-shears, or a trap set,—the red +nose, and the hard, lipless mouth, whose reddish crab's-claw, worn off +by whetting, pinches together,—the cocked-up chin, and the whole +stocky, firm figure. Albano does not surprise him; he has already seen +all men, and he inquires about no one.</p> + +<p>The Minister refreshed the youth, whose inner being was one snarl, with +the promise that at supper he would present to him his daughter. He +offered him a game; but Alban replied, with a too youthful accent, he +never played.</p> + +<p>He could now roam round through the lanes of the card-tables, and survey +whatever he wished. In such a case one posts himself, if there is no one +of the company whom he can endure, exactly before or beside the face he +detests the most, in order inwardly to lash himself into vexation at +every word and every feature of the countenance. Albano might have had +many visages in his eye which were, at least in a small degree, +intolerable, and by which he might have stationed himself;—nay, no +sufficient reasons could have been assigned why he should not have given +his whole attention to a certain chaffy, dried up paste-eel, a weakling +full of impertinence, who was observing through an eye-glass the card +constellations as they came up, while Albano could extend the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> feelers +of his optic nerves even to the spots on the cards in the second +apartment;—there would, indeed, have been no reasons, had not the +German gentleman been there; before him he must place himself; of him he +knew the most and the worst; he stood in distant connection with +Schoppe, even with Liana. Furies! in the neighborhood of certain faces +the pinions of the soul crumple up and mew themselves as swans' and +pigeons' feathers are crushed before eagles' quills; it was as +uncomfortable and close for all the innocent feelings in such a roomy +breast as Albano's, as it is to a flock of pigeons into whose cote some +one has thrown the tail of a polecat.</p> + +<p>I cannot disguise the fact, he muttered and growled inwardly at all the +man did and had,—whether it was his having fingers whose points were +finely shaved for the faro-game, and whose nails had been somewhat +peeled off by an altogether worse game of <i>hazard</i> yet,—or his looking +occasionally through the hair of his eyebrows,—or (only once) squashing +a fly by a sudden snapping to of his lips like a fly-trap,—or his +uttering now a line of German and now of French, which I expect of good +circles, whereas only low people never bring out a German word, except a +few, such as <i>Lansquenet</i>,<a name="FNanchor_80_80" id="FNanchor_80_80"></a><a href="#Footnote_80_80" class="fnanchor">[80]</a> <i>canif</i> (kneif), <i>birambrot</i> (bier am +brod), excepted. Suffice it, he thought always of Schoppe's fine +expression: "There are men and times at which and with whom nothing +could be more refreshing to an honest man than—to give them a sound +drubbing." Duelling is quite as good, thought the Count.</p> + +<p>However, Schoppe must here be justified by an authority. Namely, the +author himself, otherwise such a soft, warm swan-skin, could never stand +behind card-table-chairs<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> without becoming a complete game-cock, and +spreading out his scratching, bristly wing the wider the longer he idly +looked on; the reason is this, that in general one finds only those +people more and more tolerable and better upon acquaintance, with whom +one pursues and purposes the same kind of objects.</p> + +<p>Albano wished heartily he had his brother-in-arms Schoppe with him now; +he went often, it is true, to Augusti to vent himself; but <i>he</i> always +sought to pacify him; yes, by keeping himself constantly engaged with +the church-counsellor, he cut off from him the opportunity of betraying +his youthful, inexperienced soul to listeners. Moreover, the Lector +chose afterward for half an hour—what familiar friends often do in the +absence of familiar female friends—the latter (namely, absence).</p> + +<p>The Count stood some time behind Bouverot's seat, and looked into a +Chinese mirror, japanned on the inside with grotesque figures, and +changed his position constantly, till he brought Cephisio's face to +appear therein right beside a painted dragon, just by way of +comparison;—all this went on, interrupted, however, by constantly +increasing heart-beatings for Liana, when the servants opened the doors +to the supper-hall; and now his heart thumped even to pain, and his +form, already so blooming with youth, hung all full of the roses of +happy and modest confusion.</p> + + +<h3>40. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>With beating heart and burning cheek he made his way into the midst of +the motley promenading throng with some old lady or other, who, in her +vanity, misunderstood him, and at once hung on his arm<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> like a +spring-bracelet, and who got nothing from him but—answers. With flying +and piercing glances he stepped into the bright hall, which seemed as if +it were made of crystallized light, and into the sea of heads. He was +just making some answer when he caught, in the tumult behind him, the +low words, "I certainly hear my brother,"—and immediately the still +lower refutation, "It is my Count." He turned round; between the Lector +and her mother stood the dear Liana, a modest, timid, pale-red angel, in +a black silk dress, over which ran only the glittering spring-frost of a +silver chain, and with a light ribbon in her blond hair. The mother +presented her to him, and the tender cheek bloomed more redly,—for she +had, indeed, confounded the similar voices of the guest and the +brother,—and she cast down those beautiful eyes which could see +nothing. Ah, Albano, how violently thy heart trembles now that the past +has become present, the moonlit night a spring morning; and this still +form, now so near thee, works far more mightily than in any dream! She +was too holy in his sight for him to have been able to utter a lie +before her about the apparent recovery; he preferred silence;—and thus +the warmest friend of her life came to her the first time only veiled +and dumb.</p> + +<p>The Lector soon led her away to her seat under the second lustre; +opposite her sat her mother (probably, for this reason, that the good, +unconscious daughter, who surely could not always be letting her eyelids +fall, might raise them with friendliness and propriety towards a beloved +being); the German gentleman, as an acquaintance, seated himself, +without further ceremony, on her right, Augusti on her left,—Zesara, as +Count, came far up above beside the highest lady.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span></p> + +<p>Deuse take it! that is, unfortunately, so often my own case! I assert +the upper seat of honor,—and observe, a mile below me, the daughter, +but, like a myops, only half of her, and can bring about nothing the +whole evening. Do pray transpose me without any scruples down beside +her,—you have to deal with nothing more than a puffed-up man,—why, on +earth, as in the heavens, must, then, the largest planets be placed +exactly the farthest from their sun?</p> + +<p>I now draw my readers to the Minister's table, not to show them the +ministerial pomp ingrafted upon avarice, or his dance of honor hemmed in +between the parallel lines of etiquette, or even his family arms, which +were carried round on every chafing-dish and salt-cellar, and with the +ice and mustard,—enough for us to know the ubiquity of the insignia +upon his flower-pots, shirts, bed-clothes, dog's cravats, and all his +thoughts; but the reader shall just now look only at my hero.</p> + +<p>He is very prominent. Upon such a new-comer, people, in a +residence-city, have already, before he has fairly given the driver his +drinking-money, got all possible light of nature and revelation; +nineteen of the company were fastened upon him as his moral odometers. +The boldness of his nature and his rank made up with him for worldly +tact, which was missed nowhere except in this, that he never took sides +except in the very strongest manner, and always ran off into general and +cosmopolitan observations. But see, I pray you!—O, I wish Liana could +see it,—how the rosy glow and the fresh green of his healthiness shines +among the yellow sicklings of the age, out of whom, as from ships on the +African coast of youth, all the pitch that held them together had run +out,—and how the cheek-redness of spiritual health, a tender,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> +ever-returning suffusion (from anxiety about Liana) graces him, whereas +most of the world's people at the table seem, like cotton wool, to take +all colors more easily than <i>red</i>!</p> + +<p>He looked and listened, against the salvation-laws of visiting, too much +to Liana. She ate, under the heightened redness of a fear of mistaking, +only sparingly, but without embarrassment; the Lector, with easy hand, +barred up against her the smallest road to error. What astonished him +was, that she covered such a sensitive and easily weeping heart with +such an unembarrassed cheerfulness of countenance and conversation. +Young man! <i>that</i> is, with the most delicate maidens, free from pangs of +love, no covering and disguise, but an enjoying of the moment and +habitual courtesy! She retained so considerately (what she had probably +learned beforehand) the relative rank of the familiar voices, that she +never directed her answer to the wrong place. She, however, looked often +to her mother with full eyes, and smiled then still more serenely, not, +however, for the purpose of deceiving, but from real, hearty love.</p> + +<p>Touching her salad, the best and most fit to be a prince's table-guest +among my female readers, who had seen her mix it, would have taken +several fork-loads thereof. Uncommonly charming was it, when, growing +more earnest and red, she drew off her glove before the blue, celestial +hemisphere of glass; with white hands and supple arms, without a silken +fold, worked away in the green, between the blue of the glass and the +black of the silk; considerately felt for the vinegar-and oil-castors, +and poured out as much as her practice (and the deciphered advice of the +Lector,—at least so it seems to me) directed. By heavens! the dressing +is, in this case, the salad; and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> the vain Minister, who had no +understanding of pictures, had a great eye for things that would make +good pictures.</p> + +<p>The mother seemed scarcely to look at the leaf-mixing. To the Count, the +Minister's lady seemed to-day to have only good-breeding and no pious +strictness; but he did not yet sufficiently know those polished women, +who have refinement without wit, sensibility without fire, clearness +without coldness; who borrow of the snail his feelers, his softness, his +coolness, and his dumb gait, and who demand and deserve more confidence +than they obtain.</p> + +<p>At this moment came in Cephisio, like an angel among three men in the +fiery furnace, but a dark angel. To the Count, his contiguity of seat, +and every word he addressed to Liana, was already a crucifixion,—only +to pass with a look from her to him was an agony, little different from +that which I should have, if I had spent a day at Dresden in the antique +Olympus of ancient gods, and then, on going out, should fall into a +refectory full of swollen monks, or into a naturalist's cabinet full of +stuffed malefactors' skins and bottled embryo-spiders. However he was +pacified—in my opinion, only deceived—by one thing, that the German +gentleman did not blaze away in lyrics beside her, was neither in heaven +nor out of his head, but in his head, and quite composed and very +polite. There are no pigeons, Count,—ask the farmers,—which the hawks +oftener pounce upon than the <i>glossy white</i> ones!</p> + +<p>The German gentleman now produced a snuff-box, with a neat picture of +Lilar, and asked Liana how it pleased her; he liked the sentimentality +of it particularly.</p> + +<p>The Lector was terrified, leaned forward toward the box-piece, and threw +out a few opinions beforehand which should guide the half-blind one in +forming her own; but after she had passed it two or three times +obliquely<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> against the lights and near before her eyes, she was able to +express an original opinion herself, that the child illuminated by the +half-sunken sun, who is drawn aloft by a flower-chain under the +triumphal arch, was, to her feelings, "so very lovely." Here—and I have +observed the same case in a half-blind lady of powerful fancy and +receptive sense of art—the effort and the artistic sense, or the +spiritual eye, came to meet the bodily half-way. The box, as well as its +snuff, was presented farther on, and came down along to the Counsellor +of Arts, Fraischdörfer, upon whom the new Prince's love of the arts and +the favorite's knowledge in them now placed new crowns; he found fault +with nothing but the white of the blossoms. "Spring," said he, "is, by +reason of its wearisome whiteness, a mere monochrome; I have visited +Lilar only in autumn." "There is the nightingale's song, too, which we +of course cannot paint, but yet we can hear it," said Liana, cheerfully; +he was her teacher, and now, in the technology of painting, even her +father's. Over all her acquisitions and inner fruits and blossoms the +rose of silence had been painted; to that her tyrannical father had +entirely accustomed her, and especially before men, in whom she always +revered copied fathers.</p> + +<p>When the landscape came to Albano, and he held before him in miniature +that spring night when Lilar and the noble old man appeared to him so +enchantingly,—and as he touched what the dear soul had handled,—and +now in his own soul all accordant strings trembled,—just then the Devil +struck again a dissonant chord of the seventh:—</p> + +<p>"The Prince, gracious sir," said the Minister to the German gentleman, +"was yesterday buried in private; only eight days hence we have the +public interment. We are obliged to hasten, because the suspension of +the court-mourning<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> lasts until the inauguration, on <i>ascension-day</i>, is +gone by." I am too much excited to express myself upon the eternal +master of ceremonies, Froulay, who would have raised a lantern-tax in +the sun, and bridge-toll before park-bridges and asses'-bridges; but +Albano, dazzled by so many side-lights and glancing rays,—reminded of +Liana's sorrow over the old man, of his birthday, of the heart without a +breast, and of the madness of the world,—was not in a condition, +however much he had intended appearing in gentleness and lambs' clothes +before Froulay, to keep the latter on; but he must needs (and louder +than he meant), in opposition to his next neighbor, the Church +Counsellor, Schäpe, with too great youthful exasperation (not lessened +by the eager listening of Liana for the brotherly voice) declare himself +against many things,—against the everlasting dead sham-life of +men,—against the ceremonial haughtiness of a soulless form,—against +this starving on love merely from making false shows of it;—ah, his +whole heart burned on his lip!</p> + +<p>The honest Schäpe, whom I just now called a scoundrel, took, with +several expressions of countenance, Albano's part. But I do not by any +means, friend Albano!—thou hast yet to learn for the first time that +men, in respect to ceremonies, modes, and laws, like a flock of sheep, +will, in a body, provided the bell-wether can only be got to leap over a +pole, continue to leap carefully over the same place when the pole has +been taken away;—and the most and highest leaps, in the state, are +those we make without the pole. But a youth would be an ordinary one who +should love civil life very early, however certain it is that he and we +all judge too bitterly the faults of every office which we do not +ourselves hold.</p> + +<p>The company listened in silence, and, out of politeness, only inwardly +admired; on Liana fell a tender seriousness.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span></p> + +<p>They rose,—the closeness vanished,—so did his zeal;—but, whether it +came from the speaking, or the contemplation of the loved object, or +from a youthful over-leaping of the hedges of visiting-propriety,—(it +arose not, however, from want of manners),—the fact is not to be denied +(and I do my best, too, to give it exactly) that the Count left the poor +old lady who had been escorted in by him,—Hafenreffer himself knows not +her name,—left her standing, and, I believe unconsciously, took Liana +under his escort. Ah, her! What shall I say of the magic nearness of the +dreamed-of soul,—of the light resting of her hand, felt only by the arm +of the inner man, not of the outer,—of the shortness of the heavenly +way, which should have been at least as long as Frederick Street? +Verily, he himself said nothing,—he thought merely of the abominable +Inhibitorial-room, where their separation must take place,—he trembled +at every effort to speak. "You have, perhaps," said Liana, lightly and +openly, who loved to hear the friendly voice, especially after the warm +discourse, "already visited our Lilar?"—"Truly not; but have you?" he +said, too much confused. "My mother and I have made it our favorite home +every spring."</p> + +<p>Now were they in the parting-chamber. Alas! there and thus he stood with +her, who saw nothing, for some seconds immovable, and looked straight +before him, wanting to say something, till he was aroused by her mother, +who was eagerly seeking, for her affection, which the whole evening had +been nourishing, a sequestered hour on her daughter's heart,—and so all +was over, for both vanished like apparitions.</p> + +<p>But Alban was as a man who is deserted by a glorious dream, and who all +the morning is so inwardly blest, but remembers the dream no more. And +yet, stands not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> Lilar open to him, and will he not surely see it, so +soon as ever Liana can see it too?</p> + +<p>Never was he more gentle. The attentive Lector, in this warm, fruitful +seed-time, threw in some good seed. He said, as they looked out together +into the moonlit night, Albano had this evening hardly brought forward +anything but thorny and exaggerated truths, which only imbitter, but do +not enlighten. At another time the Count would have asked him whether he +should have carried himself like Froulay and Bouverot, who, with all +possible tolerance, presented theses and antitheses to each other, like +an academical respondent and opponent, who previously prepare in concert +logical wounds and plasters of equal length;—but to-day he was very +kindly disposed towards him. Augusti had so delicately and +affectionately cared for mother and daughter,—he had, without +blackening or whitewashing, said much good, but nothing hastily, and his +expositions had been calmly listened to: he had neither flattered nor +offended. Albano, therefore, replied, softly: "But it is surely better +to imbitter, dear Augusti, than to put to sleep. And to whom shall I +then say the truth but to those who have it not nor any faith in it? +Surely not to others." "One can speak any truth," said he, "but one +cannot reckon as truth every mode and mood in which he speaks it."</p> + +<p>"Ah!" said Albano, and looked up; beneath the starry heaven stood the +marble Madonna of the palace, like a patron saint, softly +illuminated,—and he thought of her sister,<a name="FNanchor_81_81" id="FNanchor_81_81"></a><a href="#Footnote_81_81" class="fnanchor">[81]</a>—and of Lilar,—and of +spring,—and of many dreams,—and how full his heart was of eternal +love, and that he had as yet no friend and no loved one.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_70_70" id="Footnote_70_70"></a><a href="#FNanchor_70_70"><span class="label">[70]</span></a> Lit. "Let themselves be struck dead thereupon," i. e. lay +their life that it was so. We have a vulgarism: "I'll be shot if it's +not so."—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_71_71" id="Footnote_71_71"></a><a href="#FNanchor_71_71"><span class="label">[71]</span></a> <i>Blase-löcher</i>, mouth-pieces.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_72_72" id="Footnote_72_72"></a><a href="#FNanchor_72_72"><span class="label">[72]</span></a> <i>Honnêteté</i> entirely excludes, in the higher classes, +murder; <i>dés honnêteté</i>, lying, &c., except in a <i>certain</i> degree.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_73_73" id="Footnote_73_73"></a><a href="#FNanchor_73_73"><span class="label">[73]</span></a> This court is Catholic, but the country Lutheran; and to +this latter confession that of Hohenfliess also subscribes.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_74_74" id="Footnote_74_74"></a><a href="#FNanchor_74_74"><span class="label">[74]</span></a> Or convocations every fifteen years.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_75_75" id="Footnote_75_75"></a><a href="#FNanchor_75_75"><span class="label">[75]</span></a> A departing graduate.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_76_76" id="Footnote_76_76"></a><a href="#FNanchor_76_76"><span class="label">[76]</span></a> See Count Lamberg's Day-book of a Man of the World.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_77_77" id="Footnote_77_77"></a><a href="#FNanchor_77_77"><span class="label">[77]</span></a> Whoever goes to the Academy of the Arcadians, takes an +Arcadian name.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_78_78" id="Footnote_78_78"></a><a href="#FNanchor_78_78"><span class="label">[78]</span></a> One who watches the card and takes up the money at the +bank.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_79_79" id="Footnote_79_79"></a><a href="#FNanchor_79_79"><span class="label">[79]</span></a> Give us our daily bread, and forgive us our debts.—[? +<span class="smcap">Tr.</span>]</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_80_80" id="Footnote_80_80"></a><a href="#FNanchor_80_80"><span class="label">[80]</span></a> Lanzknecht.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_81_81" id="Footnote_81_81"></a><a href="#FNanchor_81_81"><span class="label">[81]</span></a> Liana.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/rivetstart.jpg" width="550" height="140" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>EIGHTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Le petit Lever of Dr. Sphex.—Path to +Lilar.—Woodland-Bridge.—The Morning in +Arcadia.—Chariton.—Liana's Letter and Psalm of +Gratitude.—Sentimental Journey through a Garden.—The +Flute-Dell.—Concerning the Reality of the Ideal.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>41. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/i.jpg" width="100" height="108" alt="I" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_3">I sat up all last night till towards morning,—for I cannot suffer any +strange <i>déchiffreur</i> in the case,—in order to cipher out the Jubilee +to the very last word, so enchained was I by its charms; I hope, +however, as the mere thin leaf-skeleton from Hafenreffer's hand has +already done so much, that now, when I run through its veins with +sap-colors and glossy green, the leaf will do absolute miracles.</p></div> + +<p>With the Count it had been troubled weather since last evening. For the +patient, modest form which he had seen shone, like the purpose of a +great deed, before all the images of his soul; and in his dreams, and +before he sank to slumber, her gentle voice became the Philomela of a +spring-night. Withal, he heard them continually talking about her, +especially the Doctor, who every morning announced further progress of +the ocular cure, and at last placed Liana's setting out for Lilar nearer +and nearer. To hear of a loved one, however, even the most<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> indifferent +thing, is far mightier than to think of her. He heard further, that her +brother, since the murder of her eyes, had withdrawn entirely from the +city, in which he would not again appear except on a so-called +festive-steed at the Prince's funeral;—and around this Eden, or rather +around its creatress, so high a garden-wall had been run, and he went +round the wall and found no gate.</p> + +<p>I know nothing more odious than this; but in what residence-city is it +otherwise? If I ever wrote a Romance (of which there is no probability), +one thing I affirm openly, there is nothing which I would so sedulously +shun as a residence-city, and a heroine in it saintly enough for a +canoness. For the conjunction of the upper planets is more easily +brought about than that of the upper class of lovers. Does <i>he</i> wish to +speak alone with <i>her</i> at Court or at tea or in her family, there stands +the Court, the tea-party, the family close by;—will he meet her in the +park, she rides, like the Chinese couriers, double, because we give a +consciousness to maidens, as nature gives all important organs, +duplicate, just as we give good wine double bottom;—will he meet her at +least accidentally in the street, then there stalks along behind her (if +the street lies in Dresden), a sour servant as her plague-vinegar, +soul-keeper, <i>curator sexus</i>, <i>chevalier d'honneur</i>, genius of Socrates, +contradictor, and Pestilentiary. In the country, on the other hand, the +parson's daughter takes a run (that is all), because the evening is so +heavenly, about the fields of the parsonage, and the candidate needs do +nothing more than put on his boots. Really, among people of rank, the +mantle of (erotic) love seems in the beginning to be a Dr. Faust's +mantle, which swears to soar over everything, whereas it merely covers +over everything; only, at last, there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> stands a Schreckhorn, a Mount +Pilate, and a Jungfrau, before one's nose.</p> + +<p>Blessed hero! On Friday came the Lector, and reported, that on Monday +the illustrious deceased—namely, his empty coffin—is to be buried, and +Roquairol rides the festive-steed,—and Liana is almost well, for she +goes with the Minister's lady to-morrow to Lilar, in all probability to +escape some sad black-bordered notes of condolence,—and, on the +following ascension-day comes the consecration and masquerade....</p> + +<p>Blessed hero! I repeat. For hitherto what hast thou possessed of the +blooming vale of Tempe, except the barren heights whereon thou stood'st +looking down into the enchantment?</p> + + +<h3>42. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>On the May-Saturday-evening, at 7 o'clock, every vapor disappeared from +the sky, and the brightly departing sun went to meet a glorious Sunday. +Albano, who then, at length, meant to visit the unseen Lilar, was, on +the evening before, as sacredly happy as if he were celebrating +confession eve before the first holy supper;—his sleep was one constant +ecstasy and awaking, and in every dream a mimic Sunday morning rose, and +the future became the dark prelude of the present.</p> + +<p>Early on Sunday he was about to sally forth, when he had to pass by the +half-glass door of the Doctor. "Sir Count, one moment!" cried he. When +he entered, the Doctor said, "Directly, dear Sir Count!" and went on +with what he was about. To the painters, who, in future centuries, will +draw from me as they have hitherto from Homer, I present the following +group of the Doctor as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> a treasure; he lay on his left side; Galen was +smoothing down his father's back with a little scratch-brush, while +Boerhave stood near him with a broad comb, and kept dragging that +instrument perpendicularly (not obliquely) through the hair. He always +said he knew nothing that cheered him up so, and was such a good +aperient, as brush and comb. Before the bed stood Van Swieten in a thick +fur, which the correctioner had to wear when the weather was warm and +his behavior bad, in order that he might, thus arrayed, be laughed at, +as well as half roasted.</p> + +<p>Two girls stood waiting there in full Sunday gala, and were thinking of +going out into the country to see a parson's daughter, and to the +village church; these he first mauled, limb by limb, with the hammer of +the law. He loved to make his children antipodes of Romish defendants, +who appear in rags and tatters, and so he set them in the pillory, all +ruffled and tasselled, especially before strangers. The Count had +already this long time, on the red children's account, been standing +with his face turned toward the open window; he could not, however, +refrain from saying, in Latin, "Were he his child, he would long ago +have made way with himself; he knew nothing more degrading than to be +scolded in finery." "It takes so much the deeper hold," said Sphex, in +German, and fired only these few farewell shots after the girls: "You +are a pair of geese, and will do nothing in church but just cackle about +your rags and tags; why don't you mind the parson? He is an ass, but he +preaches well enough for you she-asses; in the evening do you tell me +every word of the sermon."</p> + +<p>"Here is a laxative drink, Sir Count, which, as you are going to Lilar, +I beg you to give the Architect's lady for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> her little toads; but don't +take it ill!" By the deuse! that is what precisely those people most +frequently say, who, themselves, never take anything ill. The +Count,—who at another time would have contemptuously turned his back +upon him,—now blushing and silent before the preserver of his Liana, +put it into his pocket, because, too, it was for the children of his +beloved Dian, to whose spouse he wished to bear greetings and news.</p> + + +<h3>43. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Lilar is not, like so many princely gardens, a torn-out leaf +of a Hirschfeld,—a dead landscape-figurant and mimic- and +miniature-park,—one of those show-dishes which are now served up and +sketched at every court, of ruins, wildernesses, and woodland-cottages, +but Lilar is the <i>lusus naturæ</i> and bucolic poem of the romantic and +sometimes juggling fancy of the old Prince. We shall soon enter in a +body behind our hero, but only into <i>Elysium</i>. <i>Tartarus</i> is something +entirely different, and the second part of Lilar. This separation of the +contrasts I praise even more than all. I have long wanted to go into a +better garden than the common chameleonic ones are, where one hands you +China and Italy, summer-house and charnel-house, hermitage and palace, +poverty and riches (as in the cities and hearts of the proprietors), all +on one dish, and where day and night, without an aurora, without a +mezzotinto, are placed side by side. Lilar, on the contrary,—where the +Elysium justifies its happy name by connected pleasure-tents and +pleasure-groves, as the Tartarus does its gloomy one, by lonesome, +veiled horrors,—<i>that</i> is drawn right out of my heart.</p> + +<p>But where is our youth now going with his dreams?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> He is yet on the +romantic road that leads into Lilar, properly the first garden-walk of +the same. He strolled along an embowered road, which gently rose over +hills, with open orchards, and into yellow-blooming grounds, and which, +like the Rhine, now forced its way through green, ivy-clad rocks, and +now opened its flying, smiling shores behind the twigs. Now the white +benches under jessamine bushes and the white country-seats became more +frequent; he drew nearer, and the nightingales and canary-birds<a name="FNanchor_82_82" id="FNanchor_82_82"></a><a href="#Footnote_82_82" class="fnanchor">[82]</a> of +Lilar came roving along, like birds announcing land. The morning blew +fresh through the spring, and the indented foliage yet held fast its +light, ethereal drops. A carrier lay sleeping on his rack-wagon, which +the beasts, browsing right and left, safely drew along the smooth road. +Albano heard, in the Sunday stillness, not the war-cry of oppressive +labor, but the peace-bells of the towers: in the morning chime the +future speaks, as in evening chimes the past; and at this golden age of +the day there stood, also, a golden age in his fresh bosom.</p> + +<p>Now the fork-tailed chimney-swallows began to quiver with their purple +breasts over the heavenly blue of the wild germanders, announcing the +approach of our dwellings as well as their own; when his road seemed +about to pass through an old, open, ruined castle, overhung with rich, +thick leaves, like scales, at whose entrance, or egress, a red arm, +pointing aside with the white inscription, "Way out of Tartarus into +Elysium," stretched out toward a neighboring thicket.</p> + +<p>His heart rose within him at this double nearness of such opposite days. +With long steps he pressed on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> toward the Elysian wood, which seemed to +be cut off from him by a broad ditch. But he soon came out of the +bush-work before a green bridge, which flung its arch like a giant +serpent across the ditch, not, however, on the earth, but among the +summits of the trees. It bore him in through a blooming wilderness of +oaks, firs, silver-poplars, fruit-trees, and lindens. Then it brought +him out into the open country, and now Lilar, from the east, flung, over +the wide-extending spikes of grain, the splendor of a high golden ball +to meet him. The bridge sank gently with him again into fragrant, +glimmering broom, and beneath and beside him sang and fluttered +canary-birds, thrushes, finches, and nightingales, while the well-fed +brood slept under the covert of the bridge. At last, after passing an +arched avenue, it came up again to the light, and now he saw the +blooming mountain cupola with the white altar, whereon he had knelt on a +night of his youth; and farther to the south behind him, the veil and +dividing-wall of Tartarus, a high-reared wood; and as he stepped onward, +Elysium opened upon him more broadly,—a lane of small houses with +Italian roofs full of little trees, smiled joyfully and familiarly upon +the sight out of the green world-map of dells, groves, paths, lakes; and +in the east five triumphal gates opened passages into a wide-extending +plain, waving on like a green-glistening sea, and in the west five +others stood opposite to them with opened lands and mountains.</p> + +<p>As Albano passed down along the slowly-descending sweep of the bridge, +there came forth into view, now blazing fountains, now red beds, now new +gardens enfolded in the great one, and every step created the Eden anew. +Full of awe he stepped out, as upon a hallowed soil, on the consecrated +earth of the old Prince and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> <i>pious father</i><a name="FNanchor_83_83" id="FNanchor_83_83"></a><a href="#Footnote_83_83" class="fnanchor">[83]</a> and Dian and Liana; +his wild course was arrested, and entangled, as if by an earthquake; the +pure paradise seemed made merely for Liana's pure soul; and now for the +first time a timid question about the propriety of his hasty journey, +and the loving fear of meeting for the first time her healed eye, made +his happy bosom grow uneasy.</p> + +<p>But how festal, how living, is all around him! On the waters which gleam +through the groves swans are gliding; the pheasant stalks away into the +bushes, deer peep curiously behind him out of the wood through which he +has come, and white and black pigeons run busily under the gates, and on +the western hills hang bleating sheep by the side of reposing lambs; +even the breast of the turtle-dove in some hidden valley trembles with +the <i>languido</i> of love. He strode through a long, high-bushed +rose-field, that seemed a settlement and plantation of hedge-sparrows +and nightingales, which hopped out of the bushes on the growing +grass-banks, and ran out in vain after little worms; and the lark sailed +away on high over this second world, made for the more innocent of God's +creatures, and sank behind the gates into the grain-fields.</p> + +<p>Intoxicate thyself more and more, good youth, and link thy flowers into +a chain as closely as the boy toward whom thou art hastening. For, +overhead, on the Italian roof, before whose balustrade-breastwork +silver-poplars, girdled about with broad vine-leaves, played, and which, +in the spring-night, he had taken for a bower in roses,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> stood a +blooming boy bent forward, who was letting down a chain of marigolds, +and kept fastening on new rings to the too short green cable. "My name +is Pollux," he answered briskly to Alban's soft question, "but my sister +is named Helena,<a name="FNanchor_84_84" id="FNanchor_84_84"></a><a href="#Footnote_84_84" class="fnanchor">[84]</a> but my little brother is named Echion." "And thy +father?" "He is not here now, he is away off there in Rome; just go in +to mother Chariton, I am coming immediately." On what fairer day, in +what fairer place, with what fairer hearts could he come into the holy +family of the beloved Dian, than on this morning, and with this mood?</p> + +<p>He went into the bright, laughing house, which was full of windows and +green Venetian blinds. When he entered into the spring-room he found +Chariton, a young, slender woman, looking almost like a girl of +seventeen,<a name="FNanchor_85_85" id="FNanchor_85_85"></a><a href="#Footnote_85_85" class="fnanchor">[85]</a> with the little Echion at her breast, defending herself +against the sickly and excitable Helena, who, standing in a chair under +the window, kept swinging in a many-leaved sling of a vine-branch, and +trying to girdle and blind therewith the eyes of her mother. With +charming confusion, wishing at once to rise, with her left hand to +remove the leafy fetters without tearing, and to cover up the suckling +more closely, she stepped forward, inclining her head, to meet the +beautiful youth, with childlike friendliness and warmth, but with +infinite shyness, not on account of the rank indicated by his dress, but +because he was a man, and looked so noble, even like her Greek. He told +her, with an enchanting love, which, perhaps, she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> had never seen so +magnificently pictured, on his strong countenance, his name, and the +gratitude which his heart kept in store for her husband, and the news +and greetings which he had brought from him. How the innocent fire +blazed out of the dark eyes of the timid creature! "Was then my lord," +so she called her husband, "very well and happy?" And so she began now, +unembarrassed as a child, a long examination all about her husband.</p> + +<p>Pollux came dancing in with his long chain. Alban playfully took out the +Doctor's medicine from his pocket, and said, "This is what you are to +take." "Must I drink it right down, mother?" said the hero. Here she +inquired quite as naively after the detailed prescriptions of the +Doctor, until the little suckling at her breast rebelled, and drove her +into a by-room to sit over the cradle. She excused herself, and said the +little one must go to sleep, because she was going to walk with Liana, +for whom she was looking every minute.</p> + +<p>Children love powerful faces. Alban was at once the favorite of children +and dogs, only he could never act with the little jumping troop, on the +childish playground, when grown spectators were in the boxes.</p> + +<p>"I can do a good many things!" said Pollux. "And I can read, sir!" +rejoined Helena to her brother. "But then only in German; but I can read +Latin letters splendidly, you!" replied the little man to her, and ran +round through the room after readings and specimens; but in vain. "Man, +wait a little!" said he, and ran up-stairs into Liana's chamber, and +brought one of Liana's letters.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>43<sup>a</sup>. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Albano knew not that Liana had the upper—so bloomingly shaded—chamber +reserved for her own private use, wherein she frequently—especially +when her mother remained behind in the city—drew, wrote, and read. The +childlike Chariton, inspired with the love-draught of friendship, did +not know at all how she could possibly so much as show her warmth of +kindness to the fair, affectionate friend: ah, what was a chamber? Now +into this always open room came the children, whom Liana sometimes heard +read; and thus was Pollux able on the present occasion to fetch out of +the solitary room the sheet which she had written this morning.</p> + +<p>While Albano, during the errand, sat so alone in the keeping-room of the +far-off friend of his youth, near <i>his</i> still, pale daughter, who looked +now at him and now at a toy sheep-fold, as well known to him as Liana's +eastern chamber, when the morning breeze swept in the glorious hum +through the cool window, especially when, in the light cut-work of the +floor the Chinese shadows of the vine and poplar foliage crinkled into +each other, and when, at length, Chariton began to sing the suckling to +sleep with a quicker, louder lullaby, which sounded to him like her +echoing sigh after the fair land of her youth; then was his full heart, +which had been already so stirred by all the events of the morning, +wondrously moved, and—especially by the flickering sham-fight of the +shadows—almost to tears; and the child looked up more and more +meaningly into his face.</p> + +<p>Then came Pollux back with his two quarto leaves, and now set himself at +once to his lesson. The very first page<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> composed the melody to Alban's +inner songs; but he could neither guess the authoress nor the date of +the letter, except further along, by a desultory sort of reading to and +fro. The leaves belonged to previous ones; not so much as a grain of +writing-sand evinced their recent birth (for Liana was too courtly to +use any); further, all the names were disguised; that is to say, +Julienne, to whom they were directed, had unfortunately in Argenson's +<i>bureau de décachetage</i>, where she resided, i.e. at court, demanded them +in cipher, and she accordingly took the name of Elisa; Roquairol was +called Charles, and Liana her little Linda. Linda, as will be well +remembered, is the baptismal name of the young Countess of Romeiro, with +whom the Princess on the day of that (for Roquairol) so bloody +masquerade had established an eternal heart- and letter-alliance; Liana, +to whose pure, poetic eyes every noble woman became a blessed saint and +heroine, the opaque jewel a bright, pure, transparent one, loved the +high Countess as if with the heart of her brother and her female friend +at once, and the gentle soul named herself, unconscious of her worth, +only the little Linda of her Elisa.</p> + +<p>Nor did Albano recognize the delicate running-hand; Julienne loved the +French language even to its letters, but Liana's resembled not the +scrawled Gallic protocols, but the neatly-rounded handwriting of the +English.</p> + +<p>Here is her leaf at last. O thou lovely being! how long have I thirsted +for the first sounds of thy refreshing soul!</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p class="sig"> +"Sunday Morning.<br /> +</p> + +<p>"... But to-day, Elisa, I am so profoundly happy, and the +evening-mist is transformed to an aurora in heaven. I ought +not to give thee yesterday's work at all.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> I was too much +troubled. But might not my dear mother, who had come hither +merely for my sake, become thereby still sicker, whatever +appearances of tolerable health she might, for that very +reason, assume with me? And then came thy form, beloved one, +and all thy sorrow and the painful neighborhood,<a name="FNanchor_86_86" id="FNanchor_86_86"></a><a href="#Footnote_86_86" class="fnanchor">[86]</a> and our +last evening here. O how reproachfully did all that pass +before my heavy heart! So, as we stopped before the house of +dear Chariton, and she kissed my mother's hand with tears of +joy; then was I so weak that I too turned aside and shed +tears, but other tears,—I wept for the rejoicing one +herself, who indeed could not know whether at that hour her +precious friend in Rome might not be sick or dying.</p> + +<p>"But now the dark, gray mist is wholly blown away from the +flower-garden of thy little Linda, and all the blossoms of +life shine in their pure, high colors before her. After +midnight my mother's headache passed almost entirely away, +and she was still sleeping so sweetly this morning. O, what +were my feelings then! Soon after five o'clock I went down +into the garden and shrunk back at the splendor which burned +in the dew and between the leaves; the sun was just looking +in under the triumphal gates,—all the lakes sparkled in a +broad fire,—a gleaming haze floated like a saintly halo +around the edge of the earth which the heaven touched,—and +a high waving and singing streamed through the splendor of +morn.</p> + +<p>"And into this unlocked world I had come back restored and +so happy. I wanted continually to cry out: 'I have thee +again, thou bright sun! and you, ye lovely flowers! and ye +proud mountains, ye have not changed! and ye are green +again, and, like me, renewed, ye sweet<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> scented trees!' I +floated, as if transfigured, in an endless felicity, Elisa, +weak, but light and free; I had, so it seemed to me, put off +this burdensome clay under the earth and kept only the +beating heart, and in my enraptured bosom warm +tear-fountains gushed down, as if over flowers, and covered +them with brightness.</p> + +<p>"'Ah, God!' said I, trembling at the very greatness of my +joy, 'was it then a mere sleep, that immovable repose of +mother?' and I must needs (smile on!) before I went further, +go up to her again. I crept breathless to the bedside, bent +listeningly over her, and my good mother opened slowly her +still gently dozing eyes, looked upon me languidly but +affectionately, and closed them again without stirring, and +gave me only her dear hand.</p> + +<p>"Now could I right blissfully return to my garden; I bore, +however, a morning-greeting to the ever-cheerful Chariton, +and told her that I might be found on the broad way to the +<i>altar</i>,<a name="FNanchor_87_87" id="FNanchor_87_87"></a><a href="#Footnote_87_87" class="fnanchor">[87]</a> if I should be wanted for anything. Ah, Elisa, +what feelings then were mine! And why had I not thee by the +hand, and why could not my distressed Charles see that his +sister was so happy? As, after a warm rain, the evening-red +and the liquid sunlight run from all the gold-green hills, +so stood a quivering splendor over my whole inner being and +over my past, and everywhere lay bright tears of joy. A +sweet gnawing consumed away my heart as if to death, and all +was so near to me and so dear! I could have answered the +whispering aspen and thanked the spring-breezes which fanned +so coolingly my hot eye! The sun had laid itself with a +motherly warmth on my heart, and brooded over us all,—the +cold flower, the naked young bird, the stiff butterfly,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> and +every creature. Ah, such should man be too, thought I; and I +took the sandy path, and spared the life of the poor little +blade of grass and the flower that peeped so lovingly, which +truly breathe and wake like us. I drove not away the thirsty +white butterflies and pigeons which stood beside each other +and bent down from the moist turf to drink. O, I could have +stroked the waves ... this creation is truly so precious and +from God's hand, and every the smallest-shaped heart has +surely its blood and a longing, and into every little +eye-point under the leaf the whole sun and a little spring +enter and abide!</p> + +<p>"I leaned, a little exhausted, under the first triumphal +arch, ere I ascended to the altar, and looked out into the +glimmering landscape full of villages and orchards and +hills; and the glistening dew, and the ringing of the +village-bells, and the chime of the herd-bells, and the +floating of the birds over all, filled me with peace and +light. Yes, in such peace and seclusion and serenity will I +spend my fleeting life, thought I: does not the little +Sad-cloak persuade me, who, before my eyes, with his wings +torn by autumn, nevertheless flutters again around his +flowers; and does not the night-butterfly admonish me, who +clings, chilled, to the hard statue, and cannot soar to the +blossoms of day? Therefore will I never stir from my mother; +only let the precious Elisa stay with us as long as her +Linda lives, and call her noble friend soon,<a name="FNanchor_88_88" id="FNanchor_88_88"></a><a href="#Footnote_88_88" class="fnanchor">[88]</a> that I may +see and heartily love her!</p> + +<p>"I went up the green-shaded mountain, but with pain: joy +weakens me so much. Think of me, Elisa: I shall some time +die of a great joy or of a great, all too great woe! The +spiral path to the altar was painted with the hues of the +blossom-dust, and overhead, not colored<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> and stationary, but +shifting, burning rainbows quivered through the twigs of the +mountain. Why stood I to-day in a splendor such as I never +knew before?<a name="FNanchor_89_89" id="FNanchor_89_89"></a><a href="#Footnote_89_89" class="fnanchor">[89]</a> And when the morning breeze fanned and +lifted me, and when I dipped myself deeper into the blue +heaven, then said I, 'Now thou art in Elysium.' Then it was +to me as if a voice said, 'This is the earthly Elysium, and +thou art not yet sanctified for the other.' O, how ardently +did I then form the purpose to disentangle myself from so +many faults, and especially to renounce that too hasty +imagination of offence, which I may indeed conceal from +others, but through which I nevertheless injure them. And +then I prayed at the altar, and thanked the Eternal +Goodness, and wept unconsciously; perhaps too much, but yet +without my eyes smarting.</p> + +<p>"At last I wrote the poem of thanks which I append to this, +and which I will put into verse, if the <i>pious father</i> +approves.</p></div> + + +<h4>"<span class="smcap">Poem of Thanks.</span></h4> + +<p>"'Do I then gaze again with blessed eyes into thy blooming world, thou +All-loving One, and weep again, because I am happy? Why did I then fear? +When I went under the earth in the darkness like the dead, and caught +only a distant sound of the loved ones and of spring above me, why was +my feeble heart in fear that there was no more hope for life and light? +For thou wast by me in the darkness, and didst lead me up out of the +vault into thy spring; and around me stood thy joyous children, and the +serene heavens, and all my smiling loved ones! O, I will now hope more +steadfastly! Continue thou to break off from the sick plant all rank +flowers, that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> rest may more fully ripen! Thou dost indeed lead thy +human creatures into thy heaven and to thyself over a long mountain; and +they go through the storms of life along the mountain, only +overshadowed, not smitten, by the clouds, and only our eye grows wet. +But when I come to thee, when Death again throws his dark cloud over me, +and draws me away from all that I love into the deeper cavern, and thou, +All-gracious, settest me free once more, and bearest me into thy +spring,—into a still fairer one than this, which is itself so +magnificent,—will then my frail heart, near thy judgment-seat, beat as +gladly as to-day, and will the mortal bosom dare to breathe in thy +ethereal spring? O, make me pure in this earthly one, and let me live +here, as if I were already walking in thy heaven!'"</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>If even you, ye friends, who have never seen her, are yet won and +touched by the patient, pure form, which can resignedly rejoice that the +storm-cloud has, after all, only sent down rain-drops upon it, and no +hailstones, how must she then have agitated the deeply-moved heart of +her friend! He felt a consecration of his whole being, just as if Virtue +came down incarnate in this shape from heaven, to hallow him with her +smile, and then flew back in a shining path, and he followed, inspired +and exalted, in her track.</p> + +<p>He urged the boy instantly to carry back the leaves, in order to spare +her and himself—as she might appear any moment—the most painful of +surprises; yet he firmly resolved—cost what it might—to be true, and +confess to her, this very day, what he had done.</p> + +<p>The little fellow ran up stairs and down again, remained a long time +before the door, and came in with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> Liana by the hand, who was dressed in +white, with a black veil. She looked in and around a little perplexed, +as she with both hands pushed back the veil from her friendly face; but +she heard Chariton's lullaby. She did not know him till he spoke; and +then her whole beautiful being reddened like an illuminated landscape +after an evening shower: she had the pleasure, she said, of knowing his +father. Probably she knew the son still better by Julienne's and +Augusti's pictures, and on more congenial sides; her sisterly heart was +certainly moved, too, by his brotherly voice; for the charm, and even +preferableness, of resemblance and copy is so great, that one who looks +like even an indifferent person becomes more dear to us, like the echo +of an empty sound, merely because, in this case as in the imitative art, +the past and absent, shining through the fancy, become a present.</p> + +<p>The gradually lowering tone of the mother's lullaby announced the +sinking of the infant to slumber, and at last the diminuendo died away, +and Chariton, with glistening eyes, ran to take Liana's hand. A frank +and serene friendship bloomed between the innocent hearts, and held them +entwined, as the vine does the neighboring poplars. Chariton related to +her what Albano had related, with a reliance upon her most fervent +sympathy. Liana listened to her friend with eager attention; but that +was quite as much as if she were looking at the historical source itself +that was so near at hand.</p> + + +<h3>44. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>At last they began a journey through the garden. Pollux very +reluctantly, and only after Liana's promise to draw him a horse again +to-day, stayed behind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span> as patron-saint of the cradle. Alban said, to the +extreme joy of the Architect's wife, who could now show the beautiful +man everything, that he had seen but little of Lilar yet. How +bewitchingly the two forms, linked in friendship, walked before him side +by side! Chariton, although a matron, yet of a Grecian slenderness, +fluttered along as a younger sister beside the lily-form of her somewhat +taller Liana. The former seemed, according to the classification of the +landscape-painters, nature in motion; Liana, nature in repose. As he +joined Liana again, by whose left hand Helena was running along,—the +mother on the right,—he found her softly-descending profile +indescribably touching, and around the mouth he recognized lines which +sorrow had drawn, the scars of returning days; while the lovely maiden, +on the sunny side of the front face, as in her easy conversation, +manifested a free, benignant cheerfulness, which Albano, who had never +knocked at the school-room door of any young ladies' academy, found it +hard to reconcile with her tearful poetry. O, if the tear of woman +passes away lightly, so flutters away still more lightly woman's smile; +and the latter, still oftener than the former, is only appearance!</p> + +<p>He tried, from a longing of the thirsty heart, to catch the little one's +hand, but she hung with both upon Liana's left; presently, however, she +skipped away, and plucked three iris-flowers,—which, like her, +resembled butterflies,—and gave one to her mother, and two to Liana, +with the words, "Give <i>him</i> one too!" And Liana handed it to him, +lifting her friendly face upon him as she did so with that holy +maiden-look which is bright and attentive, but not searching, expressive +of childlike sympathy without giving and demanding. Nevertheless, +several times during the day did she let those holy eyes sink down;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> but +what compelled her to it was, that on Zesara's rocky face, softened +though it was by love, there rested a physiognomical right of the +stronger: he seemed to look upon a shy soul with a hundred eyes, and his +two true ones blazed as warmly, although quite as purely, as the sun's +eye in the ether.</p> + +<p>The iris-flowers have this peculiarity, that one smells them, another +not; only to these three beings in one did the cups open themselves +equally wide, and they rejoiced long over this community of enjoyment. +Helena ran forward and disappeared behind a low bush; she sat on a +child's bench by a child's table, awaiting, with a smile, the grown +people. The good old Prince had low moss-benches, little garden-chairs, +little table- and pot-orangeries, and the like, placed everywhere, for +the children, about the resting-places of their elders; for he loved to +draw these refreshing open flowers of humanity near to his heart! "One +wishes so often," said Liana, "to live in the patriarchal time, or in +Arcadia, or in Otaheite; children are, indeed,—do you not believe +so?—everywhere the same, and one has already in them what only the most +remote time and the most remote region can insure." He indeed believed +it, and gladly; but he kept asking himself, How can such an unstained +Aphrodite be born out of the dead sea of a court, as pure dew and rain +arise out of the briny water of the ocean?</p> + +<p>While speaking, she occasionally drew an uncommonly graceful—how shall +I write it—<i>H'm!</i> after her words, which, although a grammatical +blunder at court, betrayed an unspeakable good nature; but I describe +it, not in order that all my fair readers may let this attractive +interjection be heard the very next Sunday.</p> + +<p>"The same," replied Albano,—but he meant it well,—"holds<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> of the +animals: the swan yonder is like the one in Paradise." She took it just +as it was meant; but the reason was the pious Father Spener, her +teacher; for at Albano's question touching Lilar's abundance of +beautiful and gentle creatures, she answered: "The old Lord loved these +creatures with a real tenderness, and they could often bring him even to +tears. The pious Father thinks so too; he says, since they do everything +at God's behest by instinct, accordingly it seems to him, when he +contemplates the care of the parents for their young, just as if the +Infinitely Gracious One were doing it all himself." They ascended now a +half-shaded bridge, over a long water-mirror hung round with quivering +poplars, wherein Liana's emblem, namely, a swan, slept on the +water-rings, the bent neck beautifully nestled on the back, the head +upon the wing, and gently wafted more by the breezes than by the waves. +"So reposes the innocent soul!" said Alban, and thought, perhaps, of +Liana, but without the courage to confess it. "And thus it awakes!" +Liana added with emotion, as this white magnified dove slowly raised its +head from the wing; for she thought of her mother's waking on this very +day.</p> + +<p>Chariton, as if all made up of salient points, was continually turning +to Liana, and asking: "Shall we go this way? or in through there? or out +through here? If my lord were only here! he knows all about it." She +would gladly have led him round every fount and every flower, and looked +into the youth's face as lovingly as into that of her friend. Liana said +to her, on the cross way at the bridge: "I think the flute-dell yonder, +with the gleaming gold ball, will perhaps be pleasantest, especially for +a lover of music; and, besides, they will look for me there, when they +bring the harp to my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> mother." She had promised to come back to her as +soon as that arrived. She shunned every path toward the south, where +Tartarus frowned behind its high curtain.</p> + +<p>Liana spoke now of the contest between painting and music, and of +Herder's charming official report of this strife. She, although a votary +of the pencil, gave in her vote, as was natural to the female and the +lyric heart, entirely for tones, and Albano, although a good pianist, +was rather for colors, "This magnificent landscape," said Albano, "is in +fact a picture, and so is every fair human form." "Were I blind," said +Chariton, naively, "then I should not see my lovely Liana." She replied: +"My teacher, the Counsellor of Arts, Fraischdörfer, also set painting +above music. But to me, when I hear music, it is as if I heard <i>a loud +past</i> or <i>a loud future</i>. Music has something holy; unlike the other +arts, it cannot paint anything but what is good."<a name="FNanchor_90_90" id="FNanchor_90_90"></a><a href="#Footnote_90_90" class="fnanchor">[90]</a> Verily, she was +herself a moral church-music, the angel-stop in the organ. The pure +Albano felt, by her side, the necessity and the existence of a yet +tenderer purity; and it seemed to him as if a man might injure, even +unconsciously, a soul like this, whose understanding was hardly anything +more than a finer feeling,—as window-glasses of pure transparency are +often broken, because they appear as if they were not. He turned round +mechanically, because he was always one step in advance, and not only +the blooming Lilar, but also Liana's full form, shone at once and +transfigured into his soul. To clasp her to his heart was not now his +yearning, but to snatch this being, who had so often suffered, from +every flame; to rush for her, sword in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> hand, upon her foe, to bear her +mightily through the deep, cold hell-floods of life;—that would have +illuminated his existence.</p> + + +<h3>45. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>They saw, already, some moist lights, of the high fountains that leaped +from above down into the flute-dell, flickering aloft before them, when +Liana, contrary to Chariton's expectation, begged them both to go with +her into a pathless oak-grove;—she looked upon him so contentedly and +open-heartedly as she said it, and without that womanly suspicion of +being misunderstood! In the dusky grove rose a wild rock, with the +words, "To my friend Zesara." The late Princess had caused this memorial +Alp to be erected to Albano's father. Struck, agitated, with smarting +eyes the son stood before it, and leaned upon it, as on Gaspard's +breast, and pressed his arm up against the sharp stone, and cried, with +the deepest emotion, "O thou good father!" His whole youth, and Isola +Bella, and the future, fell at once upon a heart which the whole morning +had wrought upon, and it could not longer restrain the pressing tears. +Chariton was serious, Liana continued faintly to smile,—but like an +angel in prayer. How often, ye fair souls! have I, in this chapter, been +compelled to constrain my deeply-impressed heart, which would fain +address and disturb you: but I will constrain it again!</p> + +<p>They stepped silently back into daylight. But Albano's waves of emotion +never fell suddenly; they expanded themselves into broad rings. His eye +was not yet dry when he came into the heavenly vale,—into that +resting-place of the wishes, where dreams might have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> gone round freely, +without sleep. Chariton—from her earnestness much more busy—had, after +a questioning glance at Liana to know whether she might, (namely, let +certain machines play,) hastened on before them. They passed through the +blooming veil, which retired as they approached;—and Albano beheld now +the youthful dream of an enchanted valley in Spain, that entangled one +in a net of scents and shadows, set out livingly on the earth before +him. On the mountains bloomed orange-walks, the stands hidden in the +higher terrace,—everything which bears great blossoms on its twigs, +from the Linden even to the grape-vine and the apple-tree, drank down +below at the brook, or climbed or crowned the two long mountains, which +wound, with their blossoms, around the flowers of the low ground, and +mutually inclined themselves, to promise an endless valley; fountains +placed on the slopes of the mountains threw behind one another silver +rainbows over the trees into the brook; in the east burned the gold +globe beside the sun,—the last mirror of his dying evening-glance. +"Receive my thanks, thou noble old man!" Albano was continually +repeating.</p> + +<p>Liana went with him along the western ridge as far as a bank covered +with blossoms, under the arch that fluttered above, where one may survey +the first and second windings of the vale, and, over in the north, high +pines, and behind them, the spire of a church-tower, and below, an +auricula meadow, while Chariton, opposite them on the eastern height, +behind a statue of a Muse,—for the Nine Muses beamed from the green +Tempe,—seemed to be winding up weights and pressing springs. "My +brother," Liana, in a low tone, broke the silence, going on meanwhile +with the knitting-work which she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> had taken from her friend, "wishes +very much to see you." The soul of Albano, now awakened with all its +holy faculties, felt itself wholly like her, and free from +embarrassment, and he said, "Even in my childhood I loved your <i>Charles</i> +like a brother; I have as yet no friend." The tenderly-moved souls did +not remark that the word Charles came from the letter.</p> + +<p>All at once single flute-tones floated up overhead on the mountains and +out of the bowers,—more and more continually joined them,—they +quivered through each other in a beautiful confusion,—at last +flute-choirs broke forth mightily on all sides, like angels, and soared +toward heaven;—they proclaimed how sweet is spring, and how joy weeps, +and how our heart longs, and then vanished overhead in the blue +spring,—and the nightingales flew up from the cool flowers and alighted +on the bright tree-tops, and cried joyfully into the triumphal songs of +May,—and the fanning of the morning-breeze swayed the lofty, glimmering +rainbows to and fro, and threw them far into the flowers.</p> + +<p>Liana's work sank out of her hands into her lap, and, in a way peculiar +to herself, while she leaned her head forward like a Muse, she cast her +eye upward, fixing it upon a dreamy distance; her blue eye glimmered as +the blue cloudless ether overflows with soft lightning in the tepid +summer-night;—but the youth's spirit blazed up in its emotion, like the +sea in a storm. She drew down the black veil,—certainly not against sun +and air alone; and Albano, with an inner world pictured on his agitated +form, played—a sublime contrast to himself—with the ringlets of the +little Helena, whom he had drawn towards him, and looked, with big +tears, into her simple, little face, which understood him not.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p> + +<p>At this moment the mother came hastening over into the silence, and +asked, in a very friendly manner, how he liked it all. His other +ecstasies resolved themselves into a commendation of the tones; and the +dear Greek herself extolled what she had often heard, more and more +strongly, as if it were new to her, and listened most intently with him.</p> + +<p>A maiden with the harp looked in through the entering-thicket of the +vale, and Liana saw the sign, and rose up. As she was on the point of +raising her veil and departing, the great-hearted youth bethought him of +his confession: "I have read your to-day's letter,—by heaven, I must +say it now!" said he. She drew the veil no higher, and said, with +trembling voice, "You surely have not read it! you could not have been +in my chamber?" and looked at Chariton. He replied, he had not read it +all, but yet a good deal of it; and related in three words a much milder +history than Liana could have hoped. "The naughty Pollux!" Chariton kept +saying. "O God, forgive me, I pray you, this sin of ignorance!" said +Albano. She threw back the dark veil for a second, and said, with +heightened color and downcast look, appeased, perhaps, by her joy at the +agreeable disappointment of her worse expectation: "It belonged merely +to a female friend; and you will perhaps, if I ask you, not read +anything again." And during the fall of the veil her eye looked up +soothingly and forgivingly, and with her beloved she slowly departed +from him.</p> + +<p>O thou holy soul, love my youth! Art thou not the first love of this +heart of fire, the morning-star in the early dawn of his life, thou, +this good, pure, and tender one? O, the first love of man, the Philomel +among the spring-tones of life, is always indeed, because we so err,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> so +hardly treated by Fate, and always killed and buried, but now, if for +once, two good souls, in the white-blossomed May of life, bearing the +sweet tears of spring in their bosoms, with the glistening buds and +hopes of a whole youth, and with the first, unprofaned longing, and with +the firstling of life as well as of the year, the forget-me-not of love +in their hearts,—if such kindred beings could meet each other and trust +each other, and in the blissful month swear a union for all the wintry +months of this earthly time; and if each heart could say to the +other,—"Hail to me, that I found thee in the holiest season of life, +before I had erred; and that I can die and not have loved anyone like +thee!"—O Liana! O Zesara! how fortunate must your beautiful souls be!</p> + +<p>The youth lingered a few minutes longer in the magic world that was +working around him, whose tones and fountains murmured like the waters +and machines in the solitary mine; but at last there was something +violent in the solitary monotone and glimmer of the valley, wherein he +had been left so alone. He hurried on by the nearest way, sprinkled +occasionally with veins of water, through the curtain of foliage, and +stepped out once more into the free morning earth of Lilar. How strange! +how distant! how changed was all! Into his wide open inner world the +outer world poured in with full streams. He himself was changed; he +could not go into the night of the oak-grove, to the rocky emblem of his +father. When he was over the bridge that stands in the twigs, he saw the +gentle company slowly walking over the broad silver-white garden-path, +and he blessed Liana, who could now press to her agitated heart the +heart of a mother. The little one often whirled round dancing, and +perhaps saw him, but no one turned back. The harp, carried<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> along after +them, was swept by the eastern breeze, and it snatched tones from the +awakened strings as from an Æolian harp, and bore them onward with it; +and the youth listened with melancholy to the receding murmur, as of +swans that hasten away over the lands, while behind him the empty vale +continued to speak lonesomely in the fluting pastoral-songs of love, and +hovering tones, gliding along after him, came faintly and dimly to his +ear. But he went back up the mountain of the altar; and as he looked +over the bright region, and saw still the white forms moving in the +distance, he let his whole, beautiful soul dissolve itself in weeping. +And here close we the richest day of his youthful life!</p> + +<p>But, ye good beings, who have a heart, and find none, or who have the +loved objects only <i>in</i>, and not <i>on</i>, your bosoms, am I not, like the +Greeks, drawing all these pictures of bliss, as it were, on the marble +sarcophagi of your changed, slumbering past? Am I not the <i>Archimime</i>, +who, following after, mimics before you the mouldering forms which your +soul has buried? And thou, younger or poorer man, to whom time, instead +of a past, has only given a future,—wilt thou not one day say to me, I +should have concealed from thee many blessed forms, like holy bodies, +for fear thou wouldst worship them? and wilt thou not add, that, had it +not been for these PhÅ“nix-portraits, thou mightst have cherished +lighter wishes, and had many fulfilled? And how much pain have I then +caused you all! But myself, too; for how could it fare better with me +than with the rest of you?</p> + +<p>Your conclusion would, accordingly, be this: since you can never really +live pleasant days so pleasantly as they shine afterward in <i>memory</i>, or +beforehand in <i>hope</i>, you would, therefore, rather have the present day +without<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> either; and since only at the two poles of the elliptic arch of +time one can catch the low music of the spheres, and in the centre of +the present nothing, you would, therefore, rather stay and listen in the +middle; but as to the past and the future,—neither of which can any man +live to see, because they are only two different poesy-gardens of our +heart, an Iliad and Odyssey, a Milton's Paradise Lost and Regained,—you +will not listen to them at all, or have anything to do with them, in +order that you may nestle down, deaf and blind, in an animal present.</p> + +<p>By Heaven! sooner give me the finest, strongest poison of ideals, so +that I may at least not snore away my moment, but dream it away, and +then die on it! But the very dying would be my own fault; for whoso +would fain translate <i>poetic</i> dreams into waking reality<a name="FNanchor_91_91" id="FNanchor_91_91"></a><a href="#Footnote_91_91" class="fnanchor">[91]</a> is more +foolish than the North American, who realizes his <i>nightly</i> ones: he +proposes, like a Cleopatra, to pervert the splendor of the pearls of dew +into a refreshing drink, and the rainbow of fancy to a permanent arch, +bridging over the rain-waters. Yes, O God, Thou wilt and canst give us +one day a reality, which shall embody and redouble and satisfy our +present ideals,—as thou hast, indeed, already proved to us, in our love +here below,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> which intoxicates us with moments in which the inner +becomes the outer, and the Ideal, Reality; but <i>then</i>—no, for the Then +of the life hereafter, this little <i>Now</i>, has no voice; but if, I say, +here below fiction could become fact, and our pastoral poetry pastoral +life, and every dream a day,—ah, even then would desire still remain +enhanced only, not fulfilled: the higher reality would only beget a +higher poetry, and higher remembrances and hopes;—in <i>Arcadia</i> we +should pine after <i>Utopia</i>; and on every sun we should see an +unfathomable starry heaven retiring before us, and we should—sigh as we +do here!</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/flowerend.jpg" width="400" height="79" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_82_82" id="Footnote_82_82"></a><a href="#FNanchor_82_82"><span class="label">[82]</span></a> They have a whole room for winter quarters, of which in +summer the windows are merely thrown open.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_83_83" id="Footnote_83_83"></a><a href="#FNanchor_83_83"><span class="label">[83]</span></a> Such was the general title of the secluded Emeritus, the +court preacher, Spener, who resided there, and who was related to the +noble old pious Spener, not only on the paternal side, but also on the +spiritual.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_84_84" id="Footnote_84_84"></a><a href="#FNanchor_84_84"><span class="label">[84]</span></a> They had these names as twins.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_85_85" id="Footnote_85_85"></a><a href="#FNanchor_85_85"><span class="label">[85]</span></a> The grammar seems to require "a still almost maidenly +looking woman of seventeen years," but the translator did not dare to +think Jean Paul could have meant that, consistently with the ages of the +three children, though, as an Oriental, Chariton may have married <i>very</i> +young.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_86_86" id="Footnote_86_86"></a><a href="#FNanchor_86_86"><span class="label">[86]</span></a> The Tartarus with Julienne's father's heart.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_87_87" id="Footnote_87_87"></a><a href="#FNanchor_87_87"><span class="label">[87]</span></a> Such is the name of that mount which Albano +found in the well-known spring night.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_88_88" id="Footnote_88_88"></a><a href="#FNanchor_88_88"><span class="label">[88]</span></a> Linda de Romeiro.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_89_89" id="Footnote_89_89"></a><a href="#FNanchor_89_89"><span class="label">[89]</span></a> The reason is, that after her recovery she was still +short-sighted, and to a short-sighted person the dew is so much the more +brilliant.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_90_90" id="Footnote_90_90"></a><a href="#FNanchor_90_90"><span class="label">[90]</span></a> This proposition, that pure music, without text, cannot +represent anything immoral, deserves to be more investigated and +developed by me.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_91_91" id="Footnote_91_91"></a><a href="#FNanchor_91_91"><span class="label">[91]</span></a> It cannot be objected to me, that in fact the scenes of my +book have been actually experienced, and that no one would wish to +experience any better; for in the representation of fancy reality +assumes new charms, charms with which every other faded present +magically glimmers through the memory. I appeal here to the sensations +of the very characters who figure in <i>Titan</i>, whether they would not in +my book—in case they should ever light upon it—find in the pictured +scenes, which, however, are their own, a higher enchantment, which has +gone from the real, and which, to be sure, might produce such an +effect—but altogether illusorily—that my characters could wish to live +<i>their own life</i>.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/barstart.jpg" width="550" height="138" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>NINTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Pleasure of Court-Mourning.—The Burial.—Roquairol.—Letter +to him.—The Seven last Words in the Water.—The Swearing of +Allegiance.—Masquerade.—Puppet Masquerade.—The Head in +the Air, Tartarus, the Spirit-Voice, the Friend, the +Catacomb, and the two united Men.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>46. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/r.jpg" width="100" height="107" alt="R" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">Ripening love is the stillest: the shady flowers in this spring, as in +the other, shun sunlight. Albano spun himself deep into his +Sunday-dreams, and drew, as well as he could, the green poppy-leaf of +reality into his web,—namely, the Monday, which was to show him, at the +state-burial of the Prince, the brother of his maiden-friend.</p></div> + +<p>This day of festive sadness, at which the third but greatest princely +coffin was to be conveyed to its repose, at last broke, and had been +made momentous already by the preparatory festival, at which the two +first coffins, together with the old man, had been interred, somewhat as +virtues are buried in the very beginning of a century, and not till its +end their empty names and wrappages and half-bindings. At the rehearsal- +and prefiguring-burial of the illustrious deceased, the old pious Father +Spener too, his last friend, had gone down with him into the vault, in +order to have opened the wooden and tin casing of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> run-down +wheel-work, and to cover over upon the still breast of the dear sleeper +his youthful portrait and his own with the colored side down, without +speaking or weeping; and the court made much of this morning- and +evening-offering of friendship.</p> + +<p>Everything swells up monstrously for man, of which they are obliged to +talk a long while,—all Pestitz societies were auxiliary funeral +societies, and full of burial-marshals,—every scaffolding of the +neighboring future was a mausoleum, and every word a funeral sermon or +an epitaph upon the pale man. Sphex, as his physician in ordinary, +rejoiced in his part of the sorrow and the procession,—the Lector had +already tried on the court mourning, in the place of his cast-off +winter-garb, and found it to fit,—the court-marshal had not a minute's +rest, and the last day, which opens all graves and closes none, had come +to him now before its time,—the Minister, Von Froulay, whom the cold +Luigi willingly left to do everything, was, as a lover of old princely +pomp, and as convoking director of the present occasion, as much in +heaven himself as was the illustrious deceased,—the women had risen +from their beds this morning as to a new life, because to these busy +<i>drapery-paintresses</i> a long chain of coats and of their wearers +probably weighs as much as a span of blood-related horses does to their +husbands.</p> + +<p>Albano waited impatiently at the window for Liana's brother, and loved +the invisible one more and more ardently; like two connected wings, +Friendship and Love stirred and lifted each other within him. The +mourning-spool, namely, the empty coffin, had been fixed in Tartarus, +and was gradually wound off, and now the dark mourning-ribbon would soon +be ready to be stretched<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> to the upper city. Already, for an hour and a +half before the arrival of the procession, the saltpetre of the female +crowd had been crystallized on the walls and the windows. Sara, the +Doctor's wife, came up with the children and the deaf Cadaver into +Schoppe's chamber, the second door of which stood open into Albano's, +and, with an ogling, amorous look, spoke in to the Count: "Up here one +can overlook the whole much better, and his excellency will pardon it." +"You just stay together there, and don't you trouble M. the Count," said +she, turning back to the children, and was on the point of entering the +Count's chamber, at whose threshold Schoppe, just coming from Albano, +caught and stopped her.</p> + +<p>Now Sara was one of those common women who are more carried away +themselves by their own charms than successful in carrying others away +therewith. She would merely set her face in the chair, and let it kindle +and singe and burn, while she on her part (relying on her <i>lazy +Jack</i><a name="FNanchor_92_92" id="FNanchor_92_92"></a><a href="#Footnote_92_92" class="fnanchor">[92]</a> of a visage) quietly and coolly worked away at other things, +either simple trash or vile scandal; and then when she had been a +<i>clothes'-rod</i> of women, as Attila was a Heaven's rod of nations, she +looked round and surveyed the damage which the fire of her face had done +in the male tinder-boxes. Particularly on the rich and beautiful Count +had she an eye,—under Cupid's bandage. Her head was full of good +physiognomical fragments; and Lavater's objection, that most +physiognomists unfortunately study nothing in the whole man but the +face, could not hit in any point her pure physiognomical sense.</p> + +<p>Schoppe, readily divining that with this female soul-dealer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> the walk or +<i>gang</i> was a press-gang,<a name="FNanchor_93_93" id="FNanchor_93_93"></a><a href="#Footnote_93_93" class="fnanchor">[93]</a> the white linen, hunting-gear, the shawl, a +bird-net,<a name="FNanchor_94_94" id="FNanchor_94_94"></a><a href="#Footnote_94_94" class="fnanchor">[94]</a> and the neck, a swan's-neck for any fox that happened to +be near, caught her by the hand at the threshold of the two chambers, +and asked her, "Do you, also, take as much interest as I in the +universal joy of the land, and the long-desired court-mourning? Your +eyes indicate something like it, Mrs. Provincial Physician." "What +interest do you mean?" said the medical lady, struck quite stupid. "In +the pleasure of the courtiers, who, in general, are distinguished from +monkeys, as the orang-outangs are, by the fact that they seldom make +leaps of joy; at least, like young performers on the piano-forte, they +drum away, without the smallest emotion, their most mournful and their +merriest pieces one after the other. O, if only nothing bitter should +spoil the mourning of the court-household! Do you wish the dear ones to +have arrayed themselves in vain in the black robes of joy, wherein, like +the grandsons of those who were left behind in the battle of Leuctra, +they go to meet the jubilee of a new prince? What!" Unluckily she +replied, in a sarcastic tone: "Black is, in these parts, the +mourning-color, Mr. Schoppe." "Black, Mrs. Doctor!" (he bounced back +with astonishment.) "Black?—black is a travelling-color, and +bridal-color, and gala-color, and, in Rome, a princely-children's color; +and, in Spain, it is a law of the empire that the courtiers, like the +Jews in Morocco,<a name="FNanchor_95_95" id="FNanchor_95_95"></a><a href="#Footnote_95_95" class="fnanchor">[95]</a> shall appear in black.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span></p><p>"Pestalozzi, madam—but there's Malt, does he understand me?" Schoppe +turned round to the man, who had his drum on, and meant secretly to tap +it during the procession, so as to catch something of the muffled +funeral drums, and exhorted him to give a beat or two, in order that he +might profit by the discourse. "Malt," said he, louder, "Pestalozzi +remarks very justly, that the great ones of our time, in face, dress, +posture, image-worship, superstition, and love for charlatans, approach +daily nearer and nearer the Asiatics; it speaks in favor of Pestalozzi, +that they borrow of the Chinese, who dress themselves in black for joy, +and in white for mourning, not merely temples and gardens and +caricatures, but also this very black of joy."</p> + +<p>Among the children,—of whom the uneducated alone were not +ill-bred,—Boerhave, Galen, and Van Swieten made themselves most +prominent by the inlaid work and designs of the present company, which +they were engraving on their bread and butter; and Galen showed his +satirical projection of Mama, saying, "Only see what a long nose I have +made Mama have!"</p> + +<p>The Librarian, who was turning something similar, arrested her, as she +offered to go in, assuring her he would not let her pass till she +surrendered to his views: the funeral column of march could hardly have +got an acre's distance out of Tartarus, and would give him time enough. +He continued:—</p> + +<p>"Genuine mourning, on the contrary, my dear, always, like anger, makes +one party-colored, or, like terror, white; e. g. the creatures of a dead +Pope mourn violet, so does the French king, his lady chestnut brown, the +Venetian Senate, for their Doge, red. But to a regent you cannot, more +than I, allow any mourning whatever; to the high-priest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> and a Jewish +king<a name="FNanchor_96_96" id="FNanchor_96_96"></a><a href="#Footnote_96_96" class="fnanchor">[96]</a> it was wholly forbidden; why should we allow the household more +than the master? And must not a sovereign, my best one! who should +permit the expensiveness of public mourning, manifestly open afresh the +closed wounds of private sorrow? And could he, when, like Cicero,<a name="FNanchor_97_97" id="FNanchor_97_97"></a><a href="#Footnote_97_97" class="fnanchor">[97]</a> he +had, by his exile, thrown twenty thousand people into mourning weeds, +answer it to his conscience, that his last act was a <i>Droit d'Aubaine</i>, +a robbery, and that the dying-bed, whereupon one formerly bequeathed +clothing to servants and the poor, should now strip them thereof? No, +madam, that does not look like regents at least, who often, even by +their dying, as Marcion<a name="FNanchor_98_98" id="FNanchor_98_98"></a><a href="#Footnote_98_98" class="fnanchor">[98]</a> asserted of Christ's journey to hell, bring +up a Cain, Absalom, and several others of the Old-Testament culprits out +of hell into the heaven of the new administration.</p> + +<p>"You do not yet give in, and the Cadaver looks at me like a cow; but +consider this: peruke- and stuff-weavers have frequently besought +crowned heads to wear their manufactures, in order that they might get a +sale for them;—an hereditary and crown-prince, on the first happy +consecration- and regency-day, when he deposes, that is, deposits his +predecessor in the ground, puts on coal-black, because the black wool is +not good for much, and does not sell well, and such an example at once +strikes the whole metropolis,—even cattle, drums, pulpits, black. Only +one word more, love: I assure you there is nothing coming yet but the +company of choristers. For this very reason has the princely corpse, +which might<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> easily spoil the whole pleasure of the funeral, been +previously disposed of, and only a vacant box is carried along, in order +that the procession may have no other <i>pensées</i> than <i>Anglaises</i><a name="FNanchor_99_99" id="FNanchor_99_99"></a><a href="#Footnote_99_99" class="fnanchor">[99]</a>.... +O dearest, one last word: What can you see, then, in the corps of +equerries and pages? Well, go now! I too rejoice to see at once so many +people, and the prince so happy in the midst of his children."</p> + +<p>But the longer he saw the procession growing, that loose juggler's +thread, by which they were letting down the empty but figured chest of +Cypselus<a name="FNanchor_100_100" id="FNanchor_100_100"></a><a href="#Footnote_100_100" class="fnanchor">[100]</a> into the family vault, so much the more indignant became +his mockery. He applied his hypothesis to every sable member of the dark +chain. He praised them for opening the <i>bal masqué</i> of the new +administration with these slow minuet steps, and preparing themselves +for the waltz of the wedding and the grandfather's-dance of the +allegiance-day. He said, as one loved on festive days to make everything +easy for himself and his beast, as, accordingly, the Jews, on the +Sabbath, would not allow themselves or their cattle to carry anything, +not even the hens to carry the rags sticking to them; so he saw with +pleasure, that in the ceremony-carriages, and in the parade-box, and on +the mourning-horses, nothing was suffered to lie or sit; yes, that even +the trains of the mourning-mantles were borne by pages, and the four +points of the bier-cloth by four stout gentlemen. The only fault he +found was, that the soldiery in their joy had seized their guns upside +down, and that precisely the persons of the highest rank, Luigi,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> +Froulay, Bouverot, as they came from a hasty funeral potation at once +into the open air, were obliged, by reason of their staggering, to be +led along and held up on both sides.</p> + + +<h3>47. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>In Albano another spirit spoke than in Schoppe, but the two soon met. To +the Count the night-like forms of crape, the still funeral banners, the +dead-march, the creeping sick-man's-walk, and the tolling of the bells, +opened wide all earth's charnel-houses, especially as before his +blooming eyes these death plays came for the first time: but one thing +more loudly than all—one will hardly guess what—proclaimed before him +the partings of life,—namely, the beat of the drum stifled by the +funeral cloth; a muffled drum was to him a broken reverberation of all +earthly catacombs. He heard the dumb, strangled complainings of our +hearts,—he saw higher beings looking down from above on the lamentable +three hours' comedy of our life, wherein the ruddy child of the first +act fades in the fifth to the old man in jubilee, and then, grown up and +bowed down, vanishes behind the falling curtain.</p> + +<p>As, in spring, we think more of death, autumn, and winter than in +summer, so also does the most fiery and energetic youth paint out to +himself in <i>his</i> season of life's year, the dark leafless one oftener +and more vividly than the man in that stage which is nearest to it; for +in both springs the wings of the ideal unfold widely and find room only +in a future. But before the youth, Death comes in blooming, Greek form; +before the tired, older man, in Gothic.</p> + +<p>Schoppe generally began with <i>comic</i> humor, and ended<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> with <i>tragic</i>; so +also now did the empty mourning-chest, the crape of the horses, their +emblazoned caparisons, the Prince's contempt of the heavy German +Ceremonial; in short, the whole heartless mummery, lead him up to an +eminence, to which the contemplation of a multitude of men at once +always impelled him, and where, with an exaltation, indignation, and +laughing bitterness hard to describe, he looked down upon the eternal, +tyrannical, belittling, objectless and joyless, bewildered and oppressed +frenzy of mankind, and his own too.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a gay, shining knight broke the dark chain: it was Roquairol, +on the parading gala-horse, who agitated our two men, and none besides. +A pale, broken-down face, glazed over with long inward fire, stripped of +all youthful roses, lightening out of the diamond-pits of the eyes under +the dark, overhanging eyebrows, rode along in a tragic merriment, in +which the lines of the veins were redoubled under the early wrinkles of +passion. What a being, full of worn-out life! Only courtiers or his +father could have set down this tragic exultation to an adulatory +rejoicing over the new regency; but Albano took it all into his heart, +and grew pale with inward emotion, and said, "Yes, it is he! O, good +Schoppe, he will certainly become our friend, this distracted youth. How +painfully does the noble one laugh at this gravity, and at crowns, and +graves and all! Ah, he too has, indeed, once died." "There the rider is +right," said Schoppe, with quivering eyes, and suddenly tapped Albano's +hand and then his own head; "my very skull here appears to me like a +close <i>bonsoir</i>, like a light-extinguisher, which death claps upon +me,—we are neat silvered figures, kept up in an electrical dance, and +we leap up with the spark; fortunately I am still alive and +kicking,—and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> there is our good Lector creeping along, too, and +trailing his long crape,"—in which respect Augusti's citizenly-serious +mood contrasted very strongly with the humanly-serious one of the +Librarian.</p> + +<p>All at once Schoppe, out of patience with this general emotion, said: +"What a masquerade for the sake of a mask! Rag and tag for a piece of +rag-paper! Throw a man quietly into his hole, and call nobody to see. I +always admire London and Paris, where they toll no alarm-bells, nor set +the neighborhood stirring, when the undertaker carries one, who has +fallen asleep, to bed." "No, no," said Zesara, full of capacity for +grief, "I admire it not: to whomsoever the holy dead are of no +consequence, to him the living are so too;—no, I will gladly let my +heart break into one tear after another, if I can only still remember +the dear being."</p> + +<p>O, how did the neighborhood accord with his heart! In a cistern, before +which the coffin of the coffin passed by, there stood a bronze statue of +the old man on horseback, who saw pass by below him the unsaddled +mourning-horses, and the mounted festive-steed; a deaf and dumb man was +stopping from door to door, and making, with his bell, a begging jingle, +which neither he nor the buried one could hear: and was not the +forgotten Prince laid in the earth all unseen, and more lonesome than +any one of his subjects? O Zesara! it sank into thy heart, how easily +man is forgotten, whether he lies in the urn or in the pyramid; and how +our immortal self is regarded, like an actor, as <i>absent</i>, so soon as it +is once behind the scenes, and frets and fumes no longer among the +players on the stage.</p> + +<p>But had not the gray hermit, Spener, laid upon the sunken breast of that +deeper hermit a double youth?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> O, in this frosty hour of pomp and +pageantry, counts not the faithful Julienne every tone of the funeral +bell with the beads of her tears,—that poor daughter whom sickness has +exempted from the ceremonials, not from pain, who now has lost her <i>last +but one</i>, perhaps her <i>last</i> relative, since her brother is hardly one? +And will not Liana, in her Elysium, guess the farce of sorrow which is +acted so near to her over behind the high trees in Tartarus? And if she +suspects anything, O how profoundly will she mourn!</p> + +<p>All this the noble youth heard in his soul, and he thirsted hotly after +the friendship of the heart: it was to him as if its mountain- and +life-air floated down from eternity, and blew the grave-dust away from +his life-path, and he saw, up yonder, the Genius place his inverted +torch upon the cold bosom, not to extinguish the immortal life, but to +enkindle the immortal love.</p> + +<p>He could not now do otherwise than go forth into the open air, and, amid +the flying tones of spring and the deep, hollow murmur of the receding +dead march, write the following words to Liana's brother, in which he +said to him, after a youthful style, Be my friend!</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> +<p> +"<span class="smcap">To Charles.</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>"Stranger! At this hour, when, in the dead sea and through +our tears, the triumphal columns and thrones of men and +their bridge-posts appear to us <i>broken</i>, a true heart puts +a question to thee frankly, and let thine answer it +willingly and in truth!</p> + +<p>"Has the longest prayer of man been answered to thee, +stranger, and hast thou thy friend? Do thy wishes and nerves +and days grow together with his, like the four cedars on +Lebanon, which can bear nothing around them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> but eagles? +Hast thou two hearts and four arms, and livest thou twice +over, as if immortal, in the battling world? Or standest +thou solitary and alone upon a frosty, dumb, slender, +glacier-point, having no human being to whom thou canst show +the Alps of creation, and with the heavens arching far above +thee and abysses yawning below? When thy birthday comes, +hast thou no being to shake thy hand, and look thee in the +eye and say, We still cleave together faster than ever?</p> + +<p>"Stranger: if thou hast had no friend, hast thou deserved +one? When spring kindled into life, and opened all her +honey-cups, and her serene heaven, and all the hundred gates +of her Paradise, hast thou, like me, bitterly looked up and +begged of God a heart for thine? O when, at evening, the sun +went down like a mountain, and his flames departed from the +earth, and now only his red breath floated upward to the +silvery stars, hast thou beheld the brotherly shadows of +friendship which sank together on battle-fields, like stars +of one constellation, stealing forth through the bloody +clouds out of the old world, like giants; and didst thou +think of <i>this</i>,—how imperishably they loved each other, +and thou, like me, wast alone? And, solitary one, when +night—that season at which the spirit of man, as in torrid +climes, <i>toils</i> and <i>travels</i>—reveals her cold suns above +thee in a sparkling chain, and when, still, among all the +distant forms of the ether there is no dear loved one, and +immensity painfully draws thee up, and thou feelest, upon +the cold earth, that thy heart beats against no breast but +only thine own,—O beloved! weepest thou then, and most +bitterly?</p> + +<p>"Charles, often have I reckoned up, on my birthday, the +increasing years,—the feathers in the broad wing of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span> +time,—and thought upon the sounding flight of youth: then I +stretched my hand far out after a friend, who should stick +by me in the Charon's skiff wherein we are born, when the +seasons of life's year glide by along the shore before me, +with their flowers and leaves and fruits, and when, on the +long stream, the human race shoots downward in its thousand +cradles and coffins.</p> + +<p>"Ah, it is not the gay, variegated shore that flies by, but +man and his stream: forever bloom the seasons in the gardens +up and down along the shore; only <i>we</i> sweep by once for all +before the garden, and never return.</p> + +<p>"But our friend goes too. O, if thou at this hour of death's +juggleries art contemplating the pale Prince, with the +images of youth on his breast, and thinking of the gray +friend who secretly bewails him in Tartarus, then will thy +heart dissolve, and in soft, warm flames run round through +thy bosom, and softly say: 'I will love, and then die, and +then love—O Almighty, show me the soul which longs and +languishes like mine!'</p> + +<p>"If thou say'st that, if thou art thus, then come to my +heart: I am as thou. Grasp my hand, and hold it till it +withers. I have seen thy form to-day, and on it the marks of +life's wounds: hasten to me; I will bleed and struggle at +thy side. I have long and early sought and loved thee. Like +two streams will we mingle and grow, and bear our burdens, +and dry up together. Like silver in the furnace, we will run +together with glowing light, and all slags shall lie cast +out around the pure shimmering metal. Laugh not, then, any +longer so grimly, to think what <i>ignes-fatui</i> men are; like +<i>ignes-fatui we</i> burn and fly away in the rainy storm of +time. And then, when time is gone by, we find each other +again, and it will be again in the spring.</p> + +<p class="sig"> +"<span class="smcap">Albano de Cesara.</span>"<br /> +</p> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>48. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>How gloriously,—before all the beating veins of the inner man, like +those of the outer in old age, have stiffened into gristle, and all the +vessels have become inflexible and earthy, and the moral pulse, like the +physical, hardly makes sixty strokes in a minute, and before the shy old +fool, at every emotion, reserves a piece of his nature which he keeps +cold and dry, and which is to wait for another occasion, as sprinkled +raspberry leaves always remain dry on the rough side,—how gloriously, I +say, before this period of espionage, does a youth, especially an +Albano, step along his path, how freely, boldly, and exultingly! and +seeks with equal confidence the friend and the foe, and closes with him, +to fight either for him or against him!</p> + +<p>Let this excuse Albano's fiery letter! The next day he received from +Roquairol this answer:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"I am as thou. On ascension-evening I will seek thee among +the masks.</p> + +<p class="sig"> +"<span class="smcap">Charles.</span>"<br /> +</p> +</div> + +<p>The redness of mortification rushed over the Count's face at this +artificial postponement of the acquaintance; he felt that, after such a +tone from the heart, <i>he</i> would have immediately, without a dead interim +of five days, and without an <i>homage-day masquerade</i> in a double sense, +gone to his friend and become his. But now he swore no longer to run to +meet him, but only to wait for him. However, the roused indignation soon +subsided, and he began to invent fairer and fairer mitigations for the +first leaf of the so-long-sought favorite. Charles might certainly, e. +g. not wish to mix up the holy time of the first<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> recognition with this +bustle of taking the allegiance-oath,—or that first suicidal masquerade +might have made every succeeding one an inspiring era of a new second +life,—or he knew, perhaps, in fact, about Albano's birthday,—or, +finally, this glowing spirit chose to run or fly on his own track.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, his note made the Count reproach himself for his own letter, +as if it had been a sin against his Schoppe; he held it to be a sin, in +one friendship, to yearn after another; but thou mistakest, fair soul! +Friendship has steps which lead up on the throne of God, through all +spirits, even to the Infinite: only love is satiable, and, like truth, +admits no three degrees of comparison; and a single being fills its +heart. Moreover, Albano and Schoppe, in such a mutual metempsychosis of +their ideas, and such a near relationship of their pride and nobility, +held each other far more dear than they showed to each other. For, as +Schoppe, in fact, showed nothing, one could love him in return only with +the finger on the lip, but, perhaps, so much the more strongly. Albano +was a burning-hot concave mirror, which has its object near, and +represents it erect behind itself; Schoppe one which holds the object +far off, and throws an inverted image of it into the air.</p> + +<p>On the evening before his birthday, and the day of allegiance, Albano +stood alone at his window, and pondered his past,—for a last day is +more solemn than a first: on the 31st of December I reckon up three +hundred and sixty-five days and their fates; on the first of January I +think of nothing, because, in fact, the whole future is transparent, or +may be all out in five minutes;—while the vesper-bell pealed over the +fast-closing twentieth year of his life, and the vesper-hour rose within +him, he measured<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> the <i>abside-line</i><a name="FNanchor_101_101" id="FNanchor_101_101"></a><a href="#Footnote_101_101" class="fnanchor">[101]</a> of his moral being, and looked +up at the towering pile of the approaching morrow, which hung full +either of spring-showers or hailstones. Never yet had he so tenderly +surveyed the circle of his beloved beings, or glanced through the open +doors of futurity, as at this time.</p> + +<p>But the fair hour was spoiled by Malt, who burst in with the information +that the limping gentleman had leaped overboard. From the dormer-window +might be seen a returning village funeral-procession, conglomerated +around the spot on the bank where Schoppe had plunged in. With frightful +wildness—for in Albano indignation was next-door neighbor to terror and +pain—he dragged along with him, as he flew to the rescue, the lazy +provincial physician, and even threatened him with hard words; for Sphex +was going to wait for a carriage, and meanwhile represent to himself the +possible cases of too late preparations for a rescue, and besides, +perhaps, cherished a hope of serving up Schoppe, on the anatomical +table, as Doctor's-feast of science.</p> + +<p>The youth ran out with him,—through corn-fields, amidst tears and +amidst curses,—with alternate clenched fist and outspread palm, and his +eye grew more and more dim and dizzy, and his heart hotter and hotter, +the nearer they approached the dark circle. At last they could not only +see the Librarian, but also hear him; in good case he turned towards +them his curly head from among the reeds, and, occasionally, as he was +haranguing the mourning-retinue, he flung up, in a fiery manner, his +hairy arm above the water-plants.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p> +<p>Of course the case stood thus:—</p> + +<p>His sorites, as long as he lived, was the following: "He had come into +the world, not feet foremost, but head foremost, and, accordingly, +carried his head and nose high and lofty,<a name="FNanchor_102_102" id="FNanchor_102_102"></a><a href="#Footnote_102_102" class="fnanchor">[102]</a> because he could not help +it. Now he knew of no more genuine freedom than health;—every malady +shuts up and warps the soul, and the earth is, merely for that +reason, a universal block-house, <i>la salpetrière</i> and house of +bruises;<a name="FNanchor_103_103" id="FNanchor_103_103"></a><a href="#Footnote_103_103" class="fnanchor">[103]</a>—whoso made use of an oyster-snail-viper medicine was +himself a slimy, snaky, sticking viper, oyster, snail, and therefore the +ever-free savages killed their invalids, and the vigorous Spartans gave +no patient an office, least of all the crown;—and strength was +especially necessary, in our degenerate days, in order to maul qualified +subjects, because, to his certain knowledge, the fist with some +substance in it was the best plaintiff's plea and <i>actio ex lege +diffamari</i> which a citizen could institute."</p> + +<p>Therefore he bathed summer and winter in ice-cold water, just as he, for +the same reason, kept himself temperate in all things.</p> + +<p>Now, then, in this odious May-weather, he had merely, in his gray +hussar-cloak,—at home, his night-gown,—and with shoes down at the +heel, gone to the water-side; he had previously stripped himself at the +house so as to be ready as soon as he should arrive at the bank. The +mourning-company, who saw him go at his swift pace down to the water, +and at last throw off everything and leap in, could not but believe the +man meant to drown himself, and ran in a body to his bathing-place, not +to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> let him do it. "Do not drown himself!" cried the mourning-company of +blacks, while yet afar off. He just let them come on till he could +discourse the matter to them somewhat nearer, in the following wise:—"I +am yet open to conviction; I can hear reason, good folk, though I am +already standing up to my neck in the water; but suffer yourselves to be +correctly informed in this case, dear <i>Cherstens</i> generally, for so +Christians were called in the time of Charles. I am a poor +Sacramentarian, and can hardly recollect what I have hitherto lived on, +it was so bloody-desperate little. Whatever I have undertaken in this +world, no blessing went with it, but it was all crab's-track backwards +and forward. I set up, in Vienna, a neat little magazine of snipes' +dung, but I made nothing out of it for want of snipes. I took hold on +the other end, and hawked about in Carlsbad, for the lords and great +ones, who are accustomed to set a picture upon every old stool and piece +of trumpery, fine engravings for waste-paper and privy purposes, in +order that, instead of the mere printed paper, they might have something +tasty for consumption; but the whole set was left, a dead loss, on my +hands, because the manner was too hard and not ideal enough. In London I +prepared ready-made speeches (for I am a <i>litterateur</i>) to be used by +men who are hanged, and yet would fain have something to say for +themselves: I offered them to the richest parliamentary orators, and +even knaves of booksellers, but came near having to use the speeches for +myself. I would gladly have got my living by vomiting,<a name="FNanchor_104_104" id="FNanchor_104_104"></a><a href="#Footnote_104_104" class="fnanchor">[104]</a> but that +requires funds. I tried once to get a settlement as note-stand to a +count's regiment,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> because it looks stupid enough on drill- and +parade-days to see every one with a musical flap hanging on his +shoulder, from which his next neighbor behind plays. I offered for a +trifle to wear all the musicalia on my own person, and stand before them +with the notes; but the first-lieutenant (who is at once in the regency +and in the treasury) thought it would make the fifers laugh when they +came to blow. Thus has it fared with me from time immemorial, dear +Cherstens—but don't trample about on my precious cloak there! As ill +luck would have it, I entered into wedlock with a lady of Vienna, who +was endowed with melted seals;<a name="FNanchor_105_105" id="FNanchor_105_105"></a><a href="#Footnote_105_105" class="fnanchor">[105]</a> her name was <i>Prænumerantia +Elementaria Philanthropia</i>;<a name="FNanchor_106_106" id="FNanchor_106_106"></a><a href="#Footnote_106_106" class="fnanchor">[106]</a> you don't know what this means in +German,—a real hell-broom, who chased me, all heated, like a hunted +stag, into the reeds here. Cherstens, I should defame myself in the +water, were I to come out plainly with the whole story of our woful +condition;<a name="FNanchor_107_107" id="FNanchor_107_107"></a><a href="#Footnote_107_107" class="fnanchor">[107]</a> ... in short, my Philanthropia before marriage was soft +as the spines of a new-born hedge-hog, but in the nuptial state, when +the foliage was off, I saw, as on trees in winter, one raven's- and +devil's-nest after another. She was all the time dressing herself and +dressing herself, till it was time to undress; when a fault in me or the +children had been removed, she would still continue to scold a little, +as one continues to vomit, when the emetic and everything is out; she +indulged me preciously little, and had I had a Fontanel<a name="FNanchor_108_108" id="FNanchor_108_108"></a><a href="#Footnote_108_108" class="fnanchor">[108]</a> she would +have reproached me for the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> fresh pea which I should have been obliged +every day to put into it; in short, we two pulled opposite ways,—the +linch-pin of love came out in the struggle, and I came with the +forward-wheels down into the water here, and my Prænumerantia stays with +the hind-wheels at home. See, my women, this is why I do violence to +myself—besides, the gnawing-man<a name="FNanchor_109_109" id="FNanchor_109_109"></a><a href="#Footnote_109_109" class="fnanchor">[109]</a> would have, at any rate, caught me +by the throat; but behold yourselves in me as in a mirror! For when a +man who is a <i>litterateur</i>, and therefore, as you yet know by the case +of Fichte, goes about as instituted overseer, schoolmaster, and mentor +of the human race, leaps overboard before his wife's face, and lets his +Ephorie and tutorship go, you may conclude from this of what your own +husbands, who cannot measure themselves with me at all in learning, are +capable, in case you are such Prænumerantias, Elementarias, and +Philanthropias as unfortunately you have the appearance of being. But," +he concluded suddenly, as he saw Albano and the Doctor, "clear +yourselves away; I am going to drown myself!"</p> + +<p>"Ah, dear Schoppe!" said Albano. Schoppe blushed at his situation. "It +must be a clown," said the retiring funeral retinue. "What child's +foolery is this, then?" asked Sphex, resenting Albano's former passion +and the anatomical misshot, and derived satisfaction from telling the +story of the latter's rage. Schoppe knew how heartily the noble youth +loved him, and he would not say anything, because he was ashamed, but he +swore to himself (in the grotesque style to which he was accustomed even +in soliloquy) very shortly to let him into his breast-cavern, and show +him hanging therein a whole, wild heart full of love.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>49. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The blue day on which an ascension, a rendering of allegiance, and a +birthday were to be celebrated already stood over Pestitz, after having +cast off its morning-red,—two horses were already harbingers of four, +the lowly coach-box, of the highest,—the country nobility already went +down, uncomfortably frizzled, into the rooms of the inn, and scolded at +being cheated out of the fairest weather for heath-cock coupling, +and the city nobility, yet unpowdered, spoke of the day, but +without real earnestness,—the court-micrometer,<a name="FNanchor_110_110" id="FNanchor_110_110"></a><a href="#Footnote_110_110" class="fnanchor">[110]</a> the +court-marshal, was surrounded by all his quartermasters,—the +court-transit-instruments,<a name="FNanchor_111_111" id="FNanchor_111_111"></a><a href="#Footnote_111_111" class="fnanchor">[111]</a> the courtiers, instead of their +half-holiday, when they work only in the afternoon, had a whole +working-day, and were already standing at the wash-table,—the +allegiance-preacher, Schäpe, believed almost every word of his +discourse, because he had read it too many times over, and the nearness +of publication infused emotion into him,—there was no longer a domino +to be had for the evening, except among the Jews,—when a man alighted +at the door of the Doctor's house, who among all others was the most +honest and hearty about the allegiance, the Director Wehrfritz. There +were a son and a father in each other's arms, a fiery youth and a fiery +man. Albano seemed to him no longer to be the old Albano, but—warmer +than ever. He brought with him from "his women," as he called them, +congratulatory letters and birthday presents; he himself made not much<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> +of the birthday or forgot it, and Albano had only celebrated it a little +just after waking. These festivals belong more to the other sex, who +gladly toy with times and seasons in the way of loving and giving.</p> + +<p>The Titular Librarian marched out to a village, named Klosterdorf, where +the Mayor with his family, after an ancient custom, had to imitate the +Prince with his, and so, as commissioner, drive in the allegiance of the +neighboring circle; this, Schoppe said, he still was pleased with, but +the other worked too fatally on his inwards. The Director, dazzled by +the prospects of the day, and posted in the front with an official +speech to the chivalry, fell into a quarrel with Schoppe. "The Exchequer +and the Court," said he, "have been, of course, from time immemorial, +such as they are; but the Princes, dear sir, are good; they are +themselves sucked dry, and then they seem to be the suckers." +"Somewhat," rejoined Schoppe, "as the death-vampyres only give out blood +from themselves, while they appear to take it; but I make up for that +again by attributing wholly to the Regents, besides the sins of others, +the merits, victories, and sacrifices of others also; herein they are +the pelicans, who shed a blood for their children which really at a +distance seems to be their own."</p> + +<p>All went off: Schoppe, out into the country; Wehrfritz, to church with +the procession; Albano, into a spectator's-box in the allegiance-hall; +for he would not in any wise be stuck into the train of the Prince, not +even as embroidery. Soon the noisy stream of pomp came sounding back +into the hall. The chivalry, the spirituality, and the cities mounted +the stage, where the oath was to be taken. In the court-yard of the +castle one foot stood upon another, and a needle might, to be sure, have +reached the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> ground, but no one could do so, to pick it up; everybody +looked up at the balcony, and cursed before he <i>swore</i>. The Prince, too, +stayed not away; the throne, that graduated and paraphrased princely +seat, stood open, and Fraischdörfer had decorated it with beautiful +mythological and heraldic shoulder-pieces and appendages.</p> + +<p>Opposite the Count bloomed the court-dames, and below them a rose and a +lily, Julienne and Liana. As one lifts his eye from the stiff frosty +landscape of winter to the blue breathing heavens which looked down upon +our spring evenings, and wherein the light summer clouds floated and the +rainbow stood, so did he glance over the shining snow-light of the court +at the lovely Grace of spring, around whom remembrances hung, like +flowers, and who now stood so far aloof, so cut off, so imprisoned in +the heavy finery of the court! Only through her friend, who sits beside +her, was she gently melted and harmonized with the dazzling present.</p> + +<p>Now began fine official speeches, the longest being made by the old +Minister, the shortest by Wehrfritz: the Prince let the warm eulogies +glide over his December-visage without thawing it down,—a mistaken +indifference! For the praise of the Minister, as well as of other +court-servants, may yet help him with posterity, since, according to +Bacon, no praise is of more consequence than that which servants give, +because they surely know their master best.</p> + +<p>Then the Upper-Secretary, Heiderscheid, read Luigi's genealogical table, +and illuminated the hollow family-tree, together with its dryness, and +the last pale green twig; with sunken eyes Julienne heard this amid the +<i>vivat</i> of the people, and Albano, never subdued by <i>one</i> thought alone, +saw her eyes, and could not, however intently<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> the Regent listened, +avoid the funeral picture, how, one day, and that very soon, this +extinguished man would bear down after him the name of his whole race +into the vault; he saw them carving the inverted arms and hanging the +shield upside down, and heard the shovels strike against the helmet and +fling the earth after the coffin. Gloomy idea! the tender sister would +certainly have wept, had she only been alone!</p> + +<p>At last the turn came to those, to whom it never comes first, although +they are the only ones who have a hearty meaning in such ceremonies. +Heiderscheid stepped out on the balcony, and caused the noisy swarming +multitude to stretch out the forefinger and thumb, and repeat the oath +after him. The mass, always fascinated, shouted their <i>vivat</i>; in the +dazzled eyes gleamed the confident expectation of a better regency and +love for the unknown individual. The Count, whom a multitude generally +made enthusiastic, as it did Schoppe melancholy, glowed with the +inspiration of brotherly love and thirst for achievement; he saw +princes, like omnipotent ones, holding sway on their eminences, and saw +the blooming provinces and the gay cities of a wisely-ruled land spread +out before him; he represented to himself how he, were he a prince, +could, with the electric sparkling of the sceptre-point, dart, with an +animating shock, into millions of united hearts at once, whereas he +could now, with so great difficulty, scarcely kindle a few of the +nearest; he saw his throne, as a mountain in morning light, pouring out, +instead of lava, navigable streams through the lands, and breaking the +storms, with a hum of harvests and festivals around its feet; he thought +to himself how far, from such a high place, he could send light abroad, +like a moon, which does not hide the sun by day, but, from her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> +elevation, flings his distant brightness into the night,—and how he +would, instead of only defending, <i>create</i> and <i>educate</i> freedom, and be +a regent for the sake of forming self-regents.<a name="FNanchor_112_112" id="FNanchor_112_112"></a><a href="#Footnote_112_112" class="fnanchor">[112]</a> "But why am I not +one?" said he mournfully.</p> + +<p>Noble youth! do thy estates, then, furnish thee no subjects? But just so +does the lesser prince believe he would govern a duchy quite otherwise, +and the higher one believes the same in regard to a kingdom, and so does +the highest, in regard to universal monarchy.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, all through this singular uneasy day, wild perspectives of +youth passed to and fro before him, and the old spirit-voice, which he +was going to meet to-day, repeated in him the dark exhortation, Take the +crown! Wehrfritz came back in the evening with a red face from the fiery +allegiance-banquet, and Albano took an agitated leave of him, as if of +the ebb and calm of life—his childish youth; for to-day he launched out +deeper into its waves. Schoppe came back and wanted to have him before +the sight-hole of his show-box, wherein he slid through the +vicariate-allegiance-swearing in Klosterdorf, in a series of comic +pictures; but these contrasted too severely with higher ones, and gave +little pleasure.</p> + +<p>At night Albano put on his beautiful, serious character-mask, that of a +knight-templar,—for a comic one his form, and almost his mood, was too +great;—the latter was made still more solemn by this funeral dress of a +whole murdered knightly order. After he had caused to be described to +him once more the awful paths of Tartarus, and the burial-place of the +Prince's heart, to avoid mistaking of the way in the night, he went +forth, about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> ten o'clock, with a high-heaving bosom, which the +night-larvæ<a name="FNanchor_113_113" id="FNanchor_113_113"></a><a href="#Footnote_113_113" class="fnanchor">[113]</a> of fancy, together with friendship and love and the +whole future, conspired to excite.</p> + + +<h3>50. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Albano stepped, for the first time, into the inverted puppet-world of a +masquerade, as into a dancing realm of the dead. The black forms, the +slit masks, the strange eyes, gleaming as out of night behind them, +which, as in that mouldering Sultan in the coffin, alone remained +alive,—the mingling and mimicking of all ranks, the flying and +ring-running of the clinking dance, and his own solitude under the +mask,—all this translated him, with his Shakespearian frame of spirit, +into an enchanted and ghostly island full of juggleries, chimeras, and +metamorphoses. Ah, this is the bloody scaffold, was his first thought, +where the brother of thy Liana rent his young life, like a +mourning-garment; and he looked fearfully round, as if he feared +Roquairol might again attempt death.</p> + +<p>Among the masks he found no one under which he could suppose him to be; +this meaningless cousinship of standing parts, footmen, butchers, Moors, +ancestors, &c.,—these could not conceal any loved one of Albano's. +Lonesomely and inquisitively he paced up and down behind the rows of the +Anglaise; and more than ten eyes, which glistened opposite in the +annular eclipse of the lace mask,—for women, from their +open-heartedness, do not love masks, but are fond of showing +themselves,—followed the powerfully and pliantly built form, which, +with the bold helm and plume, with the crossed white<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> mantle and the +gleaming mail on his breast, seemed to bring a knight out of the heroic +age.</p> + +<p>At last a masked lady, who was chatting between unmasked ones, came up +to him with long steps and large feet, and boldly grasped his hand as if +for a dance. He was extremely embarrassed at the boldness of the +summons, and about the choice of an answer; it is valor precisely that +loves to marry itself to gallantry, as the Damascene blade, besides +hardness, possesses a perpetual fragrance; but the lady only wrote in +his hand his initials, with the interrogation-mark after them,—"<i>v. +C.?</i>" and after the Yes, the charming one said, softly, "Do you not +remember me? the master of exercises, Von Falterle?" Albano testified, +notwithstanding his dislike of the part, a real joy at finding again a +companion of his youth. He asked which mask was Captain Roquairol; +Falterle assured him he had not yet arrived.</p> + +<p>By this time—as the footmen, the butchers, Falterle, &c., were only the +snow-drops of this masquerade-spring—better flowers—violets, +forget-me-nots, and primroses—had sprung up or come in. For one such +forget-me-not I see a churl entering, puffed out behind and before, and +convex like a burning-glass, who now opened the back-door and shook out +confects from his hump-back, and then the front-door and produced +sausages. Hafenreffer, however, writes me the invention has once before +appeared at a masquerade in Vienna. Then came a company of German +play-cards, which shuffled and played out and took each other; a fine +emblem of atheism, which exhibits it wholly free from the absurdity +wherewith men have so loved to disfigure it! Mr. Von Augusti appeared +also, but in simple dress and domino; he became (incomprehensibly to the +Count) very soon the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span> polar-star of the dancers, and the controlling +Cartesian vortex of the dancing-school.</p> + +<p>With what miserable, black ammunition-biscuit and beggar's-bread of +enjoyment these people get along! thought Albano, to whom, all day long, +his dreams, those Jupiter's-doves, had been bringing ambrosia. And how +pale and stale is their fire, their fancy, and their speech, he thought +too. Verily, a life down in a gloomy glacier-chasm! for he imagined +everybody must speak and feel as intensely and ardently as he.</p> + +<p>Now came a limping man, with a great glass-chest on his belly; of course +it was easy to recognize the Librarian; he had on—either because he +sent too late, or would not pay, for a domino—something black, which he +had borrowed of a mourning-cloak lender, and was covered from +shoulder-blade to shin-bone with awful masks, which he, with many +finger-signs, offered mostly to those people who played their parts +behind the opposite kind, e. g. short-nosed ones to long noses. He was +waiting for the beginning of a hop Anglaise, the notes for which stood +just on the hand-organ of his chest; then he, too, began; he had therein +an excellent puppet-masquerade which had been planed out by Bestelmaier, +and now he set the little masks to hopping parallel with the great ones. +His object was a comparative anatomy of the two masquerades, and the +parallelism was melancholy. Besides, he had rigged it all out with +by-work: little dumb persons swung their little bells in the chest; a +tolerably grown-up child rocked the cradle of an inanimate doll, with +which the little fool still played; a mechanic was working away at his +speaking machine, by which he was going to show the world how far mere +mechanism could go toward giving life to puppets; a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> live, white +mouse<a name="FNanchor_114_114" id="FNanchor_114_114"></a><a href="#Footnote_114_114" class="fnanchor">[114]</a> sprang out by a little chain, and would have upset many of +the club, if he could have broken it; a starling, buried-alive, a true +first Greek comedy and school for scandal in miniature, was practising +upon the dancing-company the death-blow of the tongue with perfect +freedom and without distinction; a looking-glass-wall mimicked the +living scenes of the chest so deceptively, that every one took the +images for true puppets.</p> + +<p>The point of this comico-tragic dagger came home directly enough upon +Albano, as, besides, the hopping wax-figure-cabinet of the great +masquerade seemed to double the solitude of man, and to separate two +selves by four faces; but Schoppe went further.</p> + +<p>In his glass case stood a faro-bank, and by it a little man, who cut out +the masked banker in black paper, but into a likeness of the German +gentleman; this picture he carried into the card-chamber, where a +bank-keeping mask—most certainly Cephisio—must needs hear and see him. +The banker looked at him some time inquiringly. Another, dressed wholly +in black, with a dying expression, which represented the <i>Hippocratica +facies</i>,<a name="FNanchor_115_115" id="FNanchor_115_115"></a><a href="#Footnote_115_115" class="fnanchor">[115]</a> did the same. Albano looked towards it with a fiery +glance, because it occurred to him it might be Roquairol, for it had his +stature and torch-like eye. The pale mask lost much, and kept redoubling +its loss; at that it drank out of a quill immoderate draughts of +Champagne wine. The Lector came up; Schoppe kept on playing before the +eyes that crowded round; the pale mask looked steadily and sternly at +the Count. Schoppe took off his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> own before Bouverot; but there was +another under it; he pulled this off; it disclosed an under-mask of the +under-mask; he carried on the process to the fifth root;—at last his +own rough face came forth, but bronzed with gold-beater's skin and +distorted, as it turned towards Bouverot, with an almost frightful glaze +and smile.</p> + +<p>The pale mask itself seemed to start, and hastened with long strides off +into the dancing-hall; it threw itself wildly into the wildest of the +dance. This, too, confirmed Albano's conjecture, as well as its great +defying hat, which seemed to him a crown, because he prized nothing more +highly about manly attire than fur, cloak, and hat.</p> + +<p>More and more fingers continually drew the letters "<i>v. C.</i>" in his +hand, and he nodded composedly. The time surrounded him with manifold +dramas, and everywhere he stood between theatre-curtains. As with uneasy +head and heart he stepped to the window, to see whether he should soon +have moonshine for his night-walk, he saw a heavy hearse, flanked by +torches, move along across the market, which was conveying a manor-lord +to his family-vault; and the undisturbed night-watchman called out, +behind the creeping dead man, the beginning of the spirit-hour and of a +birth-hour, which is precious to us. Could his smitten heart refrain +from saying to him how sharply Death, the hard, solid, insoluble, with +its glacier-air, sweeps through the warm scenes of life, and leaves +behind it all over which it breathes stiff and snow-white? Could he help +thinking of the cold young sister, whose voice now awaited him in +Tartarus? And as Schoppe, with his puppet-parody, came to him, and he +pointed out to him the street, and the latter said: "Bon! Friend Death +sits<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> on his game-wagon, and glances quietly up, as if the friend would +say, 'Bon! only dance on; I make my return trip, and carry you too to +your place and spot,'"—how close must it have been to him under his +sultry visor! At this second the pale mask came, with others, to the +window; he opened his glowing face for coolness; a hasty draught of +wine, and still more his fancy, showed him the world in burning +surfaces; the mask surveyed him closely, with a dark, uncertain glow of +the eye, which he at last could no longer bear, because it might as well +have been kindled by hatred as by love, just as the spots on the sun +seem now like abysses and now like mountains.</p> + +<p>Eleven o'clock had gone by; he suddenly disappeared from the hot looks +and the crushing throng, and betook himself on his way to the heart +without a breast.</p> + + +<h3>51. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>While he stood at the gate awaiting his sword, a group of new masks +(mostly representatives of lifelessness, e. g. a boot, peruke-stand, +&c.) came running into the city, and peered with astonishment at the +tall, white, knightly stranger. He took his sword with him, but no +servant. Whatever the danger into which the visit of a secluded, gloomy +catacomb-avenue, and the foreknowledge of this visit on the part of +others, might plunge him, his character left him no other choice than +the one which he had made; no, he would sooner have let himself be +murdered than shamed before his father.</p> + +<p>How thy spirit mounted aloft, like a lightning-flash darting upward +toward heaven, when the great Night, with her saintly halo of stars, +stood erect before thee!—Beneath<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> the heavens there is no terror, only +under the earth!—Broad shadows lay across his road to Elysium, which on +Sunday had been colored with dew-drops and butterflies. In the distance +fiery prongs grew out of the earth and moved along;—it was the hearse +with the torches in the lower road. When he came to the cross-way which +leads through the ruined castle into Tartarus, he looked round toward +the enchanted grove, on whose winding bridge life and songs of joy had +met him; all was dumb therein, and only a long gray bird of prey +(probably a paper dragon) wheeled over it to and fro.</p> + +<p>He passed through the old castle into an orchard that had been sawed +down, and looked like a tree-churchyard; then into a pale wood, full of +peeled May-trees, which with faded ribbons and banners all looked toward +Elysium,—a withered pleasure grove of so many happy days. Some +windmills, with their long shadow-arms, struck into the midst, and were +continually seizing and vanishing.</p> + +<p>Impetuously Albano ran down a stairway darkened with hangings, and came +upon an old battle-field,—a gloomy waste with a black wall, of which +the monotony was broken only by white gypsum heads, which stood in the +earth as if they were on the point of sinking or of resurrection; a +tower full of blind gates and blind windows stood in the midst, and the +solitary clock talked with itself therein, and, with its iron rod +swaying to and fro, seemed fain to divide the wave of time, which ever +tended to run together again: it struck three quarters to twelve, and +deep in the wood the echo murmured as if in sleep, and softly spake once +more to fleeting man of fleeting time. The road ran in an eternal circle +round about the churchyard wall, without coming to a gate. Alban must,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> +according to his information, seek a spot in the wall where it roared +and reeled under him.</p> + +<p>At last he stepped upon a stone which sank with him; then a section of +the wall fell down; and a tangled wood, full of clumps of trees, whose +stems twined together into bush-work, intercepted every beam of the +moon. As he looked round him under the gate, there hung over the shadowy +stairway a pale head like a bust of the murder-field, and passed down +without a body, and the bloodless dead seemed to awake and run after +it;—the cold hellstone<a name="FNanchor_116_116" id="FNanchor_116_116"></a><a href="#Footnote_116_116" class="fnanchor">[116]</a> of horror contracted his heart: he stood: +the death's-head hovered immovable over the last step!</p> + +<p>All at once his heart sucked in warm blood again; he turned toward the +misshapen wood with drawn sword, because he was bearing along his life +in his hand near armed Death. He followed in the darkness of the +moss-green towers the roar of the subterranean flood and the rocking of +the ground. Unfortunately he looked round again, and there stood the +death's-head behind him still, but high in the air on the trunk of a +giant. The extreme of horror always drove him with compressed eyes full +upon a phantom; he called twice through the echoing wood, "Who's there?" +But when, at this moment, a second head seemed all at once to stand +beside the first, then his hand clove, frozen, to the ice-cold key of +the gate of the world of the dead, and he tore it away bleeding.</p> + +<p>He fled, and plunged through thicker and thicker twigs, till at last he +came out into an open garden and into the splendor of the moon; here, ah +here, when he saw the holy, immortal heavens and the rich stars in the +north gleaming again, which never rise nor set, the pole-star and +Friederich's-Ehre,<a name="FNanchor_117_117" id="FNanchor_117_117"></a><a href="#Footnote_117_117" class="fnanchor">[117]</a> the Bear and the Serpent,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> and Charles's Wain +and Cassiopæa, which looked down upon him mildly, as if with the bright +winking eyes of eternal spirits, then his spirit asked itself, "Who can +lay hands on me? I am a spirit among spirits"; and the courage of +immortality beat again in his warm breast.</p> + +<p>But what a singular garden! Great and little flowerless beds, full of +yew, rue, and rosemary, divided it among them; a circle of weeping +birches drooped like a funeral train around the mute spot; under the +garden murmured the buried brook, and in the middle stood a white altar, +near which lay a man.</p> + +<p>Albano was strengthened by the appearance of the common dress and the +mechanic's bundle on which the sleeper rested; he stepped quite close to +him, and read the golden inscription of the altar: "Take my last +offering, all-gracious one!" The heart of the Prince must here be +mouldering in the altar.</p> + +<p>Ah, after these rigid scenes, it soothed his soul even to tears to find +here human words and a human sleep, and the remembrance of God; but as +he looked with emotion at the sleeper, suddenly that sister's voice +which he had heard on Isola Bella said softly in his ear, "I give thee +Linda de Romeiro." "Ah, good God!" he cried, and turned round; and there +was nothing on either side of him, and he held himself up by the corner +of the altar. "I give thee Linda de Romeiro," it said again; frightfully +the thought seized him, that the hovering death's-head might be speaking +near him, and he shook the sound sleeper, who woke not, and shook and +called still more violently, when the voice spake for a third time.</p> + +<p>"What?" said the drowsy man, "directly! What will he?—you?" and raised +himself reluctantly and with a yawn; but at the sight of the naked sword +fell down<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> on his knees, and said: "Mercy! I will, indeed, give up all!"</p> + +<p>"Zesara!" a cry came from the wood,—"Zesara, where art thou?" and he +heard his own voice; but now he boldly called back, "At the altar!" A +black form rushed out, with a white mask in hand, and hesitated in the +moonlight before the armed one. Then at length Albano recognized the +brother of Liana, for whom he had so long panted; he flung his sword +behind him, and ran to meet him. Roquairol stood before him mute, pale, +and with a sublime repose on his countenance. Albano continued to stand +near him, and said with emotion, "Hast thou been seeking me, Charles?" +Roquairol nodded silently, and had tears in his eyes, and opened his +arms. Ah, then could the blissful man, with all the flames and tears of +love fall upon the long-loved soul, and he kept saying incessantly, "Now +we have each other! now we have each other!" And more and more +passionately he embraced him, as the pillar of his future, and melted +into tears, because now, indeed, the buried love of so many years and so +many choked up fountains of the poor heart could at once gush forth. +Roquairol, trembling, only clasped him to himself gently with one arm, +and said, but without passion, "I am a dying man, and that is my face," +holding forth the yellow death-mask; "but I have my Albano, and will die +on his bosom."</p> + +<p>Wildly they twined around each other; the sap of life, Love, ran through +them with a creative power; the ground over the rolling, subterranean +flood shook more violently; and the starry heaven, with the white, magic +breath of its trembling stars, floated around the magic glow.</p> + +<p>Ah ye happy ones!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>52. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Some men are born fast friends; their first finding of each other is +only a second, and they then, like those who have been long parted, +bring to each other not only a future, but a past also;—this latter our +happy ones demanded of one another impatiently. Roquairol answered +Alban's question, How he came hither, in a fiery manner: "He had been +following him this whole evening,—he had gazed at him at the window +during the funeral pomp with such a painful longing, and had almost been +constrained to fly and embrace him,—he had already, but a moment ago, +stood close by him, and at his question, 'Who's there?' immediately +taken off his mask." Now did Albano's fallen arm strike again tensely +through the thin magic-lantern show of ghostly fear, as he now +learned that the two-headed giant had grown entirely out of an +optically-magnifying, mistaken notion of the distance of a form which +was so near, and the death's-head had forfeited its body on the stairway +only by the dark curtains and its black dress; even the hard +spirit-scene at the altar seemed to him now less insuperable through the +rich gain of living love.</p> + +<p>Roquairol asked him what woe or joy had driven him hither at midnight to +a <i>Moravian</i> churchyard, and whither he had sent the man with the sword. +Albano did not know that Moravians reposed here; and, moreover, he had +not observed that the sword, probably from fear of its being used, had +been stolen. He answered, "My dead sister was fain to speak with me at +the altar; and she has spoken"; but he feared to say more of this. Then +Roquairol's countenance suddenly changed; he stared at him, and demanded +confirmation and explanation; during<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> this he looked into the air as if +he would draw faces from it by his looks, and said monotonously, fixing +his eyes, however, on Albano the while, "Dead one, dead one, speak +again!" But only the death-flood went on speaking under them, and +nothing more. But he threw himself before the altar on his knees, and +said in measured tone, and yet with trembling lips: "Fly open, +spirit-gate, and show thy transparent world. I fear not you, the +transparent ones; I become one of you, when you appear, and walk with +you, and become an apparition myself." "O my good one, forbear," Albano +entreated, not only from piety, but from love also; for an accident, a +night-bird shooting over, might, indeed, kill them by horror: this +horror stood, too, not far from them; for on the illuminated side of the +weeping birches stepped out a white, majestic old form. But when +Roquairol, frantic with wine and fancy, reached out the dying mask into +the air, and said, turning toward the grave of the heart, "Take this +face, if thou hast none, old man, and look at me from behind it!" Alban +seized him; the white form stepped back with bowed head and folded arms +into the branches; the round tower on the battle-field struck the hour, +and the dreamy region, murmuring, struck a response.</p> + +<p>"Come to my warm heart, thou passionate soul. O that I were permitted to +receive thee on my very birthday, at my very birth-hour!" This sound +melted at once the ever-changing man, and he hung upon him with wet eyes +of joy, and said: "And to keep me even till our dying hours! O look not +upon me, thou unchangeable, because I appear so wavering and broken; in +the waves of life man breaks and crinkles as the staff flickers in the +water, but the essential being stands nevertheless firm as the staff. I +will follow thee into other parts of Tartarus; but still relate the +history."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span></p> + +<p>To give this history amounted to opening a <i>sanctum sanctorum</i> of the +inner man, or even a coffin to the light of day; but do you believe that +Albano bethought himself a minute? or would you yourselves? We are all +better, franker, warmer friends than we know and show; only let the +right spirit meet you,—such a one as thirsting Love ever +demands,—pure, large, clear, and tender and warm,—and you give him +everything, and love him without measure, because he is without fault. +Albano found in this stranger the first friend who ever responded to his +whole heart with like tones, the first eye which his shy feelings did +not shun, a soul before whose first tear flowers started up out of his +whole future life as out of the dry wastes of torrid climes during the +rainy season;—hence love gave his strong spirit only the equable, broad +motion of a sea, whereas his friend, although older and longer-trained, +was a stream with waterfalls.</p> + +<p>Charles led him into the so-called catacomb, while he listened to the +ghost-story of Isola Bella, which, however, from having been exhausted +by the former, he heard with diminished fear. A dreary, charred vale, +full of sunken shafts, basked gray in the moonshine; out of the wood +crept forth the death-flood below their feet, and leaped down a stony +stairway into the catacombs. The two followed it on another that ran by +its side. The entrance bore as frontispiece an old dial-plate, of which +the lightning had once struck away the hour <i>one</i>. "One?" said Albano; +"singular!—just our coming hour!"</p> + +<p>How adventurously does the catacomb now wind onward! The long +death-flood murmurs obscurely far in through the darkness, and glimmers +at times under the silvery stream which the moonlight sends in through +the shaft-openings; immovable creatures—horses, dogs, birds—stand<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> +drinking on the dark bank, that is to say, their stuffed skins; small +gravestones, worn smooth by time, with a few names and limbs, are the +pavement; on a brighter niche we read that a nun was immured here; in +another stands the petrified skeleton of a miner, who was buried alive, +with gilded ribs and thighs; in scattered spots were black paper hearts +of men shot by the arquebuse, and heaped-up nosegays of poor sinners; +the rod which had whipped a forgiven penitent to death, a glass bust +with a phosphorus point in the water, chrisom-cloths<a name="FNanchor_118_118" id="FNanchor_118_118"></a><a href="#Footnote_118_118" class="fnanchor">[118]</a> and other +children's clothes and playthings, and a dwarf skeleton.</p> + +<p>As the explanatory words of Roquairol, whose life-path always ran down +into vaults and out over graves, beat out life more and more thin and +transparent before him, Zesara, after his manner, at once shaking his +head, heaving forward his breast, stamping in the sand, and cursing +(which he easily did in terror and in strong emotion), broke out with +the words: "By the Devil! thou crushest my breast and thine own. It is +not so! Are we not together? Have I not thy warm, living hand? Burns not +within us the fire of immortality? Burnt-out coals are these bones, and +nothing more; and the heavenly flame which has consumed them has again +seized upon other fuel, and blazes on. O," he added, as if comforted, +and stepped into the brook and looked through the opening of the shaft +up to the rich moon, which streamed down from heaven, and his great eyes +filled with splendor,—"O, there is a heaven and an immortality; we +remain not in the dark hole of life; we, too, sweep through the ether +like thee, thou shining world!"</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span></p> +<p>"Ah, thou glorious one," said Charles, whose soul consisted of souls, "I +will now bring thee to a more cheerful place." They had hardly gone +eight steps, when it darkened behind them, and a sword, flung in +overhead, came perpendicularly down, and struck with its point in the +sand under the waves. "O thou infernal devil up there!" cried the +infuriate Roquairol; but Albano was softened at the thought of the iron +virgin<a name="FNanchor_119_119" id="FNanchor_119_119"></a><a href="#Footnote_119_119" class="fnanchor">[119]</a> of the death-hour, who had folded her sharp arms together so +near him. They clasped each other more warmly, and went silent and sad +towards a low music and a grave-mound. They seated themselves upon it +opposite an avenue which formed a right angle with the tormenting +catacomb, lined with green moss, and of which crumbled sparks of rotten +wood pointed out the extent. It lost itself in an open gate, and a +prospect of Elysium, of which only the white summits of some +silver-poplars were distinguishable, and in the distance was seen the +spring redness of midnight blooming in the heavens, and two stars +twinkling overhead. The gate, however, was grated, and guarded by a +skeleton with an Æolian harp in his hand, which seemed to strike upon it +the thin minor tones which the draught of wind just now wafted into the +cavern.</p> + +<p>"Here," said Charles, at the beautiful spot, and made more curious by +the deadly fling of Albano's sword, "finish your narrative of to-day!" +Albano reported to him candidly the word which the sister's voice had +spoken: "I give thee Linda de Romeiro." In the tumult of his inner being +he thought not of the anecdote, that she was the very one for whom +Charles when a boy had proposed to die. "Romeiro?" he started up. "Be +still! She? O thou mocking executioner, Fate! Why she, and to-day?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> Ah, +Albano, for her I early braved death," he continued, weeping, and sank +upon his breast, "and that is what has made my heart so bad, because I +have lost her. Do thou only take her, for thou art a pure spirit; the +glorious shape which appeared to thee on the sea, so she looks, or now +still fairer. Ah, Albano!" This noble youth trembled at the complicated +plot, and at the destiny, and said: "No, no, thou dear Charles, thou +thinkest falsely about everything."</p> + +<p>Suddenly it was as if all the constellations rang, and a melodious +spirit-choir thronged in through the gate. Albano was startled. +"Nothing; let be," said Charles. "It is not the skeleton; the <i>pious +father</i> is walking in the <i>flute-dell</i>, and is just drawing out his +flutes, because he prays. But how sayest thou, I think falsely of +everything?" "How?" repeated Albano, and could not, in the magic circle +of these echoes, which all-powerfully brought back to him that Sunday +morning, either think or speak. For did not the silver-poplars wave to +and fro against the stars, and rosy clouds lie couched about the +heavens, and did not the whole Elysium pass openly by with the sounds +which had floated through it, with the tears which had besprinkled it, +and with the dreams which no heart forgets, and with the holy form which +eternally abides in his breast? And now he held so fast the hand of her +brother; so near was he to love and friendship, those two foci in the +ellipse of life's pathway; impetuously he embraced the brother, with the +words: "By Heaven, I say to thee, she whom thou hast just named concerns +me not, and never will."</p> + +<p>"But, Albano, thou dost not surely know her yet?" said Charles, pursuing +his inquiries, perhaps, too hardly; for the noble youth beside him was +too bashful and too<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span> steadfast to unlock the sanctuary of wishes to the +kinsman of his loved one; to a stranger he could have done it much more +easily. "O torment me not," he answered sensitively; but he added more +softly, "Believe me, I pray you believe me, this first time, my good +brother!" Charles yielded full as seldom as he; and although swallowing +the inquisitive tone, and speaking in a right loving one, nevertheless +said this: "By my bliss, I'll do it, and with joy; a heart must have +been heartily loved and divinely blessed which can renounce such a one." +Ah, does Albano, then, know that! He only leaned silently, with his +fiery cheek full of roses, on Liana's brother, shunning scrutiny for +shame; but when the expiring calls of the flute-dell gathered together +like sighs in his breast, and reminded him too often how that Sunday +morning closed, how Liana stole away, and how he looked after her with +dim, wet eyes from the altar; then, although his heart did not break, +his eye broke into tears, and he wept violently, but silently, on his +first friend.</p> + +<p>Then, with mute souls, they turned homeward, and looked thoughtfully +toward the long, vanishing ways of the future; and when they parted, +they well felt that they loved each other right heartily, that is, right +bitterly.</p> + +<p>On the morrow the pious father lay prostrate under a shock which was +more blissful than mournful; for he said he had in the night seen his +friend, the deceased Prince, walking, clad in white, through Tartarus.</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/harpend.jpg" width="400" height="83" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_92_92" id="Footnote_92_92"></a><a href="#FNanchor_92_92"><span class="label">[92]</span></a> [<i>Fauler Heinz.</i>] Or Athanor, a chemical stove, which +works on for a long time without poking. [Corresponding to our air-tight +stove. <i>Athanor</i>, from the Greek, <i>undying</i>?—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span>]</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_93_93" id="Footnote_93_93"></a><a href="#FNanchor_93_93"><span class="label">[93]</span></a> The translator had to resort to the Scotch to help him get +this pun into English.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_94_94" id="Footnote_94_94"></a><a href="#FNanchor_94_94"><span class="label">[94]</span></a> Ezek. xiii. 18: "Woe to the women that sew pillows to all +arm-holes, and make kerchiefs upon the head of every stature, to hunt +souls!"—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_95_95" id="Footnote_95_95"></a><a href="#FNanchor_95_95"><span class="label">[95]</span></a> According to Lempriere.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_96_96" id="Footnote_96_96"></a><a href="#FNanchor_96_96"><span class="label">[96]</span></a> Sanhedrim, c. 2, Misch. 3.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_97_97" id="Footnote_97_97"></a><a href="#FNanchor_97_97"><span class="label">[97]</span></a> Cic. ad Quirit. post redit, c. 3.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_98_98" id="Footnote_98_98"></a><a href="#FNanchor_98_98"><span class="label">[98]</span></a> His sect represented Christ's journey to hell as having +released all the wicked from that region, but not Abraham, Enoch, the +prophets, &c.—Tertul. adv. Marcion.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_99_99" id="Footnote_99_99"></a><a href="#FNanchor_99_99"><span class="label">[99]</span></a> A title given to black colors.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_100_100" id="Footnote_100_100"></a><a href="#FNanchor_100_100"><span class="label">[100]</span></a> The Corinthian, who was hidden from his enemies in a +chest of cedar, ivory, and gold, richly adorned with figures in relief, +and at last expelled the usurpers and mounted the throne.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_101_101" id="Footnote_101_101"></a><a href="#FNanchor_101_101"><span class="label">[101]</span></a> The line which is drawn from the aphelion to the +perihelion, the two apsides, or the nearest and farthest points of a +planet's distance from the sun.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_102_102" id="Footnote_102_102"></a><a href="#FNanchor_102_102"><span class="label">[102]</span></a> A child coming into the world face foremost cannot +afterward bend its head forward.—<i>The Mother of a Family</i>, Vol. V.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_103_103" id="Footnote_103_103"></a><a href="#FNanchor_103_103"><span class="label">[103]</span></a> The name of the Invalid Hospital in Copenhagen.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_104_104" id="Footnote_104_104"></a><a href="#FNanchor_104_104"><span class="label">[104]</span></a> In Darwin's Zoönomy, page 529, the case is adduced of a +man who did this before spectators. In Paris another did the same by +swallowing air.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_105_105" id="Footnote_105_105"></a><a href="#FNanchor_105_105"><span class="label">[105]</span></a> In Vienna there was an Institute which made new +sealing-wax out of old, and endowed poor persons with the proceeds.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_106_106" id="Footnote_106_106"></a><a href="#FNanchor_106_106"><span class="label">[106]</span></a> Such was the tasteless name by which Basedow was going to +baptize a daughter, in memory of the appearing of an elementary work by +subscription. See Schlichtegroll's Necrology.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_107_107" id="Footnote_107_107"></a><a href="#FNanchor_107_107"><span class="label">[107]</span></a> <i>Wehestande</i>, a parody of <i>Ehestande</i>, wedded state.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_108_108" id="Footnote_108_108"></a><a href="#FNanchor_108_108"><span class="label">[108]</span></a> An issue.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_109_109" id="Footnote_109_109"></a><a href="#FNanchor_109_109"><span class="label">[109]</span></a> A name given in some places to the consumption.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_110_110" id="Footnote_110_110"></a><a href="#FNanchor_110_110"><span class="label">[110]</span></a> A micrometer consists of fine threads stretched across in +the telescope, which serve to measure the smallest distance.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_111_111" id="Footnote_111_111"></a><a href="#FNanchor_111_111"><span class="label">[111]</span></a> The transit-instrument, or culminatory, observes when a +star has reached the highest point in its course.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_112_112" id="Footnote_112_112"></a><a href="#FNanchor_112_112"><span class="label">[112]</span></a> Autarchs; for monarchs or sole-rulers are etymologically +distinguished from self-rulers.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_113_113" id="Footnote_113_113"></a><a href="#FNanchor_113_113"><span class="label">[113]</span></a> Ghosts of the dead.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_114_114" id="Footnote_114_114"></a><a href="#FNanchor_114_114"><span class="label">[114]</span></a> Does he allude to the frightful white form, in my "vision +of annihilation"?</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_115_115" id="Footnote_115_115"></a><a href="#FNanchor_115_115"><span class="label">[115]</span></a> A phrase applied to the form of a dying man. [Properly +a distemper which gives one a deathly look. See Bailey's +Dictionary.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span>]</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_116_116" id="Footnote_116_116"></a><a href="#FNanchor_116_116"><span class="label">[116]</span></a> The <i>lapis infernalis</i>, or silver cautery.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_117_117" id="Footnote_117_117"></a><a href="#FNanchor_117_117"><span class="label">[117]</span></a> Frederick's Honor.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_118_118" id="Footnote_118_118"></a><a href="#FNanchor_118_118"><span class="label">[118]</span></a> Linen cloths smeared with aromatic ointment, anciently +placed on the heads of children just born or baptized.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_119_119" id="Footnote_119_119"></a><a href="#FNanchor_119_119"><span class="label">[119]</span></a> An allusion to a well-known instrument of the +Inquisition.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/3flowerstart.jpg" width="550" height="142" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>TENTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Roquairol's Advocatus Diaboli.<a name="FNanchor_120_120" id="FNanchor_120_120"></a><a href="#Footnote_120_120" class="fnanchor">[120]</a>—The Festival Day of +Friendship.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>53. CYCLE.<a name="FNanchor_121_121" id="FNanchor_121_121"></a><a href="#Footnote_121_121" class="fnanchor">[121]</a></h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/n.jpg" width="100" height="105" alt="N" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">Not toward the years of childhood, but toward the season of youth, +should we revert the most longingly, if we came forth out of the latter +as innocent as out of the former. It is the festival day of our life, +when all avenues are full of music and finery, and all houses are hung +round with golden tapestries, and when Existence, Art, and Virtue, like +gentle <i>goddesses</i>, still woo us with caresses; whereas, in after years, +they summon us, like stern <i>gods</i>, with commands! And at this period +Friendship dwells as yet in a serenely open Grecian temple, not, as +later, in a narrow Gothic chapel.</p></div> + +<p>Richly and majestically did life now glitter around Albano, covered with +islands and ships; he had his whole breast full of friendship and youth, +and could now let the impetuous energy of love, which on Isola Bella had +rebounded<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span> from a statue, from his father, burst freely and joyously +upon a man who appeared to him fully as his youthful dream had sketched +him. He could not let go Charles for a day; he laid bare to him his soul +and his whole life—(only Liana's name retired deeper and deeper into +his heart); all models of friendship among the ancients he was fain to +copy and renew, and do and suffer everything for his loved friend; his +being was now a double-choir; he drank in every joy with two hearts; a +double heaven embosomed his life in pure ether.</p> + +<p>When, on the following day, he met the form of the new friend,—which +was all that remained to him of the nightly show-piece of the +spirit-world, as a pale moon is left by the extinguished stars of +night,—and when he found him so bald-headed and white, as the fiery +smoke-column of an Ætna ascends gray in the daytime, he seemed to see +the whilom suicide standing before him, the more freely, but all the +more warmly, did he stretch his hand across to the solitary being, who, +after his leap over life, dwelt now only on his grave, as on a remote +island. Others, for this very reason, would draw their hand away: the +baffled self-murderer, who has made a rent in this fair, firm life, +comes back from his death-hour as a strange, uncomfortable ghost, whom +we can trust no longer, because in his ungovernableness he may at any +moment play again the give-away game with the human form.</p> + +<p>Therefore Albano saw in the chaotic life of the Captain only the +disorder of a being who is packing up and marching away. When he stepped +for the first time into his friend's summer-chamber, he saw, of course, +a servant's livery wardrobe, a theatrical green-room, and an officer's +tent before him at once. On the table lay confused tribes of books, as +on a battle-field, and on Schiller's Tragedies<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> the Hippocratic face of +the masquerade, and on the Court Almanac a pistol; the book-shelf was +occupied by the sword-belt, together with its wash-ball of chalk, a +chocolate-mill, an empty candlestick, a pomatum-box, matches, the wet +hand-towel and the dried mouth-napkin; the glasshouse of a run-down +hour-glass, and the washing-and the writing-table stood open, on which +latter I, to my astonishment, look in vain for any support whatever, or +writing-sand on it; the comb-cloth, or powder-mantle, leaned back on the +ottoman, and a long neck-cloth rode on the stove-screen, and the antlers +on the wall had two hats with feathers shoved over the right and left +ears; letters and visiting-cards were impaled like butterflies on the +window-curtains. I should not have been capable of writing a billet +there, much less a Cycle.</p> + +<p>Is there not, however, a sunny-bright, free-fluttering age, when one +loves to see everything which announces roving unrest, striking of +tents, and nomadic liberty, and when one would be thankful to keep house +in a travelling-carriage, and write and sleep therein? And does not one +in those years look upon precisely such a students' chamber as this as a +spiritual students' endowment of genius, and every chaos as an +infusorial one full of life? Forgive my hero this truant time; there was +still something noble in his nature, that kept him back from becoming an +imitator of what he eulogized.</p> + +<p>As, after the melting away of a late winter, all at once the green +garment of earth flutters up high in flowers and blossoms, so in the +warm air of friendship and fancy did Albano's nature start up at once +into luxuriant verdure and bloom. Charles had and understood all states +of the heart; he created them dramatically in himself and others; he was +a second Russia, which harbors all climates,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span> from France even to Nova +Zembla, and wherein, for that very reason, every one finds his own: he +was everything to everybody, although for himself nothing. He could +throw himself into any character, although for that very reason it +sometimes took his fancy only to carry out the most convenient. The +girths, belly-bands, cruppers, and saddle-straps of court, town, and +city life, his Bucephalus had long since cleared; and if the Count was +vexed every day at the lingual leading-string of the Lector, who +pronounced everything correctly.—Kanaster instead of Knaster, Juften +instead of Juchten, Fünfzig instead of Füfzig, and Barbieren (the <i>r</i> in +which I myself take to be a stupid barbarism),—Roquairol was a +free-thinker, even to the degree of being a hectoring free-speaker; and +spoke, according to an expression of his own, which was at the same time +an example of the fact, "right out of his liver and jaw." He was annoyed +that there should still cleave to the Count a certain epic dignity of +speech acquired from books. They often thought over and cursed with one +another the pitiful bald life which one would lead, who, like the +Lector, should live as a well-bred citizen of extraction, have conduite +and a nice dress, and a tolerable dapper knowledge of several +departments, and for refreshment his table-wine, and taste for excellent +masters in painting and other arts, and should advance to higher posts +merely as stepping-stones to still higher, and yet, after all this, have +to stretch himself out, all frizzled and washed, in his coffin, in order +that the gigantic body-world might, forsooth, hand over its Pestitz +representative also to the sublime world of spirits. No, said Albano, +rather throw a dark mountain-chain of sorrows into the dead level of +life, that one may, at least, have a prospect and something great.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span></p> + +<p>But Roquairol was not the man that he seemed to him;—friendship has its +deceptions as well as love;—and often, when he had long looked upon +this love-drunken, high-hearted youth, with his chaste maiden-cheeks and +proud, manly brow, who reposed such a confidence upon <i>his</i> wavering +soul, and whose heart stood so wide open, and the holiness of whose +fancy even he envied, then did the delusion of the noble one move him +even to pain, and his heart struggled to break forth, and longed to say +to him, with tears: Albano, I am not worthy of thee! But in that case I +lose him, he always added; for he shunned the moral orthodoxy and +decision of a man, who was not, like a maiden, to be provoked and +repelled and won back again, all in sport. And yet the day came—the +momentous day for both—when he did it. How could he ever have resisted +<i>Fancy</i>, when he only resisted <i>by and through</i> Fancy? I do him half +injustice: hear the better angel, who opens his mouth.</p> + +<p>Roquairol is a child and victim of the age. As the higher youth of our +times are so early and richly overhung with the roses of joy that, like +the inhabitants of spice-islands, they lose their smell, and by and by +put under their heads a Sybarite-pillow of roses, drink rose-sirup and +bathe themselves in rose-oil,<a name="FNanchor_122_122" id="FNanchor_122_122"></a><a href="#Footnote_122_122" class="fnanchor">[122]</a> until nothing more is left them +thereof for a stimulus except the thorns, so are most of them—and often +the very same ones—stuffed full in the beginning, by their +philanthropic teachers, with the <i>fruits</i> of knowledge, so that they +come soon to desire only the honey-thick extracts, then the cider and +perry thereof, until at last they ruin themselves with the brandy made +of that. Now if, in addition to this, they have, like Roquairol, a fancy +that makes their life<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span> a naphtha-soil, out of which every step draws +fire, then does the flame, into which the sciences are thrown, and the +consumption become still greater. For these burnt-out prodigals of life +there is then no new pleasure and no new truth left, and they have no +old one entire and fresh; a dried-up future, full of arrogance, disgust +with life, unbelief and contradiction, lies round about them. Only the +wing of fancy still continues to quiver on their corpse.</p> + +<p>Poor Charles! Thou didst still more! Not merely truths, but feelings +also, he anticipated. All grand situations of humanity, all emotions to +which Love and Friendship and Nature exalt the heart, all these he went +through in poems earlier than in life, as play-actor and theatre-poet +earlier than as man, earlier on the sunny side of fancy than on the +stormy side of reality; hence, when they at last appeared, living, in +his breast, he could deliberately seize them, govern them, kill them, +and stuff them well for the refrigeratory of future remembrance. The +unhappy love for Linda de Romeiro, which, at a later period, would +perhaps have steeled him, opened thus early all the veins of his heart, +and bathed it warmly in its own blood; he plunged into good and bad +dissipations and amours, and afterward represented on paper or on the +stage everything that he repented or blessed; and every representation +made him grow more and more hollow, as abysses have been left in the sun +by ejected worlds. His heart could not do without the holy +sensibilities; but they were simply a new luxury, a tonic, at best; and +precisely in proportion to their height did the road run down the more +abruptly into the slough of the unholiest ones. As in the dramatic poet +angelically pure and filthy scenes stand in conjunction and close +succession,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span> so in his life; he foddered, as in Surinam, his hogs with +pine-apples; like the elder giants, he had soaring wings and creeping +snakes'-feet.<a name="FNanchor_123_123" id="FNanchor_123_123"></a><a href="#Footnote_123_123" class="fnanchor">[123]</a></p> + +<p>Unfortunate is the female soul which loses its way, and is caught in one +of these great webs stretched out in mid-heaven; and happy is she, when +she tears through them, unpoisoned, and merely soils her bees'-wings. +But this all-powerful fancy, this streaming love, this softness and +strength, this all-mastering coolness and collectedness, will overspread +every female Psyche with webs, if she neglects to brush away the first +threads. O that I could warn you, poor maidens, against such condors, +which fly up with you in their claws! The heaven of our days hangs full +of these eagles. They love you not, though they think so; because, like +the blest in Mahomet's paradise, instead of their lost arms of love, +they have only wings of fancy. They are like great streams, warm only +along the shore, and in the middle cold.</p> + +<p>Now enthusiast, now libertine in love, he ran through the alternation +between ether and slime more and more rapidly, till he mixed them both. +His blossoms shot up on the varnished flower-staff of the Ideal, which, +however, rotted, colorless, in the ground. Start with horror, but +believe it,—he sometimes plunged on purpose into sins and torments, in +order, down there, by the pangs of remorse and humiliation, to cut into +himself more deeply the oath of reformation; somewhat as the physicians, +Darwin and Sydenham, assert that <i>strengthening</i> remedies<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> (Peruvian +bark, steel, opium) work more powerfully when <i>weakening</i> ones +(bleeding, emetics, &c.) have been previously prescribed.</p> + +<p>External relations might, perhaps, have helped him somewhat, and the vow +of poverty might have made the two other vows lighter for him; had he +been sold as a negro slave, his spirit would have been a free white, and +a work-house would have been to him a purgatory. It was for this reason +the early Christians always gave those who were possessed some +occupation or other, e. g. sweeping out the churches,<a name="FNanchor_124_124" id="FNanchor_124_124"></a><a href="#Footnote_124_124" class="fnanchor">[124]</a> &c. But the +lazy life of an officer wrought upon him to make him only still more +vain and bold.</p> + +<p>So stood matters in his breast, when he came to Albano's,—hunting like +an epicure after love, but merely to play with it; with an untrue heart, +whose feeling was more lyric poetry, than real, sound being; incapable +of being true, nay, hardly capable of being false, because every truth +assimilated to the poetic representation, and this again to that; able +much more easily on the stage and at the tragic writing-desk to hit the +true language of passion than in life, as Boileau could only imitate +dancers, but never a dance; indifferent, contemptuous, and decided +against the exhausted, worthless life, wherein all that is settled and +indispensable—hearts and joys and truths—melted down and floated +about; with reckless energy, capable of daring and sacrificing anything +which a man respects, because he respected nothing, and ever looking +round after his iron patron-saint, Death; faint-hearted in his +resolutions, and even in his errors fluctuating, and yet devoid only of +the <i>tuning-hammer</i>, and not of the <i>tuning-fork</i>, of the finest +morality; and, in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> midst of the roar of passion, standing in the +bright light of reflection, as the victim of the hydrophobia knows his +madness, and gives warning of it.</p> + +<p>Only <i>one</i> good angel had not flown with the rest,—Friendship. His so +often blown-up and collapsed heart could hardly soar to love; but +friendship it had not yet squandered away. His sister he had hitherto +loved as a friend,—so fraternally, so freely, so increasingly! And now +Albano, splendidly armed, had come to his embrace!</p> + +<p>In the beginning he played with him, too, lyingly, as he had with +himself at the masquerade and in Tartarus. He soon observed that the +country youth saw him falsely, dazzled by his own rays, but he chose +rather to verify the error than to correct it. Men—and he—are like the +fountain of the sun near the Temple of Jupiter Ammon, which in the +morning only was cold; at noon, lukewarm; in the evening, warm; and at +midnight, hot: now he depended so much on the seasons of the day, as the +sound and vigorous Albano did so little, who accordingly imagined a +great man was great all day, from the time of getting up to the time of +lying down, as the heralds always represent the eagle with outspread +wings, that he seldom went in the morning, but mostly in the evening, to +Albano, when the whole girandole<a name="FNanchor_125_125" id="FNanchor_125_125"></a><a href="#Footnote_125_125" class="fnanchor">[125]</a> of his faculties and feelings +burned in the wine-spirit which he had previously poured upon it out of +flasks.</p> + +<p>But do you know the medicine of example, the healing power of +admiration, and of that soul-strengthener, reverence? "It is shameful of +me," said Roquairol, "when he is so credulous and open and honest. No, I +will deceive the whole world, only not his soul!" Such natures would +fain make good their devastation<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span> of humanity by being true to one. +Humanity is a constellation, in which <i>one</i> star often describes half +the figure.</p> + +<p>From this hour forth, his resolution of the heartiest confession and +atonement stood fixed; and Alban, before whom life had not yet run down +into a jelly of corruption, but was capable of being analyzed as a sound +and well-defined organism, and who did not, like Charles, complain that +nothing would take right hold of him, but everything played round him +like air,—<i>he</i> it was who was to bring back youth to his sick wishes, +and with the help of the pure youth's unwavering perceptions and the +danger of losing his friendship, Roquairol proposed forcing himself to +keep with <i>him</i> the word of fruit-bearing repentance, which to himself +he had too often broken.</p> + +<p>Let us follow him into the day, when he tells everything.</p> + + +<h3>54. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Once Albano came early in the forenoon to the Captain, when the latter +was usually, according to his own expression, "a fag-end of a +yesterday's candle stuck on thorns"; but to-day he stood working away +blusteringly at the piano-forte and writing-desk by turns; and, like a +dried-up infusorial animal, was already, even at this early hour, the +same old, busy creature, because wine enough had been poured upon him, +that is to say, a good deal. Full of rapture, he ran to meet the welcome +friend. Albano brought him from Falterle the childish leaves of +love—for the Master of Exercises had not had the heart to throw them +into the fire—which he had written from Blumenbühl to the unknown +heart. Charles would have been moved on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span> subject almost to tears, +had he not already been so before the arrival. The Count had to stay +there all day, and neglect everything; it was his first day of +irregularity; it was comic to see how the otherwise unfettered youth, +subservient, however, to a long habit of daily exertions, struggled +against the short calm, in which he should sail no ship, as against a +sin.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, it was heavenly; the low-lying day of childhood, which once +clothed him with wings, when the house was full of guests, and he, +wherever he wanted to be, came up again above the horizon; the +conversation played and made gifts with everything which exalts and +enriches us; all his faculties were unchained and in ecstatic dance. Men +of genius have as many festal days as others do working days, and hence +it is that they can hardly endure a trivial and commonplace<a name="FNanchor_126_126" id="FNanchor_126_126"></a><a href="#Footnote_126_126" class="fnanchor">[126]</a> +intercalary-day, and especially on such days of youth! When Charles +conjured before him tragic storm-clouds from Shakespeare, Goethe, +Klinger, Schiller, and life saw itself colossally represented in the +poetic magnifying-mirror, then did all the sleeping giants of his inner +world rise up; his father came and his future, even his friend stood +forth there as in new relief, out of that shining, fantastic time of +childhood, when he had dreamed of him beforehand in these characters; +and in the internal procession of heroes, even the cloud that floated +through the heavens and the guard-troop marching away across the market +were incorporated. His friend appeared to him far greater than he was, +because, like all youths, he still believed of actors and poets, that, +like miners, they always received into their bodies<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span> the metals in which +they labored. How often they both said, in that favorite metaphor of the +young man, "Life is a dream," and only became thereby more glad and +wide-awake! The old man says it differently. And the dark gate of death, +to which Charles so loved to lead the way, became before the youth's eye +a glass door, behind which lay the bright, golden age of the belated +heart in immeasurable meadows.</p> + +<p>Maidens, I own,—as their conversations are more fragmentary, +matter-of-fact, and less intoxicating,—instead of such an Eden-park, go +for a spruce Dutch garden, well trimmed with crab's-shears and +lady-scissors, which is furnished them every day in the afternoon by the +black hour, which serves up to them on the coffee- or tea-table, the +small black-board<a name="FNanchor_127_127" id="FNanchor_127_127"></a><a href="#Footnote_127_127" class="fnanchor">[127]</a> of some evil reports, a couple of new shawls +sitting by, a well-bred man who passes by with a will or marriage +certificate, and finally the hope of the domestic report. Come back to +our young men!</p> + +<p>Towards evening the Captain received a red billet. "Very well!" said he +to the woman who brought it, and nodded. "You'll get nothing out of +that, madam," said he, turning toward Albano. "Brother, guard only +against married women. Just snap once, for a joke, at one of their red +beauty-patches; instantly they dart their fish-hooks into your +nape.<a name="FNanchor_128_128" id="FNanchor_128_128"></a><a href="#Footnote_128_128" class="fnanchor">[128]</a> Seven of these hooks, such as you see here, have made a +lodgement in mine alone." The innocent child Albano! He took it for +something morally great to assert at once the friendship of seven +married ladies, and would gladly have been in Charles's case; he could +not see the mischief of it,—that these<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> female friends, like the +Romans, love to clip the wings of victory (namely, of ourselves), so +that the Divinity may not fly any farther.</p> + +<p>On a fine day, nothing is so fine as its sunset. The Count proposed to +ride out into the evening twilight, and on the hill to look at the sun. +They trotted through the streets; Charles pulled off his great cocked-up +hat, now before a fine nose, now before a great pair of eyes, now +before transparent forelocks. They flew into the Linden avenue, +which was festally decked with a motley wain-scoting of female +street-<i>sitters</i>.<a name="FNanchor_129_129" id="FNanchor_129_129"></a><a href="#Footnote_129_129" class="fnanchor">[129]</a> A tall woman, with piercing, fiery eyes, in a red +shawl and yellow dress, strode through the female flower-bed, towering +like the flower-goddess: it was the authoress of the red note; she was, +however, more attentive to the beautiful Count than to her friend. On +all walls and trees bloomed the rose-espalier of the evening redness. +They blustered up the white road toward Blumenbühl; on both sides the +gold-green sea of spring heaved its living waves; a feathered world went +rowing about therein, and the birds dove down deep among the flowers; +behind the friends blazed the sun, and before them lay the heights of +Blumenbühl, all rosy-red. Having reached the eminence, they turned their +horses toward the sun, which reposed behind the cupolas and +smoke-columns of the proudly burning city, in distant, bright gardens. +In wondrous nearness lay the illuminated earth round about them, and +Albano could see the white statues on Liana's roof blush like life under +the blooming clouds. He drove his horse close to his companion's, to lay +his hand on Charles's shoulder; and thus they beheld in silence how the +lovely sun laid down his golden cloud-crown, and, with the fluttering +foliage-breath<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> around his hot brow, descended into the sea. And when it +grew dusky on the earth, and a glow lighted up the heavens, and Albano +leaned across and drew his friend over to his burning heart, then rose +the evening-chime in Blumenbühl. "And down below there," said Charles, +with soft voice, and turned thither, "lies thy peaceful Blumenbühl, like +a still churchyard of thy childhood's days. How happy are children, +Albano,—ah, how happy are children!" "Are not we so?" answered he, with +tears of joy. "Charles, how often have I stood on high places, in +evenings like this, and fervently stretched out my childish hands after +thee and after the world. Now indeed I have it all. Truly, thou art not +right." But he, sick with the murmur and ringing-in-his-ears of long +past times, remained deaf to the word, and said, "Only our cradle-songs, +only those cradle-songs, sounding back on the memory, soothe the soul to +slumber, when it has wept itself hot."</p> + +<p>More silently and slowly they rode back. Albano bore a new world of love +and bliss in his bosom; and the youth,—not yet a debtor to the past, +but a guest of the present,—sweetly unbent by the long Jubilee of the +day, sank into clear-obscure dreams, like a towering bird of prey +hanging silent on pinions open with ecstasy.</p> + +<p>"We will stay all night at Ratto's," said Charles, when they reached the +city.</p> + + +<h3>55. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>They alighted down in Ratto's Italian Cellar. The house seemed to the +Count at first, after the contemplation of broad nature, like a fragment +of rock rolled upon it,—although every story, indeed, groans under<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span> +architectural burdens,—but the heavy feeling of subterranean +confinement<a name="FNanchor_130_130" id="FNanchor_130_130"></a><a href="#Footnote_130_130" class="fnanchor">[130]</a> soon forgot itself, and singular was the sound that +came down into the Italian vault of the rattling of carriages overhead. +The Captain bespoke a <i>punch royal</i>. If he goes on so in his +good fire-regulation, and always has a full cask at home as +extinguishing-apparatus, and his hose-pipes well proved, then my book +cannot be touched by the objection, that, as in Grandison, too much tea +is consumed; more likely is it that too much strong drink will be +absorbed.</p> + +<p>Schoppe was sitting in the Italian souterrain. He loved not the Captain, +because his inexorable eye spied out in him two faults which to him were +heartily intolerable, "the chronic ulcer of vanity and an unholy +guzzling and gormandizing upon feelings." Charles paid him back his +dislike; the hottest waves of his enthusiasm immediately bristled up in +ice-peaks before the Titular Librarian's face. Only not to-day! He drank +so amply of king's-punch,—whereof a couple of glasses might have burnt +through all the heads of Briareus or of the Lernean serpent,—that he +then said everything, even pious things. "By heavens!" said he, healing +himself in this Bethesda-pool by—drawing from it, "since it is all +fiddle-faddle about this growing better, one should obfuscate +himself<a name="FNanchor_131_131" id="FNanchor_131_131"></a><a href="#Footnote_131_131" class="fnanchor">[131]</a> with a shot, in order that the baited spirit may once for +all go free from its wounds and sins." "From sins?" said Schoppe; "lice +and tape-worms of the better sort will by all means emigrate from my +territory, when I grow cold; but the worst of them my inner man will +certainly carry up with it. By the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span> hangman! who tells you, then, that +this whole churchyard of poor sinners here below shall at once march +home as an invisible church full of martyrs and Socrateses, and every +Bedlam come out a high-light lodge? I was thinking to-day of the next +world, when I saw a woman in the market with five little pigs, every one +of which she would fain drive before her with a string tied to its leg, +but which shot off from her and from each other like wisps of electric +light; now, said I, we, with our few faculties and wishes, which this +cultivating age sets out <i>in quintuplo</i>, fare already as pitifully as +the woman with her drove; but when we get ten or more new farrows by the +rope, as the second world, like an America, must surely bring new +objects and wishes, how will the Ephorus<a name="FNanchor_132_132" id="FNanchor_132_132"></a><a href="#Footnote_132_132" class="fnanchor">[132]</a> manage his office there? I +prepare myself to expect there greater indescribable distresses, feudal +crimes and oppositions." But Roquairol was in his red blaze; he exalted +himself far above Schoppe and above himself, and denied immortality +plumply, by way of parodying Schoppe. "An individual man," said he, +"could hardly, on his own account alone, believe in immortality; but +when he sees the masses, he has pity, and holds it worth the while, and +believes the second world is a <i>monte testaceo</i> of human potsherds. Man +cannot come nearer to God and the Devil hereafter than he does already +here; like a tavern-sign, his <i>reverse</i> is painted just like his +<i>obverse</i>. But we need the fictitious future for a present; when we +hover ever so still above our slime, we yet are continually flapping, +like carps lying still, with poetic fins and wings. Hence we must needs +dress up the future paradise so gloriously that only gods shall fit into +it, but, just as in princes' gardens, no dogs. Mere trumpery! We<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> cut +out for ourselves glorified bodies, which resemble soldiers'-coats; +<i>pockets</i> and <i>buttonholes</i> are wanting; what pleasure can they hold, +then?" Albano looked upon him with amazement. "Knowest thou, Albano, +what I mean? Just the opposite." So easy is everything for fancy, even +freaks of humor.</p> + +<p>At this moment he was called out. He came back with a red billet-doux. +He put on his cravat,—he had been sitting there <i>à la Hamlet</i>,—and +said to Albano he would fly back in an hour. At the threshold he paused, +still thinking whether he should go, then ran swiftly up the steps.</p> + +<p>In Albano the cup of joy, into which the whole day had been pouring, +overflowed with the sparkling foam of a waggish humor. By heaven! +drollery became him as charmingly as an emotion, and he often walked +round for a long time without speaking, with a roguish smile, as +slumbering children smile, when, as the saying is, angels are playing +with them.</p> + +<p>Roquairol came back with strangely excited eyes; he had stormed wildly +into his heart; he had been wicked, for the sake of despairing, and +then, on his knees, at the bottom of the precipice, confessing to his +friend the nature of his life. This man, so wilful, lay involuntarily +bound to the windmill wings of his fancy, and was now fettered by a +calm, now whirled round by the storm, which he imagined himself cutting +through. He was now, after the analogy of the fire-eaters, a +fire-drinker, in the uneasy expectation of Schoppe's departure. The +latter departed at last, despite Albano's entreaty, with the answer: +"<i>Redeem the time</i>, says the Apostle; but that means, Prolong your life +all you can: <i>that</i> is time. To this end the best shops of the times, +the apothecaries', require<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span> that a man, after <i>punch royal</i>, shall go to +bed and sweat immoderately."</p> + +<p>Now how changed was all! When Zesara joyfully fell on his neck,—when +the delirium of youth grew to the melodies of love, as the rain in +Derbyshire-hollow at a distance becomes harmonies,—when from the +Count's lips flowed sweetly, as one bleeds in his sleep, his whole inner +being, his whole past life, and all his plans of the future, even the +proudest (only not the tenderest one),—and when, like Adam in the state +of innocence (according to Madame Bourignon), he placed himself in such +crystal transparency before his friend's eye, not from weakness, but +from old instinct, and in the faith that such his friend must be,—then +did tears of the most loving admiration come into the eyes of the +unhappy Roquairol at the unvarnished purity, and at the energetic, +credulous, unsophisticated nature, and at the almost smile-provoking +<i>naïve</i> and lofty earnestness of the red-cheeked youth. He sobbed upon +that joy-drunken bosom, and Albano grew tender, because he thought he +was too little so, and his friend so very much in that mood.</p> + +<p>"Come out o' doors,—out o' doors!" said Charles; and that had long been +Albano's wish. It struck one, as they saw, on the narrow cellar-stairs, +the stars of the spring heaven overhead glistening down through the +entrance of the shaft. How freshly flowed the inhaled night over the hot +lips! How firmly stood the world-rotunda, built with its fixed rows of +stars high and far away over the flying tent-streets of the city! How +was the fiery eye of Albano refreshed and expanded by the giant masses +of the glimmering spring, and the sight of day slumbering under the +transparent mantle of night! Zephyrs, the butterflies of day, fluttered +already about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</a></span> their dear flowers, and sucked from the blossoms, and +brought in incense for the morning; a sleep-drunken lark soared +occasionally into the still heavens with a loud day in her throat; over +the dark meadows and bushes the dew had already been sprinkled, whose +jewel-sea was to burn before the sun; and in the north floated the +purple pennons of Aurora, as she sailed toward morning. With an exalting +power the thought seized the youth, that this very minute was measuring +millions of little and long lives, and the walk of the sap-caterpillar +and the flight of the sun, and that this very same time was being lived +through by the worm and God, from worlds to worlds, through the +universe. "O God!" he exclaimed, "how glorious it is to exist!"</p> + +<p>Charles merely clung, with the drooping, heavy feathers of the +night-bird, to the cheerful constellations around him. "Happy for thee," +said he, "that thou canst be thus, and that the sphinx in thy bosom +still sleeps. Thou knowest not what I am about to do. I knew a wretch +who could portray her right well. In the cavern of man's breast, said +he, lies a monster on its four claws, with upturned Madonna's face, and +looks round smiling, for a time, and so does man too. Suddenly it +springs up, buries its claws into the breast, rends it with lion's-tail +and hard wings, and roots and rushes and roars, and everywhere blood +runs down the torn cavern of the breast. All at once it stretches itself +out again, bloody, and smiles away again with the fair Madonna's face. +O, he looked all bloodless, the wretch! because the beast so fed upon +him and thirstily lapped at his heart."</p> + +<p>"Horrible!" said Albano; "and yet I do not quite understand thee." The +moon at this moment lifted herself up, together with a flock of clouds +that lay darkly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</a></span> camped along her sides, and she drew a storm-wind after +her, which drove them among the stars. Charles went on more wildly: "In +the beginning, the wretch found it as yet good: he had as yet sound +pains and pleasures, real sins and virtues; but as the monster smiled +and tore faster and faster, and he continued to alternate more and more +rapidly between pleasure and pain, good and evil; and when blasphemies +and obscene images crept into his prayers, and he could neither convert +nor harden himself; then did he lie there, in a dreary exhaustion of +bleeding, in the tepid, gray, dry mist-banks of life, and thus was dying +all the time he lived.—Why weepest thou? Knowest thou that wretch?" +"No," said Albano, mildly. "I am he!" "Thou? Terrible God, not thou!" +"O, it is I; and though thou despisest me, thou wilt be what I ... No, +my innocent one, I say it not. See, even now the sphinx rises again. O +pray with me, help me, that I may not be obliged to sin,—only not be +obliged! I must drink, I must debauch, I must be a hypocrite,—I am a +hypocrite at this moment." Zesara saw the rigid eye, the pale, shattered +face, and, in a rage of love, shook him with both arms, and stammered, +with deep emotion, "By the Almighty! this is not true! thou art indeed +so tender and pale and unhappy and innocent."</p> + +<p>"Rosy-cheek," said Charles, "I seem to thee pure and bright as yonder +orb; but she too, like me, casts a long shadow up toward heaven." Zesara +let go of him, took a long look toward the sublime, dark Tartarus, +encompassing Elysium like a funeral train, and pressed away bitter +tears, which flowed at the remembrance how he had found therein his +first friend, who was now melting away at his side. Just then the +night-wind tore up a fir-tree which had been killed by the +wood-caterpillar, and Albano<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</a></span> pointed silently to the crashing tree. +Charles shrieked: "Yes, that is I!" "Ah, Charles, have I then lost thee +to-day?" said the guiltless friend, with infinite pain; and the fair +stars of spring fell like hissing sparks into his wounds.</p> + +<p>This word dissolved Charles's overstrained heart into good, true tears; +a holy spirit came over him, and bade him not torment the pure soul with +his own, not take away its faith, but silently sacrifice to it his wild +self, and every selfish thought. Softly he laid himself on his friend's +bosom, and with magical, low words, and full of humility, and without +fiery images, told him his whole heart; and that it was not wicked, but +only unhappy and weak, and that he ought to have been as heartily +sincere towards him, who thought too well of him, as towards God; and +that he swore, by the hour of death, to be such as he,—to confess to +him everything, always,—to become holy through him. "Ah, I have only +been loved so very little!" he concluded. And Albano, the +love-intoxicated, glowing man, the good man, who knew by his own +experience the sacred excesses and exaggerations of remorse, and took +these confessions to be such, came back, inspired, to the old covenant +with unmeasured love. "Thou art an ardent man!" said Charles; "why do +men, then, always lie frozen together on each other's breasts, as on +Mount Bernard,<a name="FNanchor_133_133" id="FNanchor_133_133"></a><a href="#Footnote_133_133" class="fnanchor">[133]</a> with rigid eye, with stiffened arms? O why camest +thou to me so late? I had been another creature. Why came she<a name="FNanchor_134_134" id="FNanchor_134_134"></a><a href="#Footnote_134_134" class="fnanchor">[134]</a> so +early? In the village down below there, at the narrow, lowly +church-door,—there I first saw her through whom my life became a +mummy.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</a></span> Verily, I am speaking now with composure. They carried along +before me, as I went out to walk, a corpse-like white youth on a bier +into Tartarus: it was only a statue, but it was the emblem of my future. +An evil genius said to me, 'Love the fair one whom I show thee.' She +stood at the church-door, surrounded by people of the congregation, who +wondered at the boldness with which she took up, in her two hands, a +silver-gray, tongue-darting snake, and dandled it. Like a daring +goddess, she bent her firm, smooth brow, her dark eye, and the +rose-blossoms of her countenance upon the adder's head, which Nature had +trodden flat, and played with it close to her breast. 'Cleopatra!' said +I, although a boy. She, too, even then, understood it, looked up calmly +and coldly from the snake, and gave it back, and turned round. O, on my +young breast she flung the chilling, life-gnawing viper. But, truly, it +is now all gone by, and I speak calmly. Only in the hours, Albano, when +my bloody clothes of that night, which my sister has laid up, come +before my eyes, then I suffer once more, and ask, 'Poor, well-meaning +boy! wherefore didst thou then grow older?' But, as I said, it is all +over now. To thee, only to thee, may a better genius say, 'Love the fair +one whom I show thee!'"</p> + +<p>But what a world of thoughts now flew at once into Albano's mind! "He +continues to torment himself," thought he, "with the old jealousy about +Romeiro. I will open heart to heart, and tell the good brother that it +is indeed his sister I love, and that eternally." His cheeks glowed, his +heart flamed, he stood, priest-like, before the altar of friendship, +with the fairest offering, sincerity. "O Charles," said he, "now, +perhaps, she might be otherwise disposed towards thee. My father is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</a></span> +travelling with her, and thou wilt see her." He took his hand, and went +with him more quickly up to a dark group of trees, to unfold, in the +shadow, his tenderly blushing soul. "Take my most precious secret," he +began, "but speak not of it,—not even with me. Dost thou not guess it, +my first brother? The soul that I have loved, as long as I have loved +thee?"—softly, very softly he added,—"thy sister?" and sank on his +lips to kiss away the first sounds.</p> + +<p>But Charles, in the tumult of rapture and of love, like an earth at the +up-coming of Spring, could not contain himself; he pressed him to +himself; he let him go; he embraced him again; he wept for bliss; he +shut to Albano's eyes, and said, as if he had found his sister anew, +"Brother!" In vain did Albano seek to stifle, with his hand, every other +syllable on his lips. He began to paint to the excited youth—who, amid +the secluded and poetic book-world, had acquired a higher tenderness +than the actual intercourse of society teaches—the portrait of Liana; +how she did and suffered; how she watched and pleaded for him, and even +impoverished herself to wipe out his debts; how she never severely +blamed, but only mildly entreated him, and all that, not from artificial +patience, but from genuine, ardent love; and how this, after all, made +up hardly the accessories of her picture. In this purer inspiration than +the foregoing evening had granted him, what crowned his bliss was, that +he could love his sister, among all beings, the most intensely and the +most disinterestedly, and with a love the most free from poetic luxury +and caprice. Really strengthened by the feeling that he could, for once, +exult with a pure and holy affection, he lifted once more in freedom his +disengaged hands, hitherto, like Milo's, jammed and caught in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</a></span> the tree +of happiness and life, which he would fain have torn open; he breathed +fresh, living air and courage, and the plan of his inner perfection was +now gracefully rounded by new good fortune and a consciousness full of +fair objects.</p> + +<p>The moon stood high in heaven, the clouds had been driven away, and +never did the morning-star rise brighter on two human beings.</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/flowerend.jpg" width="400" height="79" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_120_120" id="Footnote_120_120"></a><a href="#FNanchor_120_120"><span class="label">[120]</span></a> At the canonization of a saint, the <i>Devil</i> was heard by +<i>attorney</i>, in the shape of objections to the act. Jean Paul, with a +slight variation of the sense of the old title, hints a converse process +in Roquairol's case, making the better angel show cause why sentence of +<i>damnation</i> should not be absolutely pronounced against him.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_121_121" id="Footnote_121_121"></a><a href="#FNanchor_121_121"><span class="label">[121]</span></a> Here began Jean Paul's second volume of the Titan.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_122_122" id="Footnote_122_122"></a><a href="#FNanchor_122_122"><span class="label">[122]</span></a> Ottar of Roses.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_123_123" id="Footnote_123_123"></a><a href="#FNanchor_123_123"><span class="label">[123]</span></a> The above description of Roquairol reminds one of a +German <i>Sinn-spruch</i> on sensuality, from the Persian:— +</p> +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Make his reason serve his passions,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That is what man never should;<br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>To the Devil's kitchen, angels</i><br /></span> +<span class="i2"><i>Never carry wood</i>."<br /></span> +</div></div></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_124_124" id="Footnote_124_124"></a><a href="#FNanchor_124_124"><span class="label">[124]</span></a> Simon's Christian Antiquities. Mursinna, &c., p. 143.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_125_125" id="Footnote_125_125"></a><a href="#FNanchor_125_125"><span class="label">[125]</span></a> Branch candlestick.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_126_126" id="Footnote_126_126"></a><a href="#FNanchor_126_126"><span class="label">[126]</span></a> Schlendrians,—of a slow fellow,—corresponding to our +<i>old fogy</i>.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_127_127" id="Footnote_127_127"></a><a href="#FNanchor_127_127"><span class="label">[127]</span></a> Or Black-book.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_128_128" id="Footnote_128_128"></a><a href="#FNanchor_128_128"><span class="label">[128]</span></a> Allusion to the mode of angling for frogs with a bit of +red cloth.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_129_129" id="Footnote_129_129"></a><a href="#FNanchor_129_129"><span class="label">[129]</span></a> Spazier-sitzerinnen,—not <i>gängerinnen</i>, i. e. +street-walkers.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_130_130" id="Footnote_130_130"></a><a href="#FNanchor_130_130"><span class="label">[130]</span></a> <i>Zwinger</i> means, originally, the narrow space between +town-walls and town.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_131_131" id="Footnote_131_131"></a><a href="#FNanchor_131_131"><span class="label">[131]</span></a> Literally, press something before his brow.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_132_132" id="Footnote_132_132"></a><a href="#FNanchor_132_132"><span class="label">[132]</span></a> Overseer, a Lacedæmonian officer.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_133_133" id="Footnote_133_133"></a><a href="#FNanchor_133_133"><span class="label">[133]</span></a> Strangers who are frozen are placed by the monks, +unburied, beside each other, each leaning on the next one's breast.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_134_134" id="Footnote_134_134"></a><a href="#FNanchor_134_134"><span class="label">[134]</span></a> Linda de Romeiro.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/shieldstart.jpg" width="550" height="131" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>ELEVENTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Embroidery.—Anglaise.—Cereus Serpens.—Musical Fantasies.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>56. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/j.jpg" width="100" height="107" alt="J" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_3">Joyfully did Roquairol, on the first evening when he knew his father had +gone a journey, bear to his friend the invitation to go with him to his +mother. Albano blushed charmingly for the first time, at the thought of +that fiery night which had wrung from him the oldest mystery; for +hitherto neither of them, in the common hours of life, had retouched the +sacred subject. Only the Captain could easily and willingly speak of +Linda as well as of every other loss.</p></div> + +<p>Liana always beheld her brother—the creator and ruling spirit of her +softest hours—with the heartiest joy, although he generally wanted to +get something when he came; for joy she flew to meet him, with the book +in her hand which she had been reading as her mother embroidered. She +and her mother had spent the whole day pleasantly and alone, alternately +relieving each other at embroidering and reading; as often as the +Minister travelled, they were at once free from discord and from the +visiting Charivari. With what emotion did Albano recognize the eastern +chamber, from which he had seen, for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</a></span> the first time, the dear maiden, +only as a blind one, standing in the distance between watery columns! +The good Liana received him more unconstrainedly than he could meet her, +after Charles's initiation into his wishes. What a paradisiacal mingling +of unaffected shyness and overflowing friendliness, stillness and fire, +of bashfulness and grace of movement, of playful kindness, of silent +consciousness! Therefore belongs to her the magnificent surname of +Virgil, the maidenly. In our days of female Jordan-almonds, academical, +strong-minded women, of hop-dances and double-quick-march steps in the +flat-shoe, the Virgilian title is not often called for. Only for ten +years (reckoning from the fourteenth) can I give it to a maiden; +afterward she becomes more manneristic. Such a graceful being is usually +at once thirteen and seventeen years old.</p> + +<p>Why wast thou so bewitchingly unembarrassed, tender Liana! excepting +because thou, like the Bourignon, didst not once know what was to be +avoided, and because thy holy guilelessness excluded the suspicious +spying out of remote designs, the bending of the ear toward the ground +to listen for an approaching foe, and all coquettish manifestoes and +warlike preparations? Men were as yet to thee commanding fathers and +brothers; and therefore didst thou lift upon them, not yet <i>proudly</i>, +but so <i>affectionately</i>, that true pair of eyes!</p> + +<p>And with this good-natured look, and with her smile,—whose continuance +is often, on <i>men's</i> faces, but not on <i>maidens'</i>, the title-vignette of +falsehood,—she received our noble youth, but not him alone.</p> + +<p>She seated herself at the embroidery-frame; and the mother soon launched +the Count out into the cool, high sea of general conversation, into +which only occasionally<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</a></span> the son threw up a green, warm island. Alban +looked on to see how Liana made her mosaic flower-pieces grow; how the +little white hand lay on the black satin ground (Froulay's <i>thorax</i> is +to wear the flowers on his birthday), and how her pure brow, over which +the curly hair transparently waved, bent forward, and how her face, when +she spoke, or when she looked after new colors of silk, lifted itself +up, animated with the higher glow of industry in the eye and on the +cheek. Charles sometimes hastily stretched out his hand towards her. She +willingly reached hers across; he laid it between his two, and turned it +over, looked into the palm, pressed it with both hands, and the brother +and sister smiled upon each other affectionately. And each time Albano +turned from his conversation with the mother, and true-heartedly smiled +with them. But poor hero! It is of itself a Herculean labor to sit idly +by where fine work is going on, such as embroidery, miniature painting, +&c.; but above all, with a spirit like thine, which has so many sails, +together with a couple of storms in behind, to lie inactively at anchor +beside the embroidery-frame, and not to be, say, a spinning Hercules +(that were easy), but only one that sees spinning,—and that, too, in +the presence of a great spring and sunset out of doors,—and, in +addition to all this, in the company of a mother, so chary of her words +(in fact, before any mother, it is of itself an impossibility to +introduce an edifying conversation with the daughter),—these are sore +things.</p> + +<p>He looked down sharply at the embroidered Flora. "Nothing pains me so +much," said he,—for he always philosophized, and everything useless on +the earth troubled him grievously,—"as that so many thousand artificial +ornaments should be created in vain in the world, without<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</a></span> a single eye +ever meeting and enjoying them. It will touch me very nearly if this +green leaflet here is not especially observed." With the same sorrow +over fruitless, unenjoyed plantings of labor, he often shut his eyes +upon wall-paper foliage, upon worked flowers, upon architectural +decorations. Liana might have taken it as a painter's censure of the +overladen stitch-garden, which, merely out of love for her father, she +was sowing so full,—for Froulay, born in the days when they still +trimmed the gold-lace with clothes, rather than the reverse, was fond of +buttoning a little silk herbary round his body,—but she only smiled, +and said, "Well, the little leaf has surely escaped that evil destiny: +it <i>is</i> observed."</p> + +<p>"What matters a thing's being forgotten and useless?" said Roquairol, +taking up the word, full of indifference to the Lector, who was just +entering, and full of indifference to the opinion of his mother, to +whom, as well as to his father, only the entreaties of his sister +sometimes made him submissive. "Enough that a thing <i>is</i>. The birds sing +and the stars move in majesty over the wildernesses, and no man sees the +splendor. In fact, everywhere, in and out of man, more passes unseen +than seen. Nature draws out of endless seas, and without exhausting +them; we, too, are a nature, and should draw and pour out, and not be +always anxiously reckoning upon the profit, for watering purposes, of +every transient shower and rainbow. Just keep on embroidering, sister!" +he concluded, ironically.</p> + +<p>"The Princess comes to-day!" said the Lector, and, delighted with the +prospect, Liana kissed her mother's hand. She looked up often and +confidentially from her embroidery at the courtier, who seemed to be +very intimate, but who, as a refined man, was full as much<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</a></span> respected +and as respectful as if he were there for the first time.</p> + +<p>The announcement of the Princess set the Captain into a charming state +of easy good-humor; a female part was to him as necessary for society as +to the French for an opera, and the presence of a lady helped him as +much in teaching, as the absence of a button did Kant.<a name="FNanchor_135_135" id="FNanchor_135_135"></a><a href="#Footnote_135_135" class="fnanchor">[135]</a> By way of +drawing his sister off from the flowers, he removed the red veil from a +statue on the card-table, and threw it, like a little red dawn, over the +lilies on the face of the embroideress; just then the door opened and +Julienne entered. Liana, trying to remove the veil, in her haste to +welcome her, entangled herself in the little red dawn. Albano +mechanically reached out to her his hand to relieve her of the veil, and +she gave it to him, and a dear, full look besides. O how his enraptured +eye shone!</p> + +<p>Julienne brought with her a train of <i>jeux d'esprit</i>. The Captain, who, +like a pyrotechnist, could give his fire all forms and colors, +reinforced her with his; and his sister sowed, as it were, the flowers +with which the zephyrettes of raillery could play. Julienne almost said +no to yes, and yes to no; only toward the Minister's lady was she +serious and submissive,—a sign that, on her arena of disputation, among +the grains of sand particles of golden sand still lay, whereas for +philosophers the arena is the prize and the ground,—at once the +battle-field, the <i>Champ de Mars</i>, and the <i>Champs Elysées</i>. Upon the +Count she fixed her passionate gaze as boldly as only princesses may +venture to and love to; and when he returned the glance<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</a></span> of her brown +eye, she cast it down; but she remembered him, from her old visit in +Blumenbühl, and inquired after his friends. He now entered with pleasure +upon something that was as ardent as his own soul,—encomiums. It is +against the finest politeness to praise or blame persons with +warmth,—things one may. While he portrayed with grateful remembrance +his sister Rabette, Julienne became so earnestly and deeply absorbed in +his eye, that she started, and asked the Lector about the steps of the +<i>Anglaise</i> which he had led at the masquerade. When he had done his best +to give an idea of it, she said she had not understood a word of what he +had been saying; one must, after all, execute it.</p> + +<p>And herewith I suddenly introduce my fair readers in a body to a +domestic ball of two couples. See the two sisters-in-soul, side by side, +like two wings on <i>one</i> dove, harmoniously flutter up and down. Albano +had expected Julienne would form a contrast, by nimble and sprightly +fluttering, to the still, hovering movement of her friend; but both +undulated lightly, like waves, by and through each other, and there was +not a motion too much nor too swift.</p> + +<p>Hence I have so often wished that maidens might always dance exactly +like the Graces and the Hours,—that is to say, only with one another, +not with us gentlemen. The present union of the female wave-line with +the masculine swallow-like zigzag, as well in dress as in motion, does +not remarkably beautify the dance.</p> + +<p>Liana assumed a new ethereal form, somewhat as an angel while flying +back into heaven lays aside his graceful earthly one. The dancing-floor +is to woman's beauty what the horse's back is to ours; on both the +mutual enchantment unfolds itself, and only a rider can match a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</a></span> dancing +maiden. Fortunate Albano! thou who hardly dar'st take the finger-points +of Liana's offered hand in thine! thou gettest enough. And only look at +this friendly maiden, whose eyes and lips Charis so smilingly brightens +for the dance, and who yet, on the other hand, appears so touchingly, +because she is a little pale! How different from those capricious or +inflexible step-sisters, who, with half a Cato of Utica on the wrinkled +or tightly stretched face, hop, fall back, and slip round. Julienne +flies joyfully to and fro; and it is hard to say before whose eyes she +loves to flutter best, Liana's or Albano's.</p> + +<p>When it was done, Julienne wanted to begin over again. Liana looked at +her mother, and immediately begged her friend rather for a cooling off. +A mere pretext! A female friend loves to be alone with a female friend; +the two loved each other before people only with a veil upon their +hearts, and longed for the dark arbor where it might fall off. Liana had +a real loving impatience, till she could, with her duplicate-soul, her +twin-heart, snatch moments free from witnesses in the garden of evening +and May. They came back changed and full of tender seriousness. The +lovely beings were perhaps as like each other in their innermost souls +and in stillness as in the dance, and more so than they seemed.</p> + +<p>And thus passed with our youth a fair-starred evening! Pardon him, +however, that he grasped and pressed this nosegay so close as to feel +some of the thorns. His heart, whose love grew painfully near another, +could not help finding this other, where there was no sign of response, +at once <i>higher</i> and <i>farther</i> off. Her love was love of man,—her smile +was meant for every kind eye,—she was so cheerful. In Lilar she easily +passed into<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</a></span> emotion and general contemplations; not so here,—of course +she would look right sympathetically upon her wildly loving brother, +who, since that confession-night, had twined himself as if with +oak-roots around the darling; but her half-blind love for the brother +might indeed be only, in the deceiving light of reflection, shining upon +<i>his</i> friend. All this the modest one said to himself. But what he had +enjoyed in full measure of ecstasy was the increasing, clear, tender, +steadfast love of his soul's-brother.</p> + + +<h3>57. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>As to Liana's secret inclination and Zesara's prospects I shall never +once institute any conjectures, although I might erase them again before +printing. I remember what came of it, when I and others, on a former +occasion, covered over with our hands Hafenreffer's official reports +upon matters of consequence, and undertook to unfold at length, by pure +fancy, how things might have gone on;—it was of no use! And naturally +enough; for women and Spanish houses have, to begin with, many <i>doors</i> +and few <i>windows</i>, and it is easier to <i>get</i> into their hearts than to +<i>look</i> into them. Particularly maidens', I mean; since women, +physiognomically and morally, are more strongly marked and boldly +developed, I would rather undertake to guess at and so portray ten +mothers than two daughters. The bodily portrait-painters make the same +complaint.</p> + +<p>Whoever observes the influence of night, will find that the doubts and +anxieties which he had contracted the evening previous about the heroine +of his life it has, for the most part, completely killed by the time it +gets to be towards morning. Albano, in the spring morning, opened<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</a></span> his +eyes upon life as in a triumphal car, and the fresh steeds stamped +before it, and he could only let them have the reins.</p> + +<p>He alighted with his friend at Liana's after a few years, that is, days; +the Minister had not yet come back. Heavens! how new and bloomingly +young was her form, and yet how unchanged her demeanor! Why is it, +thought he, that I can get only her motions, not all her features, by +heart? Why can I not imprint this face, even to the least smile, like a +holy antique, cleanly and deeply upon my brain, that so it may float +before me in eternal presence? For this reason, my dear: young and +beautiful forms are the very ones which are hard for the memory as for +the pencil; and coarse, old, masculine ones easier for both. Again he +filled himself with joys and sighs by looking at her,—and these were +increased by the nearness of the garden, wherein June with his evening +splendor lay encamped. O, if only <i>one</i> moment could come to him, in +which his whole soul might speak its inspiration! Out of doors there lay +the young, fiery spring, basking, like an Antinoüs, in the garden, and +the moon, impatient for the fair June-night, stood already under the +gate of the east, and found the living day and the lingering sun still +in the field. But the mother refused to the asking look of Liana the +sight of sunset,—"on account of the unwholesome <i>Serein</i>."<a name="FNanchor_136_136" id="FNanchor_136_136"></a><a href="#Footnote_136_136" class="fnanchor">[136]</a> Albano, +with his heart full of manly blood, thought this maternal barrier around +a child's health very small.</p> + +<p>The hour for shutting gates upon to-day's Eden would have struck for him +the next minute, had it not been for the Captain and the <i>Cereus +serpens</i>.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</a></span></p> +<p>The Captain came running down from the Italian roof, and announced that +the Cereus would bloom this evening at ten o'clock, the gardener said, +and he should stay there. "And thou too," he said to Albano. All that +the double limitations of forbearing tenderness toward sister and friend +would allow he lovingly set at stake, for the sake of pleasing the +latter. Liana herself begged him to wait for the blooming; she was so +delighted to find it was so near! Her soul hung upon flowers, like bees +and dew. Already had her friend, the pious Spener, who fixed an +enraptured eye upon these living arabesques of God's throne, made her a +friend to these mute, ever-sleeping children of the Infinite; but still +more had her own maidenly and her suffering heart done it. Have you +never met tender, female souls, into whose blossoming time fate had +thrown cold clouds, and who now, like Rousseau, sought other flowers +than those of joy, and who wearied themselves with stooping, in valleys +and on rocks, to gather and to forget, and to fly from the dead <i>Pomona</i> +to the young <i>Flora</i>? The thorough-bass and Latin, wherewith <i>Hermes</i> +proposes to divert maidens, must yield here to the broad, variegated +hieroglyphics of Nature, the rich study of Botany.</p> + +<p>A nameless tenderness for Liana came into Albano's soul at the little +four-seated supper-table; it seemed to him as if he were now nearer to +her, and a relative; and yet he comprehended not his kinswoman, when, +from every serious mood into which her mother sank, she strove to win +her back with pleasantries. Out of doors the nightingales were calling +man into the lovely night; and no one pined more to be abroad than he.</p> + +<p>For the soul's eyes, the <i>blue</i> of heaven is what the <i>green</i> of earth +is to the bodily eyes, namely, an inward strengthening.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</a></span> When Zesara, at +length, came free and clear out of the fetters of the room,—out of this +spiritual house-arrest into the free realm of heaven, and beneath all +the stars and on the magic Olympus of statues, at which he had so often +longingly looked up,—then did his forcibly contracted breast +elastically expand: how the constellations of life moved to meet each +other in brighter forms; how did spring and night sit enthroned!</p> + +<p>The old gardener, who, simply from a grateful attachment to "the +good-souled, condescending Fräulein," had, with rare pains, forced these +early blossoms from the <i>Cereus serpens</i>, stood up there already, +apparently as an observer of the flowers, but in fact as an expectant of +the greatest praise, with a brown, indented, pitted, and serious face, +which did not challenge praise with a single smile.</p> + +<p>Liana thanked the gardener before she came to the blossoms; then she +praised them and his pains. The old man merely waited for every other +one of the company to be astonished also; then he went drowsily off to +bed, with a firm faith that Liana would to-morrow remember him in such a +way as to make him contented.</p> + +<p>The exotic beads of nectar-fragrance which hung in five white calyxes, +crowned as it were with brown leaf-work, seized the fancy. The odors +from the spring of a hotter clime drew it away into remote dreams. Liana +only stroked with a soft finger, as one glides over eyelids, the little +incense-vases, without touching with predatory hand the full little +garden of tender stamina which crowded together in the cup. "How lovely, +how very tender!" said she, with childlike happiness. "What a cluster of +five little evening stars! Why come they only by night,—the dear, shy +little flowers?" Charles seemed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">[Pg 345]</a></span> to be on the point of breaking one. "O +let it live!" she begged; "to-morrow they will all have died of +themselves. Charles! thus does so much else fade," she added, in a lower +tone. "Everything!" said he, sharply. But the mother, against Liana's +will, had heard it. "Such death-thoughts," said she, "I love not in +youth; they lame its wings." "And then," replied Liana, with a +maiden-like turning of the tables, "it just stays with us, that's all, +like the crane in Kleist's fable, whose wings they broke, so that he +could not travel with the rest into the warm land."</p> + +<p>This gay, motley veil of deep earnestness was not transparent enough for +our friend. But by and by the good maiden took pains to look just as the +careful mother wished. The benumbing lily which the earth wears on her +breast, the moon; and the whole dazzling Pantheon of the starry heavens; +and the city, with its pierced-work of night-lights; and the high, +majestic, dark avenues; and on meadows and brooks the milk-white +lunar-silver, wherewith the earth spun itself into an evening-star; and +the nightingales singing out of distant gardens;—did not all this stir +omnipotently every heart, till it would fain confess with tears its +longing? And the softest heart of all which beat at this moment below +the stars, could it have succeeded in wholly veiling itself? Almost! She +had accustomed herself, before her mother, to dry away with her eye, so +to speak, the tear, before it grew big enough to fall.</p> + +<p>Singular was her appearance, the next minute, to the Count. The mother +was speaking with her son; Liana stood, far from the latter, with face +turned half aside, and a little discolored by the moon, near a white +statue of the holy Virgin, and looking out into the night. All at once<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">[Pg 346]</a></span> +she looked upon him and smiled, just as if a living being had appeared +to her in the abyss of ether, and her lip would speak. Earthly form more +exalted and touching had never before met his eyes; the balustrade by +which he held swayed to and fro (but it was he himself who shook it), +and his whole soul cried, "To-day, now, I love the heavenly one with the +highest, the deepest love I have felt." So he also said lately, and so +will he say oftener: can man, with the innumerable waves of love, +institute measurements of altitude, and point to that one which has +mounted the highest? Thus does man, whereever he may be standing, always +imagine himself standing in the centre of heaven.</p> + +<p>Ah, at this moment he was again surprised, but it was with an "Ah!" +Liana went to her mother, and when <i>she</i> felt in the hand of her darling +a slight shudder, she importuned her to go out of the night-air, and +would not give over till she left with her the magic spot.</p> + +<p>The friends stayed behind. According to Albano's reckoning, it would +not, of course, have been too much, if, in this frank time, wherein our +holier thoughts, hidden by the common light of day, reveal themselves +like stars, they had all lingered on the roof till toward morning. The +two walked for a time up and down in silence. At last the incense-altar +of the five flowers held them fast. Albano clasped accidentally the +neighboring statue with both hands, and said: "On high places, one wants +to throw something down,—even himself oftentimes; and I, too, would +fain throw myself off into the world, into far-distant lands, as often +as I gaze into the nightly redness yonder, and as often as I come under +orangery-blossoms, as under these. Brother, how is it with thee? The +heavens and the earth open out so broadly: why, then,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">[Pg 347]</a></span> must the spirit +so creep into itself?" "Just so do I feel," said he; "and in the head, +generally, has the spirit more room than in the heart." But here, by a +delicate guess, he arrived, through agreeably circuitous routes, at the +accidental discovery of the reason why his sister had hurried down so +soon.</p> + +<p>"Even to obstinacy," said he, "she pushes her care for her mother. The +last time, when she observed that mother saw her grow pale under the +dance, she immediately ceased. To me alone she shows her whole heart, +and every drop of blood, and all innocent tears therein; especially does +she believe something in respect to the future, which she anxiously +conceals from mother." "She smiled to herself just before she went +away," said Albano, and drew Charles's hand over his eyes, "as if she +saw up there a being from the veiled world." "Didst thou too see that?" +replied Charles. "And then did her lip stir? O friend, God knows what +infatuates her; but this is certain, she firmly believes she is to die +next year." Albano would not let him speak further. Too intensely +excited, he pressed himself to his friend's breast; his heart beat +wildly, and he said: "O brother, remain always my friend!"</p> + +<p>They went down. In the apartment which adjoined Liana's they found her +piano-forte open. Now that was just what the Count had missed. In +passion—even in mere fire of the brain—one grasps not so much at the +pen as at the string; and in that state alone does musical fantasying +succeed better than poetic. Albano, thanking, meanwhile, the muse of +sweet sounds that there were forty-four transitions,<a name="FNanchor_137_137" id="FNanchor_137_137"></a><a href="#Footnote_137_137" class="fnanchor">[137]</a> seated himself +at the keys, with the intention now to beat a musical fire-drum, and +roar<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">[Pg 348]</a></span> like a storm into the still ashes, and drive out a clear, +sparkling swarm of tones. He did it, too, and well enough, and better +and better; but the instrument struggled, rebelled. It was built for a +female hand, and would only speak in female tones, with lute-plaints, as +a woman with a friend of her own sex.</p> + +<p>Charles had never heard him play so, and was astonished at such fulness. +But the reason was, the Lector was not there; before certain +persons—and he was one of them—the playing hand freezes, so that one +only labors and lumbers to and fro in a pair of leaden gloves; and, +secondly, before a multitude it is easier playing than before one, +because the latter stands definitely before the soul, the former floats +vaguely. And, besides all that, blessed Albano, thou knowest who hears +thee. The morning air of hope flutters around thee in tones,—the wild +life of youth stalks with vigorous limbs and loud strides up and down +before thee,—the moonlight, undesecrated by any gross earthly light, +hallows the sounding apartment. Liana's last songs lie open before thee, +and the advancing moonshine will let thee read them soon,—and the +nightingale in the mother's neighboring chamber contends with thy tones, +as if summoned by the Tuba to the field.</p> + +<p>Liana came in with her mother, not till late, because the heavy din of +tones had something in it hard and painful to both. He could see the two +sitting sidewise at the lower window, and how Liana held her mother's +hand. Charles, after his manner, walked up and down with long steps, and +sometimes stood still near him. Albano, in this nearness of the still +soul, soon came out of the wilderness of harmony into simple moonlit +passages, where only a few tones moved delicately like graces, and quite +as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">[Pg 349]</a></span> lightly linked as they. The artistical hurly-burly of unharmonious +<i>ignes fatui</i> is only the forerunner of the melodious Charites; and +these alone insinuate themselves into the softer souls. It seemed to +him—the illusion was complete—as if he were speaking aloud with Liana; +and when the tones, like lovers, went on ever repeating the same thing +from heartiness and zest, did he not mean Liana, and say to her, "How I +love thee! O how I love thee!" Did he not ask her, "Why mournest thou? +why weepest thou?" And did he not say to her, "Look into this mute +heart, and fly not from it, O pure, innocent one, my own!"</p> + +<p>How did the good youth blush, when suddenly the caressing friend placed +his hands over <i>his</i> friend's eyes, which hitherto, unseen in the +darkness, had been overflowing for love! Charles stepped warmly to his +sister, and she, of her own accord, took his hand and said words of +love. Then Albano took refuge in the murmuring wilderness of sounds, +until his eyes were dried enough for the leave-taking by lamp-light; by +slow degrees he let the cradle of our heart cease rocking, and closed so +mildly and faintly, and was silent for a little while, and then slowly +rose. O, in this mute, young bosom lived every blessed thing which the +most glorious love can bestow!</p> + +<p>They parted seriously. No one spoke of the music. Liana seemed +transfigured. Albano dared not, in this spirit-hour of the heart, with +an eye which had so recently calmed itself, rest long upon her mild blue +ones. Her deeply touched soul expressed itself, as maidens are wont, to +her brother only, and that by a more ardent embrace. And from the holy +youth she could not, in parting,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_350" id="Page_350">[Pg 350]</a></span> conceal the tone and the look, which +he will never forget.</p> + +<p>That night he awoke often, and knew not what it was that so blissfully +rocked his being. Ah! it was the tone whose echo rang through his +slumber, and the dear eye which still looked upon him in his dreams.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_135_135" id="Footnote_135_135"></a><a href="#FNanchor_135_135"><span class="label">[135]</span></a> He is said, in teaching, to have always looked at the +spot on a student's coat where the button was gone; and was embarrassed +when it was sewed on again.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_136_136" id="Footnote_136_136"></a><a href="#FNanchor_136_136"><span class="label">[136]</span></a> The evening hour, which people in southern countries shun +so much.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_137_137" id="Footnote_137_137"></a><a href="#FNanchor_137_137"><span class="label">[137]</span></a> From one key to another.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_351" id="Page_351">[Pg 351]</a></span></p> +<h2>TWELFTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Froulay's Birthday and Projects.—Extra-Leaf.—Babette.—The +Harmonica.—Night.—The pious Father.—The wondrous +Stairway.—The Apparition.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>58. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/h.jpg" width="100" height="109" alt="H" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">Happy Albano! thou wouldst not have remained so, hadst thou, on the +birthday of the Minister, heard what he then proposed!</p></div> + +<p>Already, for a considerable time, had Froulay been full of noticeable, +stormy signs, and might any moment, one must needs fear, let the +thunderbolt fly from him; that is to say, he was gay and mild. Thus, +also, in the case of phlegmatic children, does great liveliness threaten +an eruption of the chicken-pox. As he was a father and a despot,—(the +Greeks had for both only the one word, despot,)—so was it expected of +him, as connubial storm-maker,<a name="FNanchor_138_138" id="FNanchor_138_138"></a><a href="#Footnote_138_138" class="fnanchor">[138]</a> that he would provide the usual +storms and foul weather for his family. Connubial storm-material for the +mere <i>troubling</i> of marriage can never be wanting, when one considers +how little is required even for its dissolution; for instance, among +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_352" id="Page_352">[Pg 352]</a></span> Jews, merely that the woman scream too loud, burn the dinner, leave +her shoes in the place for the man's, &c. Beside all this, there was +much in the present case about which there was a good chance to thunder; +e. g. Liana, upon whom one might visit the misdemeanor of the brother, +because he obstinately stayed away and begged for no grace. One always +loves to let his indignation loose upon wife, daughter, and son at once, +and would rather be a land-rain than a transient shower; one child can +more easily imbitter than sweeten a whole family.</p> + +<p>But Froulay still continued the smiling John. Nay, did he not—I have +the proofs—carry it so far, that when, on one occasion, his daughter, +in taking leave of the Princess, fell upon her neck,—instead of +representing to her, with flashing eyes, how one must only accept, not +reciprocate, familiarities with superiors, and must take care not to +forget one's self precisely then, when <i>they</i> do forget themselves,—and +instead of sternly asking whether she had ever seen him, in his warmest +love toward the Prince, offend against <i>the Dehors</i>,—instead, I say, of +doing this, and hailing and storming the while, did he not merely break +out that once into the fair words: "Child, thou art too affectionate +toward thy distinguished friend; ask thy mother; she knows, too, what +friendly <i>liaisons</i> are"?</p> + +<p>Only Liana—although so often deceived by these calms—was full of +unutterable hope and joy at the domestic peace, and believed in its +permanence, especially as the paternal birthday was so near, that +Olympiad and normal period upon which and by which the house reckoned so +largely. During the whole year the Minister had been looking out for +this day, in order, in the morning, when the congratulations came, not +to forget<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_353" id="Page_353">[Pg 353]</a></span> to make believe he had forgotten it, but to be astonished on +the subject,—all owing to business, he said; and at evening, when the +guests came,—on account of business he never dined, he said, to +astonish <i>them</i>. He was alternately the worshipper and image-breaker of +etiquette, ministerial and opposition party thereof, as his vanity +dictated.</p> + +<p>Liana importuned her brother, till he promised to do something to please +his father; he composed, for the purpose, a family-piece, in which he +introduced the whole confession-night between himself and Albano, only +he converted Albano into a sister. Liana gladly studied this part also +for the birthday, although she had to deliver the blooming vest.</p> + +<p>The Minister, contrary to expectation, accepted the vest, the Captain +and his hand-bill for the evening's performance, graciously; for he was +wont, on former occasions, like some other fathers, to growl the louder +the more his children stroked him. He danced away like a Polack right +merrily with his family, and stuck the rod<a name="FNanchor_139_139" id="FNanchor_139_139"></a><a href="#Footnote_139_139" class="fnanchor">[139]</a> behind the fur. Nothing +worse at this moment revolved in his head than the question, where it +would be best to open the amateur theatre, whether in the <i>Salon de +Lecture</i> or in the <i>Salon des bains domestiques</i>; for the two halls were +entirely distinguished from one another, and from the other chambers, by +their names.</p> + +<p>The day came. Albano, whose invitation Charles had to extort, because +the Minister, out of pride, hated his pride, brought with him, +unfortunately, in his soul, the tone which Liana had given him the last +time to carry home with him. His hope had hitherto lived upon this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_354" id="Page_354">[Pg 354]</a></span> +tone. O blame him not for it! The airy nothing of a sigh bears often a +pastoral world or an orcus on its ephemeron's-wing. Everything weighty +may, like a rock, be placed on a point, whereupon a child's finger can +set it in rotation.</p> + +<p>But the tone had died away. Liana knew no other way than that, in the +visiting congregation,—of whose moral pneumatophobia,<a name="FNanchor_140_140" id="FNanchor_140_140"></a><a href="#Footnote_140_140" class="fnanchor">[140]</a> after all, +she was not aware in its full extent,—one should hide every religious +emotion behind the church fan. Boxes, pit, and farthing gallery were, +almost at the usual play-hour, set off and filled out with Gratulantes, +all fit to be canons. The German gentleman was made particularly +prominent by the rich and insolent ostentation of his circumstances. Of +the visiting-company-lane it can, in passing, only be observed, that in +it, as in the antiphlogistic system, <i>oxygen</i><a name="FNanchor_141_141" id="FNanchor_141_141"></a><a href="#Footnote_141_141" class="fnanchor">[141]</a> played the chief +part, which, however, was given out less by the lungs than by the heart.</p> + +<p>When the curtain rose, and Roquairol made that night of forgiveness and +ecstasy pass by again in a still more glowing form than it had actually +had; when this dreamy imitation seemed the first appearance of the +actual reality, how hotly and deeply did he burn himself thereby into +his friend's soul! (Good Albano! This art of being his own <i>revenant</i>, +his own ghost, his mock- and mimic-self, and of counterfeiting the +splendid edition of his own life, should have left thee smaller hopes!) +The Count must needs, in this most grave society that ever sate around +him, break out into an unseemly weeping. And why did Charles put +Albano's words, of that memorable night, into the mouth of Liana, so +bewitchingly interesting in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_355" id="Page_355">[Pg 355]</a></span> her emotion, and thus make his love, +wrought upon by so many charms, grow even to anguish?</p> + +<p>The German gentleman himself gave to Liana, that white swan, floating, +tinged with rosy redness, through the evening glow of PhÅ“bus, several +loud, and to the Count annoying signs of approbation. The Minister was +chiefly glad that all this happened in his honor, and that the point of +the last act was still going to throw a very special epigrammatic +laurel-wreath on his crown.</p> + +<p>He got the wreath. The pair of children were very favorably criticised +by the Erlangen literary gazette<a name="FNanchor_142_142" id="FNanchor_142_142"></a><a href="#Footnote_142_142" class="fnanchor">[142]</a> of spectators, and by the +belles-lettres review, and covered over with crowns,—with noble +martyrs' crowns. The German gentleman had and used the public right of +ushering in the Coronation, and the Coronation-car. Base man! why should +thy beetle's-eyes be permitted to creep gnawingly over the holy roses +which emotion and sisterly love plants on Liana's cheeks? But how much +gayer still was the old gentleman,—so much so that he flirted with the +oldest ladies,—when he saw the knight bring out magnificently into full +daylight his interest in Liana, not fantastically or sentimentally, but +by still and steady advances and marked attention, by jokes and glances +and sly addresses, and at last by something decisive! That is to say, +the German gentleman drew the old man into a cabinet, and both came back +out of it vehemently animated.</p> + +<p>The lovely Liana, withdrawn into her own heart, fled from the upas-tree +of the laurel away to her comforting mother. Liana had preserved, in the +midst of the stormy mill-races of daily <i>assemblées</i>, a low voice and a +delicate<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_356" id="Page_356">[Pg 356]</a></span> ear, and the tumult had driven her inward, and left her almost +shy.</p> + +<p>The fair soul seldom guessed anything, except a fair soul: she so easily +divined her like; with such difficulty her counterpart. Bouverot's +advances seemed to her the usual forward and side steps of manly +courtesy; and his knightly celibacy did not allow her entirely to +understand him. Do not the lilies of innocence bloom earlier than the +roses of shame, as the purple color, in the beginning, only dyes pale, +and not till afterward puts on the red glow, when it lies before the +sun? She kept herself this evening near her mother, because she +perceived in her an unwonted seriousness. When Froulay had taken off +from his head the birthday garland, wherein were planted more thorns and +stalks than flowers,—when he had taken off the crown of thorns, and +stood in his night-cap amidst his family,—he addressed himself to the +business whereupon he had been thinking all the evening. "My little +dove," said he to his daughter, borrowing a good expression from the +Bastile,<a name="FNanchor_143_143" id="FNanchor_143_143"></a><a href="#Footnote_143_143" class="fnanchor">[143]</a>—"my little dove, leave me and <i>Guillemette</i> alone." He +now laid bare his upper teeth by a characteristic grin, and said he had, +as he hoped, something agreeable to communicate to her. "You know," he +continued, "what I owe to the German gentleman." He meant not thanks, +but money and consideration.</p> + +<p>We love to dwell upon it as a matter of great praise in the family of +the Quintii,<a name="FNanchor_144_144" id="FNanchor_144_144"></a><a href="#Footnote_144_144" class="fnanchor">[144]</a> that they never possessed gold: I adduce—without +arraying a thousand other families of whom the same is to be sworn—only +Froulay's. Certain families, like antimony, have no chemical affinity +whatever with that metal, however much they might wish<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_357" id="Page_357">[Pg 357]</a></span> it; certainly +Froulay wished it: he looked very much to his interest (to nothing +else), he willingly (although only in cases of collision) set conscience +and honor aside; but he got no further than to great outlays and great +projects, simply because he sought money, not as the end and aim of his +ambition, but only as the means of ambition and enterprise. Even for +some pictures which Bouverot had purchased for the Prince in Italy he +still owed that individual the purchase-shilling which he had taken out +of the treasury. By his bonds as if by circulars, he stood in +widely-extended connections. He would gladly have transposed his +marriage contract into a bond, and had, with his lady, at least that +most intimate community—of goods; for, under present circumstances, +divorce and bankruptcy stood in neighborly relations to each other; but, +as was said, many men, with the best talons,—like the eagle of the +Romish king,<a name="FNanchor_145_145" id="FNanchor_145_145"></a><a href="#Footnote_145_145" class="fnanchor">[145]</a>—have nothing in them.</p> + +<p>He continued: "Now, perhaps, this <i>géne</i> will cease. Have you hitherto +made any observations upon him?" She shook her head. "I have," he +replied, "for a long time, and such as were really consoling to +me,—<i>j'avais le nez bon quant à cela</i>,—he has a real liking for my +Liana."</p> + +<p>The Minister's lady here could draw no inference, and begged him, with +disguised astonishment, to come to the <i>agreeable</i> matter. Comically on +his face did the show of friendship wrestle with the expectation that he +should be under the necessity immediately of being exasperated. He +replied: "Is not <i>this</i> an agreeable matter? The knight means it in +earnest. He wished now to be privately<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_358" id="Page_358">[Pg 358]</a></span> espoused to her; after three +years he retires from the order, and her fortune is made. <i>Vous êtes, je +l'espere, pour cette fois, un peu sur mes interêts, ils sont les +vôtres.</i>"</p> + +<p>Her maternal heart, so suddenly and deeply wounded, wept, and could +hardly be concealed. "Herr von Froulay!" said she, when she had composed +herself a little; "I do not disguise my astonishment. Such a disparity +in years, in tastes, in religion."<a name="FNanchor_146_146" id="FNanchor_146_146"></a><a href="#Footnote_146_146" class="fnanchor">[146]</a></p> + +<p>"That is the knight's affair, not ours," he replied, refreshed by her +angry confusedness, and, like the weather, in his coldness threw only +fine, sharp snow, no hail. "As to Liana's heart, I beg you just to sound +that." "O, that innocent heart? You are mocking!" "<i>Posito!</i> so much the +more gladly will the <i>innocent</i> heart reconcile itself to make her +father's fortune, if she is not the greatest egotist. I should never +love to constrain an obedient daughter." "<i>N'epuiséz pas ce chapitre; +mon cÅ“ur est en presse.</i> It will cost her her life, which already +hangs by such frail threads." This allusion always struck the fire of +wrath from his flint. "<i>Tant mieux</i>," said he; "then it will never go +further than an engagement! I had almost said—<i>Sacre!</i> and who is to +blame for that? So it fares with me at the hands of the Captain too,—in +the beginning my children promise everything, then they turn out +nothing. But, madam," he said, swiftly and venomously collecting +himself; and, instead of compressing his lips and teeth, merely pinching +moderately the auditory organs of a sleeping lap-dog; "you alone indeed +know, by your influence upon Liana, how to dress and redress everything. +Perhaps she belongs to you by a still prior claim than to me. I am not +then compromitted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_359" id="Page_359">[Pg 359]</a></span> with the knight. The advantages I detail no further." +His breast was here already warmed under the vulture-skin of rage.</p> + +<p>But the noble lady now indignantly rose, and said: "Herr von Froulay! +hitherto I have not spoken of myself. Never will I counsel or +countenance or consent to it,—I will do the opposite. Herr von Bouverot +is not worthy of my Liana."</p> + +<p>The Minister, during this speech, had several times unnecessarily +snapped-to the snuffers over the wax candles, and only beheaded the +point of the flame; the fixed air of wrath now colored the roses of his +lips (as the chemical does botanical ones) blue. "<i>Bon!</i>" he replied, "I +travel; you can reflect on the subject,—but I give my word of honor, +that I never consent to any other match; and though it were (whereupon +he looked at the lady ironically) still more considerable<a name="FNanchor_147_147" id="FNanchor_147_147"></a><a href="#Footnote_147_147" class="fnanchor">[147]</a> than the +one just projected,—either the maiden obeys or she suffers, <i>decidéz</i>! +<i>Mais je me fie à l'amour que vous portéz au pere et à la fille; vous +nous rendréz tous assêz contens.</i>" And then he went forth, not like a +tempest, but like a rainbow, which he manufactured out of the eighth +color only, namely, the black, and that with his eyebrows.</p> + +<p>After some days of resentment with the mother and the daughter, he rode, +as Luigi's business-agent, to Haarhaar to see the princely bride. The +oppressed mother confided to her oldest and only friend, the Lector, the +sad secret. The two had now a pure relation of friendship toward one +another, which, in France, in consequence of the higher respect for +women, is more common. In the first years of the ministerial forced +marriage, which dawned not with morning dew, but with morning<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_360" id="Page_360">[Pg 360]</a></span> frost, +perhaps the hawk-moth<a name="FNanchor_148_148" id="FNanchor_148_148"></a><a href="#Footnote_148_148" class="fnanchor">[148]</a> Cupid fluttered after them; but by and by +children drove away this sphinx. The wife is often forgotten when she +becomes the mother. She, therefore, with her characteristic cool and +clear strength, took all that was ambiguous in her relation to Augusti +forever out of the way; and he made her firmness more easy by his own, +because he, with more love of honor than of women, grew not more red at +any kind of braided-work than at that of a basket,<a name="FNanchor_149_149" id="FNanchor_149_149"></a><a href="#Footnote_149_149" class="fnanchor">[149]</a> and erroneously +believed that a man who receives it, has as much to be ashamed of as a +woman who does.</p> + +<p>The Lector could foresee that she would also, after her divorce,—which +she postponed only for Liana's sake,—remain single, if only for this +reason, in order not to deprive her daughter of an allodial estate, +Klosterdorf, for the reservation of which she had now for one and twenty +years exposed herself to the battering-ram and scythe-chariot and +blunderbuss of the old Minister. Whether she was not even silently +intending her dear Liana for a man so firm and tender, who differed from +her in nothing but in a worldly coolness toward positive religion, is +another and more delicate question. Such a reciprocal gift were worthy +such a mother and friend, who must know from her heart, that combined +feelings of tenderness and honor prepare for a loved soul a surer bliss +than the love which genius offers, that alternation of flying heat and +flying cold,—that fire which, like the electric, always twice +destroys,—in the stroke and in the rebound. The Lector himself started +not that question; for he never made rash, unsafe plans; and what one +would have been more so than that of such a connection,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_361" id="Page_361">[Pg 361]</a></span> in his poverty, +or with such a father-in-law, in a country where, as in the Electorate +of Saxony, a statute, so beneficial (for parents), can countermand even +a marriage of many years' standing, which has been concluded without +parental consent?</p> + +<p>With moist eyes the Minister's lady showed him the new storm-clouds, +which had again descended upon her and her Liana. She could build upon +his fine eye for the world, upon his dumb lip and upon his ready hand +for business. He said, as ever, he had foreseen all this; but proved to +her that Bouverot, if only from avarice, would never exchange his +knightly cross for the wedding-ring, whatever designs he might cherish +with regard to Liana. He gave her to surmise, so far as a tender regard +to her sore relations would tolerate, to what degree of readiness for +compliance with Bouverot's wishes the very frailty of Liana's life might +allure the Minister, in order to harvest it before it had done blooming. +For Froulay could much more nimbly swallow demands against honor than +injuries done to his vanity, as the victim of hydrophobia can much more +easily get down solid morsels than fluids. Yet all this did not sound so +immorally hard to the Minister's lady as readers of the middling classes +might imagine; I appeal to the more sensible among the higher.</p> + +<p>Augusti and the Minister's lady saw that something must certainly be +done for Liana during the Minister's absence; and both wonderfully +coincided in their project. Liana must go into the country this pleasant +season,—she must muster up health for the wars that were in +prospect,—she must be put out of the way of the knight's visits, which +now the birthday would multiply fourfold,—even the Minister must have +nothing to object to the place. And where can this be? Simply under the +roof<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_362" id="Page_362">[Pg 362]</a></span> of the Director Wehrfritz, who cannot endure the German gentleman, +because he knows his poisonous relation to the Prince. But of course +there are first still other mountains to be climbed than that which lies +on the way to Blumenbühl.</p> + +<p>The reader himself must now get over a low one; and that is a short +comico-tragic Extra-leaf upon</p> + + +<h4><span class="smcap">The Green-Market of Daughters.</span></h4> + +<p>The following is certain: every owner of a very beautiful or very rich +daughter keeps, as it were, a Pitt under his roof, which to himself is +of no service, and which he must put to its first use after it has long +lain idle, by selling it to a <i>Regent</i>.<a name="FNanchor_150_150" id="FNanchor_150_150"></a><a href="#Footnote_150_150" class="fnanchor">[150]</a> Strictly and commercially +speaking, daughters are not an article of trade; for the parental grand +adventurers no one can confound with those female dealers in second-hand +frippery, and stall-women, whose transit-business one does not love to +name; but a stock, with which one gains in a South Sea, or a clod, +wherewith one transfers symbolically (<i>scortatione</i>) real estate. "<i>Je +ne vends que mes paysages et donne les figures par dessus le +marche</i>,"<a name="FNanchor_151_151" id="FNanchor_151_151"></a><a href="#Footnote_151_151" class="fnanchor">[151]</a> said Claude Lorraine, like a father,—and could easily +say it, because he had the figures painted in his landscapes by +<i>others</i>;—even so in the purchase or marriage-contract only the +knightly seats are supposed, and the bride who resides upon them is +thrown into the bargain. Even so, higher up, is a princess merely a +blooming twig, which a princely sponsor plucks off and carries home, not +for the sake of the <i>fruits</i>, but because a <i>bee-swarm</i> of lands and +people has attached itself thereto.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_363" id="Page_363">[Pg 363]</a></span></p><p>If a father, like our Minister, has not much, then he can pawn his +children, as the Egyptians did their parents (namely, the mummies of +them), as mortgages and hand-pledges or imperial pawns, which are not +redeemed.</p> + +<p>At present the mercantile order, which formerly dealt only in foreign +products, has got possession of this branch of commerce also; methinks, +however, they might find room enough in their lower vaults to be selfish +and damned, without going up stairs to the daughter. In Guinea only the +nobility can trade; with us they are cut off and debarred from almost +all trade, except the small trade in daughters, and the few other things +which grow on their own estates; hence is it that they hold so fast to +this liberty of trade, and that the noblesse seem here to be a Hanse +alliance for this delicate branch of business; so that one may, in some +manner, compare the high standing<a name="FNanchor_152_152" id="FNanchor_152_152"></a><a href="#Footnote_152_152" class="fnanchor">[152]</a> of this class with the <i>higher</i> +one (in a literal sense) which marketable people in Rome were obliged to +mount<a name="FNanchor_153_153" id="FNanchor_153_153"></a><a href="#Footnote_153_153" class="fnanchor">[153]</a> in order to be seen.</p> + +<p>It is a common objection of young and (so-called) sensitive hearts, that +this sort of transaction very much constrains, or in fact crushes love; +whereas nothing perhaps makes so good a preparation for it as this very +thing. For when the bargain is once concluded and entered by the +bookkeeper (the parson) in the ledger, then does the time truly come on +when the daughter can consider and provide for her heart, namely, the +fair season after marriage, which is universally assumed in France and +Italy, and is gradually coming to be in Germany also, as the more +suitable time for a female heart to choose freely<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_364" id="Page_364">[Pg 364]</a></span> among the host of +men; her state then, like the Venetian, grows out of a commercial into a +conquering one. The husband himself, too, is quite as little interrupted +afterward as beforehand in his love by this short business transaction; +all is, that now—as in Nuremberg every Jew is followed by an old +woman—close upon the heels of our bridegroom a young one is seen. Nay, +often, the nuptial tradesman conceives an inclination even for the +article which he has carried home with him,—which is an uncommon piece +of good fortune; and as Moses Mendelssohn, with his bundle of silken +wares under his arm, thought out his <i>letters</i> upon the <i>affections</i>, so +do better men, amidst their business, meditate love-letters on this +branch of trade, and deal with the virgin—as merchants in Messina<a name="FNanchor_154_154" id="FNanchor_154_154"></a><a href="#Footnote_154_154" class="fnanchor">[154]</a> +do with the holy virgin—in Co.; but of course such profitable +connections of love with business must always be rare birds, and are +little to be counted upon.</p> + +<p>The foregoing I wrote for parents who are fond of sporting with +children's happiness; I will now out of their and my sport make +something serious. I ask you, in the first place, about your right to +prescribe for morally free beings their inclinations, or even the show +of inclination, and by one act of despotism to stretch the poisonous +leaden sceptre over a whole free life. Your ten years more of +apprenticeship to life make as little distinction in the reciprocal +liberty as talent or its want. Why do you not as well enjoin upon your +daughters <i>friendship</i> for life? Why do you not, in the second marriage, +exercise the same right? But you have even no right to reject, except in +the age of minority, when the child has not yet any right to choose. Or +do you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_365" id="Page_365">[Pg 365]</a></span> demand, upon their leaving the paternal roof, as pay for +training them up to freedom, the sacrifice of this very freedom itself? +You act as if you had been educators, without having been yourselves +educated; whereas you are merely paying off to your children a heavy +inherited debt to your parents, which you can never pay back to <i>them</i>; +and I know but one unpaid creditor in this respect, the first man, and +but one insolvent debtor, the last. Or do you shield yourselves under +the barbarously immoral Roman prejudice, which offers children for sale +as white negroes of the parents, because the power allowed at an earlier +period over the non-moral being slips over, unobserved from the +gradualness of its development, into a power over the moral being?</p> + +<p>If you may, out of love, force children to their happiness, so may they +afterward, quite as well out of gratitude force you to yours. But what +is, then, the happiness for which you are to throw away their whole +heart, with all its dreams? Chiefly <i>your own</i>; <i>your</i> glory and +aggrandizement, <i>your</i> feuds and friendships, are they to quench and buy +with the offering of their innermost souls. Dare you own aloud your +silent presuppositions in regard to the happiness of a forced marriage; +for example, the dispensableness of love in wedlock, the hope of a +death, the (perhaps) double infidelity, as well toward the connubial +merchant as toward the extra-connubial lover? You must presuppose them +sinners,<a name="FNanchor_155_155" id="FNanchor_155_155"></a><a href="#Footnote_155_155" class="fnanchor">[155]</a> in order not to be yourselves robbers?</p> + +<p>Tell me not that marriages of inclination often turn out ill, and forced +marriages often well enough, as may be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_366" id="Page_366">[Pg 366]</a></span> seen in the instance of the +Moravians, the old Germans, and Orientals. Name me rather all barbaric +times and nations, in which—for both indeed only reckon the man, never +the wife—a happy marriage means nothing more than a happy husband. No +one stands by near enough to hear and to count a woman's sighs; the +unheard pang becomes at last speechless; new wounds weaken the bleeding +of the oldest. Further: the ill-luck of fancy-marriages is chargeable +upon your very opposition to them, and your war against the married +couple. Still further: every forced marriage is, in fact, for the most +part, half a marriage of fancy. Finally: the best marriages are in the +middling class, where the bond is more apt to be love; and the worst in +the higher, where it is more a mercenary motive; and as often as in +these classes a prince should choose merely with his heart, he would get +a heart, and never lose nor betray it.</p> + +<p>Now, then, what sort of a hand is that into which you so often force the +fairest, finest, richest, but rebellious one? Commonly, a black, old, +withered, greedy fist. For decrepit, rich, or aspiring libertines have +too much of the connoisseur, too much satiety and freedom, to steal any +other than the most splendid creatures; the less perfect fall into the +hands and homes of mere lovers and amateurs. But how base is a man, who, +abandoned of his own character, backed merely by the despotic edict of a +stranger, paying for his fortune with a stolen one, can now drag away +the unprotected soul from the yearning eyes of a weeping love into a +long, cold life, and clasp her to his arms as against the edges of +frosty swords, and therein so near to his eye see her bleed and grow +pale and quiver! The man of honor even gives with a blush, but he takes +not with a blush; and the better<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_367" id="Page_367">[Pg 367]</a></span> lion, the beast, spares woman;<a name="FNanchor_156_156" id="FNanchor_156_156"></a><a href="#Footnote_156_156" class="fnanchor">[156]</a> +but these soul-buyers extort from constrained beings at last even the +testimony of free-will.</p> + +<p>Mother of the poor heart, which thou wilt bless by misfortune, hear me! +Suppose thy daughter should harden herself against the misery which is +forced upon her, hast thou not reduced her rich dream of life to empty +sleep, and taken out of it love's islands of the blest, and all that +bloomed thereon; the fair days when one roamed over them, and the +perpetual happy retrospect of them when they already lie with their +blooming peaks low in the horizon? Mother, if this happy time was ever +in thy breast, then snatch it not from thy daughter; and if it was +barbarously torn from thee, then think of thy bitter pang, and bequeath +it not!</p> + +<p>Suppose, further, she makes the kidnapper of her soul happy, reckon now +what she might have been to its darling; and whether she does not then +deserve anything better than to gratify a jailer, locked in with her +forever by one shutting of the prison-door. But it seldom fares so well +as this; thou wilt heap a double disaster upon thy soul,—the long agony +of thy daughter, and the growing coldness of her husband, who by and by +comes to feel and resent refusals. Thou hast cast a shadow over the time +when man first needs the morning-sun,—namely, youth. O, sooner make all +other seasons of the day of life cloudy; they are all alike, the third +and the fourth and fifth decades; only at sunrise let it not rain into +life; only this one never returning, irredeemable time darken not!</p> + +<p>But how, if thou shouldst be sacrificing not merely joys, relations, a +happy marriage, hopes, a whole posterity, to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_368" id="Page_368">[Pg 368]</a></span> thy plans and commands, +but the very being herself<a name="FNanchor_157_157" id="FNanchor_157_157"></a><a href="#Footnote_157_157" class="fnanchor">[157]</a> whom thou constrainest? Who can justify +thee, or dry thy tears, when thy best daughter,—for she is the very one +who will be most likely to obey, be dumb and die, as the monks of La +Trappe see their cloister burn down, without one of them breaking the +vow of silence,<a name="FNanchor_158_158" id="FNanchor_158_158"></a><a href="#Footnote_158_158" class="fnanchor">[158]</a>—when she, I say, like a fruit half in the sun and +half in the shade, blooms outwardly, and inwardly grows cold and pale; +when she, dying after her lifeless heart, at last can no longer conceal +anything from thee, but for years bears round the paleness and the pangs +of decline in the very orient of life; and when thou canst not console +her, because thou hast crushed her, and thy conscience cannot suppress +the name of infanticide; and when at last the worn-out victim lies there +under thy tears, and the wrestling creature, so affrighted and so young, +so faint, and yet thirsting for life, forgiving and complaining, with +languishing and longing looks, with painfully confused and conflicting +emotions, sinks with her blooming limbs into the bottomless flood of +death,—O guilty mother on the shore, thou who hast pushed her in, who +will comfort thee? But I would call every guiltless one, and show her +the bitter dying, and ask her, Shall thy child also perish thus?</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_369" id="Page_369">[Pg 369]</a></span></p> +<h3>59. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>It was a romantic day for Zesara, even outwardly; sun-sparks and +rain-drops played dazzlingly through the heavens. He had received a +letter from his father, dated at Madrid, which stamped at last the black +seal of certainty on the threatened death of his sister, and in which +there was nothing agreeable but the intelligence that Don Gaspard, with +the Countess of Romeiro, whose guardianship he was now concluding, would +travel in autumn (the Italian spring) to Italy. Two tones had been, in +his life, stolen away from the musical scale of love; he had never known +by experience what it was to love a brother or a sister. The coincidence +of her death-night with that night in Tartarus, this whole clawing into +the holy images and wishes of his heart, stirred up his spirit, and he +felt with indignation how impotently a whole assailing world might seek +to remove Liana's image from his soul; and again he painfully felt, that +this very Liana herself believed in her near decline.</p> + +<p>In this situation was he found by an unexpected invitation from the +Minister's lady herself,—sun-sparks and rain-drops played in his heaven +also. He flew; in the antechamber stood the angel who broke the six +apocalyptic seals,—Rabette. She had run to meet him from a bashfulness +before company, and had embraced him sooner than he her. How gladly did +he look into the familiar, honest face! with tears he heard the name of +brother, when he had lost a sister to-day!</p> + +<p>The reason of her appearance was this: when the Director was at the +Minister's lady's the last time, the latter had, with easy, disguised +hand, opened her house to his daughter, "for the sake of a knowledge of +empty city<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_370" id="Page_370">[Pg 370]</a></span> life, and for change,"—in order that she might hereafter +venture to knock at <i>his</i> door on her own daughter's behalf. He said he +would "forward the female wild deer to her with pleasure, and all +possible despatch." And as in Blumenbühl Rabette had answered him No, +then Yes, then No, then Yes, and had held with her mother, even before +midnight, an imperial-exchequer-revision, a mint-probation-day about +everything which a human being from the country can wear in the city, +she packed up there and unpacked here.</p> + +<p>"Ah, I am afraid in there," said she to Albano; "they are all too +clever, and I am now so stupid!" He found beside the domestic trio the +Princess also, and the little Helena from Lilar, that lovely medallion +of a fine day to his stirred heart. Indescribably was he smitten with +Liana's womanly advances to Rabette, as if he shared her with her. With +courtesy and tenderness, a mildness also, which was without falsehood or +pride, came to the help of the embarrassed playmate, on whose face the +inborn gayety and eloquence of nature now singularly contrasted with her +artificial dumb gravity. Charles, with his ready familiarity, was more +in a condition to entangle than to extricate her; only Liana gave to her +soul and tongue, if only by the embroidery-frame, a free field; Rabette +could write with the embroidering needle, no illuminated and initial +letters, indeed, but still a good running-hand.</p> + +<p>She gave—turning her face toward her brother's, in order to pluck +courage therefrom—a clear report of the dangerous road and upsets, +laughing all the while, after the manner of the people when they are +telling their mishaps. Her brother was to her, at the company's expense, +both company and world; upon him alone streamed forth<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_371" id="Page_371">[Pg 371]</a></span> her warmth and +speech. She said she could from her chamber see him "play on the +harpsichord." Liana immediately led both thither. How richly and +sublimely, beyond Rabette's demands upon city-life, was the maidenly +<i>hospitium</i> set out, from the tulip (not a blooming one, but a +work-basket of Liana's,—although every tulip is such a basket for the +finger of spring) even to the piano-forte, of which she, of course, for +the present can use no more than seven treble-keys for half a waltz? +Five moderate trunks of clothes—for therewith she thought to come out, +and show the city that the country too could wear clothes—represented +to him in their well-known flower-pieces and tin bands the old +impressions (<i>incunabula</i>) of his earliest days of life; and to-day +every trace of the old season of love refreshed him. She made him look +for his windows, from one of which the Librarian was fixing a hard gaze +on a paving-stone in the street to see how often he could hit it by +spitting.</p> + +<p>Here alone, in the presence only of the brother, Liana spoke more loudly +to the sister the word of friendship, and assured her how happy she +meant to make her, and how sincere she was in all that she promised. O +look not into the flame of the pure, religious, sisterly love with any +yellow eye of jealousy! Can you not comprehend that this fair soul even +now distributes its rich flames among all sisterly hearts, until love +concentrates them into <i>one</i> sun; as, according to the ancients, the +scattered lightnings of night gather themselves in the morning into one +solid solar orb? She was, everywhere, an eye for every heart; like a +mother, she never once forgot the little in the great; and she poured +out (let no one deny me the privilege of printing this minute example) +for little Helena the cup of coffee, which the Doctor forbade,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_372" id="Page_372">[Pg 372]</a></span> half +full of cream, in order that it might be without strength or harm.</p> + +<p>The impatient Princess had already looked ten times toward the heavens, +through which now beams of light, now rain-columns flew, till at length +out of the consumed cloud-snow the broad fields of blue grew up, and +Julienne could lead out the delighted young people into the garden, to +the annoyance of the Minister's lady, who did not like to expose Liana +to the <i>Serein</i>,—five or six blasts of the evening-wind, and the wading +through rain-water that stood a nineteenth of a line<a name="FNanchor_159_159" id="FNanchor_159_159"></a><a href="#Footnote_159_159" class="fnanchor">[159]</a> deep. She +herself stayed behind. How new-born, glistening, and inviting was all +down below! The larks soared out of the distant fields like tones, and +warbled near over the garden,—in all the leaves hung stars, and the +evening air threw the liquid jewelry, the trembling earrings, from the +blossoms down upon the flowers, and bore sweet incense to meet the bees. +The Idyl of the year, Spring, parcelled its sweet pastoral land among +the young souls. Albano took his sister's hand, but he listened vacantly +to her intelligence from home. Liana went far in advance with the +Princess, and bathed herself in the open heavens of confidential +communion.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Julienne stood still, chatting playfully with her, in order to +let the Count come up, and to inquire after letters from Don Gaspard, +and after tidings of the Countess Romeiro. He communicated, with glowing +countenance, the contents of to-day's letter. In Julienne's physiognomy +there was a smile almost of raillery. To the intelligence of Linda's +intended journey she replied: "That is just herself; she will fain learn +everything,—travel over everything. I wager she climbs up <i>on</i> Mont<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_373" id="Page_373">[Pg 373]</a></span> +Blanc and <i>into</i> Vesuvius. Liana and I call her, for this reason, the +Titaness." How graciously did Liana listen, with her eyes wholly on her +female friend! "You are not acquainted with her?" she inquired of the +tortured one. He answered, emphatically, in the negative. Roquairol came +up; "<i>Passéz, Monsieur</i>," said she, making room, and giving him a sign +to move on. Liana looked very earnestly after. "<i>La voici!</i>" said +Julienne, letting the cover of a likeness spring up, by a pressure, on a +ring of her little hand. Good youth! it was exactly the form which +arose, that magic night, out of Lago Maggiore, sent to thee by the +spirits! "She is hit there, exactly," said she to the agitated man. +"Very," said he, confusedly. She did not investigate this +contradictory<a name="FNanchor_160_160" id="FNanchor_160_160"></a><a href="#Footnote_160_160" class="fnanchor">[160]</a> "very"; but Liana looked at him; "very—beautifully +and boldly!" he continued; "but I do not love boldness in women." "O, +one can readily believe that of men!" replied Julienne; "no hostile +power loves it in the other party."</p> + +<p>They passed along now through the chestnut avenue by the holy spot where +Albano had seen, for the first time, the bride of his hopes shining and +suffering behind the water-jets. O it was here that he would gladly, +with that soul of his painfully excited by the mutual reaction of +wonderful circumstances, have knelt down before the still angel so near +him! The tender Julienne perceived that she had to spare an agitated +heart; after a tolerably loud silence, she said, in a serious tone: "A +lovely evening,—we'll go to the water-house. There is where Liana was +cured, Count! The fountains must leap, too." "O the fountains!" said +Albano, and looked with indescribable emotion upon Liana. She thought, +however,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_374" id="Page_374">[Pg 374]</a></span> he meant those in the flute-dell. Helena cried out behind for +them to wait, and came tripping along after with two little hands full +of dewy auriculas, which she had plucked, and gave them all to Liana, +expecting from her, as collatress of benefices, the flower-distribution. +"The little one, too, still thinks of the beautiful Sunday at Lilar," +said Liana. She gave the Princess one or two, and Helena nodded; and +when Liana looked at her, she nodded again, as a sign the Count should +have something too: "More yet!" she cried, when he had got some; and the +more Liana gave, the more did the child cry, "More,"—as children are +wont to do, in the hyperboles of their tendency to the infinite.</p> + +<p>They went over a green bridge, and came into a neat room. Instead of the +piano-forte formerly there, stood a glass chapel of the goddess of +music, a harmonica. The Captain screwed in behind a tapestry-door, and +immediately all the confined spring-waters shot up outside with silvery +wings toward heaven. O how the sprinkled world burned as they stepped +out on the top!</p> + +<p>Why wast thou, my Albano, just at this hour not entirely happy? Why, +then, do pains pierce through all our unions,—and why does the heart, +like its veins, bleed most richly when it is heated? Above them lay the +still, wounded heavens in the bandage of a long, white mass of cloud; +the evening sun stood as yet behind the palace, but on both sides of it +his purple mantle of clouds floated in broad folds away across the sky; +and if one turned round toward the east to the mountains of Blumenbühl, +green living flames streamed upward, and, like golden birds, the <i>ignes +fatui</i> danced through the moist twigs and on the eastern windows, but +the fountains still threw their white silver into the gold.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_375" id="Page_375">[Pg 375]</a></span></p> + +<p>Then the sun swam forth, with red hot breast, drawing golden circles in +the clouds, and the arching water-shoots burned bright. Julienne bent +upon Albano—near whom she had constantly remained, as if by way of +atonement—a hearty look, as if he were her brother, and Charles said to +Liana, "Sister, thy evening song!" "With all my heart," said she; for +she was right glad of the opportunity to withdraw herself, with the +melancholy seriousness of her enjoyment, and down below in the solitary +room to utter aloud, on the harmonica-bells, all that which rapture and +the eyes bury in silence.</p> + +<p>She went down; the melodious requiem of the day went up,—the zephyr of +sound, the harmonica, flew, waving, over the garden-blossoms,—and the +tones cradled themselves on the thin lilies of the up-growing water, and +the silver lilies burst aloft for pleasure, and from the brightness of +the sun, into flamy blossoms, and over yonder reposed mother sun in a +blue pasture, and looked greatly and tenderly upon her human children. +Canst thou, then, hold thy heart, Albano, so that it shall remain +concealed with its joys and sorrows, when thou hearest the peaceful +virgin walking in the moonlight of tones? O when the tone which trickles +down in the ether announces to her the early wasting away of her life, +and when the soft, long-drawn melodies flow away from her like the +rose-oil of many crushed days; dost thou not think of that, Albano? How +the human creature plays! The little Helena flings up auriculas at the +flashing water-veins, in order that she may dash one of them with the +spray of the intercepted jet, and the youth Zesara bends far over the +balustrade, and lets the stream of water leap off from his sloping hand +upon his hot face and eye, in order to cool and conceal himself. The +fiery veil was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_376" id="Page_376">[Pg 376]</a></span> snatched from him by his sister; Rabette was one of +those persons whom this musical tremor gnaws upon even physically, just +as, on the other hand, the Captain was little affected by the harmonica, +and indeed was always least moved when others were most so; there were +no pains with which the innocent girl was less familiar than with sweet +ones; the bitter-sweet melancholy into which she sank away in the idle +solitude of Sundays, she and others had scolded at as mere sullenness. +At this moment she felt all at once, with a blush, her stout heart +seized, whirled round, and scalded through as by hot whirlpools. Besides +it had to-day already been swayed to and fro by the meeting with her +brother again, the leaving of her mother, and her confused bashfulness +before strangers, and even by the sight of the sunny-red mountain of +Blumenbühl. In vain did the fresh brown eyes and the overripe full lip +battle against the uprending pain; the hot springs tore their way +through, and the blooming face with the strong chin grew red and full of +tears. Painfully ashamed, and dreading to be taken for a child, +especially as all her companions' emotions had remained invisible, she +pressed her handkerchief over her burning face, and said to her brother, +"I must go away, I am not well, I shall choke,"—and ran down to the +gentle Liana.</p> + +<p>Yes, thou needest only carry thither thy shy pangs! Liana turned, and +saw her hastily and violently drying her eyes. Ah, hers too were indeed +full. When Rabette saw it, she said, courageously, "I absolutely cannot +hear it,—I must scream,—I am really ashamed of myself." "O thou dear +heart," cried Liana, joyfully falling upon her neck, "be not ashamed, +and look into my eye! Sister, come to me, as often as thou art troubled; +I will gladly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_377" id="Page_377">[Pg 377]</a></span> weep with thy soul, and dry thy eye even sooner than my +own." There was an overmastering enchantment in these tones,—in these +looks of love, because Liana fancied she was mourning over some eclipsed +star or other of her life. And never did trembling gratitude embrace +more freshly and youthfully a venerated heart than did Rabette Liana.</p> + +<p>And now came Albano. Awakened by the dying away of the cradle-song, he +had hurried after her, leaving all the cold and other drops unwiped from +his fiery cheeks. "What ails thee, sister?" he asked, hastily. Liana, +still lingering in the embrace and the inspiration, answered quickly, +"You have a good sister; I will love her as her brother does." The sweet +words of the so deeply affected souls and the fiery storm of his being +carried him away, and he clasped the embracing ones and pressed the +sisterly hearts to each other and kissed his sister; when, at the sight +of Liana's confused bending aside of her head, he was terrified and +flamed up crimson.</p> + +<p>He must needs fly. With these wild agitations he could not stay in the +presence of Liana, and before the cold, mirroring glances of the +company. But the night was to be as wonderful as the day; he hastened +with live looks, that appeared like angry ones, out of the city to the +Titaness, Nature, who at once calms and exalts us. He went along by +exposed mill-wheels, about which the stream wound itself in foam. The +evening clouds stretched themselves out like giants at rest, and basked +in the ruddy dawn of America, and the storm swept among them, and the +fiery Briareuses started up; night built the triumphal-arch of the +milky-way, and the giants marched gloomily under. And in every element +Nature, like a storm-bird, beat her rustling wings.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_378" id="Page_378">[Pg 378]</a></span></p> + +<p>Albano lay, without knowing it, on the woodland bridge of Lilar, under +which the wind-streams went roaring through. He glowed like the clouds +with the lingering tinges of <i>his</i> sun; his inner wings were, like those +of the ostrich, full of spines, and wounded while they lifted him; the +romantic spiritual day, the letter of his father, Liana's tearful eyes, +his boldness, and then his bliss and remorse about it, and now the +sublime night-world on all sides round about him, passed to and fro +within him and shook his young heart; he touched with his fiery cheek +the moistened tree-tops, and did not cool himself, and he was near to +that sounding, flying heart, the nightingale, and yet hardly heard her. +Like a sun, his heart goes through his pale thoughts, and quenches on +its path one constellation after another. On the earth and in the +heavens, in the past and in the future, stood before Albano only one +form; "Liana," said his heart, "Liana," said all nature.</p> + +<p>He went down the bridge and up the western triumphal-arch, and the +glimmering Lilar lay before him in repose. Lo! there he saw the old +"pious father" on the balustrade of the arch, fast asleep. But how +different was the revered form from the picture of it which he had +shaped to himself according to that of the deceased Prince. The white +locks, flowing richly down under the Quaker hat, the femininely and +poetically rounded brow, the arched nose and the youthful lip, which +even in late life had not yet withered, and the childlikeness of the +soft face, announced a heart which, in the evening-twilight of age, +takes its rest and looks toward the stars. How lonely is the holy sleep! +The Death-angel has conducted man out of the light world into the dark +hermitage built over it; his friends stand without near the cell; +within, the hermit talks with himself, and his darkness grows<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_379" id="Page_379">[Pg 379]</a></span> brighter +and brighter, and jewels and pastures and whole spring-days gleam out at +last,—and all is clear and broad! Albano stood before the sleep with an +earnest soul, which contemplates life and its riddles;—not only the +incoming and the outgoing of life are hidden with a manifold veil, but +even the short path itself; as around Egyptian temples, so around the +greatest of all temples sphinxes lie, and, reversing the case as it was +with the sphinx, he only solves the riddle who dies.</p> + +<p>The old man spoke, behind the speech-grating of sleep, with dead ones +who had journeyed with him over the morning meadows of youth, and +addressed with heavy lip the dead Prince and his spouse. How sublimely +did the curtain of the venerable countenance, pictured over with a long +life, hang down before the pastoral world of youth dancing behind it, +and how touchingly did the gray form roam round with its youthful crown +in the cold evening dew of life, taking it for morning-dew, and looking +toward the east, and toward the sun! The youth ventured only to touch +lovingly a lock of the old man; he meant to leave him, in order not to +alarm him with a strange form, before the rising moon should have +touched his eyelids and awakened him. Only he would first crown the +teacher of his loved one with the twigs of a neighboring laurel. When he +came back from it, the moon had already penetrated with her radiance +through the great eyelids, and the old man opened them before the +exalted youth, who, with the glowing rosy moon of his countenance, +glorified by the moon overhead, stood before him like a genius with the +crown. "Justus!" cried the old man, "is it thou?" He took him for the +old Prince, who, with just such blooming cheeks and open eyes, had +passed before him in the under-world of dreams.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_380" id="Page_380">[Pg 380]</a></span></p> + +<p>But he soon came back out of the dreamy Elysium into the botanical, and +knew even Albano's name. The Count, with open mien, grasped his hands, +and said to him how long and profoundly he had respected him. Spener +answered in few and quiet words, as old men do who have seen everything +on the earth so often. The glory of the moonlight flowed down now on the +tall form, and the quietly open eye was illumined,—an eye which not so +much penetrates as lets everything penetrate it. The almost cold +stillness of the features, the youthful gait of the tall form, which +bore its years upright as a crown upon the head, not as a burden upon +the back, more as flowers than as fruit, the singular mixture of former +manly ardor and of womanly tenderness,—all this called up before Albano +the image of a prophet of the Eastern land. That broad stream which came +roaring down through the alps of youth, glides now calmly and smoothly +through its pastures; but throw rocks before it, and again it starts up +roaring.</p> + +<p>The old man looked upon the youthful youth, the oftener the more warmly. +In our days youth is, in young men, a bodily and spiritual beauty at +once. He invited him to accompany him this beautiful night to his quiet +cottage, which stands overhead there near the church-spire, that looks +down from above into flute-dell. On the singular, mazy paths which they +now took, Lilar was transformed to Albano's eyes into a new world; like +flying silver clouds of night, the glimmering beauties were continually +shifting and arranging themselves together into new groups, and +occasionally the two companions penetrated through exotic shrubbery with +lively-colored blossoms and wondrous odors. The pious father asked him +with interest about his former and present life.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_381" id="Page_381">[Pg 381]</a></span></p> + +<p>They came to the opening of a dark passage into the earth. Spener, in a +friendly manner, took Albano's right hand, and said this way led <i>up</i> to +his mountain-abode. But soon it seemed to go downward. The stream of the +vale, the Rosana, sounded even in here, but only single drops of +moonlight trickled through scattered mountain openings overspun with +twigs. The excavation extended farther downward; still more remotely +murmured the water in the vale. And yet a nightingale sang a lay that +grew nearer and nearer. Albano was composed and silent. Everywhere they +went along before narrow gates of splendor which only a star of heaven +seemed to fling in. They descended now to a distant, illuminated magic +bower of bright red and poisonous dark flowers, arched over at once with +little peaked leaves and great broad foliage; and a confusing white +light, partly sprinkled about by the living rays that gushed in, and +partly flying off from the lilies only as white dust, drew the eye into +an intoxicating whirl. Zesara entered with a dazzled eye, and as he +looked to the right, in the direction of the fire that rained in, he +found Spener's eye sharply fixed upon something to the left; he looked +thither, and saw an old man, entirely like the deceased Prince, dart by +and stalk into a side cavern; his hand quivered with affright, so did +Spener's,—the latter pressed hastily on downward; and at last there +glistened a blue, starry opening: they stepped out....</p> + +<p>Heavens! a new starry arch; a pale sun moves through the stars, and they +swim, as in play, after him,—below reposes an enraptured earth full of +glitter and flowers; its mountains run gleaming away up toward the arch +of heaven, and bend over toward Sirius; and through the unknown land +delights glide, like dreams over which man weeps for joy.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_382" id="Page_382">[Pg 382]</a></span></p> + +<p>"What is that? Am I on or under the earth?" said Albano, astounded; and +his wandering eye fled for refuge to the face of a living man,—"I saw a +dead man." Much more affectionately than before, the old man answered, +"This is Lilar; behind us is my little house!" He explained the +mechanical illusion<a name="FNanchor_161_161" id="FNanchor_161_161"></a><a href="#Footnote_161_161" class="fnanchor">[161]</a> of the descent. "Here, now, have I stood so +many thousand times, and feasted myself with so fervent a heart on the +works of God. How looked the form, my son?" "Like the dead Prince," said +Alban. In a startled, but almost commanding tone, Spener said, with a +low voice, "Be silent, like me, until his time,—it was not he. Thy +salvation and the salvation of many hangs thereon. Go no more to-day +through the passage."</p> + +<p>Albano, half-angered by all the experience of this singular day, said, +"Well, then, I go back through Tartarus. But what means the ghostly +creation that everywhere pursues me?" "Thou hast," said the old man, +lovingly and refreshingly, laying a finger on the youth's brow, "nothing +but invisible friends about thee,—and cast thyself everywhere upon God. +There are a great many Christians who say, God is near or far off, that +his wisdom and his goodness appear quite specially in one age or +another,—truly that is idle deception; is he not the unchangeable, +eternal Love, and does he not love and bless us at one hour just as much +as at another?" As we ought, properly, to call the eclipse of the sun an +eclipse of the earth, so it is man who is obscured, never the Infinite; +but we are like the people who look at the obscuration of the sun in the +water, and then, when the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_383" id="Page_383">[Pg 383]</a></span> water trembles, cry out, "See how the +glorious sun struggles!"</p> + +<p>Albano stepped into the solitude of the old man's neatly ordered +dwelling, only with heaviness, because, in the hot ashes of his volcano, +every feeling put forth and throve the more luxuriantly. Spener +pointed over from his mountain-ridge to the little so-called +"Thunderhouse,"<a name="FNanchor_162_162" id="FNanchor_162_162"></a><a href="#Footnote_162_162" class="fnanchor">[162]</a> and advised him to occupy it this summer. Albano +took his leave at length, but his agitated heart was a sea, in which the +morning sun is glowingly still half reflected, and into which, at +evening, a lead-colored storm dips, and which swells glistening under +the storm. He looked up from below at the old man, who was looking after +him; but he would hardly have wondered to-day if <i>he</i> had either sunk or +ascended. With indignant and spirited resolutions, to stake and +sacrifice his life for his love, at which cold hands were grasping, he +strode without any fear through Tartarus, which, by the magnifying +mirror of night, was distorted into a black giant armament: thus is the +spirit-world only a region of our inner world, and <i>I</i> fear only +<i>myself</i>. When he stood before the altar of the heart in the dumb night, +where nothing was audible but the thoughts, then did the bold spirit +advise him repeatedly to call upon the dead old man, and swear aloud by +his heart, full of dust; but when he looked up to the fair heavens, his +heart was consecrated, and only prayed, "O good God, give me Liana!"</p> + +<p>It grew dark; the clouds, which he had taken for the shining mountains +of a new earth, stretching away into the heavens, had reached the moon, +and overshadowed it with darkness.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_138_138" id="Footnote_138_138"></a><a href="#FNanchor_138_138"><span class="label">[138]</span></a> <i>Tempestiarii</i>, or Storm-makers, was a name given, in the +Middle Ages, to the master-wizards who could conjure up foul weather. +Weather-prayers were used in the churches against them, and other +wizard-masters called in to counteract the former.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_139_139" id="Footnote_139_139"></a><a href="#FNanchor_139_139"><span class="label">[139]</span></a> The Polish dancer always carries a rod under the +fur-dress, wherewith his partner is excused by a blow or two, when she +makes a misstep.—<i>Upper Siles. Monthly Mag.</i>, July, 1788.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_140_140" id="Footnote_140_140"></a><a href="#FNanchor_140_140"><span class="label">[140]</span></a> Dread of spirits.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_141_141" id="Footnote_141_141"></a><a href="#FNanchor_141_141"><span class="label">[141]</span></a> The German for this is <i>sauer-stoff</i> (sour-stuff).—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_142_142" id="Footnote_142_142"></a><a href="#FNanchor_142_142"><span class="label">[142]</span></a> A noted review in Richter's day, published at Erlangen +near Nuremberg.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_143_143" id="Footnote_143_143"></a><a href="#FNanchor_143_143"><span class="label">[143]</span></a> Thus did the turnkeys name their prisoners.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_144_144" id="Footnote_144_144"></a><a href="#FNanchor_144_144"><span class="label">[144]</span></a> Alexand. ab Al., v. 4.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_145_145" id="Footnote_145_145"></a><a href="#FNanchor_145_145"><span class="label">[145]</span></a> To distinguish himself from the eagle of the Emperor, who +holds something in both claws.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_146_146" id="Footnote_146_146"></a><a href="#FNanchor_146_146"><span class="label">[146]</span></a> Bouverot was a Catholic.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_147_147" id="Footnote_147_147"></a><a href="#FNanchor_147_147"><span class="label">[147]</span></a> He meant one with the poor Lector.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_148_148" id="Footnote_148_148"></a><a href="#FNanchor_148_148"><span class="label">[148]</span></a> Literally, "twilight-bird."—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_149_149" id="Footnote_149_149"></a><a href="#FNanchor_149_149"><span class="label">[149]</span></a> To <i>get the basket</i> means a refusal.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_150_150" id="Footnote_150_150"></a><a href="#FNanchor_150_150"><span class="label">[150]</span></a> I do not mean (as perhaps may appear from the <i>selling</i>) +Pitt the Minister, but Pitt the Diamond, which the father of the present +Pitt traded away to the Duke Regent of France, and for whose splinters +he got twelve thousand ducats into the bargain.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_151_151" id="Footnote_151_151"></a><a href="#FNanchor_151_151"><span class="label">[151]</span></a> I sell only my landscapes, and throw in the figures.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_152_152" id="Footnote_152_152"></a><a href="#FNanchor_152_152"><span class="label">[152]</span></a> <i>Stand</i>, in German, has the double meaning of an <i>estate</i> +and a <i>stand</i>.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_153_153" id="Footnote_153_153"></a><a href="#FNanchor_153_153"><span class="label">[153]</span></a> Plaut. Bacch., Act 4, Scen. 7, 4, 16, 17.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_154_154" id="Footnote_154_154"></a><a href="#FNanchor_154_154"><span class="label">[154]</span></a> Seventh Part of the new Collection of Travels.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_155_155" id="Footnote_155_155"></a><a href="#FNanchor_155_155"><span class="label">[155]</span></a> I speak more particularly of the daughters, because they +are the most frequent and greatest victims; the sons are bloodless +mass-offerings.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_156_156" id="Footnote_156_156"></a><a href="#FNanchor_156_156"><span class="label">[156]</span></a> Pliny, Nat. Hist., VIII. 16.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_157_157" id="Footnote_157_157"></a><a href="#FNanchor_157_157"><span class="label">[157]</span></a> And this is quite probable. Dr. Edward Hill reckoned that +in England eight thousand die annually of unhappy love,—of broken +hearts, as the Englishwomen touchingly express it. Beddoes shows that +vegetable food—and of this such victims are particularly fond—fosters +consumption, and that females incline to this. Besides, the times of +longing, which of itself, even without disappointment, as homesickness +shows, is a poisonous revolving leaden ball, occur in youth, when the +seed of pectoral maladies most easily springs up. O many married ones +fall, under misconstructions, victims to the death-angel, into whose +hand they had, previously to marriage, put the sword they themselves had +sharpened!</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_158_158" id="Footnote_158_158"></a><a href="#FNanchor_158_158"><span class="label">[158]</span></a> Forster's Views, Vol. I.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_159_159" id="Footnote_159_159"></a><a href="#FNanchor_159_159"><span class="label">[159]</span></a> A line (French) is one twelfth of an inch.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_160_160" id="Footnote_160_160"></a><a href="#FNanchor_160_160"><span class="label">[160]</span></a> Because he had just said he did not know her.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_161_161" id="Footnote_161_161"></a><a href="#FNanchor_161_161"><span class="label">[161]</span></a> Weigel. in Jena, invented the inverted bridge (<i>pons +heteroclitus</i>), a stairway on which a person seems to descend, by going +up.—<i>Bush's Handbook of Inventions</i>, Vol. VII.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_162_162" id="Footnote_162_162"></a><a href="#FNanchor_162_162"><span class="label">[162]</span></a> It had the name from its height and its being so often +struck with lightning.</p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_384" id="Page_384">[Pg 384]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/rivetstart.jpg" width="550" height="140" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>THIRTEENTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">Roquairol's Love.—Philippic against Lovers.—The +Pictures.—Albano Albani.—The Harmonic Tête-à -tête.—The +Ride to Blumenbühl.</span></p></div> + + +<h3>60. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/o.jpg" width="100" height="105" alt="O" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">Out of the drops which the harmonica had wrung from Rabette's heart the +old enchanter, Fate, is perhaps preparing, as other enchanters do out of +blood, dark forms; for Roquairol had seen it, and wondered at the +sensibility of a heart which hitherto had been set in motion more by +occupations than by romances. Now he drew nearer to her with a new +interest. Since the night of the oath, he had drawn his heart out of all +unworthy fetters. In this freedom of victory, he went forward proudly, +and stretched out his arms more lightly and longingly after noble love. +He now visited his sister incessantly; but he still kept to himself. +Rabette was not fair enough for him, beside his tender sister. She was +an artificial ribbon-rose beside one by Van der Ruysch; she said +herself, naively, that she looked, with her village-complexion in white +lawn, like black-tea in white cups. But in her healthy eyes, not yet +corroded into dimness by tragical drops, and on her fresh lips, life +glowed; her powerful chin and her arched nose threatened and promised<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_385" id="Page_385">[Pg 385]</a></span> +spirit and strength; and her upright and downright heart grasped and +repelled decidedly and intensely. He determined to prove her. The +Talmud<a name="FNanchor_163_163" id="FNanchor_163_163"></a><a href="#Footnote_163_163" class="fnanchor">[163]</a> forbids to inquire after the price of a thing, when one does +not mean to buy it; but the Roquairols always cheapen and look further. +They tear a soul in two, as children do a bee, in order to eat out of it +the honey which it would gather. They borrow from the eel, not only his +dexterity in slipping away, but also the power to twine around the arm +and crush it.</p></div> + +<p>And now he let all the dazzling powers of his multi-form nature play +before her,—the sense of his ascendency permitted him to move freely +and gracefully, and the careless heart seemed open on all sides,—he +linked so freely earnestness and jest, glow and glitter, the greatest +and the least, and energy with mildness. Unhappy girl! now art thou his; +and he snatches thee from thy <i>terra firma</i> with rapacious wings up into +the air, and then hurls thee down. Like a vine running on a +lightning-rod, thou wilt richly unfold thy powers and bloom up on him; +but he will draw down the lightning upon himself and thy blossoms, and +strip thee of thy leaves and rend thee utterly.</p> + +<p>Rabette had never conceived of such a man, much less seen one; he made +his way by main force into her sound heart, and a new world went in +after him. Through Liana's love for the Captain, hers mounted still +higher; and the two could speak of their brothers in friendly +reciprocation. The good Liana sought to bring to the help of her friend +many a thing which would hardly take hold, particularly mythology, +which, by reason of the French pronunciation of the names of the gods, +was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_386" id="Page_386">[Pg 386]</a></span> still more unserviceable to her. Even with books Liana sought to +bring them together; so that reading was to her a sort of week-day +Divine service, which she attended with true devotion, and was always +delighted when it was over. Through all these water-wheels of knowledge +streamed Roquairol's love, and helped drive and draw. How many blushes +now flitted without any occasion over her whole face! The laugh which +once expressed her gayety, came now too often, and betokened only a +helpless heart, which longed to sigh.</p> + +<p>So stood matters with her when Charles once playfully stole behind her +and covered her eyes with his hand, in order, under the mask of her +brother's voice, to give her soft, sisterly names. She confounded the +similar voices; she pressed the hand heartily, but her eye was hot and +moist. Then she discovered the mistake, and flew with the concealed +evening and morning redness of her countenance out of the room. Now he +looked closer into the eyes of Liana, who blamed him for it, and hers +too had wept. She would fain at first conceal from him the object of the +sisterly emotion; but another's No was to him, of old, an auxiliary +verb,—a fair wind blowing him into port. Liana grew more and more +agitated; at last she related how Rabette's account of Albano's youthful +history had drawn from her in turn the history of his early relations, +and that she had portrayed to her the bloody night of the masquerade, +and even shown his bloody dress. "And then," said Liana, "she wept with +me as heartily as if she had been thy sister. O, it is a dear heart!" +Charles saw the two linked together like two pastures, namely, by the +rainbow which stands over both with its drops; he drew her with thankful +love to his breast. "Art thou then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_387" id="Page_387">[Pg 387]</a></span> happy?" asked Liana, in a tone +ominous of something sad.</p> + +<p>She must needs disclose to him her full heart, and tell him all. He +heard with astonishment, how that whole Tartarus-night, on which the +unknown voice had promised Linda de Romeiro to his friend, had been made +known to her. By whom? She held an inexorable silence; he contented +himself, because, to be sure, it could only have been Augusti, who was +the only one that knew of it. "And now believest thou, thou heart from +heaven," said he, "that I and the brother of my soul could ever separate +by robbing each other? O, it is all otherwise, all otherwise! He curses +the mock-spirits and the object of the mimicry. O he loves me; and my +heart will rejoice in the day when it is his!" The touching ambiguity of +these last words dissolved him in a sacred melancholy.</p> + +<p>But she, in the midst of the heartiest overflow of feeling, took part, +as if out of piety, with the spirits, and said: "Speak not thus of +spiritual apparitions! They exist, that I know,—only one needs not fear +them." Here, however, with firm hand she held fast the veil over her +experiences; he too had known long since, that, notwithstanding her most +tremblingly delicate feelings, which shrunk even from the sight of the +blue veins on the lily hand, as from a wound, she had appeared +unexpectedly courageous before the dead and in the ghostly hours of +fantasy.</p> + +<p>Behind the waves of so different an emotion which now drove his heart up +and down, Rabette was eclipsed. He burned now only for the hour when he +could tell his Albano the singular treachery of the Lector.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_388" id="Page_388">[Pg 388]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>61. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Even before the Captain disclosed to his friend Augusti's probable +treachery, Albano was almost entirely at variance with his two tutors. +In a circle full of young hearts which beat for one another, and still +more fondly fight for one another, two always take an indissoluble hold +of each other, and become one at others' expense.</p> + +<p>Albano boldly broke with every one whom Charles displeased. Besides, +Schoppe had long been loved by few, because few can endure a perfectly +free man; the flower-chains hold better, they think, when galley-chains +run through them. He, therefore, could not bear it, when one "with too +close a love clambered up round him so tightly that he had the freedom +of his arms no more than if he wore them in bandages of eighty +heads."<a name="FNanchor_164_164" id="FNanchor_164_164"></a><a href="#Footnote_164_164" class="fnanchor">[164]</a> The sarcastic liveliness of his pantomime chilled the +Captain, by having the appearance of a somewhat stricter observation, +more than did the composed face of the Lector, who from that very +circumstance took everything more sharply into his still eye.</p> + +<p>The good Schoppe had one fault which no Albano forgives, namely, his +intolerance toward the "female saintly images of isinglass," as he +expressed it,—toward the tender errors of the heart, the sacred +excesses by which man weaves into this short life a still shorter +pleasure. On one occasion Charles walked up and down with arms akimbo +and drooping head, as on a stage, and said, accidentally, so that the +Titular-librarian overheard him, "O I was very little understood by the +world in my youth." He said nothing further; but let anybody<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_389" id="Page_389">[Pg 389]</a></span> shake, in +jest, a baker's dozen<a name="FNanchor_165_165" id="FNanchor_165_165"></a><a href="#Footnote_165_165" class="fnanchor">[165]</a> of hornets, a basket of crabs, a mug of +wood-pismires, all at once over the Librarian's skin, and take a flying +observation of the effect of the stinging, nipping, biting; then can +one, in a measure at least, conceive what a quivering, swelling, and +irritation there was in him, so soon as he heard the above-mentioned +phraseology. "Mr. Captain!" he began, drawing in a long breath, "I can +stand through a good deal on this rusty, stupid earth,—famine, +pestilence, courts, the stone, and fools from pole to pole; but your +phraseology surpasses the strength of my shoulders. Sir Captain, you +may, most certainly, use this rhetoric with perfect justice, because +you, as you say, are not understood. But, O heavens! O devils! I hear, +in fact, thirty thousand young men and maidens, from one +circulating-library to another, all with inflated breast, saying and +groaning round and round, that nobody understands them, neither their +grandfather nor their god-parents, nor the conrector, when, in fact, the +wrapping-paper,<a name="FNanchor_166_166" id="FNanchor_166_166"></a><a href="#Footnote_166_166" class="fnanchor">[166]</a> commonplace pack does not itself understand. But +the young man means by this merely a maiden, and the maiden a young man; +these can appreciate each other. Out of love will I undertake, as out of +potatoes, to serve up fourteen different dishes; let one just shear off, +as they do off of the bears in Göttingen, its beastly hair, and no +Blumenbach would any longer recognize it.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Von Froulay, I have somewhat often compared<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_390" id="Page_390">[Pg 390]</a></span> this cursed exaltation +of souls, merely from low motives, with the English horsetails, which +also always stand pointing to heaven, only because their sinews have +been cut. Must not one be mad, when one hears every day, and reads every +day, how the commonest souls, the very doggerels and trumpeters' pieces +of Nature, think themselves exalted by love above all people, like cats +that fly with hogs' bladders buckled on to them; how they rendezvous in +the hare's form and emporium of love, the other world, as on a +Blocksberg, and how, on this finch-ground, in this theatrical green-room +(or dressing-room, which then becomes the opposite), they drive their +business until they are coupled. Then it's all over; fancy and poesy, +which now should be to them for the first time serviceable, are caught! +They run away from them like lice from the dead, although on these the +hair continues to sprout out. They shudder at the next world; and when +they become widowers and widows, they do their courting very well +without the hogs' bladders, and without the decoy-feathers, and the +folding screen of the next world. Such a thing as this now, Sir Captain, +provokes one, and then, in the heat, the just must suffer with the +unjust, as your ears unfortunately attest!"</p> + +<p>Alban, who never light-mindedly forgave, silently separated himself from +a heart, which, as he unjustly said, quenched the flames of love with +satiric gall.</p> + +<p>In the chain of friendship with Augusti, one ring after another +absolutely broke in twain. The Count found in the Lector a spirit of +littleness which was more revolting to him than any bad spirit. The +elegance of a good courtier, his propensity to keep the smallest secrets +as faithfully as the greatest, his passion for starting up behind every +action a long plan, his thirsty curiosity for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_391" id="Page_391">[Pg 391]</a></span> genuine historical +sources, at court and in the city, and his coldness toward philosophy, +so dried up the overstrained image which Albano had formed of him, that +it wrinkled up and grew full of rents. Such dissimilarities never rise +among cultivated men to open feuds; but they secretly put upon the inner +man one piece of armor after another, till he stands there in solid +mail, and strikes out.</p> + +<p>Now, in addition to all this, the Lector bore the Captain a hearty +grudge, because he cost the Minister's lady many anxious hours, and +Liana, and even the Count, much money, and because he seemed to him to +pervert the youth. The otherwise directly ascending flame of Albano was +now, by the obstacles thrown in the way of his love, bent on all sides, +and, like soldering fire, burned more sharply; but this sharpness +Augusti ascribed to the friend. Albano appeared to those whom he loved +warmer, to those whom he endured colder, than he was, and his +earnestness was easily confounded with defiance and pride; but the +Lector imagined that Albano's love was stolen from him by Charles.</p> + +<p>He undertook, with equal refinement and frankness, to play off on the +Count a good map-card of the spots which were thickly sown in the +heavenly body of this Jupiter. But he tore every map. Charles's painful +confessions on that night extinguished all additions by other hands. And +Albano's grand faith, that one must shield a friend entirely, and trust +him entirely, warded off every influence. O it is a holy time, in which +man desires offerings and priests, <i>without fail</i>, for the altar of +friendship and love, and—beholds them; and it is a too cruel time, in +which the so often cheated, belied bosom prophesies to itself, on +another's bosom, in the midst of the love-draught of the moment, the +cold neighborhood of bankruptcy!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_392" id="Page_392">[Pg 392]</a></span></p> + +<p>As the Lector saw perfectly that Alban, at many of his charges against +Charles,—for instance, of his wildness and disorder,—remained cold, +for the reason that he might deem himself to be reproached over +another's shoulders, as the French (according to Thickness) give +strangers praise over their own; he now, instead of the point of +similarity, took hold of an entire dissimilarity of the Captain, his +light-mindedness toward the sex. But this only made the matter worse. +For, in matters of love, Charles was to him the higher fire-worshipper, +and the Lector only the one whom the coal of this fire blackens. Augusti +cherished, in regard to love, pretty nearly the principles of the great +world, which, merely for honor's sake, he never coined into action, and +he assigned only the cloud-heaven near the earth to love. The Captain, +however, spoke of a third heaven, or heaven of joy, as belonging +thereto, wherein only saints are the blest. Augusti, after the manner of +the great world, spoke much more freely than he acted, and sometimes as +openly as if he were dining in the hall of a watering-place. Charles +spoke like a maiden. The virgin ear of Albano, which was mostly closed +in good visiting-parlors, and which in study-chambers remained open, +united to his want of the experience that a cynical tongue is often +found in the most continent men, for instance, in our buffoonery-loving +forefathers, and an ascetic one in modest libertines,—these two things +must naturally have involved the pure young man in a double error.</p> + +<p>Thus did Augusti start up within him more and more storm-birds. Both +came often to the verge of a complete feud and challenge; for the Lector +had too much honor to fear any one thing, and dared in cold blood as +much as another in hot.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_393" id="Page_393">[Pg 393]</a></span></p> + +<p>Now, at length, did Charles disclose fully to his friend, though with +all the tenderness of friendship, Liana's acquaintance with that +Tartarus-night. "The otherwise reserved Lector must be after nearer +advantages with his tattling," Albano concluded, and now the toad of +jealousy, which lives and grows in the living tree without any visible +way in or out, nursed itself to full size in his warm heart. Unanswered +love is besides the most jealous. God knows whether he is not +scenery-master of these ghost scenes working in and through each other +with so many wheels. All these are Albano's private conclusions; open +accusations were forbidden by his sense of honor. But his warm heart, +always expressing itself, demanded a warmer society, and this he found +when he followed the pious father, and went to Lilar into the +Thunderhouse, into the midst of the flowers and summits, in order, lying +nearer to the heart of Nature, to dream and enjoy more sweetly.</p> + +<p>There was only one warm, sun-bright spot for him in Charles's historical +picture; namely, the hope that perhaps only the mistakes about his +relation to the Countess, out of which Liana had been helped by her +brother, had dictated to her the evenly cold deportment which she had +hitherto maintained towards him. On this sunny side Rabette threw a +billet, in which she wrote him that she was going back to her parents on +Saturday, because the Minister was coming. That hope, this intelligence, +the prospect of less favorable circumstances, his going to Lilar,—all +this decided him in the purpose of snatching to himself a solitary +moment, and therein casting off before Liana the veil from his soul and +hers.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_394" id="Page_394">[Pg 394]</a></span></p> + + +<h3>62. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Singularly did events cut across each other on the day when Albano came +into the Ministerial house to take leave of Rabette, and (a trembling +voice said within him) of Liana, too. Rabette beckoned to him, from the +window, to come to her chamber. She had folded together the Icarus's +wings of her apparel into the trunks. Over her inner being a prostrating +storm swept to and fro. Charles had disturbed the equilibrium of her +heart by his warmth, and had not restored it again by a word of +recompense. Like the doves, she flutters around the high conflagration. +O may she not, like them, escape with singed feathers, and come back +again, and at last fall into it! She said she had longed for her +friends, ever since she saw yesterday a flock of sheep driven through +the city. She should accompany, on Saturday, Liana and her mother to +attend the consecration of the church, and the interment of the princely +couple. He begged her, so abruptly and eagerly, to contrive for him +to-day a solitary moment with her friend in the garden, that he +absolutely did not hear her sweet news of Liana's intention to stay +there and make her a visit.</p> + +<p>Alas! he found with the Minister's lady that showman of magnificent +pictures, who, like Nature, made not only a beginning of his spring, but +an end of his autumn, with poisonous flowers,<a name="FNanchor_167_167" id="FNanchor_167_167"></a><a href="#Footnote_167_167" class="fnanchor">[167]</a> Mr. Von Bouverot. +Dian had sent him four heavenly copies from Rome; these he opened with +dry, artistic palate. Liana received the Count again as ever. Was, +perhaps, Raphael's <i>Madonna della Sedia</i>,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_395" id="Page_395">[Pg 395]</a></span> in whose heaven-descended +palladium her tender soul was absorbed, the seal-keeper of her holiest +mystery? The all-forgetting artistic passion became her so gracefully! +Her optic nerves had become, by her long painting, like delicate +feelers, which closed fast around lovely forms. Certain female forms, +like this one, stirred up her whole soul. For she had, in childhood, +sketched in her inner heaven shining constellations of the heroines of +romances, and in general of unseen women; great ideas of their spirit, +their heavenly walk, their exaltation above all that she had ever seen; +and she had felt equal shyness and longing to meet one such. Hence she +went forth out of this colossal nympheum<a name="FNanchor_168_168" id="FNanchor_168_168"></a><a href="#Footnote_168_168" class="fnanchor">[168]</a> of her fancy, so easily +dazzled, and with such warm, heartfelt reverence, to meet pure female +friends and the Countess Romeiro. Now certain pictures brought back +these altar-pieces like copies. The good girl thought not of <i>this</i>, but +her friend may well have done so, that one needed only to quicken into +life the eyes of this loving, down-gazing Mary, and merely to warm these +lips with tones, and then one had Liana.</p> + +<p>The German gentleman went on, and now placed beside each other Raphael's +Joseph, telling his brothers a dream, and the older Joseph, interpreting +one to a king, and began to translate the three Raphaels into words, and +that with so much felicity, and not only with so much insight into +mechanics and genius, but also with such a precise setting forth of +every human and moral lineament, that Albano took him for a hypocrite, +and Liana for a very good man. She seized every word with a wide-open +heart. When Bouverot painted the prophesying Joseph, as at once +childlike, natural, still,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_396" id="Page_396">[Pg 396]</a></span> and firm as a rock, and glowing and +threatening, there stood the original at her side.</p> + +<p>There also dropped from the German gentleman much thought about Da +Vinci's boy Christ in the Temple, about the magnificently executed +fraternization and adoption of the boy and the youth in one face. Liana +had also copied the copy, but she and her mother were modestly silent on +the subject.</p> + +<p>But at last Franciscus Albani disturbed the calm that had hitherto +prevailed, by his "Repose during the Flight." While he acted the +dream-interpreter to these picturesque dreams, and Rabette had her eyes +fastened sharply on the Saint Joseph of this picture, sitting beside +Mary, with an open book, Liana said, unluckily, "A fine Albani!" "I +should think not," Rabette whispered; "brother is much more beautiful +than this praying Joseph!" She had confounded Albani with Albano; her +whole picture-gallery lay in the hymn-book, whose hymns she separated +from each other with golden-red saints. The others did not comprehend; +they knew him only as Count of Zesara,—but Liana, sweetly blushing, +flung at Rabette a tenderly reproving glance, and looked, with mute +endurance, more closely at another picture. Never before in Albano,—in +whom the strongest and the tenderest feelings coupled, as the echo makes +thunder louder and music lower,—had the bitter-sweet mingling of love +and pity and shame wrought more warmly, and he could have at once knelt +down before the maiden, and yet have kept silent.</p> + +<p>The German gentleman had finished, and said to the men, with a look full +of victory, "He had, however, something more in his case, which bore +away the palm from the Raphaels; and he would beg them to follow<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_397" id="Page_397">[Pg 397]</a></span> him +into the adjoining apartment." On the way, he observed, that few works +were executed with such magnificent freedom and bold abandon. In the +room he unpacked a little bronze Satyr, against whom an overtaken nymph +is defending herself. "Divine!" said Bouverot, and held the group by a +thread, in order not to rub off the rust. "Divine! I set the Satyr +against the Christ!" Few have even a moderate idea of the amazement of +my hero, when he saw the critic set virtue and vice at once at a round +table, without any quarrel for precedency.</p> + +<p>With a fiery glance of contempt, he turned away, and wondered that the +Lector remained. It seems to be unknown to him that painting, like +poetry, only in its childhood related to gods and divine service, but +that by and by, when they grew up to a higher stature, they must needs +stride out from this narrow churchyard,—as a chapel<a name="FNanchor_169_169" id="FNanchor_169_169"></a><a href="#Footnote_169_169" class="fnanchor">[169]</a> was originally +a church with church-music, until both were left out, and the pure music +retained. Bouverot had the regard for pure form in so high a degree, +that not only the smuttiest, most immoral subject, but even the most +pure and devout, could not contaminate his enjoyment; like slate, he +stood the two proofs of heating and freezing, without undergoing any +change.</p> + +<p>Albano had seen the maidens through the window in the alley, and +hastened down to take leave of his sister, and to something more +weighty. He came, with fuller roses on his cheeks than those which +glowed around him, to a grassy bank, where Liana, with his sister, was +sitting behind the red parasol, with half-drooping eyelids, and head +bent aside, softly absorbed in the harvest of evening, suffused with a +sunny redness by the parasol, in white dress, with a little slender +black cross on her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_398" id="Page_398">[Pg 398]</a></span> tender bosom, and with a full rose; she looked upon +our lover so simply, her voice was so sisterly, and all was such pure, +careless love! She told him how delighted she was with the scenes of his +youth, and with country life, and how Rabette would conduct her +everywhere; and particularly to the consecration discourse, which her +father-confessor, Spener, was to deliver on Sunday. She talked herself +into a glow, with picturing how greatly the great breast of the old man +would be moved by the dirge and pæan over the ashes of his princely +friend.</p> + +<p>Rabette had nothing in her mind but the solitary minute, which she would +fain leave her brother to enjoy with her. She begged her, in a lively +manner, to play for her yet once more on the harmonica. Albano, at this +proposal, plucked for himself a moderate nosegay from the—foliage of +the tree that hung over his head. Liana looked at her warningly, as much +as to say: "I shall spoil thy cheerfulness for thee again." But she +insisted. At the entrance into the water-house, a light blush flitted +across Albano, at the thought of the latest past and the nearest future.</p> + +<p>Liana speedily opened the harmonica, but the water, the colophonium<a name="FNanchor_170_170" id="FNanchor_170_170"></a><a href="#Footnote_170_170" class="fnanchor">[170]</a> +of the bells, was wanting. Rabette was just going to fill a glass down +at the fountains, for the sake of leaving them alone; but the Count, +from manly awkwardness about entering at once into a ruse, stepped +courteously before her and fetched it himself. Hardly, at length, had +the lovely, pleasing creature laid, with a sigh, her delicate hands on +the brown bells, when Rabette said to her, she would go down into the +alley to hear how it sounded at a distance. As if at the painful<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_399" id="Page_399">[Pg 399]</a></span> +sunstroke of a too sudden and great pleasure, his heart started up, he +heard the triumphal car of love rolling afar off, and he was fain to +leap into it and rattle away into life. The credulous Liana took the +withdrawal for a veil which Rabette wished to throw over her eye, +sweetly breaking into tears at music, and immediately removed her hands +from the bells; but Rabette kissed her entreatingly, pressed back her +hands upon them, and ran down. "The true heart!" said Liana; but this +pure, guileless confidence in her friend touched him, and he could not +say, Yes.</p> + +<p>When, in the meadows of Persia, a happy one, who, on the luxuriant +enamel has been sleeping down among the pinks and lilies and tulips, +blissfully opens his eyes at the first evening call of the nightingale +upon the still, tepid world, and the motley twilight, through which some +gold threads of the evening sun float glowingly: that blissful one is +like the youth Albano in the enchanted chamber,—the Venetian blinds +scattered round broken lights, trembling green shadows; and there was a +holy twilight as in groves around temples; only murmuring bees flew, out +of the loud, distant world, through the silent cell, into the noise +again. Some sharp streaks of sunshine, like lightnings before sleepers, +were wafted romantically to and fro with the rose; and in this dreamy +grotto, amid the rustling wood of the world, the solitude was not +disturbed by so much as the shadowy existence of a mirror.</p> + +<p>Into this enchantment she let the tones fly out of her hands like +nightingales,—the tones were propelled towards Albano, as by a storm, +now more clearly, and now more faintly; he stood before her, with folded +hands, as if in prayer, and hung with thousand looks of love on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_400" id="Page_400">[Pg 400]</a></span> the +downward gazing form; all at once she lifted upon him that holy eye, +full of sympathy, but she suddenly cast it down before the sun-glance of +his.</p> + +<p>Now the great eyelids immovably closed upon the sweet looks, and gave +her, like a sleep, the appearance of absence; she seemed a white +May-flower on wintry soil, hanging down its blossom-bells. She was a +dying saint in the devotion of harmony, which she heard rather than +made; only the red lip she took with her as a warm reflection of life, +as a last rose, that was to deck the fleeting angel; O could he disturb +this prayer of music with a word of his?</p> + +<p>With narrower and narrower circles did the magnetic vortex of tones and +of love clasp him round,—and now, when the drawing of the harmonica, +like the water-drawing of the scorching sun, licked up his heart; and +when the lightnings of passion darted over his whole life, and illumined +the mountain-ridges of the future and the valleys of the past, and when +he felt his whole being concentrated into one moment, he saw some drops +trickle out from Liana's drooping eyes, and she looked up cheerfully to +let them fall; then Albano snatched her hand away from the keys, and +cried, with the heart-rending tone of his longing, "O God, Liana!"</p> + +<p>She trembled, she blushed, she looked at him, and knew not that she +still wept and looked on, and continued to play no more. "No, Albano, +no!" she said, softly, and drew her hand out of his, and covered her +face, started at the pause of the musical tones, and collected herself +and again made them flow out slowly, and said, with trembling voice: +"You are a noble being. You are like my Charles, but quite as +passionate. Only one request! I am about to leave the city for a +while."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_401" id="Page_401">[Pg 401]</a></span></p> + +<p>His alarm at this became ecstasy, when she named the place, his +Blumenbühl. She went on with difficulty before the delighted lover; her +hand often lay for a long time on the dissonance in forgetfulness of the +analysis; her eyes glimmered more moistly, although she said nothing +more than this: "Be to my brother, who loves you inexpressibly, as he +has loved no other yet,—O be to him everything! My mother recognizes +your influence. Draw him,—I will speak it out!—especially draw him off +from playing deeply!"</p> + +<p>He could hardly, for his confusion, asseverate the "Yes," when Rabette +came running in with the almost unsuitably accented tidings, that the +mother was coming. Probably she had seen that Rabette was alone. Albano +parted from the pair with abrupt wishes of a pleasant journey, and +forgot, in the flurry, to answer in the affirmative Rabette's request +for a visit. The mother, meeting him, ascribed his ardor to a brother's +emotion at taking leave.</p> + +<p>While he hastened through the wealth of the season, he thought of the +rich future,—of Liana's stammering and veiling: do not fair female +souls, like those angels before the prophet, need only two wings to lift +them, but four to veil themselves? The sea of life ran in high waves, +but everywhere it flashed on its broad surface, and sparks dropped from +the oar.</p> + + +<h3>63. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Ah, on the morning following this, the evening redness of a whole heaven +had grown, to be sure, into a sad cloudiness. For Liana walked before +the youth in such long, thick veils. Any mystery of trouble throws up +cold cloister-walls between hearts drawn near together;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_402" id="Page_402">[Pg 402]</a></span> that is +manifest. Hitherto accidents of various kinds had bent aside some +flowers which Liana had drawn as a veil over her heart (as the ground +stories in cities prevent looking in at the windows by flowers and +grape-vines), and had disclosed the darkest corner of the background, in +which something like the reverse side of a bust hung, which, turned +round, would perhaps resemble the Count. But as yet the image hangs with +its face toward the wall. However, a female heart is often like marble; +the cunning stone-cutter strikes a thousand blows, without the Parian +block showing the line of a crack; but all at once it breaks asunder +into the very form which the cunning stone-cutter has so long been +hammering after.</p> + +<p>On Saturday, when the Minister's lady and the pair of friends were about +to start for Blumenbühl, in order to behold the burial and the +consecration, the Captain came to the Count, not only full of joy,—for +he had gladly, out of love to Rabette, helped make for Liana, not +<i>wings</i> indeed, but still <i>wing-shells</i>, and out of a threefold interest +for his friend, helped tighten the fly-work,—but also full of anxiety. +But, ye muses! why in the poetical world are there rarely any +occurrences which have such manifold motives as often in the actual?</p> + +<p>His anxiety was simply this, lest his father should arrive earlier than +his mother went off,—for he knew the Minister. The latter intended, +according to his letters, to arrive on Monday or Tuesday (Saturday at +the latest); but this might—as Froulay loved to let his friends swim in +the broad play-room of expectation—still more certainly threaten that +he—because, like the Basle clocks,<a name="FNanchor_171_171" id="FNanchor_171_171"></a><a href="#Footnote_171_171" class="fnanchor">[171]</a> he always struck an hour too +early, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_403" id="Page_403">[Pg 403]</a></span> came in the hope of catching his people at some right odious +thing—might at any minute come driving in at the court-yard gate. If he +came driving furiously up this forenoon, or at the moment when the +servant was lifting the daughter into the carriage, and the mother +already sat therein, then was this much certain, by a thousand +conclusions from observance, that both would have to go up into the +house again; that he would order all trunks and boxes unpacked, and, as +to the daughter of the Provincial Director, after her ten thousand +entreaties,—although her very second would freeze upon her lips,—he +would, in a friendly manner, with quite jocose equanimity, let her be +carried home, as a solitary member of a conclave, in a close carriage. +Certain men—and he is their generalissimo—know no sweeter cordial for +themselves, than to put under lock and key, before the very nose of +their friends, the garden-gates of some Arcadia or other, for which they +have not drawn up for them a map of the route and region, and judicially +to seal them up. Besides, just before a pleasure party, most parents +secrete gall; if Froulay, in fact, could absolutely prevent one, that +was as much for him as if he were himself returning home from one red +and gay.</p> + +<p>At three o'clock in the afternoon, our friends went to walk beneath the +loveliest sky. Everything had been already arranged; Charles proposed to +follow to-morrow; Albano not till Monday, after the general return (his +tender motives, and the hard ones of others, decided it); and there +floated through the whole vaulted blue no cloud but Charles's concern +lest the second depositing of the princely corpse might draw his father +along as early as to-day,... when he suddenly cried out, with a curse: +"There he comes!" He knew him by the tiger-spotted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_404" id="Page_404">[Pg 404]</a></span> post-team, and still +more by the long line of horses tackled on tandem. A purgatorial moment +of life! The carriage rattled swiftly down the street; the head horses +streamed forth in a longer and quite disorderly train; the people +stared. At last the pulling distance became an acre long,—that seemed +quite impossible,—when Albano's eagle eye discovered that there was no +leather connection between the post-train, and at last, that in fact +there was merely a strange churl, with two horses, accidentally riding +along before the carriage, and at this moment they saw the open +triumphal car, with the female trinity slowly moving up the Blumenbühl +heights, and the blended tulip-bed of the three parasols glimmered long +after them.</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/oend.jpg" width="400" height="83" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_163_163" id="Footnote_163_163"></a><a href="#FNanchor_163_163"><span class="label">[163]</span></a> Basa Metzia, c. 4, m 10.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_164_164" id="Footnote_164_164"></a><a href="#FNanchor_164_164"><span class="label">[164]</span></a> The <i>head</i> of a bandage is a technical term in +surgery.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_165_165" id="Footnote_165_165"></a><a href="#FNanchor_165_165"><span class="label">[165]</span></a> The German word <i>mandel</i> (literally <i>almond</i>) means a +collection of <i>fifteen</i>. There being no one word expressing it +collectively in English, <i>baker's dozen</i> (which means thirteen) seems to +come near enough.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_166_166" id="Footnote_166_166"></a><a href="#FNanchor_166_166"><span class="label">[166]</span></a> See Dr. Franklin's verses, comparing different classes of +people to different kinds of paper. Sparks's edition of Franklin's +Works, Vol. II. p. 161.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_167_167" id="Footnote_167_167"></a><a href="#FNanchor_167_167"><span class="label">[167]</span></a> It is well known that spring flowers, on account of +dampness and shade, are for the most part suspicious; as also the +autumnal ones.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_168_168" id="Footnote_168_168"></a><a href="#FNanchor_168_168"><span class="label">[168]</span></a> Museum of Nymphæ or Chrysalides.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_169_169" id="Footnote_169_169"></a><a href="#FNanchor_169_169"><span class="label">[169]</span></a> In the artistic technical sense.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_170_170" id="Footnote_170_170"></a><a href="#FNanchor_170_170"><span class="label">[170]</span></a> A black resin, used for violin-strings.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_171_171" id="Footnote_171_171"></a><a href="#FNanchor_171_171"><span class="label">[171]</span></a> Alluding to the case where by this change of the +town-clock the Basle people outwitted an enemy—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_405" id="Page_405">[Pg 405]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/barstart.jpg" width="550" height="138" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>FOURTEENTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Albano and Liana.</span></p> + + +<h3>64. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/s.jpg" width="100" height="108" alt="S" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">So many tender and holy sensibilities flutter round in our inner world, +which, like angels, can never assume the bodily form of outward action, +so many rich, full flowers stand therein which bear no seed, that it is +lucky poetry has been invented, which easily treasures up all these +inborn spirits and the flower-fragrance in its limbo. With this I catch, +dear Albano, thy glorious perfume-breathing Sunday, and hold fast the +invisible incense for the Schneider's-skin of the world!</p></div> + +<p>On Sunday he moved to the thunder-house in Lilar. The Lector kept +himself up with the hope that the Count would very soon tread down the +flower-parterre of the new enjoyment as flat and dead as a cross-way. It +was a fine morning, all sprinkled with dew; a fresh wind blew from Lilar +over the blooming grain; and the sun burned alone in a cool heaven. Over +the Blumenbühl road a swarm of people were plodding onward, and no one +went long alone; on the Eastern heights he saw his friend Charles, with +bowed crest, dashing to meet the sun.</p> + +<p>The breezes of Lilar came flying to welcome him with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_406" id="Page_406">[Pg 406]</a></span> a breath of +orange-fragrance, and blew away the ashes which rested on the glowing +altar-coals of that first magnificent Sunday. He went down the bridge, +and Pollux, early in his finery, came driving a ruffled turkey-cock to +meet him. A <i>SÅ“ur Servante</i> of old Spener had been already for an +hour cooking at Chariton's, merely to see him go by. The latter ran, +festally decked, out of the house, which opened itself gayly with all +its windows to the whole heavens, to meet him, and, in the confusion of +her joy, broke out with the main matter first, namely, that everything +was ready and beautiful up there in the little house, and whether he +would have his dinner up there. She would fain, in the midst of the +conversation, pull Pollux out of the Count's fingers, but he let him +swing up for a kiss, and won thereby every heart, even the old one +behind the kitchen fire.</p> + +<p>While he marched off toward his little house through the western +triumphal arch, he felt, with indescribable strength and sweetness, that +the lovely time of youth is our Italy and Greece, full of gods, temples, +and bliss,—and which, alas! so often Goths and Vandals stalk through +and strip with their talons.</p> + +<p>His blooming path ran at length into the descending and ascending +stairway, which he had passed with Spener; single streaks of day burned +themselves into the moist ground and painted the scattered twigs fiery +and golden. In the mystic bower, where the dead Prince had stalked along +before him in the by-cavern, he found no such cavern, but only an empty +niche. He stepped out above, as out of the haunch of the earth. His +little house lay on the crooked back of the mountain ridge. Down below +reposed around him those elephants of the earth, the hills, and Lilar +gloriously swelling in blossoms, and he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_407" id="Page_407">[Pg 407]</a></span> looked from his windows into +the camp of the giants of Nature.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile he could not now stay on the window-sill, nor near the +inspiring Æolian harp, nor in the eye-prison of books; through streams +and woods and over mountains fresh nature longed to sweep. That he did.</p> + +<p>There are sometimes between the every-day days of life—when the rainbow +of Nature appears to us only broken up, and as a misshapen, motley mass +on the horizon—certain creation-days, when she rounds and contracts +herself into a fair form, nay, when she becomes alive, and speaks to us +like a soul. To-day Albano had such a day for the first time. Ah, years +often pass away and bring no such day! While he went thus roaming along +on both sides of the mountain ridge, the northeast wind began to flow +fuller and fuller to meet him;—without wind, a landscape was to him a +stiff, fast-nailed wall-tapestry;—and now the wind rolled the solid +land over into a fluid state. The neighboring trees shook themselves +like doves sweetly shuddering in its bath, but in the distance the woods +stood fast, like hosts in battle array, and their summits like lances. +Majestically swam through the blue the silvery islands, the clouds, and +on the earth shadows stalked like giants over streams and mountains; in +the valley sparkled the Rosana, and rolled into the oak grove. He went +down into the warm vale; the flowery pastures foamed and their seed +played in its cloud-fleece ere the earth caught it; the swan spread +voluptuously his long wing; pairs of doves were pecking each other for +love; and everywhere lay beds and twigs full of hot maternal bosoms and +eggs. Like a glorious blue bouquet, the neck of the reposing peacock +played off its dissolving colors in the high grasses. He stepped under +the oaks, which with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_408" id="Page_408">[Pg 408]</a></span> knotty arms seized hold upon heaven, and with +knotty roots the earth. The Rosana talked alone with the murmuring wood, +and ate away, foaming, at the rocky crags and at the decaying +shore;—night and evening and day chased each other in the mystic grove. +He stepped into the stream, and went out with it before a warm, busy +plain full of villages, and out from them came the Sabbath sounds, and +out of the grain-fields larks arose, and on the mountains human +foot-paths crept upward,—the trees lifted themselves up as living +things, and the distant men seemed to be fast-rooted, and became only +little shoots on the low bark of the enormous tree of life.</p> + +<p>The soul of the youth was cast into the holy fire; like asbestos-paper, +he drew it out quenched and blank; it was to him as if he knew nothing, +as if he were <i>one</i> thought; and here the feeling came upon him in a +wonderfully new manner, that is the world, thou art on the world;—he +was <i>one</i> being with it,—all was <i>one</i> life, clouds and men and trees. +He felt himself grasped by innumerable polypus-arms, and swallowed up at +the same time with them, and yet running on in the infinite heart.</p> + +<p>In a blissful bewilderment he arrived at his dwelling, from which little +Pollux came rolling down the mountain to meet him, and call him to +dinner. In the little house the very thought of his heart was expressed +by the Æolian harp at the open window. While the child was thundering +away with his little fist on the harpsichord, and the birds joyfully +screamed in out of the trees, the soul of the world swept exulting and +sighing through the Æolian strings, now lawlessly and now regularly, +playing with the storms and they with it; and Albano seemed to hear the +streams of life rushing between their shores, the countries of the +earth,—and through flower-veins and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_409" id="Page_409">[Pg 409]</a></span> oak-veins, and through +hearts,—around the earth, bearing clouds on their bosom,—and the +stream, which thunders through eternity, a Divine hand was pouring out +under the veil.</p> + +<p>Albano came, with the innocent boy dancing before him, to the still +smiling mother. Even here, between the four walls, the sails continued +to propel him which the great morning had swelled. Nothing surprised +him, nothing seemed to him common, nothing remote; the wave and the drop +in the endless sea of life flowed away in indivisible union with the +streams and whirlpools which it bore onward. Before Chariton he stood +like a shining god, and she would gladly have veiled either him or +herself. Never was humanity individualized in purer forms, crippled by +no alloy of provincialism or nationality, than in this circle of joy, +wherein childhood, womanhood, and manhood, twined with flowers, met and +softly clasped each other.</p> + +<p>Chariton spoke constantly of Liana, out of love, not merely for the +absent one, but also for the one who stood near; for, although she +looked with those open eyes, which seem more to image quietly than to +behold, more to let in than to draw in, still she was, like children, +virgins, country people, and savages, at once open-heartedly true and +keen. She had easily detected Albano's love, because everything is +easier to disguise from women,—even hatred, than its opposite. She +praised Liana infinitely, particularly her incomparable kindness; and +"her lord had said, few men had so much heart as she, for she had often +been, without any fear, whole nights with her in Tartarus." Certainly, +neither was this explicable to the Count. The marvellous is the aureole +of a beloved head; a sun, softened down to a human<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_410" id="Page_410">[Pg 410]</a></span> countenance, takes +less powerful hold than a beloved countenance glorified into a +sun-image.</p> + +<p>More and more heartily delighted at his delight, she offered to lead him +into Liana's chamber. A simple little chamber,—under a green twilight +of glimmering vine foliage, some books of Fénelon and Herder, old +flowers still in their water-glasses, little Chinese dishes, Julienne's +portrait, and another of a deceased youthful friend, whose name was +Caroline, an unstained writing-stand, with English-pressed paper,—was +what he found. The holy spring hours of the virgin passed by before him, +dropping dew like sunny clouds.</p> + +<p>He happened to touch a penknife, when Chariton brought quills to be cut, +"because," she said, "they had so much trouble on this score since her +master had gone away." For a woman can more easily drive any pen—even +the epic and Kantian—than make one; and here, as in several other +cases, the stronger sex must lend the weaker a hand.</p> + +<p>Albano wished to see, also, the working-chamber of his teacher; but this +she decidedly—although an hour's eating together had not given her any +new courage—refused, because her master had forbidden it. He begged +once more; but she smiled more and more painfully, and adhered to her +gentle no.</p> + +<p>He now dreamed away the murmur of the morning in the magic garden, on +whose waters and paths the moonshine and reflection of memory played. +Out of the nine million square miles of common earth, how do certain +poetical lands stand out to a poetical heart! On the mountain with the +altar, where he once saw her disappear down below, the afternoon chime +of Blumenbühl came wafted to him with the fanning of a freer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_411" id="Page_411">[Pg 411]</a></span> ether; and +his childhood's life, and the present scenes yonder, and Liana, gave him +a tender heart, and he surveyed, with dimmer eyes, the transfigured +land.</p> + +<p>At evening came happy church-goers from Blumenbühl, and praised the +consecration and the burial mightily. He saw the pious father still +standing up there on the back of the mountain. The morning when he +should be able to see Liana a whole day, and perhaps tell her all, +overspread his life with a morning dew, glimmering around him in +splendid rainbow circles. Even in bed he sang for joy the morning song +of the rowers on Lago Maggiore,—the constellations over Blumenbühl +shone through the open window of his little Alp-house down into his +closing eye. When the bright moon and flute-tones from the vale awakened +him again, the silent rapture still glowed on under the ashes of +slumber, and grew till it closed his eyes again.</p> + + +<h3>65. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Under a fresh morning-blue, Albano, full of hopes that he should to-day +clear up his life, so constantly running into white fog, took the same +old road which once brought him hither by night (in the 23d Cycle) in +order on the mountain to see Elysium and Liana. The whole blooming path +was to him a Roman earth, out of which he dug up the beautifully +pictured vases of the past; and the nearer the village, so much the +broader grew the hallowed spots. He wondered that the lambs and +shepherd-boys had not, like the grass, shot up taller during his +absence, which, itself, in consequence of the growth of his heart and +the many-complexioned vicissitude of his experiences, appeared very much +prolonged to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_412" id="Page_412">[Pg 412]</a></span> his imagination. Like a morning draught of clear +alpine-water, the old clang of the herdsman's horn gushed into his +breast; but the narrow alder-path, into which he used to drive the +Director's riding-horse before unsaddling, and the very court-yard, even +the four walls and the ceiling-pictures of domestic bliss, cramped up +both root and summit in his swelling soul, which longed to grow into the +earth and into the heavens; he was yet in the years when one opens high +to the air with a treadle the tympan of life's clavichord, in order that +the harmonious roar may swell out everywhere.</p> + +<p>In the castle how profusely was his heart covered with hearts, and the +youngest love drowned by the old, from the easily weeping mother, +Albina, even to the hand-extending old servants, who, on his account, +stirred more briskly their petrified limbs! He found all his +loves—Liana excepted—in Wehrfritz's study,<a name="FNanchor_172_172" id="FNanchor_172_172"></a><a href="#Footnote_172_172" class="fnanchor">[172]</a> because he loved +"young folk" and discourse, and always insisted that they should set out +the breakfast on his table of papers, which, he said, was as good as a +breakfast-table with varnished scrap-pictures that nobody saw. Albano +tormented himself with the fear that the Minister's lady had been the +church-robber of a very goddess, and carried Liana back yesterday,—till +the Captain hastily explained the non-appearance. The good soul had had +yesterday to atone for the commotion of her sympathizing heart with +sick-headache. Her loved teacher, Spener, with his sublime +soul-stillness,—those eyes, which wept no more over the earth, buried +with the princely pair,—standing with his head under the cold polar +star of eternity, so that now, like the pole, it no longer saw any stars +rise or set,—calmly,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_413" id="Page_413">[Pg 413]</a></span> and with hands apostolically folded in one +another, speaking so all-persuasively upon the sorrow and the great end +of this pale life, pressing, with his inspired speech, men's hearts to +the verge of tearful emotion, and yet with exalted tenderness drawing +them back from extreme grief, that so only the heart may weep without +the eye,—and then the consecration of the coupled coffins and of the +church,—O, in the delicate Liana these emotions could not surely fail +to grow into sorrows, and all that her teacher buried in silence was in +her spoken aloud. In addition to this, she had not taken the usual +medicine of keeping still, but had disguised all her pangs behind active +joy, so as to give her departing mother no pains, although herself far +too great ones.</p> + +<p>Into the midst of this explanation she herself entered pleasantly, in a +white morning-dress, with a nosegay of Chinese roses,—a little pale and +tired,—looking up with a dreamy softness,—her voice somewhat low,—the +roses on her cheeks closed into buds,—and, like a child, smiling upon +every heart;—thou angel of heaven! who may dare to love and reward +thee? She beheld the lofty youth;—all the lilies of her still face +were, contrary to her wont, baptized into a heavenly morning-red of joy, +and a tender purple lingered upon them.</p> + +<p>She asked him, with an open manner, why he had not come yesterday to the +festivities, and disclosed, as a matter of moment, that they would all +to-day visit the pious father, for whom she had been tying her +dwarf-roses. He took gladly the fourth voice in the concert of the +pleasure-party. What a magnificent hanging garden, with its loveliest +flowers and prospects, is built out into the evening-hours! How many +happy ones a single roof covers!</p> + +<p>The ingenuous Rabette, more brisk and busy for her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_414" id="Page_414">[Pg 414]</a></span> still gladness, was, +unweariedly, Liana's sick-nurse and Roquairol's lion-keeper and +<i>maîtresse de plaisirs</i>, who made every one of the mother's ground-plans +of pleasure broader by a half, and her whole being was so happy! Ah, her +poor innocent heart had not yet, indeed, been loved by any one, and +therefore it glows, with the fresh energies of the first love, so +brightly and truly before a mighty one which seems to come down to it +with a blessing, like a loving god, drawing after it a whole heaven! +Roquairol saw how bewitchingly a busy activity shook aside in the +play-room of her character and her occupations the heavily hanging +foliage, which in the visiting parlor darkly overspread her real worth; +she was even made more lovely by the darker, neat house-dress, since he +by his preaching had sent back every white drapery of her brunette +person into the wardrobe. She would not obey her mother in this matter, +till he had demanded it. Nay, he had yesterday brought her to the point +of really wearing about with her the watch which the proud Minister's +lady had presented her, though she blushed like fire at the unwonted +ornament. Meanwhile he proposed to take with her, as it were, a true +serpentine flowery way to the altar of his love's <i>loud</i> Yes,—the +<i>silent</i> one he was saying all the time;—he knew she would get in at +once so soon as he rode forth with the conch-chariot of Venus, to which +he had tackled a dove and a hawk.</p> + +<p>How gloriously the forenoon flew away on golden wing-shells and on +transparent wings! The beloved Albano was introduced into all the +changes of the house; the finest was in his study-chamber, which Rabette +had transformed into her toilet-chamber, sewing-room, and study, and +which again, since yesterday, had become guest-chamber and library to +Liana. How gladly did he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_415" id="Page_415">[Pg 415]</a></span> step to the western window, where he had so +often caused his invisible father and the beloved one to appear, in an +unearthly manner, in the crystal mirror of his fancy! On the panes were +many L's and R's drawn by his boyish hand. Liana asked what the R's +meant; "Roquairol," said he, for she did not inquire after the L. With +infinite sweetness did the thought flow around his heart, that his +beloved was indeed to live through some blooming days in the dreamy cell +of his first fresh life. Liana showed him with childlike joy how she +shared everything, that is, the chamber, fairly with Rabette, in her +double housekeeping and chum-ship, and how she made her very hostess her +guest.</p> + +<p>I have often admired with envy the fine, light, nomadic life of maidens +in their Arcadian life-segments; easily do these <i>doves of passage</i> +flutter into a strange family, and sew and laugh and visit there, with +the daughter of the house, one or two months, and one takes the +ingrafted shoot for a family twig; on the other hand, we <i>house-pigeons</i> +are inhabitive and hard to transplant, and generally, after a few days, +journey back again. Since we, as more brittle material, less easily melt +in with the family ore; since we do not weave our work into that of +others so easily as maidens do theirs,—because carriages full of +working-tools must follow after us,—and since we need much and contrive +much;—from all this our claim to a passport is very well deduced, +without the least detriment to our characters.</p> + +<p>After a half-eternity of dressing,—since, in the neighborhood of the +loved one, an hour of absence lasts longer than a month when she is far +off,—the maidens entered, equipped for travelling, in the black dress +of brides. How charmingly the roses become Rabette, in her dark hair, +and the lace edging on the white neck, and the timid<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_416" id="Page_416">[Pg 416]</a></span> flames of her pure +eye, and the flitting blushes! And Liana—I speak not of this saint. +Even the good old Director, when the innocent face looked upon him so +childlike from beneath the white veil of India muslin, sprinkled with +gold wire, which was simply thrown over her head after the manner of the +nuns, could not but give his satisfaction words: "Like a nun, like an +angel!" She answered: "I wanted once really to be one with a friend; but +now I take the veil later than she," she added, with a wondrous tone.</p> + +<p>She hung to-day with tender enthusiasm upon Rabette, perhaps from the +weakness of ill health, perhaps from love for Albano and the parents, +and perhaps because Rabette, in her love, was so good and beautiful, and +because she herself was nothing but heart. She had, besides, the sacred +fault of forming too enthusiastic conceptions of her female +friends,—into which the nobler maidens easily fall, and which belongs +less to married women,—carried to an unusual height; thus, for +instance, her friend Caroline, who had met her like a heroine of romance +only on the romantic playground of friendship and beautiful nature, she +could not, in the beginning, without a rending away of the saintly halo, +at all conceive of as having hands, which drove the needle and +flat-iron, and other implements of the female field of labor.</p> + +<p>Whoso will feel the tenderest participation in joy, let him look not at +happy children, but at the parents who rejoice to see them happy. Never +did the blue-eyed and round-eyed Albina—across whose face time had +struck many a note of life thrice over, among which, however, no +step-motherly discord appeared—look oftener to and fro, and more +benignantly, than from one to another of these couples; for such they +were, according to the maternal astrology of the aberrations and +perturbations<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_417" id="Page_417">[Pg 417]</a></span> of these double-stars. The father, who maintained the +"hypocrisy and spiritlessness<a name="FNanchor_173_173" id="FNanchor_173_173"></a><a href="#Footnote_173_173" class="fnanchor">[173]</a> of the young people now-a-days," +compared with the ambition of his contemporaries and comrades, was +chained to the Captain, who, as manager of his inner theatre, had to-day +assigned himself the part of a gay youth. He pleased him even by the +pithy flowers of speech, which the hidden breeze let fly from him; for +as every genius must have its rough idiom, its doggerel verse, so had +he—(others have the devil, the deuse)—the journeyman's greeting of +genius, <i>Rascal</i>, together with the derivatives, <i>rascality</i>, &c. But +how much more mightily did Albano carry away all female hearts by the +stillness with which, like a quiet aftersummer, he let fall his fruits. +The parents ascribed this reserve to city life: as if Charles had not +been longer to this painter's school! No, Love is the Italian school of +man; and the more vigorous and elevated he is, of precisely so much the +higher tenderness is he capable, as on high trees the fruit rounds +itself into a milder and sweeter form than on low ones. Not in unmanly +characters does mildness charm, but in manly ones; as energy does, not +in unwomanly ones, but in the womanly.</p> + +<p>The good youth! While Charles, unhappily, always knew clearly when his +glance burned and lightened, how innocently blazes from thy eyes a +glowing heart, which knows it not! May thy evening be the seed-corn of a +youth full of blossoms! The chariot rolls on, without thy knowing +whether it is to be a chariot of Elijah or of Phaeton, whether thou art, +by means of it, to soar to heaven or to fall therefrom!</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_418" id="Page_418">[Pg 418]</a></span></p> + +<h3>66. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The carriage flew through the village with the four young people. How +grateful to our youth was the expanse of heaven and of earth! The portal +of life—youth—was hung with flowers and lights. They rolled along at +the foot of the mountain by the bird-pole, the sign-post of a boyish +Arcadia, by the cradle where, in the enraptured sleep of childhood, he +had stretched out his boyish arm after the high heaven; and through the +birch thicket, now dwindled in his eyes to a bush, which, on that golden +morning, he had found so broad and long; and by the open triumphal arch +of the east, behind which the sea of the many-shaped Lilar poured the +tide of its charms; and when they arrived behind the mountain-wall of +the flute-dell, they sent back the carriage.</p> + +<p>They walked on a glorious earth, under a glorious heaven. Pure and white +swam the sun like a swan through the blue flood,—meadows and villages +crowded up close around the distant, low mountain-ridges; a soft wind +swayed the green waves of the crop to and fro all over the plain; on the +hills shadows lay fast asleep under the wings of white clouds; and +behind the summits of the heights the mast-trees of the Rhine ships +majestically sailed away.</p> + +<p>As Albano went along so close by the side of his beloved, the purgatory +burning under his Eden fell back deeper and deeper into the earth's +core; full of uneasiness and hope, he cast his fiery eye now on the +summer, now on the mild vesper-star, which glimmered so near to him out +of the spring ether. The good maiden seemed to-day more still, serious, +and restless than usual. As they went through a little wood, open on all +sides, along<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_419" id="Page_419">[Pg 419]</a></span> the ridge of a hill that ran round the flute-dell, Liana +suddenly said to the Count, she heard flutes. Scarcely could he say, he +heard only far-off turtle-doves, when she at once collected herself as +for something wonderful, fixed her eyes on heaven, smiled, and suddenly +looked round toward Albano, and grew red. Then turning to him, she said: +"I will be frank; I hear at this moment music within me.<a name="FNanchor_174_174" id="FNanchor_174_174"></a><a href="#Footnote_174_174" class="fnanchor">[174]</a> Forgive me +to-day my weakness and tenderness; it comes from yesterday." "I—you?" +said he, passionately; for he, about whom in sicknesses only burning +images stormed, was inspired with veneration for a being to whom, as if +from her higher world, low tones like golden sunbeams reach down in her +pains, and pass veiled through the rough deep.</p> + +<p>But Liana, as if for the sake of turning aside his enthusiasm, came upon +the subject of her friend Caroline, and told how she always hovered +before her on such days, and especially on this walk. "In the beginning +I sought her out," said Liana, "because she resembled my Linda. She was +my instructress, although she was only a few weeks older than I. Her +pure, severe, unflinching character, and her readiness to sacrifice +herself cheerfully and in silence, made her even, if I may say so, +worthy of veneration in the eyes of her mother. She was never seen to +weep, tender as she was, for she wished to keep her mother always +cheerful. We were going to take the veil in company, for the sake of +being always together; I should not live to become old, she said, and I +must spend my short life happily and without<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_420" id="Page_420">[Pg 420]</a></span> anxiety; but also in +preparation for the next. Ah, she herself went up before me! +Night-watching by the sick-bed of her mother, and sorrow for her death, +took her away. She received the holy supper, for which we were preparing +ourselves together, only on her death-bed. Then did the angel give me +this veil, in which I am some time to follow her. O good, good +Caroline!" She wept unconcealedly, and pressed, with emotion, Albano's +hand. "O, I should not have begun about this! There comes already our +friend; we will be right cheerful!"</p> + +<p>They had now passed through a high wood of under-brush, which teasingly +disclosed and hid by turns the landscapes that glided around them, and +had come near to the spire which looks in upon the flute-dell, and near +which lay a solitary church and Spener's dwelling, and in the plain +below the open village. Spener came to meet his pupil—after the manner +of old men—unconcerned about the others; and a young roe ran after him. +A beautiful spot! Little white peacocks; turtle-doves at large; a city +of bees in the midst of their bee-flora,—all bespoke the tranquil old +man, whom the earth serves and honors, and who, indifferent towards it, +lives only in God. He came—disappointing one's expectation of an +ecclesiastical gravity—with a light playfulness upon the gay train, and +laid his finger in benediction on the forehead of Liana, who seemed to +be his granddaughter, as it were, a second tree-blossom in the late +autumn of life. In a daughterly way, she placed the bunch of dwarf-roses +in his bosom, and took very careful notice whether it pleased him. She +smiled quite serenely, and all her tears seemed fanned away; but she +resembled the rain-sprinkled tree, when the sun laughs out again,—the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_421" id="Page_421">[Pg 421]</a></span> +least agitation flings the old rain from the still leaves.</p> + +<p>The old man was delighted with the sympathy of the young people, and +remained with them upon the blooming and resounding eminence, which sat +enthroned between a wide landscape and the richly laden mountain-ridge, +running away into Elysium. Since, as with one who ascends in a balloon, +the tones of earth did not reach him from so great a distance as its +forms, they let him talk more than listen, as one spares old people.</p> + +<p>He spoke soon of that in which his heart lived and breathed, but in a +singular, half-theological, half-French, Wolfian, and poetic speech. One +ought, of many a mystic's poetry and philosophy to give, instead of +verbal, real translations, in order that it may be seen how the pure +gold of truth glows under all wrappages. Spener says, in my translation: +"He had formerly, before he found the right way, tormented himself in +every human friendship and love. He had, when he was fervently loved, +said to himself, that he could surely never so regard or love himself; +and even so the beloved being could not truly so think of itself, as the +loving one did, and though it were ever so perfect or so full of +self-love. If every one looked upon others as upon himself, there could +be no ardent love. But all love demands an object of infinite worth, and +dies of every inexplicable and clearly recognized failure; it projects +its objects out of all and above all, and requires a reciprocal love +without limits, without any selfishness, without division, without +pause, without end. Such an object is verily the divine being, but not +fleeting, sinful, changeable man. Therefore must the lovesick heart sink +into the Giver himself of this and of all love, into the fulness of all +that is good and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_422" id="Page_422">[Pg 422]</a></span> beautiful, into the disinterested, unlimited, +universal Love, and dissolve and revive therein, blest in the +alternation of contraction and expansion. Then it looks back upon the +world and finds everywhere God and his reflection: the worlds are his +deeds; every pious man is a word, a look, of the All-loving; for love to +God is the Divine thing, and the heart yearns for him in every heart."</p> + +<p>"But," said Albano, whose fresh, energetic life rebelled against all +mystical annihilation, "how, then, does God love us?" "As a father loves +his child, not because it is the best child, but because it needs +him."<a name="FNanchor_175_175" id="FNanchor_175_175"></a><a href="#Footnote_175_175" class="fnanchor">[175]</a> "And whence," he further inquired, "comes, then, the evil in +man, and whence sorrow?" "From the Devil," said the old man, and +pictured out uninterruptedly, with transfigured joy, the heaven of his +heart,—how it was always surrounded with the all-beloved, all-loving +One, how it never desired any good fortune or any gifts from him at all +(which one did not wish even in earthly love), but only a higher and +higher love towards himself, and how, while the evening mists of old age +were gathering thicker and thicker around his senses, his heart felt +itself, in the darkness of life, embraced more and more closely by the +invisible arms. "I shall soon be with God!" said he, with a radiance of +love on that countenance of his, chilled with life, and breaking in +under the weight of years. One could have borne to see him die. So +stands Mont Blanc before the rising moon; night veils his feet and his +breast, but the light summit hangs high in the dark heaven as a star +among the stars.</p> + +<p>Liana, like a daughter, had not let her eye nor her hand go from him, +and had languishingly drunk in every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_423" id="Page_423">[Pg 423]</a></span> sound; her brother had heard him +with more pleasure than Albano, but merely for the sake of remodelling +more clearly and fully the mystic Hero into the mimic Mount Athos of his +representation, and Rabette had contemplated him as in a church among +believing by-thoughts.</p> + +<p>He withdrew now without ceremony to take care of his animals, which he +loved, as he did everything involuntary, for instance, children, as +coming at first hand from God. "Everything is divine," he said, "and +nothing earthly but what is immoral." He could not bear to smoke bees +with brimstone, let flowers dry up with thirst in the pot-cage, or see +an overdriven wounded horse, and he passed by a butcher's stall not +without shuddering limbs.</p> + +<p>"Shall we," said friend Charles, "take in the glorious evening on the +magnificent mountain road, and see thy thunder-house, and cast down +every cup of sorrow into the vales below?" Through what a magic +neighborhood did they now pass along the sloping ridge of the +thunder-house! On the right, as it were, the occident of nature; on the +left, the orient; before them Lilar, glittering in the <i>faerie</i> of +evening,—lying in the arms of the glancing Rosana,—golden grain behind +silver-poplars, and overhead a heaven filled with a life-intoxicated, +tumultuous creation,—and the sun-god stalking away over his +evening-world, and stooping a little under the midnight to raise his +golden head in the east. Albano went forth, holding Liana's holy hand. +"O how beautiful is all!" said he. "How the fluttering world-map rustles +and murmurs with long streams and woods,—how the eastern mountains bask +in steadfast repose,—how the groves climb the hills, with glowing +stems! One could plunge<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_424" id="Page_424">[Pg 424]</a></span> down into the smoking vales and into the cold, +glistening waves. Ah, Liana, how beautiful is all!" "And God is on the +earth," said she. "And in thee!" said he, and thought of the word of the +old man, that love seeks God, and that he dwells in the heart which we +esteem.</p> + +<p>Now came rolling toward him the great waves which the Æolian-harp dashed +out in the thunder-house; and his genius flew by before him with the +words, "Tell her there thy whole heart!"</p> + +<p>Before the little tabernacle of yesterday's dreams his stormy heart was +dissolved; and the sun and the earth reeled before his passionate tears. +As he entered with her into the rosy splendor of the evening sun that +filled the apartment, and into the spirit-like din of tones discoursing +with one another alone, he seized Liana's hands and pressed them wildly +to his breast, and sank down before her speechless and dazzled; flames +and tears suffused his eyes and his cheeks,—the whirlwind of tones blew +into his blazing soul,—the mild angel of innocence bowed herself, +weeping and trembling, toward the burning sun-god, and a sharp pain +twined itself like a pale serpent through the roses of the mild +countenance,—and Albano stammered: "Liana, I love thee!"</p> + +<p>Then the serpent turned round and clasped and covered the sweet rosy +form. "O good Albano! thou art unhappy, but I am innocent!" She stepped +back with dignity, and quickly drew down the white veil over her face, +and said, beside herself, "Wouldst thou love the dead? This is my +corpse-veil; the coming year it will lie upon this face." "That is not +true," said Albano. "Caroline, answer him!" said she, and stared at the +burning sun as if looking for a higher apparition. Frightful moment! as +during an earthquake the sea heaves and the air rests<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_425" id="Page_425">[Pg 425]</a></span> in fearful +stillness, so was his lip dumb beside the veiled one, and his whole +heart was a storm. On the strings swept by a sighing world of spirits, +and the last ended with a sharp scream. The beauty of the earth was +distorted before him, and in the evening clouds broad fiery banners were +planted; and the sun's eye shut-to in blood.</p> + +<p>All at once Liana folded her hands as if in prayer, and smiled and +blushed; then she raised the veil from her divine eyes, and the +transfigured one, tinged with the rosy reflection, looked on him +tenderly,—and cast her eye down,—and raised it again,—and again let +it sink,—and the veil fell again before her, and she said, in a low +tone, "I will love thee, good Albano, if I do not make thee miserable." +"I will die with thee!" said he. "What then?"—And now let a holy cloud +veil the sun-god, who moves flaming through the midst of his stars!</p> + +<p>His solitude and Liana's solution of so many wonders were suspended by +the entrance of Rabette and Charles, who both seemed more touched than +blessed,—she by the comforting nearness of the loved one, he by the +singular situation and the subduing evening; for after certain beings a +storm follows, and they must, against their will, make the steps that +they take more rapid.</p> + +<p>When Albano, with the peace-angel of his life, with the beloved one, +who, in the midst of the rush of her feelings, heard, nevertheless, the +voice of her female friend, walked forth again once more alone upon the +rocky causeway between fragrant vales of Tempe in the glimmering world, +he felt as if he had struggled through his life like an eagle through a +storm-cloud, and as if the black tempest were running far away below his +wings, and the whole starry heaven burned bright above his head. Liana, +with maidenly nobleness and firmness, gave him, before he had put a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_426" id="Page_426">[Pg 426]</a></span> +question, the answer: "I must now tell you a mystery, which I have +hidden from every one, and even from my mother, because it would have +disquieted her. I spoke just now of my never-to-be-forgotten Caroline. +On the day of my sacrament, which I had wished to take with her, I went +back by night from my teacher to my mother, and in fact through the +singular, long cavern, wherein one seems to descend, when one is in +reality going upward. My maid went before with the lantern. In the +romantic arbor, where a concave mirror stands, I turn round toward the +full moon which was streaming in, from a dread of the wild mirror, which +distorts people too horribly. Suddenly I hear a heavenly concert, such +as I often heard again afterward in sicknesses,—I think of my blessed +friend,—and gaze, full of longing, into the moon. Then I saw her +opposite to me, beaming with innumerable rays: in her fair eyes was a +tender look, but yet something dissolving; the tender mouth, almost the +only living feature, resembled a red, but transparent fruit, and all her +hues seemed to be nothing but light. Yet only in the blue eye and red +mouth did the angel seem like Caroline. I could sketch her, if one could +paint with light. I became dangerously sick; then she appeared to me +oftener, and refreshed me with inexpressibly sweet tones,—they were not +properly words,—whereupon I always sank into a soft sleep, as into a +sweet death. Once I asked her—more with inner words—whether I should, +then, soon come to her into the realm of light. She answered, I should +not die just now, but somewhat later; and she named very clearly the +coming year, and the very day, which I have, however, forgotten.... O +dear Albano! forgive me only a few words! I soon recovered, and mourned +over the slow, lingering passage of time...."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_427" id="Page_427">[Pg 427]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No," Albano interrupted her, for his feelings were striking against +each other like swords, "I revere, but I hate her dangerous phantom. +Fancy and sickness are the parents of the air-born, destroying angel, +who flies scorching, like a dumb heat-lightning, over all the blossoms +of youth!"</p> + +<p>She answered, with emotion, "O thou good, pure spirit! thou hast never +distressed me, thou hast ever comforted, guided, made me happy and +holy,—a phantom is it, Albano? It even preserves me against all +phantoms of terror, against all ghostly fear, because it is always about +me. Why, if it is only a phantom, does it never appear to me in my +dreams?<a name="FNanchor_176_176" id="FNanchor_176_176"></a><a href="#Footnote_176_176" class="fnanchor">[176]</a> Why comes it not when I will? But it comes only in weighty +cases; then I consult and obey it very willingly. It has already to-day, +Albano," she added, in a lower and fainter tone, "twice appeared to me +on the way, when I heard the inner music, and previously in the +thunder-house, when the sun went down, and has affectionately answered +me."</p> + +<p>"And what says it, heavenly one?" asked Albano, innocently. "I saw it +only on the way, and asked no question," replied the childlike one, +blushing; and here, all at once, her holy soul stood unconsciously +without a veil before him; for she had, in the thunder-house, received +from the invisible Caroline the yes to her love; because that being was +her own creation, and this a suggestion of her own. Yes indeed, heavenly +one! thou standest before the mirror with the virgin's veil over thy +form, and when thy image softly raises its own, thou fanciest thyself +still covered!</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_428" id="Page_428">[Pg 428]</a></span></p> +<p>No word can express Albano's veneration for such a sanctified heart, +which dreamed into such distinctness glorified beings; whose golden +flowers only grew the higher over the thought of death, as earthly ones +do in churchyards over the reality; which, simultaneously with his own, +invisible hands had drawn into two similar dreams;<a name="FNanchor_177_177" id="FNanchor_177_177"></a><a href="#Footnote_177_177" class="fnanchor">[177]</a> to which one was +ashamed to give common truths for its holy errors. "Thou art from +heaven," he said, inspired, and his joy became the pearl melted in the +eye which quenches the thirst of the human heart; "therefore thou +wouldst go back thither!" "O, I consecrate to thee, my friend," said +she, smilingly weeping, and pressed his hand to her pure heart, "the +whole little life which I have, every hour to the last, and I will, +meanwhile, prepare thee for everything which God sends."</p> + +<p>Before they entered the cottage of the pious father, Albano seized his +friend's hand, and the sisters joined each other. The friends went +forward for a time in silence; Charles looked upon Albano, and found the +peace of blessedness upon his face. When the latter saw how Liana +pressed her overfraught heart to her sister's, then were sincerity and +joy too strong in him, and he fell without a word upon the heart of the +dear brother of the eternal bride, and let him silently guess all from +his tears of bliss. O, he might have guessed it, to be sure, from the +bridal look of love which his sister more seldom removed from his +friend, and from the heartiness wherewith she drew Rabette to her heart; +just as if they two would soon be related to each other, as if her +brother himself would soon speak more sweetly, since he for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_429" id="Page_429">[Pg 429]</a></span> some time +had no longer called her the little Linda; and consecrated her thereon +for the heart of her brother. Not before the pious father did the +enraptured look hold itself much in abeyance, which Albano, standing as +if under the gate of eternity, cast into the heavens, gleaming like +worlds one behind another; he was still and tender, and in his heart +dwelt all hearts. O love <i>one</i> heart purely and warmly, then thou lovest +all hearts after it, and the heart in its heaven sees like the +journeying sun, from the dew-drop even to the ocean, nothing but mirrors +which it warms and fills.</p> + +<p>But in Roquairol started up immediately, when he saw the heavenly bliss +so near, the mutinous spirit of his past, and struck with a bloody +epilepsy the limbs of the inner man: those immortal sighings after an +ever-flying peace again tormented him; his transgressions and errors, +and even the hours when he innocently suffered, were painfully reckoned +up before him; and then he spoke, (and stirred every heart, but most of +all poor Rabette's, which he pressed against his own to warm himself, +as, according to the tradition, the eagle does with the dove, after +which he does not tear her to pieces,)—nobly he spoke then of life's +wilderness, and of fate, which burns out man, like Vesuvius, into a +crater, and then again sows cool meadows therein, and fills it again +with fire; and of the only blessedness of this hollow life, love, and of +the injury inflicted, when fate with its winds sways and rubs a +flower<a name="FNanchor_178_178" id="FNanchor_178_178"></a><a href="#Footnote_178_178" class="fnanchor">[178]</a> to and fro, and thereby cuts through the green skin against +the earth.</p> + +<p>But while he thus spoke, he looked on the glowing Rabette, and would +fain by these warmings burst open, as it were by force, the fast-closed +flower-bud of his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_430" id="Page_430">[Pg 430]</a></span> love, and spread its leaves out under the sun. O the +bewildered and yearning one was surely not yet quite happy even to-day, +and he wished not so much to affect others as himself.</p> + +<p>With what blissful presentiments did they step out again before the +sphinx of night, who lay smiling before them with soft, starry glances! +Did they not go through a still, glimmering, subterranean world, light +and free, without the heavy clogging earth on their feet, while in the +wide Elysium the warm ether only flutters because invisible Psyches fan +it with their wings? And out of the flute-dell the old man sends after +them his tones as sweet arrows of love, in order that the swelling heart +may blissfully bleed of their woundings. Albano and Liana came out upon +a prospect where the broad eastern landscape, with its light-streaks of +blooming poppy-fields, and its dark villages, ascended the soft +mountains, where the moon awoke, and the splendor of her garment already +swept like that of a spirit through heaven: here they remained standing +and waiting for Luna. Albano held her hand. All the mountain-ridges of +his life stood in a glowing dawn. "Liana," said he, "what innumerable +springs are there at this moment up yonder on the worlds which hang in +the heavens; but this is the fairest!" "Ah, life is lovely, and to-day +it is too dear to me! Albano," she added, in a low voice, and her whole +face became an exalted, tearless love, and the stars wove and +embroidered its bridal dress, "if God calls me, then may he let me +always appear to thee as Caroline does to me. O, if I could only attend +thee thus through thy whole dear life, and console and warn thee, I +would willingly wish for no other heaven."</p> + +<p>But as he was about to express the fulness of his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_431" id="Page_431">[Pg 431]</a></span> love, and the anger +of his pain about the death-delusion, just then came his wild friend, +who, like a Vesuvius, pouring out at once lava- and rain-streams over +the credulous Rabette, had made both her heart and his own only fuller, +not lighter; then Charles beheld the glorified beings and the blue +horizon, where already the moon was flinging forth her glimmering light +between the bristling mast-peaks and summits, and looked again into the +splendor of holy love. Then could he no longer contain himself; his +heart, full of agony, mounted to an eternal purpose, as if to God, and +he embraced Albano and Rabette, and said: "Beloved man! beloved maiden! +keep my unhappy heart!"</p> + +<p>Rabette clung around him compassionately, as a mother around her child, +and gave up to him, in hot, gushing tears, her whole soul. Albano, +astonished, enfolded in his arms the love-bond; Liana was drawn to the +beloved hearts by the whirlpool of bliss. Unheard the flutes sounded on, +unseen waved the white banners of the stars overhead. Charles spoke +frantic words of love, and wild wishes of dying for joy. Albano touched +trembling Liana's flower-lip, as John kissed Christ, and the heavy +milky-way bent down like a magic wand toward his golden bliss. Liana +sighed: O mother, how happy are thy children! The moon had already flown +up into the blue, like a white angel of peace, and glorified the great +embrace; but the blest ones marked it not. Like a sounding waterfall, +their rich life covered them, and they knew not that the flutes had +ceased, and all the hills were shining.<a name="FNanchor_179_179" id="FNanchor_179_179"></a><a href="#Footnote_179_179" class="fnanchor">[179]</a></p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_172_172" id="Footnote_172_172"></a><a href="#FNanchor_172_172"><span class="label">[172]</span></a> Museum (home of the muses) is the beautiful German name +for it.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_173_173" id="Footnote_173_173"></a><a href="#FNanchor_173_173"><span class="label">[173]</span></a> <i>Kopf-und Ohr-hängerei.</i> Hanging down of head (hypocrisy) +and ears.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_174_174" id="Footnote_174_174"></a><a href="#FNanchor_174_174"><span class="label">[174]</span></a> This self-resounding—as the Æolian-harp [<i>riesen-harfe</i>, +giant-harp, in German.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span>], when the weather changes, sounds without a +touch—is common in sick-headache and other maladies of weakness; hence +in dying; for instance, in Jacob Boehme, life, like a concert-clock, +rung out its hours amidst surrounding harmonies.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_175_175" id="Footnote_175_175"></a><a href="#FNanchor_175_175"><span class="label">[175]</span></a> Some disinterested love or other must from eternity have +existed. As there are eternal truths, so must there also be an eternal +love.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_176_176" id="Footnote_176_176"></a><a href="#FNanchor_176_176"><span class="label">[176]</span></a> For the same reason, perhaps, that the poet does not see +his, so often and distinctly beheld, creations pass in his dreams among +the images of the day.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_177_177" id="Footnote_177_177"></a><a href="#FNanchor_177_177"><span class="label">[177]</span></a> For on his and her sacrament-day he had imagined her +death by lightning.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_178_178" id="Footnote_178_178"></a><a href="#FNanchor_178_178"><span class="label">[178]</span></a> The winter stock-jelliflower.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_179_179" id="Footnote_179_179"></a><a href="#FNanchor_179_179"><span class="label">[179]</span></a> Jean Paul's second volume ends here.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_432" id="Page_432">[Pg 432]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/3flowerstart.jpg" width="550" height="142" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>FIFTEENTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Man and Woman.</span></p> + + +<h3>67. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/i.jpg" width="100" height="108" alt="I" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_3">I have often in the theatre made the pleasant experience, that when +painful scenes immediately followed the rising of the curtain, I took +but a slight interest in them, while in joyful ones which, immediately +after the music, came on with their own music, I took the greatest; man +demands more that sorrow than that rapture should show its motive and +its apology. Without hesitation, therefore, I begin a third volume<a name="FNanchor_180_180" id="FNanchor_180_180"></a><a href="#Footnote_180_180" class="fnanchor">[180]</a> +with blisses of which, to be sure, the foregoing couple have been +preparing more than enough.</p></div> + +<p>At the moment where our story has arrived, among all the descendants of +Adam who lifted a glad face to heaven, and imaged in that face a still +fairer heaven, there must have been some one who had the highest +heaven,—a happiest of all men. Ah yes! And to be sure, among all +suffering creatures upon this <i>globe</i>, which our short race makes a +<i>plain</i>, there must also have been one most unhappy; and may the poor +man soon lie down to sleep under, not <i>on</i>, his rocky road! Although I +could wish<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_433" id="Page_433">[Pg 433]</a></span> that Albano might not be the happiest of all,—in order that +there might yet be a higher heaven above his,—still it is probable +that, on the morning after that holiest night, in his present dream of +the richest dream, deep in the threefold bloom of youth, of nature, and +of anticipation, he bore the broadest heaven in himself which the narrow +bosom of man can span.</p> + +<p>He looked from his thunder-house,—that little temple on whose walls +still lingered the radiance of the goddess who had therein become +visible to him,—out over the new-created mountains and gardens of +Lilar; and it was to him as if he looked into his white and red blooming +future, adorned with mountain-peaks and fruit-tree-tops, a full Paradise +built out into the naked earth. He looked round in his future after any +robbers of joy who might attack his triumphal chariot; he found them all +visibly too weak to cope with his arms and weapons. He called up Liana's +parents, and his own father, and the host of spirits which had hitherto +been working in the air, and set them out on the road which lay between +him and his beloved; in his muscles glowed more than sufficient power +easily to dash through them to her, and take her with him into his life +by main force. "Yes," said he, "I am completely happy, and need nothing +more,—no fortune, only my heart and hers!" Albano, may thy evil genius +not have heard this dangerous thought, so as to carry it to Nemesis! O, +in this wildly entangled wood of thy life, no step, even in the blooming +avenues of pleasure, is wholly safe; and amidst the very fulness of this +artistic garden there awaits thee a strange, gloomy upas-tree, and +breathes cold poisons into thy life! Therefore it was better as it was +once, when men were still lowly and prayed to God even in their great +raptures; for in the neighborhood of the Infinite<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_434" id="Page_434">[Pg 434]</a></span> One the fiery eye +sinks and weeps, but only out of gratitude.</p> + +<p>Let no mean almanac measurement be applied to the fair eternity which he +now lived, when he saw the beloved every evening, every morning, in her +little village. As evening star she went forth before his dreams; as +morning star, before his day. The interval both filled out with letters, +which they themselves carried to each other. When they parted at +evening, not long before they were to see each other again, and while in +the north already the rose-bud twigs shot along low down in the heavens, +which during men's sleep speedily grew out toward the east, in order to +hang down from heaven with thousands of full-blown roses ere the sun and +love came back again,—and when his friend Charles stayed with him by +night, and he asked, in the course of an hour, whence the light came, +whether from the morning or from the moon,—and when he sallied forth, +while moon and morning still appeared together in the dew-dripping +pleasure-woods,—and when the road, left only a few hours before, +appeared wholly new and the absence too long, (because Cupid's wing is +half a second-hand, which shows the day of the month, and half a +month-hand, which points to the second, and because, in the neighborhood +of the loved one, the shortest absence lasts longer than the longest +when she is far away,)—and when at last he saw her again,—then was the +earth a sun, from which rays proceeded: his heart stood all in light; +and as a man, who on a spring morning dreams of a spring-morning, finds +it still brighter around him when he awakes, so, after the blessed +youthful dream of the beloved, did he open his eyes before her, and +desire the fairest dream no more.</p> + +<p>Sometimes they saw each other, when the long summer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_435" id="Page_435">[Pg 435]</a></span> day was too long, +on distant mountains, where by appointment they looked upon the +harvests; sometimes Rabette came alone to Lilar to her brother, that he +might hear something from Liana. When Liana had read a book, he read it +after her; often he read it first and she last. Whatever of divine the +fairest, purest souls can manifest to each other when they unfold +themselves,—a holy heart which makes one still holier, a glowing heart +which makes one still more glowing,—that they manifested to each other. +Albano was mild toward all, and the radiance of a higher beauty and +youth filled his countenance. The fair realms of nature and of his +childhood were both adorned by love, not it by either of them; he had +mounted from the pale, light moon-car of hope upon the sounding, shining +sun-car of living ecstasy. Even on the galleys of wooden sciences, as if +animated by the wonder-working hand of Bacchus, masts and shrouds +fluttered out into vine-stalks and clusters. If he went to the Froulay +house, he always, because he went in full of tolerance, came back +without any sacrifice of the same: the Minister, who had returned from +Haarhaar with a veil of gay, blooming ideas on his face, imparted to him +charming prospects of the exultation wherewith city and country would +celebrate the approaching marriage-feast of the Prince and the gain of +the most beautiful bride.</p> + +<p>And had he not, in addition to all, his friend too? When one stands so +close before the flame of joy, one does indeed shun men,—because they +easily step between us and the pleasant warmth,—but one seeks them too; +a hearty friend is our wish and joy, who shall gently lead on, without +chasing away, the happy dream in which we sleep and speak. Charles +played softly into his friend's dream; he would, however, have also done +it from sincere love for the sister.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_436" id="Page_436">[Pg 436]</a></span></p> + +<p>In fact, with so much youth, summer weather, innocence, freedom, +beautiful scenery, and deep love and friendship, there may well be +constructed, even on this low earth, something like that which up in +heaven is called a heaven; and a celestial chart, an Elysium-atlas, +which one should map out thereof, would perhaps look not far otherwise +than this: in front, a long pastoral land, with scattered +pleasure-castles and summer-houses; a philanthropist's grove in the +middle, the Tabor mountains overhead, with herdsmen upon them, long +Campanian vales; then the broad archipelago, with St. Peter's islands; +over on the other side the shores of a new pastoral continent, all +covered with Daphnean groves and gardens of Alcinoüs; behind that again, +stretching far inward, an Arcadia; and so on.</p> + +<p>All the philosophy and stoicism that he now had in him—for he held that +which the arm out of the clouds gave him as booty gained by his +own—Albano applied to the purpose of taking <i>from</i> his ecstasy the +moderation which they impart. Moderation, he said, was only for patients +and pigmies; and all those anxious, evenly balanced sticklers for +temperament<a name="FNanchor_181_181" id="FNanchor_181_181"></a><a href="#Footnote_181_181" class="fnanchor">[181]</a> and time-keepers had, whether in the cultivation of a +pleasure or of a talent, profited themselves more than the world; on the +contrary, their antipodes had benefited the world more than +themselves.<a name="FNanchor_182_182" id="FNanchor_182_182"></a><a href="#Footnote_182_182" class="fnanchor">[182]</a></p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_437" id="Page_437">[Pg 437]</a></span></p><p>He kept in view very good fundamental principles. Man, said he, is free +and without limits,—not in respect to what he will do or enjoy, but in +respect to what he will do without; he can, if he <i>will</i>, will to +dispense with <i>everything</i>. In fact, he continued, one has simply the +choice, either <i>always</i> or <i>never</i> to fear; for thy life-tent stands +over a loaded mine, and, round about, the hours aim at thee naked +weapons. Only one in a thousand<a name="FNanchor_183_183" id="FNanchor_183_183"></a><a href="#Footnote_183_183" class="fnanchor">[183]</a> hits; and, in any case, I am sure I +would sooner fall standing than bending like a coward. But, he +concluded, in order to justify himself on the subject, is then +steadfastness made for nothing better than for a surgeon and +serving-maid, and not much rather for our muse and goddess? for it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_438" id="Page_438">[Pg 438]</a></span> is +not surely a good, merely because it helps do without something which we +have lost, but it is intrinsically one, and a greater than the one whose +place it supplies; even the happiest must acquire it, even without +outward occasion or bestowal; yes, it is so much the better, if it is +possessed earlier than applied.</p> + +<p>These deceptions or justifications were partly weapons of self-defence +against the tragic Roquairol, who would fain heighten every pleasure, +and even those of his friend, by sombre contrasts; and partly they were +such as a noble man, who hitherto has plunged into sorrow without +measuring its depth, and who would always feel his power of swimming +through life, must necessarily fall upon, when he is inwardly aware that +the centre of gravity of his bliss and of his hell has shifted and +fallen out of himself into another being. "O, what if she should die?" +he asked himself. He had not been wont to shudder so at the thought of +any death as of this. Therefore he squeezed these thorns of fancy right +sharply in his hand in order to crush them. At last, when the pure +country air of love and the shepherd-dance in this Arcadia had brought +more and more roses to Liana's cheek, then his thorns ceased to grow.</p> + +<p>To all other vipers of life, so long as they could find no entrance +through Liana's heart, he was inaccessible. At whatever price,—and +though he should have to forsake, give up, provoke, undertake all,—he +would buy Liana. The phantoms of terror which came threateningly to meet +him out of two houses,—Froulay's and Gaspard's,—he let come on, and +dispelled them: let the foe once show himself, thought he, so am I his +foe too. Often he stood in Tartarus, and found, in this still life of +death <i>in rilievo</i>, peace of soul. The actual world takes more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_439" id="Page_439">[Pg 439]</a></span> quickly +our image than we its; even here he gained soft, broad, life-illumining +hopes and sweet tears, which flowed from him at the thought of Liana's +faith in her death, not because he believed in the probability, but in +the improbability thereof, which, through love and joy and recovery, +would daily grow greater.</p> + +<p>Only one misfortune was there for him, against which every weapon +snapped in pieces, whose possibility, however, he held to be a sinful +thought,—namely, that he and Liana, by some fault or time or the +world's influence, might cease to love each other. Here, relying on two +hearts, he boldly defied the future. O, who has not said, when, in +reliance upon a warm eternity, he has expressed his rapture, The Fatal +Sister may clip the thread of our life, but shall she come and open the +scissors against the bond of our love? The very next day the Fatal +Sister has stood before him, and snapped the scissors to.</p> + + +<h3>68. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Once Roquairol came quite late to take Albano with him to the +"Evening-Star Party" at the herdsman's hut, which he had arranged with +Rabette. The Captain loved to build around the warm springs of his love +and joy the well-curb of wholly select days and circumstances; if he +could contrive it, for instance, he made his declarations of love, say +on a birthday, during a total eclipse of the sun, on a valentine's day, +in a blooming hot-house in winter, in a skating chair on the ice, or in +a charnel-house; so, too, he loved to quarrel with others in significant +days and places, in the church-pew, in the beginning of spring or +winter, in the green-room of the amateur theatre, at a great fire,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_440" id="Page_440">[Pg 440]</a></span> or +not far from Tartarus or in the flute-dell. Albano, however, was too +young, as others are too old, to have to season his fresh feeling with +artificial hours and situations; he preferred to beautify the latter +through the former.</p> + +<p>With impetuous joy Albano flew along the road to the unexpected +pleasure. Last evening had been so rich,—the four rivers of Paradise +had, in one cataract, poured down from heaven into his heart,—and this +evening he would leap into its sprayey whirlpool. The evening heaven +itself was so fair and pure, and Hesperus went with growing splendor +down his brightly glimmering path.</p> + +<p>Rabette waited at the foot of the mountain on which stood the herdsman's +hut (the little shooting-house), in order to lead him unsuspecting to +the unprepared female friend, who at the window, with her gleaming eye +on Hesperus, lay musing, and thought of the full, glowing autumn +flowers, which, at this late time of her life, and so shortly before the +longest night, were springing up. She was troubled to-day about many +things. She had, in fact, sought hitherto more to deserve and to justify +than to enjoy and increase her love, and more to bless with it another's +heart than her own. How indescribably she longed to do deeds for +him,—only sacrifices were to her deeds,—and she really envied her +friend who had, every time, at least to prepare Charles a beverage. As +she knew no other way, she expressed her devoted zeal by greater +daughterly love and attention to Albano's parents and sister; and +learned even to cook a little, which other ministers' daughters, who +make nothing but salad and tea, must pardon her, especially when they +reflect that, in Liana's case, they themselves would not have done +otherwise, but rather have made one dish more. Yes, she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_441" id="Page_441">[Pg 441]</a></span> accounted +Rabette as more virtuous, because she could be more broadly and +extensively active; Rabette, on the other hand, held Liana to be the +better of the two, because she prayed so much the more. A similar error +they repeated twofold in respect to the brothers; Rabette thought +Charles the gentler, and Liana, Albano; both, according to inferences +from their mutual reports.</p> + +<p>So long as a woman loves, she loves right on, steadily. A man has to do +something between whiles. Liana transformed everything into his image +and his name: this mountain, this little chamber, this, to him once +dangerous, bird-pole, became the crayon pencils for his stereotype +image. She always came back upon this, that he deserved something better +than her; for love is lowliness, on the wedding-ring sparkles no jewel. +It touched her that her early death affected him. There she saw still +the maiden blinded by the small-pox, whom he had once unconsciously +pressed to his heart;<a name="FNanchor_184_184" id="FNanchor_184_184"></a><a href="#Footnote_184_184" class="fnanchor">[184]</a> and, with the quick apprehension of sadness, +she felt herself to resemble the blind one also, in that incident, and +not merely in the similar, although shorter night, which pain had once +thrown over her eyes.</p> + +<p>As gentle as her emblem, Hesperus, dipping into the western horizon of +life, did she seem to her lover. She never could pass immediately out of +her own heart into the startling present; her turnings were always like +those of the sunflower, very slow, and every sensation lived long in her +faithful breast. Seldom, indeed, does a lover find the welcome of his +loved one like the last image, which the farewell had imparted to him; a +female soul must—so man desires—with all the wings, storms, heavens, +of the last minute, sound over into the next. But Liana had ever +received her friend shyly and softly,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_442" id="Page_442">[Pg 442]</a></span> and otherwise than she had parted +with him; and sometimes, to his fiery spirit, this tender waiting, this +slow lifting of the eyelid, appeared almost as a return to the old +coldness.</p> + +<p>To-day it seized the more ardent Count more strongly than usual. Like a +pair of strange children who are to become acquainted with each other, +and smile upon and touch each other, the two stood beside each other +friendly and embarrassed. She told how she had made his sister tell her +of his childish break-neck adventure on this mountain. A loved maiden +knows no more beautiful, no richer history than that of her friend. "O +even then," he said with emotion, "I looked toward thy mountains! Thy +name, like a golden inscription, was written on my whole youth. Ah, +Liana! didst thou haply love me as I thee, when thou hadst not yet seen +me?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly not, Albano," answered she, "not till long after!" She meant, +however, her blindness; and said he appeared to her in this twilight of +the eyes, on that evening when he ate with her father, like an old +northern king's son, somewhat like Olo,<a name="FNanchor_185_185" id="FNanchor_185_185"></a><a href="#Footnote_185_185" class="fnanchor">[185]</a> and she had had a certain +awe before him, as for her father and brother. Her high respect for men +the fewest were hardly worthy to guess, not to say, occasion. "And how +when thou hadst<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_443" id="Page_443">[Pg 443]</a></span> regained thy sight?" said Albano. "I just told thee +that," she replied naively. "But when thou didst so love my brother," +she continued, "and wast so good to thy sister, then to be sure I quite +took heart, and am now and henceforth thy second sister. Besides, thou +hast lost one—Albano, believe me, I know I am surely unworthy, +especially of thee; but I have <i>one</i> consolation."</p> + +<p>Perplexed by this mixture of sanctity and coldness, he could only +passionately kiss her, and was constrained, without contradicting her, +to ask forthwith, "What consolation?" "That thou wilt one day be +entirely happy," said she softly. "Liana, speak more plainly!" said he. +For he understood not that she meant her death and the announcement of +Linda by the spirits. "I mean after one year," she replied, "from the +date of the predictions." He looked at her speechless, wild, guessing +and trembling. She fell weeping upon his heart, and suddenly gave vent +to the swell of inward sighs: "Shall I not then be dead at that time," +said she with deep emotion, "and look down from eternity to see that +thou art rewarded for thy love to Liana? And that, too, certainly in a +high degree!"</p> + +<p>Weep, be angry, suffer, exult, and wonder more and more, passionate +youth! But, to be sure, thou comprehendest not this lowly soul!—Holy +humility! thou only virtue which God, not man, created! Thou art higher +than all which thou concealest or knowest not! Thou heavenly beam of +light! like the earthly light,<a name="FNanchor_186_186" id="FNanchor_186_186"></a><a href="#Footnote_186_186" class="fnanchor">[186]</a> thou showest all other colors and +floatest thyself invisible,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_444" id="Page_444">[Pg 444]</a></span> colorless, in heaven! Let no one profane +thy unconsciousness by instruction! When thy little white blossoms have +once fallen, they come not again, and around thy fruits only modesty +then spreads her foliage.</p> + +<p>Painfully did the heart in Albano split into contradictions, as if into +two, his own heart and Liana's. She was nothing but pure love and +lowliness, and the splendor of her talents was only a foreign +border-work, as white marble images of the gods have the variegated +border only as decoration: one could not do anything but adore her, even +in her errors. On the other hand, she had, in conjunction with tender, +susceptible feelings, such firm opinions and errors; his modesty fought +so vainly against her humility, and his clear-sightedness against her +visionary tendency. The hostile train which this propensity drew after +it he saw too clearly sweeping along over all the joys of her life. His +ever-besetting suspicion, that she loved him merely because she hated +nothing, and that she was always a sister instead of a lover, again +charged home upon him like an armed man. Thus did all things fight +together in this case,—duty and desire, fortune and place. Both were +new and unknown to each other, because of love; but Liana divined as +little as he. O how strange to each other and unlike each other two +human beings, kindred souls, become, merely because a Divinity hovers +between the two and shines upon both!</p> + +<p>Something remained in him unharmonious and unsolved. He felt it so +sadly, now that the summer night glimmered for higher raptures than he +possessed; now that, deep in the ether, the trembling evening star +pressed on after the sun through the rose-clouds under which he was +buried; now that the meadows of grain breathed perfume and murmured not, +and the closed pastures grew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_445" id="Page_445">[Pg 445]</a></span> green and did not glow, and the world and +every nightingale slept, and life below was a still cloister-garden, +and, only overhead, the constellations, like silver, ethereal harps, +seemed to tremble and sound before the spring winds of distant Edens.</p> + +<p>He must needs see Liana again to-morrow, by way of tuning his heart. +Rabette came up from the mountain with her friend, infinitely animated. +Both seemed almost exhausted with laughing and joking; for Roquairol +carried everything, even mirth, to the degree of pain. He had converted +the evening star, for which he had given the invitation, into a hothouse +and homestead of pleasant conceits and allusions. At first he would not +come home with her, even to-morrow; but at last he consented, when +Rabette assured him "she understood the fine gentleman well enough, but +he must nevertheless just let her take care of things."</p> + +<p>When the ruddy dawn arose, Albano, accompanied by him, came again; but +the garden-gate of the "manor-garden" was already open, and Liana +already in the arbor. A stitched book of public documents (seemingly) +lay in her lap, and her folded hands beside it; she looked rather +straightforward, as in thought, than upwards, as in prayer; yet she +received her Albano with so mild and distant a smile, as a man, greeting +a guest who comes right into the midst of his prayers, smiles upon him, +and then continues his devotion. The Count had hitherto been obliged +always to prepare himself for a certain reserve in her reception of him. +A misunderstanding, which returns quickly, however often it is removed, +acts again and again as deludingly and freshly as at the first time. He +felt very strongly that something more fixed than that first virgin +bashfulness, wherewith a maiden<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_446" id="Page_446">[Pg 446]</a></span> will always invent for the dazzling sun +of love, besides the dawn, a twilight too, and again another for that, +hindered the fiery melting together of their souls.</p> + +<p>He asked what she was reading; she hesitated, covering it up. A thought, +suddenly darting upon her, seemed to open her heart; she gave him the +book, and said it was a French manuscript,—namely, written prayers, +drawn up by her mother several years before, which touched her more than +her own thoughts; but still there was ever-more looking through her +tenderly woven face a cloistral thought, which sought to leave her +heart. What could Albano object to this Psalmist of the heart? Who can +answer a songstress? A praying female stands, as does also an unhappy +one, on a high, holy place, which our arms cannot reach. But how +miserable must most prayers be, since, although in earlier life +possessing the attraction of charms, like the rosary, which is made out +of sweet-smelling woods, yet afterward in advanced age they act only as +blemishes, and like the relic or the death's-head with which the rosary +itself ends!</p> + +<p>Without waiting for his question, she told him at once what had +disturbed her during her prayer; namely, this passage in it: <i>O mon +Dieu, fais que je sois toujours vraie et sincere</i>, &c., whereas she had +hitherto concealed her love from her dear mother. She added, she would +come now very soon, and then the closed heart should be opened to her. +"No," said he, almost angrily, "thou mayest not; thy secret is also +mine!" Men are often hardened by that in prose which in poetry softens +them; for example, woman's piety and open-heartedness.</p> + +<p>Now no one hated more than he the clutching of the parental +writing-finger, forefinger, and little finger into a pair of clasped +hands; not that he feared, on the part<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_447" id="Page_447">[Pg 447]</a></span> of the Minister, wars or +rivals,—he rather presupposed open arms and feasts of joy,—but +because, to his magnanimous spirit, at once claiming and granting +liberty, nothing was more revolting than the reflection, what smutty +turf now for the kindling of the fire the parents might lay on the altar +of love, or what pots they might set on to boil; how easily, then, even +poetic parents often transform themselves with the children into prosaic +or juristical ones, the father into an administrative, the mother into a +financial board; how, then, to say the least, the court atmosphere makes +one a bondsman, just as only the poetic heaven's ether makes free; and +what perturbations his Hesperus might expect from the attracting world, +the old Minister, who found nothing more unprofitable about love than +love itself, and to whom the holiest sensibilities seemed about as +useful for marriages of rank as the Hebrew is for preachers, namely, +more in examination than in actual service. So ill did he think of his +father-in-law, for he knew not something still worse.</p> + +<p>But the good daughter thought far higher of her mother than did a +stranger, and her heart struggled painfully against concealing from her +her love. She appealed to her brother, who was just entering. But he was +wholly of Albano's mind. "Women," he added, not in the best humor, "are +more fond of speaking <i>about</i> love than <i>in</i> love; men, the reverse." +"No," said Liana, decidedly; "<i>if</i> my mother ask me, I cannot be +untrue." "God!" cried Albano, with a shudder, "and who could wish that?" +For to him, also, free truth was the open helmet of the soul's nobility; +only he spoke it merely from self-respect, and Liana out of human +affection.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_448" id="Page_448">[Pg 448]</a></span></p> + +<p>Rabette came with the tea-things and a flask, wherein was tea-juice and +elementary fire, or nerve-ether for the Captain,—arrack. He never liked +to visit people in the morning, with whom he could not drink it till +evening; Rabette had yesterday guessed this naughtiness, and to-day +gratified it. "How can the soul," said the sound Albano to him often, +"make itself a slave to the belly and the senses? Are we not already +bound closely enough by the fetters of the body, and thou wilt still +draw chains through the chains?" To this Roquairol had always the same +answer: "Just the reverse! Through the corporeal itself, I free myself +from the corporeal; for instance, by wine from blood. As long as thou +canst never escape servitude to the bodily senses, and all thy +consciousness and thy thinking can only, through a bodily servitude, +attaching itself to the glebe of the earth, abide in their nobility; I +cannot perceive why thou dost not properly use these rebels and despots +as thy servants? Why must I let the body only work ill upon me, and not +advantageously as well?" Albano stood to it, that the still light of +health was more dignified than the poppy-oil flame of a slave of opium; +and the fate of being prisoner of war to the body, which one spirit has +to bear in common with the whole human army, more honorable than the +cramping confinement of a personal arrest.</p> + +<p>To-day, however, not even the spirituous brimstone-smoked tea-water +could wash away a certain discontent from Roquairol, whom night-watching +had colored more pale, as it had the Count more red. He could not be +reconciled to it, that the manor-garden was all shut in with a +board-fence as high as a man, which was less intended as a +billiard-table border, not to let the eye-ball<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_449" id="Page_449">[Pg 449]</a></span> go out, than as a +mountebank's booth, to let nothing in, and which of course insured no +other <i>prospect</i> than the prospect proper; quite as little did the +pleasure-garden commend itself to his favor by the fact that the +turf-benches on which they sat in the arbor had not yet been mowed, that +in all the beds only vegetables for the trimming of cooked meat flapped +about, that nothing ripe yet hung there but one or two moles in their +hanging death-beds, that on a bowling-green, whereupon one rolls into a +tinkling middle-hole, the crooked return-alley let the balls run home +again, much more easily than they could—unless one threw them—be made +to pass over the earth-bottom of the main alley, and that no orangery +was anywhere to be seen, excepting once, when fortunately the +garden-gate stood open, just as a blooming orangery box passed by in a +wheelbarrow on its way to Lilar.</p> + +<p>The Captain needed only to bring forward these particulars satirically, +and thereby inwardly to wound the outwardly laughing Rabette,—because +no woman can bear to hear fault found with her bodily property, whether +it be children, clothes, cakes, or furniture;<a name="FNanchor_187_187" id="FNanchor_187_187"></a><a href="#Footnote_187_187" class="fnanchor">[187]</a> and then his +mountain-heights could gradually disencumber themselves of their clouds +again, and Rabette become still more uncommonly gay.</p> + +<p>Albano, in this morning hour of the day, and, as it were, of childhood, +and in this little paradise-garden of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_450" id="Page_450">[Pg 450]</a></span> his childish years, was inwardly +glad,—for in the first love, as in Shakespeare's pieces, nothing +depends on the wooden stage of the performance; but to-day's afterwinter +of yesterday's chill would nevertheless not melt. The morning-blue began +to be filled with brighter and brighter golden fleeces; as the garden, +like small cities, had only two gates, the upper and the lower, he +opened like an aurora that of the morning sun; the splendor gushed in +over the smoking green; the Rosana gliding below caught lightnings, and +flung them over hitherward; Albano departed finally full of love and +bliss.</p> + +<p>But the love was greater than the bliss.</p> + + +<h3>69. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>Flying Spring! (I mean love, just as one calls the after summer a +<i>flying summer</i>) thou hurriest away of thyself over our heads with +arrowy speed; why do authors again hurry over thee? Thou art the German +blossoming season; which is never a blossoming month long. We read all +winter in almanacs and similes much about its magnificence, and we pine +for it; at last it hangs thick on the dark boughs six days long, and +beside that, under cold May showers, sweeping bliss-month<a name="FNanchor_188_188" id="FNanchor_188_188"></a><a href="#Footnote_188_188" class="fnanchor">[188]</a> storms, +and with a dumb-session of half-frozen nightingales,—and then, when one +comes out at length into the garden, the footpath is already white with +blossoms, and the tree at most full of green; then it is over, till in +winter we again hear with exaltation of heart the beginning of a tale: +"It was just in the lovely season of the blossoming." Even so do I see +few authors, at the long session-and-scribbling-table of romance, +working<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_451" id="Page_451">[Pg 451]</a></span> right and left for the benefit of the reading-desk, who, after +the long preface to love, do not so soon as, like a war, it is declared, +forthwith conclude it; and really, there are more steps <i>to</i> love than +<i>in</i> it; all that is <i>coming to be</i>,—for instance, spring, youth, +morning, learning,—opens out more widely and in a richer variety of +hues than fixed <i>being</i>; but is not this latter in turn a progress, only +a higher; and this, again, a state of being, only a quicker?</p> + +<p>Albano would fain lead along more beautifully the fleeting, divine +season, when the heart is our god; he would have it rather fly <i>upward</i> +than fly <i>away</i>. He was angry the next day with nobody but himself. He +tore his way through such petty and yet closely entangling troubles, +through a condition like that of men during an earthquake, when an +invisible vapor holds the heavy foot as a snare. "I would rather let +myself be rained on upon mountains," said he, "than in valleys." Men of +quick fancy more easily reconcile themselves to the loved one when she +is absent, than when she is present.</p> + +<p>After some days, he went again to Blumenbühl just before sundown. A +burning red cut through the night-like gloom of the foliage. His +darkening, woody road was made, by the flames which danced about +therein, an enchanted one. He transferred his illuminated present deep +into a future, shady past. O, after years, thought he, when thou +returnest, when all is gone by and changed, the trees grown up, human +beings passed away, and only the mountains and the brook left, then wilt +thou congratulate thyself that thou couldst once in these walks so often +journey to thy sweetest heart, and on either hand the music and the +glory of Nature went along with thy joyful soul, as the moon seems to +the child to run<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_452" id="Page_452">[Pg 452]</a></span> after him through all streets. An unwonted rapture +flung through his whole being the long, broad streak of sunshine; the +farthest flowers of his fancy opened; all tones came through a brighter +ether, and sounded nearer. The flowers around him, too, exhaled a keener +fragrance, and the peal of the bell sounded nearer; and both are signs +of foul weather.</p> + +<p>Thus inwardly happy, he made his appearance,—and, indeed, without +Roquairol, who in fact came more and more seldom,—and found his beloved +up in his childhood's study, her guest-chamber, which was now the usual +scene of his visits. In a white dress, with dark trimming, as in a +beautiful half-mourning, she sat at the drawing-table with her eyes +sharper than usual, buried in a picture. She flew to his heart, but only +to lead him back presently to the dear form upon which her heart hung as +in a mother's arms. She related that her mother had been here to-day +with the Princess, and had showed so much pleasure in her improving +color, such infinite kindness toward her happy daughter. "She was +obliged," continued she, "to let me take a slight sketch of her, in +order that I might only look upon her so much the longer, and have +something of her to keep by me. I am just finishing the outline of the +face, but it is absolutely too poor a likeness." She could not tear her +fancy away from the image, and still less from the original. To be sure, +no more beautiful medallion can hang <i>on</i> a daughter's heart, or in fact +<i>in</i> it, than that of a mother; but, nevertheless, Albano thought to-day +the hanging-ring took up too broad a space.</p> + +<p>She talked only of her mother. "I certainly sin," said she; "she asked +me in such a friendly way whether thou camest often, but I said only +yes, and nothing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_453" id="Page_453">[Pg 453]</a></span> further. O good Albano, how gladly would I have given +up to her frankly my whole soul!"</p> + +<p>He answered, that the mother seemed not to be so frank; she perhaps knew +already the whole through the Lector, and the pure draught of love would +now be continually disturbed by foreign substances. Against Augusti he +declared himself very strongly, but Liana quite as strongly upheld him. +Through both that counterfeiter of the coin of truth, namely, +suspicion,—the suspicion that she perhaps loved him as she loved +everything, since she grew as by a living tie to everything +good,—gained, under Albano's sensibilities, which besides had been +to-day so warm and glad, more and more mint-stamps and currency.</p> + +<p>She suspected nothing, but she came back to the subject of her secrecy. +"But why, then, does it make me unhappy," said she, "if it is right? +Beloved one, my Caroline too appears to me no longer, and truly that is +no good sign." This spectral-machinery always came on as oppressively +and gloomily to him as a thunder-cloud in the outer world. His old +exasperation against the teasings practised in his own case by apes of +the air, whom he could not lay hold of, passed over into a similar +feeling against Liana's optical self-deception. That veil presented her +by Caroline, wherewith, in the beginning, she had so sublimely arrayed +herself for the cloister of the tomb,—that travelling veil for the next +world,—had long been to this Hercules a burning garment, drenched in +the poisonous blood of a Nessus; therefore she no longer dared to wear +it before him. The conclusion that the fancy of being destined to death +laid the seed of the reality, and that in the deep overhanging cloud an +accident might easily attract the striking-spark of death, fell<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_454" id="Page_454">[Pg 454]</a></span> like a +mourning into his love festival. So are all strange sea-wonders of fancy +(like this death-delusion) desired only <i>in</i> fancy (in romance), but not +in life, except once on fantastic heights; but then must such comets, +like others, soon recede again from our heaven.</p> + +<p>He spoke now very seriously,—of suicidal fancies, of life's duties, of +wilful blindness to the fairest signs of her recovery, among which he +reckoned as well the disappearance of the optical Caroline as the +blooming of her color. She heard him patiently; but through the +Princess, who, notwithstanding her love, seldom left behind with him +pleasant impressions, her fancy had to-day taken quite another road, far +beyond herself and her grave. She stood only before Linda's image, of +which Julienne had this afternoon communicated to her sharper outlines +than maidens are wont to give of maidens. "She is a very good girl," +they say of each other. Linda's manly spirit, her warm attachment to +Gaspard in connection with her contempt of the mass of men, her +inflexibility, her bold strides in manly knowledge, her masterly and +often severe letters, more pithy than flowery, and, most of all, her +probably approaching arrival, took a powerful hold of Liana's tender +heart. "My Albano must have her," was the constant thought of this +disinterested soul; and if the Princess had had the intention of +humiliating comparisons, she remarked it not, but fulfilled it. The good +creature found, too, so much of a higher providence here,—for example, +that her brother need now no longer be the rival of her lover and of his +friend,—that she herself could portray beforehand her vigorous Albano +to the proud Romeiro, and that certainly, despite all opposition, all +the ghostly prophecies strikingly connected and coincided with each +other. All this she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_455" id="Page_455">[Pg 455]</a></span> now said (because she concealed only her sorrows, +not her hopes) right to the Count's face.</p> + +<p>What a gnashing bite did an evil genius at this moment make into his +tenderest life! That glowing love which neither divides nor is divided +possessed <i>his</i> heart, he thought, not hers. He came very near to +showing up his inner being just as it was, all kindled at once, as if by +a lightning stroke, into a lofty blaze. Only the innocent white brow, +with festive roses in its little ringlets; the childishly bright +looking-up of the pure blue pair of eyes, and the soft face, which even +at a musical fortissimo, and at every vehemence in movement or laughter +on the part of another, caught a sickly redness from the beating heart; +and his indignant shame at the levity with which a man can abuse his +omnipotence and his sex, to the terror of the tenderer, restrained him, +like guardian spirits; and he said merely, in that noble anger which +sounded like a tender emotion, "O Liana, thou art hard to-day!"</p> + +<p>"And yet I am indeed so tender!" said the innocent one. The two had +hitherto been standing at the window, before the dark tempest which came +rolling on out of Lilar. She turned suddenly round; for since the day of +her blindness, when a dark cloud had seemed to fly towards her, she had +never been able to look at one long; and Albano's tall form, with his +whole live-glowing face and his soul-speaking eyes, stood illumined by +the evening light before her. With the hand which he left free she +softly and playfully swept aside the dark hair from his defiant +forehead, smoothed the contracted eyebrow, and said, as his look stung +like a sun, and his mouth shut with determination, "O, joyfully, +joyfully, shall this fair face one day smile!" He smiled, but sadly. +"And then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_456" id="Page_456">[Pg 456]</a></span> shall I be still more blest than to-day!" said she, and +started, for a lightning-flash darted across his earnest face, as over a +jagged mountain, and showed it, like that of the god of war, illuminated +with war-flames.</p> + +<p>He hurried away; would not be held back; spoke of a weather-cooling; +went out into the storm; and left Liana behind in the joy that she had +spoken to-day merely out of pure love. From the last house in the +village Rabette flew to meet him; the torrents of the restrained tears +rolled down his cheeks. "What dost thou want? why weepest thou?" she +cried. "Thou art dreaming!" cried he, and hurried, without further +answer, out into the tempest, which had suddenly, like a mantle-fish, +flung itself stiflingly over the whole heaven. There, under the +rain-drops and lightning-flashes, he began, first of all, to reckon up +for himself the best proofs that Liana had saintly charms, divine sense, +all virtues, especially universal philanthropy, daughterly, sisterly, +friendly affection, only not, however, the glowing love for one +person,—at least, not for him. She is so entirely and exclusively—such +is always his conclusion—possessed and absorbed with the present +object, whether it be myself or a broken arm of the little Pollux, that +it hides from her heaven and earth. Hence the setting of her life's day, +with all the attendant partings, is no more to her than the setting of a +star. Hence it was that I stood beside her so long, with a heart full of +the pangs of love, and she saw not into my love, because she found none +in her own bosom. And this is what makes it so bitter, when man, pining +in poverty among the common hearts of earth, is rendered by the noblest +only unhappy at last.</p> + +<p>The rain pattered and trickled through the leaves, the fire darted +through the woods, and the Wild Huntsman<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_457" id="Page_457">[Pg 457]</a></span> of the storm drove his crazy +chase. This refreshed and rejoiced him like the cooling hand of a friend +taking his to guide him. As he ascended, not through the cavern, but +outside over the back of the mountain to his high thunder-house, he saw +a thick, gray night of rain settle down heavily upon the green Lilar, +and on the winding Tartarus rested under the flashes the illuminated +storm. He shuddered, on entering his little house, at a cry which his +Æolian-harp emitted under the snatches of the wind; for it had once, +gilded by the evening sun, ethereally clothed his young love like +starlight, and had followed it with ever-varying tones, as it went out +over this suffering life.</p> + + +<h3>70. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>On the morning after both storms were dissolved into a still +cloudiness.—And out of the great griefs came only errors. Weaklings +that we are! when at our sham execution fate touches us with the rod, +not with the sword, we sink impotently from the block, and feel the +process of dying reach far into our life! All fevers, including +spiritual ones, are cooled by the freshness of a new morning, just as +sad evening stirs all their embers into a glow. Who of us has not at +evening,—that proper witching hour of tormenting spectres, +house-haunting ghosts and hobgoblins,—caught in the threads which he +himself had spun, but which he took for a web spread by other hands, +entangled himself more and more deeply the more he turned about and +tried to extricate himself, till in the morning he saw his turnkey +before him, namely, himself?</p> + +<p>Albano saw on the whole theatre of yesterday's war nothing left standing +but a pale, kindly figure in half-mourning,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_458" id="Page_458">[Pg 458]</a></span> who looked round after him +with innocent maidenly eyes, and toward which he could not help looking +over, albeit she was now more a bride of God than of a mortal. He felt +now, to be sure, more strongly how high his demands upon real friends +rose, than he once did, when he could heighten at pleasure the highest +which he made upon the beings of his dreams, whom he always cast exactly +into the temporary mould of his heart; and how he was possessed by a +spirit that spared no one, that would stretch the wings of every other +according to its own, because it could bear no individuality except that +which was copied.</p> + +<p>He had hitherto experienced from all his loved ones too little +opposition, as Liana had too much; both extremes injure one. The +spiritual as well as the physical man, without the resistance of the +outer atmosphere, is blown up and burst by the inner, and without the +resistance of the inner is crushed by the outer; only the equilibrium +between inner resistance and outer pressure keeps a fair play-room open +for life and its culture. Besides, men—since only the best of them +appreciate in the best of their own sex strong conviction—can hardly +tolerate it in women, and would have them not merely the reflection, but +even the echo, of themselves. They want, I mean, not merely the look, +but also the word, that says yes.</p> + +<p>Albano punished himself with several days of voluntary absence, till the +unclean clouds should have cleared away from within him which had +overshadowed the gnomon of the sundial of his inner man. "When I am +quite cheerful and good-natured," said he, "I will go back to her, and +err no more." He errs at this moment. Whenever a strange, uncomfortable +semitone has repeatedly intruded itself between all the harmonies of two +natures, it swells<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_459" id="Page_459">[Pg 459]</a></span> more and more fatally till it drowns the key-note, +and ends all. The dividing tone was, in this case, the strength of the +man's pitch in connection with the strength of the woman's. But the +highest love is most easily wounded by the slightest difference. O, +little avails it then for man to say to himself, I will be another man! +Only in the finest, only in unimpaired enthusiasm, does he propose to +himself such a thing; but it is just when the feeling is impaired, when +he were hardly capable of the purpose, that he has to rise to the +fulfilment of it, and then he can hardly make the achievement.</p> + +<p>The Count went in the morning, as usual, to his lecture-rooms and +parlors in the city. In the former it was hard for him to fix his +instruments and his eyes upon the stars of the sciences, and to take +sight, sailing as he was on such a sea of emotion. In the latter he +found the Lector colder than ever, the Bibliothecary warmer, the +household more inflated. He went to Roquairol, whom he to-day loved and +treated still more cordially, as if by way of atonement to his offended +sister. Charles said at once, with his sudden and tragical flinging up +of the curtain of futurity, "All was discovered,—in the highest degree +of probability!" As often as lovers see that their Calypso's +island—which, to be sure, lies free on the open ocean—has at length +come to the eyes of the seafaring world, and that they are making sail +for it, they are astonished to an astonishing degree; for is there any +one Paradise which has such a loose and low palisado, allowing every +passer-by to see in, as theirs?</p> + +<p>For a long time, he related, had the Doctor's children always had +something to fetch from the Architect's wife at Lilar,—flowers, +medicine-phials, &c.; certainly as spy-glasses and ear-tubes of Augusti, +who again was the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_460" id="Page_460">[Pg 460]</a></span> opera-glass of his mother. In short, his father had, +at least, been at the Greek woman's yesterday, but had luckily found +only an empty package<a name="FNanchor_189_189" id="FNanchor_189_189"></a><a href="#Footnote_189_189" class="fnanchor">[189]</a> from Rabette to him (Charles), which, +according to the liberties of the ministerial Church, he had opened and +closed.</p> + +<p>"Why <i>luckily</i>?" said Albano. "I will justify and honor my love before +the world." "I referred to myself," he replied; "for never was my father +more friendly to me than since he broke open my last letters. He is this +afternoon in Blumenbühl, and it may well be more on my own account than +my sister's."</p> + +<p>Albano had no fear that the city could drill mining-galleries under his +childhood's land, so as to blow up in one conflagration the blessed +isle,—could he not trust his character and courage and Liana's +own?—but it pained him now that he had so needlessly robbed the +childlike Liana of the joy and merit of a childlike open-heartedness. +How he longed now for the atoning and recompensing moment of the first +meeting again, after the next morning!</p> + +<p>He stayed by his friend as by a consolation, and did not go back till +the evening redness floated about in the rain-clouds. When he came, he +found already awaiting him a letter from Liana, written to-day.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"O good Albano, why camest thou not? How much I had to say +to thee! How I trembled for thy sake on Friday, when the +frowning cloud pursued thee with its<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_461" id="Page_461">[Pg 461]</a></span> thunder! Thou hast +weaned me too much from sorrow, so strange and heavy has it +become to me now. I was inconsolable the whole evening; at +last, when night fell, the thought sank into my mind that +thou hadst been oppressed as with presentiments, and that +the lightning loved to strike the thunder-house. Why, +indeed, art thou there? I hurried up, and knelt by my bed, +and prayed to God, although the storm had long been +dispersed, that he would have preserved thee. Smile at my +tardy prayer; but I said to him, 'Thou knewest indeed, +all-gracious One, that I would pray.' I was consoled, too, +when I looked up to the stars, and the broken ray of joy +trembled within me.</p> + +<p>"But in the morning Rabette made me sad again. She had seen +thee weeping on the road. A thousand times have I asked +myself, whether I am to blame for that. Can it have come +from this,—for she says so,—that I afflict thee too much +with my death thoughts? Never more shalt thou hear them; the +veil, too, is laid away; but I calculated upon thee +according to my brother, to whom, as he himself says, the +dusk of death is an evening-twilight, in which forms seem to +him more lovely. Truly, I am quite blest; for thou art even +so, and yet hast so little in having me,—only a small +flower for thy heart, but I have thyself. Leave me my +grave-mound; therefrom, as from a mountain, comes better, +more fruitful soil into my valley. O how one loves, Albano, +when all around us crumbles and sinks and melts away in +smoke, and when, still, the bond and splendor of love stand +firm and inviolate on the fleeting ground of life, as I have +often seen with emotion, when standing by waterfalls, a +rainbow hover, undisturbed and unchanged, over the bursting, +impetuous floods! O, would that the nightingales were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_462" id="Page_462">[Pg 462]</a></span> yet +singing; now I could sing with them! Thy Æolian-harp, my +harmonica, how gladly would I have it in my hand! My father +was with us, and more cheerful and friendly toward all than +ever. Lo, even he is kindly disposed! My parents surely send +no tempest into our feast of roses. I readily did him the +pleasure, therefore,—forgive it!—of promising him, that I +would receive no visits from strangers in a strange +house—because, he said, it was improper. I must go home for +some days on account of the Prince's marriage; but I shall +see thee soon. O forgive! When my father speaks softly, my +soul cannot possibly say, No. Farewell, my noble one!</p> + +<p class="sig"> +L.<br /> +</p> + +<p>"P. S. Soon a little leaf will come fluttering again over to +thy mountain. Only continue in perpetual joy! O God! why am +I not stronger? What beings shouldst thou then take to thy +heart!—Thou dear one!"</p></div> + +<p>How was he shamed by this full-blooming love, which never rightly knows +when it is misunderstood, and which presupposes no other fault than its +own! How sadly did the thought of the commanded separation affect him +now, after the voluntary one! He could now love her as a guarding angel +<i>before</i> Paradise, how much more as a giving angel <i>in</i> it! But it is +hard for a man, as the youth felt, clearly to distinguish in the female +heart, especially in this one, intention from instinct, ideas from +feelings, and in this dark, full heaven to count and arrange all the +stars. Everything like hardness, every unpromising bud, arose at last as +a flower; and her worth unfolded itself piece-wise like spring; whereas, +generally, from other maidens, a traveller who visits them carries away +with him directly at his first evening's departure a little complete<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_463" id="Page_463">[Pg 463]</a></span> +flower-catalogue of all their charms and arts, as a Brocken-passenger +gets at the tavern a neat nosegay of the various kinds of mosses which +are found on the mountain.</p> + +<p>He supposed she was now with her parents; and he followed, not as a +pouting schoolboy, but as a harmonious man, the giant of destiny. In the +garden rainy weather held sway, the crop of every heavy tempest, which, +like a war, always devastates the scene of conflict.</p> + +<p>The promised leaflet appeared: "Only be happy. We shall see each other +very, very soon, and then most blissfully. Forgive me! Ah, I long +exceedingly!"</p> + +<p>Now he experienced what days they were which had <i>once</i>—that is, only a +few days ago—passed before him as divine apparitions, and which now +again were to come up in the East as returning stars! Why does a +blessing, not till it is lost, cut its way like a sharp diamond so +deeply into the heart? Why must we first have lamented a thing, before +we ardently and painfully love it? Albano threw both past and future +away from him, that he might dwell wholly and purely in that present +which Liana had promised him.</p> + + +<h3>71. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>On Sunday morning, when all the blue heavens stood open, and the earth +was festally decked with pearls and twigs, a gentle finger tapped at +Albano's door, which could belong to none but a female hand. It was +Liana who entered at so early an hour; Rabette and Charles without +uttered a loud greeting. On his exulting breast fell the beautiful +maiden, blooming from, her walk, with blessed, bright eyes, a freshly +bedewed rose-bud. It was his finest morning; he had a clear feeling of +Liana's love.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_464" id="Page_464">[Pg 464]</a></span> As the Æolian-harp sounded in, she looked towards it, +remembered with a blush that fairest evening of the covenant, and +listened in silence, and dried her eyes when she turned them again +towards Albano. But he could not enter into this temple of joy without +having cleansed and healed himself by a frank confession of his late +errors. What a sweet rivalry ensued between them of confessing and +forgiving, when Liana lovingly exclaimed and owned that she had not +understood him lately, that only she was the blamable one, and that she +would begin this very moment to speak better. She could not give herself +any comfort about the secret pangs which she had caused her friend. As +mahogany furniture cracks in no temperature, and contracts no spots, and +needs no polishing, so was it with this heart, Albano's felt, as he now +swore to himself always, even when he did not understand her, to say to +himself, She is right.</p> + +<p>She solved for him the riddle of her appearing to-day with those +friendly looks which a good nature redoubles, when it has anything to +sweeten,—namely, she was going back to Pestitz to-day; but the carriage +would not come till late, till evening, in fact, about tea-time, and so +there remained a whole day before them; and she hoped her father would +not take this circuitous route through Lilar as a breach of her promise. +A loving maiden grows unconsciously more bold. Thereupon she sought to +make him quite calm about the peaceful intentions of her father, and +represented his strictness, in subjecting himself and others to +convenience, as the reason of his prohibition, as well as of her being +summoned back to the wedding-festival. Albano, so soon after the oath +which he had just sworn to himself, kept it, and said, She is right.</p> + +<p>The Captain came in with the red-cheeked Rabette,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_465" id="Page_465">[Pg 465]</a></span> whose eyes glistened +with joy. The small apartment did not, by narrowness and confusion, make +the pleasure less. Charles, generally so much like Vesuvius, which in +the first hours of morning is still covered with snow, presented already +a warm summit; he seated himself at the instrument and thundered into +the noisy presence with a prestissimo (which lay open) of Haydn's,—that +true hour-caller of rejoicing hours,—and played, to the astonishment of +the females, the hardest part so easily, at sight, that he rather played +into it, than from it, and kept composing much (for instance, the bass) +himself; whereas Albano, with almost comic fidelity, gave you the exact +truth in music quite as much as in history, which, again, always became +in Charles's mouth a piece of his own personal biography. The morning +added wings to all their souls, whereas noon always binds men's wings +down,—hence Aurora goes with winged steeds, and the god of day with +wingless ones. "But how now are our seven pleasure-stations to be made +out?" inquired Charles, "for the day lies like a garden-hall, with +nothing but pleasure-avenues on all sides open before us." "Charles, is +it not, then, a matter of indifference <i>where</i> a man loves?" said +Albano. Blessed one, whose heart needs nothing but one heart more, no +park into the bargain, no <i>opera seria</i>, no Mozart, no Raphael, no +eclipse of the moon, not so much as moonlight, and no read or acted +romance!</p> + +<p>"First, I must see my Chariton," said Liana. "Yes," added her brother, +immediately, "she can bring our dinner after us into the gothic temple." +He proposed, namely, on this lovely day, to dine in the twelfth century, +and to sit by a sombre, motley window-light, and on sharp-cornered, +heavy, thick furniture, and, as it were, darkly under the earth of a +green present, glistening overhead,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_466" id="Page_466">[Pg 466]</a></span> to sit with blooming faces; for +thus did he overload the fullest enjoyments with external contrasts, and +enjoyed every happy present most in the near gleam and reflection of the +sharpened sickle which was to mow them away.<a name="FNanchor_190_190" id="FNanchor_190_190"></a><a href="#Footnote_190_190" class="fnanchor">[190]</a> "God forbid and avert +it, friend!" said Rabette. Albano, too, deemed the friendly Greek, her +laughing children, and the neighboring rose-fields far preferable, and, +with the aid of Liana, prevailed. Before the embowered cottage the +children came running to meet them, Helena, with her little apron full +of orange-blossoms, which she had picked up, for the breaking of them +off had been forbidden her, and Pollux, in the last, light bandage of +his broken arm, the hand of which had now been obliged to work with its +companion, the right hand, at puckering up and cracking the rose-leaves. +Both gave notice: "Mother was not ready yet, and had dressed them +first." But presently, neat and simple as a priestess destined to dance +around the altar of gods of joy, sprang Chariton to meet her Liana, and, +as she came, continued adjusting her hastily donned clothes by a light +hitching and twitching. "This," said Roquairol, after he had easily +obtained from Rabette a nodding assent thereto, because she had not +understood his French request for the same, "is my spouse since +yesterday,"—and he enjoyed without further circumstance the right of +thouing her, which she, since the friendly encouragement of the +Minister, accepted the more fondly with maidenly presentiments.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_467" id="Page_467">[Pg 467]</a></span></p> +<p>When Liana kindly announced four noonday guests for Chariton, there +stood in the dark eyes of the Greek gleams of joy, and the little face, +with great arched Italian eyebrows, became a stereotype smile, which was +not culinary embarrassment, but merely tongueless joy; which only made +her white semicircle of teeth shine more broadly, when Charles spoke +right out: "Surely thou canst help her, wife!" "Of course!" said +Rabette, quite delighted; because her heart had no longer any other lips +than her two hands, for which, if they could only lay hold of hard work, +it was full as much as if they were pressed by the hand of a lover. Did +she not again and again curse her awkward, hesitating throat, when +Roquairol, in her presence, poured out his sounding and fiery torrents +of speech? On this occasion, when he had again set off the surroundings +with artificial, shadowy refinements, he insisted upon it, of course, +that Chariton should be executive secretary, and Rabette only +corresponding secretary. Liana, too, out of a like womanliness, would +fain do something for her darling; but since she, as a maiden of rank, +could not cook anything, but only bake a little, accordingly it was +assigned her,—but reluctantly on the part of her friend, who never +loved to see the sweet form anywhere else than, like other butterflies, +by his side among the flowers,—at a quite late moment, and for a space +of ten minutes, with her eyes and in extraordinary cases with her three +writing-fingers, to co-operate in making the snow-balls, which were to +close and crown the dessert.</p> + +<p>Never had kitchen ball-queen a broader canopy, or a more beautifully +carved sceptre and apple, or fairer <i>dames d'atour</i><a name="FNanchor_191_191" id="FNanchor_191_191"></a><a href="#Footnote_191_191" class="fnanchor">[191]</a> than Chariton, +and vessels and fire were quite thrown into the shade thereby.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_468" id="Page_468">[Pg 468]</a></span></p> +<p>Now the happy couples—and the children too—went out into the joyful +day, into the youthful garden, in order, like planets, with their moons, +to stand now near each other, now far off, now in opposition, and now in +conjunction, on their heavenly orbit around the same sun. "We will +launch out at a venture," said Charles, in port, "and see whether we do +not meet." Albano went with Liana after the children, who were already +skipping along on the little houses through the rose-walks, on the +bridge over the singing wood. He whose heart beats in such calm +blissfulness, seeks in the invisible church no visible one: the whole +temple of nature is the temple of love, and everywhere stand altars and +pulpits. On the smoothly descending life-stream man stands without +rudder, happy in his skiff, and leaves it to its own will.</p> + +<p>Then the children, mindful of the maternal prohibition against +excursions, led the way up along the right, over the bridged eminence, +to the western triumphal arch; and Helena, merely as guide of the little +convalescent, ran forward quite unexpectedly and wildly with his hand. +How gladly did Albano follow the little pilots and pointers! Heavens! +when they looked round them on the magnificent height, and into the rich +outspread day, and then into each other's eyes, how freely and broadly +did the arches of their life-bridge rear themselves, and ships, with +swollen sails and proudly towering masts, sail away beneath! Rose-trees +clambered up the triumphal arches, the children reached up, snatched +roses from their summits, and trudged away (working out and proving the +unusual obedience) over four gates, in order, from the fifth, to look +down into the smooth, shining lake, and to descend into the "enchanted +wood," where art, like the children, played her pranks.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_469" id="Page_469">[Pg 469]</a></span></p> + +<p>Out of the entrance of the wood came forth Charles and Rabette, on their +way back to Chariton over the arches, the former bound to the +wine-cellar (he had something empty therefrom in his hand), and she +intending to run a moment into the kitchen. He went blissfully, as if on +wings, and said: "Life travels to-day in the constellation of the wain, +far away through the blue." He turned round, however, to let the +<i>Pleiades</i> rise before them, that is, the so-called "inverted rain," +which ascends only for the space of five minutes, and properly only in +an illumination. He led them all into the wondrous wood, through a light +that lay in noonday slumber, glowing under free trees, whose stems, +standing far asunder, only tendered each other their long twigs. At the +focus of the picturesque paths, he let them await the play of the rain. +The children sprang after him with their hopes, and, backed by the +courage of the grown ones, sat down by them, on designated seats of the +gods, or children's seats, between two little round lakes.</p> + +<p>While Charles ran swiftly up and down in zigzag, attending to the +hydraulic and other mechanism,—nearly according to the points of the +labyrinth-garden in Versailles,—they could fly about through the magic +wood that rose everywhere. An all-powerful arm of the Rosana, which +swept by without, struck in among the flowers, and bore a heavy, rich +world; now the water was a fixed mirror, now a winding, beating vein, +now a gushing spring, now a flash of lightning behind flowers, or a dark +eye behind leafy veils; tapering shores, short beds, children's gardens, +round islands, little hills, and tongues of land lay between: they held +their motley, blooming children on arm and bosom, and the blue eyes of +the forget-me-not, and the full tulip-cheeks, and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_470" id="Page_470">[Pg 470]</a></span> white-cheeked +lilies played together like brothers and sisters apart from strangers, +but roses ran through all. Now they heard a murmuring and purling; the +lakes beside them bubbled up; on a peeled May-tree, fenced in on an +island, the yellow fir-needles began to drop from above; from the +hanging birches on the tongue of land, an inner rain dripped and glided +down; out of the two lakes beside them water-jets flew like +flying-fishes toward heaven. Now it gushed everywhere, and rows of +fountains, those water-children, played with the flower-children. Like +birds, streams fluttered with broad wings out of the laurel-hedges, and +fell into the groups of roses. On a hill full of oaks, a water-snake +crawled up; victoriously shot out from all the mouths of the shores +besieging arches to the summits; suddenly the cheated spectators found +themselves overhung with rainbows, for the lakes flung their waters high +across over them, so that the wavering sun blazed through the +lattice-work of drops, as through a shivered jewel-world. The children +screamed with a terror of joy. The scared birds cruised through the +shower; night butterflies were cast down; the turtle-doves shook +themselves on the ground, beaten down in the torrents; the banks and the +beds held their blooming little ones beneath the heavens.</p> + +<p>After five minutes the whole was over, and nothing remained, save that +in all flowers and eyes the moist radiance trembled, and on the waves +the stars continued to glisten. The children ran after the +wonder-worker, Charles. "All is over outwardly," said Albano, "but not +within us. I am to-day perfectly and peacefully happy; for thou lovest +me, and the whole world, too, is friendly. Art thou, too, happy, Liana?" +She answered, "Still more happy, and I must needs weep for joy if I told +how<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_471" id="Page_471">[Pg 471]</a></span> happy I am." But she was weeping already. "See! drops!" said she, +naively, as he looked upon her, and wiped <i>his</i>, which were the +sprinklings of the rainbow, softly from his cheeks. His lips touched her +holy, tender eye, but the other remained open, and her love looked out +from it at him, and never did her holy soul hover nearer to him.</p> + +<p>After a few minutes this inverted heavenward shower was also over. They +went across the middle of the free gardens to the eastern parts and +gates. How brightly lay the coasts of the future before them, with +thick, high green, and nightingales flying around the shores! Rapture +makes the manly heart more womanly. The voice of his full bosom spoke +but softly to Liana, on whose countenance, turned sidewise and +heavenward, lay a still, pious gratitude; his fiery glance moved but +slowly, and rested on the beautiful world; and he went without hasty +strides around the smallest points of land. The young nightingale whet +her well-fed bill against the twig, and shook herself merrily; the old +one sang a short lullaby, and skipped chanting after fresh food; and +everywhere flew and screamed across each other's paths the children of +spring and their parents. Little white peacocks ran, without their +pride, like little children in the grass. Blissfully floated the swan +between her waves, with the white arch over the eyes that dipped under, +and blissfully hovered the glistening music-fly, like a fixed star, +undisturbed in the air, over a distant, flowery bell. The butterflies, +flying flowers, and the flowers, fettered butterflies, sought and +sheltered each other, and laid their variegated wings to wings; and the +bees exchanged flowers only for blossoms, and the rose which has no +thorns for them they exchanged only for the linden.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_472" id="Page_472">[Pg 472]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Liana," said Albano, "how I love the whole world to-day, on thy +account! I could give the flowers a kiss, and press myself into the very +heart of the full trees; I could not tread in the way of the long chafer +down there." "Should one," she replied, "ever feel otherwise? How can a +human being, I have often thought, who has a mother, and knows her love, +so afflict and rend the heart of a brute mother? But Spener says, we do +not forgive beasts even their virtues." "Let us go to him," said he.</p> + +<p>They came out through the eastern gate on the mountain-way behind the +flute-dell, up to the house of old Spener, which lay in noonday +brightness; but, as they heard loud reading and praying, they chose +rather to walk by at a great distance, in order not to throw so much as +their shadow into his holy heaven.</p> + +<p>They gazed into the fair, still flute-dell, and would fain go directly +in; at length it spoke up to them with one flute. Their friends seemed +to be down below there. The flute continued long to complain, as if +lonely and forsaken; no sisters and no fountains murmured in with it. At +last there rose, panting, in company with the flute, a timid, trembling +singer's voice, struggling forth. It was Rabette, behind the tall +bushes. She stirred both to the depths of the soul, because the poor +creature, with the labor of her helpless voice, was rendering her loved +one the meek sacrifice of obedience. "O my Albano," said Liana, twining +around him with ecstasy, "what sweetness to think that my brother is +happy, and has found peace of soul, and <i>that</i> through thy sister!" "He +deserves all my peace," said he, with emotion; "but we will not disturb +the two, but go back the old way." For Rabette's tones were often cut +short, but it was uncertain whether by fear, or by kisses, or by +emotion.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_473" id="Page_473">[Pg 473]</a></span></p> + +<p>When they came in again through the eastern gate, the songstress and +Charles came out of the green portal to meet them, both with wet eyes. +Charles, stepping impetuously over living beds, and with wandering eyes, +grasped a hand of both with his, and said, "This is, for once in this +rainy world, a day which does not look like a night. Brother, but when +one is so deeply blest, and catches the music of the spheres, the tones +are such as were once heard in token that from Mark Antony his patron +deity, Hercules, was departing." Thus are joys, like other jewels, +mechanical poisons, which only in the distance shine, but, when touched +and swallowed, eat into us. But Albano replied, smiling, "Since thou now +fearest, dear friend, thou hast nothing to fear; for thou art not +perfectly happy. I, however, alas! fear nothing." "Bravo!" said Charles; +"now go into your kitchen, maiden!" He went into the so-called "Temple +of Dreams," but soon hastened after her into the forbidden kitchen.</p> + +<p>Albano visited Liana's spring chamber. Here he painted to himself from +memory that bright Sunday when Liana led him through Lilar, and he let +the past soothingly glimmer into the present; but the latter overpowered +the former with its beams. Out in the garden stood and shone, so it +seemed to him, the pure pillars of his heaven, the supporters of his +temple, the trees; and all that he here saw near him belonged again to +his happiness, Liana's books and pictures and flowers, and every little +mark of her tender hand.</p> + +<p>At last the saint of the Rotunda herself—suffused with a virgin blush +at this nearness and at his blushing—stepped in, to take him away into +the cool dining-room. It was small and dusky, but the heart needs not +for its heaven much space nor many stars therein, if only the star of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_474" id="Page_474">[Pg 474]</a></span> +love has arisen. To the table-talk,—whereby alone an eating becomes a +human one,—and to the jokes,—the finest <i>entremets</i>, the powdered +sugar of conversation,—the children contributed their share, especially +as they, unqualified to ascend from the forbidden <i>thou</i> to <i>you</i>, +always used thou-you at once. The deeply-red Chariton made extracts from +Dian's letters and from the history of her life, and from the surgeon's +bulletins in relation to Pollux's broken arm; she sought to extol the +snow-balls, listened with a half-credulous, half-cunning look to the +Captain, who spun out the sportive marriage-thou toward Rabette into +five acts, and smiled with pleasure just where it was required. +Especially did that music-barrel of all souls, Charles, spin joyously +round; that Jupiter, around whom the eclipses of so many satellites were +always flying, could show a great, serene splendor, when he and others +wished. As often as Albano, according to the old way, would not come to +his tragedy, he drew up the curtain of a comedy. To the good Rabette a +word was as good as a look from him, although she only returned the +latter, so as neither to fall into the <i>Thou</i> nor into the <i>You</i>. +Albano, knit with ears and eyes to one soul, could not produce with his +lips much more than a smile of bliss; he could more easily have made a +hymn than a <i>bon-mot</i>, a grace at meat than a dinner speech. For his +Liana was to-day too affectionate, so contentedly and exhilaratingly did +the sweet maiden look round with such hearty play, acting the chatty, +bantering hostess, that a man who saw it and thought of her firm +death-belief, would only have been so much the more deeply affected by +this dance around the grave with flowers on the head, though he should +remark—or rather for the very reason of his remarking—that she was +here merely carrying on a joke with jocoseness<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_475" id="Page_475">[Pg 475]</a></span> itself for the +sake—according to her new moral funeral arrangement—of sweetening for +her beloved every parting-hour, as well the next as the last of all. But +this was hard to perceive, because in female souls every show easily +becomes reality, whether it be a sad or a gay one.</p> + +<p>How happy was her friend and every good being to think that the saint +pronounced herself blest! And then she became, in turn, still more so. +Thus does the radiance of joy dart to and fro between sympathizing +hearts, as between two mirrors, in growing multiplication, and grows +without end.</p> + + +<h3>72. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The hour of departure came rolling on with swifter and swifter wheels; +more constellations of joy went down than came up. Thus do the blooming +vineyards of life always grow green on the ups and downs of a +mountainous way, never on a smooth plain. The two lovers needed quiet +now, not walks. They took the nearest, the path to the thunder-house. +They stepped into the glimmering vesper-grounds as into a new land; at +mid-day man is awakened from one dream after another, and has always +forgotten and sees things always new. In Albano the golden splendor of +the strings of joy still lingered under the declining sun; he told her +gladly, how often he would visit her at her parents', and how he +certainly hoped to find them friendly. Liana, as a daughter and a lover, +retouched all his hopes with her own. But now she let her hitherto light +heart, which had been rocking itself on the flowers of sport, sink back +upon the solid ground of earnest.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_476" id="Page_476">[Pg 476]</a></span></p> + +<p>When there is peace and fulness in a man, he wishes not to enjoy +anything else but himself; every motion, even of the body, jostles the +full nectar-cup. They hastened out of the loud, lively garden into the +still, dark thunder-house. But when, as if parted from the world, which +lay out around the windows, brightly glistening and far receding, they +stood alone together in the little twilight, and looked upon each +other,—and when Albano's soul became like a sun-drunken mountain at +evening, light, warm, firm, and fair, and Liana's soul like an +up-gushing spring on the mountain, which glides away purely bright and +cool and hidden, and only under the touch of the evening-beam glows in +rosy redness,—and now that these souls had just found each other in the +wide, unharmonious world,—then did a mighty joy thrill through them +like a prayer, and they cast themselves upon each other's hearts, and +glowed and wept and looked upon each other exaltedly in the +embrace;—and, on the Æolian-harp, suddenly the folding doors of an +inspired concert-hall flew open, and outswelling harmonies floated by, +and suddenly again the gates shut to.</p> + +<p>They seated themselves at the breezy eastern window, before which the +mountains of Blumenbühl and Lilar's hills and paths lay in the sunlight. +Around them was evening shade, and all was still, and the Æolian-harp +breathed low. They only looked at each other, and felt joy to their +innermost being that they loved and possessed each other. How +ecstatically did they look, from the protection of this citadel, down +into the sounding, stirring world! Down below the wind blew the blaze of +poppies and tulips far and wide, and in among the heavy, yellow harvest. +The silver-poplars, wearing eternal May-snow, fluttered with uptossing +splendor; a flock of pigeons went<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_477" id="Page_477">[Pg 477]</a></span> rustling away, and dipped into the +blue; and overhead, amid flying clouds, stood those round temples of +God, the mountains, in rows, beside each other, bearing alternate nights +and days; and the pious father stood alone on his hill, and handed his +roe tender branches.</p> + +<p>"Thus may we ever remain!" said Albano, and pressed her dear hand with +both of his to his heart. "Here and hereafter!" said she. "Albano, how +often have I wished thou wert at the same time my female friend, that I +might speak with thee of thyself! Who on the earth knows how I esteem +thee, except myself alone?" "Here and hereafter? Liana, I am happier +than thou, for I alone believe in our <i>long</i> life here," said he, all at +once changed.</p> + +<p>Whatever, now, may have been the reason,—whether that man is not at all +accustomed to be happy in a pure present, severed from all future and +past, because his inner heaven, like the natural one, directly over his +head and close to him, always looks dark-blue, and only round about the +distant horizon radiant; or that there is a bliss so tender and +unearthly as, like the moonshine, to be made too dark by every passing +cloud, whereas a sturdy one, like daylight, can bear the broadest; or +that Albano was too much like men who always in joy feel their powers so +strongly that they would rather kick over the table of the gods than see +a dish or a loaf of the heavenly bread less thereupon, rather be +perfectly miserable than not perfectly happy;—suffice it, he could not +and would not be guilty of longer fear and concealment.</p> + +<p>So, when Liana, instead of answering, only embraced him, and was silent, +because she meant to remain the whole day true to her promise not to +dash the festal tapestry of fair days with a shade of mourning-cloth, +then,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_478" id="Page_478">[Pg 478]</a></span> as if urged on by a strange spirit, he spoke out: "Thou answerest +nothing? Only joys, not sorrows, shall I share? Thou hast not thy veil? +Wilt thou spare <i>me</i> as a weakling? and thee alone shall thy +death-belief continue to oppress? Liana, I will have pangs, too, and all +thine,—tell all!"</p> + +<p>"Truly, I only meant to keep my promise," said she, "and no more. But +what then shall I say to thee, dear?"</p> + +<p>"Dost thou believe, then, that thou art certainly to die after a year, +superstitious one?—heavenly one!" said he.</p> + +<p>"In so far as it is God's will, certainly," said she. "O my good Albano, +how can I help my belief, much as it pains thee too?" And here she could +no longer restrain her tears, and all the crucifixes of memory started +up alive in the fair soul, and bled intensely.</p> + +<p>"God's will?" asked he. "Quite as well might he at this moment +precipitate a winter as an iceberg, into this happy summer. God?" he +repeated, looked up, knelt down, and prayed, "O thou all-loving God—But +thou shalt not die to me!" He turned, as if in anger, towards her, +incapable of continuing his prayer, for the cry of his heart, and wiping +hastily with both hands over his moist face. Now he prayed on, with a +soft, trembling voice: "No, thou all-loving One! kill not this fair, +young life! Leave us together long in purity and in peace."</p> + +<p>She knelt involuntarily at his side;—to-day more exhausted with +pleasures and unknown inner victories, even with long walking, so much +the more intensely struck by a moving reality that she had been spoiled +and softened by moving fancies, and inexpressibly afflicted at Albano's +sorrow;—she could not speak; her head and neck bowed,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_479" id="Page_479">[Pg 479]</a></span> as under a +burden suddenly laid upon them; and thus, as one heavily overclouded by +a whole life, she looked down upon the floor. The embracing death-flood +sounded with one arm around her; then did she see, without looking up, +her Caroline pass by somewhere in bridal dress, and with the white, +gold-spangled veil trailing along far over life; and she saw clearly how +the celestial shape, when Albano begged for her life, shook its head +slowly to and fro. "Cease to pray!" she cried, inconsolably. "But listen +to me, thou cold apparition, and only make <i>him</i> happy!" she prayed, but +she saw nothing more; and, with inexpressible love, she hid her face, +marked all over with the lines of agony, upon his breast.</p> + +<p>Here her brother called up, that the carriage was ready. She threw down +a quick, thin-voiced "Yes." "Must we part?" asked Albano; the fiery rain +of ecstasy had now fallen back into his open soul, in the shape of a +darker rain of ashes; and so he went on without any bounds to his +anguish. "Then have we seen each other for the last time?" and under the +closed eyelid his noble eye wept.</p> + +<p>"No! in the name of the All-gracious, no!" said she, and rose to go. +"Stay!" said he, and she staid, and embraced him again. "But do not +accompany me!" she entreated. "Not!" said he, and held her for some time +as she withdrew, by the tips of the fingers; it pained him so much, when +he saw the sufferings which had been brought upon this still form, that +these white wings of innocence had beaten themselves bloody against his +cliffs and mountain-horns. He drew her again to himself, ere he let her +and his salvation go from him. He looked after her as she slowly stole +down along the sunny mountain, drying her eyes under the twigs, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_480" id="Page_480">[Pg 480]</a></span> +went with bowed head along all the gay, blooming paths of the forenoon's +walk. But he gazed not after, when her carriage rolled away across the +joyous wood; he stood at the eastern window, and saw his childhood's +mountains tremble, because he had forgotten to dry his eyes.</p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px;"> +<img src="images/flowerend.jpg" width="400" height="79" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_180_180" id="Footnote_180_180"></a><a href="#FNanchor_180_180"><span class="label">[180]</span></a> The Titan was originally divided into four volumes.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_181_181" id="Footnote_181_181"></a><a href="#FNanchor_181_181"><span class="label">[181]</span></a> A musical term, meaning the compensation made by +transferring to imperfect concords part of the beauty of the perfect +ones.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_182_182" id="Footnote_182_182"></a><a href="#FNanchor_182_182"><span class="label">[182]</span></a> Every partial development of course works well for the +whole; but only for this reason, because its opposite partial one +balances it in a higher equation and sum total, so that all individual +men are only the limbs of a single giant, such as the Swedenborgian +<i>man</i> is. But in so far as, in one individual, a want arises which helps +out an opposite one in another,—so that the road of humanity plagues +and trips equally much by hills and by hollows,—it will be seen that +every one-sided fulness is, only a cure of the times, not their health; +and that the higher law is, after all, a culture slower in the +individual, but still harmonious; less in amount, indeed, but impartial, +and thereby, in the long run, even more rapid. We always forget that—as +in mechanics power and time are mutual supplements—eternity is the +infinite power.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_183_183" id="Footnote_183_183"></a><a href="#FNanchor_183_183"><span class="label">[183]</span></a> According to Borreux, the engineer, literally only every +thousandth shot from small-arms hits. So is it in all cases; fear death, +and then there stand flower-pots ready to fall from chamber-windows, +lightnings from the blue sky, air-guns going off, polypuses in the +heart, mad dogs, robbers, every gash in the finger, <i>aqua toffana</i>, +proud flesh, &c., in short, all nature—that ever-going, crushing +cochineal-mill—stands with innumerable open scissors of fate round +about thee, and thou hast no consolation, save this, that—nevertheless +people grow eighty years old. Fear impoverishment: then fire, flood, +famine, and war, banditti and revolutions, set upon thee with greedy +claws and fangs; and yet, thou rich man! the poor man—creeping along +under the same birds of prey—becomes at last as rich as thou. March, +therefore, boldly through the slumbering lion-herd of dangers, lying on +the right and left, and go up to the fountain, only do not wantonly wake +them up; of course a hell-god drags down individuals who feared nothing; +but so, too, does a higher God draw up individuals who expected nothing; +and fear and hope are swallowed in one common night.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_184_184" id="Footnote_184_184"></a><a href="#FNanchor_184_184"><span class="label">[184]</span></a> Titan, 13. Cycle.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_185_185" id="Footnote_185_185"></a><a href="#FNanchor_185_185"><span class="label">[185]</span></a> At the court of King Olaus, the royal youth Olo, dressed +as a peasant, offered himself as a champion of the daughter against +robbers. Then did the fire of the eyes and nobleness of form tell as +proof of a high descent; thus did Suanhita, for example, recognize King +Regner in a herdsman's guise by the beauty of his eye and face. The +king's daughter looked searchingly into Olo's flaming eye, and came near +swooning; she essayed a second look, and was senseless; and at the +third, swooned. The divine youth therefore cast his eyelids down but +uncovered his brow and his golden hair and the signs of his rank. See +"The German and his Native Land," by Rosenthal and Karg, Vol. I. pp. +166, 167.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_186_186" id="Footnote_186_186"></a><a href="#FNanchor_186_186"><span class="label">[186]</span></a> For what we call light is only an intenser white. No one +sees, by night, the luminous stream which rushes upward along by the +earth, pouring from the sun upon the full moon.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_187_187" id="Footnote_187_187"></a><a href="#FNanchor_187_187"><span class="label">[187]</span></a> This warmer, tenderer, more timid, ever-praised sex, +living more in the opinion of others than in its own, is poisonously +pierced by a reproach which only pricks <i>us</i> so as to draw a little +blood, as noxious beasts, in warm countries and months, poison, and in +cold ones only wound. Therefore let the girls' schoolmaster consider +that a dose which is satire upon the boy—who, besides, must withstand +opinion—becomes a lampoon, when it lights upon his sister.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_188_188" id="Footnote_188_188"></a><a href="#FNanchor_188_188"><span class="label">[188]</span></a> Poetic name for May.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_189_189" id="Footnote_189_189"></a><a href="#FNanchor_189_189"><span class="label">[189]</span></a> In which were always enclosed letters from Liana to +Albano. Let every one see here, by two examples, how on the harmonica of +love a brother must stand in front as key-bank for the sister, who would +reach the bells. There should, therefore, always be a couple of couples, +diametrically connected in sisterhood and affection.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_190_190" id="Footnote_190_190"></a><a href="#FNanchor_190_190"><span class="label">[190]</span></a> "Such a character," writes Hafenreffer in this +connection, "were desirable for romancing Kotzebues, for they, as he +always will, according to his nature, create and raise the dignity of +the situation by the accidental place thereof, might, under the cloak of +his personality, humor entirely their own and disguise the weakness of +the poet under the weakness of the hero." Methinks this is, so far as a +biographer of romancers can decide, very striking.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_191_191" id="Footnote_191_191"></a><a href="#FNanchor_191_191"><span class="label">[191]</span></a> Tiring-women.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_481" id="Page_481">[Pg 481]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 550px;"> +<img src="images/shieldstart.jpg" width="550" height="131" alt="" title="" /> +</div> +<h2>SIXTEENTH JUBILEE.</h2> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">The Sorrows of a Daughter.</span></p> + + +<h3>73. CYCLE.</h3> + +<div class="drop"> +<img src="images/c.jpg" width="100" height="109" alt="C" class="cap" /> +<p class="cap_2">Clouds like these last consisted with Albano less of falling drops than +of settling dust. His life was yet a hothouse, and stood therefore +toward the sunny side. Every day brought a new apology for the absent +sweetheart, till at last she needed one no longer. But still he gave to +every day its letter of indulgence for her silence; by and by they grew +into letters of respite (moratories); finally, when she never let +anything at all be heard or read from her; then he began to re-examine +the afore-said apologies, and strike out many things therein.</p></div> + +<p>Quite as little could he find for himself, or for a note, a way of +access to her. Even the Captain had been gone for some days on a journey +to Haarhaar. With faint hands he held the heavy, drained cup of joy, +which, when empty, weighs the heaviest. The wild hypotheses which man in +such a case trots<a name="FNanchor_192_192" id="FNanchor_192_192"></a><a href="#Footnote_192_192" class="fnanchor">[192]</a> through him—as in this, for instance, that of +Liana's being sick, having caught cold, her imprisonment, absence on a +journey—are, in their alternation and value, to be compared with +nothing, except with the quite as great wildness and number of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_482" id="Page_482">[Pg 482]</a></span> the +plans which he enlists and dismisses,—that of abduction, of hate, of a +duel, of despair.</p> + +<p>The terrible motionless time had no gnomon on its dial-plate. He stood +as near his fate as man does to his dreams, without being able to +recognize or prepare for its form, any more than one can for that which +dreams will take. He went often into the city, through all whose streets +there was riding, running, and driving, because they were about bringing +and nailing together the beams for the grandest throne-scaffolding, on +which the princely bride at her introductory compliment in the land, +might look round the farthest; but he heard nothing there of his own +bride, except that she quite often visited the picture-gallery with the +Minister.</p> + +<p>Hereby two distressing hypotheses, that of her sickness, and that of her +being at war with her family, seemed to lose their stings. The best, +though the hardest thing was, to go straight to the Minister, as to +Vesuvius, in order there to have the fairest prospect. He visited the +Vesuvius. In fact this volcano was never more still and green. He asked +after everything, and expressed himself upon much which immediately +concerned the marriage festival; nor did he seek to conceal his hopes +and wishes that the Count would help welcome the admirable bride.</p> + +<p>At last the latter, too, must venture to unfold <i>his</i> hopes and wishes +about the ladies. The Minister replied, with uncommon pleasantness, that +the two had just carried back the "charming Mademoiselle von Wehrfritz" +to Blumenbühl; and indulged himself forthwith in a eulogium of that +"unsophisticated nature." Albano soon took his leave, but much happier +than when he came. A few street-lamps<a name="FNanchor_193_193" id="FNanchor_193_193"></a><a href="#Footnote_193_193" class="fnanchor">[193]</a> certainly were now burning on +his path.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_483" id="Page_483">[Pg 483]</a></span></p> +<p>But in the morning he fell into a little obscure alley, where there was +not a single one; in other words, Rabette, the little reindeer, came +running to Lilar, as she yesterday had to Pestitz,—for what is a race +of a mile to a country-girl, else than a simple <i>Allemande</i>?<a name="FNanchor_194_194" id="FNanchor_194_194"></a><a href="#Footnote_194_194" class="fnanchor">[194]</a>—and +shook and shook her heart before him, even to its very ears, but nothing +fell out of it except pleasant images, a few heavens, a complete +wedding-day, a couple of parents-in-law, and a Captain's wife. "The +Minister had been so courteous toward me, but—the mother afterward +still more so toward my parents; and they have mentioned and praised the +Captain so much,—in short, they of course know all, my glorious, +heartily-loved brother!" said she,—but of Liana she had nothing to +bring to her glorious brother, except a bill of her health; her joyous +eye had not turned toward any dark region whatever. "We were not alone a +minute, that is the reason of it," she added, and came again upon the +subject of her Captain, whom the Minister had sent out on the Haarhaar +road, as chief marshal of the escort of the Princess; yet she referred +him to the illumination night in Lilar, when she and Liana, and the +parents on both sides, had arranged to be there. Thou good creature! who +is so cruel as to begrudge thee the glittering ring of joy, which thou +contemplatest on thy brown and hard-boiled hand, and who does not fondly +wish that its stones may never fall out?</p> + +<p>Soon after, the brother of the past festivals flew to the heart of the +deserted one,—Charles. He repeated almost exactly Rabette's deposition, +although not her rapture; he said,—but without special emotion,—that +his father actually threw him the brotherly hand kiss through<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_484" id="Page_484">[Pg 484]</a></span> several +rooms, distinguished and designated him quite particularly, and kindly +made use of him for business purposes; and all this merely since he had +become acquainted with his love for Rabette, and the silent assent of +the parents; for with his father, though the heart was of no account, +yet Rabette's fief was, especially as one could not trust, with all the +romantic stock-jobbing of his heart, that he would not himself one day +realize the poorest result.</p> + +<p>With a sighing breast, which would gladly have imparted more to an +expecting one, Charles merely related that he had found Liana well and +quiet, but not alone for one minute. The association of another's want +with his own open, rich fortune was, so Albano believed, the fair, +tender reason why Charles glided with such cool, fleeting pleasure over +the parental benediction of his soul's bond. O, how he loved him at this +moment! Could he have loved him ever so much more, he would have done +it, though Liana had been actually lost to the sum of his happiness, +merely to show himself and him that holy friendship wants no third heart +in order to love a second.</p> + +<p>This cloud of silence lay fixed for weeks, and grew more and more dark +around his fairest heights; and the guiltless one went round and round +through the darkness in a circle of contradictions. How must this youth +have harassed himself when he thought, as he soon did, that the parents +would, in all probability, reject an alliance with him, as he, indeed, +thought himself obliged rather to forget than to reciprocate their +advances, and that they might sacrifice two hearts to political +heartlessness; or when he let fall upon the innocent Liana the suspicion +of giving way before parental assaults, which suspicion received +reinforcement from the past through the conjecture<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_485" id="Page_485">[Pg 485]</a></span> that she had +embraced him rather in poetical enthusiasm and from goodness, and more +with wings than with arms, and that, in fact, accustomed to such long +submissions, she could hardly distinguish sacrifices and inclinations, +and might take one for the other; or when, as he soon and oftenest did, +he turned the point of all these weapons against his own breast, and +asked himself why he had such a firm confidence in friendship, and such +a wavering one in love. Then this reproach led him to a second, upon +every previous one, which he had cast upon the good soul merely for the +sake, according to the proselyting system and reforming mania which men +exercise more upon their wives than upon their friends, of melting her +down for his own mould. This last he might rue; as Holberg<a name="FNanchor_195_195" id="FNanchor_195_195"></a><a href="#Footnote_195_195" class="fnanchor">[195]</a> observes +that men do not keep estates so well as women, because the former are +always wanting to improve them more than the latter; on the same ground, +also, lovers spoil women more than these do them.</p> + +<p>For the sake merely of getting more expeditiously from the tedious +tribunal of the future his sentence of death, or a more agreeable +document, he went again to the ministerial house. He was again smilingly +received by the Minister, and seriously by the mother; and, in reply to +his question, Liana was not quite well. He laid before old Schoppe (who +now pressed his friendship upon him more warmly, and who, for some time +near the dissecting-knife of the Doctor, had not studied any other heart +than that which was to be spattered to pieces and prepared) a short +question about the Doctor's visits at the Minister's. How was he +astonished when he heard that no one out of the house any longer made +any visits to it,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_486" id="Page_486">[Pg 486]</a></span> (while Liana, quite blooming, went into all circles,) +except merely the Lector, who made very frequent ones!</p> + +<p>He well comprehended that only the Medusa's-heads of the parents could +turn the softest heart into stone against him; but even this he found +not right. He boldly demanded that she should love him more than her +parents, "not from egotism," said he to himself, "not on my account, but +on her own." A lover wishes a great, indescribable love, of which he +thinks himself always only the accidental and unworthy object, merely +for the sake of tendering the highest himself.</p> + +<p>Even the silent Lector, who generally placed all newly rising lights +behind light-shades and fire-screens, communicated unbidden to the Count +the novel tidings that Liana would be, under the administration of the +coming Princess, something—<a name="FNanchor_196_196" id="FNanchor_196_196"></a><a href="#Footnote_196_196" class="fnanchor">[196]</a>maid of honor. His old jealous +suspicion of Augusti's wishes or relations allowed him no answer to +that.</p> + +<p>Now his spirit manned itself, and he wrote straight to the soul that +belonged to him, and sent the letter to her brother for delivery. The +latter came the next day, but seemed to him not to have any answer yet, +because he would otherwise have given it with the first greeting. +Charles introduced him to the Haarhaar court, where he had lately been; +said every nerve there had on jack-boots, and every heart a +hoop-petticoat; then went on to eulogize the youngest, but most +unpopular Princess, <i>Idoine</i>; declared she possessed, in addition to all +her other advantages,—for instance, purity, kindness, decision of +character, which even on the throne selects for itself<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_487" id="Page_487">[Pg 487]</a></span> its own lot and +life,—the further grace of amiableness, since even the princely bride, +who loved no one else, hung upon her heart, and—last, not least—the +advantage of a very deceptive similarity to Liana.</p> + +<p>"Has Liana received my letter yet?" asked Albano. Charles handed it back +to him. "By Heaven!" said he, ardently, and yet ambiguously, "I could +not get it to her just now. But, brother, canst thou believe, only for +one minute, that she does not remain forever most thine?" "I do not +believe anything at all!" said Albano, offended, and tore his leaf on +the spot into little bits no bigger than the letters. "Only <i>we</i> will," +he continued, with a tone of emotion, "remain, as we are, firm as iron, +and flexible as iron when it comes out of the furnace." The deeply +touched friend sought to console him with the following: "Only wait, I +pray, the illumination evening;<a name="FNanchor_197_197" id="FNanchor_197_197"></a><a href="#Footnote_197_197" class="fnanchor">[197]</a> then she will speak with thee. She +must certainly appear, and thou wilt wonder in what character, and for +whom." He nodded silently; he easily gathered her part from her +resemblance to Idoine, and from her expected office at court. But what +help was it to his fortune?</p> + +<p>With the return of his note, which he despatched against his pride, that +same pride came back in renewed strength. Now was a hot seal stamped on +Albano's bleeding lip; he had now nothing for and before him, except +time, which was now his poison, and would by and by, as he hoped, be his +antidote. Nothing was ever master over his sense of honor, when it was +once roused. He could look forward to a scaffold on which blood spurted +out, but he could not look upon a pillory where, under the heavy, +poisonous, murderous pain of scorn and self-contempt, a downcast, +distracted face hung on the sinful breast.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_488" id="Page_488">[Pg 488]</a></span></p> +<p>Charles sometimes approached with a few lights the long night-like +riddle; but Albano, however much he wished them, staggered him by +opposition, and sought not even to hear him, much less to ask him +questions. So he lay on hard, youthful, thorny rose-buds, which a single +hour can open into tender roses. Victories beget victories, as defeats +do defeats; he found now, if not a complete relief from the emotions +which besieged him, nevertheless a mountain-fortification against them, +provisioned for a little eternity, in the shape of an astronomical +observatory. With an entire and firmly collected soul he threw himself +upon theoretical astronomy, in order not to see daylight, and upon +practical astronomy in order not to see night. The watch-tower stood +indeed upon a mountain intermediate between the city and Blumenbühl, and +commanded a view of both; but he cast his eyes only upon the +constellations, not upon those rosy-red spots of the earth, where they +now could have sucked out of the cold flower-cups only water instead of +honey. Thus amid the festive preparations in Lilar did he go armed to +meet the long delaying evening when the presence of the fairest soul +should either bless or destroy him, vainly looking from time to time at +the distant telegraph of his destiny, which was constantly moving, +uncertain whether with peaceful or hostile significance.</p> + + +<h3>74. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>To remove the seals from the enrolled acts of the foregoing history for +the purpose of looking into it,—or to push back the blinds and shove up +the windows of the same,—or to uncover so many covered ways and +vehicles,—or, in fine, the whole matter,—all that is mere<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_489" id="Page_489">[Pg 489]</a></span> +metaphors,—and the most inappropriate ones, too,—which cannot serve +any other purpose than only to hold off still longer and more tediously +the long-expected solution, which they would fain describe; much rather +and better, methinks, will the whole war and peace position in the +ministerial palace be at once freely laid bare as follows:—</p> + +<p>Herr Von Froulay had, as has been already mentioned, come home from +Haarhaar with a <i>Belle-vue</i> in his face, and with a <i>mon-plaisir</i> in his +heart (provided these tropes do not seem more elaborate than exquisite). +He told his lady openly, what had hitherto detained and enchanted him so +long,—the future Princess, who had conceived for him a more than +ordinary fancy. He threw a full, glorifying light on her enriched +understanding,—he never praised anything beyond this in +ladies,<a name="FNanchor_198_198" id="FNanchor_198_198"></a><a href="#Footnote_198_198" class="fnanchor">[198]</a>—as well as a faint streak of shade upon his own <i>her's</i>; +and pronounced himself fortunate in the possession of a person whose +fine, persistent coquetry (he said) he for his part could recommend as a +model, and whose attachment he, in fact, (that he pretended not to +conceal,) reciprocated half-way, but only half-way, for it was perfectly +true, what the Duke of Lauzun<a name="FNanchor_199_199" id="FNanchor_199_199"></a><a href="#Footnote_199_199" class="fnanchor">[199]</a> asserted: in order to keep the love +of Princesses, one must just hold them in right hard and short. In the +old man accordingly there shoots up, as we see, quite late,—not unlike +the case of fresh teeth,—which oftentimes old men do not cut till they +are nonagenarians,—a lover's heart beneath the star; only it is more to +be wished than hoped, he will especially play the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_490" id="Page_490">[Pg 490]</a></span> ridiculous in the +matter. For as he all the week long holds the helm of state, either on +the rower's bench, to keep it in motion, or on the cabinet-maker's +bench, to trim it down into a fine and light shape for the Prince; the +consequence is, he is so tired when Saturday comes, that no Virgil and +no tempest could persuade him—and though his feet had not more steps to +take for the purpose than the number of feet in Virgil's hexameter, or +of commandments in the Decalogue of Moses—to accompany a Dido out of +the storm into the nearest cave. He does no such thing. He remains quite +as free from sentimental and pathetic love as from sensual, especially +as he apprehends that the former would in the end entangle him in the +latter, because like a minor-tone it has quite a different returning +scale from its ascending one. The ironical and stinging element in the +man made every marriage—even that of souls—to him as well as to other +world's people as disagreeable in the end as the spines of the hedgehogs +make theirs. He lays up, therefore, in the future for the Princess only +a cold, politic, coquettish, courtly love, such as she herself haply +has, and such as he has occasion for, in order less to gain her than to +gain from her, and to gain first of all the entire Prince. I promise +myself cosmopolitan readers, who, I hope, find no offence to this +personage in Froulay's partiality for his lady; for so soon as the +court-preacher has but once laid his joining hand on the Princess, then +has this house-steward made, as it were, the cut in the pea-hen,<a name="FNanchor_200_200" id="FNanchor_200_200"></a><a href="#Footnote_200_200" class="fnanchor">[200]</a> +and she can then be taken off untouched, and be feasted on in other +places.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_491" id="Page_491">[Pg 491]</a></span></p><p>I have already (in the second volume) intimated the anxiety of the +Minister's lady lest the Minister, if he should (in this volume) come +back and not find Liana at home, should chafe; but, contrary to +expectation, he approved; her use of the country air-bath fell in +exactly with his design of sending her into the vapor-bath of the court +atmosphere. He told her mother that it by no means displeased him that +she should now be entirely well, since the new Princess would select her +for her maid of honor, whenever he should say the word. He could not for +three minutes see a sceptre or a sceptrelet lying by him without proving +its polarity for himself, and either attracting or repelling something +with it. As the famous theologian, Spener,—a predecessor of our +Spener,—prayed to God so beautifully thrice a day for his friends, one +finds with similar pleasure that the courtier daily prays a little for +his friends before his god, the Prince, and seeks to obtain something.</p> + +<p>The Minister's lady, never opposing his changeable plans in the sketch, +but only in the execution, easily became reconciled with his latest one, +because it at least seemed rather to stand in no auxiliary relation to +the old one of the bethrothal to Bouverot.</p> + +<p>One evening, unfortunately, the fatal, anxious Lector—who pasted the +smallest visiting-card to a Fulda's historic chart—arrived in her +presence with his packet-ship, and came ashore having under his two arms +the state and imperial advertisements of her two children; he had one of +them under each; and yet why do I fly out upon the man? Could a +double-romance, especially when played in the open air, remain better +concealed than a single one?</p> + +<p>Her astonishment can be compared with the greater<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_492" id="Page_492">[Pg 492]</a></span> astonishment of her +husband, who happened to have just been screwing on in the third chamber +his tin ear,—made by Schropp of Magdeburg,—in order to listen to the +servants, and who now caught a number of things. Nevertheless, the +double-ear, with the broad meshes of its nocturnal lark-net, had only +fished up from Augusti's low, whispering, courtly lips single, long, +proper names,—such as Roquairol and Zesara. Hardly had the soft-spoken +Lector gone out, when he stepped gayly into the chamber, with his ear in +his hand, and demanded of her a report of the reports. He held +it beneath his dignity either to patch up or disguise his +suspicion,—which, even in the friendliest and gayest mood, would never +shut its Argus ears and eyes,—or to dissemble his eavesdropping, with +so much as a syllable or a blush of shame; the fair lilies of the most +colorless impudence were not painted, but branded on him. The Minister's +lady immediately seized upon the female expedient, of telling the +truth—half-way; namely, the agreeable truth of Roquairol's +well-received advances at the house of Wehrfritz, whose estate and +provincial directorship had been cast into a very fitting shape for a +father-in-law. Meanwhile the Minister had seen in his lady's face the +mourning-border around this pleasant notification-document, far too +clearly and broadly not to inquire about that prominent word "Zesara," +which his delicate tin searcher had also caught up, but he inquired in +vain; for the mother held her good daughter too dear to set this wolf on +the scent for her into her Eden; she hoped to get her out of it in a +gentler way, by a divine voice and angels; and so evaded his question.</p> + +<p>But the wolf now ran farther on in his track; he got the gout in his +stomach,—so it was reported to Dr.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_493" id="Page_493">[Pg 493]</a></span> Sphex,—demanded of him speedy aid, +and also some intelligence of his tenant, the Count. Doctor and Madam +Sphex had already a grudge against the inflated youth; through their +four juvenile envoys, as <i>enfans perdus</i> in every sense, as four +hearing-organs of every city rumor, much might be brought in on +advice-yachts from Blumenbühl and Lilar. In short, the auricular organs +fitted in so well to those of others, that Froulay, in a few days, was +in a situation to ask, with his lily brow, the Greek woman for a letter +to his son, which he offered to take along with him.</p> + +<p>He found one, which he broke open with great joy, without, however, +finding anything therein from Albano's or Liana's hand, but only some +stupid allusion of Rabette to that couple, which, to the Minister, were +as much as if, with his sharp exciseman's-probes, he had bored into +Liana's heart and lighted upon contraband there. Without any long, +slavish copying of the former seal, he set a second upon the letter, and +went away enlightened by it.</p> + +<p>We can all follow him, when we have detained ourselves only a few +minutes for his justification, with my</p> + + +<h4><i>Apology and Defence<a name="FNanchor_201_201" id="FNanchor_201_201"></a><a href="#Footnote_201_201" class="fnanchor">[201]</a> in the Matter of the Second Seal upon Letters +in State Affairs.</i></h4> + +<p>Whether the examination of other people's letters pertains to old +Froulay as minister or father,—(although the latter presupposes the +former, the father of the country implying every other father and his +own too,)—I will not decide, except by the parenthesis just inserted. +The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_494" id="Page_494">[Pg 494]</a></span> state which tackles on the post-horses before letters has, it +should seem, the right to examine more narrowly, under the closed visor +of the seal, these not so much <i>blind</i> as blinding <i>passengers</i>,<a name="FNanchor_202_202" id="FNanchor_202_202"></a><a href="#Footnote_202_202" class="fnanchor">[202]</a> in +order to know whether it is not using its horses in the service of its +enemies. The state, an ever-drawing light-magnet, means certainly only +to have light in the case, and particularly light upon all light in +general; it requires only the naked truth, without cover or covering. +All that rides and fares through its gates must, though it were dressed +in a surtout, just open its <i>red</i> mouth, and say what name and business.</p> + +<p>As the common soldier must first show his letters to his officer, the +garrison-soldier of the Bastile to the governor, the monk his to the +prior, the American colonist his to the Dutchman,<a name="FNanchor_203_203" id="FNanchor_203_203"></a><a href="#Footnote_203_203" class="fnanchor">[203]</a>—in order that he +may burn them up, if they find fault with him,—so, surely, can no +statesman, whether he regards the state as a barrack, or as an +Engelsburg, or as a <i>monasterium duplex</i>, or as a <i>European possession +in Europe</i>, deny it the right to keep all its letters as open as bills +of lading, patents of nobility, bills of sale, and apostolic epistles +are. The only mistake is, that it does not get hold of the letters +before they are enveloped and sealed. That is immoral enough; for it +necessitates the government to open and shut,—to draw the letter out of +the case, and put it back again, as the cook with pains turns the snail +out of his shell, and then, when he is once taken off from the fire, +shoves him back again into it, to serve him up therein.</p> + +<p>This last is the point of the compass and cardinal wind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_495" id="Page_495">[Pg 495]</a></span> which is to +guide us onward; for universally acknowledged as it is, just as custom +and observance are, that the government, on the same ground on which it +opens the <i>last</i> will, must have the power to unseal also the last but +one, and the one before that, and finally the very first, before its +heir can do it, and that a prince must be able still more readily to +bring servants' letters into the same deciphering chancery (and into +their antechamber, the unsealing chamber), wherein the letters of +princes and legates fly open before the caper-spurge,<a name="FNanchor_204_204" id="FNanchor_204_204"></a><a href="#Footnote_204_204" class="fnanchor">[204]</a> nevertheless +the cork-drawing of letters,—the joint seal, the vicariate seal, the +laborious imitation of the L. S., or <i>loco sigilli</i>,—all this is +something very annoying and almost detestable; out of the wrong a right +must therefore be made by constitutional repetition.</p> + +<p>Something of the kind might be brought about, I flatter myself, if it +were commanded to write letters only on stamp-paper. An inspecting and +stamping office appointed for that purpose would then read everything +over beforehand.</p> + +<p>Or one might prohibit in future all private seals, just as they do +mint-stamps for private coin. A seal-department would then interfere, +with full rights, and seal up, as they now do the legacies of the +deceased, so in that case those of the living.</p> + +<p>Or—which is perhaps preferable—an epistolary <i>censorship</i> must +commence. Unprinted newspapers, <i>nouvelles à la main</i>,<a name="FNanchor_205_205" id="FNanchor_205_205"></a><a href="#Footnote_205_205" class="fnanchor">[205]</a>—that is, +letters,—can never, inasmuch as they divulge still greater mysteries, +demand a greater freedom of censorship than printed newspapers; +especially<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_496" id="Page_496">[Pg 496]</a></span> as every letter, now-a-days, so easily becomes a circular, +going everywhere. A catalogue of prohibited letters (<i>index +expurgandarum</i>) would always be, in that case, a <i>word to +correspondents</i>.</p> + +<p>Or let the postmasters be put under oath that they will be faithful +referendaries of whatever they find weighty or considerable in the +letters, which, before despatching, they have laid in the mental +letter-balance, and closed again, with the hope, according to the +Leibnitzian principle of the non-distinguishable seal, of speeding them +far and wide.</p> + +<p>If the State finds all these ways of reading and closing letters new and +difficult, then it may go on in its own way—of opening them.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Froulay flew, laughing, to his lady, and assured her her falsehood +towards him was no news to him at all. Her present plan, merely to work +against Herr von Bouverot and himself, he understood full well. Hence it +was that Rabette had had to come in, and the daughter to go out. +Meanwhile he would show the hypocrite and bigot, or whoever it might be, +that she had not merely a mother, but a father too. "She must +immediately come home; <i>je la ferai damer,<a name="FNanchor_206_206" id="FNanchor_206_206"></a><a href="#Footnote_206_206" class="fnanchor">[206]</a> mais sans vous et sans +M. le Compte</i>," he concluded, with an allusion to the office of +court-dame.</p> + +<p>But the Minister's lady began, in accordance with her vehement contempt +of his projects and powers, with that coldness which would have more +exasperated every ardent one than this cold one, to say to him that she +must needs disapprove and oppose Liana's and the Count's love still more +than he did; that she had merely, in an excessive<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_497" id="Page_497">[Pg 497]</a></span> and otherwise never +disappointed confidence in Liana's openness of soul, believed her rather +than herself, and, notwithstanding so many signs of Albano's partiality, +let her go to Blumenbühl; that she would, however, give him her word on +the spot to act with as much energy and spirit against the Count as +against the German gentleman, and that she was, as surely as she knew +Liana, almost certain of the easiest and happiest result.</p> + +<p>Of course this was unexpected to him and—incredible, especially after +the previous concealment; only the finest man's soul distinguishes in +the female the blending boundaries of self-deception and wilful +delusion, weakness and deceit, accident and intent; besides, the +Minister's lady was one of those women whom one must first love in order +to know them, a case which is generally reversed. He readily accepted on +the one hand the confession of her agreement and co-operation,—merely +for the sake, hereafter, of turning it as a weapon against her;—but he +could not conceal, on the other hand, that <i>there again</i> (that was +always his phrase) she had, according to her own confession, neglected +to watch over her children from a want of jealousy. He retained the +habit, when an open-hearted soul showed him its breaches, of marching in +upon it through those breaches, as if he himself had made them. The +penitent who knelt before him for forgiveness he would crush still +lower, and instead of the key of absolution draw forth the hammer of the +law.</p> + +<p>I owe it here to the Spaniards, who will one day become acquainted with +me through miserable translations,<a name="FNanchor_207_207" id="FNanchor_207_207"></a><a href="#Footnote_207_207" class="fnanchor">[207]</a> and to the Austrian knighthood +of the Golden Fleece, who perhaps read the original in a counterfeit +edition, to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_498" id="Page_498">[Pg 498]</a></span> assign the reasons why the house of Froulay did not bespeak +feasts of joy—instead of court-mourning—on the occasion of these +advances by a son of their order, a Spanish Grandee, who often lays upon +himself a German princely sceptre as a yardstick to measure himself +withal. For every Spaniard must have hitherto wondered about this.</p> + +<p>I answer every nation. The Froulays had, in the first place, nothing +against the union except the—certainty of separation; since on the same +ground, which the Knights of the Fleece and the Spaniards have opposed +to me, old Gaspard de Zesara can in no wise suffer a bridge to be thrown +over from his Gothard to the Jungfrau [virgin]. Secondly, on this very +ground the Minister could oppose to this romantic love a much older, +wiser, which he bore toward the German gentleman and his moneys and +<i>liaisons</i>, as well as the old grudge of the Knight of the Fleece. +Thirdly, the Minister's lady had, beside these same grounds,—and +besides several in favor of the Lector, perhaps,—one quite decisive +one, and that was, she could not endure the Count; not merely and solely +for the reason that she discovered a painful similarity between him and +her son, and even husband, in pride, in excitability, in the +characteristic fierceness of genius against poor married women, in want +of religious humility and devoutness; but the principal reason why she +could not well endure him was this: that she could not bear him. As the +system of Predestination sentences some men to hell, whether they +afterward deserve heaven or not, so a woman never takes back an enmity +to which she has once doomed any one, all that country and city, God, +time, and the individual's virtues may say to the contrary, +notwithstanding.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_499" id="Page_499">[Pg 499]</a></span></p> + +<p>In the treaty of peace, concluding the usual chamber-war, the following +private articles were adjusted between the married couple: The Count +must be, on the Father's and Director's account, treated with the most +courtly consideration, and shoved aside,—and Liana gently and gradually +drawn away from Wehrfritz's house,—the whole dissolution of the +engagement must seem to happen of itself without parental interference, +merely through the breaking off of the daughter,—and the whole affair +remain a mystery. Froulay hoped to keep the whole interlude or episode +concealed from Liana's earlier-intended, the German gentleman, +particularly as he, just now, in August, was more at the card-tables of +the baths than at home.</p> + +<p>So it stood; and into this cold, awful pass the friendly Liana moved on, +when on that warm living Sunday she left the blessed, open Lilar. +Refined and sanctified by joy,—for every Paradise was to her a +purifying Purgatory,—she came nobly to her mother's bosom, without +remarking the strange seriousness of the reception by reason of the +earnest warmth of her own. Her easy confession of the garden-company +opened the trying scene,—almost in the <i>coulisse</i>. For the mother, who +would fain have begun otherwise, had to mount the thunder-car at once, +in order to thunder and lighten against such incomprehensible +forgetfulness of female propriety; and yet she held in the +thunder-steeds in mid-career, in order to enjoin upon Liana immediately, +as the Minister might come any moment, a perfect silence on the subject +of to-day's garden-party. Now she cast the deepest strengthening shade +upon her previous mute falsehood towards a mother; for she arbitrarily +transposed in her story the sowing and blossoming time of this love, +even into the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_500" id="Page_500">[Pg 500]</a></span> days preceding the journey to the country. How did the +warm soul shudder at the possibility of such an unkindness! She led her +mother as far as she could up along the pure, light pearl-brook of her +history and love, and told all that we know, but without giving much +satisfaction, because she left out precisely the main point; for, out of +forbearance toward her mother, she felt obliged to let the apparition of +Caroline, who in the beginning had been the image-stormer of her love +and then its inspiring muse and bride's-maid, together with the +death-certificate of the future, remain out of sight in the narration.</p> + +<p>She held, with fervent pressure, her mother's hand amidst more and more +cheerful assurances, how she had always been disposed to tell her +everything; she thought hopingly, she needed to save nothing but her +<i>open</i> heart. O thou hast more to save, thy warm, thy whole and living +heart! Her mother now, from old habit, half believing her, found fault +with nothing more than the whole affair, its impropriety, impossibility, +folly. "O good mother," said Liana, simply remaining tender under the +harsh picturing of the future Albano; "O he is not such, assuredly not!" +Quite as tenderly did she far overlook the darkly-sketched future +refusal of Don Gaspard, because to her faith the earth was only a +blooming grave-mound hanging in the ether. "Ah!" said she, meaning how +little time she was for this world, "our love is not so important!" Her +mother took this word and the whole gentleness of her resistance, as +preludes of an easy victory.</p> + +<p>At this moment Albano's father-in-law came in with a kettle-drum, +alarm-bell, fire-drum, and rattlesnake, in his girdle, in order +therewith to make himself audible. First he inquired,—for he had been +listening in vain,—in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_501" id="Page_501">[Pg 501]</a></span> very exasperated manner, of the Minister's +lady, where she had stowed away his ear (it was the tin duplicate ear, +wherein, as in a Venetian lion's-head, all mysteries and accusations of +the whole service and family met); he said, he had a little occasion for +it just now, particularly since the newest "adventures of his worthy +daughter there." The Siamese physicians begin the healing of a patient +with treading upon him, which they call softening. In a similar manner +Froulay loved to soften, by way of moral pre-cure; and accordingly +began, with the above-mentioned speaking-machines in his girdle, to +declare his sentiments explicitly on the subject of degenerate children; +upon their arts and artifices; and upon intrigues behind fathers' backs +(so that no father can accompany a volume of love-poems with a prose +preface); backed up many points with the strongest political grounds, +which all had reference to himself and his interest, and wound up with a +little cursing.</p> + +<p>Liana heard him calmly, as one already accustomed to such daily +returning equinoctial storm-bursts, without any other emotion, except +that she often raised her downcast eye pityingly upon him, out of tender +sympathy for the paternal dissatisfaction. In a calm he became loudest. +"You will see to it, madam," said he, "that to-morrow forenoon she sends +the Count what she has of his, together with a farewell, and notifies +him of her new office, as an easy excuse; thou art to be court-dame to +the reigning Princess, although thou didst not deserve that I should +labor for thee!"</p> + +<p>"That is hard!" cried Liana, with breaking heart, falling upon her +mother. He supposed she meant the separation from Albano, not from her +mother, and asked, angrily: "Why?" "Father, I would so gladly," said +she,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_502" id="Page_502">[Pg 502]</a></span> and turned only her face away from the embrace, "die near my +mother!" He laughed; but the Minister's lady herself shut to the +hell-gates upon the flames which he still would fain have vomited forth, +and assured him it was enough, Liana would certainly obey her parents, +and she herself would be surety for it. The preacher of the law came +down his pulpit-stairs with an audible ejaculation about a better +security, calling back, as he went, that his ear must be produced +to-morrow, and though he should have to search for it in all chests and +cupboards.</p> + +<p>The mother kept silence now, and let her daughter softly weep on her +neck; to both, after this drought of the soul, the draught of love was +refreshment and medicine. They came out of each other's arms with +cheered spirits, but both with entirely delusive hopes.</p> + + +<h3>75. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>A hard, black morning; only the outward atmospheric morning was +dark-blue; there was nothing loud and stormy, except perchance the +swarms of bees in the linden-thicket; the heaven's ether seemed to +flutter away high over the stony streets, so as to settle down low in +the bright open Lilar upon all hill-tops and tree-tops, and, blue as +peacock's plumage, to play its hues over the twigs.</p> + +<p>Liana found on her writing-table a billet, folded in large quarto, +wherein the Minister, ever-working, like a heart, sought even at this +early hour of the morning, before raising out of the public documents +for the several administration and exchequer counsellors the transient +tempests which were necessary to fruitfulness, to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_503" id="Page_503">[Pg 503]</a></span> descend upon his +shuddering daughter with a cold morning rain-gust. In the decretal +letter referred to, he developed more in detail, upon a sheet and a half +what he had meant yesterday,—separation on the spot; and offered six +grounds of separation,—first, his uncongenial relation with the Knight +of the Fleece; secondly, her own and the Count's youth; thirdly, the +approaching place of court-dame; fourthly, that she was his daughter, +and this the first sacrifice to which he, her father, for all his +previous ones, had ever laid claim; fifthly, she might perceive, by his +indulgent "Yes," to the love of her brother, whose apparent improvement +he held out to her as a model, that he lived and cared only for the +welfare of his children; sixthly, he would send her to Fort * * * to his +brother, the commandant, in case she were refractory, by way of exiling, +punishing, and bringing her round; and neither weeping, nor falling at +feet, nor mother, nor hell should bend him; and he gave her three days' +time for reflection.</p> + +<p>Mutely, and with wet eyes, she handed to her who had been hitherto her +comforter the heavy sheet. But the comforter had become a judge: "What +wilt thou do?" said the Minister's lady. "I will suffer," said Liana, +"in order that <i>he</i> may not suffer; how could I so sorely sin against +him?" The mother, whether actually under the old notion of her easy +conversion, or from dissimulation, took that "He" for the father, and +asked: "Say'st thou nothing of me?" Liana blushed at the substitution, +and said: "Ah! poor me, I will not indeed be happy,—only true!" How had +she during this night prayingly lived and wept amidst the fearful wars +of all her inner angels! A love so guiltless, consecrated by her holy +friend in heaven,—a fidelity so exceedingly abridged by early<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_504" id="Page_504">[Pg 504]</a></span> death; +so sound-hearted a youth, shooting up with high, fruit-bearing summit +heavenward, whom not even ghostly voices could scare or allure out of +his faithful childhood's love toward her, insignificant one; the +everlasting discomfort and grief which he would experience at the first, +greatest lie against his heart; her short, straight path through life, +and the nearness of that cross-way, at which she should wish to throw +back,—not stones, but flowers upon the other pilgrims;—all these forms +took her by <i>one</i> hand to draw her away from her mother, who called +after her with the words: "See how ungratefully thou art going from me, +and I have so long suffered and toiled for thee!" Then came Liana back +again out of the dusky, warm rose-vale of love into the dry, flat +earth-surface of a life, wherein nothing breaks the monotony save her +last mound. O how imploringly did she look up to the stars, to see +whether they did not move as the eyes of her Caroline, and tell her +<i>how</i> she must sacrifice herself, whether for her lover or for her +parents; but the stars stood friendly, cold, and still in the steadfast +heavens.</p> + +<p>But, when the morning sun again beamed upon her heart, it beat +hopefully, newly strengthened with the resolution to endure this day for +Albano full many sorrows,—ah yes, even the first. Could Caroline, +thought she, approve a love to which I must be untrue?</p> + +<p>Hardly had she left the lips of her mother with the morning greeting, +when the latter sought, but more earnestly than yesterday, to draw up +the roots of this steadfast heart out of its strange soil by a longer +use of yesterday's flower-extractor. In her comparative anatomy of +Albano and Roquairol, from the similarity of voice even to that of +stature, she grew more and more cutting, till<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_505" id="Page_505">[Pg 505]</a></span> Liana, with a maiden's +wit, at once asked, "But why may my brother, then, love Rabette?" +"<i>Quelle comparaison!</i>" said the mother. "Art thou nothing better than +she?" "She <i>does</i>, strictly speaking, much more than I," said she, quite +candidly. "Didst thou never quarrel with the wild Zesara?" asked the +mother. "Never, except when I was in the wrong," said she, innocently.</p> + +<p>The mother was alarmed to perceive more and more clearly that she had to +pull up deeper and stronger roots than light flowers strike into the +soil. She concentrated all her maternal powers of attraction and +lifting-machines upon one point, for the upturning of the still green +myrtle. She disclosed to her the Minister's dark plan of an alliance +with the German gentleman, her hitherto concealed strifes and sighs on +the subject, her thus far effectual resistance, and the latest paternal +stratagem, to make her a garrison-prisoner with his brother, and thereby +probably Herr von Bouverot a besieger of the citadel.</p> + +<p>For some readers and relicts of the heavy, old-fashioned, golden age of +morality, the remark is here introduced and printed, that a peculiar, +cold, unsparing, often shocking and provoking, candor of remark upon the +nearest relatives and the tenderest relations is so very much at home in +the higher ranks, that even the fairer souls, among whom, surely, this +mother belongs, cannot, absolutely, understand or do otherwise.</p> + +<p>"O thou best mother!" cried Liana, agitated, but not by the thought of +the rattle and the snaky breath of Bouverot, or of his murderous spring +at her heart,—she thought with as much indifference of being betrothed +to him as any innocent one does of his dying on a scaffold,—but by the +thought of the long building over and crowding out of sight of the +motherly tears, the streams of motherly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_506" id="Page_506">[Pg 506]</a></span> love, which had hitherto flowed +nourishingly deep down under her flowers. She threw herself gratefully +between those helpful arms. They closed not around her, because the +Minister's lady was not to be made weak and soft by any washing wave and +surge of sudden emotion.</p> + +<p>Into this embrace the Minister struck or stepped in. "So!" said he, +hastily. "My ear, madam," he continued, "cannot be found again at all +among the domestics; I have that to tell you." For he had to-day posted +himself upon a law-giving Sinai, and thundered into the ears of the +service assembled at its foot the inquiry after his own ear, "because I +must believe," he had said to them, "that you, for very good reasons, +have stolen it from me." Then he had swept like a hail-storm, or a +kitchen-smoke in windy weather, through the servants' apartments and +corners, one by one, in quest of his ear. "And thou?" said he, in a +half-friendly tone to Liana. She kissed his hand, which he, as the Pope +does his foot, always despatched for kisses, as proxy and lip-bearer, +agent, and <i>de latere nuncio</i> of his mouth.</p> + +<p>"She continues disobedient," said the severe lady. "Then she is a little +like you," said he, because the mistrustful one looked upon the embrace +as a conspiracy against him and his Bouverot. Upon this, his ice-Hecla +burst out, and flamed and flowed, now upon daughter, now upon wife. The +former was absolutely a miserable creature, he said; and only the +Captain was worth anything, whom he luckily had educated by himself +alone. He saw through all, heard all, though they had hid away his +ear-trumpet. There was, accordingly, as he saw, (he pointed to his +unsealed morning-psalm,<a name="FNanchor_208_208" id="FNanchor_208_208"></a><a href="#Footnote_208_208" class="fnanchor">[208]</a>) a communication<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_507" id="Page_507">[Pg 507]</a></span> between the two colleges; +but he invoked God to punish him if he did not—"my dear daughter, pray +answer at last!" he begged.</p> + +<p>"My father," said Liana, who, since the fraternization of Bouverot and +the ill treatment from her mother, had begun to feel her heart wake up, +which, however, could only despise and never hate, "my mother has to-day +and yesterday told me all; but I have surely duties towards the Count!" +A bolder liveliness than her parents had ever missed or found in her +beamed under her upraised eye. "Ah, I will truly remain faithful to him +just as long as I live," said she. "<i>C'est bien peu</i>," replied the +Minister, astounded at such pertness.</p> + +<p>Liana listened now, for the first time, after the word which had escaped +her; then, in order to justify the past and her mother, she conceived +the pleasant and ridiculous purpose, of moving and converting the old +gentleman by her ghost-visions or dream-seeings. She begged of him a +solitary interview, and afterward—when it was reluctantly +granted—intreated him therein for his sacred promise to be silent +towards her mother, because she feared to show to that loving one the +clock-wheels of her death-bell rattling so near to the fatal stroke. The +old gentleman could only, with a comic expression,—which made him look +like one who with a bad cold wants to laugh,—vow that he would keep his +word so far as was necessary, because never, so far as he could +recollect, had his word been kept by him, only he had been often kept by +his word. In such men, word and deed are like theatrical thunder and +lightning, which, though generally occurring in close connection, and +simultaneously in heaven, on the stage break forth out of separate +corners, and by means of different operators.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_508" id="Page_508">[Pg 508]</a></span> But Liana would not rest +till he had put on a word-keeping, sincere face,—a painted window. +Thereupon she began, after a kissing of the hand,<a name="FNanchor_209_209" id="FNanchor_209_209"></a><a href="#Footnote_209_209" class="fnanchor">[209]</a> her ghostly +history.</p> + +<p>With unbroken seriousness, and firmly contracted muscles, he heard the +extraordinary narration through; then, without saying a word, he took +her by the hand and led her back into the presence of her mother, to +whom he handed her over with a long psalm of praise and thanksgiving +about her successful daughter's-school. "His boy's-school with Charles +had not been blessed to him, at least in this degree," he added. As a +proof, he frankly communicated to her—cold-bloodedly working up all +Liana's pangs, as the coopers do cypress-branches into cask-hoops—the +little which he had promised to bury in silence, because he always +prostituted either himself or the other party, generally both. Liana sat +there, deeply red, and growing hotter and hotter, with downcast eyes, +and begged God to preserve her filial love towards her father.</p> + +<p>No sympathizing eye shall be further pained with the opening of a new +scene, when the ice of his irony broke, and became a raging stream, into +which flowed tears of maternal indignation, also, at the thought of a +precious being, and her feverish, fatal, dreaming of herself away into +the last sleep. The object and the danger almost united the married +couple for the second time; when there is a glazed frost, people go very +much arm in arm. "Thou hast sent nothing to Lilar?" asked the father. +"Without your permission I certainly should not do it," said she; but +she meant her letters, not Albano's. He took advantage of the +misunderstanding, and said, "Thou hast, however, surely." "I will gladly +do, and let be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_509" id="Page_509">[Pg 509]</a></span> done everything," said she, "but only on condition the +Count consents, in order that I may not appear to him disingenuous; he +has my sacred word for my truth!" At this mild firmness, at this Peter's +rock overgrown with tender flowers, the father stumbled the hardest. In +addition to this, the transition of a haughty lover from his own wishes +to those of his enemies, supposing they had allowed Liana the question +to the Count, was so impossible on the one hand, and the solicitation of +this change, whether it were granted or refused, absolutely so degrading +on the other, that the astounded Minister's lady felt her pride rise, +and asked again, "Is this thy last word to us, Liana?" And when Liana, +weeping, answered, "I cannot help it; God be gracious to me!" she turned +away indignantly toward the Minister, and said: "Do now what you take to +be <i>convenable</i>; I wash my hands in innocence!" "Not so entirely, <i>ma +chère</i>; but very well!" said he, "thou wilt stay after to-morrow in thy +chamber, till thou hast corrected thyself, and art more worthy of our +presence!" he announced, as he went out, to Liana; firing at her +meanwhile two eye-volleys, wherein, according to my estimate, far more +reverberating fires, tormenting ghosts, eating, devouring medicaments, +brain and heart-borers, were promised, than a man can generally hold to +give or bear to receive.</p> + +<p>Poor maiden! Thy last August is very hard, and no harvest-month day! +Thou lookest out into the time, where thy little coffin stands, on which +a cruel angel wipes away the still fresh flower-pieces of love running +round it, in order that it may, all white, as rosy-white as thy soul or +thy last form, be consigned to the grave!</p> + +<p>This banishment by her mother into the desert of her cloister-chamber +was quite as frightful to her, only not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_510" id="Page_510">[Pg 510]</a></span> more frightful than her anger, +which she had to-day, only for the third time, experienced, though not +deserved. It was to her as if now, after the warm sun had gone down, the +bright evening glow had also sunk below the horizon, and it grew dark +and cold in the world. She remained this whole day, which was yet +allowed her, with her mother; gave, however, only answers, looked +friendly, did everything cheerfully and readily, and—as she quickly +dashed away, with her tiny finger, every gathering dew-drop out of the +corner of her eyes, as if it were dust, because she thought, at night I +can weep enough,—she had very dry eyes; and all that, in order not to +be an additional burden to her oppressed mother. But she, as mothers so +easily do, confounded a timid, loving stillness with the dawning of +obduracy; and when Liana, with the innocent design of consolation, +wished to have Caroline's picture brought for her from Lilar, this +innocence also passed for hardness, and was punished and reciprocated +with a corresponding on the part of the parent, namely, with the +permission to send. Only the Minister's lady demanded the French prayers +of her again, as if she were not worthy to lay them under her present +heart. Never are human beings smaller than when they want to plague and +punish without knowing <i>how</i>.</p> + +<p>As every one who rules, whether he sits on a chair of instruction or a +princely one, or, like parents, on both, when the occupant of its +footstool once leaves off his former obedience, imputes that obedience +to him, not as a mitigation, but as an aggravation of his offence, so +did the Minister's lady also toward her hitherto so uniformly docile +child. She hated her pure love, which burned like ether, without ashes, +smoke, or coal, so much the more,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_511" id="Page_511">[Pg 511]</a></span> and held it to be either the author +or the victim of an incendiary fire, particularly as her own married +love hitherto had seldom been anything more than a showy chimney-piece.</p> + +<p>Liana at last, too heavily constrained, since on the other side of the +wall-tapestry the serene day, the loveliest sky was blooming, ascended +to the Italian roof. She saw how people were travelling and riding back +contentedly from their little places of pleasure, because the earth was +one; on Lilar's bushy path the walkers were sauntering with a blissful +slowness home,—in the streets there was a loud carpentering at the +festive scaffoldings and Charles's-wains for the princely bride, and the +finished wheels were rolled along for trial,—and everywhere were heard +the drillings of the young music, which when grown up was to go before +her. But when Liana looked upon herself, and saw her life alone standing +here in dark raiment,—over yonder the empty house of her loved one, +here her own, which to her had also become empty,—this very spot, which +still reminded her of a lovelier, rarer blossoming than that of the +<i>Cereus serpens</i>,—and oh! this cold solitude, in which her heart +to-day, for the first time, lived without a heart; for her brother, the +chorister of her short song of gladness, had been sent off, and Julienne +had for some time been incomprehensibly invisible to her,—no, she could +not see the fair sun go down, who, so serene and white, was sinking to +slumber with his high evening star,—or listen to the happy evening +chorus of the long day, but left the shining eminence. O how does joy +die a stranger in the untenanted, dark bosom, when she finds no sister +and becomes a spectre there! Thus does the beautiful green, that spring +color, when a cloud paints it, betoken nothing but long moisture.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_512" id="Page_512">[Pg 512]</a></span></p> + +<p>When she entered, soon, the asylum of day, the bedchamber, the heavens +without flashed heat-lightning; O why just now, cruel fate?—But here, +before the still-life of night, when life, covered with her veil, sounds +more faintly,—here may all her tears, which a heavy day has been +pressing,<a name="FNanchor_210_210" id="FNanchor_210_210"></a><a href="#Footnote_210_210" class="fnanchor">[210]</a> gush forth freely. On the pillow, as if it bore the last, +long sleep, rests this exhausted head more softly than on the bosom +which reproachfully reckons up against it its tears; and it weeps +softly, not <i>upon</i>, only <i>for</i> loved ones.</p> + +<p>According to her custom, she was on the point of opening her mother's +prayers, when she recollected, with a startled feeling, that they had +been taken from her. Then she looked up with burning tears to God, and +prepared alone out of her broken heart a prayer to him, and only angels +counted the words and the tears.</p> + + +<h3>76. CYCLE.</h3> + +<p>The father had made this chamber-imprisonment a punitory mark of her +refusal. With deep anguish she uttered this mute no, in the very fact +that she voluntarily stayed in the chamber, and denied her mother the +morning kiss. She had, in the course of the night, cast many an ardent +look at the dead image of her counsellor Caroline, but no original, no +fever-created form had appeared to her. Can I longer doubt, she inferred +from this, that the divine apparition, which has spoken the assenting +word to my love, was something higher than my own creation, since I must +otherwise have been able to form it again over against her picture?</p> + +<p>She had Albano's blooming letters in her desk, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_513" id="Page_513">[Pg 513]</a></span> opened it, in order +to look over from her island into the remote orient land of warmer +times; but she shut it to again; she was ashamed to be secretly happy, +while her mother was sorrowful, who into these melancholy days had not +even come, like her, out of pleasant ones.</p> + +<p>Froulay did not long leave her alone, but soon sent for her; not, +however, to sound her or pronounce her free, but for the purpose—which, +as may well be conceived, required an unvarnished brow and cheek, whose +fibrous network was as hard to be colored as his with the Turkish red of +shame—of appointing her his mistress in artistic language, and taking +her with him to the Prince's gallery, in order to learn from her the +explanation of these frontispieces (for such they were to him) in this +private deaf-and-dumb institution so well that he might be in a +condition, so soon as the Princess should come to inspect it, to +represent something better than a mute before the beauties of the +pictures and the image-worshipping Regentess. Liana had to transfer an +impression of every pictured limb, with the praise or blame appertaining +thereunto, over into his serious brain, together with the name of the +master. How delightedly and completely did she give this kallipædeia to +her growling old cornute,<a name="FNanchor_211_211" id="FNanchor_211_211"></a><a href="#Footnote_211_211" class="fnanchor">[211]</a> and would-be <i>connoisseur</i> in painting, +who paid her not a single thankful look as instruction-money!</p> + +<p>At noon, for the first time, did the daughter find her longed-for +mother, among the kitchen-servants, very serious and sad. She ventured +not to kiss her mouth, but only her hand, and opened upon her her +love-streaming eyes only timidly and a little. Dinner seemed a +funeral-feast. Only the old gentleman, who on a battle-field<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_514" id="Page_514">[Pg 514]</a></span> would have +danced his marriage-minuet, and celebrated his birthday, was in good +spirits and appetite, and full of salt. In case of a family jar, he +usually ate <i>en famille</i>, and found in biting table-speeches, as common +people do in winter and in famine, a sharper zest for food. Quarrelling, +of itself, strengthens and animates, as physicians can electrify +themselves merely by whipping something.<a name="FNanchor_212_212" id="FNanchor_212_212"></a><a href="#Footnote_212_212" class="fnanchor">[212]</a></p> + +<p>Laughable, and yet lamentable, was it that poor Liana, who was all day +long to keep a prison, was always called out of it just for +to-day,—this time into the carriage again, which was to set down the +sad heart and the smiling face before nothing but bright palaces. She +had to go with her parents to the Princess, and look as happy as they, +who, on the melancholy road, regarded her as if she were to be envied. +So does the heart which has been born not far from the throne never +bleed, except behind the curtain, and never laugh but when it rises; +just as these same distinguished ones were formerly executed only in +secret. The Prince, who was ridiculously loud on the subject of his +marriage; Bouverot, just returned from card-tables or privateering +planks, whom Liana now, since the latest intelligences, could only +endure with a shudder; and the Princess herself; who excused her +previous absence from her on account of the distraction of preparing for +the festival, and who very strangely jested at once about love and +men,—only to a Liana who guessed so little, suffered so much, and +endured so willingly, could all these beings and incidents seem anything +but the most intolerable.</p> + +<p>Ah, what was intolerable, but the iron unchangeableness of these +connections, the fixedness of such an eternal<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_515" id="Page_515">[Pg 515]</a></span> mountain-snow? Not the +greatness, but the indefiniteness, of pain; not the minotaur of the +labyrinth, its cellar-frost, sharp-cornered rocks, and vaults, make the +breast contract and the blood curdle therein, but the long night and +winding of its egress. Even under bodily maladies, therefore, unwonted +new ones, whose last moment stretches away beyond our power of +prediction, appear to us more ominous and oppressive than recurring +ones, which, as neighboring frontier-enemies, are ever attacking us, and +find us in arms.</p> + +<p>Thus stood the dumb Liana in a cloud, when the exulting Rabette, with a +bosom full of old joys and new hope, came running into the house,—that +sister of the holy youth who had been torn away from her, that +confederate of such glorious days. She was honorably received, and +constantly attended by a guard of honor,—the Minister's lady,—because +she might, indeed, as likely be an ambassadress of the Count as an +electress of her son. The cunning girl sought to snatch some solitary +moments with Liana by boldly begging for her company to Blumenbühl. The +company was granted, and even that of the mother freely offered, into +the bargain. Liana led the way to Blumenbühl over the still-blooming +churchyard of buried days. What a torrent of tears struggled upward in +her breast when she parted from the still happy Rabette! <i>She</i> had +innocently left to the house one of the greatest apples of discord for +the evening meal which the Minister had ever plucked for his fruit-dish +with his apple-gatherer. Therefore he supped again <i>en famille</i>. That is +to say, a silly word had escaped Rabette about the Sunday's meeting at +Lilar. "Of that," said Froulay, in a very friendly manner, "thou hast +not made one word of remark, daughter." "I did to my mother +immediately,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_516" id="Page_516">[Pg 516]</a></span> she replied, too fast. "I should be glad, too, to take an +interest in thy amusements," said he, saving up his fury. In the +pleasantest mood imaginable did this raftsman of so many tears and +hewn-down blossoming branches, which he let float down thereupon, take +his seat at the supper-table. He first asked servants and family for his +auxiliary ear. Thereupon he passed over to the French, although the +plate-exchangers found a rough translation thereof for themselves, a +<i>versio interlinearis</i>, on his face, by way of giving notice that the +distinguished Count had been there, and had inquired after mother and +daughter. "With good right he asked for you both," continued the moral +glacier, who loved to cool his warm food. "You are conspired, as I heard +again to-day, to keep silence towards me; but why, then, shall I still +trust you?" He hated from his heart every lie which he did not utter +himself; so he seriously regarded himself as moral, disinterested, and +gentle, merely for this reason, that he inexorably insisted upon all +this in the case of others. With an abundant supply of the stinging +nettles of persiflage,—the botanical ones also come forward best in +cold and stony soil,—he covered over all his opening and closing +lobster-claws, as we keep brook-crabs in nettles, and took first his +tender child between the claws. Her soft, submissive smile he took for +contempt and wickedness. How comes this soft one intelligibly by his +paternal name, unless one assumes the old hypothesis, that children are +usually most like that for which the pregnant mother vainly longed, +which in this case was a soft spouse? Then he assailed, but more +vehemently, the mother, in order by his mistrust to set her at variance +with his daughter; yes, in order, perhaps, to torment the latter, by +means of her mother's sufferings,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_517" id="Page_517">[Pg 517]</a></span> into childlike sacrifices and +resolutions. He very freely declared himself—for the egotist finds the +most egotists, as love and Liana find only love, and no +self-love—against the egotism around and beside him, and concealed not +how very cordially he cursed them both for female egotists (as the old +heathen did the Christians for atheists). The Minister's lady, +accustomed to live with the Minister in no wedlock so little as in that +of souls,—as Voltaire defines friendship,—said merely to Liana, "For +whom do I suffer so?" "Ah, I know," she answered, meekly. And so he +dismissed both full of the deepest sorrows, and thought afterward of his +business matters.</p> + +<p>This general distress was increased by something which should have +lessened it. The Minister was vexed that he had daily, in the midst of +his wrath, to consult the taste of the women upon his—exterior. He +wanted, at the marriage festival,—for the sake of his beloved,—to be a +true bird of paradise, a Paradeur, a <i>Vénus a belles fesses</i>.<a name="FNanchor_213_213" id="FNanchor_213_213"></a><a href="#Footnote_213_213" class="fnanchor">[213]</a> Of +old he had loved to act the double part of statesman and courtier, and +would fain, by way of monopolizing pride and vanity, grow into a +Diogenes-Aristippus. Something of this, however, was not vanity; but +that tormenting spirit of the male sex, the spirit of order and +orthodoxy, would not go out of him. He was a man who would flourish +against his very livery the clothes-switch wherewith the servant had let +a few particles of dust settle on the state coat; still more dangerous +was it—because he sat between two looking-glasses, the frizzling-glass +and the large mirror in the stove-screen—to lay the dust rightly on his +own wool; and hardest of all was it for him to be satisfied with the +<i>fixing</i> of his children. Liana, as artist, had now to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_518" id="Page_518">[Pg 518]</a></span> suggest the +proper color of a new surtout. <i>Sachets</i>, or smelling-bags, he directed +to be filled, and with them his pockets; and a musk-plant pot placed in +his window, not because he wished to use the leaves for perfume (that he +expected of his fingers), but because he wished to anoint his fingers by +rubbing the leaves together. Patent pomatum for the hands, and English +pressed ornamental paper also for the same (when they wished to use a +<i>billet-doux</i> pen), and other knickknacks, excited less attention than +the snuff which he procured for himself; not, however, for his nose, but +for his lips, in order to rub them red. In fact, he would have rendered +himself quite ridiculous in the eyes of many a merry blade, if such a +one had seen him draw privately out of his souvenir the hair-tweezers, +and with them the hair out of his eyebrows, just where the saddle of +life, as upon a horse's back, had worn it white; and only the Minister +himself could look serious during the process, when he sat before the +looking-glass, smiling through all the finest ways of smiling,—the best +one he caught and kept,—or when he tried the most graceful modes of +throwing one's self on the sofa,—how often he had to practise +this!—and finally, in short, through all his operations upon himself.</p> + +<p>Fortunately for the mother, the good Lector came; from the hand of this +old friend she had so often taken, if not a Jacob's ladder, yet a +mining-ladder, upon which to climb out of the abyss; hopefully she now +laid before him all her trouble. He promised some help, upon the +condition of speaking with Liana alone in her chamber. He went to her +and declared tenderly his knowledge and her situation.</p> + +<p>How did the childlike maiden blush at the sharp day-beams<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_519" id="Page_519">[Pg 519]</a></span> which smote +the scented night-violet of her love! But the friend of her childhood +spoke softly to this smitten heart, and of his equal love for her and +her friend; of the temperament of her father, and of the necessity of +considerate measures; and said the best was to make him a sacred vow +that she would yield to her parent's wish of her strictly avoiding the +Count, only until he had received from his father, to whom he himself, +as attendant of the son, had long been obliged to communicate +intelligence and inquiries about the new connection, the yes or no in +respect to it; if it were "no,"—which he would not answer for,—then +Albano must solve the riddle; if it were "yes," he himself would stand +security for a second on the part of her parents; at the same time, +however, he must lay claim to her profoundest silence toward them in +relation to his inquiries, whereby they might perhaps find themselves +compromitted. Thereby he rooted himself only the more deeply in her +confidence.</p> + +<p>She asked, trembling, how long the answer would tarry? "Six, eight, +eleven days after the nuptials at most!" said he, reckoning. Yes, good +Augusti! "Ah! we are all suffering, indeed," said she, and added, +confidentially, and out of a weeping breast: "But is he well?" "He is +diligent," was the reply.</p> + +<p>So he brought her, burdened with two secrets, and for the present +consenting to an interim-separation, back to her mother; but she +bestowed only upon the Lector the reward of a friendly look. He desired, +meantime,—after his Carthusian manner,—no other reward than the most +good-natured silence toward the Minister on the subject of his +interference, since the latter might hold his deserts in this connection +much greater than they were.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_520" id="Page_520">[Pg 520]</a></span></p> + +<p>The eight days' improvement and abstinence was announced to the +Minister. He believed, however,—keeping in reserve a mistrust towards +his lady,—that he could carry the war farther into the enemy's country +with his own weapons; nevertheless, he contented himself, at the same +time, with the new respite and Liana's disincarceration, for the sake of +driving his daughter before him to his beloved at the nuptial festival, +blooming and healthy as a sparkling pea-hen.</p> + +<p>Roquairol at this moment came back, and ushered into the house a cloud +or two full of beautiful, bright morning redness. He delivered to his +father tidings and greetings from the Princess. To Liana he brought the +echo of that beloved voice, which had once said to her heaven: "Let it +be!"—ah! the last melody among the discords of the unharmonious time! +He guessed easily—for he learned little from his mother, who neglected +him, and nothing from her daughter—how all stood. When he was actually +on the point of slipping Albano's letter to her, in the twilight of +evening, into her work-bag, and she said, with an ah! of love, "No, it +is against my word,—but at some future time, Charles!"—then he saw, as +he expressed it, "with crying indignation, his sister, in Charon's open +boat, sailing into the Tartarus of all sorrows." About his friend he +thought less than of his sister. The friendly, flattering Minister—he +presented, as a proof of it, a valuable saddle to the Captain—informed +him of Rabette's visit, and gave hints about betrothment and the like. +Charles said, boldly: "He postponed every thought of his own happiness, +so long as his dear sister saw none before her." By way of drawing the +old gentleman again into more interest for Liana, he suggested to him a +romantic invention for the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_521" id="Page_521">[Pg 521]</a></span> marriage festival, which Froulay did not +dream of, when he already stood quite close to it; namely, Idoine (the +sister of the bride) was strikingly like Liana. The Princess loved her +inexpressibly, but saw her only seldom, because on account of her strong +character, which once refused a royal marriage, she lived in a village +built and governed by herself, in a courtly exile from court. He now +proposed to his father the poetic question, whether, on the illumination +night, Liana might not for a few minutes, in the dream-temple, which was +entirely suited to this beautiful illusion, delight the Princess with +the image of her beloved sister.</p> + +<p>Whether it was that love toward the Princess made the Minister bolder, +or he was intoxicated by the desire of brilliantly introducing Liana to +her office of court-lady; suffice it, he found in the idea good sense. +If anything supplied tobacco for the calumet of the <i>ex parte</i> peace +which he had made with his son, it was this theatrical part. He hastened +immediately to the Prince and the Princess with the prayer for his +permission and her sympathy; and then, when he had secured both, he +hastened on to his Orestes, Bouverot, and said: "<i>Il m'est venu une idée +tres singulière qui peut-être l'est trop; cependant le prince l'a +approuvée</i>," etc.,—and finally—for he must not forget her either—to +Liana.</p> + +<p>The Captain had already sought to persuade her beforehand. The mother +opposed the dramatic imitation from self-respect, and Liana from +humility; such a representation seemed to her a piece of presumption. +But at last she gave in, simply because the sisterly love of the +Princess had seemed to her so great and unattainable, just as if she did +not cherish a similar sentiment in her own heart; thus she always +regarded only the image<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_522" id="Page_522">[Pg 522]</a></span> in the mirror, not herself, as beautiful; just +as the astronomer thinks the same evening, with its red splendors and +night shadows, more sublime and enchanting, when he finds it in the +moon, than when he stands in the midst of it on the earth. Perhaps, too, +there entered another element of secret sweetness into Liana's love for +the Prince's bride, namely, a step-daughter's affection; because she +should once have been the bride of the Knight Gaspard. Women regard +relationship more than we; hence, too, their ancestral pride is always +several ancestors older than ours.</p> + +<p>Thus, then, did she make ready her oppressed heart for the light plays +of the shining festival, which the coming Cycles are to present on the +New-Year's holiday, as it were, of a new Jubilee.</p> + + +<h4>END OF VOL. I.</h4> + + +<p>Cambridge: Stereotyped and Printed by Welch, Bigelow, & Co.</p> + +<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_192_192" id="Footnote_192_192"></a><a href="#FNanchor_192_192"><span class="label">[192]</span></a> This is Jean Paul's own image.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_193_193" id="Footnote_193_193"></a><a href="#FNanchor_193_193"><span class="label">[193]</span></a> That is, of course, some lights of hope.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_194_194" id="Footnote_194_194"></a><a href="#FNanchor_194_194"><span class="label">[194]</span></a> A German or Suabian dance.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_195_195" id="Footnote_195_195"></a><a href="#FNanchor_195_195"><span class="label">[195]</span></a> His Moral Treatises, Vol. II. p. 96.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_196_196" id="Footnote_196_196"></a><a href="#FNanchor_196_196"><span class="label">[196]</span></a> The Germans call the dash the <i>stroke of thought</i>. Here +it implies an emphatic pause, as much as to say, "What do you think is +coming?"—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_197_197" id="Footnote_197_197"></a><a href="#FNanchor_197_197"><span class="label">[197]</span></a> At the Prince's marriage.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_198_198" id="Footnote_198_198"></a><a href="#FNanchor_198_198"><span class="label">[198]</span></a> With the Egyptians the enchanters were only learned men; +with him the learned women were enchantresses.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_199_199" id="Footnote_199_199"></a><a href="#FNanchor_199_199"><span class="label">[199]</span></a> <i>Mémoires secrets sur les Règnes de Louis XIV.</i>, etc. Par +Duclos. Tom. I.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_200_200" id="Footnote_200_200"></a><a href="#FNanchor_200_200"><span class="label">[200]</span></a> It is well known that a cut is made in a fowl left whole +as a sign that it has been upon the Prince's table, so that it may not +be set on again, but otherwise enjoyed.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_201_201" id="Footnote_201_201"></a><a href="#FNanchor_201_201"><span class="label">[201]</span></a> In German, <i>Schutz- und Stich-blatt</i>,—literally, a plate +to defend the hand in parrying and thrusting,—<i>Blatt</i>, meaning <i>leaf</i> +(of paper) also, conveys a <i>pun</i> not easily translated.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_202_202" id="Footnote_202_202"></a><a href="#FNanchor_202_202"><span class="label">[202]</span></a> The blind-passenger in the German stage-coach corresponds +to our <i>dead-head</i> in stage or steamboat.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_203_203" id="Footnote_203_203"></a><a href="#FNanchor_203_203"><span class="label">[203]</span></a> See Klockenbring's collected Essays.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_204_204" id="Footnote_204_204"></a><a href="#FNanchor_204_204"><span class="label">[204]</span></a> (In German, <i>Spring-wurzel</i>.) The juice of some plant +(perhaps Devil's-milk) highly and quickly corrosive.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_205_205" id="Footnote_205_205"></a><a href="#FNanchor_205_205"><span class="label">[205]</span></a> News by hand.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_206_206" id="Footnote_206_206"></a><a href="#FNanchor_206_206"><span class="label">[206]</span></a> The King had to <i>damer</i>, or make a dame of an unmarried +maiden of rank, before she could go to Versailles to court.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_207_207" id="Footnote_207_207"></a><a href="#FNanchor_207_207"><span class="label">[207]</span></a> Not so miserable perhaps as a French mangling the +translator remembers to have seen.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_208_208" id="Footnote_208_208"></a><a href="#FNanchor_208_208"><span class="label">[208]</span></a> He refers to the letter he had left on Liana's table, and +which she had shown to her mother.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_209_209" id="Footnote_209_209"></a><a href="#FNanchor_209_209"><span class="label">[209]</span></a> <i>Fist</i> in the original.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_210_210" id="Footnote_210_210"></a><a href="#FNanchor_210_210"><span class="label">[210]</span></a> I.e. as in a wine-press.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_211_211" id="Footnote_211_211"></a><a href="#FNanchor_211_211"><span class="label">[211]</span></a> Alluding to the horned hat once worn by graduated +printers' apprentices.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_212_212" id="Footnote_212_212"></a><a href="#FNanchor_212_212"><span class="label">[212]</span></a> Beseke discovered it. See "On the Elemental Fire," by +him, 1786.</p></div> + +<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_213_213" id="Footnote_213_213"></a><a href="#FNanchor_213_213"><span class="label">[213]</span></a> Venus with beautiful thighs.—<span class="smcap">Tr.</span></p></div> +</div> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<h3>RICHTER'S WRITINGS.</h3> + + +<p>TITAN. <span class="smcap">A Romance</span>. 2 vols. 16mo. $3.00.</p> + +<p>FLOWER, FRUIT, AND THORN PIECES. 2 vols. 16mo. $2.75.</p> + +<p>LEVANA; <span class="smcap">Or, The Doctrine of Education</span>. 1 vol. 16mo. $1.50.</p> + +<p>THE CAMPANER THAL, <span class="smcap">and Other Writings</span>. 1 vol. 16mo. $1.50.</p> + +<p>HESPERUS. 2 vols. 16mo. <i>Preparing.</i></p> + +<p><i>The above volumes are printed in uniform size and style.</i></p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<h4>IN PRESS.</h4> + +<p>LIFE OF JEAN PAUL. By <span class="smcap">Eliza Buckminster Lee</span>. 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Brooks + +Release Date: March 23, 2011 [EBook #35664] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TITAN: A ROMANCE V. 1 (OF 2) *** + + + + +Produced by Juliet Sutherland, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net. + + + + + + +[Illustration] + + +TITAN: + +A ROMANCE. + +FROM THE GERMAN OF + +_JEAN PAUL FRIEDRICH RICHTER._ + +TRANSLATED BY + +CHARLES T. BROOKS. + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + +VOL. I. + +[Illustration] + +BOSTON: +TICKNOR AND FIELDS. +1864. + + +Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1862, by + +TICKNOR AND FIELDS, + +in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of +Massachusetts. + +THIRD EDITION. + + +_UNIVERSITY PRESS:_ +WELCH, BIGELOW, AND COMPANY, +_CAMBRIDGE._ + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE. + + +The "Titan" is Jean Paul's longest--and the author meant it, and held +it, to be his greatest and best--romance; and his public (including Mr. +Carlyle) seems, on the whole, to have sustained his opinion. He was ten +years about it, and his other works, written in the interval, were +preparatory and tributary to this. + +As to the _general_ meaning of the title there can hardly, on the whole, +be any doubt. It does _not_ refer, as the division into Jubilees and +Cycles might, to be sure, suggest to one on first approaching it, to the +titanic scale and scope of the work, but to the titanic violence against +which it is aimed. + +It seems, indeed, from a letter of the author's, that he thought at +first of calling it "Anti-Titan." The only question in regard to the +_application_ of the title seems to be, whether the champion of truth +and justice against the moral Titans in this case was meant to be +understood as represented by the hero of the story, with his friends, +resisting the iniquity which moved earth and hell to ruin him, or +whether the book itself is the Anti-Titan, and an age of extravagance +the Titan. + +A French critic says of the "Titan":-- + +"It is a poem, a romance; a psychological _résumé_, a satire, an elegy, +a drama, a fantasy; having for theme and text the enigma of civilization +in the eighteenth century. + +"How is it to end, this civilization which exaggerates alike +intellectual and industrial power at the expense of the life of the +soul,--wholly factitious, theatrical,--intoxicating, consuming itself +with pleasure, seeking everywhere new enjoyments,--exploring all the +secrets of nature, without being able to penetrate the first causes, the +secrets of God,--what will be the fate of these generations +supersaturated with romances, dramas, journals, with science, ambition, +with vehement aspirations after the unknown and impossible?... + +"In augmenting the sum of its desires, will it augment the sum of its +happiness? Is it not going to increase immensely its capacity of +suffering? + +"Will it not be the giant that scales heaven-- + +"And that falls crushed to death? + +"TITAN!" + +In giving his romance the title of "Titan," says the same writer, "it is +not Albano de Cesara the author has in view, but his antipode, Captain +Roquairol,--that romantic being, that insatiable lover of pleasure, that +anticipated Byron, that scaler of heaven,--who, after having piled +mountain upon mountain to attain his object, ends in finding himself +buried under the ruins.... + +"Even while at work upon 'Hesperus,' he had formed the resolution of +placing a pure man, great and noble, by the side of a reprobate, and of +surrounding them both with a multitude of beings corresponding to them. +He wished to concentrate in a single work all the ideas of high +philosophy which he had disseminated in his other creations, and to show +them followed by their natural consequences. So strong a mind could not +stop there: he resolved to show the absurdity of exaggeration, whether +in good or in evil, in virtue or in vice. + +"Hence those reproductions of the same types, those satellites +gravitating around their respective planets; in fine, those parodies of +the principal personages of the drama. + +"By the side of the coldness and the vast plans of Don Gaspard de +Cesara, we have the no less dangerous intrigues, though upon a less +elevated scale, of the Minister von Froulay; by the side of the +ventriloquist Uncle, the lying Roquairol; the Princess Isabelle is +opposed to Linda de Romeiro, the aerial Liana to her physical +counterpart, the Princess Idoine; the comic vulgarity of Dr. Sphex +contrasts with the more elevated buffoonery of Schoppe; and if we have +Bouverot, we have also Dion, that Greek so elegant and so noble, happy +mixture of the antique and the modern, that artist so sensible and so +true.... + +"The history of Albano, opposed to Roquairol, is the history, taken from +his tenderest childhood to the epoch of his greatest development, of a +being who, as the strictest consequence of a quite special education, +goes through life, wounding himself with all its griefs, drinking at the +source of all its lawful pleasures; suffering with nobleness, tasting of +happiness, but only the purest kind; exposed every instant to see +himself drawn away by fallacious principles, and nevertheless moving on +with a steady step towards the end which his reason has marked out for +him; sacrificing to the fulfilment of his duties all the delights that a +debauched court can offer a young man entering into the world. While all +the personages who gravitate around him, and who represent each a +different aberration from the fundamental principle of the work, fall +successively at his side, victims of the natural consequences of their +passions, he, strengthening himself by every fall of which he is +witness, ends by attaining the loftiest position which the ambition of +man can desire,--a position which he could not have expected, and for +which, consequently, he had not been able to make the sacrifices that, +in the course of the work, he does not cease to achieve." + +The author whom we have thus copiously quoted alludes to Jean Paul's +having had the idea of "Titan" while writing "Hesperus." This reminds us +of a Philistine disparagement of the "Titan," that so many of the +characters of the other work reappear here under new names. There are +some critics who ought to object to the full moon, that she is only the +same old moon that we had, in her first quarter or half, several nights +ago. However, as we have not yet had "Hesperus" in English, nor are +likely to for some time, this kind of objection will not trouble English +readers of "Titan." + +Jean Paul has been justly praised for his success in drawing and shading +female characters. Our French critic says: "Richter has the rare merit +of placing on the stage in the same work six female personages, who have +not a shadow of resemblance to each other, and who, from the moment of +their appearance on the scene to that of their quitting it, never +deviate a single minute from the character the author has given them." + +The fate of his Titanide, Linda, created a loud remonstrance in Germany; +and one can hardly, indeed, help feeling as if poetic justice had been a +little caricatured, at least, in Richter's disposal of that half +strong-headed and half headstrong woman. Painful, however, as her end +is, the Translator could not listen an instant to the suggestion of +omitting a line of the scenes in which that terrible tragedy is brought +to a close. + +When the "Titan" first appeared, complaint was made by some that there +was too much of drollery, by others that there was not enough; some +found too much sentimentality, others too much philosophy; the +Translator has found it full, if not of that brevity which is the soul +of _wit_ (not, however, of humor), yet of that variety which is the +spice of life. + +The Translator (or Transplanter, for he aspires to the title) of this +huge production, in his solicitude to preserve the true German aroma of +its native earth, may have brought away some part of the soil, and even +stones, clinging to the roots (_stones of offence_ they may prove to +many, stones of stumbling to many more). He can only say, that if he had +made Jean Paul always talk in ordinary, conventional, straightforward, +instantly intelligible prose, the reader would not have had _Jean Paul +the Only_. + +And yet it is confidently claimed that, under all the exuberance of +metaphor and simile, and learned technical illustrations and odd +digressions, and gorgeous episodes and witching interludes, that +characterizes Richter, every attentive and thoughtful reader will find a +broad and solid ground of real good sense and good feeling, and that in +this extraordinary man whom, at times, his best friends were almost +tempted to call a crazy giant, will be found one whose _heart_ (to use +the homely phrase) is ever _in the right place_. + +It has seemed necessary to give a few notes, and only a few. Properly to +furnish such a work with annotations would require Jean Paul's own +voluminous un-commonplace-books of all out-of-the-way knowledge, and +that _Dictionary to Jean Paul_ which one of his countrymen began, but +unfortunately carried only through one of his works, the work on +Education, _Levana_. + +The Translator desires emphatically to express his obligations to his +friend, Rev. Dr. Furness, of Philadelphia, and to _his_ friend, the +accomplished scholar, Mr. Knorr, to whose kind and patient care whatever +of accuracy or felicity there may be in his version of the first Jubilee +is largely due; also, to Rev. Dr. Hedge, and all the friends who have +helped him with suggestion and encouragement in this large and difficult +undertaking, he makes his warmest acknowledgments;--and he closes by +commending the Titan to all lovers of the humanities, confident (in the +words of Mrs. Lee, in her Life of Jean Paul) that "the more it is read, +the more it will be acknowledged a work of exalted genius, pure +morality, and perennial beauty." + + C. T. B. + NEWPORT, R. I. + + + + +TO + +THE FOUR LOVELY AND NOBLE SISTERS ON THE THRONE.[1] + +_THE DREAM OF TRUTH._ + + +Aphrodite, Aglaia, Euphrosyne, and Thalia once looked down into the +clear-obscure of earth, and, weary of the ever-bright but cold Olympus, +yearned to enter in beneath the clouds of our world, where the Soul +loves more because it suffers more, and where it is sadder but more +warm. They heard the holy tones ascend, with which Polyhymnia passes +invisibly up and down the low, anxious earth, to cheer and lift our +hearts; and they mourned that their throne stood so far from the sighs +of the helpless. + +Then they determined to take the earthly veil, and to clothe themselves +in our mortal form. They came down from Olympus; Love and little loves +and genii flew playfully after them, and our nightingales fluttered to +meet them out of the bosom of May. + +But, as they touched the first flowers of earth, and flung only rays of +light, and cast no shadows, then the earnest Queen of gods and men, +Fate, raised her eternal sceptre, and said: "The immortal becomes mortal +upon the earth, and every spirit becomes a human being!" + +So they became human beings and sisters, and were called _Louisa_, +_Charlotte_, _Theresa_, _Frederica_; the little loves and genii +transformed themselves into their children, and flew into their maternal +arms, and the motherly and sisterly hearts throbbed full of new love in +a great embrace. And when the white banner of the blooming spring +fluttered abroad, and more human thrones stood before them,--and when, +blissfully softened by love, the harmonica of life, they looked upon +each other and their happy children, and were speechless for love and +bliss,--then did Polyhymnia, invisible, float by over them, and +recognize them, and gave them the tones wherewith the heart expresses +and awakens love and joy. + +And the dream was ended and fulfilled; it had, as is always the case, +shaped itself after waking reality. Therefore, be it consecrated to the +four fair and noble sisters, and let all which is like it in _Titan_ be +so consecrated too! + + JEAN PAUL FR. RICHTER. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] The Titan was published during the years 1800-1803. The four +sisters were the four daughters of the Duke of Mecklenburg, viz. +the Duchess of Hildburghausen, the Princess von Solms, the +Princess of Thun and Taxis, and the Louisa who afterward became +Queen of Prussia, and was so in the Liberation War.--TR. + + + + +CONTENTS OF VOL. I. + + +FIRST JUBILEE. + PAGE + +PASSAGE TO ISOLA BELLA.--FIRST DAY OF JOY IN THE TITAN.--THE +PASQUIN-IDOLATER.--INTEGRITY OF THE EMPIRE +EULOGIZED.--EFFERVESCENCE OF YOUTH.--LUXURY OF +BLEEDING.--RECOGNITION OF A FATHER.--GROTESQUE +TESTAMENT.--GERMAN PREDILECTION FOR POEMS AND THE ARTS.--THE +FATHER OF DEATH.--GHOST-SCENE.--THE BLOODY DREAM.--THE SWING +OF FANCY 1 + + +SECOND JUBILEE. + +THE TWO BIOGRAPHICAL COURTS.--THE HERDSMAN'S HUT.--THE +FLYING.--THE SALE OF HAIR.--THE DANGEROUS BIRD-POLE.--A +STORM LOCKED UP IN A COACH.--LOW MOUNTAIN-MUSIC.--THE LOVING +CHILD.--MR. VON FALTERLE FROM VIENNA.--THE TORTURE +SOUPÉ.--THE SHATTERED HEART.--WERTHER WITHOUT BEARD, BUT +WITH A SHOT.--THE RECONCILIATION 70 + + +THIRD JUBILEE. + +METHODS OF THE TWO PROFESSIONAL GARDENERS IN THEIR +PEDAGOGICAL GRAFTING-SCHOOL.--VINDICATION OF VANITY.--DAWN +OF FRIENDSHIP.--MORNING STAR OF LOVE. 110 + + +FOURTH JUBILEE. + +HIGH STYLE OF LOVE.--THE GOTHA POCKET-ALMANAC.--DREAMS ON +THE TOWER.--THE SACRAMENT AND THE THUNDER-STORM.--THE +NIGHT-JOURNEY INTO ELYSIUM.--NEW ACTORS AND STAGES, AND THE +ULTIMATUM OF THE SCHOOL-YEARS 128 + + +FIFTH JUBILEE. + +GRAND-ENTRY.--DR. SPHEX.--THE DRUMMING CORPSE.--THE LETTER +OF THE KNIGHT.--RETROGRADATION OF THE +DYING-DAY.--JULIENNE.--THE STILL GOOD-FRIDAY OF OLD +AGE.--THE HEALTHY AND BASHFUL HEREDITARY +PRINCE.--ROQUAIROL.--THE BLINDNESS.--SPHEX'S PREDILECTION +FOR TEARS.--THE FATAL BANQUET.--THE DOLOROSO OF LOVE 161 + + +SIXTH JUBILEE. + +THE TEN PERSECUTIONS OF THE READER.--LIANA'S EASTERN +ROOM.--DISPUTATION UPON PATIENCE.--THE PICTURESQUE CURE 197 + + +SEVENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO'S PECULIARITY.--THE INTRICATE INTERLACINGS OF +POLITICS.--THE HEROSTRATUS OF GAMING-TABLES.--PATERNAL +"MANDATUM SINE CLAUSULA."--GOOD SOCIETY.--MR. VON +BOUVEROT.--LIANA'S SPIRITUAL AND BODILY PRESENCE 215 + + +EIGHTH JUBILEE. + +LE PETIT LEVER OF DR. SPHEX.--PATH TO +LILAR.--WOODLAND-BRIDGE.--THE MORNING IN +ARCADIA.--CHARITON.--LIANA'S LETTER AND PSALM OF +GRATITUDE.--SENTIMENTAL JOURNEY THROUGH A GARDEN.--THE +FLUTE-DELL.--CONCERNING THE REALITY OF THE IDEAL 238 + + +NINTH JUBILEE. + +PLEASURE OF COURT-MOURNING.--THE BURIAL.--ROQUAIROL.--LETTER +TO HIM.--THE SEVEN LAST WORDS IN THE WATER.--THE SWEARING OF +ALLEGIANCE.--MASQUERADE.--PUPPET MASQUERADE.--THE HEAD IN +THE AIR, TARTARUS, THE SPIRIT-VOICE, THE FRIEND, THE +CATACOMB, AND THE TWO UNITED MEN 268 + + +TENTH JUBILEE. + +ROQUAIROL'S ADVOCATUS DIABOLI.--THE FESTIVAL DAY OF +FRIENDSHIP 310 + + +ELEVENTH JUBILEE. + +EMBROIDERY.--ANGLAISE.--CEREUS SERPENS.--MUSICAL FANTASIES 334 + + +TWELFTH JUBILEE. + +FROULAY'S BIRTHDAY AND PROJECTS.--EXTRA-LEAF.--RABETTE.--THE +HARMONICA.--NIGHT.--THE PIOUS FATHER.--THE WONDROUS +STAIRWAY.--THE APPARITION 351 + + +THIRTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ROQUAIROL'S LOVE.--PHILIPPIC AGAINST LOVERS.--THE +PICTURES.--ALBANO ALBANI.--THE HARMONIC TÊTE-À-TÊTE.--THE +RIDE TO BLUMENBÜHL 384 + + +FOURTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO AND LIANA 405 + + +FIFTEENTH JUBILEE. + +MAN AND WOMAN 432 + + +SIXTEENTH JUBILEE. + +THE SORROWS OF A DAUGHTER 481 + + + + +TITAN. + +FIRST JUBILEE. + + PASSAGE TO ISOLA BELLA.--FIRST DAY OF JOY IN THE TITAN.--THE + PASQUIN-IDOLATER.--INTEGRITY OF THE EMPIRE + EULOGIZED.--EFFERVESCENCE OF YOUTH.--LUXURY OF + BLEEDING.--RECOGNITION OF A FATHER.--GROTESQUE + TESTAMENT.--GERMAN PREDILECTION FOR POEMS AND THE ARTS.--THE + FATHER OF DEATH.--GHOST-SCENE.--THE BLOODY DREAM.--THE SWING + OF FANCY. + + +1. CYCLE. + +On a fine spring evening, the young Spanish Count Cesara came, with his +companions, Schoppe and Dian, to Sesto, in order the next morning to +cross over to the Borromæan island, Isola Bella, in Lago Maggiore. The +proudly blooming youth glowed with the excitement of travelling, and +with thoughts of the coming morrow, when he should see the isle, that +gayly decorated throne of Spring, and on it a man who had been promised +him for twenty years. This twofold glow exalted my picturesque hero to +the form of an angry god of the Muses. His beauty made a more triumphal +entry into Italian eyes than into the narrow Northern ones from the +midst of which he had come; in Milan many had wished he were of marble, +and stood with elder gods of stone, either in the Farnese Palace or in +the Clementine Museum, or in the Villa of Albani; nay, had not the +Bishop of Novara, with his sword at his side, a few hours before, asked +Schoppe (riding behind) who he was? And had not the latter, with a droll +squaring of the wrinkle-circle round his lips, made this copious answer +(by way of enlightening his spiritual lordship): "It's my Telemachus, +and I am the Mentor. I am the milling-machine and the die which coins +him,--the wolf's tooth and flattening mill which polishes him down,--the +man, in short, that regulates him"? + +The glowing form of the youthful Cesara was still more ennobled by the +earnestness of an eye always buried in the future, and of a firmly shut, +manly mouth, and by the daring decision of young, fresh faculties; he +seemed as yet to be a burning-glass in the moonlight, or a dark precious +stone of too much color, which the world, as in the case of other +jewels, can brighten and improve only by cutting _hollow_. + +As he drew nearer and nearer, the island attracted him, as one world +does another, more and more intensely. His internal restlessness rose as +the outward tranquillity deepened. Beside all this, Dian, a Greek by +birth and an artist, who had often circumnavigated and sketched Isola +Bella and Isola Madre, brought these obelisks of Nature still nearer to +his soul in glowing pictures; and Schoppe often spoke of the great man +whom the youth was to see to-morrow for the first time. As the people +were carrying by, down below in the street, an old man fast asleep, into +whose strongly marked face the setting sun cast fire and life, and who +was, in short, a corpse borne uncovered, after the Italian custom, +suddenly, in a wild and hurried tone, he asked his friends, "Does my +father look thus?" + +But what impels him with such intense emotions towards the island is +this: He had, on Isola Bella, with his sister, who afterward went to +Spain, and by the side of his mother, who had since passed to the +shadowy land, sweetly toyed and dreamed away the first three years of +his life, lying in the bosom of the high flowers of Nature; the island +had been, to the morning slumber of life, to his childhood's hours, a +Raphael's painted sleeping-chamber. But he had retained nothing of it +all in his head and heart, save in the one a deep, sadly sweet emotion +at the name, and in the other the squirrel, which, as the family +scutcheon of the Borromæans, stands on the upper terrace of the island. + +After the death of his mother his father transplanted him from the +garden-mould of Italy--some of which, however, still adhered to the +tap-roots--into the royal forest of Germany; namely, to Blumenbühl, in +the principality of Hohenfliess, which is as good as unknown to the +Germans; there he had him educated in the house of a worthy nobleman, +or, to speak more meaningly and allegorically, he caused the pedagogical +professional gardeners to run round him with their water-pots, +grafting-knives, and pruning-shears, till the tall, slender palm-tree, +full of sago-pith and protecting thorns, outgrew them, and could no +longer be reached by their pots and shears. + +And now, when he shall have returned from the island, he is to pass from +the field-bed of the country to the tanvat and hot-bed of the city, and +to the trellises of the court garden; in a word, to Pestitz, the +university and chief city of Hohenfliess, even the sight of which, until +this time, his father had strictly forbidden him. + +And to-morrow he sees that father for the first time! He must have +burned with desire, since his whole life had been one preparation for +this meeting, and his foster-parents and teachers had been a sort of +chalcographic company, who had engraved in copper a portrait of the +author of his life-book so magnificently opposite the title-page. His +father, Gaspard de Cesara, Knight of the Golden Fleece (whether Spanish +or Austrian I should be glad to be precisely informed myself), a spirit +naturally three-edged, sharp, and brightly polished, had in his youth +wild energies, for whose play only a battle-field or a kingdom would +have been roomy enough, and which in high life had as little power of +motion as a sea-monster in a harbor. He satisfied them by playing +star-parts with all ranks in comedies and tragedies, by the prosecution +of all sciences, and by an eternal tour: he was intimate and often +involved with great and small men and courts, yet always marched along +as a stream with its own waves through the sea of the world. And now, +after having completed his travels by land and sea round the whole +circumference of life, round its joys and capacities and systems, he +still continues (especially since the Present, that ape of the Past, is +always running after him) to pursue his studies and geographical +journeyings; but always for scientific purposes, just as he visits now +the European battle-fields. As for the rest, he is not at all gloomy, +still less gay, but composed and calm; he does not even hate and love, +blame and praise other men any more than he does himself, but values +every one in his kind, the dove in hers and the tiger in his. What often +seems vengeance is merely the determined, soldier-like tread wherewith a +man, who can never flee and fear, but only knows how to advance and +stand his ground, tramples down larks'-eggs and ears of corn. + +I think that the corner which I have thus snipped off from the +Whistonian chart of this comet, for the benefit of mankind, is broad +enough. I will, before I discourse further, reserve the privilege to +myself, of sometimes calling Don Gaspard _the Knight_, without appending +to him the Golden Fleece; and, secondly, of not being obliged by +courtesy towards the short memory of readers to steal from his son +Cesara (under which designation the old man will never appear) his +Christian name, which, to be sure, is _Albano_. + +As Don Gaspard was about leaving Italy for Spain, he had, through +Schoppe, caused our Albano, or Cesara, to be brought hither without any +one's knowing why he did it at so late a period. Was it his pleasure, +perhaps, to gaze into the full spring-time of the young twigs? Did he +wish to unfold to the youth some rules for rustics in the +century-almanac of court life? Would he imitate the old Gauls, or the +modern inhabitants of the Cape, who never suffered their sons in their +presence till they were grown up and capable of bearing arms? Was +nothing less than that his idea? This much only I comprehend, that I +should be a very good-natured fool if I were, in the very fore-court of +the work, to suffer myself to be burdened with the task of drawing and +dotting out from the few data that I now have, in the case of a man so +remarkable, and whose magnetic needle declines so many degrees,--a +Wilkes's magnetic table of inclinations;--he, not I, is the father of +his son, to be sure, and he knows of course why he did not send for him +till his beard was grown. + +When it struck twenty-three o'clock (the hour before sundown), and +Albano would have counted up the tedious strokes, he was so excited that +he was not in a condition to ascend the long tone-ladder;[2] he must +away to the shore of the Lago, in which the up-towering islands rise +like sceptred sea-gods. Here stood the noble youth, his inspired +countenance full of the evening glow, with exalted emotions of heart, +sighing for his veiled father, who, hitherto, with an influence like +that of the sun behind a bank of clouds, had made the day of his life +warm and light. This longing was not filial love,--_that_ belonged to +his foster-parents, for childlike love can only spring up toward a heart +whereon we have long reposed, and which has protected us, as it were, +with the first heart's-leaves against cold nights and hot days,--his +love was higher or rarer. Across his soul had been cast a gigantic +shadow of his father's image, which lost nothing by Gaspard's coldness. +Dian compared it to the repose on the sublime countenance of the Juno +Ludovici; and the enthusiastic son likened it to another sudden chill +which often comes into the heart in company with too great warmth from +another's heart, as burning-glasses burn feeblest precisely in the +hottest days. He even hoped he might perchance melt off by his love this +father's heart, so painfully frozen to the glaciers of life: the youth +comprehended not how possible it was to resist a true, warm heart, at +least his. + +Our hero, reared in the Carthusian monastery of rural life, and more in +past ages than his own, applied to every subject antediluvian gigantic +standards of measurement; the invisibility of the Knight constituted a +part of his greatness, and the Moses'-veil doubled the glory which it +concealed. Our youth had, in general, a singular leaning toward +extraordinary men, of whom others stand in dread. He read the eulogies +of every great man with as much delight as if they were meant for him; +and if the mass of people consider uncommon spirits as, for that very +reason, bad,--just as they take all strange petrifactions to be Devil's +bones,--in him the reverse was the case: in him _love_ dwelt a neighbor +to _wonder_, and his breast was always at the same time wide and warm. +To be sure, every young man and every great man who looks upon another +as great, considers him for that very reason as too great. But in every +noble heart burns a perpetual thirst for a nobler, in the fair, for a +fairer; it wishes to behold its ideal out of itself, in bodily presence, +with glorified or adopted form, in order the more easily to attain to +it, because the lofty man can ripen only by a lofty one, as diamond can +be polished only by diamond. On the other hand, does a litterateur, a +cit, a newspaper carrier or contributor wish to get a glimpse of a great +head,--and is he as greedy for a great head as for an abortion with +three heads,--or a Pope with as many caps,--or a stuffed shark,--or a +speaking-machine or a butter-machine,--it is not because his inner man +is burdened and beset by the soul-inspiring ideal of a great man, pope, +shark, three-headed monster, or butter-model, but it is because he +thinks, in the morning, "I can't help wondering how the creature looks," +and because, in the evening, he means to tell how he looks, over a glass +of beer. + +Albano looked from the shore with increasing restlessness across the +shining water toward the holy dwelling-place of his past childhood, his +departed mother, his absent sister. The songs of gladness thrilled +through him as they came floating along on the distant boats; every +running wave--the foaming surge--raised a higher in his bosom; the giant +statue of St. Borromæus,[3] looking away over the cities, embodied the +exalted one (his father) who stood erect in his heart, and the blooming +pyramid, the island, was the paternal throne; the sparkling chain of the +mountains and glaciers wound itself fast around his spirit, and lifted +him up to lofty beings and lofty thoughts. + +The first journey, especially when Nature casts over the long road +nothing but white radiance and orange-blossoms and chestnut-shadows, +imparts to the youth what the last journey often takes away from the +man,--a dreaming heart, wings for the ice-chasms of life, and wide-open +arms for every human breast. + +He went back, and with his commanding eye begged his friends to set sail +this very evening, although Don Gaspard was not to come to the island +till to-morrow morning. Often, what he wanted to do in a week, he +proposed to himself for the next day, and at last did it at once. Dian +tapped the impetuous Boreas on the head lovingly, and said: "Impatient +being, thou hast here the wings of a Mercury, and down there too +(pointing to his feet)! But just cool off! In the pleasant +after-midnight we embark, and when the dawn reddens in the sky we land." +Dian had not merely an artistic eye to his well-formed darling, but also +a tender interest in him, because he had often, in Blumenbühl, where he +had business as public architect, been the friend and guide of his +childhood and youth, and because now on the island he must tear himself +from his arms for some time and be absent at Rome. Since he (the public +architect) considered the same extravagance which he would rebuke in an +old man to be no extravagance in a youth,--an inundation to be no +inundation in Egypt, though it would be in Holland,--and since he +assumed a different average temperature for every individual, age, and +people, and in holy human nature found no string to be cut off, but only +at most to be tuned, surely Cesara must have cherished toward the +cheerful and indulgent teacher, on whose two tables of laws stood only, +Joy and moderation! a right hearty attachment, even more hearty than for +the laws themselves. + +The images of the present and of the near future and of his father had +so filled the breast of the Count with greatness and immortality, that +he could not comprehend how any one could let himself be buried without +having achieved both, and that as often as the landlord brought in +anything, he pitied the man, particularly as he was always singing, and, +like the Neapolitans and Russians, in the minor key, because he was +never to be anything, certainly not immortal. The latter is a mistake; +for he gets his immortality here, and I take pleasure in giving place +and life to his name, _Pippo_ (abbreviated from Philippo). When, at +last, they paid and were about to go, and Pippo kissed a Kremnitz ducat, +saying, "Praised be the holy Virgin with the child on her _right_ arm," +Albano was pleased that the father took after his pious little daughter, +who had been all the evening rocking and feeding an image of the child +Jesus. To be sure, Schoppe remarked, she would carry the child more +_lightly_ on her left arm;[4] but the error of the good youth is a merit +in him as well as the truth. + +Beneath the splendor of a full moon they went on board the bark, and +glided away over the gleaming waters. Schoppe shipped some wines with +them, "not so much," said he, "that there is nothing to be had on the +island, as for this reason, that if the vessel should leak, then there +would be no need of pumping out anything but the flagons,[5] and she +would float again." + +Cesara sank, silently, deeper and deeper into the glimmering beauties of +the shore and of the night. The nightingales warbled as if inspired on +the triumphal gate of spring. His heart grew in his breast like a melon +under its glass-bell, and his breast heaved higher and higher over the +swelling fruit. All at once he reflected that he should in this way see +the tulip-tree of the sparkling morn and the garlands of the island put +together only like an artificial, Italian silk-flower, stamen by stamen, +leaf by leaf; then was he seized with his old thirst for one single +draining draught from Nature's horn of plenty; he shut his eyes, not to +open them again, till he should stand upon the highest terrace of the +island before the morning sun. Schoppe thought he was asleep; but the +Greek smilingly guessed the epicurism of this artificial blindness, and +bound, himself, before those great insatiable eyes the broad, black +taffeta-ribbon, which, like a woman's ribbon or lace mask, contrasted +singularly and sweetly with his blooming but manly face. + +Now the two began to tease and tantalize him in a friendly way with oral +night-pictures of the magnificent adornments of the shores between which +they passed. "How proudly," said Dian to Schoppe, "rises yonder the +castle of Lizanza, and its mountain, like a Hercules, with twelvefold +girdles of vine-clusters!" "The Count," said Schoppe in a lower tone to +Dian, "loses a vast deal by this bandaging of his eyes. See you not, +architect, to speak poetically, the glimmer of the city of Arona? How +beautifully she lays on Luna's blanc d'Espagne, and seems to be setting +herself out and prinking up for to-morrow in the powder-mantle of +moonshine which is flung around her! But that is nothing; still better +looks St. Borromæus yonder, who has the moon on his head like a +freshly-washed night-cap; stands not the giant there like the Micromegas +of the German body politic, just as high, just as stiff and stark?" + +The happy youth was silent, and returned for answer a hand-pressure of +love;--he only dreamed of the present, and signified he could wait and +deny himself. With the heart of a child from whom the curtains and the +after-midnight hide the approaching Christmas present of the morrow, he +was borne along in the pleasure-boat, with tightly bandaged eyes, toward +the approaching, heavenly kingdom. Dian drew, as well as the double +light of the moonshine and the aurora permitted, a sketch of the veiled +dreamer in his scrap-book. I wish I had it here, and could see in it how +my darling, with the optic nerves tied up, strains at once the eye of +dream directed toward the inner world, and the ear of attention so +sharply set toward the outer. How beautiful is such a thing, +painted,--how much more beautiful realized in life! + +The mantle of night grew thinner and cooler,--the morning air fanned +livingly against the breast,--the larks mingled with the nightingales +and with the singing boatmen,--and he heard, beneath his bandage, which +was growing lighter and lighter, the joyful discoveries of his friends, +who saw in the open cities along the shore the reviving stir of human +life, and on the waterfalls of the mountains the alternate reflections +of clouds and ruddy sky. At last the breaking splendors of morn hung +like a festoon of Hesperides-apples around the distant tops of the +chestnut-trees; and now they disembarked upon Isola Bella. + +The veiled dreamer heard, as they ascended with him the ten terraces of +the garden, the deep-drawn sigh and shudder of joy close beside him, and +all the quick entreaties of astonishment; but he held the bandage fast, +and went blindfold from terrace to terrace, thrilled with +orange-fragrance, refreshed by higher, freer breezes, fanned by +laurel-foliage,--and when they had gained at last the highest terrace, +and looked down upon the lake, heaving its green waters sixty ells +below, then Schoppe cried, "Now! now!" But Cesara said, "No! the sun +first!" and at that moment the morning wind flung up the sunlight +gleaming through the dark twigs, and it flamed free on the summits,--and +Dian snatched off the bandage, and said, "Look round!" "O God!" cried he +with a shriek of ecstasy, as all the gates of the new heaven flew open, +and the Olympus of nature, with its thousand reposing gods, stood around +him. What a world! There stood the Alps, like brother giants of the Old +World, linked together, far away in the past, holding high up over +against the sun the shining shields of the glaciers. The giants wore +blue girdles of forest, and at their feet lay hills and vineyards, and +through the aisles and arches of grape-clusters the morning winds played +with cascades as with watered-silk ribbons, and the liquid brimming +mirror of the lake hung down by the ribbons from the mountains, and +they fluttered down into the mirror, and a carved work of chestnut woods +formed its frame.... Albano turned slowly round and round, looked into +the heights, into the depths, into the sun, into the blossoms; and on +all summits burned the alarm-fires of mighty Nature, and in all depths +their reflections,--a creative earthquake beat like a heart under the +earth and sent forth mountains and seas.... O then, when he saw on the +bosom of the infinite mother the little swarming children, as they +darted by under every wave and under every cloud,--and when the morning +breeze drove distant ships in between the Alps,--and when _Isola Madre_ +towered up opposite to him, with her seven gardens, and tempted him to +lean upon the air and be wafted over on level sweep from his summit to +her own,--and when he saw the pheasants darting down from the _Madre_ +into the waves,--then did he seem to stand like a storm-bird with +ruffled plumage on his blooming nest, his arms were lifted like wings by +the morning wind, and he longed to cast himself over the terrace after +the pheasants, and cool his heart in the tide of Nature. + +Ashamed, he took, without looking round him, the hands of his friends +and pressed them in mute fervor, that he might not be obliged to speak. +The magnificent universe had painfully expanded, and then blissfully +overflowed his great breast; and now, when he opened his eyes, like an +eagle, wide and full upon the sun, and when the blinding brightness hid +the earth, and he began to be lonely, and the earth became smoke and the +sun a soft, white world, which gleamed only around the margin,--then did +his whole, full soul, like a thunder-cloud, burst asunder and burn and +weep, and from the pure, white sun his mother looked upon him, and in +the fire and smoke of the earth his father and his life stood veiled. + +Silently he went down the terraces, often passing his hand across his +moist eyes to wipe away the dazzling shadow which danced on all the +summits and all the steps. + +Exalted Nature! when we see and love thee, we love our fellow-men more +warmly; and when we must pity or forget them, thou still remainest with +us, reposing before the moist eye like a verdant chain of mountains in +the evening red. Ah, before the soul in whose sight the morning dew of +its ideals has faded to a cold, gray drizzle,--and before the heart, +which, in the subterranean passages of this life, meets no longer men, +but only dry, crooked-up mummies on crutches in catacombs,--and before +the eye which is impoverished and forsaken, and which no human creature +will any longer gladden,--and before the proud son of the gods whom his +unbelief and his lonely bosom, emptied of humanity, rivet down to an +eternal, unchangeable anguish,--before all these thou remainest, +quickening Nature, with thy flowers and mountains and cataracts, a +faithful comforter; and the bleeding son of the gods, cold and +speechless, dashes the drop of anguish from his eyes, that they may +rest, far and clear, on thy volcanoes, and on thy Springs, and on thy +suns! + + +2. CYCLE. + +I could wish nothing finer for one whom I held dear, than a mother,--a +sister,--three years of living together on Isola Bella,--and then in the +twentieth, a morning hour when he should land on the Eden-island, and, +enjoying all this with the eye and memory at once, clasp and strain it +to his open soul. O thou all too happy Albano, on the rose-parterre of +childhood,--under the deep, blue sky of Italy,--in the midst of +luxuriant, blossom-laden citron-foliage,--in the bosom of _beautiful_ +nature, who caresses and holds thee like a mother, and in the presence +of _sublime_ nature, which stands like a father in the distance, and +with a heart which expects its own father to-day! + +The three now roamed with slow, unsteady steps through the swimming +paradise. Although both of the others had often trodden it before, still +their silver age became a golden age, by sympathy with Albano's ecstasy; +the sight of another's rapture wakes the old impression of our own. As +people who live near breakers and cataracts speak louder than others, so +did the majestic sounding of the swollen sea of life impart to them all, +even Schoppe, a stronger language; only he never could hit upon such +imposing words, at least gestures, as another man. + +Schoppe, who must needs fling a farewell kiss back to dear Italy, would +gladly still have conserved the last scattered drops that hung around +the cup of joy, which were sweet as Italian wines, full of German fire +without the German acid. By acid he meant leave-taking and emotion. "If +fate," said he, "fires a single retreating shot, by Heaven, I quietly +turn my nag and ride whistling back. The deuce must be in the beast (or +on him) if a clever jockey could not so break his mourning steed that +the creature should carry himself very well as a companion-horse to the +festive steed.[6] I school my sun-horse as well as my sumpter-horse far +otherwise." + +First of all, now, they took possession of this Otaheite-island by +marches, and every one of its provinces must pay them, as a Persian +province does its emperor, a different pleasure. "The lower terraces," +said Schoppe, "must deliver to us squatter-sovereigns the tithe of fruit +and sack, in citron and orange fragrance,--the upper pays off the +imperial tax in _prospects_,--the Grotto down below there will pay, I +hope, Jews-scot in the _murmur_ of waters, and the cypress-wood up +yonder its princess's tribute in _coolness_,--the ships will not defraud +us of their Rhine and Neckar toll, but pay that down by showing +themselves in the distance." + +It is not difficult for me to perceive that Schoppe, by these quizzical +sallies, aimed to allay the violent commotions of Cesara's brain and +heart; for the splendor of the morning enchantment, although the youth +spoke composedly of lesser things, had not yet gone from his sight. In +him every excitement vibrated long after (one in the morning lasted the +whole day), for the same reason that an alarm-bell keeps on humming +longer than a sheep-bell; although such a continuing echo could neither +distract his attention nor disturb his actions or his words. + +The Knight was to come at noon. Meanwhile they roamed and revelled and +went humming about in stiller enjoyment with bees-wings and +bees-probosces through the richly-honeyed Flora of the island; and they +had that serene naturalness of children, artists, and Southern people, +which sips only from the honey-cup of the moment; and, accordingly, they +found in every dashing wave, in every citron-frame, in every statue +among blossoms, in every dancing reflection, in every darting ship, more +than one flower which opened its full cup wider under the warm sky, +whereas, with us, under our cold one, it fares as with the bees, against +whom the frosts of May shut the flowers up. O, the islanders are right! +Our greatest and most lasting error is, that we look for life, that is, +its happiness, as the materialists look for the soul, in the combination +of parts, as if the whole or the relation of its component parts could +give us anything which each individual part had not already. Does then +the heaven of our existence, like the blue one over our heads, consist +of mere empty air, which, when near to, and in little, is only a +transparent nothing, and which only in the distance and in gross becomes +blue ether? The century casts the flower-seeds of thy joy only from the +porous sowing-machine of minutes, or rather, to the blest eternity +itself there is no other handle than the instant. It is not that life +consists of seventy years, but the seventy years consist of a continuous +life, and one has lived, at all events, and lived enough, die when one +may. + + +3. CYCLE. + +When, at length, the three sons of joy were about to seat themselves in +the dining-hall of a laurel grove before their meat-and-drink offering, +which Schoppe had stored away in the provision ship at Sesto, at that +moment, a genteel stranger, elegantly dressed in one color, came through +the twigs, with slow, stately steps, up to the reclining company, and +addressed himself, forthwith, without inquiry, to Cesara, in slow, soft, +and precisely pronounced German: "I am intrusted with an apology to Sir +Count Cesara."--"From my father?" asked he quickly. "Beg pardon,--from +my prince," replied the stranger; "he forbade your noble father, who +arose ill, to travel in the cool of the morning, but towards evening he +will meet you. In the mean time," he added, with a gracious smile and a +slight bow, "I sacrifice something on the noble Knight's account, in +commencing the pleasure of being longer with you hereafter, Sir Count, +by bringing you disappointment." Schoppe, who was neater at guessing +than at speaking, immediately broke out,--for he never let himself be +imposed upon by any man: "We are then pedagogic copartners and +confederates. Welcome, dear Gray-leaguesman!"[7] "It gives me pleasure," +said the stranger, coldly, who was dressed in gray. + +But Schoppe had hit it; the stranger was hereafter to occupy the place +of chief tutor to Cesara, and Schoppe was collaborator. To me this seems +judicious; the electric-sparkling Schoppe could serve as the cat's-skin, +the fox-tail, the glass cylinder, which should completely charge our +youth, composed as he was of conductors and non-conductors; the chief +tutor, as principal, being the operator and spark-taker, who should +discharge him with his Franklin's-points. + +The man was named Von Augusti, was Lector to the prince, and had lived +much in the great world; he seemed, as is the case with all of this +court-stamp, ten years older than he really was, for he was in fact only +just thirty-seven. + +One would have to suffer for it from the inverted ink-pots of the +reviewing Xanthippes, if one should leave the reviewers or Xanthippes in +any uncertainty as to who the prince really was of whom we have all made +mention above. It was the hereditary Prince of Hohenfliess, in whose +village of Blumenbühl the Count had been brought up, and into whose +chief city he was next to remove. The Hohenfliess Infante was hurrying +back, in a great dust and all out of breath, from Italy, wherein he had +left much spare coin and land-scrip, to Germany, in order there to coin, +upon his own account, allegiance-medals, because his reigning father was +going down the steps into the hereditary sepulchre, and was even now +within a few paces of his coffin. + +During dinner the Lector Augusti spoke of the lovely scenery with true +taste, but with little warmth and impulse, preferring it by far to some +Tempestas[8] in the Borromæan palace. Thence he passed on, in order to +have occasion of mentioning the Knight as often as possible, to the +personalities of the Court, and confessed that the German gentleman, M. +de Bouverot, stood in especial favor,--for with courtiers and saints +everything goes by grace,--and that the Prince was uncommonly afflicted +in his nerves, &c. Courtiers, who, for the most part, cut their very +souls according to the pattern of another's, do, however, draw up their +ministerial reports of court so copiously and seriously for the +uninitiated, that the reader of their gazettes must needs either laugh +or go to sleep; a court-man and the book _Des Erreurs et de la Verité_ +call the general of the Jesuits God, the Jesuits men, and the +non-Jesuits beasts. Schoppe listened with a dreadful pucker and twist of +feature; he hated courts bitterly. Young Albano thought not much better +of them; nay, as he was fond of venture, and liked much better to work +and fight with the arm than with the fingers of the inner man, and +delighted in tackling to the snow-plough and harrow and sowing-machine +of life war-horses and thunder-steeds, instead of a team of clever +home-and field-horses, of course people who went carefully and +considerately to work, and would rather do light, lacquered work, and +delicate ladies' work, than Hercules'-labors, he did not particularly +fancy. However he could not but feel a respect for the modesty of +Augusti, (based as it was upon a noble self-reliance,) which never let +him say a word about himself, as well as for the knowledge he had gained +by travel. + +Cesara,--by the way I shall continue through this Cycle to write it with +a C, agreeably to the Spanish orthography; but in and after the 4th, +since I am not used to that letter in my orthography, and cannot be +forever misrepresenting myself through a long book, it will be written +with a Z,--Cesara could not hear enough from the Lector about his +father. He related to him the last act of the Knight in Rome, but with +an irreligious coldness which produced in the youth a chill of a +different kind. Don Gaspard, namely, had laid a wager with a German +Nuncius, picture against picture, that he would take a certain German +(Augusti would not name him), whose life was only one prolonged, moral +filth-month in the princely stable of Epicurus, and in two days, without +seeing him, would convert him for as long a time as the Nuncio should +desire. The latter accepted the wager, but caused the German to be +secretly watched. After two days the German locked himself up, became +devout, pale, still, bed-ridden, and in conduct came near to a true +Christian. The Nuncio watched the mischief for a week, then demanded the +sudden retransformation, or the Circe's wand, which should bring back +again the beastly shape. The Knight touched the German with the wand, +and the Epicurean swine stood there perfectly sound and well. I know not +which is the more inexplicable, the miracle, or the cold-bloodedness of +the thing. But the Lector could not say with what menstrua Gaspard +forced these rapid solutions and evaporations and precipitations. + +At length the Lector, who had long been _frappé_ with the vocation and +the collaboratorship of the singular Schoppe, came, by polite +circumlocutions, upon the question, how the Knight had become acquainted +with him. "Through the Pasquino," he replied. "He was just stepping +round the corner of the Palazzo degli Ursini, when he saw some Romans +and our hereditary prince standing round a man who was on his knees +(they were my knees) before the statues of Pasquino and Marforio, and +offering to them the following prayer: Dear Castor and Pollux! why do ye +not secularize yourselves out of the ecclesiastical estate, and travel +through my Germany _in partibus infidelium_, or as two diligent vicars? +Could you not go round among the cities of the empire as missionary +preachers and referendaries, or post yourselves as _chevaliers +d'honneur_ and armorial bearers on either side of a throne? Would to God +they might at least vote thee, Pasquino, royal high-chaplain and master +of ceremonies in the court chapels, or let thee down from the roof by a +rope at the christening as baptismal angel! Say, could not you twins, +now, once come forward and speak as petition-masters-general in the +halls of the Diet, or, as _magistri sententiarum_, oppugn one another +within the walls of the universities on Commencement days? Pasquino, can +no Delia Porta[9] restore thee, were it only so far that thou mightest, +at least, at Congresses and treaty-makings of the diplomatic corps, play +the _silhouetteur_ as the figure-head of the stove, or must you serve at +the highest only in university libraries, as the busts of critical +editors? Ah, gay pair, would that Chigi, who stands here beside me, +might only model you into a portable pocket edition for ladies, I would +put you by, and not take you out of my pocket till I reached Germany! I +can, however, do it even here on the island," said Schoppe; whereupon he +drew forth the satirical work of art; for the renowned architect and +modeller, Chigi, who heard him, had really cast a copy of it. Schoppe +went on to tell how Don Gaspard then seriously stepped up to him, and +asked him, in Spanish, who he was. "I am (he answered also in Spanish) +actual Titular librarian to the Grand Master at Malta, and a descendant +of the so-called grammatical dog, the toothed humanist, Scioppius +(German Schoppe); my baptismal name is Pero, Piero, Pietro (Peter). But +many here call me, by mistake, Sciupio or Sciopio (extravagance)." + +Gaspard had an impartial, deep-reaching eye for every spirit, even +though it were most unlike his own; and, least of all, did he seek a +repetition of himself. He therefore took the librarian home with him. +Since, now, the latter seemed to live solely by portrait-painting, and +was besides just meaning to go back to Germany, he accordingly proposed +to this rich, many-eyed, rough spirit, Albano's society, which only the +present fellow-laborer, Augusti, was to share with him. But there were +four things which the librarian demanded beforehand, as +preliminaries,--a sitting from the Count, his profile, and--when both +these had been granted--yet a third and a fourth, in the following +terms: "Must I suffer myself to be _calendered_[10] by the +three estates, and forced to take on gloss and smoothness by +polishing-presses? I will not; whithersoever else, be it to +heaven or hell, I will accompany your son, but not into the +stamping-washing-roasting-melting-and-forcing-works of great houses." +This was granted easiest of all; besides, the second Imperial vicegerent +of the paternal supremacy, Augusti, was appointed to the business in +question. But upon the fourth point they came near falling out. Schoppe, +who would rather be an outlaw than a slave or a freedman, and whose +ground, no less imperially free than fruitful, would not endure a hedge, +could accommodate himself only to accidental, undetermined services, and +felt obliged to decline the _fixum_ of a salary. "I will," said he, +"deliver occasional sermons, but none of your weekly sermons; nay, it +may be, oftentimes, I shall not enter the desk for a half-year +together." The Knight considered it beneath him to be under obligations, +and drew back, till Schoppe hit upon the diagonal road, and said he +would give his society as a _don gratuit_, and should expect of the +Knight, from time to time, a considerable _don gratuit_ in return. As +for the rest, Schoppe was now full as dear to the Knight as the +first-best Turk of the Court who had ever helped him up his +carriage-steps; his trial of a man was like a post-mortem examination, +and after the trial he neither loved nor hated more cordially; to him, +as he looked into the show-piece of blustering life, the manager and the +first and second mistresses, and the Lears and Iphigenias and heroes +were no friends, nor were the Kasperls and the tyrants and +supernumeraries foes, but they were simply different actors in different +parts. Ah, Gaspard, standest thou, then, in the front box, and not also +on the stage of life itself? And dost thou not in the great drama +recognize, like Hamlet, a lesser one? Ay, does not every stage imply, +after all, a twofold life,--a copying and a copied? + +Either the glass or two (or more) of wine, or else his annoying contrast +to the elegant, sedate Lector, set Schoppe's winnowing-mill with all its +wheels in motion, though this humor of his found small scope on the +enchanting island; and when Augusti expressed a wish that Schoppe might +go to Germany under happier auspices than other painters, the latter +drew forth a pack of gilded pictures of German patron saints, and said, +shuffling them: "Many a one would here lay a papal miserere on the desk +and sing it off, particularly if, like me, he had to go into winter +quarters among the German ice and fog-banks in the middle of +spring;--and it is with reluctance, I am free to confess, I leave the +Harlequin and Pulzinella and Scapin, and the whole _comedia dell' arte_ +behind. But the gentlemen saints whom I here shuffle have brought the +lands under their charge into high and dry condition, and one passes +through them with comfort. Mr. Architect, you laugh, but you know +altogether too little of what these painted heavenly advowees hourly +undertake in behalf of the German circles. Mr. Architect, show me, after +all, a country anywhere, in which so many cudgels, programmes, +professors, _Perukes-allongées_, learned advertisements, imperial +notices, cits and surburbans, ceremonies, coronations, and Heidelberg +tubs, but without indwelling Diogeneses, are to be mustered together as +in the aforementioned? Or I appeal to you, Mr. Von Augusti! Point out to +me, I pray, one single territory which is provided with such a _Long +Parliament_, namely, a most lengthy Diet of the Empire, as it were, an +extraordinarily wholesome _pillula perpetua_[11] which the patient is +incessantly swallowing, and which as incessantly purges him; and who is +not reminded, as well as myself, in this connection, of the _capitulatio +perpetua_, and in general of the body politic of the Empire, that +_perpetuum immobile_,--and on good grounds?" Here Schoppe drank. "The +body of the Empire becomes thereby, like the first principle of morals, +or like virgin earth, altogether insoluble; nay, supposing one of us +were to take an electoral sword, and cut it in two therewith, as if it +were an earwig, still the half with the teeth would, like the cloven +earwig, turn round and eat the latter half clean up,--and then there +would be the whole continuous earwig rejoined and well fed into the +bargain. It is not by any means to be regretted as a consequence of this +close _nexus_ of the Empire, that the corpus can devour and digest its +own limbs, as the brook-crab does its stomach, without any real harm to +itself, so that the corpus, like a Homeric god, can only be wounded, but +not killed. Take this bunchy polypus-stalk, I often say, mash it to a +pulp with Rösel,--turn it wrong side outward like a glove,--like +Lichtenberg, cut the polypus in two dexterously with a hair,--like +Trembley, stick and incorporate several severed limbs into one another, +as other naturalists do imperial cities, abbeys, small provinces into +greater, or the reverse,--and then examine after some days; verily, +magnificent and whole and well, thy polypus will be found sitting there +again, or my name is not Schoppe." + +The Count had heard him again and again on this subject, and could +therefore more easily and properly smile; the Lector, however, was +learning all this for the first time, and even the comic actor is not +such to his new hearers. But amidst all these diversions there still +sounded on in Albano's soul a confused tumult, like the murmuring of +the waterfall of the coming times. He peered longingly through the +wavering seams of the laurel-foliage, out toward the shining hills, when +Dian said, in his painter's-language: "Is it not as if all the gods +stood, with thousands of cornucopias, on the mountains around Lago +Maggiore, and poured down wine and cascades, till the lake, like a +goblet of joy, foams over and gushes down with the brimming juice?" +Schoppe replied: "Pleasures of exceeding flavor, like pineapples, have +the misfortune, that, like pineapples, they make the gums bleed." "I +think," said Augusti, "that one ought not to reflect much upon the +pleasures of life, any more than upon the beauties of a good poem; one +enjoys both better without counting or dissecting them." "And I," said +Cesara, "would calculate and dissect from very pride; whatever came of +it I would abide, and I should be ashamed to be unhappy about it. If +life, like the olive, is a bitter fruit, then grasp both with the press, +and they will afford the sweetest oil." Here he rose to remain alone on +the island till evening; he asked indulgence, but gave no excuse. His +lofty, ambitious soul was incapable of descending to the smallest lie, +even towards an animal. In Blumenbühl he used daily to entice the tame +pigeons near him by holding out food; and his foster-sister often begged +him to catch one; but he always said, "No," for he would not betray the +confidence even of a brute creature. + +While they followed him with their eyes, as he slowly retired through +the laurel shades, with the shadows dancing after him and stray sunbeams +gliding down over him, and, as in a dream, gently bent the branches +apart with his hands extended before him, Dian broke forth: "What a +statue of Jupiter!" "And the ancients," said Schoppe, joining in, +"believed, moreover, that every god dwelt in his own statue." "A +magnificent, threefold breadth of brow, nasal bridge, and breast!" +continued Dian. "A Hercules planting olive-trees on Olympus!" "It struck +me very much," said the Lector, "that, after considerable study, I could +read in his countenance what I wished and what was mutually +contradictory,--coldness, warmth, innocence and gentleness, most readily +defiance and force." Schoppe added: "It may be still harder for himself +to compel such a congress of warring powers within him to become a +peace-congress." "How beautifully," said the humanly feeling Dian, "must +love sit upon so mighty a form, and how sublimely must anger!" "Those +are two poetic beauties," replied Schoppe, "out of which two +Pedagogiarchs and Zenophons, like us, can make little with their Cyrus +in their Cyropædia." + + +4. CYCLE. + +Zesara had tasted only three glasses of wine; but the must of his thick, +hot blood fermented under it mightily. The day grew more and more into a +Daphnian and Delphic grove, in whose whispering and steamy thicket he +lost himself deeper and deeper,--the sun hung in the blue like a white +glistening snow-ball,--the glaciers cast their silvery glances down into +the green,--from distant clouds it thundered occasionally,[12] as if +spring were rolling along in his triumphal chariot far away towards us +at the north,--the living glow of the climate and the hour, and the holy +fire of two raptures, the remembered and the expected, warmed to life +all his powers. And now that fever of young health seized upon him, in +which it always seemed to him as if a particular heart beat in every +limb,--the lungs and the heart are heavy and full of blood,--the breath +is hot as a Harmattan wind,--and the eye dark in its own blaze,--and the +limbs are weary with energy. In this overcharge of the electrical cloud +he had a peculiar passion for destroying. When younger, he often +relieved himself by rolling fragments of rock to a summit and letting +them roll down, or by running on the full gallop till his breath grew +_longer_, or most surely by hurting himself with a penknife (as he had +heard of Cardan's doing), and even bleeding himself a little +occasionally. Seldom do ordinary, and still seldomer extraordinary, men +attain full-blooming youth of body and spirit, but when it does happen, +so much the more luxuriantly does one root bear a whole flower-garden. + +With such emotions Albano now stood alone behind the palace towards the +south, when a sport of his boyish years occurred to him. + +He had, namely, often in May, during a heavy wind, climbed up into a +thick-limbed apple-tree, which supported a whole green hanging cabinet, +and had laid himself down in the arms of its branches. And when, in this +situation, the wavering pleasure-grove swung him about amidst the +juggling play of the lily-butterflies and the hum of bees and insects +and the clouds of blossoms, and when the flaunting top now buried him in +rich green, now launched him into deep blue, and now into the sunshine, +then did his fancy stretch the tree to gigantic dimensions: it grew +alone in the Universe, as if it were the tree of endless life, its root +pierced far down into the abyss, the white-red clouds hung upon it as +blossoms, the moon as a fruit, the little stars glistened like dew, and +Albano reposed in its infinite summit, and a storm swayed the summit +from day into night and from night into day. + +And now he stood looking up to a tall cypress. A southeast breeze had +arisen from its siesta in Rome, and flying along had cooled itself by +the way in the tops of the lemon-trees and in a thousand brooks and +shadows, and now lay cradled in the arms of the cypress. Then he climbed +up the tree, in order at least to tire himself. But how did the world +stretch out before him, with its woods, its islands, and its mountains, +when he saw the thunder-cloud lying over Rome's seven hills, just as if +that old spirit were speaking from the gloom which once wrought in the +seven hills as in seven Vesuviuses, that had stood before the face of +the earth so many centuries with fiery columns, with erect tempests, and +had overspread it with clouds and ashes and fertility, till they at last +burst themselves asunder! The mirror-wall of the glaciers stood, like +his father, unmelted before the warm rays of heaven, and only glistened +and remained cold and hard,--from the broad expanse of the lake the +sunny hills seemed on every hand to rise as from their bath, and the +little ships of men seemed to lie fast stranded in the distance,--and, +floating far and wide around him, the great spirits of the past went by, +and under their invisible tread only the woods bowed themselves, the +flower-beds scarcely at all. Then did the outward past become in Albano +his own future,--no melancholy, but a thirst after all greatness that +inhabits and uplifts the spirit, and a shrinking from the unclean baits +of the future painfully compressed his eyelids, and heavy drops fell +from them. He came down, because his internal dizziness grew at last to +a physical. His rural education and the influence of Dian, who +reverenced the modest course of nature, had preserved the budding garden +of his faculties from the untimely morning sun and hasty growth; but the +expectation of the evening and the journey he had taken had conspired +to make the day of his life now too warm and stimulating. + +Roaming and dreaming, he lost himself among orange-blossoms. Suddenly it +was to him as if a sweet stirring in his inmost heart made it enlarge +painfully, and grow void, and then full again. Ah, he knew not that it +was the fragrances which he had here in childhood so often drunk into +his bosom, and which now darkly but powerfully called back every fantasy +and remembrance of the past, for the very reason that fragrances, unlike +the worn-out objects of the eye and ear, seldomer present themselves, +and therefore the more easily and intensely renew the faded sensations. +But when he happened into an arcade of the palace, which was colored +mosaically with variegated stones and shells, and when he saw the waves +playing and dancing on the threshold of the grotto, then did a +moss-grown past all at once reveal itself: he sounded his +recollections,--the colored stones of the grotto lay as it were full of +inscriptions of a former time before his memory. Ah, here had he been a +thousand times with his mother! She had showed him the shells and +forbidden him to approach the waves; and once, as the sun was rising and +the rippled lake and all the pebbles glistened, he had waked up on her +bosom, in the midst of the blaze of lights. + +O, was not, then, the place sacred, and was not here the overpowering +desire pardonable, which he had so long felt to-day, to open a wound in +his arm for the relief of the restless and tormenting blood? + +He scratched himself, but accidentally too deep, and with a cool and +pleasant exaltation of his more lightly-breathing nature he watched the +red fountain of his arm in the setting sun, and became, as if a burden +had fallen off from him, calm, sober, still, and tender. He thought of +his departed mother, whose love remained now forever unrequited. Ah, +gladly would he have poured out this blood for her,--and now, too, love +for his sickly father gushed up more warmly than ever in his bosom. O +come soon, said his heart, I will love thee so inexpressibly, thou dear +Father! + +The sun grew cold on the damp earth,--and now only the indented mural +crown formed by the gold wedges of the glacier-peaks glowed above the +spent clouds,--and the magic-lantern of nature threw its images longer +and fainter every moment, when a tall form, in an open red mantle, came +slowly along towards him round the cedar-trees, pressed with the right +hand the region of its heart, where little sparks glimmered, and with +the half-raised left crushed a waxen mask into a lump, and looked down +into its own breast. Suddenly it stiffened against the wall of the +palace in a petrified posture. Albano placed his hand upon his light +wound, and drew near to the petrified one. What a form! From a dry, +haggard face projected between eyes which gleamed on, half hid beneath +their sockets, a contemptuous nose with a proud curl,--there stood a +cherub with the germ of the fall, a scornful, imperious spirit, who +could not love aught, not even his own heart, hardly a higher,--one of +those terrible beings who exalt themselves above men, above misfortune, +above the earth, and above conscience, and to whom it is all the same +whatever human blood they shed, whether another's or their own. + +It was Don Gaspard. + +The sparkling chain of his order, made of steel and precious stones, +betrayed him. He had been seized with the catalepsy, his old complaint. +"O father!" said Albano, with terror, and embraced the immovable form; +but it was as if he clasped cold death to his heart. He tasted the +bitterness of a hell,--he kissed the rigid lip, and cried more +loudly,--at last, letting fall his arm, he started back from him, and +the exposed wound bled again without his feeling it; and gnashing his +teeth with wild, youthful love and with anguish, and with great +ice-drops in his eyes, he gazed upon the mute form, and tore its hand +from its heart. At this Gaspard, awaking, opened his eyes, and said, +"Welcome, my dear son!" Then the child, with overmastering bliss and +love, sank on his father's heart, and wept, and was silent. "Thou +bleedest, Albano," said Gaspard, softly holding him off; "bandage +thyself!" "Let me bleed; I will die with thee, if thou diest! O, how +long have I pined for thee, my good father!" said Albano, yet more +deeply agitated by his father's sick heart, which he now felt beating +more heavily against his own. "Very good; but bandage thyself!" said he; +and as the son did it, and while hurrying on the bandage, gazed with +insatiable love into the eye of his father,--that eye which cast only +cold glances like his jewelled ring; just then, on the chestnut-tops +which had been to-day the throne of the morning sun, the soft moon +opened soothingly her holy eye, and it was to the inflamed Albano, in +this home of his childhood and his mother, as if the spirit of his +mother were looking from heaven, and calling down, "I shall weep if you +do not love each other." His swelling heart overflowed, and he said +softly to his father, who was growing paler in the moonlight, "Dost thou +not love me, then?" "Dear Alban," replied the father, "one cannot answer +thee enough: thou art very good,--it is very good." But with the pride +of a love which boldly measured itself with his father's, he seized +firmly the hand with the mask, and looked on the Knight with fiery eyes. +"My son," replied the weary one, "I have yet much to say to thee to-day, +and little time, because I travel to-morrow,--and I know not how long +the beating of my heart will let me speak." Ah, then, that previous sign +of a touched soul had been only the sign of a disordered pulse. Thou +poor son, how must thy swollen sea stiffen before this sharp air,--ah, +how must thy warm heart cleave to the ice-cold metal, and tear itself +away not without a skin-peeling wound! + +But, good youth! who of us could blame thee that wounds should +attach thee as it were by a tie of _blood_ to thy true or false +demigod,--although a demigod is oftener joined to a demi-beast than a +demi-man,--and that thou shouldst so painfully love! Ah, what ardent +soul has not once uttered the prayer of love in vain, and then, lamed by +the chilling poison, like other poisoned victims, not been able any +longer to move its heavy tongue and heavy heart! But love on, thou warm +soul! like spring-flowers, like night-butterflies, tender love at last +breaks through the hard-frozen soil, and every heart, which desires +nothing else than a heart, finds at last its bosom! + + +5. CYCLE. + +The Knight took him up to a gallery supported by a row of stone pillars, +which lemon-trees strewed all over with perfumes and with little, lively +shadows, silver-edged by the moon. He drew two medallions from his +pocket-book,--one represented a remarkably youthful-looking female face, +with the circumscription, "Nous ne nous verrons jamais, mon fils." +"Here is thy mother," said Gaspard, giving it to him, "and here thy +sister"; and handed him the second, whose lines ran into an indistinct, +antiquated shape, with the circumscription, "Nous nous verrons un jour, +mon frère." He now began his discourse, which he delivered in such a low +tone and in so many loose sheets (one comma often coming at one end of +the gallery and the next at the other), and with such an alternation of +quick and slow paces, that the ear of any eavesdropping inquisitor +keeping step with them, under the gallery, had there been one down +there, could not have caught three drops of connected sound. "Thy +attention, dear Alban," he continued, "not thy fancy, must now be put on +the stretch. Thou art, unhappily, to-day too romantic for one who is to +hear so many romantic things. The Countess of Cesara ever loved the +mysterious; thou wilt perceive it in the commission which she gave me a +few days before her death, and which I was obliged to promise I would +execute this very Good-Friday." + +He said further, before beginning, that, as his catalepsy and +palpitation of the heart increased critically, he must hasten to Spain +to arrange his affairs, and, still more, those of his ward, the Countess +of Romeiro. Alban made one brotherly inquiry about his dear sister, so +long separated from him; his father gave him to hope he should soon see +her, as she intended to visit Switzerland with the Countess. + +As I do not perceive what people will gain by it, if I insert those (to +me) annoying geese-feet[13] with the everlasting "said he," I will +relate the commission in person. There would, at a certain time (the +Knight said), come to him three unknown persons,--one in the morning, +one at noon, and one in the evening,--and each one would present him a +card, in a sealed envelope, containing merely the name of the city and +the house wherein the picture-cabinet, which Albano must visit the very +same night, was to be found. In this cabinet he must touch and press all +the nails of the pictures till he comes to one behind which the pressure +makes a repeating-clock, built into the wall, strike twelve. Here he +finds behind the picture a secret arras-door, behind which sits a female +form with an open souvenir and three rings on her left hand, and a +crayon in her right. When he presses the ring of the middle finger, the +form will rise amidst the rolling of the internal wheel-work, step out +into the chamber, and the wheel-work, which is running down, will stop +with her at a wall whereon she indicates, by the crayon, a hidden +compartment, in which lie a pocket-perspective glass and the waxen +impression of a coffin-key. The eye-glass of the perspective arranges by +an optical anamorphosis the snarl of withering lines on the medallion of +his sister, which he had to-day received, into a sweet, young form, and +the object-glass gives back to the immature image of his mother the +lineaments of mature life. Then he is to press the ring-finger, and +immediately the dumb, cold figure will begin to write with the crayon in +the souvenir, and designate to him, in a few words, the place of the +coffin, of whose key he has the waxen impression. In the coffin lies a +black marble slab, in the form of a black Bible; and when he has broken +it he will find a kernel therein, from which is to grow the +Christmas-tree of his whole life. If the slab is not in the coffin, then +he is to give the last ring of the little finger a pressure,--but what +this wooden Guerike's weather-prophet of his destiny would do, the +Knight himself could not predict. + +I am fully of opinion that from this bizarre testament the +repeating-work and half of the wheel-work might easily be broken out, +(just as clocks are now made in London with only two wheels,) without +doing the dial-work or the movement of the hands the least injury. + +Upon Albano all this testamentary whirl and whiz had, contrary to my +expectation, almost no effect; excepting to produce a more tender love +for the good mother who, when she already beheld, in the stream of life +below, the swift image of the pouncing hawk of death, thought only of +her son. Upon the fixed, iron countenance of his father he so gazed +during this narrative with tender gratitude for the pains he had taken +to remember and relate, as almost to lose the thread of the discourse, +and in the moonshine and to the eye of his fancy the Knight grew to a +Colossus of Rhodes, hiding half the horizon of the present, a being for +whom this testamentary memory-work seemed almost too trivial. + +Thus far Don Gaspard had spoken merely as a genuine man of the world, +who always excludes from his speech (into which no special, intimate +relations enter) all mention or flattery of a person, of others as well +as of himself, and regards even historical persons merely as conditions +of things, so that two such impersonalities with their grim coldness +seemed to be only two speaking logics or sciences, not living beings +with beating hearts. O, how softly did it flow, like a tender melody, +into Albano's lovesick heart, which the pure and mild moon, and the +glimmering island-garden of his early days, and the voice of his mother +sounding on and echoing in his soul, all conspired to melt, when at +length the _father_ said: "So much have I to tell of the Countess. Of +myself I have nothing to say to thee but to express my constant +satisfaction hitherto with thy life." "O, give me, dearest father, +instruction and counsel for my future government," said the enraptured +man, and as Gaspard's right hand twitched convulsively toward his more +hurriedly beating heart, he followed it with his left to the sick spot +and pressed intensely the hysterical heart as if he could arrest by +grasping at the spokes this down-hill-rolling wheel of life. The Knight +replied: "I have nothing more to say to thee. The _Linden City_ +(Pestitz) is now open to thee; thy mother had shut it against thee. The +hereditary Prince, who will soon be Prince, and the minister, Von +Froulay, who is my friend, will be thine. I believe it will be of +service to thee to cultivate their acquaintance." + +The sharp-sighted Gaspard saw at this moment suddenly flit across the +pure, open countenance of the youth strange emotions and hot blushes, +which nothing immediate could explain, and which instantly passed away, +as if annihilated, when he thus continued: "To a man of rank, sciences +and polite learning, which to others are final ends, are only means and +recreations; and great as thy inclination for them may be, thou wilt, +however, surely, in the end give actions the preference over enjoyments; +thou wilt not feel thyself born to instruct or amuse men merely, but to +manage and to rule them. It were well if thou couldst gain the minister, +and thereby the knowledge of government and political economy which he +can give thee; for in the sketch of one country as well as of one court +thou hast the grand outlines of every greater one to which thou mayest +be called, and for which thou wilt have to educate thyself. It is my +wish that thou shouldst be even a favorite of the Prince and the Court, +less because thou hast need of connections than because thou needest +experience. Only through men are men to be subdued and surpassed, not +by books and superior qualities. One must not display his worth in order +to gain men, but gain them first, and then, and not until then, show his +worth. There is no calamity like ignorance; and not so much by virtue as +by understanding is man made formidable and fortunate. Thou hast at most +to shun men who are too like thee, particularly the noble." The +corrosive sublimate of his irony consisted here, not in his pronouncing +"noble" with an accented, ironical tone, but in his pronouncing it, +contrary to what might have been expected, coldly and without any tone +at all. Albano's hand, still on his, had for some time slipped down from +his father's heart along the sharp-edged steel chain of his order to the +golden, metal-cold lamb that hung from it. The youth, like all young men +and hermits, had too severe notions of courtiers and men of the world: +he held them to be decided basilisks and dragons,--although I can still +excuse that, if he means by basilisks only what the naturalists +mean,--wingless lizards,--and by dragons, nothing but winged ones, and +thus regards them only as amphibia, hardly less cold and odious than +Linnæus defines such to be. Besides, he cherished (so easily does +Plutarch become the seducer of youth whose biographer he might have +been, like me) more contempt than reverence for the _artolatry_ (loaf +and fish service) of our age, always transubstantiating (inversely) its +_god_ into _bread_,--for the best bread-studies or bread-carts,--for the +making of a _carrière_,--for every one, in short, who was not a +dare-devil, and who, instead of catapultas and war machines, operated +with some sort of invisible magnetic wands, suction-works, and +cupping-glasses, and took anything in that way. Every young man has a +fine season in his life when he will accept no office, and every young +woman has the same in hers, when she will accept no husband; by and by +they both change, and often take one another into the bargain. + +As the Knight advanced the above propositions, certainly not offensive +to any man of the world, there swelled in his son a holy, generous +pride,--it seemed to him as if his heart and even his body, like that of +a praying saint, were lifted by a soaring genius far above the +race-courses of a greedy, creeping age,--the great men of a greater time +passed before him under their triumphal arches, and beckoned him to come +nearer to them: in the east lay Rome and the moon, and before him the +Circus of the Alps,--a mighty Past by the side of a mighty Present. With +the proud and generous consciousness that there is something more +godlike in us than prudence and understanding, he laid hold of his +father, and said: "This whole day, dear father, has been one increasing +agitation in my heart. I cannot speak nor think rightly for emotion. +Father, I will visit them all; I will soar away above men; but I despise +the dirty road to the object. I will in the sea of the world rise like a +living man by _swimming_, and not like a drowned man by _corruption_. +Yes, father, let Fate cast a gravestone upon this breast, and crush it, +when it has lost virtue and the divinity and its own heart." + +What made Albano speak so warmly was that he could not avoid an +irrepressible veneration for the great soul of the Knight; he +continually represented to himself the pangs and the lingering death of +so strong a life, the sharp smoke of so great a coldly quenched fire, +and inferred from the emotions of his own living soul what must be those +of his father, who in his opinion had only gradually thus crumbled upon +a broad bed of black, cold worldlings, as the diamond cannot be +volatilized except on a bed of dead, burnt-out, blacksmith's coals. Don +Gaspard, who seldom, and then only mildly, found fault with men,--not +from love, but from indifference,--patiently replied to the youth: "Thy +warmth is to be praised. All will come right in good time. Now let us +eat." + + +6. CYCLE. + +The banquet-hall of our Islanders was in the rich palace of the absent +Borromæan family. They conceded to the lovely island the prize-apple of +Paris and the laurel-wreath. Augusti and Gaspard wrote their eulogies +upon it in a clear, easy style, only Gaspard used the more antitheses. +Albano's breast was filled with a new world, his eye with radiance, his +cheeks with joyous blood. The Architect extolled as well the taste as +the purse of the hereditary Prince, who by means of both had brought +with him to his country, not artistic masters indeed, but still +masterpieces, and at whose instance this very Dian was going to Italy to +take casts for him there of the antiques. Schoppe replied: "I hope the +German is as well supplied with painters' academies and painters' colics +as any other people; our pictures on goods, our illuminated Theses in +Augsburg, our margins of newspapers, and our vignettes in every dramatic +work, (whereby we had an earlier _Shakespeare Gallery_ than London,) our +gallows-birds hung in effigy,--are well known to every one, and show at +first sight how far we carry the thing. But I will even allow that +Greeks and Italians paint as well as we; still we tower far above them +in this, that we, like nature and noble suitors, never seek isolated +beauty, without connected advantage. A beauty which we cannot also +roast, sell at auction, wear, or marry, passes with us only for just +what it is worth; beauty is with us (I hope) never anything else but +selvage and trimming to utility, just as, also, at the Diet of the +Empire, it is not the side-tables of confectionery, but the +session-tables, that are the proper work-tables of the body politic. +Genuine Beauty and Art are therefore with us set, painted, stamped only +on things which at the same time bring in something; e. g. fine Madonnas +only in the journals of fashion,--etched leaves only on packages of +tobacco-leaves,--cameos on pipe-bowls,--gems on seals, and wood-cuts on +tallies; flower-pieces are sought, but on bandboxes,--faithful +Wouwermanns, but in horses' stalls before the stallions,[14]--bas-reliefs +of princes' heads, either on dollars or on Bavarian beer-pitcher covers, +but both must be of unalloyed pewter,--rose-pieces and lily-pieces, but +on tattooed women. On a similar principle, in Basedow's system of +education, beautiful painting and the Latin vocabulary were always +linked together, because the Institute more easily retains the latter by +the help of the former. So, too, Van der Kabel never painted a hare to +order, without requiring for himself one freshly-shot model after +another to eat and copy. So again, the artist Calear painted beautiful +hose, but painted them immediately on to his own legs." + +The Knight heard such talk with pleasure, though he neither laughed at +nor imitated it; to him all colors in the prism of genius were +agreeable. Only to the Architect it was not enough in Greek taste, and +not courtly enough for the Lector. The latter turned round to the +departing Dian, with a somewhat flattering air, while Schoppe was +recovering breath for renewed detraction of us Germans, and said: +"Formerly Rome took away from other lands only works of art, but now +artists themselves." + +Schoppe continued: "So also our statues are no idle, dawdling citizens, +but they all drive a trade;--such as are caryates hold up houses; such +as are angels bear baptismal vessels; and heathen water-gods labor at +the public fountains, and pour out water into the pitchers of the +maidens." + +The Count spoke warmly for us, the Lector brilliantly: the Knight +remarked, that the German taste and the German talent for poetic +beauties made good and explained their want of both for other beauties +(on the ground of climate, form of government, poverty, &c.). The Knight +resembled a celestial telescope, through which the planets appear larger +and the suns smaller; like that instrument, he took away from suns their +borrowed lustre, without restoring to them their true and greater glory; +he cut in twain, indeed, the noose of a Judas, but he extinguished the +halo on a Christ's head, and in general he sought to make out +ingeniously a parity and equality between darkness and light. + +Schoppe was never silenced (I am sorry that in his toleration-mandate +for Europe the German Circles should have been left out). He began +again: "The little which I just brought forward in praise of the +serviceable Germans has, it seems, provoked contradiction. But the +slight laurel-crown which I place upon the holy body of the Empire shall +never blind my eyes to the bald spots. I have often thought it +commendable in Socrates and Christ, that they did not teach in Hamburg, +in Vienna, or in any Brandenburg city, and go through the streets with +their disciples; they would have been questioned, in the name of the +magistrates, whether they could not work; and had both been with +families in Wetzlar, they would have extorted from the latter the +_negligence-money_.[15] Touching the poetic art, Sir Knight, I have +known many a citizen of the Empire who could make but little out of an +ode unless it were upon himself: he fancied he could tell when poetic +liberties infringed upon the liberty of the Empire: such a man, who +certainly always marched to his work regularly, composedly, and +considerately in Saxon term-times, was exceedingly pained and perplexed +by poetic flights. And is it, then, so unaccountable and bad? The worthy +inhabitant of an imperial city binds on in front a napkin when he wishes +to weep, in order that he may not stain his satin vest, and the tears +which fall from his eyes upon a letter of condolence he marks as he +would any darker punctuation: what wonder, if, like the ranger, he +should know no fairer flower than that on the posteriors of the stag, +and if the poetical violets, like the botanical,[16] should operate upon +him as a mild emetic. Such were, according to my notion, one way at +least of warding off the reproach which is flung at us Germans." + + +7. CYCLE. + +What a singular night followed upon this singular day! Sleepy with +travelling, all went to rest; only Albano, in whom the hot eventful day +still burned on, said to the Knight that he could not now, with his +breast full of fire, find coolness and rest anywhere but under the cold +stars and the blossoms of the Italian spring. He leaned against a statue +on the upper terrace, near a blooming balustrade of citrons, that he +might sweetly shut his eyes beneath the starry heaven, and still more +sweetly open them in the morning. Even in his earlier youth had he, as +well as myself, wished himself upon the Italian roofs of warm lands, in +order, not as a night-walker, but as a regular sleeper, to wake up +thereon. + +How magnificently there does the eye open upon the radiant hanging +gardens full of eternal blossoms above thee, whereas on thy German +sweltry feather-pillow thou hast nothing before thee, when thou lookest +up, but the bed-tail! + +While Zesara was thus traversing waves, mountains, and stars with a +stiller and stiller soul, and when at last garden and sky and lake ran +together into one dark Colossus, and he sadly thought of his pale +mother, and of his sister, and of the announced wonders of his future +life, a figure dressed all in black, with the image of a death's-head on +its breast, came slowly and painfully, and with trembling breath, up the +terraces behind him. "Remember death!" it said. "Thou art Albano de +Zesara?" "Yes," said Zesara, "who art thou?" "I am," it said, "a father +of death.[17] It is not from fear, but from habit, I tremble so." + +The limbs of the man continued to quake all over, in a frightful and +almost audible manner. Zesara had often wished an adventure for his idle +bravery; now he had it before him. Meantime, however, he kept a sharp +watch with his eye, and when the monk said, "Look up to the evening star +and tell me when it goes down, for my sight is weak," he threw only a +hasty glance upwards. "Three stars," said he, "are still between it and +the Alps." "When it sets," the father continued, "then thy sister in +Spain gives up the ghost, and thereupon she will speak with thee here +from Heaven." Zesara was hardly touched by a finger of the cold hand of +horror, simply because he was not in a room, but in the midst of young +Nature, who stations her mountains and stars as watchmen around the +trembling spirit; or it may have been because the vast and substantial +bodily world, so near before us, crowds out and hides with its +building-work the world of spirits. He asked, with indignation: "Who art +thou? What knowest thou? What wilt thou?" and grasped at the folded +hands of the monk, and held both imprisoned in one of his. "Thou dost +not know me, my son," said the father of death, calmly. "I am a +Zahouri,[18] and come from Spain from thy sister; I see the dead down in +the earth, and know beforehand when they will appear and discourse. But +their apparition above ground I do not see, and their discourse I cannot +hear." + +Here he looked sharply at the youth, whose features suddenly grew rigid +and lengthened, for a voice like a female and familiar one began slowly +over his head: "Take the crown,--take the crown,--I will help thee." The +monk asked: "Is the evening-star already gone down? Is _it_ talking with +thee?" Zesara looked upward, and could not answer; the voice from Heaven +spake again, and said the same thing. The monk guessed as much, and +said: "Thus did thy father hear thy mother from on high, when he was in +Germany; but he had me thrown into prison for a long time, because he +thought I deceived him." At the mention of his "father," whose disbelief +of the spiritual Zesara knew, he hurried the monk, by his two hands +held fast in his own single and strong one, down the terraces, in order +to hear where the voice might now be. The old man smiled softly; the +voice again spake above him, but in these words: "Love the beautiful +one,--love the beautiful one,--I will help thee." A skiff was moored to +the shore, which he had already seen during the day. The monk, who +apparently wished to do away the suspicion of a voice being concealed +anywhere, stepped into the gondola, and beckoned him to follow. The +youth, relying on his bodily and mental strength and his skill in +swimming, boldly pushed off with the monk from the island; but what a +shudder seized upon his innermost fibres, when not only the voice above +him called again, "Love the beautiful one whom I will show thee,--I will +help thee," but when he even saw, off toward the terrace, a female form, +with long, chestnut-brown hair, and dark eyes, and a shining, swan-like +neck, and with the complexion and vigor of the richest climate, rise, +like a nobler Aphrodite, revealed down to her bosom, from out the +deepest waves. But in a few seconds the Goddess sank back again beneath +the surface, and the spirit-voice continued to whisper overhead, "Love +the beautiful one whom I showed thee." The monk coldly and silently +prayed during the scene, of which he heard and saw nothing. At length he +said: "On the next Ascension-day, at the hour of thy birth, thou wilt +stand beside a heart which is not within a breast, and thy sister will +announce to thee from Heaven the name of thy bride." + +When before us feeble, rheumy creatures, who, like Polypuses and +flowers, only _feel_ and _seek_, but cannot _see_ the light of a higher +element, a flash darts, in the total eclipse of our life, through the +earthly mass which hangs before our higher sun,[19] that ray cuts in +pieces the nerve of vision, which can bear only _forms_, not _light_; no +burning terror wings the heart and the blood, but a cold shudder at our +own thoughts, and in the presence of a new, incomprehensible world, +chains the warm stream, and life becomes ice. + +Albano, from whose teeming fancy a chaos might spring as easily as a +universe, grew pale; but it was with him as if he lost not so much his +spirit as his understanding. He rowed impetuously, almost unconsciously, +to the shore,--he could not look the father of death in the face, +because his wild fancy, tearing everything to pieces, distorted and +distended all forms, like clouds, into horrid shapes,--he hardly heard +the monk when he said, by way of farewell, "Next Good Friday, perhaps, I +may come again." The monk stepped on board a skiff which came along of +itself (propelled, probably, by a wheel under the water), and soon +disappeared behind, or in, the little Fisher's island (Isola peschiere). + +For the space of a minute Alban reeled, and it appeared to him as if the +garden and the sky and all were a floating and fleeting fog-bank,--as if +nothing _were_, as if he had not lived. This arsenical qualm was at once +blown away from his stifled breast by the breath of the Librarian, +Schoppe, who was piping merrily at the chamber window; all at once his +life grew warm again, the earth came back, and existence _was_. Schoppe, +who could not sleep for warmth, now came down to make his own bed also +on the tenth terrace. He saw in Zesara an intense inward agitation, but +he had long been accustomed to such, and made no inquiries. + + +8. CYCLE. + +Not by reasonings, but by pleasantries, is the ice most easily melted in +our choked-up wheel-work. After a chatty hour, not much more was left of +all that had passed in the youth's mind than a vexatious feeling and a +happy one; the former, to think that he had not taken the monk by the +cowl and carried him before the Knight; and the latter, at the +remembrance of the noble female form, and at the very prospect of a life +full of adventures. Still, when he closed his eyes, monsters full of +wings, worlds full of flames, and a deep-weltering chaos, swept around +his soul. + +At last, in the cool of the after-midnight, his tired senses, under a +slow and dissolving influence, approached the magnetic mountain of +slumber; but what a dream came to him on that still mountain! He lay (so +he dreamed) on the crater of Hecla. An upheaved column of water lifted +him with it, and held him balanced on its hot waves in mid-heaven. High +in the ethereal night above him stretched a gloomy tempest, like a long +dragon, swollen with devoured constellations; near below hung a bright +little cloud, attracted by the tempest,--through the light gauze of the +little cloud flowed a dark red, either of two rose-buds or of two lips, +and a green stripe of a veil or of an olive-twig, and a ring of +milk-blue pearls or of forget-me-not,--at length a little vapor diffused +itself over the red, and nothing was there but an open, blue eye, which +looked up to Albano infinitely mild and imploring; and he stretched out +his hands towards the enveloped form, but the water-column was too low. +Then the black tempest flung hailstones, but in their fall they became +snow, and then dew-drops, and at last, in the little cloud, silvery +light; and the green veil swept illuminated in the vapor. Then Albano +exclaimed, "I will shed all my tears and swell the column, that I may +reach thee, fair eye!" And the blue eye grew moist with longing, and +closed with love. The column grew with a loud roaring, the tempest +lowered itself, and pressed down the little cloud before it, but he +could not touch it. Then he tore open his veins and cried, "I have no +more tears, but all my blood will I pour out for thee, that I may reach +thy heart." Under the bleeding the column rose higher and faster,--the +broad, blue ether began to swim, and the tempest was dissipated like +spray, and all the stars that it had swallowed came forth with living +looks,--the little cloud, hovering freely, floated gleaming down to the +column,--the blue eye, as it approached, opened slowly, and suddenly +closed and buried itself deeper in its light; but a soft sigh whispered +in the cloud, "Draw me to thy heart!" O, then he flung his arms through +the flashing light and swept away the mist, and snatched a white form, +that seemed to be made of moonlight, to his glowing breast. But ah! the +melting snow of the light escaped from his hot arms,--the beloved one +melted away and became a tear, and the warm tear found its way through +his breast, and sank into his heart, and burned therein; and his heart +began to dissolve, and seemed as if it would die.... Then he opened his +eyes. + +But what an unearthly waking! The little, white, spent cloud, stained +with storm-drops, still hung bending down over him, in Heaven,--it was +the bright, lovingly near moon, that had come in above him. He had bled +in his sleep, the bandage of his wounded arm having been pushed off by +its violent movement. His raptures had melted the night-frost of +ghostly terror. In a transfiguring euthanasia, his firm being fluttered +loosely around like an uncertain dream,--he had been wafted and rocked +upward into the starry heaven as on a mother's breast, and all the stars +had flowed into the moon and enlarged her glory,--his heart, flung into +a warm tear, gently dissolved therein,--out of him was only shadow, +within him dazzling light,--the wind of the flying earth swept by before +the upright flame of his soul, and it bent not. Ah, his Psyche glided +with keen, unruffled, inaudible falcon-pinions, in silent ecstasy +through the thin air of life.... + +It appeared to him as if he were dying, for it was some time before he +became aware of the increasing warmth of his bleeding left arm, which +had lifted him into the long Elysium that reached over from his dreaming +into his waking state. He refastened the bandage more tightly. + +All at once he heard, during the operation, a louder plashing below him +than mere waters could make. He looked over the balcony, and saw his +father and Dian, without a farewell,--which, with Gaspard, was +only the poisonous meadow-saffron in the autumnal moment of +leave-taking,--fleeing, like blossom-leaves dropped out of the +flower-wreath of his life, away across the waves amid the swan-song of +the nightingales!... O, thou good young man, how often has this night +befooled and robbed thee! He spread out his arms after them,--the pain +of the dream still continued, and inspired him,--his flying father +seemed to him a loving father again,--in anguish he called down, +"Father, look round upon me! Ah, how canst thou thus forsake me without +a syllable? And thou too, Dian! O comfort me, if you hear me!" Dian +threw kisses to him, and Gaspard laid his hand upon his sick heart. +Albano thought of that copyist of death, the palsy, and would gladly +have held out his wounded arm over the waves, and poured out his warm +life as a libation for his father, and he called after them, "Farewell! +farewell!" Languishing, he pressed the cold, stony limbs of a colossal +statue to his burning veins, and tears of vain longing gushed down his +fair face, while the warm tones of the Italian nightingales, trilling in +response to each other from bank and island, sucked his heart till it +was sore with soft vampyre-tongues.----Ah, when thou shalt be loved, +glowing youth, how thou wilt love!--In his thirst for a warm, +communicative soul, he woke up his Schoppe, and pointed out to him the +fugitives. But while the latter was saying something or other +consolatory, Albano gazed fixedly at the gray speck of the skiff, and +heard not a word. + + +9. CYCLE. + +The two continued up, and refreshed themselves by a stroll through the +dewy island; and the sight of the alto-rilievo of day, as it came out in +glistening colors from the fading crayon-drawings of the moonlight, woke +them to full life. Augusti joined them, and proposed to them to take the +half-hour's sail over to Isola Madre. Albano heartily besought the two +to sail over alone, and leave him here to his solitary walks. The Lector +now detected, with a sharper look, the traces of the young man's nightly +adventures,--how beautifully had the dream, the monk, the sleeplessness, +the bleeding, subdued the bold, defiant form, and softened every tone, +and that mighty energy was now only a magic waterfall by moonlight! +Augusti took it for caprice, and went alone with Schoppe; but the fewest +persons possible comprehend, that it is only with the fewest persons +possible, (and not with an army of visitors,) properly only with +two,--the most intimate and like-minded friend and the beloved +object,--one can bear to take a walk. Verily, I had as lief kneel down +to make a declaration of love openly, in the face of a whole court, on +the birthday of a princess,--for show me, I pray, the difference,--as to +gaze on thee, Nature, my beloved, through a long vanguard and rear-guard +of witnesses to my enraptured attitude! + +How happy did solitude make Albano, whose heart and eyes were full of +tears, which he concealed for shame, and which yet so justified and +exalted him in his own mind! For he labored under the singular mistake +of fiery and vigorous youths,--the idea that he had not a tender heart, +had too little feeling, and was hard to be moved. But now his enervation +gave him a soft, poetical forenoon, such as he had never before known, +and in which he would fain have embraced tearfully all that he had ever +loved,--his good, dear, far-off foster parents in Blumenbühl; his poor +father, ill just in spring, when death always builds his flower-decked +gate of sacrifice; and his sister, buried in the veil of the past, whose +likeness he had gotten, whose after-voice he had heard this night, and +whose last hour the nightly liar had brought so near to him in his +fiction. Even the nocturnal magic-lantern show, still going on in his +heart, troubled him by its mysteriousness, since he could not ascribe it +to any known person, and by the prediction that at his birth-hour, which +was so near,--the next Ascension-day,--he should learn the name of his +bride. The laughing day took away, indeed, from the ghost-scenes their +deathly hue, but gave to the crown and the water-goddess fresh +radiance. + +He roamed dreamily through all holy places in this promised land. He +went into the dark Arcade where he had found his childhood's relics and +his father, and took up, with a sad feeling, the crushed mask which had +fallen on the ground. He ascended the gallery, checkered with +lemon-shadows and sunbeams, and looked toward the tall cypresses and the +chestnut summits in the far blue, where the moon had appeared to him +like an opening mother's eye. He approached a cascade, behind the +laurel-grove, which was broken into twenty landing-places, as his life +was into twenty years, and he felt not its thin rain upon his hot +cheeks. + +He then went back again to the top of the high terrace to look for his +returning friends. How brokenly and magically did the sunshine of the +outward world steal into the dark, holy labyrinth of the inner! Nature, +which yesterday had been a flaming sun-ball, was to-day an evening star, +full of twilight: the world and the future lay around him so vast, and +yet so near and tangible, as glaciers before a rain appear nearer in the +deepening blue. He stationed himself on the balcony, and held on by the +colossal statue; and his eye glanced down to the lake, and up to the +Alps and to the heavens, and down again; and, under the friendly air of +Hesperia, all the waves and all the leaves fluttered beneath their light +veil. White towers glistened from the green of the shore, and bells and +birds crossed their music in the wind: a painful yearning seized him, as +he looked along the track of his father; and, ah! toward the _warmer_ +Spain, full of voluptuous spring-times, full of soft orange-nights, full +of the scattered limbs of dismembered giant mountain-ridges, heaped +around in wild grandeur,--thither how gladly would he have flown through +the lovely sky! At length, joy and dreaming and parting were all melted +into that nameless melancholy, in which the excess of delight clothes +the pain of limitation,--because, indeed, it is easier to _overflow_ +than to _fill_ our hearts. + +All at once Albano was touched and smitten,--as if the Divinity of Love +had sent an earthquake into his inner temple, to consecrate him for her +approaching apparition,--as he read on a young Indian-tree near him the +little sign bearing its name,--the "Liana." He gazed upon it tenderly, +and said again and again, "Dear Liana!" He would fain have broken off a +twig for himself; but when he reflected, that if he did water would run +out of it, he said, "No, Liana, I will not cause thee to weep!" and so +forbore, because in his memory the plant stood in some sort of +relationship to an unknown dear being. With inexpressible longings to be +away, he now looked toward the temple-gates of Germany,--the Alps. The +snow-white angel of his dream seemed to veil herself deep in a +spring-cloud, and to glide along in it speechless,--and it was to him as +if he heard from afar harmonica-tones. He drew forth, just for the sake +of having something German, a letter-case, whereon his foster-sister +Rabette had embroidered the words, "Gedenke unserer" (Think of us): he +felt himself alone, and was now glad to see his friends, who were gayly +rowing back from Isola Madre. + +Ah, Albano, what a morning would this have been for a spirit like thine +ten years later, when the compact bud of young vigor had unfolded its +leaves more widely and tenderly and freely! To a soul like thine would +have arisen at such a period, when the present was pale before it, two +worlds at once,--the two rings around the Saturn of time,--that of the +past and that of the future: then wouldst thou not merely have glanced +over a short interval of race-ground to the pure, white goal, but turned +thyself round, and surveyed the long, winding track already run. Thou +wouldst have reckoned up the thousand mistakes of the will, the missteps +of the soul, and the irreparable waste of heart and brain. Couldst thou +then have looked upon the ground without asking thyself: "Ah, have the +thousand and four earthquakes[20] which have passed through me, as +through the land behind me, enriched me as these have enriched the soil? +O, since all experiences are so dear,--since they cost us either our +days, or our energies, or our illusions,--O why must man every morning, +in the presence of Nature, who profits by every dew-drop that stands in +a flower-cup, blush with such a sense of impoverishment over the +thousand vainly dried tears which he has already shed and caused! From +springs this almighty mother draws summers; from winters, springs; from +volcanoes, woods and mountains; from hell, a heaven; from this, a +greater,--and we, foolish children, know not how from a given past to +prepare for ourselves a future, which shall satisfy us! We peck, like +the Alpine daw, at everything shiny, and carry the red-hot coals aside +as if they were gold-pieces, and set houses on fire with them. Ah! more +than one great and glorious world goes down in the heart, and leaves +nothing behind; and it is precisely the stream of the higher geniuses +which flies to spray and fertilizes nothing, even as high waterfalls +break and flutter in thin mist over the earth." + +Albano welcomed his friends with atoning tenderness; but the youth +became, as the day waxed, as dull and heavy-hearted as one who has +stripped his chamber at the inn, settled his bill, and has only a few +moments left to walk up and down in the bare, rough stubble-field, +before the horses are brought. Like falling bodies, resolutions moved in +his impetuous soul with increasing velocity and force every new second: +with outward mildness, but inward vehemence, he begged his friends to +start with him this very day. And so in the afternoon he went away with +them from the still island of his childhood, speedily to enter, through +the chestnut avenues of Milan, on a new theatre of his life, and to come +upon the trap-door, which opens down into the subterranean passage of so +many mysteries. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[2] Scale.--TR. + +[3] This statue, thirty-five ells high, on a pedestal of +twenty-five ells, in whose head twelve men can find room, stands +near Arona, and is exactly of a height with Isola Bella, which +stands over against it, and which rises on ten gardens or +terraces built one upon another.--_Keysler's Travels, &c._, Vol. +I. + +[4] The old Kremnitz ducats have the infant Jesus on the right +arm; but the new and _lighter_ ones on the left. + +[5] Franklin advised the preserving and corking up of vessels +from which all the liquor had been drunk, in order thereby to +keep the ship afloat. + +[6] The horse, in the funeral procession of a prince, that comes +last, and is decked out gayly for the successor of the +deceased.--TR. + +[7] Gray-league (Grau-bünden), the Swiss Canton of the +Grisons.--TR. + +[8] Pictures by Peter Molyn, who, on account of his fine storms, +was called only Tempesta. + +[9] The Pasquino is notoriously mutilated.--Delia Porta was a +great restorer of old statues. + +[10] I. e. to be pressed between two wooden cylinders and a +metallic one. + +[11] This pill consists of Antimonia Regia, and by reason of its +hardness may be swallowed over and over again with the same +effect each time; only a little wine is sprinkled on it before +each repetition of the experiment. + +[12] _Tirare di primavere_, the people call it; and Peter Schoppe +translated it grandly enough, _Electrical pistol-firing of +spring_. + +[13] Quotation-marks.--TR. + +[14] A good Wouwermann means, in painters' language, a +well-executed horse, the sight of which has an influence on the +beauty of the future colt. + +[15] This name is given to the quantum which is withheld from the +associate judges of the Supreme Court when they have not worked +enough. + +[16] The Ipecacuanha belongs to the Violet species. + +[17] Of the order of St. Paul, or _memento mori_, which died in +France in the seventeenth century. The above address is its usual +greeting. + +[18] The Zahouris in Spain are, as is well known, gifted with the +power of discerning corpses, veins of metal, &c. far under the +earth. + +[19] According to the account of some astronomers, that the sun, +when eclipsed, has sometimes shone through an opening of the +moon, Ulloa, e. g., assures us that he once witnessed. + +[20] In Calabria (1785) a thousand and four earthquakes happened +in the space of three fourths of a year.--_Münter's Travels, &c._ + + + + +_INTRODUCTORY PROGRAMME_ + +TO TITAN. + + +Before I dedicated Titan to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor and Feudal +Provost of Flachsenfingen, Mr. Von Hafenreffer, I first requested +permission from him in the following terms:-- + +"Since you have assisted far more in this history than the Russian Court +did in Voltaire's Genesis-History of Peter the Great, you cannot confer +any handsomer favor upon a heart longing to thank you, than the +permission to offer and dedicate to you, as to a Jew's God, what you +have created." + +But he wrote me back on the spot:-- + + "For the same reason, you might still better, in imitation + of Sonnenfels, dedicate the work to yourself, and, in a more + just sense than others, combine in one person author and + patron. I beg you then (were it only on Mr. Von **'s and + Mrs. Von **'s account) to leave me out of the play, and + confine yourself to the most indispensable notices, which + you may be pleased to give the public, of the very + mechanical interest which I have in your beautiful work; but + for the gods' sake, hic hæc hoc hujus huic hunc hanc hoc hoc + hac hoc. + + "VON HAFENREFFER." + + +The Latin line is a cipher, and shall remain dark to the public. +What the same public has to demand in the way of Introductory +Programme consists of four explanations of title, and one of +fact. + +The first nominal explanation, which relates to the _Jubilee Period_, I +get from the founder of the Period, the Rector Franke, who explains it +to be an Era or space of time, invented by him, of one hundred and +fifty-two Cycles, each of which contains in itself its good forty-nine +tropical Lunar-Solar years. The word _Jubilee_ is prefixed by the Rector +for this reason, that in every seventh year a lesser, and in every seven +times seventh, or forty-ninth, a greater, Jubilee-, Intercalary-, +Indulgence-, Sabbath-, or Trumpet-year occurred, in which one lived +without debts, without sowing and laboring, and without slavery. I make +a sufficiently happy application, as it seems to me, of this title, +Jubilee, to my historical chapters, which conduct the business-man and +the business-woman round and round in an easy cycle or circle full of +free Sabbath-, Indulgence-, Trumpet-, and Jubilee-hours, in which both +have neither to sow nor to pay, but only to reap and to rest; for I am +the only one who, like the bowed and crooked-up drudge of a ploughman, +stand at my writing-table, and see sowing-machines, and debts of honor, +and manacles, before and on me. The seven thousand four hundred and +forty-eight tropical Lunar-Solar years which one of Franke's Jubilee +periods includes are also found with me, but only dramatically, because +in every chapter just that number of ideas--and ideas are, indeed, the +long and cubic measure of time--will be presented by me to the reader, +till the short time has become as long to him as the chapter required. + +A Cycle, which is the subject of my second nominal definition, needs by +this time no definition at all. + +The third nominal definition has to describe the _obligato-leaves_, +which I edit in loose sheets in every Jubilee period. The +obligato-leaves admit absolutely none but pure contemporaneous facts, +less immediately connected with my hero, concerning persons, however, +the more immediately connected with him; in the obligato-leaves, +moreover, not the smallest satirical extravasate of digression, no, not +of the size of a blister, is perceptible; but the happy reader journeys +on with his dear ones, free and wide awake, right through the ample +court-residence and riding-ground and landscape of a whole, long volume, +amidst purely historical figures, surrounded on all sides by busy +mining-companies and Jews'-congregations, advancing columns on the +march, mounted hordes, and companies of strolling players,--and his eye +cannot be satisfied with seeing. + +But when the Tome is ended, then begins--this is the last nominal +definition--a small one, in which I give just what I choose (only no +narrative), and in which I flit to and fro so joyously, with my long +bee's-sting, from one blossom-nectary and honey-cell to another, that I +name the little sub-volume, made up as it is merely for the private +gratification of my own extravagance, very fitly my _honey-moons_, +because I make less honey therein than I eat, busily employed, not as a +working-bee to supply the hive, but as a bee-master to take up the comb. +Until now I had surely supposed that every reader would readily +distinguish the transits of my satirical trailing-comets from the +undisturbed march of my historical planetary system, and I had asked +myself: "Is it, in a monthly journal, any sacrifice of historical unity +to break off one essay, and follow it up with a new one; and have the +readers complained at all, if e. g. in the annual sets of the 'Horen,' +Cellini's history, as is sometimes the case, breaks off abruptly, and a +wholly different paper is foisted in?" But what actually happened? + +As in the year 1795 a medical society in Brussels made the +_contrat-social_ among themselves, that every one should pay a fine of a +crown, who, during a meeting, should give utterance to any other sound +than a medical one; so, as is well known, has a similar edict, under +date of July 9th, been issued to all biographers, that we shall always +stick to the subject-matter,--which is the history,--because otherwise +people will begin to talk with us. The intention of the mandate is this, +that when a biographer, in a Universal History of the World, of twenty +volumes, or even a longer one,--as in this, for instance,--thinks or +laughs once or twice, i. e. digresses, the culprit shall stand out in +the critical pillory as his own Pasquino and Marforio,--which sentence +has been already executed on me more than once. + +Now, however, I put an entirely new face upon matters, inasmuch as, in +the first place, I draw a marked line in this work between history and +digression, a few cases of dispensation excepted; secondly, inasmuch as +the liberties which I had taken in my former works are in the present +reduced to a prescriptive right and confirmed into a servitude, the +reader surrenders at once when he knows, that, after a volume full of +Jubilee-periods, one is to follow which is entirely full of nothing but +honey-months. I take shame to myself, when I remember how I once, in +former works, stood with the beggar's staff before the reader, and +begged for the privilege of digression, when I might, after all,--as I +do here,--have extorted the loan, as one has to demand of women, as a +matter of course, not only the _tribute_ as _alms_, but also the _don +gratuit_ as _quarterly assessment_. So does not merely the cultivated +Regent at the Diet, but even the rude Arab, who extorts from the +traveller, besides the cash, a deed of gift for the same. + +I come now to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor, Von Hafenreffer, who is +the subject of my promised _exposé of fact_. + +It must have been formerly learned from the 45th Dog-Post-Day, who +governs Flachsenfingen, namely, my revered father. This striking +promotion of mine was, at the bottom, more a step than a spring; for I +was, previously, no less than a Jurist, consequently the germ or bud of +an embryo Doctor _utriusque_, and consequently a nobleman, since in the +Doctor the whole spawn and yolk of the Knight lies; therefore the +former, as well as the latter, when anything chances by, lives upon his +saddle or stirrup, although less in a robber's castle than in a robber's +chamber; I have, therefore, since the preferment, changed less myself +than my castle of residence;--the paternal seat in Flachsenfingen is at +present my own. + +I care not now to eat my sugar-cake at court with sin,--although one +earns sugar-cake and manna more comfortably than ship-bread,--but I +represent, in order to make a profit upon my adventure, the whole +Flachsenfingen Department of Foreign Affairs at home here in the castle, +together with the requisite deciphering chancery. This, then, is what we +shall do: we have a Procurator in Vienna, two Residents in five Imperial +cities, a Secretary of the Comitia in Ratisbon under the +Cross-Bench,[21] three Chancery-clerks of the circle, and an +Envoyé-Plenipotentiary at a well-known and considerable court not far +from Hohenfliess, who is no other than the aforementioned Mr. Feudal +Provost Von Hafenreffer. To the latter my father has even advanced a +complete silver-service, which we lend him, till he shall have received +his recall, because it is for our own interest that a Flachsenfingen +ambassador should, while abroad, do extraordinary honor, by his +extravagance, to the princely hat or coronet of Flachsenfingen. + +Now it is no joke to stand on such a post as this of mine; the whole +legation-writing-and-reading company write to me under frank, the +_chiffre banal_ and the _chiffre déchiffrant_ are in my hands, and I +understand, as it seems to me, the whole mess. It is unutterable, all +that I thus learn: it could not be read by men nor drawn by horses, if I +were disposed to hatch, biographically, and feed and reel off the whole +silk-worm seed of novels, which the corps of ambassadors send me every +post-day in closely-sealed packages. Yes (to use another metaphor), the +biographical timber which my float-inspection launches for me from up +above,--now into the Elbe, now into the Saale, now into the +Danube,--stands already so high before me in the ship-yard, that I could +not use it up, supposing I drove on the æsthetical building of my +biographical fools'-ships, masquerade-balls, and enchanted castles, day +and night, year out and year in, and never danced, nor rode, nor spoke, +nor sneezed again in my life.... + +Verily, whenever (as I often do) I weigh my ovary as an author against +many another spawn, I ask out-right, with a certain chagrin, why a man +should come to bear so great a one, who cannot give it forth from +himself for want of time and place, while another hardly lays and +hatches a wind-egg. If I could despatch a picket from my +legation-division to knightly book-makers with its official reports, +would they not gladly exchange ruins for castles, and subterranean +cloister-passages for corridors, and spirits for bodies? whereas, now, +for want of the official reports of a picket, wenches must represent +women of the world, veimers[22] ministers of justice, as well as jesters +pages, castle-chaplains court-preachers, and robber-barons the +Pointeurs.[23] + +I come back to my ambassador, Von Hafenreffer. At the above-mentioned +distinguished court sits this excellent gentleman, and supplies +me--without neglecting other duties--from month to month with as many +personalities of my Hohenfliess hero as he can, by means of his +legation-soothsayers or clairvoyants, ferret out;--the smallest trifles +are with him weighty enough for a despatch. Certainly a quite different +way of thinking from that of other ambassadors, who in their reports +make room only for events which afterwards are to make their entrance +into the Universal History! Hafenreffer has in every _cul de sac_, +servant's chamber and attic, in every chimney and tavern, his +opera-glass of a spy, who often, in order to discover one of my hero's +virtues, takes upon himself ten sins. Of course, with such a +hand-and-horse service of good luck, no one of us can wonder,--that is, +I mean, with such a cistern-wheel turned for me by Fortune herself,--with +such thieves' thumbs affixed to my own writing-fingers,--with +such silhouetteurs of a hero, who make everything except color,--in +short, with such an extraordinary concatenation of circumstances, or +Montgolfiers,[24]--it cannot of course be anything but just what is +expected, if the man who is lifted by them should, on his mountain +height up there, bring together and afterward send down a work which +will be freely translated after the last day (for it deserves as much) +on the Sun, on Uranus and Sirius, and for which even the lucky +quill-scraper who nibbed the pens for it, and the compositor who prints +the errata, will take more airs upon themselves than the author himself, +and upon which neither the swift scythe nor the tardy _tooth_ of +time,--especially since the latter can, if requisite, be cut in two by +the tooth-saw of the critical file,--shall be able to make any +impression. And when to such eminent advantages the author adds that of +humility, then there is no longer any one to be compared with him; but +unhappily every nature holds itself,--as Dr. Crusius does the +world,--not for the best, indeed, but still as very good. + +The present _Titan_ enjoys, besides, the further advantage that I at +this moment inhabit and grace the paternal court, and accordingly, as +draughtsman, have certain sins near and bright before my eyes in a +position most favorable for observation, of which at least Vanity, +Libertinism, and Idleness will stay and sit for their likeness; for fate +has sowed these mushrooms and mosses as high as possible among the upper +classes, because in the lower and broader they would have spread too +much, and sucked them dry,--which seems to be the pattern of that same +foresight by which ships always have their assafoetida which they +bring from Persia hanging overhead on the mast, in order that its stench +may not contaminate the freight on deck. Moreover, I have up here in the +court all the new fashions already around me for my observation and +contempt, before they have been, down below there, only traduced, not to +say commended,--e. g. the fine fashion of the Parisians, that women +shall by a slight tuck in their dress show their calves, which they do +in Paris, in order to let it be seen that they are not gentlemen, who, +as is well known, walk on wooden legs,--this fashion will to-morrow or +day after to-morrow (for it has arrived on an individual lady) be +certainly introduced. But the females of Flachsenfingen imitate this +fashion on quite another ground,--for gentlemen among us have no +defect,--and that is, as a way of proving that they are human beings, +and not apes (to say nothing less), since, according to Camper and +others, man alone has calves. The same proof was adduced ten years ago, +only on higher grounds. For since, according to Haller, man is +distinguished from monkey in no other respect than by the possession of +a posterior, the female officers of the crown, the dressing-maids, +sought as much as possible to magnify in the persons of their mistresses +this characteristic of their sex by art,--by the so-called _cul de +Paris_; and, with such a penultimate of the ultimate, it became then a +jest and an amusement to distinguish at a distance of two hundred paces +a woman of the world from her female ape,--a thing which now many who +know their Buffon by heart will venture to do, when they are no nearer +to her than too near. + +Similar biographical Denunciantes and Familiars I maintain in several +of the German cities;--my honored father pays for them;--in most places +one, but in Leipsic two, in Dresden three, in Berlin six, in Vienna as +many in every quarter of the city. Machines of such a nature, so much +like perspective-glasses, whereby one can survey from his bed all that +is going on in the street below, of course make it easy for an author, +from behind his inkstand, to see clear down into dark household +operations going on in some by-lane, hidden among buildings twenty miles +distant. Therefore, the singular case may happen to me every week, that +a staid, quiet man, whom nobody knows but his barber, and whose course +of life is like a dark, unfrequented _cul de sac_, but whom one of my +envoys and spies secretly follows, with a biographical concave mirror, +which casts an image of the man, waistcoat, breeches, walk, and all, +into my study, situated at a distance of thirty miles,--the case may +occur to me, I say, that such a secluded man shall accidentally step up +to the counter of the bookseller, and in my work, which lies there +smoking hot from the oven, shall find himself, with all his hair, +buttons, buckles, and warts, as clearly pictured out on the three +hundred and seventy-first page, as the impressions of _Indian_ plants +which are found on rocks in France. That, however, is no matter. + +People, on the other hand, who live at the same place with me, as the +people of Hof formerly did, come off well; for I keep no ambassadors +near me. + +But this very advantage of getting my anecdotes, not out of my head, but +from despatches, obliges me to take more pains in putting them into +cipher, than others would have in dressing them up or thinking them out. +No less a miracle than that which bars up and hides the masonic mystery, +and the invisible church, and the invisible lodge, has seemed thus far +to avert the discovery of the _true_ names of my histories, and, indeed, +with such success, that of all the manuscripts which have hitherto been +despatched to the publishers, filled with conjectures on the subject, +not one has smelt the mouse,--and truly fortunate for the world; for so +soon, e. g., as one person shall have nosed out the names of the first +volumes of Titan, disguised as they have been in the best hieroglyphic +chancery offices, that moment I upset my inkstand, and publish no more. + +Nothing is to be inferred from the names which I use, for I press into +the service God-parents for my heroes in the most singular ways. Have I +not, e. g., often of an evening, during the marching and countermarching +of the German armies, who made their crusades to the holy sepulchre of +freedom, gone up and down through the lanes of the camp, with my +writing-tablets in my hands, and caught and entered the names of the +privates,--which, just before bedtime, were called out aloud, like the +names of saints,--just as they fell, in order to distribute them again +among my biographical people? And has not merit been promoted thereby, +and many a common soldier risen to be a nobleman fit for table and +tournament, and have not provost-marshals been raised to ministers of +justice, and red-cloaks to _patribus purpuratis_? And did ever a cock +crow in all the army after this corps of observation slinking round +mobilized on two legs? + +For authors who wish at the same time to narrate and disguise true +anecdotes, I am, perhaps, on the whole, a model and file-leader. I have +studied and imitated longer than other historical inquirers those little +innocent stretching and wrenching processes which can make a history +unrecognizable to the very hero of the same, and I fancy I know how one +is to make good biographies of princes, protocols of high traitors, +legends of saints, and auto-biographies; no stronger touches decide the +matter than those slight ones, by which Peter of Cortona (or Beretino) +in the presence of Ferdinand of Tuscany transformed a weeping child into +a laughing one, and the reverse. + +Voltaire demands more than once, as he always does,--for he gave +mankind, like an army, every order of march three times, and repeated +himself and everything else most indefatigably,--that the historian +shall arrange his history after the law-table of the drama, to a +dramatic focal point. It is, however, one of the first dramatic rules +which Lessing, Aristotle, and the Greek models give us, that the +dramatic poet must lend to every historical circumstance which he treats +all that is favorable to the poetic illusion, as well as keep clear of +everything opposite, and that he must never sacrifice beauty to truth, +but the reverse. Voltaire gave, as is well known, not only the easy +rule, but the hard model also; and this great theatre poet of the +world's theatre, in his _benefit_ dramas of Peter and Charles, never +stuck to the truth where he was sure he could attain sooner to illusion. +And that is properly the genuine romantic history corresponding to the +historical romance. It is not for me, but for others,--namely, the +Provost and the Secretaries of Legation,--to decide how far I have +treated a true history illusorily. It is a misfortune that the true +history of my hero can hardly ever see the light; otherwise the justice +might be done me that connoisseurs would confront my poetical deviations +with the truth, and thereafter give each of us more easily his own, as +well the truth as myself. But this reward is what all royal +historiographers and scandalous chroniclers must resign _nolens volens_, +because the true history never appears in conjunction with their works. + +But in the composition of a history an author must also keep a sharp +look-out upon this point, that it shall not only hit and betray no real +persons, but also no false ones, and in fact nobody at all. Before I, e. +g., choose a name for a bad prince, I must look through the genealogical +index of all governing and governed families, in order not to use a name +which some person or other already bears; thus, in Otaheite, even the +words which sound like the name of the king are abolished after his +coronation, and supplied by others. Now, as I was formerly acquainted +with no living courts at all, I was not in a situation, when preparing +the battle-pieces and night-pieces which I painted of the Cabals, the +Egoism, and the Libertinism of biographical courts, to succeed in +skilfully avoiding every resemblance to real ones; yes, for such an +idiot as I, it was a miserable help, even, to be often laying +Machiavelli open before me, in order, with the assistance of the French +history, by painting from the two, to turn off the edge of the +application at least upon countries in which no Frenchman or Italian +ever had the influence that is generally attributed to both of them upon +other Germans; just as Herder, in opposition to those naturalists who +derive certain misshapen tribes of men from a half-parentage of apes, +makes the very good remark that most of the resemblances to apes--the +retreating skull of the Calmucks, the prominent ears of the Pevas, the +slender hands in Carolina--appear just in those countries where there +are no apes at all. Formerly, then, as was said, striking unlikenesses I +could not succeed in hitting; now, on the contrary, every court around +which my legation-flotilla coasts is well known to me, and therefore +secure from accidental resemblances, particularly every one which I +describe,--that of Flachsenfingen, that of Hohenfliess, &c. The +theatrical mask which I have on in my works is not the mask of the Greek +comedian, which was embossed after the face of the individual +satirized,[25] but the mask of Nero, which, when he acted a goddess on +the stage, looked like his mistress,[26] and when he acted a god, like +himself. + +Enough! This digressive introductory programme has been somewhat long, +but the Jubilee-period was so, too: the longer the St. John's day of a +country, the longer its St. Thomas's night. And now let us dance along +together into the book,--into this free ball of the world,--I first as +leader in the dance, and then the readers as hop-dancers after me; so +that, amidst the sounding baptismal and funeral bells in the Chinese +house of this world-building,--welcomed by the singing-school of the +muses,--serenaded from on high by the guitar of Phoebus,--we may dance +gayly from Tome to Tome, from Cycle to Cycle, from one digression to +another, from one dash to another,--till either the work comes to an +end, or the workman, or everybody! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[21] _Querbank_,--Bench for Protestant Bishops in the Germanic +Diet. + +[22] _Veimer_,--old Westphalian judges. + +[23] Tellers in faro-banks. + +[24] The inventor of the balloon.--TR. + +[25] Reflexions Critiques sur la Poesie, etc. de Dubois, Tom. I. +Sect. 42. + +[26] Sueton. Nero. + + + + +SECOND JUBILEE. + + THE TWO BIOGRAPHICAL COURTS.--THE HERDSMAN'S HUT.--THE + FLYING.--THE SALE OF HAIR.--THE DANGEROUS BIRD-POLE.--A + STORM LOCKED UP IN A COACH.--LOW MOUNTAIN-MUSIC.--THE LOVING + CHILD.--MR. VON FALTERLE FROM VIENNA.--THE + TORTURE-SOUPÉ.--THE SHATTERED HEART.--WERTHER WITHOUT BEARD, + BUT WITH A SHOT.--THE RECONCILIATION. + + +10. CYCLE. + +In the bloom of youthful powers, and the brightness of youthful +prospects, the Count, between his two companions, flew back through the +full, glowing Milan, where the ear and the cluster and the olive often +ripen together on the same clod of earth. The very name of Milan +(Mayland) opened to him a whole spring, because, like myself, in all +things which belong to May--in May-flowers, May-chafers, even May +butter--he found, when a child, as much enchantment as in childhood +itself. Add to this, that he was on horseback; the saddle was with him a +princely seat of the blest, while a saddle-room was a Ratisbon bench of +counts, and every nag his Pegasus. While on the island, and during that +mental and bodily exhaustion in which the soul loves better to frequent +clare-obscure and pastoral worlds, than hot, dusty military- and +fencing-schools, all anticipation of the coming riddles and conflicts of +his life had been repulsive to him; but now, with his heart full of the +glow of travel and the blood of spring, he stretched out his young arms +no less for a foe than for a female friend, as if thirsting for a double +conquest. + +The farther the island receded, so much the more did the magic-smoke +around the nocturnal apparition sink to the ground, and leave behind in +full view merely an inexplicable juggler. Now for the first time he +revealed the ghost-story to his companions. Schoppe and Augusti shook +their heads thoughtfully, but each thought of something different;--the +Librarian sought a _physical_ solution of the acoustic and optical +illusion; the Lector sought a _political_ one: he could not at all +comprehend what the stage-manager of this grave-digger's scene specially +meant by it all. + +This one comfort the Librarian held to, that Alban on his birthday was +directed to pay a visit to the heart without a breast, which visit he +could just forego, and so make the seer out to be a myops and a liar. +"Would to Heaven," said he, "an Ezekiel would just prophesy to me that I +should bring him to the gallows! I would not do it for any money, but I +would, without mercy, make it fatal, not to his neck, but to his credit +and his brains." To his incredulous father, also, Albano wrote, during +the journey, not without a blush, the incredible history; for he had too +few years over his head, and too much energy and daring, to love reserve +in himself or others. Only weak, caterpillar- and hedgehog-like souls +curl and crumple up into themselves at every touch: under the free brain +beats gladly a free heart. + +At last, when sunny mountains and shady forests enough, like days and +nights that have been lived through, had been left behind them, they +approached the goal of their long riding-ground, full of countries, and +now the Principality of _Hohenfliess_ lay only one principality distant +from them. This second principality, which was next-door neighbor to the +first, and which by breaking through the walls might easily have been +merged with it into one common political structure, was called, as is +known to geographical readers, _Haarhaar_. The Lector told the +Librarian, as they approached the armorial and boundary stones, that the +two courts looked upon each other almost as deadly foes; not so much +because they were _diplomatic_ relatives--although it is true that, +among princes, uncle, cousin, brother, signify no more than +brother-in-law applied to postilions, or father and mother to the old +folks among the Brandenburghers--as because they were really relatives, +and each other's heirs. It would cost me too much room, if I were +disposed to set before the reader the family-trees of the two +courts,--which were their Upas-trees and Dragon-trees,--with all their +heraldic leaves, water-shoots, and lichens; the result must content him, +namely, that Hohenfliess, land and people, would fall to the +principality of Haarhaar, in case the hereditary prince, Luigi, the last +hollow shoot and sapling of the male stock of Hohenfliess, were to +wither away. What hordes of Venetian Lion-heads Haarhaar pours into the +land of future inheritance, who are to devour nothing there but learned +advertisements and placards, and what knavish bands of political +mechanics it colonizes there, as in a sort of Botany Bay, cannot be told +for want of time. And yet Haarhaar again, on the other hand, is so +generous as to desire nothing more heartily than to see the financial +estate of Hohenfliess--its business, agriculture, silk manufactures, and +breed of horses--in the highest bloom, and to hate and curse in the +highest degree all public extravagance, that enervation of the great +intercostal-nerve (money), as the mightiest canonical impediment to +population. "The Regent," says the truly philanthropic Prince of +Haarhaar, "is the chief shepherd, not the butcher, of the state: not +even the wool-shears should he take into his hands so often as the +shepherd's-flute; not of the _energies_ and _matrimonial prospects_ of +others is our cousin (Luigi) master, but of his own, these he must +ruin!" + +As they rode into the territory of Hohenfliess, they might have made an +excursion to Blumenbühl,[27] which lies aside from Pestitz, and taken a +look, as it were, at the nursery of Albano (Isola Bella being his +cradle), had not the latter felt a burning hunger and thirst for the +city, and a dread like hydrophobia of a second leave-taking, which +besides only confuses the clear echo of the first. His journey, the +conversation of his father, the pictures of the conjurer, the nearness +of the academy, had so ruffled up our bird roc's wing-feathers, which at +his age are always too long as the steering tail-feathers are too short, +that they would only have been sprained in the confinement of +Blumenbühl. By Heavens! he longed to be something in the state or the +world; for he felt a deadly disgust towards that narcotic waste of high +life through whose poppy-garden of pleasure men stagger about, sleepy +and drunken, till they fall down in a twofold lameness. + +It may not have been remembered by the readers of the first Jubilee, +because it was in a note, that Albano had never yet been permitted to go +to Pestitz, and on very good grounds indeed, which are known, however, +to the Knight only, but not to me. This long closing of the city-gates +against him only made him the more eager to enter them. And now they +stood with their horses upon a broad eminence, whence they saw the +church-towers of Pestitz before them in the west, and, if they turned +round, the tower of Blumenbühl below them to the east; from the one and +from the other came floating to them a noonday hum: Albano heard his +future and his past sounding together. He looked down into the village, +and up at a neat little red house on a neighboring mountain, which +gleamed after him, like a bright pictured urn of long-extinguished days. +He sighed; he looked over the far building-ground of his future life, +and now with loosened rein dashed onward toward the towers of the +Linden-city, as towards the palms of his race-ground. + +But the neat little house played its antics before him like a red +shadow. For, ah! had he not once in that herdsman's hut spent a dreamy +day, full of adventures, and that, too, in the very season of childhood, +when the soul, on the rainbow-bridge of fancy, glides along, dry-shod, +over the walls and ditches of this lower earth? We will now go back with +him into this lovely day, this childhood's eve of life's festival, and +become acquainted with those earlier hours, which sent back to him so +sweetly from this herdsman's hut the Ranz des Vaches of youth. + + +11. CYCLE. + +It was, then, on a magnificent St. James's day--and likewise on the +birthday of the Provincial Director, Wehrfritz, who, however, had not +received the title yet--that this same director--that was to be--had +his chariot trundled out in the morning to ride to Pestitz, and see the +Minister, and, as Factor of the Province, convert the _flail_ of the +state, by way of experiment, into a _drill-plough_. He was a brisk, +bustling man, to whom a day of furlough was longer than a day of drill +to others, and to whom nothing made time pass heavily but pastime. "In +the evening, however," he said to himself, "I'll make a good day of it, +for it happens to be my birthday." His birthday present was to consist +in making one; he proposed, namely, to bring home little Albano an +Oesterlein's harpsichord out of his own purse,--little as there was in +it,--and a music-master, into the bargain, at the desire of Don Gaspard. + +But why not, at the outset, explain all this in the clearest manner to +the reader? + +Don Gaspard, then, in revising a scheme of education for Albano, had +chosen that more attention should be paid to his bodily health than to +mental superfetation; he thought the tree of knowledge should be grafted +with the tree of life. Ah! whoever sacrifices health to wisdom has +generally sacrificed wisdom too, and only _inborn_ not _acquired_ +sickliness is profitable to head and heart. Accordingly, Albano had not +to lug along, bending under the weight, the many-volumed encyclopædia of +all sciences in his book-straps, but merely grammars. That is to say, +the rector of the place,--named Wehmeier, better known by the title of +Band-box-master,--after schooling the village youth for the usual number +of hours, was accustomed to seek his fairest _Struve's spare hours_, his +_Otia_ and _Noctes Hagianæ_, in teaching Albano, and driving into the +mill-wheel axle of the everlastingly active boy--impelled by internal +streams--alphabetic pins,--so as to make it the barrel of a +speech-organ. Of course, however, Zesara soon wished to move something +heavier than the key-board of languages; thus, for example, the +language-organ barrel became, in a proper sense, the barrel of a +hand-organ. For whole hours, without any special knowledge of +counterpoint, would he practise on the parish organ (he knew neither +note nor key, and stood hard, all through the piece, on the thundering +pedal), trying his hand at the most horrible discords, before which the +Enharmonics of all Piccinists must be struck dumb, only to bury himself +so much the longer and deeper in the accidental prize of a chord. So, +also, did his soul, full of sap, work off its energy in leaf-buds, as it +were, and shoots and runners, by making pictures, clay statuary, +sun-dials, and designs of all sorts, and even in the juristical rockery +of his foster-father, for example, in Fabri's State Chancery, it sent +its thirsty roots around and out over the dry leaves, as plants do often +in herbariums. O, how he pined for lessons and teachers vaguely dreamed +of (just as in childhood he had aspired from octavos to quartos, from +quarto to folio, from folio even to a book as large as the world, which +would be the world itself)! But so much the better! only hunger digests, +only love impregnates; the sigh of longing alone is the animating _aura +seminalis_ to the Orpheus egg of knowledge. This you do not consider, +you flying teachers, who give children the draught earlier than the +thirst; you who, like some florists, insert into the split stock of the +flowers ready-made lack-dyes, and put foreign musk into their cups, +instead of simply giving them morning sun and flower-soil,--and who +grant young souls no quiet hours, but bustle round them during the +dusting period of their blooming vine, against all the rules of the +vine-dressers, with your hoeing and your dunging and your clipping. O, +can you ever, when you thus prematurely force them, with their unripe +organs, into the great realm of truths and beauties, just as we all, +alas! with our dark senses, creep into lovely Nature, and blunt +ourselves to the perception of her beauty,--can you ever, in any way, +make good to them the great year which they would have lived to see, had +they, growing up like the new-created Adam, been able to turn round with +their open, thirsty senses, in the glorious universe of spirits? Hence +it is that your _élèves_ so nearly resemble the foot-paths, which in +spring grow green first of all, but at a later period wind along yellow +and hard-trodden through the blooming meadows. + +Wehrfritz, as he stood on the carriage-steps and turned his face towards +him, repeated his charge to have an oversight of the young Count, and +made the mark ["with care"] with which merchants commend valuable boxes +of goods to the post, strong and thick upon him: he loved the fiery +child as his own (he had only one, and that not a son); the Knight had +confidence in him, and, to justify it, since the point of honor was the +centre of gravity and pole of all his motions, he would, without +hesitation, if the boy, for instance, should break his head, cut his own +off; and finally Albano must stand a remarkably good examination at +evening before the new teacher from the city. + +Albina von Wehrfritz, the spouse, promised everything in the name of all +that was sacred; she might have compared herself to the Evangelists Mark +and John, because her impetuous husband quite often represented the +creatures who are pictured as the companions of the two saints, those +king-beasts, the lion and the eagle, just as many another wife, in +reference to her companion, may be compared with Luke, and mine with +Matthew.[28] Besides, she had bespoken for the evening a little family +feast, full of sportive, party-colored ephemerons of joy, and by great +good luck already, some days before, the diploma had come in which +installed our Wehrfritz as Provincial Director, and which had been laid +up against this day as a birthday christening present. + +But hardly had Wehrfritz got beyond the castle garden when Albano +stepped forth with his project, and announced his intention of sitting +out the whole holiday up there in the solitary little shooting-house; +for he loved to play alone, and an elderly guest was pleasanter to him +than a boy to play with. Women are like Father Lodoli, who (according to +Lambert's day-book) shunned nothing so much as the little word, Yes; at +least, they do not say it till after, No. The foster-mother (I will, +however, in future, cut off from her and from the foster-sister, +Rabette, that annoying _foster_) said, without thinking, No, although +she knew that she had never yet carried one through against the stubborn +little fellow. Then she borrowed very good dehortations from the will +and pleasure of the Provincial Director, and bade him consider,--then +the red-cheeked, good-natured Rabette took her brother's part, and +pleaded for him, without knowing why,--then Albina protested at least he +should not expect his dinner to be sent to him on the mountain,--then he +marched out of the yard.... So have I often stood by and watched how the +female elbows and knuckles, during the stemming of a strong opposition, +gradually, before my eyes, became gristle, and bent up. Only in the +presence of Wehrfritz had Albina strength enough for a long No. + + +12. CYCLE. + +Our hero had passed over from those childish years in which Hercules +strangled the serpents, into the years of confirmation, when he warmed +them under his waistcoat, to behead them again in later years. +Exultingly did his new and old Adam--they flew side by side--flap their +wings out there under a blue heaven which had absolutely no anchoring +ground. What cared he for meal-time? All children before and during a +journey carry no stomach under their wings, just as that of the +butterfly shrinks up when his wings are spread. The oft-mentioned +herdsman's hut, or little shooting-house, was nothing less than a +shooting-house with a sentry-box, for a pensioned soldier's wife, with a +shooting-stand in the lower story and a summer-house chamber in the +upper, wherein old Wehrfritz every summer meant to have a rural party +and a bird shooting, but never had it, because the poor man dismasted +and unrigged himself in his work-chamber as others do in their +dining-room. For, although the state entices its servants like dogs for +the tenth time, only to cudgel them off again for the eleventh, and +although Wehrfritz every assize day forswore all state business and +earnings,--because an honest man like him finds always in the body +politic as much to restore as in the antique statues of which only the +stone _drapery_ remains,--nevertheless, he knew no softer couch and +feather-bed to rest on, than a still higher bench of oars, and he was +just now making every exertion to be Provincial Director. + +The German courts will have their own thoughts on the subject when I +offer them the following boyish idyl. My black-eyed shepherd stormed the +herdsman's mountain fortification, and received from the soldier's wife +the door-key to the white and green summer cabinet. By Heavens! when all +eastern and western window-shutters and windows were flung open, and the +wind stole fluttering through the papers and cooling through the sweltry +chamber, and when, outside, heaven and earth stood round about the +windows and looked in beckoning,--when Albano beheld, under the window +toward the east, the deep broad valley with the leaping, stony brook, on +which all the glimmering disks of light which, like pebbles, the sun +shot aslant, glanced up the mountain side,--when at the western window +he saw, behind hills and woods, the arc of the sky, the mountain of the +Linden-city, that slept like a coiled-up giant on the earth,--when he +placed himself at one window after another, and said, "How magnificent!" +then his raptures in the chamber grew at last so exalted, that he must +needs go forth, in order, out of doors, to exalt them still higher. + +The Goddess of Peace seemed to have here her church and her church seat. +The active soldier's wife was planting early peas in a little garden +full of high bushes, and now and then threw up a clod of earth into the +cherry-tree among the feathered fruit-thieves, and again fell to +sprinkling indefatigably the new linen and the planted salad, and yet +ran willingly from time to time to the little ten-year-old maiden, who, +blind from the measles, sat knitting on the door-sill, and only when she +dropped a stitch called on her mother as interposing goddess. Albano +stationed himself on the outermost balcony of the lovely opening valley, +and every fanning of the wind breathed into his heart the old childish +longing, that he could only fly. Ah, what bliss thus to snatch himself +away from the receding earthly footstool, and cast himself free and +passive into the broad ether!--and so plashing up and down in the cool, +all-pervading air-bath, to fly at mid-day into the darkling cloud, and +unseen to float beside the lark as she warbles below it,--or to sweep +after the eagle, and in the flight to see cities only as sculptured +assemblages of steps, and long streams only as gray, loose threads drawn +between two or three countries, and meadows and hills shrunk up to +little color-grains and colored shadows, and at length alight on the +peak of a tower, and place himself over against the blazing evening sun, +and then to soar upward when he had sunk, and look down once more into +his eye still beaming on, bright and open, in the vault of night, and at +last, when the earth-ball, whirling over, hides his orb, to flutter, +intoxicated with rapture, into the forest-conflagration of all the red +clouds!... + +Whence comes it that these bodily wings lift us like spiritual ones? +Whence had Albano this irrepressible longing for heights, for the +slater's weaver-shuttle, for mountain-peaks, for the balloon,--just as +if these were helpers out of bed to the prisoners of this low +earth-couch? Ah, thou dear deluded one! Thy soul, still covered with its +chrysalis shell, confounds as yet the horizon of the eye with the +horizon of the heart, and outer elevation with inner, and soars through +the physical heaven after the ideal one! For the same power which in the +presence of great thoughts lifts our head and our body and expands the +chest, raises the body also even with the dark yearning after greatness, +and the chrysalis swells with the beating wings of the Psyche; yes, it +must needs be, that by the same band wherewith the soul draws up the +body the body also can lift up the soul. + +The least Albano could do was to fly on foot down the mountain, to wade +along with the brook, which was running away into the pale-green birch +thicket to cool itself. Often before had his Robinsonading mania blown +him to all points and leaves of the wind-rose,[29] and he loved to go +with an unknown road a pretty piece of way to see what way it would +itself take. He ran along on the silver Ariadne's thread of the brook, +deep into the green labyrinth, and proposed, in fact, to come out +through the back door of the long thicket upon a distant prospect. He +could not accomplish it,--the birches grew now lighter, now darker, the +brook broader,--the larks seemed to sing, out there, far and high +overhead;--but he was obstinate. Extremes had from of old a magnetic +polarity for him; as the medium had only points of indifference. Thus, +for example, except the highest degree of the barometer, no other was so +agreeable to him as the lowest, and the shortest day was as welcome as +the longest; but the day after either was fatal.[30] + +At last, after the progress of some hours in time and space, he heard, +beyond the lightening birches, and through a noise louder than that of +the brook, his name uttered repeatedly, in low tones of commendation, by +two female voices. Instantly he galloped panting back again, indifferent +to the risk of lungs and life. He heard his name long after again called +out on all sides of him, but in a cry;--it was his private patron saint, +the castellain of the hut, who fired these shots of distress on his +account at the foot of the mountain. + +He went up thither, and the round table of the earth lay clear and with +a singularly softening aspect around his thirsty eye. Truly, the stretch +of distance, together with weariness, must have reminded this bird of +passage, behind the song-grating of the breast, of his own distant +lands and times, and have made him melancholy at the thought, when the +landscape so mottled with red roofs spread out before him its white, +glistening stones and ponds, like light-magnets and sun-splinters,--when +he saw on the long, gray causeway to Linden-town--views of which hung in +the summer-house, and of which two spires shot up among the +mountains--distant travellers plodding on toward the city whose gates +for him were closed,--and when, indeed, everything seemed flying +westward, the pigeons that went whispering by, floating over the +grain-fields, and the shadows of the clouds that glided lightly away +over high gardens.... Ah, the youngest heart has the waves of the +oldest, only without the sounding-lead to fathom their depths! Learned +Germany has, I perceive, for several cycles, held itself ready for great +fates and fatalities, which are to give this herdsman's day of my hero +the necessary dignity; I, who ought to have the first knowledge on the +subject, do not at present know of any such. Childhood--ah yes, every +age--often leaves behind in our hearts imperishable days, which every +other heart had forgotten: so did this day never fade from Albano's. +Sometimes a child's-day is at once made immortal by a clearer glimpse of +consciousness; in children, especially such as Zesara, the spiritual eye +turns far earlier and more sharply upon the world within the breast than +they show or we imagine. + +Now it struck one o'clock in the castle-tower. The near and beloved +tone, reminding him of his near foster-mother, and of the denied dinner, +and the sight of the little blind one, who already had her twig of the +bread-tree or her dry reindeer's moss in her hand,--and the thought that +this was the birthday of his foster-father,--and his inexpressible love +for his afflicted mother, upon whose neck he often suddenly fell when +he was alone,--and his heart, bedewed with Nature, made him begin to +weep. But not for this did the stubborn little fellow go home; only the +Alpine shepherdess had run on unbidden to betray the fugitive to his +seeking mother. + +He would fain in this noonday stillness extort from the little blind +Lea, upon whose countenance a soft, delicate line-work ran legibly +through the punctuation of the pocks, a few words, or at least, as a +fellow-laborer, the long stick wherewith she had to drive the pigeons +from the peas and the sparrows from the cherries; but she pressed her +arm in silence against her eyes, bashful before the distinguished young +gentleman. At last the woman brought the pottage for the lost son, and +from Rabette a little smelling-bottle of dessert-wine into the bargain. + +Albina von Wehrfritz was one of those women who, unlike states, keep +only their promises, but never a threat,--resembling the forest-officers +of Nuremberg, who, upon the smallest violation of the forest-laws, +impose a fine of one hundred florins, and in the same hour modify it to +one hundred kreutzers.[31] They, however, like Solon, who gave out his +laws for a hundred years in advance, give out theirs according to the +proportion of their smaller jurisdiction, to last one hundred seconds. + + +13. CYCLE. + +I would make more out of Albano's commemoration-dinner, which he, like a +grown-up trencher-man, could carve in the little chamber, and distribute +among the family circle, and at which he could fill for himself, were I +not going to meet weightier incidents which befell during the carrying +back of the table dinner-service. + +Albano went out, with the whole sea of his inner being sparkling and +phosphorescing under the influence of the wine and the forenoon, and the +blue heaven fluttering in stronger breezes around him. He felt as if the +morning had long since gone by; and he remembered it with a tender +emotion, as we all in youth remember childhood, in age youth,--even as +at evening we remember the morning,--and the forms of Nature drew nearer +to him and moved their eyes like Catholic images. Thus does the present +offer us only shapes for optical anamorphoses, and only our spirit is +the sublime mirror which transposes them into fair human forms. With +what a sweet dip into dreams did he, when he met the fanning of the +eastern wind, close his eyes, and draw the hum of the landscape, the +screaming of the cocks and birds, and a herdsman's flute, as if deeper +and deeper into his shaded soul! And then when he opened his eyes again +on the shore of the mountain, there lay peaceful down below in the +valley the pastured white lambs by the side of the flutist, and overhead +in heaven lay stretched out far away above them the shining, fleecy +lamb-clouds! + +Meanwhile, he was fain for once to take the liberty of shutting his eyes +and groping too far into the garden,--besides, the blind girl did not +see,--holding his arms open before him so as not to run against +anything, when all at once his breast touched a second, and looking up, +he found the trembling maiden so near to him, who bent aside, +stammering, "Ah, no! ah, no!" "It is only I," said the innocent one, +holding her fast; "truly, I will not harm thee!"--and as she, with a +modest shyness, trusted him, he held her a little while, and gazed down +on her bowed head with sweet emotion. + +Heartily glad would he have been to give the terrified one dole-money +and benefits in this comedy for the poor; he had, however, nothing by +him, till, luckily, his sister Rabette, that bandagist,--from whose +ribbon mania he erroneously concluded that many girls are diabolically +possessed for ribbons, and swallow them like jugglers, but never give +them back,--she, and his new hair-band, came into his mind. He wound +off, joyfully, the long, silken swathing-band from his head on hers. But +the lovely neighborhood, the tie-work of an _inner_, finer band, and the +blessedness of giving, and the vivacity of his inborn exuberance, so +overcame him, that he would gladly have emptied the Green Cellar of +Dresden into her apron, when a Jew pedler, with his smaller, silken one +on his stomach, and with a bagful of bought-up hair on his back, came +trudging up the Pestitz road. The Jew suffered himself, very willingly, +to be called, but nothing to be borrowed from him, despite all bills of +exchange proposed to be drawn upon parents and pocket money. Ah, a +magnificent red cap-ribbon would have been as becoming to Lea's blind +eyes as a red bandage to a wound! For a blind lady loves to prink +herself as much as one who can see, unless she is self-conceited, and +would rather please herself in the glass than others out of it. The +merchant was very glad to let her feel of the ribbon, and said he bought +up hair in the villages, and yesterday the children of the inn, with a +piece of burning punk, had crisped up his whole sackful of queues into +short wool, and if the young gentleman would let him trim his brown hair +down to the nape of the neck, he should, on the spot, have the ribbon, +and a very serviceable leather queue of Würzburg fabric into the +bargain. What was to be done? The ribbon was very red,--so was Lea with +hope,--the Jew said he must pack up,--besides, the hair-queue which he +had hitherto worn ran like a second backbone down over the whole of the +first, and became to Alban, by reason of the tedious swathing, every +morning, a check-rein and snaffle-bridle of his mettle. In brief, the +poor, plucked hare resigned to the Jew the royal French Insigné, and +buckled on the Würzburg sheath. + +And now he shook her hand right soundly, and said, with a whole Paradise +of loving joyousness in his face: "The ribbon is, no doubt, very +pleasant to thee, thou poor, blind thing!" Then the everlasting rogue +actually climbed the cherry-tree in order, up there, as a living +scare-crow, to spoil the cherries for the sparrows, and, as a fruit-god, +to throw down several of them to her as rosaries and festoons. + +By Heaven! up there among the heart-cherries, it seemed as if real +wolf-cherries must be working in the head of the boy: as the earth had +her dark, middle ages, so have children often dark, middle days, full of +pure _monkery_ and mischief. On the high boughs, the growing landscape, +and the sun declining towards the mountains, and particularly the spires +of Pestitz, gleamed upon him with such heavenly light, that he could not +now imagine to himself anything higher than the bird-pole near him, nor +any more blessedly enthroned crown-eagle than one on the pole.... + +But now I beg every one of my fair readers either to step into the +shooting-house, or make the best of her way out of it with the soldier's +wife, who is running on to tell the naughty thing to her gracious +lady,--for few of them can stand it out with me to see our hero, the +male support of _Titan_, firmly planted by some farmers' boys--to whom, +moreover, Albina has intrusted the _remarche-règlement_ of hastening his +return--on a cross-stick, which is fitted in just under the crotch of +the bird-pole, and with his belly bound down to it, and so lying +horizontal in the air, gradually lifted through the wide sweep of the +arch, and held up in mid-heaven. It is too bad! but the servants could +not possibly resist the supplications of his mighty eyes, his +picturesque will and spirit, and the offered recompenses and +coronation-coins, in comparison with which he verily weighed only half +as much as the last bird. + +I am, nevertheless, partial to thee, little one, despite that stiff +dare-neck of thine built up between head and heart. Thy monstrous +Baroque-pearls of energies will time soon, as the artists in the Green +Cellar do with physical pearls, use up in the finishing of a fine +figure! + +The imperial history of our imperial eagle on his pedestal, covering at +the same time the events that took place on the mountain, when the +Band-box master and Provincial Director came accidentally to the manned +bird-pole, shall be incontinently resumed, when we have the 14th Cycle. + + +14. CYCLE. + +Master Wehmeier, who could not at a distance explain to himself the form +and motion of the bird, had made up towards it, and now saw his pupil +lifted up on the cross. He fell instantly into the plunge-bath of an icy +shudder at his daring, but soon came out of this into the shower-bath of +a perspiring anxiety, which came over him at the thought of seeing every +minute his _élève_ fall down and be crushed into twenty-six fragments, +like Osiris, or into thirty, like the Medicean Venus; "and this too, +now," he thought besides, "just as I have brought the young Satan so far +along in languages, and lived to win some honor by him." He therefore +scolded only the operators in the raising department, but not the +sentinel aloft, because there was reason to apprehend he might take a +lurch in the effort of answering, and pitch down. Hard upon the heels of +the optical chariot with which the Devil threatened to run over the +master, thus spell-bound in the circle of agonizing anxiety, followed a +real one, wherein sat the future Provincial Director. Ah, good God! +Besides, the Director always filled up his whole gall-bladder full of +bitter extracts at the Minister's house, merely because he found there +better-behaved and stiller children, without, however, reflecting--like +a hundred other fathers who must be included in the charge--that +children, like their parents, appear better to strangers than they are, +and that, above all, city life, instead of the porous, thick bark of +village life, overlays them with a smooth, white birch-roll, while yet, +in the end, like their parents and courtiers, they prove to resemble +chestnuts, being smooth only on the outer shell, but within confoundedly +bristly. Thus surely will the finest man in the country always be +outwitted by at least princes and ministers, who are ten years +old,--supposing even he could manage it more easily with their fathers. + +When Wehrfritz saw his foster-son in his eyrie on the Schreckhorn, and +the Band-box master below, looking up at him, he imagined the instructor +had arranged it all, and began loudly to vent upon his neck, from the +locked-up carriage, a little heaven of thunder-storms and thunder-claps. +The persecuted Wehmeier began also, upon the mountain, to bawl up at the +Schreckhorn, by way of making it evident to the Director that he was in +the way of his office, and with the hammer of the law, as with a +forming stamp-hammer, could mould a pupil as well as another man. The +soldier's wife wrung her hands,--the servants arranged themselves for +the taking down from the cross,--the poor little fellow, in a fever, +drew his knife, and called down, "He would instantly cut himself loose +and cast himself down so soon as ever any one should let down the pole." +He would have done it--and put an untimely end to his life and my +Titan--merely because he dreaded the disgrace of the real and verbal +insults he might get from his father before so many people (yes, in the +chariot sat a gentleman who was a perfect stranger) worse than suicide +and hell. But the Director, full of foolhardihood himself, and yet +proportionately hating it in a child, was not to be disconcerted at +that, and cried out, in a terrible tone, after the servant who had the +key of the coach-door; he would get out and go up. He was indescribably +exasperated, first, because behind the coach he had fastened on an +Oesterlein's harpsichord as a gift for the present day of joy;--ah, +Albano! why do thy joys, like the slurs of an ale-house fiddler, +end in a discord?--and, secondly, because he had there a +singing-dancing-music-and fencing-master from the polished and brilliant +house of the Minister for Albano, sitting beside him on the cushion as +spectator of this _début_. Gottlieb sprang from the box, and round +before the coach-door, ran his hand, cursing, through all his +pockets;--the coach-key was not in one of them. The incarcerated +Director lashed himself up and down in his cage like a wagging leopard, +and his fury was like that of a lion, who, when one hunter after another +has shot at him, flies at the third. At all events, there was Alban, in +his noose, sawing the air to and fro. The Band-box master was best off; +for he was half dead, and his cold body, running all away in a sweat of +agony, transmitted little more sense of the outward world; his +consciousness was packed away tight and good as snuff in cold lead. + +Ah, I feel more keenly for the tormented boy than if I were sitting with +him up on the pole; over his touchingly noble countenance, with its +finely-curved nose, shame and the western aurora throw a purple hue, and +the low sun hangs with kisses on his cheeks, as if on the last and +highest roses of the dark earth, and he must withdraw his defiant eyes +from the beloved sun and from the day which still dwells thereon, and +from the two steeple knobs of the Linden-city which glimmer on the sides +turned from him, and sorrowfully cast down his strongly-drawn and +sharply-angled eyebrows, which Dian likened to the too heroic and +energetic ones of the infant Jesus in Raphael's ascending Madonna, to +behold the hot and close altercation which was taking place on the +ground below. + +Gottlieb, with all his pains, could not squeeze out the key, for he had +it in his pocket, and in his hand, and did not like much to produce it, +from partiality for the young master, whom the whole service loved, "as +if they could eat him,"--as much as they loved the nine-pin alley. He +voted for sending and fetching the lock-smith, but the coachman outvoted +him, with the advice to drive immediately to the door of the +work-shop,--and growled at the horses, and drove off the imprisoned, +controversial preacher in his pulpit, with the packed-up Oesterlein's +harpsichord, at a smart trot. All that the Bombardier, during Gottlieb's +mounting, had time to throw out of the carriage, consisted in his +staving through a window, and firing, from the port-hole, a few of the +most indispensable parting shots at the ill-omened bird on the pole. + +By this time the magister had recovered his spirit and vexation, and +boldly commanded the taking down of the Absalom. While the child came +slowly down before him on his perch, he inserted the five incisor-teeth +of his fingers, as a music-pen, into his scalp, and ruled or raked down +along his occiput, with a view to playfully rectifying the crooked line +of the hair, by pulling it moderately with his hand, as with the end of +a fiddle-stick, when, to his astonishment, off came from my hero the +Würzburg queue like a tail-feather. + +Wehmeier stared at the _cauda prehensilis_ (the ring-tail), and by his +attention's being thus drawn off to the lesser fault, Albano gained as +much as Alcibiades did from the lopping off of the tail of +his--Robespierre. The magister thanked God that he would not sup to-day +with old Wehrfritz, and sent him, with his mock queue, brow-beaten, +home. + + +15. CYCLE. + +The good-hearted Albina had been all day long removing out of the way of +her lord all inflammatory stuff (for the vitriol naptha of his nervous +spirit caught the fire of anger afar off), in order that nothing might +transform her pleasure-castles into incendiary places of joy,--yes, as a +sort of suburbs to the heavenly Jerusalem of the evening, Rabette had +packed away an orchestra of miners that had chanced to pass by, in the +cabinet of the dining-room,--and for Albano Albina had already contrived +an heraldic costume, in which he should deliver to him the _vocation_ of +the Province. Ah, but what did the lady get from it all but flames, +which Wehrfritz vomited forth at his entrance, while he, as a camel in +his maw, had laid up besides, a long, cold stream of water for the +sprinkling of the magister? + +Albina, who, like most women, took the gall-stone pelting of her husband +for the fifty pounds of passengers' ballast, which, to a passenger in +the marriage-stage-coach, go free, cheerfully gave him, at first, as +ever, credit of being right, and concealed every tear of unhappiness, +because cold sprinkling hardens men and salad,--then step by step she +took back the right,--but made the blame at first mild on her tongue, as +nurses make the washing-water of the children lukewarm in their +mouths,--and at last said he should just give the child up to her. + +But we are making old Wehrfritz swell under our hand to a dragon of the +Apocalypse, to a beast of Gevaudan, and a tyrant, whereas he is in +reality only a lamb with two little horns. Had he not on his birth-feast +in the drudging year of his slaving life a claim upon one unburdened +evening, at least with a child whom he loved more strongly than his own, +and for whom he had loaded himself down with a harpsichord and a +teacher? And had he not a hundred times forbidden him--though he himself +dared and did too much--to imitate him, and risk himself upon horseback, +or in a tempest, in a pouring rain, or in a snow-storm? And had he not +just come from the pedagogical knout-master, the Minister, whose +educational system was only a longer real territion and a shorter +condemnation? And does not the sight of stern parents make one sterner, +and of mild ones, on the contrary, milder? + +Albano first met Rabette with his leathern hind-axle in his hand, on his +defiant way to the father's study, and therefore to the court-martial +punishment of a real revolutionary tribunal. But she caught him from +behind, with the angelic greeting, "Art thou here, Absalom?" and set him +down by force; and, after the necessary astonishment and questioning, +tied on the _vena cava_ of his hair tightly and ungently, and showed up +to him, in a fearful light, the whirlwind of paternal wrath that awaited +him; and again, in a ludicrous light, the lull of the musical +mountain-department, who, near the dining-room, that race-ground and +hunting-ground of the Director, striding up and down in rage and +impatience, were waiting with a pause for times of peace; and finally +she released him with a kiss, saying, "I pity you, you rogue!" + +He marched, with a defiance which the tightness of his hair aggravated, +into the dining-room. "Out of my sight!" said the sparkling assailant. +Alban instantly stepped back out of the door, enraged at the injustice +of this wrath, and for that very reason the less troubled at its +unhealthiness; for his benefactor kept passionately running up to the +table, which was spread for the birthday feast, and, after an old bad +habit of his, extinguishing the well-kindled lime-pit of his indignation +with wine. + +In a few moments the musical academy and mining company, transformed by +their ill-humor into growling contra-bassists, struck up also. The time +had been tedious to them in the dry cabinet, so the bassoonist and the +violinist had taken it into their heads to entertain themselves with a +low tuning. The Director, who could not comprehend what in the world +that forlorn sound was that floated around him, took it for some time to +be a melodious humming in his ears, when suddenly the hammer-master of +the dulcimer let his musical hammer fall on the stringed floor. +Wehrfritz in an instant tore open the doors, and saw before him the +whole musical nest and conspiracy sitting in a circle, armed and +waiting. He asked them, hastily, "What business they had in the +cabinet?" and, after a flying donation of a few curses and cuffs, +ordered the whole garrison, without any tinkling noise, with their +leather aprons and _culs de Paris_, to take themselves off instantly. + +Albina, with a tender look, beckoned her outlawed darling into her +sewing-chamber, where she asked him, quite composedly, because she knew +he would not lie, to tell the truth. After hearing his report, she +represented to him a little his fault (although she blamed the present +child, in comparison with the absent man, pretty much in the style in +which she had previously blamed the present man, in comparison with the +absent child), and still more the consequences; she pointed out (untying +and tying again his cravat the while, and buttoning some of his +waistcoat buttons) how her husband was disgraced in Albano's person +before the second school-consul, (with four and twenty Fasces,) whom he +had brought with him, the music- and dancing-master, Mr. Von Falterle, +who was up-stairs dressing himself; how the dancing-master would +certainly write all about it to Don Gaspard; and how for her good man +the whole sweet, painted jelly-apple of to-day's joy had been turned +into water: and now he must, even on this festive day, afflict his soul +in solitude, and, perhaps, catch his death from drinking so much to +drown his anger. Women, like harpers, usually, during their playing, +convert, with small pedals, the whole tones of truth into semi-tones. +After she had still further enumerated to him all the paternal +evening-tempests which he had ever drawn upon himself by his rides and +his Robinson's voyages of discovery, and whose thunder-claps had, on +every occasion, only melted down the lightning-conductor (namely, +herself), she added, with that touching tone flowing, not from the bony +throat, but from the swelling heart, "Ah, Albano, thou wilt one day +think of thy foster-mother, when it is too late!" and melted into tears. + +Hitherto the unmeltable slags and the molten portion of his heart had +been boiling up together within him, and the warm flood had pressed +upward, ever higher and hotter, in his bosom, only his face had remained +cold and hard,--for certain persons have, exactly at the melting point, +the greatest appearance and capacity of hardening, as snow freezes just +before a thaw; but now the strain upon the too tightly-bound queue, +which was the paradoxical sign of the approaching eruption, made him, in +the paroxysm of his fury, tear the Würzburg appendage off over his head. +Before Albina saw it, she had handed him the Directorship appointment, +with the words, "I ought hardly to do it; but just hand it to him, and +say it was my present, and that thou wilt be quite another boy in +future." But when she saw his hand armed, she asked, in a terrified +tone, with the deep echo of a wearied-out grief, "Alban!" and turned +immediately away from the poor child, whose pain she misunderstood, with +too bitter tears, and said: "What new trouble is this? O, how you all +torment my heart to-day! Go away! O, come here," she called after him, +"and relate the circumstances!" And when he had innocently and truly +done this, her voice, overpowered with tears, could no longer blame him, +but only say, mildly, "Well, then, carry the present." Nevertheless, she +had it in mind to represent to her husband the abbreviation of the hair +as an act of obedience to her will, and to the fashion of city children +in high life. + +Alban went; but on the painful way, the full glands of his tears and his +long-repressed heart broke forth, and he entered with eyes still weeping +before his solitary foster-father, who was resting his tired and +thinking head; and the boy held out to him, while yet a great way off, +the big-sealed document, and could only say, "The present," and nothing +more, and sparks darted with the storm-drops from his hot eyes. Lay +thyself, innocent one, softly on thy father's unbuttoned bosom; and +while he holds in his right hand the enchanted cup of glory, and makes +himself drunk with it, let him not on any account push thee away with +his left! The repelling hand will by and by come to pulsate languidly +and lightly upon thy wet, fiery cheeks, and warm, penitent eyes: then +will the old man read the _Decretum_ over again still more slowly, so as +almost to postpone the very first sound; then will he, when thou, with +indescribable impetuosity, pressest his hand to thy face to kiss it, +make appear as if he had just awaked, and say, with saltpetre coldness +and glistening eyes, "Call mother"; and then, when thou liftest upon him +thy glowing countenance all quivering with love from under thy +downfallen locks, and when they are flung softly back from thy cherry +cheeks,--then will he look a pretty long time after his departing +darling, and brush away something from his eyes, that he may run over +the address of the diploma at his will. + +Say, Albano, have I not guessed right? + + +16. CYCLE. + +Every post of honor lifts the heart of a man who is placed on it above +the vapor of life, the hail-clouds of calamity, the frosty mists of +discontent, and the inflammable air of wrath. I will hold the magic leaf +of a favorable criticism before a gnashing were-wolf: immediately he +shall stand before me as a licking lamb, with little twirling tail; and +if the wife of an author could only play before her heated literary +partner every time a critical trumpeter's piece on Fame's trumpet, he +would become like an angel, and she like that ale-house fiddler who, in +his bear-catching, softened the Saul in Bruin by his jigs. + +Wehrfritz came to meet Albina as a new-born seraph, and recounted to her +his glory. Yes, in order to atone to her for the explosions of his Etna, +he said not, as usual, _nolo episcopari_; he did not say he was hemmed +round by an impassable mountain chain of labors; but, instead of that +perverse drawing back of the hand from the out-shaking cornucopia of +fortune,--instead of that virgin bashfulness of rapture which is more +common to brides,--he betrayed the heartiness of a widow, and told +Albina her wishes of the morning had already become gifts; and asked +what had become of the promised supper, and the company, and the +Magister, and the dancing-master (whom the other had not yet seen), and +Rabette, and all. + +But Albina had already long since announced to the Magister, through +Albano, the invitation, and the dispersion of all storms, and the +arrival of the new commission. Wehmeier, to tell the truth, had the +greatest reluctance to eat with a nobleman, merely because, as +entertaining _acteur_ of the table, he had so much to do with +conversing, _savoir vivre_, looking out for others, keeping his limbs in +proper attitude, and passing all eatables, that, for want of leisure, he +was obliged to swallow such little things as pickled cucumbers, +chestnuts, crabs' tails, and the like, down whole, and without tasting +them; so that afterward he often had to carry round with him the hard +fodder, like a swallowed Jonah, for three days together in the hunter's +pouch of his stomach. Only this time he gladly dressed himself for the +feast, because he was curious and angry about his pedagogical colleague, +and that out of anxiety lest haply this new joint-tenant should assume +to himself the magnificent _winter crop_ in Alban's sowed field as his +own _summer crop_. He ascribed to his abbreviated method of teaching all +the wonderful energies of his pupil, i. e. to the water-soil the +aromatic essence of the plant which grew therein.[32] + +With so much the greater indulgent love he came, leading with his own +hand the halved pupil, to Rabette's cabinet, in a sap-green plush with a +three-leaved collar. "Mr. Von Falterle here," said Rabette on his +entrance, not from raillery, but from inconsiderateness; "thought some +time ago it was you when the dog tried to get in." "My dear sir," +replied coldly and gravely the _paradeur_ of a Falterle by the side of +our farm-horse, "the dog scratched at the door; but it is usual, as well +at the minister's as in all great houses of Paris, for every one to +scratch with the finger-nail when he wishes admittance merely into a +cabinet, and not into a principal apartment." + +What a splendidly picturesque contrast of the two +brothers-in-office!--the master of accomplishments with the motley +scarf-skin or hind-apron of a yellow summer-dress, as if with the yellow +outer wings of a buttermoth, whose dark under-wings represent the +waistcoat (when he unbuttons it); Wehmeier, on the other hand, in a +roomy, sap-green plush, which a tent-maker seemed to have hung on him, +and with belly and shanks quivering in the black velvet half-mourning of +candidates, who wear it till they carbonize into clear black. Falterle +had his glazed frost pantaloons plated and cast round his legs, and +every wrinkle in them produced one upon his face, as if the latter were +the lining of the former; while along the thighs of the Band-box-master +wound upward the cockle-stairs of his swaddling modests.[33] The former +in bridal-shoes, the latter in pump-chambers,--the one flapping up like +a soft, slimy gold tench, with the belly-fins of his bosom-ruffles, with +the side-fins of his hand-ruffles, and with the tail-fins of a trinomial +root or queue hanging on three little ermine tails; the Magister, in his +green plush, looking for all the world like a green whiting or a chub. A +magnificent set-off, I repeat! + +The whiting would gladly have eaten up the tench, when the goldfish led +forth on his right arm Rabette, and on his left Albano, to dinner. But +now it grew much worse. Alban, with his usual impetuosity, had his +napkin open first,--which became now, as it were, introductory programme +and dokimasticum of Falterle's system of teaching. "_Posément, +Monsieur_," said he to the novice, "_il est messéant de déplier la +serviette avant que les autres aient déplié les leurs_." After some +minutes, Alban thought he would blow his soup cool; it was one _à la +Brittanière_, with rings. "_Il est mésseant, Monsieur_," said +the master of accomplishments, "_de souffler sa soupe_." The +Band-box-master, who had already made up his mouth to vent a puff from +the bellows of his chest at a spoonful of rings, stopped short, +frightened into a dead calm. + +When afterward a veal-stuffed cabbage-bomb fell like a central sun on +the table-cloth, the Magister boldly gobbled down the burning minced +veal, as a juggler or an ostrich swallows glowing coals, and breathed +more inwardly than outwardly. + +After the bomb, came in a pike _au four_, to which, as is well known, +the cutting away of the head and tail, and the closing up of the belly +give the appearance of a roe's loin. When Albano asked his old teacher +what it was, the latter replied, "A delicate roe's loin." "_Pardonnez, +Monsieur_," said his rival gourmand, "_c'est du brochet au four, mon +cher Compte; mais il est mésseant de demander le nom de quelque mets +qu'il soit,--on feint de le savoir_." + +It is easy to show that this horizontal shot from a double rifle pierced +through the Magister's marrow and bone; the _instruments of passion_ +which lay in the cut-off head of the pike _au four_, as in an armory, +continued to do their execution in his. Like most schoolmasters, he +thought himself to have the finest manners, so long as he taught them, +and fought against bad ones; so long he prized them uncommonly, just as +he did his dress; but when he was outdone in either, then he must needs +despise them from his heart. It brought him to his legs again that he +was all the while silently comparing the master of accomplishments with +the two Catos and Homer's heroes, who ate not much better than swine, +and that he thus tied the Viennite to a pillory, and thrashed him most +lustily thereon, with one hand, while with the other he rung above him +the shame-bell. Yes, he placed himself, in order to make his official +brother small, upon a distant planet, and looked down upon the bomb and +the pike _au four_, and could not help laughing up there on his planet, +to find that this yellow-silk shop-keeper of Nature, with his rubbish of +brains, was no bigger than a paste-eel. Then he pitied his forsaken +pupil, and so came down again, and swore on the way to weed as much out +of him every day as that other fellow raked in. + +We shall learn quite soon enough how Albano's nerves quivered on this +lathe, and under these smoothing-planes. The Director was indescribably +delighted with this pedagogical cutting and polishing of so great a +diamond, although the cutting (according to Jeffries) takes from all +diamonds half their weight, and although he himself had all his, and +more carats than angles. Wehrfritz could never entirely forgive,--at +which point he was now aiming, because he had brought with him for the +little one the Oesterleins harpsichord,--until at least with one word he +had inflicted a short martyrdom; accordingly, blind to Albano's +concealed bloody expiation of the fault, he communicated to the company +how strictly the Minister educated his children, how they, e. g., for +any involuntary coughing or laughing at the table, like Prussian cavalry +soldiers, who fall off or lose their hats in the wind, suffer +punishment, and how they were, to be sure, no older than Albano, but +quite as well-mannered as grown people. At the house of the Minister he +had, on the contrary, boasted to-day the acquirements of his foster-son; +but many parents build up in every other house smoking altars of incense +for the same child, which in their own they smoke with brimstone, like +vines and bees. Besides, deuse take it! they, like princes (fathers of +their country), make redoubled demands precisely when children have +satisfied immoderate ones; so that the latter, by _opera +supererogationis_ in the shape of advanced lessons, forfeit rather than +win their play-hours. Do we not admire it in great philosophers, e. g. +Malebranche, and great generals, e. g. Scipio, that, after the greatest +achievements which they made in the kingdom of truths, or in a +geographical, they betook themselves to the nursery, and there carried +on real child's fooleries, in order gently to relax the bow wherewith +they had shot so many lies and liars to the ground. And why shall not +this simile, wherewith St. John defended himself when he allowed himself +a play-hour with his tame partridge, also excuse children for being +children, when they have previously stretched too crooked the yet thin +bow? + +But now on with our story! Old Wehrfritz recounted to Rabette, in a very +friendly manner, "how he had seen to-day the pupil of Don Zesara, the +magnificent Countess de Romeiro, actually only twelve years old, but +with such a deportment as only a court dame had, and how the noble +Knight experienced more joy than usual in his little ward." These hard, +clattering words tore, as if he had hydrophobia, the open nerves of the +ambitious boy, since the Knight had hitherto been to him the +life's-goal, the eternal wish, and the _frère terrible_, wherewith they +kept him under,--but he sat still there without a sign, and choked his +crying heart. Wehrfritz recognized this dumb lip-biting of feeling; +however, he acted as if Albano had not understood him. + +Now began the Viennite too, hurling about his fire-balls into all +corners and niches of the Ministerial Vatican, merely to throw a +favorable light upon his dancing and music scholars therein, as well as +himself. Cannot the daughter of the Minister, hardly ten years old, +speak all the modern languages and play on the harmonica, which Albano +has never yet once heard, and even execute four-handed sonatas of +Kotzeluch, and sing already like a nightingale, on boughs that have not +yet put on their foliage too, and in fact passages from operas, which +made her nightingale breast grow hollow, so that he had to leave? Yes, +cannot her brother do far more, and has he not read out all the +circulating libraries, particularly the plays, which he also performs on +amateur stages into the bargain? And is he not at this precise hour +making his case right good in to-day's masquerade ball, if he only meets +there the object that inspires him? Wehmeier did wrong to sit opposite +our jewel-humming-bird, Falterle, like a horned-owl or a bird-spider, +ready to pluck and eat the humming-bird every minute. Verily, Falterle +said nothing out of malice; he could not despise or hate anybody, +because his mental eyes were so deeply buried in his own inflated "I," +that he could not look with them at all out beyond his swollen self; he +harmed no soul, and fluttered round people only as a still butterfly, +not as a buzzing, stinging horse-fly, and sucked no blood, but only +honey (i. e. a little praise). + +"Pray, tell me, Mr. Von Falterle," said Wehrfritz, who, so soon as he +had brought down this cold lightning-flash upon Albano, would no longer +shoot cold and flying insinuations at him, "does the young minister +sometimes sit on a bird-pole, like our Albano here?" That was too much +for thee, tormented child! "No," said Albano, in a brassy tone, and with +the friendliness of a corpse, which signifies another death to follow; +and with an optical cloud of floating complexions, left the seat +cracking under his dumb convulsions, and with clenched fingers went +slowly out. + +The poor young man had, to-day, since the apparent forgiveness of his +Adamitish fall, and since the sight of the elegant new teacher, for whom +he had so long rejoiced in hope, and whose fine copperplate encasement +was just of a kind to have an imposing effect upon a child, cast off the +last chrysalis-shell of his inner being, and promised himself high +things. Some hand had within an hour snatched his inner man from the +close, drowsy cradle of childhood,--he had sprung at once out of the +warming-basket, had thrown stuffed-hat and frock far away from him,--he +saw the _toga virilis_ hanging in the distance, and marched into it, and +said, "Cannot I, too, be a youth?" + +Ah, thou dear boy! man, especially the rosy-cheeked little man, too +easily cheats himself with taking repentance for reformation, +resolutions for actions, blossoms for fruits, as on the naked twig of +the fig-tree seeming _fruits_ sprout forth, which are only the fleshy +rinds of the _blossoms_! + +And now, while all the nerves and roots of his soul lay naked and +exposed to the harsh air, and with such fair, fresh impulses,--just now +must he be so often trampled upon and disgraced. Honor burned in his +bosom,--he determined to pass through the coming years as through a +white colonnade of monumental pillars,--already a mere Alumnus from the +city was, to his soul thirsting for glory and knowledge, a classic +author,--and was he to endure it that the Director should falsely +accuse, and the Vienna master caricature him to the Knight his father? +Hard tears were struck, like sparks, from his proud, insulted soul, and +the heat dissolved the comet nucleus of his inner world into a sweltry +mist. In short, he resolved to run away to Pestitz in the night,--rush +into his father's presence, tell him all, and then come home again +without saying a word of it. At the end of the village he found a +night-express, of whom he inquired the way to Pestitz, and who wondered +at the little pilgrim without a hat. + +But first let my readers look with me at the nest of the supper-party. +This very express brought the Vienna master a bad piece of news touching +the so-long-praised son of the Minister, whose name was Roquairol. + +The above-mentioned female pupil of the Knight, the little Countess of +Romeiro, was very beautiful: cold ones called her an angel, and +enthusiastic ones a goddess. Roquairol had none of your Belgic veins, +wherein, as in Saturn, all liquids lie as fixed, frozen bodies, but +African arteries, in which, as in Mercury, melted metals run round. When +the Countess was with his sister, he was always trying, with the common +boldness of boys in high-life, to run his heart, filled with a venous +system of quick matches, upon hers, as a good fireship; but she placed +his sister as a fire-wall before her. Unfortunately she had gone, by +chance, dressed as Werther's Lotta, to this evening's masquerade, and +the splendor of her despotic charms was swallowed up and flashed round +by eyes all darkly glowing behind masks: he took his inner and outer +both off, pressed towards her, and demanded, with some haste--because +she threatened to be off, and with some confidence, which he had won on +the amateur-stage, and with pantomimic passionateness, which on that +stage had always gained him the finest serenade of clapping +hands--demanded nothing just now but reciprocal love. Werther's Lotta +haughtily turned upon him her splendid back, covered with ringlets; +beside himself, he ran home, took Werther's costume and pistol and came +back. Then, with a physiognomical hurricane on his countenance, he +stepped up before her and said, showing the weapon, he would kill +himself here in the hall, if she rejected him. She looked upon him a +little too politely, and asked what he wanted. But Werther, half drunk +with Lotta's charms, with Werther's sorrows, and with punch, after the +fifth or sixth "No!" (being already used to public acting,) before the +whole masquerade, pointed the murderous weapon against himself, pulled +the trigger, but luckily injured only his left ear-flap,--so that +nothing more can be hung on that,--and grazed the side of his head. She +instantly fled, and set out upon her journey, and he fell down, +bleeding, and was carried home. + +This story blew out many lamps in Falterle's triumphal arch, and lighted +up many on Wehmeier's; but it set Albina at once into agony about her +quite as wild mad-cap Albano. She asked after him in the kitchen, and +the express-messenger helped her to a clew by his account of the boy +without a hat. She hastened, herself, in her usual extravagance of +anxiety, out through the village. A good genius--the yard-dog, +Melak--had proved the antagonist-muscle and turnpike-gate of the +fugitive. That is to say, Melak wanted to go too, and Alban chose rather +that a patron and coast-guard so serviceable to the castle-yard, and who +oftener warned away intruders than the night-watch did themselves, +should go home again. Melak was firm in his matters: he wanted +reasons,--namely, sticks and stones thrown at him; but the weeping boy, +whose burning hands the cold nose of the good-natured animal refreshed, +could not give him a hard word, but he merely turned the fawning dog +right about, and said softly, Go home! But Melak recognized no decrees +except loud ones; he kept turning round again; and in the midst of these +inversions,--during which, in Albano's mind, always on a Brockenberg and +seeing giant forms loom and glide through the clouds, his tears and +every undeserved word burned deeper and deeper,--he was found by his +innocent mother. + +"Albano," said she, with a friendly but forced composure, "thou here in +the cold night-air?" This conduct and language of the only soul which he +had injured, took so strong a hold on his full soul, which needed a +vent, whether in tears or in gall, that, with a spasmodic shock of his +overstrained heart, he sprang upon her neck, and hung there, melted in +tears. At her questions, he could not confess his cruel purpose, but +merely pressed himself more strongly to her heart. And now came the +anxious and penitent Director, too, following after, whom the child's +situation had melted over, and said: "Silly devil! was my meaning then +so evil?" and took the little hand to lead the way back again. Probably +Albano's anger was exhausted by the effusion of love, and satisfied +through the appeasing of his ambition; accordingly and immediately, +strange to tell, with greater affection towards Wehrfritz than towards +Albina, he went back with them, and wept by the way, merely from tender +emotion. + +When he entered the room, his face was as if transfigured, though a +little swollen; the tears had washed away, as with a flood, his +defiance, and drawn all his heart's soft lines of beauty upon his +countenance, somewhat as the rain shows in transparent, trembling +threads the heaven-flower (nostock), which does not appear in the sun. +He placed himself in a posture of attention near his father, and kept +his hand the whole evening, and Albina enjoyed in the double love a +double bliss; and even on the faces of the servants lay scattered +fragments of the third mock-rainbow of the domestic peace,--the sign of +the covenant after the assuaging of the waters. + +Verily, I have often formed the wish--and afterwards made a picture out +of it--that I could be present at all reconciliations in the world, +because no love moves us so deeply as _returning_ love. It must touch +Immortals, when they see men, the heavy-laden, and often held so widely +asunder by fate or by fault, how, like the Valisneria,[34] they will +tear themselves away from the marshy bottom, and ascend into a fairer +element; and then, in the freer upper air, how they will conquer the +distance between their hearts and come together. But it must also pain +Immortals when they behold us under the violent _tempests_ of life +arrayed against each other on the _battle-field_ of enmity, under double +blows, and so mortally smitten at once by remote destiny and by that +nearer hand which should bind up our wounds! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[27] I have already said that he was brought up there, under the +Provincial Director, _Von Wehrfritz_. + +[28] With this Evangelist, as is well known, an angel is +associated. + +[29] Compass. + +[30] Odious, or tabooed.--TR. + +[31] To a German President of Finance, Vol. I. p. 296. + +[32] For Boyle found in his experiments that ranunculi, mints, +&c., which he suffered to grow large in the water, developed the +usual aromatic virtues. + +[33] Some would rather hear this word than _breeches_. + +[34] The female Valisneria lies rolled up under the water, out of +which it lifts its bud, to bloom in the open air; the male then +loosens itself from the too short stalk and swims to her with its +dry blossom-dust. + + + + +THIRD JUBILEE. + + METHODS OF THE TWO PROFESSIONAL GARDENERS IN THEIR + PEDAGOGICAL GRAFTING-SCHOOL.--VINDICATION OF VANITY.--DAWN + OF FRIENDSHIP.--MORNING STAR OF LOVE. + + +17. CYCLE. + +If we open the two school-rooms, we shall see the Band-box-master, in +the forenoon, sitting and brooding upon the two-yolked eggs of the +_élève_, and the accomplishing master, in the afternoon, just as the +cock-pigeon guards the nest the former part of the day, and the female +the latter. + +Now Wehmeier, as well as his competitor, was fain to take possession of +his pupil with wholly new instructions; but what were new to him were +new to himself. Like most of the older schoolmasters, he knew--of +astronomy, except the little that was found in the book of Joshua, and +of physics, except the few errors which existed in his rather-forgotten +than torn-up manuscript books, and of philosophy, except that of +Gottsched, which required, however, a riper pupil, and of other real +sciences--strictly speaking, nothing, except a little history. If +ever--in the literary Sahara, to which the tormenting screw of +school-lessons, without end, and the beggar's or cripple's wagon of a +life without pay, that had been turned rather into dross than into ore, +had exiled him--new methods of teaching or new discoveries came to his +ears (they never came to his eyes), he noted, at the moment, that they +were his own, only with a shade of variation; and he concealed from no +one the plagiarism. I heartily beg, however, all silken and powdered and +curly-haired Princes' instructors, blame not too sorely my poor +Wehmeier, so deeply overlaid with the heavy, thick strata of fate, for +his subterranean optics and his crookedness of posture, but reckon his +eight children and his eight school-hours and his approaching fifties in +his life's grotto of Antiparos, and then decide whether the man can, +under these circumstances, come out again into light? + +But yet of history he knew, as was said, something; and this he seized +upon as pedagogical lucky-bone and Fortunatus's wishing-cap. Had he not +already, in that epical, picturesque style of paraphrase,--whereby he +could relate the smallest market-town history in such an interesting and +fictitious way, (for whence will a good story-teller draw the thousand +lesser but necessary touches but from his head?)--lectured out to his +Albano Hübner's Biblical History, in a manner extremely touching? And +which wept most during the delivery, teacher or scholar? + +Now he had three historical courses open before him. He could strike +into the geographical road, which begins with the wretchedest history in +the world,--the history of countries. But only the British and the +French, at most, can begin history as an epic, and a description of the +earth backward; on the contrary, a Haarhaar, Baireuth, or Mecklenberg +princely patristic gives hollow teeth hollow nuts to crack, without meat +for head and heart. And does not one magnify thereby a twig of history, +on which the accident of birth has deposited the young barkchafer, most +disproportionately into a tree of consanguinity? And what cares one in +Berlin, for instance, to inquire after a lineage of Margraves, or in +Hof, after the pedigree of the Regents of Hohenzollern? + +The second method is the chronological, or that which tackles the horses +in front; this starts with the birthday of the world, which, according +to Petavius and the Rabbins, came into the world on the forenoon of the +22d October,[35] hastens on to the 28th of October as the first clown's +and blunderhead's day of the young Adam, then marches away over the +29th, the first Sunday, Fast-day, and Bankruptcy-day, and so on down to +the Bankruptcy- and Fast-day of the latest child of Adam, who is +compelled to listen to the case. + +This milky-way was, for our Magister, too long, too dreary, too strange. +He steered the middle track between the foregoing, which leads to the +rich two Indies of history, Greece and Rome. The ancients work upon us +more through their deeds than through their writings, more upon the +heart than upon the taste; one fallen century after another receives +from them the double history as the two sacraments and means of grace +for moral confirmation, and their writings, to which their stone works +of art attach every after age, are the eternal Bible-institute against +every failure of a Kanstein's. But let us now, on a fine summer morning, +walk along several times before the Rectorate-residence, and listen, +ourselves also, outside, to hear with what voice the Magister within, +although in old-fashioned applications, cites out of Plutarch,--the +biographical Shakespeare of Universal History,--not the shadowy world of +states, but the angels of the churches who shine therein, the holy +family of great men, and cast a passing glance at the sparkling eye with +which the inspired boy hangs upon the moral antiques which the teacher, +as in a foundery, assembles around him. O, when the mighty storm-clouds +of the heroic past thus hung around Zesara's soul as on a mountain, and +descended upon it with still lightnings and drops, was not then the +whole mountain charged with heavenly fire, and every green thing that +blossomed thereupon fertilized, quickened, and called forth? And could +he, then, so beautifully beclouded, haply look down into low reality? +Nay, did not teacher as well as scholar, amid the market-din of the +Roman and Athenian forums, where they went round in the train of Cato +and Socrates, remain entirely ignorant that the busy mistress was +cooking, bed-making, scolding, and scouring close beside them? Of the +eight screaming children, on account of the very multitude, they heard +nothing; for a single buzzing fly a man cannot bear, without a terrible +effort, in his chamber, while he could easily a whole swarm. Even so, +from their eyes, the school-room, on whose floor nothing was wanting +which is thrown into canary-cages for nest-building,--hair, moss, +roe's-hair, pulled flannel, and finger-lengths of yarn,--was hidden by +the floor of the (geographical and historical) Old World, which, like +the pavement of St. Paul's church in Rome, consists of marble ruins full +of broken inscriptions. + + +18. CYCLE. + +The reader is now curious about the afternoon, when the _élève_ is sent +into the polishing-mill of the Viennite, in order to know what sort of a +polishing he gets there. It cannot but make him still more curious, when +I repeat that Wehmeier, who, like other literati, resembled the elephant +in clumsiness and sagacity, found nothing more agreeable to think +of--and, therefore, to describe--in ancient history, than a great man, +who had on little, as, for instance, Diogenes, or went barefoot, like +Cato, or unshaven, like the philosophers; nay, he hit the very +Mittel-Mark, and drew out for himself Frederick the Second's clothes, +whereby he gained as much as Mr. Pagé in Paris, and carried _his_ +shirts, like the noble Saladin's, and with similar proclamations, on +poles for show, and sketched, as a second _Scheiner_, the best map we +have of the sun-spots of snuff on Frederick. Then he took these naked, +rough colossi, and piled them together into one scale, and threw into +the other the light, wainscoted figures, like Falterle and the nice +Nuremberg Kinder-gärten of modern courts, and besought the scholar to +take notice which way the swaying tongue of the balance would +incline.... + +I am not wholly on thy side here, Magister, since vigorous youths too +easily, without any prompting, tear in pieces the thin plate of the +ceremonial law, and often the platers, the head masters of ceremonies, +into the bargain. For weaklings, the method is good. + +Now, when Albano came to the accomplishing master, he could but faintly, +on account of the loud resonance of the previous lesson,--for children +of a certain depth, like buildings of a certain size, give an +_echo_,--apprehend what Falterle commanded; and only when he remained +some days without the historical sensation was he more widely open to +the lesser instructions, as gilded things cannot be silvered over till +the gold is worn off. The misfortune was, too, that he had to go through +his task-dances in the very next room to the study of the Director, who +was there occupied with his own. It often happened that Wehrfritz, when +Alban was as _distrait_ and inattentive in the Anglaise as a partner in +love, would cry out, while he was dictating in there, "In the name of +the three devils, chassez!" Quite as many cases might one reckon in +which, when the music-master, like a bass-drum, with everlasting +exhortations glided away through adagio into piano, the man had to call +out in there, with the strongest imaginable fortissimo, "Pianissimo, +Satan! pianissimo!" Sometimes he was obliged to rise from his labors, +when, in the fencing-lesson, all admonitions to "quart!" availed +nothing, and open the door, and, grim with fury, say to him of Vienna, +"For God's sake, sir, don't be a hare! Prick his leather soundly, if he +doesn't mind!" Whereupon the courtly fencing-master would only gently +encourage him to "quart thrust." + +Nevertheless, he learned much. In such early years one cannot rise above +the finery nor the fine arts of a Falterle, who, besides, was reinforced +with the magical advantage of having shone and taught in the forbidden +metropolis. Only the loud stride and the boots were not to be taken from +the pupil; but the shoulders soon grew horizontal, and the head +perpendicular; and the oscillating fingers, together with the restless +body, were steadied with Stahl's eye-holder. In general, men with a +_liberal_ soul in a finely-built body have already, without Falterle's +espalier-wall and scissors, an agreeable shape and stature. Moreover, +he felt toward the neat, friendly Falterle that holy _first love for +men_ wherewith a child's heart twines round all inmates of his home and +village; and simply for this reason, that a lady could wind the Viennite +about her ring-finger,--yes, inside of the gold ring itself,--and +because he spoke and lied about the Knight of the Golden Fleece as about +a king, and because he was the most agreeable creature that ever trod +the earth. + +As I mean in my biographies to teach tolerance and even-handed justice +toward all characters, I must here lead the way with a pattern of +toleration, by remarking of Falterle, that his poor, thin soul had not +the power to develop itself under the stone table of the laws of +etiquette, and under the wooden yoke of an imposing station. To whom did +the poor devil ever do any harm? Not even to ladies, for whom indeed he +was always laboring before the looking-glass, like a copperplate +engraver, upon his dear self, but only, like other sculptors, by this +artistic work, to display pure beauties, not to mislead them. The +sea-water of his life--for he is neither a millionnaire, nor even the +greatest _savant_ of the age, although he has read about among many +circulating libraries--is sweetened by the water of beauty, wherein he +hourly bathes. He swills and gormandizes scarcely at all. If he curses +and swears, he does it in foreign languages, as the Papist makes his +prayers, and flatters very few except himself. + +The vain man, and still more the vain woman, hate vain persons much too +violently; for such persons, after all, are more diseased in the head +than in the will. I can here cheerfully appeal to every thinking reader, +whether he ever, even when he was going about with an uncommonly vain +feeling, remembers to have detected any deep qualms of conscience or +discords in himself, which, however, were never wanting, when he lied +very much or was too hard. Much rather has he, on such occasions, +experienced an uncommonly agreeable rocking of his inner man in the +cradle of state. Hence a vain man is as hard to cure as a gambler; but +for this further reason,--most sins are occasional sermons and +occasional poems, and must frequently be set aside, from the third to +the tenth commandment inclusive. Marriage, the Sabbath, a man's word, +cannot be broken at any given hour. One cannot bear false witness +against himself, any more than he can play ninepins or fight a duel with +himself. Many considerable sins can only be committed on Easter-Fair or +New-Year's Day, or in the Palais Royal, or in the Vatican. Many royal, +margravely, princely crimes are possible only once in a whole life; many +never at all,--for instance, the sin against the Holy Ghost. On the +contrary, one can praise and crown himself inwardly day and night, +summer and winter, in every place,--in the pulpit, in the Prater, in the +general's tent, on the back seat of a sleigh, in the princely chair, in +any part of Germany,--for instance, in Weimar. What! and must one let +this perennial balsam-plant, which continually perfumes the inner man, +be plucked up or lopped off? + + +19. CYCLE. + +All these occupations and thorns were to Albano right good, sharp +earthquake-conductors, since in his bosom already more subterranean +storm-matter circulated than is needed to burst the thin wall of a man's +chest. Now he began to get on deeper and deeper into the wild +thunder-months of life. The longing to see Don Zesara caught new warmth +from the Roman history, which lifted up on high before him Caesar's +colossal image, and wrote under it, "Zesara." The veiled Linden-city was +carried over by his fancy and set upon seven hills, and exalted to a +Rome. A post-horn rang through his innermost being, like a Swiss Ranz +des Vaches, which builds out into the ether all summits of our wishes in +long and shining mountain-chains; and it blew for him the signal of a +tent-striking, and all cities of the earth lay with open gates and with +broad highways round about him. And when, at this period, on a cool, +clear summer morning, he marched along metrically by the side of a +regiment on its way to Pestitz, so long as he could hear the sound of +the drums and fifes, then did his soul celebrate a Handel's Alexander's +Feast; the past became audible,--the rattling of the triumphal cars, the +movement of the Spartan bands and their flutes, and the clear trumpet of +Fame,--and, as if at the sound of the last trumpets, his soul arose +among none but glorified dead on the unbolted earth, and, with them, +still marched onward. + +When History leads a noble youth to the plains of Marathon, and up to +the Capitol, he would fain have at his side a friend,--a comrade,--a +brother-in-arms, but no more than this,--no sister-in-arms; for a +heroine injures a hero greatly. Into the energetic youth friendship +enters earlier than love: the former appears, like the lark, in the +early spring of life, and goes not away till late autumn; the latter +comes and flees, like the quail, with the warm season. Albano already +heard this lark warbling, invisible, in the air: he found a friend, not +in Blumenbühl, not in the Linden-city, not in any place, but in his own +bosom; and the name of that friend was--Roquairol. + +The case was this: For people like myself, country life is the honey +wherein they take the pill of city life. Falterle, on the contrary, +could not worry down the bitter country life without the silvering-over +of city life: thrice every week he ran over to Pestitz, either into the +boxes of the amateur-theatre as dramaturgist, or on the stage itself as +actor. Now, on every such occasion, he took his little part-book out +into the village with him, and there, relying on this rehearsal of the +play, studied his part independently of those of his colleagues; just +as, to this day, every state-servant commits his to memory without a +glance at those of his fellow-performers: hence every one of us consists +of only one faculty, and, as in the Russian hunting-music, knows how to +fife only one tone, and must throw his strength into the pauses. Into +these fragments of theatricals, then, borrowed from Falterle, Albano +entered with a rapture which his master soon sought to increase by +exchanging for these limited sectors of the globe the whole dramatic +world. + +The Viennite had long since eulogized before him the suicidal mad-cap +Roquairol as a genius in learning,--and himself as particularly such in +teaching; and now he adduced the proof of it from the great parts which +the mad-cap always played so well. For the rest, it was not his fault +that he did not exceedingly disparage the Minister's son, whom he +envied, not only for his theatrical, but for his erotic achievements. +For the inventively rich Roquairol had with that shot at himself in his +thirteenth year saluted and won the whole female sex, and made himself, +out of a sacrificial victim, priest of sacrifices, and manager of the +amateuress-theatre, attached to the amateur-theatre; whereas the shy, +stupid Falterle, with his still-born fancy, could never bring a charmer +to any other step than the pas retrograde in a minuet, or to anything +more than a setting of the fingers, when he wanted to get himself set in +her heart. But the vain man cannot deny others any praise which is also +his own. + +How must all this have won our friend's admiration for a youth whom he +saw pass through his soul now as Charles Moor, now as Hamlet, as +Clavigo, as Egmont! As regards the notorious masquerade-shot described +in a former Jubilee period, our so inexperienced Hercules, dazzled as he +was by the naked dagger of Cato, must have accredited that shot to such +a kindred Heraclide, as one of his twelve tragical labors. The +fee-court-provost Hafenreffer even tells me, Albano once disputed with +the Vienna gentleman, who had long since let himself down from a +schoolmaster to a schoolmate, about the finest ways of dying, and, in +opposition to the tender Falterle, who declared _himself_ in favor of +the sleeping-potion, declared himself on Roquairol's side, even with the +stronger addition: "He should like best of all to stand on the top of a +tower and draw the lightning on his head!" In this latter article he +shows the high feeling of the ancients, who held death by lightning to +be no damnation, but a deification; but might not physical causes also +have had something to do with it, for his elbows and his hair often +flashed out, in the dark, electric fire, and more than once a holy +circle streamed out round his head even in the cradle? The Provost is +strong for this view of the matter. + +Albano, at last, could find no way to cool his fiery heart but by taking +paper and writing to the invisible friend, and giving it in charge to +the gentleman from Vienna. Falterle, who was complaisance itself--and +withal untruth itself, too--in spite of his aversion to Roquairol, took +the letters with him, and was _heartily glad to do it_ ("I am quite at +home at the Minister's," said he); but never delivered a single one of +them, since he had as little influence in the proud Froulay-palace as +with the son himself, and so he merely brought back with him every time +a new and valid reason why Roquairol had not been able to answer: he was +either too very busy, or in the sick-chair, or in company,--but every +letter _had delighted him_; and our unsuspecting youth firmly believed +it all, and kept on writing and hoping. It would have been handsomely +done of the Legation's-counsellor, had he only, that is to say, if he +could, been so obliging as to hand over to me Albano's palm-leaves of a +loving heart; not for the archives of this book, but merely for my +documents relating to the case, for the catalogue of petals, which I for +my own private use am stitching and gluing together, of Albano's +flowering-time. + + +20. CYCLE. + +Our Zesara, on entering into the years when the song of poets and +nightingales flows more deeply into the softened soul, became suddenly +another being. He grew stiller and wilder at once, more tender and more +impetuous, as, for instance, he once flew in the highest rage to the +help of a dog yelping under the blows of the cudgel. Heaven and earth, +which hitherto in his bosom, as in the Egyptian system, had run into +each other, that is to say, the ideal and the real, worked themselves +free from each other, and Heaven ascended and receded, pure and high and +brilliant,--upon the inner world rose a sun and upon the outer a moon, +but the two worlds and hemispheres attracted each other and made one +whole,--his step became slower, his bright eye dreamy, his +athlete-gymnastics less frequent,--he could not now help loving all +human beings more warmly, and feeling them more near to him; and often +with closed eyes he fell trembling upon the neck of his foster-mother, +or out in the open air bade his foster-father, at his starting on his +journeys, a more lonely and heartfelt farewell. + +And now before such clear and sharp eyes the Isis-veil of Nature became +transparent, and a living Goddess looked down into his heart with +features full of soul. Ah, as if he had found his mother, so did he now +find Nature,--now for the first time he knew what spring was, and the +moon, and the ruddy dawn, and the starry night.... Ah, we have all once +known it, we have all once been tinged with the morning-redness of +life!... O, why do we not regard all _first_ stirrings of human emotion +as holy, as firstlings for the altar of God? There is truly nothing +purer and warmer than our first friendship, our first love, our first +striving after truths, our first feeling for Nature: like Adam, we are +made mortals out of immortals; like Egyptians, we are governed earlier +by gods than by men; and the ideal foreruns the reality, as, with some +trees, the tender _blossoms_ anticipate the broad, rough _leaves_, in +order that the latter may not set before the dusting and fructifying of +the former. + +When, as often happened, Albano came home from his inner and outer +roamings, at once intoxicated and thirsty,--with senses at the same time +_shut_ and _sharpened_, but dreaming like sleepers who feel the more +painfully the putting out of the light,--at such times of course it +needed only a few cold drops of cold words to make the hot, flowing +soul, upon the contact of the strange, cold bodies, scatter in zigzag +and globules; whereas a warm mould would have rounded the fluid mass +into the loveliest form. + +Circumstances being such, of course no one will wonder at what I am +presently to report. The dancing-, music-, and fencing-master, who +boasted little of his steps, touches, and thrusts, but so much the more +of his (Imperial Diet-) Literature,--for he had the new names of the +months, the orthography of Klopstock, and the Latin characters in German +letters sooner in _his_ letters than any one of us,--would fain show the +house of Wehrfritz that he understood a little more of literature and +knew a thing or two better than other Viennites (the more so since he +read absolutely nothing, not even political newspapers and novels, +because he preferred real, living men); he therefore never came into the +house without two pockets full of romance and verse for Rabette and +Albano. He was encouraged in this by his endless officiousness, and his +emulous race-running with his colleague Wehmeier in education, and the +interest which he took in the youth now growing so silent, whom he +wished to help out of the sweet _dreams_ which the _ruby_[36] of his +glittering young life inspired with the exegetic _dream-books_, the +works of the poets. The revolution which had taken place in the youth, +who now mowed away whole romantic glades of Everdingen, and plucked +whole poetical flower-borders of Huysum, I have now neither time nor +wish even so much as tolerably to portray, on account of the +above-promised wondrous circumstance; suffice it, that Albano, so +situated,--the heaven of the poetic art open before him, the promised +land of Romance spread out before his eyes,--resembled a planet, +assailed by several whizzing comets, and blazing up with them into a +common conflagration. + +But what further? The Vienna master--this I must still premise--was a +vain fool (at least in matters of humility, for example, his pigmy feet, +his literature, his success with women), and particularly loved, by +familiar pictures of great ones and ladies, to have inferred his +confederation with the originals. The poor devil was, to be sure, poor, +and believed, with many other authors, that he--unlike Solomon, who +prayed for wisdom and received gold--had inversely had the misfortune +while supplicating for the latter to receive only the former. In short, +on such grounds as these he would have been very glad, let it be +observed in passing, to know that the belief prevailed in the house of +Wehrfritz that he stood on very good terms with his former pupil, the +Minister's daughter,--_Liana_, I think it was, if I read Hafenreffer's +handwriting correctly,--and that he quite often saw her, and spoke with +her mother. Add to this, that there was not one word of truth in the +whole: through the temple in which Liana was there was no door-way for +him. But so much the less could he let the Director get ahead of him, +who often saw her, and always praised her more warmly at home, merely +for the sake of scolding the rude innocence of Rabette, who had never +been educated by anybody. The Vienna master wished also, of course, to +draw the Count--to whom he only showed the coasts of Roquairol's isle of +friendship afar off, but no point for landing--cunningly away from the +brother through the sister (he had found it impossible longer to deceive +and hold him back); for why did he paint it out before him at such +length, how poisonously, some years before, the night-and death-chill +brought on by that parting shot of a brother whom she too devotedly +loved had fallen upon those tender, white leaves of her heart? + +Quite often would he, during a meal, hang up broad merit-tables, +countersigned by Wehrfritz, of Liana's progress in music and painting, +in order, seemingly, to stimulate his pupil on the harpsichord and in +drawing to greater achievements. For if it was not for appearance' sake, +why did he paste up such very long altar-pieces of Liana's charms before +Rabette, that impartial one, who, vying only with parsons' daughters, +and not with those of ministers, heard almost as gladly the praise of +_city_ beauties as we do of _Homer's_, and in whose presence only a +windy fool, that would fain hold himself upright in the saddle before +women by singing the praises of other women, could intone such eulogies +as his were of Liana? Verily, before such a resigned and unenvious soul +as Rabette,--especially as her complexion and hands and hair were none +of the softest, at least harder than Falterle's,--I would not for any +prize-medal in the world have undertaken, as he however did, to bring +near, in high colors, the happy results with which the Minister, in +order to bring over Liana's uncommonly youthful beauty, by proper +training, into her present years, had done his best by means of delicate +and almost meagre fare, by tight lacing, by shutting up his orangery, +whose window he seldom lifted off from this flower of a milder +clime,--still less would I have cared to be able to describe, like him, +how she had thereby become a tender creature of pastil-dust, which the +gusts of fate and the monsoons of climate could almost blow to +pieces,--and that she actually could only wash herself with spirits of +soap, and only with the softest linen dry herself without pain, and +could not pluck three gooseberries without making her finger bleed. + +The shallow Viennite, who, if he spied a man of rank standing up on the +cupola of a mountain, could never take off his hat before him, down in +the marsh, without saying, in a low tone, at the same time, "Your most +profoundly obedient servant!" and who spoke of distinguished people, at +the farthest, only in familiar or satirical tones (to show his +connection), but never in earnest criticism, was, of course, as became +him, not the man to call old Froulay a stiff, sharp gravestone, under +which two such tender flowers as his lady with the ivy (Liana) twining +round her, crooked and crowded, had to wind their way out into light. +Mr. Von Hafenreffer, to his honor,--in respect that he is a +Legation's-Counsellor and Fee-Court-Provost,--makes here the quite +different but more feeling observation, that the hard strata of such +connections as those through which Liana's life-rill must needs filter +and force its way, make it purer and clearer, just as all hard strata +are filtering-stones of water,--and all her charms become, indeed, +through her father's tyranny, torments, but also all her torments +become, through her own patience, charms.... + +But, good Zesara, supposing now thou art compelled, daily, to hear all +this,--and supposing the master of accomplishments forgets not to +depict, besides, how she has never grieved him with a disobedient look, +or a tardiness, how cheerfully she always brought him the paper-marks of +the lessons, and, at the end, her schooling-money or an invitation,--and +how carefully, mildly, and courteously she behaved toward her servants, +and how one must have thought her heart could not be warmer than her +very philanthropy made it, if one had not seen her still more ardent +filial affection for her mother;--good Zesara, I say, what if thou +hearest all this in addition to thy romances, and that, too, of the +sister of thy Roquairol; for every one, if it is only half practicable, +loves to spin himself into one chrysalis with the sister of his +friend,--and beside all this, of a maiden in the consecrated +Linden-city, about which Don Gaspard, as the old Prussians[37] did about +their sacred groves, draws additional mystic curtains; and, what is +harder than all, just after the turning-point of thy seventeenth year, +Zesara, when the monsoons and spring winds of the passions already sweep +over the waves of the blood! For, of course, at an earlier period, in +the midst of the learned club of so many linguists,--i. e. books of +linguists, of eclectics, upper-rabbins,--of ten wise men from the East +and from Greece, and, by reason of the uncommonly dazzling +_Epictetus'-lamps_ which the said Decemvirate of wise men had lighted at +the day-star of the wise ones,--at such a time, I say, it was hardly to +be expected of thee that love's little Turin-lantern, which he kept as +yet unopened in his pocket, should strike thy eye very strongly! But +now, my dear, now, I say! Truly, nowhere could any of us find less +fault, if we are uncommonly attentive to it, with what he does in the +21st Cycle, than in this 20th. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[35] The preceding fine October days, as well as the Dog-holidays +and April, and, in short, the rest of the previous part of the +year, were created on the above-mentioned 22d October, and the +said day itself also, after their time. I thus easily shift the +inquiry about all that earlier period. For if any one dates the +world differently, e. g. from the 20th March, as Lipsius and the +Fathers did, still he must fall in with my after-creation of the +forepart of the year, when I thrust home upon him with his own +previous question. + +[36] It used to be believed that a ruby gave pleasant dreams. + +[37] Arnold's Ecclesiastical History of Prussia, Vol. I. + + + + +FOURTH JUBILEE. + + HIGH STYLE OF LOVE.--THE GOTHA POCKET-ALMANAC.--DREAMS ON + THE TOWER.--THE SACRAMENT AND THE THUNDER-STORM.--THE + NIGHT-JOURNEY INTO ELYSIUM.--NEW ACTORS AND STAGES, AND THE + ULTIMATUM OF THE SCHOOL-YEARS. + + +21. CYCLE. + +How many blessed Adams of sixteen and a half years will be at this +moment enjoying their siesta in the grass of Paradise, and seeing their +future bosom-companion created out of the materials of their own hearts! +But they seek her not, like the first Adam, close beside them on the +building-spot, but at a good distance from their own couch, because +distance of space lends as much enchantment to the view as distance of +time. Accordingly, every youth seats himself in the mail-coach with the +full persuasion that in the cities for which he is booked quite +different and more divine Madonnas stand at the doors of the houses than +in his cursèd one; and the young men of those cities, again, on their +part, take passage in the arriving stage-coach, and go riding hopefully +into his. + +Ah, this sounds far too rude and harsh for all that I have in my mind, +and it is to me as if I were offering the reader, instead of the living, +floating rose-fragrance, only the stiff, hard, thick, porcelain-rose! +Albano, I will uncover and unclose thy silent, thickly-curtained heart, +so that we all may see therein the saintly image of Liana, the ascending +Raphael's-Mary, but, like the pictures of the saints in Passion-week, +hanging behind the veil, which thou liftest with trembling to adore it, +when thou openest thy books of devotion,--the Romances,--and when thou +findest therein the prayers which belong to thy saint. Even _I_ find it +hard not to do like thee and the ancients, and make a mystery of the +name of thy guardian goddess,--concerning inner spiritual apparitions +(for outer ones are bodily apparitions) the seer is glad to be silent +nine days long;--and with thy blind belief in Liana's virtuous character +being a thousand times higher than thine is, and with thy holy sense of +honor, which watches over another's, it is, of course, a riddle to thee +how others, for instance the Vienna master or Wehrfritz, without the +least blushing, can talk so loudly and fondly of her, when thou thyself +hardly darest before others to--dream of her much. Truly, Albano is a +good creature! Further, how such a light Psyche as Liana, so +crystallized into solid ether, somewhat like the risen Christ, can at +all eat carps and pick the bones out,--or stir the stack of salad in the +blue dish with the long, wooden, miniature pitch-forks,--or how it can +be that she weighs half a pound more in the sedan than a blue +butterfly,--or how she can laugh loud (but that, however, she never did, +my friend);--all this, and in general the whole petty service of this +incarnate earthly life, was, to the winged youth, a riddle and a real +impossibility, or at least the reality thereof was a sort of _fixed-star +occultation_; why shall I suppress that he would have been far less +astonished at a pair of angel's footsteps stamped into Italian rocks, +than at a pair of Liana's in the ground, and that he would have given +for any one single trace or relic of her--I mention only a thread-spool +or a tambour-flower--nothing less than whole cords of the wood of the +holy cross, together with casks of the holy nails, and several apostolic +wardrobes, together with the holy duplicate-bodies into the bargain. + +So have I often longingly wished I could have only a pound of earth from +the moon, or as much as a horn of sun-dust from the sun, before me on my +table and in my hands. So do most of us authors of consequence hover +before a reader out of our own country in like manner as fine, ethereal +images, of whom it is hard to comprehend how they can eat a slice of +bacon, or drink a glass of March beer, or wear a pair of boots; it seems +as if people would collapse when they read anything about Lessing's +razor, Shakespeare's English saddle, Rousseau's bear-skin cap, Psalmist +David's navel, Homer's sleeve, Gellert's queue-tie, Ramler's night-cap, +and the bald-pate under mine, though that is not of much more +consequence. + +The old Provincial Director, seeing that a maiden in no way gains so +much with a youth as by praises which his parents bestow upon her, made +some considerable contributions toward the canonization of Liana, by +frequently weighing against her the rustic Rabette, who laughed just as +he did, and insinuating a contrast between his indulgent wife and the +strict Minister's lady: he then took occasion to set forth in detail +after what strict rules of pure composition this counterpointist (the +Minister's lady) harmoniously arranged the melodious tones of Liana, and +particularly how she discountenanced all rudeness and laughter. Female +souls are peacocks, whose jewelled plumage must be sheltered in nice and +whitened apartments, whereas ours remain clean in duck-coops. Albano +pictured to himself mother and daughter in the double forms in which the +painters give us angels, namely, the intelligent, strict mother, as one +who hides in a long cloud, with only her _head_ visible, and Liana as a +glorified child that, with its tender wings, flutters about a white +cloud. + +How he longed for something, though it were only a fallen, faded rose +of--silk from Pestitz; and yet he could not for shame ask the Vienna +teacher for anything except at the very last, after long thinking, +though with a betraying glow, for one--lesson-mark; "for he had never +yet seen one," he said. Falterle had one at this moment in his +pocket,--the number 15, Liana's former age, was written upon it;--she +might have written the number possibly;--still it was something. Ah, +could he not more willingly have beset the Director for some romances +out of the portable-library of the Minister's lady, in which the +daughter must certainly have read, yes, and might well even have +forgotten some notes of her reading? He actually did it; but Wehrfritz +condemned and cursed in the beginning all romances as poisoned letters; +then he forgot over five times to ask for any;--and finally he brought +with him a novel of Madam Genlis, together with a Gotha pocket-almanac. +These books of the blest--in comparison with which my own works and the +Alexandrine Library and the blue library are only miserable +_remittenda_--had all the stamps of women's books; for they all +contained some ornament or other of female heads, namely, a thimbleful +of hair-powder as they do, fag-ends of silk-ribbon as they do, for +demarcation-lines and memoranda of readings,--and just the same +fragrance (which Semler also praises in the books of alchemy), and which +they seemed to have borrowed from the blossoms of Paradise. Ah, happy +reader of the fairest book (I mean the Count), canst thou ask more? + +By all means; and he found more, too, namely, in the latter end of the +Gotha pocket-almanac, on the two blank parchment-leaves, the words, +"Concert for the Poor, the 21st February," and "Play for the Poor, the +1st Nov." I have often, in my chase after mysteries, beaten out, on +these leaves, the weightiest ones from the bush. "Yes, that is my +pupil's hand," said Falterle; "she and her mother seldom let such an +opportunity slip, because the Minister does not allow them otherwise to +give much to the poor." Do not detain me here about the beauty of her +handwriting,--besides one writes better on parchment and slate than on +paper, and a literary lady, exactly unlike a literary man in this, has +more calligraphy than illiterate ones,--but let me hasten on to the +working of these _incunabula_ of Liana, whose Dominical characters +diffuse over a loving man nothing but bright, inner Sundays of the soul, +and whose leaves resemble in sanctity the Epistles which, in the Middle +Ages, fell from heaven upon the earth. Now, for the first time, was it +to him as if the flying angel, whose shadow hitherto had only glided +over the earth, folded up his pinions, and held his downward course in +the track of the shadow, not far from the spot where Albano stands. He +learned the Gotha pocket-almanac by heart. + +As he believed Liana to be much tenderer and better than he, and as she +appeared to his fancy like Hesper, who, among all the planets, moves +around the sun with the least eccentricity, and he to himself like the +distant Uranus, who does so with the greatest; and since he could not, +without a blaze of shame on his cheek, think of falling behind the +daughter and mother in moral polish, he became at once (no man knew why) +more gentle, mild, compliant, attentive to his person, obedient to the +Vienna teacher,--for Liana had been so too,--and his whole Vesuvius[38] +was kept under by the veil of a saint. The North American adores the +form which appears to him in dreams, as his guardian spirit. O, does not +even thus, to the youth, a fair dream often become his genius? + + +22. CYCLE. + +A Whitsuntide, such as I am now about to describe, Albano, excepting in +the Acts of the Apostles, one can hardly find anywhere else than in +thine! + +He had, hitherto, often listened to Liana's invalid-history with the +deafness of a vigorous, fire-proof youth, when, on one occasion, the +Director brought word home, that the pious lady of the Minister would +let her daughter partake the sacrament on the first Whitsuntide holiday, +because she was apprehensive death regarded such a creature as a +strawberry, which must be plucked before the sun had shone upon it. Ah, +Albano saw death at this moment groping about, and with his stony heel +treading on the pale red berry and crushing it. And then this Philomela +without a tongue, because she had hitherto been compelled to be dumb, +had, like a Procne, sent him only the pictured history of her heavy +existence, and only the leaves of parchment! All loving emotions, like +plants, shoot up the most rapidly in the tempestuous atmosphere of life. +Albano felt at once a wide, deep woe, and a tormenting fever-warmth in +his heart, eaten hollow as it was by death. In his musical and poetic +phantasyings on his Oesterlein's-harpsichord, the dreamed tones of +Liana's voice and the weeping music of the harmonica, which she could +play, and which he had never heard, strangely mingled, like her +swan-song, with his harmonies. But this was not enough; he even wrote, +secretly, a Tragedy, (thou good soul!) wherein he, with wet eyes, +intrusted all his tenderest and bitterest feelings to _another's_ +lips,--but he only kindled them fearfully, while he expressed them. +Every one can remark that he proposed in this way to escape that babbler +and spy, accident; but not every one observes--something quite original +in the case; in _another's_ name, he might, he thought, venture to give +his deep pain a more passionate expression, for which, in his own name, +before so many stoic classical heroes, he could not for shame muster up +the courage. But in this way the classics could not touch him. + +The still, warm enthusiasm grew under the hot covering of this glass +bell much greater yet; namely, to such a degree, that he touchingly +begged his foster-parents to let him on the first Whitsuntide holiday go +to the--Holy Sacrament. The dilapidated state of the village church, +wherein it could hardly be partaken a year longer, must needs speak as +strongly in his favor, as the dilapidated state of Liana's health did in +hers. Always will there remain in our poor human souls, separated from +each other by bodies and wildernesses, the longing to be at least doing +the same thing at the same time with one another, at one and the same +hour to look up at the moon, or (as Addison relates) to send our prayers +above it; and thus is thy wish, Albano, a human, a tender one, to kneel +at the same hour with thy invisible Liana, at the steps of the altar, +and then to rise fiery and commanding after the coronation of the inner +man! He had in the still country built up the altar of religion high and +firm in his soul, as all men of lofty fancy do: on mountains are always +seen temples and chapels. + +But I must never accompany him into the Whitsuntide church before +ascending with him the church-tower. Could anything be conceived more +delicious, than when, at this period, on fair Sundays, so soon as there +was nothing but the heavy sun swimming through the wide heavens, he +climbed to the belfry of the tower, and, covered with the murmuring +waves of the chime, looked out all alone over the earth below, and upon +the western boundary hills of the beloved city? When presently the storm +of sound swept and confounded all together, and when the jewel-sparkling +of the ponds, and the flowery pleasure-tent of the frolicking spring, +and the red castles on the white roads, and the scattered trains of +church-going people slowly winding along between the dark-green +corn-fields, and the stream girdling round the rich pastures and the +blue mountains, those smoking altars of morning sacrifices, and the +whole extended splendor of the visible creation poured into his soul +with a glimmering overflow, and all appeared to him as a dim +dream-landscape--O then arose his inner colosseum full of silent, +godlike forms of spiritual antiques, and the torch-gleam of Fancy[39] +glanced round upon them like the play of a moving magic life,--and there +he saw among the gods a _friend_ and a _loved_ one reposing, and he +glowed and trembled.... Then the bells died away with a heavy groan, and +became dumb,--he stepped back from the bright spring into the dark +tower,--he fastened his eye only on the empty, blue night before him, +into which the distant earth sent up nothing save sometimes a butterfly +blown out of its course, a swallow cruising by, or a pigeon hovering +overhead,--the blue veil of Ether[40] fluttered in a thousand folds over +veiled gods in the distance,--O then, then the cheated heart could not +but exclaim, in its loneliness, Ah! where shall I find--where, in the +wide regions of space, in this short life--the souls which I love +eternally and so profoundly? Ah, thou dear one! what is more painfully +and longer sought, then, than a heart? When man stands before the sea +and on mountains, and before pyramids and ruins, and in the presence of +misfortune, and feels himself exalted, then does he stretch out his arms +after the great _Friendship_. And when music, and moonlight, and spring +and spring tears softly move him, then his heart dissolves, and he wants +_Love_. And he who has never sought either is a thousand times poorer +than he who has lost both. + +Let us now step into the Whitsuntide church, where the deep stream of +his fancy, for the first time in his life, overflowed, and carried his +heart far away, and sounded on with it in a new channel: a physical +storm had swollen this stream. Early in the forenoon, the dark +powder-house of a storm-cloud stood mute near the hot sun, and was +glowing with his beams; and only occasionally, during divine service, +some distant, strange cloud let fall a clap on the fire-drum: but when +Albano stepped before the altar with exalted, glorified emotions, and +when he ventured only to mask his love for Liana in an inward prayer for +her, and in a picture of her to-day's devotion, and of her pale form in +the dark bride-attire of piety, and when he softly felt as if his +purified, sanctified soul were now more worthy of that lovely one,--just +then, the tempest, with all its playing war-machines and revolving +cannons,[41] marched over from the Linden-city, and passed, armed and +hot, right over the church. Albano, however, in the consciousness of a +holy inspiration, felt no fear; but so soon as he heard the distant +rumbling of the falling avalanche, he thought only of Liana, and of its +striking the Linden-city church; and now, when over his head the sun +kindled with his hot looks the powder-tower of the storm-cloud, and made +it fly into a thousand flashes and claps, then did that partiality for +the death by lightning which had been nourished in him by the ancients +drive the terrible supposition into his heart, that Liana was now dead +and lost to him in the glory of transfigured holiness. O then, must he +indeed also believe that now the wing of the lightning snatches him +above the clouds. And when long flashes blazed about the saint and the +angels of the altar, and when the trembling voices of the singers, +growing louder, and the tolling of the familiar bells, mingled with the +crashing thunder, and he caught, amid the deafening din, a high, fine +organ-tone, which he took for one of the tones of that unheard +harmonica,--then did he mount, deified, upon the triumphal and +thunder-car by the side of his Liana; the theatre-curtain of life and +the stage burned away from under him; and they soared away, linked +together and radiant, far through the cool, pure ether!... + +But the twelfth hour banished these spiritual apparitions and the +tempest; Albano stepped out into a bluer, cooler, breezier sky,--and the +glistening sun looked down with a friendly smile on the affrighted +earth, whose bright tears still quivered in all her flower-eyes. And +now when in the afternoon Albano heard of the peaceful march of the +thunder through Liana's city, then by his faith in her newly-assured +life, and by the soft dead-gold of resting fancy, and by the holy +stillness of the regenerated bosom, and by the increased fervor of his +love, there grew up out of all regions of his soul an evening-red, magic +Arcadia,--and never did a man enter upon a fairer one. + + +23. CYCLE. + +IT arises not merely from my courtesy towards a reading posterity, my +dear Zesara, but also from a real courtesy toward thee, that I so +faithfully transcribe all acts in this pastoral of thy life; in thy +later days these melodious ones shall echo in thy ears refreshingly out +of my book, and in the evening, after thy labors, thou wilt read nothing +more gladly than my labors here. + +The following night deserves its Cycle. Soon after Whitsuntide he was +tormented with weekly medical notes upon a new malady of poor Liana, +which had begun, just as if he had guessed right, on Sacrament-day. He +heard that she was living or suffering in _Lilar_, the pleasure- and +residence-garden of the old Prince, in company with her brother, of +whose silence the Vienna master had just got up to his thousand and +first reason. Now, around Lilar, although not far from Pestitz, his +father had drawn no chains of prohibition. Liana's night-lamp might, +perhaps, glimmer a welcome, or at all events her harmonica sound +one,--yes, her brother might haply be still walking round in the +garden,--the June night was, besides, serene and magnificent. Ah, in +short, he started. + +It was late and still; far out of the sleeping village, of which all the +lights were extinguished, he could still catch the flute-pieces of the +clock in the castle upon the Pestitz mountain. It was a quickener to +him, that his road lay for some distance along the Linden-city causeway. +He fixed his eyes steadily on the western mountains, where the stars +seemed to fall to _her_ like white blossoms. Up on the distant height, +the Hercules' cross-way, the right arm ran downward and wound along +through groves and meadows to the blooming Lilar. + +March on, drunk with joy, full of young, light images, through the +Italian night, which glimmers and breathes its fragrance around thee, +and which, as over Hesperia, not far from the warm moon, hangs out a +golden evening-star[42] in the blue west, as if over the dwelling of the +beloved soul! To thee and thy young eyes the stars as yet only shed down +hopes, no remembrances; thou hast in thy hand a plucked, stiff +apple-twig, full of _red_ buds, which, like unhappy beings, become too +_pale_ when they bloom out; but thou makest not, as yet, any such +applications thereof as we do. + +Now he stood glowing and trembling in a dell before Lilar, which, +however, a singular round wood, of walks lined with trees, still hid +from his view. The wood grew up in the middle to a blooming mount, which +was embosomed and encircled so curiously with broad sunflowers, festoons +of cherries, and glancing silver-poplars and rose-trees, that it seemed, +by the picturesque _ignes-fatui_ of the moon, to be a single, enormous +kettle-tree, full of fruits and blossoms. Albano was fain to ascend its +summit, and be, as it were, on the observatory of the heaven, or Lilar, +spread out below; he found at last in the wood an open alley. + +The foliage, with its spiral alleys, wound him round into a deeper and +deeper night, through which not the moon, but only the heat lightnings, +could break, with which the warm, cloudless heavens were overcharged. +The magic circles of the mount rose ever smaller and smaller out of the +leaves into the blossoms,--two naked children, among myrtles, had twined +their arms caressingly about each other's bent head,--they were statues +of Cupid and Psyche,--rosy night-butterflies were licking, with their +short tongues, the honey-dew from the leaves, and the glowworms, like +sparks struck off from the glow of evening, went trailing like gold +threads around the rose-bushes; he climbed amid summits and roots behind +the aromatic balustrade toward heaven; but the little spiral alley +running round with him hung before the stars purple night-violets, and +hid the deep gardens with orange summits; at length he sprang from the +highest round of his Jacob's-ladder, with all his senses, out into an +uncovered, living heaven; a light hill-top, only fringed with variegated +flower-cups, received and cradled him under the stars, and a white altar +gleamed brightly beside him in the moonlight. + +But gaze down, fiery man, with thy fresh heart, full of youth, on the +magnificent, immeasurable, enchanted Lilar! A second twilight-world, +such as tender tones picture to us, an open morning-dream spreads out +before thee, with high triumphal arches, with whispering labyrinthine +walks, with islands of the blest; the pure snow of the sunken moon +lingers now only on the groves and triumphal gates, and on the +silver-dust of the fountain-water, and the night, flowing off from all +waters and vales, swims over the Elysian fields of the heavenly realm +of shadows, in which, to earthly memory, the unknown forms appear like +Otaheite-shores, pastoral countries, Daphnian groves, and poplar-islands +of our present world,--wondrous lights glide through the dark foliage, +and all is one lovely, magic confusion. What mean those high, open doors +or arches, and the pierced groves and the ruddy splendor behind them, +and a white child sleeping among orange-lilies and gold-flowers, from +whose cups delicate flames trickle,[43] as if angels had flown too near +over them? The lightnings reveal swans, sleeping on the waves under +clouds drunk with light, and their flaming trains blaze like gold after +them in among the thick trees,[44] as goldfishes turn their burning +backs out of the water,--and even around thy summit, Albano, the great +eyes of the sunflowers turn on thee their fiery looks, as if kindled by +the sparks of the glowworms. + +"And in this kingdom of light," thought Albano, trembling, "the still +angel of my future hides himself and glorifies it, when he appears. O +where dwellest thou, good Liana? In that white temple? or in the arbor +between the rose-fields? or up there in the green Arcadian +summer-house?" If love makes even pangs to be pleasures, and exalts the +shadowy sphere of the earth into a starry sphere, O what an enchantment +will it lend to delight! Albano could not possibly, in this outer and +inner splendor, think of Liana as sick; he represented to himself just +now only the blissful future, and with a yearning embrace knelt down at +the altar; he looked toward the glittering garden, and pictured to +himself how it would be when he should one day tread with _her_ every +island of this Eden,--when holy Nature should lay his and her hands in +one another upon these altar-steps,--when he should sketch to her on the +way the Hesperia of life, the pastoral land of first love, and then its +holy exultation and its sweet tears, and how he should not then be able +to look round into the eyes of that most tender heart, because he should +already know that they were overflowing with bliss. Just then he saw, in +the moonshine above the triumphal arches, two illuminated forms move +like spirits; but his glowing soul went on with its painting, and he +imagined to himself how, when the nightingales trilled in this Eden, he +should look up to her and say, in a delirium of love, "O Liana, I bore +thee long ago in my heart,--once upon that mountain, when thou wast +sick."... + +This startled him, and he came to himself; he was indeed on the +mountain,--but he had forgotten the sickness. Now, kneeling, he threw +his arms around the cold stone, and prayed for her whom he so loved, and +who, also, surely had prayed here; and his head sank, weeping and +darkened, upon the altar. He heard human steps approaching down below on +the winding hill, and, with trembling joy, he thought it might be his +father; but he boldly remained on his knees. At last there stepped in +across the flowery border a tall, bent old man, like the noble bishop of +Spangenberg; his calm countenance smiled full of eternal love, and no +pains appeared upon it, and it seemed to fear none. The old man, in mute +gladness, pressed the youth's hands together as a sign that he should +pray on, knelt down beside him, and that ecstasy to which frequent +prayer transfigures one spread its saintly radiance over that form full +of years. Singular was this union and this silence. The fragment of the +moon, which was all that yet jutted above the earth, burned darklier, +and at last went down; then the old man rose, and, with that easiness of +transition which comes from being habituated to devotion, put questions +about Albano's name and residence; after the answer, he merely said, +"Pray on thy way to God, the all-gracious,--and go to sleep before the +storm comes, my son!" + +Never can that voice and form pass away out of Albano's heart; the soul +of the old man peered, like the sun in an annular eclipse, shining, full +circle, out over the dark body, which strove to hide it with its +earth-mould. Deeply struck, to the very roots of his nerves, Albano +rose, and the broadening flashes of the lightning showed him now, down +below near the enchanted garden, a second dark, entangled, horrible one, +a sort of Tartarus to the Elysium. He departed with singular and +conflicting emotions,--the future, and the beings therein, appeared to +him, on his way, to stand very near, and already to run to and fro like +theatre lights behind the transparent curtain,--and he longed for some +weighty enterprise as a refreshment for his inflamed heart; but he had +to rest his head, full of this heath-fire, on the pillow, and the high +thunder, like a god of the night, mingled with its first claps in his +dreams. + + +24. CYCLE. + +THE unknown old man lingered many days in Albano's soul, and would not +stir. In fact, the channel of his life now needed a bend, to break the +stress of the stream. Fate can educate men like him only by a change of +circumstances, just as it can weak ones only by a continuance of the +same. For if it went on much longer in this way, and the chandelier in +his temple should, by inner earthquakes, be thrown into ever increasing +vibrations, the consequence would be, at last, that no candle could any +longer burn therein. What Imperial-Diet-grievances did not Wehrfritz and +Hafenreffer already jointly present on the subject, when the shipmaster +Blanchard, in Blumenbühl, went up with his aerostatic soap-bubbles, and +Zesara could hardly, by almost the absolute despotism of the Director, +be kept back from embarking! And how divine a thing does he not imagine +it would be, not only to hurl down to the earth its iron rings and +arrest warrants, and soar away, perpendicularly, above all its +market-rubbish and boundary-trees and Hercules'-pillars, and sweep +around it as a constellation, but also to hover above the magic Lilar +and the hermetically-sealed Linden-city with devouring eyes, and to lift +a whole, full, heavy world to his thirsty heart, by the handle of a +single look! + +But fate broke the fall of this swift stream. Namely, as good luck would +have it, the Blumenbühl church had this long time been daily threatening +to tumble down,--and I was wishing the Whitsuntide lightning had gone in +there, and had made ears and legs for the building committee,--when by +still greater good luck the old Prince was taken sick. Now in the church +was the hereditary sepulchre of the Prince, which could not conveniently +serve, on the other hand, as the hereditary sepulchre of the church. + +About this time it must needs happen that the old Princess, with the +Minister Froulay, passed through the village. The two had long since +commissioned themselves as Imperial vicars, business-agents, and +sceptre bearers of the State, because the feeble old gentleman had been +glad to give up the amusements and burdens, the glitter and weight of +the crown, and admit those two feudal guardians into the hereditary +office of the sceptre. In short, the age of the church, together with +that of the princely couple, decided the building of a new roofing and +covering for the vault. + +The Provincial-Director was one of the inspecting committee, and invited +the distinguished company to his house; among whom, the Provincial +architect, Dian, and the Counsellor of Art, Fraischdörfer, as artists, +and the little princess as naturalist, are particularly to be noticed. + +The poor dancing-master got wind of the procession through a telescope, +just as he was stretching his feet, full of _pas_, into a warm +foot-bath. It will not gratify anybody, that the Vienna gentleman had +but one thing in common with the old Magister,--what the Devil shares +with the horse, namely, the foot, which measured its good foot and a +half, Paris measure, and that, therefore, his double root, in the narrow +forcing-pots of shoes, shot out into a fruit-bearing, knotty-stock, full +of inoculating eyes, i. e. corns. To-day he would have cut these gordian +knots in a foot-bath; but, as it was, he must, on occasion of such a +visit,--although he had never stretched them,--put on his tightest +children's shoes, for effect. Thus are men often caught with too tight +shoes, as monkeys are with too heavy ones. + +Albano, on the contrary, stood in buskins. In general, every one who +simply came from Pestitz, had, in his eyes, consecrated holy earth on +his soles; and here he looked with the loving reverence of a village +youth upon a somewhat oldish, but red-cheeked and tall-built princess, +whose chin was bent up by time, and whose friendly face--perhaps, by way +of hiding the many wrinkles--was buried deep in a whole bush of +millinery. She kept this head moving to and fro with a smiling +comparison, as of brother and sister, between him and Rabette; for +mothers always look, in mothers, for the children first. He should have +further known that he had before him a friend of Liana in the +frizzle-headed _little_ princess, who, although already of his age, yet +with a friendly liveliness, which can never be subscribed to by the +court-marshalship, looked up at all, and even took Rabette by the hand, +and drew from her an indescribably good-natured and stiff smile. The +formidable one of the party was to him the Minister, a man full of +strong parts, both of body and soul, full of furious, murderous +passions, only that they lay bound with flowery chains, and with respect +to whom, although his hard face was written over only out of courtliness +with the twelve friendly signs of the zodiac of love, it would not be +specially apparent how one could be father and guide to the weak-nerved +Liana, when the iron parts, of which man carries more in his blood than +any other animal, had settled, not as in the case of Götz of +Berlichingen, into his hand, but into his brow and heart. + +I give merely a flying glance at the only member of the company who was +intolerable to Albano,--the art-counsellor, Fraischdörfer, who had +thrown off his face, like the drapery of the ancients, into folds of +simple and noble greatness. This man, I must explain, had wanted for +many years to have our bashful little hero sit to him, even to the very +pit of his stomach, in order to represent, whether in a crayon likeness +or a medallion I know not, his face, and the broad, high, Plato-like +breast shining out from his shirt-frills. But the bashful child played +about himself with his hands and feet so lustily, that nothing could +possibly be caught and copied except the naked face without the +pedestal, the thorax. Before me, on the contrary, dear academy, must +thou now for years keep thyself on the model-stand, like a stylite, and +expose to my drawing-pen thy head and thy breast, together with its +cubic contents, not to mention the groupings at all. + +He had, perhaps, to thank his noble form for it, that the beautifully +built, straight-nosed, and magnificently slender Dian--with his raven +hair and black, eagle eye, who in every pliant motion showed a higher +freedom of carriage than is gained in ball-rooms and court-saloons--came +up to him warmly, and, with very few glances, saw to the green bottom of +the deep but clear sea of the young man, and discerned the pearl-banks +there. Albano, with his too loud, vehement voice,--with his respectful +but sharply-moving eyes,--with his rooted posture,--expressed an +agreeable mixture of inward culture and ascendency with external rustic +modesty and mildness, like a tulip-tree not as yet cut up for a +tulip-bed,--a rural hermitage and log-house with golden furniture. He +had the faults of youth in its recluseness; but men and winter radishes +must be sowed _far apart_, in order that they may grow _large_: men and +trees that stand near together have, it is true, a more slender and +tapering trunk, but no power to brave the tempest, nor such a rich crown +and branching as those that stand free. With the most unembarrassed +heartiness, the architect disclosed to the glowing youth, "They should +from this time forth see each other every week, since he was to come +daily to oversee the building of the church." + +The whole Wehrfritz household is now peeping out after the majestic +procession, even to the last disappearing chariot-wheel, and is, of +course, eager to say three words upon the lavender-water of joy that +leaves such a fragrance behind it, which the procession had sprinkled +into all corners and upon all pieces of furniture. From the Master of +exercises--who, with the compression-machines on his feet, stood only so +far as the excrescences in Purgatory, but from there up to the crown of +his head in heaven (because the affable Princess had remembered very +well his five positions)--even to the modest Rabette, the eulogist of +her victorious rival,--and even to Albina, who was agreeably impressed +with such warm, motherly love in a Fürstinn toward the Princess,--and +even to the Director, who looked back with pleasure on the nobly +sustained blade- and anchor-proof of his foster-son and the universal +probity of this converted portion of the great world, because the man +never observed that Princes and Ministers, just as they have in their +wardrobes mountain- and mining-habits, so also carry about in their +dressing-chamber Directorate-dresses, furred gowns of justice, +consistorial sheep-skins, and women's opera-dresses;--from all these, +even to the Director, the glad echo swelled, to die away in Zesara with +an alarm-cannon. His ambition took arms; his liberty-tree shot forth +into blossoms; the standards of his youthful wishes were consecrated and +flung to the breeze of heaven; and on the myrtle crown he covered a +heavy helm with a glittering, high-waving, plumed crest.... + +The following Cycle is composed merely for the purpose of showing how +all this is to be taken. + + +25. CYCLE. + +It is also my opinion that the antiphonious double choir of the two +educational colleagues, Wehmeier and Falterle, had hitherto trained our +Norman, as well as two similar gymnasiarchs, Governess England and +domestic French instructress France, have actually educated the +charity-school-girl Germany according to the best school-books, so that +now we, in our turn, are in a condition to school the Poles, and, with +the ferule, from the desk of our princely schools, to kantschu them down +as much as is necessary. + +But now too much had waked up in Albano. He felt overswelling energies +which found no teacher. His father, roving round through Italy, seemed +to be neglecting him. That seat of the muses, Pestitz,--which now had +_one_ more muse added to its number,--seemed to be unjustly barred +against him. Often he knew not how to stay away. Fancy, heart, blood, +and ambition were at boiling heat. In such a case, as in every +fermenting cask, nothing is more dangerous than an empty space, whether +from a want of knowledge or of occupation. + +_Dian filled up the cask._ + +He came each week from the city, as if he had to arrange the hammer-work +of the church, according to plans, as well as the building of its walls. +A youth who sees his first Greek cannot, at the outset, rightly believe +it at all; he takes him for a classic glorification,--a printed sheet +out of Plutarch. And if his heart burns like that of my hero, and if his +Greek is of Spartan descent, like Dian,--namely, an unconquered +_Mainotte_, who has been brought up in the classic double choir of the +æsthetic singing-schools in Atiniah (Athens) and Rome,--then is it +natural that the inspired youth should stand every day in the dust-and +rubbish-clouds of the falling church-walls, and wait to see his +commander come forth from behind the cloudy pillar. + +Dian accompanied his beloved in his walks, often read half the night +with him, and took him with him on the architectural journeys which he +had constantly to make into the country. He introduced him with inspired +reverence into the holy world of Homer and of Sophocles, and went with +him among the loftier beings of this twin Prometheus, those nobly +formed, completely developed men, yet unperverted by a partial +provincial culture, who, like Solomon, had a time for everything +human,--for laughing, weeping, eating, fearing, and hoping,--and who +shunned merely rude immoderateness; who sacrificed on the altars of all +gods, but on that of Nemesis first of all. And Dian, whose inner man was +a whole, from which no member is torn away, no one swollen, and all +fully grown, himself went round with his darling as such a Greek of +Homer and Sophocles. While Wehmeier and the foster-parents were always +running after him with a pulpit and a pew, at every passionate +expression of anger, or desire, or exultation, he, on the contrary, with +fair, liberal freedom, made room for him to unfold himself to his full +breadth and height. He respected in the youth the St. Elmo's or St. +Helena's fire, as he did frost in an old man: the heart of vigorous men, +he thought, must, like a porcelain vase, in the beginning, be turned too +large and too wide; in the furnace of the world it would soon enough +shrink up to a proper size. I too require of youth, at first, +intolerance, then, after some years, tolerance,--that as the stony, sour +fruit of a strong young heart, this as the soft winter-fruit of an older +head. + +But while the Architect drew with him, and with him examined casts of +the antiques and works of art, he at the same time made manifest most +beautifully to the youth his love for the artistical _sign of the +Balance_ in man (who ought to be his own work of art), and his aversion +to every paroxysm, which breaks the outward beauty as well as the inward +into folds and wrinkles, and his desire to regulate his form and his +heart after the lofty pattern of repose on the antiques. + +The Architect, as artists often do, and the Swiss still oftener, +preserved European culture and rural _naïveté_ and simplicity side by +side, like his beloved profession, wherein, more than in other arts, +beauty and surveying reason border upon each other; he therefore at +first let Albano look in and listen at the window of the philosophical +lecture-hall from without, standing in the open air. He led him, not +into the stone-quarry, lime-pit, and timber-yard of metaphysics, but +directly into the ready-made, beautiful oratory, formed of the materials +thence collected, otherwise called Natural Theology. He did not let him +forge and solder ring after ring of any iron chain of reasoning, but +showed such a one to him as a deep-reaching well-chain, whereby Truth, +sitting at the bottom, is to be drawn up; or as a chain hanging from +heaven, whereby the lower gods (the philosophers) are to draw Jupiter +down. In short, the _skeleton_ and _muscle-preparation_ of metaphysics +he concealed in the _God-man_ of religion. And so it should be (in the +beginning); grammar is learned from language more easily than the latter +from the former; criticism from works of art, the skeleton from the +body, more easily than the reverse; although we always do reverse it. +Unfortunate is it for the youth of our day, that they are obliged to +shake the drops and the insects from the tree of knowledge, before the +fruit. + +And now he boldly threw open to him all the chamber-doors of the +philosophical schools, i. e. the three heavens; for in this youthful +season one still takes the wick of every learned light of the world for +asbestos, as Brahmins dress themselves in asbestos; and the masses of +ice around the poles of our spiritual world represent, at this early +age, like the actual ones in the visible world, cities and temples on +azure-blue columns. + +Now when Albano had read himself to the flaming point upon some great +idea or other, as Immortality or Deity, he had then to write upon it; +because the Architect believed, and I too, that in the educational world +nothing goes beyond writing,--not even reading and speaking; and that a +man may read thirty years with less improvement than he would gain by +writing a half. It is just in this way that we authors mount to such +heights; hence it is that even the worst of us, if we hold out, become +somewhat, at last, and write ourselves up from Schilda to Abdera, and +from there away up to Grub Street. + +But what a glowing hour then came on for our darling! What are all +Chinese lantern-festivals to the high festival for which an inflamed +youth lights up all the chambers of his brain, and in this illumination +throws out his first essays? + +In the forepart, and on the very threshold of the essay perhaps, Albano +still crept along step by step, and made use merely of his head; but as +he got further on, and his heart quivered with wings, and like a comet +he must needs sweep along before only shimmering constellations of great +truths, could he then restrain himself from imitating the rosy-red +Flamingo, who, in his passage towards the sun, seems to paint himself +into a flying brand, and to clothe himself in wings of fire? When at +length he reached the practical application, verily every one was like +the others; in each he formed and sowed an Arcadia full of human angels, +who in three minutes could cross over on a Charon's pontoon thrown in +for the purpose, and land in the Elysium which floated so near: in every +one of these practical applications all men were saints, all saints +beatified; all mornings blossoms, and all evenings fruit; Liana +perfectly well, and he not far from it--her lover;--all nations ascended +more easily the noonday heights; and he upon his own, like men upon +mountains, saw everything good nearer to him. Ah! the whole boggy +present, full of stumps and blood-suckers, had he kicked aside, and was +now encircled only with floating green worlds, full of pastures, which +the sun-ball of his head had projected into the ether. + +Blissful, blissful time! thou hast long since gone by! O, the years in +which man reads and makes his first poems and systems, when the spirit +creates and blesses its first worlds, and when, full of fresh +morning-thoughts, it sees the first constellations of truth come up +bringing an eternal splendor, and stand ever before the longing heart, +which has enjoyed them, and to which time, by and by, offers only +astronomical newspapers and refraction-tables on the morning-stars, only +antiquated truths and rejuvenated lies! O, then was man, like a fresh, +thirsty child, suckled and reared with the milk of wisdom; at a later +period he is only cured with it, as a withered, sceptical, hectic +patient! But thou canst, indeed, never come back again, glorious season +of _first love_ for the truth, and these sighs can only give me a +warmer remembrance of thee; and if thou ever shouldst return, it +certainly could not be down here in the low mine-shaft of life, where +our morning splendor consists of the little flames that play upon the +quartz crystals, and our sun is a mine-lamp,--no; but it may happen +then, when death reveals us, and tears away from over the heads of the +pale-yellow workmen the coffin-lid of the mine-shaft, and we now again +stand as first men on a new, full earth, and under a fresh, immeasurable +heaven! + +Into this golden age of his heart fell also his acquaintance with +Rousseau and Shakespeare, of whom the former exalted him above his +century, and the latter above this life. I will not say here how +Shakespeare ruled, sovereign, in his heart,--not through the breathing +of living characters, but by lifting him up out of the loud kingdom of +earth into the silent realm of infinity. When one dips his head at night +under water, there is an awful stillness round about him; into a similar +supernatural stillness of the under-world does Shakespeare introduce us. + +What many schoolmasters may blame in Dian is this, that he gave the +youth all books indiscriminately, without any exact course of reading. +But Alban asked, in later years: "Is such a course anything but folly? +Is it possible? For does Fate ever arrange the appearance of new books, +or systems, or teachers, or outward circumstances, or conversations, so +according to paragraphs, that one needs nothing more than to transcribe +all that passes upon the memory, and he shall have the order into the +bargain? Does not every head need and make its own? And does more depend +on the order in which the meats follow each other, or on the digestion +of them?" + + +26. CYCLE. + +While Dian was causing a nobler temple to go up in the heavens than the +stone one in the village, the Princess, whose _castrum doloris_ this was +to be, died; they had, therefore, to deposit her remains for a time in +the accommodations of a Pestitz church. This changed one or two thousand +things. The Crown-prince of Hohenfliess, Luigi, must now, will he nill +he, come back from Italy, to the princely chair, in which the old man, +bent up with years, had, for a long time, diminutive and speechless, +been rather lying than sitting,--although the Minister standing behind +the princely arm-chair took off his figure and voice in a sufficiently +lively manner. Don Gaspard, who had not listened to any of the previous +letters of Albano, now despatched to him the following orders, which +rushed like fiery wine through his veins: "On my way back from Italy we +meet, in thy birthplace, _Isola Bella_. Thou wilt be sent for." Even +readers who have not had a week's practice in folding and sealing +letters of a diplomatic corps, will easily observe that the Knight of +the Fleece is thinking to bring his son acquainted with the young +prince, and to establish and insure their first Pestitz connections. + +But I beg the world now to measure the Paradise of a man, who after so +long seafaring at last sees the long shores of the new world stretch out +into the ocean. Was not life at this moment open to him in a hundred +directions? Laurel-wreaths, ivy-wreaths, flower-wreaths, myrtle-wreaths, +wheat-garlands,--all these crowns overhung the great gate of Pestitz and +its house-doors. Thou brother, thou sister, (I mean Roquairol and +Liana,) what a full, yearning soul was marching to meet you! and what a +dreaming and innocent one! Homer and Sophocles, and the ancient history +and Dian, and Rousseau, that magus of youth,--and Shakespeare and the +British weeklies (wherein a higher and more human poesy speaks than in +their abstract poems),--all these had left behind in the happy youth an +everlasting light, an unparalleled purity, wings for every Mount Tabor, +and the fairest but most difficult wishes. He resembled, not the urbane +French, who, like ponds, reflect the hue of the nearest bank, but those +loftier men, who, like the sea, wear the color of the boundless heavens. + +In fact, now was the ripest, best point of time for his change. Through +Dian and his journeys, even Albano's _exterior_ man had been trained to +grace in fashionable saloons. Men, like bullets, go farthest when they +are smoothest; besides, there remained sticking on Zesara diamond-points +enough at which mediocrity stumbles and is wounded, and even uncommon +worth is an uncommon fault,--as _high_ towers, for that very reason, +appear _bent over_. Zesara learned, even outside the circle of country +youngsters, a readiness of ideas and words, which formerly stood at his +service only in a state of enthusiasm; for wit, generally a foe of the +latter, was with him merely a servant and child thereof. He did not, +like witty sucklings, coquette with all ideas, but he was either beset +by them or not touched at all; hence came that silent, slow, +unostentatious ripening of his power; he resembled mountains of a +gradual ascent, which always yield more booty than those which rise +abruptly. With great trees, the seed is smaller and in spring the +blossoms later than in the case of small bushes. + +The time ere Gaspard's messenger came to take him away was to the +detained youth an eternity, and the village a prison; it shrivelled up +to the household-buildings of a convent. The hidden plan of his life, +written, however, by encaustic into his brain, was, as with all such +young men, this, to be and do nothing more than--everything; that is to +say, to bless, to glorify, and to enlighten at once himself and a +country,--to be a Frederick II. upon the throne; in other words, a +storm-cloud, which should contain thunders of excommunication for the +sinner, electrical light for the deaf, blind, and lame, showers for the +insects, and warm drops for thirsty flowers, hail for enemies, an +attraction for everything, for leaves and dust, and a rainbow for the +end. Now, as he could not succeed Frederick II., he proposes to be +hereafter minister at least,--especially as Wehrfritz made so much out +of this by-sceptre,--this offshoot and chip of the mother sceptre,--and +in his spare hours a great poet and philosopher withal. + +I shall be delighted, Count, if thou shouldst become a second Frederick, +the second and only; my book will profit by it and I myself mould my +future thereby as a rare historiographer, compounded of Zenophon, +Curtius, and Voltaire! + + +27. CYCLE. + +Zesara will never forget the spring evening, on which he saw a passenger +in a greatcoat,--a little limping and covered with brown +travelling-paint, to which his white eyeballs formed a shining +contrast,--wade across the shallow brook beside the high bridge, and +how, further, the passenger took with him a watch-man's cane which the +then Lieutenant of the Beggar's Police had just leaned against his +house-door, a vicarious fellow-laborer, and handed the said cane, on his +way, to a cripple, with the words: "Old man, I have nothing by me +smaller than the stick. If anybody asks you about it, just tell them you +are keeping guard in the village against the confounded beggar tribe, +but have not eyes enough." At the same time our pilgrim reached out to a +rector's little son, who needed it for about three minutes, his +pocket-handkerchief. + +It was of course our old Librarian by title, Schoppe, whom Don Gaspard +had despatched with the note of invitation for Isola Bella. Albano's +delight was so great, that only some days later did the youth mistake +the odd humorist, whereas the latter soon correctly weighed the light, +ardent, still wildling. Did it not fare still worse with the old +Provincial Director, who, merely because he rated the _body_ politic of +the Empire as high as if he were the installed _soul_ therein, upon +Schoppe's sallies against the constitution, came out in a patriotic +fury: "Sir," said he, in an excited manner, "even if there were a flaw +anywhere, still a true German would be bound to maintain a profound +silence on the subject, unless he can help the matter, especially in +such cursed times." + +The finest of all was, that, at Luigi's request, the Architect had to +set out at the same time, for the purpose of fetching casts of antiques +from Rome. + +And now march on, that soon ye may come back again, and we may at last +for once fairly enter Pestitz! It may well be expected that thou, good +child (I should rather say, wild-bee), wilt take thy flight from the +rural honey-tree into the glass beehive of the city, with deeper pangs +than thou hadst imagined beforehand,--has not even the old foster-father +gone off on his journey without saying his farewell, only to escape +thine?--and, as to thy good mother, it seems to her as if one of the +angry Parcæ were tearing a son from her breast, as if his tender +love-bond, woven only of childish familiarity, would not stretch out +into the far future,--and thy sister locks herself up in the attic, her +rustic heart raging with fiery torments, and cannot say anything to +thee, nor give thee anything, but a letter-case previously and privately +worked by her with the silken circumscription: "Remember us!" and even +on thy laurel-seeking head will the triumphal arch or rainbow of +leave-taking, when thou passest under it, fling down heavy, heavy drops, +(ah, they will continue to hang longer on the eyes that look after +thee!) thy honest old teacher Wehmeier will pour out upon thee the last +stream of his words and tears, and say, and thy tender heart will not +smile at it: "He is a worn out, old fellow, and has now nothing before +him but the hole (the grave); thou, on the contrary, art a fresh, young +blood, full of languages and antiquities and magnificent, god-given +talents,--of course he shall not live to see thee make a famous man, but +his children well may; and these poor worms,--thou must one day adopt +them, young master!" + +Thou pure soul, on every familiar house, on every dear garden and valley +will sorrow, indeed, sharpen her clasp-knife, and tear open therewith +softly gushing wounds in thy glowing, tender heart. What do I say? even +from thy friendly morning- and evening-heights, the nunnery-gratings of +thy holiest hopes, and from Liana herself, thou wilt seem to be stealing +away. + +But cast thy weeping eyes over the broad, blue Italy, and dry them in +the spring breezes. Life begins,--the signals for the martial exercises +and tournaments of manly youth are given, and, in the midst of the +Olympic battle-games, thou wilt hear the music of neighboring concert- +and dancing-halls magnificently pealing around thee. + +What phantasies are these I am playing here? What! is it not more than +too well known to all of us, that he has been gone this long time, ever +since the very first Jubilee-period,--yes, and come back again, and has +already, ever since the second--and we are now counting the fourth--been +sitting in company with the Librarian and the Lector, on horseback, +before Pestitz, unable to get in, on account of the barricade of +the---- + +FOOTNOTES: + +[38] In Catania, the veil of St. Agatha is the only antidote to +Etna. + +[39] Allusion to the torches, before which the Colosseum and the +Antiques and the glaciers, which are both, are seen magically +gleaming. + +[40] As the Queen of Heaven, Juno is always, by the ancients, +clothed in a blue veil.--_Hagedorn on Painting._ + +[41] An old machine that fires many shots at once. + +[42] In Italy the stars look not silvery, but golden. + +[43] In a tempestuous atmosphere, little flames are emitted by +orange-lilies, gold-flowers, sunflowers, Indian pinks, &c. + +[44] Probably on fluttering gold plates after the birds. + + + + +FIFTH JUBILEE? + +GRAND-ENTRY.--DR. SPHEX.--THE DRUMMING CORPSE.--THE LETTER OF THE +KNIGHT.--RETROGRADATION OF THE DYING-DAY.--JULIENNE.--THE STILL +GOOD-FRIDAY OF OLD AGE.--THE HEALTHY AND BASHFUL HEREDITARY +PRINCE.--ROQUAIROL.--THE BLINDNESS.--SPHEX'S PREDILECTION FOR +TEARS.--THE FATAL BANQUET.--THE DOLOROSO OF LOVE. + + +28. CYCLE. + +When he came to the fork of the road, of which the right prong points to +Lilar, Albano, with a somewhat heavy heart, spurred his horse across, +and flew up the hill, till the bright city, like an illuminated St. +Peter's dome, blazed far and wide in this spring night of his fancies. +It lay, like a giant, with its shoulders (the upper city) resting on the +heights, and stretched its other half (the lower city) down into the +valley. It was noon, and not a cloud in heaven; at noonday a city stands +before you in full, white disk, whereas a village does not, until +evening, come out of its first quarter into full light. It was well +fortified, not by Rimpler or Vauban, but by a blooming palisade of +lindens. The long wall of the palaces of the mountain-city gleamed from +above a welcome to our Albano, and the statues, on their Italian roofs, +directed themselves towards him as way-guides and criers of joy; over +all the palaces ran the iron framework of the lightning-rods, like a +throne-scaffolding of the thunder, with golden sceptre-points; down +along the side of the mountain lay camped the lower city, by the side of +the stream between shady avenues, with its gay façades towards the +streets, and its white back turned toward Nature; carpenters were +hammering away like a forge on the green-sward among the peeled trunks +of trees, and the children were clattering round with the birch-bark; +cloth-makers were stretching out green cloths like bird-nets in the sun; +from the distance came white-covered carriers'-wagons jogging along the +country-road, and by the sides of the way shorn sheep were grazing under +the warm shadow of the rich, bright linden-blossoms,--and over all these +groups the noonday chime of bells from the dear, familiar towers (those +relics and light-houses that gleamed out of the dusk of his earlier +days), floated like one all-embracing and animating soul, and called +together the friendly throngs of people. + +Contemplate the heated face of my hero, who at last is riding into the +open streets, built up in his fancy of temples of the sun, where, who +knows but that at every long window, on every balcony, Liana may be +standing? where the lying or prophetic riddles of Isola Bella must be +unravelled,--where all household gods and household fates of his nearest +future lie hid,--where now the Mont Blanc of the Court and the Alps of +Parnassus, both of which he has to climb, lie with their feet stretching +close before him. All this would have oppressed me not a little; but in +the young man, especially before the chandelier of the sun, a shower of +light gushed down. O, when the morning-wind of youth blows, the inner +mercury-column stands high, even though the external weather be not of +the best. + +Few of us, when we have gone on horseback to the academy, may have +happened into such a refreshing stir as met my hero: chimney-sweeps were +singing away overhead out of their pulpits and black holes to the +passers below, and a building-orator,[45] on the ridgepole of a new +house, was exorcising the future conflagration, and quenching one in his +own breast, and slinging the glass fire-bucket far over the scaffolding; +yes, when we have ridden with our hero through the laughing congregation +of the roof-preacher, and through the ranks of blooming sons of the +Muses,[46] who stand arm in arm, among whom Alban sent round his fiery +eye to find his Roquairol,--after all this, when we reach his future +residence, a new clamor salutes our ears. + +It came from the Land-physicus[47] Sphex, his future landlord, who is to +resign to him half his palace (for the Doctor is made wealthy by his +cures), because the house lies exactly in the highest part of the upper +city, or the Westminster of the Court; while in the lower town are +domiciled the students and the _city_. The short, thick-set Dr. Sphex +was standing, as our trio rode up, by the side of a tall man, who sat +upon a stone bench, and held in readiness two drum-sticks upon a child's +drum. At a signal from Sphex, the tall man beat a faint roll upon his +drum, and the Doctor said to him, calmly, "Vagabond!" Although Sphex had +turned round a little toward the loud, approaching horsemen, still he +soon made him go on with his tattooing, and said, "Scoundrel!" but +during the last beat he just hastily slipped in, "Scamp!" + +The horsemen dismounted; the Doctor led them, without ceremony, into the +house, after he had given the drummer a hint, with his hand, not to +stir. He opened them their four (or twelve) walls, and said, coldly, +"Step into your three cavities." Albano marched out of the warm splendor +of day into the cool, purple Erebus of the red-hung chamber, as into a +picture-hall of painting dreams, into a silver-hut, as it were, for the +dark mine-work of his life. He recognized therein the open hand of his +rich father, from the pictures of the carpet to the alabaster statues on +the wall; and in the cabinet he found, among the gifts of his +foster-parents, all his poetical and philosophical text-books, which had +been sent after him,--fair reflections from the still land of youth, +left far behind him by his journey, in whose flower-vases only +concordias had hitherto bloomed, whereas now wild rockets must be +planted in them. Then (not the goddess of night her mantle, but) the +goddess of twilight threw her veil over his eye, and, in the +clare-obscure, made the forms of youth--many of them armed, many +crowned, a troop of fates and graces--beset his heart, which had +hitherto been so calm, with their arms and levers, until it became soft +and languid _for three minutes_; verily, to a youth, especially this +one, the sea-storms, those favorites of the painter, the laboring +volcanoes of the natural philosopher, and the comets of the astronomer, +are full as precious, in the moral world, as they are to them in the +physical. + +Albano, now separated from Liana only by streets and days, almost feared +his dreamy raptures might betray their object. "Any letters?" inquired +the Lector, in his short manner, abbreviated for the sake of adaptation +to citizens. "Bring it up, Van Swieten!" said Sphex, to a little son, +who, with two others, named Boerhave and Galen, had hitherto been +acting as a corresponding deciphering-chancery to the new guests behind +a curtain. "Our old Lord," added Sphex, at once, as if it had some +connection with the letter, "has done lording it at last; for five days +he has been dead as a mouse, as I long ago predicted." "The old Prince?" +asked Augusti, with astonishment. "But why have I not yet remarked +anything of funeral bells, knockers hung with black, bottles of tears, +and lamentation in the city?" inquired Schoppe. + +The Physicus explained. Namely, he had, as physician in ordinary, +prophesied, with sufficient boldness, the third day's dying of the old +prince, and happily hit it. Only as, exactly one day after the mournful +event, his successor, Luigi, proposed to make his entrance into Pestitz, +and, as the announcement of the high death would have extinguished, with +lachrymal-vessels, the whole oil-fed illumination in honor of the son, +and hung the flowery triumphal arches with mourning-weeds, the people +had not been willing, although to the greatest disadvantage of the +prophetic Sphex, to let matters get wind before the new prince had had +his reception, just as that Greek, at the news of his son's death, +postponed mourning till after the completion of his thanksgiving +sacrifice. Sphex protested that he had many years before fixed, in the +case of the illustrious deceased, the nativity of his consumption by his +white teeth,[48] and never had he hit a death-hour better than at that +time; he would, however, leave it to any and every man to decide whether +a physician, who has made his prophecy everywhere known, can spin much +silk in a period of such political embezzlement. "But," replied +Schoppe, "if people continue to carry along their deceased monarchs, +like their dead soldiers, as if they were alive, in the ranks; still +they can hardly do otherwise; for as in the case of great men it is +generally so plaguy hard to prove that they are living, so is it also no +easy thing to make out when they are dead; coldness and stiffness and +corruption prove too little. To be sure, one may, perhaps, conceal royal +death-beds for the same reason which led the Persians to hide royal +graves, in order to abridge as much as possible for the poor children, +the people, the bitter interval between the death and the new +inauguration. Yes, as according to a legal fiction the king never dies, +we have to thank God that we ever learn the fact at all, and that it +does not fare with his death as with the death of the quite as immortal +Voltaire, which the Paris journalists were not permitted, by any means, +to announce." + +Van Swieten and Boerhave and Galen, after staying out a long while, +brought in a letter for Albano, with Gaspard's seal; he tore it open, +with the unsuspecting eagerness of youth, without a glance at the cover; +but the Lector took that into his hand and turned it over and over like +a Post-Office Clerk, Doctor of Heraldry, and Keeper of the Seal, as was +his custom at the inquest of sphragistic wounds, and gently shook his +head over the badly renewed and patched patent of nobility, namely, the +impression of the arms on the wax. "Have the youngsters done any injury +to the seal?" said Sphex. "My father, also," said Albano, reading to +conceal an agitation which reached even to the outer man, and which a +flight of heavy thoughts had suddenly occasioned among all his inner +twigs, "has already heard of the Prince's death." At that Augusti shook +his head still more; for as Sphex had previously jumped at once from +the subject of the letter to that of the Prince's death, this leap +almost presupposed the reading of the same. Let my reader deduce from +this the rule, to take the distance of two tones, from one to the other +of which people jump in his presence, and to infer from that the +intermediate and connecting tone between the two, which they wish to +conceal. + +At present it was very well for the Count that the Doctor showed the +tutors their apartments; ah, his soul, already staggering with the +events of the past day, was now so intensely tossed by the contents of +the letter! + + +29. CYCLE. + +When Sphex opened the Librarian's room for him, the said room was +already occupied with a box of vipers (also arrived from Italy), with +three-quarters of a hundred weight of flax, a white hoop-petticoat, and +three silk shoes, with the holes punched, belonging to the doctoress, +and a supply of camomile. The medical married couple had thought the +pedagogical couple nested together; but Schoppe replied admirably well, +and almost with some irony toward the more politely treated Augusti: +"The more powerful and intellectual and great two men are, so much the +less can they bear each other under one ceiling, as great insects, which +live on _fruits_, are unsocial (for example, in every hazel-nut there +sits only one chafer), whereas the little ones, which only live on +_leaves_,--for instance, the leaf-lice,--cleave together nest-wise." +Zesara would by all means have been glad to hold to his insatiable heart +the friend whom fate had placed thereupon, constantly in every situation +and season as a brother-in-arms; but Schoppe has the right of it. +Friends, lovers, and married people must have everything else in common, +but not a chamber. The gross requisitions and trifling incidents of +bodily presence gather as lamp-smoke around the pure, white flame of +love. As the echo is always of more syllables the farther off our call +starts, so must the soul from which we desire a fairer echo not be too +near ours; and hence the nearness of souls increases with the distance +of bodies. + +The Doctor caused his noisy children to run like a cleansing stream +through the Augean stable; but he went down again to the drummer, with +whom, according to his own story, his connection stood thus: Sphex had +already, several years before, ventured certain peculiar conjectures +upon the secretion of fat and the diameter of the fat-cells, in a +treatise which he would not publish till he could append to it the +anatomical drawings thereunto appertaining, for which he was awaiting +the dissection and injection of the drummer that sat there. This sickly, +simple, flabby man, named _Malt_, he had a year since, when certain +symptoms of the fat-eye attached to him, taken to board gratis, on +condition that he should let himself be dissected when he was dead. +Unfortunately Sphex has found, for a considerable time, that the corpse +daily falls away and dries up from the likeness of an eel to a +horned-snake; and he cannot possibly make out what does it, since he +allows him nothing emaciating, neither thinking, nor motion, nor +passions, sensibility, vinegar, nor anything else. + +As to the drum, the corpse is obliged--since he is full as hard of +hearing as he is of comprehending, and never can adopt a reason, for the +very reason that he never hears one--to carry that round, strapped to +him, because during its vibration he can better apprehend what his +employer and prosector has to censure in him.[49] The Doctor now began +to scold at him down below--Schoppe stood listening at the window--in +the following wise: "I would the Devil had taken your cursed father of +blessed memory before he had died. You shrink up like army-cloth under +your lamentation, and yet never wake him up, though you cried your nose +away. Drum better, church-mouse! Don't you know, then, scrub, that you +have made a contract with another, to grow into fat as well as you can, +and that it's expensive maintaining a fellow that steals his wages in +this way, till he becomes available? Others would gladly grow fat, if +they had such a chance. And you! speak, rope!" Malt let the drum-sticks +clatter down under his thighs, and said: "Thou hast hit the true secret +of thy trouble with me,--there is no real blessing upon our grease,--and +one of us silently wears away at the thought. As to my blessed father, +verily, I send him out of my head, let him happen in when he will." + + +30. CYCLE. + +The paternal letter, which shook Albano's soul in all its joints, runs, +when translated, thus:-- + +"Dear Albano: I regret to say, that in the Campanian vale I received a +letter informing me of the continued recurrence and increasing violence +of thy sister's asphyxias; it was written on Good Friday, and looked +forward to her death as a settled thing. I, too, am prepared for the +event. So much the more am I struck with thy account of the juggler of +the Island, who would play the prophet. Such a prediction presupposes +some circumstance or other, which I must trace out more nearly in Spain. +I think I already know the impostor. Be thou, on thy birthday, watchful, +armed, cool, and bold, and, if possible, hold the _jongleur_ fast; but +bring no ridicule upon thyself by speaking of the subject. Dian is in +Rome, working away right bravely. Put on court-mourning for the dear old +Prince, out of courtesy. Addio! + + "G. DE C." + +"Ah, precious sister!" he sighed inwardly, and drew out her medallion, +and looked through his tears upon the features of an old age which was +denied her, and read with dim eyes the refuted subscription: "We see +each other again." Now, when life was opening before him broad and +smiling, it came home to him much more nearly, that fate laid its hand +so darkly and heavily upon his sister; to which was added, too, the +melancholy question, whether he was not guilty of her disappearance and +decline, since on his account the frightful Zahouri of the Island had +carried on perhaps a sacrificing jugglery: even the circumstance that +she was his weakly twin-sister was a pang. But now his feelings stood +contending against each other in his mind, as on a battle-field. "What +destiny is on its way to meet me!" thought he. "Take the crown!" that +voice had said. "What one?" his ambitious spirit rose up and asked, and +boldly conjectured whether it consisted of laurels or thorns or metals. +"Love the beautiful one!" it had said; he asked not, however, in this +case, "What one?" only he feared, since the father of Death seemed +terribly to certify his name and credentials, that the voice announced +for the ascension- and birth-night might name some other name than the +most beloved. + +In the evening, after the three new-comers had fairly got through their +household arrangements,--which, however, had never yet been able to +efface from Albano's undulating soul the multiplied magic splendor of +the Linden-city,--the Lector introduced the Count to the hereditary +prince, Luigi. That individual was engaged half an hour every day +copying in the picture-gallery; and appointed the two to attend him +there. They went in. Any other than myself would have set before the +world a bill of fare _raisonné_ of all the show-dishes in the gallery; +but I cannot so much as present it with the seventeen pictures, over +whose charms those silken shame-aprons or veils hung, which a Paris dame +would gladly take off from her own, merely for the sake of modestly +covering therewith works of art. One may easily conceive that our Alban, +in this picture-gallery, must have been vividly reminded of that one of +his mother's,[50] and that he would gladly have pressed every nail, had +no one been there. + +But the Princess Julienne was there, whom he (as we all do) still +recognized right well as a Blumenbühl acquaintance, as she also did him. +She was truly full of youthful charms, but one did not find these out +till one had been for two days violently in love with her; that made her +every minute afterward prettier, as in fact love is rather the father +than the son of the goddess of grace, and his quiver the best casket of +jewels and the richest toilet-box, and his bandage the best _mouchoir +de Venus_ and beauty-patch that I know. + +She was just sketching the gypsum-cast of a noble old head, which seemed +to the Count as if it must have been drawn from the antique-cabinet of +his memory, and toward which his swelling heart flowed out right +lovingly; but he could not recall the original. At last Julienne, in +despite of etiquette, said, looking up most kindly, "Ah, dear Augusti, +my father lies dead in Lilar." The word Lilar suddenly colored, in +Albano, the pale image of recollection,--perfectly like this white bust +had the old man in the moonshine looked, who, in that poetical +summer-night, pressed Zesara's hands together on the mountain for +prayer, and said, "Go home to sleep, dear son, ere the storm comes." Now +another would have inquired after the name of the bust, and then, and +not till then, have disclosed the nocturnal history; but the Count, in +his warmth, did merely the latter, after waiting a short time for the +conversation to run out. Augusti, when Albano began the history--to +_him_ a foreign one--of his acquaintance with the original, was on +thorns to interrupt him; but Julienne gave him a nod, to let him go on, +and the youth true-heartedly communicated to the sympathizing soul the +beautiful meeting, with a tenderness of emotion and fire, both of which +increased when her eyes flowed over into her smiles. "It was my +father,--that is his cast," said Julienne, weeping and glad. Albano, +after his manner, clasped his hands together, with a sigh, before the +bust, and said, "Thou noble, heartily-beloved form!" and his large eye +gleamed with love and sorrow. + +The good female soul was carried away by a sympathy so uncourtly, and +she gave herself up completely to her inborn fire. Female and court life +is truly only a longer _punishment of bearing arms_ (as, according to +the model of the yes-sirs, there are no-sirs, so royal governesses are +true no-ma'ams); the seven-colored cockade of gay, dancing liberty is +there torn off, or runs into the black of court-mourning; every female +pleasure-grove must be an unholy one; I know nothing more fatal,--but +the curly-haired Julienne, in spite of you and me, broke through the +eternal imprisonment (with sweet bread and strong water), some twelve +times a day, and laughed to the free heavens, and offended (herself and +others never) the royal governess always. She now related to the Count +(while from nervous weakness and vivacity she continued to smile more +brightly and speak more rapidly) how her dear, feeble father, more +childlike than childish, whose old lips and disabled thoughts could not +possibly any longer do more than lisp a response to prayers, had shut +himself up with a snowy-headed mystical court-preacher in an oratory at +Lilar (a gray head loves to hide itself before it disappears forever, +and seeks, like birds, a dark place for going to sleep),--and how she +and Fräulein von Froulay (Liana) had alternately read prayers before the +half-blind old man, and, as it were, tolled the evening-bell of devotion +to the weary, sleep-drunken life. She painted how, in this antechamber +of the tomb, he had outlived or forgotten all that he had once loved; +how he had kept always asking after her mother, whose death was ever +slipping again from his memory; and how the dimmed eye had taken every +hour of the day for evening, and accordingly every one who went out as +one going to bed. + +We will not look too long at this late time of life, when men again, +like children, shrink up for the more lasting cradle of the +grave; and when, like flowers sleeping at evening, they become +_undistinguishable_, and grow all alike, even before death makes them +so. + +The Lector, like all courtiers, was particularly ill-suited with these +funereals; he would also fain heal the Job's malady of her lamentation +by changing the current of discourse, and bringing it nearer to Liana. +But in the very act of describing the sympathy and sacrifices of this +friend, and when memory brought back to her the long, tearful embrace in +which Liana had locked her and pain at once as it were fast to her +bosom, then came back into her heart anew every dark, heavy drop of +blood which her powerful arteries had sent forth, and she ceased to +portray either this history or the head upon which she had been engaged. + +The two female friends were none of those who send a kiss to each other +through two thicknesses of veil, or who know how to hug each other +without wounding or bruising a curl, or whose love-feast every year, as +the sacramental bread every century, breaks lighter and thinner; but +they loved each other intensely,--with eyes, lips, and hearts,--like two +good angels. And if hitherto joy had taken her harvest-wreath and made +it a wedding-ring of friendship, so now did grief seek to do the same +with his girdle of thorns. You good souls! to me it is very easily +imaginable how such a pure, bright linking of souls should at once +painfully distend and blissfully exalt the heart of your friend Albano, +as the aerostatic ball at once destructively swells and soars. For +Liana's entry, there stood besides beautifully decorated triumphal gates +to the highest heavens in his innermost being! + +Meanwhile a stranger would not, without this pen of mine (nor I myself +without the fee-provost Hafenreffer), have been able to observe +anything in the Count, while speaking, except a mild, wandering glow in +his face, and rapidity of utterance. + + +31. CYCLE. + +Into the midst of these delineations and enjoyments the successor, or +rather the _afterwinter_ of the cold old man, Luigi, suddenly entered. +With a flat, carved work of spongy face, on which nothing expressed +itself but the everlasting discontent of life-prodigals, and with a +little full-grown miniver[51] on his head (as forerunner of the +wisdom-teeth), and with the unfruitful superfetation of a voluminous +belly, he came up to Albano with the greatest courtliness, in which a +flat frostiness towards all men stood prominent. He immediately began to +dust about him with the bran of empty, rapid, disconnected questions, +and was constantly in a hurry; for he suffered almost more ennui than he +caused; as in general, there is no one with whom life drags so +disagreeably as with him who tries to make it shorter. Luigi had run +over the earth as quickly as through a powdering room, and had, as in +such a room, become decently gray; the milk-vessels of his outer and +inner man had, because they were to be converted into cream-pots and +custard-cups, for that very reason, perverted themselves into +poison-cups and goblets of sorrow. As often as I pass along before a +painted prince's-suite in a corridor, I always fall upon my old project, +and say, with entire conviction: "Could we only contrive for once, like +the Spartans and all the older nations, to get a regent to the throne in +a _healthy_ state, then we should have a _good_ one into the bargain, +and all would go well. But I know these are no times for such a thing. +It is a sin, that only at torture do surgeons and physicians assist, not +at joy, to point out nicely the degree of pleasure as they do of the +rack, and to indicate the innocent conditions." + +Albano, a stranger in the company and in the eyes of this class of men, +looked upon the gulf between himself and Luigi as much less deep than it +was; it was merely annoying and uncomfortable to him, as it is to +certain people, when, without their knowledge, a cat is in the chamber. +The progress of moral enervation and refinement will yet so cleanse and +equalize all our exteriors,--and according to the same law, indeed, by +which _physical weakness_ throws back the _eruptions of the skin_ and +drives them into the _nobler_ parts,--that verily an angel and a satan +will come at last to be distinguishable in nothing except in the heart. +Alban had already brought with him from Wehrfritz, whom he always heard +contending for the right of the province against the prince, an aversion +to his successor; so much the more easily flamed up in him a moral +indignation, when Luigi turned toward the pictures and drew aside the +curtains or aprons from several of the most indecent, in order, not +without taste and knowledge, to appraise their artistic worth. A copied +Venus of Titian, lying upon a white cloth, was only the forerunner. +Although the innocent hereditary prince made his _voyage pittoresque_ +through this gallery with the artistical coldness of a gallery inspector +and anatomist, and sought more to show than to enrich his knowledge, +still the inexperienced youth took it all up with a deaf and blind +passionateness, which I know not how to vindicate in any way, not even +by the presence of the princess, and so much the less, because in the +first place she busily divided her soul only between the gypsum-bust +and its copy, and because, secondly, in our day, ladies' watches and +fans (if they are tasty) have pictures on them which Albano would want +other fans to hide. The two flames of wrath and shame overspread his +face with a glowing reflection; but his awkward honesty of scorn +contrasted with the ease of the Lector, who with his cold tone, quite as +precise as it was light, preserved independence and protected purity. +"They please me not, one of them," he said, with severity: "I would give +them all away for a single storm of Tempesta's." Luigi smiled at his +scholar-like eye and feeling. When they stepped into the second +picture-chamber, Albano heard the Princess going away. As this apartment +threatened him with still more rent veils of the _un_holiest, he took +his leave without special ceremony, and went back without the Lector, +who had to-day to give a reading. + +Never did Schoppe grasp his throbbing hand more heartily than this time; +the aspect of an abashed young man is almost fairer (especially rarer) +than that of an abashed virgin; the former appears more tender and +feminine, as the latter appears more strong and manly, by a mixture of +the indignation of virtue. Schoppe, who, like Pope, Swift, Boileau, +forced into combination a sacred reverence for the sex with cynicism of +dress and language, emptied the greatest vials of wrath upon all +libertinage, and fell like a satirical Bellona upon the best free +people; this time, however, he rather took them under his protection, +and said, "The whole tribe love the blush of shame in others decidedly, +and defend it more willingly than shamelessness, just as (and on the +same kind of grounds) blind persons prefer the _scarlet_ color. One may +liken them to _toads_, who set the costly toad-stone (their heart) on +no other cloth as they do upon a _red_ one." + +The Lector--who with all his purity and correctness would, nevertheless, +without hesitation, have helped a Scarron write his ode on the seat of a +duchess--when he would treat the matter of the Count's flight, was at a +loss what to make of it, when the latter sprinkled him with some +rose-vinegar, and said, "The bad man's father is lying on the board, and +one lies before his own iron brow: O, the bad man!" Certainly the +physical and moral nearness of the two fair female hearts, and his love +for them, had done most to excite the Count against Luigi's artistic +cynicism. The Lector merely replied, "He would hear the same at the +Minister's and everywhere; and his false delicacy would very soon +surrender." "Do the saints," inquired Schoppe, "dwell only _upon_ the +palaces and not _in_ them?" For Froulay's bore upon its platform a whole +row of stone apostles; and on one corner stood a statue of Mary, which +was to be seen from Sphex's house among nothing but roofs. + +Youthful Zesara! how does this marble Madonna chase the blood-waves +through thy face, as if she were the sister of thy fairer one, or her +tutelar and household goddess! But he took care not to hasten his +entrance into this _Lararium_ of his soul, namely, the delivery of his +father's letter of introduction, by a single whisper, for fear of +suspicion; so many missteps does the good man make in the very gentile +fore-court of love; how shall he stand in the fore-court of the women, +or get a footing in the dim Holy of Holies? + + +32. CYCLE. + +The Court now caused to be made known in writing (it could not speak for +sorrow) that the dead Nestor had departed this life. I set aside here +the lamentation of the city, together with the rejoicing of the same +over the new perspective. The Land-physicus Sphex had to eviscerate the +Regent like a mighty beast,--whereas we subjects are served up with all +our viscera, like snipes and ground-sparrows, on the table of the worms. +At evening, there reposed the pale one on his bed of state,--the +princely hat and the whole electrical apparatus of the throne-thunder +lay quite as still and cold beside him on a Tabouret; he had the +suitable torches and corpse-watchers around him. These Swiss-guards of +the dead (the sound of the word rings through me, and I at this moment +see Liberty lying on her bed of state in the Alps, and the Swiss +guarding her) consist, as is well known, of two regency-counsellors, two +counsellors of the exchequer, and so on. One of the +exchequer-counsellors was Captain Roquairol. It can be only touched upon +here, in the way of interpolation, how this youth, who of financial +matters understood little more than a treasury-counsellor in ----h,[52] +arose, nevertheless, to be a counsellor in war-matters there,--namely, +against his own will, through old Froulay, who (in himself no very +sentimental gentleman) was always reviving and retouching the youthful +remembrances of the old Prince, because, in this tender mood, one could +get from him by begging what one would. How odious and low! so can a +poor prince have not a smile, not a tear, not a happy thought, out of +which some court-mendicant, who sees it, will not make a door-handle to +open something for himself, or a dagger-handle to inflict a wound; not a +sound can he utter which some forester and bugle-master of the chase +shall not pervert to the purpose of a mouth-piece and tally-ho. + +Julienne, at nine o'clock in the evening, visited the only heart which, +in the whole court, beat like hers and for hers,--her good Liana. The +latter gladly offered her forehead to her commencing sick-headache, and +sought only to feel and to still another's pain. The friends, who, +before strangers' eyes, only displayed pleasantry, and before each other +only a tender, enthusiastic seriousness, sank more and more deeply into +this mood before the severe and religious lady of the Minister, who +never found in Julienne so much soul as in the soft hour after weeping, +as stock-gilliflowers begin to scent the air when they are sprinkled. +Not the struggle, but the flight of pain, beautifies the person; hence +the countenance of the dead is transfigured, because the agonies have +cooled away. The maidens stood enthusiastically together at the window, +the waxing moonlight of their fancy was made full moonlight by that of +the outer world; they formed the nun's-plan to live together, and go in +and out together for life. Often it seemed to them, in this still hour +of emotion (and the thought made them shudder), as if the murmuring +wings of departed souls swept by over them (it was only a couple of +flies, who, with feet and wings, had caught a few tones on the harp of +the Minister's lady); and Julienne thought most bitterly of her dead +father in Lilar. + +At last she begged the sister of her soul to ride with her this night to +Lilar, and to share and assuage the last and deepest woe of an orphan. +She did it willingly; but the "yes" was hard to extort from the +Minister's lady. I see the gentle forms step, from their long embrace in +the carriage, out into the mourning chamber at Lilar,--Julienne, the +smaller of the two, with quivering eyes and changing color; Liana, more +pale with megrim and mourning, and milder and taller than her companion, +having completed her growth in her twelfth year.[53] + +Like supernatural beings the two maidens beamed upon Roquairol's soul, +already burning in every corner. A single tear-drop had power to bring +into this calcining oven boiling and desolation. Already this whole +evening had he been glancing at the old man with fearful shudderings at +the childish end of that faded spirit, which once had been as fiery as +his own now was; and the longer he looked, so much the thicker +smoke-clouds floated from the open crater of the grave over into his +green-blooming life, and he heard therein a thundering, and he saw +therein an iron hand glowing and threatening to grasp at human hearts. + +Amidst these grim dreams, which illuminated every inner stain of his +being, and which sternly threatened him that a day would come, when, in +his volcano too, there would remain nothing fruitful but the--ashes, the +mournful maidens entered, who, on their way, had wept only over the face +that had grown _cold_, and now wept still more heavily over the form +that had grown _beautiful_; for the hand of death had effaced from it +the lines of the last years,--the prominent chin, the fire-mounds of the +passions, and so many pains underscored with wrinkles, and had, as it +were, painted upon the earthly tabernacle the reflection of that fresh, +still morning light which now invested the disrobed soul. But upon +Julienne a black taffeta-plaster on the eyebrows, which had been left +behind by a blow,--this sign of wounds made a more violent impression +than all signs of healing: she observed only the tears, but not the +words of Liana. "O, how beautifully he rests there!" "But why does he +rest?" said her brother, with that voice, murmuring from his innermost +being, which she recognized as coming from the amateur-stage; and +grasped her hand with agitation, because he and she loved each other +fervently, and his lava broke now through the thin crust: "for this +reason,--because the heart is cut out of his breast, because the wheel +is broken at the cistern, because the fire-wheel of rapture, the +fountain-wheel of tears, moves therein no more!" + +This cruel allusion to the opening of the body wrought terribly on the +sick Liana. She must needs avert her eyes from the covered breast, +because the anguish cramped the breath in her lungs; and yet the wild +man, desolating others as well as himself, who had hitherto been silent +by the side of the stiff corpse-guard, went on with redoubled crushing: +"Feel'st thou how painfully this cricket-ball of fate, this Ixion's +wheel of the wishes, rolls within us? Only the breast without a heart is +calm." + +At once Liana took a longer and more intense look at the corpse; an +ice-cold edge, as if of death's scythe, cut through her burning +brain,--the funeral torches (it seemed to her) burned dimmer and +dimmer,--then she saw in the corner of the chamber a dark cloud playing +and growing up;--then the cloud began to fly, and, full of gushing +night, rushed over her eyes,--then the thick night struck deep roots +into her wounded eyes, and the affrighted soul could only say, "Ah, +brother, I am blind!" + +Only hard man, but no woman, will be able to conceive that an æsthetic +pleasure at the murderous tragedy found its way into Roquairol's +frightful anguish. Julienne left the dead, and her old sorrow, and, with +the new one, flung herself around her neck, and moaned: "O my Liana, my +Liana! Seest thou not yet? Do look up at me!" The distracted and +distracting brother led on the sister, upon whose pale cheeks only +single drops fell like hard, cold water, with the sharp question: "Does +no destroying angel, with red wings, whiz through thy night; hurls he no +yellow vipers at thy heart, and no sword-fish into thy network of +nerves, in order that they may be entangled therein, and whet their +saw-teeth in the wounds? I am happy in my pain; such thistles scratch us +up,[54] according to good moralists, and smooth us down too. Thou +anguish-stricken blind one, what say'st thou,--have I made thee truly +miserable again?" "Madman!" said Julienne, "let her alone: thou art +destroying her." "O, he is not to blame for that," said Liana; "the +headache long since made it misty to my eyes." + +The friends took their departure in double darkness, and therein will I +leave it with all its agonies. Then Liana begged her maiden to say +nothing of it to her mother so little time before sleep, since it might, +perhaps, go away in the night. But in vain; the Minister's lady was +accustomed to close her day on the bosom and lips of her daughter. The +latter now came in, led along, and sought her mother's heart with a +groping, sidelong motion, and, in this beloved neighborhood, could no +longer refrain from a softer weeping; then, indeed, all was betrayed and +confessed. The mother first sent for the Doctor before she, with wet +eyes and with her gentle arms around her, heard her afflicted daughter's +story. Sphex came, examined the eyes and pulse, and made no more of it +than a nervous prostration. + +The Minister, who had everywhere in the house leading-hounds with +fine--ears, came in, upon being informed; and while Sphex stood by, he +made, except long strides, nothing but this little note, "_Voyez, +Madame, comme votre le Cain[55] joue son rôle à merveille_." + +As soon as Sphex had gone out, Froulay let loose several +billion-pounders and hand-grenades upon his lady. "Such," he observed, +"are the consequences of your visionary scheme of education (to be sure +his own, in respect to his son, had not turned out specially well). Why +did you let the sick ninny go?" He would himself have still more gladly +allowed it from courtly views; but men love to blame the faults which +they have been saved the trouble of committing; in general, like +head-cooks, they had rather apply the knife to the _white_- than to the +_dark_-feathered fowl. "_Vous aimez, ce me semble, à anticiper le sort +de cette reveuse un peu avant qu'il soit decidé de nôtre._"[56] Her +silence only made him the more bitter. "_O, ce sied si bien à votre art +cosmétique que de rendre aveugle et de l'être, le dieu de l'amour s'y +prête de modèle._" Wounded by this extreme severity,--especially as the +Minister himself had chosen and commanded this very _cosmetic_ education +of Liana, against the maternal wishes, to gratify his political +ones,--the mother had to go and hide and dry her wet eyes in her +daughter's bosom. Married men and the latest literati regard themselves +as flints, whose power of giving _light_ is reckoned according to their +_sharp corners_. Our forefathers ascribed to a diamond belt the power to +kindle love between spouses. I also still find in jewels this power; +only this stone (which appertains to the flint species) leaves one, +after the marriage-compact, as cold and hard as it is itself. Probably +Froulay's marriage-bond was one of such precious stone. + +But the lady only said, "Dear Minister, leave we that! only spare you +the sick one." "_Voilà précisement ce qui fût votre affaire_," said he, +laughing scornfully. In vain did Liana eloquently and touchingly pour +out to him her mistaken yet moving convictions, (aimed at the wall, +however,) and plead for her brother, which everlasting advocacy of all +sorts of people (which proved too much) was her only failing;--all in +vain, for his sympathy with an afflicted one consisted in nothing but +fury against the tormentors, and his love toward Liana showed itself +only in hatred of the same. "Peace, fool! But _Monsieur le Cain_ comes +not into my house, madam, till further orders!" Out of forbearance, I +say nothing further to the old conjugal bully than go--to the devil, or +at least to bed. + + +33. CYCLE. + +The German public may still remember the _obligato-sheets_ promised in +the Introductory Programme, and ask me what has become of them. The +foregoing Cycle was the first, most excellent Public; but see through +the matter, how it is with obligato-sheets, and that perhaps as much +history lies therein as in any one Cycle, however it may be called. + +The Count had not yet learned anything of Liana's misfortune, when he, +with the others, went down to the dinner of the Doctor, who to-day was +very hospitable. They found him seized with a most violent fit of +laughter, his hands thrust into his sides, and his eyes bent over two +little ointment vessels on the table. He stood up, and was quite +serious. The fact was, he found in Reil's Archives of Physiology, that, +according to Fourcroy and Vauquelin, tears dye violet-juice green, and +therefore contain alkali. In order to prove the proposition and the +tears, he had thrown himself into a chair, and laughed in right hearty +earnest, so as afterward to cry and get a drop or two for the +brine-gauge of the proposition; he would gladly have wrought himself +into another kind of emotion, but he understood his own nature, and knew +that nothing could be got out of it so,--not a drop. + +He left the guests alone a moment,--the lady was not yet to be +seen,--Malt sat on an ottoman,--the children had satirical looks,--in +short, Impudence dwelt in this house as in her temple. Ridicule had no +effect upon the old man, and he only countermanded what displeased +himself, not what displeased others. + +At length the rosy-cheeked wife of the physician flourished into the +apartment,--as preparatory course or preamble of the dinner,--with three +or four _esprits_ or _feathers in her cap_,--with a dapple +neck-apron,--in a red ball-dress, from which waltzing had taken out the +color in which she had rouged,--and with a perforated fancy-fan. If I +wished, I could be interested in her; for, touching these _esprits_ +(since the _esprit_, like the brain in Embrya, often sets itself upon +the brain-pan, and there suns itself), she thought women and partridges +were best served up at table with feathers on their heads; touching the +fan, she meant to have it understood she had just come from a morning +call (whereby she very clearly implied that ladies could no more go +through the streets without their fan-stick than joiners without their +rule); touching the rest, she knew the guest was a Count. Accordingly, +it appears that she belongs to the honorables, who (for the most part), +like rattlesnakes, are never better to be enjoyed than when one has +previously put the head out of the way; but that we have still time +enough to believe, when we come to understand her better. + +The beautiful Zesara was for her blind, deaf, dumb, destitute of smell, +taste, feeling; but there are many women whom one cannot, with the +greatest pains and tediousness, displease; Schoppe could do it more +easily. Sphex, for his own personal predilections, made more out of a +cell of fat in Malt than out of the whole cellular texture of a lady, +even of his own; like all business people, he held women to be veritable +_angels_, whom God had sent for the ministration of the saints (the +business men). + +The dinner course began. Augusti, a delicate eater, enjoyed much, and +took not only to the fine service, but to the torn napkins; the like of +which he had often had in his lap at court, because there, in morals and +in linen, rents are preferred to plasters. Soon, as usual, came forth +even the outposts and first skirmishes of miserable dishes, the common +prophets and forerunners of the best tit-bits, although at a hundred +tables I have cursed them, that they did not, like good monthly +magazines, give the best pieces first, and the most meagre last. The +Doctor had already said to the three boys,--"Galen, Boerhave, Van +Swieten, what is the polite way of sitting?" and the three physicians +had already shoved three right hands between the waistcoat buttons, and +three left hands into the waistcoat pockets, and sat waiting, "bolt +upright" when good chap-sager was brought in for the dessert Sphex +partly expressed pleasure in cheese, partly a horror of it, just as he +found it in the way of his shop-business. He remarked, on one hand, how +joiners, in their glue-pot, had no better glue than what stood here +before them,--it had just that binding quality in a man,--yet he would +rather, for his own individual self, with Dr. Junker, apply it +externally, like arsenic; but he also confessed, on the other hand, that +the chap-sager for the Lector was poison. "I would pledge myself for +it," said he, "that you, if one could examine you, would be found +hectic! the long fingers and the long neck speak in my favor, and +particularly are white teeth, according to Camper, a bad sign. Persons, +on the contrary, who have a set of teeth like my lady there may feel +safe." + +Augusti smiled, and merely asked the Doctor's lady, at what time one +could best gain access to the Minister. + +Such poisonous reflections, as well as cats'-dinners,[57] he gave out, +not from satirical malice, but from mere indifference to others, whom, +like an honest man, he never suffered in the least to sway him in his +actions. With the liberty-cap of the doctor's hat on his head, he +received, from his medical indispensableness, so many academic freedoms, +that he, between his four house-walls, ate and acted not more freely +than between the showy, bristling pale-work of the court. Did he ever +there--I ask that--let a drop of sweet wine pass his lips without +previously drawing out an Ephraimite, which did not itself outlive the +probation-day, and hanging it in the glass, merely to prove before the +court whether the Ephraimite therein did not grow black? And if the +silver did so, was there not as good as a demonstration of the wine +being oversmoked, and could not the physician have _applied_ the whole +right neatly, court, sweetness, blackening, poisoning, and oversmoking, +if he had been the man to do it? + +The Lector's accidentally inquiring about the time of seeing the +Minister was what Albano had to thank for saving him from first learning +the painful misfortune in the house of the Minister, or in the presence +of the blind girl herself. "You can," answered Sara, the Doctoress, +"also despatch the servant; he will subscribe for you all; I, however, +pity none as I do the daughter." Now broke loose a storm of questions +about the unknown accident. "It is so," began the physician, sulkily; +but soon (because he saw in some eyes water for his mill, and because he +sought to roll off all medical blame from himself upon Captain +Roquairol) he set himself as well as he could to pathetic detail, and +lied almost like a sentimentalist. With an unobserved hint to the +_affected_ lady, he pushed an empty dish towards her as a lachrymatory, +in order that nothing might be lost. From the eclipsed eyes of the +vainly struggling youth, this first woe of his life snatched some great +drops. "May recovery be possible?" asked Augusti, exceedingly troubled, +on account of his connection with the family. + +"Certainly; it is a mere affection of the nerves," replied Schoppe, +briskly, "and nothing more." Whytt relates, that a lady who had too much +acid in her stomach (in the _heart_ it were still worse) saw everything +in a _cloud_, as girls do at the approach of sick-headache. Sphex, who +had lied only for the sake of pathos and alkali, and who was vexed that +the Librarian should have been of his private opinion, answered just as +if the latter had not spoken at all. "The highest degree of consumption, +Mr. Lector, often winds up with blindness, and it were well, in this +case, to prescribe for both. Meanwhile I am acquainted with a certain +periodical nervous blindness. I had the case in a lady[58] whom I +brought out of it merely by blood-letting, smoke of burnt coffee, and +the evening fog from the water; this we are now trying again in the case +of our nervous patient. A dutiful physician will, however, always wish +the devil would take mother and brother." + +In other words, the return of Liana's periodical malady almost +distracted him. Offences against his honor, his love, his sympathy, +never wrought the Physicus into a heat; through all such he kept on his +glazed frost surtout; but disturbances of his cures heated him even to +the degree of flying to pieces; and so are we all a kind of +Prince-Rupert's-drops, which can bear the hammer and never break, till +one just breaks off the little thread point, and they fly into a +thousand splinters; with Achilles, it was the heel, with Sphex, the +medical D.'s ring-finger, with me, the writing-finger. The Doctor now +shook out the contents of his heart, as some call their gall-bladder; he +swore by all the devils he had done more for her than any and every +physician,--he had, however, already foreseen that such a stupid +education--merely to look well and pray and read and sing--would prove a +cursed poor economy,--he had often longed to break the harmonica-bells +and tambour-needles,[59]--he had often called the attention of the +mother, with sufficient distinctness and without indulgence, to Liana's +so-called charms, and to her sensibility, her bright redness of cheeks, +and velvet-soft skin; but had seemed to himself, by so doing, almost to +gratify more than to distress her. The only thing that delighted him +was, that the maiden had, some years before, caught a deadly sickness +from the first holy sacrament, from which he had tried to keep her away, +because he had already experienced, in the case of a fourth patient, the +most melancholy consequences from this holy act. + +To the astonishment of every one my Count took part against all with +Roquairol. Ah, thy first spring-storms were even now whirling round +imprisoned in thy bosom, without a friendly hand to give them an outlet, +and thou wouldst cover thy bloody grief! And wast thou not seeking a +spirit full of flames, and eyes full of flames for thine own, and +wouldst thou not rather have entered into brotherhood with a thundering +hell-god than with an insipid pietistical saint, forever gnawing like a +moth? Sharply he asks the Doctor, "What have you done with the Prince's +heart?" "I have it not," said Sphex, startled; "it lies in +_Tartarus_,[60] although it would have been more profitable to science +had one been permitted to put it among one's preparations; it was large +and very singular." He was thinking how often--when he could--he had, as +an augur, during the dissection, secretly slipped aside one or another +important member--as a princely or a cavalier-robber, _à la +minutta_--for his study,--a honey-bag which he gladly cut out for +himself with his anatomical honey-knife. + +"Has the young lady, then, an unhappy passion, or anything of the sort?" +inquired Schoppe. "More than one," said Sphex; "cripples, idiots, young +orphans, blind Methusalems,--all these passions she has. Sports and +young gentlemen, I often say to the old lady, would be better for her +health." + +But on this point, in the requirement of cheerfulness, I give in to him. +Joy is the only universal tincture which I would prepare; it works +uniformly as _antispasmodicum_, as _glutinans_ and _astringens_. The oil +of gladness serves as ointment for _burns_ and _chills_ at once. Spring, +for example, is a spring-medicine; a country-party, an oyster-medicine; +a recreation at the watering-places is, in itself, a glass of _bitters_; +a ball is a _motion_; a carnival, a _course_[61] of medicine;--and hence +the seat of the _blest_ is at the same time the seat of the _immortals_. + +"Yes, he had finally," the Doctor concluded,--"as they were people of +rank,--prescribed a dose of _pride_ (of the meadows), which manifests +all the officinal healing powers of joy; taken in a stronger dose, it +works fully as well as enjoyment itself, enlivens the pulse, steels the +fibres, opens the pores, and chases the blood through the long venous +labyrinth.[62] In the case of his weakly lady, such as they saw her +there, he had used, he said, this medicament long ago by dresses and a +doctor's rank, and had helped her to her legs thereby. But he would +rather cure sixty common women than one distinguished one,--and he +should regret, as family physician, merely his receipts and medical +opinions, in case, as he certainly believed, the fair Liana should go +hence." + +The first question which Albano, who never missed anything that was +said, put to Augusti on the way back from the Doctor's, was, What the +Doctor's wife meant by the subscribing servant? He explained it. There +is, namely, in Pestitz, as in Leipsic, an observance, that when a man +dies or falls into any other misfortune, his family place a blank sheet +of paper, with pen and ink, in the entrance-hall, in order that persons, +who take and show a nearer interest, may send a lackey thither, to set +their names on the paper as well as he knows how; this merchant-like +indorsement of the nearer interest, this descending representative +system by means of servants, who are generally, now-a-days, the +telegraphs of our hearts, sweetens and alleviates for both cities great +sorrow and sympathy through pen and ink. + +"What! is that it? O God!" said Alban, and grew unusually indignant, as +if people were forcing servants upon him as chrysographs and +business-agents of his feelings. "O ye egotistical jugglers! through the +pen of scribbling lackeys do ye pour yourselves out? Lector, I would +condole with Satan himself more warmly than thus!" + +Why is this veiled spirit so lively and loud? Ah, everything had moved +him. Not merely lamentation over poor Liana, persecuted by all the +nightly arrows of destiny, entered like iron into his open heart, but +also amazement at the gloomy intermingling of fate with his young life. +Roquairol's ever-recurring expression, "_Breast without a heart_," +sounded to him as if it must be familiar; at last the converse of the +expression came to his thoughts, the word of the Sphinx on the island, +"_Heart without a breast_." So, then, even this riddle was solved, and +the place fixed, when he was to hear, contrary to every expectation, the +prophecy of the loved one; but how incomprehensible,--incomprehensible! + +"O yes! Liana she is called, and no God shall change the name," said his +innermost soul. For in earlier years even the most vigorous youth +prefers, in maidens, interesting delicacy of health and a tender fulness +of feeling and a moisture of the eye,--just as, in general, at Albano's +age, one values the flood (later the ebb) of the eyes too highly, +although, too often, like an over-rich inundation, they wash away the +seed-corns of the best resolutions;--whereas, at a later period, +(because he proposes to himself marriage and housekeeping,) he looks out +rather for bright and sharp than after moist eyes, and for cold and +healthy blood. + +As Albano, for the most part, drew down the fire from his internal +clouds on the discharging chains of the harpsichord strings,--seldomer +into the Hippocrene of poetry,--so did he now unconsciously make out of +his inner _charivari_ a passage on the harpsichord. I transpose his +fantasy into my fancy in the following manner. On the softest +minor-tones the blindness, with its long pains, passed by, and in the +whispering-gallery of music he heard all the soft sighs of Liana +repeated aloud. Then harder minor-tones led him down into Tartarus, to +the grave and heart of the friendly old man who had once prayed with +him, and then, in this spirit-hour, fell softly, like a dew-drop from +heaven, the sound, Liana! With a thunder-clap of ecstasy he fell into +the major-key, and asked himself, "This delicate, pure soul could fate +promise to thy imperfect heart?" And when he answered himself, that she +would perhaps love him, because she could not see him,--for first love +is not vain; and when he saw her led by her gigantic brother, and when +he thought of the high friendship which he would give and require of +_him_; then did his fingers run over the keys in an exalting war-music, +and the heavenly hours sounded before him, which he should enjoy, when +his two eternal dreams should pass over livingly out of night into day, +and when brother and sister should furnish at once, to his so youthful +heart, a loved one and a friend. Here his inner and outer storms softly +died away, and the evenly-balanced _temperament_ of the instrument +became that of the player.... + +But a soul like his is more easily appeased with sorrow than with joy. +As if the reality had already arrived, he pressed on still further; +indescribably fair and unearthly, he saw Liana's image trembling in her +cup of sorrow; for the crown of thorns easily ennobles a head to a +Christ's head, and the blood of an undeserved wound is a redness on the +cheek of the inner man, and the soul which has suffered too much is +easily loved too much. The tender Liana appeared to him as already spun +into the funeral veil for the Flora of the second world, as the tender +limbs of the bee-nymph lie transparently folded over the little +breast,--the white form of snow, which had once, in his dream, melted +away on his heart, opened the bright little cloud again, and looked, +blind and weeping, upon the earth, and said, "Albano, I shall die before +I have seen thee."--"And even if thou shouldst never see me," said the +dying heart in his breast, "yet will I still love thee. And even if thou +shouldst soon pass away, Liana, still I gladly choose sorrow, and walk +faithfully with thee till thou art in heaven."... Heaven and hell had +both at once drawn aside their curtains before him,--only a few notes, +and those the same as before, and only the highest, and that only +interruptedly and faintly, could he any longer strike; and at last his +hands sank down, and he began to weep, but without too severe pangs,--as +the storm which has unburdened itself of its lightnings and thunders +stands now over the earth only as a soft, diffused rain. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[45] One who dedicated a new house (somewhat as we name a ship). +The _glass fire-bucket_ which _quenched the inner conflagration_ +was probably the wine-glass or beer-tumbler.--TR. + +[46] Collegians.--TR. + +[47] Provincial Physician.--TR. + +[48] According to Camper, hectic patients have very white and +fair teeth. + +[49] Derham (in his Physico-Theology, 1750) observes that the +deaf hear best under a noise; e. g. one hard of hearing, under +the sound of bells; a deaf housewife, under the drumming of the +house-servant. Hence when princes and ministers, who for the most +part hear badly, are passing through the country, kettle-drums +are beat and cannon fired, so that they can hear the people more +easily. + +[50] In whose wall the lady with the souvenir sits. + +[51] A kind of gray fur.--TR. + +[52] Baireuth.--TR. + +[53] This precocious completion of growth I have observed in many +distinguished women, just as if these Psyches should resemble +butterflies, which do not grow after coming out of the chrysalis +state. + +[54] Cloth is roughened with thistles, i.e. scratched up, in +order to the better shearing of it afterwards. + +[55] A distinguished actor of tragedy. + +[56] He means here their divorce, which was only deferred by the +mutual wish to keep Liana. + +[57] Poor dinners, just as cat-silver is an inferior metal.--TR. + +[58] A weak-nerved lady (I know not whether it is the same) who +had much religion, fancy, and suffering, became, as she tells me, +blind in the same way, and was cured in the same way. + +[59] The eternal pricking of the sensitive finger-nerves by +knitting, tambour, and other needles, perhaps as much as the +touching of the harmonica-bells, makes one, by stimulating, weak +in the nerves. + +[60] Tartarus is the melancholy part of Lilar. + +[61] Kursus--corso.--TR. + +[62] Pride of the meadows quickens the circulation of the blood +even to frenzy. This whole observation on the pharmaceutic value +of pride of the meadows is taken from Tissot's "Traité sur les +Nerfs." + + + + +SIXTH JUBILEE. + + THE TEN PERSECUTIONS OF THE READER.--LIANA'S EASTERN + ROOM.--DISPUTATION UPON PATIENCE.--THE PICTURESQUE CURE. + + +34. CYCLE. + +Postulates--apothegms--philosophems--Erasmian adages--observations of +Rochefoucauld, La Bruyere, Lavater, do I in one week invent in countless +numbers, more than I can in six months get rid of by bringing them into +my biographical _petits soupés_ as episode-dishes. Thus does the +lottery-mintage of my _unprinted_ manuscripts swell higher and higher +every day, the more extracts and winnings I deal out to my reader +therefrom in print. In this way I creep out of the world without having, +while in it, said anything. Lavater takes a more rational course; he +lets the whole lottery-wheel, filled with treasures, under the title of +manuscripts (just as we, inversely, despatch manuscripts to the +publishers by mail under the title of printed matter) circulate even +among the _literati_. + +But why shall I not do the same, and let at least one or two lymphatic +veins of my water-treasure leap up and run out? I limit myself to ten +persecutions of the reader,--calling my ten aphorisms thus, merely +because I imagine the readers to be martyrs of their opinions, and +myself the Regent who converts them by force. The following aphorism, if +one reckons the foregoing as the first persecution, is, I hope, the + + +_SECOND._ + +Nothing sifts and winnows our preferences and partialities better than +an imitation of the same by others. For a genius there are no sharper +polishing-machines and grinding-disks at hand than his apes. If, +further, every one of us could see running along beside him a duplicate +of himself, a complete Archimimus[63] and repeater in complimenting, +taking off the hat, dancing, speaking, scolding, bragging, &c.; by +Heaven! such an exact repeating-work of our discords would make quite +other people out of me and other people than we are at present. The +first and least step which we should take toward reflection and virtue +would be this, that we should find our bodily methodology, e. g. our +walk, dress, dialect, our oaths, looks, favorite dishes, &c., no better +than those of all others, but just the same. Princes have the good +fortune that all courtiers around them station themselves as faithful +supernumerary copyists and pier-mirrors of _their_ selves, and propose +to improve them by this Helot-mimicry. But they seldom attain their good +end, because the Prince,--and that were also to be feared of me and the +reader,--like the principle of _non-distinguendum_, does not believe in +any real twins, but imagines that in morals, as in catoptrics, every +mirror and mock rainbow shows everything _inverted_. + + +_THIRD._ + +It is easier and handier for men to flatter than to praise. + + +_FOURTH._ + +In the centuries before us humanity appears to us to be growing up; in +those which come after us, to be fading away; in our own, to burst forth +in glorious bloom: thus do the clouds, only when in our zenith, seem to +move straight forward, those in front of us come up from the horizon, +the others behind us sail downward with fore-shortened forms. + + +_FIFTH._ + +What makes old age so sad is, not that our joys, but that our hopes then +cease.[64] + + +_SIXTH._ + +The old age of women is sadder and more solitary than that of men; +spare, therefore, in them their years, their sorrows, and their sex! In +fact, life often resembles the trap-tree with its spines directed +upward, on which the bear easily clambers up to the honey-bait, but from +which he can slide down again only under severe stings. + + +_SEVENTH._ + +Have compassion on Poverty, but a hundred times more on Impoverishment! +Only the former, not the latter, makes nations and individuals better. + + +_EIGHTH._ + +Love lessens woman's delicacy and increases man's. + + +_NINTH._ + +When two persons, in suddenly turning a corner, knock their heads +together, each begins anxiously to apologize, and thinks only the other +feels the pain and that he himself has all the blame. (Only I excuse +myself without any embarrassment, for the very reason that I know, by my +persecutions, how the other party thinks.) Would to God we did not +invert this in the case of moral offences! + + +_LAST PERSECUTION OF THE READER._ + +Deluded and darkened man, living on from the mourning veil to the +corpse-veil, thinks there is no further evil beyond that which he has +immediately to overcome; and forgets that after the victory the new +situation brings a new struggle. Hence, as before swift ships there +swims a hill of water and a corresponding billowy abyss glides along +close behind, so always before us is there a mountain, which we hope to +climb, and behind us still a deep valley out of which we seem to have +ascended. + +Thus does the reader vainly hope now, after having stood out ten +persecutions, to ride into the haven of the story, and there to +lead a peaceable life, free from the troubled one of my +characters; but can any spiritual or worldly arm, then, protect +him against scattered similes,--against hemispherical +headaches,--whimsies,--reviews,--curtain-lectures, --rainy +months,--or in fact honey-moons, which come in at the end of +every volume?-- + +Now for our History! In the evening Albano and Augusti went with the +paternal letter of credit to the Minister's. The frostiness and pride of +that individual the Lector endeavored, on their way, to varnish over by +praising his laboriousness and discernment. With a knocking at his heart +the Count seized the door-knocker to the heaven- or hell-gate of his +future destiny. In the antechamber--that higher servant's apartment and +_Limbus infantum et patrum_--there were still people enough, for +Froulay regarded an antechamber as a stage, which must never be empty, +and on which, as in the Jewish temple, according to the Rabbins, for +those who kneel and pray, it is never too close. The Minister's lady was +not present as a patient here, merely because she was looking after one +of her own elsewhere. The Minister also was not here,--because he made +few ceremonies, and only demanded uncommonly many,--but in his +working-cabinet; he had heretofore had his head under the warm +throne-canopy and taken a deep bite into the forbidden apple of the +Empire, therefore he willingly made a sacrifice (not _to_ others, but +_of_ others), and let himself, as a saintly statue, be hung round with +votive limbs, without having to bestir his own, and, like St. Franciscus +at Oporto, with letters of thanks and petitions which he never opens. + +Froulay came, and was--as ever, _aside_ from business--as courteous as a +Persian. For Augusti was his home friend,--i. e. the Minister's lady was +_his_ home-friend,--and Albano was not a good person to run against; +because one had occasion for his foster-father in the votes of the +Province, and because the youth by a peculiar and proper pride of his +own commanded men. There is a certain noble pride through which merits +shine brighter than through modesty. Froulay had not the most +comfortable part before him; for the Court of Haarhaar was as +disaffected toward the Knight of the Fleece, as he was toward it;[65] +but Haarhaar was to be without doubt (according to all Italian +_surgical_ reports) and in a few years (according to all _nosological_ +ones) the heir of his inheritance and throne. Now the bad thing about it +was, that the Minister, who, like a good Christian, looked mainly to the +future, had to creep along between the German Herr von Bouverot, on the +one hand, who was secretly a creature of Haarhaar, and the demands of +the present moment, on the other. + +He received the Count, I said, in an uncommonly obliging manner, as well +as the Lector, and disclosed to the two that he must present to them his +lady, who desired their acquaintance. He sent word to her, but, without +waiting an answer, conducted them both into her apartment. Now was it to +the youth as if the heavy door of a still and holy temple turned on its +hinges. Even I too, at this moment, during their passage through the +rooms, share so in his foolishness that I fall into full as great +anxiety, as if I went in behind them. When we entered the eastern room, +which was extended out at pleasure by picturesque paper-tapestry into a +latticed arbor of woodbine, there sat merely the Minister's lady, who +received us pleasantly, with firm and cold reserve in look and tone. Her +severely closed and faintly-marked lips mutely spoke a seriousness which +is the gift of a good heart, and a stillness which is the ornament of +beauty,--as many wings, only when they are folded, shower down +peacocks'-eyes,--and her eye gleamed with the good-will of reason; but +the eyelids had been, by stern years, drawn deeply in, with a sickly +expression, over the mild sight. Ah, as oftentimes between newly-married +people a dividing sword was laid, so did Froulay grind daily at a +three-edged one which separated him and her! Singularly did the impure +roil on his face contrast with the aftersummer serenity on hers, +although before witnesses, as it seemed, he took away the irony from his +courteousness towards her, and kept hatred, as others do love, only for +solitude. + +Fortunately this nut-tree, which threw an unwholesome, frosty nut-shadow +on the whole flowerage of love and poetry, soon transplanted itself back +again among more congenial guests. The Minister's lady, after the first +expressions of courtesy, directed herself more to the Lector, whose +correct, civilian's measure accorded entirely with her religious one; +especially as only he could ask and condole with her about Liana. She +replied, that this room of Liana's had been left exactly as it was the +evening the blindness came on, in order that, when she recovered, it +might remain for her a pleasant remembrancer, or a mournful one for +others, if she did not. O, deeply moved Albano, if every absence +glorifies, how much more must it do so with so many traces of the +beloved object's presence! I confess, except a loved one, I know of +nothing lovelier than her sitting-room in her absence. + +On Liana's work-table lay a sketched outline of a Christ's head near the +open Messiah,--a folded walking-veil, together with the green +walking-fan, with inscribed wishes of female friends,--some cut-out +envelopes,--the gossiping letter of one of Froulay's tenants,--a whole +lacquerwork sheep-fold, with wagon, stalls, and house, with whose +Lilliputian Arcadia she had proposed to please Dian's children,[66]--a +plucked leaf from the thinning album of a female friend, which she had +trimmed with an India-ink flower border and then planted full of fair +wishes, of which fate had robbed her own life. Ah, beautiful heart, how +fondly would I sketch and hand round something like a tabular view of +all the little mosaic of thy lightsome past, had the fee-provost entered +more intimately into these matters! But what moves me and the Count more +deeply is a framed embroidery, on which her needle, like an +ingrafting-knife, had, on that dark day, ingrafted a rose with two buds, +and which wanted nothing more but the thorns. O, _these_ had destiny +only too fully developed on thy roses of joy, and then pressed them so +deeply through thy breast even to the heart! + +At no hour of his life was Albano's love so tender and holy as at this, +or his sympathy so fervent. Fortunately, the Minister's lady was all the +time looking out of the window into the garden, and did not perceive his +emotion. At last she went on to point out Liana's harmonica, which stood +near; then was his heart too full and visible; he started with the hasty +words, _he had never yet heard one_, and stepped before it. Ah, he was +fain to touch something whereon her finger had so often rested. He laid +his hand, as upon a sacred thing, on those prayer-bells which had so +often trembled under hers for pious thoughts; but they gave him no +answer, till the Lector, a connoisseur in the A B C as in the technology +of all arts, gave him in three words the indispensable instructions. Now +did he drink into his soul, full of sighs and struggles, the first +tri-clang, the first plaintive syllables of that mother-tongue of the +pining breast,--ah, of those _mutes'-bells_ which the inner man shakes +in his hand, because he has no tongue! and his veins beat wildly like +wings which wafted him up from the ground, and bore him to a higher +prospect than that which opens into the last joy or the last agony. For +in strong men great pains and joys become overlooking heights of the +whole road of life. + +I know not whether many readers will believe the fault _possible_, which +he now _actually_ committed. The Minister's wife, in the course +of conversation, had very naturally--_apropos_ of Liana and +Roquairol--fallen upon the proposition that no school is more necessary +to children than that of patience, because, either the will must be +broken in childhood or the heart in old age. Ah, she and her daughter +themselves knelt, indeed, full of patience, before fate, whether loading +or armed; although the mother's was a pious patience, which looked more +to Heaven than to the wound, Liana's a loving patience, which resigns +itself to new sorrows as to old sicknesses, as a queen does on +coronation-day to the pains and friction of her heavy jewelry, and like +a child that sweetly sleeps away and more sweetly dreams away his scars. +But Zesara, who like a wolf fled the very clanking of a chain, and new, +exasperated, against everything of the kind, from the light carcanets +and chains of knighthood even to the heavy harbor-chains which obstruct +the passage of youth out into the laboring sea, could not restrain +himself, especially with that heart of his so full of emotions, from +saying, in too great warmth: "Man must defend himself; sooner would I, +in a free struggle, empty all my veins on the stirring battle-field than +shed one drop from them bound to the rack."--"Patience," said the +Minister's lady, who was full of it, "contends and conquers also, only +in the heart."--"Dear Count," said Augusti, alluding not merely to +Arria,[67] "the women must always say to the men, 'It does not hurt!'" + +I have not till now had an opportunity to make known this fault of +Albano, that he never spoke his opinion more freely and strongly than +just then when he had reason to fear losing one or two heavens of his +life by the stake; in cases of less danger he could be more yielding. +Although, therefore, he observed that the Minister's lady was painfully +reminded thereby of the muscular, but also hard-grasping, hand of her +wild son,--or much rather _for the very reason_ that he observed it, and +because he proposed to be armor-bearer to this future friend,--he stuck +to his opinion, threw all instruments for breaking in the young manly +will out of the school-rooms into the street, and said, in his strongly +relieved style: "The Goths preferred never to send their children to +school, in order that they might remain lions. Even if maidens must be +soaked in milk a day before planting them out in the civil world, boys, +however, must be stuck, like apricots, with the stony shell in the +earth, because they will soon enough throw off and forsake the stone by +their rooting and growth."--The Lector, with his fine openness,--a +crystal vase with golden edge,--remarked, with a gentle reprimand of +Alban's impetuosity, that at least the way in which they had severally +adduced their proofs was one of those very proofs themselves; and women +needed and showed more patience with persons, and we more with things. + +The Minister's wife, who imagined herself listening more to her son than +to his friend, was silent, and stepped nearer to the window. Amid these +war-troubles the evening had wheeled her resplendent moon up over the +eastern mountains, and the streams of her light flowed in at this +moment, from all quarters, through the whole garden that lay stretched +out before the eastern room, and lay in its broad alleys and +flower-circles, when all at once a little round house appeared through +upshooting water-jets, kindled into triumphal arches by the moon-light, +and stood, even to its Italian trellised roof, all in a blaze. With soft +emotion, the Minister's lady said: "On that water-house stands my Liana; +she is trying the evaporation of the fountain; the physician promises +himself much therefrom. And Providence grant it!" + +But the agitated Zesara, with all his sharp eyes, could not, however, in +the full dazzling light of the level moon, and behind the quivering +nunnery-grate of confined silver-or lymphatic-veins, individualize +anything at this moment from the glimmering Eden, except an +undistinguishable, still, white form. But it was enough for a weeping +and burning heart. "Thou angel of my youthful dreams," thought he, "may +it be thou! I greet thee with a thousand woes and joys. Ah! can there +then be sorrows in thee, thou heavenly soul!" And it came over him, that +if she were here in the room, with her afflicted and enchanting form, +she would melt his whole being with sympathy, and he could now have cast +off the embrace of the brother, by whose hand fate had closed her soft +eyes in that long dream. + +The stifling air of the most painful sympathy caused him to look away, +and turn round, and fasten on the open Messiah those eyes whose drops he +would not show; but the recollection that he was repeating her last +reading-pleasure made them fall only hotter and thicker. Suddenly +something darkening, which fluttered down before the window like a +falling raven, directed his look again to Liana, over whom stood a fully +illuminated little cloud, as if it were a risen or descending saintly +halo. Immortals seemed to dwell thereupon as on Ossian's clouds, +awaiting their sister; and when she at length moved and slowly sank down +into the water-house, seemed it not then as if her garment of flesh +were passing into the earth, and her peaceful spirit into the cloud? + +Here Augusti, as the mother had to follow the returning invalid into the +sick-chamber, gave him the hint for departure, which he took willingly; +his love contented itself for the present with solitude, and with the +hope of another meeting. Young love and young birds need, in the +beginning, only to be _warmed_ by _covering_, and not till later to be +_nourished_. + +But a paraclete or comforter whispered softly in the ear of the youth's +heart as they departed: to-morrow thou wilt see her only a few steps +from thee in the garden! And that is very easily brought about; he has +only, at evening-twilight to-morrow, when the evening-walker makes use +of her eye-medicine, to repair to the alley, and from among the leaves +look freely up into the magic countenance, and then drink in the whole +doctrine of felicity in one paragraph, one passage, breath, moment;--but +what a prospect! + +The Count begged the Lector not to sit long with the busy Minister. When +they found him again, he hardly--behind a pile of public +documents--remembered, after considerable (perhaps counterfeited) +thought, that they had been there, and deeply regretted that they were +going away. Ah, the comforter is whispering all the evening and all +night,--To-morrow, Albano! + + +35. CYCLE. + +As the juggling night threw our Albano from one side and vision to the +other,--for not the near past but the near future wearies us with +rehearsals of our waking acts, with dreams,--how glad he was, in the +morning, that his fairest future had not yet gone by. Two very +Eulenspiegelish wishes often lodge in man: I often form the wish with my +whole heart, that some real joy of mine, e. g. a master-work, a +pleasure-journey, &c., might yet at last have an end; and, secondly, the +wish above referred to, that one or another pleasure might stay away a +little longer. + +The evening came with the greatest pleasure of all, when Zesara, like Le +Gentil starting for the East Indies, set off for the eastern park of the +Minister, to observe the transit of his evening star Venus; but only +through the moon. Before the lighted windows of the palace he stopped +among the people, and reflected, whether it were quite allowable thus to +run into the garden; but really, had he been turned back, his thirsting +heart would have carried him in through a whole Clerus and Diplomatic +Congress posted before the gate. Boldly he strode along through the +noisy palace before a barricade of tackled carriages, turned the iron +lattice-gate, and stepped hastily into the nearest leafy avenue. Here, +attended by a torch-dance of gleaming hopes, he went to and fro, but his +eye was a telescope, and his ear was a hearing-trumpet. The green avenue +wound up over the garden till it grew into another near the bath-house; +into this he entered so as not to meet the blind one, or rather her +attendant. + +But nothing came. To be sure he had not, like the moon,--as was, indeed, +to have been expected of him,--come a half-hour too late, but in fact a +half-hour too early. The moon, that star which leads wise men full of +incense to the adoration, at last let fall broad, long, silver-leaves, +like festive tapestry, into Liana's eastern room,--the Madonna on the +palace was arrayed in the halo and nun's-veil of her rays,--the +Minister's wife stood already at the window,--Nature played the +larghetto[68] of an enchanted evening in deeper and deeper +strains,--when Albano caught nothing further except a smaller one, made +up of mere tones, which came from the bath-house, the pleasure-seat of +all his wishes, and which, dying, would fain breathe its last with the +spring-day. But he could not guess who played it. One might have +inferred that it was Roquairol, merely because he afterward, as I shall +relate, according to the April-like nature of his musical temperament, +sprang up out of pianissimo into a too wild fortissimo. The brother, +exiled by his father, could at least in the bath-house see and console +his dear sister, and show her his love and his penitence; although his +stormy repentance makes a second necessary, and at last became only a +more pious repetition of his fault. + +Although Albano's fancy was a retina of the universe, on which every +world sharply pictured itself, and his heart the sounding-board of the +sphere-music, in which each revolved, yet neither the evening nor the +larghetto, with their rays and tones, could pierce through the high +waves which expectation as well as anxiety (both obscure nature and art) +dashed up within him. The bank of the fountains is entwined around with +a green ring of orange-trees, whose blossoms, in the East, according to +the Selam-cipher, signify _hopes_; but really one after another was +short-lived, when he thought of the cold, clear mother, or of his +perhaps vain waiting. The fountains leaped not yet,--he kept plucking +away, like a premature autumn, more and more of the broad fan-leaves +from his blooming Spanish wall, and still, through all his widening +windows, saw no Liana coming down along the pebbly path (which was +impossible, for the very reason that she had been long standing in the +bath-house with her brother), and he began to despair of her appearance, +when the brother suddenly stormed into the above-mentioned fortissimo, +and all the fountains sent up before the moon murmuring wreaths of +sparkling silver. Albano looked out.... + +Liana stood up there in the glimmer of the moon, behind the fluttering +water. What an apparition! He tore asunder the twigs of the foliage +before his face, and gazed, uncovered and breathless, upon the sacredly +beautiful form! As Grecian gods stand and look unearthly before the +torch, so shone Liana before the moon, overshadowed with the myriad +glancing reflections of the silvery rainbows, and the blest youth saw +irradiated the young, open, still Mary's-brow, upon which no vexation +and no effort had as yet cast a wave,--and the thin, tender, +scarcely-arched line of the eyebrows,--and the face like a perfect +pearl, oval and white,--and the loosely flowing ringlets lying on the +May-flowers over her heart,--and the delicate grace's-proportions, +which, like the white attire, seemed to exalt the form,--and the ideal +stillness of her nature, which made her place, instead of an arm, only a +finger upon the balustrade, as if the Psyche only floated over the +lily-bells of the body, and neither shook nor bowed them,--and the large +blue eyes, which, while the head sank a little, opened upward with such +inexpressible beauty, and seemed to lose themselves in dreams and in +distant plains reflecting the evening-twilight's glow! + +Thou too fortunate man!--to whom the only visible goddess, Beauty, +appears so suddenly, in her omnipotence, and attended by all her +heavens! The present, with its shapes, is unknown to thee,--the past +fades away,--the near tones seem to steal from the depth of +distance,--the unearthly apparition overflows and overpowers with +splendor the mortal breast! + +Ah, why must a deep, cold cloud steal through this pure and lofty +heaven? Ah, why didst thou not find the heavenly one earlier or +later?--and why must she herself remind thee of her sorrow? + +For Liana--into whose veiled eye only a strong light could trickle +through--was looking for the moon, which was a little overhung by its +own aurora, and she turned her head around gropingly, because she +thought a linden-top concealed it;--and this uncertain inclination so +suddenly pictured to him her misfortune in a thousand colors! A quick +pang pressed his eyes, so that tears and sparks darted from them, and +pity cried within him: "O thou innocent eye! why art thou veiled? Why +from this grateful, good soul is May and the whole creation taken away? +And she sends round in vain a look of love after her mother and her +companion, and--O God! she knows not where they stand." + +But the curtain of the moon soon floated aside, and she smiled serenely +on its radiance, as the blind Milton in his immortal song smiles upon +the sun, or as an inhabitant of earth smiles upon the earliest splendor +of the next life. + +A nightingale, who hitherto, while hopping after a glow-worm among the +distant flowers, had responded to the tones in the chamber only with +single game-calls and complemental notes of joy, flew nearer to Liana, +and the winged miniature-organ drew out at once all its flute-stops, so +that Liana, forgetting her blindness, looked down, and Albano started +back alarmed, as if she were looking upon him. Then was her pale face, +upon the cheeks of which a light redness played, as upon the white pink, +tenderly suffused with the faint red bloom of emotion under the mingling +tones of the brother and of the nightingale,--the eyelids quivered +oftener over the gleaming eyes,--and at last the gleam became a quiet +tear,--it was not a tear of pain nor of joy, but that soft tear in which +the longing of the heart overflows; as, in spring, overfull twigs, +though unwounded, weep. + +There dwells in man a rough, blind cyclops, who in our storms always +begins to speak, and gives us fatal counsel. Frightfully at this moment, +in Zesara, did the whole awakened energy of his bosom bestir +itself,--that wild spirit which drags us on condor's wings to the brink +of the precipice; and the cyclops cried aloud in him: "Rush out,--kneel +before her,--tell her thy whole heart;--what though thou then art lost +forever, if thou hast only caught one sound of this soul!--and then cool +and sacrifice thyself in the cold waters at her feet." Verily he +thirsted for the fresh basin in which the fountains leaped back. But ah! +before this gentle, this afflicted and pure one? "No," said the good +spirit in him, "wound her not again, as her brother did. O spare her! be +silent, respectful: then thou lovest her." + +Here he stepped out on the illuminated earth as into a heavenly hall, +and took the open sun-path, but softly, along before the fountains. As +he passed by her, all at once the arcade of drops, which had half +latticed her round, collapsed, and Liana stood cloudless, as a pure +Luna, without her cloud-court, in the deep blue of heaven; a shining +lily[69] from the next world, which, to herself, is a sign that she is +soon to pass thither. O his heart, full of virtue, felt with trembling +the nearness of virtue in another; and, with all signs of the deepest +veneration, he walked along by the quiet being, who could not observe +them. + +Not till, at every step, a heaven had escaped from him, and he at last +had none but the one above his head, did he become quite gentle; and +then he was glad that he had not been bolder. How the earth now shines +to him, how the heaven of suns approaches him, how his heart loves! O, +at some future time after yet many years, when this _glowing_ +rose-garden of rapture already lies far behind thy back, how softly and +magically will it, when thou turnest round and lookest toward it, +glimmer after thee as a _white_ rose-parterre of memory! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[63] The title of a man, among the Romans, who walked behind the +corpse and acted out the looks and character which the deceased +had when living.--_Pers._, Sat. 3. + +[64] As Solomon says, "Desire shall fail."--TR. + +[65] It had formerly refused to give the Spanish knight the hand +of the Princess; but I have had the promise of satisfactory +documents on this weighty article. + +[66] Dian's family reside at Lilar. + +[67] Roman Arria, who stabbed herself to show her Poetus how to +die.--TR. + +[68] A movement in music a little more than two degrees quicker +than adagio.--TR. + +[69] It used to be believed that a lily lying in the +singing-seats signified the death of the person to whom it +belonged. + + + + +SEVENTH JUBILEE. + + ALBANO'S PECULIARITY.--THE INTRICATE INTERLACINGS OF + POLITICS.--THE HEROSTRATUS OF GAMING-TABLES.--PATERNAL + "MANDATUM SINE CLAUSULA."--GOOD SOCIETY.--MR. VON + BOUVEROT.--LIANA'S SPIRITUAL AND BODILY PRESENCE. + + +36. CYCLE. + +If the Feudal-Provost Von Hafenreffer had no existence except as a +creature of my fancy, I should certainly proceed with my history, and +tell the world, as matter of fact (and the whole romance-writing set +would go to the death upon it[70]), that Albano was sitting there the +next morning, blind and deaf, behind the broad bandage which the +bandage-maker Cupid had bound before his eyes,--that he had not been +able to count more than _five_, except at evening, when he cast up the +strokes of the clock, in order, afterward, to run in a magic circle +round the Froulay water-house, like one who sets out to _charm the fire_ +which glides snake-like after him,--that he had, through those two +blow-holes[71] wherewith sentimental whales blubber right out in +bookstores, spouted out considerable streams,--for the rest, had never +looked at another book (except some leaves in the book of Nature), nor +at another human being (except a blind man),--"and to this my surgeon's +certificate of erotic wound-fevers (I would say at the conclusion of my +lies) Nature manifestly sets her privy seal." + +That she does not, says Hafenreffer; these are nothing but confounded +lies; the case is quite otherwise, thus:-- + +Zesara never stole a second time into Froulay's garden; a proud blush of +shame darted over him at the very thought of the painful blush with +which he should come in contact, for the first time, with a mistrustful +or inquiring eye. + +But in this wise the dear soul remained hid from him until her recovery, +as the May-month did from her; and he silently tormented himself with +reckonings up of her sufferings and doubts of her cure. He was ashamed +to be taking any pleasure during her period of sadness, and forbade +himself the enjoyment of spring and the visiting of Lilar: ah! he knew +too, full well, that the loving spring and Lilar, where she had received +so many joys and the last wound, would make his heart too ungovernable +and too full. + +His thirst for knowledge and worth, his pride, which bade him stand in a +glorious light with his father and his two friends, impelled him onward +in his career. With all his native fire he threw himself upon +jurisprudence, and took no longer any other walks than between the +lecture-room and his study-chamber. To this zeal he was driven by a +characteristic passion for completeness; everything imperfect was to him +almost a physical horror; he was shocked at defective collections, +broken sets of monthly magazines, lawsuits left to sleep, libraries, +because he could never read them out, people who died as aspirants for +office, or in the midst of building-plans, or without a rounded system +of thought, or as journeymen clothiers' boys or shoemakers' apprentices, +and even Augusti's flute-playing, which he only took up _by the way_. It +was the same energy which made him hold the bridle of Psyche's winged +horse tight, and stick the rowel of the spur into him; even when a child +he had experimented on this kind of force, in the holding of his breath, +or in the painful pressure of a sore spot,--and, by Heaven! he now, +figuratively, did both again. There dwelt in him a mighty will, which +merely said to the serving-company of impulses, Let it be! Such a will +is not stoicism, which rules merely over internal _malefactors_, or +_knaves_, or _prisoners of war_, or _children_, but it is that genially +energetic spirit, which conditions and binds the healthy _savages_ of +our bosoms, and which says more royally to itself, than the Spanish +regent to others, I, the king! + +Ah, of course (how could his warm soul do otherwise?) he often stood, at +midnight, before the breezy window, and looked tearfully at the white +Madonna of the ministerial palace, silvered by the pure moon. Yes, in +the daytime, he often sketched in his souvenir (it happened to be a +fountain and a form behind it, nothing more), or he read in the Messiah +(naturally going on with the canto which he had already begun at the +house of the Minister's lady), or he informed himself about nervous +maladies, (was he, perhaps, with all his studying, guarded against +them?) or he let the fire of his fingers run over the strings,--nay, he +would have plucked nothing but roses, although with thorns, had this +been their blooming season. + +And this sighing, stifled soul must shut itself up! O, he began already +to fear every key of the harpsichord would become a stylus, the +instrument itself a box of letters, and all actions treacherously +legible words. For he must keep silent. The first young love, like that +of business people (those of the Electorate of Saxony excepted), needs +no instruments of speech, at most only a portable inkstand and pen. Only +worldly people, who repeat their declarations of love quite as often as +the players, are in a situation--and on similar grounds--to publish +them, just as the players do. But in the holier season of life the image +of the most beloved soul is hung, not in the parlor and antechamber, but +in the dim, silent oratory: only with loved ones do we speak of loved +ones. Ah, it was with reluctance that he even heard others speak of his +saint; and he often stole (with the altar of incense in his bosom) out +of the room where people were carrying round for her a censer more full +of coal-smoke than of frankincense. + + +37. CYCLE. + +They were expecting every day in Pestitz the return of the German +gentleman M. de Bouverot, who had been in Haarhaar, putting the last +retouching hand to the almost sketched marriage contract between Luigi +and a Haarhaar princess, Isabella. Augusti was not partial to him, and +even said Bouverot had no _honnêteté_;[72] and related the following, +but with the soft irony of a man of the world: + +Some years before, Bouverot had been sent by the court of Haarhaar[73] +to the Pope at Rome, in relation to certain canonical difficulties; +just at the time when Luigi also made the princely procession to Rome, +together with his Romish indictions.[74] Now Haarhaar, which in truth +already went _chapeau-bas_ with the princely hat of Hohenfliess, and had +every possible officinal prospect of wearing it, would not, for this +very reason, present the appearance of looking with cold eyes on the +extinction of the race of Hohenfliess, the more, as the very male +support of the line, Luigi, even in his first years, was not a hero of +any great nervous significance. Nay, it must needs be a matter of some +consequence to the court of Haarhaar that the good thin autumn-flowerage +should return, if possible, _otherwise_ than it went out; and even on +such grounds it privily instructed the German gentleman to +rule and watch over all his pleasures and pains as _maître de +plaisirs_,--especially with _maîtresses de plaisirs_,--in such a manner +as to give perfect satisfaction in this respect. Meanwhile, if our +princely abiturient[75] had started pure as a foetus, unhappily he was +brought back ground down to a _punctum saliens_, especially as, by +sundry caprioles and other leaps through the hoop of pleasure, he was +spoiled for the leap into the knight's saddle. It may be possible that +the German gentleman was too sanguine in his expectations of the +rejuvenescence of the Prince; yes, he may have imitated the +youth-restoring, wondrous essence of the Marquis d'Aymar,[76] whereby an +innocent old lady, who anointed herself with the elixir more than her +years required, was, through the excessive renovation, reduced to a +little child. In short, by this crusade under the Knight of the Cross, +Bouverot, the princely seat of Hohenfliess--as is often the consequence +of crusades--will be left open at the proper time, and Haarhaar will +seat itself thereon. + +I confess reluctantly that Albano, in the beginning,--because, with all +his sharp-sightedness, his purity was quite as great,--comprehended the +fact only confusedly; but when he did get the idea, it was to him +_pharmaceutic_ manna, as it was to Schoppe _Israelitish_. "The Knight of +the Cross," said the latter, "beareth not his cross in vain,--it does +him quite as much service as one daubed on the houses in Italy does to +them: not a soul may do on either of them what even in Rome may be done +before every antechamber." + +Not long after that our three friends were going out into the street +just at the hour when the noisy carriages rolled along to tea and play, +when a litter was carried by before them with the seat _backward_, +whereupon, however, a man was sitting. "Holy Father!" cried Schoppe, "in +there sits, bodily, Cephisio, from Rome, who must sometime or other give +me a sound drubbing."--"Softly, softly!" said Augusti, "that is the +German gentleman; Cephisio is his Arcadian name."[77]--"Well, I rejoice +so much the more that I once in my life had a hearty, downright set-to +with the red-nose," said he, turning round and accompanying the litter, +with his arms thrust under it, for almost ten paces, in order to get a +better view of the caged bird, before the latter snatched-to the +curtains. Albano caught a glimpse within the litter, as it passed +swiftly along, only of a sharp eye drawn like a dagger, and a +red-glowing nose-bud. + +Schoppe came back and related the transactions in Rome. He said, +against all mortal sinners, blood-guilty men, and imps of iniquity he +bore no such bitter and grim wrath as against professional bankers, +_croupiers_,[78] and _Grecs_; if he had a canker-worm-iron wherewith he +might scrape away this vermin from the earth, or a cochineal-mill +wherewith he might grind them to powder, he would do it most cordially. +"O heavens!" he then broke out, "had I in fact my foot just stretched +out over the curling, coiling worm-stalk (and though that foot had the +gout in it), I would gladly dash it down upon them, and tread out the +vile filth." But what he could, he did. Being his own travelling +servant, and a decoy-spider, darting to and fro through all Europe, he +had full often the pleasure of getting these faro-leaf-caterpillars and +leaf-sappers under his thumb,--of becoming their pretended +associate,--learning their tactics,--and then rolling some fire-wheel or +other into their hissing snakes'-hole. I am not intimately instructed +whether it is known in Leipsic who the ringleader was that, a short time +since, at the fair, played a mock-police with mimic-constables, and +broke up a bank;--at least the bankers were altogether out on the +subject, because they were expecting the real police the next day, and +were begging for some indulgences and _il_legal-benefits; but I am in a +condition here to name the thief-catcher: it was Schoppe. The spoils he +applied mostly to the purpose of running new mines under the +faro-tables. + +With Cephisio he had played his cards otherwise. He stepped up before +his bank, and looked on for some minutes, and at last presented a card +with a shield-louis-d'or. It won, and he showed behind the card a long +roll of louis. Bouverot would not pay this roll. "He had not seen +anything," he said. "What is your _croupier_ sitting there for, then?" +said Schoppe, and pronounced them swindlers, if they did not pay. To +escape greater damage, they paid him his winnings. He took the money +coldly, and departed, with these words to the Pointeurs: "Gentlemen, I +assure you, you are playing here with finished cheats; but they have +paid me only because I knew them." Amidst the increasing stiffness and +paleness of the partners he turned, and slowly, with his +broad-shouldered, compact figure, and his knotty cudgel, walked away +unscathed. + +Augusti wished from his heart--for the persecution's sake--that Bouverot +might not know the Librarian again. They found at home an invitation +from the Minister to tea and supper. "The poor daughter!" said Augusti; +"for the sake of this Bouverot, the half-blind one must go to-morrow to +the table." Meanwhile, our youth will then surely see her again at last, +and only a spring-day separates him from the dearest object! If Augusti +is right, then my observation fits in here, that a good sound villain is +always the motive-pike which sets the still, quaker-like carp-tribe in +the pond to swimming; the hidden pock-matter, which brings cold children +at once to life. + + +38. CYCLE. + +Liana's eyes healed, but only slowly: Nature would not lead her at once +out of her sombre prison into the sun; she could now, like the +philosophers, just recognize light rather than forms. Nevertheless, the +Minister issued cabinet orders that she should day after to-morrow play +on the harmonica, appear at the _souper_, and even make the salad, and +thereby mask her blindness. He sometimes commanded impossible things, in +order to meet with as much disobedience as his anger needed for the +purpose of venting itself in punishment. Certain people keep themselves +all day long full of vexation beforehand for some coming event or other, +like urinal phosphate, which always boils under the microscope, or +forges, wherein every day fire breaks out. + +The Minister's lady pronounced her soft, firm, No. About the harmonica +she said she had asked the Doctor, in his name, who had strictly +forbidden it; and the rest was an impossibility. Here he could already, +he felt so like it, be angry at several things, especially at the asking +of the Doctor, which, however, had not yet taken place; he grew mad +enough, and swore he should act according to _his own_ principles, and +devil a bit did he care for _other_ people's. + +This _principle_ was in the present case the German gentleman. That is +to say, the above-mentioned anecdote--Bouverot's guardianship of the +hereditary Prince on his travels, or the design of the thing--had at +both courts come to be the common talk in assemblies and at tables, and +was hidden only from the Prince Luigi; for on thrones, there are almost +no mysteries to any one excepting him (hardly his wife) who sits +thereupon, as in whispering-galleries the people in distant corners hear +everything aloud, only not he who stands in the middle. The German +gentleman was, therefore, in the Hohenfliess system, the important +port-vein and pulmonary artery wherewith even Froulay would water +himself. The latter is obliged throughout to serve the present and the +future, or two masters, of whom the one of Haarhaar might very soon be +his. + +Bouverot was attached not merely to Froulay the minister, but to Froulay +the father; a man like him, who causes to be sent after him from Italy a +whole cabinet of Art, and whose acquaintance with the arts has so long +knit together even him and the Prince, must know how to prize a Madonna +of such carnation as Liana, and of the Romish school, and, what is more, +who, detached from the canvas, moved as a full, breathing rose. As to +marrying the rose, that he could not propose to himself, because he was +a German Herr. + +He had not seen her since his Italian tour,--nor had the Count +either,--to both the Minister wished to show her as a round pearl of +special whiteness and figure. Froulay had--which after all happens +oftener than we imagine--quite as much vanity as pride; the latter to +repel blame, the former to court praise. But I should have now to write +a tournament-chronicle to tell posterity the half of all his raging and +racing and lance-thrusts, in a fight wherein he served under the banners +of enmity, vanity, and avarice. He was no more to be hunted to death +than a wolf. All weapons were alike to him, and he was ever taking +sharper and more poisonous ones. In the old _judicial_ duels between man +and wife, the man stood commonly up to his stomach in a pit, in order to +bring his strength down to a level with the woman's, and she struck at +him with a stone tied up in a veil; but in the _matrimonial_ duels the +man seems to stand in the free air and the woman in the earth, and she +often has only the _veil_ without the stone. + +In this combat there stepped between the two a shining peace-angel who +caught the wounds, namely, Liana. The daughter, who had an enthusiastic +love for her mother, and the womanly reverence for the stronger sex +toward her father, and who suffered so endlessly under their strifes, +fell upon her mother's neck and begged her to allow her what her father +demanded; she would certainly do everything so as not to excite +observation; she would take the greatest pains and practise herself +specially beforehand,--ah, he would otherwise only be still more unkind +to her poor brother,--this discord, merely on her account, was so +painful to her, and perhaps more injurious than playing on the +harmonica. + +"My child, thou knowest," said the mother, for now she _had_ asked, +"what the physician said yesterday against the harmonica; the rest is at +thine own risk!" Liana kissed her joyfully. She must needs be led to her +father, that she might make known to him aloud the gladness of her +obedience. "I thank you, and be hanged," said he, softly; "it is simply +your cursed duty." She left him with her joy dissipated to atoms, but +without any great pangs; she was already accustomed to this. + + +39. CYCLE. + +The Lector, while they were yet on their way to the Minister's, begged +Albano to moderate the fire of his assertions and his pantomimes. He +made known to him only so much of the family-jar as was necessary, in +order that he might not, by a mistaken idea of her restoration, throw +Liana into embarrassment. As they entered the card-room, everything was +already in full blaze. + +As, at this time, no one is presented to him, I must do it; they are +disciples (at least _twelfth_ disciples) of the Minister. + +And first, I introduce to thee the holy President of Justice, Von +Landrok, a good apothecary's-balance of Themis, which weighs out +scruples, and wherein no false weights lie; but what is quite as bad, +much smut, rubbish, and rust. Those at the ombre-table near by are the +lords and ladies of Vey, Flöl, and Kob, sleek, fine souls, like minerals +in cabinets, polished off on the show-side, but on the concealed base +still jagged and scratching. + +Go with me to the entrance of the next apartment; here I have to present +to thee the young but fat canon Von Meiler, who, in order to line and +stuff out and pad his inner man with a thick, warm, outer one, needs to +fleece no more peasants yearly than the number of linden-trees the +Russian peels for his bark-shoes, namely, one hundred and fifty. + +The apartment into which thou art looking I present to thee as a +fly-glass full of courtiers, who, in order to enter into the _kingdom of +heaven_, have become not merely _children_, but in fact _embryons_ of +four weeks, who, as is well known, look like flies; if Swift desires of +his servants nothing more than the _shutting-to_ of the doors, these +wish nothing of their employer and bread-provider but the _leaving-open_ +of the same. + +I have the honor to set before thee yonder--it is he who is not +playing--the holy Church-Counsellor, Schäpe, who would fain be chief +chaplain to the court; a soft scoundrel, who soaks and softens the +seed-corns of the divine and human word, like melon-seed (they are +thereby to spring up sooner in the heart), so long in sugared wine, that +they rot in it; a spiritual lord who never in his life _offered_ any +other prayers than the two which he always refuses, the _fourth_ and +_fifth_.[79] + +But the Lector will soon name to thee, at the window, every one of the +lords and dames, coldly, gently, and without pantomime. At present the +Minister himself conducts thee to a gentleman, one of the players, with +a cross on, who drinks water with saltpetre, and is continually licking +his dry mouth; it is _Bouverot_,--he is just rising in thy presence; +examine the cold, but impudent and cutting, sharply-ground eye, whose +corners resemble a pair of open tinman's-shears, or a trap set,--the red +nose, and the hard, lipless mouth, whose reddish crab's-claw, worn off +by whetting, pinches together,--the cocked-up chin, and the whole +stocky, firm figure. Albano does not surprise him; he has already seen +all men, and he inquires about no one. + +The Minister refreshed the youth, whose inner being was one snarl, with +the promise that at supper he would present to him his daughter. He +offered him a game; but Alban replied, with a too youthful accent, he +never played. + +He could now roam round through the lanes of the card-tables, and survey +whatever he wished. In such a case one posts himself, if there is no one +of the company whom he can endure, exactly before or beside the face he +detests the most, in order inwardly to lash himself into vexation at +every word and every feature of the countenance. Albano might have had +many visages in his eye which were, at least in a small degree, +intolerable, and by which he might have stationed himself;--nay, no +sufficient reasons could have been assigned why he should not have given +his whole attention to a certain chaffy, dried up paste-eel, a weakling +full of impertinence, who was observing through an eye-glass the card +constellations as they came up, while Albano could extend the feelers +of his optic nerves even to the spots on the cards in the second +apartment;--there would, indeed, have been no reasons, had not the +German gentleman been there; before him he must place himself; of him he +knew the most and the worst; he stood in distant connection with +Schoppe, even with Liana. Furies! in the neighborhood of certain faces +the pinions of the soul crumple up and mew themselves as swans' and +pigeons' feathers are crushed before eagles' quills; it was as +uncomfortable and close for all the innocent feelings in such a roomy +breast as Albano's, as it is to a flock of pigeons into whose cote some +one has thrown the tail of a polecat. + +I cannot disguise the fact, he muttered and growled inwardly at all the +man did and had,--whether it was his having fingers whose points were +finely shaved for the faro-game, and whose nails had been somewhat +peeled off by an altogether worse game of _hazard_ yet,--or his looking +occasionally through the hair of his eyebrows,--or (only once) squashing +a fly by a sudden snapping to of his lips like a fly-trap,--or his +uttering now a line of German and now of French, which I expect of good +circles, whereas only low people never bring out a German word, except a +few, such as _Lansquenet_,[80] _canif_ (kneif), _birambrot_ (bier am +brod), excepted. Suffice it, he thought always of Schoppe's fine +expression: "There are men and times at which and with whom nothing +could be more refreshing to an honest man than--to give them a sound +drubbing." Duelling is quite as good, thought the Count. + +However, Schoppe must here be justified by an authority. Namely, the +author himself, otherwise such a soft, warm swan-skin, could never stand +behind card-table-chairs without becoming a complete game-cock, and +spreading out his scratching, bristly wing the wider the longer he idly +looked on; the reason is this, that in general one finds only those +people more and more tolerable and better upon acquaintance, with whom +one pursues and purposes the same kind of objects. + +Albano wished heartily he had his brother-in-arms Schoppe with him now; +he went often, it is true, to Augusti to vent himself; but _he_ always +sought to pacify him; yes, by keeping himself constantly engaged with +the church-counsellor, he cut off from him the opportunity of betraying +his youthful, inexperienced soul to listeners. Moreover, the Lector +chose afterward for half an hour--what familiar friends often do in the +absence of familiar female friends--the latter (namely, absence). + +The Count stood some time behind Bouverot's seat, and looked into a +Chinese mirror, japanned on the inside with grotesque figures, and +changed his position constantly, till he brought Cephisio's face to +appear therein right beside a painted dragon, just by way of +comparison;--all this went on, interrupted, however, by constantly +increasing heart-beatings for Liana, when the servants opened the doors +to the supper-hall; and now his heart thumped even to pain, and his +form, already so blooming with youth, hung all full of the roses of +happy and modest confusion. + + +40. CYCLE. + +With beating heart and burning cheek he made his way into the midst of +the motley promenading throng with some old lady or other, who, in her +vanity, misunderstood him, and at once hung on his arm like a +spring-bracelet, and who got nothing from him but--answers. With flying +and piercing glances he stepped into the bright hall, which seemed as if +it were made of crystallized light, and into the sea of heads. He was +just making some answer when he caught, in the tumult behind him, the +low words, "I certainly hear my brother,"--and immediately the still +lower refutation, "It is my Count." He turned round; between the Lector +and her mother stood the dear Liana, a modest, timid, pale-red angel, in +a black silk dress, over which ran only the glittering spring-frost of a +silver chain, and with a light ribbon in her blond hair. The mother +presented her to him, and the tender cheek bloomed more redly,--for she +had, indeed, confounded the similar voices of the guest and the +brother,--and she cast down those beautiful eyes which could see +nothing. Ah, Albano, how violently thy heart trembles now that the past +has become present, the moonlit night a spring morning; and this still +form, now so near thee, works far more mightily than in any dream! She +was too holy in his sight for him to have been able to utter a lie +before her about the apparent recovery; he preferred silence;--and thus +the warmest friend of her life came to her the first time only veiled +and dumb. + +The Lector soon led her away to her seat under the second lustre; +opposite her sat her mother (probably, for this reason, that the good, +unconscious daughter, who surely could not always be letting her eyelids +fall, might raise them with friendliness and propriety towards a beloved +being); the German gentleman, as an acquaintance, seated himself, +without further ceremony, on her right, Augusti on her left,--Zesara, as +Count, came far up above beside the highest lady. + +Deuse take it! that is, unfortunately, so often my own case! I assert +the upper seat of honor,--and observe, a mile below me, the daughter, +but, like a myops, only half of her, and can bring about nothing the +whole evening. Do pray transpose me without any scruples down beside +her,--you have to deal with nothing more than a puffed-up man,--why, on +earth, as in the heavens, must, then, the largest planets be placed +exactly the farthest from their sun? + +I now draw my readers to the Minister's table, not to show them the +ministerial pomp ingrafted upon avarice, or his dance of honor hemmed in +between the parallel lines of etiquette, or even his family arms, which +were carried round on every chafing-dish and salt-cellar, and with the +ice and mustard,--enough for us to know the ubiquity of the insignia +upon his flower-pots, shirts, bed-clothes, dog's cravats, and all his +thoughts; but the reader shall just now look only at my hero. + +He is very prominent. Upon such a new-comer, people, in a +residence-city, have already, before he has fairly given the driver his +drinking-money, got all possible light of nature and revelation; +nineteen of the company were fastened upon him as his moral odometers. +The boldness of his nature and his rank made up with him for worldly +tact, which was missed nowhere except in this, that he never took sides +except in the very strongest manner, and always ran off into general and +cosmopolitan observations. But see, I pray you!--O, I wish Liana could +see it,--how the rosy glow and the fresh green of his healthiness shines +among the yellow sicklings of the age, out of whom, as from ships on the +African coast of youth, all the pitch that held them together had run +out,--and how the cheek-redness of spiritual health, a tender, +ever-returning suffusion (from anxiety about Liana) graces him, whereas +most of the world's people at the table seem, like cotton wool, to take +all colors more easily than _red_! + +He looked and listened, against the salvation-laws of visiting, too much +to Liana. She ate, under the heightened redness of a fear of mistaking, +only sparingly, but without embarrassment; the Lector, with easy hand, +barred up against her the smallest road to error. What astonished him +was, that she covered such a sensitive and easily weeping heart with +such an unembarrassed cheerfulness of countenance and conversation. +Young man! _that_ is, with the most delicate maidens, free from pangs of +love, no covering and disguise, but an enjoying of the moment and +habitual courtesy! She retained so considerately (what she had probably +learned beforehand) the relative rank of the familiar voices, that she +never directed her answer to the wrong place. She, however, looked often +to her mother with full eyes, and smiled then still more serenely, not, +however, for the purpose of deceiving, but from real, hearty love. + +Touching her salad, the best and most fit to be a prince's table-guest +among my female readers, who had seen her mix it, would have taken +several fork-loads thereof. Uncommonly charming was it, when, growing +more earnest and red, she drew off her glove before the blue, celestial +hemisphere of glass; with white hands and supple arms, without a silken +fold, worked away in the green, between the blue of the glass and the +black of the silk; considerately felt for the vinegar-and oil-castors, +and poured out as much as her practice (and the deciphered advice of the +Lector,--at least so it seems to me) directed. By heavens! the dressing +is, in this case, the salad; and the vain Minister, who had no +understanding of pictures, had a great eye for things that would make +good pictures. + +The mother seemed scarcely to look at the leaf-mixing. To the Count, the +Minister's lady seemed to-day to have only good-breeding and no pious +strictness; but he did not yet sufficiently know those polished women, +who have refinement without wit, sensibility without fire, clearness +without coldness; who borrow of the snail his feelers, his softness, his +coolness, and his dumb gait, and who demand and deserve more confidence +than they obtain. + +At this moment came in Cephisio, like an angel among three men in the +fiery furnace, but a dark angel. To the Count, his contiguity of seat, +and every word he addressed to Liana, was already a crucifixion,--only +to pass with a look from her to him was an agony, little different from +that which I should have, if I had spent a day at Dresden in the antique +Olympus of ancient gods, and then, on going out, should fall into a +refectory full of swollen monks, or into a naturalist's cabinet full of +stuffed malefactors' skins and bottled embryo-spiders. However he was +pacified--in my opinion, only deceived--by one thing, that the German +gentleman did not blaze away in lyrics beside her, was neither in heaven +nor out of his head, but in his head, and quite composed and very +polite. There are no pigeons, Count,--ask the farmers,--which the hawks +oftener pounce upon than the _glossy white_ ones! + +The German gentleman now produced a snuff-box, with a neat picture of +Lilar, and asked Liana how it pleased her; he liked the sentimentality +of it particularly. + +The Lector was terrified, leaned forward toward the box-piece, and threw +out a few opinions beforehand which should guide the half-blind one in +forming her own; but after she had passed it two or three times +obliquely against the lights and near before her eyes, she was able to +express an original opinion herself, that the child illuminated by the +half-sunken sun, who is drawn aloft by a flower-chain under the +triumphal arch, was, to her feelings, "so very lovely." Here--and I have +observed the same case in a half-blind lady of powerful fancy and +receptive sense of art--the effort and the artistic sense, or the +spiritual eye, came to meet the bodily half-way. The box, as well as its +snuff, was presented farther on, and came down along to the Counsellor +of Arts, Fraischdörfer, upon whom the new Prince's love of the arts and +the favorite's knowledge in them now placed new crowns; he found fault +with nothing but the white of the blossoms. "Spring," said he, "is, by +reason of its wearisome whiteness, a mere monochrome; I have visited +Lilar only in autumn." "There is the nightingale's song, too, which we +of course cannot paint, but yet we can hear it," said Liana, cheerfully; +he was her teacher, and now, in the technology of painting, even her +father's. Over all her acquisitions and inner fruits and blossoms the +rose of silence had been painted; to that her tyrannical father had +entirely accustomed her, and especially before men, in whom she always +revered copied fathers. + +When the landscape came to Albano, and he held before him in miniature +that spring night when Lilar and the noble old man appeared to him so +enchantingly,--and as he touched what the dear soul had handled,--and +now in his own soul all accordant strings trembled,--just then the Devil +struck again a dissonant chord of the seventh:-- + +"The Prince, gracious sir," said the Minister to the German gentleman, +"was yesterday buried in private; only eight days hence we have the +public interment. We are obliged to hasten, because the suspension of +the court-mourning lasts until the inauguration, on _ascension-day_, is +gone by." I am too much excited to express myself upon the eternal +master of ceremonies, Froulay, who would have raised a lantern-tax in +the sun, and bridge-toll before park-bridges and asses'-bridges; but +Albano, dazzled by so many side-lights and glancing rays,--reminded of +Liana's sorrow over the old man, of his birthday, of the heart without a +breast, and of the madness of the world,--was not in a condition, +however much he had intended appearing in gentleness and lambs' clothes +before Froulay, to keep the latter on; but he must needs (and louder +than he meant), in opposition to his next neighbor, the Church +Counsellor, Schäpe, with too great youthful exasperation (not lessened +by the eager listening of Liana for the brotherly voice) declare himself +against many things,--against the everlasting dead sham-life of +men,--against the ceremonial haughtiness of a soulless form,--against +this starving on love merely from making false shows of it;--ah, his +whole heart burned on his lip! + +The honest Schäpe, whom I just now called a scoundrel, took, with +several expressions of countenance, Albano's part. But I do not by any +means, friend Albano!--thou hast yet to learn for the first time that +men, in respect to ceremonies, modes, and laws, like a flock of sheep, +will, in a body, provided the bell-wether can only be got to leap over a +pole, continue to leap carefully over the same place when the pole has +been taken away;--and the most and highest leaps, in the state, are +those we make without the pole. But a youth would be an ordinary one who +should love civil life very early, however certain it is that he and we +all judge too bitterly the faults of every office which we do not +ourselves hold. + +The company listened in silence, and, out of politeness, only inwardly +admired; on Liana fell a tender seriousness. + +They rose,--the closeness vanished,--so did his zeal;--but, whether it +came from the speaking, or the contemplation of the loved object, or +from a youthful over-leaping of the hedges of visiting-propriety,--(it +arose not, however, from want of manners),--the fact is not to be denied +(and I do my best, too, to give it exactly) that the Count left the poor +old lady who had been escorted in by him,--Hafenreffer himself knows not +her name,--left her standing, and, I believe unconsciously, took Liana +under his escort. Ah, her! What shall I say of the magic nearness of the +dreamed-of soul,--of the light resting of her hand, felt only by the arm +of the inner man, not of the outer,--of the shortness of the heavenly +way, which should have been at least as long as Frederick Street? +Verily, he himself said nothing,--he thought merely of the abominable +Inhibitorial-room, where their separation must take place,--he trembled +at every effort to speak. "You have, perhaps," said Liana, lightly and +openly, who loved to hear the friendly voice, especially after the warm +discourse, "already visited our Lilar?"--"Truly not; but have you?" he +said, too much confused. "My mother and I have made it our favorite home +every spring." + +Now were they in the parting-chamber. Alas! there and thus he stood with +her, who saw nothing, for some seconds immovable, and looked straight +before him, wanting to say something, till he was aroused by her mother, +who was eagerly seeking, for her affection, which the whole evening had +been nourishing, a sequestered hour on her daughter's heart,--and so all +was over, for both vanished like apparitions. + +But Alban was as a man who is deserted by a glorious dream, and who all +the morning is so inwardly blest, but remembers the dream no more. And +yet, stands not Lilar open to him, and will he not surely see it, so +soon as ever Liana can see it too? + +Never was he more gentle. The attentive Lector, in this warm, fruitful +seed-time, threw in some good seed. He said, as they looked out together +into the moonlit night, Albano had this evening hardly brought forward +anything but thorny and exaggerated truths, which only imbitter, but do +not enlighten. At another time the Count would have asked him whether he +should have carried himself like Froulay and Bouverot, who, with all +possible tolerance, presented theses and antitheses to each other, like +an academical respondent and opponent, who previously prepare in concert +logical wounds and plasters of equal length;--but to-day he was very +kindly disposed towards him. Augusti had so delicately and +affectionately cared for mother and daughter,--he had, without +blackening or whitewashing, said much good, but nothing hastily, and his +expositions had been calmly listened to: he had neither flattered nor +offended. Albano, therefore, replied, softly: "But it is surely better +to imbitter, dear Augusti, than to put to sleep. And to whom shall I +then say the truth but to those who have it not nor any faith in it? +Surely not to others." "One can speak any truth," said he, "but one +cannot reckon as truth every mode and mood in which he speaks it." + +"Ah!" said Albano, and looked up; beneath the starry heaven stood the +marble Madonna of the palace, like a patron saint, softly +illuminated,--and he thought of her sister,[81]--and of Lilar,--and of +spring,--and of many dreams,--and how full his heart was of eternal +love, and that he had as yet no friend and no loved one. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[70] Lit. "Let themselves be struck dead thereupon," i. e. lay +their life that it was so. We have a vulgarism: "I'll be shot if +it's not so."--TR. + +[71] _Blase-löcher_, mouth-pieces.--TR. + +[72] _Honnêteté_ entirely excludes, in the higher classes, +murder; _dés honnêteté_, lying, &c., except in a _certain_ +degree. + +[73] This court is Catholic, but the country Lutheran; and to +this latter confession that of Hohenfliess also subscribes. + +[74] Or convocations every fifteen years.--TR. + +[75] A departing graduate.--TR. + +[76] See Count Lamberg's Day-book of a Man of the World. + +[77] Whoever goes to the Academy of the Arcadians, takes an +Arcadian name. + +[78] One who watches the card and takes up the money at the +bank.--TR. + +[79] Give us our daily bread, and forgive us our debts.--[? TR.] + +[80] Lanzknecht.--TR. + +[81] Liana.--TR. + + + + +EIGHTH JUBILEE. + + LE PETIT LEVER OF DR. SPHEX.--PATH TO + LILAR.--WOODLAND-BRIDGE.--THE MORNING IN + ARCADIA.--CHARITON.--LIANA'S LETTER AND PSALM OF + GRATITUDE.--SENTIMENTAL JOURNEY THROUGH A GARDEN.--THE + FLUTE-DELL.--CONCERNING THE REALITY OF THE IDEAL. + + +41. CYCLE. + +I Sat up all last night till towards morning,--for I cannot suffer any +strange _déchiffreur_ in the case,--in order to cipher out the Jubilee +to the very last word, so enchained was I by its charms; I hope, +however, as the mere thin leaf-skeleton from Hafenreffer's hand has +already done so much, that now, when I run through its veins with +sap-colors and glossy green, the leaf will do absolute miracles. + +With the Count it had been troubled weather since last evening. For the +patient, modest form which he had seen shone, like the purpose of a +great deed, before all the images of his soul; and in his dreams, and +before he sank to slumber, her gentle voice became the Philomela of a +spring-night. Withal, he heard them continually talking about her, +especially the Doctor, who every morning announced further progress of +the ocular cure, and at last placed Liana's setting out for Lilar nearer +and nearer. To hear of a loved one, however, even the most indifferent +thing, is far mightier than to think of her. He heard further, that her +brother, since the murder of her eyes, had withdrawn entirely from the +city, in which he would not again appear except on a so-called +festive-steed at the Prince's funeral;--and around this Eden, or rather +around its creatress, so high a garden-wall had been run, and he went +round the wall and found no gate. + +I know nothing more odious than this; but in what residence-city is it +otherwise? If I ever wrote a Romance (of which there is no probability), +one thing I affirm openly, there is nothing which I would so sedulously +shun as a residence-city, and a heroine in it saintly enough for a +canoness. For the conjunction of the upper planets is more easily +brought about than that of the upper class of lovers. Does _he_ wish to +speak alone with _her_ at Court or at tea or in her family, there stands +the Court, the tea-party, the family close by;--will he meet her in the +park, she rides, like the Chinese couriers, double, because we give a +consciousness to maidens, as nature gives all important organs, +duplicate, just as we give good wine double bottom;--will he meet her at +least accidentally in the street, then there stalks along behind her (if +the street lies in Dresden), a sour servant as her plague-vinegar, +soul-keeper, _curator sexus_, _chevalier d'honneur_, genius of Socrates, +contradictor, and Pestilentiary. In the country, on the other hand, the +parson's daughter takes a run (that is all), because the evening is so +heavenly, about the fields of the parsonage, and the candidate needs do +nothing more than put on his boots. Really, among people of rank, the +mantle of (erotic) love seems in the beginning to be a Dr. Faust's +mantle, which swears to soar over everything, whereas it merely covers +over everything; only, at last, there stands a Schreckhorn, a Mount +Pilate, and a Jungfrau, before one's nose. + +Blessed hero! On Friday came the Lector, and reported, that on Monday +the illustrious deceased--namely, his empty coffin--is to be buried, and +Roquairol rides the festive-steed,--and Liana is almost well, for she +goes with the Minister's lady to-morrow to Lilar, in all probability to +escape some sad black-bordered notes of condolence,--and, on the +following ascension-day comes the consecration and masquerade.... + +Blessed hero! I repeat. For hitherto what hast thou possessed of the +blooming vale of Tempe, except the barren heights whereon thou stood'st +looking down into the enchantment? + + +42. CYCLE. + +On the May-Saturday-evening, at 7 o'clock, every vapor disappeared from +the sky, and the brightly departing sun went to meet a glorious Sunday. +Albano, who then, at length, meant to visit the unseen Lilar, was, on +the evening before, as sacredly happy as if he were celebrating +confession eve before the first holy supper;--his sleep was one constant +ecstasy and awaking, and in every dream a mimic Sunday morning rose, and +the future became the dark prelude of the present. + +Early on Sunday he was about to sally forth, when he had to pass by the +half-glass door of the Doctor. "Sir Count, one moment!" cried he. When +he entered, the Doctor said, "Directly, dear Sir Count!" and went on +with what he was about. To the painters, who, in future centuries, will +draw from me as they have hitherto from Homer, I present the following +group of the Doctor as a treasure; he lay on his left side; Galen was +smoothing down his father's back with a little scratch-brush, while +Boerhave stood near him with a broad comb, and kept dragging that +instrument perpendicularly (not obliquely) through the hair. He always +said he knew nothing that cheered him up so, and was such a good +aperient, as brush and comb. Before the bed stood Van Swieten in a thick +fur, which the correctioner had to wear when the weather was warm and +his behavior bad, in order that he might, thus arrayed, be laughed at, +as well as half roasted. + +Two girls stood waiting there in full Sunday gala, and were thinking of +going out into the country to see a parson's daughter, and to the +village church; these he first mauled, limb by limb, with the hammer of +the law. He loved to make his children antipodes of Romish defendants, +who appear in rags and tatters, and so he set them in the pillory, all +ruffled and tasselled, especially before strangers. The Count had +already this long time, on the red children's account, been standing +with his face turned toward the open window; he could not, however, +refrain from saying, in Latin, "Were he his child, he would long ago +have made way with himself; he knew nothing more degrading than to be +scolded in finery." "It takes so much the deeper hold," said Sphex, in +German, and fired only these few farewell shots after the girls: "You +are a pair of geese, and will do nothing in church but just cackle about +your rags and tags; why don't you mind the parson? He is an ass, but he +preaches well enough for you she-asses; in the evening do you tell me +every word of the sermon." + +"Here is a laxative drink, Sir Count, which, as you are going to Lilar, +I beg you to give the Architect's lady for her little toads; but don't +take it ill!" By the deuse! that is what precisely those people most +frequently say, who, themselves, never take anything ill. The +Count,--who at another time would have contemptuously turned his back +upon him,--now blushing and silent before the preserver of his Liana, +put it into his pocket, because, too, it was for the children of his +beloved Dian, to whose spouse he wished to bear greetings and news. + + +43. CYCLE. + +Lilar is not, like so many princely gardens, a torn-out leaf +of a Hirschfeld,--a dead landscape-figurant and mimic- and +miniature-park,--one of those show-dishes which are now served up and +sketched at every court, of ruins, wildernesses, and woodland-cottages, +but Lilar is the _lusus naturæ_ and bucolic poem of the romantic and +sometimes juggling fancy of the old Prince. We shall soon enter in a +body behind our hero, but only into _Elysium_. _Tartarus_ is something +entirely different, and the second part of Lilar. This separation of the +contrasts I praise even more than all. I have long wanted to go into a +better garden than the common chameleonic ones are, where one hands you +China and Italy, summer-house and charnel-house, hermitage and palace, +poverty and riches (as in the cities and hearts of the proprietors), all +on one dish, and where day and night, without an aurora, without a +mezzotinto, are placed side by side. Lilar, on the contrary,--where the +Elysium justifies its happy name by connected pleasure-tents and +pleasure-groves, as the Tartarus does its gloomy one, by lonesome, +veiled horrors,--_that_ is drawn right out of my heart. + +But where is our youth now going with his dreams? He is yet on the +romantic road that leads into Lilar, properly the first garden-walk of +the same. He strolled along an embowered road, which gently rose over +hills, with open orchards, and into yellow-blooming grounds, and which, +like the Rhine, now forced its way through green, ivy-clad rocks, and +now opened its flying, smiling shores behind the twigs. Now the white +benches under jessamine bushes and the white country-seats became more +frequent; he drew nearer, and the nightingales and canary-birds[82] of +Lilar came roving along, like birds announcing land. The morning blew +fresh through the spring, and the indented foliage yet held fast its +light, ethereal drops. A carrier lay sleeping on his rack-wagon, which +the beasts, browsing right and left, safely drew along the smooth road. +Albano heard, in the Sunday stillness, not the war-cry of oppressive +labor, but the peace-bells of the towers: in the morning chime the +future speaks, as in evening chimes the past; and at this golden age of +the day there stood, also, a golden age in his fresh bosom. + +Now the fork-tailed chimney-swallows began to quiver with their purple +breasts over the heavenly blue of the wild germanders, announcing the +approach of our dwellings as well as their own; when his road seemed +about to pass through an old, open, ruined castle, overhung with rich, +thick leaves, like scales, at whose entrance, or egress, a red arm, +pointing aside with the white inscription, "Way out of Tartarus into +Elysium," stretched out toward a neighboring thicket. + +His heart rose within him at this double nearness of such opposite days. +With long steps he pressed on toward the Elysian wood, which seemed to +be cut off from him by a broad ditch. But he soon came out of the +bush-work before a green bridge, which flung its arch like a giant +serpent across the ditch, not, however, on the earth, but among the +summits of the trees. It bore him in through a blooming wilderness of +oaks, firs, silver-poplars, fruit-trees, and lindens. Then it brought +him out into the open country, and now Lilar, from the east, flung, over +the wide-extending spikes of grain, the splendor of a high golden ball +to meet him. The bridge sank gently with him again into fragrant, +glimmering broom, and beneath and beside him sang and fluttered +canary-birds, thrushes, finches, and nightingales, while the well-fed +brood slept under the covert of the bridge. At last, after passing an +arched avenue, it came up again to the light, and now he saw the +blooming mountain cupola with the white altar, whereon he had knelt on a +night of his youth; and farther to the south behind him, the veil and +dividing-wall of Tartarus, a high-reared wood; and as he stepped onward, +Elysium opened upon him more broadly,--a lane of small houses with +Italian roofs full of little trees, smiled joyfully and familiarly upon +the sight out of the green world-map of dells, groves, paths, lakes; and +in the east five triumphal gates opened passages into a wide-extending +plain, waving on like a green-glistening sea, and in the west five +others stood opposite to them with opened lands and mountains. + +As Albano passed down along the slowly-descending sweep of the bridge, +there came forth into view, now blazing fountains, now red beds, now new +gardens enfolded in the great one, and every step created the Eden anew. +Full of awe he stepped out, as upon a hallowed soil, on the consecrated +earth of the old Prince and the _pious father_[83] and Dian and Liana; +his wild course was arrested, and entangled, as if by an earthquake; the +pure paradise seemed made merely for Liana's pure soul; and now for the +first time a timid question about the propriety of his hasty journey, +and the loving fear of meeting for the first time her healed eye, made +his happy bosom grow uneasy. + +But how festal, how living, is all around him! On the waters which gleam +through the groves swans are gliding; the pheasant stalks away into the +bushes, deer peep curiously behind him out of the wood through which he +has come, and white and black pigeons run busily under the gates, and on +the western hills hang bleating sheep by the side of reposing lambs; +even the breast of the turtle-dove in some hidden valley trembles with +the _languido_ of love. He strode through a long, high-bushed +rose-field, that seemed a settlement and plantation of hedge-sparrows +and nightingales, which hopped out of the bushes on the growing +grass-banks, and ran out in vain after little worms; and the lark sailed +away on high over this second world, made for the more innocent of God's +creatures, and sank behind the gates into the grain-fields. + +Intoxicate thyself more and more, good youth, and link thy flowers into +a chain as closely as the boy toward whom thou art hastening. For, +overhead, on the Italian roof, before whose balustrade-breastwork +silver-poplars, girdled about with broad vine-leaves, played, and which, +in the spring-night, he had taken for a bower in roses, stood a +blooming boy bent forward, who was letting down a chain of marigolds, +and kept fastening on new rings to the too short green cable. "My name +is Pollux," he answered briskly to Alban's soft question, "but my sister +is named Helena,[84] but my little brother is named Echion." "And thy +father?" "He is not here now, he is away off there in Rome; just go in +to mother Chariton, I am coming immediately." On what fairer day, in +what fairer place, with what fairer hearts could he come into the holy +family of the beloved Dian, than on this morning, and with this mood? + +He went into the bright, laughing house, which was full of windows and +green Venetian blinds. When he entered into the spring-room he found +Chariton, a young, slender woman, looking almost like a girl of +seventeen,[85] with the little Echion at her breast, defending herself +against the sickly and excitable Helena, who, standing in a chair under +the window, kept swinging in a many-leaved sling of a vine-branch, and +trying to girdle and blind therewith the eyes of her mother. With +charming confusion, wishing at once to rise, with her left hand to +remove the leafy fetters without tearing, and to cover up the suckling +more closely, she stepped forward, inclining her head, to meet the +beautiful youth, with childlike friendliness and warmth, but with +infinite shyness, not on account of the rank indicated by his dress, but +because he was a man, and looked so noble, even like her Greek. He told +her, with an enchanting love, which, perhaps, she had never seen so +magnificently pictured, on his strong countenance, his name, and the +gratitude which his heart kept in store for her husband, and the news +and greetings which he had brought from him. How the innocent fire +blazed out of the dark eyes of the timid creature! "Was then my lord," +so she called her husband, "very well and happy?" And so she began now, +unembarrassed as a child, a long examination all about her husband. + +Pollux came dancing in with his long chain. Alban playfully took out the +Doctor's medicine from his pocket, and said, "This is what you are to +take." "Must I drink it right down, mother?" said the hero. Here she +inquired quite as naively after the detailed prescriptions of the +Doctor, until the little suckling at her breast rebelled, and drove her +into a by-room to sit over the cradle. She excused herself, and said the +little one must go to sleep, because she was going to walk with Liana, +for whom she was looking every minute. + +Children love powerful faces. Alban was at once the favorite of children +and dogs, only he could never act with the little jumping troop, on the +childish playground, when grown spectators were in the boxes. + +"I can do a good many things!" said Pollux. "And I can read, sir!" +rejoined Helena to her brother. "But then only in German; but I can read +Latin letters splendidly, you!" replied the little man to her, and ran +round through the room after readings and specimens; but in vain. "Man, +wait a little!" said he, and ran up-stairs into Liana's chamber, and +brought one of Liana's letters. + + +43a. CYCLE. + +Albano knew not that Liana had the upper--so bloomingly shaded--chamber +reserved for her own private use, wherein she frequently--especially +when her mother remained behind in the city--drew, wrote, and read. The +childlike Chariton, inspired with the love-draught of friendship, did +not know at all how she could possibly so much as show her warmth of +kindness to the fair, affectionate friend: ah, what was a chamber? Now +into this always open room came the children, whom Liana sometimes heard +read; and thus was Pollux able on the present occasion to fetch out of +the solitary room the sheet which she had written this morning. + +While Albano, during the errand, sat so alone in the keeping-room of the +far-off friend of his youth, near _his_ still, pale daughter, who looked +now at him and now at a toy sheep-fold, as well known to him as Liana's +eastern chamber, when the morning breeze swept in the glorious hum +through the cool window, especially when, in the light cut-work of the +floor the Chinese shadows of the vine and poplar foliage crinkled into +each other, and when, at length, Chariton began to sing the suckling to +sleep with a quicker, louder lullaby, which sounded to him like her +echoing sigh after the fair land of her youth; then was his full heart, +which had been already so stirred by all the events of the morning, +wondrously moved, and--especially by the flickering sham-fight of the +shadows--almost to tears; and the child looked up more and more +meaningly into his face. + +Then came Pollux back with his two quarto leaves, and now set himself at +once to his lesson. The very first page composed the melody to Alban's +inner songs; but he could neither guess the authoress nor the date of +the letter, except further along, by a desultory sort of reading to and +fro. The leaves belonged to previous ones; not so much as a grain of +writing-sand evinced their recent birth (for Liana was too courtly to +use any); further, all the names were disguised; that is to say, +Julienne, to whom they were directed, had unfortunately in Argenson's +_bureau de décachetage_, where she resided, i.e. at court, demanded them +in cipher, and she accordingly took the name of Elisa; Roquairol was +called Charles, and Liana her little Linda. Linda, as will be well +remembered, is the baptismal name of the young Countess of Romeiro, with +whom the Princess on the day of that (for Roquairol) so bloody +masquerade had established an eternal heart- and letter-alliance; Liana, +to whose pure, poetic eyes every noble woman became a blessed saint and +heroine, the opaque jewel a bright, pure, transparent one, loved the +high Countess as if with the heart of her brother and her female friend +at once, and the gentle soul named herself, unconscious of her worth, +only the little Linda of her Elisa. + +Nor did Albano recognize the delicate running-hand; Julienne loved the +French language even to its letters, but Liana's resembled not the +scrawled Gallic protocols, but the neatly-rounded handwriting of the +English. + +Here is her leaf at last. O thou lovely being! how long have I thirsted +for the first sounds of thy refreshing soul! + + + "Sunday Morning. + + "... But to-day, Elisa, I am so profoundly happy, and the + evening-mist is transformed to an aurora in heaven. I ought + not to give thee yesterday's work at all. I was too much + troubled. But might not my dear mother, who had come hither + merely for my sake, become thereby still sicker, whatever + appearances of tolerable health she might, for that very + reason, assume with me? And then came thy form, beloved one, + and all thy sorrow and the painful neighborhood,[86] and our + last evening here. O how reproachfully did all that pass + before my heavy heart! So, as we stopped before the house of + dear Chariton, and she kissed my mother's hand with tears of + joy; then was I so weak that I too turned aside and shed + tears, but other tears,--I wept for the rejoicing one + herself, who indeed could not know whether at that hour her + precious friend in Rome might not be sick or dying. + + "But now the dark, gray mist is wholly blown away from the + flower-garden of thy little Linda, and all the blossoms of + life shine in their pure, high colors before her. After + midnight my mother's headache passed almost entirely away, + and she was still sleeping so sweetly this morning. O, what + were my feelings then! Soon after five o'clock I went down + into the garden and shrunk back at the splendor which burned + in the dew and between the leaves; the sun was just looking + in under the triumphal gates,--all the lakes sparkled in a + broad fire,--a gleaming haze floated like a saintly halo + around the edge of the earth which the heaven touched,--and + a high waving and singing streamed through the splendor of + morn. + + "And into this unlocked world I had come back restored and + so happy. I wanted continually to cry out: 'I have thee + again, thou bright sun! and you, ye lovely flowers! and ye + proud mountains, ye have not changed! and ye are green + again, and, like me, renewed, ye sweet scented trees!' I + floated, as if transfigured, in an endless felicity, Elisa, + weak, but light and free; I had, so it seemed to me, put off + this burdensome clay under the earth and kept only the + beating heart, and in my enraptured bosom warm + tear-fountains gushed down, as if over flowers, and covered + them with brightness. + + "'Ah, God!' said I, trembling at the very greatness of my + joy, 'was it then a mere sleep, that immovable repose of + mother?' and I must needs (smile on!) before I went further, + go up to her again. I crept breathless to the bedside, bent + listeningly over her, and my good mother opened slowly her + still gently dozing eyes, looked upon me languidly but + affectionately, and closed them again without stirring, and + gave me only her dear hand. + + "Now could I right blissfully return to my garden; I bore, + however, a morning-greeting to the ever-cheerful Chariton, + and told her that I might be found on the broad way to the + _altar_,[87] if I should be wanted for anything. Ah, Elisa, + what feelings then were mine! And why had I not thee by the + hand, and why could not my distressed Charles see that his + sister was so happy? As, after a warm rain, the evening-red + and the liquid sunlight run from all the gold-green hills, + so stood a quivering splendor over my whole inner being and + over my past, and everywhere lay bright tears of joy. A + sweet gnawing consumed away my heart as if to death, and all + was so near to me and so dear! I could have answered the + whispering aspen and thanked the spring-breezes which fanned + so coolingly my hot eye! The sun had laid itself with a + motherly warmth on my heart, and brooded over us all,--the + cold flower, the naked young bird, the stiff butterfly, and + every creature. Ah, such should man be too, thought I; and I + took the sandy path, and spared the life of the poor little + blade of grass and the flower that peeped so lovingly, which + truly breathe and wake like us. I drove not away the thirsty + white butterflies and pigeons which stood beside each other + and bent down from the moist turf to drink. O, I could have + stroked the waves ... this creation is truly so precious and + from God's hand, and every the smallest-shaped heart has + surely its blood and a longing, and into every little + eye-point under the leaf the whole sun and a little spring + enter and abide! + + "I leaned, a little exhausted, under the first triumphal + arch, ere I ascended to the altar, and looked out into the + glimmering landscape full of villages and orchards and + hills; and the glistening dew, and the ringing of the + village-bells, and the chime of the herd-bells, and the + floating of the birds over all, filled me with peace and + light. Yes, in such peace and seclusion and serenity will I + spend my fleeting life, thought I: does not the little + Sad-cloak persuade me, who, before my eyes, with his wings + torn by autumn, nevertheless flutters again around his + flowers; and does not the night-butterfly admonish me, who + clings, chilled, to the hard statue, and cannot soar to the + blossoms of day? Therefore will I never stir from my mother; + only let the precious Elisa stay with us as long as her + Linda lives, and call her noble friend soon,[88] that I may + see and heartily love her! + + "I went up the green-shaded mountain, but with pain: joy + weakens me so much. Think of me, Elisa: I shall some time + die of a great joy or of a great, all too great woe! The + spiral path to the altar was painted with the hues of the + blossom-dust, and overhead, not colored and stationary, but + shifting, burning rainbows quivered through the twigs of the + mountain. Why stood I to-day in a splendor such as I never + knew before?[89] And when the morning breeze fanned and + lifted me, and when I dipped myself deeper into the blue + heaven, then said I, 'Now thou art in Elysium.' Then it was + to me as if a voice said, 'This is the earthly Elysium, and + thou art not yet sanctified for the other.' O, how ardently + did I then form the purpose to disentangle myself from so + many faults, and especially to renounce that too hasty + imagination of offence, which I may indeed conceal from + others, but through which I nevertheless injure them. And + then I prayed at the altar, and thanked the Eternal + Goodness, and wept unconsciously; perhaps too much, but yet + without my eyes smarting. + + "At last I wrote the poem of thanks which I append to this, + and which I will put into verse, if the _pious father_ + approves. + + +"POEM OF THANKS. + +"'Do I then gaze again with blessed eyes into thy blooming world, thou +All-loving One, and weep again, because I am happy? Why did I then fear? +When I went under the earth in the darkness like the dead, and caught +only a distant sound of the loved ones and of spring above me, why was +my feeble heart in fear that there was no more hope for life and light? +For thou wast by me in the darkness, and didst lead me up out of the +vault into thy spring; and around me stood thy joyous children, and the +serene heavens, and all my smiling loved ones! O, I will now hope more +steadfastly! Continue thou to break off from the sick plant all rank +flowers, that the rest may more fully ripen! Thou dost indeed lead thy +human creatures into thy heaven and to thyself over a long mountain; and +they go through the storms of life along the mountain, only +overshadowed, not smitten, by the clouds, and only our eye grows wet. +But when I come to thee, when Death again throws his dark cloud over me, +and draws me away from all that I love into the deeper cavern, and thou, +All-gracious, settest me free once more, and bearest me into thy +spring,--into a still fairer one than this, which is itself so +magnificent,--will then my frail heart, near thy judgment-seat, beat as +gladly as to-day, and will the mortal bosom dare to breathe in thy +ethereal spring? O, make me pure in this earthly one, and let me live +here, as if I were already walking in thy heaven!'" + + * * * * * + +If even you, ye friends, who have never seen her, are yet won and +touched by the patient, pure form, which can resignedly rejoice that the +storm-cloud has, after all, only sent down rain-drops upon it, and no +hailstones, how must she then have agitated the deeply-moved heart of +her friend! He felt a consecration of his whole being, just as if Virtue +came down incarnate in this shape from heaven, to hallow him with her +smile, and then flew back in a shining path, and he followed, inspired +and exalted, in her track. + +He urged the boy instantly to carry back the leaves, in order to spare +her and himself--as she might appear any moment--the most painful of +surprises; yet he firmly resolved--cost what it might--to be true, and +confess to her, this very day, what he had done. + +The little fellow ran up stairs and down again, remained a long time +before the door, and came in with Liana by the hand, who was dressed in +white, with a black veil. She looked in and around a little perplexed, +as she with both hands pushed back the veil from her friendly face; but +she heard Chariton's lullaby. She did not know him till he spoke; and +then her whole beautiful being reddened like an illuminated landscape +after an evening shower: she had the pleasure, she said, of knowing his +father. Probably she knew the son still better by Julienne's and +Augusti's pictures, and on more congenial sides; her sisterly heart was +certainly moved, too, by his brotherly voice; for the charm, and even +preferableness, of resemblance and copy is so great, that one who looks +like even an indifferent person becomes more dear to us, like the echo +of an empty sound, merely because, in this case as in the imitative art, +the past and absent, shining through the fancy, become a present. + +The gradually lowering tone of the mother's lullaby announced the +sinking of the infant to slumber, and at last the diminuendo died away, +and Chariton, with glistening eyes, ran to take Liana's hand. A frank +and serene friendship bloomed between the innocent hearts, and held them +entwined, as the vine does the neighboring poplars. Chariton related to +her what Albano had related, with a reliance upon her most fervent +sympathy. Liana listened to her friend with eager attention; but that +was quite as much as if she were looking at the historical source itself +that was so near at hand. + + +44. CYCLE. + +At last they began a journey through the garden. Pollux very +reluctantly, and only after Liana's promise to draw him a horse again +to-day, stayed behind as patron-saint of the cradle. Alban said, to the +extreme joy of the Architect's wife, who could now show the beautiful +man everything, that he had seen but little of Lilar yet. How +bewitchingly the two forms, linked in friendship, walked before him side +by side! Chariton, although a matron, yet of a Grecian slenderness, +fluttered along as a younger sister beside the lily-form of her somewhat +taller Liana. The former seemed, according to the classification of the +landscape-painters, nature in motion; Liana, nature in repose. As he +joined Liana again, by whose left hand Helena was running along,--the +mother on the right,--he found her softly-descending profile +indescribably touching, and around the mouth he recognized lines which +sorrow had drawn, the scars of returning days; while the lovely maiden, +on the sunny side of the front face, as in her easy conversation, +manifested a free, benignant cheerfulness, which Albano, who had never +knocked at the school-room door of any young ladies' academy, found it +hard to reconcile with her tearful poetry. O, if the tear of woman +passes away lightly, so flutters away still more lightly woman's smile; +and the latter, still oftener than the former, is only appearance! + +He tried, from a longing of the thirsty heart, to catch the little one's +hand, but she hung with both upon Liana's left; presently, however, she +skipped away, and plucked three iris-flowers,--which, like her, +resembled butterflies,--and gave one to her mother, and two to Liana, +with the words, "Give _him_ one too!" And Liana handed it to him, +lifting her friendly face upon him as she did so with that holy +maiden-look which is bright and attentive, but not searching, expressive +of childlike sympathy without giving and demanding. Nevertheless, +several times during the day did she let those holy eyes sink down; but +what compelled her to it was, that on Zesara's rocky face, softened +though it was by love, there rested a physiognomical right of the +stronger: he seemed to look upon a shy soul with a hundred eyes, and his +two true ones blazed as warmly, although quite as purely, as the sun's +eye in the ether. + +The iris-flowers have this peculiarity, that one smells them, another +not; only to these three beings in one did the cups open themselves +equally wide, and they rejoiced long over this community of enjoyment. +Helena ran forward and disappeared behind a low bush; she sat on a +child's bench by a child's table, awaiting, with a smile, the grown +people. The good old Prince had low moss-benches, little garden-chairs, +little table- and pot-orangeries, and the like, placed everywhere, for +the children, about the resting-places of their elders; for he loved to +draw these refreshing open flowers of humanity near to his heart! "One +wishes so often," said Liana, "to live in the patriarchal time, or in +Arcadia, or in Otaheite; children are, indeed,--do you not believe +so?--everywhere the same, and one has already in them what only the most +remote time and the most remote region can insure." He indeed believed +it, and gladly; but he kept asking himself, How can such an unstained +Aphrodite be born out of the dead sea of a court, as pure dew and rain +arise out of the briny water of the ocean? + +While speaking, she occasionally drew an uncommonly graceful--how shall +I write it--_H'm!_ after her words, which, although a grammatical +blunder at court, betrayed an unspeakable good nature; but I describe +it, not in order that all my fair readers may let this attractive +interjection be heard the very next Sunday. + +"The same," replied Albano,--but he meant it well,--"holds of the +animals: the swan yonder is like the one in Paradise." She took it just +as it was meant; but the reason was the pious Father Spener, her +teacher; for at Albano's question touching Lilar's abundance of +beautiful and gentle creatures, she answered: "The old Lord loved these +creatures with a real tenderness, and they could often bring him even to +tears. The pious Father thinks so too; he says, since they do everything +at God's behest by instinct, accordingly it seems to him, when he +contemplates the care of the parents for their young, just as if the +Infinitely Gracious One were doing it all himself." They ascended now a +half-shaded bridge, over a long water-mirror hung round with quivering +poplars, wherein Liana's emblem, namely, a swan, slept on the +water-rings, the bent neck beautifully nestled on the back, the head +upon the wing, and gently wafted more by the breezes than by the waves. +"So reposes the innocent soul!" said Alban, and thought, perhaps, of +Liana, but without the courage to confess it. "And thus it awakes!" +Liana added with emotion, as this white magnified dove slowly raised its +head from the wing; for she thought of her mother's waking on this very +day. + +Chariton, as if all made up of salient points, was continually turning +to Liana, and asking: "Shall we go this way? or in through there? or out +through here? If my lord were only here! he knows all about it." She +would gladly have led him round every fount and every flower, and looked +into the youth's face as lovingly as into that of her friend. Liana said +to her, on the cross way at the bridge: "I think the flute-dell yonder, +with the gleaming gold ball, will perhaps be pleasantest, especially for +a lover of music; and, besides, they will look for me there, when they +bring the harp to my mother." She had promised to come back to her as +soon as that arrived. She shunned every path toward the south, where +Tartarus frowned behind its high curtain. + +Liana spoke now of the contest between painting and music, and of +Herder's charming official report of this strife. She, although a votary +of the pencil, gave in her vote, as was natural to the female and the +lyric heart, entirely for tones, and Albano, although a good pianist, +was rather for colors, "This magnificent landscape," said Albano, "is in +fact a picture, and so is every fair human form." "Were I blind," said +Chariton, naively, "then I should not see my lovely Liana." She replied: +"My teacher, the Counsellor of Arts, Fraischdörfer, also set painting +above music. But to me, when I hear music, it is as if I heard _a loud +past_ or _a loud future_. Music has something holy; unlike the other +arts, it cannot paint anything but what is good."[90] Verily, she was +herself a moral church-music, the angel-stop in the organ. The pure +Albano felt, by her side, the necessity and the existence of a yet +tenderer purity; and it seemed to him as if a man might injure, even +unconsciously, a soul like this, whose understanding was hardly anything +more than a finer feeling,--as window-glasses of pure transparency are +often broken, because they appear as if they were not. He turned round +mechanically, because he was always one step in advance, and not only +the blooming Lilar, but also Liana's full form, shone at once and +transfigured into his soul. To clasp her to his heart was not now his +yearning, but to snatch this being, who had so often suffered, from +every flame; to rush for her, sword in hand, upon her foe, to bear her +mightily through the deep, cold hell-floods of life;--that would have +illuminated his existence. + + +45. CYCLE. + +They saw, already, some moist lights, of the high fountains that leaped +from above down into the flute-dell, flickering aloft before them, when +Liana, contrary to Chariton's expectation, begged them both to go with +her into a pathless oak-grove;--she looked upon him so contentedly and +open-heartedly as she said it, and without that womanly suspicion of +being misunderstood! In the dusky grove rose a wild rock, with the +words, "To my friend Zesara." The late Princess had caused this memorial +Alp to be erected to Albano's father. Struck, agitated, with smarting +eyes the son stood before it, and leaned upon it, as on Gaspard's +breast, and pressed his arm up against the sharp stone, and cried, with +the deepest emotion, "O thou good father!" His whole youth, and Isola +Bella, and the future, fell at once upon a heart which the whole morning +had wrought upon, and it could not longer restrain the pressing tears. +Chariton was serious, Liana continued faintly to smile,--but like an +angel in prayer. How often, ye fair souls! have I, in this chapter, been +compelled to constrain my deeply-impressed heart, which would fain +address and disturb you: but I will constrain it again! + +They stepped silently back into daylight. But Albano's waves of emotion +never fell suddenly; they expanded themselves into broad rings. His eye +was not yet dry when he came into the heavenly vale,--into that +resting-place of the wishes, where dreams might have gone round freely, +without sleep. Chariton--from her earnestness much more busy--had, after +a questioning glance at Liana to know whether she might, (namely, let +certain machines play,) hastened on before them. They passed through the +blooming veil, which retired as they approached;--and Albano beheld now +the youthful dream of an enchanted valley in Spain, that entangled one +in a net of scents and shadows, set out livingly on the earth before +him. On the mountains bloomed orange-walks, the stands hidden in the +higher terrace,--everything which bears great blossoms on its twigs, +from the Linden even to the grape-vine and the apple-tree, drank down +below at the brook, or climbed or crowned the two long mountains, which +wound, with their blossoms, around the flowers of the low ground, and +mutually inclined themselves, to promise an endless valley; fountains +placed on the slopes of the mountains threw behind one another silver +rainbows over the trees into the brook; in the east burned the gold +globe beside the sun,--the last mirror of his dying evening-glance. +"Receive my thanks, thou noble old man!" Albano was continually +repeating. + +Liana went with him along the western ridge as far as a bank covered +with blossoms, under the arch that fluttered above, where one may survey +the first and second windings of the vale, and, over in the north, high +pines, and behind them, the spire of a church-tower, and below, an +auricula meadow, while Chariton, opposite them on the eastern height, +behind a statue of a Muse,--for the Nine Muses beamed from the green +Tempe,--seemed to be winding up weights and pressing springs. "My +brother," Liana, in a low tone, broke the silence, going on meanwhile +with the knitting-work which she had taken from her friend, "wishes +very much to see you." The soul of Albano, now awakened with all its +holy faculties, felt itself wholly like her, and free from +embarrassment, and he said, "Even in my childhood I loved your _Charles_ +like a brother; I have as yet no friend." The tenderly-moved souls did +not remark that the word Charles came from the letter. + +All at once single flute-tones floated up overhead on the mountains and +out of the bowers,--more and more continually joined them,--they +quivered through each other in a beautiful confusion,--at last +flute-choirs broke forth mightily on all sides, like angels, and soared +toward heaven;--they proclaimed how sweet is spring, and how joy weeps, +and how our heart longs, and then vanished overhead in the blue +spring,--and the nightingales flew up from the cool flowers and alighted +on the bright tree-tops, and cried joyfully into the triumphal songs of +May,--and the fanning of the morning-breeze swayed the lofty, glimmering +rainbows to and fro, and threw them far into the flowers. + +Liana's work sank out of her hands into her lap, and, in a way peculiar +to herself, while she leaned her head forward like a Muse, she cast her +eye upward, fixing it upon a dreamy distance; her blue eye glimmered as +the blue cloudless ether overflows with soft lightning in the tepid +summer-night;--but the youth's spirit blazed up in its emotion, like the +sea in a storm. She drew down the black veil,--certainly not against sun +and air alone; and Albano, with an inner world pictured on his agitated +form, played--a sublime contrast to himself--with the ringlets of the +little Helena, whom he had drawn towards him, and looked, with big +tears, into her simple, little face, which understood him not. + +At this moment the mother came hastening over into the silence, and +asked, in a very friendly manner, how he liked it all. His other +ecstasies resolved themselves into a commendation of the tones; and the +dear Greek herself extolled what she had often heard, more and more +strongly, as if it were new to her, and listened most intently with him. + +A maiden with the harp looked in through the entering-thicket of the +vale, and Liana saw the sign, and rose up. As she was on the point of +raising her veil and departing, the great-hearted youth bethought him of +his confession: "I have read your to-day's letter,--by heaven, I must +say it now!" said he. She drew the veil no higher, and said, with +trembling voice, "You surely have not read it! you could not have been +in my chamber?" and looked at Chariton. He replied, he had not read it +all, but yet a good deal of it; and related in three words a much milder +history than Liana could have hoped. "The naughty Pollux!" Chariton kept +saying. "O God, forgive me, I pray you, this sin of ignorance!" said +Albano. She threw back the dark veil for a second, and said, with +heightened color and downcast look, appeased, perhaps, by her joy at the +agreeable disappointment of her worse expectation: "It belonged merely +to a female friend; and you will perhaps, if I ask you, not read +anything again." And during the fall of the veil her eye looked up +soothingly and forgivingly, and with her beloved she slowly departed +from him. + +O thou holy soul, love my youth! Art thou not the first love of this +heart of fire, the morning-star in the early dawn of his life, thou, +this good, pure, and tender one? O, the first love of man, the Philomel +among the spring-tones of life, is always indeed, because we so err, so +hardly treated by Fate, and always killed and buried, but now, if for +once, two good souls, in the white-blossomed May of life, bearing the +sweet tears of spring in their bosoms, with the glistening buds and +hopes of a whole youth, and with the first, unprofaned longing, and with +the firstling of life as well as of the year, the forget-me-not of love +in their hearts,--if such kindred beings could meet each other and trust +each other, and in the blissful month swear a union for all the wintry +months of this earthly time; and if each heart could say to the +other,--"Hail to me, that I found thee in the holiest season of life, +before I had erred; and that I can die and not have loved anyone like +thee!"--O Liana! O Zesara! how fortunate must your beautiful souls be! + +The youth lingered a few minutes longer in the magic world that was +working around him, whose tones and fountains murmured like the waters +and machines in the solitary mine; but at last there was something +violent in the solitary monotone and glimmer of the valley, wherein he +had been left so alone. He hurried on by the nearest way, sprinkled +occasionally with veins of water, through the curtain of foliage, and +stepped out once more into the free morning earth of Lilar. How strange! +how distant! how changed was all! Into his wide open inner world the +outer world poured in with full streams. He himself was changed; he +could not go into the night of the oak-grove, to the rocky emblem of his +father. When he was over the bridge that stands in the twigs, he saw the +gentle company slowly walking over the broad silver-white garden-path, +and he blessed Liana, who could now press to her agitated heart the +heart of a mother. The little one often whirled round dancing, and +perhaps saw him, but no one turned back. The harp, carried along after +them, was swept by the eastern breeze, and it snatched tones from the +awakened strings as from an Æolian harp, and bore them onward with it; +and the youth listened with melancholy to the receding murmur, as of +swans that hasten away over the lands, while behind him the empty vale +continued to speak lonesomely in the fluting pastoral-songs of love, and +hovering tones, gliding along after him, came faintly and dimly to his +ear. But he went back up the mountain of the altar; and as he looked +over the bright region, and saw still the white forms moving in the +distance, he let his whole, beautiful soul dissolve itself in weeping. +And here close we the richest day of his youthful life! + +But, ye good beings, who have a heart, and find none, or who have the +loved objects only _in_, and not _on_, your bosoms, am I not, like the +Greeks, drawing all these pictures of bliss, as it were, on the marble +sarcophagi of your changed, slumbering past? Am I not the _Archimime_, +who, following after, mimics before you the mouldering forms which your +soul has buried? And thou, younger or poorer man, to whom time, instead +of a past, has only given a future,--wilt thou not one day say to me, I +should have concealed from thee many blessed forms, like holy bodies, +for fear thou wouldst worship them? and wilt thou not add, that, had it +not been for these Phoenix-portraits, thou mightst have cherished +lighter wishes, and had many fulfilled? And how much pain have I then +caused you all! But myself, too; for how could it fare better with me +than with the rest of you? + +Your conclusion would, accordingly, be this: since you can never really +live pleasant days so pleasantly as they shine afterward in _memory_, or +beforehand in _hope_, you would, therefore, rather have the present day +without either; and since only at the two poles of the elliptic arch of +time one can catch the low music of the spheres, and in the centre of +the present nothing, you would, therefore, rather stay and listen in the +middle; but as to the past and the future,--neither of which can any man +live to see, because they are only two different poesy-gardens of our +heart, an Iliad and Odyssey, a Milton's Paradise Lost and Regained,--you +will not listen to them at all, or have anything to do with them, in +order that you may nestle down, deaf and blind, in an animal present. + +By Heaven! sooner give me the finest, strongest poison of ideals, so +that I may at least not snore away my moment, but dream it away, and +then die on it! But the very dying would be my own fault; for whoso +would fain translate _poetic_ dreams into waking reality[91] is more +foolish than the North American, who realizes his _nightly_ ones: he +proposes, like a Cleopatra, to pervert the splendor of the pearls of dew +into a refreshing drink, and the rainbow of fancy to a permanent arch, +bridging over the rain-waters. Yes, O God, Thou wilt and canst give us +one day a reality, which shall embody and redouble and satisfy our +present ideals,--as thou hast, indeed, already proved to us, in our love +here below, which intoxicates us with moments in which the inner +becomes the outer, and the Ideal, Reality; but _then_--no, for the Then +of the life hereafter, this little _Now_, has no voice; but if, I say, +here below fiction could become fact, and our pastoral poetry pastoral +life, and every dream a day,--ah, even then would desire still remain +enhanced only, not fulfilled: the higher reality would only beget a +higher poetry, and higher remembrances and hopes;--in _Arcadia_ we +should pine after _Utopia_; and on every sun we should see an +unfathomable starry heaven retiring before us, and we should--sigh as we +do here! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[82] They have a whole room for winter quarters, of which in +summer the windows are merely thrown open. + +[83] Such was the general title of the secluded Emeritus, the +court preacher, Spener, who resided there, and who was related to +the noble old pious Spener, not only on the paternal side, but +also on the spiritual. + +[84] They had these names as twins. + +[85] The grammar seems to require "a still almost maidenly +looking woman of seventeen years," but the translator did not +dare to think Jean Paul could have meant that, consistently with +the ages of the three children, though, as an Oriental, Chariton +may have married _very_ young. + +[86] The Tartarus with Julienne's father's heart. + +[87] Such is the name of that mount which Albano found in the +well-known spring night. + +[88] Linda de Romeiro. + +[89] The reason is, that after her recovery she was still +short-sighted, and to a short-sighted person the dew is so much +the more brilliant. + +[90] This proposition, that pure music, without text, cannot +represent anything immoral, deserves to be more investigated and +developed by me. + +[91] It cannot be objected to me, that in fact the scenes of my +book have been actually experienced, and that no one would wish +to experience any better; for in the representation of fancy +reality assumes new charms, charms with which every other faded +present magically glimmers through the memory. I appeal here to +the sensations of the very characters who figure in _Titan_, +whether they would not in my book--in case they should ever light +upon it--find in the pictured scenes, which, however, are their +own, a higher enchantment, which has gone from the real, and +which, to be sure, might produce such an effect--but altogether +illusorily--that my characters could wish to live _their own +life_. + + + + +NINTH JUBILEE. + + PLEASURE OF COURT-MOURNING.--THE BURIAL.--ROQUAIROL.--LETTER + TO HIM.--THE SEVEN LAST WORDS IN THE WATER.--THE SWEARING OF + ALLEGIANCE.--MASQUERADE.--PUPPET MASQUERADE.--THE HEAD IN + THE AIR, TARTARUS, THE SPIRIT-VOICE, THE FRIEND, THE + CATACOMB, AND THE TWO UNITED MEN. + + +46. CYCLE. + +Ripening love is the stillest: the shady flowers in this spring, as in +the other, shun sunlight. Albano spun himself deep into his +Sunday-dreams, and drew, as well as he could, the green poppy-leaf of +reality into his web,--namely, the Monday, which was to show him, at the +state-burial of the Prince, the brother of his maiden-friend. + +This day of festive sadness, at which the third but greatest princely +coffin was to be conveyed to its repose, at last broke, and had been +made momentous already by the preparatory festival, at which the two +first coffins, together with the old man, had been interred, somewhat as +virtues are buried in the very beginning of a century, and not till its +end their empty names and wrappages and half-bindings. At the rehearsal- +and prefiguring-burial of the illustrious deceased, the old pious Father +Spener too, his last friend, had gone down with him into the vault, in +order to have opened the wooden and tin casing of the run-down +wheel-work, and to cover over upon the still breast of the dear sleeper +his youthful portrait and his own with the colored side down, without +speaking or weeping; and the court made much of this morning- and +evening-offering of friendship. + +Everything swells up monstrously for man, of which they are obliged to +talk a long while,--all Pestitz societies were auxiliary funeral +societies, and full of burial-marshals,--every scaffolding of the +neighboring future was a mausoleum, and every word a funeral sermon or +an epitaph upon the pale man. Sphex, as his physician in ordinary, +rejoiced in his part of the sorrow and the procession,--the Lector had +already tried on the court mourning, in the place of his cast-off +winter-garb, and found it to fit,--the court-marshal had not a minute's +rest, and the last day, which opens all graves and closes none, had come +to him now before its time,--the Minister, Von Froulay, whom the cold +Luigi willingly left to do everything, was, as a lover of old princely +pomp, and as convoking director of the present occasion, as much in +heaven himself as was the illustrious deceased,--the women had risen +from their beds this morning as to a new life, because to these busy +_drapery-paintresses_ a long chain of coats and of their wearers +probably weighs as much as a span of blood-related horses does to their +husbands. + +Albano waited impatiently at the window for Liana's brother, and loved +the invisible one more and more ardently; like two connected wings, +Friendship and Love stirred and lifted each other within him. The +mourning-spool, namely, the empty coffin, had been fixed in Tartarus, +and was gradually wound off, and now the dark mourning-ribbon would soon +be ready to be stretched to the upper city. Already, for an hour and a +half before the arrival of the procession, the saltpetre of the female +crowd had been crystallized on the walls and the windows. Sara, the +Doctor's wife, came up with the children and the deaf Cadaver into +Schoppe's chamber, the second door of which stood open into Albano's, +and, with an ogling, amorous look, spoke in to the Count: "Up here one +can overlook the whole much better, and his excellency will pardon it." +"You just stay together there, and don't you trouble M. the Count," said +she, turning back to the children, and was on the point of entering the +Count's chamber, at whose threshold Schoppe, just coming from Albano, +caught and stopped her. + +Now Sara was one of those common women who are more carried away +themselves by their own charms than successful in carrying others away +therewith. She would merely set her face in the chair, and let it kindle +and singe and burn, while she on her part (relying on her _lazy +Jack_[92] of a visage) quietly and coolly worked away at other things, +either simple trash or vile scandal; and then when she had been a +_clothes'-rod_ of women, as Attila was a Heaven's rod of nations, she +looked round and surveyed the damage which the fire of her face had done +in the male tinder-boxes. Particularly on the rich and beautiful Count +had she an eye,--under Cupid's bandage. Her head was full of good +physiognomical fragments; and Lavater's objection, that most +physiognomists unfortunately study nothing in the whole man but the +face, could not hit in any point her pure physiognomical sense. + +Schoppe, readily divining that with this female soul-dealer the walk or +_gang_ was a press-gang,[93] the white linen, hunting-gear, the shawl, a +bird-net,[94] and the neck, a swan's-neck for any fox that happened to +be near, caught her by the hand at the threshold of the two chambers, +and asked her, "Do you, also, take as much interest as I in the +universal joy of the land, and the long-desired court-mourning? Your +eyes indicate something like it, Mrs. Provincial Physician." "What +interest do you mean?" said the medical lady, struck quite stupid. "In +the pleasure of the courtiers, who, in general, are distinguished from +monkeys, as the orang-outangs are, by the fact that they seldom make +leaps of joy; at least, like young performers on the piano-forte, they +drum away, without the smallest emotion, their most mournful and their +merriest pieces one after the other. O, if only nothing bitter should +spoil the mourning of the court-household! Do you wish the dear ones to +have arrayed themselves in vain in the black robes of joy, wherein, like +the grandsons of those who were left behind in the battle of Leuctra, +they go to meet the jubilee of a new prince? What!" Unluckily she +replied, in a sarcastic tone: "Black is, in these parts, the +mourning-color, Mr. Schoppe." "Black, Mrs. Doctor!" (he bounced back +with astonishment.) "Black?--black is a travelling-color, and +bridal-color, and gala-color, and, in Rome, a princely-children's color; +and, in Spain, it is a law of the empire that the courtiers, like the +Jews in Morocco,[95] shall appear in black. + +"Pestalozzi, madam--but there's Malt, does he understand me?" Schoppe +turned round to the man, who had his drum on, and meant secretly to tap +it during the procession, so as to catch something of the muffled +funeral drums, and exhorted him to give a beat or two, in order that he +might profit by the discourse. "Malt," said he, louder, "Pestalozzi +remarks very justly, that the great ones of our time, in face, dress, +posture, image-worship, superstition, and love for charlatans, approach +daily nearer and nearer the Asiatics; it speaks in favor of Pestalozzi, +that they borrow of the Chinese, who dress themselves in black for joy, +and in white for mourning, not merely temples and gardens and +caricatures, but also this very black of joy." + +Among the children,--of whom the uneducated alone were not +ill-bred,--Boerhave, Galen, and Van Swieten made themselves most +prominent by the inlaid work and designs of the present company, which +they were engraving on their bread and butter; and Galen showed his +satirical projection of Mama, saying, "Only see what a long nose I have +made Mama have!" + +The Librarian, who was turning something similar, arrested her, as she +offered to go in, assuring her he would not let her pass till she +surrendered to his views: the funeral column of march could hardly have +got an acre's distance out of Tartarus, and would give him time enough. +He continued:-- + +"Genuine mourning, on the contrary, my dear, always, like anger, makes +one party-colored, or, like terror, white; e. g. the creatures of a dead +Pope mourn violet, so does the French king, his lady chestnut brown, the +Venetian Senate, for their Doge, red. But to a regent you cannot, more +than I, allow any mourning whatever; to the high-priest and a Jewish +king[96] it was wholly forbidden; why should we allow the household more +than the master? And must not a sovereign, my best one! who should +permit the expensiveness of public mourning, manifestly open afresh the +closed wounds of private sorrow? And could he, when, like Cicero,[97] he +had, by his exile, thrown twenty thousand people into mourning weeds, +answer it to his conscience, that his last act was a _Droit d'Aubaine_, +a robbery, and that the dying-bed, whereupon one formerly bequeathed +clothing to servants and the poor, should now strip them thereof? No, +madam, that does not look like regents at least, who often, even by +their dying, as Marcion[98] asserted of Christ's journey to hell, bring +up a Cain, Absalom, and several others of the Old-Testament culprits out +of hell into the heaven of the new administration. + +"You do not yet give in, and the Cadaver looks at me like a cow; but +consider this: peruke- and stuff-weavers have frequently besought +crowned heads to wear their manufactures, in order that they might get a +sale for them;--an hereditary and crown-prince, on the first happy +consecration- and regency-day, when he deposes, that is, deposits his +predecessor in the ground, puts on coal-black, because the black wool is +not good for much, and does not sell well, and such an example at once +strikes the whole metropolis,--even cattle, drums, pulpits, black. Only +one word more, love: I assure you there is nothing coming yet but the +company of choristers. For this very reason has the princely corpse, +which might easily spoil the whole pleasure of the funeral, been +previously disposed of, and only a vacant box is carried along, in order +that the procession may have no other _pensées_ than _Anglaises_[99].... +O dearest, one last word: What can you see, then, in the corps of +equerries and pages? Well, go now! I too rejoice to see at once so many +people, and the prince so happy in the midst of his children." + +But the longer he saw the procession growing, that loose juggler's +thread, by which they were letting down the empty but figured chest of +Cypselus[100] into the family vault, so much the more indignant became +his mockery. He applied his hypothesis to every sable member of the dark +chain. He praised them for opening the _bal masqué_ of the new +administration with these slow minuet steps, and preparing themselves +for the waltz of the wedding and the grandfather's-dance of the +allegiance-day. He said, as one loved on festive days to make everything +easy for himself and his beast, as, accordingly, the Jews, on the +Sabbath, would not allow themselves or their cattle to carry anything, +not even the hens to carry the rags sticking to them; so he saw with +pleasure, that in the ceremony-carriages, and in the parade-box, and on +the mourning-horses, nothing was suffered to lie or sit; yes, that even +the trains of the mourning-mantles were borne by pages, and the four +points of the bier-cloth by four stout gentlemen. The only fault he +found was, that the soldiery in their joy had seized their guns upside +down, and that precisely the persons of the highest rank, Luigi, +Froulay, Bouverot, as they came from a hasty funeral potation at once +into the open air, were obliged, by reason of their staggering, to be +led along and held up on both sides. + + +47. CYCLE. + +In Albano another spirit spoke than in Schoppe, but the two soon met. To +the Count the night-like forms of crape, the still funeral banners, the +dead-march, the creeping sick-man's-walk, and the tolling of the bells, +opened wide all earth's charnel-houses, especially as before his +blooming eyes these death plays came for the first time: but one thing +more loudly than all--one will hardly guess what--proclaimed before him +the partings of life,--namely, the beat of the drum stifled by the +funeral cloth; a muffled drum was to him a broken reverberation of all +earthly catacombs. He heard the dumb, strangled complainings of our +hearts,--he saw higher beings looking down from above on the lamentable +three hours' comedy of our life, wherein the ruddy child of the first +act fades in the fifth to the old man in jubilee, and then, grown up and +bowed down, vanishes behind the falling curtain. + +As, in spring, we think more of death, autumn, and winter than in +summer, so also does the most fiery and energetic youth paint out to +himself in _his_ season of life's year, the dark leafless one oftener +and more vividly than the man in that stage which is nearest to it; for +in both springs the wings of the ideal unfold widely and find room only +in a future. But before the youth, Death comes in blooming, Greek form; +before the tired, older man, in Gothic. + +Schoppe generally began with _comic_ humor, and ended with _tragic_; so +also now did the empty mourning-chest, the crape of the horses, their +emblazoned caparisons, the Prince's contempt of the heavy German +Ceremonial; in short, the whole heartless mummery, lead him up to an +eminence, to which the contemplation of a multitude of men at once +always impelled him, and where, with an exaltation, indignation, and +laughing bitterness hard to describe, he looked down upon the eternal, +tyrannical, belittling, objectless and joyless, bewildered and oppressed +frenzy of mankind, and his own too. + +Suddenly a gay, shining knight broke the dark chain: it was Roquairol, +on the parading gala-horse, who agitated our two men, and none besides. +A pale, broken-down face, glazed over with long inward fire, stripped of +all youthful roses, lightening out of the diamond-pits of the eyes under +the dark, overhanging eyebrows, rode along in a tragic merriment, in +which the lines of the veins were redoubled under the early wrinkles of +passion. What a being, full of worn-out life! Only courtiers or his +father could have set down this tragic exultation to an adulatory +rejoicing over the new regency; but Albano took it all into his heart, +and grew pale with inward emotion, and said, "Yes, it is he! O, good +Schoppe, he will certainly become our friend, this distracted youth. How +painfully does the noble one laugh at this gravity, and at crowns, and +graves and all! Ah, he too has, indeed, once died." "There the rider is +right," said Schoppe, with quivering eyes, and suddenly tapped Albano's +hand and then his own head; "my very skull here appears to me like a +close _bonsoir_, like a light-extinguisher, which death claps upon +me,--we are neat silvered figures, kept up in an electrical dance, and +we leap up with the spark; fortunately I am still alive and +kicking,--and there is our good Lector creeping along, too, and +trailing his long crape,"--in which respect Augusti's citizenly-serious +mood contrasted very strongly with the humanly-serious one of the +Librarian. + +All at once Schoppe, out of patience with this general emotion, said: +"What a masquerade for the sake of a mask! Rag and tag for a piece of +rag-paper! Throw a man quietly into his hole, and call nobody to see. I +always admire London and Paris, where they toll no alarm-bells, nor set +the neighborhood stirring, when the undertaker carries one, who has +fallen asleep, to bed." "No, no," said Zesara, full of capacity for +grief, "I admire it not: to whomsoever the holy dead are of no +consequence, to him the living are so too;--no, I will gladly let my +heart break into one tear after another, if I can only still remember +the dear being." + +O, how did the neighborhood accord with his heart! In a cistern, before +which the coffin of the coffin passed by, there stood a bronze statue of +the old man on horseback, who saw pass by below him the unsaddled +mourning-horses, and the mounted festive-steed; a deaf and dumb man was +stopping from door to door, and making, with his bell, a begging jingle, +which neither he nor the buried one could hear: and was not the +forgotten Prince laid in the earth all unseen, and more lonesome than +any one of his subjects? O Zesara! it sank into thy heart, how easily +man is forgotten, whether he lies in the urn or in the pyramid; and how +our immortal self is regarded, like an actor, as _absent_, so soon as it +is once behind the scenes, and frets and fumes no longer among the +players on the stage. + +But had not the gray hermit, Spener, laid upon the sunken breast of that +deeper hermit a double youth? O, in this frosty hour of pomp and +pageantry, counts not the faithful Julienne every tone of the funeral +bell with the beads of her tears,--that poor daughter whom sickness has +exempted from the ceremonials, not from pain, who now has lost her _last +but one_, perhaps her _last_ relative, since her brother is hardly one? +And will not Liana, in her Elysium, guess the farce of sorrow which is +acted so near to her over behind the high trees in Tartarus? And if she +suspects anything, O how profoundly will she mourn! + +All this the noble youth heard in his soul, and he thirsted hotly after +the friendship of the heart: it was to him as if its mountain- and +life-air floated down from eternity, and blew the grave-dust away from +his life-path, and he saw, up yonder, the Genius place his inverted +torch upon the cold bosom, not to extinguish the immortal life, but to +enkindle the immortal love. + +He could not now do otherwise than go forth into the open air, and, amid +the flying tones of spring and the deep, hollow murmur of the receding +dead march, write the following words to Liana's brother, in which he +said to him, after a youthful style, Be my friend! + + + "TO CHARLES. + + "Stranger! At this hour, when, in the dead sea and through + our tears, the triumphal columns and thrones of men and + their bridge-posts appear to us _broken_, a true heart puts + a question to thee frankly, and let thine answer it + willingly and in truth! + + "Has the longest prayer of man been answered to thee, + stranger, and hast thou thy friend? Do thy wishes and nerves + and days grow together with his, like the four cedars on + Lebanon, which can bear nothing around them but eagles? + Hast thou two hearts and four arms, and livest thou twice + over, as if immortal, in the battling world? Or standest + thou solitary and alone upon a frosty, dumb, slender, + glacier-point, having no human being to whom thou canst show + the Alps of creation, and with the heavens arching far above + thee and abysses yawning below? When thy birthday comes, + hast thou no being to shake thy hand, and look thee in the + eye and say, We still cleave together faster than ever? + + "Stranger: if thou hast had no friend, hast thou deserved + one? When spring kindled into life, and opened all her + honey-cups, and her serene heaven, and all the hundred gates + of her Paradise, hast thou, like me, bitterly looked up and + begged of God a heart for thine? O when, at evening, the sun + went down like a mountain, and his flames departed from the + earth, and now only his red breath floated upward to the + silvery stars, hast thou beheld the brotherly shadows of + friendship which sank together on battle-fields, like stars + of one constellation, stealing forth through the bloody + clouds out of the old world, like giants; and didst thou + think of _this_,--how imperishably they loved each other, + and thou, like me, wast alone? And, solitary one, when + night--that season at which the spirit of man, as in torrid + climes, _toils_ and _travels_--reveals her cold suns above + thee in a sparkling chain, and when, still, among all the + distant forms of the ether there is no dear loved one, and + immensity painfully draws thee up, and thou feelest, upon + the cold earth, that thy heart beats against no breast but + only thine own,--O beloved! weepest thou then, and most + bitterly? + + "Charles, often have I reckoned up, on my birthday, the + increasing years,--the feathers in the broad wing of + time,--and thought upon the sounding flight of youth: then I + stretched my hand far out after a friend, who should stick + by me in the Charon's skiff wherein we are born, when the + seasons of life's year glide by along the shore before me, + with their flowers and leaves and fruits, and when, on the + long stream, the human race shoots downward in its thousand + cradles and coffins. + + "Ah, it is not the gay, variegated shore that flies by, but + man and his stream: forever bloom the seasons in the gardens + up and down along the shore; only _we_ sweep by once for all + before the garden, and never return. + + "But our friend goes too. O, if thou at this hour of death's + juggleries art contemplating the pale Prince, with the + images of youth on his breast, and thinking of the gray + friend who secretly bewails him in Tartarus, then will thy + heart dissolve, and in soft, warm flames run round through + thy bosom, and softly say: 'I will love, and then die, and + then love--O Almighty, show me the soul which longs and + languishes like mine!' + + "If thou say'st that, if thou art thus, then come to my + heart: I am as thou. Grasp my hand, and hold it till it + withers. I have seen thy form to-day, and on it the marks of + life's wounds: hasten to me; I will bleed and struggle at + thy side. I have long and early sought and loved thee. Like + two streams will we mingle and grow, and bear our burdens, + and dry up together. Like silver in the furnace, we will run + together with glowing light, and all slags shall lie cast + out around the pure shimmering metal. Laugh not, then, any + longer so grimly, to think what _ignes-fatui_ men are; like + _ignes-fatui we_ burn and fly away in the rainy storm of + time. And then, when time is gone by, we find each other + again, and it will be again in the spring. + + "ALBANO DE CESARA." + + + + +48. CYCLE. + +How gloriously,--before all the beating veins of the inner man, like +those of the outer in old age, have stiffened into gristle, and all the +vessels have become inflexible and earthy, and the moral pulse, like the +physical, hardly makes sixty strokes in a minute, and before the shy old +fool, at every emotion, reserves a piece of his nature which he keeps +cold and dry, and which is to wait for another occasion, as sprinkled +raspberry leaves always remain dry on the rough side,--how gloriously, I +say, before this period of espionage, does a youth, especially an +Albano, step along his path, how freely, boldly, and exultingly! and +seeks with equal confidence the friend and the foe, and closes with him, +to fight either for him or against him! + +Let this excuse Albano's fiery letter! The next day he received from +Roquairol this answer:-- + + "I am as thou. On ascension-evening I will seek thee among + the masks. + + "CHARLES." + + + +The redness of mortification rushed over the Count's face at this +artificial postponement of the acquaintance; he felt that, after such a +tone from the heart, _he_ would have immediately, without a dead interim +of five days, and without an _homage-day masquerade_ in a double sense, +gone to his friend and become his. But now he swore no longer to run to +meet him, but only to wait for him. However, the roused indignation soon +subsided, and he began to invent fairer and fairer mitigations for the +first leaf of the so-long-sought favorite. Charles might certainly, e. +g. not wish to mix up the holy time of the first recognition with this +bustle of taking the allegiance-oath,--or that first suicidal masquerade +might have made every succeeding one an inspiring era of a new second +life,--or he knew, perhaps, in fact, about Albano's birthday,--or, +finally, this glowing spirit chose to run or fly on his own track. + +Meanwhile, his note made the Count reproach himself for his own letter, +as if it had been a sin against his Schoppe; he held it to be a sin, in +one friendship, to yearn after another; but thou mistakest, fair soul! +Friendship has steps which lead up on the throne of God, through all +spirits, even to the Infinite: only love is satiable, and, like truth, +admits no three degrees of comparison; and a single being fills its +heart. Moreover, Albano and Schoppe, in such a mutual metempsychosis of +their ideas, and such a near relationship of their pride and nobility, +held each other far more dear than they showed to each other. For, as +Schoppe, in fact, showed nothing, one could love him in return only with +the finger on the lip, but, perhaps, so much the more strongly. Albano +was a burning-hot concave mirror, which has its object near, and +represents it erect behind itself; Schoppe one which holds the object +far off, and throws an inverted image of it into the air. + +On the evening before his birthday, and the day of allegiance, Albano +stood alone at his window, and pondered his past,--for a last day is +more solemn than a first: on the 31st of December I reckon up three +hundred and sixty-five days and their fates; on the first of January I +think of nothing, because, in fact, the whole future is transparent, or +may be all out in five minutes;--while the vesper-bell pealed over the +fast-closing twentieth year of his life, and the vesper-hour rose within +him, he measured the _abside-line_[101] of his moral being, and looked +up at the towering pile of the approaching morrow, which hung full +either of spring-showers or hailstones. Never yet had he so tenderly +surveyed the circle of his beloved beings, or glanced through the open +doors of futurity, as at this time. + +But the fair hour was spoiled by Malt, who burst in with the information +that the limping gentleman had leaped overboard. From the dormer-window +might be seen a returning village funeral-procession, conglomerated +around the spot on the bank where Schoppe had plunged in. With frightful +wildness--for in Albano indignation was next-door neighbor to terror and +pain--he dragged along with him, as he flew to the rescue, the lazy +provincial physician, and even threatened him with hard words; for Sphex +was going to wait for a carriage, and meanwhile represent to himself the +possible cases of too late preparations for a rescue, and besides, +perhaps, cherished a hope of serving up Schoppe, on the anatomical +table, as Doctor's-feast of science. + +The youth ran out with him,--through corn-fields, amidst tears and +amidst curses,--with alternate clenched fist and outspread palm, and his +eye grew more and more dim and dizzy, and his heart hotter and hotter, +the nearer they approached the dark circle. At last they could not only +see the Librarian, but also hear him; in good case he turned towards +them his curly head from among the reeds, and, occasionally, as he was +haranguing the mourning-retinue, he flung up, in a fiery manner, his +hairy arm above the water-plants. + +Of course the case stood thus:-- + +His sorites, as long as he lived, was the following: "He had come into +the world, not feet foremost, but head foremost, and, accordingly, +carried his head and nose high and lofty,[102] because he could not help +it. Now he knew of no more genuine freedom than health;--every malady +shuts up and warps the soul, and the earth is, merely for that +reason, a universal block-house, _la salpetrière_ and house of +bruises;[103]--whoso made use of an oyster-snail-viper medicine was +himself a slimy, snaky, sticking viper, oyster, snail, and therefore the +ever-free savages killed their invalids, and the vigorous Spartans gave +no patient an office, least of all the crown;--and strength was +especially necessary, in our degenerate days, in order to maul qualified +subjects, because, to his certain knowledge, the fist with some +substance in it was the best plaintiff's plea and _actio ex lege +diffamari_ which a citizen could institute." + +Therefore he bathed summer and winter in ice-cold water, just as he, for +the same reason, kept himself temperate in all things. + +Now, then, in this odious May-weather, he had merely, in his gray +hussar-cloak,--at home, his night-gown,--and with shoes down at the +heel, gone to the water-side; he had previously stripped himself at the +house so as to be ready as soon as he should arrive at the bank. The +mourning-company, who saw him go at his swift pace down to the water, +and at last throw off everything and leap in, could not but believe the +man meant to drown himself, and ran in a body to his bathing-place, not +to let him do it. "Do not drown himself!" cried the mourning-company of +blacks, while yet afar off. He just let them come on till he could +discourse the matter to them somewhat nearer, in the following wise:--"I +am yet open to conviction; I can hear reason, good folk, though I am +already standing up to my neck in the water; but suffer yourselves to be +correctly informed in this case, dear _Cherstens_ generally, for so +Christians were called in the time of Charles. I am a poor +Sacramentarian, and can hardly recollect what I have hitherto lived on, +it was so bloody-desperate little. Whatever I have undertaken in this +world, no blessing went with it, but it was all crab's-track backwards +and forward. I set up, in Vienna, a neat little magazine of snipes' +dung, but I made nothing out of it for want of snipes. I took hold on +the other end, and hawked about in Carlsbad, for the lords and great +ones, who are accustomed to set a picture upon every old stool and piece +of trumpery, fine engravings for waste-paper and privy purposes, in +order that, instead of the mere printed paper, they might have something +tasty for consumption; but the whole set was left, a dead loss, on my +hands, because the manner was too hard and not ideal enough. In London I +prepared ready-made speeches (for I am a _litterateur_) to be used by +men who are hanged, and yet would fain have something to say for +themselves: I offered them to the richest parliamentary orators, and +even knaves of booksellers, but came near having to use the speeches for +myself. I would gladly have got my living by vomiting,[104] but that +requires funds. I tried once to get a settlement as note-stand to a +count's regiment, because it looks stupid enough on drill- and +parade-days to see every one with a musical flap hanging on his +shoulder, from which his next neighbor behind plays. I offered for a +trifle to wear all the musicalia on my own person, and stand before them +with the notes; but the first-lieutenant (who is at once in the regency +and in the treasury) thought it would make the fifers laugh when they +came to blow. Thus has it fared with me from time immemorial, dear +Cherstens--but don't trample about on my precious cloak there! As ill +luck would have it, I entered into wedlock with a lady of Vienna, who +was endowed with melted seals;[105] her name was _Prænumerantia +Elementaria Philanthropia_;[106] you don't know what this means in +German,--a real hell-broom, who chased me, all heated, like a hunted +stag, into the reeds here. Cherstens, I should defame myself in the +water, were I to come out plainly with the whole story of our woful +condition;[107] ... in short, my Philanthropia before marriage was soft +as the spines of a new-born hedge-hog, but in the nuptial state, when +the foliage was off, I saw, as on trees in winter, one raven's- and +devil's-nest after another. She was all the time dressing herself and +dressing herself, till it was time to undress; when a fault in me or the +children had been removed, she would still continue to scold a little, +as one continues to vomit, when the emetic and everything is out; she +indulged me preciously little, and had I had a Fontanel[108] she would +have reproached me for the fresh pea which I should have been obliged +every day to put into it; in short, we two pulled opposite ways,--the +linch-pin of love came out in the struggle, and I came with the +forward-wheels down into the water here, and my Prænumerantia stays with +the hind-wheels at home. See, my women, this is why I do violence to +myself--besides, the gnawing-man[109] would have, at any rate, caught me +by the throat; but behold yourselves in me as in a mirror! For when a +man who is a _litterateur_, and therefore, as you yet know by the case +of Fichte, goes about as instituted overseer, schoolmaster, and mentor +of the human race, leaps overboard before his wife's face, and lets his +Ephorie and tutorship go, you may conclude from this of what your own +husbands, who cannot measure themselves with me at all in learning, are +capable, in case you are such Prænumerantias, Elementarias, and +Philanthropias as unfortunately you have the appearance of being. But," +he concluded suddenly, as he saw Albano and the Doctor, "clear +yourselves away; I am going to drown myself!" + +"Ah, dear Schoppe!" said Albano. Schoppe blushed at his situation. "It +must be a clown," said the retiring funeral retinue. "What child's +foolery is this, then?" asked Sphex, resenting Albano's former passion +and the anatomical misshot, and derived satisfaction from telling the +story of the latter's rage. Schoppe knew how heartily the noble youth +loved him, and he would not say anything, because he was ashamed, but he +swore to himself (in the grotesque style to which he was accustomed even +in soliloquy) very shortly to let him into his breast-cavern, and show +him hanging therein a whole, wild heart full of love. + + +49. CYCLE. + +The blue day on which an ascension, a rendering of allegiance, and a +birthday were to be celebrated already stood over Pestitz, after having +cast off its morning-red,--two horses were already harbingers of four, +the lowly coach-box, of the highest,--the country nobility already went +down, uncomfortably frizzled, into the rooms of the inn, and scolded at +being cheated out of the fairest weather for heath-cock coupling, +and the city nobility, yet unpowdered, spoke of the day, but +without real earnestness,--the court-micrometer,[110] the +court-marshal, was surrounded by all his quartermasters,--the +court-transit-instruments,[111] the courtiers, instead of their +half-holiday, when they work only in the afternoon, had a whole +working-day, and were already standing at the wash-table,--the +allegiance-preacher, Schäpe, believed almost every word of his +discourse, because he had read it too many times over, and the nearness +of publication infused emotion into him,--there was no longer a domino +to be had for the evening, except among the Jews,--when a man alighted +at the door of the Doctor's house, who among all others was the most +honest and hearty about the allegiance, the Director Wehrfritz. There +were a son and a father in each other's arms, a fiery youth and a fiery +man. Albano seemed to him no longer to be the old Albano, but--warmer +than ever. He brought with him from "his women," as he called them, +congratulatory letters and birthday presents; he himself made not much +of the birthday or forgot it, and Albano had only celebrated it a little +just after waking. These festivals belong more to the other sex, who +gladly toy with times and seasons in the way of loving and giving. + +The Titular Librarian marched out to a village, named Klosterdorf, where +the Mayor with his family, after an ancient custom, had to imitate the +Prince with his, and so, as commissioner, drive in the allegiance of the +neighboring circle; this, Schoppe said, he still was pleased with, but +the other worked too fatally on his inwards. The Director, dazzled by +the prospects of the day, and posted in the front with an official +speech to the chivalry, fell into a quarrel with Schoppe. "The Exchequer +and the Court," said he, "have been, of course, from time immemorial, +such as they are; but the Princes, dear sir, are good; they are +themselves sucked dry, and then they seem to be the suckers." +"Somewhat," rejoined Schoppe, "as the death-vampyres only give out blood +from themselves, while they appear to take it; but I make up for that +again by attributing wholly to the Regents, besides the sins of others, +the merits, victories, and sacrifices of others also; herein they are +the pelicans, who shed a blood for their children which really at a +distance seems to be their own." + +All went off: Schoppe, out into the country; Wehrfritz, to church with +the procession; Albano, into a spectator's-box in the allegiance-hall; +for he would not in any wise be stuck into the train of the Prince, not +even as embroidery. Soon the noisy stream of pomp came sounding back +into the hall. The chivalry, the spirituality, and the cities mounted +the stage, where the oath was to be taken. In the court-yard of the +castle one foot stood upon another, and a needle might, to be sure, have +reached the ground, but no one could do so, to pick it up; everybody +looked up at the balcony, and cursed before he _swore_. The Prince, too, +stayed not away; the throne, that graduated and paraphrased princely +seat, stood open, and Fraischdörfer had decorated it with beautiful +mythological and heraldic shoulder-pieces and appendages. + +Opposite the Count bloomed the court-dames, and below them a rose and a +lily, Julienne and Liana. As one lifts his eye from the stiff frosty +landscape of winter to the blue breathing heavens which looked down upon +our spring evenings, and wherein the light summer clouds floated and the +rainbow stood, so did he glance over the shining snow-light of the court +at the lovely Grace of spring, around whom remembrances hung, like +flowers, and who now stood so far aloof, so cut off, so imprisoned in +the heavy finery of the court! Only through her friend, who sits beside +her, was she gently melted and harmonized with the dazzling present. + +Now began fine official speeches, the longest being made by the old +Minister, the shortest by Wehrfritz: the Prince let the warm eulogies +glide over his December-visage without thawing it down,--a mistaken +indifference! For the praise of the Minister, as well as of other +court-servants, may yet help him with posterity, since, according to +Bacon, no praise is of more consequence than that which servants give, +because they surely know their master best. + +Then the Upper-Secretary, Heiderscheid, read Luigi's genealogical table, +and illuminated the hollow family-tree, together with its dryness, and +the last pale green twig; with sunken eyes Julienne heard this amid the +_vivat_ of the people, and Albano, never subdued by _one_ thought alone, +saw her eyes, and could not, however intently the Regent listened, +avoid the funeral picture, how, one day, and that very soon, this +extinguished man would bear down after him the name of his whole race +into the vault; he saw them carving the inverted arms and hanging the +shield upside down, and heard the shovels strike against the helmet and +fling the earth after the coffin. Gloomy idea! the tender sister would +certainly have wept, had she only been alone! + +At last the turn came to those, to whom it never comes first, although +they are the only ones who have a hearty meaning in such ceremonies. +Heiderscheid stepped out on the balcony, and caused the noisy swarming +multitude to stretch out the forefinger and thumb, and repeat the oath +after him. The mass, always fascinated, shouted their _vivat_; in the +dazzled eyes gleamed the confident expectation of a better regency and +love for the unknown individual. The Count, whom a multitude generally +made enthusiastic, as it did Schoppe melancholy, glowed with the +inspiration of brotherly love and thirst for achievement; he saw +princes, like omnipotent ones, holding sway on their eminences, and saw +the blooming provinces and the gay cities of a wisely-ruled land spread +out before him; he represented to himself how he, were he a prince, +could, with the electric sparkling of the sceptre-point, dart, with an +animating shock, into millions of united hearts at once, whereas he +could now, with so great difficulty, scarcely kindle a few of the +nearest; he saw his throne, as a mountain in morning light, pouring out, +instead of lava, navigable streams through the lands, and breaking the +storms, with a hum of harvests and festivals around its feet; he thought +to himself how far, from such a high place, he could send light abroad, +like a moon, which does not hide the sun by day, but, from her +elevation, flings his distant brightness into the night,--and how he +would, instead of only defending, _create_ and _educate_ freedom, and be +a regent for the sake of forming self-regents.[112] "But why am I not +one?" said he mournfully. + +Noble youth! do thy estates, then, furnish thee no subjects? But just so +does the lesser prince believe he would govern a duchy quite otherwise, +and the higher one believes the same in regard to a kingdom, and so does +the highest, in regard to universal monarchy. + +Meanwhile, all through this singular uneasy day, wild perspectives of +youth passed to and fro before him, and the old spirit-voice, which he +was going to meet to-day, repeated in him the dark exhortation, Take the +crown! Wehrfritz came back in the evening with a red face from the fiery +allegiance-banquet, and Albano took an agitated leave of him, as if of +the ebb and calm of life--his childish youth; for to-day he launched out +deeper into its waves. Schoppe came back and wanted to have him before +the sight-hole of his show-box, wherein he slid through the +vicariate-allegiance-swearing in Klosterdorf, in a series of comic +pictures; but these contrasted too severely with higher ones, and gave +little pleasure. + +At night Albano put on his beautiful, serious character-mask, that of a +knight-templar,--for a comic one his form, and almost his mood, was too +great;--the latter was made still more solemn by this funeral dress of a +whole murdered knightly order. After he had caused to be described to +him once more the awful paths of Tartarus, and the burial-place of the +Prince's heart, to avoid mistaking of the way in the night, he went +forth, about ten o'clock, with a high-heaving bosom, which the +night-larvæ[113] of fancy, together with friendship and love and the +whole future, conspired to excite. + + +50. CYCLE. + +Albano stepped, for the first time, into the inverted puppet-world of a +masquerade, as into a dancing realm of the dead. The black forms, the +slit masks, the strange eyes, gleaming as out of night behind them, +which, as in that mouldering Sultan in the coffin, alone remained +alive,--the mingling and mimicking of all ranks, the flying and +ring-running of the clinking dance, and his own solitude under the +mask,--all this translated him, with his Shakespearian frame of spirit, +into an enchanted and ghostly island full of juggleries, chimeras, and +metamorphoses. Ah, this is the bloody scaffold, was his first thought, +where the brother of thy Liana rent his young life, like a +mourning-garment; and he looked fearfully round, as if he feared +Roquairol might again attempt death. + +Among the masks he found no one under which he could suppose him to be; +this meaningless cousinship of standing parts, footmen, butchers, Moors, +ancestors, &c.,--these could not conceal any loved one of Albano's. +Lonesomely and inquisitively he paced up and down behind the rows of the +Anglaise; and more than ten eyes, which glistened opposite in the +annular eclipse of the lace mask,--for women, from their +open-heartedness, do not love masks, but are fond of showing +themselves,--followed the powerfully and pliantly built form, which, +with the bold helm and plume, with the crossed white mantle and the +gleaming mail on his breast, seemed to bring a knight out of the heroic +age. + +At last a masked lady, who was chatting between unmasked ones, came up +to him with long steps and large feet, and boldly grasped his hand as if +for a dance. He was extremely embarrassed at the boldness of the +summons, and about the choice of an answer; it is valor precisely that +loves to marry itself to gallantry, as the Damascene blade, besides +hardness, possesses a perpetual fragrance; but the lady only wrote in +his hand his initials, with the interrogation-mark after them,--"_v. +C.?_" and after the Yes, the charming one said, softly, "Do you not +remember me? the master of exercises, Von Falterle?" Albano testified, +notwithstanding his dislike of the part, a real joy at finding again a +companion of his youth. He asked which mask was Captain Roquairol; +Falterle assured him he had not yet arrived. + +By this time--as the footmen, the butchers, Falterle, &c., were only the +snow-drops of this masquerade-spring--better flowers--violets, +forget-me-nots, and primroses--had sprung up or come in. For one such +forget-me-not I see a churl entering, puffed out behind and before, and +convex like a burning-glass, who now opened the back-door and shook out +confects from his hump-back, and then the front-door and produced +sausages. Hafenreffer, however, writes me the invention has once before +appeared at a masquerade in Vienna. Then came a company of German +play-cards, which shuffled and played out and took each other; a fine +emblem of atheism, which exhibits it wholly free from the absurdity +wherewith men have so loved to disfigure it! Mr. Von Augusti appeared +also, but in simple dress and domino; he became (incomprehensibly to the +Count) very soon the polar-star of the dancers, and the controlling +Cartesian vortex of the dancing-school. + +With what miserable, black ammunition-biscuit and beggar's-bread of +enjoyment these people get along! thought Albano, to whom, all day long, +his dreams, those Jupiter's-doves, had been bringing ambrosia. And how +pale and stale is their fire, their fancy, and their speech, he thought +too. Verily, a life down in a gloomy glacier-chasm! for he imagined +everybody must speak and feel as intensely and ardently as he. + +Now came a limping man, with a great glass-chest on his belly; of course +it was easy to recognize the Librarian; he had on--either because he +sent too late, or would not pay, for a domino--something black, which he +had borrowed of a mourning-cloak lender, and was covered from +shoulder-blade to shin-bone with awful masks, which he, with many +finger-signs, offered mostly to those people who played their parts +behind the opposite kind, e. g. short-nosed ones to long noses. He was +waiting for the beginning of a hop Anglaise, the notes for which stood +just on the hand-organ of his chest; then he, too, began; he had therein +an excellent puppet-masquerade which had been planed out by Bestelmaier, +and now he set the little masks to hopping parallel with the great ones. +His object was a comparative anatomy of the two masquerades, and the +parallelism was melancholy. Besides, he had rigged it all out with +by-work: little dumb persons swung their little bells in the chest; a +tolerably grown-up child rocked the cradle of an inanimate doll, with +which the little fool still played; a mechanic was working away at his +speaking machine, by which he was going to show the world how far mere +mechanism could go toward giving life to puppets; a live, white +mouse[114] sprang out by a little chain, and would have upset many of +the club, if he could have broken it; a starling, buried-alive, a true +first Greek comedy and school for scandal in miniature, was practising +upon the dancing-company the death-blow of the tongue with perfect +freedom and without distinction; a looking-glass-wall mimicked the +living scenes of the chest so deceptively, that every one took the +images for true puppets. + +The point of this comico-tragic dagger came home directly enough upon +Albano, as, besides, the hopping wax-figure-cabinet of the great +masquerade seemed to double the solitude of man, and to separate two +selves by four faces; but Schoppe went further. + +In his glass case stood a faro-bank, and by it a little man, who cut out +the masked banker in black paper, but into a likeness of the German +gentleman; this picture he carried into the card-chamber, where a +bank-keeping mask--most certainly Cephisio--must needs hear and see him. +The banker looked at him some time inquiringly. Another, dressed wholly +in black, with a dying expression, which represented the _Hippocratica +facies_,[115] did the same. Albano looked towards it with a fiery +glance, because it occurred to him it might be Roquairol, for it had his +stature and torch-like eye. The pale mask lost much, and kept redoubling +its loss; at that it drank out of a quill immoderate draughts of +Champagne wine. The Lector came up; Schoppe kept on playing before the +eyes that crowded round; the pale mask looked steadily and sternly at +the Count. Schoppe took off his own before Bouverot; but there was +another under it; he pulled this off; it disclosed an under-mask of the +under-mask; he carried on the process to the fifth root;--at last his +own rough face came forth, but bronzed with gold-beater's skin and +distorted, as it turned towards Bouverot, with an almost frightful glaze +and smile. + +The pale mask itself seemed to start, and hastened with long strides off +into the dancing-hall; it threw itself wildly into the wildest of the +dance. This, too, confirmed Albano's conjecture, as well as its great +defying hat, which seemed to him a crown, because he prized nothing more +highly about manly attire than fur, cloak, and hat. + +More and more fingers continually drew the letters "_v. C._" in his +hand, and he nodded composedly. The time surrounded him with manifold +dramas, and everywhere he stood between theatre-curtains. As with uneasy +head and heart he stepped to the window, to see whether he should soon +have moonshine for his night-walk, he saw a heavy hearse, flanked by +torches, move along across the market, which was conveying a manor-lord +to his family-vault; and the undisturbed night-watchman called out, +behind the creeping dead man, the beginning of the spirit-hour and of a +birth-hour, which is precious to us. Could his smitten heart refrain +from saying to him how sharply Death, the hard, solid, insoluble, with +its glacier-air, sweeps through the warm scenes of life, and leaves +behind it all over which it breathes stiff and snow-white? Could he help +thinking of the cold young sister, whose voice now awaited him in +Tartarus? And as Schoppe, with his puppet-parody, came to him, and he +pointed out to him the street, and the latter said: "Bon! Friend Death +sits on his game-wagon, and glances quietly up, as if the friend would +say, 'Bon! only dance on; I make my return trip, and carry you too to +your place and spot,'"--how close must it have been to him under his +sultry visor! At this second the pale mask came, with others, to the +window; he opened his glowing face for coolness; a hasty draught of +wine, and still more his fancy, showed him the world in burning +surfaces; the mask surveyed him closely, with a dark, uncertain glow of +the eye, which he at last could no longer bear, because it might as well +have been kindled by hatred as by love, just as the spots on the sun +seem now like abysses and now like mountains. + +Eleven o'clock had gone by; he suddenly disappeared from the hot looks +and the crushing throng, and betook himself on his way to the heart +without a breast. + + +51. CYCLE. + +While he stood at the gate awaiting his sword, a group of new masks +(mostly representatives of lifelessness, e. g. a boot, peruke-stand, +&c.) came running into the city, and peered with astonishment at the +tall, white, knightly stranger. He took his sword with him, but no +servant. Whatever the danger into which the visit of a secluded, gloomy +catacomb-avenue, and the foreknowledge of this visit on the part of +others, might plunge him, his character left him no other choice than +the one which he had made; no, he would sooner have let himself be +murdered than shamed before his father. + +How thy spirit mounted aloft, like a lightning-flash darting upward +toward heaven, when the great Night, with her saintly halo of stars, +stood erect before thee!--Beneath the heavens there is no terror, only +under the earth!--Broad shadows lay across his road to Elysium, which on +Sunday had been colored with dew-drops and butterflies. In the distance +fiery prongs grew out of the earth and moved along;--it was the hearse +with the torches in the lower road. When he came to the cross-way which +leads through the ruined castle into Tartarus, he looked round toward +the enchanted grove, on whose winding bridge life and songs of joy had +met him; all was dumb therein, and only a long gray bird of prey +(probably a paper dragon) wheeled over it to and fro. + +He passed through the old castle into an orchard that had been sawed +down, and looked like a tree-churchyard; then into a pale wood, full of +peeled May-trees, which with faded ribbons and banners all looked toward +Elysium,--a withered pleasure grove of so many happy days. Some +windmills, with their long shadow-arms, struck into the midst, and were +continually seizing and vanishing. + +Impetuously Albano ran down a stairway darkened with hangings, and came +upon an old battle-field,--a gloomy waste with a black wall, of which +the monotony was broken only by white gypsum heads, which stood in the +earth as if they were on the point of sinking or of resurrection; a +tower full of blind gates and blind windows stood in the midst, and the +solitary clock talked with itself therein, and, with its iron rod +swaying to and fro, seemed fain to divide the wave of time, which ever +tended to run together again: it struck three quarters to twelve, and +deep in the wood the echo murmured as if in sleep, and softly spake once +more to fleeting man of fleeting time. The road ran in an eternal circle +round about the churchyard wall, without coming to a gate. Alban must, +according to his information, seek a spot in the wall where it roared +and reeled under him. + +At last he stepped upon a stone which sank with him; then a section of +the wall fell down; and a tangled wood, full of clumps of trees, whose +stems twined together into bush-work, intercepted every beam of the +moon. As he looked round him under the gate, there hung over the shadowy +stairway a pale head like a bust of the murder-field, and passed down +without a body, and the bloodless dead seemed to awake and run after +it;--the cold hellstone[116] of horror contracted his heart: he stood: +the death's-head hovered immovable over the last step! + +All at once his heart sucked in warm blood again; he turned toward the +misshapen wood with drawn sword, because he was bearing along his life +in his hand near armed Death. He followed in the darkness of the +moss-green towers the roar of the subterranean flood and the rocking of +the ground. Unfortunately he looked round again, and there stood the +death's-head behind him still, but high in the air on the trunk of a +giant. The extreme of horror always drove him with compressed eyes full +upon a phantom; he called twice through the echoing wood, "Who's there?" +But when, at this moment, a second head seemed all at once to stand +beside the first, then his hand clove, frozen, to the ice-cold key of +the gate of the world of the dead, and he tore it away bleeding. + +He fled, and plunged through thicker and thicker twigs, till at last he +came out into an open garden and into the splendor of the moon; here, ah +here, when he saw the holy, immortal heavens and the rich stars in the +north gleaming again, which never rise nor set, the pole-star and +Friederich's-Ehre,[117] the Bear and the Serpent, and Charles's Wain +and Cassiopæa, which looked down upon him mildly, as if with the bright +winking eyes of eternal spirits, then his spirit asked itself, "Who can +lay hands on me? I am a spirit among spirits"; and the courage of +immortality beat again in his warm breast. + +But what a singular garden! Great and little flowerless beds, full of +yew, rue, and rosemary, divided it among them; a circle of weeping +birches drooped like a funeral train around the mute spot; under the +garden murmured the buried brook, and in the middle stood a white altar, +near which lay a man. + +Albano was strengthened by the appearance of the common dress and the +mechanic's bundle on which the sleeper rested; he stepped quite close to +him, and read the golden inscription of the altar: "Take my last +offering, all-gracious one!" The heart of the Prince must here be +mouldering in the altar. + +Ah, after these rigid scenes, it soothed his soul even to tears to find +here human words and a human sleep, and the remembrance of God; but as +he looked with emotion at the sleeper, suddenly that sister's voice +which he had heard on Isola Bella said softly in his ear, "I give thee +Linda de Romeiro." "Ah, good God!" he cried, and turned round; and there +was nothing on either side of him, and he held himself up by the corner +of the altar. "I give thee Linda de Romeiro," it said again; frightfully +the thought seized him, that the hovering death's-head might be speaking +near him, and he shook the sound sleeper, who woke not, and shook and +called still more violently, when the voice spake for a third time. + +"What?" said the drowsy man, "directly! What will he?--you?" and raised +himself reluctantly and with a yawn; but at the sight of the naked sword +fell down on his knees, and said: "Mercy! I will, indeed, give up all!" + +"Zesara!" a cry came from the wood,--"Zesara, where art thou?" and he +heard his own voice; but now he boldly called back, "At the altar!" A +black form rushed out, with a white mask in hand, and hesitated in the +moonlight before the armed one. Then at length Albano recognized the +brother of Liana, for whom he had so long panted; he flung his sword +behind him, and ran to meet him. Roquairol stood before him mute, pale, +and with a sublime repose on his countenance. Albano continued to stand +near him, and said with emotion, "Hast thou been seeking me, Charles?" +Roquairol nodded silently, and had tears in his eyes, and opened his +arms. Ah, then could the blissful man, with all the flames and tears of +love fall upon the long-loved soul, and he kept saying incessantly, "Now +we have each other! now we have each other!" And more and more +passionately he embraced him, as the pillar of his future, and melted +into tears, because now, indeed, the buried love of so many years and so +many choked up fountains of the poor heart could at once gush forth. +Roquairol, trembling, only clasped him to himself gently with one arm, +and said, but without passion, "I am a dying man, and that is my face," +holding forth the yellow death-mask; "but I have my Albano, and will die +on his bosom." + +Wildly they twined around each other; the sap of life, Love, ran through +them with a creative power; the ground over the rolling, subterranean +flood shook more violently; and the starry heaven, with the white, magic +breath of its trembling stars, floated around the magic glow. + +Ah ye happy ones! + + +52. CYCLE. + +Some men are born fast friends; their first finding of each other is +only a second, and they then, like those who have been long parted, +bring to each other not only a future, but a past also;--this latter our +happy ones demanded of one another impatiently. Roquairol answered +Alban's question, How he came hither, in a fiery manner: "He had been +following him this whole evening,--he had gazed at him at the window +during the funeral pomp with such a painful longing, and had almost been +constrained to fly and embrace him,--he had already, but a moment ago, +stood close by him, and at his question, 'Who's there?' immediately +taken off his mask." Now did Albano's fallen arm strike again tensely +through the thin magic-lantern show of ghostly fear, as he now +learned that the two-headed giant had grown entirely out of an +optically-magnifying, mistaken notion of the distance of a form which +was so near, and the death's-head had forfeited its body on the stairway +only by the dark curtains and its black dress; even the hard +spirit-scene at the altar seemed to him now less insuperable through the +rich gain of living love. + +Roquairol asked him what woe or joy had driven him hither at midnight to +a _Moravian_ churchyard, and whither he had sent the man with the sword. +Albano did not know that Moravians reposed here; and, moreover, he had +not observed that the sword, probably from fear of its being used, had +been stolen. He answered, "My dead sister was fain to speak with me at +the altar; and she has spoken"; but he feared to say more of this. Then +Roquairol's countenance suddenly changed; he stared at him, and demanded +confirmation and explanation; during this he looked into the air as if +he would draw faces from it by his looks, and said monotonously, fixing +his eyes, however, on Albano the while, "Dead one, dead one, speak +again!" But only the death-flood went on speaking under them, and +nothing more. But he threw himself before the altar on his knees, and +said in measured tone, and yet with trembling lips: "Fly open, +spirit-gate, and show thy transparent world. I fear not you, the +transparent ones; I become one of you, when you appear, and walk with +you, and become an apparition myself." "O my good one, forbear," Albano +entreated, not only from piety, but from love also; for an accident, a +night-bird shooting over, might, indeed, kill them by horror: this +horror stood, too, not far from them; for on the illuminated side of the +weeping birches stepped out a white, majestic old form. But when +Roquairol, frantic with wine and fancy, reached out the dying mask into +the air, and said, turning toward the grave of the heart, "Take this +face, if thou hast none, old man, and look at me from behind it!" Alban +seized him; the white form stepped back with bowed head and folded arms +into the branches; the round tower on the battle-field struck the hour, +and the dreamy region, murmuring, struck a response. + +"Come to my warm heart, thou passionate soul. O that I were permitted to +receive thee on my very birthday, at my very birth-hour!" This sound +melted at once the ever-changing man, and he hung upon him with wet eyes +of joy, and said: "And to keep me even till our dying hours! O look not +upon me, thou unchangeable, because I appear so wavering and broken; in +the waves of life man breaks and crinkles as the staff flickers in the +water, but the essential being stands nevertheless firm as the staff. I +will follow thee into other parts of Tartarus; but still relate the +history." + +To give this history amounted to opening a _sanctum sanctorum_ of the +inner man, or even a coffin to the light of day; but do you believe that +Albano bethought himself a minute? or would you yourselves? We are all +better, franker, warmer friends than we know and show; only let the +right spirit meet you,--such a one as thirsting Love ever +demands,--pure, large, clear, and tender and warm,--and you give him +everything, and love him without measure, because he is without fault. +Albano found in this stranger the first friend who ever responded to his +whole heart with like tones, the first eye which his shy feelings did +not shun, a soul before whose first tear flowers started up out of his +whole future life as out of the dry wastes of torrid climes during the +rainy season;--hence love gave his strong spirit only the equable, broad +motion of a sea, whereas his friend, although older and longer-trained, +was a stream with waterfalls. + +Charles led him into the so-called catacomb, while he listened to the +ghost-story of Isola Bella, which, however, from having been exhausted +by the former, he heard with diminished fear. A dreary, charred vale, +full of sunken shafts, basked gray in the moonshine; out of the wood +crept forth the death-flood below their feet, and leaped down a stony +stairway into the catacombs. The two followed it on another that ran by +its side. The entrance bore as frontispiece an old dial-plate, of which +the lightning had once struck away the hour _one_. "One?" said Albano; +"singular!--just our coming hour!" + +How adventurously does the catacomb now wind onward! The long +death-flood murmurs obscurely far in through the darkness, and glimmers +at times under the silvery stream which the moonlight sends in through +the shaft-openings; immovable creatures--horses, dogs, birds--stand +drinking on the dark bank, that is to say, their stuffed skins; small +gravestones, worn smooth by time, with a few names and limbs, are the +pavement; on a brighter niche we read that a nun was immured here; in +another stands the petrified skeleton of a miner, who was buried alive, +with gilded ribs and thighs; in scattered spots were black paper hearts +of men shot by the arquebuse, and heaped-up nosegays of poor sinners; +the rod which had whipped a forgiven penitent to death, a glass bust +with a phosphorus point in the water, chrisom-cloths[118] and other +children's clothes and playthings, and a dwarf skeleton. + +As the explanatory words of Roquairol, whose life-path always ran down +into vaults and out over graves, beat out life more and more thin and +transparent before him, Zesara, after his manner, at once shaking his +head, heaving forward his breast, stamping in the sand, and cursing +(which he easily did in terror and in strong emotion), broke out with +the words: "By the Devil! thou crushest my breast and thine own. It is +not so! Are we not together? Have I not thy warm, living hand? Burns not +within us the fire of immortality? Burnt-out coals are these bones, and +nothing more; and the heavenly flame which has consumed them has again +seized upon other fuel, and blazes on. O," he added, as if comforted, +and stepped into the brook and looked through the opening of the shaft +up to the rich moon, which streamed down from heaven, and his great eyes +filled with splendor,--"O, there is a heaven and an immortality; we +remain not in the dark hole of life; we, too, sweep through the ether +like thee, thou shining world!" + +"Ah, thou glorious one," said Charles, whose soul consisted of souls, "I +will now bring thee to a more cheerful place." They had hardly gone +eight steps, when it darkened behind them, and a sword, flung in +overhead, came perpendicularly down, and struck with its point in the +sand under the waves. "O thou infernal devil up there!" cried the +infuriate Roquairol; but Albano was softened at the thought of the iron +virgin[119] of the death-hour, who had folded her sharp arms together so +near him. They clasped each other more warmly, and went silent and sad +towards a low music and a grave-mound. They seated themselves upon it +opposite an avenue which formed a right angle with the tormenting +catacomb, lined with green moss, and of which crumbled sparks of rotten +wood pointed out the extent. It lost itself in an open gate, and a +prospect of Elysium, of which only the white summits of some +silver-poplars were distinguishable, and in the distance was seen the +spring redness of midnight blooming in the heavens, and two stars +twinkling overhead. The gate, however, was grated, and guarded by a +skeleton with an Æolian harp in his hand, which seemed to strike upon it +the thin minor tones which the draught of wind just now wafted into the +cavern. + +"Here," said Charles, at the beautiful spot, and made more curious by +the deadly fling of Albano's sword, "finish your narrative of to-day!" +Albano reported to him candidly the word which the sister's voice had +spoken: "I give thee Linda de Romeiro." In the tumult of his inner being +he thought not of the anecdote, that she was the very one for whom +Charles when a boy had proposed to die. "Romeiro?" he started up. "Be +still! She? O thou mocking executioner, Fate! Why she, and to-day? Ah, +Albano, for her I early braved death," he continued, weeping, and sank +upon his breast, "and that is what has made my heart so bad, because I +have lost her. Do thou only take her, for thou art a pure spirit; the +glorious shape which appeared to thee on the sea, so she looks, or now +still fairer. Ah, Albano!" This noble youth trembled at the complicated +plot, and at the destiny, and said: "No, no, thou dear Charles, thou +thinkest falsely about everything." + +Suddenly it was as if all the constellations rang, and a melodious +spirit-choir thronged in through the gate. Albano was startled. +"Nothing; let be," said Charles. "It is not the skeleton; the _pious +father_ is walking in the _flute-dell_, and is just drawing out his +flutes, because he prays. But how sayest thou, I think falsely of +everything?" "How?" repeated Albano, and could not, in the magic circle +of these echoes, which all-powerfully brought back to him that Sunday +morning, either think or speak. For did not the silver-poplars wave to +and fro against the stars, and rosy clouds lie couched about the +heavens, and did not the whole Elysium pass openly by with the sounds +which had floated through it, with the tears which had besprinkled it, +and with the dreams which no heart forgets, and with the holy form which +eternally abides in his breast? And now he held so fast the hand of her +brother; so near was he to love and friendship, those two foci in the +ellipse of life's pathway; impetuously he embraced the brother, with the +words: "By Heaven, I say to thee, she whom thou hast just named concerns +me not, and never will." + +"But, Albano, thou dost not surely know her yet?" said Charles, pursuing +his inquiries, perhaps, too hardly; for the noble youth beside him was +too bashful and too steadfast to unlock the sanctuary of wishes to the +kinsman of his loved one; to a stranger he could have done it much more +easily. "O torment me not," he answered sensitively; but he added more +softly, "Believe me, I pray you believe me, this first time, my good +brother!" Charles yielded full as seldom as he; and although swallowing +the inquisitive tone, and speaking in a right loving one, nevertheless +said this: "By my bliss, I'll do it, and with joy; a heart must have +been heartily loved and divinely blessed which can renounce such a one." +Ah, does Albano, then, know that! He only leaned silently, with his +fiery cheek full of roses, on Liana's brother, shunning scrutiny for +shame; but when the expiring calls of the flute-dell gathered together +like sighs in his breast, and reminded him too often how that Sunday +morning closed, how Liana stole away, and how he looked after her with +dim, wet eyes from the altar; then, although his heart did not break, +his eye broke into tears, and he wept violently, but silently, on his +first friend. + +Then, with mute souls, they turned homeward, and looked thoughtfully +toward the long, vanishing ways of the future; and when they parted, +they well felt that they loved each other right heartily, that is, right +bitterly. + +On the morrow the pious father lay prostrate under a shock which was +more blissful than mournful; for he said he had in the night seen his +friend, the deceased Prince, walking, clad in white, through Tartarus. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[92] [_Fauler Heinz._] Or Athanor, a chemical stove, which works +on for a long time without poking. [Corresponding to our +air-tight stove. _Athanor_, from the Greek, _undying_?--TR.] + +[93] The translator had to resort to the Scotch to help him get +this pun into English. + +[94] Ezek. xiii. 18: "Woe to the women that sew pillows to all +arm-holes, and make kerchiefs upon the head of every stature, to +hunt souls!"--TR. + +[95] According to Lempriere. + +[96] Sanhedrim, c. 2, Misch. 3. + +[97] Cic. ad Quirit. post redit, c. 3. + +[98] His sect represented Christ's journey to hell as having +released all the wicked from that region, but not Abraham, Enoch, +the prophets, &c.--Tertul. adv. Marcion. + +[99] A title given to black colors. + +[100] The Corinthian, who was hidden from his enemies in a chest +of cedar, ivory, and gold, richly adorned with figures in relief, +and at last expelled the usurpers and mounted the throne.--TR. + +[101] The line which is drawn from the aphelion to the +perihelion, the two apsides, or the nearest and farthest points +of a planet's distance from the sun. + +[102] A child coming into the world face foremost cannot +afterward bend its head forward.--_The Mother of a Family_, Vol. +V. + +[103] The name of the Invalid Hospital in Copenhagen. + +[104] In Darwin's Zoönomy, page 529, the case is adduced of a man +who did this before spectators. In Paris another did the same by +swallowing air. + +[105] In Vienna there was an Institute which made new sealing-wax +out of old, and endowed poor persons with the proceeds. + +[106] Such was the tasteless name by which Basedow was going to +baptize a daughter, in memory of the appearing of an elementary +work by subscription. See Schlichtegroll's Necrology. + +[107] _Wehestande_, a parody of _Ehestande_, wedded state. + +[108] An issue. + +[109] A name given in some places to the consumption. + +[110] A micrometer consists of fine threads stretched across in +the telescope, which serve to measure the smallest distance. + +[111] The transit-instrument, or culminatory, observes when a +star has reached the highest point in its course. + +[112] Autarchs; for monarchs or sole-rulers are etymologically +distinguished from self-rulers. + +[113] Ghosts of the dead.--TR. + +[114] Does he allude to the frightful white form, in my "vision +of annihilation"? + +[115] A phrase applied to the form of a dying man. [Properly a +distemper which gives one a deathly look. See Bailey's +Dictionary.--TR.] + +[116] The _lapis infernalis_, or silver cautery.--TR. + +[117] Frederick's Honor. + +[118] Linen cloths smeared with aromatic ointment, anciently +placed on the heads of children just born or baptized.--TR. + +[119] An allusion to a well-known instrument of the +Inquisition.--TR. + + + + +TENTH JUBILEE. + + ROQUAIROL'S ADVOCATUS DIABOLI.[120]--THE FESTIVAL DAY OF + FRIENDSHIP. + + +53. CYCLE.[121] + +Not toward the years of childhood, but toward the season of youth, +should we revert the most longingly, if we came forth out of the latter +as innocent as out of the former. It is the festival day of our life, +when all avenues are full of music and finery, and all houses are hung +round with golden tapestries, and when Existence, Art, and Virtue, like +gentle _goddesses_, still woo us with caresses; whereas, in after years, +they summon us, like stern _gods_, with commands! And at this period +Friendship dwells as yet in a serenely open Grecian temple, not, as +later, in a narrow Gothic chapel. + +Richly and majestically did life now glitter around Albano, covered with +islands and ships; he had his whole breast full of friendship and youth, +and could now let the impetuous energy of love, which on Isola Bella had +rebounded from a statue, from his father, burst freely and joyously +upon a man who appeared to him fully as his youthful dream had sketched +him. He could not let go Charles for a day; he laid bare to him his soul +and his whole life--(only Liana's name retired deeper and deeper into +his heart); all models of friendship among the ancients he was fain to +copy and renew, and do and suffer everything for his loved friend; his +being was now a double-choir; he drank in every joy with two hearts; a +double heaven embosomed his life in pure ether. + +When, on the following day, he met the form of the new friend,--which +was all that remained to him of the nightly show-piece of the +spirit-world, as a pale moon is left by the extinguished stars of +night,--and when he found him so bald-headed and white, as the fiery +smoke-column of an Ætna ascends gray in the daytime, he seemed to see +the whilom suicide standing before him, the more freely, but all the +more warmly, did he stretch his hand across to the solitary being, who, +after his leap over life, dwelt now only on his grave, as on a remote +island. Others, for this very reason, would draw their hand away: the +baffled self-murderer, who has made a rent in this fair, firm life, +comes back from his death-hour as a strange, uncomfortable ghost, whom +we can trust no longer, because in his ungovernableness he may at any +moment play again the give-away game with the human form. + +Therefore Albano saw in the chaotic life of the Captain only the +disorder of a being who is packing up and marching away. When he stepped +for the first time into his friend's summer-chamber, he saw, of course, +a servant's livery wardrobe, a theatrical green-room, and an officer's +tent before him at once. On the table lay confused tribes of books, as +on a battle-field, and on Schiller's Tragedies the Hippocratic face of +the masquerade, and on the Court Almanac a pistol; the book-shelf was +occupied by the sword-belt, together with its wash-ball of chalk, a +chocolate-mill, an empty candlestick, a pomatum-box, matches, the wet +hand-towel and the dried mouth-napkin; the glasshouse of a run-down +hour-glass, and the washing-and the writing-table stood open, on which +latter I, to my astonishment, look in vain for any support whatever, or +writing-sand on it; the comb-cloth, or powder-mantle, leaned back on the +ottoman, and a long neck-cloth rode on the stove-screen, and the antlers +on the wall had two hats with feathers shoved over the right and left +ears; letters and visiting-cards were impaled like butterflies on the +window-curtains. I should not have been capable of writing a billet +there, much less a Cycle. + +Is there not, however, a sunny-bright, free-fluttering age, when one +loves to see everything which announces roving unrest, striking of +tents, and nomadic liberty, and when one would be thankful to keep house +in a travelling-carriage, and write and sleep therein? And does not one +in those years look upon precisely such a students' chamber as this as a +spiritual students' endowment of genius, and every chaos as an +infusorial one full of life? Forgive my hero this truant time; there was +still something noble in his nature, that kept him back from becoming an +imitator of what he eulogized. + +As, after the melting away of a late winter, all at once the green +garment of earth flutters up high in flowers and blossoms, so in the +warm air of friendship and fancy did Albano's nature start up at once +into luxuriant verdure and bloom. Charles had and understood all states +of the heart; he created them dramatically in himself and others; he was +a second Russia, which harbors all climates, from France even to Nova +Zembla, and wherein, for that very reason, every one finds his own: he +was everything to everybody, although for himself nothing. He could +throw himself into any character, although for that very reason it +sometimes took his fancy only to carry out the most convenient. The +girths, belly-bands, cruppers, and saddle-straps of court, town, and +city life, his Bucephalus had long since cleared; and if the Count was +vexed every day at the lingual leading-string of the Lector, who +pronounced everything correctly.--Kanaster instead of Knaster, Juften +instead of Juchten, Fünfzig instead of Füfzig, and Barbieren (the _r_ in +which I myself take to be a stupid barbarism),--Roquairol was a +free-thinker, even to the degree of being a hectoring free-speaker; and +spoke, according to an expression of his own, which was at the same time +an example of the fact, "right out of his liver and jaw." He was annoyed +that there should still cleave to the Count a certain epic dignity of +speech acquired from books. They often thought over and cursed with one +another the pitiful bald life which one would lead, who, like the +Lector, should live as a well-bred citizen of extraction, have conduite +and a nice dress, and a tolerable dapper knowledge of several +departments, and for refreshment his table-wine, and taste for excellent +masters in painting and other arts, and should advance to higher posts +merely as stepping-stones to still higher, and yet, after all this, have +to stretch himself out, all frizzled and washed, in his coffin, in order +that the gigantic body-world might, forsooth, hand over its Pestitz +representative also to the sublime world of spirits. No, said Albano, +rather throw a dark mountain-chain of sorrows into the dead level of +life, that one may, at least, have a prospect and something great. + +But Roquairol was not the man that he seemed to him;--friendship has its +deceptions as well as love;--and often, when he had long looked upon +this love-drunken, high-hearted youth, with his chaste maiden-cheeks and +proud, manly brow, who reposed such a confidence upon _his_ wavering +soul, and whose heart stood so wide open, and the holiness of whose +fancy even he envied, then did the delusion of the noble one move him +even to pain, and his heart struggled to break forth, and longed to say +to him, with tears: Albano, I am not worthy of thee! But in that case I +lose him, he always added; for he shunned the moral orthodoxy and +decision of a man, who was not, like a maiden, to be provoked and +repelled and won back again, all in sport. And yet the day came--the +momentous day for both--when he did it. How could he ever have resisted +_Fancy_, when he only resisted _by and through_ Fancy? I do him half +injustice: hear the better angel, who opens his mouth. + +Roquairol is a child and victim of the age. As the higher youth of our +times are so early and richly overhung with the roses of joy that, like +the inhabitants of spice-islands, they lose their smell, and by and by +put under their heads a Sybarite-pillow of roses, drink rose-sirup and +bathe themselves in rose-oil,[122] until nothing more is left them +thereof for a stimulus except the thorns, so are most of them--and often +the very same ones--stuffed full in the beginning, by their +philanthropic teachers, with the _fruits_ of knowledge, so that they +come soon to desire only the honey-thick extracts, then the cider and +perry thereof, until at last they ruin themselves with the brandy made +of that. Now if, in addition to this, they have, like Roquairol, a fancy +that makes their life a naphtha-soil, out of which every step draws +fire, then does the flame, into which the sciences are thrown, and the +consumption become still greater. For these burnt-out prodigals of life +there is then no new pleasure and no new truth left, and they have no +old one entire and fresh; a dried-up future, full of arrogance, disgust +with life, unbelief and contradiction, lies round about them. Only the +wing of fancy still continues to quiver on their corpse. + +Poor Charles! Thou didst still more! Not merely truths, but feelings +also, he anticipated. All grand situations of humanity, all emotions to +which Love and Friendship and Nature exalt the heart, all these he went +through in poems earlier than in life, as play-actor and theatre-poet +earlier than as man, earlier on the sunny side of fancy than on the +stormy side of reality; hence, when they at last appeared, living, in +his breast, he could deliberately seize them, govern them, kill them, +and stuff them well for the refrigeratory of future remembrance. The +unhappy love for Linda de Romeiro, which, at a later period, would +perhaps have steeled him, opened thus early all the veins of his heart, +and bathed it warmly in its own blood; he plunged into good and bad +dissipations and amours, and afterward represented on paper or on the +stage everything that he repented or blessed; and every representation +made him grow more and more hollow, as abysses have been left in the sun +by ejected worlds. His heart could not do without the holy +sensibilities; but they were simply a new luxury, a tonic, at best; and +precisely in proportion to their height did the road run down the more +abruptly into the slough of the unholiest ones. As in the dramatic poet +angelically pure and filthy scenes stand in conjunction and close +succession, so in his life; he foddered, as in Surinam, his hogs with +pine-apples; like the elder giants, he had soaring wings and creeping +snakes'-feet.[123] + +Unfortunate is the female soul which loses its way, and is caught in one +of these great webs stretched out in mid-heaven; and happy is she, when +she tears through them, unpoisoned, and merely soils her bees'-wings. +But this all-powerful fancy, this streaming love, this softness and +strength, this all-mastering coolness and collectedness, will overspread +every female Psyche with webs, if she neglects to brush away the first +threads. O that I could warn you, poor maidens, against such condors, +which fly up with you in their claws! The heaven of our days hangs full +of these eagles. They love you not, though they think so; because, like +the blest in Mahomet's paradise, instead of their lost arms of love, +they have only wings of fancy. They are like great streams, warm only +along the shore, and in the middle cold. + +Now enthusiast, now libertine in love, he ran through the alternation +between ether and slime more and more rapidly, till he mixed them both. +His blossoms shot up on the varnished flower-staff of the Ideal, which, +however, rotted, colorless, in the ground. Start with horror, but +believe it,--he sometimes plunged on purpose into sins and torments, in +order, down there, by the pangs of remorse and humiliation, to cut into +himself more deeply the oath of reformation; somewhat as the physicians, +Darwin and Sydenham, assert that _strengthening_ remedies (Peruvian +bark, steel, opium) work more powerfully when _weakening_ ones +(bleeding, emetics, &c.) have been previously prescribed. + +External relations might, perhaps, have helped him somewhat, and the vow +of poverty might have made the two other vows lighter for him; had he +been sold as a negro slave, his spirit would have been a free white, and +a work-house would have been to him a purgatory. It was for this reason +the early Christians always gave those who were possessed some +occupation or other, e. g. sweeping out the churches,[124] &c. But the +lazy life of an officer wrought upon him to make him only still more +vain and bold. + +So stood matters in his breast, when he came to Albano's,--hunting like +an epicure after love, but merely to play with it; with an untrue heart, +whose feeling was more lyric poetry, than real, sound being; incapable +of being true, nay, hardly capable of being false, because every truth +assimilated to the poetic representation, and this again to that; able +much more easily on the stage and at the tragic writing-desk to hit the +true language of passion than in life, as Boileau could only imitate +dancers, but never a dance; indifferent, contemptuous, and decided +against the exhausted, worthless life, wherein all that is settled and +indispensable--hearts and joys and truths--melted down and floated +about; with reckless energy, capable of daring and sacrificing anything +which a man respects, because he respected nothing, and ever looking +round after his iron patron-saint, Death; faint-hearted in his +resolutions, and even in his errors fluctuating, and yet devoid only of +the _tuning-hammer_, and not of the _tuning-fork_, of the finest +morality; and, in the midst of the roar of passion, standing in the +bright light of reflection, as the victim of the hydrophobia knows his +madness, and gives warning of it. + +Only _one_ good angel had not flown with the rest,--Friendship. His so +often blown-up and collapsed heart could hardly soar to love; but +friendship it had not yet squandered away. His sister he had hitherto +loved as a friend,--so fraternally, so freely, so increasingly! And now +Albano, splendidly armed, had come to his embrace! + +In the beginning he played with him, too, lyingly, as he had with +himself at the masquerade and in Tartarus. He soon observed that the +country youth saw him falsely, dazzled by his own rays, but he chose +rather to verify the error than to correct it. Men--and he--are like the +fountain of the sun near the Temple of Jupiter Ammon, which in the +morning only was cold; at noon, lukewarm; in the evening, warm; and at +midnight, hot: now he depended so much on the seasons of the day, as the +sound and vigorous Albano did so little, who accordingly imagined a +great man was great all day, from the time of getting up to the time of +lying down, as the heralds always represent the eagle with outspread +wings, that he seldom went in the morning, but mostly in the evening, to +Albano, when the whole girandole[125] of his faculties and feelings +burned in the wine-spirit which he had previously poured upon it out of +flasks. + +But do you know the medicine of example, the healing power of +admiration, and of that soul-strengthener, reverence? "It is shameful of +me," said Roquairol, "when he is so credulous and open and honest. No, I +will deceive the whole world, only not his soul!" Such natures would +fain make good their devastation of humanity by being true to one. +Humanity is a constellation, in which _one_ star often describes half +the figure. + +From this hour forth, his resolution of the heartiest confession and +atonement stood fixed; and Alban, before whom life had not yet run down +into a jelly of corruption, but was capable of being analyzed as a sound +and well-defined organism, and who did not, like Charles, complain that +nothing would take right hold of him, but everything played round him +like air,--_he_ it was who was to bring back youth to his sick wishes, +and with the help of the pure youth's unwavering perceptions and the +danger of losing his friendship, Roquairol proposed forcing himself to +keep with _him_ the word of fruit-bearing repentance, which to himself +he had too often broken. + +Let us follow him into the day, when he tells everything. + + +54. CYCLE. + +Once Albano came early in the forenoon to the Captain, when the latter +was usually, according to his own expression, "a fag-end of a +yesterday's candle stuck on thorns"; but to-day he stood working away +blusteringly at the piano-forte and writing-desk by turns; and, like a +dried-up infusorial animal, was already, even at this early hour, the +same old, busy creature, because wine enough had been poured upon him, +that is to say, a good deal. Full of rapture, he ran to meet the welcome +friend. Albano brought him from Falterle the childish leaves of +love--for the Master of Exercises had not had the heart to throw them +into the fire--which he had written from Blumenbühl to the unknown +heart. Charles would have been moved on the subject almost to tears, +had he not already been so before the arrival. The Count had to stay +there all day, and neglect everything; it was his first day of +irregularity; it was comic to see how the otherwise unfettered youth, +subservient, however, to a long habit of daily exertions, struggled +against the short calm, in which he should sail no ship, as against a +sin. + +Meanwhile, it was heavenly; the low-lying day of childhood, which once +clothed him with wings, when the house was full of guests, and he, +wherever he wanted to be, came up again above the horizon; the +conversation played and made gifts with everything which exalts and +enriches us; all his faculties were unchained and in ecstatic dance. Men +of genius have as many festal days as others do working days, and hence +it is that they can hardly endure a trivial and commonplace[126] +intercalary-day, and especially on such days of youth! When Charles +conjured before him tragic storm-clouds from Shakespeare, Goethe, +Klinger, Schiller, and life saw itself colossally represented in the +poetic magnifying-mirror, then did all the sleeping giants of his inner +world rise up; his father came and his future, even his friend stood +forth there as in new relief, out of that shining, fantastic time of +childhood, when he had dreamed of him beforehand in these characters; +and in the internal procession of heroes, even the cloud that floated +through the heavens and the guard-troop marching away across the market +were incorporated. His friend appeared to him far greater than he was, +because, like all youths, he still believed of actors and poets, that, +like miners, they always received into their bodies the metals in which +they labored. How often they both said, in that favorite metaphor of the +young man, "Life is a dream," and only became thereby more glad and +wide-awake! The old man says it differently. And the dark gate of death, +to which Charles so loved to lead the way, became before the youth's eye +a glass door, behind which lay the bright, golden age of the belated +heart in immeasurable meadows. + +Maidens, I own,--as their conversations are more fragmentary, +matter-of-fact, and less intoxicating,--instead of such an Eden-park, go +for a spruce Dutch garden, well trimmed with crab's-shears and +lady-scissors, which is furnished them every day in the afternoon by the +black hour, which serves up to them on the coffee- or tea-table, the +small black-board[127] of some evil reports, a couple of new shawls +sitting by, a well-bred man who passes by with a will or marriage +certificate, and finally the hope of the domestic report. Come back to +our young men! + +Towards evening the Captain received a red billet. "Very well!" said he +to the woman who brought it, and nodded. "You'll get nothing out of +that, madam," said he, turning toward Albano. "Brother, guard only +against married women. Just snap once, for a joke, at one of their red +beauty-patches; instantly they dart their fish-hooks into your +nape.[128] Seven of these hooks, such as you see here, have made a +lodgement in mine alone." The innocent child Albano! He took it for +something morally great to assert at once the friendship of seven +married ladies, and would gladly have been in Charles's case; he could +not see the mischief of it,--that these female friends, like the +Romans, love to clip the wings of victory (namely, of ourselves), so +that the Divinity may not fly any farther. + +On a fine day, nothing is so fine as its sunset. The Count proposed to +ride out into the evening twilight, and on the hill to look at the sun. +They trotted through the streets; Charles pulled off his great cocked-up +hat, now before a fine nose, now before a great pair of eyes, now +before transparent forelocks. They flew into the Linden avenue, +which was festally decked with a motley wain-scoting of female +street-_sitters_.[129] A tall woman, with piercing, fiery eyes, in a red +shawl and yellow dress, strode through the female flower-bed, towering +like the flower-goddess: it was the authoress of the red note; she was, +however, more attentive to the beautiful Count than to her friend. On +all walls and trees bloomed the rose-espalier of the evening redness. +They blustered up the white road toward Blumenbühl; on both sides the +gold-green sea of spring heaved its living waves; a feathered world went +rowing about therein, and the birds dove down deep among the flowers; +behind the friends blazed the sun, and before them lay the heights of +Blumenbühl, all rosy-red. Having reached the eminence, they turned their +horses toward the sun, which reposed behind the cupolas and +smoke-columns of the proudly burning city, in distant, bright gardens. +In wondrous nearness lay the illuminated earth round about them, and +Albano could see the white statues on Liana's roof blush like life under +the blooming clouds. He drove his horse close to his companion's, to lay +his hand on Charles's shoulder; and thus they beheld in silence how the +lovely sun laid down his golden cloud-crown, and, with the fluttering +foliage-breath around his hot brow, descended into the sea. And when it +grew dusky on the earth, and a glow lighted up the heavens, and Albano +leaned across and drew his friend over to his burning heart, then rose +the evening-chime in Blumenbühl. "And down below there," said Charles, +with soft voice, and turned thither, "lies thy peaceful Blumenbühl, like +a still churchyard of thy childhood's days. How happy are children, +Albano,--ah, how happy are children!" "Are not we so?" answered he, with +tears of joy. "Charles, how often have I stood on high places, in +evenings like this, and fervently stretched out my childish hands after +thee and after the world. Now indeed I have it all. Truly, thou art not +right." But he, sick with the murmur and ringing-in-his-ears of long +past times, remained deaf to the word, and said, "Only our cradle-songs, +only those cradle-songs, sounding back on the memory, soothe the soul to +slumber, when it has wept itself hot." + +More silently and slowly they rode back. Albano bore a new world of love +and bliss in his bosom; and the youth,--not yet a debtor to the past, +but a guest of the present,--sweetly unbent by the long Jubilee of the +day, sank into clear-obscure dreams, like a towering bird of prey +hanging silent on pinions open with ecstasy. + +"We will stay all night at Ratto's," said Charles, when they reached the +city. + + +55. CYCLE. + +They alighted down in Ratto's Italian Cellar. The house seemed to the +Count at first, after the contemplation of broad nature, like a fragment +of rock rolled upon it,--although every story, indeed, groans under +architectural burdens,--but the heavy feeling of subterranean +confinement[130] soon forgot itself, and singular was the sound that +came down into the Italian vault of the rattling of carriages overhead. +The Captain bespoke a _punch royal_. If he goes on so in his +good fire-regulation, and always has a full cask at home as +extinguishing-apparatus, and his hose-pipes well proved, then my book +cannot be touched by the objection, that, as in Grandison, too much tea +is consumed; more likely is it that too much strong drink will be +absorbed. + +Schoppe was sitting in the Italian souterrain. He loved not the Captain, +because his inexorable eye spied out in him two faults which to him were +heartily intolerable, "the chronic ulcer of vanity and an unholy +guzzling and gormandizing upon feelings." Charles paid him back his +dislike; the hottest waves of his enthusiasm immediately bristled up in +ice-peaks before the Titular Librarian's face. Only not to-day! He drank +so amply of king's-punch,--whereof a couple of glasses might have burnt +through all the heads of Briareus or of the Lernean serpent,--that he +then said everything, even pious things. "By heavens!" said he, healing +himself in this Bethesda-pool by--drawing from it, "since it is all +fiddle-faddle about this growing better, one should obfuscate +himself[131] with a shot, in order that the baited spirit may once for +all go free from its wounds and sins." "From sins?" said Schoppe; "lice +and tape-worms of the better sort will by all means emigrate from my +territory, when I grow cold; but the worst of them my inner man will +certainly carry up with it. By the hangman! who tells you, then, that +this whole churchyard of poor sinners here below shall at once march +home as an invisible church full of martyrs and Socrateses, and every +Bedlam come out a high-light lodge? I was thinking to-day of the next +world, when I saw a woman in the market with five little pigs, every one +of which she would fain drive before her with a string tied to its leg, +but which shot off from her and from each other like wisps of electric +light; now, said I, we, with our few faculties and wishes, which this +cultivating age sets out _in quintuplo_, fare already as pitifully as +the woman with her drove; but when we get ten or more new farrows by the +rope, as the second world, like an America, must surely bring new +objects and wishes, how will the Ephorus[132] manage his office there? I +prepare myself to expect there greater indescribable distresses, feudal +crimes and oppositions." But Roquairol was in his red blaze; he exalted +himself far above Schoppe and above himself, and denied immortality +plumply, by way of parodying Schoppe. "An individual man," said he, +"could hardly, on his own account alone, believe in immortality; but +when he sees the masses, he has pity, and holds it worth the while, and +believes the second world is a _monte testaceo_ of human potsherds. Man +cannot come nearer to God and the Devil hereafter than he does already +here; like a tavern-sign, his _reverse_ is painted just like his +_obverse_. But we need the fictitious future for a present; when we +hover ever so still above our slime, we yet are continually flapping, +like carps lying still, with poetic fins and wings. Hence we must needs +dress up the future paradise so gloriously that only gods shall fit into +it, but, just as in princes' gardens, no dogs. Mere trumpery! We cut +out for ourselves glorified bodies, which resemble soldiers'-coats; +_pockets_ and _buttonholes_ are wanting; what pleasure can they hold, +then?" Albano looked upon him with amazement. "Knowest thou, Albano, +what I mean? Just the opposite." So easy is everything for fancy, even +freaks of humor. + +At this moment he was called out. He came back with a red billet-doux. +He put on his cravat,--he had been sitting there _à la Hamlet_,--and +said to Albano he would fly back in an hour. At the threshold he paused, +still thinking whether he should go, then ran swiftly up the steps. + +In Albano the cup of joy, into which the whole day had been pouring, +overflowed with the sparkling foam of a waggish humor. By heaven! +drollery became him as charmingly as an emotion, and he often walked +round for a long time without speaking, with a roguish smile, as +slumbering children smile, when, as the saying is, angels are playing +with them. + +Roquairol came back with strangely excited eyes; he had stormed wildly +into his heart; he had been wicked, for the sake of despairing, and +then, on his knees, at the bottom of the precipice, confessing to his +friend the nature of his life. This man, so wilful, lay involuntarily +bound to the windmill wings of his fancy, and was now fettered by a +calm, now whirled round by the storm, which he imagined himself cutting +through. He was now, after the analogy of the fire-eaters, a +fire-drinker, in the uneasy expectation of Schoppe's departure. The +latter departed at last, despite Albano's entreaty, with the answer: +"_Redeem the time_, says the Apostle; but that means, Prolong your life +all you can: _that_ is time. To this end the best shops of the times, +the apothecaries', require that a man, after _punch royal_, shall go to +bed and sweat immoderately." + +Now how changed was all! When Zesara joyfully fell on his neck,--when +the delirium of youth grew to the melodies of love, as the rain in +Derbyshire-hollow at a distance becomes harmonies,--when from the +Count's lips flowed sweetly, as one bleeds in his sleep, his whole inner +being, his whole past life, and all his plans of the future, even the +proudest (only not the tenderest one),--and when, like Adam in the state +of innocence (according to Madame Bourignon), he placed himself in such +crystal transparency before his friend's eye, not from weakness, but +from old instinct, and in the faith that such his friend must be,--then +did tears of the most loving admiration come into the eyes of the +unhappy Roquairol at the unvarnished purity, and at the energetic, +credulous, unsophisticated nature, and at the almost smile-provoking +_naïve_ and lofty earnestness of the red-cheeked youth. He sobbed upon +that joy-drunken bosom, and Albano grew tender, because he thought he +was too little so, and his friend so very much in that mood. + +"Come out o' doors,--out o' doors!" said Charles; and that had long been +Albano's wish. It struck one, as they saw, on the narrow cellar-stairs, +the stars of the spring heaven overhead glistening down through the +entrance of the shaft. How freshly flowed the inhaled night over the hot +lips! How firmly stood the world-rotunda, built with its fixed rows of +stars high and far away over the flying tent-streets of the city! How +was the fiery eye of Albano refreshed and expanded by the giant masses +of the glimmering spring, and the sight of day slumbering under the +transparent mantle of night! Zephyrs, the butterflies of day, fluttered +already about their dear flowers, and sucked from the blossoms, and +brought in incense for the morning; a sleep-drunken lark soared +occasionally into the still heavens with a loud day in her throat; over +the dark meadows and bushes the dew had already been sprinkled, whose +jewel-sea was to burn before the sun; and in the north floated the +purple pennons of Aurora, as she sailed toward morning. With an exalting +power the thought seized the youth, that this very minute was measuring +millions of little and long lives, and the walk of the sap-caterpillar +and the flight of the sun, and that this very same time was being lived +through by the worm and God, from worlds to worlds, through the +universe. "O God!" he exclaimed, "how glorious it is to exist!" + +Charles merely clung, with the drooping, heavy feathers of the +night-bird, to the cheerful constellations around him. "Happy for thee," +said he, "that thou canst be thus, and that the sphinx in thy bosom +still sleeps. Thou knowest not what I am about to do. I knew a wretch +who could portray her right well. In the cavern of man's breast, said +he, lies a monster on its four claws, with upturned Madonna's face, and +looks round smiling, for a time, and so does man too. Suddenly it +springs up, buries its claws into the breast, rends it with lion's-tail +and hard wings, and roots and rushes and roars, and everywhere blood +runs down the torn cavern of the breast. All at once it stretches itself +out again, bloody, and smiles away again with the fair Madonna's face. +O, he looked all bloodless, the wretch! because the beast so fed upon +him and thirstily lapped at his heart." + +"Horrible!" said Albano; "and yet I do not quite understand thee." The +moon at this moment lifted herself up, together with a flock of clouds +that lay darkly camped along her sides, and she drew a storm-wind after +her, which drove them among the stars. Charles went on more wildly: "In +the beginning, the wretch found it as yet good: he had as yet sound +pains and pleasures, real sins and virtues; but as the monster smiled +and tore faster and faster, and he continued to alternate more and more +rapidly between pleasure and pain, good and evil; and when blasphemies +and obscene images crept into his prayers, and he could neither convert +nor harden himself; then did he lie there, in a dreary exhaustion of +bleeding, in the tepid, gray, dry mist-banks of life, and thus was dying +all the time he lived.--Why weepest thou? Knowest thou that wretch?" +"No," said Albano, mildly. "I am he!" "Thou? Terrible God, not thou!" +"O, it is I; and though thou despisest me, thou wilt be what I ... No, +my innocent one, I say it not. See, even now the sphinx rises again. O +pray with me, help me, that I may not be obliged to sin,--only not be +obliged! I must drink, I must debauch, I must be a hypocrite,--I am a +hypocrite at this moment." Zesara saw the rigid eye, the pale, shattered +face, and, in a rage of love, shook him with both arms, and stammered, +with deep emotion, "By the Almighty! this is not true! thou art indeed +so tender and pale and unhappy and innocent." + +"Rosy-cheek," said Charles, "I seem to thee pure and bright as yonder +orb; but she too, like me, casts a long shadow up toward heaven." Zesara +let go of him, took a long look toward the sublime, dark Tartarus, +encompassing Elysium like a funeral train, and pressed away bitter +tears, which flowed at the remembrance how he had found therein his +first friend, who was now melting away at his side. Just then the +night-wind tore up a fir-tree which had been killed by the +wood-caterpillar, and Albano pointed silently to the crashing tree. +Charles shrieked: "Yes, that is I!" "Ah, Charles, have I then lost thee +to-day?" said the guiltless friend, with infinite pain; and the fair +stars of spring fell like hissing sparks into his wounds. + +This word dissolved Charles's overstrained heart into good, true tears; +a holy spirit came over him, and bade him not torment the pure soul with +his own, not take away its faith, but silently sacrifice to it his wild +self, and every selfish thought. Softly he laid himself on his friend's +bosom, and with magical, low words, and full of humility, and without +fiery images, told him his whole heart; and that it was not wicked, but +only unhappy and weak, and that he ought to have been as heartily +sincere towards him, who thought too well of him, as towards God; and +that he swore, by the hour of death, to be such as he,--to confess to +him everything, always,--to become holy through him. "Ah, I have only +been loved so very little!" he concluded. And Albano, the +love-intoxicated, glowing man, the good man, who knew by his own +experience the sacred excesses and exaggerations of remorse, and took +these confessions to be such, came back, inspired, to the old covenant +with unmeasured love. "Thou art an ardent man!" said Charles; "why do +men, then, always lie frozen together on each other's breasts, as on +Mount Bernard,[133] with rigid eye, with stiffened arms? O why camest +thou to me so late? I had been another creature. Why came she[134] so +early? In the village down below there, at the narrow, lowly +church-door,--there I first saw her through whom my life became a +mummy. Verily, I am speaking now with composure. They carried along +before me, as I went out to walk, a corpse-like white youth on a bier +into Tartarus: it was only a statue, but it was the emblem of my future. +An evil genius said to me, 'Love the fair one whom I show thee.' She +stood at the church-door, surrounded by people of the congregation, who +wondered at the boldness with which she took up, in her two hands, a +silver-gray, tongue-darting snake, and dandled it. Like a daring +goddess, she bent her firm, smooth brow, her dark eye, and the +rose-blossoms of her countenance upon the adder's head, which Nature had +trodden flat, and played with it close to her breast. 'Cleopatra!' said +I, although a boy. She, too, even then, understood it, looked up calmly +and coldly from the snake, and gave it back, and turned round. O, on my +young breast she flung the chilling, life-gnawing viper. But, truly, it +is now all gone by, and I speak calmly. Only in the hours, Albano, when +my bloody clothes of that night, which my sister has laid up, come +before my eyes, then I suffer once more, and ask, 'Poor, well-meaning +boy! wherefore didst thou then grow older?' But, as I said, it is all +over now. To thee, only to thee, may a better genius say, 'Love the fair +one whom I show thee!'" + +But what a world of thoughts now flew at once into Albano's mind! "He +continues to torment himself," thought he, "with the old jealousy about +Romeiro. I will open heart to heart, and tell the good brother that it +is indeed his sister I love, and that eternally." His cheeks glowed, his +heart flamed, he stood, priest-like, before the altar of friendship, +with the fairest offering, sincerity. "O Charles," said he, "now, +perhaps, she might be otherwise disposed towards thee. My father is +travelling with her, and thou wilt see her." He took his hand, and went +with him more quickly up to a dark group of trees, to unfold, in the +shadow, his tenderly blushing soul. "Take my most precious secret," he +began, "but speak not of it,--not even with me. Dost thou not guess it, +my first brother? The soul that I have loved, as long as I have loved +thee?"--softly, very softly he added,--"thy sister?" and sank on his +lips to kiss away the first sounds. + +But Charles, in the tumult of rapture and of love, like an earth at the +up-coming of Spring, could not contain himself; he pressed him to +himself; he let him go; he embraced him again; he wept for bliss; he +shut to Albano's eyes, and said, as if he had found his sister anew, +"Brother!" In vain did Albano seek to stifle, with his hand, every other +syllable on his lips. He began to paint to the excited youth--who, amid +the secluded and poetic book-world, had acquired a higher tenderness +than the actual intercourse of society teaches--the portrait of Liana; +how she did and suffered; how she watched and pleaded for him, and even +impoverished herself to wipe out his debts; how she never severely +blamed, but only mildly entreated him, and all that, not from artificial +patience, but from genuine, ardent love; and how this, after all, made +up hardly the accessories of her picture. In this purer inspiration than +the foregoing evening had granted him, what crowned his bliss was, that +he could love his sister, among all beings, the most intensely and the +most disinterestedly, and with a love the most free from poetic luxury +and caprice. Really strengthened by the feeling that he could, for once, +exult with a pure and holy affection, he lifted once more in freedom his +disengaged hands, hitherto, like Milo's, jammed and caught in the tree +of happiness and life, which he would fain have torn open; he breathed +fresh, living air and courage, and the plan of his inner perfection was +now gracefully rounded by new good fortune and a consciousness full of +fair objects. + +The moon stood high in heaven, the clouds had been driven away, and +never did the morning-star rise brighter on two human beings. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[120] At the canonization of a saint, the _Devil_ was heard by +_attorney_, in the shape of objections to the act. Jean Paul, +with a slight variation of the sense of the old title, hints a +converse process in Roquairol's case, making the better angel +show cause why sentence of _damnation_ should not be absolutely +pronounced against him.--TR. + +[121] Here began Jean Paul's second volume of the Titan.--TR. + +[122] Ottar of Roses.--TR. + +[123] The above description of Roquairol reminds one of a German +_Sinn-spruch_ on sensuality, from the Persian:-- + + "Make his reason serve his passions, + That is what man never should; + _To the Devil's kitchen, angels_ + _Never carry wood_." + +[124] Simon's Christian Antiquities. Mursinna, &c., p. 143. + +[125] Branch candlestick.--TR. + +[126] Schlendrians,--of a slow fellow,--corresponding to our _old +fogy_.--TR. + +[127] Or Black-book.--TR. + +[128] Allusion to the mode of angling for frogs with a bit of red +cloth. + +[129] Spazier-sitzerinnen,--not _gängerinnen_, i. e. +street-walkers.--TR. + +[130] _Zwinger_ means, originally, the narrow space between +town-walls and town.--TR. + +[131] Literally, press something before his brow.--TR. + +[132] Overseer, a Lacedæmonian officer.--TR. + +[133] Strangers who are frozen are placed by the monks, unburied, +beside each other, each leaning on the next one's breast. + +[134] Linda de Romeiro. + + + + +ELEVENTH JUBILEE. + +EMBROIDERY.--ANGLAISE.--CEREUS SERPENS.--MUSICAL FANTASIES. + + +56. CYCLE. + +Joyfully did Roquairol, on the first evening when he knew his father had +gone a journey, bear to his friend the invitation to go with him to his +mother. Albano blushed charmingly for the first time, at the thought of +that fiery night which had wrung from him the oldest mystery; for +hitherto neither of them, in the common hours of life, had retouched the +sacred subject. Only the Captain could easily and willingly speak of +Linda as well as of every other loss. + +Liana always beheld her brother--the creator and ruling spirit of her +softest hours--with the heartiest joy, although he generally wanted to +get something when he came; for joy she flew to meet him, with the book +in her hand which she had been reading as her mother embroidered. She +and her mother had spent the whole day pleasantly and alone, alternately +relieving each other at embroidering and reading; as often as the +Minister travelled, they were at once free from discord and from the +visiting Charivari. With what emotion did Albano recognize the eastern +chamber, from which he had seen, for the first time, the dear maiden, +only as a blind one, standing in the distance between watery columns! +The good Liana received him more unconstrainedly than he could meet her, +after Charles's initiation into his wishes. What a paradisiacal mingling +of unaffected shyness and overflowing friendliness, stillness and fire, +of bashfulness and grace of movement, of playful kindness, of silent +consciousness! Therefore belongs to her the magnificent surname of +Virgil, the maidenly. In our days of female Jordan-almonds, academical, +strong-minded women, of hop-dances and double-quick-march steps in the +flat-shoe, the Virgilian title is not often called for. Only for ten +years (reckoning from the fourteenth) can I give it to a maiden; +afterward she becomes more manneristic. Such a graceful being is usually +at once thirteen and seventeen years old. + +Why wast thou so bewitchingly unembarrassed, tender Liana! excepting +because thou, like the Bourignon, didst not once know what was to be +avoided, and because thy holy guilelessness excluded the suspicious +spying out of remote designs, the bending of the ear toward the ground +to listen for an approaching foe, and all coquettish manifestoes and +warlike preparations? Men were as yet to thee commanding fathers and +brothers; and therefore didst thou lift upon them, not yet _proudly_, +but so _affectionately_, that true pair of eyes! + +And with this good-natured look, and with her smile,--whose continuance +is often, on _men's_ faces, but not on _maidens'_, the title-vignette of +falsehood,--she received our noble youth, but not him alone. + +She seated herself at the embroidery-frame; and the mother soon launched +the Count out into the cool, high sea of general conversation, into +which only occasionally the son threw up a green, warm island. Alban +looked on to see how Liana made her mosaic flower-pieces grow; how the +little white hand lay on the black satin ground (Froulay's _thorax_ is +to wear the flowers on his birthday), and how her pure brow, over which +the curly hair transparently waved, bent forward, and how her face, when +she spoke, or when she looked after new colors of silk, lifted itself +up, animated with the higher glow of industry in the eye and on the +cheek. Charles sometimes hastily stretched out his hand towards her. She +willingly reached hers across; he laid it between his two, and turned it +over, looked into the palm, pressed it with both hands, and the brother +and sister smiled upon each other affectionately. And each time Albano +turned from his conversation with the mother, and true-heartedly smiled +with them. But poor hero! It is of itself a Herculean labor to sit idly +by where fine work is going on, such as embroidery, miniature painting, +&c.; but above all, with a spirit like thine, which has so many sails, +together with a couple of storms in behind, to lie inactively at anchor +beside the embroidery-frame, and not to be, say, a spinning Hercules +(that were easy), but only one that sees spinning,--and that, too, in +the presence of a great spring and sunset out of doors,--and, in +addition to all this, in the company of a mother, so chary of her words +(in fact, before any mother, it is of itself an impossibility to +introduce an edifying conversation with the daughter),--these are sore +things. + +He looked down sharply at the embroidered Flora. "Nothing pains me so +much," said he,--for he always philosophized, and everything useless on +the earth troubled him grievously,--"as that so many thousand artificial +ornaments should be created in vain in the world, without a single eye +ever meeting and enjoying them. It will touch me very nearly if this +green leaflet here is not especially observed." With the same sorrow +over fruitless, unenjoyed plantings of labor, he often shut his eyes +upon wall-paper foliage, upon worked flowers, upon architectural +decorations. Liana might have taken it as a painter's censure of the +overladen stitch-garden, which, merely out of love for her father, she +was sowing so full,--for Froulay, born in the days when they still +trimmed the gold-lace with clothes, rather than the reverse, was fond of +buttoning a little silk herbary round his body,--but she only smiled, +and said, "Well, the little leaf has surely escaped that evil destiny: +it _is_ observed." + +"What matters a thing's being forgotten and useless?" said Roquairol, +taking up the word, full of indifference to the Lector, who was just +entering, and full of indifference to the opinion of his mother, to +whom, as well as to his father, only the entreaties of his sister +sometimes made him submissive. "Enough that a thing _is_. The birds sing +and the stars move in majesty over the wildernesses, and no man sees the +splendor. In fact, everywhere, in and out of man, more passes unseen +than seen. Nature draws out of endless seas, and without exhausting +them; we, too, are a nature, and should draw and pour out, and not be +always anxiously reckoning upon the profit, for watering purposes, of +every transient shower and rainbow. Just keep on embroidering, sister!" +he concluded, ironically. + +"The Princess comes to-day!" said the Lector, and, delighted with the +prospect, Liana kissed her mother's hand. She looked up often and +confidentially from her embroidery at the courtier, who seemed to be +very intimate, but who, as a refined man, was full as much respected +and as respectful as if he were there for the first time. + +The announcement of the Princess set the Captain into a charming state +of easy good-humor; a female part was to him as necessary for society as +to the French for an opera, and the presence of a lady helped him as +much in teaching, as the absence of a button did Kant.[135] By way of +drawing his sister off from the flowers, he removed the red veil from a +statue on the card-table, and threw it, like a little red dawn, over the +lilies on the face of the embroideress; just then the door opened and +Julienne entered. Liana, trying to remove the veil, in her haste to +welcome her, entangled herself in the little red dawn. Albano +mechanically reached out to her his hand to relieve her of the veil, and +she gave it to him, and a dear, full look besides. O how his enraptured +eye shone! + +Julienne brought with her a train of _jeux d'esprit_. The Captain, who, +like a pyrotechnist, could give his fire all forms and colors, +reinforced her with his; and his sister sowed, as it were, the flowers +with which the zephyrettes of raillery could play. Julienne almost said +no to yes, and yes to no; only toward the Minister's lady was she +serious and submissive,--a sign that, on her arena of disputation, among +the grains of sand particles of golden sand still lay, whereas for +philosophers the arena is the prize and the ground,--at once the +battle-field, the _Champ de Mars_, and the _Champs Elysées_. Upon the +Count she fixed her passionate gaze as boldly as only princesses may +venture to and love to; and when he returned the glance of her brown +eye, she cast it down; but she remembered him, from her old visit in +Blumenbühl, and inquired after his friends. He now entered with pleasure +upon something that was as ardent as his own soul,--encomiums. It is +against the finest politeness to praise or blame persons with +warmth,--things one may. While he portrayed with grateful remembrance +his sister Rabette, Julienne became so earnestly and deeply absorbed in +his eye, that she started, and asked the Lector about the steps of the +_Anglaise_ which he had led at the masquerade. When he had done his best +to give an idea of it, she said she had not understood a word of what he +had been saying; one must, after all, execute it. + +And herewith I suddenly introduce my fair readers in a body to a +domestic ball of two couples. See the two sisters-in-soul, side by side, +like two wings on _one_ dove, harmoniously flutter up and down. Albano +had expected Julienne would form a contrast, by nimble and sprightly +fluttering, to the still, hovering movement of her friend; but both +undulated lightly, like waves, by and through each other, and there was +not a motion too much nor too swift. + +Hence I have so often wished that maidens might always dance exactly +like the Graces and the Hours,--that is to say, only with one another, +not with us gentlemen. The present union of the female wave-line with +the masculine swallow-like zigzag, as well in dress as in motion, does +not remarkably beautify the dance. + +Liana assumed a new ethereal form, somewhat as an angel while flying +back into heaven lays aside his graceful earthly one. The dancing-floor +is to woman's beauty what the horse's back is to ours; on both the +mutual enchantment unfolds itself, and only a rider can match a dancing +maiden. Fortunate Albano! thou who hardly dar'st take the finger-points +of Liana's offered hand in thine! thou gettest enough. And only look at +this friendly maiden, whose eyes and lips Charis so smilingly brightens +for the dance, and who yet, on the other hand, appears so touchingly, +because she is a little pale! How different from those capricious or +inflexible step-sisters, who, with half a Cato of Utica on the wrinkled +or tightly stretched face, hop, fall back, and slip round. Julienne +flies joyfully to and fro; and it is hard to say before whose eyes she +loves to flutter best, Liana's or Albano's. + +When it was done, Julienne wanted to begin over again. Liana looked at +her mother, and immediately begged her friend rather for a cooling off. +A mere pretext! A female friend loves to be alone with a female friend; +the two loved each other before people only with a veil upon their +hearts, and longed for the dark arbor where it might fall off. Liana had +a real loving impatience, till she could, with her duplicate-soul, her +twin-heart, snatch moments free from witnesses in the garden of evening +and May. They came back changed and full of tender seriousness. The +lovely beings were perhaps as like each other in their innermost souls +and in stillness as in the dance, and more so than they seemed. + +And thus passed with our youth a fair-starred evening! Pardon him, +however, that he grasped and pressed this nosegay so close as to feel +some of the thorns. His heart, whose love grew painfully near another, +could not help finding this other, where there was no sign of response, +at once _higher_ and _farther_ off. Her love was love of man,--her smile +was meant for every kind eye,--she was so cheerful. In Lilar she easily +passed into emotion and general contemplations; not so here,--of course +she would look right sympathetically upon her wildly loving brother, +who, since that confession-night, had twined himself as if with +oak-roots around the darling; but her half-blind love for the brother +might indeed be only, in the deceiving light of reflection, shining upon +_his_ friend. All this the modest one said to himself. But what he had +enjoyed in full measure of ecstasy was the increasing, clear, tender, +steadfast love of his soul's-brother. + + +57. CYCLE. + +As to Liana's secret inclination and Zesara's prospects I shall never +once institute any conjectures, although I might erase them again before +printing. I remember what came of it, when I and others, on a former +occasion, covered over with our hands Hafenreffer's official reports +upon matters of consequence, and undertook to unfold at length, by pure +fancy, how things might have gone on;--it was of no use! And naturally +enough; for women and Spanish houses have, to begin with, many _doors_ +and few _windows_, and it is easier to _get_ into their hearts than to +_look_ into them. Particularly maidens', I mean; since women, +physiognomically and morally, are more strongly marked and boldly +developed, I would rather undertake to guess at and so portray ten +mothers than two daughters. The bodily portrait-painters make the same +complaint. + +Whoever observes the influence of night, will find that the doubts and +anxieties which he had contracted the evening previous about the heroine +of his life it has, for the most part, completely killed by the time it +gets to be towards morning. Albano, in the spring morning, opened his +eyes upon life as in a triumphal car, and the fresh steeds stamped +before it, and he could only let them have the reins. + +He alighted with his friend at Liana's after a few years, that is, days; +the Minister had not yet come back. Heavens! how new and bloomingly +young was her form, and yet how unchanged her demeanor! Why is it, +thought he, that I can get only her motions, not all her features, by +heart? Why can I not imprint this face, even to the least smile, like a +holy antique, cleanly and deeply upon my brain, that so it may float +before me in eternal presence? For this reason, my dear: young and +beautiful forms are the very ones which are hard for the memory as for +the pencil; and coarse, old, masculine ones easier for both. Again he +filled himself with joys and sighs by looking at her,--and these were +increased by the nearness of the garden, wherein June with his evening +splendor lay encamped. O, if only _one_ moment could come to him, in +which his whole soul might speak its inspiration! Out of doors there lay +the young, fiery spring, basking, like an Antinoüs, in the garden, and +the moon, impatient for the fair June-night, stood already under the +gate of the east, and found the living day and the lingering sun still +in the field. But the mother refused to the asking look of Liana the +sight of sunset,--"on account of the unwholesome _Serein_."[136] Albano, +with his heart full of manly blood, thought this maternal barrier around +a child's health very small. + +The hour for shutting gates upon to-day's Eden would have struck for him +the next minute, had it not been for the Captain and the _Cereus +serpens_. + +The Captain came running down from the Italian roof, and announced that +the Cereus would bloom this evening at ten o'clock, the gardener said, +and he should stay there. "And thou too," he said to Albano. All that +the double limitations of forbearing tenderness toward sister and friend +would allow he lovingly set at stake, for the sake of pleasing the +latter. Liana herself begged him to wait for the blooming; she was so +delighted to find it was so near! Her soul hung upon flowers, like bees +and dew. Already had her friend, the pious Spener, who fixed an +enraptured eye upon these living arabesques of God's throne, made her a +friend to these mute, ever-sleeping children of the Infinite; but still +more had her own maidenly and her suffering heart done it. Have you +never met tender, female souls, into whose blossoming time fate had +thrown cold clouds, and who now, like Rousseau, sought other flowers +than those of joy, and who wearied themselves with stooping, in valleys +and on rocks, to gather and to forget, and to fly from the dead _Pomona_ +to the young _Flora_? The thorough-bass and Latin, wherewith _Hermes_ +proposes to divert maidens, must yield here to the broad, variegated +hieroglyphics of Nature, the rich study of Botany. + +A nameless tenderness for Liana came into Albano's soul at the little +four-seated supper-table; it seemed to him as if he were now nearer to +her, and a relative; and yet he comprehended not his kinswoman, when, +from every serious mood into which her mother sank, she strove to win +her back with pleasantries. Out of doors the nightingales were calling +man into the lovely night; and no one pined more to be abroad than he. + +For the soul's eyes, the _blue_ of heaven is what the _green_ of earth +is to the bodily eyes, namely, an inward strengthening. When Zesara, at +length, came free and clear out of the fetters of the room,--out of this +spiritual house-arrest into the free realm of heaven, and beneath all +the stars and on the magic Olympus of statues, at which he had so often +longingly looked up,--then did his forcibly contracted breast +elastically expand: how the constellations of life moved to meet each +other in brighter forms; how did spring and night sit enthroned! + +The old gardener, who, simply from a grateful attachment to "the +good-souled, condescending Fräulein," had, with rare pains, forced these +early blossoms from the _Cereus serpens_, stood up there already, +apparently as an observer of the flowers, but in fact as an expectant of +the greatest praise, with a brown, indented, pitted, and serious face, +which did not challenge praise with a single smile. + +Liana thanked the gardener before she came to the blossoms; then she +praised them and his pains. The old man merely waited for every other +one of the company to be astonished also; then he went drowsily off to +bed, with a firm faith that Liana would to-morrow remember him in such a +way as to make him contented. + +The exotic beads of nectar-fragrance which hung in five white calyxes, +crowned as it were with brown leaf-work, seized the fancy. The odors +from the spring of a hotter clime drew it away into remote dreams. Liana +only stroked with a soft finger, as one glides over eyelids, the little +incense-vases, without touching with predatory hand the full little +garden of tender stamina which crowded together in the cup. "How lovely, +how very tender!" said she, with childlike happiness. "What a cluster of +five little evening stars! Why come they only by night,--the dear, shy +little flowers?" Charles seemed to be on the point of breaking one. "O +let it live!" she begged; "to-morrow they will all have died of +themselves. Charles! thus does so much else fade," she added, in a lower +tone. "Everything!" said he, sharply. But the mother, against Liana's +will, had heard it. "Such death-thoughts," said she, "I love not in +youth; they lame its wings." "And then," replied Liana, with a +maiden-like turning of the tables, "it just stays with us, that's all, +like the crane in Kleist's fable, whose wings they broke, so that he +could not travel with the rest into the warm land." + +This gay, motley veil of deep earnestness was not transparent enough for +our friend. But by and by the good maiden took pains to look just as the +careful mother wished. The benumbing lily which the earth wears on her +breast, the moon; and the whole dazzling Pantheon of the starry heavens; +and the city, with its pierced-work of night-lights; and the high, +majestic, dark avenues; and on meadows and brooks the milk-white +lunar-silver, wherewith the earth spun itself into an evening-star; and +the nightingales singing out of distant gardens;--did not all this stir +omnipotently every heart, till it would fain confess with tears its +longing? And the softest heart of all which beat at this moment below +the stars, could it have succeeded in wholly veiling itself? Almost! She +had accustomed herself, before her mother, to dry away with her eye, so +to speak, the tear, before it grew big enough to fall. + +Singular was her appearance, the next minute, to the Count. The mother +was speaking with her son; Liana stood, far from the latter, with face +turned half aside, and a little discolored by the moon, near a white +statue of the holy Virgin, and looking out into the night. All at once +she looked upon him and smiled, just as if a living being had appeared +to her in the abyss of ether, and her lip would speak. Earthly form more +exalted and touching had never before met his eyes; the balustrade by +which he held swayed to and fro (but it was he himself who shook it), +and his whole soul cried, "To-day, now, I love the heavenly one with the +highest, the deepest love I have felt." So he also said lately, and so +will he say oftener: can man, with the innumerable waves of love, +institute measurements of altitude, and point to that one which has +mounted the highest? Thus does man, whereever he may be standing, always +imagine himself standing in the centre of heaven. + +Ah, at this moment he was again surprised, but it was with an "Ah!" +Liana went to her mother, and when _she_ felt in the hand of her darling +a slight shudder, she importuned her to go out of the night-air, and +would not give over till she left with her the magic spot. + +The friends stayed behind. According to Albano's reckoning, it would +not, of course, have been too much, if, in this frank time, wherein our +holier thoughts, hidden by the common light of day, reveal themselves +like stars, they had all lingered on the roof till toward morning. The +two walked for a time up and down in silence. At last the incense-altar +of the five flowers held them fast. Albano clasped accidentally the +neighboring statue with both hands, and said: "On high places, one wants +to throw something down,--even himself oftentimes; and I, too, would +fain throw myself off into the world, into far-distant lands, as often +as I gaze into the nightly redness yonder, and as often as I come under +orangery-blossoms, as under these. Brother, how is it with thee? The +heavens and the earth open out so broadly: why, then, must the spirit +so creep into itself?" "Just so do I feel," said he; "and in the head, +generally, has the spirit more room than in the heart." But here, by a +delicate guess, he arrived, through agreeably circuitous routes, at the +accidental discovery of the reason why his sister had hurried down so +soon. + +"Even to obstinacy," said he, "she pushes her care for her mother. The +last time, when she observed that mother saw her grow pale under the +dance, she immediately ceased. To me alone she shows her whole heart, +and every drop of blood, and all innocent tears therein; especially does +she believe something in respect to the future, which she anxiously +conceals from mother." "She smiled to herself just before she went +away," said Albano, and drew Charles's hand over his eyes, "as if she +saw up there a being from the veiled world." "Didst thou too see that?" +replied Charles. "And then did her lip stir? O friend, God knows what +infatuates her; but this is certain, she firmly believes she is to die +next year." Albano would not let him speak further. Too intensely +excited, he pressed himself to his friend's breast; his heart beat +wildly, and he said: "O brother, remain always my friend!" + +They went down. In the apartment which adjoined Liana's they found her +piano-forte open. Now that was just what the Count had missed. In +passion--even in mere fire of the brain--one grasps not so much at the +pen as at the string; and in that state alone does musical fantasying +succeed better than poetic. Albano, thanking, meanwhile, the muse of +sweet sounds that there were forty-four transitions,[137] seated himself +at the keys, with the intention now to beat a musical fire-drum, and +roar like a storm into the still ashes, and drive out a clear, +sparkling swarm of tones. He did it, too, and well enough, and better +and better; but the instrument struggled, rebelled. It was built for a +female hand, and would only speak in female tones, with lute-plaints, as +a woman with a friend of her own sex. + +Charles had never heard him play so, and was astonished at such fulness. +But the reason was, the Lector was not there; before certain +persons--and he was one of them--the playing hand freezes, so that one +only labors and lumbers to and fro in a pair of leaden gloves; and, +secondly, before a multitude it is easier playing than before one, +because the latter stands definitely before the soul, the former floats +vaguely. And, besides all that, blessed Albano, thou knowest who hears +thee. The morning air of hope flutters around thee in tones,--the wild +life of youth stalks with vigorous limbs and loud strides up and down +before thee,--the moonlight, undesecrated by any gross earthly light, +hallows the sounding apartment. Liana's last songs lie open before thee, +and the advancing moonshine will let thee read them soon,--and the +nightingale in the mother's neighboring chamber contends with thy tones, +as if summoned by the Tuba to the field. + +Liana came in with her mother, not till late, because the heavy din of +tones had something in it hard and painful to both. He could see the two +sitting sidewise at the lower window, and how Liana held her mother's +hand. Charles, after his manner, walked up and down with long steps, and +sometimes stood still near him. Albano, in this nearness of the still +soul, soon came out of the wilderness of harmony into simple moonlit +passages, where only a few tones moved delicately like graces, and quite +as lightly linked as they. The artistical hurly-burly of unharmonious +_ignes fatui_ is only the forerunner of the melodious Charites; and +these alone insinuate themselves into the softer souls. It seemed to +him--the illusion was complete--as if he were speaking aloud with Liana; +and when the tones, like lovers, went on ever repeating the same thing +from heartiness and zest, did he not mean Liana, and say to her, "How I +love thee! O how I love thee!" Did he not ask her, "Why mournest thou? +why weepest thou?" And did he not say to her, "Look into this mute +heart, and fly not from it, O pure, innocent one, my own!" + +How did the good youth blush, when suddenly the caressing friend placed +his hands over _his_ friend's eyes, which hitherto, unseen in the +darkness, had been overflowing for love! Charles stepped warmly to his +sister, and she, of her own accord, took his hand and said words of +love. Then Albano took refuge in the murmuring wilderness of sounds, +until his eyes were dried enough for the leave-taking by lamp-light; by +slow degrees he let the cradle of our heart cease rocking, and closed so +mildly and faintly, and was silent for a little while, and then slowly +rose. O, in this mute, young bosom lived every blessed thing which the +most glorious love can bestow! + +They parted seriously. No one spoke of the music. Liana seemed +transfigured. Albano dared not, in this spirit-hour of the heart, with +an eye which had so recently calmed itself, rest long upon her mild blue +ones. Her deeply touched soul expressed itself, as maidens are wont, to +her brother only, and that by a more ardent embrace. And from the holy +youth she could not, in parting, conceal the tone and the look, which +he will never forget. + +That night he awoke often, and knew not what it was that so blissfully +rocked his being. Ah! it was the tone whose echo rang through his +slumber, and the dear eye which still looked upon him in his dreams. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[135] He is said, in teaching, to have always looked at the spot +on a student's coat where the button was gone; and was +embarrassed when it was sewed on again. + +[136] The evening hour, which people in southern countries shun +so much. + +[137] From one key to another.--TR. + + + + +TWELFTH JUBILEE. + + FROULAY'S BIRTHDAY AND PROJECTS.--EXTRA-LEAF.--BABETTE.--THE + HARMONICA.--NIGHT.--THE PIOUS FATHER.--THE WONDROUS + STAIRWAY.--THE APPARITION. + + +58. CYCLE. + +Happy Albano! thou wouldst not have remained so, hadst thou, on the +birthday of the Minister, heard what he then proposed! + +Already, for a considerable time, had Froulay been full of noticeable, +stormy signs, and might any moment, one must needs fear, let the +thunderbolt fly from him; that is to say, he was gay and mild. Thus, +also, in the case of phlegmatic children, does great liveliness threaten +an eruption of the chicken-pox. As he was a father and a despot,--(the +Greeks had for both only the one word, despot,)--so was it expected of +him, as connubial storm-maker,[138] that he would provide the usual +storms and foul weather for his family. Connubial storm-material for the +mere _troubling_ of marriage can never be wanting, when one considers +how little is required even for its dissolution; for instance, among +the Jews, merely that the woman scream too loud, burn the dinner, leave +her shoes in the place for the man's, &c. Beside all this, there was +much in the present case about which there was a good chance to thunder; +e. g. Liana, upon whom one might visit the misdemeanor of the brother, +because he obstinately stayed away and begged for no grace. One always +loves to let his indignation loose upon wife, daughter, and son at once, +and would rather be a land-rain than a transient shower; one child can +more easily imbitter than sweeten a whole family. + +But Froulay still continued the smiling John. Nay, did he not--I have +the proofs--carry it so far, that when, on one occasion, his daughter, +in taking leave of the Princess, fell upon her neck,--instead of +representing to her, with flashing eyes, how one must only accept, not +reciprocate, familiarities with superiors, and must take care not to +forget one's self precisely then, when _they_ do forget themselves,--and +instead of sternly asking whether she had ever seen him, in his warmest +love toward the Prince, offend against _the Dehors_,--instead, I say, of +doing this, and hailing and storming the while, did he not merely break +out that once into the fair words: "Child, thou art too affectionate +toward thy distinguished friend; ask thy mother; she knows, too, what +friendly _liaisons_ are"? + +Only Liana--although so often deceived by these calms--was full of +unutterable hope and joy at the domestic peace, and believed in its +permanence, especially as the paternal birthday was so near, that +Olympiad and normal period upon which and by which the house reckoned so +largely. During the whole year the Minister had been looking out for +this day, in order, in the morning, when the congratulations came, not +to forget to make believe he had forgotten it, but to be astonished on +the subject,--all owing to business, he said; and at evening, when the +guests came,--on account of business he never dined, he said, to +astonish _them_. He was alternately the worshipper and image-breaker of +etiquette, ministerial and opposition party thereof, as his vanity +dictated. + +Liana importuned her brother, till he promised to do something to please +his father; he composed, for the purpose, a family-piece, in which he +introduced the whole confession-night between himself and Albano, only +he converted Albano into a sister. Liana gladly studied this part also +for the birthday, although she had to deliver the blooming vest. + +The Minister, contrary to expectation, accepted the vest, the Captain +and his hand-bill for the evening's performance, graciously; for he was +wont, on former occasions, like some other fathers, to growl the louder +the more his children stroked him. He danced away like a Polack right +merrily with his family, and stuck the rod[139] behind the fur. Nothing +worse at this moment revolved in his head than the question, where it +would be best to open the amateur theatre, whether in the _Salon de +Lecture_ or in the _Salon des bains domestiques_; for the two halls were +entirely distinguished from one another, and from the other chambers, by +their names. + +The day came. Albano, whose invitation Charles had to extort, because +the Minister, out of pride, hated his pride, brought with him, +unfortunately, in his soul, the tone which Liana had given him the last +time to carry home with him. His hope had hitherto lived upon this +tone. O blame him not for it! The airy nothing of a sigh bears often a +pastoral world or an orcus on its ephemeron's-wing. Everything weighty +may, like a rock, be placed on a point, whereupon a child's finger can +set it in rotation. + +But the tone had died away. Liana knew no other way than that, in the +visiting congregation,--of whose moral pneumatophobia,[140] after all, +she was not aware in its full extent,--one should hide every religious +emotion behind the church fan. Boxes, pit, and farthing gallery were, +almost at the usual play-hour, set off and filled out with Gratulantes, +all fit to be canons. The German gentleman was made particularly +prominent by the rich and insolent ostentation of his circumstances. Of +the visiting-company-lane it can, in passing, only be observed, that in +it, as in the antiphlogistic system, _oxygen_[141] played the chief +part, which, however, was given out less by the lungs than by the heart. + +When the curtain rose, and Roquairol made that night of forgiveness and +ecstasy pass by again in a still more glowing form than it had actually +had; when this dreamy imitation seemed the first appearance of the +actual reality, how hotly and deeply did he burn himself thereby into +his friend's soul! (Good Albano! This art of being his own _revenant_, +his own ghost, his mock- and mimic-self, and of counterfeiting the +splendid edition of his own life, should have left thee smaller hopes!) +The Count must needs, in this most grave society that ever sate around +him, break out into an unseemly weeping. And why did Charles put +Albano's words, of that memorable night, into the mouth of Liana, so +bewitchingly interesting in her emotion, and thus make his love, +wrought upon by so many charms, grow even to anguish? + +The German gentleman himself gave to Liana, that white swan, floating, +tinged with rosy redness, through the evening glow of Phoebus, several +loud, and to the Count annoying signs of approbation. The Minister was +chiefly glad that all this happened in his honor, and that the point of +the last act was still going to throw a very special epigrammatic +laurel-wreath on his crown. + +He got the wreath. The pair of children were very favorably criticised +by the Erlangen literary gazette[142] of spectators, and by the +belles-lettres review, and covered over with crowns,--with noble +martyrs' crowns. The German gentleman had and used the public right of +ushering in the Coronation, and the Coronation-car. Base man! why should +thy beetle's-eyes be permitted to creep gnawingly over the holy roses +which emotion and sisterly love plants on Liana's cheeks? But how much +gayer still was the old gentleman,--so much so that he flirted with the +oldest ladies,--when he saw the knight bring out magnificently into full +daylight his interest in Liana, not fantastically or sentimentally, but +by still and steady advances and marked attention, by jokes and glances +and sly addresses, and at last by something decisive! That is to say, +the German gentleman drew the old man into a cabinet, and both came back +out of it vehemently animated. + +The lovely Liana, withdrawn into her own heart, fled from the upas-tree +of the laurel away to her comforting mother. Liana had preserved, in the +midst of the stormy mill-races of daily _assemblées_, a low voice and a +delicate ear, and the tumult had driven her inward, and left her almost +shy. + +The fair soul seldom guessed anything, except a fair soul: she so easily +divined her like; with such difficulty her counterpart. Bouverot's +advances seemed to her the usual forward and side steps of manly +courtesy; and his knightly celibacy did not allow her entirely to +understand him. Do not the lilies of innocence bloom earlier than the +roses of shame, as the purple color, in the beginning, only dyes pale, +and not till afterward puts on the red glow, when it lies before the +sun? She kept herself this evening near her mother, because she +perceived in her an unwonted seriousness. When Froulay had taken off +from his head the birthday garland, wherein were planted more thorns and +stalks than flowers,--when he had taken off the crown of thorns, and +stood in his night-cap amidst his family,--he addressed himself to the +business whereupon he had been thinking all the evening. "My little +dove," said he to his daughter, borrowing a good expression from the +Bastile,[143]--"my little dove, leave me and _Guillemette_ alone." He +now laid bare his upper teeth by a characteristic grin, and said he had, +as he hoped, something agreeable to communicate to her. "You know," he +continued, "what I owe to the German gentleman." He meant not thanks, +but money and consideration. + +We love to dwell upon it as a matter of great praise in the family of +the Quintii,[144] that they never possessed gold: I adduce--without +arraying a thousand other families of whom the same is to be sworn--only +Froulay's. Certain families, like antimony, have no chemical affinity +whatever with that metal, however much they might wish it; certainly +Froulay wished it: he looked very much to his interest (to nothing +else), he willingly (although only in cases of collision) set conscience +and honor aside; but he got no further than to great outlays and great +projects, simply because he sought money, not as the end and aim of his +ambition, but only as the means of ambition and enterprise. Even for +some pictures which Bouverot had purchased for the Prince in Italy he +still owed that individual the purchase-shilling which he had taken out +of the treasury. By his bonds as if by circulars, he stood in +widely-extended connections. He would gladly have transposed his +marriage contract into a bond, and had, with his lady, at least that +most intimate community--of goods; for, under present circumstances, +divorce and bankruptcy stood in neighborly relations to each other; but, +as was said, many men, with the best talons,--like the eagle of the +Romish king,[145]--have nothing in them. + +He continued: "Now, perhaps, this _géne_ will cease. Have you hitherto +made any observations upon him?" She shook her head. "I have," he +replied, "for a long time, and such as were really consoling to +me,--_j'avais le nez bon quant à cela_,--he has a real liking for my +Liana." + +The Minister's lady here could draw no inference, and begged him, with +disguised astonishment, to come to the _agreeable_ matter. Comically on +his face did the show of friendship wrestle with the expectation that he +should be under the necessity immediately of being exasperated. He +replied: "Is not _this_ an agreeable matter? The knight means it in +earnest. He wished now to be privately espoused to her; after three +years he retires from the order, and her fortune is made. _Vous êtes, je +l'espere, pour cette fois, un peu sur mes interêts, ils sont les +vôtres._" + +Her maternal heart, so suddenly and deeply wounded, wept, and could +hardly be concealed. "Herr von Froulay!" said she, when she had composed +herself a little; "I do not disguise my astonishment. Such a disparity +in years, in tastes, in religion."[146] + +"That is the knight's affair, not ours," he replied, refreshed by her +angry confusedness, and, like the weather, in his coldness threw only +fine, sharp snow, no hail. "As to Liana's heart, I beg you just to sound +that." "O, that innocent heart? You are mocking!" "_Posito!_ so much the +more gladly will the _innocent_ heart reconcile itself to make her +father's fortune, if she is not the greatest egotist. I should never +love to constrain an obedient daughter." "_N'epuiséz pas ce chapitre; +mon coeur est en presse._ It will cost her her life, which already +hangs by such frail threads." This allusion always struck the fire of +wrath from his flint. "_Tant mieux_," said he; "then it will never go +further than an engagement! I had almost said--_Sacre!_ and who is to +blame for that? So it fares with me at the hands of the Captain too,--in +the beginning my children promise everything, then they turn out +nothing. But, madam," he said, swiftly and venomously collecting +himself; and, instead of compressing his lips and teeth, merely pinching +moderately the auditory organs of a sleeping lap-dog; "you alone indeed +know, by your influence upon Liana, how to dress and redress everything. +Perhaps she belongs to you by a still prior claim than to me. I am not +then compromitted with the knight. The advantages I detail no further." +His breast was here already warmed under the vulture-skin of rage. + +But the noble lady now indignantly rose, and said: "Herr von Froulay! +hitherto I have not spoken of myself. Never will I counsel or +countenance or consent to it,--I will do the opposite. Herr von Bouverot +is not worthy of my Liana." + +The Minister, during this speech, had several times unnecessarily +snapped-to the snuffers over the wax candles, and only beheaded the +point of the flame; the fixed air of wrath now colored the roses of his +lips (as the chemical does botanical ones) blue. "_Bon!_" he replied, "I +travel; you can reflect on the subject,--but I give my word of honor, +that I never consent to any other match; and though it were (whereupon +he looked at the lady ironically) still more considerable[147] than the +one just projected,--either the maiden obeys or she suffers, _decidéz_! +_Mais je me fie à l'amour que vous portéz au pere et à la fille; vous +nous rendréz tous assêz contens._" And then he went forth, not like a +tempest, but like a rainbow, which he manufactured out of the eighth +color only, namely, the black, and that with his eyebrows. + +After some days of resentment with the mother and the daughter, he rode, +as Luigi's business-agent, to Haarhaar to see the princely bride. The +oppressed mother confided to her oldest and only friend, the Lector, the +sad secret. The two had now a pure relation of friendship toward one +another, which, in France, in consequence of the higher respect for +women, is more common. In the first years of the ministerial forced +marriage, which dawned not with morning dew, but with morning frost, +perhaps the hawk-moth[148] Cupid fluttered after them; but by and by +children drove away this sphinx. The wife is often forgotten when she +becomes the mother. She, therefore, with her characteristic cool and +clear strength, took all that was ambiguous in her relation to Augusti +forever out of the way; and he made her firmness more easy by his own, +because he, with more love of honor than of women, grew not more red at +any kind of braided-work than at that of a basket,[149] and erroneously +believed that a man who receives it, has as much to be ashamed of as a +woman who does. + +The Lector could foresee that she would also, after her divorce,--which +she postponed only for Liana's sake,--remain single, if only for this +reason, in order not to deprive her daughter of an allodial estate, +Klosterdorf, for the reservation of which she had now for one and twenty +years exposed herself to the battering-ram and scythe-chariot and +blunderbuss of the old Minister. Whether she was not even silently +intending her dear Liana for a man so firm and tender, who differed from +her in nothing but in a worldly coolness toward positive religion, is +another and more delicate question. Such a reciprocal gift were worthy +such a mother and friend, who must know from her heart, that combined +feelings of tenderness and honor prepare for a loved soul a surer bliss +than the love which genius offers, that alternation of flying heat and +flying cold,--that fire which, like the electric, always twice +destroys,--in the stroke and in the rebound. The Lector himself started +not that question; for he never made rash, unsafe plans; and what one +would have been more so than that of such a connection, in his poverty, +or with such a father-in-law, in a country where, as in the Electorate +of Saxony, a statute, so beneficial (for parents), can countermand even +a marriage of many years' standing, which has been concluded without +parental consent? + +With moist eyes the Minister's lady showed him the new storm-clouds, +which had again descended upon her and her Liana. She could build upon +his fine eye for the world, upon his dumb lip and upon his ready hand +for business. He said, as ever, he had foreseen all this; but proved to +her that Bouverot, if only from avarice, would never exchange his +knightly cross for the wedding-ring, whatever designs he might cherish +with regard to Liana. He gave her to surmise, so far as a tender regard +to her sore relations would tolerate, to what degree of readiness for +compliance with Bouverot's wishes the very frailty of Liana's life might +allure the Minister, in order to harvest it before it had done blooming. +For Froulay could much more nimbly swallow demands against honor than +injuries done to his vanity, as the victim of hydrophobia can much more +easily get down solid morsels than fluids. Yet all this did not sound so +immorally hard to the Minister's lady as readers of the middling classes +might imagine; I appeal to the more sensible among the higher. + +Augusti and the Minister's lady saw that something must certainly be +done for Liana during the Minister's absence; and both wonderfully +coincided in their project. Liana must go into the country this pleasant +season,--she must muster up health for the wars that were in +prospect,--she must be put out of the way of the knight's visits, which +now the birthday would multiply fourfold,--even the Minister must have +nothing to object to the place. And where can this be? Simply under the +roof of the Director Wehrfritz, who cannot endure the German gentleman, +because he knows his poisonous relation to the Prince. But of course +there are first still other mountains to be climbed than that which lies +on the way to Blumenbühl. + +The reader himself must now get over a low one; and that is a short +comico-tragic Extra-leaf upon + + +THE GREEN-MARKET OF DAUGHTERS. + +The following is certain: every owner of a very beautiful or very rich +daughter keeps, as it were, a Pitt under his roof, which to himself is +of no service, and which he must put to its first use after it has long +lain idle, by selling it to a _Regent_.[150] Strictly and commercially +speaking, daughters are not an article of trade; for the parental grand +adventurers no one can confound with those female dealers in second-hand +frippery, and stall-women, whose transit-business one does not love to +name; but a stock, with which one gains in a South Sea, or a clod, +wherewith one transfers symbolically (_scortatione_) real estate. "_Je +ne vends que mes paysages et donne les figures par dessus le +marche_,"[151] said Claude Lorraine, like a father,--and could easily +say it, because he had the figures painted in his landscapes by +_others_;--even so in the purchase or marriage-contract only the +knightly seats are supposed, and the bride who resides upon them is +thrown into the bargain. Even so, higher up, is a princess merely a +blooming twig, which a princely sponsor plucks off and carries home, not +for the sake of the _fruits_, but because a _bee-swarm_ of lands and +people has attached itself thereto. + +If a father, like our Minister, has not much, then he can pawn his +children, as the Egyptians did their parents (namely, the mummies of +them), as mortgages and hand-pledges or imperial pawns, which are not +redeemed. + +At present the mercantile order, which formerly dealt only in foreign +products, has got possession of this branch of commerce also; methinks, +however, they might find room enough in their lower vaults to be selfish +and damned, without going up stairs to the daughter. In Guinea only the +nobility can trade; with us they are cut off and debarred from almost +all trade, except the small trade in daughters, and the few other things +which grow on their own estates; hence is it that they hold so fast to +this liberty of trade, and that the noblesse seem here to be a Hanse +alliance for this delicate branch of business; so that one may, in some +manner, compare the high standing[152] of this class with the _higher_ +one (in a literal sense) which marketable people in Rome were obliged to +mount[153] in order to be seen. + +It is a common objection of young and (so-called) sensitive hearts, that +this sort of transaction very much constrains, or in fact crushes love; +whereas nothing perhaps makes so good a preparation for it as this very +thing. For when the bargain is once concluded and entered by the +bookkeeper (the parson) in the ledger, then does the time truly come on +when the daughter can consider and provide for her heart, namely, the +fair season after marriage, which is universally assumed in France and +Italy, and is gradually coming to be in Germany also, as the more +suitable time for a female heart to choose freely among the host of +men; her state then, like the Venetian, grows out of a commercial into a +conquering one. The husband himself, too, is quite as little interrupted +afterward as beforehand in his love by this short business transaction; +all is, that now--as in Nuremberg every Jew is followed by an old +woman--close upon the heels of our bridegroom a young one is seen. Nay, +often, the nuptial tradesman conceives an inclination even for the +article which he has carried home with him,--which is an uncommon piece +of good fortune; and as Moses Mendelssohn, with his bundle of silken +wares under his arm, thought out his _letters_ upon the _affections_, so +do better men, amidst their business, meditate love-letters on this +branch of trade, and deal with the virgin--as merchants in Messina[154] +do with the holy virgin--in Co.; but of course such profitable +connections of love with business must always be rare birds, and are +little to be counted upon. + +The foregoing I wrote for parents who are fond of sporting with +children's happiness; I will now out of their and my sport make +something serious. I ask you, in the first place, about your right to +prescribe for morally free beings their inclinations, or even the show +of inclination, and by one act of despotism to stretch the poisonous +leaden sceptre over a whole free life. Your ten years more of +apprenticeship to life make as little distinction in the reciprocal +liberty as talent or its want. Why do you not as well enjoin upon your +daughters _friendship_ for life? Why do you not, in the second marriage, +exercise the same right? But you have even no right to reject, except in +the age of minority, when the child has not yet any right to choose. Or +do you demand, upon their leaving the paternal roof, as pay for +training them up to freedom, the sacrifice of this very freedom itself? +You act as if you had been educators, without having been yourselves +educated; whereas you are merely paying off to your children a heavy +inherited debt to your parents, which you can never pay back to _them_; +and I know but one unpaid creditor in this respect, the first man, and +but one insolvent debtor, the last. Or do you shield yourselves under +the barbarously immoral Roman prejudice, which offers children for sale +as white negroes of the parents, because the power allowed at an earlier +period over the non-moral being slips over, unobserved from the +gradualness of its development, into a power over the moral being? + +If you may, out of love, force children to their happiness, so may they +afterward, quite as well out of gratitude force you to yours. But what +is, then, the happiness for which you are to throw away their whole +heart, with all its dreams? Chiefly _your own_; _your_ glory and +aggrandizement, _your_ feuds and friendships, are they to quench and buy +with the offering of their innermost souls. Dare you own aloud your +silent presuppositions in regard to the happiness of a forced marriage; +for example, the dispensableness of love in wedlock, the hope of a +death, the (perhaps) double infidelity, as well toward the connubial +merchant as toward the extra-connubial lover? You must presuppose them +sinners,[155] in order not to be yourselves robbers? + +Tell me not that marriages of inclination often turn out ill, and forced +marriages often well enough, as may be seen in the instance of the +Moravians, the old Germans, and Orientals. Name me rather all barbaric +times and nations, in which--for both indeed only reckon the man, never +the wife--a happy marriage means nothing more than a happy husband. No +one stands by near enough to hear and to count a woman's sighs; the +unheard pang becomes at last speechless; new wounds weaken the bleeding +of the oldest. Further: the ill-luck of fancy-marriages is chargeable +upon your very opposition to them, and your war against the married +couple. Still further: every forced marriage is, in fact, for the most +part, half a marriage of fancy. Finally: the best marriages are in the +middling class, where the bond is more apt to be love; and the worst in +the higher, where it is more a mercenary motive; and as often as in +these classes a prince should choose merely with his heart, he would get +a heart, and never lose nor betray it. + +Now, then, what sort of a hand is that into which you so often force the +fairest, finest, richest, but rebellious one? Commonly, a black, old, +withered, greedy fist. For decrepit, rich, or aspiring libertines have +too much of the connoisseur, too much satiety and freedom, to steal any +other than the most splendid creatures; the less perfect fall into the +hands and homes of mere lovers and amateurs. But how base is a man, who, +abandoned of his own character, backed merely by the despotic edict of a +stranger, paying for his fortune with a stolen one, can now drag away +the unprotected soul from the yearning eyes of a weeping love into a +long, cold life, and clasp her to his arms as against the edges of +frosty swords, and therein so near to his eye see her bleed and grow +pale and quiver! The man of honor even gives with a blush, but he takes +not with a blush; and the better lion, the beast, spares woman;[156] +but these soul-buyers extort from constrained beings at last even the +testimony of free-will. + +Mother of the poor heart, which thou wilt bless by misfortune, hear me! +Suppose thy daughter should harden herself against the misery which is +forced upon her, hast thou not reduced her rich dream of life to empty +sleep, and taken out of it love's islands of the blest, and all that +bloomed thereon; the fair days when one roamed over them, and the +perpetual happy retrospect of them when they already lie with their +blooming peaks low in the horizon? Mother, if this happy time was ever +in thy breast, then snatch it not from thy daughter; and if it was +barbarously torn from thee, then think of thy bitter pang, and bequeath +it not! + +Suppose, further, she makes the kidnapper of her soul happy, reckon now +what she might have been to its darling; and whether she does not then +deserve anything better than to gratify a jailer, locked in with her +forever by one shutting of the prison-door. But it seldom fares so well +as this; thou wilt heap a double disaster upon thy soul,--the long agony +of thy daughter, and the growing coldness of her husband, who by and by +comes to feel and resent refusals. Thou hast cast a shadow over the time +when man first needs the morning-sun,--namely, youth. O, sooner make all +other seasons of the day of life cloudy; they are all alike, the third +and the fourth and fifth decades; only at sunrise let it not rain into +life; only this one never returning, irredeemable time darken not! + +But how, if thou shouldst be sacrificing not merely joys, relations, a +happy marriage, hopes, a whole posterity, to thy plans and commands, +but the very being herself[157] whom thou constrainest? Who can justify +thee, or dry thy tears, when thy best daughter,--for she is the very one +who will be most likely to obey, be dumb and die, as the monks of La +Trappe see their cloister burn down, without one of them breaking the +vow of silence,[158]--when she, I say, like a fruit half in the sun and +half in the shade, blooms outwardly, and inwardly grows cold and pale; +when she, dying after her lifeless heart, at last can no longer conceal +anything from thee, but for years bears round the paleness and the pangs +of decline in the very orient of life; and when thou canst not console +her, because thou hast crushed her, and thy conscience cannot suppress +the name of infanticide; and when at last the worn-out victim lies there +under thy tears, and the wrestling creature, so affrighted and so young, +so faint, and yet thirsting for life, forgiving and complaining, with +languishing and longing looks, with painfully confused and conflicting +emotions, sinks with her blooming limbs into the bottomless flood of +death,--O guilty mother on the shore, thou who hast pushed her in, who +will comfort thee? But I would call every guiltless one, and show her +the bitter dying, and ask her, Shall thy child also perish thus? + + +59. CYCLE. + +It was a romantic day for Zesara, even outwardly; sun-sparks and +rain-drops played dazzlingly through the heavens. He had received a +letter from his father, dated at Madrid, which stamped at last the black +seal of certainty on the threatened death of his sister, and in which +there was nothing agreeable but the intelligence that Don Gaspard, with +the Countess of Romeiro, whose guardianship he was now concluding, would +travel in autumn (the Italian spring) to Italy. Two tones had been, in +his life, stolen away from the musical scale of love; he had never known +by experience what it was to love a brother or a sister. The coincidence +of her death-night with that night in Tartarus, this whole clawing into +the holy images and wishes of his heart, stirred up his spirit, and he +felt with indignation how impotently a whole assailing world might seek +to remove Liana's image from his soul; and again he painfully felt, that +this very Liana herself believed in her near decline. + +In this situation was he found by an unexpected invitation from the +Minister's lady herself,--sun-sparks and rain-drops played in his heaven +also. He flew; in the antechamber stood the angel who broke the six +apocalyptic seals,--Rabette. She had run to meet him from a bashfulness +before company, and had embraced him sooner than he her. How gladly did +he look into the familiar, honest face! with tears he heard the name of +brother, when he had lost a sister to-day! + +The reason of her appearance was this: when the Director was at the +Minister's lady's the last time, the latter had, with easy, disguised +hand, opened her house to his daughter, "for the sake of a knowledge of +empty city life, and for change,"--in order that she might hereafter +venture to knock at _his_ door on her own daughter's behalf. He said he +would "forward the female wild deer to her with pleasure, and all +possible despatch." And as in Blumenbühl Rabette had answered him No, +then Yes, then No, then Yes, and had held with her mother, even before +midnight, an imperial-exchequer-revision, a mint-probation-day about +everything which a human being from the country can wear in the city, +she packed up there and unpacked here. + +"Ah, I am afraid in there," said she to Albano; "they are all too +clever, and I am now so stupid!" He found beside the domestic trio the +Princess also, and the little Helena from Lilar, that lovely medallion +of a fine day to his stirred heart. Indescribably was he smitten with +Liana's womanly advances to Rabette, as if he shared her with her. With +courtesy and tenderness, a mildness also, which was without falsehood or +pride, came to the help of the embarrassed playmate, on whose face the +inborn gayety and eloquence of nature now singularly contrasted with her +artificial dumb gravity. Charles, with his ready familiarity, was more +in a condition to entangle than to extricate her; only Liana gave to her +soul and tongue, if only by the embroidery-frame, a free field; Rabette +could write with the embroidering needle, no illuminated and initial +letters, indeed, but still a good running-hand. + +She gave--turning her face toward her brother's, in order to pluck +courage therefrom--a clear report of the dangerous road and upsets, +laughing all the while, after the manner of the people when they are +telling their mishaps. Her brother was to her, at the company's expense, +both company and world; upon him alone streamed forth her warmth and +speech. She said she could from her chamber see him "play on the +harpsichord." Liana immediately led both thither. How richly and +sublimely, beyond Rabette's demands upon city-life, was the maidenly +_hospitium_ set out, from the tulip (not a blooming one, but a +work-basket of Liana's,--although every tulip is such a basket for the +finger of spring) even to the piano-forte, of which she, of course, for +the present can use no more than seven treble-keys for half a waltz? +Five moderate trunks of clothes--for therewith she thought to come out, +and show the city that the country too could wear clothes--represented +to him in their well-known flower-pieces and tin bands the old +impressions (_incunabula_) of his earliest days of life; and to-day +every trace of the old season of love refreshed him. She made him look +for his windows, from one of which the Librarian was fixing a hard gaze +on a paving-stone in the street to see how often he could hit it by +spitting. + +Here alone, in the presence only of the brother, Liana spoke more loudly +to the sister the word of friendship, and assured her how happy she +meant to make her, and how sincere she was in all that she promised. O +look not into the flame of the pure, religious, sisterly love with any +yellow eye of jealousy! Can you not comprehend that this fair soul even +now distributes its rich flames among all sisterly hearts, until love +concentrates them into _one_ sun; as, according to the ancients, the +scattered lightnings of night gather themselves in the morning into one +solid solar orb? She was, everywhere, an eye for every heart; like a +mother, she never once forgot the little in the great; and she poured +out (let no one deny me the privilege of printing this minute example) +for little Helena the cup of coffee, which the Doctor forbade, half +full of cream, in order that it might be without strength or harm. + +The impatient Princess had already looked ten times toward the heavens, +through which now beams of light, now rain-columns flew, till at length +out of the consumed cloud-snow the broad fields of blue grew up, and +Julienne could lead out the delighted young people into the garden, to +the annoyance of the Minister's lady, who did not like to expose Liana +to the _Serein_,--five or six blasts of the evening-wind, and the wading +through rain-water that stood a nineteenth of a line[159] deep. She +herself stayed behind. How new-born, glistening, and inviting was all +down below! The larks soared out of the distant fields like tones, and +warbled near over the garden,--in all the leaves hung stars, and the +evening air threw the liquid jewelry, the trembling earrings, from the +blossoms down upon the flowers, and bore sweet incense to meet the bees. +The Idyl of the year, Spring, parcelled its sweet pastoral land among +the young souls. Albano took his sister's hand, but he listened vacantly +to her intelligence from home. Liana went far in advance with the +Princess, and bathed herself in the open heavens of confidential +communion. + +Suddenly Julienne stood still, chatting playfully with her, in order to +let the Count come up, and to inquire after letters from Don Gaspard, +and after tidings of the Countess Romeiro. He communicated, with glowing +countenance, the contents of to-day's letter. In Julienne's physiognomy +there was a smile almost of raillery. To the intelligence of Linda's +intended journey she replied: "That is just herself; she will fain learn +everything,--travel over everything. I wager she climbs up _on_ Mont +Blanc and _into_ Vesuvius. Liana and I call her, for this reason, the +Titaness." How graciously did Liana listen, with her eyes wholly on her +female friend! "You are not acquainted with her?" she inquired of the +tortured one. He answered, emphatically, in the negative. Roquairol came +up; "_Passéz, Monsieur_," said she, making room, and giving him a sign +to move on. Liana looked very earnestly after. "_La voici!_" said +Julienne, letting the cover of a likeness spring up, by a pressure, on a +ring of her little hand. Good youth! it was exactly the form which +arose, that magic night, out of Lago Maggiore, sent to thee by the +spirits! "She is hit there, exactly," said she to the agitated man. +"Very," said he, confusedly. She did not investigate this +contradictory[160] "very"; but Liana looked at him; "very--beautifully +and boldly!" he continued; "but I do not love boldness in women." "O, +one can readily believe that of men!" replied Julienne; "no hostile +power loves it in the other party." + +They passed along now through the chestnut avenue by the holy spot where +Albano had seen, for the first time, the bride of his hopes shining and +suffering behind the water-jets. O it was here that he would gladly, +with that soul of his painfully excited by the mutual reaction of +wonderful circumstances, have knelt down before the still angel so near +him! The tender Julienne perceived that she had to spare an agitated +heart; after a tolerably loud silence, she said, in a serious tone: "A +lovely evening,--we'll go to the water-house. There is where Liana was +cured, Count! The fountains must leap, too." "O the fountains!" said +Albano, and looked with indescribable emotion upon Liana. She thought, +however, he meant those in the flute-dell. Helena cried out behind for +them to wait, and came tripping along after with two little hands full +of dewy auriculas, which she had plucked, and gave them all to Liana, +expecting from her, as collatress of benefices, the flower-distribution. +"The little one, too, still thinks of the beautiful Sunday at Lilar," +said Liana. She gave the Princess one or two, and Helena nodded; and +when Liana looked at her, she nodded again, as a sign the Count should +have something too: "More yet!" she cried, when he had got some; and the +more Liana gave, the more did the child cry, "More,"--as children are +wont to do, in the hyperboles of their tendency to the infinite. + +They went over a green bridge, and came into a neat room. Instead of the +piano-forte formerly there, stood a glass chapel of the goddess of +music, a harmonica. The Captain screwed in behind a tapestry-door, and +immediately all the confined spring-waters shot up outside with silvery +wings toward heaven. O how the sprinkled world burned as they stepped +out on the top! + +Why wast thou, my Albano, just at this hour not entirely happy? Why, +then, do pains pierce through all our unions,--and why does the heart, +like its veins, bleed most richly when it is heated? Above them lay the +still, wounded heavens in the bandage of a long, white mass of cloud; +the evening sun stood as yet behind the palace, but on both sides of it +his purple mantle of clouds floated in broad folds away across the sky; +and if one turned round toward the east to the mountains of Blumenbühl, +green living flames streamed upward, and, like golden birds, the _ignes +fatui_ danced through the moist twigs and on the eastern windows, but +the fountains still threw their white silver into the gold. + +Then the sun swam forth, with red hot breast, drawing golden circles in +the clouds, and the arching water-shoots burned bright. Julienne bent +upon Albano--near whom she had constantly remained, as if by way of +atonement--a hearty look, as if he were her brother, and Charles said to +Liana, "Sister, thy evening song!" "With all my heart," said she; for +she was right glad of the opportunity to withdraw herself, with the +melancholy seriousness of her enjoyment, and down below in the solitary +room to utter aloud, on the harmonica-bells, all that which rapture and +the eyes bury in silence. + +She went down; the melodious requiem of the day went up,--the zephyr of +sound, the harmonica, flew, waving, over the garden-blossoms,--and the +tones cradled themselves on the thin lilies of the up-growing water, and +the silver lilies burst aloft for pleasure, and from the brightness of +the sun, into flamy blossoms, and over yonder reposed mother sun in a +blue pasture, and looked greatly and tenderly upon her human children. +Canst thou, then, hold thy heart, Albano, so that it shall remain +concealed with its joys and sorrows, when thou hearest the peaceful +virgin walking in the moonlight of tones? O when the tone which trickles +down in the ether announces to her the early wasting away of her life, +and when the soft, long-drawn melodies flow away from her like the +rose-oil of many crushed days; dost thou not think of that, Albano? How +the human creature plays! The little Helena flings up auriculas at the +flashing water-veins, in order that she may dash one of them with the +spray of the intercepted jet, and the youth Zesara bends far over the +balustrade, and lets the stream of water leap off from his sloping hand +upon his hot face and eye, in order to cool and conceal himself. The +fiery veil was snatched from him by his sister; Rabette was one of +those persons whom this musical tremor gnaws upon even physically, just +as, on the other hand, the Captain was little affected by the harmonica, +and indeed was always least moved when others were most so; there were +no pains with which the innocent girl was less familiar than with sweet +ones; the bitter-sweet melancholy into which she sank away in the idle +solitude of Sundays, she and others had scolded at as mere sullenness. +At this moment she felt all at once, with a blush, her stout heart +seized, whirled round, and scalded through as by hot whirlpools. Besides +it had to-day already been swayed to and fro by the meeting with her +brother again, the leaving of her mother, and her confused bashfulness +before strangers, and even by the sight of the sunny-red mountain of +Blumenbühl. In vain did the fresh brown eyes and the overripe full lip +battle against the uprending pain; the hot springs tore their way +through, and the blooming face with the strong chin grew red and full of +tears. Painfully ashamed, and dreading to be taken for a child, +especially as all her companions' emotions had remained invisible, she +pressed her handkerchief over her burning face, and said to her brother, +"I must go away, I am not well, I shall choke,"--and ran down to the +gentle Liana. + +Yes, thou needest only carry thither thy shy pangs! Liana turned, and +saw her hastily and violently drying her eyes. Ah, hers too were indeed +full. When Rabette saw it, she said, courageously, "I absolutely cannot +hear it,--I must scream,--I am really ashamed of myself." "O thou dear +heart," cried Liana, joyfully falling upon her neck, "be not ashamed, +and look into my eye! Sister, come to me, as often as thou art troubled; +I will gladly weep with thy soul, and dry thy eye even sooner than my +own." There was an overmastering enchantment in these tones,--in these +looks of love, because Liana fancied she was mourning over some eclipsed +star or other of her life. And never did trembling gratitude embrace +more freshly and youthfully a venerated heart than did Rabette Liana. + +And now came Albano. Awakened by the dying away of the cradle-song, he +had hurried after her, leaving all the cold and other drops unwiped from +his fiery cheeks. "What ails thee, sister?" he asked, hastily. Liana, +still lingering in the embrace and the inspiration, answered quickly, +"You have a good sister; I will love her as her brother does." The sweet +words of the so deeply affected souls and the fiery storm of his being +carried him away, and he clasped the embracing ones and pressed the +sisterly hearts to each other and kissed his sister; when, at the sight +of Liana's confused bending aside of her head, he was terrified and +flamed up crimson. + +He must needs fly. With these wild agitations he could not stay in the +presence of Liana, and before the cold, mirroring glances of the +company. But the night was to be as wonderful as the day; he hastened +with live looks, that appeared like angry ones, out of the city to the +Titaness, Nature, who at once calms and exalts us. He went along by +exposed mill-wheels, about which the stream wound itself in foam. The +evening clouds stretched themselves out like giants at rest, and basked +in the ruddy dawn of America, and the storm swept among them, and the +fiery Briareuses started up; night built the triumphal-arch of the +milky-way, and the giants marched gloomily under. And in every element +Nature, like a storm-bird, beat her rustling wings. + +Albano lay, without knowing it, on the woodland bridge of Lilar, under +which the wind-streams went roaring through. He glowed like the clouds +with the lingering tinges of _his_ sun; his inner wings were, like those +of the ostrich, full of spines, and wounded while they lifted him; the +romantic spiritual day, the letter of his father, Liana's tearful eyes, +his boldness, and then his bliss and remorse about it, and now the +sublime night-world on all sides round about him, passed to and fro +within him and shook his young heart; he touched with his fiery cheek +the moistened tree-tops, and did not cool himself, and he was near to +that sounding, flying heart, the nightingale, and yet hardly heard her. +Like a sun, his heart goes through his pale thoughts, and quenches on +its path one constellation after another. On the earth and in the +heavens, in the past and in the future, stood before Albano only one +form; "Liana," said his heart, "Liana," said all nature. + +He went down the bridge and up the western triumphal-arch, and the +glimmering Lilar lay before him in repose. Lo! there he saw the old +"pious father" on the balustrade of the arch, fast asleep. But how +different was the revered form from the picture of it which he had +shaped to himself according to that of the deceased Prince. The white +locks, flowing richly down under the Quaker hat, the femininely and +poetically rounded brow, the arched nose and the youthful lip, which +even in late life had not yet withered, and the childlikeness of the +soft face, announced a heart which, in the evening-twilight of age, +takes its rest and looks toward the stars. How lonely is the holy sleep! +The Death-angel has conducted man out of the light world into the dark +hermitage built over it; his friends stand without near the cell; +within, the hermit talks with himself, and his darkness grows brighter +and brighter, and jewels and pastures and whole spring-days gleam out at +last,--and all is clear and broad! Albano stood before the sleep with an +earnest soul, which contemplates life and its riddles;--not only the +incoming and the outgoing of life are hidden with a manifold veil, but +even the short path itself; as around Egyptian temples, so around the +greatest of all temples sphinxes lie, and, reversing the case as it was +with the sphinx, he only solves the riddle who dies. + +The old man spoke, behind the speech-grating of sleep, with dead ones +who had journeyed with him over the morning meadows of youth, and +addressed with heavy lip the dead Prince and his spouse. How sublimely +did the curtain of the venerable countenance, pictured over with a long +life, hang down before the pastoral world of youth dancing behind it, +and how touchingly did the gray form roam round with its youthful crown +in the cold evening dew of life, taking it for morning-dew, and looking +toward the east, and toward the sun! The youth ventured only to touch +lovingly a lock of the old man; he meant to leave him, in order not to +alarm him with a strange form, before the rising moon should have +touched his eyelids and awakened him. Only he would first crown the +teacher of his loved one with the twigs of a neighboring laurel. When he +came back from it, the moon had already penetrated with her radiance +through the great eyelids, and the old man opened them before the +exalted youth, who, with the glowing rosy moon of his countenance, +glorified by the moon overhead, stood before him like a genius with the +crown. "Justus!" cried the old man, "is it thou?" He took him for the +old Prince, who, with just such blooming cheeks and open eyes, had +passed before him in the under-world of dreams. + +But he soon came back out of the dreamy Elysium into the botanical, and +knew even Albano's name. The Count, with open mien, grasped his hands, +and said to him how long and profoundly he had respected him. Spener +answered in few and quiet words, as old men do who have seen everything +on the earth so often. The glory of the moonlight flowed down now on the +tall form, and the quietly open eye was illumined,--an eye which not so +much penetrates as lets everything penetrate it. The almost cold +stillness of the features, the youthful gait of the tall form, which +bore its years upright as a crown upon the head, not as a burden upon +the back, more as flowers than as fruit, the singular mixture of former +manly ardor and of womanly tenderness,--all this called up before Albano +the image of a prophet of the Eastern land. That broad stream which came +roaring down through the alps of youth, glides now calmly and smoothly +through its pastures; but throw rocks before it, and again it starts up +roaring. + +The old man looked upon the youthful youth, the oftener the more warmly. +In our days youth is, in young men, a bodily and spiritual beauty at +once. He invited him to accompany him this beautiful night to his quiet +cottage, which stands overhead there near the church-spire, that looks +down from above into flute-dell. On the singular, mazy paths which they +now took, Lilar was transformed to Albano's eyes into a new world; like +flying silver clouds of night, the glimmering beauties were continually +shifting and arranging themselves together into new groups, and +occasionally the two companions penetrated through exotic shrubbery with +lively-colored blossoms and wondrous odors. The pious father asked him +with interest about his former and present life. + +They came to the opening of a dark passage into the earth. Spener, in a +friendly manner, took Albano's right hand, and said this way led _up_ to +his mountain-abode. But soon it seemed to go downward. The stream of the +vale, the Rosana, sounded even in here, but only single drops of +moonlight trickled through scattered mountain openings overspun with +twigs. The excavation extended farther downward; still more remotely +murmured the water in the vale. And yet a nightingale sang a lay that +grew nearer and nearer. Albano was composed and silent. Everywhere they +went along before narrow gates of splendor which only a star of heaven +seemed to fling in. They descended now to a distant, illuminated magic +bower of bright red and poisonous dark flowers, arched over at once with +little peaked leaves and great broad foliage; and a confusing white +light, partly sprinkled about by the living rays that gushed in, and +partly flying off from the lilies only as white dust, drew the eye into +an intoxicating whirl. Zesara entered with a dazzled eye, and as he +looked to the right, in the direction of the fire that rained in, he +found Spener's eye sharply fixed upon something to the left; he looked +thither, and saw an old man, entirely like the deceased Prince, dart by +and stalk into a side cavern; his hand quivered with affright, so did +Spener's,--the latter pressed hastily on downward; and at last there +glistened a blue, starry opening: they stepped out.... + +Heavens! a new starry arch; a pale sun moves through the stars, and they +swim, as in play, after him,--below reposes an enraptured earth full of +glitter and flowers; its mountains run gleaming away up toward the arch +of heaven, and bend over toward Sirius; and through the unknown land +delights glide, like dreams over which man weeps for joy. + +"What is that? Am I on or under the earth?" said Albano, astounded; and +his wandering eye fled for refuge to the face of a living man,--"I saw a +dead man." Much more affectionately than before, the old man answered, +"This is Lilar; behind us is my little house!" He explained the +mechanical illusion[161] of the descent. "Here, now, have I stood so +many thousand times, and feasted myself with so fervent a heart on the +works of God. How looked the form, my son?" "Like the dead Prince," said +Alban. In a startled, but almost commanding tone, Spener said, with a +low voice, "Be silent, like me, until his time,--it was not he. Thy +salvation and the salvation of many hangs thereon. Go no more to-day +through the passage." + +Albano, half-angered by all the experience of this singular day, said, +"Well, then, I go back through Tartarus. But what means the ghostly +creation that everywhere pursues me?" "Thou hast," said the old man, +lovingly and refreshingly, laying a finger on the youth's brow, "nothing +but invisible friends about thee,--and cast thyself everywhere upon God. +There are a great many Christians who say, God is near or far off, that +his wisdom and his goodness appear quite specially in one age or +another,--truly that is idle deception; is he not the unchangeable, +eternal Love, and does he not love and bless us at one hour just as much +as at another?" As we ought, properly, to call the eclipse of the sun an +eclipse of the earth, so it is man who is obscured, never the Infinite; +but we are like the people who look at the obscuration of the sun in the +water, and then, when the water trembles, cry out, "See how the +glorious sun struggles!" + +Albano stepped into the solitude of the old man's neatly ordered +dwelling, only with heaviness, because, in the hot ashes of his volcano, +every feeling put forth and throve the more luxuriantly. Spener +pointed over from his mountain-ridge to the little so-called +"Thunderhouse,"[162] and advised him to occupy it this summer. Albano +took his leave at length, but his agitated heart was a sea, in which the +morning sun is glowingly still half reflected, and into which, at +evening, a lead-colored storm dips, and which swells glistening under +the storm. He looked up from below at the old man, who was looking after +him; but he would hardly have wondered to-day if _he_ had either sunk or +ascended. With indignant and spirited resolutions, to stake and +sacrifice his life for his love, at which cold hands were grasping, he +strode without any fear through Tartarus, which, by the magnifying +mirror of night, was distorted into a black giant armament: thus is the +spirit-world only a region of our inner world, and _I_ fear only +_myself_. When he stood before the altar of the heart in the dumb night, +where nothing was audible but the thoughts, then did the bold spirit +advise him repeatedly to call upon the dead old man, and swear aloud by +his heart, full of dust; but when he looked up to the fair heavens, his +heart was consecrated, and only prayed, "O good God, give me Liana!" + +It grew dark; the clouds, which he had taken for the shining mountains +of a new earth, stretching away into the heavens, had reached the moon, +and overshadowed it with darkness. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[138] _Tempestiarii_, or Storm-makers, was a name given, in the +Middle Ages, to the master-wizards who could conjure up foul +weather. Weather-prayers were used in the churches against them, +and other wizard-masters called in to counteract the former. + +[139] The Polish dancer always carries a rod under the fur-dress, +wherewith his partner is excused by a blow or two, when she makes +a misstep.--_Upper Siles. Monthly Mag._, July, 1788. + +[140] Dread of spirits. + +[141] The German for this is _sauer-stoff_ (sour-stuff).--TR. + +[142] A noted review in Richter's day, published at Erlangen near +Nuremberg.--TR. + +[143] Thus did the turnkeys name their prisoners. + +[144] Alexand. ab Al., v. 4. + +[145] To distinguish himself from the eagle of the Emperor, who +holds something in both claws. + +[146] Bouverot was a Catholic. + +[147] He meant one with the poor Lector. + +[148] Literally, "twilight-bird."--TR. + +[149] To _get the basket_ means a refusal.--TR. + +[150] I do not mean (as perhaps may appear from the _selling_) +Pitt the Minister, but Pitt the Diamond, which the father of the +present Pitt traded away to the Duke Regent of France, and for +whose splinters he got twelve thousand ducats into the bargain. + +[151] I sell only my landscapes, and throw in the figures. + +[152] _Stand_, in German, has the double meaning of an _estate_ +and a _stand_.--TR. + +[153] Plaut. Bacch., Act 4, Scen. 7, 4, 16, 17. + +[154] Seventh Part of the new Collection of Travels. + +[155] I speak more particularly of the daughters, because they +are the most frequent and greatest victims; the sons are +bloodless mass-offerings. + +[156] Pliny, Nat. Hist., VIII. 16. + +[157] And this is quite probable. Dr. Edward Hill reckoned that +in England eight thousand die annually of unhappy love,--of +broken hearts, as the Englishwomen touchingly express it. Beddoes +shows that vegetable food--and of this such victims are +particularly fond--fosters consumption, and that females incline +to this. Besides, the times of longing, which of itself, even +without disappointment, as homesickness shows, is a poisonous +revolving leaden ball, occur in youth, when the seed of pectoral +maladies most easily springs up. O many married ones fall, under +misconstructions, victims to the death-angel, into whose hand +they had, previously to marriage, put the sword they themselves +had sharpened! + +[158] Forster's Views, Vol. I. + +[159] A line (French) is one twelfth of an inch.--TR. + +[160] Because he had just said he did not know her.--TR. + +[161] Weigel. in Jena, invented the inverted bridge (_pons +heteroclitus_), a stairway on which a person seems to descend, by +going up.--_Bush's Handbook of Inventions_, Vol. VII. + +[162] It had the name from its height and its being so often +struck with lightning. + + + + +THIRTEENTH JUBILEE. + + ROQUAIROL'S LOVE.--PHILIPPIC AGAINST LOVERS.--THE + PICTURES.--ALBANO ALBANI.--THE HARMONIC TÊTE-À-TÊTE.--THE + RIDE TO BLUMENBÜHL. + + +60. CYCLE. + +Out of the drops which the harmonica had wrung from Rabette's heart the +old enchanter, Fate, is perhaps preparing, as other enchanters do out of +blood, dark forms; for Roquairol had seen it, and wondered at the +sensibility of a heart which hitherto had been set in motion more by +occupations than by romances. Now he drew nearer to her with a new +interest. Since the night of the oath, he had drawn his heart out of all +unworthy fetters. In this freedom of victory, he went forward proudly, +and stretched out his arms more lightly and longingly after noble love. +He now visited his sister incessantly; but he still kept to himself. +Rabette was not fair enough for him, beside his tender sister. She was +an artificial ribbon-rose beside one by Van der Ruysch; she said +herself, naively, that she looked, with her village-complexion in white +lawn, like black-tea in white cups. But in her healthy eyes, not yet +corroded into dimness by tragical drops, and on her fresh lips, life +glowed; her powerful chin and her arched nose threatened and promised +spirit and strength; and her upright and downright heart grasped and +repelled decidedly and intensely. He determined to prove her. The +Talmud[163] forbids to inquire after the price of a thing, when one does +not mean to buy it; but the Roquairols always cheapen and look further. +They tear a soul in two, as children do a bee, in order to eat out of it +the honey which it would gather. They borrow from the eel, not only his +dexterity in slipping away, but also the power to twine around the arm +and crush it. + +And now he let all the dazzling powers of his multi-form nature play +before her,--the sense of his ascendency permitted him to move freely +and gracefully, and the careless heart seemed open on all sides,--he +linked so freely earnestness and jest, glow and glitter, the greatest +and the least, and energy with mildness. Unhappy girl! now art thou his; +and he snatches thee from thy _terra firma_ with rapacious wings up into +the air, and then hurls thee down. Like a vine running on a +lightning-rod, thou wilt richly unfold thy powers and bloom up on him; +but he will draw down the lightning upon himself and thy blossoms, and +strip thee of thy leaves and rend thee utterly. + +Rabette had never conceived of such a man, much less seen one; he made +his way by main force into her sound heart, and a new world went in +after him. Through Liana's love for the Captain, hers mounted still +higher; and the two could speak of their brothers in friendly +reciprocation. The good Liana sought to bring to the help of her friend +many a thing which would hardly take hold, particularly mythology, +which, by reason of the French pronunciation of the names of the gods, +was still more unserviceable to her. Even with books Liana sought to +bring them together; so that reading was to her a sort of week-day +Divine service, which she attended with true devotion, and was always +delighted when it was over. Through all these water-wheels of knowledge +streamed Roquairol's love, and helped drive and draw. How many blushes +now flitted without any occasion over her whole face! The laugh which +once expressed her gayety, came now too often, and betokened only a +helpless heart, which longed to sigh. + +So stood matters with her when Charles once playfully stole behind her +and covered her eyes with his hand, in order, under the mask of her +brother's voice, to give her soft, sisterly names. She confounded the +similar voices; she pressed the hand heartily, but her eye was hot and +moist. Then she discovered the mistake, and flew with the concealed +evening and morning redness of her countenance out of the room. Now he +looked closer into the eyes of Liana, who blamed him for it, and hers +too had wept. She would fain at first conceal from him the object of the +sisterly emotion; but another's No was to him, of old, an auxiliary +verb,--a fair wind blowing him into port. Liana grew more and more +agitated; at last she related how Rabette's account of Albano's youthful +history had drawn from her in turn the history of his early relations, +and that she had portrayed to her the bloody night of the masquerade, +and even shown his bloody dress. "And then," said Liana, "she wept with +me as heartily as if she had been thy sister. O, it is a dear heart!" +Charles saw the two linked together like two pastures, namely, by the +rainbow which stands over both with its drops; he drew her with thankful +love to his breast. "Art thou then happy?" asked Liana, in a tone +ominous of something sad. + +She must needs disclose to him her full heart, and tell him all. He +heard with astonishment, how that whole Tartarus-night, on which the +unknown voice had promised Linda de Romeiro to his friend, had been made +known to her. By whom? She held an inexorable silence; he contented +himself, because, to be sure, it could only have been Augusti, who was +the only one that knew of it. "And now believest thou, thou heart from +heaven," said he, "that I and the brother of my soul could ever separate +by robbing each other? O, it is all otherwise, all otherwise! He curses +the mock-spirits and the object of the mimicry. O he loves me; and my +heart will rejoice in the day when it is his!" The touching ambiguity of +these last words dissolved him in a sacred melancholy. + +But she, in the midst of the heartiest overflow of feeling, took part, +as if out of piety, with the spirits, and said: "Speak not thus of +spiritual apparitions! They exist, that I know,--only one needs not fear +them." Here, however, with firm hand she held fast the veil over her +experiences; he too had known long since, that, notwithstanding her most +tremblingly delicate feelings, which shrunk even from the sight of the +blue veins on the lily hand, as from a wound, she had appeared +unexpectedly courageous before the dead and in the ghostly hours of +fantasy. + +Behind the waves of so different an emotion which now drove his heart up +and down, Rabette was eclipsed. He burned now only for the hour when he +could tell his Albano the singular treachery of the Lector. + + +61. CYCLE. + +Even before the Captain disclosed to his friend Augusti's probable +treachery, Albano was almost entirely at variance with his two tutors. +In a circle full of young hearts which beat for one another, and still +more fondly fight for one another, two always take an indissoluble hold +of each other, and become one at others' expense. + +Albano boldly broke with every one whom Charles displeased. Besides, +Schoppe had long been loved by few, because few can endure a perfectly +free man; the flower-chains hold better, they think, when galley-chains +run through them. He, therefore, could not bear it, when one "with too +close a love clambered up round him so tightly that he had the freedom +of his arms no more than if he wore them in bandages of eighty +heads."[164] The sarcastic liveliness of his pantomime chilled the +Captain, by having the appearance of a somewhat stricter observation, +more than did the composed face of the Lector, who from that very +circumstance took everything more sharply into his still eye. + +The good Schoppe had one fault which no Albano forgives, namely, his +intolerance toward the "female saintly images of isinglass," as he +expressed it,--toward the tender errors of the heart, the sacred +excesses by which man weaves into this short life a still shorter +pleasure. On one occasion Charles walked up and down with arms akimbo +and drooping head, as on a stage, and said, accidentally, so that the +Titular-librarian overheard him, "O I was very little understood by the +world in my youth." He said nothing further; but let anybody shake, in +jest, a baker's dozen[165] of hornets, a basket of crabs, a mug of +wood-pismires, all at once over the Librarian's skin, and take a flying +observation of the effect of the stinging, nipping, biting; then can +one, in a measure at least, conceive what a quivering, swelling, and +irritation there was in him, so soon as he heard the above-mentioned +phraseology. "Mr. Captain!" he began, drawing in a long breath, "I can +stand through a good deal on this rusty, stupid earth,--famine, +pestilence, courts, the stone, and fools from pole to pole; but your +phraseology surpasses the strength of my shoulders. Sir Captain, you +may, most certainly, use this rhetoric with perfect justice, because +you, as you say, are not understood. But, O heavens! O devils! I hear, +in fact, thirty thousand young men and maidens, from one +circulating-library to another, all with inflated breast, saying and +groaning round and round, that nobody understands them, neither their +grandfather nor their god-parents, nor the conrector, when, in fact, the +wrapping-paper,[166] commonplace pack does not itself understand. But +the young man means by this merely a maiden, and the maiden a young man; +these can appreciate each other. Out of love will I undertake, as out of +potatoes, to serve up fourteen different dishes; let one just shear off, +as they do off of the bears in Göttingen, its beastly hair, and no +Blumenbach would any longer recognize it. + +"Mr. Von Froulay, I have somewhat often compared this cursed exaltation +of souls, merely from low motives, with the English horsetails, which +also always stand pointing to heaven, only because their sinews have +been cut. Must not one be mad, when one hears every day, and reads every +day, how the commonest souls, the very doggerels and trumpeters' pieces +of Nature, think themselves exalted by love above all people, like cats +that fly with hogs' bladders buckled on to them; how they rendezvous in +the hare's form and emporium of love, the other world, as on a +Blocksberg, and how, on this finch-ground, in this theatrical green-room +(or dressing-room, which then becomes the opposite), they drive their +business until they are coupled. Then it's all over; fancy and poesy, +which now should be to them for the first time serviceable, are caught! +They run away from them like lice from the dead, although on these the +hair continues to sprout out. They shudder at the next world; and when +they become widowers and widows, they do their courting very well +without the hogs' bladders, and without the decoy-feathers, and the +folding screen of the next world. Such a thing as this now, Sir Captain, +provokes one, and then, in the heat, the just must suffer with the +unjust, as your ears unfortunately attest!" + +Alban, who never light-mindedly forgave, silently separated himself from +a heart, which, as he unjustly said, quenched the flames of love with +satiric gall. + +In the chain of friendship with Augusti, one ring after another +absolutely broke in twain. The Count found in the Lector a spirit of +littleness which was more revolting to him than any bad spirit. The +elegance of a good courtier, his propensity to keep the smallest secrets +as faithfully as the greatest, his passion for starting up behind every +action a long plan, his thirsty curiosity for genuine historical +sources, at court and in the city, and his coldness toward philosophy, +so dried up the overstrained image which Albano had formed of him, that +it wrinkled up and grew full of rents. Such dissimilarities never rise +among cultivated men to open feuds; but they secretly put upon the inner +man one piece of armor after another, till he stands there in solid +mail, and strikes out. + +Now, in addition to all this, the Lector bore the Captain a hearty +grudge, because he cost the Minister's lady many anxious hours, and +Liana, and even the Count, much money, and because he seemed to him to +pervert the youth. The otherwise directly ascending flame of Albano was +now, by the obstacles thrown in the way of his love, bent on all sides, +and, like soldering fire, burned more sharply; but this sharpness +Augusti ascribed to the friend. Albano appeared to those whom he loved +warmer, to those whom he endured colder, than he was, and his +earnestness was easily confounded with defiance and pride; but the +Lector imagined that Albano's love was stolen from him by Charles. + +He undertook, with equal refinement and frankness, to play off on the +Count a good map-card of the spots which were thickly sown in the +heavenly body of this Jupiter. But he tore every map. Charles's painful +confessions on that night extinguished all additions by other hands. And +Albano's grand faith, that one must shield a friend entirely, and trust +him entirely, warded off every influence. O it is a holy time, in which +man desires offerings and priests, _without fail_, for the altar of +friendship and love, and--beholds them; and it is a too cruel time, in +which the so often cheated, belied bosom prophesies to itself, on +another's bosom, in the midst of the love-draught of the moment, the +cold neighborhood of bankruptcy! + +As the Lector saw perfectly that Alban, at many of his charges against +Charles,--for instance, of his wildness and disorder,--remained cold, +for the reason that he might deem himself to be reproached over +another's shoulders, as the French (according to Thickness) give +strangers praise over their own; he now, instead of the point of +similarity, took hold of an entire dissimilarity of the Captain, his +light-mindedness toward the sex. But this only made the matter worse. +For, in matters of love, Charles was to him the higher fire-worshipper, +and the Lector only the one whom the coal of this fire blackens. Augusti +cherished, in regard to love, pretty nearly the principles of the great +world, which, merely for honor's sake, he never coined into action, and +he assigned only the cloud-heaven near the earth to love. The Captain, +however, spoke of a third heaven, or heaven of joy, as belonging +thereto, wherein only saints are the blest. Augusti, after the manner of +the great world, spoke much more freely than he acted, and sometimes as +openly as if he were dining in the hall of a watering-place. Charles +spoke like a maiden. The virgin ear of Albano, which was mostly closed +in good visiting-parlors, and which in study-chambers remained open, +united to his want of the experience that a cynical tongue is often +found in the most continent men, for instance, in our buffoonery-loving +forefathers, and an ascetic one in modest libertines,--these two things +must naturally have involved the pure young man in a double error. + +Thus did Augusti start up within him more and more storm-birds. Both +came often to the verge of a complete feud and challenge; for the Lector +had too much honor to fear any one thing, and dared in cold blood as +much as another in hot. + +Now, at length, did Charles disclose fully to his friend, though with +all the tenderness of friendship, Liana's acquaintance with that +Tartarus-night. "The otherwise reserved Lector must be after nearer +advantages with his tattling," Albano concluded, and now the toad of +jealousy, which lives and grows in the living tree without any visible +way in or out, nursed itself to full size in his warm heart. Unanswered +love is besides the most jealous. God knows whether he is not +scenery-master of these ghost scenes working in and through each other +with so many wheels. All these are Albano's private conclusions; open +accusations were forbidden by his sense of honor. But his warm heart, +always expressing itself, demanded a warmer society, and this he found +when he followed the pious father, and went to Lilar into the +Thunderhouse, into the midst of the flowers and summits, in order, lying +nearer to the heart of Nature, to dream and enjoy more sweetly. + +There was only one warm, sun-bright spot for him in Charles's historical +picture; namely, the hope that perhaps only the mistakes about his +relation to the Countess, out of which Liana had been helped by her +brother, had dictated to her the evenly cold deportment which she had +hitherto maintained towards him. On this sunny side Rabette threw a +billet, in which she wrote him that she was going back to her parents on +Saturday, because the Minister was coming. That hope, this intelligence, +the prospect of less favorable circumstances, his going to Lilar,--all +this decided him in the purpose of snatching to himself a solitary +moment, and therein casting off before Liana the veil from his soul and +hers. + + +62. CYCLE. + +Singularly did events cut across each other on the day when Albano came +into the Ministerial house to take leave of Rabette, and (a trembling +voice said within him) of Liana, too. Rabette beckoned to him, from the +window, to come to her chamber. She had folded together the Icarus's +wings of her apparel into the trunks. Over her inner being a prostrating +storm swept to and fro. Charles had disturbed the equilibrium of her +heart by his warmth, and had not restored it again by a word of +recompense. Like the doves, she flutters around the high conflagration. +O may she not, like them, escape with singed feathers, and come back +again, and at last fall into it! She said she had longed for her +friends, ever since she saw yesterday a flock of sheep driven through +the city. She should accompany, on Saturday, Liana and her mother to +attend the consecration of the church, and the interment of the princely +couple. He begged her, so abruptly and eagerly, to contrive for him +to-day a solitary moment with her friend in the garden, that he +absolutely did not hear her sweet news of Liana's intention to stay +there and make her a visit. + +Alas! he found with the Minister's lady that showman of magnificent +pictures, who, like Nature, made not only a beginning of his spring, but +an end of his autumn, with poisonous flowers,[167] Mr. Von Bouverot. +Dian had sent him four heavenly copies from Rome; these he opened with +dry, artistic palate. Liana received the Count again as ever. Was, +perhaps, Raphael's _Madonna della Sedia_, in whose heaven-descended +palladium her tender soul was absorbed, the seal-keeper of her holiest +mystery? The all-forgetting artistic passion became her so gracefully! +Her optic nerves had become, by her long painting, like delicate +feelers, which closed fast around lovely forms. Certain female forms, +like this one, stirred up her whole soul. For she had, in childhood, +sketched in her inner heaven shining constellations of the heroines of +romances, and in general of unseen women; great ideas of their spirit, +their heavenly walk, their exaltation above all that she had ever seen; +and she had felt equal shyness and longing to meet one such. Hence she +went forth out of this colossal nympheum[168] of her fancy, so easily +dazzled, and with such warm, heartfelt reverence, to meet pure female +friends and the Countess Romeiro. Now certain pictures brought back +these altar-pieces like copies. The good girl thought not of _this_, but +her friend may well have done so, that one needed only to quicken into +life the eyes of this loving, down-gazing Mary, and merely to warm these +lips with tones, and then one had Liana. + +The German gentleman went on, and now placed beside each other Raphael's +Joseph, telling his brothers a dream, and the older Joseph, interpreting +one to a king, and began to translate the three Raphaels into words, and +that with so much felicity, and not only with so much insight into +mechanics and genius, but also with such a precise setting forth of +every human and moral lineament, that Albano took him for a hypocrite, +and Liana for a very good man. She seized every word with a wide-open +heart. When Bouverot painted the prophesying Joseph, as at once +childlike, natural, still, and firm as a rock, and glowing and +threatening, there stood the original at her side. + +There also dropped from the German gentleman much thought about Da +Vinci's boy Christ in the Temple, about the magnificently executed +fraternization and adoption of the boy and the youth in one face. Liana +had also copied the copy, but she and her mother were modestly silent on +the subject. + +But at last Franciscus Albani disturbed the calm that had hitherto +prevailed, by his "Repose during the Flight." While he acted the +dream-interpreter to these picturesque dreams, and Rabette had her eyes +fastened sharply on the Saint Joseph of this picture, sitting beside +Mary, with an open book, Liana said, unluckily, "A fine Albani!" "I +should think not," Rabette whispered; "brother is much more beautiful +than this praying Joseph!" She had confounded Albani with Albano; her +whole picture-gallery lay in the hymn-book, whose hymns she separated +from each other with golden-red saints. The others did not comprehend; +they knew him only as Count of Zesara,--but Liana, sweetly blushing, +flung at Rabette a tenderly reproving glance, and looked, with mute +endurance, more closely at another picture. Never before in Albano,--in +whom the strongest and the tenderest feelings coupled, as the echo makes +thunder louder and music lower,--had the bitter-sweet mingling of love +and pity and shame wrought more warmly, and he could have at once knelt +down before the maiden, and yet have kept silent. + +The German gentleman had finished, and said to the men, with a look full +of victory, "He had, however, something more in his case, which bore +away the palm from the Raphaels; and he would beg them to follow him +into the adjoining apartment." On the way, he observed, that few works +were executed with such magnificent freedom and bold abandon. In the +room he unpacked a little bronze Satyr, against whom an overtaken nymph +is defending herself. "Divine!" said Bouverot, and held the group by a +thread, in order not to rub off the rust. "Divine! I set the Satyr +against the Christ!" Few have even a moderate idea of the amazement of +my hero, when he saw the critic set virtue and vice at once at a round +table, without any quarrel for precedency. + +With a fiery glance of contempt, he turned away, and wondered that the +Lector remained. It seems to be unknown to him that painting, like +poetry, only in its childhood related to gods and divine service, but +that by and by, when they grew up to a higher stature, they must needs +stride out from this narrow churchyard,--as a chapel[169] was originally +a church with church-music, until both were left out, and the pure music +retained. Bouverot had the regard for pure form in so high a degree, +that not only the smuttiest, most immoral subject, but even the most +pure and devout, could not contaminate his enjoyment; like slate, he +stood the two proofs of heating and freezing, without undergoing any +change. + +Albano had seen the maidens through the window in the alley, and +hastened down to take leave of his sister, and to something more +weighty. He came, with fuller roses on his cheeks than those which +glowed around him, to a grassy bank, where Liana, with his sister, was +sitting behind the red parasol, with half-drooping eyelids, and head +bent aside, softly absorbed in the harvest of evening, suffused with a +sunny redness by the parasol, in white dress, with a little slender +black cross on her tender bosom, and with a full rose; she looked upon +our lover so simply, her voice was so sisterly, and all was such pure, +careless love! She told him how delighted she was with the scenes of his +youth, and with country life, and how Rabette would conduct her +everywhere; and particularly to the consecration discourse, which her +father-confessor, Spener, was to deliver on Sunday. She talked herself +into a glow, with picturing how greatly the great breast of the old man +would be moved by the dirge and pæan over the ashes of his princely +friend. + +Rabette had nothing in her mind but the solitary minute, which she would +fain leave her brother to enjoy with her. She begged her, in a lively +manner, to play for her yet once more on the harmonica. Albano, at this +proposal, plucked for himself a moderate nosegay from the--foliage of +the tree that hung over his head. Liana looked at her warningly, as much +as to say: "I shall spoil thy cheerfulness for thee again." But she +insisted. At the entrance into the water-house, a light blush flitted +across Albano, at the thought of the latest past and the nearest future. + +Liana speedily opened the harmonica, but the water, the colophonium[170] +of the bells, was wanting. Rabette was just going to fill a glass down +at the fountains, for the sake of leaving them alone; but the Count, +from manly awkwardness about entering at once into a ruse, stepped +courteously before her and fetched it himself. Hardly, at length, had +the lovely, pleasing creature laid, with a sigh, her delicate hands on +the brown bells, when Rabette said to her, she would go down into the +alley to hear how it sounded at a distance. As if at the painful +sunstroke of a too sudden and great pleasure, his heart started up, he +heard the triumphal car of love rolling afar off, and he was fain to +leap into it and rattle away into life. The credulous Liana took the +withdrawal for a veil which Rabette wished to throw over her eye, +sweetly breaking into tears at music, and immediately removed her hands +from the bells; but Rabette kissed her entreatingly, pressed back her +hands upon them, and ran down. "The true heart!" said Liana; but this +pure, guileless confidence in her friend touched him, and he could not +say, Yes. + +When, in the meadows of Persia, a happy one, who, on the luxuriant +enamel has been sleeping down among the pinks and lilies and tulips, +blissfully opens his eyes at the first evening call of the nightingale +upon the still, tepid world, and the motley twilight, through which some +gold threads of the evening sun float glowingly: that blissful one is +like the youth Albano in the enchanted chamber,--the Venetian blinds +scattered round broken lights, trembling green shadows; and there was a +holy twilight as in groves around temples; only murmuring bees flew, out +of the loud, distant world, through the silent cell, into the noise +again. Some sharp streaks of sunshine, like lightnings before sleepers, +were wafted romantically to and fro with the rose; and in this dreamy +grotto, amid the rustling wood of the world, the solitude was not +disturbed by so much as the shadowy existence of a mirror. + +Into this enchantment she let the tones fly out of her hands like +nightingales,--the tones were propelled towards Albano, as by a storm, +now more clearly, and now more faintly; he stood before her, with folded +hands, as if in prayer, and hung with thousand looks of love on the +downward gazing form; all at once she lifted upon him that holy eye, +full of sympathy, but she suddenly cast it down before the sun-glance of +his. + +Now the great eyelids immovably closed upon the sweet looks, and gave +her, like a sleep, the appearance of absence; she seemed a white +May-flower on wintry soil, hanging down its blossom-bells. She was a +dying saint in the devotion of harmony, which she heard rather than +made; only the red lip she took with her as a warm reflection of life, +as a last rose, that was to deck the fleeting angel; O could he disturb +this prayer of music with a word of his? + +With narrower and narrower circles did the magnetic vortex of tones and +of love clasp him round,--and now, when the drawing of the harmonica, +like the water-drawing of the scorching sun, licked up his heart; and +when the lightnings of passion darted over his whole life, and illumined +the mountain-ridges of the future and the valleys of the past, and when +he felt his whole being concentrated into one moment, he saw some drops +trickle out from Liana's drooping eyes, and she looked up cheerfully to +let them fall; then Albano snatched her hand away from the keys, and +cried, with the heart-rending tone of his longing, "O God, Liana!" + +She trembled, she blushed, she looked at him, and knew not that she +still wept and looked on, and continued to play no more. "No, Albano, +no!" she said, softly, and drew her hand out of his, and covered her +face, started at the pause of the musical tones, and collected herself +and again made them flow out slowly, and said, with trembling voice: +"You are a noble being. You are like my Charles, but quite as +passionate. Only one request! I am about to leave the city for a +while." + +His alarm at this became ecstasy, when she named the place, his +Blumenbühl. She went on with difficulty before the delighted lover; her +hand often lay for a long time on the dissonance in forgetfulness of the +analysis; her eyes glimmered more moistly, although she said nothing +more than this: "Be to my brother, who loves you inexpressibly, as he +has loved no other yet,--O be to him everything! My mother recognizes +your influence. Draw him,--I will speak it out!--especially draw him off +from playing deeply!" + +He could hardly, for his confusion, asseverate the "Yes," when Rabette +came running in with the almost unsuitably accented tidings, that the +mother was coming. Probably she had seen that Rabette was alone. Albano +parted from the pair with abrupt wishes of a pleasant journey, and +forgot, in the flurry, to answer in the affirmative Rabette's request +for a visit. The mother, meeting him, ascribed his ardor to a brother's +emotion at taking leave. + +While he hastened through the wealth of the season, he thought of the +rich future,--of Liana's stammering and veiling: do not fair female +souls, like those angels before the prophet, need only two wings to lift +them, but four to veil themselves? The sea of life ran in high waves, +but everywhere it flashed on its broad surface, and sparks dropped from +the oar. + + +63. CYCLE. + +Ah, on the morning following this, the evening redness of a whole heaven +had grown, to be sure, into a sad cloudiness. For Liana walked before +the youth in such long, thick veils. Any mystery of trouble throws up +cold cloister-walls between hearts drawn near together; that is +manifest. Hitherto accidents of various kinds had bent aside some +flowers which Liana had drawn as a veil over her heart (as the ground +stories in cities prevent looking in at the windows by flowers and +grape-vines), and had disclosed the darkest corner of the background, in +which something like the reverse side of a bust hung, which, turned +round, would perhaps resemble the Count. But as yet the image hangs with +its face toward the wall. However, a female heart is often like marble; +the cunning stone-cutter strikes a thousand blows, without the Parian +block showing the line of a crack; but all at once it breaks asunder +into the very form which the cunning stone-cutter has so long been +hammering after. + +On Saturday, when the Minister's lady and the pair of friends were about +to start for Blumenbühl, in order to behold the burial and the +consecration, the Captain came to the Count, not only full of joy,--for +he had gladly, out of love to Rabette, helped make for Liana, not +_wings_ indeed, but still _wing-shells_, and out of a threefold interest +for his friend, helped tighten the fly-work,--but also full of anxiety. +But, ye muses! why in the poetical world are there rarely any +occurrences which have such manifold motives as often in the actual? + +His anxiety was simply this, lest his father should arrive earlier than +his mother went off,--for he knew the Minister. The latter intended, +according to his letters, to arrive on Monday or Tuesday (Saturday at +the latest); but this might--as Froulay loved to let his friends swim in +the broad play-room of expectation--still more certainly threaten that +he--because, like the Basle clocks,[171] he always struck an hour too +early, and came in the hope of catching his people at some right odious +thing--might at any minute come driving in at the court-yard gate. If he +came driving furiously up this forenoon, or at the moment when the +servant was lifting the daughter into the carriage, and the mother +already sat therein, then was this much certain, by a thousand +conclusions from observance, that both would have to go up into the +house again; that he would order all trunks and boxes unpacked, and, as +to the daughter of the Provincial Director, after her ten thousand +entreaties,--although her very second would freeze upon her lips,--he +would, in a friendly manner, with quite jocose equanimity, let her be +carried home, as a solitary member of a conclave, in a close carriage. +Certain men--and he is their generalissimo--know no sweeter cordial for +themselves, than to put under lock and key, before the very nose of +their friends, the garden-gates of some Arcadia or other, for which they +have not drawn up for them a map of the route and region, and judicially +to seal them up. Besides, just before a pleasure party, most parents +secrete gall; if Froulay, in fact, could absolutely prevent one, that +was as much for him as if he were himself returning home from one red +and gay. + +At three o'clock in the afternoon, our friends went to walk beneath the +loveliest sky. Everything had been already arranged; Charles proposed to +follow to-morrow; Albano not till Monday, after the general return (his +tender motives, and the hard ones of others, decided it); and there +floated through the whole vaulted blue no cloud but Charles's concern +lest the second depositing of the princely corpse might draw his father +along as early as to-day,... when he suddenly cried out, with a curse: +"There he comes!" He knew him by the tiger-spotted post-team, and still +more by the long line of horses tackled on tandem. A purgatorial moment +of life! The carriage rattled swiftly down the street; the head horses +streamed forth in a longer and quite disorderly train; the people +stared. At last the pulling distance became an acre long,--that seemed +quite impossible,--when Albano's eagle eye discovered that there was no +leather connection between the post-train, and at last, that in fact +there was merely a strange churl, with two horses, accidentally riding +along before the carriage, and at this moment they saw the open +triumphal car, with the female trinity slowly moving up the Blumenbühl +heights, and the blended tulip-bed of the three parasols glimmered long +after them. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[163] Basa Metzia, c. 4, m 10. + +[164] The _head_ of a bandage is a technical term in +surgery.--TR. + +[165] The German word _mandel_ (literally _almond_) means a +collection of _fifteen_. There being no one word expressing it +collectively in English, _baker's dozen_ (which means thirteen) +seems to come near enough.--TR. + +[166] See Dr. Franklin's verses, comparing different classes of +people to different kinds of paper. Sparks's edition of +Franklin's Works, Vol. II. p. 161.--TR. + +[167] It is well known that spring flowers, on account of +dampness and shade, are for the most part suspicious; as also the +autumnal ones. + +[168] Museum of Nymphæ or Chrysalides.--TR. + +[169] In the artistic technical sense.--TR. + +[170] A black resin, used for violin-strings.--TR. + +[171] Alluding to the case where by this change of the town-clock +the Basle people outwitted an enemy--TR. + + + + +FOURTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO AND LIANA. + + +64. CYCLE. + +So many tender and holy sensibilities flutter round in our inner world, +which, like angels, can never assume the bodily form of outward action, +so many rich, full flowers stand therein which bear no seed, that it is +lucky poetry has been invented, which easily treasures up all these +inborn spirits and the flower-fragrance in its limbo. With this I catch, +dear Albano, thy glorious perfume-breathing Sunday, and hold fast the +invisible incense for the Schneider's-skin of the world! + +On Sunday he moved to the thunder-house in Lilar. The Lector kept +himself up with the hope that the Count would very soon tread down the +flower-parterre of the new enjoyment as flat and dead as a cross-way. It +was a fine morning, all sprinkled with dew; a fresh wind blew from Lilar +over the blooming grain; and the sun burned alone in a cool heaven. Over +the Blumenbühl road a swarm of people were plodding onward, and no one +went long alone; on the Eastern heights he saw his friend Charles, with +bowed crest, dashing to meet the sun. + +The breezes of Lilar came flying to welcome him with a breath of +orange-fragrance, and blew away the ashes which rested on the glowing +altar-coals of that first magnificent Sunday. He went down the bridge, +and Pollux, early in his finery, came driving a ruffled turkey-cock to +meet him. A _Soeur Servante_ of old Spener had been already for an +hour cooking at Chariton's, merely to see him go by. The latter ran, +festally decked, out of the house, which opened itself gayly with all +its windows to the whole heavens, to meet him, and, in the confusion of +her joy, broke out with the main matter first, namely, that everything +was ready and beautiful up there in the little house, and whether he +would have his dinner up there. She would fain, in the midst of the +conversation, pull Pollux out of the Count's fingers, but he let him +swing up for a kiss, and won thereby every heart, even the old one +behind the kitchen fire. + +While he marched off toward his little house through the western +triumphal arch, he felt, with indescribable strength and sweetness, that +the lovely time of youth is our Italy and Greece, full of gods, temples, +and bliss,--and which, alas! so often Goths and Vandals stalk through +and strip with their talons. + +His blooming path ran at length into the descending and ascending +stairway, which he had passed with Spener; single streaks of day burned +themselves into the moist ground and painted the scattered twigs fiery +and golden. In the mystic bower, where the dead Prince had stalked along +before him in the by-cavern, he found no such cavern, but only an empty +niche. He stepped out above, as out of the haunch of the earth. His +little house lay on the crooked back of the mountain ridge. Down below +reposed around him those elephants of the earth, the hills, and Lilar +gloriously swelling in blossoms, and he looked from his windows into +the camp of the giants of Nature. + +Meanwhile he could not now stay on the window-sill, nor near the +inspiring Æolian harp, nor in the eye-prison of books; through streams +and woods and over mountains fresh nature longed to sweep. That he did. + +There are sometimes between the every-day days of life--when the rainbow +of Nature appears to us only broken up, and as a misshapen, motley mass +on the horizon--certain creation-days, when she rounds and contracts +herself into a fair form, nay, when she becomes alive, and speaks to us +like a soul. To-day Albano had such a day for the first time. Ah, years +often pass away and bring no such day! While he went thus roaming along +on both sides of the mountain ridge, the northeast wind began to flow +fuller and fuller to meet him;--without wind, a landscape was to him a +stiff, fast-nailed wall-tapestry;--and now the wind rolled the solid +land over into a fluid state. The neighboring trees shook themselves +like doves sweetly shuddering in its bath, but in the distance the woods +stood fast, like hosts in battle array, and their summits like lances. +Majestically swam through the blue the silvery islands, the clouds, and +on the earth shadows stalked like giants over streams and mountains; in +the valley sparkled the Rosana, and rolled into the oak grove. He went +down into the warm vale; the flowery pastures foamed and their seed +played in its cloud-fleece ere the earth caught it; the swan spread +voluptuously his long wing; pairs of doves were pecking each other for +love; and everywhere lay beds and twigs full of hot maternal bosoms and +eggs. Like a glorious blue bouquet, the neck of the reposing peacock +played off its dissolving colors in the high grasses. He stepped under +the oaks, which with knotty arms seized hold upon heaven, and with +knotty roots the earth. The Rosana talked alone with the murmuring wood, +and ate away, foaming, at the rocky crags and at the decaying +shore;--night and evening and day chased each other in the mystic grove. +He stepped into the stream, and went out with it before a warm, busy +plain full of villages, and out from them came the Sabbath sounds, and +out of the grain-fields larks arose, and on the mountains human +foot-paths crept upward,--the trees lifted themselves up as living +things, and the distant men seemed to be fast-rooted, and became only +little shoots on the low bark of the enormous tree of life. + +The soul of the youth was cast into the holy fire; like asbestos-paper, +he drew it out quenched and blank; it was to him as if he knew nothing, +as if he were _one_ thought; and here the feeling came upon him in a +wonderfully new manner, that is the world, thou art on the world;--he +was _one_ being with it,--all was _one_ life, clouds and men and trees. +He felt himself grasped by innumerable polypus-arms, and swallowed up at +the same time with them, and yet running on in the infinite heart. + +In a blissful bewilderment he arrived at his dwelling, from which little +Pollux came rolling down the mountain to meet him, and call him to +dinner. In the little house the very thought of his heart was expressed +by the Æolian harp at the open window. While the child was thundering +away with his little fist on the harpsichord, and the birds joyfully +screamed in out of the trees, the soul of the world swept exulting and +sighing through the Æolian strings, now lawlessly and now regularly, +playing with the storms and they with it; and Albano seemed to hear the +streams of life rushing between their shores, the countries of the +earth,--and through flower-veins and oak-veins, and through +hearts,--around the earth, bearing clouds on their bosom,--and the +stream, which thunders through eternity, a Divine hand was pouring out +under the veil. + +Albano came, with the innocent boy dancing before him, to the still +smiling mother. Even here, between the four walls, the sails continued +to propel him which the great morning had swelled. Nothing surprised +him, nothing seemed to him common, nothing remote; the wave and the drop +in the endless sea of life flowed away in indivisible union with the +streams and whirlpools which it bore onward. Before Chariton he stood +like a shining god, and she would gladly have veiled either him or +herself. Never was humanity individualized in purer forms, crippled by +no alloy of provincialism or nationality, than in this circle of joy, +wherein childhood, womanhood, and manhood, twined with flowers, met and +softly clasped each other. + +Chariton spoke constantly of Liana, out of love, not merely for the +absent one, but also for the one who stood near; for, although she +looked with those open eyes, which seem more to image quietly than to +behold, more to let in than to draw in, still she was, like children, +virgins, country people, and savages, at once open-heartedly true and +keen. She had easily detected Albano's love, because everything is +easier to disguise from women,--even hatred, than its opposite. She +praised Liana infinitely, particularly her incomparable kindness; and +"her lord had said, few men had so much heart as she, for she had often +been, without any fear, whole nights with her in Tartarus." Certainly, +neither was this explicable to the Count. The marvellous is the aureole +of a beloved head; a sun, softened down to a human countenance, takes +less powerful hold than a beloved countenance glorified into a +sun-image. + +More and more heartily delighted at his delight, she offered to lead him +into Liana's chamber. A simple little chamber,--under a green twilight +of glimmering vine foliage, some books of Fénelon and Herder, old +flowers still in their water-glasses, little Chinese dishes, Julienne's +portrait, and another of a deceased youthful friend, whose name was +Caroline, an unstained writing-stand, with English-pressed paper,--was +what he found. The holy spring hours of the virgin passed by before him, +dropping dew like sunny clouds. + +He happened to touch a penknife, when Chariton brought quills to be cut, +"because," she said, "they had so much trouble on this score since her +master had gone away." For a woman can more easily drive any pen--even +the epic and Kantian--than make one; and here, as in several other +cases, the stronger sex must lend the weaker a hand. + +Albano wished to see, also, the working-chamber of his teacher; but this +she decidedly--although an hour's eating together had not given her any +new courage--refused, because her master had forbidden it. He begged +once more; but she smiled more and more painfully, and adhered to her +gentle no. + +He now dreamed away the murmur of the morning in the magic garden, on +whose waters and paths the moonshine and reflection of memory played. +Out of the nine million square miles of common earth, how do certain +poetical lands stand out to a poetical heart! On the mountain with the +altar, where he once saw her disappear down below, the afternoon chime +of Blumenbühl came wafted to him with the fanning of a freer ether; and +his childhood's life, and the present scenes yonder, and Liana, gave him +a tender heart, and he surveyed, with dimmer eyes, the transfigured +land. + +At evening came happy church-goers from Blumenbühl, and praised the +consecration and the burial mightily. He saw the pious father still +standing up there on the back of the mountain. The morning when he +should be able to see Liana a whole day, and perhaps tell her all, +overspread his life with a morning dew, glimmering around him in +splendid rainbow circles. Even in bed he sang for joy the morning song +of the rowers on Lago Maggiore,--the constellations over Blumenbühl +shone through the open window of his little Alp-house down into his +closing eye. When the bright moon and flute-tones from the vale awakened +him again, the silent rapture still glowed on under the ashes of +slumber, and grew till it closed his eyes again. + + +65. CYCLE. + +Under a fresh morning-blue, Albano, full of hopes that he should to-day +clear up his life, so constantly running into white fog, took the same +old road which once brought him hither by night (in the 23d Cycle) in +order on the mountain to see Elysium and Liana. The whole blooming path +was to him a Roman earth, out of which he dug up the beautifully +pictured vases of the past; and the nearer the village, so much the +broader grew the hallowed spots. He wondered that the lambs and +shepherd-boys had not, like the grass, shot up taller during his +absence, which, itself, in consequence of the growth of his heart and +the many-complexioned vicissitude of his experiences, appeared very much +prolonged to his imagination. Like a morning draught of clear +alpine-water, the old clang of the herdsman's horn gushed into his +breast; but the narrow alder-path, into which he used to drive the +Director's riding-horse before unsaddling, and the very court-yard, even +the four walls and the ceiling-pictures of domestic bliss, cramped up +both root and summit in his swelling soul, which longed to grow into the +earth and into the heavens; he was yet in the years when one opens high +to the air with a treadle the tympan of life's clavichord, in order that +the harmonious roar may swell out everywhere. + +In the castle how profusely was his heart covered with hearts, and the +youngest love drowned by the old, from the easily weeping mother, +Albina, even to the hand-extending old servants, who, on his account, +stirred more briskly their petrified limbs! He found all his +loves--Liana excepted--in Wehrfritz's study,[172] because he loved +"young folk" and discourse, and always insisted that they should set out +the breakfast on his table of papers, which, he said, was as good as a +breakfast-table with varnished scrap-pictures that nobody saw. Albano +tormented himself with the fear that the Minister's lady had been the +church-robber of a very goddess, and carried Liana back yesterday,--till +the Captain hastily explained the non-appearance. The good soul had had +yesterday to atone for the commotion of her sympathizing heart with +sick-headache. Her loved teacher, Spener, with his sublime +soul-stillness,--those eyes, which wept no more over the earth, buried +with the princely pair,--standing with his head under the cold polar +star of eternity, so that now, like the pole, it no longer saw any stars +rise or set,--calmly, and with hands apostolically folded in one +another, speaking so all-persuasively upon the sorrow and the great end +of this pale life, pressing, with his inspired speech, men's hearts to +the verge of tearful emotion, and yet with exalted tenderness drawing +them back from extreme grief, that so only the heart may weep without +the eye,--and then the consecration of the coupled coffins and of the +church,--O, in the delicate Liana these emotions could not surely fail +to grow into sorrows, and all that her teacher buried in silence was in +her spoken aloud. In addition to this, she had not taken the usual +medicine of keeping still, but had disguised all her pangs behind active +joy, so as to give her departing mother no pains, although herself far +too great ones. + +Into the midst of this explanation she herself entered pleasantly, in a +white morning-dress, with a nosegay of Chinese roses,--a little pale and +tired,--looking up with a dreamy softness,--her voice somewhat low,--the +roses on her cheeks closed into buds,--and, like a child, smiling upon +every heart;--thou angel of heaven! who may dare to love and reward +thee? She beheld the lofty youth;--all the lilies of her still face +were, contrary to her wont, baptized into a heavenly morning-red of joy, +and a tender purple lingered upon them. + +She asked him, with an open manner, why he had not come yesterday to the +festivities, and disclosed, as a matter of moment, that they would all +to-day visit the pious father, for whom she had been tying her +dwarf-roses. He took gladly the fourth voice in the concert of the +pleasure-party. What a magnificent hanging garden, with its loveliest +flowers and prospects, is built out into the evening-hours! How many +happy ones a single roof covers! + +The ingenuous Rabette, more brisk and busy for her still gladness, was, +unweariedly, Liana's sick-nurse and Roquairol's lion-keeper and +_maîtresse de plaisirs_, who made every one of the mother's ground-plans +of pleasure broader by a half, and her whole being was so happy! Ah, her +poor innocent heart had not yet, indeed, been loved by any one, and +therefore it glows, with the fresh energies of the first love, so +brightly and truly before a mighty one which seems to come down to it +with a blessing, like a loving god, drawing after it a whole heaven! +Roquairol saw how bewitchingly a busy activity shook aside in the +play-room of her character and her occupations the heavily hanging +foliage, which in the visiting parlor darkly overspread her real worth; +she was even made more lovely by the darker, neat house-dress, since he +by his preaching had sent back every white drapery of her brunette +person into the wardrobe. She would not obey her mother in this matter, +till he had demanded it. Nay, he had yesterday brought her to the point +of really wearing about with her the watch which the proud Minister's +lady had presented her, though she blushed like fire at the unwonted +ornament. Meanwhile he proposed to take with her, as it were, a true +serpentine flowery way to the altar of his love's _loud_ Yes,--the +_silent_ one he was saying all the time;--he knew she would get in at +once so soon as he rode forth with the conch-chariot of Venus, to which +he had tackled a dove and a hawk. + +How gloriously the forenoon flew away on golden wing-shells and on +transparent wings! The beloved Albano was introduced into all the +changes of the house; the finest was in his study-chamber, which Rabette +had transformed into her toilet-chamber, sewing-room, and study, and +which again, since yesterday, had become guest-chamber and library to +Liana. How gladly did he step to the western window, where he had so +often caused his invisible father and the beloved one to appear, in an +unearthly manner, in the crystal mirror of his fancy! On the panes were +many L's and R's drawn by his boyish hand. Liana asked what the R's +meant; "Roquairol," said he, for she did not inquire after the L. With +infinite sweetness did the thought flow around his heart, that his +beloved was indeed to live through some blooming days in the dreamy cell +of his first fresh life. Liana showed him with childlike joy how she +shared everything, that is, the chamber, fairly with Rabette, in her +double housekeeping and chum-ship, and how she made her very hostess her +guest. + +I have often admired with envy the fine, light, nomadic life of maidens +in their Arcadian life-segments; easily do these _doves of passage_ +flutter into a strange family, and sew and laugh and visit there, with +the daughter of the house, one or two months, and one takes the +ingrafted shoot for a family twig; on the other hand, we _house-pigeons_ +are inhabitive and hard to transplant, and generally, after a few days, +journey back again. Since we, as more brittle material, less easily melt +in with the family ore; since we do not weave our work into that of +others so easily as maidens do theirs,--because carriages full of +working-tools must follow after us,--and since we need much and contrive +much;--from all this our claim to a passport is very well deduced, +without the least detriment to our characters. + +After a half-eternity of dressing,--since, in the neighborhood of the +loved one, an hour of absence lasts longer than a month when she is far +off,--the maidens entered, equipped for travelling, in the black dress +of brides. How charmingly the roses become Rabette, in her dark hair, +and the lace edging on the white neck, and the timid flames of her pure +eye, and the flitting blushes! And Liana--I speak not of this saint. +Even the good old Director, when the innocent face looked upon him so +childlike from beneath the white veil of India muslin, sprinkled with +gold wire, which was simply thrown over her head after the manner of the +nuns, could not but give his satisfaction words: "Like a nun, like an +angel!" She answered: "I wanted once really to be one with a friend; but +now I take the veil later than she," she added, with a wondrous tone. + +She hung to-day with tender enthusiasm upon Rabette, perhaps from the +weakness of ill health, perhaps from love for Albano and the parents, +and perhaps because Rabette, in her love, was so good and beautiful, and +because she herself was nothing but heart. She had, besides, the sacred +fault of forming too enthusiastic conceptions of her female +friends,--into which the nobler maidens easily fall, and which belongs +less to married women,--carried to an unusual height; thus, for +instance, her friend Caroline, who had met her like a heroine of romance +only on the romantic playground of friendship and beautiful nature, she +could not, in the beginning, without a rending away of the saintly halo, +at all conceive of as having hands, which drove the needle and +flat-iron, and other implements of the female field of labor. + +Whoso will feel the tenderest participation in joy, let him look not at +happy children, but at the parents who rejoice to see them happy. Never +did the blue-eyed and round-eyed Albina--across whose face time had +struck many a note of life thrice over, among which, however, no +step-motherly discord appeared--look oftener to and fro, and more +benignantly, than from one to another of these couples; for such they +were, according to the maternal astrology of the aberrations and +perturbations of these double-stars. The father, who maintained the +"hypocrisy and spiritlessness[173] of the young people now-a-days," +compared with the ambition of his contemporaries and comrades, was +chained to the Captain, who, as manager of his inner theatre, had to-day +assigned himself the part of a gay youth. He pleased him even by the +pithy flowers of speech, which the hidden breeze let fly from him; for +as every genius must have its rough idiom, its doggerel verse, so had +he--(others have the devil, the deuse)--the journeyman's greeting of +genius, _Rascal_, together with the derivatives, _rascality_, &c. But +how much more mightily did Albano carry away all female hearts by the +stillness with which, like a quiet aftersummer, he let fall his fruits. +The parents ascribed this reserve to city life: as if Charles had not +been longer to this painter's school! No, Love is the Italian school of +man; and the more vigorous and elevated he is, of precisely so much the +higher tenderness is he capable, as on high trees the fruit rounds +itself into a milder and sweeter form than on low ones. Not in unmanly +characters does mildness charm, but in manly ones; as energy does, not +in unwomanly ones, but in the womanly. + +The good youth! While Charles, unhappily, always knew clearly when his +glance burned and lightened, how innocently blazes from thy eyes a +glowing heart, which knows it not! May thy evening be the seed-corn of a +youth full of blossoms! The chariot rolls on, without thy knowing +whether it is to be a chariot of Elijah or of Phaeton, whether thou art, +by means of it, to soar to heaven or to fall therefrom! + + +66. CYCLE. + +The carriage flew through the village with the four young people. How +grateful to our youth was the expanse of heaven and of earth! The portal +of life--youth--was hung with flowers and lights. They rolled along at +the foot of the mountain by the bird-pole, the sign-post of a boyish +Arcadia, by the cradle where, in the enraptured sleep of childhood, he +had stretched out his boyish arm after the high heaven; and through the +birch thicket, now dwindled in his eyes to a bush, which, on that golden +morning, he had found so broad and long; and by the open triumphal arch +of the east, behind which the sea of the many-shaped Lilar poured the +tide of its charms; and when they arrived behind the mountain-wall of +the flute-dell, they sent back the carriage. + +They walked on a glorious earth, under a glorious heaven. Pure and white +swam the sun like a swan through the blue flood,--meadows and villages +crowded up close around the distant, low mountain-ridges; a soft wind +swayed the green waves of the crop to and fro all over the plain; on the +hills shadows lay fast asleep under the wings of white clouds; and +behind the summits of the heights the mast-trees of the Rhine ships +majestically sailed away. + +As Albano went along so close by the side of his beloved, the purgatory +burning under his Eden fell back deeper and deeper into the earth's +core; full of uneasiness and hope, he cast his fiery eye now on the +summer, now on the mild vesper-star, which glimmered so near to him out +of the spring ether. The good maiden seemed to-day more still, serious, +and restless than usual. As they went through a little wood, open on all +sides, along the ridge of a hill that ran round the flute-dell, Liana +suddenly said to the Count, she heard flutes. Scarcely could he say, he +heard only far-off turtle-doves, when she at once collected herself as +for something wonderful, fixed her eyes on heaven, smiled, and suddenly +looked round toward Albano, and grew red. Then turning to him, she said: +"I will be frank; I hear at this moment music within me.[174] Forgive me +to-day my weakness and tenderness; it comes from yesterday." "I--you?" +said he, passionately; for he, about whom in sicknesses only burning +images stormed, was inspired with veneration for a being to whom, as if +from her higher world, low tones like golden sunbeams reach down in her +pains, and pass veiled through the rough deep. + +But Liana, as if for the sake of turning aside his enthusiasm, came upon +the subject of her friend Caroline, and told how she always hovered +before her on such days, and especially on this walk. "In the beginning +I sought her out," said Liana, "because she resembled my Linda. She was +my instructress, although she was only a few weeks older than I. Her +pure, severe, unflinching character, and her readiness to sacrifice +herself cheerfully and in silence, made her even, if I may say so, +worthy of veneration in the eyes of her mother. She was never seen to +weep, tender as she was, for she wished to keep her mother always +cheerful. We were going to take the veil in company, for the sake of +being always together; I should not live to become old, she said, and I +must spend my short life happily and without anxiety; but also in +preparation for the next. Ah, she herself went up before me! +Night-watching by the sick-bed of her mother, and sorrow for her death, +took her away. She received the holy supper, for which we were preparing +ourselves together, only on her death-bed. Then did the angel give me +this veil, in which I am some time to follow her. O good, good +Caroline!" She wept unconcealedly, and pressed, with emotion, Albano's +hand. "O, I should not have begun about this! There comes already our +friend; we will be right cheerful!" + +They had now passed through a high wood of under-brush, which teasingly +disclosed and hid by turns the landscapes that glided around them, and +had come near to the spire which looks in upon the flute-dell, and near +which lay a solitary church and Spener's dwelling, and in the plain +below the open village. Spener came to meet his pupil--after the manner +of old men--unconcerned about the others; and a young roe ran after him. +A beautiful spot! Little white peacocks; turtle-doves at large; a city +of bees in the midst of their bee-flora,--all bespoke the tranquil old +man, whom the earth serves and honors, and who, indifferent towards it, +lives only in God. He came--disappointing one's expectation of an +ecclesiastical gravity--with a light playfulness upon the gay train, and +laid his finger in benediction on the forehead of Liana, who seemed to +be his granddaughter, as it were, a second tree-blossom in the late +autumn of life. In a daughterly way, she placed the bunch of dwarf-roses +in his bosom, and took very careful notice whether it pleased him. She +smiled quite serenely, and all her tears seemed fanned away; but she +resembled the rain-sprinkled tree, when the sun laughs out again,--the +least agitation flings the old rain from the still leaves. + +The old man was delighted with the sympathy of the young people, and +remained with them upon the blooming and resounding eminence, which sat +enthroned between a wide landscape and the richly laden mountain-ridge, +running away into Elysium. Since, as with one who ascends in a balloon, +the tones of earth did not reach him from so great a distance as its +forms, they let him talk more than listen, as one spares old people. + +He spoke soon of that in which his heart lived and breathed, but in a +singular, half-theological, half-French, Wolfian, and poetic speech. One +ought, of many a mystic's poetry and philosophy to give, instead of +verbal, real translations, in order that it may be seen how the pure +gold of truth glows under all wrappages. Spener says, in my translation: +"He had formerly, before he found the right way, tormented himself in +every human friendship and love. He had, when he was fervently loved, +said to himself, that he could surely never so regard or love himself; +and even so the beloved being could not truly so think of itself, as the +loving one did, and though it were ever so perfect or so full of +self-love. If every one looked upon others as upon himself, there could +be no ardent love. But all love demands an object of infinite worth, and +dies of every inexplicable and clearly recognized failure; it projects +its objects out of all and above all, and requires a reciprocal love +without limits, without any selfishness, without division, without +pause, without end. Such an object is verily the divine being, but not +fleeting, sinful, changeable man. Therefore must the lovesick heart sink +into the Giver himself of this and of all love, into the fulness of all +that is good and beautiful, into the disinterested, unlimited, +universal Love, and dissolve and revive therein, blest in the +alternation of contraction and expansion. Then it looks back upon the +world and finds everywhere God and his reflection: the worlds are his +deeds; every pious man is a word, a look, of the All-loving; for love to +God is the Divine thing, and the heart yearns for him in every heart." + +"But," said Albano, whose fresh, energetic life rebelled against all +mystical annihilation, "how, then, does God love us?" "As a father loves +his child, not because it is the best child, but because it needs +him."[175] "And whence," he further inquired, "comes, then, the evil in +man, and whence sorrow?" "From the Devil," said the old man, and +pictured out uninterruptedly, with transfigured joy, the heaven of his +heart,--how it was always surrounded with the all-beloved, all-loving +One, how it never desired any good fortune or any gifts from him at all +(which one did not wish even in earthly love), but only a higher and +higher love towards himself, and how, while the evening mists of old age +were gathering thicker and thicker around his senses, his heart felt +itself, in the darkness of life, embraced more and more closely by the +invisible arms. "I shall soon be with God!" said he, with a radiance of +love on that countenance of his, chilled with life, and breaking in +under the weight of years. One could have borne to see him die. So +stands Mont Blanc before the rising moon; night veils his feet and his +breast, but the light summit hangs high in the dark heaven as a star +among the stars. + +Liana, like a daughter, had not let her eye nor her hand go from him, +and had languishingly drunk in every sound; her brother had heard him +with more pleasure than Albano, but merely for the sake of remodelling +more clearly and fully the mystic Hero into the mimic Mount Athos of his +representation, and Rabette had contemplated him as in a church among +believing by-thoughts. + +He withdrew now without ceremony to take care of his animals, which he +loved, as he did everything involuntary, for instance, children, as +coming at first hand from God. "Everything is divine," he said, "and +nothing earthly but what is immoral." He could not bear to smoke bees +with brimstone, let flowers dry up with thirst in the pot-cage, or see +an overdriven wounded horse, and he passed by a butcher's stall not +without shuddering limbs. + +"Shall we," said friend Charles, "take in the glorious evening on the +magnificent mountain road, and see thy thunder-house, and cast down +every cup of sorrow into the vales below?" Through what a magic +neighborhood did they now pass along the sloping ridge of the +thunder-house! On the right, as it were, the occident of nature; on the +left, the orient; before them Lilar, glittering in the _faerie_ of +evening,--lying in the arms of the glancing Rosana,--golden grain behind +silver-poplars, and overhead a heaven filled with a life-intoxicated, +tumultuous creation,--and the sun-god stalking away over his +evening-world, and stooping a little under the midnight to raise his +golden head in the east. Albano went forth, holding Liana's holy hand. +"O how beautiful is all!" said he. "How the fluttering world-map rustles +and murmurs with long streams and woods,--how the eastern mountains bask +in steadfast repose,--how the groves climb the hills, with glowing +stems! One could plunge down into the smoking vales and into the cold, +glistening waves. Ah, Liana, how beautiful is all!" "And God is on the +earth," said she. "And in thee!" said he, and thought of the word of the +old man, that love seeks God, and that he dwells in the heart which we +esteem. + +Now came rolling toward him the great waves which the Æolian-harp dashed +out in the thunder-house; and his genius flew by before him with the +words, "Tell her there thy whole heart!" + +Before the little tabernacle of yesterday's dreams his stormy heart was +dissolved; and the sun and the earth reeled before his passionate tears. +As he entered with her into the rosy splendor of the evening sun that +filled the apartment, and into the spirit-like din of tones discoursing +with one another alone, he seized Liana's hands and pressed them wildly +to his breast, and sank down before her speechless and dazzled; flames +and tears suffused his eyes and his cheeks,--the whirlwind of tones blew +into his blazing soul,--the mild angel of innocence bowed herself, +weeping and trembling, toward the burning sun-god, and a sharp pain +twined itself like a pale serpent through the roses of the mild +countenance,--and Albano stammered: "Liana, I love thee!" + +Then the serpent turned round and clasped and covered the sweet rosy +form. "O good Albano! thou art unhappy, but I am innocent!" She stepped +back with dignity, and quickly drew down the white veil over her face, +and said, beside herself, "Wouldst thou love the dead? This is my +corpse-veil; the coming year it will lie upon this face." "That is not +true," said Albano. "Caroline, answer him!" said she, and stared at the +burning sun as if looking for a higher apparition. Frightful moment! as +during an earthquake the sea heaves and the air rests in fearful +stillness, so was his lip dumb beside the veiled one, and his whole +heart was a storm. On the strings swept by a sighing world of spirits, +and the last ended with a sharp scream. The beauty of the earth was +distorted before him, and in the evening clouds broad fiery banners were +planted; and the sun's eye shut-to in blood. + +All at once Liana folded her hands as if in prayer, and smiled and +blushed; then she raised the veil from her divine eyes, and the +transfigured one, tinged with the rosy reflection, looked on him +tenderly,--and cast her eye down,--and raised it again,--and again let +it sink,--and the veil fell again before her, and she said, in a low +tone, "I will love thee, good Albano, if I do not make thee miserable." +"I will die with thee!" said he. "What then?"--And now let a holy cloud +veil the sun-god, who moves flaming through the midst of his stars! + +His solitude and Liana's solution of so many wonders were suspended by +the entrance of Rabette and Charles, who both seemed more touched than +blessed,--she by the comforting nearness of the loved one, he by the +singular situation and the subduing evening; for after certain beings a +storm follows, and they must, against their will, make the steps that +they take more rapid. + +When Albano, with the peace-angel of his life, with the beloved one, +who, in the midst of the rush of her feelings, heard, nevertheless, the +voice of her female friend, walked forth again once more alone upon the +rocky causeway between fragrant vales of Tempe in the glimmering world, +he felt as if he had struggled through his life like an eagle through a +storm-cloud, and as if the black tempest were running far away below his +wings, and the whole starry heaven burned bright above his head. Liana, +with maidenly nobleness and firmness, gave him, before he had put a +question, the answer: "I must now tell you a mystery, which I have +hidden from every one, and even from my mother, because it would have +disquieted her. I spoke just now of my never-to-be-forgotten Caroline. +On the day of my sacrament, which I had wished to take with her, I went +back by night from my teacher to my mother, and in fact through the +singular, long cavern, wherein one seems to descend, when one is in +reality going upward. My maid went before with the lantern. In the +romantic arbor, where a concave mirror stands, I turn round toward the +full moon which was streaming in, from a dread of the wild mirror, which +distorts people too horribly. Suddenly I hear a heavenly concert, such +as I often heard again afterward in sicknesses,--I think of my blessed +friend,--and gaze, full of longing, into the moon. Then I saw her +opposite to me, beaming with innumerable rays: in her fair eyes was a +tender look, but yet something dissolving; the tender mouth, almost the +only living feature, resembled a red, but transparent fruit, and all her +hues seemed to be nothing but light. Yet only in the blue eye and red +mouth did the angel seem like Caroline. I could sketch her, if one could +paint with light. I became dangerously sick; then she appeared to me +oftener, and refreshed me with inexpressibly sweet tones,--they were not +properly words,--whereupon I always sank into a soft sleep, as into a +sweet death. Once I asked her--more with inner words--whether I should, +then, soon come to her into the realm of light. She answered, I should +not die just now, but somewhat later; and she named very clearly the +coming year, and the very day, which I have, however, forgotten.... O +dear Albano! forgive me only a few words! I soon recovered, and mourned +over the slow, lingering passage of time...." + +"No," Albano interrupted her, for his feelings were striking against +each other like swords, "I revere, but I hate her dangerous phantom. +Fancy and sickness are the parents of the air-born, destroying angel, +who flies scorching, like a dumb heat-lightning, over all the blossoms +of youth!" + +She answered, with emotion, "O thou good, pure spirit! thou hast never +distressed me, thou hast ever comforted, guided, made me happy and +holy,--a phantom is it, Albano? It even preserves me against all +phantoms of terror, against all ghostly fear, because it is always about +me. Why, if it is only a phantom, does it never appear to me in my +dreams?[176] Why comes it not when I will? But it comes only in weighty +cases; then I consult and obey it very willingly. It has already to-day, +Albano," she added, in a lower and fainter tone, "twice appeared to me +on the way, when I heard the inner music, and previously in the +thunder-house, when the sun went down, and has affectionately answered +me." + +"And what says it, heavenly one?" asked Albano, innocently. "I saw it +only on the way, and asked no question," replied the childlike one, +blushing; and here, all at once, her holy soul stood unconsciously +without a veil before him; for she had, in the thunder-house, received +from the invisible Caroline the yes to her love; because that being was +her own creation, and this a suggestion of her own. Yes indeed, heavenly +one! thou standest before the mirror with the virgin's veil over thy +form, and when thy image softly raises its own, thou fanciest thyself +still covered! + +No word can express Albano's veneration for such a sanctified heart, +which dreamed into such distinctness glorified beings; whose golden +flowers only grew the higher over the thought of death, as earthly ones +do in churchyards over the reality; which, simultaneously with his own, +invisible hands had drawn into two similar dreams;[177] to which one was +ashamed to give common truths for its holy errors. "Thou art from +heaven," he said, inspired, and his joy became the pearl melted in the +eye which quenches the thirst of the human heart; "therefore thou +wouldst go back thither!" "O, I consecrate to thee, my friend," said +she, smilingly weeping, and pressed his hand to her pure heart, "the +whole little life which I have, every hour to the last, and I will, +meanwhile, prepare thee for everything which God sends." + +Before they entered the cottage of the pious father, Albano seized his +friend's hand, and the sisters joined each other. The friends went +forward for a time in silence; Charles looked upon Albano, and found the +peace of blessedness upon his face. When the latter saw how Liana +pressed her overfraught heart to her sister's, then were sincerity and +joy too strong in him, and he fell without a word upon the heart of the +dear brother of the eternal bride, and let him silently guess all from +his tears of bliss. O, he might have guessed it, to be sure, from the +bridal look of love which his sister more seldom removed from his +friend, and from the heartiness wherewith she drew Rabette to her heart; +just as if they two would soon be related to each other, as if her +brother himself would soon speak more sweetly, since he for some time +had no longer called her the little Linda; and consecrated her thereon +for the heart of her brother. Not before the pious father did the +enraptured look hold itself much in abeyance, which Albano, standing as +if under the gate of eternity, cast into the heavens, gleaming like +worlds one behind another; he was still and tender, and in his heart +dwelt all hearts. O love _one_ heart purely and warmly, then thou lovest +all hearts after it, and the heart in its heaven sees like the +journeying sun, from the dew-drop even to the ocean, nothing but mirrors +which it warms and fills. + +But in Roquairol started up immediately, when he saw the heavenly bliss +so near, the mutinous spirit of his past, and struck with a bloody +epilepsy the limbs of the inner man: those immortal sighings after an +ever-flying peace again tormented him; his transgressions and errors, +and even the hours when he innocently suffered, were painfully reckoned +up before him; and then he spoke, (and stirred every heart, but most of +all poor Rabette's, which he pressed against his own to warm himself, +as, according to the tradition, the eagle does with the dove, after +which he does not tear her to pieces,)--nobly he spoke then of life's +wilderness, and of fate, which burns out man, like Vesuvius, into a +crater, and then again sows cool meadows therein, and fills it again +with fire; and of the only blessedness of this hollow life, love, and of +the injury inflicted, when fate with its winds sways and rubs a +flower[178] to and fro, and thereby cuts through the green skin against +the earth. + +But while he thus spoke, he looked on the glowing Rabette, and would +fain by these warmings burst open, as it were by force, the fast-closed +flower-bud of his love, and spread its leaves out under the sun. O the +bewildered and yearning one was surely not yet quite happy even to-day, +and he wished not so much to affect others as himself. + +With what blissful presentiments did they step out again before the +sphinx of night, who lay smiling before them with soft, starry glances! +Did they not go through a still, glimmering, subterranean world, light +and free, without the heavy clogging earth on their feet, while in the +wide Elysium the warm ether only flutters because invisible Psyches fan +it with their wings? And out of the flute-dell the old man sends after +them his tones as sweet arrows of love, in order that the swelling heart +may blissfully bleed of their woundings. Albano and Liana came out upon +a prospect where the broad eastern landscape, with its light-streaks of +blooming poppy-fields, and its dark villages, ascended the soft +mountains, where the moon awoke, and the splendor of her garment already +swept like that of a spirit through heaven: here they remained standing +and waiting for Luna. Albano held her hand. All the mountain-ridges of +his life stood in a glowing dawn. "Liana," said he, "what innumerable +springs are there at this moment up yonder on the worlds which hang in +the heavens; but this is the fairest!" "Ah, life is lovely, and to-day +it is too dear to me! Albano," she added, in a low voice, and her whole +face became an exalted, tearless love, and the stars wove and +embroidered its bridal dress, "if God calls me, then may he let me +always appear to thee as Caroline does to me. O, if I could only attend +thee thus through thy whole dear life, and console and warn thee, I +would willingly wish for no other heaven." + +But as he was about to express the fulness of his love, and the anger +of his pain about the death-delusion, just then came his wild friend, +who, like a Vesuvius, pouring out at once lava- and rain-streams over +the credulous Rabette, had made both her heart and his own only fuller, +not lighter; then Charles beheld the glorified beings and the blue +horizon, where already the moon was flinging forth her glimmering light +between the bristling mast-peaks and summits, and looked again into the +splendor of holy love. Then could he no longer contain himself; his +heart, full of agony, mounted to an eternal purpose, as if to God, and +he embraced Albano and Rabette, and said: "Beloved man! beloved maiden! +keep my unhappy heart!" + +Rabette clung around him compassionately, as a mother around her child, +and gave up to him, in hot, gushing tears, her whole soul. Albano, +astonished, enfolded in his arms the love-bond; Liana was drawn to the +beloved hearts by the whirlpool of bliss. Unheard the flutes sounded on, +unseen waved the white banners of the stars overhead. Charles spoke +frantic words of love, and wild wishes of dying for joy. Albano touched +trembling Liana's flower-lip, as John kissed Christ, and the heavy +milky-way bent down like a magic wand toward his golden bliss. Liana +sighed: O mother, how happy are thy children! The moon had already flown +up into the blue, like a white angel of peace, and glorified the great +embrace; but the blest ones marked it not. Like a sounding waterfall, +their rich life covered them, and they knew not that the flutes had +ceased, and all the hills were shining.[179] + +FOOTNOTES: + +[172] Museum (home of the muses) is the beautiful German name for +it.--TR. + +[173] _Kopf-und Ohr-hängerei._ Hanging down of head (hypocrisy) +and ears.--TR. + +[174] This self-resounding--as the Æolian-harp [_riesen-harfe_, +giant-harp, in German.--TR.], when the weather changes, sounds +without a touch--is common in sick-headache and other maladies of +weakness; hence in dying; for instance, in Jacob Boehme, life, +like a concert-clock, rung out its hours amidst surrounding +harmonies. + +[175] Some disinterested love or other must from eternity have +existed. As there are eternal truths, so must there also be an +eternal love. + +[176] For the same reason, perhaps, that the poet does not see +his, so often and distinctly beheld, creations pass in his dreams +among the images of the day. + +[177] For on his and her sacrament-day he had imagined her death +by lightning. + +[178] The winter stock-jelliflower. + +[179] Jean Paul's second volume ends here.--TR. + + + + +FIFTEENTH JUBILEE. + +MAN AND WOMAN. + + +67. CYCLE. + +I have often in the theatre made the pleasant experience, that when +painful scenes immediately followed the rising of the curtain, I took +but a slight interest in them, while in joyful ones which, immediately +after the music, came on with their own music, I took the greatest; man +demands more that sorrow than that rapture should show its motive and +its apology. Without hesitation, therefore, I begin a third volume[180] +with blisses of which, to be sure, the foregoing couple have been +preparing more than enough. + +At the moment where our story has arrived, among all the descendants of +Adam who lifted a glad face to heaven, and imaged in that face a still +fairer heaven, there must have been some one who had the highest +heaven,--a happiest of all men. Ah yes! And to be sure, among all +suffering creatures upon this _globe_, which our short race makes a +_plain_, there must also have been one most unhappy; and may the poor +man soon lie down to sleep under, not _on_, his rocky road! Although I +could wish that Albano might not be the happiest of all,--in order that +there might yet be a higher heaven above his,--still it is probable +that, on the morning after that holiest night, in his present dream of +the richest dream, deep in the threefold bloom of youth, of nature, and +of anticipation, he bore the broadest heaven in himself which the narrow +bosom of man can span. + +He looked from his thunder-house,--that little temple on whose walls +still lingered the radiance of the goddess who had therein become +visible to him,--out over the new-created mountains and gardens of +Lilar; and it was to him as if he looked into his white and red blooming +future, adorned with mountain-peaks and fruit-tree-tops, a full Paradise +built out into the naked earth. He looked round in his future after any +robbers of joy who might attack his triumphal chariot; he found them all +visibly too weak to cope with his arms and weapons. He called up Liana's +parents, and his own father, and the host of spirits which had hitherto +been working in the air, and set them out on the road which lay between +him and his beloved; in his muscles glowed more than sufficient power +easily to dash through them to her, and take her with him into his life +by main force. "Yes," said he, "I am completely happy, and need nothing +more,--no fortune, only my heart and hers!" Albano, may thy evil genius +not have heard this dangerous thought, so as to carry it to Nemesis! O, +in this wildly entangled wood of thy life, no step, even in the blooming +avenues of pleasure, is wholly safe; and amidst the very fulness of this +artistic garden there awaits thee a strange, gloomy upas-tree, and +breathes cold poisons into thy life! Therefore it was better as it was +once, when men were still lowly and prayed to God even in their great +raptures; for in the neighborhood of the Infinite One the fiery eye +sinks and weeps, but only out of gratitude. + +Let no mean almanac measurement be applied to the fair eternity which he +now lived, when he saw the beloved every evening, every morning, in her +little village. As evening star she went forth before his dreams; as +morning star, before his day. The interval both filled out with letters, +which they themselves carried to each other. When they parted at +evening, not long before they were to see each other again, and while in +the north already the rose-bud twigs shot along low down in the heavens, +which during men's sleep speedily grew out toward the east, in order to +hang down from heaven with thousands of full-blown roses ere the sun and +love came back again,--and when his friend Charles stayed with him by +night, and he asked, in the course of an hour, whence the light came, +whether from the morning or from the moon,--and when he sallied forth, +while moon and morning still appeared together in the dew-dripping +pleasure-woods,--and when the road, left only a few hours before, +appeared wholly new and the absence too long, (because Cupid's wing is +half a second-hand, which shows the day of the month, and half a +month-hand, which points to the second, and because, in the neighborhood +of the loved one, the shortest absence lasts longer than the longest +when she is far away,)--and when at last he saw her again,--then was the +earth a sun, from which rays proceeded: his heart stood all in light; +and as a man, who on a spring morning dreams of a spring-morning, finds +it still brighter around him when he awakes, so, after the blessed +youthful dream of the beloved, did he open his eyes before her, and +desire the fairest dream no more. + +Sometimes they saw each other, when the long summer day was too long, +on distant mountains, where by appointment they looked upon the +harvests; sometimes Rabette came alone to Lilar to her brother, that he +might hear something from Liana. When Liana had read a book, he read it +after her; often he read it first and she last. Whatever of divine the +fairest, purest souls can manifest to each other when they unfold +themselves,--a holy heart which makes one still holier, a glowing heart +which makes one still more glowing,--that they manifested to each other. +Albano was mild toward all, and the radiance of a higher beauty and +youth filled his countenance. The fair realms of nature and of his +childhood were both adorned by love, not it by either of them; he had +mounted from the pale, light moon-car of hope upon the sounding, shining +sun-car of living ecstasy. Even on the galleys of wooden sciences, as if +animated by the wonder-working hand of Bacchus, masts and shrouds +fluttered out into vine-stalks and clusters. If he went to the Froulay +house, he always, because he went in full of tolerance, came back +without any sacrifice of the same: the Minister, who had returned from +Haarhaar with a veil of gay, blooming ideas on his face, imparted to him +charming prospects of the exultation wherewith city and country would +celebrate the approaching marriage-feast of the Prince and the gain of +the most beautiful bride. + +And had he not, in addition to all, his friend too? When one stands so +close before the flame of joy, one does indeed shun men,--because they +easily step between us and the pleasant warmth,--but one seeks them too; +a hearty friend is our wish and joy, who shall gently lead on, without +chasing away, the happy dream in which we sleep and speak. Charles +played softly into his friend's dream; he would, however, have also done +it from sincere love for the sister. + +In fact, with so much youth, summer weather, innocence, freedom, +beautiful scenery, and deep love and friendship, there may well be +constructed, even on this low earth, something like that which up in +heaven is called a heaven; and a celestial chart, an Elysium-atlas, +which one should map out thereof, would perhaps look not far otherwise +than this: in front, a long pastoral land, with scattered +pleasure-castles and summer-houses; a philanthropist's grove in the +middle, the Tabor mountains overhead, with herdsmen upon them, long +Campanian vales; then the broad archipelago, with St. Peter's islands; +over on the other side the shores of a new pastoral continent, all +covered with Daphnean groves and gardens of Alcinoüs; behind that again, +stretching far inward, an Arcadia; and so on. + +All the philosophy and stoicism that he now had in him--for he held that +which the arm out of the clouds gave him as booty gained by his +own--Albano applied to the purpose of taking _from_ his ecstasy the +moderation which they impart. Moderation, he said, was only for patients +and pigmies; and all those anxious, evenly balanced sticklers for +temperament[181] and time-keepers had, whether in the cultivation of a +pleasure or of a talent, profited themselves more than the world; on the +contrary, their antipodes had benefited the world more than +themselves.[182] + +He kept in view very good fundamental principles. Man, said he, is free +and without limits,--not in respect to what he will do or enjoy, but in +respect to what he will do without; he can, if he _will_, will to +dispense with _everything_. In fact, he continued, one has simply the +choice, either _always_ or _never_ to fear; for thy life-tent stands +over a loaded mine, and, round about, the hours aim at thee naked +weapons. Only one in a thousand[183] hits; and, in any case, I am sure I +would sooner fall standing than bending like a coward. But, he +concluded, in order to justify himself on the subject, is then +steadfastness made for nothing better than for a surgeon and +serving-maid, and not much rather for our muse and goddess? for it is +not surely a good, merely because it helps do without something which we +have lost, but it is intrinsically one, and a greater than the one whose +place it supplies; even the happiest must acquire it, even without +outward occasion or bestowal; yes, it is so much the better, if it is +possessed earlier than applied. + +These deceptions or justifications were partly weapons of self-defence +against the tragic Roquairol, who would fain heighten every pleasure, +and even those of his friend, by sombre contrasts; and partly they were +such as a noble man, who hitherto has plunged into sorrow without +measuring its depth, and who would always feel his power of swimming +through life, must necessarily fall upon, when he is inwardly aware that +the centre of gravity of his bliss and of his hell has shifted and +fallen out of himself into another being. "O, what if she should die?" +he asked himself. He had not been wont to shudder so at the thought of +any death as of this. Therefore he squeezed these thorns of fancy right +sharply in his hand in order to crush them. At last, when the pure +country air of love and the shepherd-dance in this Arcadia had brought +more and more roses to Liana's cheek, then his thorns ceased to grow. + +To all other vipers of life, so long as they could find no entrance +through Liana's heart, he was inaccessible. At whatever price,--and +though he should have to forsake, give up, provoke, undertake all,--he +would buy Liana. The phantoms of terror which came threateningly to meet +him out of two houses,--Froulay's and Gaspard's,--he let come on, and +dispelled them: let the foe once show himself, thought he, so am I his +foe too. Often he stood in Tartarus, and found, in this still life of +death _in rilievo_, peace of soul. The actual world takes more quickly +our image than we its; even here he gained soft, broad, life-illumining +hopes and sweet tears, which flowed from him at the thought of Liana's +faith in her death, not because he believed in the probability, but in +the improbability thereof, which, through love and joy and recovery, +would daily grow greater. + +Only one misfortune was there for him, against which every weapon +snapped in pieces, whose possibility, however, he held to be a sinful +thought,--namely, that he and Liana, by some fault or time or the +world's influence, might cease to love each other. Here, relying on two +hearts, he boldly defied the future. O, who has not said, when, in +reliance upon a warm eternity, he has expressed his rapture, The Fatal +Sister may clip the thread of our life, but shall she come and open the +scissors against the bond of our love? The very next day the Fatal +Sister has stood before him, and snapped the scissors to. + + +68. CYCLE. + +Once Roquairol came quite late to take Albano with him to the +"Evening-Star Party" at the herdsman's hut, which he had arranged with +Rabette. The Captain loved to build around the warm springs of his love +and joy the well-curb of wholly select days and circumstances; if he +could contrive it, for instance, he made his declarations of love, say +on a birthday, during a total eclipse of the sun, on a valentine's day, +in a blooming hot-house in winter, in a skating chair on the ice, or in +a charnel-house; so, too, he loved to quarrel with others in significant +days and places, in the church-pew, in the beginning of spring or +winter, in the green-room of the amateur theatre, at a great fire, or +not far from Tartarus or in the flute-dell. Albano, however, was too +young, as others are too old, to have to season his fresh feeling with +artificial hours and situations; he preferred to beautify the latter +through the former. + +With impetuous joy Albano flew along the road to the unexpected +pleasure. Last evening had been so rich,--the four rivers of Paradise +had, in one cataract, poured down from heaven into his heart,--and this +evening he would leap into its sprayey whirlpool. The evening heaven +itself was so fair and pure, and Hesperus went with growing splendor +down his brightly glimmering path. + +Rabette waited at the foot of the mountain on which stood the herdsman's +hut (the little shooting-house), in order to lead him unsuspecting to +the unprepared female friend, who at the window, with her gleaming eye +on Hesperus, lay musing, and thought of the full, glowing autumn +flowers, which, at this late time of her life, and so shortly before the +longest night, were springing up. She was troubled to-day about many +things. She had, in fact, sought hitherto more to deserve and to justify +than to enjoy and increase her love, and more to bless with it another's +heart than her own. How indescribably she longed to do deeds for +him,--only sacrifices were to her deeds,--and she really envied her +friend who had, every time, at least to prepare Charles a beverage. As +she knew no other way, she expressed her devoted zeal by greater +daughterly love and attention to Albano's parents and sister; and +learned even to cook a little, which other ministers' daughters, who +make nothing but salad and tea, must pardon her, especially when they +reflect that, in Liana's case, they themselves would not have done +otherwise, but rather have made one dish more. Yes, she accounted +Rabette as more virtuous, because she could be more broadly and +extensively active; Rabette, on the other hand, held Liana to be the +better of the two, because she prayed so much the more. A similar error +they repeated twofold in respect to the brothers; Rabette thought +Charles the gentler, and Liana, Albano; both, according to inferences +from their mutual reports. + +So long as a woman loves, she loves right on, steadily. A man has to do +something between whiles. Liana transformed everything into his image +and his name: this mountain, this little chamber, this, to him once +dangerous, bird-pole, became the crayon pencils for his stereotype +image. She always came back upon this, that he deserved something better +than her; for love is lowliness, on the wedding-ring sparkles no jewel. +It touched her that her early death affected him. There she saw still +the maiden blinded by the small-pox, whom he had once unconsciously +pressed to his heart;[184] and, with the quick apprehension of sadness, +she felt herself to resemble the blind one also, in that incident, and +not merely in the similar, although shorter night, which pain had once +thrown over her eyes. + +As gentle as her emblem, Hesperus, dipping into the western horizon of +life, did she seem to her lover. She never could pass immediately out of +her own heart into the startling present; her turnings were always like +those of the sunflower, very slow, and every sensation lived long in her +faithful breast. Seldom, indeed, does a lover find the welcome of his +loved one like the last image, which the farewell had imparted to him; a +female soul must--so man desires--with all the wings, storms, heavens, +of the last minute, sound over into the next. But Liana had ever +received her friend shyly and softly, and otherwise than she had parted +with him; and sometimes, to his fiery spirit, this tender waiting, this +slow lifting of the eyelid, appeared almost as a return to the old +coldness. + +To-day it seized the more ardent Count more strongly than usual. Like a +pair of strange children who are to become acquainted with each other, +and smile upon and touch each other, the two stood beside each other +friendly and embarrassed. She told how she had made his sister tell her +of his childish break-neck adventure on this mountain. A loved maiden +knows no more beautiful, no richer history than that of her friend. "O +even then," he said with emotion, "I looked toward thy mountains! Thy +name, like a golden inscription, was written on my whole youth. Ah, +Liana! didst thou haply love me as I thee, when thou hadst not yet seen +me?" + +"Certainly not, Albano," answered she, "not till long after!" She meant, +however, her blindness; and said he appeared to her in this twilight of +the eyes, on that evening when he ate with her father, like an old +northern king's son, somewhat like Olo,[185] and she had had a certain +awe before him, as for her father and brother. Her high respect for men +the fewest were hardly worthy to guess, not to say, occasion. "And how +when thou hadst regained thy sight?" said Albano. "I just told thee +that," she replied naively. "But when thou didst so love my brother," +she continued, "and wast so good to thy sister, then to be sure I quite +took heart, and am now and henceforth thy second sister. Besides, thou +hast lost one--Albano, believe me, I know I am surely unworthy, +especially of thee; but I have _one_ consolation." + +Perplexed by this mixture of sanctity and coldness, he could only +passionately kiss her, and was constrained, without contradicting her, +to ask forthwith, "What consolation?" "That thou wilt one day be +entirely happy," said she softly. "Liana, speak more plainly!" said he. +For he understood not that she meant her death and the announcement of +Linda by the spirits. "I mean after one year," she replied, "from the +date of the predictions." He looked at her speechless, wild, guessing +and trembling. She fell weeping upon his heart, and suddenly gave vent +to the swell of inward sighs: "Shall I not then be dead at that time," +said she with deep emotion, "and look down from eternity to see that +thou art rewarded for thy love to Liana? And that, too, certainly in a +high degree!" + +Weep, be angry, suffer, exult, and wonder more and more, passionate +youth! But, to be sure, thou comprehendest not this lowly soul!--Holy +humility! thou only virtue which God, not man, created! Thou art higher +than all which thou concealest or knowest not! Thou heavenly beam of +light! like the earthly light,[186] thou showest all other colors and +floatest thyself invisible, colorless, in heaven! Let no one profane +thy unconsciousness by instruction! When thy little white blossoms have +once fallen, they come not again, and around thy fruits only modesty +then spreads her foliage. + +Painfully did the heart in Albano split into contradictions, as if into +two, his own heart and Liana's. She was nothing but pure love and +lowliness, and the splendor of her talents was only a foreign +border-work, as white marble images of the gods have the variegated +border only as decoration: one could not do anything but adore her, even +in her errors. On the other hand, she had, in conjunction with tender, +susceptible feelings, such firm opinions and errors; his modesty fought +so vainly against her humility, and his clear-sightedness against her +visionary tendency. The hostile train which this propensity drew after +it he saw too clearly sweeping along over all the joys of her life. His +ever-besetting suspicion, that she loved him merely because she hated +nothing, and that she was always a sister instead of a lover, again +charged home upon him like an armed man. Thus did all things fight +together in this case,--duty and desire, fortune and place. Both were +new and unknown to each other, because of love; but Liana divined as +little as he. O how strange to each other and unlike each other two +human beings, kindred souls, become, merely because a Divinity hovers +between the two and shines upon both! + +Something remained in him unharmonious and unsolved. He felt it so +sadly, now that the summer night glimmered for higher raptures than he +possessed; now that, deep in the ether, the trembling evening star +pressed on after the sun through the rose-clouds under which he was +buried; now that the meadows of grain breathed perfume and murmured not, +and the closed pastures grew green and did not glow, and the world and +every nightingale slept, and life below was a still cloister-garden, +and, only overhead, the constellations, like silver, ethereal harps, +seemed to tremble and sound before the spring winds of distant Edens. + +He must needs see Liana again to-morrow, by way of tuning his heart. +Rabette came up from the mountain with her friend, infinitely animated. +Both seemed almost exhausted with laughing and joking; for Roquairol +carried everything, even mirth, to the degree of pain. He had converted +the evening star, for which he had given the invitation, into a hothouse +and homestead of pleasant conceits and allusions. At first he would not +come home with her, even to-morrow; but at last he consented, when +Rabette assured him "she understood the fine gentleman well enough, but +he must nevertheless just let her take care of things." + +When the ruddy dawn arose, Albano, accompanied by him, came again; but +the garden-gate of the "manor-garden" was already open, and Liana +already in the arbor. A stitched book of public documents (seemingly) +lay in her lap, and her folded hands beside it; she looked rather +straightforward, as in thought, than upwards, as in prayer; yet she +received her Albano with so mild and distant a smile, as a man, greeting +a guest who comes right into the midst of his prayers, smiles upon him, +and then continues his devotion. The Count had hitherto been obliged +always to prepare himself for a certain reserve in her reception of him. +A misunderstanding, which returns quickly, however often it is removed, +acts again and again as deludingly and freshly as at the first time. He +felt very strongly that something more fixed than that first virgin +bashfulness, wherewith a maiden will always invent for the dazzling sun +of love, besides the dawn, a twilight too, and again another for that, +hindered the fiery melting together of their souls. + +He asked what she was reading; she hesitated, covering it up. A thought, +suddenly darting upon her, seemed to open her heart; she gave him the +book, and said it was a French manuscript,--namely, written prayers, +drawn up by her mother several years before, which touched her more than +her own thoughts; but still there was ever-more looking through her +tenderly woven face a cloistral thought, which sought to leave her +heart. What could Albano object to this Psalmist of the heart? Who can +answer a songstress? A praying female stands, as does also an unhappy +one, on a high, holy place, which our arms cannot reach. But how +miserable must most prayers be, since, although in earlier life +possessing the attraction of charms, like the rosary, which is made out +of sweet-smelling woods, yet afterward in advanced age they act only as +blemishes, and like the relic or the death's-head with which the rosary +itself ends! + +Without waiting for his question, she told him at once what had +disturbed her during her prayer; namely, this passage in it: _O mon +Dieu, fais que je sois toujours vraie et sincere_, &c., whereas she had +hitherto concealed her love from her dear mother. She added, she would +come now very soon, and then the closed heart should be opened to her. +"No," said he, almost angrily, "thou mayest not; thy secret is also +mine!" Men are often hardened by that in prose which in poetry softens +them; for example, woman's piety and open-heartedness. + +Now no one hated more than he the clutching of the parental +writing-finger, forefinger, and little finger into a pair of clasped +hands; not that he feared, on the part of the Minister, wars or +rivals,--he rather presupposed open arms and feasts of joy,--but +because, to his magnanimous spirit, at once claiming and granting +liberty, nothing was more revolting than the reflection, what smutty +turf now for the kindling of the fire the parents might lay on the altar +of love, or what pots they might set on to boil; how easily, then, even +poetic parents often transform themselves with the children into prosaic +or juristical ones, the father into an administrative, the mother into a +financial board; how, then, to say the least, the court atmosphere makes +one a bondsman, just as only the poetic heaven's ether makes free; and +what perturbations his Hesperus might expect from the attracting world, +the old Minister, who found nothing more unprofitable about love than +love itself, and to whom the holiest sensibilities seemed about as +useful for marriages of rank as the Hebrew is for preachers, namely, +more in examination than in actual service. So ill did he think of his +father-in-law, for he knew not something still worse. + +But the good daughter thought far higher of her mother than did a +stranger, and her heart struggled painfully against concealing from her +her love. She appealed to her brother, who was just entering. But he was +wholly of Albano's mind. "Women," he added, not in the best humor, "are +more fond of speaking _about_ love than _in_ love; men, the reverse." +"No," said Liana, decidedly; "_if_ my mother ask me, I cannot be +untrue." "God!" cried Albano, with a shudder, "and who could wish that?" +For to him, also, free truth was the open helmet of the soul's nobility; +only he spoke it merely from self-respect, and Liana out of human +affection. + +Rabette came with the tea-things and a flask, wherein was tea-juice and +elementary fire, or nerve-ether for the Captain,--arrack. He never liked +to visit people in the morning, with whom he could not drink it till +evening; Rabette had yesterday guessed this naughtiness, and to-day +gratified it. "How can the soul," said the sound Albano to him often, +"make itself a slave to the belly and the senses? Are we not already +bound closely enough by the fetters of the body, and thou wilt still +draw chains through the chains?" To this Roquairol had always the same +answer: "Just the reverse! Through the corporeal itself, I free myself +from the corporeal; for instance, by wine from blood. As long as thou +canst never escape servitude to the bodily senses, and all thy +consciousness and thy thinking can only, through a bodily servitude, +attaching itself to the glebe of the earth, abide in their nobility; I +cannot perceive why thou dost not properly use these rebels and despots +as thy servants? Why must I let the body only work ill upon me, and not +advantageously as well?" Albano stood to it, that the still light of +health was more dignified than the poppy-oil flame of a slave of opium; +and the fate of being prisoner of war to the body, which one spirit has +to bear in common with the whole human army, more honorable than the +cramping confinement of a personal arrest. + +To-day, however, not even the spirituous brimstone-smoked tea-water +could wash away a certain discontent from Roquairol, whom night-watching +had colored more pale, as it had the Count more red. He could not be +reconciled to it, that the manor-garden was all shut in with a +board-fence as high as a man, which was less intended as a +billiard-table border, not to let the eye-ball go out, than as a +mountebank's booth, to let nothing in, and which of course insured no +other _prospect_ than the prospect proper; quite as little did the +pleasure-garden commend itself to his favor by the fact that the +turf-benches on which they sat in the arbor had not yet been mowed, that +in all the beds only vegetables for the trimming of cooked meat flapped +about, that nothing ripe yet hung there but one or two moles in their +hanging death-beds, that on a bowling-green, whereupon one rolls into a +tinkling middle-hole, the crooked return-alley let the balls run home +again, much more easily than they could--unless one threw them--be made +to pass over the earth-bottom of the main alley, and that no orangery +was anywhere to be seen, excepting once, when fortunately the +garden-gate stood open, just as a blooming orangery box passed by in a +wheelbarrow on its way to Lilar. + +The Captain needed only to bring forward these particulars satirically, +and thereby inwardly to wound the outwardly laughing Rabette,--because +no woman can bear to hear fault found with her bodily property, whether +it be children, clothes, cakes, or furniture;[187] and then his +mountain-heights could gradually disencumber themselves of their clouds +again, and Rabette become still more uncommonly gay. + +Albano, in this morning hour of the day, and, as it were, of childhood, +and in this little paradise-garden of his childish years, was inwardly +glad,--for in the first love, as in Shakespeare's pieces, nothing +depends on the wooden stage of the performance; but to-day's afterwinter +of yesterday's chill would nevertheless not melt. The morning-blue began +to be filled with brighter and brighter golden fleeces; as the garden, +like small cities, had only two gates, the upper and the lower, he +opened like an aurora that of the morning sun; the splendor gushed in +over the smoking green; the Rosana gliding below caught lightnings, and +flung them over hitherward; Albano departed finally full of love and +bliss. + +But the love was greater than the bliss. + + +69. CYCLE. + +Flying Spring! (I mean love, just as one calls the after summer a +_flying summer_) thou hurriest away of thyself over our heads with +arrowy speed; why do authors again hurry over thee? Thou art the German +blossoming season; which is never a blossoming month long. We read all +winter in almanacs and similes much about its magnificence, and we pine +for it; at last it hangs thick on the dark boughs six days long, and +beside that, under cold May showers, sweeping bliss-month[188] storms, +and with a dumb-session of half-frozen nightingales,--and then, when one +comes out at length into the garden, the footpath is already white with +blossoms, and the tree at most full of green; then it is over, till in +winter we again hear with exaltation of heart the beginning of a tale: +"It was just in the lovely season of the blossoming." Even so do I see +few authors, at the long session-and-scribbling-table of romance, +working right and left for the benefit of the reading-desk, who, after +the long preface to love, do not so soon as, like a war, it is declared, +forthwith conclude it; and really, there are more steps _to_ love than +_in_ it; all that is _coming to be_,--for instance, spring, youth, +morning, learning,--opens out more widely and in a richer variety of +hues than fixed _being_; but is not this latter in turn a progress, only +a higher; and this, again, a state of being, only a quicker? + +Albano would fain lead along more beautifully the fleeting, divine +season, when the heart is our god; he would have it rather fly _upward_ +than fly _away_. He was angry the next day with nobody but himself. He +tore his way through such petty and yet closely entangling troubles, +through a condition like that of men during an earthquake, when an +invisible vapor holds the heavy foot as a snare. "I would rather let +myself be rained on upon mountains," said he, "than in valleys." Men of +quick fancy more easily reconcile themselves to the loved one when she +is absent, than when she is present. + +After some days, he went again to Blumenbühl just before sundown. A +burning red cut through the night-like gloom of the foliage. His +darkening, woody road was made, by the flames which danced about +therein, an enchanted one. He transferred his illuminated present deep +into a future, shady past. O, after years, thought he, when thou +returnest, when all is gone by and changed, the trees grown up, human +beings passed away, and only the mountains and the brook left, then wilt +thou congratulate thyself that thou couldst once in these walks so often +journey to thy sweetest heart, and on either hand the music and the +glory of Nature went along with thy joyful soul, as the moon seems to +the child to run after him through all streets. An unwonted rapture +flung through his whole being the long, broad streak of sunshine; the +farthest flowers of his fancy opened; all tones came through a brighter +ether, and sounded nearer. The flowers around him, too, exhaled a keener +fragrance, and the peal of the bell sounded nearer; and both are signs +of foul weather. + +Thus inwardly happy, he made his appearance,--and, indeed, without +Roquairol, who in fact came more and more seldom,--and found his beloved +up in his childhood's study, her guest-chamber, which was now the usual +scene of his visits. In a white dress, with dark trimming, as in a +beautiful half-mourning, she sat at the drawing-table with her eyes +sharper than usual, buried in a picture. She flew to his heart, but only +to lead him back presently to the dear form upon which her heart hung as +in a mother's arms. She related that her mother had been here to-day +with the Princess, and had showed so much pleasure in her improving +color, such infinite kindness toward her happy daughter. "She was +obliged," continued she, "to let me take a slight sketch of her, in +order that I might only look upon her so much the longer, and have +something of her to keep by me. I am just finishing the outline of the +face, but it is absolutely too poor a likeness." She could not tear her +fancy away from the image, and still less from the original. To be sure, +no more beautiful medallion can hang _on_ a daughter's heart, or in fact +_in_ it, than that of a mother; but, nevertheless, Albano thought to-day +the hanging-ring took up too broad a space. + +She talked only of her mother. "I certainly sin," said she; "she asked +me in such a friendly way whether thou camest often, but I said only +yes, and nothing further. O good Albano, how gladly would I have given +up to her frankly my whole soul!" + +He answered, that the mother seemed not to be so frank; she perhaps knew +already the whole through the Lector, and the pure draught of love would +now be continually disturbed by foreign substances. Against Augusti he +declared himself very strongly, but Liana quite as strongly upheld him. +Through both that counterfeiter of the coin of truth, namely, +suspicion,--the suspicion that she perhaps loved him as she loved +everything, since she grew as by a living tie to everything +good,--gained, under Albano's sensibilities, which besides had been +to-day so warm and glad, more and more mint-stamps and currency. + +She suspected nothing, but she came back to the subject of her secrecy. +"But why, then, does it make me unhappy," said she, "if it is right? +Beloved one, my Caroline too appears to me no longer, and truly that is +no good sign." This spectral-machinery always came on as oppressively +and gloomily to him as a thunder-cloud in the outer world. His old +exasperation against the teasings practised in his own case by apes of +the air, whom he could not lay hold of, passed over into a similar +feeling against Liana's optical self-deception. That veil presented her +by Caroline, wherewith, in the beginning, she had so sublimely arrayed +herself for the cloister of the tomb,--that travelling veil for the next +world,--had long been to this Hercules a burning garment, drenched in +the poisonous blood of a Nessus; therefore she no longer dared to wear +it before him. The conclusion that the fancy of being destined to death +laid the seed of the reality, and that in the deep overhanging cloud an +accident might easily attract the striking-spark of death, fell like a +mourning into his love festival. So are all strange sea-wonders of fancy +(like this death-delusion) desired only _in_ fancy (in romance), but not +in life, except once on fantastic heights; but then must such comets, +like others, soon recede again from our heaven. + +He spoke now very seriously,--of suicidal fancies, of life's duties, of +wilful blindness to the fairest signs of her recovery, among which he +reckoned as well the disappearance of the optical Caroline as the +blooming of her color. She heard him patiently; but through the +Princess, who, notwithstanding her love, seldom left behind with him +pleasant impressions, her fancy had to-day taken quite another road, far +beyond herself and her grave. She stood only before Linda's image, of +which Julienne had this afternoon communicated to her sharper outlines +than maidens are wont to give of maidens. "She is a very good girl," +they say of each other. Linda's manly spirit, her warm attachment to +Gaspard in connection with her contempt of the mass of men, her +inflexibility, her bold strides in manly knowledge, her masterly and +often severe letters, more pithy than flowery, and, most of all, her +probably approaching arrival, took a powerful hold of Liana's tender +heart. "My Albano must have her," was the constant thought of this +disinterested soul; and if the Princess had had the intention of +humiliating comparisons, she remarked it not, but fulfilled it. The good +creature found, too, so much of a higher providence here,--for example, +that her brother need now no longer be the rival of her lover and of his +friend,--that she herself could portray beforehand her vigorous Albano +to the proud Romeiro, and that certainly, despite all opposition, all +the ghostly prophecies strikingly connected and coincided with each +other. All this she now said (because she concealed only her sorrows, +not her hopes) right to the Count's face. + +What a gnashing bite did an evil genius at this moment make into his +tenderest life! That glowing love which neither divides nor is divided +possessed _his_ heart, he thought, not hers. He came very near to +showing up his inner being just as it was, all kindled at once, as if by +a lightning stroke, into a lofty blaze. Only the innocent white brow, +with festive roses in its little ringlets; the childishly bright +looking-up of the pure blue pair of eyes, and the soft face, which even +at a musical fortissimo, and at every vehemence in movement or laughter +on the part of another, caught a sickly redness from the beating heart; +and his indignant shame at the levity with which a man can abuse his +omnipotence and his sex, to the terror of the tenderer, restrained him, +like guardian spirits; and he said merely, in that noble anger which +sounded like a tender emotion, "O Liana, thou art hard to-day!" + +"And yet I am indeed so tender!" said the innocent one. The two had +hitherto been standing at the window, before the dark tempest which came +rolling on out of Lilar. She turned suddenly round; for since the day of +her blindness, when a dark cloud had seemed to fly towards her, she had +never been able to look at one long; and Albano's tall form, with his +whole live-glowing face and his soul-speaking eyes, stood illumined by +the evening light before her. With the hand which he left free she +softly and playfully swept aside the dark hair from his defiant +forehead, smoothed the contracted eyebrow, and said, as his look stung +like a sun, and his mouth shut with determination, "O, joyfully, +joyfully, shall this fair face one day smile!" He smiled, but sadly. +"And then shall I be still more blest than to-day!" said she, and +started, for a lightning-flash darted across his earnest face, as over a +jagged mountain, and showed it, like that of the god of war, illuminated +with war-flames. + +He hurried away; would not be held back; spoke of a weather-cooling; +went out into the storm; and left Liana behind in the joy that she had +spoken to-day merely out of pure love. From the last house in the +village Rabette flew to meet him; the torrents of the restrained tears +rolled down his cheeks. "What dost thou want? why weepest thou?" she +cried. "Thou art dreaming!" cried he, and hurried, without further +answer, out into the tempest, which had suddenly, like a mantle-fish, +flung itself stiflingly over the whole heaven. There, under the +rain-drops and lightning-flashes, he began, first of all, to reckon up +for himself the best proofs that Liana had saintly charms, divine sense, +all virtues, especially universal philanthropy, daughterly, sisterly, +friendly affection, only not, however, the glowing love for one +person,--at least, not for him. She is so entirely and exclusively--such +is always his conclusion--possessed and absorbed with the present +object, whether it be myself or a broken arm of the little Pollux, that +it hides from her heaven and earth. Hence the setting of her life's day, +with all the attendant partings, is no more to her than the setting of a +star. Hence it was that I stood beside her so long, with a heart full of +the pangs of love, and she saw not into my love, because she found none +in her own bosom. And this is what makes it so bitter, when man, pining +in poverty among the common hearts of earth, is rendered by the noblest +only unhappy at last. + +The rain pattered and trickled through the leaves, the fire darted +through the woods, and the Wild Huntsman of the storm drove his crazy +chase. This refreshed and rejoiced him like the cooling hand of a friend +taking his to guide him. As he ascended, not through the cavern, but +outside over the back of the mountain to his high thunder-house, he saw +a thick, gray night of rain settle down heavily upon the green Lilar, +and on the winding Tartarus rested under the flashes the illuminated +storm. He shuddered, on entering his little house, at a cry which his +Æolian-harp emitted under the snatches of the wind; for it had once, +gilded by the evening sun, ethereally clothed his young love like +starlight, and had followed it with ever-varying tones, as it went out +over this suffering life. + + +70. CYCLE. + +On the morning after both storms were dissolved into a still +cloudiness.--And out of the great griefs came only errors. Weaklings +that we are! when at our sham execution fate touches us with the rod, +not with the sword, we sink impotently from the block, and feel the +process of dying reach far into our life! All fevers, including +spiritual ones, are cooled by the freshness of a new morning, just as +sad evening stirs all their embers into a glow. Who of us has not at +evening,--that proper witching hour of tormenting spectres, +house-haunting ghosts and hobgoblins,--caught in the threads which he +himself had spun, but which he took for a web spread by other hands, +entangled himself more and more deeply the more he turned about and +tried to extricate himself, till in the morning he saw his turnkey +before him, namely, himself? + +Albano saw on the whole theatre of yesterday's war nothing left standing +but a pale, kindly figure in half-mourning, who looked round after him +with innocent maidenly eyes, and toward which he could not help looking +over, albeit she was now more a bride of God than of a mortal. He felt +now, to be sure, more strongly how high his demands upon real friends +rose, than he once did, when he could heighten at pleasure the highest +which he made upon the beings of his dreams, whom he always cast exactly +into the temporary mould of his heart; and how he was possessed by a +spirit that spared no one, that would stretch the wings of every other +according to its own, because it could bear no individuality except that +which was copied. + +He had hitherto experienced from all his loved ones too little +opposition, as Liana had too much; both extremes injure one. The +spiritual as well as the physical man, without the resistance of the +outer atmosphere, is blown up and burst by the inner, and without the +resistance of the inner is crushed by the outer; only the equilibrium +between inner resistance and outer pressure keeps a fair play-room open +for life and its culture. Besides, men--since only the best of them +appreciate in the best of their own sex strong conviction--can hardly +tolerate it in women, and would have them not merely the reflection, but +even the echo, of themselves. They want, I mean, not merely the look, +but also the word, that says yes. + +Albano punished himself with several days of voluntary absence, till the +unclean clouds should have cleared away from within him which had +overshadowed the gnomon of the sundial of his inner man. "When I am +quite cheerful and good-natured," said he, "I will go back to her, and +err no more." He errs at this moment. Whenever a strange, uncomfortable +semitone has repeatedly intruded itself between all the harmonies of two +natures, it swells more and more fatally till it drowns the key-note, +and ends all. The dividing tone was, in this case, the strength of the +man's pitch in connection with the strength of the woman's. But the +highest love is most easily wounded by the slightest difference. O, +little avails it then for man to say to himself, I will be another man! +Only in the finest, only in unimpaired enthusiasm, does he propose to +himself such a thing; but it is just when the feeling is impaired, when +he were hardly capable of the purpose, that he has to rise to the +fulfilment of it, and then he can hardly make the achievement. + +The Count went in the morning, as usual, to his lecture-rooms and +parlors in the city. In the former it was hard for him to fix his +instruments and his eyes upon the stars of the sciences, and to take +sight, sailing as he was on such a sea of emotion. In the latter he +found the Lector colder than ever, the Bibliothecary warmer, the +household more inflated. He went to Roquairol, whom he to-day loved and +treated still more cordially, as if by way of atonement to his offended +sister. Charles said at once, with his sudden and tragical flinging up +of the curtain of futurity, "All was discovered,--in the highest degree +of probability!" As often as lovers see that their Calypso's +island--which, to be sure, lies free on the open ocean--has at length +come to the eyes of the seafaring world, and that they are making sail +for it, they are astonished to an astonishing degree; for is there any +one Paradise which has such a loose and low palisado, allowing every +passer-by to see in, as theirs? + +For a long time, he related, had the Doctor's children always had +something to fetch from the Architect's wife at Lilar,--flowers, +medicine-phials, &c.; certainly as spy-glasses and ear-tubes of Augusti, +who again was the opera-glass of his mother. In short, his father had, +at least, been at the Greek woman's yesterday, but had luckily found +only an empty package[189] from Rabette to him (Charles), which, +according to the liberties of the ministerial Church, he had opened and +closed. + +"Why _luckily_?" said Albano. "I will justify and honor my love before +the world." "I referred to myself," he replied; "for never was my father +more friendly to me than since he broke open my last letters. He is this +afternoon in Blumenbühl, and it may well be more on my own account than +my sister's." + +Albano had no fear that the city could drill mining-galleries under his +childhood's land, so as to blow up in one conflagration the blessed +isle,--could he not trust his character and courage and Liana's +own?--but it pained him now that he had so needlessly robbed the +childlike Liana of the joy and merit of a childlike open-heartedness. +How he longed now for the atoning and recompensing moment of the first +meeting again, after the next morning! + +He stayed by his friend as by a consolation, and did not go back till +the evening redness floated about in the rain-clouds. When he came, he +found already awaiting him a letter from Liana, written to-day. + + "O good Albano, why camest thou not? How much I had to say + to thee! How I trembled for thy sake on Friday, when the + frowning cloud pursued thee with its thunder! Thou hast + weaned me too much from sorrow, so strange and heavy has it + become to me now. I was inconsolable the whole evening; at + last, when night fell, the thought sank into my mind that + thou hadst been oppressed as with presentiments, and that + the lightning loved to strike the thunder-house. Why, + indeed, art thou there? I hurried up, and knelt by my bed, + and prayed to God, although the storm had long been + dispersed, that he would have preserved thee. Smile at my + tardy prayer; but I said to him, 'Thou knewest indeed, + all-gracious One, that I would pray.' I was consoled, too, + when I looked up to the stars, and the broken ray of joy + trembled within me. + + "But in the morning Rabette made me sad again. She had seen + thee weeping on the road. A thousand times have I asked + myself, whether I am to blame for that. Can it have come + from this,--for she says so,--that I afflict thee too much + with my death thoughts? Never more shalt thou hear them; the + veil, too, is laid away; but I calculated upon thee + according to my brother, to whom, as he himself says, the + dusk of death is an evening-twilight, in which forms seem to + him more lovely. Truly, I am quite blest; for thou art even + so, and yet hast so little in having me,--only a small + flower for thy heart, but I have thyself. Leave me my + grave-mound; therefrom, as from a mountain, comes better, + more fruitful soil into my valley. O how one loves, Albano, + when all around us crumbles and sinks and melts away in + smoke, and when, still, the bond and splendor of love stand + firm and inviolate on the fleeting ground of life, as I have + often seen with emotion, when standing by waterfalls, a + rainbow hover, undisturbed and unchanged, over the bursting, + impetuous floods! O, would that the nightingales were yet + singing; now I could sing with them! Thy Æolian-harp, my + harmonica, how gladly would I have it in my hand! My father + was with us, and more cheerful and friendly toward all than + ever. Lo, even he is kindly disposed! My parents surely send + no tempest into our feast of roses. I readily did him the + pleasure, therefore,--forgive it!--of promising him, that I + would receive no visits from strangers in a strange + house--because, he said, it was improper. I must go home for + some days on account of the Prince's marriage; but I shall + see thee soon. O forgive! When my father speaks softly, my + soul cannot possibly say, No. Farewell, my noble one! + + L. + + "P. S. Soon a little leaf will come fluttering again over to + thy mountain. Only continue in perpetual joy! O God! why am + I not stronger? What beings shouldst thou then take to thy + heart!--Thou dear one!" + +How was he shamed by this full-blooming love, which never rightly knows +when it is misunderstood, and which presupposes no other fault than its +own! How sadly did the thought of the commanded separation affect him +now, after the voluntary one! He could now love her as a guarding angel +_before_ Paradise, how much more as a giving angel _in_ it! But it is +hard for a man, as the youth felt, clearly to distinguish in the female +heart, especially in this one, intention from instinct, ideas from +feelings, and in this dark, full heaven to count and arrange all the +stars. Everything like hardness, every unpromising bud, arose at last as +a flower; and her worth unfolded itself piece-wise like spring; whereas, +generally, from other maidens, a traveller who visits them carries away +with him directly at his first evening's departure a little complete +flower-catalogue of all their charms and arts, as a Brocken-passenger +gets at the tavern a neat nosegay of the various kinds of mosses which +are found on the mountain. + +He supposed she was now with her parents; and he followed, not as a +pouting schoolboy, but as a harmonious man, the giant of destiny. In the +garden rainy weather held sway, the crop of every heavy tempest, which, +like a war, always devastates the scene of conflict. + +The promised leaflet appeared: "Only be happy. We shall see each other +very, very soon, and then most blissfully. Forgive me! Ah, I long +exceedingly!" + +Now he experienced what days they were which had _once_--that is, only a +few days ago--passed before him as divine apparitions, and which now +again were to come up in the East as returning stars! Why does a +blessing, not till it is lost, cut its way like a sharp diamond so +deeply into the heart? Why must we first have lamented a thing, before +we ardently and painfully love it? Albano threw both past and future +away from him, that he might dwell wholly and purely in that present +which Liana had promised him. + + +71. CYCLE. + +On Sunday morning, when all the blue heavens stood open, and the earth +was festally decked with pearls and twigs, a gentle finger tapped at +Albano's door, which could belong to none but a female hand. It was +Liana who entered at so early an hour; Rabette and Charles without +uttered a loud greeting. On his exulting breast fell the beautiful +maiden, blooming from, her walk, with blessed, bright eyes, a freshly +bedewed rose-bud. It was his finest morning; he had a clear feeling of +Liana's love. As the Æolian-harp sounded in, she looked towards it, +remembered with a blush that fairest evening of the covenant, and +listened in silence, and dried her eyes when she turned them again +towards Albano. But he could not enter into this temple of joy without +having cleansed and healed himself by a frank confession of his late +errors. What a sweet rivalry ensued between them of confessing and +forgiving, when Liana lovingly exclaimed and owned that she had not +understood him lately, that only she was the blamable one, and that she +would begin this very moment to speak better. She could not give herself +any comfort about the secret pangs which she had caused her friend. As +mahogany furniture cracks in no temperature, and contracts no spots, and +needs no polishing, so was it with this heart, Albano's felt, as he now +swore to himself always, even when he did not understand her, to say to +himself, She is right. + +She solved for him the riddle of her appearing to-day with those +friendly looks which a good nature redoubles, when it has anything to +sweeten,--namely, she was going back to Pestitz to-day; but the carriage +would not come till late, till evening, in fact, about tea-time, and so +there remained a whole day before them; and she hoped her father would +not take this circuitous route through Lilar as a breach of her promise. +A loving maiden grows unconsciously more bold. Thereupon she sought to +make him quite calm about the peaceful intentions of her father, and +represented his strictness, in subjecting himself and others to +convenience, as the reason of his prohibition, as well as of her being +summoned back to the wedding-festival. Albano, so soon after the oath +which he had just sworn to himself, kept it, and said, She is right. + +The Captain came in with the red-cheeked Rabette, whose eyes glistened +with joy. The small apartment did not, by narrowness and confusion, make +the pleasure less. Charles, generally so much like Vesuvius, which in +the first hours of morning is still covered with snow, presented already +a warm summit; he seated himself at the instrument and thundered into +the noisy presence with a prestissimo (which lay open) of Haydn's,--that +true hour-caller of rejoicing hours,--and played, to the astonishment of +the females, the hardest part so easily, at sight, that he rather played +into it, than from it, and kept composing much (for instance, the bass) +himself; whereas Albano, with almost comic fidelity, gave you the exact +truth in music quite as much as in history, which, again, always became +in Charles's mouth a piece of his own personal biography. The morning +added wings to all their souls, whereas noon always binds men's wings +down,--hence Aurora goes with winged steeds, and the god of day with +wingless ones. "But how now are our seven pleasure-stations to be made +out?" inquired Charles, "for the day lies like a garden-hall, with +nothing but pleasure-avenues on all sides open before us." "Charles, is +it not, then, a matter of indifference _where_ a man loves?" said +Albano. Blessed one, whose heart needs nothing but one heart more, no +park into the bargain, no _opera seria_, no Mozart, no Raphael, no +eclipse of the moon, not so much as moonlight, and no read or acted +romance! + +"First, I must see my Chariton," said Liana. "Yes," added her brother, +immediately, "she can bring our dinner after us into the gothic temple." +He proposed, namely, on this lovely day, to dine in the twelfth century, +and to sit by a sombre, motley window-light, and on sharp-cornered, +heavy, thick furniture, and, as it were, darkly under the earth of a +green present, glistening overhead, to sit with blooming faces; for +thus did he overload the fullest enjoyments with external contrasts, and +enjoyed every happy present most in the near gleam and reflection of the +sharpened sickle which was to mow them away.[190] "God forbid and avert +it, friend!" said Rabette. Albano, too, deemed the friendly Greek, her +laughing children, and the neighboring rose-fields far preferable, and, +with the aid of Liana, prevailed. Before the embowered cottage the +children came running to meet them, Helena, with her little apron full +of orange-blossoms, which she had picked up, for the breaking of them +off had been forbidden her, and Pollux, in the last, light bandage of +his broken arm, the hand of which had now been obliged to work with its +companion, the right hand, at puckering up and cracking the rose-leaves. +Both gave notice: "Mother was not ready yet, and had dressed them +first." But presently, neat and simple as a priestess destined to dance +around the altar of gods of joy, sprang Chariton to meet her Liana, and, +as she came, continued adjusting her hastily donned clothes by a light +hitching and twitching. "This," said Roquairol, after he had easily +obtained from Rabette a nodding assent thereto, because she had not +understood his French request for the same, "is my spouse since +yesterday,"--and he enjoyed without further circumstance the right of +thouing her, which she, since the friendly encouragement of the +Minister, accepted the more fondly with maidenly presentiments. + +When Liana kindly announced four noonday guests for Chariton, there +stood in the dark eyes of the Greek gleams of joy, and the little face, +with great arched Italian eyebrows, became a stereotype smile, which was +not culinary embarrassment, but merely tongueless joy; which only made +her white semicircle of teeth shine more broadly, when Charles spoke +right out: "Surely thou canst help her, wife!" "Of course!" said +Rabette, quite delighted; because her heart had no longer any other lips +than her two hands, for which, if they could only lay hold of hard work, +it was full as much as if they were pressed by the hand of a lover. Did +she not again and again curse her awkward, hesitating throat, when +Roquairol, in her presence, poured out his sounding and fiery torrents +of speech? On this occasion, when he had again set off the surroundings +with artificial, shadowy refinements, he insisted upon it, of course, +that Chariton should be executive secretary, and Rabette only +corresponding secretary. Liana, too, out of a like womanliness, would +fain do something for her darling; but since she, as a maiden of rank, +could not cook anything, but only bake a little, accordingly it was +assigned her,--but reluctantly on the part of her friend, who never +loved to see the sweet form anywhere else than, like other butterflies, +by his side among the flowers,--at a quite late moment, and for a space +of ten minutes, with her eyes and in extraordinary cases with her three +writing-fingers, to co-operate in making the snow-balls, which were to +close and crown the dessert. + +Never had kitchen ball-queen a broader canopy, or a more beautifully +carved sceptre and apple, or fairer _dames d'atour_[191] than Chariton, +and vessels and fire were quite thrown into the shade thereby. + +Now the happy couples--and the children too--went out into the joyful +day, into the youthful garden, in order, like planets, with their moons, +to stand now near each other, now far off, now in opposition, and now in +conjunction, on their heavenly orbit around the same sun. "We will +launch out at a venture," said Charles, in port, "and see whether we do +not meet." Albano went with Liana after the children, who were already +skipping along on the little houses through the rose-walks, on the +bridge over the singing wood. He whose heart beats in such calm +blissfulness, seeks in the invisible church no visible one: the whole +temple of nature is the temple of love, and everywhere stand altars and +pulpits. On the smoothly descending life-stream man stands without +rudder, happy in his skiff, and leaves it to its own will. + +Then the children, mindful of the maternal prohibition against +excursions, led the way up along the right, over the bridged eminence, +to the western triumphal arch; and Helena, merely as guide of the little +convalescent, ran forward quite unexpectedly and wildly with his hand. +How gladly did Albano follow the little pilots and pointers! Heavens! +when they looked round them on the magnificent height, and into the rich +outspread day, and then into each other's eyes, how freely and broadly +did the arches of their life-bridge rear themselves, and ships, with +swollen sails and proudly towering masts, sail away beneath! Rose-trees +clambered up the triumphal arches, the children reached up, snatched +roses from their summits, and trudged away (working out and proving the +unusual obedience) over four gates, in order, from the fifth, to look +down into the smooth, shining lake, and to descend into the "enchanted +wood," where art, like the children, played her pranks. + +Out of the entrance of the wood came forth Charles and Rabette, on their +way back to Chariton over the arches, the former bound to the +wine-cellar (he had something empty therefrom in his hand), and she +intending to run a moment into the kitchen. He went blissfully, as if on +wings, and said: "Life travels to-day in the constellation of the wain, +far away through the blue." He turned round, however, to let the +_Pleiades_ rise before them, that is, the so-called "inverted rain," +which ascends only for the space of five minutes, and properly only in +an illumination. He led them all into the wondrous wood, through a light +that lay in noonday slumber, glowing under free trees, whose stems, +standing far asunder, only tendered each other their long twigs. At the +focus of the picturesque paths, he let them await the play of the rain. +The children sprang after him with their hopes, and, backed by the +courage of the grown ones, sat down by them, on designated seats of the +gods, or children's seats, between two little round lakes. + +While Charles ran swiftly up and down in zigzag, attending to the +hydraulic and other mechanism,--nearly according to the points of the +labyrinth-garden in Versailles,--they could fly about through the magic +wood that rose everywhere. An all-powerful arm of the Rosana, which +swept by without, struck in among the flowers, and bore a heavy, rich +world; now the water was a fixed mirror, now a winding, beating vein, +now a gushing spring, now a flash of lightning behind flowers, or a dark +eye behind leafy veils; tapering shores, short beds, children's gardens, +round islands, little hills, and tongues of land lay between: they held +their motley, blooming children on arm and bosom, and the blue eyes of +the forget-me-not, and the full tulip-cheeks, and the white-cheeked +lilies played together like brothers and sisters apart from strangers, +but roses ran through all. Now they heard a murmuring and purling; the +lakes beside them bubbled up; on a peeled May-tree, fenced in on an +island, the yellow fir-needles began to drop from above; from the +hanging birches on the tongue of land, an inner rain dripped and glided +down; out of the two lakes beside them water-jets flew like +flying-fishes toward heaven. Now it gushed everywhere, and rows of +fountains, those water-children, played with the flower-children. Like +birds, streams fluttered with broad wings out of the laurel-hedges, and +fell into the groups of roses. On a hill full of oaks, a water-snake +crawled up; victoriously shot out from all the mouths of the shores +besieging arches to the summits; suddenly the cheated spectators found +themselves overhung with rainbows, for the lakes flung their waters high +across over them, so that the wavering sun blazed through the +lattice-work of drops, as through a shivered jewel-world. The children +screamed with a terror of joy. The scared birds cruised through the +shower; night butterflies were cast down; the turtle-doves shook +themselves on the ground, beaten down in the torrents; the banks and the +beds held their blooming little ones beneath the heavens. + +After five minutes the whole was over, and nothing remained, save that +in all flowers and eyes the moist radiance trembled, and on the waves +the stars continued to glisten. The children ran after the +wonder-worker, Charles. "All is over outwardly," said Albano, "but not +within us. I am to-day perfectly and peacefully happy; for thou lovest +me, and the whole world, too, is friendly. Art thou, too, happy, Liana?" +She answered, "Still more happy, and I must needs weep for joy if I told +how happy I am." But she was weeping already. "See! drops!" said she, +naively, as he looked upon her, and wiped _his_, which were the +sprinklings of the rainbow, softly from his cheeks. His lips touched her +holy, tender eye, but the other remained open, and her love looked out +from it at him, and never did her holy soul hover nearer to him. + +After a few minutes this inverted heavenward shower was also over. They +went across the middle of the free gardens to the eastern parts and +gates. How brightly lay the coasts of the future before them, with +thick, high green, and nightingales flying around the shores! Rapture +makes the manly heart more womanly. The voice of his full bosom spoke +but softly to Liana, on whose countenance, turned sidewise and +heavenward, lay a still, pious gratitude; his fiery glance moved but +slowly, and rested on the beautiful world; and he went without hasty +strides around the smallest points of land. The young nightingale whet +her well-fed bill against the twig, and shook herself merrily; the old +one sang a short lullaby, and skipped chanting after fresh food; and +everywhere flew and screamed across each other's paths the children of +spring and their parents. Little white peacocks ran, without their +pride, like little children in the grass. Blissfully floated the swan +between her waves, with the white arch over the eyes that dipped under, +and blissfully hovered the glistening music-fly, like a fixed star, +undisturbed in the air, over a distant, flowery bell. The butterflies, +flying flowers, and the flowers, fettered butterflies, sought and +sheltered each other, and laid their variegated wings to wings; and the +bees exchanged flowers only for blossoms, and the rose which has no +thorns for them they exchanged only for the linden. + +"Liana," said Albano, "how I love the whole world to-day, on thy +account! I could give the flowers a kiss, and press myself into the very +heart of the full trees; I could not tread in the way of the long chafer +down there." "Should one," she replied, "ever feel otherwise? How can a +human being, I have often thought, who has a mother, and knows her love, +so afflict and rend the heart of a brute mother? But Spener says, we do +not forgive beasts even their virtues." "Let us go to him," said he. + +They came out through the eastern gate on the mountain-way behind the +flute-dell, up to the house of old Spener, which lay in noonday +brightness; but, as they heard loud reading and praying, they chose +rather to walk by at a great distance, in order not to throw so much as +their shadow into his holy heaven. + +They gazed into the fair, still flute-dell, and would fain go directly +in; at length it spoke up to them with one flute. Their friends seemed +to be down below there. The flute continued long to complain, as if +lonely and forsaken; no sisters and no fountains murmured in with it. At +last there rose, panting, in company with the flute, a timid, trembling +singer's voice, struggling forth. It was Rabette, behind the tall +bushes. She stirred both to the depths of the soul, because the poor +creature, with the labor of her helpless voice, was rendering her loved +one the meek sacrifice of obedience. "O my Albano," said Liana, twining +around him with ecstasy, "what sweetness to think that my brother is +happy, and has found peace of soul, and _that_ through thy sister!" "He +deserves all my peace," said he, with emotion; "but we will not disturb +the two, but go back the old way." For Rabette's tones were often cut +short, but it was uncertain whether by fear, or by kisses, or by +emotion. + +When they came in again through the eastern gate, the songstress and +Charles came out of the green portal to meet them, both with wet eyes. +Charles, stepping impetuously over living beds, and with wandering eyes, +grasped a hand of both with his, and said, "This is, for once in this +rainy world, a day which does not look like a night. Brother, but when +one is so deeply blest, and catches the music of the spheres, the tones +are such as were once heard in token that from Mark Antony his patron +deity, Hercules, was departing." Thus are joys, like other jewels, +mechanical poisons, which only in the distance shine, but, when touched +and swallowed, eat into us. But Albano replied, smiling, "Since thou now +fearest, dear friend, thou hast nothing to fear; for thou art not +perfectly happy. I, however, alas! fear nothing." "Bravo!" said Charles; +"now go into your kitchen, maiden!" He went into the so-called "Temple +of Dreams," but soon hastened after her into the forbidden kitchen. + +Albano visited Liana's spring chamber. Here he painted to himself from +memory that bright Sunday when Liana led him through Lilar, and he let +the past soothingly glimmer into the present; but the latter overpowered +the former with its beams. Out in the garden stood and shone, so it +seemed to him, the pure pillars of his heaven, the supporters of his +temple, the trees; and all that he here saw near him belonged again to +his happiness, Liana's books and pictures and flowers, and every little +mark of her tender hand. + +At last the saint of the Rotunda herself--suffused with a virgin blush +at this nearness and at his blushing--stepped in, to take him away into +the cool dining-room. It was small and dusky, but the heart needs not +for its heaven much space nor many stars therein, if only the star of +love has arisen. To the table-talk,--whereby alone an eating becomes a +human one,--and to the jokes,--the finest _entremets_, the powdered +sugar of conversation,--the children contributed their share, especially +as they, unqualified to ascend from the forbidden _thou_ to _you_, +always used thou-you at once. The deeply-red Chariton made extracts from +Dian's letters and from the history of her life, and from the surgeon's +bulletins in relation to Pollux's broken arm; she sought to extol the +snow-balls, listened with a half-credulous, half-cunning look to the +Captain, who spun out the sportive marriage-thou toward Rabette into +five acts, and smiled with pleasure just where it was required. +Especially did that music-barrel of all souls, Charles, spin joyously +round; that Jupiter, around whom the eclipses of so many satellites were +always flying, could show a great, serene splendor, when he and others +wished. As often as Albano, according to the old way, would not come to +his tragedy, he drew up the curtain of a comedy. To the good Rabette a +word was as good as a look from him, although she only returned the +latter, so as neither to fall into the _Thou_ nor into the _You_. +Albano, knit with ears and eyes to one soul, could not produce with his +lips much more than a smile of bliss; he could more easily have made a +hymn than a _bon-mot_, a grace at meat than a dinner speech. For his +Liana was to-day too affectionate, so contentedly and exhilaratingly did +the sweet maiden look round with such hearty play, acting the chatty, +bantering hostess, that a man who saw it and thought of her firm +death-belief, would only have been so much the more deeply affected by +this dance around the grave with flowers on the head, though he should +remark--or rather for the very reason of his remarking--that she was +here merely carrying on a joke with jocoseness itself for the +sake--according to her new moral funeral arrangement--of sweetening for +her beloved every parting-hour, as well the next as the last of all. But +this was hard to perceive, because in female souls every show easily +becomes reality, whether it be a sad or a gay one. + +How happy was her friend and every good being to think that the saint +pronounced herself blest! And then she became, in turn, still more so. +Thus does the radiance of joy dart to and fro between sympathizing +hearts, as between two mirrors, in growing multiplication, and grows +without end. + + +72. CYCLE. + +The hour of departure came rolling on with swifter and swifter wheels; +more constellations of joy went down than came up. Thus do the blooming +vineyards of life always grow green on the ups and downs of a +mountainous way, never on a smooth plain. The two lovers needed quiet +now, not walks. They took the nearest, the path to the thunder-house. +They stepped into the glimmering vesper-grounds as into a new land; at +mid-day man is awakened from one dream after another, and has always +forgotten and sees things always new. In Albano the golden splendor of +the strings of joy still lingered under the declining sun; he told her +gladly, how often he would visit her at her parents', and how he +certainly hoped to find them friendly. Liana, as a daughter and a lover, +retouched all his hopes with her own. But now she let her hitherto light +heart, which had been rocking itself on the flowers of sport, sink back +upon the solid ground of earnest. + +When there is peace and fulness in a man, he wishes not to enjoy +anything else but himself; every motion, even of the body, jostles the +full nectar-cup. They hastened out of the loud, lively garden into the +still, dark thunder-house. But when, as if parted from the world, which +lay out around the windows, brightly glistening and far receding, they +stood alone together in the little twilight, and looked upon each +other,--and when Albano's soul became like a sun-drunken mountain at +evening, light, warm, firm, and fair, and Liana's soul like an +up-gushing spring on the mountain, which glides away purely bright and +cool and hidden, and only under the touch of the evening-beam glows in +rosy redness,--and now that these souls had just found each other in the +wide, unharmonious world,--then did a mighty joy thrill through them +like a prayer, and they cast themselves upon each other's hearts, and +glowed and wept and looked upon each other exaltedly in the +embrace;--and, on the Æolian-harp, suddenly the folding doors of an +inspired concert-hall flew open, and outswelling harmonies floated by, +and suddenly again the gates shut to. + +They seated themselves at the breezy eastern window, before which the +mountains of Blumenbühl and Lilar's hills and paths lay in the sunlight. +Around them was evening shade, and all was still, and the Æolian-harp +breathed low. They only looked at each other, and felt joy to their +innermost being that they loved and possessed each other. How +ecstatically did they look, from the protection of this citadel, down +into the sounding, stirring world! Down below the wind blew the blaze of +poppies and tulips far and wide, and in among the heavy, yellow harvest. +The silver-poplars, wearing eternal May-snow, fluttered with uptossing +splendor; a flock of pigeons went rustling away, and dipped into the +blue; and overhead, amid flying clouds, stood those round temples of +God, the mountains, in rows, beside each other, bearing alternate nights +and days; and the pious father stood alone on his hill, and handed his +roe tender branches. + +"Thus may we ever remain!" said Albano, and pressed her dear hand with +both of his to his heart. "Here and hereafter!" said she. "Albano, how +often have I wished thou wert at the same time my female friend, that I +might speak with thee of thyself! Who on the earth knows how I esteem +thee, except myself alone?" "Here and hereafter? Liana, I am happier +than thou, for I alone believe in our _long_ life here," said he, all at +once changed. + +Whatever, now, may have been the reason,--whether that man is not at all +accustomed to be happy in a pure present, severed from all future and +past, because his inner heaven, like the natural one, directly over his +head and close to him, always looks dark-blue, and only round about the +distant horizon radiant; or that there is a bliss so tender and +unearthly as, like the moonshine, to be made too dark by every passing +cloud, whereas a sturdy one, like daylight, can bear the broadest; or +that Albano was too much like men who always in joy feel their powers so +strongly that they would rather kick over the table of the gods than see +a dish or a loaf of the heavenly bread less thereupon, rather be +perfectly miserable than not perfectly happy;--suffice it, he could not +and would not be guilty of longer fear and concealment. + +So, when Liana, instead of answering, only embraced him, and was silent, +because she meant to remain the whole day true to her promise not to +dash the festal tapestry of fair days with a shade of mourning-cloth, +then, as if urged on by a strange spirit, he spoke out: "Thou answerest +nothing? Only joys, not sorrows, shall I share? Thou hast not thy veil? +Wilt thou spare _me_ as a weakling? and thee alone shall thy +death-belief continue to oppress? Liana, I will have pangs, too, and all +thine,--tell all!" + +"Truly, I only meant to keep my promise," said she, "and no more. But +what then shall I say to thee, dear?" + +"Dost thou believe, then, that thou art certainly to die after a year, +superstitious one?--heavenly one!" said he. + +"In so far as it is God's will, certainly," said she. "O my good Albano, +how can I help my belief, much as it pains thee too?" And here she could +no longer restrain her tears, and all the crucifixes of memory started +up alive in the fair soul, and bled intensely. + +"God's will?" asked he. "Quite as well might he at this moment +precipitate a winter as an iceberg, into this happy summer. God?" he +repeated, looked up, knelt down, and prayed, "O thou all-loving God--But +thou shalt not die to me!" He turned, as if in anger, towards her, +incapable of continuing his prayer, for the cry of his heart, and wiping +hastily with both hands over his moist face. Now he prayed on, with a +soft, trembling voice: "No, thou all-loving One! kill not this fair, +young life! Leave us together long in purity and in peace." + +She knelt involuntarily at his side;--to-day more exhausted with +pleasures and unknown inner victories, even with long walking, so much +the more intensely struck by a moving reality that she had been spoiled +and softened by moving fancies, and inexpressibly afflicted at Albano's +sorrow;--she could not speak; her head and neck bowed, as under a +burden suddenly laid upon them; and thus, as one heavily overclouded by +a whole life, she looked down upon the floor. The embracing death-flood +sounded with one arm around her; then did she see, without looking up, +her Caroline pass by somewhere in bridal dress, and with the white, +gold-spangled veil trailing along far over life; and she saw clearly how +the celestial shape, when Albano begged for her life, shook its head +slowly to and fro. "Cease to pray!" she cried, inconsolably. "But listen +to me, thou cold apparition, and only make _him_ happy!" she prayed, but +she saw nothing more; and, with inexpressible love, she hid her face, +marked all over with the lines of agony, upon his breast. + +Here her brother called up, that the carriage was ready. She threw down +a quick, thin-voiced "Yes." "Must we part?" asked Albano; the fiery rain +of ecstasy had now fallen back into his open soul, in the shape of a +darker rain of ashes; and so he went on without any bounds to his +anguish. "Then have we seen each other for the last time?" and under the +closed eyelid his noble eye wept. + +"No! in the name of the All-gracious, no!" said she, and rose to go. +"Stay!" said he, and she staid, and embraced him again. "But do not +accompany me!" she entreated. "Not!" said he, and held her for some time +as she withdrew, by the tips of the fingers; it pained him so much, when +he saw the sufferings which had been brought upon this still form, that +these white wings of innocence had beaten themselves bloody against his +cliffs and mountain-horns. He drew her again to himself, ere he let her +and his salvation go from him. He looked after her as she slowly stole +down along the sunny mountain, drying her eyes under the twigs, and +went with bowed head along all the gay, blooming paths of the forenoon's +walk. But he gazed not after, when her carriage rolled away across the +joyous wood; he stood at the eastern window, and saw his childhood's +mountains tremble, because he had forgotten to dry his eyes. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[180] The Titan was originally divided into four volumes.--TR. + +[181] A musical term, meaning the compensation made by +transferring to imperfect concords part of the beauty of the +perfect ones.--TR. + +[182] Every partial development of course works well for the +whole; but only for this reason, because its opposite partial one +balances it in a higher equation and sum total, so that all +individual men are only the limbs of a single giant, such as the +Swedenborgian _man_ is. But in so far as, in one individual, a +want arises which helps out an opposite one in another,--so that +the road of humanity plagues and trips equally much by hills and +by hollows,--it will be seen that every one-sided fulness is, +only a cure of the times, not their health; and that the higher +law is, after all, a culture slower in the individual, but still +harmonious; less in amount, indeed, but impartial, and thereby, +in the long run, even more rapid. We always forget that--as in +mechanics power and time are mutual supplements--eternity is the +infinite power. + +[183] According to Borreux, the engineer, literally only every +thousandth shot from small-arms hits. So is it in all cases; fear +death, and then there stand flower-pots ready to fall from +chamber-windows, lightnings from the blue sky, air-guns going +off, polypuses in the heart, mad dogs, robbers, every gash in the +finger, _aqua toffana_, proud flesh, &c., in short, all +nature--that ever-going, crushing cochineal-mill--stands with +innumerable open scissors of fate round about thee, and thou hast +no consolation, save this, that--nevertheless people grow eighty +years old. Fear impoverishment: then fire, flood, famine, and +war, banditti and revolutions, set upon thee with greedy claws +and fangs; and yet, thou rich man! the poor man--creeping along +under the same birds of prey--becomes at last as rich as thou. +March, therefore, boldly through the slumbering lion-herd of +dangers, lying on the right and left, and go up to the fountain, +only do not wantonly wake them up; of course a hell-god drags +down individuals who feared nothing; but so, too, does a higher +God draw up individuals who expected nothing; and fear and hope +are swallowed in one common night. + +[184] Titan, 13. Cycle. + +[185] At the court of King Olaus, the royal youth Olo, dressed as +a peasant, offered himself as a champion of the daughter against +robbers. Then did the fire of the eyes and nobleness of form tell +as proof of a high descent; thus did Suanhita, for example, +recognize King Regner in a herdsman's guise by the beauty of his +eye and face. The king's daughter looked searchingly into Olo's +flaming eye, and came near swooning; she essayed a second look, +and was senseless; and at the third, swooned. The divine youth +therefore cast his eyelids down but uncovered his brow and his +golden hair and the signs of his rank. See "The German and his +Native Land," by Rosenthal and Karg, Vol. I. pp. 166, 167. + +[186] For what we call light is only an intenser white. No one +sees, by night, the luminous stream which rushes upward along by +the earth, pouring from the sun upon the full moon. + +[187] This warmer, tenderer, more timid, ever-praised sex, living +more in the opinion of others than in its own, is poisonously +pierced by a reproach which only pricks _us_ so as to draw a +little blood, as noxious beasts, in warm countries and months, +poison, and in cold ones only wound. Therefore let the girls' +schoolmaster consider that a dose which is satire upon the +boy--who, besides, must withstand opinion--becomes a lampoon, +when it lights upon his sister. + +[188] Poetic name for May.--TR. + +[189] In which were always enclosed letters from Liana to Albano. +Let every one see here, by two examples, how on the harmonica of +love a brother must stand in front as key-bank for the sister, +who would reach the bells. There should, therefore, always be a +couple of couples, diametrically connected in sisterhood and +affection. + +[190] "Such a character," writes Hafenreffer in this connection, +"were desirable for romancing Kotzebues, for they, as he always +will, according to his nature, create and raise the dignity of +the situation by the accidental place thereof, might, under the +cloak of his personality, humor entirely their own and disguise +the weakness of the poet under the weakness of the hero." +Methinks this is, so far as a biographer of romancers can decide, +very striking. + +[191] Tiring-women.--TR. + + + + +SIXTEENTH JUBILEE. + +THE SORROWS OF A DAUGHTER. + + +73. CYCLE. + +Clouds like these last consisted with Albano less of falling drops than +of settling dust. His life was yet a hothouse, and stood therefore +toward the sunny side. Every day brought a new apology for the absent +sweetheart, till at last she needed one no longer. But still he gave to +every day its letter of indulgence for her silence; by and by they grew +into letters of respite (moratories); finally, when she never let +anything at all be heard or read from her; then he began to re-examine +the afore-said apologies, and strike out many things therein. + +Quite as little could he find for himself, or for a note, a way of +access to her. Even the Captain had been gone for some days on a journey +to Haarhaar. With faint hands he held the heavy, drained cup of joy, +which, when empty, weighs the heaviest. The wild hypotheses which man in +such a case trots[192] through him--as in this, for instance, that of +Liana's being sick, having caught cold, her imprisonment, absence on a +journey--are, in their alternation and value, to be compared with +nothing, except with the quite as great wildness and number of the +plans which he enlists and dismisses,--that of abduction, of hate, of a +duel, of despair. + +The terrible motionless time had no gnomon on its dial-plate. He stood +as near his fate as man does to his dreams, without being able to +recognize or prepare for its form, any more than one can for that which +dreams will take. He went often into the city, through all whose streets +there was riding, running, and driving, because they were about bringing +and nailing together the beams for the grandest throne-scaffolding, on +which the princely bride at her introductory compliment in the land, +might look round the farthest; but he heard nothing there of his own +bride, except that she quite often visited the picture-gallery with the +Minister. + +Hereby two distressing hypotheses, that of her sickness, and that of her +being at war with her family, seemed to lose their stings. The best, +though the hardest thing was, to go straight to the Minister, as to +Vesuvius, in order there to have the fairest prospect. He visited the +Vesuvius. In fact this volcano was never more still and green. He asked +after everything, and expressed himself upon much which immediately +concerned the marriage festival; nor did he seek to conceal his hopes +and wishes that the Count would help welcome the admirable bride. + +At last the latter, too, must venture to unfold _his_ hopes and wishes +about the ladies. The Minister replied, with uncommon pleasantness, that +the two had just carried back the "charming Mademoiselle von Wehrfritz" +to Blumenbühl; and indulged himself forthwith in a eulogium of that +"unsophisticated nature." Albano soon took his leave, but much happier +than when he came. A few street-lamps[193] certainly were now burning on +his path. + +But in the morning he fell into a little obscure alley, where there was +not a single one; in other words, Rabette, the little reindeer, came +running to Lilar, as she yesterday had to Pestitz,--for what is a race +of a mile to a country-girl, else than a simple _Allemande_?[194]--and +shook and shook her heart before him, even to its very ears, but nothing +fell out of it except pleasant images, a few heavens, a complete +wedding-day, a couple of parents-in-law, and a Captain's wife. "The +Minister had been so courteous toward me, but--the mother afterward +still more so toward my parents; and they have mentioned and praised the +Captain so much,--in short, they of course know all, my glorious, +heartily-loved brother!" said she,--but of Liana she had nothing to +bring to her glorious brother, except a bill of her health; her joyous +eye had not turned toward any dark region whatever. "We were not alone a +minute, that is the reason of it," she added, and came again upon the +subject of her Captain, whom the Minister had sent out on the Haarhaar +road, as chief marshal of the escort of the Princess; yet she referred +him to the illumination night in Lilar, when she and Liana, and the +parents on both sides, had arranged to be there. Thou good creature! who +is so cruel as to begrudge thee the glittering ring of joy, which thou +contemplatest on thy brown and hard-boiled hand, and who does not fondly +wish that its stones may never fall out? + +Soon after, the brother of the past festivals flew to the heart of the +deserted one,--Charles. He repeated almost exactly Rabette's deposition, +although not her rapture; he said,--but without special emotion,--that +his father actually threw him the brotherly hand kiss through several +rooms, distinguished and designated him quite particularly, and kindly +made use of him for business purposes; and all this merely since he had +become acquainted with his love for Rabette, and the silent assent of +the parents; for with his father, though the heart was of no account, +yet Rabette's fief was, especially as one could not trust, with all the +romantic stock-jobbing of his heart, that he would not himself one day +realize the poorest result. + +With a sighing breast, which would gladly have imparted more to an +expecting one, Charles merely related that he had found Liana well and +quiet, but not alone for one minute. The association of another's want +with his own open, rich fortune was, so Albano believed, the fair, +tender reason why Charles glided with such cool, fleeting pleasure over +the parental benediction of his soul's bond. O, how he loved him at this +moment! Could he have loved him ever so much more, he would have done +it, though Liana had been actually lost to the sum of his happiness, +merely to show himself and him that holy friendship wants no third heart +in order to love a second. + +This cloud of silence lay fixed for weeks, and grew more and more dark +around his fairest heights; and the guiltless one went round and round +through the darkness in a circle of contradictions. How must this youth +have harassed himself when he thought, as he soon did, that the parents +would, in all probability, reject an alliance with him, as he, indeed, +thought himself obliged rather to forget than to reciprocate their +advances, and that they might sacrifice two hearts to political +heartlessness; or when he let fall upon the innocent Liana the suspicion +of giving way before parental assaults, which suspicion received +reinforcement from the past through the conjecture that she had +embraced him rather in poetical enthusiasm and from goodness, and more +with wings than with arms, and that, in fact, accustomed to such long +submissions, she could hardly distinguish sacrifices and inclinations, +and might take one for the other; or when, as he soon and oftenest did, +he turned the point of all these weapons against his own breast, and +asked himself why he had such a firm confidence in friendship, and such +a wavering one in love. Then this reproach led him to a second, upon +every previous one, which he had cast upon the good soul merely for the +sake, according to the proselyting system and reforming mania which men +exercise more upon their wives than upon their friends, of melting her +down for his own mould. This last he might rue; as Holberg[195] observes +that men do not keep estates so well as women, because the former are +always wanting to improve them more than the latter; on the same ground, +also, lovers spoil women more than these do them. + +For the sake merely of getting more expeditiously from the tedious +tribunal of the future his sentence of death, or a more agreeable +document, he went again to the ministerial house. He was again smilingly +received by the Minister, and seriously by the mother; and, in reply to +his question, Liana was not quite well. He laid before old Schoppe (who +now pressed his friendship upon him more warmly, and who, for some time +near the dissecting-knife of the Doctor, had not studied any other heart +than that which was to be spattered to pieces and prepared) a short +question about the Doctor's visits at the Minister's. How was he +astonished when he heard that no one out of the house any longer made +any visits to it, (while Liana, quite blooming, went into all circles,) +except merely the Lector, who made very frequent ones! + +He well comprehended that only the Medusa's-heads of the parents could +turn the softest heart into stone against him; but even this he found +not right. He boldly demanded that she should love him more than her +parents, "not from egotism," said he to himself, "not on my account, but +on her own." A lover wishes a great, indescribable love, of which he +thinks himself always only the accidental and unworthy object, merely +for the sake of tendering the highest himself. + +Even the silent Lector, who generally placed all newly rising lights +behind light-shades and fire-screens, communicated unbidden to the Count +the novel tidings that Liana would be, under the administration of the +coming Princess, something--[196]maid of honor. His old jealous +suspicion of Augusti's wishes or relations allowed him no answer to +that. + +Now his spirit manned itself, and he wrote straight to the soul that +belonged to him, and sent the letter to her brother for delivery. The +latter came the next day, but seemed to him not to have any answer yet, +because he would otherwise have given it with the first greeting. +Charles introduced him to the Haarhaar court, where he had lately been; +said every nerve there had on jack-boots, and every heart a +hoop-petticoat; then went on to eulogize the youngest, but most +unpopular Princess, _Idoine_; declared she possessed, in addition to all +her other advantages,--for instance, purity, kindness, decision of +character, which even on the throne selects for itself its own lot and +life,--the further grace of amiableness, since even the princely bride, +who loved no one else, hung upon her heart, and--last, not least--the +advantage of a very deceptive similarity to Liana. + +"Has Liana received my letter yet?" asked Albano. Charles handed it back +to him. "By Heaven!" said he, ardently, and yet ambiguously, "I could +not get it to her just now. But, brother, canst thou believe, only for +one minute, that she does not remain forever most thine?" "I do not +believe anything at all!" said Albano, offended, and tore his leaf on +the spot into little bits no bigger than the letters. "Only _we_ will," +he continued, with a tone of emotion, "remain, as we are, firm as iron, +and flexible as iron when it comes out of the furnace." The deeply +touched friend sought to console him with the following: "Only wait, I +pray, the illumination evening;[197] then she will speak with thee. She +must certainly appear, and thou wilt wonder in what character, and for +whom." He nodded silently; he easily gathered her part from her +resemblance to Idoine, and from her expected office at court. But what +help was it to his fortune? + +With the return of his note, which he despatched against his pride, that +same pride came back in renewed strength. Now was a hot seal stamped on +Albano's bleeding lip; he had now nothing for and before him, except +time, which was now his poison, and would by and by, as he hoped, be his +antidote. Nothing was ever master over his sense of honor, when it was +once roused. He could look forward to a scaffold on which blood spurted +out, but he could not look upon a pillory where, under the heavy, +poisonous, murderous pain of scorn and self-contempt, a downcast, +distracted face hung on the sinful breast. + +Charles sometimes approached with a few lights the long night-like +riddle; but Albano, however much he wished them, staggered him by +opposition, and sought not even to hear him, much less to ask him +questions. So he lay on hard, youthful, thorny rose-buds, which a single +hour can open into tender roses. Victories beget victories, as defeats +do defeats; he found now, if not a complete relief from the emotions +which besieged him, nevertheless a mountain-fortification against them, +provisioned for a little eternity, in the shape of an astronomical +observatory. With an entire and firmly collected soul he threw himself +upon theoretical astronomy, in order not to see daylight, and upon +practical astronomy in order not to see night. The watch-tower stood +indeed upon a mountain intermediate between the city and Blumenbühl, and +commanded a view of both; but he cast his eyes only upon the +constellations, not upon those rosy-red spots of the earth, where they +now could have sucked out of the cold flower-cups only water instead of +honey. Thus amid the festive preparations in Lilar did he go armed to +meet the long delaying evening when the presence of the fairest soul +should either bless or destroy him, vainly looking from time to time at +the distant telegraph of his destiny, which was constantly moving, +uncertain whether with peaceful or hostile significance. + + +74. CYCLE. + +To remove the seals from the enrolled acts of the foregoing history for +the purpose of looking into it,--or to push back the blinds and shove up +the windows of the same,--or to uncover so many covered ways and +vehicles,--or, in fine, the whole matter,--all that is mere +metaphors,--and the most inappropriate ones, too,--which cannot serve +any other purpose than only to hold off still longer and more tediously +the long-expected solution, which they would fain describe; much rather +and better, methinks, will the whole war and peace position in the +ministerial palace be at once freely laid bare as follows:-- + +Herr Von Froulay had, as has been already mentioned, come home from +Haarhaar with a _Belle-vue_ in his face, and with a _mon-plaisir_ in his +heart (provided these tropes do not seem more elaborate than exquisite). +He told his lady openly, what had hitherto detained and enchanted him so +long,--the future Princess, who had conceived for him a more than +ordinary fancy. He threw a full, glorifying light on her enriched +understanding,--he never praised anything beyond this in +ladies,[198]--as well as a faint streak of shade upon his own _her's_; +and pronounced himself fortunate in the possession of a person whose +fine, persistent coquetry (he said) he for his part could recommend as a +model, and whose attachment he, in fact, (that he pretended not to +conceal,) reciprocated half-way, but only half-way, for it was perfectly +true, what the Duke of Lauzun[199] asserted: in order to keep the love +of Princesses, one must just hold them in right hard and short. In the +old man accordingly there shoots up, as we see, quite late,--not unlike +the case of fresh teeth,--which oftentimes old men do not cut till they +are nonagenarians,--a lover's heart beneath the star; only it is more to +be wished than hoped, he will especially play the ridiculous in the +matter. For as he all the week long holds the helm of state, either on +the rower's bench, to keep it in motion, or on the cabinet-maker's +bench, to trim it down into a fine and light shape for the Prince; the +consequence is, he is so tired when Saturday comes, that no Virgil and +no tempest could persuade him--and though his feet had not more steps to +take for the purpose than the number of feet in Virgil's hexameter, or +of commandments in the Decalogue of Moses--to accompany a Dido out of +the storm into the nearest cave. He does no such thing. He remains quite +as free from sentimental and pathetic love as from sensual, especially +as he apprehends that the former would in the end entangle him in the +latter, because like a minor-tone it has quite a different returning +scale from its ascending one. The ironical and stinging element in the +man made every marriage--even that of souls--to him as well as to other +world's people as disagreeable in the end as the spines of the hedgehogs +make theirs. He lays up, therefore, in the future for the Princess only +a cold, politic, coquettish, courtly love, such as she herself haply +has, and such as he has occasion for, in order less to gain her than to +gain from her, and to gain first of all the entire Prince. I promise +myself cosmopolitan readers, who, I hope, find no offence to this +personage in Froulay's partiality for his lady; for so soon as the +court-preacher has but once laid his joining hand on the Princess, then +has this house-steward made, as it were, the cut in the pea-hen,[200] +and she can then be taken off untouched, and be feasted on in other +places. + +I have already (in the second volume) intimated the anxiety of the +Minister's lady lest the Minister, if he should (in this volume) come +back and not find Liana at home, should chafe; but, contrary to +expectation, he approved; her use of the country air-bath fell in +exactly with his design of sending her into the vapor-bath of the court +atmosphere. He told her mother that it by no means displeased him that +she should now be entirely well, since the new Princess would select her +for her maid of honor, whenever he should say the word. He could not for +three minutes see a sceptre or a sceptrelet lying by him without proving +its polarity for himself, and either attracting or repelling something +with it. As the famous theologian, Spener,--a predecessor of our +Spener,--prayed to God so beautifully thrice a day for his friends, one +finds with similar pleasure that the courtier daily prays a little for +his friends before his god, the Prince, and seeks to obtain something. + +The Minister's lady, never opposing his changeable plans in the sketch, +but only in the execution, easily became reconciled with his latest one, +because it at least seemed rather to stand in no auxiliary relation to +the old one of the bethrothal to Bouverot. + +One evening, unfortunately, the fatal, anxious Lector--who pasted the +smallest visiting-card to a Fulda's historic chart--arrived in her +presence with his packet-ship, and came ashore having under his two arms +the state and imperial advertisements of her two children; he had one of +them under each; and yet why do I fly out upon the man? Could a +double-romance, especially when played in the open air, remain better +concealed than a single one? + +Her astonishment can be compared with the greater astonishment of her +husband, who happened to have just been screwing on in the third chamber +his tin ear,--made by Schropp of Magdeburg,--in order to listen to the +servants, and who now caught a number of things. Nevertheless, the +double-ear, with the broad meshes of its nocturnal lark-net, had only +fished up from Augusti's low, whispering, courtly lips single, long, +proper names,--such as Roquairol and Zesara. Hardly had the soft-spoken +Lector gone out, when he stepped gayly into the chamber, with his ear in +his hand, and demanded of her a report of the reports. He held +it beneath his dignity either to patch up or disguise his +suspicion,--which, even in the friendliest and gayest mood, would never +shut its Argus ears and eyes,--or to dissemble his eavesdropping, with +so much as a syllable or a blush of shame; the fair lilies of the most +colorless impudence were not painted, but branded on him. The Minister's +lady immediately seized upon the female expedient, of telling the +truth--half-way; namely, the agreeable truth of Roquairol's +well-received advances at the house of Wehrfritz, whose estate and +provincial directorship had been cast into a very fitting shape for a +father-in-law. Meanwhile the Minister had seen in his lady's face the +mourning-border around this pleasant notification-document, far too +clearly and broadly not to inquire about that prominent word "Zesara," +which his delicate tin searcher had also caught up, but he inquired in +vain; for the mother held her good daughter too dear to set this wolf on +the scent for her into her Eden; she hoped to get her out of it in a +gentler way, by a divine voice and angels; and so evaded his question. + +But the wolf now ran farther on in his track; he got the gout in his +stomach,--so it was reported to Dr. Sphex,--demanded of him speedy aid, +and also some intelligence of his tenant, the Count. Doctor and Madam +Sphex had already a grudge against the inflated youth; through their +four juvenile envoys, as _enfans perdus_ in every sense, as four +hearing-organs of every city rumor, much might be brought in on +advice-yachts from Blumenbühl and Lilar. In short, the auricular organs +fitted in so well to those of others, that Froulay, in a few days, was +in a situation to ask, with his lily brow, the Greek woman for a letter +to his son, which he offered to take along with him. + +He found one, which he broke open with great joy, without, however, +finding anything therein from Albano's or Liana's hand, but only some +stupid allusion of Rabette to that couple, which, to the Minister, were +as much as if, with his sharp exciseman's-probes, he had bored into +Liana's heart and lighted upon contraband there. Without any long, +slavish copying of the former seal, he set a second upon the letter, and +went away enlightened by it. + +We can all follow him, when we have detained ourselves only a few +minutes for his justification, with my + + +_Apology and Defence[201] in the Matter of the Second Seal upon Letters +in State Affairs._ + +Whether the examination of other people's letters pertains to old +Froulay as minister or father,--(although the latter presupposes the +former, the father of the country implying every other father and his +own too,)--I will not decide, except by the parenthesis just inserted. +The state which tackles on the post-horses before letters has, it +should seem, the right to examine more narrowly, under the closed visor +of the seal, these not so much _blind_ as blinding _passengers_,[202] in +order to know whether it is not using its horses in the service of its +enemies. The state, an ever-drawing light-magnet, means certainly only +to have light in the case, and particularly light upon all light in +general; it requires only the naked truth, without cover or covering. +All that rides and fares through its gates must, though it were dressed +in a surtout, just open its _red_ mouth, and say what name and business. + +As the common soldier must first show his letters to his officer, the +garrison-soldier of the Bastile to the governor, the monk his to the +prior, the American colonist his to the Dutchman,[203]--in order that he +may burn them up, if they find fault with him,--so, surely, can no +statesman, whether he regards the state as a barrack, or as an +Engelsburg, or as a _monasterium duplex_, or as a _European possession +in Europe_, deny it the right to keep all its letters as open as bills +of lading, patents of nobility, bills of sale, and apostolic epistles +are. The only mistake is, that it does not get hold of the letters +before they are enveloped and sealed. That is immoral enough; for it +necessitates the government to open and shut,--to draw the letter out of +the case, and put it back again, as the cook with pains turns the snail +out of his shell, and then, when he is once taken off from the fire, +shoves him back again into it, to serve him up therein. + +This last is the point of the compass and cardinal wind which is to +guide us onward; for universally acknowledged as it is, just as custom +and observance are, that the government, on the same ground on which it +opens the _last_ will, must have the power to unseal also the last but +one, and the one before that, and finally the very first, before its +heir can do it, and that a prince must be able still more readily to +bring servants' letters into the same deciphering chancery (and into +their antechamber, the unsealing chamber), wherein the letters of +princes and legates fly open before the caper-spurge,[204] nevertheless +the cork-drawing of letters,--the joint seal, the vicariate seal, the +laborious imitation of the L. S., or _loco sigilli_,--all this is +something very annoying and almost detestable; out of the wrong a right +must therefore be made by constitutional repetition. + +Something of the kind might be brought about, I flatter myself, if it +were commanded to write letters only on stamp-paper. An inspecting and +stamping office appointed for that purpose would then read everything +over beforehand. + +Or one might prohibit in future all private seals, just as they do +mint-stamps for private coin. A seal-department would then interfere, +with full rights, and seal up, as they now do the legacies of the +deceased, so in that case those of the living. + +Or--which is perhaps preferable--an epistolary _censorship_ must +commence. Unprinted newspapers, _nouvelles à la main_,[205]--that is, +letters,--can never, inasmuch as they divulge still greater mysteries, +demand a greater freedom of censorship than printed newspapers; +especially as every letter, now-a-days, so easily becomes a circular, +going everywhere. A catalogue of prohibited letters (_index +expurgandarum_) would always be, in that case, a _word to +correspondents_. + +Or let the postmasters be put under oath that they will be faithful +referendaries of whatever they find weighty or considerable in the +letters, which, before despatching, they have laid in the mental +letter-balance, and closed again, with the hope, according to the +Leibnitzian principle of the non-distinguishable seal, of speeding them +far and wide. + +If the State finds all these ways of reading and closing letters new and +difficult, then it may go on in its own way--of opening them. + + * * * * * + +Froulay flew, laughing, to his lady, and assured her her falsehood +towards him was no news to him at all. Her present plan, merely to work +against Herr von Bouverot and himself, he understood full well. Hence it +was that Rabette had had to come in, and the daughter to go out. +Meanwhile he would show the hypocrite and bigot, or whoever it might be, +that she had not merely a mother, but a father too. "She must +immediately come home; _je la ferai damer,[206] mais sans vous et sans +M. le Compte_," he concluded, with an allusion to the office of +court-dame. + +But the Minister's lady began, in accordance with her vehement contempt +of his projects and powers, with that coldness which would have more +exasperated every ardent one than this cold one, to say to him that she +must needs disapprove and oppose Liana's and the Count's love still more +than he did; that she had merely, in an excessive and otherwise never +disappointed confidence in Liana's openness of soul, believed her rather +than herself, and, notwithstanding so many signs of Albano's partiality, +let her go to Blumenbühl; that she would, however, give him her word on +the spot to act with as much energy and spirit against the Count as +against the German gentleman, and that she was, as surely as she knew +Liana, almost certain of the easiest and happiest result. + +Of course this was unexpected to him and--incredible, especially after +the previous concealment; only the finest man's soul distinguishes in +the female the blending boundaries of self-deception and wilful +delusion, weakness and deceit, accident and intent; besides, the +Minister's lady was one of those women whom one must first love in order +to know them, a case which is generally reversed. He readily accepted on +the one hand the confession of her agreement and co-operation,--merely +for the sake, hereafter, of turning it as a weapon against her;--but he +could not conceal, on the other hand, that _there again_ (that was +always his phrase) she had, according to her own confession, neglected +to watch over her children from a want of jealousy. He retained the +habit, when an open-hearted soul showed him its breaches, of marching in +upon it through those breaches, as if he himself had made them. The +penitent who knelt before him for forgiveness he would crush still +lower, and instead of the key of absolution draw forth the hammer of the +law. + +I owe it here to the Spaniards, who will one day become acquainted with +me through miserable translations,[207] and to the Austrian knighthood +of the Golden Fleece, who perhaps read the original in a counterfeit +edition, to assign the reasons why the house of Froulay did not bespeak +feasts of joy--instead of court-mourning--on the occasion of these +advances by a son of their order, a Spanish Grandee, who often lays upon +himself a German princely sceptre as a yardstick to measure himself +withal. For every Spaniard must have hitherto wondered about this. + +I answer every nation. The Froulays had, in the first place, nothing +against the union except the--certainty of separation; since on the same +ground, which the Knights of the Fleece and the Spaniards have opposed +to me, old Gaspard de Zesara can in no wise suffer a bridge to be thrown +over from his Gothard to the Jungfrau [virgin]. Secondly, on this very +ground the Minister could oppose to this romantic love a much older, +wiser, which he bore toward the German gentleman and his moneys and +_liaisons_, as well as the old grudge of the Knight of the Fleece. +Thirdly, the Minister's lady had, beside these same grounds,--and +besides several in favor of the Lector, perhaps,--one quite decisive +one, and that was, she could not endure the Count; not merely and solely +for the reason that she discovered a painful similarity between him and +her son, and even husband, in pride, in excitability, in the +characteristic fierceness of genius against poor married women, in want +of religious humility and devoutness; but the principal reason why she +could not well endure him was this: that she could not bear him. As the +system of Predestination sentences some men to hell, whether they +afterward deserve heaven or not, so a woman never takes back an enmity +to which she has once doomed any one, all that country and city, God, +time, and the individual's virtues may say to the contrary, +notwithstanding. + +In the treaty of peace, concluding the usual chamber-war, the following +private articles were adjusted between the married couple: The Count +must be, on the Father's and Director's account, treated with the most +courtly consideration, and shoved aside,--and Liana gently and gradually +drawn away from Wehrfritz's house,--the whole dissolution of the +engagement must seem to happen of itself without parental interference, +merely through the breaking off of the daughter,--and the whole affair +remain a mystery. Froulay hoped to keep the whole interlude or episode +concealed from Liana's earlier-intended, the German gentleman, +particularly as he, just now, in August, was more at the card-tables of +the baths than at home. + +So it stood; and into this cold, awful pass the friendly Liana moved on, +when on that warm living Sunday she left the blessed, open Lilar. +Refined and sanctified by joy,--for every Paradise was to her a +purifying Purgatory,--she came nobly to her mother's bosom, without +remarking the strange seriousness of the reception by reason of the +earnest warmth of her own. Her easy confession of the garden-company +opened the trying scene,--almost in the _coulisse_. For the mother, who +would fain have begun otherwise, had to mount the thunder-car at once, +in order to thunder and lighten against such incomprehensible +forgetfulness of female propriety; and yet she held in the +thunder-steeds in mid-career, in order to enjoin upon Liana immediately, +as the Minister might come any moment, a perfect silence on the subject +of to-day's garden-party. Now she cast the deepest strengthening shade +upon her previous mute falsehood towards a mother; for she arbitrarily +transposed in her story the sowing and blossoming time of this love, +even into the days preceding the journey to the country. How did the +warm soul shudder at the possibility of such an unkindness! She led her +mother as far as she could up along the pure, light pearl-brook of her +history and love, and told all that we know, but without giving much +satisfaction, because she left out precisely the main point; for, out of +forbearance toward her mother, she felt obliged to let the apparition of +Caroline, who in the beginning had been the image-stormer of her love +and then its inspiring muse and bride's-maid, together with the +death-certificate of the future, remain out of sight in the narration. + +She held, with fervent pressure, her mother's hand amidst more and more +cheerful assurances, how she had always been disposed to tell her +everything; she thought hopingly, she needed to save nothing but her +_open_ heart. O thou hast more to save, thy warm, thy whole and living +heart! Her mother now, from old habit, half believing her, found fault +with nothing more than the whole affair, its impropriety, impossibility, +folly. "O good mother," said Liana, simply remaining tender under the +harsh picturing of the future Albano; "O he is not such, assuredly not!" +Quite as tenderly did she far overlook the darkly-sketched future +refusal of Don Gaspard, because to her faith the earth was only a +blooming grave-mound hanging in the ether. "Ah!" said she, meaning how +little time she was for this world, "our love is not so important!" Her +mother took this word and the whole gentleness of her resistance, as +preludes of an easy victory. + +At this moment Albano's father-in-law came in with a kettle-drum, +alarm-bell, fire-drum, and rattlesnake, in his girdle, in order +therewith to make himself audible. First he inquired,--for he had been +listening in vain,--in a very exasperated manner, of the Minister's +lady, where she had stowed away his ear (it was the tin duplicate ear, +wherein, as in a Venetian lion's-head, all mysteries and accusations of +the whole service and family met); he said, he had a little occasion for +it just now, particularly since the newest "adventures of his worthy +daughter there." The Siamese physicians begin the healing of a patient +with treading upon him, which they call softening. In a similar manner +Froulay loved to soften, by way of moral pre-cure; and accordingly +began, with the above-mentioned speaking-machines in his girdle, to +declare his sentiments explicitly on the subject of degenerate children; +upon their arts and artifices; and upon intrigues behind fathers' backs +(so that no father can accompany a volume of love-poems with a prose +preface); backed up many points with the strongest political grounds, +which all had reference to himself and his interest, and wound up with a +little cursing. + +Liana heard him calmly, as one already accustomed to such daily +returning equinoctial storm-bursts, without any other emotion, except +that she often raised her downcast eye pityingly upon him, out of tender +sympathy for the paternal dissatisfaction. In a calm he became loudest. +"You will see to it, madam," said he, "that to-morrow forenoon she sends +the Count what she has of his, together with a farewell, and notifies +him of her new office, as an easy excuse; thou art to be court-dame to +the reigning Princess, although thou didst not deserve that I should +labor for thee!" + +"That is hard!" cried Liana, with breaking heart, falling upon her +mother. He supposed she meant the separation from Albano, not from her +mother, and asked, angrily: "Why?" "Father, I would so gladly," said +she, and turned only her face away from the embrace, "die near my +mother!" He laughed; but the Minister's lady herself shut to the +hell-gates upon the flames which he still would fain have vomited forth, +and assured him it was enough, Liana would certainly obey her parents, +and she herself would be surety for it. The preacher of the law came +down his pulpit-stairs with an audible ejaculation about a better +security, calling back, as he went, that his ear must be produced +to-morrow, and though he should have to search for it in all chests and +cupboards. + +The mother kept silence now, and let her daughter softly weep on her +neck; to both, after this drought of the soul, the draught of love was +refreshment and medicine. They came out of each other's arms with +cheered spirits, but both with entirely delusive hopes. + + +75. CYCLE. + +A hard, black morning; only the outward atmospheric morning was +dark-blue; there was nothing loud and stormy, except perchance the +swarms of bees in the linden-thicket; the heaven's ether seemed to +flutter away high over the stony streets, so as to settle down low in +the bright open Lilar upon all hill-tops and tree-tops, and, blue as +peacock's plumage, to play its hues over the twigs. + +Liana found on her writing-table a billet, folded in large quarto, +wherein the Minister, ever-working, like a heart, sought even at this +early hour of the morning, before raising out of the public documents +for the several administration and exchequer counsellors the transient +tempests which were necessary to fruitfulness, to descend upon his +shuddering daughter with a cold morning rain-gust. In the decretal +letter referred to, he developed more in detail, upon a sheet and a half +what he had meant yesterday,--separation on the spot; and offered six +grounds of separation,--first, his uncongenial relation with the Knight +of the Fleece; secondly, her own and the Count's youth; thirdly, the +approaching place of court-dame; fourthly, that she was his daughter, +and this the first sacrifice to which he, her father, for all his +previous ones, had ever laid claim; fifthly, she might perceive, by his +indulgent "Yes," to the love of her brother, whose apparent improvement +he held out to her as a model, that he lived and cared only for the +welfare of his children; sixthly, he would send her to Fort * * * to his +brother, the commandant, in case she were refractory, by way of exiling, +punishing, and bringing her round; and neither weeping, nor falling at +feet, nor mother, nor hell should bend him; and he gave her three days' +time for reflection. + +Mutely, and with wet eyes, she handed to her who had been hitherto her +comforter the heavy sheet. But the comforter had become a judge: "What +wilt thou do?" said the Minister's lady. "I will suffer," said Liana, +"in order that _he_ may not suffer; how could I so sorely sin against +him?" The mother, whether actually under the old notion of her easy +conversion, or from dissimulation, took that "He" for the father, and +asked: "Say'st thou nothing of me?" Liana blushed at the substitution, +and said: "Ah! poor me, I will not indeed be happy,--only true!" How had +she during this night prayingly lived and wept amidst the fearful wars +of all her inner angels! A love so guiltless, consecrated by her holy +friend in heaven,--a fidelity so exceedingly abridged by early death; +so sound-hearted a youth, shooting up with high, fruit-bearing summit +heavenward, whom not even ghostly voices could scare or allure out of +his faithful childhood's love toward her, insignificant one; the +everlasting discomfort and grief which he would experience at the first, +greatest lie against his heart; her short, straight path through life, +and the nearness of that cross-way, at which she should wish to throw +back,--not stones, but flowers upon the other pilgrims;--all these forms +took her by _one_ hand to draw her away from her mother, who called +after her with the words: "See how ungratefully thou art going from me, +and I have so long suffered and toiled for thee!" Then came Liana back +again out of the dusky, warm rose-vale of love into the dry, flat +earth-surface of a life, wherein nothing breaks the monotony save her +last mound. O how imploringly did she look up to the stars, to see +whether they did not move as the eyes of her Caroline, and tell her +_how_ she must sacrifice herself, whether for her lover or for her +parents; but the stars stood friendly, cold, and still in the steadfast +heavens. + +But, when the morning sun again beamed upon her heart, it beat +hopefully, newly strengthened with the resolution to endure this day for +Albano full many sorrows,--ah yes, even the first. Could Caroline, +thought she, approve a love to which I must be untrue? + +Hardly had she left the lips of her mother with the morning greeting, +when the latter sought, but more earnestly than yesterday, to draw up +the roots of this steadfast heart out of its strange soil by a longer +use of yesterday's flower-extractor. In her comparative anatomy of +Albano and Roquairol, from the similarity of voice even to that of +stature, she grew more and more cutting, till Liana, with a maiden's +wit, at once asked, "But why may my brother, then, love Rabette?" +"_Quelle comparaison!_" said the mother. "Art thou nothing better than +she?" "She _does_, strictly speaking, much more than I," said she, quite +candidly. "Didst thou never quarrel with the wild Zesara?" asked the +mother. "Never, except when I was in the wrong," said she, innocently. + +The mother was alarmed to perceive more and more clearly that she had to +pull up deeper and stronger roots than light flowers strike into the +soil. She concentrated all her maternal powers of attraction and +lifting-machines upon one point, for the upturning of the still green +myrtle. She disclosed to her the Minister's dark plan of an alliance +with the German gentleman, her hitherto concealed strifes and sighs on +the subject, her thus far effectual resistance, and the latest paternal +stratagem, to make her a garrison-prisoner with his brother, and thereby +probably Herr von Bouverot a besieger of the citadel. + +For some readers and relicts of the heavy, old-fashioned, golden age of +morality, the remark is here introduced and printed, that a peculiar, +cold, unsparing, often shocking and provoking, candor of remark upon the +nearest relatives and the tenderest relations is so very much at home in +the higher ranks, that even the fairer souls, among whom, surely, this +mother belongs, cannot, absolutely, understand or do otherwise. + +"O thou best mother!" cried Liana, agitated, but not by the thought of +the rattle and the snaky breath of Bouverot, or of his murderous spring +at her heart,--she thought with as much indifference of being betrothed +to him as any innocent one does of his dying on a scaffold,--but by the +thought of the long building over and crowding out of sight of the +motherly tears, the streams of motherly love, which had hitherto flowed +nourishingly deep down under her flowers. She threw herself gratefully +between those helpful arms. They closed not around her, because the +Minister's lady was not to be made weak and soft by any washing wave and +surge of sudden emotion. + +Into this embrace the Minister struck or stepped in. "So!" said he, +hastily. "My ear, madam," he continued, "cannot be found again at all +among the domestics; I have that to tell you." For he had to-day posted +himself upon a law-giving Sinai, and thundered into the ears of the +service assembled at its foot the inquiry after his own ear, "because I +must believe," he had said to them, "that you, for very good reasons, +have stolen it from me." Then he had swept like a hail-storm, or a +kitchen-smoke in windy weather, through the servants' apartments and +corners, one by one, in quest of his ear. "And thou?" said he, in a +half-friendly tone to Liana. She kissed his hand, which he, as the Pope +does his foot, always despatched for kisses, as proxy and lip-bearer, +agent, and _de latere nuncio_ of his mouth. + +"She continues disobedient," said the severe lady. "Then she is a little +like you," said he, because the mistrustful one looked upon the embrace +as a conspiracy against him and his Bouverot. Upon this, his ice-Hecla +burst out, and flamed and flowed, now upon daughter, now upon wife. The +former was absolutely a miserable creature, he said; and only the +Captain was worth anything, whom he luckily had educated by himself +alone. He saw through all, heard all, though they had hid away his +ear-trumpet. There was, accordingly, as he saw, (he pointed to his +unsealed morning-psalm,[208]) a communication between the two colleges; +but he invoked God to punish him if he did not--"my dear daughter, pray +answer at last!" he begged. + +"My father," said Liana, who, since the fraternization of Bouverot and +the ill treatment from her mother, had begun to feel her heart wake up, +which, however, could only despise and never hate, "my mother has to-day +and yesterday told me all; but I have surely duties towards the Count!" +A bolder liveliness than her parents had ever missed or found in her +beamed under her upraised eye. "Ah, I will truly remain faithful to him +just as long as I live," said she. "_C'est bien peu_," replied the +Minister, astounded at such pertness. + +Liana listened now, for the first time, after the word which had escaped +her; then, in order to justify the past and her mother, she conceived +the pleasant and ridiculous purpose, of moving and converting the old +gentleman by her ghost-visions or dream-seeings. She begged of him a +solitary interview, and afterward--when it was reluctantly +granted--intreated him therein for his sacred promise to be silent +towards her mother, because she feared to show to that loving one the +clock-wheels of her death-bell rattling so near to the fatal stroke. The +old gentleman could only, with a comic expression,--which made him look +like one who with a bad cold wants to laugh,--vow that he would keep his +word so far as was necessary, because never, so far as he could +recollect, had his word been kept by him, only he had been often kept by +his word. In such men, word and deed are like theatrical thunder and +lightning, which, though generally occurring in close connection, and +simultaneously in heaven, on the stage break forth out of separate +corners, and by means of different operators. But Liana would not rest +till he had put on a word-keeping, sincere face,--a painted window. +Thereupon she began, after a kissing of the hand,[209] her ghostly +history. + +With unbroken seriousness, and firmly contracted muscles, he heard the +extraordinary narration through; then, without saying a word, he took +her by the hand and led her back into the presence of her mother, to +whom he handed her over with a long psalm of praise and thanksgiving +about her successful daughter's-school. "His boy's-school with Charles +had not been blessed to him, at least in this degree," he added. As a +proof, he frankly communicated to her--cold-bloodedly working up all +Liana's pangs, as the coopers do cypress-branches into cask-hoops--the +little which he had promised to bury in silence, because he always +prostituted either himself or the other party, generally both. Liana sat +there, deeply red, and growing hotter and hotter, with downcast eyes, +and begged God to preserve her filial love towards her father. + +No sympathizing eye shall be further pained with the opening of a new +scene, when the ice of his irony broke, and became a raging stream, into +which flowed tears of maternal indignation, also, at the thought of a +precious being, and her feverish, fatal, dreaming of herself away into +the last sleep. The object and the danger almost united the married +couple for the second time; when there is a glazed frost, people go very +much arm in arm. "Thou hast sent nothing to Lilar?" asked the father. +"Without your permission I certainly should not do it," said she; but +she meant her letters, not Albano's. He took advantage of the +misunderstanding, and said, "Thou hast, however, surely." "I will gladly +do, and let be done everything," said she, "but only on condition the +Count consents, in order that I may not appear to him disingenuous; he +has my sacred word for my truth!" At this mild firmness, at this Peter's +rock overgrown with tender flowers, the father stumbled the hardest. In +addition to this, the transition of a haughty lover from his own wishes +to those of his enemies, supposing they had allowed Liana the question +to the Count, was so impossible on the one hand, and the solicitation of +this change, whether it were granted or refused, absolutely so degrading +on the other, that the astounded Minister's lady felt her pride rise, +and asked again, "Is this thy last word to us, Liana?" And when Liana, +weeping, answered, "I cannot help it; God be gracious to me!" she turned +away indignantly toward the Minister, and said: "Do now what you take to +be _convenable_; I wash my hands in innocence!" "Not so entirely, _ma +chère_; but very well!" said he, "thou wilt stay after to-morrow in thy +chamber, till thou hast corrected thyself, and art more worthy of our +presence!" he announced, as he went out, to Liana; firing at her +meanwhile two eye-volleys, wherein, according to my estimate, far more +reverberating fires, tormenting ghosts, eating, devouring medicaments, +brain and heart-borers, were promised, than a man can generally hold to +give or bear to receive. + +Poor maiden! Thy last August is very hard, and no harvest-month day! +Thou lookest out into the time, where thy little coffin stands, on which +a cruel angel wipes away the still fresh flower-pieces of love running +round it, in order that it may, all white, as rosy-white as thy soul or +thy last form, be consigned to the grave! + +This banishment by her mother into the desert of her cloister-chamber +was quite as frightful to her, only not more frightful than her anger, +which she had to-day, only for the third time, experienced, though not +deserved. It was to her as if now, after the warm sun had gone down, the +bright evening glow had also sunk below the horizon, and it grew dark +and cold in the world. She remained this whole day, which was yet +allowed her, with her mother; gave, however, only answers, looked +friendly, did everything cheerfully and readily, and--as she quickly +dashed away, with her tiny finger, every gathering dew-drop out of the +corner of her eyes, as if it were dust, because she thought, at night I +can weep enough,--she had very dry eyes; and all that, in order not to +be an additional burden to her oppressed mother. But she, as mothers so +easily do, confounded a timid, loving stillness with the dawning of +obduracy; and when Liana, with the innocent design of consolation, +wished to have Caroline's picture brought for her from Lilar, this +innocence also passed for hardness, and was punished and reciprocated +with a corresponding on the part of the parent, namely, with the +permission to send. Only the Minister's lady demanded the French prayers +of her again, as if she were not worthy to lay them under her present +heart. Never are human beings smaller than when they want to plague and +punish without knowing _how_. + +As every one who rules, whether he sits on a chair of instruction or a +princely one, or, like parents, on both, when the occupant of its +footstool once leaves off his former obedience, imputes that obedience +to him, not as a mitigation, but as an aggravation of his offence, so +did the Minister's lady also toward her hitherto so uniformly docile +child. She hated her pure love, which burned like ether, without ashes, +smoke, or coal, so much the more, and held it to be either the author +or the victim of an incendiary fire, particularly as her own married +love hitherto had seldom been anything more than a showy chimney-piece. + +Liana at last, too heavily constrained, since on the other side of the +wall-tapestry the serene day, the loveliest sky was blooming, ascended +to the Italian roof. She saw how people were travelling and riding back +contentedly from their little places of pleasure, because the earth was +one; on Lilar's bushy path the walkers were sauntering with a blissful +slowness home,--in the streets there was a loud carpentering at the +festive scaffoldings and Charles's-wains for the princely bride, and the +finished wheels were rolled along for trial,--and everywhere were heard +the drillings of the young music, which when grown up was to go before +her. But when Liana looked upon herself, and saw her life alone standing +here in dark raiment,--over yonder the empty house of her loved one, +here her own, which to her had also become empty,--this very spot, which +still reminded her of a lovelier, rarer blossoming than that of the +_Cereus serpens_,--and oh! this cold solitude, in which her heart +to-day, for the first time, lived without a heart; for her brother, the +chorister of her short song of gladness, had been sent off, and Julienne +had for some time been incomprehensibly invisible to her,--no, she could +not see the fair sun go down, who, so serene and white, was sinking to +slumber with his high evening star,--or listen to the happy evening +chorus of the long day, but left the shining eminence. O how does joy +die a stranger in the untenanted, dark bosom, when she finds no sister +and becomes a spectre there! Thus does the beautiful green, that spring +color, when a cloud paints it, betoken nothing but long moisture. + +When she entered, soon, the asylum of day, the bedchamber, the heavens +without flashed heat-lightning; O why just now, cruel fate?--But here, +before the still-life of night, when life, covered with her veil, sounds +more faintly,--here may all her tears, which a heavy day has been +pressing,[210] gush forth freely. On the pillow, as if it bore the last, +long sleep, rests this exhausted head more softly than on the bosom +which reproachfully reckons up against it its tears; and it weeps +softly, not _upon_, only _for_ loved ones. + +According to her custom, she was on the point of opening her mother's +prayers, when she recollected, with a startled feeling, that they had +been taken from her. Then she looked up with burning tears to God, and +prepared alone out of her broken heart a prayer to him, and only angels +counted the words and the tears. + + +76. CYCLE. + +The father had made this chamber-imprisonment a punitory mark of her +refusal. With deep anguish she uttered this mute no, in the very fact +that she voluntarily stayed in the chamber, and denied her mother the +morning kiss. She had, in the course of the night, cast many an ardent +look at the dead image of her counsellor Caroline, but no original, no +fever-created form had appeared to her. Can I longer doubt, she inferred +from this, that the divine apparition, which has spoken the assenting +word to my love, was something higher than my own creation, since I must +otherwise have been able to form it again over against her picture? + +She had Albano's blooming letters in her desk, and opened it, in order +to look over from her island into the remote orient land of warmer +times; but she shut it to again; she was ashamed to be secretly happy, +while her mother was sorrowful, who into these melancholy days had not +even come, like her, out of pleasant ones. + +Froulay did not long leave her alone, but soon sent for her; not, +however, to sound her or pronounce her free, but for the purpose--which, +as may well be conceived, required an unvarnished brow and cheek, whose +fibrous network was as hard to be colored as his with the Turkish red of +shame--of appointing her his mistress in artistic language, and taking +her with him to the Prince's gallery, in order to learn from her the +explanation of these frontispieces (for such they were to him) in this +private deaf-and-dumb institution so well that he might be in a +condition, so soon as the Princess should come to inspect it, to +represent something better than a mute before the beauties of the +pictures and the image-worshipping Regentess. Liana had to transfer an +impression of every pictured limb, with the praise or blame appertaining +thereunto, over into his serious brain, together with the name of the +master. How delightedly and completely did she give this kallipædeia to +her growling old cornute,[211] and would-be _connoisseur_ in painting, +who paid her not a single thankful look as instruction-money! + +At noon, for the first time, did the daughter find her longed-for +mother, among the kitchen-servants, very serious and sad. She ventured +not to kiss her mouth, but only her hand, and opened upon her her +love-streaming eyes only timidly and a little. Dinner seemed a +funeral-feast. Only the old gentleman, who on a battle-field would have +danced his marriage-minuet, and celebrated his birthday, was in good +spirits and appetite, and full of salt. In case of a family jar, he +usually ate _en famille_, and found in biting table-speeches, as common +people do in winter and in famine, a sharper zest for food. Quarrelling, +of itself, strengthens and animates, as physicians can electrify +themselves merely by whipping something.[212] + +Laughable, and yet lamentable, was it that poor Liana, who was all day +long to keep a prison, was always called out of it just for +to-day,--this time into the carriage again, which was to set down the +sad heart and the smiling face before nothing but bright palaces. She +had to go with her parents to the Princess, and look as happy as they, +who, on the melancholy road, regarded her as if she were to be envied. +So does the heart which has been born not far from the throne never +bleed, except behind the curtain, and never laugh but when it rises; +just as these same distinguished ones were formerly executed only in +secret. The Prince, who was ridiculously loud on the subject of his +marriage; Bouverot, just returned from card-tables or privateering +planks, whom Liana now, since the latest intelligences, could only +endure with a shudder; and the Princess herself; who excused her +previous absence from her on account of the distraction of preparing for +the festival, and who very strangely jested at once about love and +men,--only to a Liana who guessed so little, suffered so much, and +endured so willingly, could all these beings and incidents seem anything +but the most intolerable. + +Ah, what was intolerable, but the iron unchangeableness of these +connections, the fixedness of such an eternal mountain-snow? Not the +greatness, but the indefiniteness, of pain; not the minotaur of the +labyrinth, its cellar-frost, sharp-cornered rocks, and vaults, make the +breast contract and the blood curdle therein, but the long night and +winding of its egress. Even under bodily maladies, therefore, unwonted +new ones, whose last moment stretches away beyond our power of +prediction, appear to us more ominous and oppressive than recurring +ones, which, as neighboring frontier-enemies, are ever attacking us, and +find us in arms. + +Thus stood the dumb Liana in a cloud, when the exulting Rabette, with a +bosom full of old joys and new hope, came running into the house,--that +sister of the holy youth who had been torn away from her, that +confederate of such glorious days. She was honorably received, and +constantly attended by a guard of honor,--the Minister's lady,--because +she might, indeed, as likely be an ambassadress of the Count as an +electress of her son. The cunning girl sought to snatch some solitary +moments with Liana by boldly begging for her company to Blumenbühl. The +company was granted, and even that of the mother freely offered, into +the bargain. Liana led the way to Blumenbühl over the still-blooming +churchyard of buried days. What a torrent of tears struggled upward in +her breast when she parted from the still happy Rabette! _She_ had +innocently left to the house one of the greatest apples of discord for +the evening meal which the Minister had ever plucked for his fruit-dish +with his apple-gatherer. Therefore he supped again _en famille_. That is +to say, a silly word had escaped Rabette about the Sunday's meeting at +Lilar. "Of that," said Froulay, in a very friendly manner, "thou hast +not made one word of remark, daughter." "I did to my mother +immediately," she replied, too fast. "I should be glad, too, to take an +interest in thy amusements," said he, saving up his fury. In the +pleasantest mood imaginable did this raftsman of so many tears and +hewn-down blossoming branches, which he let float down thereupon, take +his seat at the supper-table. He first asked servants and family for his +auxiliary ear. Thereupon he passed over to the French, although the +plate-exchangers found a rough translation thereof for themselves, a +_versio interlinearis_, on his face, by way of giving notice that the +distinguished Count had been there, and had inquired after mother and +daughter. "With good right he asked for you both," continued the moral +glacier, who loved to cool his warm food. "You are conspired, as I heard +again to-day, to keep silence towards me; but why, then, shall I still +trust you?" He hated from his heart every lie which he did not utter +himself; so he seriously regarded himself as moral, disinterested, and +gentle, merely for this reason, that he inexorably insisted upon all +this in the case of others. With an abundant supply of the stinging +nettles of persiflage,--the botanical ones also come forward best in +cold and stony soil,--he covered over all his opening and closing +lobster-claws, as we keep brook-crabs in nettles, and took first his +tender child between the claws. Her soft, submissive smile he took for +contempt and wickedness. How comes this soft one intelligibly by his +paternal name, unless one assumes the old hypothesis, that children are +usually most like that for which the pregnant mother vainly longed, +which in this case was a soft spouse? Then he assailed, but more +vehemently, the mother, in order by his mistrust to set her at variance +with his daughter; yes, in order, perhaps, to torment the latter, by +means of her mother's sufferings, into childlike sacrifices and +resolutions. He very freely declared himself--for the egotist finds the +most egotists, as love and Liana find only love, and no +self-love--against the egotism around and beside him, and concealed not +how very cordially he cursed them both for female egotists (as the old +heathen did the Christians for atheists). The Minister's lady, +accustomed to live with the Minister in no wedlock so little as in that +of souls,--as Voltaire defines friendship,--said merely to Liana, "For +whom do I suffer so?" "Ah, I know," she answered, meekly. And so he +dismissed both full of the deepest sorrows, and thought afterward of his +business matters. + +This general distress was increased by something which should have +lessened it. The Minister was vexed that he had daily, in the midst of +his wrath, to consult the taste of the women upon his--exterior. He +wanted, at the marriage festival,--for the sake of his beloved,--to be a +true bird of paradise, a Paradeur, a _Vénus a belles fesses_.[213] Of +old he had loved to act the double part of statesman and courtier, and +would fain, by way of monopolizing pride and vanity, grow into a +Diogenes-Aristippus. Something of this, however, was not vanity; but +that tormenting spirit of the male sex, the spirit of order and +orthodoxy, would not go out of him. He was a man who would flourish +against his very livery the clothes-switch wherewith the servant had let +a few particles of dust settle on the state coat; still more dangerous +was it--because he sat between two looking-glasses, the frizzling-glass +and the large mirror in the stove-screen--to lay the dust rightly on his +own wool; and hardest of all was it for him to be satisfied with the +_fixing_ of his children. Liana, as artist, had now to suggest the +proper color of a new surtout. _Sachets_, or smelling-bags, he directed +to be filled, and with them his pockets; and a musk-plant pot placed in +his window, not because he wished to use the leaves for perfume (that he +expected of his fingers), but because he wished to anoint his fingers by +rubbing the leaves together. Patent pomatum for the hands, and English +pressed ornamental paper also for the same (when they wished to use a +_billet-doux_ pen), and other knickknacks, excited less attention than +the snuff which he procured for himself; not, however, for his nose, but +for his lips, in order to rub them red. In fact, he would have rendered +himself quite ridiculous in the eyes of many a merry blade, if such a +one had seen him draw privately out of his souvenir the hair-tweezers, +and with them the hair out of his eyebrows, just where the saddle of +life, as upon a horse's back, had worn it white; and only the Minister +himself could look serious during the process, when he sat before the +looking-glass, smiling through all the finest ways of smiling,--the best +one he caught and kept,--or when he tried the most graceful modes of +throwing one's self on the sofa,--how often he had to practise +this!--and finally, in short, through all his operations upon himself. + +Fortunately for the mother, the good Lector came; from the hand of this +old friend she had so often taken, if not a Jacob's ladder, yet a +mining-ladder, upon which to climb out of the abyss; hopefully she now +laid before him all her trouble. He promised some help, upon the +condition of speaking with Liana alone in her chamber. He went to her +and declared tenderly his knowledge and her situation. + +How did the childlike maiden blush at the sharp day-beams which smote +the scented night-violet of her love! But the friend of her childhood +spoke softly to this smitten heart, and of his equal love for her and +her friend; of the temperament of her father, and of the necessity of +considerate measures; and said the best was to make him a sacred vow +that she would yield to her parent's wish of her strictly avoiding the +Count, only until he had received from his father, to whom he himself, +as attendant of the son, had long been obliged to communicate +intelligence and inquiries about the new connection, the yes or no in +respect to it; if it were "no,"--which he would not answer for,--then +Albano must solve the riddle; if it were "yes," he himself would stand +security for a second on the part of her parents; at the same time, +however, he must lay claim to her profoundest silence toward them in +relation to his inquiries, whereby they might perhaps find themselves +compromitted. Thereby he rooted himself only the more deeply in her +confidence. + +She asked, trembling, how long the answer would tarry? "Six, eight, +eleven days after the nuptials at most!" said he, reckoning. Yes, good +Augusti! "Ah! we are all suffering, indeed," said she, and added, +confidentially, and out of a weeping breast: "But is he well?" "He is +diligent," was the reply. + +So he brought her, burdened with two secrets, and for the present +consenting to an interim-separation, back to her mother; but she +bestowed only upon the Lector the reward of a friendly look. He desired, +meantime,--after his Carthusian manner,--no other reward than the most +good-natured silence toward the Minister on the subject of his +interference, since the latter might hold his deserts in this connection +much greater than they were. + +The eight days' improvement and abstinence was announced to the +Minister. He believed, however,--keeping in reserve a mistrust towards +his lady,--that he could carry the war farther into the enemy's country +with his own weapons; nevertheless, he contented himself, at the same +time, with the new respite and Liana's disincarceration, for the sake of +driving his daughter before him to his beloved at the nuptial festival, +blooming and healthy as a sparkling pea-hen. + +Roquairol at this moment came back, and ushered into the house a cloud +or two full of beautiful, bright morning redness. He delivered to his +father tidings and greetings from the Princess. To Liana he brought the +echo of that beloved voice, which had once said to her heaven: "Let it +be!"--ah! the last melody among the discords of the unharmonious time! +He guessed easily--for he learned little from his mother, who neglected +him, and nothing from her daughter--how all stood. When he was actually +on the point of slipping Albano's letter to her, in the twilight of +evening, into her work-bag, and she said, with an ah! of love, "No, it +is against my word,--but at some future time, Charles!"--then he saw, as +he expressed it, "with crying indignation, his sister, in Charon's open +boat, sailing into the Tartarus of all sorrows." About his friend he +thought less than of his sister. The friendly, flattering Minister--he +presented, as a proof of it, a valuable saddle to the Captain--informed +him of Rabette's visit, and gave hints about betrothment and the like. +Charles said, boldly: "He postponed every thought of his own happiness, +so long as his dear sister saw none before her." By way of drawing the +old gentleman again into more interest for Liana, he suggested to him a +romantic invention for the marriage festival, which Froulay did not +dream of, when he already stood quite close to it; namely, Idoine (the +sister of the bride) was strikingly like Liana. The Princess loved her +inexpressibly, but saw her only seldom, because on account of her strong +character, which once refused a royal marriage, she lived in a village +built and governed by herself, in a courtly exile from court. He now +proposed to his father the poetic question, whether, on the illumination +night, Liana might not for a few minutes, in the dream-temple, which was +entirely suited to this beautiful illusion, delight the Princess with +the image of her beloved sister. + +Whether it was that love toward the Princess made the Minister bolder, +or he was intoxicated by the desire of brilliantly introducing Liana to +her office of court-lady; suffice it, he found in the idea good sense. +If anything supplied tobacco for the calumet of the _ex parte_ peace +which he had made with his son, it was this theatrical part. He hastened +immediately to the Prince and the Princess with the prayer for his +permission and her sympathy; and then, when he had secured both, he +hastened on to his Orestes, Bouverot, and said: "_Il m'est venu une idée +tres singulière qui peut-être l'est trop; cependant le prince l'a +approuvée_," etc.,--and finally--for he must not forget her either--to +Liana. + +The Captain had already sought to persuade her beforehand. The mother +opposed the dramatic imitation from self-respect, and Liana from +humility; such a representation seemed to her a piece of presumption. +But at last she gave in, simply because the sisterly love of the +Princess had seemed to her so great and unattainable, just as if she did +not cherish a similar sentiment in her own heart; thus she always +regarded only the image in the mirror, not herself, as beautiful; just +as the astronomer thinks the same evening, with its red splendors and +night shadows, more sublime and enchanting, when he finds it in the +moon, than when he stands in the midst of it on the earth. Perhaps, too, +there entered another element of secret sweetness into Liana's love for +the Prince's bride, namely, a step-daughter's affection; because she +should once have been the bride of the Knight Gaspard. Women regard +relationship more than we; hence, too, their ancestral pride is always +several ancestors older than ours. + +Thus, then, did she make ready her oppressed heart for the light plays +of the shining festival, which the coming Cycles are to present on the +New-Year's holiday, as it were, of a new Jubilee. + + +END OF VOL. I. + +Cambridge: Stereotyped and Printed by Welch, Bigelow, & Co. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[192] This is Jean Paul's own image.--TR. + +[193] That is, of course, some lights of hope.--TR. + +[194] A German or Suabian dance.--TR. + +[195] His Moral Treatises, Vol. II. p. 96. + +[196] The Germans call the dash the _stroke of thought_. Here it +implies an emphatic pause, as much as to say, "What do you think +is coming?"--TR. + +[197] At the Prince's marriage. + +[198] With the Egyptians the enchanters were only learned men; +with him the learned women were enchantresses. + +[199] _Mémoires secrets sur les Règnes de Louis XIV._, etc. Par +Duclos. Tom. I. + +[200] It is well known that a cut is made in a fowl left whole as +a sign that it has been upon the Prince's table, so that it may +not be set on again, but otherwise enjoyed. + +[201] In German, _Schutz- und Stich-blatt_,--literally, a plate +to defend the hand in parrying and thrusting,--_Blatt_, meaning +_leaf_ (of paper) also, conveys a _pun_ not easily +translated.--TR. + +[202] The blind-passenger in the German stage-coach corresponds +to our _dead-head_ in stage or steamboat.--TR. + +[203] See Klockenbring's collected Essays. + +[204] (In German, _Spring-wurzel_.) The juice of some plant +(perhaps Devil's-milk) highly and quickly corrosive.--TR. + +[205] News by hand.--TR. + +[206] The King had to _damer_, or make a dame of an unmarried +maiden of rank, before she could go to Versailles to court. + +[207] Not so miserable perhaps as a French mangling the +translator remembers to have seen.--TR. + +[208] He refers to the letter he had left on Liana's table, and +which she had shown to her mother.--TR. + +[209] _Fist_ in the original.--TR. + +[210] I.e. as in a wine-press.--TR. + +[211] Alluding to the horned hat once worn by graduated printers' +apprentices.--TR. + +[212] Beseke discovered it. See "On the Elemental Fire," by him, +1786. + +[213] Venus with beautiful thighs.--TR. + + * * * * * + +RICHTER'S WRITINGS. + + +TITAN. 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I. + +[Illustration] + +BOSTON: +TICKNOR AND FIELDS. +1864. + + +Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1862, by + +TICKNOR AND FIELDS, + +in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of +Massachusetts. + +THIRD EDITION. + + +_UNIVERSITY PRESS:_ +WELCH, BIGELOW, AND COMPANY, +_CAMBRIDGE._ + + + + +TRANSLATOR'S PREFACE. + + +The "Titan" is Jean Paul's longest--and the author meant it, and held +it, to be his greatest and best--romance; and his public (including Mr. +Carlyle) seems, on the whole, to have sustained his opinion. He was ten +years about it, and his other works, written in the interval, were +preparatory and tributary to this. + +As to the _general_ meaning of the title there can hardly, on the whole, +be any doubt. It does _not_ refer, as the division into Jubilees and +Cycles might, to be sure, suggest to one on first approaching it, to the +titanic scale and scope of the work, but to the titanic violence against +which it is aimed. + +It seems, indeed, from a letter of the author's, that he thought at +first of calling it "Anti-Titan." The only question in regard to the +_application_ of the title seems to be, whether the champion of truth +and justice against the moral Titans in this case was meant to be +understood as represented by the hero of the story, with his friends, +resisting the iniquity which moved earth and hell to ruin him, or +whether the book itself is the Anti-Titan, and an age of extravagance +the Titan. + +A French critic says of the "Titan":-- + +"It is a poem, a romance; a psychological _resume_, a satire, an elegy, +a drama, a fantasy; having for theme and text the enigma of civilization +in the eighteenth century. + +"How is it to end, this civilization which exaggerates alike +intellectual and industrial power at the expense of the life of the +soul,--wholly factitious, theatrical,--intoxicating, consuming itself +with pleasure, seeking everywhere new enjoyments,--exploring all the +secrets of nature, without being able to penetrate the first causes, the +secrets of God,--what will be the fate of these generations +supersaturated with romances, dramas, journals, with science, ambition, +with vehement aspirations after the unknown and impossible?... + +"In augmenting the sum of its desires, will it augment the sum of its +happiness? Is it not going to increase immensely its capacity of +suffering? + +"Will it not be the giant that scales heaven-- + +"And that falls crushed to death? + +"TITAN!" + +In giving his romance the title of "Titan," says the same writer, "it is +not Albano de Cesara the author has in view, but his antipode, Captain +Roquairol,--that romantic being, that insatiable lover of pleasure, that +anticipated Byron, that scaler of heaven,--who, after having piled +mountain upon mountain to attain his object, ends in finding himself +buried under the ruins.... + +"Even while at work upon 'Hesperus,' he had formed the resolution of +placing a pure man, great and noble, by the side of a reprobate, and of +surrounding them both with a multitude of beings corresponding to them. +He wished to concentrate in a single work all the ideas of high +philosophy which he had disseminated in his other creations, and to show +them followed by their natural consequences. So strong a mind could not +stop there: he resolved to show the absurdity of exaggeration, whether +in good or in evil, in virtue or in vice. + +"Hence those reproductions of the same types, those satellites +gravitating around their respective planets; in fine, those parodies of +the principal personages of the drama. + +"By the side of the coldness and the vast plans of Don Gaspard de +Cesara, we have the no less dangerous intrigues, though upon a less +elevated scale, of the Minister von Froulay; by the side of the +ventriloquist Uncle, the lying Roquairol; the Princess Isabelle is +opposed to Linda de Romeiro, the aerial Liana to her physical +counterpart, the Princess Idoine; the comic vulgarity of Dr. Sphex +contrasts with the more elevated buffoonery of Schoppe; and if we have +Bouverot, we have also Dion, that Greek so elegant and so noble, happy +mixture of the antique and the modern, that artist so sensible and so +true.... + +"The history of Albano, opposed to Roquairol, is the history, taken from +his tenderest childhood to the epoch of his greatest development, of a +being who, as the strictest consequence of a quite special education, +goes through life, wounding himself with all its griefs, drinking at the +source of all its lawful pleasures; suffering with nobleness, tasting of +happiness, but only the purest kind; exposed every instant to see +himself drawn away by fallacious principles, and nevertheless moving on +with a steady step towards the end which his reason has marked out for +him; sacrificing to the fulfilment of his duties all the delights that a +debauched court can offer a young man entering into the world. While all +the personages who gravitate around him, and who represent each a +different aberration from the fundamental principle of the work, fall +successively at his side, victims of the natural consequences of their +passions, he, strengthening himself by every fall of which he is +witness, ends by attaining the loftiest position which the ambition of +man can desire,--a position which he could not have expected, and for +which, consequently, he had not been able to make the sacrifices that, +in the course of the work, he does not cease to achieve." + +The author whom we have thus copiously quoted alludes to Jean Paul's +having had the idea of "Titan" while writing "Hesperus." This reminds us +of a Philistine disparagement of the "Titan," that so many of the +characters of the other work reappear here under new names. There are +some critics who ought to object to the full moon, that she is only the +same old moon that we had, in her first quarter or half, several nights +ago. However, as we have not yet had "Hesperus" in English, nor are +likely to for some time, this kind of objection will not trouble English +readers of "Titan." + +Jean Paul has been justly praised for his success in drawing and shading +female characters. Our French critic says: "Richter has the rare merit +of placing on the stage in the same work six female personages, who have +not a shadow of resemblance to each other, and who, from the moment of +their appearance on the scene to that of their quitting it, never +deviate a single minute from the character the author has given them." + +The fate of his Titanide, Linda, created a loud remonstrance in Germany; +and one can hardly, indeed, help feeling as if poetic justice had been a +little caricatured, at least, in Richter's disposal of that half +strong-headed and half headstrong woman. Painful, however, as her end +is, the Translator could not listen an instant to the suggestion of +omitting a line of the scenes in which that terrible tragedy is brought +to a close. + +When the "Titan" first appeared, complaint was made by some that there +was too much of drollery, by others that there was not enough; some +found too much sentimentality, others too much philosophy; the +Translator has found it full, if not of that brevity which is the soul +of _wit_ (not, however, of humor), yet of that variety which is the +spice of life. + +The Translator (or Transplanter, for he aspires to the title) of this +huge production, in his solicitude to preserve the true German aroma of +its native earth, may have brought away some part of the soil, and even +stones, clinging to the roots (_stones of offence_ they may prove to +many, stones of stumbling to many more). He can only say, that if he had +made Jean Paul always talk in ordinary, conventional, straightforward, +instantly intelligible prose, the reader would not have had _Jean Paul +the Only_. + +And yet it is confidently claimed that, under all the exuberance of +metaphor and simile, and learned technical illustrations and odd +digressions, and gorgeous episodes and witching interludes, that +characterizes Richter, every attentive and thoughtful reader will find a +broad and solid ground of real good sense and good feeling, and that in +this extraordinary man whom, at times, his best friends were almost +tempted to call a crazy giant, will be found one whose _heart_ (to use +the homely phrase) is ever _in the right place_. + +It has seemed necessary to give a few notes, and only a few. Properly to +furnish such a work with annotations would require Jean Paul's own +voluminous un-commonplace-books of all out-of-the-way knowledge, and +that _Dictionary to Jean Paul_ which one of his countrymen began, but +unfortunately carried only through one of his works, the work on +Education, _Levana_. + +The Translator desires emphatically to express his obligations to his +friend, Rev. Dr. Furness, of Philadelphia, and to _his_ friend, the +accomplished scholar, Mr. Knorr, to whose kind and patient care whatever +of accuracy or felicity there may be in his version of the first Jubilee +is largely due; also, to Rev. Dr. Hedge, and all the friends who have +helped him with suggestion and encouragement in this large and difficult +undertaking, he makes his warmest acknowledgments;--and he closes by +commending the Titan to all lovers of the humanities, confident (in the +words of Mrs. Lee, in her Life of Jean Paul) that "the more it is read, +the more it will be acknowledged a work of exalted genius, pure +morality, and perennial beauty." + + C. T. B. + NEWPORT, R. I. + + + + +TO + +THE FOUR LOVELY AND NOBLE SISTERS ON THE THRONE.[1] + +_THE DREAM OF TRUTH._ + + +Aphrodite, Aglaia, Euphrosyne, and Thalia once looked down into the +clear-obscure of earth, and, weary of the ever-bright but cold Olympus, +yearned to enter in beneath the clouds of our world, where the Soul +loves more because it suffers more, and where it is sadder but more +warm. They heard the holy tones ascend, with which Polyhymnia passes +invisibly up and down the low, anxious earth, to cheer and lift our +hearts; and they mourned that their throne stood so far from the sighs +of the helpless. + +Then they determined to take the earthly veil, and to clothe themselves +in our mortal form. They came down from Olympus; Love and little loves +and genii flew playfully after them, and our nightingales fluttered to +meet them out of the bosom of May. + +But, as they touched the first flowers of earth, and flung only rays of +light, and cast no shadows, then the earnest Queen of gods and men, +Fate, raised her eternal sceptre, and said: "The immortal becomes mortal +upon the earth, and every spirit becomes a human being!" + +So they became human beings and sisters, and were called _Louisa_, +_Charlotte_, _Theresa_, _Frederica_; the little loves and genii +transformed themselves into their children, and flew into their maternal +arms, and the motherly and sisterly hearts throbbed full of new love in +a great embrace. And when the white banner of the blooming spring +fluttered abroad, and more human thrones stood before them,--and when, +blissfully softened by love, the harmonica of life, they looked upon +each other and their happy children, and were speechless for love and +bliss,--then did Polyhymnia, invisible, float by over them, and +recognize them, and gave them the tones wherewith the heart expresses +and awakens love and joy. + +And the dream was ended and fulfilled; it had, as is always the case, +shaped itself after waking reality. Therefore, be it consecrated to the +four fair and noble sisters, and let all which is like it in _Titan_ be +so consecrated too! + + JEAN PAUL FR. RICHTER. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] The Titan was published during the years 1800-1803. The four +sisters were the four daughters of the Duke of Mecklenburg, viz. +the Duchess of Hildburghausen, the Princess von Solms, the +Princess of Thun and Taxis, and the Louisa who afterward became +Queen of Prussia, and was so in the Liberation War.--TR. + + + + +CONTENTS OF VOL. I. + + +FIRST JUBILEE. + PAGE + +PASSAGE TO ISOLA BELLA.--FIRST DAY OF JOY IN THE TITAN.--THE +PASQUIN-IDOLATER.--INTEGRITY OF THE EMPIRE +EULOGIZED.--EFFERVESCENCE OF YOUTH.--LUXURY OF +BLEEDING.--RECOGNITION OF A FATHER.--GROTESQUE +TESTAMENT.--GERMAN PREDILECTION FOR POEMS AND THE ARTS.--THE +FATHER OF DEATH.--GHOST-SCENE.--THE BLOODY DREAM.--THE SWING +OF FANCY 1 + + +SECOND JUBILEE. + +THE TWO BIOGRAPHICAL COURTS.--THE HERDSMAN'S HUT.--THE +FLYING.--THE SALE OF HAIR.--THE DANGEROUS BIRD-POLE.--A +STORM LOCKED UP IN A COACH.--LOW MOUNTAIN-MUSIC.--THE LOVING +CHILD.--MR. VON FALTERLE FROM VIENNA.--THE TORTURE +SOUPE.--THE SHATTERED HEART.--WERTHER WITHOUT BEARD, BUT +WITH A SHOT.--THE RECONCILIATION 70 + + +THIRD JUBILEE. + +METHODS OF THE TWO PROFESSIONAL GARDENERS IN THEIR +PEDAGOGICAL GRAFTING-SCHOOL.--VINDICATION OF VANITY.--DAWN +OF FRIENDSHIP.--MORNING STAR OF LOVE. 110 + + +FOURTH JUBILEE. + +HIGH STYLE OF LOVE.--THE GOTHA POCKET-ALMANAC.--DREAMS ON +THE TOWER.--THE SACRAMENT AND THE THUNDER-STORM.--THE +NIGHT-JOURNEY INTO ELYSIUM.--NEW ACTORS AND STAGES, AND THE +ULTIMATUM OF THE SCHOOL-YEARS 128 + + +FIFTH JUBILEE. + +GRAND-ENTRY.--DR. SPHEX.--THE DRUMMING CORPSE.--THE LETTER +OF THE KNIGHT.--RETROGRADATION OF THE +DYING-DAY.--JULIENNE.--THE STILL GOOD-FRIDAY OF OLD +AGE.--THE HEALTHY AND BASHFUL HEREDITARY +PRINCE.--ROQUAIROL.--THE BLINDNESS.--SPHEX'S PREDILECTION +FOR TEARS.--THE FATAL BANQUET.--THE DOLOROSO OF LOVE 161 + + +SIXTH JUBILEE. + +THE TEN PERSECUTIONS OF THE READER.--LIANA'S EASTERN +ROOM.--DISPUTATION UPON PATIENCE.--THE PICTURESQUE CURE 197 + + +SEVENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO'S PECULIARITY.--THE INTRICATE INTERLACINGS OF +POLITICS.--THE HEROSTRATUS OF GAMING-TABLES.--PATERNAL +"MANDATUM SINE CLAUSULA."--GOOD SOCIETY.--MR. VON +BOUVEROT.--LIANA'S SPIRITUAL AND BODILY PRESENCE 215 + + +EIGHTH JUBILEE. + +LE PETIT LEVER OF DR. SPHEX.--PATH TO +LILAR.--WOODLAND-BRIDGE.--THE MORNING IN +ARCADIA.--CHARITON.--LIANA'S LETTER AND PSALM OF +GRATITUDE.--SENTIMENTAL JOURNEY THROUGH A GARDEN.--THE +FLUTE-DELL.--CONCERNING THE REALITY OF THE IDEAL 238 + + +NINTH JUBILEE. + +PLEASURE OF COURT-MOURNING.--THE BURIAL.--ROQUAIROL.--LETTER +TO HIM.--THE SEVEN LAST WORDS IN THE WATER.--THE SWEARING OF +ALLEGIANCE.--MASQUERADE.--PUPPET MASQUERADE.--THE HEAD IN +THE AIR, TARTARUS, THE SPIRIT-VOICE, THE FRIEND, THE +CATACOMB, AND THE TWO UNITED MEN 268 + + +TENTH JUBILEE. + +ROQUAIROL'S ADVOCATUS DIABOLI.--THE FESTIVAL DAY OF +FRIENDSHIP 310 + + +ELEVENTH JUBILEE. + +EMBROIDERY.--ANGLAISE.--CEREUS SERPENS.--MUSICAL FANTASIES 334 + + +TWELFTH JUBILEE. + +FROULAY'S BIRTHDAY AND PROJECTS.--EXTRA-LEAF.--RABETTE.--THE +HARMONICA.--NIGHT.--THE PIOUS FATHER.--THE WONDROUS +STAIRWAY.--THE APPARITION 351 + + +THIRTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ROQUAIROL'S LOVE.--PHILIPPIC AGAINST LOVERS.--THE +PICTURES.--ALBANO ALBANI.--THE HARMONIC TETE-A-TETE.--THE +RIDE TO BLUMENBUeHL 384 + + +FOURTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO AND LIANA 405 + + +FIFTEENTH JUBILEE. + +MAN AND WOMAN 432 + + +SIXTEENTH JUBILEE. + +THE SORROWS OF A DAUGHTER 481 + + + + +TITAN. + +FIRST JUBILEE. + + PASSAGE TO ISOLA BELLA.--FIRST DAY OF JOY IN THE TITAN.--THE + PASQUIN-IDOLATER.--INTEGRITY OF THE EMPIRE + EULOGIZED.--EFFERVESCENCE OF YOUTH.--LUXURY OF + BLEEDING.--RECOGNITION OF A FATHER.--GROTESQUE + TESTAMENT.--GERMAN PREDILECTION FOR POEMS AND THE ARTS.--THE + FATHER OF DEATH.--GHOST-SCENE.--THE BLOODY DREAM.--THE SWING + OF FANCY. + + +1. CYCLE. + +On a fine spring evening, the young Spanish Count Cesara came, with his +companions, Schoppe and Dian, to Sesto, in order the next morning to +cross over to the Borromaean island, Isola Bella, in Lago Maggiore. The +proudly blooming youth glowed with the excitement of travelling, and +with thoughts of the coming morrow, when he should see the isle, that +gayly decorated throne of Spring, and on it a man who had been promised +him for twenty years. This twofold glow exalted my picturesque hero to +the form of an angry god of the Muses. His beauty made a more triumphal +entry into Italian eyes than into the narrow Northern ones from the +midst of which he had come; in Milan many had wished he were of marble, +and stood with elder gods of stone, either in the Farnese Palace or in +the Clementine Museum, or in the Villa of Albani; nay, had not the +Bishop of Novara, with his sword at his side, a few hours before, asked +Schoppe (riding behind) who he was? And had not the latter, with a droll +squaring of the wrinkle-circle round his lips, made this copious answer +(by way of enlightening his spiritual lordship): "It's my Telemachus, +and I am the Mentor. I am the milling-machine and the die which coins +him,--the wolf's tooth and flattening mill which polishes him down,--the +man, in short, that regulates him"? + +The glowing form of the youthful Cesara was still more ennobled by the +earnestness of an eye always buried in the future, and of a firmly shut, +manly mouth, and by the daring decision of young, fresh faculties; he +seemed as yet to be a burning-glass in the moonlight, or a dark precious +stone of too much color, which the world, as in the case of other +jewels, can brighten and improve only by cutting _hollow_. + +As he drew nearer and nearer, the island attracted him, as one world +does another, more and more intensely. His internal restlessness rose as +the outward tranquillity deepened. Beside all this, Dian, a Greek by +birth and an artist, who had often circumnavigated and sketched Isola +Bella and Isola Madre, brought these obelisks of Nature still nearer to +his soul in glowing pictures; and Schoppe often spoke of the great man +whom the youth was to see to-morrow for the first time. As the people +were carrying by, down below in the street, an old man fast asleep, into +whose strongly marked face the setting sun cast fire and life, and who +was, in short, a corpse borne uncovered, after the Italian custom, +suddenly, in a wild and hurried tone, he asked his friends, "Does my +father look thus?" + +But what impels him with such intense emotions towards the island is +this: He had, on Isola Bella, with his sister, who afterward went to +Spain, and by the side of his mother, who had since passed to the +shadowy land, sweetly toyed and dreamed away the first three years of +his life, lying in the bosom of the high flowers of Nature; the island +had been, to the morning slumber of life, to his childhood's hours, a +Raphael's painted sleeping-chamber. But he had retained nothing of it +all in his head and heart, save in the one a deep, sadly sweet emotion +at the name, and in the other the squirrel, which, as the family +scutcheon of the Borromaeans, stands on the upper terrace of the island. + +After the death of his mother his father transplanted him from the +garden-mould of Italy--some of which, however, still adhered to the +tap-roots--into the royal forest of Germany; namely, to Blumenbuehl, in +the principality of Hohenfliess, which is as good as unknown to the +Germans; there he had him educated in the house of a worthy nobleman, +or, to speak more meaningly and allegorically, he caused the pedagogical +professional gardeners to run round him with their water-pots, +grafting-knives, and pruning-shears, till the tall, slender palm-tree, +full of sago-pith and protecting thorns, outgrew them, and could no +longer be reached by their pots and shears. + +And now, when he shall have returned from the island, he is to pass from +the field-bed of the country to the tanvat and hot-bed of the city, and +to the trellises of the court garden; in a word, to Pestitz, the +university and chief city of Hohenfliess, even the sight of which, until +this time, his father had strictly forbidden him. + +And to-morrow he sees that father for the first time! He must have +burned with desire, since his whole life had been one preparation for +this meeting, and his foster-parents and teachers had been a sort of +chalcographic company, who had engraved in copper a portrait of the +author of his life-book so magnificently opposite the title-page. His +father, Gaspard de Cesara, Knight of the Golden Fleece (whether Spanish +or Austrian I should be glad to be precisely informed myself), a spirit +naturally three-edged, sharp, and brightly polished, had in his youth +wild energies, for whose play only a battle-field or a kingdom would +have been roomy enough, and which in high life had as little power of +motion as a sea-monster in a harbor. He satisfied them by playing +star-parts with all ranks in comedies and tragedies, by the prosecution +of all sciences, and by an eternal tour: he was intimate and often +involved with great and small men and courts, yet always marched along +as a stream with its own waves through the sea of the world. And now, +after having completed his travels by land and sea round the whole +circumference of life, round its joys and capacities and systems, he +still continues (especially since the Present, that ape of the Past, is +always running after him) to pursue his studies and geographical +journeyings; but always for scientific purposes, just as he visits now +the European battle-fields. As for the rest, he is not at all gloomy, +still less gay, but composed and calm; he does not even hate and love, +blame and praise other men any more than he does himself, but values +every one in his kind, the dove in hers and the tiger in his. What often +seems vengeance is merely the determined, soldier-like tread wherewith a +man, who can never flee and fear, but only knows how to advance and +stand his ground, tramples down larks'-eggs and ears of corn. + +I think that the corner which I have thus snipped off from the +Whistonian chart of this comet, for the benefit of mankind, is broad +enough. I will, before I discourse further, reserve the privilege to +myself, of sometimes calling Don Gaspard _the Knight_, without appending +to him the Golden Fleece; and, secondly, of not being obliged by +courtesy towards the short memory of readers to steal from his son +Cesara (under which designation the old man will never appear) his +Christian name, which, to be sure, is _Albano_. + +As Don Gaspard was about leaving Italy for Spain, he had, through +Schoppe, caused our Albano, or Cesara, to be brought hither without any +one's knowing why he did it at so late a period. Was it his pleasure, +perhaps, to gaze into the full spring-time of the young twigs? Did he +wish to unfold to the youth some rules for rustics in the +century-almanac of court life? Would he imitate the old Gauls, or the +modern inhabitants of the Cape, who never suffered their sons in their +presence till they were grown up and capable of bearing arms? Was +nothing less than that his idea? This much only I comprehend, that I +should be a very good-natured fool if I were, in the very fore-court of +the work, to suffer myself to be burdened with the task of drawing and +dotting out from the few data that I now have, in the case of a man so +remarkable, and whose magnetic needle declines so many degrees,--a +Wilkes's magnetic table of inclinations;--he, not I, is the father of +his son, to be sure, and he knows of course why he did not send for him +till his beard was grown. + +When it struck twenty-three o'clock (the hour before sundown), and +Albano would have counted up the tedious strokes, he was so excited that +he was not in a condition to ascend the long tone-ladder;[2] he must +away to the shore of the Lago, in which the up-towering islands rise +like sceptred sea-gods. Here stood the noble youth, his inspired +countenance full of the evening glow, with exalted emotions of heart, +sighing for his veiled father, who, hitherto, with an influence like +that of the sun behind a bank of clouds, had made the day of his life +warm and light. This longing was not filial love,--_that_ belonged to +his foster-parents, for childlike love can only spring up toward a heart +whereon we have long reposed, and which has protected us, as it were, +with the first heart's-leaves against cold nights and hot days,--his +love was higher or rarer. Across his soul had been cast a gigantic +shadow of his father's image, which lost nothing by Gaspard's coldness. +Dian compared it to the repose on the sublime countenance of the Juno +Ludovici; and the enthusiastic son likened it to another sudden chill +which often comes into the heart in company with too great warmth from +another's heart, as burning-glasses burn feeblest precisely in the +hottest days. He even hoped he might perchance melt off by his love this +father's heart, so painfully frozen to the glaciers of life: the youth +comprehended not how possible it was to resist a true, warm heart, at +least his. + +Our hero, reared in the Carthusian monastery of rural life, and more in +past ages than his own, applied to every subject antediluvian gigantic +standards of measurement; the invisibility of the Knight constituted a +part of his greatness, and the Moses'-veil doubled the glory which it +concealed. Our youth had, in general, a singular leaning toward +extraordinary men, of whom others stand in dread. He read the eulogies +of every great man with as much delight as if they were meant for him; +and if the mass of people consider uncommon spirits as, for that very +reason, bad,--just as they take all strange petrifactions to be Devil's +bones,--in him the reverse was the case: in him _love_ dwelt a neighbor +to _wonder_, and his breast was always at the same time wide and warm. +To be sure, every young man and every great man who looks upon another +as great, considers him for that very reason as too great. But in every +noble heart burns a perpetual thirst for a nobler, in the fair, for a +fairer; it wishes to behold its ideal out of itself, in bodily presence, +with glorified or adopted form, in order the more easily to attain to +it, because the lofty man can ripen only by a lofty one, as diamond can +be polished only by diamond. On the other hand, does a litterateur, a +cit, a newspaper carrier or contributor wish to get a glimpse of a great +head,--and is he as greedy for a great head as for an abortion with +three heads,--or a Pope with as many caps,--or a stuffed shark,--or a +speaking-machine or a butter-machine,--it is not because his inner man +is burdened and beset by the soul-inspiring ideal of a great man, pope, +shark, three-headed monster, or butter-model, but it is because he +thinks, in the morning, "I can't help wondering how the creature looks," +and because, in the evening, he means to tell how he looks, over a glass +of beer. + +Albano looked from the shore with increasing restlessness across the +shining water toward the holy dwelling-place of his past childhood, his +departed mother, his absent sister. The songs of gladness thrilled +through him as they came floating along on the distant boats; every +running wave--the foaming surge--raised a higher in his bosom; the giant +statue of St. Borromaeus,[3] looking away over the cities, embodied the +exalted one (his father) who stood erect in his heart, and the blooming +pyramid, the island, was the paternal throne; the sparkling chain of the +mountains and glaciers wound itself fast around his spirit, and lifted +him up to lofty beings and lofty thoughts. + +The first journey, especially when Nature casts over the long road +nothing but white radiance and orange-blossoms and chestnut-shadows, +imparts to the youth what the last journey often takes away from the +man,--a dreaming heart, wings for the ice-chasms of life, and wide-open +arms for every human breast. + +He went back, and with his commanding eye begged his friends to set sail +this very evening, although Don Gaspard was not to come to the island +till to-morrow morning. Often, what he wanted to do in a week, he +proposed to himself for the next day, and at last did it at once. Dian +tapped the impetuous Boreas on the head lovingly, and said: "Impatient +being, thou hast here the wings of a Mercury, and down there too +(pointing to his feet)! But just cool off! In the pleasant +after-midnight we embark, and when the dawn reddens in the sky we land." +Dian had not merely an artistic eye to his well-formed darling, but also +a tender interest in him, because he had often, in Blumenbuehl, where he +had business as public architect, been the friend and guide of his +childhood and youth, and because now on the island he must tear himself +from his arms for some time and be absent at Rome. Since he (the public +architect) considered the same extravagance which he would rebuke in an +old man to be no extravagance in a youth,--an inundation to be no +inundation in Egypt, though it would be in Holland,--and since he +assumed a different average temperature for every individual, age, and +people, and in holy human nature found no string to be cut off, but only +at most to be tuned, surely Cesara must have cherished toward the +cheerful and indulgent teacher, on whose two tables of laws stood only, +Joy and moderation! a right hearty attachment, even more hearty than for +the laws themselves. + +The images of the present and of the near future and of his father had +so filled the breast of the Count with greatness and immortality, that +he could not comprehend how any one could let himself be buried without +having achieved both, and that as often as the landlord brought in +anything, he pitied the man, particularly as he was always singing, and, +like the Neapolitans and Russians, in the minor key, because he was +never to be anything, certainly not immortal. The latter is a mistake; +for he gets his immortality here, and I take pleasure in giving place +and life to his name, _Pippo_ (abbreviated from Philippo). When, at +last, they paid and were about to go, and Pippo kissed a Kremnitz ducat, +saying, "Praised be the holy Virgin with the child on her _right_ arm," +Albano was pleased that the father took after his pious little daughter, +who had been all the evening rocking and feeding an image of the child +Jesus. To be sure, Schoppe remarked, she would carry the child more +_lightly_ on her left arm;[4] but the error of the good youth is a merit +in him as well as the truth. + +Beneath the splendor of a full moon they went on board the bark, and +glided away over the gleaming waters. Schoppe shipped some wines with +them, "not so much," said he, "that there is nothing to be had on the +island, as for this reason, that if the vessel should leak, then there +would be no need of pumping out anything but the flagons,[5] and she +would float again." + +Cesara sank, silently, deeper and deeper into the glimmering beauties of +the shore and of the night. The nightingales warbled as if inspired on +the triumphal gate of spring. His heart grew in his breast like a melon +under its glass-bell, and his breast heaved higher and higher over the +swelling fruit. All at once he reflected that he should in this way see +the tulip-tree of the sparkling morn and the garlands of the island put +together only like an artificial, Italian silk-flower, stamen by stamen, +leaf by leaf; then was he seized with his old thirst for one single +draining draught from Nature's horn of plenty; he shut his eyes, not to +open them again, till he should stand upon the highest terrace of the +island before the morning sun. Schoppe thought he was asleep; but the +Greek smilingly guessed the epicurism of this artificial blindness, and +bound, himself, before those great insatiable eyes the broad, black +taffeta-ribbon, which, like a woman's ribbon or lace mask, contrasted +singularly and sweetly with his blooming but manly face. + +Now the two began to tease and tantalize him in a friendly way with oral +night-pictures of the magnificent adornments of the shores between which +they passed. "How proudly," said Dian to Schoppe, "rises yonder the +castle of Lizanza, and its mountain, like a Hercules, with twelvefold +girdles of vine-clusters!" "The Count," said Schoppe in a lower tone to +Dian, "loses a vast deal by this bandaging of his eyes. See you not, +architect, to speak poetically, the glimmer of the city of Arona? How +beautifully she lays on Luna's blanc d'Espagne, and seems to be setting +herself out and prinking up for to-morrow in the powder-mantle of +moonshine which is flung around her! But that is nothing; still better +looks St. Borromaeus yonder, who has the moon on his head like a +freshly-washed night-cap; stands not the giant there like the Micromegas +of the German body politic, just as high, just as stiff and stark?" + +The happy youth was silent, and returned for answer a hand-pressure of +love;--he only dreamed of the present, and signified he could wait and +deny himself. With the heart of a child from whom the curtains and the +after-midnight hide the approaching Christmas present of the morrow, he +was borne along in the pleasure-boat, with tightly bandaged eyes, toward +the approaching, heavenly kingdom. Dian drew, as well as the double +light of the moonshine and the aurora permitted, a sketch of the veiled +dreamer in his scrap-book. I wish I had it here, and could see in it how +my darling, with the optic nerves tied up, strains at once the eye of +dream directed toward the inner world, and the ear of attention so +sharply set toward the outer. How beautiful is such a thing, +painted,--how much more beautiful realized in life! + +The mantle of night grew thinner and cooler,--the morning air fanned +livingly against the breast,--the larks mingled with the nightingales +and with the singing boatmen,--and he heard, beneath his bandage, which +was growing lighter and lighter, the joyful discoveries of his friends, +who saw in the open cities along the shore the reviving stir of human +life, and on the waterfalls of the mountains the alternate reflections +of clouds and ruddy sky. At last the breaking splendors of morn hung +like a festoon of Hesperides-apples around the distant tops of the +chestnut-trees; and now they disembarked upon Isola Bella. + +The veiled dreamer heard, as they ascended with him the ten terraces of +the garden, the deep-drawn sigh and shudder of joy close beside him, and +all the quick entreaties of astonishment; but he held the bandage fast, +and went blindfold from terrace to terrace, thrilled with +orange-fragrance, refreshed by higher, freer breezes, fanned by +laurel-foliage,--and when they had gained at last the highest terrace, +and looked down upon the lake, heaving its green waters sixty ells +below, then Schoppe cried, "Now! now!" But Cesara said, "No! the sun +first!" and at that moment the morning wind flung up the sunlight +gleaming through the dark twigs, and it flamed free on the summits,--and +Dian snatched off the bandage, and said, "Look round!" "O God!" cried he +with a shriek of ecstasy, as all the gates of the new heaven flew open, +and the Olympus of nature, with its thousand reposing gods, stood around +him. What a world! There stood the Alps, like brother giants of the Old +World, linked together, far away in the past, holding high up over +against the sun the shining shields of the glaciers. The giants wore +blue girdles of forest, and at their feet lay hills and vineyards, and +through the aisles and arches of grape-clusters the morning winds played +with cascades as with watered-silk ribbons, and the liquid brimming +mirror of the lake hung down by the ribbons from the mountains, and +they fluttered down into the mirror, and a carved work of chestnut woods +formed its frame.... Albano turned slowly round and round, looked into +the heights, into the depths, into the sun, into the blossoms; and on +all summits burned the alarm-fires of mighty Nature, and in all depths +their reflections,--a creative earthquake beat like a heart under the +earth and sent forth mountains and seas.... O then, when he saw on the +bosom of the infinite mother the little swarming children, as they +darted by under every wave and under every cloud,--and when the morning +breeze drove distant ships in between the Alps,--and when _Isola Madre_ +towered up opposite to him, with her seven gardens, and tempted him to +lean upon the air and be wafted over on level sweep from his summit to +her own,--and when he saw the pheasants darting down from the _Madre_ +into the waves,--then did he seem to stand like a storm-bird with +ruffled plumage on his blooming nest, his arms were lifted like wings by +the morning wind, and he longed to cast himself over the terrace after +the pheasants, and cool his heart in the tide of Nature. + +Ashamed, he took, without looking round him, the hands of his friends +and pressed them in mute fervor, that he might not be obliged to speak. +The magnificent universe had painfully expanded, and then blissfully +overflowed his great breast; and now, when he opened his eyes, like an +eagle, wide and full upon the sun, and when the blinding brightness hid +the earth, and he began to be lonely, and the earth became smoke and the +sun a soft, white world, which gleamed only around the margin,--then did +his whole, full soul, like a thunder-cloud, burst asunder and burn and +weep, and from the pure, white sun his mother looked upon him, and in +the fire and smoke of the earth his father and his life stood veiled. + +Silently he went down the terraces, often passing his hand across his +moist eyes to wipe away the dazzling shadow which danced on all the +summits and all the steps. + +Exalted Nature! when we see and love thee, we love our fellow-men more +warmly; and when we must pity or forget them, thou still remainest with +us, reposing before the moist eye like a verdant chain of mountains in +the evening red. Ah, before the soul in whose sight the morning dew of +its ideals has faded to a cold, gray drizzle,--and before the heart, +which, in the subterranean passages of this life, meets no longer men, +but only dry, crooked-up mummies on crutches in catacombs,--and before +the eye which is impoverished and forsaken, and which no human creature +will any longer gladden,--and before the proud son of the gods whom his +unbelief and his lonely bosom, emptied of humanity, rivet down to an +eternal, unchangeable anguish,--before all these thou remainest, +quickening Nature, with thy flowers and mountains and cataracts, a +faithful comforter; and the bleeding son of the gods, cold and +speechless, dashes the drop of anguish from his eyes, that they may +rest, far and clear, on thy volcanoes, and on thy Springs, and on thy +suns! + + +2. CYCLE. + +I could wish nothing finer for one whom I held dear, than a mother,--a +sister,--three years of living together on Isola Bella,--and then in the +twentieth, a morning hour when he should land on the Eden-island, and, +enjoying all this with the eye and memory at once, clasp and strain it +to his open soul. O thou all too happy Albano, on the rose-parterre of +childhood,--under the deep, blue sky of Italy,--in the midst of +luxuriant, blossom-laden citron-foliage,--in the bosom of _beautiful_ +nature, who caresses and holds thee like a mother, and in the presence +of _sublime_ nature, which stands like a father in the distance, and +with a heart which expects its own father to-day! + +The three now roamed with slow, unsteady steps through the swimming +paradise. Although both of the others had often trodden it before, still +their silver age became a golden age, by sympathy with Albano's ecstasy; +the sight of another's rapture wakes the old impression of our own. As +people who live near breakers and cataracts speak louder than others, so +did the majestic sounding of the swollen sea of life impart to them all, +even Schoppe, a stronger language; only he never could hit upon such +imposing words, at least gestures, as another man. + +Schoppe, who must needs fling a farewell kiss back to dear Italy, would +gladly still have conserved the last scattered drops that hung around +the cup of joy, which were sweet as Italian wines, full of German fire +without the German acid. By acid he meant leave-taking and emotion. "If +fate," said he, "fires a single retreating shot, by Heaven, I quietly +turn my nag and ride whistling back. The deuce must be in the beast (or +on him) if a clever jockey could not so break his mourning steed that +the creature should carry himself very well as a companion-horse to the +festive steed.[6] I school my sun-horse as well as my sumpter-horse far +otherwise." + +First of all, now, they took possession of this Otaheite-island by +marches, and every one of its provinces must pay them, as a Persian +province does its emperor, a different pleasure. "The lower terraces," +said Schoppe, "must deliver to us squatter-sovereigns the tithe of fruit +and sack, in citron and orange fragrance,--the upper pays off the +imperial tax in _prospects_,--the Grotto down below there will pay, I +hope, Jews-scot in the _murmur_ of waters, and the cypress-wood up +yonder its princess's tribute in _coolness_,--the ships will not defraud +us of their Rhine and Neckar toll, but pay that down by showing +themselves in the distance." + +It is not difficult for me to perceive that Schoppe, by these quizzical +sallies, aimed to allay the violent commotions of Cesara's brain and +heart; for the splendor of the morning enchantment, although the youth +spoke composedly of lesser things, had not yet gone from his sight. In +him every excitement vibrated long after (one in the morning lasted the +whole day), for the same reason that an alarm-bell keeps on humming +longer than a sheep-bell; although such a continuing echo could neither +distract his attention nor disturb his actions or his words. + +The Knight was to come at noon. Meanwhile they roamed and revelled and +went humming about in stiller enjoyment with bees-wings and +bees-probosces through the richly-honeyed Flora of the island; and they +had that serene naturalness of children, artists, and Southern people, +which sips only from the honey-cup of the moment; and, accordingly, they +found in every dashing wave, in every citron-frame, in every statue +among blossoms, in every dancing reflection, in every darting ship, more +than one flower which opened its full cup wider under the warm sky, +whereas, with us, under our cold one, it fares as with the bees, against +whom the frosts of May shut the flowers up. O, the islanders are right! +Our greatest and most lasting error is, that we look for life, that is, +its happiness, as the materialists look for the soul, in the combination +of parts, as if the whole or the relation of its component parts could +give us anything which each individual part had not already. Does then +the heaven of our existence, like the blue one over our heads, consist +of mere empty air, which, when near to, and in little, is only a +transparent nothing, and which only in the distance and in gross becomes +blue ether? The century casts the flower-seeds of thy joy only from the +porous sowing-machine of minutes, or rather, to the blest eternity +itself there is no other handle than the instant. It is not that life +consists of seventy years, but the seventy years consist of a continuous +life, and one has lived, at all events, and lived enough, die when one +may. + + +3. CYCLE. + +When, at length, the three sons of joy were about to seat themselves in +the dining-hall of a laurel grove before their meat-and-drink offering, +which Schoppe had stored away in the provision ship at Sesto, at that +moment, a genteel stranger, elegantly dressed in one color, came through +the twigs, with slow, stately steps, up to the reclining company, and +addressed himself, forthwith, without inquiry, to Cesara, in slow, soft, +and precisely pronounced German: "I am intrusted with an apology to Sir +Count Cesara."--"From my father?" asked he quickly. "Beg pardon,--from +my prince," replied the stranger; "he forbade your noble father, who +arose ill, to travel in the cool of the morning, but towards evening he +will meet you. In the mean time," he added, with a gracious smile and a +slight bow, "I sacrifice something on the noble Knight's account, in +commencing the pleasure of being longer with you hereafter, Sir Count, +by bringing you disappointment." Schoppe, who was neater at guessing +than at speaking, immediately broke out,--for he never let himself be +imposed upon by any man: "We are then pedagogic copartners and +confederates. Welcome, dear Gray-leaguesman!"[7] "It gives me pleasure," +said the stranger, coldly, who was dressed in gray. + +But Schoppe had hit it; the stranger was hereafter to occupy the place +of chief tutor to Cesara, and Schoppe was collaborator. To me this seems +judicious; the electric-sparkling Schoppe could serve as the cat's-skin, +the fox-tail, the glass cylinder, which should completely charge our +youth, composed as he was of conductors and non-conductors; the chief +tutor, as principal, being the operator and spark-taker, who should +discharge him with his Franklin's-points. + +The man was named Von Augusti, was Lector to the prince, and had lived +much in the great world; he seemed, as is the case with all of this +court-stamp, ten years older than he really was, for he was in fact only +just thirty-seven. + +One would have to suffer for it from the inverted ink-pots of the +reviewing Xanthippes, if one should leave the reviewers or Xanthippes in +any uncertainty as to who the prince really was of whom we have all made +mention above. It was the hereditary Prince of Hohenfliess, in whose +village of Blumenbuehl the Count had been brought up, and into whose +chief city he was next to remove. The Hohenfliess Infante was hurrying +back, in a great dust and all out of breath, from Italy, wherein he had +left much spare coin and land-scrip, to Germany, in order there to coin, +upon his own account, allegiance-medals, because his reigning father was +going down the steps into the hereditary sepulchre, and was even now +within a few paces of his coffin. + +During dinner the Lector Augusti spoke of the lovely scenery with true +taste, but with little warmth and impulse, preferring it by far to some +Tempestas[8] in the Borromaean palace. Thence he passed on, in order to +have occasion of mentioning the Knight as often as possible, to the +personalities of the Court, and confessed that the German gentleman, M. +de Bouverot, stood in especial favor,--for with courtiers and saints +everything goes by grace,--and that the Prince was uncommonly afflicted +in his nerves, &c. Courtiers, who, for the most part, cut their very +souls according to the pattern of another's, do, however, draw up their +ministerial reports of court so copiously and seriously for the +uninitiated, that the reader of their gazettes must needs either laugh +or go to sleep; a court-man and the book _Des Erreurs et de la Verite_ +call the general of the Jesuits God, the Jesuits men, and the +non-Jesuits beasts. Schoppe listened with a dreadful pucker and twist of +feature; he hated courts bitterly. Young Albano thought not much better +of them; nay, as he was fond of venture, and liked much better to work +and fight with the arm than with the fingers of the inner man, and +delighted in tackling to the snow-plough and harrow and sowing-machine +of life war-horses and thunder-steeds, instead of a team of clever +home-and field-horses, of course people who went carefully and +considerately to work, and would rather do light, lacquered work, and +delicate ladies' work, than Hercules'-labors, he did not particularly +fancy. However he could not but feel a respect for the modesty of +Augusti, (based as it was upon a noble self-reliance,) which never let +him say a word about himself, as well as for the knowledge he had gained +by travel. + +Cesara,--by the way I shall continue through this Cycle to write it with +a C, agreeably to the Spanish orthography; but in and after the 4th, +since I am not used to that letter in my orthography, and cannot be +forever misrepresenting myself through a long book, it will be written +with a Z,--Cesara could not hear enough from the Lector about his +father. He related to him the last act of the Knight in Rome, but with +an irreligious coldness which produced in the youth a chill of a +different kind. Don Gaspard, namely, had laid a wager with a German +Nuncius, picture against picture, that he would take a certain German +(Augusti would not name him), whose life was only one prolonged, moral +filth-month in the princely stable of Epicurus, and in two days, without +seeing him, would convert him for as long a time as the Nuncio should +desire. The latter accepted the wager, but caused the German to be +secretly watched. After two days the German locked himself up, became +devout, pale, still, bed-ridden, and in conduct came near to a true +Christian. The Nuncio watched the mischief for a week, then demanded the +sudden retransformation, or the Circe's wand, which should bring back +again the beastly shape. The Knight touched the German with the wand, +and the Epicurean swine stood there perfectly sound and well. I know not +which is the more inexplicable, the miracle, or the cold-bloodedness of +the thing. But the Lector could not say with what menstrua Gaspard +forced these rapid solutions and evaporations and precipitations. + +At length the Lector, who had long been _frappe_ with the vocation and +the collaboratorship of the singular Schoppe, came, by polite +circumlocutions, upon the question, how the Knight had become acquainted +with him. "Through the Pasquino," he replied. "He was just stepping +round the corner of the Palazzo degli Ursini, when he saw some Romans +and our hereditary prince standing round a man who was on his knees +(they were my knees) before the statues of Pasquino and Marforio, and +offering to them the following prayer: Dear Castor and Pollux! why do ye +not secularize yourselves out of the ecclesiastical estate, and travel +through my Germany _in partibus infidelium_, or as two diligent vicars? +Could you not go round among the cities of the empire as missionary +preachers and referendaries, or post yourselves as _chevaliers +d'honneur_ and armorial bearers on either side of a throne? Would to God +they might at least vote thee, Pasquino, royal high-chaplain and master +of ceremonies in the court chapels, or let thee down from the roof by a +rope at the christening as baptismal angel! Say, could not you twins, +now, once come forward and speak as petition-masters-general in the +halls of the Diet, or, as _magistri sententiarum_, oppugn one another +within the walls of the universities on Commencement days? Pasquino, can +no Delia Porta[9] restore thee, were it only so far that thou mightest, +at least, at Congresses and treaty-makings of the diplomatic corps, play +the _silhouetteur_ as the figure-head of the stove, or must you serve at +the highest only in university libraries, as the busts of critical +editors? Ah, gay pair, would that Chigi, who stands here beside me, +might only model you into a portable pocket edition for ladies, I would +put you by, and not take you out of my pocket till I reached Germany! I +can, however, do it even here on the island," said Schoppe; whereupon he +drew forth the satirical work of art; for the renowned architect and +modeller, Chigi, who heard him, had really cast a copy of it. Schoppe +went on to tell how Don Gaspard then seriously stepped up to him, and +asked him, in Spanish, who he was. "I am (he answered also in Spanish) +actual Titular librarian to the Grand Master at Malta, and a descendant +of the so-called grammatical dog, the toothed humanist, Scioppius +(German Schoppe); my baptismal name is Pero, Piero, Pietro (Peter). But +many here call me, by mistake, Sciupio or Sciopio (extravagance)." + +Gaspard had an impartial, deep-reaching eye for every spirit, even +though it were most unlike his own; and, least of all, did he seek a +repetition of himself. He therefore took the librarian home with him. +Since, now, the latter seemed to live solely by portrait-painting, and +was besides just meaning to go back to Germany, he accordingly proposed +to this rich, many-eyed, rough spirit, Albano's society, which only the +present fellow-laborer, Augusti, was to share with him. But there were +four things which the librarian demanded beforehand, as +preliminaries,--a sitting from the Count, his profile, and--when both +these had been granted--yet a third and a fourth, in the following +terms: "Must I suffer myself to be _calendered_[10] by the +three estates, and forced to take on gloss and smoothness by +polishing-presses? I will not; whithersoever else, be it to +heaven or hell, I will accompany your son, but not into the +stamping-washing-roasting-melting-and-forcing-works of great houses." +This was granted easiest of all; besides, the second Imperial vicegerent +of the paternal supremacy, Augusti, was appointed to the business in +question. But upon the fourth point they came near falling out. Schoppe, +who would rather be an outlaw than a slave or a freedman, and whose +ground, no less imperially free than fruitful, would not endure a hedge, +could accommodate himself only to accidental, undetermined services, and +felt obliged to decline the _fixum_ of a salary. "I will," said he, +"deliver occasional sermons, but none of your weekly sermons; nay, it +may be, oftentimes, I shall not enter the desk for a half-year +together." The Knight considered it beneath him to be under obligations, +and drew back, till Schoppe hit upon the diagonal road, and said he +would give his society as a _don gratuit_, and should expect of the +Knight, from time to time, a considerable _don gratuit_ in return. As +for the rest, Schoppe was now full as dear to the Knight as the +first-best Turk of the Court who had ever helped him up his +carriage-steps; his trial of a man was like a post-mortem examination, +and after the trial he neither loved nor hated more cordially; to him, +as he looked into the show-piece of blustering life, the manager and the +first and second mistresses, and the Lears and Iphigenias and heroes +were no friends, nor were the Kasperls and the tyrants and +supernumeraries foes, but they were simply different actors in different +parts. Ah, Gaspard, standest thou, then, in the front box, and not also +on the stage of life itself? And dost thou not in the great drama +recognize, like Hamlet, a lesser one? Ay, does not every stage imply, +after all, a twofold life,--a copying and a copied? + +Either the glass or two (or more) of wine, or else his annoying contrast +to the elegant, sedate Lector, set Schoppe's winnowing-mill with all its +wheels in motion, though this humor of his found small scope on the +enchanting island; and when Augusti expressed a wish that Schoppe might +go to Germany under happier auspices than other painters, the latter +drew forth a pack of gilded pictures of German patron saints, and said, +shuffling them: "Many a one would here lay a papal miserere on the desk +and sing it off, particularly if, like me, he had to go into winter +quarters among the German ice and fog-banks in the middle of +spring;--and it is with reluctance, I am free to confess, I leave the +Harlequin and Pulzinella and Scapin, and the whole _comedia dell' arte_ +behind. But the gentlemen saints whom I here shuffle have brought the +lands under their charge into high and dry condition, and one passes +through them with comfort. Mr. Architect, you laugh, but you know +altogether too little of what these painted heavenly advowees hourly +undertake in behalf of the German circles. Mr. Architect, show me, after +all, a country anywhere, in which so many cudgels, programmes, +professors, _Perukes-allongees_, learned advertisements, imperial +notices, cits and surburbans, ceremonies, coronations, and Heidelberg +tubs, but without indwelling Diogeneses, are to be mustered together as +in the aforementioned? Or I appeal to you, Mr. Von Augusti! Point out to +me, I pray, one single territory which is provided with such a _Long +Parliament_, namely, a most lengthy Diet of the Empire, as it were, an +extraordinarily wholesome _pillula perpetua_[11] which the patient is +incessantly swallowing, and which as incessantly purges him; and who is +not reminded, as well as myself, in this connection, of the _capitulatio +perpetua_, and in general of the body politic of the Empire, that +_perpetuum immobile_,--and on good grounds?" Here Schoppe drank. "The +body of the Empire becomes thereby, like the first principle of morals, +or like virgin earth, altogether insoluble; nay, supposing one of us +were to take an electoral sword, and cut it in two therewith, as if it +were an earwig, still the half with the teeth would, like the cloven +earwig, turn round and eat the latter half clean up,--and then there +would be the whole continuous earwig rejoined and well fed into the +bargain. It is not by any means to be regretted as a consequence of this +close _nexus_ of the Empire, that the corpus can devour and digest its +own limbs, as the brook-crab does its stomach, without any real harm to +itself, so that the corpus, like a Homeric god, can only be wounded, but +not killed. Take this bunchy polypus-stalk, I often say, mash it to a +pulp with Roesel,--turn it wrong side outward like a glove,--like +Lichtenberg, cut the polypus in two dexterously with a hair,--like +Trembley, stick and incorporate several severed limbs into one another, +as other naturalists do imperial cities, abbeys, small provinces into +greater, or the reverse,--and then examine after some days; verily, +magnificent and whole and well, thy polypus will be found sitting there +again, or my name is not Schoppe." + +The Count had heard him again and again on this subject, and could +therefore more easily and properly smile; the Lector, however, was +learning all this for the first time, and even the comic actor is not +such to his new hearers. But amidst all these diversions there still +sounded on in Albano's soul a confused tumult, like the murmuring of +the waterfall of the coming times. He peered longingly through the +wavering seams of the laurel-foliage, out toward the shining hills, when +Dian said, in his painter's-language: "Is it not as if all the gods +stood, with thousands of cornucopias, on the mountains around Lago +Maggiore, and poured down wine and cascades, till the lake, like a +goblet of joy, foams over and gushes down with the brimming juice?" +Schoppe replied: "Pleasures of exceeding flavor, like pineapples, have +the misfortune, that, like pineapples, they make the gums bleed." "I +think," said Augusti, "that one ought not to reflect much upon the +pleasures of life, any more than upon the beauties of a good poem; one +enjoys both better without counting or dissecting them." "And I," said +Cesara, "would calculate and dissect from very pride; whatever came of +it I would abide, and I should be ashamed to be unhappy about it. If +life, like the olive, is a bitter fruit, then grasp both with the press, +and they will afford the sweetest oil." Here he rose to remain alone on +the island till evening; he asked indulgence, but gave no excuse. His +lofty, ambitious soul was incapable of descending to the smallest lie, +even towards an animal. In Blumenbuehl he used daily to entice the tame +pigeons near him by holding out food; and his foster-sister often begged +him to catch one; but he always said, "No," for he would not betray the +confidence even of a brute creature. + +While they followed him with their eyes, as he slowly retired through +the laurel shades, with the shadows dancing after him and stray sunbeams +gliding down over him, and, as in a dream, gently bent the branches +apart with his hands extended before him, Dian broke forth: "What a +statue of Jupiter!" "And the ancients," said Schoppe, joining in, +"believed, moreover, that every god dwelt in his own statue." "A +magnificent, threefold breadth of brow, nasal bridge, and breast!" +continued Dian. "A Hercules planting olive-trees on Olympus!" "It struck +me very much," said the Lector, "that, after considerable study, I could +read in his countenance what I wished and what was mutually +contradictory,--coldness, warmth, innocence and gentleness, most readily +defiance and force." Schoppe added: "It may be still harder for himself +to compel such a congress of warring powers within him to become a +peace-congress." "How beautifully," said the humanly feeling Dian, "must +love sit upon so mighty a form, and how sublimely must anger!" "Those +are two poetic beauties," replied Schoppe, "out of which two +Pedagogiarchs and Zenophons, like us, can make little with their Cyrus +in their Cyropaedia." + + +4. CYCLE. + +Zesara had tasted only three glasses of wine; but the must of his thick, +hot blood fermented under it mightily. The day grew more and more into a +Daphnian and Delphic grove, in whose whispering and steamy thicket he +lost himself deeper and deeper,--the sun hung in the blue like a white +glistening snow-ball,--the glaciers cast their silvery glances down into +the green,--from distant clouds it thundered occasionally,[12] as if +spring were rolling along in his triumphal chariot far away towards us +at the north,--the living glow of the climate and the hour, and the holy +fire of two raptures, the remembered and the expected, warmed to life +all his powers. And now that fever of young health seized upon him, in +which it always seemed to him as if a particular heart beat in every +limb,--the lungs and the heart are heavy and full of blood,--the breath +is hot as a Harmattan wind,--and the eye dark in its own blaze,--and the +limbs are weary with energy. In this overcharge of the electrical cloud +he had a peculiar passion for destroying. When younger, he often +relieved himself by rolling fragments of rock to a summit and letting +them roll down, or by running on the full gallop till his breath grew +_longer_, or most surely by hurting himself with a penknife (as he had +heard of Cardan's doing), and even bleeding himself a little +occasionally. Seldom do ordinary, and still seldomer extraordinary, men +attain full-blooming youth of body and spirit, but when it does happen, +so much the more luxuriantly does one root bear a whole flower-garden. + +With such emotions Albano now stood alone behind the palace towards the +south, when a sport of his boyish years occurred to him. + +He had, namely, often in May, during a heavy wind, climbed up into a +thick-limbed apple-tree, which supported a whole green hanging cabinet, +and had laid himself down in the arms of its branches. And when, in this +situation, the wavering pleasure-grove swung him about amidst the +juggling play of the lily-butterflies and the hum of bees and insects +and the clouds of blossoms, and when the flaunting top now buried him in +rich green, now launched him into deep blue, and now into the sunshine, +then did his fancy stretch the tree to gigantic dimensions: it grew +alone in the Universe, as if it were the tree of endless life, its root +pierced far down into the abyss, the white-red clouds hung upon it as +blossoms, the moon as a fruit, the little stars glistened like dew, and +Albano reposed in its infinite summit, and a storm swayed the summit +from day into night and from night into day. + +And now he stood looking up to a tall cypress. A southeast breeze had +arisen from its siesta in Rome, and flying along had cooled itself by +the way in the tops of the lemon-trees and in a thousand brooks and +shadows, and now lay cradled in the arms of the cypress. Then he climbed +up the tree, in order at least to tire himself. But how did the world +stretch out before him, with its woods, its islands, and its mountains, +when he saw the thunder-cloud lying over Rome's seven hills, just as if +that old spirit were speaking from the gloom which once wrought in the +seven hills as in seven Vesuviuses, that had stood before the face of +the earth so many centuries with fiery columns, with erect tempests, and +had overspread it with clouds and ashes and fertility, till they at last +burst themselves asunder! The mirror-wall of the glaciers stood, like +his father, unmelted before the warm rays of heaven, and only glistened +and remained cold and hard,--from the broad expanse of the lake the +sunny hills seemed on every hand to rise as from their bath, and the +little ships of men seemed to lie fast stranded in the distance,--and, +floating far and wide around him, the great spirits of the past went by, +and under their invisible tread only the woods bowed themselves, the +flower-beds scarcely at all. Then did the outward past become in Albano +his own future,--no melancholy, but a thirst after all greatness that +inhabits and uplifts the spirit, and a shrinking from the unclean baits +of the future painfully compressed his eyelids, and heavy drops fell +from them. He came down, because his internal dizziness grew at last to +a physical. His rural education and the influence of Dian, who +reverenced the modest course of nature, had preserved the budding garden +of his faculties from the untimely morning sun and hasty growth; but the +expectation of the evening and the journey he had taken had conspired +to make the day of his life now too warm and stimulating. + +Roaming and dreaming, he lost himself among orange-blossoms. Suddenly it +was to him as if a sweet stirring in his inmost heart made it enlarge +painfully, and grow void, and then full again. Ah, he knew not that it +was the fragrances which he had here in childhood so often drunk into +his bosom, and which now darkly but powerfully called back every fantasy +and remembrance of the past, for the very reason that fragrances, unlike +the worn-out objects of the eye and ear, seldomer present themselves, +and therefore the more easily and intensely renew the faded sensations. +But when he happened into an arcade of the palace, which was colored +mosaically with variegated stones and shells, and when he saw the waves +playing and dancing on the threshold of the grotto, then did a +moss-grown past all at once reveal itself: he sounded his +recollections,--the colored stones of the grotto lay as it were full of +inscriptions of a former time before his memory. Ah, here had he been a +thousand times with his mother! She had showed him the shells and +forbidden him to approach the waves; and once, as the sun was rising and +the rippled lake and all the pebbles glistened, he had waked up on her +bosom, in the midst of the blaze of lights. + +O, was not, then, the place sacred, and was not here the overpowering +desire pardonable, which he had so long felt to-day, to open a wound in +his arm for the relief of the restless and tormenting blood? + +He scratched himself, but accidentally too deep, and with a cool and +pleasant exaltation of his more lightly-breathing nature he watched the +red fountain of his arm in the setting sun, and became, as if a burden +had fallen off from him, calm, sober, still, and tender. He thought of +his departed mother, whose love remained now forever unrequited. Ah, +gladly would he have poured out this blood for her,--and now, too, love +for his sickly father gushed up more warmly than ever in his bosom. O +come soon, said his heart, I will love thee so inexpressibly, thou dear +Father! + +The sun grew cold on the damp earth,--and now only the indented mural +crown formed by the gold wedges of the glacier-peaks glowed above the +spent clouds,--and the magic-lantern of nature threw its images longer +and fainter every moment, when a tall form, in an open red mantle, came +slowly along towards him round the cedar-trees, pressed with the right +hand the region of its heart, where little sparks glimmered, and with +the half-raised left crushed a waxen mask into a lump, and looked down +into its own breast. Suddenly it stiffened against the wall of the +palace in a petrified posture. Albano placed his hand upon his light +wound, and drew near to the petrified one. What a form! From a dry, +haggard face projected between eyes which gleamed on, half hid beneath +their sockets, a contemptuous nose with a proud curl,--there stood a +cherub with the germ of the fall, a scornful, imperious spirit, who +could not love aught, not even his own heart, hardly a higher,--one of +those terrible beings who exalt themselves above men, above misfortune, +above the earth, and above conscience, and to whom it is all the same +whatever human blood they shed, whether another's or their own. + +It was Don Gaspard. + +The sparkling chain of his order, made of steel and precious stones, +betrayed him. He had been seized with the catalepsy, his old complaint. +"O father!" said Albano, with terror, and embraced the immovable form; +but it was as if he clasped cold death to his heart. He tasted the +bitterness of a hell,--he kissed the rigid lip, and cried more +loudly,--at last, letting fall his arm, he started back from him, and +the exposed wound bled again without his feeling it; and gnashing his +teeth with wild, youthful love and with anguish, and with great +ice-drops in his eyes, he gazed upon the mute form, and tore its hand +from its heart. At this Gaspard, awaking, opened his eyes, and said, +"Welcome, my dear son!" Then the child, with overmastering bliss and +love, sank on his father's heart, and wept, and was silent. "Thou +bleedest, Albano," said Gaspard, softly holding him off; "bandage +thyself!" "Let me bleed; I will die with thee, if thou diest! O, how +long have I pined for thee, my good father!" said Albano, yet more +deeply agitated by his father's sick heart, which he now felt beating +more heavily against his own. "Very good; but bandage thyself!" said he; +and as the son did it, and while hurrying on the bandage, gazed with +insatiable love into the eye of his father,--that eye which cast only +cold glances like his jewelled ring; just then, on the chestnut-tops +which had been to-day the throne of the morning sun, the soft moon +opened soothingly her holy eye, and it was to the inflamed Albano, in +this home of his childhood and his mother, as if the spirit of his +mother were looking from heaven, and calling down, "I shall weep if you +do not love each other." His swelling heart overflowed, and he said +softly to his father, who was growing paler in the moonlight, "Dost thou +not love me, then?" "Dear Alban," replied the father, "one cannot answer +thee enough: thou art very good,--it is very good." But with the pride +of a love which boldly measured itself with his father's, he seized +firmly the hand with the mask, and looked on the Knight with fiery eyes. +"My son," replied the weary one, "I have yet much to say to thee to-day, +and little time, because I travel to-morrow,--and I know not how long +the beating of my heart will let me speak." Ah, then, that previous sign +of a touched soul had been only the sign of a disordered pulse. Thou +poor son, how must thy swollen sea stiffen before this sharp air,--ah, +how must thy warm heart cleave to the ice-cold metal, and tear itself +away not without a skin-peeling wound! + +But, good youth! who of us could blame thee that wounds should +attach thee as it were by a tie of _blood_ to thy true or false +demigod,--although a demigod is oftener joined to a demi-beast than a +demi-man,--and that thou shouldst so painfully love! Ah, what ardent +soul has not once uttered the prayer of love in vain, and then, lamed by +the chilling poison, like other poisoned victims, not been able any +longer to move its heavy tongue and heavy heart! But love on, thou warm +soul! like spring-flowers, like night-butterflies, tender love at last +breaks through the hard-frozen soil, and every heart, which desires +nothing else than a heart, finds at last its bosom! + + +5. CYCLE. + +The Knight took him up to a gallery supported by a row of stone pillars, +which lemon-trees strewed all over with perfumes and with little, lively +shadows, silver-edged by the moon. He drew two medallions from his +pocket-book,--one represented a remarkably youthful-looking female face, +with the circumscription, "Nous ne nous verrons jamais, mon fils." +"Here is thy mother," said Gaspard, giving it to him, "and here thy +sister"; and handed him the second, whose lines ran into an indistinct, +antiquated shape, with the circumscription, "Nous nous verrons un jour, +mon frere." He now began his discourse, which he delivered in such a low +tone and in so many loose sheets (one comma often coming at one end of +the gallery and the next at the other), and with such an alternation of +quick and slow paces, that the ear of any eavesdropping inquisitor +keeping step with them, under the gallery, had there been one down +there, could not have caught three drops of connected sound. "Thy +attention, dear Alban," he continued, "not thy fancy, must now be put on +the stretch. Thou art, unhappily, to-day too romantic for one who is to +hear so many romantic things. The Countess of Cesara ever loved the +mysterious; thou wilt perceive it in the commission which she gave me a +few days before her death, and which I was obliged to promise I would +execute this very Good-Friday." + +He said further, before beginning, that, as his catalepsy and +palpitation of the heart increased critically, he must hasten to Spain +to arrange his affairs, and, still more, those of his ward, the Countess +of Romeiro. Alban made one brotherly inquiry about his dear sister, so +long separated from him; his father gave him to hope he should soon see +her, as she intended to visit Switzerland with the Countess. + +As I do not perceive what people will gain by it, if I insert those (to +me) annoying geese-feet[13] with the everlasting "said he," I will +relate the commission in person. There would, at a certain time (the +Knight said), come to him three unknown persons,--one in the morning, +one at noon, and one in the evening,--and each one would present him a +card, in a sealed envelope, containing merely the name of the city and +the house wherein the picture-cabinet, which Albano must visit the very +same night, was to be found. In this cabinet he must touch and press all +the nails of the pictures till he comes to one behind which the pressure +makes a repeating-clock, built into the wall, strike twelve. Here he +finds behind the picture a secret arras-door, behind which sits a female +form with an open souvenir and three rings on her left hand, and a +crayon in her right. When he presses the ring of the middle finger, the +form will rise amidst the rolling of the internal wheel-work, step out +into the chamber, and the wheel-work, which is running down, will stop +with her at a wall whereon she indicates, by the crayon, a hidden +compartment, in which lie a pocket-perspective glass and the waxen +impression of a coffin-key. The eye-glass of the perspective arranges by +an optical anamorphosis the snarl of withering lines on the medallion of +his sister, which he had to-day received, into a sweet, young form, and +the object-glass gives back to the immature image of his mother the +lineaments of mature life. Then he is to press the ring-finger, and +immediately the dumb, cold figure will begin to write with the crayon in +the souvenir, and designate to him, in a few words, the place of the +coffin, of whose key he has the waxen impression. In the coffin lies a +black marble slab, in the form of a black Bible; and when he has broken +it he will find a kernel therein, from which is to grow the +Christmas-tree of his whole life. If the slab is not in the coffin, then +he is to give the last ring of the little finger a pressure,--but what +this wooden Guerike's weather-prophet of his destiny would do, the +Knight himself could not predict. + +I am fully of opinion that from this bizarre testament the +repeating-work and half of the wheel-work might easily be broken out, +(just as clocks are now made in London with only two wheels,) without +doing the dial-work or the movement of the hands the least injury. + +Upon Albano all this testamentary whirl and whiz had, contrary to my +expectation, almost no effect; excepting to produce a more tender love +for the good mother who, when she already beheld, in the stream of life +below, the swift image of the pouncing hawk of death, thought only of +her son. Upon the fixed, iron countenance of his father he so gazed +during this narrative with tender gratitude for the pains he had taken +to remember and relate, as almost to lose the thread of the discourse, +and in the moonshine and to the eye of his fancy the Knight grew to a +Colossus of Rhodes, hiding half the horizon of the present, a being for +whom this testamentary memory-work seemed almost too trivial. + +Thus far Don Gaspard had spoken merely as a genuine man of the world, +who always excludes from his speech (into which no special, intimate +relations enter) all mention or flattery of a person, of others as well +as of himself, and regards even historical persons merely as conditions +of things, so that two such impersonalities with their grim coldness +seemed to be only two speaking logics or sciences, not living beings +with beating hearts. O, how softly did it flow, like a tender melody, +into Albano's lovesick heart, which the pure and mild moon, and the +glimmering island-garden of his early days, and the voice of his mother +sounding on and echoing in his soul, all conspired to melt, when at +length the _father_ said: "So much have I to tell of the Countess. Of +myself I have nothing to say to thee but to express my constant +satisfaction hitherto with thy life." "O, give me, dearest father, +instruction and counsel for my future government," said the enraptured +man, and as Gaspard's right hand twitched convulsively toward his more +hurriedly beating heart, he followed it with his left to the sick spot +and pressed intensely the hysterical heart as if he could arrest by +grasping at the spokes this down-hill-rolling wheel of life. The Knight +replied: "I have nothing more to say to thee. The _Linden City_ +(Pestitz) is now open to thee; thy mother had shut it against thee. The +hereditary Prince, who will soon be Prince, and the minister, Von +Froulay, who is my friend, will be thine. I believe it will be of +service to thee to cultivate their acquaintance." + +The sharp-sighted Gaspard saw at this moment suddenly flit across the +pure, open countenance of the youth strange emotions and hot blushes, +which nothing immediate could explain, and which instantly passed away, +as if annihilated, when he thus continued: "To a man of rank, sciences +and polite learning, which to others are final ends, are only means and +recreations; and great as thy inclination for them may be, thou wilt, +however, surely, in the end give actions the preference over enjoyments; +thou wilt not feel thyself born to instruct or amuse men merely, but to +manage and to rule them. It were well if thou couldst gain the minister, +and thereby the knowledge of government and political economy which he +can give thee; for in the sketch of one country as well as of one court +thou hast the grand outlines of every greater one to which thou mayest +be called, and for which thou wilt have to educate thyself. It is my +wish that thou shouldst be even a favorite of the Prince and the Court, +less because thou hast need of connections than because thou needest +experience. Only through men are men to be subdued and surpassed, not +by books and superior qualities. One must not display his worth in order +to gain men, but gain them first, and then, and not until then, show his +worth. There is no calamity like ignorance; and not so much by virtue as +by understanding is man made formidable and fortunate. Thou hast at most +to shun men who are too like thee, particularly the noble." The +corrosive sublimate of his irony consisted here, not in his pronouncing +"noble" with an accented, ironical tone, but in his pronouncing it, +contrary to what might have been expected, coldly and without any tone +at all. Albano's hand, still on his, had for some time slipped down from +his father's heart along the sharp-edged steel chain of his order to the +golden, metal-cold lamb that hung from it. The youth, like all young men +and hermits, had too severe notions of courtiers and men of the world: +he held them to be decided basilisks and dragons,--although I can still +excuse that, if he means by basilisks only what the naturalists +mean,--wingless lizards,--and by dragons, nothing but winged ones, and +thus regards them only as amphibia, hardly less cold and odious than +Linnaeus defines such to be. Besides, he cherished (so easily does +Plutarch become the seducer of youth whose biographer he might have +been, like me) more contempt than reverence for the _artolatry_ (loaf +and fish service) of our age, always transubstantiating (inversely) its +_god_ into _bread_,--for the best bread-studies or bread-carts,--for the +making of a _carriere_,--for every one, in short, who was not a +dare-devil, and who, instead of catapultas and war machines, operated +with some sort of invisible magnetic wands, suction-works, and +cupping-glasses, and took anything in that way. Every young man has a +fine season in his life when he will accept no office, and every young +woman has the same in hers, when she will accept no husband; by and by +they both change, and often take one another into the bargain. + +As the Knight advanced the above propositions, certainly not offensive +to any man of the world, there swelled in his son a holy, generous +pride,--it seemed to him as if his heart and even his body, like that of +a praying saint, were lifted by a soaring genius far above the +race-courses of a greedy, creeping age,--the great men of a greater time +passed before him under their triumphal arches, and beckoned him to come +nearer to them: in the east lay Rome and the moon, and before him the +Circus of the Alps,--a mighty Past by the side of a mighty Present. With +the proud and generous consciousness that there is something more +godlike in us than prudence and understanding, he laid hold of his +father, and said: "This whole day, dear father, has been one increasing +agitation in my heart. I cannot speak nor think rightly for emotion. +Father, I will visit them all; I will soar away above men; but I despise +the dirty road to the object. I will in the sea of the world rise like a +living man by _swimming_, and not like a drowned man by _corruption_. +Yes, father, let Fate cast a gravestone upon this breast, and crush it, +when it has lost virtue and the divinity and its own heart." + +What made Albano speak so warmly was that he could not avoid an +irrepressible veneration for the great soul of the Knight; he +continually represented to himself the pangs and the lingering death of +so strong a life, the sharp smoke of so great a coldly quenched fire, +and inferred from the emotions of his own living soul what must be those +of his father, who in his opinion had only gradually thus crumbled upon +a broad bed of black, cold worldlings, as the diamond cannot be +volatilized except on a bed of dead, burnt-out, blacksmith's coals. Don +Gaspard, who seldom, and then only mildly, found fault with men,--not +from love, but from indifference,--patiently replied to the youth: "Thy +warmth is to be praised. All will come right in good time. Now let us +eat." + + +6. CYCLE. + +The banquet-hall of our Islanders was in the rich palace of the absent +Borromaean family. They conceded to the lovely island the prize-apple of +Paris and the laurel-wreath. Augusti and Gaspard wrote their eulogies +upon it in a clear, easy style, only Gaspard used the more antitheses. +Albano's breast was filled with a new world, his eye with radiance, his +cheeks with joyous blood. The Architect extolled as well the taste as +the purse of the hereditary Prince, who by means of both had brought +with him to his country, not artistic masters indeed, but still +masterpieces, and at whose instance this very Dian was going to Italy to +take casts for him there of the antiques. Schoppe replied: "I hope the +German is as well supplied with painters' academies and painters' colics +as any other people; our pictures on goods, our illuminated Theses in +Augsburg, our margins of newspapers, and our vignettes in every dramatic +work, (whereby we had an earlier _Shakespeare Gallery_ than London,) our +gallows-birds hung in effigy,--are well known to every one, and show at +first sight how far we carry the thing. But I will even allow that +Greeks and Italians paint as well as we; still we tower far above them +in this, that we, like nature and noble suitors, never seek isolated +beauty, without connected advantage. A beauty which we cannot also +roast, sell at auction, wear, or marry, passes with us only for just +what it is worth; beauty is with us (I hope) never anything else but +selvage and trimming to utility, just as, also, at the Diet of the +Empire, it is not the side-tables of confectionery, but the +session-tables, that are the proper work-tables of the body politic. +Genuine Beauty and Art are therefore with us set, painted, stamped only +on things which at the same time bring in something; e. g. fine Madonnas +only in the journals of fashion,--etched leaves only on packages of +tobacco-leaves,--cameos on pipe-bowls,--gems on seals, and wood-cuts on +tallies; flower-pieces are sought, but on bandboxes,--faithful +Wouwermanns, but in horses' stalls before the stallions,[14]--bas-reliefs +of princes' heads, either on dollars or on Bavarian beer-pitcher covers, +but both must be of unalloyed pewter,--rose-pieces and lily-pieces, but +on tattooed women. On a similar principle, in Basedow's system of +education, beautiful painting and the Latin vocabulary were always +linked together, because the Institute more easily retains the latter by +the help of the former. So, too, Van der Kabel never painted a hare to +order, without requiring for himself one freshly-shot model after +another to eat and copy. So again, the artist Calear painted beautiful +hose, but painted them immediately on to his own legs." + +The Knight heard such talk with pleasure, though he neither laughed at +nor imitated it; to him all colors in the prism of genius were +agreeable. Only to the Architect it was not enough in Greek taste, and +not courtly enough for the Lector. The latter turned round to the +departing Dian, with a somewhat flattering air, while Schoppe was +recovering breath for renewed detraction of us Germans, and said: +"Formerly Rome took away from other lands only works of art, but now +artists themselves." + +Schoppe continued: "So also our statues are no idle, dawdling citizens, +but they all drive a trade;--such as are caryates hold up houses; such +as are angels bear baptismal vessels; and heathen water-gods labor at +the public fountains, and pour out water into the pitchers of the +maidens." + +The Count spoke warmly for us, the Lector brilliantly: the Knight +remarked, that the German taste and the German talent for poetic +beauties made good and explained their want of both for other beauties +(on the ground of climate, form of government, poverty, &c.). The Knight +resembled a celestial telescope, through which the planets appear larger +and the suns smaller; like that instrument, he took away from suns their +borrowed lustre, without restoring to them their true and greater glory; +he cut in twain, indeed, the noose of a Judas, but he extinguished the +halo on a Christ's head, and in general he sought to make out +ingeniously a parity and equality between darkness and light. + +Schoppe was never silenced (I am sorry that in his toleration-mandate +for Europe the German Circles should have been left out). He began +again: "The little which I just brought forward in praise of the +serviceable Germans has, it seems, provoked contradiction. But the +slight laurel-crown which I place upon the holy body of the Empire shall +never blind my eyes to the bald spots. I have often thought it +commendable in Socrates and Christ, that they did not teach in Hamburg, +in Vienna, or in any Brandenburg city, and go through the streets with +their disciples; they would have been questioned, in the name of the +magistrates, whether they could not work; and had both been with +families in Wetzlar, they would have extorted from the latter the +_negligence-money_.[15] Touching the poetic art, Sir Knight, I have +known many a citizen of the Empire who could make but little out of an +ode unless it were upon himself: he fancied he could tell when poetic +liberties infringed upon the liberty of the Empire: such a man, who +certainly always marched to his work regularly, composedly, and +considerately in Saxon term-times, was exceedingly pained and perplexed +by poetic flights. And is it, then, so unaccountable and bad? The worthy +inhabitant of an imperial city binds on in front a napkin when he wishes +to weep, in order that he may not stain his satin vest, and the tears +which fall from his eyes upon a letter of condolence he marks as he +would any darker punctuation: what wonder, if, like the ranger, he +should know no fairer flower than that on the posteriors of the stag, +and if the poetical violets, like the botanical,[16] should operate upon +him as a mild emetic. Such were, according to my notion, one way at +least of warding off the reproach which is flung at us Germans." + + +7. CYCLE. + +What a singular night followed upon this singular day! Sleepy with +travelling, all went to rest; only Albano, in whom the hot eventful day +still burned on, said to the Knight that he could not now, with his +breast full of fire, find coolness and rest anywhere but under the cold +stars and the blossoms of the Italian spring. He leaned against a statue +on the upper terrace, near a blooming balustrade of citrons, that he +might sweetly shut his eyes beneath the starry heaven, and still more +sweetly open them in the morning. Even in his earlier youth had he, as +well as myself, wished himself upon the Italian roofs of warm lands, in +order, not as a night-walker, but as a regular sleeper, to wake up +thereon. + +How magnificently there does the eye open upon the radiant hanging +gardens full of eternal blossoms above thee, whereas on thy German +sweltry feather-pillow thou hast nothing before thee, when thou lookest +up, but the bed-tail! + +While Zesara was thus traversing waves, mountains, and stars with a +stiller and stiller soul, and when at last garden and sky and lake ran +together into one dark Colossus, and he sadly thought of his pale +mother, and of his sister, and of the announced wonders of his future +life, a figure dressed all in black, with the image of a death's-head on +its breast, came slowly and painfully, and with trembling breath, up the +terraces behind him. "Remember death!" it said. "Thou art Albano de +Zesara?" "Yes," said Zesara, "who art thou?" "I am," it said, "a father +of death.[17] It is not from fear, but from habit, I tremble so." + +The limbs of the man continued to quake all over, in a frightful and +almost audible manner. Zesara had often wished an adventure for his idle +bravery; now he had it before him. Meantime, however, he kept a sharp +watch with his eye, and when the monk said, "Look up to the evening star +and tell me when it goes down, for my sight is weak," he threw only a +hasty glance upwards. "Three stars," said he, "are still between it and +the Alps." "When it sets," the father continued, "then thy sister in +Spain gives up the ghost, and thereupon she will speak with thee here +from Heaven." Zesara was hardly touched by a finger of the cold hand of +horror, simply because he was not in a room, but in the midst of young +Nature, who stations her mountains and stars as watchmen around the +trembling spirit; or it may have been because the vast and substantial +bodily world, so near before us, crowds out and hides with its +building-work the world of spirits. He asked, with indignation: "Who art +thou? What knowest thou? What wilt thou?" and grasped at the folded +hands of the monk, and held both imprisoned in one of his. "Thou dost +not know me, my son," said the father of death, calmly. "I am a +Zahouri,[18] and come from Spain from thy sister; I see the dead down in +the earth, and know beforehand when they will appear and discourse. But +their apparition above ground I do not see, and their discourse I cannot +hear." + +Here he looked sharply at the youth, whose features suddenly grew rigid +and lengthened, for a voice like a female and familiar one began slowly +over his head: "Take the crown,--take the crown,--I will help thee." The +monk asked: "Is the evening-star already gone down? Is _it_ talking with +thee?" Zesara looked upward, and could not answer; the voice from Heaven +spake again, and said the same thing. The monk guessed as much, and +said: "Thus did thy father hear thy mother from on high, when he was in +Germany; but he had me thrown into prison for a long time, because he +thought I deceived him." At the mention of his "father," whose disbelief +of the spiritual Zesara knew, he hurried the monk, by his two hands +held fast in his own single and strong one, down the terraces, in order +to hear where the voice might now be. The old man smiled softly; the +voice again spake above him, but in these words: "Love the beautiful +one,--love the beautiful one,--I will help thee." A skiff was moored to +the shore, which he had already seen during the day. The monk, who +apparently wished to do away the suspicion of a voice being concealed +anywhere, stepped into the gondola, and beckoned him to follow. The +youth, relying on his bodily and mental strength and his skill in +swimming, boldly pushed off with the monk from the island; but what a +shudder seized upon his innermost fibres, when not only the voice above +him called again, "Love the beautiful one whom I will show thee,--I will +help thee," but when he even saw, off toward the terrace, a female form, +with long, chestnut-brown hair, and dark eyes, and a shining, swan-like +neck, and with the complexion and vigor of the richest climate, rise, +like a nobler Aphrodite, revealed down to her bosom, from out the +deepest waves. But in a few seconds the Goddess sank back again beneath +the surface, and the spirit-voice continued to whisper overhead, "Love +the beautiful one whom I showed thee." The monk coldly and silently +prayed during the scene, of which he heard and saw nothing. At length he +said: "On the next Ascension-day, at the hour of thy birth, thou wilt +stand beside a heart which is not within a breast, and thy sister will +announce to thee from Heaven the name of thy bride." + +When before us feeble, rheumy creatures, who, like Polypuses and +flowers, only _feel_ and _seek_, but cannot _see_ the light of a higher +element, a flash darts, in the total eclipse of our life, through the +earthly mass which hangs before our higher sun,[19] that ray cuts in +pieces the nerve of vision, which can bear only _forms_, not _light_; no +burning terror wings the heart and the blood, but a cold shudder at our +own thoughts, and in the presence of a new, incomprehensible world, +chains the warm stream, and life becomes ice. + +Albano, from whose teeming fancy a chaos might spring as easily as a +universe, grew pale; but it was with him as if he lost not so much his +spirit as his understanding. He rowed impetuously, almost unconsciously, +to the shore,--he could not look the father of death in the face, +because his wild fancy, tearing everything to pieces, distorted and +distended all forms, like clouds, into horrid shapes,--he hardly heard +the monk when he said, by way of farewell, "Next Good Friday, perhaps, I +may come again." The monk stepped on board a skiff which came along of +itself (propelled, probably, by a wheel under the water), and soon +disappeared behind, or in, the little Fisher's island (Isola peschiere). + +For the space of a minute Alban reeled, and it appeared to him as if the +garden and the sky and all were a floating and fleeting fog-bank,--as if +nothing _were_, as if he had not lived. This arsenical qualm was at once +blown away from his stifled breast by the breath of the Librarian, +Schoppe, who was piping merrily at the chamber window; all at once his +life grew warm again, the earth came back, and existence _was_. Schoppe, +who could not sleep for warmth, now came down to make his own bed also +on the tenth terrace. He saw in Zesara an intense inward agitation, but +he had long been accustomed to such, and made no inquiries. + + +8. CYCLE. + +Not by reasonings, but by pleasantries, is the ice most easily melted in +our choked-up wheel-work. After a chatty hour, not much more was left of +all that had passed in the youth's mind than a vexatious feeling and a +happy one; the former, to think that he had not taken the monk by the +cowl and carried him before the Knight; and the latter, at the +remembrance of the noble female form, and at the very prospect of a life +full of adventures. Still, when he closed his eyes, monsters full of +wings, worlds full of flames, and a deep-weltering chaos, swept around +his soul. + +At last, in the cool of the after-midnight, his tired senses, under a +slow and dissolving influence, approached the magnetic mountain of +slumber; but what a dream came to him on that still mountain! He lay (so +he dreamed) on the crater of Hecla. An upheaved column of water lifted +him with it, and held him balanced on its hot waves in mid-heaven. High +in the ethereal night above him stretched a gloomy tempest, like a long +dragon, swollen with devoured constellations; near below hung a bright +little cloud, attracted by the tempest,--through the light gauze of the +little cloud flowed a dark red, either of two rose-buds or of two lips, +and a green stripe of a veil or of an olive-twig, and a ring of +milk-blue pearls or of forget-me-not,--at length a little vapor diffused +itself over the red, and nothing was there but an open, blue eye, which +looked up to Albano infinitely mild and imploring; and he stretched out +his hands towards the enveloped form, but the water-column was too low. +Then the black tempest flung hailstones, but in their fall they became +snow, and then dew-drops, and at last, in the little cloud, silvery +light; and the green veil swept illuminated in the vapor. Then Albano +exclaimed, "I will shed all my tears and swell the column, that I may +reach thee, fair eye!" And the blue eye grew moist with longing, and +closed with love. The column grew with a loud roaring, the tempest +lowered itself, and pressed down the little cloud before it, but he +could not touch it. Then he tore open his veins and cried, "I have no +more tears, but all my blood will I pour out for thee, that I may reach +thy heart." Under the bleeding the column rose higher and faster,--the +broad, blue ether began to swim, and the tempest was dissipated like +spray, and all the stars that it had swallowed came forth with living +looks,--the little cloud, hovering freely, floated gleaming down to the +column,--the blue eye, as it approached, opened slowly, and suddenly +closed and buried itself deeper in its light; but a soft sigh whispered +in the cloud, "Draw me to thy heart!" O, then he flung his arms through +the flashing light and swept away the mist, and snatched a white form, +that seemed to be made of moonlight, to his glowing breast. But ah! the +melting snow of the light escaped from his hot arms,--the beloved one +melted away and became a tear, and the warm tear found its way through +his breast, and sank into his heart, and burned therein; and his heart +began to dissolve, and seemed as if it would die.... Then he opened his +eyes. + +But what an unearthly waking! The little, white, spent cloud, stained +with storm-drops, still hung bending down over him, in Heaven,--it was +the bright, lovingly near moon, that had come in above him. He had bled +in his sleep, the bandage of his wounded arm having been pushed off by +its violent movement. His raptures had melted the night-frost of +ghostly terror. In a transfiguring euthanasia, his firm being fluttered +loosely around like an uncertain dream,--he had been wafted and rocked +upward into the starry heaven as on a mother's breast, and all the stars +had flowed into the moon and enlarged her glory,--his heart, flung into +a warm tear, gently dissolved therein,--out of him was only shadow, +within him dazzling light,--the wind of the flying earth swept by before +the upright flame of his soul, and it bent not. Ah, his Psyche glided +with keen, unruffled, inaudible falcon-pinions, in silent ecstasy +through the thin air of life.... + +It appeared to him as if he were dying, for it was some time before he +became aware of the increasing warmth of his bleeding left arm, which +had lifted him into the long Elysium that reached over from his dreaming +into his waking state. He refastened the bandage more tightly. + +All at once he heard, during the operation, a louder plashing below him +than mere waters could make. He looked over the balcony, and saw his +father and Dian, without a farewell,--which, with Gaspard, was +only the poisonous meadow-saffron in the autumnal moment of +leave-taking,--fleeing, like blossom-leaves dropped out of the +flower-wreath of his life, away across the waves amid the swan-song of +the nightingales!... O, thou good young man, how often has this night +befooled and robbed thee! He spread out his arms after them,--the pain +of the dream still continued, and inspired him,--his flying father +seemed to him a loving father again,--in anguish he called down, +"Father, look round upon me! Ah, how canst thou thus forsake me without +a syllable? And thou too, Dian! O comfort me, if you hear me!" Dian +threw kisses to him, and Gaspard laid his hand upon his sick heart. +Albano thought of that copyist of death, the palsy, and would gladly +have held out his wounded arm over the waves, and poured out his warm +life as a libation for his father, and he called after them, "Farewell! +farewell!" Languishing, he pressed the cold, stony limbs of a colossal +statue to his burning veins, and tears of vain longing gushed down his +fair face, while the warm tones of the Italian nightingales, trilling in +response to each other from bank and island, sucked his heart till it +was sore with soft vampyre-tongues.----Ah, when thou shalt be loved, +glowing youth, how thou wilt love!--In his thirst for a warm, +communicative soul, he woke up his Schoppe, and pointed out to him the +fugitives. But while the latter was saying something or other +consolatory, Albano gazed fixedly at the gray speck of the skiff, and +heard not a word. + + +9. CYCLE. + +The two continued up, and refreshed themselves by a stroll through the +dewy island; and the sight of the alto-rilievo of day, as it came out in +glistening colors from the fading crayon-drawings of the moonlight, woke +them to full life. Augusti joined them, and proposed to them to take the +half-hour's sail over to Isola Madre. Albano heartily besought the two +to sail over alone, and leave him here to his solitary walks. The Lector +now detected, with a sharper look, the traces of the young man's nightly +adventures,--how beautifully had the dream, the monk, the sleeplessness, +the bleeding, subdued the bold, defiant form, and softened every tone, +and that mighty energy was now only a magic waterfall by moonlight! +Augusti took it for caprice, and went alone with Schoppe; but the fewest +persons possible comprehend, that it is only with the fewest persons +possible, (and not with an army of visitors,) properly only with +two,--the most intimate and like-minded friend and the beloved +object,--one can bear to take a walk. Verily, I had as lief kneel down +to make a declaration of love openly, in the face of a whole court, on +the birthday of a princess,--for show me, I pray, the difference,--as to +gaze on thee, Nature, my beloved, through a long vanguard and rear-guard +of witnesses to my enraptured attitude! + +How happy did solitude make Albano, whose heart and eyes were full of +tears, which he concealed for shame, and which yet so justified and +exalted him in his own mind! For he labored under the singular mistake +of fiery and vigorous youths,--the idea that he had not a tender heart, +had too little feeling, and was hard to be moved. But now his enervation +gave him a soft, poetical forenoon, such as he had never before known, +and in which he would fain have embraced tearfully all that he had ever +loved,--his good, dear, far-off foster parents in Blumenbuehl; his poor +father, ill just in spring, when death always builds his flower-decked +gate of sacrifice; and his sister, buried in the veil of the past, whose +likeness he had gotten, whose after-voice he had heard this night, and +whose last hour the nightly liar had brought so near to him in his +fiction. Even the nocturnal magic-lantern show, still going on in his +heart, troubled him by its mysteriousness, since he could not ascribe it +to any known person, and by the prediction that at his birth-hour, which +was so near,--the next Ascension-day,--he should learn the name of his +bride. The laughing day took away, indeed, from the ghost-scenes their +deathly hue, but gave to the crown and the water-goddess fresh +radiance. + +He roamed dreamily through all holy places in this promised land. He +went into the dark Arcade where he had found his childhood's relics and +his father, and took up, with a sad feeling, the crushed mask which had +fallen on the ground. He ascended the gallery, checkered with +lemon-shadows and sunbeams, and looked toward the tall cypresses and the +chestnut summits in the far blue, where the moon had appeared to him +like an opening mother's eye. He approached a cascade, behind the +laurel-grove, which was broken into twenty landing-places, as his life +was into twenty years, and he felt not its thin rain upon his hot +cheeks. + +He then went back again to the top of the high terrace to look for his +returning friends. How brokenly and magically did the sunshine of the +outward world steal into the dark, holy labyrinth of the inner! Nature, +which yesterday had been a flaming sun-ball, was to-day an evening star, +full of twilight: the world and the future lay around him so vast, and +yet so near and tangible, as glaciers before a rain appear nearer in the +deepening blue. He stationed himself on the balcony, and held on by the +colossal statue; and his eye glanced down to the lake, and up to the +Alps and to the heavens, and down again; and, under the friendly air of +Hesperia, all the waves and all the leaves fluttered beneath their light +veil. White towers glistened from the green of the shore, and bells and +birds crossed their music in the wind: a painful yearning seized him, as +he looked along the track of his father; and, ah! toward the _warmer_ +Spain, full of voluptuous spring-times, full of soft orange-nights, full +of the scattered limbs of dismembered giant mountain-ridges, heaped +around in wild grandeur,--thither how gladly would he have flown through +the lovely sky! At length, joy and dreaming and parting were all melted +into that nameless melancholy, in which the excess of delight clothes +the pain of limitation,--because, indeed, it is easier to _overflow_ +than to _fill_ our hearts. + +All at once Albano was touched and smitten,--as if the Divinity of Love +had sent an earthquake into his inner temple, to consecrate him for her +approaching apparition,--as he read on a young Indian-tree near him the +little sign bearing its name,--the "Liana." He gazed upon it tenderly, +and said again and again, "Dear Liana!" He would fain have broken off a +twig for himself; but when he reflected, that if he did water would run +out of it, he said, "No, Liana, I will not cause thee to weep!" and so +forbore, because in his memory the plant stood in some sort of +relationship to an unknown dear being. With inexpressible longings to be +away, he now looked toward the temple-gates of Germany,--the Alps. The +snow-white angel of his dream seemed to veil herself deep in a +spring-cloud, and to glide along in it speechless,--and it was to him as +if he heard from afar harmonica-tones. He drew forth, just for the sake +of having something German, a letter-case, whereon his foster-sister +Rabette had embroidered the words, "Gedenke unserer" (Think of us): he +felt himself alone, and was now glad to see his friends, who were gayly +rowing back from Isola Madre. + +Ah, Albano, what a morning would this have been for a spirit like thine +ten years later, when the compact bud of young vigor had unfolded its +leaves more widely and tenderly and freely! To a soul like thine would +have arisen at such a period, when the present was pale before it, two +worlds at once,--the two rings around the Saturn of time,--that of the +past and that of the future: then wouldst thou not merely have glanced +over a short interval of race-ground to the pure, white goal, but turned +thyself round, and surveyed the long, winding track already run. Thou +wouldst have reckoned up the thousand mistakes of the will, the missteps +of the soul, and the irreparable waste of heart and brain. Couldst thou +then have looked upon the ground without asking thyself: "Ah, have the +thousand and four earthquakes[20] which have passed through me, as +through the land behind me, enriched me as these have enriched the soil? +O, since all experiences are so dear,--since they cost us either our +days, or our energies, or our illusions,--O why must man every morning, +in the presence of Nature, who profits by every dew-drop that stands in +a flower-cup, blush with such a sense of impoverishment over the +thousand vainly dried tears which he has already shed and caused! From +springs this almighty mother draws summers; from winters, springs; from +volcanoes, woods and mountains; from hell, a heaven; from this, a +greater,--and we, foolish children, know not how from a given past to +prepare for ourselves a future, which shall satisfy us! We peck, like +the Alpine daw, at everything shiny, and carry the red-hot coals aside +as if they were gold-pieces, and set houses on fire with them. Ah! more +than one great and glorious world goes down in the heart, and leaves +nothing behind; and it is precisely the stream of the higher geniuses +which flies to spray and fertilizes nothing, even as high waterfalls +break and flutter in thin mist over the earth." + +Albano welcomed his friends with atoning tenderness; but the youth +became, as the day waxed, as dull and heavy-hearted as one who has +stripped his chamber at the inn, settled his bill, and has only a few +moments left to walk up and down in the bare, rough stubble-field, +before the horses are brought. Like falling bodies, resolutions moved in +his impetuous soul with increasing velocity and force every new second: +with outward mildness, but inward vehemence, he begged his friends to +start with him this very day. And so in the afternoon he went away with +them from the still island of his childhood, speedily to enter, through +the chestnut avenues of Milan, on a new theatre of his life, and to come +upon the trap-door, which opens down into the subterranean passage of so +many mysteries. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[2] Scale.--TR. + +[3] This statue, thirty-five ells high, on a pedestal of +twenty-five ells, in whose head twelve men can find room, stands +near Arona, and is exactly of a height with Isola Bella, which +stands over against it, and which rises on ten gardens or +terraces built one upon another.--_Keysler's Travels, &c._, Vol. +I. + +[4] The old Kremnitz ducats have the infant Jesus on the right +arm; but the new and _lighter_ ones on the left. + +[5] Franklin advised the preserving and corking up of vessels +from which all the liquor had been drunk, in order thereby to +keep the ship afloat. + +[6] The horse, in the funeral procession of a prince, that comes +last, and is decked out gayly for the successor of the +deceased.--TR. + +[7] Gray-league (Grau-buenden), the Swiss Canton of the +Grisons.--TR. + +[8] Pictures by Peter Molyn, who, on account of his fine storms, +was called only Tempesta. + +[9] The Pasquino is notoriously mutilated.--Delia Porta was a +great restorer of old statues. + +[10] I. e. to be pressed between two wooden cylinders and a +metallic one. + +[11] This pill consists of Antimonia Regia, and by reason of its +hardness may be swallowed over and over again with the same +effect each time; only a little wine is sprinkled on it before +each repetition of the experiment. + +[12] _Tirare di primavere_, the people call it; and Peter Schoppe +translated it grandly enough, _Electrical pistol-firing of +spring_. + +[13] Quotation-marks.--TR. + +[14] A good Wouwermann means, in painters' language, a +well-executed horse, the sight of which has an influence on the +beauty of the future colt. + +[15] This name is given to the quantum which is withheld from the +associate judges of the Supreme Court when they have not worked +enough. + +[16] The Ipecacuanha belongs to the Violet species. + +[17] Of the order of St. Paul, or _memento mori_, which died in +France in the seventeenth century. The above address is its usual +greeting. + +[18] The Zahouris in Spain are, as is well known, gifted with the +power of discerning corpses, veins of metal, &c. far under the +earth. + +[19] According to the account of some astronomers, that the sun, +when eclipsed, has sometimes shone through an opening of the +moon, Ulloa, e. g., assures us that he once witnessed. + +[20] In Calabria (1785) a thousand and four earthquakes happened +in the space of three fourths of a year.--_Muenter's Travels, &c._ + + + + +_INTRODUCTORY PROGRAMME_ + +TO TITAN. + + +Before I dedicated Titan to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor and Feudal +Provost of Flachsenfingen, Mr. Von Hafenreffer, I first requested +permission from him in the following terms:-- + +"Since you have assisted far more in this history than the Russian Court +did in Voltaire's Genesis-History of Peter the Great, you cannot confer +any handsomer favor upon a heart longing to thank you, than the +permission to offer and dedicate to you, as to a Jew's God, what you +have created." + +But he wrote me back on the spot:-- + + "For the same reason, you might still better, in imitation + of Sonnenfels, dedicate the work to yourself, and, in a more + just sense than others, combine in one person author and + patron. I beg you then (were it only on Mr. Von **'s and + Mrs. Von **'s account) to leave me out of the play, and + confine yourself to the most indispensable notices, which + you may be pleased to give the public, of the very + mechanical interest which I have in your beautiful work; but + for the gods' sake, hic haec hoc hujus huic hunc hanc hoc hoc + hac hoc. + + "VON HAFENREFFER." + + +The Latin line is a cipher, and shall remain dark to the public. +What the same public has to demand in the way of Introductory +Programme consists of four explanations of title, and one of +fact. + +The first nominal explanation, which relates to the _Jubilee Period_, I +get from the founder of the Period, the Rector Franke, who explains it +to be an Era or space of time, invented by him, of one hundred and +fifty-two Cycles, each of which contains in itself its good forty-nine +tropical Lunar-Solar years. The word _Jubilee_ is prefixed by the Rector +for this reason, that in every seventh year a lesser, and in every seven +times seventh, or forty-ninth, a greater, Jubilee-, Intercalary-, +Indulgence-, Sabbath-, or Trumpet-year occurred, in which one lived +without debts, without sowing and laboring, and without slavery. I make +a sufficiently happy application, as it seems to me, of this title, +Jubilee, to my historical chapters, which conduct the business-man and +the business-woman round and round in an easy cycle or circle full of +free Sabbath-, Indulgence-, Trumpet-, and Jubilee-hours, in which both +have neither to sow nor to pay, but only to reap and to rest; for I am +the only one who, like the bowed and crooked-up drudge of a ploughman, +stand at my writing-table, and see sowing-machines, and debts of honor, +and manacles, before and on me. The seven thousand four hundred and +forty-eight tropical Lunar-Solar years which one of Franke's Jubilee +periods includes are also found with me, but only dramatically, because +in every chapter just that number of ideas--and ideas are, indeed, the +long and cubic measure of time--will be presented by me to the reader, +till the short time has become as long to him as the chapter required. + +A Cycle, which is the subject of my second nominal definition, needs by +this time no definition at all. + +The third nominal definition has to describe the _obligato-leaves_, +which I edit in loose sheets in every Jubilee period. The +obligato-leaves admit absolutely none but pure contemporaneous facts, +less immediately connected with my hero, concerning persons, however, +the more immediately connected with him; in the obligato-leaves, +moreover, not the smallest satirical extravasate of digression, no, not +of the size of a blister, is perceptible; but the happy reader journeys +on with his dear ones, free and wide awake, right through the ample +court-residence and riding-ground and landscape of a whole, long volume, +amidst purely historical figures, surrounded on all sides by busy +mining-companies and Jews'-congregations, advancing columns on the +march, mounted hordes, and companies of strolling players,--and his eye +cannot be satisfied with seeing. + +But when the Tome is ended, then begins--this is the last nominal +definition--a small one, in which I give just what I choose (only no +narrative), and in which I flit to and fro so joyously, with my long +bee's-sting, from one blossom-nectary and honey-cell to another, that I +name the little sub-volume, made up as it is merely for the private +gratification of my own extravagance, very fitly my _honey-moons_, +because I make less honey therein than I eat, busily employed, not as a +working-bee to supply the hive, but as a bee-master to take up the comb. +Until now I had surely supposed that every reader would readily +distinguish the transits of my satirical trailing-comets from the +undisturbed march of my historical planetary system, and I had asked +myself: "Is it, in a monthly journal, any sacrifice of historical unity +to break off one essay, and follow it up with a new one; and have the +readers complained at all, if e. g. in the annual sets of the 'Horen,' +Cellini's history, as is sometimes the case, breaks off abruptly, and a +wholly different paper is foisted in?" But what actually happened? + +As in the year 1795 a medical society in Brussels made the +_contrat-social_ among themselves, that every one should pay a fine of a +crown, who, during a meeting, should give utterance to any other sound +than a medical one; so, as is well known, has a similar edict, under +date of July 9th, been issued to all biographers, that we shall always +stick to the subject-matter,--which is the history,--because otherwise +people will begin to talk with us. The intention of the mandate is this, +that when a biographer, in a Universal History of the World, of twenty +volumes, or even a longer one,--as in this, for instance,--thinks or +laughs once or twice, i. e. digresses, the culprit shall stand out in +the critical pillory as his own Pasquino and Marforio,--which sentence +has been already executed on me more than once. + +Now, however, I put an entirely new face upon matters, inasmuch as, in +the first place, I draw a marked line in this work between history and +digression, a few cases of dispensation excepted; secondly, inasmuch as +the liberties which I had taken in my former works are in the present +reduced to a prescriptive right and confirmed into a servitude, the +reader surrenders at once when he knows, that, after a volume full of +Jubilee-periods, one is to follow which is entirely full of nothing but +honey-months. I take shame to myself, when I remember how I once, in +former works, stood with the beggar's staff before the reader, and +begged for the privilege of digression, when I might, after all,--as I +do here,--have extorted the loan, as one has to demand of women, as a +matter of course, not only the _tribute_ as _alms_, but also the _don +gratuit_ as _quarterly assessment_. So does not merely the cultivated +Regent at the Diet, but even the rude Arab, who extorts from the +traveller, besides the cash, a deed of gift for the same. + +I come now to the Privy-Legation's-Counsellor, Von Hafenreffer, who is +the subject of my promised _expose of fact_. + +It must have been formerly learned from the 45th Dog-Post-Day, who +governs Flachsenfingen, namely, my revered father. This striking +promotion of mine was, at the bottom, more a step than a spring; for I +was, previously, no less than a Jurist, consequently the germ or bud of +an embryo Doctor _utriusque_, and consequently a nobleman, since in the +Doctor the whole spawn and yolk of the Knight lies; therefore the +former, as well as the latter, when anything chances by, lives upon his +saddle or stirrup, although less in a robber's castle than in a robber's +chamber; I have, therefore, since the preferment, changed less myself +than my castle of residence;--the paternal seat in Flachsenfingen is at +present my own. + +I care not now to eat my sugar-cake at court with sin,--although one +earns sugar-cake and manna more comfortably than ship-bread,--but I +represent, in order to make a profit upon my adventure, the whole +Flachsenfingen Department of Foreign Affairs at home here in the castle, +together with the requisite deciphering chancery. This, then, is what we +shall do: we have a Procurator in Vienna, two Residents in five Imperial +cities, a Secretary of the Comitia in Ratisbon under the +Cross-Bench,[21] three Chancery-clerks of the circle, and an +Envoye-Plenipotentiary at a well-known and considerable court not far +from Hohenfliess, who is no other than the aforementioned Mr. Feudal +Provost Von Hafenreffer. To the latter my father has even advanced a +complete silver-service, which we lend him, till he shall have received +his recall, because it is for our own interest that a Flachsenfingen +ambassador should, while abroad, do extraordinary honor, by his +extravagance, to the princely hat or coronet of Flachsenfingen. + +Now it is no joke to stand on such a post as this of mine; the whole +legation-writing-and-reading company write to me under frank, the +_chiffre banal_ and the _chiffre dechiffrant_ are in my hands, and I +understand, as it seems to me, the whole mess. It is unutterable, all +that I thus learn: it could not be read by men nor drawn by horses, if I +were disposed to hatch, biographically, and feed and reel off the whole +silk-worm seed of novels, which the corps of ambassadors send me every +post-day in closely-sealed packages. Yes (to use another metaphor), the +biographical timber which my float-inspection launches for me from up +above,--now into the Elbe, now into the Saale, now into the +Danube,--stands already so high before me in the ship-yard, that I could +not use it up, supposing I drove on the aesthetical building of my +biographical fools'-ships, masquerade-balls, and enchanted castles, day +and night, year out and year in, and never danced, nor rode, nor spoke, +nor sneezed again in my life.... + +Verily, whenever (as I often do) I weigh my ovary as an author against +many another spawn, I ask out-right, with a certain chagrin, why a man +should come to bear so great a one, who cannot give it forth from +himself for want of time and place, while another hardly lays and +hatches a wind-egg. If I could despatch a picket from my +legation-division to knightly book-makers with its official reports, +would they not gladly exchange ruins for castles, and subterranean +cloister-passages for corridors, and spirits for bodies? whereas, now, +for want of the official reports of a picket, wenches must represent +women of the world, veimers[22] ministers of justice, as well as jesters +pages, castle-chaplains court-preachers, and robber-barons the +Pointeurs.[23] + +I come back to my ambassador, Von Hafenreffer. At the above-mentioned +distinguished court sits this excellent gentleman, and supplies +me--without neglecting other duties--from month to month with as many +personalities of my Hohenfliess hero as he can, by means of his +legation-soothsayers or clairvoyants, ferret out;--the smallest trifles +are with him weighty enough for a despatch. Certainly a quite different +way of thinking from that of other ambassadors, who in their reports +make room only for events which afterwards are to make their entrance +into the Universal History! Hafenreffer has in every _cul de sac_, +servant's chamber and attic, in every chimney and tavern, his +opera-glass of a spy, who often, in order to discover one of my hero's +virtues, takes upon himself ten sins. Of course, with such a +hand-and-horse service of good luck, no one of us can wonder,--that is, +I mean, with such a cistern-wheel turned for me by Fortune herself,--with +such thieves' thumbs affixed to my own writing-fingers,--with +such silhouetteurs of a hero, who make everything except color,--in +short, with such an extraordinary concatenation of circumstances, or +Montgolfiers,[24]--it cannot of course be anything but just what is +expected, if the man who is lifted by them should, on his mountain +height up there, bring together and afterward send down a work which +will be freely translated after the last day (for it deserves as much) +on the Sun, on Uranus and Sirius, and for which even the lucky +quill-scraper who nibbed the pens for it, and the compositor who prints +the errata, will take more airs upon themselves than the author himself, +and upon which neither the swift scythe nor the tardy _tooth_ of +time,--especially since the latter can, if requisite, be cut in two by +the tooth-saw of the critical file,--shall be able to make any +impression. And when to such eminent advantages the author adds that of +humility, then there is no longer any one to be compared with him; but +unhappily every nature holds itself,--as Dr. Crusius does the +world,--not for the best, indeed, but still as very good. + +The present _Titan_ enjoys, besides, the further advantage that I at +this moment inhabit and grace the paternal court, and accordingly, as +draughtsman, have certain sins near and bright before my eyes in a +position most favorable for observation, of which at least Vanity, +Libertinism, and Idleness will stay and sit for their likeness; for fate +has sowed these mushrooms and mosses as high as possible among the upper +classes, because in the lower and broader they would have spread too +much, and sucked them dry,--which seems to be the pattern of that same +foresight by which ships always have their assafoetida which they +bring from Persia hanging overhead on the mast, in order that its stench +may not contaminate the freight on deck. Moreover, I have up here in the +court all the new fashions already around me for my observation and +contempt, before they have been, down below there, only traduced, not to +say commended,--e. g. the fine fashion of the Parisians, that women +shall by a slight tuck in their dress show their calves, which they do +in Paris, in order to let it be seen that they are not gentlemen, who, +as is well known, walk on wooden legs,--this fashion will to-morrow or +day after to-morrow (for it has arrived on an individual lady) be +certainly introduced. But the females of Flachsenfingen imitate this +fashion on quite another ground,--for gentlemen among us have no +defect,--and that is, as a way of proving that they are human beings, +and not apes (to say nothing less), since, according to Camper and +others, man alone has calves. The same proof was adduced ten years ago, +only on higher grounds. For since, according to Haller, man is +distinguished from monkey in no other respect than by the possession of +a posterior, the female officers of the crown, the dressing-maids, +sought as much as possible to magnify in the persons of their mistresses +this characteristic of their sex by art,--by the so-called _cul de +Paris_; and, with such a penultimate of the ultimate, it became then a +jest and an amusement to distinguish at a distance of two hundred paces +a woman of the world from her female ape,--a thing which now many who +know their Buffon by heart will venture to do, when they are no nearer +to her than too near. + +Similar biographical Denunciantes and Familiars I maintain in several +of the German cities;--my honored father pays for them;--in most places +one, but in Leipsic two, in Dresden three, in Berlin six, in Vienna as +many in every quarter of the city. Machines of such a nature, so much +like perspective-glasses, whereby one can survey from his bed all that +is going on in the street below, of course make it easy for an author, +from behind his inkstand, to see clear down into dark household +operations going on in some by-lane, hidden among buildings twenty miles +distant. Therefore, the singular case may happen to me every week, that +a staid, quiet man, whom nobody knows but his barber, and whose course +of life is like a dark, unfrequented _cul de sac_, but whom one of my +envoys and spies secretly follows, with a biographical concave mirror, +which casts an image of the man, waistcoat, breeches, walk, and all, +into my study, situated at a distance of thirty miles,--the case may +occur to me, I say, that such a secluded man shall accidentally step up +to the counter of the bookseller, and in my work, which lies there +smoking hot from the oven, shall find himself, with all his hair, +buttons, buckles, and warts, as clearly pictured out on the three +hundred and seventy-first page, as the impressions of _Indian_ plants +which are found on rocks in France. That, however, is no matter. + +People, on the other hand, who live at the same place with me, as the +people of Hof formerly did, come off well; for I keep no ambassadors +near me. + +But this very advantage of getting my anecdotes, not out of my head, but +from despatches, obliges me to take more pains in putting them into +cipher, than others would have in dressing them up or thinking them out. +No less a miracle than that which bars up and hides the masonic mystery, +and the invisible church, and the invisible lodge, has seemed thus far +to avert the discovery of the _true_ names of my histories, and, indeed, +with such success, that of all the manuscripts which have hitherto been +despatched to the publishers, filled with conjectures on the subject, +not one has smelt the mouse,--and truly fortunate for the world; for so +soon, e. g., as one person shall have nosed out the names of the first +volumes of Titan, disguised as they have been in the best hieroglyphic +chancery offices, that moment I upset my inkstand, and publish no more. + +Nothing is to be inferred from the names which I use, for I press into +the service God-parents for my heroes in the most singular ways. Have I +not, e. g., often of an evening, during the marching and countermarching +of the German armies, who made their crusades to the holy sepulchre of +freedom, gone up and down through the lanes of the camp, with my +writing-tablets in my hands, and caught and entered the names of the +privates,--which, just before bedtime, were called out aloud, like the +names of saints,--just as they fell, in order to distribute them again +among my biographical people? And has not merit been promoted thereby, +and many a common soldier risen to be a nobleman fit for table and +tournament, and have not provost-marshals been raised to ministers of +justice, and red-cloaks to _patribus purpuratis_? And did ever a cock +crow in all the army after this corps of observation slinking round +mobilized on two legs? + +For authors who wish at the same time to narrate and disguise true +anecdotes, I am, perhaps, on the whole, a model and file-leader. I have +studied and imitated longer than other historical inquirers those little +innocent stretching and wrenching processes which can make a history +unrecognizable to the very hero of the same, and I fancy I know how one +is to make good biographies of princes, protocols of high traitors, +legends of saints, and auto-biographies; no stronger touches decide the +matter than those slight ones, by which Peter of Cortona (or Beretino) +in the presence of Ferdinand of Tuscany transformed a weeping child into +a laughing one, and the reverse. + +Voltaire demands more than once, as he always does,--for he gave +mankind, like an army, every order of march three times, and repeated +himself and everything else most indefatigably,--that the historian +shall arrange his history after the law-table of the drama, to a +dramatic focal point. It is, however, one of the first dramatic rules +which Lessing, Aristotle, and the Greek models give us, that the +dramatic poet must lend to every historical circumstance which he treats +all that is favorable to the poetic illusion, as well as keep clear of +everything opposite, and that he must never sacrifice beauty to truth, +but the reverse. Voltaire gave, as is well known, not only the easy +rule, but the hard model also; and this great theatre poet of the +world's theatre, in his _benefit_ dramas of Peter and Charles, never +stuck to the truth where he was sure he could attain sooner to illusion. +And that is properly the genuine romantic history corresponding to the +historical romance. It is not for me, but for others,--namely, the +Provost and the Secretaries of Legation,--to decide how far I have +treated a true history illusorily. It is a misfortune that the true +history of my hero can hardly ever see the light; otherwise the justice +might be done me that connoisseurs would confront my poetical deviations +with the truth, and thereafter give each of us more easily his own, as +well the truth as myself. But this reward is what all royal +historiographers and scandalous chroniclers must resign _nolens volens_, +because the true history never appears in conjunction with their works. + +But in the composition of a history an author must also keep a sharp +look-out upon this point, that it shall not only hit and betray no real +persons, but also no false ones, and in fact nobody at all. Before I, e. +g., choose a name for a bad prince, I must look through the genealogical +index of all governing and governed families, in order not to use a name +which some person or other already bears; thus, in Otaheite, even the +words which sound like the name of the king are abolished after his +coronation, and supplied by others. Now, as I was formerly acquainted +with no living courts at all, I was not in a situation, when preparing +the battle-pieces and night-pieces which I painted of the Cabals, the +Egoism, and the Libertinism of biographical courts, to succeed in +skilfully avoiding every resemblance to real ones; yes, for such an +idiot as I, it was a miserable help, even, to be often laying +Machiavelli open before me, in order, with the assistance of the French +history, by painting from the two, to turn off the edge of the +application at least upon countries in which no Frenchman or Italian +ever had the influence that is generally attributed to both of them upon +other Germans; just as Herder, in opposition to those naturalists who +derive certain misshapen tribes of men from a half-parentage of apes, +makes the very good remark that most of the resemblances to apes--the +retreating skull of the Calmucks, the prominent ears of the Pevas, the +slender hands in Carolina--appear just in those countries where there +are no apes at all. Formerly, then, as was said, striking unlikenesses I +could not succeed in hitting; now, on the contrary, every court around +which my legation-flotilla coasts is well known to me, and therefore +secure from accidental resemblances, particularly every one which I +describe,--that of Flachsenfingen, that of Hohenfliess, &c. The +theatrical mask which I have on in my works is not the mask of the Greek +comedian, which was embossed after the face of the individual +satirized,[25] but the mask of Nero, which, when he acted a goddess on +the stage, looked like his mistress,[26] and when he acted a god, like +himself. + +Enough! This digressive introductory programme has been somewhat long, +but the Jubilee-period was so, too: the longer the St. John's day of a +country, the longer its St. Thomas's night. And now let us dance along +together into the book,--into this free ball of the world,--I first as +leader in the dance, and then the readers as hop-dancers after me; so +that, amidst the sounding baptismal and funeral bells in the Chinese +house of this world-building,--welcomed by the singing-school of the +muses,--serenaded from on high by the guitar of Phoebus,--we may dance +gayly from Tome to Tome, from Cycle to Cycle, from one digression to +another, from one dash to another,--till either the work comes to an +end, or the workman, or everybody! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[21] _Querbank_,--Bench for Protestant Bishops in the Germanic +Diet. + +[22] _Veimer_,--old Westphalian judges. + +[23] Tellers in faro-banks. + +[24] The inventor of the balloon.--TR. + +[25] Reflexions Critiques sur la Poesie, etc. de Dubois, Tom. I. +Sect. 42. + +[26] Sueton. Nero. + + + + +SECOND JUBILEE. + + THE TWO BIOGRAPHICAL COURTS.--THE HERDSMAN'S HUT.--THE + FLYING.--THE SALE OF HAIR.--THE DANGEROUS BIRD-POLE.--A + STORM LOCKED UP IN A COACH.--LOW MOUNTAIN-MUSIC.--THE LOVING + CHILD.--MR. VON FALTERLE FROM VIENNA.--THE + TORTURE-SOUPE.--THE SHATTERED HEART.--WERTHER WITHOUT BEARD, + BUT WITH A SHOT.--THE RECONCILIATION. + + +10. CYCLE. + +In the bloom of youthful powers, and the brightness of youthful +prospects, the Count, between his two companions, flew back through the +full, glowing Milan, where the ear and the cluster and the olive often +ripen together on the same clod of earth. The very name of Milan +(Mayland) opened to him a whole spring, because, like myself, in all +things which belong to May--in May-flowers, May-chafers, even May +butter--he found, when a child, as much enchantment as in childhood +itself. Add to this, that he was on horseback; the saddle was with him a +princely seat of the blest, while a saddle-room was a Ratisbon bench of +counts, and every nag his Pegasus. While on the island, and during that +mental and bodily exhaustion in which the soul loves better to frequent +clare-obscure and pastoral worlds, than hot, dusty military- and +fencing-schools, all anticipation of the coming riddles and conflicts of +his life had been repulsive to him; but now, with his heart full of the +glow of travel and the blood of spring, he stretched out his young arms +no less for a foe than for a female friend, as if thirsting for a double +conquest. + +The farther the island receded, so much the more did the magic-smoke +around the nocturnal apparition sink to the ground, and leave behind in +full view merely an inexplicable juggler. Now for the first time he +revealed the ghost-story to his companions. Schoppe and Augusti shook +their heads thoughtfully, but each thought of something different;--the +Librarian sought a _physical_ solution of the acoustic and optical +illusion; the Lector sought a _political_ one: he could not at all +comprehend what the stage-manager of this grave-digger's scene specially +meant by it all. + +This one comfort the Librarian held to, that Alban on his birthday was +directed to pay a visit to the heart without a breast, which visit he +could just forego, and so make the seer out to be a myops and a liar. +"Would to Heaven," said he, "an Ezekiel would just prophesy to me that I +should bring him to the gallows! I would not do it for any money, but I +would, without mercy, make it fatal, not to his neck, but to his credit +and his brains." To his incredulous father, also, Albano wrote, during +the journey, not without a blush, the incredible history; for he had too +few years over his head, and too much energy and daring, to love reserve +in himself or others. Only weak, caterpillar- and hedgehog-like souls +curl and crumple up into themselves at every touch: under the free brain +beats gladly a free heart. + +At last, when sunny mountains and shady forests enough, like days and +nights that have been lived through, had been left behind them, they +approached the goal of their long riding-ground, full of countries, and +now the Principality of _Hohenfliess_ lay only one principality distant +from them. This second principality, which was next-door neighbor to the +first, and which by breaking through the walls might easily have been +merged with it into one common political structure, was called, as is +known to geographical readers, _Haarhaar_. The Lector told the +Librarian, as they approached the armorial and boundary stones, that the +two courts looked upon each other almost as deadly foes; not so much +because they were _diplomatic_ relatives--although it is true that, +among princes, uncle, cousin, brother, signify no more than +brother-in-law applied to postilions, or father and mother to the old +folks among the Brandenburghers--as because they were really relatives, +and each other's heirs. It would cost me too much room, if I were +disposed to set before the reader the family-trees of the two +courts,--which were their Upas-trees and Dragon-trees,--with all their +heraldic leaves, water-shoots, and lichens; the result must content him, +namely, that Hohenfliess, land and people, would fall to the +principality of Haarhaar, in case the hereditary prince, Luigi, the last +hollow shoot and sapling of the male stock of Hohenfliess, were to +wither away. What hordes of Venetian Lion-heads Haarhaar pours into the +land of future inheritance, who are to devour nothing there but learned +advertisements and placards, and what knavish bands of political +mechanics it colonizes there, as in a sort of Botany Bay, cannot be told +for want of time. And yet Haarhaar again, on the other hand, is so +generous as to desire nothing more heartily than to see the financial +estate of Hohenfliess--its business, agriculture, silk manufactures, and +breed of horses--in the highest bloom, and to hate and curse in the +highest degree all public extravagance, that enervation of the great +intercostal-nerve (money), as the mightiest canonical impediment to +population. "The Regent," says the truly philanthropic Prince of +Haarhaar, "is the chief shepherd, not the butcher, of the state: not +even the wool-shears should he take into his hands so often as the +shepherd's-flute; not of the _energies_ and _matrimonial prospects_ of +others is our cousin (Luigi) master, but of his own, these he must +ruin!" + +As they rode into the territory of Hohenfliess, they might have made an +excursion to Blumenbuehl,[27] which lies aside from Pestitz, and taken a +look, as it were, at the nursery of Albano (Isola Bella being his +cradle), had not the latter felt a burning hunger and thirst for the +city, and a dread like hydrophobia of a second leave-taking, which +besides only confuses the clear echo of the first. His journey, the +conversation of his father, the pictures of the conjurer, the nearness +of the academy, had so ruffled up our bird roc's wing-feathers, which at +his age are always too long as the steering tail-feathers are too short, +that they would only have been sprained in the confinement of +Blumenbuehl. By Heavens! he longed to be something in the state or the +world; for he felt a deadly disgust towards that narcotic waste of high +life through whose poppy-garden of pleasure men stagger about, sleepy +and drunken, till they fall down in a twofold lameness. + +It may not have been remembered by the readers of the first Jubilee, +because it was in a note, that Albano had never yet been permitted to go +to Pestitz, and on very good grounds indeed, which are known, however, +to the Knight only, but not to me. This long closing of the city-gates +against him only made him the more eager to enter them. And now they +stood with their horses upon a broad eminence, whence they saw the +church-towers of Pestitz before them in the west, and, if they turned +round, the tower of Blumenbuehl below them to the east; from the one and +from the other came floating to them a noonday hum: Albano heard his +future and his past sounding together. He looked down into the village, +and up at a neat little red house on a neighboring mountain, which +gleamed after him, like a bright pictured urn of long-extinguished days. +He sighed; he looked over the far building-ground of his future life, +and now with loosened rein dashed onward toward the towers of the +Linden-city, as towards the palms of his race-ground. + +But the neat little house played its antics before him like a red +shadow. For, ah! had he not once in that herdsman's hut spent a dreamy +day, full of adventures, and that, too, in the very season of childhood, +when the soul, on the rainbow-bridge of fancy, glides along, dry-shod, +over the walls and ditches of this lower earth? We will now go back with +him into this lovely day, this childhood's eve of life's festival, and +become acquainted with those earlier hours, which sent back to him so +sweetly from this herdsman's hut the Ranz des Vaches of youth. + + +11. CYCLE. + +It was, then, on a magnificent St. James's day--and likewise on the +birthday of the Provincial Director, Wehrfritz, who, however, had not +received the title yet--that this same director--that was to be--had +his chariot trundled out in the morning to ride to Pestitz, and see the +Minister, and, as Factor of the Province, convert the _flail_ of the +state, by way of experiment, into a _drill-plough_. He was a brisk, +bustling man, to whom a day of furlough was longer than a day of drill +to others, and to whom nothing made time pass heavily but pastime. "In +the evening, however," he said to himself, "I'll make a good day of it, +for it happens to be my birthday." His birthday present was to consist +in making one; he proposed, namely, to bring home little Albano an +Oesterlein's harpsichord out of his own purse,--little as there was in +it,--and a music-master, into the bargain, at the desire of Don Gaspard. + +But why not, at the outset, explain all this in the clearest manner to +the reader? + +Don Gaspard, then, in revising a scheme of education for Albano, had +chosen that more attention should be paid to his bodily health than to +mental superfetation; he thought the tree of knowledge should be grafted +with the tree of life. Ah! whoever sacrifices health to wisdom has +generally sacrificed wisdom too, and only _inborn_ not _acquired_ +sickliness is profitable to head and heart. Accordingly, Albano had not +to lug along, bending under the weight, the many-volumed encyclopaedia of +all sciences in his book-straps, but merely grammars. That is to say, +the rector of the place,--named Wehmeier, better known by the title of +Band-box-master,--after schooling the village youth for the usual number +of hours, was accustomed to seek his fairest _Struve's spare hours_, his +_Otia_ and _Noctes Hagianae_, in teaching Albano, and driving into the +mill-wheel axle of the everlastingly active boy--impelled by internal +streams--alphabetic pins,--so as to make it the barrel of a +speech-organ. Of course, however, Zesara soon wished to move something +heavier than the key-board of languages; thus, for example, the +language-organ barrel became, in a proper sense, the barrel of a +hand-organ. For whole hours, without any special knowledge of +counterpoint, would he practise on the parish organ (he knew neither +note nor key, and stood hard, all through the piece, on the thundering +pedal), trying his hand at the most horrible discords, before which the +Enharmonics of all Piccinists must be struck dumb, only to bury himself +so much the longer and deeper in the accidental prize of a chord. So, +also, did his soul, full of sap, work off its energy in leaf-buds, as it +were, and shoots and runners, by making pictures, clay statuary, +sun-dials, and designs of all sorts, and even in the juristical rockery +of his foster-father, for example, in Fabri's State Chancery, it sent +its thirsty roots around and out over the dry leaves, as plants do often +in herbariums. O, how he pined for lessons and teachers vaguely dreamed +of (just as in childhood he had aspired from octavos to quartos, from +quarto to folio, from folio even to a book as large as the world, which +would be the world itself)! But so much the better! only hunger digests, +only love impregnates; the sigh of longing alone is the animating _aura +seminalis_ to the Orpheus egg of knowledge. This you do not consider, +you flying teachers, who give children the draught earlier than the +thirst; you who, like some florists, insert into the split stock of the +flowers ready-made lack-dyes, and put foreign musk into their cups, +instead of simply giving them morning sun and flower-soil,--and who +grant young souls no quiet hours, but bustle round them during the +dusting period of their blooming vine, against all the rules of the +vine-dressers, with your hoeing and your dunging and your clipping. O, +can you ever, when you thus prematurely force them, with their unripe +organs, into the great realm of truths and beauties, just as we all, +alas! with our dark senses, creep into lovely Nature, and blunt +ourselves to the perception of her beauty,--can you ever, in any way, +make good to them the great year which they would have lived to see, had +they, growing up like the new-created Adam, been able to turn round with +their open, thirsty senses, in the glorious universe of spirits? Hence +it is that your _eleves_ so nearly resemble the foot-paths, which in +spring grow green first of all, but at a later period wind along yellow +and hard-trodden through the blooming meadows. + +Wehrfritz, as he stood on the carriage-steps and turned his face towards +him, repeated his charge to have an oversight of the young Count, and +made the mark ["with care"] with which merchants commend valuable boxes +of goods to the post, strong and thick upon him: he loved the fiery +child as his own (he had only one, and that not a son); the Knight had +confidence in him, and, to justify it, since the point of honor was the +centre of gravity and pole of all his motions, he would, without +hesitation, if the boy, for instance, should break his head, cut his own +off; and finally Albano must stand a remarkably good examination at +evening before the new teacher from the city. + +Albina von Wehrfritz, the spouse, promised everything in the name of all +that was sacred; she might have compared herself to the Evangelists Mark +and John, because her impetuous husband quite often represented the +creatures who are pictured as the companions of the two saints, those +king-beasts, the lion and the eagle, just as many another wife, in +reference to her companion, may be compared with Luke, and mine with +Matthew.[28] Besides, she had bespoken for the evening a little family +feast, full of sportive, party-colored ephemerons of joy, and by great +good luck already, some days before, the diploma had come in which +installed our Wehrfritz as Provincial Director, and which had been laid +up against this day as a birthday christening present. + +But hardly had Wehrfritz got beyond the castle garden when Albano +stepped forth with his project, and announced his intention of sitting +out the whole holiday up there in the solitary little shooting-house; +for he loved to play alone, and an elderly guest was pleasanter to him +than a boy to play with. Women are like Father Lodoli, who (according to +Lambert's day-book) shunned nothing so much as the little word, Yes; at +least, they do not say it till after, No. The foster-mother (I will, +however, in future, cut off from her and from the foster-sister, +Rabette, that annoying _foster_) said, without thinking, No, although +she knew that she had never yet carried one through against the stubborn +little fellow. Then she borrowed very good dehortations from the will +and pleasure of the Provincial Director, and bade him consider,--then +the red-cheeked, good-natured Rabette took her brother's part, and +pleaded for him, without knowing why,--then Albina protested at least he +should not expect his dinner to be sent to him on the mountain,--then he +marched out of the yard.... So have I often stood by and watched how the +female elbows and knuckles, during the stemming of a strong opposition, +gradually, before my eyes, became gristle, and bent up. Only in the +presence of Wehrfritz had Albina strength enough for a long No. + + +12. CYCLE. + +Our hero had passed over from those childish years in which Hercules +strangled the serpents, into the years of confirmation, when he warmed +them under his waistcoat, to behead them again in later years. +Exultingly did his new and old Adam--they flew side by side--flap their +wings out there under a blue heaven which had absolutely no anchoring +ground. What cared he for meal-time? All children before and during a +journey carry no stomach under their wings, just as that of the +butterfly shrinks up when his wings are spread. The oft-mentioned +herdsman's hut, or little shooting-house, was nothing less than a +shooting-house with a sentry-box, for a pensioned soldier's wife, with a +shooting-stand in the lower story and a summer-house chamber in the +upper, wherein old Wehrfritz every summer meant to have a rural party +and a bird shooting, but never had it, because the poor man dismasted +and unrigged himself in his work-chamber as others do in their +dining-room. For, although the state entices its servants like dogs for +the tenth time, only to cudgel them off again for the eleventh, and +although Wehrfritz every assize day forswore all state business and +earnings,--because an honest man like him finds always in the body +politic as much to restore as in the antique statues of which only the +stone _drapery_ remains,--nevertheless, he knew no softer couch and +feather-bed to rest on, than a still higher bench of oars, and he was +just now making every exertion to be Provincial Director. + +The German courts will have their own thoughts on the subject when I +offer them the following boyish idyl. My black-eyed shepherd stormed the +herdsman's mountain fortification, and received from the soldier's wife +the door-key to the white and green summer cabinet. By Heavens! when all +eastern and western window-shutters and windows were flung open, and the +wind stole fluttering through the papers and cooling through the sweltry +chamber, and when, outside, heaven and earth stood round about the +windows and looked in beckoning,--when Albano beheld, under the window +toward the east, the deep broad valley with the leaping, stony brook, on +which all the glimmering disks of light which, like pebbles, the sun +shot aslant, glanced up the mountain side,--when at the western window +he saw, behind hills and woods, the arc of the sky, the mountain of the +Linden-city, that slept like a coiled-up giant on the earth,--when he +placed himself at one window after another, and said, "How magnificent!" +then his raptures in the chamber grew at last so exalted, that he must +needs go forth, in order, out of doors, to exalt them still higher. + +The Goddess of Peace seemed to have here her church and her church seat. +The active soldier's wife was planting early peas in a little garden +full of high bushes, and now and then threw up a clod of earth into the +cherry-tree among the feathered fruit-thieves, and again fell to +sprinkling indefatigably the new linen and the planted salad, and yet +ran willingly from time to time to the little ten-year-old maiden, who, +blind from the measles, sat knitting on the door-sill, and only when she +dropped a stitch called on her mother as interposing goddess. Albano +stationed himself on the outermost balcony of the lovely opening valley, +and every fanning of the wind breathed into his heart the old childish +longing, that he could only fly. Ah, what bliss thus to snatch himself +away from the receding earthly footstool, and cast himself free and +passive into the broad ether!--and so plashing up and down in the cool, +all-pervading air-bath, to fly at mid-day into the darkling cloud, and +unseen to float beside the lark as she warbles below it,--or to sweep +after the eagle, and in the flight to see cities only as sculptured +assemblages of steps, and long streams only as gray, loose threads drawn +between two or three countries, and meadows and hills shrunk up to +little color-grains and colored shadows, and at length alight on the +peak of a tower, and place himself over against the blazing evening sun, +and then to soar upward when he had sunk, and look down once more into +his eye still beaming on, bright and open, in the vault of night, and at +last, when the earth-ball, whirling over, hides his orb, to flutter, +intoxicated with rapture, into the forest-conflagration of all the red +clouds!... + +Whence comes it that these bodily wings lift us like spiritual ones? +Whence had Albano this irrepressible longing for heights, for the +slater's weaver-shuttle, for mountain-peaks, for the balloon,--just as +if these were helpers out of bed to the prisoners of this low +earth-couch? Ah, thou dear deluded one! Thy soul, still covered with its +chrysalis shell, confounds as yet the horizon of the eye with the +horizon of the heart, and outer elevation with inner, and soars through +the physical heaven after the ideal one! For the same power which in the +presence of great thoughts lifts our head and our body and expands the +chest, raises the body also even with the dark yearning after greatness, +and the chrysalis swells with the beating wings of the Psyche; yes, it +must needs be, that by the same band wherewith the soul draws up the +body the body also can lift up the soul. + +The least Albano could do was to fly on foot down the mountain, to wade +along with the brook, which was running away into the pale-green birch +thicket to cool itself. Often before had his Robinsonading mania blown +him to all points and leaves of the wind-rose,[29] and he loved to go +with an unknown road a pretty piece of way to see what way it would +itself take. He ran along on the silver Ariadne's thread of the brook, +deep into the green labyrinth, and proposed, in fact, to come out +through the back door of the long thicket upon a distant prospect. He +could not accomplish it,--the birches grew now lighter, now darker, the +brook broader,--the larks seemed to sing, out there, far and high +overhead;--but he was obstinate. Extremes had from of old a magnetic +polarity for him; as the medium had only points of indifference. Thus, +for example, except the highest degree of the barometer, no other was so +agreeable to him as the lowest, and the shortest day was as welcome as +the longest; but the day after either was fatal.[30] + +At last, after the progress of some hours in time and space, he heard, +beyond the lightening birches, and through a noise louder than that of +the brook, his name uttered repeatedly, in low tones of commendation, by +two female voices. Instantly he galloped panting back again, indifferent +to the risk of lungs and life. He heard his name long after again called +out on all sides of him, but in a cry;--it was his private patron saint, +the castellain of the hut, who fired these shots of distress on his +account at the foot of the mountain. + +He went up thither, and the round table of the earth lay clear and with +a singularly softening aspect around his thirsty eye. Truly, the stretch +of distance, together with weariness, must have reminded this bird of +passage, behind the song-grating of the breast, of his own distant +lands and times, and have made him melancholy at the thought, when the +landscape so mottled with red roofs spread out before him its white, +glistening stones and ponds, like light-magnets and sun-splinters,--when +he saw on the long, gray causeway to Linden-town--views of which hung in +the summer-house, and of which two spires shot up among the +mountains--distant travellers plodding on toward the city whose gates +for him were closed,--and when, indeed, everything seemed flying +westward, the pigeons that went whispering by, floating over the +grain-fields, and the shadows of the clouds that glided lightly away +over high gardens.... Ah, the youngest heart has the waves of the +oldest, only without the sounding-lead to fathom their depths! Learned +Germany has, I perceive, for several cycles, held itself ready for great +fates and fatalities, which are to give this herdsman's day of my hero +the necessary dignity; I, who ought to have the first knowledge on the +subject, do not at present know of any such. Childhood--ah yes, every +age--often leaves behind in our hearts imperishable days, which every +other heart had forgotten: so did this day never fade from Albano's. +Sometimes a child's-day is at once made immortal by a clearer glimpse of +consciousness; in children, especially such as Zesara, the spiritual eye +turns far earlier and more sharply upon the world within the breast than +they show or we imagine. + +Now it struck one o'clock in the castle-tower. The near and beloved +tone, reminding him of his near foster-mother, and of the denied dinner, +and the sight of the little blind one, who already had her twig of the +bread-tree or her dry reindeer's moss in her hand,--and the thought that +this was the birthday of his foster-father,--and his inexpressible love +for his afflicted mother, upon whose neck he often suddenly fell when +he was alone,--and his heart, bedewed with Nature, made him begin to +weep. But not for this did the stubborn little fellow go home; only the +Alpine shepherdess had run on unbidden to betray the fugitive to his +seeking mother. + +He would fain in this noonday stillness extort from the little blind +Lea, upon whose countenance a soft, delicate line-work ran legibly +through the punctuation of the pocks, a few words, or at least, as a +fellow-laborer, the long stick wherewith she had to drive the pigeons +from the peas and the sparrows from the cherries; but she pressed her +arm in silence against her eyes, bashful before the distinguished young +gentleman. At last the woman brought the pottage for the lost son, and +from Rabette a little smelling-bottle of dessert-wine into the bargain. + +Albina von Wehrfritz was one of those women who, unlike states, keep +only their promises, but never a threat,--resembling the forest-officers +of Nuremberg, who, upon the smallest violation of the forest-laws, +impose a fine of one hundred florins, and in the same hour modify it to +one hundred kreutzers.[31] They, however, like Solon, who gave out his +laws for a hundred years in advance, give out theirs according to the +proportion of their smaller jurisdiction, to last one hundred seconds. + + +13. CYCLE. + +I would make more out of Albano's commemoration-dinner, which he, like a +grown-up trencher-man, could carve in the little chamber, and distribute +among the family circle, and at which he could fill for himself, were I +not going to meet weightier incidents which befell during the carrying +back of the table dinner-service. + +Albano went out, with the whole sea of his inner being sparkling and +phosphorescing under the influence of the wine and the forenoon, and the +blue heaven fluttering in stronger breezes around him. He felt as if the +morning had long since gone by; and he remembered it with a tender +emotion, as we all in youth remember childhood, in age youth,--even as +at evening we remember the morning,--and the forms of Nature drew nearer +to him and moved their eyes like Catholic images. Thus does the present +offer us only shapes for optical anamorphoses, and only our spirit is +the sublime mirror which transposes them into fair human forms. With +what a sweet dip into dreams did he, when he met the fanning of the +eastern wind, close his eyes, and draw the hum of the landscape, the +screaming of the cocks and birds, and a herdsman's flute, as if deeper +and deeper into his shaded soul! And then when he opened his eyes again +on the shore of the mountain, there lay peaceful down below in the +valley the pastured white lambs by the side of the flutist, and overhead +in heaven lay stretched out far away above them the shining, fleecy +lamb-clouds! + +Meanwhile, he was fain for once to take the liberty of shutting his eyes +and groping too far into the garden,--besides, the blind girl did not +see,--holding his arms open before him so as not to run against +anything, when all at once his breast touched a second, and looking up, +he found the trembling maiden so near to him, who bent aside, +stammering, "Ah, no! ah, no!" "It is only I," said the innocent one, +holding her fast; "truly, I will not harm thee!"--and as she, with a +modest shyness, trusted him, he held her a little while, and gazed down +on her bowed head with sweet emotion. + +Heartily glad would he have been to give the terrified one dole-money +and benefits in this comedy for the poor; he had, however, nothing by +him, till, luckily, his sister Rabette, that bandagist,--from whose +ribbon mania he erroneously concluded that many girls are diabolically +possessed for ribbons, and swallow them like jugglers, but never give +them back,--she, and his new hair-band, came into his mind. He wound +off, joyfully, the long, silken swathing-band from his head on hers. But +the lovely neighborhood, the tie-work of an _inner_, finer band, and the +blessedness of giving, and the vivacity of his inborn exuberance, so +overcame him, that he would gladly have emptied the Green Cellar of +Dresden into her apron, when a Jew pedler, with his smaller, silken one +on his stomach, and with a bagful of bought-up hair on his back, came +trudging up the Pestitz road. The Jew suffered himself, very willingly, +to be called, but nothing to be borrowed from him, despite all bills of +exchange proposed to be drawn upon parents and pocket money. Ah, a +magnificent red cap-ribbon would have been as becoming to Lea's blind +eyes as a red bandage to a wound! For a blind lady loves to prink +herself as much as one who can see, unless she is self-conceited, and +would rather please herself in the glass than others out of it. The +merchant was very glad to let her feel of the ribbon, and said he bought +up hair in the villages, and yesterday the children of the inn, with a +piece of burning punk, had crisped up his whole sackful of queues into +short wool, and if the young gentleman would let him trim his brown hair +down to the nape of the neck, he should, on the spot, have the ribbon, +and a very serviceable leather queue of Wuerzburg fabric into the +bargain. What was to be done? The ribbon was very red,--so was Lea with +hope,--the Jew said he must pack up,--besides, the hair-queue which he +had hitherto worn ran like a second backbone down over the whole of the +first, and became to Alban, by reason of the tedious swathing, every +morning, a check-rein and snaffle-bridle of his mettle. In brief, the +poor, plucked hare resigned to the Jew the royal French Insigne, and +buckled on the Wuerzburg sheath. + +And now he shook her hand right soundly, and said, with a whole Paradise +of loving joyousness in his face: "The ribbon is, no doubt, very +pleasant to thee, thou poor, blind thing!" Then the everlasting rogue +actually climbed the cherry-tree in order, up there, as a living +scare-crow, to spoil the cherries for the sparrows, and, as a fruit-god, +to throw down several of them to her as rosaries and festoons. + +By Heaven! up there among the heart-cherries, it seemed as if real +wolf-cherries must be working in the head of the boy: as the earth had +her dark, middle ages, so have children often dark, middle days, full of +pure _monkery_ and mischief. On the high boughs, the growing landscape, +and the sun declining towards the mountains, and particularly the spires +of Pestitz, gleamed upon him with such heavenly light, that he could not +now imagine to himself anything higher than the bird-pole near him, nor +any more blessedly enthroned crown-eagle than one on the pole.... + +But now I beg every one of my fair readers either to step into the +shooting-house, or make the best of her way out of it with the soldier's +wife, who is running on to tell the naughty thing to her gracious +lady,--for few of them can stand it out with me to see our hero, the +male support of _Titan_, firmly planted by some farmers' boys--to whom, +moreover, Albina has intrusted the _remarche-reglement_ of hastening his +return--on a cross-stick, which is fitted in just under the crotch of +the bird-pole, and with his belly bound down to it, and so lying +horizontal in the air, gradually lifted through the wide sweep of the +arch, and held up in mid-heaven. It is too bad! but the servants could +not possibly resist the supplications of his mighty eyes, his +picturesque will and spirit, and the offered recompenses and +coronation-coins, in comparison with which he verily weighed only half +as much as the last bird. + +I am, nevertheless, partial to thee, little one, despite that stiff +dare-neck of thine built up between head and heart. Thy monstrous +Baroque-pearls of energies will time soon, as the artists in the Green +Cellar do with physical pearls, use up in the finishing of a fine +figure! + +The imperial history of our imperial eagle on his pedestal, covering at +the same time the events that took place on the mountain, when the +Band-box master and Provincial Director came accidentally to the manned +bird-pole, shall be incontinently resumed, when we have the 14th Cycle. + + +14. CYCLE. + +Master Wehmeier, who could not at a distance explain to himself the form +and motion of the bird, had made up towards it, and now saw his pupil +lifted up on the cross. He fell instantly into the plunge-bath of an icy +shudder at his daring, but soon came out of this into the shower-bath of +a perspiring anxiety, which came over him at the thought of seeing every +minute his _eleve_ fall down and be crushed into twenty-six fragments, +like Osiris, or into thirty, like the Medicean Venus; "and this too, +now," he thought besides, "just as I have brought the young Satan so far +along in languages, and lived to win some honor by him." He therefore +scolded only the operators in the raising department, but not the +sentinel aloft, because there was reason to apprehend he might take a +lurch in the effort of answering, and pitch down. Hard upon the heels of +the optical chariot with which the Devil threatened to run over the +master, thus spell-bound in the circle of agonizing anxiety, followed a +real one, wherein sat the future Provincial Director. Ah, good God! +Besides, the Director always filled up his whole gall-bladder full of +bitter extracts at the Minister's house, merely because he found there +better-behaved and stiller children, without, however, reflecting--like +a hundred other fathers who must be included in the charge--that +children, like their parents, appear better to strangers than they are, +and that, above all, city life, instead of the porous, thick bark of +village life, overlays them with a smooth, white birch-roll, while yet, +in the end, like their parents and courtiers, they prove to resemble +chestnuts, being smooth only on the outer shell, but within confoundedly +bristly. Thus surely will the finest man in the country always be +outwitted by at least princes and ministers, who are ten years +old,--supposing even he could manage it more easily with their fathers. + +When Wehrfritz saw his foster-son in his eyrie on the Schreckhorn, and +the Band-box master below, looking up at him, he imagined the instructor +had arranged it all, and began loudly to vent upon his neck, from the +locked-up carriage, a little heaven of thunder-storms and thunder-claps. +The persecuted Wehmeier began also, upon the mountain, to bawl up at the +Schreckhorn, by way of making it evident to the Director that he was in +the way of his office, and with the hammer of the law, as with a +forming stamp-hammer, could mould a pupil as well as another man. The +soldier's wife wrung her hands,--the servants arranged themselves for +the taking down from the cross,--the poor little fellow, in a fever, +drew his knife, and called down, "He would instantly cut himself loose +and cast himself down so soon as ever any one should let down the pole." +He would have done it--and put an untimely end to his life and my +Titan--merely because he dreaded the disgrace of the real and verbal +insults he might get from his father before so many people (yes, in the +chariot sat a gentleman who was a perfect stranger) worse than suicide +and hell. But the Director, full of foolhardihood himself, and yet +proportionately hating it in a child, was not to be disconcerted at +that, and cried out, in a terrible tone, after the servant who had the +key of the coach-door; he would get out and go up. He was indescribably +exasperated, first, because behind the coach he had fastened on an +Oesterlein's harpsichord as a gift for the present day of joy;--ah, +Albano! why do thy joys, like the slurs of an ale-house fiddler, +end in a discord?--and, secondly, because he had there a +singing-dancing-music-and fencing-master from the polished and brilliant +house of the Minister for Albano, sitting beside him on the cushion as +spectator of this _debut_. Gottlieb sprang from the box, and round +before the coach-door, ran his hand, cursing, through all his +pockets;--the coach-key was not in one of them. The incarcerated +Director lashed himself up and down in his cage like a wagging leopard, +and his fury was like that of a lion, who, when one hunter after another +has shot at him, flies at the third. At all events, there was Alban, in +his noose, sawing the air to and fro. The Band-box master was best off; +for he was half dead, and his cold body, running all away in a sweat of +agony, transmitted little more sense of the outward world; his +consciousness was packed away tight and good as snuff in cold lead. + +Ah, I feel more keenly for the tormented boy than if I were sitting with +him up on the pole; over his touchingly noble countenance, with its +finely-curved nose, shame and the western aurora throw a purple hue, and +the low sun hangs with kisses on his cheeks, as if on the last and +highest roses of the dark earth, and he must withdraw his defiant eyes +from the beloved sun and from the day which still dwells thereon, and +from the two steeple knobs of the Linden-city which glimmer on the sides +turned from him, and sorrowfully cast down his strongly-drawn and +sharply-angled eyebrows, which Dian likened to the too heroic and +energetic ones of the infant Jesus in Raphael's ascending Madonna, to +behold the hot and close altercation which was taking place on the +ground below. + +Gottlieb, with all his pains, could not squeeze out the key, for he had +it in his pocket, and in his hand, and did not like much to produce it, +from partiality for the young master, whom the whole service loved, "as +if they could eat him,"--as much as they loved the nine-pin alley. He +voted for sending and fetching the lock-smith, but the coachman outvoted +him, with the advice to drive immediately to the door of the +work-shop,--and growled at the horses, and drove off the imprisoned, +controversial preacher in his pulpit, with the packed-up Oesterlein's +harpsichord, at a smart trot. All that the Bombardier, during Gottlieb's +mounting, had time to throw out of the carriage, consisted in his +staving through a window, and firing, from the port-hole, a few of the +most indispensable parting shots at the ill-omened bird on the pole. + +By this time the magister had recovered his spirit and vexation, and +boldly commanded the taking down of the Absalom. While the child came +slowly down before him on his perch, he inserted the five incisor-teeth +of his fingers, as a music-pen, into his scalp, and ruled or raked down +along his occiput, with a view to playfully rectifying the crooked line +of the hair, by pulling it moderately with his hand, as with the end of +a fiddle-stick, when, to his astonishment, off came from my hero the +Wuerzburg queue like a tail-feather. + +Wehmeier stared at the _cauda prehensilis_ (the ring-tail), and by his +attention's being thus drawn off to the lesser fault, Albano gained as +much as Alcibiades did from the lopping off of the tail of +his--Robespierre. The magister thanked God that he would not sup to-day +with old Wehrfritz, and sent him, with his mock queue, brow-beaten, +home. + + +15. CYCLE. + +The good-hearted Albina had been all day long removing out of the way of +her lord all inflammatory stuff (for the vitriol naptha of his nervous +spirit caught the fire of anger afar off), in order that nothing might +transform her pleasure-castles into incendiary places of joy,--yes, as a +sort of suburbs to the heavenly Jerusalem of the evening, Rabette had +packed away an orchestra of miners that had chanced to pass by, in the +cabinet of the dining-room,--and for Albano Albina had already contrived +an heraldic costume, in which he should deliver to him the _vocation_ of +the Province. Ah, but what did the lady get from it all but flames, +which Wehrfritz vomited forth at his entrance, while he, as a camel in +his maw, had laid up besides, a long, cold stream of water for the +sprinkling of the magister? + +Albina, who, like most women, took the gall-stone pelting of her husband +for the fifty pounds of passengers' ballast, which, to a passenger in +the marriage-stage-coach, go free, cheerfully gave him, at first, as +ever, credit of being right, and concealed every tear of unhappiness, +because cold sprinkling hardens men and salad,--then step by step she +took back the right,--but made the blame at first mild on her tongue, as +nurses make the washing-water of the children lukewarm in their +mouths,--and at last said he should just give the child up to her. + +But we are making old Wehrfritz swell under our hand to a dragon of the +Apocalypse, to a beast of Gevaudan, and a tyrant, whereas he is in +reality only a lamb with two little horns. Had he not on his birth-feast +in the drudging year of his slaving life a claim upon one unburdened +evening, at least with a child whom he loved more strongly than his own, +and for whom he had loaded himself down with a harpsichord and a +teacher? And had he not a hundred times forbidden him--though he himself +dared and did too much--to imitate him, and risk himself upon horseback, +or in a tempest, in a pouring rain, or in a snow-storm? And had he not +just come from the pedagogical knout-master, the Minister, whose +educational system was only a longer real territion and a shorter +condemnation? And does not the sight of stern parents make one sterner, +and of mild ones, on the contrary, milder? + +Albano first met Rabette with his leathern hind-axle in his hand, on his +defiant way to the father's study, and therefore to the court-martial +punishment of a real revolutionary tribunal. But she caught him from +behind, with the angelic greeting, "Art thou here, Absalom?" and set him +down by force; and, after the necessary astonishment and questioning, +tied on the _vena cava_ of his hair tightly and ungently, and showed up +to him, in a fearful light, the whirlwind of paternal wrath that awaited +him; and again, in a ludicrous light, the lull of the musical +mountain-department, who, near the dining-room, that race-ground and +hunting-ground of the Director, striding up and down in rage and +impatience, were waiting with a pause for times of peace; and finally +she released him with a kiss, saying, "I pity you, you rogue!" + +He marched, with a defiance which the tightness of his hair aggravated, +into the dining-room. "Out of my sight!" said the sparkling assailant. +Alban instantly stepped back out of the door, enraged at the injustice +of this wrath, and for that very reason the less troubled at its +unhealthiness; for his benefactor kept passionately running up to the +table, which was spread for the birthday feast, and, after an old bad +habit of his, extinguishing the well-kindled lime-pit of his indignation +with wine. + +In a few moments the musical academy and mining company, transformed by +their ill-humor into growling contra-bassists, struck up also. The time +had been tedious to them in the dry cabinet, so the bassoonist and the +violinist had taken it into their heads to entertain themselves with a +low tuning. The Director, who could not comprehend what in the world +that forlorn sound was that floated around him, took it for some time to +be a melodious humming in his ears, when suddenly the hammer-master of +the dulcimer let his musical hammer fall on the stringed floor. +Wehrfritz in an instant tore open the doors, and saw before him the +whole musical nest and conspiracy sitting in a circle, armed and +waiting. He asked them, hastily, "What business they had in the +cabinet?" and, after a flying donation of a few curses and cuffs, +ordered the whole garrison, without any tinkling noise, with their +leather aprons and _culs de Paris_, to take themselves off instantly. + +Albina, with a tender look, beckoned her outlawed darling into her +sewing-chamber, where she asked him, quite composedly, because she knew +he would not lie, to tell the truth. After hearing his report, she +represented to him a little his fault (although she blamed the present +child, in comparison with the absent man, pretty much in the style in +which she had previously blamed the present man, in comparison with the +absent child), and still more the consequences; she pointed out (untying +and tying again his cravat the while, and buttoning some of his +waistcoat buttons) how her husband was disgraced in Albano's person +before the second school-consul, (with four and twenty Fasces,) whom he +had brought with him, the music- and dancing-master, Mr. Von Falterle, +who was up-stairs dressing himself; how the dancing-master would +certainly write all about it to Don Gaspard; and how for her good man +the whole sweet, painted jelly-apple of to-day's joy had been turned +into water: and now he must, even on this festive day, afflict his soul +in solitude, and, perhaps, catch his death from drinking so much to +drown his anger. Women, like harpers, usually, during their playing, +convert, with small pedals, the whole tones of truth into semi-tones. +After she had still further enumerated to him all the paternal +evening-tempests which he had ever drawn upon himself by his rides and +his Robinson's voyages of discovery, and whose thunder-claps had, on +every occasion, only melted down the lightning-conductor (namely, +herself), she added, with that touching tone flowing, not from the bony +throat, but from the swelling heart, "Ah, Albano, thou wilt one day +think of thy foster-mother, when it is too late!" and melted into tears. + +Hitherto the unmeltable slags and the molten portion of his heart had +been boiling up together within him, and the warm flood had pressed +upward, ever higher and hotter, in his bosom, only his face had remained +cold and hard,--for certain persons have, exactly at the melting point, +the greatest appearance and capacity of hardening, as snow freezes just +before a thaw; but now the strain upon the too tightly-bound queue, +which was the paradoxical sign of the approaching eruption, made him, in +the paroxysm of his fury, tear the Wuerzburg appendage off over his head. +Before Albina saw it, she had handed him the Directorship appointment, +with the words, "I ought hardly to do it; but just hand it to him, and +say it was my present, and that thou wilt be quite another boy in +future." But when she saw his hand armed, she asked, in a terrified +tone, with the deep echo of a wearied-out grief, "Alban!" and turned +immediately away from the poor child, whose pain she misunderstood, with +too bitter tears, and said: "What new trouble is this? O, how you all +torment my heart to-day! Go away! O, come here," she called after him, +"and relate the circumstances!" And when he had innocently and truly +done this, her voice, overpowered with tears, could no longer blame him, +but only say, mildly, "Well, then, carry the present." Nevertheless, she +had it in mind to represent to her husband the abbreviation of the hair +as an act of obedience to her will, and to the fashion of city children +in high life. + +Alban went; but on the painful way, the full glands of his tears and his +long-repressed heart broke forth, and he entered with eyes still weeping +before his solitary foster-father, who was resting his tired and +thinking head; and the boy held out to him, while yet a great way off, +the big-sealed document, and could only say, "The present," and nothing +more, and sparks darted with the storm-drops from his hot eyes. Lay +thyself, innocent one, softly on thy father's unbuttoned bosom; and +while he holds in his right hand the enchanted cup of glory, and makes +himself drunk with it, let him not on any account push thee away with +his left! The repelling hand will by and by come to pulsate languidly +and lightly upon thy wet, fiery cheeks, and warm, penitent eyes: then +will the old man read the _Decretum_ over again still more slowly, so as +almost to postpone the very first sound; then will he, when thou, with +indescribable impetuosity, pressest his hand to thy face to kiss it, +make appear as if he had just awaked, and say, with saltpetre coldness +and glistening eyes, "Call mother"; and then, when thou liftest upon him +thy glowing countenance all quivering with love from under thy +downfallen locks, and when they are flung softly back from thy cherry +cheeks,--then will he look a pretty long time after his departing +darling, and brush away something from his eyes, that he may run over +the address of the diploma at his will. + +Say, Albano, have I not guessed right? + + +16. CYCLE. + +Every post of honor lifts the heart of a man who is placed on it above +the vapor of life, the hail-clouds of calamity, the frosty mists of +discontent, and the inflammable air of wrath. I will hold the magic leaf +of a favorable criticism before a gnashing were-wolf: immediately he +shall stand before me as a licking lamb, with little twirling tail; and +if the wife of an author could only play before her heated literary +partner every time a critical trumpeter's piece on Fame's trumpet, he +would become like an angel, and she like that ale-house fiddler who, in +his bear-catching, softened the Saul in Bruin by his jigs. + +Wehrfritz came to meet Albina as a new-born seraph, and recounted to her +his glory. Yes, in order to atone to her for the explosions of his Etna, +he said not, as usual, _nolo episcopari_; he did not say he was hemmed +round by an impassable mountain chain of labors; but, instead of that +perverse drawing back of the hand from the out-shaking cornucopia of +fortune,--instead of that virgin bashfulness of rapture which is more +common to brides,--he betrayed the heartiness of a widow, and told +Albina her wishes of the morning had already become gifts; and asked +what had become of the promised supper, and the company, and the +Magister, and the dancing-master (whom the other had not yet seen), and +Rabette, and all. + +But Albina had already long since announced to the Magister, through +Albano, the invitation, and the dispersion of all storms, and the +arrival of the new commission. Wehmeier, to tell the truth, had the +greatest reluctance to eat with a nobleman, merely because, as +entertaining _acteur_ of the table, he had so much to do with +conversing, _savoir vivre_, looking out for others, keeping his limbs in +proper attitude, and passing all eatables, that, for want of leisure, he +was obliged to swallow such little things as pickled cucumbers, +chestnuts, crabs' tails, and the like, down whole, and without tasting +them; so that afterward he often had to carry round with him the hard +fodder, like a swallowed Jonah, for three days together in the hunter's +pouch of his stomach. Only this time he gladly dressed himself for the +feast, because he was curious and angry about his pedagogical colleague, +and that out of anxiety lest haply this new joint-tenant should assume +to himself the magnificent _winter crop_ in Alban's sowed field as his +own _summer crop_. He ascribed to his abbreviated method of teaching all +the wonderful energies of his pupil, i. e. to the water-soil the +aromatic essence of the plant which grew therein.[32] + +With so much the greater indulgent love he came, leading with his own +hand the halved pupil, to Rabette's cabinet, in a sap-green plush with a +three-leaved collar. "Mr. Von Falterle here," said Rabette on his +entrance, not from raillery, but from inconsiderateness; "thought some +time ago it was you when the dog tried to get in." "My dear sir," +replied coldly and gravely the _paradeur_ of a Falterle by the side of +our farm-horse, "the dog scratched at the door; but it is usual, as well +at the minister's as in all great houses of Paris, for every one to +scratch with the finger-nail when he wishes admittance merely into a +cabinet, and not into a principal apartment." + +What a splendidly picturesque contrast of the two +brothers-in-office!--the master of accomplishments with the motley +scarf-skin or hind-apron of a yellow summer-dress, as if with the yellow +outer wings of a buttermoth, whose dark under-wings represent the +waistcoat (when he unbuttons it); Wehmeier, on the other hand, in a +roomy, sap-green plush, which a tent-maker seemed to have hung on him, +and with belly and shanks quivering in the black velvet half-mourning of +candidates, who wear it till they carbonize into clear black. Falterle +had his glazed frost pantaloons plated and cast round his legs, and +every wrinkle in them produced one upon his face, as if the latter were +the lining of the former; while along the thighs of the Band-box-master +wound upward the cockle-stairs of his swaddling modests.[33] The former +in bridal-shoes, the latter in pump-chambers,--the one flapping up like +a soft, slimy gold tench, with the belly-fins of his bosom-ruffles, with +the side-fins of his hand-ruffles, and with the tail-fins of a trinomial +root or queue hanging on three little ermine tails; the Magister, in his +green plush, looking for all the world like a green whiting or a chub. A +magnificent set-off, I repeat! + +The whiting would gladly have eaten up the tench, when the goldfish led +forth on his right arm Rabette, and on his left Albano, to dinner. But +now it grew much worse. Alban, with his usual impetuosity, had his +napkin open first,--which became now, as it were, introductory programme +and dokimasticum of Falterle's system of teaching. "_Posement, +Monsieur_," said he to the novice, "_il est messeant de deplier la +serviette avant que les autres aient deplie les leurs_." After some +minutes, Alban thought he would blow his soup cool; it was one _a la +Brittaniere_, with rings. "_Il est messeant, Monsieur_," said +the master of accomplishments, "_de souffler sa soupe_." The +Band-box-master, who had already made up his mouth to vent a puff from +the bellows of his chest at a spoonful of rings, stopped short, +frightened into a dead calm. + +When afterward a veal-stuffed cabbage-bomb fell like a central sun on +the table-cloth, the Magister boldly gobbled down the burning minced +veal, as a juggler or an ostrich swallows glowing coals, and breathed +more inwardly than outwardly. + +After the bomb, came in a pike _au four_, to which, as is well known, +the cutting away of the head and tail, and the closing up of the belly +give the appearance of a roe's loin. When Albano asked his old teacher +what it was, the latter replied, "A delicate roe's loin." "_Pardonnez, +Monsieur_," said his rival gourmand, "_c'est du brochet au four, mon +cher Compte; mais il est messeant de demander le nom de quelque mets +qu'il soit,--on feint de le savoir_." + +It is easy to show that this horizontal shot from a double rifle pierced +through the Magister's marrow and bone; the _instruments of passion_ +which lay in the cut-off head of the pike _au four_, as in an armory, +continued to do their execution in his. Like most schoolmasters, he +thought himself to have the finest manners, so long as he taught them, +and fought against bad ones; so long he prized them uncommonly, just as +he did his dress; but when he was outdone in either, then he must needs +despise them from his heart. It brought him to his legs again that he +was all the while silently comparing the master of accomplishments with +the two Catos and Homer's heroes, who ate not much better than swine, +and that he thus tied the Viennite to a pillory, and thrashed him most +lustily thereon, with one hand, while with the other he rung above him +the shame-bell. Yes, he placed himself, in order to make his official +brother small, upon a distant planet, and looked down upon the bomb and +the pike _au four_, and could not help laughing up there on his planet, +to find that this yellow-silk shop-keeper of Nature, with his rubbish of +brains, was no bigger than a paste-eel. Then he pitied his forsaken +pupil, and so came down again, and swore on the way to weed as much out +of him every day as that other fellow raked in. + +We shall learn quite soon enough how Albano's nerves quivered on this +lathe, and under these smoothing-planes. The Director was indescribably +delighted with this pedagogical cutting and polishing of so great a +diamond, although the cutting (according to Jeffries) takes from all +diamonds half their weight, and although he himself had all his, and +more carats than angles. Wehrfritz could never entirely forgive,--at +which point he was now aiming, because he had brought with him for the +little one the Oesterleins harpsichord,--until at least with one word he +had inflicted a short martyrdom; accordingly, blind to Albano's +concealed bloody expiation of the fault, he communicated to the company +how strictly the Minister educated his children, how they, e. g., for +any involuntary coughing or laughing at the table, like Prussian cavalry +soldiers, who fall off or lose their hats in the wind, suffer +punishment, and how they were, to be sure, no older than Albano, but +quite as well-mannered as grown people. At the house of the Minister he +had, on the contrary, boasted to-day the acquirements of his foster-son; +but many parents build up in every other house smoking altars of incense +for the same child, which in their own they smoke with brimstone, like +vines and bees. Besides, deuse take it! they, like princes (fathers of +their country), make redoubled demands precisely when children have +satisfied immoderate ones; so that the latter, by _opera +supererogationis_ in the shape of advanced lessons, forfeit rather than +win their play-hours. Do we not admire it in great philosophers, e. g. +Malebranche, and great generals, e. g. Scipio, that, after the greatest +achievements which they made in the kingdom of truths, or in a +geographical, they betook themselves to the nursery, and there carried +on real child's fooleries, in order gently to relax the bow wherewith +they had shot so many lies and liars to the ground. And why shall not +this simile, wherewith St. John defended himself when he allowed himself +a play-hour with his tame partridge, also excuse children for being +children, when they have previously stretched too crooked the yet thin +bow? + +But now on with our story! Old Wehrfritz recounted to Rabette, in a very +friendly manner, "how he had seen to-day the pupil of Don Zesara, the +magnificent Countess de Romeiro, actually only twelve years old, but +with such a deportment as only a court dame had, and how the noble +Knight experienced more joy than usual in his little ward." These hard, +clattering words tore, as if he had hydrophobia, the open nerves of the +ambitious boy, since the Knight had hitherto been to him the +life's-goal, the eternal wish, and the _frere terrible_, wherewith they +kept him under,--but he sat still there without a sign, and choked his +crying heart. Wehrfritz recognized this dumb lip-biting of feeling; +however, he acted as if Albano had not understood him. + +Now began the Viennite too, hurling about his fire-balls into all +corners and niches of the Ministerial Vatican, merely to throw a +favorable light upon his dancing and music scholars therein, as well as +himself. Cannot the daughter of the Minister, hardly ten years old, +speak all the modern languages and play on the harmonica, which Albano +has never yet once heard, and even execute four-handed sonatas of +Kotzeluch, and sing already like a nightingale, on boughs that have not +yet put on their foliage too, and in fact passages from operas, which +made her nightingale breast grow hollow, so that he had to leave? Yes, +cannot her brother do far more, and has he not read out all the +circulating libraries, particularly the plays, which he also performs on +amateur stages into the bargain? And is he not at this precise hour +making his case right good in to-day's masquerade ball, if he only meets +there the object that inspires him? Wehmeier did wrong to sit opposite +our jewel-humming-bird, Falterle, like a horned-owl or a bird-spider, +ready to pluck and eat the humming-bird every minute. Verily, Falterle +said nothing out of malice; he could not despise or hate anybody, +because his mental eyes were so deeply buried in his own inflated "I," +that he could not look with them at all out beyond his swollen self; he +harmed no soul, and fluttered round people only as a still butterfly, +not as a buzzing, stinging horse-fly, and sucked no blood, but only +honey (i. e. a little praise). + +"Pray, tell me, Mr. Von Falterle," said Wehrfritz, who, so soon as he +had brought down this cold lightning-flash upon Albano, would no longer +shoot cold and flying insinuations at him, "does the young minister +sometimes sit on a bird-pole, like our Albano here?" That was too much +for thee, tormented child! "No," said Albano, in a brassy tone, and with +the friendliness of a corpse, which signifies another death to follow; +and with an optical cloud of floating complexions, left the seat +cracking under his dumb convulsions, and with clenched fingers went +slowly out. + +The poor young man had, to-day, since the apparent forgiveness of his +Adamitish fall, and since the sight of the elegant new teacher, for whom +he had so long rejoiced in hope, and whose fine copperplate encasement +was just of a kind to have an imposing effect upon a child, cast off the +last chrysalis-shell of his inner being, and promised himself high +things. Some hand had within an hour snatched his inner man from the +close, drowsy cradle of childhood,--he had sprung at once out of the +warming-basket, had thrown stuffed-hat and frock far away from him,--he +saw the _toga virilis_ hanging in the distance, and marched into it, and +said, "Cannot I, too, be a youth?" + +Ah, thou dear boy! man, especially the rosy-cheeked little man, too +easily cheats himself with taking repentance for reformation, +resolutions for actions, blossoms for fruits, as on the naked twig of +the fig-tree seeming _fruits_ sprout forth, which are only the fleshy +rinds of the _blossoms_! + +And now, while all the nerves and roots of his soul lay naked and +exposed to the harsh air, and with such fair, fresh impulses,--just now +must he be so often trampled upon and disgraced. Honor burned in his +bosom,--he determined to pass through the coming years as through a +white colonnade of monumental pillars,--already a mere Alumnus from the +city was, to his soul thirsting for glory and knowledge, a classic +author,--and was he to endure it that the Director should falsely +accuse, and the Vienna master caricature him to the Knight his father? +Hard tears were struck, like sparks, from his proud, insulted soul, and +the heat dissolved the comet nucleus of his inner world into a sweltry +mist. In short, he resolved to run away to Pestitz in the night,--rush +into his father's presence, tell him all, and then come home again +without saying a word of it. At the end of the village he found a +night-express, of whom he inquired the way to Pestitz, and who wondered +at the little pilgrim without a hat. + +But first let my readers look with me at the nest of the supper-party. +This very express brought the Vienna master a bad piece of news touching +the so-long-praised son of the Minister, whose name was Roquairol. + +The above-mentioned female pupil of the Knight, the little Countess of +Romeiro, was very beautiful: cold ones called her an angel, and +enthusiastic ones a goddess. Roquairol had none of your Belgic veins, +wherein, as in Saturn, all liquids lie as fixed, frozen bodies, but +African arteries, in which, as in Mercury, melted metals run round. When +the Countess was with his sister, he was always trying, with the common +boldness of boys in high-life, to run his heart, filled with a venous +system of quick matches, upon hers, as a good fireship; but she placed +his sister as a fire-wall before her. Unfortunately she had gone, by +chance, dressed as Werther's Lotta, to this evening's masquerade, and +the splendor of her despotic charms was swallowed up and flashed round +by eyes all darkly glowing behind masks: he took his inner and outer +both off, pressed towards her, and demanded, with some haste--because +she threatened to be off, and with some confidence, which he had won on +the amateur-stage, and with pantomimic passionateness, which on that +stage had always gained him the finest serenade of clapping +hands--demanded nothing just now but reciprocal love. Werther's Lotta +haughtily turned upon him her splendid back, covered with ringlets; +beside himself, he ran home, took Werther's costume and pistol and came +back. Then, with a physiognomical hurricane on his countenance, he +stepped up before her and said, showing the weapon, he would kill +himself here in the hall, if she rejected him. She looked upon him a +little too politely, and asked what he wanted. But Werther, half drunk +with Lotta's charms, with Werther's sorrows, and with punch, after the +fifth or sixth "No!" (being already used to public acting,) before the +whole masquerade, pointed the murderous weapon against himself, pulled +the trigger, but luckily injured only his left ear-flap,--so that +nothing more can be hung on that,--and grazed the side of his head. She +instantly fled, and set out upon her journey, and he fell down, +bleeding, and was carried home. + +This story blew out many lamps in Falterle's triumphal arch, and lighted +up many on Wehmeier's; but it set Albina at once into agony about her +quite as wild mad-cap Albano. She asked after him in the kitchen, and +the express-messenger helped her to a clew by his account of the boy +without a hat. She hastened, herself, in her usual extravagance of +anxiety, out through the village. A good genius--the yard-dog, +Melak--had proved the antagonist-muscle and turnpike-gate of the +fugitive. That is to say, Melak wanted to go too, and Alban chose rather +that a patron and coast-guard so serviceable to the castle-yard, and who +oftener warned away intruders than the night-watch did themselves, +should go home again. Melak was firm in his matters: he wanted +reasons,--namely, sticks and stones thrown at him; but the weeping boy, +whose burning hands the cold nose of the good-natured animal refreshed, +could not give him a hard word, but he merely turned the fawning dog +right about, and said softly, Go home! But Melak recognized no decrees +except loud ones; he kept turning round again; and in the midst of these +inversions,--during which, in Albano's mind, always on a Brockenberg and +seeing giant forms loom and glide through the clouds, his tears and +every undeserved word burned deeper and deeper,--he was found by his +innocent mother. + +"Albano," said she, with a friendly but forced composure, "thou here in +the cold night-air?" This conduct and language of the only soul which he +had injured, took so strong a hold on his full soul, which needed a +vent, whether in tears or in gall, that, with a spasmodic shock of his +overstrained heart, he sprang upon her neck, and hung there, melted in +tears. At her questions, he could not confess his cruel purpose, but +merely pressed himself more strongly to her heart. And now came the +anxious and penitent Director, too, following after, whom the child's +situation had melted over, and said: "Silly devil! was my meaning then +so evil?" and took the little hand to lead the way back again. Probably +Albano's anger was exhausted by the effusion of love, and satisfied +through the appeasing of his ambition; accordingly and immediately, +strange to tell, with greater affection towards Wehrfritz than towards +Albina, he went back with them, and wept by the way, merely from tender +emotion. + +When he entered the room, his face was as if transfigured, though a +little swollen; the tears had washed away, as with a flood, his +defiance, and drawn all his heart's soft lines of beauty upon his +countenance, somewhat as the rain shows in transparent, trembling +threads the heaven-flower (nostock), which does not appear in the sun. +He placed himself in a posture of attention near his father, and kept +his hand the whole evening, and Albina enjoyed in the double love a +double bliss; and even on the faces of the servants lay scattered +fragments of the third mock-rainbow of the domestic peace,--the sign of +the covenant after the assuaging of the waters. + +Verily, I have often formed the wish--and afterwards made a picture out +of it--that I could be present at all reconciliations in the world, +because no love moves us so deeply as _returning_ love. It must touch +Immortals, when they see men, the heavy-laden, and often held so widely +asunder by fate or by fault, how, like the Valisneria,[34] they will +tear themselves away from the marshy bottom, and ascend into a fairer +element; and then, in the freer upper air, how they will conquer the +distance between their hearts and come together. But it must also pain +Immortals when they behold us under the violent _tempests_ of life +arrayed against each other on the _battle-field_ of enmity, under double +blows, and so mortally smitten at once by remote destiny and by that +nearer hand which should bind up our wounds! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[27] I have already said that he was brought up there, under the +Provincial Director, _Von Wehrfritz_. + +[28] With this Evangelist, as is well known, an angel is +associated. + +[29] Compass. + +[30] Odious, or tabooed.--TR. + +[31] To a German President of Finance, Vol. I. p. 296. + +[32] For Boyle found in his experiments that ranunculi, mints, +&c., which he suffered to grow large in the water, developed the +usual aromatic virtues. + +[33] Some would rather hear this word than _breeches_. + +[34] The female Valisneria lies rolled up under the water, out of +which it lifts its bud, to bloom in the open air; the male then +loosens itself from the too short stalk and swims to her with its +dry blossom-dust. + + + + +THIRD JUBILEE. + + METHODS OF THE TWO PROFESSIONAL GARDENERS IN THEIR + PEDAGOGICAL GRAFTING-SCHOOL.--VINDICATION OF VANITY.--DAWN + OF FRIENDSHIP.--MORNING STAR OF LOVE. + + +17. CYCLE. + +If we open the two school-rooms, we shall see the Band-box-master, in +the forenoon, sitting and brooding upon the two-yolked eggs of the +_eleve_, and the accomplishing master, in the afternoon, just as the +cock-pigeon guards the nest the former part of the day, and the female +the latter. + +Now Wehmeier, as well as his competitor, was fain to take possession of +his pupil with wholly new instructions; but what were new to him were +new to himself. Like most of the older schoolmasters, he knew--of +astronomy, except the little that was found in the book of Joshua, and +of physics, except the few errors which existed in his rather-forgotten +than torn-up manuscript books, and of philosophy, except that of +Gottsched, which required, however, a riper pupil, and of other real +sciences--strictly speaking, nothing, except a little history. If +ever--in the literary Sahara, to which the tormenting screw of +school-lessons, without end, and the beggar's or cripple's wagon of a +life without pay, that had been turned rather into dross than into ore, +had exiled him--new methods of teaching or new discoveries came to his +ears (they never came to his eyes), he noted, at the moment, that they +were his own, only with a shade of variation; and he concealed from no +one the plagiarism. I heartily beg, however, all silken and powdered and +curly-haired Princes' instructors, blame not too sorely my poor +Wehmeier, so deeply overlaid with the heavy, thick strata of fate, for +his subterranean optics and his crookedness of posture, but reckon his +eight children and his eight school-hours and his approaching fifties in +his life's grotto of Antiparos, and then decide whether the man can, +under these circumstances, come out again into light? + +But yet of history he knew, as was said, something; and this he seized +upon as pedagogical lucky-bone and Fortunatus's wishing-cap. Had he not +already, in that epical, picturesque style of paraphrase,--whereby he +could relate the smallest market-town history in such an interesting and +fictitious way, (for whence will a good story-teller draw the thousand +lesser but necessary touches but from his head?)--lectured out to his +Albano Huebner's Biblical History, in a manner extremely touching? And +which wept most during the delivery, teacher or scholar? + +Now he had three historical courses open before him. He could strike +into the geographical road, which begins with the wretchedest history in +the world,--the history of countries. But only the British and the +French, at most, can begin history as an epic, and a description of the +earth backward; on the contrary, a Haarhaar, Baireuth, or Mecklenberg +princely patristic gives hollow teeth hollow nuts to crack, without meat +for head and heart. And does not one magnify thereby a twig of history, +on which the accident of birth has deposited the young barkchafer, most +disproportionately into a tree of consanguinity? And what cares one in +Berlin, for instance, to inquire after a lineage of Margraves, or in +Hof, after the pedigree of the Regents of Hohenzollern? + +The second method is the chronological, or that which tackles the horses +in front; this starts with the birthday of the world, which, according +to Petavius and the Rabbins, came into the world on the forenoon of the +22d October,[35] hastens on to the 28th of October as the first clown's +and blunderhead's day of the young Adam, then marches away over the +29th, the first Sunday, Fast-day, and Bankruptcy-day, and so on down to +the Bankruptcy- and Fast-day of the latest child of Adam, who is +compelled to listen to the case. + +This milky-way was, for our Magister, too long, too dreary, too strange. +He steered the middle track between the foregoing, which leads to the +rich two Indies of history, Greece and Rome. The ancients work upon us +more through their deeds than through their writings, more upon the +heart than upon the taste; one fallen century after another receives +from them the double history as the two sacraments and means of grace +for moral confirmation, and their writings, to which their stone works +of art attach every after age, are the eternal Bible-institute against +every failure of a Kanstein's. But let us now, on a fine summer morning, +walk along several times before the Rectorate-residence, and listen, +ourselves also, outside, to hear with what voice the Magister within, +although in old-fashioned applications, cites out of Plutarch,--the +biographical Shakespeare of Universal History,--not the shadowy world of +states, but the angels of the churches who shine therein, the holy +family of great men, and cast a passing glance at the sparkling eye with +which the inspired boy hangs upon the moral antiques which the teacher, +as in a foundery, assembles around him. O, when the mighty storm-clouds +of the heroic past thus hung around Zesara's soul as on a mountain, and +descended upon it with still lightnings and drops, was not then the +whole mountain charged with heavenly fire, and every green thing that +blossomed thereupon fertilized, quickened, and called forth? And could +he, then, so beautifully beclouded, haply look down into low reality? +Nay, did not teacher as well as scholar, amid the market-din of the +Roman and Athenian forums, where they went round in the train of Cato +and Socrates, remain entirely ignorant that the busy mistress was +cooking, bed-making, scolding, and scouring close beside them? Of the +eight screaming children, on account of the very multitude, they heard +nothing; for a single buzzing fly a man cannot bear, without a terrible +effort, in his chamber, while he could easily a whole swarm. Even so, +from their eyes, the school-room, on whose floor nothing was wanting +which is thrown into canary-cages for nest-building,--hair, moss, +roe's-hair, pulled flannel, and finger-lengths of yarn,--was hidden by +the floor of the (geographical and historical) Old World, which, like +the pavement of St. Paul's church in Rome, consists of marble ruins full +of broken inscriptions. + + +18. CYCLE. + +The reader is now curious about the afternoon, when the _eleve_ is sent +into the polishing-mill of the Viennite, in order to know what sort of a +polishing he gets there. It cannot but make him still more curious, when +I repeat that Wehmeier, who, like other literati, resembled the elephant +in clumsiness and sagacity, found nothing more agreeable to think +of--and, therefore, to describe--in ancient history, than a great man, +who had on little, as, for instance, Diogenes, or went barefoot, like +Cato, or unshaven, like the philosophers; nay, he hit the very +Mittel-Mark, and drew out for himself Frederick the Second's clothes, +whereby he gained as much as Mr. Page in Paris, and carried _his_ +shirts, like the noble Saladin's, and with similar proclamations, on +poles for show, and sketched, as a second _Scheiner_, the best map we +have of the sun-spots of snuff on Frederick. Then he took these naked, +rough colossi, and piled them together into one scale, and threw into +the other the light, wainscoted figures, like Falterle and the nice +Nuremberg Kinder-gaerten of modern courts, and besought the scholar to +take notice which way the swaying tongue of the balance would +incline.... + +I am not wholly on thy side here, Magister, since vigorous youths too +easily, without any prompting, tear in pieces the thin plate of the +ceremonial law, and often the platers, the head masters of ceremonies, +into the bargain. For weaklings, the method is good. + +Now, when Albano came to the accomplishing master, he could but faintly, +on account of the loud resonance of the previous lesson,--for children +of a certain depth, like buildings of a certain size, give an +_echo_,--apprehend what Falterle commanded; and only when he remained +some days without the historical sensation was he more widely open to +the lesser instructions, as gilded things cannot be silvered over till +the gold is worn off. The misfortune was, too, that he had to go through +his task-dances in the very next room to the study of the Director, who +was there occupied with his own. It often happened that Wehrfritz, when +Alban was as _distrait_ and inattentive in the Anglaise as a partner in +love, would cry out, while he was dictating in there, "In the name of +the three devils, chassez!" Quite as many cases might one reckon in +which, when the music-master, like a bass-drum, with everlasting +exhortations glided away through adagio into piano, the man had to call +out in there, with the strongest imaginable fortissimo, "Pianissimo, +Satan! pianissimo!" Sometimes he was obliged to rise from his labors, +when, in the fencing-lesson, all admonitions to "quart!" availed +nothing, and open the door, and, grim with fury, say to him of Vienna, +"For God's sake, sir, don't be a hare! Prick his leather soundly, if he +doesn't mind!" Whereupon the courtly fencing-master would only gently +encourage him to "quart thrust." + +Nevertheless, he learned much. In such early years one cannot rise above +the finery nor the fine arts of a Falterle, who, besides, was reinforced +with the magical advantage of having shone and taught in the forbidden +metropolis. Only the loud stride and the boots were not to be taken from +the pupil; but the shoulders soon grew horizontal, and the head +perpendicular; and the oscillating fingers, together with the restless +body, were steadied with Stahl's eye-holder. In general, men with a +_liberal_ soul in a finely-built body have already, without Falterle's +espalier-wall and scissors, an agreeable shape and stature. Moreover, +he felt toward the neat, friendly Falterle that holy _first love for +men_ wherewith a child's heart twines round all inmates of his home and +village; and simply for this reason, that a lady could wind the Viennite +about her ring-finger,--yes, inside of the gold ring itself,--and +because he spoke and lied about the Knight of the Golden Fleece as about +a king, and because he was the most agreeable creature that ever trod +the earth. + +As I mean in my biographies to teach tolerance and even-handed justice +toward all characters, I must here lead the way with a pattern of +toleration, by remarking of Falterle, that his poor, thin soul had not +the power to develop itself under the stone table of the laws of +etiquette, and under the wooden yoke of an imposing station. To whom did +the poor devil ever do any harm? Not even to ladies, for whom indeed he +was always laboring before the looking-glass, like a copperplate +engraver, upon his dear self, but only, like other sculptors, by this +artistic work, to display pure beauties, not to mislead them. The +sea-water of his life--for he is neither a millionnaire, nor even the +greatest _savant_ of the age, although he has read about among many +circulating libraries--is sweetened by the water of beauty, wherein he +hourly bathes. He swills and gormandizes scarcely at all. If he curses +and swears, he does it in foreign languages, as the Papist makes his +prayers, and flatters very few except himself. + +The vain man, and still more the vain woman, hate vain persons much too +violently; for such persons, after all, are more diseased in the head +than in the will. I can here cheerfully appeal to every thinking reader, +whether he ever, even when he was going about with an uncommonly vain +feeling, remembers to have detected any deep qualms of conscience or +discords in himself, which, however, were never wanting, when he lied +very much or was too hard. Much rather has he, on such occasions, +experienced an uncommonly agreeable rocking of his inner man in the +cradle of state. Hence a vain man is as hard to cure as a gambler; but +for this further reason,--most sins are occasional sermons and +occasional poems, and must frequently be set aside, from the third to +the tenth commandment inclusive. Marriage, the Sabbath, a man's word, +cannot be broken at any given hour. One cannot bear false witness +against himself, any more than he can play ninepins or fight a duel with +himself. Many considerable sins can only be committed on Easter-Fair or +New-Year's Day, or in the Palais Royal, or in the Vatican. Many royal, +margravely, princely crimes are possible only once in a whole life; many +never at all,--for instance, the sin against the Holy Ghost. On the +contrary, one can praise and crown himself inwardly day and night, +summer and winter, in every place,--in the pulpit, in the Prater, in the +general's tent, on the back seat of a sleigh, in the princely chair, in +any part of Germany,--for instance, in Weimar. What! and must one let +this perennial balsam-plant, which continually perfumes the inner man, +be plucked up or lopped off? + + +19. CYCLE. + +All these occupations and thorns were to Albano right good, sharp +earthquake-conductors, since in his bosom already more subterranean +storm-matter circulated than is needed to burst the thin wall of a man's +chest. Now he began to get on deeper and deeper into the wild +thunder-months of life. The longing to see Don Zesara caught new warmth +from the Roman history, which lifted up on high before him Caesar's +colossal image, and wrote under it, "Zesara." The veiled Linden-city was +carried over by his fancy and set upon seven hills, and exalted to a +Rome. A post-horn rang through his innermost being, like a Swiss Ranz +des Vaches, which builds out into the ether all summits of our wishes in +long and shining mountain-chains; and it blew for him the signal of a +tent-striking, and all cities of the earth lay with open gates and with +broad highways round about him. And when, at this period, on a cool, +clear summer morning, he marched along metrically by the side of a +regiment on its way to Pestitz, so long as he could hear the sound of +the drums and fifes, then did his soul celebrate a Handel's Alexander's +Feast; the past became audible,--the rattling of the triumphal cars, the +movement of the Spartan bands and their flutes, and the clear trumpet of +Fame,--and, as if at the sound of the last trumpets, his soul arose +among none but glorified dead on the unbolted earth, and, with them, +still marched onward. + +When History leads a noble youth to the plains of Marathon, and up to +the Capitol, he would fain have at his side a friend,--a comrade,--a +brother-in-arms, but no more than this,--no sister-in-arms; for a +heroine injures a hero greatly. Into the energetic youth friendship +enters earlier than love: the former appears, like the lark, in the +early spring of life, and goes not away till late autumn; the latter +comes and flees, like the quail, with the warm season. Albano already +heard this lark warbling, invisible, in the air: he found a friend, not +in Blumenbuehl, not in the Linden-city, not in any place, but in his own +bosom; and the name of that friend was--Roquairol. + +The case was this: For people like myself, country life is the honey +wherein they take the pill of city life. Falterle, on the contrary, +could not worry down the bitter country life without the silvering-over +of city life: thrice every week he ran over to Pestitz, either into the +boxes of the amateur-theatre as dramaturgist, or on the stage itself as +actor. Now, on every such occasion, he took his little part-book out +into the village with him, and there, relying on this rehearsal of the +play, studied his part independently of those of his colleagues; just +as, to this day, every state-servant commits his to memory without a +glance at those of his fellow-performers: hence every one of us consists +of only one faculty, and, as in the Russian hunting-music, knows how to +fife only one tone, and must throw his strength into the pauses. Into +these fragments of theatricals, then, borrowed from Falterle, Albano +entered with a rapture which his master soon sought to increase by +exchanging for these limited sectors of the globe the whole dramatic +world. + +The Viennite had long since eulogized before him the suicidal mad-cap +Roquairol as a genius in learning,--and himself as particularly such in +teaching; and now he adduced the proof of it from the great parts which +the mad-cap always played so well. For the rest, it was not his fault +that he did not exceedingly disparage the Minister's son, whom he +envied, not only for his theatrical, but for his erotic achievements. +For the inventively rich Roquairol had with that shot at himself in his +thirteenth year saluted and won the whole female sex, and made himself, +out of a sacrificial victim, priest of sacrifices, and manager of the +amateuress-theatre, attached to the amateur-theatre; whereas the shy, +stupid Falterle, with his still-born fancy, could never bring a charmer +to any other step than the pas retrograde in a minuet, or to anything +more than a setting of the fingers, when he wanted to get himself set in +her heart. But the vain man cannot deny others any praise which is also +his own. + +How must all this have won our friend's admiration for a youth whom he +saw pass through his soul now as Charles Moor, now as Hamlet, as +Clavigo, as Egmont! As regards the notorious masquerade-shot described +in a former Jubilee period, our so inexperienced Hercules, dazzled as he +was by the naked dagger of Cato, must have accredited that shot to such +a kindred Heraclide, as one of his twelve tragical labors. The +fee-court-provost Hafenreffer even tells me, Albano once disputed with +the Vienna gentleman, who had long since let himself down from a +schoolmaster to a schoolmate, about the finest ways of dying, and, in +opposition to the tender Falterle, who declared _himself_ in favor of +the sleeping-potion, declared himself on Roquairol's side, even with the +stronger addition: "He should like best of all to stand on the top of a +tower and draw the lightning on his head!" In this latter article he +shows the high feeling of the ancients, who held death by lightning to +be no damnation, but a deification; but might not physical causes also +have had something to do with it, for his elbows and his hair often +flashed out, in the dark, electric fire, and more than once a holy +circle streamed out round his head even in the cradle? The Provost is +strong for this view of the matter. + +Albano, at last, could find no way to cool his fiery heart but by taking +paper and writing to the invisible friend, and giving it in charge to +the gentleman from Vienna. Falterle, who was complaisance itself--and +withal untruth itself, too--in spite of his aversion to Roquairol, took +the letters with him, and was _heartily glad to do it_ ("I am quite at +home at the Minister's," said he); but never delivered a single one of +them, since he had as little influence in the proud Froulay-palace as +with the son himself, and so he merely brought back with him every time +a new and valid reason why Roquairol had not been able to answer: he was +either too very busy, or in the sick-chair, or in company,--but every +letter _had delighted him_; and our unsuspecting youth firmly believed +it all, and kept on writing and hoping. It would have been handsomely +done of the Legation's-counsellor, had he only, that is to say, if he +could, been so obliging as to hand over to me Albano's palm-leaves of a +loving heart; not for the archives of this book, but merely for my +documents relating to the case, for the catalogue of petals, which I for +my own private use am stitching and gluing together, of Albano's +flowering-time. + + +20. CYCLE. + +Our Zesara, on entering into the years when the song of poets and +nightingales flows more deeply into the softened soul, became suddenly +another being. He grew stiller and wilder at once, more tender and more +impetuous, as, for instance, he once flew in the highest rage to the +help of a dog yelping under the blows of the cudgel. Heaven and earth, +which hitherto in his bosom, as in the Egyptian system, had run into +each other, that is to say, the ideal and the real, worked themselves +free from each other, and Heaven ascended and receded, pure and high and +brilliant,--upon the inner world rose a sun and upon the outer a moon, +but the two worlds and hemispheres attracted each other and made one +whole,--his step became slower, his bright eye dreamy, his +athlete-gymnastics less frequent,--he could not now help loving all +human beings more warmly, and feeling them more near to him; and often +with closed eyes he fell trembling upon the neck of his foster-mother, +or out in the open air bade his foster-father, at his starting on his +journeys, a more lonely and heartfelt farewell. + +And now before such clear and sharp eyes the Isis-veil of Nature became +transparent, and a living Goddess looked down into his heart with +features full of soul. Ah, as if he had found his mother, so did he now +find Nature,--now for the first time he knew what spring was, and the +moon, and the ruddy dawn, and the starry night.... Ah, we have all once +known it, we have all once been tinged with the morning-redness of +life!... O, why do we not regard all _first_ stirrings of human emotion +as holy, as firstlings for the altar of God? There is truly nothing +purer and warmer than our first friendship, our first love, our first +striving after truths, our first feeling for Nature: like Adam, we are +made mortals out of immortals; like Egyptians, we are governed earlier +by gods than by men; and the ideal foreruns the reality, as, with some +trees, the tender _blossoms_ anticipate the broad, rough _leaves_, in +order that the latter may not set before the dusting and fructifying of +the former. + +When, as often happened, Albano came home from his inner and outer +roamings, at once intoxicated and thirsty,--with senses at the same time +_shut_ and _sharpened_, but dreaming like sleepers who feel the more +painfully the putting out of the light,--at such times of course it +needed only a few cold drops of cold words to make the hot, flowing +soul, upon the contact of the strange, cold bodies, scatter in zigzag +and globules; whereas a warm mould would have rounded the fluid mass +into the loveliest form. + +Circumstances being such, of course no one will wonder at what I am +presently to report. The dancing-, music-, and fencing-master, who +boasted little of his steps, touches, and thrusts, but so much the more +of his (Imperial Diet-) Literature,--for he had the new names of the +months, the orthography of Klopstock, and the Latin characters in German +letters sooner in _his_ letters than any one of us,--would fain show the +house of Wehrfritz that he understood a little more of literature and +knew a thing or two better than other Viennites (the more so since he +read absolutely nothing, not even political newspapers and novels, +because he preferred real, living men); he therefore never came into the +house without two pockets full of romance and verse for Rabette and +Albano. He was encouraged in this by his endless officiousness, and his +emulous race-running with his colleague Wehmeier in education, and the +interest which he took in the youth now growing so silent, whom he +wished to help out of the sweet _dreams_ which the _ruby_[36] of his +glittering young life inspired with the exegetic _dream-books_, the +works of the poets. The revolution which had taken place in the youth, +who now mowed away whole romantic glades of Everdingen, and plucked +whole poetical flower-borders of Huysum, I have now neither time nor +wish even so much as tolerably to portray, on account of the +above-promised wondrous circumstance; suffice it, that Albano, so +situated,--the heaven of the poetic art open before him, the promised +land of Romance spread out before his eyes,--resembled a planet, +assailed by several whizzing comets, and blazing up with them into a +common conflagration. + +But what further? The Vienna master--this I must still premise--was a +vain fool (at least in matters of humility, for example, his pigmy feet, +his literature, his success with women), and particularly loved, by +familiar pictures of great ones and ladies, to have inferred his +confederation with the originals. The poor devil was, to be sure, poor, +and believed, with many other authors, that he--unlike Solomon, who +prayed for wisdom and received gold--had inversely had the misfortune +while supplicating for the latter to receive only the former. In short, +on such grounds as these he would have been very glad, let it be +observed in passing, to know that the belief prevailed in the house of +Wehrfritz that he stood on very good terms with his former pupil, the +Minister's daughter,--_Liana_, I think it was, if I read Hafenreffer's +handwriting correctly,--and that he quite often saw her, and spoke with +her mother. Add to this, that there was not one word of truth in the +whole: through the temple in which Liana was there was no door-way for +him. But so much the less could he let the Director get ahead of him, +who often saw her, and always praised her more warmly at home, merely +for the sake of scolding the rude innocence of Rabette, who had never +been educated by anybody. The Vienna master wished also, of course, to +draw the Count--to whom he only showed the coasts of Roquairol's isle of +friendship afar off, but no point for landing--cunningly away from the +brother through the sister (he had found it impossible longer to deceive +and hold him back); for why did he paint it out before him at such +length, how poisonously, some years before, the night-and death-chill +brought on by that parting shot of a brother whom she too devotedly +loved had fallen upon those tender, white leaves of her heart? + +Quite often would he, during a meal, hang up broad merit-tables, +countersigned by Wehrfritz, of Liana's progress in music and painting, +in order, seemingly, to stimulate his pupil on the harpsichord and in +drawing to greater achievements. For if it was not for appearance' sake, +why did he paste up such very long altar-pieces of Liana's charms before +Rabette, that impartial one, who, vying only with parsons' daughters, +and not with those of ministers, heard almost as gladly the praise of +_city_ beauties as we do of _Homer's_, and in whose presence only a +windy fool, that would fain hold himself upright in the saddle before +women by singing the praises of other women, could intone such eulogies +as his were of Liana? Verily, before such a resigned and unenvious soul +as Rabette,--especially as her complexion and hands and hair were none +of the softest, at least harder than Falterle's,--I would not for any +prize-medal in the world have undertaken, as he however did, to bring +near, in high colors, the happy results with which the Minister, in +order to bring over Liana's uncommonly youthful beauty, by proper +training, into her present years, had done his best by means of delicate +and almost meagre fare, by tight lacing, by shutting up his orangery, +whose window he seldom lifted off from this flower of a milder +clime,--still less would I have cared to be able to describe, like him, +how she had thereby become a tender creature of pastil-dust, which the +gusts of fate and the monsoons of climate could almost blow to +pieces,--and that she actually could only wash herself with spirits of +soap, and only with the softest linen dry herself without pain, and +could not pluck three gooseberries without making her finger bleed. + +The shallow Viennite, who, if he spied a man of rank standing up on the +cupola of a mountain, could never take off his hat before him, down in +the marsh, without saying, in a low tone, at the same time, "Your most +profoundly obedient servant!" and who spoke of distinguished people, at +the farthest, only in familiar or satirical tones (to show his +connection), but never in earnest criticism, was, of course, as became +him, not the man to call old Froulay a stiff, sharp gravestone, under +which two such tender flowers as his lady with the ivy (Liana) twining +round her, crooked and crowded, had to wind their way out into light. +Mr. Von Hafenreffer, to his honor,--in respect that he is a +Legation's-Counsellor and Fee-Court-Provost,--makes here the quite +different but more feeling observation, that the hard strata of such +connections as those through which Liana's life-rill must needs filter +and force its way, make it purer and clearer, just as all hard strata +are filtering-stones of water,--and all her charms become, indeed, +through her father's tyranny, torments, but also all her torments +become, through her own patience, charms.... + +But, good Zesara, supposing now thou art compelled, daily, to hear all +this,--and supposing the master of accomplishments forgets not to +depict, besides, how she has never grieved him with a disobedient look, +or a tardiness, how cheerfully she always brought him the paper-marks of +the lessons, and, at the end, her schooling-money or an invitation,--and +how carefully, mildly, and courteously she behaved toward her servants, +and how one must have thought her heart could not be warmer than her +very philanthropy made it, if one had not seen her still more ardent +filial affection for her mother;--good Zesara, I say, what if thou +hearest all this in addition to thy romances, and that, too, of the +sister of thy Roquairol; for every one, if it is only half practicable, +loves to spin himself into one chrysalis with the sister of his +friend,--and beside all this, of a maiden in the consecrated +Linden-city, about which Don Gaspard, as the old Prussians[37] did about +their sacred groves, draws additional mystic curtains; and, what is +harder than all, just after the turning-point of thy seventeenth year, +Zesara, when the monsoons and spring winds of the passions already sweep +over the waves of the blood! For, of course, at an earlier period, in +the midst of the learned club of so many linguists,--i. e. books of +linguists, of eclectics, upper-rabbins,--of ten wise men from the East +and from Greece, and, by reason of the uncommonly dazzling +_Epictetus'-lamps_ which the said Decemvirate of wise men had lighted at +the day-star of the wise ones,--at such a time, I say, it was hardly to +be expected of thee that love's little Turin-lantern, which he kept as +yet unopened in his pocket, should strike thy eye very strongly! But +now, my dear, now, I say! Truly, nowhere could any of us find less +fault, if we are uncommonly attentive to it, with what he does in the +21st Cycle, than in this 20th. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[35] The preceding fine October days, as well as the Dog-holidays +and April, and, in short, the rest of the previous part of the +year, were created on the above-mentioned 22d October, and the +said day itself also, after their time. I thus easily shift the +inquiry about all that earlier period. For if any one dates the +world differently, e. g. from the 20th March, as Lipsius and the +Fathers did, still he must fall in with my after-creation of the +forepart of the year, when I thrust home upon him with his own +previous question. + +[36] It used to be believed that a ruby gave pleasant dreams. + +[37] Arnold's Ecclesiastical History of Prussia, Vol. I. + + + + +FOURTH JUBILEE. + + HIGH STYLE OF LOVE.--THE GOTHA POCKET-ALMANAC.--DREAMS ON + THE TOWER.--THE SACRAMENT AND THE THUNDER-STORM.--THE + NIGHT-JOURNEY INTO ELYSIUM.--NEW ACTORS AND STAGES, AND THE + ULTIMATUM OF THE SCHOOL-YEARS. + + +21. CYCLE. + +How many blessed Adams of sixteen and a half years will be at this +moment enjoying their siesta in the grass of Paradise, and seeing their +future bosom-companion created out of the materials of their own hearts! +But they seek her not, like the first Adam, close beside them on the +building-spot, but at a good distance from their own couch, because +distance of space lends as much enchantment to the view as distance of +time. Accordingly, every youth seats himself in the mail-coach with the +full persuasion that in the cities for which he is booked quite +different and more divine Madonnas stand at the doors of the houses than +in his cursed one; and the young men of those cities, again, on their +part, take passage in the arriving stage-coach, and go riding hopefully +into his. + +Ah, this sounds far too rude and harsh for all that I have in my mind, +and it is to me as if I were offering the reader, instead of the living, +floating rose-fragrance, only the stiff, hard, thick, porcelain-rose! +Albano, I will uncover and unclose thy silent, thickly-curtained heart, +so that we all may see therein the saintly image of Liana, the ascending +Raphael's-Mary, but, like the pictures of the saints in Passion-week, +hanging behind the veil, which thou liftest with trembling to adore it, +when thou openest thy books of devotion,--the Romances,--and when thou +findest therein the prayers which belong to thy saint. Even _I_ find it +hard not to do like thee and the ancients, and make a mystery of the +name of thy guardian goddess,--concerning inner spiritual apparitions +(for outer ones are bodily apparitions) the seer is glad to be silent +nine days long;--and with thy blind belief in Liana's virtuous character +being a thousand times higher than thine is, and with thy holy sense of +honor, which watches over another's, it is, of course, a riddle to thee +how others, for instance the Vienna master or Wehrfritz, without the +least blushing, can talk so loudly and fondly of her, when thou thyself +hardly darest before others to--dream of her much. Truly, Albano is a +good creature! Further, how such a light Psyche as Liana, so +crystallized into solid ether, somewhat like the risen Christ, can at +all eat carps and pick the bones out,--or stir the stack of salad in the +blue dish with the long, wooden, miniature pitch-forks,--or how it can +be that she weighs half a pound more in the sedan than a blue +butterfly,--or how she can laugh loud (but that, however, she never did, +my friend);--all this, and in general the whole petty service of this +incarnate earthly life, was, to the winged youth, a riddle and a real +impossibility, or at least the reality thereof was a sort of _fixed-star +occultation_; why shall I suppress that he would have been far less +astonished at a pair of angel's footsteps stamped into Italian rocks, +than at a pair of Liana's in the ground, and that he would have given +for any one single trace or relic of her--I mention only a thread-spool +or a tambour-flower--nothing less than whole cords of the wood of the +holy cross, together with casks of the holy nails, and several apostolic +wardrobes, together with the holy duplicate-bodies into the bargain. + +So have I often longingly wished I could have only a pound of earth from +the moon, or as much as a horn of sun-dust from the sun, before me on my +table and in my hands. So do most of us authors of consequence hover +before a reader out of our own country in like manner as fine, ethereal +images, of whom it is hard to comprehend how they can eat a slice of +bacon, or drink a glass of March beer, or wear a pair of boots; it seems +as if people would collapse when they read anything about Lessing's +razor, Shakespeare's English saddle, Rousseau's bear-skin cap, Psalmist +David's navel, Homer's sleeve, Gellert's queue-tie, Ramler's night-cap, +and the bald-pate under mine, though that is not of much more +consequence. + +The old Provincial Director, seeing that a maiden in no way gains so +much with a youth as by praises which his parents bestow upon her, made +some considerable contributions toward the canonization of Liana, by +frequently weighing against her the rustic Rabette, who laughed just as +he did, and insinuating a contrast between his indulgent wife and the +strict Minister's lady: he then took occasion to set forth in detail +after what strict rules of pure composition this counterpointist (the +Minister's lady) harmoniously arranged the melodious tones of Liana, and +particularly how she discountenanced all rudeness and laughter. Female +souls are peacocks, whose jewelled plumage must be sheltered in nice and +whitened apartments, whereas ours remain clean in duck-coops. Albano +pictured to himself mother and daughter in the double forms in which the +painters give us angels, namely, the intelligent, strict mother, as one +who hides in a long cloud, with only her _head_ visible, and Liana as a +glorified child that, with its tender wings, flutters about a white +cloud. + +How he longed for something, though it were only a fallen, faded rose +of--silk from Pestitz; and yet he could not for shame ask the Vienna +teacher for anything except at the very last, after long thinking, +though with a betraying glow, for one--lesson-mark; "for he had never +yet seen one," he said. Falterle had one at this moment in his +pocket,--the number 15, Liana's former age, was written upon it;--she +might have written the number possibly;--still it was something. Ah, +could he not more willingly have beset the Director for some romances +out of the portable-library of the Minister's lady, in which the +daughter must certainly have read, yes, and might well even have +forgotten some notes of her reading? He actually did it; but Wehrfritz +condemned and cursed in the beginning all romances as poisoned letters; +then he forgot over five times to ask for any;--and finally he brought +with him a novel of Madam Genlis, together with a Gotha pocket-almanac. +These books of the blest--in comparison with which my own works and the +Alexandrine Library and the blue library are only miserable +_remittenda_--had all the stamps of women's books; for they all +contained some ornament or other of female heads, namely, a thimbleful +of hair-powder as they do, fag-ends of silk-ribbon as they do, for +demarcation-lines and memoranda of readings,--and just the same +fragrance (which Semler also praises in the books of alchemy), and which +they seemed to have borrowed from the blossoms of Paradise. Ah, happy +reader of the fairest book (I mean the Count), canst thou ask more? + +By all means; and he found more, too, namely, in the latter end of the +Gotha pocket-almanac, on the two blank parchment-leaves, the words, +"Concert for the Poor, the 21st February," and "Play for the Poor, the +1st Nov." I have often, in my chase after mysteries, beaten out, on +these leaves, the weightiest ones from the bush. "Yes, that is my +pupil's hand," said Falterle; "she and her mother seldom let such an +opportunity slip, because the Minister does not allow them otherwise to +give much to the poor." Do not detain me here about the beauty of her +handwriting,--besides one writes better on parchment and slate than on +paper, and a literary lady, exactly unlike a literary man in this, has +more calligraphy than illiterate ones,--but let me hasten on to the +working of these _incunabula_ of Liana, whose Dominical characters +diffuse over a loving man nothing but bright, inner Sundays of the soul, +and whose leaves resemble in sanctity the Epistles which, in the Middle +Ages, fell from heaven upon the earth. Now, for the first time, was it +to him as if the flying angel, whose shadow hitherto had only glided +over the earth, folded up his pinions, and held his downward course in +the track of the shadow, not far from the spot where Albano stands. He +learned the Gotha pocket-almanac by heart. + +As he believed Liana to be much tenderer and better than he, and as she +appeared to his fancy like Hesper, who, among all the planets, moves +around the sun with the least eccentricity, and he to himself like the +distant Uranus, who does so with the greatest; and since he could not, +without a blaze of shame on his cheek, think of falling behind the +daughter and mother in moral polish, he became at once (no man knew why) +more gentle, mild, compliant, attentive to his person, obedient to the +Vienna teacher,--for Liana had been so too,--and his whole Vesuvius[38] +was kept under by the veil of a saint. The North American adores the +form which appears to him in dreams, as his guardian spirit. O, does not +even thus, to the youth, a fair dream often become his genius? + + +22. CYCLE. + +A Whitsuntide, such as I am now about to describe, Albano, excepting in +the Acts of the Apostles, one can hardly find anywhere else than in +thine! + +He had, hitherto, often listened to Liana's invalid-history with the +deafness of a vigorous, fire-proof youth, when, on one occasion, the +Director brought word home, that the pious lady of the Minister would +let her daughter partake the sacrament on the first Whitsuntide holiday, +because she was apprehensive death regarded such a creature as a +strawberry, which must be plucked before the sun had shone upon it. Ah, +Albano saw death at this moment groping about, and with his stony heel +treading on the pale red berry and crushing it. And then this Philomela +without a tongue, because she had hitherto been compelled to be dumb, +had, like a Procne, sent him only the pictured history of her heavy +existence, and only the leaves of parchment! All loving emotions, like +plants, shoot up the most rapidly in the tempestuous atmosphere of life. +Albano felt at once a wide, deep woe, and a tormenting fever-warmth in +his heart, eaten hollow as it was by death. In his musical and poetic +phantasyings on his Oesterlein's-harpsichord, the dreamed tones of +Liana's voice and the weeping music of the harmonica, which she could +play, and which he had never heard, strangely mingled, like her +swan-song, with his harmonies. But this was not enough; he even wrote, +secretly, a Tragedy, (thou good soul!) wherein he, with wet eyes, +intrusted all his tenderest and bitterest feelings to _another's_ +lips,--but he only kindled them fearfully, while he expressed them. +Every one can remark that he proposed in this way to escape that babbler +and spy, accident; but not every one observes--something quite original +in the case; in _another's_ name, he might, he thought, venture to give +his deep pain a more passionate expression, for which, in his own name, +before so many stoic classical heroes, he could not for shame muster up +the courage. But in this way the classics could not touch him. + +The still, warm enthusiasm grew under the hot covering of this glass +bell much greater yet; namely, to such a degree, that he touchingly +begged his foster-parents to let him on the first Whitsuntide holiday go +to the--Holy Sacrament. The dilapidated state of the village church, +wherein it could hardly be partaken a year longer, must needs speak as +strongly in his favor, as the dilapidated state of Liana's health did in +hers. Always will there remain in our poor human souls, separated from +each other by bodies and wildernesses, the longing to be at least doing +the same thing at the same time with one another, at one and the same +hour to look up at the moon, or (as Addison relates) to send our prayers +above it; and thus is thy wish, Albano, a human, a tender one, to kneel +at the same hour with thy invisible Liana, at the steps of the altar, +and then to rise fiery and commanding after the coronation of the inner +man! He had in the still country built up the altar of religion high and +firm in his soul, as all men of lofty fancy do: on mountains are always +seen temples and chapels. + +But I must never accompany him into the Whitsuntide church before +ascending with him the church-tower. Could anything be conceived more +delicious, than when, at this period, on fair Sundays, so soon as there +was nothing but the heavy sun swimming through the wide heavens, he +climbed to the belfry of the tower, and, covered with the murmuring +waves of the chime, looked out all alone over the earth below, and upon +the western boundary hills of the beloved city? When presently the storm +of sound swept and confounded all together, and when the jewel-sparkling +of the ponds, and the flowery pleasure-tent of the frolicking spring, +and the red castles on the white roads, and the scattered trains of +church-going people slowly winding along between the dark-green +corn-fields, and the stream girdling round the rich pastures and the +blue mountains, those smoking altars of morning sacrifices, and the +whole extended splendor of the visible creation poured into his soul +with a glimmering overflow, and all appeared to him as a dim +dream-landscape--O then arose his inner colosseum full of silent, +godlike forms of spiritual antiques, and the torch-gleam of Fancy[39] +glanced round upon them like the play of a moving magic life,--and there +he saw among the gods a _friend_ and a _loved_ one reposing, and he +glowed and trembled.... Then the bells died away with a heavy groan, and +became dumb,--he stepped back from the bright spring into the dark +tower,--he fastened his eye only on the empty, blue night before him, +into which the distant earth sent up nothing save sometimes a butterfly +blown out of its course, a swallow cruising by, or a pigeon hovering +overhead,--the blue veil of Ether[40] fluttered in a thousand folds over +veiled gods in the distance,--O then, then the cheated heart could not +but exclaim, in its loneliness, Ah! where shall I find--where, in the +wide regions of space, in this short life--the souls which I love +eternally and so profoundly? Ah, thou dear one! what is more painfully +and longer sought, then, than a heart? When man stands before the sea +and on mountains, and before pyramids and ruins, and in the presence of +misfortune, and feels himself exalted, then does he stretch out his arms +after the great _Friendship_. And when music, and moonlight, and spring +and spring tears softly move him, then his heart dissolves, and he wants +_Love_. And he who has never sought either is a thousand times poorer +than he who has lost both. + +Let us now step into the Whitsuntide church, where the deep stream of +his fancy, for the first time in his life, overflowed, and carried his +heart far away, and sounded on with it in a new channel: a physical +storm had swollen this stream. Early in the forenoon, the dark +powder-house of a storm-cloud stood mute near the hot sun, and was +glowing with his beams; and only occasionally, during divine service, +some distant, strange cloud let fall a clap on the fire-drum: but when +Albano stepped before the altar with exalted, glorified emotions, and +when he ventured only to mask his love for Liana in an inward prayer for +her, and in a picture of her to-day's devotion, and of her pale form in +the dark bride-attire of piety, and when he softly felt as if his +purified, sanctified soul were now more worthy of that lovely one,--just +then, the tempest, with all its playing war-machines and revolving +cannons,[41] marched over from the Linden-city, and passed, armed and +hot, right over the church. Albano, however, in the consciousness of a +holy inspiration, felt no fear; but so soon as he heard the distant +rumbling of the falling avalanche, he thought only of Liana, and of its +striking the Linden-city church; and now, when over his head the sun +kindled with his hot looks the powder-tower of the storm-cloud, and made +it fly into a thousand flashes and claps, then did that partiality for +the death by lightning which had been nourished in him by the ancients +drive the terrible supposition into his heart, that Liana was now dead +and lost to him in the glory of transfigured holiness. O then, must he +indeed also believe that now the wing of the lightning snatches him +above the clouds. And when long flashes blazed about the saint and the +angels of the altar, and when the trembling voices of the singers, +growing louder, and the tolling of the familiar bells, mingled with the +crashing thunder, and he caught, amid the deafening din, a high, fine +organ-tone, which he took for one of the tones of that unheard +harmonica,--then did he mount, deified, upon the triumphal and +thunder-car by the side of his Liana; the theatre-curtain of life and +the stage burned away from under him; and they soared away, linked +together and radiant, far through the cool, pure ether!... + +But the twelfth hour banished these spiritual apparitions and the +tempest; Albano stepped out into a bluer, cooler, breezier sky,--and the +glistening sun looked down with a friendly smile on the affrighted +earth, whose bright tears still quivered in all her flower-eyes. And +now when in the afternoon Albano heard of the peaceful march of the +thunder through Liana's city, then by his faith in her newly-assured +life, and by the soft dead-gold of resting fancy, and by the holy +stillness of the regenerated bosom, and by the increased fervor of his +love, there grew up out of all regions of his soul an evening-red, magic +Arcadia,--and never did a man enter upon a fairer one. + + +23. CYCLE. + +IT arises not merely from my courtesy towards a reading posterity, my +dear Zesara, but also from a real courtesy toward thee, that I so +faithfully transcribe all acts in this pastoral of thy life; in thy +later days these melodious ones shall echo in thy ears refreshingly out +of my book, and in the evening, after thy labors, thou wilt read nothing +more gladly than my labors here. + +The following night deserves its Cycle. Soon after Whitsuntide he was +tormented with weekly medical notes upon a new malady of poor Liana, +which had begun, just as if he had guessed right, on Sacrament-day. He +heard that she was living or suffering in _Lilar_, the pleasure- and +residence-garden of the old Prince, in company with her brother, of +whose silence the Vienna master had just got up to his thousand and +first reason. Now, around Lilar, although not far from Pestitz, his +father had drawn no chains of prohibition. Liana's night-lamp might, +perhaps, glimmer a welcome, or at all events her harmonica sound +one,--yes, her brother might haply be still walking round in the +garden,--the June night was, besides, serene and magnificent. Ah, in +short, he started. + +It was late and still; far out of the sleeping village, of which all the +lights were extinguished, he could still catch the flute-pieces of the +clock in the castle upon the Pestitz mountain. It was a quickener to +him, that his road lay for some distance along the Linden-city causeway. +He fixed his eyes steadily on the western mountains, where the stars +seemed to fall to _her_ like white blossoms. Up on the distant height, +the Hercules' cross-way, the right arm ran downward and wound along +through groves and meadows to the blooming Lilar. + +March on, drunk with joy, full of young, light images, through the +Italian night, which glimmers and breathes its fragrance around thee, +and which, as over Hesperia, not far from the warm moon, hangs out a +golden evening-star[42] in the blue west, as if over the dwelling of the +beloved soul! To thee and thy young eyes the stars as yet only shed down +hopes, no remembrances; thou hast in thy hand a plucked, stiff +apple-twig, full of _red_ buds, which, like unhappy beings, become too +_pale_ when they bloom out; but thou makest not, as yet, any such +applications thereof as we do. + +Now he stood glowing and trembling in a dell before Lilar, which, +however, a singular round wood, of walks lined with trees, still hid +from his view. The wood grew up in the middle to a blooming mount, which +was embosomed and encircled so curiously with broad sunflowers, festoons +of cherries, and glancing silver-poplars and rose-trees, that it seemed, +by the picturesque _ignes-fatui_ of the moon, to be a single, enormous +kettle-tree, full of fruits and blossoms. Albano was fain to ascend its +summit, and be, as it were, on the observatory of the heaven, or Lilar, +spread out below; he found at last in the wood an open alley. + +The foliage, with its spiral alleys, wound him round into a deeper and +deeper night, through which not the moon, but only the heat lightnings, +could break, with which the warm, cloudless heavens were overcharged. +The magic circles of the mount rose ever smaller and smaller out of the +leaves into the blossoms,--two naked children, among myrtles, had twined +their arms caressingly about each other's bent head,--they were statues +of Cupid and Psyche,--rosy night-butterflies were licking, with their +short tongues, the honey-dew from the leaves, and the glowworms, like +sparks struck off from the glow of evening, went trailing like gold +threads around the rose-bushes; he climbed amid summits and roots behind +the aromatic balustrade toward heaven; but the little spiral alley +running round with him hung before the stars purple night-violets, and +hid the deep gardens with orange summits; at length he sprang from the +highest round of his Jacob's-ladder, with all his senses, out into an +uncovered, living heaven; a light hill-top, only fringed with variegated +flower-cups, received and cradled him under the stars, and a white altar +gleamed brightly beside him in the moonlight. + +But gaze down, fiery man, with thy fresh heart, full of youth, on the +magnificent, immeasurable, enchanted Lilar! A second twilight-world, +such as tender tones picture to us, an open morning-dream spreads out +before thee, with high triumphal arches, with whispering labyrinthine +walks, with islands of the blest; the pure snow of the sunken moon +lingers now only on the groves and triumphal gates, and on the +silver-dust of the fountain-water, and the night, flowing off from all +waters and vales, swims over the Elysian fields of the heavenly realm +of shadows, in which, to earthly memory, the unknown forms appear like +Otaheite-shores, pastoral countries, Daphnian groves, and poplar-islands +of our present world,--wondrous lights glide through the dark foliage, +and all is one lovely, magic confusion. What mean those high, open doors +or arches, and the pierced groves and the ruddy splendor behind them, +and a white child sleeping among orange-lilies and gold-flowers, from +whose cups delicate flames trickle,[43] as if angels had flown too near +over them? The lightnings reveal swans, sleeping on the waves under +clouds drunk with light, and their flaming trains blaze like gold after +them in among the thick trees,[44] as goldfishes turn their burning +backs out of the water,--and even around thy summit, Albano, the great +eyes of the sunflowers turn on thee their fiery looks, as if kindled by +the sparks of the glowworms. + +"And in this kingdom of light," thought Albano, trembling, "the still +angel of my future hides himself and glorifies it, when he appears. O +where dwellest thou, good Liana? In that white temple? or in the arbor +between the rose-fields? or up there in the green Arcadian +summer-house?" If love makes even pangs to be pleasures, and exalts the +shadowy sphere of the earth into a starry sphere, O what an enchantment +will it lend to delight! Albano could not possibly, in this outer and +inner splendor, think of Liana as sick; he represented to himself just +now only the blissful future, and with a yearning embrace knelt down at +the altar; he looked toward the glittering garden, and pictured to +himself how it would be when he should one day tread with _her_ every +island of this Eden,--when holy Nature should lay his and her hands in +one another upon these altar-steps,--when he should sketch to her on the +way the Hesperia of life, the pastoral land of first love, and then its +holy exultation and its sweet tears, and how he should not then be able +to look round into the eyes of that most tender heart, because he should +already know that they were overflowing with bliss. Just then he saw, in +the moonshine above the triumphal arches, two illuminated forms move +like spirits; but his glowing soul went on with its painting, and he +imagined to himself how, when the nightingales trilled in this Eden, he +should look up to her and say, in a delirium of love, "O Liana, I bore +thee long ago in my heart,--once upon that mountain, when thou wast +sick."... + +This startled him, and he came to himself; he was indeed on the +mountain,--but he had forgotten the sickness. Now, kneeling, he threw +his arms around the cold stone, and prayed for her whom he so loved, and +who, also, surely had prayed here; and his head sank, weeping and +darkened, upon the altar. He heard human steps approaching down below on +the winding hill, and, with trembling joy, he thought it might be his +father; but he boldly remained on his knees. At last there stepped in +across the flowery border a tall, bent old man, like the noble bishop of +Spangenberg; his calm countenance smiled full of eternal love, and no +pains appeared upon it, and it seemed to fear none. The old man, in mute +gladness, pressed the youth's hands together as a sign that he should +pray on, knelt down beside him, and that ecstasy to which frequent +prayer transfigures one spread its saintly radiance over that form full +of years. Singular was this union and this silence. The fragment of the +moon, which was all that yet jutted above the earth, burned darklier, +and at last went down; then the old man rose, and, with that easiness of +transition which comes from being habituated to devotion, put questions +about Albano's name and residence; after the answer, he merely said, +"Pray on thy way to God, the all-gracious,--and go to sleep before the +storm comes, my son!" + +Never can that voice and form pass away out of Albano's heart; the soul +of the old man peered, like the sun in an annular eclipse, shining, full +circle, out over the dark body, which strove to hide it with its +earth-mould. Deeply struck, to the very roots of his nerves, Albano +rose, and the broadening flashes of the lightning showed him now, down +below near the enchanted garden, a second dark, entangled, horrible one, +a sort of Tartarus to the Elysium. He departed with singular and +conflicting emotions,--the future, and the beings therein, appeared to +him, on his way, to stand very near, and already to run to and fro like +theatre lights behind the transparent curtain,--and he longed for some +weighty enterprise as a refreshment for his inflamed heart; but he had +to rest his head, full of this heath-fire, on the pillow, and the high +thunder, like a god of the night, mingled with its first claps in his +dreams. + + +24. CYCLE. + +THE unknown old man lingered many days in Albano's soul, and would not +stir. In fact, the channel of his life now needed a bend, to break the +stress of the stream. Fate can educate men like him only by a change of +circumstances, just as it can weak ones only by a continuance of the +same. For if it went on much longer in this way, and the chandelier in +his temple should, by inner earthquakes, be thrown into ever increasing +vibrations, the consequence would be, at last, that no candle could any +longer burn therein. What Imperial-Diet-grievances did not Wehrfritz and +Hafenreffer already jointly present on the subject, when the shipmaster +Blanchard, in Blumenbuehl, went up with his aerostatic soap-bubbles, and +Zesara could hardly, by almost the absolute despotism of the Director, +be kept back from embarking! And how divine a thing does he not imagine +it would be, not only to hurl down to the earth its iron rings and +arrest warrants, and soar away, perpendicularly, above all its +market-rubbish and boundary-trees and Hercules'-pillars, and sweep +around it as a constellation, but also to hover above the magic Lilar +and the hermetically-sealed Linden-city with devouring eyes, and to lift +a whole, full, heavy world to his thirsty heart, by the handle of a +single look! + +But fate broke the fall of this swift stream. Namely, as good luck would +have it, the Blumenbuehl church had this long time been daily threatening +to tumble down,--and I was wishing the Whitsuntide lightning had gone in +there, and had made ears and legs for the building committee,--when by +still greater good luck the old Prince was taken sick. Now in the church +was the hereditary sepulchre of the Prince, which could not conveniently +serve, on the other hand, as the hereditary sepulchre of the church. + +About this time it must needs happen that the old Princess, with the +Minister Froulay, passed through the village. The two had long since +commissioned themselves as Imperial vicars, business-agents, and +sceptre bearers of the State, because the feeble old gentleman had been +glad to give up the amusements and burdens, the glitter and weight of +the crown, and admit those two feudal guardians into the hereditary +office of the sceptre. In short, the age of the church, together with +that of the princely couple, decided the building of a new roofing and +covering for the vault. + +The Provincial-Director was one of the inspecting committee, and invited +the distinguished company to his house; among whom, the Provincial +architect, Dian, and the Counsellor of Art, Fraischdoerfer, as artists, +and the little princess as naturalist, are particularly to be noticed. + +The poor dancing-master got wind of the procession through a telescope, +just as he was stretching his feet, full of _pas_, into a warm +foot-bath. It will not gratify anybody, that the Vienna gentleman had +but one thing in common with the old Magister,--what the Devil shares +with the horse, namely, the foot, which measured its good foot and a +half, Paris measure, and that, therefore, his double root, in the narrow +forcing-pots of shoes, shot out into a fruit-bearing, knotty-stock, full +of inoculating eyes, i. e. corns. To-day he would have cut these gordian +knots in a foot-bath; but, as it was, he must, on occasion of such a +visit,--although he had never stretched them,--put on his tightest +children's shoes, for effect. Thus are men often caught with too tight +shoes, as monkeys are with too heavy ones. + +Albano, on the contrary, stood in buskins. In general, every one who +simply came from Pestitz, had, in his eyes, consecrated holy earth on +his soles; and here he looked with the loving reverence of a village +youth upon a somewhat oldish, but red-cheeked and tall-built princess, +whose chin was bent up by time, and whose friendly face--perhaps, by way +of hiding the many wrinkles--was buried deep in a whole bush of +millinery. She kept this head moving to and fro with a smiling +comparison, as of brother and sister, between him and Rabette; for +mothers always look, in mothers, for the children first. He should have +further known that he had before him a friend of Liana in the +frizzle-headed _little_ princess, who, although already of his age, yet +with a friendly liveliness, which can never be subscribed to by the +court-marshalship, looked up at all, and even took Rabette by the hand, +and drew from her an indescribably good-natured and stiff smile. The +formidable one of the party was to him the Minister, a man full of +strong parts, both of body and soul, full of furious, murderous +passions, only that they lay bound with flowery chains, and with respect +to whom, although his hard face was written over only out of courtliness +with the twelve friendly signs of the zodiac of love, it would not be +specially apparent how one could be father and guide to the weak-nerved +Liana, when the iron parts, of which man carries more in his blood than +any other animal, had settled, not as in the case of Goetz of +Berlichingen, into his hand, but into his brow and heart. + +I give merely a flying glance at the only member of the company who was +intolerable to Albano,--the art-counsellor, Fraischdoerfer, who had +thrown off his face, like the drapery of the ancients, into folds of +simple and noble greatness. This man, I must explain, had wanted for +many years to have our bashful little hero sit to him, even to the very +pit of his stomach, in order to represent, whether in a crayon likeness +or a medallion I know not, his face, and the broad, high, Plato-like +breast shining out from his shirt-frills. But the bashful child played +about himself with his hands and feet so lustily, that nothing could +possibly be caught and copied except the naked face without the +pedestal, the thorax. Before me, on the contrary, dear academy, must +thou now for years keep thyself on the model-stand, like a stylite, and +expose to my drawing-pen thy head and thy breast, together with its +cubic contents, not to mention the groupings at all. + +He had, perhaps, to thank his noble form for it, that the beautifully +built, straight-nosed, and magnificently slender Dian--with his raven +hair and black, eagle eye, who in every pliant motion showed a higher +freedom of carriage than is gained in ball-rooms and court-saloons--came +up to him warmly, and, with very few glances, saw to the green bottom of +the deep but clear sea of the young man, and discerned the pearl-banks +there. Albano, with his too loud, vehement voice,--with his respectful +but sharply-moving eyes,--with his rooted posture,--expressed an +agreeable mixture of inward culture and ascendency with external rustic +modesty and mildness, like a tulip-tree not as yet cut up for a +tulip-bed,--a rural hermitage and log-house with golden furniture. He +had the faults of youth in its recluseness; but men and winter radishes +must be sowed _far apart_, in order that they may grow _large_: men and +trees that stand near together have, it is true, a more slender and +tapering trunk, but no power to brave the tempest, nor such a rich crown +and branching as those that stand free. With the most unembarrassed +heartiness, the architect disclosed to the glowing youth, "They should +from this time forth see each other every week, since he was to come +daily to oversee the building of the church." + +The whole Wehrfritz household is now peeping out after the majestic +procession, even to the last disappearing chariot-wheel, and is, of +course, eager to say three words upon the lavender-water of joy that +leaves such a fragrance behind it, which the procession had sprinkled +into all corners and upon all pieces of furniture. From the Master of +exercises--who, with the compression-machines on his feet, stood only so +far as the excrescences in Purgatory, but from there up to the crown of +his head in heaven (because the affable Princess had remembered very +well his five positions)--even to the modest Rabette, the eulogist of +her victorious rival,--and even to Albina, who was agreeably impressed +with such warm, motherly love in a Fuerstinn toward the Princess,--and +even to the Director, who looked back with pleasure on the nobly +sustained blade- and anchor-proof of his foster-son and the universal +probity of this converted portion of the great world, because the man +never observed that Princes and Ministers, just as they have in their +wardrobes mountain- and mining-habits, so also carry about in their +dressing-chamber Directorate-dresses, furred gowns of justice, +consistorial sheep-skins, and women's opera-dresses;--from all these, +even to the Director, the glad echo swelled, to die away in Zesara with +an alarm-cannon. His ambition took arms; his liberty-tree shot forth +into blossoms; the standards of his youthful wishes were consecrated and +flung to the breeze of heaven; and on the myrtle crown he covered a +heavy helm with a glittering, high-waving, plumed crest.... + +The following Cycle is composed merely for the purpose of showing how +all this is to be taken. + + +25. CYCLE. + +It is also my opinion that the antiphonious double choir of the two +educational colleagues, Wehmeier and Falterle, had hitherto trained our +Norman, as well as two similar gymnasiarchs, Governess England and +domestic French instructress France, have actually educated the +charity-school-girl Germany according to the best school-books, so that +now we, in our turn, are in a condition to school the Poles, and, with +the ferule, from the desk of our princely schools, to kantschu them down +as much as is necessary. + +But now too much had waked up in Albano. He felt overswelling energies +which found no teacher. His father, roving round through Italy, seemed +to be neglecting him. That seat of the muses, Pestitz,--which now had +_one_ more muse added to its number,--seemed to be unjustly barred +against him. Often he knew not how to stay away. Fancy, heart, blood, +and ambition were at boiling heat. In such a case, as in every +fermenting cask, nothing is more dangerous than an empty space, whether +from a want of knowledge or of occupation. + +_Dian filled up the cask._ + +He came each week from the city, as if he had to arrange the hammer-work +of the church, according to plans, as well as the building of its walls. +A youth who sees his first Greek cannot, at the outset, rightly believe +it at all; he takes him for a classic glorification,--a printed sheet +out of Plutarch. And if his heart burns like that of my hero, and if his +Greek is of Spartan descent, like Dian,--namely, an unconquered +_Mainotte_, who has been brought up in the classic double choir of the +aesthetic singing-schools in Atiniah (Athens) and Rome,--then is it +natural that the inspired youth should stand every day in the dust-and +rubbish-clouds of the falling church-walls, and wait to see his +commander come forth from behind the cloudy pillar. + +Dian accompanied his beloved in his walks, often read half the night +with him, and took him with him on the architectural journeys which he +had constantly to make into the country. He introduced him with inspired +reverence into the holy world of Homer and of Sophocles, and went with +him among the loftier beings of this twin Prometheus, those nobly +formed, completely developed men, yet unperverted by a partial +provincial culture, who, like Solomon, had a time for everything +human,--for laughing, weeping, eating, fearing, and hoping,--and who +shunned merely rude immoderateness; who sacrificed on the altars of all +gods, but on that of Nemesis first of all. And Dian, whose inner man was +a whole, from which no member is torn away, no one swollen, and all +fully grown, himself went round with his darling as such a Greek of +Homer and Sophocles. While Wehmeier and the foster-parents were always +running after him with a pulpit and a pew, at every passionate +expression of anger, or desire, or exultation, he, on the contrary, with +fair, liberal freedom, made room for him to unfold himself to his full +breadth and height. He respected in the youth the St. Elmo's or St. +Helena's fire, as he did frost in an old man: the heart of vigorous men, +he thought, must, like a porcelain vase, in the beginning, be turned too +large and too wide; in the furnace of the world it would soon enough +shrink up to a proper size. I too require of youth, at first, +intolerance, then, after some years, tolerance,--that as the stony, sour +fruit of a strong young heart, this as the soft winter-fruit of an older +head. + +But while the Architect drew with him, and with him examined casts of +the antiques and works of art, he at the same time made manifest most +beautifully to the youth his love for the artistical _sign of the +Balance_ in man (who ought to be his own work of art), and his aversion +to every paroxysm, which breaks the outward beauty as well as the inward +into folds and wrinkles, and his desire to regulate his form and his +heart after the lofty pattern of repose on the antiques. + +The Architect, as artists often do, and the Swiss still oftener, +preserved European culture and rural _naivete_ and simplicity side by +side, like his beloved profession, wherein, more than in other arts, +beauty and surveying reason border upon each other; he therefore at +first let Albano look in and listen at the window of the philosophical +lecture-hall from without, standing in the open air. He led him, not +into the stone-quarry, lime-pit, and timber-yard of metaphysics, but +directly into the ready-made, beautiful oratory, formed of the materials +thence collected, otherwise called Natural Theology. He did not let him +forge and solder ring after ring of any iron chain of reasoning, but +showed such a one to him as a deep-reaching well-chain, whereby Truth, +sitting at the bottom, is to be drawn up; or as a chain hanging from +heaven, whereby the lower gods (the philosophers) are to draw Jupiter +down. In short, the _skeleton_ and _muscle-preparation_ of metaphysics +he concealed in the _God-man_ of religion. And so it should be (in the +beginning); grammar is learned from language more easily than the latter +from the former; criticism from works of art, the skeleton from the +body, more easily than the reverse; although we always do reverse it. +Unfortunate is it for the youth of our day, that they are obliged to +shake the drops and the insects from the tree of knowledge, before the +fruit. + +And now he boldly threw open to him all the chamber-doors of the +philosophical schools, i. e. the three heavens; for in this youthful +season one still takes the wick of every learned light of the world for +asbestos, as Brahmins dress themselves in asbestos; and the masses of +ice around the poles of our spiritual world represent, at this early +age, like the actual ones in the visible world, cities and temples on +azure-blue columns. + +Now when Albano had read himself to the flaming point upon some great +idea or other, as Immortality or Deity, he had then to write upon it; +because the Architect believed, and I too, that in the educational world +nothing goes beyond writing,--not even reading and speaking; and that a +man may read thirty years with less improvement than he would gain by +writing a half. It is just in this way that we authors mount to such +heights; hence it is that even the worst of us, if we hold out, become +somewhat, at last, and write ourselves up from Schilda to Abdera, and +from there away up to Grub Street. + +But what a glowing hour then came on for our darling! What are all +Chinese lantern-festivals to the high festival for which an inflamed +youth lights up all the chambers of his brain, and in this illumination +throws out his first essays? + +In the forepart, and on the very threshold of the essay perhaps, Albano +still crept along step by step, and made use merely of his head; but as +he got further on, and his heart quivered with wings, and like a comet +he must needs sweep along before only shimmering constellations of great +truths, could he then restrain himself from imitating the rosy-red +Flamingo, who, in his passage towards the sun, seems to paint himself +into a flying brand, and to clothe himself in wings of fire? When at +length he reached the practical application, verily every one was like +the others; in each he formed and sowed an Arcadia full of human angels, +who in three minutes could cross over on a Charon's pontoon thrown in +for the purpose, and land in the Elysium which floated so near: in every +one of these practical applications all men were saints, all saints +beatified; all mornings blossoms, and all evenings fruit; Liana +perfectly well, and he not far from it--her lover;--all nations ascended +more easily the noonday heights; and he upon his own, like men upon +mountains, saw everything good nearer to him. Ah! the whole boggy +present, full of stumps and blood-suckers, had he kicked aside, and was +now encircled only with floating green worlds, full of pastures, which +the sun-ball of his head had projected into the ether. + +Blissful, blissful time! thou hast long since gone by! O, the years in +which man reads and makes his first poems and systems, when the spirit +creates and blesses its first worlds, and when, full of fresh +morning-thoughts, it sees the first constellations of truth come up +bringing an eternal splendor, and stand ever before the longing heart, +which has enjoyed them, and to which time, by and by, offers only +astronomical newspapers and refraction-tables on the morning-stars, only +antiquated truths and rejuvenated lies! O, then was man, like a fresh, +thirsty child, suckled and reared with the milk of wisdom; at a later +period he is only cured with it, as a withered, sceptical, hectic +patient! But thou canst, indeed, never come back again, glorious season +of _first love_ for the truth, and these sighs can only give me a +warmer remembrance of thee; and if thou ever shouldst return, it +certainly could not be down here in the low mine-shaft of life, where +our morning splendor consists of the little flames that play upon the +quartz crystals, and our sun is a mine-lamp,--no; but it may happen +then, when death reveals us, and tears away from over the heads of the +pale-yellow workmen the coffin-lid of the mine-shaft, and we now again +stand as first men on a new, full earth, and under a fresh, immeasurable +heaven! + +Into this golden age of his heart fell also his acquaintance with +Rousseau and Shakespeare, of whom the former exalted him above his +century, and the latter above this life. I will not say here how +Shakespeare ruled, sovereign, in his heart,--not through the breathing +of living characters, but by lifting him up out of the loud kingdom of +earth into the silent realm of infinity. When one dips his head at night +under water, there is an awful stillness round about him; into a similar +supernatural stillness of the under-world does Shakespeare introduce us. + +What many schoolmasters may blame in Dian is this, that he gave the +youth all books indiscriminately, without any exact course of reading. +But Alban asked, in later years: "Is such a course anything but folly? +Is it possible? For does Fate ever arrange the appearance of new books, +or systems, or teachers, or outward circumstances, or conversations, so +according to paragraphs, that one needs nothing more than to transcribe +all that passes upon the memory, and he shall have the order into the +bargain? Does not every head need and make its own? And does more depend +on the order in which the meats follow each other, or on the digestion +of them?" + + +26. CYCLE. + +While Dian was causing a nobler temple to go up in the heavens than the +stone one in the village, the Princess, whose _castrum doloris_ this was +to be, died; they had, therefore, to deposit her remains for a time in +the accommodations of a Pestitz church. This changed one or two thousand +things. The Crown-prince of Hohenfliess, Luigi, must now, will he nill +he, come back from Italy, to the princely chair, in which the old man, +bent up with years, had, for a long time, diminutive and speechless, +been rather lying than sitting,--although the Minister standing behind +the princely arm-chair took off his figure and voice in a sufficiently +lively manner. Don Gaspard, who had not listened to any of the previous +letters of Albano, now despatched to him the following orders, which +rushed like fiery wine through his veins: "On my way back from Italy we +meet, in thy birthplace, _Isola Bella_. Thou wilt be sent for." Even +readers who have not had a week's practice in folding and sealing +letters of a diplomatic corps, will easily observe that the Knight of +the Fleece is thinking to bring his son acquainted with the young +prince, and to establish and insure their first Pestitz connections. + +But I beg the world now to measure the Paradise of a man, who after so +long seafaring at last sees the long shores of the new world stretch out +into the ocean. Was not life at this moment open to him in a hundred +directions? Laurel-wreaths, ivy-wreaths, flower-wreaths, myrtle-wreaths, +wheat-garlands,--all these crowns overhung the great gate of Pestitz and +its house-doors. Thou brother, thou sister, (I mean Roquairol and +Liana,) what a full, yearning soul was marching to meet you! and what a +dreaming and innocent one! Homer and Sophocles, and the ancient history +and Dian, and Rousseau, that magus of youth,--and Shakespeare and the +British weeklies (wherein a higher and more human poesy speaks than in +their abstract poems),--all these had left behind in the happy youth an +everlasting light, an unparalleled purity, wings for every Mount Tabor, +and the fairest but most difficult wishes. He resembled, not the urbane +French, who, like ponds, reflect the hue of the nearest bank, but those +loftier men, who, like the sea, wear the color of the boundless heavens. + +In fact, now was the ripest, best point of time for his change. Through +Dian and his journeys, even Albano's _exterior_ man had been trained to +grace in fashionable saloons. Men, like bullets, go farthest when they +are smoothest; besides, there remained sticking on Zesara diamond-points +enough at which mediocrity stumbles and is wounded, and even uncommon +worth is an uncommon fault,--as _high_ towers, for that very reason, +appear _bent over_. Zesara learned, even outside the circle of country +youngsters, a readiness of ideas and words, which formerly stood at his +service only in a state of enthusiasm; for wit, generally a foe of the +latter, was with him merely a servant and child thereof. He did not, +like witty sucklings, coquette with all ideas, but he was either beset +by them or not touched at all; hence came that silent, slow, +unostentatious ripening of his power; he resembled mountains of a +gradual ascent, which always yield more booty than those which rise +abruptly. With great trees, the seed is smaller and in spring the +blossoms later than in the case of small bushes. + +The time ere Gaspard's messenger came to take him away was to the +detained youth an eternity, and the village a prison; it shrivelled up +to the household-buildings of a convent. The hidden plan of his life, +written, however, by encaustic into his brain, was, as with all such +young men, this, to be and do nothing more than--everything; that is to +say, to bless, to glorify, and to enlighten at once himself and a +country,--to be a Frederick II. upon the throne; in other words, a +storm-cloud, which should contain thunders of excommunication for the +sinner, electrical light for the deaf, blind, and lame, showers for the +insects, and warm drops for thirsty flowers, hail for enemies, an +attraction for everything, for leaves and dust, and a rainbow for the +end. Now, as he could not succeed Frederick II., he proposes to be +hereafter minister at least,--especially as Wehrfritz made so much out +of this by-sceptre,--this offshoot and chip of the mother sceptre,--and +in his spare hours a great poet and philosopher withal. + +I shall be delighted, Count, if thou shouldst become a second Frederick, +the second and only; my book will profit by it and I myself mould my +future thereby as a rare historiographer, compounded of Zenophon, +Curtius, and Voltaire! + + +27. CYCLE. + +Zesara will never forget the spring evening, on which he saw a passenger +in a greatcoat,--a little limping and covered with brown +travelling-paint, to which his white eyeballs formed a shining +contrast,--wade across the shallow brook beside the high bridge, and +how, further, the passenger took with him a watch-man's cane which the +then Lieutenant of the Beggar's Police had just leaned against his +house-door, a vicarious fellow-laborer, and handed the said cane, on his +way, to a cripple, with the words: "Old man, I have nothing by me +smaller than the stick. If anybody asks you about it, just tell them you +are keeping guard in the village against the confounded beggar tribe, +but have not eyes enough." At the same time our pilgrim reached out to a +rector's little son, who needed it for about three minutes, his +pocket-handkerchief. + +It was of course our old Librarian by title, Schoppe, whom Don Gaspard +had despatched with the note of invitation for Isola Bella. Albano's +delight was so great, that only some days later did the youth mistake +the odd humorist, whereas the latter soon correctly weighed the light, +ardent, still wildling. Did it not fare still worse with the old +Provincial Director, who, merely because he rated the _body_ politic of +the Empire as high as if he were the installed _soul_ therein, upon +Schoppe's sallies against the constitution, came out in a patriotic +fury: "Sir," said he, in an excited manner, "even if there were a flaw +anywhere, still a true German would be bound to maintain a profound +silence on the subject, unless he can help the matter, especially in +such cursed times." + +The finest of all was, that, at Luigi's request, the Architect had to +set out at the same time, for the purpose of fetching casts of antiques +from Rome. + +And now march on, that soon ye may come back again, and we may at last +for once fairly enter Pestitz! It may well be expected that thou, good +child (I should rather say, wild-bee), wilt take thy flight from the +rural honey-tree into the glass beehive of the city, with deeper pangs +than thou hadst imagined beforehand,--has not even the old foster-father +gone off on his journey without saying his farewell, only to escape +thine?--and, as to thy good mother, it seems to her as if one of the +angry Parcae were tearing a son from her breast, as if his tender +love-bond, woven only of childish familiarity, would not stretch out +into the far future,--and thy sister locks herself up in the attic, her +rustic heart raging with fiery torments, and cannot say anything to +thee, nor give thee anything, but a letter-case previously and privately +worked by her with the silken circumscription: "Remember us!" and even +on thy laurel-seeking head will the triumphal arch or rainbow of +leave-taking, when thou passest under it, fling down heavy, heavy drops, +(ah, they will continue to hang longer on the eyes that look after +thee!) thy honest old teacher Wehmeier will pour out upon thee the last +stream of his words and tears, and say, and thy tender heart will not +smile at it: "He is a worn out, old fellow, and has now nothing before +him but the hole (the grave); thou, on the contrary, art a fresh, young +blood, full of languages and antiquities and magnificent, god-given +talents,--of course he shall not live to see thee make a famous man, but +his children well may; and these poor worms,--thou must one day adopt +them, young master!" + +Thou pure soul, on every familiar house, on every dear garden and valley +will sorrow, indeed, sharpen her clasp-knife, and tear open therewith +softly gushing wounds in thy glowing, tender heart. What do I say? even +from thy friendly morning- and evening-heights, the nunnery-gratings of +thy holiest hopes, and from Liana herself, thou wilt seem to be stealing +away. + +But cast thy weeping eyes over the broad, blue Italy, and dry them in +the spring breezes. Life begins,--the signals for the martial exercises +and tournaments of manly youth are given, and, in the midst of the +Olympic battle-games, thou wilt hear the music of neighboring concert- +and dancing-halls magnificently pealing around thee. + +What phantasies are these I am playing here? What! is it not more than +too well known to all of us, that he has been gone this long time, ever +since the very first Jubilee-period,--yes, and come back again, and has +already, ever since the second--and we are now counting the fourth--been +sitting in company with the Librarian and the Lector, on horseback, +before Pestitz, unable to get in, on account of the barricade of +the---- + +FOOTNOTES: + +[38] In Catania, the veil of St. Agatha is the only antidote to +Etna. + +[39] Allusion to the torches, before which the Colosseum and the +Antiques and the glaciers, which are both, are seen magically +gleaming. + +[40] As the Queen of Heaven, Juno is always, by the ancients, +clothed in a blue veil.--_Hagedorn on Painting._ + +[41] An old machine that fires many shots at once. + +[42] In Italy the stars look not silvery, but golden. + +[43] In a tempestuous atmosphere, little flames are emitted by +orange-lilies, gold-flowers, sunflowers, Indian pinks, &c. + +[44] Probably on fluttering gold plates after the birds. + + + + +FIFTH JUBILEE? + +GRAND-ENTRY.--DR. SPHEX.--THE DRUMMING CORPSE.--THE LETTER OF THE +KNIGHT.--RETROGRADATION OF THE DYING-DAY.--JULIENNE.--THE STILL +GOOD-FRIDAY OF OLD AGE.--THE HEALTHY AND BASHFUL HEREDITARY +PRINCE.--ROQUAIROL.--THE BLINDNESS.--SPHEX'S PREDILECTION FOR +TEARS.--THE FATAL BANQUET.--THE DOLOROSO OF LOVE. + + +28. CYCLE. + +When he came to the fork of the road, of which the right prong points to +Lilar, Albano, with a somewhat heavy heart, spurred his horse across, +and flew up the hill, till the bright city, like an illuminated St. +Peter's dome, blazed far and wide in this spring night of his fancies. +It lay, like a giant, with its shoulders (the upper city) resting on the +heights, and stretched its other half (the lower city) down into the +valley. It was noon, and not a cloud in heaven; at noonday a city stands +before you in full, white disk, whereas a village does not, until +evening, come out of its first quarter into full light. It was well +fortified, not by Rimpler or Vauban, but by a blooming palisade of +lindens. The long wall of the palaces of the mountain-city gleamed from +above a welcome to our Albano, and the statues, on their Italian roofs, +directed themselves towards him as way-guides and criers of joy; over +all the palaces ran the iron framework of the lightning-rods, like a +throne-scaffolding of the thunder, with golden sceptre-points; down +along the side of the mountain lay camped the lower city, by the side of +the stream between shady avenues, with its gay facades towards the +streets, and its white back turned toward Nature; carpenters were +hammering away like a forge on the green-sward among the peeled trunks +of trees, and the children were clattering round with the birch-bark; +cloth-makers were stretching out green cloths like bird-nets in the sun; +from the distance came white-covered carriers'-wagons jogging along the +country-road, and by the sides of the way shorn sheep were grazing under +the warm shadow of the rich, bright linden-blossoms,--and over all these +groups the noonday chime of bells from the dear, familiar towers (those +relics and light-houses that gleamed out of the dusk of his earlier +days), floated like one all-embracing and animating soul, and called +together the friendly throngs of people. + +Contemplate the heated face of my hero, who at last is riding into the +open streets, built up in his fancy of temples of the sun, where, who +knows but that at every long window, on every balcony, Liana may be +standing? where the lying or prophetic riddles of Isola Bella must be +unravelled,--where all household gods and household fates of his nearest +future lie hid,--where now the Mont Blanc of the Court and the Alps of +Parnassus, both of which he has to climb, lie with their feet stretching +close before him. All this would have oppressed me not a little; but in +the young man, especially before the chandelier of the sun, a shower of +light gushed down. O, when the morning-wind of youth blows, the inner +mercury-column stands high, even though the external weather be not of +the best. + +Few of us, when we have gone on horseback to the academy, may have +happened into such a refreshing stir as met my hero: chimney-sweeps were +singing away overhead out of their pulpits and black holes to the +passers below, and a building-orator,[45] on the ridgepole of a new +house, was exorcising the future conflagration, and quenching one in his +own breast, and slinging the glass fire-bucket far over the scaffolding; +yes, when we have ridden with our hero through the laughing congregation +of the roof-preacher, and through the ranks of blooming sons of the +Muses,[46] who stand arm in arm, among whom Alban sent round his fiery +eye to find his Roquairol,--after all this, when we reach his future +residence, a new clamor salutes our ears. + +It came from the Land-physicus[47] Sphex, his future landlord, who is to +resign to him half his palace (for the Doctor is made wealthy by his +cures), because the house lies exactly in the highest part of the upper +city, or the Westminster of the Court; while in the lower town are +domiciled the students and the _city_. The short, thick-set Dr. Sphex +was standing, as our trio rode up, by the side of a tall man, who sat +upon a stone bench, and held in readiness two drum-sticks upon a child's +drum. At a signal from Sphex, the tall man beat a faint roll upon his +drum, and the Doctor said to him, calmly, "Vagabond!" Although Sphex had +turned round a little toward the loud, approaching horsemen, still he +soon made him go on with his tattooing, and said, "Scoundrel!" but +during the last beat he just hastily slipped in, "Scamp!" + +The horsemen dismounted; the Doctor led them, without ceremony, into the +house, after he had given the drummer a hint, with his hand, not to +stir. He opened them their four (or twelve) walls, and said, coldly, +"Step into your three cavities." Albano marched out of the warm splendor +of day into the cool, purple Erebus of the red-hung chamber, as into a +picture-hall of painting dreams, into a silver-hut, as it were, for the +dark mine-work of his life. He recognized therein the open hand of his +rich father, from the pictures of the carpet to the alabaster statues on +the wall; and in the cabinet he found, among the gifts of his +foster-parents, all his poetical and philosophical text-books, which had +been sent after him,--fair reflections from the still land of youth, +left far behind him by his journey, in whose flower-vases only +concordias had hitherto bloomed, whereas now wild rockets must be +planted in them. Then (not the goddess of night her mantle, but) the +goddess of twilight threw her veil over his eye, and, in the +clare-obscure, made the forms of youth--many of them armed, many +crowned, a troop of fates and graces--beset his heart, which had +hitherto been so calm, with their arms and levers, until it became soft +and languid _for three minutes_; verily, to a youth, especially this +one, the sea-storms, those favorites of the painter, the laboring +volcanoes of the natural philosopher, and the comets of the astronomer, +are full as precious, in the moral world, as they are to them in the +physical. + +Albano, now separated from Liana only by streets and days, almost feared +his dreamy raptures might betray their object. "Any letters?" inquired +the Lector, in his short manner, abbreviated for the sake of adaptation +to citizens. "Bring it up, Van Swieten!" said Sphex, to a little son, +who, with two others, named Boerhave and Galen, had hitherto been +acting as a corresponding deciphering-chancery to the new guests behind +a curtain. "Our old Lord," added Sphex, at once, as if it had some +connection with the letter, "has done lording it at last; for five days +he has been dead as a mouse, as I long ago predicted." "The old Prince?" +asked Augusti, with astonishment. "But why have I not yet remarked +anything of funeral bells, knockers hung with black, bottles of tears, +and lamentation in the city?" inquired Schoppe. + +The Physicus explained. Namely, he had, as physician in ordinary, +prophesied, with sufficient boldness, the third day's dying of the old +prince, and happily hit it. Only as, exactly one day after the mournful +event, his successor, Luigi, proposed to make his entrance into Pestitz, +and, as the announcement of the high death would have extinguished, with +lachrymal-vessels, the whole oil-fed illumination in honor of the son, +and hung the flowery triumphal arches with mourning-weeds, the people +had not been willing, although to the greatest disadvantage of the +prophetic Sphex, to let matters get wind before the new prince had had +his reception, just as that Greek, at the news of his son's death, +postponed mourning till after the completion of his thanksgiving +sacrifice. Sphex protested that he had many years before fixed, in the +case of the illustrious deceased, the nativity of his consumption by his +white teeth,[48] and never had he hit a death-hour better than at that +time; he would, however, leave it to any and every man to decide whether +a physician, who has made his prophecy everywhere known, can spin much +silk in a period of such political embezzlement. "But," replied +Schoppe, "if people continue to carry along their deceased monarchs, +like their dead soldiers, as if they were alive, in the ranks; still +they can hardly do otherwise; for as in the case of great men it is +generally so plaguy hard to prove that they are living, so is it also no +easy thing to make out when they are dead; coldness and stiffness and +corruption prove too little. To be sure, one may, perhaps, conceal royal +death-beds for the same reason which led the Persians to hide royal +graves, in order to abridge as much as possible for the poor children, +the people, the bitter interval between the death and the new +inauguration. Yes, as according to a legal fiction the king never dies, +we have to thank God that we ever learn the fact at all, and that it +does not fare with his death as with the death of the quite as immortal +Voltaire, which the Paris journalists were not permitted, by any means, +to announce." + +Van Swieten and Boerhave and Galen, after staying out a long while, +brought in a letter for Albano, with Gaspard's seal; he tore it open, +with the unsuspecting eagerness of youth, without a glance at the cover; +but the Lector took that into his hand and turned it over and over like +a Post-Office Clerk, Doctor of Heraldry, and Keeper of the Seal, as was +his custom at the inquest of sphragistic wounds, and gently shook his +head over the badly renewed and patched patent of nobility, namely, the +impression of the arms on the wax. "Have the youngsters done any injury +to the seal?" said Sphex. "My father, also," said Albano, reading to +conceal an agitation which reached even to the outer man, and which a +flight of heavy thoughts had suddenly occasioned among all his inner +twigs, "has already heard of the Prince's death." At that Augusti shook +his head still more; for as Sphex had previously jumped at once from +the subject of the letter to that of the Prince's death, this leap +almost presupposed the reading of the same. Let my reader deduce from +this the rule, to take the distance of two tones, from one to the other +of which people jump in his presence, and to infer from that the +intermediate and connecting tone between the two, which they wish to +conceal. + +At present it was very well for the Count that the Doctor showed the +tutors their apartments; ah, his soul, already staggering with the +events of the past day, was now so intensely tossed by the contents of +the letter! + + +29. CYCLE. + +When Sphex opened the Librarian's room for him, the said room was +already occupied with a box of vipers (also arrived from Italy), with +three-quarters of a hundred weight of flax, a white hoop-petticoat, and +three silk shoes, with the holes punched, belonging to the doctoress, +and a supply of camomile. The medical married couple had thought the +pedagogical couple nested together; but Schoppe replied admirably well, +and almost with some irony toward the more politely treated Augusti: +"The more powerful and intellectual and great two men are, so much the +less can they bear each other under one ceiling, as great insects, which +live on _fruits_, are unsocial (for example, in every hazel-nut there +sits only one chafer), whereas the little ones, which only live on +_leaves_,--for instance, the leaf-lice,--cleave together nest-wise." +Zesara would by all means have been glad to hold to his insatiable heart +the friend whom fate had placed thereupon, constantly in every situation +and season as a brother-in-arms; but Schoppe has the right of it. +Friends, lovers, and married people must have everything else in common, +but not a chamber. The gross requisitions and trifling incidents of +bodily presence gather as lamp-smoke around the pure, white flame of +love. As the echo is always of more syllables the farther off our call +starts, so must the soul from which we desire a fairer echo not be too +near ours; and hence the nearness of souls increases with the distance +of bodies. + +The Doctor caused his noisy children to run like a cleansing stream +through the Augean stable; but he went down again to the drummer, with +whom, according to his own story, his connection stood thus: Sphex had +already, several years before, ventured certain peculiar conjectures +upon the secretion of fat and the diameter of the fat-cells, in a +treatise which he would not publish till he could append to it the +anatomical drawings thereunto appertaining, for which he was awaiting +the dissection and injection of the drummer that sat there. This sickly, +simple, flabby man, named _Malt_, he had a year since, when certain +symptoms of the fat-eye attached to him, taken to board gratis, on +condition that he should let himself be dissected when he was dead. +Unfortunately Sphex has found, for a considerable time, that the corpse +daily falls away and dries up from the likeness of an eel to a +horned-snake; and he cannot possibly make out what does it, since he +allows him nothing emaciating, neither thinking, nor motion, nor +passions, sensibility, vinegar, nor anything else. + +As to the drum, the corpse is obliged--since he is full as hard of +hearing as he is of comprehending, and never can adopt a reason, for the +very reason that he never hears one--to carry that round, strapped to +him, because during its vibration he can better apprehend what his +employer and prosector has to censure in him.[49] The Doctor now began +to scold at him down below--Schoppe stood listening at the window--in +the following wise: "I would the Devil had taken your cursed father of +blessed memory before he had died. You shrink up like army-cloth under +your lamentation, and yet never wake him up, though you cried your nose +away. Drum better, church-mouse! Don't you know, then, scrub, that you +have made a contract with another, to grow into fat as well as you can, +and that it's expensive maintaining a fellow that steals his wages in +this way, till he becomes available? Others would gladly grow fat, if +they had such a chance. And you! speak, rope!" Malt let the drum-sticks +clatter down under his thighs, and said: "Thou hast hit the true secret +of thy trouble with me,--there is no real blessing upon our grease,--and +one of us silently wears away at the thought. As to my blessed father, +verily, I send him out of my head, let him happen in when he will." + + +30. CYCLE. + +The paternal letter, which shook Albano's soul in all its joints, runs, +when translated, thus:-- + +"Dear Albano: I regret to say, that in the Campanian vale I received a +letter informing me of the continued recurrence and increasing violence +of thy sister's asphyxias; it was written on Good Friday, and looked +forward to her death as a settled thing. I, too, am prepared for the +event. So much the more am I struck with thy account of the juggler of +the Island, who would play the prophet. Such a prediction presupposes +some circumstance or other, which I must trace out more nearly in Spain. +I think I already know the impostor. Be thou, on thy birthday, watchful, +armed, cool, and bold, and, if possible, hold the _jongleur_ fast; but +bring no ridicule upon thyself by speaking of the subject. Dian is in +Rome, working away right bravely. Put on court-mourning for the dear old +Prince, out of courtesy. Addio! + + "G. DE C." + +"Ah, precious sister!" he sighed inwardly, and drew out her medallion, +and looked through his tears upon the features of an old age which was +denied her, and read with dim eyes the refuted subscription: "We see +each other again." Now, when life was opening before him broad and +smiling, it came home to him much more nearly, that fate laid its hand +so darkly and heavily upon his sister; to which was added, too, the +melancholy question, whether he was not guilty of her disappearance and +decline, since on his account the frightful Zahouri of the Island had +carried on perhaps a sacrificing jugglery: even the circumstance that +she was his weakly twin-sister was a pang. But now his feelings stood +contending against each other in his mind, as on a battle-field. "What +destiny is on its way to meet me!" thought he. "Take the crown!" that +voice had said. "What one?" his ambitious spirit rose up and asked, and +boldly conjectured whether it consisted of laurels or thorns or metals. +"Love the beautiful one!" it had said; he asked not, however, in this +case, "What one?" only he feared, since the father of Death seemed +terribly to certify his name and credentials, that the voice announced +for the ascension- and birth-night might name some other name than the +most beloved. + +In the evening, after the three new-comers had fairly got through their +household arrangements,--which, however, had never yet been able to +efface from Albano's undulating soul the multiplied magic splendor of +the Linden-city,--the Lector introduced the Count to the hereditary +prince, Luigi. That individual was engaged half an hour every day +copying in the picture-gallery; and appointed the two to attend him +there. They went in. Any other than myself would have set before the +world a bill of fare _raisonne_ of all the show-dishes in the gallery; +but I cannot so much as present it with the seventeen pictures, over +whose charms those silken shame-aprons or veils hung, which a Paris dame +would gladly take off from her own, merely for the sake of modestly +covering therewith works of art. One may easily conceive that our Alban, +in this picture-gallery, must have been vividly reminded of that one of +his mother's,[50] and that he would gladly have pressed every nail, had +no one been there. + +But the Princess Julienne was there, whom he (as we all do) still +recognized right well as a Blumenbuehl acquaintance, as she also did him. +She was truly full of youthful charms, but one did not find these out +till one had been for two days violently in love with her; that made her +every minute afterward prettier, as in fact love is rather the father +than the son of the goddess of grace, and his quiver the best casket of +jewels and the richest toilet-box, and his bandage the best _mouchoir +de Venus_ and beauty-patch that I know. + +She was just sketching the gypsum-cast of a noble old head, which seemed +to the Count as if it must have been drawn from the antique-cabinet of +his memory, and toward which his swelling heart flowed out right +lovingly; but he could not recall the original. At last Julienne, in +despite of etiquette, said, looking up most kindly, "Ah, dear Augusti, +my father lies dead in Lilar." The word Lilar suddenly colored, in +Albano, the pale image of recollection,--perfectly like this white bust +had the old man in the moonshine looked, who, in that poetical +summer-night, pressed Zesara's hands together on the mountain for +prayer, and said, "Go home to sleep, dear son, ere the storm comes." Now +another would have inquired after the name of the bust, and then, and +not till then, have disclosed the nocturnal history; but the Count, in +his warmth, did merely the latter, after waiting a short time for the +conversation to run out. Augusti, when Albano began the history--to +_him_ a foreign one--of his acquaintance with the original, was on +thorns to interrupt him; but Julienne gave him a nod, to let him go on, +and the youth true-heartedly communicated to the sympathizing soul the +beautiful meeting, with a tenderness of emotion and fire, both of which +increased when her eyes flowed over into her smiles. "It was my +father,--that is his cast," said Julienne, weeping and glad. Albano, +after his manner, clasped his hands together, with a sigh, before the +bust, and said, "Thou noble, heartily-beloved form!" and his large eye +gleamed with love and sorrow. + +The good female soul was carried away by a sympathy so uncourtly, and +she gave herself up completely to her inborn fire. Female and court life +is truly only a longer _punishment of bearing arms_ (as, according to +the model of the yes-sirs, there are no-sirs, so royal governesses are +true no-ma'ams); the seven-colored cockade of gay, dancing liberty is +there torn off, or runs into the black of court-mourning; every female +pleasure-grove must be an unholy one; I know nothing more fatal,--but +the curly-haired Julienne, in spite of you and me, broke through the +eternal imprisonment (with sweet bread and strong water), some twelve +times a day, and laughed to the free heavens, and offended (herself and +others never) the royal governess always. She now related to the Count +(while from nervous weakness and vivacity she continued to smile more +brightly and speak more rapidly) how her dear, feeble father, more +childlike than childish, whose old lips and disabled thoughts could not +possibly any longer do more than lisp a response to prayers, had shut +himself up with a snowy-headed mystical court-preacher in an oratory at +Lilar (a gray head loves to hide itself before it disappears forever, +and seeks, like birds, a dark place for going to sleep),--and how she +and Fraeulein von Froulay (Liana) had alternately read prayers before the +half-blind old man, and, as it were, tolled the evening-bell of devotion +to the weary, sleep-drunken life. She painted how, in this antechamber +of the tomb, he had outlived or forgotten all that he had once loved; +how he had kept always asking after her mother, whose death was ever +slipping again from his memory; and how the dimmed eye had taken every +hour of the day for evening, and accordingly every one who went out as +one going to bed. + +We will not look too long at this late time of life, when men again, +like children, shrink up for the more lasting cradle of the +grave; and when, like flowers sleeping at evening, they become +_undistinguishable_, and grow all alike, even before death makes them +so. + +The Lector, like all courtiers, was particularly ill-suited with these +funereals; he would also fain heal the Job's malady of her lamentation +by changing the current of discourse, and bringing it nearer to Liana. +But in the very act of describing the sympathy and sacrifices of this +friend, and when memory brought back to her the long, tearful embrace in +which Liana had locked her and pain at once as it were fast to her +bosom, then came back into her heart anew every dark, heavy drop of +blood which her powerful arteries had sent forth, and she ceased to +portray either this history or the head upon which she had been engaged. + +The two female friends were none of those who send a kiss to each other +through two thicknesses of veil, or who know how to hug each other +without wounding or bruising a curl, or whose love-feast every year, as +the sacramental bread every century, breaks lighter and thinner; but +they loved each other intensely,--with eyes, lips, and hearts,--like two +good angels. And if hitherto joy had taken her harvest-wreath and made +it a wedding-ring of friendship, so now did grief seek to do the same +with his girdle of thorns. You good souls! to me it is very easily +imaginable how such a pure, bright linking of souls should at once +painfully distend and blissfully exalt the heart of your friend Albano, +as the aerostatic ball at once destructively swells and soars. For +Liana's entry, there stood besides beautifully decorated triumphal gates +to the highest heavens in his innermost being! + +Meanwhile a stranger would not, without this pen of mine (nor I myself +without the fee-provost Hafenreffer), have been able to observe +anything in the Count, while speaking, except a mild, wandering glow in +his face, and rapidity of utterance. + + +31. CYCLE. + +Into the midst of these delineations and enjoyments the successor, or +rather the _afterwinter_ of the cold old man, Luigi, suddenly entered. +With a flat, carved work of spongy face, on which nothing expressed +itself but the everlasting discontent of life-prodigals, and with a +little full-grown miniver[51] on his head (as forerunner of the +wisdom-teeth), and with the unfruitful superfetation of a voluminous +belly, he came up to Albano with the greatest courtliness, in which a +flat frostiness towards all men stood prominent. He immediately began to +dust about him with the bran of empty, rapid, disconnected questions, +and was constantly in a hurry; for he suffered almost more ennui than he +caused; as in general, there is no one with whom life drags so +disagreeably as with him who tries to make it shorter. Luigi had run +over the earth as quickly as through a powdering room, and had, as in +such a room, become decently gray; the milk-vessels of his outer and +inner man had, because they were to be converted into cream-pots and +custard-cups, for that very reason, perverted themselves into +poison-cups and goblets of sorrow. As often as I pass along before a +painted prince's-suite in a corridor, I always fall upon my old project, +and say, with entire conviction: "Could we only contrive for once, like +the Spartans and all the older nations, to get a regent to the throne in +a _healthy_ state, then we should have a _good_ one into the bargain, +and all would go well. But I know these are no times for such a thing. +It is a sin, that only at torture do surgeons and physicians assist, not +at joy, to point out nicely the degree of pleasure as they do of the +rack, and to indicate the innocent conditions." + +Albano, a stranger in the company and in the eyes of this class of men, +looked upon the gulf between himself and Luigi as much less deep than it +was; it was merely annoying and uncomfortable to him, as it is to +certain people, when, without their knowledge, a cat is in the chamber. +The progress of moral enervation and refinement will yet so cleanse and +equalize all our exteriors,--and according to the same law, indeed, by +which _physical weakness_ throws back the _eruptions of the skin_ and +drives them into the _nobler_ parts,--that verily an angel and a satan +will come at last to be distinguishable in nothing except in the heart. +Alban had already brought with him from Wehrfritz, whom he always heard +contending for the right of the province against the prince, an aversion +to his successor; so much the more easily flamed up in him a moral +indignation, when Luigi turned toward the pictures and drew aside the +curtains or aprons from several of the most indecent, in order, not +without taste and knowledge, to appraise their artistic worth. A copied +Venus of Titian, lying upon a white cloth, was only the forerunner. +Although the innocent hereditary prince made his _voyage pittoresque_ +through this gallery with the artistical coldness of a gallery inspector +and anatomist, and sought more to show than to enrich his knowledge, +still the inexperienced youth took it all up with a deaf and blind +passionateness, which I know not how to vindicate in any way, not even +by the presence of the princess, and so much the less, because in the +first place she busily divided her soul only between the gypsum-bust +and its copy, and because, secondly, in our day, ladies' watches and +fans (if they are tasty) have pictures on them which Albano would want +other fans to hide. The two flames of wrath and shame overspread his +face with a glowing reflection; but his awkward honesty of scorn +contrasted with the ease of the Lector, who with his cold tone, quite as +precise as it was light, preserved independence and protected purity. +"They please me not, one of them," he said, with severity: "I would give +them all away for a single storm of Tempesta's." Luigi smiled at his +scholar-like eye and feeling. When they stepped into the second +picture-chamber, Albano heard the Princess going away. As this apartment +threatened him with still more rent veils of the _un_holiest, he took +his leave without special ceremony, and went back without the Lector, +who had to-day to give a reading. + +Never did Schoppe grasp his throbbing hand more heartily than this time; +the aspect of an abashed young man is almost fairer (especially rarer) +than that of an abashed virgin; the former appears more tender and +feminine, as the latter appears more strong and manly, by a mixture of +the indignation of virtue. Schoppe, who, like Pope, Swift, Boileau, +forced into combination a sacred reverence for the sex with cynicism of +dress and language, emptied the greatest vials of wrath upon all +libertinage, and fell like a satirical Bellona upon the best free +people; this time, however, he rather took them under his protection, +and said, "The whole tribe love the blush of shame in others decidedly, +and defend it more willingly than shamelessness, just as (and on the +same kind of grounds) blind persons prefer the _scarlet_ color. One may +liken them to _toads_, who set the costly toad-stone (their heart) on +no other cloth as they do upon a _red_ one." + +The Lector--who with all his purity and correctness would, nevertheless, +without hesitation, have helped a Scarron write his ode on the seat of a +duchess--when he would treat the matter of the Count's flight, was at a +loss what to make of it, when the latter sprinkled him with some +rose-vinegar, and said, "The bad man's father is lying on the board, and +one lies before his own iron brow: O, the bad man!" Certainly the +physical and moral nearness of the two fair female hearts, and his love +for them, had done most to excite the Count against Luigi's artistic +cynicism. The Lector merely replied, "He would hear the same at the +Minister's and everywhere; and his false delicacy would very soon +surrender." "Do the saints," inquired Schoppe, "dwell only _upon_ the +palaces and not _in_ them?" For Froulay's bore upon its platform a whole +row of stone apostles; and on one corner stood a statue of Mary, which +was to be seen from Sphex's house among nothing but roofs. + +Youthful Zesara! how does this marble Madonna chase the blood-waves +through thy face, as if she were the sister of thy fairer one, or her +tutelar and household goddess! But he took care not to hasten his +entrance into this _Lararium_ of his soul, namely, the delivery of his +father's letter of introduction, by a single whisper, for fear of +suspicion; so many missteps does the good man make in the very gentile +fore-court of love; how shall he stand in the fore-court of the women, +or get a footing in the dim Holy of Holies? + + +32. CYCLE. + +The Court now caused to be made known in writing (it could not speak for +sorrow) that the dead Nestor had departed this life. I set aside here +the lamentation of the city, together with the rejoicing of the same +over the new perspective. The Land-physicus Sphex had to eviscerate the +Regent like a mighty beast,--whereas we subjects are served up with all +our viscera, like snipes and ground-sparrows, on the table of the worms. +At evening, there reposed the pale one on his bed of state,--the +princely hat and the whole electrical apparatus of the throne-thunder +lay quite as still and cold beside him on a Tabouret; he had the +suitable torches and corpse-watchers around him. These Swiss-guards of +the dead (the sound of the word rings through me, and I at this moment +see Liberty lying on her bed of state in the Alps, and the Swiss +guarding her) consist, as is well known, of two regency-counsellors, two +counsellors of the exchequer, and so on. One of the +exchequer-counsellors was Captain Roquairol. It can be only touched upon +here, in the way of interpolation, how this youth, who of financial +matters understood little more than a treasury-counsellor in ----h,[52] +arose, nevertheless, to be a counsellor in war-matters there,--namely, +against his own will, through old Froulay, who (in himself no very +sentimental gentleman) was always reviving and retouching the youthful +remembrances of the old Prince, because, in this tender mood, one could +get from him by begging what one would. How odious and low! so can a +poor prince have not a smile, not a tear, not a happy thought, out of +which some court-mendicant, who sees it, will not make a door-handle to +open something for himself, or a dagger-handle to inflict a wound; not a +sound can he utter which some forester and bugle-master of the chase +shall not pervert to the purpose of a mouth-piece and tally-ho. + +Julienne, at nine o'clock in the evening, visited the only heart which, +in the whole court, beat like hers and for hers,--her good Liana. The +latter gladly offered her forehead to her commencing sick-headache, and +sought only to feel and to still another's pain. The friends, who, +before strangers' eyes, only displayed pleasantry, and before each other +only a tender, enthusiastic seriousness, sank more and more deeply into +this mood before the severe and religious lady of the Minister, who +never found in Julienne so much soul as in the soft hour after weeping, +as stock-gilliflowers begin to scent the air when they are sprinkled. +Not the struggle, but the flight of pain, beautifies the person; hence +the countenance of the dead is transfigured, because the agonies have +cooled away. The maidens stood enthusiastically together at the window, +the waxing moonlight of their fancy was made full moonlight by that of +the outer world; they formed the nun's-plan to live together, and go in +and out together for life. Often it seemed to them, in this still hour +of emotion (and the thought made them shudder), as if the murmuring +wings of departed souls swept by over them (it was only a couple of +flies, who, with feet and wings, had caught a few tones on the harp of +the Minister's lady); and Julienne thought most bitterly of her dead +father in Lilar. + +At last she begged the sister of her soul to ride with her this night to +Lilar, and to share and assuage the last and deepest woe of an orphan. +She did it willingly; but the "yes" was hard to extort from the +Minister's lady. I see the gentle forms step, from their long embrace in +the carriage, out into the mourning chamber at Lilar,--Julienne, the +smaller of the two, with quivering eyes and changing color; Liana, more +pale with megrim and mourning, and milder and taller than her companion, +having completed her growth in her twelfth year.[53] + +Like supernatural beings the two maidens beamed upon Roquairol's soul, +already burning in every corner. A single tear-drop had power to bring +into this calcining oven boiling and desolation. Already this whole +evening had he been glancing at the old man with fearful shudderings at +the childish end of that faded spirit, which once had been as fiery as +his own now was; and the longer he looked, so much the thicker +smoke-clouds floated from the open crater of the grave over into his +green-blooming life, and he heard therein a thundering, and he saw +therein an iron hand glowing and threatening to grasp at human hearts. + +Amidst these grim dreams, which illuminated every inner stain of his +being, and which sternly threatened him that a day would come, when, in +his volcano too, there would remain nothing fruitful but the--ashes, the +mournful maidens entered, who, on their way, had wept only over the face +that had grown _cold_, and now wept still more heavily over the form +that had grown _beautiful_; for the hand of death had effaced from it +the lines of the last years,--the prominent chin, the fire-mounds of the +passions, and so many pains underscored with wrinkles, and had, as it +were, painted upon the earthly tabernacle the reflection of that fresh, +still morning light which now invested the disrobed soul. But upon +Julienne a black taffeta-plaster on the eyebrows, which had been left +behind by a blow,--this sign of wounds made a more violent impression +than all signs of healing: she observed only the tears, but not the +words of Liana. "O, how beautifully he rests there!" "But why does he +rest?" said her brother, with that voice, murmuring from his innermost +being, which she recognized as coming from the amateur-stage; and +grasped her hand with agitation, because he and she loved each other +fervently, and his lava broke now through the thin crust: "for this +reason,--because the heart is cut out of his breast, because the wheel +is broken at the cistern, because the fire-wheel of rapture, the +fountain-wheel of tears, moves therein no more!" + +This cruel allusion to the opening of the body wrought terribly on the +sick Liana. She must needs avert her eyes from the covered breast, +because the anguish cramped the breath in her lungs; and yet the wild +man, desolating others as well as himself, who had hitherto been silent +by the side of the stiff corpse-guard, went on with redoubled crushing: +"Feel'st thou how painfully this cricket-ball of fate, this Ixion's +wheel of the wishes, rolls within us? Only the breast without a heart is +calm." + +At once Liana took a longer and more intense look at the corpse; an +ice-cold edge, as if of death's scythe, cut through her burning +brain,--the funeral torches (it seemed to her) burned dimmer and +dimmer,--then she saw in the corner of the chamber a dark cloud playing +and growing up;--then the cloud began to fly, and, full of gushing +night, rushed over her eyes,--then the thick night struck deep roots +into her wounded eyes, and the affrighted soul could only say, "Ah, +brother, I am blind!" + +Only hard man, but no woman, will be able to conceive that an aesthetic +pleasure at the murderous tragedy found its way into Roquairol's +frightful anguish. Julienne left the dead, and her old sorrow, and, with +the new one, flung herself around her neck, and moaned: "O my Liana, my +Liana! Seest thou not yet? Do look up at me!" The distracted and +distracting brother led on the sister, upon whose pale cheeks only +single drops fell like hard, cold water, with the sharp question: "Does +no destroying angel, with red wings, whiz through thy night; hurls he no +yellow vipers at thy heart, and no sword-fish into thy network of +nerves, in order that they may be entangled therein, and whet their +saw-teeth in the wounds? I am happy in my pain; such thistles scratch us +up,[54] according to good moralists, and smooth us down too. Thou +anguish-stricken blind one, what say'st thou,--have I made thee truly +miserable again?" "Madman!" said Julienne, "let her alone: thou art +destroying her." "O, he is not to blame for that," said Liana; "the +headache long since made it misty to my eyes." + +The friends took their departure in double darkness, and therein will I +leave it with all its agonies. Then Liana begged her maiden to say +nothing of it to her mother so little time before sleep, since it might, +perhaps, go away in the night. But in vain; the Minister's lady was +accustomed to close her day on the bosom and lips of her daughter. The +latter now came in, led along, and sought her mother's heart with a +groping, sidelong motion, and, in this beloved neighborhood, could no +longer refrain from a softer weeping; then, indeed, all was betrayed and +confessed. The mother first sent for the Doctor before she, with wet +eyes and with her gentle arms around her, heard her afflicted daughter's +story. Sphex came, examined the eyes and pulse, and made no more of it +than a nervous prostration. + +The Minister, who had everywhere in the house leading-hounds with +fine--ears, came in, upon being informed; and while Sphex stood by, he +made, except long strides, nothing but this little note, "_Voyez, +Madame, comme votre le Cain[55] joue son role a merveille_." + +As soon as Sphex had gone out, Froulay let loose several +billion-pounders and hand-grenades upon his lady. "Such," he observed, +"are the consequences of your visionary scheme of education (to be sure +his own, in respect to his son, had not turned out specially well). Why +did you let the sick ninny go?" He would himself have still more gladly +allowed it from courtly views; but men love to blame the faults which +they have been saved the trouble of committing; in general, like +head-cooks, they had rather apply the knife to the _white_- than to the +_dark_-feathered fowl. "_Vous aimez, ce me semble, a anticiper le sort +de cette reveuse un peu avant qu'il soit decide de notre._"[56] Her +silence only made him the more bitter. "_O, ce sied si bien a votre art +cosmetique que de rendre aveugle et de l'etre, le dieu de l'amour s'y +prete de modele._" Wounded by this extreme severity,--especially as the +Minister himself had chosen and commanded this very _cosmetic_ education +of Liana, against the maternal wishes, to gratify his political +ones,--the mother had to go and hide and dry her wet eyes in her +daughter's bosom. Married men and the latest literati regard themselves +as flints, whose power of giving _light_ is reckoned according to their +_sharp corners_. Our forefathers ascribed to a diamond belt the power to +kindle love between spouses. I also still find in jewels this power; +only this stone (which appertains to the flint species) leaves one, +after the marriage-compact, as cold and hard as it is itself. Probably +Froulay's marriage-bond was one of such precious stone. + +But the lady only said, "Dear Minister, leave we that! only spare you +the sick one." "_Voila precisement ce qui fut votre affaire_," said he, +laughing scornfully. In vain did Liana eloquently and touchingly pour +out to him her mistaken yet moving convictions, (aimed at the wall, +however,) and plead for her brother, which everlasting advocacy of all +sorts of people (which proved too much) was her only failing;--all in +vain, for his sympathy with an afflicted one consisted in nothing but +fury against the tormentors, and his love toward Liana showed itself +only in hatred of the same. "Peace, fool! But _Monsieur le Cain_ comes +not into my house, madam, till further orders!" Out of forbearance, I +say nothing further to the old conjugal bully than go--to the devil, or +at least to bed. + + +33. CYCLE. + +The German public may still remember the _obligato-sheets_ promised in +the Introductory Programme, and ask me what has become of them. The +foregoing Cycle was the first, most excellent Public; but see through +the matter, how it is with obligato-sheets, and that perhaps as much +history lies therein as in any one Cycle, however it may be called. + +The Count had not yet learned anything of Liana's misfortune, when he, +with the others, went down to the dinner of the Doctor, who to-day was +very hospitable. They found him seized with a most violent fit of +laughter, his hands thrust into his sides, and his eyes bent over two +little ointment vessels on the table. He stood up, and was quite +serious. The fact was, he found in Reil's Archives of Physiology, that, +according to Fourcroy and Vauquelin, tears dye violet-juice green, and +therefore contain alkali. In order to prove the proposition and the +tears, he had thrown himself into a chair, and laughed in right hearty +earnest, so as afterward to cry and get a drop or two for the +brine-gauge of the proposition; he would gladly have wrought himself +into another kind of emotion, but he understood his own nature, and knew +that nothing could be got out of it so,--not a drop. + +He left the guests alone a moment,--the lady was not yet to be +seen,--Malt sat on an ottoman,--the children had satirical looks,--in +short, Impudence dwelt in this house as in her temple. Ridicule had no +effect upon the old man, and he only countermanded what displeased +himself, not what displeased others. + +At length the rosy-cheeked wife of the physician flourished into the +apartment,--as preparatory course or preamble of the dinner,--with three +or four _esprits_ or _feathers in her cap_,--with a dapple +neck-apron,--in a red ball-dress, from which waltzing had taken out the +color in which she had rouged,--and with a perforated fancy-fan. If I +wished, I could be interested in her; for, touching these _esprits_ +(since the _esprit_, like the brain in Embrya, often sets itself upon +the brain-pan, and there suns itself), she thought women and partridges +were best served up at table with feathers on their heads; touching the +fan, she meant to have it understood she had just come from a morning +call (whereby she very clearly implied that ladies could no more go +through the streets without their fan-stick than joiners without their +rule); touching the rest, she knew the guest was a Count. Accordingly, +it appears that she belongs to the honorables, who (for the most part), +like rattlesnakes, are never better to be enjoyed than when one has +previously put the head out of the way; but that we have still time +enough to believe, when we come to understand her better. + +The beautiful Zesara was for her blind, deaf, dumb, destitute of smell, +taste, feeling; but there are many women whom one cannot, with the +greatest pains and tediousness, displease; Schoppe could do it more +easily. Sphex, for his own personal predilections, made more out of a +cell of fat in Malt than out of the whole cellular texture of a lady, +even of his own; like all business people, he held women to be veritable +_angels_, whom God had sent for the ministration of the saints (the +business men). + +The dinner course began. Augusti, a delicate eater, enjoyed much, and +took not only to the fine service, but to the torn napkins; the like of +which he had often had in his lap at court, because there, in morals and +in linen, rents are preferred to plasters. Soon, as usual, came forth +even the outposts and first skirmishes of miserable dishes, the common +prophets and forerunners of the best tit-bits, although at a hundred +tables I have cursed them, that they did not, like good monthly +magazines, give the best pieces first, and the most meagre last. The +Doctor had already said to the three boys,--"Galen, Boerhave, Van +Swieten, what is the polite way of sitting?" and the three physicians +had already shoved three right hands between the waistcoat buttons, and +three left hands into the waistcoat pockets, and sat waiting, "bolt +upright" when good chap-sager was brought in for the dessert Sphex +partly expressed pleasure in cheese, partly a horror of it, just as he +found it in the way of his shop-business. He remarked, on one hand, how +joiners, in their glue-pot, had no better glue than what stood here +before them,--it had just that binding quality in a man,--yet he would +rather, for his own individual self, with Dr. Junker, apply it +externally, like arsenic; but he also confessed, on the other hand, that +the chap-sager for the Lector was poison. "I would pledge myself for +it," said he, "that you, if one could examine you, would be found +hectic! the long fingers and the long neck speak in my favor, and +particularly are white teeth, according to Camper, a bad sign. Persons, +on the contrary, who have a set of teeth like my lady there may feel +safe." + +Augusti smiled, and merely asked the Doctor's lady, at what time one +could best gain access to the Minister. + +Such poisonous reflections, as well as cats'-dinners,[57] he gave out, +not from satirical malice, but from mere indifference to others, whom, +like an honest man, he never suffered in the least to sway him in his +actions. With the liberty-cap of the doctor's hat on his head, he +received, from his medical indispensableness, so many academic freedoms, +that he, between his four house-walls, ate and acted not more freely +than between the showy, bristling pale-work of the court. Did he ever +there--I ask that--let a drop of sweet wine pass his lips without +previously drawing out an Ephraimite, which did not itself outlive the +probation-day, and hanging it in the glass, merely to prove before the +court whether the Ephraimite therein did not grow black? And if the +silver did so, was there not as good as a demonstration of the wine +being oversmoked, and could not the physician have _applied_ the whole +right neatly, court, sweetness, blackening, poisoning, and oversmoking, +if he had been the man to do it? + +The Lector's accidentally inquiring about the time of seeing the +Minister was what Albano had to thank for saving him from first learning +the painful misfortune in the house of the Minister, or in the presence +of the blind girl herself. "You can," answered Sara, the Doctoress, +"also despatch the servant; he will subscribe for you all; I, however, +pity none as I do the daughter." Now broke loose a storm of questions +about the unknown accident. "It is so," began the physician, sulkily; +but soon (because he saw in some eyes water for his mill, and because he +sought to roll off all medical blame from himself upon Captain +Roquairol) he set himself as well as he could to pathetic detail, and +lied almost like a sentimentalist. With an unobserved hint to the +_affected_ lady, he pushed an empty dish towards her as a lachrymatory, +in order that nothing might be lost. From the eclipsed eyes of the +vainly struggling youth, this first woe of his life snatched some great +drops. "May recovery be possible?" asked Augusti, exceedingly troubled, +on account of his connection with the family. + +"Certainly; it is a mere affection of the nerves," replied Schoppe, +briskly, "and nothing more." Whytt relates, that a lady who had too much +acid in her stomach (in the _heart_ it were still worse) saw everything +in a _cloud_, as girls do at the approach of sick-headache. Sphex, who +had lied only for the sake of pathos and alkali, and who was vexed that +the Librarian should have been of his private opinion, answered just as +if the latter had not spoken at all. "The highest degree of consumption, +Mr. Lector, often winds up with blindness, and it were well, in this +case, to prescribe for both. Meanwhile I am acquainted with a certain +periodical nervous blindness. I had the case in a lady[58] whom I +brought out of it merely by blood-letting, smoke of burnt coffee, and +the evening fog from the water; this we are now trying again in the case +of our nervous patient. A dutiful physician will, however, always wish +the devil would take mother and brother." + +In other words, the return of Liana's periodical malady almost +distracted him. Offences against his honor, his love, his sympathy, +never wrought the Physicus into a heat; through all such he kept on his +glazed frost surtout; but disturbances of his cures heated him even to +the degree of flying to pieces; and so are we all a kind of +Prince-Rupert's-drops, which can bear the hammer and never break, till +one just breaks off the little thread point, and they fly into a +thousand splinters; with Achilles, it was the heel, with Sphex, the +medical D.'s ring-finger, with me, the writing-finger. The Doctor now +shook out the contents of his heart, as some call their gall-bladder; he +swore by all the devils he had done more for her than any and every +physician,--he had, however, already foreseen that such a stupid +education--merely to look well and pray and read and sing--would prove a +cursed poor economy,--he had often longed to break the harmonica-bells +and tambour-needles,[59]--he had often called the attention of the +mother, with sufficient distinctness and without indulgence, to Liana's +so-called charms, and to her sensibility, her bright redness of cheeks, +and velvet-soft skin; but had seemed to himself, by so doing, almost to +gratify more than to distress her. The only thing that delighted him +was, that the maiden had, some years before, caught a deadly sickness +from the first holy sacrament, from which he had tried to keep her away, +because he had already experienced, in the case of a fourth patient, the +most melancholy consequences from this holy act. + +To the astonishment of every one my Count took part against all with +Roquairol. Ah, thy first spring-storms were even now whirling round +imprisoned in thy bosom, without a friendly hand to give them an outlet, +and thou wouldst cover thy bloody grief! And wast thou not seeking a +spirit full of flames, and eyes full of flames for thine own, and +wouldst thou not rather have entered into brotherhood with a thundering +hell-god than with an insipid pietistical saint, forever gnawing like a +moth? Sharply he asks the Doctor, "What have you done with the Prince's +heart?" "I have it not," said Sphex, startled; "it lies in +_Tartarus_,[60] although it would have been more profitable to science +had one been permitted to put it among one's preparations; it was large +and very singular." He was thinking how often--when he could--he had, as +an augur, during the dissection, secretly slipped aside one or another +important member--as a princely or a cavalier-robber, _a la +minutta_--for his study,--a honey-bag which he gladly cut out for +himself with his anatomical honey-knife. + +"Has the young lady, then, an unhappy passion, or anything of the sort?" +inquired Schoppe. "More than one," said Sphex; "cripples, idiots, young +orphans, blind Methusalems,--all these passions she has. Sports and +young gentlemen, I often say to the old lady, would be better for her +health." + +But on this point, in the requirement of cheerfulness, I give in to him. +Joy is the only universal tincture which I would prepare; it works +uniformly as _antispasmodicum_, as _glutinans_ and _astringens_. The oil +of gladness serves as ointment for _burns_ and _chills_ at once. Spring, +for example, is a spring-medicine; a country-party, an oyster-medicine; +a recreation at the watering-places is, in itself, a glass of _bitters_; +a ball is a _motion_; a carnival, a _course_[61] of medicine;--and hence +the seat of the _blest_ is at the same time the seat of the _immortals_. + +"Yes, he had finally," the Doctor concluded,--"as they were people of +rank,--prescribed a dose of _pride_ (of the meadows), which manifests +all the officinal healing powers of joy; taken in a stronger dose, it +works fully as well as enjoyment itself, enlivens the pulse, steels the +fibres, opens the pores, and chases the blood through the long venous +labyrinth.[62] In the case of his weakly lady, such as they saw her +there, he had used, he said, this medicament long ago by dresses and a +doctor's rank, and had helped her to her legs thereby. But he would +rather cure sixty common women than one distinguished one,--and he +should regret, as family physician, merely his receipts and medical +opinions, in case, as he certainly believed, the fair Liana should go +hence." + +The first question which Albano, who never missed anything that was +said, put to Augusti on the way back from the Doctor's, was, What the +Doctor's wife meant by the subscribing servant? He explained it. There +is, namely, in Pestitz, as in Leipsic, an observance, that when a man +dies or falls into any other misfortune, his family place a blank sheet +of paper, with pen and ink, in the entrance-hall, in order that persons, +who take and show a nearer interest, may send a lackey thither, to set +their names on the paper as well as he knows how; this merchant-like +indorsement of the nearer interest, this descending representative +system by means of servants, who are generally, now-a-days, the +telegraphs of our hearts, sweetens and alleviates for both cities great +sorrow and sympathy through pen and ink. + +"What! is that it? O God!" said Alban, and grew unusually indignant, as +if people were forcing servants upon him as chrysographs and +business-agents of his feelings. "O ye egotistical jugglers! through the +pen of scribbling lackeys do ye pour yourselves out? Lector, I would +condole with Satan himself more warmly than thus!" + +Why is this veiled spirit so lively and loud? Ah, everything had moved +him. Not merely lamentation over poor Liana, persecuted by all the +nightly arrows of destiny, entered like iron into his open heart, but +also amazement at the gloomy intermingling of fate with his young life. +Roquairol's ever-recurring expression, "_Breast without a heart_," +sounded to him as if it must be familiar; at last the converse of the +expression came to his thoughts, the word of the Sphinx on the island, +"_Heart without a breast_." So, then, even this riddle was solved, and +the place fixed, when he was to hear, contrary to every expectation, the +prophecy of the loved one; but how incomprehensible,--incomprehensible! + +"O yes! Liana she is called, and no God shall change the name," said his +innermost soul. For in earlier years even the most vigorous youth +prefers, in maidens, interesting delicacy of health and a tender fulness +of feeling and a moisture of the eye,--just as, in general, at Albano's +age, one values the flood (later the ebb) of the eyes too highly, +although, too often, like an over-rich inundation, they wash away the +seed-corns of the best resolutions;--whereas, at a later period, +(because he proposes to himself marriage and housekeeping,) he looks out +rather for bright and sharp than after moist eyes, and for cold and +healthy blood. + +As Albano, for the most part, drew down the fire from his internal +clouds on the discharging chains of the harpsichord strings,--seldomer +into the Hippocrene of poetry,--so did he now unconsciously make out of +his inner _charivari_ a passage on the harpsichord. I transpose his +fantasy into my fancy in the following manner. On the softest +minor-tones the blindness, with its long pains, passed by, and in the +whispering-gallery of music he heard all the soft sighs of Liana +repeated aloud. Then harder minor-tones led him down into Tartarus, to +the grave and heart of the friendly old man who had once prayed with +him, and then, in this spirit-hour, fell softly, like a dew-drop from +heaven, the sound, Liana! With a thunder-clap of ecstasy he fell into +the major-key, and asked himself, "This delicate, pure soul could fate +promise to thy imperfect heart?" And when he answered himself, that she +would perhaps love him, because she could not see him,--for first love +is not vain; and when he saw her led by her gigantic brother, and when +he thought of the high friendship which he would give and require of +_him_; then did his fingers run over the keys in an exalting war-music, +and the heavenly hours sounded before him, which he should enjoy, when +his two eternal dreams should pass over livingly out of night into day, +and when brother and sister should furnish at once, to his so youthful +heart, a loved one and a friend. Here his inner and outer storms softly +died away, and the evenly-balanced _temperament_ of the instrument +became that of the player.... + +But a soul like his is more easily appeased with sorrow than with joy. +As if the reality had already arrived, he pressed on still further; +indescribably fair and unearthly, he saw Liana's image trembling in her +cup of sorrow; for the crown of thorns easily ennobles a head to a +Christ's head, and the blood of an undeserved wound is a redness on the +cheek of the inner man, and the soul which has suffered too much is +easily loved too much. The tender Liana appeared to him as already spun +into the funeral veil for the Flora of the second world, as the tender +limbs of the bee-nymph lie transparently folded over the little +breast,--the white form of snow, which had once, in his dream, melted +away on his heart, opened the bright little cloud again, and looked, +blind and weeping, upon the earth, and said, "Albano, I shall die before +I have seen thee."--"And even if thou shouldst never see me," said the +dying heart in his breast, "yet will I still love thee. And even if thou +shouldst soon pass away, Liana, still I gladly choose sorrow, and walk +faithfully with thee till thou art in heaven."... Heaven and hell had +both at once drawn aside their curtains before him,--only a few notes, +and those the same as before, and only the highest, and that only +interruptedly and faintly, could he any longer strike; and at last his +hands sank down, and he began to weep, but without too severe pangs,--as +the storm which has unburdened itself of its lightnings and thunders +stands now over the earth only as a soft, diffused rain. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[45] One who dedicated a new house (somewhat as we name a ship). +The _glass fire-bucket_ which _quenched the inner conflagration_ +was probably the wine-glass or beer-tumbler.--TR. + +[46] Collegians.--TR. + +[47] Provincial Physician.--TR. + +[48] According to Camper, hectic patients have very white and +fair teeth. + +[49] Derham (in his Physico-Theology, 1750) observes that the +deaf hear best under a noise; e. g. one hard of hearing, under +the sound of bells; a deaf housewife, under the drumming of the +house-servant. Hence when princes and ministers, who for the most +part hear badly, are passing through the country, kettle-drums +are beat and cannon fired, so that they can hear the people more +easily. + +[50] In whose wall the lady with the souvenir sits. + +[51] A kind of gray fur.--TR. + +[52] Baireuth.--TR. + +[53] This precocious completion of growth I have observed in many +distinguished women, just as if these Psyches should resemble +butterflies, which do not grow after coming out of the chrysalis +state. + +[54] Cloth is roughened with thistles, i.e. scratched up, in +order to the better shearing of it afterwards. + +[55] A distinguished actor of tragedy. + +[56] He means here their divorce, which was only deferred by the +mutual wish to keep Liana. + +[57] Poor dinners, just as cat-silver is an inferior metal.--TR. + +[58] A weak-nerved lady (I know not whether it is the same) who +had much religion, fancy, and suffering, became, as she tells me, +blind in the same way, and was cured in the same way. + +[59] The eternal pricking of the sensitive finger-nerves by +knitting, tambour, and other needles, perhaps as much as the +touching of the harmonica-bells, makes one, by stimulating, weak +in the nerves. + +[60] Tartarus is the melancholy part of Lilar. + +[61] Kursus--corso.--TR. + +[62] Pride of the meadows quickens the circulation of the blood +even to frenzy. This whole observation on the pharmaceutic value +of pride of the meadows is taken from Tissot's "Traite sur les +Nerfs." + + + + +SIXTH JUBILEE. + + THE TEN PERSECUTIONS OF THE READER.--LIANA'S EASTERN + ROOM.--DISPUTATION UPON PATIENCE.--THE PICTURESQUE CURE. + + +34. CYCLE. + +Postulates--apothegms--philosophems--Erasmian adages--observations of +Rochefoucauld, La Bruyere, Lavater, do I in one week invent in countless +numbers, more than I can in six months get rid of by bringing them into +my biographical _petits soupes_ as episode-dishes. Thus does the +lottery-mintage of my _unprinted_ manuscripts swell higher and higher +every day, the more extracts and winnings I deal out to my reader +therefrom in print. In this way I creep out of the world without having, +while in it, said anything. Lavater takes a more rational course; he +lets the whole lottery-wheel, filled with treasures, under the title of +manuscripts (just as we, inversely, despatch manuscripts to the +publishers by mail under the title of printed matter) circulate even +among the _literati_. + +But why shall I not do the same, and let at least one or two lymphatic +veins of my water-treasure leap up and run out? I limit myself to ten +persecutions of the reader,--calling my ten aphorisms thus, merely +because I imagine the readers to be martyrs of their opinions, and +myself the Regent who converts them by force. The following aphorism, if +one reckons the foregoing as the first persecution, is, I hope, the + + +_SECOND._ + +Nothing sifts and winnows our preferences and partialities better than +an imitation of the same by others. For a genius there are no sharper +polishing-machines and grinding-disks at hand than his apes. If, +further, every one of us could see running along beside him a duplicate +of himself, a complete Archimimus[63] and repeater in complimenting, +taking off the hat, dancing, speaking, scolding, bragging, &c.; by +Heaven! such an exact repeating-work of our discords would make quite +other people out of me and other people than we are at present. The +first and least step which we should take toward reflection and virtue +would be this, that we should find our bodily methodology, e. g. our +walk, dress, dialect, our oaths, looks, favorite dishes, &c., no better +than those of all others, but just the same. Princes have the good +fortune that all courtiers around them station themselves as faithful +supernumerary copyists and pier-mirrors of _their_ selves, and propose +to improve them by this Helot-mimicry. But they seldom attain their good +end, because the Prince,--and that were also to be feared of me and the +reader,--like the principle of _non-distinguendum_, does not believe in +any real twins, but imagines that in morals, as in catoptrics, every +mirror and mock rainbow shows everything _inverted_. + + +_THIRD._ + +It is easier and handier for men to flatter than to praise. + + +_FOURTH._ + +In the centuries before us humanity appears to us to be growing up; in +those which come after us, to be fading away; in our own, to burst forth +in glorious bloom: thus do the clouds, only when in our zenith, seem to +move straight forward, those in front of us come up from the horizon, +the others behind us sail downward with fore-shortened forms. + + +_FIFTH._ + +What makes old age so sad is, not that our joys, but that our hopes then +cease.[64] + + +_SIXTH._ + +The old age of women is sadder and more solitary than that of men; +spare, therefore, in them their years, their sorrows, and their sex! In +fact, life often resembles the trap-tree with its spines directed +upward, on which the bear easily clambers up to the honey-bait, but from +which he can slide down again only under severe stings. + + +_SEVENTH._ + +Have compassion on Poverty, but a hundred times more on Impoverishment! +Only the former, not the latter, makes nations and individuals better. + + +_EIGHTH._ + +Love lessens woman's delicacy and increases man's. + + +_NINTH._ + +When two persons, in suddenly turning a corner, knock their heads +together, each begins anxiously to apologize, and thinks only the other +feels the pain and that he himself has all the blame. (Only I excuse +myself without any embarrassment, for the very reason that I know, by my +persecutions, how the other party thinks.) Would to God we did not +invert this in the case of moral offences! + + +_LAST PERSECUTION OF THE READER._ + +Deluded and darkened man, living on from the mourning veil to the +corpse-veil, thinks there is no further evil beyond that which he has +immediately to overcome; and forgets that after the victory the new +situation brings a new struggle. Hence, as before swift ships there +swims a hill of water and a corresponding billowy abyss glides along +close behind, so always before us is there a mountain, which we hope to +climb, and behind us still a deep valley out of which we seem to have +ascended. + +Thus does the reader vainly hope now, after having stood out ten +persecutions, to ride into the haven of the story, and there to +lead a peaceable life, free from the troubled one of my +characters; but can any spiritual or worldly arm, then, protect +him against scattered similes,--against hemispherical +headaches,--whimsies,--reviews,--curtain-lectures, --rainy +months,--or in fact honey-moons, which come in at the end of +every volume?-- + +Now for our History! In the evening Albano and Augusti went with the +paternal letter of credit to the Minister's. The frostiness and pride of +that individual the Lector endeavored, on their way, to varnish over by +praising his laboriousness and discernment. With a knocking at his heart +the Count seized the door-knocker to the heaven- or hell-gate of his +future destiny. In the antechamber--that higher servant's apartment and +_Limbus infantum et patrum_--there were still people enough, for +Froulay regarded an antechamber as a stage, which must never be empty, +and on which, as in the Jewish temple, according to the Rabbins, for +those who kneel and pray, it is never too close. The Minister's lady was +not present as a patient here, merely because she was looking after one +of her own elsewhere. The Minister also was not here,--because he made +few ceremonies, and only demanded uncommonly many,--but in his +working-cabinet; he had heretofore had his head under the warm +throne-canopy and taken a deep bite into the forbidden apple of the +Empire, therefore he willingly made a sacrifice (not _to_ others, but +_of_ others), and let himself, as a saintly statue, be hung round with +votive limbs, without having to bestir his own, and, like St. Franciscus +at Oporto, with letters of thanks and petitions which he never opens. + +Froulay came, and was--as ever, _aside_ from business--as courteous as a +Persian. For Augusti was his home friend,--i. e. the Minister's lady was +_his_ home-friend,--and Albano was not a good person to run against; +because one had occasion for his foster-father in the votes of the +Province, and because the youth by a peculiar and proper pride of his +own commanded men. There is a certain noble pride through which merits +shine brighter than through modesty. Froulay had not the most +comfortable part before him; for the Court of Haarhaar was as +disaffected toward the Knight of the Fleece, as he was toward it;[65] +but Haarhaar was to be without doubt (according to all Italian +_surgical_ reports) and in a few years (according to all _nosological_ +ones) the heir of his inheritance and throne. Now the bad thing about it +was, that the Minister, who, like a good Christian, looked mainly to the +future, had to creep along between the German Herr von Bouverot, on the +one hand, who was secretly a creature of Haarhaar, and the demands of +the present moment, on the other. + +He received the Count, I said, in an uncommonly obliging manner, as well +as the Lector, and disclosed to the two that he must present to them his +lady, who desired their acquaintance. He sent word to her, but, without +waiting an answer, conducted them both into her apartment. Now was it to +the youth as if the heavy door of a still and holy temple turned on its +hinges. Even I too, at this moment, during their passage through the +rooms, share so in his foolishness that I fall into full as great +anxiety, as if I went in behind them. When we entered the eastern room, +which was extended out at pleasure by picturesque paper-tapestry into a +latticed arbor of woodbine, there sat merely the Minister's lady, who +received us pleasantly, with firm and cold reserve in look and tone. Her +severely closed and faintly-marked lips mutely spoke a seriousness which +is the gift of a good heart, and a stillness which is the ornament of +beauty,--as many wings, only when they are folded, shower down +peacocks'-eyes,--and her eye gleamed with the good-will of reason; but +the eyelids had been, by stern years, drawn deeply in, with a sickly +expression, over the mild sight. Ah, as oftentimes between newly-married +people a dividing sword was laid, so did Froulay grind daily at a +three-edged one which separated him and her! Singularly did the impure +roil on his face contrast with the aftersummer serenity on hers, +although before witnesses, as it seemed, he took away the irony from his +courteousness towards her, and kept hatred, as others do love, only for +solitude. + +Fortunately this nut-tree, which threw an unwholesome, frosty nut-shadow +on the whole flowerage of love and poetry, soon transplanted itself back +again among more congenial guests. The Minister's lady, after the first +expressions of courtesy, directed herself more to the Lector, whose +correct, civilian's measure accorded entirely with her religious one; +especially as only he could ask and condole with her about Liana. She +replied, that this room of Liana's had been left exactly as it was the +evening the blindness came on, in order that, when she recovered, it +might remain for her a pleasant remembrancer, or a mournful one for +others, if she did not. O, deeply moved Albano, if every absence +glorifies, how much more must it do so with so many traces of the +beloved object's presence! I confess, except a loved one, I know of +nothing lovelier than her sitting-room in her absence. + +On Liana's work-table lay a sketched outline of a Christ's head near the +open Messiah,--a folded walking-veil, together with the green +walking-fan, with inscribed wishes of female friends,--some cut-out +envelopes,--the gossiping letter of one of Froulay's tenants,--a whole +lacquerwork sheep-fold, with wagon, stalls, and house, with whose +Lilliputian Arcadia she had proposed to please Dian's children,[66]--a +plucked leaf from the thinning album of a female friend, which she had +trimmed with an India-ink flower border and then planted full of fair +wishes, of which fate had robbed her own life. Ah, beautiful heart, how +fondly would I sketch and hand round something like a tabular view of +all the little mosaic of thy lightsome past, had the fee-provost entered +more intimately into these matters! But what moves me and the Count more +deeply is a framed embroidery, on which her needle, like an +ingrafting-knife, had, on that dark day, ingrafted a rose with two buds, +and which wanted nothing more but the thorns. O, _these_ had destiny +only too fully developed on thy roses of joy, and then pressed them so +deeply through thy breast even to the heart! + +At no hour of his life was Albano's love so tender and holy as at this, +or his sympathy so fervent. Fortunately, the Minister's lady was all the +time looking out of the window into the garden, and did not perceive his +emotion. At last she went on to point out Liana's harmonica, which stood +near; then was his heart too full and visible; he started with the hasty +words, _he had never yet heard one_, and stepped before it. Ah, he was +fain to touch something whereon her finger had so often rested. He laid +his hand, as upon a sacred thing, on those prayer-bells which had so +often trembled under hers for pious thoughts; but they gave him no +answer, till the Lector, a connoisseur in the A B C as in the technology +of all arts, gave him in three words the indispensable instructions. Now +did he drink into his soul, full of sighs and struggles, the first +tri-clang, the first plaintive syllables of that mother-tongue of the +pining breast,--ah, of those _mutes'-bells_ which the inner man shakes +in his hand, because he has no tongue! and his veins beat wildly like +wings which wafted him up from the ground, and bore him to a higher +prospect than that which opens into the last joy or the last agony. For +in strong men great pains and joys become overlooking heights of the +whole road of life. + +I know not whether many readers will believe the fault _possible_, which +he now _actually_ committed. The Minister's wife, in the course +of conversation, had very naturally--_apropos_ of Liana and +Roquairol--fallen upon the proposition that no school is more necessary +to children than that of patience, because, either the will must be +broken in childhood or the heart in old age. Ah, she and her daughter +themselves knelt, indeed, full of patience, before fate, whether loading +or armed; although the mother's was a pious patience, which looked more +to Heaven than to the wound, Liana's a loving patience, which resigns +itself to new sorrows as to old sicknesses, as a queen does on +coronation-day to the pains and friction of her heavy jewelry, and like +a child that sweetly sleeps away and more sweetly dreams away his scars. +But Zesara, who like a wolf fled the very clanking of a chain, and new, +exasperated, against everything of the kind, from the light carcanets +and chains of knighthood even to the heavy harbor-chains which obstruct +the passage of youth out into the laboring sea, could not restrain +himself, especially with that heart of his so full of emotions, from +saying, in too great warmth: "Man must defend himself; sooner would I, +in a free struggle, empty all my veins on the stirring battle-field than +shed one drop from them bound to the rack."--"Patience," said the +Minister's lady, who was full of it, "contends and conquers also, only +in the heart."--"Dear Count," said Augusti, alluding not merely to +Arria,[67] "the women must always say to the men, 'It does not hurt!'" + +I have not till now had an opportunity to make known this fault of +Albano, that he never spoke his opinion more freely and strongly than +just then when he had reason to fear losing one or two heavens of his +life by the stake; in cases of less danger he could be more yielding. +Although, therefore, he observed that the Minister's lady was painfully +reminded thereby of the muscular, but also hard-grasping, hand of her +wild son,--or much rather _for the very reason_ that he observed it, and +because he proposed to be armor-bearer to this future friend,--he stuck +to his opinion, threw all instruments for breaking in the young manly +will out of the school-rooms into the street, and said, in his strongly +relieved style: "The Goths preferred never to send their children to +school, in order that they might remain lions. Even if maidens must be +soaked in milk a day before planting them out in the civil world, boys, +however, must be stuck, like apricots, with the stony shell in the +earth, because they will soon enough throw off and forsake the stone by +their rooting and growth."--The Lector, with his fine openness,--a +crystal vase with golden edge,--remarked, with a gentle reprimand of +Alban's impetuosity, that at least the way in which they had severally +adduced their proofs was one of those very proofs themselves; and women +needed and showed more patience with persons, and we more with things. + +The Minister's wife, who imagined herself listening more to her son than +to his friend, was silent, and stepped nearer to the window. Amid these +war-troubles the evening had wheeled her resplendent moon up over the +eastern mountains, and the streams of her light flowed in at this +moment, from all quarters, through the whole garden that lay stretched +out before the eastern room, and lay in its broad alleys and +flower-circles, when all at once a little round house appeared through +upshooting water-jets, kindled into triumphal arches by the moon-light, +and stood, even to its Italian trellised roof, all in a blaze. With soft +emotion, the Minister's lady said: "On that water-house stands my Liana; +she is trying the evaporation of the fountain; the physician promises +himself much therefrom. And Providence grant it!" + +But the agitated Zesara, with all his sharp eyes, could not, however, in +the full dazzling light of the level moon, and behind the quivering +nunnery-grate of confined silver-or lymphatic-veins, individualize +anything at this moment from the glimmering Eden, except an +undistinguishable, still, white form. But it was enough for a weeping +and burning heart. "Thou angel of my youthful dreams," thought he, "may +it be thou! I greet thee with a thousand woes and joys. Ah! can there +then be sorrows in thee, thou heavenly soul!" And it came over him, that +if she were here in the room, with her afflicted and enchanting form, +she would melt his whole being with sympathy, and he could now have cast +off the embrace of the brother, by whose hand fate had closed her soft +eyes in that long dream. + +The stifling air of the most painful sympathy caused him to look away, +and turn round, and fasten on the open Messiah those eyes whose drops he +would not show; but the recollection that he was repeating her last +reading-pleasure made them fall only hotter and thicker. Suddenly +something darkening, which fluttered down before the window like a +falling raven, directed his look again to Liana, over whom stood a fully +illuminated little cloud, as if it were a risen or descending saintly +halo. Immortals seemed to dwell thereupon as on Ossian's clouds, +awaiting their sister; and when she at length moved and slowly sank down +into the water-house, seemed it not then as if her garment of flesh +were passing into the earth, and her peaceful spirit into the cloud? + +Here Augusti, as the mother had to follow the returning invalid into the +sick-chamber, gave him the hint for departure, which he took willingly; +his love contented itself for the present with solitude, and with the +hope of another meeting. Young love and young birds need, in the +beginning, only to be _warmed_ by _covering_, and not till later to be +_nourished_. + +But a paraclete or comforter whispered softly in the ear of the youth's +heart as they departed: to-morrow thou wilt see her only a few steps +from thee in the garden! And that is very easily brought about; he has +only, at evening-twilight to-morrow, when the evening-walker makes use +of her eye-medicine, to repair to the alley, and from among the leaves +look freely up into the magic countenance, and then drink in the whole +doctrine of felicity in one paragraph, one passage, breath, moment;--but +what a prospect! + +The Count begged the Lector not to sit long with the busy Minister. When +they found him again, he hardly--behind a pile of public +documents--remembered, after considerable (perhaps counterfeited) +thought, that they had been there, and deeply regretted that they were +going away. Ah, the comforter is whispering all the evening and all +night,--To-morrow, Albano! + + +35. CYCLE. + +As the juggling night threw our Albano from one side and vision to the +other,--for not the near past but the near future wearies us with +rehearsals of our waking acts, with dreams,--how glad he was, in the +morning, that his fairest future had not yet gone by. Two very +Eulenspiegelish wishes often lodge in man: I often form the wish with my +whole heart, that some real joy of mine, e. g. a master-work, a +pleasure-journey, &c., might yet at last have an end; and, secondly, the +wish above referred to, that one or another pleasure might stay away a +little longer. + +The evening came with the greatest pleasure of all, when Zesara, like Le +Gentil starting for the East Indies, set off for the eastern park of the +Minister, to observe the transit of his evening star Venus; but only +through the moon. Before the lighted windows of the palace he stopped +among the people, and reflected, whether it were quite allowable thus to +run into the garden; but really, had he been turned back, his thirsting +heart would have carried him in through a whole Clerus and Diplomatic +Congress posted before the gate. Boldly he strode along through the +noisy palace before a barricade of tackled carriages, turned the iron +lattice-gate, and stepped hastily into the nearest leafy avenue. Here, +attended by a torch-dance of gleaming hopes, he went to and fro, but his +eye was a telescope, and his ear was a hearing-trumpet. The green avenue +wound up over the garden till it grew into another near the bath-house; +into this he entered so as not to meet the blind one, or rather her +attendant. + +But nothing came. To be sure he had not, like the moon,--as was, indeed, +to have been expected of him,--come a half-hour too late, but in fact a +half-hour too early. The moon, that star which leads wise men full of +incense to the adoration, at last let fall broad, long, silver-leaves, +like festive tapestry, into Liana's eastern room,--the Madonna on the +palace was arrayed in the halo and nun's-veil of her rays,--the +Minister's wife stood already at the window,--Nature played the +larghetto[68] of an enchanted evening in deeper and deeper +strains,--when Albano caught nothing further except a smaller one, made +up of mere tones, which came from the bath-house, the pleasure-seat of +all his wishes, and which, dying, would fain breathe its last with the +spring-day. But he could not guess who played it. One might have +inferred that it was Roquairol, merely because he afterward, as I shall +relate, according to the April-like nature of his musical temperament, +sprang up out of pianissimo into a too wild fortissimo. The brother, +exiled by his father, could at least in the bath-house see and console +his dear sister, and show her his love and his penitence; although his +stormy repentance makes a second necessary, and at last became only a +more pious repetition of his fault. + +Although Albano's fancy was a retina of the universe, on which every +world sharply pictured itself, and his heart the sounding-board of the +sphere-music, in which each revolved, yet neither the evening nor the +larghetto, with their rays and tones, could pierce through the high +waves which expectation as well as anxiety (both obscure nature and art) +dashed up within him. The bank of the fountains is entwined around with +a green ring of orange-trees, whose blossoms, in the East, according to +the Selam-cipher, signify _hopes_; but really one after another was +short-lived, when he thought of the cold, clear mother, or of his +perhaps vain waiting. The fountains leaped not yet,--he kept plucking +away, like a premature autumn, more and more of the broad fan-leaves +from his blooming Spanish wall, and still, through all his widening +windows, saw no Liana coming down along the pebbly path (which was +impossible, for the very reason that she had been long standing in the +bath-house with her brother), and he began to despair of her appearance, +when the brother suddenly stormed into the above-mentioned fortissimo, +and all the fountains sent up before the moon murmuring wreaths of +sparkling silver. Albano looked out.... + +Liana stood up there in the glimmer of the moon, behind the fluttering +water. What an apparition! He tore asunder the twigs of the foliage +before his face, and gazed, uncovered and breathless, upon the sacredly +beautiful form! As Grecian gods stand and look unearthly before the +torch, so shone Liana before the moon, overshadowed with the myriad +glancing reflections of the silvery rainbows, and the blest youth saw +irradiated the young, open, still Mary's-brow, upon which no vexation +and no effort had as yet cast a wave,--and the thin, tender, +scarcely-arched line of the eyebrows,--and the face like a perfect +pearl, oval and white,--and the loosely flowing ringlets lying on the +May-flowers over her heart,--and the delicate grace's-proportions, +which, like the white attire, seemed to exalt the form,--and the ideal +stillness of her nature, which made her place, instead of an arm, only a +finger upon the balustrade, as if the Psyche only floated over the +lily-bells of the body, and neither shook nor bowed them,--and the large +blue eyes, which, while the head sank a little, opened upward with such +inexpressible beauty, and seemed to lose themselves in dreams and in +distant plains reflecting the evening-twilight's glow! + +Thou too fortunate man!--to whom the only visible goddess, Beauty, +appears so suddenly, in her omnipotence, and attended by all her +heavens! The present, with its shapes, is unknown to thee,--the past +fades away,--the near tones seem to steal from the depth of +distance,--the unearthly apparition overflows and overpowers with +splendor the mortal breast! + +Ah, why must a deep, cold cloud steal through this pure and lofty +heaven? Ah, why didst thou not find the heavenly one earlier or +later?--and why must she herself remind thee of her sorrow? + +For Liana--into whose veiled eye only a strong light could trickle +through--was looking for the moon, which was a little overhung by its +own aurora, and she turned her head around gropingly, because she +thought a linden-top concealed it;--and this uncertain inclination so +suddenly pictured to him her misfortune in a thousand colors! A quick +pang pressed his eyes, so that tears and sparks darted from them, and +pity cried within him: "O thou innocent eye! why art thou veiled? Why +from this grateful, good soul is May and the whole creation taken away? +And she sends round in vain a look of love after her mother and her +companion, and--O God! she knows not where they stand." + +But the curtain of the moon soon floated aside, and she smiled serenely +on its radiance, as the blind Milton in his immortal song smiles upon +the sun, or as an inhabitant of earth smiles upon the earliest splendor +of the next life. + +A nightingale, who hitherto, while hopping after a glow-worm among the +distant flowers, had responded to the tones in the chamber only with +single game-calls and complemental notes of joy, flew nearer to Liana, +and the winged miniature-organ drew out at once all its flute-stops, so +that Liana, forgetting her blindness, looked down, and Albano started +back alarmed, as if she were looking upon him. Then was her pale face, +upon the cheeks of which a light redness played, as upon the white pink, +tenderly suffused with the faint red bloom of emotion under the mingling +tones of the brother and of the nightingale,--the eyelids quivered +oftener over the gleaming eyes,--and at last the gleam became a quiet +tear,--it was not a tear of pain nor of joy, but that soft tear in which +the longing of the heart overflows; as, in spring, overfull twigs, +though unwounded, weep. + +There dwells in man a rough, blind cyclops, who in our storms always +begins to speak, and gives us fatal counsel. Frightfully at this moment, +in Zesara, did the whole awakened energy of his bosom bestir +itself,--that wild spirit which drags us on condor's wings to the brink +of the precipice; and the cyclops cried aloud in him: "Rush out,--kneel +before her,--tell her thy whole heart;--what though thou then art lost +forever, if thou hast only caught one sound of this soul!--and then cool +and sacrifice thyself in the cold waters at her feet." Verily he +thirsted for the fresh basin in which the fountains leaped back. But ah! +before this gentle, this afflicted and pure one? "No," said the good +spirit in him, "wound her not again, as her brother did. O spare her! be +silent, respectful: then thou lovest her." + +Here he stepped out on the illuminated earth as into a heavenly hall, +and took the open sun-path, but softly, along before the fountains. As +he passed by her, all at once the arcade of drops, which had half +latticed her round, collapsed, and Liana stood cloudless, as a pure +Luna, without her cloud-court, in the deep blue of heaven; a shining +lily[69] from the next world, which, to herself, is a sign that she is +soon to pass thither. O his heart, full of virtue, felt with trembling +the nearness of virtue in another; and, with all signs of the deepest +veneration, he walked along by the quiet being, who could not observe +them. + +Not till, at every step, a heaven had escaped from him, and he at last +had none but the one above his head, did he become quite gentle; and +then he was glad that he had not been bolder. How the earth now shines +to him, how the heaven of suns approaches him, how his heart loves! O, +at some future time after yet many years, when this _glowing_ +rose-garden of rapture already lies far behind thy back, how softly and +magically will it, when thou turnest round and lookest toward it, +glimmer after thee as a _white_ rose-parterre of memory! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[63] The title of a man, among the Romans, who walked behind the +corpse and acted out the looks and character which the deceased +had when living.--_Pers._, Sat. 3. + +[64] As Solomon says, "Desire shall fail."--TR. + +[65] It had formerly refused to give the Spanish knight the hand +of the Princess; but I have had the promise of satisfactory +documents on this weighty article. + +[66] Dian's family reside at Lilar. + +[67] Roman Arria, who stabbed herself to show her Poetus how to +die.--TR. + +[68] A movement in music a little more than two degrees quicker +than adagio.--TR. + +[69] It used to be believed that a lily lying in the +singing-seats signified the death of the person to whom it +belonged. + + + + +SEVENTH JUBILEE. + + ALBANO'S PECULIARITY.--THE INTRICATE INTERLACINGS OF + POLITICS.--THE HEROSTRATUS OF GAMING-TABLES.--PATERNAL + "MANDATUM SINE CLAUSULA."--GOOD SOCIETY.--MR. VON + BOUVEROT.--LIANA'S SPIRITUAL AND BODILY PRESENCE. + + +36. CYCLE. + +If the Feudal-Provost Von Hafenreffer had no existence except as a +creature of my fancy, I should certainly proceed with my history, and +tell the world, as matter of fact (and the whole romance-writing set +would go to the death upon it[70]), that Albano was sitting there the +next morning, blind and deaf, behind the broad bandage which the +bandage-maker Cupid had bound before his eyes,--that he had not been +able to count more than _five_, except at evening, when he cast up the +strokes of the clock, in order, afterward, to run in a magic circle +round the Froulay water-house, like one who sets out to _charm the fire_ +which glides snake-like after him,--that he had, through those two +blow-holes[71] wherewith sentimental whales blubber right out in +bookstores, spouted out considerable streams,--for the rest, had never +looked at another book (except some leaves in the book of Nature), nor +at another human being (except a blind man),--"and to this my surgeon's +certificate of erotic wound-fevers (I would say at the conclusion of my +lies) Nature manifestly sets her privy seal." + +That she does not, says Hafenreffer; these are nothing but confounded +lies; the case is quite otherwise, thus:-- + +Zesara never stole a second time into Froulay's garden; a proud blush of +shame darted over him at the very thought of the painful blush with +which he should come in contact, for the first time, with a mistrustful +or inquiring eye. + +But in this wise the dear soul remained hid from him until her recovery, +as the May-month did from her; and he silently tormented himself with +reckonings up of her sufferings and doubts of her cure. He was ashamed +to be taking any pleasure during her period of sadness, and forbade +himself the enjoyment of spring and the visiting of Lilar: ah! he knew +too, full well, that the loving spring and Lilar, where she had received +so many joys and the last wound, would make his heart too ungovernable +and too full. + +His thirst for knowledge and worth, his pride, which bade him stand in a +glorious light with his father and his two friends, impelled him onward +in his career. With all his native fire he threw himself upon +jurisprudence, and took no longer any other walks than between the +lecture-room and his study-chamber. To this zeal he was driven by a +characteristic passion for completeness; everything imperfect was to him +almost a physical horror; he was shocked at defective collections, +broken sets of monthly magazines, lawsuits left to sleep, libraries, +because he could never read them out, people who died as aspirants for +office, or in the midst of building-plans, or without a rounded system +of thought, or as journeymen clothiers' boys or shoemakers' apprentices, +and even Augusti's flute-playing, which he only took up _by the way_. It +was the same energy which made him hold the bridle of Psyche's winged +horse tight, and stick the rowel of the spur into him; even when a child +he had experimented on this kind of force, in the holding of his breath, +or in the painful pressure of a sore spot,--and, by Heaven! he now, +figuratively, did both again. There dwelt in him a mighty will, which +merely said to the serving-company of impulses, Let it be! Such a will +is not stoicism, which rules merely over internal _malefactors_, or +_knaves_, or _prisoners of war_, or _children_, but it is that genially +energetic spirit, which conditions and binds the healthy _savages_ of +our bosoms, and which says more royally to itself, than the Spanish +regent to others, I, the king! + +Ah, of course (how could his warm soul do otherwise?) he often stood, at +midnight, before the breezy window, and looked tearfully at the white +Madonna of the ministerial palace, silvered by the pure moon. Yes, in +the daytime, he often sketched in his souvenir (it happened to be a +fountain and a form behind it, nothing more), or he read in the Messiah +(naturally going on with the canto which he had already begun at the +house of the Minister's lady), or he informed himself about nervous +maladies, (was he, perhaps, with all his studying, guarded against +them?) or he let the fire of his fingers run over the strings,--nay, he +would have plucked nothing but roses, although with thorns, had this +been their blooming season. + +And this sighing, stifled soul must shut itself up! O, he began already +to fear every key of the harpsichord would become a stylus, the +instrument itself a box of letters, and all actions treacherously +legible words. For he must keep silent. The first young love, like that +of business people (those of the Electorate of Saxony excepted), needs +no instruments of speech, at most only a portable inkstand and pen. Only +worldly people, who repeat their declarations of love quite as often as +the players, are in a situation--and on similar grounds--to publish +them, just as the players do. But in the holier season of life the image +of the most beloved soul is hung, not in the parlor and antechamber, but +in the dim, silent oratory: only with loved ones do we speak of loved +ones. Ah, it was with reluctance that he even heard others speak of his +saint; and he often stole (with the altar of incense in his bosom) out +of the room where people were carrying round for her a censer more full +of coal-smoke than of frankincense. + + +37. CYCLE. + +They were expecting every day in Pestitz the return of the German +gentleman M. de Bouverot, who had been in Haarhaar, putting the last +retouching hand to the almost sketched marriage contract between Luigi +and a Haarhaar princess, Isabella. Augusti was not partial to him, and +even said Bouverot had no _honnetete_;[72] and related the following, +but with the soft irony of a man of the world: + +Some years before, Bouverot had been sent by the court of Haarhaar[73] +to the Pope at Rome, in relation to certain canonical difficulties; +just at the time when Luigi also made the princely procession to Rome, +together with his Romish indictions.[74] Now Haarhaar, which in truth +already went _chapeau-bas_ with the princely hat of Hohenfliess, and had +every possible officinal prospect of wearing it, would not, for this +very reason, present the appearance of looking with cold eyes on the +extinction of the race of Hohenfliess, the more, as the very male +support of the line, Luigi, even in his first years, was not a hero of +any great nervous significance. Nay, it must needs be a matter of some +consequence to the court of Haarhaar that the good thin autumn-flowerage +should return, if possible, _otherwise_ than it went out; and even on +such grounds it privily instructed the German gentleman to +rule and watch over all his pleasures and pains as _maitre de +plaisirs_,--especially with _maitresses de plaisirs_,--in such a manner +as to give perfect satisfaction in this respect. Meanwhile, if our +princely abiturient[75] had started pure as a foetus, unhappily he was +brought back ground down to a _punctum saliens_, especially as, by +sundry caprioles and other leaps through the hoop of pleasure, he was +spoiled for the leap into the knight's saddle. It may be possible that +the German gentleman was too sanguine in his expectations of the +rejuvenescence of the Prince; yes, he may have imitated the +youth-restoring, wondrous essence of the Marquis d'Aymar,[76] whereby an +innocent old lady, who anointed herself with the elixir more than her +years required, was, through the excessive renovation, reduced to a +little child. In short, by this crusade under the Knight of the Cross, +Bouverot, the princely seat of Hohenfliess--as is often the consequence +of crusades--will be left open at the proper time, and Haarhaar will +seat itself thereon. + +I confess reluctantly that Albano, in the beginning,--because, with all +his sharp-sightedness, his purity was quite as great,--comprehended the +fact only confusedly; but when he did get the idea, it was to him +_pharmaceutic_ manna, as it was to Schoppe _Israelitish_. "The Knight of +the Cross," said the latter, "beareth not his cross in vain,--it does +him quite as much service as one daubed on the houses in Italy does to +them: not a soul may do on either of them what even in Rome may be done +before every antechamber." + +Not long after that our three friends were going out into the street +just at the hour when the noisy carriages rolled along to tea and play, +when a litter was carried by before them with the seat _backward_, +whereupon, however, a man was sitting. "Holy Father!" cried Schoppe, "in +there sits, bodily, Cephisio, from Rome, who must sometime or other give +me a sound drubbing."--"Softly, softly!" said Augusti, "that is the +German gentleman; Cephisio is his Arcadian name."[77]--"Well, I rejoice +so much the more that I once in my life had a hearty, downright set-to +with the red-nose," said he, turning round and accompanying the litter, +with his arms thrust under it, for almost ten paces, in order to get a +better view of the caged bird, before the latter snatched-to the +curtains. Albano caught a glimpse within the litter, as it passed +swiftly along, only of a sharp eye drawn like a dagger, and a +red-glowing nose-bud. + +Schoppe came back and related the transactions in Rome. He said, +against all mortal sinners, blood-guilty men, and imps of iniquity he +bore no such bitter and grim wrath as against professional bankers, +_croupiers_,[78] and _Grecs_; if he had a canker-worm-iron wherewith he +might scrape away this vermin from the earth, or a cochineal-mill +wherewith he might grind them to powder, he would do it most cordially. +"O heavens!" he then broke out, "had I in fact my foot just stretched +out over the curling, coiling worm-stalk (and though that foot had the +gout in it), I would gladly dash it down upon them, and tread out the +vile filth." But what he could, he did. Being his own travelling +servant, and a decoy-spider, darting to and fro through all Europe, he +had full often the pleasure of getting these faro-leaf-caterpillars and +leaf-sappers under his thumb,--of becoming their pretended +associate,--learning their tactics,--and then rolling some fire-wheel or +other into their hissing snakes'-hole. I am not intimately instructed +whether it is known in Leipsic who the ringleader was that, a short time +since, at the fair, played a mock-police with mimic-constables, and +broke up a bank;--at least the bankers were altogether out on the +subject, because they were expecting the real police the next day, and +were begging for some indulgences and _il_legal-benefits; but I am in a +condition here to name the thief-catcher: it was Schoppe. The spoils he +applied mostly to the purpose of running new mines under the +faro-tables. + +With Cephisio he had played his cards otherwise. He stepped up before +his bank, and looked on for some minutes, and at last presented a card +with a shield-louis-d'or. It won, and he showed behind the card a long +roll of louis. Bouverot would not pay this roll. "He had not seen +anything," he said. "What is your _croupier_ sitting there for, then?" +said Schoppe, and pronounced them swindlers, if they did not pay. To +escape greater damage, they paid him his winnings. He took the money +coldly, and departed, with these words to the Pointeurs: "Gentlemen, I +assure you, you are playing here with finished cheats; but they have +paid me only because I knew them." Amidst the increasing stiffness and +paleness of the partners he turned, and slowly, with his +broad-shouldered, compact figure, and his knotty cudgel, walked away +unscathed. + +Augusti wished from his heart--for the persecution's sake--that Bouverot +might not know the Librarian again. They found at home an invitation +from the Minister to tea and supper. "The poor daughter!" said Augusti; +"for the sake of this Bouverot, the half-blind one must go to-morrow to +the table." Meanwhile, our youth will then surely see her again at last, +and only a spring-day separates him from the dearest object! If Augusti +is right, then my observation fits in here, that a good sound villain is +always the motive-pike which sets the still, quaker-like carp-tribe in +the pond to swimming; the hidden pock-matter, which brings cold children +at once to life. + + +38. CYCLE. + +Liana's eyes healed, but only slowly: Nature would not lead her at once +out of her sombre prison into the sun; she could now, like the +philosophers, just recognize light rather than forms. Nevertheless, the +Minister issued cabinet orders that she should day after to-morrow play +on the harmonica, appear at the _souper_, and even make the salad, and +thereby mask her blindness. He sometimes commanded impossible things, in +order to meet with as much disobedience as his anger needed for the +purpose of venting itself in punishment. Certain people keep themselves +all day long full of vexation beforehand for some coming event or other, +like urinal phosphate, which always boils under the microscope, or +forges, wherein every day fire breaks out. + +The Minister's lady pronounced her soft, firm, No. About the harmonica +she said she had asked the Doctor, in his name, who had strictly +forbidden it; and the rest was an impossibility. Here he could already, +he felt so like it, be angry at several things, especially at the asking +of the Doctor, which, however, had not yet taken place; he grew mad +enough, and swore he should act according to _his own_ principles, and +devil a bit did he care for _other_ people's. + +This _principle_ was in the present case the German gentleman. That is +to say, the above-mentioned anecdote--Bouverot's guardianship of the +hereditary Prince on his travels, or the design of the thing--had at +both courts come to be the common talk in assemblies and at tables, and +was hidden only from the Prince Luigi; for on thrones, there are almost +no mysteries to any one excepting him (hardly his wife) who sits +thereupon, as in whispering-galleries the people in distant corners hear +everything aloud, only not he who stands in the middle. The German +gentleman was, therefore, in the Hohenfliess system, the important +port-vein and pulmonary artery wherewith even Froulay would water +himself. The latter is obliged throughout to serve the present and the +future, or two masters, of whom the one of Haarhaar might very soon be +his. + +Bouverot was attached not merely to Froulay the minister, but to Froulay +the father; a man like him, who causes to be sent after him from Italy a +whole cabinet of Art, and whose acquaintance with the arts has so long +knit together even him and the Prince, must know how to prize a Madonna +of such carnation as Liana, and of the Romish school, and, what is more, +who, detached from the canvas, moved as a full, breathing rose. As to +marrying the rose, that he could not propose to himself, because he was +a German Herr. + +He had not seen her since his Italian tour,--nor had the Count +either,--to both the Minister wished to show her as a round pearl of +special whiteness and figure. Froulay had--which after all happens +oftener than we imagine--quite as much vanity as pride; the latter to +repel blame, the former to court praise. But I should have now to write +a tournament-chronicle to tell posterity the half of all his raging and +racing and lance-thrusts, in a fight wherein he served under the banners +of enmity, vanity, and avarice. He was no more to be hunted to death +than a wolf. All weapons were alike to him, and he was ever taking +sharper and more poisonous ones. In the old _judicial_ duels between man +and wife, the man stood commonly up to his stomach in a pit, in order to +bring his strength down to a level with the woman's, and she struck at +him with a stone tied up in a veil; but in the _matrimonial_ duels the +man seems to stand in the free air and the woman in the earth, and she +often has only the _veil_ without the stone. + +In this combat there stepped between the two a shining peace-angel who +caught the wounds, namely, Liana. The daughter, who had an enthusiastic +love for her mother, and the womanly reverence for the stronger sex +toward her father, and who suffered so endlessly under their strifes, +fell upon her mother's neck and begged her to allow her what her father +demanded; she would certainly do everything so as not to excite +observation; she would take the greatest pains and practise herself +specially beforehand,--ah, he would otherwise only be still more unkind +to her poor brother,--this discord, merely on her account, was so +painful to her, and perhaps more injurious than playing on the +harmonica. + +"My child, thou knowest," said the mother, for now she _had_ asked, +"what the physician said yesterday against the harmonica; the rest is at +thine own risk!" Liana kissed her joyfully. She must needs be led to her +father, that she might make known to him aloud the gladness of her +obedience. "I thank you, and be hanged," said he, softly; "it is simply +your cursed duty." She left him with her joy dissipated to atoms, but +without any great pangs; she was already accustomed to this. + + +39. CYCLE. + +The Lector, while they were yet on their way to the Minister's, begged +Albano to moderate the fire of his assertions and his pantomimes. He +made known to him only so much of the family-jar as was necessary, in +order that he might not, by a mistaken idea of her restoration, throw +Liana into embarrassment. As they entered the card-room, everything was +already in full blaze. + +As, at this time, no one is presented to him, I must do it; they are +disciples (at least _twelfth_ disciples) of the Minister. + +And first, I introduce to thee the holy President of Justice, Von +Landrok, a good apothecary's-balance of Themis, which weighs out +scruples, and wherein no false weights lie; but what is quite as bad, +much smut, rubbish, and rust. Those at the ombre-table near by are the +lords and ladies of Vey, Floel, and Kob, sleek, fine souls, like minerals +in cabinets, polished off on the show-side, but on the concealed base +still jagged and scratching. + +Go with me to the entrance of the next apartment; here I have to present +to thee the young but fat canon Von Meiler, who, in order to line and +stuff out and pad his inner man with a thick, warm, outer one, needs to +fleece no more peasants yearly than the number of linden-trees the +Russian peels for his bark-shoes, namely, one hundred and fifty. + +The apartment into which thou art looking I present to thee as a +fly-glass full of courtiers, who, in order to enter into the _kingdom of +heaven_, have become not merely _children_, but in fact _embryons_ of +four weeks, who, as is well known, look like flies; if Swift desires of +his servants nothing more than the _shutting-to_ of the doors, these +wish nothing of their employer and bread-provider but the _leaving-open_ +of the same. + +I have the honor to set before thee yonder--it is he who is not +playing--the holy Church-Counsellor, Schaepe, who would fain be chief +chaplain to the court; a soft scoundrel, who soaks and softens the +seed-corns of the divine and human word, like melon-seed (they are +thereby to spring up sooner in the heart), so long in sugared wine, that +they rot in it; a spiritual lord who never in his life _offered_ any +other prayers than the two which he always refuses, the _fourth_ and +_fifth_.[79] + +But the Lector will soon name to thee, at the window, every one of the +lords and dames, coldly, gently, and without pantomime. At present the +Minister himself conducts thee to a gentleman, one of the players, with +a cross on, who drinks water with saltpetre, and is continually licking +his dry mouth; it is _Bouverot_,--he is just rising in thy presence; +examine the cold, but impudent and cutting, sharply-ground eye, whose +corners resemble a pair of open tinman's-shears, or a trap set,--the red +nose, and the hard, lipless mouth, whose reddish crab's-claw, worn off +by whetting, pinches together,--the cocked-up chin, and the whole +stocky, firm figure. Albano does not surprise him; he has already seen +all men, and he inquires about no one. + +The Minister refreshed the youth, whose inner being was one snarl, with +the promise that at supper he would present to him his daughter. He +offered him a game; but Alban replied, with a too youthful accent, he +never played. + +He could now roam round through the lanes of the card-tables, and survey +whatever he wished. In such a case one posts himself, if there is no one +of the company whom he can endure, exactly before or beside the face he +detests the most, in order inwardly to lash himself into vexation at +every word and every feature of the countenance. Albano might have had +many visages in his eye which were, at least in a small degree, +intolerable, and by which he might have stationed himself;--nay, no +sufficient reasons could have been assigned why he should not have given +his whole attention to a certain chaffy, dried up paste-eel, a weakling +full of impertinence, who was observing through an eye-glass the card +constellations as they came up, while Albano could extend the feelers +of his optic nerves even to the spots on the cards in the second +apartment;--there would, indeed, have been no reasons, had not the +German gentleman been there; before him he must place himself; of him he +knew the most and the worst; he stood in distant connection with +Schoppe, even with Liana. Furies! in the neighborhood of certain faces +the pinions of the soul crumple up and mew themselves as swans' and +pigeons' feathers are crushed before eagles' quills; it was as +uncomfortable and close for all the innocent feelings in such a roomy +breast as Albano's, as it is to a flock of pigeons into whose cote some +one has thrown the tail of a polecat. + +I cannot disguise the fact, he muttered and growled inwardly at all the +man did and had,--whether it was his having fingers whose points were +finely shaved for the faro-game, and whose nails had been somewhat +peeled off by an altogether worse game of _hazard_ yet,--or his looking +occasionally through the hair of his eyebrows,--or (only once) squashing +a fly by a sudden snapping to of his lips like a fly-trap,--or his +uttering now a line of German and now of French, which I expect of good +circles, whereas only low people never bring out a German word, except a +few, such as _Lansquenet_,[80] _canif_ (kneif), _birambrot_ (bier am +brod), excepted. Suffice it, he thought always of Schoppe's fine +expression: "There are men and times at which and with whom nothing +could be more refreshing to an honest man than--to give them a sound +drubbing." Duelling is quite as good, thought the Count. + +However, Schoppe must here be justified by an authority. Namely, the +author himself, otherwise such a soft, warm swan-skin, could never stand +behind card-table-chairs without becoming a complete game-cock, and +spreading out his scratching, bristly wing the wider the longer he idly +looked on; the reason is this, that in general one finds only those +people more and more tolerable and better upon acquaintance, with whom +one pursues and purposes the same kind of objects. + +Albano wished heartily he had his brother-in-arms Schoppe with him now; +he went often, it is true, to Augusti to vent himself; but _he_ always +sought to pacify him; yes, by keeping himself constantly engaged with +the church-counsellor, he cut off from him the opportunity of betraying +his youthful, inexperienced soul to listeners. Moreover, the Lector +chose afterward for half an hour--what familiar friends often do in the +absence of familiar female friends--the latter (namely, absence). + +The Count stood some time behind Bouverot's seat, and looked into a +Chinese mirror, japanned on the inside with grotesque figures, and +changed his position constantly, till he brought Cephisio's face to +appear therein right beside a painted dragon, just by way of +comparison;--all this went on, interrupted, however, by constantly +increasing heart-beatings for Liana, when the servants opened the doors +to the supper-hall; and now his heart thumped even to pain, and his +form, already so blooming with youth, hung all full of the roses of +happy and modest confusion. + + +40. CYCLE. + +With beating heart and burning cheek he made his way into the midst of +the motley promenading throng with some old lady or other, who, in her +vanity, misunderstood him, and at once hung on his arm like a +spring-bracelet, and who got nothing from him but--answers. With flying +and piercing glances he stepped into the bright hall, which seemed as if +it were made of crystallized light, and into the sea of heads. He was +just making some answer when he caught, in the tumult behind him, the +low words, "I certainly hear my brother,"--and immediately the still +lower refutation, "It is my Count." He turned round; between the Lector +and her mother stood the dear Liana, a modest, timid, pale-red angel, in +a black silk dress, over which ran only the glittering spring-frost of a +silver chain, and with a light ribbon in her blond hair. The mother +presented her to him, and the tender cheek bloomed more redly,--for she +had, indeed, confounded the similar voices of the guest and the +brother,--and she cast down those beautiful eyes which could see +nothing. Ah, Albano, how violently thy heart trembles now that the past +has become present, the moonlit night a spring morning; and this still +form, now so near thee, works far more mightily than in any dream! She +was too holy in his sight for him to have been able to utter a lie +before her about the apparent recovery; he preferred silence;--and thus +the warmest friend of her life came to her the first time only veiled +and dumb. + +The Lector soon led her away to her seat under the second lustre; +opposite her sat her mother (probably, for this reason, that the good, +unconscious daughter, who surely could not always be letting her eyelids +fall, might raise them with friendliness and propriety towards a beloved +being); the German gentleman, as an acquaintance, seated himself, +without further ceremony, on her right, Augusti on her left,--Zesara, as +Count, came far up above beside the highest lady. + +Deuse take it! that is, unfortunately, so often my own case! I assert +the upper seat of honor,--and observe, a mile below me, the daughter, +but, like a myops, only half of her, and can bring about nothing the +whole evening. Do pray transpose me without any scruples down beside +her,--you have to deal with nothing more than a puffed-up man,--why, on +earth, as in the heavens, must, then, the largest planets be placed +exactly the farthest from their sun? + +I now draw my readers to the Minister's table, not to show them the +ministerial pomp ingrafted upon avarice, or his dance of honor hemmed in +between the parallel lines of etiquette, or even his family arms, which +were carried round on every chafing-dish and salt-cellar, and with the +ice and mustard,--enough for us to know the ubiquity of the insignia +upon his flower-pots, shirts, bed-clothes, dog's cravats, and all his +thoughts; but the reader shall just now look only at my hero. + +He is very prominent. Upon such a new-comer, people, in a +residence-city, have already, before he has fairly given the driver his +drinking-money, got all possible light of nature and revelation; +nineteen of the company were fastened upon him as his moral odometers. +The boldness of his nature and his rank made up with him for worldly +tact, which was missed nowhere except in this, that he never took sides +except in the very strongest manner, and always ran off into general and +cosmopolitan observations. But see, I pray you!--O, I wish Liana could +see it,--how the rosy glow and the fresh green of his healthiness shines +among the yellow sicklings of the age, out of whom, as from ships on the +African coast of youth, all the pitch that held them together had run +out,--and how the cheek-redness of spiritual health, a tender, +ever-returning suffusion (from anxiety about Liana) graces him, whereas +most of the world's people at the table seem, like cotton wool, to take +all colors more easily than _red_! + +He looked and listened, against the salvation-laws of visiting, too much +to Liana. She ate, under the heightened redness of a fear of mistaking, +only sparingly, but without embarrassment; the Lector, with easy hand, +barred up against her the smallest road to error. What astonished him +was, that she covered such a sensitive and easily weeping heart with +such an unembarrassed cheerfulness of countenance and conversation. +Young man! _that_ is, with the most delicate maidens, free from pangs of +love, no covering and disguise, but an enjoying of the moment and +habitual courtesy! She retained so considerately (what she had probably +learned beforehand) the relative rank of the familiar voices, that she +never directed her answer to the wrong place. She, however, looked often +to her mother with full eyes, and smiled then still more serenely, not, +however, for the purpose of deceiving, but from real, hearty love. + +Touching her salad, the best and most fit to be a prince's table-guest +among my female readers, who had seen her mix it, would have taken +several fork-loads thereof. Uncommonly charming was it, when, growing +more earnest and red, she drew off her glove before the blue, celestial +hemisphere of glass; with white hands and supple arms, without a silken +fold, worked away in the green, between the blue of the glass and the +black of the silk; considerately felt for the vinegar-and oil-castors, +and poured out as much as her practice (and the deciphered advice of the +Lector,--at least so it seems to me) directed. By heavens! the dressing +is, in this case, the salad; and the vain Minister, who had no +understanding of pictures, had a great eye for things that would make +good pictures. + +The mother seemed scarcely to look at the leaf-mixing. To the Count, the +Minister's lady seemed to-day to have only good-breeding and no pious +strictness; but he did not yet sufficiently know those polished women, +who have refinement without wit, sensibility without fire, clearness +without coldness; who borrow of the snail his feelers, his softness, his +coolness, and his dumb gait, and who demand and deserve more confidence +than they obtain. + +At this moment came in Cephisio, like an angel among three men in the +fiery furnace, but a dark angel. To the Count, his contiguity of seat, +and every word he addressed to Liana, was already a crucifixion,--only +to pass with a look from her to him was an agony, little different from +that which I should have, if I had spent a day at Dresden in the antique +Olympus of ancient gods, and then, on going out, should fall into a +refectory full of swollen monks, or into a naturalist's cabinet full of +stuffed malefactors' skins and bottled embryo-spiders. However he was +pacified--in my opinion, only deceived--by one thing, that the German +gentleman did not blaze away in lyrics beside her, was neither in heaven +nor out of his head, but in his head, and quite composed and very +polite. There are no pigeons, Count,--ask the farmers,--which the hawks +oftener pounce upon than the _glossy white_ ones! + +The German gentleman now produced a snuff-box, with a neat picture of +Lilar, and asked Liana how it pleased her; he liked the sentimentality +of it particularly. + +The Lector was terrified, leaned forward toward the box-piece, and threw +out a few opinions beforehand which should guide the half-blind one in +forming her own; but after she had passed it two or three times +obliquely against the lights and near before her eyes, she was able to +express an original opinion herself, that the child illuminated by the +half-sunken sun, who is drawn aloft by a flower-chain under the +triumphal arch, was, to her feelings, "so very lovely." Here--and I have +observed the same case in a half-blind lady of powerful fancy and +receptive sense of art--the effort and the artistic sense, or the +spiritual eye, came to meet the bodily half-way. The box, as well as its +snuff, was presented farther on, and came down along to the Counsellor +of Arts, Fraischdoerfer, upon whom the new Prince's love of the arts and +the favorite's knowledge in them now placed new crowns; he found fault +with nothing but the white of the blossoms. "Spring," said he, "is, by +reason of its wearisome whiteness, a mere monochrome; I have visited +Lilar only in autumn." "There is the nightingale's song, too, which we +of course cannot paint, but yet we can hear it," said Liana, cheerfully; +he was her teacher, and now, in the technology of painting, even her +father's. Over all her acquisitions and inner fruits and blossoms the +rose of silence had been painted; to that her tyrannical father had +entirely accustomed her, and especially before men, in whom she always +revered copied fathers. + +When the landscape came to Albano, and he held before him in miniature +that spring night when Lilar and the noble old man appeared to him so +enchantingly,--and as he touched what the dear soul had handled,--and +now in his own soul all accordant strings trembled,--just then the Devil +struck again a dissonant chord of the seventh:-- + +"The Prince, gracious sir," said the Minister to the German gentleman, +"was yesterday buried in private; only eight days hence we have the +public interment. We are obliged to hasten, because the suspension of +the court-mourning lasts until the inauguration, on _ascension-day_, is +gone by." I am too much excited to express myself upon the eternal +master of ceremonies, Froulay, who would have raised a lantern-tax in +the sun, and bridge-toll before park-bridges and asses'-bridges; but +Albano, dazzled by so many side-lights and glancing rays,--reminded of +Liana's sorrow over the old man, of his birthday, of the heart without a +breast, and of the madness of the world,--was not in a condition, +however much he had intended appearing in gentleness and lambs' clothes +before Froulay, to keep the latter on; but he must needs (and louder +than he meant), in opposition to his next neighbor, the Church +Counsellor, Schaepe, with too great youthful exasperation (not lessened +by the eager listening of Liana for the brotherly voice) declare himself +against many things,--against the everlasting dead sham-life of +men,--against the ceremonial haughtiness of a soulless form,--against +this starving on love merely from making false shows of it;--ah, his +whole heart burned on his lip! + +The honest Schaepe, whom I just now called a scoundrel, took, with +several expressions of countenance, Albano's part. But I do not by any +means, friend Albano!--thou hast yet to learn for the first time that +men, in respect to ceremonies, modes, and laws, like a flock of sheep, +will, in a body, provided the bell-wether can only be got to leap over a +pole, continue to leap carefully over the same place when the pole has +been taken away;--and the most and highest leaps, in the state, are +those we make without the pole. But a youth would be an ordinary one who +should love civil life very early, however certain it is that he and we +all judge too bitterly the faults of every office which we do not +ourselves hold. + +The company listened in silence, and, out of politeness, only inwardly +admired; on Liana fell a tender seriousness. + +They rose,--the closeness vanished,--so did his zeal;--but, whether it +came from the speaking, or the contemplation of the loved object, or +from a youthful over-leaping of the hedges of visiting-propriety,--(it +arose not, however, from want of manners),--the fact is not to be denied +(and I do my best, too, to give it exactly) that the Count left the poor +old lady who had been escorted in by him,--Hafenreffer himself knows not +her name,--left her standing, and, I believe unconsciously, took Liana +under his escort. Ah, her! What shall I say of the magic nearness of the +dreamed-of soul,--of the light resting of her hand, felt only by the arm +of the inner man, not of the outer,--of the shortness of the heavenly +way, which should have been at least as long as Frederick Street? +Verily, he himself said nothing,--he thought merely of the abominable +Inhibitorial-room, where their separation must take place,--he trembled +at every effort to speak. "You have, perhaps," said Liana, lightly and +openly, who loved to hear the friendly voice, especially after the warm +discourse, "already visited our Lilar?"--"Truly not; but have you?" he +said, too much confused. "My mother and I have made it our favorite home +every spring." + +Now were they in the parting-chamber. Alas! there and thus he stood with +her, who saw nothing, for some seconds immovable, and looked straight +before him, wanting to say something, till he was aroused by her mother, +who was eagerly seeking, for her affection, which the whole evening had +been nourishing, a sequestered hour on her daughter's heart,--and so all +was over, for both vanished like apparitions. + +But Alban was as a man who is deserted by a glorious dream, and who all +the morning is so inwardly blest, but remembers the dream no more. And +yet, stands not Lilar open to him, and will he not surely see it, so +soon as ever Liana can see it too? + +Never was he more gentle. The attentive Lector, in this warm, fruitful +seed-time, threw in some good seed. He said, as they looked out together +into the moonlit night, Albano had this evening hardly brought forward +anything but thorny and exaggerated truths, which only imbitter, but do +not enlighten. At another time the Count would have asked him whether he +should have carried himself like Froulay and Bouverot, who, with all +possible tolerance, presented theses and antitheses to each other, like +an academical respondent and opponent, who previously prepare in concert +logical wounds and plasters of equal length;--but to-day he was very +kindly disposed towards him. Augusti had so delicately and +affectionately cared for mother and daughter,--he had, without +blackening or whitewashing, said much good, but nothing hastily, and his +expositions had been calmly listened to: he had neither flattered nor +offended. Albano, therefore, replied, softly: "But it is surely better +to imbitter, dear Augusti, than to put to sleep. And to whom shall I +then say the truth but to those who have it not nor any faith in it? +Surely not to others." "One can speak any truth," said he, "but one +cannot reckon as truth every mode and mood in which he speaks it." + +"Ah!" said Albano, and looked up; beneath the starry heaven stood the +marble Madonna of the palace, like a patron saint, softly +illuminated,--and he thought of her sister,[81]--and of Lilar,--and of +spring,--and of many dreams,--and how full his heart was of eternal +love, and that he had as yet no friend and no loved one. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[70] Lit. "Let themselves be struck dead thereupon," i. e. lay +their life that it was so. We have a vulgarism: "I'll be shot if +it's not so."--TR. + +[71] _Blase-loecher_, mouth-pieces.--TR. + +[72] _Honnetete_ entirely excludes, in the higher classes, +murder; _des honnetete_, lying, &c., except in a _certain_ +degree. + +[73] This court is Catholic, but the country Lutheran; and to +this latter confession that of Hohenfliess also subscribes. + +[74] Or convocations every fifteen years.--TR. + +[75] A departing graduate.--TR. + +[76] See Count Lamberg's Day-book of a Man of the World. + +[77] Whoever goes to the Academy of the Arcadians, takes an +Arcadian name. + +[78] One who watches the card and takes up the money at the +bank.--TR. + +[79] Give us our daily bread, and forgive us our debts.--[? TR.] + +[80] Lanzknecht.--TR. + +[81] Liana.--TR. + + + + +EIGHTH JUBILEE. + + LE PETIT LEVER OF DR. SPHEX.--PATH TO + LILAR.--WOODLAND-BRIDGE.--THE MORNING IN + ARCADIA.--CHARITON.--LIANA'S LETTER AND PSALM OF + GRATITUDE.--SENTIMENTAL JOURNEY THROUGH A GARDEN.--THE + FLUTE-DELL.--CONCERNING THE REALITY OF THE IDEAL. + + +41. CYCLE. + +I Sat up all last night till towards morning,--for I cannot suffer any +strange _dechiffreur_ in the case,--in order to cipher out the Jubilee +to the very last word, so enchained was I by its charms; I hope, +however, as the mere thin leaf-skeleton from Hafenreffer's hand has +already done so much, that now, when I run through its veins with +sap-colors and glossy green, the leaf will do absolute miracles. + +With the Count it had been troubled weather since last evening. For the +patient, modest form which he had seen shone, like the purpose of a +great deed, before all the images of his soul; and in his dreams, and +before he sank to slumber, her gentle voice became the Philomela of a +spring-night. Withal, he heard them continually talking about her, +especially the Doctor, who every morning announced further progress of +the ocular cure, and at last placed Liana's setting out for Lilar nearer +and nearer. To hear of a loved one, however, even the most indifferent +thing, is far mightier than to think of her. He heard further, that her +brother, since the murder of her eyes, had withdrawn entirely from the +city, in which he would not again appear except on a so-called +festive-steed at the Prince's funeral;--and around this Eden, or rather +around its creatress, so high a garden-wall had been run, and he went +round the wall and found no gate. + +I know nothing more odious than this; but in what residence-city is it +otherwise? If I ever wrote a Romance (of which there is no probability), +one thing I affirm openly, there is nothing which I would so sedulously +shun as a residence-city, and a heroine in it saintly enough for a +canoness. For the conjunction of the upper planets is more easily +brought about than that of the upper class of lovers. Does _he_ wish to +speak alone with _her_ at Court or at tea or in her family, there stands +the Court, the tea-party, the family close by;--will he meet her in the +park, she rides, like the Chinese couriers, double, because we give a +consciousness to maidens, as nature gives all important organs, +duplicate, just as we give good wine double bottom;--will he meet her at +least accidentally in the street, then there stalks along behind her (if +the street lies in Dresden), a sour servant as her plague-vinegar, +soul-keeper, _curator sexus_, _chevalier d'honneur_, genius of Socrates, +contradictor, and Pestilentiary. In the country, on the other hand, the +parson's daughter takes a run (that is all), because the evening is so +heavenly, about the fields of the parsonage, and the candidate needs do +nothing more than put on his boots. Really, among people of rank, the +mantle of (erotic) love seems in the beginning to be a Dr. Faust's +mantle, which swears to soar over everything, whereas it merely covers +over everything; only, at last, there stands a Schreckhorn, a Mount +Pilate, and a Jungfrau, before one's nose. + +Blessed hero! On Friday came the Lector, and reported, that on Monday +the illustrious deceased--namely, his empty coffin--is to be buried, and +Roquairol rides the festive-steed,--and Liana is almost well, for she +goes with the Minister's lady to-morrow to Lilar, in all probability to +escape some sad black-bordered notes of condolence,--and, on the +following ascension-day comes the consecration and masquerade.... + +Blessed hero! I repeat. For hitherto what hast thou possessed of the +blooming vale of Tempe, except the barren heights whereon thou stood'st +looking down into the enchantment? + + +42. CYCLE. + +On the May-Saturday-evening, at 7 o'clock, every vapor disappeared from +the sky, and the brightly departing sun went to meet a glorious Sunday. +Albano, who then, at length, meant to visit the unseen Lilar, was, on +the evening before, as sacredly happy as if he were celebrating +confession eve before the first holy supper;--his sleep was one constant +ecstasy and awaking, and in every dream a mimic Sunday morning rose, and +the future became the dark prelude of the present. + +Early on Sunday he was about to sally forth, when he had to pass by the +half-glass door of the Doctor. "Sir Count, one moment!" cried he. When +he entered, the Doctor said, "Directly, dear Sir Count!" and went on +with what he was about. To the painters, who, in future centuries, will +draw from me as they have hitherto from Homer, I present the following +group of the Doctor as a treasure; he lay on his left side; Galen was +smoothing down his father's back with a little scratch-brush, while +Boerhave stood near him with a broad comb, and kept dragging that +instrument perpendicularly (not obliquely) through the hair. He always +said he knew nothing that cheered him up so, and was such a good +aperient, as brush and comb. Before the bed stood Van Swieten in a thick +fur, which the correctioner had to wear when the weather was warm and +his behavior bad, in order that he might, thus arrayed, be laughed at, +as well as half roasted. + +Two girls stood waiting there in full Sunday gala, and were thinking of +going out into the country to see a parson's daughter, and to the +village church; these he first mauled, limb by limb, with the hammer of +the law. He loved to make his children antipodes of Romish defendants, +who appear in rags and tatters, and so he set them in the pillory, all +ruffled and tasselled, especially before strangers. The Count had +already this long time, on the red children's account, been standing +with his face turned toward the open window; he could not, however, +refrain from saying, in Latin, "Were he his child, he would long ago +have made way with himself; he knew nothing more degrading than to be +scolded in finery." "It takes so much the deeper hold," said Sphex, in +German, and fired only these few farewell shots after the girls: "You +are a pair of geese, and will do nothing in church but just cackle about +your rags and tags; why don't you mind the parson? He is an ass, but he +preaches well enough for you she-asses; in the evening do you tell me +every word of the sermon." + +"Here is a laxative drink, Sir Count, which, as you are going to Lilar, +I beg you to give the Architect's lady for her little toads; but don't +take it ill!" By the deuse! that is what precisely those people most +frequently say, who, themselves, never take anything ill. The +Count,--who at another time would have contemptuously turned his back +upon him,--now blushing and silent before the preserver of his Liana, +put it into his pocket, because, too, it was for the children of his +beloved Dian, to whose spouse he wished to bear greetings and news. + + +43. CYCLE. + +Lilar is not, like so many princely gardens, a torn-out leaf +of a Hirschfeld,--a dead landscape-figurant and mimic- and +miniature-park,--one of those show-dishes which are now served up and +sketched at every court, of ruins, wildernesses, and woodland-cottages, +but Lilar is the _lusus naturae_ and bucolic poem of the romantic and +sometimes juggling fancy of the old Prince. We shall soon enter in a +body behind our hero, but only into _Elysium_. _Tartarus_ is something +entirely different, and the second part of Lilar. This separation of the +contrasts I praise even more than all. I have long wanted to go into a +better garden than the common chameleonic ones are, where one hands you +China and Italy, summer-house and charnel-house, hermitage and palace, +poverty and riches (as in the cities and hearts of the proprietors), all +on one dish, and where day and night, without an aurora, without a +mezzotinto, are placed side by side. Lilar, on the contrary,--where the +Elysium justifies its happy name by connected pleasure-tents and +pleasure-groves, as the Tartarus does its gloomy one, by lonesome, +veiled horrors,--_that_ is drawn right out of my heart. + +But where is our youth now going with his dreams? He is yet on the +romantic road that leads into Lilar, properly the first garden-walk of +the same. He strolled along an embowered road, which gently rose over +hills, with open orchards, and into yellow-blooming grounds, and which, +like the Rhine, now forced its way through green, ivy-clad rocks, and +now opened its flying, smiling shores behind the twigs. Now the white +benches under jessamine bushes and the white country-seats became more +frequent; he drew nearer, and the nightingales and canary-birds[82] of +Lilar came roving along, like birds announcing land. The morning blew +fresh through the spring, and the indented foliage yet held fast its +light, ethereal drops. A carrier lay sleeping on his rack-wagon, which +the beasts, browsing right and left, safely drew along the smooth road. +Albano heard, in the Sunday stillness, not the war-cry of oppressive +labor, but the peace-bells of the towers: in the morning chime the +future speaks, as in evening chimes the past; and at this golden age of +the day there stood, also, a golden age in his fresh bosom. + +Now the fork-tailed chimney-swallows began to quiver with their purple +breasts over the heavenly blue of the wild germanders, announcing the +approach of our dwellings as well as their own; when his road seemed +about to pass through an old, open, ruined castle, overhung with rich, +thick leaves, like scales, at whose entrance, or egress, a red arm, +pointing aside with the white inscription, "Way out of Tartarus into +Elysium," stretched out toward a neighboring thicket. + +His heart rose within him at this double nearness of such opposite days. +With long steps he pressed on toward the Elysian wood, which seemed to +be cut off from him by a broad ditch. But he soon came out of the +bush-work before a green bridge, which flung its arch like a giant +serpent across the ditch, not, however, on the earth, but among the +summits of the trees. It bore him in through a blooming wilderness of +oaks, firs, silver-poplars, fruit-trees, and lindens. Then it brought +him out into the open country, and now Lilar, from the east, flung, over +the wide-extending spikes of grain, the splendor of a high golden ball +to meet him. The bridge sank gently with him again into fragrant, +glimmering broom, and beneath and beside him sang and fluttered +canary-birds, thrushes, finches, and nightingales, while the well-fed +brood slept under the covert of the bridge. At last, after passing an +arched avenue, it came up again to the light, and now he saw the +blooming mountain cupola with the white altar, whereon he had knelt on a +night of his youth; and farther to the south behind him, the veil and +dividing-wall of Tartarus, a high-reared wood; and as he stepped onward, +Elysium opened upon him more broadly,--a lane of small houses with +Italian roofs full of little trees, smiled joyfully and familiarly upon +the sight out of the green world-map of dells, groves, paths, lakes; and +in the east five triumphal gates opened passages into a wide-extending +plain, waving on like a green-glistening sea, and in the west five +others stood opposite to them with opened lands and mountains. + +As Albano passed down along the slowly-descending sweep of the bridge, +there came forth into view, now blazing fountains, now red beds, now new +gardens enfolded in the great one, and every step created the Eden anew. +Full of awe he stepped out, as upon a hallowed soil, on the consecrated +earth of the old Prince and the _pious father_[83] and Dian and Liana; +his wild course was arrested, and entangled, as if by an earthquake; the +pure paradise seemed made merely for Liana's pure soul; and now for the +first time a timid question about the propriety of his hasty journey, +and the loving fear of meeting for the first time her healed eye, made +his happy bosom grow uneasy. + +But how festal, how living, is all around him! On the waters which gleam +through the groves swans are gliding; the pheasant stalks away into the +bushes, deer peep curiously behind him out of the wood through which he +has come, and white and black pigeons run busily under the gates, and on +the western hills hang bleating sheep by the side of reposing lambs; +even the breast of the turtle-dove in some hidden valley trembles with +the _languido_ of love. He strode through a long, high-bushed +rose-field, that seemed a settlement and plantation of hedge-sparrows +and nightingales, which hopped out of the bushes on the growing +grass-banks, and ran out in vain after little worms; and the lark sailed +away on high over this second world, made for the more innocent of God's +creatures, and sank behind the gates into the grain-fields. + +Intoxicate thyself more and more, good youth, and link thy flowers into +a chain as closely as the boy toward whom thou art hastening. For, +overhead, on the Italian roof, before whose balustrade-breastwork +silver-poplars, girdled about with broad vine-leaves, played, and which, +in the spring-night, he had taken for a bower in roses, stood a +blooming boy bent forward, who was letting down a chain of marigolds, +and kept fastening on new rings to the too short green cable. "My name +is Pollux," he answered briskly to Alban's soft question, "but my sister +is named Helena,[84] but my little brother is named Echion." "And thy +father?" "He is not here now, he is away off there in Rome; just go in +to mother Chariton, I am coming immediately." On what fairer day, in +what fairer place, with what fairer hearts could he come into the holy +family of the beloved Dian, than on this morning, and with this mood? + +He went into the bright, laughing house, which was full of windows and +green Venetian blinds. When he entered into the spring-room he found +Chariton, a young, slender woman, looking almost like a girl of +seventeen,[85] with the little Echion at her breast, defending herself +against the sickly and excitable Helena, who, standing in a chair under +the window, kept swinging in a many-leaved sling of a vine-branch, and +trying to girdle and blind therewith the eyes of her mother. With +charming confusion, wishing at once to rise, with her left hand to +remove the leafy fetters without tearing, and to cover up the suckling +more closely, she stepped forward, inclining her head, to meet the +beautiful youth, with childlike friendliness and warmth, but with +infinite shyness, not on account of the rank indicated by his dress, but +because he was a man, and looked so noble, even like her Greek. He told +her, with an enchanting love, which, perhaps, she had never seen so +magnificently pictured, on his strong countenance, his name, and the +gratitude which his heart kept in store for her husband, and the news +and greetings which he had brought from him. How the innocent fire +blazed out of the dark eyes of the timid creature! "Was then my lord," +so she called her husband, "very well and happy?" And so she began now, +unembarrassed as a child, a long examination all about her husband. + +Pollux came dancing in with his long chain. Alban playfully took out the +Doctor's medicine from his pocket, and said, "This is what you are to +take." "Must I drink it right down, mother?" said the hero. Here she +inquired quite as naively after the detailed prescriptions of the +Doctor, until the little suckling at her breast rebelled, and drove her +into a by-room to sit over the cradle. She excused herself, and said the +little one must go to sleep, because she was going to walk with Liana, +for whom she was looking every minute. + +Children love powerful faces. Alban was at once the favorite of children +and dogs, only he could never act with the little jumping troop, on the +childish playground, when grown spectators were in the boxes. + +"I can do a good many things!" said Pollux. "And I can read, sir!" +rejoined Helena to her brother. "But then only in German; but I can read +Latin letters splendidly, you!" replied the little man to her, and ran +round through the room after readings and specimens; but in vain. "Man, +wait a little!" said he, and ran up-stairs into Liana's chamber, and +brought one of Liana's letters. + + +43a. CYCLE. + +Albano knew not that Liana had the upper--so bloomingly shaded--chamber +reserved for her own private use, wherein she frequently--especially +when her mother remained behind in the city--drew, wrote, and read. The +childlike Chariton, inspired with the love-draught of friendship, did +not know at all how she could possibly so much as show her warmth of +kindness to the fair, affectionate friend: ah, what was a chamber? Now +into this always open room came the children, whom Liana sometimes heard +read; and thus was Pollux able on the present occasion to fetch out of +the solitary room the sheet which she had written this morning. + +While Albano, during the errand, sat so alone in the keeping-room of the +far-off friend of his youth, near _his_ still, pale daughter, who looked +now at him and now at a toy sheep-fold, as well known to him as Liana's +eastern chamber, when the morning breeze swept in the glorious hum +through the cool window, especially when, in the light cut-work of the +floor the Chinese shadows of the vine and poplar foliage crinkled into +each other, and when, at length, Chariton began to sing the suckling to +sleep with a quicker, louder lullaby, which sounded to him like her +echoing sigh after the fair land of her youth; then was his full heart, +which had been already so stirred by all the events of the morning, +wondrously moved, and--especially by the flickering sham-fight of the +shadows--almost to tears; and the child looked up more and more +meaningly into his face. + +Then came Pollux back with his two quarto leaves, and now set himself at +once to his lesson. The very first page composed the melody to Alban's +inner songs; but he could neither guess the authoress nor the date of +the letter, except further along, by a desultory sort of reading to and +fro. The leaves belonged to previous ones; not so much as a grain of +writing-sand evinced their recent birth (for Liana was too courtly to +use any); further, all the names were disguised; that is to say, +Julienne, to whom they were directed, had unfortunately in Argenson's +_bureau de decachetage_, where she resided, i.e. at court, demanded them +in cipher, and she accordingly took the name of Elisa; Roquairol was +called Charles, and Liana her little Linda. Linda, as will be well +remembered, is the baptismal name of the young Countess of Romeiro, with +whom the Princess on the day of that (for Roquairol) so bloody +masquerade had established an eternal heart- and letter-alliance; Liana, +to whose pure, poetic eyes every noble woman became a blessed saint and +heroine, the opaque jewel a bright, pure, transparent one, loved the +high Countess as if with the heart of her brother and her female friend +at once, and the gentle soul named herself, unconscious of her worth, +only the little Linda of her Elisa. + +Nor did Albano recognize the delicate running-hand; Julienne loved the +French language even to its letters, but Liana's resembled not the +scrawled Gallic protocols, but the neatly-rounded handwriting of the +English. + +Here is her leaf at last. O thou lovely being! how long have I thirsted +for the first sounds of thy refreshing soul! + + + "Sunday Morning. + + "... But to-day, Elisa, I am so profoundly happy, and the + evening-mist is transformed to an aurora in heaven. I ought + not to give thee yesterday's work at all. I was too much + troubled. But might not my dear mother, who had come hither + merely for my sake, become thereby still sicker, whatever + appearances of tolerable health she might, for that very + reason, assume with me? And then came thy form, beloved one, + and all thy sorrow and the painful neighborhood,[86] and our + last evening here. O how reproachfully did all that pass + before my heavy heart! So, as we stopped before the house of + dear Chariton, and she kissed my mother's hand with tears of + joy; then was I so weak that I too turned aside and shed + tears, but other tears,--I wept for the rejoicing one + herself, who indeed could not know whether at that hour her + precious friend in Rome might not be sick or dying. + + "But now the dark, gray mist is wholly blown away from the + flower-garden of thy little Linda, and all the blossoms of + life shine in their pure, high colors before her. After + midnight my mother's headache passed almost entirely away, + and she was still sleeping so sweetly this morning. O, what + were my feelings then! Soon after five o'clock I went down + into the garden and shrunk back at the splendor which burned + in the dew and between the leaves; the sun was just looking + in under the triumphal gates,--all the lakes sparkled in a + broad fire,--a gleaming haze floated like a saintly halo + around the edge of the earth which the heaven touched,--and + a high waving and singing streamed through the splendor of + morn. + + "And into this unlocked world I had come back restored and + so happy. I wanted continually to cry out: 'I have thee + again, thou bright sun! and you, ye lovely flowers! and ye + proud mountains, ye have not changed! and ye are green + again, and, like me, renewed, ye sweet scented trees!' I + floated, as if transfigured, in an endless felicity, Elisa, + weak, but light and free; I had, so it seemed to me, put off + this burdensome clay under the earth and kept only the + beating heart, and in my enraptured bosom warm + tear-fountains gushed down, as if over flowers, and covered + them with brightness. + + "'Ah, God!' said I, trembling at the very greatness of my + joy, 'was it then a mere sleep, that immovable repose of + mother?' and I must needs (smile on!) before I went further, + go up to her again. I crept breathless to the bedside, bent + listeningly over her, and my good mother opened slowly her + still gently dozing eyes, looked upon me languidly but + affectionately, and closed them again without stirring, and + gave me only her dear hand. + + "Now could I right blissfully return to my garden; I bore, + however, a morning-greeting to the ever-cheerful Chariton, + and told her that I might be found on the broad way to the + _altar_,[87] if I should be wanted for anything. Ah, Elisa, + what feelings then were mine! And why had I not thee by the + hand, and why could not my distressed Charles see that his + sister was so happy? As, after a warm rain, the evening-red + and the liquid sunlight run from all the gold-green hills, + so stood a quivering splendor over my whole inner being and + over my past, and everywhere lay bright tears of joy. A + sweet gnawing consumed away my heart as if to death, and all + was so near to me and so dear! I could have answered the + whispering aspen and thanked the spring-breezes which fanned + so coolingly my hot eye! The sun had laid itself with a + motherly warmth on my heart, and brooded over us all,--the + cold flower, the naked young bird, the stiff butterfly, and + every creature. Ah, such should man be too, thought I; and I + took the sandy path, and spared the life of the poor little + blade of grass and the flower that peeped so lovingly, which + truly breathe and wake like us. I drove not away the thirsty + white butterflies and pigeons which stood beside each other + and bent down from the moist turf to drink. O, I could have + stroked the waves ... this creation is truly so precious and + from God's hand, and every the smallest-shaped heart has + surely its blood and a longing, and into every little + eye-point under the leaf the whole sun and a little spring + enter and abide! + + "I leaned, a little exhausted, under the first triumphal + arch, ere I ascended to the altar, and looked out into the + glimmering landscape full of villages and orchards and + hills; and the glistening dew, and the ringing of the + village-bells, and the chime of the herd-bells, and the + floating of the birds over all, filled me with peace and + light. Yes, in such peace and seclusion and serenity will I + spend my fleeting life, thought I: does not the little + Sad-cloak persuade me, who, before my eyes, with his wings + torn by autumn, nevertheless flutters again around his + flowers; and does not the night-butterfly admonish me, who + clings, chilled, to the hard statue, and cannot soar to the + blossoms of day? Therefore will I never stir from my mother; + only let the precious Elisa stay with us as long as her + Linda lives, and call her noble friend soon,[88] that I may + see and heartily love her! + + "I went up the green-shaded mountain, but with pain: joy + weakens me so much. Think of me, Elisa: I shall some time + die of a great joy or of a great, all too great woe! The + spiral path to the altar was painted with the hues of the + blossom-dust, and overhead, not colored and stationary, but + shifting, burning rainbows quivered through the twigs of the + mountain. Why stood I to-day in a splendor such as I never + knew before?[89] And when the morning breeze fanned and + lifted me, and when I dipped myself deeper into the blue + heaven, then said I, 'Now thou art in Elysium.' Then it was + to me as if a voice said, 'This is the earthly Elysium, and + thou art not yet sanctified for the other.' O, how ardently + did I then form the purpose to disentangle myself from so + many faults, and especially to renounce that too hasty + imagination of offence, which I may indeed conceal from + others, but through which I nevertheless injure them. And + then I prayed at the altar, and thanked the Eternal + Goodness, and wept unconsciously; perhaps too much, but yet + without my eyes smarting. + + "At last I wrote the poem of thanks which I append to this, + and which I will put into verse, if the _pious father_ + approves. + + +"POEM OF THANKS. + +"'Do I then gaze again with blessed eyes into thy blooming world, thou +All-loving One, and weep again, because I am happy? Why did I then fear? +When I went under the earth in the darkness like the dead, and caught +only a distant sound of the loved ones and of spring above me, why was +my feeble heart in fear that there was no more hope for life and light? +For thou wast by me in the darkness, and didst lead me up out of the +vault into thy spring; and around me stood thy joyous children, and the +serene heavens, and all my smiling loved ones! O, I will now hope more +steadfastly! Continue thou to break off from the sick plant all rank +flowers, that the rest may more fully ripen! Thou dost indeed lead thy +human creatures into thy heaven and to thyself over a long mountain; and +they go through the storms of life along the mountain, only +overshadowed, not smitten, by the clouds, and only our eye grows wet. +But when I come to thee, when Death again throws his dark cloud over me, +and draws me away from all that I love into the deeper cavern, and thou, +All-gracious, settest me free once more, and bearest me into thy +spring,--into a still fairer one than this, which is itself so +magnificent,--will then my frail heart, near thy judgment-seat, beat as +gladly as to-day, and will the mortal bosom dare to breathe in thy +ethereal spring? O, make me pure in this earthly one, and let me live +here, as if I were already walking in thy heaven!'" + + * * * * * + +If even you, ye friends, who have never seen her, are yet won and +touched by the patient, pure form, which can resignedly rejoice that the +storm-cloud has, after all, only sent down rain-drops upon it, and no +hailstones, how must she then have agitated the deeply-moved heart of +her friend! He felt a consecration of his whole being, just as if Virtue +came down incarnate in this shape from heaven, to hallow him with her +smile, and then flew back in a shining path, and he followed, inspired +and exalted, in her track. + +He urged the boy instantly to carry back the leaves, in order to spare +her and himself--as she might appear any moment--the most painful of +surprises; yet he firmly resolved--cost what it might--to be true, and +confess to her, this very day, what he had done. + +The little fellow ran up stairs and down again, remained a long time +before the door, and came in with Liana by the hand, who was dressed in +white, with a black veil. She looked in and around a little perplexed, +as she with both hands pushed back the veil from her friendly face; but +she heard Chariton's lullaby. She did not know him till he spoke; and +then her whole beautiful being reddened like an illuminated landscape +after an evening shower: she had the pleasure, she said, of knowing his +father. Probably she knew the son still better by Julienne's and +Augusti's pictures, and on more congenial sides; her sisterly heart was +certainly moved, too, by his brotherly voice; for the charm, and even +preferableness, of resemblance and copy is so great, that one who looks +like even an indifferent person becomes more dear to us, like the echo +of an empty sound, merely because, in this case as in the imitative art, +the past and absent, shining through the fancy, become a present. + +The gradually lowering tone of the mother's lullaby announced the +sinking of the infant to slumber, and at last the diminuendo died away, +and Chariton, with glistening eyes, ran to take Liana's hand. A frank +and serene friendship bloomed between the innocent hearts, and held them +entwined, as the vine does the neighboring poplars. Chariton related to +her what Albano had related, with a reliance upon her most fervent +sympathy. Liana listened to her friend with eager attention; but that +was quite as much as if she were looking at the historical source itself +that was so near at hand. + + +44. CYCLE. + +At last they began a journey through the garden. Pollux very +reluctantly, and only after Liana's promise to draw him a horse again +to-day, stayed behind as patron-saint of the cradle. Alban said, to the +extreme joy of the Architect's wife, who could now show the beautiful +man everything, that he had seen but little of Lilar yet. How +bewitchingly the two forms, linked in friendship, walked before him side +by side! Chariton, although a matron, yet of a Grecian slenderness, +fluttered along as a younger sister beside the lily-form of her somewhat +taller Liana. The former seemed, according to the classification of the +landscape-painters, nature in motion; Liana, nature in repose. As he +joined Liana again, by whose left hand Helena was running along,--the +mother on the right,--he found her softly-descending profile +indescribably touching, and around the mouth he recognized lines which +sorrow had drawn, the scars of returning days; while the lovely maiden, +on the sunny side of the front face, as in her easy conversation, +manifested a free, benignant cheerfulness, which Albano, who had never +knocked at the school-room door of any young ladies' academy, found it +hard to reconcile with her tearful poetry. O, if the tear of woman +passes away lightly, so flutters away still more lightly woman's smile; +and the latter, still oftener than the former, is only appearance! + +He tried, from a longing of the thirsty heart, to catch the little one's +hand, but she hung with both upon Liana's left; presently, however, she +skipped away, and plucked three iris-flowers,--which, like her, +resembled butterflies,--and gave one to her mother, and two to Liana, +with the words, "Give _him_ one too!" And Liana handed it to him, +lifting her friendly face upon him as she did so with that holy +maiden-look which is bright and attentive, but not searching, expressive +of childlike sympathy without giving and demanding. Nevertheless, +several times during the day did she let those holy eyes sink down; but +what compelled her to it was, that on Zesara's rocky face, softened +though it was by love, there rested a physiognomical right of the +stronger: he seemed to look upon a shy soul with a hundred eyes, and his +two true ones blazed as warmly, although quite as purely, as the sun's +eye in the ether. + +The iris-flowers have this peculiarity, that one smells them, another +not; only to these three beings in one did the cups open themselves +equally wide, and they rejoiced long over this community of enjoyment. +Helena ran forward and disappeared behind a low bush; she sat on a +child's bench by a child's table, awaiting, with a smile, the grown +people. The good old Prince had low moss-benches, little garden-chairs, +little table- and pot-orangeries, and the like, placed everywhere, for +the children, about the resting-places of their elders; for he loved to +draw these refreshing open flowers of humanity near to his heart! "One +wishes so often," said Liana, "to live in the patriarchal time, or in +Arcadia, or in Otaheite; children are, indeed,--do you not believe +so?--everywhere the same, and one has already in them what only the most +remote time and the most remote region can insure." He indeed believed +it, and gladly; but he kept asking himself, How can such an unstained +Aphrodite be born out of the dead sea of a court, as pure dew and rain +arise out of the briny water of the ocean? + +While speaking, she occasionally drew an uncommonly graceful--how shall +I write it--_H'm!_ after her words, which, although a grammatical +blunder at court, betrayed an unspeakable good nature; but I describe +it, not in order that all my fair readers may let this attractive +interjection be heard the very next Sunday. + +"The same," replied Albano,--but he meant it well,--"holds of the +animals: the swan yonder is like the one in Paradise." She took it just +as it was meant; but the reason was the pious Father Spener, her +teacher; for at Albano's question touching Lilar's abundance of +beautiful and gentle creatures, she answered: "The old Lord loved these +creatures with a real tenderness, and they could often bring him even to +tears. The pious Father thinks so too; he says, since they do everything +at God's behest by instinct, accordingly it seems to him, when he +contemplates the care of the parents for their young, just as if the +Infinitely Gracious One were doing it all himself." They ascended now a +half-shaded bridge, over a long water-mirror hung round with quivering +poplars, wherein Liana's emblem, namely, a swan, slept on the +water-rings, the bent neck beautifully nestled on the back, the head +upon the wing, and gently wafted more by the breezes than by the waves. +"So reposes the innocent soul!" said Alban, and thought, perhaps, of +Liana, but without the courage to confess it. "And thus it awakes!" +Liana added with emotion, as this white magnified dove slowly raised its +head from the wing; for she thought of her mother's waking on this very +day. + +Chariton, as if all made up of salient points, was continually turning +to Liana, and asking: "Shall we go this way? or in through there? or out +through here? If my lord were only here! he knows all about it." She +would gladly have led him round every fount and every flower, and looked +into the youth's face as lovingly as into that of her friend. Liana said +to her, on the cross way at the bridge: "I think the flute-dell yonder, +with the gleaming gold ball, will perhaps be pleasantest, especially for +a lover of music; and, besides, they will look for me there, when they +bring the harp to my mother." She had promised to come back to her as +soon as that arrived. She shunned every path toward the south, where +Tartarus frowned behind its high curtain. + +Liana spoke now of the contest between painting and music, and of +Herder's charming official report of this strife. She, although a votary +of the pencil, gave in her vote, as was natural to the female and the +lyric heart, entirely for tones, and Albano, although a good pianist, +was rather for colors, "This magnificent landscape," said Albano, "is in +fact a picture, and so is every fair human form." "Were I blind," said +Chariton, naively, "then I should not see my lovely Liana." She replied: +"My teacher, the Counsellor of Arts, Fraischdoerfer, also set painting +above music. But to me, when I hear music, it is as if I heard _a loud +past_ or _a loud future_. Music has something holy; unlike the other +arts, it cannot paint anything but what is good."[90] Verily, she was +herself a moral church-music, the angel-stop in the organ. The pure +Albano felt, by her side, the necessity and the existence of a yet +tenderer purity; and it seemed to him as if a man might injure, even +unconsciously, a soul like this, whose understanding was hardly anything +more than a finer feeling,--as window-glasses of pure transparency are +often broken, because they appear as if they were not. He turned round +mechanically, because he was always one step in advance, and not only +the blooming Lilar, but also Liana's full form, shone at once and +transfigured into his soul. To clasp her to his heart was not now his +yearning, but to snatch this being, who had so often suffered, from +every flame; to rush for her, sword in hand, upon her foe, to bear her +mightily through the deep, cold hell-floods of life;--that would have +illuminated his existence. + + +45. CYCLE. + +They saw, already, some moist lights, of the high fountains that leaped +from above down into the flute-dell, flickering aloft before them, when +Liana, contrary to Chariton's expectation, begged them both to go with +her into a pathless oak-grove;--she looked upon him so contentedly and +open-heartedly as she said it, and without that womanly suspicion of +being misunderstood! In the dusky grove rose a wild rock, with the +words, "To my friend Zesara." The late Princess had caused this memorial +Alp to be erected to Albano's father. Struck, agitated, with smarting +eyes the son stood before it, and leaned upon it, as on Gaspard's +breast, and pressed his arm up against the sharp stone, and cried, with +the deepest emotion, "O thou good father!" His whole youth, and Isola +Bella, and the future, fell at once upon a heart which the whole morning +had wrought upon, and it could not longer restrain the pressing tears. +Chariton was serious, Liana continued faintly to smile,--but like an +angel in prayer. How often, ye fair souls! have I, in this chapter, been +compelled to constrain my deeply-impressed heart, which would fain +address and disturb you: but I will constrain it again! + +They stepped silently back into daylight. But Albano's waves of emotion +never fell suddenly; they expanded themselves into broad rings. His eye +was not yet dry when he came into the heavenly vale,--into that +resting-place of the wishes, where dreams might have gone round freely, +without sleep. Chariton--from her earnestness much more busy--had, after +a questioning glance at Liana to know whether she might, (namely, let +certain machines play,) hastened on before them. They passed through the +blooming veil, which retired as they approached;--and Albano beheld now +the youthful dream of an enchanted valley in Spain, that entangled one +in a net of scents and shadows, set out livingly on the earth before +him. On the mountains bloomed orange-walks, the stands hidden in the +higher terrace,--everything which bears great blossoms on its twigs, +from the Linden even to the grape-vine and the apple-tree, drank down +below at the brook, or climbed or crowned the two long mountains, which +wound, with their blossoms, around the flowers of the low ground, and +mutually inclined themselves, to promise an endless valley; fountains +placed on the slopes of the mountains threw behind one another silver +rainbows over the trees into the brook; in the east burned the gold +globe beside the sun,--the last mirror of his dying evening-glance. +"Receive my thanks, thou noble old man!" Albano was continually +repeating. + +Liana went with him along the western ridge as far as a bank covered +with blossoms, under the arch that fluttered above, where one may survey +the first and second windings of the vale, and, over in the north, high +pines, and behind them, the spire of a church-tower, and below, an +auricula meadow, while Chariton, opposite them on the eastern height, +behind a statue of a Muse,--for the Nine Muses beamed from the green +Tempe,--seemed to be winding up weights and pressing springs. "My +brother," Liana, in a low tone, broke the silence, going on meanwhile +with the knitting-work which she had taken from her friend, "wishes +very much to see you." The soul of Albano, now awakened with all its +holy faculties, felt itself wholly like her, and free from +embarrassment, and he said, "Even in my childhood I loved your _Charles_ +like a brother; I have as yet no friend." The tenderly-moved souls did +not remark that the word Charles came from the letter. + +All at once single flute-tones floated up overhead on the mountains and +out of the bowers,--more and more continually joined them,--they +quivered through each other in a beautiful confusion,--at last +flute-choirs broke forth mightily on all sides, like angels, and soared +toward heaven;--they proclaimed how sweet is spring, and how joy weeps, +and how our heart longs, and then vanished overhead in the blue +spring,--and the nightingales flew up from the cool flowers and alighted +on the bright tree-tops, and cried joyfully into the triumphal songs of +May,--and the fanning of the morning-breeze swayed the lofty, glimmering +rainbows to and fro, and threw them far into the flowers. + +Liana's work sank out of her hands into her lap, and, in a way peculiar +to herself, while she leaned her head forward like a Muse, she cast her +eye upward, fixing it upon a dreamy distance; her blue eye glimmered as +the blue cloudless ether overflows with soft lightning in the tepid +summer-night;--but the youth's spirit blazed up in its emotion, like the +sea in a storm. She drew down the black veil,--certainly not against sun +and air alone; and Albano, with an inner world pictured on his agitated +form, played--a sublime contrast to himself--with the ringlets of the +little Helena, whom he had drawn towards him, and looked, with big +tears, into her simple, little face, which understood him not. + +At this moment the mother came hastening over into the silence, and +asked, in a very friendly manner, how he liked it all. His other +ecstasies resolved themselves into a commendation of the tones; and the +dear Greek herself extolled what she had often heard, more and more +strongly, as if it were new to her, and listened most intently with him. + +A maiden with the harp looked in through the entering-thicket of the +vale, and Liana saw the sign, and rose up. As she was on the point of +raising her veil and departing, the great-hearted youth bethought him of +his confession: "I have read your to-day's letter,--by heaven, I must +say it now!" said he. She drew the veil no higher, and said, with +trembling voice, "You surely have not read it! you could not have been +in my chamber?" and looked at Chariton. He replied, he had not read it +all, but yet a good deal of it; and related in three words a much milder +history than Liana could have hoped. "The naughty Pollux!" Chariton kept +saying. "O God, forgive me, I pray you, this sin of ignorance!" said +Albano. She threw back the dark veil for a second, and said, with +heightened color and downcast look, appeased, perhaps, by her joy at the +agreeable disappointment of her worse expectation: "It belonged merely +to a female friend; and you will perhaps, if I ask you, not read +anything again." And during the fall of the veil her eye looked up +soothingly and forgivingly, and with her beloved she slowly departed +from him. + +O thou holy soul, love my youth! Art thou not the first love of this +heart of fire, the morning-star in the early dawn of his life, thou, +this good, pure, and tender one? O, the first love of man, the Philomel +among the spring-tones of life, is always indeed, because we so err, so +hardly treated by Fate, and always killed and buried, but now, if for +once, two good souls, in the white-blossomed May of life, bearing the +sweet tears of spring in their bosoms, with the glistening buds and +hopes of a whole youth, and with the first, unprofaned longing, and with +the firstling of life as well as of the year, the forget-me-not of love +in their hearts,--if such kindred beings could meet each other and trust +each other, and in the blissful month swear a union for all the wintry +months of this earthly time; and if each heart could say to the +other,--"Hail to me, that I found thee in the holiest season of life, +before I had erred; and that I can die and not have loved anyone like +thee!"--O Liana! O Zesara! how fortunate must your beautiful souls be! + +The youth lingered a few minutes longer in the magic world that was +working around him, whose tones and fountains murmured like the waters +and machines in the solitary mine; but at last there was something +violent in the solitary monotone and glimmer of the valley, wherein he +had been left so alone. He hurried on by the nearest way, sprinkled +occasionally with veins of water, through the curtain of foliage, and +stepped out once more into the free morning earth of Lilar. How strange! +how distant! how changed was all! Into his wide open inner world the +outer world poured in with full streams. He himself was changed; he +could not go into the night of the oak-grove, to the rocky emblem of his +father. When he was over the bridge that stands in the twigs, he saw the +gentle company slowly walking over the broad silver-white garden-path, +and he blessed Liana, who could now press to her agitated heart the +heart of a mother. The little one often whirled round dancing, and +perhaps saw him, but no one turned back. The harp, carried along after +them, was swept by the eastern breeze, and it snatched tones from the +awakened strings as from an AEolian harp, and bore them onward with it; +and the youth listened with melancholy to the receding murmur, as of +swans that hasten away over the lands, while behind him the empty vale +continued to speak lonesomely in the fluting pastoral-songs of love, and +hovering tones, gliding along after him, came faintly and dimly to his +ear. But he went back up the mountain of the altar; and as he looked +over the bright region, and saw still the white forms moving in the +distance, he let his whole, beautiful soul dissolve itself in weeping. +And here close we the richest day of his youthful life! + +But, ye good beings, who have a heart, and find none, or who have the +loved objects only _in_, and not _on_, your bosoms, am I not, like the +Greeks, drawing all these pictures of bliss, as it were, on the marble +sarcophagi of your changed, slumbering past? Am I not the _Archimime_, +who, following after, mimics before you the mouldering forms which your +soul has buried? And thou, younger or poorer man, to whom time, instead +of a past, has only given a future,--wilt thou not one day say to me, I +should have concealed from thee many blessed forms, like holy bodies, +for fear thou wouldst worship them? and wilt thou not add, that, had it +not been for these Phoenix-portraits, thou mightst have cherished +lighter wishes, and had many fulfilled? And how much pain have I then +caused you all! But myself, too; for how could it fare better with me +than with the rest of you? + +Your conclusion would, accordingly, be this: since you can never really +live pleasant days so pleasantly as they shine afterward in _memory_, or +beforehand in _hope_, you would, therefore, rather have the present day +without either; and since only at the two poles of the elliptic arch of +time one can catch the low music of the spheres, and in the centre of +the present nothing, you would, therefore, rather stay and listen in the +middle; but as to the past and the future,--neither of which can any man +live to see, because they are only two different poesy-gardens of our +heart, an Iliad and Odyssey, a Milton's Paradise Lost and Regained,--you +will not listen to them at all, or have anything to do with them, in +order that you may nestle down, deaf and blind, in an animal present. + +By Heaven! sooner give me the finest, strongest poison of ideals, so +that I may at least not snore away my moment, but dream it away, and +then die on it! But the very dying would be my own fault; for whoso +would fain translate _poetic_ dreams into waking reality[91] is more +foolish than the North American, who realizes his _nightly_ ones: he +proposes, like a Cleopatra, to pervert the splendor of the pearls of dew +into a refreshing drink, and the rainbow of fancy to a permanent arch, +bridging over the rain-waters. Yes, O God, Thou wilt and canst give us +one day a reality, which shall embody and redouble and satisfy our +present ideals,--as thou hast, indeed, already proved to us, in our love +here below, which intoxicates us with moments in which the inner +becomes the outer, and the Ideal, Reality; but _then_--no, for the Then +of the life hereafter, this little _Now_, has no voice; but if, I say, +here below fiction could become fact, and our pastoral poetry pastoral +life, and every dream a day,--ah, even then would desire still remain +enhanced only, not fulfilled: the higher reality would only beget a +higher poetry, and higher remembrances and hopes;--in _Arcadia_ we +should pine after _Utopia_; and on every sun we should see an +unfathomable starry heaven retiring before us, and we should--sigh as we +do here! + +FOOTNOTES: + +[82] They have a whole room for winter quarters, of which in +summer the windows are merely thrown open. + +[83] Such was the general title of the secluded Emeritus, the +court preacher, Spener, who resided there, and who was related to +the noble old pious Spener, not only on the paternal side, but +also on the spiritual. + +[84] They had these names as twins. + +[85] The grammar seems to require "a still almost maidenly +looking woman of seventeen years," but the translator did not +dare to think Jean Paul could have meant that, consistently with +the ages of the three children, though, as an Oriental, Chariton +may have married _very_ young. + +[86] The Tartarus with Julienne's father's heart. + +[87] Such is the name of that mount which Albano found in the +well-known spring night. + +[88] Linda de Romeiro. + +[89] The reason is, that after her recovery she was still +short-sighted, and to a short-sighted person the dew is so much +the more brilliant. + +[90] This proposition, that pure music, without text, cannot +represent anything immoral, deserves to be more investigated and +developed by me. + +[91] It cannot be objected to me, that in fact the scenes of my +book have been actually experienced, and that no one would wish +to experience any better; for in the representation of fancy +reality assumes new charms, charms with which every other faded +present magically glimmers through the memory. I appeal here to +the sensations of the very characters who figure in _Titan_, +whether they would not in my book--in case they should ever light +upon it--find in the pictured scenes, which, however, are their +own, a higher enchantment, which has gone from the real, and +which, to be sure, might produce such an effect--but altogether +illusorily--that my characters could wish to live _their own +life_. + + + + +NINTH JUBILEE. + + PLEASURE OF COURT-MOURNING.--THE BURIAL.--ROQUAIROL.--LETTER + TO HIM.--THE SEVEN LAST WORDS IN THE WATER.--THE SWEARING OF + ALLEGIANCE.--MASQUERADE.--PUPPET MASQUERADE.--THE HEAD IN + THE AIR, TARTARUS, THE SPIRIT-VOICE, THE FRIEND, THE + CATACOMB, AND THE TWO UNITED MEN. + + +46. CYCLE. + +Ripening love is the stillest: the shady flowers in this spring, as in +the other, shun sunlight. Albano spun himself deep into his +Sunday-dreams, and drew, as well as he could, the green poppy-leaf of +reality into his web,--namely, the Monday, which was to show him, at the +state-burial of the Prince, the brother of his maiden-friend. + +This day of festive sadness, at which the third but greatest princely +coffin was to be conveyed to its repose, at last broke, and had been +made momentous already by the preparatory festival, at which the two +first coffins, together with the old man, had been interred, somewhat as +virtues are buried in the very beginning of a century, and not till its +end their empty names and wrappages and half-bindings. At the rehearsal- +and prefiguring-burial of the illustrious deceased, the old pious Father +Spener too, his last friend, had gone down with him into the vault, in +order to have opened the wooden and tin casing of the run-down +wheel-work, and to cover over upon the still breast of the dear sleeper +his youthful portrait and his own with the colored side down, without +speaking or weeping; and the court made much of this morning- and +evening-offering of friendship. + +Everything swells up monstrously for man, of which they are obliged to +talk a long while,--all Pestitz societies were auxiliary funeral +societies, and full of burial-marshals,--every scaffolding of the +neighboring future was a mausoleum, and every word a funeral sermon or +an epitaph upon the pale man. Sphex, as his physician in ordinary, +rejoiced in his part of the sorrow and the procession,--the Lector had +already tried on the court mourning, in the place of his cast-off +winter-garb, and found it to fit,--the court-marshal had not a minute's +rest, and the last day, which opens all graves and closes none, had come +to him now before its time,--the Minister, Von Froulay, whom the cold +Luigi willingly left to do everything, was, as a lover of old princely +pomp, and as convoking director of the present occasion, as much in +heaven himself as was the illustrious deceased,--the women had risen +from their beds this morning as to a new life, because to these busy +_drapery-paintresses_ a long chain of coats and of their wearers +probably weighs as much as a span of blood-related horses does to their +husbands. + +Albano waited impatiently at the window for Liana's brother, and loved +the invisible one more and more ardently; like two connected wings, +Friendship and Love stirred and lifted each other within him. The +mourning-spool, namely, the empty coffin, had been fixed in Tartarus, +and was gradually wound off, and now the dark mourning-ribbon would soon +be ready to be stretched to the upper city. Already, for an hour and a +half before the arrival of the procession, the saltpetre of the female +crowd had been crystallized on the walls and the windows. Sara, the +Doctor's wife, came up with the children and the deaf Cadaver into +Schoppe's chamber, the second door of which stood open into Albano's, +and, with an ogling, amorous look, spoke in to the Count: "Up here one +can overlook the whole much better, and his excellency will pardon it." +"You just stay together there, and don't you trouble M. the Count," said +she, turning back to the children, and was on the point of entering the +Count's chamber, at whose threshold Schoppe, just coming from Albano, +caught and stopped her. + +Now Sara was one of those common women who are more carried away +themselves by their own charms than successful in carrying others away +therewith. She would merely set her face in the chair, and let it kindle +and singe and burn, while she on her part (relying on her _lazy +Jack_[92] of a visage) quietly and coolly worked away at other things, +either simple trash or vile scandal; and then when she had been a +_clothes'-rod_ of women, as Attila was a Heaven's rod of nations, she +looked round and surveyed the damage which the fire of her face had done +in the male tinder-boxes. Particularly on the rich and beautiful Count +had she an eye,--under Cupid's bandage. Her head was full of good +physiognomical fragments; and Lavater's objection, that most +physiognomists unfortunately study nothing in the whole man but the +face, could not hit in any point her pure physiognomical sense. + +Schoppe, readily divining that with this female soul-dealer the walk or +_gang_ was a press-gang,[93] the white linen, hunting-gear, the shawl, a +bird-net,[94] and the neck, a swan's-neck for any fox that happened to +be near, caught her by the hand at the threshold of the two chambers, +and asked her, "Do you, also, take as much interest as I in the +universal joy of the land, and the long-desired court-mourning? Your +eyes indicate something like it, Mrs. Provincial Physician." "What +interest do you mean?" said the medical lady, struck quite stupid. "In +the pleasure of the courtiers, who, in general, are distinguished from +monkeys, as the orang-outangs are, by the fact that they seldom make +leaps of joy; at least, like young performers on the piano-forte, they +drum away, without the smallest emotion, their most mournful and their +merriest pieces one after the other. O, if only nothing bitter should +spoil the mourning of the court-household! Do you wish the dear ones to +have arrayed themselves in vain in the black robes of joy, wherein, like +the grandsons of those who were left behind in the battle of Leuctra, +they go to meet the jubilee of a new prince? What!" Unluckily she +replied, in a sarcastic tone: "Black is, in these parts, the +mourning-color, Mr. Schoppe." "Black, Mrs. Doctor!" (he bounced back +with astonishment.) "Black?--black is a travelling-color, and +bridal-color, and gala-color, and, in Rome, a princely-children's color; +and, in Spain, it is a law of the empire that the courtiers, like the +Jews in Morocco,[95] shall appear in black. + +"Pestalozzi, madam--but there's Malt, does he understand me?" Schoppe +turned round to the man, who had his drum on, and meant secretly to tap +it during the procession, so as to catch something of the muffled +funeral drums, and exhorted him to give a beat or two, in order that he +might profit by the discourse. "Malt," said he, louder, "Pestalozzi +remarks very justly, that the great ones of our time, in face, dress, +posture, image-worship, superstition, and love for charlatans, approach +daily nearer and nearer the Asiatics; it speaks in favor of Pestalozzi, +that they borrow of the Chinese, who dress themselves in black for joy, +and in white for mourning, not merely temples and gardens and +caricatures, but also this very black of joy." + +Among the children,--of whom the uneducated alone were not +ill-bred,--Boerhave, Galen, and Van Swieten made themselves most +prominent by the inlaid work and designs of the present company, which +they were engraving on their bread and butter; and Galen showed his +satirical projection of Mama, saying, "Only see what a long nose I have +made Mama have!" + +The Librarian, who was turning something similar, arrested her, as she +offered to go in, assuring her he would not let her pass till she +surrendered to his views: the funeral column of march could hardly have +got an acre's distance out of Tartarus, and would give him time enough. +He continued:-- + +"Genuine mourning, on the contrary, my dear, always, like anger, makes +one party-colored, or, like terror, white; e. g. the creatures of a dead +Pope mourn violet, so does the French king, his lady chestnut brown, the +Venetian Senate, for their Doge, red. But to a regent you cannot, more +than I, allow any mourning whatever; to the high-priest and a Jewish +king[96] it was wholly forbidden; why should we allow the household more +than the master? And must not a sovereign, my best one! who should +permit the expensiveness of public mourning, manifestly open afresh the +closed wounds of private sorrow? And could he, when, like Cicero,[97] he +had, by his exile, thrown twenty thousand people into mourning weeds, +answer it to his conscience, that his last act was a _Droit d'Aubaine_, +a robbery, and that the dying-bed, whereupon one formerly bequeathed +clothing to servants and the poor, should now strip them thereof? No, +madam, that does not look like regents at least, who often, even by +their dying, as Marcion[98] asserted of Christ's journey to hell, bring +up a Cain, Absalom, and several others of the Old-Testament culprits out +of hell into the heaven of the new administration. + +"You do not yet give in, and the Cadaver looks at me like a cow; but +consider this: peruke- and stuff-weavers have frequently besought +crowned heads to wear their manufactures, in order that they might get a +sale for them;--an hereditary and crown-prince, on the first happy +consecration- and regency-day, when he deposes, that is, deposits his +predecessor in the ground, puts on coal-black, because the black wool is +not good for much, and does not sell well, and such an example at once +strikes the whole metropolis,--even cattle, drums, pulpits, black. Only +one word more, love: I assure you there is nothing coming yet but the +company of choristers. For this very reason has the princely corpse, +which might easily spoil the whole pleasure of the funeral, been +previously disposed of, and only a vacant box is carried along, in order +that the procession may have no other _pensees_ than _Anglaises_[99].... +O dearest, one last word: What can you see, then, in the corps of +equerries and pages? Well, go now! I too rejoice to see at once so many +people, and the prince so happy in the midst of his children." + +But the longer he saw the procession growing, that loose juggler's +thread, by which they were letting down the empty but figured chest of +Cypselus[100] into the family vault, so much the more indignant became +his mockery. He applied his hypothesis to every sable member of the dark +chain. He praised them for opening the _bal masque_ of the new +administration with these slow minuet steps, and preparing themselves +for the waltz of the wedding and the grandfather's-dance of the +allegiance-day. He said, as one loved on festive days to make everything +easy for himself and his beast, as, accordingly, the Jews, on the +Sabbath, would not allow themselves or their cattle to carry anything, +not even the hens to carry the rags sticking to them; so he saw with +pleasure, that in the ceremony-carriages, and in the parade-box, and on +the mourning-horses, nothing was suffered to lie or sit; yes, that even +the trains of the mourning-mantles were borne by pages, and the four +points of the bier-cloth by four stout gentlemen. The only fault he +found was, that the soldiery in their joy had seized their guns upside +down, and that precisely the persons of the highest rank, Luigi, +Froulay, Bouverot, as they came from a hasty funeral potation at once +into the open air, were obliged, by reason of their staggering, to be +led along and held up on both sides. + + +47. CYCLE. + +In Albano another spirit spoke than in Schoppe, but the two soon met. To +the Count the night-like forms of crape, the still funeral banners, the +dead-march, the creeping sick-man's-walk, and the tolling of the bells, +opened wide all earth's charnel-houses, especially as before his +blooming eyes these death plays came for the first time: but one thing +more loudly than all--one will hardly guess what--proclaimed before him +the partings of life,--namely, the beat of the drum stifled by the +funeral cloth; a muffled drum was to him a broken reverberation of all +earthly catacombs. He heard the dumb, strangled complainings of our +hearts,--he saw higher beings looking down from above on the lamentable +three hours' comedy of our life, wherein the ruddy child of the first +act fades in the fifth to the old man in jubilee, and then, grown up and +bowed down, vanishes behind the falling curtain. + +As, in spring, we think more of death, autumn, and winter than in +summer, so also does the most fiery and energetic youth paint out to +himself in _his_ season of life's year, the dark leafless one oftener +and more vividly than the man in that stage which is nearest to it; for +in both springs the wings of the ideal unfold widely and find room only +in a future. But before the youth, Death comes in blooming, Greek form; +before the tired, older man, in Gothic. + +Schoppe generally began with _comic_ humor, and ended with _tragic_; so +also now did the empty mourning-chest, the crape of the horses, their +emblazoned caparisons, the Prince's contempt of the heavy German +Ceremonial; in short, the whole heartless mummery, lead him up to an +eminence, to which the contemplation of a multitude of men at once +always impelled him, and where, with an exaltation, indignation, and +laughing bitterness hard to describe, he looked down upon the eternal, +tyrannical, belittling, objectless and joyless, bewildered and oppressed +frenzy of mankind, and his own too. + +Suddenly a gay, shining knight broke the dark chain: it was Roquairol, +on the parading gala-horse, who agitated our two men, and none besides. +A pale, broken-down face, glazed over with long inward fire, stripped of +all youthful roses, lightening out of the diamond-pits of the eyes under +the dark, overhanging eyebrows, rode along in a tragic merriment, in +which the lines of the veins were redoubled under the early wrinkles of +passion. What a being, full of worn-out life! Only courtiers or his +father could have set down this tragic exultation to an adulatory +rejoicing over the new regency; but Albano took it all into his heart, +and grew pale with inward emotion, and said, "Yes, it is he! O, good +Schoppe, he will certainly become our friend, this distracted youth. How +painfully does the noble one laugh at this gravity, and at crowns, and +graves and all! Ah, he too has, indeed, once died." "There the rider is +right," said Schoppe, with quivering eyes, and suddenly tapped Albano's +hand and then his own head; "my very skull here appears to me like a +close _bonsoir_, like a light-extinguisher, which death claps upon +me,--we are neat silvered figures, kept up in an electrical dance, and +we leap up with the spark; fortunately I am still alive and +kicking,--and there is our good Lector creeping along, too, and +trailing his long crape,"--in which respect Augusti's citizenly-serious +mood contrasted very strongly with the humanly-serious one of the +Librarian. + +All at once Schoppe, out of patience with this general emotion, said: +"What a masquerade for the sake of a mask! Rag and tag for a piece of +rag-paper! Throw a man quietly into his hole, and call nobody to see. I +always admire London and Paris, where they toll no alarm-bells, nor set +the neighborhood stirring, when the undertaker carries one, who has +fallen asleep, to bed." "No, no," said Zesara, full of capacity for +grief, "I admire it not: to whomsoever the holy dead are of no +consequence, to him the living are so too;--no, I will gladly let my +heart break into one tear after another, if I can only still remember +the dear being." + +O, how did the neighborhood accord with his heart! In a cistern, before +which the coffin of the coffin passed by, there stood a bronze statue of +the old man on horseback, who saw pass by below him the unsaddled +mourning-horses, and the mounted festive-steed; a deaf and dumb man was +stopping from door to door, and making, with his bell, a begging jingle, +which neither he nor the buried one could hear: and was not the +forgotten Prince laid in the earth all unseen, and more lonesome than +any one of his subjects? O Zesara! it sank into thy heart, how easily +man is forgotten, whether he lies in the urn or in the pyramid; and how +our immortal self is regarded, like an actor, as _absent_, so soon as it +is once behind the scenes, and frets and fumes no longer among the +players on the stage. + +But had not the gray hermit, Spener, laid upon the sunken breast of that +deeper hermit a double youth? O, in this frosty hour of pomp and +pageantry, counts not the faithful Julienne every tone of the funeral +bell with the beads of her tears,--that poor daughter whom sickness has +exempted from the ceremonials, not from pain, who now has lost her _last +but one_, perhaps her _last_ relative, since her brother is hardly one? +And will not Liana, in her Elysium, guess the farce of sorrow which is +acted so near to her over behind the high trees in Tartarus? And if she +suspects anything, O how profoundly will she mourn! + +All this the noble youth heard in his soul, and he thirsted hotly after +the friendship of the heart: it was to him as if its mountain- and +life-air floated down from eternity, and blew the grave-dust away from +his life-path, and he saw, up yonder, the Genius place his inverted +torch upon the cold bosom, not to extinguish the immortal life, but to +enkindle the immortal love. + +He could not now do otherwise than go forth into the open air, and, amid +the flying tones of spring and the deep, hollow murmur of the receding +dead march, write the following words to Liana's brother, in which he +said to him, after a youthful style, Be my friend! + + + "TO CHARLES. + + "Stranger! At this hour, when, in the dead sea and through + our tears, the triumphal columns and thrones of men and + their bridge-posts appear to us _broken_, a true heart puts + a question to thee frankly, and let thine answer it + willingly and in truth! + + "Has the longest prayer of man been answered to thee, + stranger, and hast thou thy friend? Do thy wishes and nerves + and days grow together with his, like the four cedars on + Lebanon, which can bear nothing around them but eagles? + Hast thou two hearts and four arms, and livest thou twice + over, as if immortal, in the battling world? Or standest + thou solitary and alone upon a frosty, dumb, slender, + glacier-point, having no human being to whom thou canst show + the Alps of creation, and with the heavens arching far above + thee and abysses yawning below? When thy birthday comes, + hast thou no being to shake thy hand, and look thee in the + eye and say, We still cleave together faster than ever? + + "Stranger: if thou hast had no friend, hast thou deserved + one? When spring kindled into life, and opened all her + honey-cups, and her serene heaven, and all the hundred gates + of her Paradise, hast thou, like me, bitterly looked up and + begged of God a heart for thine? O when, at evening, the sun + went down like a mountain, and his flames departed from the + earth, and now only his red breath floated upward to the + silvery stars, hast thou beheld the brotherly shadows of + friendship which sank together on battle-fields, like stars + of one constellation, stealing forth through the bloody + clouds out of the old world, like giants; and didst thou + think of _this_,--how imperishably they loved each other, + and thou, like me, wast alone? And, solitary one, when + night--that season at which the spirit of man, as in torrid + climes, _toils_ and _travels_--reveals her cold suns above + thee in a sparkling chain, and when, still, among all the + distant forms of the ether there is no dear loved one, and + immensity painfully draws thee up, and thou feelest, upon + the cold earth, that thy heart beats against no breast but + only thine own,--O beloved! weepest thou then, and most + bitterly? + + "Charles, often have I reckoned up, on my birthday, the + increasing years,--the feathers in the broad wing of + time,--and thought upon the sounding flight of youth: then I + stretched my hand far out after a friend, who should stick + by me in the Charon's skiff wherein we are born, when the + seasons of life's year glide by along the shore before me, + with their flowers and leaves and fruits, and when, on the + long stream, the human race shoots downward in its thousand + cradles and coffins. + + "Ah, it is not the gay, variegated shore that flies by, but + man and his stream: forever bloom the seasons in the gardens + up and down along the shore; only _we_ sweep by once for all + before the garden, and never return. + + "But our friend goes too. O, if thou at this hour of death's + juggleries art contemplating the pale Prince, with the + images of youth on his breast, and thinking of the gray + friend who secretly bewails him in Tartarus, then will thy + heart dissolve, and in soft, warm flames run round through + thy bosom, and softly say: 'I will love, and then die, and + then love--O Almighty, show me the soul which longs and + languishes like mine!' + + "If thou say'st that, if thou art thus, then come to my + heart: I am as thou. Grasp my hand, and hold it till it + withers. I have seen thy form to-day, and on it the marks of + life's wounds: hasten to me; I will bleed and struggle at + thy side. I have long and early sought and loved thee. Like + two streams will we mingle and grow, and bear our burdens, + and dry up together. Like silver in the furnace, we will run + together with glowing light, and all slags shall lie cast + out around the pure shimmering metal. Laugh not, then, any + longer so grimly, to think what _ignes-fatui_ men are; like + _ignes-fatui we_ burn and fly away in the rainy storm of + time. And then, when time is gone by, we find each other + again, and it will be again in the spring. + + "ALBANO DE CESARA." + + + + +48. CYCLE. + +How gloriously,--before all the beating veins of the inner man, like +those of the outer in old age, have stiffened into gristle, and all the +vessels have become inflexible and earthy, and the moral pulse, like the +physical, hardly makes sixty strokes in a minute, and before the shy old +fool, at every emotion, reserves a piece of his nature which he keeps +cold and dry, and which is to wait for another occasion, as sprinkled +raspberry leaves always remain dry on the rough side,--how gloriously, I +say, before this period of espionage, does a youth, especially an +Albano, step along his path, how freely, boldly, and exultingly! and +seeks with equal confidence the friend and the foe, and closes with him, +to fight either for him or against him! + +Let this excuse Albano's fiery letter! The next day he received from +Roquairol this answer:-- + + "I am as thou. On ascension-evening I will seek thee among + the masks. + + "CHARLES." + + + +The redness of mortification rushed over the Count's face at this +artificial postponement of the acquaintance; he felt that, after such a +tone from the heart, _he_ would have immediately, without a dead interim +of five days, and without an _homage-day masquerade_ in a double sense, +gone to his friend and become his. But now he swore no longer to run to +meet him, but only to wait for him. However, the roused indignation soon +subsided, and he began to invent fairer and fairer mitigations for the +first leaf of the so-long-sought favorite. Charles might certainly, e. +g. not wish to mix up the holy time of the first recognition with this +bustle of taking the allegiance-oath,--or that first suicidal masquerade +might have made every succeeding one an inspiring era of a new second +life,--or he knew, perhaps, in fact, about Albano's birthday,--or, +finally, this glowing spirit chose to run or fly on his own track. + +Meanwhile, his note made the Count reproach himself for his own letter, +as if it had been a sin against his Schoppe; he held it to be a sin, in +one friendship, to yearn after another; but thou mistakest, fair soul! +Friendship has steps which lead up on the throne of God, through all +spirits, even to the Infinite: only love is satiable, and, like truth, +admits no three degrees of comparison; and a single being fills its +heart. Moreover, Albano and Schoppe, in such a mutual metempsychosis of +their ideas, and such a near relationship of their pride and nobility, +held each other far more dear than they showed to each other. For, as +Schoppe, in fact, showed nothing, one could love him in return only with +the finger on the lip, but, perhaps, so much the more strongly. Albano +was a burning-hot concave mirror, which has its object near, and +represents it erect behind itself; Schoppe one which holds the object +far off, and throws an inverted image of it into the air. + +On the evening before his birthday, and the day of allegiance, Albano +stood alone at his window, and pondered his past,--for a last day is +more solemn than a first: on the 31st of December I reckon up three +hundred and sixty-five days and their fates; on the first of January I +think of nothing, because, in fact, the whole future is transparent, or +may be all out in five minutes;--while the vesper-bell pealed over the +fast-closing twentieth year of his life, and the vesper-hour rose within +him, he measured the _abside-line_[101] of his moral being, and looked +up at the towering pile of the approaching morrow, which hung full +either of spring-showers or hailstones. Never yet had he so tenderly +surveyed the circle of his beloved beings, or glanced through the open +doors of futurity, as at this time. + +But the fair hour was spoiled by Malt, who burst in with the information +that the limping gentleman had leaped overboard. From the dormer-window +might be seen a returning village funeral-procession, conglomerated +around the spot on the bank where Schoppe had plunged in. With frightful +wildness--for in Albano indignation was next-door neighbor to terror and +pain--he dragged along with him, as he flew to the rescue, the lazy +provincial physician, and even threatened him with hard words; for Sphex +was going to wait for a carriage, and meanwhile represent to himself the +possible cases of too late preparations for a rescue, and besides, +perhaps, cherished a hope of serving up Schoppe, on the anatomical +table, as Doctor's-feast of science. + +The youth ran out with him,--through corn-fields, amidst tears and +amidst curses,--with alternate clenched fist and outspread palm, and his +eye grew more and more dim and dizzy, and his heart hotter and hotter, +the nearer they approached the dark circle. At last they could not only +see the Librarian, but also hear him; in good case he turned towards +them his curly head from among the reeds, and, occasionally, as he was +haranguing the mourning-retinue, he flung up, in a fiery manner, his +hairy arm above the water-plants. + +Of course the case stood thus:-- + +His sorites, as long as he lived, was the following: "He had come into +the world, not feet foremost, but head foremost, and, accordingly, +carried his head and nose high and lofty,[102] because he could not help +it. Now he knew of no more genuine freedom than health;--every malady +shuts up and warps the soul, and the earth is, merely for that +reason, a universal block-house, _la salpetriere_ and house of +bruises;[103]--whoso made use of an oyster-snail-viper medicine was +himself a slimy, snaky, sticking viper, oyster, snail, and therefore the +ever-free savages killed their invalids, and the vigorous Spartans gave +no patient an office, least of all the crown;--and strength was +especially necessary, in our degenerate days, in order to maul qualified +subjects, because, to his certain knowledge, the fist with some +substance in it was the best plaintiff's plea and _actio ex lege +diffamari_ which a citizen could institute." + +Therefore he bathed summer and winter in ice-cold water, just as he, for +the same reason, kept himself temperate in all things. + +Now, then, in this odious May-weather, he had merely, in his gray +hussar-cloak,--at home, his night-gown,--and with shoes down at the +heel, gone to the water-side; he had previously stripped himself at the +house so as to be ready as soon as he should arrive at the bank. The +mourning-company, who saw him go at his swift pace down to the water, +and at last throw off everything and leap in, could not but believe the +man meant to drown himself, and ran in a body to his bathing-place, not +to let him do it. "Do not drown himself!" cried the mourning-company of +blacks, while yet afar off. He just let them come on till he could +discourse the matter to them somewhat nearer, in the following wise:--"I +am yet open to conviction; I can hear reason, good folk, though I am +already standing up to my neck in the water; but suffer yourselves to be +correctly informed in this case, dear _Cherstens_ generally, for so +Christians were called in the time of Charles. I am a poor +Sacramentarian, and can hardly recollect what I have hitherto lived on, +it was so bloody-desperate little. Whatever I have undertaken in this +world, no blessing went with it, but it was all crab's-track backwards +and forward. I set up, in Vienna, a neat little magazine of snipes' +dung, but I made nothing out of it for want of snipes. I took hold on +the other end, and hawked about in Carlsbad, for the lords and great +ones, who are accustomed to set a picture upon every old stool and piece +of trumpery, fine engravings for waste-paper and privy purposes, in +order that, instead of the mere printed paper, they might have something +tasty for consumption; but the whole set was left, a dead loss, on my +hands, because the manner was too hard and not ideal enough. In London I +prepared ready-made speeches (for I am a _litterateur_) to be used by +men who are hanged, and yet would fain have something to say for +themselves: I offered them to the richest parliamentary orators, and +even knaves of booksellers, but came near having to use the speeches for +myself. I would gladly have got my living by vomiting,[104] but that +requires funds. I tried once to get a settlement as note-stand to a +count's regiment, because it looks stupid enough on drill- and +parade-days to see every one with a musical flap hanging on his +shoulder, from which his next neighbor behind plays. I offered for a +trifle to wear all the musicalia on my own person, and stand before them +with the notes; but the first-lieutenant (who is at once in the regency +and in the treasury) thought it would make the fifers laugh when they +came to blow. Thus has it fared with me from time immemorial, dear +Cherstens--but don't trample about on my precious cloak there! As ill +luck would have it, I entered into wedlock with a lady of Vienna, who +was endowed with melted seals;[105] her name was _Praenumerantia +Elementaria Philanthropia_;[106] you don't know what this means in +German,--a real hell-broom, who chased me, all heated, like a hunted +stag, into the reeds here. Cherstens, I should defame myself in the +water, were I to come out plainly with the whole story of our woful +condition;[107] ... in short, my Philanthropia before marriage was soft +as the spines of a new-born hedge-hog, but in the nuptial state, when +the foliage was off, I saw, as on trees in winter, one raven's- and +devil's-nest after another. She was all the time dressing herself and +dressing herself, till it was time to undress; when a fault in me or the +children had been removed, she would still continue to scold a little, +as one continues to vomit, when the emetic and everything is out; she +indulged me preciously little, and had I had a Fontanel[108] she would +have reproached me for the fresh pea which I should have been obliged +every day to put into it; in short, we two pulled opposite ways,--the +linch-pin of love came out in the struggle, and I came with the +forward-wheels down into the water here, and my Praenumerantia stays with +the hind-wheels at home. See, my women, this is why I do violence to +myself--besides, the gnawing-man[109] would have, at any rate, caught me +by the throat; but behold yourselves in me as in a mirror! For when a +man who is a _litterateur_, and therefore, as you yet know by the case +of Fichte, goes about as instituted overseer, schoolmaster, and mentor +of the human race, leaps overboard before his wife's face, and lets his +Ephorie and tutorship go, you may conclude from this of what your own +husbands, who cannot measure themselves with me at all in learning, are +capable, in case you are such Praenumerantias, Elementarias, and +Philanthropias as unfortunately you have the appearance of being. But," +he concluded suddenly, as he saw Albano and the Doctor, "clear +yourselves away; I am going to drown myself!" + +"Ah, dear Schoppe!" said Albano. Schoppe blushed at his situation. "It +must be a clown," said the retiring funeral retinue. "What child's +foolery is this, then?" asked Sphex, resenting Albano's former passion +and the anatomical misshot, and derived satisfaction from telling the +story of the latter's rage. Schoppe knew how heartily the noble youth +loved him, and he would not say anything, because he was ashamed, but he +swore to himself (in the grotesque style to which he was accustomed even +in soliloquy) very shortly to let him into his breast-cavern, and show +him hanging therein a whole, wild heart full of love. + + +49. CYCLE. + +The blue day on which an ascension, a rendering of allegiance, and a +birthday were to be celebrated already stood over Pestitz, after having +cast off its morning-red,--two horses were already harbingers of four, +the lowly coach-box, of the highest,--the country nobility already went +down, uncomfortably frizzled, into the rooms of the inn, and scolded at +being cheated out of the fairest weather for heath-cock coupling, +and the city nobility, yet unpowdered, spoke of the day, but +without real earnestness,--the court-micrometer,[110] the +court-marshal, was surrounded by all his quartermasters,--the +court-transit-instruments,[111] the courtiers, instead of their +half-holiday, when they work only in the afternoon, had a whole +working-day, and were already standing at the wash-table,--the +allegiance-preacher, Schaepe, believed almost every word of his +discourse, because he had read it too many times over, and the nearness +of publication infused emotion into him,--there was no longer a domino +to be had for the evening, except among the Jews,--when a man alighted +at the door of the Doctor's house, who among all others was the most +honest and hearty about the allegiance, the Director Wehrfritz. There +were a son and a father in each other's arms, a fiery youth and a fiery +man. Albano seemed to him no longer to be the old Albano, but--warmer +than ever. He brought with him from "his women," as he called them, +congratulatory letters and birthday presents; he himself made not much +of the birthday or forgot it, and Albano had only celebrated it a little +just after waking. These festivals belong more to the other sex, who +gladly toy with times and seasons in the way of loving and giving. + +The Titular Librarian marched out to a village, named Klosterdorf, where +the Mayor with his family, after an ancient custom, had to imitate the +Prince with his, and so, as commissioner, drive in the allegiance of the +neighboring circle; this, Schoppe said, he still was pleased with, but +the other worked too fatally on his inwards. The Director, dazzled by +the prospects of the day, and posted in the front with an official +speech to the chivalry, fell into a quarrel with Schoppe. "The Exchequer +and the Court," said he, "have been, of course, from time immemorial, +such as they are; but the Princes, dear sir, are good; they are +themselves sucked dry, and then they seem to be the suckers." +"Somewhat," rejoined Schoppe, "as the death-vampyres only give out blood +from themselves, while they appear to take it; but I make up for that +again by attributing wholly to the Regents, besides the sins of others, +the merits, victories, and sacrifices of others also; herein they are +the pelicans, who shed a blood for their children which really at a +distance seems to be their own." + +All went off: Schoppe, out into the country; Wehrfritz, to church with +the procession; Albano, into a spectator's-box in the allegiance-hall; +for he would not in any wise be stuck into the train of the Prince, not +even as embroidery. Soon the noisy stream of pomp came sounding back +into the hall. The chivalry, the spirituality, and the cities mounted +the stage, where the oath was to be taken. In the court-yard of the +castle one foot stood upon another, and a needle might, to be sure, have +reached the ground, but no one could do so, to pick it up; everybody +looked up at the balcony, and cursed before he _swore_. The Prince, too, +stayed not away; the throne, that graduated and paraphrased princely +seat, stood open, and Fraischdoerfer had decorated it with beautiful +mythological and heraldic shoulder-pieces and appendages. + +Opposite the Count bloomed the court-dames, and below them a rose and a +lily, Julienne and Liana. As one lifts his eye from the stiff frosty +landscape of winter to the blue breathing heavens which looked down upon +our spring evenings, and wherein the light summer clouds floated and the +rainbow stood, so did he glance over the shining snow-light of the court +at the lovely Grace of spring, around whom remembrances hung, like +flowers, and who now stood so far aloof, so cut off, so imprisoned in +the heavy finery of the court! Only through her friend, who sits beside +her, was she gently melted and harmonized with the dazzling present. + +Now began fine official speeches, the longest being made by the old +Minister, the shortest by Wehrfritz: the Prince let the warm eulogies +glide over his December-visage without thawing it down,--a mistaken +indifference! For the praise of the Minister, as well as of other +court-servants, may yet help him with posterity, since, according to +Bacon, no praise is of more consequence than that which servants give, +because they surely know their master best. + +Then the Upper-Secretary, Heiderscheid, read Luigi's genealogical table, +and illuminated the hollow family-tree, together with its dryness, and +the last pale green twig; with sunken eyes Julienne heard this amid the +_vivat_ of the people, and Albano, never subdued by _one_ thought alone, +saw her eyes, and could not, however intently the Regent listened, +avoid the funeral picture, how, one day, and that very soon, this +extinguished man would bear down after him the name of his whole race +into the vault; he saw them carving the inverted arms and hanging the +shield upside down, and heard the shovels strike against the helmet and +fling the earth after the coffin. Gloomy idea! the tender sister would +certainly have wept, had she only been alone! + +At last the turn came to those, to whom it never comes first, although +they are the only ones who have a hearty meaning in such ceremonies. +Heiderscheid stepped out on the balcony, and caused the noisy swarming +multitude to stretch out the forefinger and thumb, and repeat the oath +after him. The mass, always fascinated, shouted their _vivat_; in the +dazzled eyes gleamed the confident expectation of a better regency and +love for the unknown individual. The Count, whom a multitude generally +made enthusiastic, as it did Schoppe melancholy, glowed with the +inspiration of brotherly love and thirst for achievement; he saw +princes, like omnipotent ones, holding sway on their eminences, and saw +the blooming provinces and the gay cities of a wisely-ruled land spread +out before him; he represented to himself how he, were he a prince, +could, with the electric sparkling of the sceptre-point, dart, with an +animating shock, into millions of united hearts at once, whereas he +could now, with so great difficulty, scarcely kindle a few of the +nearest; he saw his throne, as a mountain in morning light, pouring out, +instead of lava, navigable streams through the lands, and breaking the +storms, with a hum of harvests and festivals around its feet; he thought +to himself how far, from such a high place, he could send light abroad, +like a moon, which does not hide the sun by day, but, from her +elevation, flings his distant brightness into the night,--and how he +would, instead of only defending, _create_ and _educate_ freedom, and be +a regent for the sake of forming self-regents.[112] "But why am I not +one?" said he mournfully. + +Noble youth! do thy estates, then, furnish thee no subjects? But just so +does the lesser prince believe he would govern a duchy quite otherwise, +and the higher one believes the same in regard to a kingdom, and so does +the highest, in regard to universal monarchy. + +Meanwhile, all through this singular uneasy day, wild perspectives of +youth passed to and fro before him, and the old spirit-voice, which he +was going to meet to-day, repeated in him the dark exhortation, Take the +crown! Wehrfritz came back in the evening with a red face from the fiery +allegiance-banquet, and Albano took an agitated leave of him, as if of +the ebb and calm of life--his childish youth; for to-day he launched out +deeper into its waves. Schoppe came back and wanted to have him before +the sight-hole of his show-box, wherein he slid through the +vicariate-allegiance-swearing in Klosterdorf, in a series of comic +pictures; but these contrasted too severely with higher ones, and gave +little pleasure. + +At night Albano put on his beautiful, serious character-mask, that of a +knight-templar,--for a comic one his form, and almost his mood, was too +great;--the latter was made still more solemn by this funeral dress of a +whole murdered knightly order. After he had caused to be described to +him once more the awful paths of Tartarus, and the burial-place of the +Prince's heart, to avoid mistaking of the way in the night, he went +forth, about ten o'clock, with a high-heaving bosom, which the +night-larvae[113] of fancy, together with friendship and love and the +whole future, conspired to excite. + + +50. CYCLE. + +Albano stepped, for the first time, into the inverted puppet-world of a +masquerade, as into a dancing realm of the dead. The black forms, the +slit masks, the strange eyes, gleaming as out of night behind them, +which, as in that mouldering Sultan in the coffin, alone remained +alive,--the mingling and mimicking of all ranks, the flying and +ring-running of the clinking dance, and his own solitude under the +mask,--all this translated him, with his Shakespearian frame of spirit, +into an enchanted and ghostly island full of juggleries, chimeras, and +metamorphoses. Ah, this is the bloody scaffold, was his first thought, +where the brother of thy Liana rent his young life, like a +mourning-garment; and he looked fearfully round, as if he feared +Roquairol might again attempt death. + +Among the masks he found no one under which he could suppose him to be; +this meaningless cousinship of standing parts, footmen, butchers, Moors, +ancestors, &c.,--these could not conceal any loved one of Albano's. +Lonesomely and inquisitively he paced up and down behind the rows of the +Anglaise; and more than ten eyes, which glistened opposite in the +annular eclipse of the lace mask,--for women, from their +open-heartedness, do not love masks, but are fond of showing +themselves,--followed the powerfully and pliantly built form, which, +with the bold helm and plume, with the crossed white mantle and the +gleaming mail on his breast, seemed to bring a knight out of the heroic +age. + +At last a masked lady, who was chatting between unmasked ones, came up +to him with long steps and large feet, and boldly grasped his hand as if +for a dance. He was extremely embarrassed at the boldness of the +summons, and about the choice of an answer; it is valor precisely that +loves to marry itself to gallantry, as the Damascene blade, besides +hardness, possesses a perpetual fragrance; but the lady only wrote in +his hand his initials, with the interrogation-mark after them,--"_v. +C.?_" and after the Yes, the charming one said, softly, "Do you not +remember me? the master of exercises, Von Falterle?" Albano testified, +notwithstanding his dislike of the part, a real joy at finding again a +companion of his youth. He asked which mask was Captain Roquairol; +Falterle assured him he had not yet arrived. + +By this time--as the footmen, the butchers, Falterle, &c., were only the +snow-drops of this masquerade-spring--better flowers--violets, +forget-me-nots, and primroses--had sprung up or come in. For one such +forget-me-not I see a churl entering, puffed out behind and before, and +convex like a burning-glass, who now opened the back-door and shook out +confects from his hump-back, and then the front-door and produced +sausages. Hafenreffer, however, writes me the invention has once before +appeared at a masquerade in Vienna. Then came a company of German +play-cards, which shuffled and played out and took each other; a fine +emblem of atheism, which exhibits it wholly free from the absurdity +wherewith men have so loved to disfigure it! Mr. Von Augusti appeared +also, but in simple dress and domino; he became (incomprehensibly to the +Count) very soon the polar-star of the dancers, and the controlling +Cartesian vortex of the dancing-school. + +With what miserable, black ammunition-biscuit and beggar's-bread of +enjoyment these people get along! thought Albano, to whom, all day long, +his dreams, those Jupiter's-doves, had been bringing ambrosia. And how +pale and stale is their fire, their fancy, and their speech, he thought +too. Verily, a life down in a gloomy glacier-chasm! for he imagined +everybody must speak and feel as intensely and ardently as he. + +Now came a limping man, with a great glass-chest on his belly; of course +it was easy to recognize the Librarian; he had on--either because he +sent too late, or would not pay, for a domino--something black, which he +had borrowed of a mourning-cloak lender, and was covered from +shoulder-blade to shin-bone with awful masks, which he, with many +finger-signs, offered mostly to those people who played their parts +behind the opposite kind, e. g. short-nosed ones to long noses. He was +waiting for the beginning of a hop Anglaise, the notes for which stood +just on the hand-organ of his chest; then he, too, began; he had therein +an excellent puppet-masquerade which had been planed out by Bestelmaier, +and now he set the little masks to hopping parallel with the great ones. +His object was a comparative anatomy of the two masquerades, and the +parallelism was melancholy. Besides, he had rigged it all out with +by-work: little dumb persons swung their little bells in the chest; a +tolerably grown-up child rocked the cradle of an inanimate doll, with +which the little fool still played; a mechanic was working away at his +speaking machine, by which he was going to show the world how far mere +mechanism could go toward giving life to puppets; a live, white +mouse[114] sprang out by a little chain, and would have upset many of +the club, if he could have broken it; a starling, buried-alive, a true +first Greek comedy and school for scandal in miniature, was practising +upon the dancing-company the death-blow of the tongue with perfect +freedom and without distinction; a looking-glass-wall mimicked the +living scenes of the chest so deceptively, that every one took the +images for true puppets. + +The point of this comico-tragic dagger came home directly enough upon +Albano, as, besides, the hopping wax-figure-cabinet of the great +masquerade seemed to double the solitude of man, and to separate two +selves by four faces; but Schoppe went further. + +In his glass case stood a faro-bank, and by it a little man, who cut out +the masked banker in black paper, but into a likeness of the German +gentleman; this picture he carried into the card-chamber, where a +bank-keeping mask--most certainly Cephisio--must needs hear and see him. +The banker looked at him some time inquiringly. Another, dressed wholly +in black, with a dying expression, which represented the _Hippocratica +facies_,[115] did the same. Albano looked towards it with a fiery +glance, because it occurred to him it might be Roquairol, for it had his +stature and torch-like eye. The pale mask lost much, and kept redoubling +its loss; at that it drank out of a quill immoderate draughts of +Champagne wine. The Lector came up; Schoppe kept on playing before the +eyes that crowded round; the pale mask looked steadily and sternly at +the Count. Schoppe took off his own before Bouverot; but there was +another under it; he pulled this off; it disclosed an under-mask of the +under-mask; he carried on the process to the fifth root;--at last his +own rough face came forth, but bronzed with gold-beater's skin and +distorted, as it turned towards Bouverot, with an almost frightful glaze +and smile. + +The pale mask itself seemed to start, and hastened with long strides off +into the dancing-hall; it threw itself wildly into the wildest of the +dance. This, too, confirmed Albano's conjecture, as well as its great +defying hat, which seemed to him a crown, because he prized nothing more +highly about manly attire than fur, cloak, and hat. + +More and more fingers continually drew the letters "_v. C._" in his +hand, and he nodded composedly. The time surrounded him with manifold +dramas, and everywhere he stood between theatre-curtains. As with uneasy +head and heart he stepped to the window, to see whether he should soon +have moonshine for his night-walk, he saw a heavy hearse, flanked by +torches, move along across the market, which was conveying a manor-lord +to his family-vault; and the undisturbed night-watchman called out, +behind the creeping dead man, the beginning of the spirit-hour and of a +birth-hour, which is precious to us. Could his smitten heart refrain +from saying to him how sharply Death, the hard, solid, insoluble, with +its glacier-air, sweeps through the warm scenes of life, and leaves +behind it all over which it breathes stiff and snow-white? Could he help +thinking of the cold young sister, whose voice now awaited him in +Tartarus? And as Schoppe, with his puppet-parody, came to him, and he +pointed out to him the street, and the latter said: "Bon! Friend Death +sits on his game-wagon, and glances quietly up, as if the friend would +say, 'Bon! only dance on; I make my return trip, and carry you too to +your place and spot,'"--how close must it have been to him under his +sultry visor! At this second the pale mask came, with others, to the +window; he opened his glowing face for coolness; a hasty draught of +wine, and still more his fancy, showed him the world in burning +surfaces; the mask surveyed him closely, with a dark, uncertain glow of +the eye, which he at last could no longer bear, because it might as well +have been kindled by hatred as by love, just as the spots on the sun +seem now like abysses and now like mountains. + +Eleven o'clock had gone by; he suddenly disappeared from the hot looks +and the crushing throng, and betook himself on his way to the heart +without a breast. + + +51. CYCLE. + +While he stood at the gate awaiting his sword, a group of new masks +(mostly representatives of lifelessness, e. g. a boot, peruke-stand, +&c.) came running into the city, and peered with astonishment at the +tall, white, knightly stranger. He took his sword with him, but no +servant. Whatever the danger into which the visit of a secluded, gloomy +catacomb-avenue, and the foreknowledge of this visit on the part of +others, might plunge him, his character left him no other choice than +the one which he had made; no, he would sooner have let himself be +murdered than shamed before his father. + +How thy spirit mounted aloft, like a lightning-flash darting upward +toward heaven, when the great Night, with her saintly halo of stars, +stood erect before thee!--Beneath the heavens there is no terror, only +under the earth!--Broad shadows lay across his road to Elysium, which on +Sunday had been colored with dew-drops and butterflies. In the distance +fiery prongs grew out of the earth and moved along;--it was the hearse +with the torches in the lower road. When he came to the cross-way which +leads through the ruined castle into Tartarus, he looked round toward +the enchanted grove, on whose winding bridge life and songs of joy had +met him; all was dumb therein, and only a long gray bird of prey +(probably a paper dragon) wheeled over it to and fro. + +He passed through the old castle into an orchard that had been sawed +down, and looked like a tree-churchyard; then into a pale wood, full of +peeled May-trees, which with faded ribbons and banners all looked toward +Elysium,--a withered pleasure grove of so many happy days. Some +windmills, with their long shadow-arms, struck into the midst, and were +continually seizing and vanishing. + +Impetuously Albano ran down a stairway darkened with hangings, and came +upon an old battle-field,--a gloomy waste with a black wall, of which +the monotony was broken only by white gypsum heads, which stood in the +earth as if they were on the point of sinking or of resurrection; a +tower full of blind gates and blind windows stood in the midst, and the +solitary clock talked with itself therein, and, with its iron rod +swaying to and fro, seemed fain to divide the wave of time, which ever +tended to run together again: it struck three quarters to twelve, and +deep in the wood the echo murmured as if in sleep, and softly spake once +more to fleeting man of fleeting time. The road ran in an eternal circle +round about the churchyard wall, without coming to a gate. Alban must, +according to his information, seek a spot in the wall where it roared +and reeled under him. + +At last he stepped upon a stone which sank with him; then a section of +the wall fell down; and a tangled wood, full of clumps of trees, whose +stems twined together into bush-work, intercepted every beam of the +moon. As he looked round him under the gate, there hung over the shadowy +stairway a pale head like a bust of the murder-field, and passed down +without a body, and the bloodless dead seemed to awake and run after +it;--the cold hellstone[116] of horror contracted his heart: he stood: +the death's-head hovered immovable over the last step! + +All at once his heart sucked in warm blood again; he turned toward the +misshapen wood with drawn sword, because he was bearing along his life +in his hand near armed Death. He followed in the darkness of the +moss-green towers the roar of the subterranean flood and the rocking of +the ground. Unfortunately he looked round again, and there stood the +death's-head behind him still, but high in the air on the trunk of a +giant. The extreme of horror always drove him with compressed eyes full +upon a phantom; he called twice through the echoing wood, "Who's there?" +But when, at this moment, a second head seemed all at once to stand +beside the first, then his hand clove, frozen, to the ice-cold key of +the gate of the world of the dead, and he tore it away bleeding. + +He fled, and plunged through thicker and thicker twigs, till at last he +came out into an open garden and into the splendor of the moon; here, ah +here, when he saw the holy, immortal heavens and the rich stars in the +north gleaming again, which never rise nor set, the pole-star and +Friederich's-Ehre,[117] the Bear and the Serpent, and Charles's Wain +and Cassiopaea, which looked down upon him mildly, as if with the bright +winking eyes of eternal spirits, then his spirit asked itself, "Who can +lay hands on me? I am a spirit among spirits"; and the courage of +immortality beat again in his warm breast. + +But what a singular garden! Great and little flowerless beds, full of +yew, rue, and rosemary, divided it among them; a circle of weeping +birches drooped like a funeral train around the mute spot; under the +garden murmured the buried brook, and in the middle stood a white altar, +near which lay a man. + +Albano was strengthened by the appearance of the common dress and the +mechanic's bundle on which the sleeper rested; he stepped quite close to +him, and read the golden inscription of the altar: "Take my last +offering, all-gracious one!" The heart of the Prince must here be +mouldering in the altar. + +Ah, after these rigid scenes, it soothed his soul even to tears to find +here human words and a human sleep, and the remembrance of God; but as +he looked with emotion at the sleeper, suddenly that sister's voice +which he had heard on Isola Bella said softly in his ear, "I give thee +Linda de Romeiro." "Ah, good God!" he cried, and turned round; and there +was nothing on either side of him, and he held himself up by the corner +of the altar. "I give thee Linda de Romeiro," it said again; frightfully +the thought seized him, that the hovering death's-head might be speaking +near him, and he shook the sound sleeper, who woke not, and shook and +called still more violently, when the voice spake for a third time. + +"What?" said the drowsy man, "directly! What will he?--you?" and raised +himself reluctantly and with a yawn; but at the sight of the naked sword +fell down on his knees, and said: "Mercy! I will, indeed, give up all!" + +"Zesara!" a cry came from the wood,--"Zesara, where art thou?" and he +heard his own voice; but now he boldly called back, "At the altar!" A +black form rushed out, with a white mask in hand, and hesitated in the +moonlight before the armed one. Then at length Albano recognized the +brother of Liana, for whom he had so long panted; he flung his sword +behind him, and ran to meet him. Roquairol stood before him mute, pale, +and with a sublime repose on his countenance. Albano continued to stand +near him, and said with emotion, "Hast thou been seeking me, Charles?" +Roquairol nodded silently, and had tears in his eyes, and opened his +arms. Ah, then could the blissful man, with all the flames and tears of +love fall upon the long-loved soul, and he kept saying incessantly, "Now +we have each other! now we have each other!" And more and more +passionately he embraced him, as the pillar of his future, and melted +into tears, because now, indeed, the buried love of so many years and so +many choked up fountains of the poor heart could at once gush forth. +Roquairol, trembling, only clasped him to himself gently with one arm, +and said, but without passion, "I am a dying man, and that is my face," +holding forth the yellow death-mask; "but I have my Albano, and will die +on his bosom." + +Wildly they twined around each other; the sap of life, Love, ran through +them with a creative power; the ground over the rolling, subterranean +flood shook more violently; and the starry heaven, with the white, magic +breath of its trembling stars, floated around the magic glow. + +Ah ye happy ones! + + +52. CYCLE. + +Some men are born fast friends; their first finding of each other is +only a second, and they then, like those who have been long parted, +bring to each other not only a future, but a past also;--this latter our +happy ones demanded of one another impatiently. Roquairol answered +Alban's question, How he came hither, in a fiery manner: "He had been +following him this whole evening,--he had gazed at him at the window +during the funeral pomp with such a painful longing, and had almost been +constrained to fly and embrace him,--he had already, but a moment ago, +stood close by him, and at his question, 'Who's there?' immediately +taken off his mask." Now did Albano's fallen arm strike again tensely +through the thin magic-lantern show of ghostly fear, as he now +learned that the two-headed giant had grown entirely out of an +optically-magnifying, mistaken notion of the distance of a form which +was so near, and the death's-head had forfeited its body on the stairway +only by the dark curtains and its black dress; even the hard +spirit-scene at the altar seemed to him now less insuperable through the +rich gain of living love. + +Roquairol asked him what woe or joy had driven him hither at midnight to +a _Moravian_ churchyard, and whither he had sent the man with the sword. +Albano did not know that Moravians reposed here; and, moreover, he had +not observed that the sword, probably from fear of its being used, had +been stolen. He answered, "My dead sister was fain to speak with me at +the altar; and she has spoken"; but he feared to say more of this. Then +Roquairol's countenance suddenly changed; he stared at him, and demanded +confirmation and explanation; during this he looked into the air as if +he would draw faces from it by his looks, and said monotonously, fixing +his eyes, however, on Albano the while, "Dead one, dead one, speak +again!" But only the death-flood went on speaking under them, and +nothing more. But he threw himself before the altar on his knees, and +said in measured tone, and yet with trembling lips: "Fly open, +spirit-gate, and show thy transparent world. I fear not you, the +transparent ones; I become one of you, when you appear, and walk with +you, and become an apparition myself." "O my good one, forbear," Albano +entreated, not only from piety, but from love also; for an accident, a +night-bird shooting over, might, indeed, kill them by horror: this +horror stood, too, not far from them; for on the illuminated side of the +weeping birches stepped out a white, majestic old form. But when +Roquairol, frantic with wine and fancy, reached out the dying mask into +the air, and said, turning toward the grave of the heart, "Take this +face, if thou hast none, old man, and look at me from behind it!" Alban +seized him; the white form stepped back with bowed head and folded arms +into the branches; the round tower on the battle-field struck the hour, +and the dreamy region, murmuring, struck a response. + +"Come to my warm heart, thou passionate soul. O that I were permitted to +receive thee on my very birthday, at my very birth-hour!" This sound +melted at once the ever-changing man, and he hung upon him with wet eyes +of joy, and said: "And to keep me even till our dying hours! O look not +upon me, thou unchangeable, because I appear so wavering and broken; in +the waves of life man breaks and crinkles as the staff flickers in the +water, but the essential being stands nevertheless firm as the staff. I +will follow thee into other parts of Tartarus; but still relate the +history." + +To give this history amounted to opening a _sanctum sanctorum_ of the +inner man, or even a coffin to the light of day; but do you believe that +Albano bethought himself a minute? or would you yourselves? We are all +better, franker, warmer friends than we know and show; only let the +right spirit meet you,--such a one as thirsting Love ever +demands,--pure, large, clear, and tender and warm,--and you give him +everything, and love him without measure, because he is without fault. +Albano found in this stranger the first friend who ever responded to his +whole heart with like tones, the first eye which his shy feelings did +not shun, a soul before whose first tear flowers started up out of his +whole future life as out of the dry wastes of torrid climes during the +rainy season;--hence love gave his strong spirit only the equable, broad +motion of a sea, whereas his friend, although older and longer-trained, +was a stream with waterfalls. + +Charles led him into the so-called catacomb, while he listened to the +ghost-story of Isola Bella, which, however, from having been exhausted +by the former, he heard with diminished fear. A dreary, charred vale, +full of sunken shafts, basked gray in the moonshine; out of the wood +crept forth the death-flood below their feet, and leaped down a stony +stairway into the catacombs. The two followed it on another that ran by +its side. The entrance bore as frontispiece an old dial-plate, of which +the lightning had once struck away the hour _one_. "One?" said Albano; +"singular!--just our coming hour!" + +How adventurously does the catacomb now wind onward! The long +death-flood murmurs obscurely far in through the darkness, and glimmers +at times under the silvery stream which the moonlight sends in through +the shaft-openings; immovable creatures--horses, dogs, birds--stand +drinking on the dark bank, that is to say, their stuffed skins; small +gravestones, worn smooth by time, with a few names and limbs, are the +pavement; on a brighter niche we read that a nun was immured here; in +another stands the petrified skeleton of a miner, who was buried alive, +with gilded ribs and thighs; in scattered spots were black paper hearts +of men shot by the arquebuse, and heaped-up nosegays of poor sinners; +the rod which had whipped a forgiven penitent to death, a glass bust +with a phosphorus point in the water, chrisom-cloths[118] and other +children's clothes and playthings, and a dwarf skeleton. + +As the explanatory words of Roquairol, whose life-path always ran down +into vaults and out over graves, beat out life more and more thin and +transparent before him, Zesara, after his manner, at once shaking his +head, heaving forward his breast, stamping in the sand, and cursing +(which he easily did in terror and in strong emotion), broke out with +the words: "By the Devil! thou crushest my breast and thine own. It is +not so! Are we not together? Have I not thy warm, living hand? Burns not +within us the fire of immortality? Burnt-out coals are these bones, and +nothing more; and the heavenly flame which has consumed them has again +seized upon other fuel, and blazes on. O," he added, as if comforted, +and stepped into the brook and looked through the opening of the shaft +up to the rich moon, which streamed down from heaven, and his great eyes +filled with splendor,--"O, there is a heaven and an immortality; we +remain not in the dark hole of life; we, too, sweep through the ether +like thee, thou shining world!" + +"Ah, thou glorious one," said Charles, whose soul consisted of souls, "I +will now bring thee to a more cheerful place." They had hardly gone +eight steps, when it darkened behind them, and a sword, flung in +overhead, came perpendicularly down, and struck with its point in the +sand under the waves. "O thou infernal devil up there!" cried the +infuriate Roquairol; but Albano was softened at the thought of the iron +virgin[119] of the death-hour, who had folded her sharp arms together so +near him. They clasped each other more warmly, and went silent and sad +towards a low music and a grave-mound. They seated themselves upon it +opposite an avenue which formed a right angle with the tormenting +catacomb, lined with green moss, and of which crumbled sparks of rotten +wood pointed out the extent. It lost itself in an open gate, and a +prospect of Elysium, of which only the white summits of some +silver-poplars were distinguishable, and in the distance was seen the +spring redness of midnight blooming in the heavens, and two stars +twinkling overhead. The gate, however, was grated, and guarded by a +skeleton with an AEolian harp in his hand, which seemed to strike upon it +the thin minor tones which the draught of wind just now wafted into the +cavern. + +"Here," said Charles, at the beautiful spot, and made more curious by +the deadly fling of Albano's sword, "finish your narrative of to-day!" +Albano reported to him candidly the word which the sister's voice had +spoken: "I give thee Linda de Romeiro." In the tumult of his inner being +he thought not of the anecdote, that she was the very one for whom +Charles when a boy had proposed to die. "Romeiro?" he started up. "Be +still! She? O thou mocking executioner, Fate! Why she, and to-day? Ah, +Albano, for her I early braved death," he continued, weeping, and sank +upon his breast, "and that is what has made my heart so bad, because I +have lost her. Do thou only take her, for thou art a pure spirit; the +glorious shape which appeared to thee on the sea, so she looks, or now +still fairer. Ah, Albano!" This noble youth trembled at the complicated +plot, and at the destiny, and said: "No, no, thou dear Charles, thou +thinkest falsely about everything." + +Suddenly it was as if all the constellations rang, and a melodious +spirit-choir thronged in through the gate. Albano was startled. +"Nothing; let be," said Charles. "It is not the skeleton; the _pious +father_ is walking in the _flute-dell_, and is just drawing out his +flutes, because he prays. But how sayest thou, I think falsely of +everything?" "How?" repeated Albano, and could not, in the magic circle +of these echoes, which all-powerfully brought back to him that Sunday +morning, either think or speak. For did not the silver-poplars wave to +and fro against the stars, and rosy clouds lie couched about the +heavens, and did not the whole Elysium pass openly by with the sounds +which had floated through it, with the tears which had besprinkled it, +and with the dreams which no heart forgets, and with the holy form which +eternally abides in his breast? And now he held so fast the hand of her +brother; so near was he to love and friendship, those two foci in the +ellipse of life's pathway; impetuously he embraced the brother, with the +words: "By Heaven, I say to thee, she whom thou hast just named concerns +me not, and never will." + +"But, Albano, thou dost not surely know her yet?" said Charles, pursuing +his inquiries, perhaps, too hardly; for the noble youth beside him was +too bashful and too steadfast to unlock the sanctuary of wishes to the +kinsman of his loved one; to a stranger he could have done it much more +easily. "O torment me not," he answered sensitively; but he added more +softly, "Believe me, I pray you believe me, this first time, my good +brother!" Charles yielded full as seldom as he; and although swallowing +the inquisitive tone, and speaking in a right loving one, nevertheless +said this: "By my bliss, I'll do it, and with joy; a heart must have +been heartily loved and divinely blessed which can renounce such a one." +Ah, does Albano, then, know that! He only leaned silently, with his +fiery cheek full of roses, on Liana's brother, shunning scrutiny for +shame; but when the expiring calls of the flute-dell gathered together +like sighs in his breast, and reminded him too often how that Sunday +morning closed, how Liana stole away, and how he looked after her with +dim, wet eyes from the altar; then, although his heart did not break, +his eye broke into tears, and he wept violently, but silently, on his +first friend. + +Then, with mute souls, they turned homeward, and looked thoughtfully +toward the long, vanishing ways of the future; and when they parted, +they well felt that they loved each other right heartily, that is, right +bitterly. + +On the morrow the pious father lay prostrate under a shock which was +more blissful than mournful; for he said he had in the night seen his +friend, the deceased Prince, walking, clad in white, through Tartarus. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[92] [_Fauler Heinz._] Or Athanor, a chemical stove, which works +on for a long time without poking. [Corresponding to our +air-tight stove. _Athanor_, from the Greek, _undying_?--TR.] + +[93] The translator had to resort to the Scotch to help him get +this pun into English. + +[94] Ezek. xiii. 18: "Woe to the women that sew pillows to all +arm-holes, and make kerchiefs upon the head of every stature, to +hunt souls!"--TR. + +[95] According to Lempriere. + +[96] Sanhedrim, c. 2, Misch. 3. + +[97] Cic. ad Quirit. post redit, c. 3. + +[98] His sect represented Christ's journey to hell as having +released all the wicked from that region, but not Abraham, Enoch, +the prophets, &c.--Tertul. adv. Marcion. + +[99] A title given to black colors. + +[100] The Corinthian, who was hidden from his enemies in a chest +of cedar, ivory, and gold, richly adorned with figures in relief, +and at last expelled the usurpers and mounted the throne.--TR. + +[101] The line which is drawn from the aphelion to the +perihelion, the two apsides, or the nearest and farthest points +of a planet's distance from the sun. + +[102] A child coming into the world face foremost cannot +afterward bend its head forward.--_The Mother of a Family_, Vol. +V. + +[103] The name of the Invalid Hospital in Copenhagen. + +[104] In Darwin's Zooenomy, page 529, the case is adduced of a man +who did this before spectators. In Paris another did the same by +swallowing air. + +[105] In Vienna there was an Institute which made new sealing-wax +out of old, and endowed poor persons with the proceeds. + +[106] Such was the tasteless name by which Basedow was going to +baptize a daughter, in memory of the appearing of an elementary +work by subscription. See Schlichtegroll's Necrology. + +[107] _Wehestande_, a parody of _Ehestande_, wedded state. + +[108] An issue. + +[109] A name given in some places to the consumption. + +[110] A micrometer consists of fine threads stretched across in +the telescope, which serve to measure the smallest distance. + +[111] The transit-instrument, or culminatory, observes when a +star has reached the highest point in its course. + +[112] Autarchs; for monarchs or sole-rulers are etymologically +distinguished from self-rulers. + +[113] Ghosts of the dead.--TR. + +[114] Does he allude to the frightful white form, in my "vision +of annihilation"? + +[115] A phrase applied to the form of a dying man. [Properly a +distemper which gives one a deathly look. See Bailey's +Dictionary.--TR.] + +[116] The _lapis infernalis_, or silver cautery.--TR. + +[117] Frederick's Honor. + +[118] Linen cloths smeared with aromatic ointment, anciently +placed on the heads of children just born or baptized.--TR. + +[119] An allusion to a well-known instrument of the +Inquisition.--TR. + + + + +TENTH JUBILEE. + + ROQUAIROL'S ADVOCATUS DIABOLI.[120]--THE FESTIVAL DAY OF + FRIENDSHIP. + + +53. CYCLE.[121] + +Not toward the years of childhood, but toward the season of youth, +should we revert the most longingly, if we came forth out of the latter +as innocent as out of the former. It is the festival day of our life, +when all avenues are full of music and finery, and all houses are hung +round with golden tapestries, and when Existence, Art, and Virtue, like +gentle _goddesses_, still woo us with caresses; whereas, in after years, +they summon us, like stern _gods_, with commands! And at this period +Friendship dwells as yet in a serenely open Grecian temple, not, as +later, in a narrow Gothic chapel. + +Richly and majestically did life now glitter around Albano, covered with +islands and ships; he had his whole breast full of friendship and youth, +and could now let the impetuous energy of love, which on Isola Bella had +rebounded from a statue, from his father, burst freely and joyously +upon a man who appeared to him fully as his youthful dream had sketched +him. He could not let go Charles for a day; he laid bare to him his soul +and his whole life--(only Liana's name retired deeper and deeper into +his heart); all models of friendship among the ancients he was fain to +copy and renew, and do and suffer everything for his loved friend; his +being was now a double-choir; he drank in every joy with two hearts; a +double heaven embosomed his life in pure ether. + +When, on the following day, he met the form of the new friend,--which +was all that remained to him of the nightly show-piece of the +spirit-world, as a pale moon is left by the extinguished stars of +night,--and when he found him so bald-headed and white, as the fiery +smoke-column of an AEtna ascends gray in the daytime, he seemed to see +the whilom suicide standing before him, the more freely, but all the +more warmly, did he stretch his hand across to the solitary being, who, +after his leap over life, dwelt now only on his grave, as on a remote +island. Others, for this very reason, would draw their hand away: the +baffled self-murderer, who has made a rent in this fair, firm life, +comes back from his death-hour as a strange, uncomfortable ghost, whom +we can trust no longer, because in his ungovernableness he may at any +moment play again the give-away game with the human form. + +Therefore Albano saw in the chaotic life of the Captain only the +disorder of a being who is packing up and marching away. When he stepped +for the first time into his friend's summer-chamber, he saw, of course, +a servant's livery wardrobe, a theatrical green-room, and an officer's +tent before him at once. On the table lay confused tribes of books, as +on a battle-field, and on Schiller's Tragedies the Hippocratic face of +the masquerade, and on the Court Almanac a pistol; the book-shelf was +occupied by the sword-belt, together with its wash-ball of chalk, a +chocolate-mill, an empty candlestick, a pomatum-box, matches, the wet +hand-towel and the dried mouth-napkin; the glasshouse of a run-down +hour-glass, and the washing-and the writing-table stood open, on which +latter I, to my astonishment, look in vain for any support whatever, or +writing-sand on it; the comb-cloth, or powder-mantle, leaned back on the +ottoman, and a long neck-cloth rode on the stove-screen, and the antlers +on the wall had two hats with feathers shoved over the right and left +ears; letters and visiting-cards were impaled like butterflies on the +window-curtains. I should not have been capable of writing a billet +there, much less a Cycle. + +Is there not, however, a sunny-bright, free-fluttering age, when one +loves to see everything which announces roving unrest, striking of +tents, and nomadic liberty, and when one would be thankful to keep house +in a travelling-carriage, and write and sleep therein? And does not one +in those years look upon precisely such a students' chamber as this as a +spiritual students' endowment of genius, and every chaos as an +infusorial one full of life? Forgive my hero this truant time; there was +still something noble in his nature, that kept him back from becoming an +imitator of what he eulogized. + +As, after the melting away of a late winter, all at once the green +garment of earth flutters up high in flowers and blossoms, so in the +warm air of friendship and fancy did Albano's nature start up at once +into luxuriant verdure and bloom. Charles had and understood all states +of the heart; he created them dramatically in himself and others; he was +a second Russia, which harbors all climates, from France even to Nova +Zembla, and wherein, for that very reason, every one finds his own: he +was everything to everybody, although for himself nothing. He could +throw himself into any character, although for that very reason it +sometimes took his fancy only to carry out the most convenient. The +girths, belly-bands, cruppers, and saddle-straps of court, town, and +city life, his Bucephalus had long since cleared; and if the Count was +vexed every day at the lingual leading-string of the Lector, who +pronounced everything correctly.--Kanaster instead of Knaster, Juften +instead of Juchten, Fuenfzig instead of Fuefzig, and Barbieren (the _r_ in +which I myself take to be a stupid barbarism),--Roquairol was a +free-thinker, even to the degree of being a hectoring free-speaker; and +spoke, according to an expression of his own, which was at the same time +an example of the fact, "right out of his liver and jaw." He was annoyed +that there should still cleave to the Count a certain epic dignity of +speech acquired from books. They often thought over and cursed with one +another the pitiful bald life which one would lead, who, like the +Lector, should live as a well-bred citizen of extraction, have conduite +and a nice dress, and a tolerable dapper knowledge of several +departments, and for refreshment his table-wine, and taste for excellent +masters in painting and other arts, and should advance to higher posts +merely as stepping-stones to still higher, and yet, after all this, have +to stretch himself out, all frizzled and washed, in his coffin, in order +that the gigantic body-world might, forsooth, hand over its Pestitz +representative also to the sublime world of spirits. No, said Albano, +rather throw a dark mountain-chain of sorrows into the dead level of +life, that one may, at least, have a prospect and something great. + +But Roquairol was not the man that he seemed to him;--friendship has its +deceptions as well as love;--and often, when he had long looked upon +this love-drunken, high-hearted youth, with his chaste maiden-cheeks and +proud, manly brow, who reposed such a confidence upon _his_ wavering +soul, and whose heart stood so wide open, and the holiness of whose +fancy even he envied, then did the delusion of the noble one move him +even to pain, and his heart struggled to break forth, and longed to say +to him, with tears: Albano, I am not worthy of thee! But in that case I +lose him, he always added; for he shunned the moral orthodoxy and +decision of a man, who was not, like a maiden, to be provoked and +repelled and won back again, all in sport. And yet the day came--the +momentous day for both--when he did it. How could he ever have resisted +_Fancy_, when he only resisted _by and through_ Fancy? I do him half +injustice: hear the better angel, who opens his mouth. + +Roquairol is a child and victim of the age. As the higher youth of our +times are so early and richly overhung with the roses of joy that, like +the inhabitants of spice-islands, they lose their smell, and by and by +put under their heads a Sybarite-pillow of roses, drink rose-sirup and +bathe themselves in rose-oil,[122] until nothing more is left them +thereof for a stimulus except the thorns, so are most of them--and often +the very same ones--stuffed full in the beginning, by their +philanthropic teachers, with the _fruits_ of knowledge, so that they +come soon to desire only the honey-thick extracts, then the cider and +perry thereof, until at last they ruin themselves with the brandy made +of that. Now if, in addition to this, they have, like Roquairol, a fancy +that makes their life a naphtha-soil, out of which every step draws +fire, then does the flame, into which the sciences are thrown, and the +consumption become still greater. For these burnt-out prodigals of life +there is then no new pleasure and no new truth left, and they have no +old one entire and fresh; a dried-up future, full of arrogance, disgust +with life, unbelief and contradiction, lies round about them. Only the +wing of fancy still continues to quiver on their corpse. + +Poor Charles! Thou didst still more! Not merely truths, but feelings +also, he anticipated. All grand situations of humanity, all emotions to +which Love and Friendship and Nature exalt the heart, all these he went +through in poems earlier than in life, as play-actor and theatre-poet +earlier than as man, earlier on the sunny side of fancy than on the +stormy side of reality; hence, when they at last appeared, living, in +his breast, he could deliberately seize them, govern them, kill them, +and stuff them well for the refrigeratory of future remembrance. The +unhappy love for Linda de Romeiro, which, at a later period, would +perhaps have steeled him, opened thus early all the veins of his heart, +and bathed it warmly in its own blood; he plunged into good and bad +dissipations and amours, and afterward represented on paper or on the +stage everything that he repented or blessed; and every representation +made him grow more and more hollow, as abysses have been left in the sun +by ejected worlds. His heart could not do without the holy +sensibilities; but they were simply a new luxury, a tonic, at best; and +precisely in proportion to their height did the road run down the more +abruptly into the slough of the unholiest ones. As in the dramatic poet +angelically pure and filthy scenes stand in conjunction and close +succession, so in his life; he foddered, as in Surinam, his hogs with +pine-apples; like the elder giants, he had soaring wings and creeping +snakes'-feet.[123] + +Unfortunate is the female soul which loses its way, and is caught in one +of these great webs stretched out in mid-heaven; and happy is she, when +she tears through them, unpoisoned, and merely soils her bees'-wings. +But this all-powerful fancy, this streaming love, this softness and +strength, this all-mastering coolness and collectedness, will overspread +every female Psyche with webs, if she neglects to brush away the first +threads. O that I could warn you, poor maidens, against such condors, +which fly up with you in their claws! The heaven of our days hangs full +of these eagles. They love you not, though they think so; because, like +the blest in Mahomet's paradise, instead of their lost arms of love, +they have only wings of fancy. They are like great streams, warm only +along the shore, and in the middle cold. + +Now enthusiast, now libertine in love, he ran through the alternation +between ether and slime more and more rapidly, till he mixed them both. +His blossoms shot up on the varnished flower-staff of the Ideal, which, +however, rotted, colorless, in the ground. Start with horror, but +believe it,--he sometimes plunged on purpose into sins and torments, in +order, down there, by the pangs of remorse and humiliation, to cut into +himself more deeply the oath of reformation; somewhat as the physicians, +Darwin and Sydenham, assert that _strengthening_ remedies (Peruvian +bark, steel, opium) work more powerfully when _weakening_ ones +(bleeding, emetics, &c.) have been previously prescribed. + +External relations might, perhaps, have helped him somewhat, and the vow +of poverty might have made the two other vows lighter for him; had he +been sold as a negro slave, his spirit would have been a free white, and +a work-house would have been to him a purgatory. It was for this reason +the early Christians always gave those who were possessed some +occupation or other, e. g. sweeping out the churches,[124] &c. But the +lazy life of an officer wrought upon him to make him only still more +vain and bold. + +So stood matters in his breast, when he came to Albano's,--hunting like +an epicure after love, but merely to play with it; with an untrue heart, +whose feeling was more lyric poetry, than real, sound being; incapable +of being true, nay, hardly capable of being false, because every truth +assimilated to the poetic representation, and this again to that; able +much more easily on the stage and at the tragic writing-desk to hit the +true language of passion than in life, as Boileau could only imitate +dancers, but never a dance; indifferent, contemptuous, and decided +against the exhausted, worthless life, wherein all that is settled and +indispensable--hearts and joys and truths--melted down and floated +about; with reckless energy, capable of daring and sacrificing anything +which a man respects, because he respected nothing, and ever looking +round after his iron patron-saint, Death; faint-hearted in his +resolutions, and even in his errors fluctuating, and yet devoid only of +the _tuning-hammer_, and not of the _tuning-fork_, of the finest +morality; and, in the midst of the roar of passion, standing in the +bright light of reflection, as the victim of the hydrophobia knows his +madness, and gives warning of it. + +Only _one_ good angel had not flown with the rest,--Friendship. His so +often blown-up and collapsed heart could hardly soar to love; but +friendship it had not yet squandered away. His sister he had hitherto +loved as a friend,--so fraternally, so freely, so increasingly! And now +Albano, splendidly armed, had come to his embrace! + +In the beginning he played with him, too, lyingly, as he had with +himself at the masquerade and in Tartarus. He soon observed that the +country youth saw him falsely, dazzled by his own rays, but he chose +rather to verify the error than to correct it. Men--and he--are like the +fountain of the sun near the Temple of Jupiter Ammon, which in the +morning only was cold; at noon, lukewarm; in the evening, warm; and at +midnight, hot: now he depended so much on the seasons of the day, as the +sound and vigorous Albano did so little, who accordingly imagined a +great man was great all day, from the time of getting up to the time of +lying down, as the heralds always represent the eagle with outspread +wings, that he seldom went in the morning, but mostly in the evening, to +Albano, when the whole girandole[125] of his faculties and feelings +burned in the wine-spirit which he had previously poured upon it out of +flasks. + +But do you know the medicine of example, the healing power of +admiration, and of that soul-strengthener, reverence? "It is shameful of +me," said Roquairol, "when he is so credulous and open and honest. No, I +will deceive the whole world, only not his soul!" Such natures would +fain make good their devastation of humanity by being true to one. +Humanity is a constellation, in which _one_ star often describes half +the figure. + +From this hour forth, his resolution of the heartiest confession and +atonement stood fixed; and Alban, before whom life had not yet run down +into a jelly of corruption, but was capable of being analyzed as a sound +and well-defined organism, and who did not, like Charles, complain that +nothing would take right hold of him, but everything played round him +like air,--_he_ it was who was to bring back youth to his sick wishes, +and with the help of the pure youth's unwavering perceptions and the +danger of losing his friendship, Roquairol proposed forcing himself to +keep with _him_ the word of fruit-bearing repentance, which to himself +he had too often broken. + +Let us follow him into the day, when he tells everything. + + +54. CYCLE. + +Once Albano came early in the forenoon to the Captain, when the latter +was usually, according to his own expression, "a fag-end of a +yesterday's candle stuck on thorns"; but to-day he stood working away +blusteringly at the piano-forte and writing-desk by turns; and, like a +dried-up infusorial animal, was already, even at this early hour, the +same old, busy creature, because wine enough had been poured upon him, +that is to say, a good deal. Full of rapture, he ran to meet the welcome +friend. Albano brought him from Falterle the childish leaves of +love--for the Master of Exercises had not had the heart to throw them +into the fire--which he had written from Blumenbuehl to the unknown +heart. Charles would have been moved on the subject almost to tears, +had he not already been so before the arrival. The Count had to stay +there all day, and neglect everything; it was his first day of +irregularity; it was comic to see how the otherwise unfettered youth, +subservient, however, to a long habit of daily exertions, struggled +against the short calm, in which he should sail no ship, as against a +sin. + +Meanwhile, it was heavenly; the low-lying day of childhood, which once +clothed him with wings, when the house was full of guests, and he, +wherever he wanted to be, came up again above the horizon; the +conversation played and made gifts with everything which exalts and +enriches us; all his faculties were unchained and in ecstatic dance. Men +of genius have as many festal days as others do working days, and hence +it is that they can hardly endure a trivial and commonplace[126] +intercalary-day, and especially on such days of youth! When Charles +conjured before him tragic storm-clouds from Shakespeare, Goethe, +Klinger, Schiller, and life saw itself colossally represented in the +poetic magnifying-mirror, then did all the sleeping giants of his inner +world rise up; his father came and his future, even his friend stood +forth there as in new relief, out of that shining, fantastic time of +childhood, when he had dreamed of him beforehand in these characters; +and in the internal procession of heroes, even the cloud that floated +through the heavens and the guard-troop marching away across the market +were incorporated. His friend appeared to him far greater than he was, +because, like all youths, he still believed of actors and poets, that, +like miners, they always received into their bodies the metals in which +they labored. How often they both said, in that favorite metaphor of the +young man, "Life is a dream," and only became thereby more glad and +wide-awake! The old man says it differently. And the dark gate of death, +to which Charles so loved to lead the way, became before the youth's eye +a glass door, behind which lay the bright, golden age of the belated +heart in immeasurable meadows. + +Maidens, I own,--as their conversations are more fragmentary, +matter-of-fact, and less intoxicating,--instead of such an Eden-park, go +for a spruce Dutch garden, well trimmed with crab's-shears and +lady-scissors, which is furnished them every day in the afternoon by the +black hour, which serves up to them on the coffee- or tea-table, the +small black-board[127] of some evil reports, a couple of new shawls +sitting by, a well-bred man who passes by with a will or marriage +certificate, and finally the hope of the domestic report. Come back to +our young men! + +Towards evening the Captain received a red billet. "Very well!" said he +to the woman who brought it, and nodded. "You'll get nothing out of +that, madam," said he, turning toward Albano. "Brother, guard only +against married women. Just snap once, for a joke, at one of their red +beauty-patches; instantly they dart their fish-hooks into your +nape.[128] Seven of these hooks, such as you see here, have made a +lodgement in mine alone." The innocent child Albano! He took it for +something morally great to assert at once the friendship of seven +married ladies, and would gladly have been in Charles's case; he could +not see the mischief of it,--that these female friends, like the +Romans, love to clip the wings of victory (namely, of ourselves), so +that the Divinity may not fly any farther. + +On a fine day, nothing is so fine as its sunset. The Count proposed to +ride out into the evening twilight, and on the hill to look at the sun. +They trotted through the streets; Charles pulled off his great cocked-up +hat, now before a fine nose, now before a great pair of eyes, now +before transparent forelocks. They flew into the Linden avenue, +which was festally decked with a motley wain-scoting of female +street-_sitters_.[129] A tall woman, with piercing, fiery eyes, in a red +shawl and yellow dress, strode through the female flower-bed, towering +like the flower-goddess: it was the authoress of the red note; she was, +however, more attentive to the beautiful Count than to her friend. On +all walls and trees bloomed the rose-espalier of the evening redness. +They blustered up the white road toward Blumenbuehl; on both sides the +gold-green sea of spring heaved its living waves; a feathered world went +rowing about therein, and the birds dove down deep among the flowers; +behind the friends blazed the sun, and before them lay the heights of +Blumenbuehl, all rosy-red. Having reached the eminence, they turned their +horses toward the sun, which reposed behind the cupolas and +smoke-columns of the proudly burning city, in distant, bright gardens. +In wondrous nearness lay the illuminated earth round about them, and +Albano could see the white statues on Liana's roof blush like life under +the blooming clouds. He drove his horse close to his companion's, to lay +his hand on Charles's shoulder; and thus they beheld in silence how the +lovely sun laid down his golden cloud-crown, and, with the fluttering +foliage-breath around his hot brow, descended into the sea. And when it +grew dusky on the earth, and a glow lighted up the heavens, and Albano +leaned across and drew his friend over to his burning heart, then rose +the evening-chime in Blumenbuehl. "And down below there," said Charles, +with soft voice, and turned thither, "lies thy peaceful Blumenbuehl, like +a still churchyard of thy childhood's days. How happy are children, +Albano,--ah, how happy are children!" "Are not we so?" answered he, with +tears of joy. "Charles, how often have I stood on high places, in +evenings like this, and fervently stretched out my childish hands after +thee and after the world. Now indeed I have it all. Truly, thou art not +right." But he, sick with the murmur and ringing-in-his-ears of long +past times, remained deaf to the word, and said, "Only our cradle-songs, +only those cradle-songs, sounding back on the memory, soothe the soul to +slumber, when it has wept itself hot." + +More silently and slowly they rode back. Albano bore a new world of love +and bliss in his bosom; and the youth,--not yet a debtor to the past, +but a guest of the present,--sweetly unbent by the long Jubilee of the +day, sank into clear-obscure dreams, like a towering bird of prey +hanging silent on pinions open with ecstasy. + +"We will stay all night at Ratto's," said Charles, when they reached the +city. + + +55. CYCLE. + +They alighted down in Ratto's Italian Cellar. The house seemed to the +Count at first, after the contemplation of broad nature, like a fragment +of rock rolled upon it,--although every story, indeed, groans under +architectural burdens,--but the heavy feeling of subterranean +confinement[130] soon forgot itself, and singular was the sound that +came down into the Italian vault of the rattling of carriages overhead. +The Captain bespoke a _punch royal_. If he goes on so in his +good fire-regulation, and always has a full cask at home as +extinguishing-apparatus, and his hose-pipes well proved, then my book +cannot be touched by the objection, that, as in Grandison, too much tea +is consumed; more likely is it that too much strong drink will be +absorbed. + +Schoppe was sitting in the Italian souterrain. He loved not the Captain, +because his inexorable eye spied out in him two faults which to him were +heartily intolerable, "the chronic ulcer of vanity and an unholy +guzzling and gormandizing upon feelings." Charles paid him back his +dislike; the hottest waves of his enthusiasm immediately bristled up in +ice-peaks before the Titular Librarian's face. Only not to-day! He drank +so amply of king's-punch,--whereof a couple of glasses might have burnt +through all the heads of Briareus or of the Lernean serpent,--that he +then said everything, even pious things. "By heavens!" said he, healing +himself in this Bethesda-pool by--drawing from it, "since it is all +fiddle-faddle about this growing better, one should obfuscate +himself[131] with a shot, in order that the baited spirit may once for +all go free from its wounds and sins." "From sins?" said Schoppe; "lice +and tape-worms of the better sort will by all means emigrate from my +territory, when I grow cold; but the worst of them my inner man will +certainly carry up with it. By the hangman! who tells you, then, that +this whole churchyard of poor sinners here below shall at once march +home as an invisible church full of martyrs and Socrateses, and every +Bedlam come out a high-light lodge? I was thinking to-day of the next +world, when I saw a woman in the market with five little pigs, every one +of which she would fain drive before her with a string tied to its leg, +but which shot off from her and from each other like wisps of electric +light; now, said I, we, with our few faculties and wishes, which this +cultivating age sets out _in quintuplo_, fare already as pitifully as +the woman with her drove; but when we get ten or more new farrows by the +rope, as the second world, like an America, must surely bring new +objects and wishes, how will the Ephorus[132] manage his office there? I +prepare myself to expect there greater indescribable distresses, feudal +crimes and oppositions." But Roquairol was in his red blaze; he exalted +himself far above Schoppe and above himself, and denied immortality +plumply, by way of parodying Schoppe. "An individual man," said he, +"could hardly, on his own account alone, believe in immortality; but +when he sees the masses, he has pity, and holds it worth the while, and +believes the second world is a _monte testaceo_ of human potsherds. Man +cannot come nearer to God and the Devil hereafter than he does already +here; like a tavern-sign, his _reverse_ is painted just like his +_obverse_. But we need the fictitious future for a present; when we +hover ever so still above our slime, we yet are continually flapping, +like carps lying still, with poetic fins and wings. Hence we must needs +dress up the future paradise so gloriously that only gods shall fit into +it, but, just as in princes' gardens, no dogs. Mere trumpery! We cut +out for ourselves glorified bodies, which resemble soldiers'-coats; +_pockets_ and _buttonholes_ are wanting; what pleasure can they hold, +then?" Albano looked upon him with amazement. "Knowest thou, Albano, +what I mean? Just the opposite." So easy is everything for fancy, even +freaks of humor. + +At this moment he was called out. He came back with a red billet-doux. +He put on his cravat,--he had been sitting there _a la Hamlet_,--and +said to Albano he would fly back in an hour. At the threshold he paused, +still thinking whether he should go, then ran swiftly up the steps. + +In Albano the cup of joy, into which the whole day had been pouring, +overflowed with the sparkling foam of a waggish humor. By heaven! +drollery became him as charmingly as an emotion, and he often walked +round for a long time without speaking, with a roguish smile, as +slumbering children smile, when, as the saying is, angels are playing +with them. + +Roquairol came back with strangely excited eyes; he had stormed wildly +into his heart; he had been wicked, for the sake of despairing, and +then, on his knees, at the bottom of the precipice, confessing to his +friend the nature of his life. This man, so wilful, lay involuntarily +bound to the windmill wings of his fancy, and was now fettered by a +calm, now whirled round by the storm, which he imagined himself cutting +through. He was now, after the analogy of the fire-eaters, a +fire-drinker, in the uneasy expectation of Schoppe's departure. The +latter departed at last, despite Albano's entreaty, with the answer: +"_Redeem the time_, says the Apostle; but that means, Prolong your life +all you can: _that_ is time. To this end the best shops of the times, +the apothecaries', require that a man, after _punch royal_, shall go to +bed and sweat immoderately." + +Now how changed was all! When Zesara joyfully fell on his neck,--when +the delirium of youth grew to the melodies of love, as the rain in +Derbyshire-hollow at a distance becomes harmonies,--when from the +Count's lips flowed sweetly, as one bleeds in his sleep, his whole inner +being, his whole past life, and all his plans of the future, even the +proudest (only not the tenderest one),--and when, like Adam in the state +of innocence (according to Madame Bourignon), he placed himself in such +crystal transparency before his friend's eye, not from weakness, but +from old instinct, and in the faith that such his friend must be,--then +did tears of the most loving admiration come into the eyes of the +unhappy Roquairol at the unvarnished purity, and at the energetic, +credulous, unsophisticated nature, and at the almost smile-provoking +_naive_ and lofty earnestness of the red-cheeked youth. He sobbed upon +that joy-drunken bosom, and Albano grew tender, because he thought he +was too little so, and his friend so very much in that mood. + +"Come out o' doors,--out o' doors!" said Charles; and that had long been +Albano's wish. It struck one, as they saw, on the narrow cellar-stairs, +the stars of the spring heaven overhead glistening down through the +entrance of the shaft. How freshly flowed the inhaled night over the hot +lips! How firmly stood the world-rotunda, built with its fixed rows of +stars high and far away over the flying tent-streets of the city! How +was the fiery eye of Albano refreshed and expanded by the giant masses +of the glimmering spring, and the sight of day slumbering under the +transparent mantle of night! Zephyrs, the butterflies of day, fluttered +already about their dear flowers, and sucked from the blossoms, and +brought in incense for the morning; a sleep-drunken lark soared +occasionally into the still heavens with a loud day in her throat; over +the dark meadows and bushes the dew had already been sprinkled, whose +jewel-sea was to burn before the sun; and in the north floated the +purple pennons of Aurora, as she sailed toward morning. With an exalting +power the thought seized the youth, that this very minute was measuring +millions of little and long lives, and the walk of the sap-caterpillar +and the flight of the sun, and that this very same time was being lived +through by the worm and God, from worlds to worlds, through the +universe. "O God!" he exclaimed, "how glorious it is to exist!" + +Charles merely clung, with the drooping, heavy feathers of the +night-bird, to the cheerful constellations around him. "Happy for thee," +said he, "that thou canst be thus, and that the sphinx in thy bosom +still sleeps. Thou knowest not what I am about to do. I knew a wretch +who could portray her right well. In the cavern of man's breast, said +he, lies a monster on its four claws, with upturned Madonna's face, and +looks round smiling, for a time, and so does man too. Suddenly it +springs up, buries its claws into the breast, rends it with lion's-tail +and hard wings, and roots and rushes and roars, and everywhere blood +runs down the torn cavern of the breast. All at once it stretches itself +out again, bloody, and smiles away again with the fair Madonna's face. +O, he looked all bloodless, the wretch! because the beast so fed upon +him and thirstily lapped at his heart." + +"Horrible!" said Albano; "and yet I do not quite understand thee." The +moon at this moment lifted herself up, together with a flock of clouds +that lay darkly camped along her sides, and she drew a storm-wind after +her, which drove them among the stars. Charles went on more wildly: "In +the beginning, the wretch found it as yet good: he had as yet sound +pains and pleasures, real sins and virtues; but as the monster smiled +and tore faster and faster, and he continued to alternate more and more +rapidly between pleasure and pain, good and evil; and when blasphemies +and obscene images crept into his prayers, and he could neither convert +nor harden himself; then did he lie there, in a dreary exhaustion of +bleeding, in the tepid, gray, dry mist-banks of life, and thus was dying +all the time he lived.--Why weepest thou? Knowest thou that wretch?" +"No," said Albano, mildly. "I am he!" "Thou? Terrible God, not thou!" +"O, it is I; and though thou despisest me, thou wilt be what I ... No, +my innocent one, I say it not. See, even now the sphinx rises again. O +pray with me, help me, that I may not be obliged to sin,--only not be +obliged! I must drink, I must debauch, I must be a hypocrite,--I am a +hypocrite at this moment." Zesara saw the rigid eye, the pale, shattered +face, and, in a rage of love, shook him with both arms, and stammered, +with deep emotion, "By the Almighty! this is not true! thou art indeed +so tender and pale and unhappy and innocent." + +"Rosy-cheek," said Charles, "I seem to thee pure and bright as yonder +orb; but she too, like me, casts a long shadow up toward heaven." Zesara +let go of him, took a long look toward the sublime, dark Tartarus, +encompassing Elysium like a funeral train, and pressed away bitter +tears, which flowed at the remembrance how he had found therein his +first friend, who was now melting away at his side. Just then the +night-wind tore up a fir-tree which had been killed by the +wood-caterpillar, and Albano pointed silently to the crashing tree. +Charles shrieked: "Yes, that is I!" "Ah, Charles, have I then lost thee +to-day?" said the guiltless friend, with infinite pain; and the fair +stars of spring fell like hissing sparks into his wounds. + +This word dissolved Charles's overstrained heart into good, true tears; +a holy spirit came over him, and bade him not torment the pure soul with +his own, not take away its faith, but silently sacrifice to it his wild +self, and every selfish thought. Softly he laid himself on his friend's +bosom, and with magical, low words, and full of humility, and without +fiery images, told him his whole heart; and that it was not wicked, but +only unhappy and weak, and that he ought to have been as heartily +sincere towards him, who thought too well of him, as towards God; and +that he swore, by the hour of death, to be such as he,--to confess to +him everything, always,--to become holy through him. "Ah, I have only +been loved so very little!" he concluded. And Albano, the +love-intoxicated, glowing man, the good man, who knew by his own +experience the sacred excesses and exaggerations of remorse, and took +these confessions to be such, came back, inspired, to the old covenant +with unmeasured love. "Thou art an ardent man!" said Charles; "why do +men, then, always lie frozen together on each other's breasts, as on +Mount Bernard,[133] with rigid eye, with stiffened arms? O why camest +thou to me so late? I had been another creature. Why came she[134] so +early? In the village down below there, at the narrow, lowly +church-door,--there I first saw her through whom my life became a +mummy. Verily, I am speaking now with composure. They carried along +before me, as I went out to walk, a corpse-like white youth on a bier +into Tartarus: it was only a statue, but it was the emblem of my future. +An evil genius said to me, 'Love the fair one whom I show thee.' She +stood at the church-door, surrounded by people of the congregation, who +wondered at the boldness with which she took up, in her two hands, a +silver-gray, tongue-darting snake, and dandled it. Like a daring +goddess, she bent her firm, smooth brow, her dark eye, and the +rose-blossoms of her countenance upon the adder's head, which Nature had +trodden flat, and played with it close to her breast. 'Cleopatra!' said +I, although a boy. She, too, even then, understood it, looked up calmly +and coldly from the snake, and gave it back, and turned round. O, on my +young breast she flung the chilling, life-gnawing viper. But, truly, it +is now all gone by, and I speak calmly. Only in the hours, Albano, when +my bloody clothes of that night, which my sister has laid up, come +before my eyes, then I suffer once more, and ask, 'Poor, well-meaning +boy! wherefore didst thou then grow older?' But, as I said, it is all +over now. To thee, only to thee, may a better genius say, 'Love the fair +one whom I show thee!'" + +But what a world of thoughts now flew at once into Albano's mind! "He +continues to torment himself," thought he, "with the old jealousy about +Romeiro. I will open heart to heart, and tell the good brother that it +is indeed his sister I love, and that eternally." His cheeks glowed, his +heart flamed, he stood, priest-like, before the altar of friendship, +with the fairest offering, sincerity. "O Charles," said he, "now, +perhaps, she might be otherwise disposed towards thee. My father is +travelling with her, and thou wilt see her." He took his hand, and went +with him more quickly up to a dark group of trees, to unfold, in the +shadow, his tenderly blushing soul. "Take my most precious secret," he +began, "but speak not of it,--not even with me. Dost thou not guess it, +my first brother? The soul that I have loved, as long as I have loved +thee?"--softly, very softly he added,--"thy sister?" and sank on his +lips to kiss away the first sounds. + +But Charles, in the tumult of rapture and of love, like an earth at the +up-coming of Spring, could not contain himself; he pressed him to +himself; he let him go; he embraced him again; he wept for bliss; he +shut to Albano's eyes, and said, as if he had found his sister anew, +"Brother!" In vain did Albano seek to stifle, with his hand, every other +syllable on his lips. He began to paint to the excited youth--who, amid +the secluded and poetic book-world, had acquired a higher tenderness +than the actual intercourse of society teaches--the portrait of Liana; +how she did and suffered; how she watched and pleaded for him, and even +impoverished herself to wipe out his debts; how she never severely +blamed, but only mildly entreated him, and all that, not from artificial +patience, but from genuine, ardent love; and how this, after all, made +up hardly the accessories of her picture. In this purer inspiration than +the foregoing evening had granted him, what crowned his bliss was, that +he could love his sister, among all beings, the most intensely and the +most disinterestedly, and with a love the most free from poetic luxury +and caprice. Really strengthened by the feeling that he could, for once, +exult with a pure and holy affection, he lifted once more in freedom his +disengaged hands, hitherto, like Milo's, jammed and caught in the tree +of happiness and life, which he would fain have torn open; he breathed +fresh, living air and courage, and the plan of his inner perfection was +now gracefully rounded by new good fortune and a consciousness full of +fair objects. + +The moon stood high in heaven, the clouds had been driven away, and +never did the morning-star rise brighter on two human beings. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[120] At the canonization of a saint, the _Devil_ was heard by +_attorney_, in the shape of objections to the act. Jean Paul, +with a slight variation of the sense of the old title, hints a +converse process in Roquairol's case, making the better angel +show cause why sentence of _damnation_ should not be absolutely +pronounced against him.--TR. + +[121] Here began Jean Paul's second volume of the Titan.--TR. + +[122] Ottar of Roses.--TR. + +[123] The above description of Roquairol reminds one of a German +_Sinn-spruch_ on sensuality, from the Persian:-- + + "Make his reason serve his passions, + That is what man never should; + _To the Devil's kitchen, angels_ + _Never carry wood_." + +[124] Simon's Christian Antiquities. Mursinna, &c., p. 143. + +[125] Branch candlestick.--TR. + +[126] Schlendrians,--of a slow fellow,--corresponding to our _old +fogy_.--TR. + +[127] Or Black-book.--TR. + +[128] Allusion to the mode of angling for frogs with a bit of red +cloth. + +[129] Spazier-sitzerinnen,--not _gaengerinnen_, i. e. +street-walkers.--TR. + +[130] _Zwinger_ means, originally, the narrow space between +town-walls and town.--TR. + +[131] Literally, press something before his brow.--TR. + +[132] Overseer, a Lacedaemonian officer.--TR. + +[133] Strangers who are frozen are placed by the monks, unburied, +beside each other, each leaning on the next one's breast. + +[134] Linda de Romeiro. + + + + +ELEVENTH JUBILEE. + +EMBROIDERY.--ANGLAISE.--CEREUS SERPENS.--MUSICAL FANTASIES. + + +56. CYCLE. + +Joyfully did Roquairol, on the first evening when he knew his father had +gone a journey, bear to his friend the invitation to go with him to his +mother. Albano blushed charmingly for the first time, at the thought of +that fiery night which had wrung from him the oldest mystery; for +hitherto neither of them, in the common hours of life, had retouched the +sacred subject. Only the Captain could easily and willingly speak of +Linda as well as of every other loss. + +Liana always beheld her brother--the creator and ruling spirit of her +softest hours--with the heartiest joy, although he generally wanted to +get something when he came; for joy she flew to meet him, with the book +in her hand which she had been reading as her mother embroidered. She +and her mother had spent the whole day pleasantly and alone, alternately +relieving each other at embroidering and reading; as often as the +Minister travelled, they were at once free from discord and from the +visiting Charivari. With what emotion did Albano recognize the eastern +chamber, from which he had seen, for the first time, the dear maiden, +only as a blind one, standing in the distance between watery columns! +The good Liana received him more unconstrainedly than he could meet her, +after Charles's initiation into his wishes. What a paradisiacal mingling +of unaffected shyness and overflowing friendliness, stillness and fire, +of bashfulness and grace of movement, of playful kindness, of silent +consciousness! Therefore belongs to her the magnificent surname of +Virgil, the maidenly. In our days of female Jordan-almonds, academical, +strong-minded women, of hop-dances and double-quick-march steps in the +flat-shoe, the Virgilian title is not often called for. Only for ten +years (reckoning from the fourteenth) can I give it to a maiden; +afterward she becomes more manneristic. Such a graceful being is usually +at once thirteen and seventeen years old. + +Why wast thou so bewitchingly unembarrassed, tender Liana! excepting +because thou, like the Bourignon, didst not once know what was to be +avoided, and because thy holy guilelessness excluded the suspicious +spying out of remote designs, the bending of the ear toward the ground +to listen for an approaching foe, and all coquettish manifestoes and +warlike preparations? Men were as yet to thee commanding fathers and +brothers; and therefore didst thou lift upon them, not yet _proudly_, +but so _affectionately_, that true pair of eyes! + +And with this good-natured look, and with her smile,--whose continuance +is often, on _men's_ faces, but not on _maidens'_, the title-vignette of +falsehood,--she received our noble youth, but not him alone. + +She seated herself at the embroidery-frame; and the mother soon launched +the Count out into the cool, high sea of general conversation, into +which only occasionally the son threw up a green, warm island. Alban +looked on to see how Liana made her mosaic flower-pieces grow; how the +little white hand lay on the black satin ground (Froulay's _thorax_ is +to wear the flowers on his birthday), and how her pure brow, over which +the curly hair transparently waved, bent forward, and how her face, when +she spoke, or when she looked after new colors of silk, lifted itself +up, animated with the higher glow of industry in the eye and on the +cheek. Charles sometimes hastily stretched out his hand towards her. She +willingly reached hers across; he laid it between his two, and turned it +over, looked into the palm, pressed it with both hands, and the brother +and sister smiled upon each other affectionately. And each time Albano +turned from his conversation with the mother, and true-heartedly smiled +with them. But poor hero! It is of itself a Herculean labor to sit idly +by where fine work is going on, such as embroidery, miniature painting, +&c.; but above all, with a spirit like thine, which has so many sails, +together with a couple of storms in behind, to lie inactively at anchor +beside the embroidery-frame, and not to be, say, a spinning Hercules +(that were easy), but only one that sees spinning,--and that, too, in +the presence of a great spring and sunset out of doors,--and, in +addition to all this, in the company of a mother, so chary of her words +(in fact, before any mother, it is of itself an impossibility to +introduce an edifying conversation with the daughter),--these are sore +things. + +He looked down sharply at the embroidered Flora. "Nothing pains me so +much," said he,--for he always philosophized, and everything useless on +the earth troubled him grievously,--"as that so many thousand artificial +ornaments should be created in vain in the world, without a single eye +ever meeting and enjoying them. It will touch me very nearly if this +green leaflet here is not especially observed." With the same sorrow +over fruitless, unenjoyed plantings of labor, he often shut his eyes +upon wall-paper foliage, upon worked flowers, upon architectural +decorations. Liana might have taken it as a painter's censure of the +overladen stitch-garden, which, merely out of love for her father, she +was sowing so full,--for Froulay, born in the days when they still +trimmed the gold-lace with clothes, rather than the reverse, was fond of +buttoning a little silk herbary round his body,--but she only smiled, +and said, "Well, the little leaf has surely escaped that evil destiny: +it _is_ observed." + +"What matters a thing's being forgotten and useless?" said Roquairol, +taking up the word, full of indifference to the Lector, who was just +entering, and full of indifference to the opinion of his mother, to +whom, as well as to his father, only the entreaties of his sister +sometimes made him submissive. "Enough that a thing _is_. The birds sing +and the stars move in majesty over the wildernesses, and no man sees the +splendor. In fact, everywhere, in and out of man, more passes unseen +than seen. Nature draws out of endless seas, and without exhausting +them; we, too, are a nature, and should draw and pour out, and not be +always anxiously reckoning upon the profit, for watering purposes, of +every transient shower and rainbow. Just keep on embroidering, sister!" +he concluded, ironically. + +"The Princess comes to-day!" said the Lector, and, delighted with the +prospect, Liana kissed her mother's hand. She looked up often and +confidentially from her embroidery at the courtier, who seemed to be +very intimate, but who, as a refined man, was full as much respected +and as respectful as if he were there for the first time. + +The announcement of the Princess set the Captain into a charming state +of easy good-humor; a female part was to him as necessary for society as +to the French for an opera, and the presence of a lady helped him as +much in teaching, as the absence of a button did Kant.[135] By way of +drawing his sister off from the flowers, he removed the red veil from a +statue on the card-table, and threw it, like a little red dawn, over the +lilies on the face of the embroideress; just then the door opened and +Julienne entered. Liana, trying to remove the veil, in her haste to +welcome her, entangled herself in the little red dawn. Albano +mechanically reached out to her his hand to relieve her of the veil, and +she gave it to him, and a dear, full look besides. O how his enraptured +eye shone! + +Julienne brought with her a train of _jeux d'esprit_. The Captain, who, +like a pyrotechnist, could give his fire all forms and colors, +reinforced her with his; and his sister sowed, as it were, the flowers +with which the zephyrettes of raillery could play. Julienne almost said +no to yes, and yes to no; only toward the Minister's lady was she +serious and submissive,--a sign that, on her arena of disputation, among +the grains of sand particles of golden sand still lay, whereas for +philosophers the arena is the prize and the ground,--at once the +battle-field, the _Champ de Mars_, and the _Champs Elysees_. Upon the +Count she fixed her passionate gaze as boldly as only princesses may +venture to and love to; and when he returned the glance of her brown +eye, she cast it down; but she remembered him, from her old visit in +Blumenbuehl, and inquired after his friends. He now entered with pleasure +upon something that was as ardent as his own soul,--encomiums. It is +against the finest politeness to praise or blame persons with +warmth,--things one may. While he portrayed with grateful remembrance +his sister Rabette, Julienne became so earnestly and deeply absorbed in +his eye, that she started, and asked the Lector about the steps of the +_Anglaise_ which he had led at the masquerade. When he had done his best +to give an idea of it, she said she had not understood a word of what he +had been saying; one must, after all, execute it. + +And herewith I suddenly introduce my fair readers in a body to a +domestic ball of two couples. See the two sisters-in-soul, side by side, +like two wings on _one_ dove, harmoniously flutter up and down. Albano +had expected Julienne would form a contrast, by nimble and sprightly +fluttering, to the still, hovering movement of her friend; but both +undulated lightly, like waves, by and through each other, and there was +not a motion too much nor too swift. + +Hence I have so often wished that maidens might always dance exactly +like the Graces and the Hours,--that is to say, only with one another, +not with us gentlemen. The present union of the female wave-line with +the masculine swallow-like zigzag, as well in dress as in motion, does +not remarkably beautify the dance. + +Liana assumed a new ethereal form, somewhat as an angel while flying +back into heaven lays aside his graceful earthly one. The dancing-floor +is to woman's beauty what the horse's back is to ours; on both the +mutual enchantment unfolds itself, and only a rider can match a dancing +maiden. Fortunate Albano! thou who hardly dar'st take the finger-points +of Liana's offered hand in thine! thou gettest enough. And only look at +this friendly maiden, whose eyes and lips Charis so smilingly brightens +for the dance, and who yet, on the other hand, appears so touchingly, +because she is a little pale! How different from those capricious or +inflexible step-sisters, who, with half a Cato of Utica on the wrinkled +or tightly stretched face, hop, fall back, and slip round. Julienne +flies joyfully to and fro; and it is hard to say before whose eyes she +loves to flutter best, Liana's or Albano's. + +When it was done, Julienne wanted to begin over again. Liana looked at +her mother, and immediately begged her friend rather for a cooling off. +A mere pretext! A female friend loves to be alone with a female friend; +the two loved each other before people only with a veil upon their +hearts, and longed for the dark arbor where it might fall off. Liana had +a real loving impatience, till she could, with her duplicate-soul, her +twin-heart, snatch moments free from witnesses in the garden of evening +and May. They came back changed and full of tender seriousness. The +lovely beings were perhaps as like each other in their innermost souls +and in stillness as in the dance, and more so than they seemed. + +And thus passed with our youth a fair-starred evening! Pardon him, +however, that he grasped and pressed this nosegay so close as to feel +some of the thorns. His heart, whose love grew painfully near another, +could not help finding this other, where there was no sign of response, +at once _higher_ and _farther_ off. Her love was love of man,--her smile +was meant for every kind eye,--she was so cheerful. In Lilar she easily +passed into emotion and general contemplations; not so here,--of course +she would look right sympathetically upon her wildly loving brother, +who, since that confession-night, had twined himself as if with +oak-roots around the darling; but her half-blind love for the brother +might indeed be only, in the deceiving light of reflection, shining upon +_his_ friend. All this the modest one said to himself. But what he had +enjoyed in full measure of ecstasy was the increasing, clear, tender, +steadfast love of his soul's-brother. + + +57. CYCLE. + +As to Liana's secret inclination and Zesara's prospects I shall never +once institute any conjectures, although I might erase them again before +printing. I remember what came of it, when I and others, on a former +occasion, covered over with our hands Hafenreffer's official reports +upon matters of consequence, and undertook to unfold at length, by pure +fancy, how things might have gone on;--it was of no use! And naturally +enough; for women and Spanish houses have, to begin with, many _doors_ +and few _windows_, and it is easier to _get_ into their hearts than to +_look_ into them. Particularly maidens', I mean; since women, +physiognomically and morally, are more strongly marked and boldly +developed, I would rather undertake to guess at and so portray ten +mothers than two daughters. The bodily portrait-painters make the same +complaint. + +Whoever observes the influence of night, will find that the doubts and +anxieties which he had contracted the evening previous about the heroine +of his life it has, for the most part, completely killed by the time it +gets to be towards morning. Albano, in the spring morning, opened his +eyes upon life as in a triumphal car, and the fresh steeds stamped +before it, and he could only let them have the reins. + +He alighted with his friend at Liana's after a few years, that is, days; +the Minister had not yet come back. Heavens! how new and bloomingly +young was her form, and yet how unchanged her demeanor! Why is it, +thought he, that I can get only her motions, not all her features, by +heart? Why can I not imprint this face, even to the least smile, like a +holy antique, cleanly and deeply upon my brain, that so it may float +before me in eternal presence? For this reason, my dear: young and +beautiful forms are the very ones which are hard for the memory as for +the pencil; and coarse, old, masculine ones easier for both. Again he +filled himself with joys and sighs by looking at her,--and these were +increased by the nearness of the garden, wherein June with his evening +splendor lay encamped. O, if only _one_ moment could come to him, in +which his whole soul might speak its inspiration! Out of doors there lay +the young, fiery spring, basking, like an Antinoues, in the garden, and +the moon, impatient for the fair June-night, stood already under the +gate of the east, and found the living day and the lingering sun still +in the field. But the mother refused to the asking look of Liana the +sight of sunset,--"on account of the unwholesome _Serein_."[136] Albano, +with his heart full of manly blood, thought this maternal barrier around +a child's health very small. + +The hour for shutting gates upon to-day's Eden would have struck for him +the next minute, had it not been for the Captain and the _Cereus +serpens_. + +The Captain came running down from the Italian roof, and announced that +the Cereus would bloom this evening at ten o'clock, the gardener said, +and he should stay there. "And thou too," he said to Albano. All that +the double limitations of forbearing tenderness toward sister and friend +would allow he lovingly set at stake, for the sake of pleasing the +latter. Liana herself begged him to wait for the blooming; she was so +delighted to find it was so near! Her soul hung upon flowers, like bees +and dew. Already had her friend, the pious Spener, who fixed an +enraptured eye upon these living arabesques of God's throne, made her a +friend to these mute, ever-sleeping children of the Infinite; but still +more had her own maidenly and her suffering heart done it. Have you +never met tender, female souls, into whose blossoming time fate had +thrown cold clouds, and who now, like Rousseau, sought other flowers +than those of joy, and who wearied themselves with stooping, in valleys +and on rocks, to gather and to forget, and to fly from the dead _Pomona_ +to the young _Flora_? The thorough-bass and Latin, wherewith _Hermes_ +proposes to divert maidens, must yield here to the broad, variegated +hieroglyphics of Nature, the rich study of Botany. + +A nameless tenderness for Liana came into Albano's soul at the little +four-seated supper-table; it seemed to him as if he were now nearer to +her, and a relative; and yet he comprehended not his kinswoman, when, +from every serious mood into which her mother sank, she strove to win +her back with pleasantries. Out of doors the nightingales were calling +man into the lovely night; and no one pined more to be abroad than he. + +For the soul's eyes, the _blue_ of heaven is what the _green_ of earth +is to the bodily eyes, namely, an inward strengthening. When Zesara, at +length, came free and clear out of the fetters of the room,--out of this +spiritual house-arrest into the free realm of heaven, and beneath all +the stars and on the magic Olympus of statues, at which he had so often +longingly looked up,--then did his forcibly contracted breast +elastically expand: how the constellations of life moved to meet each +other in brighter forms; how did spring and night sit enthroned! + +The old gardener, who, simply from a grateful attachment to "the +good-souled, condescending Fraeulein," had, with rare pains, forced these +early blossoms from the _Cereus serpens_, stood up there already, +apparently as an observer of the flowers, but in fact as an expectant of +the greatest praise, with a brown, indented, pitted, and serious face, +which did not challenge praise with a single smile. + +Liana thanked the gardener before she came to the blossoms; then she +praised them and his pains. The old man merely waited for every other +one of the company to be astonished also; then he went drowsily off to +bed, with a firm faith that Liana would to-morrow remember him in such a +way as to make him contented. + +The exotic beads of nectar-fragrance which hung in five white calyxes, +crowned as it were with brown leaf-work, seized the fancy. The odors +from the spring of a hotter clime drew it away into remote dreams. Liana +only stroked with a soft finger, as one glides over eyelids, the little +incense-vases, without touching with predatory hand the full little +garden of tender stamina which crowded together in the cup. "How lovely, +how very tender!" said she, with childlike happiness. "What a cluster of +five little evening stars! Why come they only by night,--the dear, shy +little flowers?" Charles seemed to be on the point of breaking one. "O +let it live!" she begged; "to-morrow they will all have died of +themselves. Charles! thus does so much else fade," she added, in a lower +tone. "Everything!" said he, sharply. But the mother, against Liana's +will, had heard it. "Such death-thoughts," said she, "I love not in +youth; they lame its wings." "And then," replied Liana, with a +maiden-like turning of the tables, "it just stays with us, that's all, +like the crane in Kleist's fable, whose wings they broke, so that he +could not travel with the rest into the warm land." + +This gay, motley veil of deep earnestness was not transparent enough for +our friend. But by and by the good maiden took pains to look just as the +careful mother wished. The benumbing lily which the earth wears on her +breast, the moon; and the whole dazzling Pantheon of the starry heavens; +and the city, with its pierced-work of night-lights; and the high, +majestic, dark avenues; and on meadows and brooks the milk-white +lunar-silver, wherewith the earth spun itself into an evening-star; and +the nightingales singing out of distant gardens;--did not all this stir +omnipotently every heart, till it would fain confess with tears its +longing? And the softest heart of all which beat at this moment below +the stars, could it have succeeded in wholly veiling itself? Almost! She +had accustomed herself, before her mother, to dry away with her eye, so +to speak, the tear, before it grew big enough to fall. + +Singular was her appearance, the next minute, to the Count. The mother +was speaking with her son; Liana stood, far from the latter, with face +turned half aside, and a little discolored by the moon, near a white +statue of the holy Virgin, and looking out into the night. All at once +she looked upon him and smiled, just as if a living being had appeared +to her in the abyss of ether, and her lip would speak. Earthly form more +exalted and touching had never before met his eyes; the balustrade by +which he held swayed to and fro (but it was he himself who shook it), +and his whole soul cried, "To-day, now, I love the heavenly one with the +highest, the deepest love I have felt." So he also said lately, and so +will he say oftener: can man, with the innumerable waves of love, +institute measurements of altitude, and point to that one which has +mounted the highest? Thus does man, whereever he may be standing, always +imagine himself standing in the centre of heaven. + +Ah, at this moment he was again surprised, but it was with an "Ah!" +Liana went to her mother, and when _she_ felt in the hand of her darling +a slight shudder, she importuned her to go out of the night-air, and +would not give over till she left with her the magic spot. + +The friends stayed behind. According to Albano's reckoning, it would +not, of course, have been too much, if, in this frank time, wherein our +holier thoughts, hidden by the common light of day, reveal themselves +like stars, they had all lingered on the roof till toward morning. The +two walked for a time up and down in silence. At last the incense-altar +of the five flowers held them fast. Albano clasped accidentally the +neighboring statue with both hands, and said: "On high places, one wants +to throw something down,--even himself oftentimes; and I, too, would +fain throw myself off into the world, into far-distant lands, as often +as I gaze into the nightly redness yonder, and as often as I come under +orangery-blossoms, as under these. Brother, how is it with thee? The +heavens and the earth open out so broadly: why, then, must the spirit +so creep into itself?" "Just so do I feel," said he; "and in the head, +generally, has the spirit more room than in the heart." But here, by a +delicate guess, he arrived, through agreeably circuitous routes, at the +accidental discovery of the reason why his sister had hurried down so +soon. + +"Even to obstinacy," said he, "she pushes her care for her mother. The +last time, when she observed that mother saw her grow pale under the +dance, she immediately ceased. To me alone she shows her whole heart, +and every drop of blood, and all innocent tears therein; especially does +she believe something in respect to the future, which she anxiously +conceals from mother." "She smiled to herself just before she went +away," said Albano, and drew Charles's hand over his eyes, "as if she +saw up there a being from the veiled world." "Didst thou too see that?" +replied Charles. "And then did her lip stir? O friend, God knows what +infatuates her; but this is certain, she firmly believes she is to die +next year." Albano would not let him speak further. Too intensely +excited, he pressed himself to his friend's breast; his heart beat +wildly, and he said: "O brother, remain always my friend!" + +They went down. In the apartment which adjoined Liana's they found her +piano-forte open. Now that was just what the Count had missed. In +passion--even in mere fire of the brain--one grasps not so much at the +pen as at the string; and in that state alone does musical fantasying +succeed better than poetic. Albano, thanking, meanwhile, the muse of +sweet sounds that there were forty-four transitions,[137] seated himself +at the keys, with the intention now to beat a musical fire-drum, and +roar like a storm into the still ashes, and drive out a clear, +sparkling swarm of tones. He did it, too, and well enough, and better +and better; but the instrument struggled, rebelled. It was built for a +female hand, and would only speak in female tones, with lute-plaints, as +a woman with a friend of her own sex. + +Charles had never heard him play so, and was astonished at such fulness. +But the reason was, the Lector was not there; before certain +persons--and he was one of them--the playing hand freezes, so that one +only labors and lumbers to and fro in a pair of leaden gloves; and, +secondly, before a multitude it is easier playing than before one, +because the latter stands definitely before the soul, the former floats +vaguely. And, besides all that, blessed Albano, thou knowest who hears +thee. The morning air of hope flutters around thee in tones,--the wild +life of youth stalks with vigorous limbs and loud strides up and down +before thee,--the moonlight, undesecrated by any gross earthly light, +hallows the sounding apartment. Liana's last songs lie open before thee, +and the advancing moonshine will let thee read them soon,--and the +nightingale in the mother's neighboring chamber contends with thy tones, +as if summoned by the Tuba to the field. + +Liana came in with her mother, not till late, because the heavy din of +tones had something in it hard and painful to both. He could see the two +sitting sidewise at the lower window, and how Liana held her mother's +hand. Charles, after his manner, walked up and down with long steps, and +sometimes stood still near him. Albano, in this nearness of the still +soul, soon came out of the wilderness of harmony into simple moonlit +passages, where only a few tones moved delicately like graces, and quite +as lightly linked as they. The artistical hurly-burly of unharmonious +_ignes fatui_ is only the forerunner of the melodious Charites; and +these alone insinuate themselves into the softer souls. It seemed to +him--the illusion was complete--as if he were speaking aloud with Liana; +and when the tones, like lovers, went on ever repeating the same thing +from heartiness and zest, did he not mean Liana, and say to her, "How I +love thee! O how I love thee!" Did he not ask her, "Why mournest thou? +why weepest thou?" And did he not say to her, "Look into this mute +heart, and fly not from it, O pure, innocent one, my own!" + +How did the good youth blush, when suddenly the caressing friend placed +his hands over _his_ friend's eyes, which hitherto, unseen in the +darkness, had been overflowing for love! Charles stepped warmly to his +sister, and she, of her own accord, took his hand and said words of +love. Then Albano took refuge in the murmuring wilderness of sounds, +until his eyes were dried enough for the leave-taking by lamp-light; by +slow degrees he let the cradle of our heart cease rocking, and closed so +mildly and faintly, and was silent for a little while, and then slowly +rose. O, in this mute, young bosom lived every blessed thing which the +most glorious love can bestow! + +They parted seriously. No one spoke of the music. Liana seemed +transfigured. Albano dared not, in this spirit-hour of the heart, with +an eye which had so recently calmed itself, rest long upon her mild blue +ones. Her deeply touched soul expressed itself, as maidens are wont, to +her brother only, and that by a more ardent embrace. And from the holy +youth she could not, in parting, conceal the tone and the look, which +he will never forget. + +That night he awoke often, and knew not what it was that so blissfully +rocked his being. Ah! it was the tone whose echo rang through his +slumber, and the dear eye which still looked upon him in his dreams. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[135] He is said, in teaching, to have always looked at the spot +on a student's coat where the button was gone; and was +embarrassed when it was sewed on again. + +[136] The evening hour, which people in southern countries shun +so much. + +[137] From one key to another.--TR. + + + + +TWELFTH JUBILEE. + + FROULAY'S BIRTHDAY AND PROJECTS.--EXTRA-LEAF.--BABETTE.--THE + HARMONICA.--NIGHT.--THE PIOUS FATHER.--THE WONDROUS + STAIRWAY.--THE APPARITION. + + +58. CYCLE. + +Happy Albano! thou wouldst not have remained so, hadst thou, on the +birthday of the Minister, heard what he then proposed! + +Already, for a considerable time, had Froulay been full of noticeable, +stormy signs, and might any moment, one must needs fear, let the +thunderbolt fly from him; that is to say, he was gay and mild. Thus, +also, in the case of phlegmatic children, does great liveliness threaten +an eruption of the chicken-pox. As he was a father and a despot,--(the +Greeks had for both only the one word, despot,)--so was it expected of +him, as connubial storm-maker,[138] that he would provide the usual +storms and foul weather for his family. Connubial storm-material for the +mere _troubling_ of marriage can never be wanting, when one considers +how little is required even for its dissolution; for instance, among +the Jews, merely that the woman scream too loud, burn the dinner, leave +her shoes in the place for the man's, &c. Beside all this, there was +much in the present case about which there was a good chance to thunder; +e. g. Liana, upon whom one might visit the misdemeanor of the brother, +because he obstinately stayed away and begged for no grace. One always +loves to let his indignation loose upon wife, daughter, and son at once, +and would rather be a land-rain than a transient shower; one child can +more easily imbitter than sweeten a whole family. + +But Froulay still continued the smiling John. Nay, did he not--I have +the proofs--carry it so far, that when, on one occasion, his daughter, +in taking leave of the Princess, fell upon her neck,--instead of +representing to her, with flashing eyes, how one must only accept, not +reciprocate, familiarities with superiors, and must take care not to +forget one's self precisely then, when _they_ do forget themselves,--and +instead of sternly asking whether she had ever seen him, in his warmest +love toward the Prince, offend against _the Dehors_,--instead, I say, of +doing this, and hailing and storming the while, did he not merely break +out that once into the fair words: "Child, thou art too affectionate +toward thy distinguished friend; ask thy mother; she knows, too, what +friendly _liaisons_ are"? + +Only Liana--although so often deceived by these calms--was full of +unutterable hope and joy at the domestic peace, and believed in its +permanence, especially as the paternal birthday was so near, that +Olympiad and normal period upon which and by which the house reckoned so +largely. During the whole year the Minister had been looking out for +this day, in order, in the morning, when the congratulations came, not +to forget to make believe he had forgotten it, but to be astonished on +the subject,--all owing to business, he said; and at evening, when the +guests came,--on account of business he never dined, he said, to +astonish _them_. He was alternately the worshipper and image-breaker of +etiquette, ministerial and opposition party thereof, as his vanity +dictated. + +Liana importuned her brother, till he promised to do something to please +his father; he composed, for the purpose, a family-piece, in which he +introduced the whole confession-night between himself and Albano, only +he converted Albano into a sister. Liana gladly studied this part also +for the birthday, although she had to deliver the blooming vest. + +The Minister, contrary to expectation, accepted the vest, the Captain +and his hand-bill for the evening's performance, graciously; for he was +wont, on former occasions, like some other fathers, to growl the louder +the more his children stroked him. He danced away like a Polack right +merrily with his family, and stuck the rod[139] behind the fur. Nothing +worse at this moment revolved in his head than the question, where it +would be best to open the amateur theatre, whether in the _Salon de +Lecture_ or in the _Salon des bains domestiques_; for the two halls were +entirely distinguished from one another, and from the other chambers, by +their names. + +The day came. Albano, whose invitation Charles had to extort, because +the Minister, out of pride, hated his pride, brought with him, +unfortunately, in his soul, the tone which Liana had given him the last +time to carry home with him. His hope had hitherto lived upon this +tone. O blame him not for it! The airy nothing of a sigh bears often a +pastoral world or an orcus on its ephemeron's-wing. Everything weighty +may, like a rock, be placed on a point, whereupon a child's finger can +set it in rotation. + +But the tone had died away. Liana knew no other way than that, in the +visiting congregation,--of whose moral pneumatophobia,[140] after all, +she was not aware in its full extent,--one should hide every religious +emotion behind the church fan. Boxes, pit, and farthing gallery were, +almost at the usual play-hour, set off and filled out with Gratulantes, +all fit to be canons. The German gentleman was made particularly +prominent by the rich and insolent ostentation of his circumstances. Of +the visiting-company-lane it can, in passing, only be observed, that in +it, as in the antiphlogistic system, _oxygen_[141] played the chief +part, which, however, was given out less by the lungs than by the heart. + +When the curtain rose, and Roquairol made that night of forgiveness and +ecstasy pass by again in a still more glowing form than it had actually +had; when this dreamy imitation seemed the first appearance of the +actual reality, how hotly and deeply did he burn himself thereby into +his friend's soul! (Good Albano! This art of being his own _revenant_, +his own ghost, his mock- and mimic-self, and of counterfeiting the +splendid edition of his own life, should have left thee smaller hopes!) +The Count must needs, in this most grave society that ever sate around +him, break out into an unseemly weeping. And why did Charles put +Albano's words, of that memorable night, into the mouth of Liana, so +bewitchingly interesting in her emotion, and thus make his love, +wrought upon by so many charms, grow even to anguish? + +The German gentleman himself gave to Liana, that white swan, floating, +tinged with rosy redness, through the evening glow of Phoebus, several +loud, and to the Count annoying signs of approbation. The Minister was +chiefly glad that all this happened in his honor, and that the point of +the last act was still going to throw a very special epigrammatic +laurel-wreath on his crown. + +He got the wreath. The pair of children were very favorably criticised +by the Erlangen literary gazette[142] of spectators, and by the +belles-lettres review, and covered over with crowns,--with noble +martyrs' crowns. The German gentleman had and used the public right of +ushering in the Coronation, and the Coronation-car. Base man! why should +thy beetle's-eyes be permitted to creep gnawingly over the holy roses +which emotion and sisterly love plants on Liana's cheeks? But how much +gayer still was the old gentleman,--so much so that he flirted with the +oldest ladies,--when he saw the knight bring out magnificently into full +daylight his interest in Liana, not fantastically or sentimentally, but +by still and steady advances and marked attention, by jokes and glances +and sly addresses, and at last by something decisive! That is to say, +the German gentleman drew the old man into a cabinet, and both came back +out of it vehemently animated. + +The lovely Liana, withdrawn into her own heart, fled from the upas-tree +of the laurel away to her comforting mother. Liana had preserved, in the +midst of the stormy mill-races of daily _assemblees_, a low voice and a +delicate ear, and the tumult had driven her inward, and left her almost +shy. + +The fair soul seldom guessed anything, except a fair soul: she so easily +divined her like; with such difficulty her counterpart. Bouverot's +advances seemed to her the usual forward and side steps of manly +courtesy; and his knightly celibacy did not allow her entirely to +understand him. Do not the lilies of innocence bloom earlier than the +roses of shame, as the purple color, in the beginning, only dyes pale, +and not till afterward puts on the red glow, when it lies before the +sun? She kept herself this evening near her mother, because she +perceived in her an unwonted seriousness. When Froulay had taken off +from his head the birthday garland, wherein were planted more thorns and +stalks than flowers,--when he had taken off the crown of thorns, and +stood in his night-cap amidst his family,--he addressed himself to the +business whereupon he had been thinking all the evening. "My little +dove," said he to his daughter, borrowing a good expression from the +Bastile,[143]--"my little dove, leave me and _Guillemette_ alone." He +now laid bare his upper teeth by a characteristic grin, and said he had, +as he hoped, something agreeable to communicate to her. "You know," he +continued, "what I owe to the German gentleman." He meant not thanks, +but money and consideration. + +We love to dwell upon it as a matter of great praise in the family of +the Quintii,[144] that they never possessed gold: I adduce--without +arraying a thousand other families of whom the same is to be sworn--only +Froulay's. Certain families, like antimony, have no chemical affinity +whatever with that metal, however much they might wish it; certainly +Froulay wished it: he looked very much to his interest (to nothing +else), he willingly (although only in cases of collision) set conscience +and honor aside; but he got no further than to great outlays and great +projects, simply because he sought money, not as the end and aim of his +ambition, but only as the means of ambition and enterprise. Even for +some pictures which Bouverot had purchased for the Prince in Italy he +still owed that individual the purchase-shilling which he had taken out +of the treasury. By his bonds as if by circulars, he stood in +widely-extended connections. He would gladly have transposed his +marriage contract into a bond, and had, with his lady, at least that +most intimate community--of goods; for, under present circumstances, +divorce and bankruptcy stood in neighborly relations to each other; but, +as was said, many men, with the best talons,--like the eagle of the +Romish king,[145]--have nothing in them. + +He continued: "Now, perhaps, this _gene_ will cease. Have you hitherto +made any observations upon him?" She shook her head. "I have," he +replied, "for a long time, and such as were really consoling to +me,--_j'avais le nez bon quant a cela_,--he has a real liking for my +Liana." + +The Minister's lady here could draw no inference, and begged him, with +disguised astonishment, to come to the _agreeable_ matter. Comically on +his face did the show of friendship wrestle with the expectation that he +should be under the necessity immediately of being exasperated. He +replied: "Is not _this_ an agreeable matter? The knight means it in +earnest. He wished now to be privately espoused to her; after three +years he retires from the order, and her fortune is made. _Vous etes, je +l'espere, pour cette fois, un peu sur mes interets, ils sont les +votres._" + +Her maternal heart, so suddenly and deeply wounded, wept, and could +hardly be concealed. "Herr von Froulay!" said she, when she had composed +herself a little; "I do not disguise my astonishment. Such a disparity +in years, in tastes, in religion."[146] + +"That is the knight's affair, not ours," he replied, refreshed by her +angry confusedness, and, like the weather, in his coldness threw only +fine, sharp snow, no hail. "As to Liana's heart, I beg you just to sound +that." "O, that innocent heart? You are mocking!" "_Posito!_ so much the +more gladly will the _innocent_ heart reconcile itself to make her +father's fortune, if she is not the greatest egotist. I should never +love to constrain an obedient daughter." "_N'epuisez pas ce chapitre; +mon coeur est en presse._ It will cost her her life, which already +hangs by such frail threads." This allusion always struck the fire of +wrath from his flint. "_Tant mieux_," said he; "then it will never go +further than an engagement! I had almost said--_Sacre!_ and who is to +blame for that? So it fares with me at the hands of the Captain too,--in +the beginning my children promise everything, then they turn out +nothing. But, madam," he said, swiftly and venomously collecting +himself; and, instead of compressing his lips and teeth, merely pinching +moderately the auditory organs of a sleeping lap-dog; "you alone indeed +know, by your influence upon Liana, how to dress and redress everything. +Perhaps she belongs to you by a still prior claim than to me. I am not +then compromitted with the knight. The advantages I detail no further." +His breast was here already warmed under the vulture-skin of rage. + +But the noble lady now indignantly rose, and said: "Herr von Froulay! +hitherto I have not spoken of myself. Never will I counsel or +countenance or consent to it,--I will do the opposite. Herr von Bouverot +is not worthy of my Liana." + +The Minister, during this speech, had several times unnecessarily +snapped-to the snuffers over the wax candles, and only beheaded the +point of the flame; the fixed air of wrath now colored the roses of his +lips (as the chemical does botanical ones) blue. "_Bon!_" he replied, "I +travel; you can reflect on the subject,--but I give my word of honor, +that I never consent to any other match; and though it were (whereupon +he looked at the lady ironically) still more considerable[147] than the +one just projected,--either the maiden obeys or she suffers, _decidez_! +_Mais je me fie a l'amour que vous portez au pere et a la fille; vous +nous rendrez tous assez contens._" And then he went forth, not like a +tempest, but like a rainbow, which he manufactured out of the eighth +color only, namely, the black, and that with his eyebrows. + +After some days of resentment with the mother and the daughter, he rode, +as Luigi's business-agent, to Haarhaar to see the princely bride. The +oppressed mother confided to her oldest and only friend, the Lector, the +sad secret. The two had now a pure relation of friendship toward one +another, which, in France, in consequence of the higher respect for +women, is more common. In the first years of the ministerial forced +marriage, which dawned not with morning dew, but with morning frost, +perhaps the hawk-moth[148] Cupid fluttered after them; but by and by +children drove away this sphinx. The wife is often forgotten when she +becomes the mother. She, therefore, with her characteristic cool and +clear strength, took all that was ambiguous in her relation to Augusti +forever out of the way; and he made her firmness more easy by his own, +because he, with more love of honor than of women, grew not more red at +any kind of braided-work than at that of a basket,[149] and erroneously +believed that a man who receives it, has as much to be ashamed of as a +woman who does. + +The Lector could foresee that she would also, after her divorce,--which +she postponed only for Liana's sake,--remain single, if only for this +reason, in order not to deprive her daughter of an allodial estate, +Klosterdorf, for the reservation of which she had now for one and twenty +years exposed herself to the battering-ram and scythe-chariot and +blunderbuss of the old Minister. Whether she was not even silently +intending her dear Liana for a man so firm and tender, who differed from +her in nothing but in a worldly coolness toward positive religion, is +another and more delicate question. Such a reciprocal gift were worthy +such a mother and friend, who must know from her heart, that combined +feelings of tenderness and honor prepare for a loved soul a surer bliss +than the love which genius offers, that alternation of flying heat and +flying cold,--that fire which, like the electric, always twice +destroys,--in the stroke and in the rebound. The Lector himself started +not that question; for he never made rash, unsafe plans; and what one +would have been more so than that of such a connection, in his poverty, +or with such a father-in-law, in a country where, as in the Electorate +of Saxony, a statute, so beneficial (for parents), can countermand even +a marriage of many years' standing, which has been concluded without +parental consent? + +With moist eyes the Minister's lady showed him the new storm-clouds, +which had again descended upon her and her Liana. She could build upon +his fine eye for the world, upon his dumb lip and upon his ready hand +for business. He said, as ever, he had foreseen all this; but proved to +her that Bouverot, if only from avarice, would never exchange his +knightly cross for the wedding-ring, whatever designs he might cherish +with regard to Liana. He gave her to surmise, so far as a tender regard +to her sore relations would tolerate, to what degree of readiness for +compliance with Bouverot's wishes the very frailty of Liana's life might +allure the Minister, in order to harvest it before it had done blooming. +For Froulay could much more nimbly swallow demands against honor than +injuries done to his vanity, as the victim of hydrophobia can much more +easily get down solid morsels than fluids. Yet all this did not sound so +immorally hard to the Minister's lady as readers of the middling classes +might imagine; I appeal to the more sensible among the higher. + +Augusti and the Minister's lady saw that something must certainly be +done for Liana during the Minister's absence; and both wonderfully +coincided in their project. Liana must go into the country this pleasant +season,--she must muster up health for the wars that were in +prospect,--she must be put out of the way of the knight's visits, which +now the birthday would multiply fourfold,--even the Minister must have +nothing to object to the place. And where can this be? Simply under the +roof of the Director Wehrfritz, who cannot endure the German gentleman, +because he knows his poisonous relation to the Prince. But of course +there are first still other mountains to be climbed than that which lies +on the way to Blumenbuehl. + +The reader himself must now get over a low one; and that is a short +comico-tragic Extra-leaf upon + + +THE GREEN-MARKET OF DAUGHTERS. + +The following is certain: every owner of a very beautiful or very rich +daughter keeps, as it were, a Pitt under his roof, which to himself is +of no service, and which he must put to its first use after it has long +lain idle, by selling it to a _Regent_.[150] Strictly and commercially +speaking, daughters are not an article of trade; for the parental grand +adventurers no one can confound with those female dealers in second-hand +frippery, and stall-women, whose transit-business one does not love to +name; but a stock, with which one gains in a South Sea, or a clod, +wherewith one transfers symbolically (_scortatione_) real estate. "_Je +ne vends que mes paysages et donne les figures par dessus le +marche_,"[151] said Claude Lorraine, like a father,--and could easily +say it, because he had the figures painted in his landscapes by +_others_;--even so in the purchase or marriage-contract only the +knightly seats are supposed, and the bride who resides upon them is +thrown into the bargain. Even so, higher up, is a princess merely a +blooming twig, which a princely sponsor plucks off and carries home, not +for the sake of the _fruits_, but because a _bee-swarm_ of lands and +people has attached itself thereto. + +If a father, like our Minister, has not much, then he can pawn his +children, as the Egyptians did their parents (namely, the mummies of +them), as mortgages and hand-pledges or imperial pawns, which are not +redeemed. + +At present the mercantile order, which formerly dealt only in foreign +products, has got possession of this branch of commerce also; methinks, +however, they might find room enough in their lower vaults to be selfish +and damned, without going up stairs to the daughter. In Guinea only the +nobility can trade; with us they are cut off and debarred from almost +all trade, except the small trade in daughters, and the few other things +which grow on their own estates; hence is it that they hold so fast to +this liberty of trade, and that the noblesse seem here to be a Hanse +alliance for this delicate branch of business; so that one may, in some +manner, compare the high standing[152] of this class with the _higher_ +one (in a literal sense) which marketable people in Rome were obliged to +mount[153] in order to be seen. + +It is a common objection of young and (so-called) sensitive hearts, that +this sort of transaction very much constrains, or in fact crushes love; +whereas nothing perhaps makes so good a preparation for it as this very +thing. For when the bargain is once concluded and entered by the +bookkeeper (the parson) in the ledger, then does the time truly come on +when the daughter can consider and provide for her heart, namely, the +fair season after marriage, which is universally assumed in France and +Italy, and is gradually coming to be in Germany also, as the more +suitable time for a female heart to choose freely among the host of +men; her state then, like the Venetian, grows out of a commercial into a +conquering one. The husband himself, too, is quite as little interrupted +afterward as beforehand in his love by this short business transaction; +all is, that now--as in Nuremberg every Jew is followed by an old +woman--close upon the heels of our bridegroom a young one is seen. Nay, +often, the nuptial tradesman conceives an inclination even for the +article which he has carried home with him,--which is an uncommon piece +of good fortune; and as Moses Mendelssohn, with his bundle of silken +wares under his arm, thought out his _letters_ upon the _affections_, so +do better men, amidst their business, meditate love-letters on this +branch of trade, and deal with the virgin--as merchants in Messina[154] +do with the holy virgin--in Co.; but of course such profitable +connections of love with business must always be rare birds, and are +little to be counted upon. + +The foregoing I wrote for parents who are fond of sporting with +children's happiness; I will now out of their and my sport make +something serious. I ask you, in the first place, about your right to +prescribe for morally free beings their inclinations, or even the show +of inclination, and by one act of despotism to stretch the poisonous +leaden sceptre over a whole free life. Your ten years more of +apprenticeship to life make as little distinction in the reciprocal +liberty as talent or its want. Why do you not as well enjoin upon your +daughters _friendship_ for life? Why do you not, in the second marriage, +exercise the same right? But you have even no right to reject, except in +the age of minority, when the child has not yet any right to choose. Or +do you demand, upon their leaving the paternal roof, as pay for +training them up to freedom, the sacrifice of this very freedom itself? +You act as if you had been educators, without having been yourselves +educated; whereas you are merely paying off to your children a heavy +inherited debt to your parents, which you can never pay back to _them_; +and I know but one unpaid creditor in this respect, the first man, and +but one insolvent debtor, the last. Or do you shield yourselves under +the barbarously immoral Roman prejudice, which offers children for sale +as white negroes of the parents, because the power allowed at an earlier +period over the non-moral being slips over, unobserved from the +gradualness of its development, into a power over the moral being? + +If you may, out of love, force children to their happiness, so may they +afterward, quite as well out of gratitude force you to yours. But what +is, then, the happiness for which you are to throw away their whole +heart, with all its dreams? Chiefly _your own_; _your_ glory and +aggrandizement, _your_ feuds and friendships, are they to quench and buy +with the offering of their innermost souls. Dare you own aloud your +silent presuppositions in regard to the happiness of a forced marriage; +for example, the dispensableness of love in wedlock, the hope of a +death, the (perhaps) double infidelity, as well toward the connubial +merchant as toward the extra-connubial lover? You must presuppose them +sinners,[155] in order not to be yourselves robbers? + +Tell me not that marriages of inclination often turn out ill, and forced +marriages often well enough, as may be seen in the instance of the +Moravians, the old Germans, and Orientals. Name me rather all barbaric +times and nations, in which--for both indeed only reckon the man, never +the wife--a happy marriage means nothing more than a happy husband. No +one stands by near enough to hear and to count a woman's sighs; the +unheard pang becomes at last speechless; new wounds weaken the bleeding +of the oldest. Further: the ill-luck of fancy-marriages is chargeable +upon your very opposition to them, and your war against the married +couple. Still further: every forced marriage is, in fact, for the most +part, half a marriage of fancy. Finally: the best marriages are in the +middling class, where the bond is more apt to be love; and the worst in +the higher, where it is more a mercenary motive; and as often as in +these classes a prince should choose merely with his heart, he would get +a heart, and never lose nor betray it. + +Now, then, what sort of a hand is that into which you so often force the +fairest, finest, richest, but rebellious one? Commonly, a black, old, +withered, greedy fist. For decrepit, rich, or aspiring libertines have +too much of the connoisseur, too much satiety and freedom, to steal any +other than the most splendid creatures; the less perfect fall into the +hands and homes of mere lovers and amateurs. But how base is a man, who, +abandoned of his own character, backed merely by the despotic edict of a +stranger, paying for his fortune with a stolen one, can now drag away +the unprotected soul from the yearning eyes of a weeping love into a +long, cold life, and clasp her to his arms as against the edges of +frosty swords, and therein so near to his eye see her bleed and grow +pale and quiver! The man of honor even gives with a blush, but he takes +not with a blush; and the better lion, the beast, spares woman;[156] +but these soul-buyers extort from constrained beings at last even the +testimony of free-will. + +Mother of the poor heart, which thou wilt bless by misfortune, hear me! +Suppose thy daughter should harden herself against the misery which is +forced upon her, hast thou not reduced her rich dream of life to empty +sleep, and taken out of it love's islands of the blest, and all that +bloomed thereon; the fair days when one roamed over them, and the +perpetual happy retrospect of them when they already lie with their +blooming peaks low in the horizon? Mother, if this happy time was ever +in thy breast, then snatch it not from thy daughter; and if it was +barbarously torn from thee, then think of thy bitter pang, and bequeath +it not! + +Suppose, further, she makes the kidnapper of her soul happy, reckon now +what she might have been to its darling; and whether she does not then +deserve anything better than to gratify a jailer, locked in with her +forever by one shutting of the prison-door. But it seldom fares so well +as this; thou wilt heap a double disaster upon thy soul,--the long agony +of thy daughter, and the growing coldness of her husband, who by and by +comes to feel and resent refusals. Thou hast cast a shadow over the time +when man first needs the morning-sun,--namely, youth. O, sooner make all +other seasons of the day of life cloudy; they are all alike, the third +and the fourth and fifth decades; only at sunrise let it not rain into +life; only this one never returning, irredeemable time darken not! + +But how, if thou shouldst be sacrificing not merely joys, relations, a +happy marriage, hopes, a whole posterity, to thy plans and commands, +but the very being herself[157] whom thou constrainest? Who can justify +thee, or dry thy tears, when thy best daughter,--for she is the very one +who will be most likely to obey, be dumb and die, as the monks of La +Trappe see their cloister burn down, without one of them breaking the +vow of silence,[158]--when she, I say, like a fruit half in the sun and +half in the shade, blooms outwardly, and inwardly grows cold and pale; +when she, dying after her lifeless heart, at last can no longer conceal +anything from thee, but for years bears round the paleness and the pangs +of decline in the very orient of life; and when thou canst not console +her, because thou hast crushed her, and thy conscience cannot suppress +the name of infanticide; and when at last the worn-out victim lies there +under thy tears, and the wrestling creature, so affrighted and so young, +so faint, and yet thirsting for life, forgiving and complaining, with +languishing and longing looks, with painfully confused and conflicting +emotions, sinks with her blooming limbs into the bottomless flood of +death,--O guilty mother on the shore, thou who hast pushed her in, who +will comfort thee? But I would call every guiltless one, and show her +the bitter dying, and ask her, Shall thy child also perish thus? + + +59. CYCLE. + +It was a romantic day for Zesara, even outwardly; sun-sparks and +rain-drops played dazzlingly through the heavens. He had received a +letter from his father, dated at Madrid, which stamped at last the black +seal of certainty on the threatened death of his sister, and in which +there was nothing agreeable but the intelligence that Don Gaspard, with +the Countess of Romeiro, whose guardianship he was now concluding, would +travel in autumn (the Italian spring) to Italy. Two tones had been, in +his life, stolen away from the musical scale of love; he had never known +by experience what it was to love a brother or a sister. The coincidence +of her death-night with that night in Tartarus, this whole clawing into +the holy images and wishes of his heart, stirred up his spirit, and he +felt with indignation how impotently a whole assailing world might seek +to remove Liana's image from his soul; and again he painfully felt, that +this very Liana herself believed in her near decline. + +In this situation was he found by an unexpected invitation from the +Minister's lady herself,--sun-sparks and rain-drops played in his heaven +also. He flew; in the antechamber stood the angel who broke the six +apocalyptic seals,--Rabette. She had run to meet him from a bashfulness +before company, and had embraced him sooner than he her. How gladly did +he look into the familiar, honest face! with tears he heard the name of +brother, when he had lost a sister to-day! + +The reason of her appearance was this: when the Director was at the +Minister's lady's the last time, the latter had, with easy, disguised +hand, opened her house to his daughter, "for the sake of a knowledge of +empty city life, and for change,"--in order that she might hereafter +venture to knock at _his_ door on her own daughter's behalf. He said he +would "forward the female wild deer to her with pleasure, and all +possible despatch." And as in Blumenbuehl Rabette had answered him No, +then Yes, then No, then Yes, and had held with her mother, even before +midnight, an imperial-exchequer-revision, a mint-probation-day about +everything which a human being from the country can wear in the city, +she packed up there and unpacked here. + +"Ah, I am afraid in there," said she to Albano; "they are all too +clever, and I am now so stupid!" He found beside the domestic trio the +Princess also, and the little Helena from Lilar, that lovely medallion +of a fine day to his stirred heart. Indescribably was he smitten with +Liana's womanly advances to Rabette, as if he shared her with her. With +courtesy and tenderness, a mildness also, which was without falsehood or +pride, came to the help of the embarrassed playmate, on whose face the +inborn gayety and eloquence of nature now singularly contrasted with her +artificial dumb gravity. Charles, with his ready familiarity, was more +in a condition to entangle than to extricate her; only Liana gave to her +soul and tongue, if only by the embroidery-frame, a free field; Rabette +could write with the embroidering needle, no illuminated and initial +letters, indeed, but still a good running-hand. + +She gave--turning her face toward her brother's, in order to pluck +courage therefrom--a clear report of the dangerous road and upsets, +laughing all the while, after the manner of the people when they are +telling their mishaps. Her brother was to her, at the company's expense, +both company and world; upon him alone streamed forth her warmth and +speech. She said she could from her chamber see him "play on the +harpsichord." Liana immediately led both thither. How richly and +sublimely, beyond Rabette's demands upon city-life, was the maidenly +_hospitium_ set out, from the tulip (not a blooming one, but a +work-basket of Liana's,--although every tulip is such a basket for the +finger of spring) even to the piano-forte, of which she, of course, for +the present can use no more than seven treble-keys for half a waltz? +Five moderate trunks of clothes--for therewith she thought to come out, +and show the city that the country too could wear clothes--represented +to him in their well-known flower-pieces and tin bands the old +impressions (_incunabula_) of his earliest days of life; and to-day +every trace of the old season of love refreshed him. She made him look +for his windows, from one of which the Librarian was fixing a hard gaze +on a paving-stone in the street to see how often he could hit it by +spitting. + +Here alone, in the presence only of the brother, Liana spoke more loudly +to the sister the word of friendship, and assured her how happy she +meant to make her, and how sincere she was in all that she promised. O +look not into the flame of the pure, religious, sisterly love with any +yellow eye of jealousy! Can you not comprehend that this fair soul even +now distributes its rich flames among all sisterly hearts, until love +concentrates them into _one_ sun; as, according to the ancients, the +scattered lightnings of night gather themselves in the morning into one +solid solar orb? She was, everywhere, an eye for every heart; like a +mother, she never once forgot the little in the great; and she poured +out (let no one deny me the privilege of printing this minute example) +for little Helena the cup of coffee, which the Doctor forbade, half +full of cream, in order that it might be without strength or harm. + +The impatient Princess had already looked ten times toward the heavens, +through which now beams of light, now rain-columns flew, till at length +out of the consumed cloud-snow the broad fields of blue grew up, and +Julienne could lead out the delighted young people into the garden, to +the annoyance of the Minister's lady, who did not like to expose Liana +to the _Serein_,--five or six blasts of the evening-wind, and the wading +through rain-water that stood a nineteenth of a line[159] deep. She +herself stayed behind. How new-born, glistening, and inviting was all +down below! The larks soared out of the distant fields like tones, and +warbled near over the garden,--in all the leaves hung stars, and the +evening air threw the liquid jewelry, the trembling earrings, from the +blossoms down upon the flowers, and bore sweet incense to meet the bees. +The Idyl of the year, Spring, parcelled its sweet pastoral land among +the young souls. Albano took his sister's hand, but he listened vacantly +to her intelligence from home. Liana went far in advance with the +Princess, and bathed herself in the open heavens of confidential +communion. + +Suddenly Julienne stood still, chatting playfully with her, in order to +let the Count come up, and to inquire after letters from Don Gaspard, +and after tidings of the Countess Romeiro. He communicated, with glowing +countenance, the contents of to-day's letter. In Julienne's physiognomy +there was a smile almost of raillery. To the intelligence of Linda's +intended journey she replied: "That is just herself; she will fain learn +everything,--travel over everything. I wager she climbs up _on_ Mont +Blanc and _into_ Vesuvius. Liana and I call her, for this reason, the +Titaness." How graciously did Liana listen, with her eyes wholly on her +female friend! "You are not acquainted with her?" she inquired of the +tortured one. He answered, emphatically, in the negative. Roquairol came +up; "_Passez, Monsieur_," said she, making room, and giving him a sign +to move on. Liana looked very earnestly after. "_La voici!_" said +Julienne, letting the cover of a likeness spring up, by a pressure, on a +ring of her little hand. Good youth! it was exactly the form which +arose, that magic night, out of Lago Maggiore, sent to thee by the +spirits! "She is hit there, exactly," said she to the agitated man. +"Very," said he, confusedly. She did not investigate this +contradictory[160] "very"; but Liana looked at him; "very--beautifully +and boldly!" he continued; "but I do not love boldness in women." "O, +one can readily believe that of men!" replied Julienne; "no hostile +power loves it in the other party." + +They passed along now through the chestnut avenue by the holy spot where +Albano had seen, for the first time, the bride of his hopes shining and +suffering behind the water-jets. O it was here that he would gladly, +with that soul of his painfully excited by the mutual reaction of +wonderful circumstances, have knelt down before the still angel so near +him! The tender Julienne perceived that she had to spare an agitated +heart; after a tolerably loud silence, she said, in a serious tone: "A +lovely evening,--we'll go to the water-house. There is where Liana was +cured, Count! The fountains must leap, too." "O the fountains!" said +Albano, and looked with indescribable emotion upon Liana. She thought, +however, he meant those in the flute-dell. Helena cried out behind for +them to wait, and came tripping along after with two little hands full +of dewy auriculas, which she had plucked, and gave them all to Liana, +expecting from her, as collatress of benefices, the flower-distribution. +"The little one, too, still thinks of the beautiful Sunday at Lilar," +said Liana. She gave the Princess one or two, and Helena nodded; and +when Liana looked at her, she nodded again, as a sign the Count should +have something too: "More yet!" she cried, when he had got some; and the +more Liana gave, the more did the child cry, "More,"--as children are +wont to do, in the hyperboles of their tendency to the infinite. + +They went over a green bridge, and came into a neat room. Instead of the +piano-forte formerly there, stood a glass chapel of the goddess of +music, a harmonica. The Captain screwed in behind a tapestry-door, and +immediately all the confined spring-waters shot up outside with silvery +wings toward heaven. O how the sprinkled world burned as they stepped +out on the top! + +Why wast thou, my Albano, just at this hour not entirely happy? Why, +then, do pains pierce through all our unions,--and why does the heart, +like its veins, bleed most richly when it is heated? Above them lay the +still, wounded heavens in the bandage of a long, white mass of cloud; +the evening sun stood as yet behind the palace, but on both sides of it +his purple mantle of clouds floated in broad folds away across the sky; +and if one turned round toward the east to the mountains of Blumenbuehl, +green living flames streamed upward, and, like golden birds, the _ignes +fatui_ danced through the moist twigs and on the eastern windows, but +the fountains still threw their white silver into the gold. + +Then the sun swam forth, with red hot breast, drawing golden circles in +the clouds, and the arching water-shoots burned bright. Julienne bent +upon Albano--near whom she had constantly remained, as if by way of +atonement--a hearty look, as if he were her brother, and Charles said to +Liana, "Sister, thy evening song!" "With all my heart," said she; for +she was right glad of the opportunity to withdraw herself, with the +melancholy seriousness of her enjoyment, and down below in the solitary +room to utter aloud, on the harmonica-bells, all that which rapture and +the eyes bury in silence. + +She went down; the melodious requiem of the day went up,--the zephyr of +sound, the harmonica, flew, waving, over the garden-blossoms,--and the +tones cradled themselves on the thin lilies of the up-growing water, and +the silver lilies burst aloft for pleasure, and from the brightness of +the sun, into flamy blossoms, and over yonder reposed mother sun in a +blue pasture, and looked greatly and tenderly upon her human children. +Canst thou, then, hold thy heart, Albano, so that it shall remain +concealed with its joys and sorrows, when thou hearest the peaceful +virgin walking in the moonlight of tones? O when the tone which trickles +down in the ether announces to her the early wasting away of her life, +and when the soft, long-drawn melodies flow away from her like the +rose-oil of many crushed days; dost thou not think of that, Albano? How +the human creature plays! The little Helena flings up auriculas at the +flashing water-veins, in order that she may dash one of them with the +spray of the intercepted jet, and the youth Zesara bends far over the +balustrade, and lets the stream of water leap off from his sloping hand +upon his hot face and eye, in order to cool and conceal himself. The +fiery veil was snatched from him by his sister; Rabette was one of +those persons whom this musical tremor gnaws upon even physically, just +as, on the other hand, the Captain was little affected by the harmonica, +and indeed was always least moved when others were most so; there were +no pains with which the innocent girl was less familiar than with sweet +ones; the bitter-sweet melancholy into which she sank away in the idle +solitude of Sundays, she and others had scolded at as mere sullenness. +At this moment she felt all at once, with a blush, her stout heart +seized, whirled round, and scalded through as by hot whirlpools. Besides +it had to-day already been swayed to and fro by the meeting with her +brother again, the leaving of her mother, and her confused bashfulness +before strangers, and even by the sight of the sunny-red mountain of +Blumenbuehl. In vain did the fresh brown eyes and the overripe full lip +battle against the uprending pain; the hot springs tore their way +through, and the blooming face with the strong chin grew red and full of +tears. Painfully ashamed, and dreading to be taken for a child, +especially as all her companions' emotions had remained invisible, she +pressed her handkerchief over her burning face, and said to her brother, +"I must go away, I am not well, I shall choke,"--and ran down to the +gentle Liana. + +Yes, thou needest only carry thither thy shy pangs! Liana turned, and +saw her hastily and violently drying her eyes. Ah, hers too were indeed +full. When Rabette saw it, she said, courageously, "I absolutely cannot +hear it,--I must scream,--I am really ashamed of myself." "O thou dear +heart," cried Liana, joyfully falling upon her neck, "be not ashamed, +and look into my eye! Sister, come to me, as often as thou art troubled; +I will gladly weep with thy soul, and dry thy eye even sooner than my +own." There was an overmastering enchantment in these tones,--in these +looks of love, because Liana fancied she was mourning over some eclipsed +star or other of her life. And never did trembling gratitude embrace +more freshly and youthfully a venerated heart than did Rabette Liana. + +And now came Albano. Awakened by the dying away of the cradle-song, he +had hurried after her, leaving all the cold and other drops unwiped from +his fiery cheeks. "What ails thee, sister?" he asked, hastily. Liana, +still lingering in the embrace and the inspiration, answered quickly, +"You have a good sister; I will love her as her brother does." The sweet +words of the so deeply affected souls and the fiery storm of his being +carried him away, and he clasped the embracing ones and pressed the +sisterly hearts to each other and kissed his sister; when, at the sight +of Liana's confused bending aside of her head, he was terrified and +flamed up crimson. + +He must needs fly. With these wild agitations he could not stay in the +presence of Liana, and before the cold, mirroring glances of the +company. But the night was to be as wonderful as the day; he hastened +with live looks, that appeared like angry ones, out of the city to the +Titaness, Nature, who at once calms and exalts us. He went along by +exposed mill-wheels, about which the stream wound itself in foam. The +evening clouds stretched themselves out like giants at rest, and basked +in the ruddy dawn of America, and the storm swept among them, and the +fiery Briareuses started up; night built the triumphal-arch of the +milky-way, and the giants marched gloomily under. And in every element +Nature, like a storm-bird, beat her rustling wings. + +Albano lay, without knowing it, on the woodland bridge of Lilar, under +which the wind-streams went roaring through. He glowed like the clouds +with the lingering tinges of _his_ sun; his inner wings were, like those +of the ostrich, full of spines, and wounded while they lifted him; the +romantic spiritual day, the letter of his father, Liana's tearful eyes, +his boldness, and then his bliss and remorse about it, and now the +sublime night-world on all sides round about him, passed to and fro +within him and shook his young heart; he touched with his fiery cheek +the moistened tree-tops, and did not cool himself, and he was near to +that sounding, flying heart, the nightingale, and yet hardly heard her. +Like a sun, his heart goes through his pale thoughts, and quenches on +its path one constellation after another. On the earth and in the +heavens, in the past and in the future, stood before Albano only one +form; "Liana," said his heart, "Liana," said all nature. + +He went down the bridge and up the western triumphal-arch, and the +glimmering Lilar lay before him in repose. Lo! there he saw the old +"pious father" on the balustrade of the arch, fast asleep. But how +different was the revered form from the picture of it which he had +shaped to himself according to that of the deceased Prince. The white +locks, flowing richly down under the Quaker hat, the femininely and +poetically rounded brow, the arched nose and the youthful lip, which +even in late life had not yet withered, and the childlikeness of the +soft face, announced a heart which, in the evening-twilight of age, +takes its rest and looks toward the stars. How lonely is the holy sleep! +The Death-angel has conducted man out of the light world into the dark +hermitage built over it; his friends stand without near the cell; +within, the hermit talks with himself, and his darkness grows brighter +and brighter, and jewels and pastures and whole spring-days gleam out at +last,--and all is clear and broad! Albano stood before the sleep with an +earnest soul, which contemplates life and its riddles;--not only the +incoming and the outgoing of life are hidden with a manifold veil, but +even the short path itself; as around Egyptian temples, so around the +greatest of all temples sphinxes lie, and, reversing the case as it was +with the sphinx, he only solves the riddle who dies. + +The old man spoke, behind the speech-grating of sleep, with dead ones +who had journeyed with him over the morning meadows of youth, and +addressed with heavy lip the dead Prince and his spouse. How sublimely +did the curtain of the venerable countenance, pictured over with a long +life, hang down before the pastoral world of youth dancing behind it, +and how touchingly did the gray form roam round with its youthful crown +in the cold evening dew of life, taking it for morning-dew, and looking +toward the east, and toward the sun! The youth ventured only to touch +lovingly a lock of the old man; he meant to leave him, in order not to +alarm him with a strange form, before the rising moon should have +touched his eyelids and awakened him. Only he would first crown the +teacher of his loved one with the twigs of a neighboring laurel. When he +came back from it, the moon had already penetrated with her radiance +through the great eyelids, and the old man opened them before the +exalted youth, who, with the glowing rosy moon of his countenance, +glorified by the moon overhead, stood before him like a genius with the +crown. "Justus!" cried the old man, "is it thou?" He took him for the +old Prince, who, with just such blooming cheeks and open eyes, had +passed before him in the under-world of dreams. + +But he soon came back out of the dreamy Elysium into the botanical, and +knew even Albano's name. The Count, with open mien, grasped his hands, +and said to him how long and profoundly he had respected him. Spener +answered in few and quiet words, as old men do who have seen everything +on the earth so often. The glory of the moonlight flowed down now on the +tall form, and the quietly open eye was illumined,--an eye which not so +much penetrates as lets everything penetrate it. The almost cold +stillness of the features, the youthful gait of the tall form, which +bore its years upright as a crown upon the head, not as a burden upon +the back, more as flowers than as fruit, the singular mixture of former +manly ardor and of womanly tenderness,--all this called up before Albano +the image of a prophet of the Eastern land. That broad stream which came +roaring down through the alps of youth, glides now calmly and smoothly +through its pastures; but throw rocks before it, and again it starts up +roaring. + +The old man looked upon the youthful youth, the oftener the more warmly. +In our days youth is, in young men, a bodily and spiritual beauty at +once. He invited him to accompany him this beautiful night to his quiet +cottage, which stands overhead there near the church-spire, that looks +down from above into flute-dell. On the singular, mazy paths which they +now took, Lilar was transformed to Albano's eyes into a new world; like +flying silver clouds of night, the glimmering beauties were continually +shifting and arranging themselves together into new groups, and +occasionally the two companions penetrated through exotic shrubbery with +lively-colored blossoms and wondrous odors. The pious father asked him +with interest about his former and present life. + +They came to the opening of a dark passage into the earth. Spener, in a +friendly manner, took Albano's right hand, and said this way led _up_ to +his mountain-abode. But soon it seemed to go downward. The stream of the +vale, the Rosana, sounded even in here, but only single drops of +moonlight trickled through scattered mountain openings overspun with +twigs. The excavation extended farther downward; still more remotely +murmured the water in the vale. And yet a nightingale sang a lay that +grew nearer and nearer. Albano was composed and silent. Everywhere they +went along before narrow gates of splendor which only a star of heaven +seemed to fling in. They descended now to a distant, illuminated magic +bower of bright red and poisonous dark flowers, arched over at once with +little peaked leaves and great broad foliage; and a confusing white +light, partly sprinkled about by the living rays that gushed in, and +partly flying off from the lilies only as white dust, drew the eye into +an intoxicating whirl. Zesara entered with a dazzled eye, and as he +looked to the right, in the direction of the fire that rained in, he +found Spener's eye sharply fixed upon something to the left; he looked +thither, and saw an old man, entirely like the deceased Prince, dart by +and stalk into a side cavern; his hand quivered with affright, so did +Spener's,--the latter pressed hastily on downward; and at last there +glistened a blue, starry opening: they stepped out.... + +Heavens! a new starry arch; a pale sun moves through the stars, and they +swim, as in play, after him,--below reposes an enraptured earth full of +glitter and flowers; its mountains run gleaming away up toward the arch +of heaven, and bend over toward Sirius; and through the unknown land +delights glide, like dreams over which man weeps for joy. + +"What is that? Am I on or under the earth?" said Albano, astounded; and +his wandering eye fled for refuge to the face of a living man,--"I saw a +dead man." Much more affectionately than before, the old man answered, +"This is Lilar; behind us is my little house!" He explained the +mechanical illusion[161] of the descent. "Here, now, have I stood so +many thousand times, and feasted myself with so fervent a heart on the +works of God. How looked the form, my son?" "Like the dead Prince," said +Alban. In a startled, but almost commanding tone, Spener said, with a +low voice, "Be silent, like me, until his time,--it was not he. Thy +salvation and the salvation of many hangs thereon. Go no more to-day +through the passage." + +Albano, half-angered by all the experience of this singular day, said, +"Well, then, I go back through Tartarus. But what means the ghostly +creation that everywhere pursues me?" "Thou hast," said the old man, +lovingly and refreshingly, laying a finger on the youth's brow, "nothing +but invisible friends about thee,--and cast thyself everywhere upon God. +There are a great many Christians who say, God is near or far off, that +his wisdom and his goodness appear quite specially in one age or +another,--truly that is idle deception; is he not the unchangeable, +eternal Love, and does he not love and bless us at one hour just as much +as at another?" As we ought, properly, to call the eclipse of the sun an +eclipse of the earth, so it is man who is obscured, never the Infinite; +but we are like the people who look at the obscuration of the sun in the +water, and then, when the water trembles, cry out, "See how the +glorious sun struggles!" + +Albano stepped into the solitude of the old man's neatly ordered +dwelling, only with heaviness, because, in the hot ashes of his volcano, +every feeling put forth and throve the more luxuriantly. Spener +pointed over from his mountain-ridge to the little so-called +"Thunderhouse,"[162] and advised him to occupy it this summer. Albano +took his leave at length, but his agitated heart was a sea, in which the +morning sun is glowingly still half reflected, and into which, at +evening, a lead-colored storm dips, and which swells glistening under +the storm. He looked up from below at the old man, who was looking after +him; but he would hardly have wondered to-day if _he_ had either sunk or +ascended. With indignant and spirited resolutions, to stake and +sacrifice his life for his love, at which cold hands were grasping, he +strode without any fear through Tartarus, which, by the magnifying +mirror of night, was distorted into a black giant armament: thus is the +spirit-world only a region of our inner world, and _I_ fear only +_myself_. When he stood before the altar of the heart in the dumb night, +where nothing was audible but the thoughts, then did the bold spirit +advise him repeatedly to call upon the dead old man, and swear aloud by +his heart, full of dust; but when he looked up to the fair heavens, his +heart was consecrated, and only prayed, "O good God, give me Liana!" + +It grew dark; the clouds, which he had taken for the shining mountains +of a new earth, stretching away into the heavens, had reached the moon, +and overshadowed it with darkness. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[138] _Tempestiarii_, or Storm-makers, was a name given, in the +Middle Ages, to the master-wizards who could conjure up foul +weather. Weather-prayers were used in the churches against them, +and other wizard-masters called in to counteract the former. + +[139] The Polish dancer always carries a rod under the fur-dress, +wherewith his partner is excused by a blow or two, when she makes +a misstep.--_Upper Siles. Monthly Mag._, July, 1788. + +[140] Dread of spirits. + +[141] The German for this is _sauer-stoff_ (sour-stuff).--TR. + +[142] A noted review in Richter's day, published at Erlangen near +Nuremberg.--TR. + +[143] Thus did the turnkeys name their prisoners. + +[144] Alexand. ab Al., v. 4. + +[145] To distinguish himself from the eagle of the Emperor, who +holds something in both claws. + +[146] Bouverot was a Catholic. + +[147] He meant one with the poor Lector. + +[148] Literally, "twilight-bird."--TR. + +[149] To _get the basket_ means a refusal.--TR. + +[150] I do not mean (as perhaps may appear from the _selling_) +Pitt the Minister, but Pitt the Diamond, which the father of the +present Pitt traded away to the Duke Regent of France, and for +whose splinters he got twelve thousand ducats into the bargain. + +[151] I sell only my landscapes, and throw in the figures. + +[152] _Stand_, in German, has the double meaning of an _estate_ +and a _stand_.--TR. + +[153] Plaut. Bacch., Act 4, Scen. 7, 4, 16, 17. + +[154] Seventh Part of the new Collection of Travels. + +[155] I speak more particularly of the daughters, because they +are the most frequent and greatest victims; the sons are +bloodless mass-offerings. + +[156] Pliny, Nat. Hist., VIII. 16. + +[157] And this is quite probable. Dr. Edward Hill reckoned that +in England eight thousand die annually of unhappy love,--of +broken hearts, as the Englishwomen touchingly express it. Beddoes +shows that vegetable food--and of this such victims are +particularly fond--fosters consumption, and that females incline +to this. Besides, the times of longing, which of itself, even +without disappointment, as homesickness shows, is a poisonous +revolving leaden ball, occur in youth, when the seed of pectoral +maladies most easily springs up. O many married ones fall, under +misconstructions, victims to the death-angel, into whose hand +they had, previously to marriage, put the sword they themselves +had sharpened! + +[158] Forster's Views, Vol. I. + +[159] A line (French) is one twelfth of an inch.--TR. + +[160] Because he had just said he did not know her.--TR. + +[161] Weigel. in Jena, invented the inverted bridge (_pons +heteroclitus_), a stairway on which a person seems to descend, by +going up.--_Bush's Handbook of Inventions_, Vol. VII. + +[162] It had the name from its height and its being so often +struck with lightning. + + + + +THIRTEENTH JUBILEE. + + ROQUAIROL'S LOVE.--PHILIPPIC AGAINST LOVERS.--THE + PICTURES.--ALBANO ALBANI.--THE HARMONIC TETE-A-TETE.--THE + RIDE TO BLUMENBUeHL. + + +60. CYCLE. + +Out of the drops which the harmonica had wrung from Rabette's heart the +old enchanter, Fate, is perhaps preparing, as other enchanters do out of +blood, dark forms; for Roquairol had seen it, and wondered at the +sensibility of a heart which hitherto had been set in motion more by +occupations than by romances. Now he drew nearer to her with a new +interest. Since the night of the oath, he had drawn his heart out of all +unworthy fetters. In this freedom of victory, he went forward proudly, +and stretched out his arms more lightly and longingly after noble love. +He now visited his sister incessantly; but he still kept to himself. +Rabette was not fair enough for him, beside his tender sister. She was +an artificial ribbon-rose beside one by Van der Ruysch; she said +herself, naively, that she looked, with her village-complexion in white +lawn, like black-tea in white cups. But in her healthy eyes, not yet +corroded into dimness by tragical drops, and on her fresh lips, life +glowed; her powerful chin and her arched nose threatened and promised +spirit and strength; and her upright and downright heart grasped and +repelled decidedly and intensely. He determined to prove her. The +Talmud[163] forbids to inquire after the price of a thing, when one does +not mean to buy it; but the Roquairols always cheapen and look further. +They tear a soul in two, as children do a bee, in order to eat out of it +the honey which it would gather. They borrow from the eel, not only his +dexterity in slipping away, but also the power to twine around the arm +and crush it. + +And now he let all the dazzling powers of his multi-form nature play +before her,--the sense of his ascendency permitted him to move freely +and gracefully, and the careless heart seemed open on all sides,--he +linked so freely earnestness and jest, glow and glitter, the greatest +and the least, and energy with mildness. Unhappy girl! now art thou his; +and he snatches thee from thy _terra firma_ with rapacious wings up into +the air, and then hurls thee down. Like a vine running on a +lightning-rod, thou wilt richly unfold thy powers and bloom up on him; +but he will draw down the lightning upon himself and thy blossoms, and +strip thee of thy leaves and rend thee utterly. + +Rabette had never conceived of such a man, much less seen one; he made +his way by main force into her sound heart, and a new world went in +after him. Through Liana's love for the Captain, hers mounted still +higher; and the two could speak of their brothers in friendly +reciprocation. The good Liana sought to bring to the help of her friend +many a thing which would hardly take hold, particularly mythology, +which, by reason of the French pronunciation of the names of the gods, +was still more unserviceable to her. Even with books Liana sought to +bring them together; so that reading was to her a sort of week-day +Divine service, which she attended with true devotion, and was always +delighted when it was over. Through all these water-wheels of knowledge +streamed Roquairol's love, and helped drive and draw. How many blushes +now flitted without any occasion over her whole face! The laugh which +once expressed her gayety, came now too often, and betokened only a +helpless heart, which longed to sigh. + +So stood matters with her when Charles once playfully stole behind her +and covered her eyes with his hand, in order, under the mask of her +brother's voice, to give her soft, sisterly names. She confounded the +similar voices; she pressed the hand heartily, but her eye was hot and +moist. Then she discovered the mistake, and flew with the concealed +evening and morning redness of her countenance out of the room. Now he +looked closer into the eyes of Liana, who blamed him for it, and hers +too had wept. She would fain at first conceal from him the object of the +sisterly emotion; but another's No was to him, of old, an auxiliary +verb,--a fair wind blowing him into port. Liana grew more and more +agitated; at last she related how Rabette's account of Albano's youthful +history had drawn from her in turn the history of his early relations, +and that she had portrayed to her the bloody night of the masquerade, +and even shown his bloody dress. "And then," said Liana, "she wept with +me as heartily as if she had been thy sister. O, it is a dear heart!" +Charles saw the two linked together like two pastures, namely, by the +rainbow which stands over both with its drops; he drew her with thankful +love to his breast. "Art thou then happy?" asked Liana, in a tone +ominous of something sad. + +She must needs disclose to him her full heart, and tell him all. He +heard with astonishment, how that whole Tartarus-night, on which the +unknown voice had promised Linda de Romeiro to his friend, had been made +known to her. By whom? She held an inexorable silence; he contented +himself, because, to be sure, it could only have been Augusti, who was +the only one that knew of it. "And now believest thou, thou heart from +heaven," said he, "that I and the brother of my soul could ever separate +by robbing each other? O, it is all otherwise, all otherwise! He curses +the mock-spirits and the object of the mimicry. O he loves me; and my +heart will rejoice in the day when it is his!" The touching ambiguity of +these last words dissolved him in a sacred melancholy. + +But she, in the midst of the heartiest overflow of feeling, took part, +as if out of piety, with the spirits, and said: "Speak not thus of +spiritual apparitions! They exist, that I know,--only one needs not fear +them." Here, however, with firm hand she held fast the veil over her +experiences; he too had known long since, that, notwithstanding her most +tremblingly delicate feelings, which shrunk even from the sight of the +blue veins on the lily hand, as from a wound, she had appeared +unexpectedly courageous before the dead and in the ghostly hours of +fantasy. + +Behind the waves of so different an emotion which now drove his heart up +and down, Rabette was eclipsed. He burned now only for the hour when he +could tell his Albano the singular treachery of the Lector. + + +61. CYCLE. + +Even before the Captain disclosed to his friend Augusti's probable +treachery, Albano was almost entirely at variance with his two tutors. +In a circle full of young hearts which beat for one another, and still +more fondly fight for one another, two always take an indissoluble hold +of each other, and become one at others' expense. + +Albano boldly broke with every one whom Charles displeased. Besides, +Schoppe had long been loved by few, because few can endure a perfectly +free man; the flower-chains hold better, they think, when galley-chains +run through them. He, therefore, could not bear it, when one "with too +close a love clambered up round him so tightly that he had the freedom +of his arms no more than if he wore them in bandages of eighty +heads."[164] The sarcastic liveliness of his pantomime chilled the +Captain, by having the appearance of a somewhat stricter observation, +more than did the composed face of the Lector, who from that very +circumstance took everything more sharply into his still eye. + +The good Schoppe had one fault which no Albano forgives, namely, his +intolerance toward the "female saintly images of isinglass," as he +expressed it,--toward the tender errors of the heart, the sacred +excesses by which man weaves into this short life a still shorter +pleasure. On one occasion Charles walked up and down with arms akimbo +and drooping head, as on a stage, and said, accidentally, so that the +Titular-librarian overheard him, "O I was very little understood by the +world in my youth." He said nothing further; but let anybody shake, in +jest, a baker's dozen[165] of hornets, a basket of crabs, a mug of +wood-pismires, all at once over the Librarian's skin, and take a flying +observation of the effect of the stinging, nipping, biting; then can +one, in a measure at least, conceive what a quivering, swelling, and +irritation there was in him, so soon as he heard the above-mentioned +phraseology. "Mr. Captain!" he began, drawing in a long breath, "I can +stand through a good deal on this rusty, stupid earth,--famine, +pestilence, courts, the stone, and fools from pole to pole; but your +phraseology surpasses the strength of my shoulders. Sir Captain, you +may, most certainly, use this rhetoric with perfect justice, because +you, as you say, are not understood. But, O heavens! O devils! I hear, +in fact, thirty thousand young men and maidens, from one +circulating-library to another, all with inflated breast, saying and +groaning round and round, that nobody understands them, neither their +grandfather nor their god-parents, nor the conrector, when, in fact, the +wrapping-paper,[166] commonplace pack does not itself understand. But +the young man means by this merely a maiden, and the maiden a young man; +these can appreciate each other. Out of love will I undertake, as out of +potatoes, to serve up fourteen different dishes; let one just shear off, +as they do off of the bears in Goettingen, its beastly hair, and no +Blumenbach would any longer recognize it. + +"Mr. Von Froulay, I have somewhat often compared this cursed exaltation +of souls, merely from low motives, with the English horsetails, which +also always stand pointing to heaven, only because their sinews have +been cut. Must not one be mad, when one hears every day, and reads every +day, how the commonest souls, the very doggerels and trumpeters' pieces +of Nature, think themselves exalted by love above all people, like cats +that fly with hogs' bladders buckled on to them; how they rendezvous in +the hare's form and emporium of love, the other world, as on a +Blocksberg, and how, on this finch-ground, in this theatrical green-room +(or dressing-room, which then becomes the opposite), they drive their +business until they are coupled. Then it's all over; fancy and poesy, +which now should be to them for the first time serviceable, are caught! +They run away from them like lice from the dead, although on these the +hair continues to sprout out. They shudder at the next world; and when +they become widowers and widows, they do their courting very well +without the hogs' bladders, and without the decoy-feathers, and the +folding screen of the next world. Such a thing as this now, Sir Captain, +provokes one, and then, in the heat, the just must suffer with the +unjust, as your ears unfortunately attest!" + +Alban, who never light-mindedly forgave, silently separated himself from +a heart, which, as he unjustly said, quenched the flames of love with +satiric gall. + +In the chain of friendship with Augusti, one ring after another +absolutely broke in twain. The Count found in the Lector a spirit of +littleness which was more revolting to him than any bad spirit. The +elegance of a good courtier, his propensity to keep the smallest secrets +as faithfully as the greatest, his passion for starting up behind every +action a long plan, his thirsty curiosity for genuine historical +sources, at court and in the city, and his coldness toward philosophy, +so dried up the overstrained image which Albano had formed of him, that +it wrinkled up and grew full of rents. Such dissimilarities never rise +among cultivated men to open feuds; but they secretly put upon the inner +man one piece of armor after another, till he stands there in solid +mail, and strikes out. + +Now, in addition to all this, the Lector bore the Captain a hearty +grudge, because he cost the Minister's lady many anxious hours, and +Liana, and even the Count, much money, and because he seemed to him to +pervert the youth. The otherwise directly ascending flame of Albano was +now, by the obstacles thrown in the way of his love, bent on all sides, +and, like soldering fire, burned more sharply; but this sharpness +Augusti ascribed to the friend. Albano appeared to those whom he loved +warmer, to those whom he endured colder, than he was, and his +earnestness was easily confounded with defiance and pride; but the +Lector imagined that Albano's love was stolen from him by Charles. + +He undertook, with equal refinement and frankness, to play off on the +Count a good map-card of the spots which were thickly sown in the +heavenly body of this Jupiter. But he tore every map. Charles's painful +confessions on that night extinguished all additions by other hands. And +Albano's grand faith, that one must shield a friend entirely, and trust +him entirely, warded off every influence. O it is a holy time, in which +man desires offerings and priests, _without fail_, for the altar of +friendship and love, and--beholds them; and it is a too cruel time, in +which the so often cheated, belied bosom prophesies to itself, on +another's bosom, in the midst of the love-draught of the moment, the +cold neighborhood of bankruptcy! + +As the Lector saw perfectly that Alban, at many of his charges against +Charles,--for instance, of his wildness and disorder,--remained cold, +for the reason that he might deem himself to be reproached over +another's shoulders, as the French (according to Thickness) give +strangers praise over their own; he now, instead of the point of +similarity, took hold of an entire dissimilarity of the Captain, his +light-mindedness toward the sex. But this only made the matter worse. +For, in matters of love, Charles was to him the higher fire-worshipper, +and the Lector only the one whom the coal of this fire blackens. Augusti +cherished, in regard to love, pretty nearly the principles of the great +world, which, merely for honor's sake, he never coined into action, and +he assigned only the cloud-heaven near the earth to love. The Captain, +however, spoke of a third heaven, or heaven of joy, as belonging +thereto, wherein only saints are the blest. Augusti, after the manner of +the great world, spoke much more freely than he acted, and sometimes as +openly as if he were dining in the hall of a watering-place. Charles +spoke like a maiden. The virgin ear of Albano, which was mostly closed +in good visiting-parlors, and which in study-chambers remained open, +united to his want of the experience that a cynical tongue is often +found in the most continent men, for instance, in our buffoonery-loving +forefathers, and an ascetic one in modest libertines,--these two things +must naturally have involved the pure young man in a double error. + +Thus did Augusti start up within him more and more storm-birds. Both +came often to the verge of a complete feud and challenge; for the Lector +had too much honor to fear any one thing, and dared in cold blood as +much as another in hot. + +Now, at length, did Charles disclose fully to his friend, though with +all the tenderness of friendship, Liana's acquaintance with that +Tartarus-night. "The otherwise reserved Lector must be after nearer +advantages with his tattling," Albano concluded, and now the toad of +jealousy, which lives and grows in the living tree without any visible +way in or out, nursed itself to full size in his warm heart. Unanswered +love is besides the most jealous. God knows whether he is not +scenery-master of these ghost scenes working in and through each other +with so many wheels. All these are Albano's private conclusions; open +accusations were forbidden by his sense of honor. But his warm heart, +always expressing itself, demanded a warmer society, and this he found +when he followed the pious father, and went to Lilar into the +Thunderhouse, into the midst of the flowers and summits, in order, lying +nearer to the heart of Nature, to dream and enjoy more sweetly. + +There was only one warm, sun-bright spot for him in Charles's historical +picture; namely, the hope that perhaps only the mistakes about his +relation to the Countess, out of which Liana had been helped by her +brother, had dictated to her the evenly cold deportment which she had +hitherto maintained towards him. On this sunny side Rabette threw a +billet, in which she wrote him that she was going back to her parents on +Saturday, because the Minister was coming. That hope, this intelligence, +the prospect of less favorable circumstances, his going to Lilar,--all +this decided him in the purpose of snatching to himself a solitary +moment, and therein casting off before Liana the veil from his soul and +hers. + + +62. CYCLE. + +Singularly did events cut across each other on the day when Albano came +into the Ministerial house to take leave of Rabette, and (a trembling +voice said within him) of Liana, too. Rabette beckoned to him, from the +window, to come to her chamber. She had folded together the Icarus's +wings of her apparel into the trunks. Over her inner being a prostrating +storm swept to and fro. Charles had disturbed the equilibrium of her +heart by his warmth, and had not restored it again by a word of +recompense. Like the doves, she flutters around the high conflagration. +O may she not, like them, escape with singed feathers, and come back +again, and at last fall into it! She said she had longed for her +friends, ever since she saw yesterday a flock of sheep driven through +the city. She should accompany, on Saturday, Liana and her mother to +attend the consecration of the church, and the interment of the princely +couple. He begged her, so abruptly and eagerly, to contrive for him +to-day a solitary moment with her friend in the garden, that he +absolutely did not hear her sweet news of Liana's intention to stay +there and make her a visit. + +Alas! he found with the Minister's lady that showman of magnificent +pictures, who, like Nature, made not only a beginning of his spring, but +an end of his autumn, with poisonous flowers,[167] Mr. Von Bouverot. +Dian had sent him four heavenly copies from Rome; these he opened with +dry, artistic palate. Liana received the Count again as ever. Was, +perhaps, Raphael's _Madonna della Sedia_, in whose heaven-descended +palladium her tender soul was absorbed, the seal-keeper of her holiest +mystery? The all-forgetting artistic passion became her so gracefully! +Her optic nerves had become, by her long painting, like delicate +feelers, which closed fast around lovely forms. Certain female forms, +like this one, stirred up her whole soul. For she had, in childhood, +sketched in her inner heaven shining constellations of the heroines of +romances, and in general of unseen women; great ideas of their spirit, +their heavenly walk, their exaltation above all that she had ever seen; +and she had felt equal shyness and longing to meet one such. Hence she +went forth out of this colossal nympheum[168] of her fancy, so easily +dazzled, and with such warm, heartfelt reverence, to meet pure female +friends and the Countess Romeiro. Now certain pictures brought back +these altar-pieces like copies. The good girl thought not of _this_, but +her friend may well have done so, that one needed only to quicken into +life the eyes of this loving, down-gazing Mary, and merely to warm these +lips with tones, and then one had Liana. + +The German gentleman went on, and now placed beside each other Raphael's +Joseph, telling his brothers a dream, and the older Joseph, interpreting +one to a king, and began to translate the three Raphaels into words, and +that with so much felicity, and not only with so much insight into +mechanics and genius, but also with such a precise setting forth of +every human and moral lineament, that Albano took him for a hypocrite, +and Liana for a very good man. She seized every word with a wide-open +heart. When Bouverot painted the prophesying Joseph, as at once +childlike, natural, still, and firm as a rock, and glowing and +threatening, there stood the original at her side. + +There also dropped from the German gentleman much thought about Da +Vinci's boy Christ in the Temple, about the magnificently executed +fraternization and adoption of the boy and the youth in one face. Liana +had also copied the copy, but she and her mother were modestly silent on +the subject. + +But at last Franciscus Albani disturbed the calm that had hitherto +prevailed, by his "Repose during the Flight." While he acted the +dream-interpreter to these picturesque dreams, and Rabette had her eyes +fastened sharply on the Saint Joseph of this picture, sitting beside +Mary, with an open book, Liana said, unluckily, "A fine Albani!" "I +should think not," Rabette whispered; "brother is much more beautiful +than this praying Joseph!" She had confounded Albani with Albano; her +whole picture-gallery lay in the hymn-book, whose hymns she separated +from each other with golden-red saints. The others did not comprehend; +they knew him only as Count of Zesara,--but Liana, sweetly blushing, +flung at Rabette a tenderly reproving glance, and looked, with mute +endurance, more closely at another picture. Never before in Albano,--in +whom the strongest and the tenderest feelings coupled, as the echo makes +thunder louder and music lower,--had the bitter-sweet mingling of love +and pity and shame wrought more warmly, and he could have at once knelt +down before the maiden, and yet have kept silent. + +The German gentleman had finished, and said to the men, with a look full +of victory, "He had, however, something more in his case, which bore +away the palm from the Raphaels; and he would beg them to follow him +into the adjoining apartment." On the way, he observed, that few works +were executed with such magnificent freedom and bold abandon. In the +room he unpacked a little bronze Satyr, against whom an overtaken nymph +is defending herself. "Divine!" said Bouverot, and held the group by a +thread, in order not to rub off the rust. "Divine! I set the Satyr +against the Christ!" Few have even a moderate idea of the amazement of +my hero, when he saw the critic set virtue and vice at once at a round +table, without any quarrel for precedency. + +With a fiery glance of contempt, he turned away, and wondered that the +Lector remained. It seems to be unknown to him that painting, like +poetry, only in its childhood related to gods and divine service, but +that by and by, when they grew up to a higher stature, they must needs +stride out from this narrow churchyard,--as a chapel[169] was originally +a church with church-music, until both were left out, and the pure music +retained. Bouverot had the regard for pure form in so high a degree, +that not only the smuttiest, most immoral subject, but even the most +pure and devout, could not contaminate his enjoyment; like slate, he +stood the two proofs of heating and freezing, without undergoing any +change. + +Albano had seen the maidens through the window in the alley, and +hastened down to take leave of his sister, and to something more +weighty. He came, with fuller roses on his cheeks than those which +glowed around him, to a grassy bank, where Liana, with his sister, was +sitting behind the red parasol, with half-drooping eyelids, and head +bent aside, softly absorbed in the harvest of evening, suffused with a +sunny redness by the parasol, in white dress, with a little slender +black cross on her tender bosom, and with a full rose; she looked upon +our lover so simply, her voice was so sisterly, and all was such pure, +careless love! She told him how delighted she was with the scenes of his +youth, and with country life, and how Rabette would conduct her +everywhere; and particularly to the consecration discourse, which her +father-confessor, Spener, was to deliver on Sunday. She talked herself +into a glow, with picturing how greatly the great breast of the old man +would be moved by the dirge and paean over the ashes of his princely +friend. + +Rabette had nothing in her mind but the solitary minute, which she would +fain leave her brother to enjoy with her. She begged her, in a lively +manner, to play for her yet once more on the harmonica. Albano, at this +proposal, plucked for himself a moderate nosegay from the--foliage of +the tree that hung over his head. Liana looked at her warningly, as much +as to say: "I shall spoil thy cheerfulness for thee again." But she +insisted. At the entrance into the water-house, a light blush flitted +across Albano, at the thought of the latest past and the nearest future. + +Liana speedily opened the harmonica, but the water, the colophonium[170] +of the bells, was wanting. Rabette was just going to fill a glass down +at the fountains, for the sake of leaving them alone; but the Count, +from manly awkwardness about entering at once into a ruse, stepped +courteously before her and fetched it himself. Hardly, at length, had +the lovely, pleasing creature laid, with a sigh, her delicate hands on +the brown bells, when Rabette said to her, she would go down into the +alley to hear how it sounded at a distance. As if at the painful +sunstroke of a too sudden and great pleasure, his heart started up, he +heard the triumphal car of love rolling afar off, and he was fain to +leap into it and rattle away into life. The credulous Liana took the +withdrawal for a veil which Rabette wished to throw over her eye, +sweetly breaking into tears at music, and immediately removed her hands +from the bells; but Rabette kissed her entreatingly, pressed back her +hands upon them, and ran down. "The true heart!" said Liana; but this +pure, guileless confidence in her friend touched him, and he could not +say, Yes. + +When, in the meadows of Persia, a happy one, who, on the luxuriant +enamel has been sleeping down among the pinks and lilies and tulips, +blissfully opens his eyes at the first evening call of the nightingale +upon the still, tepid world, and the motley twilight, through which some +gold threads of the evening sun float glowingly: that blissful one is +like the youth Albano in the enchanted chamber,--the Venetian blinds +scattered round broken lights, trembling green shadows; and there was a +holy twilight as in groves around temples; only murmuring bees flew, out +of the loud, distant world, through the silent cell, into the noise +again. Some sharp streaks of sunshine, like lightnings before sleepers, +were wafted romantically to and fro with the rose; and in this dreamy +grotto, amid the rustling wood of the world, the solitude was not +disturbed by so much as the shadowy existence of a mirror. + +Into this enchantment she let the tones fly out of her hands like +nightingales,--the tones were propelled towards Albano, as by a storm, +now more clearly, and now more faintly; he stood before her, with folded +hands, as if in prayer, and hung with thousand looks of love on the +downward gazing form; all at once she lifted upon him that holy eye, +full of sympathy, but she suddenly cast it down before the sun-glance of +his. + +Now the great eyelids immovably closed upon the sweet looks, and gave +her, like a sleep, the appearance of absence; she seemed a white +May-flower on wintry soil, hanging down its blossom-bells. She was a +dying saint in the devotion of harmony, which she heard rather than +made; only the red lip she took with her as a warm reflection of life, +as a last rose, that was to deck the fleeting angel; O could he disturb +this prayer of music with a word of his? + +With narrower and narrower circles did the magnetic vortex of tones and +of love clasp him round,--and now, when the drawing of the harmonica, +like the water-drawing of the scorching sun, licked up his heart; and +when the lightnings of passion darted over his whole life, and illumined +the mountain-ridges of the future and the valleys of the past, and when +he felt his whole being concentrated into one moment, he saw some drops +trickle out from Liana's drooping eyes, and she looked up cheerfully to +let them fall; then Albano snatched her hand away from the keys, and +cried, with the heart-rending tone of his longing, "O God, Liana!" + +She trembled, she blushed, she looked at him, and knew not that she +still wept and looked on, and continued to play no more. "No, Albano, +no!" she said, softly, and drew her hand out of his, and covered her +face, started at the pause of the musical tones, and collected herself +and again made them flow out slowly, and said, with trembling voice: +"You are a noble being. You are like my Charles, but quite as +passionate. Only one request! I am about to leave the city for a +while." + +His alarm at this became ecstasy, when she named the place, his +Blumenbuehl. She went on with difficulty before the delighted lover; her +hand often lay for a long time on the dissonance in forgetfulness of the +analysis; her eyes glimmered more moistly, although she said nothing +more than this: "Be to my brother, who loves you inexpressibly, as he +has loved no other yet,--O be to him everything! My mother recognizes +your influence. Draw him,--I will speak it out!--especially draw him off +from playing deeply!" + +He could hardly, for his confusion, asseverate the "Yes," when Rabette +came running in with the almost unsuitably accented tidings, that the +mother was coming. Probably she had seen that Rabette was alone. Albano +parted from the pair with abrupt wishes of a pleasant journey, and +forgot, in the flurry, to answer in the affirmative Rabette's request +for a visit. The mother, meeting him, ascribed his ardor to a brother's +emotion at taking leave. + +While he hastened through the wealth of the season, he thought of the +rich future,--of Liana's stammering and veiling: do not fair female +souls, like those angels before the prophet, need only two wings to lift +them, but four to veil themselves? The sea of life ran in high waves, +but everywhere it flashed on its broad surface, and sparks dropped from +the oar. + + +63. CYCLE. + +Ah, on the morning following this, the evening redness of a whole heaven +had grown, to be sure, into a sad cloudiness. For Liana walked before +the youth in such long, thick veils. Any mystery of trouble throws up +cold cloister-walls between hearts drawn near together; that is +manifest. Hitherto accidents of various kinds had bent aside some +flowers which Liana had drawn as a veil over her heart (as the ground +stories in cities prevent looking in at the windows by flowers and +grape-vines), and had disclosed the darkest corner of the background, in +which something like the reverse side of a bust hung, which, turned +round, would perhaps resemble the Count. But as yet the image hangs with +its face toward the wall. However, a female heart is often like marble; +the cunning stone-cutter strikes a thousand blows, without the Parian +block showing the line of a crack; but all at once it breaks asunder +into the very form which the cunning stone-cutter has so long been +hammering after. + +On Saturday, when the Minister's lady and the pair of friends were about +to start for Blumenbuehl, in order to behold the burial and the +consecration, the Captain came to the Count, not only full of joy,--for +he had gladly, out of love to Rabette, helped make for Liana, not +_wings_ indeed, but still _wing-shells_, and out of a threefold interest +for his friend, helped tighten the fly-work,--but also full of anxiety. +But, ye muses! why in the poetical world are there rarely any +occurrences which have such manifold motives as often in the actual? + +His anxiety was simply this, lest his father should arrive earlier than +his mother went off,--for he knew the Minister. The latter intended, +according to his letters, to arrive on Monday or Tuesday (Saturday at +the latest); but this might--as Froulay loved to let his friends swim in +the broad play-room of expectation--still more certainly threaten that +he--because, like the Basle clocks,[171] he always struck an hour too +early, and came in the hope of catching his people at some right odious +thing--might at any minute come driving in at the court-yard gate. If he +came driving furiously up this forenoon, or at the moment when the +servant was lifting the daughter into the carriage, and the mother +already sat therein, then was this much certain, by a thousand +conclusions from observance, that both would have to go up into the +house again; that he would order all trunks and boxes unpacked, and, as +to the daughter of the Provincial Director, after her ten thousand +entreaties,--although her very second would freeze upon her lips,--he +would, in a friendly manner, with quite jocose equanimity, let her be +carried home, as a solitary member of a conclave, in a close carriage. +Certain men--and he is their generalissimo--know no sweeter cordial for +themselves, than to put under lock and key, before the very nose of +their friends, the garden-gates of some Arcadia or other, for which they +have not drawn up for them a map of the route and region, and judicially +to seal them up. Besides, just before a pleasure party, most parents +secrete gall; if Froulay, in fact, could absolutely prevent one, that +was as much for him as if he were himself returning home from one red +and gay. + +At three o'clock in the afternoon, our friends went to walk beneath the +loveliest sky. Everything had been already arranged; Charles proposed to +follow to-morrow; Albano not till Monday, after the general return (his +tender motives, and the hard ones of others, decided it); and there +floated through the whole vaulted blue no cloud but Charles's concern +lest the second depositing of the princely corpse might draw his father +along as early as to-day,... when he suddenly cried out, with a curse: +"There he comes!" He knew him by the tiger-spotted post-team, and still +more by the long line of horses tackled on tandem. A purgatorial moment +of life! The carriage rattled swiftly down the street; the head horses +streamed forth in a longer and quite disorderly train; the people +stared. At last the pulling distance became an acre long,--that seemed +quite impossible,--when Albano's eagle eye discovered that there was no +leather connection between the post-train, and at last, that in fact +there was merely a strange churl, with two horses, accidentally riding +along before the carriage, and at this moment they saw the open +triumphal car, with the female trinity slowly moving up the Blumenbuehl +heights, and the blended tulip-bed of the three parasols glimmered long +after them. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[163] Basa Metzia, c. 4, m 10. + +[164] The _head_ of a bandage is a technical term in +surgery.--TR. + +[165] The German word _mandel_ (literally _almond_) means a +collection of _fifteen_. There being no one word expressing it +collectively in English, _baker's dozen_ (which means thirteen) +seems to come near enough.--TR. + +[166] See Dr. Franklin's verses, comparing different classes of +people to different kinds of paper. Sparks's edition of +Franklin's Works, Vol. II. p. 161.--TR. + +[167] It is well known that spring flowers, on account of +dampness and shade, are for the most part suspicious; as also the +autumnal ones. + +[168] Museum of Nymphae or Chrysalides.--TR. + +[169] In the artistic technical sense.--TR. + +[170] A black resin, used for violin-strings.--TR. + +[171] Alluding to the case where by this change of the town-clock +the Basle people outwitted an enemy--TR. + + + + +FOURTEENTH JUBILEE. + +ALBANO AND LIANA. + + +64. CYCLE. + +So many tender and holy sensibilities flutter round in our inner world, +which, like angels, can never assume the bodily form of outward action, +so many rich, full flowers stand therein which bear no seed, that it is +lucky poetry has been invented, which easily treasures up all these +inborn spirits and the flower-fragrance in its limbo. With this I catch, +dear Albano, thy glorious perfume-breathing Sunday, and hold fast the +invisible incense for the Schneider's-skin of the world! + +On Sunday he moved to the thunder-house in Lilar. The Lector kept +himself up with the hope that the Count would very soon tread down the +flower-parterre of the new enjoyment as flat and dead as a cross-way. It +was a fine morning, all sprinkled with dew; a fresh wind blew from Lilar +over the blooming grain; and the sun burned alone in a cool heaven. Over +the Blumenbuehl road a swarm of people were plodding onward, and no one +went long alone; on the Eastern heights he saw his friend Charles, with +bowed crest, dashing to meet the sun. + +The breezes of Lilar came flying to welcome him with a breath of +orange-fragrance, and blew away the ashes which rested on the glowing +altar-coals of that first magnificent Sunday. He went down the bridge, +and Pollux, early in his finery, came driving a ruffled turkey-cock to +meet him. A _Soeur Servante_ of old Spener had been already for an +hour cooking at Chariton's, merely to see him go by. The latter ran, +festally decked, out of the house, which opened itself gayly with all +its windows to the whole heavens, to meet him, and, in the confusion of +her joy, broke out with the main matter first, namely, that everything +was ready and beautiful up there in the little house, and whether he +would have his dinner up there. She would fain, in the midst of the +conversation, pull Pollux out of the Count's fingers, but he let him +swing up for a kiss, and won thereby every heart, even the old one +behind the kitchen fire. + +While he marched off toward his little house through the western +triumphal arch, he felt, with indescribable strength and sweetness, that +the lovely time of youth is our Italy and Greece, full of gods, temples, +and bliss,--and which, alas! so often Goths and Vandals stalk through +and strip with their talons. + +His blooming path ran at length into the descending and ascending +stairway, which he had passed with Spener; single streaks of day burned +themselves into the moist ground and painted the scattered twigs fiery +and golden. In the mystic bower, where the dead Prince had stalked along +before him in the by-cavern, he found no such cavern, but only an empty +niche. He stepped out above, as out of the haunch of the earth. His +little house lay on the crooked back of the mountain ridge. Down below +reposed around him those elephants of the earth, the hills, and Lilar +gloriously swelling in blossoms, and he looked from his windows into +the camp of the giants of Nature. + +Meanwhile he could not now stay on the window-sill, nor near the +inspiring AEolian harp, nor in the eye-prison of books; through streams +and woods and over mountains fresh nature longed to sweep. That he did. + +There are sometimes between the every-day days of life--when the rainbow +of Nature appears to us only broken up, and as a misshapen, motley mass +on the horizon--certain creation-days, when she rounds and contracts +herself into a fair form, nay, when she becomes alive, and speaks to us +like a soul. To-day Albano had such a day for the first time. Ah, years +often pass away and bring no such day! While he went thus roaming along +on both sides of the mountain ridge, the northeast wind began to flow +fuller and fuller to meet him;--without wind, a landscape was to him a +stiff, fast-nailed wall-tapestry;--and now the wind rolled the solid +land over into a fluid state. The neighboring trees shook themselves +like doves sweetly shuddering in its bath, but in the distance the woods +stood fast, like hosts in battle array, and their summits like lances. +Majestically swam through the blue the silvery islands, the clouds, and +on the earth shadows stalked like giants over streams and mountains; in +the valley sparkled the Rosana, and rolled into the oak grove. He went +down into the warm vale; the flowery pastures foamed and their seed +played in its cloud-fleece ere the earth caught it; the swan spread +voluptuously his long wing; pairs of doves were pecking each other for +love; and everywhere lay beds and twigs full of hot maternal bosoms and +eggs. Like a glorious blue bouquet, the neck of the reposing peacock +played off its dissolving colors in the high grasses. He stepped under +the oaks, which with knotty arms seized hold upon heaven, and with +knotty roots the earth. The Rosana talked alone with the murmuring wood, +and ate away, foaming, at the rocky crags and at the decaying +shore;--night and evening and day chased each other in the mystic grove. +He stepped into the stream, and went out with it before a warm, busy +plain full of villages, and out from them came the Sabbath sounds, and +out of the grain-fields larks arose, and on the mountains human +foot-paths crept upward,--the trees lifted themselves up as living +things, and the distant men seemed to be fast-rooted, and became only +little shoots on the low bark of the enormous tree of life. + +The soul of the youth was cast into the holy fire; like asbestos-paper, +he drew it out quenched and blank; it was to him as if he knew nothing, +as if he were _one_ thought; and here the feeling came upon him in a +wonderfully new manner, that is the world, thou art on the world;--he +was _one_ being with it,--all was _one_ life, clouds and men and trees. +He felt himself grasped by innumerable polypus-arms, and swallowed up at +the same time with them, and yet running on in the infinite heart. + +In a blissful bewilderment he arrived at his dwelling, from which little +Pollux came rolling down the mountain to meet him, and call him to +dinner. In the little house the very thought of his heart was expressed +by the AEolian harp at the open window. While the child was thundering +away with his little fist on the harpsichord, and the birds joyfully +screamed in out of the trees, the soul of the world swept exulting and +sighing through the AEolian strings, now lawlessly and now regularly, +playing with the storms and they with it; and Albano seemed to hear the +streams of life rushing between their shores, the countries of the +earth,--and through flower-veins and oak-veins, and through +hearts,--around the earth, bearing clouds on their bosom,--and the +stream, which thunders through eternity, a Divine hand was pouring out +under the veil. + +Albano came, with the innocent boy dancing before him, to the still +smiling mother. Even here, between the four walls, the sails continued +to propel him which the great morning had swelled. Nothing surprised +him, nothing seemed to him common, nothing remote; the wave and the drop +in the endless sea of life flowed away in indivisible union with the +streams and whirlpools which it bore onward. Before Chariton he stood +like a shining god, and she would gladly have veiled either him or +herself. Never was humanity individualized in purer forms, crippled by +no alloy of provincialism or nationality, than in this circle of joy, +wherein childhood, womanhood, and manhood, twined with flowers, met and +softly clasped each other. + +Chariton spoke constantly of Liana, out of love, not merely for the +absent one, but also for the one who stood near; for, although she +looked with those open eyes, which seem more to image quietly than to +behold, more to let in than to draw in, still she was, like children, +virgins, country people, and savages, at once open-heartedly true and +keen. She had easily detected Albano's love, because everything is +easier to disguise from women,--even hatred, than its opposite. She +praised Liana infinitely, particularly her incomparable kindness; and +"her lord had said, few men had so much heart as she, for she had often +been, without any fear, whole nights with her in Tartarus." Certainly, +neither was this explicable to the Count. The marvellous is the aureole +of a beloved head; a sun, softened down to a human countenance, takes +less powerful hold than a beloved countenance glorified into a +sun-image. + +More and more heartily delighted at his delight, she offered to lead him +into Liana's chamber. A simple little chamber,--under a green twilight +of glimmering vine foliage, some books of Fenelon and Herder, old +flowers still in their water-glasses, little Chinese dishes, Julienne's +portrait, and another of a deceased youthful friend, whose name was +Caroline, an unstained writing-stand, with English-pressed paper,--was +what he found. The holy spring hours of the virgin passed by before him, +dropping dew like sunny clouds. + +He happened to touch a penknife, when Chariton brought quills to be cut, +"because," she said, "they had so much trouble on this score since her +master had gone away." For a woman can more easily drive any pen--even +the epic and Kantian--than make one; and here, as in several other +cases, the stronger sex must lend the weaker a hand. + +Albano wished to see, also, the working-chamber of his teacher; but this +she decidedly--although an hour's eating together had not given her any +new courage--refused, because her master had forbidden it. He begged +once more; but she smiled more and more painfully, and adhered to her +gentle no. + +He now dreamed away the murmur of the morning in the magic garden, on +whose waters and paths the moonshine and reflection of memory played. +Out of the nine million square miles of common earth, how do certain +poetical lands stand out to a poetical heart! On the mountain with the +altar, where he once saw her disappear down below, the afternoon chime +of Blumenbuehl came wafted to him with the fanning of a freer ether; and +his childhood's life, and the present scenes yonder, and Liana, gave him +a tender heart, and he surveyed, with dimmer eyes, the transfigured +land. + +At evening came happy church-goers from Blumenbuehl, and praised the +consecration and the burial mightily. He saw the pious father still +standing up there on the back of the mountain. The morning when he +should be able to see Liana a whole day, and perhaps tell her all, +overspread his life with a morning dew, glimmering around him in +splendid rainbow circles. Even in bed he sang for joy the morning song +of the rowers on Lago Maggiore,--the constellations over Blumenbuehl +shone through the open window of his little Alp-house down into his +closing eye. When the bright moon and flute-tones from the vale awakened +him again, the silent rapture still glowed on under the ashes of +slumber, and grew till it closed his eyes again. + + +65. CYCLE. + +Under a fresh morning-blue, Albano, full of hopes that he should to-day +clear up his life, so constantly running into white fog, took the same +old road which once brought him hither by night (in the 23d Cycle) in +order on the mountain to see Elysium and Liana. The whole blooming path +was to him a Roman earth, out of which he dug up the beautifully +pictured vases of the past; and the nearer the village, so much the +broader grew the hallowed spots. He wondered that the lambs and +shepherd-boys had not, like the grass, shot up taller during his +absence, which, itself, in consequence of the growth of his heart and +the many-complexioned vicissitude of his experiences, appeared very much +prolonged to his imagination. Like a morning draught of clear +alpine-water, the old clang of the herdsman's horn gushed into his +breast; but the narrow alder-path, into which he used to drive the +Director's riding-horse before unsaddling, and the very court-yard, even +the four walls and the ceiling-pictures of domestic bliss, cramped up +both root and summit in his swelling soul, which longed to grow into the +earth and into the heavens; he was yet in the years when one opens high +to the air with a treadle the tympan of life's clavichord, in order that +the harmonious roar may swell out everywhere. + +In the castle how profusely was his heart covered with hearts, and the +youngest love drowned by the old, from the easily weeping mother, +Albina, even to the hand-extending old servants, who, on his account, +stirred more briskly their petrified limbs! He found all his +loves--Liana excepted--in Wehrfritz's study,[172] because he loved +"young folk" and discourse, and always insisted that they should set out +the breakfast on his table of papers, which, he said, was as good as a +breakfast-table with varnished scrap-pictures that nobody saw. Albano +tormented himself with the fear that the Minister's lady had been the +church-robber of a very goddess, and carried Liana back yesterday,--till +the Captain hastily explained the non-appearance. The good soul had had +yesterday to atone for the commotion of her sympathizing heart with +sick-headache. Her loved teacher, Spener, with his sublime +soul-stillness,--those eyes, which wept no more over the earth, buried +with the princely pair,--standing with his head under the cold polar +star of eternity, so that now, like the pole, it no longer saw any stars +rise or set,--calmly, and with hands apostolically folded in one +another, speaking so all-persuasively upon the sorrow and the great end +of this pale life, pressing, with his inspired speech, men's hearts to +the verge of tearful emotion, and yet with exalted tenderness drawing +them back from extreme grief, that so only the heart may weep without +the eye,--and then the consecration of the coupled coffins and of the +church,--O, in the delicate Liana these emotions could not surely fail +to grow into sorrows, and all that her teacher buried in silence was in +her spoken aloud. In addition to this, she had not taken the usual +medicine of keeping still, but had disguised all her pangs behind active +joy, so as to give her departing mother no pains, although herself far +too great ones. + +Into the midst of this explanation she herself entered pleasantly, in a +white morning-dress, with a nosegay of Chinese roses,--a little pale and +tired,--looking up with a dreamy softness,--her voice somewhat low,--the +roses on her cheeks closed into buds,--and, like a child, smiling upon +every heart;--thou angel of heaven! who may dare to love and reward +thee? She beheld the lofty youth;--all the lilies of her still face +were, contrary to her wont, baptized into a heavenly morning-red of joy, +and a tender purple lingered upon them. + +She asked him, with an open manner, why he had not come yesterday to the +festivities, and disclosed, as a matter of moment, that they would all +to-day visit the pious father, for whom she had been tying her +dwarf-roses. He took gladly the fourth voice in the concert of the +pleasure-party. What a magnificent hanging garden, with its loveliest +flowers and prospects, is built out into the evening-hours! How many +happy ones a single roof covers! + +The ingenuous Rabette, more brisk and busy for her still gladness, was, +unweariedly, Liana's sick-nurse and Roquairol's lion-keeper and +_maitresse de plaisirs_, who made every one of the mother's ground-plans +of pleasure broader by a half, and her whole being was so happy! Ah, her +poor innocent heart had not yet, indeed, been loved by any one, and +therefore it glows, with the fresh energies of the first love, so +brightly and truly before a mighty one which seems to come down to it +with a blessing, like a loving god, drawing after it a whole heaven! +Roquairol saw how bewitchingly a busy activity shook aside in the +play-room of her character and her occupations the heavily hanging +foliage, which in the visiting parlor darkly overspread her real worth; +she was even made more lovely by the darker, neat house-dress, since he +by his preaching had sent back every white drapery of her brunette +person into the wardrobe. She would not obey her mother in this matter, +till he had demanded it. Nay, he had yesterday brought her to the point +of really wearing about with her the watch which the proud Minister's +lady had presented her, though she blushed like fire at the unwonted +ornament. Meanwhile he proposed to take with her, as it were, a true +serpentine flowery way to the altar of his love's _loud_ Yes,--the +_silent_ one he was saying all the time;--he knew she would get in at +once so soon as he rode forth with the conch-chariot of Venus, to which +he had tackled a dove and a hawk. + +How gloriously the forenoon flew away on golden wing-shells and on +transparent wings! The beloved Albano was introduced into all the +changes of the house; the finest was in his study-chamber, which Rabette +had transformed into her toilet-chamber, sewing-room, and study, and +which again, since yesterday, had become guest-chamber and library to +Liana. How gladly did he step to the western window, where he had so +often caused his invisible father and the beloved one to appear, in an +unearthly manner, in the crystal mirror of his fancy! On the panes were +many L's and R's drawn by his boyish hand. Liana asked what the R's +meant; "Roquairol," said he, for she did not inquire after the L. With +infinite sweetness did the thought flow around his heart, that his +beloved was indeed to live through some blooming days in the dreamy cell +of his first fresh life. Liana showed him with childlike joy how she +shared everything, that is, the chamber, fairly with Rabette, in her +double housekeeping and chum-ship, and how she made her very hostess her +guest. + +I have often admired with envy the fine, light, nomadic life of maidens +in their Arcadian life-segments; easily do these _doves of passage_ +flutter into a strange family, and sew and laugh and visit there, with +the daughter of the house, one or two months, and one takes the +ingrafted shoot for a family twig; on the other hand, we _house-pigeons_ +are inhabitive and hard to transplant, and generally, after a few days, +journey back again. Since we, as more brittle material, less easily melt +in with the family ore; since we do not weave our work into that of +others so easily as maidens do theirs,--because carriages full of +working-tools must follow after us,--and since we need much and contrive +much;--from all this our claim to a passport is very well deduced, +without the least detriment to our characters. + +After a half-eternity of dressing,--since, in the neighborhood of the +loved one, an hour of absence lasts longer than a month when she is far +off,--the maidens entered, equipped for travelling, in the black dress +of brides. How charmingly the roses become Rabette, in her dark hair, +and the lace edging on the white neck, and the timid flames of her pure +eye, and the flitting blushes! And Liana--I speak not of this saint. +Even the good old Director, when the innocent face looked upon him so +childlike from beneath the white veil of India muslin, sprinkled with +gold wire, which was simply thrown over her head after the manner of the +nuns, could not but give his satisfaction words: "Like a nun, like an +angel!" She answered: "I wanted once really to be one with a friend; but +now I take the veil later than she," she added, with a wondrous tone. + +She hung to-day with tender enthusiasm upon Rabette, perhaps from the +weakness of ill health, perhaps from love for Albano and the parents, +and perhaps because Rabette, in her love, was so good and beautiful, and +because she herself was nothing but heart. She had, besides, the sacred +fault of forming too enthusiastic conceptions of her female +friends,--into which the nobler maidens easily fall, and which belongs +less to married women,--carried to an unusual height; thus, for +instance, her friend Caroline, who had met her like a heroine of romance +only on the romantic playground of friendship and beautiful nature, she +could not, in the beginning, without a rending away of the saintly halo, +at all conceive of as having hands, which drove the needle and +flat-iron, and other implements of the female field of labor. + +Whoso will feel the tenderest participation in joy, let him look not at +happy children, but at the parents who rejoice to see them happy. Never +did the blue-eyed and round-eyed Albina--across whose face time had +struck many a note of life thrice over, among which, however, no +step-motherly discord appeared--look oftener to and fro, and more +benignantly, than from one to another of these couples; for such they +were, according to the maternal astrology of the aberrations and +perturbations of these double-stars. The father, who maintained the +"hypocrisy and spiritlessness[173] of the young people now-a-days," +compared with the ambition of his contemporaries and comrades, was +chained to the Captain, who, as manager of his inner theatre, had to-day +assigned himself the part of a gay youth. He pleased him even by the +pithy flowers of speech, which the hidden breeze let fly from him; for +as every genius must have its rough idiom, its doggerel verse, so had +he--(others have the devil, the deuse)--the journeyman's greeting of +genius, _Rascal_, together with the derivatives, _rascality_, &c. But +how much more mightily did Albano carry away all female hearts by the +stillness with which, like a quiet aftersummer, he let fall his fruits. +The parents ascribed this reserve to city life: as if Charles had not +been longer to this painter's school! No, Love is the Italian school of +man; and the more vigorous and elevated he is, of precisely so much the +higher tenderness is he capable, as on high trees the fruit rounds +itself into a milder and sweeter form than on low ones. Not in unmanly +characters does mildness charm, but in manly ones; as energy does, not +in unwomanly ones, but in the womanly. + +The good youth! While Charles, unhappily, always knew clearly when his +glance burned and lightened, how innocently blazes from thy eyes a +glowing heart, which knows it not! May thy evening be the seed-corn of a +youth full of blossoms! The chariot rolls on, without thy knowing +whether it is to be a chariot of Elijah or of Phaeton, whether thou art, +by means of it, to soar to heaven or to fall therefrom! + + +66. CYCLE. + +The carriage flew through the village with the four young people. How +grateful to our youth was the expanse of heaven and of earth! The portal +of life--youth--was hung with flowers and lights. They rolled along at +the foot of the mountain by the bird-pole, the sign-post of a boyish +Arcadia, by the cradle where, in the enraptured sleep of childhood, he +had stretched out his boyish arm after the high heaven; and through the +birch thicket, now dwindled in his eyes to a bush, which, on that golden +morning, he had found so broad and long; and by the open triumphal arch +of the east, behind which the sea of the many-shaped Lilar poured the +tide of its charms; and when they arrived behind the mountain-wall of +the flute-dell, they sent back the carriage. + +They walked on a glorious earth, under a glorious heaven. Pure and white +swam the sun like a swan through the blue flood,--meadows and villages +crowded up close around the distant, low mountain-ridges; a soft wind +swayed the green waves of the crop to and fro all over the plain; on the +hills shadows lay fast asleep under the wings of white clouds; and +behind the summits of the heights the mast-trees of the Rhine ships +majestically sailed away. + +As Albano went along so close by the side of his beloved, the purgatory +burning under his Eden fell back deeper and deeper into the earth's +core; full of uneasiness and hope, he cast his fiery eye now on the +summer, now on the mild vesper-star, which glimmered so near to him out +of the spring ether. The good maiden seemed to-day more still, serious, +and restless than usual. As they went through a little wood, open on all +sides, along the ridge of a hill that ran round the flute-dell, Liana +suddenly said to the Count, she heard flutes. Scarcely could he say, he +heard only far-off turtle-doves, when she at once collected herself as +for something wonderful, fixed her eyes on heaven, smiled, and suddenly +looked round toward Albano, and grew red. Then turning to him, she said: +"I will be frank; I hear at this moment music within me.[174] Forgive me +to-day my weakness and tenderness; it comes from yesterday." "I--you?" +said he, passionately; for he, about whom in sicknesses only burning +images stormed, was inspired with veneration for a being to whom, as if +from her higher world, low tones like golden sunbeams reach down in her +pains, and pass veiled through the rough deep. + +But Liana, as if for the sake of turning aside his enthusiasm, came upon +the subject of her friend Caroline, and told how she always hovered +before her on such days, and especially on this walk. "In the beginning +I sought her out," said Liana, "because she resembled my Linda. She was +my instructress, although she was only a few weeks older than I. Her +pure, severe, unflinching character, and her readiness to sacrifice +herself cheerfully and in silence, made her even, if I may say so, +worthy of veneration in the eyes of her mother. She was never seen to +weep, tender as she was, for she wished to keep her mother always +cheerful. We were going to take the veil in company, for the sake of +being always together; I should not live to become old, she said, and I +must spend my short life happily and without anxiety; but also in +preparation for the next. Ah, she herself went up before me! +Night-watching by the sick-bed of her mother, and sorrow for her death, +took her away. She received the holy supper, for which we were preparing +ourselves together, only on her death-bed. Then did the angel give me +this veil, in which I am some time to follow her. O good, good +Caroline!" She wept unconcealedly, and pressed, with emotion, Albano's +hand. "O, I should not have begun about this! There comes already our +friend; we will be right cheerful!" + +They had now passed through a high wood of under-brush, which teasingly +disclosed and hid by turns the landscapes that glided around them, and +had come near to the spire which looks in upon the flute-dell, and near +which lay a solitary church and Spener's dwelling, and in the plain +below the open village. Spener came to meet his pupil--after the manner +of old men--unconcerned about the others; and a young roe ran after him. +A beautiful spot! Little white peacocks; turtle-doves at large; a city +of bees in the midst of their bee-flora,--all bespoke the tranquil old +man, whom the earth serves and honors, and who, indifferent towards it, +lives only in God. He came--disappointing one's expectation of an +ecclesiastical gravity--with a light playfulness upon the gay train, and +laid his finger in benediction on the forehead of Liana, who seemed to +be his granddaughter, as it were, a second tree-blossom in the late +autumn of life. In a daughterly way, she placed the bunch of dwarf-roses +in his bosom, and took very careful notice whether it pleased him. She +smiled quite serenely, and all her tears seemed fanned away; but she +resembled the rain-sprinkled tree, when the sun laughs out again,--the +least agitation flings the old rain from the still leaves. + +The old man was delighted with the sympathy of the young people, and +remained with them upon the blooming and resounding eminence, which sat +enthroned between a wide landscape and the richly laden mountain-ridge, +running away into Elysium. Since, as with one who ascends in a balloon, +the tones of earth did not reach him from so great a distance as its +forms, they let him talk more than listen, as one spares old people. + +He spoke soon of that in which his heart lived and breathed, but in a +singular, half-theological, half-French, Wolfian, and poetic speech. One +ought, of many a mystic's poetry and philosophy to give, instead of +verbal, real translations, in order that it may be seen how the pure +gold of truth glows under all wrappages. Spener says, in my translation: +"He had formerly, before he found the right way, tormented himself in +every human friendship and love. He had, when he was fervently loved, +said to himself, that he could surely never so regard or love himself; +and even so the beloved being could not truly so think of itself, as the +loving one did, and though it were ever so perfect or so full of +self-love. If every one looked upon others as upon himself, there could +be no ardent love. But all love demands an object of infinite worth, and +dies of every inexplicable and clearly recognized failure; it projects +its objects out of all and above all, and requires a reciprocal love +without limits, without any selfishness, without division, without +pause, without end. Such an object is verily the divine being, but not +fleeting, sinful, changeable man. Therefore must the lovesick heart sink +into the Giver himself of this and of all love, into the fulness of all +that is good and beautiful, into the disinterested, unlimited, +universal Love, and dissolve and revive therein, blest in the +alternation of contraction and expansion. Then it looks back upon the +world and finds everywhere God and his reflection: the worlds are his +deeds; every pious man is a word, a look, of the All-loving; for love to +God is the Divine thing, and the heart yearns for him in every heart." + +"But," said Albano, whose fresh, energetic life rebelled against all +mystical annihilation, "how, then, does God love us?" "As a father loves +his child, not because it is the best child, but because it needs +him."[175] "And whence," he further inquired, "comes, then, the evil in +man, and whence sorrow?" "From the Devil," said the old man, and +pictured out uninterruptedly, with transfigured joy, the heaven of his +heart,--how it was always surrounded with the all-beloved, all-loving +One, how it never desired any good fortune or any gifts from him at all +(which one did not wish even in earthly love), but only a higher and +higher love towards himself, and how, while the evening mists of old age +were gathering thicker and thicker around his senses, his heart felt +itself, in the darkness of life, embraced more and more closely by the +invisible arms. "I shall soon be with God!" said he, with a radiance of +love on that countenance of his, chilled with life, and breaking in +under the weight of years. One could have borne to see him die. So +stands Mont Blanc before the rising moon; night veils his feet and his +breast, but the light summit hangs high in the dark heaven as a star +among the stars. + +Liana, like a daughter, had not let her eye nor her hand go from him, +and had languishingly drunk in every sound; her brother had heard him +with more pleasure than Albano, but merely for the sake of remodelling +more clearly and fully the mystic Hero into the mimic Mount Athos of his +representation, and Rabette had contemplated him as in a church among +believing by-thoughts. + +He withdrew now without ceremony to take care of his animals, which he +loved, as he did everything involuntary, for instance, children, as +coming at first hand from God. "Everything is divine," he said, "and +nothing earthly but what is immoral." He could not bear to smoke bees +with brimstone, let flowers dry up with thirst in the pot-cage, or see +an overdriven wounded horse, and he passed by a butcher's stall not +without shuddering limbs. + +"Shall we," said friend Charles, "take in the glorious evening on the +magnificent mountain road, and see thy thunder-house, and cast down +every cup of sorrow into the vales below?" Through what a magic +neighborhood did they now pass along the sloping ridge of the +thunder-house! On the right, as it were, the occident of nature; on the +left, the orient; before them Lilar, glittering in the _faerie_ of +evening,--lying in the arms of the glancing Rosana,--golden grain behind +silver-poplars, and overhead a heaven filled with a life-intoxicated, +tumultuous creation,--and the sun-god stalking away over his +evening-world, and stooping a little under the midnight to raise his +golden head in the east. Albano went forth, holding Liana's holy hand. +"O how beautiful is all!" said he. "How the fluttering world-map rustles +and murmurs with long streams and woods,--how the eastern mountains bask +in steadfast repose,--how the groves climb the hills, with glowing +stems! One could plunge down into the smoking vales and into the cold, +glistening waves. Ah, Liana, how beautiful is all!" "And God is on the +earth," said she. "And in thee!" said he, and thought of the word of the +old man, that love seeks God, and that he dwells in the heart which we +esteem. + +Now came rolling toward him the great waves which the AEolian-harp dashed +out in the thunder-house; and his genius flew by before him with the +words, "Tell her there thy whole heart!" + +Before the little tabernacle of yesterday's dreams his stormy heart was +dissolved; and the sun and the earth reeled before his passionate tears. +As he entered with her into the rosy splendor of the evening sun that +filled the apartment, and into the spirit-like din of tones discoursing +with one another alone, he seized Liana's hands and pressed them wildly +to his breast, and sank down before her speechless and dazzled; flames +and tears suffused his eyes and his cheeks,--the whirlwind of tones blew +into his blazing soul,--the mild angel of innocence bowed herself, +weeping and trembling, toward the burning sun-god, and a sharp pain +twined itself like a pale serpent through the roses of the mild +countenance,--and Albano stammered: "Liana, I love thee!" + +Then the serpent turned round and clasped and covered the sweet rosy +form. "O good Albano! thou art unhappy, but I am innocent!" She stepped +back with dignity, and quickly drew down the white veil over her face, +and said, beside herself, "Wouldst thou love the dead? This is my +corpse-veil; the coming year it will lie upon this face." "That is not +true," said Albano. "Caroline, answer him!" said she, and stared at the +burning sun as if looking for a higher apparition. Frightful moment! as +during an earthquake the sea heaves and the air rests in fearful +stillness, so was his lip dumb beside the veiled one, and his whole +heart was a storm. On the strings swept by a sighing world of spirits, +and the last ended with a sharp scream. The beauty of the earth was +distorted before him, and in the evening clouds broad fiery banners were +planted; and the sun's eye shut-to in blood. + +All at once Liana folded her hands as if in prayer, and smiled and +blushed; then she raised the veil from her divine eyes, and the +transfigured one, tinged with the rosy reflection, looked on him +tenderly,--and cast her eye down,--and raised it again,--and again let +it sink,--and the veil fell again before her, and she said, in a low +tone, "I will love thee, good Albano, if I do not make thee miserable." +"I will die with thee!" said he. "What then?"--And now let a holy cloud +veil the sun-god, who moves flaming through the midst of his stars! + +His solitude and Liana's solution of so many wonders were suspended by +the entrance of Rabette and Charles, who both seemed more touched than +blessed,--she by the comforting nearness of the loved one, he by the +singular situation and the subduing evening; for after certain beings a +storm follows, and they must, against their will, make the steps that +they take more rapid. + +When Albano, with the peace-angel of his life, with the beloved one, +who, in the midst of the rush of her feelings, heard, nevertheless, the +voice of her female friend, walked forth again once more alone upon the +rocky causeway between fragrant vales of Tempe in the glimmering world, +he felt as if he had struggled through his life like an eagle through a +storm-cloud, and as if the black tempest were running far away below his +wings, and the whole starry heaven burned bright above his head. Liana, +with maidenly nobleness and firmness, gave him, before he had put a +question, the answer: "I must now tell you a mystery, which I have +hidden from every one, and even from my mother, because it would have +disquieted her. I spoke just now of my never-to-be-forgotten Caroline. +On the day of my sacrament, which I had wished to take with her, I went +back by night from my teacher to my mother, and in fact through the +singular, long cavern, wherein one seems to descend, when one is in +reality going upward. My maid went before with the lantern. In the +romantic arbor, where a concave mirror stands, I turn round toward the +full moon which was streaming in, from a dread of the wild mirror, which +distorts people too horribly. Suddenly I hear a heavenly concert, such +as I often heard again afterward in sicknesses,--I think of my blessed +friend,--and gaze, full of longing, into the moon. Then I saw her +opposite to me, beaming with innumerable rays: in her fair eyes was a +tender look, but yet something dissolving; the tender mouth, almost the +only living feature, resembled a red, but transparent fruit, and all her +hues seemed to be nothing but light. Yet only in the blue eye and red +mouth did the angel seem like Caroline. I could sketch her, if one could +paint with light. I became dangerously sick; then she appeared to me +oftener, and refreshed me with inexpressibly sweet tones,--they were not +properly words,--whereupon I always sank into a soft sleep, as into a +sweet death. Once I asked her--more with inner words--whether I should, +then, soon come to her into the realm of light. She answered, I should +not die just now, but somewhat later; and she named very clearly the +coming year, and the very day, which I have, however, forgotten.... O +dear Albano! forgive me only a few words! I soon recovered, and mourned +over the slow, lingering passage of time...." + +"No," Albano interrupted her, for his feelings were striking against +each other like swords, "I revere, but I hate her dangerous phantom. +Fancy and sickness are the parents of the air-born, destroying angel, +who flies scorching, like a dumb heat-lightning, over all the blossoms +of youth!" + +She answered, with emotion, "O thou good, pure spirit! thou hast never +distressed me, thou hast ever comforted, guided, made me happy and +holy,--a phantom is it, Albano? It even preserves me against all +phantoms of terror, against all ghostly fear, because it is always about +me. Why, if it is only a phantom, does it never appear to me in my +dreams?[176] Why comes it not when I will? But it comes only in weighty +cases; then I consult and obey it very willingly. It has already to-day, +Albano," she added, in a lower and fainter tone, "twice appeared to me +on the way, when I heard the inner music, and previously in the +thunder-house, when the sun went down, and has affectionately answered +me." + +"And what says it, heavenly one?" asked Albano, innocently. "I saw it +only on the way, and asked no question," replied the childlike one, +blushing; and here, all at once, her holy soul stood unconsciously +without a veil before him; for she had, in the thunder-house, received +from the invisible Caroline the yes to her love; because that being was +her own creation, and this a suggestion of her own. Yes indeed, heavenly +one! thou standest before the mirror with the virgin's veil over thy +form, and when thy image softly raises its own, thou fanciest thyself +still covered! + +No word can express Albano's veneration for such a sanctified heart, +which dreamed into such distinctness glorified beings; whose golden +flowers only grew the higher over the thought of death, as earthly ones +do in churchyards over the reality; which, simultaneously with his own, +invisible hands had drawn into two similar dreams;[177] to which one was +ashamed to give common truths for its holy errors. "Thou art from +heaven," he said, inspired, and his joy became the pearl melted in the +eye which quenches the thirst of the human heart; "therefore thou +wouldst go back thither!" "O, I consecrate to thee, my friend," said +she, smilingly weeping, and pressed his hand to her pure heart, "the +whole little life which I have, every hour to the last, and I will, +meanwhile, prepare thee for everything which God sends." + +Before they entered the cottage of the pious father, Albano seized his +friend's hand, and the sisters joined each other. The friends went +forward for a time in silence; Charles looked upon Albano, and found the +peace of blessedness upon his face. When the latter saw how Liana +pressed her overfraught heart to her sister's, then were sincerity and +joy too strong in him, and he fell without a word upon the heart of the +dear brother of the eternal bride, and let him silently guess all from +his tears of bliss. O, he might have guessed it, to be sure, from the +bridal look of love which his sister more seldom removed from his +friend, and from the heartiness wherewith she drew Rabette to her heart; +just as if they two would soon be related to each other, as if her +brother himself would soon speak more sweetly, since he for some time +had no longer called her the little Linda; and consecrated her thereon +for the heart of her brother. Not before the pious father did the +enraptured look hold itself much in abeyance, which Albano, standing as +if under the gate of eternity, cast into the heavens, gleaming like +worlds one behind another; he was still and tender, and in his heart +dwelt all hearts. O love _one_ heart purely and warmly, then thou lovest +all hearts after it, and the heart in its heaven sees like the +journeying sun, from the dew-drop even to the ocean, nothing but mirrors +which it warms and fills. + +But in Roquairol started up immediately, when he saw the heavenly bliss +so near, the mutinous spirit of his past, and struck with a bloody +epilepsy the limbs of the inner man: those immortal sighings after an +ever-flying peace again tormented him; his transgressions and errors, +and even the hours when he innocently suffered, were painfully reckoned +up before him; and then he spoke, (and stirred every heart, but most of +all poor Rabette's, which he pressed against his own to warm himself, +as, according to the tradition, the eagle does with the dove, after +which he does not tear her to pieces,)--nobly he spoke then of life's +wilderness, and of fate, which burns out man, like Vesuvius, into a +crater, and then again sows cool meadows therein, and fills it again +with fire; and of the only blessedness of this hollow life, love, and of +the injury inflicted, when fate with its winds sways and rubs a +flower[178] to and fro, and thereby cuts through the green skin against +the earth. + +But while he thus spoke, he looked on the glowing Rabette, and would +fain by these warmings burst open, as it were by force, the fast-closed +flower-bud of his love, and spread its leaves out under the sun. O the +bewildered and yearning one was surely not yet quite happy even to-day, +and he wished not so much to affect others as himself. + +With what blissful presentiments did they step out again before the +sphinx of night, who lay smiling before them with soft, starry glances! +Did they not go through a still, glimmering, subterranean world, light +and free, without the heavy clogging earth on their feet, while in the +wide Elysium the warm ether only flutters because invisible Psyches fan +it with their wings? And out of the flute-dell the old man sends after +them his tones as sweet arrows of love, in order that the swelling heart +may blissfully bleed of their woundings. Albano and Liana came out upon +a prospect where the broad eastern landscape, with its light-streaks of +blooming poppy-fields, and its dark villages, ascended the soft +mountains, where the moon awoke, and the splendor of her garment already +swept like that of a spirit through heaven: here they remained standing +and waiting for Luna. Albano held her hand. All the mountain-ridges of +his life stood in a glowing dawn. "Liana," said he, "what innumerable +springs are there at this moment up yonder on the worlds which hang in +the heavens; but this is the fairest!" "Ah, life is lovely, and to-day +it is too dear to me! Albano," she added, in a low voice, and her whole +face became an exalted, tearless love, and the stars wove and +embroidered its bridal dress, "if God calls me, then may he let me +always appear to thee as Caroline does to me. O, if I could only attend +thee thus through thy whole dear life, and console and warn thee, I +would willingly wish for no other heaven." + +But as he was about to express the fulness of his love, and the anger +of his pain about the death-delusion, just then came his wild friend, +who, like a Vesuvius, pouring out at once lava- and rain-streams over +the credulous Rabette, had made both her heart and his own only fuller, +not lighter; then Charles beheld the glorified beings and the blue +horizon, where already the moon was flinging forth her glimmering light +between the bristling mast-peaks and summits, and looked again into the +splendor of holy love. Then could he no longer contain himself; his +heart, full of agony, mounted to an eternal purpose, as if to God, and +he embraced Albano and Rabette, and said: "Beloved man! beloved maiden! +keep my unhappy heart!" + +Rabette clung around him compassionately, as a mother around her child, +and gave up to him, in hot, gushing tears, her whole soul. Albano, +astonished, enfolded in his arms the love-bond; Liana was drawn to the +beloved hearts by the whirlpool of bliss. Unheard the flutes sounded on, +unseen waved the white banners of the stars overhead. Charles spoke +frantic words of love, and wild wishes of dying for joy. Albano touched +trembling Liana's flower-lip, as John kissed Christ, and the heavy +milky-way bent down like a magic wand toward his golden bliss. Liana +sighed: O mother, how happy are thy children! The moon had already flown +up into the blue, like a white angel of peace, and glorified the great +embrace; but the blest ones marked it not. Like a sounding waterfall, +their rich life covered them, and they knew not that the flutes had +ceased, and all the hills were shining.[179] + +FOOTNOTES: + +[172] Museum (home of the muses) is the beautiful German name for +it.--TR. + +[173] _Kopf-und Ohr-haengerei._ Hanging down of head (hypocrisy) +and ears.--TR. + +[174] This self-resounding--as the AEolian-harp [_riesen-harfe_, +giant-harp, in German.--TR.], when the weather changes, sounds +without a touch--is common in sick-headache and other maladies of +weakness; hence in dying; for instance, in Jacob Boehme, life, +like a concert-clock, rung out its hours amidst surrounding +harmonies. + +[175] Some disinterested love or other must from eternity have +existed. As there are eternal truths, so must there also be an +eternal love. + +[176] For the same reason, perhaps, that the poet does not see +his, so often and distinctly beheld, creations pass in his dreams +among the images of the day. + +[177] For on his and her sacrament-day he had imagined her death +by lightning. + +[178] The winter stock-jelliflower. + +[179] Jean Paul's second volume ends here.--TR. + + + + +FIFTEENTH JUBILEE. + +MAN AND WOMAN. + + +67. CYCLE. + +I have often in the theatre made the pleasant experience, that when +painful scenes immediately followed the rising of the curtain, I took +but a slight interest in them, while in joyful ones which, immediately +after the music, came on with their own music, I took the greatest; man +demands more that sorrow than that rapture should show its motive and +its apology. Without hesitation, therefore, I begin a third volume[180] +with blisses of which, to be sure, the foregoing couple have been +preparing more than enough. + +At the moment where our story has arrived, among all the descendants of +Adam who lifted a glad face to heaven, and imaged in that face a still +fairer heaven, there must have been some one who had the highest +heaven,--a happiest of all men. Ah yes! And to be sure, among all +suffering creatures upon this _globe_, which our short race makes a +_plain_, there must also have been one most unhappy; and may the poor +man soon lie down to sleep under, not _on_, his rocky road! Although I +could wish that Albano might not be the happiest of all,--in order that +there might yet be a higher heaven above his,--still it is probable +that, on the morning after that holiest night, in his present dream of +the richest dream, deep in the threefold bloom of youth, of nature, and +of anticipation, he bore the broadest heaven in himself which the narrow +bosom of man can span. + +He looked from his thunder-house,--that little temple on whose walls +still lingered the radiance of the goddess who had therein become +visible to him,--out over the new-created mountains and gardens of +Lilar; and it was to him as if he looked into his white and red blooming +future, adorned with mountain-peaks and fruit-tree-tops, a full Paradise +built out into the naked earth. He looked round in his future after any +robbers of joy who might attack his triumphal chariot; he found them all +visibly too weak to cope with his arms and weapons. He called up Liana's +parents, and his own father, and the host of spirits which had hitherto +been working in the air, and set them out on the road which lay between +him and his beloved; in his muscles glowed more than sufficient power +easily to dash through them to her, and take her with him into his life +by main force. "Yes," said he, "I am completely happy, and need nothing +more,--no fortune, only my heart and hers!" Albano, may thy evil genius +not have heard this dangerous thought, so as to carry it to Nemesis! O, +in this wildly entangled wood of thy life, no step, even in the blooming +avenues of pleasure, is wholly safe; and amidst the very fulness of this +artistic garden there awaits thee a strange, gloomy upas-tree, and +breathes cold poisons into thy life! Therefore it was better as it was +once, when men were still lowly and prayed to God even in their great +raptures; for in the neighborhood of the Infinite One the fiery eye +sinks and weeps, but only out of gratitude. + +Let no mean almanac measurement be applied to the fair eternity which he +now lived, when he saw the beloved every evening, every morning, in her +little village. As evening star she went forth before his dreams; as +morning star, before his day. The interval both filled out with letters, +which they themselves carried to each other. When they parted at +evening, not long before they were to see each other again, and while in +the north already the rose-bud twigs shot along low down in the heavens, +which during men's sleep speedily grew out toward the east, in order to +hang down from heaven with thousands of full-blown roses ere the sun and +love came back again,--and when his friend Charles stayed with him by +night, and he asked, in the course of an hour, whence the light came, +whether from the morning or from the moon,--and when he sallied forth, +while moon and morning still appeared together in the dew-dripping +pleasure-woods,--and when the road, left only a few hours before, +appeared wholly new and the absence too long, (because Cupid's wing is +half a second-hand, which shows the day of the month, and half a +month-hand, which points to the second, and because, in the neighborhood +of the loved one, the shortest absence lasts longer than the longest +when she is far away,)--and when at last he saw her again,--then was the +earth a sun, from which rays proceeded: his heart stood all in light; +and as a man, who on a spring morning dreams of a spring-morning, finds +it still brighter around him when he awakes, so, after the blessed +youthful dream of the beloved, did he open his eyes before her, and +desire the fairest dream no more. + +Sometimes they saw each other, when the long summer day was too long, +on distant mountains, where by appointment they looked upon the +harvests; sometimes Rabette came alone to Lilar to her brother, that he +might hear something from Liana. When Liana had read a book, he read it +after her; often he read it first and she last. Whatever of divine the +fairest, purest souls can manifest to each other when they unfold +themselves,--a holy heart which makes one still holier, a glowing heart +which makes one still more glowing,--that they manifested to each other. +Albano was mild toward all, and the radiance of a higher beauty and +youth filled his countenance. The fair realms of nature and of his +childhood were both adorned by love, not it by either of them; he had +mounted from the pale, light moon-car of hope upon the sounding, shining +sun-car of living ecstasy. Even on the galleys of wooden sciences, as if +animated by the wonder-working hand of Bacchus, masts and shrouds +fluttered out into vine-stalks and clusters. If he went to the Froulay +house, he always, because he went in full of tolerance, came back +without any sacrifice of the same: the Minister, who had returned from +Haarhaar with a veil of gay, blooming ideas on his face, imparted to him +charming prospects of the exultation wherewith city and country would +celebrate the approaching marriage-feast of the Prince and the gain of +the most beautiful bride. + +And had he not, in addition to all, his friend too? When one stands so +close before the flame of joy, one does indeed shun men,--because they +easily step between us and the pleasant warmth,--but one seeks them too; +a hearty friend is our wish and joy, who shall gently lead on, without +chasing away, the happy dream in which we sleep and speak. Charles +played softly into his friend's dream; he would, however, have also done +it from sincere love for the sister. + +In fact, with so much youth, summer weather, innocence, freedom, +beautiful scenery, and deep love and friendship, there may well be +constructed, even on this low earth, something like that which up in +heaven is called a heaven; and a celestial chart, an Elysium-atlas, +which one should map out thereof, would perhaps look not far otherwise +than this: in front, a long pastoral land, with scattered +pleasure-castles and summer-houses; a philanthropist's grove in the +middle, the Tabor mountains overhead, with herdsmen upon them, long +Campanian vales; then the broad archipelago, with St. Peter's islands; +over on the other side the shores of a new pastoral continent, all +covered with Daphnean groves and gardens of Alcinoues; behind that again, +stretching far inward, an Arcadia; and so on. + +All the philosophy and stoicism that he now had in him--for he held that +which the arm out of the clouds gave him as booty gained by his +own--Albano applied to the purpose of taking _from_ his ecstasy the +moderation which they impart. Moderation, he said, was only for patients +and pigmies; and all those anxious, evenly balanced sticklers for +temperament[181] and time-keepers had, whether in the cultivation of a +pleasure or of a talent, profited themselves more than the world; on the +contrary, their antipodes had benefited the world more than +themselves.[182] + +He kept in view very good fundamental principles. Man, said he, is free +and without limits,--not in respect to what he will do or enjoy, but in +respect to what he will do without; he can, if he _will_, will to +dispense with _everything_. In fact, he continued, one has simply the +choice, either _always_ or _never_ to fear; for thy life-tent stands +over a loaded mine, and, round about, the hours aim at thee naked +weapons. Only one in a thousand[183] hits; and, in any case, I am sure I +would sooner fall standing than bending like a coward. But, he +concluded, in order to justify himself on the subject, is then +steadfastness made for nothing better than for a surgeon and +serving-maid, and not much rather for our muse and goddess? for it is +not surely a good, merely because it helps do without something which we +have lost, but it is intrinsically one, and a greater than the one whose +place it supplies; even the happiest must acquire it, even without +outward occasion or bestowal; yes, it is so much the better, if it is +possessed earlier than applied. + +These deceptions or justifications were partly weapons of self-defence +against the tragic Roquairol, who would fain heighten every pleasure, +and even those of his friend, by sombre contrasts; and partly they were +such as a noble man, who hitherto has plunged into sorrow without +measuring its depth, and who would always feel his power of swimming +through life, must necessarily fall upon, when he is inwardly aware that +the centre of gravity of his bliss and of his hell has shifted and +fallen out of himself into another being. "O, what if she should die?" +he asked himself. He had not been wont to shudder so at the thought of +any death as of this. Therefore he squeezed these thorns of fancy right +sharply in his hand in order to crush them. At last, when the pure +country air of love and the shepherd-dance in this Arcadia had brought +more and more roses to Liana's cheek, then his thorns ceased to grow. + +To all other vipers of life, so long as they could find no entrance +through Liana's heart, he was inaccessible. At whatever price,--and +though he should have to forsake, give up, provoke, undertake all,--he +would buy Liana. The phantoms of terror which came threateningly to meet +him out of two houses,--Froulay's and Gaspard's,--he let come on, and +dispelled them: let the foe once show himself, thought he, so am I his +foe too. Often he stood in Tartarus, and found, in this still life of +death _in rilievo_, peace of soul. The actual world takes more quickly +our image than we its; even here he gained soft, broad, life-illumining +hopes and sweet tears, which flowed from him at the thought of Liana's +faith in her death, not because he believed in the probability, but in +the improbability thereof, which, through love and joy and recovery, +would daily grow greater. + +Only one misfortune was there for him, against which every weapon +snapped in pieces, whose possibility, however, he held to be a sinful +thought,--namely, that he and Liana, by some fault or time or the +world's influence, might cease to love each other. Here, relying on two +hearts, he boldly defied the future. O, who has not said, when, in +reliance upon a warm eternity, he has expressed his rapture, The Fatal +Sister may clip the thread of our life, but shall she come and open the +scissors against the bond of our love? The very next day the Fatal +Sister has stood before him, and snapped the scissors to. + + +68. CYCLE. + +Once Roquairol came quite late to take Albano with him to the +"Evening-Star Party" at the herdsman's hut, which he had arranged with +Rabette. The Captain loved to build around the warm springs of his love +and joy the well-curb of wholly select days and circumstances; if he +could contrive it, for instance, he made his declarations of love, say +on a birthday, during a total eclipse of the sun, on a valentine's day, +in a blooming hot-house in winter, in a skating chair on the ice, or in +a charnel-house; so, too, he loved to quarrel with others in significant +days and places, in the church-pew, in the beginning of spring or +winter, in the green-room of the amateur theatre, at a great fire, or +not far from Tartarus or in the flute-dell. Albano, however, was too +young, as others are too old, to have to season his fresh feeling with +artificial hours and situations; he preferred to beautify the latter +through the former. + +With impetuous joy Albano flew along the road to the unexpected +pleasure. Last evening had been so rich,--the four rivers of Paradise +had, in one cataract, poured down from heaven into his heart,--and this +evening he would leap into its sprayey whirlpool. The evening heaven +itself was so fair and pure, and Hesperus went with growing splendor +down his brightly glimmering path. + +Rabette waited at the foot of the mountain on which stood the herdsman's +hut (the little shooting-house), in order to lead him unsuspecting to +the unprepared female friend, who at the window, with her gleaming eye +on Hesperus, lay musing, and thought of the full, glowing autumn +flowers, which, at this late time of her life, and so shortly before the +longest night, were springing up. She was troubled to-day about many +things. She had, in fact, sought hitherto more to deserve and to justify +than to enjoy and increase her love, and more to bless with it another's +heart than her own. How indescribably she longed to do deeds for +him,--only sacrifices were to her deeds,--and she really envied her +friend who had, every time, at least to prepare Charles a beverage. As +she knew no other way, she expressed her devoted zeal by greater +daughterly love and attention to Albano's parents and sister; and +learned even to cook a little, which other ministers' daughters, who +make nothing but salad and tea, must pardon her, especially when they +reflect that, in Liana's case, they themselves would not have done +otherwise, but rather have made one dish more. Yes, she accounted +Rabette as more virtuous, because she could be more broadly and +extensively active; Rabette, on the other hand, held Liana to be the +better of the two, because she prayed so much the more. A similar error +they repeated twofold in respect to the brothers; Rabette thought +Charles the gentler, and Liana, Albano; both, according to inferences +from their mutual reports. + +So long as a woman loves, she loves right on, steadily. A man has to do +something between whiles. Liana transformed everything into his image +and his name: this mountain, this little chamber, this, to him once +dangerous, bird-pole, became the crayon pencils for his stereotype +image. She always came back upon this, that he deserved something better +than her; for love is lowliness, on the wedding-ring sparkles no jewel. +It touched her that her early death affected him. There she saw still +the maiden blinded by the small-pox, whom he had once unconsciously +pressed to his heart;[184] and, with the quick apprehension of sadness, +she felt herself to resemble the blind one also, in that incident, and +not merely in the similar, although shorter night, which pain had once +thrown over her eyes. + +As gentle as her emblem, Hesperus, dipping into the western horizon of +life, did she seem to her lover. She never could pass immediately out of +her own heart into the startling present; her turnings were always like +those of the sunflower, very slow, and every sensation lived long in her +faithful breast. Seldom, indeed, does a lover find the welcome of his +loved one like the last image, which the farewell had imparted to him; a +female soul must--so man desires--with all the wings, storms, heavens, +of the last minute, sound over into the next. But Liana had ever +received her friend shyly and softly, and otherwise than she had parted +with him; and sometimes, to his fiery spirit, this tender waiting, this +slow lifting of the eyelid, appeared almost as a return to the old +coldness. + +To-day it seized the more ardent Count more strongly than usual. Like a +pair of strange children who are to become acquainted with each other, +and smile upon and touch each other, the two stood beside each other +friendly and embarrassed. She told how she had made his sister tell her +of his childish break-neck adventure on this mountain. A loved maiden +knows no more beautiful, no richer history than that of her friend. "O +even then," he said with emotion, "I looked toward thy mountains! Thy +name, like a golden inscription, was written on my whole youth. Ah, +Liana! didst thou haply love me as I thee, when thou hadst not yet seen +me?" + +"Certainly not, Albano," answered she, "not till long after!" She meant, +however, her blindness; and said he appeared to her in this twilight of +the eyes, on that evening when he ate with her father, like an old +northern king's son, somewhat like Olo,[185] and she had had a certain +awe before him, as for her father and brother. Her high respect for men +the fewest were hardly worthy to guess, not to say, occasion. "And how +when thou hadst regained thy sight?" said Albano. "I just told thee +that," she replied naively. "But when thou didst so love my brother," +she continued, "and wast so good to thy sister, then to be sure I quite +took heart, and am now and henceforth thy second sister. Besides, thou +hast lost one--Albano, believe me, I know I am surely unworthy, +especially of thee; but I have _one_ consolation." + +Perplexed by this mixture of sanctity and coldness, he could only +passionately kiss her, and was constrained, without contradicting her, +to ask forthwith, "What consolation?" "That thou wilt one day be +entirely happy," said she softly. "Liana, speak more plainly!" said he. +For he understood not that she meant her death and the announcement of +Linda by the spirits. "I mean after one year," she replied, "from the +date of the predictions." He looked at her speechless, wild, guessing +and trembling. She fell weeping upon his heart, and suddenly gave vent +to the swell of inward sighs: "Shall I not then be dead at that time," +said she with deep emotion, "and look down from eternity to see that +thou art rewarded for thy love to Liana? And that, too, certainly in a +high degree!" + +Weep, be angry, suffer, exult, and wonder more and more, passionate +youth! But, to be sure, thou comprehendest not this lowly soul!--Holy +humility! thou only virtue which God, not man, created! Thou art higher +than all which thou concealest or knowest not! Thou heavenly beam of +light! like the earthly light,[186] thou showest all other colors and +floatest thyself invisible, colorless, in heaven! Let no one profane +thy unconsciousness by instruction! When thy little white blossoms have +once fallen, they come not again, and around thy fruits only modesty +then spreads her foliage. + +Painfully did the heart in Albano split into contradictions, as if into +two, his own heart and Liana's. She was nothing but pure love and +lowliness, and the splendor of her talents was only a foreign +border-work, as white marble images of the gods have the variegated +border only as decoration: one could not do anything but adore her, even +in her errors. On the other hand, she had, in conjunction with tender, +susceptible feelings, such firm opinions and errors; his modesty fought +so vainly against her humility, and his clear-sightedness against her +visionary tendency. The hostile train which this propensity drew after +it he saw too clearly sweeping along over all the joys of her life. His +ever-besetting suspicion, that she loved him merely because she hated +nothing, and that she was always a sister instead of a lover, again +charged home upon him like an armed man. Thus did all things fight +together in this case,--duty and desire, fortune and place. Both were +new and unknown to each other, because of love; but Liana divined as +little as he. O how strange to each other and unlike each other two +human beings, kindred souls, become, merely because a Divinity hovers +between the two and shines upon both! + +Something remained in him unharmonious and unsolved. He felt it so +sadly, now that the summer night glimmered for higher raptures than he +possessed; now that, deep in the ether, the trembling evening star +pressed on after the sun through the rose-clouds under which he was +buried; now that the meadows of grain breathed perfume and murmured not, +and the closed pastures grew green and did not glow, and the world and +every nightingale slept, and life below was a still cloister-garden, +and, only overhead, the constellations, like silver, ethereal harps, +seemed to tremble and sound before the spring winds of distant Edens. + +He must needs see Liana again to-morrow, by way of tuning his heart. +Rabette came up from the mountain with her friend, infinitely animated. +Both seemed almost exhausted with laughing and joking; for Roquairol +carried everything, even mirth, to the degree of pain. He had converted +the evening star, for which he had given the invitation, into a hothouse +and homestead of pleasant conceits and allusions. At first he would not +come home with her, even to-morrow; but at last he consented, when +Rabette assured him "she understood the fine gentleman well enough, but +he must nevertheless just let her take care of things." + +When the ruddy dawn arose, Albano, accompanied by him, came again; but +the garden-gate of the "manor-garden" was already open, and Liana +already in the arbor. A stitched book of public documents (seemingly) +lay in her lap, and her folded hands beside it; she looked rather +straightforward, as in thought, than upwards, as in prayer; yet she +received her Albano with so mild and distant a smile, as a man, greeting +a guest who comes right into the midst of his prayers, smiles upon him, +and then continues his devotion. The Count had hitherto been obliged +always to prepare himself for a certain reserve in her reception of him. +A misunderstanding, which returns quickly, however often it is removed, +acts again and again as deludingly and freshly as at the first time. He +felt very strongly that something more fixed than that first virgin +bashfulness, wherewith a maiden will always invent for the dazzling sun +of love, besides the dawn, a twilight too, and again another for that, +hindered the fiery melting together of their souls. + +He asked what she was reading; she hesitated, covering it up. A thought, +suddenly darting upon her, seemed to open her heart; she gave him the +book, and said it was a French manuscript,--namely, written prayers, +drawn up by her mother several years before, which touched her more than +her own thoughts; but still there was ever-more looking through her +tenderly woven face a cloistral thought, which sought to leave her +heart. What could Albano object to this Psalmist of the heart? Who can +answer a songstress? A praying female stands, as does also an unhappy +one, on a high, holy place, which our arms cannot reach. But how +miserable must most prayers be, since, although in earlier life +possessing the attraction of charms, like the rosary, which is made out +of sweet-smelling woods, yet afterward in advanced age they act only as +blemishes, and like the relic or the death's-head with which the rosary +itself ends! + +Without waiting for his question, she told him at once what had +disturbed her during her prayer; namely, this passage in it: _O mon +Dieu, fais que je sois toujours vraie et sincere_, &c., whereas she had +hitherto concealed her love from her dear mother. She added, she would +come now very soon, and then the closed heart should be opened to her. +"No," said he, almost angrily, "thou mayest not; thy secret is also +mine!" Men are often hardened by that in prose which in poetry softens +them; for example, woman's piety and open-heartedness. + +Now no one hated more than he the clutching of the parental +writing-finger, forefinger, and little finger into a pair of clasped +hands; not that he feared, on the part of the Minister, wars or +rivals,--he rather presupposed open arms and feasts of joy,--but +because, to his magnanimous spirit, at once claiming and granting +liberty, nothing was more revolting than the reflection, what smutty +turf now for the kindling of the fire the parents might lay on the altar +of love, or what pots they might set on to boil; how easily, then, even +poetic parents often transform themselves with the children into prosaic +or juristical ones, the father into an administrative, the mother into a +financial board; how, then, to say the least, the court atmosphere makes +one a bondsman, just as only the poetic heaven's ether makes free; and +what perturbations his Hesperus might expect from the attracting world, +the old Minister, who found nothing more unprofitable about love than +love itself, and to whom the holiest sensibilities seemed about as +useful for marriages of rank as the Hebrew is for preachers, namely, +more in examination than in actual service. So ill did he think of his +father-in-law, for he knew not something still worse. + +But the good daughter thought far higher of her mother than did a +stranger, and her heart struggled painfully against concealing from her +her love. She appealed to her brother, who was just entering. But he was +wholly of Albano's mind. "Women," he added, not in the best humor, "are +more fond of speaking _about_ love than _in_ love; men, the reverse." +"No," said Liana, decidedly; "_if_ my mother ask me, I cannot be +untrue." "God!" cried Albano, with a shudder, "and who could wish that?" +For to him, also, free truth was the open helmet of the soul's nobility; +only he spoke it merely from self-respect, and Liana out of human +affection. + +Rabette came with the tea-things and a flask, wherein was tea-juice and +elementary fire, or nerve-ether for the Captain,--arrack. He never liked +to visit people in the morning, with whom he could not drink it till +evening; Rabette had yesterday guessed this naughtiness, and to-day +gratified it. "How can the soul," said the sound Albano to him often, +"make itself a slave to the belly and the senses? Are we not already +bound closely enough by the fetters of the body, and thou wilt still +draw chains through the chains?" To this Roquairol had always the same +answer: "Just the reverse! Through the corporeal itself, I free myself +from the corporeal; for instance, by wine from blood. As long as thou +canst never escape servitude to the bodily senses, and all thy +consciousness and thy thinking can only, through a bodily servitude, +attaching itself to the glebe of the earth, abide in their nobility; I +cannot perceive why thou dost not properly use these rebels and despots +as thy servants? Why must I let the body only work ill upon me, and not +advantageously as well?" Albano stood to it, that the still light of +health was more dignified than the poppy-oil flame of a slave of opium; +and the fate of being prisoner of war to the body, which one spirit has +to bear in common with the whole human army, more honorable than the +cramping confinement of a personal arrest. + +To-day, however, not even the spirituous brimstone-smoked tea-water +could wash away a certain discontent from Roquairol, whom night-watching +had colored more pale, as it had the Count more red. He could not be +reconciled to it, that the manor-garden was all shut in with a +board-fence as high as a man, which was less intended as a +billiard-table border, not to let the eye-ball go out, than as a +mountebank's booth, to let nothing in, and which of course insured no +other _prospect_ than the prospect proper; quite as little did the +pleasure-garden commend itself to his favor by the fact that the +turf-benches on which they sat in the arbor had not yet been mowed, that +in all the beds only vegetables for the trimming of cooked meat flapped +about, that nothing ripe yet hung there but one or two moles in their +hanging death-beds, that on a bowling-green, whereupon one rolls into a +tinkling middle-hole, the crooked return-alley let the balls run home +again, much more easily than they could--unless one threw them--be made +to pass over the earth-bottom of the main alley, and that no orangery +was anywhere to be seen, excepting once, when fortunately the +garden-gate stood open, just as a blooming orangery box passed by in a +wheelbarrow on its way to Lilar. + +The Captain needed only to bring forward these particulars satirically, +and thereby inwardly to wound the outwardly laughing Rabette,--because +no woman can bear to hear fault found with her bodily property, whether +it be children, clothes, cakes, or furniture;[187] and then his +mountain-heights could gradually disencumber themselves of their clouds +again, and Rabette become still more uncommonly gay. + +Albano, in this morning hour of the day, and, as it were, of childhood, +and in this little paradise-garden of his childish years, was inwardly +glad,--for in the first love, as in Shakespeare's pieces, nothing +depends on the wooden stage of the performance; but to-day's afterwinter +of yesterday's chill would nevertheless not melt. The morning-blue began +to be filled with brighter and brighter golden fleeces; as the garden, +like small cities, had only two gates, the upper and the lower, he +opened like an aurora that of the morning sun; the splendor gushed in +over the smoking green; the Rosana gliding below caught lightnings, and +flung them over hitherward; Albano departed finally full of love and +bliss. + +But the love was greater than the bliss. + + +69. CYCLE. + +Flying Spring! (I mean love, just as one calls the after summer a +_flying summer_) thou hurriest away of thyself over our heads with +arrowy speed; why do authors again hurry over thee? Thou art the German +blossoming season; which is never a blossoming month long. We read all +winter in almanacs and similes much about its magnificence, and we pine +for it; at last it hangs thick on the dark boughs six days long, and +beside that, under cold May showers, sweeping bliss-month[188] storms, +and with a dumb-session of half-frozen nightingales,--and then, when one +comes out at length into the garden, the footpath is already white with +blossoms, and the tree at most full of green; then it is over, till in +winter we again hear with exaltation of heart the beginning of a tale: +"It was just in the lovely season of the blossoming." Even so do I see +few authors, at the long session-and-scribbling-table of romance, +working right and left for the benefit of the reading-desk, who, after +the long preface to love, do not so soon as, like a war, it is declared, +forthwith conclude it; and really, there are more steps _to_ love than +_in_ it; all that is _coming to be_,--for instance, spring, youth, +morning, learning,--opens out more widely and in a richer variety of +hues than fixed _being_; but is not this latter in turn a progress, only +a higher; and this, again, a state of being, only a quicker? + +Albano would fain lead along more beautifully the fleeting, divine +season, when the heart is our god; he would have it rather fly _upward_ +than fly _away_. He was angry the next day with nobody but himself. He +tore his way through such petty and yet closely entangling troubles, +through a condition like that of men during an earthquake, when an +invisible vapor holds the heavy foot as a snare. "I would rather let +myself be rained on upon mountains," said he, "than in valleys." Men of +quick fancy more easily reconcile themselves to the loved one when she +is absent, than when she is present. + +After some days, he went again to Blumenbuehl just before sundown. A +burning red cut through the night-like gloom of the foliage. His +darkening, woody road was made, by the flames which danced about +therein, an enchanted one. He transferred his illuminated present deep +into a future, shady past. O, after years, thought he, when thou +returnest, when all is gone by and changed, the trees grown up, human +beings passed away, and only the mountains and the brook left, then wilt +thou congratulate thyself that thou couldst once in these walks so often +journey to thy sweetest heart, and on either hand the music and the +glory of Nature went along with thy joyful soul, as the moon seems to +the child to run after him through all streets. An unwonted rapture +flung through his whole being the long, broad streak of sunshine; the +farthest flowers of his fancy opened; all tones came through a brighter +ether, and sounded nearer. The flowers around him, too, exhaled a keener +fragrance, and the peal of the bell sounded nearer; and both are signs +of foul weather. + +Thus inwardly happy, he made his appearance,--and, indeed, without +Roquairol, who in fact came more and more seldom,--and found his beloved +up in his childhood's study, her guest-chamber, which was now the usual +scene of his visits. In a white dress, with dark trimming, as in a +beautiful half-mourning, she sat at the drawing-table with her eyes +sharper than usual, buried in a picture. She flew to his heart, but only +to lead him back presently to the dear form upon which her heart hung as +in a mother's arms. She related that her mother had been here to-day +with the Princess, and had showed so much pleasure in her improving +color, such infinite kindness toward her happy daughter. "She was +obliged," continued she, "to let me take a slight sketch of her, in +order that I might only look upon her so much the longer, and have +something of her to keep by me. I am just finishing the outline of the +face, but it is absolutely too poor a likeness." She could not tear her +fancy away from the image, and still less from the original. To be sure, +no more beautiful medallion can hang _on_ a daughter's heart, or in fact +_in_ it, than that of a mother; but, nevertheless, Albano thought to-day +the hanging-ring took up too broad a space. + +She talked only of her mother. "I certainly sin," said she; "she asked +me in such a friendly way whether thou camest often, but I said only +yes, and nothing further. O good Albano, how gladly would I have given +up to her frankly my whole soul!" + +He answered, that the mother seemed not to be so frank; she perhaps knew +already the whole through the Lector, and the pure draught of love would +now be continually disturbed by foreign substances. Against Augusti he +declared himself very strongly, but Liana quite as strongly upheld him. +Through both that counterfeiter of the coin of truth, namely, +suspicion,--the suspicion that she perhaps loved him as she loved +everything, since she grew as by a living tie to everything +good,--gained, under Albano's sensibilities, which besides had been +to-day so warm and glad, more and more mint-stamps and currency. + +She suspected nothing, but she came back to the subject of her secrecy. +"But why, then, does it make me unhappy," said she, "if it is right? +Beloved one, my Caroline too appears to me no longer, and truly that is +no good sign." This spectral-machinery always came on as oppressively +and gloomily to him as a thunder-cloud in the outer world. His old +exasperation against the teasings practised in his own case by apes of +the air, whom he could not lay hold of, passed over into a similar +feeling against Liana's optical self-deception. That veil presented her +by Caroline, wherewith, in the beginning, she had so sublimely arrayed +herself for the cloister of the tomb,--that travelling veil for the next +world,--had long been to this Hercules a burning garment, drenched in +the poisonous blood of a Nessus; therefore she no longer dared to wear +it before him. The conclusion that the fancy of being destined to death +laid the seed of the reality, and that in the deep overhanging cloud an +accident might easily attract the striking-spark of death, fell like a +mourning into his love festival. So are all strange sea-wonders of fancy +(like this death-delusion) desired only _in_ fancy (in romance), but not +in life, except once on fantastic heights; but then must such comets, +like others, soon recede again from our heaven. + +He spoke now very seriously,--of suicidal fancies, of life's duties, of +wilful blindness to the fairest signs of her recovery, among which he +reckoned as well the disappearance of the optical Caroline as the +blooming of her color. She heard him patiently; but through the +Princess, who, notwithstanding her love, seldom left behind with him +pleasant impressions, her fancy had to-day taken quite another road, far +beyond herself and her grave. She stood only before Linda's image, of +which Julienne had this afternoon communicated to her sharper outlines +than maidens are wont to give of maidens. "She is a very good girl," +they say of each other. Linda's manly spirit, her warm attachment to +Gaspard in connection with her contempt of the mass of men, her +inflexibility, her bold strides in manly knowledge, her masterly and +often severe letters, more pithy than flowery, and, most of all, her +probably approaching arrival, took a powerful hold of Liana's tender +heart. "My Albano must have her," was the constant thought of this +disinterested soul; and if the Princess had had the intention of +humiliating comparisons, she remarked it not, but fulfilled it. The good +creature found, too, so much of a higher providence here,--for example, +that her brother need now no longer be the rival of her lover and of his +friend,--that she herself could portray beforehand her vigorous Albano +to the proud Romeiro, and that certainly, despite all opposition, all +the ghostly prophecies strikingly connected and coincided with each +other. All this she now said (because she concealed only her sorrows, +not her hopes) right to the Count's face. + +What a gnashing bite did an evil genius at this moment make into his +tenderest life! That glowing love which neither divides nor is divided +possessed _his_ heart, he thought, not hers. He came very near to +showing up his inner being just as it was, all kindled at once, as if by +a lightning stroke, into a lofty blaze. Only the innocent white brow, +with festive roses in its little ringlets; the childishly bright +looking-up of the pure blue pair of eyes, and the soft face, which even +at a musical fortissimo, and at every vehemence in movement or laughter +on the part of another, caught a sickly redness from the beating heart; +and his indignant shame at the levity with which a man can abuse his +omnipotence and his sex, to the terror of the tenderer, restrained him, +like guardian spirits; and he said merely, in that noble anger which +sounded like a tender emotion, "O Liana, thou art hard to-day!" + +"And yet I am indeed so tender!" said the innocent one. The two had +hitherto been standing at the window, before the dark tempest which came +rolling on out of Lilar. She turned suddenly round; for since the day of +her blindness, when a dark cloud had seemed to fly towards her, she had +never been able to look at one long; and Albano's tall form, with his +whole live-glowing face and his soul-speaking eyes, stood illumined by +the evening light before her. With the hand which he left free she +softly and playfully swept aside the dark hair from his defiant +forehead, smoothed the contracted eyebrow, and said, as his look stung +like a sun, and his mouth shut with determination, "O, joyfully, +joyfully, shall this fair face one day smile!" He smiled, but sadly. +"And then shall I be still more blest than to-day!" said she, and +started, for a lightning-flash darted across his earnest face, as over a +jagged mountain, and showed it, like that of the god of war, illuminated +with war-flames. + +He hurried away; would not be held back; spoke of a weather-cooling; +went out into the storm; and left Liana behind in the joy that she had +spoken to-day merely out of pure love. From the last house in the +village Rabette flew to meet him; the torrents of the restrained tears +rolled down his cheeks. "What dost thou want? why weepest thou?" she +cried. "Thou art dreaming!" cried he, and hurried, without further +answer, out into the tempest, which had suddenly, like a mantle-fish, +flung itself stiflingly over the whole heaven. There, under the +rain-drops and lightning-flashes, he began, first of all, to reckon up +for himself the best proofs that Liana had saintly charms, divine sense, +all virtues, especially universal philanthropy, daughterly, sisterly, +friendly affection, only not, however, the glowing love for one +person,--at least, not for him. She is so entirely and exclusively--such +is always his conclusion--possessed and absorbed with the present +object, whether it be myself or a broken arm of the little Pollux, that +it hides from her heaven and earth. Hence the setting of her life's day, +with all the attendant partings, is no more to her than the setting of a +star. Hence it was that I stood beside her so long, with a heart full of +the pangs of love, and she saw not into my love, because she found none +in her own bosom. And this is what makes it so bitter, when man, pining +in poverty among the common hearts of earth, is rendered by the noblest +only unhappy at last. + +The rain pattered and trickled through the leaves, the fire darted +through the woods, and the Wild Huntsman of the storm drove his crazy +chase. This refreshed and rejoiced him like the cooling hand of a friend +taking his to guide him. As he ascended, not through the cavern, but +outside over the back of the mountain to his high thunder-house, he saw +a thick, gray night of rain settle down heavily upon the green Lilar, +and on the winding Tartarus rested under the flashes the illuminated +storm. He shuddered, on entering his little house, at a cry which his +AEolian-harp emitted under the snatches of the wind; for it had once, +gilded by the evening sun, ethereally clothed his young love like +starlight, and had followed it with ever-varying tones, as it went out +over this suffering life. + + +70. CYCLE. + +On the morning after both storms were dissolved into a still +cloudiness.--And out of the great griefs came only errors. Weaklings +that we are! when at our sham execution fate touches us with the rod, +not with the sword, we sink impotently from the block, and feel the +process of dying reach far into our life! All fevers, including +spiritual ones, are cooled by the freshness of a new morning, just as +sad evening stirs all their embers into a glow. Who of us has not at +evening,--that proper witching hour of tormenting spectres, +house-haunting ghosts and hobgoblins,--caught in the threads which he +himself had spun, but which he took for a web spread by other hands, +entangled himself more and more deeply the more he turned about and +tried to extricate himself, till in the morning he saw his turnkey +before him, namely, himself? + +Albano saw on the whole theatre of yesterday's war nothing left standing +but a pale, kindly figure in half-mourning, who looked round after him +with innocent maidenly eyes, and toward which he could not help looking +over, albeit she was now more a bride of God than of a mortal. He felt +now, to be sure, more strongly how high his demands upon real friends +rose, than he once did, when he could heighten at pleasure the highest +which he made upon the beings of his dreams, whom he always cast exactly +into the temporary mould of his heart; and how he was possessed by a +spirit that spared no one, that would stretch the wings of every other +according to its own, because it could bear no individuality except that +which was copied. + +He had hitherto experienced from all his loved ones too little +opposition, as Liana had too much; both extremes injure one. The +spiritual as well as the physical man, without the resistance of the +outer atmosphere, is blown up and burst by the inner, and without the +resistance of the inner is crushed by the outer; only the equilibrium +between inner resistance and outer pressure keeps a fair play-room open +for life and its culture. Besides, men--since only the best of them +appreciate in the best of their own sex strong conviction--can hardly +tolerate it in women, and would have them not merely the reflection, but +even the echo, of themselves. They want, I mean, not merely the look, +but also the word, that says yes. + +Albano punished himself with several days of voluntary absence, till the +unclean clouds should have cleared away from within him which had +overshadowed the gnomon of the sundial of his inner man. "When I am +quite cheerful and good-natured," said he, "I will go back to her, and +err no more." He errs at this moment. Whenever a strange, uncomfortable +semitone has repeatedly intruded itself between all the harmonies of two +natures, it swells more and more fatally till it drowns the key-note, +and ends all. The dividing tone was, in this case, the strength of the +man's pitch in connection with the strength of the woman's. But the +highest love is most easily wounded by the slightest difference. O, +little avails it then for man to say to himself, I will be another man! +Only in the finest, only in unimpaired enthusiasm, does he propose to +himself such a thing; but it is just when the feeling is impaired, when +he were hardly capable of the purpose, that he has to rise to the +fulfilment of it, and then he can hardly make the achievement. + +The Count went in the morning, as usual, to his lecture-rooms and +parlors in the city. In the former it was hard for him to fix his +instruments and his eyes upon the stars of the sciences, and to take +sight, sailing as he was on such a sea of emotion. In the latter he +found the Lector colder than ever, the Bibliothecary warmer, the +household more inflated. He went to Roquairol, whom he to-day loved and +treated still more cordially, as if by way of atonement to his offended +sister. Charles said at once, with his sudden and tragical flinging up +of the curtain of futurity, "All was discovered,--in the highest degree +of probability!" As often as lovers see that their Calypso's +island--which, to be sure, lies free on the open ocean--has at length +come to the eyes of the seafaring world, and that they are making sail +for it, they are astonished to an astonishing degree; for is there any +one Paradise which has such a loose and low palisado, allowing every +passer-by to see in, as theirs? + +For a long time, he related, had the Doctor's children always had +something to fetch from the Architect's wife at Lilar,--flowers, +medicine-phials, &c.; certainly as spy-glasses and ear-tubes of Augusti, +who again was the opera-glass of his mother. In short, his father had, +at least, been at the Greek woman's yesterday, but had luckily found +only an empty package[189] from Rabette to him (Charles), which, +according to the liberties of the ministerial Church, he had opened and +closed. + +"Why _luckily_?" said Albano. "I will justify and honor my love before +the world." "I referred to myself," he replied; "for never was my father +more friendly to me than since he broke open my last letters. He is this +afternoon in Blumenbuehl, and it may well be more on my own account than +my sister's." + +Albano had no fear that the city could drill mining-galleries under his +childhood's land, so as to blow up in one conflagration the blessed +isle,--could he not trust his character and courage and Liana's +own?--but it pained him now that he had so needlessly robbed the +childlike Liana of the joy and merit of a childlike open-heartedness. +How he longed now for the atoning and recompensing moment of the first +meeting again, after the next morning! + +He stayed by his friend as by a consolation, and did not go back till +the evening redness floated about in the rain-clouds. When he came, he +found already awaiting him a letter from Liana, written to-day. + + "O good Albano, why camest thou not? How much I had to say + to thee! How I trembled for thy sake on Friday, when the + frowning cloud pursued thee with its thunder! Thou hast + weaned me too much from sorrow, so strange and heavy has it + become to me now. I was inconsolable the whole evening; at + last, when night fell, the thought sank into my mind that + thou hadst been oppressed as with presentiments, and that + the lightning loved to strike the thunder-house. Why, + indeed, art thou there? I hurried up, and knelt by my bed, + and prayed to God, although the storm had long been + dispersed, that he would have preserved thee. Smile at my + tardy prayer; but I said to him, 'Thou knewest indeed, + all-gracious One, that I would pray.' I was consoled, too, + when I looked up to the stars, and the broken ray of joy + trembled within me. + + "But in the morning Rabette made me sad again. She had seen + thee weeping on the road. A thousand times have I asked + myself, whether I am to blame for that. Can it have come + from this,--for she says so,--that I afflict thee too much + with my death thoughts? Never more shalt thou hear them; the + veil, too, is laid away; but I calculated upon thee + according to my brother, to whom, as he himself says, the + dusk of death is an evening-twilight, in which forms seem to + him more lovely. Truly, I am quite blest; for thou art even + so, and yet hast so little in having me,--only a small + flower for thy heart, but I have thyself. Leave me my + grave-mound; therefrom, as from a mountain, comes better, + more fruitful soil into my valley. O how one loves, Albano, + when all around us crumbles and sinks and melts away in + smoke, and when, still, the bond and splendor of love stand + firm and inviolate on the fleeting ground of life, as I have + often seen with emotion, when standing by waterfalls, a + rainbow hover, undisturbed and unchanged, over the bursting, + impetuous floods! O, would that the nightingales were yet + singing; now I could sing with them! Thy AEolian-harp, my + harmonica, how gladly would I have it in my hand! My father + was with us, and more cheerful and friendly toward all than + ever. Lo, even he is kindly disposed! My parents surely send + no tempest into our feast of roses. I readily did him the + pleasure, therefore,--forgive it!--of promising him, that I + would receive no visits from strangers in a strange + house--because, he said, it was improper. I must go home for + some days on account of the Prince's marriage; but I shall + see thee soon. O forgive! When my father speaks softly, my + soul cannot possibly say, No. Farewell, my noble one! + + L. + + "P. S. Soon a little leaf will come fluttering again over to + thy mountain. Only continue in perpetual joy! O God! why am + I not stronger? What beings shouldst thou then take to thy + heart!--Thou dear one!" + +How was he shamed by this full-blooming love, which never rightly knows +when it is misunderstood, and which presupposes no other fault than its +own! How sadly did the thought of the commanded separation affect him +now, after the voluntary one! He could now love her as a guarding angel +_before_ Paradise, how much more as a giving angel _in_ it! But it is +hard for a man, as the youth felt, clearly to distinguish in the female +heart, especially in this one, intention from instinct, ideas from +feelings, and in this dark, full heaven to count and arrange all the +stars. Everything like hardness, every unpromising bud, arose at last as +a flower; and her worth unfolded itself piece-wise like spring; whereas, +generally, from other maidens, a traveller who visits them carries away +with him directly at his first evening's departure a little complete +flower-catalogue of all their charms and arts, as a Brocken-passenger +gets at the tavern a neat nosegay of the various kinds of mosses which +are found on the mountain. + +He supposed she was now with her parents; and he followed, not as a +pouting schoolboy, but as a harmonious man, the giant of destiny. In the +garden rainy weather held sway, the crop of every heavy tempest, which, +like a war, always devastates the scene of conflict. + +The promised leaflet appeared: "Only be happy. We shall see each other +very, very soon, and then most blissfully. Forgive me! Ah, I long +exceedingly!" + +Now he experienced what days they were which had _once_--that is, only a +few days ago--passed before him as divine apparitions, and which now +again were to come up in the East as returning stars! Why does a +blessing, not till it is lost, cut its way like a sharp diamond so +deeply into the heart? Why must we first have lamented a thing, before +we ardently and painfully love it? Albano threw both past and future +away from him, that he might dwell wholly and purely in that present +which Liana had promised him. + + +71. CYCLE. + +On Sunday morning, when all the blue heavens stood open, and the earth +was festally decked with pearls and twigs, a gentle finger tapped at +Albano's door, which could belong to none but a female hand. It was +Liana who entered at so early an hour; Rabette and Charles without +uttered a loud greeting. On his exulting breast fell the beautiful +maiden, blooming from, her walk, with blessed, bright eyes, a freshly +bedewed rose-bud. It was his finest morning; he had a clear feeling of +Liana's love. As the AEolian-harp sounded in, she looked towards it, +remembered with a blush that fairest evening of the covenant, and +listened in silence, and dried her eyes when she turned them again +towards Albano. But he could not enter into this temple of joy without +having cleansed and healed himself by a frank confession of his late +errors. What a sweet rivalry ensued between them of confessing and +forgiving, when Liana lovingly exclaimed and owned that she had not +understood him lately, that only she was the blamable one, and that she +would begin this very moment to speak better. She could not give herself +any comfort about the secret pangs which she had caused her friend. As +mahogany furniture cracks in no temperature, and contracts no spots, and +needs no polishing, so was it with this heart, Albano's felt, as he now +swore to himself always, even when he did not understand her, to say to +himself, She is right. + +She solved for him the riddle of her appearing to-day with those +friendly looks which a good nature redoubles, when it has anything to +sweeten,--namely, she was going back to Pestitz to-day; but the carriage +would not come till late, till evening, in fact, about tea-time, and so +there remained a whole day before them; and she hoped her father would +not take this circuitous route through Lilar as a breach of her promise. +A loving maiden grows unconsciously more bold. Thereupon she sought to +make him quite calm about the peaceful intentions of her father, and +represented his strictness, in subjecting himself and others to +convenience, as the reason of his prohibition, as well as of her being +summoned back to the wedding-festival. Albano, so soon after the oath +which he had just sworn to himself, kept it, and said, She is right. + +The Captain came in with the red-cheeked Rabette, whose eyes glistened +with joy. The small apartment did not, by narrowness and confusion, make +the pleasure less. Charles, generally so much like Vesuvius, which in +the first hours of morning is still covered with snow, presented already +a warm summit; he seated himself at the instrument and thundered into +the noisy presence with a prestissimo (which lay open) of Haydn's,--that +true hour-caller of rejoicing hours,--and played, to the astonishment of +the females, the hardest part so easily, at sight, that he rather played +into it, than from it, and kept composing much (for instance, the bass) +himself; whereas Albano, with almost comic fidelity, gave you the exact +truth in music quite as much as in history, which, again, always became +in Charles's mouth a piece of his own personal biography. The morning +added wings to all their souls, whereas noon always binds men's wings +down,--hence Aurora goes with winged steeds, and the god of day with +wingless ones. "But how now are our seven pleasure-stations to be made +out?" inquired Charles, "for the day lies like a garden-hall, with +nothing but pleasure-avenues on all sides open before us." "Charles, is +it not, then, a matter of indifference _where_ a man loves?" said +Albano. Blessed one, whose heart needs nothing but one heart more, no +park into the bargain, no _opera seria_, no Mozart, no Raphael, no +eclipse of the moon, not so much as moonlight, and no read or acted +romance! + +"First, I must see my Chariton," said Liana. "Yes," added her brother, +immediately, "she can bring our dinner after us into the gothic temple." +He proposed, namely, on this lovely day, to dine in the twelfth century, +and to sit by a sombre, motley window-light, and on sharp-cornered, +heavy, thick furniture, and, as it were, darkly under the earth of a +green present, glistening overhead, to sit with blooming faces; for +thus did he overload the fullest enjoyments with external contrasts, and +enjoyed every happy present most in the near gleam and reflection of the +sharpened sickle which was to mow them away.[190] "God forbid and avert +it, friend!" said Rabette. Albano, too, deemed the friendly Greek, her +laughing children, and the neighboring rose-fields far preferable, and, +with the aid of Liana, prevailed. Before the embowered cottage the +children came running to meet them, Helena, with her little apron full +of orange-blossoms, which she had picked up, for the breaking of them +off had been forbidden her, and Pollux, in the last, light bandage of +his broken arm, the hand of which had now been obliged to work with its +companion, the right hand, at puckering up and cracking the rose-leaves. +Both gave notice: "Mother was not ready yet, and had dressed them +first." But presently, neat and simple as a priestess destined to dance +around the altar of gods of joy, sprang Chariton to meet her Liana, and, +as she came, continued adjusting her hastily donned clothes by a light +hitching and twitching. "This," said Roquairol, after he had easily +obtained from Rabette a nodding assent thereto, because she had not +understood his French request for the same, "is my spouse since +yesterday,"--and he enjoyed without further circumstance the right of +thouing her, which she, since the friendly encouragement of the +Minister, accepted the more fondly with maidenly presentiments. + +When Liana kindly announced four noonday guests for Chariton, there +stood in the dark eyes of the Greek gleams of joy, and the little face, +with great arched Italian eyebrows, became a stereotype smile, which was +not culinary embarrassment, but merely tongueless joy; which only made +her white semicircle of teeth shine more broadly, when Charles spoke +right out: "Surely thou canst help her, wife!" "Of course!" said +Rabette, quite delighted; because her heart had no longer any other lips +than her two hands, for which, if they could only lay hold of hard work, +it was full as much as if they were pressed by the hand of a lover. Did +she not again and again curse her awkward, hesitating throat, when +Roquairol, in her presence, poured out his sounding and fiery torrents +of speech? On this occasion, when he had again set off the surroundings +with artificial, shadowy refinements, he insisted upon it, of course, +that Chariton should be executive secretary, and Rabette only +corresponding secretary. Liana, too, out of a like womanliness, would +fain do something for her darling; but since she, as a maiden of rank, +could not cook anything, but only bake a little, accordingly it was +assigned her,--but reluctantly on the part of her friend, who never +loved to see the sweet form anywhere else than, like other butterflies, +by his side among the flowers,--at a quite late moment, and for a space +of ten minutes, with her eyes and in extraordinary cases with her three +writing-fingers, to co-operate in making the snow-balls, which were to +close and crown the dessert. + +Never had kitchen ball-queen a broader canopy, or a more beautifully +carved sceptre and apple, or fairer _dames d'atour_[191] than Chariton, +and vessels and fire were quite thrown into the shade thereby. + +Now the happy couples--and the children too--went out into the joyful +day, into the youthful garden, in order, like planets, with their moons, +to stand now near each other, now far off, now in opposition, and now in +conjunction, on their heavenly orbit around the same sun. "We will +launch out at a venture," said Charles, in port, "and see whether we do +not meet." Albano went with Liana after the children, who were already +skipping along on the little houses through the rose-walks, on the +bridge over the singing wood. He whose heart beats in such calm +blissfulness, seeks in the invisible church no visible one: the whole +temple of nature is the temple of love, and everywhere stand altars and +pulpits. On the smoothly descending life-stream man stands without +rudder, happy in his skiff, and leaves it to its own will. + +Then the children, mindful of the maternal prohibition against +excursions, led the way up along the right, over the bridged eminence, +to the western triumphal arch; and Helena, merely as guide of the little +convalescent, ran forward quite unexpectedly and wildly with his hand. +How gladly did Albano follow the little pilots and pointers! Heavens! +when they looked round them on the magnificent height, and into the rich +outspread day, and then into each other's eyes, how freely and broadly +did the arches of their life-bridge rear themselves, and ships, with +swollen sails and proudly towering masts, sail away beneath! Rose-trees +clambered up the triumphal arches, the children reached up, snatched +roses from their summits, and trudged away (working out and proving the +unusual obedience) over four gates, in order, from the fifth, to look +down into the smooth, shining lake, and to descend into the "enchanted +wood," where art, like the children, played her pranks. + +Out of the entrance of the wood came forth Charles and Rabette, on their +way back to Chariton over the arches, the former bound to the +wine-cellar (he had something empty therefrom in his hand), and she +intending to run a moment into the kitchen. He went blissfully, as if on +wings, and said: "Life travels to-day in the constellation of the wain, +far away through the blue." He turned round, however, to let the +_Pleiades_ rise before them, that is, the so-called "inverted rain," +which ascends only for the space of five minutes, and properly only in +an illumination. He led them all into the wondrous wood, through a light +that lay in noonday slumber, glowing under free trees, whose stems, +standing far asunder, only tendered each other their long twigs. At the +focus of the picturesque paths, he let them await the play of the rain. +The children sprang after him with their hopes, and, backed by the +courage of the grown ones, sat down by them, on designated seats of the +gods, or children's seats, between two little round lakes. + +While Charles ran swiftly up and down in zigzag, attending to the +hydraulic and other mechanism,--nearly according to the points of the +labyrinth-garden in Versailles,--they could fly about through the magic +wood that rose everywhere. An all-powerful arm of the Rosana, which +swept by without, struck in among the flowers, and bore a heavy, rich +world; now the water was a fixed mirror, now a winding, beating vein, +now a gushing spring, now a flash of lightning behind flowers, or a dark +eye behind leafy veils; tapering shores, short beds, children's gardens, +round islands, little hills, and tongues of land lay between: they held +their motley, blooming children on arm and bosom, and the blue eyes of +the forget-me-not, and the full tulip-cheeks, and the white-cheeked +lilies played together like brothers and sisters apart from strangers, +but roses ran through all. Now they heard a murmuring and purling; the +lakes beside them bubbled up; on a peeled May-tree, fenced in on an +island, the yellow fir-needles began to drop from above; from the +hanging birches on the tongue of land, an inner rain dripped and glided +down; out of the two lakes beside them water-jets flew like +flying-fishes toward heaven. Now it gushed everywhere, and rows of +fountains, those water-children, played with the flower-children. Like +birds, streams fluttered with broad wings out of the laurel-hedges, and +fell into the groups of roses. On a hill full of oaks, a water-snake +crawled up; victoriously shot out from all the mouths of the shores +besieging arches to the summits; suddenly the cheated spectators found +themselves overhung with rainbows, for the lakes flung their waters high +across over them, so that the wavering sun blazed through the +lattice-work of drops, as through a shivered jewel-world. The children +screamed with a terror of joy. The scared birds cruised through the +shower; night butterflies were cast down; the turtle-doves shook +themselves on the ground, beaten down in the torrents; the banks and the +beds held their blooming little ones beneath the heavens. + +After five minutes the whole was over, and nothing remained, save that +in all flowers and eyes the moist radiance trembled, and on the waves +the stars continued to glisten. The children ran after the +wonder-worker, Charles. "All is over outwardly," said Albano, "but not +within us. I am to-day perfectly and peacefully happy; for thou lovest +me, and the whole world, too, is friendly. Art thou, too, happy, Liana?" +She answered, "Still more happy, and I must needs weep for joy if I told +how happy I am." But she was weeping already. "See! drops!" said she, +naively, as he looked upon her, and wiped _his_, which were the +sprinklings of the rainbow, softly from his cheeks. His lips touched her +holy, tender eye, but the other remained open, and her love looked out +from it at him, and never did her holy soul hover nearer to him. + +After a few minutes this inverted heavenward shower was also over. They +went across the middle of the free gardens to the eastern parts and +gates. How brightly lay the coasts of the future before them, with +thick, high green, and nightingales flying around the shores! Rapture +makes the manly heart more womanly. The voice of his full bosom spoke +but softly to Liana, on whose countenance, turned sidewise and +heavenward, lay a still, pious gratitude; his fiery glance moved but +slowly, and rested on the beautiful world; and he went without hasty +strides around the smallest points of land. The young nightingale whet +her well-fed bill against the twig, and shook herself merrily; the old +one sang a short lullaby, and skipped chanting after fresh food; and +everywhere flew and screamed across each other's paths the children of +spring and their parents. Little white peacocks ran, without their +pride, like little children in the grass. Blissfully floated the swan +between her waves, with the white arch over the eyes that dipped under, +and blissfully hovered the glistening music-fly, like a fixed star, +undisturbed in the air, over a distant, flowery bell. The butterflies, +flying flowers, and the flowers, fettered butterflies, sought and +sheltered each other, and laid their variegated wings to wings; and the +bees exchanged flowers only for blossoms, and the rose which has no +thorns for them they exchanged only for the linden. + +"Liana," said Albano, "how I love the whole world to-day, on thy +account! I could give the flowers a kiss, and press myself into the very +heart of the full trees; I could not tread in the way of the long chafer +down there." "Should one," she replied, "ever feel otherwise? How can a +human being, I have often thought, who has a mother, and knows her love, +so afflict and rend the heart of a brute mother? But Spener says, we do +not forgive beasts even their virtues." "Let us go to him," said he. + +They came out through the eastern gate on the mountain-way behind the +flute-dell, up to the house of old Spener, which lay in noonday +brightness; but, as they heard loud reading and praying, they chose +rather to walk by at a great distance, in order not to throw so much as +their shadow into his holy heaven. + +They gazed into the fair, still flute-dell, and would fain go directly +in; at length it spoke up to them with one flute. Their friends seemed +to be down below there. The flute continued long to complain, as if +lonely and forsaken; no sisters and no fountains murmured in with it. At +last there rose, panting, in company with the flute, a timid, trembling +singer's voice, struggling forth. It was Rabette, behind the tall +bushes. She stirred both to the depths of the soul, because the poor +creature, with the labor of her helpless voice, was rendering her loved +one the meek sacrifice of obedience. "O my Albano," said Liana, twining +around him with ecstasy, "what sweetness to think that my brother is +happy, and has found peace of soul, and _that_ through thy sister!" "He +deserves all my peace," said he, with emotion; "but we will not disturb +the two, but go back the old way." For Rabette's tones were often cut +short, but it was uncertain whether by fear, or by kisses, or by +emotion. + +When they came in again through the eastern gate, the songstress and +Charles came out of the green portal to meet them, both with wet eyes. +Charles, stepping impetuously over living beds, and with wandering eyes, +grasped a hand of both with his, and said, "This is, for once in this +rainy world, a day which does not look like a night. Brother, but when +one is so deeply blest, and catches the music of the spheres, the tones +are such as were once heard in token that from Mark Antony his patron +deity, Hercules, was departing." Thus are joys, like other jewels, +mechanical poisons, which only in the distance shine, but, when touched +and swallowed, eat into us. But Albano replied, smiling, "Since thou now +fearest, dear friend, thou hast nothing to fear; for thou art not +perfectly happy. I, however, alas! fear nothing." "Bravo!" said Charles; +"now go into your kitchen, maiden!" He went into the so-called "Temple +of Dreams," but soon hastened after her into the forbidden kitchen. + +Albano visited Liana's spring chamber. Here he painted to himself from +memory that bright Sunday when Liana led him through Lilar, and he let +the past soothingly glimmer into the present; but the latter overpowered +the former with its beams. Out in the garden stood and shone, so it +seemed to him, the pure pillars of his heaven, the supporters of his +temple, the trees; and all that he here saw near him belonged again to +his happiness, Liana's books and pictures and flowers, and every little +mark of her tender hand. + +At last the saint of the Rotunda herself--suffused with a virgin blush +at this nearness and at his blushing--stepped in, to take him away into +the cool dining-room. It was small and dusky, but the heart needs not +for its heaven much space nor many stars therein, if only the star of +love has arisen. To the table-talk,--whereby alone an eating becomes a +human one,--and to the jokes,--the finest _entremets_, the powdered +sugar of conversation,--the children contributed their share, especially +as they, unqualified to ascend from the forbidden _thou_ to _you_, +always used thou-you at once. The deeply-red Chariton made extracts from +Dian's letters and from the history of her life, and from the surgeon's +bulletins in relation to Pollux's broken arm; she sought to extol the +snow-balls, listened with a half-credulous, half-cunning look to the +Captain, who spun out the sportive marriage-thou toward Rabette into +five acts, and smiled with pleasure just where it was required. +Especially did that music-barrel of all souls, Charles, spin joyously +round; that Jupiter, around whom the eclipses of so many satellites were +always flying, could show a great, serene splendor, when he and others +wished. As often as Albano, according to the old way, would not come to +his tragedy, he drew up the curtain of a comedy. To the good Rabette a +word was as good as a look from him, although she only returned the +latter, so as neither to fall into the _Thou_ nor into the _You_. +Albano, knit with ears and eyes to one soul, could not produce with his +lips much more than a smile of bliss; he could more easily have made a +hymn than a _bon-mot_, a grace at meat than a dinner speech. For his +Liana was to-day too affectionate, so contentedly and exhilaratingly did +the sweet maiden look round with such hearty play, acting the chatty, +bantering hostess, that a man who saw it and thought of her firm +death-belief, would only have been so much the more deeply affected by +this dance around the grave with flowers on the head, though he should +remark--or rather for the very reason of his remarking--that she was +here merely carrying on a joke with jocoseness itself for the +sake--according to her new moral funeral arrangement--of sweetening for +her beloved every parting-hour, as well the next as the last of all. But +this was hard to perceive, because in female souls every show easily +becomes reality, whether it be a sad or a gay one. + +How happy was her friend and every good being to think that the saint +pronounced herself blest! And then she became, in turn, still more so. +Thus does the radiance of joy dart to and fro between sympathizing +hearts, as between two mirrors, in growing multiplication, and grows +without end. + + +72. CYCLE. + +The hour of departure came rolling on with swifter and swifter wheels; +more constellations of joy went down than came up. Thus do the blooming +vineyards of life always grow green on the ups and downs of a +mountainous way, never on a smooth plain. The two lovers needed quiet +now, not walks. They took the nearest, the path to the thunder-house. +They stepped into the glimmering vesper-grounds as into a new land; at +mid-day man is awakened from one dream after another, and has always +forgotten and sees things always new. In Albano the golden splendor of +the strings of joy still lingered under the declining sun; he told her +gladly, how often he would visit her at her parents', and how he +certainly hoped to find them friendly. Liana, as a daughter and a lover, +retouched all his hopes with her own. But now she let her hitherto light +heart, which had been rocking itself on the flowers of sport, sink back +upon the solid ground of earnest. + +When there is peace and fulness in a man, he wishes not to enjoy +anything else but himself; every motion, even of the body, jostles the +full nectar-cup. They hastened out of the loud, lively garden into the +still, dark thunder-house. But when, as if parted from the world, which +lay out around the windows, brightly glistening and far receding, they +stood alone together in the little twilight, and looked upon each +other,--and when Albano's soul became like a sun-drunken mountain at +evening, light, warm, firm, and fair, and Liana's soul like an +up-gushing spring on the mountain, which glides away purely bright and +cool and hidden, and only under the touch of the evening-beam glows in +rosy redness,--and now that these souls had just found each other in the +wide, unharmonious world,--then did a mighty joy thrill through them +like a prayer, and they cast themselves upon each other's hearts, and +glowed and wept and looked upon each other exaltedly in the +embrace;--and, on the AEolian-harp, suddenly the folding doors of an +inspired concert-hall flew open, and outswelling harmonies floated by, +and suddenly again the gates shut to. + +They seated themselves at the breezy eastern window, before which the +mountains of Blumenbuehl and Lilar's hills and paths lay in the sunlight. +Around them was evening shade, and all was still, and the AEolian-harp +breathed low. They only looked at each other, and felt joy to their +innermost being that they loved and possessed each other. How +ecstatically did they look, from the protection of this citadel, down +into the sounding, stirring world! Down below the wind blew the blaze of +poppies and tulips far and wide, and in among the heavy, yellow harvest. +The silver-poplars, wearing eternal May-snow, fluttered with uptossing +splendor; a flock of pigeons went rustling away, and dipped into the +blue; and overhead, amid flying clouds, stood those round temples of +God, the mountains, in rows, beside each other, bearing alternate nights +and days; and the pious father stood alone on his hill, and handed his +roe tender branches. + +"Thus may we ever remain!" said Albano, and pressed her dear hand with +both of his to his heart. "Here and hereafter!" said she. "Albano, how +often have I wished thou wert at the same time my female friend, that I +might speak with thee of thyself! Who on the earth knows how I esteem +thee, except myself alone?" "Here and hereafter? Liana, I am happier +than thou, for I alone believe in our _long_ life here," said he, all at +once changed. + +Whatever, now, may have been the reason,--whether that man is not at all +accustomed to be happy in a pure present, severed from all future and +past, because his inner heaven, like the natural one, directly over his +head and close to him, always looks dark-blue, and only round about the +distant horizon radiant; or that there is a bliss so tender and +unearthly as, like the moonshine, to be made too dark by every passing +cloud, whereas a sturdy one, like daylight, can bear the broadest; or +that Albano was too much like men who always in joy feel their powers so +strongly that they would rather kick over the table of the gods than see +a dish or a loaf of the heavenly bread less thereupon, rather be +perfectly miserable than not perfectly happy;--suffice it, he could not +and would not be guilty of longer fear and concealment. + +So, when Liana, instead of answering, only embraced him, and was silent, +because she meant to remain the whole day true to her promise not to +dash the festal tapestry of fair days with a shade of mourning-cloth, +then, as if urged on by a strange spirit, he spoke out: "Thou answerest +nothing? Only joys, not sorrows, shall I share? Thou hast not thy veil? +Wilt thou spare _me_ as a weakling? and thee alone shall thy +death-belief continue to oppress? Liana, I will have pangs, too, and all +thine,--tell all!" + +"Truly, I only meant to keep my promise," said she, "and no more. But +what then shall I say to thee, dear?" + +"Dost thou believe, then, that thou art certainly to die after a year, +superstitious one?--heavenly one!" said he. + +"In so far as it is God's will, certainly," said she. "O my good Albano, +how can I help my belief, much as it pains thee too?" And here she could +no longer restrain her tears, and all the crucifixes of memory started +up alive in the fair soul, and bled intensely. + +"God's will?" asked he. "Quite as well might he at this moment +precipitate a winter as an iceberg, into this happy summer. God?" he +repeated, looked up, knelt down, and prayed, "O thou all-loving God--But +thou shalt not die to me!" He turned, as if in anger, towards her, +incapable of continuing his prayer, for the cry of his heart, and wiping +hastily with both hands over his moist face. Now he prayed on, with a +soft, trembling voice: "No, thou all-loving One! kill not this fair, +young life! Leave us together long in purity and in peace." + +She knelt involuntarily at his side;--to-day more exhausted with +pleasures and unknown inner victories, even with long walking, so much +the more intensely struck by a moving reality that she had been spoiled +and softened by moving fancies, and inexpressibly afflicted at Albano's +sorrow;--she could not speak; her head and neck bowed, as under a +burden suddenly laid upon them; and thus, as one heavily overclouded by +a whole life, she looked down upon the floor. The embracing death-flood +sounded with one arm around her; then did she see, without looking up, +her Caroline pass by somewhere in bridal dress, and with the white, +gold-spangled veil trailing along far over life; and she saw clearly how +the celestial shape, when Albano begged for her life, shook its head +slowly to and fro. "Cease to pray!" she cried, inconsolably. "But listen +to me, thou cold apparition, and only make _him_ happy!" she prayed, but +she saw nothing more; and, with inexpressible love, she hid her face, +marked all over with the lines of agony, upon his breast. + +Here her brother called up, that the carriage was ready. She threw down +a quick, thin-voiced "Yes." "Must we part?" asked Albano; the fiery rain +of ecstasy had now fallen back into his open soul, in the shape of a +darker rain of ashes; and so he went on without any bounds to his +anguish. "Then have we seen each other for the last time?" and under the +closed eyelid his noble eye wept. + +"No! in the name of the All-gracious, no!" said she, and rose to go. +"Stay!" said he, and she staid, and embraced him again. "But do not +accompany me!" she entreated. "Not!" said he, and held her for some time +as she withdrew, by the tips of the fingers; it pained him so much, when +he saw the sufferings which had been brought upon this still form, that +these white wings of innocence had beaten themselves bloody against his +cliffs and mountain-horns. He drew her again to himself, ere he let her +and his salvation go from him. He looked after her as she slowly stole +down along the sunny mountain, drying her eyes under the twigs, and +went with bowed head along all the gay, blooming paths of the forenoon's +walk. But he gazed not after, when her carriage rolled away across the +joyous wood; he stood at the eastern window, and saw his childhood's +mountains tremble, because he had forgotten to dry his eyes. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[180] The Titan was originally divided into four volumes.--TR. + +[181] A musical term, meaning the compensation made by +transferring to imperfect concords part of the beauty of the +perfect ones.--TR. + +[182] Every partial development of course works well for the +whole; but only for this reason, because its opposite partial one +balances it in a higher equation and sum total, so that all +individual men are only the limbs of a single giant, such as the +Swedenborgian _man_ is. But in so far as, in one individual, a +want arises which helps out an opposite one in another,--so that +the road of humanity plagues and trips equally much by hills and +by hollows,--it will be seen that every one-sided fulness is, +only a cure of the times, not their health; and that the higher +law is, after all, a culture slower in the individual, but still +harmonious; less in amount, indeed, but impartial, and thereby, +in the long run, even more rapid. We always forget that--as in +mechanics power and time are mutual supplements--eternity is the +infinite power. + +[183] According to Borreux, the engineer, literally only every +thousandth shot from small-arms hits. So is it in all cases; fear +death, and then there stand flower-pots ready to fall from +chamber-windows, lightnings from the blue sky, air-guns going +off, polypuses in the heart, mad dogs, robbers, every gash in the +finger, _aqua toffana_, proud flesh, &c., in short, all +nature--that ever-going, crushing cochineal-mill--stands with +innumerable open scissors of fate round about thee, and thou hast +no consolation, save this, that--nevertheless people grow eighty +years old. Fear impoverishment: then fire, flood, famine, and +war, banditti and revolutions, set upon thee with greedy claws +and fangs; and yet, thou rich man! the poor man--creeping along +under the same birds of prey--becomes at last as rich as thou. +March, therefore, boldly through the slumbering lion-herd of +dangers, lying on the right and left, and go up to the fountain, +only do not wantonly wake them up; of course a hell-god drags +down individuals who feared nothing; but so, too, does a higher +God draw up individuals who expected nothing; and fear and hope +are swallowed in one common night. + +[184] Titan, 13. Cycle. + +[185] At the court of King Olaus, the royal youth Olo, dressed as +a peasant, offered himself as a champion of the daughter against +robbers. Then did the fire of the eyes and nobleness of form tell +as proof of a high descent; thus did Suanhita, for example, +recognize King Regner in a herdsman's guise by the beauty of his +eye and face. The king's daughter looked searchingly into Olo's +flaming eye, and came near swooning; she essayed a second look, +and was senseless; and at the third, swooned. The divine youth +therefore cast his eyelids down but uncovered his brow and his +golden hair and the signs of his rank. See "The German and his +Native Land," by Rosenthal and Karg, Vol. I. pp. 166, 167. + +[186] For what we call light is only an intenser white. No one +sees, by night, the luminous stream which rushes upward along by +the earth, pouring from the sun upon the full moon. + +[187] This warmer, tenderer, more timid, ever-praised sex, living +more in the opinion of others than in its own, is poisonously +pierced by a reproach which only pricks _us_ so as to draw a +little blood, as noxious beasts, in warm countries and months, +poison, and in cold ones only wound. Therefore let the girls' +schoolmaster consider that a dose which is satire upon the +boy--who, besides, must withstand opinion--becomes a lampoon, +when it lights upon his sister. + +[188] Poetic name for May.--TR. + +[189] In which were always enclosed letters from Liana to Albano. +Let every one see here, by two examples, how on the harmonica of +love a brother must stand in front as key-bank for the sister, +who would reach the bells. There should, therefore, always be a +couple of couples, diametrically connected in sisterhood and +affection. + +[190] "Such a character," writes Hafenreffer in this connection, +"were desirable for romancing Kotzebues, for they, as he always +will, according to his nature, create and raise the dignity of +the situation by the accidental place thereof, might, under the +cloak of his personality, humor entirely their own and disguise +the weakness of the poet under the weakness of the hero." +Methinks this is, so far as a biographer of romancers can decide, +very striking. + +[191] Tiring-women.--TR. + + + + +SIXTEENTH JUBILEE. + +THE SORROWS OF A DAUGHTER. + + +73. CYCLE. + +Clouds like these last consisted with Albano less of falling drops than +of settling dust. His life was yet a hothouse, and stood therefore +toward the sunny side. Every day brought a new apology for the absent +sweetheart, till at last she needed one no longer. But still he gave to +every day its letter of indulgence for her silence; by and by they grew +into letters of respite (moratories); finally, when she never let +anything at all be heard or read from her; then he began to re-examine +the afore-said apologies, and strike out many things therein. + +Quite as little could he find for himself, or for a note, a way of +access to her. Even the Captain had been gone for some days on a journey +to Haarhaar. With faint hands he held the heavy, drained cup of joy, +which, when empty, weighs the heaviest. The wild hypotheses which man in +such a case trots[192] through him--as in this, for instance, that of +Liana's being sick, having caught cold, her imprisonment, absence on a +journey--are, in their alternation and value, to be compared with +nothing, except with the quite as great wildness and number of the +plans which he enlists and dismisses,--that of abduction, of hate, of a +duel, of despair. + +The terrible motionless time had no gnomon on its dial-plate. He stood +as near his fate as man does to his dreams, without being able to +recognize or prepare for its form, any more than one can for that which +dreams will take. He went often into the city, through all whose streets +there was riding, running, and driving, because they were about bringing +and nailing together the beams for the grandest throne-scaffolding, on +which the princely bride at her introductory compliment in the land, +might look round the farthest; but he heard nothing there of his own +bride, except that she quite often visited the picture-gallery with the +Minister. + +Hereby two distressing hypotheses, that of her sickness, and that of her +being at war with her family, seemed to lose their stings. The best, +though the hardest thing was, to go straight to the Minister, as to +Vesuvius, in order there to have the fairest prospect. He visited the +Vesuvius. In fact this volcano was never more still and green. He asked +after everything, and expressed himself upon much which immediately +concerned the marriage festival; nor did he seek to conceal his hopes +and wishes that the Count would help welcome the admirable bride. + +At last the latter, too, must venture to unfold _his_ hopes and wishes +about the ladies. The Minister replied, with uncommon pleasantness, that +the two had just carried back the "charming Mademoiselle von Wehrfritz" +to Blumenbuehl; and indulged himself forthwith in a eulogium of that +"unsophisticated nature." Albano soon took his leave, but much happier +than when he came. A few street-lamps[193] certainly were now burning on +his path. + +But in the morning he fell into a little obscure alley, where there was +not a single one; in other words, Rabette, the little reindeer, came +running to Lilar, as she yesterday had to Pestitz,--for what is a race +of a mile to a country-girl, else than a simple _Allemande_?[194]--and +shook and shook her heart before him, even to its very ears, but nothing +fell out of it except pleasant images, a few heavens, a complete +wedding-day, a couple of parents-in-law, and a Captain's wife. "The +Minister had been so courteous toward me, but--the mother afterward +still more so toward my parents; and they have mentioned and praised the +Captain so much,--in short, they of course know all, my glorious, +heartily-loved brother!" said she,--but of Liana she had nothing to +bring to her glorious brother, except a bill of her health; her joyous +eye had not turned toward any dark region whatever. "We were not alone a +minute, that is the reason of it," she added, and came again upon the +subject of her Captain, whom the Minister had sent out on the Haarhaar +road, as chief marshal of the escort of the Princess; yet she referred +him to the illumination night in Lilar, when she and Liana, and the +parents on both sides, had arranged to be there. Thou good creature! who +is so cruel as to begrudge thee the glittering ring of joy, which thou +contemplatest on thy brown and hard-boiled hand, and who does not fondly +wish that its stones may never fall out? + +Soon after, the brother of the past festivals flew to the heart of the +deserted one,--Charles. He repeated almost exactly Rabette's deposition, +although not her rapture; he said,--but without special emotion,--that +his father actually threw him the brotherly hand kiss through several +rooms, distinguished and designated him quite particularly, and kindly +made use of him for business purposes; and all this merely since he had +become acquainted with his love for Rabette, and the silent assent of +the parents; for with his father, though the heart was of no account, +yet Rabette's fief was, especially as one could not trust, with all the +romantic stock-jobbing of his heart, that he would not himself one day +realize the poorest result. + +With a sighing breast, which would gladly have imparted more to an +expecting one, Charles merely related that he had found Liana well and +quiet, but not alone for one minute. The association of another's want +with his own open, rich fortune was, so Albano believed, the fair, +tender reason why Charles glided with such cool, fleeting pleasure over +the parental benediction of his soul's bond. O, how he loved him at this +moment! Could he have loved him ever so much more, he would have done +it, though Liana had been actually lost to the sum of his happiness, +merely to show himself and him that holy friendship wants no third heart +in order to love a second. + +This cloud of silence lay fixed for weeks, and grew more and more dark +around his fairest heights; and the guiltless one went round and round +through the darkness in a circle of contradictions. How must this youth +have harassed himself when he thought, as he soon did, that the parents +would, in all probability, reject an alliance with him, as he, indeed, +thought himself obliged rather to forget than to reciprocate their +advances, and that they might sacrifice two hearts to political +heartlessness; or when he let fall upon the innocent Liana the suspicion +of giving way before parental assaults, which suspicion received +reinforcement from the past through the conjecture that she had +embraced him rather in poetical enthusiasm and from goodness, and more +with wings than with arms, and that, in fact, accustomed to such long +submissions, she could hardly distinguish sacrifices and inclinations, +and might take one for the other; or when, as he soon and oftenest did, +he turned the point of all these weapons against his own breast, and +asked himself why he had such a firm confidence in friendship, and such +a wavering one in love. Then this reproach led him to a second, upon +every previous one, which he had cast upon the good soul merely for the +sake, according to the proselyting system and reforming mania which men +exercise more upon their wives than upon their friends, of melting her +down for his own mould. This last he might rue; as Holberg[195] observes +that men do not keep estates so well as women, because the former are +always wanting to improve them more than the latter; on the same ground, +also, lovers spoil women more than these do them. + +For the sake merely of getting more expeditiously from the tedious +tribunal of the future his sentence of death, or a more agreeable +document, he went again to the ministerial house. He was again smilingly +received by the Minister, and seriously by the mother; and, in reply to +his question, Liana was not quite well. He laid before old Schoppe (who +now pressed his friendship upon him more warmly, and who, for some time +near the dissecting-knife of the Doctor, had not studied any other heart +than that which was to be spattered to pieces and prepared) a short +question about the Doctor's visits at the Minister's. How was he +astonished when he heard that no one out of the house any longer made +any visits to it, (while Liana, quite blooming, went into all circles,) +except merely the Lector, who made very frequent ones! + +He well comprehended that only the Medusa's-heads of the parents could +turn the softest heart into stone against him; but even this he found +not right. He boldly demanded that she should love him more than her +parents, "not from egotism," said he to himself, "not on my account, but +on her own." A lover wishes a great, indescribable love, of which he +thinks himself always only the accidental and unworthy object, merely +for the sake of tendering the highest himself. + +Even the silent Lector, who generally placed all newly rising lights +behind light-shades and fire-screens, communicated unbidden to the Count +the novel tidings that Liana would be, under the administration of the +coming Princess, something--[196]maid of honor. His old jealous +suspicion of Augusti's wishes or relations allowed him no answer to +that. + +Now his spirit manned itself, and he wrote straight to the soul that +belonged to him, and sent the letter to her brother for delivery. The +latter came the next day, but seemed to him not to have any answer yet, +because he would otherwise have given it with the first greeting. +Charles introduced him to the Haarhaar court, where he had lately been; +said every nerve there had on jack-boots, and every heart a +hoop-petticoat; then went on to eulogize the youngest, but most +unpopular Princess, _Idoine_; declared she possessed, in addition to all +her other advantages,--for instance, purity, kindness, decision of +character, which even on the throne selects for itself its own lot and +life,--the further grace of amiableness, since even the princely bride, +who loved no one else, hung upon her heart, and--last, not least--the +advantage of a very deceptive similarity to Liana. + +"Has Liana received my letter yet?" asked Albano. Charles handed it back +to him. "By Heaven!" said he, ardently, and yet ambiguously, "I could +not get it to her just now. But, brother, canst thou believe, only for +one minute, that she does not remain forever most thine?" "I do not +believe anything at all!" said Albano, offended, and tore his leaf on +the spot into little bits no bigger than the letters. "Only _we_ will," +he continued, with a tone of emotion, "remain, as we are, firm as iron, +and flexible as iron when it comes out of the furnace." The deeply +touched friend sought to console him with the following: "Only wait, I +pray, the illumination evening;[197] then she will speak with thee. She +must certainly appear, and thou wilt wonder in what character, and for +whom." He nodded silently; he easily gathered her part from her +resemblance to Idoine, and from her expected office at court. But what +help was it to his fortune? + +With the return of his note, which he despatched against his pride, that +same pride came back in renewed strength. Now was a hot seal stamped on +Albano's bleeding lip; he had now nothing for and before him, except +time, which was now his poison, and would by and by, as he hoped, be his +antidote. Nothing was ever master over his sense of honor, when it was +once roused. He could look forward to a scaffold on which blood spurted +out, but he could not look upon a pillory where, under the heavy, +poisonous, murderous pain of scorn and self-contempt, a downcast, +distracted face hung on the sinful breast. + +Charles sometimes approached with a few lights the long night-like +riddle; but Albano, however much he wished them, staggered him by +opposition, and sought not even to hear him, much less to ask him +questions. So he lay on hard, youthful, thorny rose-buds, which a single +hour can open into tender roses. Victories beget victories, as defeats +do defeats; he found now, if not a complete relief from the emotions +which besieged him, nevertheless a mountain-fortification against them, +provisioned for a little eternity, in the shape of an astronomical +observatory. With an entire and firmly collected soul he threw himself +upon theoretical astronomy, in order not to see daylight, and upon +practical astronomy in order not to see night. The watch-tower stood +indeed upon a mountain intermediate between the city and Blumenbuehl, and +commanded a view of both; but he cast his eyes only upon the +constellations, not upon those rosy-red spots of the earth, where they +now could have sucked out of the cold flower-cups only water instead of +honey. Thus amid the festive preparations in Lilar did he go armed to +meet the long delaying evening when the presence of the fairest soul +should either bless or destroy him, vainly looking from time to time at +the distant telegraph of his destiny, which was constantly moving, +uncertain whether with peaceful or hostile significance. + + +74. CYCLE. + +To remove the seals from the enrolled acts of the foregoing history for +the purpose of looking into it,--or to push back the blinds and shove up +the windows of the same,--or to uncover so many covered ways and +vehicles,--or, in fine, the whole matter,--all that is mere +metaphors,--and the most inappropriate ones, too,--which cannot serve +any other purpose than only to hold off still longer and more tediously +the long-expected solution, which they would fain describe; much rather +and better, methinks, will the whole war and peace position in the +ministerial palace be at once freely laid bare as follows:-- + +Herr Von Froulay had, as has been already mentioned, come home from +Haarhaar with a _Belle-vue_ in his face, and with a _mon-plaisir_ in his +heart (provided these tropes do not seem more elaborate than exquisite). +He told his lady openly, what had hitherto detained and enchanted him so +long,--the future Princess, who had conceived for him a more than +ordinary fancy. He threw a full, glorifying light on her enriched +understanding,--he never praised anything beyond this in +ladies,[198]--as well as a faint streak of shade upon his own _her's_; +and pronounced himself fortunate in the possession of a person whose +fine, persistent coquetry (he said) he for his part could recommend as a +model, and whose attachment he, in fact, (that he pretended not to +conceal,) reciprocated half-way, but only half-way, for it was perfectly +true, what the Duke of Lauzun[199] asserted: in order to keep the love +of Princesses, one must just hold them in right hard and short. In the +old man accordingly there shoots up, as we see, quite late,--not unlike +the case of fresh teeth,--which oftentimes old men do not cut till they +are nonagenarians,--a lover's heart beneath the star; only it is more to +be wished than hoped, he will especially play the ridiculous in the +matter. For as he all the week long holds the helm of state, either on +the rower's bench, to keep it in motion, or on the cabinet-maker's +bench, to trim it down into a fine and light shape for the Prince; the +consequence is, he is so tired when Saturday comes, that no Virgil and +no tempest could persuade him--and though his feet had not more steps to +take for the purpose than the number of feet in Virgil's hexameter, or +of commandments in the Decalogue of Moses--to accompany a Dido out of +the storm into the nearest cave. He does no such thing. He remains quite +as free from sentimental and pathetic love as from sensual, especially +as he apprehends that the former would in the end entangle him in the +latter, because like a minor-tone it has quite a different returning +scale from its ascending one. The ironical and stinging element in the +man made every marriage--even that of souls--to him as well as to other +world's people as disagreeable in the end as the spines of the hedgehogs +make theirs. He lays up, therefore, in the future for the Princess only +a cold, politic, coquettish, courtly love, such as she herself haply +has, and such as he has occasion for, in order less to gain her than to +gain from her, and to gain first of all the entire Prince. I promise +myself cosmopolitan readers, who, I hope, find no offence to this +personage in Froulay's partiality for his lady; for so soon as the +court-preacher has but once laid his joining hand on the Princess, then +has this house-steward made, as it were, the cut in the pea-hen,[200] +and she can then be taken off untouched, and be feasted on in other +places. + +I have already (in the second volume) intimated the anxiety of the +Minister's lady lest the Minister, if he should (in this volume) come +back and not find Liana at home, should chafe; but, contrary to +expectation, he approved; her use of the country air-bath fell in +exactly with his design of sending her into the vapor-bath of the court +atmosphere. He told her mother that it by no means displeased him that +she should now be entirely well, since the new Princess would select her +for her maid of honor, whenever he should say the word. He could not for +three minutes see a sceptre or a sceptrelet lying by him without proving +its polarity for himself, and either attracting or repelling something +with it. As the famous theologian, Spener,--a predecessor of our +Spener,--prayed to God so beautifully thrice a day for his friends, one +finds with similar pleasure that the courtier daily prays a little for +his friends before his god, the Prince, and seeks to obtain something. + +The Minister's lady, never opposing his changeable plans in the sketch, +but only in the execution, easily became reconciled with his latest one, +because it at least seemed rather to stand in no auxiliary relation to +the old one of the bethrothal to Bouverot. + +One evening, unfortunately, the fatal, anxious Lector--who pasted the +smallest visiting-card to a Fulda's historic chart--arrived in her +presence with his packet-ship, and came ashore having under his two arms +the state and imperial advertisements of her two children; he had one of +them under each; and yet why do I fly out upon the man? Could a +double-romance, especially when played in the open air, remain better +concealed than a single one? + +Her astonishment can be compared with the greater astonishment of her +husband, who happened to have just been screwing on in the third chamber +his tin ear,--made by Schropp of Magdeburg,--in order to listen to the +servants, and who now caught a number of things. Nevertheless, the +double-ear, with the broad meshes of its nocturnal lark-net, had only +fished up from Augusti's low, whispering, courtly lips single, long, +proper names,--such as Roquairol and Zesara. Hardly had the soft-spoken +Lector gone out, when he stepped gayly into the chamber, with his ear in +his hand, and demanded of her a report of the reports. He held +it beneath his dignity either to patch up or disguise his +suspicion,--which, even in the friendliest and gayest mood, would never +shut its Argus ears and eyes,--or to dissemble his eavesdropping, with +so much as a syllable or a blush of shame; the fair lilies of the most +colorless impudence were not painted, but branded on him. The Minister's +lady immediately seized upon the female expedient, of telling the +truth--half-way; namely, the agreeable truth of Roquairol's +well-received advances at the house of Wehrfritz, whose estate and +provincial directorship had been cast into a very fitting shape for a +father-in-law. Meanwhile the Minister had seen in his lady's face the +mourning-border around this pleasant notification-document, far too +clearly and broadly not to inquire about that prominent word "Zesara," +which his delicate tin searcher had also caught up, but he inquired in +vain; for the mother held her good daughter too dear to set this wolf on +the scent for her into her Eden; she hoped to get her out of it in a +gentler way, by a divine voice and angels; and so evaded his question. + +But the wolf now ran farther on in his track; he got the gout in his +stomach,--so it was reported to Dr. Sphex,--demanded of him speedy aid, +and also some intelligence of his tenant, the Count. Doctor and Madam +Sphex had already a grudge against the inflated youth; through their +four juvenile envoys, as _enfans perdus_ in every sense, as four +hearing-organs of every city rumor, much might be brought in on +advice-yachts from Blumenbuehl and Lilar. In short, the auricular organs +fitted in so well to those of others, that Froulay, in a few days, was +in a situation to ask, with his lily brow, the Greek woman for a letter +to his son, which he offered to take along with him. + +He found one, which he broke open with great joy, without, however, +finding anything therein from Albano's or Liana's hand, but only some +stupid allusion of Rabette to that couple, which, to the Minister, were +as much as if, with his sharp exciseman's-probes, he had bored into +Liana's heart and lighted upon contraband there. Without any long, +slavish copying of the former seal, he set a second upon the letter, and +went away enlightened by it. + +We can all follow him, when we have detained ourselves only a few +minutes for his justification, with my + + +_Apology and Defence[201] in the Matter of the Second Seal upon Letters +in State Affairs._ + +Whether the examination of other people's letters pertains to old +Froulay as minister or father,--(although the latter presupposes the +former, the father of the country implying every other father and his +own too,)--I will not decide, except by the parenthesis just inserted. +The state which tackles on the post-horses before letters has, it +should seem, the right to examine more narrowly, under the closed visor +of the seal, these not so much _blind_ as blinding _passengers_,[202] in +order to know whether it is not using its horses in the service of its +enemies. The state, an ever-drawing light-magnet, means certainly only +to have light in the case, and particularly light upon all light in +general; it requires only the naked truth, without cover or covering. +All that rides and fares through its gates must, though it were dressed +in a surtout, just open its _red_ mouth, and say what name and business. + +As the common soldier must first show his letters to his officer, the +garrison-soldier of the Bastile to the governor, the monk his to the +prior, the American colonist his to the Dutchman,[203]--in order that he +may burn them up, if they find fault with him,--so, surely, can no +statesman, whether he regards the state as a barrack, or as an +Engelsburg, or as a _monasterium duplex_, or as a _European possession +in Europe_, deny it the right to keep all its letters as open as bills +of lading, patents of nobility, bills of sale, and apostolic epistles +are. The only mistake is, that it does not get hold of the letters +before they are enveloped and sealed. That is immoral enough; for it +necessitates the government to open and shut,--to draw the letter out of +the case, and put it back again, as the cook with pains turns the snail +out of his shell, and then, when he is once taken off from the fire, +shoves him back again into it, to serve him up therein. + +This last is the point of the compass and cardinal wind which is to +guide us onward; for universally acknowledged as it is, just as custom +and observance are, that the government, on the same ground on which it +opens the _last_ will, must have the power to unseal also the last but +one, and the one before that, and finally the very first, before its +heir can do it, and that a prince must be able still more readily to +bring servants' letters into the same deciphering chancery (and into +their antechamber, the unsealing chamber), wherein the letters of +princes and legates fly open before the caper-spurge,[204] nevertheless +the cork-drawing of letters,--the joint seal, the vicariate seal, the +laborious imitation of the L. S., or _loco sigilli_,--all this is +something very annoying and almost detestable; out of the wrong a right +must therefore be made by constitutional repetition. + +Something of the kind might be brought about, I flatter myself, if it +were commanded to write letters only on stamp-paper. An inspecting and +stamping office appointed for that purpose would then read everything +over beforehand. + +Or one might prohibit in future all private seals, just as they do +mint-stamps for private coin. A seal-department would then interfere, +with full rights, and seal up, as they now do the legacies of the +deceased, so in that case those of the living. + +Or--which is perhaps preferable--an epistolary _censorship_ must +commence. Unprinted newspapers, _nouvelles a la main_,[205]--that is, +letters,--can never, inasmuch as they divulge still greater mysteries, +demand a greater freedom of censorship than printed newspapers; +especially as every letter, now-a-days, so easily becomes a circular, +going everywhere. A catalogue of prohibited letters (_index +expurgandarum_) would always be, in that case, a _word to +correspondents_. + +Or let the postmasters be put under oath that they will be faithful +referendaries of whatever they find weighty or considerable in the +letters, which, before despatching, they have laid in the mental +letter-balance, and closed again, with the hope, according to the +Leibnitzian principle of the non-distinguishable seal, of speeding them +far and wide. + +If the State finds all these ways of reading and closing letters new and +difficult, then it may go on in its own way--of opening them. + + * * * * * + +Froulay flew, laughing, to his lady, and assured her her falsehood +towards him was no news to him at all. Her present plan, merely to work +against Herr von Bouverot and himself, he understood full well. Hence it +was that Rabette had had to come in, and the daughter to go out. +Meanwhile he would show the hypocrite and bigot, or whoever it might be, +that she had not merely a mother, but a father too. "She must +immediately come home; _je la ferai damer,[206] mais sans vous et sans +M. le Compte_," he concluded, with an allusion to the office of +court-dame. + +But the Minister's lady began, in accordance with her vehement contempt +of his projects and powers, with that coldness which would have more +exasperated every ardent one than this cold one, to say to him that she +must needs disapprove and oppose Liana's and the Count's love still more +than he did; that she had merely, in an excessive and otherwise never +disappointed confidence in Liana's openness of soul, believed her rather +than herself, and, notwithstanding so many signs of Albano's partiality, +let her go to Blumenbuehl; that she would, however, give him her word on +the spot to act with as much energy and spirit against the Count as +against the German gentleman, and that she was, as surely as she knew +Liana, almost certain of the easiest and happiest result. + +Of course this was unexpected to him and--incredible, especially after +the previous concealment; only the finest man's soul distinguishes in +the female the blending boundaries of self-deception and wilful +delusion, weakness and deceit, accident and intent; besides, the +Minister's lady was one of those women whom one must first love in order +to know them, a case which is generally reversed. He readily accepted on +the one hand the confession of her agreement and co-operation,--merely +for the sake, hereafter, of turning it as a weapon against her;--but he +could not conceal, on the other hand, that _there again_ (that was +always his phrase) she had, according to her own confession, neglected +to watch over her children from a want of jealousy. He retained the +habit, when an open-hearted soul showed him its breaches, of marching in +upon it through those breaches, as if he himself had made them. The +penitent who knelt before him for forgiveness he would crush still +lower, and instead of the key of absolution draw forth the hammer of the +law. + +I owe it here to the Spaniards, who will one day become acquainted with +me through miserable translations,[207] and to the Austrian knighthood +of the Golden Fleece, who perhaps read the original in a counterfeit +edition, to assign the reasons why the house of Froulay did not bespeak +feasts of joy--instead of court-mourning--on the occasion of these +advances by a son of their order, a Spanish Grandee, who often lays upon +himself a German princely sceptre as a yardstick to measure himself +withal. For every Spaniard must have hitherto wondered about this. + +I answer every nation. The Froulays had, in the first place, nothing +against the union except the--certainty of separation; since on the same +ground, which the Knights of the Fleece and the Spaniards have opposed +to me, old Gaspard de Zesara can in no wise suffer a bridge to be thrown +over from his Gothard to the Jungfrau [virgin]. Secondly, on this very +ground the Minister could oppose to this romantic love a much older, +wiser, which he bore toward the German gentleman and his moneys and +_liaisons_, as well as the old grudge of the Knight of the Fleece. +Thirdly, the Minister's lady had, beside these same grounds,--and +besides several in favor of the Lector, perhaps,--one quite decisive +one, and that was, she could not endure the Count; not merely and solely +for the reason that she discovered a painful similarity between him and +her son, and even husband, in pride, in excitability, in the +characteristic fierceness of genius against poor married women, in want +of religious humility and devoutness; but the principal reason why she +could not well endure him was this: that she could not bear him. As the +system of Predestination sentences some men to hell, whether they +afterward deserve heaven or not, so a woman never takes back an enmity +to which she has once doomed any one, all that country and city, God, +time, and the individual's virtues may say to the contrary, +notwithstanding. + +In the treaty of peace, concluding the usual chamber-war, the following +private articles were adjusted between the married couple: The Count +must be, on the Father's and Director's account, treated with the most +courtly consideration, and shoved aside,--and Liana gently and gradually +drawn away from Wehrfritz's house,--the whole dissolution of the +engagement must seem to happen of itself without parental interference, +merely through the breaking off of the daughter,--and the whole affair +remain a mystery. Froulay hoped to keep the whole interlude or episode +concealed from Liana's earlier-intended, the German gentleman, +particularly as he, just now, in August, was more at the card-tables of +the baths than at home. + +So it stood; and into this cold, awful pass the friendly Liana moved on, +when on that warm living Sunday she left the blessed, open Lilar. +Refined and sanctified by joy,--for every Paradise was to her a +purifying Purgatory,--she came nobly to her mother's bosom, without +remarking the strange seriousness of the reception by reason of the +earnest warmth of her own. Her easy confession of the garden-company +opened the trying scene,--almost in the _coulisse_. For the mother, who +would fain have begun otherwise, had to mount the thunder-car at once, +in order to thunder and lighten against such incomprehensible +forgetfulness of female propriety; and yet she held in the +thunder-steeds in mid-career, in order to enjoin upon Liana immediately, +as the Minister might come any moment, a perfect silence on the subject +of to-day's garden-party. Now she cast the deepest strengthening shade +upon her previous mute falsehood towards a mother; for she arbitrarily +transposed in her story the sowing and blossoming time of this love, +even into the days preceding the journey to the country. How did the +warm soul shudder at the possibility of such an unkindness! She led her +mother as far as she could up along the pure, light pearl-brook of her +history and love, and told all that we know, but without giving much +satisfaction, because she left out precisely the main point; for, out of +forbearance toward her mother, she felt obliged to let the apparition of +Caroline, who in the beginning had been the image-stormer of her love +and then its inspiring muse and bride's-maid, together with the +death-certificate of the future, remain out of sight in the narration. + +She held, with fervent pressure, her mother's hand amidst more and more +cheerful assurances, how she had always been disposed to tell her +everything; she thought hopingly, she needed to save nothing but her +_open_ heart. O thou hast more to save, thy warm, thy whole and living +heart! Her mother now, from old habit, half believing her, found fault +with nothing more than the whole affair, its impropriety, impossibility, +folly. "O good mother," said Liana, simply remaining tender under the +harsh picturing of the future Albano; "O he is not such, assuredly not!" +Quite as tenderly did she far overlook the darkly-sketched future +refusal of Don Gaspard, because to her faith the earth was only a +blooming grave-mound hanging in the ether. "Ah!" said she, meaning how +little time she was for this world, "our love is not so important!" Her +mother took this word and the whole gentleness of her resistance, as +preludes of an easy victory. + +At this moment Albano's father-in-law came in with a kettle-drum, +alarm-bell, fire-drum, and rattlesnake, in his girdle, in order +therewith to make himself audible. First he inquired,--for he had been +listening in vain,--in a very exasperated manner, of the Minister's +lady, where she had stowed away his ear (it was the tin duplicate ear, +wherein, as in a Venetian lion's-head, all mysteries and accusations of +the whole service and family met); he said, he had a little occasion for +it just now, particularly since the newest "adventures of his worthy +daughter there." The Siamese physicians begin the healing of a patient +with treading upon him, which they call softening. In a similar manner +Froulay loved to soften, by way of moral pre-cure; and accordingly +began, with the above-mentioned speaking-machines in his girdle, to +declare his sentiments explicitly on the subject of degenerate children; +upon their arts and artifices; and upon intrigues behind fathers' backs +(so that no father can accompany a volume of love-poems with a prose +preface); backed up many points with the strongest political grounds, +which all had reference to himself and his interest, and wound up with a +little cursing. + +Liana heard him calmly, as one already accustomed to such daily +returning equinoctial storm-bursts, without any other emotion, except +that she often raised her downcast eye pityingly upon him, out of tender +sympathy for the paternal dissatisfaction. In a calm he became loudest. +"You will see to it, madam," said he, "that to-morrow forenoon she sends +the Count what she has of his, together with a farewell, and notifies +him of her new office, as an easy excuse; thou art to be court-dame to +the reigning Princess, although thou didst not deserve that I should +labor for thee!" + +"That is hard!" cried Liana, with breaking heart, falling upon her +mother. He supposed she meant the separation from Albano, not from her +mother, and asked, angrily: "Why?" "Father, I would so gladly," said +she, and turned only her face away from the embrace, "die near my +mother!" He laughed; but the Minister's lady herself shut to the +hell-gates upon the flames which he still would fain have vomited forth, +and assured him it was enough, Liana would certainly obey her parents, +and she herself would be surety for it. The preacher of the law came +down his pulpit-stairs with an audible ejaculation about a better +security, calling back, as he went, that his ear must be produced +to-morrow, and though he should have to search for it in all chests and +cupboards. + +The mother kept silence now, and let her daughter softly weep on her +neck; to both, after this drought of the soul, the draught of love was +refreshment and medicine. They came out of each other's arms with +cheered spirits, but both with entirely delusive hopes. + + +75. CYCLE. + +A hard, black morning; only the outward atmospheric morning was +dark-blue; there was nothing loud and stormy, except perchance the +swarms of bees in the linden-thicket; the heaven's ether seemed to +flutter away high over the stony streets, so as to settle down low in +the bright open Lilar upon all hill-tops and tree-tops, and, blue as +peacock's plumage, to play its hues over the twigs. + +Liana found on her writing-table a billet, folded in large quarto, +wherein the Minister, ever-working, like a heart, sought even at this +early hour of the morning, before raising out of the public documents +for the several administration and exchequer counsellors the transient +tempests which were necessary to fruitfulness, to descend upon his +shuddering daughter with a cold morning rain-gust. In the decretal +letter referred to, he developed more in detail, upon a sheet and a half +what he had meant yesterday,--separation on the spot; and offered six +grounds of separation,--first, his uncongenial relation with the Knight +of the Fleece; secondly, her own and the Count's youth; thirdly, the +approaching place of court-dame; fourthly, that she was his daughter, +and this the first sacrifice to which he, her father, for all his +previous ones, had ever laid claim; fifthly, she might perceive, by his +indulgent "Yes," to the love of her brother, whose apparent improvement +he held out to her as a model, that he lived and cared only for the +welfare of his children; sixthly, he would send her to Fort * * * to his +brother, the commandant, in case she were refractory, by way of exiling, +punishing, and bringing her round; and neither weeping, nor falling at +feet, nor mother, nor hell should bend him; and he gave her three days' +time for reflection. + +Mutely, and with wet eyes, she handed to her who had been hitherto her +comforter the heavy sheet. But the comforter had become a judge: "What +wilt thou do?" said the Minister's lady. "I will suffer," said Liana, +"in order that _he_ may not suffer; how could I so sorely sin against +him?" The mother, whether actually under the old notion of her easy +conversion, or from dissimulation, took that "He" for the father, and +asked: "Say'st thou nothing of me?" Liana blushed at the substitution, +and said: "Ah! poor me, I will not indeed be happy,--only true!" How had +she during this night prayingly lived and wept amidst the fearful wars +of all her inner angels! A love so guiltless, consecrated by her holy +friend in heaven,--a fidelity so exceedingly abridged by early death; +so sound-hearted a youth, shooting up with high, fruit-bearing summit +heavenward, whom not even ghostly voices could scare or allure out of +his faithful childhood's love toward her, insignificant one; the +everlasting discomfort and grief which he would experience at the first, +greatest lie against his heart; her short, straight path through life, +and the nearness of that cross-way, at which she should wish to throw +back,--not stones, but flowers upon the other pilgrims;--all these forms +took her by _one_ hand to draw her away from her mother, who called +after her with the words: "See how ungratefully thou art going from me, +and I have so long suffered and toiled for thee!" Then came Liana back +again out of the dusky, warm rose-vale of love into the dry, flat +earth-surface of a life, wherein nothing breaks the monotony save her +last mound. O how imploringly did she look up to the stars, to see +whether they did not move as the eyes of her Caroline, and tell her +_how_ she must sacrifice herself, whether for her lover or for her +parents; but the stars stood friendly, cold, and still in the steadfast +heavens. + +But, when the morning sun again beamed upon her heart, it beat +hopefully, newly strengthened with the resolution to endure this day for +Albano full many sorrows,--ah yes, even the first. Could Caroline, +thought she, approve a love to which I must be untrue? + +Hardly had she left the lips of her mother with the morning greeting, +when the latter sought, but more earnestly than yesterday, to draw up +the roots of this steadfast heart out of its strange soil by a longer +use of yesterday's flower-extractor. In her comparative anatomy of +Albano and Roquairol, from the similarity of voice even to that of +stature, she grew more and more cutting, till Liana, with a maiden's +wit, at once asked, "But why may my brother, then, love Rabette?" +"_Quelle comparaison!_" said the mother. "Art thou nothing better than +she?" "She _does_, strictly speaking, much more than I," said she, quite +candidly. "Didst thou never quarrel with the wild Zesara?" asked the +mother. "Never, except when I was in the wrong," said she, innocently. + +The mother was alarmed to perceive more and more clearly that she had to +pull up deeper and stronger roots than light flowers strike into the +soil. She concentrated all her maternal powers of attraction and +lifting-machines upon one point, for the upturning of the still green +myrtle. She disclosed to her the Minister's dark plan of an alliance +with the German gentleman, her hitherto concealed strifes and sighs on +the subject, her thus far effectual resistance, and the latest paternal +stratagem, to make her a garrison-prisoner with his brother, and thereby +probably Herr von Bouverot a besieger of the citadel. + +For some readers and relicts of the heavy, old-fashioned, golden age of +morality, the remark is here introduced and printed, that a peculiar, +cold, unsparing, often shocking and provoking, candor of remark upon the +nearest relatives and the tenderest relations is so very much at home in +the higher ranks, that even the fairer souls, among whom, surely, this +mother belongs, cannot, absolutely, understand or do otherwise. + +"O thou best mother!" cried Liana, agitated, but not by the thought of +the rattle and the snaky breath of Bouverot, or of his murderous spring +at her heart,--she thought with as much indifference of being betrothed +to him as any innocent one does of his dying on a scaffold,--but by the +thought of the long building over and crowding out of sight of the +motherly tears, the streams of motherly love, which had hitherto flowed +nourishingly deep down under her flowers. She threw herself gratefully +between those helpful arms. They closed not around her, because the +Minister's lady was not to be made weak and soft by any washing wave and +surge of sudden emotion. + +Into this embrace the Minister struck or stepped in. "So!" said he, +hastily. "My ear, madam," he continued, "cannot be found again at all +among the domestics; I have that to tell you." For he had to-day posted +himself upon a law-giving Sinai, and thundered into the ears of the +service assembled at its foot the inquiry after his own ear, "because I +must believe," he had said to them, "that you, for very good reasons, +have stolen it from me." Then he had swept like a hail-storm, or a +kitchen-smoke in windy weather, through the servants' apartments and +corners, one by one, in quest of his ear. "And thou?" said he, in a +half-friendly tone to Liana. She kissed his hand, which he, as the Pope +does his foot, always despatched for kisses, as proxy and lip-bearer, +agent, and _de latere nuncio_ of his mouth. + +"She continues disobedient," said the severe lady. "Then she is a little +like you," said he, because the mistrustful one looked upon the embrace +as a conspiracy against him and his Bouverot. Upon this, his ice-Hecla +burst out, and flamed and flowed, now upon daughter, now upon wife. The +former was absolutely a miserable creature, he said; and only the +Captain was worth anything, whom he luckily had educated by himself +alone. He saw through all, heard all, though they had hid away his +ear-trumpet. There was, accordingly, as he saw, (he pointed to his +unsealed morning-psalm,[208]) a communication between the two colleges; +but he invoked God to punish him if he did not--"my dear daughter, pray +answer at last!" he begged. + +"My father," said Liana, who, since the fraternization of Bouverot and +the ill treatment from her mother, had begun to feel her heart wake up, +which, however, could only despise and never hate, "my mother has to-day +and yesterday told me all; but I have surely duties towards the Count!" +A bolder liveliness than her parents had ever missed or found in her +beamed under her upraised eye. "Ah, I will truly remain faithful to him +just as long as I live," said she. "_C'est bien peu_," replied the +Minister, astounded at such pertness. + +Liana listened now, for the first time, after the word which had escaped +her; then, in order to justify the past and her mother, she conceived +the pleasant and ridiculous purpose, of moving and converting the old +gentleman by her ghost-visions or dream-seeings. She begged of him a +solitary interview, and afterward--when it was reluctantly +granted--intreated him therein for his sacred promise to be silent +towards her mother, because she feared to show to that loving one the +clock-wheels of her death-bell rattling so near to the fatal stroke. The +old gentleman could only, with a comic expression,--which made him look +like one who with a bad cold wants to laugh,--vow that he would keep his +word so far as was necessary, because never, so far as he could +recollect, had his word been kept by him, only he had been often kept by +his word. In such men, word and deed are like theatrical thunder and +lightning, which, though generally occurring in close connection, and +simultaneously in heaven, on the stage break forth out of separate +corners, and by means of different operators. But Liana would not rest +till he had put on a word-keeping, sincere face,--a painted window. +Thereupon she began, after a kissing of the hand,[209] her ghostly +history. + +With unbroken seriousness, and firmly contracted muscles, he heard the +extraordinary narration through; then, without saying a word, he took +her by the hand and led her back into the presence of her mother, to +whom he handed her over with a long psalm of praise and thanksgiving +about her successful daughter's-school. "His boy's-school with Charles +had not been blessed to him, at least in this degree," he added. As a +proof, he frankly communicated to her--cold-bloodedly working up all +Liana's pangs, as the coopers do cypress-branches into cask-hoops--the +little which he had promised to bury in silence, because he always +prostituted either himself or the other party, generally both. Liana sat +there, deeply red, and growing hotter and hotter, with downcast eyes, +and begged God to preserve her filial love towards her father. + +No sympathizing eye shall be further pained with the opening of a new +scene, when the ice of his irony broke, and became a raging stream, into +which flowed tears of maternal indignation, also, at the thought of a +precious being, and her feverish, fatal, dreaming of herself away into +the last sleep. The object and the danger almost united the married +couple for the second time; when there is a glazed frost, people go very +much arm in arm. "Thou hast sent nothing to Lilar?" asked the father. +"Without your permission I certainly should not do it," said she; but +she meant her letters, not Albano's. He took advantage of the +misunderstanding, and said, "Thou hast, however, surely." "I will gladly +do, and let be done everything," said she, "but only on condition the +Count consents, in order that I may not appear to him disingenuous; he +has my sacred word for my truth!" At this mild firmness, at this Peter's +rock overgrown with tender flowers, the father stumbled the hardest. In +addition to this, the transition of a haughty lover from his own wishes +to those of his enemies, supposing they had allowed Liana the question +to the Count, was so impossible on the one hand, and the solicitation of +this change, whether it were granted or refused, absolutely so degrading +on the other, that the astounded Minister's lady felt her pride rise, +and asked again, "Is this thy last word to us, Liana?" And when Liana, +weeping, answered, "I cannot help it; God be gracious to me!" she turned +away indignantly toward the Minister, and said: "Do now what you take to +be _convenable_; I wash my hands in innocence!" "Not so entirely, _ma +chere_; but very well!" said he, "thou wilt stay after to-morrow in thy +chamber, till thou hast corrected thyself, and art more worthy of our +presence!" he announced, as he went out, to Liana; firing at her +meanwhile two eye-volleys, wherein, according to my estimate, far more +reverberating fires, tormenting ghosts, eating, devouring medicaments, +brain and heart-borers, were promised, than a man can generally hold to +give or bear to receive. + +Poor maiden! Thy last August is very hard, and no harvest-month day! +Thou lookest out into the time, where thy little coffin stands, on which +a cruel angel wipes away the still fresh flower-pieces of love running +round it, in order that it may, all white, as rosy-white as thy soul or +thy last form, be consigned to the grave! + +This banishment by her mother into the desert of her cloister-chamber +was quite as frightful to her, only not more frightful than her anger, +which she had to-day, only for the third time, experienced, though not +deserved. It was to her as if now, after the warm sun had gone down, the +bright evening glow had also sunk below the horizon, and it grew dark +and cold in the world. She remained this whole day, which was yet +allowed her, with her mother; gave, however, only answers, looked +friendly, did everything cheerfully and readily, and--as she quickly +dashed away, with her tiny finger, every gathering dew-drop out of the +corner of her eyes, as if it were dust, because she thought, at night I +can weep enough,--she had very dry eyes; and all that, in order not to +be an additional burden to her oppressed mother. But she, as mothers so +easily do, confounded a timid, loving stillness with the dawning of +obduracy; and when Liana, with the innocent design of consolation, +wished to have Caroline's picture brought for her from Lilar, this +innocence also passed for hardness, and was punished and reciprocated +with a corresponding on the part of the parent, namely, with the +permission to send. Only the Minister's lady demanded the French prayers +of her again, as if she were not worthy to lay them under her present +heart. Never are human beings smaller than when they want to plague and +punish without knowing _how_. + +As every one who rules, whether he sits on a chair of instruction or a +princely one, or, like parents, on both, when the occupant of its +footstool once leaves off his former obedience, imputes that obedience +to him, not as a mitigation, but as an aggravation of his offence, so +did the Minister's lady also toward her hitherto so uniformly docile +child. She hated her pure love, which burned like ether, without ashes, +smoke, or coal, so much the more, and held it to be either the author +or the victim of an incendiary fire, particularly as her own married +love hitherto had seldom been anything more than a showy chimney-piece. + +Liana at last, too heavily constrained, since on the other side of the +wall-tapestry the serene day, the loveliest sky was blooming, ascended +to the Italian roof. She saw how people were travelling and riding back +contentedly from their little places of pleasure, because the earth was +one; on Lilar's bushy path the walkers were sauntering with a blissful +slowness home,--in the streets there was a loud carpentering at the +festive scaffoldings and Charles's-wains for the princely bride, and the +finished wheels were rolled along for trial,--and everywhere were heard +the drillings of the young music, which when grown up was to go before +her. But when Liana looked upon herself, and saw her life alone standing +here in dark raiment,--over yonder the empty house of her loved one, +here her own, which to her had also become empty,--this very spot, which +still reminded her of a lovelier, rarer blossoming than that of the +_Cereus serpens_,--and oh! this cold solitude, in which her heart +to-day, for the first time, lived without a heart; for her brother, the +chorister of her short song of gladness, had been sent off, and Julienne +had for some time been incomprehensibly invisible to her,--no, she could +not see the fair sun go down, who, so serene and white, was sinking to +slumber with his high evening star,--or listen to the happy evening +chorus of the long day, but left the shining eminence. O how does joy +die a stranger in the untenanted, dark bosom, when she finds no sister +and becomes a spectre there! Thus does the beautiful green, that spring +color, when a cloud paints it, betoken nothing but long moisture. + +When she entered, soon, the asylum of day, the bedchamber, the heavens +without flashed heat-lightning; O why just now, cruel fate?--But here, +before the still-life of night, when life, covered with her veil, sounds +more faintly,--here may all her tears, which a heavy day has been +pressing,[210] gush forth freely. On the pillow, as if it bore the last, +long sleep, rests this exhausted head more softly than on the bosom +which reproachfully reckons up against it its tears; and it weeps +softly, not _upon_, only _for_ loved ones. + +According to her custom, she was on the point of opening her mother's +prayers, when she recollected, with a startled feeling, that they had +been taken from her. Then she looked up with burning tears to God, and +prepared alone out of her broken heart a prayer to him, and only angels +counted the words and the tears. + + +76. CYCLE. + +The father had made this chamber-imprisonment a punitory mark of her +refusal. With deep anguish she uttered this mute no, in the very fact +that she voluntarily stayed in the chamber, and denied her mother the +morning kiss. She had, in the course of the night, cast many an ardent +look at the dead image of her counsellor Caroline, but no original, no +fever-created form had appeared to her. Can I longer doubt, she inferred +from this, that the divine apparition, which has spoken the assenting +word to my love, was something higher than my own creation, since I must +otherwise have been able to form it again over against her picture? + +She had Albano's blooming letters in her desk, and opened it, in order +to look over from her island into the remote orient land of warmer +times; but she shut it to again; she was ashamed to be secretly happy, +while her mother was sorrowful, who into these melancholy days had not +even come, like her, out of pleasant ones. + +Froulay did not long leave her alone, but soon sent for her; not, +however, to sound her or pronounce her free, but for the purpose--which, +as may well be conceived, required an unvarnished brow and cheek, whose +fibrous network was as hard to be colored as his with the Turkish red of +shame--of appointing her his mistress in artistic language, and taking +her with him to the Prince's gallery, in order to learn from her the +explanation of these frontispieces (for such they were to him) in this +private deaf-and-dumb institution so well that he might be in a +condition, so soon as the Princess should come to inspect it, to +represent something better than a mute before the beauties of the +pictures and the image-worshipping Regentess. Liana had to transfer an +impression of every pictured limb, with the praise or blame appertaining +thereunto, over into his serious brain, together with the name of the +master. How delightedly and completely did she give this kallipaedeia to +her growling old cornute,[211] and would-be _connoisseur_ in painting, +who paid her not a single thankful look as instruction-money! + +At noon, for the first time, did the daughter find her longed-for +mother, among the kitchen-servants, very serious and sad. She ventured +not to kiss her mouth, but only her hand, and opened upon her her +love-streaming eyes only timidly and a little. Dinner seemed a +funeral-feast. Only the old gentleman, who on a battle-field would have +danced his marriage-minuet, and celebrated his birthday, was in good +spirits and appetite, and full of salt. In case of a family jar, he +usually ate _en famille_, and found in biting table-speeches, as common +people do in winter and in famine, a sharper zest for food. Quarrelling, +of itself, strengthens and animates, as physicians can electrify +themselves merely by whipping something.[212] + +Laughable, and yet lamentable, was it that poor Liana, who was all day +long to keep a prison, was always called out of it just for +to-day,--this time into the carriage again, which was to set down the +sad heart and the smiling face before nothing but bright palaces. She +had to go with her parents to the Princess, and look as happy as they, +who, on the melancholy road, regarded her as if she were to be envied. +So does the heart which has been born not far from the throne never +bleed, except behind the curtain, and never laugh but when it rises; +just as these same distinguished ones were formerly executed only in +secret. The Prince, who was ridiculously loud on the subject of his +marriage; Bouverot, just returned from card-tables or privateering +planks, whom Liana now, since the latest intelligences, could only +endure with a shudder; and the Princess herself; who excused her +previous absence from her on account of the distraction of preparing for +the festival, and who very strangely jested at once about love and +men,--only to a Liana who guessed so little, suffered so much, and +endured so willingly, could all these beings and incidents seem anything +but the most intolerable. + +Ah, what was intolerable, but the iron unchangeableness of these +connections, the fixedness of such an eternal mountain-snow? Not the +greatness, but the indefiniteness, of pain; not the minotaur of the +labyrinth, its cellar-frost, sharp-cornered rocks, and vaults, make the +breast contract and the blood curdle therein, but the long night and +winding of its egress. Even under bodily maladies, therefore, unwonted +new ones, whose last moment stretches away beyond our power of +prediction, appear to us more ominous and oppressive than recurring +ones, which, as neighboring frontier-enemies, are ever attacking us, and +find us in arms. + +Thus stood the dumb Liana in a cloud, when the exulting Rabette, with a +bosom full of old joys and new hope, came running into the house,--that +sister of the holy youth who had been torn away from her, that +confederate of such glorious days. She was honorably received, and +constantly attended by a guard of honor,--the Minister's lady,--because +she might, indeed, as likely be an ambassadress of the Count as an +electress of her son. The cunning girl sought to snatch some solitary +moments with Liana by boldly begging for her company to Blumenbuehl. The +company was granted, and even that of the mother freely offered, into +the bargain. Liana led the way to Blumenbuehl over the still-blooming +churchyard of buried days. What a torrent of tears struggled upward in +her breast when she parted from the still happy Rabette! _She_ had +innocently left to the house one of the greatest apples of discord for +the evening meal which the Minister had ever plucked for his fruit-dish +with his apple-gatherer. Therefore he supped again _en famille_. That is +to say, a silly word had escaped Rabette about the Sunday's meeting at +Lilar. "Of that," said Froulay, in a very friendly manner, "thou hast +not made one word of remark, daughter." "I did to my mother +immediately," she replied, too fast. "I should be glad, too, to take an +interest in thy amusements," said he, saving up his fury. In the +pleasantest mood imaginable did this raftsman of so many tears and +hewn-down blossoming branches, which he let float down thereupon, take +his seat at the supper-table. He first asked servants and family for his +auxiliary ear. Thereupon he passed over to the French, although the +plate-exchangers found a rough translation thereof for themselves, a +_versio interlinearis_, on his face, by way of giving notice that the +distinguished Count had been there, and had inquired after mother and +daughter. "With good right he asked for you both," continued the moral +glacier, who loved to cool his warm food. "You are conspired, as I heard +again to-day, to keep silence towards me; but why, then, shall I still +trust you?" He hated from his heart every lie which he did not utter +himself; so he seriously regarded himself as moral, disinterested, and +gentle, merely for this reason, that he inexorably insisted upon all +this in the case of others. With an abundant supply of the stinging +nettles of persiflage,--the botanical ones also come forward best in +cold and stony soil,--he covered over all his opening and closing +lobster-claws, as we keep brook-crabs in nettles, and took first his +tender child between the claws. Her soft, submissive smile he took for +contempt and wickedness. How comes this soft one intelligibly by his +paternal name, unless one assumes the old hypothesis, that children are +usually most like that for which the pregnant mother vainly longed, +which in this case was a soft spouse? Then he assailed, but more +vehemently, the mother, in order by his mistrust to set her at variance +with his daughter; yes, in order, perhaps, to torment the latter, by +means of her mother's sufferings, into childlike sacrifices and +resolutions. He very freely declared himself--for the egotist finds the +most egotists, as love and Liana find only love, and no +self-love--against the egotism around and beside him, and concealed not +how very cordially he cursed them both for female egotists (as the old +heathen did the Christians for atheists). The Minister's lady, +accustomed to live with the Minister in no wedlock so little as in that +of souls,--as Voltaire defines friendship,--said merely to Liana, "For +whom do I suffer so?" "Ah, I know," she answered, meekly. And so he +dismissed both full of the deepest sorrows, and thought afterward of his +business matters. + +This general distress was increased by something which should have +lessened it. The Minister was vexed that he had daily, in the midst of +his wrath, to consult the taste of the women upon his--exterior. He +wanted, at the marriage festival,--for the sake of his beloved,--to be a +true bird of paradise, a Paradeur, a _Venus a belles fesses_.[213] Of +old he had loved to act the double part of statesman and courtier, and +would fain, by way of monopolizing pride and vanity, grow into a +Diogenes-Aristippus. Something of this, however, was not vanity; but +that tormenting spirit of the male sex, the spirit of order and +orthodoxy, would not go out of him. He was a man who would flourish +against his very livery the clothes-switch wherewith the servant had let +a few particles of dust settle on the state coat; still more dangerous +was it--because he sat between two looking-glasses, the frizzling-glass +and the large mirror in the stove-screen--to lay the dust rightly on his +own wool; and hardest of all was it for him to be satisfied with the +_fixing_ of his children. Liana, as artist, had now to suggest the +proper color of a new surtout. _Sachets_, or smelling-bags, he directed +to be filled, and with them his pockets; and a musk-plant pot placed in +his window, not because he wished to use the leaves for perfume (that he +expected of his fingers), but because he wished to anoint his fingers by +rubbing the leaves together. Patent pomatum for the hands, and English +pressed ornamental paper also for the same (when they wished to use a +_billet-doux_ pen), and other knickknacks, excited less attention than +the snuff which he procured for himself; not, however, for his nose, but +for his lips, in order to rub them red. In fact, he would have rendered +himself quite ridiculous in the eyes of many a merry blade, if such a +one had seen him draw privately out of his souvenir the hair-tweezers, +and with them the hair out of his eyebrows, just where the saddle of +life, as upon a horse's back, had worn it white; and only the Minister +himself could look serious during the process, when he sat before the +looking-glass, smiling through all the finest ways of smiling,--the best +one he caught and kept,--or when he tried the most graceful modes of +throwing one's self on the sofa,--how often he had to practise +this!--and finally, in short, through all his operations upon himself. + +Fortunately for the mother, the good Lector came; from the hand of this +old friend she had so often taken, if not a Jacob's ladder, yet a +mining-ladder, upon which to climb out of the abyss; hopefully she now +laid before him all her trouble. He promised some help, upon the +condition of speaking with Liana alone in her chamber. He went to her +and declared tenderly his knowledge and her situation. + +How did the childlike maiden blush at the sharp day-beams which smote +the scented night-violet of her love! But the friend of her childhood +spoke softly to this smitten heart, and of his equal love for her and +her friend; of the temperament of her father, and of the necessity of +considerate measures; and said the best was to make him a sacred vow +that she would yield to her parent's wish of her strictly avoiding the +Count, only until he had received from his father, to whom he himself, +as attendant of the son, had long been obliged to communicate +intelligence and inquiries about the new connection, the yes or no in +respect to it; if it were "no,"--which he would not answer for,--then +Albano must solve the riddle; if it were "yes," he himself would stand +security for a second on the part of her parents; at the same time, +however, he must lay claim to her profoundest silence toward them in +relation to his inquiries, whereby they might perhaps find themselves +compromitted. Thereby he rooted himself only the more deeply in her +confidence. + +She asked, trembling, how long the answer would tarry? "Six, eight, +eleven days after the nuptials at most!" said he, reckoning. Yes, good +Augusti! "Ah! we are all suffering, indeed," said she, and added, +confidentially, and out of a weeping breast: "But is he well?" "He is +diligent," was the reply. + +So he brought her, burdened with two secrets, and for the present +consenting to an interim-separation, back to her mother; but she +bestowed only upon the Lector the reward of a friendly look. He desired, +meantime,--after his Carthusian manner,--no other reward than the most +good-natured silence toward the Minister on the subject of his +interference, since the latter might hold his deserts in this connection +much greater than they were. + +The eight days' improvement and abstinence was announced to the +Minister. He believed, however,--keeping in reserve a mistrust towards +his lady,--that he could carry the war farther into the enemy's country +with his own weapons; nevertheless, he contented himself, at the same +time, with the new respite and Liana's disincarceration, for the sake of +driving his daughter before him to his beloved at the nuptial festival, +blooming and healthy as a sparkling pea-hen. + +Roquairol at this moment came back, and ushered into the house a cloud +or two full of beautiful, bright morning redness. He delivered to his +father tidings and greetings from the Princess. To Liana he brought the +echo of that beloved voice, which had once said to her heaven: "Let it +be!"--ah! the last melody among the discords of the unharmonious time! +He guessed easily--for he learned little from his mother, who neglected +him, and nothing from her daughter--how all stood. When he was actually +on the point of slipping Albano's letter to her, in the twilight of +evening, into her work-bag, and she said, with an ah! of love, "No, it +is against my word,--but at some future time, Charles!"--then he saw, as +he expressed it, "with crying indignation, his sister, in Charon's open +boat, sailing into the Tartarus of all sorrows." About his friend he +thought less than of his sister. The friendly, flattering Minister--he +presented, as a proof of it, a valuable saddle to the Captain--informed +him of Rabette's visit, and gave hints about betrothment and the like. +Charles said, boldly: "He postponed every thought of his own happiness, +so long as his dear sister saw none before her." By way of drawing the +old gentleman again into more interest for Liana, he suggested to him a +romantic invention for the marriage festival, which Froulay did not +dream of, when he already stood quite close to it; namely, Idoine (the +sister of the bride) was strikingly like Liana. The Princess loved her +inexpressibly, but saw her only seldom, because on account of her strong +character, which once refused a royal marriage, she lived in a village +built and governed by herself, in a courtly exile from court. He now +proposed to his father the poetic question, whether, on the illumination +night, Liana might not for a few minutes, in the dream-temple, which was +entirely suited to this beautiful illusion, delight the Princess with +the image of her beloved sister. + +Whether it was that love toward the Princess made the Minister bolder, +or he was intoxicated by the desire of brilliantly introducing Liana to +her office of court-lady; suffice it, he found in the idea good sense. +If anything supplied tobacco for the calumet of the _ex parte_ peace +which he had made with his son, it was this theatrical part. He hastened +immediately to the Prince and the Princess with the prayer for his +permission and her sympathy; and then, when he had secured both, he +hastened on to his Orestes, Bouverot, and said: "_Il m'est venu une idee +tres singuliere qui peut-etre l'est trop; cependant le prince l'a +approuvee_," etc.,--and finally--for he must not forget her either--to +Liana. + +The Captain had already sought to persuade her beforehand. The mother +opposed the dramatic imitation from self-respect, and Liana from +humility; such a representation seemed to her a piece of presumption. +But at last she gave in, simply because the sisterly love of the +Princess had seemed to her so great and unattainable, just as if she did +not cherish a similar sentiment in her own heart; thus she always +regarded only the image in the mirror, not herself, as beautiful; just +as the astronomer thinks the same evening, with its red splendors and +night shadows, more sublime and enchanting, when he finds it in the +moon, than when he stands in the midst of it on the earth. Perhaps, too, +there entered another element of secret sweetness into Liana's love for +the Prince's bride, namely, a step-daughter's affection; because she +should once have been the bride of the Knight Gaspard. Women regard +relationship more than we; hence, too, their ancestral pride is always +several ancestors older than ours. + +Thus, then, did she make ready her oppressed heart for the light plays +of the shining festival, which the coming Cycles are to present on the +New-Year's holiday, as it were, of a new Jubilee. + + +END OF VOL. I. + +Cambridge: Stereotyped and Printed by Welch, Bigelow, & Co. + +FOOTNOTES: + +[192] This is Jean Paul's own image.--TR. + +[193] That is, of course, some lights of hope.--TR. + +[194] A German or Suabian dance.--TR. + +[195] His Moral Treatises, Vol. II. p. 96. + +[196] The Germans call the dash the _stroke of thought_. Here it +implies an emphatic pause, as much as to say, "What do you think +is coming?"--TR. + +[197] At the Prince's marriage. + +[198] With the Egyptians the enchanters were only learned men; +with him the learned women were enchantresses. + +[199] _Memoires secrets sur les Regnes de Louis XIV._, etc. Par +Duclos. Tom. I. + +[200] It is well known that a cut is made in a fowl left whole as +a sign that it has been upon the Prince's table, so that it may +not be set on again, but otherwise enjoyed. + +[201] In German, _Schutz- und Stich-blatt_,--literally, a plate +to defend the hand in parrying and thrusting,--_Blatt_, meaning +_leaf_ (of paper) also, conveys a _pun_ not easily +translated.--TR. + +[202] The blind-passenger in the German stage-coach corresponds +to our _dead-head_ in stage or steamboat.--TR. + +[203] See Klockenbring's collected Essays. + +[204] (In German, _Spring-wurzel_.) The juice of some plant +(perhaps Devil's-milk) highly and quickly corrosive.--TR. + +[205] News by hand.--TR. + +[206] The King had to _damer_, or make a dame of an unmarried +maiden of rank, before she could go to Versailles to court. + +[207] Not so miserable perhaps as a French mangling the +translator remembers to have seen.--TR. + +[208] He refers to the letter he had left on Liana's table, and +which she had shown to her mother.--TR. + +[209] _Fist_ in the original.--TR. + +[210] I.e. as in a wine-press.--TR. + +[211] Alluding to the horned hat once worn by graduated printers' +apprentices.--TR. + +[212] Beseke discovered it. See "On the Elemental Fire," by him, +1786. + +[213] Venus with beautiful thighs.--TR. + + * * * * * + +RICHTER'S WRITINGS. + + +TITAN. 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